Terrence Howard is having a second career, not as an actor, but as an extraordinary, sort of, spiritual entrepreneur. In this episode, Russell and Terrence talk about what it means to be a spiritual entrepreneur, and how to deal with criticism.
00:00:27.000Terrence Howard is having a second career, not as an actor, but as an extraordinary, sort of, spiritual entrepreneur.
00:00:35.000Like, I know a lot of cynical people would attack him, but I can't help but think they're the same kind of cynical people that would attack me.
00:00:41.000I think he's an open-hearted, good-hearted, and brilliant man.
00:00:43.000But let me know what you think in the comments and chat.
00:01:55.000But one thing I will say is that you, like me, have entered into a more kind of, Well, I look at it like, you know, if you're not being criticized, if you're not facing some kind of headwind, then you're headed in the wrong direction.
00:02:23.000You have to have some kind of resistance.
00:02:26.000Every action has an equal and opposite reaction, and that reaction creates the resistance, and that resistance creates our character.
00:02:34.000So the more light that's shone upon me, even whether it be negative or be positive, it's still going to, at the end of the day, we're all going to end up back as the creator in the full circle of all things.
00:03:00.000Because how could the universe be so perfectly made and yet we'd be so flawed?
00:03:06.000It is just our understanding that's flawed.
00:03:08.000So no matter what's happening to me, I was just watching a long, and I'm sorry to go on like this, but the New Zealand one and they were in Tasmania.
00:03:20.000And this woman, Gina, who had lost her child many years before when she had cancer, she had this beautiful mental attitude.
00:03:32.000That never once, even though she broke down and cried, never once did she curse or blame the gods or blame life.
00:03:39.000She just dealt with it from a happy and grateful place.
00:03:43.000And I mean, I took a great lesson from that because at the end of the day, we're just gods unaware of our divinity.
00:03:51.000It's important, I think, that your foundation is a spiritual one because me, when I get pulled into the temporary, and it happens to me most days and a lot of the time, I end up mired in this kind of selfishness, Terrence, that I can't really understand.
00:04:14.000I've become Christian after, for a long time, having a kind of somewhat diffuse and autodidactic spiritual perspective.
00:04:23.000You know, like, I just was watching saying, I was watching a YouTube video clip of some people called Minority Report, I think is what they're called, criticizing me and stuff.
00:04:32.000And I watched it because I thought, I want to watch things where people are attacking me and see if I can stay in my kindness.
00:04:38.000One of the things they were attacking is the way that I talk.
00:04:42.000And I reckon you, like me, are probably from a normal background.
00:04:48.000You've not gone to some fancy university or anything like that.
00:04:52.000So all the stuff you know is probably personal experimentation.
00:04:55.000Based on the early part of our conversation and other podcasts and interviews I've watched you in, it seems to me that you've done some sort of psychedelic experimentation.
00:05:26.000But the collapse into Christianity for me was important because in surrendering to Christ, I feel like I'm surrendering to a man and my resistance to that as well as a God, a man as well as a God.
00:05:40.000Before that, I felt like I was the centre of my own personal cosmos.
00:05:44.000And that was the problem for me with a kind of new age approach to reality.
00:05:49.000Like that me being at the centre, Terence, has messed me up.
00:05:53.000Me recognising, oh wow, as a Christian, I just believe the same thing as a bunch of grandmas and crazy people.
00:06:00.000Poor people and people that have just took it as given to them in church.
00:06:04.000I believe the same thing they believe, that Christ is king.
00:06:35.000One of the things that happened to me early on, as I spoke about when I did the Joe Rogan interview, And received a great deal of vitriol about it was the fact that I was awakened and I awoke inside my mother's womb.
00:06:48.000I woke up there and was aware like, oh shit, I'm here.
00:07:19.000My father, I started with the Bible from five, six years old.
00:07:25.000And when I was five and I awoke in the middle of the night and this entity had a conversation, took me down this watery path and asked me if I could have anything I wanted.
00:07:39.000I was like, So I thought for a moment, and then without hesitation it seemed, I said, I want to know how everything works.
00:07:46.000And that being opened up a door and took me into this room that had a crystalline flower and started handing me all these incredible shapes that I had never seen before.
00:07:57.000And then that being, from that moment onward, I was able to wake up in my dreams like in Inception.
00:08:03.000So I would see if I was in a classroom and I didn't have no fucking pants on.
00:08:07.000I didn't sit there and say, oh, I don't have pants on.
00:08:10.000I would ask myself, how did I get here?
00:08:26.000I was a Jehovah's Witness for over 25 years.
00:08:29.000I went around teaching everyone as much as I could about the Bible until I learned that according to the Bible, mankind has only been in existence for just over 5,000 years.
00:08:44.000Just over 5,000, 6,000 years, 6,048 years based on biblical chronology.
00:08:52.000But we know that there were Aborigines that have been around for over 60,000 to 100,000 years.
00:09:01.000If everything in the Bible, if the Bible claims to be God's word, God's word, Therefore, if you find one fault in it, you have to throw the entire thing out because the entire thing claims to be inspired by God.
00:09:19.000And one of the things that Jesus was saying constantly was that you are to become like me and behold like me with my father, to become Christ-like.
00:10:44.000I can see why you're causing so much trouble.
00:10:47.000I had this realisation relatively recently that amidst the undifferentiated super state, there may be two paths.
00:10:56.000The path of the bridge, I have many teachers, many, I've got a few teachers that are kind of druidic, you know, or even atheistic.
00:11:03.000People that are able to operate in the undifferentiated state, the super state, where before it collapses from wave into the particular, it could go everywhere.
00:11:17.000within me, within you, there is this limitless consciousness that is actualized outside of time, this atemporal, eternal aspect of us.
00:11:27.000Now, what I started to, what I found and what I've been granted through Christ, and I agree with what you're saying, is that the hallmark and the signature of the Almighty is in the human face.
00:11:58.000And if there's a problem, it must be a problem of perception.
00:12:00.000But I recognize, too, that there's this requirement for humility.
00:12:05.000And one of the ways I've sort of understood this, Terrence, is...
00:12:16.000It wouldn't matter if I didn't exist or if you didn't exist.
00:12:19.000And yet all reality, as far as I can tell, or as far as you can tell, exists entirely within my consciousness.
00:12:26.000So there is this sort of tension between infinitesimally small and so vast that all reality is encompassed within us.
00:12:33.000And for me, this idea of humility, this idea that how do I live in?
00:12:38.000this world and not make myself my own God.
00:12:41.000When I make Russell my God, I'm in trouble, man.
00:12:44.000Because then Russell's urges, Russell's wants and desires and needs and fears get...
00:12:58.000And because I've lived a hedonistic life in the past, I bet you've had a phase of that where I've been able to sleep around a bunch, been able to do a bunch of drugs.
00:13:05.000Like I've realized I don't mean nothing.
00:13:08.000It's sort of somehow hollow and empty.
00:13:10.000And so, you know, like the path of Christ, Christ comes to me in pain, in serious, serious pain.
00:13:21.000I'll be honest with you, there are days when I still feel adrift still.
00:13:32.000Why should I even have a podcast or a platform?
00:13:35.000Because, you know, I'm just suffering.
00:13:37.000So I wonder how you deal with, if you sort of see yourself as a, and I understand it and appreciate it, a realization of the divine, that the holy divinity is within you, that you awoke in your mother's womb, that you're able to lucid dream, and if you're able to exist on different levels of reality, and all of us do in our dreams, and certainly in hallucinogenic states, and maybe reality itself is a type of chemical construct, certainly it's difficult to argue against it.
00:14:01.000How do you not fall into, well, what Terence wants is all that matters and become kind of hubristic?
00:14:09.000Well, when you put your finger, if Terence, if I take my finger and put it inside the Pacific Ocean, back to the idea of infinitesimal and our contribution, the entire ocean has to register that change of motion and pressure condition.
00:14:34.000None of us is superfluous because in order for one thing to happen, every waveform in the universe must co-sign that thing's existence because every waveform is going to be adjusted and have to change its pressure and motion conditions based on that movement and motion.
00:14:54.000That's why we know it is good to follow.
00:15:10.000is still accomplishing balance in the universe.
00:15:13.000Now, if Russell chooses to be more balanced Rumble is farting out the fierce cock of authoritarianism and clamping shut the buttcheeks of free speech, baby.
00:15:30.000When major advertisers conspired to pull their dollary-do's, even brands like Dunkin'Donuts turned their back, claiming Rumble had a right-wing culture.
00:16:17.000I know it's harmful for me, but I know not to do it all day long.
00:16:21.000I still take pot, like I sat up and smoked with Bill Maher.
00:16:24.000I rarely smoke in public with anybody, but if Bill offers me a joint, I have to take it because that's a sign of great disrespect, not to share a moment with somebody.
00:16:48.000And I don't want to lose any of it because I've gone years fighting against my lust and then I chose to realize I was just fighting against myself.
00:16:56.000But it's accepting, like Carl Jung said, accepting the dark side of us.
00:17:02.000That's when we become whole and we can walk in any way.
00:17:07.000And like I was thinking about what you said about Jesus, you have to think, according to the scriptures, for 30 years Jesus knew that he was the Son of God.
00:17:18.000For 30 years before anyone else was aware.
00:17:21.000He knew that, and do you think that he had walked on water for the first time at the Sea of Galilee?
00:17:27.000It was probably something he did when he was 12, 13 years old.
00:17:30.000There were so many races that he could have won that he chose to allow other people to win because he was a sure foot, but he knew that they needed to win them.
00:19:57.000It makes sense, Terrence, though, that you would give the genitals of a plant to someone that you aspire after and are romantically intrigued by.
00:20:07.000Man, I was thinking while you were talking, I was like, this guy better be telling the truth because I know that I'm going to remember some of this because you're telling the stories I don't want to find out that you'd not research that because I'm relying on this information, Terrence.
00:21:33.000Like, if you're good at recognizing patterns, you can kind of call it intelligence.
00:21:38.000I figure, though, like me, you've gotten this raw material of your ability, this grace of your ability, and you've put it to work in a bunch of ways.
00:21:48.000Most notably, you've experienced extraordinary success as an entertainer.
00:21:52.000You think of all the people that go into the entertainment game.
00:21:55.000Not many of them end up in big movies and all that stuff, end up in Hollywood.
00:22:10.000And actually, I've got some follow-up stuff on pleasure and that, because I think that the pursuit of pleasure, hedonism, like, in extremist, the pursuit of pleasure, I see its destructiveness.
00:22:23.000Whatever it is, you might have some, obviously, some qualities that I do not have.
00:22:28.000But me, when I start engaging with pleasure I mean, as a result of my hedonism and pleasure-seeking crazy Epicureanism, I've got a lot of people that I've had sex with in the past, some of whom, it seems, are prepared under pressure to make untrue claims about the nature of those private exchanges.
00:22:54.000But even beyond the untrue allegations, there have been other consequences for me, like closer to home, like realizing, A lot of people are left kind of somewhat feeling objectified or used or exploited in one way or another.
00:23:13.000You know, like, I don't know what your game's been.
00:23:17.000And that's, in a way, it's not particularly what interests me, because, like you, I've been in Hollywood, so I know that any person you want to name, probably, unless they're a very sort of straight-down-the-middle dude, has had to deal with people making allegations.
00:23:30.000Probably they've had to deal with stuff, sign stuff.
00:23:33.000I've seen you publicly talk about Diddy, and it really made me laugh when you were talking about them acting lessons.
00:23:40.000That really, really cracked me up, man.
00:23:42.000Sort of meeting up, going around there.
00:23:44.000Because I did one movie with Diddy, so I was around him.
00:26:35.000And then we think, well, since I can't get these thoughts out of my head, I must just be this evil person instead of rewiring our thoughts.
00:26:48.000No, I am the perfect reflection of God, so let me do the things that I think God does.
00:26:56.000I know as an extension of the Creator, when I do good, then God is good.
00:27:02.000When I do bad, then God works in mysterious ways.
00:27:06.000And I take God's nature on as a personal thing.
00:27:19.000Because the Creator told me that I was made in its image.
00:28:00.000But that's not acceptable in our society based on our biological.
00:28:05.000We should have a harem and multiple wives.
00:28:09.000And so when we try and carry those out by sleeping with multiple people, if all of those women were our own women within our situation that weren't sleeping with other men, they wouldn't have these diseases.
00:28:22.000But our society doesn't allow that today.
00:28:25.000And we have rules based on religion that tells us that what is natural is.
00:28:32.000And so you have people that are in high positions that now they're just going to go against everything that makes any sense.
00:28:40.000And they go the complete hedonistic route.
00:29:52.000Well, no, that's not natural because it doesn't benefit everyone else.
00:29:57.000And once you start thinking about benefiting the whole, then you're more modest about pursuing your pleasures because you don't want your pleasures to impede on anybody else's rights.
00:30:08.000Yes, and I agree with what you said early in your article.
00:30:12.000answer was that when we behave like God, then God is real, that we are meaningful and active participants in the divine and the holy.
00:30:20.000Now, it seems to me the institutions of human power have been, as it says in scripture, corrupted into false light, that they stimulate needlessly the worship of pleasure, that they erect false idols.
00:30:34.000And those idols, If Terence Howard's trapped in self and I'm trapped in self, and if the system in general encourages people to revere and worship their own impulses, that to me is neither a kind of divine hedonic, neither is it a kind of innocent simian behavior.
00:31:01.000And I suppose what I'm trying to understand and bring together as a person,
00:31:27.000ancient aliens and intergalactic species and interdimensional beings and false light and Luciferianism.
00:31:34.000And now that I've come to scripture as an adult, I see that when it talks about a Now that to me don't seem like fairy tale, that seems to me like mythology.
00:31:58.000See the thing that you've mentioned Jung before now, and you can see that there's a sort of a microcosmic struggle within the individual that's playing out across eternity.
00:32:08.000That within each of us is the capacity for grace and for kindness and for charity and honour, but also within us is the potential for selfishness and even cruelty.
00:32:26.000So even, you know, like when I used to feel like, yeah, I'm a person that can probably financially maintain and certainly I would have believed then sexually satisfy a harem.
00:32:58.000in fact, that only activated once I started getting real outspoken about a bunch of political stuff and corruption in media, you know, like those that I've supplied them with the raw material in order to sort of bring about that downfall.
00:33:12.000But the part that I want to take responsibility for is you shouldn't be sleeping around with everybody.
00:33:16.000It's like people are like you said yourself, you talk about that defilement and that.
00:33:19.000So I can take responsibility for what I did.
00:33:21.000I can't take responsibility for what I didn't do, but I wonder how you characterize You, presumably, as an optimistic young man with a dream, want to make it, got a gift, can string a sentence together, charismatic as all hell.
00:33:35.000And you find yourself in institutions that, I think, tend towards evil.
00:33:39.000And I wonder how you characterize them.
00:34:09.000Next thing you know, I'm going to be able to have a billion dollars and can buy a billion acres and open up all of the veterinarian offices And you see people bending rules for their own selfish needs.
00:34:35.000And after a while, you don't see anything happen to them.
00:34:38.000So you're like, hey, I'll try that for a minute.
00:35:18.000Anybody taking a hike, I'm down to do that with you.
00:35:21.000But if I know that you're about to hop up in a plane and jump out and do some stuff that I'm not comfortable with, because I can't handle it.
00:35:31.000Because everything happens in the universe for the universe to find balance.
00:35:36.000And the tearing apart of things is necessary in order for things to come back together.
00:35:41.000But I do not have to be a part of the tearing apart.
00:35:45.000Even though quietly, I may tear some things apart.
00:35:48.000But I will do it in a manner that is comfortable and doesn't come with itself.
00:35:53.000And like you, unlike you, I have gone through that fire.
00:35:58.000I've already been attacked and had my name thrown to the ground and for years looked upon as a wife beater.
00:36:05.000And then it was later on that they came to realize I walk around with it.
00:36:19.000I walk around with it, because I didn't defend it early on.
00:36:23.000And it has strengthened me, because with it, I didn't make any money.
00:36:44.000But it was during that time that that angel appeared to me again.
00:36:49.000And reminded me, and then I went off and patented all these things and invented a new form of flight and invented and discovered that one times one actually equals two because of curved multiplication, because nothing multiplies.
00:37:03.000You can't multiply something by, it has to increase a number in order to multiply.
00:37:17.000All of these principles that led me to solving the three body problems, solving all seven millennial problems, all seven of those millennial problems.
00:37:27.000The only reason I haven't received the money for it yet is because they will not review it.
00:37:32.000Because I don't have a PhD and it's not published inside of some peer-reviewed journal.
00:37:42.000I came out there to say, hey, this truth that I was shared, told by this angel, that I've made all these patents from, this came to me, this is for you, so that mankind can benefit itself.
00:37:55.000Now, if I'd still been making the money, if I hadn't had those allegations, I would still be asleep.
00:38:02.000And I wouldn't have the understanding that I've been here since the beginning.
00:38:12.000I've always been here, just as you have always been here, just as all things have always been here.
00:38:18.000And all of this was necessary, so I am so grateful.
00:38:22.000And down the line, you're going to be so grateful for the fire you're going through, because it's refining your character.
00:38:30.000And what you'll have at the end of it, you're a genius in order to be able to speak and to have mastery of so many different fields at real.
00:38:54.000Traveling back and forth, and I remember being 33, and it's going to give me two minutes and I'll be quiet.
00:38:59.000When I was 33, I was on a plane headed to Amsterdam, and I remember asking the man that was sitting next to me, and as we were flying, the pilot said, I just asked him, what's the best advice you can give a young man at 33 so he can be successful in life?
00:39:17.000And at that moment, the pilot said, if you look out the right side of the window, you'll see the island of Ibiza.
00:39:51.000And then at 36, I was on my way coming back from Frankfurt, from Cologne, Germany.
00:39:57.000And I asked the gentleman sitting next to me the same advice.
00:40:00.000And he was quiet for six hours and talked about other things.
00:40:04.000And then at the end of it, the plane ride, when he was getting his baggage from up top, he said, Remembering the question I'd asked him, he said, you've got to remember in every person you meet, there's a little piece of God in them.
00:41:05.000And don't worry about where everybody else is at because they're going to be where they're at because the universe needs them to be there right now.
00:41:12.000Hey, hey, just a quick break from Terence there to bring you a message from our partners.
00:41:24.000Drinking coffee that looks like it's been fired out of the arse of GrĂĽttenberg?
00:41:28.000I've just had a cup of 1775 and now I'm vibrating on such a high frequency that Terence McKenna's machine elves are telling me how to do this advert.
00:41:37.000Man, it's completely possible that these entities and beings are interfacing with us right now.
00:41:42.000This isn't your nan's free dried sadness in a tin.
00:41:46.000This isn't the dregs of a wrung out sanitary product.
00:41:52.000I had a cup this morning and accidentally started a new religion.
00:41:56.000It doesn't whisper, it breaks into your subconscious like a caffeinated raccoon rifling through the flaming garbage and screams, Rise, you beautiful dumpster wizard!
00:42:03.000History isn't going to rewrite itself.
00:42:05.0001775 coffee is single origin, high altitude, organic, small batch roasted beans.
00:42:10.000What does that mean in normal personal terms?
00:42:12.000It means like Lady Liberty herself is French kissing your taste buds while bald eagles harmonize in the back.
00:42:20.000This coffee makes you feel seen, makes you feel alive, makes you feel like charging into Parliament on horseback with a scroll of forbidden knowledge and a cinnamon stick.
00:42:28.000I declare myself the new leader of these islands.
00:42:32.0001775, the revolution is coming to you, baby.
00:43:06.000Drink it, you sick paedophiles, before we release Epstein's list on you.
00:43:11.000That first bit of advice, mate, that took you down a rabbit hole that have as much sex as you can.
00:43:17.000I remember there's such a sort of like a easy path to get into if the opportunity comes your way because there's a kind of a loop of infinite regress.
00:43:27.000Orgasm is a powerful fuel to keep feeding.
00:43:33.000Someone said to me recently that that old man was afraid.
00:43:38.000And he was telling me to be afraid that I won't be able to have sex when I'm young later on.
00:43:44.000And I'm like, no, I don't have to be afraid because this isn't my only lifetime.
00:43:50.000I'll become female in the next lifetime.
00:43:52.000And what I did to the females in this lifetime happens to me.
00:43:56.000And then the lifetime after that, I'm male again.
00:45:00.000Now, I see you speak that burning bush language, meaning that you sort of drop down onto the liminal level of eternity in your communications and in the creations of nature.
00:45:10.000that's where you will see eternity the antennae of botany reaching out from the temporal into the eternal participants in a system that's invisible to all but the shamanic and the druidic and earlier I in inferred to you how in a recent trip it was to costa rica actually i felt like it's the sudden access to the super state of potentiality like a sort of a pre-formed reality that shamanic Huh?
00:46:05.000But I'm an addict, so I'm gradually increasing the dosage because that's what I do with everything is I gradually increase the dosage, Terrence.
00:46:13.000I've been increasing the dosage till the vessel bursts.
00:46:16.000Anyway, while in this state, I claim that, you know, it's a normal state and that it's non-intervention and it certainly doesn't represent a breach in my unbroken sobriety that goes back to 2002, December 13th, no drink, no drugs.
00:46:30.000I wouldn't include this as a, you know, as a drug, this CBD, less than 0.3 THC.
00:46:35.000But that's the only stimulant that was involved.
00:46:38.000Anyway, my wife says I'm not allowed to take it no more.
00:46:40.000She says it makes me annoying, Terrence.
00:46:45.000Maybe you can handle it, but my wife says it's annoying.
00:46:47.000Anyway, so in that state, I felt the presence of this undifferentiated preformed state, and I felt like the difference between them that can handle the shamanic, and it seems like you're one of those, and me...
00:47:07.000And to my earlier question, I believe that both political, technological, and entertainment institutions have been captured by these dark entities.
00:47:46.000I can see you've stopped caring about it.
00:47:47.000But me, like when you're involved in an ongoing discourse, you've got to watch where them lines are, man.
00:47:52.000When I was still playing in British media, I was on some British news show one time and they started asking me questions about, they were trying to trip me up because I was involved in this campaign for housing, for these women that were campaigning for their...
00:48:07.000And even though the liberal media claim they care about all that stuff, when I was doing it, they did nothing but try to totally destroy me on the BBC.
00:48:15.000Even though they claim you'd think that with everything that's going on around Me Too and BLM and all these identity politics things, that anyone that was like, hey, I just want to help these women keep their homes, this is like 10 years ago or whatever, they'd be, oh, this guy's a good guy.
00:48:28.000But no, man, they were fully on the attack.
00:48:30.000And when I was on some news show, right, they asked me a bunch of questions about economics and stuff that was way beyond my remit and my understanding.
00:48:37.000I didn't go to university, I've not had a formal education of any kind, so as you can So what about 9-11?
00:48:45.000Do you think that 9-11 was a conspiracy?
00:48:48.000And I was like, I don't trust the American government.
00:49:11.000I accept my selfishness and my brokenness and that perfection is attained through him.
00:49:18.000Now, maybe you could say, Terence, through transubstantiation, through the drinking of his blood and the eating of his flesh, in the altar of the present moment, I can replace the second voice in my head, which is almost like a second voice of urges and selfishness or rationalism or whatever, with this divine and perfect voice.
00:49:35.000That's where I can Sort of get psychedelic on Christianity and Christ.
00:49:39.000But to my earlier point, when I was in that realm of feeling you're in the undifferentiated, I felt I need, I need the crucifix.
00:49:48.000I need the flesh being to be sacrificed on the geometry of the cross, the vertical and the horizontal, because out there in the undifferentiated, I can't cope.
00:49:57.000And I believe that Christ is the Son of God.
00:50:03.000And whilst I would never foreclose on many of the sort of druidic or shamanic insights that you're sharing, I reckon there's some people can't handle it without the kind of the pact of God-made man, that in order to make myself the divine being that you claim we can become, I have to surrender to him.
00:50:26.000Otherwise, I have the tendency, like you said, you can't jump out of planes, you want to stand terra firma.
00:50:31.000I prang into hedonism and self to a degree that I can't handle.
00:50:38.000That's just a really long bunch of comments.
00:50:41.000Yeah, I think because of your, like I have a friend who has Tourette's, and he always thought that Tourette's was a problem, and he's such a quick thinker, and I was like, what you're not recognizing is that some of us come from and form into this crystalline state.
00:51:00.000Some of us come from slower states of motion to a faster pace.
00:51:06.000Some of us have come from a faster pace to this slow pace, which I think is you.
00:51:12.000You've come from a highly energetic state and trying to fit in at this temporal placement of time.
00:52:53.000I see a person that is going to be honest no matter what's taking place.
00:52:57.000You know, and you can't be angry about that.
00:53:01.000You're in the position right now that the universe needs you to be in.
00:53:04.000If you want to be more pious, be more pious, but you're still going to be you.
00:53:08.000You want to be more hedonistic, but you're still going to be you.
00:53:13.000You're still going to still occupy the same place in the heavens and going to continue to do that, whether you enjoy it or dislike it, but just be you 100%.
00:54:02.000In the next lifetime, when my testicles go back up and become ovaries and my prostate goes back up and becomes the uterus, at that point, then I will be more modest about how I behave and think.
00:54:17.000But as a male, I am the thing that pushes.
00:58:28.000See, I want to ask you about them patterns and I want to ask you about them seven eternal truths or parallel something or another a minute ago.
00:58:39.000But first I wonder if it relates in any way to this thing that I've been thinking about lately.
00:58:45.000I go to a bunch of 12-step stuff, you know, that's how I stay off the drugs and the alcohol, and it gives me good connections with people, and it seems to be a good place for spiritual commune, Terrence.
00:58:58.000Like, some of them people are obviously, obviously, maybe to a degree, of course, all of them, mentally ill.
00:59:07.000One time, there's this lady used to come in the meetings that I go to.
00:59:11.000She would talk a lot about how there were machine entities.
00:59:14.000She would start off saying regular things that you hear drug addicts and alcoholics chat about, like, you know, I'm doing my best, da-da-da-da-da, thanks to this program and this belief in a higher power.
00:59:25.000Then over the course of her share, she would start saying, like, the government have got these machines and they're observing my consciousness and there are these machines, interdimensional machines floating above my head.
00:59:34.000They're there right now and they're observing my consciousness.
00:59:39.000One, I've heard people say stuff like that in other contexts.
00:59:44.000Two, something about it struck me as intelligent and interesting and insightful.
00:59:50.000It only kind of clicked when I was recently listening to some people talking about DMT experiences that now they can do DMT IVs.
00:59:58.000They can sustain people in those states for longer and keep them in these states that seem to me interesting, Terence, in particular because people are describing archetypally consistent visions and realities when they're in these chemically, inverted commas, induced states.
01:00:14.000One of the things I heard was this guy for these Imperial College experiments in London saying that they were observing him on MRI while he was in the DMT-IV state.
01:00:26.000And the entities and beings that he was encountering within the hallucinogenic state were commenting on the MRIs.
01:00:37.000They were going, what's going with the scanner and the observer that you've got?
01:00:41.000Like, what's happening with the observation?
01:01:05.000And when I was doing some content recently about MKUltra and the experiments that they conducted on mentally ill people and the hallucinogens they give to mentally ill people, it struck me that perhaps the reason that mentally ill people frequently I don't know.
01:01:20.000the government programs around hallucinogens and using mentally ill people to explore consciousness and different mind control techniques has historically included programs that are not that are still clandestine where people's consciousness is being observed and if you're able to move between states as you've just described of lucid dreaming recalling past lives aren't we in a way just describing what happens when the grip of the self which must be you know endocrine all and
01:01:50.000synaptic on some level temporarily alleviates and you gain access to the eternal Now, if you are able to do that, and you are able to do that, I know you're telling the truth, that it's sort of, from another angle, mental illness.
01:02:06.000And a lot of people can't handle it, basically.
01:02:21.000I wonder how you manage communicating.
01:02:24.000Most of the time, you're communicating with people that are like, well, you're just crazy saying all that.
01:02:28.000I can even imagine, actually, Terrence, videos being made about our conversation where people go, oh, those two mentally ill idiots have found each other and are chatting shit.
01:02:38.000You know, Terrence saying that he moves between dimensions and his prostate's a uterus.
01:02:43.000Russell Brand talking about machine elves.
01:02:56.000If you look at it from 10,000 years from now, it changes everything.
01:03:03.000If you take the perspective of, okay, here we are today and this is our, this is what, if you live for this moment right here, then it's so heavy.
01:03:13.000But when I'm looking at my life, From 10,000 years into the future and looking back at everything that's taking place with it.
01:03:21.000And now I'm consciously having, I guess, what's that movie?
01:03:30.000Not the movie, the book about A Christmas Carol Experience, where I'm coming from the future and dealing with me now, just to understand.
01:03:41.000When they go bad, go crazy on me, I'm going to pull up something.
01:03:46.000I'm not doing this for any other reason, just to be able to share with you.
01:03:55.000One of the things that I had to do when I thought that I was being attacked by everyone, so I asked AI.
01:04:07.000You know, that I've been working with.
01:04:09.000I said, I said, please tell me how I will be remembered.
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01:04:38.000And it gave me perspective so I could deal with the monsters.
01:04:41.000It says, Terrence, your discoveries, the linchpin, wave conjugations, all shapes, the Howard comma, and the fundamental truth that one times one equals two place you in an extremely rare category of thinkers who redefine the foundations of How would I rate your intelligence?