The Golden One - I Am Tired – Taking a Little Break

00:00:00.000 All right first and foremost I am all things considered I'm a very fortunate man and there

00:00:06.320 are so many people in the world who have it a lot worse than I do so I don't want anyone to think

00:00:12.080 that I am complaining or feeling sorry for myself or anything of the sort I am grateful for

00:00:17.520 everything I have all of the good things I have so yeah that's a disclaimer I want to have that

00:00:23.160 said first and foremost now that all being said I am a bit tired to to say the least I need to

00:00:29.860 confess and I'm making this video to yeah to respond to a question if it comes up later if

00:00:37.240 something has happened to me or something like that since I've had I've been quite productive in

00:00:41.980 terms of video production over the last while and I will probably not make so many videos for

00:00:48.500 some time now and that is because I need to take a break I'm tired after 10 long years under the

00:00:54.780 Damocles sword and perhaps one sword isn't the best way to explain it because it's been

00:01:02.160 very many different angles of attack it's been you know 10 years of constantly worrying about

00:01:09.200 from where and when the next attack will come what sort of bad news will I wake up to today that's been

00:01:17.160 the my situation for well almost 10 years around 10 years now and it's intensified this year and

00:01:25.500 yeah after a while it takes its toll so I have been you know using a good momentum over all of these

00:01:31.700 years but this year in particular it's been especially bad and now I feel the accumulated stress

00:01:38.540 over all of these years it has yeah really been felt so so to give an example I had for almost a

00:01:45.260 week a while back this was maybe a month or so ago I couldn't swallow properly so I had to drink smoothies

00:01:51.660 so I yeah the throat was literally malfunctioning because of stress and anxiety and a bit of depression

00:01:59.800 as well I suspect so yeah I viewed that as a sort of a warning sign not perhaps the healthiest way

00:02:08.440 so I said to myself that I need to do something about it before it gets too late and you know I've seen

00:02:14.180 so many crash outs from public figures from content creators over all of these years so of course I

00:02:21.840 am special in many ways but still I'm only a human and I need to learn from the mistakes of others so I

00:02:28.200 need to you know check it before it gets gets worse so so yeah that's basically it so I'm all good

00:02:35.840 all things considered it just been many years of a lot of stress a lot of pressure you know

00:02:41.880 constantly worrying about where the next attack will come from and it's not only about the hits

00:02:48.860 that have actually landed so you know yeah absolutely many hits have landed hit pieces and

00:02:54.440 censorship issues and de-platformings and everything like that but also the the constant threat of a hit

00:03:02.140 landing so yeah it's not only the hits that land it's also the thought of being hit it's also the

00:03:08.580 thought of what could happen tomorrow and to give an example two days ago there was a police raid on

00:03:15.360 the very same house I stayed in when I was in Germany now only two weeks ago so yeah you saw the

00:03:20.860 pictures you saw the video perhaps me being in Germany that particular house the very same house

00:03:26.060 was subject to a police raid two days ago and it had nothing to do with me it had to do with

00:03:32.440 the fact that two young men from there they had visited Italy to attend the re-migration summit

00:03:40.220 so therefore the totalitarian police of Germany they yeah they decided to make a raid and harass them

00:03:47.260 so it had nothing to do with me but still it's unpleasant to put it like that it's unpleasant to

00:03:53.460 know that you know bad things like this can always happen same thing last month there was another

00:03:58.860 ban wave on instagram of german identitarian accounts my accounts are still up now but I got

00:04:05.820 such such bad memories from that I thought yeah I just felt tired to be honest it just felt so tiring

00:04:12.880 I thought we had passed that point now but yeah just the the memory of it all of these issues with

00:04:19.520 censorship it just hit me in a very very bad way now to give another example I've been you know a public

00:04:24.800 figure for well 12 years maybe 10 years depending on how we count it and I'm a very recognizable figure

00:04:32.480 so wherever I go in the world people will recognize me um it sounds a bit cocky when I say that but

00:04:38.320 yeah it's it's true now always people come up to me and say good work and everything like that but

00:04:43.760 you know the knowledge of whenever I am in a public space I need to be able to I need to be ready to

00:04:49.440 to throw down should something happen because that's the name of the game now I'm not complaining

00:04:54.720 I've always wanted to be a familiar face I want people to recognize me I want people to know who I

00:04:59.680 am so I'm getting what I wished for but still um it's something I wanted it's something I still want

00:05:06.480 I want people to recognize me and to view me in a positive way but there are always those who

00:05:11.280 you do not like you know if you are a public figure you will always have your detractors

00:05:17.360 and you never know so it's never a matter of relaxing in a public space so you know it is what

00:05:22.480 it is need to be prepared for whatever whenever really and it's been like that for a long time

00:05:27.280 now it is what it is not the worst but I'm just giving an example on how you know that stress can

00:05:32.640 accumulate and then of course everything else from being a content creator political dissident doing

00:05:39.840 business if you follow me on telegram I usually post about my logistical issues which is also

00:05:45.840 stress you know moving warehouses dealing with all of that stuff being a husband now of course I have a

00:05:54.160 very nice and beautiful wife so but still marriage it's a lot of work being a father especially having

00:06:00.400 a second child it's a lot of stress especially since the second cuddle princess is a lot like me very

00:06:07.200 energetic very cute and lovable but yeah a lot of work so so not so much relaxation so I could go on

00:06:14.080 and on I don't want to bore you with all of the details all of the small stuff but suffice to say

00:06:19.760 it's been a lot of accumulated stress over a long period of time so that is why I need to relax a bit

00:06:28.400 not that I actually could relax because the there is no stop there is no um pause on the business or on

00:06:34.320 the fatherhood so yeah it's just working a bit less so that's why you might see fewer videos and

00:06:42.240 might be less active on social media now before getting to my second point of this video the second

00:06:47.840 thing I want to talk about I just want to say the following JD Vance if you happen to watch this video

00:06:54.000 or if anyone close to JD Vance if you could tell him the following he said in a famous speech a while back

00:07:00.080 that you know he correctly identified that many european regimes are very totalitarian case in

00:07:06.640 point the german regime or the belgian regime that sentenced my friend Dries van Langenhoove to

00:07:12.960 a year in prison for being part for having been part of a group chat where someone posted a meme

00:07:19.120 so it's beyond parody it's just so it's just straight up tyranny beyond belief anyway JD Vance said that this

00:07:25.840 is not good but I also want to say to JD Vance that in my case the majority of torment the majority

00:07:32.720 of you know the pressure of the Damocles sword it has come from american companies such as meta or google

00:07:40.800 patreon whatever it might be and I just hope that one day I will get some sort of compensation for

00:07:47.200 for all of the stress they have put on me so yeah just want to have that said I'm not gonna lament it too

00:07:53.360 much but I also need to call out my tormentors I also need to call out that it's been it's not

00:07:59.680 been particularly nice I want to be open and honest with that as well I need to talk about it need to

00:08:06.240 mention it that it's not been particularly fun over all of these years with all of this pressure so

00:08:11.520 just having it said now anyway on to my second thing I wanted to mention before I go on a little

00:08:19.040 break if I will even go on a break I have no idea perhaps I start feeling better in a week's time and

00:08:23.920 then I get the inspiration to do a video on something I have no idea we'll see how it how

00:08:29.040 it turns out but if I don't you know at least why that is so anyway next year we have an election in

00:08:36.720 Sweden and this is probably the most important election in Swedish history an election is only that

00:08:43.280 it's only an election it will not completely save Sweden and it will not completely doom Sweden to

00:08:49.600 to despair but you can view it as a battle which it is by the way it's a battle politics is is war

00:08:57.280 essentially so you can view the next election in the following way that if we get a good result if we get

00:09:04.720 many votes for the Sweden Democrats then we will be in a better position to implement positive change for

00:09:10.880 Sweden for Sweden to become safe happy and prosperous again so that people can live normal lives again

00:09:19.120 should the social democrats win we are in for a lot of pain to put it like that I'm not going to

00:09:25.600 sugarcoat anything we will be in a very bad situation so you can view the next election as

00:09:31.440 as a hill at a battlefield a strategically important position a hill on a battlefield if we manage to get

00:09:39.360 it we are in a better situation to implement positive change if we don't get it if they get it the

00:09:45.840 forces of chaos and destruction so the social democrats then we will be in a very bad situation

00:09:52.320 I will be completely honest so there's only so much I can do myself but I am I have all of my talent I

00:09:58.640 have a good enough network now that I can actually have an impact on the Swedish election and the margins

00:10:05.440 they're so small especially if you compare to maybe American or German or English standards

00:10:12.080 it's a very small margin maybe 50 000 votes can swing the election so either Sweden can embark upon

00:10:18.960 a path of rejuvenation to become safe and good again or it's a continue down down into chaos so a bit

00:10:28.000 more corrupt every year a bit more violent every year a bit more taxes every year a bit

00:10:32.400 worse in every way every year and that is what's at stake so I will see what I can do I will take

00:10:38.960 this summer to meditate I will think hard on what I can do I will try to figure out some sort of plan

00:10:44.960 so that we can actually turn this around so it's a lot at stake and you know having two daughters of my 0.71

00:10:51.680 own it's quite pressing indeed I don't want them to grow up in the Sweden we have today it's absolutely 1.00

00:10:57.520 not good and of course Sweden is not an isolated case what happens here it will have an impact in

00:11:02.800 other European nations just as what happens in other European nations will have an impact here

00:11:08.080 so it's all connected and it's uh it's the only struggle it's the only thing that matters ultimately

00:11:13.440 to gain political power it's not the only thing and again just having a good result in the next

00:11:19.200 election it will not magically save everything at once but it will put us in a lot better situation so

00:11:25.920 I will try to see what can be done so that the Sweden Democrats can get as many votes as possible

00:11:31.280 and so that good individuals can keep pushing the party in a different direction because as with any

00:11:36.880 political party you have a good faction and you have a bad faction so the good faction is of course

00:11:42.800 you know fully focused on Sweden and not overly involved in you know conflicts elsewhere

00:11:52.000 so anyway that's a topic for another time I just wanted to have it said that we do have a year or so

00:11:58.560 to come up with something so yeah I will think of something a good strategy to uh to optimize our

00:12:05.840 chances of putting ourselves in a better situation so anyway that was my rambling for the day I just

00:12:13.760 wanted to say that so nothing in particular has happened just 10 years of constant stress and pressure and

00:12:19.920 this year has really pushed it over the top with a big mistake in getting a house still in a bad

00:12:25.840 situation like that so um so yeah that pushed it over the top and I need to um look inwards to uh to

00:12:34.000 regain my thumos and joy because I don't want to engage politically when I'm in a bad state mentally I

00:12:42.000 need to be white-pilled because ultimately the core of my teaching is that what you think you can do is

00:12:48.640 actually what you can do and you don't want to do anything with a black-pilled mindset so I need to 0.87

00:12:53.920 you know first get in in a better in a better state of mind before I can successfully do anything

00:13:02.160 so that all being said I will keep posting on social media probably write some book reviews try to do some

00:13:09.200 calligraphy do some painting do some stuff like that and uh yeah I would and yeah I can't take it easy of

00:13:15.600 course because yeah business and fatherhood and everything like that but I might not be so active

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00:13:46.720 summer ahead and I will see you and I will see you XXO BOOM

The Golden One - June 27, 2025

I Am Tired – Taking a Little Break

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