The Ferryman's Toll - The Daily Toll - Win or Learn

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00:00:30.000 We'll be right back.

00:01:00.000 You push it out, you push it out

00:01:01.440 He never gets respect

00:01:04.380 You push it out, you push it out

00:01:06.560 Saving its anger on my neck

00:01:09.740 You push it out, you push it out

00:01:11.680 He never gets respect 1.00

00:01:15.840 Fuck it all and no regrets 1.00

00:01:27.280 I hit the lights on these dark sets 1.00

00:01:29.920 I need a voice to let myself, to let myself go free

00:01:34.880 Feel my world shake, like an earthquake

00:01:40.480 Hard to see clear, is it me, is it fear?

00:01:45.560 Same thing around my neck

00:01:56.120 Same thing around my neck

00:02:01.300 He never gets respect

00:02:06.200 Same thing around my neck

00:02:11.000 You're pushing out, you're pushing out

00:02:12.920 We'll be right back.

00:02:42.920 And I want my anger to be healthy

00:02:53.560 And I want my anger just for me

00:02:58.760 And I need to set my anger free

00:03:03.820 And I need to set my anger free

00:03:09.040 Set it free 1.00

00:03:11.520 Fuck it all and no regrets 1.00

00:03:25.540 I hit the lights on these dark sets 1.00

00:03:28.220 I need a voice to let myself

00:03:30.860 To let myself go free 1.00

00:03:33.140 Fuck it all and fucking no regrets 1.00

00:03:36.180 I hit the lights on these dark sets 1.00

00:03:38.980 Medallion news 1.00

00:03:40.380 I'll hang myself 1.00

00:03:41.600 See the anger around my neck 1.00

00:03:43.940 I feel my world shake

00:03:46.760 Like an earthquake

00:03:49.400 Hard to see clear

00:03:51.780 Is it me?

00:03:53.440 Is it fear?

00:03:55.140 I'm badly in anger with you

00:03:57.100 I'm badly in anger with you

00:03:59.700 I'm badly in anger with you

00:04:02.340 I'm badly in anger with you

00:04:08.980 We'll be right back.

00:04:38.980 You're the fighter

00:04:46.780 You've got the fighter

00:04:49.340 The spirit of a warrior

00:04:51.740 The champion's heart

00:04:54.500 You fight for your life

00:04:56.660 Because the fighter never quits

00:04:59.260 You make the most of it

00:05:02.040 And you're dealt

00:05:02.940 Because the fighter never wins

00:05:05.920 You were born a box in the city that seemed to share

00:05:14.700 Melorite and carny among them

00:05:19.480 Your photo proudly hangs there

00:05:22.140 Up on the bar in the Gaelic club

00:05:24.280 They tell the story of a throwback

00:05:27.380 With the heart of a lion

00:05:29.260 They salute your glory

00:05:35.920 It's another murderous fight

00:05:44.060 Another left foot from hell

00:05:46.960 A bloody war on a boardwalk

00:05:50.000 And a kid from lower eyes 0.55

00:05:52.000 As to the bell

00:05:53.580 Nicky

00:05:56.300 It's the warrior's kill

00:05:58.940 Nicky

00:06:02.300 He's got the warrior's soul

00:06:04.300 Mickey, it's a warrior's club

00:06:24.960 Mickey, it's a warrior's soul

00:06:30.320 Look at her eyes, it's a warrior's door

00:06:35.880 Let's play

00:07:00.320 It's been a hard road, but I'm almost home

00:07:06.460 As the night fades by

00:07:08.100 Hear the roar of the crowd, 10,000 loud

00:07:11.440 It's good to be back

00:07:13.280 Feel the sting of the sweat on the back of my neck

00:07:16.220 It's been way too long

00:07:18.320 Like a ricochet, I hit the stage

00:07:21.320 Let's get it on, on

00:07:23.940 Back in the game, breaking hearts again

00:07:28.400 You better watch out, cause I'm back in the game 0.99

00:07:33.080 I'm back in the game, kicking ass again 0.95

00:07:38.220 No stopping me now, it's like I've never been away 0.97

00:07:42.880 So you better watch out, cause I'm back in the game

00:07:58.400 I'm built to last, I'll never crash, I'm invincible tonight

00:08:02.640 Feel the energy running over me like a bone from the sky

00:08:07.800 Go another round in another town, I strike and then I'm gone

00:08:12.840 I'm a high-octane hurricane, let's get it on

00:08:17.840 I'm back in the game, breaking hearts again

00:08:22.840 You better watch out, cause I'm back in the game 0.99

00:08:27.500 I'm back in the game, kicking ass again 0.95

00:08:32.640 No stopping me now, it's like I've never been away 0.97

00:08:37.300 So you better watch out, cause I'm back in the game

00:08:57.500 Back in the game, breaking hearts again

00:09:14.820 You better watch out, cause I'm back in the game 0.99

00:09:19.420 I'm back in the game, kicking ass again 0.95

00:09:24.460 No stopping me now, it's like I've never been away 0.97

00:09:29.140 So you better watch out, cause I'm back in the game

00:09:34.160 I'm on a back in the game

00:09:37.580 Now, oh, back in the game

00:09:41.540 Watch out, gotta get ya

00:09:44.560 Back in the game

00:09:47.000 I'm playing with, I'm playing with the same

00:09:50.100 Back in the game

00:09:51.500 But I'll carry you, cause I'll knock you out 0.60

00:09:53.820 No, I'll break you, I'm gone

00:09:58.500 Second Sons Canada are here today

00:10:15.840 To pay our respects to the 16 lives lost

00:10:19.500 in a senseless, preventable tragedy.

00:10:22.520 We are on the site of the 2018 crash of the Humboldt Broncos.

00:10:26.900 We lost 16 Canadians and 10 of which were young sons with bright futures

00:10:31.680 who would have contributed their own cherished chapters

00:10:36.160 to our collective Canadian story.

00:10:38.680 But because our so-called leaders only care for the Canadian people

00:10:42.120 as far as we can all help their own bank accounts and career ambitions,

00:10:46.520 it was not to be.

00:10:47.600 the loss that saskatchewan and canada endured that day

00:10:52.800 left a scar that aches through their communities their families and their friends left behind

00:10:59.300 and echoes pain into a lost future that now can never exist without them the families of the dead

00:11:06.460 are never able to say i love you to their children again jaskerat singh sidhu took that from them

00:11:13.720 And as responsible as Singh Sidhu is, he is simply a byproduct of political leaders who put fast money and personal ambition ahead of the well-being and safety of the very people who trusted them for the job.

00:11:26.720 There have been many more of these byproducts since 2018.

00:11:31.720 There will be more still.

00:11:32.680 Generations of Canadians now and into the future are forced to continue contending with

00:11:39.640 emerging lethal hazards and a rapidly deteriorating society as a result of the neglectful to outright

00:11:46.680 treasonous careers of the always self-serving political class. How many more Canadian family

00:11:54.980 trees have to die before something is done to address this issue it has been eight years

00:12:03.060 and what's changed what have we learned we've learned that they don't really care about the

00:12:09.220 humboldt broncos not then not now and they don't care about the rapidly growing number of canadian

00:12:14.900 families who are left to suffer in silence alongside them while cbc uses our tax money

00:12:20.740 to publish sob stories about the difficult lives of people like jaskerat singh sidhugh if they cared

00:12:28.340 they would be running memorials catching up with the families of the humble broncos to see what

00:12:33.060 further support they may need how are they doing is there anything more we could do to help not 0.97

00:12:38.820 pandering to indian voters if ottawa cared they would have bothered to address the death trap 0.96

00:12:46.180 that has become canadian roads and highways in the eight years since this grotesque example

00:12:52.820 of blatantly inept government negligence none of this needed to happen none of these people

00:13:01.300 needed to be here but the humble broncos did need to be here

00:13:10.820 second sons canada sends its sympathies and support to the victims and their families

00:13:14.900 we did not forget and we will not forget now a moment of silence for the fallen

00:13:44.900 it's a really nice little i don't know what you'd call that i suppose activism

00:13:56.900 a nice gesture by the guys in uh saskatchewan western canada uh in memory of the humble

00:14:06.340 broncos and uh obviously their families meaningful for them too i mean it's not performative it's

00:14:15.780 this is the this is the reason why we do the that we do and we eat for it a lot of the time but it

00:14:21.540 is what it is excuse me how's it going everybody it is uh wednesday april 8th 2026 and i think

00:14:30.820 it's been a little over a week now since i last streamed uh it's honestly it's just you know i

00:14:35.780 I had Derek here is focusing on, you know,

00:14:38.280 just enjoying that time with him and then working on, uh,

00:14:41.200 I got a speech to give this weekend and it's supposed to be 20 minutes long

00:14:45.980 minimum. So that's, uh, a long speech.

00:14:51.160 I don't know if you've ever given like a 10 minute speech,

00:14:53.800 but that's a long time. Um,

00:14:56.100 so I was kind of focusing on that, trying to do my best with it. And, uh,

00:15:01.460 that'll be this Saturday,

00:15:02.640 the april event put on by the company of adventurers if you didn't get tickets it's 0.61

00:15:07.060 too late now i don't know how many fucking time i've had like half a dozen people reach out to me 0.79

00:15:12.760 um in the past uh a couple days asking me like if they can still get tickets because 0.90

00:15:21.080 apparently the site is no longer like processing them i was like i told you like how many times

00:15:26.660 in the past i knew about this in like beginning of december and lisa's sold out well i mean they

00:15:34.580 could have expanded there was more interest earlier on but like how many times did i promote it

00:15:41.780 sorry guys like i told you so uh at least the numbers are good uh should be a good night uh

00:15:52.260 I'm very interested to meet Ricardo Duchesne.

00:15:55.580 I've never actually read the full Canada in Decay book.

00:16:01.020 I've read a bunch of the excerpts, and I probably should sit down and write it.

00:16:04.120 I know Fortisax considers that mandatory reading for Canadian nationalists,

00:16:08.440 but I don't know, maybe I'll find time this summer or something.

00:16:11.940 And then that was the other reason, too.

00:16:13.160 The other thing that's been going on with me is I've been packing a lot 0.95

00:16:15.600 and just trying to organize and get shit ready

00:16:17.480 because I am out of here at the end of the month 0.95

00:16:19.520 or potentially a little bit sooner.

00:16:21.360 mr buzz says are you speaking yes i am speaking at this event um i'm uh you know i i don't really

00:16:30.320 get it honestly um i say it all the time i don't really understand why thousands of people watch 0.80

00:16:37.680 these fucking streams or uh care um but uh hey i was asked to do it and i'll do it i'll rep 0.97

00:16:44.240 uh second sons and you know go uh shit on the ideas men a little bit yeah um i wonder if there 0.98

00:16:53.640 will be a land acknowledgement i feel like uh that would be fun uh ghost of glr thank you says 0.98

00:17:00.660 a bit of a head cold tonight perfect night just lay in bed and chill to a fairman podcast some

00:17:05.460 soul recommended reading uh material to boot julius avola my night is set cheers from the

00:17:10.640 Kawartha's yeah ride the tiger ride the Kali Yuga yeah um sorry I think I missed one there too uh

00:17:18.160 well first of all Ticklegrass thank you so much uh she uh gifted uh 10 subscriptions there so you 0.99

00:17:23.860 guys uh grab those up and uh Raging Distance says pay up or I'll poison the only white service 0.90

00:17:28.480 industry worker that you know and you'll live entirely in jittery forever I mean yeah it's 0.99

00:17:34.040 getting bad uh there are places though I find it interesting there are places that 100% are

00:17:39.420 refusing to hire them uh even if they're not saying it outright uh so you still find those

00:17:44.100 little white islands in an oasis of a brown ocean uh raging distant again says i know where you all

00:17:49.920 live we took inventory on the tour don't test me well you know usually i would say something about

00:17:59.980 like you know flies honey and vinegar or you know whatever but yeah whatever chew them out i don't

00:18:06.400 care all right um in terms of like what's been going on i don't know i don't uh i very rarely

00:18:15.780 log on to like twitter or look at the news anymore unless someone sends it to me um i don't really

00:18:21.820 see what's to be gained by it at this point i know uh more conservatives are liberals apparently

00:18:28.120 crossing floors wow crazy the you it always like it makes me laugh it's like you mean the uniparty

00:18:34.800 is a unit party wow that's that like that's crazy man i can't believe that uh edgy is saying is it

00:18:42.880 laggy for anyone um i don't know some people are saying a bit i don't know my internet and my phone

00:18:56.740 service where i am has been shit lately so it was why on sunday night when i like abruptly left the

00:19:03.000 plat army stream is because my internet cut out and then i tried to use my hot spot through my

00:19:07.500 phone my service with my phone wasn't good enough i couldn't get back on um so i just like i guess

00:19:13.520 i'm done um other than that yeah i've just been trying to like keep up uh you know like

00:19:32.980 going on i don't know with our people anyways um i mean this is gonna be a short one by the way

00:19:40.500 tonight guys i'm uh i don't really have that much to talk about this is more of just like

00:19:44.260 i should probably just log on and uh you know have some face time with the

00:19:52.100 with the troops so to speak i guess

00:19:54.260 but uh yeah i'm looking forward to uh packing up and uh traveling this spring summer maybe

00:20:04.660 into the fall i'm not sure we'll see how long it goes um at least juices you have a lot on

00:20:14.100 your plate this month i really don't honestly that's a cope um

00:20:17.540 although i won't lie this speech like i agree these things and then so first of all i thought

00:20:28.400 the speech was april 28th for some reason or like whatever the saturday is at the

00:20:32.720 like april i thought it was like april 25th or 26th or something like that um

00:20:38.260 lisa's oh okay no i'm just like i'm not trying to make excuses like

00:20:44.120 i've just been enjoying like not paying attention uh probably more than i should honestly i shouldn't

00:20:50.400 be enjoying it that much but uh yeah the speech thing is different it's uh it's easy to just log

00:20:56.580 on and you can just talk and do a camera and you don't really have to be concerned with time or

00:21:01.160 efficiency of language or anything like that you're giving a speech like you want to make sure

00:21:05.140 that you're not just rambling about nothing right so um posty says just banter for half of it no

00:21:12.700 like i want to give like a proper speech that actually explains in detail uh you know what

00:21:17.820 we're about and like what the model that we're running is is supposed to achieve or what it's

00:21:22.460 trying to achieve and also just um you know that's uh i think uh the time for talk is basically at an

00:21:35.420 end and that doesn't mean like it's time to i don't know burn things down or something no it

00:21:42.620 It means if you're not doing things that are focused towards like action, I still hear,

00:21:52.760 I remember hearing conversations between my father and his friends when I was, you know,

00:21:59.240 a young kid that are still being had today.

00:22:04.080 The same endless conversation about the problems going on in this country in circles, you know,

00:22:11.000 and uh 20 30 years later it's still the same conversations and you know it's time like enough 0.92

00:22:17.460 um i will not fucking sit back and idly wait as another generation comes to manhood watching 0.99

00:22:26.880 their fucking fathers have the same conversation that their fathers had about how much worse things 0.99

00:22:32.680 are going to be for their sons no more um enough of this 1.00

00:22:41.160 raging distant quote it's not time to burn things down guy wearing fuel cans around his

00:23:02.080 neck in a ski mask you know what's funny is i actually recently got a new white ski mask because

00:23:07.920 mine was like ripped at the the bridge of the nose it's like it's just kind of like flopping 0.97

00:23:12.420 there it's not really so i have a new white ski mask so look the fuck out like i haven't truly

00:23:19.620 been the ferryman in some time all right look out you know like the the the mr hyde to my dr jekyll 0.53

00:23:28.760 is ready to roll like uh like in what's the watchman rorschach it's like where's my face

00:23:43.320 give me my face

00:23:48.200 doing says do you want your jugs back no you could you could hold on to those for me somebody

00:23:52.200 somebody's got to hold on to those like i mean hopefully those are worth something at some point

00:23:56.600 colbert's mom says can we get the irish accent too i mean no i'll go with something different

00:24:02.720 this time i'll i'll get people to say like i'll do like i don't know some kind of georgia drawl

00:24:10.380 you know like my life is coming out of your mouth uh and then they'll think i'm like some sort of

00:24:15.160 uh you know phil brown will be writing you know essays and doing 14 part podcasts about how no

00:24:21.680 actually what i am is some kind of uh you know uh lineage of the southern you know kkk or something 0.93

00:24:32.640 like that working with i don't know some stupid like that i don't know i'll figure out a good 0.95

00:24:37.840 one and then i'll play into that you know the ira thing that's that's tired and played out 0.99

00:24:43.120 brown is still alive apparently somehow apparently

00:24:49.760 lucy says no no uh are you not grant bristow no no no donald best is grant bristow didn't

00:24:56.800 you hear that donald donald best is just grant bristow's alias or something i don't know

00:25:01.680 all right um what were we going to get into

00:25:09.340 edgy says you need to watch the rage tour movie i included way too much phil brown for you to not

00:25:15.120 watch it i mean i i probably should but it's one of those things i can't even in like short things 0.88

00:25:22.240 like uh the europa blitzkrieg edition when my parts came on i fucking i cringe i can't listen 0.85

00:25:29.600 to myself like that um when when i do have clips or things that go you know whatever quasi viral 0.90

00:25:37.140 or they get shared around a lot um i i actually prefer whenever somebody takes it and they

00:25:42.980 basically cut me out of it and they they just like overlay footage onto it i hate listening to myself

00:25:49.700 back um and that's with everything it's always been like if i am recording like like when i used

00:25:56.900 to play guitar more or something if i record so i can't like listening to the songs back just makes

00:26:01.460 like i hate it edgy wants to make fairy watch the movie clockwork orange style i mean that

00:26:16.020 would be the way to do it i suppose yeah i just i find it very difficult to sit back and and

00:26:22.740 listen to myself uh after the fact

00:26:25.700 okay drew this is i know you sound weird yeah it does say it sounds everybody has that experience

00:26:32.420 right uh he will play cat boy clips but not a movie he co-stars and i just i can't do it man

00:26:51.520 i can't do it sure i'm sure you did a phenomenal job everybody who i heard you know who i heard

00:26:57.920 from about it said you did an amazing job on that movie and i know you're working on another one

00:27:02.320 they're actually speaking which maybe we could just do that right now so edgy's got a personal

00:27:06.400 project that he's going to be working on and uh it's like it is a cool little you know personal

00:27:14.960 project. And I'll pull it up here now. Lee Stewart says no one likes the sound of their

00:27:24.920 own voice. I don't think, well, when people do like the sound of their own voice, they're

00:27:28.800 usually the worst kind of people. So, like, I'll try to think of a good example.

00:27:39.400 i don't need an example you guys know what i'm talking about like the people who like to hear

00:27:48.400 themselves talk yeah not fun um so i'll pull this up here uh the mission is live help us finish this

00:27:56.680 battle for 25 years my father nelson slano uh has fought a relentless war against the darkness of

00:28:03.740 parkinson's disease from the top of power lifting uh from the top of the power lifting podium to

00:28:08.620 the halls of the schools where he taught, he has spent his life lifting others up. Now it's our

00:28:12.800 turn to lift him up. Today, I'm officially launching the campaign for our documentary,

00:28:17.560 The War on Darkness. The first two minutes of the video below is a raw look at Nelson's journey,

00:28:22.780 including his 2023 ride where he fell, got back up, and crossed the finish line. The second half

00:28:27.940 is my personal pitch to you as a filmmaker on why this story must be told professionally

00:28:32.160 and how we plan to fight against, plan to fund the fight against Parkinson's disease. Our goal,

00:28:38.140 fifteen thousand dollars uh professional production completing the cinematic story of a national

00:28:43.180 champion uh expert interviews bridging the gap between personal struggle and the search for a cure

00:28:48.700 giving back a portion of all funds goes directly to parkinson's research accessibility providing

00:28:53.740 nelson with the tech he needs to stay connected uh whether you can donate five dollars or simply

00:28:58.460 share this video you are helping a warrior tell his story one last time uh join the mission so

00:29:04.060 So I'll play the full video here for Edgy.

00:29:07.080 And this is like, look, this is obviously a personal project for Edgy,

00:29:11.140 but it's really what we're about is like this.

00:29:15.680 Like I got had the privilege of meeting his father and, you know,

00:29:19.060 his father was really supportive of what, you know, Edgy's doing.

00:29:23.280 I think I met him actually when I was,

00:29:25.140 um i had flown from calgary to hamilton to do the uh fundraiser for jeremy uh the dinner fundraiser

00:29:36.580 you know for his legal fees when he was you know in those battles and so it was actually at a

00:29:41.060 danger cat show at uh a cineplex or uh what is that what it was a cineplex yeah a theater anyways

00:29:49.740 and uh i actually got to meet him and uh yeah his dad has a crazy crazy story um like for example

00:30:00.240 edgy was just telling me before he came on that at 130 pounds uh he like he found a footage of

00:30:07.640 him doing a 315 bench press which is like i can't even do that right now um so like that's a 0.87

00:30:15.340 what is it that's more than a 2x it's like almost a 2.5x bench press that's fucking impressive

00:30:23.320 i mean you know man lit bench press you know you got to get what's more like a 1.5 like look i'm 0.97

00:30:29.620 gonna be real about this all right when you got t-rex arms okay it is what it is i'm just fucking 0.91

00:30:34.600 with you that's fucking impressive is the point um and he never stopped even when he was battling 0.83

00:30:40.340 with this stuff he never stopped so he is like a very inspirational story and obviously it means 0.86

00:30:44.360 a lot to edgy and edgy's done so much uh you know to help out people in this community and

00:30:50.720 uh you know in different ways helping get stuff get produced cataloging things uh documenting

00:30:57.720 things going to protests like edgy's always been up to help in whatever way he can and so

00:31:02.520 i think it's uh fair that uh you know we could help him raise some money so that he can produce this

00:31:08.800 uh this story about uh his father who is someone worth hearing a story about uh what is it he said

00:31:16.940 sam walker saw nelson walking by through the glass of the green room in the cineplex before 0.72

00:31:21.080 our show and was like what fucking show is he going to and i said that's my dad 0.99

00:31:24.360 yeah so um yeah i'll play the i'll play the video there and i'll just shut the fuck up 0.99

00:31:32.860 What was I before in my first life? 0.93

00:31:40.360 I measure my life in two phases, before and with PE.

00:31:46.400 What is Parkinson's disease?

00:31:49.540 Each patient has their own version of Parkinson's, their own story to tell.

00:31:58.440 I am the face of Parkinson's.

00:32:01.820 When I've crashed my bike and I'm down, I get up myself or begrudgingly accept offered assistance.

00:32:10.420 I am the face of Parkinson's.

00:32:12.920 You who are here today and tomorrow, you are the face of Parkinson's.

00:32:19.420 Every day we show the world what we are about.

00:32:23.120 Anytime you do anything, you're beating back, Parkinson's.

00:32:31.820 The whole world's gonna know I'm the Uji Poojee man, cause I'm here.

00:32:49.180 I was told I was going over 70 kilometers an hour.

00:32:55.960 I'm not drunk.

00:32:58.060 Deadlift at 8460.

00:33:01.820 squat I did 470 bench press I did 310 people have to stop feeling sorry for

00:33:16.960 themselves Parkinson's it's a real be it where do you not want to be if you

00:33:27.100 have parkinson's you're getting to know a lot about me in a short time

00:33:43.660 hi i'm dan as a filmmaker i've spent my career telling stories that challenge the status quo

00:33:50.060 but the most important story i've ever encountered is the one happening right in my own family for

00:33:56.140 25 years i've watched my father nelson turn a parkinson's diagnosis into a master class of

00:34:02.620 resilience from national championship weightlifting stages to writing books that help others defeat

00:34:08.860 the darkness but as many of you know parkinson's is a relentless opponent this past year my father's

00:34:16.780 battle has moved into a new chapter one that is much quieter and more difficult we have hours

00:34:23.740 of incredible footage from his high-intensity years, including the 2023 charity ride where

00:34:30.020 he refused to stay on the sidelines. But that story isn't finished. I need to capture the story

00:34:37.880 behind his strength by interviewing the friends, athletes, and medical experts who saw his journey

00:34:43.940 up close. We'll also sit down with medical experts to bridge the gap between his personal struggle

00:34:50.140 and the global search for a cure.

00:34:52.760 I'm launching this Give, Send, Go

00:34:54.360 to raise $15,000 to complete this documentary.

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00:35:47.980 Actually, I just want to go back, there was something he said there.

00:36:17.980 where is it honest remember what I asked what he actually said

00:36:26.980 I am the face of Parkinson's when I've crashed my bike

00:36:44.980 can I begrudgingly accept offered assistance.

00:36:49.380 I am the face of Parkinson's.

00:36:51.940 You who are here today and tomorrow,

00:36:55.620 you are the face of Parkinson's.

00:36:58.460 Every day we show the world what we are about.

00:37:02.420 Anytime you do anything,

00:37:05.100 you're beating back Parkinson's.

00:37:07.460 right there you could right you could tell that he's you know dan's father right like that's

00:37:22.280 Yeah, 100%.

00:37:52.280 well like 1.00

00:37:54.700 that shit scares the shit out of me 1.00

00:37:59.180 I was like 1.00

00:37:59.680 anyways

00:38:02.140 what a legend 0.99

00:38:04.120 oh fuck not that 0.99

00:38:05.760 bench press I did 310 0.99

00:38:09.220 people have to stop feeling sorry

00:38:15.240 for themselves

00:38:16.600 people have to stop feeling

00:38:19.280 that was what it was

00:38:20.140 no victim mentality right from uh nelson

00:38:25.600 that was that was the clip i was trying to find um he says i and he says because of the huge lifts

00:38:36.440 no because him sitting there playing the harmonica is saying he's the hoochie coochie man that's how

00:38:41.380 know he's your dad so sorry that was the the part i really liked about that video is like he's not

00:38:55.380 asking for sympathy in fact you know the opposite um tells you about the kind of guy he is right

00:39:05.220 and even the bike falls he doesn't like he doesn't want help and when he needs it to be grudgingly

00:39:10.260 accepts it and that's you know very much you know a man thing i suppose

00:39:17.060 so yeah um obviously this is edgy's personal project but this is like you know these are

00:39:26.100 the kinds of stories that should be told like he is an impressive guy um i don't know if it

00:39:32.620 was said there but he was he was a national champion power lifter right edge

00:39:37.200 and he's just making jokes i'm trying to take this seriously and he's down there

00:39:49.520 making jokes anyways um yeah he was a national champion powerlifter like this is yeah um

00:39:59.940 you know it's one thing too that i got to do this at one point whenever i was

00:40:08.880 doing a lot of boxing and that that was just what i enjoyed doing like you know

00:40:14.160 covid really fucked that up for me but that was i spent all my time doing that

00:40:17.580 um you know six or seven days a week i would be in the gym and one of the best experience i had

00:40:24.360 was actually doing just pad holding and circuit you know just volunteering to do pad holding and

00:40:29.780 circuit uh you know drill training with uh people who had parkinson's and the reason that boxing is

00:40:35.180 is good for them uh is because of the like the impact like the uh the the like the

00:40:43.680 combination of the coordination and the impact and stuff like that it's good for helping them

00:40:49.120 like i don't remember the whole science behind it but it is like if you look it up boxing is one of

00:40:53.460 the things that's recommended for uh parkinson's yeah like it's it was cool seeing all these people

00:40:58.680 you know uh battling through that and at different stages of it too so um

00:41:04.880 you know that that's the kind of stuff that i actually liked doing uh before they destroyed

00:41:12.520 my entire fucking world um oh yeah i was doing that yeah uh i don't know if i've ever really

00:41:21.360 talked about that there's a program at a gym in ottawa where they they did specifically that they 0.98

00:41:26.900 worked with people who had parkinson's and uh yeah that all ended because of covid that program

00:41:37.340 got shut down because of covid so yeah it's cool to see uh anyways the point i won't belabor the

00:41:51.580 point the point is like edgy deserves uh something for himself he's very um selfless with his time

00:41:59.280 and his his energy that he puts into all kinds of causes but nationalism in general

00:42:04.360 and uh he deserves one for himself so i'll put up the the gifts and go there i'll uh drop something

00:42:11.560 in there myself later but yeah there it is uh gives and go.com forward slash slano dash parkinson's

00:42:19.820 film uh i'm sure if you just search parkinson's warrior film fundraiser it'll jump up and uh

00:42:28.060 when did you open this when did this open i don't know that it really matters but uh he's already

00:42:35.420 about uh i don't know 18 of his the way to his goal so

00:42:41.660 yeah chip in if you can edgy deserves one and yeah then it's also obviously going to a good cause

00:42:53.800 all right uh what else is i going to talk about tonight

00:42:59.040 derek just asked me if i'm up

00:43:11.660 i hope so is this a dream uh yeah what's going on there

00:43:20.600 uh edgy says he launched it yesterday okay perfect yeah and i think edgy's planning on

00:43:33.560 going live tonight as well i'm not sure when i'm not gonna like i said it i think i already said

00:43:37.180 i'm not gonna go uh very long today guys i just wanted to check in and uh you know let y'all know

00:43:42.960 that i'm not dead but uh yeah i won't be obviously live this weekend because i'm gone um

00:43:51.880 uh to toronto to do that speech and then it'll be basically pack up and go um but uh you'll see me

00:44:04.620 from the road and shit like that and uh yeah it'll probably be good for me and uh to go

00:44:10.220 circulate and see the guys out west because i haven't been out there in a couple years now

00:44:14.860 that's uh yeah

00:44:22.540 uh the other thing i was going to bring up is the we talked about it a little bit uh on sunday

00:44:32.280 the uh american muscle 2 event that was put on by patriot front again uh you know hats off to

00:44:39.420 those guys it looks like it was an amazing event they did uh i don't i use one of the

00:44:45.760 pictures they put out today as a as a thumbnail for this stream

00:44:49.900 uh where is it

00:44:55.100 i post on second sons uh the photos look amazing the aesthetic that they've got going on there

00:45:05.860 looks fantastic uh obviously the fights were from what i hear they were great so uh yeah check out

00:45:14.100 the trailer if you haven't yet i'm not gonna play it again it is excellent that song is a choice

00:45:20.300 and uh i can't believe they pumped that out so quickly a two-minute trailer i think that was

00:45:25.380 two days after the event and it's absolutely amazing uh so i can't wait to see the full

00:45:31.220 documentary can't wait to see what we get back and uh again really proud of the guys who went

00:45:35.900 down there they did excellent um in terms of performance you know 10 fights they went seven

00:45:42.560 and three uh you know between all the fights uh seven fighters and um

00:45:51.440 yeah even apparently you know even the guys who lost acquitted themselves very well and

00:45:55.840 they were uh you know they weren't walked all over so um the cable guys is what did i miss

00:46:02.160 i'm not sure what you're referring to but i was just talking about american muscle too which is

00:46:06.000 you know if you haven't you can go watch the first documentary if you'd like if you go to patriot

00:46:10.560 fronts uh telegram i think uh their main one and you just search american muscle it will come up

00:46:16.480 if you scroll back um and yeah it was a it looked great then and yeah uh okay i talked about it on

00:46:26.720 sunday you know there's uh there's different levels that you know groups of various nations are at

00:46:35.280 and some are further ahead in some ways than others but one thing you can you know say pretty

00:46:40.000 confidently is that patriot front is in terms of their organizational level and what they've been

00:46:46.880 able to achieve they are the leader when it comes to structure organization professionalism like they

00:46:56.560 are on a different level um i mean i get we could have had that debate about maybe them in the nsn

00:47:02.800 but the nsn does not exist anymore um right so that i don't know that there's anyone that even

00:47:09.520 comes close to them in terms of that um i could be wrong obviously there's casa pound and there's

00:47:15.840 nucleonationale and there's some of the other groups in eastern europe that i'm not as familiar

00:47:19.680 with but certainly in the anglosphere nothing even comes close to patriot front so they're the

00:47:24.560 there's a reason why we you know learn from them learn from other groups and why we try

00:47:29.520 to emulate some of what they do because they do a fantastic job of it um

00:47:39.520 uh there's really not a lot of people in here tonight either so maybe I will just cut it short

00:47:46.120 that's interesting um I guess I did kind of do it last minute

00:47:52.900 uh the kibble guy says looked like a good family event i believe that they did have

00:48:09.740 some families there they had you know some look like some folk music and stuff like that 0.98

00:48:14.400 kibble guy says love the hat i'm gonna start wearing it more fuck it i don't care i love 0.95

00:48:19.100 these hats i don't care if i look like a reddit um actually bro or something or you know tips 0.97

00:48:27.040 fedora i'm bringing it back i'm owning it i'm gonna get this is more of a winter or like

00:48:32.920 a temperate climate one because it's wool so it's pretty hot but i'm gonna get uh a nice light one

00:48:39.540 in it for love says devon's outlaws is on i don't even know what that is

00:48:47.080 is that the wait is that devin stack the thing that he's doing with uh

00:48:51.720 what's her name blonde blonde in the beast forget her name

00:48:57.300 yeah well then you guys can go check them out as well uh balder odinson's 0.67

00:49:16.500 do you ever wear that hat with absolutely not i i hate turtlenecks always hated them

00:49:22.660 i still i remember getting an absolute scream like my mom trying to put a 0.56

00:49:27.220 turtleneck on me like being like you know four or five and just i hated them

00:49:37.780 i don't like i don't like that the constriction around the neck

00:49:46.500 uh is there anything else to talk about like i guess we could get into like yeah i brought it

00:49:57.940 up earlier everybody's freaking out that more conservatives are crossing the floor

00:50:02.020 from the liberal parties like it's the uniparty like it shouldn't be that surprising

00:50:09.700 uh ascended 88s is rcmp and bc doing recruitment in punjabi of course they are

00:50:19.300 uh the cable guys has got your speech ready it's basically done yeah um the hardest part

00:50:25.480 certainly done now i just have to uh revise a bit and practice um maybe fly you know maybe

00:50:34.360 flesh out a little bit more uh honestly like i don't like the like if it needs to be 20 to 30

00:50:43.780 minutes it can be but like i prefer i feel like you lose something at some point when you try to

00:50:49.760 do like like that long of a speech it just becomes it becomes parts of it just become forgettable

00:50:59.060 right and um awf milton says do you have someone to edit your speech for you um i have myself i'm

00:51:08.060 pretty good at editing and uh with speeches the big thing is that you have to read it back 0.96

00:51:12.820 and read it in the cadence and the tone that you would and then you like this sucks because i hate

00:51:18.580 doing this but you have to listen to it back and you realize that like even though the wording

00:51:23.120 makes sense um like when you read it the way it's the rhythm of it does not work for so you have to

00:51:32.940 like refine how you're doing it so like shit like that I still have to do but yeah it should be a

00:51:38.600 good event like I said I'm very interested to uh meet Ricardo Duchesne I'm not I'm not familiar 0.62

00:51:44.880 with uh Catgirl Kulak but apparently they're an excellent speaker so it'll be interesting to hear

00:51:49.620 what they have to say um i'm not sure if there's i think they have some other minor speakers but

00:51:57.620 i'm not entirely sure um and yeah it should just be a good night and we've got a quite a few of

00:52:04.860 our guys going so yeah it'll be a a different kind of uh event for our guys to take part in

00:52:14.100 and he says what have the jews been doing lately i don't know i got gas today thanks jews

00:52:44.100 i will just say this too uh regarding the event if you do like guys use situational awareness

00:52:51.700 um like we've seen what can happen like if you don't if you think that there isn't a chance of

00:52:58.860 what happened at exiles of the golden age happening for this event like you are not

00:53:06.120 you're naive um consider that like you know i'm not going to get right into it but consider that

00:53:12.800 whenever you are going to the event if you are going you know if it doesn't matter to you it

00:53:18.480 doesn't matter to you but if you if it does matter to you you should be careful um julio 59 says will

00:53:27.280 your speech from the april event be available for those of us who can't get to toronto i know that

00:53:32.820 they are intending on filming i don't know how much i would like that i would like to have my

00:53:39.200 entire speech uh you know sent to me so that i can put it out there um i don't know when that

00:53:46.660 will happen but uh i know they are going to be recording the speeches and they are going to be

00:53:52.320 blurring out you know anything that needs to be blurred out you know taking proper precautions so

00:53:56.880 it's not going to be live streamed or anything but it will be uh i as i understand eventually released

00:54:02.180 the speaker says what topics will you discuss in your speech oh the stuff i always talk about

00:54:08.920 um but in a more refined way um

00:54:13.740 and to uh you know a different audience i don't know how many people there are going to be familiar

00:54:20.220 with me or what we talk about or second sons or any of these things um 0.61

00:54:24.400 uh joe schmosis total pain in the ass here but another hundred people have joined since i was 0.89

00:54:38.680 here where and when is this speech i'm sorry i was late um yeah i know i'm there's an event 0.96

00:54:46.480 it's called the april event that's being put on by the uh company of adventures is what they're

00:54:52.060 called they do uh uh i guess dissident or nationalist you know flavored uh speaking

00:54:59.180 events i think they've done one or two before and they have plans for other ones but um i was asked

00:55:07.640 to speak by the event hosts and i agreed to it and um what was the other thing he asked there

00:55:20.120 where and when it's in toronto and it's this saturday a curious strategist says are you

00:55:26.680 nervous i don't really get nervous like i've given these things in front of 500 like the

00:55:32.040 is that the most I've ever

00:55:34.420 I'm sure I've spoken in front of more people

00:55:36.960 before but maybe not like

00:55:38.980 that but the Hamilton event that we did during

00:55:40.960 the tour that was 500 people

00:55:42.440 like that's

00:55:46.360 you get used

00:55:49.180 to it it's not so much nervous

00:55:51.200 as much as it is like

00:55:52.520 no the answer is no I don't get nervous

00:56:01.320 or at least like if you do it fades very quickly um it's kind of like um

00:56:11.640 if you've ever done fighting like any kind of sparring you initially when you start doing it

00:56:17.960 and you're doing like somewhat full sparring like even if it's not full full uh full power

00:56:25.720 you still have to you get like a little nervous before you get in there or if you do things like

00:56:32.200 exhibition fights or cross gym sparring right so you're sparring someone who is not your training

00:56:38.400 partner and you're both trying to like it's basically a real fight um so when you do stuff

00:56:46.200 like that you get like that adrenaline jump drop the adrenaline dump or you get that initial kind

00:56:52.060 like nerves but if you do it enough times like it doesn't really affect you that much anymore

00:56:56.700 um so yeah like even if you do like you just learn like i think people i think you always

00:57:05.260 are nervous but you just learn how to like understand what that is and that is not really

00:57:11.260 that important it doesn't bother you um sorry what did i miss here i got that one sorry i

00:57:21.420 I didn't miss any other super chats, did I?

00:57:26.440 Oh, I did.

00:57:28.060 DTA306 says, you need your own figurine to take the heat

00:57:30.700 when slurs are being thrown around. 0.74

00:57:33.440 Rachel Jumor, you can always put on some juicy jams 0.97

00:57:36.680 and have a slap, a pig segment every episode. 0.50

00:57:46.640 I don't think that that's going to hold up in court

00:57:50.500 if i ever if i did have one but um what could i use i'll get a i'll get a big warhammer model

00:57:58.980 or something and i'll paint it and then that'll be my my version of the philip

00:58:13.780 edgy says i've done stand-up hundreds of times in front of disinterested normies

00:58:17.540 it can be difficult yeah that's well that's that's the other thing too is but i'm lucky in

00:58:25.820 that whenever i've done these things like i'm speaking to an audience that's built in like

00:58:29.240 they're there to hear there's a huge difference between showing up and trying to do comedy for

00:58:34.740 people who you don't know how they're going to react and two different crowds can one can find

00:58:40.160 it hilarious and the other can just be like what so whereas i had the luck of even in this instance

00:58:47.080 it's like they're here to hear you know like they're here to listen to ricardo duchay um

00:58:54.600 so they're they're on board with nationalism or you know cat girl kulak same thing with

00:59:00.360 dissident politics again i don't really know that much about them um i miss anything else here

00:59:17.080 Well, yeah, sir, if you are going to the event, do be cognizant of usage, be aware, I guess.

00:59:27.860 all right

00:59:47.160 is that everything

00:59:51.840 what else is there even there

00:59:57.860 discuss what did i title this stream winner learn all right

01:00:07.860 well that's something i mean it's not uh it was made kind of famous by uh what is it sgb or sbg

01:00:15.700 the gym that straight blast sbg so um you know the gym that uh conor mcgregor

01:00:23.540 went to when he was on his up with uh i forget his name now but that was their thing you know

01:00:29.860 you you either win or you learn um doing lots of learning 0.89

01:00:38.180 curious strategy says is antifa going to show up no like they're they're cowards like they don't

01:00:55.160 so first of all you have to buy a ticket to get the event location and two like if they did there's

01:01:02.480 a reason why

01:01:04.040 I'm just going to say it like this. There's a reason

01:01:06.700 why anti-hate 0.99

01:01:08.380 has not said a fucking thing about this event. 0.99

01:01:13.860 Why would they have said nothing? 0.99

01:01:26.820 Yeah, so that's why you should be

01:01:28.400 situationally aware.

01:01:33.040 oh did i miss scotian lady i'm sorry i missed scotian ladies super chat i'll go find it

01:01:41.360 um scotian lady said what type of questions or topics should people prepare for as far as

01:01:46.400 discussions or socializing after the event this weekend such a wealth of talent and experience

01:01:52.800 uh expertise gathered cheers to all involved uh well apparently there is a q a session uh

01:01:59.920 to this in some regard or others.

01:02:02.540 So in terms of types of questions,

01:02:21.640 I don't know, this is like an,

01:02:22.720 I guess it depends on what you want to achieve.

01:02:29.920 but i mean for me look i'll use the example of twitter spaces when i go on twitter spaces and

01:02:38.260 i'm there and like people have me there to just you know to receive questions or to comment on

01:02:44.280 what's being discussed i always and i have for years at this point ever since i started embracing

01:02:50.460 you know the 3.0 or active club model um is just where is this going are you just talking

01:02:59.520 to hear yourself talk or is there some kind of conclusion that you know this this actually goes

01:03:05.240 towards so when i when i ask questions it's very rare that it's purely theoretical and if it is

01:03:15.700 it's because it's not really related to nationalism or these topics it's more like history or

01:03:21.040 philosophy or things like that and that's just a personal interest i don't enjoy um having

01:03:28.980 you know theory discussions about um you know action

01:03:37.680 so like i'll give you an example when somebody comes up and you know like it's the classic ideas

01:03:45.460 man thing or the suggestion man and they'll say something like you know do you think it would be

01:03:51.700 a good thing if we had you know x y or z and the answer to x y or z is yeah we could use

01:03:58.600 probably all three of those who's gonna do it are you gonna do it and usually they don't have

01:04:06.840 an answer to that and it's like so who like like yeah i'm glad you brought it up but you haven't

01:04:14.040 there's been absolutely no thought towards implementation of this idea or this concept

01:04:19.480 so like you you've done half of the work you've gone and you like you've realized that there's

01:04:24.440 a vacuum there that needs to be filled there's something not being done that could be done and

01:04:30.280 you know you've you've addressed that you've you know isolated and analyzed that but you've spent

01:04:35.400 absolutely zero time to like okay well what would that actually look like if we do it and then how

01:04:39.320 do i actually implement that what what resources do i need how many people do i need to get involved

01:04:44.120 what kinds of people do i need to get involved you know what would you call it you know what

01:04:47.800 would it be structured as like those are the types of questions like you're you're only doing half of

01:04:52.840 the work and the it's not even half it's that's the majority of the work so i can sit here and i

01:05:01.940 can you know just just um you know meander through a hundred different topics and oh you know wouldn't

01:05:12.580 it be great if this and you know wouldn't it be wonderful if we had something like that

01:05:17.440 and i could give you a thousand good ideas in the next couple hours 0.52

01:05:23.680 whoopty fucking do like if you're not if there's no one who's actually going to do them then 0.97

01:05:29.040 they're just words you know words are fucking wind they feel nice but they don't really change that 0.99

01:05:34.920 much uh so yeah i just i guess my answer to your question scotion lady is your your question 0.80

01:05:50.880 should be oriented towards like implementation and action again i'm pretty sure that's how i

01:05:58.340 started this whole thing is like i'm done i'm tired of listening to men have conversations

01:06:03.240 about the things that my father was having conversations about uh scotian lady oh sorry

01:06:12.940 i see that like thank you scotian lady i see your other one there so hopefully uh that went through

01:06:18.080 uh check his extremist circus gifted five subscriptions thanks a lot man i appreciate

01:06:21.600 that uh brian 7316 says you'll do well in your speech alex yeah i think i will too is just you

01:06:26.960 know, you want to do a good job. Cable guys is good idea,

01:06:34.040 very. Yeah.

01:06:47.000 So I don't I hope that that answers things. Like I've done

01:06:54.860 this and it's uh there's a guy um i forget his name i think his first name is joseph and he's

01:07:01.880 done some great work i've read through some of it he's got this concept for something called the

01:07:06.260 the meritocratic party of canada i would just call it the merit party but you know that's

01:07:11.680 me just uh picking but regardless he's got like he's addressing a lot of good things and he's

01:07:18.360 like yeah he's like really thought about all these different aspects of like what is needs to be fixed

01:07:23.540 in this country and that's that's great but it's like okay so now what what do you what do you want

01:07:30.260 what do you want us to do with this and that yeah postma thank you curious strategist i like him too

01:07:38.380 he's a smart guy but again implementation

01:07:41.500 is everything

01:07:45.260 there's no shortage of good ideas in this like you know the the people that exist among the

01:07:55.420 people that are listening right now among nationalists in general um some of the

01:08:01.020 most intelligent well-read um you know most successful people that i've ever met are

01:08:08.740 nationalists um they've got excellent ideas but implementation is different and it requires 0.98

01:08:17.060 someone who has fucking balls and not just balls a level of charisma uh you know a level of 0.99

01:08:28.340 complete disregard for how they're going to be perceived by the majority of the population 0.99

01:08:34.840 um even like the kind of balls is different like i know guys who 1.00

01:08:46.200 fucking rode bulls and got shot at and they'll you know hang off of a fucking building trying 1.00

01:08:55.320 to put a piece of cladding like they'll do crazy fucking things like they have massive balls and 1.00

01:09:00.500 then you you know if you tell them to you know tell their wife that they don't like 1.00

01:09:07.320 indian immigration they shrink you know so it's not just having balls it's do you have 1.00

01:09:15.160 the right kind of balls it's if you don't have that then you don't have shit 1.00

01:09:20.700 and if someone else needs to do it for you then 1.00

01:09:24.460 then what was all your work worth

01:09:29.000 win or learn

01:09:49.120 that's another aspect of it too

01:09:53.580 I guess just kind of fits with the title of the stream

01:09:55.760 there's so many people that are afraid of failing um they won't commit to to doing anything unless

01:10:06.340 every t is crossed and every i is dotted and they've got this perfect plan and it's

01:10:11.820 you know every conceivable variable has been accounted for and yada yada and it's

01:10:18.720 like they it's like analysis paralysis they do this they go through this endlessly and they try

01:10:26.040 to like they think through every potential you know potentiality so that they don't have to do

01:10:32.420 anything because the truth is that you're going to fail like i like there's a good chance that

01:10:36.580 we fail and what we're doing i don't care i want to fail upward if we fail i want to leave something

01:10:43.380 but you know a structure of something a the building blocks of something that allows somebody 0.95

01:10:49.360 else to come in and continue and build off of the work that we've done not start from fucking scratch 0.87

01:10:55.180 again win or learn 0.88

01:11:04.040 all right i'm just going to leave it there for tonight guys uh thanks everybody for tuning in

01:11:20.740 uh hope you have a good rest of your week i'll try to be back at some point uh early in next week

01:11:27.100 um if you're coming on saturday i really appreciate you uh grabbing a ticket and uh

01:11:33.740 be sure to say hi to me etc and um yeah just uh keep moving forward guys also

01:11:41.520 chip in you know for edgy's little personal project if you can night guys have a good one

The Ferryman's Toll - April 09, 2026

The Daily Toll - Win or Learn

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