352. Art is Not Optional, It’s the Point | Joe Hage
Summary
In this episode, I speak to Joe Hegg, who has had a remarkable career as a litigator, and is also deeply involved in the world of modern fine art. We discuss his upbringing in Lebanon, how he came to England as an only child, and what it was like to grow up in a new country as a child in the late 60s and early 70s. He talks about the challenges he faced growing up, and how he managed to persevered through it all. And he shares some of his favourite memories of growing up in the old country. I hope you enjoy this episode and that it gives you some insight into what it's like growing up with a Lebanese immigrant family in the UK. If you're struggling with depression or anxiety, Dr. Jordan B. Peterson's new series on Daily Wire Plus can be a lifeline for those battling these conditions, and we wanted to take a moment to reach out to those listening who may be struggling. Let this be the first step towards the brighter future you deserve. Dr. Peterson has decades of experience helping patients, and offers a unique understanding of why you might be feeling this way. In his new series, he provides a roadmap towards healing, showing that while the journey isn't easy, it's absolutely possible to find your way forward. If you re suffering, please know you are not alone. There s hope, and there s a path to feeling better. Go to Dailywireplus.co/FeelBetter now and start watching Dr. B.P. Dr. P. Peterson on Depression and Anxiety. Now and let this be a little bit more of a step towards a brighter, brighter future that you deserve! - let s be a part of the community you deserve it. - Let s all take the journey to feel better, and let s all feel better together! - Dr. J.B. Peterson - Daily Wireplus and start helping others feel better. . - - J.P J.R. Peterson, J. R. (Daily Wire Plus . . . J. J . R. P? J. (J. R (Dailywireplus) , J . (DailyWire Plus ) J . . (J . J . J ) (J) (J.) (J). J. M. (D. R . J.) (DailyWORD PLUS )
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Hi everyone. I'm here in London today, and I have the opportunity to speak to Joe Hegg.
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And I met Joe with the film producer, the British film producer Guy Ritchie.
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We've met, this is the fourth time we've met, and the last three times we had a very interesting conversation.
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Joe has had a remarkable life on a variety of different, in a variety of different directions and on a variety of different planes.
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And so, for me, this is an opportunity to get to know him further.
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He's had a remarkable career as a litigator, and is also deeply involved in the world of modern fine art.
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I worked with lawyers for a long time in Toronto, when I was working as a clinician and a consultant.
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And I've been collecting art for a long time, and Joe's quite the fascinating character.
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And so, I thought I'd have this opportunity today to get to know him a little bit more, but also to introduce all of you to him.
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So, Joe, I think we should probably start by doing a little bit of an investigation into your background.
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And I came to England when I was four years old.
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They came to England simply to make a living and seek their fortune, or just to get a life, because it was tough in Lebanon then.
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Immigrants often remember the day they arrived anyway.
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Well, it's quite something to arrive in a new country with a young child and try to orient yourself and get going.
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And my father was a carpenter and a French polisher, just polishing wood, really.
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Often in churches, church pews needed polishing, French polishing.
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And how did they get the opportunity to come to Great Britain?
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Well, it's funny, like most things in life, it's pure accident and chance.
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But the UK occupied England, I think, in the second half of the Second World War.
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And so my auntie, my mum's auntie, I call her my auntie, married an English soldier she'd fallen in love with.
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Most Lebanese would normally go to Australia or, as you probably know, to Canada, especially Montreal.
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But we came here just because of that chance encounter that my great-aunt had with an English soldier in about 1944.
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So she was living here, so she helped us come here.
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Do you remember anything of Lebanon as a child?
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Yeah, we've talked about this, I think, a little bit before.
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I do remember some things, but I'm not sure how much I remember because it's been put in my mind by constant repetition by my mother and father.
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I remember wanting to get these old fantastic little biscuits and cakes and syrupy drinks.
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And they'd come around the streets shouting whether anyone wanted them.
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And if you wanted them, you'd lower a basket down with some money.
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And then they'd take the basket up at parent hours, very keen on getting those little goodies as a kid.
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You know, that overlaying of memory, that's an interesting phenomenon because we tend to think of memory as something like a videotape recording.
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And every time you bring a memory to mind and discuss it and contemplate it, you actually change the shape of the memory,
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partly because you're contextualizing it differently as you think about it.
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And so it alters and transforms while you play with it.
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And that's sort of how the story of your life emerges from the memories of your life.
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And there's a back and forth between that constantly.
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And so, and what were things like for you in Great Britain?
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Just to London, to southwest London, Wimbledon where I was brought up.
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And my mom and dad got jobs that worked very hard.
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Typical immigrant worker jobs, you know, helping in a kitchen and helping on a building site.
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You know, I lived in Montreal as a graduate student and I lived in a poor neighborhood.
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And I didn't have much money because I was on a fellowship.
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And at that particular time, I was supporting Tammy, at least to some degree.
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But I knew I had a reasonably, a future that was likely to progress upward.
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And I started to really understand the difference between not having money and being poor at that point.
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The neighborhood I lived in was sort of, it wasn't a slum by any stretch of the imagination.
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But it was a neighborhood that had been multi-generationally poor.
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And it was poor enough so there were some people who'd fallen completely out of the system in the neighborhood.
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And I thought, well, what's the difference here exactly?
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I don't have any money and they don't have any money.
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And I realized that almost the entire difference was, well, I had nothing but opportunity in front of me.
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And if you have nothing but opportunity in front of you, assuming you're not starving, you're not poor.
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And partly because we live to a far greater degree than we realize on faith and hope.
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So even with your parents, you know, if they believe that you were likely to have a life that was going to improve quite dramatically as it progressed,
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then they have a reason for all their sacrifices and their work.
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And then with that reason, you're not exactly poor.
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I was in an ambulance a while ago with someone who was critically ill.
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And I remember the ambulance driver, I was saying, do you think they'll make it?
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If it dies before it should, then you die shortly thereafter because you have to have hope.
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Yeah, well, you see with clinical depression, it has two components.
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And one is that people suffer from both an overwhelming influx of pain and anxiety.
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And you might think that that's sufficient to produce depression, but it's not.
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Real depression is also characterized by the eradication of positive emotion.
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And hope is, hope is really, if you had to specify a single word to represent the bulk
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of the positive emotion that people most truly want to experience, hope is likely the best
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word because hope is experienced in relationship to a goal, to a valued goal.
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And so if you see yourself progressing towards a valued goal or you see any pathway whatsoever
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open up towards a valued goal, then you have hope.
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And if you're truly depressed, that hope vanishes and all you see in front of you are obstacles
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And well, and then if you add pain and anxiety to that, you've got a good recipe for despair.
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And this is an important thing to understand because this is, I think, one of the problems
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of both the right and the left wing ideas in relationship to money.
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The left thinks that poverty is caused by lack of money and you can't cure despair with money.
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You can add impulsive hedonism to despair with money, but you can't cure it with money.
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And the right, well, I will leave that out of the conversation for now.
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My mum and dad were probably more dependent on me than usual parents because they couldn't
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speak English as quickly as I could or as well as I could.
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So I had to help them read letters and help them do things.
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But it was a very, you know, they loved me so much.
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The school, you know, because we didn't have money to go to a fee-paying school.
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But I had a very happy upbringing, at least it appears to be the case now when I pull my
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There's one thing, as we were talking earlier about where you lived in Montreal, which I
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thought was quite interesting, is that because we were so relatively poor, we had a house with
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But because we didn't have so much money to pay for it, we rented out a lot of the rooms.
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And so you'd always have different, I think, people who live, I wouldn't say in poverty,
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They often live closer together and on top of each other.
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And so we had lots of people coming in and out of the house.
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I remember there was an Iranian couple, an Irish builder, an old lady who lived in the
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And you saw quite a lot of life jammed up close.
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And that was quite good as a kid for me to see so many different people from different
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I didn't realize that at the time, but it was really, really good.
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Well, there must have been some advantage, too, to being dependent upon like that by your
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parents at such an early age, because that puts you that, I mean, children really like
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to have genuine responsibility if you can lay out a pathway forward for them so that they
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are contributing in some way that isn't merely illusory.
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You know, it helps them pay for the burden of their care.
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And it's not like they're thinking that through, but they're feeling it.
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You know, kids, because they're human, would just as soon be in a reciprocal relationship
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And one of the advantages to being in the situation that you're in is that you actually
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It mattered that you could speak English and read and intermediate for your parents.
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And certainly that places a quasi-adult burden on you.
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And you could imagine that that could get overwhelming if your parents were struggling
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But you could also see that that could be an optimal situation for someone young.
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How about, how were you treated by the other kids in the neighborhood?
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I mean, you know, the trope would be that that would go badly.
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I don't think it probably goes badly more often than a kid's life in general goes badly.
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I mean, in, in, where I was brought up in London, there were lots of immigrants really
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I find, I've always found England or London anyway, the least sort of racist place going.
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But there were lots of Irish kids, Indian kids, you know, Caribbean kids.
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So it was pretty mixed up and there wasn't any, any racism.
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So everyone was kind of welcomed in the immigrant community and some, and the, and the English
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So I've never had any sort of, I've always felt welcome here, of which I'm really appreciative.
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And, and you also, you're, you're, you're, you appear quite positively predisposed to the
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And how did that, how did that make itself manifest?
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Like, what was your relationship with your father like?
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He, I had a bit of fear about him because he was quite a strong and potentially violent
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But it's funny, he, when I was a child, my mother used to hit me, but not in a, in a,
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It was just more in a way that people did 40 or 50 years ago, not in a, in a bad way,
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I'd just be running around the room and be shouting each other.
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We used to feel sorry for our mother when she got pushed to the point where she'd have
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The three, I had two siblings and, you know, we ramp up the excitement in the house or
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And mom was very patient, but now and then we'd push her beyond her capacity for tolerance
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and she'd, you know, lash out in some manner that didn't really make any difference at all.
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We were way more likely to stop misbehaving because we felt guilty that we'd upset her
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that because of anything that was a consequence of the, of the blow.
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I think the way that my mom and dad were very simple because they were essentially from a
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village in the mountains in Lebanon and they had a very pure and simple approach to life.
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And the thing, I think the thing that they gave me, when you said, how did love manifest
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itself, it also manifested itself in a belief in me.
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And I remember I was telling, I was talking to some friends recently, if I said I wanted
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to do anything, they would support me, anything at all, really.
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Like even if I were to say to my mom now, I've decided to try and win the 100 meters Olympic
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You know, and even though it'd be absurd, she really would believe in me.
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Yeah, that's very interesting because, you know, one of the things I think that my parents
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And that's an interesting example of the positive manifestation of faith.
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And it wasn't like they were deluded about my stature or potential ability.
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And it wasn't a narcissistic grandiosity on their part about the specialness of their child.
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It was, I thought this through, I think, technically when I was working as a clinician.
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And it was, I really think that what it was, was the best in them serving the best in me
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and their fundamental willingness to have that happen.
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And I really noticed the difference between the relationship I had, particularly with my
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father and the relationship, who was a rough guy and who had very high standards and who
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He was no pushover and no, you know, sympathetic font of easy love.
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And my friends, I grew up in a working class town and my friends by and large didn't have
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And that was definitely something that was hard on them and lacking in their life because
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It's like an internal sense of, well, if your parents have faith in you, it's a lot easier
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for you to have faith in you as you move out to confront the world.
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It's a gift of faith that's transmitted down the generations fundamentally.
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In very similar ways, they would be both supportive.
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And they'd say, not let me do, but support me and believe in me.
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You know, if I'd say, I'm going to do this, they'd say, of course, take winning the 100
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So they just believed if you worked hard, you could do anything you wanted to.
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Yeah, it's a good question in general for people to consider.
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It's like, well, if this could be done in some conceivable world, it could be you.
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And I mean, obviously, every person can't do everything, but there's a lot of things
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So you can probably find some of the things that are your things to do.
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My mom and dad are Christians, and they were Maronite Christians.
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But the closest they could get to that was Catholic school.
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There was a state school that was sponsored by the state, so we didn't have to pay money.
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We had to go to, we had to pray at the beginning in every lesson.
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And we used to go to mass every, once a week in the morning.
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I used to have to, I normally went more than once a week, actually.
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And it was just a good way to clean your, to clear your mind.
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It wasn't that I was particularly religious as a child.
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But you get into the ritual and the routine of it and the meditative nature of it, which
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And how old were you when you started doing that?
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And what did, how do you think it helped you orient yourself at that age on a day-to-day
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I think if you coupled it with another thing that I really took away from school, through
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school, you cram your mind through loads of facts that you have to let go as soon as you
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But the one sort of thing that stays in my mind now, after many years of thinking about
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school, was that the Jesuits in my school had this thing that for every piece of work
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you did, every essay or problem you had to solve, you'd have to write at the top of it
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something called AMDG, which is Latin for ad morium de glorium, which means for the greater
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Now, that sounds, in a way, a bit over the top, because you think, you know, just writing
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a little essay or solving a problem, why should this be for the greater glory of God?
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But that stayed in me, the idea that everything you did, whether you're religious or not, if
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you believe in something more than simply yourself, you know, I have my religious moments
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It's not like I'm a very devout person, but that stayed with me, the belief that everything
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you do has to be for something greater than simply doing it.
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And so if it's for something, then you could infer that it should be for something good.
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And if it's for something good, it might as well be for the best.
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And so, I mean, we talked a little bit earlier in today's discussion about hope.
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And, you know, people often find themselves mired into kind of unproductive hopelessness.
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And that's partly because they don't direct what they're doing, the trivial things they're
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And if you understand that each step you take, no matter how small it is, is a step
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taken towards somewhere that you really want to go and should go, then that does infuse
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And that's how the nervous system is set up, because hope is experienced in relationship
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And your goals can be fragmented and fractionated and impulsive.
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But that just means you're not very well organized if you compile all those fragmented and fractionated
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goals into something like the uppermost goal, which in principle would unite you with other
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people, because unless you want an uppermost goal that divides you from other people, then
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everything you do should carry that imprimatur.
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You know, in the Sermon on the Mount, the fundamental injunction of the Sermon on the Mount is to orient
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your attitude in the most profound way towards that which is the highest, right?
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And to decide that you're going to serve the highest, and then to concentrate on the moment.
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And it looks like that idea was embedded in that Jesuit practice, right?
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It's like, well, not when you compare the alternatives, right?
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Because the alternatives are a kind of pointless fractionation, or what?
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Yeah, at least it makes you try your best, because, you know, because you're thinking,
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is this the best I can do for myself and for the world, or for a greater force?
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It just does give you that motivation and realization that everything you do, you have to try your best.
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And when you were a teenager, so this is 13 to 15, say, that's a time when people often
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Most kids misbehave a little bit more, especially boys, around that time than they might before
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I mean, were you a positively oriented person when you were a teenager, in the same way that
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Did that carry through, like, the teenage years?
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I was positively oriented throughout that time.
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I think I lost it for a bit when I was 17, for a few months, when I met my first girlfriend.
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But then, that was, you know, I lost my, I didn't study so hard for a few months, but
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Right, but that was the only sort of crisis of, let's say, faith and optimism that you
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I wouldn't call it a crisis, more of a diversion.
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Well, the religious training, per se, that you obtained at the hands of the Jesuits, I mean,
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you said that you found the meditative aspect of mass useful to orient yourself very rapidly
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So that gave you a chance to think, like, what were you doing when you were, what do you think
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I wasn't listening to much of what was going on in the mass.
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I was just thinking about what I was doing, why I was doing it, what I was going to do
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that day, going back to, it's just clearing your mind, really.
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It wasn't particularly, it wasn't like I was listening to the, some of the times I didn't,
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I normally listen to the sermon, but it's just, it was almost like meditation.
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I think there was another time in my life when I also went to mass every day.
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When I was at university and about 5.15, there was a 20 minute, very spiritually uplifting
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Right, there was this beautiful chapel, university chapels.
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And I was at King's College, Cambridge, and you go in there and you just feel, it's not
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as if you're thinking about it and you're just uplifted and transcended into something
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And that, and you come out of that feeling cleansed and feeling like it.
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So imagine there's multiple states that you can exist in conceptually.
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And one state would be the state where the goal that you're pursuing is paramount and
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And what that means is the world divides itself quite clearly into a set of affordances that
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will move you forward, pathways and tools, and a set of obstacles.
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And imagine instead that you're plagued by a multitude of concerns.
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And what that means, it's as if you're trying to operate with 10 different maps simultaneously.
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And so when people use metaphors like clear their mind, what they are referring to is the
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fact that if you can get what you're doing clear, then the world that lays itself out
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in front of you is clear practically, you can navigate in it.
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But it's also clear emotionally, because what's relevant is obvious.
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And what's irrelevant, which is even more important, is obvious.
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And the alternative to that is a confused and hopeless anxiousness.
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Some of my best ideas happen when I, it's not so much you clear your mind, but if you
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stop doing what you're doing, even if you're doing nothing else, or if you go away, sometimes
00:26:54.420
like you might go away to have a break for a week or two.
00:26:58.560
And then you look back at your life in London, how busy you are, and you see things a bit
00:27:02.660
differently when you stop doing them and stand away from them.
00:27:05.780
Sometimes you have the best ideas about how you can carry on.
00:27:10.300
When you're task-focused, your perception is very high-resolution, and everything gets
00:27:16.220
zeroed out, right, except this very specific thing that you're narrowly focusing on.
00:27:22.060
And that's great, because it's efficient, and you can concentrate on the task at hand.
00:27:26.480
But it's not so good if what you're focusing on happens to not be exactly the right thing.
00:27:32.300
And so if you can step back in this more contemplative mood, it enables you to evaluate and reshift
00:27:41.720
And that's very different than concentrating on the micro-routines that are relevant to
00:27:49.380
And it seems it's a bit of an oversimplification, but not too much to say that if you're locked
00:27:57.440
on target in relationship to a goal and then undertaking the micro-routines necessary to
00:28:02.800
make it happen, you're dominated by your left hemisphere, and it's mostly linguistic and
00:28:08.580
And when you snap into that more contemplative phase, then you're shifting your goals, and
00:28:19.680
And that's a right hemisphere state of existence.
00:28:23.320
And to calibrate yourself properly, you have to continually shift between focus and contemplation
00:28:36.760
That's the eternal communication between yin and yang.
00:28:42.420
That's what happens in a good conversation, because there's that dynamic interplay.
00:28:46.680
And that to get that optimized, that's optimized psychological function isn't much different
00:28:53.140
than optimizing those two processes so that they benefit each other.
00:28:57.480
So, and again, in school at this age, so you're in junior high now, 13 to 15, let's say,
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It was a boys' school, so we played lots of rugby and I hang out with boys.
00:30:21.180
Occasionally we went to some sort of community club, but it was basically hanging out with
00:30:34.120
So that's another reason, in all likelihood, that you were reasonably popular, right?
00:30:42.420
And what were you, like, why were you successful?
00:30:46.460
I think it's probably, again, going back to my mom and dad, because I believed that I could
00:30:50.140
run faster and further and harder, even if I couldn't.
00:30:59.320
Which enabled you to try and do things that you might not otherwise do if you had some
00:31:04.900
Right, so you weren't held back by any unnecessary intrinsic limitations.
00:31:10.900
Yeah, well, you see this often with people, that a lot of the times, the walls that hold
00:31:18.340
people in are unrecognized, implicit limitations on self-conceptualization.
00:31:24.980
The notion that, well, I could do this just never occurs to the person.
00:31:32.840
And anything beyond that, that's often parameterized by their parents' achievements, for example,
00:31:38.920
especially if their parents aren't very supportive.
00:31:41.280
They presume that this is who they are, and that's all they could ever be, and that's
00:31:46.440
And people will say to themselves, you see this a lot in negative self-talk that's associated
00:31:51.920
It's like, oh, I could never say something in a group.
00:31:56.040
Well, man, you formulate that idea at 12, and you never alter it your whole life.
00:32:02.300
You never say anything in a group your whole life.
00:32:04.680
And if you take someone like that in a psychotherapeutic situation, and you point out to them, look,
00:32:08.800
you just said you could never say something in a group.
00:32:26.280
You find that people hem themselves in with these tyrannical self-conceptions that limit
00:32:38.680
It's like, now, everybody's not going to be an artistic genius.
00:32:43.560
And they can learn to draw a lot faster than they think.
00:32:46.200
And they can learn to draw faster and become better than they think quite rapidly.
00:32:52.440
And so this gift that you were given by your parents was something like the generalized rejection
00:33:01.800
of that whole set of a priori negative conception.
00:33:07.600
So your default operating presupposition was you could probably do it.
00:33:14.000
Yeah, that's a great thing to be able to give your kids that belief that...
00:33:20.820
It's like, you know, I'd ask him, do you think you could do this?
00:33:26.840
You know, and you can think about that as a kind of delusion, an optimistic delusion.
00:33:30.360
But you have to be pretty damn cynical to reduce it to that.
00:33:36.720
And maybe it's an optimistic delusion, but maybe your son's right to have it because he can't do it.
00:33:41.900
Well, it's better than the pessimistic delusion, which is, no, no, of course I could.
00:33:45.940
Because I've certainly met people like that whose default 100% was no.
00:33:52.020
Any question that they even set to themselves was, oh, no, I probably couldn't do that.
00:34:01.060
And because they were immigrants and they changed their whole life now, which I find incomprehensible,
00:34:05.540
how somebody would have the courage to do that at their age of 25 or 35.
00:34:14.140
And I learned a lot from them because they challenged everything because they came from another society.
00:34:18.100
My father, this is a rather small story, but it shows how disinhibited they were.
00:34:22.500
If my father lost my mother in a supermarket, he'd stand in the middle of a supermarket and shout out in his full voice,
00:34:31.660
And everyone would look around at him and he wouldn't care.
00:34:35.220
He'd just say, look, I don't know what the problem is.
00:34:39.260
Whereas in England and most of the Western world, people are a bit more inhibited.
00:34:43.280
They wouldn't shout the head off at the market.
00:34:45.380
But that different approach to life where everything could be challenged and they would do things like that as if they were in the village.
00:34:59.160
You saw the fact that, well, your parents had broken all the shackles in their life that were implicit and explicit merely by moving to a completely new culture.
00:35:08.900
And then they also brought with them a set of behaviors that didn't match the precise limitations of the culture they were in.
00:35:17.900
And that's very significant for me as well because, I'll come back to me, but I was brought up in a little Lebanese bubble with my mom and dad, and I speak Arabic to them.
00:35:29.840
And I was also brought up as an English boy in a school.
00:35:32.980
And that double life meant I didn't really feel totally English or totally Lebanese.
00:35:38.440
So I was kind of outside of both little societies in a way, especially because of my parents.
00:35:47.740
Well, there are figures in mythology who exist on boundaries.
00:35:54.920
Mercury is the winged messenger of the gods, and he exists half in the human world and half in the divine world.
00:36:00.460
But there's a place there that's a border between two categories.
00:36:03.340
And the way Mercury makes himself manifest is by catching your interest.
00:36:12.520
There's a pattern to the things that catch your interest.
00:36:16.000
And that pattern is associated with, well, you could say you become interested in the things that are likely to further your development.
00:36:22.160
So you could think that implicit inside you is the realm of the potential better you.
00:36:33.660
And that's the spirit that exists on the boundary.
00:36:36.280
And the spirit that exists on a boundary, there's a word for that.
00:36:45.060
And what that means is that one of the things you learned is that you could operate in two different territories.
00:36:51.700
And so whatever you were fundamentally wasn't limited by either of those territories.
00:36:58.760
And that is, I think, how you've described me is how I am.
00:37:01.820
And I have this tension with some people I look after and manage in the business world.
00:37:15.460
And I enjoy when there's a real crisis, it's when I'm at my best.
00:37:18.960
And when we don't know what's going to happen next, you know, I love chaos.
00:37:21.840
I remember my partner, I was going to, I was getting a flight and I was on the way to the airport.
00:37:37.880
He said, but you're in the car on the way to the airport.
00:37:45.180
And most people don't like that degree of indecision and chaos in life.
00:37:54.160
Well, that, okay, so that's interesting too, that you are able to,
00:37:58.040
it seems to me that the fact that you're able to do that
00:38:01.220
is associated with this default presupposition that your parents helped instill and support in you,
00:38:14.780
You know, because one way of limiting anxiety is to limit choice.
00:38:20.780
Zero choice, generally speaking, zero anxiety, because there's no conflict.
00:38:27.740
But another way of dealing with anxiety is to presume that if the situation shifts on you,
00:38:37.260
That's why people like to watch jugglers, for example, or acrobats,
00:38:40.540
because, you know, they're in a situation that's dynamically unstable,
00:38:44.040
and yet they can continue their complex operations.
00:38:49.220
And it's because it's a reflection of that spirit that's able to juggle.
00:38:52.780
And so now, how did it come about that you had tickets to Singapore and New York simultaneously?
00:38:59.560
but I wasn't sure what was going to be the most important until I made a final phone call.
00:39:03.760
I had to just assess which was the best place to be at that particular time.
00:39:09.760
Which were you, where you'd have the most information.
00:39:14.380
I can deal with that now, actually, in a way about decision-making.
00:39:18.960
It's not quite in the relevant place in my career.
00:39:22.600
But often people spend a lot of time focusing on what's the right decision to make,
00:39:30.880
And this is in my life as a litigator, really, or even in life generally.
00:39:34.720
They neglect the important question of when is the right time to make the decision.
00:39:38.280
And so they just think, should I do this or that?
00:39:42.640
But they don't think, when do I have to decide because, or when should I do it?
00:39:47.500
And that's often neglected in a simplistic approach to decision-making, in my experience.
00:39:53.360
Well, people also assume, you know, I watched my colleagues, for example, in graduate school,
00:39:58.540
try to figure out which city they should live in if they had competing job offers from different universities.
00:40:03.240
You know, they might be completely on different sides of the continent or in different countries.
00:40:09.900
And so you might say, well, this is a really crucial decision.
00:40:12.900
And the truth of the matter is, it's actually not that crucial a decision.
00:40:17.160
Because if you're in a good university, in a large city,
00:40:24.100
you have way more opportunity than you'll ever be able to make use of in both places.
00:40:28.660
So the first thing you have to realize is, both of those decisions, in principle, could be good.
00:40:34.780
And the right city isn't even an appropriate category.
00:40:43.600
And so the real question in a situation like that is,
00:40:48.220
could I land in my feet and start to operate properly,
00:40:51.820
regardless of which of these places that I'm in?
00:40:57.560
And if it's yes, then you think, oh, either choice is good.
00:41:01.000
And then you can start thinking, well, now I can, maybe I'll go to city one and talk to the people there
00:41:06.700
And I'll go to city two and, you know, start to find my way.
00:41:09.780
But people often are under the misapprehension that they come to these important inflection points in their life,
00:41:14.860
like which city, and that's going to determine the entire course of their life.
00:41:18.780
And it does, insofar as geographical locale is one thing rather than another.
00:41:23.520
But if it's a choice between immensely productive options,
00:41:32.840
There's just a choice between different banquets.
00:41:37.220
But even if there is a sacrifice, you'd have to ask yourself, when do I have to make this decision?
00:41:43.180
Because people feel the pressure of being a scenario.
00:41:45.400
They say, well, I don't have to decide until the 31st of March.
00:41:48.940
Between now and then, I'll just think about it.
00:41:53.180
But people often force themselves to make a decision before they have to.
00:41:55.840
People who work with me or for me get frustrated because they say, are we doing this or that?
00:42:03.340
And often, because I leave things up in the air, like the juggler you're talking about,
00:42:11.220
They'd like to know what they're going to do, but they like to leave things.
00:42:14.980
Well, you know, I used to tell many undergraduates who, for example,
00:42:20.120
they didn't know whether they wanted to go to medicine or to clinical psychology.
00:42:30.900
And maybe you don't even have a choice because you get accepted to psychology and not medicine.
00:42:37.340
Or the problem will become more acute when you actually realize that
00:42:40.900
you didn't get into medicine and that's what you wanted.
00:42:46.380
But then let's say, well, now you have three offers from a clinical program
00:42:51.120
It's like, okay, now you have six decisions to make.
00:42:54.420
And now you can go to each of these places and investigate them.
00:42:57.300
And you're going to gather way more information.
00:42:59.660
And then by the time you need to make the decision, which could be as late as possible,
00:43:05.600
And so that's another problem with making a premature decision is that
00:43:09.220
my advice to my students and my clients was always,
00:43:13.420
don't close the door before it's necessary to close the door.
00:43:18.120
Because you're not maximally informed at that point.
00:43:21.840
And also, you don't have to accept that temptation to prematurely foreclose, right,
00:43:33.220
It is a temptation for people to make decisions before they need to,
00:43:36.100
because they want to have order, but they close doors when they don't need to.
00:43:42.040
Well, I do believe it's associated with a lack of faith of the sort that we've been describing,
00:43:47.840
is that people aren't, they don't have enough faith in their own ability to dance and to juggle.
00:43:52.860
And so they want to specify the narrower pathway as soon as possible to get things,
00:44:02.440
And I don't think you want to, you know, distribute mayhem and catastrophe wherever you go.
00:44:09.720
Yeah, and in fairness, sometimes I might leave it to the last minute,
00:44:14.360
You pushed it too far and you should have made it a bit better.
00:44:16.280
Yeah, well, that's another mistake you can make.
00:44:19.080
But the thing is, there are mistakes everywhere.
00:44:26.000
And are your academic interests starting to make themselves known?
00:44:33.860
I missed one thing out that was important in my formative years,
00:44:36.280
which I've just realized in talking to you now.
00:44:37.960
So when I was about 13, I went to visit my family in Montreal.
00:44:42.660
And my uncle, Joseph, is a teacher there, a professor of philosophy.
00:44:48.300
And philosophy means lots of things to different people, obviously.
00:44:52.500
He did what's called in England European philosophy,
00:44:55.860
because the English philosophy or Anglo-American philosophy
00:44:58.520
tends to be quite dry and logical and to do with, you know,
00:45:02.180
Wittgenstein and Bertrand Russell, which I also like.
00:45:06.580
And at the age of 13, he spoke to me a lot and really influenced me
00:45:10.060
and persuaded me to read Descartes' Meditations and Discourse,
00:45:18.040
As you probably know, they're about skepticism and what you can know for certain.
00:45:23.260
And he challenges all the assumptions you have.
00:45:25.280
And that really started, that was an important thing for me.
00:45:29.720
Because I was a bit shocked that you could challenge so many things.
00:45:35.360
And I started challenging things in my school, in the subjects that I was taught.
00:45:44.420
It made me question a lot of things and not take anything for granted.
00:45:49.400
So it helped you notice you were taking things for granted.
00:45:52.680
And then it helped you realize that wasn't necessary and develop your skill at questioning.
00:45:59.300
So why didn't that just throw you into disarray?
00:46:02.660
Because it sort of threw Descartes into disarray, right?
00:46:05.140
I mean, he became rather desperate before he came to his final doubt.
00:46:13.980
Looking back, maybe it did throw me into disarray.
00:46:16.440
I spent many hours discussing these things with my closest friend at the time, a guy called Justin,
00:46:24.400
including the debates one has when one's young about the meaning of life.
00:46:27.300
But particularly, we were obsessed with determinism and whether you had any free will at all.
00:46:33.620
And at the same time, I developed a strong interest in science.
00:46:36.780
So I did, you know, lots of mathematics and physics and chemistry.
00:46:42.680
But like most young people, you begin to change after a while.
00:46:45.820
You're desperately trying to find meaning for life and question things.
00:46:50.260
And that stayed with me a bit longer because after...
00:46:52.520
How that influenced me, that's when it happened at 13.
00:46:55.320
But by the time I went to university, I decided to do philosophy at university, which is...
00:47:06.920
And it was on the philosophy of science, funnily enough.
00:47:16.640
And so what did the study of philosophy at York entail?
00:47:25.240
Like I said, it's sort of Anglo-American philosophy.
00:47:27.220
It tends to be logic and Wittgenstein and Bertrand Russell.
00:47:30.380
And a lot of what they call epistemology, which is, you know, the study of knowledge.
00:47:44.760
And for me in particular, with my interest in science and discovery and progress, and as that famous book, which you'll be aware of, The Structure of Scientific Revolutions, how you change your paradigms about what you know.
00:47:57.880
And what I was doing my PhD on, although after about a year or so, I decided not to leave.
00:48:12.880
It sounds so extraordinary, really, to say it now, given my whole life in a very practical, commercial world.
00:48:18.420
But at the time, I was obsessed with knowing what you could tell about the physical world simply from a priori reasoning.
00:48:25.060
It was really the debate between the rationalists, philosophers, and the empiricists.
00:48:29.820
Okay, so it's interesting because your career did take a very practical turn, but you spent quite a lot of time when you were young.
00:48:42.720
Is that a more American model, university, or a more British model?
00:48:46.340
Did your university program consist mostly of attending lectures, or were you doing a lot of reading on your own?
00:48:55.980
A lot of reading on your own, a few lectures, and then a tutorial every week.
00:48:59.560
Where you have to write an essay every week on a subject and debate it.
00:49:04.180
And you were disciplined enough to be pursuing these academic pursuits, or interested enough in the topic to be pursuing these on your own.
00:49:18.240
I had a gap year before going to university, and they sent a reading list out, which is basically, I think, the whole three years' worth of reading lists.
00:49:25.480
And I thought you had to do it before you arrived, so...
00:49:29.560
I missed off a couple of books, and I remember queuing up on the admissions day and feeling really guilty.
00:49:34.020
And I said to a student in line, I said, have you read it at all?
00:49:37.500
And they told me, I haven't written anything yet.
00:49:38.900
That's what you're meant to read in the next three years.
00:49:43.820
And so, how did that experience of all that reading do for you?
00:49:52.860
And then, how did that set you up for your eventually more practical pursuits?
00:49:58.800
How did you make that leap from the philosophical and contemplative back into the practical?
00:50:07.440
How did you justify that to yourself, or how did that emerge as the right pathway?
00:50:14.240
I gave up philosophy because I didn't feel I could add anything to man's intellectual history.
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It was raining, so I went down to the basement and read the abstracts
00:51:47.160
of all the PhDs done in the past hundred years.
00:51:52.460
And I remember thinking, what I was doing wasn't,
00:51:56.280
I didn't really have any ideas that merited spending three to five years of my life
00:52:02.460
So you didn't have a burning philosophical revelation at hand that needed to be worked out.
00:52:07.860
You'd wandered through the territory that other people had explored, but you're, there wasn't,
00:52:14.520
Because at some point you have to decide that you've got something truly original and creative
00:52:24.440
Or you just, oh, you're not done, but you can carry on and you can do what I call a footnote exercise,
00:52:28.840
still get your PhD, but you haven't really taken things further for man's.
00:52:35.240
So because I was so good at philosophy, and I had, I thought I'd be good at law too.
00:52:48.200
My mother and father believe in commerce, even though they weren't particularly good at it,
00:52:52.860
But in their blood, in their belief, they really think that the highest thing you can do is business.
00:52:58.320
And my father, my father didn't like, although always supported me,
00:53:04.220
thought philosophy was a kind of waste of time.
00:53:06.300
He'd just be buying and selling things and doing business.
00:53:14.620
I'd seen a trial when I was 13 or 14 at the Old Bailey,
00:53:17.860
which really impressed me with some barristers and cross-examination.
00:53:21.000
That was a shocking thing for me to see because I'd seen a witness give evidence.
00:53:24.920
And by the time he'd finished giving evidence, it's called in chief,
00:53:31.720
I remember seeing this and I totally disbelieved him after the questioning.
00:53:34.720
So that sort of ran parallel to this Cartesian doubt issue.
00:53:38.420
Right, so you heard a story that was perfectly compelling
00:53:43.080
And that was shocking for me because I totally believed the witness the first time.
00:53:47.900
Yeah, well, it is shocking too when your feelings, let's say,
00:53:50.820
are in sync with someone who's telling a story that makes you sympathetically oriented to them.
00:54:00.460
here's all the lies and the contradictions and none of this is true.
00:54:09.200
It's just that if you believe someone and you're on the jury,
00:54:11.640
somebody would have gone to prison who shouldn't have gone to prison.
00:54:18.240
That means that the stakes are high for that naive sympathy as well.
00:54:27.160
So when I came to finish university, I thought, what can I do?
00:54:30.720
I didn't have enough money to do law, but I wanted to do law.
00:54:32.940
So I decided to have a five-year plan, which is a bit extraordinary, really, looking back.
00:54:38.000
And I decided to qualify as an accountant, which I did specialise in.
00:54:42.220
I had finished university at around the age of 24.
00:54:47.280
So I did a five-year plan, which I qualified as an accountant, where I worked, made money,
00:54:52.240
did my exams, qualified with Price Waterhouse in the city.
00:55:02.440
Upon qualification, as planned, and everyone was shocked, I jacked it all in,
00:55:05.920
went back to law school for two years, and then a pupillage at the bar,
00:55:09.140
where I became a barrister specialising in commercial litigation.
00:55:15.040
Because that's quite, in some ways, on the opposite end of the distribution from philosophy.
00:55:20.820
It's so concentrated on, I wouldn't say minutiae, but certainly details.
00:55:33.640
But I think I liked it because I knew I was doing it for three years or three years, really.
00:55:38.000
So it was part of this plan that was actually very compelling to you.
00:55:40.940
And so what was the contents of your five-year plan?
00:55:43.620
The content was if I could become good at, I'd get some money from being an accountant.
00:55:55.100
And then I'd be able to go to law school and become a good lawyer.
00:55:58.140
And I'd become an even better lawyer than most lawyers, because most lawyers don't understand numbers.
00:56:02.520
So you'd have the philosophical background, and you'd have the detail-oriented numeric background.
00:56:06.760
Well, there's at least a certain rigor in thinking that's associated with the arithmetic and the mathematical realm.
00:56:14.680
Okay, so you trained as an accountant, and you managed to make some money, and then you went off to law school.
00:56:21.180
There was a conversion course in the city of London.
00:56:23.680
And then there's a bar school you go to, which is only for barristers for the second year.
00:56:27.340
So it's an ins-of-court school of law, and then you do your pupillage.
00:56:31.880
I think because I thought I was good at philosophy, I'd be good at arguing in the law.
00:56:36.600
I am quite good at it, but I think you could be good at it without being good at philosophy.
00:56:40.120
The other fallacy is you're a better lawyer if you also know a lot about numbers.
00:56:45.120
I don't think you have to be an accountant to become a lawyer.
00:56:50.640
It made you some money, which is not a fallacy that was real.
00:56:56.840
You know, it did help me in life, because I saw...
00:56:58.660
The thing I enjoyed most about accounting and all the things was you saw different businesses
00:57:01.700
every few weeks, and you're in different situations.
00:57:05.660
Right, so you got to walk through the businesses.
00:57:09.320
And so what kind of investigation were you doing as an accountant into these multiple businesses?
00:57:14.260
Well, as an occasion, I did investigations as if there was a takeover.
00:57:20.100
And then, but in audit, you just have to prove.
00:57:23.540
You have to prove the numbers that they present, the real numbers.
00:57:30.720
You have to understand the system, how numbers became the numbers, how you test them, what's
00:57:34.960
the statistical sample you take that makes it likely to be the case.
00:57:44.680
This is one of the things that's frightening about the online world and big media companies
00:57:53.220
There's nothing more cardinal as an intellectual sin than to falsify what a number represents.
00:58:00.640
Because numbers, there isn't any concept that we have that has a more, has a closer one-to-one
00:58:08.240
concordance with the structure of the world than numbers.
00:58:11.320
So if you're dealing with someone who is playing fast and loose with the numbers, that's a very
00:58:15.520
deep sort of intellectual, and I would say too, theological sin.
00:58:19.220
Okay, so you're seeing, you have privileged access to a number of different businesses,
00:58:23.940
and you're trying to find out where the reality is.
00:58:27.880
Do you think, sorry, going back to what you're saying, do you think numbers is the closest
00:58:32.860
Well, I think it depends on the kind of truth, you know, but numbers are associated with reality
00:58:41.620
in the same way that music is associated with reality.
00:58:44.900
I mean, our agreement on what constitutes one thing or two things or ten things is, it's
00:58:56.880
And it's not as if there aren't other forms of profundity and there are other forms of
00:59:02.420
But numbers are, numbers are pretty basic tools and, and, and the lies that emerge as
00:59:11.260
a consequence of the falsification of numbers can have devastating effects.
00:59:14.740
So, which is of course why you do your due diligence if you're a business person.
00:59:19.960
And so thing is too, if the numbers, if your numbers are in order and you have a business
00:59:25.340
and my numbers are in order and I have a business, you and I can do business together in a way
00:59:29.780
that's much less complicated if neither of those situations are the case.
00:59:35.480
And often when you have, I have lots of, in my business side of life, you have lots of
00:59:39.640
ideas and people often forget about the numbers.
00:59:42.260
So as soon as you, as Wittgenstein would say, bump into reality, although you didn't put
00:59:46.940
it in an economic sense by looking at the numbers, it's a different, it's a different
00:59:50.200
Yeah, well, I tend to run all the different enterprises that I am engaged in on a for-profit
00:59:57.360
basis for that reason, because things can get spread out and sprawled and inefficient.
01:00:03.360
And one of the ways of making sure that doesn't happen is to put that numerical discipline
01:00:08.900
is this, well, if this thing can't thrive on its own, then there's something wrong with
01:00:14.580
Now, the fact that something can't be made profitable isn't an unerring indication that
01:00:22.900
And you need indications that things shouldn't live.
01:00:25.380
I mean, one of the things that can happen to people is that they'll keep an enterprise
01:00:29.380
that isn't thriving, limping along, failing to kill it forever.
01:00:35.440
And then they just waste their whole life on something that, well, where the numbers don't
01:00:40.380
Or you'll see people in the artistic world, because I had lots of clients who are artistically
01:00:44.620
oriented, who are never able to make a practical case for the application of their artistic
01:00:52.260
And they'll say things like, well, you know, I'm not interested in the numbers, I don't
01:00:56.880
care about the market, I don't want to sell out.
01:01:00.000
It's like, you're not conceptualizing this properly.
01:01:08.560
If you're an artist, you can be entrepreneurially oriented.
01:01:11.620
Entrepreneurs and artists are very similar in temperaments.
01:01:14.080
Like, no, you don't understand is that the communication about your artistic production
01:01:23.920
If you look at it properly, it's like, or what do you want to produce works of art that
01:01:27.520
no one ever looks at and starve to death while doing it?
01:01:32.780
It's not a very productive way of conceptualizing your artistic role.
01:01:37.220
There's a saying by Steve Jobs, which is a real artist ship, by which he means you actually
01:01:45.260
And if you're not really shipping, then you're not really an artist.
01:01:53.440
And those claims that, well, I didn't sell out.
01:01:55.480
It's like, well, that's because you don't know how to and no one ever offered you the
01:01:59.580
And people often maintain that stance as a form of moral self-glorification.
01:02:05.420
And the artists that I've worked with, people who did have some artistic talent, who had
01:02:09.100
that attitude, all it was was an impediment for them because there's no way they could
01:02:14.840
The artists I've known that were successful, they were really good at fostering social relationships.
01:02:20.440
They were really good at communicating with clients.
01:02:22.840
They were very good at helping explain to the people to whom they might have been trying
01:02:28.560
to sell their artistic productions what this would do for their life.
01:02:33.820
Because one of the things people want when they buy a piece of art, especially from a living
01:02:37.380
artist, is they kind of want to be part of the art world, the art life.
01:02:41.560
Maybe they're nose-to-the-ground businessman types who have a bit of a romantic dream somewhere
01:02:49.420
And if they buy a piece of art and they know the artist, well, then they open themselves
01:02:57.380
And the artist can, I wouldn't say sell that exactly, but that's what he's bringing to
01:03:03.260
And to be contemptuous of the commercial aspect of that, it's a false morality.
01:03:10.440
But having said that, you say the artists you know who are successful are good at use
01:03:15.280
other skills of socializing and essentially promoting themselves and their art.
01:03:22.240
And could you not be a good artist and not sell?
01:03:28.000
Although I don't know if you can be a good artist and be contemptuous of all that.
01:03:33.680
But also, maybe you can, but how are you going to keep body and soul together while you're
01:03:38.900
And also, if you don't start to engage to some degree on the commercial and communicative
01:03:47.740
And I have a, my sense is that that also limits your growth as an artist.
01:03:52.120
So it's, it's better to, it's better to, well, certainly dispense with any moral pretensions
01:04:04.540
It's like, once you're great at it, it can be beneath you.
01:04:08.800
But when you don't know how to do it at all, it's not beneath you.
01:04:13.340
And then the proclivity is to pronounce yourself as morally superior because, you know, you won't
01:04:18.740
It's like, it isn't that you won't, it's that you can't.
01:04:25.920
And I've seen lots of people who are artistically oriented brought down by that.
01:04:32.680
There's one, I remember trying to, many years ago, trying to debate what the meaning of an
01:04:38.080
artist is, and ultimately I've come to the conclusion it's just somebody who tries to
01:04:42.500
And if you're not making a living from selling art, it's hard to be an artist.
01:04:46.200
Well, how do you, how do you continue your art?
01:04:49.140
You're going to have, maybe you have a patron or an independent fortune, in which case, fine,
01:04:54.420
But you're, the proper attitude, if you're a creative person, is to integrate the necessity
01:05:02.280
for making the enterprise economically sustaining into the enterprise.
01:05:07.100
And to consider that as part of the complex problems that you're trying to address as
01:05:13.080
And then you can adopt the meta attitude that you described, which is, well, of course I
01:05:19.380
And I mean, I've seen people make artistic careers in, out of absurd pursuits.
01:05:26.120
I have a friend, Jonathan Paggio, who's a Orthodox icon carver, and he's commercially successful
01:05:32.860
So that's impossible, but it can be done if, now it's hard to do, but it's not like there's
01:05:39.060
no pathway forward, but you certainly can't be casual, casually contemptuous of social
01:05:44.420
relationships and opportunities if you're going to make something like that happen.
01:05:48.400
So, yeah, the great artists that I've known, they've been able to dance in the commercial
01:05:55.940
We'll talk more about that, maybe, about money and art and value and art and how people's
01:06:02.780
Yeah, well, I definitely want to get into that.
01:06:07.720
Okay, so you developed yourself on the accountant side and you familiarized yourself with business
01:06:16.180
How did you do in law school and then what happened?
01:06:18.480
I did very well at law school and I got taken on in the top commercial chambers in London,
01:06:24.900
As a barrister in London, you're self-employed and you work in the chambers, which is an
01:06:33.960
Separate barrister and solicitor for all the Americans and Canadians who are watching.
01:06:39.700
Because you take a lot for granted because I know barristeres are people that wear a wig
01:06:43.280
and a gown and basically go to court and stand up on their feet.
01:06:46.880
And solicitors are people who prepare the cases for them.
01:06:53.380
But the legal profession can be split into, essentially, you start at the beginning between
01:07:02.860
And that's a totally different skill to civil work.
01:07:05.760
Let's go down the civil road, which is where I went down.
01:07:08.760
Within the civil road, you have two types of solicitors, two types of lawyers.
01:07:13.160
You have transactional lawyers who help you do a contract, buy and sell a home, buy and
01:07:22.000
And then you have the litigators who deal in things that have gone wrong because the thing
01:07:26.260
you bought didn't show up or wasn't authentic or wasn't owned by the person who sold it.
01:07:32.080
So the first category is there to stop the second category from being necessary.
01:07:37.980
And the second category should normally be a small percentage of the first category.
01:07:41.480
So maybe 10% of lawyers should be litigated because most things should go through normally.
01:07:47.600
In America, there's a much higher percentage of litigators.
01:07:54.220
This is down the civil road and litigation lawyers.
01:08:05.240
And so everything I see in my professional life has gone wrong.
01:08:08.600
Every deal that comes to me is something that's come to me because there's a problem.
01:08:11.500
It's a good thing that you're comfortable in chaos because that's definitely the space
01:08:16.200
that's occupied by two people who don't agree definitely constitutes chaos or two entities
01:08:25.780
So within the litigation, you have solicitors who prepare cases.
01:08:29.380
Historically, it's changed a bit over the past 10 years in England.
01:08:31.840
But when I was practicing over 30 years ago and still do practice, solicitors would meet
01:08:36.900
the client, prepare, take the witness statement, get it all ready, and the barrister would stand
01:08:44.160
So the barrister would be like the trial attorney, the advocate in court, and the solicitors
01:08:49.620
So I was a trial attorney with a wig and a gun.
01:08:52.560
Sorry I haven't brought it here today to show you.
01:08:57.740
I haven't been in court for many years now because I gave it up, the trial, the appearance
01:09:04.840
But I still practice law and litigation and have my own law firm.
01:09:09.180
I came back to, I started at the bar and I was very successful at the bar, partly because
01:09:14.640
I worked, I think for the first 10 years of my life, I worked 12 to 14 hours a day, seven
01:09:20.480
Okay, so when you say worked, how much of those 12 to 14 hours a day were actual productive
01:09:31.640
Quite a lot, but it was a manual intellectual labor so that you just had to sit at your desk.
01:09:37.740
It's like a solitary, which I didn't like actually, because I'm quite, I like meeting
01:09:42.020
You sit at your desk and you have to go through files of documents and find out what's relevant
01:09:47.120
So you have to do it even, and it might be productive because you find something in the
01:09:51.720
10th hour, but you have to do the nine hours to get to the 10th hour.
01:09:54.840
Well, the reason I'm asking is because I used to ask my undergraduates quite regularly how
01:10:01.260
much time every day they wasted by their own definition of waste.
01:10:06.600
And generally it was something approximating eight hours.
01:10:10.040
And then I would walk them through that arithmetically because your time as an undergraduate, if you're
01:10:16.160
at a reasonable university, you're a reasonably qualified person, your time is probably worth
01:10:23.600
Although your time when you're young is actually worth more than that because it compounds, but
01:10:29.380
And so I would point out to them quite quickly that they were wasting something on the order
01:10:33.720
of $120,000 a year by wasting time every day and that that wasn't illusory.
01:10:39.780
That was a real waste and also tried to put forward to them the notion that if they were
01:10:46.160
going to be successful, if that's what they actually wanted, they would have to learn to
01:10:51.960
be able to work so that they were actually working something like 70 to 80 hours a week.
01:10:57.780
Now, that doesn't mean you have to work like that your whole life, but you certainly have
01:11:01.300
to learn to work like that and if you're going to be successful at a high-end law firm, you
01:11:05.900
are definitely going to be working 70 to 80 hours a week and most of that is actually
01:11:11.480
It isn't going to be sitting there in the library, you know, leafing through your phone
01:11:17.480
And so how early on did you learn to concentrate in a manner that would enable you to work for
01:11:27.600
I could just sit for hours at my desk concentrating.
01:11:30.560
I'd have to go for a walk every hour or two, but from very early on, I think.
01:11:38.000
So you pretty much had that all down by the time, certainly by the time you were in law
01:11:43.400
I used to go, I used to enjoy my work so much I'd have to pull myself away at like
01:11:47.320
midnight or two in the morning only because I knew that if I didn't get some sleep, I
01:11:53.800
Well, that's actually the proper limitation is the people that I worked with on the legal front
01:11:58.460
when we were trying to figure out boundaries for their work.
01:12:01.260
And I saw this among the scientists that I worked with too, who were great scientists
01:12:11.760
And I found that, for example, if I'm writing, I can't write for more than three hours a day
01:12:18.440
But if I start to work more than three hours a day on writing per se, then I start to tire
01:12:26.340
So one of the things you want to do when you're young is find out how hard you can work so that
01:12:34.760
And so you have to push yourself past your limit before you figure that out.
01:12:40.380
And to become a good lawyer, in my case anyway, I think it was quite good to do different things.
01:12:49.680
It's quite important to socialize with other lawyers and debate things with other lawyers.
01:12:53.200
You have your tea breaks and your lunch breaks.
01:12:55.900
And so you're in a little community, especially at the bar in England, because it all happens
01:13:02.040
There's a few inns and they sit in their rooms there and they go to have lunch in the same
01:13:06.520
place and they go to walk around the same gardens.
01:13:12.280
So you're also making a community at the same time.
01:13:15.180
Was that a conscious decision to make that community?
01:13:19.580
Did you know enough that you needed to do that?
01:13:21.460
Or were you driven mostly by the fact that you like to socialize and that just emerged
01:13:26.700
Yeah, it's partly the structure of the English legal system.
01:13:30.240
Barristers, even to qualify, are obligated to have a certain number of dinners together
01:13:37.160
You become a member of an inn and then you have to have dinners now to qualify, which I
01:13:45.960
It's like a little monastic group of monastic warriors, in a sense, who are hired for clients
01:13:55.340
Well, you have to have a network to be successful.
01:13:57.800
And that's especially true if you're also the kind of lawyer who ends up bringing in business
01:14:02.980
rather than merely doing the background legal research and work.
01:14:08.020
I mean, in North America, I don't know how much it's the same.
01:14:11.020
In England, the lawyers are on the commercial side are pretty well divided into the rainmaker
01:14:17.820
types who are really good at going out and bringing in new business and who also might
01:14:24.400
And then the people who are good at research but can't do the entrepreneurial work.
01:14:29.500
And they're nowhere near as valuable to their firms.
01:14:34.460
I mean, as a barrister, you didn't bring any business in.
01:14:37.780
You brought some business in, but solicitors brought you the business historically.
01:14:42.380
But in law firms, which I also have run for about 10 years as well, you're right.
01:14:53.360
And often, the more brilliant you are as a lawyer, the less likely you are to be a great
01:14:56.340
rainmaker because you just want to sit and analyze the arguments all day.
01:15:00.100
But to have a good law firm, you need different skills.
01:15:03.220
And maybe to be a good lawyer, you need to have all of those skills.
01:15:10.400
And so the combination of the skills is vanishingly rare.
01:15:14.480
I mean, to be good at arguing, to be good at reading, to be able to sit down and work hard
01:15:18.200
all day, to be a good advocate in court, to be a good cross-examiner because there's
01:15:23.820
There are advocates who are very good on appeal, but not so good with witnesses.
01:15:28.400
Well, and then to be a good litigator and have that attack dog mentality and ability, and
01:15:33.120
then also to be able to work harmoniously with your clients, that's a very difficult...
01:15:40.040
Because your client often is in a very difficult, traumatic time of their lives, and you're going
01:15:47.220
And then, in order to socialize and network with clients who aren't yet your clients,
01:15:51.640
on the hope that you might get some work in, it requires a lot for one person to be all
01:15:56.520
And even in the big law firms, you know, where there's only solicitors or trial attorneys,
01:16:01.940
I think only one in every 10 partners will be a real rainmaker.
01:16:06.840
Yeah, well, one of the things that's very useful on that front for young people to know
01:16:11.340
if they're trying to develop their professional career is when you see someone who's good
01:16:15.760
at something, first of all, you should notice it, especially if they're good at something
01:16:20.380
And try not to be jealous of it and put it down, you know, because there's a moral temptation
01:16:25.160
But people can develop a wide range of skills if they're willing to learn from the people
01:16:31.660
You know, I've seen introverts, for example, become extremely sophisticated socially.
01:16:35.580
Like they have to kind of learn it incremental step by incremental step where the extroverts
01:16:42.360
But you can, even those rainmaking skills, you can develop those if you're fortunate enough
01:16:47.320
to have a mentor and you have enough of a clue to learn from them the micro elements of what
01:16:55.540
Can I say two things as I listen to you talk about that?
01:16:58.380
There are two things that I think about my practice as a lawyer, especially as an advocate.
01:17:05.820
You can study about it as much as possible, but when you actually go into battle, you learn
01:17:12.720
You bump yourself up against the right obstacles.
01:17:16.580
Which is an interesting thing that you have to do it to learn rather than study it.
01:17:21.420
The other interesting thing that's often puzzled me, which I'll ask you because I'm sure
01:17:24.440
you'll have an opinion on it, is why it is we can learn so much from people.
01:17:28.180
In our lives, even in your own life, when you look back, you'll have had some relatively
01:17:32.200
small conversations with people that have shaped the way you think about things.
01:17:36.360
And you can learn so much from a mentor or a person who's very, I've learned a lot from
01:17:41.420
some very senior barristers or not even senior barristers who've taught me, it's not just
01:17:48.340
What a conversation with someone can teach you more than reading many books.
01:17:55.160
You know, and so it's one of the things that sets human beings off against other animals
01:18:03.480
And so you can literally embody the spirit of someone else's personality.
01:18:09.900
Well, that's to some degree, you do that in every conversation because you and I, to have
01:18:13.820
this conversation, we have to find a middle ground where we're basically both, we both are
01:18:19.480
occupied by the same spirit, you know, and the more different you are than me when that
01:18:25.520
conversation occurs, the farther I have to stretch myself to become an analog of you just
01:18:34.260
And so, and we're very good at grasping the whole and inferring it from parts.
01:18:41.580
I noticed this was my son, for example, when he was about two and a half or three and we
01:18:47.360
first sent him off to daycare and there were, my son was quite well behaved because that
01:18:54.380
was a requirement in our household and he would come, but he was also extremely extroverted
01:19:01.940
So he had a will and we'd send him off to daycare and he'd come back and he would have learned
01:19:07.580
the most conniving tricks and just pick them up just like that.
01:19:11.420
And the reason was he was hanging around some, you know, bratty kid who had a whole bag full
01:19:16.440
of tricks as part of their personality, he'd just absorb that whole thing and he'd come
01:19:23.040
And it's, it's, that's part of our fascination, let's say for stories, you know, when you go
01:19:28.540
to a movie and you're engrossed in the character, you're essentially, what happens is you adopt
01:19:35.340
the aims of the character and then your entire nervous system swings to make the things that
01:19:41.460
appear as obstacles to him appear as obstacles to you and the things that appear as facilitators
01:19:49.720
And you really, you embody that whole mode of being and play it out as a dramatic fantasy
01:19:55.060
and then it shows you that that's a whole new way of looking at the world.
01:19:59.340
That's why we love stories so much and drama and a mentoring experience is like that is
01:20:05.000
because that you, you can, you essentially imitate the person that you're with.
01:20:09.220
It's so interesting and that's why you can't just, you know, somebody can tell you it orally
01:20:13.620
as a person, as a mentor, or you can read in the book, but the mentor, you will take
01:20:17.520
Yeah, well, the mentorship has that, it's, it's the dramatic imitative element that comes
01:20:23.580
You know, you might think that being a lawyer, for example, and Thomas Kuhn talked a lot
01:20:32.320
It's like, yeah, the facts change, so that's dubious to begin with, but it's also a practice.
01:20:42.360
It's like, there's no such thing as a list of skills.
01:20:45.180
You know, you, that's partly why we haven't so far been able to come up with expert diagnostic
01:20:51.540
They are getting better now, but for a long time, they were useless.
01:20:55.880
Because whatever an illness is, isn't a list of symptoms discriminable from other, some
01:21:03.660
There's an active diagnosis and an art, and a lot of that's not explicit.
01:21:08.140
It's a kind of drama, and the only way you can develop that skill is to imitate it.
01:21:12.600
So if you're a scientist, you have an apprenticeship, and it's in the apprenticeship that you learn
01:21:17.540
to imitate the spirit of science, and we have no idea how to reduce that to a set of rule-bound
01:21:24.780
And Kuhn made a lot of that in the structure of scientific revolutions.
01:21:28.780
No, and you're very fortunate if you have mentors in your life, because you can copy
01:21:33.660
And it's not just that the mentor imparts information to you by just advice.
01:21:37.820
I mean, my, at the bar, you had to have a year of being a pupil, an apprentice, and you
01:21:44.820
I was fortunate to have a fantastically clever pupil master.
01:21:48.860
And I started, and I thought, now he's going to teach me a lot, and he's my master.
01:21:55.420
I remember sitting there and saying, Mark, I'd ask him a question.
01:22:04.040
And then I'd go, and I'd think about research, and I'd come back, and I'd say, I found the
01:22:12.580
And so he never actually told me anything, but he just kept me on my toes the whole time.
01:22:18.220
Well, and you never know to what degree hanging around him brought the right questions to
01:22:24.700
Because we don't really know how that mentorship relationship, we don't know how it transforms
01:22:32.520
And it might, a lot of the most important thing in any discussion is what the pertinent
01:22:37.400
questions are, rather than what the relevant answers are.
01:22:41.300
In the law, especially, I've often thought being a good lawyer is asking the right questions.
01:22:45.440
Once you ask the right questions, there's a saying in the law, often people say to judges,
01:22:49.080
one only has to ask the question to know the answer.
01:22:51.120
Once you've asked the question, things become a lot.
01:22:54.900
There's another thing that happens, this is a slight detour, in asking questions in an
01:23:00.620
So you might send somebody in to interview someone or to do something, and you say, don't
01:23:06.160
And they always, or very often, naively say, we won't give anything away because we're
01:23:18.560
So now you became very successful as a litigator.
01:23:25.000
And do you have some stories at hand about, well, adventures that you undertook well engaged
01:23:36.740
Yeah, obviously, a lot of the stories I have are confidential, but I can talk in generic
01:23:44.320
I did it after a while, give up the bar and go and work as a manager for people that had
01:23:53.740
So that gave me the opportunity to manage lots of lawyers.
01:23:57.620
Rather than being a lawyer, I became a sort of a crisis manager.
01:24:02.400
And I've acted for all sorts of normally very wealthy people or companies with huge commercial
01:24:07.940
But it's often on the edge of commerce and other problems, because if a wealthy person
01:24:12.940
really does have a problem, and it's normally a huge problem for them if they involve me,
01:24:18.080
if they need to come to me, it's normally a real crisis.
01:24:21.000
Then you're dealing with, like I said earlier, a client who can lose everything, really.
01:24:29.080
Often they're concerned about their reputation, then they're concerned about their money,
01:24:33.900
So I did one particular case for probably the wealthiest guy in the world where I had to
01:24:40.380
I think I instructed something like 73 law firms in 13 different countries and caught and settled
01:24:48.900
And that was all about a lifestyle that had gone...
01:25:02.280
That made me good as a lawyer, because I became a client, because I had lots of lawyers I had
01:25:08.520
to deal with and try and get the most out of them, because I was representing the client.
01:25:13.200
And I lived in the Far East in that particular case for seven years.
01:25:18.240
And there's a kind of quite a good attitude as well in the Far East, because I was always
01:25:22.560
I remember there was one particular Chinese guy who I had to work with a lot, who would
01:25:25.840
And, you know, I like being challenged, and I like challenging myself.
01:25:37.560
There were cases from, you know, car companies, plane companies, banks, from, you know, blackmail
01:25:44.540
Blackmail cases have become, you know, quite common.
01:25:48.400
But there's Me Too type cases that are recently.
01:25:55.080
Well, it's put a lot of power in the hands of accusers.
01:25:59.000
And, you know, I've seen cases where the accusers were absolutely, you know, made up, you know.
01:26:07.360
One thing as a barrister, ethically, you're not allowed to not take a client on because
01:26:18.240
So you just take clients on irrespective of your belief in their...
01:26:27.420
I've always taken clients on and never, you know, even if...
01:26:30.840
Well, sometimes people think they're guilty and they're not.
01:26:34.800
You know, I saw that in psychotherapy all the time is people would convict themselves
01:26:40.020
And I would look into it and I'd think, actually, you know, this wasn't nearly as much your fault
01:26:45.440
as your, you know, because you think, well, you should take responsibility for your actions
01:26:50.160
But there are errors in that direction too, is you should take responsibility for your
01:26:54.800
But the presumption of innocence also applies to you, even if you are inclined to be guilty.
01:27:02.180
And so that principle that you should take on every client as a lawyer, it's a good
01:27:07.460
You never know what the story is till you get to the bottom of it.
01:27:10.640
I remember early on at one of these dinners that I was compelled to go to, you know, when
01:27:15.660
I started out at Lincoln's Inn, where I'm a member, there was one of the leading criminal
01:27:20.200
barristers who did all the top murder cases and rape cases.
01:27:26.360
And one of the students said to him, how do you feel defending someone you know to be
01:27:33.880
And he said quickly, he's a brilliant barrister.
01:27:39.880
He said, because there's nothing worse than representing someone you believe to be innocent
01:27:45.220
But if you believe they're guilty and you still do your best, it's not so bad.
01:27:49.580
If you, you know, if something happens, they go, it's, if you believe, if you believe they're
01:27:56.440
Whereas you still do your best both ways, but it puts a lot of pressure on you.
01:28:00.920
Yeah, well, it's an open question, too, in any complex situation.
01:28:09.020
There's a famous ad, if I can interject for a second, which I saw once.
01:28:14.300
I don't know if it's famous, but it's famous in my mind.
01:28:16.940
It's a guy who's trying to get some clients for defense work and criminal defense work.
01:28:22.340
And the ad is, it's a big poster and says, just because you did it doesn't mean you're
01:28:35.340
Well, it's also necessary for people who are, who find themselves in hot water legally and
01:28:41.060
ethically to sort things out for themselves so that they know where they took the wrong
01:28:48.300
I mean, the goal of analyzing a piece of misbehavior, let's say, if the goal is atonement, what that
01:28:56.480
means is you have to know exactly where you stepped wrong right from the beginning of the
01:29:04.080
And that means you also have to know where you're guilty, but about things that were actually
01:29:09.140
peripheral to the event, or maybe you shouldn't have been guilty about them at all.
01:29:17.700
This is what you're guilty of, not these things.
01:29:20.600
This is what anyone would have done in your situation, because lots of times people will
01:29:25.480
do something that looks terrible on casual glance and may even be terrible, but you listen
01:29:32.040
to the full account and you think, oh, if I was in that situation, I would have done something
01:29:37.860
And then that makes the whole notion of guilt much more complex.
01:29:40.900
You know, I mean, there's a woman who's in jail at the moment in the US who killed a man who had
01:29:50.180
repeatedly exploited her violently, sexually, and then posted the videos online and profited
01:30:04.760
Well, there's a complicated, probably of something.
01:30:11.040
And for however she managed that and then couldn't disentangle herself from it.
01:30:16.860
So, obviously, you would presume some culpability on her part in that entire sequence, but trying
01:30:23.740
to entangle that, that's quite the bloody rat's nest.
01:30:26.780
But fortunately, I don't ever get involved in, I try, I don't like judging people.
01:30:31.460
I don't think it's, in my job, I don't think it's right.
01:30:33.680
I just have to represent them and do the best I can for them, obviously without misleading
01:30:39.700
But I don't like judging people, partly for all the reasons you're kind of alluding to.
01:30:43.400
It's kind of complicated, knowing who's guilty of what.
01:30:46.980
And there's an old saying, I think it's a Russian proverb that says, don't judge people
01:30:52.580
I don't know exactly what it means, but I think it means that you're giving too much
01:31:02.800
And so, yeah, well, one of the things you learn if you're a clinician and you have any
01:31:06.960
sense is also, it's also why you don't offer people advice.
01:31:10.680
It's like, I don't know what the hell you should do.
01:31:13.400
Like, maybe you and I could figure it out together with some really careful thought,
01:31:18.720
Most people are in situations that are sufficiently complex so that casual advice is just not
01:31:28.240
Yeah, well, judgment's often bolstering yourself up, really.
01:31:36.340
I, myself, not that I'd ever be a contender, would never want to be a judge.
01:31:39.900
You know, I just hate the idea of judging people.
01:31:41.980
Some of my colleagues at the bar went on, some of my closest friends are judges, and they're
01:31:47.160
happy and they're doing great jobs as judges, but I just couldn't do that job.
01:31:51.280
It'd be interesting to talk to a judge with a lot of experience to find out how they
01:31:55.280
navigate the moral pitfalls of being in that position and how they reconcile themselves
01:32:00.240
to it, given this sort of complexity that we're describing.
01:32:02.980
I expect they say, and rightly so, their role is to judge.
01:32:06.480
Society needs people like them to judge, and they do their best to judge honestly and faithfully
01:32:14.180
But it does set up these moral conundrums that we've been describing.
01:32:17.420
Now, as your career as a litigator developed, as your career as a litigator developed, you
01:32:22.820
also developed an interest in the world of art, and particularly modern art.
01:32:32.020
It developed really because of, I've always loved art, and I've always felt it's important.
01:32:39.240
And then I started buying art for like 25 bucks or 50 bucks.
01:32:43.500
I mean, in fact, you know, years ago, when I was even 18 or 19, so I believed in art.
01:32:49.260
Oh, just things in the local reference library done by old ladies of flowers and stuff.
01:32:56.160
And then as I became more successful and made money, I liked to, you know, buy some art.
01:33:02.860
I was obsessed with the creative process and also the economics of creativity, which really
01:33:12.880
In the art world, you can get two extremes of people.
01:33:15.680
You can get people who just think that money is disgusting, should have nothing to do with
01:33:19.620
art, and it's purely about sort of critical theory and aesthetics and history and stuff.
01:33:25.340
On the other hand, you get people who really don't care about anything to do with the art.
01:33:30.240
They just know how much they can sell it for and how much they can buy it for, yeah.
01:33:34.340
But I personally have just always been fascinated in that relationship between how you can turn
01:33:39.860
an idea into money and the economics of, I call it the economics of creativity, which
01:33:46.020
So by chance, I was lucky enough to get friendly with some artists.
01:33:48.460
And artists have a difficult job, as you know, because they are, I believe, bearing their soul
01:33:57.000
So it's a very hard job and hard for lots of reasons, because you have to do your paintings
01:34:02.560
normally, you have a show, people come and they like them or they don't, you sell them
01:34:06.040
and all the self-doubt and it's a lonely job, so you don't have many people to hang
01:34:13.060
And so they're not normally very good at commerce, not normally.
01:34:16.200
And if they are, they might not be great artists if they're just good at selling their paintings.
01:34:21.360
They may or may not be good, but you have to appreciate the importance of that system.
01:34:24.620
But I was, so I got friendly with some artists and they'd ask me, I'm also, because of my
01:34:28.620
philosophical and scientific background, I was always trying to, and my commercial background,
01:34:33.320
trying to work out what the right thing is and the relationship between money and art.
01:34:36.940
And that's something that I've been involved in now for 25 years and I've been obsessed with
01:34:44.080
And so I just got into it because by accident, I got friendly with an artist and he asked
01:34:48.280
me some, he asked me to help him out on various things.
01:34:51.140
And that's grown to me, managing more and more artists.
01:34:55.200
By managing, it's really advising, giving them commercial advice.
01:34:58.900
And that's not necessarily how to make the most amount of money.
01:35:02.400
It's what's to do that's best for your art and your legacy.
01:35:06.120
Right, well that's the development of a career.
01:35:07.820
Exactly, and there are all sorts of, art is such a fantastically interesting subject because
01:35:15.040
it means so many things, as we will hopefully discuss now.
01:35:18.540
It can mean so many different things to so many different people and it's very spiritually
01:35:22.120
important to some people, to other people it's just commerce.
01:35:24.960
Some art can be beauty, some art may not be beauty, it may be subjective, objective, all
01:35:29.840
And then there's the market, which is, you know, so fascinating.
01:35:32.600
And one's attitude to art, and these are the things that, I remember the first, one
01:35:37.920
of the first valuable paintings I bought, I was so happy and I loved it so much.
01:35:41.740
And then a week or two later, I realized that the people who sold it to me had ripped me
01:35:44.520
off and it wasn't worth what I thought it was worth.
01:35:46.800
And then when I looked at that painting, it just represented me being had.
01:35:50.280
And I no longer love the painting anymore, I just looked at it.
01:35:54.080
So the relation between money and art is important.
01:35:56.460
Well, that's the relationship between context and perception too, because now you saw that
01:36:01.220
the same object, you know, through a completely different lens.
01:36:06.240
What an artistic production is as an object is extremely complex.
01:36:12.240
That's what Duchamp was playing with when he put the urinal in the gallery, is that, well,
01:36:19.900
It turned out with Duchamp's urinal that the answer to that, at least eventually, was most
01:36:25.780
But people are cynical about that move on his part.
01:36:29.820
But it was actually brilliant because I've often thought this, for example, in the case
01:36:35.900
of museums, imagine there's a museum there that has Hank Williams or Elvis Presley's guitar.
01:36:41.560
Well, let's say it's a mass manufactured guitar.
01:36:44.640
It's like, well, now you have a display case and Elvis's guitar is in there.
01:36:49.140
But perceptually, in some real manner, it's not distinguishable from any other guitar of that
01:36:58.840
So then you might say, well, what's the reality of the fact that this was Elvis's guitar?
01:37:08.060
It's in the shrine that's been built around it.
01:37:20.080
Well, if we raise something ordinary to the status of something in a museum, to what degree
01:37:28.600
And that is definitely an open question and a very complex question.
01:37:35.140
It's like when you were viewing it through the lens of having made a successful social
01:37:39.580
and economic transfer, the painting was one thing.
01:37:42.420
And when that fell apart, the painting was something else.
01:37:46.560
Well, the object is always an interplay of whatever it is and whatever you are as the reader of it.
01:37:59.460
And there's another thing that happens in the art world, which is there is obviously one school of thought that says the commodification of art and art and money corrupts art.
01:38:11.640
But in a sense, it also saves art because people can appreciate.
01:38:15.760
I mean, they say if your painting that you have in your home is worth money, you look after it.
01:38:20.820
You make sure it's handled and framed properly and it makes sure it survives.
01:38:25.460
And people, so, you know, art to have an economic value is important for its survival, I believe, sometimes.
01:38:31.400
So those are the side of questions with the artist.
01:38:36.480
So what attracted you initially to these original pieces of art that you were buying?
01:38:42.340
And why did you think you had enough courage to rely on your own taste?
01:38:46.660
Because one of the things I've observed about people's relationship to art is people are terrified of art, especially of purchasing it.
01:38:53.760
Because just as the artist bears their soul in the creative production, the consumer bears their soul in the form of their taste now manifested as that purchase.
01:39:09.320
So why did you have enough confidence to be attracted to the pieces you were and then to purchase them?
01:39:18.700
Maybe it goes back to the subject we're talking about, the confidence I had in myself, given to me from my mother and father, going to, you know, I just, when I try to...
01:39:28.660
I do believe that the I, as it's called in the art world, or the aesthetic sense or I, is a kind of muscle that you can develop.
01:39:35.560
And if you look at enough things, enough times, and you don't just look at great things, you look at things that are rubbish and bad, and you question, which, as you know, I love doing, what's good and why it's good and what's bad and why it's bad.
01:39:47.080
I've done eBay treasure hunts for like 20 years, and I think I may have looked at more bad paintings than anyone else, because I looked at at least 1,000 to 2,000 paintings a night for like 10 years.
01:40:01.600
And I developed quite an eye for catastrophically bad art, which is really useful, right?
01:40:08.620
Because once you know the junk landscape, and there's millions of bad paintings on eBay, like literally just endless supply of them, a good painting will just go, it'll just snap out.
01:40:20.640
You think, whoa, okay, well, I don't know, that isn't what the rest of this is.
01:40:24.880
And you do develop that, you develop your eye, as you said, by continual exposure, which is why taking art history courses and so forth is so useful.
01:40:34.900
But obviously, fashions change, everything changes.
01:40:37.120
But I do believe, you and I seem to agree, that that eye, the aesthetic sense, can be trained like a muscle.
01:40:42.160
Well, then you can apply it to the whole world, which is unbelievably useful, to decorating your house, and to placing your furniture, and to arranging chairs at a dinner, and yeah, yeah, you, well, you know, to a large degree, what each of us as moderns even regards as beautiful.
01:41:03.560
It's like, no, no, no, some artists figured out that was beautiful, and taught you how to see that, or taught the people you learn to see from, that that was beautiful.
01:41:12.640
Like, most people now regard impressionist landscapes as sort of self-evidently beautiful, but no one thought that when they were first produced.
01:41:19.800
And the whole notion that even there is such a thing as beauty and landscape, that was by no means self-evident before artists figured it out.
01:41:28.920
And it's the same with many other genres of art.
01:41:32.080
But I think, yeah, and I agree, but going back to your question, how do you have the confidence to buy art?
01:41:42.860
You build up your aesthetic sense, but of course, there's this other self, there's this other delusional thing that people have, which is everyone thinks they've got a good idea, a good eye.
01:41:54.820
So, the classic thing a dealer, an art gallery will do, when you go in and there's 10 paintings and you choose one, they'll always say to you, oh, you've got a good eye.
01:42:03.420
And of course, you want to believe you've got a good eye.
01:42:04.980
So, you have to be careful not to believe that you have a good eye and to doubt yourself as well.
01:42:09.920
The other thing to do, which I think is important in art is, if you're really trying to buy great art, which is hard to express properly, but it's originality.
01:42:21.640
If it's simply copying other art, it may still be beautiful and it may still be valuable, but it's unlikely to be as valuable as the Impressionists in 1863 or whenever it was.
01:42:30.660
Because they were doing revolutionary, which was hard to accept then, but with time that becomes amazing.
01:42:37.520
It's also difficult to separate out original from merely shocking, because if it is original, it will be shocking, because it will force you to perceive something.
01:42:50.540
And I think Cubist art, the Cubist art from the 1920s, actually still has that power, a particularly good Cubist piece, you'll think.
01:42:58.960
That really, there is really something radically different about that, and good Cubist pieces are pretty damn rare.
01:43:06.440
But much of what passes for modern originality is always merely shocking.
01:43:13.280
Now, all that disappears in the flux of time very rapidly, and only what was truly original remains.
01:43:19.560
But it's not an easy thing to distinguish between the merely shocking and the original early.
01:43:28.440
I mean, you do, I think there's some reason to think that you do have a good eye for originality.
01:43:34.620
And so how do you distinguish between the original and, say, the merely shocking?
01:43:39.920
I think it's, again, training your eye to look at lots and lots of things.
01:43:44.340
And if you come across something that you've never seen before, that automatically makes you think about it.
01:43:52.280
So already you're thinking it's original, then it has to touch you in a way.
01:43:55.260
I generally, you can tell if an artist generally is just trying to be shocking to grab attention,
01:44:02.400
or if he's just trying to create beauty or something important.
01:44:04.720
I say you can tell, I don't know how you can tell, but I can tell.
01:44:07.980
Yeah, well, you did lay out how you tell, though.
01:44:12.760
I mean, if you want to learn how to judge Impressionist landscapes, let's say,
01:44:22.440
And what you're doing is you're building up an implicit vocabulary,
01:44:25.280
because you're tuning a set of perceptual networks.
01:44:29.600
So imagine you have a set of 1,000 Impressionist paintings.
01:44:33.540
There's something about them that makes them Impressionist paintings, let's say,
01:44:41.480
Now, what that is, is whatever's at the core of Impressionism,
01:44:49.340
The only way you're going to figure that out is by exposing yourself to a multitude of exemplars
01:45:00.240
You can't express what it is, but you can learn to see it.
01:45:05.680
So imagine there's 1,000 Impressionist paintings.
01:45:12.300
Some of them are more central to the spirit of the Impressionist endeavor.
01:45:17.920
But not without going through, not without doing it,
01:45:21.360
not without going through the effort of looking at endless exemplars of paintings.
01:45:25.320
And I suppose if you're really approaching it systematically, which I do,
01:45:28.480
you'd also look at the market and what the market says about value as well.
01:45:37.300
There's something that, you know, often the debate, as you know, in art is,
01:45:46.900
There's a debate about whether art has to be beautiful or not,
01:45:49.540
which we probably will both accept it doesn't have to be beautiful.
01:45:51.880
It has to be meaningful and touch you, doesn't it?
01:45:53.600
Maybe you disagree with that, but let's come back to that.
01:46:01.080
Yeah, but you'd have to accept it's great art, I think, yeah.
01:46:06.180
So the view I formed, and I may be wrong about it,
01:46:11.840
is that there's a kind of collective subjectivity or even objectivity in art.
01:46:15.640
So if you asked 100 people, if I took you into a room with 10 paintings
01:46:23.780
I think there'd be a real consensus about which was the best one.
01:46:33.000
we were trying to develop objective measures of artistic production.
01:46:38.320
So one of the things we did was have well-established artists rate collages
01:46:49.180
So your goal in our experiment was to make a collage out of this kit of pieces.
01:46:57.260
And then you can find out if there's anything objective
01:46:59.780
by seeing if there's a similarity in the rank orderings across the artists.
01:47:11.400
which is, say, the average correlation across a set of rankings.
01:47:16.380
The artists could very reliably distinguish the high-quality collages
01:47:33.500
because it's so clearly dependent on the existence of a perceiver.
01:47:52.200
But generally, there's a consensus amongst you.
01:47:55.160
Well, otherwise, we couldn't even have a category of art.
01:47:58.240
Because, well, you could just throw a frame around anything
01:48:07.680
means that we distinguish some images reliably from others.
01:48:25.140
in your perception towards something like the good.
01:48:29.560
And there's all sorts of different ways that can occur.
01:48:33.240
because his representations are so often horrific.
01:48:37.160
And Hieronymus Bosch is another example of exactly that.
01:48:47.500
But those artists are compelling you to look past that
01:49:00.760
And so the great artists are geniuses of perception, fundamentally.
01:49:08.660
I think, well, seeing, you just look at the world.
01:49:10.340
It's like, yeah, no, seeing is a lot more complicated
01:49:25.420
And they help you see things you otherwise wouldn't see.
01:49:28.720
I once, going back to a subject you touched on earlier,
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which is in choosing art and hanging it on your wall,
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I remember a famous, a very well-known art dealer
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telling me that you can tell a lot about someone
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But, and I've got a few ideas of what you can tell,
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You can also tell if they're trying to match their furniture.
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Exactly, so they're more interior decorators, you know.
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but I couldn't narrate everything you can tell and why.
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Well, I think it's probably as difficult to figure out
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what an art collection reveals about the collector
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as it is to figure out what the art itself represents.
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Yeah, I think it's, it's, and it's partly, I suppose,
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because people have all sorts of different motives
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I mean, I collect art because I collected Soviet realist art.
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And then I was interested in the war between propaganda
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and the artistic tendency that each canvas represented,
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were very technically proficient and skilled as artists,
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but then they were forced to serve as propagandists.
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and they often painted in essentially an Impressionist style.
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between what's really incredibly high-level artistic ability
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And so there are very intense things to have around you.
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You know, like a beautiful portrayal of Lennon sitting by a window
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And yet you have the amalgam of this beautiful Impressionist light
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which was very, there's a lot of tension in that.
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Even socially, because of course people would come into the house
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having these like eight-foot portraits of Lennon up on the wall.
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I love the shapes and the people and the colours.
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often very effective means of propagandisation.
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One of the things I also loved about those canvases is that
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They become less and less pieces of propaganda at all,
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But the painting, insofar as it's an artistic success,
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and just apply his mind to whatever he wants to.
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it corrupts the art of the artist and the value of it.
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I've worked with one artist for a very long time,
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A commission for me is more like a collaboration.
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It's like, well, I don't want to get in his way
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And he asked me what sort of things I'm interested in
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And we come up with a story that he will represent.
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there's no warping of the artistic enterprise there
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And his, some of that is ideational discussion.
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then you're definitely the wrong guy for the job
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that what they were doing might contribute to that,
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And then all their creative energy would be released
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of the artistic process to the commission at all.
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I mean, I think if you're ordering the artist around,
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well, you're certainly not going to get the best out of them
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You don't do that by subjecting it to constraints.
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In fact, you actually often facilitate creativity
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And I've seen that in some of the artists I've helped in the past
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is you're trying to feel out your movement forward
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so that they're inspired and enthusiastic about the project
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And I've had an idea for a totem pole in my mind
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And it involves a representation of chaos at the bottom
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they have this sea suit or figure that's a serpent.
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for example, if I discuss an idea with Charles,
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And you can't subject that to arbitrary constraints
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And like I had a friend who was a portrait artist,
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And this is where the figures have to be portrayed.
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If you want that artist to paint your portrait,
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and to figure out how you can do that together.
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It's just not the stupid, tyrannical constraints
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Yeah, there comes a point when the commissioner
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is the artist, if he's telling exactly what to do.
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There's art that's like a painting you hang on the wall,
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And so when Michelangelo do the Sistine Chapel,
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in a way he's already being told how big his piece is
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and where it's going, roughly the subject matter.
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rather than prohibitions against what can and can't be done.
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what I told Charles when we first started working together,
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And I'll see how that works and it worked great.
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And then when I built the third floor on my house,
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and I sort of told him what we were thinking about
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And we started to brainstorm about how that might look.
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because, well, the ceiling was a certain height,
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Let me ask you another question connected to this,
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What role do you think art has in a person's well-being
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and something glimmers on the side of his vision.
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It's something that attracts his attention, right?
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and remind you that there's way more to the world
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So that's a window through your presuppositions
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That's a perfectly fine way of thinking about it.
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it's something you establish a relationship with.
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well, why wouldn't you want to live in a museum?
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It was as subtle as 38 different colors could be,