126. Biblical Series: Jacobs Ladder
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Dr. Jordan B. Peterson has created a new series that could be a lifeline for those battling depression and anxiety. We know how isolating and overwhelming these conditions can be, and we wanted to take a moment to reach out to those listening who may be struggling. With decades of experience helping patients, Dr. Peterson offers a unique understanding of why you might be feeling this way, and in his new series, he provides a roadmap towards healing, showing that while the journey isn t easy, it s absolutely possible to find your way forward. If you re suffering, please know you are not alone. There s hope, and there s a path to feeling better. Go to Dailywire Plus now and start watching Dr. B.P. Peterson on Depression and Anxiety. Let this be the first step towards the brighter future you deserve. Thank you very much for showing up again. That s really good. I hope you enjoy this episode. I m sorry it s a little longer than usual, but I had to record this one in order to record it in the middle of the night. I know sleep is one of the most important things we can do for our health, and I m really missing my Helix Sleep Matches. I ve made it a goal to increase my sleep quality while I m in Serbia right now, and the time change has been absolutely brutal, so I m making it a priority to make sure I can get a good night s rest so that I can be the best I can I ve got the best night I can possibly get a full night of rest. I m sure you lllllllll. Enjoy the episode! - MYSELF. - Kristy Kristy Peterson (Jordan B. ( ) Episode 13: Jacob s Ladder (Season 3, Season 3, Episode 13, Season 4: Jacob's Ladder, Episode 4: "Jacob Dostoevsky Lecture" (featuring Jacob Dostoyevsky) Season 3: Season 4, Episode 3, "A Little Late" (Season 4, Season 5, Episode 5, Season 2, Episode 6, Season 1, Episode 7, Episode 2, Season 6, Episode 1, "Jacob's Ladler, Lecture Series) Season 4 Episode 3: "A Lesson on Depression & Anxiety?" (feat. Jacob D. Peterson Lecture Lecture, "A Day in the Life of a Dog?")
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Welcome to Season 3, Episode 13 of the Jordan B. Peterson Podcast.
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I hope you enjoy this episode. It's called Jacob's Ladder.
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Last Tuesday, my dad came on my podcast and talked about what the last year has been like.
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The last year has been hell, but we finally got some help.
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I hope the podcast stops other people from experiencing the horrors that my dad has had to experience this year.
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Sleep is one of the most important things we can do for our health.
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My family and I are in Serbia right now, and the time change has been absolutely brutal.
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I can't think very well if I don't get enough sleep.
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Season 3, Episode 13, Jacob's Ladder, a Jordan B. Peterson Lecture.
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So, one of the things that I've been realizing as a consequence of going through these stories is that
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the degree to which they're about individuals is quite remarkable, and I think that's really telling.
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Now, one of the reasons I prefer Dostoevsky to Tolstoy is because Tolstoy is more of a sociologist.
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He's more interested in the relationship between groups of people.
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This is an oversimplification because obviously Tolstoy is a great author, but I like Dostoevsky better
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because he really delves into the souls of individuals, and I think it's remarkable the degree to which
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all of the stories that we've covered so far in Genesis are about individuals.
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And they're quite realistic, which is quite remarkable too.
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They're not really romanticized to any great degree because all of the people that are regarded,
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let's say, as patriarchal or matriarchal figures in Genesis have no shortage of ethical flaws
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and also no shortage of difficulties in their life.
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They're major league problems, you know, like familial catastrophes and famine and war
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It's not a pretty book, and that's one of the things that makes it great.
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I mean, that's one of the things that characterizes great literature, right, is that it doesn't
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present you with a whitewashed view of humanity or of existence.
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And that's really a relief, I think, because as you all know, because you're alive, there's
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Like, to be alive is to be in trouble, ethically and existentially.
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And it was written by a philosopher in South Africa, in Cape Town, named Benatar.
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I think it's a specious argument, and I think it's artificially constructed.
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But he basically argues that because life is so full of suffering, even good lives are very
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much full of suffering, that it's wrong to bring children into the world because the suffering
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It would also be better not to exist, for exactly the same reason.
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And my sense in reading the book is that he came to that conclusion and then wrote the book to justify it.
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Which is actually the reverse of the way that you should write a book.
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What you should do when you're writing a book is you should have a question.
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And then you should be studying and writing like mad and reading everything you can get
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your hands on to see if you can actually grapple with the problem and come to some solution.
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And you should walk the reader as well through your process of thinking so that they can come
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Well, not necessarily to the same conclusion, but at least track what you're doing.
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And so I was thinking about it a lot because that's actually a question that I've contended
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There are Mephistophelian or satanic figures, for example, in Goethe's Faust.
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And also Ivan in the Brothers Karamazov, who basically make the same case, you know, that
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existence is so rife with trouble and suffering that it would be better if it didn't exist
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And the problem I've had with that, there's a variety of them, but one of the problems I've
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had with that is what happens if you start to think that way?
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Because what I've observed is that people who begin to think that way, that isn't where
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Like, they get angry at existence, which is what happened to Cain, as we saw in the Cain
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And then the next step is to start taking revenge against existence.
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And that cascades until it's revenge against...
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Well, I think the best way of thinking about it is revenge against God for the crime of being.
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Which is, I think, the deepest sort of hatred that you can entertain.
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And when you're in the grip of a really deep emotion, like a really profound emotion, right
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at the bottom of emotions, you're in something that's like a quasi-religious state.
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And that's more or less independent of your belief, say, in a transcendent deity.
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I mean, you can be in a profoundly emotional state that's as deep as it can be, and it can
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have religious significance without that necessarily signifying anything about a transcendent being,
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you know, but then I was thinking, see, the problem with that argument is you can gerrymander
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it endlessly, you know, because first of all, how do you measure suffering, and how do you
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And so you can make an argument that the suffering outweighs the happiness, you just weight the
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suffering more heavily than you weight the happiness, and that's the end of that, you
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So, but I think there's a deeper problem, and I was reading this other book a while back
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as well, which was written by the guy who ran the Human Genome Project, and I don't remember
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exactly what it was called, but it was something like A Scientist's Case for God, or something
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And one of the things he referred to, which didn't strike me as hard as it should have to begin
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with, was he thought that one of the phenomena, say, that justified a belief in a transcendent
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being was something like the moral intuition of human beings, that we have a sense of right
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And, you know, it's certainly what happens in Genesis in the story of Adam and Eve is
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that that story announces the coming of the sense of right and wrong, right, the knowledge
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And it isn't something we ascribe to animals, it's something that's unique to human beings.
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Animals can be predators, and, you know, and they can be gentle, and you can have a relationship
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with them, but you never think of an evil cat, or, you know, or an evil wolf, even though
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But human beings, we have this capacity to judge between good and evil, right and wrong,
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And I think you can make an evolutionary case for that, a biological case for that, as you
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can make a biological case for most of what is relevant about human beings, because we're
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But we don't really understand the significance of that.
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Like, what happens in the story of Adam and Eve is that that's, that realization, that
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coming to the knowledge of good and evil is actually represented as a shift of cosmic
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It puts a, it puts a permanent fracture in the structure of being.
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And, you know, if you think of human beings as insignificant ants on a tiny dust moat in
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the middle of an infinite cosmos, a cosmos that cares less for us, then who cares fundamentally
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if human beings have the knowledge to distinguish between good and evil.
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But if you give consciousness a central role in being, and you can make a perfectly reasonable
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case for that, because without consciousness there's no being, as far as anyone can determine,
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And I really don't think there's a counter-argument to that.
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You can state that consciousness is epiphenomenal and that the world is fundamentally materialistic
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and it doesn't matter that there's consciousness.
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You can state that, but you can make an equally credible case the other way.
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And certainly our lived experience is that consciousness is crucial, obviously, and we treat each other
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as if most of the time we're valuable conscious beings, and we wouldn't give up our consciousness
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even though it's often consciousness of suffering.
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And so then I think another problem with the book is that it's sort of predicated on the
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And I don't think that's right, and I don't think that's how people experience life, and
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I might be wrong, but it seems to me that people experience life as something like a
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I mean, I just can't imagine, and maybe I'm being naive about this, but I can't imagine that
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another being that's like me in most senses that isn't constantly wrestling in some sense
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It's not like it's obvious, it's not bloody obvious, and it doesn't mean you'll do the
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Sometimes you don't know what you're doing, and maybe it's a mistake, and maybe it isn't.
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I'm talking about when you know that what you're doing is wrong, and you go ahead and
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You bloody well think that if you knew it was wrong, and you told yourself that it was
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wrong, that that would be sufficient, that you just wouldn't do it, but that isn't what
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And you can tell yourself something is wrong 50 times, and you'll do it the 51st time,
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and then you'll feel, you know, like you deserve to feel, probably.
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And so, so then I think the other problem with the viewpoint, the idea that the suffering
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of life eradicates its utility, is that it's predicated on the idea that happiness, or lack
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of suffering even, is the right criteria by which to judge life.
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And I don't think that's how we actually experience life.
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I think what we do instead is put ourselves through a series of excruciating moral choices.
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You know, and one of the things that's really significant about the biblical stories, and
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I think about the entire implicit philosophy, you know, that's embedded in the stories, is
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that that's how life is presented in the stories, is all of these individuals, first they're
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individuals, they're not groups, and second, they're agonizing over their moral choices
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And they have a relationship with God, but it's not a directive relationship, exactly.
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Even the people to whom God speaks directly, which I suspect is not something you'd exactly
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want to have happen, is, it's, they're still, even the fact that they have a direct relationship
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with God doesn't stop them from being tormented continually by their moral choices.
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And so, the world is presented as a moral landscape, not as a, not as a place that justifies itself
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It's presented as a moral landscape, and people are presented as creatures who traverse through
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the moral landscape, making ethical decisions that determine the course of the world.
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And that seems to me to be right, and that's not a, that's not the same as happiness by any
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It's a whole different category of being, and, you know, and then I've thought that through
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a lot, and I think, well, we do make choices, and what we do is contend with the future, you
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know, and that the future seems to appear to us as a realm of possibility.
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That's a more accurate way of thinking about it than, than that the future presents itself
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It's, it presents itself as a realm of possibility, and there's good choices in that realm, and
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there's poor choices, or even evil choices in that realm.
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And we're negotiating continually, deciding which of those choices we're going to bring
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That seems to me to be phenomenologically indisputable, and we certainly treat each other as if that's
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what we're doing, because we hold each other responsible for our actions, you know, with
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some exceptions, and that we're deciding, each moment, whether to make things better
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And I think that that's what these stories illustrate.
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They don't say that directly, you know, although I think it gets more and more explicit as the
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But, and then part of the realism of the stories is that the people aren't, the people that
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I mean, maybe with the exception of Noah, Noah seemed to be a pretty good guy.
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He did, he did get drunk and, you know, and, and, and end up naked, exposed to his sons
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And, but, I mean, he, he isn't talked about a lot as a character.
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But Abraham, I mean, Abraham had plenty of problems, not least of which was his inability
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And then Jacob, who we're going to talk about tonight, is an even more morally ambivalent
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He's, especially at the beginning of the story, he's, it's, it's, he isn't the sort of person
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that you would pick out, especially if you were a hack writer.
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You wouldn't pick him out as the hero of the story.
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He does a lot of things that are really pretty reprehensible and takes him an awful long time
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And yet, he's the person who's put forward as the father of the 12 tribes of Israel.
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It's from this flawed person that the people that, that maybe that, whose story you might
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say is at the fundamental, constitutes the fundamental underpinning of our culture.
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Or it's, it's from this deeply flawed individual that, that group emerges.
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And so you might think of that as a relief, too, because, you know, you're no knight in
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shining armor, you know, with, with a, with a pure moral past.
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I mean, people make mistakes of catastrophic proportions non-stop, you know.
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And that also means that these stories put forward something approximating hope.
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Because in their realism, in their moral realism, they present heroes, I suppose, the heroes
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of renown, right, the patriarchs of old, let's say, who are realistic people, who have fits
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of anger and rage, and who are murderous at times, and who are deeply, deeply embroiled
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with family dispute, and, and who, who have adulterous affairs, and, and, like, they do
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And the weird thing is, is that God is still with them.
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And, you know, it isn't obvious what that means, or even if it means anything, but it's
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very, it's not disputable, as far as I can tell, that, A, we're conscious, and that consciousness
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is a transcendent phenomena, which, which we do not understand, and that the landscape
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Like, every story you ever watch, anything that grips your imagination on the screen,
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or in the theatre, or, like, any story that grabs you, is a story of moral striving.
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It's, it's, it's just not interesting otherwise, right?
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The person has to be confronted with complex moral choices, and then you see the outcome,
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and, you know, the good guy does it right, and the bad guy does it badly, and things don't
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go so well for the bad guy, generally, and if it's a bit more sophisticated, the good
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and the bad are in the same individual, and that's, you know, that's a more compelling
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story, but, so we could say, well, let's, we could make the assumption that it might be
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worthwhile thinking of the world as a, as it has been thought of classically, as a theatre
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upon which the forces of good and evil continually strive for dominance, and I, for the life
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of me, especially after I started reading deeply into 20th century history, and all the terrible
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things that happened in the 20th century, and all the terrible, unbelievably incomprehensible
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things that people did to one another, I just couldn't see, seeing things any other way
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as realistic, you know, because I don't think that you can immerse yourself in 20th century
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history without coming to the conclusion that evil is a reality, and if it's a reality, it
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depends on what you mean by reality, but it's fundamental enough reality for me, and if it's
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a reality, then I don't see how you can escape from the conclusion that the cosmos, as we experience
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it at least, is a place of moral striving, and, well, that's one of the things that's really
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illustrated in the story of Jacob, and, and I found that quite striking, so, so the last time, last
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lecture, I ended with the Abrahamic stories, with the death of Sarah, and that was Abraham's wife, and so
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we're going to continue from, from there, remember, Abraham had a son, Isaac, and he was asked by God
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to sacrifice his son, which we talked about in, in some depth, and I was attempting to make the case
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that, you know, the idea of sacrifice was one of humankind's great discoveries, because it meant
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the discovery of the future, essentially, but it also meant the discovery that the future was something
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that you could make a bargain with, and that you could give up something now, something impulsive,
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some pleasure, even a deep pleasure, in the moment, and you could strive, and hypothetically, you could make
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a covenant, a bargain with the future, and if your sacrifices were acceptable, and that seemed to mean
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ethically acceptable, you had to sacrifice the right thing, that that vastly increased the probability
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that not only you would be successful, let's say, but that your descendants would be too, and
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I don't think that that's an irrational proposition, I mean, you have to leave in it a bit with the
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realization that sometimes, you know, you get sliced off at the knees, no matter what, right, because life
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has an arbitrary element, and, and that can't be tossed out, but building in the arbitrary element,
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will say, you still want to think, well, what's your best bet, given a certain amount of randomness, and
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it seems to me that conscious, self-aware sacrifice, and proper ethical striving, is your best bet, and,
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you know, there's another idea that, well, I've always explained it, when I've explained it to people,
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I've always used the movie Pinocchio as an example, you know, that when Geppetto was trying to make his
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puppet, into a self-aware, and autonomous moral agent, which is what he wants above all else, you
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know, he aims at the highest good that he can conceive, which is the star that he prays to,
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essentially, and hopes for the transformation, and there's also something in that that's unutterably
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profound, and maybe that is somewhat independent of the idea that you have to believe in God, I would
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also say that what it means to believe in God, in the Old Testament, is by no means clear, and that's
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something I also really want to talk about tonight, it's not obvious what it means, and, well, Geppetto,
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what he does, at least, is aim at the highest good of which he can conceive, you know, and that's
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actually been a philosophical definition of God upon occasion, that God is the highest good of which
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you conceive, and, you know, that's different than the idea of a transcendent being, precisely, but
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it's in line with, it's in line with certain interesting psychoanalytic speculations, this is
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one of the things I really liked about Carl Jung, you know, Jung was so radical a thinker, it's just
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beyond belief, like, I've read a lot of critics of Jung, and I've always, I've always got a kick out of
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them, because the things they accuse Jung of are so trivial, compared to the things that Jung
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actually did, that it's like accusing a, a murderer of jaywalking, like, because Jung was
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unbelievably radical, like, here's one of his ideas, you know, he thought that it was necessary, he
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believed that psychotherapy could be replaced by a supreme moral effort, and so the moral effort
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would be something like aiming at the good, and then trying to integrate yourself around
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that, and that the, the good at which you aimed would be something approximating what you
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would be like if you manifested your full potential, and that you'd have a glimmering
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of what that full potential was, so that would be the potential future you, and he thought
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of that, he thought of people as four-dimensional entities, especially, essentially, that were
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stretched across time, and that you as a totality across time, including your potential, manifested
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yourself also in the here and now, and that part of what your potential manifested itself
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was something like the voice of conscious, conscience or intuition, it's amazing idea,
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it's an amazing idea, right, because it's like what you could be in the future beckons
00:25:48.240
to you in the present, and helps you determine the difference between good and evil, it's
00:25:52.820
a mind-boggling idea, and, you know, I think that it's an idea you have to contend with,
00:25:59.060
and then he, he went further than that, and this is, this is also a remarkable idea, you know,
00:26:05.460
he was interested in the symbolic representation of Christ, and, I mean, psychologically speaking,
00:26:10.960
and he thought of Christ as the representation of the ideal potential human, it's something
00:26:17.780
like that, so it was a symbolic, at minimum, that's what Christ was, is a symbolic representation
00:26:23.220
of the ideal potential of a human being, and so for Jung, there was no difference between,
00:26:28.520
there was no psychological difference between who you could be in the future beckoning
00:26:33.280
to you and the, in the present, and orienting yourself in relationship to Christ, psychologically
00:26:39.300
those were the same thing, and then, so that's a pretty mind-boggling idea, like, seriously,
00:26:45.860
that's a mind-boggling idea, you know, especially when you add the psychological idea that the,
00:26:51.720
one of the things that characterizes your ideal future self is the ability to make sacrifices,
00:26:56.340
right, and the deeper the sacrifice, the better, and then also to recover from the sacrifice,
00:27:01.280
right, so that's the death and rebirth, so the part of you that's most essential to your full
00:27:06.400
flowering as a, as a being is your ability to let things go and then spring back from that, so to die
00:27:14.200
in some sense and to be reborn in the service of a higher good, and then, well, then the next part of
00:27:20.760
that is that the direction of the world depends on you doing that, so not only your own life but your
00:27:27.040
family's life, and, and because we're networked so intently together, you know, the, the whole
00:27:32.160
panoply of humankind and maybe the structure of the, of the cosmos, and, you know, you might think,
00:27:38.180
well, no, but, you know, it's not so simple, it's not so simple.
00:27:43.940
First of all, one person can wreak an awful lot of havoc, there's absolutely no doubt about that,
00:27:48.400
and as we get more technologically powerful, that becomes even more relevant and important,
00:27:53.340
and, and, and crucial, you know, one of the things that Jung said was that we had to wake up
00:27:57.660
because we are too technologically powerful to be as morally asleep as we are,
00:28:02.420
and that seems to me just to be self-evident, that's, yeah, for sure, that's true, we're, we're,
00:28:07.800
we're half asleep with nuclear bombs, it's not a good idea, it's seriously not a good idea,
00:28:13.380
and so, well, and then you might ask yourself, too, you know, well, like, what is the ultimate
00:28:22.200
potential of a fully developed human being, and, well, we certainly know that you have admiration
00:28:30.100
for people who are more developed rather than less developed, that's, that just happens automatic,
00:28:35.440
or resentment, that, but that's okay, it's the same thing, it doesn't matter, but it's not like you
00:28:40.320
can't identify them, you can identify them, you know, and, and they're put forward to you in,
00:28:44.480
in, in drama, and fiction, and all of that constantly, so that's another form of moral
00:28:49.180
intuition, you know, you can, you can discern the wheat from the chaff, let's say, and, and so,
00:28:55.680
the other thing that I was thinking about that's worth consideration, too, is that, you know,
00:29:02.200
and maybe this is, maybe this is petty, but I don't think it is, somebody asked me the other day
00:29:08.720
if I believed in miracles, and I hate being asked questions like that, you know, and, you know,
00:29:16.080
it's also people ask me, do I believe in God, and, like, I don't know what they mean when they say
00:29:20.740
that, and so I don't know what to answer, because I don't think we're talk, necessarily going to talk
00:29:24.280
about the same thing, but in any case, I said yes, and I have a variety of reasons for that, but one of
00:29:29.320
them is that, you know, the consensus among physicists is that we can track the origin of
00:29:39.160
the cosmos to something like a hundred millionth of a millionth of a second after the Big Bang,
00:29:44.400
it's like, it's so close to the Big Bang that the difference is literally infinitesimal,
00:29:50.760
people, but the consensus is that before that, whatever that is, the laws of physics themselves
00:29:56.560
break down. Well, what do you call an event that exists outside the laws of physics? By definition,
00:30:06.760
that's a miracle. Now, that doesn't necessarily mean that there's a transcendent deity that caused
00:30:12.380
the event, that's a separate issue, but it does imply a barrier of some sort beyond which we can't go,
00:30:20.740
where some other set of rules apply, and so I find that interesting as well. So, all right,
00:30:30.480
so Sarah dies, and Abraham makes a bargain with the Hittites to purchase a burial place for her,
00:30:39.960
and they offer it as a gift, and he insists upon paying for it. It's a little story that basically
00:30:44.940
indicates two things, that Abraham was the kind of guy that you trust pretty much,
00:30:50.720
when you see him, and that even if something is offered to him as a gift, he's going to do
00:30:54.940
everything to be reciprocal about it. And so, it's not a massively important part of the story,
00:31:02.520
but it's in keeping with the same narrative flow. And so, Ephron, who's a Hittite, offers a burial
00:31:09.940
place as a gift, and Abraham says, no, you know, you have to let me pay for it. And Ephron says,
00:31:15.040
yes, he will, and that works out very well. And so, he has a good burial place for his wife.
00:31:21.220
And then, Abraham decides that Isaac needs a wife. And so, he sends his eldest servant
00:31:31.920
to Mesopotamia to find a wife for Isaac. And there's a strange ritual that's performed. So,
00:31:41.160
it says in the story that the servant places his hand under Abraham's thigh to swear. But that
00:31:49.040
isn't really what it means. It means that he places his hand, I don't know exactly how to say this
00:31:54.780
properly. Well, use your imagination. How about that? And the idea is that, as far as I can tell,
00:32:01.620
that he's swearing on the future. He's swearing on future people. It's something like that. So,
00:32:06.980
that's sort of what testify means, right? Think about the root. Well, I'm not kidding. I'm not
00:32:12.640
kidding. That is what it, that is the derivation, right? It is the derivation. So, anyways, this is a
00:32:20.560
serious issue. And so, that servant has to go and find Isaac a good wife. And he wants him to find
00:32:26.560
Isaac a wife who is willing to accept the same fundamental belief system, which is something
00:32:33.240
like the belief in a God that's a unity rather than a plurality. You know, the other thing that Jung was
00:32:38.940
very insistent upon was that there was a relationship between polytheism and psychological confusion
00:32:48.840
and monotheism and psychological unification. And I really like that idea, too. That, you know,
00:32:55.020
that what you're trying to do, because you are a plurality, that's one of the things the psychoanalysts
00:33:00.160
were really good at figuring out, that the cognitive scientists haven't touched yet, as far as I can
00:33:04.820
tell. They're way behind the psychoanalysts in that element of thinking, is that you are composed of
00:33:09.180
sub-personalities, which all have their own desires and their own viewpoint, their own thoughts and
00:33:14.920
their own perceptions. And they're in a war with each other constantly. Maybe even a Darwinian war,
00:33:21.980
it's been portrayed that way by certain neuroscientists. And that one of the goals of
00:33:29.340
life is to integrate all of that plurality into a hierarchical ethical structure that has some
00:33:35.760
canonical ethic at the pinnacle, right? And we've talked a little bit about that. And it's not obvious
00:33:42.380
what should be at the pinnacle, but we can guess at it. It's that which we admire. That's one way of
00:33:48.780
thinking about it. It's that that describes fair play across a sequence of games. That's another good
00:33:54.880
way of thinking about it. It's the heroic ideal. That's another way of thinking about it. But it's
00:34:00.280
combined with generosity. You know, because the hero, the mythological hero, goes out into the unknown and
00:34:05.280
slays the dragon and gets the gold, but then comes back to the community and distributes what's found.
00:34:10.940
And so it's courage plus generosity. And so all of your, all of that interior struggling that you're
00:34:19.180
doing is an attempt to bang yourself against the world with challenge constantly to hit everything
00:34:26.940
together like you're beating on a piece of iron to cure it, let's say, so that you don't, you're not an
00:34:34.880
internal contradiction. You're not a massive competing God, something like that, because it's
00:34:39.560
just too psychologically stressful and hard on everyone else and impossible for them to get
00:34:45.120
along with you if you're one thing one moment and another thing another moment. And so, so anyways,
00:34:52.060
Abraham insists that Isaac find a wife from among people who are likely to carry out forward the
00:34:58.260
monotheistic tradition. And I'm not sure that the monotheistic tradition is actually
00:35:02.280
indistinguishable, is actually distinguishable from the individualistic tradition. I think they
00:35:07.700
might be the same thing at different levels of analysis, you know. So, because individual means
00:35:13.940
undivided in some sense, right? To be an individual means to be one thing. And the other thing
00:35:21.120
that mitigates against the idea of life as happiness is it isn't obvious to me that it's happiness that
00:35:26.640
is what molds you and shapes you. You know, it's something more like optimal challenge, voluntarily
00:35:32.420
undertaken. It's something like that, right? And I think that's echoed in the idea that everyone has a
00:35:37.220
moral obligation to raise their cross, something like that, to accept the fact of their mortality
00:35:43.000
voluntarily. I believe that that's the case. And I do actually think that that's a prerequisite to
00:35:49.200
proper psychological development. Because if you're not willing to take your mortality on voluntarily,
00:35:56.240
like if you're kicking and fighting about it constantly, and you have every reason to, don't
00:36:00.160
get me wrong, then you can't act forthrightly in the world, right? You're going to be afraid. And
00:36:06.360
when you're afraid, then you can't voluntarily take on a challenge. And then if you can't take
00:36:11.360
voluntarily take on a challenge, then you can't develop. And so, again, the life seems to be
00:36:16.100
something like, if it's a proper life, is the voluntary taking on of great challenges.
00:36:23.460
And maybe that's better than happiness. Like, it's certainly more noble, you know? It's not a word
00:36:28.380
we use very much anymore, the idea of nobility, because we're so obsessed with happiness. But I
00:36:33.840
think happiness is a, like if it comes along, man, great, you know, wonderful. Don't take it lightly
00:36:41.280
or for granted, because it's fleeting. But the idea that that's what you should be for, in some sense,
00:36:47.840
just seems to me, if that's what life is for, then maybe it shouldn't be. Maybe that's correct.
00:36:53.220
Because that isn't what life is. But it also doesn't, it isn't obvious to me that that's what
00:36:57.920
life should be. You know, I mean, if you really loved someone, like your son, let's say, would you
00:37:04.780
say, well, I hope he has a happy life? Or would you say, I hope he accomplishes great things? It
00:37:11.200
seems to me that that's better, the accomplishing of great things. And because that's admirable,
00:37:17.720
you know? It's like a happy person is a happy person, but a noble person is an admirable person.
00:37:22.980
And that's better, man. And so, maybe there are better things than happiness. And so, you can't
00:37:29.760
judge being on the basis of the ratio of suffering to pleasure, something like that. It's, and I don't
00:37:36.120
think we do that. I don't believe we do that. I mean, comedians are happy, right? But everyone
00:37:40.820
doesn't aspire to be a comedian. And you don't watch comedy all the time, even though you can laugh
00:37:45.220
non-stop, more or less, if the comedian's funny. You want to get your teeth into something.
00:37:49.780
It also seems to me that, and this is one of the reasons I liked existential philosophy, was that,
00:37:54.900
you know, the existentialists believed, it's sort of an original sin idea. They believed that we came
00:38:00.660
into the world with an ethical burden already laden upon us, something like that. And that we had a felt
00:38:05.980
sense that it was necessary for us to justify our being. And that if we didn't do that, then we weren't
00:38:11.440
authentic to ourselves. We weren't moving towards individuality. We weren't sustaining the community.
00:38:16.540
We weren't living properly. And that, and that, that idea was deeply embedded in people as part of their
00:38:22.440
ordinary experience. And that also seems to me to be accurate. And, you know, I've dealt with lots of
00:38:29.040
people, say, in my clinical practice, and they don't really cut, they are, they will come and say,
00:38:35.160
I wish I wasn't so unhappy. But they don't usually come and say, I wish I was happier. And those things
00:38:41.640
aren't the same. And, and then when, when, when you talk to people who are having trouble, you know,
00:38:46.600
they want to straighten things out and figure out how to do them right. It's something like that.
00:38:51.220
And, and, and that, that's the primary, that's their primary goal. And so anyways,
00:38:58.140
Abraham sends his eldest servant off to his, the place that God has granted him to find a wife. And
00:39:04.640
interestingly, it, the borders of the promised land are quite similar to the current borders of Israel.
00:39:12.900
And these are estimates, right, based on, on the biblical, and I mean, that's not a fluke,
00:39:16.780
obviously. But it's, it's interesting to see the concordance between these ancient stories and
00:39:23.260
the, and the present day world. So I thought that was very interesting. And it shows, once again,
00:39:29.480
that the past, you think the past is the past, but it's not. It's, it's still here. It's embedded in
00:39:35.180
the present, you know, just like the future in somehow, in some ways is folded up inside the
00:39:39.680
present waiting to unfold. The past is all folded up inside the present too. So anyways, the servant
00:39:48.140
goes to the land that he's been charged to go to. And, and he, he's, he's trying to figure out how in
00:39:55.460
the world am I going to find a good wife for Isaac? I mean, I don't know any of these people. And so he
00:40:00.420
has this little dialogue that's presented in the form of a prayer, I suppose. And he thinks, well,
00:40:06.840
I'm going to go to the place where you water, where people get water and water the animals. And
00:40:11.380
because that's a place where everyone gathers. So that's a good place to find someone. And,
00:40:16.600
and it's, it's not a place of fun and lightness and relaxation and impulsivity. It's a place of,
00:40:22.260
of life sustaining work. And, and he thinks something like, well, what would a decent girl do?
00:40:30.420
At a watering place. And he thought, well, maybe she would offer a stranger some water and also offer
00:40:38.180
to water the camels. Because that would be brave to approach the stranger and then generous and then
00:40:46.120
indicative of, of the willingness to make an effort. And when you know that a camel, I think
00:40:52.220
he took 10 camels. There's quite a few camels anyways, not just one. And that a camel can drink
00:40:58.420
20 gallons of water. And Rebecca, who was drawing water from the, it turns out to be Rebecca, was
00:41:04.380
drawing water from the well, which is hard, right? Because water's heavy and you have to lift it up.
00:41:09.560
And it's 10 camels. And so that's like 200 gallons of water. So, you know, she has to put herself
00:41:14.860
out a fair bit in order to make this stranger happy. And so that's what happens. And then
00:41:21.100
the servant has brought along gifts and that sort of thing. And anyways, to make a long story short,
00:41:29.720
Rebecca agrees to come back to, come back with the servant and marry Isaac. And so
00:41:38.440
then she has, she gets pregnant and she has twins. And this is an interesting thing. The twins fight
00:41:46.760
inside her. She can tell that, that they're not getting along. And this is an echo, right? It's an
00:41:52.500
echo of Cain and Abel. And there's a mythological motif that the Jungians have called the hostile
00:41:58.200
brothers, the hostile brothers. And you see them all the time. Batman and the Joker are hostile
00:42:02.700
brothers and Thor and Loki are hostile brothers. And it's an unbelievably common motif.
00:42:08.440
And, you know, the ultimate hostile brothers are Christ and Satan. So that's the, that's the
00:42:13.460
archetypal representation of the hostile brothers, right? The ultimate good and the ultimate
00:42:18.200
evil. And so, and so it's an echo of the Cain and Abel story. Although it's a little more complex,
00:42:25.480
I would say, from a literary point of view, because it isn't obvious which of these brothers
00:42:30.620
is Cain and which of them is Abel. They have parts of both in each of them. So Esau, who turns out
00:42:37.440
to be one of the brothers and Jacob, who turns out to be the other, both have their admirable
00:42:42.260
qualities and their faults. Anyways, Esau comes, is born first. But Jacob has him by the heel.
00:42:50.980
And so there was a fight within the womb to see who would emerge first. Now, that's relevant
00:42:57.440
because the firstborn had a special status. Well, has a special status in many communities,
00:43:02.640
especially agricultural communities. And there's a, the reason, oh, these people were more
00:43:07.460
herds people. But if you divide your property equally among all your children, then in like
00:43:11.660
three generations, everybody has one goat and everybody starves to death. You know, or the same
00:43:16.500
thing happens with land. So one of the ways that, that traditional communities solve that is they
00:43:21.620
just give almost everything to the firstborn. And then the, everyone else knows, well, you go out and do
00:43:26.960
whatever you can. And it's kind of arbitrary and unfair, but, you know, at least it's predictably
00:43:31.700
arbitrary and unfair instead of doom over four generations, you know. So it actually mattered to
00:43:38.040
be the firstborn. And, and God generally favors the firstborn. And, and then you might think, well,
00:43:43.720
what is it about being born first that's so relevant apart from the, the cultural practice of, of a
00:43:50.720
more generous inheritance? And I would say, well, the firstborn is something like the model for the
00:43:55.100
leader of the family, right? Because the firstborn child should be, if there's a number of siblings,
00:44:00.960
A should take care of the siblings, at least to some degree, but also should be a role model for
00:44:05.340
them. So it's like a natural position of leadership. But there's a psych, there's a
00:44:09.680
psych, psychologization of the idea of the firstborn in these stories, because God often passes over the
00:44:15.480
firstborn in favor of a later born child. He seems to do that on the basis of moral character,
00:44:22.560
essentially. And so there's this idea that, well, there's a natural proclivity towards leadership
00:44:28.840
that's just a biological fact that would be associated with being a firstborn. But there's
00:44:33.460
a element of characterological development that transcends that. And so that you, it's more
00:44:38.740
important to be spiritually a firstborn, let's say, than to be biologically a firstborn. And God
00:44:43.800
recognizes that continually in these stories and inverts the natural order and favors a later born
00:44:50.200
who's done more work with regards to characterological development. And that's also
00:44:55.620
interesting too. You know, I've talked to lots of business people about leadership. And there's a
00:45:00.520
literature on leadership, but it's not a good literature. It's pretty shallow. Partly because
00:45:05.560
it's not that easy to define leadership. And partly because there are different, you know, people have
00:45:11.380
different temperaments. And different temperaments can be leaders. They just do it in different ways.
00:45:16.260
Now, there's something in common about being a leader, though. And I would say one is that if
00:45:20.700
you're an actual leader, you actually know where you're going. Right? Because what are you going
00:45:24.860
to do? Lead people in circles? It's like, maybe they'll follow you, but you're not a leader. You're
00:45:28.480
just a charlatan. So you have to know where you're going. And then you have to be able to communicate
00:45:32.440
that. And then people have to trust you. So you actually have to be honest because people aren't
00:45:37.380
that stupid, at least not for a long period of time. And then where you're going has to have some
00:45:42.760
value. Because otherwise, why would anyone want to go along with you? So, and then you might say,
00:45:48.460
well, what are the attributes then that make you a leader? And I would say, well, they're
00:45:51.920
characterological, fundamentally. And this is not naive optimism or casual moralizing. It has nothing
00:46:00.560
to do with that. You know, we know, for example, that conscientiousness, the personality trait,
00:46:06.760
is a good predictor of long-term success in most occupations. Not all, but most. And that one of
00:46:12.740
the things that's associated with conscientiousness is that people keep their word. They're trustworthy.
00:46:17.420
And that's certainly one element of a leader, especially across any reasonable amount of time.
00:46:21.680
You have to be able to trust the person. They can even be harsh, right? It doesn't matter. Because
00:46:25.720
you can see harsh leaders and kind leaders. But as long as they do what they say they will do,
00:46:30.320
then you can follow them. And you know that the future payoff is secure, something like that.
00:46:38.120
So, the idea that characterological development is more important to leadership than primogenitor,
00:46:44.080
I think that's the right word, primogenesis, anyways, being a firstborn, that's a very crucial
00:46:50.840
psychological realization. That it's characterological development that makes you favored of God.
00:46:56.240
You know, and I do think we've forgotten this in many ways, because there isn't a lot of emphasis
00:47:02.200
in our education system on characterological development. And that's very, very surprising
00:47:07.440
to me. I think maybe it's partly because in our fractured society, we can't agree on what constitutes
00:47:13.080
a reasonable characterological goal. So, we just throw up our hands and don't educate our kids
00:47:19.740
to any degree at all, especially in schools, about what an admirable person is like, or even let them
00:47:25.720
know that, well, maybe you should actually try to be one, you know, that that's actually
00:47:29.320
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So, and I also think, and I think this is laid out very thoroughly in the biblical stories as well,
00:50:32.320
is that if there are enough people who are admirable, then things work, and if there aren't,
00:50:38.740
then things are terrible. You get wiped out. You remember when Abraham is bargaining with God
00:50:46.380
with regards to Sodom and Gomorrah, he asks God to save the city if there's like 40
00:50:53.000
admirable people, right? Respectable. But let's say admirable, right? I don't want to say good
00:50:59.180
because good is being corrupted in some sense by casual usage. I mean admirable, noble people,
00:51:05.300
right? I think Abraham bargains God down to like 10. If there's 10 of them in the city,
00:51:10.840
the city won't be destroyed. And that's not very many in a city. So there's an interesting idea there,
00:51:15.820
which is that there doesn't have to be that many people in a group who have their act together,
00:51:21.060
but zero is the wrong number. And if it's zero, then we're seriously in trouble.
00:51:28.760
And I think that goes along with the idea of the Pareto principle in economics too,
00:51:33.020
which is that it's a small minority of people who do most of the productive work in any given domain.
00:51:37.920
But so a small number of properly behaving people might have enough of an impact to keep
00:51:44.020
everything moving. And that might also, that might actually be true, but it can't fall below some
00:51:48.580
crucial level. And I do think that we're in some danger of allowing it to fall below some crucial
00:51:53.460
level because our society seems to be at war in some ways against the idea of the individual and
00:51:59.900
individual character per se. And I think that's absolutely, I think that's absolutely catastrophic.
00:52:08.120
And that's part of the reason that I'm doing these biblical lectures, you know, because I think
00:52:12.360
that I've known for a long time that the moral presuppositions of a culture are instantiated in
00:52:20.100
its stories. They're not instantiated in its explicit philosophy. There might be a layer of explicit
00:52:25.760
philosophy, and of course there is in the West, and a layer of explicit law, but underneath that there
00:52:30.120
are stories. And there isn't anything under the stories except maybe behavior, you know, and that's so
00:52:36.080
implicit. It doesn't even actually count. It's not a cognitive operation. And so this is the story.
00:52:42.280
These are the stories that are underneath our culture. And so there better be something to them.
00:52:48.540
That's what we hope. But more importantly, maybe we shouldn't toss them away without knowing
00:52:53.540
what they mean. Because if we toss them away, then we're throwing everything that we depend on away,
00:52:59.620
as far as I can tell. And we will pay for it. We'll pay for it individually because we'll be weak.
00:53:04.680
You know, because if you're not firm in your convictions, then someone else who's firm in
00:53:09.780
their convictions, you're their puppet, like instantly. And then you're also the puppet of
00:53:14.020
your own doubts, right? Because unless you have convictions, you're going to generate doubts like
00:53:19.140
mad, because everyone does. And then the doubts win, and you'll be paralyzed, because there'll be,
00:53:24.460
you know, 50% of you moving forward, and 50% of you frozen stiff, and that'll be enough just to
00:53:29.980
lodge you in place. And so, okay, so there's a psychologization of the idea of leadership, which
00:53:39.060
is very important. And then it's associated with the idea of characterological development. And it's
00:53:43.100
associated with the idea of struggle, not happiness. And it's also associated with this
00:53:48.200
Abrahamic idea, which I really liked, and which was something that's been very useful to me as a
00:53:53.220
consequence of doing these lectures. Because remember, at the beginning of the Abrahamic
00:53:57.380
stories, Abraham's like a stay-at-home guy, right? He's like the guy who's 40 years old living in his
00:54:02.420
mother's basement. And God says, like, get the hell out of there, you know? Get out in the world
00:54:06.860
where you belong. Go do something difficult, because what you're doing isn't acceptable. And,
00:54:13.040
you know, the first thing he does is go somewhere there's a terrible famine, and then he goes somewhere
00:54:16.440
there's a tyranny. So, you know, it's pretty funny. He follows God's call, and it's not like
00:54:21.340
sweetness and light and paradise immediately. It's nothing like that. It's instantaneous combat,
00:54:28.540
you know, of the most difficult kind. So, but Abraham does, in fact, follow that impulse. And,
00:54:36.800
you know, it's interesting, too. I mean, I don't know. Here's another thing that made me a really
00:54:41.620
an advocate of psychoanalytic thinking. It was the sort of thing that started to terrify me about
00:54:47.880
what the human psyche was actually like. I started to understand that not only were we
00:54:51.920
like an amalgam of relatively autonomous sub-personalities, each of which had the
00:54:57.880
possibility of gaining control, but that we were also victim, you might say, or beneficiary
00:55:06.040
of impulses that were beyond our conscious formulation or understanding or capacity to resist.
00:55:14.380
So, here's a funny story. So, I was talking to one of my Patreon people online this week, and he said
00:55:21.940
he was a committed atheist, and that's fine, you know, lots of atheists are very honest people,
00:55:27.140
and they're atheists because they don't know how to reconcile what they know with traditional claims,
00:55:33.960
let's say, and they're not willing to just mangle them together, you know. And there might be cynicism,
00:55:38.620
all that associated with it as well. But he said, he was, he said he was entranced by these biblical
00:55:43.860
lectures, you know, which is pretty weird. And he said, if someone would have told him a year ago that
00:55:48.300
he was going to, like, be obsessed with the sequence of biblical lectures, he would have told
00:55:52.340
them that they were mad. And so, we had a bit of a discussion about that, because this is an
00:55:57.300
interesting thing, you know. And he mentioned this, he said, it was something like, you don't choose your
00:56:03.120
interests, they choose you. And that's really worth thinking about, too, man, because, you know, it's
00:56:08.760
really hard to get interested in something you're not interested in, even if you know there's a good
00:56:12.240
reason for it. You know, you're studying for an exam, you find the material boring, you know, anything
00:56:17.960
will be more interesting than the studying. Even though you know that that's what you need to do,
00:56:22.760
you can't voluntarily grab yourself by the scruff of the neck, let's say, and shake yourself and say,
00:56:28.100
sit down and concentrate. Your mind will just go everywhere. But then, if you're interested in something,
00:56:33.480
and even if it's something you shouldn't be interested in, because that happens all the time,
00:56:37.300
then it's like, you're a laser focus, man. You can pay attention forever, you can work until you're
00:56:41.940
exhausted, you won't even notice it, and you remember everything. It's like, okay, if you can't control
00:56:47.280
your interest, what does? And man, I tell you, you can think about that for a very long time. So, Jung talked
00:56:55.000
about the spirit Mercurius, you know, Mercury is the winged messenger of the gods, and here's how he
00:57:00.840
conceptualized it psychologically. He thought this is what the ancient people who thought about Mercury
00:57:06.800
as the winged messenger of the gods were trying to state psychologically. You know, your interest
00:57:11.120
flits around. It's like there's something that captures it, and that moves your interest from
00:57:15.860
place to place. You know, like if you walk into a bookstore, you'll get interested in a particular
00:57:19.340
book. And it's as if the book grips you. Because you don't know why you're interested in that. You
00:57:24.040
might, but often you don't know why you're interested in that book. And, you know, your interest is
00:57:27.700
flitting around. And so, that's Mercury. The thing that makes your interest flicker around is
00:57:32.520
Mercury, the winged messenger of the gods. And Mercury is the messenger of the gods because it's
00:57:38.020
the things behind the scenes psychologically that are manipulating your attention. And for Jung, those
00:57:43.220
were equivalent in some sense to the lost gods. And so, for Jung, your interest was being manipulated
00:57:50.340
behind the scenes by unseen forces that were associated with your characterological development
00:57:55.020
across time. That was the manifestation of the self. So, the self is this, the potential
00:58:01.180
you, let's say. And the way it operates in the present is by gripping your interest and
00:58:05.900
directing it somewhere. And that's part of the instinct of self-realization. It's a mind-boggling
00:58:11.460
idea, man. Really, it's, I think it's correct. I can't see how it can't be correct. It doesn't
00:58:16.340
mean I understand it completely, but it certainly seems phenomenologically correct. And, I mean,
00:58:21.920
the potential that you are has to manifest itself somehow in the here and now. It has
00:58:27.520
to. And what better way than by directing your attention? You know, it's like, it seems like
00:58:32.020
this might be useful for you. Or maybe you get attracted to this person. Maybe you admire
00:58:36.040
this person. That happens with kids a lot. They'll admire someone and then copy them. And
00:58:40.200
you can see that that's obviously part of their developmental progression, right? It's a form
00:58:44.740
of hero worship. But kids are very imitative and they hero worship at the drop of a hat.
00:58:48.700
And so, they're entranced by the next stage of development. And if they see someone who
00:58:55.800
embodies that, especially if it's in the zone of proximal development, it's something they
00:59:00.560
could achieve, stretching a bit. They find someone who embodies that next stage of development
00:59:05.680
and then they start to imitate them and act like them. Well, adults are no different. We're
00:59:10.920
no different. We're just, we do it at a perhaps more abstract and sophisticated level.
00:59:15.380
So, okay. So, Jacob and Esau are hostile brothers. They're like Cain and Abel, except
00:59:23.980
the mixture of Cain and Abel. And they're very different. Esau was red and covered with
00:59:28.660
hair. He was a hunter and a man of the field. So, he's like your basic jock, right? He's
00:59:32.460
extroverted. He's outgoing. He's really tough. He's like extraordinarily masculine. He hunts
00:59:37.780
and he's a real favorite of his father. And so, and Jacob isn't. He's a dweller in tents.
00:59:44.980
And yeah, right. Exactly. Exactly. Exactly. Right. And it says Isaac loved Esau, but Rebecca
00:59:52.460
loved Jacob. Now, that's a problem, right? That's a big problem. And there's a Freudian
00:59:56.580
element to this. It's like this family is now divided because one child is the favorite
01:00:01.180
of the mother. And that's Jacob. And one child is the favorite of the father. And
01:00:05.400
so, Jacob is kind of a mother's boy, I guess, to use a rather archaic phrase. And certainly
01:00:12.400
not as admirable from his father's perspective as Esau, who's a tough guy who goes out with
01:00:17.840
a bow and arrow and like, you know, wanders around in the plains and brings animals home.
01:00:21.780
And he's tough. He's a tough guy. So, and, but, but there's this discord in the family because
01:00:29.960
one parent prefers one child and the other parent prefers the other. And it's obvious from the story
01:00:35.060
that the parents do not communicate about this because they really take sides. And so there's
01:00:39.340
a split in the family. And that's, I think, very realistic because one of the things that you do
01:00:44.780
learn if you have a family, and of course, most of you do, but if you also think about families is
01:00:48.920
that there's, there's deep divisions within families very, very frequently that no one will
01:00:54.460
ever talk about. And, or even think about often because it's too painful to think about, you know.
01:01:00.300
And Freud himself said, Freud was clearly his mother's favorite. And the family sacrificed a lot,
01:01:05.880
including some of the potential ambitions of the other children in order to kind of put Sigmund Freud
01:01:10.900
up on a pedestal and, and advance his education. And it worked. I mean, you know, he, he turned into a
01:01:16.220
great man, but there was a cost to his siblings. And Freud himself said that there was something
01:01:20.700
about being the favorite of the mother that gave a person additional confidence throughout their
01:01:27.680
life. And, you know, there's, there's something to be said about that. Even someone like Eric Erickson,
01:01:32.940
you know, he noted that very interested in child development, that that first bonding with the
01:01:37.380
mother was the, was the place where trust was established. Maybe trust even in the goodness of
01:01:42.640
existence was established. And so anyways, Jacob is Rachel's favorite. And Esau is Isaac's favorite.
01:01:52.900
Now Esau, being extroverted, let's say, is also a bit impulsive. And maybe he's not, he's a man of
01:01:59.620
action. He's not a forward thinker. And, but he's also doing hard work. And so, you know, he goes out
01:02:04.960
and he's hunting and he's worn out. And he comes home and he's faint with hunger. And Jacob is at
01:02:12.160
home cooking. He's boiling up lentils, red lentils. And, you know, Esau comes in from the hunt and he's
01:02:18.440
like half starved to death. And he's sitting there and the aroma of these red lentils reaches him. And
01:02:24.420
he's exhausted. And, and, and he tells Jacob that he wants some of this stew. And Jacob,
01:02:35.180
who's being a pain in the neck fundamentally, basically says, no, there's a, there's a teasing
01:02:40.880
thing going on here. And, and, and won't give him any. And, and, and there's, you have to imagine this
01:02:47.180
because it's not laid out explicitly in the story. But there's some dispute about whether Esau gets to
01:02:53.720
have lunch. And Jacob finally says, well, I'll give you some, but you have to, you have to give me your
01:02:58.700
birthright. And Esau, you think he must say something like, you know, well, to hell with it. Take it, you know,
01:03:06.820
you son of a bitch. Take it. Just give me some damn stew. It's something like that. So that's what
01:03:13.120
happens. But, you know, with these archaic people, once he made a statement like that, that was, you
01:03:17.180
were done. That was it. And so, Esau sells his birthright. And this turns out to be incredibly
01:03:24.760
significant. Benson, who wrote biblical commentary, said, oh, there's a bit of a twist to it. So Esau
01:03:33.080
eats the, the red lentils. And then, from then on, his name is Red. And you've got to use your
01:03:39.160
imagination a bit. I mean, people are making fun of him, right? That's why they're calling him Red.
01:03:44.040
I mean, he's already Red, because we, we, we established that. But no one was calling him Red
01:03:47.840
before this. And so, for the rest of his life, you know, every time he goes out amongst his friends
01:03:53.160
and family, they call him Red and sort of snicker because he's the, you know, half famished idiot who
01:03:58.100
sold his birthright for a bowl of lentils. And so, it's, it's not, it's not that funny, actually.
01:04:04.460
And so, Esau is not happy about this. And, and it actually turns out that this, so what does it mean?
01:04:09.280
It means, don't sell the future for the desires of the present. And don't be casual about what you
01:04:14.080
have. And then there's an archetypal element to this, too. And Benson says, various have been the
01:04:19.080
opinions what this birthright was which Esau sold. But the most probable is that together with the right
01:04:25.140
of sacrificing, so determining what should be sacrificed and when, and being the priest of the
01:04:30.240
family, it included the peculiar blessing promised to the seed of Abraham, that of being the progenitor
01:04:36.680
of the Messiah, and the heir of the special promises of God respecting Christ's kingdom. It was at least
01:04:43.080
typical of spiritual privileges, those of the firstborn that are written in heaven. Well, that's a lot
01:04:52.920
harsher than meets the eye to begin with. And so, there's a very interesting, deep moral story there,
01:05:01.420
which is, it's sort of, Esau does the opposite of a sacrifice. It's the reverse, right? He sacrifices the
01:05:09.000
future for the present. And so, the story basically says, the way it's laid out across stories, is that if
01:05:15.600
you're the sort of person that sacrifices the future to the present, then that eradicates the possibility
01:05:23.140
that you will bring the most noble being into existence. That's what it means. And you can, again, this is the
01:05:31.680
psychological significance of the biblical story. So, that's a bad thing to do, if you want to realize your potential,
01:05:38.660
let's say. You don't do reverse sacrifices. That's a very bad idea. And so, Esau really did himself in by
01:05:45.640
being too attached to the present without a vision of the future. So, he's too in the moment, you know?
01:05:53.120
And he pays a heavy price for it. I mean, he's the, first of all, he loses his birthright and his
01:05:59.520
double inheritance. So, there's a practical consequence. And then there's a spiritual consequence. And then
01:06:03.640
he's, well, he's been made a fool of by his brother. Jacob means supplanter, by the way. That's what
01:06:11.220
the name means. And Jacob is always trying to usurp Esau, as we've seen. And so, Jacob gets one over on
01:06:17.800
him. And, you know, that's not, doesn't make an older brother happy when a younger brother gets
01:06:21.480
something over on him. That's for sure. And then he loses the opportunity to be the progenitor of the
01:06:26.160
Messiah, which is like, he probably didn't realize that precisely. But it seems to be, you know, it's kind of
01:06:31.040
rough, that. So, and then there's, there's a statement in Matthew 16, 26, for what is a man
01:06:37.700
profited if he shall gain the whole world and lose his own soul? Or what shall a man give in exchange
01:06:42.940
for his soul? It's an echo of the same idea. You know, when you think, well, what does this idea of
01:06:47.140
soul mean? And it's not intellect. And it's said, it's something like, it's something like consciousness
01:06:53.580
allied with character, I think. And I think the reason that it's valued so much is that, because you've
01:06:59.040
got to ask yourself, well, what do you really have when it comes down to it? So life is suffering,
01:07:02.920
let's say. And, you know, you can, you can pile up worldly goods. And the God in the Old Testament
01:07:08.560
doesn't seem to have anything against that, really, right? The people who he favors seem to prosper
01:07:13.240
quite nicely in the world. But they also have to make a choice between whether they're going to
01:07:18.360
fundamentally sustain their character, or whether they're going to prosper in the world when push
01:07:23.080
comes to shove. And the idea constantly is that really what you have in the world that allows you
01:07:29.640
the best possible defense against the suffering that's intrinsic to being is your character.
01:07:34.600
That's what you have, period. And I don't think there is anything that's more psychologically true
01:07:40.140
than that. You know, because everything else, well, first of all, your relationships with others
01:07:45.080
depend on your character. And certainly, this is part of the story of Noah's Ark, you know, because
01:07:49.500
his generations were perfect. So he had a very tight familial arrangement. Everyone trusted each
01:07:56.480
other. That's a big deal if you hit a rocky patch in your life, right? And it's character that,
01:08:01.120
it's character that determines that. You know, if you're generous and honest and all of those things
01:08:05.640
and people know they can rely on you, assuming they're not resentful, that's a whole different
01:08:09.760
story. Then they're going to come to your aid when, when it's necessary. They're going to pull together
01:08:14.560
with you. And, you know, when people are really after you for one reason or another, and they're
01:08:19.020
accusing you of all sorts of things, and you're guilty because you have a past that's laden with
01:08:24.520
characterological errors, then it's very easy for people to take you down because they'll poke until
01:08:29.880
they hit a place where you're guilty. And then you're done because you'll do yourself in with
01:08:34.340
your own judgment. And so, well, so Esau makes a very big mistake. And there's a sacrificial idea here
01:08:42.620
too, which is, you know, now and then you're going to be faced with a situation where it's something you
01:08:47.280
really want or your character. Maybe you'll have to lie about something, you know. And you'll think,
01:08:52.460
ah, what difference does it make? You know, I'll lie about it. Jacob does this. But the problem, there's a
01:08:58.180
bunch of problems with that. One is that, well, now you know that you're the sort of person that will,
01:09:02.480
in fact, deceive yourself about the nature of reality if something shiny is dangled in front of you.
01:09:08.120
And that's not good because it undermines your faith in yourself. And when you're really in trouble,
01:09:12.500
they call that the dark night of the soul. When you're really in trouble, that's what you've got.
01:09:17.500
You've got whether or not you can trust yourself and that's it. You know, when things are really harsh.
01:09:23.460
And so if you've betrayed yourself in that manner, then you weaken yourself under the worst possible
01:09:28.880
circumstances. And that's just, that's really not a good thing. So this is very practical advice.
01:09:35.580
It's not casual moralizing. There's very little casual moralizing in these stories.
01:09:43.020
In the next part of the story, there's some parallels with Abraham. And that's built into
01:09:46.900
the narrative, I think, because Isaac is Abraham's descendant. And so we have to keep the narrative
01:09:54.540
echoing forward. Otherwise, it loses its continuity. And there's a famine in the land that Isaac's in.
01:10:02.040
And God tells him to stay the course. Anyways, repeating the promise he gave to Abraham. Although
01:10:09.620
Isaac goes to Abimelech, also telling the king and people that Rebekah was his sister. Which is exactly
01:10:15.460
what Abraham did when he went to Egypt. And so there's another echo there of the same, of the same.
01:10:22.040
It's as if the story is being told for a second time, essentially. And that's supposed to remind you
01:10:26.760
of the previous story. But they're careless. The king sees that Rebekah and Isaac are intimate
01:10:33.900
together. And luckily, he doesn't have them put to death. He just tells everybody in the kingdom
01:10:39.600
that they're to be left hell alone. And then Isaac prospers in that land, just like Abraham did in
01:10:46.600
Egypt until the Philistines ask him to leave. He's just getting too rich and powerful. Things are going
01:10:51.060
too well for him. So he's asked to leave. Now, in the meantime, Esau gets married. And this is a funny
01:10:59.100
little story. He says, he marries two women who give grief to Isaac and Rebekah. So whoever Esau
01:11:06.060
marries, they're not popular with their in-laws. Not in the least. That actually becomes relevant a
01:11:12.120
little later. Because they drive Rebekah quite mad. So I get a kick out of that. Because that's very
01:11:17.080
common. You know, it's not easy to integrate new people into your family and hope that that will
01:11:23.560
go smoothly. It's actually one of the real catastrophes in life, right? You have a kid,
01:11:27.520
maybe you get along with them, and maybe you don't. But let's assume you do. But then they marry someone
01:11:33.080
that you just don't like. Or maybe you think is wrong for them. I mean, that's really rough.
01:11:38.860
What are you going to do about that? You know, because you're basically screwed both ways. If you have
01:11:44.740
the person you love around, then you have to put up with this horrendous creature that they allied
01:11:48.460
themselves with. And if you get rid of them completely, well, then, you know, you don't
01:11:52.880
have your child anymore. So it's a very, very difficult position. And so that's another example
01:11:57.960
of the realism, I think, of the stories. Now, Isaac, who's hypothetically on his deathbed,
01:12:03.340
asks Esau to hunt for venison. Because he likes venison, and he's happy that his son is a hunter.
01:12:08.180
And Rebekah overhears this. And so she conspires with Jacob to slaughter two small goats and make
01:12:18.620
his father some stew. Because he wants Esau to make him stew out of venison. But Rebekah,
01:12:24.700
who's being, I would say, let's say, slightly deceitful or horribly lying, that would be more
01:12:30.520
accurate. She conspires with Jacob. So Jacob kills two little goats, kids, and boils up a stew. And then
01:12:37.520
he puts on some goat skins, because Esau is a hairy character. And Rebekah dresses Isaac
01:12:44.980
in Esau's clothing, because Isaac can't see very well at this point. And so then Jacob goes
01:12:51.620
into his father with the stew. And he's trying to disguise his voice, but it doesn't work very
01:12:57.000
well. And so Isaac asks him to come close. And Jacob puts out his arm with the goat skin
01:13:03.120
on it. And Isaac smells him, too. And he smells like Esau, which maybe wasn't the best thing.
01:13:10.580
And feels like him. And so, because Isaac thinks he's on his deathbed, he decides to deliver
01:13:18.860
a blessing, hypothetically, to Esau. But it's Jacob. And so that's a big deal, too. Because
01:13:27.120
the blessing is actually, as I said before, with these ancient people, it appeared as though
01:13:31.640
once you said something, you didn't get to take it back. You couldn't say, well, look,
01:13:35.980
you've deceived me. So it doesn't count. It was like, they weren't maybe as, well, weak
01:13:46.980
might be one way of thinking about it. But another way is they weren't quite as attentive
01:13:50.060
to context. Because if I make you a deal, and then it turns out that you've betrayed me,
01:13:54.500
I may feel that the deal is no longer valid. Because the assumption was you were being
01:13:59.400
honest to be given with. And that, you know, violates the whole spirit. But that isn't
01:14:03.040
how these people thought. They said, once you promised, man, you promised. And that was
01:14:06.420
that. So, Isaac blesses Jacob. He says, let God give you the dew of heaven and the fatness
01:14:13.900
of the earth and plenty of corn and wine. Let people serve you and nations bow down to
01:14:17.880
you. Be Lord over thy brethren. That's going to be rough on Esau. Let thy mother's sons bow
01:14:23.060
down to thee. Cursed be everyone that curseth thee, and blessed be he that blesseth thee.
01:14:28.740
And so there's quite a remarkable painting of that. So there's Rebecca. She's looking
01:14:33.460
pretty old. And Isaac's looking pretty blind. And Jacob's taking directions from his mother.
01:14:40.260
And we might say he's perhaps a little old to be taking moral lessons from his mother,
01:14:44.180
especially given how she's acting. And so it's a pretty ugly scene altogether, especially
01:14:48.500
that we also know that Jacob already tricked Esau out of his birthright. And so now he's
01:14:54.600
like taken the birthright, and he's taken the blessing. And so, as I said, that Jacob,
01:15:01.840
he turns out to be the father of Israel. It's like, he's a reprehensible character. These
01:15:06.260
are major league betrayals that he's engaging in. It's not trivial. He really, really pulls
01:15:12.700
the rug out from under his brother. And you know, you could say, well, Esau is not as awake
01:15:16.880
as he might be. You know, he's kind of a wild man. And fair enough. But it certainly seems
01:15:21.880
to me that the predominant moral error falls on Jacob's shoulders. It's very treacherous
01:15:27.940
behavior, what he's doing. So then Esau shows up, and he's got a nice stag for his dad.
01:15:33.360
And it's like, a little late for that. And he states that his brother was rightly named Jacob,
01:15:40.720
which means supplanter, because he's been deceived twice. And Isaac says, Isaac answered,
01:15:47.080
he's asking, Esau's asking fundamentally if there's anything at all left over for him. And
01:15:52.420
Isaac can't give him the same blessing, because that's already been given. So he has to think
01:15:56.840
of something else. And Isaac says, behold, I've made him thy lord, and all his brothers I've given
01:16:03.760
to him for servants, which includes you. And with corn and wine have I sustained him. And what shall I
01:16:09.100
now do unto thee, my son? And Esau said unto his father, have you even one blessing for me, my
01:16:14.400
father? And bless me also. And Esau lifted up his voice and wept. And, you know, we already know that
01:16:20.120
Esau is a pretty tough guy, by all appearances. And, you know, he's out there hunting on his own,
01:16:25.000
and camping. And it's like, he's no pushover. And the fact that this reduces him to tears is
01:16:29.020
an indication of the magnitude of the betrayal. And Isaac says, behold, thy dwelling shall be the
01:16:35.280
fatness of the earth, and of the dew of heaven from above. And by thy sword thou shalt live, and thou
01:16:40.160
shalt serve your brother. And it shall come to pass when you will have the dominion, and you'll break
01:16:45.000
his yoke off from thy neck. And Esau hated Jacob because of the blessing wherewith his father blessed
01:16:50.760
him. And Esau said in his heart, the days of mourning for my father are at hand. Then I will slay my brother
01:16:56.920
Jacob. So, fundamentally, you know, if Isaac dies, or when he dies, then we'll mourn for him. And then
01:17:04.280
Jacob better look the hell out. Because it's like, it's serious death coming his way. And, you know,
01:17:12.120
he's got a point. He's, in Dante's Inferno, I think I mentioned this at one point. So, Dante's Inferno,
01:17:19.640
it's a very interesting story. It's a descent into hell. And it's actually one of the places that we sort of
01:17:25.800
derive the popular conception of hell was partly based on Dante's imagination, on his work.
01:17:32.560
And what Dante was trying to do was to discover the hierarchical structure of evil. And, you know,
01:17:37.600
you might think there's a hierarchical structure of good. Some things are better than other things.
01:17:41.440
But there's also a hierarchical structure of evil. Some evils are greater than other evils. And
01:17:45.720
he put betrayal in the lowest part of hell. Right? So, if you were betraying people, you were right
01:17:51.940
besides Satan himself. And so, and I think that's good. That's very smart. Well, Dante was a genius
01:17:57.860
after all. And I think the reason for that is that, you see, if someone trusts you, they're laying their
01:18:05.580
vulnerability open to you. Now, they might just be naive, let's say. And that's, we won't think about
01:18:10.740
that. Because you're just a child if you're naive. You can still be betrayed. But if you're an adult and
01:18:15.920
you trust, it's often because you, if you're an actual adult, it's you willingly open yourself up.
01:18:21.680
Knowing that you could be hurt. Right? Because you're not naive anymore. So, you decide to trust
01:18:26.160
and you say, I'll open myself up. And I know that I'm laying myself open to you if you choose to use
01:18:33.200
that power. And then that's a good thing to know. You know, if you've been hurt as a child or hurt as
01:18:37.760
a naive person, you might say, well, why should I ever trust again? Which is a really good question.
01:18:41.780
And the answer is, the reason you trust again once you're an adult is because you're courageous.
01:18:47.440
You're courageous. It's an act of courage to trust. And the reason it's useful is because
01:18:52.700
if you trust someone, you open the door to reciprocity and negotiation and cooperation.
01:18:59.480
And you entice the best part of the person forward. And so, it's a courageous act. But then if you
01:19:06.660
betray someone, then what you've done is, you've taken the best part of them, which is the part
01:19:11.580
that we'll courageously trust. You know, with open eyes. Right? And you've stuck a dagger in that.
01:19:17.560
And so, you've purposefully damaged the best part of them. And so, that's why it's such an egregious
01:19:23.740
fault. And it's often people don't recover from that sort of thing. If you betray someone badly
01:19:30.360
enough, you can damage them. Like, you can give them post-traumatic stress disorder if you really
01:19:35.940
put your mind to it. And, you know, that's not just a psychological disorder. If you have post-traumatic
01:19:41.060
stress disorder, it produces permanent neurological alterations that make you more neurotic, more
01:19:46.840
sensitive to negative emotion, really for the rest of your life. Like, you can recover from
01:19:52.200
it to some degree. But stress will tend to re-instantiate the PTSD. So, you hurt someone.
01:20:00.500
And it's not merely, not that psychological is merely, but it's not merely psychological.
01:20:05.400
Right? It's, it's fundamental physiological damage. So, anyways, Jacob's smart enough to get out of
01:20:12.960
there. And, which is also not really a testament to his integrity. Right? I mean, he's done these
01:20:20.320
terrible things at the behest of his mother because he wants power. And, and he wants to get it without
01:20:26.460
deserving it. And then, you know, he finally goes too far and he hightails it out of there to his,
01:20:32.280
to another family member, to his mother's brother. And so, it's not exactly the world's most heroic
01:20:40.240
story. That's for sure. And so, now there's an interlude here. And this is a really interesting
01:20:45.800
interlude. It's, it's the story of Jacob's ladder. So, he's off to visit Laban, or Laban, who's, uh,
01:20:52.660
his, his mother's brother. And on the way, he, he, he has a sleep. And he lighted upon a certain place
01:21:00.520
and tarried there all night because the sun was set. And he took of the stones of that place and
01:21:04.940
put them for his pillows, which seems to indicate very bad planning on, on his part. And, and lay down
01:21:11.140
in that place to sleep. And he dreamed and beheld a ladder set up on the earth. And the top of it
01:21:16.020
reached to heaven and beheld the angels of God ascending and descending on it. And behold, the Lord
01:21:21.140
stood above it and said, I am the Lord God of Abraham, thy father, and the God of Isaac. The
01:21:26.160
land whereon thou liest, to thee I will give it, and to thy seed. And so, this story of Jacob's ladder
01:21:33.680
has really possessed the imagination of the West. And then there's a reason for that. It's because
01:21:38.960
it's an archetypal story. Because the idea of a ladder that reaches to heaven is one of the oldest
01:21:43.600
ideas of mankind. So, you find it widely distributed among the shamanic cultures, for example. And it's a
01:21:49.520
hallmark of psychedelic experience. That's another way of thinking about it, which is a very peculiar
01:21:54.000
thing. So, there's one representation of, of the ladder. You see God up at the top there,
01:21:59.640
peeking out from the clouds. Now, you know, that's sort of where we get the idea that God is in,
01:22:06.700
in heaven, and then heaven's up in the sky. And, and that's an easy story to make fun of, because,
01:22:12.600
you know, we've gone up to the moon, and there's no God there. And, and, but, but this, this is not
01:22:18.540
a reasonable way of conceptualizing what these experiences are about. These experiences, what
01:22:25.780
this is, the opening up there, that's more like an opening into an, an alternate dimension. That's a
01:22:31.520
better way of thinking about it. It's beyond, like, from, from the Judeo-Christian perspective, one of the
01:22:35.780
things you have to understand is that God is beyond space and time. He's not in the universe. He's outside the
01:22:41.480
universe in some manner. And so, the idea that, that you have an experience of God, and it's up, isn't,
01:22:47.740
the up is the best that the human imagination can do with what's essentially a form of extradimensional
01:22:53.980
experience. Or, or that's the best way to conceptualize it. And these experiences aren't rare. You know,
01:23:00.060
they, they make the, they make up the core of, of the shamanic tradition. And so, there's an intrusion of
01:23:05.480
the ancient shamanic tradition, which is tens of thousands of years old, into the biblical stories at
01:23:10.980
this point. Now, why Jacob had a, essentially, shamanic experience is very difficult to tell,
01:23:17.320
because we don't know what these old people were up to, right? And we don't know how much of the
01:23:21.320
archaic tradition, archaic religious tradition, was still extant at that, at that point in time. But,
01:23:28.500
we certainly do know that our ancient forebears, um, were using psychedelic substances constantly,
01:23:35.080
like Amanita muscaria mushrooms, for example, which were widely used in India, before they became extinct.
01:23:40.240
That's the theory, anyways. That seemed to be the basis of the chemical soma, which, uh, much has been
01:23:46.280
written about. And so, we hear of this as a dream, or as a vision, and perhaps that's what it was, but
01:23:53.100
perhaps that wasn't what it was, either. And perhaps it was, um, an experience that was induced by, by,
01:23:59.720
by the same processes that shamanic people have always induced these experiences. And so, we're going to go
01:24:06.840
through this a little bit. So, anyways, there's a, there's a connection between heaven and earth that
01:24:11.600
opens up. That's, that's, that's the, that's the, uh, vision. And there's messengers moving up and down.
01:24:17.580
Now, one way you can conceptualize that is psychologically, as we already discussed, that,
01:24:22.600
you know, there, there are forces within you that are active and alive. And you can think of them,
01:24:28.660
in some sense, as messengers of the higher self. And so, you could think about this as an image of a
01:24:34.080
psychological reality. But, and so, we can stick with that. But, but, here's some of the
01:24:42.340
representations that have been made. I really like the one on the right. Uh, that's William Blake. I like
01:24:47.880
the, uh, the helix idea. And I don't think that that's, that's fluke. There are helixes and double helixes
01:24:54.680
in all sorts of imagery, imagery, very ancient and very modern, that are associated with both
01:25:00.100
healing and with this kind of vision. So, and you see in, in the Blake representation, God is
01:25:06.200
associated with, well, really with the sun and with light. And, and you see that on the left as well,
01:25:12.200
that wherever God is, is where light is. And so, that's a very interesting idea as far as I'm concerned
01:25:17.180
as well. There's some other representations. One by Chagall. So, now there's this idea that there's a,
01:25:27.400
there's the possibility of opening up a line of communication between the human psyche and the
01:25:31.740
transcendent divine. And there's a, there's a great image of Christ as Pantocrator, so creator of the
01:25:38.340
world. It is one of the first mosaics, if I remember correctly, and I wish I knew, remember where it was,
01:25:44.040
but I don't. But it's, it's a very interesting image. I'm having a carving of it made at the moment
01:25:48.780
by a friend of mine, but you see Christ's face in, in, in, portrayed in a medieval manner, and he's
01:25:56.140
holding a book. So, it symbolizes the importance of, of the book, you know, as a means of transmitting
01:26:02.400
wisdom. And his face is very asymmetrical. And the, the eyes are different, one side and the other. And
01:26:08.620
one half of the face represents the human part, and the other side of the face represents the divine
01:26:14.220
part. And, you know, I also think about that psychologically, because I do think that that's
01:26:20.340
the right way to conceptualize human beings, is that there's an aspect of us that's mortal and human
01:26:26.280
and limited, but there's an aspect of us that's transcendent and divine as well. And it's latent in
01:26:31.320
some sense, but there are times when it manifests itself. And this is not speculation, right? This is
01:26:38.340
like the oldest experience of human beings. Now, it's not necessarily an easy experience to have,
01:26:43.960
but it's reported everywhere. And it can be reliably induced, as we've discussed before, by chemical
01:26:49.380
means, which, and I don't know what that means exactly. We've talked a little bit about psilocybin
01:26:53.900
mushrooms, for example. And you could say that the mystical experiences that have been invoked in the
01:26:58.800
newest experiments down at Johns Hopkins are derangements or forms of psychosis, you know,
01:27:05.680
because they have some similarity to psychotic experiences. Although, psychotic people were
01:27:11.880
given LSD in the 60s, and they always said that that was something different than what they were
01:27:16.460
having. And if you give psychotic people amphetamines, you can make them worse. So they're
01:27:21.100
biochemically separate, and we know that. But also, the thing that's so interesting about the
01:27:25.980
psilocybin experiences is that they reliably produce mystical experiences that the people
01:27:31.020
rate as among the most important experiences of their life. And among those who have the
01:27:36.600
psychedelic experience, positive things happen to them. And so that kind of messes with the whole
01:27:42.140
psychosis theory, right? Because what are you going to do? You're going to claim that you give someone
01:27:46.300
a pill, and they have a psychotic break, and then they're healthier. It's like, no, that isn't how
01:27:50.500
psychotic breaks work. You're not healthier after having one. You're like, you're a broken egg, and
01:27:55.980
it's not easy to put you back together. So, and we know that people all over the world have discovered
01:28:01.720
every manner of psychedelic substance that you could possibly, well, you imagine there's lots of hungry
01:28:06.820
people wandering the earth for a long time, and they ate every damn thing they could get their hands
01:28:10.620
on. And now and then, something very peculiar happened as a consequence. So, I'm going to tell you a little
01:28:20.420
bit about the shamanic tradition, because it's associated with Jacob's Ladder. So, according to Iliade,
01:28:28.040
Mercia Iliade, who was a great historian of religion, a compatriot of Jung's, and they influenced each other
01:28:33.900
quite substantially. Iliade believed that shamanism that used psychedelics was a degeneration from the
01:28:40.320
original, more pure shamanism, but I think later scholarship has demonstrated that that's incorrect, that
01:28:46.260
the shamanic ritual, per se, was a direct consequence of the use, discovery of, and ritualistic use of
01:28:54.140
psychedelic substances. But anyways, Iliade identified three pathways to shamanism, and the shaman in a tribe
01:29:02.640
was more educated than the typical person, with a larger vocabulary, and was the repository of the oral
01:29:11.560
tradition. And so, learned all the stories that had been passed down word to mouth, and people, by the
01:29:18.380
way, are very, very, can very, very accurately tell the same story across generations. That's been quite
01:29:24.180
well documented. So, and, and people who can't read really can remember, because what else are they going
01:29:30.620
to do? Their memories are far greater than modern people's memories, because we can forget everything,
01:29:35.840
because we can just look it up. But they remembered things, because they had no choice. My father knew
01:29:41.200
someone who was illiterate, and, and, and, and couldn't use numbers either, when, when he grew up in
01:29:47.760
Saskatchewan, you know, 60 years ago. And he was a, he had sheep, if I remember correctly, and although he
01:29:55.380
couldn't count, he knew if one of his sheep was missing, because he knew all the sheep, and so he
01:30:00.120
could tell just by looking if one of the sheep was missing, but he couldn't count. And so, well, so people
01:30:06.020
who don't have our particular set of skills, first of all, they're not stupid, and second, they have
01:30:10.280
other skills that we don't understand to, to fill in the gaps. So, Iliade identified spontaneous vocation,
01:30:17.100
so you were just, you had this spirit of a shaman, let's say, so you're probably extremely high in
01:30:21.360
openness, let's say, from a modern perspective. Hereditary transmission, so, you know, your father
01:30:26.580
was a shaman, and your grandfather was a shaman, and so forth, and you got initiated into that
01:30:30.560
process, or a personal quest. In Siberia, this is from Iliade, in Siberia, the youth who is called
01:30:38.620
to be a shaman, attracts attention by his strange behavior. For example, he seeks solitude, becomes
01:30:44.560
absent-minded, loves to roam in the woods, or unfrequented places, has visions, and sings in his sleep.
01:30:49.320
You know, if you put someone in a place that's deprived, that's, where you're deprived from a
01:30:55.700
sensory perspective, normal people will hallucinate quite quickly. So, it seems what happens is that
01:31:01.440
if you dampen down the sensory input, then you start to become aware of the background processes
01:31:06.240
of your mind. It's something like that. It's like the signal-to-noise ratio. I gotta get this right.
01:31:11.980
As the noise decreases, some of the noise becomes signal, the background noise becomes signal,
01:31:18.400
and you start to become aware of your own internal psychological processes. It's something like
01:31:22.320
that. He has visions, and sings in his sleep. In some instances, this period of incubation is marked
01:31:27.940
by quite serious symptoms. Among the Yakut, the young man sometimes has fits of fury, and easily loses
01:31:32.980
consciousness, hides in the forest, feeds on the bark of trees, throws himself into water and fire, and
01:31:42.360
We went to a potlatch in northern, on northern Vancouver Island about a year ago, and they had
01:31:47.900
this one dance. It was the Kwakwakawaka natives, and they had this interesting dance that was the
01:31:53.340
dance of the wild man. And so, the person who invited us was the wild man, and he was dressed up in, in tree
01:31:59.780
branches and so forth. And so, he was the person who'd been in the bush too long. And he came in as a cannibal, and there, there was
01:32:06.760
genuine cannibalistic rites among these people, not so long ago. And he came in as a cannibal, and everybody had to wear this like
01:32:13.760
cedar headdress, because if you had a cedar headdress on, then the cannibal wouldn't take a bite out of you. And they actually took this
01:32:19.760
rather seriously. So, you should have your cedar headdress on. And so, he's looking around the crowd, and there's like 400
01:32:25.760
people in this place, and he could really act too. And so, he's doing this wild man dance. And then all the women stood up, and started to
01:32:32.760
kind of dance in place and sing. And they were taming him. So, that was really cool. You know, it was really
01:32:39.760
interesting to see that, because those people are about, they've had an unbroken culture for about 13,000 years, eh?
01:32:45.760
That's how long they've been out on the island there. And it was very interesting to see that dramatization of the
01:32:50.760
domestication of man by women laid out in that dance, in that way. But, it was also interesting in relationship to the
01:32:58.760
shamanic tradition, because he came in as a wild man, right? And he had to be re-civilized, in some sense, and brought back
01:33:05.760
down to earth. So, but by whatever method he may have been designated, a shaman is recognized as such, only after having
01:33:13.760
received two methods of instruction. The first is ecstatic, dreams, trances, visions. The other thing that this guy told me, and I have no
01:33:22.760
reason to doubt him. He's also not a literate person, and so has a great memory. He does carving, traditional carving.
01:33:31.760
And he's very good at it. He carved a 53-foot totem pole that's now in front of the Museum of Art in downtown Montreal.
01:33:38.760
So, if you ever go there, you can go see it. It won't be there forever, but it's there right now.
01:33:43.760
And he was taught to carve by his grandparents, and he said that he dreamed in, you know, you know what the Haida images look like.
01:33:52.760
So, the Kwakwaka'waks are kind of like the Haida, same sort of imagery. He told me that he dreamed in those images.
01:33:58.760
So, when he dreams, that's the form that the things he dreams about takes. And he also said that he would talk to his
01:34:05.760
grandparents in his dreams. So, if he was working on a piece of wood, and trying to figure out how to carve it, and he ran into a
01:34:10.760
particularly difficult problem, he'd dream, and he'd have a conversation with his grandparents, and they'd help him figure out
01:34:15.760
how to solve the problem, and then he'd wake up, and he could go carve the... And the thing is, he told me these things
01:34:20.760
sort of matter-of-factly, right? Like, you know what I mean? It wasn't like he was telling me these weird things
01:34:27.760
that happened to him, although he was doing that to some degree. I asked him a lot of questions about what he carved,
01:34:34.760
and what it all meant. And, you know, that was just part of his explanation of how he did it.
01:34:39.760
And he carved me a couple of doors that I have in my house, and one of them is quite interesting.
01:34:45.760
Well, the two make a panel, and they're an underwater scene, and under the water there's a bunch of,
01:34:52.760
you know, mythical monsters. Some of them are killer whales, and I think there's an octopus down there,
01:34:57.760
and carved in this particular style. And he said that the other thing that happens to him when he dreams is
01:35:02.760
he goes down to the bottom of the water, where these mythical creatures are, and he gets inspiration from them.
01:35:07.760
And so, I thought that was extremely interesting, too. You know, we don't know what a mind that isn't hyper-civilized,
01:35:15.760
let's say, hyper-literate, like our minds are, because we're so bombarded by external stimuli,
01:35:21.760
we have no idea what the natural mind is like, really. And so, it was quite interesting to listen to that,
01:35:29.760
and also to see the consequences, because he's quite a great carver.
01:35:33.760
So, the first is ecstatic, dreams, trances, visions, the second is traditional.
01:35:38.760
Shamanic techniques, names and functions of the spirits,
01:35:41.760
mythology and genealogy of the clan, a secret language.
01:35:44.760
This two-fold teaching imparted by the spirits and the old master shamans constitutes initiation.
01:35:49.760
Well, so, you know, modern people have a problem with that, because we don't really get initiated,
01:35:54.760
but I would say that, you know, let's say that we're each on a quest of some sort.
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You wouldn't be here, I don't think, if you weren't, because why else would you be here?
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And so, you're on a quest of some sort to figure out, to struggle with the meaning of life, let's say.
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And, you don't want to do that alone, because you only last like 70 years,
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and good luck figuring it out on your own, it's just not going to happen, it's too complicated.
01:36:24.760
And you'll be too isolated, right? If it's just you, that's insanity, no one can stand that.
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And so, you hope that other people have things to tell you, and that your culture has something to tell you,
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you know, so you're on a quest, maybe not with the same intensity as a shamanic initiate,
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but, you know, let's give you some credit. And then, you're also trying to understand the wisdom of the past.
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And that's the second part of this, it's like, okay, well you're a human being,
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and human beings have been telling stories for a long period of time, trying to figure out what's going on,
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trying to figure out how to orient themselves in the world.
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And so, you know, partly what you're doing here is exactly what the shamanic initiate does in the second part of the process,
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which is to expose yourself to the degree that you can to names and functions of the spirits,
01:37:09.760
mythology and genealogy of the clan, and the secret language.
01:37:13.760
This two-fold teaching imparted by the spirits and the old master shamans constitutes initiation.
01:37:19.760
So, that's the rebirth, right? That's what initiation is, it's being born again.
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And that's a birth of the spirit rather than of the body, it's something like that.
01:37:30.760
And so, it's the rebirth of an integrated psyche, that's one way of thinking about it.
01:37:34.760
And a psyche that's individual, but also grounded in common humanity, in the wisdom of common humanity.
01:37:42.760
And that makes you strong, or at least it makes you stronger.
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Because there's a limit to your strength, but God only knows to some degree what that limit is, you know.
01:37:50.760
People can be unbelievably tough, unbelievably tough.
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And I think it's even the more admirable for human beings to be tough, because we're so conscious of how we can be hurt.
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And we're so conscious of what that hurt can lead to, you know.
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You can have your family taken away from you, and you can be destroyed.
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And the fact that you can be courageous in the face of that at all is something that is absolutely unbelievable.
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Right, and people deserve a lot more credit, I think, than people give themselves.
01:38:19.760
Because the fact that we can be honourable under conditions of life and death.
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Right, of suffering, that's a testament to the human spirit.
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And there's a profound anti-human ethos, I think, that pervades our culture.
01:38:35.760
You know, that considers human beings cancers on the planet, something like that, you know.
01:38:40.760
And that there should be less of us, it's the same spirit that motivated the guy who wrote the book about it better to have never been.
01:38:47.760
And it's like, I don't see it that way, you know.
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I mean, I think people do pretty well for, you know, for having their leg caught in a bear trap and their head caught in a vise.
01:38:56.760
They're actually doing pretty well, because life is really hard.
01:38:59.760
And the fact that we're not absolutely brutal and murderous all the time is really something remarkable.
01:39:05.760
Given what we actually have to contend with, that we can go out of our way to be honest and generous and altruistic.
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And to care for each other, under unbelievably dire circumstances.
01:39:15.760
And to act nobly, sometimes, under the most trying conditions.
01:39:19.760
You know, in Solzhenitsyn's Gulag Archipelago, he tells story after story of people who acted abysmally.
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But also people who, under the worst threats imaginable, never sacrificed their character.
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The future shamans among the Tungus, as they approach maturity, go through a hysterical or a historoid crisis.
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But sometimes their vocation manifests itself at an earlier age.
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The boy runs away into the mountains and remains there for a week or more.
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Feeding on animals, which he tears to pieces with his teeth.
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He returns to the village, filthy, blood-stained.
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And it's only after ten or more days that have passed that he begins to babble incoherent words.
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The strange behaviour of future shamans has not failed to attract the attention of scholars.
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And from the middle of the past century, several attempts have been made to explain the phenomena as a mental disorder.
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For on the one hand, it is not true that shamans always are or always have to be neuropathic, mentally deranged.
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On the other hand, and this is the critical issue.
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Those among them who had been ill become shamans precisely because they had succeeded in becoming cured.
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It's not the descent into this strange subterranean psychological state that constitutes the transformation that makes the shaman.
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And that's a journey to the underworld and a rebirth, right?
01:40:50.760
And he was an existential psychoanalyst and philosopher.
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And he wrote a book called The Discovery of the Unconscious, which I would highly recommend.
01:41:00.760
If you want to know about the psychoanalytic tradition.
01:41:12.760
But also takes the history of psychoanalytic thought back three or four hundred years before Freud.
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And one of the things Ellenbergé points out quite clearly is...
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And he associates this to some degree with the shamanic tradition.
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That both Freud and Jung, Jung in particular, underwent very intense periods of psychological disturbance, let's say.
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And I would say what was happening is that because they were questioning their axioms at the most fundamental level.
01:41:44.760
They were deranging their cognitive and perceptual structures, right?
01:41:47.760
And Jung was also experimenting with imaginative techniques, with visionary techniques, which he did a lot.
01:41:53.760
And there was a period of his life where he was having a constant stream of visions, which he wrote down in a book called The Red Book.
01:42:01.760
But at the same time, he was still functioning as a psychiatrist and operating normally in the world.
01:42:07.760
And so, you know, people have suggested that what he had was a psychotic break.
01:42:15.760
If you're having a psychotic break, you're not being an effective psychiatrist.
01:42:18.760
Those things do not go together, especially not for a long period of time.
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And so there's the possibility of extreme experience without psychopathology.
01:42:30.760
And so, and Elenbergier, he says much the same thing about Freud and about Charles Darwin as well,
01:42:36.760
who underwent a terrible period of mental confusion, I would say, as a consequence of formulating his theory of evolution,
01:42:46.760
which was really hard on him because he was a die-hard Christian and he knew what the implications of his theory were.
01:42:53.760
He didn't know what to do about that, you know, so it was very, very hard on him.
01:42:57.760
So, it's quite common for people of genius to go through an intense crisis, psychological crisis, but then resolve it.
01:43:07.760
The precondition for the genius is the dissolution in some sense.
01:43:10.760
Because you have to be obsessed with the problem.
01:43:12.760
It has to grip you completely before you're going to concentrate on it so obsessively that you might come up with a solution.
01:43:18.760
But it's the people who come up with a solution that are the prophets and the shaman and so forth and so on.
01:43:25.760
And so that's not, this isn't something that only characterizes archaic cultures, we just don't recognize it in our own culture properly.
01:43:38.760
Right, you remember that in The Lion King, right?
01:43:41.760
That Rafiki shows up, he's the shaman, he brings Simba down that tunnel, dark tunnel, that's the dark night of the soul.
01:43:52.760
When he reflects upon himself deeply, he sees the reflection of his father, then that becomes a thing of cosmic significance.
01:43:59.760
And his father appears in the sky, just like God appears to Jacob, and basically tells him that it's time for him to grow the hell up.
01:44:07.760
And to return to the devastated kingdom, and to set it right.
01:44:11.760
You know, and so, and that's right, that's exactly right.
01:44:15.760
I mean, we live in the devastated kingdom, that's an eternal truth.
01:44:18.760
And it's the responsibility of the individual to grow the hell up, and to set it right.
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Because when it's devastated, and when things are not in place, then everyone suffers too much.
01:44:30.760
And there's no excuse for not doing something about it, because you don't have anything better to do.
01:44:34.760
So, and even like children's movies tell you this.
01:44:45.760
This is from the Eid wine Psalter, 9th to 12th century.
01:44:49.760
And that's Adam and Eve, but the, there is speculation that the fruit that they're eating there, you see, is psilocybin mushrooms.
01:44:58.760
Right, because they're the only kind of mushroom that grow like that.
01:45:06.760
And then, this is the, I think it's called Banisteria vine, if I remember correctly.
01:45:13.760
And it has this double helix form, which is very, very interesting.
01:45:17.760
And they, the people, the natives, nobody could figure out how the hell they made this ayahuasca.
01:45:21.760
Which, which transports people, spiritually, in a very intense manner.
01:45:27.760
Like a modern religion, as well as the archaic religion.
01:45:30.760
To, to, to make this stuff, they had to take two plants that don't grow anywhere near each other.
01:45:35.760
And like, there's like a million plants in the Amazon.
01:45:38.760
So like, how do you figure that out? Nobody knows.
01:45:40.760
And then you have to cook them in this very particular way for a particular amount of time.
01:45:46.760
So one of the plants has DMT in it, which is a very intense psychedelic.
01:45:54.760
So if you take the DMT and you take the MAO inhibitor.
01:46:00.760
And so that's what these Amazonian natives figured out.
01:46:04.760
And if you ask them, they tell you that the plants told them how to do it.
01:46:07.760
Which isn't much of an explanation as far as modern people are concerned.
01:46:11.760
But then when modern people take the ayahuasca.
01:46:14.760
And the plant, so to speak, starts to talk to them.
01:46:17.760
They're a little less leery of the whole theory that the plants had something to do with this.
01:46:24.760
I'm loath to talk about this because I'm not an advocate for drug use.
01:46:29.760
But by the same token, you can't ignore empirical data.
01:46:34.760
And the empirical data that psychedelic substances can produce mystical experiences.
01:46:38.760
And that those often have a transformative effect.
01:46:41.760
I mean, one of the latest studies showed that if you took people who were dying of cancer.
01:46:45.760
And you gave them psilocybin in a sufficient dose to produce a mystical experience.
01:46:50.760
That you radically decreased their fear of death.
01:47:08.760
Even though they're dying, they're not nearly as afraid of dying.
01:47:11.760
You know, you've got to kind of wake up and smell the roses when you see something like that.
01:47:15.760
And the people who are doing this research are very reliable people.
01:47:32.760
There's some evidence that they actually like getting stoned.
01:47:36.760
Because animals will eat these, like reindeer will eat these things too.
01:47:41.760
And so I have this book on psychedelic use among animals.
01:47:49.760
There's this idea that toads used to sit around the...
01:47:52.760
The Amanita muscaria and wait for the stone flies to...
01:48:19.760
And they have these very complex networks of...
01:48:23.760
And they think the thing is like 150,000 years old.
01:48:28.760
There's plenty of things about the world that we don't know.
01:48:34.760
The chemical makeup of the classic psychedelics.
01:48:36.760
You see, they all have the same fundamental structure.
01:48:42.760
And so what happens with the psychedelics is that they...
01:48:47.760
They alter the brain function by altering the...
01:48:54.760
They change the manner in which the serotonergic systems work.
01:48:58.760
The serotonin system is a very basic system, eh?
01:49:00.760
Because when you're an embryo and your brain is developing,
01:49:03.760
It's the serotonin projections that basically orchestrate the development of your brain.
01:49:17.760
Psilocybin Griffiths, who's been doing a lot of this research.
01:49:20.760
Psilocybin can occasion mystical-type experiences having substantial and sustained personal meaning and spiritual significance.
01:49:34.760
It is beyond dispute that human beings are capable of religious experience.
01:49:57.760
I'm always trying to figure out a biological explanation for everything, right?
01:50:00.760
Because if you want to find something to stand on, you want to make sure that it can resist a challenge.
01:50:05.760
And so if I can find an explanation for something that's reductionistic and materialistic and biological, then I'm going for that.
01:50:21.760
You know, I mean, a cynic might say that maybe...
01:50:26.760
Sometimes when people are close to suicide, they'll have a mystical experience, you know?
01:50:34.760
And maybe you say, well, it's a last ditch attempt of your brain to delude you into thinking that your life has some significance, you know?
01:50:42.760
And that's a plausible theory, but I don't think it accounts for the generality of the phenomena.
01:50:53.760
What happens in the shamanic experience is that the shaman has the experience of being reduced to a skeleton first.
01:51:08.760
Death. A death experience. A very realistic death experience.
01:51:11.760
And then, the next thing that happens is that he finds himself in a place where he's communing with his ancestor, the ancestral spirits.
01:51:20.760
And then, after that, there's the climbing of something like the ladder.
01:51:27.760
And an encounter with God for all intents and purposes.
01:51:39.760
And I thought about this a lot, trying to figure out what this...
01:51:44.760
According to a Yakut informant, that's in Siberia.
01:51:47.760
The spirits carry the future shaman to hell, and shut him in a house for three years.
01:51:53.760
The spirits cut off his head, which they set off to one side.
01:51:56.760
For the novice must watch his own dismemberment with his own eyes.
01:52:00.760
Dissolution to the primary elements, in some sense.
01:52:03.760
And hack his body to bits, which are later distributed among the spirits of various sicknesses.
01:52:07.760
It's only on this condition that the future shaman will obtain the power of healing.
01:52:16.760
So there's a death and resurrection experience that's associated with the shamanic ritual.
01:52:20.760
We're here in the presence of a very ancient religious idea, which belongs to the hunter culture.
01:52:32.760
The mold from which the flesh continually rises.
01:52:35.760
It is from the bone that men and animals are reborn for a time.
01:52:38.760
They maintain themselves in an existence of the flesh.
01:52:41.760
And their life is reduced to the essence concentrated in the skeleton.
01:52:50.760
That's a good graphic representation of the experience.
01:52:56.760
That's an old painting by, I think it's Hieronymus Bosch if I remember correctly.
01:53:00.760
I really like that because it's reminiscent of the near-death experiences that you hear people describe.
01:53:13.760
I was assessing someone who had gone through a car windshield.
01:53:21.760
And the insurance company was basically accusing him of malingering.
01:53:27.760
And you know, he'd sort of healed up and everything.
01:53:31.760
Especially the frontal part of your left hemisphere.
01:53:33.760
Then you can be in a chronic state of depression.
01:53:35.760
Because the left hemisphere, generally speaking, is responsible for positive emotion.
01:53:40.760
And so if it isn't there, then it's like negative emotion for you.
01:53:45.760
And I was giving him this, I think it was called the MMPI.
01:53:49.760
The Minnesota Multiphasic Personality Inventory.
01:53:51.760
Which is kind of a standard half personality test, half psychopathology test.
01:54:07.760
I think in fact he was an accountant if I remember correctly.
01:54:19.760
And he stopped and he asked me, well, he said, I'm not sure how to answer this.
01:54:27.760
And he said, well, after I went through the car windshield.
01:54:33.760
And I died, I think he said he died three times.
01:54:39.760
He couldn't remember anything during that period of time.
01:54:46.760
And he said that during one of those experiences.
01:54:49.760
And this is all he remembered from the hospital.
01:55:07.760
Now what was interesting about this guy was that.
01:55:10.760
Well, first of all, I didn't ask him about this, right?
01:55:18.760
And he didn't know that anybody else had ever had an experience like that.
01:55:24.760
Because I asked him if he'd ever heard anything like that.
01:55:34.760
Because he had amnesia during that entire period of time.
01:55:41.760
And so, well, those experiences are more common than you think.
01:55:47.760
And then there's a, you know, there's a painting of one.
01:55:54.760
It's a little bit more suffering going on in this one, I think.
01:55:57.760
But that's pretty much typical of Hieronymus Bosch.
01:55:59.760
I mean, I don't know what was up with that guy.
01:56:04.760
Now, the Scandinavians have this idea that the world is a tree.
01:56:15.760
A tree is something that is grounded in matter, let's say.
01:56:22.760
In the Scandinavian tree at the bottom, there's quite a cool idea at the bottom of that.
01:56:25.760
See, this tree is constantly being gnawed by snakes.
01:56:32.760
And the water makes the tree grow at the same rate that the snakes gnaw on its roots.
01:56:38.760
You know, that there's continual chaotic destruction and replacement.
01:56:44.760
But the tree seems to me to be a representation.
01:56:59.760
Say, human beings are about in the middle of the tiniest thing and the largest thing.
01:57:06.760
And so, you know, you have a sub-atomic level and an atomic level and a molecular level.
01:57:24.760
And this is the thing that the shaman moves up and down.
01:57:34.760
And I think that what happens in the psychedelic experience is that consciousness can travel up and down that structure.
01:58:10.760
And that was drawn by an anthropologist who visited the tribes in the Amazon who use ayahuasca.
01:58:26.760
Well, you know, that's reminiscent of the story in Adam and Eve, obviously.
01:58:30.760
But it's also reminiscent of our primate dwelling place, right?
01:58:46.760
And so, we don't know where these images come from precisely.
01:58:51.760
But I do have the suspicion that we use the circuitry that we developed to detect snakes to represent the unknown as such.
01:59:02.760
Because, like, a snake is something that comes out of the unknown.
01:59:09.760
And so, we had to get our biological cognitive structure from somewhere.
01:59:15.760
And we have this capacity of thinking about the absolute unknown and the terrors that are involved in that.
01:59:20.760
The horrors that can emerge from what we don't understand.
01:59:23.760
And it stands perfectly to reason that we would use circuits that were already pre-developed for that.
01:59:29.760
And that this is a reasonable representation of the existential structure of the world.
01:59:34.760
So, and I think I might have showed you this before.
01:59:50.760
And they have the names of all his friends on them.
01:59:56.760
And then, on the left side, you see chaos there.
02:00:01.760
And then, there's a river that runs right down the middle.
02:00:03.760
And so, that's like the, you know, the yin-yang symbol with the divide in the middle.
02:00:12.760
It's like Jack and the Beanstalk, which is, by the way, another variant of the same shamanic story.
02:00:22.760
And then, up there in heaven, it's got the sun.
02:00:27.760
And I don't know where in the world he got this.
02:00:29.760
It's not like he had a lot of religious education.
02:00:34.760
And, you know, there's the pearly gates up there.
02:00:39.760
He had a very well-ordered psyche, I would say.
02:00:42.760
But, when he drew that, it just absolutely blew me away.
02:00:46.760
And so, I had it laminated and it's in my office.
02:00:51.760
Because, like, what the hell do you make of that?
02:00:59.760
You know, the cathedrals, the great cathedrals of Europe are...
02:01:06.760
And they try to represent the light coming through the leaves.
02:01:09.760
And so, it's sort of our ancestral forest home.
02:01:12.760
But it's transformed into these great sculptures of stone.
02:01:16.760
And, you know, they produce awe because of the combination of light and darkness and color.
02:01:21.760
But also, I think for the same reason that huge trees produce awe in people.
02:01:30.760
But, you know, it also seemed to me, this is an intuition.
02:01:36.760
That the architects of these great cathedrals were trying to get...
02:01:41.760
They're trying to express something that's deep and structural.
02:01:44.760
They're trying to express the idea that if being was constituted properly.
02:01:49.760
Then, it would be organized from the subatomic level all the way up to the highest cosmic level perfectly.
02:01:56.760
So, every layer stacked on top of each other without any contradictions.
02:02:03.760
And everything would come together under those circumstances.
02:02:06.760
And that's what's being expressed in these cathedrals.
02:02:08.760
It's not all that's being expressed because they're also shaped like a cross.
02:02:12.760
You know, the idea is that the center of the cross.
02:02:18.760
The place where the transformation takes place.
02:02:20.760
That's all built into the architecture as well.
02:02:22.760
So, then there's the tree-like structures that make us up.
02:02:55.760
It's the idea of this perfection of crystalline structure.
02:02:59.760
And that's what the yogis are trying to attain when they organize their bodies.
02:03:03.760
They're trying to get every single layer of their being aligned properly.
02:03:09.760
And you can kind of see an echo of that in the...
02:03:11.760
I think that's a Tibetan sand painting, if I remember correctly.
02:03:17.760
The idea is that if you get yourself aligned properly.
02:03:19.760
Then information can flow along that tree that's you.
02:03:28.760
And that would be like a state of optimal health.
02:03:32.760
Both physical and spiritual exercises can put you in that state.
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Well, those are all clouds of ideas that surround this idea of a ladder to heaven.
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And I will keep thee in all places where you go.
02:03:52.760
For I won't leave you until I have done that which I have spoken to you of.
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And took the stone that he had put for his pillows.
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But the name of the city was called Luz at the first.
02:04:32.760
So that I come again to my father's house in peace.
02:04:55.760
You have this very morally ambivalent character.
02:05:10.760
And everyone can kind of sympathize with his brother.
02:05:18.760
Which is not exactly a testament to his character.
02:06:14.760
And you decide that you're not going to do anything about it.
02:06:31.760
This is actually in the Gospel of Thomas as well.
02:06:42.760
But if you make a mistake knowing what you're doing.
02:06:59.760
One of the things that's very interesting about the Judgmental God in the Old Testament however.
02:07:15.760
You always have the opportunity to return to the proper path.
02:07:43.760
The problem with being cynical about that sort of thing.
02:07:59.760
There's no genuine repentance without understanding of the depth of your depravity.
02:08:03.760
If you've lived a particularly reprehensible life.
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It's just pure cynicism to associate that idea with an easy out.
02:08:33.760
Is that the individual is the source of moral choice.
02:08:37.760
And the individual is prone to genuine error and temptation.
02:08:45.760
But that that doesn't sever the relationship between the individual.
02:08:54.760
Because without that like who would have a chance.
02:09:08.760
And is in fact something that you can contend with.
02:09:22.760
And I'm jumping ahead a little bit to the next lecture.
02:09:33.760
But what Israel means is he who struggles with God.
02:09:41.760
And that's why I said earlier that it isn't obvious in the Old Testament.
02:09:49.760
And I think that that's a really good characterization of an ethical life.
02:09:54.760
Because if you're trying to lead an ethical life.
02:10:01.760
Because you don't know what you're believing in.
02:10:04.760
But if you're possessed by the desire to orient yourself properly.
02:10:09.760
But also confused by the existential structure of the world.
02:10:14.760
Then what you're doing when you're trying to orient yourself properly in life.
02:10:31.760
The thing that you're contending with is powerful.
02:10:54.760
Is the state that everyone who wrestles with God exists in.
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What belief means fundamentally in the Old Testament.
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Is that belief is expressed in trying to find the path.
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So as long as you're willing to engage in that struggle.
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Then hypothetically you have the divine behind you.
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Because the other thing I see is that the people who set things right.
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So that the horrible forces of cosmic destruction don't do us in.
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And so and that there is a redemptive element to that.
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And I don't think there's any way of being cynical about that.
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Because there are all these other people watching that will hear.
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Because he was very angry and jealous at his brother.
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Or what you can say about betrayal that does come from a loved one.
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Where it's not from a place of so black and white.
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And how did the parties kind of recover from that.
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Or is it as black and white as if you betray someone.
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And in fact in this story it's not black and white.
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Because you know we're only half way through it.
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And one of the things I've noticed as a clinician.
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Is that and as an observer of people in general.
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Is that I've never ever seen anyone get away with anything.
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And so you know he's humbled by his eventual experiences.
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And there's reconciliation that happens throughout the story of Jacob.
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So and there's minor betrayals and major betrayals.
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You know that some of them have tremendously serious consequences.
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But there is an underlying idea that things can still be set right.
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Even though it's well I think it takes Jacob some 20 years.
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You speak frequently in your lectures about I guess the war between good and evil.
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Or the struggle of life really is a struggle between good and evil.
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Being at the core of a conscious lived existence.
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If you were 100% certain that there was no afterlife.
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Would you still be able to preach that there's a positive meaning in life?
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And yet they still preach that there's some positive meaning to life.
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One of the things I learned from studying 20th century history.
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To live in a manner that reduces that to the degree.
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In some sense independently of the transcendent context.
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Now I don't exactly know how to strip off the transcendent context.
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Even though evil is an unbelievably powerful force.
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And so I can't really strip the transcendent away.
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We don't understand the nature of consciousness.
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But if I'm the problem, then maybe there's something about myself I can change,
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and I can undo this terrible situation that I'm in.
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And so I would say, that's repentance, fundamentally.
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because I understand that people are susceptible to bad fortune.
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but independently of that, like, good people suffer.
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because that's the deepest way of thinking about it.
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If you read the writings of the people who do the mass killings, for example,
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It's, because to not do that is arrogant beyond belief.
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literally, if something like that can be literal.
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It's like, don't make yourself the judge of being
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this is something I learned in some part from Solzhenitsyn,
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wasn't relying on external standards of morality,