00:10:44.980a generation of a healthy impulse. So the healthy impulse is to go into the gym. You want to become
00:10:51.460bigger and stronger. That's something good. I encourage everyone to do it. Then something,
00:10:57.860the Faustian autism, we can call it. Okay, so negative Faustian autism, because there's also
00:11:06.260good Faustian autism, which we can use. I will come up with some other examples some other time.
00:11:11.220But yeah, you go in with a certain mindset, and then you get so into the quest that you constantly want to become bigger and better in that sense.
00:11:25.860And you embrace that path without going on to a different path.
00:11:30.060So for me, my path was, okay, now I've built a good physique, so then I wanted to become stronger.
00:11:35.800And then I became quite strong, if I may be so bold to say so.
00:11:40.460And then I took up martial arts again, which was my, you know, my first training method.
00:11:47.080So Thai boxing when I was 16 and some Brazilian jiu-jitsu as well.
00:13:34.860also a particular autism sort of like a historical being true to the historical if you want to shape
00:13:43.540yourself into a greek demigod you can't use steroids because it sort of goes against the
00:13:48.660aesthetic of it the adventure of it the narrative of it all and then of course also you know if you're
00:13:54.880in sweden they they can get you on on that side of stuff quite quite easily but i will say that
00:14:01.780If, gods forbid, my testosterone should drop later on in many years, or hopefully not at all, hopefully I will have a good testosterone throughout my life, then I will consider TRT, so testosterone replacement therapy, and that is not to build extra muscle, that is to stay on top of my biology, so to speak.
00:14:25.020So that is something, and I don't have any moral argument against steroids.
00:14:29.240I do have a practical argument against steroids.
00:14:31.700I don't think you should do it, because when you go on, you will have to stay on for the rest of your life, actually.
00:14:41.840Because if you take steroids, if you take testosterone from the outside, then your natural production, it's shut off.
00:14:49.340And if you go off the exogenous testosterone, then you will have no production.
00:14:53.800And for a man to have no production, for a man to have no testosterone, it's, you know, a gateway to depression.
00:16:49.000chats and and stuff like that but we have time to to ramble max so what i wanted to say is the
00:17:00.460following that you had back or still have just as lux maxing today is you know can be taken to the
00:17:10.340extreme we've had the same extreme expression in modern bodybuilding for many decades now and
00:17:15.980And that's also something that I don't want to have anything to do with, because it doesn't look good, it's not aesthetic, it looks monstrous, and it's a degeneration of something that is good.
00:17:27.980So I stay clear of it, all of that stuff.
00:17:31.580That said, I have, of course, been in the gym world for, well, I was in the gym world.
00:17:40.180Now I feel sort of disconnected from it because I am not talking so much about it.
00:17:45.460And, you know, back in the day when I made fitness content a lot and I talked about it, much more I felt you were sort of in that sort of community.
00:17:55.380but anyway what I went into was still shaping your your physique trying to get stronger now
00:18:03.820what I neglected was my face unfortunately I neglected my face I didn't start mewing until
00:18:11.2002018 I didn't start chewing mastic gum until 2021 some guys they were born into it molded by it I
00:18:23.740didn't see mastic until I was already a grown man so yeah but jawline looks
00:18:31.000looks decent if I may be so bold looks decent enough so but anyway I wish I
00:18:40.600would have looked at a more holistic approach because you can view it like
00:18:46.480that as well so if you're only focusing on the body if you're only focusing on
00:18:50.240how your body looks even without steroids you know i could probably have been healthier
00:18:57.840with my wife's cooking because now i feel better my health is better now with her cooking
00:19:05.920than it did back in the day because i only looked at my you know the the aesthetics so i was happy
00:19:13.680and healthy and strong powerful and everything like that but since i didn't look at so much what
00:19:19.120I ate as only the calories and protein so for example I used to eat a lot of
00:19:25.420quark it's a quarry from Lidl so perhaps some Swedish guys checking in now
00:19:30.880perhaps you remember the Lidl quarry so it was not super good it was like quite
00:19:36.580disgusting to be honest but but yeah traumatic memories now I wasn't that bad
00:19:44.020But yeah, it was like a box of 500 grams of quark, not a lot of nutrition at all, a lot of protein, but not a lot of
00:22:15.620This is very important for the stream.
00:22:18.880I want you to look at me and think the following.
00:22:23.660Glorfindel was tall and straight, his hair was of shining gold, his face fair and young and fearless and full of joy, his eyes were bright and keen, and his voice like music, on his brow sat wisdom, and in his hand was strength.
00:22:40.820Confirm immediately in the chat, confirm immediately in the chat that this is indeed what you think when you look on me.
00:22:48.480I will pause my schizo maxing now to await the confirmation that this is the case.
00:23:04.380Thank you, Ivory Urukai, for confirming this.
00:23:08.400Now I have sated my ego for the evening.
00:23:11.880That was my point of the stream, actually, to say that.
00:23:18.900So, yeah, now I will log out, check off.
00:24:58.160But anyway, I, you know, that would be something that is cosmetic.
00:25:03.140And what I see a lot of these Luxmaxers do today,
00:25:06.680they're focusing too much on the cosmetic,
00:25:10.120which then means that it's, is it real, is it not real?
00:25:14.880You could make the argument that it is real, because the...
00:25:19.560Okay, so now I am jumping way ahead of myself.
00:25:23.500I was going to get to this later on when we come to the more magical aspect of Lux Maxing.
00:25:33.040But anyway, my point and what I want to, you know, the teachings I want to distribute is to be beautiful in a way that reflects your inner light.
00:25:43.520so that if you want to be handsome, that is a result of eating good food,
00:25:49.580sleeping well, which I'm not sleeping super well.
00:25:53.640I sleep decent enough, but I could probably sleep better.
00:31:57.620So what Clavicular is doing is that he's showing like, you know, if you're popular and good-looking, and he is popular because he's good-looking and everything like that, might be staged as well, this incident.
00:32:13.340who knows could be something but even if it's real or not it shows that many women they are
00:32:20.620throwing themselves at the top men leaving the not top men without any woman and this is not
00:32:27.960something that a society you know it's not a dynamic a society can survive on to have in place
00:32:34.440and so if I want to say something positive that clavicular is doing I don't think he's doing it
00:32:39.980you know intentionally but the outcome of his existence is that people they are seeing this is
00:32:47.460how this dynamics look that women throw themselves at this type of man and then other men they see it
00:32:59.020okay this is these are the lengths you have to go to to get female attraction because the you know
00:38:08.000It doesn't have a lot of pages, but it took me a while to just get through it because, you know, it's written in a style from a different civilization that is honorary Aryan, by the way.