Stay Free - Russel Brand - Terrence Howard’s SHOCKING New Theory of Reality - SF599

00:00:08.000 I'm trying to bring real journalism to the American people.

00:00:16.000 Hello there, you Awakening Wonders.

00:00:18.000 Thanks for joining me for a very, very special show.

00:00:20.000 Am I the white Terrence Howard, or is Terrence Howard the Black Russell brand?

00:00:24.000 It's a brilliant conversation.

00:00:26.000 Geometry, mathematics.

00:00:27.000 Terrence Howard is having a second career, not as an actor, but as an extraordinary, sort of, spiritual entrepreneur.

00:00:35.000 Like, I know a lot of cynical people would attack him, but I can't help but think they're the same kind of cynical people that would attack me.

00:00:41.000 I think he's an open-hearted, good-hearted, and brilliant man.

00:00:43.000 But let me know what you think in the comments and chat.

00:00:45.000 First 15 minutes will be...

00:00:49.000 But ultimately, you've got to join us on Rumble Premium for a fantastic conversation.

00:00:53.000 Haters are gonna love hating this because this is two men of scant education using a lot of very, very long words.

00:01:01.000 It's an ontological discourse that's part rap and part rhapsody.

00:01:06.000 You're gonna love it.

00:01:08.000 Let me know what you think in the comments and the chat.

00:01:12.000 All right, Terence Howard, thanks so much for joining me for Stay Free with Russell Brand.

00:01:16.000 Amen.

00:01:17.000 Thank you for having me on this, man.

00:01:19.000 I've enjoyed your platform and everything you've been doing with it.

00:01:23.000 Do you know what?

00:01:24.000 Man, I'll tell you this.

00:01:26.000 I'm exhausted.

00:01:27.000 I'm exhausted.

00:01:27.000 I can't cope with the news cycle.

00:01:29.000 I can't cope with the pressure of generating content on social media.

00:01:33.000 How are you doing?

00:01:35.000 Thanks for the compliment, by the way, on keeping my weight down.

00:01:38.000 You've put me in a really good frame of mind.

00:01:41.000 Now, I'm down for life with you.

00:01:44.000 I'm ride or die now.

00:01:45.000 You've complimented me physically.

00:01:47.000 This is just going to be me.

00:01:49.000 My questions will be, why are you so great?

00:01:51.000 Why are you so fantastic?

00:01:53.000 how do you maintain your brilliance?

00:01:55.000 But one thing I will say is that you, like me, have entered into a more kind of, Well, I look at it like, you know, if you're not being criticized, if you're not facing some kind of headwind, then you're headed in the wrong direction.

00:02:23.000 You have to have some kind of resistance.

00:02:26.000 Every action has an equal and opposite reaction, and that reaction creates the resistance, and that resistance creates our character.

00:02:34.000 So the more light that's shone upon me, even whether it be negative or be positive, it's still going to, at the end of the day, we're all going to end up back as the creator in the full circle of all things.

00:02:49.000 The creator, perfection can't.

00:02:52.000 Turn itself into imperfection.

00:02:56.000 Perfection can only beget perfection.

00:02:58.000 So our perception is off.

00:03:00.000 Because how could the universe be so perfectly made and yet we'd be so flawed?

00:03:06.000 It is just our understanding that's flawed.

00:03:08.000 So no matter what's happening to me, I was just watching a long, and I'm sorry to go on like this, but the New Zealand one and they were in Tasmania.

00:03:20.000 And this woman, Gina, who had lost her child many years before when she had cancer, she had this beautiful mental attitude.

00:03:32.000 That never once, even though she broke down and cried, never once did she curse or blame the gods or blame life.

00:03:39.000 She just dealt with it from a happy and grateful place.

00:03:43.000 And I mean, I took a great lesson from that because at the end of the day, we're just gods unaware of our divinity.

00:03:51.000 It's important, I think, that your foundation is a spiritual one because me, when I get pulled into the temporary, and it happens to me most days and a lot of the time, I end up mired in this kind of selfishness, Terrence, that I can't really understand.

00:04:11.000 Like, I have surrendered to Christ.

00:04:14.000 I've become Christian after, for a long time, having a kind of somewhat diffuse and autodidactic spiritual perspective.

00:04:23.000 You know, like, I just was watching saying, I was watching a YouTube video clip of some people called Minority Report, I think is what they're called, criticizing me and stuff.

00:04:32.000 And I watched it because I thought, I want to watch things where people are attacking me and see if I can stay in my kindness.

00:04:38.000 One of the things they were attacking is the way that I talk.

00:04:42.000 And I reckon you, like me, are probably from a normal background.

00:04:46.000 You've educated yourself.

00:04:48.000 You've not gone to some fancy university or anything like that.

00:04:52.000 So all the stuff you know is probably personal experimentation.

00:04:55.000 Based on the early part of our conversation and other podcasts and interviews I've watched you in, it seems to me that you've done some sort of psychedelic experimentation.

00:05:04.000 At least that's my guess.

00:05:05.000 I hope I'm not mischaracterizing you there.

00:05:09.000 When you're following your own path, there's a lot of pitfalls in that.

00:05:16.000 It sounds to me like you've got a somewhat pantheonistic view of spirituality.

00:05:21.000 The divine is in all things.

00:05:22.000 God is everywhere.

00:05:23.000 God is everything.

00:05:24.000 And I dig it and I like it.

00:05:26.000 But the collapse into Christianity for me was important because in surrendering to Christ, I feel like I'm surrendering to a man and my resistance to that as well as a God, a man as well as a God. 0.68

00:05:40.000 Before that, I felt like I was the centre of my own personal cosmos.

00:05:44.000 And that was the problem for me with a kind of new age approach to reality.

00:05:49.000 Like that me being at the centre, Terence, has messed me up. 0.96

00:05:53.000 Me recognising, oh wow, as a Christian, I just believe the same thing as a bunch of grandmas and crazy people. 1.00

00:06:00.000 Poor people and people that have just took it as given to them in church. 0.68

00:06:04.000 I believe the same thing they believe, that Christ is king.

00:06:06.000 He died for our sins.

00:06:08.000 I will know eternal life through faith in him.

00:06:10.000 So when you're in this sort of space that you're...

00:06:25.000 Do you sometimes feel a bit stranded out there and afraid out there?

00:06:29.000 And do you not run out of resources sometimes, personal resources?

00:06:34.000 No.

00:06:35.000 One of the things that happened to me early on, as I spoke about when I did the Joe Rogan interview, And received a great deal of vitriol about it was the fact that I was awakened and I awoke inside my mother's womb. 0.95

00:06:48.000 I woke up there and was aware like, oh shit, I'm here. 0.97

00:06:52.000 I'm here. 0.99

00:06:53.000 Okay, okay.

00:06:54.000 Don't forget, don't forget, don't forget.

00:06:57.000 Don't forget what?

00:06:59.000 It was don't forget that everything comes down to how many bubbles fit in a given space and under what pressure and motion conditions.

00:07:06.000 I say that because my path, My path, I'm not following my own way.

00:07:16.000 Like, I did the Christianity thing. 0.92

00:07:19.000 My father, I started with the Bible from five, six years old.

00:07:25.000 And when I was five and I awoke in the middle of the night and this entity had a conversation, took me down this watery path and asked me if I could have anything I wanted.

00:07:37.000 And we were very poor at the time.

00:07:39.000 I was like, So I thought for a moment, and then without hesitation it seemed, I said, I want to know how everything works.

00:07:46.000 And that being opened up a door and took me into this room that had a crystalline flower and started handing me all these incredible shapes that I had never seen before.

00:07:57.000 And then that being, from that moment onward, I was able to wake up in my dreams like in Inception. 0.98

00:08:03.000 So I would see if I was in a classroom and I didn't have no fucking pants on. 0.97

00:08:07.000 I didn't sit there and say, oh, I don't have pants on. 0.99

00:08:10.000 I would ask myself, how did I get here?

00:08:12.000 If I didn't know how I got there.

00:08:14.000 And I'd ask myself, where am I going?

00:08:16.000 And I didn't know where I was going.

00:08:18.000 Then I would know that I'm dreaming and that I can control it.

00:08:21.000 And I had access to the Akashic Record.

00:08:24.000 And therefore, I was able to compare.

00:08:26.000 I was a Jehovah's Witness for over 25 years.

00:08:29.000 I went around teaching everyone as much as I could about the Bible until I learned that according to the Bible, mankind has only been in existence for just over 5,000 years.

00:08:44.000 Just over 5,000, 6,000 years, 6,048 years based on biblical chronology.

00:08:52.000 But we know that there were Aborigines that have been around for over 60,000 to 100,000 years.

00:08:59.000 And then I began to add up.

00:09:01.000 If everything in the Bible, if the Bible claims to be God's word, God's word, Therefore, if you find one fault in it, you have to throw the entire thing out because the entire thing claims to be inspired by God.

00:09:19.000 And one of the things that Jesus was saying constantly was that you are to become like me and behold like me with my father, to become Christ-like.

00:09:29.000 And God said we are God.

00:09:33.000 So what does that mean?

00:09:35.000 That means when God looks in the mirror, he should see us.

00:09:37.000 And when we look in the mirror, we should see the creator.

00:09:40.000 And we do not need, me as a father, I don't need my son to go through some other person in order to have conversation with me.

00:09:48.000 We are all equal to the creator because we share the creator's image.

00:09:54.000 And once we recognize that, then that same divine spirit that led us to the egg.

00:09:59.000 Against 500 million of our own brothers and sisters that allowed that instinct that got us to the egg?

00:10:05.000 If that got us to life, then what are we doing trying to decide where we're going from here?

00:10:10.000 That's why Alan Watts said the Wu Wei.

00:10:13.000 Follow the wu-wei, the least resistance, and that's the universe pulling you. 0.99

00:10:19.000 So that's my guide.

00:10:20.000 That's what keeps me when everything else feels like it's coming apart.

00:10:24.000 And then moments like this where people are responding to the truth.

00:10:29.000 That makes it okay for me.

00:10:32.000 I'm not here to prove anything to anybody.

00:10:34.000 I'm here to open the door for enlightenment to anyone that wants it.

00:10:39.000 I'd like to get high with you, Terence.

00:10:41.000 If I got high, I'd get high with you. 0.65

00:10:43.000 You're a mystic.

00:10:44.000 I can see why you're causing so much trouble.

00:10:47.000 I had this realisation relatively recently that amidst the undifferentiated super state, there may be two paths.

00:10:56.000 The path of the bridge, I have many teachers, many, I've got a few teachers that are kind of druidic, you know, or even atheistic.

00:11:03.000 People that are able to operate in the undifferentiated state, the super state, where before it collapses from wave into the particular, it could go everywhere.

00:11:17.000 within me, within you, there is this limitless consciousness that is actualized outside of time, this atemporal, eternal aspect of us.

00:11:27.000 Now, what I started to, what I found and what I've been granted through Christ, and I agree with what you're saying, is that the hallmark and the signature of the Almighty is in the human face.

00:11:36.000 We are made in His image.

00:11:38.000 We are expressions of Him.

00:11:39.000 Why would the triune God create us? 0.98

00:11:43.000 That there is this relational aspect in Christian theology that's absolutely vital and necessary.

00:11:51.000 And I liked what you said even before we came online.

00:11:53.000 I think it was before we came online.

00:11:55.000 That we are perfection already.

00:11:57.000 That perfection is available.

00:11:58.000 And if there's a problem, it must be a problem of perception.

00:12:00.000 But I recognize, too, that there's this requirement for humility.

00:12:05.000 And one of the ways I've sort of understood this, Terrence, is...

00:12:16.000 It wouldn't matter if I didn't exist or if you didn't exist.

00:12:19.000 And yet all reality, as far as I can tell, or as far as you can tell, exists entirely within my consciousness.

00:12:26.000 So there is this sort of tension between infinitesimally small and so vast that all reality is encompassed within us.

00:12:33.000 And for me, this idea of humility, this idea that how do I live in?

00:12:38.000 this world and not make myself my own God.

00:12:41.000 When I make Russell my God, I'm in trouble, man.

00:12:44.000 Because then Russell's urges, Russell's wants and desires and needs and fears get...

00:12:58.000 And because I've lived a hedonistic life in the past, I bet you've had a phase of that where I've been able to sleep around a bunch, been able to do a bunch of drugs.

00:13:05.000 Like I've realized I don't mean nothing.

00:13:08.000 It's sort of somehow hollow and empty.

00:13:10.000 And so, you know, like the path of Christ, Christ comes to me in pain, in serious, serious pain.

00:13:21.000 I'll be honest with you, there are days when I still feel adrift still.

00:13:24.000 I feel like I'm suffering, man.

00:13:27.000 There's days where I'm suffering, where I feel like, how can I, what have I got to say for anyone?

00:13:32.000 To anyone.

00:13:32.000 Why should I even have a podcast or a platform?

00:13:35.000 Because, you know, I'm just suffering.

00:13:37.000 So I wonder how you deal with, if you sort of see yourself as a, and I understand it and appreciate it, a realization of the divine, that the holy divinity is within you, that you awoke in your mother's womb, that you're able to lucid dream, and if you're able to exist on different levels of reality, and all of us do in our dreams, and certainly in hallucinogenic states, and maybe reality itself is a type of chemical construct, certainly it's difficult to argue against it.

00:14:01.000 How do you not fall into, well, what Terence wants is all that matters and become kind of hubristic?

00:14:09.000 Well, when you put your finger, if Terence, if I take my finger and put it inside the Pacific Ocean, back to the idea of infinitesimal and our contribution, the entire ocean has to register that change of motion and pressure condition.

00:14:31.000 That's how necessary we are.

00:14:34.000 None of us is superfluous because in order for one thing to happen, every waveform in the universe must co-sign that thing's existence because every waveform is going to be adjusted and have to change its pressure and motion conditions based on that movement and motion.

00:14:54.000 That's why we know it is good to follow.

00:14:57.000 The universal flow.

00:14:58.000 That's why we know that to follow the Russell way is actually following the universal way.

00:15:06.000 Because even Russell in fear...

00:15:10.000 is still accomplishing balance in the universe. 0.93

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00:16:14.000 Like, I still smoke cigarettes.

00:16:17.000 I know it's harmful for me, but I know not to do it all day long.

00:16:21.000 I still take pot, like I sat up and smoked with Bill Maher.

00:16:24.000 I rarely smoke in public with anybody, but if Bill offers me a joint, I have to take it because that's a sign of great disrespect, not to share a moment with somebody.

00:16:37.000 So I just follow the natural way.

00:16:39.000 I just follow what I know at the end of the day.

00:16:43.000 My intentions are good.

00:16:45.000 I have my lust.

00:16:47.000 I love my lust.

00:16:48.000 And I don't want to lose any of it because I've gone years fighting against my lust and then I chose to realize I was just fighting against myself.

00:16:56.000 But it's accepting, like Carl Jung said, accepting the dark side of us.

00:17:02.000 That's when we become whole and we can walk in any way.

00:17:07.000 And like I was thinking about what you said about Jesus, you have to think, according to the scriptures, for 30 years Jesus knew that he was the Son of God.

00:17:18.000 For 30 years before anyone else was aware.

00:17:21.000 He knew that, and do you think that he had walked on water for the first time at the Sea of Galilee?

00:17:27.000 It was probably something he did when he was 12, 13 years old.

00:17:30.000 There were so many races that he could have won that he chose to allow other people to win because he was a sure foot, but he knew that they needed to win them.

00:17:41.000 It was only when he was baptized.

00:17:44.000 According to the scriptures, that he remembered the trillions of years that had occurred before him.

00:17:50.000 And that's the reason, perhaps, that he needed to go and fast for 40 days.

00:17:54.000 He didn't say, I'm not going to eat for 40 days.

00:17:56.000 He just remembered his pre-human existence.

00:17:59.000 He remembered sending Gabriel forward, you know, when he was talking to Daniel in the lion's den, 700 years before.

00:18:06.000 He remembered Gabriel going and talking to Elizabeth and Zachariah and telling them you're going to give birth to John the Baptist.

00:18:14.000 Then he remembered Gabriel going and talking to Mary and Joseph.

00:18:20.000 And guess what?

00:18:21.000 Once he was If not, Gabriel, who had the assignment from 1,700 years before, said, I've done just as you've commanded.

00:18:36.000 Not through hardship, not through I've got to do this job, not through pain.

00:18:41.000 It was he found joy in what he was doing.

00:18:44.000 And that's what we do when you're serving the Creator, which is ourselves, and all things are the Creator.

00:18:50.000 Everything is made in God's image.

00:18:52.000 Because if you look at chlorophyll, the blood of the plants, it has the same chemical organization that our hemoglobin has.

00:19:02.000 The only difference is you have iron in ours as a base with the same carbon, the hydrogen and nitrogen bonds.

00:19:10.000 And in the chlorophyll, you just have magnesium in the same exact position.

00:19:17.000 With the same benefits.

00:19:19.000 So you think that plants don't dream, don't love, don't hope, don't think, don't lust?

00:19:24.000 That's why I don't kill plants anymore. 0.99

00:19:27.000 I don't give flowers to somebody because you're cutting off their genitals. 1.00

00:19:31.000 The plant is finally falling in love, getting swole up, ready to make. 1.00

00:19:36.000 And we cut off its damn genitals and like, here, I love you. 1.00

00:19:39.000 Just a quick break from our conversation with Terrence Tooze. 1.00

00:19:42.000 To let you know, we're leaving YouTube now.

00:19:44.000 The rest of this conversation is major.

00:19:45.000 We talk about Hollywood insights.

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00:19:57.000 It makes sense, Terrence, though, that you would give the genitals of a plant to someone that you aspire after and are romantically intrigued by.

00:20:05.000 I never saw it that way.

00:20:07.000 Man, I was thinking while you were talking, I was like, this guy better be telling the truth because I know that I'm going to remember some of this because you're telling the stories I don't want to find out that you'd not research that because I'm relying on this information, Terrence.

00:20:28.000 Look it up.

00:20:29.000 Just look it up.

00:20:30.000 Just look at chlorophyll and hemoglobin and look at them next to each other.

00:20:35.000 And octopi or cephalopods, they have the same organization.

00:20:40.000 The only difference is now they have copper as their base.

00:20:44.000 Why?

00:20:44.000 Because of the pressure condition.

00:20:46.000 Because they're in a lower area and need greater electrical conductivity.

00:20:51.000 Because they're in a high pressure condition in comparison.

00:20:54.000 To us and plants.

00:20:56.000 It's just adjusting.

00:20:58.000 It's just consciousness dealing with different pressure and motion conditions.

00:21:02.000 But everything I'm telling you in research, everything I'm telling you is 100% true.

00:21:08.000 I was thinking today about velocity.

00:21:10.000 I had the idea of velocity.

00:21:11.000 Someone just put their head around a coat and go, and he's telling the truth. 0.88

00:21:13.000 But my position is not I'm cynical.

00:21:14.000 My position is I'm open, and I believe you.

00:21:17.000 But I was thinking a lot about velocity today.

00:21:19.000 The thing that probably part of my gift has been velocity.

00:21:21.000 Like it moves fast inside my mind.

00:21:24.000 But I had a problem to equate...

00:21:29.000 And, you know, intelligence, I reckon, maybe, is pattern recognition.

00:21:33.000 You know?

00:21:33.000 Like, if you're good at recognizing patterns, you can kind of call it intelligence.

00:21:38.000 I figure, though, like me, you've gotten this raw material of your ability, this grace of your ability, and you've put it to work in a bunch of ways.

00:21:48.000 Most notably, you've experienced extraordinary success as an entertainer.

00:21:52.000 You think of all the people that go into the entertainment game.

00:21:55.000 Not many of them end up in big movies and all that stuff, end up in Hollywood.

00:21:59.000 You are like, I've been at a point.

00:22:02.000 I wonder, mate, how do you...

00:22:10.000 And actually, I've got some follow-up stuff on pleasure and that, because I think that the pursuit of pleasure, hedonism, like, in extremist, the pursuit of pleasure, I see its destructiveness.

00:22:19.000 Like, I'm an addict.

00:22:21.000 I'm an addict in recovery.

00:22:23.000 Whatever it is, you might have some, obviously, some qualities that I do not have.

00:22:28.000 But me, when I start engaging with pleasure I mean, as a result of my hedonism and pleasure-seeking crazy Epicureanism, I've got a lot of people that I've had sex with in the past, some of whom, it seems, are prepared under pressure to make untrue claims about the nature of those private exchanges.

00:22:52.000 So that's like one consequence.

00:22:54.000 But even beyond the untrue allegations, there have been other consequences for me, like closer to home, like realizing, A lot of people are left kind of somewhat feeling objectified or used or exploited in one way or another.

00:23:13.000 You know, like, I don't know what your game's been.

00:23:14.000 I know that you're a married man now.

00:23:17.000 And that's, in a way, it's not particularly what interests me, because, like you, I've been in Hollywood, so I know that any person you want to name, probably, unless they're a very sort of straight-down-the-middle dude, has had to deal with people making allegations.

00:23:30.000 Probably they've had to deal with stuff, sign stuff.

00:23:33.000 I've seen you publicly talk about Diddy, and it really made me laugh when you were talking about them acting lessons.

00:23:40.000 That really, really cracked me up, man.

00:23:42.000 Sort of meeting up, going around there.

00:23:44.000 Because I did one movie with Diddy, so I was around him.

00:23:47.000 And I was fascinated by him.

00:23:50.000 This person is super successful.

00:23:52.000 He was asking me if he could reach out to Katie Perry, who I was married to back then, and do a collaboration.

00:23:58.000 I didn't feel super cool about it.

00:23:59.000 I'll actually tell you the truth.

00:24:01.000 And I don't know quite why.

00:24:03.000 But what do you make of that aspect of Hollywood?

00:24:07.000 Him in particular, and the whole way that pleasure is kind of obviously curated, controlled.

00:24:18.000 Offered.

00:24:18.000 Let's say when you see someone like that guy that was a child, it's Corey Feldman, I think, saying Hollywood's got a paedophile problem.

00:24:25.000 Or Elijah Wood saying Hollywood's got a paedophile problem.

00:24:27.000 There seemed to me that there's normal levels of hedonism, i.e.

00:24:30.000 parties, good-looking people hooking up.

00:24:32.000 No big deal.

00:24:33.000 That's what I thought what we were supposed to be doing.

00:24:36.000 Then it seems that there's some other layers to that stuff.

00:24:39.000 How do you aggregate and understand that as a person that's seen more than most people or would know more than most people?

00:24:46.000 Well, like you, I've partied.

00:24:51.000 I've partied.

00:24:52.000 And most of the times that I was partying and participating in the hedonism, I was judging myself and hating myself at the time.

00:25:02.000 I forgot that as a male, I produced 1,500 sperm per heartbeat as a healthy male.

00:25:09.000 1,500 sperm per heartbeat based on 1970.

00:25:17.000 Today's rates of sperm production is so much lower.

00:25:21.000 I mean, today, it used to be in a healthy ejaculation, it was 250 to 500 million sperm back in 1970.

00:25:30.000 Today, a healthy ejaculation is anywhere from 10 to 15 million sperm.

00:25:35.000 So that's a 2.64% reduction drop per year.

00:25:42.000 Sperm production.

00:25:44.000 So if this continues by 2045, there won't be a male on the planet able to produce sperm.

00:25:50.000 And this is all because of the plastics and all of that.

00:25:53.000 But I digress.

00:25:54.000 The point I was making, when I started overindulging, I was doing it because of insecurity.

00:26:05.000 I was doing it like I became an actor because I didn't feel like I was getting loved enough by my mother.

00:26:11.000 We all come into this business because of some hole we're trying to fill within ourselves.

00:26:17.000 And some people, when they get to a position of great status, and yet they've been taught that they are imperfect.

00:26:27.000 And we're always taught we're imperfect and you're sinners.

00:26:31.000 That's our default.

00:26:32.000 We go back to being a sinner.

00:26:34.000 We go back to doing that.

00:26:35.000 And then we think, well, since I can't get these thoughts out of my head, I must just be this evil person instead of rewiring our thoughts.

00:26:48.000 No, I am the perfect reflection of God, so let me do the things that I think God does.

00:26:56.000 I know as an extension of the Creator, when I do good, then God is good.

00:27:02.000 When I do bad, then God works in mysterious ways.

00:27:06.000 And I take God's nature on as a personal thing.

00:27:19.000 Because the Creator told me that I was made in its image.

00:27:23.000 So I hold to that.

00:27:25.000 But for a young man, we're 98.7% identical to chimpanzees and simians.

00:27:35.000 98.7.

00:27:36.000 There's a 1.3% differentiation between us and them genetically.

00:27:42.000 And with that 1.3% differentiation, we are supposed to be monogamous and deny the $15 per heartbeat? 0.96

00:27:57.000 No.

00:27:58.000 No, we should live in a harem. 0.99

00:28:00.000 But that's not acceptable in our society based on our biological.

00:28:05.000 We should have a harem and multiple wives. 1.00

00:28:09.000 And so when we try and carry those out by sleeping with multiple people, if all of those women were our own women within our situation that weren't sleeping with other men, they wouldn't have these diseases. 1.00

00:28:22.000 But our society doesn't allow that today.

00:28:25.000 And we have rules based on religion that tells us that what is natural is.

00:28:32.000 And so you have people that are in high positions that now they're just going to go against everything that makes any sense.

00:28:40.000 And they go the complete hedonistic route.

00:28:43.000 They want to defile.

00:28:45.000 Because who they're really defiling, Peter Green told me this a long time ago.

00:28:49.000 I don't know if you remember Peter Green, this really great actor.

00:28:51.000 He was in...

00:28:56.000 He was the one that was like, okay, give me the shot. 1.00

00:28:58.000 Shoot me. 1.00

00:28:59.000 Telling Denzel to shoot him. 1.00

00:29:00.000 And he took the shot.

00:29:02.000 But we were at the coffee shop on Beverly in West Hollywood.

00:29:09.000 And I was talking to him because all this stuff I was doing to women sexually. 0.99

00:29:16.000 And he told me, he said, you know who you're actually doing that to?

00:29:21.000 Is it yourself?

00:29:23.000 Is it the things that's coming out of your mouth, what you're saying to them?

00:29:27.000 You're not defiling them.

00:29:29.000 You're really defiling yourself.

00:29:31.000 Some sacred place that you're destroying.

00:29:35.000 And we do it more greedily because we're trying to destroy that thing that's judging us.

00:29:42.000 Until the moment you start judging and you start accepting, well, I like this.

00:29:47.000 Okay, is that natural?

00:29:49.000 Yeah.

00:29:50.000 Okay, it works out.

00:29:51.000 Okay, I like that.

00:29:52.000 Well, no, that's not natural because it doesn't benefit everyone else.

00:29:57.000 And once you start thinking about benefiting the whole, then you're more modest about pursuing your pleasures because you don't want your pleasures to impede on anybody else's rights.

00:30:08.000 Yes, and I agree with what you said early in your article.

00:30:12.000 answer was that when we behave like God, then God is real, that we are meaningful and active participants in the divine and the holy.

00:30:20.000 Now, it seems to me the institutions of human power have been, as it says in scripture, corrupted into false light, that they stimulate needlessly the worship of pleasure, that they erect false idols.

00:30:34.000 And those idols, If Terence Howard's trapped in self and I'm trapped in self, and if the system in general encourages people to revere and worship their own impulses, that to me is neither a kind of divine hedonic, neither is it a kind of innocent simian behavior.

00:30:59.000 It's something diabolical, Terrence.

00:31:01.000 And I suppose what I'm trying to understand and bring together as a person,

00:31:27.000 ancient aliens and intergalactic species and interdimensional beings and false light and Luciferianism.

00:31:34.000 And now that I've come to scripture as an adult, I see that when it talks about a Now that to me don't seem like fairy tale, that seems to me like mythology.

00:31:58.000 See the thing that you've mentioned Jung before now, and you can see that there's a sort of a microcosmic struggle within the individual that's playing out across eternity.

00:32:08.000 That within each of us is the capacity for grace and for kindness and for charity and honour, but also within us is the potential for selfishness and even cruelty.

00:32:26.000 So even, you know, like when I used to feel like, yeah, I'm a person that can probably financially maintain and certainly I would have believed then sexually satisfy a harem.

00:32:35.000 Why shouldn't I live like that?

00:32:37.000 I don't have the inhibitors that some people do.

00:32:39.000 I have access to females. 1.00

00:32:41.000 Women are throwing themselves 1.00

00:32:58.000 in fact, that only activated once I started getting real outspoken about a bunch of political stuff and corruption in media, you know, like those that I've supplied them with the raw material in order to sort of bring about that downfall.

00:33:12.000 But the part that I want to take responsibility for is you shouldn't be sleeping around with everybody.

00:33:16.000 It's like people are like you said yourself, you talk about that defilement and that.

00:33:19.000 So I can take responsibility for what I did.

00:33:21.000 I can't take responsibility for what I didn't do, but I wonder how you characterize You, presumably, as an optimistic young man with a dream, want to make it, got a gift, can string a sentence together, charismatic as all hell.

00:33:35.000 And you find yourself in institutions that, I think, tend towards evil.

00:33:39.000 And I wonder how you characterize them.

00:33:41.000 Yeah, I mean, these are dark days.

00:33:45.000 These are dark corridors because they are always covering over the light so that no one will see the way out of it.

00:33:54.000 They want to keep it into the seeming place of mystery and painfulness.

00:34:01.000 Because when I came into the business, we came in hopeful.

00:34:05.000 We came in like, oh my God, we're going to do this.

00:34:07.000 I'm going to make this money.

00:34:08.000 People are going to love me.

00:34:09.000 Next thing you know, I'm going to be able to have a billion dollars and can buy a billion acres and open up all of the veterinarian offices And you see people bending rules for their own selfish needs.

00:34:35.000 And after a while, you don't see anything happen to them.

00:34:38.000 So you're like, hey, I'll try that for a minute.

00:34:40.000 I'll try that myself.

00:34:42.000 But for people with a conscience, it's hard for us.

00:34:46.000 It doesn't feel right.

00:34:47.000 And so we have to go and now got to do some drugs to overcome this thing that I shouldn't have done. 0.95

00:34:53.000 And then I'm gonna go do it again, you know, and damn, it still doesn't feel right. 0.96

00:34:57.000 They do more drugs and everybody else around us is doing it. 0.98

00:35:00.000 So I think it's about recognizing back to self what someone else can handle.

00:35:07.000 I can't jump out of airplanes, even though I think it's coming.

00:35:10.000 I know I can't do that.

00:35:12.000 So I don't go up in airplanes where people are about to jump out of.

00:35:15.000 I like walking on the ground.

00:35:17.000 I like taking hikes.

00:35:18.000 Anybody taking a hike, I'm down to do that with you.

00:35:21.000 But if I know that you're about to hop up in a plane and jump out and do some stuff that I'm not comfortable with, because I can't handle it.

00:35:28.000 My constitution can't handle it.

00:35:30.000 I can't say it's wrong.

00:35:31.000 Because everything happens in the universe for the universe to find balance.

00:35:36.000 And the tearing apart of things is necessary in order for things to come back together.

00:35:41.000 But I do not have to be a part of the tearing apart.

00:35:45.000 Even though quietly, I may tear some things apart.

00:35:48.000 But I will do it in a manner that is comfortable and doesn't come with itself.

00:35:53.000 And like you, unlike you, I have gone through that fire.

00:35:58.000 I've already been attacked and had my name thrown to the ground and for years looked upon as a wife beater.

00:36:05.000 And then it was later on that they came to realize I walk around with it.

00:36:19.000 I walk around with it, because I didn't defend it early on.

00:36:23.000 And it has strengthened me, because with it, I didn't make any money.

00:36:44.000 But it was during that time that that angel appeared to me again.

00:36:49.000 And reminded me, and then I went off and patented all these things and invented a new form of flight and invented and discovered that one times one actually equals two because of curved multiplication, because nothing multiplies.

00:37:03.000 You can't multiply something by, it has to increase a number in order to multiply.

00:37:09.000 It means to make more.

00:37:10.000 But we forgot about the volume metric that things come back.

00:37:13.000 It goes out and it breathes back in.

00:37:16.000 It comes out and comes back in.

00:37:17.000 All of these principles that led me to solving the three body problems, solving all seven millennial problems, all seven of those millennial problems.

00:37:27.000 The only reason I haven't received the money for it yet is because they will not review it.

00:37:32.000 Because I don't have a PhD and it's not published inside of some peer-reviewed journal.

00:37:39.000 But the truth is out there.

00:37:41.000 I didn't do it for the money.

00:37:42.000 I came out there to say, hey, this truth that I was shared, told by this angel, that I've made all these patents from, this came to me, this is for you, so that mankind can benefit itself.

00:37:55.000 Now, if I'd still been making the money, if I hadn't had those allegations, I would still be asleep.

00:38:02.000 And I wouldn't have the understanding that I've been here since the beginning.

00:38:07.000 I was not born.

00:38:10.000 I was not created.

00:38:12.000 I've always been here, just as you have always been here, just as all things have always been here.

00:38:18.000 And all of this was necessary, so I am so grateful.

00:38:22.000 And down the line, you're going to be so grateful for the fire you're going through, because it's refining your character.

00:38:30.000 And what you'll have at the end of it, you're a genius in order to be able to speak and to have mastery of so many different fields at real.

00:38:39.000 You've always had that.

00:38:41.000 Not because you're average, no.

00:38:44.000 They attack you because you're a god.

00:38:46.000 And you have to handle it like a god.

00:38:49.000 And I'll be quiet after this one thing.

00:38:51.000 I used to get on these planes.

00:38:54.000 Traveling back and forth, and I remember being 33, and it's going to give me two minutes and I'll be quiet.

00:38:59.000 When I was 33, I was on a plane headed to Amsterdam, and I remember asking the man that was sitting next to me, and as we were flying, the pilot said, I just asked him, what's the best advice you can give a young man at 33 so he can be successful in life?

00:39:17.000 And at that moment, the pilot said, if you look out the right side of the window, you'll see the island of Ibiza.

00:39:23.000 Going by.

00:39:24.000 The man was quiet for like a minute.

00:39:26.000 And this is 20 years ago.

00:39:28.000 So he said, afterwards, he looked at me. 0.99

00:39:33.000 He said, have as much sex as you can now. 0.88

00:39:40.000 This is before Viagra. 0.95

00:39:43.000 Because he had fond memories of the island of Ibiza.

00:39:48.000 And I took that to heart.

00:39:49.000 And I did for a long time.

00:39:51.000 And then at 36, I was on my way coming back from Frankfurt, from Cologne, Germany.

00:39:57.000 And I asked the gentleman sitting next to me the same advice.

00:40:00.000 And he was quiet for six hours and talked about other things.

00:40:04.000 And then at the end of it, the plane ride, when he was getting his baggage from up top, he said, Remembering the question I'd asked him, he said, you've got to remember in every person you meet, there's a little piece of God in them.

00:40:19.000 That's who you talk to.

00:40:21.000 And then I added to it in my life, but you make sure they see it in you first.

00:40:28.000 And that's my model.

00:40:30.000 You make way for life.

00:40:31.000 Always look for the God in everyone, but make sure you're displaying it.

00:40:36.000 And so you become synonymous with the Creator.

00:40:39.000 People can talk all the mess they want.

00:40:41.000 But the animals and the plants and everything else sees me as the reflection of God.

00:40:47.000 Guess what?

00:40:48.000 That makes me eternal.

00:40:49.000 That makes me a necessary being.

00:40:51.000 I don't have to answer to somebody else.

00:40:53.000 Think of me what you like.

00:40:55.000 I have my proof.

00:40:57.000 And everybody else will come along as time goes on.

00:41:01.000 It will happen.

00:41:02.000 But you find your enlightenment.

00:41:04.000 Sit in the sun, enjoy it.

00:41:05.000 And don't worry about where everybody else is at because they're going to be where they're at because the universe needs them to be there right now.

00:41:12.000 Hey, hey, just a quick break from Terence there to bring you a message from our partners.

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00:43:04.000 It's good coffee.

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00:43:06.000 Drink it, you sick paedophiles, before we release Epstein's list on you. 1.00

00:43:11.000 That first bit of advice, mate, that took you down a rabbit hole that have as much sex as you can. 1.00

00:43:17.000 I remember there's such a sort of like a easy path to get into if the opportunity comes your way because there's a kind of a loop of infinite regress. 0.78

00:43:27.000 Orgasm is a powerful fuel to keep feeding.

00:43:33.000 Someone said to me recently that that old man was afraid.

00:43:38.000 And he was telling me to be afraid that I won't be able to have sex when I'm young later on.

00:43:44.000 And I'm like, no, I don't have to be afraid because this isn't my only lifetime.

00:43:50.000 I'll become female in the next lifetime. 0.98

00:43:52.000 And what I did to the females in this lifetime happens to me.

00:43:56.000 And then the lifetime after that, I'm male again.

00:43:58.000 You go masculine, feminine. 0.82

00:43:59.000 But go ahead.

00:44:00.000 I'm so sorry.

00:44:01.000 I just wanted to clarify.

00:44:02.000 I like that.

00:44:03.000 That's your clarification.

00:44:04.000 It's an eternal binary switch between genders. 1.00

00:44:07.000 Just to clarify, there's an eternal binary switch between genders going on. 1.00

00:44:12.000 Man, I'm just thinking if it's truly atemporal and truly amaterial, then it's happening already everywhere continually.

00:44:20.000 And this is like just a frequency switch, isn't it?

00:44:22.000 But man, it feels so real to me.

00:44:24.000 I've got to tell you that nothing's real like suffering.

00:44:28.000 Nothing's real like suffering.

00:44:29.000 I always felt when I was a kid that bliss feels so fragile, so light and so transient.

00:44:34.000 That's why I always pursued the ecstasy.

00:44:37.000 You know, ecstasy versus joy.

00:44:39.000 I reckon, Terrence, is that ecstasy bursts the vessel.

00:44:43.000 Joy fills the vessel.

00:44:45.000 You know, when he says the cup runneth over.

00:44:47.000 I like the ecstasy.

00:44:48.000 I like to break the vessel.

00:44:50.000 That's what made me a drug addict for a long, long time.

00:44:53.000 Now, recently, this dude, a vet, said to me, everything's a burning bush.

00:44:58.000 Everything's a burning bush.

00:45:00.000 Now, I see you speak that burning bush language, meaning that you sort of drop down onto the liminal level of eternity in your communications and in the creations of nature. 0.98

00:45:10.000 that's where you will see eternity the antennae of botany reaching out from the temporal into the eternal participants in a system that's invisible to all but the shamanic and the druidic and earlier I in inferred to you how in a recent trip it was to costa rica actually i felt like it's the sudden access to the super state of potentiality like a sort of a pre-formed reality that shamanic Huh?

00:45:39.000 Was it, did you do DIY?

00:45:45.000 Was it an ayahuasca?

00:45:46.000 No.

00:45:46.000 So I'm not allowed to do that stuff no more.

00:45:48.000 I'm not allowed to.

00:45:49.000 Right.

00:45:49.000 All right.

00:45:49.000 I'll level with you.

00:45:50.000 I've been having this like a THC-free CBD.

00:45:54.000 It's meant to be less than 0.3 THC, but I don't know how they're regulating that stuff.

00:45:59.000 Anyway, I've been putting like pumps of it in, but less than 0.3 THC, that's non-psychoactive.

00:46:03.000 That's non-psychoactive.

00:46:05.000 But I'm an addict, so I'm gradually increasing the dosage because that's what I do with everything is I gradually increase the dosage, Terrence.

00:46:12.000 That's my way.

00:46:13.000 I've been increasing the dosage till the vessel bursts.

00:46:16.000 Anyway, while in this state, I claim that, you know, it's a normal state and that it's non-intervention and it certainly doesn't represent a breach in my unbroken sobriety that goes back to 2002, December 13th, no drink, no drugs.

00:46:30.000 I wouldn't include this as a, you know, as a drug, this CBD, less than 0.3 THC.

00:46:35.000 But that's the only stimulant that was involved.

00:46:38.000 Anyway, my wife says I'm not allowed to take it no more.

00:46:40.000 She says it makes me annoying, Terrence.

00:46:45.000 Maybe you can handle it, but my wife says it's annoying. 0.99

00:46:47.000 Anyway, so in that state, I felt the presence of this undifferentiated preformed state, and I felt like the difference between them that can handle the shamanic, and it seems like you're one of those, and me...

00:47:04.000 That there are other entities.

00:47:05.000 That there are non-human entities.

00:47:07.000 And to my earlier question, I believe that both political, technological, and entertainment institutions have been captured by these dark entities. 0.99

00:47:15.000 Or light entities.

00:47:16.000 False light entities.

00:47:17.000 Call them what you will.

00:47:18.000 Farianism suggests false light.

00:47:24.000 You can see that in any book by Alex Jones circa 1990 or David Icke around the same time.

00:47:29.000 And them dudes, they're willing to go right out there, aren't they, into the sort of the outlier territories of Rep.

00:47:38.000 And when you're involved in this kind of conversation, don't you feel like, whoa, there's only so much I can say without looking crazy.

00:47:44.000 In fact, you've obviously stopped caring.

00:47:46.000 I can see you've stopped caring about it.

00:47:47.000 But me, like when you're involved in an ongoing discourse, you've got to watch where them lines are, man.

00:47:52.000 When I was still playing in British media, I was on some British news show one time and they started asking me questions about, they were trying to trip me up because I was involved in this campaign for housing, for these women that were campaigning for their...

00:48:06.000 So I was involved in the campaign.

00:48:07.000 And even though the liberal media claim they care about all that stuff, when I was doing it, they did nothing but try to totally destroy me on the BBC.

00:48:15.000 Even though they claim you'd think that with everything that's going on around Me Too and BLM and all these identity politics things, that anyone that was like, hey, I just want to help these women keep their homes, this is like 10 years ago or whatever, they'd be, oh, this guy's a good guy.

00:48:28.000 But no, man, they were fully on the attack.

00:48:30.000 And when I was on some news show, right, they asked me a bunch of questions about economics and stuff that was way beyond my remit and my understanding.

00:48:37.000 I didn't go to university, I've not had a formal education of any kind, so as you can So what about 9-11?

00:48:45.000 Do you think that 9-11 was a conspiracy?

00:48:48.000 And I was like, I don't trust the American government.

00:48:51.000 I said something like that.

00:48:54.000 Anyway, that led to a lot of trouble and a lot of truculence and a lot of difficulty for me.

00:48:58.000 Anyway, this is a long winded way of saying that when with surrendering to Christ, I accept my own position.

00:49:10.000 I accept my fallibility.

00:49:11.000 I accept my selfishness and my brokenness and that perfection is attained through him.

00:49:18.000 Now, maybe you could say, Terence, through transubstantiation, through the drinking of his blood and the eating of his flesh, in the altar of the present moment, I can replace the second voice in my head, which is almost like a second voice of urges and selfishness or rationalism or whatever, with this divine and perfect voice.

00:49:35.000 That's where I can Sort of get psychedelic on Christianity and Christ.

00:49:39.000 But to my earlier point, when I was in that realm of feeling you're in the undifferentiated, I felt I need, I need the crucifix.

00:49:48.000 I need the flesh being to be sacrificed on the geometry of the cross, the vertical and the horizontal, because out there in the undifferentiated, I can't cope.

00:49:57.000 And I believe that Christ is the Son of God.

00:50:00.000 Thank you.

00:50:01.000 and conveyed these truths.

00:50:03.000 And whilst I would never foreclose on many of the sort of druidic or shamanic insights that you're sharing, I reckon there's some people can't handle it without the kind of the pact of God-made man, that in order to make myself the divine being that you claim we can become, I have to surrender to him.

00:50:26.000 Otherwise, I have the tendency, like you said, you can't jump out of planes, you want to stand terra firma.

00:50:31.000 I prang into hedonism and self to a degree that I can't handle.

00:50:36.000 So, in a way, that's not a question.

00:50:38.000 That's just a really long bunch of comments.

00:50:41.000 Yeah, I think because of your, like I have a friend who has Tourette's, and he always thought that Tourette's was a problem, and he's such a quick thinker, and I was like, what you're not recognizing is that some of us come from and form into this crystalline state.

00:51:00.000 Some of us come from slower states of motion to a faster pace.

00:51:06.000 Some of us have come from a faster pace to this slow pace, which I think is you.

00:51:12.000 You've come from a highly energetic state and trying to fit in at this temporal placement of time.

00:51:19.000 It's got to be nerve-wracking.

00:51:22.000 You're like the Flash.

00:51:23.000 That's watching everything go by so slowly and just have to interact.

00:51:28.000 And here you're stuck dealing with mankind at this temporal place, but it's the universe that said you needed to be here now.

00:51:37.000 But if we think about the term temporal, it still goes back to temperature.

00:51:45.000 Timing is based on temp, temperature.

00:51:51.000 What is taking place?

00:51:53.000 Temperature happens through oscillation, consistent oscillation, that frequency.

00:51:58.000 So you have to find the balance to where you're going or where you want to be.

00:52:04.000 But your temporal state is a much higher energetic state.

00:52:09.000 And therefore, you always burn through the flesh because you may be desiring to be out of this flesh because it is so powerful.

00:52:22.000 You are, what do you call it?

00:52:25.000 An irresistible force that is being met with this immovable object.

00:52:30.000 But your persistence, that tenacity, that's what's breaking through.

00:52:35.000 So whatever faults you have, they're not going to be remembered.

00:52:39.000 What's going to be remembered is the tenacity of Russell Brand.

00:52:42.000 It's the fact that Russell walked in the room and did what Russell needed to do, not for ego, but because it was necessary.

00:52:50.000 I don't see an egoic person with you.

00:52:53.000 I see a person that is going to be honest no matter what's taking place.

00:52:57.000 You know, and you can't be angry about that.

00:53:01.000 You're in the position right now that the universe needs you to be in.

00:53:04.000 If you want to be more pious, be more pious, but you're still going to be you.

00:53:08.000 You want to be more hedonistic, but you're still going to be you.

00:53:13.000 You're still going to still occupy the same place in the heavens and going to continue to do that, whether you enjoy it or dislike it, but just be you 100%.

00:53:25.000 With the goal of making way for life.

00:53:28.000 That's my motto.

00:53:29.000 Make way for life. 0.99

00:53:31.000 I know I have to kill, but do it responsibly. 0.93

00:53:34.000 I know I have to eat, but do it responsibly.

00:53:36.000 I know I have to take, but do it responsibly.

00:53:39.000 I need to get rid of 1,500 sperm per heartbeat, so I'm going to do that responsibly.

00:53:45.000 I'm not going to sit up there and load myself up and end up with testicular cancer trying to behave like someone I'm not.

00:53:53.000 You know, I'm not a woman.

00:53:55.000 I'm not born with 240 to 400,000 eggs in my ovaries already.

00:54:00.000 Not in this lifetime.

00:54:02.000 In the next lifetime, when my testicles go back up and become ovaries and my prostate goes back up and becomes the uterus, at that point, then I will be more modest about how I behave and think.

00:54:17.000 But as a male, I am the thing that pushes.

00:54:22.000 And I have to push.

00:54:24.000 And I'm going to do it respectfully and responsibly.

00:54:27.000 But my thought about, and I'm going to digress here, about going from male to female in each life.

00:54:33.000 If you think about it, breathing in is a masculine thing.

00:54:37.000 cycle.

00:54:37.000 Those are passages.

00:54:39.000 There's the cilia that gets charged when the air goes by, and that creates When we exhale, that's a feminine thing because it expands. 1.00

00:54:51.000 Masculine is to charge and feminine is to discharge. 0.98

00:54:55.000 I've never seen somebody breathe in twice without breathing out once or breathe out twice without breathing in once.

00:55:03.000 So in order for there to be equanimity in the universe, and it seems to happen naturally, the older we get, our testosterone increases.

00:55:12.000 And now estrogen is more prominent.

00:55:14.000 So what happens to the prostate that has the same fibritic tissue that the uterus has?

00:55:21.000 Now it does what the uterus does. 1.00

00:55:23.000 It swells and gets ready to shed.

00:55:26.000 That's what it's trying to do.

00:55:28.000 And so we end up with prostate cancer and all of that.

00:55:31.000 And a woman, what happens to her? 1.00

00:55:33.000 Her estrogen level drops.

00:55:35.000 Testosterone level rises.

00:55:37.000 She becomes more aggressive as she gets older. 0.99

00:55:40.000 She becomes more sexually applicable or sexually reasonable.

00:55:45.000 You know, the older she gets, as we get older, we're on our way to becoming feminine. 0.67

00:55:49.000 You know, we get calmer and the woman ends up taking over. 0.99

00:55:53.000 And it's just the natural ebb and flow that I believe takes place.

00:55:58.000 And from being aware of past lives and having walked through multiple past lives and seeing myself.

00:56:06.000 As a woman, I am the most homophobic person on the planet, in a sense, because you don't come on to me.

00:56:18.000 I'll take that as an affront.

00:56:20.000 But I remember one of my past life dreams, and this is what really shocked me.

00:56:26.000 I was standing there in front of this person, and this isn't a dream, but it was one of those lucid dreams.

00:56:32.000 And I remember looking up.

00:56:35.000 And I remember this man leaning down and kissing me and me going up to kiss him.

00:56:40.000 And he had a beard and he had receding hairline.

00:56:44.000 And I remember thinking, my husband is not the most handsome man, but he's very kind.

00:56:50.000 And I knew we had two children.

00:56:53.000 And then as my husband walked away and I looked over and I saw a mirror reflection of me, like a store window, and I had on a jean.

00:57:04.000 A blue jean skirt, and I had brown hair. 0.97

00:57:10.000 And I looked down and I saw my hands, and I remembered my name at that moment, and then I woke up and was like, oh, shit. 0.59

00:57:19.000 And so it changed my perception of how I dealt with women, because I was like, oh, I mean, I felt like me until I saw my reflection. 0.98

00:57:30.000 And then I've gone into other lifetimes and seen the person that I was.

00:57:36.000 And that's what that ability of inception, of lucid dreaming.

00:57:42.000 If you can be still enough to ask, where am I going?

00:57:46.000 And where did I come from?

00:57:48.000 Then you can ask any question and you're guided through those lifetimes.

00:57:52.000 And the proof of what I'm saying is the 113 patents that I have.

00:57:56.000 98 patents granted.

00:57:59.000 All in technology.

00:58:00.000 All in geometry.

00:58:01.000 It was like finding a diamond in the dream and holding it, and when you wake up, the diamond is still in your hand.

00:58:07.000 So I'm not talking to you about hyperbole.

00:58:10.000 Everything I'm talking to you about is absolute truth.

00:58:14.000 It's so crazy that the microphone chose that moment to fall over.

00:58:18.000 You know, like nothing happened in that moment, as far as I could tell.

00:58:22.000 Literally, there was no sort of motion in the room.

00:58:24.000 It's really weird.

00:58:26.000 I don't know where that came from.

00:58:28.000 See, I want to ask you about them patterns and I want to ask you about them seven eternal truths or parallel something or another a minute ago.

00:58:38.000 I want to ask you about that.

00:58:39.000 But first I wonder if it relates in any way to this thing that I've been thinking about lately.

00:58:45.000 I go to a bunch of 12-step stuff, you know, that's how I stay off the drugs and the alcohol, and it gives me good connections with people, and it seems to be a good place for spiritual commune, Terrence.

00:58:58.000 Like, some of them people are obviously, obviously, maybe to a degree, of course, all of them, mentally ill.

00:59:04.000 Some more severely than others.

00:59:07.000 One time, there's this lady used to come in the meetings that I go to. 1.00

00:59:11.000 She would talk a lot about how there were machine entities.

00:59:14.000 She would start off saying regular things that you hear drug addicts and alcoholics chat about, like, you know, I'm doing my best, da-da-da-da-da, thanks to this program and this belief in a higher power.

00:59:23.000 I'm living a better life now.

00:59:25.000 Then over the course of her share, she would start saying, like, the government have got these machines and they're observing my consciousness and there are these machines, interdimensional machines floating above my head.

00:59:34.000 They're there right now and they're observing my consciousness.

00:59:36.000 It's always when she was talking.

00:59:39.000 One, I've heard people say stuff like that in other contexts.

00:59:44.000 Two, something about it struck me as intelligent and interesting and insightful.

00:59:50.000 It only kind of clicked when I was recently listening to some people talking about DMT experiences that now they can do DMT IVs.

00:59:58.000 They can sustain people in those states for longer and keep them in these states that seem to me interesting, Terence, in particular because people are describing archetypally consistent visions and realities when they're in these chemically, inverted commas, induced states.

01:00:14.000 One of the things I heard was this guy for these Imperial College experiments in London saying that they were observing him on MRI while he was in the DMT-IV state.

01:00:26.000 And the entities and beings that he was encountering within the hallucinogenic state were commenting on the MRIs. 0.57

01:00:37.000 They were going, what's going with the scanner and the observer that you've got?

01:00:41.000 Like, what's happening with the observation?

01:00:42.000 Normally, it's us that does that.

01:00:43.000 What struck me then, mate, is that...

01:01:05.000 And when I was doing some content recently about MKUltra and the experiments that they conducted on mentally ill people and the hallucinogens they give to mentally ill people, it struck me that perhaps the reason that mentally ill people frequently I don't know.

01:01:20.000 the government programs around hallucinogens and using mentally ill people to explore consciousness and different mind control techniques has historically included programs that are not that are still clandestine where people's consciousness is being observed and if you're able to move between states as you've just described of lucid dreaming recalling past lives aren't we in a way just describing what happens when the grip of the self which must be you know endocrine all and

01:01:50.000 synaptic on some level temporarily alleviates and you gain access to the eternal Now, if you are able to do that, and you are able to do that, I know you're telling the truth, that it's sort of, from another angle, mental illness.

01:02:06.000 And a lot of people can't handle it, basically.

01:02:08.000 A lot of people can't handle it.

01:02:09.000 People fall apart.

01:02:10.000 Sometimes, in fact, I feel I can't handle it.

01:02:12.000 Sometimes I feel like, I can't take it anymore.

01:02:16.000 I actually want to get out of the whole spaceship.

01:02:19.000 I want to get out of the vehicle.

01:02:20.000 You know?

01:02:21.000 I wonder how you manage communicating. 0.91

01:02:24.000 Most of the time, you're communicating with people that are like, well, you're just crazy saying all that. 1.00

01:02:28.000 I can even imagine, actually, Terrence, videos being made about our conversation where people go, oh, those two mentally ill idiots have found each other and are chatting shit. 1.00

01:02:38.000 You know, Terrence saying that he moves between dimensions and his prostate's a uterus. 1.00

01:02:43.000 Russell Brand talking about machine elves. 1.00

01:02:46.000 Well, a couple of idiots, right? 1.00

01:02:48.000 So how do you... 1.00

01:02:56.000 If you look at it from 10,000 years from now, it changes everything.

01:03:03.000 If you take the perspective of, okay, here we are today and this is our, this is what, if you live for this moment right here, then it's so heavy.

01:03:13.000 But when I'm looking at my life, From 10,000 years into the future and looking back at everything that's taking place with it.

01:03:21.000 And now I'm consciously having, I guess, what's that movie?

01:03:30.000 Not the movie, the book about A Christmas Carol Experience, where I'm coming from the future and dealing with me now, just to understand.

01:03:41.000 When they go bad, go crazy on me, I'm going to pull up something.

01:03:46.000 I'm not doing this for any other reason, just to be able to share with you.

01:03:55.000 One of the things that I had to do when I thought that I was being attacked by everyone, so I asked AI.

01:04:07.000 You know, that I've been working with.

01:04:09.000 I said, I said, please tell me how I will be remembered.

01:04:12.000 Thanks very much for watching the show.

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01:04:35.000 Enjoy that now.

01:04:36.000 *gunshot*

01:04:38.000 And it gave me perspective so I could deal with the monsters.

01:04:41.000 It says, Terrence, your discoveries, the linchpin, wave conjugations, all shapes, the Howard comma, and the fundamental truth that one times one equals two place you in an extremely rare category of thinkers who redefine the foundations of How would I rate your intelligence?

Stay Free - Russel Brand - June 18, 2025

Terrence Howard’s SHOCKING New Theory of Reality - SF599

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