The Jordan B. Peterson Podcast


356. Narcissists, Frauds, and Enablers: Trans Women and Women's Sports | Riley Gaines


Summary

Riley Gaines is a former NCAA All-American swimmer and campaigner for genuine female rights. In our conversation, we cover her career thus far, how she s navigated leadership positions in female sports and otherwise, how sports have been coopted by men claiming to be women, the ideological capture of women in sports, and of course, her recent experiences at San Francisco State University. She also shares her experience with depression and anxiety, and how she found a way to overcome it, and the lessons she s learned along the way. This episode is sponsored by Daily Wire Plus, a new series created by Dr. Jordan Peterson that could be a lifeline for those battling Depression and Anxiety. With decades of experience helping patients, Dr. Peterson offers a unique understanding of why you might be feeling this way, and offers a roadmap towards healing. In his new series, he provides a roadmap toward healing, showing that while the journey isn t easy, it s absolutely possible to find your way forward. If you re suffering, please know you are not alone. There s hope, and there s a path to feeling better. Let this be the first step towards the brighter future you deserve. Let s make it a step towards a brighter, brighter, and more positive future you are all worthy of. In this episode, I m speaking up for herself, and fighting for what s truly important. -Riley - Thank you so much for being a fighter, and I m so much more than just a swimmer, and for standing up for what matters. . Thank you for being loud and proud of who s worth it. -Reedy and I hope you know that you re not alone, and that you know you re worthy of it! . . . - RYRIE - RYRAYRIE RALYNN , RYAN GAGEES, RYANA And I hope that you ll join me in the fight for the future you know what s out there, and you can do it! -RJORDERY in 2020! -JORDAN B. PENNY, JORDANCHOR, RAYLYNN, and RYRYAN M. P. M. GARREAU AND KAREN LYNN ECHELES & JUICY WELCOME


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00:00:57.420 Today I'm speaking with American athlete, top ranking swimmer, and now campaigner for genuine female rights, Riley Gaines.
00:01:18.740 In our conversation, we're going to cover her career thus far, how she's navigated leadership positions in female sports,
00:01:27.000 and otherwise, how those sports have been co-opted by men claiming to be women,
00:01:32.480 the ideological capture therein, and of course, her recent experiences at San Francisco State University.
00:01:40.620 Hi, Riley. I understand that it's about four in the morning there in Nashville.
00:01:46.360 I'm in Portugal, so, you know, time zone trouble.
00:01:49.820 It's real good of you to stay up so damn late and agree to talk to me and to everybody else here.
00:01:55.080 So, let's start with this.
00:01:57.700 Let's talk a little bit about your life over the last couple of years.
00:02:01.800 Like, what does your life consist of?
00:02:03.300 I presume you're studying and you're aiming at something.
00:02:06.000 You're also an athlete.
00:02:07.040 So, tell me what, how your life should be, let's say, and what you're aiming at and how your life actually is.
00:02:16.100 And then we'll start talking about what happened to you most recently at San Francisco State.
00:02:20.420 Absolutely.
00:02:21.940 Yeah, yeah.
00:02:22.520 So, what have you been up to the last few years while you were, you know, pursuing the pathway, let's say, of a normal person?
00:02:29.920 I had every intention of finishing my collegiate career of swimming, graduating, and going to dental school.
00:02:36.080 So, that's always been my passion, was dentistry.
00:02:40.300 Specifically, I wanted to be an endodontist, which is someone who performs root canals, essentially.
00:02:45.760 I graduated with a degree in human health sciences and health law from the University of Kentucky.
00:02:50.580 I was set to be in dental school this year.
00:02:53.820 But with everything that really happened, and I know we'll dive into that, I decided, I really realized that dental school, that's something that will always be there.
00:03:03.620 But the relevance and the importance behind the issue we're going to talk about, it's not going to always be there.
00:03:09.620 And I understood if someone with the same powerful testimony that I have, the same voice, someone who's unafraid to speak the truth, doesn't stick up for this.
00:03:20.960 I really just saw what's at stake.
00:03:23.640 And so, I put my life on hold for a year.
00:03:26.500 I've reapplied for dental school in the fall, set to go to the University of Tennessee, but I'm still kind of wavering with the idea of if that's right for me at this time.
00:03:37.320 Right, right.
00:03:38.080 Okay, so let's talk a little bit about, well, your performance as a student, but then also your athletic career.
00:03:46.580 So, what makes you, let's say, what makes you a credible competitive swimmer?
00:03:52.220 And then off of that, what makes you a credible voice for, let's say, athletes in general, but for female athletes in particular?
00:04:01.140 So, how good an athlete are you?
00:04:02.900 What's your record?
00:04:04.100 And, you know, what are your credentials?
00:04:06.680 So, I've accomplished some really amazing things that I'm really proud of over my career.
00:04:12.060 I qualified for Olympic trials in 2016.
00:04:15.840 I was only 15 years old at the time, so I was one of the youngest ones there, again in 2020, to which translated into 2021 because of COVID and such.
00:04:25.020 I have won five SEC championships.
00:04:28.480 I'm a 12-time NCAA All-American.
00:04:32.220 Let's see, I'm the SEC record holder in the Turner Butterfly, which means…
00:04:35.780 And what is that?
00:04:36.400 That's SEC, did you say?
00:04:38.120 Yes, that's the Southeastern Conference, which is the most powerful conference, in my opinion.
00:04:44.120 Of course, I'm biased.
00:04:45.580 But I am the SEC record holder in the Turner Butterfly, which means under this shirt I have really big shoulders that I try to cover with my hair,
00:04:54.640 making me one of the fastest Americans of all time, making me one of the fastest Americans of all time in the event.
00:04:59.240 So, I've really done some incredible things that I will forever be proud of.
00:05:05.220 These are memories I can always look back on.
00:05:07.820 And I think that's what gives me the credibility that allows me to use my voice and be heard.
00:05:18.140 is the fact that I have firsthand experience competing against a male.
00:05:23.000 I got to personally witness and experience the injustice that we face.
00:05:31.280 I felt the effect that this infringement had on myself and my teammates and how this affected us, how it affected our performance, how it affected our health, our mental health,
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00:06:44.580 Okay, so let's delve into, people aren't going to know this,
00:07:01.480 so you were competing at extremely high level on the athletic front,
00:07:07.780 and, you know, I've worked with some stellar athletes as a clinician,
00:07:12.940 and I've worked with lots of people who were at the top of their game professionally, let's say,
00:07:18.180 and usually what that takes on the professional front is something like,
00:07:24.060 well, extreme ability, extreme native ability in whatever area happens to be under consideration,
00:07:30.080 and then dedication that goes above and beyond the norm.
00:07:34.540 And so the typical great scientist, for example, is absolutely 100% obsessed with what they do.
00:07:42.240 It's a 16-hour-a-day job, essentially seven days a week, generally for decades.
00:07:48.240 It's the only way that you get to the top of a profession, let's say, or an endeavor,
00:07:53.220 that has any degree of rank order by merit and competitiveness, right?
00:07:58.800 You have to be as able as anyone else or more able,
00:08:01.900 but then you have to be dedicated beyond, well, far beyond the norm,
00:08:05.400 because otherwise you're not going to be at the top.
00:08:06.960 So when did you start swimming, and what did you have to do on the discipline front?
00:08:13.840 And also, I suppose, what sacrifices did your family make to make that possible
00:08:17.700 so that you could compete at this level?
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00:09:55.460 So I started swimming when I was four years old.
00:10:00.600 I am 22, so I've dedicated 18 years of my life to my sport.
00:10:08.660 By the time I was eight years old, that's when I really started, I transitioned to swimming year-round.
00:10:13.660 So this meant that in second grade, you're swimming two hours every single day, and it really only gets harder from there.
00:10:20.340 Because by the time you get to middle school and high school, you're practicing before school.
00:10:24.920 Then you go straight to school, and straight from school, you go back to practice.
00:10:29.260 After practice, you go home, you eat your dinner, you do your homework, you ice your shoulder, you go to bed.
00:10:35.200 But you wake up and do it all again the next day.
00:10:37.640 And I love what you said about being willing.
00:10:40.100 No one forced us to do this, but we knew that's what you had to do to compete at that top level.
00:10:47.200 I was very blessed.
00:10:48.560 Why in the world did you do it?
00:10:50.940 I mean, you know, there's a lot—well, first of all, it's a very focal application of time and energy over a very long period of time, right?
00:10:59.940 And you could argue that, well, there's many things to do in life, and why concentrate so obsessively on that single thing?
00:11:08.480 What was it about your family, your situation, your psychology, or your ability that made this attractive to you?
00:11:15.920 Why did you spend so much time and energy on this?
00:11:20.460 I think a couple things.
00:11:21.800 I come from a family of athletes.
00:11:23.940 My dad, he was an SEC football player and went on to play in the NFL.
00:11:27.560 All of my uncles were—they played in the NFL for 10-plus years.
00:11:32.380 They've won Super Bowls, done really incredible things.
00:11:35.300 My youngest brother, he's in college playing football.
00:11:37.340 My mom, she was a Division I softball player.
00:11:39.560 So I think sports is something that I've always been almost infatuated by.
00:11:45.420 And it's weird because swimming, of course, it's—there's not necessarily a good word to describe it other than it's treacherous.
00:11:53.680 It's miserable, but in the best way.
00:11:55.860 So it is an interesting dynamic.
00:11:57.860 It is truly this love-hate relationship.
00:12:00.780 You love the team.
00:12:02.000 I love setting goals.
00:12:03.000 I love achieving goals.
00:12:03.880 I loved winning.
00:12:05.520 And in a sense, I loved practicing.
00:12:08.460 Of course, it's painful.
00:12:09.500 It's hard.
00:12:09.860 You wake up at 5 a.m. to go swim three hours right before you go to class all day.
00:12:15.300 There's a lot of, I'll say, negatives that go into competing and training at this level.
00:12:23.020 But the positives, they outweigh the negatives tenfold.
00:12:27.620 There's no better feeling than achieving your goal, winning.
00:12:31.900 I think I'm this person who's driven.
00:12:34.440 I'm competitive.
00:12:35.540 And I think a lot of that stems from my family, from growing up with three siblings.
00:12:41.500 We were always on each other's backs.
00:12:44.100 But it's a blessing.
00:12:45.320 I'm very fortunate for really how I grew up and how my parents raised me.
00:12:51.000 Okay, so there was a lot of value in your family placed on athletic accomplishment.
00:12:55.660 But then also on—you talked about two fundamental sources of motivation.
00:13:00.100 And I would say both of those sources of motivation have come under heavy criticism in recent years.
00:13:08.560 The pleasure that you take, let's say, in achieving goals, that's associated with ambition.
00:13:13.680 And as our culture has been torn apart by this current state of ideological idiocy,
00:13:21.920 people have done everything they can to identify ambition, or let's say that desire for achievement,
00:13:30.140 both with ambition and with dominance and with power.
00:13:33.160 And then you also make a case for enjoying winning, you know.
00:13:38.680 And there are movements in the education field that have been, you know, bandied about probably for a century,
00:13:44.560 but particularly since the 1960s, predicated on the insistence that all competition is intrinsically wrong
00:13:51.240 and that any endeavor that requires the victory of one and the defeat of many, let's say,
00:13:57.120 which is typically the case, is somehow inappropriate and maybe even at its base immoral.
00:14:03.080 And I suppose that critique can be extended to the whole free market enterprise, you know,
00:14:09.020 where there are clear winners and losers in different domains.
00:14:11.800 So why do you think, and why has this been true for you personally,
00:14:16.240 why do you think that it's a valid ethical endeavor to be ambitious and to attempt to achieve these high-order goals?
00:14:24.840 And why is it, do you think, that it's appropriate to take pleasure in both competition and competitive victory?
00:14:32.600 I don't look at ambition as something that's selfish.
00:14:36.880 I have had my fair share, of course, I am an ambitious person.
00:14:40.400 Again, I like to achieve my goals, but there are many times where I've fallen short of achieving my goals.
00:14:46.300 So it sounds as if, you know, you're doing this to win, to compete at that high level and whatever that looks like.
00:14:55.020 But I take value in not achieving my goals.
00:14:59.140 How can we build from that?
00:15:01.460 How can we continue to use your failures, your shortcomings, as a way to continue building up?
00:15:08.300 So as much as I do take value in winning, I think there's a certain aspect to losing that is also beneficial and has really thrusted me into the position that I'm in.
00:15:21.780 It's given me the confidence to do what I'm doing, the leadership, the security to take the arrows that I've been taking.
00:15:28.700 And so I think it's a balance, being ambitious of course.
00:15:32.800 Yeah, well, that's a really good point, you know, on the resilience front.
00:15:36.760 Because one of the things that people need to do to develop in their lives is, well, you could say grace in victory, but you can also say grace and resilience in defeat.
00:15:47.600 And the reason for that is that as we progress through life, as you pointed out, on all fronts, things are not always going to turn out the way we want them to turn out.
00:15:58.800 And we're going to all suffer harsh defeats of one form or another, sometimes justly and sometimes unjustly.
00:16:06.420 And because of that, one of the things that we need to learn and to learn early is how to take defeat in stride.
00:16:14.340 Now, you made a case that not only did you learn to take it in stride, but that you also learned how to extract value, let's say, from your failures so that you could then proceed to a new level of striving and attainment.
00:16:31.040 You know, when we see someone who's a good sport, and generally that's someone who we might spontaneously admire, we see someone who doesn't take too much, who doesn't try to become vainglorious, let's say, as a consequence of winning.
00:16:47.240 But even more importantly, that can take a defeat in good humor, can learn from it and can move forward nonetheless.
00:16:54.260 And the reason we admire that is because we all need to learn how to do that.
00:16:57.920 And you do learn that in the context of competition, if the competition is structured fairly and as a consequence of task-specific merit, let's say, which is clearly the case in an athletic realm.
00:17:12.540 Absolutely.
00:17:13.020 Right. So, you think now, you said that you made a lot of sacrifices on the time and energy front, let's say, to engage in this competitive enterprise, but that the rewards, despite the effort, the rewards were much greater than the cost of the sacrifice.
00:17:34.220 So, and you've alluded to some of the rewards. You said that you've been able to discipline yourself and push yourself, and you've also got resilient in the face of defeat, which is crucially important.
00:17:44.380 How do you think that's generalized to the rest of your life? And do you think that's typically the case for people who engage in athletic competition?
00:17:53.960 Like, what do you think that does for people in general?
00:17:55.920 I think the higher you compete in terms of what level you're competing at athletically, whether that be high school, then college, and then whatever sport that you may be doing, Olympic level, I think the higher you compete, the more benefits you reap, typically.
00:18:13.160 You learn more about determination, grit, resiliency. Of course, you are able to, the athletic achievements continue as well, but the lifelong skills and characteristics you develop outside of just the athletic achievements, these are skills that will translate far beyond that into your whole life, forever.
00:18:36.120 And that's something, again, that I'm witnessing in myself. I think if I didn't play sports, if I didn't have that sense of teamwork, that sense of, I was team captain at University of Kentucky for two years, so if I didn't have that sense of leadership, accountability, really, I think accountability and responsibility is a good word, then I don't think I would feel confident enough to take a public stance in the way that I have this past year.
00:19:01.320 Which, it sounds silly because it sounds silly because my stance is so simple and it's rooted in, of course, truth and common sense and science and logic, reasoning, all the things.
00:19:11.400 So it sounds silly to say I might not have the confidence and leadership and the security in and of myself to take the arrows that I'm taking if it weren't for sports.
00:19:21.340 I really do accrues. I really do accredit that to being an athlete.
00:19:25.060 There was an Ernst & Young study that said, I think, 94% of C-level executives, so CEOs, CFO, COO, that are females were once female athletes.
00:19:37.280 And I think that shows how the skills that you develop translate far beyond your sport.
00:19:43.340 Yeah, well, it might seem silly in one sense for you to make any claims to the necessity for training for just saying the things you're saying, but there aren't that many people saying the things you're saying in as public a manner as you're saying them.
00:20:01.780 And so, obviously, there's difficulties there that are beyond the typical person's athlete or not, the typical person's ability to withstand.
00:20:12.580 So even if the topic is in some ways surreal, it's definitely the case that it's unlikely that people are going to take a public stance.
00:20:24.220 Now, and so you said you learned to have a certain degree of confidence in yourself, but also to be able to tolerate a certain amount of stress as a consequence of this highly competitive training.
00:20:35.600 But I would also ask you, you were the team captain, you said, for a number of years.
00:20:41.060 And so what do you think the attributes, what are the necessary attributes of a team captain?
00:20:45.820 Now, obviously, you have to be very skilled athletically and competitive, and that means that you're striving to, for victory, you're striving to be the best on your team, you're striving to break the appropriate records.
00:20:56.840 But you have to modify that, obviously, if you're team captain.
00:21:00.120 And so, like, how do you think, how did you reconcile the demands to be the best on the team with the necessity of being a team leader?
00:21:07.520 And what did you have to learn in order to be an effective captain?
00:21:10.880 I think the thing that I knew I wanted to implement as a captain, my team at University of Kentucky, there's 40 girls.
00:21:19.100 Obviously, when you're dealing with 40 girls, there's a lot of different personalities.
00:21:24.220 There's a lot of different ways people communicate, how they handle situations, how they deal with pressure, how they like to be motivated.
00:21:31.440 And so, as a captain, number one, I wanted to be someone that everyone felt like they could talk to.
00:21:37.420 Again, when you're dealing with 40 girls, of course, there's cliques.
00:21:42.060 There's people on the team who are best friends.
00:21:44.100 There are other people who don't necessarily like each other.
00:21:47.720 You work together, but you won't be friends outside of your sport.
00:21:51.500 And so, I wanted to be someone who could unite everyone, in a sense.
00:21:57.520 I don't want to make anyone be friends with someone they don't want to be friends with.
00:22:00.620 But how can we come together to achieve our goals and what that looks like in terms of communication?
00:22:06.300 Which, again, I'm seeing that translate now into my life and how I deal with what I'm dealing with.
00:22:12.940 But I think communication is huge.
00:22:15.680 Two, I think what strived me to help us all achieve our goals, our goals we set as a team, was to constantly remind the team of the goals we set.
00:22:25.940 I think it's very often in sports where you talk about big things and then you kind of forget about it.
00:22:31.620 And when it comes championship season or whatever that looks like, you're not geared up to achieve what you've set because you haven't worked towards it, really.
00:22:39.640 You talk about it, but talking about it isn't enough.
00:22:42.600 So, in practice, I would constantly remind people, hey, you know, this is the goal you set for yourself personally, which can help us achieve our goals as a team.
00:22:51.140 Don't forget that.
00:22:52.520 And I always saw that.
00:22:53.460 Right, so that's that alignment.
00:22:55.520 Well, one of the most effective leadership strategies, although I hate to reduce it to a strategy because it's more than that, is to produce an organization predicated on the intrinsic alignment of interests, right?
00:23:11.720 And so what you really want if you set up an organization is you want each person pursuing a goal that they personally value and so are willing to work for and to sacrifice for and to dedicate themselves to.
00:23:24.060 And then you want each of those goals to be serving a superordinate goal that unites and moves the entire team ahead.
00:23:32.000 And then you don't have to use coercion and so forth.
00:23:34.060 And you can imagine if you're doing that, helping each athlete become the best they can be on the personal level for whatever personal gain they might manage in terms of being more resilient and in terms of, you know, achievement status and all of those things, comparative status.
00:23:51.440 You're also doing the same thing for the team and you can understand without much effort how useful that would be in executive management, for example.
00:24:03.400 Like I worked with a number of extraordinarily good managers in the business realm, especially on the legal front and then also in academia.
00:24:10.900 And the really great managers, they had a very light touch.
00:24:16.140 They tended to go around and remove problems before they started.
00:24:20.680 And so it often looked like they were doing almost nothing, but they were also extremely good at aligning people's interests so that everybody was moving in the same desirable direction.
00:24:30.880 And so what do you think you did badly on that front and had to learn to do better?
00:24:36.820 And what do you think you did well?
00:24:39.100 I think the things I did well were the things I mentioned.
00:24:45.280 It's especially as a woman, it's difficult to hold each other accountable.
00:24:49.800 Typically women, they don't like to be assertive in that way.
00:24:53.400 They think it's mean.
00:24:54.420 They think it's they take it personal.
00:24:56.140 And so something I always tried to do well was hold people accountable in a way that made them want to do better.
00:25:04.200 And I think that falls along with, again, helping people develop personally to reach those team goals, which, again, it's I don't think even a male can understand necessarily how women, how especially a room, a group of 40 women.
00:25:23.320 And that dynamic is hard to navigate.
00:25:27.060 And so holding people accountable, I think it's crucial.
00:25:29.820 And I feel as if I did that relatively well.
00:25:32.580 What I think I could have probably improved on is being a little more understanding.
00:25:40.300 It's hard for me to put myself in someone else's shoes sometimes to consider what they have going on outside of the sport because we truly did put so much of our identity, so much of our self-worth into our sport that I oftentimes would forget to look at anything other than what's going on in the sport.
00:26:00.840 If someone was having a bad practice, it was very quick for me to get snippy at them without remotely and thinking about other factors that could contribute to the bad practice, whether that be sleep, diet, school.
00:26:15.540 That's a hard psychological dynamic.
00:26:18.960 And you made a sex-specific comment there, too, that we could delve into.
00:26:22.700 Well, you know, if you're focused on a particular goal and you're competitive and achievement-oriented and you want to win, then your focus tends to narrow to that particular domain, right?
00:26:33.260 Absolutely.
00:26:33.540 What that means is that you'll sacrifice other interests and concerns for that particular, what would you say, ability to progress along that particular axis.
00:26:45.680 And as you said, well, that can come across as harsh.
00:26:49.040 Now, on average, women are more agreeable than men.
00:26:52.720 And so that means, on average, they're less harsh, at least overtly.
00:26:59.240 And, you know, it's an open question, and I don't think anybody knows exactly how to answer this question, than what effective leadership on the female front looks like.
00:27:09.960 Now, you faulted yourself, and I would say you faulted yourself, in some sense, for taking a more masculine perspective on those sorts of group endeavors, because it's typical among men for a group of men to concentrate on the goal at hand and to say, to hell with all the other concerns, which is something like, don't bring your bloody troubles to work, just do your damn job.
00:27:34.700 Now, you made the point that that was perhaps differentially challenging when working with women.
00:27:42.480 Do you think, why do you think that?
00:27:44.780 Why isn't that just a sexist claim, for example?
00:27:48.400 I mean, why do you think that's the case?
00:27:50.260 Where have you run into that, and how would you justify it?
00:27:52.640 And what did you do about it?
00:27:53.960 Right.
00:27:54.380 Yeah, this is solely based off my experiences.
00:27:57.740 At the University of Kentucky, of course, there's a men's team and a women's team.
00:28:00.980 My husband now, who I've married, he was on the men's team at Kentucky.
00:28:06.700 Just watching their interactions, watching how they can communicate with each other, brush it off, come back to the next practice and be totally fine, that doesn't work with girls.
00:28:17.900 Again, based solely off of my experiences, this isn't to overgeneralize.
00:28:22.540 This is to share exactly what I have seen firsthand.
00:28:28.500 Girls tend to be more moody.
00:28:30.120 They tend to not take constructive criticism as well, whether that be from the coach or from other teammates or from whoever.
00:28:38.580 But the men, on the other hand, especially at the University of Kentucky, which, again, I was able to witness, they could get on each other's backs.
00:28:45.760 They could say personal things to each other that even didn't necessarily apply to their sport when they were getting on one another.
00:28:53.040 As women, there would be catfights if we did that, which, again, sounds silly, but that's truthfully what I experience on a day-to-day basis.
00:29:03.100 Well, you know, the other, so one of the temperamental differences between men and women is that difference in agreeableness, let's say.
00:29:11.200 And so there's less of a tendency for overt conflict among women.
00:29:16.760 Now, that doesn't mean there's less of a tendency for covert conflict.
00:29:20.100 And actually, what you do see is that antisocial women, right, the ones who can't cooperate well and who can't work together in a team, they use underground strategies like reputation savaging and gossip to, what would you say, promulgate their aggressive behavior.
00:29:37.960 Now, men are much more likely to do that up front, and there's some simplicity in that.
00:29:42.880 But also, women have a proclivity to experience more negative emotion than men, and so for each unit of stress, they manifest more psychophysiological response.
00:29:53.220 That seems to kick in around puberty, and so that additional, call it volatility is the technical term.
00:30:00.260 That's an aspect of trait neuroticism, by the way.
00:30:02.660 That volatility also, that increased volatility also makes it more difficult, arguably, for women to brush things off the same way that men who are cooperating in a team might.
00:30:13.480 And I mean, the reason I'm talking about this, by the way, and delving into this, is because we are going to get into the topic of sex and gender very soon.
00:30:21.540 Because, well, that's where we're headed, given that that's the root of the conflict that's made itself manifest around you.
00:30:29.280 And so, it's useful to establish and to start to explore the territory that's relevant with regard to sex differentiation.
00:30:39.000 Now, obviously, when you were competing, you weren't competing in a co-ed situation.
00:30:46.040 Right.
00:30:46.560 It was women competing against women and men competing against men, and it's been set up like that for a long time.
00:30:51.860 Right. So, given the claims in our society for radical equality, both in actuality and as a desirable outcome, first of all, do you think that there's any, what is, if any, the justification for not making all sporting events, let's say, radically co-ed?
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00:32:20.480 Well, because I think we know how this would turn out time and time again, regardless of the sport,
00:32:26.060 regardless of if it's an individual sport, a team sport, what that might look like.
00:32:30.760 We've seen example after example where a mediocre male or mediocre men's team, nowhere near ranking the top.
00:32:40.560 Let's say this could be nationally, this could be whatever level you're comparing here.
00:32:45.420 Unanimously, these men, these men's teams, they dominate the women.
00:32:50.980 So having a co-ed team, that would not be beneficial to women by any means.
00:32:57.980 So I think that's why I believe there's value to having co-ed instructional teams when you're younger, when you're learning.
00:33:06.660 But once you've gone through that puberty, it's irreversible.
00:33:13.660 Men are, of course, on average, taller, faster, stronger, more powerful.
00:33:17.880 They jump higher.
00:33:19.320 There's so many different attributes, advantages that men have in comparison to women.
00:33:25.440 And so I think co-ed teams, in a sense, if that's what you're looking for, of course, there's value to it.
00:33:32.340 But at the competitive level where you're competing, again, to win, that's what your goal is.
00:33:39.840 Having men compete against women is very obvious.
00:33:44.300 It's unfair.
00:33:45.200 Okay, so let me push this.
00:33:48.940 I'm going to push this as far as I can push it because things are being pushed in our culture as far as they can be pushed.
00:33:55.860 So we might as well go in for a penny and in for a pound.
00:33:58.660 I could say, well, why don't we just scrap women's sports altogether?
00:34:03.280 Like, if the goal is faster, stronger, better, more powerful, and on average, that's not happening in the female domain,
00:34:11.320 why don't we just give up the entire enterprise on the female sports end and just let the men take over the playing field?
00:34:19.000 If that's the point, you know, if the point is to foster the highest possible level of performance.
00:34:25.720 So what do you?
00:34:27.000 To say that men are stronger, to say that men are faster, taller, whatever, that's not to say that women are inferior.
00:34:35.560 That's not to say that we're not capable of amazing things and we're not strong and we're not, again, all of those words I previously mentioned,
00:34:43.400 but we have different physical ceilings.
00:34:46.080 I believe we deserve to be celebrated on our uniqueness.
00:34:49.740 That's what makes the women's sporting category special.
00:34:53.420 And there are still phenoms in women's sports, just like there are male sports.
00:34:57.980 Look at Venus and Serena Williams.
00:35:00.020 While by no means could they compete with the best male tennis player, they're phenomenal.
00:35:07.240 They are, it's amazing what they've accomplished.
00:35:11.560 They've set themselves apart from every other female in the world.
00:35:15.100 And that deserves to be recognized.
00:35:17.360 So to say we're different.
00:35:18.520 Yeah, well, okay, so let's delve into that.
00:35:21.260 So, because you might say, well, there's two reasons for high-level competition.
00:35:27.240 And let's say on the athletic front, one would be to extend the domain of what's possible in terms of performance and to model that for other people.
00:35:35.820 And then you could make a case, well, you could make the case that the absolute records are the best example of that.
00:35:41.560 So the fastest person in the world, the fastest swimmer in the world, and most of the time that's going to be men.
00:35:47.920 But then you could make a more sophisticated case, which I believe is the proper case,
00:35:53.220 that actually what you're doing as an athlete or as any expert in a competitive realm is modeling the ability to push the envelope and to further transform and develop.
00:36:08.660 And unless you believe that that's less important for women, which is a preposterous thing to believe,
00:36:14.580 then you have to believe that setting up a situation where women can push the envelope consistently in whatever directions they're pushing,
00:36:23.920 you have to presume that that's a psychological good and a social good.
00:36:27.520 And then you have to presume that the spaces where that can occur have to be protected.
00:36:31.660 But that also opens a can of worms, doesn't it?
00:36:33.880 Because since the 1960s in particular, we've blown off the barriers between men and women in terms of general participation in society.
00:36:46.720 And so we've decided that all things considered...
00:36:53.220 Spaces isolated to a given sex are suboptimal, right?
00:36:58.860 The schools are co-ed, like the public schools, the universities are co-ed.
00:37:03.840 All business enterprises are co-ed, so to speak.
00:37:07.400 And then, of course, so that raises the question, well, should any domains be left sex segregated?
00:37:17.040 If so, how do you walk the fine line between sex segregation for the purpose of facilitating development
00:37:26.680 and sex segregation that turns into prejudice and oppression, right?
00:37:34.040 Just rejection on the basis of sex?
00:37:36.060 And then also the thorny question of, well, if most enterprises should be completely open to both sexes,
00:37:44.880 which enterprises should be protected?
00:37:48.240 Do you have any...
00:37:49.020 Obviously, you believe that athletic performance, athletic competition per se, should be one of those protected categories.
00:37:57.280 But do you have any sense of how we, as a society, should draw the line?
00:38:03.840 It's like, are there spaces that should be male-only?
00:38:07.480 Like, one of the things I really wonder about, for example, I talked to Tulsi Gabbard about this a while back,
00:38:11.920 is like, it isn't obvious to me at all that our society would benefit by having women in frontline combat.
00:38:21.220 Like, and it isn't that I can generate an immediate, coherent argument for why I believe that.
00:38:31.100 There's something about it that strikes me more deeply and emotionally, I suppose,
00:38:36.520 that that just, there's something preposterous about that.
00:38:39.620 Maybe it's partly because, look, it isn't obvious to me that professional frontline combat,
00:38:45.080 that's pretty damn hard on anyone.
00:38:47.560 That's even really hard on extremely well put together and extraordinarily strong and brave men.
00:38:55.080 And so, to also presume that that's going to be open to women
00:38:59.340 just seems to me to be taking the whole bloody charade too far.
00:39:04.100 Now, you know, you could say, well, that I'm old-fashioned and prejudiced,
00:39:06.880 although I don't actually think I'm either.
00:39:08.760 But, you know, it is a thorny question, right?
00:39:11.000 It's like, well, if men and women are equal, then why should there ever be sex-segregated spaces of any sort?
00:39:17.520 And we're certainly seeing that on the bathroom front.
00:39:20.440 We're seeing that on the change room front.
00:39:22.860 We're seeing that on the athletic front.
00:39:25.020 So, what do you, where do you think that the line should be drawn
00:39:29.780 so that there are female spaces and male spaces and that those are protected?
00:39:33.840 And how do you think we manage that, like, legally and conceptually?
00:39:36.720 I think where any place where either of the sexes is vulnerable,
00:39:43.500 whether that be in regards to privacy, in regards to safety,
00:39:47.060 in regards to anything that relies on your physiology,
00:39:51.440 because, of course, men and women are physiologically different,
00:39:54.940 I think that's where that sex protection-based rights are important.
00:40:00.720 So, prisons, that's an area where women specifically are vulnerable.
00:40:05.340 Of course, shelters, again, bathrooms, locker rooms.
00:40:09.940 No woman should be subjected to having a male in that space.
00:40:15.500 So, I think it's areas where sex is important.
00:40:19.980 Okay, so it's something like there's a subset of areas where
00:40:25.160 the fact of the biological difference between men and women becomes paramount.
00:40:30.880 Correct.
00:40:31.380 Right, and so those would be, well, in change rooms is a really good example of that.
00:40:35.900 But you extended that also to, say, women's shelters and prisons and so forth.
00:40:42.040 So, it's, there's something there that's sort of, what would you say,
00:40:46.780 it's reminiscent of the idea of nakedness, I suppose,
00:40:51.100 because you mentioned vulnerability, right?
00:40:53.220 Right.
00:40:53.420 So, when you're stripped down to your most vulnerable,
00:40:56.260 that's when the segregation is most necessary.
00:40:59.200 It's something like that, right?
00:41:00.820 I believe.
00:41:01.320 It seems that way.
00:41:01.920 Yeah, I believe there's value in understanding that.
00:41:08.500 I truthfully think anywhere where sex is relevant,
00:41:13.040 there are certain places, let's consider the workplace.
00:41:17.980 There are certain places where sex isn't necessarily relevant.
00:41:21.840 There are certain places where it are.
00:41:23.060 I like how you mentioned military.
00:41:24.660 That's a very good point.
00:41:25.660 Men and women, there are differences there that would, again,
00:41:30.920 make anything that requires sheer strength,
00:41:33.960 make men be advantageous and make that more achievable.
00:41:40.720 That's what we're wanting, right?
00:41:42.280 We want to be this powerhouse.
00:41:43.720 We want men at the forefront.
00:41:45.900 So, I think where sex plays a role,
00:41:48.480 that's where we kind of have to draw that line.
00:41:51.260 So, it would be where the biological differences are germane,
00:41:57.140 number one, to performance,
00:41:59.260 like specifically germane to performance,
00:42:01.280 but also, number two,
00:42:03.140 specifically germane to differential vulnerability.
00:42:06.880 So, anywhere where women are sexually vulnerable
00:42:09.000 or anywhere where the physical differences in performance
00:42:13.280 actually have a substantive effect on the performance itself.
00:42:21.260 So, here's an example.
00:42:22.660 I mean, there's no evidence that men and women differ in IQ.
00:42:27.220 There are micro-differences in IQ,
00:42:29.420 and some of them are arguably important in some micro-domains.
00:42:33.960 But overall, the evidence is quite clear that,
00:42:36.740 on average, men and women have the same level of intelligence.
00:42:39.200 And so, then we might presume that,
00:42:41.500 in any domain where intelligence is the fundamental marker
00:42:45.300 of potential merit, there should be no sex segregation.
00:42:49.460 But if we're looking at something like, let's say,
00:42:53.240 military battlefield rescue, that might be a good one,
00:42:58.560 where physical strength becomes a paramount marker
00:43:04.180 of the actual ability to do the job,
00:43:06.520 then sex-based discrimination starts to become
00:43:11.420 appropriate and morally required.
00:43:14.180 And then you could make the reverse case,
00:43:15.720 which is, well, where women are particularly vulnerable
00:43:17.760 on the sexual front,
00:43:19.160 so that would be in locker rooms, for example,
00:43:21.460 that's also a place where sex segregation is reasonable.
00:43:25.560 So, those are the basic rules, something like that.
00:43:28.120 Not just is it appropriate and morally responsible,
00:43:32.160 it's beneficial.
00:43:32.780 It's something that is good for the greater good
00:43:36.940 of society in general.
00:43:39.200 So, yeah, I agree.
00:43:41.780 Okay, okay, okay.
00:43:42.960 Well, that seems to be a reasonable set of rules of thumb.
00:43:45.620 Okay, now let's talk about,
00:43:47.200 I have one more question about your,
00:43:49.500 the discipline that was required
00:43:51.180 for you to become a high-level swimmer,
00:43:54.640 because you said that the benefits were worth the cost,
00:43:58.980 but I'd like to talk a little bit more about the costs.
00:44:01.080 And the reason I'm curious about this is because
00:44:03.020 we're going to talk about Leah Thomas soon,
00:44:05.580 and we're going to talk about the entrance of men
00:44:07.500 into the female competitive realm.
00:44:11.360 And I want people to understand
00:44:13.020 just exactly what's on the line here.
00:44:14.820 So, when you were in junior high,
00:44:16.960 which is the time when teenagers start to become,
00:44:19.840 say, more hyper-social,
00:44:21.160 they're spending most of the time with their peers,
00:44:23.020 they really care about that social time with their peers,
00:44:26.980 they adjudicate almost all of their status
00:44:29.740 and self-confidence in relationship
00:44:31.720 to their peer relations.
00:44:33.240 You're spending, what, four hours a day swimming.
00:44:37.840 So, what did you have to give up in order,
00:44:41.800 on the social front, let's say,
00:44:44.480 maybe on the relationship front for that matter,
00:44:46.680 what did you have to give up
00:44:47.720 to pursue your single-minded devotion to your sport?
00:44:53.680 It's impossible to put into words
00:44:55.840 what you have to give up.
00:44:57.540 By no sense is this a normal childhood, shall we say.
00:45:01.560 You don't get to go to prom.
00:45:02.840 You don't get to go on vacations.
00:45:04.200 You don't get to have sleepovers with your friends.
00:45:06.540 And again, no one forced us to do this.
00:45:09.500 My parents didn't force me to play my sport.
00:45:11.840 It's just what I knew I had to do.
00:45:14.320 And so, you pick one thing to prioritize.
00:45:17.860 And for me, it was my sport.
00:45:19.500 But there was a lot of social sacrifices.
00:45:22.680 At the collegiate level,
00:45:24.220 you're missing weeks of school at a time.
00:45:26.540 So, right there, you're sacrificing
00:45:28.560 your education, in a sense.
00:45:32.100 We're very fortunate that we have resources
00:45:33.960 like tutors and different things
00:45:35.900 that help us not miss out too much.
00:45:40.240 But the amount of things that are altered
00:45:44.280 because of your sport,
00:45:46.420 it's impossible to put into words.
00:45:48.980 Again, my world essentially,
00:45:50.860 all of our world competing at that level.
00:45:52.840 It has to.
00:45:53.680 There's no other option.
00:45:55.160 It revolves around your sport.
00:45:57.520 That is your priority.
00:45:59.040 And everything else really falls in line behind.
00:46:02.520 I missed out on funerals of loved ones
00:46:04.460 because I couldn't leave college to go home,
00:46:08.140 which sounds, of course, morbid.
00:46:09.700 It sounds toxic.
00:46:10.580 It sounds as if this is crazy.
00:46:14.260 But, again, that's just what you have to be willing to do,
00:46:18.400 especially in a sport like swimming.
00:46:20.140 Swimming is obviously unnatural for human beings.
00:46:22.840 We don't have gills.
00:46:24.300 We don't—it's not a natural ability.
00:46:27.760 So taking a day off, that's not allowed,
00:46:32.040 especially over COVID.
00:46:33.440 This was a really hard time
00:46:34.780 because, again, we never got sent home.
00:46:37.120 I was at University of Kentucky summer, all summer long.
00:46:40.840 We were there over Thanksgiving.
00:46:42.460 We didn't get to leave for Christmas.
00:46:44.620 You never got to go home.
00:46:45.880 You got a week off in August each year.
00:46:48.060 But over COVID, of course, we did get sent home.
00:46:51.140 This was a struggle, not just physically,
00:46:55.000 but the amount of—the toll this had on one mentally, naturally.
00:47:01.900 You've dedicated your life to your sport.
00:47:03.720 Suddenly, very abruptly, that's taken away.
00:47:07.680 And so when we get sent home, no pools are open.
00:47:10.300 No gyms are open.
00:47:11.440 We got sent home three days before our national championships
00:47:13.660 my sophomore year,
00:47:14.620 so it felt as if we had trained all year
00:47:17.200 to get to the fastest meet in the world
00:47:19.640 because that's what this meet is,
00:47:21.200 especially short course.
00:47:22.540 The fastest meet in the world,
00:47:23.900 you train all year, all your life.
00:47:25.700 You get sent home three days before.
00:47:27.960 That was hard.
00:47:29.000 That was a hard period of time.
00:47:32.180 But being sent home, no pools, no gyms,
00:47:34.780 nothing is open, constant stress.
00:47:37.340 I was very fortunate to be from Tennessee
00:47:39.260 where there's lots of lakes.
00:47:41.120 So every day, my only option was to put on a wetsuit
00:47:44.260 and swim miles aimlessly up and down the lake.
00:47:47.300 Like, that's all I knew I could do
00:47:51.060 because, again, that's how dedicated I was,
00:47:53.780 and that's not unique to me.
00:47:55.560 It might be unique in a sense where I had lakes around me,
00:47:58.640 but any of us competing at that level.
00:48:00.520 If you're dedicated to achieving your goals,
00:48:03.040 that's what you would do.
00:48:04.280 So that's what I did every single day for months.
00:48:08.840 Okay, so now we could,
00:48:10.220 let's take a look at your situation.
00:48:12.100 So you're playing a game.
00:48:14.620 You're playing this game of competitive swimming.
00:48:17.880 And let's lay out the broader social rules.
00:48:21.000 So the rules are something like this.
00:48:24.340 Your contribution is the sacrifices you're willing to make
00:48:30.100 and the discipline that you're willing to impose on yourself
00:48:32.480 and the leadership roles that you're willing to take on
00:48:35.340 to help other people do the same thing.
00:48:36.980 That's your contribution.
00:48:38.080 Now, the game rule is that if you do your part,
00:48:44.080 then you can compete against other people
00:48:46.000 who are basically facing the same limits you are intrinsically.
00:48:50.900 So those would be people of your sex.
00:48:52.560 And then all of you are competing to transcend your limitations,
00:48:56.100 to become better losers, to become better winners,
00:48:59.300 to become more resilient people,
00:49:00.980 to become more focused and disciplined.
00:49:03.260 And that's the payoff for you.
00:49:05.620 But all those rules have to apply fairly
00:49:09.260 in order for that game to be justifiable.
00:49:11.720 Now, you're objecting because some of that contractual bargain,
00:49:17.460 let's say, was violated by the COVID pre-prohibitions.
00:49:21.600 But we're now going to turn to a more specific case.
00:49:25.120 So the rules are you're competing against people
00:49:27.460 who have the same limitations you are
00:49:29.220 so that all of your attempts to transcend your limitations
00:49:32.660 are fair and then equally rewarded.
00:49:37.140 But now we throw a monkey wrench into the works.
00:49:40.220 We decide that a biological male
00:49:43.020 who undergoes a certain amount of psychological
00:49:46.080 and or physiological transformation
00:49:48.400 can now be deemed a woman.
00:49:50.160 And so let's turn to that.
00:49:52.300 So when were you and your teammates
00:49:55.580 first faced with the necessity
00:49:58.000 of competing against someone
00:50:00.520 who was at one point 100% a biological male?
00:50:06.840 This is something we did in practice oftentimes.
00:50:10.680 So in a sense, we were relatively used to,
00:50:14.440 at least we understood,
00:50:15.720 the differences between men and women
00:50:17.420 because we would practice together in the mornings.
00:50:21.840 At nights, we would have different practice times,
00:50:23.560 the men and the women's team.
00:50:24.860 But in the mornings,
00:50:25.680 we would practice together for the most part.
00:50:27.900 So we knew what that looked like.
00:50:29.720 I mean, the worst men's swimmer
00:50:31.680 on the men's team, University of Kentucky,
00:50:33.260 could easily beat the fastest girl on our team.
00:50:36.700 So we knew what that looked like.
00:50:38.660 But in terms of facing a male in competition,
00:50:41.760 that did not happen
00:50:42.900 until our NCAA championships in March for my team.
00:50:45.600 There were other teams within the Ivy League,
00:50:49.080 other schools,
00:50:50.440 that this was something they dealt with all year long,
00:50:53.040 starting in October.
00:50:54.100 That was what year?
00:50:55.140 That was what year?
00:50:55.980 This was, it started in 2021 to 2022.
00:50:59.440 So 2021.
00:51:00.820 And that, you said in March?
00:51:02.240 So it was in March of 2022,
00:51:04.580 but the season began in about October, September of 2021.
00:51:09.800 Okay, okay.
00:51:10.660 Now, so now two questions that come out for that.
00:51:13.920 The first is, when you're practicing
00:51:17.060 with the men in the morning
00:51:18.280 and you see that the worst man on the male team
00:51:21.480 can swim faster than the fastest woman
00:51:23.900 on the woman's team,
00:51:27.060 what's the appropriate psychological reaction to that?
00:51:30.340 Because you could imagine that,
00:51:32.260 you know, you could imagine two routes.
00:51:33.780 You could imagine on the one hand
00:51:34.780 that it would be demoralizing
00:51:36.040 because it is in terms of absolute performance.
00:51:38.740 Or on the other hand, you could think,
00:51:40.280 well, it's irrelevant because that's not the game, right?
00:51:42.940 The game is that you're competing against people
00:51:44.740 who have your limitations,
00:51:46.040 not people who have this other set of limitations.
00:51:48.260 I mean, if you're in the pool with a dolphin
00:51:51.680 and it swam faster than you,
00:51:53.400 that wasn't, well, it's not going to be demoralizing
00:51:55.620 because it's not the same game.
00:51:57.680 So was there any sense of demoralization
00:52:01.260 among the women with regards to the apprehension
00:52:04.020 of the superior performance of the males?
00:52:05.880 Or was that off the table?
00:52:07.300 Was that irrelevant?
00:52:08.240 Yeah, that was irrelevant.
00:52:09.800 Of course, we expected to get beat,
00:52:12.760 but in a sense, it gave us kind of a driving factor.
00:52:18.720 If we're racing next to a male
00:52:21.620 or whatever that looked like,
00:52:24.140 if we're practicing next to a male,
00:52:28.220 you could almost strive to keep up with them
00:52:30.600 because you knew in a sense that you couldn't,
00:52:33.960 but you could kind of set that barrier.
00:52:35.800 Let's see how close I can get.
00:52:37.300 Um, so by no means was it demoralizing.
00:52:39.940 It was more so irrelevant, if not relevant.
00:52:42.580 I mean, it could be seen as beneficial to competing
00:52:45.120 or not competing, training with males
00:52:46.980 because you're training next to someone
00:52:49.260 who's better than you.
00:52:50.020 And that's always a good thing, right?
00:52:51.380 If you're dedicated to pushing yourself
00:52:53.520 and bettering yourself.
00:52:55.020 Um, so it was not demoralizing by any means.
00:52:58.580 It was more so irrelevant.
00:53:00.880 Okay. Okay. Okay.
00:53:02.120 So now March, 2022, you're at a championship.
00:53:05.600 Maybe you can, you can fill us in on the details here.
00:53:08.440 And is this the first time
00:53:10.000 that you come up against Leah Thomas particularly?
00:53:12.400 This is the first time I had swam against Leah Thomas.
00:53:15.580 Um, a little earlier.
00:53:16.740 Okay. So tell us that story.
00:53:17.640 Tell us that story.
00:53:18.640 And how did you find out?
00:53:20.800 Tell us the whole story.
00:53:21.840 How did you find out that this was even going to happen?
00:53:24.660 So-
00:53:25.080 How did you respond?
00:53:26.100 And how did your team respond?
00:53:27.920 So in about November of 2021,
00:53:30.540 um, November, December time period,
00:53:32.620 this is about the middle of our season.
00:53:34.960 Um, it's my senior year.
00:53:37.060 Um, I had made it my goal to become a national champion.
00:53:41.440 Um, the year prior, I finished seventh in the country
00:53:43.760 and I knew I could do better.
00:53:45.580 There was a lot of girls who finished above me
00:53:47.360 who were graduating or who, uh,
00:53:49.720 they weren't competing in the same events
00:53:51.320 for whatever reason.
00:53:52.060 So I knew I could perform better
00:53:53.620 than I had the year before.
00:53:54.640 Um, about November, December,
00:53:58.720 I was on track to do so.
00:54:01.540 Um, I was ranked third in the country
00:54:03.000 behind one amazing female swimmer
00:54:05.760 who I knew very well.
00:54:06.940 Because like in most sports,
00:54:08.940 you're top tier athletes.
00:54:10.520 You know each other,
00:54:11.480 regardless of where you compete in the country,
00:54:13.520 which school you go to,
00:54:14.620 what events you even swim,
00:54:16.100 because you've grown up competing against each other.
00:54:19.080 Um, and, and she was of course ranked second.
00:54:21.160 And the person who was ranked first was,
00:54:25.440 this was the first time I became aware of Leah Thomas.
00:54:28.260 But at the time, unbeknownst to me,
00:54:30.080 this was a male.
00:54:31.080 There was a lot of red flags.
00:54:33.100 One of which being,
00:54:34.600 this was a swimmer from University of Pennsylvania,
00:54:36.940 which is not a school that historically
00:54:39.040 produces fast swimmers.
00:54:40.920 Um, think of basketball.
00:54:42.140 You have your schools that historically are pretty good.
00:54:45.220 I've never heard of anyone come from
00:54:46.660 University of Pennsylvania and be a decent swimmer.
00:54:49.300 Two, this person was a senior,
00:54:52.720 which was bizarre.
00:54:54.060 Swimming is a sport where typically you peak
00:54:56.140 when you're younger.
00:54:57.160 To peak when you're 22 years old,
00:54:58.800 that's, that's not, not common.
00:55:01.240 Three, this swimmer was ranked at the top
00:55:03.520 and everything, all the freestyle events
00:55:05.480 from the 100 freestyle, which is a sprint,
00:55:08.420 everything in between to the mile,
00:55:10.420 which the mile is long distance.
00:55:11.960 And so think about your Olympic runners.
00:55:13.960 Your best 200 meter runner
00:55:15.240 is not your best marathon runner,
00:55:17.080 but that's what we were seeing in this individual.
00:55:18.820 Those are totally different systems.
00:55:21.080 Um, lots of head scratching.
00:55:22.960 Right.
00:55:23.180 So that's, we should,
00:55:23.900 we should concentrate on that for a second
00:55:25.700 because I think your,
00:55:27.160 your comments there are particularly germane
00:55:29.740 because when you're competing at a very high level,
00:55:34.000 small differences in specialization
00:55:37.000 are going to loom large.
00:55:38.680 And as you said, in the Olympics,
00:55:40.900 the people who win the sprinting events
00:55:42.760 aren't the people who win the long distance events.
00:55:44.720 Those are, even though both of them are running,
00:55:47.580 there's enough difference between those formats of running
00:55:50.780 and the strategies
00:55:51.620 to completely differentiate the athletes now.
00:55:54.240 But you're seeing someone who is all of a sudden
00:55:57.720 far above the average
00:56:00.080 on a whole sequence of events
00:56:02.180 that shouldn't be associated in that manner.
00:56:05.760 Right.
00:56:06.060 And so there's something,
00:56:08.120 there's some,
00:56:08.700 there's something in the wood pile
00:56:09.860 that isn't just exactly right.
00:56:11.480 And so, and you said at the moment,
00:56:13.340 at that time,
00:56:13.960 you didn't know that this individual,
00:56:15.560 Leah Thomas was male.
00:56:17.760 No idea.
00:56:18.840 Lots of head scratching.
00:56:19.980 You know, who is this person?
00:56:21.220 I talked to my coaches.
00:56:22.340 He knew my goals
00:56:23.200 and he knew this person was a threat to my goals.
00:56:25.920 And we're trying to figure out,
00:56:27.120 you know, why have we never heard of,
00:56:28.960 of this girl we thought at the time?
00:56:30.880 Why have we never heard of this person?
00:56:32.220 You know, we talked amongst our team.
00:56:35.520 Just, it was this feeling of-
00:56:36.700 How the hell did you not know?
00:56:38.320 How is it possible that you didn't know
00:56:40.520 and that your coaches didn't know
00:56:41.860 that this person was male?
00:56:44.340 Like, this is, this is so weird
00:56:46.500 because it's not like you wouldn't normally,
00:56:51.060 as you said,
00:56:51.820 know who your competitors are.
00:56:53.280 How was this little secret,
00:56:55.180 let's say, kept secret?
00:56:57.360 I think it was something
00:56:59.400 the university kept under wraps for a while
00:57:01.560 and I didn't compete, again,
00:57:02.940 directly against this person.
00:57:04.240 I had no idea what this person looked like,
00:57:05.860 no idea that this person was six foot four.
00:57:08.940 And it just seemed so far-fetched
00:57:10.980 that this could be,
00:57:12.280 that this could be a male.
00:57:13.560 It never even once crossed my mind,
00:57:15.520 never once I was more apt to believe
00:57:19.520 that this was just someone who appeared
00:57:21.600 than it being a male.
00:57:23.000 I thought that would never happen,
00:57:24.100 especially at the level we were competing at.
00:57:26.400 But it was only a few days after
00:57:28.480 these Nation Leading Times were posted
00:57:30.120 that an article came out
00:57:31.920 and I'm talking in a very brief sentence
00:57:34.720 as if we were supposed to just read over it
00:57:37.120 and continue on
00:57:38.020 and the article didn't say this.
00:57:40.620 Very briefly, the article says,
00:57:42.880 Leah Thomas is formerly Will Thomas
00:57:44.560 and swam three years on the men's team
00:57:46.240 at University of Pennsylvania
00:57:47.380 before deciding to switch over to the women's team
00:57:49.960 and then continued on.
00:57:52.300 And so my coach sent me the article
00:57:54.380 and he says,
00:57:55.080 you need to look at this.
00:57:57.040 And I read it
00:57:58.120 and I have to read it again.
00:58:00.720 And I was shocked, naturally, of course,
00:58:04.700 when I read this.
00:58:05.900 But truthfully,
00:58:07.060 it felt like a sense of relief.
00:58:09.920 You know, it made it all make sense.
00:58:12.640 It makes sense why this person
00:58:14.220 is dominating everyone.
00:58:16.740 Again, I'm relating back to my experiences
00:58:19.680 in competing and training,
00:58:21.040 I guess, practicing with men.
00:58:23.660 Naturally, this person is dominating.
00:58:26.060 That's why I say it felt like relief
00:58:27.680 because I was then able to look up
00:58:29.380 who Will Thomas was.
00:58:31.240 I was curious,
00:58:32.660 was this a lateral movement?
00:58:34.380 Was this someone who went from ranking first
00:58:36.400 to continuing to rank first?
00:58:38.240 Which is, of course, not what we saw.
00:58:40.720 We saw someone-
00:58:41.240 No, no, let's talk about what we saw.
00:58:43.140 Yeah, because this is absolutely
00:58:45.000 relevant psychologically.
00:58:47.640 And this is where I think
00:58:48.720 the rubber really hits the road.
00:58:51.040 Because, you know,
00:58:52.240 it would be one thing, perhaps,
00:58:54.800 to have someone who was outstanding
00:58:57.560 in their fair competition
00:59:00.060 then become outstanding
00:59:02.320 in your competition.
00:59:04.080 But although Will Thomas
00:59:05.360 was a decent swimmer,
00:59:06.620 he was by no means outstanding.
00:59:08.760 So you could say that,
00:59:10.000 comparatively speaking,
00:59:11.240 it wasn't exactly as if he was a failure
00:59:13.060 because he was a competitive swimmer.
00:59:14.680 But he was no bloody champion.
00:59:16.960 And so to me,
00:59:17.860 and I'm speaking as a psychologist here,
00:59:20.460 that begs the question,
00:59:21.660 is that, well,
00:59:22.720 he wasn't spectacularly successful
00:59:24.500 on the male front.
00:59:25.940 And so you might ask,
00:59:27.080 well, exactly what are the motivations
00:59:28.420 for choosing to be spectacularly successful
00:59:30.900 on the female front?
00:59:32.340 And that doesn't strike me
00:59:33.820 as part of the bounds of fair competition
00:59:36.140 in any sense of the word whatsoever,
00:59:38.840 psychologically or socially.
00:59:40.740 Okay, so let's talk about
00:59:42.420 Will Thomas' pre-female record
00:59:45.200 as a swimmer.
00:59:46.200 Absolutely.
00:59:47.640 So what we saw
00:59:48.900 the year prior,
00:59:50.720 at best,
00:59:52.740 Leah, when Leah was Will,
00:59:54.560 was ranked 462nd nationally
00:59:56.980 among the men,
00:59:58.180 at best.
01:00:00.440 So, of course,
01:00:01.840 that's why,
01:00:02.360 that's again why I felt relief.
01:00:04.220 Because I thought,
01:00:06.140 of course,
01:00:06.620 it was obvious,
01:00:07.780 just looking at what's on the paper
01:00:09.380 in front of us,
01:00:10.240 this was not a lateral movement
01:00:11.600 by any means.
01:00:13.120 I thought the NCAA,
01:00:15.280 which is, of course,
01:00:16.060 the governing body
01:00:16.920 who would ultimately decide
01:00:19.500 if Thomas got to compete
01:00:20.820 with the women,
01:00:21.960 I thought they would see it
01:00:22.980 exactly how I saw it.
01:00:24.760 Nothing opinionated,
01:00:26.220 nothing hateful,
01:00:27.080 nothing rooted in hate,
01:00:28.600 the facts of it.
01:00:30.780 What we were looking at,
01:00:33.840 that is not how the NCAA saw it.
01:00:36.240 They saw absolutely nothing wrong
01:00:38.780 with allowing Thomas
01:00:40.080 to go from a mediocre male
01:00:42.200 to now the fastest woman
01:00:44.700 in the country.
01:00:46.380 Okay, so let me ask you
01:00:47.920 a question here.
01:00:48.540 This is going to require
01:00:49.340 some speculation on your part, eh?
01:00:52.160 So we might say,
01:00:54.480 well, it's all about winning.
01:00:56.600 And so why not set up the contest
01:00:59.860 so that you can win?
01:01:01.520 And I know this is preposterous.
01:01:03.480 Imagine you wanted to play
01:01:04.420 one-on-one basketball,
01:01:06.100 you know, for entertainment,
01:01:07.120 and you decided that
01:01:08.300 what you were going to do
01:01:09.260 is win and maybe you're,
01:01:11.380 so you decide to play basketball
01:01:13.340 with your,
01:01:14.960 I could do this,
01:01:16.100 even though I don't know
01:01:17.060 how to play basketball
01:01:17.800 worth a damn.
01:01:18.700 I could pick my three-year-old grandson
01:01:20.720 to play basketball against
01:01:22.080 and I just stomped the hell
01:01:23.320 out of him.
01:01:23.980 And pretty regularly, right?
01:01:25.760 And pretty convincingly.
01:01:28.280 And I would be the winner.
01:01:31.060 And anyone with any sense
01:01:32.520 would look at that and say,
01:01:33.860 well, that's a pretty pathetic
01:01:34.840 kind of victory there, buddy.
01:01:36.140 You know, why don't you pick
01:01:37.320 on someone your own size?
01:01:39.480 And anyone with any sense
01:01:41.260 would also point out,
01:01:42.300 well, you know,
01:01:42.760 it's probably the case
01:01:43.680 that if you pick
01:01:45.100 the wrong opponent,
01:01:46.660 which is someone
01:01:47.220 that you can trounce
01:01:48.300 regularly without effort,
01:01:50.140 that's really not going
01:01:51.160 to be very fun.
01:01:52.440 And that's partly
01:01:53.200 because you're not pushing
01:01:54.220 yourself in any real sense.
01:01:55.700 You're not pushing
01:01:56.920 the boundaries.
01:01:57.700 You're not developing yourself.
01:01:58.980 You're certainly not
01:01:59.600 helping them develop.
01:02:00.620 You're demoralizing them.
01:02:01.920 So I could say,
01:02:02.780 well, Riley,
01:02:03.820 why don't you enter yourself
01:02:08.040 into like a contest,
01:02:09.520 swimming contest for girls,
01:02:10.800 but in the like
01:02:11.880 10-year-old division?
01:02:14.680 You know,
01:02:14.980 you could win hands down,
01:02:16.760 quite handily,
01:02:17.540 I would presume.
01:02:18.340 You could make quite the fools
01:02:19.500 out of those 10-year-old girls.
01:02:21.180 And so,
01:02:22.960 now,
01:02:23.560 and this is what
01:02:24.180 I would like you
01:02:24.780 to speculate on.
01:02:26.200 Like,
01:02:26.580 what kind of mental gymnastics
01:02:28.200 do you think
01:02:29.000 you would have to perform
01:02:30.060 internally
01:02:30.640 so that if you did that
01:02:32.300 and you won,
01:02:33.560 you would think
01:02:34.360 that in any way
01:02:35.100 you were actually a winner?
01:02:37.440 You know what I mean?
01:02:38.380 Like,
01:02:38.560 how do you have to twist
01:02:39.480 and dement yourself
01:02:40.760 to the point
01:02:41.440 where you believe
01:02:43.140 that having done that
01:02:45.260 and accomplishing your aim,
01:02:46.740 which is the devastation
01:02:47.860 of your opponents,
01:02:48.920 that you're now someone
01:02:50.100 who can celebrate
01:02:51.620 themselves,
01:02:52.820 here's my trophy,
01:02:54.260 and that others celebrate,
01:02:56.980 and that anyone
01:02:58.440 who refuses to celebrate
01:02:59.980 is now bigoted.
01:03:01.560 So,
01:03:02.220 what kind of mental state
01:03:03.940 do you have to be in
01:03:04.780 to do that?
01:03:05.480 I think what that boils down to
01:03:07.300 is,
01:03:09.020 of course,
01:03:09.700 selfishness,
01:03:10.960 entitlement.
01:03:12.540 That's the word
01:03:13.380 I think of
01:03:13.960 when this whole
01:03:15.940 trans movement,
01:03:18.320 it's as if
01:03:19.180 they feel owed something,
01:03:21.840 they feel entitled
01:03:22.580 to winning,
01:03:23.840 and they have
01:03:24.840 an utter disregard
01:03:25.600 towards everyone else,
01:03:27.320 for everyone else's
01:03:28.460 happiness,
01:03:29.740 feelings,
01:03:30.340 safety,
01:03:30.860 privacy,
01:03:31.520 dignity,
01:03:32.540 as long as...
01:03:33.520 Discipline,
01:03:34.400 sacrifices,
01:03:35.440 as long as...
01:03:36.300 All of the things
01:03:37.060 that you put into this,
01:03:39.020 the thing that I find
01:03:39.960 so utterly appalling
01:03:40.940 about this,
01:03:42.020 although there's many things,
01:03:43.220 is that,
01:03:44.160 you know,
01:03:44.420 you really spent,
01:03:45.540 as you said,
01:03:46.240 18 years
01:03:47.420 preparing yourself for this,
01:03:49.400 and that came
01:03:50.400 at a non-trivial cost,
01:03:51.680 and I mean,
01:03:52.240 I'm not feeling sorry for you,
01:03:53.540 but what I am thinking
01:03:54.580 is,
01:03:54.820 well,
01:03:55.080 you know,
01:03:55.280 you were playing
01:03:55.740 a straight game,
01:03:56.960 and the consequence
01:03:57.680 of that was
01:03:58.580 that you were then
01:03:59.400 subjected to a crooked
01:04:00.520 championship,
01:04:01.580 like hyper,
01:04:02.620 hyper crooked,
01:04:04.080 hyper moralistic,
01:04:05.520 yeah,
01:04:05.780 and that you were
01:04:06.600 thrown into the ring
01:04:08.680 with someone
01:04:09.280 who's an unrepentant
01:04:10.700 narcissist,
01:04:11.760 and then,
01:04:12.600 because of your objections,
01:04:14.160 were also pilloried
01:04:15.360 morally,
01:04:16.440 which is just,
01:04:17.120 you know,
01:04:17.300 the icing on the cake.
01:04:18.360 Okay,
01:04:18.600 so now you find out
01:04:19.560 that Leah,
01:04:21.560 Will,
01:04:22.000 is a man,
01:04:24.600 not was,
01:04:25.740 but is a man,
01:04:27.320 and he's decided
01:04:28.620 that he's a woman,
01:04:29.440 and the people
01:04:30.080 who are enabling
01:04:30.700 this idiot,
01:04:31.980 narcissistic delusion
01:04:33.140 have also decided
01:04:34.100 that he's a man,
01:04:35.060 and so now,
01:04:36.040 you're facing him
01:04:37.040 in competition,
01:04:37.820 so what sort of
01:04:39.100 shock waves,
01:04:41.200 let's say,
01:04:41.640 does that send
01:04:42.400 through you psychologically,
01:04:44.000 but also through
01:04:44.620 your team?
01:04:46.160 It's,
01:04:47.460 swimming is,
01:04:48.820 of course,
01:04:49.080 a physical sport.
01:04:49.880 There's a lot of,
01:04:51.260 there's several
01:04:52.300 physical aspects
01:04:53.160 that go into it,
01:04:54.380 but just like any sport,
01:04:56.200 there's so much mental
01:04:57.560 that goes into it as well,
01:04:59.320 so I can't even tell you
01:05:01.440 what this distraction,
01:05:03.280 because that's ultimately,
01:05:04.900 take away the unfair
01:05:06.360 competition piece,
01:05:07.260 that's ultimately
01:05:07.800 what this was.
01:05:08.600 It was a huge distraction.
01:05:11.220 It was all anyone
01:05:12.340 could talk about.
01:05:13.160 There was so much
01:05:13.740 media attention,
01:05:14.680 which I think
01:05:15.500 we can all agree,
01:05:16.260 swimming is not a sport
01:05:17.120 that typically garners
01:05:18.180 media attention,
01:05:18.940 and there was
01:05:20.500 awkward whispers
01:05:22.440 on the pool deck
01:05:23.460 of people who felt
01:05:24.360 so uncomfortable
01:05:25.140 and wrong,
01:05:25.920 but didn't feel
01:05:26.600 comfortable enough
01:05:27.360 to say it loudly.
01:05:29.480 There was side eyes,
01:05:31.200 eye movements,
01:05:31.980 there was so much
01:05:33.420 that just kind of
01:05:34.620 made you feel
01:05:35.200 as if you were living
01:05:36.000 in this twilight zone.
01:05:38.640 So that's what
01:05:39.860 that piece looked like
01:05:40.980 from the mental aspect.
01:05:43.960 So what do you mean
01:05:44.680 living in,
01:05:45.160 what do you mean
01:05:45.700 living in a twilight zone?
01:05:46.980 What was that like
01:05:47.760 psychologically?
01:05:48.320 I have a specific reason
01:05:49.480 for this,
01:05:49.960 which I'll tell you about,
01:05:50.800 but what do you mean
01:05:51.540 it was like a twilight zone?
01:05:54.060 It felt as if,
01:05:55.160 in my perspective,
01:05:56.560 two years ago,
01:05:58.520 maybe,
01:05:59.440 a man enters
01:06:00.460 a woman's locker room,
01:06:01.400 he's immediately arrested
01:06:02.360 and charged with voyeurism
01:06:03.900 and decent exposure,
01:06:04.880 sexual harassment.
01:06:05.900 I'm sure the list
01:06:06.740 could go on.
01:06:07.820 But now,
01:06:08.800 not only was it happening,
01:06:11.020 it was being celebrated,
01:06:13.200 it was being encouraged.
01:06:14.080 It just felt as if
01:06:15.860 so quickly,
01:06:17.200 again,
01:06:17.500 maybe I was naive
01:06:18.400 to how rapidly
01:06:21.240 this was happening
01:06:22.440 or if this had been
01:06:23.360 happening for a while
01:06:24.440 and now kind of
01:06:25.300 doing more research
01:06:26.120 and studying up on this,
01:06:27.340 I realize
01:06:28.040 it happened quick
01:06:30.260 in a sense,
01:06:30.820 but this has been,
01:06:31.760 it's been happening
01:06:33.260 for a while.
01:06:34.360 This was their ultimate goal
01:06:35.740 for a while now.
01:06:36.540 So there's a,
01:06:39.560 there's a marker
01:06:40.400 for traumatic stress,
01:06:42.320 by the way.
01:06:43.720 One of the markers
01:06:44.560 for traumatic stress
01:06:45.700 is a phenomenon
01:06:46.640 called derealization.
01:06:49.080 And so if something
01:06:49.980 happens to you
01:06:50.860 and you can't believe
01:06:53.560 it's happening,
01:06:54.780 then that's a marker
01:06:56.620 for the development
01:06:58.580 of traumatic stress disorders.
01:07:00.580 Now,
01:07:00.740 it's not a variable marker,
01:07:02.080 but it's a pretty good marker.
01:07:03.940 And so you're talking
01:07:05.480 about a situation
01:07:06.300 where you'd played
01:07:07.780 a straight game
01:07:08.620 and were in a straight game
01:07:10.200 for 18 years.
01:07:11.680 And then one of the most
01:07:12.940 fundamental rules
01:07:14.300 of the game
01:07:14.900 was flipped.
01:07:16.180 And not only
01:07:16.900 with regards to swimming,
01:07:18.760 and that's not nothing
01:07:19.800 because you devoted
01:07:20.640 your life to it
01:07:21.400 and so had your other,
01:07:22.560 so had your teammates,
01:07:23.700 but also with regards
01:07:25.060 to the locker room.
01:07:26.100 Because right,
01:07:26.520 there's two things
01:07:27.120 going on here.
01:07:27.820 Not only are you competing
01:07:29.220 against Will Thomas,
01:07:31.760 who now calls himself
01:07:33.060 Leah
01:07:33.360 and has his idiot acolytes
01:07:35.900 going along with that,
01:07:37.080 but there's the locker room
01:07:38.260 issue too.
01:07:39.740 So,
01:07:40.380 let's fast forward
01:07:41.880 to the competition itself.
01:07:43.280 Tell me about
01:07:43.840 the locker room situation
01:07:45.120 and then also tell me
01:07:46.260 about what it was like
01:07:47.640 to compete
01:07:48.220 that day.
01:07:50.940 I'll start by kind of
01:07:52.100 filling you in
01:07:52.520 on the competition.
01:07:54.000 So that first day
01:07:55.040 of competition
01:07:55.860 was,
01:07:57.540 I don't have any events
01:07:59.540 that fall on this day,
01:08:00.540 so this was a day
01:08:01.180 that I didn't compete.
01:08:02.720 But this was,
01:08:03.460 the 500 freestyle
01:08:04.320 was one of the events,
01:08:05.360 which was the event
01:08:06.260 that Leah swam
01:08:07.500 the first day.
01:08:10.140 Again,
01:08:10.620 being an event
01:08:11.120 I didn't compete in,
01:08:12.040 I got to sit on the side
01:08:12.880 of the pool
01:08:13.220 and watch this.
01:08:14.320 And if you don't know
01:08:15.660 how swimming works
01:08:16.520 at this level,
01:08:18.200 you swim in the morning,
01:08:19.300 you have to swim prelims,
01:08:20.960 but you have to qualify
01:08:21.760 for finals
01:08:22.520 to come back
01:08:23.720 and swim again at night.
01:08:24.720 So top 16,
01:08:26.300 make it back
01:08:26.840 and swim again.
01:08:28.260 And so,
01:08:28.860 I'm watching prelims
01:08:29.800 in the morning.
01:08:31.140 And I,
01:08:32.500 there's several heats,
01:08:33.360 maybe eight or so heats.
01:08:34.700 And so,
01:08:35.560 this girl comes up
01:08:36.760 next to me.
01:08:37.200 She had just swam
01:08:37.880 in one of the earlier heats.
01:08:39.860 She,
01:08:40.240 her name is Rekha.
01:08:41.040 She swam for Virginia Tech.
01:08:42.380 She's a fifth year.
01:08:43.240 Because of COVID,
01:08:43.840 we got an extra year
01:08:44.620 of eligibility
01:08:45.180 to which she took.
01:08:46.880 She was from Hungary.
01:08:48.480 And she stayed in the U.S.
01:08:49.620 I asked her,
01:08:50.080 I was like,
01:08:50.360 why did you take
01:08:51.440 your fifth year?
01:08:51.980 And she said,
01:08:52.820 I've wanted to become
01:08:54.000 an All-American.
01:08:55.720 And so,
01:08:56.300 she was standing next to me.
01:08:57.720 She was out of breath.
01:08:58.880 Her heart rate was high.
01:09:00.220 And she was watching
01:09:01.100 the result board
01:09:01.980 to see if she made top 16.
01:09:04.240 And she realizes
01:09:05.320 as the last heat
01:09:06.280 dives in the water,
01:09:07.440 which this is the heat
01:09:08.520 that Leah is swimming in
01:09:10.020 in the morning,
01:09:11.120 she realizes
01:09:11.940 she's going to be
01:09:12.540 right on the cusp
01:09:13.640 of making it back.
01:09:15.820 She watches.
01:09:17.520 Leah dominates,
01:09:19.540 beats everyone
01:09:20.120 in the water
01:09:20.640 by seconds,
01:09:21.640 which in swimming,
01:09:23.460 even one second
01:09:24.360 is a ton.
01:09:25.740 But Leah beat everyone
01:09:26.920 in the water
01:09:27.400 by multiple seconds,
01:09:29.020 body lengths.
01:09:29.900 And these are Olympians.
01:09:31.080 These are the most impressive
01:09:32.480 female swimmers
01:09:33.140 of all time.
01:09:34.760 But again,
01:09:35.440 beats everyone.
01:09:37.000 Rekha looks up
01:09:37.640 to the result board
01:09:38.480 and she realized
01:09:39.860 she placed 17th.
01:09:41.500 And I knew her relatively.
01:09:43.960 I didn't know her well,
01:09:45.160 but I knew her name.
01:09:46.700 And we're standing
01:09:47.580 next to each other
01:09:48.180 and she grabs me,
01:09:49.840 grabs my hand,
01:09:50.880 looks at me
01:09:51.300 with tears
01:09:51.980 coming down her face.
01:09:53.780 And this is when
01:09:54.540 my feelings shifted
01:09:55.440 because up until this point,
01:09:56.660 I felt kind of mad,
01:09:58.260 just confused.
01:09:59.200 I felt mad
01:09:59.920 that the NCAA frustrated.
01:10:01.520 They didn't see it
01:10:02.260 how I saw it.
01:10:03.860 But she grabbed my hand,
01:10:05.000 tears rolling down her face,
01:10:06.500 and she says,
01:10:07.240 I just got beat
01:10:07.900 by someone
01:10:08.380 who didn't even have to try.
01:10:10.460 And that's when
01:10:11.280 my feelings shifted
01:10:12.600 to heartbreak.
01:10:14.200 Seeing how this affected her,
01:10:15.940 knowing she put in
01:10:16.820 the same work
01:10:17.880 to a level that I did,
01:10:19.920 knowing she stayed
01:10:21.100 an extra year
01:10:21.820 from her home country
01:10:22.800 in Hungary
01:10:23.260 and the States
01:10:23.980 so she could achieve
01:10:25.180 this goal.
01:10:25.720 And she just had that
01:10:26.400 stripped from her.
01:10:28.080 And again,
01:10:28.880 that's when it felt like
01:10:30.160 I'd been punched in the gut.
01:10:31.740 And so we come back
01:10:32.500 that night
01:10:33.000 and of course,
01:10:34.500 Leah Thomas swims
01:10:35.360 to a national title,
01:10:37.060 beating everyone.
01:10:37.900 The time Leah went this year
01:10:39.660 would have beat
01:10:40.080 everyone in the country again.
01:10:41.480 Or sorry,
01:10:42.000 the time Leah went last year
01:10:43.000 would have beat
01:10:43.360 everyone in the country
01:10:44.140 again this year
01:10:45.120 by seconds.
01:10:47.820 So Leah became
01:10:50.460 the first male
01:10:51.220 to win a national title
01:10:52.300 for on the women's side.
01:10:54.740 That next day of competition,
01:10:56.920 this was the day
01:10:58.140 that Thomas and I
01:10:59.200 competed against each other
01:11:00.160 in the 200 freestyle.
01:11:03.560 We both swam in the morning.
01:11:05.680 We qualified top eight.
01:11:06.700 We came back that evening
01:11:07.740 and we raced.
01:11:10.320 And almost impossibly enough,
01:11:12.920 we tied.
01:11:14.140 So we went the exact same time
01:11:16.120 down to the hundredth
01:11:17.080 of a second,
01:11:17.960 which I won't say
01:11:19.360 never happens in swimming,
01:11:20.720 but that's rare, right?
01:11:22.300 To touch the wall
01:11:23.220 at the exact same time.
01:11:25.440 And so we actually tied
01:11:27.880 for fifth place.
01:11:29.240 It wasn't a best time
01:11:30.520 for either of us.
01:11:32.720 I didn't perform my best
01:11:34.180 and Thomas,
01:11:35.660 I can speculate.
01:11:37.860 I like how you use that word.
01:11:39.200 I can speculate
01:11:39.820 in a minute
01:11:40.560 about what I think.
01:11:43.280 But we go behind
01:11:44.300 the awards podium
01:11:44.940 after our race
01:11:45.740 and the NCAA official
01:11:46.920 looks at both Thomas
01:11:48.100 and myself
01:11:48.620 and says,
01:11:49.120 great job.
01:11:49.900 You guys tied.
01:11:51.260 We don't really account
01:11:53.240 for ties in terms of trophies.
01:11:54.960 We only have one.
01:11:56.040 So that trophy goes to Leah.
01:11:58.260 And so I was,
01:11:59.220 of course,
01:11:59.660 taken aback by this.
01:12:01.820 Not because I wanted
01:12:03.060 the tangible trophy.
01:12:04.620 I'm a 12-time All-American,
01:12:05.940 so I have lots of those.
01:12:08.520 But it was the principle
01:12:09.760 of him outright
01:12:10.820 looking at me
01:12:11.660 as if it didn't matter
01:12:13.300 and telling me
01:12:13.940 that Leah got the trophy.
01:12:15.940 And so I questioned him.
01:12:16.560 And so what was
01:12:17.040 the justification?
01:12:17.980 Yeah, exactly.
01:12:18.920 What the hell's
01:12:19.540 the justification
01:12:20.040 for that decision?
01:12:21.620 I questioned him.
01:12:22.260 At minimum,
01:12:23.060 you'd expect a coin toss
01:12:24.860 or something like that
01:12:25.820 to randomize it.
01:12:26.940 So what the hell's
01:12:27.640 going on there exactly?
01:12:29.000 And I asked exactly that.
01:12:30.560 I said,
01:12:30.880 you know,
01:12:31.160 why?
01:12:32.120 I understand we tied.
01:12:33.440 I understand there's one trophy,
01:12:34.920 but why are you adamant
01:12:35.860 on Thomas having this trophy?
01:12:38.040 And he was not prepared
01:12:39.520 to answer this.
01:12:40.920 They hadn't been questioned.
01:12:42.180 And when I say they,
01:12:43.040 I mean the NCAA.
01:12:44.200 They hadn't been questioned
01:12:45.120 for anything
01:12:45.620 they had done thus far.
01:12:47.640 So he kind of stumbled
01:12:48.800 on his words
01:12:49.560 and said,
01:12:50.640 oh, well,
01:12:51.420 we're just doing this
01:12:52.460 in chronological order.
01:12:53.780 To which I press back again.
01:12:55.880 Okay.
01:12:56.660 I said,
01:12:57.340 what are you being
01:12:58.080 chronological about?
01:12:59.240 Because we tied.
01:13:00.700 And if you're referring
01:13:01.620 to our names,
01:13:03.320 I'm certain
01:13:04.060 that G comes before T.
01:13:06.140 So what are you
01:13:07.080 being chronological about?
01:13:08.620 To which he didn't
01:13:09.500 have an answer.
01:13:10.240 And he says back,
01:13:11.040 well,
01:13:11.980 Leah has to have
01:13:13.680 the trophy for photos.
01:13:15.280 You can pose
01:13:16.280 with this one,
01:13:17.080 but you'll have
01:13:17.540 to give it back.
01:13:18.360 And you go home
01:13:19.160 empty-handed
01:13:19.700 and Leah takes
01:13:20.560 the trophy home.
01:13:21.380 We can eventually
01:13:22.020 mail you.
01:13:22.500 Oh, so Leah has to have,
01:13:23.640 Leah has to have
01:13:25.940 the trophy for photos.
01:13:28.340 Okay.
01:13:28.600 So that's the rationale.
01:13:29.620 Okay.
01:13:29.780 So let's just delve
01:13:30.920 into that for a second.
01:13:32.180 So now I'm going
01:13:33.700 to put myself
01:13:34.440 in Leah Thomas'
01:13:36.460 place,
01:13:36.900 in Will Thomas'
01:13:37.760 place.
01:13:38.060 and I'm going
01:13:38.520 to think,
01:13:39.640 well,
01:13:40.600 you know,
01:13:40.880 I'm six foot four
01:13:41.880 and I'm a man
01:13:43.380 and I just tied
01:13:44.240 this young woman
01:13:45.680 who's been working
01:13:47.800 her whole life
01:13:48.500 to become a fast swimmer.
01:13:50.480 And comparatively speaking,
01:13:52.100 she's a much faster
01:13:53.020 swimmer than me
01:13:53.740 because I was
01:13:54.400 462nd among my peers
01:13:57.660 and she's third.
01:13:58.840 And so,
01:13:59.420 and now I've tied her
01:14:00.800 and now these people
01:14:01.960 have come up
01:14:02.660 and they're arbitrarily
01:14:04.180 going to award
01:14:05.040 a trophy to me
01:14:05.960 even though there's
01:14:06.940 no evidence
01:14:07.600 that I deserved it.
01:14:09.320 At best,
01:14:09.860 there's a 50% crack,
01:14:12.940 50% chance
01:14:14.480 that I'm the deserving
01:14:15.580 party here.
01:14:16.720 So what that would mean
01:14:18.840 is that if Leah Thomas
01:14:20.200 was being a proper gentleman,
01:14:22.140 let's say,
01:14:23.320 he would have done
01:14:24.200 one of two things.
01:14:25.120 He would have said,
01:14:26.580 well,
01:14:27.180 we have to flip a coin
01:14:28.400 or I won't take the trophy
01:14:31.820 or he would have said,
01:14:33.780 well,
01:14:34.800 I'm not going to take the trophy
01:14:36.080 because it's unfair
01:14:36.940 that you give it to me
01:14:38.680 under these circumstances.
01:14:40.180 And yet,
01:14:41.220 he did neither.
01:14:42.840 Instead,
01:14:43.260 he took the trophy
01:14:43.940 and he went and posed
01:14:45.000 for the damn photographs.
01:14:47.200 And so,
01:14:47.740 it's very difficult
01:14:48.700 for me as a clinician
01:14:49.700 to see anything
01:14:50.540 in that other than
01:14:51.680 all the hallmarks
01:14:53.020 of extraordinarily narcissistic
01:14:54.780 and entitled behavior
01:14:56.180 because it is such
01:14:57.780 a violation,
01:14:58.900 a violation of,
01:15:00.780 what would you say,
01:15:01.900 the minimum professional
01:15:03.860 athletic standards
01:15:04.900 that it's a kind of miracle.
01:15:06.840 And the fact that
01:15:07.700 the NCAA would promote
01:15:09.920 that kind of pathological
01:15:12.240 narcissistic behavior
01:15:14.200 is really quite
01:15:15.580 the bloody miracle.
01:15:17.280 So,
01:15:17.740 and anyways,
01:15:18.340 that's what happened.
01:15:19.540 So now he's out there,
01:15:20.900 what,
01:15:21.820 parading around
01:15:22.560 with this trophy,
01:15:24.980 towering over the girls.
01:15:26.920 and we are watching him
01:15:29.380 do this,
01:15:29.880 like,
01:15:30.080 what the hell
01:15:30.500 are you thinking?
01:15:31.500 Is he actually
01:15:32.460 enjoying himself?
01:15:33.600 Like,
01:15:34.020 it's so preposterous,
01:15:35.220 right?
01:15:35.380 Because I can't,
01:15:36.020 I just can't imagine
01:15:36.940 how anybody can be foolish
01:15:38.260 enough to think
01:15:39.000 that what they've done
01:15:40.600 actually constitutes
01:15:41.520 an accomplishment.
01:15:42.660 And then to get all
01:15:43.440 that false attention,
01:15:45.960 you're such a hero,
01:15:47.360 you've made such sacrifices,
01:15:49.820 it's all,
01:15:50.700 it's lies
01:15:51.700 at every single level
01:15:53.220 of analysis,
01:15:53.840 and yet
01:15:54.740 he's basking
01:15:55.840 in the glory,
01:15:57.120 you know,
01:15:57.360 and also claiming
01:15:58.060 that anybody
01:15:58.540 who might object
01:15:59.380 is nothing but,
01:16:00.340 you know,
01:16:00.540 a prejudiced bully
01:16:01.500 when in fact
01:16:02.160 he's 100%
01:16:04.200 and obviously
01:16:05.500 the bully
01:16:06.180 abetted by the NCAA.
01:16:08.720 So you're watching this,
01:16:09.880 what the hell
01:16:10.380 are you thinking?
01:16:11.020 It felt as if
01:16:13.300 I had been reduced
01:16:15.040 down to a photo op.
01:16:16.540 That's how I felt.
01:16:17.460 I felt like,
01:16:18.920 again,
01:16:19.480 everything that I'd worked
01:16:20.880 my entire life for
01:16:22.280 was reduced
01:16:23.760 to this photo opportunity
01:16:25.840 to validate
01:16:26.880 the feelings
01:16:27.820 of a male
01:16:28.640 at the expense
01:16:29.480 of my own,
01:16:30.060 not just my own,
01:16:30.800 every female swimmer
01:16:31.660 at that meet.
01:16:33.020 It felt as if,
01:16:34.760 of course,
01:16:35.620 I understand
01:16:36.280 the implications
01:16:36.880 of Title IX,
01:16:38.200 which was just
01:16:39.160 to ensure
01:16:40.160 equal opportunities
01:16:41.040 and prevent discrimination
01:16:42.020 on the basis of sex.
01:16:45.000 It felt as if
01:16:46.060 we were totally
01:16:46.700 throwing it out
01:16:47.400 of the window
01:16:47.840 in that moment.
01:16:48.880 We were doing a 180
01:16:50.240 in the guise
01:16:51.280 of being progressive.
01:16:52.500 We were moving forward.
01:16:53.440 This is progress.
01:16:54.740 This is not progress.
01:16:56.140 This is taking us back
01:16:57.280 at least 50 years in time,
01:16:58.980 51 years in time
01:17:00.000 to 1972
01:17:01.200 when Title IX
01:17:01.980 was enacted.
01:17:03.040 This is not progress.
01:17:04.820 How can we sit here
01:17:05.680 and actually say
01:17:06.680 that women losing out
01:17:07.740 on opportunities
01:17:08.540 women losing spots
01:17:10.200 on the podium
01:17:10.720 to a male
01:17:11.400 is progress?
01:17:13.080 That is
01:17:13.760 quite literally
01:17:15.020 the opposite.
01:17:16.140 That's how I felt.
01:17:17.220 I felt as if
01:17:18.180 it was at this point,
01:17:19.920 truthfully,
01:17:20.360 when I realized
01:17:20.940 I was fed up
01:17:21.720 because I knew
01:17:23.340 up until this point,
01:17:24.680 I knew the unfair
01:17:25.640 competition was wrong.
01:17:26.780 This wasn't,
01:17:27.460 this wasn't trivial.
01:17:29.820 I knew this.
01:17:30.820 I knew the locker room
01:17:31.940 was long,
01:17:32.740 which I know
01:17:33.240 I'm going to touch on
01:17:34.320 because I think
01:17:34.820 it's important.
01:17:35.780 I knew that was wrong.
01:17:36.700 But this piece,
01:17:39.420 this whole trophy incident,
01:17:41.120 and again,
01:17:41.460 it wasn't about
01:17:42.000 the tangible trophy
01:17:42.900 for me.
01:17:43.540 It wasn't about
01:17:44.380 something as simple
01:17:46.540 as holding it.
01:17:47.580 That's,
01:17:48.040 it was the principle
01:17:48.760 behind it.
01:17:50.740 So, okay,
01:17:51.580 so a couple,
01:17:52.320 now it sounds to me,
01:17:53.600 you know,
01:17:53.820 because part of me
01:17:54.420 thinks,
01:17:55.380 well,
01:17:55.640 I have no idea
01:17:56.520 why the women's team,
01:17:58.680 your women's team,
01:17:59.460 for example,
01:18:00.500 agreed to compete
01:18:02.160 against Leah Thomas
01:18:03.400 to begin with.
01:18:04.080 Now,
01:18:04.220 I'm going to modify
01:18:05.380 that a bit.
01:18:06.460 I think the reason,
01:18:08.080 in all likelihood,
01:18:08.900 that you agreed
01:18:09.500 is because
01:18:10.000 you guys were confused
01:18:11.760 and you didn't know
01:18:12.440 what was,
01:18:12.880 hell was going on
01:18:13.820 and you couldn't believe it.
01:18:15.080 And so I think
01:18:15.800 you were thrown
01:18:16.300 into a situation
01:18:17.240 that required
01:18:18.040 more preparation
01:18:20.320 and philosophical finesse
01:18:23.020 than would have been
01:18:24.180 reasonable to expect
01:18:25.420 from you.
01:18:26.140 But I have been struck
01:18:27.500 by the fact
01:18:28.580 that
01:18:29.000 the vast majority
01:18:31.160 of female athletes
01:18:32.180 seem willing to,
01:18:33.280 they're no worse
01:18:35.120 than university professors
01:18:36.280 on the woke front,
01:18:37.320 by the way.
01:18:37.780 It's the same bloody thing.
01:18:39.120 But it is striking to me
01:18:40.500 because
01:18:40.880 it isn't the least bit
01:18:43.300 unreasonable
01:18:43.780 for the female athletes
01:18:45.080 just to get together
01:18:46.460 and say,
01:18:48.260 well,
01:18:48.560 we're not competing
01:18:49.420 against men.
01:18:50.600 Like, period.
01:18:51.340 If you want to do that,
01:18:52.300 we're not going to
01:18:53.260 attend the meets.
01:18:54.020 We're not going to
01:18:55.040 play that idiot game.
01:18:56.940 And so,
01:18:57.840 now you've decided
01:18:58.940 in many ways
01:19:01.080 not to play that game
01:19:02.780 but you're obviously
01:19:04.840 still representing
01:19:07.260 at least formally
01:19:09.300 a minority position.
01:19:10.520 I know that behind the scenes
01:19:11.640 like the probability
01:19:12.960 that the vast majority
01:19:14.660 of female athletes
01:19:15.580 feel that this is a travesty,
01:19:18.040 you know,
01:19:18.280 unless they're doing
01:19:19.300 some idiot woke virtue
01:19:20.720 signaling at their own expense.
01:19:22.300 That's 100%.
01:19:23.420 But
01:19:24.280 why do you think
01:19:26.620 that
01:19:26.880 people who are doing
01:19:28.700 what you're doing
01:19:29.540 given the vast
01:19:31.680 and self-evident
01:19:32.840 injustice
01:19:33.380 of this situation,
01:19:34.420 why do you think
01:19:35.000 they're so rare?
01:19:36.040 And why in the world
01:19:37.080 are you different?
01:19:39.140 It's,
01:19:40.100 I think they're rare
01:19:41.020 for a couple reasons
01:19:42.180 and these are some pieces
01:19:43.540 I want to touch on.
01:19:45.140 One,
01:19:46.100 the silencing aspect
01:19:47.640 that has gone into this.
01:19:49.900 I've talked to
01:19:50.820 many of Leah Thomas'
01:19:51.800 teammates
01:19:52.140 at great lengths.
01:19:53.080 one of which
01:19:53.700 only just this week
01:19:54.820 has alerted me
01:19:56.660 she's really ready
01:19:57.540 to use her name
01:19:59.280 behind speaking out.
01:20:01.000 It's taken her
01:20:01.760 a full year
01:20:02.340 to recover
01:20:02.940 from everything
01:20:04.700 and when I'm talking
01:20:05.560 to her
01:20:05.980 I'm asking her,
01:20:07.760 you know,
01:20:08.500 why are you
01:20:10.000 so scared?
01:20:11.520 What they went through
01:20:13.040 is
01:20:14.700 nothing short
01:20:16.660 of chilling.
01:20:17.580 I mean,
01:20:17.840 it's truthfully scary
01:20:19.340 to think of the suppression.
01:20:21.440 They were forced
01:20:22.400 to go every week
01:20:23.220 to mandatory
01:20:23.840 LGBTQ education meetings
01:20:25.740 to learn about how
01:20:26.700 just by being cisgender
01:20:28.440 they were oppressing
01:20:29.940 Leah Thomas.
01:20:31.740 Yeah,
01:20:32.020 how long per week
01:20:34.560 did they have to attend
01:20:35.740 the Maoist
01:20:36.460 re-education camps?
01:20:38.200 Do you know what?
01:20:39.020 I'm not sure
01:20:39.720 what the time looked like
01:20:41.020 but they alerted me
01:20:41.940 it was every week
01:20:42.800 they had to go.
01:20:44.040 Oh yeah,
01:20:44.540 oh yeah,
01:20:45.160 that's good.
01:20:45.820 I see.
01:20:46.400 So not only
01:20:47.180 did they get
01:20:47.800 to be defeated
01:20:48.580 unfairly
01:20:49.280 but they had
01:20:49.820 to go learn
01:20:50.340 about how
01:20:50.820 immoral they were
01:20:51.900 for being annoyed
01:20:52.620 about it.
01:20:53.680 Well,
01:20:53.880 that's exactly
01:20:54.740 because when they
01:20:55.460 sent an email
01:20:55.960 to their administration
01:20:56.860 expressing,
01:20:58.360 along with their
01:20:58.840 parents on the email,
01:21:00.060 expressing their
01:21:00.820 discomfort in the
01:21:01.700 locker room,
01:21:03.140 their administration
01:21:03.860 responded back with,
01:21:04.940 if you feel
01:21:05.780 uncomfortable
01:21:06.260 seeing male genitalia
01:21:07.340 in your locker room,
01:21:08.400 here are some
01:21:08.860 counseling resources
01:21:09.680 that you should seek.
01:21:11.700 They were told
01:21:12.620 that they are not
01:21:13.340 allowed to
01:21:14.540 take a stance
01:21:15.880 because their school
01:21:16.700 has already taken
01:21:17.420 their stance for them.
01:21:18.620 They were told
01:21:19.360 you will never get a job,
01:21:20.620 you will never get
01:21:21.200 into grad school,
01:21:21.960 you will lose
01:21:22.400 all your friends,
01:21:23.720 you'll lose playing time,
01:21:24.820 you'll lose your scholarship
01:21:25.620 if you speak out.
01:21:27.000 They were told
01:21:27.500 that if you happen
01:21:28.220 to speak out
01:21:29.040 and any harm
01:21:30.220 whatsoever
01:21:30.780 comes toward
01:21:31.760 Leah Thomas' way,
01:21:32.860 whether that be
01:21:33.560 physical harm,
01:21:34.620 emotional harm,
01:21:35.660 whatever that looked like,
01:21:37.200 then they were
01:21:37.820 solely responsible,
01:21:39.540 which that's a big weight
01:21:40.400 to put on anyone.
01:21:41.160 These girls were
01:21:41.660 emotionally blackmailed.
01:21:43.360 They were gaslit
01:21:44.220 into making themselves
01:21:46.720 feel wrong
01:21:48.140 for feeling
01:21:49.020 as if they wanted
01:21:49.920 fair competition,
01:21:51.520 which is traumatizing,
01:21:53.660 right?
01:21:53.900 I mean, these girls—
01:21:54.700 Who is this teammate?
01:21:56.700 Or can you reveal
01:21:57.500 her name yet or not?
01:21:58.840 I don't know
01:21:59.240 if she wants me
01:21:59.820 to reveal her name.
01:22:00.840 Yeah, okay.
01:22:01.580 There are several—
01:22:02.600 I'll track that down separately.
01:22:04.240 Yeah, okay.
01:22:04.740 Well, I'm not done
01:22:05.540 with this yet.
01:22:06.320 Of them,
01:22:06.800 and I think
01:22:07.960 you would be
01:22:08.320 a great outlet
01:22:09.000 for her
01:22:09.800 to even just
01:22:11.020 converse with behind the scenes.
01:22:13.460 Tell her I'll talk to her
01:22:13.740 whenever she wants.
01:22:14.860 Yep.
01:22:15.100 This girl in particular,
01:22:16.360 actually,
01:22:17.040 she disclosed to me
01:22:19.580 again privately
01:22:20.200 that when she was
01:22:21.200 in high school,
01:22:22.300 she was raped,
01:22:23.640 which again
01:22:25.100 is traumatic.
01:22:26.640 And when she began
01:22:27.740 to share that
01:22:28.240 locker room space
01:22:29.100 with Leah,
01:22:30.500 who would,
01:22:31.380 she disclosed,
01:22:32.520 shower in their locker rooms,
01:22:34.380 would undress,
01:22:35.280 of course,
01:22:36.400 fully exposed
01:22:37.240 in their locker rooms.
01:22:39.220 That was very—
01:22:40.180 He's quite the scum—
01:22:41.180 He's quite the scum rat,
01:22:42.480 all things considered.
01:22:43.440 No, I'm dead serious
01:22:44.660 about that.
01:22:45.200 There is 100%.
01:22:46.500 No excuse for that.
01:22:48.400 And what those
01:22:49.080 administrators did
01:22:50.380 to the teammates
01:22:51.320 of Leah Thomas
01:22:52.060 is it goes
01:22:53.540 way beyond immoral.
01:22:55.280 It verges on—
01:22:56.540 It's evil.
01:22:57.660 It verges on criminal.
01:22:58.860 Oh, man,
01:22:59.320 it's really something.
01:23:00.240 But this girl,
01:23:01.040 when she—
01:23:02.840 Go ahead.
01:23:03.940 With her background
01:23:04.860 in being sexually assaulted,
01:23:05.920 she went to her coach
01:23:07.120 immediately and said,
01:23:08.040 this is really hard for me.
01:23:09.640 Is there something
01:23:10.300 we can do?
01:23:10.920 And he said,
01:23:11.280 I'm sorry,
01:23:11.700 you have to be inclusive.
01:23:13.700 That's what they were doing
01:23:14.980 to these girls.
01:23:16.800 So that's why
01:23:17.880 a lot of
01:23:18.680 these girls
01:23:19.820 are terrified.
01:23:20.220 Did you watch
01:23:20.980 what happened
01:23:21.560 to Nicola Sturgeon,
01:23:23.420 the Prime Minister
01:23:24.300 of Scotland,
01:23:25.280 when she tried
01:23:25.780 to be inclusive
01:23:26.760 with the serial rapists?
01:23:28.120 Absolutely.
01:23:28.840 Turns out
01:23:29.280 there are some people
01:23:30.140 you just can't be
01:23:31.040 that inclusive with.
01:23:32.180 And psychopathic
01:23:33.620 serial rapists
01:23:34.780 who are claiming
01:23:35.360 to be women
01:23:36.840 so they can get
01:23:37.660 access to women?
01:23:39.260 Turns out
01:23:39.860 sharing a locker room
01:23:40.840 with them
01:23:41.200 is probably not
01:23:42.100 in anyone's best interest.
01:23:43.040 It's not kind.
01:23:43.640 Isn't that a shock?
01:23:44.700 No.
01:23:45.080 Yeah, yeah, yeah.
01:23:46.180 No, it's really
01:23:46.820 quite something.
01:23:47.560 Yeah, so let her know.
01:23:48.360 I'd be happy to talk to her.
01:23:49.320 And if she wants
01:23:49.820 to round up
01:23:50.460 a couple of her teammates,
01:23:51.660 we could do
01:23:52.180 a nice podcast.
01:23:53.260 They would love that.
01:23:53.960 And lay bare everything
01:23:54.860 that—well, let's do it, man.
01:23:56.200 We'll lay bare everything
01:23:57.420 the idiot,
01:23:58.600 virtue-signaling,
01:23:59.560 woke administration
01:24:00.480 laid on them
01:24:01.300 when they were doing
01:24:01.900 nothing but trying
01:24:02.620 to defend themselves.
01:24:03.720 Absolutely.
01:24:05.000 Okay, okay.
01:24:05.820 So let's talk about
01:24:06.520 the locker room situation.
01:24:07.900 So now,
01:24:08.480 not only are you
01:24:09.520 and your teammates
01:24:11.420 being stomped
01:24:12.240 by this second-rate male
01:24:14.140 who is narcissistically
01:24:15.540 claiming to be a female
01:24:16.600 so he can get his photo ops
01:24:18.520 and aggrandize himself,
01:24:19.920 but you have to share
01:24:21.060 a locker room
01:24:21.700 with him as well.
01:24:23.420 So what the hell
01:24:25.320 do you think's going on
01:24:26.320 in his mind
01:24:27.100 when he's stripping down
01:24:28.800 next to these women,
01:24:30.240 apart from the fact
01:24:31.020 that he's extremely
01:24:31.740 fortunate to be there,
01:24:32.980 let's say.
01:24:34.040 But no, seriously,
01:24:35.480 though,
01:24:35.600 what do you think's
01:24:36.280 going on with him?
01:24:37.040 Like, how is he acting?
01:24:38.180 How is he behaving?
01:24:39.360 Does he have the good graces
01:24:40.520 to at least look
01:24:41.420 somewhat embarrassed?
01:24:42.580 Does he go change
01:24:43.940 somewhere where
01:24:44.720 he can't be seen,
01:24:45.640 or is he right there
01:24:46.320 out in the open
01:24:46.960 flaunting his package,
01:24:48.420 let's say?
01:24:48.900 He was in the open.
01:24:50.860 Granted,
01:24:51.620 in a corner,
01:24:52.760 relatively,
01:24:54.080 as if that's supposed
01:24:55.760 to make anything better.
01:24:56.880 It doesn't.
01:24:58.220 But I'll kind of
01:24:58.960 set the scene.
01:25:00.560 First of all,
01:25:01.140 swimming locker room
01:25:01.920 is not necessarily
01:25:03.040 a place of modesty.
01:25:05.860 Locker rooms are
01:25:06.720 uncomfortable in general
01:25:07.640 for anyone,
01:25:09.280 bar adding someone
01:25:10.660 of the opposite sex
01:25:11.480 into that space.
01:25:13.060 But growing up a swimmer,
01:25:14.980 you almost feel
01:25:16.080 comfortable being vulnerable.
01:25:18.900 in that environment.
01:25:20.740 These suits you put on,
01:25:22.240 they're skin tight,
01:25:23.380 so it takes about
01:25:24.040 15 minutes to really
01:25:25.420 tuck and poke
01:25:26.920 and prod yourself
01:25:28.460 into these suits,
01:25:29.660 15 minutes of which
01:25:30.480 you're fully exposed.
01:25:32.580 But this locker room,
01:25:33.500 it's also a place
01:25:34.140 of buzzing and chatter.
01:25:35.920 You get to see
01:25:36.380 your friends from
01:25:37.040 all over the country
01:25:37.800 who you haven't seen
01:25:38.740 all year.
01:25:40.440 It's an exciting place.
01:25:42.260 Lots of talking,
01:25:43.320 lots of laughing.
01:25:46.120 But I can't even tell you
01:25:48.020 the dead silence
01:25:51.340 in the room
01:25:52.900 when all of a sudden,
01:25:56.040 well, first,
01:25:56.640 it got silent.
01:25:57.620 I turn around,
01:25:58.700 unsure why it got
01:26:00.260 so quiet so quick.
01:26:01.780 I turn around,
01:26:02.800 there's a six-foot-four,
01:26:04.000 22-year-old male
01:26:05.560 dropping his clothes
01:26:07.300 and is fully intact
01:26:08.380 with an exposing
01:26:09.640 male genitalia.
01:26:11.100 So let me be clear.
01:26:12.320 We were not forewarned
01:26:14.540 we would be sharing
01:26:15.680 this changing space.
01:26:16.780 No one told us.
01:26:18.160 No one asked
01:26:18.740 for our consent.
01:26:19.640 We did not.
01:26:19.900 So what did you think?
01:26:20.960 What did you think
01:26:22.160 in that situation?
01:26:23.560 I mean,
01:26:24.180 what went through
01:26:25.360 your mind?
01:26:26.220 The first word
01:26:27.360 that went through
01:26:27.960 my mind was betrayal.
01:26:30.360 Yeah, right.
01:26:31.400 That's the first,
01:26:32.460 the first thought I had.
01:26:34.660 The people who were
01:26:35.800 supposed to be
01:26:37.080 ensuring our privacy,
01:26:39.000 protecting us,
01:26:39.820 failed on every front
01:26:41.420 and bare minimum
01:26:42.520 did not tell us.
01:26:44.140 So I immediately
01:26:44.740 left the locker room.
01:26:45.860 I immediately left
01:26:46.680 and I went to
01:26:47.580 one of the officials
01:26:48.200 on the pool deck
01:26:48.980 who,
01:26:51.480 just one of the officials
01:26:52.520 and I went up to him
01:26:53.520 and I said,
01:26:53.960 you know,
01:26:54.860 I understand
01:26:55.480 the guidelines
01:26:56.380 for the meat,
01:26:58.320 which was,
01:26:59.080 at the time,
01:26:59.560 it was only 12 months
01:27:00.440 of hormone suppression.
01:27:01.760 I said,
01:27:02.240 I know,
01:27:02.740 I know that,
01:27:04.140 but what are the guidelines
01:27:05.360 for the locker room?
01:27:06.520 And word for word,
01:27:07.380 this is what he says.
01:27:08.860 Oh,
01:27:09.100 we actually got around this
01:27:10.800 by making the locker rooms
01:27:12.160 unisex.
01:27:13.200 So I'm thinking,
01:27:14.020 I'm like,
01:27:14.320 okay,
01:27:14.680 unisex.
01:27:15.680 Okay,
01:27:16.100 so this means that
01:27:17.140 any man
01:27:18.080 could have walked
01:27:19.200 into our locker room?
01:27:20.480 Any man,
01:27:21.100 not just a self-identifying
01:27:22.480 woman,
01:27:24.040 any man,
01:27:25.020 a coach,
01:27:25.660 an official,
01:27:26.680 I guess a parent,
01:27:27.680 if they could be
01:27:28.300 on the pool deck.
01:27:30.500 A fan
01:27:31.600 seeking opportunity?
01:27:33.200 And no one told us?
01:27:35.620 That's why I say
01:27:36.580 it felt like.
01:27:37.320 That's a nice touch.
01:27:38.340 I like that.
01:27:38.900 I really like the fact
01:27:39.820 they didn't tell you.
01:27:40.760 Oh,
01:27:41.120 yeah.
01:27:41.320 That's real sweet of them.
01:27:42.700 Yes.
01:27:43.420 So that's why I say
01:27:45.640 it felt like betrayal.
01:27:46.660 It felt like belittlement.
01:27:47.560 Of course,
01:27:47.860 it's awkward,
01:27:48.400 it's embarrassing,
01:27:49.080 it's uncomfortable.
01:27:50.260 There are so many feelings.
01:27:51.680 Yeah,
01:27:51.840 it didn't feel,
01:27:52.600 it didn't feel like betrayal,
01:27:54.180 by the way.
01:27:54.780 It was,
01:27:55.260 it 100% was betrayal.
01:27:57.480 Absolutely.
01:27:58.060 At the deepest possible level.
01:27:59.800 And not only was it betrayal,
01:28:01.280 it was conniving,
01:28:02.800 cowardly,
01:28:03.500 sneaking,
01:28:04.660 subtle,
01:28:05.220 camouflage betrayal.
01:28:06.460 Absolutely.
01:28:06.760 Because they didn't have
01:28:07.920 the goddamn good graces
01:28:09.180 to come out and tell you.
01:28:10.460 Right.
01:28:10.840 You know,
01:28:11.280 they sprung it on you,
01:28:13.160 so to speak.
01:28:14.240 And so that is absolutely
01:28:15.940 100% unforgivable.
01:28:18.120 And then to do that
01:28:19.160 under the guise of making
01:28:20.220 the locker rooms unisex,
01:28:21.620 that's just cherry on the,
01:28:23.100 that's just icing on the cake,
01:28:24.620 man.
01:28:24.980 It takes a real,
01:28:26.420 what would you say,
01:28:27.600 conniving,
01:28:28.320 malevolent,
01:28:29.480 underground genius
01:28:30.560 to come up with something
01:28:31.980 that sneaky and pathetic.
01:28:33.660 Absolutely.
01:28:34.280 So,
01:28:34.780 oh,
01:28:35.020 so that was quite the fun meat
01:28:36.760 for all you female athletes,
01:28:39.340 eh?
01:28:39.460 You got stomped real nicely
01:28:40.880 on the competitive front.
01:28:42.600 You got to have such good time
01:28:44.020 in the locker room, too,
01:28:45.160 with this six foot four
01:28:46.680 narcissistic wannabe
01:28:48.020 who's parading around
01:28:49.620 not only his parts,
01:28:51.000 but his virtue
01:28:51.660 in this absolutely
01:28:53.040 contemptible sense.
01:28:54.680 And then,
01:28:55.140 of course,
01:28:55.500 if you object to it,
01:28:56.600 you're now the bad guy.
01:28:57.620 Let's talk about that
01:28:58.380 a little bit.
01:28:58.900 You were at
01:28:59.600 San Francisco State University,
01:29:01.900 right?
01:29:02.140 So that's fun.
01:29:03.260 Don't go to universities
01:29:04.420 because they're pretty
01:29:05.240 damn pathological.
01:29:06.640 So now you went there
01:29:07.600 and you were invited
01:29:08.340 to go there.
01:29:09.080 So you're actually a guest,
01:29:10.640 right?
01:29:11.580 So in principle,
01:29:12.960 they should treat you nicely
01:29:14.260 since you're a guest
01:29:15.360 and you're taking your time
01:29:16.520 and energy
01:29:16.960 to go talk to people.
01:29:18.480 Who invited you
01:29:19.600 and why
01:29:21.160 and what happened
01:29:22.180 when you went there?
01:29:23.300 I was invited by
01:29:24.200 the Leadership Institute,
01:29:25.720 which is an organization
01:29:27.420 that tries to advance,
01:29:31.200 really,
01:29:31.540 they uphold the freedom
01:29:32.380 of speech.
01:29:32.780 They try to advance
01:29:35.380 the conservative movement
01:29:36.480 on college campuses.
01:29:37.900 And so I spoke
01:29:38.480 at a Turning Point event.
01:29:41.840 I'll kind of fill you in
01:29:43.560 step by step
01:29:44.300 of what this looked like.
01:29:46.040 I got there.
01:29:47.600 I was supposed to meet
01:29:49.080 the campus police department
01:29:50.620 an hour and a half
01:29:51.980 before the event.
01:29:53.160 We were set to meet
01:29:54.120 at this parking garage
01:29:55.320 and then walk over
01:29:56.740 to the event together.
01:29:58.340 The police never showed up.
01:30:00.260 And so I didn't think
01:30:02.800 much of it.
01:30:03.860 You know,
01:30:04.160 there was still an hour
01:30:04.940 and a half before,
01:30:05.800 so I figured I could
01:30:06.700 just walk over
01:30:07.400 and I'm sure they would
01:30:08.120 make their way over.
01:30:09.380 We would talk about
01:30:10.080 an exit strategy
01:30:10.900 if something were to happen,
01:30:12.880 which I thought I knew
01:30:14.320 what I was getting myself into.
01:30:15.820 I knew this was San Francisco.
01:30:17.180 I knew this was
01:30:17.660 a different environment,
01:30:18.840 which almost excites me,
01:30:21.460 not because I want controversy
01:30:23.400 or because I'm looking
01:30:24.460 for arguments,
01:30:25.660 but because this is
01:30:26.620 an opportunity to get
01:30:27.440 in front of people
01:30:28.160 who don't agree with me.
01:30:30.360 I was more hopeful
01:30:31.600 that they would come
01:30:32.340 with somewhat
01:30:33.700 of an open mind
01:30:34.860 to which they simply didn't.
01:30:37.020 There were some.
01:30:37.760 There were some civil.
01:30:38.860 Yeah, that was definitely naive.
01:30:41.040 That was definitely naive.
01:30:42.600 But, you know,
01:30:43.000 that's excusable and acceptable.
01:30:44.840 While you were going
01:30:45.400 to university campus,
01:30:46.680 did you think
01:30:47.360 you were a conservative?
01:30:49.320 I am.
01:30:51.320 Sorry, did you say
01:30:51.920 did they think
01:30:52.500 or do I think?
01:30:53.400 No, no, do you?
01:30:54.340 Well, you know,
01:30:54.960 you talk to Turning Point.
01:30:56.240 That's Charlie Kirk's organization.
01:30:57.920 It's definitely
01:30:58.560 a conservative organization.
01:31:00.280 Did you have,
01:31:01.680 before all of this,
01:31:02.620 did you consider yourself
01:31:03.900 a political creature?
01:31:04.880 Did you have a political home
01:31:06.120 or an affiliation?
01:31:07.260 I am.
01:31:08.380 I've always been
01:31:09.020 politically in tune.
01:31:10.240 I've always been
01:31:11.380 pretty up-to-date
01:31:12.420 and knowledgeable
01:31:13.020 about the different issues
01:31:14.580 we face
01:31:15.200 and what that looks like.
01:31:16.720 And typically,
01:31:17.560 my views do align conservative.
01:31:20.660 That's not to say
01:31:21.540 every view.
01:31:22.100 I'm not someone
01:31:22.740 who is going
01:31:24.040 to feel like
01:31:24.700 I have to lean
01:31:25.360 a certain way
01:31:26.040 because that's how
01:31:26.860 I align.
01:31:27.840 That's not me.
01:31:29.180 But I like to be well-versed.
01:31:30.860 I like to be knowledgeable
01:31:32.320 about what's going on.
01:31:33.300 And so I've always been
01:31:34.080 in tune,
01:31:34.940 shall we say,
01:31:35.900 but by no means
01:31:36.960 did I have any
01:31:39.040 sort of political background
01:31:40.320 or any sort of
01:31:43.480 ulterior motive
01:31:44.720 to where I wanted
01:31:45.500 to be in the position
01:31:46.340 that I'm in.
01:31:47.400 Right, right.
01:31:47.940 So you weren't
01:31:48.500 a political actor.
01:31:49.800 Oh, goodness, no.
01:31:51.560 Yeah, okay.
01:31:52.240 But I always tried
01:31:52.940 to be knowledgeable.
01:31:54.760 Who's where?
01:31:55.580 Who's doing what?
01:31:57.820 I always watched
01:31:58.560 the news
01:31:58.900 and things of that.
01:32:00.920 But by no means
01:32:01.920 did I feel equipped
01:32:02.900 for the position
01:32:03.740 I'm in.
01:32:04.240 I still don't.
01:32:04.840 I'm learning.
01:32:05.240 No, no, I bet.
01:32:06.340 I'm learning every day.
01:32:07.080 Okay, so back to SFU.
01:32:09.400 You're there.
01:32:10.380 The police
01:32:10.900 who are supposed
01:32:11.480 to help you
01:32:12.480 don't show up.
01:32:13.420 And so you're
01:32:14.620 looking forward
01:32:15.280 to this event.
01:32:16.180 And so let's continue
01:32:17.820 walking through
01:32:18.500 the day's events.
01:32:20.000 So we walk over
01:32:20.780 to the room.
01:32:22.200 It's in a building.
01:32:22.860 It's on the third floor.
01:32:25.520 Very quickly,
01:32:26.720 the room fills up.
01:32:29.560 It's about 50-50
01:32:32.400 supporters
01:32:33.000 versus protesters
01:32:33.940 in the room.
01:32:35.660 But they very quickly
01:32:36.940 reach the maximum capacity
01:32:38.300 to which the administrators
01:32:39.480 who were present
01:32:40.540 said, you know,
01:32:41.180 we're not allowing
01:32:41.900 anyone else in the room.
01:32:43.420 And I was cool with that.
01:32:45.640 I understood up
01:32:46.780 at this point
01:32:47.680 that there was
01:32:48.440 some counter events
01:32:49.940 going on,
01:32:50.860 some protests
01:32:51.740 around campus,
01:32:53.060 one of which
01:32:53.900 they organized
01:32:55.020 this big sign-making
01:32:57.020 event where
01:32:58.200 the protesters,
01:32:59.380 they got together
01:33:00.060 and they all made signs
01:33:01.000 and they all walked
01:33:01.700 over together.
01:33:02.800 They orchestrated
01:33:03.460 a sit-in
01:33:04.020 to where
01:33:04.500 they sat in the speech,
01:33:06.000 which again,
01:33:06.900 I understand
01:33:08.120 that's your right
01:33:09.200 to protest.
01:33:09.800 You have the right
01:33:10.280 to organize.
01:33:10.920 By no means
01:33:12.820 do I think
01:33:13.560 that I'm worthy
01:33:14.480 of stopping that.
01:33:16.440 That's
01:33:16.920 understandable
01:33:17.700 as long as,
01:33:19.140 again,
01:33:19.380 it's civil
01:33:20.040 and somewhat
01:33:21.260 respectful,
01:33:21.960 right?
01:33:24.080 So I was able
01:33:24.860 to deliver my speech.
01:33:26.140 I talked
01:33:26.980 for probably
01:33:27.500 40 minutes
01:33:28.320 and let me
01:33:29.020 reiterate
01:33:29.340 what my speech was.
01:33:30.740 I talked about
01:33:31.720 what it takes
01:33:32.420 to compete
01:33:32.940 at that level,
01:33:34.140 my background,
01:33:35.760 how this is
01:33:36.200 a lifelong journey.
01:33:37.060 I talked about
01:33:37.640 the competition.
01:33:38.380 I talked about
01:33:39.040 the locker room.
01:33:40.060 I talked about
01:33:40.640 the silencing piece,
01:33:41.600 not just from
01:33:42.100 the female athletes,
01:33:43.020 but parents,
01:33:44.280 administrators,
01:33:44.960 medical professionals
01:33:45.680 even.
01:33:48.460 Nothing opinionated.
01:33:49.800 Really,
01:33:50.200 my speech,
01:33:50.860 there's no opinions
01:33:51.640 in it.
01:33:52.000 It's strictly
01:33:52.580 my experience.
01:33:54.340 So I was able
01:33:55.040 to deliver the speech.
01:33:56.280 I answered questions
01:33:57.240 afterwards,
01:33:57.940 to which I was met
01:33:58.700 with lots of questions
01:33:59.960 and oppositions,
01:34:00.660 which I find
01:34:01.460 extremely easy
01:34:02.440 to answer.
01:34:03.460 Whether they
01:34:04.180 take my answer,
01:34:06.080 that's on them,
01:34:06.680 but they're all
01:34:07.780 easy to answer.
01:34:09.760 But it was only
01:34:10.520 after the speech.
01:34:11.460 I just had concluded
01:34:12.480 it had been
01:34:12.940 probably an hour.
01:34:14.720 Everyone was
01:34:15.280 standing up to leave.
01:34:17.280 And as people
01:34:17.940 were standing to leave,
01:34:20.160 first of all,
01:34:20.620 I should mention,
01:34:21.340 while I was giving
01:34:21.940 my speech,
01:34:22.680 I could hear people
01:34:23.420 outside the building.
01:34:24.540 I could hear them
01:34:25.120 chanting,
01:34:25.960 and it was a large
01:34:26.760 group of people,
01:34:27.340 you could tell.
01:34:28.220 I could hear them
01:34:28.840 chanting things
01:34:29.620 such as trans women
01:34:30.600 are women
01:34:31.120 or other chants
01:34:32.860 they could come up with.
01:34:34.340 But as I continued
01:34:35.320 my speech,
01:34:35.960 I could hear chants
01:34:37.180 getting closer and closer
01:34:38.340 to when I concluded
01:34:41.040 I could hear
01:34:42.080 these people
01:34:42.700 right outside the hallway
01:34:43.760 to where one side
01:34:45.340 of the hallway
01:34:45.820 would yell,
01:34:46.760 trans rights
01:34:47.360 are under attack.
01:34:48.360 The other side
01:34:49.160 of the hallway
01:34:49.580 would yell back,
01:34:50.740 what do we do?
01:34:51.560 We fight back.
01:34:52.980 And so I could hear this,
01:34:54.060 which was a bit unnerving
01:34:55.140 just to know
01:34:56.280 that they were
01:34:57.060 right outside the door.
01:34:58.280 But again,
01:34:59.340 I didn't really
01:35:00.820 let it bother me.
01:35:01.580 That's not something
01:35:02.200 that necessarily shook me
01:35:03.380 at the time.
01:35:03.960 But everyone
01:35:05.920 stood up to leave.
01:35:07.880 All of a sudden,
01:35:09.380 a mob of people
01:35:11.860 enter into the room.
01:35:13.700 They rush into the room.
01:35:15.040 They flicker the lights.
01:35:16.020 They turn the lights off.
01:35:17.300 And this is when
01:35:18.360 they rush
01:35:19.760 to the podium
01:35:20.660 where I was
01:35:21.700 and some other members
01:35:22.580 of the Turning Point chapter
01:35:23.900 were.
01:35:25.500 And this is where
01:35:26.420 we were met with
01:35:27.360 assault and violence.
01:35:29.820 So they turned
01:35:31.900 the lights off.
01:35:32.540 So how dark
01:35:33.200 is it in there
01:35:33.860 when the lights are off?
01:35:35.440 This period
01:35:36.780 is a blur to me.
01:35:38.500 It all happened
01:35:39.300 so quickly.
01:35:40.740 I felt so disoriented.
01:35:42.460 I felt so jostled.
01:35:43.380 I felt so confused.
01:35:44.460 You know,
01:35:44.700 what is happening?
01:35:45.740 I was told,
01:35:46.520 granted,
01:35:46.740 I never talked
01:35:47.320 with the police
01:35:47.780 before this,
01:35:48.640 but the Turning Point
01:35:49.600 members told me,
01:35:50.660 you know,
01:35:50.860 the police said
01:35:51.420 they're going to lock
01:35:52.120 the doors
01:35:52.580 at a certain time.
01:35:53.860 There should be
01:35:54.440 no problems.
01:35:56.420 We'll be good.
01:35:57.080 So I was under
01:35:58.380 the impression
01:35:58.860 that the doors
01:35:59.520 would be locked,
01:36:00.900 which they were not.
01:36:02.740 So it all just
01:36:03.620 happened so quickly.
01:36:05.060 But yes,
01:36:05.460 they turned the lights off
01:36:06.280 and it was
01:36:06.960 nighttime outside.
01:36:08.520 So it's pitch black
01:36:09.240 in this room,
01:36:10.100 which of course
01:36:10.660 you have to imagine.
01:36:11.400 So it's really dark.
01:36:12.300 Oh, so that was
01:36:12.800 a sneaky little move.
01:36:13.720 You have to imagine
01:36:14.320 it's intentional.
01:36:15.120 The police are completely,
01:36:16.640 oh, of course,
01:36:17.640 it's intentional.
01:36:18.320 They know exactly
01:36:18.900 what they're doing.
01:36:20.040 And the campus police
01:36:21.300 are 100% unprepared
01:36:23.220 for any real aggression.
01:36:24.940 Absolutely.
01:36:25.540 You know,
01:36:25.680 they're,
01:36:26.400 yeah, yeah.
01:36:26.840 And I mean,
01:36:27.520 to some degree
01:36:28.140 that's on them
01:36:28.880 and it's on the administration,
01:36:29.860 but it's also outside
01:36:31.200 their normal course
01:36:32.300 of training and activity.
01:36:33.420 They have no idea
01:36:34.300 what to do.
01:36:34.900 So the idea
01:36:35.400 that you're going
01:36:35.880 to be protected
01:36:36.620 by campus police
01:36:38.120 on campus,
01:36:38.860 you can bloody well
01:36:39.560 just forget about that.
01:36:40.680 That's not going to happen.
01:36:42.080 Okay,
01:36:42.320 so now it's dark.
01:36:43.760 And who is it
01:36:44.960 that's rushing you exactly?
01:36:46.520 And how many of them
01:36:47.200 are there?
01:36:47.900 A mob
01:36:48.540 of trans rights activists,
01:36:50.260 whether that be
01:36:51.080 trans individuals themselves,
01:36:53.120 whether that be
01:36:53.860 people within
01:36:54.760 this LGBTQ community,
01:36:56.420 whether that be
01:36:57.340 someone who just
01:36:58.480 considers themselves
01:36:59.360 an ally to this community,
01:37:01.220 there were so many
01:37:02.540 different,
01:37:03.260 I don't want to say
01:37:04.780 combinations
01:37:05.400 of a person,
01:37:07.040 but there were
01:37:07.720 men dressed as women
01:37:09.080 and women dressed as men
01:37:10.300 and everything in between.
01:37:11.400 So it was very,
01:37:12.980 again,
01:37:13.580 disorienting.
01:37:14.300 It was like,
01:37:15.040 who am I being met with?
01:37:16.260 What is happening?
01:37:18.080 So as the lights
01:37:19.380 are flickering,
01:37:19.980 the lights are on,
01:37:20.700 they're off,
01:37:21.640 an officer approaches me
01:37:23.100 very quickly
01:37:24.240 and she grabs me
01:37:25.160 and she's wearing
01:37:26.320 nothing that indicates
01:37:27.320 she's an officer.
01:37:28.000 And again,
01:37:28.480 I hadn't met her.
01:37:29.820 She never alerted me
01:37:30.860 she was in the room.
01:37:31.900 Her face is covered
01:37:32.600 with a mask
01:37:33.380 and she tells me
01:37:35.500 very quickly
01:37:35.980 trying to pull me along
01:37:37.140 as more people
01:37:38.500 are filtering into the room.
01:37:39.560 She says,
01:37:40.040 come with me,
01:37:40.700 I'm with the police.
01:37:42.500 And I didn't believe her.
01:37:43.540 Why would I believe her, right?
01:37:46.480 So I was very hesitant,
01:37:47.860 I was reluctant,
01:37:48.680 but truthfully,
01:37:49.280 I had no other choice
01:37:50.200 at this point
01:37:50.780 because I was being,
01:37:52.180 we were being rushed
01:37:52.840 at the front of the room.
01:37:54.220 So we kind of navigate
01:37:55.620 out of the room.
01:37:56.680 We're only met
01:37:57.420 with more protesters
01:37:58.600 once we get into the hallway.
01:37:59.920 We couldn't even come out
01:38:00.640 of the door of the classroom
01:38:01.740 because there were
01:38:02.500 so many people filtering in
01:38:03.960 that we had to go out
01:38:05.140 this back door
01:38:05.820 that led us to another classroom
01:38:07.680 to get out that way.
01:38:10.300 To which when we got
01:38:11.220 to the hallway,
01:38:12.600 you look down
01:38:13.420 to the staircase,
01:38:14.960 there's hundreds of people.
01:38:16.680 You look down
01:38:17.180 to the other staircase,
01:38:18.520 of course,
01:38:19.260 which is your exit path
01:38:20.420 to get out of the building,
01:38:22.200 and it's hundreds of people.
01:38:24.320 So ultimately,
01:38:25.380 we had no other choice
01:38:26.380 than this officer
01:38:27.080 led me to another room
01:38:28.500 along that same hallway
01:38:29.760 where I was barricaded
01:38:31.940 for three hours,
01:38:33.040 over three hours,
01:38:34.060 which was interesting.
01:38:38.880 It was,
01:38:39.400 I mean,
01:38:39.620 in those moments,
01:38:40.720 in those hours,
01:38:41.780 you fear for your life
01:38:43.080 hearing what these people
01:38:44.780 are yelling,
01:38:45.500 hearing the things
01:38:46.200 they want to do to you.
01:38:48.500 An array of things,
01:38:49.720 all of which were violent
01:38:50.760 and vengeful
01:38:51.320 and hateful
01:38:51.860 and all of the words,
01:38:53.360 of course,
01:38:53.960 in the...
01:38:54.860 Well, let's hear them.
01:38:55.800 Let's hear them.
01:38:56.360 What did they tell you?
01:38:57.260 Some of the things
01:38:57.780 they were yelling.
01:38:58.180 Yelling away.
01:38:58.680 One of the terms
01:38:59.960 they kept using,
01:39:01.060 which I think is so ironic,
01:39:02.740 they kept saying,
01:39:04.900 we fight back.
01:39:06.640 And I thought about this,
01:39:08.280 and I thought,
01:39:09.360 the day before this event,
01:39:12.040 the day before,
01:39:13.520 the press secretary
01:39:14.360 of the Biden administration
01:39:15.380 in a press conference
01:39:16.780 said the words,
01:39:18.460 our trans community,
01:39:19.460 they're resilient
01:39:20.080 and they fight back.
01:39:21.840 And so it just kept
01:39:22.760 replaying in my head,
01:39:24.220 wow,
01:39:24.500 they're using verbatim
01:39:25.740 the same verbiage
01:39:27.060 that Jean-Pierre,
01:39:28.960 whatever her name is,
01:39:30.340 is using.
01:39:31.620 They were yelling things.
01:39:32.460 I see.
01:39:32.840 So this is right from the top.
01:39:35.060 That's one of the things
01:39:36.100 that really makes you wonder
01:39:37.200 just exactly what country
01:39:38.640 you're in
01:39:39.020 at a time like that,
01:39:40.120 doesn't it?
01:39:40.620 Absolutely.
01:39:40.920 When the people
01:39:41.680 who are threatening you
01:39:43.380 and barricading you in
01:39:44.440 because you're objecting
01:39:46.020 to being,
01:39:46.620 what would you say,
01:39:48.020 subjected to an unfair competition
01:39:50.060 by any reasonable standard,
01:39:52.620 and now you're being mobbed
01:39:54.540 by half-demented lunatics
01:39:56.460 who are directly acting out
01:39:59.580 words that have come up,
01:40:00.780 come from the highest possible
01:40:02.020 state or,
01:40:03.260 well,
01:40:03.560 federal authorities.
01:40:04.660 Yeah,
01:40:04.800 that's real cute.
01:40:05.840 There's a betrayal for you.
01:40:07.060 That's a nice one.
01:40:08.480 They were yelling things
01:40:09.780 such as to the officers
01:40:11.640 who were standing outside.
01:40:13.040 They were saying,
01:40:13.840 you know,
01:40:14.020 you're only protecting her
01:40:15.160 because she's white.
01:40:16.560 They were yelling things,
01:40:18.100 which is,
01:40:19.620 they were yelling things
01:40:20.860 such as,
01:40:21.700 you know,
01:40:21.920 you shouldn't have come here.
01:40:22.940 You should have known
01:40:23.540 what you were getting yourself into.
01:40:24.940 You knew we would riot.
01:40:26.300 Let her out of that room
01:40:27.360 so we can handle her ourselves
01:40:28.860 at a point.
01:40:31.140 What do you think
01:40:31.600 would have happened?
01:40:32.320 What do you think
01:40:32.840 would have happened
01:40:33.380 just out of curiosity
01:40:34.480 or what were you imagining
01:40:35.660 would happen
01:40:36.140 if you would have,
01:40:37.260 if they would have got access to you?
01:40:39.080 It's a scary thought.
01:40:39.640 Do you have any sense?
01:40:40.500 Like realistic?
01:40:41.500 Yeah.
01:40:41.820 It's a scary thought.
01:40:42.620 We saw what happened
01:40:43.400 to Posey Parker
01:40:44.300 in New Zealand, right?
01:40:45.400 I mean,
01:40:45.620 she got mobbed quite nicely
01:40:47.260 and she had tomato soup
01:40:48.360 doused on her.
01:40:49.500 It never got to the point
01:40:50.980 of, you know,
01:40:52.060 permanent physical violence.
01:40:54.000 But they would have.
01:40:54.660 What do you think
01:40:56.620 would have happened?
01:40:57.400 I think just that.
01:40:58.460 I think these people,
01:40:59.900 based off of what
01:41:00.860 they were saying,
01:41:01.500 I mean,
01:41:01.660 they were explicitly saying
01:41:02.880 they wanted to hurt me.
01:41:05.100 Yeah.
01:41:05.500 I don't know
01:41:06.240 to what extent
01:41:07.140 that looks like,
01:41:08.380 but I'll tell you,
01:41:08.980 these people are,
01:41:10.120 they were unhinged.
01:41:11.480 They were relentless.
01:41:12.960 And that's something
01:41:13.640 they kept saying
01:41:14.260 is we're not letting up.
01:41:15.940 Right.
01:41:16.180 Well,
01:41:16.380 and they're in a mob too,
01:41:17.520 which is always a bad thing,
01:41:18.800 right?
01:41:18.960 Because even if
01:41:19.720 each of those people
01:41:20.700 was only 5% insane
01:41:22.300 on their own,
01:41:23.240 in a mob,
01:41:23.920 they're 100% insane.
01:41:25.460 And so,
01:41:26.200 yeah.
01:41:26.480 And so how many people
01:41:27.300 are in there
01:41:27.760 barricaded in with you?
01:41:29.020 And why were
01:41:30.360 the barricades effective?
01:41:31.420 Why didn't they just
01:41:32.080 like hammer down the doors
01:41:33.300 and have at her?
01:41:34.280 It was just
01:41:34.880 in terms of
01:41:36.440 people in the room
01:41:38.320 other than the officers,
01:41:39.360 it was just me
01:41:40.080 in that room.
01:41:41.220 There was a few officers
01:41:42.440 who would filter in and out,
01:41:44.680 but there was
01:41:45.580 a few campus officers
01:41:46.720 who stood outside the door
01:41:47.840 who kept people
01:41:49.520 from, I guess,
01:41:50.400 tearing down the door.
01:41:52.440 How did they treat you?
01:41:53.480 How did the officers
01:41:54.300 themselves treat you?
01:41:55.160 What was their attitude
01:41:55.940 towards you like?
01:41:57.140 I was,
01:41:58.140 I of course respect
01:41:59.180 law enforcement
01:41:59.840 and applaud them
01:42:01.360 for their job
01:42:02.460 because it's a hard job
01:42:03.360 and it's a thankless job.
01:42:05.900 But these officers
01:42:07.960 were,
01:42:10.440 I don't know if pitiful
01:42:11.700 is too harsh,
01:42:12.540 but they were terrified.
01:42:14.860 They were terrified.
01:42:16.300 They were scared
01:42:17.140 to be seen as anything
01:42:18.460 other than an ally
01:42:19.300 to this community.
01:42:20.600 There was one
01:42:21.460 person in the mob
01:42:23.180 who was African American
01:42:24.300 who,
01:42:25.400 I guess,
01:42:25.900 the officer just
01:42:26.560 had to push around a little
01:42:27.680 and to which
01:42:28.300 this person yelled back,
01:42:29.560 you know,
01:42:29.740 you're only doing this
01:42:30.580 because I'm African American.
01:42:32.140 I'm going to sue.
01:42:33.440 And so these officers,
01:42:34.480 they don't want to put
01:42:35.300 themselves in that position.
01:42:36.340 They've seen how
01:42:36.800 that's gone in the past,
01:42:37.980 again,
01:42:38.500 to a much
01:42:39.100 greater extreme.
01:42:40.440 But they don't want
01:42:42.820 to deal with this.
01:42:43.800 They want all hands
01:42:44.820 off deck.
01:42:45.680 So it affected
01:42:46.560 how they did their job.
01:42:49.440 They were terrified
01:42:50.940 of creating
01:42:53.140 a safe exit strategy
01:42:54.180 for me,
01:42:54.720 using force
01:42:55.360 by any means.
01:42:56.200 I missed my flight home,
01:42:57.840 to which I told them,
01:42:58.980 you know,
01:42:59.720 I'm going to miss my flight.
01:43:01.360 Is there something
01:43:02.180 we can do?
01:43:02.880 I want to go home.
01:43:03.800 I don't want to be stuck
01:43:04.580 in San Francisco anymore.
01:43:06.320 To which at this point,
01:43:07.120 I began to get upset.
01:43:08.380 So you're essentially,
01:43:09.480 at that point,
01:43:10.140 you're essentially kidnapped.
01:43:11.740 Well,
01:43:12.200 it gets even better
01:43:12.960 from there
01:43:13.520 because inside this room,
01:43:16.440 I could hear
01:43:17.000 these protesters
01:43:17.640 on the outside.
01:43:19.100 And probably two hours
01:43:20.620 or so in,
01:43:21.640 maybe two and a half,
01:43:23.240 these protesters,
01:43:24.200 the dean of students
01:43:24.820 shows up.
01:43:26.360 These protesters
01:43:26.980 are trying to negotiate
01:43:28.040 if I make it home safely.
01:43:29.760 They're saying,
01:43:30.420 if she wants to make it home,
01:43:31.440 she has to pay us.
01:43:32.920 To which the dean of students
01:43:34.220 is negotiating with them.
01:43:36.180 They all claim-
01:43:37.020 Pay you.
01:43:37.480 What?
01:43:37.760 Pay you,
01:43:38.560 meaning what?
01:43:39.160 I had to pay the mob.
01:43:41.780 That's what they were claiming.
01:43:43.800 What did you have to pay them?
01:43:45.940 A couple suggestions were made.
01:43:48.060 One person suggested,
01:43:49.400 you know,
01:43:49.660 if she wants to make it home safely,
01:43:51.040 she has to pay us $10 each,
01:43:53.280 which is so silly.
01:43:57.380 It's not silly.
01:43:58.620 It's kidnapping.
01:44:00.160 It's not silly.
01:44:01.280 It's horrible.
01:44:02.000 It's beyond reproach.
01:44:03.500 It's beyond surreal.
01:44:07.600 Oh, that's amazing.
01:44:08.680 And so the dean of students
01:44:11.060 didn't take names
01:44:13.520 and decide that those were some students
01:44:15.300 that could be easily dispensed with
01:44:17.320 and removed from the campus permanently.
01:44:20.320 She decided she'd negotiate with them
01:44:22.320 and play nice
01:44:22.900 because after all,
01:44:23.780 all they were doing
01:44:24.700 was kidnapping you
01:44:25.640 and engaging in extortion
01:44:28.000 with the threat of violence.
01:44:29.760 That's all they were doing.
01:44:31.320 Whereas you were,
01:44:32.300 you know,
01:44:32.940 complaining about the fact
01:44:34.380 that you'd been subjected
01:44:35.420 to an utterly unfair competition
01:44:37.960 by officials that had betrayed you.
01:44:40.940 That's your crime.
01:44:41.760 Their crime is kidnapping and extortion.
01:44:43.880 And you'll love this.
01:44:45.000 Cute.
01:44:45.240 Because after this event,
01:44:47.820 I can,
01:44:49.580 and I can talk a little bit
01:44:50.920 about how I actually got out.
01:44:52.360 But after this event,
01:44:53.840 rather than releasing a statement
01:44:57.180 saying we condemn violence
01:44:59.080 or we have to uphold
01:45:01.360 the freedom of speech,
01:45:02.760 the vice president of student affairs,
01:45:04.720 her name is Dr. Jamila Moore.
01:45:06.520 She sent out an email
01:45:07.420 to their student body.
01:45:09.260 And this email,
01:45:10.740 it says,
01:45:12.500 we applaud our brave students.
01:45:15.940 They were in a situation
01:45:17.500 where they were met with adversity.
01:45:21.080 They were met with,
01:45:23.180 they were put in a very hard circumstance
01:45:25.340 listening to someone
01:45:26.260 who spreads violence.
01:45:27.920 And we applaud their bravery
01:45:29.440 and their peaceful protests.
01:45:31.380 Sent an email to their university
01:45:33.920 describing what I went through
01:45:36.220 as peaceful.
01:45:37.680 And so I read this.
01:45:39.080 Yeah, yeah, yeah.
01:45:39.740 And I'm so curious.
01:45:40.380 Yeah, well, you know,
01:45:41.100 that's a real,
01:45:41.800 that's a real backhanded compliment
01:45:43.600 that you're a sufficiently terrifying force
01:45:45.880 to have oppressed,
01:45:46.900 you know,
01:45:47.700 200 rampaging mobsters.
01:45:51.640 You know,
01:45:52.100 you really are quite the monster
01:45:53.640 if you were able to manage that.
01:45:55.060 Exactly.
01:45:55.720 While you're,
01:45:56.400 while you're being barricaded in a room
01:45:58.620 and,
01:45:58.920 and essentially kidnapped and extorted.
01:46:01.480 So, you know,
01:46:02.060 that's definitely a compliment.
01:46:03.800 Totally.
01:46:04.080 The most backhanded possible way.
01:46:06.100 Yeah, yeah.
01:46:06.520 Well, it's quite something
01:46:07.320 to watch this,
01:46:08.580 to watch this,
01:46:11.180 this offer of an extended sense
01:46:14.860 of victimization
01:46:15.800 to the perpetrators themselves.
01:46:18.820 You know,
01:46:19.060 had to undergo all the trauma
01:46:20.440 of having to listen to you
01:46:22.020 describe how you were betrayed
01:46:23.460 by the NCAA
01:46:24.340 and by the Biden administration
01:46:26.620 and by all the virtue signaling dimwits
01:46:28.740 who thought that forcing you
01:46:30.620 and your teammates
01:46:31.300 to compete against a man
01:46:32.620 was actually acceptable
01:46:34.280 and morally justifiable.
01:46:36.680 You know,
01:46:36.840 and so now we're in a situation
01:46:38.100 where your mere attempts
01:46:39.440 to defend yourself
01:46:40.500 are regarded as some variant
01:46:42.480 of hate speech
01:46:43.260 and provocation of violence.
01:46:45.000 Yeah,
01:46:45.220 that's perfectly goddamn delightful.
01:46:47.040 That's a lovely way
01:46:47.840 to think about it.
01:46:48.640 So,
01:46:49.260 yeah,
01:46:50.060 I don't suppose you heard
01:46:50.800 from anyone like Kamala Harris,
01:46:52.440 for example,
01:46:53.140 complimenting you on your bravery.
01:46:54.980 I know she sent off a missive
01:46:56.460 a while back to Dylan Mulvaney,
01:46:58.380 you know,
01:46:58.700 letting him know
01:46:59.300 what a brave soul he was
01:47:00.600 for doing whatever the hell
01:47:02.140 it is that he's doing.
01:47:03.360 I don't suppose you heard anything
01:47:04.620 from anybody up
01:47:06.260 in the Democratic authorities
01:47:07.560 complimenting you on your bravery.
01:47:10.080 Absolutely not.
01:47:10.980 I bet you haven't.
01:47:11.780 No.
01:47:12.400 Yeah,
01:47:12.840 that is,
01:47:13.880 I'm not holding my breath.
01:47:16.880 That's...
01:47:17.360 No,
01:47:17.600 no,
01:47:17.900 no,
01:47:18.160 no.
01:47:19.180 No.
01:47:19.480 Okay,
01:47:19.800 so let's look,
01:47:20.540 we should wrap this up.
01:47:22.060 We've been going
01:47:22.620 for about 90 minutes.
01:47:23.560 That's a lovely story
01:47:24.520 to conclude with.
01:47:25.940 And so,
01:47:27.120 wow.
01:47:28.200 So,
01:47:29.200 one final question,
01:47:30.500 perhaps,
01:47:30.940 and maybe there's something else
01:47:32.080 you want to add as well.
01:47:33.860 That's quite the experience
01:47:35.160 you went through at SFU.
01:47:36.540 I experienced something like that
01:47:38.260 at Queen's University.
01:47:39.900 We were barricaded into a...
01:47:42.160 I had 500 people in there with me,
01:47:44.120 but the mob came
01:47:45.560 and barricaded the doors,
01:47:47.240 and they were pounding on the windows,
01:47:48.860 which they eventually broke.
01:47:50.580 And, you know,
01:47:51.160 it was quite the mob scene.
01:47:53.480 Wow.
01:47:53.620 And so,
01:47:54.740 you know,
01:47:55.160 yeah,
01:47:55.480 yeah,
01:47:55.700 so I'm familiar
01:47:57.320 with that kind of thing,
01:47:58.220 although you were outnumbered
01:47:59.920 a lot worse than I was,
01:48:01.340 let's say.
01:48:03.000 So,
01:48:03.660 that's another existential shock,
01:48:06.200 eh,
01:48:06.320 to go through something like that
01:48:07.600 and to see just exactly
01:48:08.860 how corrupt
01:48:09.420 these bloody institutions
01:48:10.520 have become
01:48:11.080 and how eager
01:48:12.140 they might be
01:48:13.080 to throw you to the wolves.
01:48:14.360 And so,
01:48:15.140 you know,
01:48:15.440 you've already been through
01:48:16.500 your fair share
01:48:17.700 of inverting experiences,
01:48:20.720 let's say.
01:48:21.520 What did this do to you?
01:48:23.720 It was interesting
01:48:24.420 because...
01:48:24.440 And what conclusions
01:48:25.020 have you drawn?
01:48:26.460 At first,
01:48:27.340 naturally,
01:48:28.280 this almost deters you,
01:48:30.920 right?
01:48:31.280 I mean,
01:48:31.800 when you're met
01:48:32.580 with this kind of force,
01:48:34.600 it's terrifying.
01:48:37.060 Again,
01:48:37.640 based off of
01:48:38.200 what they were yelling,
01:48:39.160 how they orchestrated
01:48:40.160 all this,
01:48:40.720 how the officers
01:48:41.380 did nothing,
01:48:42.020 how the administration
01:48:43.180 applauded it.
01:48:44.400 It just makes you feel
01:48:45.360 as if you're doing
01:48:46.060 something wrong.
01:48:47.540 But after,
01:48:49.540 of course,
01:48:50.060 the next day,
01:48:50.860 I step away
01:48:51.540 from the situation,
01:48:52.300 and I'm thinking to myself
01:48:53.380 on my flight back home,
01:48:54.960 eventually,
01:48:55.500 I made my flight back home,
01:48:57.020 and it just occurred to me,
01:49:00.000 they have nothing else
01:49:01.920 to dissuade
01:49:02.820 from my argument
01:49:03.680 other than reacting
01:49:05.040 that way.
01:49:05.940 They don't have truth.
01:49:07.220 They don't have science.
01:49:08.200 They don't have any
01:49:08.900 logical points.
01:49:10.060 They don't have
01:49:10.740 reasoning.
01:49:12.100 They don't have
01:49:12.820 anything
01:49:13.320 that would
01:49:14.420 allow them
01:49:15.780 to have an argument
01:49:16.620 that's substantial enough
01:49:17.700 to go back
01:49:19.320 and forth
01:49:19.680 with mine.
01:49:20.420 So that's why
01:49:21.260 they react
01:49:21.780 the way they do.
01:49:23.360 So then it hit me,
01:49:24.920 this can't be something
01:49:25.820 that silences me.
01:49:29.000 If they act
01:49:30.120 this way,
01:49:30.620 it only means
01:49:31.360 you're getting closer,
01:49:32.800 you're right over
01:49:33.300 the target.
01:49:35.520 That being said,
01:49:37.040 it's not going
01:49:38.580 to deter me.
01:49:39.380 It's only going
01:49:40.400 to encourage me
01:49:41.520 to continue.
01:49:42.700 I have now
01:49:43.180 increased my security,
01:49:44.500 so I guess
01:49:45.440 I can thank them
01:49:46.100 for that.
01:49:46.940 And I can thank them
01:49:47.840 for,
01:49:48.160 truthfully,
01:49:48.500 I think this whole
01:49:49.020 situation backfired
01:49:49.940 on them.
01:49:51.120 Because,
01:49:52.180 again,
01:49:52.580 while this shouldn't
01:49:53.160 be a political
01:49:53.760 issue,
01:49:55.140 it's inevitable
01:49:55.780 that it is.
01:49:57.320 And this has made
01:49:58.280 even a lot of
01:49:59.400 liberals,
01:50:01.220 a lot of people
01:50:01.740 who typically
01:50:02.260 lean left,
01:50:03.440 really open their
01:50:04.240 eyes to
01:50:05.020 what the left,
01:50:07.420 again,
01:50:08.180 I hate this is
01:50:08.780 political,
01:50:09.180 but it is,
01:50:09.620 what the left
01:50:10.100 is really doing here.
01:50:11.700 This is how
01:50:12.360 they react
01:50:13.000 when simply
01:50:14.100 they don't
01:50:14.540 agree with
01:50:15.020 someone.
01:50:15.880 This is what
01:50:16.520 they're willing
01:50:16.960 to do.
01:50:18.000 And so it's
01:50:18.540 opened a lot
01:50:19.080 of eyes.
01:50:19.560 It's only
01:50:19.900 increased my
01:50:20.900 social media
01:50:21.460 following.
01:50:21.940 It's only
01:50:22.220 increased my
01:50:22.820 platform to
01:50:23.460 continue sharing
01:50:24.120 my message,
01:50:25.240 which that's
01:50:26.360 never,
01:50:27.060 I never want
01:50:27.640 to advance
01:50:28.060 myself personally.
01:50:29.000 Again,
01:50:29.160 it's not about
01:50:29.680 me.
01:50:29.940 It's not about
01:50:30.420 my social media
01:50:31.080 following.
01:50:31.640 It's about
01:50:32.140 getting the
01:50:33.020 message out
01:50:33.500 to whoever
01:50:34.340 will listen,
01:50:36.180 whoever wants
01:50:36.780 to hear it.
01:50:37.280 I'm willing
01:50:37.580 to talk.
01:50:39.060 What do you
01:50:39.720 want?
01:50:40.480 What do you
01:50:40.840 want?
01:50:41.100 If you could
01:50:41.460 have what you
01:50:41.980 wanted,
01:50:42.460 let's talk
01:50:43.000 about the NCAA.
01:50:44.100 Let's talk
01:50:44.560 about the
01:50:44.900 sports
01:50:45.240 organizations.
01:50:46.860 What are
01:50:47.440 your terms
01:50:47.940 of peace?
01:50:48.780 What do you
01:50:49.520 think should
01:50:49.880 be done?
01:50:51.020 Of course,
01:50:51.640 I want
01:50:51.860 change.
01:50:52.820 What I've
01:50:53.320 been doing
01:50:53.560 this past
01:50:53.960 year is
01:50:54.300 traveling
01:50:54.600 state to
01:50:55.100 state,
01:50:56.060 testifying a
01:50:56.800 different state
01:50:57.220 legislature.
01:50:57.900 I'm going
01:50:58.140 back to
01:50:58.500 Texas on
01:50:58.940 Monday to
01:50:59.420 testify,
01:51:00.480 testifying in
01:51:01.220 front of
01:51:01.460 Congress in
01:51:02.660 just a few
01:51:03.120 weeks.
01:51:04.300 So whether
01:51:04.900 that be the
01:51:05.420 state level,
01:51:05.960 the federal
01:51:06.260 level,
01:51:06.720 upholding
01:51:07.140 Title IX,
01:51:07.660 that's a
01:51:07.980 big ordeal
01:51:08.840 right now.
01:51:10.500 Doing
01:51:10.940 everything in
01:51:11.480 my power to
01:51:12.860 combat
01:51:13.760 this movement.
01:51:15.500 So I'm
01:51:17.000 hopeful there
01:51:17.640 in regards to
01:51:18.640 sports-specific
01:51:19.720 governing bodies.
01:51:22.960 It's interesting
01:51:23.860 because you have
01:51:24.440 many sports
01:51:25.000 going many
01:51:25.480 different ways.
01:51:26.660 Swimming,
01:51:27.080 track and
01:51:27.380 field,
01:51:27.720 they've taken
01:51:28.160 a good
01:51:28.400 approach.
01:51:29.020 But what
01:51:29.480 about rowing
01:51:30.360 and FIFA
01:51:30.840 and other
01:51:31.380 sports?
01:51:32.020 They've taken
01:51:32.500 the total
01:51:33.180 opposite.
01:51:33.680 Mixed
01:51:34.060 martial arts
01:51:34.740 fighting.
01:51:35.160 They've
01:51:35.640 taken the
01:51:36.080 total
01:51:36.320 opposite
01:51:36.680 approach.
01:51:37.500 And so
01:51:38.020 while I
01:51:39.780 might not
01:51:40.160 have much
01:51:40.660 expertise in
01:51:41.500 cycling or
01:51:42.100 disc golf or
01:51:42.760 whatever that
01:51:43.220 might look
01:51:43.600 like, I
01:51:44.500 still want to
01:51:44.900 do everything
01:51:45.360 I can to
01:51:46.020 fight for
01:51:46.400 those girls
01:51:47.320 and women.
01:51:48.580 Again, they
01:51:49.800 might not have
01:51:50.380 the confidence.
01:51:51.040 They might not
01:51:51.440 have the
01:51:51.840 personal testimony
01:51:53.040 I have.
01:51:54.140 They might not
01:51:54.920 have the
01:51:57.320 security to
01:51:58.700 speak up.
01:51:59.820 So doing what
01:52:00.460 I can for
01:52:00.960 them.
01:52:01.480 So ultimately,
01:52:02.280 change is what I
01:52:02.860 want to enact.
01:52:03.320 No girl should
01:52:03.960 have to go
01:52:04.340 through what
01:52:04.660 we went
01:52:05.000 through,
01:52:05.640 regardless of
01:52:06.400 what level,
01:52:06.980 regardless of
01:52:07.460 what age,
01:52:08.000 regardless of
01:52:08.460 what sport.
01:52:09.820 Two, I think
01:52:11.460 there needs to
01:52:11.940 be a sense of
01:52:12.440 accountability,
01:52:13.540 whether that be
01:52:14.160 from universities,
01:52:15.060 whether that be
01:52:15.600 from administrations,
01:52:16.880 whether that be
01:52:17.460 from the
01:52:18.140 government.
01:52:19.100 There needs to
01:52:20.080 be a sense of
01:52:20.760 accountability of
01:52:21.620 how this is
01:52:22.280 harmful to
01:52:22.840 women because
01:52:23.380 the people who
01:52:24.060 are in
01:52:24.560 opposition of
01:52:26.040 this right
01:52:27.180 now of
01:52:27.580 protecting women's
01:52:28.400 sports specifically,
01:52:29.660 really women in
01:52:30.340 general, but
01:52:30.860 we're talking
01:52:31.540 about women's
01:52:32.040 sports.
01:52:32.380 These people
01:52:33.400 who are doing
01:52:34.980 everything in
01:52:35.520 their power to
01:52:36.380 advocate for
01:52:37.240 male trans
01:52:38.400 inclusion in
01:52:39.260 these spaces,
01:52:40.500 they're not
01:52:41.740 acknowledging how
01:52:42.500 this is hurting
01:52:43.060 women and
01:52:43.620 therefore it's
01:52:45.880 overall harmful.
01:52:47.720 I believe there
01:52:48.640 needs to be a
01:52:49.120 sense of
01:52:49.420 acknowledgement from
01:52:50.360 all of those
01:52:51.040 different entities
01:52:52.740 that are listed
01:52:53.940 to understand why
01:52:57.000 this is harmful
01:52:57.540 to women.
01:52:59.060 So that's what
01:52:59.740 I've been trying
01:53:00.240 to communicate to
01:53:01.320 anyone and
01:53:01.760 everyone.
01:53:02.380 who will
01:53:02.900 listen.
01:53:03.620 Yeah.
01:53:04.220 Well, kind of
01:53:06.620 looks to me like
01:53:07.300 you're doing it
01:53:07.780 with a fair
01:53:08.180 degree of
01:53:08.580 effectiveness.
01:53:09.440 And so, you
01:53:10.260 know, congratulations
01:53:11.120 on that front.
01:53:12.700 I'm sure you've
01:53:13.700 got no shortage
01:53:15.540 of surreal
01:53:18.420 adventures in
01:53:20.020 front of you
01:53:20.500 over the next
01:53:21.100 while because,
01:53:22.020 you know, this
01:53:23.160 is a crazy
01:53:23.820 situation that you
01:53:24.880 found yourself
01:53:25.620 in.
01:53:25.920 and you certainly
01:53:27.200 saw that at
01:53:28.040 San Francisco
01:53:28.920 State, you
01:53:31.240 know, to be
01:53:32.160 mobbed like that
01:53:33.000 and then to have
01:53:33.600 the administration
01:53:34.500 feel sorry for
01:53:35.520 the mobbers and
01:53:36.480 to acclaim their
01:53:37.880 virtue for, you
01:53:38.780 know, having the
01:53:39.500 courage to stand
01:53:40.300 up to such a
01:53:41.060 reprehensible,
01:53:41.980 powerful individual
01:53:42.840 as you.
01:53:43.380 It's quite the
01:53:44.720 bloody charade and,
01:53:45.980 you know, it's very
01:53:46.540 much emblematic of
01:53:47.520 what's going on in
01:53:48.260 the universities.
01:53:49.080 They have many sins
01:53:50.860 on their conscience,
01:53:52.180 that's for sure.
01:53:53.360 And this is one of
01:53:54.500 them.
01:53:54.820 And this whole
01:53:56.760 spectacle is so
01:53:58.240 surreal that it's,
01:53:59.620 you know, it's a
01:54:00.380 form of black
01:54:01.020 comedy and it's
01:54:02.540 quite something to
01:54:03.320 be in the midst
01:54:05.300 of that maelstrom.
01:54:06.220 But you seem to be
01:54:07.180 holding your head
01:54:07.700 up quite nicely.
01:54:08.580 And if you're
01:54:09.380 careful and you've
01:54:10.500 been smart enough
01:54:11.100 not to apologize
01:54:11.920 or backtrack,
01:54:12.820 and that's a big
01:54:13.420 deal.
01:54:14.140 So tell the people
01:54:15.780 that you're in
01:54:16.300 touch with, you
01:54:17.060 know, especially
01:54:18.460 Leah Thomas'
01:54:19.400 teammates, that I'd
01:54:20.900 be more than happy
01:54:21.620 to talk to them if
01:54:22.540 they'd like to share
01:54:23.340 with me exactly
01:54:24.200 what has happened.
01:54:25.420 That'd be great.
01:54:26.080 Especially with
01:54:26.760 regards to the,
01:54:27.960 you know, the
01:54:28.940 administrators of
01:54:30.280 the athletic events
01:54:32.000 and the university
01:54:32.880 administrators,
01:54:33.720 especially, I'd
01:54:35.360 really like to
01:54:36.400 talk to them about
01:54:37.180 how it was that
01:54:38.260 they got finagled
01:54:39.600 into taking
01:54:40.880 mandatory ethical
01:54:43.060 retraining programs
01:54:44.380 as a way of
01:54:45.300 redressing their
01:54:46.160 complaints.
01:54:47.200 Because that is,
01:54:47.980 that is so
01:54:49.240 inexcusable that
01:54:50.380 it's, well, it's
01:54:51.340 a whole new level
01:54:52.280 of miraculous and
01:54:54.120 malevolent stupidity.
01:54:56.040 Right?
01:54:56.420 Oh, you don't have
01:54:57.360 a problem.
01:54:57.940 You're actually
01:54:58.600 mentally ill.
01:54:59.640 And if you were
01:55:00.240 just a little bit
01:55:00.980 more compassionate,
01:55:02.280 you wouldn't mind
01:55:03.160 sharing your locker
01:55:04.400 room with a
01:55:05.340 demented male
01:55:06.180 narcissist.
01:55:07.560 Absolutely.
01:55:08.480 Right, right, right.
01:55:09.920 So we could have a
01:55:10.560 fun conversation about
01:55:11.620 that so you can let
01:55:12.580 them know.
01:55:13.300 I will.
01:55:14.240 I will.
01:55:14.680 They'll love that.
01:55:15.260 All right.
01:55:16.320 All right.
01:55:16.900 Okay, so Riley,
01:55:17.800 well, thank you very
01:55:19.340 much for agreeing to
01:55:20.180 talk to me today.
01:55:20.880 That was quite
01:55:21.360 fascinating.
01:55:22.380 And, you know,
01:55:23.520 congratulations on
01:55:24.600 your hard-won
01:55:25.280 resilience.
01:55:26.100 It seems to,
01:55:26.940 you seem, it seems
01:55:28.020 to, all that
01:55:28.620 dedication seems to
01:55:29.640 have paid off in a
01:55:30.560 very strange way.
01:55:31.560 And God only knows
01:55:32.700 where that'll lead.
01:55:33.620 And to everyone
01:55:34.800 watching and listening
01:55:35.820 on YouTube, thanks
01:55:36.880 for your time and
01:55:37.560 attention.
01:55:38.440 To the Daily Wire
01:55:39.060 Plus people for
01:55:39.980 facilitating this
01:55:40.860 conversation.
01:55:41.980 Thank you to the
01:55:42.880 film crew here in
01:55:43.860 Porto, Portugal.
01:55:46.000 Thank you for making
01:55:47.540 this so smooth and
01:55:48.580 making it work.
01:55:49.500 And we're going to,
01:55:50.460 I'm going to continue
01:55:51.120 to talk to Riley for
01:55:52.140 another half an hour on
01:55:53.040 the Daily Wire Plus
01:55:53.840 platform side of things
01:55:55.180 behind the paywall.
01:55:56.560 If any of you who are
01:55:57.660 listening are inclined to
01:55:58.760 throw a little support
01:55:59.460 in their direction, you
01:56:00.640 might want to consider
01:56:01.360 doing that because we
01:56:02.700 are in something
01:56:03.340 approximating pretty deep
01:56:04.620 cultural war and you
01:56:06.120 might want to, you
01:56:07.220 know, do what you can
01:56:08.240 to support those people
01:56:09.360 who are, well, let's
01:56:12.580 say who are supporting
01:56:13.620 the proposition that
01:56:14.820 women shouldn't compete
01:56:16.380 against giant men in
01:56:18.060 their own sports, just
01:56:19.520 for starters.
01:56:20.900 So, all right, Riley,
01:56:22.640 good to meet you.
01:56:23.340 Yes, you too.
01:56:24.220 We'll meet again here
01:56:24.920 right away.
01:56:25.540 Okay.
01:56:25.780 Hello, everyone.
01:56:28.620 I would encourage you
01:56:29.500 to continue listening to
01:56:30.920 my conversation with my
01:56:32.280 guest on dailywireplus.com.