00:04:16.020And so there's a joy in all the turmoil because our Lord is always in charge.
00:04:22.800Nothing happens without him willing it.
00:04:25.040And you have a certain confidence, and especially as a priest, you know, that just it's indescribable.
00:04:36.040Without the Eucharist, you wouldn't have, you know, just in general, a confidence to face the realities and challenges of life.
00:04:45.740in the priesthood and that's part of what the eucharist does for me i i know others as well but
00:04:50.760for me for sure i'm speaking for myself you know honestly so what is that quote and from what saint
00:04:58.220about the eucharist yeah i believe it was saint john hudes and it meant among other things he
00:05:04.120said that our greatest activity is actually adoring our lord in the blessed sacrament so
00:05:10.660think about that think about you know the notion of american activism and even in the priesthood
00:05:18.000there's a certain you know you have to be active and active that's true but it all starts with the
00:05:23.620contemplation first so some of those active apostolic workers priests nuns religious were
00:05:29.800first mystics and contemplatives so to be rooted at that and i'm in a part of my priesthood and a
00:05:37.380part of my life where I have the opportunity to indulge that passion to pray, which is a gift,
00:05:44.580which, to be honest, has just been always easy for me. You know, a lot of people can't sit there
00:05:51.360and that's not a criticism. It's just, you know, God gives us these gifts. We were talking about
00:05:58.260this earlier. And so it's prayer and you don't know where that will bear fruit, but it's invaluable
00:06:05.280to our lord and the saints knew this and i'm certainly not saying i'm in that category but
00:06:11.000i feel that i'm drawn to it i believe god is asking me you know i need this kind of prayer
00:06:19.460my church needs this kind of prayer don't worry about where it rebuilt fruit you leave that to me
00:06:25.140you know and so that's where i'm at there's going to be a lot of people who have been to adoration
00:06:32.180They see our Lord in the sacrament exposed.
00:06:35.380They go, they make the double-dain inflection on both knees because they know they're supposed to.
00:06:39.220But they feel they don't get anything.
00:06:43.220And so they wonder, am I wasting my time?
00:06:46.200I'm trying to kneel for a while, and then my knees hurt, so I sit down.
00:06:48.860But I'm still kind of looking, but I don't know what I'm supposed to do.
00:06:52.760I could go through these prayers, which maybe they do do.
00:06:56.640But it's sort of like they're trying to make their heart feel it, and it doesn't feel like it.
00:07:01.600yeah is that what is that what advice would you have for that yeah to to keep doing it and you
00:07:09.300will eventually feel but even if you don't it's not wasted time it's always time well spent to
00:07:16.100go before the lord and adore him nothing i'd be hard-pressed to say what pleases him more because
00:07:24.280he gave us the Eucharist, not because he needed to, but for us. So, you know, we talked about
00:07:31.820today being the octave day in Corpus Christi, tomorrow's the piece to the Sacred Heart.
00:07:37.040Our Lord just wants a return of that love, and he gives us everything when he gives us himself
00:07:41.740the Eucharist. So when you go spend time with him, it pleases him so much. He consoles him,
00:07:47.420and this is what he wants, adores. I don't mean contemplatives and cloister, but just even,
00:07:52.460you know 15 minutes 30 minutes an hour even and many people do this we both know that
00:07:59.580but our lord wants more and if you're not feeling it's not wasted you you ask god for the grace um
00:08:08.300you know god gives those graces to whom he wills if you read the imitation of christ it addresses
00:08:14.640that it's many sense saints went through periods of dryness so it's not uncommon at all you're not
00:08:20.800any different than even some of the holiest people but we don't pray we don't fulfill our
00:08:28.160obligations like going to mass because of how it makes us feel um it's because we're obliged and
00:08:37.980we owe it to god it's a duty because of what god has done for us especially in the blessed sacraments
00:08:43.900so you know a lot of people in my ministry you know it wasn't particularly or necessarily me
00:08:50.280sometimes it was but i hear them say well i don't want to go to that mass because the priest said
00:08:56.640something that i just didn't feel good about it and you know they're making it about them
00:09:01.820and when it comes to the mass it's not about us it's all about god is sacrifice and it's not about
00:09:09.160how you feel really so yeah even if you're not feeling anything it will still bear fruit for our
00:09:17.820lord and and if one perseveres and asks for the grace eventually you'll get it and you'll feel on
00:09:24.180fire and that's what our lord wants so we can sort of tough it out or and or if some of the saints
00:09:30.920experienced it and it was still good we can realize hey i just might not get it but this is
00:09:38.000the right thing to do in fact it's the most powerful thing i can be doing so when we're there
00:09:42.740it's not ever a waste of time because a lot of people are going to think oh i'm a busy
00:09:48.900dad or mom or i'm student or whatever i'm not wasting time i'm there and i'm not feeling it
00:09:57.360but this is doing a good thing that attitude that disposition that openness because they don't feel
00:10:04.040even a lot of people go through dryness even in their prayer life like they say and they mean
00:10:09.740from their hearts i love the lord they don't feel that they don't it's not a sensible thing
00:10:17.460it's kind of like the decision when you're in a marriage and you're you're you're you say to
00:10:22.280yourself and you mean it i love my spouse i love my kids yes you don't feel sometimes you really
00:10:29.000don't feel it when you're you know having a bad issue but you still mean it and there are a lot
00:10:36.500of people are very sensitive to with regard to especially if they believe everything they know
00:10:41.220our lord allows everything even the tough stuff so they might also feel that same kind of thing
00:10:47.060like you do with your kids and your spouse sometimes but they still say i love you lord
00:10:51.580but again the feeling's missing that tells so trust trust because even if the feeling isn't there
00:10:58.720the fact that you're visiting our lord and you might not feel a grace you're still getting a
00:11:04.500grace because you are visiting our Lord. Um, and that's what he wants. That's why he instituted
00:11:12.240the blessed sacrament, um, above and beyond we have after the mass. So it's another way of
00:11:18.620adoring our Lord and printing outside of the mass. That's kind of an extension of the mass. So
00:11:23.840the graces are still available, even if you're not feeling now, it certainly helps when you're
00:11:28.980feeling you know but and it's all by god's divine providence some people may have long dry spells
00:11:36.100some short some may come and go some may never even have them very often if at all um i personally
00:11:43.780i'm 61 years old i've been a priest 29 years as i said up to this point i've never experienced that
00:11:52.540I can honestly say in 29 years of, unless I'm traveling a day missing prayer before the Blessed Sacrament, I mean exposed, I've never felt that dryness.
00:13:19.680So we are living in a very, very strange time, a time where, for the most part, Catholics are bereft of the true teaching of the faith from their pastors.
00:13:31.940um one of those issues one of the big missing causes i think there's a bunch of really
00:13:40.260foundational things that they just never hear i.e contraception or uh about the ordering of the of
00:13:48.660the family the the and about feminism and about there's all about about creation but there's so
00:13:55.440many pillars that are just completely buried we never will hear about them you'll hear about
00:14:00.320abortion much more so than these things which is stunning but one of those things is
00:14:06.980the eternal consequence of sin that concept of hell is so buried today yeah that every funeral
00:14:20.820you go to almost every funeral you think yes they're already in heaven yeah pope leo day one
00:14:28.900of his pontificate francis is shining down and strung from heaven joining us from heaven so
00:14:35.000that teaching the concept the notion is almost completely done yeah you have felt in your
00:14:44.720priesthood you have spoken on this a lot why so and what's really the message well one of the
00:14:50.820reasons is simply all catholics are supposed to frequently meditate on those four last things and
00:14:57.580hell is one of them death judgment heaven and hell so that's probably why but i mean when you
00:15:05.560listen or at least read what fathers and doctors of the church have taught and if you even if you're
00:15:12.200not studying in depth the scriptures but our lord himself spoke very often about hell more than
00:15:19.100heaven in fact if you talk about jehenna he mentioned it 11 times and then the apostles
00:15:24.460spoke about it fathers and doctors of the churches that have spoke about it so it's all right there
00:15:29.960in scripture and one of the fascinating things and people know this but some don't realize it
00:15:37.920you know hell wasn't created for us as human beings it was prepared for the devil and his
00:15:43.820angels because they rebelled and god does not tolerate rebellion at all and so if he sent the
00:15:51.860angels there when they rebelled and there's no turning back what might he do for us who choose
00:16:00.420to live in sin well the church answers that question and it's always taught the reality of
00:16:07.600hell and fathers and doctors of the church has always taught that most people are choosing it
00:16:14.060and and i want to repeat that i know you know this john henry but most people are choosing it
00:16:20.080god doesn't will it for his creation that's why we have our lord jesus christ but people are like
00:16:27.380you mentioned steep so much in the world and all its allures and all its sin and so many various
00:16:34.040different ways we don't have to go into that they don't think about their final end nearly enough
00:16:40.340and our lives are so very short and we only have one chance to make sure we're saved but if most
00:16:48.340people aren't being saved and again it's not father fashion's opinion it's what fathers and
00:16:52.880doctors the church have tied it's what our lord has said that that the road is narrow many are
00:16:59.200called and few are choosing it he meant that most people are not choosing heaven so there's more in
00:17:06.300hell than there is in heaven okay and so that's something in itself i think worthwhile to meditate
00:17:13.440on and do everything that one can do to make sure you're in that group. Because a lot of people just
00:17:21.580think, you know, I'm a good person. I'm not hurting people. I'm living a life, you know, it's, again,
00:17:31.100I'm not putting anybody in harm's way. And I know I'm basically good. Okay, at the same time,
00:17:38.700i'm living with my girlfriend you know i'm gonna go to heaven well no um and they think maybe just
00:17:48.380at the end of their life there's going to be um you know all these opportunities for grace and
00:17:53.200okay i made it done things wrong god's angry at his chair as one lives for the most part is as one
00:18:00.320dies so eternally is forever and our lives are so very short so we have to prepare for that reality
00:18:11.240which is what we are born for eternity with god to be forever now we have to prepare for it because
00:18:16.520it's not guaranteed as you know i mean saint paul says we have to work out our salvation
00:18:22.440we're saved by grace it's an unmerited gift but we have to
00:18:27.240toil and we have to you know we don't earn it but we do have to do works um let's share let's
00:18:37.200get into that because that that's a that's a concept that i think a lot of people struggle
00:18:40.880with so here i am going to confession i want to be good and holy i want to be a saint
00:18:51.400part of me kind of knows i'm not going to be able to but in the confessional we say we pray
00:19:01.940properly so you know basically it's like so help me god i will do it so there is a firm resolve
00:19:08.720but half it goes you know that's not gonna work how do we because we want to
00:19:17.400what does that work out your salvation look like in practice accepting the grace like i said god
00:19:25.800created us to be with him so we have to accept that free gift of salvation accept the grace
00:19:33.160but we don't just sit back and do nothing in other words we can't live our lives on our own
00:19:38.680terms we can't you know we have to live as god has commanded us to live and has given us the truth
00:19:44.680to live by through his Catholic Church.
00:21:08.940At least that person's being honest and you can start from there.
00:21:12.200And so you ask for the grace of that true repentance, the grace to really be different.
00:21:21.000You know, you have to start by being honest with yourself.
00:21:24.880So, I mean, that's a great point and I think a great way to ask it.
00:21:27.860that's why one of the ways like when we pray and we know one of our great devotions is the rosary
00:21:32.520whatever decade you're on you're meditating on a particular event in the life of christ
00:21:37.340you ask for a particular grace for example if we're doing the sorrowful mysteries you know the
00:21:42.520agony and garden we want to ask for true contrition that's for that for that decade that that's the
00:21:48.960grace you ask for which means you know we realize what we've done wrong we're truly sorry and we do
00:21:56.100have a firm purpose of amendment and it doesn't mean we might not slip but we really want to
00:22:01.920change we're not just i can go do it again and go to confession the uris and the priests too are
00:22:09.920going to be held accountable because there's i believe a lot of invalid confessions where
00:22:14.820you know they're granting the absolution the person just coming back over and over and
00:22:19.560not getting out of the rut and especially if it's mortal sin you know there's priests like
00:22:25.980they withhold that without absolution you know we're really lenient we should be god's mercy
00:22:32.360is infinite he can forgive absolutely any sin any amount of time but he can't forgive without
00:22:40.120repentance without turning to him you know and so um we have to ask for that grace and we'll always
00:22:47.240get it if we keep asking so um if we don't ask chances are we're not going to get anything
00:22:55.120yeah isn't that funny yeah our lord requires us to ask he does he wants us to ask him for
00:23:01.620absolutely everything john so father i have this really funny thing because i feel like
00:23:07.800i'm dumb i honestly don't know what to ask for so sometimes i pray yeah for all the intentions
00:23:13.540i mentioned for all those out in the heart but also for all of those that you know that i need
00:23:17.780and i haven't thought to ask for does that work and then even on another level you know i think
00:23:23.900about this and personally there are certain things especially at the mansion as a priest
00:23:29.800you know um that i ask god for that i don't even deserve because of all my sins you know i've had
00:23:38.280periods in my life even my priesthood where i've committed grievous sins but i i've repented
00:23:43.600and i'm not in the habit of doing anything you know sometimes we're all going to slip but
00:23:49.040despite all my sins before the priesthood during the priest i mean as a human being as a priest
00:23:55.000and this is for anybody we have to ask god for the greatest things that we can conceive of
00:24:02.080if we have to ask him for great things because he's god and we do god a disservice if we don't
00:24:08.920ask him for great things what the greatest example is the good thief you know he went straight to
00:24:14.540heaven which he didn't deserve simply because he asked so for me personally i'll just share
00:24:19.580to me the greatest thing that i believe i can ask for maybe somebody can enlighten me what might be
00:24:25.760greater is to go straight to heaven when god calls me to not pass through perpetrator which i
00:24:31.140certainly deserve and i certainly deserve the fires of hell um but i trust in god's divine mercy
00:24:39.600and I really want to go straight to heaven I want to be among the fewest of the few and I ask him
00:24:46.080for that every single day especially at mass and there's so many other people I know even relatives
00:24:53.500that I want to see in heaven that I really am scared about the salvation of their souls
00:25:00.240because of the reality hell they're outside the church I always have preached the doctrine there's
00:25:07.640no suffocation outside the catholic church um it's been infallibly taught prior to vatican two
00:25:13.660more than once um and i'm not saying i don't accept vatican i'm just saying christ did not
00:25:19.840give us the catholic church arbitrarily and the eucharist arbitrarily he gave them as the vehicle
00:25:24.880to us to get to heaven without which it's almost impossible you know so we don't the whole hell
00:25:31.600thing isn't supposed to be, you know, it's not fear mongering. It's just, you know, we have to
00:25:38.440realize the reality of the eternal consequences of our decisions and how we choose to live our
00:25:44.840lives. And many people in this world, again, are so immersed in it. I'm not even talking about
00:25:51.000people and maybe just living lives in mortal sin, which is most of the world, really, and even a lot0.96
00:25:57.980of Catholics that think they're good Catholics. Um, but even good people with John Henry are in0.57
00:26:04.840help. Um, because maybe they presumed or they checked off all the boxes. I went to church,
00:26:10.300I prayed, I tithed, but what was their relationship with Christ? You know, were they inside the
00:26:17.480church that he founded the one true Holy Catholic apostolic church? You know, um, it's amazing.
00:26:25.740You know, these are things that I really am able to meditate about every day, not just for myself selfishly, but for, you know, for others, you know, as priests, we want, we want everybody in heaven, but most people are not making it.
00:26:43.940This month, Father, as you say, this month of the Sacred Heart is the bishops of the United States because it's the centennial, but also because it's the feast day.
00:26:57.040They're doing a reconsecration of America to the Sacred Heart of Jesus.
00:27:01.700What are we to understand of the Sacred Heart?
00:37:34.320There are people of God before us, John Henry, old, young, men, women, martyrs.
00:37:38.960This beautiful Catholic faith only exists because people shed their blood for it, starting with St. Paul and all after Christ, you know, commissioned him.
00:37:47.820And, I mean, just study the life of St. Paul.
00:37:50.460It's just amazing everything he endured.