The Golden One - July 13, 2021


Why They Hate Me


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Length

18 minutes

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2,860

Sentence count

235

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Misogyny

2

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Toxicity

5

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Hate speech

2

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In this episode, I discuss the reasons why some people hate me and why they see me as a bad person. I also share a story from my youth when I was "m mogged" by a guy and how I dealt with it.

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00:00:00.000 Greetings my esteemed subscribers. I am checking in with an important topic I thought to share.
00:00:07.000 First and foremost, as you might have seen, we got our Legio Gloria Instagram account removed.
00:00:14.000 Got no warning, no reason given, and we absolutely did not break any of the community guidelines.
00:00:22.000 We literally only posted garments and supporters wearing garments.
00:00:29.000 So they are liars when they said we broke any rules.
00:00:34.000 But the short story, why did it get removed, is it's politically motivated.
00:00:39.000 I am a public dissident and I am in opposition of the current regime.
00:00:44.000 Therefore, they harass me in this way.
00:00:47.000 That is the most accurate and the simple answer, political repression.
00:00:52.000 And no, it doesn't have anything to do with mass reportings because then you can appeal.
00:00:56.000 This couldn't be appealed because of who I am.
00:01:00.000 It's the sacrifices you make for trying to make a better world.
00:01:05.000 Anyway, there is another aspect which I thought to elaborate on.
00:01:11.000 And if you have listened to my podcast number three and four, you will be familiar with this concept.
00:01:21.000 You can talk about ressentiment.
00:01:24.000 That was my best French. I will henceforth say ressentiment.
00:01:30.000 So it's a more English or even Swedish tone for the word.
00:01:37.000 What it basically means is that you view others in a way that they are in a good position.
00:01:44.000 Or rather, you are in a bad position because someone else is in a good position.
00:01:48.000 So it's a common theme for many negative individuals.
00:01:53.000 They view the world in that sense. It's a zero-sum game where for someone to win, someone else has to lose.
00:02:00.000 And this is of course in complete opposite to my own teachings where I try to bring all supporters up with me.
00:02:08.000 Now, if I ask, or if you ask, why do they hate me?
00:02:12.000 First and foremost, again, the politically motivated censorship.
00:02:17.000 It's nothing personal. It's just politics.
00:02:21.000 But there is also a large...
00:02:25.000 Well, perhaps not large, but there is a segment perhaps of individuals who might work for Facebook or Instagram.
00:02:33.000 Or just regular haters or whatever we shall call them.
00:02:39.000 And I thought to explain why they would hate someone as kind-hearted and wholesome as myself.
00:02:47.000 It might sound a bit arrogant when I say that I am an absolute angel compared to most of humanity.
00:02:52.000 But it's true. I can't be more humble than that.
00:02:57.000 It's simply the case and I need to be honest with you in trying to explain these matters.
00:03:03.000 So why would anyone not like me?
00:03:06.000 Yes, again, as I mentioned in a podcast episode, many times it's about how you make others feel.
00:03:13.000 It's not actually what you do, but how you make others feel.
00:03:17.000 And I will take, I will share an example here from my youth.
00:03:22.000 When I got mogged, I got brutally mogged by a Chad.
00:03:27.000 I'm sharing this example to illustrate a point.
00:03:32.000 So basically, I was chatting with a girl.
00:03:36.000 I was only 16 at the time.
00:03:38.000 It was nothing serious or anything, but I was chatting with her.
00:03:41.000 And she had as a profile picture, she had a male fitness model basically. 1.00
00:03:47.000 And I got a bit jealous, so I wrote to her something.
00:03:51.000 A passive aggressive comment about him saying he was gay or whatever it might have been.
00:03:56.000 And I still remember it because I remember after the conversation I felt a bit...
00:04:02.000 I felt quite silly because I understood that, yeah, he was probably not gay.
00:04:06.000 He was probably very popular with all the ladies.
00:04:09.000 And he, yeah, good-looking, well-trained guy.
00:04:12.000 But I have felt so mogged by him.
00:04:15.000 I had felt so jealous and inferior.
00:04:18.000 So I had to attack him in that sense.
00:04:21.000 Obviously not attack, but I had to come with a passive aggressive comment.
00:04:25.000 And that, yeah, was a low point for me.
00:04:28.000 And it served as a valuable lesson because it even happened to me.
00:04:33.000 Then, of course, you grow up, you...
00:04:36.000 Well, some grow up at least.
00:04:38.000 There are still adults behaving in this way.
00:04:40.000 But I still remember it and I remember why I did it.
00:04:43.000 Then, of course, I caught myself afterwards.
00:04:46.000 And I said, okay, I did this, I wrote this because I got mogged.
00:04:51.000 Because I felt that he...
00:04:54.000 Yeah, I felt bad.
00:04:55.000 He made me feel bad.
00:04:56.000 Now, he was probably a great guy.
00:04:58.000 You know, it was just a random male model.
00:05:01.000 I have no idea who it was.
00:05:02.000 But I remember that I felt bad.
00:05:05.000 He made me feel bad because I had an inferior mindset.
00:05:10.000 And the same thing, again, he might...
00:05:13.000 He probably was the nicest guy around.
00:05:15.000 Because usually if you are in a position of confidence, you are a nice individual.
00:05:20.000 It's the insecure people who are most usually aggressive and mean and stuff like that.
00:05:28.000 Now, I also have another example from my youth.
00:05:32.000 Where a group of lads going into...
00:05:35.000 Going into town, sitting on the train, drinking some beers.
00:05:39.000 And there came on a guy who went to the same school as the guys.
00:05:44.000 I was going into a party or something, whatever it was.
00:05:48.000 And when we were going off the train, because the guy seemed a bit shy, a bit strange.
00:05:55.000 I gave him my beer to be nice and to...
00:05:58.000 Yeah, I didn't want it anymore.
00:06:00.000 And he asked, did you do something with it in a sort of suspicious way?
00:06:05.000 And I asked, why would I have done something with it?
00:06:08.000 And this all stuck with me because I was so perplexed.
00:06:12.000 I didn't understand why he would think that I had done something with his beer.
00:06:17.000 And then it dawned on me, and it served also as a valuable lesson, that some people, they view the world in that sense.
00:06:26.000 They can only ever view people in a bad light.
00:06:30.000 They believe the worst of people because they are downtrodden in their lives.
00:06:36.000 They have a very bad self-esteem.
00:06:41.000 So therefore, they believe the worst of themselves, they can only ever believe the worst of others.
00:06:47.000 And I still remember, I felt bad for the guy.
00:06:51.000 Because he couldn't just take a gesture of kindness, me giving half a bottle of beer to him.
00:06:58.000 He couldn't take that as a sign of kindness.
00:07:01.000 He had to take it as someone making an attempt to trick him or make a fool out of him or something.
00:07:10.000 And this is something I've seen in later years as well.
00:07:13.000 I was only 18 at the time or 19 or something like that.
00:07:18.000 And you can see this quite often.
00:07:19.000 And I do believe the people who hate me today, who might be at the Facebook office or an Instagram office or whatever it might be.
00:07:29.000 You know, again, the ban will come from higher up.
00:07:32.000 But I'm sure certain people, they take certain delight in trying to make my life more difficult.
00:07:41.000 And I would say that they harbor that same sort of mentality that they can only ever believe the worst out of people.
00:07:48.000 So if I say that it's nice to help people, I feel fulfilled when I help people, when I see others grow, they can't really relate to it.
00:07:58.000 They can only understand it as I need an ulterior motive.
00:08:02.000 I'm actually not out for doing anything good.
00:08:05.000 I'm out for actually, I'm a really horrible person and I want to do this, something completely different.
00:08:13.000 I want to be mean to them.
00:08:14.000 I want to oppress them.
00:08:15.000 And of course, these individuals who think this way, they have never met me, they've never talked to me.
00:08:21.000 They probably have never watched a complete video of mine. 0.89
00:08:24.000 They only see a hit piece here and say, this guy is a mean, horrible, extremist, almost a terrorist. 0.93
00:08:31.000 He is so this and that. 0.97
00:08:34.000 That's what they see.
00:08:36.000 And they build a picture of me in their minds, which of course isn't correct.
00:08:44.000 And then they won't move from that.
00:08:46.000 And even if they do watch a few of my videos when I talk about how to improve your life or something like that.
00:08:53.000 How to help my audience or whatever it might be.
00:08:58.000 They will only think that I do it for a different reason.
00:09:02.000 So the same thing as the downtrodden guy who thought I had done something with the bear I gave him.
00:09:08.000 These individuals, now adults, which makes it even worse.
00:09:13.000 They also have the same mindset.
00:09:15.000 I am not out to make the world a better place.
00:09:18.000 I'm not out to help people.
00:09:20.000 I'm actually out to be a horrible extremist and I'm so hateful or whatever.
00:09:25.000 Again, if you work on YouTube or something, can you please send me an email showing exactly where I have ever said anything hateful or harmful.
00:09:35.000 You can't because...
00:09:37.000 You can't because I haven't.
00:09:39.000 Now, moving on to actually the same topic as I made my last video on.
00:09:44.000 That your mind and body, they're one and they allow you to think in a certain way.
00:09:50.000 When I say that my supporters are jacked and glorious young men usually, and older men of course, and some women, all decent well turned out.
00:10:02.000 You like me because your physiology, your biology, it allows you to like me.
00:10:09.000 Why are my detractors in all cases I know of, all cases I've seen, they usually have mental and physical problems.
00:10:19.000 Yes, that allows them to think in a different way.
00:10:22.000 And then it is actually nothing strange that they would believe that I am horrible in certain ways.
00:10:29.000 Because that is how they feel, that is how I make them feel.
00:10:33.000 So I make them feel bad for whatever reason.
00:10:36.000 They conjure up some Hollywood film with a blonde athletic jock being mean to nerds, etc. 1.00
00:10:45.000 And they think that is me.
00:10:50.000 Which is a faulty trope, by the way. It's false. It's false for me and it's false for most jocks I've met.
00:10:57.000 The athletic and confident guy is the nice guy. 0.90
00:11:02.000 The downtrodden guy is the mean and horrible guy.
00:11:05.000 I didn't believe this at first, but in all my years in the Immaterium I've come to realize it's completely the case.
00:11:15.000 Same thing in the gym. The most jacked guy is usually the most humble and nice guy.
00:11:20.000 So anyway, the main point that you can meditate upon is that it's not primarily what you do or how you act,
00:11:29.000 but it's about how you make others feel. Just by being.
00:11:34.000 Then of course, due to physical or mental deficiencies that most of my detractors have,
00:11:41.000 it will allow them to make themselves feel even worse when presented by my aesthetics.
00:11:48.000 Then of course, if you are in a good, if you have a healthy soul, you will be able to appreciate my work.
00:11:55.000 Or not even my work. This is not about myself. I'm just an avatar of certain ideals.
00:12:00.000 It will make you feel good. Most of my supporters, they feel hyped up after watching a video. They feel good.
00:12:07.000 They can sense my positive energy, my positive aura.
00:12:12.000 And that is, of course, charisma and why I have been able, despite everything, I might add to a relatively large platform.
00:12:22.000 So then you, my dear supporter, you might say, why would anyone dislike you?
00:12:28.000 Why don't they enjoy your good vibes, your good energy? Because they can't.
00:12:34.000 Same thing if you're talking about the sun. Some people love it. Some people get burnt after five minutes.
00:12:40.000 Some people like coffee or love coffee in my case. Some people don't like it at all.
00:12:45.000 It's an acquired taste depending on where you are in your mind and body.
00:12:52.000 So there is... It's unfortunate. It breaks my heart that not everyone likes me.
00:13:00.000 But it is that way because only certain individuals have the mental and physical capacity to like me, to appreciate it.
00:13:09.000 Just as with coffee, you need a few cups before you begin to like it.
00:13:15.000 Same thing with the sun. Of course, if you are a ginger living in California, you probably won't like the sun as much. 0.99
00:13:21.000 If you are a... If you live in Sweden and if you don't see the sun so often, you want the sun max when it's here.
00:13:28.000 Because you have different perspectives on these things.
00:13:30.000 Now, same thing when it comes to appreciating me. Of course, many individuals, they will not appreciate it because they are downtrodden.
00:13:40.000 They feel bad with themselves. They can only view other humans in the same light. They believe the worst of people.
00:13:48.000 Then you have different individuals. A lot of good guys and girls who appreciate me because they see the truth of my joy and wisdom, so to speak.
00:14:00.000 They see it's when I'm happy, it's sincere. When I smile, the world smiles back upon me. Completely natural.
00:14:07.000 And in order for you to understand this, you have to feel it yourself. You have to be in a good mood yourself.
00:14:14.000 And then we can talk about a purely biological reaction to heart training. You feel good, okay?
00:14:21.000 So then you start viewing. Everything gets a bit lighter and more happy. Then you view other humans in a different way.
00:14:27.000 You start thinking better. You start believing better things, so to speak.
00:14:33.000 And also, there is something to be said about teachers, coaches, priests, or whomever it might be.
00:14:42.000 As humans, we do like to help others. You might not believe it at first, but there is something, since we're social creatures,
00:14:50.000 there is something in us that makes us feel a certain sense of fulfillment when we help others.
00:14:57.000 That's why it is a very nice and fun thing to be in those positions.
00:15:03.000 So you might be a priest, or you might be a coach, or a teacher, or whatever it might be.
00:15:07.000 You feel a certain sense of satisfaction when you help people.
00:15:12.000 If you don't understand this, if you don't understand that this is how humans work, if you have a very negative worldview,
00:15:21.000 Yeah, of course, you will believe the worst of people that I am...
00:15:25.000 When I say post-physique, I'm only doing it to be mean to others. 0.94
00:15:29.000 I'm doing it to bully fat people, or whatever it might be.
00:15:33.000 I've never been mean to anyone in my entire life, as I can remember.
00:15:38.000 But still, people believe that I am mean when I say these things, because I make them feel bad.
00:15:44.000 But instead of just viewing the worst, believing the worst, listen to what I say.
00:15:50.000 Do as I say. And I can guarantee you that your life will be better.
00:15:54.000 Then, of course, it is the easy way to say, no, you know what, I'm an intolerant extremist, or whatever, and I'm so horrible and mean.
00:16:02.000 You can say that, of course, and you can continue living a bad life, ultimately.
00:16:08.000 Or you can say, yeah, this guy has a point, I will do as he advises, and I guarantee you that you will become a fan.
00:16:17.000 But until you make that change in your mind, yeah, I can't expect you to like me.
00:16:23.000 Because you still will believe the worst of everyone, including myself.
00:16:27.000 And you will be in a bad position mentally yourself.
00:16:30.000 Now, there is a last note I would like to say, when it comes to being envious, by being gelignite.
00:16:39.000 It's a very counterproductive feeling. It won't give you anything.
00:16:45.000 So instead of looking at people, saying, oh, this guy, he is in this good position.
00:16:51.000 I want to make his life harder, which you are. If you get me censored on various platforms, you get a temporary victory.
00:17:01.000 I won't stop, by the way. I will never stop, even if it's a little bump in the road forward.
00:17:06.000 It's a small victory for these negative, resentful people trying to make my life worse.
00:17:15.000 But your life, it won't get better. You might feel a temporary sensation of pleasure that you have made my life harder.
00:17:25.000 But does it make your life better? Does it make your life better now that you know that, yes, it was a hard blow.
00:17:34.000 And it hurt me when I got my personal Instagram removed. It hurt me.
00:17:40.000 Did it make your life better? Is what you can ask yourself. I don't believe it would. I don't believe it made your life better.
00:17:48.000 I still believe that you are in the same negative downtrodden position.
00:17:53.000 And so instead of trying to tear others down, try to build yourself up, I can assure you, even though you are my enemy,
00:18:04.000 I can assure you that it will make you feel better and then you will not feel the same sort of joy in being a petty and vengeful individual.
00:18:15.000 So, I hope that made sense. Be sure to follow all links in the description box below.
00:18:21.000 And I will see you in the next video. XXO BOOM!
00:18:34.000 I will see you next time.