The Jordan B. Peterson Podcast - July 20, 2023


376. Truth and Adventure as an Antidote to Suffering | Douglas Murray


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Author, columnist, and political commentator Douglas Murray joins me to discuss his new book, The War on the West, and why he thinks we should all be looking for meaning in the world. We talk about the need for a sense of purpose, and why it s important that we all seek to understand why we are the way we are and why we do what we do, and how we do it in order to make sense of the world we live in. We also discuss the role of the messianic stage in human development, and the role that it plays in shaping our understanding of the nature of purpose and the search for meaning, and what it means to be a child of God and a human being. Dr. Jordan B. Peterson has created a new series that could be a lifeline for those battling depression and anxiety. With decades of experience helping patients, Dr. Peterson offers a unique understanding of why you might be feeling this way, and offers a roadmap towards healing. He provides a roadmap toward healing, showing that while the journey isn t easy, it s absolutely possible to find your way forward. If you re suffering, please know you are not alone. There s hope, and there s a path to feeling better. Go to Dailywire Plus now and start watching Dr. B.P. Peterson s new series on Depression and Anxiety. Let s take the first step towards the brighter future you deserve. -Let s take a step towards feeling better, and let s make a brighter future that you deserve! - Dr. P.B. . Subscribe to Daily Wire Plus to get immediate access to all the newest episodes of The Dark Side of the Dark Side Podcasts Podcasts wherever you get your most up to date news and information. Subscribe on Apple Podcasts Subscribe on iTunes Learn more about your ad choices. Subscribe on Audible Subscribe on Podchaser Become a supporter of our new podcast Become a Friend on iTunes Subscribe on PODcaster Connect with PODCAST Connect with your fellow podcaster Connect with me on social media Learn more on this Podcasts and Podcasts Subscribe at Podcharity Connect with Meghan R. Murray and more! Subscribe & Share the Podcasts on the Podchronicity on Social Media to our new Podcasts & Podcasts! Subscribe to my Insta-Friendship v=Q&t= & more


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00:00:00.940 Hey everyone, real quick before you skip, I want to talk to you about something serious and important.
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00:00:20.100 With decades of experience helping patients, Dr. Peterson offers a unique understanding of why you might be feeling this way in his new series.
00:00:27.420 He provides a roadmap towards healing, showing that while the journey isn't easy, it's absolutely possible to find your way forward.
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00:00:57.420 Hello everyone watching and listening.
00:01:11.200 Today I'm speaking with author, columnist, and political commentator Douglas Murray, who's been on my podcast a number of times.
00:01:19.060 We talked about his latest book not so long ago, The War on the West.
00:01:22.660 We discuss how a misguided purpose leads to abject misery and hopelessness, the cowardice of experts who choose silence, experts and others, let's say, who choose silence in the face of malevolence, the psychology of fear, and the necessity of willful exposure to combat that fear.
00:01:44.100 So we went out for dinner last night to Royal 35, which was very good.
00:01:49.100 That's a steakhouse that looks like a classic mafioso place, as far as I'm concerned, but they make great steaks.
00:01:55.200 And one of the things we talked a little bit about was your burgeoning interest in purpose.
00:02:01.420 And so I'm curious about that.
00:02:03.040 So the first question I have, I guess, is why you think that's attracted your interest, that particular topic?
00:02:09.760 I think it's because I just increasingly notice, as I'm sure you do, that it's the question underneath almost all questions in our day.
00:02:18.540 A lot of the things that you and I spend a considerable amount of our time railing against are things we critique, criticize, find holes in, push back against.
00:02:30.820 But you're always confronted by the fact that you're dealing with somebody who believes that they find their sense of purpose from the thing that we find, you know, untruthful, irritating or worse.
00:02:44.280 And you see all of these versions in our day, I think, of misguided purpose, purpose used to the wrong ends, meaning found in places that really don't give much satisfaction, but give people the drive to get up in the morning.
00:03:06.380 And act sometimes well, often malevolently, more often than not, perhaps malevolently.
00:03:14.060 But it seems to me that this sort of meaning crisis is one that many of the people that you and I have problems with, should we say, are actually addressing.
00:03:25.320 I mean, in their own inept and sometimes malevolent way, they are sort of speaking to a depth.
00:03:31.420 Well, one of the things the left does very well, there's a developmental psychologist named Jean Piaget, who was a great psychologist.
00:03:40.000 And he called himself a genetic epistemologist, actually, because he was interested in knowledge structures and how they developed.
00:03:48.720 And so he really thought he was a practical philosopher.
00:03:50.820 But in any case, he noted that human children, as they develop, go through stages of development, each stage was in some ways a different, you could say, a different theory of being.
00:04:05.060 And that the last stage that he identified was the messianic stage.
00:04:09.760 And developmental psychologists haven't paid much attention to that because they tended to shy away from anything that smacked of, let's say, religious thinking.
00:04:17.300 Even though Piaget was motivated fundamentally by the desire to bridge the gap between science and religion, which, by the way, I think he did quite well, the messianic period is late adolescence.
00:04:29.260 And you might think about it anthropologically, I suppose, as associated with the need for individuals of that age to move away from their immediate local friendship group, which would have been the bridge from dependence on their parents, to identification with the broader culture.
00:04:49.560 And so what they're trying to find at that point is something like a sense of universal purpose, right?
00:04:57.500 And that touches on this issue of purpose, obviously, and meaning.
00:05:01.600 And you, in the way that you laid this out when we began this discussion, you implied a number of presuppositions of that there are malevolent purposes, that there are fractured purposes, that there are counterproductive purposes, that there is purpose.
00:05:24.400 I presume you would also agree that there are shallow purposes and deep purposes.
00:05:28.480 Absolutely.
00:05:29.820 I mean, like, there are shallow enjoyments and deep enjoyments.
00:05:33.820 One of the things that Burke says in his work on The Sublime is that, of course, there are things you immediately know to be enjoyable, and there are acquired pleasures.
00:05:43.780 And that's just on the level of pleasures.
00:05:45.380 I mean, he gives the example, I think, of cigar smoking or whiskey, I think, as an example of a pleasure you don't get straight away.
00:05:52.020 And so, yes, I mean, there are things that can drive people and give also an ephemeral sense of purpose.
00:06:00.960 But the issue of deeper purpose is one I just see as being very dangerously unaddressed in our day.
00:06:08.220 And I think it's – I referred to this recently in a speech in London saying if, for instance, the left approach you with the opportunity to spend your life rampagingly campaigning to provide, you know, cosmic social justice on this earth now.
00:06:29.860 Saving the planet.
00:06:30.760 Saving the planet.
00:06:33.980 Not burning to death tomorrow.
00:06:36.420 Various other things.
00:06:37.560 And also are driven by things like envy, resentment, very, very deep, deep human instincts, ineradical human instincts, that if you don't like what they're doing and what they're suggesting, you can't just answer on a technicality.
00:06:53.860 And the example I gave quite – or I gave in that speech in London was, you know, if you have people telling you you can get a burning sense of meaning in your life by being resentful, a conservative or somebody on the right cannot simply say, well, we've got a tax break we've discovered.
00:07:13.740 Right, right.
00:07:14.640 I mean, it might do something.
00:07:15.720 You can't simply say that resentment is wrong because the alternative isn't well fleshed out.
00:07:23.260 Well, the alternative, as Nietzsche says, is gratitude.
00:07:26.000 Well, right, right, right.
00:07:27.700 Which is doable, but you need to work at that more than you need to work at resentment.
00:07:34.200 Yeah, well, that – okay, so there's a bridge there between the idea of longer-term and acquired purposes and practice and work.
00:07:41.540 You said that you have to work at gratitude, right, and so that makes it a practice.
00:07:45.460 And I don't think that – I think that people generally presume that a sentiment or state of mind like gratitude is something that descends upon you rather than something that you acquire through effort.
00:07:57.320 And I think that that's a real mistake, right?
00:07:59.240 Absolutely.
00:07:59.580 I mean, you and I, I think, both probably have the same attitude on this, which is that we know that, you know, we're very lucky today to be sitting in a city which has its problems but is very successful.
00:08:12.000 You've got some chance of being mugged in the street, but not all that much.
00:08:16.080 If you do, you can get justice.
00:08:18.800 There is a justice system.
00:08:20.900 There are people who hear you if you have suffered an injustice.
00:08:24.460 We know that all of these things are actually worldwide at the moment and also historically very, very unusual.
00:08:31.080 So you and I might have quite a developed sense of gratitude because we might remind ourselves of these things on a daily basis.
00:08:37.340 I might remind myself I walked past St. Patrick's Cathedral this morning.
00:08:41.260 I think, what a building.
00:08:43.020 Now, you can take that for granted or you cannot, and you can think even for a second about the amount of labor and devotion that went into that.
00:08:50.520 But that is something that some people need to be reminded of.
00:08:54.060 My suspicion is that the societies we live in now in the developed West, you do have to work at it.
00:08:59.020 And the reason why is that there's this massive context collapse whereby we assume that the state that we are in is the natural state of mankind.
00:09:07.860 And somebody I know who's…
00:09:09.980 Well, and there's also conservatives and the progressive types tend to differ on what constitutes the natural state of mankind.
00:09:16.000 Absolutely.
00:09:16.700 Because the conservatives, and I would say the wiser people, tend to be more influenced, you might say, by Thomas Hobbes than by Jean-Jacques Rousseau.
00:09:25.400 And we assume that, let's say, that the state of brutish natural life is brutish and short and miserable rather than some pre-industrial paradisal state where everyone lived in harmony with nature.
00:09:40.780 Well, I gave the example in my last book, In the War on the West, of this rather delicious but savage lesson that a group of French sailors learned after Rousseau.
00:09:50.900 They're big Rousseauians.
00:09:52.360 They land on an island in New Zealand and assume that the natives live in a state of nature.
00:09:59.080 And I think they're all killed in Eton.
00:10:02.040 The ones who survive the expedition and end up with a very low opinion of Rousseau.
00:10:07.000 Right.
00:10:08.120 They learned it the hard way.
00:10:11.220 That's the same Rousseau that let all his children rot in orphanages, right?
00:10:14.900 Yes.
00:10:15.240 Yeah.
00:10:15.620 But anyhow, I think that this issue of are you talking at comparable depths remains important.
00:10:25.000 Gratitude is obviously a part of this.
00:10:27.060 Gratitude becomes easier to feel if you know what the alternatives are.
00:10:32.040 One of the things I always say about it.
00:10:33.000 Resentment, that's a good opposite, I think.
00:10:35.360 Yeah.
00:10:35.600 And I know a school teacher who says that the single biggest thing that will change the behavior of a child is if they are of an immigrant background and go back in a school holiday to their country of origin.
00:10:48.660 Right.
00:10:48.980 You know, if you meet your second, third cousins in Pakistan or Algeria or Sudan, you have a different view of Canada, Britain or America.
00:10:59.520 Yeah.
00:10:59.680 Well, that also touches on part of the reason that you laid out for ingratitude the way you conceptualized it to begin with, say, talking about walking down the streets of New York, being unable to compare that with anything outside of New York in this present.
00:11:16.000 So, ignorance is actually one problem, is that if you don't know anything about history.
00:11:21.060 And there's also, I suppose, as well as ignorance, there's willful blindness and the unwillingness to put in the effort that it would require to be grateful.
00:11:32.540 Absolutely.
00:11:33.020 So, you know, I've been considering the book of Job in some depth recently, and it's a very interesting book, and it pertains to purpose, I would say.
00:11:42.000 So, by the time the book of Job is written and eventually introduced into the biblical corpus, there's a real transformation in the conceptualization of God.
00:11:54.820 And there's a key figure in that transformation, which is extraordinarily interesting.
00:11:59.940 The figure is Elijah.
00:12:00.960 So, when Christ is transfigured on the mount, two prophets appear with him.
00:12:07.520 One is Moses, and that's obvious why that is.
00:12:10.180 But the other is Elijah.
00:12:11.540 And Elijah, compared to Moses, is a relatively minor figure.
00:12:15.060 And so, there's some chapter or some verses devoted to his story, but not a lot.
00:12:20.420 But here's the key psychological significance, let's say, of Elijah.
00:12:26.120 So, Elijah set himself up against Jezebel, who was a queen, at that time a foreign queen of Israel, who had introduced the worship of Baal into the Israeli culture.
00:12:40.680 And Baal was a nature god.
00:12:42.920 And so, Elijah has a famous dispute with the prophets of Baal and ends up with Yahweh's help defeating them.
00:12:50.220 And so, he establishes supremacy over Baal.
00:12:54.040 This is a golden calf.
00:12:55.360 Yeah, he builds an altar.
00:12:58.980 He builds an altar and challenges the prophets of Baal to have the sacrifice destroyed by their god.
00:13:06.960 And that doesn't happen.
00:13:07.920 And then he calls on Yahweh, who sends down fire to destroy not only the sacrifice, but the altar itself.
00:13:13.860 And then he has the prophets of Baal put to death, which doesn't exactly thrill Jezebel.
00:13:19.280 And then he runs away because she's after him.
00:13:22.200 And this is where the radical transformation occurs.
00:13:24.580 So, he's hiding out in a cave, and he feels he's the only one left who's still an acolyte of Yahweh in the entire Israelite polity.
00:13:36.440 And a thunderstorm happens, a very, very violent thunderstorm, followed by a very violent earthquake.
00:13:43.620 And Elijah realizes that God is not in the earthquake and not in the thunder, that he is instead the still small voice.
00:13:54.500 That's where that phrase comes from.
00:13:56.300 So, it's the first marked internalization of the notion of the deity, is that whatever the highest deity is, is something that you can commune with internally, that is roughly equivalent, let's say, to the voice of conscience.
00:14:14.660 And so, that's Elijah.
00:14:16.280 Now, what happens in Job is so interesting, because in the story of Job, God has a bet with Satan.
00:14:23.060 It's a very nasty story, right?
00:14:24.520 It's the most brutal story.
00:14:25.480 It's a brutal story.
00:14:27.120 It's a brutal story.
00:14:28.220 It makes you wonder why it wasn't edited out of the biblical corpus.
00:14:31.600 And the consolation at the end isn't much of a consolation.
00:14:33.560 Well, exactly, exactly.
00:14:35.200 And so, Job is a good man, and God thinks so, and so does Satan.
00:14:41.040 And Satan is invited by God to have a few words with him and says, I bet you that I can destroy the faith of your good man, Job.
00:14:52.080 And God says, yeah, I don't think so.
00:14:53.760 Have at her, buddy.
00:14:55.020 And so, Job loses everything, and in the most painful possible manner.
00:14:59.920 And what he does, as far as I can tell, is that he uses that internal guide of conscience, which was now, say, allied with the voice of God, in some sense, against these terrible external forces that are conspiring to bring him down, right?
00:15:15.820 Because his wife dies.
00:15:17.200 The children will die.
00:15:18.260 Children die.
00:15:19.060 The cattle die.
00:15:19.880 He's covered in boils.
00:15:20.960 Yeah, and his friends are making fun of him because they think he must have done something to deserve this, right?
00:15:25.560 So, he's, like, taken to the bottom of reality.
00:15:28.380 But he refuses to lose faith.
00:15:30.920 Now, you might say, and this is where the story, I think, transcends something like mere rationality, but we can argue about that.
00:15:39.100 You might say that the logical consequence, the logical conclusion from that misadventure is that Job has every rational reason to shake his fist at the sky and curse God, right?
00:15:52.280 But he doesn't.
00:15:53.820 He maintains faith in the goodness of being despite the fact that he's suffering dreadfully.
00:15:59.360 And despite what the voice on the whirlwind says to him, which is the least comforting thing that the voice could say.
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00:17:42.680 Which is, who are you to question the Lord thy God?
00:17:49.020 Right, right.
00:17:49.720 But this is, you see, this is such an interesting issue here because I've watched people in the deep throes of misery.
00:17:57.020 And I can tell you that one of the things that will make misery hell is ingratitude.
00:18:01.220 And so part of the story of Job seems to me to be an injunction, and that is that no matter what happens to you, and that means in some sense, no matter the facts at hand, that you are called upon never to lose faith in the essential goodness of being.
00:18:16.840 Right, to conduct yourself as if, what would you say, the cosmos itself is well-structured, despite the evidence that happens to be being presented to you within the confines of your life.
00:18:28.720 And I think that's the same as, I think that's the same as the practice of gratitude.
00:18:33.360 Thank you, I'd agree, by the way, bringing that to a rather, maybe not obvious segue, but we were also talking last night about the fact, I saw you discussed recently the question of euthanasia and the way in which Canadian authorities have been doing this.
00:18:50.320 I mentioned to you that some, some years ago, I went to speak with euthanasia doctors and the patients in Belgium and the Netherlands.
00:18:56.740 They're very advanced on this.
00:18:58.460 I wrote several long essays on the subject.
00:19:01.160 It's a horrible subject to dwell on, of course.
00:19:02.840 Yeah.
00:19:03.360 But actually, one of the reasons why I've always remained exceptionally suspicious of legalized dying, as I call it, I have, as we all have, friends who you think at the end, I wish that suffering could just stop.
00:19:19.440 Yeah.
00:19:19.680 So I recognize that that, do you want it to be in the hands of the government or any more in the hands of a doctor than it already is, let alone in the hands of the family or anything?
00:19:28.920 I'm not sure about that.
00:19:29.960 That allow the crossover of physical suffering to be equated with mental suffering and you start putting down depressed youths as they are on the continent.
00:19:41.640 Or, for example, I have been giving recently.
00:19:44.620 And you're moving towards that in Canada.
00:19:46.080 Absolutely.
00:19:46.720 I mean, there's this poor girl who survived the Brussels airport attack.
00:19:50.160 She saw most of her classmates blown up.
00:19:52.400 Her life didn't really recover.
00:19:53.580 And she was put down with euthanasia by the Belgian state last year at the age of, I think, 24.
00:19:58.760 Now, apart from the insanity of a society that will not, out of principle, execute the perpetrator of an attack, but will kill a victim, apart from the insanity of that, and all we know about the genuinely slippery slope in this area,
00:20:16.760 one of the instincts I realized I had that I just couldn't let go of was that there was something fundamental about us as human beings that means that it is deeply ungrateful to what we have to give it up even a minute earlier than you have to.
00:20:33.260 And that, you know, in the end, I quite often revert to literature, but I think it's Gloucester who says in King Lear, you know, man must endure his going hence, even as his coming hither.
00:20:46.400 And that actually endurance, endurance of birth, endurance of death is part of the cycle.
00:20:53.220 But there is something, but the resentment you feel, for instance, when somebody commits suicide, and people around somebody who commits suicide very often do feel resentment as well as deep guilt, is partly you've broken the pact at a fundamental level.
00:21:08.900 You've made all of us see something we didn't wish to see or conceive something we didn't need to see.
00:21:16.860 And left us powerless.
00:21:18.080 And left us powerless.
00:21:20.360 And anyhow, I mean, it's a sort of effect.
00:21:22.280 That's all independent of whether or not you want to put the power to euthanize people in the hands of the state.
00:21:26.860 And the answer to that is most definitely, 100% not.
00:21:30.760 Well, I mean, absolutely.
00:21:31.600 If the Canadian government can't work out how to organize the banking system or...
00:21:40.140 Or passport delivery.
00:21:41.360 Or passport delivery or some of the roads, I don't want to give them life and death.
00:21:47.640 Particularly not over mentally ill people.
00:21:49.660 So when you see people suffering, I mean, I saw this in my clinical practice a lot, is that if you, and I saw this with my daughter, you know, we talked to her too about this one because she was very, very ill as a child.
00:22:04.320 And we did everything we could to stop her from being bitter.
00:22:08.140 And the reason for that, and this is an interesting, it forces an interesting consideration of the relationship between facts and values.
00:22:17.720 So she had 40 deteriorating joints and each of them were painful.
00:22:21.680 And that's a lot of joints and that's a lot of pain.
00:22:24.260 And that was only a few of the things that were wrong with her.
00:22:27.260 And, but, had she become resentful and bitter, then she would have had all those problems, plus she would have been resentful and bitter.
00:22:37.240 And as far as I can tell, the way you turn tragedy into hell is by becoming resentful and bitter.
00:22:43.340 Now, here's a fact value problem.
00:22:47.720 So you tell me what you think about this.
00:22:49.240 So I, she could have said to me, you know, dad, given the facts at hand, the logical conclusion to derive, so that's an induction, let's say, the logical conclusion to derive is that, you know, life is terrible and unjust and it would be irrational of me not to be bitter.
00:23:06.480 And, you know, I think, and this is the conundrum that you see in Job too, is that, you know, when you set up a story so that someone loses everything, you set up the story so that they have lost everything.
00:23:19.060 And the conclusion to derive from the loss of everything, the logical conclusion seems to me almost pro forma, given that you've lost everything, is that you have every right to shake your fist at the sky.
00:23:29.800 Yes, but the oddity of it, and the oddity is, you know, about resentful people or bitter people.
00:23:36.480 Is that, and again, it's a point I've made a lot since the War in the West came out, is we are, I think we probably all have the same experience, everyone watching and you and I, which is we've probably all come across very bitter and resentful people in our lives who seem to have quite a good lot.
00:23:53.500 I mean, for instance, who are financially secure.
00:23:56.220 Yeah.
00:23:57.480 I suspect we've also come across people who seem to have, who have nothing.
00:24:01.500 Yeah.
00:24:01.840 Materially or otherwise.
00:24:02.700 Yeah.
00:24:03.100 Who live lives of gratitude and great grace.
00:24:05.420 Well, those are the people that really strike you.
00:24:08.160 Those are the people that really strike you when you meet them.
00:24:10.240 Absolutely.
00:24:10.580 That's for sure.
00:24:10.920 But one of the reasons I'm interested in this is because it seems fascinating to me that you can have an attitude which every socioeconomic thing doesn't actually matter.
00:24:26.100 Yeah.
00:24:26.260 You know, if you're a resentful person and you're given a million dollars tomorrow, you will be a resentful person the day after or the week after as well.
00:24:35.640 Right.
00:24:35.980 This isn't going to make any difference.
00:24:37.460 Right.
00:24:37.680 Well, so does that imply, see, I'm trying to wrestle with the distinction, let's say, between faith and reason, let's say.
00:24:47.880 And so, like, it seems to me, first of all, I don't think faith is the willingness to believe in superstitious nonsense for which there's no evidence.
00:24:56.220 Which is the definition that is mainly written through the last few decades.
00:25:00.900 Yes, exactly.
00:25:01.920 But I think faith is a decision to act in courage and trust.
00:25:07.240 And I think it's a decision to make that a practice.
00:25:10.280 And I think in some ways it's a decision to make that a practice, goddammit, regardless of the evidence.
00:25:16.220 So, you know, I have a friend who was brutally tortured in a Canadian residential school when he was a kid.
00:25:24.100 And you can't listen to what happened to him without it, like, tearing.
00:25:27.960 You can't listen to it.
00:25:29.460 It's unbelievably brutal and awful.
00:25:32.000 You know, and he was devastated by that and was on the street for a good while drinking and doing drugs and, like, tearing himself into pieces.
00:25:41.100 And he had great-grandparents who really loved him, and he was an inheritor of his cultural tradition, a genuine inheritor.
00:25:49.140 And so he made a decision that he wasn't going to live a bitter and resentful life, that he certainly wasn't going to pay that catastrophe forward with his children.
00:25:59.980 He learned to play.
00:26:01.580 He learned to look at himself in the mirror again.
00:26:04.200 You know, and he's conducted himself as a good man for decades now.
00:26:08.160 And that's—you already made the case, you know, that you see people who have everything in some real sense and who are bitter and resentful nonetheless.
00:26:17.820 And then you see people who have nothing who aren't.
00:26:20.220 And so you can take the same set of facts or even an opposing set of facts and derive different conclusions.
00:26:25.980 And this points at the fact-value problem, right, is that the facts don't speak for themselves in some deterministic manner.
00:26:33.800 And it seems to me that there has to be something approximating, something we've always defined as a leap of faith in the positive direction.
00:26:42.240 And that's tied to—it's tied in a strange way to something you said earlier, which is that, you know, there are shallow pleasures and meanings and deep pleasures and meanings.
00:26:53.500 Yes, and I'd add one other thing to that, which is—and the faith that the recognition of the depth is telling you something.
00:27:08.640 Yeah, well, so I've been trying to puzzle through what depth means, technically, let's say.
00:27:13.860 Okay, so in the scientific literature, your work is more—is deeper, that's one way of thinking about it, the more other people cite it.
00:27:29.520 So it's a dependency network, right?
00:27:31.640 So here's a definition of depth.
00:27:35.720 More ideas are dependent on a deep idea than ideas—than the number of ideas that are dependent on a shallow idea.
00:27:43.860 Absolutely.
00:27:44.240 So it's like criticality, right?
00:27:45.600 So you can imagine a web of presumptions with some presumptions at the fundament.
00:27:50.760 Okay, so I think that religious axioms are the deepest fundaments.
00:27:57.880 And I think that—I think we could say that by definition.
00:28:00.740 And here's part of the reason—
00:28:02.360 At the very least, they speak to the deepest fundaments.
00:28:04.580 Well, but I think that's part of—and this is where it gets complex again—that's part of the evidentiary structure.
00:28:10.520 You know, if you're—you know, you have a profound aesthetic sense, and so some things move you deeply.
00:28:15.780 And in principle, those are profound things.
00:28:19.020 The reason they move you deeply is because they shift large sections of your perceptual and conceptual structure simultaneously,
00:28:27.480 rather than the shallow things, which are evanescent and irrelevant.
00:28:31.980 And so—and I think as well that we do, in fact, feel movement in the depths.
00:28:38.120 Oh, yes.
00:28:39.660 I mean, you—of course, you know it when you feel it.
00:28:42.720 Um, and that's why music as an art form is so extraordinary, because it—it speaks to a depth that speech can't do.
00:28:51.620 Right.
00:28:52.140 Or it speaks at a register that speech can't do.
00:28:54.480 If you say, why did you find this particular piece so moving?
00:28:57.460 It's often extremely hard—even harder if you're a musicologist—to explain why.
00:29:02.240 There are certain ways you can explain why, um, certain things to do with harmony, tonality, um, a phrase of music returning to its natural home.
00:29:17.480 Yeah, yeah.
00:29:17.840 I mean, that's a very—almost all things that move people are the resolution.
00:29:21.780 Yeah.
00:29:22.040 Um, however long delayed it is, in fact, the longer delayed it is, the better the resolution, the greater the satisfaction in it.
00:29:29.360 But it's not just that.
00:29:30.700 It's that sense that this is speaking to us in a register that we understand, um, and we see, but we can't quite reach.
00:29:39.460 But it speaks—it speaks to my—to my mind, music is the closest thing you have to religion.
00:29:45.280 Not because I want to make a religion of it.
00:29:47.720 Various people tried that, including Wagner.
00:29:49.420 But, um, but rather that it's—it's the language of religion and sound.
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00:30:59.220 Yeah, well, and I would say that's an embodied phenomenon rather than a conceptual phenomenon.
00:31:08.460 See, I think one of the problems that we have in the West in our conceptualization of meaning is that we're so obsessed with the semantic and the descriptive that we presume that meaning itself is secondarily derived from the semantic and descriptive.
00:31:22.620 I mean, the postmodernists make this case when they say that everything is encapsulated, say, in language.
00:31:27.580 And it's simply not the case.
00:31:28.160 Well, that's just a game.
00:31:29.300 I mean, that's a game they've been playing since the last war.
00:31:33.220 And my explanation of it, I gave a few books ago, my explanation for that is that it was very important after 1945 to keep philosophy behind police crime cord and tape.
00:31:44.980 So, what do you do in the philosophy departments?
00:31:48.940 You play language games.
00:31:51.580 You talk about hermeneutics.
00:31:52.760 So, why was it important to do that?
00:31:55.280 Oh, it's absolutely crucial because nobody knew how it happened.
00:31:59.360 And they feared that this was one of the components.
00:32:01.800 And we're still working that out.
00:32:03.720 I mean, we're still working that out.
00:32:05.680 That's why there are certain, you know, as you know, if you speak to somebody who teaches philosophy at any university,
00:32:11.940 there are several philosophers with enormous regularity that always appear as the philosophers that students want to study.
00:32:20.180 Like, Nietzsche outranks most people, like, 30 to 1.
00:32:25.860 If you're in political philosophy, people love Machiavelli.
00:32:31.740 Some might go for Heidegger or something like that.
00:32:33.860 My point is that there are known to be dangerous thinkers.
00:32:37.640 Well, and Heidegger is a good example of that.
00:32:39.620 Heidegger is a good example.
00:32:40.400 Although the actual texts give you really very little compared to what you could take from Nietzsche,
00:32:47.120 if you hate Nietzsche badly.
00:32:48.500 Yeah.
00:32:49.200 Or Machiavelli.
00:32:50.860 But it's very interesting to me that there is this awareness that philosophy-like culture, actually, in general,
00:33:02.300 which, again, you can see in the visual arts and others, in the latter half of the 20th century,
00:33:08.980 become about not very important things.
00:33:12.320 And it's because there has just been this fundamental whack at the belief that, for instance, philosophy can make you good,
00:33:23.040 that art or culture makes you good.
00:33:26.120 In fact, it's just had the biggest blow and, you know, the answer in the late 20th century to,
00:33:31.380 how did the most civilized societies on earth end up doing the worst thing?
00:33:36.280 One answer is maybe the civilization was the problem.
00:33:39.440 And a lot of people took that idea away or haven't had the discipline to...
00:33:46.080 Just made the evil more efficient.
00:33:47.940 Absolutely.
00:33:48.700 I mean, didn't have the discipline to disentangle accurately what could have happened and what did happen and what didn't.
00:33:56.420 But I think a lot, I think I've always been sure that the games that philosophy plays in our day are games of deliberate distraction
00:34:04.980 because people aren't sure they can cope with the questions that they should be asking.
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00:35:18.660 And that's a shame that...
00:35:21.620 Well, it is very difficult...
00:35:22.620 Well, you know, it is very difficult to cope with that.
00:35:25.920 I mean, I spent my whole life, I would say, probably since I was about 13, really,
00:35:32.040 trying to solve the Auschwitz puzzle.
00:35:34.820 You know, the Auschwitz puzzle is, how could you enjoy life as an Auschwitz guard?
00:35:39.240 And for me, that was an attempt to understand what happened in Nazi Germany at the level
00:35:44.980 of the personal.
00:35:45.880 It's like, well, what sort of person did you have to be like in order to do the terrible
00:35:49.880 things that were done?
00:35:51.100 And the answer is, well, now and then you were a psychopath.
00:35:57.000 But otherwise, everyone was like you and me.
00:35:59.580 Yeah, you were like you and me.
00:36:00.940 Right.
00:36:01.460 Which means that we're not the creatures that we think we are.
00:36:04.200 No.
00:36:04.340 Right.
00:36:04.820 And that's a very terrifying...
00:36:06.500 So tell me what you think about this.
00:36:08.420 So I've been spending a lot of time walking through the biblical stories recently because
00:36:14.540 I'm writing a new book, which is called We Who Wrestle With God, and it should be out
00:36:17.940 in February.
00:36:18.480 And I've thought a lot about the crucifixion story.
00:36:23.520 And so one of the things you can say about the crucifixion story, and Jung said this,
00:36:30.540 was that it was an archetypal tragedy, and he had a technical reason for that.
00:36:37.440 And the technical reason for that was that it's kind of like an AI idea, like a large language
00:36:42.540 model idea.
00:36:43.400 Imagine you took the corpus of all tragedies, and then you extracted out from that a meta
00:36:49.420 tragedy, which would be like the essence of tragedy itself.
00:36:52.960 Tragedy of all tragedies.
00:36:54.460 Okay.
00:36:54.800 And so the essence of tragedy is something like the most unjust possible thing happens
00:37:00.320 to the least possible...
00:37:01.200 To the most virtuous person.
00:37:02.480 Exactly.
00:37:03.020 Exactly.
00:37:03.440 Okay.
00:37:03.680 So that's pretty clear, right?
00:37:04.720 It's pretty clear that that is the passion story in essence, right?
00:37:07.700 And there's decorations on it, like you're betrayed by your best friend.
00:37:11.260 And not only are you a good person, but even the people who put you to death know it.
00:37:15.860 And your mother has to see it.
00:37:17.260 Yes, exactly.
00:37:18.160 Your mother has to see it.
00:37:19.080 So like all the details are in there.
00:37:20.760 But, you know, what's very interesting about that story is that it actually doesn't end
00:37:24.600 there, right?
00:37:25.960 Because there's a mythological corpus that's arisen around the crucifixion story per se,
00:37:33.580 that after Christ was crucified, he had to descend into hell and harrow it.
00:37:38.060 And so, and the way I read that psychologically is that you are called upon, if you want to
00:37:44.760 get to the very bottom of things, not only to face the ultimate tragedy of existence,
00:37:50.960 right?
00:37:51.120 To face that full on, but that that's not enough.
00:37:54.000 That you actually have to face the problem of hellish malevolence itself.
00:37:57.800 And that that actually, that's a worse problem than death.
00:38:00.860 And that, and I think maybe the reason that philosophy degenerated into triviality, following
00:38:07.700 up on your logic, was that it was a lot easier to avoid the problem than to take on both of
00:38:13.260 those burdens.
00:38:14.080 Because I don't think you can understand Nazism.
00:38:16.460 How can you understand Nazism without journeying to the heart of darkness, let's say?
00:38:20.720 And by the way, even if you journey there, you may learn nothing.
00:38:24.520 I mean, that's, that's, as you know, is the worst possible.
00:38:28.100 I mean, we hear, we, in our age, you hear people all the time saying things like the
00:38:32.420 lessons of the Holocaust.
00:38:34.000 Yeah.
00:38:34.300 So what are you talking about?
00:38:35.400 Which lessons?
00:38:36.000 And generally, it generally devolves into kind of banality of like, be nice to people.
00:38:40.520 Like, don't, don't mass murder people.
00:38:42.660 Sure.
00:38:43.000 Okay.
00:38:43.620 Right.
00:38:44.060 Beyond that.
00:38:44.960 Right.
00:38:45.740 The devil's in the details, unfortunately.
00:38:47.500 The devil's in the details on this.
00:38:48.500 In fact, by the way, it's very hard to say anything new about Auschwitz.
00:38:54.500 And you sort of feel everything has been said that could be said in a way.
00:39:00.320 And at the same time, we know nothing about it.
00:39:02.640 But I was very struck.
00:39:03.720 Martin Amos, who died recently, wrote a novel in the 90s.
00:39:06.540 It was very, very controversial at the time called Time's Arrow.
00:39:10.660 Everything goes backwards.
00:39:12.360 The whole plot of the novel goes, time is reversed.
00:39:15.420 So if somebody is sick, they go to a pile of sick and inhale it and then walk happily
00:39:24.000 around their day.
00:39:24.760 So anyhow, it's a device that works well at times as an abusive parent.
00:39:32.200 The child is crying.
00:39:34.940 The parent smacks the child and he stops crying.
00:39:38.580 It's a device that makes you able to look at things in an interesting way.
00:39:43.480 But he was much criticized for Damus in the 90s because he does the Holocaust.
00:39:49.140 He addresses the Holocaust in the book.
00:39:51.780 And everyone said, oh, you're using it as a literary device.
00:39:54.740 I actually think by doing what he did, he actually showed one of the very few new insights
00:40:00.300 I've ever seen about the Holocaust, which is that the people whose job it is to take
00:40:04.440 the bodies out of the ovens, would give birth to these people from the ovens.
00:40:11.220 Late in the novel, one of them confides to one of his colleagues that he's getting nervous
00:40:16.560 because the people that they're bringing out of the ovens now don't seem right.
00:40:22.640 They're more and more disabled.
00:40:24.960 They're more and more ill.
00:40:26.300 Is it worth even taking them out of the ovens?
00:40:31.120 So, strangely enough, by doing it in reverse, you get an idea of how it started.
00:40:37.800 Right.
00:40:38.460 You get an idea of how it started.
00:40:40.520 Yeah.
00:40:40.920 Well, the thing is, terrible things start one thing at a time.
00:40:44.760 And in this case, again, by a desire on behalf of some people to alleviate suffering or to claim to alleviate suffering,
00:40:59.340 to view some lives as less valued than others, perhaps hardly worth living.
00:41:05.580 It goes back to what we were saying about Canada today.
00:41:08.300 I urge people to think of it this way around.
00:41:12.420 Because if you think about it this way around, it's much easier to see how you start.
00:41:18.460 But the other thing...
00:41:20.300 Well, that is how things started in Nazi Germany too, right?
00:41:23.440 Is that because the progression towards the death camps was a progression through euthanasia.
00:41:29.060 And I've looked at a fair number of the propaganda films from the mid-30s,
00:41:33.380 where the Nazis were starting to clean up the asylums.
00:41:37.800 Yes, that's right.
00:41:38.420 Like, I've been in back ward asylums.
00:41:41.800 When I worked at the Douglas Hospital in the 1980s, there were still people there who had been on the wards,
00:41:49.120 who hadn't been deinstitutionalized, who had been on the wards for like four decades.
00:41:52.760 And they would kind of lurk in the corridors that were underground at the Douglas Hospital,
00:41:58.300 because it was like a university campus that was connected by underground passageways.
00:42:04.240 And it was like Dante's Inferno down there.
00:42:06.700 I mean, and you could easily go there and make the case that, you know,
00:42:12.220 oh my God, is a life of being on a back ward in a psychiatric hospital, you know,
00:42:17.360 wrapped up in a straitjacket for three decades worth living.
00:42:22.660 And, well, that brings that whole terrible conundrum up in front of you.
00:42:30.520 And there's no simple answer you can jump to there.
00:42:37.360 But one of the answers, the answer that that is something that should therefore be handed to the state to deal with in some efficient manner,
00:42:45.400 that's definitely not a good...
00:42:46.940 But the idea that it's a question that the individual should wrestle with is naturally the case.
00:42:52.700 I mean, that this is something that people should think about and will always think about as long as people think,
00:42:58.360 it seems to me very obvious.
00:43:01.420 I've always been struck by one of Elie Wiesel's works, who was, of course, in Auschwitz.
00:43:08.520 I don't know if you know it, The Trial of God.
00:43:10.580 Did you ever read that one?
00:43:12.040 No.
00:43:12.940 It's worth reading.
00:43:14.340 And there's a version of it he replays in another of his books, I think, of the Gates of the Forest.
00:43:21.000 Anyhow, it was something that I think Wiesel saw in Auschwitz.
00:43:24.020 But there was a night where in the camp, they have some rabbis decide that they will put God on trial.
00:43:33.000 And Wiesel describes it in extraordinary detail, and it's riveting, the silence in the room.
00:43:40.860 And eventually, the case for the prosecution, the case for the defense,
00:43:46.580 were given by very, very learned rabbis from Poland.
00:43:49.640 And nobody could know more than these men routinely knew, which is a reminder of what was lost.
00:43:57.600 But in the end, they find God guilty.
00:44:02.460 See, the Jews never did that in the Old Testament.
00:44:04.620 Well, no, but then something very important happens.
00:44:06.820 Oh, okay, okay.
00:44:07.820 Which is that they find God guilty, and there's a silence in the heart.
00:44:12.340 But when they realize what they've done, and then somebody says, one of the rabbis says,
00:44:17.660 okay, it's Friday night, we need to go and do our prayers.
00:44:21.080 And they do.
00:44:24.120 That's kind of reminiscent of what happens in the Grand Inquisitor.
00:44:29.160 Yes, exactly.
00:44:30.020 When the Inquisitor leaves the door open for Christ, right?
00:44:33.280 Even though he's doomed him to, hypothetically, to death because he's no longer necessary.
00:44:37.760 Well, you know, in the story of Cain and Abel, Cain puts God on trial because Cain is making these sacrifices, which are second rate.
00:44:48.820 Abel's sacrifices are lauded in the stories, but Cain's aren't.
00:44:52.320 And there's an intimation that they're not of the highest quality.
00:44:55.700 Now, Abel offers up animal material to God and Cain vegetative material, and that plays into it as well.
00:45:03.980 But Cain calls out God and says, essentially, something like, you know, I'm breaking myself in half here, working on my life, and nothing's going my way.
00:45:17.960 And your favored son, Abel, for reasons that I can't really understand, is thriving on all fronts.
00:45:25.340 What the hell is the problem with the cosmos you created?
00:45:28.600 And God says, and I got this from reading multiple translations, God says, first of all, he says, if you do well, will you not be rewarded?
00:45:39.420 That's the first rejoinder.
00:45:41.100 And the second rejoinder is something like, sin crouches at your door like a sexually aroused predatory animal, and you've invited it in to have its way with you.
00:45:52.000 And so, and I've read a lot of the diary material of serial killers and sexual slayers and that sort of people, and you can rest absolutely assured that they invited that spirit of resentment in and have been creatively interacting with it.
00:46:07.900 So, I was thinking, too, you know, this issue of suffering and death, you know, imagine that you have a parent.
00:46:15.380 Let's particularize it, because maybe the question isn't, what should the state do about exceptional suffering?
00:46:23.460 Maybe that's the wrong level of analysis.
00:46:25.480 Maybe the right level of analysis is something like, what would you do if your father was dying a terrible death?
00:46:30.980 And I would say, what you should have done was live the life that you should have lived, so that at that point of unbelievable complexity, you'd be wise enough to make the appropriate decision and to see your way through.
00:46:42.960 But that there would be no way that you could generalize that decision.
00:46:46.800 It would only have to be made in a particularized manner.
00:46:49.380 Absolutely.
00:46:49.660 And you wouldn't have the wisdom to make that decision properly if you hadn't conducted your life with exceptional care.
00:46:56.580 Nobody can make it for you, that's for sure.
00:46:59.120 No function.
00:46:59.720 So, one of the things that frightened me, again, as a clinician, was that, especially when I saw people deceiving themselves, I thought, well, why not deceive yourself if you can escape from responsibility and pain and anxiety?
00:47:14.520 And if you can gain things through minimal effort, why not deceive yourself and other people?
00:47:20.280 And one reason to not deceive yourself is that there will come a time when you're called upon to make a judgment of exquisite delicacy.
00:47:28.360 And if you're fuzzy-minded and demented enough because of your own lies that you're incapable of such judgment, you'll make the wrong decision and you'll regret being alive as a consequence.
00:47:41.440 Well, that's one good reason not to do something that you're going to regret.
00:47:46.640 I mean, I've said for a long time that there should be a category.
00:47:52.460 Perhaps there is one.
00:47:53.320 Somebody watching can describe it to me.
00:47:56.300 But I've thought for a long time there should be a category of argument which is recognized cannot be solved because somebody involved in the argument has done the thing and regrets it deeply.
00:48:08.420 But at such a deep level that they could never face up to it.
00:48:12.600 So the example I've always had in my mind is, if you have an argument like the ethics of abortion, if there's one person in the room who's had an abortion, you're very unlikely to get anywhere in the discussion.
00:48:24.220 Because there is somebody who has everything on the line, everything at stake, and either they regret it, in which case nothing, you can't get anywhere in the discussion because you don't want to open up that pit.
00:48:38.660 Or they have to pretend not to care, in which case you have another glimpse into a pit.
00:48:46.160 Now, actually, again, you and I talked about this last night.
00:48:48.400 Helen Joyce made this brilliant observation about the trans issue recently, which was that we, for the rest of our lives, will all be facing a certain type of person who cares more about that issue than anyone else in the world because they've done the worst possible thing to their child.
00:49:05.300 And they will never concede it.
00:49:07.420 Or to themselves.
00:49:08.960 Or to themselves.
00:49:10.280 They will never concede it.
00:49:13.240 But moving away from that negative, if I may, I mean, we get back to this thing of people deceive themselves very often unless somebody comes along and says exactly that.
00:49:28.640 That's one of the things I'm fond of Nietzsche about, the person of resentment, is Nietzsche's observation that the secular priest would be required to stand over the person's life and say, you are right.
00:49:38.120 There is somebody who has destroyed your life in this world.
00:49:40.860 The person is you.
00:49:41.840 Now, our mutual friend, Anthony Daniels, said that when he was a prison doctor, he was one of the few people who actually used to do this with his.
00:49:51.100 Yeah, yeah.
00:49:52.060 He's a remarkable person.
00:49:53.520 He's a wonderful man.
00:49:54.120 Mm-hmm.
00:49:54.400 And that's Theodore Dalrymple, for those of you watching and listening.
00:49:59.200 He's written great books.
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00:51:47.520 Almost without exception, whenever he did this,
00:51:51.280 the patient laughed.
00:51:53.040 Yeah.
00:51:53.300 Because they'd been caught out.
00:51:54.860 Right.
00:51:55.640 The point is, you're in prison for doing a terrible crime.
00:51:59.460 You ought to be depressed.
00:52:00.700 That's why it's a penitentiary.
00:52:02.140 That's why it's a penitentiary.
00:52:03.280 You ought to be suffering.
00:52:05.180 You ought to be questioning your self-esteem at this point.
00:52:08.960 This is a very good time to do it.
00:52:11.700 For like a decade.
00:52:13.000 Yeah.
00:52:13.300 And you ought to medicalize it away.
00:52:14.980 And the state maybe shouldn't help you too easily medicalize away whatever you're feeling in that situation.
00:52:21.160 But I was always struck by that story because I thought how few adults,
00:52:25.960 I always say this, there are so few adults in the room these days,
00:52:29.500 but there are so few adults who will stand over the life of anyone and say,
00:52:34.500 I'm sorry, Baco, but it's you.
00:52:38.700 And I had this.
00:52:39.840 You know, it's so funny because one of the reasons that my lectures have become popular
00:52:44.800 is because I have done that for young men.
00:52:49.220 Yeah.
00:52:49.360 And suggest to them, well, if you're miserable, it's possible.
00:52:54.860 It's because you're useless and you're not doing what you should be doing.
00:52:58.160 And you could think perversely and should think likely that why in the world would that possibly be a saleable message?
00:53:05.300 You know, and the answer is, well, if the person that you're addressing is genuinely miserable and hopeless,
00:53:15.400 and you say, well, maybe there's something that you're not doing quite right,
00:53:19.940 then they now have an avenue of movement forward.
00:53:22.860 Right.
00:53:23.160 And if you say instead, well, it's no wonder you're miserable because the cosmos and the patriarchy are structured such that you're a victim of circumstance without recourse.
00:53:34.520 I had this recently, I was on a program the other day where there was a black British woman on who claimed to have suffered hurt from slavery.
00:53:43.980 And I'm fed up with that claim now.
00:53:46.980 I said, you've not suffered anything.
00:53:49.520 You haven't suffered any hurt.
00:53:51.220 And no one alive has caused you the hurt.
00:53:52.980 Now, of course, a lot of people would say, who are you to say that?
00:53:56.280 You're just another privileged white guy or something.
00:54:00.000 But I actually think it's necessary to say that to people because, as Clarence Thomas points out in his recent Supreme Court judgment on affirmative action,
00:54:10.520 if you don't get that out of the way, the rest of history is going to be a competitive grievance competition.
00:54:17.180 And so you actually need people to say, no, I'm not falling for this.
00:54:23.720 You may have fallen for it.
00:54:24.760 You may have decided that everything in your life would be sorted out if reparations were paid to you by the state of California.
00:54:32.280 I'm not convinced that would help you.
00:54:34.540 I think you'd have a fantastic shopping binge for a few days and be as unpleasant and unhappy a week from Tuesday as you are today.
00:54:44.720 And, but it's very striking.
00:54:48.900 There's something missing in our societies of people saying that, of just saying, you know, we're not going along with your self-perception.
00:54:58.340 And that's on so many things.
00:55:00.580 We're not going along with your self-perception and agreeing to it, not just because it's bad for you, but it's bad for all of us.
00:55:09.200 It's bad, yeah, it's bad for them and for all of us simultaneously.
00:55:12.040 And, you know, that, one of the things I've been really shocked by, I would say, with regard to my fellow therapists, is their absolute cowardice, and almost universally so, on the self-identity.
00:55:27.480 I assume cowardice on behalf of almost everybody.
00:55:30.140 So, I don't expect heroism in our age.
00:55:33.080 It's wonderful when it happens, but you should assume cowardice.
00:55:35.180 I think, I think it's particularly egregious on the therapeutic front with regard to self-identity.
00:55:41.680 Yeah.
00:55:41.940 Because every, so here's two things that every psychologist who's actually trained knows, if they are worthy of the name.
00:55:51.780 The first is, identity is negotiated by anyone who isn't two.
00:55:58.160 Like, literally.
00:55:58.840 It is, yeah.
00:55:59.940 By three, you negotiate your identity.
00:56:02.580 And if the whole, the definition of being a civilized person is that you negotiate your identity, and you do it constantly.
00:56:10.700 I mean, you and I, sitting here in open dialogue, are negotiating our identities, right?
00:56:16.880 Because we're attempting to modify the manner in which we perceive ourselves and present ourselves as a consequence of exchanging information.
00:56:24.340 We couldn't even talk.
00:56:26.080 Well, of course, the people who push the self-identity mantra also claim that there's no such thing as free speech, right?
00:56:33.160 There's no honest exchange of ideas between men of good faith, let's say, or goodwill.
00:56:40.320 So, that's one thing psychologists know, and they absolutely know this.
00:56:43.860 And part of what you do as a psychologist, if you have any sense at all, is you teach people how to negotiate their identity more effectively.
00:56:51.540 And so, the second thing that psychologists know is that you expose people voluntarily to the things that frighten them, instead of protecting them, you know, in this trigger warning fashion.
00:57:08.980 And all psychologists know that that kind of overprotective attitude is definitely a pathway to psychopathology.
00:57:19.100 And yet, no one will stand up and say that.
00:57:22.520 I have a habit, which I learned from a late friend who was a journalist, which I've tried to stick with throughout my adult life, of always going to one dangerous country a year.
00:57:32.960 And I do it for lots of reasons.
00:57:35.800 One is just curiosity of the world.
00:57:38.140 Another, I suppose, is that it is one of, to go back to what we were saying earlier, one of the best ways to actually feel a sense of gratitude about where you're from and what the good things are in your society.
00:57:48.120 Because unless you've seen a society at war, you don't understand quite how blessed a state of peace is.
00:57:55.760 I mean, and how easily what happens to other people could happen to you.
00:58:02.920 But there are other reasons to do it.
00:58:04.580 And what a miracle it is that that isn't happening all the time everywhere.
00:58:08.040 Absolutely.
00:58:08.920 Because that's the state of nature.
00:58:11.180 That was, yes, absolutely.
00:58:12.940 I mean, that's one of the things that Pinker's right on in the blank slate is deaths in tribal societies, pre-modernity, way higher, violent deaths, way higher even than the average violent deaths of a European male in the 20th century.
00:58:30.960 Right, right, right.
00:58:31.940 So, yes, to some extent, this is a natural state.
00:58:35.760 But I also do it just partly because I learn so much about how societies deteriorate.
00:58:45.160 And as a sort of very, very minimal final thing, you always find out something about yourself.
00:58:53.300 It's never the purpose of doing it, but there is something you find out.
00:58:58.080 Well, okay, so here's a very interesting clinical finding.
00:59:01.980 It was a revolutionary discovery in the 50s, 50s, that's about right.
00:59:10.220 So, the psychoanalysts following Freud would walk people through what they wanted to avoid, and they did that autobiographically, right, by going back into the past.
00:59:23.340 And there's some utility in that.
00:59:25.340 So, the behaviorists came along, and what they did instead was expose people to what they were afraid of here and now.
00:59:34.080 So, for example, if you were afraid of balloons, which is rare but does happen upon occasion, a therapist would sit you down, have you relax, run you through a relaxation exercise, maybe show you a picture of a balloon, ask you to imagine it.
00:59:53.440 Then put a balloon, you know, 15 feet away, and then 10 feet away, and 8 feet away, and then a balloon on your lap, and maybe that takes a number of sessions, and then the fear would disappear.
01:00:06.260 Now, the theory was, the reason the fear disappeared was because you paired the exposure with relaxation.
01:00:12.580 Right.
01:00:13.040 Okay, but then it was discovered that you didn't have to pair it with relaxation, and it still worked.
01:00:18.900 You could be in a sort of hyper-aware state.
01:00:23.560 As long as you're doing it voluntarily.
01:00:25.240 Interesting.
01:00:25.740 You have to do it voluntarily.
01:00:28.200 Interesting.
01:00:28.640 Right, okay.
01:00:29.200 So, then the psychoanalyst's rejoinder to the behaviorists was, you know, the person isn't really afraid of a balloon or an elevator.
01:00:37.660 They're really afraid of death, and if you eradicate the specific fear, it will just move locale because you're not dealing with the root cause.
01:00:44.920 Okay, now that also turned out to be wrong, because what happened is if you exposed people to, say, three things they were afraid of, they would go out voluntarily and expose themselves to all sorts of other things that they were afraid of.
01:00:59.540 So, you didn't make them less afraid.
01:01:01.860 You made them braver.
01:01:03.980 Right.
01:01:04.220 Which is very different.
01:01:05.440 Yes.
01:01:05.680 And so, what you did with exposure therapy was, it was that you transformed people's conceptualizations of themselves.
01:01:13.240 You transformed their conceptualization of themselves from passive victim of malevolent circumstances to active contender with challenge.
01:01:23.020 Seriously, maybe I've been doing, maybe I've been unwittingly doing this to myself all my life.
01:01:30.420 I remember the first time I was covering a conflict, there were rockets landing, and it was, as it actually is, it's quite exhilarating if you're in a, it isn't if you have no choice to be there.
01:01:47.520 If you're a war correspondent or something, it's famously a problem at the job that you can find it exhilarating.
01:01:51.840 Well, that's that distinction between voluntary and involuntary, too.
01:01:54.920 And Winston Churchill famously said, there's no greater feeling than the feeling of being shot at without result.
01:02:02.500 It's an enormously enlivening thing that you feel.
01:02:07.880 You think, not today, death, not today.
01:02:10.200 And, but the first time I was ever in a conflict where there were rockets landing, funnily enough, when I got back from the area where it was happening and got back on the first evening, my immediate instinct was a very strange one to me, which I thought about a lot afterwards, which was that I thought I could look my grandparents in the face.
01:02:31.460 Now, what I mean by that is, and all my grandparents were long dead by then, but what I meant was, they'd all gone through the Blitz or the Second World War.
01:02:40.580 Right.
01:02:42.740 And I'd always wondered how on earth you coped with that.
01:02:47.160 And I suddenly sort of thought, oh, I see, it's like that.
01:02:50.600 So, I would say what you did, okay, so there's a mythological tone to all of the things that you just related.
01:02:57.560 So, the first thing you said was that perhaps you had been doing this unwittingly in some sense your whole life.
01:03:03.500 Well, one of the things that psychologists eventually figured out was that, oh, people are unwittingly doing this their whole life because that's how you learn.
01:03:10.680 Yes.
01:03:10.960 The way you learn is by facing an optimized challenge voluntarily, and that pushes you slightly beyond your current limits.
01:03:19.340 Now, that's where meaning emerges.
01:03:22.400 Right.
01:03:22.800 Right.
01:03:23.200 So, meaning is the instinct that puts you on the edge of transformation.
01:03:26.820 Yes.
01:03:27.280 So, you think I'm going to learn something from this.
01:03:29.400 Yes.
01:03:29.920 And you may learn something about the world or where you are in the world, but you may also learn something about yourself or change as a consequence.
01:03:37.920 Right.
01:03:38.300 And so, the instinct of meaning actually puts you on the edge of chaos.
01:03:43.480 Okay.
01:03:43.800 But the grandfather, so that's the heroic path, by the way.
01:03:46.840 But the grandfather comments extremely interesting, too, the grandparent, because one of the tropes, mythological trope, is that if you go into the belly of the beast, you can rescue your forefathers from the belly of the beast.
01:03:59.680 That's Pinocchio in The Whale.
01:04:01.460 Well, that's what you did in some ways when you…
01:04:03.740 I think I just wanted to know if I could sort of stand – I just always thought that that generation, the heroism, what they went through.
01:04:13.000 Right.
01:04:13.340 I just thought, you know, you always have that thing of what would one do in that situation, how would one behave, you know.
01:04:18.760 And even just getting the smallest glimpse of, okay, I think I could hold it together.
01:04:24.660 Well, that means that you kindled that inside you.
01:04:27.920 The spirit that you saw in your grandparents that you admired, you kindled inside by that exposure.
01:04:34.440 And you said that brought you to a position of, you know, not full equivalence, but at least partial equivalence, right?
01:04:40.800 Well, so here's part of what happens.
01:04:42.740 So, if you expose yourself to optimized challenge, well, first of all, you gather more information.
01:04:48.980 So, these countries you went to, I mean, you're learning about the countries, you're learning about yourself.
01:04:53.300 That's pure information.
01:04:54.760 But here's something else that happens.
01:04:56.140 This is so cool.
01:04:56.980 So, if you put yourself in a new situation, new genes turn on inside you, and they activate parts of you that have not yet come alive.
01:05:09.800 Yes.
01:05:10.580 Right.
01:05:11.260 Right.
01:05:11.760 Yes.
01:05:12.540 No kidding.
01:05:13.220 So, then you might say, so, there's a maze at Chartres Cathedral.
01:05:19.000 I think it's at Chartres.
01:05:20.860 And there's an idea in the maze.
01:05:23.240 So, you enter one side of the maze.
01:05:24.720 It's about 40 feet across.
01:05:25.880 And then you have to walk every quadrant, northwest, south, and northeast, south, and west, every quadrant.
01:05:34.200 And if you've walked every quadrant, you get to the center.
01:05:37.340 The center is also the center of the cross, right?
01:05:39.720 So, that's the place of maximal suffering.
01:05:41.640 But there's an idea there, and redemption, there's an idea there.
01:05:45.420 And the idea is that if you go absolutely everywhere, every bit of you will turn on, right?
01:05:50.720 And a fair bit of that is, right, right, exactly.
01:05:53.700 It is.
01:05:54.240 And you know this.
01:05:55.460 We know this is true.
01:05:56.360 And you think, well, how could it be any other way, right?
01:05:58.600 And you know, too, these experiences that you had where you're voluntarily confronting what's dangerous,
01:06:04.660 that changes you in a way that can't be attained by anyone who hasn't had that experience.
01:06:09.820 Right.
01:06:10.060 Right.
01:06:10.420 If you haven't pushed yourself to your limit, especially, I would say, with regard to the fear of death,
01:06:16.020 then you, there's a change that hasn't occurred within you.
01:06:21.120 And I would say it's a fundamental change of maturation.
01:06:24.300 So.
01:06:25.300 It's definitely, I mean, it's definitely an enormously enlivening feeling, I would say.
01:06:33.240 And.
01:06:34.520 So, what do you think was at the core of the enlivening element of it?
01:06:37.920 I mean, you said it was partly having cheated death.
01:06:40.360 Yes.
01:06:40.780 But that's not all it is, right?
01:06:42.260 Because you also, I had a client who was terrified of death enough to dose herself with sleeping pills constantly,
01:06:50.700 to be unconscious.
01:06:52.540 And she had a dream.
01:06:55.380 And in her dream, the figure she saw was a dwarf in a forest,
01:06:59.860 told her that unless she could learn to work in a slaughterhouse,
01:07:03.120 she wouldn't be able to graduate from university.
01:07:05.240 Wow.
01:07:05.640 And so, so we, we talked this dream through and I said, well, I don't think I can arrange to have you visit a slaughterhouse.
01:07:11.940 She wouldn't eat meat, by the way, and she couldn't go into a butcher store.
01:07:15.060 Wow.
01:07:15.560 So, I said, I don't, I can't get you into a slaughterhouse,
01:07:18.960 but maybe you could think of something that you could do that would be equivalent.
01:07:24.000 Why don't you think about it for a week?
01:07:25.400 And so she came back and said, I think I'd like to see an embalming.
01:07:28.840 And so I called up some furniture funeral parlor directors, like right then and there.
01:07:36.080 And I said, I have this client who's terrified of death.
01:07:39.000 You guys deal with death all the time.
01:07:41.000 She has this sense that if she came and saw embalming, that it might be helpful to her.
01:07:46.160 And we'd also like to talk to you about how the hell you do this,
01:07:49.320 because you face death every day and like she can't face it at all.
01:07:53.120 And so, and they were very, very understanding and just said yes.
01:07:56.260 And so we went there two weeks later.
01:07:58.980 I'm very squeamish about that sort of thing as well, you know, about that kind of gross physicality, let's say.
01:08:05.880 And so it wasn't something that, you know, I would just wrap off as if it was nothing.
01:08:10.600 But she, my client was absolutely terrified, but it was so interesting.
01:08:14.060 And this is part of the enlivening element.
01:08:15.900 So we were in the hallway separated from the surgical room, so to speak,
01:08:22.520 where the embalming was taking place, which is a very visceral occurrence as you,
01:08:27.240 all the bodily fluids drain, for example.
01:08:29.480 And for the first, first of all, she went to the funeral parlor.
01:08:35.420 Second, she sat in the hallway.
01:08:37.940 Third, when it first started, she was looking to the side, but she'd do this.
01:08:42.420 And then every time she did that, she'd look a little longer until finally she was watching it completely.
01:08:50.020 And then she said, you know, can I go in the room?
01:08:52.280 Can I put my hand on the body?
01:08:53.980 They put her on a glove and she did that, you know.
01:08:56.100 And now what happened to her, and this was so interesting because she had a lot of neurotic concerns
01:09:02.800 and part of them reflected her own sense of her own weakness.
01:09:08.140 She came out of that knowing that she was a lot less weak than she thought.
01:09:13.100 Because she could do it, right?
01:09:15.280 She didn't think she was that sort of creature.
01:09:17.340 And it turned out that she was that sort of creature, and quite quickly.
01:09:20.640 That's the, learning that about yourself, I mean, is so to be encouraged.
01:09:30.580 So to be encouraged, because the first thing that happens, I'm struck by your example,
01:09:34.380 the first thing that happens is looking away.
01:09:37.640 That's the most natural of instincts.
01:09:40.700 And we all have it.
01:09:41.960 I mean, you'd have to have something slightly wrong not to.
01:09:45.720 But to train yourself to be able to look at the thing that terrifies you,
01:09:49.960 whether it's death or something ugly,
01:09:52.740 it seems to me, at any rate, that it's one of the things that drives me is that
01:10:02.440 if you look at enough, and as long as you don't tip over into the void,
01:10:07.300 if you look at enough, you can get to that place of stillness.
01:10:12.180 There's a metaphor that's always on my mind from the end of Evelyn War's Decline and Fall,
01:10:17.480 where a very curious man who's an architect in the book,
01:10:21.360 and a rather minor figure, is at the very end,
01:10:26.000 when it's been the whole plot, but at the very end,
01:10:28.260 after all the terrible things that have happened to various people,
01:10:30.620 and the human comedy of the whole disaster of the novel,
01:10:33.540 one of the main characters sees this architect,
01:10:38.480 this mysterious figure sitting,
01:10:40.700 watching this fairground ride.
01:10:44.240 And the fairground ride is one where this thing spins round,
01:10:50.240 and there's a net around the outside,
01:10:51.700 and people pay a shilling, and they go on,
01:10:53.600 they try to climb up the side,
01:10:55.120 and they're flung to the sides all the time.
01:10:58.060 And I think his name is Dr. Silenus.
01:11:00.060 It's just watching this, as all the people,
01:11:03.300 and he says how loud they laugh,
01:11:07.960 and how they cackle,
01:11:09.520 and how they get flung around,
01:11:12.260 and how they all try to get to the top.
01:11:15.960 And he says,
01:11:17.240 occasionally the circus pays for somebody who knows how to do it
01:11:21.120 to get to the top and sit there.
01:11:23.760 And he says,
01:11:24.780 that's where you want to be,
01:11:26.240 because at the top, in the center,
01:11:28.880 it's totally still.
01:11:30.680 There's no centrifugal force there.
01:11:32.840 Okay, so I'm curious about something.
01:11:35.520 You made a comment earlier
01:11:36.920 about the fact that
01:11:39.180 your more natural presumption now
01:11:41.860 is to assume that cowardice will be the order of the day.
01:11:44.560 Yes.
01:11:44.980 Okay, so there's something about you that's always struck me.
01:11:47.560 And I've met a lot of people
01:11:50.260 over the last six years, particularly,
01:11:53.340 and I've met a lot of people
01:11:56.220 who have remained silent when they shouldn't.
01:11:58.840 And I've met a few people
01:12:00.120 who will speak,
01:12:03.040 but they're rare.
01:12:04.760 You know, I've probably met 50 or 100 now
01:12:07.440 who will speak,
01:12:08.480 and you're one of them.
01:12:10.160 And Ayaan Hirsi Ali is another one, right?
01:12:12.380 And there are these people who,
01:12:14.660 Jonathan Haidt is another one, right?
01:12:16.740 They don't remain silent.
01:12:18.400 And so now you talked about
01:12:23.080 a pattern through your life
01:12:24.760 of going farther
01:12:26.960 and going places that challenged you.
01:12:29.460 Like, and you talked about the fact
01:12:31.460 that you have seen cowardice
01:12:33.180 as the order of the day,
01:12:34.100 especially that willingness to stay silent.
01:12:36.080 Okay, you're not one of those people.
01:12:38.460 Do you, as far as I can tell,
01:12:40.500 do you know why?
01:12:43.160 And does it,
01:12:43.820 is it tied into that proclivity?
01:12:45.920 Is it tied somehow
01:12:48.340 into that proclivity to push?
01:12:51.000 Well, naturally,
01:12:51.840 I don't think of myself
01:12:52.500 as a particularly brave person.
01:12:54.060 There's lots of people I know
01:12:54.680 who I do think of as brave,
01:12:56.300 but I've always wanted to make sure
01:13:02.280 I didn't not say what I saw.
01:13:06.000 I mean, that's-
01:13:06.360 Why?
01:13:08.240 It would be so embarrassing,
01:13:10.220 humiliating, self-humiliating.
01:13:12.360 I couldn't live with myself if I-
01:13:15.060 Yeah, but I don't think anybody
01:13:16.080 can live with themselves
01:13:16.960 if they fail to do that.
01:13:19.840 Well, I see the case.
01:13:21.000 So the fact that you observe,
01:13:23.000 well, maybe you,
01:13:24.140 it may be that people
01:13:25.720 don't know that so explicitly.
01:13:29.020 Right.
01:13:29.120 Like, my experience has been
01:13:30.360 that everyone who remains silent
01:13:32.240 when they have something to say
01:13:33.560 pays for it.
01:13:35.140 Oh, right.
01:13:35.580 Well, so somebody said to me years ago
01:13:38.320 that they thought that
01:13:39.560 what motivated me was
01:13:40.500 that I have a very low tolerance
01:13:42.400 threshold for lies.
01:13:43.500 I just don't like them.
01:13:44.520 I hate being told.
01:13:47.100 And the particularly big,
01:13:48.880 big lies on the,
01:13:50.340 you know,
01:13:50.800 sort of let's all pretend
01:13:51.820 that we now agree
01:13:52.900 to this thing today
01:13:53.960 that we didn't agree to yesterday.
01:13:56.300 I can't do it.
01:13:57.900 I just won't do it.
01:13:59.880 And I suppose one of the things
01:14:01.180 that also motivates that
01:14:02.080 is that the people I liked
01:14:03.340 and the people I admire
01:14:04.920 are like that.
01:14:06.380 I mean, I've known Ayaan
01:14:07.280 I've known Ayaan for 20 years
01:14:08.560 and I mean, actually,
01:14:10.580 somebody said something
01:14:12.200 I think it was my 40th birthday
01:14:13.720 that said,
01:14:14.620 are you aware
01:14:15.040 you've surrounded yourself
01:14:16.160 with courageous people?
01:14:18.400 And I said,
01:14:19.040 I wasn't actually,
01:14:19.800 but actually it was true
01:14:20.460 that around the table
01:14:21.240 there were some people
01:14:21.820 like Ayaan,
01:14:23.660 a friend of mine
01:14:24.540 who was very brave
01:14:25.340 in the conflict
01:14:25.860 in Northern Ireland
01:14:26.660 and other people,
01:14:28.620 you know,
01:14:28.960 academics I know
01:14:29.820 who I like,
01:14:30.340 who I think are,
01:14:30.900 you know,
01:14:31.220 and I actually hadn't
01:14:32.460 particularly noticed it,
01:14:33.460 but it's true.
01:14:34.920 Now, there's two lessons
01:14:36.440 I took from that.
01:14:37.240 One is,
01:14:38.220 I just like courageous people.
01:14:40.380 I like people
01:14:41.180 who say what they think
01:14:42.160 and they're much more fun,
01:14:43.900 of course,
01:14:44.260 and they're much better friends
01:14:45.380 and you have a much better time
01:14:46.640 and you actually get somewhere
01:14:47.720 because you don't have
01:14:48.780 to all lie to each other
01:14:49.740 and all that sort of thing.
01:14:50.940 You actually get to somewhere
01:14:52.160 in the discussion
01:14:53.000 and that's a pretty good idea.
01:14:55.220 The second thing is probably,
01:14:56.420 I thought actually
01:14:57.220 maybe it is deliberate
01:14:58.100 because I probably recognized,
01:15:01.340 rightly, I think,
01:15:02.180 that if you surround yourself
01:15:04.740 or near courageous people,
01:15:06.320 it's more likely
01:15:06.820 you'll be courageous yourself.
01:15:08.420 So, for instance,
01:15:09.700 you know,
01:15:10.360 sometimes people say,
01:15:11.340 well, if, you know,
01:15:12.220 you said this thing
01:15:13.300 and everyone hates you for it
01:15:14.960 and I genuinely,
01:15:16.500 I don't care.
01:15:17.860 Now, why do I not care?
01:15:19.000 Because I only care
01:15:20.240 about a small number of people
01:15:21.900 whose opinion I care for
01:15:23.680 and I don't understand
01:15:29.280 why anyone cares
01:15:31.500 about the opprobrium of millions.
01:15:33.920 If you have four people,
01:15:35.900 three people
01:15:36.500 who you admire
01:15:38.700 and who you know admire you
01:15:40.280 and you're fine.
01:15:42.680 I don't think it,
01:15:43.460 I, I, I, I...
01:15:45.000 Okay, so let me ask you
01:15:46.180 about that admiration,
01:15:47.920 you know,
01:15:48.380 because I've thought a lot
01:15:49.340 about admiration
01:15:51.340 because I think admiration
01:15:53.400 is what,
01:15:56.520 it's a manifestation
01:15:57.400 of the religious instinct.
01:16:00.020 Yeah.
01:16:00.660 So, so because
01:16:02.500 to admire someone is,
01:16:04.320 if you admire them enough,
01:16:05.360 you're awestruck
01:16:05.940 in their presence.
01:16:06.880 Yeah.
01:16:07.260 That would be the ultimate
01:16:08.320 manifestation of admiration
01:16:10.420 and awe is a primarily,
01:16:13.480 a primary religious experience,
01:16:16.200 right?
01:16:16.420 It's the experience
01:16:17.180 of seeing something
01:16:17.880 that's beyond you
01:16:19.520 in a manner
01:16:20.320 that's compelling,
01:16:21.400 right?
01:16:21.600 And so,
01:16:23.680 and you said
01:16:24.660 you admire
01:16:25.800 people who tell the truth.
01:16:28.180 Yes.
01:16:28.900 And so,
01:16:30.020 what I would,
01:16:31.180 what I'm curious about,
01:16:32.460 if I said to you,
01:16:34.160 is there any difference
01:16:35.240 between that
01:16:35.900 and the religious proclamation,
01:16:38.280 let's say,
01:16:38.900 that the truth
01:16:39.840 will set you free,
01:16:41.120 right?
01:16:41.320 That's part of the doctrine
01:16:42.260 of the word,
01:16:43.420 right?
01:16:43.880 I mean,
01:16:44.320 you and I have had discussions
01:16:45.500 and more,
01:16:46.400 more and more of them
01:16:47.340 with people like
01:16:48.340 Jonathan Pajot
01:16:49.180 about
01:16:49.580 what
01:16:51.040 a moral
01:16:53.740 system
01:16:55.040 has to be grounded in,
01:16:56.480 right?
01:16:56.960 And the humanist types,
01:16:58.640 we sort of began
01:16:59.380 our conversation today
01:17:00.620 with this,
01:17:01.320 the humanist types
01:17:02.080 think that
01:17:02.680 you can ground
01:17:04.180 morality
01:17:05.380 in something like
01:17:06.760 a system of facts.
01:17:08.560 And see,
01:17:09.160 I don't,
01:17:09.440 I don't think
01:17:09.940 that's true
01:17:10.940 and I think it's actually
01:17:11.840 technically untrue.
01:17:12.940 I think that we
01:17:13.600 ground morality
01:17:15.160 in something like,
01:17:17.280 God,
01:17:18.060 it's something like
01:17:18.860 the religious instinct
01:17:20.000 and I am trying
01:17:21.720 to figure that out
01:17:22.400 technically.
01:17:23.080 Like,
01:17:23.760 certainly one of the things
01:17:25.020 that orients you morally
01:17:25.960 is the sense of admiration.
01:17:27.720 Yes.
01:17:28.160 Well,
01:17:28.360 then you might ask yourself,
01:17:29.920 what provokes admiration
01:17:34.060 appropriately and naturally?
01:17:35.820 Yes.
01:17:35.980 And we could say,
01:17:36.640 well,
01:17:36.820 courage does.
01:17:37.640 Courage does.
01:17:38.680 Definitely courage does,
01:17:39.940 right?
01:17:40.460 Should.
01:17:41.200 Should,
01:17:41.780 yes,
01:17:41.980 but I think it almost
01:17:43.140 invariably does.
01:17:44.320 You have to work
01:17:45.500 really hard
01:17:46.220 as we are in our age
01:17:47.280 to discourage people
01:17:49.120 from admiring courage.
01:17:50.300 Right,
01:17:50.600 right.
01:17:50.940 Well,
01:17:51.140 and then you even see
01:17:52.160 among bad guys,
01:17:53.740 let's say,
01:17:54.440 like if you look at
01:17:55.540 mafioso movies,
01:17:57.860 I mean,
01:17:59.200 the mafioso villain types
01:18:01.800 are at least courageous.
01:18:04.620 Yes.
01:18:05.100 Right?
01:18:05.520 Yes.
01:18:05.740 And they have their own
01:18:06.500 system of ethics.
01:18:07.280 And they have their,
01:18:08.200 that's right.
01:18:08.640 Very strict system.
01:18:09.180 Yes,
01:18:09.440 yes,
01:18:09.860 yes.
01:18:10.100 And so even though
01:18:11.140 you might not say
01:18:12.200 that that's the most
01:18:13.000 profound set
01:18:14.080 of orienting guidelines
01:18:15.400 because it's criminal
01:18:16.900 in its orientation,
01:18:18.100 it's not nothing
01:18:19.120 and there is a certain
01:18:19.920 amount of courage.
01:18:20.940 And you could also
01:18:21.680 point out,
01:18:22.500 and this is sort of,
01:18:23.920 what would you say,
01:18:24.780 a comment on
01:18:25.660 the necessity
01:18:26.740 of integrating the shadow
01:18:28.180 is that
01:18:28.660 someone who's
01:18:31.380 forthright enough
01:18:32.600 to be a mafioso
01:18:33.740 at least isn't
01:18:35.980 terrified
01:18:36.540 into dependent
01:18:37.780 neuroticism.
01:18:39.000 Yes.
01:18:39.560 Right,
01:18:39.920 right,
01:18:40.360 right.
01:18:40.580 So there's kind of,
01:18:41.500 there's a hierarchy
01:18:42.160 of virtue
01:18:42.860 and the forthright
01:18:45.020 bad guy
01:18:45.720 isn't the lowest
01:18:46.900 entity.
01:18:48.340 That's right.
01:18:49.500 So,
01:18:49.800 so,
01:18:50.300 so there,
01:18:51.680 there are
01:18:52.400 valid markers
01:18:56.380 for admiration,
01:18:58.100 right,
01:18:58.340 courage.
01:18:59.940 I think brotherhood
01:19:01.540 in some sense
01:19:02.340 is also,
01:19:03.060 that's something
01:19:03.460 you also alluded to,
01:19:04.740 you know,
01:19:04.960 you said that you noticed
01:19:05.940 that you had aggregated
01:19:07.100 around you
01:19:07.740 people who were
01:19:09.940 willing to speak
01:19:10.620 their minds.
01:19:11.040 and I think
01:19:11.560 the reason
01:19:11.940 for that
01:19:12.280 likely is,
01:19:12.960 is that
01:19:13.240 if you speak
01:19:15.520 your mind
01:19:16.060 and you
01:19:16.700 pay the price
01:19:18.080 and you reap
01:19:18.600 the benefits
01:19:19.180 of that,
01:19:19.900 pay the price
01:19:20.340 for that,
01:19:20.720 reap the benefits,
01:19:22.080 other people
01:19:22.820 who've done that
01:19:23.860 notice
01:19:24.600 and you find them
01:19:26.480 and they find you.
01:19:27.380 I mean,
01:19:27.520 that's certainly,
01:19:28.160 that's happened
01:19:28.800 as I've risen
01:19:30.520 to notoriety.
01:19:31.400 and so,
01:19:32.560 and that's also
01:19:33.460 a huge reward,
01:19:34.760 right?
01:19:34.880 Yes,
01:19:34.980 absolutely.
01:19:35.860 So,
01:19:36.240 is the opportunity
01:19:37.740 to meet people
01:19:38.800 in different spheres
01:19:40.140 who've done
01:19:40.580 great things
01:19:41.600 and that's,
01:19:42.640 I mean,
01:19:42.840 that's an enormous
01:19:44.080 benefit
01:19:46.700 of the life I live
01:19:47.620 and I'm sure
01:19:47.920 the life you live
01:19:48.740 is the incalculable,
01:19:50.760 you know,
01:19:52.380 gift
01:19:53.320 of meeting people
01:19:55.220 who've done
01:19:55.760 extraordinary things
01:19:56.680 and from a bewildering
01:20:00.280 array of backgrounds,
01:20:01.700 you know,
01:20:01.980 I mean,
01:20:02.240 it's like,
01:20:03.420 I don't know,
01:20:04.220 among our circle
01:20:05.060 of people
01:20:05.540 who we know
01:20:06.500 and are friends with,
01:20:07.260 I think,
01:20:08.320 I think there's nothing
01:20:10.160 they have in common
01:20:10.900 other than
01:20:11.520 probably
01:20:12.400 a similar
01:20:14.080 desire to say
01:20:15.720 the truth
01:20:16.100 as they see it
01:20:17.300 and to do so
01:20:18.620 in the face of
01:20:19.600 whatever comes their way
01:20:21.140 and that might be
01:20:22.940 a Yon Lee Park
01:20:24.340 or it might be
01:20:26.140 Jonathan Pajot
01:20:28.340 it might be
01:20:29.080 right
01:20:30.180 there's no
01:20:30.960 there's no commonality
01:20:32.820 of background experience
01:20:34.480 and by the way
01:20:35.280 then that's one of the things
01:20:36.000 I would say
01:20:36.480 is that we're
01:20:36.820 to encourage people
01:20:37.800 is that
01:20:39.040 in that case
01:20:40.180 like you can do it too
01:20:41.760 yeah,
01:20:42.160 right
01:20:42.400 and
01:20:43.780 you know,
01:20:45.880 I'm
01:20:46.260 one of the reasons
01:20:47.400 I'm sort of rather
01:20:48.080 actually optimistic
01:20:49.860 about
01:20:50.240 the next generation
01:20:52.040 coming along
01:20:52.660 in America
01:20:53.200 and in
01:20:53.640 the Western democracies
01:20:55.000 in general
01:20:55.440 is that
01:20:55.820 I think
01:20:56.400 the smarter ones
01:20:58.120 and I'm sure
01:20:58.480 you see this
01:20:59.020 all the time
01:20:59.420 the smarter ones
01:21:00.720 have all seen
01:21:01.360 through the
01:21:02.280 dogma of the day
01:21:03.720 and they don't like it
01:21:05.500 and although
01:21:07.080 there are these
01:21:07.680 sorts of
01:21:08.300 prim,
01:21:08.880 censorious
01:21:09.720 you know
01:21:11.300 tittle-tattle
01:21:12.720 tell-tale
01:21:13.700 people
01:21:14.160 in their 20s
01:21:15.720 and some
01:21:16.780 pathetic people
01:21:18.380 in their 30s
01:21:19.040 and 40s
01:21:19.560 and so on
01:21:20.060 nevertheless
01:21:21.200 people coming up
01:21:22.640 in their teens
01:21:23.340 and early 20s
01:21:24.320 now
01:21:24.720 have seen
01:21:25.680 through those
01:21:26.160 people
01:21:26.420 they don't like
01:21:27.060 them
01:21:27.360 they're right
01:21:27.920 not to like
01:21:28.540 them
01:21:28.840 and so
01:21:30.960 actually
01:21:31.320 that's why
01:21:31.620 they look to
01:21:32.120 people like
01:21:32.600 Joe Rogan
01:21:33.240 right
01:21:33.900 and
01:21:34.380 they're right
01:21:35.320 to look
01:21:35.620 they are
01:21:35.960 they are
01:21:36.500 because
01:21:36.680 here's something
01:21:37.260 he's very
01:21:37.580 successful
01:21:38.040 very funny
01:21:38.720 very smart
01:21:39.440 very tough
01:21:40.320 very tough
01:21:41.140 lives the life
01:21:41.700 he wants to live
01:21:42.400 as you know
01:21:42.900 if you go to
01:21:43.300 Joe's studio
01:21:43.840 it's pretty much
01:21:44.440 what
01:21:45.200 at the age
01:21:46.520 of about 15
01:21:47.320 you thought
01:21:47.780 you do
01:21:48.340 if you've got
01:21:49.160 some
01:21:49.500 tax
01:21:50.040 and that's
01:21:51.740 pretty great
01:21:52.660 I mean
01:21:53.020 you know
01:21:53.360 and
01:21:53.720 I think
01:21:55.120 that
01:21:55.400 the more
01:21:56.040 that happens
01:21:56.800 the more
01:21:57.220 people see
01:21:57.940 there's a way
01:21:58.940 through
01:21:59.080 the more
01:22:00.060 we'll have
01:22:00.500 this sort
01:22:00.820 of aggregator
01:22:01.440 effect
01:22:01.680 okay
01:22:01.800 so
01:22:02.080 let me ask
01:22:03.360 you this
01:22:03.700 that you
01:22:04.080 know
01:22:04.200 you said
01:22:04.700 that
01:22:04.980 you can't
01:22:06.280 for one
01:22:06.740 reason or
01:22:07.160 another
01:22:07.340 you can't
01:22:08.100 or you
01:22:08.380 have decided
01:22:08.960 not to
01:22:09.660 abide
01:22:10.460 lies
01:22:11.460 and so
01:22:12.480 I would
01:22:13.200 ask you
01:22:13.960 to what
01:22:14.620 degree
01:22:15.080 has the
01:22:17.160 adventure
01:22:17.640 of your
01:22:18.020 life
01:22:18.300 that's
01:22:18.640 a good
01:22:18.840 way
01:22:19.040 of
01:22:19.180 thinking
01:22:19.400 about
01:22:19.700 it
01:22:19.880 being
01:22:20.880 a
01:22:21.640 consequence
01:22:22.160 of
01:22:22.680 exactly
01:22:23.360 that
01:22:23.820 so
01:22:25.800 I've
01:22:26.160 started
01:22:26.540 to
01:22:30.140 understand
01:22:30.660 you tell
01:22:31.160 me what
01:22:31.420 you think
01:22:31.700 of this
01:22:31.980 so
01:22:32.220 you can
01:22:34.060 use
01:22:34.300 language
01:22:34.680 two
01:22:35.000 ways
01:22:35.380 you can
01:22:36.760 either
01:22:37.120 decide
01:22:38.900 what you
01:22:39.220 want
01:22:39.440 from
01:22:39.620 someone
01:22:39.900 before
01:22:40.180 you
01:22:40.360 talk
01:22:40.560 to
01:22:40.700 them
01:22:40.840 and
01:22:41.320 then
01:22:41.440 you
01:22:41.580 can
01:22:41.740 craft
01:22:42.080 every
01:22:42.400 word
01:22:42.720 that
01:22:42.940 you
01:22:43.100 utter
01:22:43.360 in
01:22:43.700 order
01:22:43.860 to
01:22:44.060 extract
01:22:44.500 that
01:22:44.780 that's
01:22:45.760 instrumental
01:22:46.160 use
01:22:46.520 of
01:22:46.660 language
01:22:46.940 I've
01:22:48.280 talked
01:22:48.480 to
01:22:48.580 lots
01:22:48.740 of
01:22:48.900 journalists
01:22:49.320 who
01:22:49.520 do
01:22:49.660 that
01:22:50.040 for sure
01:22:50.740 or
01:22:51.160 you
01:22:51.800 can
01:22:51.980 just
01:22:52.180 sit
01:22:52.400 down
01:22:52.700 and
01:22:53.080 you
01:22:53.460 can
01:22:53.580 say
01:22:53.780 what
01:22:53.940 you
01:22:54.060 think
01:22:54.380 and
01:22:55.560 see
01:22:55.720 what
01:22:55.860 happens
01:22:56.340 and
01:22:56.900 those
01:22:57.080 are
01:22:57.200 very
01:22:57.420 very
01:22:57.640 now
01:22:57.840 this
01:22:58.020 is
01:22:58.100 what
01:22:58.240 Rogan
01:22:58.540 does
01:22:58.780 in
01:22:59.160 his
01:22:59.360 interviews
01:22:59.740 he
01:22:59.960 just
01:23:00.200 says
01:23:00.860 what
01:23:01.060 he
01:23:01.160 thinks
01:23:01.500 and
01:23:01.840 he
01:23:01.960 sees
01:23:02.180 what
01:23:02.380 happens
01:23:02.880 now
01:23:03.520 the
01:23:04.660 advantage
01:23:05.060 to
01:23:05.300 the
01:23:05.480 former
01:23:06.020 strategy
01:23:07.280 is
01:23:07.720 that
01:23:08.020 in
01:23:09.040 principle
01:23:09.360 you
01:23:09.580 get
01:23:09.760 what
01:23:09.920 you
01:23:10.040 want
01:23:10.400 but
01:23:11.400 the
01:23:11.580 disadvantage
01:23:12.100 is
01:23:12.420 well
01:23:12.580 you
01:23:12.680 might
01:23:12.840 have
01:23:13.000 to
01:23:13.120 manipulate
01:23:13.420 people
01:23:13.880 and
01:23:14.060 they'll
01:23:14.220 catch
01:23:14.460 on
01:23:14.660 to
01:23:14.740 that
01:23:14.940 and
01:23:15.120 the
01:23:15.500 second
01:23:15.820 and
01:23:16.040 more
01:23:16.200 profound
01:23:16.580 disadvantage
01:23:17.120 is
01:23:17.480 what
01:23:18.160 the
01:23:18.300 hell
01:23:18.420 do
01:23:18.560 you
01:23:18.660 know
01:23:18.880 about
01:23:19.100 what
01:23:19.300 you
01:23:19.440 want
01:23:19.760 you
01:23:20.740 know
01:23:20.880 it's
01:23:21.120 not
01:23:21.240 like
01:23:21.420 you're
01:23:21.600 transparent
01:23:22.120 to
01:23:22.340 yourself
01:23:22.720 yes
01:23:23.120 and
01:23:23.360 so
01:23:23.480 you
01:23:23.600 might
01:23:23.780 have
01:23:23.980 some
01:23:24.220 bloody
01:23:24.500 scheme
01:23:24.960 that
01:23:25.200 you
01:23:25.360 think
01:23:25.660 you're
01:23:25.860 seeing
01:23:26.160 through
01:23:26.500 and
01:23:27.120 you
01:23:27.240 might
01:23:27.420 manipulate
01:23:27.860 to
01:23:28.240 get
01:23:28.420 it
01:23:28.520 but
01:23:28.660 that
01:23:28.820 doesn't
01:23:29.020 mean
01:23:29.160 it'll
01:23:29.320 be
01:23:29.420 good
01:23:29.580 for
01:23:29.740 you
01:23:29.820 when
01:23:29.960 you
01:23:30.060 get
01:23:30.240 it
01:23:30.360 and
01:23:30.480 so
01:23:30.640 you
01:23:30.860 could
01:23:31.020 contrast
01:23:31.560 that
01:23:31.900 instead
01:23:32.240 with
01:23:32.500 a
01:23:32.640 different
01:23:32.880 proposition
01:23:33.480 which
01:23:33.880 is
01:23:34.080 and
01:23:34.420 I
01:23:34.540 think
01:23:34.720 this
01:23:34.960 is
01:23:35.080 a
01:23:35.220 correct
01:23:35.480 proposition
01:23:36.100 and
01:23:37.100 I
01:23:37.240 think
01:23:37.420 it's
01:23:37.620 the
01:23:37.760 maybe
01:23:38.280 the
01:23:38.520 fundamental
01:23:39.020 religious
01:23:39.480 proposition
01:23:40.140 possibly
01:23:40.940 is
01:23:41.580 that
01:23:41.860 whatever
01:23:43.360 happens
01:23:43.940 if
01:23:44.380 you
01:23:44.760 are
01:23:45.520 acting
01:23:46.080 in
01:23:46.720 accordance
01:23:47.020 with
01:23:47.240 the
01:23:47.400 truth
01:23:47.720 is
01:23:49.080 the
01:23:49.460 best
01:23:49.720 thing
01:23:49.920 that
01:23:50.080 could
01:23:50.200 have
01:23:50.320 possibly
01:23:50.700 happened
01:23:51.100 regardless
01:23:52.100 of how
01:23:52.680 it
01:23:52.860 seems
01:23:53.100 to
01:23:53.260 you
01:23:53.400 at
01:23:53.560 the
01:23:53.680 time
01:23:53.960 and
01:23:55.040 so
01:23:55.360 that's
01:23:55.940 a
01:23:56.500 dubious
01:23:56.840 proposition
01:23:57.320 but
01:23:57.600 here's
01:23:57.880 one
01:23:58.080 that's
01:23:58.320 not
01:23:58.520 so
01:23:58.700 dubious
01:23:59.060 I
01:23:59.240 think
01:23:59.420 although
01:23:59.620 I
01:23:59.800 do
01:23:59.920 think
01:24:00.140 it's
01:24:00.320 true
01:24:00.500 if
01:24:02.400 you
01:24:02.560 have
01:24:02.820 to
01:24:02.980 let
01:24:03.220 go
01:24:03.460 of
01:24:03.620 the
01:24:03.780 consequences
01:24:04.300 of
01:24:04.580 your
01:24:04.740 words
01:24:05.100 because
01:24:05.380 you're
01:24:05.620 just
01:24:05.760 going
01:24:05.920 to
01:24:05.940 let
01:24:06.100 the
01:24:06.260 cards
01:24:06.520 fall
01:24:06.860 wherever
01:24:07.200 they're
01:24:07.440 going
01:24:07.540 to
01:24:07.640 fall
01:24:07.960 you
01:24:09.040 get
01:24:09.220 to
01:24:09.340 have
01:24:09.500 an
01:24:09.620 adventure
01:24:10.000 because
01:24:10.540 you
01:24:10.660 don't
01:24:10.780 know
01:24:10.880 what
01:24:11.020 the
01:24:11.140 hell
01:24:11.260 is
01:24:11.360 going
01:24:11.480 to
01:24:11.560 happen
01:24:11.840 absolutely
01:24:12.380 yeah
01:24:12.700 okay
01:24:13.220 so
01:24:13.440 you
01:24:23.560 which
01:24:23.760 is
01:24:25.040 predicated
01:24:26.100 on an
01:24:26.480 idea
01:24:26.880 which
01:24:27.200 I
01:24:27.360 believe
01:24:27.600 to
01:24:27.760 be
01:24:27.900 true
01:24:28.140 which
01:24:28.440 is
01:24:28.680 that
01:24:29.200 the
01:24:30.140 point
01:24:30.440 of
01:24:30.600 truth
01:24:30.880 is
01:24:31.080 not
01:24:31.300 just
01:24:31.600 a
01:24:31.780 sort
01:24:31.980 of
01:24:32.160 it's
01:24:33.700 not
01:24:33.860 a
01:24:34.040 game
01:24:34.500 it's
01:24:34.920 to
01:24:35.040 get
01:24:35.240 you
01:24:35.440 somewhere
01:24:35.900 you
01:24:36.660 know
01:24:36.900 it's
01:24:37.500 like
01:24:37.620 the
01:24:37.760 search
01:24:38.000 for
01:24:38.180 meaning
01:24:38.480 you
01:24:38.780 either
01:24:39.500 devolve
01:24:40.800 I think
01:24:41.040 I said
01:24:41.300 this
01:24:41.460 with you
01:24:41.700 and
01:24:41.820 Jonathan
01:24:42.040 before
01:24:42.300 you
01:24:42.500 either
01:24:43.100 devolve
01:24:43.460 into
01:24:43.680 the
01:24:43.860 idea
01:24:44.420 that
01:24:44.600 we're
01:24:44.760 meaning
01:24:45.020 seeking
01:24:45.360 creatures
01:24:45.840 but
01:24:46.040 there's
01:24:46.260 no
01:24:46.460 meaning
01:24:46.880 or
01:24:47.420 you
01:24:47.540 say
01:24:47.700 we're
01:24:47.920 meaning
01:24:48.140 seeking
01:24:48.380 creatures
01:24:48.780 and
01:24:49.580 there's
01:24:49.800 a
01:24:49.960 reason
01:24:51.040 for
01:24:51.300 that
01:24:51.600 and
01:24:52.340 the
01:24:52.480 reason
01:24:52.740 is
01:24:53.040 it's
01:24:53.380 because
01:24:53.660 we're
01:24:53.920 hoping
01:24:54.160 to
01:24:54.340 get
01:24:54.560 somewhere
01:24:55.200 to
01:24:56.380 that
01:24:56.580 center
01:24:56.980 that
01:24:57.240 I
01:24:58.040 talked
01:24:58.300 about
01:24:58.520 you
01:24:59.460 hope
01:25:00.380 that's
01:25:00.720 the
01:25:00.840 same
01:25:01.080 as
01:25:01.220 the
01:25:01.400 center
01:25:01.720 of
01:25:01.940 the
01:25:02.580 maze
01:25:03.440 you
01:25:03.600 hope
01:25:04.940 that
01:25:05.440 if
01:25:06.080 you
01:25:06.320 you
01:25:06.760 know
01:25:08.740 it
01:25:08.900 sounds
01:25:09.060 like
01:25:09.180 but
01:25:10.000 if
01:25:10.440 you
01:25:10.560 tread
01:25:10.760 in
01:25:10.940 truth
01:25:11.240 if
01:25:11.500 you
01:25:13.000 follow
01:25:14.840 your
01:25:15.100 instinct
01:25:15.420 towards
01:25:15.860 truth
01:25:16.280 you're
01:25:17.340 bound
01:25:17.620 to
01:25:17.820 make
01:25:18.040 some
01:25:18.260 missteps
01:25:18.740 you're
01:25:18.960 bound
01:25:19.100 to
01:25:19.220 get
01:25:19.340 some
01:25:19.540 things
01:25:19.740 wrong
01:25:20.000 as
01:25:20.140 everybody
01:25:20.420 does
01:25:20.920 but
01:25:21.500 the
01:25:21.640 orientation
01:25:22.240 of
01:25:22.520 where
01:25:22.660 you're
01:25:22.840 going
01:25:23.100 to
01:25:23.300 is
01:25:23.480 correct
01:25:23.960 it
01:25:25.220 is
01:25:25.400 correct
01:25:25.740 and
01:25:25.960 the
01:25:26.280 end
01:25:26.520 of
01:25:26.640 it
01:25:26.820 whatever
01:25:28.080 it
01:25:28.380 was
01:25:28.600 you
01:25:28.740 were
01:25:28.860 meant
01:25:29.020 to
01:25:29.140 be
01:25:29.260 in
01:25:29.400 your
01:25:29.520 life
01:25:29.840 is
01:25:30.320 more
01:25:30.520 likely
01:25:30.800 to
01:25:31.000 be
01:25:31.140 what
01:25:31.400 you'll
01:25:31.860 be
01:25:32.060 than
01:25:32.520 if
01:25:32.680 you
01:25:32.840 set
01:25:33.120 off
01:25:33.340 in
01:25:33.540 error
01:25:33.820 and
01:25:34.320 deliberately
01:25:34.960 suppressed
01:25:36.020 what
01:25:36.860 you
01:25:37.080 believed
01:25:37.680 and what
01:25:38.100 you
01:25:38.220 wanted
01:25:38.460 to do
01:25:38.780 in
01:25:38.940 your life
01:25:39.200 here's
01:25:39.580 a corollary
01:25:40.760 to
01:25:40.960 that
01:25:41.280 also
01:25:41.760 I
01:25:42.000 would
01:25:42.160 say
01:25:42.420 is
01:25:42.620 that
01:25:42.840 if
01:25:43.740 you
01:25:43.920 say
01:25:44.160 what
01:25:44.360 you
01:25:44.580 think
01:25:45.060 then
01:25:45.680 it's
01:25:45.900 you
01:25:46.100 saying
01:25:46.480 and
01:25:46.640 you
01:25:46.780 thinking
01:25:47.140 and
01:25:47.840 that
01:25:48.000 means
01:25:48.240 that
01:25:48.440 whatever
01:25:48.740 happens
01:25:49.380 is
01:25:49.940 your
01:25:50.360 life
01:25:50.840 but
01:25:51.820 if
01:25:51.980 you
01:25:52.160 engage
01:25:52.620 in
01:25:52.820 falsehood
01:25:53.380 then
01:25:54.760 I
01:25:55.980 think
01:25:56.280 you're
01:25:56.460 the
01:25:56.600 devil's
01:25:57.040 puppet
01:25:57.360 fundamentally
01:25:58.020 but
01:25:58.340 and
01:25:58.580 the
01:25:58.700 reason
01:25:58.940 I
01:25:59.140 think
01:25:59.340 that
01:25:59.560 is
01:25:59.680 because
01:26:00.000 if
01:26:00.800 you're
01:26:01.040 engaging
01:26:01.420 in
01:26:01.660 falsehood
01:26:02.220 then
01:26:03.020 whatever
01:26:03.340 it
01:26:03.580 is
01:26:03.720 that
01:26:03.880 you're
01:26:04.040 saying
01:26:04.280 and
01:26:04.460 thinking
01:26:04.800 it
01:26:05.840 isn't
01:26:06.160 you
01:26:06.480 by
01:26:07.220 definition
01:26:07.740 because
01:26:08.260 it's
01:26:09.500 not
01:26:09.740 it's
01:26:10.700 not
01:26:10.920 what
01:26:11.120 you
01:26:11.520 think
01:26:12.040 and
01:26:12.240 you
01:26:12.420 can
01:26:12.820 tease
01:26:14.380 that
01:26:14.660 out
01:26:14.920 of
01:26:15.080 people
01:26:15.420 rather
01:26:15.760 like
01:26:16.080 theodore
01:26:16.320 Dalrymple
01:26:16.780 did
01:26:17.020 with
01:26:17.180 those
01:26:17.920 prisoners
01:26:18.380 you
01:26:19.040 can
01:26:19.200 tease
01:26:19.440 it
01:26:19.560 out
01:26:19.700 with
01:26:19.820 people
01:26:20.000 like
01:26:20.580 Joe
01:26:20.820 in
01:26:21.080 comedy
01:26:21.900 because
01:26:22.740 my
01:26:23.940 late
01:26:24.160 friend
01:26:24.400 Clive
01:26:24.700 James
01:26:25.080 had
01:26:25.320 this
01:26:25.460 beautiful
01:26:25.740 saying
01:26:26.120 he
01:26:26.540 wrote
01:26:26.980 somewhere
01:26:27.300 he
01:26:27.500 said
01:26:27.660 common
01:26:29.020 sense
01:26:29.620 and
01:26:30.860 humor
01:26:31.380 are
01:26:32.280 the
01:26:32.440 same
01:26:32.680 thing
01:26:33.120 moving
01:26:33.480 at
01:26:33.680 different
01:26:34.020 speeds
01:26:34.820 humor
01:26:36.200 is
01:26:36.480 just
01:26:36.660 common
01:26:37.060 sense
01:26:37.520 dancing
01:26:38.320 now
01:26:39.680 I
01:26:40.800 love
01:26:41.100 this
01:26:41.380 quote
01:26:41.940 and
01:26:42.120 one
01:26:43.080 of
01:26:43.220 the
01:26:43.320 things
01:26:43.540 that
01:26:43.680 says
01:26:43.860 Jesser
01:26:44.140 about
01:26:44.340 it
01:26:44.460 is
01:26:44.620 a
01:26:45.200 comedian
01:26:45.660 or
01:26:46.940 anyone
01:26:47.560 any
01:26:48.060 of us
01:26:48.280 who
01:26:48.400 tell
01:26:48.580 a
01:26:48.740 joke
01:26:49.100 if
01:26:50.220 it's
01:26:50.340 a
01:26:50.440 good
01:26:50.600 joke
01:26:51.080 irrespective
01:26:52.300 of whether
01:26:52.540 or not
01:26:52.820 it's
01:26:53.020 offensive
01:26:53.420 to
01:26:53.700 some
01:26:53.940 person
01:26:54.520 people
01:26:55.940 laugh
01:26:56.460 and the
01:26:57.640 laughter
01:26:58.000 is the
01:26:58.380 recognition
01:26:58.860 that what
01:26:59.260 has
01:26:59.420 happened
01:26:59.760 is
01:27:00.080 real
01:27:00.900 it's
01:27:02.780 reality
01:27:03.700 dancing
01:27:04.400 it's
01:27:06.220 reality
01:27:06.940 riffing
01:27:07.460 on
01:27:07.620 itself
01:27:08.100 at a
01:27:08.940 higher
01:27:09.280 speed
01:27:09.740 and
01:27:09.760 transcending
01:27:10.360 itself
01:27:10.820 absolutely
01:27:11.340 and one
01:27:12.180 of the
01:27:12.400 greatest
01:27:12.780 things
01:27:13.100 why I'm
01:27:13.740 very
01:27:14.160 confident
01:27:15.120 that if
01:27:15.680 you have
01:27:15.940 enough
01:27:16.180 comedians
01:27:16.760 in our
01:27:17.120 society
01:27:17.500 who are
01:27:17.820 good
01:27:18.060 we might
01:27:18.440 get out
01:27:18.860 of this
01:27:19.400 because
01:27:20.260 those are
01:27:20.840 the ten
01:27:21.240 good men
01:27:21.760 in Sodom
01:27:22.320 by the way
01:27:22.880 who dare
01:27:24.200 to tell
01:27:24.580 the truth
01:27:25.040 exactly
01:27:25.540 and
01:27:25.980 the fact
01:27:28.160 that our
01:27:28.620 age might
01:27:29.080 need to
01:27:29.320 rely on
01:27:29.660 comedians
01:27:30.080 will tell
01:27:30.420 us
01:27:30.520 something
01:27:30.720 about
01:27:30.940 our
01:27:31.120 age
01:27:31.300 but
01:27:31.460 nevertheless
01:27:31.880 if you
01:27:34.300 make
01:27:34.580 somebody
01:27:35.000 laugh
01:27:35.480 about
01:27:35.920 the
01:27:36.140 thing
01:27:36.420 they
01:27:36.820 recognize
01:27:37.300 it
01:27:37.620 and
01:27:37.720 they
01:27:37.860 laugh
01:27:38.240 quite often
01:27:39.180 there's a type
01:27:39.680 of person
01:27:40.060 who will
01:27:40.340 then pull
01:27:41.760 back
01:27:42.140 because they've
01:27:43.380 basically admitted
01:27:44.320 that they also
01:27:45.760 recognize this thing
01:27:46.700 to be true
01:27:47.220 because otherwise
01:27:47.920 they wouldn't have
01:27:48.420 found it funny
01:27:48.920 they wouldn't have
01:27:49.380 been able to
01:27:49.800 laugh about it
01:27:50.540 because laughter
01:27:51.400 wouldn't be the
01:27:51.900 response
01:27:52.300 the response
01:27:52.700 would be discussed
01:27:53.280 quite often
01:27:54.740 they laugh
01:27:55.200 and then they
01:27:55.540 have to
01:27:55.780 feign disgust
01:27:56.520 yeah
01:27:56.720 yeah
01:27:57.000 yeah
01:27:57.300 well it's
01:27:58.000 interesting too
01:27:58.740 there
01:27:58.980 and this points
01:28:00.320 to something
01:28:00.840 like an instinct
01:28:01.580 for the truth
01:28:02.260 because one of the
01:28:03.440 things I was really
01:28:04.120 struck by when I
01:28:04.900 had little kids
01:28:05.520 was how early
01:28:06.300 their sense of humor
01:28:07.500 developed
01:28:07.940 it's ridiculously
01:28:09.440 early
01:28:09.960 like it's there
01:28:10.640 at nine months
01:28:11.480 for sure
01:28:12.000 if you
01:28:12.840 you can coax it
01:28:13.600 out of them
01:28:13.920 but certainly
01:28:14.900 by the time
01:28:15.620 kids are two
01:28:16.700 they're doing
01:28:17.600 ridiculously
01:28:18.240 clowny things
01:28:19.300 all the time
01:28:20.120 and that
01:28:22.100 and it struck me
01:28:23.440 because
01:28:23.840 it's pre-linguistic
01:28:25.660 even
01:28:25.980 it's so deep
01:28:26.700 that sense of humor
01:28:27.560 and I do think
01:28:28.440 it's part of
01:28:28.940 the orientation
01:28:29.580 towards truth
01:28:30.380 it's the
01:28:30.900 it's the playful
01:28:31.840 orientation
01:28:32.560 towards truth
01:28:33.400 well that's why
01:28:34.240 I quoted Martin Amis
01:28:35.080 earlier
01:28:35.380 but I mean
01:28:35.720 he famously
01:28:36.920 said once
01:28:37.480 the reason
01:28:38.200 you should be
01:28:38.580 suspicious
01:28:39.020 of people
01:28:39.620 with no sense
01:28:40.240 of humor
01:28:40.560 isn't just
01:28:41.000 that they don't
01:28:41.340 know what's funny
01:28:42.080 but they don't
01:28:42.440 know what's
01:28:42.900 serious either
01:28:43.660 and
01:28:45.100 and that is
01:28:46.380 yeah well
01:28:46.540 the funniest
01:28:47.020 comedians
01:28:47.600 are the ones
01:28:48.100 that can take
01:28:48.680 the most serious
01:28:49.420 thing
01:28:49.740 and make it
01:28:50.160 funny
01:28:50.420 oh yeah
01:28:51.000 absolutely
01:28:51.980 and which is
01:28:53.040 and who dare
01:28:53.580 to do that
01:28:54.140 the Monty Python
01:28:54.840 troupe was great
01:28:55.600 at that
01:28:55.940 yeah
01:28:56.120 and I mean
01:28:56.460 that's why
01:28:57.500 everything
01:28:58.360 you know
01:28:58.660 it's also dangerous
01:29:00.220 to be a comedian
01:29:00.840 in this stage
01:29:01.360 because everyone
01:29:01.740 can take it out
01:29:02.280 of context
01:29:02.720 with Rosanne Barr
01:29:03.760 the other day
01:29:04.240 and pretend
01:29:05.460 that you're doing
01:29:05.920 something you weren't
01:29:06.540 but if
01:29:06.860 in a good faith
01:29:08.280 environment
01:29:09.660 yes
01:29:10.980 these are the
01:29:12.200 people who can
01:29:13.140 point to things
01:29:13.820 we all know
01:29:14.280 to be true
01:29:14.860 we get to laugh
01:29:16.160 at them
01:29:16.620 and with them
01:29:18.340 and this
01:29:20.220 this reveals
01:29:21.800 something very
01:29:22.300 important in our
01:29:22.960 era it seems
01:29:23.540 to me
01:29:23.840 which is
01:29:24.320 the people
01:29:25.340 that you and I
01:29:25.840 spend a certain
01:29:26.420 amount of our
01:29:26.880 lives railing
01:29:27.560 against
01:29:28.080 and we should
01:29:28.680 get on to some
01:29:29.140 positives
01:29:29.480 but the
01:29:30.220 the railing
01:29:31.140 against
01:29:31.460 is in part
01:29:32.800 because they are
01:29:33.520 censorious bullies
01:29:34.700 they want to tell
01:29:36.060 you and me
01:29:36.760 and everyone else
01:29:38.340 what we should
01:29:39.040 find funny
01:29:39.800 what we should
01:29:40.840 read
01:29:41.360 what we should
01:29:42.020 say
01:29:42.560 what we should
01:29:43.240 think
01:29:43.760 how we should
01:29:44.420 act
01:29:44.920 and
01:29:45.960 in my mind
01:29:47.280 it's an invitation
01:29:49.040 which I decline
01:29:49.880 but
01:29:51.260 in that case
01:29:53.140 these people
01:29:54.680 who are so
01:29:55.320 prim
01:29:55.560 so unfunny
01:29:56.480 so tediously
01:29:58.240 repressive
01:29:58.840 in everything
01:29:59.240 they do
01:29:59.660 don't stand
01:30:00.680 a chance
01:30:01.220 in the long
01:30:01.700 run
01:30:02.000 if 10
01:30:04.020 comedians
01:30:04.720 can take
01:30:05.300 down a
01:30:05.820 million
01:30:06.140 social justice
01:30:08.020 activists
01:30:08.560 and I reckon
01:30:09.760 they can
01:30:10.360 then
01:30:11.120 I'd
01:30:13.500 bet long
01:30:13.920 on the
01:30:14.220 comedians
01:30:14.800 we're going
01:30:16.420 to move
01:30:16.840 very quickly
01:30:17.680 to the
01:30:18.120 Daily Wire
01:30:18.500 plus side
01:30:19.060 and I'll
01:30:19.660 ask you
01:30:20.200 about this
01:30:20.620 about the
01:30:21.000 development
01:30:21.360 of that
01:30:21.780 sense
01:30:22.080 of truth
01:30:22.540 let me
01:30:24.200 see here
01:30:24.700 what else
01:30:25.340 I'd like
01:30:25.660 to ask
01:30:26.080 you about
01:30:26.520 okay
01:30:28.760 so let's
01:30:29.320 go back
01:30:29.640 to what
01:30:29.920 we discussed
01:30:30.420 right at
01:30:30.760 the beginning
01:30:31.160 which is
01:30:31.580 this idea
01:30:32.380 of purpose
01:30:33.120 so
01:30:34.460 you said
01:30:36.720 that
01:30:37.100 meaning
01:30:37.760 gets you
01:30:38.440 somewhere
01:30:38.880 right
01:30:39.440 okay
01:30:39.820 so that
01:30:40.240 I think
01:30:40.840 that's
01:30:41.140 exactly
01:30:41.480 right
01:30:41.780 by the
01:30:42.060 way
01:30:42.280 I
01:30:42.820 called
01:30:43.280 my
01:30:43.460 first
01:30:43.740 book
01:30:44.020 Maps
01:30:44.500 of
01:30:44.680 Meaning
01:30:44.900 because
01:30:45.240 I
01:30:45.500 understood
01:30:46.560 I came
01:30:47.040 to understand
01:30:47.620 that
01:30:47.960 meaning
01:30:48.640 was actually
01:30:49.260 a navigation
01:30:49.860 guide
01:30:50.340 right
01:30:51.200 and I
01:30:53.100 actually
01:30:53.360 think that's
01:30:54.360 technically
01:30:54.760 true
01:30:55.140 because
01:30:55.520 meaning
01:30:56.740 manifests
01:30:57.800 itself
01:30:58.240 as the
01:30:58.600 instinct
01:30:58.960 that tells
01:30:59.600 you
01:30:59.880 that you're
01:31:00.660 on the
01:31:00.960 path
01:31:01.300 to the
01:31:01.620 proper
01:31:01.880 goal
01:31:02.200 yes
01:31:02.700 yes
01:31:02.740 I say
01:31:03.320 you can
01:31:05.660 orient
01:31:05.900 yourself
01:31:06.320 by seeing
01:31:06.840 the
01:31:07.000 flares
01:31:07.260 on the
01:31:07.580 path
01:31:08.000 yes
01:31:08.800 yes
01:31:09.420 yes
01:31:09.960 well that
01:31:10.340 and that's
01:31:10.680 part of
01:31:10.980 the idea
01:31:11.440 of a
01:31:12.440 calling
01:31:12.880 by the
01:31:13.780 way
01:31:14.020 it's also
01:31:14.860 part of
01:31:15.360 the
01:31:15.580 fact
01:31:16.540 and this
01:31:16.840 is an
01:31:17.080 interesting
01:31:17.420 fact
01:31:17.800 that
01:31:18.020 people
01:31:18.680 are beset
01:31:19.720 with
01:31:20.160 their own
01:31:21.580 particularized
01:31:23.060 problems
01:31:23.700 you know
01:31:24.800 so
01:31:25.280 I learned
01:31:26.900 in the
01:31:27.420 Exodus
01:31:27.940 seminar
01:31:28.400 that I
01:31:28.780 ran a
01:31:29.080 while back
01:31:29.580 you know
01:31:29.780 when the
01:31:30.020 Israelites
01:31:30.320 are lost
01:31:30.760 in the
01:31:31.020 desert
01:31:31.340 God
01:31:32.040 appears
01:31:32.380 to them
01:31:32.680 as a
01:31:33.000 pillar of
01:31:33.440 light
01:31:33.740 during the
01:31:34.220 day
01:31:34.500 and a
01:31:35.200 pillar of
01:31:36.660 darkness
01:31:37.380 during the
01:31:38.000 day
01:31:38.160 and a
01:31:38.400 pillar of
01:31:38.740 light
01:31:39.160 at night
01:31:39.940 and Jonathan
01:31:40.740 Paggio
01:31:41.260 made the
01:31:42.480 claim that
01:31:42.860 that was
01:31:43.160 the same
01:31:43.520 idea as
01:31:44.020 the
01:31:44.200 idea in
01:31:45.500 Taoism
01:31:46.060 and that
01:31:46.540 there's
01:31:46.900 this
01:31:47.140 tension
01:31:47.580 of
01:31:47.800 opposites
01:31:48.360 that
01:31:48.600 guides
01:31:49.000 you
01:31:49.320 and
01:31:50.460 here's
01:31:50.900 a way
01:31:51.120 of
01:31:51.260 thinking
01:31:51.480 about
01:31:51.780 it
01:31:51.940 is
01:31:52.100 that
01:31:52.320 you'll
01:31:53.200 find a
01:31:53.520 calling
01:31:53.820 in your
01:31:54.140 life
01:31:54.500 and things
01:31:55.440 will
01:31:55.620 beckon
01:31:55.960 to you
01:31:56.240 as
01:31:56.360 opportunities
01:31:56.940 now
01:31:57.260 not
01:31:57.500 everything
01:31:57.900 beckons
01:31:58.400 to you
01:31:58.740 as an
01:31:59.000 opportunity
01:31:59.420 but some
01:32:00.800 things do
01:32:01.400 and that's
01:32:02.380 the positive
01:32:02.860 side
01:32:03.180 that would
01:32:03.500 be the
01:32:03.760 light
01:32:03.980 let's say
01:32:04.460 in the
01:32:04.660 darkness
01:32:05.000 on the
01:32:06.120 negative
01:32:06.440 side
01:32:06.900 there's
01:32:07.760 going to
01:32:08.040 be things
01:32:08.480 that
01:32:08.780 aggregate
01:32:09.760 around you
01:32:10.880 as your
01:32:11.380 problems
01:32:12.000 right
01:32:12.620 and there
01:32:12.820 are things
01:32:13.100 that bug
01:32:13.460 you
01:32:13.660 and God
01:32:14.300 only knows
01:32:14.760 why those
01:32:15.460 things bug
01:32:15.920 you
01:32:16.040 because there's
01:32:16.420 a trillion
01:32:16.900 things that
01:32:17.640 could
01:32:17.980 but some
01:32:18.800 things really
01:32:19.360 grip you
01:32:20.120 and won't
01:32:20.460 let you
01:32:20.820 go
01:32:21.140 right
01:32:21.440 and you
01:32:22.400 could think
01:32:22.740 about the
01:32:23.100 interaction
01:32:23.660 between
01:32:24.080 opportunity
01:32:24.640 and
01:32:25.220 problem
01:32:25.980 as
01:32:26.600 something
01:32:26.900 like
01:32:27.280 calling
01:32:27.940 right
01:32:28.660 and then
01:32:29.180 the
01:32:29.640 truthful
01:32:30.100 grappling
01:32:30.660 with
01:32:31.240 that
01:32:31.620 produces
01:32:32.480 that
01:32:33.040 not only
01:32:33.680 a sense
01:32:34.220 of meaning
01:32:34.680 because you're
01:32:35.100 taking your
01:32:35.540 responsibilities
01:32:36.080 seriously
01:32:36.820 and taking
01:32:37.920 advantage of
01:32:38.600 your opportunities
01:32:39.280 but it also
01:32:40.340 propels you
01:32:40.960 down the
01:32:41.280 appropriate
01:32:41.640 developmental
01:32:42.120 path
01:32:42.520 because if
01:32:43.040 you take
01:32:43.780 on the
01:32:44.200 problems
01:32:44.700 that beset
01:32:45.960 you
01:32:46.180 that are
01:32:46.520 yours
01:32:46.820 you'll
01:32:47.160 develop
01:32:47.500 and if
01:32:47.900 you exploit
01:32:48.580 the
01:32:48.740 opportunities
01:32:49.180 that present
01:32:49.780 themselves
01:32:50.140 you'll
01:32:50.380 develop
01:32:50.680 as well
01:32:51.160 yeah
01:32:51.480 I am
01:32:52.100 I mean
01:32:53.060 drive
01:32:53.460 is
01:32:54.660 something
01:32:55.800 that fascinates
01:32:56.360 me
01:32:56.560 because
01:32:56.980 there's a
01:32:57.540 sort of
01:32:57.780 presumption
01:32:58.280 that people
01:32:58.840 either have
01:32:59.260 it or they
01:32:59.600 don't
01:32:59.980 that is
01:33:01.300 the case
01:33:01.720 to some
01:33:02.120 degree
01:33:02.460 there are
01:33:03.780 certainly
01:33:03.980 very driven
01:33:04.600 people
01:33:05.060 and there are
01:33:05.400 all sorts
01:33:05.660 of reasons
01:33:05.940 we know
01:33:06.300 why some
01:33:07.140 people are
01:33:07.560 driven
01:33:08.120 from an
01:33:08.760 early age
01:33:09.320 and why
01:33:09.840 that might
01:33:10.180 be
01:33:10.360 but I'm
01:33:10.960 struck by
01:33:11.440 this lack
01:33:11.900 of talking
01:33:12.420 about vocation
01:33:13.220 in our era
01:33:13.660 I don't know
01:33:14.120 if it's
01:33:14.860 because people
01:33:15.680 are embarrassed
01:33:16.160 about it
01:33:16.780 some people
01:33:17.260 undoubtedly
01:33:17.740 are
01:33:18.220 or whether
01:33:20.100 it's just
01:33:20.460 that we don't
01:33:20.920 particularly
01:33:21.300 encourage it
01:33:22.180 it's probably
01:33:24.000 a combination
01:33:24.520 of all of
01:33:25.140 these things
01:33:25.580 plus a sort
01:33:26.220 of sense
01:33:26.620 that there's
01:33:27.620 no particular
01:33:28.160 meaning
01:33:28.600 so why bother
01:33:29.520 you know
01:33:30.160 everything's been
01:33:31.940 shown to be
01:33:32.560 flawed
01:33:33.000 so
01:33:33.520 all ambition
01:33:34.360 is pathological
01:33:35.320 and destructive
01:33:36.000 yes
01:33:36.780 and
01:33:37.360 there's
01:33:38.340 different ways
01:33:38.960 of
01:33:40.260 passing it
01:33:42.060 but
01:33:42.280 I've always
01:33:44.400 been struck
01:33:44.760 by something
01:33:45.080 Alan Bloom
01:33:45.620 said in one
01:33:46.320 of the
01:33:46.600 early parts
01:33:47.660 of the
01:33:47.820 closing the
01:33:48.200 American
01:33:48.440 mind
01:33:48.780 he said
01:33:49.320 and he said
01:33:50.140 even then
01:33:50.500 in the 80s
01:33:51.060 it concerned
01:33:51.680 him
01:33:51.940 that he
01:33:52.260 said
01:33:52.500 we know
01:33:53.120 what a
01:33:53.400 beautiful
01:33:54.260 body
01:33:54.780 would be
01:33:55.240 like
01:33:55.480 we don't
01:33:55.940 any longer
01:33:56.400 know
01:33:56.600 what a
01:33:56.820 beautiful
01:33:57.020 soul
01:33:57.480 would be
01:33:57.840 like
01:33:58.060 and
01:33:59.200 although
01:33:59.800 that's
01:34:00.100 a rather
01:34:00.360 high
01:34:00.820 way
01:34:01.720 of
01:34:01.920 saying
01:34:02.340 it
01:34:02.700 I would
01:34:04.100 say
01:34:04.220 we don't
01:34:04.740 know
01:34:04.900 what a
01:34:05.240 we haven't
01:34:06.940 agreed
01:34:07.200 what a
01:34:07.480 meaningful
01:34:07.760 life
01:34:08.260 would be
01:34:08.780 really
01:34:09.160 and I
01:34:10.140 once asked
01:34:10.700 a sociologist
01:34:11.400 friend about
01:34:11.920 this
01:34:12.140 I said
01:34:12.420 what do
01:34:12.940 you think
01:34:13.260 in your
01:34:13.520 life
01:34:13.760 has been
01:34:14.060 the biggest
01:34:14.380 change
01:34:14.780 and he
01:34:15.080 said
01:34:15.380 I think
01:34:16.440 the biggest
01:34:16.720 change
01:34:16.980 in my
01:34:17.240 life
01:34:17.500 is that
01:34:17.780 if you
01:34:18.080 were a
01:34:19.040 man who
01:34:19.460 provided
01:34:19.900 for your
01:34:20.320 family
01:34:20.880 and your
01:34:21.440 dependents
01:34:21.960 whatever your
01:34:22.520 job
01:34:22.940 you were a
01:34:23.960 man of
01:34:24.300 dignity
01:34:24.780 and that
01:34:26.420 isn't the
01:34:26.800 case anymore
01:34:27.560 you know
01:34:28.060 you can
01:34:28.640 work very
01:34:29.360 hard for
01:34:30.020 people who
01:34:30.400 are your
01:34:30.600 dependents
01:34:31.220 or someone
01:34:32.160 else's
01:34:32.500 dependents
01:34:32.960 but you're
01:34:33.380 the mug
01:34:33.840 so there's
01:34:35.860 a lot of
01:34:36.280 sort of
01:34:37.180 demoralization
01:34:38.140 around that
01:34:38.840 I think
01:34:39.240 and I'm
01:34:41.640 very keen
01:34:42.420 that we
01:34:42.840 as it
01:34:43.160 were
01:34:43.520 without saying
01:34:45.620 being moralistic
01:34:46.540 we rectify
01:34:47.580 the
01:34:47.820 demoralization
01:34:48.600 you know
01:34:49.220 we
01:34:49.600 we did
01:34:51.100 a series
01:34:51.800 of studies
01:34:52.440 on vision
01:34:53.580 development
01:34:54.100 I built
01:34:55.820 this program
01:34:56.420 with some
01:34:56.900 colleagues of
01:34:57.400 mine to
01:34:57.760 help people
01:34:58.240 develop a
01:34:58.800 vision
01:34:59.020 and the
01:35:01.000 first part
01:35:01.480 of the
01:35:01.760 exercise
01:35:02.220 is that
01:35:02.840 you
01:35:03.120 contemplate
01:35:04.720 yourself
01:35:05.060 five years
01:35:05.580 in the
01:35:05.820 future
01:35:06.140 yes
01:35:06.600 and then
01:35:07.280 you
01:35:07.540 adopt
01:35:08.200 an
01:35:08.440 attitude
01:35:08.880 of
01:35:09.260 appropriate
01:35:09.900 respect
01:35:10.560 for
01:35:10.820 yourself
01:35:11.180 so you
01:35:11.700 try to
01:35:11.960 put
01:35:12.100 yourself
01:35:12.480 people
01:35:13.240 don't
01:35:13.620 necessarily
01:35:14.220 want
01:35:15.540 the best
01:35:16.200 for
01:35:16.400 themselves
01:35:16.760 or think
01:35:17.300 they deserve
01:35:17.920 it
01:35:18.200 and so
01:35:19.360 it's
01:35:20.240 useful
01:35:20.820 to
01:35:21.280 entice
01:35:22.640 people
01:35:23.000 into
01:35:23.320 giving
01:35:23.620 themselves
01:35:24.040 the benefit
01:35:24.600 of the
01:35:24.940 doubt
01:35:25.160 for a
01:35:25.560 moment
01:35:25.800 and letting
01:35:26.400 them
01:35:26.700 contemplate
01:35:27.660 the notion
01:35:28.200 that it
01:35:28.540 might be
01:35:28.920 okay
01:35:29.200 if they
01:35:29.560 were
01:35:29.720 successful
01:35:30.280 and then
01:35:31.120 the next
01:35:31.480 part of
01:35:31.780 the exercise
01:35:32.240 is
01:35:32.640 write for
01:35:33.560 15 minutes
01:35:34.260 about what
01:35:34.800 you could
01:35:35.100 have
01:35:35.340 and who
01:35:35.600 you would
01:35:35.900 be
01:35:36.180 if you
01:35:36.940 could
01:35:37.060 have
01:35:37.320 what
01:35:37.460 you
01:35:37.600 needed
01:35:37.840 if you
01:35:38.160 were
01:35:38.280 treating
01:35:38.520 yourself
01:35:38.920 properly
01:35:39.380 and if
01:35:39.700 you
01:35:39.820 were
01:35:39.940 the
01:35:40.080 person
01:35:40.340 you
01:35:40.520 want
01:35:40.700 to
01:35:40.800 be
01:35:41.040 just
01:35:41.480 write
01:35:41.740 it
01:35:41.880 down
01:35:42.220 just
01:35:46.760 imagine
01:35:46.880 that
01:35:47.120 your
01:35:47.380 idiocy
01:35:47.820 took
01:35:48.140 the
01:35:48.320 upper
01:35:48.500 hand
01:35:48.780 and
01:35:48.940 that
01:35:49.100 you
01:35:49.320 created
01:35:49.800 your
01:35:50.040 own
01:35:50.280 particularized
01:35:51.020 hell
01:35:51.380 out of
01:35:52.080 your
01:35:52.240 stupidity
01:35:52.900 what would
01:35:53.600 that look
01:35:54.060 like
01:35:54.420 or now
01:35:55.420 you've got
01:35:55.840 polls
01:35:56.320 right
01:35:56.660 it's like
01:35:57.080 not there
01:35:58.040 that would
01:35:59.060 be better
01:35:59.560 then we
01:36:00.240 have them
01:36:00.580 break
01:36:00.840 the
01:36:01.580 positive
01:36:02.180 vision
01:36:02.500 down
01:36:02.760 into
01:36:03.000 seven
01:36:03.460 sub
01:36:03.860 elements
01:36:04.300 family
01:36:04.860 friendships
01:36:05.440 career
01:36:06.120 etc
01:36:06.520 and say
01:36:06.940 just
01:36:07.520 make a
01:36:07.960 plan
01:36:08.280 yeah
01:36:08.700 right
01:36:09.080 so we
01:36:09.520 gave this
01:36:10.140 to
01:36:10.480 college
01:36:10.900 students
01:36:11.380 in three
01:36:12.120 different
01:36:12.400 campuses
01:36:12.880 50%
01:36:14.660 decrease
01:36:15.280 in drop
01:36:15.720 out
01:36:15.980 this is
01:36:16.400 with a
01:36:16.680 90
01:36:16.940 minute
01:36:17.200 exercise
01:36:18.240 particularly
01:36:19.040 effective
01:36:19.760 for
01:36:20.580 young
01:36:21.220 minority
01:36:21.840 men
01:36:22.300 who
01:36:22.560 had
01:36:22.840 poor
01:36:23.300 academic
01:36:23.880 backgrounds
01:36:24.480 yeah
01:36:25.060 no kidding
01:36:25.640 and a
01:36:26.240 35%
01:36:27.000 increment
01:36:27.520 in grade
01:36:27.980 point
01:36:28.280 average
01:36:28.960 yeah
01:36:30.340 yeah
01:36:30.640 well so
01:36:31.000 that's
01:36:31.340 that's
01:36:31.880 part of
01:36:32.220 that
01:36:32.440 that
01:36:32.840 conjuring
01:36:33.620 up a
01:36:33.940 vision
01:36:34.200 and we're
01:36:34.580 trying to
01:36:34.900 do that
01:36:35.160 you know
01:36:35.520 this
01:36:35.700 because
01:36:35.860 you're
01:36:36.020 involved
01:36:36.320 in this
01:36:36.600 art
01:36:36.780 project
01:36:37.200 in the
01:36:37.860 UK
01:36:38.080 we're
01:36:38.380 trying
01:36:38.580 to do
01:36:38.820 that
01:36:39.040 on a
01:36:39.260 more
01:36:39.460 international
01:36:40.300 scale
01:36:40.780 even though
01:36:41.440 there's
01:36:41.700 perils
01:36:42.060 to that
01:36:42.440 and that's
01:36:42.840 partly
01:36:43.160 well
01:36:43.440 how could
01:36:44.080 we formulate
01:36:46.400 an invitational
01:36:47.920 instead of
01:36:48.840 fear-based
01:36:49.900 and
01:36:50.300 what's
01:36:52.160 serving the
01:36:52.880 demented
01:36:53.580 interests
01:36:54.180 of power
01:36:54.860 mongers
01:36:55.380 how about
01:36:55.820 that
01:36:56.580 yeah
01:36:56.940 or the
01:36:57.680 one I
01:36:58.520 dislike
01:36:59.380 the most
01:36:59.820 which is
01:37:00.240 I think you and I
01:37:01.280 have talked about it before
01:37:01.940 when
01:37:03.060 the last time
01:37:04.540 Roger Scruton
01:37:05.180 appeared in public
01:37:06.120 we did a discussion
01:37:07.000 together
01:37:07.420 just a few months
01:37:08.380 before he died
01:37:08.880 and we
01:37:10.040 got talking about
01:37:10.960 this strange way
01:37:11.940 in which the era
01:37:12.880 wishes you
01:37:14.080 just to be
01:37:14.980 harmless
01:37:15.460 right
01:37:16.500 to come in
01:37:17.220 and out
01:37:17.620 and not be
01:37:18.080 noticed
01:37:18.620 yeah
01:37:19.020 which is so
01:37:20.680 preposterous
01:37:22.280 to me
01:37:22.620 if all
01:37:23.980 ambition
01:37:24.440 is
01:37:25.060 pathological
01:37:26.000 then harmless
01:37:26.660 is the only
01:37:27.480 virtue
01:37:27.560 yes
01:37:27.620 and all you're
01:37:28.020 doing is emitting
01:37:28.700 carbon
01:37:29.240 yeah
01:37:29.560 if it weren't
01:37:30.320 for you
01:37:30.620 the damn
01:37:31.080 moss and
01:37:31.480 trees would
01:37:31.880 be getting
01:37:32.200 on just
01:37:32.640 fine
01:37:33.080 yeah
01:37:33.460 you just
01:37:34.640 pull everyone's
01:37:35.360 teeth out
01:37:35.860 and wrap
01:37:36.860 them up
01:37:37.200 in styrofoam
01:37:37.840 and set
01:37:38.180 them in a
01:37:38.520 corner
01:37:38.740 and the
01:37:39.120 planet
01:37:39.340 would get
01:37:39.700 along
01:37:39.920 just
01:37:40.220 fine
01:37:40.700 exactly
01:37:42.360 human beings
01:37:43.320 are the
01:37:43.560 problem
01:37:43.940 in fact
01:37:45.140 we're the
01:37:45.600 point
01:37:46.100 well you know
01:37:49.460 douglas that's
01:37:50.180 probably a good
01:37:50.700 that's a good
01:37:51.400 that's probably a
01:37:52.060 good place to
01:37:52.840 end
01:37:53.080 oh there was one
01:37:53.880 other thing we
01:37:54.340 were going to
01:37:54.740 talk about
01:37:55.100 this is relevant
01:37:55.700 to vocation
01:37:56.380 as well
01:37:56.840 barry weiss
01:37:58.120 invited you to
01:37:59.220 contribute to
01:38:00.020 her new
01:38:00.440 enterprise
01:38:00.900 and you
01:38:01.780 decided to do
01:38:02.540 that in a
01:38:03.120 particular way
01:38:03.600 you're already
01:38:04.100 writing columns
01:38:04.880 and so you
01:38:05.460 weren't particularly
01:38:06.140 interested in
01:38:06.860 doing more of
01:38:07.420 that
01:38:07.740 having been
01:38:09.060 doing enough
01:38:09.560 of it
01:38:09.820 what are you
01:38:10.420 doing with
01:38:10.840 barry
01:38:11.140 it was a
01:38:11.920 brilliant idea
01:38:12.520 of hers
01:38:12.860 she wanted me
01:38:13.440 to do a
01:38:13.700 column for the
01:38:14.140 free press
01:38:14.840 and I
01:38:15.600 said well
01:38:15.960 I'm sort
01:38:16.320 of columned
01:38:17.000 up
01:38:17.240 I write
01:38:18.220 about three
01:38:18.600 or four
01:38:18.820 columns a
01:38:19.240 week
01:38:19.440 on various
01:38:21.500 issues of
01:38:21.980 the day
01:38:22.360 and she
01:38:23.840 said well I
01:38:24.200 want you to
01:38:24.480 write about
01:38:24.720 something else
01:38:25.280 and I
01:38:25.840 said well
01:38:27.820 look I've
01:38:28.300 always tried to
01:38:28.780 have a deal
01:38:29.160 with my
01:38:29.480 editors
01:38:29.780 I write
01:38:30.200 about
01:38:30.380 something I
01:38:30.780 love for
01:38:31.840 every piece
01:38:32.420 about something
01:38:32.980 or someone
01:38:33.440 I hate
01:38:34.100 and actually
01:38:35.400 the equilibrium
01:38:38.000 has never
01:38:38.480 been quite
01:38:39.040 right
01:38:39.480 on that
01:38:39.980 there's
01:38:41.580 much more
01:38:43.000 news coverage
01:38:43.900 in the
01:38:44.300 things that
01:38:44.700 annoy you
01:38:45.280 but nevertheless
01:38:47.080 I do try to
01:38:47.800 write about
01:38:48.100 things I love
01:38:48.640 and it was
01:38:50.020 Barry's idea
01:38:50.580 she said
01:38:50.960 well look
01:38:51.220 whenever I'm
01:38:51.620 on a stage
01:38:52.000 with you
01:38:52.240 you always
01:38:52.580 seem to have
01:38:53.040 things you
01:38:53.360 can pluck
01:38:53.960 out of the
01:38:54.260 air
01:38:54.380 quotes
01:38:54.760 you know
01:38:55.280 from things
01:38:55.700 why don't
01:38:56.460 you just
01:38:56.740 explain why
01:38:57.280 you got
01:38:57.760 them in
01:38:58.020 your head
01:38:58.360 and where
01:38:58.780 they're from
01:38:59.200 and why
01:38:59.720 you think
01:39:00.080 they're worth
01:39:00.480 having that
01:39:01.120 and so
01:39:02.540 we came up
01:39:03.320 with this
01:39:03.520 idea
01:39:03.840 and every
01:39:04.320 week I write
01:39:04.880 a column
01:39:05.280 about a
01:39:05.760 poem I
01:39:06.160 have by
01:39:06.540 heart
01:39:06.880 sometimes it's
01:39:08.340 a longish
01:39:08.860 poem
01:39:09.180 sometimes it's
01:39:10.060 a few
01:39:10.640 lines
01:39:11.120 and really
01:39:13.040 it's about
01:39:13.480 why it's
01:39:14.740 up there
01:39:15.860 how much
01:39:16.520 poetry do
01:39:17.120 you know
01:39:17.380 by heart
01:39:17.920 well I'm
01:39:19.120 doing 50
01:39:19.820 poems
01:39:20.380 for this
01:39:22.400 year
01:39:22.780 ranging
01:39:25.260 from
01:39:25.980 well I
01:39:28.200 mean it's
01:39:28.840 mainly within
01:39:29.600 what you'd
01:39:30.080 think of
01:39:30.480 as the
01:39:30.840 classical
01:39:31.520 canon
01:39:32.060 why did
01:39:33.780 you start
01:39:34.720 doing that
01:39:35.320 well there's
01:39:36.480 several reasons
01:39:37.120 one is
01:39:38.860 if there's
01:39:39.980 something I
01:39:40.400 read which
01:39:41.480 hits me
01:39:43.060 in the
01:39:43.780 solar plexus
01:39:44.580 I want it
01:39:45.680 up there
01:39:46.240 that's a
01:39:48.120 very strong
01:39:48.800 I think
01:39:49.320 oh I need
01:39:49.780 that
01:39:50.420 do you know
01:39:51.440 why you
01:39:51.900 need it
01:39:52.300 well then
01:39:52.940 there's that
01:39:53.640 the answer
01:39:54.700 to that
01:39:55.180 is
01:39:55.480 and I
01:39:56.080 actually
01:39:56.220 addressed
01:39:56.480 this in
01:39:56.840 one of
01:39:57.040 the opening
01:39:57.360 columns
01:39:58.020 there were
01:39:59.820 several
01:40:00.060 people
01:40:00.280 who made
01:40:00.500 a great
01:40:00.720 impression
01:40:01.060 on me
01:40:01.320 when I
01:40:01.540 was
01:40:01.620 growing up
01:40:01.960 one was
01:40:02.320 a sermon
01:40:02.700 I heard
01:40:03.080 from Terry
01:40:03.660 Waite
01:40:03.940 who was a
01:40:04.380 captive in
01:40:05.040 Lebanon
01:40:06.040 in the 80s
01:40:06.840 he was taken
01:40:07.920 hostage
01:40:08.500 after being the
01:40:11.420 emissary of the
01:40:11.900 Archbishop of
01:40:12.600 Canterbury
01:40:12.940 and I heard him
01:40:13.480 give a sermon
01:40:14.620 as a schoolboy
01:40:15.280 where he talked
01:40:16.160 about when he
01:40:16.880 was chained to
01:40:17.680 a Beirut
01:40:18.360 radiator for about
01:40:19.380 five years
01:40:20.480 one of the
01:40:23.900 things that
01:40:24.340 made it
01:40:25.080 bearable
01:40:25.940 was that
01:40:26.440 he had
01:40:26.820 four quartets
01:40:27.580 by T.S.
01:40:28.180 Eliot in his
01:40:28.740 head
01:40:29.060 and he
01:40:31.020 recited the
01:40:32.560 opening
01:40:33.040 time present
01:40:35.240 and time past
01:40:35.960 both perhaps
01:40:36.540 contained in
01:40:37.120 time future
01:40:37.740 and he did
01:40:39.020 that whole
01:40:39.860 opening
01:40:40.420 which culminates
01:40:42.420 in that great
01:40:42.880 footfalls echo
01:40:43.600 in the memory
01:40:44.240 down the passage
01:40:45.120 which we did
01:40:45.680 not take
01:40:46.460 through the
01:40:47.240 door we never
01:40:47.720 opened into
01:40:48.260 the rose
01:40:48.600 garden
01:40:48.940 and
01:40:51.200 when he
01:40:52.300 there was
01:40:52.780 something
01:40:52.980 immediately
01:40:53.500 struck me
01:40:53.980 I immediately
01:40:54.500 went back
01:40:55.000 to my room
01:40:55.520 and got
01:40:56.520 my Eliot
01:40:56.960 off the
01:40:57.480 shelf
01:40:58.460 and finally
01:40:58.960 understood
01:40:59.540 Eliot
01:41:00.500 or began
01:41:01.660 to understand
01:41:02.200 Eliot
01:41:02.440 for the first
01:41:02.860 time
01:41:03.060 but the
01:41:03.900 other thing
01:41:04.320 was
01:41:04.700 and I
01:41:06.020 wrote this
01:41:06.380 recently
01:41:06.720 in a column
01:41:08.380 about an
01:41:09.620 extraordinary
01:41:10.240 Russian woman
01:41:11.540 who should
01:41:12.160 be better
01:41:13.220 known
01:41:13.640 called
01:41:14.380 Tatiana
01:41:14.840 Gnedich
01:41:15.460 now she
01:41:16.340 was a
01:41:16.740 woman
01:41:16.920 I tell
01:41:17.260 the story
01:41:17.640 in the
01:41:17.840 piece
01:41:18.080 and I've
01:41:18.500 only seen
01:41:18.920 it in
01:41:19.180 one other
01:41:19.540 English
01:41:19.960 version
01:41:21.920 she was
01:41:23.280 a woman
01:41:23.940 who studied
01:41:25.240 English
01:41:25.620 literature
01:41:26.040 in St
01:41:26.680 Petersburg
01:41:27.040 in the
01:41:28.280 1930s
01:41:28.900 and 40s
01:41:30.080 in the
01:41:31.120 height of
01:41:32.520 the terrors
01:41:33.060 she was
01:41:34.820 actually denounced
01:41:35.680 at her
01:41:36.020 university
01:41:36.500 because one
01:41:37.060 of her
01:41:37.360 forebears
01:41:37.920 had
01:41:38.260 translated
01:41:38.980 I think
01:41:39.960 it was
01:41:40.300 Ovid
01:41:40.880 into Russian
01:41:42.100 and she
01:41:43.060 was very
01:41:43.320 proud of
01:41:43.760 this
01:41:43.900 forebear
01:41:44.200 but somebody
01:41:44.860 denounced
01:41:45.240 her as
01:41:45.520 having
01:41:45.720 noble
01:41:46.120 lineage
01:41:46.660 so she
01:41:47.780 was
01:41:47.960 denounced
01:41:48.420 and thrown
01:41:48.880 out of
01:41:49.160 the
01:41:49.240 university
01:41:49.640 she was
01:41:50.240 eventually
01:41:50.600 allowed
01:41:50.920 back
01:41:51.220 in
01:41:51.520 and to
01:41:53.080 cut a
01:41:53.280 long story
01:41:53.680 short
01:41:54.100 but it's
01:41:54.500 an amazing
01:41:54.860 story
01:41:55.260 she
01:41:55.740 ended up
01:41:58.900 after she
01:41:59.540 was at the
01:41:59.860 siege of
01:42:00.160 St.
01:42:00.360 Petersburg
01:42:00.620 her house
01:42:01.300 was burned
01:42:01.680 down and her
01:42:02.160 mother was
01:42:02.680 killed
01:42:03.400 in about
01:42:04.500 1944 or so
01:42:05.440 she handed
01:42:05.920 herself into
01:42:06.560 the authority
01:42:06.920 she'd got it
01:42:07.520 into her head
01:42:08.100 that wanting
01:42:08.600 to go to
01:42:09.240 England
01:42:09.560 constituted
01:42:10.620 activity
01:42:11.740 against the
01:42:12.340 state
01:42:12.660 that was how
01:42:13.920 bad it was
01:42:14.640 the sense
01:42:15.560 that you were
01:42:16.000 doing wrong
01:42:16.540 it's like
01:42:17.280 trying to
01:42:17.600 leave
01:42:17.760 California
01:42:18.300 right
01:42:19.160 she handed
01:42:21.240 herself in
01:42:22.080 and she was
01:42:23.140 given straight
01:42:23.600 away 10
01:42:24.000 years in
01:42:24.340 Gulag
01:42:24.780 and she
01:42:26.720 on the night
01:42:27.500 she was at
01:42:27.860 the holding
01:42:28.240 prison
01:42:28.660 she was told
01:42:29.880 by the
01:42:30.220 guard
01:42:30.640 you know
01:42:32.460 there are
01:42:32.780 books in
01:42:33.280 the prison
01:42:33.540 before you're
01:42:33.960 taken to
01:42:34.300 Gulag
01:42:34.740 and you
01:42:35.640 could
01:42:35.840 you know
01:42:36.900 and she
01:42:38.000 said shut
01:42:38.580 up I'm
01:42:39.000 working
01:42:39.480 and he
01:42:40.680 said what
01:42:40.920 are you
01:42:41.080 working on
01:42:41.720 she said I'm
01:42:42.300 translating
01:42:42.820 Don
01:42:43.220 June
01:42:43.520 of Lord
01:42:44.820 Byron's
01:42:45.580 in my
01:42:46.160 head
01:42:46.520 now the
01:42:48.020 poem is
01:42:48.340 17,000
01:42:49.200 words long
01:42:49.840 17,000
01:42:50.860 lines long
01:42:51.680 and he
01:42:53.520 said okay
01:42:54.300 I'll give
01:42:54.660 you a piece
01:42:54.940 of paper
01:42:55.280 and a pen
01:42:55.820 and I'll
01:42:56.280 come back
01:42:56.620 in the
01:42:56.840 morning
01:42:57.120 and when
01:42:57.900 he came
01:42:58.180 back in
01:42:58.480 the morning
01:42:58.840 she had
01:42:59.480 translated
01:43:00.220 into Russian
01:43:00.920 all of
01:43:02.040 the canto
01:43:02.580 in which
01:43:03.060 Don
01:43:03.400 June
01:43:03.560 goes
01:43:03.940 through
01:43:04.280 Moscow
01:43:04.680 and he
01:43:06.280 laughed
01:43:06.880 uproariously
01:43:07.720 at the
01:43:07.940 brilliance
01:43:08.340 of this
01:43:08.600 translation
01:43:09.100 the humour
01:43:10.040 of Lord
01:43:10.380 Byron
01:43:10.700 that she
01:43:10.960 had exactly
01:43:11.600 done
01:43:11.900 in Russian
01:43:13.280 in the
01:43:13.640 same rhyme
01:43:14.060 scheme
01:43:14.380 that very
01:43:15.820 complicated
01:43:16.460 rhyme scheme
01:43:16.960 that Byron
01:43:17.360 uses in
01:43:17.820 the English
01:43:18.120 original
01:43:18.400 so he
01:43:19.500 said if
01:43:20.380 I keep
01:43:20.720 giving you
01:43:21.060 paper you
01:43:21.460 can think
01:43:22.160 you can
01:43:22.420 finish it
01:43:22.820 she said
01:43:23.140 yes
01:43:23.440 it took
01:43:24.140 her two
01:43:24.540 years and
01:43:25.100 she was
01:43:25.320 in a cell
01:43:25.740 on her
01:43:26.080 own and
01:43:26.540 they gave
01:43:26.820 her the
01:43:27.000 paper
01:43:27.180 at the
01:43:27.600 end
01:43:27.920 the guard
01:43:29.860 allowed
01:43:30.280 three copies
01:43:31.440 to be
01:43:31.700 typed up
01:43:32.100 and gave
01:43:32.400 her one
01:43:32.780 then sent
01:43:33.240 her to
01:43:33.540 Gulag
01:43:33.940 for the
01:43:34.220 next
01:43:34.400 eight
01:43:34.620 years
01:43:34.980 and she
01:43:35.340 completed
01:43:35.680 her
01:43:35.900 sentence
01:43:36.280 and when
01:43:37.360 she came
01:43:37.760 out of
01:43:38.080 the
01:43:38.200 Gulag
01:43:38.620 she had
01:43:40.240 her pile
01:43:40.920 of papers
01:43:41.360 and she
01:43:41.640 went to
01:43:41.880 a friend's
01:43:42.280 house
01:43:42.580 and there
01:43:42.820 was an
01:43:42.980 apartment
01:43:43.360 and five
01:43:43.960 people were
01:43:44.380 living in
01:43:44.680 the room
01:43:44.960 and she
01:43:45.280 joined them
01:43:45.820 and she
01:43:46.660 stank of
01:43:47.160 the Gulag
01:43:47.620 by all
01:43:48.040 accounts
01:43:48.540 as did
01:43:49.280 her manuscript
01:43:49.840 but she
01:43:50.720 then typed
01:43:51.220 it up again
01:43:51.680 with the
01:43:51.900 revision she
01:43:52.420 had made
01:43:52.680 in the
01:43:52.860 Gulag
01:43:53.200 it was
01:43:54.340 subsequently
01:43:54.720 published
01:43:55.180 and it is
01:43:55.660 still to
01:43:56.020 this day
01:43:56.380 the standard
01:43:56.900 translation of
01:43:57.680 Byron in
01:43:58.360 the Russian
01:43:58.840 language
01:43:59.320 some people
01:44:00.660 man
01:44:01.000 and
01:44:01.620 some people
01:44:02.920 yeah
01:44:03.400 and it was
01:44:04.160 actually put
01:44:04.780 on stage
01:44:05.340 was a
01:44:05.660 massive
01:44:05.940 hit
01:44:06.280 within
01:44:06.540 her
01:44:06.740 lifetime
01:44:07.160 so she
01:44:08.520 went from
01:44:09.380 she had a
01:44:10.780 heart attack
01:44:11.200 on the first
01:44:11.620 night
01:44:11.860 which she
01:44:12.220 fortunately
01:44:12.540 survived
01:44:13.140 but
01:44:13.920 I tell
01:44:15.540 this story
01:44:16.100 and I
01:44:16.380 told it
01:44:16.920 after the
01:44:17.420 one on
01:44:17.980 Byron
01:44:18.520 because
01:44:19.920 it's always
01:44:21.000 been my
01:44:21.420 belief
01:44:21.780 and to
01:44:22.160 me it's
01:44:23.420 an insight
01:44:23.840 that's not
01:44:24.200 original
01:44:24.580 but I've
01:44:25.100 got it
01:44:25.340 from various
01:44:25.760 people
01:44:26.120 which is
01:44:26.540 what you
01:44:27.100 have up
01:44:27.520 here
01:44:27.740 the
01:44:27.900 bastards
01:44:28.240 can never
01:44:28.720 take
01:44:29.120 they can
01:44:31.520 how much
01:44:33.000 of that
01:44:34.060 so I have
01:44:34.840 a friend
01:44:35.220 in Canada
01:44:35.940 Rex Murphy
01:44:36.680 who knows
01:44:37.680 who's
01:44:38.040 extremely
01:44:38.760 erudite
01:44:39.620 and literate
01:44:40.420 and charismatic
01:44:41.140 and maybe
01:44:42.120 Canada's
01:44:42.720 most remarkable
01:44:43.640 journalist
01:44:44.200 the sort
01:44:45.760 of person
01:44:46.360 that CBC
01:44:47.100 actually produced
01:44:48.740 because he was
01:44:49.420 a CBC
01:44:49.840 production
01:44:50.380 so to speak
01:44:51.020 and would
01:44:53.020 have produced
01:44:53.760 more of
01:44:54.140 had they
01:44:54.460 actually done
01:44:54.940 their job
01:44:55.460 and
01:44:56.340 instead of
01:44:57.680 even setting
01:44:58.180 themselves
01:44:58.700 at odds
01:44:59.380 against him
01:45:00.040 which they
01:45:00.560 eventually did
01:45:01.280 he has
01:45:02.920 knowledge of
01:45:03.640 a vast
01:45:04.160 corpus
01:45:04.600 of poetry
01:45:05.140 and
01:45:05.520 it's
01:45:06.780 evident
01:45:07.140 in the
01:45:07.800 manner
01:45:08.020 in which
01:45:08.380 he speaks
01:45:09.020 because
01:45:10.340 he
01:45:11.060 has that
01:45:12.340 lilt
01:45:12.720 and cadence
01:45:13.360 and rhythm
01:45:13.940 that's
01:45:15.160 part and parcel
01:45:16.240 well and you're
01:45:17.080 very very well
01:45:17.840 spoken
01:45:18.240 how much of that
01:45:19.820 do you think
01:45:20.360 can you tell
01:45:21.420 how much of that
01:45:22.400 is a consequence
01:45:23.080 of having
01:45:24.320 internalized
01:45:25.100 it's probably
01:45:26.020 that and in my
01:45:26.980 case the great
01:45:27.560 good fortune
01:45:28.080 of being brought
01:45:28.820 up with the
01:45:29.560 King James Bible
01:45:30.360 and the Book
01:45:30.780 of Common Prayer
01:45:31.500 which if you
01:45:32.600 have them
01:45:33.060 in your head
01:45:33.740 and you recite
01:45:34.280 them every
01:45:34.660 Sunday
01:45:35.180 gives you a
01:45:36.260 pretty good
01:45:36.580 idea of how
01:45:37.140 to cadence
01:45:37.700 the English
01:45:38.140 language
01:45:38.820 right
01:45:39.740 right
01:45:40.400 so that's
01:45:41.120 an extension
01:45:41.620 of the same
01:45:42.260 thing
01:45:42.460 in some real
01:45:43.080 sense
01:45:43.480 but I do
01:45:44.420 think that
01:45:45.080 and I don't
01:45:46.940 know
01:45:47.120 as I say
01:45:47.820 I got it
01:45:48.160 from various
01:45:48.540 people when I
01:45:48.960 was growing up
01:45:49.440 but I think
01:45:50.420 the sense
01:45:50.940 that you
01:45:52.200 have to
01:45:52.640 furnish
01:45:53.320 your mental
01:45:53.840 furniture
01:45:54.440 and you
01:45:55.200 have to
01:45:55.540 furnish
01:45:55.980 that well
01:45:56.840 with the
01:45:57.880 best things
01:45:58.640 because you
01:46:00.920 might need
01:46:01.420 it someday
01:46:02.000 in fact
01:46:02.980 you'll need
01:46:03.400 it any day
01:46:03.960 it's more
01:46:04.300 like a tool
01:46:04.820 house
01:46:05.100 than furnishing
01:46:05.740 absolutely
01:46:06.200 you'll need
01:46:07.260 it any day
01:46:07.780 but there
01:46:08.100 might be a
01:46:08.580 day you
01:46:08.860 really need
01:46:09.340 it so far
01:46:09.920 I've managed
01:46:10.340 not to be
01:46:10.880 changed to
01:46:11.720 any radiator
01:46:12.260 for years
01:46:12.760 upon end
01:46:13.320 but I like
01:46:14.320 to think
01:46:14.620 that I
01:46:14.900 could try
01:46:15.280 to get
01:46:15.620 by
01:46:16.020 right
01:46:16.820 but you
01:46:17.260 also do
01:46:17.840 get by
01:46:18.440 with these
01:46:19.440 tools that
01:46:19.980 you have
01:46:20.280 at your
01:46:20.660 disposal
01:46:21.040 this is one
01:46:22.000 of the things
01:46:22.420 that's really
01:46:22.840 struck me
01:46:23.420 about how
01:46:24.040 badly we
01:46:24.480 educate young
01:46:25.140 men
01:46:25.400 because
01:46:25.800 it's harder
01:46:27.640 to get young
01:46:28.200 men interested
01:46:28.760 in literary
01:46:29.300 issues than
01:46:30.200 young women
01:46:30.700 but if you
01:46:32.260 tell young
01:46:33.100 men
01:46:33.420 well
01:46:34.340 you want
01:46:35.900 to be
01:46:36.140 successful
01:46:36.580 or not
01:46:37.100 they'll
01:46:38.180 usually say
01:46:38.740 well yeah
01:46:39.200 I'd rather
01:46:39.600 be successful
01:46:40.300 it's like
01:46:40.720 well you
01:46:41.600 know you
01:46:41.840 could hypothetically
01:46:42.900 do that by
01:46:43.540 being a
01:46:43.920 manipulative
01:46:44.400 bully
01:46:44.820 which doesn't
01:46:46.040 really work
01:46:46.420 very well
01:46:46.980 and is
01:46:47.620 counterproductive
01:46:48.300 and will turn
01:46:48.800 your life and
01:46:49.320 everyone around
01:46:49.920 you their life
01:46:50.760 into hell
01:46:51.280 so I wouldn't
01:46:52.020 recommend that
01:46:52.740 or you could
01:46:53.800 you could
01:46:55.500 master a few
01:46:56.440 things one of
01:46:57.300 which might be
01:46:58.020 language
01:46:58.620 since you think
01:47:00.060 in it
01:47:00.480 and since
01:47:01.360 everything you
01:47:02.460 plan you'll
01:47:03.120 plan using
01:47:03.680 language and
01:47:04.300 everything you
01:47:04.960 communicate about
01:47:05.900 and bring
01:47:07.180 people on board
01:47:08.080 with will be
01:47:08.700 linguistically
01:47:09.240 mediated
01:47:09.980 absolutely
01:47:10.460 but the
01:47:10.740 other thing
01:47:11.100 is that
01:47:11.940 if you
01:47:14.380 choose right
01:47:15.360 and you
01:47:16.000 read right
01:47:16.740 you read
01:47:17.740 well
01:47:18.160 that also
01:47:21.100 will guide you
01:47:21.700 in your life
01:47:22.280 I mean
01:47:22.740 in a few
01:47:23.700 weeks time
01:47:24.160 I'm doing
01:47:24.620 a favorite
01:47:25.060 poem of
01:47:26.000 mine
01:47:26.200 which is
01:47:26.920 by
01:47:27.360 Constantine
01:47:28.420 Cavafy
01:47:29.020 the 20th
01:47:29.520 century Greek
01:47:30.160 poet
01:47:30.500 his most
01:47:31.520 famous poem
01:47:32.220 Ithaca
01:47:32.760 which is
01:47:34.060 really a
01:47:34.560 description
01:47:34.960 of course
01:47:35.960 like our
01:47:36.920 great hero
01:47:37.380 setting out
01:47:38.000 the Isle of
01:47:38.520 Ithaca
01:47:38.900 but Cavafy
01:47:40.180 just describes
01:47:40.940 in his
01:47:41.240 beautiful
01:47:41.640 poem
01:47:42.040 really
01:47:43.700 what an
01:47:45.060 ideal life
01:47:45.740 would look
01:47:46.140 like
01:47:46.380 and he
01:47:49.260 says towards
01:47:49.820 the end
01:47:50.300 he says
01:47:50.860 Ithaca
01:47:52.280 gave you
01:47:52.780 the marvelous
01:47:53.320 journey
01:47:53.920 right
01:47:54.820 and
01:47:55.920 and
01:47:57.320 okay so
01:47:58.160 we could
01:47:58.460 we could
01:47:58.960 sum up
01:47:59.720 with that
01:48:00.120 in some
01:48:00.460 ways
01:48:00.680 you know
01:48:00.900 we started
01:48:01.300 this conversation
01:48:02.080 talking about
01:48:02.760 purpose
01:48:03.180 and we
01:48:04.220 delved along
01:48:05.360 the way
01:48:05.720 into the
01:48:06.640 domains of
01:48:07.380 courage
01:48:08.360 and truth
01:48:09.120 and then
01:48:10.100 into
01:48:10.560 beauty
01:48:11.520 and language
01:48:12.220 and I
01:48:12.940 would say
01:48:13.300 those are
01:48:13.680 all
01:48:13.880 manifestations
01:48:14.640 you could
01:48:15.300 think of
01:48:15.600 those all
01:48:16.040 as
01:48:16.180 manifestations
01:48:16.680 of the
01:48:17.360 word
01:48:17.700 right
01:48:18.000 they're
01:48:18.220 manifestations
01:48:18.660 of the
01:48:19.260 divine
01:48:19.600 word
01:48:19.920 that's a
01:48:20.320 good way
01:48:20.580 of thinking
01:48:20.840 about it
01:48:21.320 too
01:48:21.520 and it's
01:48:22.500 very useful
01:48:23.060 to know
01:48:23.520 that
01:48:24.120 there isn't
01:48:25.860 anything
01:48:26.340 more powerful
01:48:27.220 or meaningful
01:48:27.920 than that
01:48:28.780 right
01:48:29.100 and you said
01:48:29.560 that's been
01:48:29.920 your experience
01:48:30.460 in your life
01:48:31.040 right
01:48:31.260 is that
01:48:31.680 there isn't
01:48:32.700 a better
01:48:32.980 pathway
01:48:33.460 than
01:48:33.840 to
01:48:34.540 think
01:48:35.260 and speak
01:48:35.940 in truth
01:48:36.540 you have
01:48:37.640 the most
01:48:38.040 amazing
01:48:38.500 possible
01:48:39.000 adventures
01:48:39.420 doing that
01:48:39.960 and you meet
01:48:40.460 the highest
01:48:41.200 possible
01:48:41.800 caliber
01:48:42.180 of people
01:48:42.900 and weird
01:48:43.660 and unexpected
01:48:44.180 things happen
01:48:44.960 to you all the time
01:48:45.620 and they're often
01:48:46.480 magical
01:48:47.020 and then there's
01:48:48.340 also an element
01:48:49.000 of that
01:48:49.500 and that's
01:48:50.480 especially true
01:48:51.080 on the poetic
01:48:51.560 front that's
01:48:52.140 allied with
01:48:52.580 beauty
01:48:52.940 and that's
01:48:53.840 a good deal
01:48:54.400 because why not
01:48:55.280 add to truth
01:48:56.100 and courage
01:48:56.660 beauty
01:48:57.040 and one of the
01:48:58.380 things that
01:48:58.760 a number of the
01:48:59.900 great poets
01:49:00.580 notice keeps
01:49:01.600 perhaps most
01:49:02.400 famously
01:49:02.920 but
01:49:04.920 Rilke
01:49:06.260 in his
01:49:07.640 famous
01:49:09.580 poem
01:49:10.580 on the
01:49:10.940 torso
01:49:11.280 an antique
01:49:11.840 torso
01:49:12.280 he says
01:49:14.200 in the poem
01:49:17.300 that the
01:49:17.720 bust
01:49:18.160 the beautiful
01:49:19.440 antique bust
01:49:20.320 of the torso
01:49:21.280 is telling him
01:49:22.180 something
01:49:22.660 if you remember
01:49:23.780 Rilke
01:49:24.160 trying to work
01:49:25.160 out what it
01:49:25.880 is
01:49:26.360 same thing
01:49:28.040 music tells you
01:49:28.900 exactly
01:49:29.400 and this is
01:49:31.720 my belief
01:49:32.220 a beautiful
01:49:33.680 thing is not
01:49:34.260 just beautiful
01:49:34.900 it's telling
01:49:35.880 you something
01:49:36.380 and what the
01:49:37.620 antique torso
01:49:39.040 says to
01:49:39.960 Rilke
01:49:40.600 is you must
01:49:41.340 change your
01:49:41.960 life
01:49:42.200 right
01:49:42.460 that's Rilke
01:49:44.120 that's Rilke
01:49:45.700 okay
01:49:46.420 okay
01:49:47.200 yeah
01:49:48.500 well that's
01:49:49.100 why people
01:49:49.920 are terrified
01:49:50.360 of beauty
01:49:50.880 too
01:49:51.160 because
01:49:52.100 you know
01:49:52.800 and you
01:49:53.660 might say
01:49:54.220 you're terrified
01:49:55.960 of beauty
01:49:56.500 in proportion
01:49:57.520 to the distance
01:49:58.640 your life
01:49:59.280 is from
01:49:59.840 what's
01:50:00.200 beautiful
01:50:00.580 absolutely
01:50:01.060 because it's
01:50:01.540 a judge
01:50:02.040 right
01:50:02.260 it's an
01:50:02.780 ultimate
01:50:03.080 judge
01:50:03.560 it's like
01:50:04.020 and for it
01:50:05.260 to say
01:50:05.680 nothing about
01:50:06.380 you is this
01:50:07.160 it's
01:50:07.780 it's
01:50:08.740 a terrible
01:50:10.060 judgment
01:50:10.460 that's why
01:50:10.900 Roger used
01:50:11.700 to say
01:50:11.920 the great
01:50:12.260 thing
01:50:12.800 of modern
01:50:13.440 the modern
01:50:14.460 selfie culture
01:50:15.160 was
01:50:15.460 isn't this
01:50:17.060 work of art
01:50:17.640 lucky enough
01:50:18.240 to be in
01:50:18.620 this photo
01:50:19.100 with me
01:50:19.680 of course
01:50:22.420 it's exactly
01:50:23.380 the wrong way
01:50:23.900 around
01:50:24.080 aren't I
01:50:24.920 lucky
01:50:25.400 to be standing
01:50:26.440 in front
01:50:26.880 of this
01:50:27.360 beautiful
01:50:28.080 thing
01:50:28.580 right
01:50:29.740 well
01:50:30.020 that's
01:50:30.340 that's
01:50:30.640 the proper
01:50:31.040 attitude
01:50:31.400 of gratitude
01:50:32.580 as well
01:50:33.240 yeah
01:50:33.820 all right
01:50:34.580 Mr. Murray
01:50:35.480 thank you
01:50:36.300 everyone
01:50:36.780 for watching
01:50:38.060 and listening
01:50:38.560 and walking
01:50:40.160 with us
01:50:40.580 through these
01:50:41.100 complicated
01:50:42.000 and hopefully
01:50:42.580 promising
01:50:43.080 domains
01:50:43.620 it's always
01:50:44.580 a pleasure
01:50:44.900 to talk to you
01:50:45.500 we seem to
01:50:45.940 get a little
01:50:46.240 farther with
01:50:46.780 each conversation
01:50:47.520 and that's
01:50:48.000 always useful
01:50:48.920 I'm going to
01:50:49.640 switch over
01:50:50.080 to the
01:50:50.320 Daily Wire
01:50:50.720 Plus side
01:50:51.380 and talk
01:50:52.840 to Douglas
01:50:53.280 a little bit
01:50:53.740 more about
01:50:54.220 biographical issues
01:50:55.860 and about
01:50:56.380 the manner
01:50:56.780 in which
01:50:57.220 his calling
01:50:58.760 you might
01:50:59.180 say
01:50:59.520 made itself
01:51:00.320 manifest
01:51:00.760 I'm very
01:51:01.240 curious about
01:51:01.800 that
01:51:02.120 and so
01:51:02.900 if you're
01:51:04.080 inclined to
01:51:04.640 join us
01:51:05.080 there
01:51:05.280 do so
01:51:05.760 otherwise
01:51:06.080 thank you
01:51:06.580 very much
01:51:06.960 for your
01:51:07.220 time and
01:51:07.540 attention
01:51:07.880 and to
01:51:08.640 the Daily Wire
01:51:09.080 Plus for
01:51:09.620 making this
01:51:10.140 possible
01:51:10.520 and for you
01:51:11.120 sitting down
01:51:11.580 and talking
01:51:11.920 to me
01:51:12.200 today
01:51:12.480 it's always
01:51:13.860 much appreciated
01:51:15.080 to the film
01:51:15.720 crew here
01:51:16.080 in New York
01:51:16.640 to all the
01:51:18.380 policemen and
01:51:19.440 firemen who
01:51:20.120 had their
01:51:21.580 sirens going
01:51:22.280 pretty much
01:51:23.020 through the
01:51:23.420 entire podcast
01:51:24.060 which is one
01:51:24.720 of the things
01:51:25.100 that makes
01:51:25.460 New York
01:51:25.800 so exciting
01:51:26.420 and apart
01:51:27.920 from that
01:51:28.300 until next
01:51:28.820 time
01:51:29.120 good to see
01:51:30.440 you all
01:51:30.780 thanks Douglas
01:51:31.720 thank you
01:51:32.460 thank you