The Glenn Beck Program - June 17, 2024


Best of the Program | Guest: Dr. Eithan Haim | 6⧸17⧸24


Episode Stats

Length

39 minutes

Words per Minute

149.64484

Word Count

5,983

Sentence Count

3

Misogynist Sentences

7

Hate Speech Sentences

6


Summary

In today's show, we cover a breaking news report from CNN, a story about a man who is being railroaded for his role in a scandal involving gender mutilation, and the story of redemption from a friend of ours who did some really bad things in his youth.


Transcript

00:00:00.000 today's program is just a roller coaster of fun uh we start with this unbelievable report from
00:00:06.480 cnn where they are they talk to experts to show that we are not a republic and the people who say
00:00:13.520 we're we're not a democracy we're a republic that's all a scam coordinated by donald trump's
00:00:21.840 minions to get us to devalue democracy oh my gosh we kind of set the record straight on that one
00:00:30.880 then we talked to a whistleblower who is being railroaded because they blew the whistle that
00:00:36.960 this hospital was actually performing uh gender mutilation surgeries while claiming to the state
00:00:45.120 we're not doing that at all he's now got doj uh investigators knocking at his door you won't
00:00:53.600 believe this story and they'll be part two on tomorrow's podcast and then we go into a really
00:00:59.200 difficult story of uh of redemption there's a story in the news that came out of a friend of ours who
00:01:09.360 we knew had done some really bad things in his youth at 20 years old 40 years ago but we didn't
00:01:15.840 know what it was well it just came out what it was does that change who he is or does it change just
00:01:23.600 our perspective of who he is what is the true meaning of forgiveness and redemption do we believe
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00:03:14.800 you're listening to the best of the glenn beck program i have uh i have some some breaking news
00:03:23.360 videos uh from cnn we apparently are not a republic now i want you to listen to that
00:03:34.560 please i haven't said this in a long time but i just about everything just pisses me off so much and
00:03:40.960 i can't believe it that i've kind of given up on my head not exploding but i guarantee you your head will
00:03:47.920 explode on this cnn uh clip so please wrap your head tightly in duct tape it will explode but at
00:03:57.680 least you'll have all of the pieces that way that way when you walk in they'll be like ah another head
00:04:02.960 explosion and you'll have all the pieces so they can stitch it back together but your head will explode
00:04:08.960 on this here's the latest from cnn president biden touts his reelection campaign as a fight to
00:04:15.360 preserve democracy but if you ask some trump supporters the former president is not a threat
00:04:20.080 to democracy because the united states is not a democracy obviously there's a lot of criticisms of
00:04:26.480 trump that he is bad for democracy that he's bad for american democracy we are a republic
00:04:32.560 we are not a republic republic we're not a democracy one thing we've been hearing at trump rallies like
00:04:39.440 this over the past few months is that america isn't really a democracy america's not a democracy
00:04:46.240 it's a republic it's not a democracy okay democracy is actually not as good as you think it is america
00:04:53.840 is a democracy it was founded as a democracy i've heard a lot of conspiracy theories i hear a lot of things
00:04:59.120 out on the road but to hear americans people who would describe themselves as patriots say that
00:05:06.720 america is not a democracy that stopped me in my tracks you are hearing people say america is not a
00:05:14.160 democracy listen to the expert there are people around trump who want them to be saying that who've
00:05:19.120 been planting that narrative ah okay they've been planning that narrative wow okay continue on please
00:05:25.840 you play some more play some more if there's any more oh you got to get to the okay so see if they
00:05:30.560 can give me the the rest of it where they explain where they go back and they talk to people and they're
00:05:36.400 saying you're you're wrong we're not a republic and they make this into a giant scandal we
00:05:45.600 are a republic and to the republic for which it stands okay here's the problem
00:05:55.840 people don't understand what the difference is between a democracy we are a democracy on voting day
00:06:05.360 one man one vote you go in and you use the democratic principle of one man one vote and you democratically
00:06:14.800 elect uh people to their position but you're what you're not doing is voting on every single law you are
00:06:25.440 voting for a representative that representative represents you in the republic a republic has
00:06:36.000 people understands that people can't understand every single issue and be voting on every single issue
00:06:43.760 a republic also understands that a democracy is bad a democracy only country will fail every time
00:06:53.360 because all you need is to whip enough people into a frenzy schedule a vote they'll vote the way you
00:06:59.920 want them to vote it will bring you things like the patriot act when something bad happens people will be
00:07:07.040 like we gotta stop all those japanese let's put them into a camp okay you have a republic to slow the
00:07:17.920 the process down and give reason a chance can you imagine this country voting on every single issue
00:07:28.320 when they don't even know the difference between a republic and a democracy and when you have media
00:07:34.400 that is going to experts so-called experts and telling us that we're a we're not a republic
00:07:42.640 a lot of time was spent with the founders trying to find the best system they ruled democracy out
00:07:51.360 because they always fail so they took the democratic principle which is one man one vote use that to
00:07:59.200 select representatives we are a representative republic
00:08:05.360 and that you have to be able to explain that to people you have to understand look
00:08:16.960 democracy is a very important part of our republic but it is not what we are we are a democratic republic
00:08:30.480 so we vote for the people to represent us why is the democracy part so important well the democracy part
00:08:41.200 is really important because what was the war in heaven all about if you go back and you read your
00:08:49.600 scriptures and you look at the war in heaven what was it about it was about satan saying
00:08:58.240 i'll cleanse all of them you don't need anything but me i'll go down and i will tell everyone
00:09:08.080 what they're supposed to do and keep them from sinning i'll keep them safe
00:09:15.520 and they won't make any decisions on their own i'll tell them they can only do these things
00:09:20.480 things and then jesus stood up and said no they must have freedom of choice
00:09:31.440 and so i will go down and atone for all of their mistakes so the very first thing in the very first
00:09:41.600 argument in all of the scriptures the first argument was over free choice do i have someone make all the
00:09:52.080 decisions to keep me safe and free from all harm or do i have a savior that will rebalance things and make
00:10:02.720 sure that you're clean enough because no one can be clean enough no one will ever be perfect on earth
00:10:14.240 unless satan would say somebody tells them exactly what they can and cannot do
00:10:22.080 well that is a misunderstanding of human nature that is a misunderstanding of god's nature
00:10:32.080 so one man one vote yes very important but then take human nature into account
00:10:41.840 human nature is to just go with their feelings
00:10:44.960 things that's a bad idea so the whole constitution is written to restrain the government so they cannot
00:10:56.640 make every decision for you like they're trying to this is when people say government thinks it's god
00:11:05.680 government is their god yes it is because they want it to make all of the decisions for you does that
00:11:13.760 sound like the plan of jesus or the plan of satan so you elect the representatives they answer to you
00:11:27.200 this is why they are the ones that hold the purse congress is supposed to be the only one that can
00:11:33.440 initiate spending but these people who claim they're for democracy are just spending it anyway it doesn't
00:11:42.080 matter matter they hold the purse they're the closest to you they're elected every two years why
00:11:51.360 because you need to be able to tell your representative no that's not what we want
00:11:59.040 that's why every bill of spending everything needs to start with congress but what happened to congress
00:12:06.720 why isn't congress why isn't congress doing anything well they'll say it's because of the republicans and
00:12:11.760 the democrats no it's because no one in washington wants it to work that way they want to be able to
00:12:21.360 issue dictates dictate dictate that's the root word of something else oh a dictator
00:12:31.120 they want to issue either an executive order which is part of the american republic but they were
00:12:40.400 never meant to be used like this all the things that are going through executive order now are the
00:12:47.680 responsibility of congress and the senate they were never we were never to be ruled by faceless bureaucrats
00:13:00.880 that no one elected you want to talk about to democracy the epa the atf the uh the housing
00:13:14.240 people the the the the fed all of these things that you never elected you never elected any of those
00:13:23.440 people and it's okay if they are hired to be in there to make the system work but instead they're making
00:13:34.160 the rules which become laws only congress can make laws but we don't do that anymore
00:13:42.640 that's why we have to restore the republic democracy is happening and democracy is very important
00:13:55.120 but we have to restore the republic because the republic part of our democratic republic is broken
00:14:03.120 oh these the the lies and the lies from not only the media but the so-called experts when are we going
00:14:17.120 to stop listening to these experts well i'll tell you i'll tell you the because the rest of that cnn report
00:14:26.960 went on and went back to the people who said we're a republic not a democracy
00:14:31.760 and then they couldn't understand they couldn't define what a republic was
00:14:36.240 well you're of no help you're of no help that's why we have the experts don't claim something if you don't
00:14:47.280 all knowledge all information everything you believe must be yours and it must be purchased at the price
00:14:57.120 that apparently is too high for somebody to some people to pay most americans to pay
00:15:04.320 the price you have for your opinion is it is your opinion that you have done some sort of research
00:15:13.680 you've done some sort of thinking on this and you haven't taken it from a boob like me
00:15:19.840 and just went oh yeah well he said it and you know it sounded really good so we are a republic not
00:15:26.000 a democracy you can't take what i have spent my lifetime learning and studying you can't take it from
00:15:34.080 me it must be your own it's like a testimony of god if you don't have a testimony that is yours
00:15:42.480 if you are feasting on somebody else's you're doomed okay it won't work it will break down and
00:15:49.760 people will say well wait a minute what about this or this and this if you haven't thought of that
00:15:56.000 then you don't really have a testimony if you haven't thought when i say well what is the difference
00:16:01.600 between a republic and a democracy if you can't explain that what do you how do you think your
00:16:10.480 kids are going to explain it how do you think you can possibly defend the united states of america if we
00:16:17.920 don't know what our rights are if we don't know why they were established
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00:17:57.440 now back to the podcast
00:18:02.080 you're listening to the best of the glenbeck program
00:18:04.560 all right i want to introduce you to um dr uh ethan heim he is a surgeon and he is the pediatric
00:18:14.160 sex change whistleblower um he was the anonymous whistleblower in the study that uh or the story
00:18:22.880 that was released by uh christopher rufo good friend of the program and a good friend to the republic he
00:18:28.720 exposed the texas children's hospital continue and expanded its pediatric sex change program
00:18:36.240 despite the fact that they had announced that that was all shut down in march 2022
00:18:41.600 well within 24 hours of the story's publication the laws in texas were changed now just a couple of
00:18:51.040 weeks later there's a knock on dr ime's door and uh it's he it's uh people from hhs agents from hhs
00:19:02.400 he said they were aggressive we'll get the story from him but they said he was under investigation by
00:19:07.680 the department of justice he was standing at the door they just wanted to do a quick interview
00:19:13.520 it's my understanding his wife said no no wait honey let's get an attorney
00:19:17.840 now there are four felonies he didn't break any laws let's go to dr heim hello doctor
00:19:28.960 yeah thank you so much for having me on and um you know it's it's a crazy day because in a few hours
00:19:35.440 we'll be going to court for the first time so if anyone wants to donate to our legal fund they can go to
00:19:40.800 gifts then go dot com forward slash texas to underscore whistleblower uh we need all the
00:19:46.320 help we can get we need to do something to protect these kids protect whistleblowers and so you have
00:19:53.200 you're welcome um and thank you for what you've done and and your attitude you have said because
00:19:58.320 you've already gone through all of your savings all of your retirement funds uh everything you've gone
00:20:04.560 through to pay for the attorneys and you really need help and you said that you didn't want to
00:20:10.480 come on because you don't want to sound like some grifter you didn't want to sound like you were making
00:20:13.920 money uh off of this or even being a victim because you said all of this has been worth it
00:20:22.400 yeah you know it's it's one of those things where you never imagine something like this is going to
00:20:28.240 happen to you right because you see it in the news especially over the past few years
00:20:32.400 you see it happening to other people but then one day you know that knock comes to your door
00:20:39.280 and then after those agents left right after my wife you know she advised me not to speak with them
00:20:43.920 without attorney you know we had a decision to make right do we try to fight back or or do we submit to
00:20:49.200 the ideology and try to make it all go away and we knew that we were going to have you know kids someday
00:20:55.360 and you know what kind of world would we be delivering them into if there's not the men and
00:21:02.880 women in this world who are willing to sacrifice in order to deliver them to a better future so yeah
00:21:09.280 we made a lot of sacrifices we've sacrificed a lot i mean everything we have all of our money
00:21:15.120 but the thing is what you gain back is something so much greater because you have the opportunity to
00:21:20.560 fight back against people who are destroying this country and there's gonna be someday in the future
00:21:25.920 where you know my daughter and and my wife is pregnant she's 23 weeks with her first child
00:21:33.280 and um thank you thank you yeah it's my first father's day yesterday but you know it kind of
00:21:38.560 became real because you think like you know you you raise them because to to have the virtues
00:21:46.000 to live a good and fulfilling life but but what does that mean if the parents are not willing to
00:21:52.480 sacrifice to make a world where those virtues are are valuable because right now what's happening is
00:22:00.160 this government is criminalizing those virtues the justice system is protecting criminals going after the
00:22:06.240 innocent the medical system is creating sickness and going after the healthy right the education system is is
00:22:12.800 producing is is miseducating people right it's like every institution is is uh the opposite of what
00:22:21.200 it's meant to do and people like us have to do something about it even if that means sacrificing
00:22:26.080 okay so no laws have been violated that your attorneys can find right um no identifiable patient health
00:22:33.520 information was disclosed even though that's what the hhs or department of justice prosecutor said
00:22:39.920 they first said that you know right go ahead we're not really sure you know because we'll find out later
00:22:48.240 today because we have our first hearing um i mean it's obvious you know all the evidence has been
00:22:53.120 online since may 16th 2023 we're not we're not really sure what they've been alleging um i mean you can
00:22:59.840 my attorneys had written a letter to congress uh january 25th 2024 outlining the misconduct coming from
00:23:07.520 the prosecutor's office and you know that letter makes clear you know she had not even reviewed the evidence
00:23:13.600 before she sent agents to my home right and without even knowing the evidence she had threatened my wife
00:23:21.120 right because my wife is a assistant u.s attorney in the northern district of texas with the department of justice
00:23:27.680 and she even though she didn't look into the the case she did enough research to find out my wife was undergoing a
00:23:34.320 background check and use that to say well andrea is not going to have any problems unless she continues
00:23:40.640 to become difficult and what she was referring to was her advising me to um to you know my constitutional
00:23:48.720 right to have an attorney present right so this stems from the these guys and you say they were overly
00:23:55.360 aggressive and you know armed up what what was the approach from the hhs deputies or whatever they've
00:24:03.680 got what was that like when you open the door how how did you perceive this yeah the aggression was
00:24:10.560 a reflection of their timing because it was june 23rd 2023 it was about a month and a week after the
00:24:18.080 story came out and it was one of the most important days of my life right the day i was graduating
00:24:24.240 from surgical training the ceremony was was later that evening and you know it's like you sacrifice
00:24:29.760 so much during those previous years right 80 90 100 hours a week you miss so many important life events
00:24:36.240 and you know my family's in town um right celebrate with all the people i've trained with and a few
00:24:42.800 hours before that these armed hhs agents come to my home and inform me that i'm under i'm a potential
00:24:50.240 target of a criminal investigation and it's no surprise that they chose that day to come because
00:24:57.600 they wanted to use the the nature of the accomplishment as the crux of this threat right saying that you just
00:25:06.640 graduated you have your whole career ahead of you you better comply we're going to take everything
00:25:11.360 away from you but so they knocked on the wrong door yeah so they they said we could just we just
00:25:19.120 want to talk to you and your wife said at the time uh that no no get an attorney honey make sure you
00:25:28.240 ask for your attorney to be present right and so you know you kind of you kind of freak out the moment
00:25:34.480 when they show up to your door right it's like i didn't know what to do so i invited them in they
00:25:38.640 want to do an interview they start setting up a tripod but then luckily my wife she was she was
00:25:43.200 getting ready at the time she comes out and then she pulls me aside we go to the bedroom and then
00:25:48.080 she said that you know we both agree that we should have an attorney president we go back out and tell
00:25:53.200 them you know that um you know it's just not a good idea we won't speak with you and then they say okay
00:25:58.320 and then they leave but before they hand me a target letter informing me i'm a potential target of
00:26:04.560 a criminal investigation and they were telling you at the time if you just cooperate uh you could
00:26:11.360 avoid the felony prosecution correct yeah that was um outlined in the letter my attorneys had sent to
00:26:18.880 congress where it was the prosecutor um uh who was saying that where but you know it's it's for what
00:26:26.320 right and it's no legal statute had been violated right it's the hospital had been lying to the public
00:26:33.680 about what they were doing to these children it it revealed a principle of medicine right it's like
00:26:40.000 there's nothing you should be doing behind closed doors that you're unwilling to defend in public
00:26:46.080 and if they need to lie to people about it then of course it's wrong something's wrong yes um the
00:26:52.480 prosecutor claimed that your wife had interfered with a criminal investigation because she said you should
00:27:00.960 have your attorney present how is that interference with a criminal how is the constitutional right
00:27:10.640 an interference with a criminal investigation yeah i mean that's exactly correct because
00:27:17.440 this is a constitutional right and what we've been seeing over the past couple of years
00:27:22.240 is the exact opposite it's like the justice system has become a weaponized against those who demonstrate
00:27:30.960 the virtues that made this country great and and we've seen this with countless cases and these are
00:27:37.520 cases you've covered right and it's just i'm just a regular guy you know i live in a very small town i work
00:27:44.560 in an even smaller town and if it's happening to me it's going to happen to all to to everyone else at
00:27:51.600 some point you know if they came for me they're going to come for you so they also said that you didn't
00:27:56.960 have the right to blow a whistle because it's not quote your job to try to stop the pediatric uh program that you
00:28:05.920 should have put up a banner on the highway to express your opinion you know that's one of the things
00:28:13.440 that really frustrated me the most um and and you know grant we're hearing all of this this is all
00:28:20.880 happening while i'm anonymous because june 23rd 2023 to january 24 january 2024 i'm still anonymous
00:28:30.160 because like we didn't want to blow up our whole lives right we just wanted to live a quiet life
00:28:35.040 that's why we moved to these to a small town and where i took the job that i did because we just
00:28:41.440 wanted to live a quiet life but once we saw the depth of the corruption that was happening we knew
00:28:48.000 that we had no option like what could we do they're going to destroy us for her to say that i had no right
00:28:56.080 to reveal that these children were being abused is is so profoundly offensive because as a surgeon
00:29:04.720 as a doctor i take an oath to do no harm that not only extends to my patients to the patients i
00:29:12.240 operate on to the people i see in clinic but that extends to my profession and for someone to say i
00:29:18.960 don't have a responsibility to maintain that oath in my profession is an abomination right and for
00:29:27.040 someone who doesn't understand the boundaries of her profession for her to be lecturing me on what
00:29:34.560 i should be doing in my profession is an offense of the highest order and it was once i realized these
00:29:41.600 things that i knew that i had no option right once you tell this story that corruption becomes self-evident
00:29:49.040 corruption and and that the corruption only thrives in the shadows so so we're talking to dr ethan we're
00:29:57.360 talking to dr ethan heim he is a surgeon he was a whistleblower on uh the texas uh children's uh
00:30:04.800 medical hospital uh children's hospital and um he's paying a great great price for it if you would like
00:30:10.560 to help uh defray some of the costs um he's already gone through all of his savings all of his retirement
00:30:17.040 uh you know what they make together they're paying all of it uh to the attorneys none of this money
00:30:24.720 goes to him or his wife it goes directly to the attorneys you can go to give send go dot com slash
00:30:32.400 texas underscore whistleblower give send go dot com slash texas underscore whistleblower
00:30:41.120 this is the best of the glenn beck podcast it's a compilation of clips from various episodes
00:30:48.560 if you want to dig deeper into this interview check out the full podcast episode
00:30:54.000 hello and welcome to the program we're glad you're here um i'm sure um this is going to cost a lot
00:31:00.800 um for for my reputation with people who don't listen to me at all because the media is going to
00:31:07.120 make it look like i'm standing up for people who you know molest children and uh i'm certainly not
00:31:14.160 uh i am standing up for redemption after 40 years um and things you know we all make horrible mistakes
00:31:23.280 and that's one of the worst ones you can make that murder uh some of the worst mistakes that you can ever
00:31:28.320 make are you ever forgiven and can you ever be reintroduced into polite society um yeah i i think you
00:31:36.160 can i just got a letter from somebody who is a dear dear friend of mine known them forever had zero
00:31:44.160 idea that they were horribly abused as a uh child uh sexually abused um because well you know it was in
00:31:54.080 the family and it was also you know anybody who had a shot because they grew up in a you know not a
00:32:00.480 wealthy family and had to go spend the afternoons at the y and um and horribly abused um and
00:32:11.520 she wrote to me and said you know i um i agree with you but when it comes to my abusers i i i wouldn't
00:32:21.920 mind i've forgiven them but i wouldn't mind something bad happening to them and i understand that um i
00:32:28.800 understand that but you know it is the forgiveness that we give to people that is the only way we get
00:32:35.520 over things if we can't forgive the people who have done things to us we just rot on the inside and
00:32:43.440 you've you've got to let it go and that's really super hard but the same thing is true with the other
00:32:50.320 side if the other side really is serious and repents and tries to make amends and everything else
00:32:55.920 um and changes their life if they dwell on it this is why i think the you know in the armor of god
00:33:05.280 um where it it calls the uh the helmet the helmet of salvation i don't and i've probably you know
00:33:15.680 scholars will tell you glenbeck doesn't know his ass from his elbow and that's true but i've always
00:33:22.640 interpreted that as reflect or deflecting all of the tricks of the mind or of satan where they're
00:33:33.040 saying yeah but you did this yeah but you did this who are you to say that because you're like this
00:33:39.600 you have to have a helmet and that helmet is salvation it is i have been forgiven of my sins
00:33:48.960 and you got to stop thinking about those things or it will destroy you and that is the key to uh the
00:33:58.400 wiles of the evil uh that we live around making you feel guilty about everything i mean we live in such
00:34:06.960 an evil society now on so many different fronts but you when your leaders are saying that you can't
00:34:14.000 be forgiven for something that you didn't even do um you need the helmet of salvation because that's
00:34:21.920 that's just a an absolute lie and i know it's hard to get uh to get over i mean just talking now about
00:34:29.680 the other side on on victims my father he was horribly abused and i've talked about this by his father and
00:34:37.600 his mother was abused by uh his father he was violent and he was also sexual um and um
00:34:49.280 my father hated his father and his father i only really really remember flashes of him before he had
00:34:57.040 strokes uh and my uncle the same he was exactly the same and um the flashes they both had strokes thank
00:35:06.240 god kind of took him out of practice but um i only have flashes of memories of them being fully there
00:35:13.680 and the flashes of my memory was one of them was with my grandfather and he was coming down the hall
00:35:20.160 and uh the only thing i remember is seeing his face and going get out of here get out of here get
00:35:25.600 out of here just being terrified of him um
00:35:28.720 um my father ran away from home when he was young and he went to the ymca he was probably i don't know
00:35:37.360 14 15 somewhere in that area and he ran away to los angeles and he was staying at the ymca
00:35:43.440 and my father was the most open-minded man on any and everything he never he was like look everybody
00:35:52.560 expresses themselves differently don't judge people etc etc but if somehow or another occasionally
00:36:01.360 something about homosexuality would come up and he would just rail on that and just was just like
00:36:10.400 a different person and even us kids we said you know younger you know when we were in our 20s
00:36:17.040 and 30s and we were talking about our dad trying to figure him out um we were like what what is the
00:36:22.480 deal with this how is that i mean it doesn't fit he's so tolerant on everything except for that lifestyle
00:36:31.440 and uh i found out he my dad finally told me before he died that he had been sexually abused by
00:36:40.000 several men at the ymca and that just changed him and uh my dad just became focused on not becoming his
00:36:51.600 father or his brother and uh just didn't want to become that but you can't do that you have to
00:37:01.760 you have to find out what you do want to become um because in his effort not to become his father or
00:37:12.160 grandfather he became my grandmother the abused um and he never saw it he never saw it and it just makes
00:37:23.200 me sad um but anyway so i understand all of these these things by the way can i change the subject i saw
00:37:30.800 something that i just don't understand and that is that the u-turn sign now that you see bigot uh on
00:37:37.600 streets that you even bring it up that's bigoted yeah just absolutely bigoted yeah yeah okay how how
00:37:45.440 how exactly is it bigoted well they're trying to make this into a a sign thing because there were a
00:37:52.000 couple of signs uh in this area in los angeles when apparently a lot of homosexuals moved into the area
00:37:58.480 and so apparently it was also used as a place to pick up a date uh in that area so they'd have uh
00:38:09.280 no no cruising yeah i mean okay together of some sort yeah yeah i don't think they're going to the
00:38:16.640 movie yeah okay a booty call so they had a couple of signs up the first sign was taken down a long time
00:38:23.440 ago and it said no cruising in this area something to that okay yeah okay so they took that down and
00:38:28.800 then you couldn't make u-turns because once you spotted the person that you wanted to get together
00:38:34.320 with they would make a u-turn and go back and see them and so that's why supposedly i guess the u-turn
00:38:40.560 sign was bigoted because it was directed against homosexuals going back and picking up their
00:38:46.240 they're in this one neighborhood in los angeles yes okay well that might be very specific to that
00:38:53.760 one neighborhood uh i i you know i saw this and i'm like what does that how is that possibly even
00:39:02.640 bigoted now i mean you want to talk about something that is so small in one individual's life that might
00:39:09.760 be real but you know you got to get over it it's like you know if you know if i if i see you know
00:39:17.520 a yield sign and i'm well i was taught that that was yield to satan and i think it's an evil evil sign
00:39:25.760 well that's not what it means dude that's not it was just you i'm gonna ignore that stop sign
00:39:30.480 because what am i what are you telling me to stop you can't you can't stop love love never stops no love
00:39:38.560 never it should never be told to stop don't ever tell me to stop loving i won't do it i'm driving
00:39:46.320 right through this thing right right now it holds nothing i see nothing there except your hatred
00:39:54.400 and a semi-truck that's about to plow into my passenger side there's that