Joe Rogan is a comedian, actor, and former World Series Champion. He also has a heart condition that prevents him from lifting weights. In this episode, Joe talks about his struggles with his heart, and how he managed to get back on the field and compete in the Olympics. Joe also talks about what it's like being on the transplant waiting list, and what it s like to be on the waiting list for a new heart transplant. Joe also shares the story of how he got his nickname, "The Jerky Jerky," from his late father, Joe Rogan Sr., who was a World Series Champ in the late 80's and early 90's. Joe is now in his 60's and has a wife and daughter, and a daughter-in-law, who is also in the NFL. We talk about Joe's journey with heart disease, his journey with a pacemaker, and his battle with cancer, and much more. This episode is a must-listen for anyone who has ever had a heart attack, or is in need of a transplant, or has a family member with a heart problem. I hope you enjoy this episode and that it inspires you to live your life to the fullest. Thank you for listening and supporting this podcast! Cheers! -Tune in next week for our next episode. -Jon Sorrentino and Cheers, Jon Rocha to Jon's new book, "I Can't Stop This" coming out next Tuesday, July 10th, 2019. See you next Tuesday! -Jon's new album, "Sonic" is out! Jon s new album is out on Amazon Prime Video and Vayner's new music is out now! --Jon s new song is out in the next Tuesday? Jon's review of the new album "I don't know what else can I do better than this song is better than that? --Jon's review is out yet? -- Jon s review of it's better than you can I say it's good, Jon s tweet about it? -- Jon's music is amazing, Jon's tweet is out here? -- can you do it? -- can he say it better than Jon s song is more than that's more than this? -- he's got it, right? -- jim s tweet me or not? -- his tweet it's amazing? -- my tweet is better, right sis?
00:00:48.000Yeah, I fought my way back, and just recently this June, had another setback, had another major setback, had a heart attack out of the blue, and I thought I was a goner again, Joe, but I'm still here.
00:01:03.000So you had a heart attack, they fixed your heart, they put in an artificial valve, and then what happened with the second valve?
00:02:17.000And what did they do after the second heart attack?
00:02:20.000Well, the next thing, I had a pacemaker installed, and I already had the metal valve, and I think they've done just about all they can do to this oil.
00:02:30.000This one I got whipped me down, so they tell me the next step is a transplant.
00:03:10.000Well, it's a really long process to even get on the list.
00:03:15.000So I'm going through that process now.
00:03:18.000I'm almost through the end, but it's a really long process.
00:03:23.000They presented my case to the doctors who performed the actual transplant, and they said that I'm a good candidate, and everything's looking up right now, except I may have a little throwback.
00:03:34.000I had a cancer biopsy yesterday, and if that's positive, then that's going to hold me up a little bit.
00:03:46.000It's just crazy, because when you look at a guy like you, and you look at you, especially when you're in your prime, you think, there's nothing that's going to stop this guy.
00:04:15.000Nobody knew who I was until I was 53 years old.
00:04:19.000When I was world champion, nobody knew or gave a fuck about who So that's pretty much when I found out about you then.
00:04:24.000When you first started making YouTube videos, that's when I found out about you.
00:04:28.000I think someone on Twitter sent me a...
00:04:31.000People send me cool shit on Twitter all the time.
00:04:34.000I can retweet it or I'll find out about it and send it to other people.
00:04:38.000And someone sent me some, well, I've seen a bunch of your videos, but one of them was you working out with Tyron Woodley, UFC welterweight champion.
00:04:45.000And I was like, Jesus Christ, he's going to break them.
00:04:47.000He got Tyron doing all these crazy supersets and all this different shit.
00:04:51.000So have you worked with a lot of MMA fighters?
00:05:29.000My take on it is the bigger the muscle, the more power you have.
00:05:32.000And I think Tyron is a perfect example of a guy who's figured out how to use them perfectly.
00:05:36.000Like, what he does is he conserves his energy, and when he sprints, you can't stop him.
00:05:40.000So, like, when he's in the cage and he has these moments of explosion, the amount of horsepower that he can generate in a short period of time is just above and beyond everybody else in the division.
00:05:51.000And it's a terrifying thing for everybody in the division.
00:05:54.000But he can't operate at the same pace constantly like some of the guys can.
00:05:59.000Some of the guys who have less muscle, they're carrying around less mass.
00:06:32.000Now, for all the people who said that I would never be able to sit down across the table from Joe Rogan, I want to take a special moment to say, fuck y'all right now.
00:07:28.000I had people, you know, because I'm really cool with a lot of UFC fighters, and I said, I wonder if he even knows me, but I had people that was especially set out to keep tagging you until you...
00:07:44.000We're going to get you on the podcast.
00:08:28.000And I'm like, you know, after a while, maybe Joe just don't like my ass, you know?
00:08:32.000So I said, you know, so when the Tyron Williams thing came up and Joe was talking about the muscular guy, I said, well, you know, here's my opportunity.
00:08:38.000I said, hey, Joe, you don't know what the fuck you're talking about.
00:08:41.000And as soon as I said, hey, Joe, that motherfucker don't know what the fuck he's talking about, then you responded to me.
00:08:47.000Well, I responded to you because I like you.
00:10:42.000I know you have to have known guys like this that are naturally, naturally just more muscular, more built, and they look like they lift weights and work out.
00:11:39.000Head and shoulders above all the other athletes of his era because he was born that way.
00:11:44.000So he was born, the good Lord give us the cardiovascular syndrome, lungs and everything to, you know, to go along with that extra muscle that we were born with.
00:12:17.000But I do think that if you have a certain amount of muscle, like there's just no way you are going to be, you're going to have the same cardiovascular capabilities as someone that's built like a marathon runner.
00:12:27.000You're not going to have the marathon runner.
00:12:30.000There's advantages and disadvantages, I think, to all sorts of body types, especially when it comes to fighting.
00:12:34.000There's a big advantage to being powerful.
00:12:57.000So even though he has the cardiovascular system and the support system that's designed for that build that he's born with, he still is never going to be able to compete with like an elite triathlete.
00:16:07.000And everything he does, he does like with a thousand percent effort.
00:16:12.000You know, his workouts, like, he would tell me that the way he would work out was when he would prepare for a five-minute round, when he would start to get in shape, he would go as hard as he could for, like, a minute, and then, like, be exhausted, and then he would work himself up to a minute and a half,
00:16:27.000then work himself up to two minutes, and then by the end of his training camp, he'd go five minutes full clip.
00:16:38.000But in you know against that his boss's body started to deteriorate because he's so goddamn tough Like he has no cartilage in his knees his knees are completely shot He kept shooting cortisone and all of his joints like whenever he'd have injuries so his joints are all fucked up He's got tendonitis everywhere.
00:16:54.000It's just his mind was too strong for like the vehicle and We're good to go.
00:18:09.000Well, I just think there's requirements, right?
00:18:13.000And if you can get into a physical shape where you can use those muscles the way you need to do, the way you need to do inside the octagon, I mean, there's obviously great benefit to being muscular.
00:18:25.000Well, I think that guys that were naturally born like that, and I think St. Pierre and Hughes both were, I mean, wasn't Matt a farm boy?
00:22:31.000Yeah, well, you know what I think he represents?
00:22:33.000I think he represents a real world-class athlete that's fighting in MMA, whereas, like, maybe that guy would have gone to football or somewhere else in another era.
00:24:08.000I tried, I went to a doctor, and I don't know if I should say this fucker's name because he might still be in business, still alive, but the same doctor did Arnold and all the guys who were in the magazines.
00:24:24.000I didn't think, you know, I didn't think.
00:24:25.000Because nobody talks, it's a weird thing about those magazines, right?
00:24:28.000Yeah, yeah, they don't mention nothing about those magazines.
00:24:28.000Everybody would talk about the creatine they're taking, branch-chain amino acids.
00:24:32.000Yeah, oh, fucking man, I couldn't wait to go out and get some of them amino acids and shit, man.
00:24:37.000So they got me, for sure, because I thought that's what we were taking.
00:24:40.000But I won a couple of little contests, and the guy who was promoting the contest came to me and said, what are you taking, CT? And I had 20-inch arms, you know, then.
00:24:52.000I thought everybody, I thought every fucking body that I've seen in those magazines, on or anybody else, was drug-free.
00:27:18.000Well, I should have had that nickname way before Ed Herman, man, because I had a fucking short fuse big time and everything, everything pissed me off.
00:27:37.000But, okay, that was part of the reason.
00:27:40.000And another big, big fucking thing with me is what I love more than muscles and lifting weights and fast cars and I love all that shit is sex.
00:27:55.000And a big, giant, big old giant thing.
00:27:58.000When I rolled over to have sex and nothing was happening, I said, fuck these steroids.
00:29:07.000That's what Dr. Man, whatever his name is, told us how to do it.
00:29:11.000So, it was a total of six months, but it took longer than that because I had two months off in between, two months off.
00:29:17.000And that stuff, it definitely, what they don't tell you is when you stop taking this shit, when you just stop taking it cold turkey like that, every fucking thing that you gained during that time,
00:32:29.000Peer pressure and wanting to be in the magazines and wanting to make a living doing something that I love instead of punching a clock every fucking day.
00:33:38.000And they just shot him up with everything.
00:33:40.000And in the process of him getting to know this doctor, the scandal broke out about the Sochi Olympics, about the Russians cheated during the Sochi Olympics.
00:33:50.000And it's all documented in this film as the news is breaking.
00:33:53.000And then the guy who's the Russian doctor has to flee Russia.
00:34:59.000But like, I also see the argument in terms of like, if you're going to be taking amino acids and creatine and all these different things that do give you some sort of a benefit, why not take the shit that gives you the real benefit?
00:35:13.000Well, you know, Joe, I don't find fault with people who decide to take roids because, like I said, I'm a 21-year-old kid and I took them.
00:35:30.000So how the fuck can I... Talk shit about anybody who decides to make the same decision that I did that many years ago.
00:35:39.000I'd be a hypocrite asshole if I was to do that.
00:36:05.000Naturally, against guys that are not, then it becomes unfair.
00:36:09.000So, if they have a division, and they do it a lot in these weightlifting contests and things now, they have divisions that are called natural divisions, and they actually test for steroids and stuff like that, and maybe they should do something like that for the fighters,
00:36:34.000Yeah, Japan has an organization called Ryzen, where it's essentially an offshoot of Pride, or at least some of the people that were involved in Pride.
00:36:42.000And Pride, like, I had Ensign Inoue on the podcast, and he was talking about his Pride contract.
00:36:46.000He said it specifically stated, we will not test you for steroids.
00:38:30.000There's a lot of things going on later in his career, but it seems like when he came to America, one of the first things he did, if he was ever on anything before, he wasn't on it when he came to America.
00:38:39.000It looks like he also stopped weight training and only concentrated on sports-specific exercises, which a lot of people disagree with.
00:38:47.000Some people say that you have to have some kind of weight training.
00:38:50.000You have to have some sort of strength and conditioning program.
00:39:57.000Everybody who wants to do something in their life has ups and downs, and we need fuel.
00:40:02.000Like, I'll tell you, I got some fuel today when you were in front of those kids in Compton and you were talking to them about obsession being a good thing if you want to be great at anything.
00:40:13.000I wanted to shut that fucking TV off and go run the hills, man.
00:40:18.000Fuel like that is important for people.
00:40:21.000Seeing someone like you get fired up and talk about things, it energizes the people that are watching.
00:40:26.000Every time you put out one of those YouTube videos and a million people watch it, how many of those million people engaged in an activity that maybe they weren't going to do that day?
00:40:35.000How many of them went to the gym when they weren't going to go to the gym?
00:40:37.000How many of them just decided to get their fucking career in order, get their life in order, get their shit together when they maybe weren't?
00:40:59.000I mean, don't fucking, I don't get, look, I didn't even, I didn't know that they paid you, you know, that YouTube was, I was broke as fuck anyway.
00:41:11.000I was walking back and forth to the gym to train people.
00:41:13.000I didn't have any, I was a horrible personal trainer.
00:47:12.000I was already, you know, used to Yes, Sir, and I was just standing there to chanting and saluting and shit and doing impossible shit or whatever he asked me to fucking do.
00:49:20.000It's tearing me to fucking pieces, man.
00:49:23.000Because being an old dude, I would wake up at night punching and kicking and shit, and I'm still fighting Buddy Fletcher at 56, 57 years old.
00:49:36.000I'm still fighting this dude because I'm still carrying around this hate.
00:52:15.000I said, you know, look dad, I have blamed you.
00:52:18.000I told him that I had recently had a heart attack and I have blamed you my entire life for a whole lot of things that went bad or went, you know, that I always, you know, blame you and I'm sorry.
00:52:32.000I don't want to blame you for that anymore, and would you please forgive me for carrying this against you for my whole life?
00:52:41.000I don't want to die letting you think that I love you, man, and I want you to know that.
00:53:23.000Yeah, I just really wanted to get that off my chest and release that burden.
00:53:29.000I'll probably try to communicate more after I get this new heart.
00:53:35.000You know, it's kind of fucked up, but in a way, and I don't know why this is, but sometimes people that have gone through terrible childhoods, they recognize what it means to be a good father.
00:53:55.000Well, shit, they want to meet Joe Rogan, too.
00:53:59.000But, yeah, I have a super, super time.
00:54:03.000I want to make sure that if somebody asks my kid, you know, 20 years from now, Do you have any fine memories of your dad and your child and how you grow?
00:54:15.000I want to make sure that they got plenty of fucking fine memories, you know, that they can say, you know, my dad was, my dad, we did this together.
00:54:23.000My dad was, he was, loved me to death.
00:54:44.000I mean, it's so obvious that it's like the negative consequences of how your dad treated you, like it came out of you the opposite way.
00:54:52.000Yeah, I made it a fucking point, man, because it's miserable on that kid.
00:54:57.000But also, Joe, you know what good came out of that?
00:55:01.000The childhood, the kind of childhood that I went through, I get, and I'm sure what I get is just a tinge of what you get.
00:55:10.000But it's so many thousand, thousand people that contact me and tell me, hey, man, my dad, you know, I had a fucked up childhood, and I see that How you were able to come out of that.
00:55:22.000Or some kids, kids contact me now that I'm going through a fucked up childhood, CT, and because you made it, because you were able...
00:55:30.000So that, when I look back and I used to think, why did I have to go through this?
00:55:36.000Why did I have to have such a fucked up childhood?
00:55:43.000Because I can talk about my childhood, and it helps so many other people, so many other kids that are going, oh, Joe, I look back on it now, and I say, it was so worth it that it wasn't even funny, man.
00:55:57.000Everything that I had to go through, wanting to hide every time I heard my dad's keys in the door, wanting to just, you know, run away from fucking home.
00:56:06.000I hated my childhood, but it was so worth it.
00:56:56.000You could try and not be able to do it.
00:56:58.000But the excuses for why you can't do it or why you're going to fail or why you don't feel up to it today or why you're tired or why you have other things on your mind, why you have other things you have to deal with first before you can start working out.
00:58:11.000Being a human, being an athlete, being a doctor, whatever the fuck you are trying to do, if it's difficult to do, you're going to fuck up along the way, and some people can't handle the fuck up.
01:02:11.000But a real person, a real person like you who's already accomplished a shitload of things, who understands the benefits of real hard work and intensity and focus, when you do those videos, man, I get fired up.
01:04:14.000And I'm sitting across the fucking table from Joe Rogan.
01:04:16.000I'm sitting across the table from C.T. Fletcher.
01:04:18.000And after all these motherfuckers said, oh yeah, it's this big giant feud between Joe, he'll never, you'll never be on the Everybody who said I'd never be on this show, fuck y'all.
01:05:55.000And this Patreon campaign is like asking people to help me now that I'm Not able to travel the world.
01:06:02.000I'm not able to get out there and promote things like I used to.
01:06:06.000Patreon is a way that they can support me, and it's called defying death.
01:06:10.000I wanted to call it my last will and testament, because if I don't, if I'm not successful in my fight, and if I don't get a heart transplant, I do get a heart transplant and rejects, and I'm dead, I have a record.
01:06:24.000There's a record, and I thought last will and testament would be the best thing to call it, because if I lose the fight, Then people can go back and see and hopefully get some benefit.
01:08:01.000I get a shit ton of well wishes and support, and I think from Iron Addicts all across the planet.
01:08:08.000I mean, they're all behind me, and I really, really appreciate it.
01:08:11.000But actually, it's easy for me to say, hey, Joe, be tough.
01:08:15.000I know you're going through this thing, Joe, but I want you to be tough.
01:08:19.000I want you to hang tough, and I want you to...
01:08:23.000But have I actually gone through, when I'm asked, the circumstance that you're facing, the difficulty that you're facing right now, have I actually had any experience with that?
01:08:33.000Because it's hard for me to listen to you to tell me to, you know, be strong and be tough about getting a heart transplant.
01:08:40.000And, you know, you ain't never had nothing but a fucking hangnail or something like that.
01:08:44.000If you've actually been through something, Right.
01:12:30.000Yeah, I got the interview with Hoist Gracie and it was incredibly, we had some incredible similarities in our train of thought and how we think.
01:13:06.000That resonated with me so hard because I remember my last contest.
01:13:12.000They told me about my heart valve in the 90s, in 95, at my last contest, Greatest Bench Press in America.
01:13:19.000They say, Mr. Fuster, you can go out there in front of all those people and your valve could break, burst, and you could die right there on the bench press in front of all those people.
01:16:49.000And this is a big-ass thing, but it's much easier for me to sit across the table from Joe Rogan and talk to him than it is to do those people shooting all kinds of questions at me and shh.
01:19:17.000There's a lot of people that are vegan that are vegan for the right reasons.
01:19:21.000They're vegan because they're conscientious, because they want to do it for health, because they want to have the least amount of impact on the environment, because they don't want animals to die.
01:19:31.000But then there's a lot of people that are vegan that really just belong to something.
01:20:45.000I would like to get you connected to some real nutrition experts that could break down why that might not be the best idea and what is important in your diet in terms of essential fatty acids and healthy fats.
01:20:59.000A lot of people think that refined carbohydrates are the big problem with heart disease.
01:21:05.000Refined carbohydrates and sugar is what contributes to heart disease.
01:21:08.000You know the whole thing that came out pretty recently in the New York Times at an expose about the sugar industry having paid off scientists in the 1950s to put the blame on saturated fats and cholesterol instead of sugar?
01:21:23.000Yeah, it's a complete, total, fabricated conspiracy by the sugar industry because they were doing these tests and they were realizing, like, holy shit, sugar fucks people up.
01:21:49.000And these people just fabricated these reports and got everybody convinced that saturated fat, which is an essential part of the human diet, and cholesterol, which is literally the substrate for hormone production, like cholesterol is important for your body,
01:22:04.000and that these things are responsible for heart disease and not sugar.
01:22:53.000But I respect the people that are doing it because they're doing it because they don't want to cause harm.
01:22:58.000And I respect the people that think they're doing it for their health.
01:23:01.000But I've talked to a lot of vegans that were formerly vegans, especially Chris Kresser, who is an actual scientist and is one of the leading experts on The real issue with the vegan diet and how it does work for some people.
01:23:15.000Some people with their biological requirements and their physical requirements in terms of what their activity is, they function fine on a vegan diet.
01:23:22.000As long as they're careful, they make sure they get enough B12, they make sure they get their fatty acids.
01:23:28.000Make sure they get their essential fatty acids from coconuts and flaxseed oil, avocado.
01:23:33.000There's a lot of different ways you can get oils for your body.
01:24:38.000I think hemp protein is very easy for your body to digest.
01:24:41.000The real problem with a lot of plant proteins is, I mean, if you just eat just plants, especially eating whole foods, your body's not breaking it down the same way your body would break down a steak, say, or a grass-fed beef.
01:24:54.000I'm going to send you a sample of my shit.
01:27:37.000That's awesome that people need to hear that they do need to hear that and they need to hear your attitude about excuses because both of those things are very important It's very important for people to process because a lot of people have like bad patterns in their mind these bad patterns are just the way they've Interacted with the world the way they've approached all sorts of different problems They have these patterns and they fall right into these patterns and maybe they learn these patterns from their family Maybe that maybe they learn these patterns from their environment Maybe these patterns are like defense mechanisms to
01:28:07.000keep them from challenging themselves, but you got to recognize what those are It's not you like you're not a lazy fuck, but you've been behaving like a lazy fuck Well you are as a human right and you could be anything you could just decide to you know the story of David Goggins David Goggins.
01:29:52.000If you just decide tomorrow, first of all, if you decide tomorrow you're gonna be a disciplined, focused person, don't expect to have the kind of energy That someone who's been disciplined and focused for years has.
01:32:22.000You can forge these things together to make your mind go in a certain direction.
01:32:27.000So the quality of my thoughts has always been very, very important to me because I know that that's what made me successful in all the different areas that I've chosen to pursue.
01:32:36.000It's like the quality of your thinking and being able to recognize what's good and what's bad.
01:32:40.000The mind itself, if the mind itself is compromised, then you're not going to be able to do all those things you want to do.
01:32:47.000You're not going to be able to appreciate life if you don't remember where you are and you don't know how to talk anymore.
01:32:52.000And I was around people that I was watching their ability to talk and their cognitive function decay.
01:34:04.000I was thinking of choking him, but I was like, I better not choke him.
01:34:07.000Because if I choke him, you know, maybe they could sue me.
01:34:09.000So I just decided, I decided if I grab ahold of him and grab him by the back of the head, he'll probably realize once I lock onto him that he's pretty helpless.
01:34:35.000He had attacked a counselor before on another television show, and he had thrown his girlfriend to the ground, or his wife, on another television show.
01:36:27.000I know you've got to have somebody, oh, I'll kick your ass.
01:36:30.000Well, see, the idiots are the reason why I never was getting your information in the first place when you're reaching out to me, because I'm not paying attention to anything.
01:36:47.000I've seen too many people, it starts their day off in a bad way, and they get obsessed with it, and they start going battling back and forth with people in the comments.
01:38:36.000You're fucking, why do you, you don't know what the fuck you do.
01:38:39.000They jump on them immediately, you know, and try to discourage them people that are at least trying to do something or try to discourage them.
01:38:47.000And it's got, there's so many fucking experts out there.
01:39:14.000And what's interesting, too, about exercise is there's some things that are debatable in terms of the way to do it and the way not to do it.
01:39:21.000There's not necessarily always a consensus about how someone's doing something right, whether it's like, you know, like there's just a lot of people online that are just making a lot of noise.
01:39:53.000So when somebody says, now if somebody says they got the perfect routine, it's going to work for everybody, then that guy you got to be leery of.
01:40:08.000And I think especially it's really interesting with MMA because the fact that Hoist Gracie burst onto the scene in 1993, that was not that long ago.
01:41:30.000Be yourself, because you can't be Joe Rogan.
01:41:32.000It's hard to tell people that, though.
01:41:34.000If you see someone who inspires you and you admire them and you want to do what they're doing, it's hard.
01:41:39.000But everybody starts out in the beginning, especially when you're a young person, when you admire someone, you kind of copy a lot of their mannerisms and the way they do it.
01:41:47.000But eventually you've got to find yourself.
01:44:41.000You go in there and you try to figure out who's got the best approach and who's going to be able to use their body, who's going to be able to use their talent, their skill, their dedication, who's going to be able to figure out a way to solve your problem.
01:48:36.000I forgot all my cotters and everything.
01:48:38.000And I... It takes a tremendous, and that's why I respect the guy so much because I have an inkling of an idea.
01:48:48.000I don't have a real idea because I've never done this yet, but I have an inkling of an idea of what it takes to actually get in that octagon and be for all those thousands of people and for millions of people watching on TV and perform.
01:51:04.000But when you're going in the ring, And it's your job to stop this guy, to stop your opponent.
01:51:12.000And if you're going in hoping that you don't hurt him, then I don't think you can perform to your utmost capabilities if that's really foremost in your mind.
01:51:25.000Yeah, I think fighters only have a certain amount of time they can compete as well before the overwhelming reality of what they're doing sets in.
01:51:32.000I mean, in the beginning, when they're 19, 20, 21, they're just fucking full of piss and vinegar and shit and lightning and kicking people in the head and just, whoa!
01:54:39.000You know, it's a very interesting sport to follow because there's so many exceptional human beings that are competing in this thing, that are involved in this high-level problem-solving event.
01:54:51.000It's just you see these human beings that are pushing themselves, their minds, their bodies to such extreme limits that it's very valuable for people.
01:54:59.000Much like I say, your videos are very valuable.
01:55:01.000It's very valuable for people to be able to watch someone competing at such a high level.
01:57:16.000I mean, I know it just kind of came to you out of nowhere by accident, but I think you've helped a tremendous amount of people, and I know you've helped me.
01:57:23.000Oh, man, Joe, I appreciate that so much, and I appreciate the opportunity to be on your show.
01:57:29.000I feel like I finally made it, my Joe Rogan experience.
01:57:33.000Well, listen, man, keep us posted with your health, and we're going to send you all the best positive energy and wishes we can, and I really hope you get that transplant and everything works out well, and we'll have you in afterwards, and we'll talk about it, man.