The Jordan B. Peterson Podcast - May 10, 2020


Biblical Series: Cain and Abel - The Hostile Brothers


Episode Stats

Length

2 hours and 23 minutes

Words per Minute

162.35231

Word Count

23,283

Sentence Count

639

Misogynist Sentences

19

Hate Speech Sentences

39


Summary

Dr. Jordan B. Peterson has created a new series that could be a lifeline for those battling depression and anxiety. We know how isolating and overwhelming these conditions can be, and we wanted to take a moment to reach out to those listening who may be struggling. With decades of experience helping patients, Dr. Peterson offers a unique understanding of why you might be feeling this way. In his new series, he provides a roadmap towards healing, showing that while the journey isn t easy, it s absolutely possible to find your way forward. If you re suffering, please know you are not alone. There s hope, and there s a path to feeling better. Season 3, Episode 5: Cain and Abel, the Hostile Brothers: A Jordan B Peterson Lecture. In this episode, I read from a poem written in a female voice written by a female initiate. I have no idea what this is about, but it s a question I ve been getting a lot of mail about, so I thought I d give you a run down of what it s about. If you d like to learn more about the Ayahuasca ceremony, I d love to hear your thoughts on it, so tweet me and let me know what you think! Timestamps: 1:00 - What does it mean to you? 2:30 - What do you think of it? 3:40 - Is it a female-authored poem? 4:00 5:15 - What would you like to see in a poem 6:20 - What is it about? 7:00 -- How do you know of a female shaman? 8:30 -- What is your favorite type of plant medicine? 9:40 -- what is your first encounter? 11:15 -- what does it have to do with a plant? 12:30 13:20 -- is it a feminine plant medicine ceremony? 14:00 | What is a woman s role model? 15:40 16:30 | What s your favorite aspect of a plant medicine plant medicine 17:40 | What are you looking for? 15, what s your first experience with an ayahuasca experience? 16, 17, what do you dabbled in? 18, is she a female plant medicine or plant medicine ? 19, does she have a story about her first encounter with the plant medicine she s been drinking?


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00:00:57.420 Welcome to Season 3, Episode 5 of the Jordan B. Peterson Podcast.
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00:01:06.300 I hope you enjoy this episode. It's called Cain and Abel, the Hostile Brothers.
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00:03:53.700 Cain and Abel, the Hostile Brothers, a Jordan B. Peterson Lecture.
00:04:00.460 So I'm going to read you something.
00:04:03.720 I get some, I get a lot of mail.
00:04:06.080 And I don't know where I got this.
00:04:07.620 I've been a lot of different places in the last week.
00:04:10.560 And this showed up at one of them.
00:04:13.580 And I'm going to read it to you.
00:04:15.020 I have no idea what to make of it.
00:04:16.460 It's written in a female hand.
00:04:23.020 So that's about all I can tell.
00:04:24.720 But there's no address or name on it.
00:04:26.680 This isn't a question, but a comment.
00:04:31.080 Or more accurately, perhaps, a message.
00:04:34.840 I spent this past weekend in an ayahuasca ceremony.
00:04:38.880 Which for those of you who don't know, is a South American visionary plant medicine.
00:04:45.440 Some of you may roll your eyes at this.
00:04:48.620 But ayahuasca brings you into direct contact with the archetypal realm of being.
00:04:54.400 Users of this medicine, initiates, I should say, refer to ayahuasca as she.
00:05:01.720 Because the spirit of the plant is decidedly feminine.
00:05:04.640 An encounter with ayahuasca is an encounter with the great mother of creation.
00:05:09.160 The goddess, the void from which all things come.
00:05:12.600 The feminine counterpart of logos.
00:05:15.640 Dr. Peterson, you appeared in one of my ayahuasca visions.
00:05:30.900 Might account for why I've been rather fatigued lately.
00:05:37.100 Dr. Peterson, you appeared in one of my ayahuasca visions.
00:05:39.920 And I asked her, who is Jordan Peterson?
00:05:43.960 What is he doing?
00:05:45.160 Which is something I'd really like to know as well.
00:05:48.640 And she responded with crystalline clarity.
00:05:52.880 Quote,
00:05:53.640 He is here to invoke and initiate the divine masculine principle on earth at this time.
00:06:01.140 So I'm up here to thank you deeply and profoundly on behalf of the great mother herself, the goddess, the divine feminine principle,
00:06:18.240 who has been eagerly awaiting the awakening of the masculine principle into divinity and service.
00:06:25.440 So, you know, you don't get a letter like that every day.
00:06:29.580 Actually, I get a letter or two like that every day.
00:06:34.320 So, you know, what went through my head when I read this, and this is, of course, a completely crazy parallel.
00:06:44.940 But, you know, one of the things I learned to do as a psychotherapist was just to tell people who were talking to me what came into my head.
00:06:53.820 It isn't what I'm thinking exactly, because that's not exactly the same thing, you know.
00:06:58.640 So, what comes into your head is more like a dream.
00:07:01.860 It comes unbidden.
00:07:03.260 It's like your imagination.
00:07:04.680 If you're thinking, there seems to be like a voluntary element of that, right?
00:07:08.740 I mean, some of, who God only knows how we think, but it seems partly voluntary at least.
00:07:15.120 And Jung thought about it, Carl Jung thought about it like a dialogue between the conscious mind and the unconscious mind.
00:07:21.240 There was a continual dialogue, but when things just pop into your mind, it's not much different than walking into a room and having something there,
00:07:30.180 which is an observation I also derived from Jung, by the way, because he pointed out, quite rightly, that people don't really think that thoughts appear to them.
00:07:39.480 Now, you can think, because you can take the thoughts that appear to you, and then you can subject them to criticism and elaboration and so on,
00:07:46.540 instead of just assuming that they're true right off the bat.
00:07:48.600 But people often don't do that, they just, something just pops into their head, and then they assume that it's true.
00:07:55.100 Anyways, one of the things that I tend to do in psychotherapy is just to tell people what pops into my head, because,
00:08:01.880 well, why?
00:08:06.540 Because then the person that is talking to me gets one person's untrammeled opinion.
00:08:13.860 Not even that, reaction, not opinion.
00:08:16.200 It's not really an opinion, I don't think.
00:08:17.880 An opinion, maybe, is what I think later, and there's this personal flavor to it.
00:08:23.060 What popped into my head was the story about Socrates, you know.
00:08:29.240 He had this, when he was being put on trial by the Athenians for corrupting the nation's youth,
00:08:36.040 something I've been accused of, by the way.
00:08:37.820 Although it's not self-evident to me that it's me doing the corrupting.
00:08:42.320 He said that somebody had asked him once, had asked the Delphic Oracle once, and the Delphic Oracle was this retreat that you could go to if you were an ancient Greek citizen.
00:08:56.000 And you'd be there, and you'd have a dream, and then you'd go ask the Delphic Oracle to interpret it.
00:09:01.940 And nobody really knows what was up with the Delphic Oracle today, how that worked exactly.
00:09:07.420 But she would interpret your dream in any case.
00:09:11.420 And somebody once asked her who the wisest man in Greece was, and the Delphic Oracle said it was Socrates because he knew he didn't know anything.
00:09:20.240 That's essentially the story.
00:09:21.520 And that popped into my mind.
00:09:23.640 It's a crazy comparison, but, you know, I have a crazy mind, so I guess that's how it works out.
00:09:29.920 So, now one of the things I'm going to do today, which I haven't done before, is I'm going to read you a little bit of, I told you I finished my book last week.
00:09:40.740 And I haven't read it to anyone.
00:09:43.700 I've given it to a couple of friends to review.
00:09:46.340 One person in particular, a screenwriter named Greg Hurwitz, has been unbelievably helpful.
00:09:53.560 He's so fast and so sharp at this sort of thing.
00:09:56.040 And I can send him like a 20-page, dense 20-page manuscript, and he'll rip it to shreds and send it back to me in like 90 minutes.
00:10:05.560 It's just unbelievable.
00:10:06.940 He's so good at that.
00:10:07.740 He's been very helpful.
00:10:08.720 But I haven't, no one else has seen it apart from my editor, and I haven't read it to anyone.
00:10:13.280 But some of it seemed particularly appropriate for tonight's lecture.
00:10:18.440 So I thought I would start the lecture tonight by reading a little bit of it.
00:10:23.340 And it's from a chapter.
00:10:25.980 It's on the issue of sacrifice as such.
00:10:28.080 This is Abraham and Isaac.
00:10:29.760 This is a very strange Old Testament story, right?
00:10:31.960 This is one of the stories that's contained in the Old Testament that makes modern people think that maybe we should just not have that much to do with the Old Testament per se at all.
00:10:41.940 And especially with regards, and maybe we shouldn't have anything to do with the God of the Old Testament either.
00:10:46.660 Because, I mean, as far as Abraham is concerned, God tells him to sacrifice his own son.
00:10:53.120 Now, it turns out that God was just kidding, so to speak.
00:10:57.100 You know, I'm obviously being flippant.
00:10:58.960 But, you know, it does raise the question, what do you make of a divine being who would require such a thing?
00:11:08.140 Or, conversely, what do you make of Abraham who would have such delusions?
00:11:12.420 Either way, it's a little hard on the, what would you call, modern believability and moral integrity of the Old Testament.
00:11:20.600 But these are very, very strange stories, and they're not what they seem to be, or they are, but, and they're more.
00:11:26.880 So, we're going to talk a lot about sacrifice tonight.
00:11:31.220 And here's some of the things that I've been thinking about sacrifice.
00:11:34.400 So, this is from, this book is called Twelve Rules for Life, an Antidote for Chaos.
00:11:41.020 And it's coming out in January, which I think I mentioned.
00:11:43.820 And this is from Rule 7, which is, do what is meaningful, not what is expedient.
00:11:52.700 And so, here's, here's some of the writing I've been doing over the last three years on the, on the motif of sacrifice.
00:12:01.460 I'll start with just a brief intro before I read this.
00:12:06.220 It took me a long time to understand what was meant in the Old Testament by sacrifice.
00:12:11.620 And, which is strange, because once I figured it out, it seemed bloody obvious.
00:12:14.900 It seemed like, oh yeah, obviously, that's what it means.
00:12:17.600 But, lots of times, if you figure something out correctly, it seems self-evident as soon as you figured it out correctly.
00:12:24.420 Well, we'll see how that goes.
00:12:25.680 But, you know, it seemed to work for me, anyways.
00:12:30.680 I knew that, of course, at least implicitly, I knew of the modern usage of the idea of sacrifice.
00:12:38.220 Everyone understands that motif, is that, if you want to make things better in the future, then you make sacrifices in the present.
00:12:47.500 And, maybe you even do that multi-generationally.
00:12:50.380 In fact, you most definitely do if you're a good parent.
00:12:53.420 I mean, you, and that's, I would say that's really particularly typical of, of, of immigrants, right?
00:13:00.000 Because immigrants often come from terrible places and have to undergo terrible things to come to a new community where they get a rough reception
00:13:08.900 and have a hard time getting their life going.
00:13:11.360 And, a big part of the reason that they do it is to make their lives of their children better.
00:13:17.180 And, luckily, when they come to Canada, usually given where they came from, that actually works.
00:13:21.700 Because, where they came from is worse and here is better, even though, you know, immigrants often have to struggle to, to get on their feet again.
00:13:29.460 They have to learn a new language and become enculturated and face the fact that they're not part of the mainstream culture.
00:13:34.660 And, well, you know, many of you know the whole story.
00:13:38.320 So, the idea that you make sacrifices for the future and you make sacrifices for your children, and that's, everyone understands that.
00:13:46.420 And, it's part of being responsible and mature and shouldering the burden of being properly.
00:13:52.560 And, you do that for yourself, too.
00:13:54.560 If you're disciplined, in fact, that's almost what discipline means.
00:13:57.960 Discipline means that you're capable of making sacrifices.
00:14:00.680 Because, you're not disciplined if you just do something you want more rather than something that you're doing.
00:14:06.700 That's not discipline.
00:14:07.700 That's, maybe that works and great.
00:14:09.780 If your life is working out that way, great, man.
00:14:11.800 But, that isn't, that isn't discipline.
00:14:13.880 Discipline is when you want to do something right now.
00:14:16.860 And, instead, you think, no, I'm going to forestall my gratification.
00:14:21.140 Maybe forever, but certainly for a very long period of time.
00:14:24.720 Medium to long period of time.
00:14:25.800 And, you concentrate on something that you think will bear fruit in the medium to long run.
00:14:30.800 And, so, you look into the future and you decide that by making today a little less impulsively pleasurable, shall we say, you'll make tomorrow a little bit more secure and productive.
00:14:42.660 And, then you actually do it, too.
00:14:44.740 And, that's difficult, you know.
00:14:46.700 And, we discussed last week Adam and Eve's discovery of the future.
00:14:52.700 And, the revelation of the possibility of the future, including the possibility of tragedy and suffering in the future.
00:15:01.700 And, it's our knowledge of the possibility of tragedy and suffering in the future that motivates us to sacrifice in the present.
00:15:09.980 So, that we can reduce the unnecessary anxiety and uncertainty and pain that awaits us.
00:15:15.280 Now, that's a negative way of putting it.
00:15:17.080 We're also doing it so that, you know, we can have some joy and we can make life better and all of that.
00:15:22.140 And, that's not trivial.
00:15:23.900 But, the fundamental issue, especially once you have small children, this fundamental issue is to stave the suffering the hell off, right?
00:15:32.480 That's what you want to do.
00:15:33.720 That's your primary moral obligation if you're a person who has any...
00:15:38.060 If your eyes are open at all, that's your primary obligation.
00:15:41.520 And, so you make the sacrifices that are necessary and you set up the future.
00:15:46.560 And, well, the motif of sacrifice is there in the Old Testament.
00:15:52.340 But, it's more, it's so concrete that it's difficult to draw a parallel between the two.
00:15:58.140 At least, for me, they didn't align self-evidently.
00:16:01.700 And, I don't remember in my rather limited religious education as a child in the United Church,
00:16:07.620 because I went to the United Church until I was about 13.
00:16:11.680 I don't ever remember anybody pointing out that, like, the sacrifices that Cain and Abel were making
00:16:18.320 or the sacrifice that Abraham was supposed to make or the sacrifices that people were making to God
00:16:24.120 were the precursors, let's say, the dramatic precursors to the psychological idea of sacrifice
00:16:33.420 that we all hold as civilized people in the modern world.
00:16:39.060 So, although it seems obvious, as I said, once you lay it out,
00:16:42.680 I don't remember that ever being explained to me.
00:16:45.360 But, and then, well, and then let me read this.
00:16:47.160 So, now that I've sort of introduced it.
00:16:49.420 Here's what happened as humanity developed.
00:16:53.580 First were the endless tens or hundreds of thousands of years prior to the emergence of written history and drama.
00:17:02.460 The twin practices of delay and exchange began to emerge slowly and painfully.
00:17:08.220 So, here's a cool psychological study.
00:17:10.980 So, it's called the Marshmallow Test.
00:17:12.960 And maybe it's even a reliable study, even though it was done by social psychologists.
00:17:18.740 It's probably replicable.
00:17:22.220 And it's a nice study.
00:17:23.840 So, you take small children and you bring them into a room and you put something that they would like in front of them,
00:17:30.980 a marshmallow.
00:17:31.500 And you, then you torture them, basically.
00:17:35.720 You say,
00:17:37.080 See that marshmallow?
00:17:38.020 And the kid thinks,
00:17:38.760 Yeah, man, I see that marshmallow.
00:17:40.840 It's like,
00:17:42.480 You can have that marshmallow right now.
00:17:44.060 Or if you wait, I think the experiment is ten minutes.
00:17:49.240 Then you can have two marshmallows.
00:17:51.880 And so, that puts the child in quite a conundrum because they're being asked to trade an actual, concrete, tangible marshmallow for two hypothetical future marshmallows.
00:18:02.700 And it's not that easy to conjure up a hypothetical future reality that has the same tangible significance as something real right in front of you.
00:18:13.740 And so, it's an amazing thing that people can do that.
00:18:16.260 And so, then the experiment leaves.
00:18:18.960 And some children grab the marshmallow and just, you know, chomp that thing down right now.
00:18:23.880 Other kids, they videotape kids while they're waiting.
00:18:28.060 And they do all sorts of things.
00:18:29.180 They whistle.
00:18:29.800 They look at the ceiling.
00:18:30.920 They sit on their hands.
00:18:32.100 You know, they try to distract themselves.
00:18:33.720 Of course, they're eyeing that marshmallow like a squirrel eyeing a nut and trying to restrain themselves.
00:18:41.580 And, you know, what I see in that is that the child's prefrontal cortex, the higher cortical systems, are warring with the underlying motivational systems,
00:18:51.720 more primordial motivational systems that govern such things as hunger.
00:18:55.580 The hunger system, hypothalamic system, says there is something sweet and fat right sitting there, right bloody now.
00:19:02.300 Grab that thing and stuff it down now.
00:19:04.460 And I'm sure many of you have a constant battle with your hypothalamus with regards to sweet and fat things and often lose.
00:19:12.100 So, you can feel some sympathy for the child.
00:19:15.320 But the hypothalamus has these tremendously powerful tendrils upward into the brain, into the parts that we would associate more with voluntary control.
00:19:26.220 And the voluntary control centers have these little weak ribbons going down to control the hypothalamus.
00:19:32.440 It's pretty obvious if you know something about neuroanatomy, what part is actually in charge when the chips are down.
00:19:38.960 And it's not easy for children to learn to regulate those underlying primordial impulses, the ones that are wired in, the ones that we share with animals.
00:19:47.880 But they do it.
00:19:49.420 And the cool thing is, this is what Walter Mischel found, he's the guy who did the study,
00:19:54.880 was that the long-term outcome for the children who can delay gratification in the marshmallow test is much more positive
00:20:02.160 than it is for the children that are impulsive and eat the marshmallow instantly.
00:20:07.380 It's delay of gratification.
00:20:09.360 Now, it's likely that that's associated with trait conscientiousness, although that specific connection has not yet been established.
00:20:18.400 But they seem conceptually very, very similar.
00:20:23.260 So, anyways, this emerges in children probably between the ages of two and four, something like that.
00:20:32.100 They should have it in place by four, because it's very difficult for them to really interact well with other children without having that delay of gratification in place.
00:20:41.460 Because if you can't delay gratification, other kids don't like you, because you want everything your way and you want it now.
00:20:47.980 And you're liable to temper tantrums and that sort of thing.
00:20:50.700 You haven't got the kind of self-control necessary to make you fun to play with.
00:20:53.780 So, you can see that emerging in children, and it's pretty interesting.
00:20:58.460 And not only that, if it emerges, it predicts positive long-term outcomes, just like trait conscientiousness does, by the way,
00:21:06.220 because trait conscientiousness is the second best predictor of long-term success over the lifespan.
00:21:11.820 In Western cultures, it's second after intelligence.
00:21:15.180 And so, in our societies, the people who do best across time are the people who have high IQs and who work hard.
00:21:21.600 And I would say that's a pretty decent, what would you call it?
00:21:26.780 It's a validation in some sense that our cultures are working properly.
00:21:30.360 Because what you would want, I would say, if the system is working meritocratically, like it should,
00:21:37.040 and if you're trying to extract resources from those who can contribute at a higher rate,
00:21:42.100 then what you would want to have happen is that the hard-working, smart people do better.
00:21:48.100 Hopefully, if that's the case, then everyone does better. Hopefully.
00:21:53.100 Anyways, so you can see this developing in children.
00:21:56.560 First were the endless tens or hundreds of thousands of years prior to the emergence of written history and drama.
00:22:02.040 The twin practices of delay and exchange began to emerge slowly and painfully.
00:22:06.880 Then they became represented in metaphorical abstraction as rituals and tales of sacrifice.
00:22:14.400 It's as if there's a powerful figure in the sky who's judging you.
00:22:19.420 You better keep him happy or look the hell out.
00:22:22.960 We've been watching ourselves deal with him for a long time.
00:22:26.420 He seems to like it when you give up something you value.
00:22:30.200 So, practice sharing and sacrificing until you get good at it.
00:22:36.880 No one actually said any of this so long ago, although they said something very similar.
00:22:43.340 But it was implicit in the practice and then in the stories.
00:22:46.900 Action comes first.
00:22:49.260 Implicit comes first.
00:22:51.000 People watched the successful succeed and the unsuccessful fail for thousands and thousands of years.
00:22:58.980 And we thought it over and we drew a conclusion.
00:23:02.280 The successful among us sacrifice.
00:23:05.500 The successful among us delay gratification.
00:23:11.300 The successful among us bargain with the future.
00:23:14.820 And then a great idea begins to emerge in ever more articulated form.
00:23:19.580 Now, that idea is the point of a long and profound story.
00:23:26.640 It's the moral of this story.
00:23:30.040 And I'm going to engage in some foreshadowing here.
00:23:34.340 What's the difference between the successful and the unsuccessful?
00:23:38.360 The successful sacrifice.
00:23:40.060 And things get better as the successful practice their sacrifices.
00:23:47.120 The question becomes increasingly precise and simultaneously broader.
00:23:53.400 You know, if you push a question in a direction, perhaps there comes a time when you can't formulate it any more precisely and broadly.
00:24:08.840 And that's the point at which the question, in some sense, and perhaps even the answer, the question becomes archetypal.
00:24:16.780 It becomes archetypal because it can't be bested.
00:24:21.820 And this is like an ultimate question, in some sense.
00:24:24.140 How are you going to ask a more broad-based question than that?
00:24:27.920 What is, given the initial presuppositions, that you have to make sacrifices,
00:24:31.580 then the logical end point to that is something like,
00:24:33.960 okay, if you have to make a sacrifice, what's the greatest possible sacrifice and for the greatest possible good?
00:24:39.920 That's a good question.
00:24:41.480 The answer becomes increasingly profound.
00:24:45.460 The god of Western tradition, like so many gods, requires sacrifice.
00:24:50.780 We've already examined why, but sometimes he goes even further
00:24:54.160 and requires the sacrifice of what is loved best.
00:24:59.960 This is why.
00:25:00.680 And this is another one of mankind's fundamental discoveries.
00:25:08.920 Sometimes things do not go well.
00:25:11.280 That's self-evident.
00:25:12.620 But here's the rub.
00:25:14.780 Sometimes when things are not going well,
00:25:17.060 it's precisely that which is most valued that is the cause.
00:25:25.040 Why?
00:25:26.140 It's because the world is revealed through the template of your values.
00:25:29.620 If the world you are seeing is not the world you want,
00:25:33.200 therefore, it's time to examine your values.
00:25:36.800 It's time to rid yourself of your current presuppositions.
00:25:41.300 There's a famous experiment that I've alluded to a couple of times, I believe, in this lecture series.
00:25:46.640 The Invisible Gorilla Experiment.
00:25:48.180 And in the Invisible Gorilla Experiment, there's two teams of players, each with three members.
00:25:55.520 One dressed in black and the other dressed in white.
00:25:57.640 And each team is passing a basketball back and forth to the team members and milling about.
00:26:03.000 You see a video of them doing so.
00:26:06.560 They've basically filled the video screen and the white team is passing a basketball to the white team members.
00:26:12.220 And the black team is passing a basketball to the black team members.
00:26:15.800 And your job, as far as the experimenter is concerned,
00:26:19.720 is for you to count the number of times that the black team passes the basketball back and forth.
00:26:27.820 So that's what you do.
00:26:28.520 So now you have an ambition and an aim and a value.
00:26:32.900 And the ambition and the aim and the value, they're all the same thing.
00:26:35.700 And that is to perform well at the task.
00:26:37.620 Now the thing that's so cool about this, and this is really so cool,
00:26:40.520 it's just unbelievably, it's just unbelievable that this is the case.
00:26:45.740 It's like a complete validation of a certain element of the Buddhist worldview.
00:26:51.420 So they pass the ball for a couple of minutes,
00:26:53.840 and then the experimenter says to you,
00:26:56.020 how many?
00:26:56.900 And you say 15, and you're happy with yourself because you've been paying attention.
00:27:01.460 And the experimenter says, yeah, that's right.
00:27:03.660 Or maybe not, maybe you missed one.
00:27:05.500 And then the experimenter says, did you see the gorilla?
00:27:07.920 And half of you say, what, what, what gorilla?
00:27:13.240 Like, really?
00:27:14.460 And he, and the experimenter says, yes.
00:27:16.560 And then he rewinds it and plays the video.
00:27:18.460 And like a minute and a half into the three minute video,
00:27:21.960 sure enough, in walks this guy in a gorilla suit,
00:27:25.520 six foot three or so,
00:27:27.580 stands in the middle of the game,
00:27:29.860 right in the middle of the game,
00:27:31.860 the same size as the players,
00:27:34.020 perfectly, obviously evident,
00:27:36.940 beats his chest for like a second and a half,
00:27:39.980 and then sort of saunters off.
00:27:42.560 And half the people who watch the video don't see the gorilla,
00:27:48.340 which is absolutely shocking.
00:27:50.100 And what that means is that your ambitions blind you to the nature of reality.
00:27:53.920 Now, they illuminate some reality,
00:27:57.580 but they blind you to most of it.
00:28:00.080 And that's fine, because you're not,
00:28:02.400 there's not a lot of you in some ways.
00:28:04.020 You're a very pinpoint thing, like a laser beam.
00:28:06.700 And so you just can't be attending to everything all the time.
00:28:09.220 But one of the things that you might ask yourself,
00:28:11.920 once you know that,
00:28:12.780 is that if you're suffering dreadfully,
00:28:14.980 then one possibility is that
00:28:16.860 you're so fixed on the point,
00:28:19.680 you're so fixed on a point,
00:28:22.580 the fact that you're so fixed on the point
00:28:24.800 that you're fixed on
00:28:25.800 might be integrally related
00:28:27.680 to why things are going so catastrophically wrong.
00:28:31.680 Now, perhaps not,
00:28:32.940 because, you know,
00:28:33.520 there's a lot of arbitrariness about life.
00:28:36.240 And perhaps you suffer even when you don't deserve to.
00:28:39.260 That seems to happen in the book of Job, for example,
00:28:41.580 because Job is a good guy,
00:28:42.880 and God has a bet with Satan,
00:28:44.700 which seems like another relatively nasty thing to do,
00:28:47.300 to let Satan just torture him.
00:28:49.180 And he does quite nicely
00:28:50.640 to see if he'll turn against God.
00:28:54.780 And it seems like a rather playground sort of thing
00:28:58.180 for God to engage in.
00:28:59.360 But the point is,
00:29:00.420 is that even in a document like the Old Testament,
00:29:04.020 there's ample suggestion
00:29:06.180 that sometimes people just get wiped out and hurt,
00:29:09.920 even if they're living good moral lives,
00:29:13.060 aiming properly and all that.
00:29:14.320 There's an arbitrariness in life
00:29:15.500 that's not eradicable.
00:29:18.640 But it's possible
00:29:19.600 that it's what you're clinging to
00:29:22.920 that's hurting you.
00:29:25.180 And it's even possible
00:29:26.400 that it's the thing that you're clinging to the hardest
00:29:28.260 that's hurting you the most,
00:29:29.220 that could easily be someone you love.
00:29:30.900 Like lots of times,
00:29:32.060 I see people in therapy,
00:29:33.240 and they're miserable
00:29:33.940 for one reason or another.
00:29:35.520 And sometimes it's because
00:29:36.820 they have a very close relationship
00:29:38.400 with a family member,
00:29:39.620 and that just isn't working.
00:29:42.160 You know,
00:29:42.520 the family member,
00:29:43.720 for the sake of simplicity,
00:29:45.640 for the sake of simplicity,
00:29:45.660 we'll say,
00:29:46.780 is not really oriented towards helping them have a good life.
00:29:51.040 The family member is instead oriented towards
00:29:53.560 making them as bloody miserable
00:29:55.580 as you can possibly make anyone.
00:29:58.100 And,
00:29:58.320 what would you say,
00:30:00.480 exploiting the bond between family members
00:30:04.380 in order to enable that.
00:30:05.680 And then,
00:30:07.180 sometimes,
00:30:08.480 the sacrifice that's necessary
00:30:10.060 is either
00:30:11.480 merely distancing yourself
00:30:14.140 from that person,
00:30:15.560 sometimes substantively,
00:30:17.500 and sometimes
00:30:18.180 seriously distancing yourself
00:30:20.300 from,
00:30:20.860 like,
00:30:21.900 we don't talk anymore,
00:30:23.380 ever.
00:30:24.560 And so that's pretty damn rough,
00:30:26.240 and it hurts,
00:30:26.960 and all of that,
00:30:27.560 but,
00:30:28.700 but,
00:30:30.360 it's a good example of the fact
00:30:31.940 that sometimes,
00:30:33.000 in order to
00:30:34.000 extract yourself
00:30:36.600 from the miserable bit of chaos
00:30:38.460 that you happen to be enmeshed in,
00:30:40.420 you have to let go of what you love best.
00:30:44.380 If the world you are seeing
00:30:45.660 is not the world you want,
00:30:47.200 therefore,
00:30:47.680 it's time to examine your values.
00:30:49.880 That's really worth,
00:30:51.080 it's really worth thinking about,
00:30:52.720 you know,
00:30:52.860 because the alternative, too,
00:30:53.920 is to curse fate.
00:30:55.700 Right?
00:30:55.940 Because if it isn't you,
00:30:56.820 and there's nothing you can do to change,
00:30:58.700 there isn't something you're doing
00:30:59.700 that's wrong,
00:31:00.680 then it's fate itself,
00:31:02.260 it's the world itself,
00:31:03.420 it's other people,
00:31:04.260 let's say,
00:31:04.660 because they're a huge part of the world,
00:31:05.860 or it's the nature of the world itself,
00:31:07.400 or,
00:31:07.560 or it's God himself,
00:31:09.300 in whatever form you
00:31:11.280 either believe in
00:31:12.340 or don't believe in,
00:31:13.160 because it's fundamentally all the same
00:31:14.760 in this sort of situation
00:31:16.340 that I'm describing.
00:31:18.000 So,
00:31:18.680 and one of the things
00:31:19.360 that's really interesting,
00:31:20.320 and I mentioned this before,
00:31:21.260 about the Israelites
00:31:21.900 in the Old Testament,
00:31:22.940 is that
00:31:23.220 they,
00:31:24.040 they got this right,
00:31:25.580 it's really something,
00:31:26.820 because
00:31:27.120 what happens to the Israelites
00:31:28.680 over and over
00:31:29.420 in the Old Testament
00:31:30.180 is that
00:31:30.560 they get all
00:31:31.940 puffed up
00:31:32.780 about how wonderful they are,
00:31:34.100 and then they
00:31:34.620 make moral errors
00:31:35.840 because they're arrogant,
00:31:37.180 and then God comes along
00:31:38.340 and just cuts them
00:31:39.220 into pieces
00:31:40.020 for like generation
00:31:41.100 after generation,
00:31:42.160 and
00:31:42.220 then they wobble back
00:31:43.660 to their feet,
00:31:45.140 and,
00:31:45.400 but they always maintain
00:31:46.400 the same attitude,
00:31:47.300 which is,
00:31:48.200 we did something wrong,
00:31:49.420 we did something wrong.
00:31:50.480 It's like,
00:31:51.040 it's like a,
00:31:51.820 it's like an axiom
00:31:52.940 rather than observation,
00:31:54.640 is that
00:31:55.240 if we're not,
00:31:56.620 if things are not
00:31:57.500 laying themselves
00:31:58.340 out for us
00:31:59.320 as they should be,
00:32:00.600 then we cannot curse God,
00:32:02.500 we have to look
00:32:03.520 to ourselves.
00:32:05.640 Well,
00:32:05.920 and you think,
00:32:06.380 well,
00:32:06.520 why not curse God?
00:32:08.680 Because maybe
00:32:09.160 it's his fault.
00:32:10.740 That's a really good question,
00:32:12.520 and one of the things
00:32:13.540 that I've tried to figure out
00:32:14.740 over the last
00:32:15.680 30 years is,
00:32:17.560 well,
00:32:17.800 why not just curse God?
00:32:19.100 Because there is this
00:32:19.900 arbitrary element
00:32:21.000 to existence,
00:32:21.900 and we are vulnerable,
00:32:23.520 and there is plenty
00:32:24.420 of suffering,
00:32:25.100 and things are unfair.
00:32:26.280 Like,
00:32:26.460 there's problems,
00:32:27.280 right?
00:32:27.480 There's injustice,
00:32:28.320 and unfairness,
00:32:29.000 and all of these things,
00:32:29.880 and endless suffering.
00:32:31.300 So,
00:32:31.800 why not just lay it
00:32:32.560 at the feet of God?
00:32:33.340 And,
00:32:33.940 whether God exists
00:32:35.500 or not,
00:32:36.060 in some sense,
00:32:36.820 by the way,
00:32:37.720 with regards to the
00:32:38.900 metaphysics of this
00:32:39.720 particular discussion,
00:32:40.600 is not relevant.
00:32:41.520 It's,
00:32:41.880 the point remains the same
00:32:43.280 either way.
00:32:44.440 And the answer is,
00:32:45.620 as far as I can tell,
00:32:46.520 that if you refuse
00:32:48.260 to take on
00:32:49.600 the responsibility
00:32:50.420 yourself,
00:32:51.420 and you attempt
00:32:52.300 to lay it
00:32:53.520 at the feet
00:32:54.420 of either society
00:32:55.600 or being itself,
00:32:57.340 then you instantly
00:32:58.680 start to act
00:32:59.640 in a way that makes
00:33:00.460 everything much worse.
00:33:02.440 Not only for you,
00:33:03.400 but for everyone else,
00:33:04.380 and maybe even
00:33:04.940 for being itself.
00:33:06.460 And so,
00:33:07.360 it's not helpful.
00:33:10.220 Now,
00:33:10.640 if you decide
00:33:12.220 that it's you,
00:33:12.980 you've got the problem.
00:33:14.220 Maybe that's not even true,
00:33:15.340 like maybe you are
00:33:16.440 someone who's being
00:33:17.280 tortured by the bet
00:33:18.420 between God and Satan,
00:33:20.120 and like,
00:33:20.620 too bad for you,
00:33:21.300 if that happens to be
00:33:22.080 the case.
00:33:22.800 But it still seems to be
00:33:24.260 the appropriate thing
00:33:25.900 for a human being
00:33:28.980 who's standing
00:33:29.760 on his or her
00:33:31.080 own two feet
00:33:33.040 in a proper manner
00:33:34.080 to take the responsibility
00:33:35.960 on for themselves,
00:33:37.600 regardless of the
00:33:38.700 counter-arguments
00:33:39.360 that might be made
00:33:40.080 against it.
00:33:40.640 that's really something.
00:33:44.140 It's time to rid yourself
00:33:45.680 of your current
00:33:46.380 presuppositions.
00:33:47.220 I also think of that,
00:33:48.180 it's a Deadwood issue,
00:33:49.240 you know,
00:33:49.800 one of the things
00:33:50.600 you see with motifs
00:33:51.860 like the
00:33:52.700 the phoenix.
00:33:55.600 Remember when Harry Potter
00:33:56.540 goes off to fight,
00:33:58.060 he's like St. George,
00:33:58.980 he goes off to fight
00:33:59.760 the,
00:34:00.500 what the hell is that thing,
00:34:01.780 the basilisk
00:34:02.400 that turns you to stone
00:34:03.340 when you look at it.
00:34:03.900 It's a dragon
00:34:04.440 for all intents and purposes.
00:34:05.600 It's guarding a virgin.
00:34:07.480 What's her name?
00:34:08.600 It's not Virginia,
00:34:09.620 it's close to that though.
00:34:12.480 Ginevra,
00:34:13.200 right,
00:34:13.480 which is a variant
00:34:14.180 of virgin
00:34:14.680 and variant of Virginia.
00:34:17.000 Well,
00:34:17.320 when he gets bitten
00:34:18.260 by the dragon
00:34:19.960 and poisoned,
00:34:22.640 that's the dragon
00:34:23.440 of chaos,
00:34:24.120 right?
00:34:24.560 The thing that turns
00:34:25.380 you to stone
00:34:25.880 when you look at it,
00:34:26.660 when he gets bitten
00:34:27.940 by it,
00:34:28.420 then he's going to die.
00:34:30.220 And yeah,
00:34:30.880 well if you get bitten
00:34:31.620 by the thing that turns
00:34:32.660 you to stone
00:34:33.200 when you look at it,
00:34:34.020 if it bites you,
00:34:34.840 man,
00:34:35.020 if you're not dead,
00:34:36.420 you're going to wish you are.
00:34:37.320 It's one of the two.
00:34:38.560 And then the phoenix flies in
00:34:39.860 and cries tears
00:34:40.960 into the wound
00:34:41.600 and that heals him.
00:34:42.400 And the phoenix
00:34:42.960 is the thing that
00:34:43.780 allows the dead wood
00:34:45.560 to burn off
00:34:46.640 occasionally,
00:34:49.320 let's say.
00:34:49.840 Well,
00:34:50.020 I think it's once
00:34:50.640 every hundred years
00:34:51.400 with the phoenix
00:34:51.900 and of course
00:34:52.640 it's pretty dramatic.
00:34:53.600 The whole damn bird
00:34:54.400 has to go up in flames
00:34:55.520 and then there's nothing
00:34:56.420 left but an egg.
00:34:57.260 But there's a very
00:34:58.320 serious message there too
00:34:59.560 which is that,
00:35:00.600 you know,
00:35:01.020 you can compare yourself
00:35:02.060 in some sense
00:35:02.840 to a forest fire
00:35:04.900 to a forest,
00:35:05.820 you know,
00:35:06.040 and a forest has to burn
00:35:07.140 now and then
00:35:07.720 for the dead wood
00:35:08.740 to clear
00:35:09.320 so that the forest
00:35:10.320 can actually maintain
00:35:11.280 its continued existence
00:35:12.340 and if you stop the forest
00:35:14.160 from burning
00:35:14.720 for a prolonged period of time
00:35:16.040 which happened
00:35:16.500 in the United States
00:35:17.300 when they were trying
00:35:18.560 to manage the forest fires
00:35:19.620 too tightly,
00:35:20.680 then all that happens
00:35:21.400 is the dead wood
00:35:22.100 accumulates and accumulates
00:35:23.760 and accumulates
00:35:24.480 and accumulates
00:35:25.240 and accumulates
00:35:26.180 until the whole damn forest
00:35:28.040 is dead wood
00:35:28.760 and then lightning hits it
00:35:30.340 and it burns so hot
00:35:31.200 that it burns the topsoil off.
00:35:32.640 And then there's nothing
00:35:34.220 left.
00:35:35.100 Nothing grows
00:35:35.880 and so that's a good
00:35:37.020 moral lesson
00:35:37.720 which is don't wait
00:35:39.200 too long to let
00:35:40.020 the damn dead wood
00:35:40.960 burn off,
00:35:41.800 you know.
00:35:42.160 Maybe a little
00:35:42.980 self-immolation
00:35:44.400 on a daily basis
00:35:45.760 might be preferable
00:35:46.740 to burning yourself
00:35:47.700 all the way down
00:35:48.440 to the bedrock,
00:35:49.660 you know,
00:35:49.940 once every 20 years
00:35:51.000 or so
00:35:51.300 because maybe
00:35:51.880 there won't be
00:35:52.320 anything left of you
00:35:53.140 when you do that
00:35:53.900 and, you know,
00:35:55.080 that happens to people
00:35:55.940 all the time.
00:35:56.620 I've seen that happen
00:35:57.460 to people many,
00:35:58.300 many times.
00:35:59.400 The dead wood accumulates,
00:36:00.820 the mess around them
00:36:01.680 gathers,
00:36:02.240 the chaos that they
00:36:03.040 haven't dealt with
00:36:03.700 accumulates
00:36:04.320 and then one day
00:36:05.540 the spark comes
00:36:06.440 and they burn so far
00:36:07.940 and so fast
00:36:08.780 that there's not enough
00:36:10.280 left of them to recover.
00:36:11.600 And then they're the people
00:36:12.560 who've been eaten
00:36:13.200 by the beast.
00:36:14.040 They're the people
00:36:14.640 who've been eaten
00:36:15.560 by the dragon
00:36:16.260 and now are inside
00:36:17.080 its belly,
00:36:17.700 another very common
00:36:18.600 archetypal motif
00:36:19.480 and, well,
00:36:20.860 maybe a hero
00:36:21.440 will come along
00:36:22.080 and rescue them
00:36:22.640 or maybe they'll just
00:36:23.360 stay in there forever
00:36:24.300 and that's a precursor
00:36:25.960 to the idea of hell
00:36:26.980 and it's not something
00:36:28.160 I would recommend.
00:36:29.600 So a little medicine
00:36:30.500 on a regular basis
00:36:31.500 is a lot better
00:36:32.880 than total immolation
00:36:34.940 on terms other
00:36:37.060 than your own
00:36:37.780 sporadically.
00:36:41.180 It's time to rid yourself
00:36:42.680 of your current
00:36:43.280 presuppositions.
00:36:44.100 There's another thing
00:36:44.820 that, see,
00:36:47.380 in the Soviet Union
00:36:48.240 when Solzhenitsyn
00:36:48.980 wrote about the Soviet Union
00:36:50.260 and its pathologies,
00:36:52.160 it sort of peaked
00:36:54.620 in terms of its
00:36:55.340 pathological authoritarianism
00:36:56.900 when it became
00:36:57.980 illegal to complain
00:37:00.120 that your life
00:37:00.900 wasn't going well.
00:37:02.480 And you just think
00:37:03.000 about how horrible
00:37:03.720 that is, hey,
00:37:04.480 because, you know,
00:37:06.640 lots of times
00:37:07.200 your life isn't going well.
00:37:08.420 I mean,
00:37:08.640 and I don't mean this
00:37:09.940 in some casual way.
00:37:11.080 I mean, maybe,
00:37:11.840 I don't know,
00:37:12.260 maybe you have diabetes
00:37:13.080 and you're, you know,
00:37:14.140 maybe you're gonna lose
00:37:14.880 your feet or something.
00:37:16.900 Like, it's really not,
00:37:18.600 it's nothing trivial
00:37:19.520 that's going on here.
00:37:20.540 Something is not good.
00:37:22.160 Or maybe it's economic
00:37:23.240 or maybe you're unemployed
00:37:24.300 or, and,
00:37:25.780 but, you see,
00:37:26.840 the idea in the Soviet Union
00:37:27.840 was, well,
00:37:29.300 we already have
00:37:29.860 all the answers.
00:37:31.080 Everything's perfect.
00:37:32.480 Already.
00:37:33.880 That's what totalitarians think.
00:37:36.000 Well, if everything's perfect
00:37:37.020 and you're suffering,
00:37:40.920 then, well,
00:37:42.420 maybe there's something
00:37:42.900 wrong with you.
00:37:44.480 Because everything is perfect
00:37:45.740 after all
00:37:46.240 and if you're suffering,
00:37:47.320 then, and what are you
00:37:47.900 gonna come out and say,
00:37:48.480 well, I'm suffering?
00:37:49.200 It's like, well,
00:37:49.980 then you're evidence
00:37:51.060 that things aren't perfect,
00:37:52.400 right?
00:37:53.100 You're like a widow
00:37:54.060 or an orphan
00:37:54.620 in an Old Testament story.
00:37:56.400 You know,
00:37:56.620 when the kings
00:37:57.500 got too high and mighty,
00:37:58.700 then they wouldn't pay
00:37:59.780 enough attention
00:38:00.300 to the widows
00:38:00.840 and the orphans
00:38:01.340 and then the prophet
00:38:02.000 would come along
00:38:02.540 and say,
00:38:03.460 you know,
00:38:03.840 those widows and orphans,
00:38:05.180 they're a lot more important
00:38:06.800 than you think they are
00:38:07.660 and if you don't pay attention
00:38:08.540 to them properly,
00:38:09.280 then things are gonna
00:38:10.820 fall apart around you
00:38:11.780 in a way that you
00:38:12.300 just can't even imagine.
00:38:14.460 And so, well,
00:38:14.920 then you're sort of
00:38:15.440 like your own widow
00:38:16.180 and your own orphan
00:38:16.880 but you don't get to say,
00:38:17.800 hey, look,
00:38:18.240 you know,
00:38:18.400 things aren't perfect yet
00:38:19.440 because I'm actually
00:38:20.400 having still quite
00:38:21.300 a rough time here.
00:38:23.200 You don't get to admit
00:38:24.180 to your own suffering.
00:38:26.300 If you can't admit
00:38:27.560 to your own suffering,
00:38:28.480 then you certainly,
00:38:30.760 see, the suffering,
00:38:32.300 especially the additional suffering,
00:38:34.240 the excess suffering,
00:38:35.120 should be treated
00:38:36.260 as evidence
00:38:36.920 that you're not doing
00:38:37.860 something quite right yet.
00:38:40.740 It should be treated
00:38:41.980 as evidence
00:38:42.560 that you're wrong.
00:38:44.440 There's something important
00:38:45.720 that you're doing
00:38:46.380 that's wrong.
00:38:46.920 I understand
00:38:48.060 how harsh that is
00:38:49.240 and I'm not saying
00:38:50.440 that everyone
00:38:51.320 who's suffering
00:38:51.980 is suffering
00:38:52.720 because they're doing
00:38:53.720 something in some
00:38:54.660 simple way that's wrong.
00:38:55.960 I was in an elevator
00:38:57.580 once in a hospital.
00:38:59.120 It was a very terrifying thing
00:39:00.360 and this person got on
00:39:02.240 who was just in
00:39:02.900 an absolute state of shock.
00:39:04.480 You know,
00:39:04.640 I mean,
00:39:05.280 it was really
00:39:05.940 not good
00:39:07.580 and I don't remember
00:39:09.900 how this happened
00:39:10.460 but I engaged the person
00:39:11.500 in conversation
00:39:12.080 and they just said
00:39:13.540 that they had just
00:39:14.100 been diagnosed
00:39:14.780 with what looked
00:39:15.660 to be terminal cancer
00:39:16.660 and what was horrifying
00:39:19.260 about it
00:39:19.740 was that what they
00:39:20.500 were doing
00:39:20.880 was going over
00:39:22.440 their life
00:39:23.040 in the elevator
00:39:23.840 trying to figure out
00:39:24.840 what they had done
00:39:25.620 in order to deserve
00:39:26.500 such a fate.
00:39:27.300 You know,
00:39:27.480 they had immediately
00:39:28.000 taken it on themselves
00:39:29.360 as a moral failing
00:39:30.360 and that's not
00:39:31.060 what I'm saying.
00:39:31.860 You can't come up
00:39:33.500 to someone who has cancer
00:39:34.580 and say,
00:39:35.060 well,
00:39:35.280 if you weren't
00:39:35.580 such a bloody idiot
00:39:36.580 throughout your whole life
00:39:37.460 you wouldn't have cancer
00:39:38.240 and believe me,
00:39:38.840 that happens a lot more
00:39:39.660 than you think
00:39:40.240 and people who have
00:39:41.380 diseases like that
00:39:42.180 get blamed for it.
00:39:43.120 That's not what I'm saying.
00:39:44.100 It's not like that.
00:39:45.260 It's a more
00:39:46.800 generalized attitude
00:39:48.020 that is that
00:39:48.780 if life isn't yet
00:39:50.480 what it should be
00:39:51.300 then you have a response,
00:39:52.420 you have a primary
00:39:53.020 responsibility
00:39:53.640 to do something about it
00:39:54.740 and the place
00:39:55.360 to start looking
00:39:56.180 is to your own errors
00:39:58.900 and to fix them
00:40:00.580 and that's,
00:40:01.960 and that's,
00:40:02.600 that's,
00:40:03.260 that's a safe bet,
00:40:05.420 man,
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00:40:06.200 doing some things
00:40:06.900 that you wouldn't
00:40:08.300 have to be doing
00:40:09.020 that if you fixed
00:40:09.820 would make things better.
00:40:10.800 so it's time
00:40:12.520 to let go
00:40:13.020 and to sacrifice
00:40:13.720 who you are
00:40:14.520 for who you could become.
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00:43:17.700 There's an old story
00:43:18.640 about how to catch a monkey.
00:43:20.540 In case any of you
00:43:21.680 are interested
00:43:23.040 in how to catch a monkey,
00:43:24.220 now you're going to know
00:43:25.400 how to do it.
00:43:25.920 First, you have to take
00:43:27.980 a large narrow-necked jar,
00:43:31.120 just large enough
00:43:31.860 in diameter at the top
00:43:32.840 for a monkey
00:43:33.700 to put its hand inside.
00:43:35.480 Then you have to fill it
00:43:36.320 partway with rocks
00:43:37.220 so it's too heavy
00:43:38.000 for the monkey to carry.
00:43:39.260 Then you scatter some treats
00:43:40.500 near the jar
00:43:41.180 to attract them
00:43:42.220 and you put some inside,
00:43:43.720 inside the narrow-necked jar.
00:43:46.100 A monkey will come along
00:43:47.160 if you're lucky
00:43:48.000 and grab the,
00:43:49.880 you know, goodies,
00:43:51.080 but he'll want the ones
00:43:53.040 inside the jar too
00:43:54.200 so then put his hand in there
00:43:55.380 and grab what's in there.
00:43:57.600 And if you've set up
00:43:58.900 your monkey trap properly
00:43:59.900 then he won't be able
00:44:00.640 to get his hand out
00:44:01.460 because he's got the goodies.
00:44:06.580 Not without unclenching his hand.
00:44:09.060 Not without relinquishing
00:44:10.320 what he already has.
00:44:11.820 The monkey catcher
00:44:12.620 can just walk over
00:44:13.620 and just pick up the monkey.
00:44:15.360 Because the monkey isn't
00:44:16.820 into the whole sacrifice thing.
00:44:19.840 Because he's just a monkey.
00:44:21.080 You know?
00:44:21.780 And so you can catch him
00:44:23.320 as a consequence
00:44:24.900 of his own
00:44:25.640 unregulated
00:44:27.460 hypothalamic desires.
00:44:30.000 You know, and
00:44:30.380 to be,
00:44:31.500 what would you say,
00:44:32.880 charitable to the monkey
00:44:34.620 if you put out candy
00:44:36.000 or something like that.
00:44:36.820 It's like,
00:44:37.080 how often does a monkey
00:44:37.840 get candy?
00:44:38.440 He's probably a little more
00:44:39.220 motivated than you are
00:44:40.360 to not let go.
00:44:41.460 But you get the point.
00:44:43.900 The monkey catcher
00:44:44.920 can just walk over
00:44:45.740 to the jar
00:44:46.140 and pick up the monkey.
00:44:47.240 The animal will not
00:44:48.260 sacrifice the part
00:44:49.340 for the whole.
00:44:49.860 That's actually
00:44:50.660 a pretty good phrase, eh?
00:44:52.060 It's the animal
00:44:53.000 that will not sacrifice
00:44:54.240 the part for the whole.
00:44:57.360 Perhaps this story
00:44:58.320 is apocryphal,
00:44:59.600 but as an eccentric
00:45:00.440 psychology professor
00:45:01.540 once told me,
00:45:03.120 fiction lies to you
00:45:04.360 in the most truthful
00:45:06.780 possible manner.
00:45:09.180 Something valuable
00:45:09.960 given up
00:45:10.880 ensures future prosperity.
00:45:12.300 something valuable
00:45:13.580 sacrificed
00:45:14.380 pleases the Lord.
00:45:16.240 Those are equivalent
00:45:17.280 statements.
00:45:18.120 One's
00:45:18.400 more articulated,
00:45:20.180 I would say,
00:45:20.600 that's the first statement,
00:45:21.460 and the second one
00:45:22.100 is more dramatic
00:45:22.880 and more embedded
00:45:23.620 in a collective
00:45:24.840 religious dream,
00:45:25.880 you might say.
00:45:27.600 What's most valuable
00:45:28.720 and best sacrificed?
00:45:29.940 Well, obviously,
00:45:30.600 that depends on the culture
00:45:31.620 and the time.
00:45:34.200 What is at least
00:45:34.920 emblematic of that?
00:45:35.980 A choice cut of meat.
00:45:37.280 Well, if you're a herdsman,
00:45:38.340 for example,
00:45:39.000 that's a big deal.
00:45:40.520 I mean, generally speaking,
00:45:41.900 throughout human history,
00:45:42.880 meat has been
00:45:43.400 a very valuable commodity,
00:45:44.960 as it is, by the way,
00:45:45.820 among chimpanzees.
00:45:46.980 Chimpanzees hunt.
00:45:48.060 They like to hunt
00:45:48.720 colobus monkeys.
00:45:50.360 And, you know,
00:45:50.880 they'll basically start
00:45:52.320 eating the damn monkey alive.
00:45:53.640 They weigh about 40 pounds,
00:45:55.700 despite the fact
00:45:56.580 that the thing
00:45:57.120 is screaming away.
00:45:58.600 And that's pretty interesting,
00:45:59.780 because one of the things
00:46:00.800 it indicates is that
00:46:01.800 male monkeys,
00:46:03.160 male chimps,
00:46:03.900 they're the ones
00:46:04.280 that do the hunting,
00:46:05.500 aren't really
00:46:06.340 inhibited that much
00:46:08.860 when they're in hunter mode
00:46:09.980 by what you might describe
00:46:11.840 as empathy.
00:46:13.520 And there's certain elements
00:46:14.620 of human behavior
00:46:15.460 that are reminiscent of that.
00:46:16.800 You see that sort of thing
00:46:17.760 emerge now and then
00:46:19.180 in human battlefields
00:46:21.220 when groups of men
00:46:22.680 seem to abandon
00:46:24.880 all internal regulation
00:46:27.360 whatsoever
00:46:27.900 to a degree
00:46:29.040 that makes you wonder
00:46:29.980 if internal regulation
00:46:31.680 even exists.
00:46:32.960 a choice cut of meat
00:46:37.700 while meat's valuable,
00:46:38.760 you know,
00:46:39.080 and there's a good document
00:46:41.140 by Richard Wrangham,
00:46:42.600 I think,
00:46:43.560 while back,
00:46:44.060 a book
00:46:44.340 about the human invention
00:46:45.700 of fire.
00:46:46.340 And I think I told you
00:46:47.100 a little bit about this.
00:46:48.180 Wrangham claimed
00:46:48.860 that we invented fire,
00:46:50.320 discovered fire,
00:46:51.240 mastered it,
00:46:52.040 maybe two or three million years ago.
00:46:53.580 That's a long time,
00:46:54.460 longer than people had thought.
00:46:55.480 And that that's what
00:46:56.340 actually transformed us
00:46:57.540 physiologically
00:46:58.200 from our chimp-like ancestors
00:47:00.300 into the sort of
00:47:01.200 svelte creatures we are now
00:47:02.440 because it's a lot easier
00:47:03.700 to digest cooked meat
00:47:04.920 and meat is a tremendous
00:47:05.940 source of nutrition,
00:47:08.580 energy,
00:47:09.660 raw materials,
00:47:10.720 all of that,
00:47:11.160 especially if it's cooked.
00:47:12.500 So meat's a big deal.
00:47:14.120 Cooked meat is a big deal.
00:47:16.820 And maybe it's a choice cut
00:47:17.900 of meat,
00:47:18.460 the kind you might offer
00:47:20.880 to a guest
00:47:21.400 if you're not a,
00:47:22.460 I always say this wrong.
00:47:23.980 Is it vegan?
00:47:25.780 Vegan.
00:47:26.400 Or it's vegan.
00:47:27.040 I always think vegan,
00:47:27.940 but that's wrong.
00:47:28.560 That's a star.
00:47:29.540 Vega's a star, right?
00:47:30.600 They're not like star creatures.
00:47:31.900 They're,
00:47:32.420 they're,
00:47:33.340 yeah.
00:47:34.540 Anyway,
00:47:35.120 so,
00:47:35.900 you know,
00:47:36.380 you might offer that,
00:47:37.580 especially,
00:47:38.620 especially if a guest
00:47:39.560 came to your abode
00:47:41.620 and you were
00:47:42.140 a herds man.
00:47:44.840 You might sacrifice
00:47:46.220 a high-end animal
00:47:47.440 and offer your guest
00:47:48.580 a nice choice cut of meat
00:47:51.120 and that would actually matter.
00:47:52.300 It would mean something
00:47:53.380 from the best animal
00:47:55.640 in a flock.
00:47:56.480 What's above even that?
00:47:58.380 Well,
00:47:58.800 in terms of the thing
00:48:00.400 you could sacrifice,
00:48:02.440 well,
00:48:02.800 your best animal,
00:48:03.680 that's good.
00:48:04.120 Well,
00:48:04.260 how about you?
00:48:05.740 How about your child?
00:48:07.200 How about you?
00:48:08.220 Well,
00:48:08.800 that would be next
00:48:09.820 on the hierarchy.
00:48:11.140 It's kind of hard
00:48:11.620 to get past that,
00:48:12.620 right?
00:48:12.800 And I think it's a,
00:48:13.480 it's a toss-up
00:48:14.540 whether the sacrifice
00:48:16.540 is greater
00:48:18.720 if it's you
00:48:19.220 or if it's your child.
00:48:20.480 I would say,
00:48:21.300 being a parent,
00:48:22.080 that it's greater
00:48:22.680 if it's your child.
00:48:23.980 Because I think
00:48:25.040 most people
00:48:25.720 who have established
00:48:26.960 a,
00:48:29.840 I hesitate to say
00:48:31.560 proper,
00:48:32.040 but I'm going to anyway,
00:48:32.860 it's a proper relationship
00:48:33.820 with their children.
00:48:34.720 It's,
00:48:35.220 if push came to shove,
00:48:37.280 they'd take the bullet
00:48:38.820 and let their kid
00:48:40.080 go live.
00:48:41.580 The sacrifice
00:48:45.900 of the mother
00:48:46.460 is exemplified
00:48:47.240 profoundly
00:48:47.660 by Michelangelo's
00:48:48.660 great sculpture,
00:48:49.380 the Paeta.
00:48:51.400 Mary is contemplating
00:48:52.500 her son crucified
00:48:53.540 and ruined,
00:48:54.060 so that's his body
00:48:54.820 after he's been crucified.
00:48:56.420 It's her fault.
00:48:57.340 It was through her
00:48:58.060 he entered
00:48:58.520 the great drama of being.
00:48:59.820 So what's the meaning
00:49:00.560 of this sculpture?
00:49:01.480 It's a great sculpture.
00:49:02.380 It's just an absolutely
00:49:03.580 unbelievable sculpture.
00:49:05.700 You just can't believe
00:49:06.660 that someone
00:49:07.180 could exist
00:49:08.420 who could make
00:49:09.640 something like that.
00:49:10.180 And of course,
00:49:10.660 it wasn't the only thing
00:49:11.400 Michelangelo made,
00:49:12.480 right?
00:49:12.680 It wasn't like,
00:49:13.500 that's it.
00:49:14.160 It was something
00:49:15.060 he just tossed off
00:49:16.140 in a couple of months
00:49:16.900 while he was doing
00:49:17.420 other unbelievable things.
00:49:19.160 But,
00:49:19.840 you know,
00:49:20.760 it's an object
00:49:23.240 of contemplation,
00:49:24.220 which is why
00:49:24.580 it's in a great cathedral
00:49:25.480 in a great city.
00:49:26.280 It's an object
00:49:26.740 of contemplation.
00:49:27.700 And the idea
00:49:28.800 is something like,
00:49:31.300 well,
00:49:31.560 what's the role
00:49:33.280 of a mother
00:49:33.780 if she's awake?
00:49:36.280 I had a client
00:49:37.240 come see me
00:49:37.780 a while back,
00:49:38.460 not very long ago.
00:49:39.280 woman in about,
00:49:41.720 who's about 30
00:49:42.500 and trying to make
00:49:44.080 decisions about her life.
00:49:47.520 And she was pretty
00:49:48.580 career-oriented
00:49:49.200 and so I asked her about,
00:49:51.020 although maybe having
00:49:51.940 a bit of trouble
00:49:52.460 with her career.
00:49:53.660 I've seen this
00:49:54.480 many,
00:49:54.860 many times.
00:49:55.560 So this is an amalgam.
00:49:57.080 This is a story
00:49:57.820 that's an amalgam.
00:49:59.440 And I talked to her
00:50:00.380 about the other elements
00:50:02.260 of her life.
00:50:02.740 It's like,
00:50:03.060 well,
00:50:03.440 you know,
00:50:03.820 there's only five things
00:50:06.940 you do in life.
00:50:07.700 So you've got
00:50:08.180 your career down.
00:50:09.420 You know,
00:50:09.680 what do you do
00:50:10.200 outside of your career
00:50:11.100 that's meaningful
00:50:11.720 and engaging?
00:50:13.260 How are things
00:50:13.820 going with your family?
00:50:15.020 It could be
00:50:15.380 your family of origin,
00:50:16.380 your siblings,
00:50:17.020 whatever.
00:50:17.560 Do you have
00:50:17.840 an intimate relationship?
00:50:19.460 And like,
00:50:19.980 what's your plan
00:50:20.640 for your own family?
00:50:22.880 And apart from
00:50:23.580 those five things,
00:50:24.560 there's sort of
00:50:25.060 something like,
00:50:26.080 get some exercise
00:50:26.780 now and then,
00:50:27.400 don't eat too badly
00:50:28.720 and try to stay away
00:50:29.640 from the drugs,
00:50:30.480 you know,
00:50:31.140 that kind of,
00:50:32.180 and the crime.
00:50:33.260 That kind of lays out
00:50:34.680 life and
00:50:36.180 if you miss
00:50:37.260 any of those five things
00:50:38.620 or if you
00:50:39.920 do any of those
00:50:40.780 other things wrong,
00:50:41.560 then you're in trouble
00:50:42.220 and you can get away
00:50:42.980 with missing a couple of them
00:50:44.000 but not all of them.
00:50:45.140 You know,
00:50:45.360 and she said something
00:50:46.280 along the lines of,
00:50:47.320 well,
00:50:47.440 I'm not sure I should
00:50:48.120 bring a child
00:50:48.660 into this world.
00:50:49.980 And I thought,
00:50:50.420 oh,
00:50:50.720 God,
00:50:51.180 Christ,
00:50:51.520 you've got to come up
00:50:52.080 with something better
00:50:52.640 than that.
00:50:53.120 Such a bloody cliche,
00:50:54.340 which is what I told her.
00:50:55.340 I said,
00:50:55.580 you know,
00:50:55.960 you must have thought that up
00:50:57.000 when you were 16.
00:50:58.180 It's like,
00:50:58.820 really?
00:50:59.220 That's your,
00:51:00.160 you can't do any better?
00:51:01.100 This was a very,
00:51:01.900 very smart woman.
00:51:02.780 It's like,
00:51:03.140 really?
00:51:03.420 You can't do any better
00:51:04.220 than that?
00:51:05.220 It's like,
00:51:06.080 yes,
00:51:06.480 obviously this is a veil
00:51:07.660 of tears
00:51:08.320 and a well of suffering
00:51:09.840 and all of that.
00:51:10.940 You know,
00:51:11.300 if you ask 30 people
00:51:12.620 who are wondering
00:51:14.100 about having children
00:51:15.160 why they're wondering,
00:51:16.940 20 of them will say that.
00:51:18.820 And so that tells you
00:51:20.080 how original it is.
00:51:21.100 It's not original at all.
00:51:22.200 It's not a thought.
00:51:23.420 It's like this little,
00:51:24.300 it's like a,
00:51:24.780 it's like a,
00:51:25.760 it's a meme.
00:51:26.560 It's something that lives
00:51:27.420 in your mind.
00:51:28.380 It's not a thought.
00:51:29.500 And it's certainly
00:51:30.660 not something,
00:51:31.400 it's certainly not something
00:51:32.480 that you should just
00:51:33.260 take at face value
00:51:34.300 and then say,
00:51:34.740 oh,
00:51:34.960 well,
00:51:35.260 I'm not having a family then.
00:51:36.460 It's like,
00:51:36.800 no,
00:51:36.980 no.
00:51:37.300 You kind of look at that
00:51:38.360 and you criticize it
00:51:39.480 a little bit.
00:51:40.360 It's like,
00:51:40.860 well,
00:51:41.040 the pop,
00:51:41.620 it's the other one.
00:51:42.860 That's the other one
00:51:43.420 that's very common.
00:51:44.440 There's too many people
00:51:45.480 on the planet already.
00:51:47.000 It's like,
00:51:48.520 I really don't like
00:51:51.120 that statement.
00:51:52.460 It's like,
00:51:53.640 just who are you
00:51:54.400 going to ask to leave?
00:51:55.580 Just how are you
00:51:56.440 going to get them
00:51:56.960 to leave?
00:51:57.900 You know,
00:51:58.620 it's a serious question.
00:52:00.280 And who says
00:52:00.960 there's too many people?
00:52:02.180 What the hell's wrong
00:52:03.120 with people anyways?
00:52:05.160 Or running around
00:52:06.180 ruining the planet.
00:52:07.520 Yeah.
00:52:08.220 It's like,
00:52:08.780 I think it was
00:52:09.260 the Club of Rome
00:52:10.220 who prophesied,
00:52:11.860 by the way,
00:52:12.240 that there would be
00:52:12.660 so many people
00:52:13.220 on the planet
00:52:13.680 by the year 2000
00:52:14.560 that there would be
00:52:15.180 widespread starvation.
00:52:16.540 And they were completely
00:52:17.460 and utterly wrong
00:52:18.660 about that.
00:52:19.600 And I think it was
00:52:20.320 the Club of Rome
00:52:21.100 who either compared us
00:52:22.420 to a virus
00:52:23.060 or a cancer
00:52:23.860 on the face of the planet.
00:52:25.060 It's like,
00:52:25.920 oh really,
00:52:26.400 that's what you think
00:52:27.040 about people, eh?
00:52:27.940 Hmm,
00:52:28.220 aren't you something?
00:52:29.520 Isn't that something
00:52:30.320 to think about human beings?
00:52:32.100 Viruses and cancer.
00:52:33.500 What do you do
00:52:34.040 with viruses and cancer?
00:52:35.520 Invite them in
00:52:36.320 and make them at home.
00:52:37.380 It's like,
00:52:37.740 no,
00:52:38.140 you try to eradicate them.
00:52:39.860 You've got to bloody well
00:52:40.640 watch your metaphors,
00:52:41.820 folks,
00:52:42.460 because it isn't clear
00:52:43.260 that you come up with them
00:52:44.280 or that they run you.
00:52:45.740 So you better watch them.
00:52:47.120 So anyways,
00:52:52.020 Mary,
00:52:53.060 you know,
00:52:53.520 and Mary's the great mother,
00:52:54.880 right?
00:52:55.120 That she's the mother.
00:52:56.220 That's what Mary is.
00:52:57.460 Whether she existed or not
00:52:58.960 is not the point.
00:52:59.880 She exists at least
00:53:01.100 as a hyper-reality.
00:53:02.700 She exists as the mother.
00:53:04.300 Well,
00:53:04.500 what's the sacrifice
00:53:05.520 of the mother?
00:53:06.520 Well,
00:53:06.700 that's easy.
00:53:07.280 If you're a mother
00:53:07.880 and if you're a mother
00:53:09.000 who's worth her salt,
00:53:11.180 you offer your son
00:53:12.480 to be destroyed
00:53:13.380 by the world.
00:53:14.600 That's what you do.
00:53:15.640 I mean,
00:53:16.320 that's what's going to happen,
00:53:17.880 right?
00:53:18.400 He's going to be born.
00:53:20.280 He's going to suffer.
00:53:21.240 He's going to have
00:53:21.940 his trouble in life.
00:53:23.400 He's going to have
00:53:24.400 his illnesses.
00:53:25.340 He's going to face
00:53:26.540 his failures and catastrophes
00:53:28.640 and he's going to die.
00:53:30.600 That's what's going to happen.
00:53:31.980 And if you're awake,
00:53:32.820 you know that
00:53:33.560 and then you say,
00:53:34.820 well,
00:53:35.160 perhaps he will live
00:53:36.120 in a way
00:53:36.460 that will justify that.
00:53:37.860 And then you try
00:53:38.580 to have that happen
00:53:39.620 and that's what makes you
00:53:41.420 worthy of a statue
00:53:42.380 like that.
00:53:43.100 but still the sacrifice
00:53:46.460 of the mother.
00:53:51.120 Is it right
00:53:51.840 to bring a baby
00:53:52.480 into this terrible world?
00:53:55.380 Well,
00:53:55.700 every woman
00:53:56.180 asks herself
00:53:56.800 that question.
00:53:57.640 Some say no
00:53:58.280 and they have the reasons.
00:54:00.220 Mary answers yes
00:54:01.220 voluntarily.
00:54:02.160 Mary is the archetype
00:54:04.040 of the woman
00:54:04.800 who answers yes
00:54:06.420 to life
00:54:07.680 voluntarily.
00:54:08.560 That's what that image
00:54:09.860 means.
00:54:11.280 And not because
00:54:12.360 she's blind.
00:54:14.580 She knows what's
00:54:15.280 going to happen.
00:54:16.380 And so,
00:54:17.060 she's the archetypal
00:54:18.200 representation
00:54:18.780 of the woman
00:54:19.580 who says yes
00:54:20.280 to life
00:54:20.700 knowing full well
00:54:21.760 what life is.
00:54:23.060 Not naive,
00:54:23.900 not someone
00:54:24.480 who got pregnant
00:54:25.220 in the backseat
00:54:25.980 of a 1957 Chevy,
00:54:27.680 you know,
00:54:28.160 in a one night
00:54:29.540 of half-drunk idiocy.
00:54:32.120 Not that.
00:54:32.740 But consciously,
00:54:34.860 consciously,
00:54:36.080 knowing what's to come.
00:54:37.640 And then also
00:54:38.280 allows it to happen
00:54:39.120 because that's another
00:54:39.840 thing that's
00:54:41.000 a testament
00:54:41.540 to the courage
00:54:42.220 of mothers.
00:54:42.940 My mother was good
00:54:43.740 at this.
00:54:44.120 My mother's a very
00:54:44.780 agreeable person.
00:54:46.100 Too agreeable
00:54:46.640 for her own good.
00:54:48.200 But that's what
00:54:48.940 happens if you're
00:54:49.560 agreeable because
00:54:50.240 you're too agreeable
00:54:51.160 for your own good.
00:54:51.940 That's the definition
00:54:52.880 of agreeable.
00:54:54.120 And so,
00:54:54.580 she's a nice person
00:54:55.540 and still is.
00:54:56.600 Luckily,
00:54:56.940 she's still alive
00:54:57.680 and we've had
00:54:58.520 a very good relationship
00:54:59.380 and I have always
00:55:00.660 been able to make
00:55:02.480 her laugh,
00:55:03.300 which is a good thing.
00:55:05.460 But she was tough,
00:55:06.840 cookie,
00:55:07.180 that woman,
00:55:07.760 you know.
00:55:09.120 I remember once
00:55:11.940 she came across,
00:55:13.980 I was out playing
00:55:14.960 in this baseball
00:55:16.440 diamond,
00:55:17.400 little diamond
00:55:18.520 and empty lot,
00:55:20.380 really,
00:55:20.660 in this little town
00:55:21.280 I grew up in.
00:55:22.580 I was about 10
00:55:23.720 and she walked by.
00:55:25.820 I was there
00:55:26.240 with a bunch
00:55:26.560 of my friends
00:55:27.040 and I was about
00:55:28.380 to have a fist fight
00:55:29.200 with this little
00:55:29.840 tough kid
00:55:30.360 that I hung around with
00:55:31.220 and there were
00:55:32.800 half girls
00:55:33.340 on the team
00:55:33.880 and the fist fight
00:55:34.840 had some relationship
00:55:36.480 to status,
00:55:37.480 maneuvering,
00:55:38.240 you know,
00:55:38.640 in relationship
00:55:39.240 to that.
00:55:39.840 Anyways,
00:55:40.220 we were going
00:55:40.460 to have a fight
00:55:40.960 and my mom
00:55:41.680 walked by,
00:55:42.560 she took a look
00:55:43.220 and I could see
00:55:44.560 from her demeanor
00:55:46.840 that she knew
00:55:47.520 exactly what was
00:55:48.500 about to happen
00:55:49.200 and she looked
00:55:50.280 for a second
00:55:51.320 and then she walked
00:55:52.640 by and I thought,
00:55:54.200 whoa,
00:55:54.700 good work,
00:55:55.480 mom.
00:55:56.260 No kidding,
00:55:57.260 eh?
00:55:57.360 It's like,
00:55:57.820 last bloody thing
00:55:58.780 I needed
00:55:59.160 at that moment
00:55:59.880 was for her
00:56:00.960 to come charging up
00:56:01.960 and say,
00:56:02.760 you boys aren't
00:56:03.380 planning to have
00:56:03.840 a fight,
00:56:04.300 are you?
00:56:05.020 It's like,
00:56:05.980 well,
00:56:06.160 yeah,
00:56:06.460 mom,
00:56:06.740 we were actually
00:56:07.500 planning to have
00:56:08.160 a fight
00:56:08.500 and now that
00:56:09.420 you came
00:56:09.900 and intervened,
00:56:10.640 I actually lost
00:56:11.620 before the goddamn
00:56:12.420 thing even started.
00:56:19.120 So,
00:56:19.720 two thumbs up
00:56:20.420 for mom.
00:56:20.860 She was also
00:56:21.320 the person
00:56:21.760 that said,
00:56:22.460 because I had
00:56:22.940 some trouble
00:56:23.700 with my dad
00:56:24.340 when I was,
00:56:25.360 you know,
00:56:25.820 an adolescent,
00:56:26.500 and he had
00:56:27.500 some trouble
00:56:27.920 with me,
00:56:28.440 so,
00:56:28.760 you know,
00:56:29.160 it was 50-50.
00:56:31.400 That's for now,
00:56:31.920 it's probably 70-30
00:56:33.520 with me on the 70
00:56:34.620 end of that being
00:56:35.460 the trouble.
00:56:36.620 And anyways,
00:56:37.780 I left home
00:56:38.440 when I was about 17
00:56:39.620 and she said
00:56:42.400 something really
00:56:42.900 interesting when I
00:56:43.680 left home.
00:56:44.320 She said,
00:56:45.540 if it was too good
00:56:46.120 at home,
00:56:46.440 you'd never leave.
00:56:47.900 I thought,
00:56:48.320 hey, mom,
00:56:48.760 that's pretty good,
00:56:49.560 you know,
00:56:49.880 for an agreeable
00:56:50.980 person,
00:56:51.840 you've got a real
00:56:52.560 spine, man.
00:56:53.680 So,
00:56:54.180 that was pretty good.
00:56:55.240 So,
00:56:57.220 so,
00:56:59.600 you know,
00:56:59.840 mother,
00:57:00.300 that says this,
00:57:00.940 the mother
00:57:01.280 is the person
00:57:02.200 who also says,
00:57:03.500 get out there,
00:57:04.900 take your goddamn
00:57:05.620 lumps,
00:57:06.420 because you're
00:57:06.960 tough enough
00:57:07.440 so that you
00:57:08.540 can handle it.
00:57:09.960 She doesn't say,
00:57:11.780 you just stay down
00:57:12.580 there in your bedroom,
00:57:14.020 brooding away,
00:57:15.320 because the world
00:57:16.440 is unfair
00:57:17.040 and treating you
00:57:17.660 badly,
00:57:18.520 and your suffering
00:57:19.960 is too much.
00:57:20.900 She says,
00:57:21.460 yeah,
00:57:21.760 there's a lot
00:57:22.140 of suffering
00:57:22.580 out there,
00:57:23.080 but you're a hell
00:57:24.460 of a lot tougher
00:57:25.040 than you think
00:57:25.680 you are.
00:57:27.260 So,
00:57:28.680 in turn,
00:57:31.280 Mary's son,
00:57:32.020 Christ,
00:57:32.460 offers himself
00:57:33.120 to God
00:57:33.760 so completely
00:57:36.560 that his faith
00:57:37.220 and trust
00:57:37.660 in the world
00:57:38.040 is not broken
00:57:38.860 by betrayal,
00:57:40.200 torture,
00:57:40.620 or death.
00:57:45.780 That's the model
00:57:46.560 for the honorable man.
00:57:48.120 So,
00:57:49.320 you know,
00:57:49.660 you have an interesting
00:57:50.340 dynamic there.
00:57:51.180 you have the woman
00:57:52.340 who's willing
00:57:53.000 to make the sacrifice
00:57:54.280 lays the groundwork
00:57:56.900 for the son
00:57:57.700 who is willing
00:57:58.340 to make the sacrifice.
00:58:00.280 That works out
00:58:01.200 pretty nicely,
00:58:02.180 and it's a good
00:58:02.960 thing to know.
00:58:04.800 In Christ's case,
00:58:05.820 however,
00:58:06.300 as he sacrifices himself,
00:58:08.780 God,
00:58:09.460 his father,
00:58:10.020 is simultaneously
00:58:11.200 sacrificing his son,
00:58:12.600 right?
00:58:12.760 That's one of the oddities
00:58:13.720 of the Trinitarian model
00:58:14.900 is that God sacrifices
00:58:16.660 himself to himself.
00:58:17.760 Same thing happens
00:58:18.720 in Norse mythology,
00:58:20.000 right?
00:58:22.400 Is it Norse?
00:58:23.620 It's Zeus.
00:58:24.580 Germanic mythology.
00:58:26.180 Zeus sacrifices himself
00:58:27.700 to himself.
00:58:28.260 He actually hangs
00:58:28.860 on a tree.
00:58:29.800 He's actually wounded
00:58:30.500 in his side.
00:58:31.580 It's a very interesting
00:58:32.280 parallel.
00:58:33.900 But I think part
00:58:34.580 of the idea is,
00:58:35.480 well,
00:58:36.240 the human race
00:58:37.880 is trying to work out,
00:58:38.760 well,
00:58:38.860 what's the ultimate sacrifice?
00:58:41.060 It's something like that.
00:58:41.980 The ultimate sacrifice
00:58:43.160 of value.
00:58:44.120 Well,
00:58:44.820 the passion story
00:58:47.380 and I told you
00:58:48.660 I was foreshadowing.
00:58:49.660 I'm bringing
00:58:49.960 into consideration
00:58:51.880 things we won't talk
00:58:52.760 about for a long time
00:58:53.600 and maybe not at all
00:58:54.520 in this lecture series
00:58:55.400 because I don't know
00:58:56.320 how far I'll get
00:58:56.940 is that there's
00:58:58.060 a supreme sacrifice
00:58:59.020 demanded on the part
00:58:59.940 of the mother
00:59:00.280 and there's a supreme
00:59:01.440 sacrifice demanded
00:59:02.440 on the part of the son
00:59:03.340 and there's a supreme
00:59:04.100 sacrifice demanded
00:59:05.080 on the part of the father
00:59:06.160 all at the same time
00:59:07.820 and then that makes
00:59:09.100 the supreme sacrifice
00:59:10.160 possible
00:59:10.820 and hypothetically
00:59:11.940 that's the one
00:59:12.560 that renews.
00:59:13.360 That's the sacrifice
00:59:14.080 that renews and redeems.
00:59:16.260 It's a hell of an idea.
00:59:17.220 man
00:59:17.580 and the thing
00:59:18.260 about it is
00:59:18.820 that I don't know
00:59:21.400 if it's true
00:59:22.140 but I know
00:59:22.780 that its opposite
00:59:23.680 is false
00:59:24.680 and generally
00:59:26.980 the opposite
00:59:28.060 of something
00:59:28.640 that's false
00:59:29.300 is true.
00:59:31.040 Its opposite
00:59:31.960 is false
00:59:32.500 is because
00:59:32.880 if the mother
00:59:33.340 doesn't make
00:59:33.780 the sacrifice
00:59:34.380 then you get
00:59:35.220 the horrible
00:59:35.680 Oedipal situation
00:59:36.620 or something like
00:59:37.240 that in the household
00:59:37.880 which is just
00:59:38.500 its own
00:59:39.220 absolute catastrophic
00:59:40.680 hell
00:59:41.220 and if you want
00:59:42.060 a really good
00:59:42.700 insight into that
00:59:43.500 I would say
00:59:43.940 watch the documentary
00:59:44.980 Crumb
00:59:45.600 C-R-U-M-B
00:59:47.460 a man
00:59:47.980 that's been rated
00:59:48.800 by some critics
00:59:49.480 as the best documentary
00:59:50.540 ever made
00:59:51.080 and it is
00:59:51.540 some piece of work
00:59:52.480 man
00:59:52.740 it is the only thing
00:59:53.700 I've ever seen
00:59:54.400 that actually lays out
00:59:55.680 the Oedipal catastrophe
00:59:56.760 in its full nightmare
00:59:57.960 so you could
01:00:00.320 you could look at that
01:00:01.140 so if the maternal
01:00:02.880 sacrifice isn't there
01:00:03.960 then that doesn't work
01:00:05.100 if the paternal
01:00:05.940 sacrifice isn't there
01:00:07.020 if the father
01:00:08.460 isn't willing
01:00:08.980 to put his son
01:00:10.440 out into the world
01:00:11.260 let's say
01:00:11.700 to be broken
01:00:12.340 and betrayed
01:00:12.940 and all of those things
01:00:13.940 then that's a non-starter
01:00:15.820 because the kid
01:00:16.600 doesn't grow up
01:00:17.260 and then if the son
01:00:18.060 isn't willing to do that
01:00:19.080 well then who the hell
01:00:19.880 is going to shoulder
01:00:20.420 the responsibility
01:00:21.180 so if those three
01:00:23.300 things don't happen
01:00:24.400 then it's cataclysmic
01:00:26.620 it's chaotic
01:00:27.280 it's hell
01:00:28.040 if they do happen
01:00:30.000 is it the opposite of that
01:00:31.240 well you could say
01:00:32.040 well maybe it depends
01:00:33.100 on the degree
01:00:33.880 to which they happen
01:00:35.120 and it's a continuum
01:00:36.460 how thoroughly
01:00:37.480 can they happen
01:00:38.440 well we don't know
01:00:39.640 you know
01:00:39.940 because you might say
01:00:41.520 how good a job
01:00:44.720 do you do
01:00:45.280 of encouraging your children
01:00:46.760 to live in truth
01:00:47.940 let's say
01:00:49.060 well that's part of
01:00:50.220 the answer to this question
01:00:51.280 and the answer
01:00:52.300 likely is
01:00:52.940 well not
01:00:53.800 you don't do as good
01:00:55.300 a job of it
01:00:56.000 as you could
01:00:57.120 so it works out
01:00:58.460 quite well
01:00:59.040 but you don't know
01:00:59.560 how well it could work
01:01:00.500 if you did it
01:01:01.120 really well
01:01:02.200 or spectacularly well
01:01:03.640 or ultimately well
01:01:04.920 or something like that
01:01:05.860 you don't know
01:01:06.620 and you know
01:01:07.540 people have an intimation
01:01:08.860 of this
01:01:09.180 because one of the things
01:01:10.460 that's really cool
01:01:11.120 about having a young baby
01:01:12.680 this is something
01:01:13.920 you don't know
01:01:14.420 until you have
01:01:14.820 there's two things
01:01:15.520 you don't know
01:01:16.100 there's a lot more
01:01:19.220 than two
01:01:19.580 there's three things
01:01:21.980 you don't know
01:01:22.680 until you have a baby
01:01:25.060 the one is that
01:01:25.740 you didn't grow up
01:01:26.660 yet
01:01:27.180 because you actually
01:01:28.720 don't grow up
01:01:29.240 until someone else
01:01:29.920 is more important
01:01:30.500 than you
01:01:30.840 you can't
01:01:31.680 so people think
01:01:32.880 they grow up
01:01:33.400 if they don't have
01:01:34.000 children
01:01:34.340 but they don't
01:01:34.980 they just think
01:01:35.560 they do
01:01:35.840 now there are
01:01:36.380 some people
01:01:36.920 who make sacrifices
01:01:38.240 of other sorts
01:01:39.000 but this is a whole
01:01:40.840 different ball of wax
01:01:42.060 as far as I'm concerned
01:01:43.300 it's not a very
01:01:44.020 elegant metaphor
01:01:44.700 but
01:01:44.980 you learn that
01:01:49.200 it's kind of
01:01:49.980 relief not to be
01:01:51.120 the center of attention
01:01:51.940 that's cool
01:01:52.620 that you can sit back
01:01:54.700 because of course
01:01:55.620 your child
01:01:56.220 in your family
01:01:57.440 and in society
01:01:59.080 is immediately
01:01:59.560 the center of attention
01:02:00.560 and so
01:02:01.240 unless you're narcissistic
01:02:03.100 then you allow
01:02:04.380 that to happen
01:02:05.060 and then you learn
01:02:06.960 all sorts of really
01:02:07.540 good things
01:02:07.940 about other people
01:02:08.560 because other people
01:02:09.520 really like babies
01:02:10.580 it's so cool
01:02:11.220 I lived in Montreal
01:02:12.020 when we had our first child
01:02:13.340 and I lived in a pretty
01:02:14.740 rough neighborhood
01:02:15.400 by Montreal standards
01:02:17.220 right
01:02:17.520 it's like
01:02:17.940 you know
01:02:18.700 Montreal is such a great city
01:02:20.000 like Toronto
01:02:20.600 it's like even the rough
01:02:21.560 neighborhoods
01:02:21.960 they're more like
01:02:22.920 charming
01:02:23.480 with a little
01:02:24.520 you know
01:02:25.200 dark underbelly
01:02:26.760 something like that
01:02:27.680 but there were some
01:02:29.000 rough characters
01:02:29.600 in our neighborhood
01:02:30.160 and it was pretty poor
01:02:30.960 and we'd
01:02:32.000 we'd push her around
01:02:33.920 in her stroller
01:02:34.520 and these like
01:02:35.440 grizzled
01:02:36.100 wrecked old guys
01:02:37.260 would come by
01:02:37.920 and they'd look at her
01:02:38.720 and they'd just
01:02:39.160 light up
01:02:40.020 and they'd come over
01:02:41.080 and like smile at her
01:02:42.340 and you know
01:02:43.120 you just saw
01:02:43.980 the positive element
01:02:45.620 of their humanity
01:02:46.440 just well forth
01:02:47.900 you have to
01:02:48.640 there has to be
01:02:49.040 something seriously
01:02:49.940 wrong with you
01:02:50.640 if you don't respond
01:02:51.480 that way to a baby
01:02:52.340 you know
01:02:52.640 I mean
01:02:53.000 that's not good
01:02:55.080 that's not good
01:02:55.860 but it was so cool
01:02:56.600 to see these people
01:02:57.340 you'd kind of give them
01:02:58.200 generally
01:02:58.840 you'd sort of walk
01:02:59.740 four feet around them
01:03:00.760 on the street
01:03:01.320 you know
01:03:01.680 and yet
01:03:02.320 they were
01:03:02.720 all of a sudden
01:03:03.380 all that
01:03:04.020 the layers
01:03:06.660 that were on them
01:03:07.440 would just fall off
01:03:08.320 and they'd be so
01:03:08.940 and the babies
01:03:09.720 are sort of like
01:03:10.300 public property
01:03:11.120 weirdly enough too
01:03:12.120 sort of like
01:03:12.980 pregnant women
01:03:13.720 you know
01:03:14.040 because people often
01:03:15.340 treat pregnant women
01:03:16.180 sort of like
01:03:16.680 their public property too
01:03:17.720 I mean in a positive way
01:03:18.780 oh wow
01:03:19.300 look you're going to have a baby
01:03:20.200 eh
01:03:20.440 and then you know
01:03:20.960 they
01:03:21.120 well they do all sorts of cute things
01:03:23.940 so
01:03:25.320 so you know
01:03:27.540 the reason I'm telling you that
01:03:28.660 is because there's a strong
01:03:29.800 impulse in people
01:03:31.880 to note that
01:03:32.960 there's something
01:03:33.900 miraculous about
01:03:35.200 the existence of a new
01:03:36.580 human being
01:03:37.580 and the miraculous element
01:03:39.100 is all the potential
01:03:40.700 that's there
01:03:41.300 right
01:03:41.700 that's all there is there
01:03:42.700 is potential
01:03:43.600 and with every birth
01:03:46.000 there's the potential
01:03:46.840 for something
01:03:47.460 remarkable
01:03:48.980 to be
01:03:49.820 introduced in the world
01:03:51.720 and
01:03:51.920 you know
01:03:52.600 one of the things
01:03:53.840 I've thought too
01:03:54.400 is
01:03:54.560 the other thing
01:03:55.680 you don't know
01:03:56.220 is that
01:03:56.660 babies are generic
01:03:58.900 until you have one
01:04:00.420 and then
01:04:01.380 your baby
01:04:02.360 isn't a generic baby
01:04:03.540 at all
01:04:04.380 it's like
01:04:05.200 instantly
01:04:06.920 it's a person
01:04:07.640 with whom you have
01:04:08.240 a relationship
01:04:08.740 that's closer
01:04:09.400 perhaps
01:04:10.060 than any relationship
01:04:10.880 that you've ever had
01:04:11.800 and that you can keep
01:04:13.620 perfect
01:04:14.200 right
01:04:15.120 because most of the
01:04:15.840 relationships you've had
01:04:16.760 already are with people
01:04:17.500 who are screwed up
01:04:18.240 in 50 different ways
01:04:19.260 and so are you
01:04:20.420 but here you've got
01:04:21.320 this baby
01:04:22.000 and like
01:04:22.800 it's not ruined yet
01:04:25.560 and so
01:04:26.440 you know
01:04:27.560 you have this possibility
01:04:28.800 of maintaining
01:04:29.700 this relationship
01:04:30.660 that starts out
01:04:32.500 that baby really likes you
01:04:33.800 and generally
01:04:34.820 that continues
01:04:35.560 for quite a long time
01:04:36.640 and if they're two years old
01:04:38.280 and you come home
01:04:38.780 they're really happy to see you
01:04:39.640 it's kind of like
01:04:39.980 having a puppy
01:04:40.660 you know
01:04:40.980 it's like
01:04:41.340 they're thrilled
01:04:42.200 when you come home
01:04:42.980 it's like
01:04:43.620 how many people are thrilled
01:04:45.160 when you come home
01:04:45.940 you know
01:04:46.260 so it's you again
01:04:47.300 it's like
01:04:47.620 no not a little kid
01:04:48.660 a little kid is thrilled
01:04:49.580 when you come home
01:04:50.240 and you can keep that going
01:04:51.700 and so
01:04:52.660 there's this pristine
01:04:54.340 element to
01:04:55.480 the potential relationship
01:04:57.180 between parents and children
01:04:59.140 that's terribly devalued
01:05:00.540 in our society
01:05:01.160 terribly
01:05:01.800 it's almost as if
01:05:04.320 we're willfully blind to it
01:05:05.800 and I think it's an absolute catastrophe
01:05:07.360 because
01:05:07.920 there's nothing
01:05:08.980 there's very little in life
01:05:10.520 that
01:05:10.800 can compare
01:05:12.660 to establishing
01:05:13.660 a proper relationship
01:05:14.600 with
01:05:15.000 with a child
01:05:16.200 they make great company
01:05:18.640 if you
01:05:19.060 if you keep your relationship
01:05:21.780 with them pristine
01:05:22.720 and so
01:05:24.820 you know
01:05:25.060 it's worthwhile
01:05:25.700 you think
01:05:26.160 well
01:05:26.360 and so
01:05:26.640 so
01:05:26.900 the reason I'm telling you this
01:05:27.960 is because people look at infants
01:05:29.260 and they think
01:05:29.840 they think
01:05:31.200 this could be the potential savior
01:05:32.800 of mankind
01:05:33.480 that is what they think
01:05:35.060 that's how they act
01:05:36.780 so that's what they think
01:05:39.300 and the thing is
01:05:40.940 it's also true
01:05:41.920 now how true it is
01:05:44.940 I don't know
01:05:45.760 but that's
01:05:48.920 I think
01:05:49.200 probably because
01:05:50.040 I think
01:05:51.380 it's probably
01:05:51.820 because people
01:05:52.440 don't dare to find out
01:05:53.560 that's how it looks to me
01:05:56.300 in Christ's case
01:06:01.240 however
01:06:01.540 as he sacrifices himself
01:06:02.960 God
01:06:03.420 his father
01:06:03.920 is simultaneously
01:06:04.600 sacrificing his son
01:06:05.880 it is for this reason
01:06:07.020 that the Christian
01:06:07.780 sacrificial drama
01:06:09.040 of son and self
01:06:10.460 is archetypal
01:06:11.240 nothing greater
01:06:12.140 can be imagined
01:06:12.880 that's why
01:06:13.940 it's an archetype
01:06:14.680 you can't
01:06:15.740 push
01:06:16.480 past it
01:06:17.420 so
01:06:19.000 that's the very definition
01:06:23.320 of archetypal
01:06:24.020 that's the core
01:06:24.620 of what constitutes
01:06:25.380 religious
01:06:25.980 the greatest of all
01:06:28.120 possible sacrifices
01:06:29.140 is self and child
01:06:30.360 of that there can be
01:06:31.660 no doubt
01:06:32.120 pain and suffering
01:06:33.260 define the world
01:06:34.280 of that equally
01:06:35.520 there can be no doubt
01:06:36.460 the person who wants
01:06:37.680 to alleviate suffering
01:06:38.860 who wants to bring about
01:06:40.200 the best of all
01:06:40.920 possible futures
01:06:41.880 who wants to create
01:06:43.120 heaven on earth
01:06:43.980 will therefore sacrifice
01:06:45.800 everything he has
01:06:46.740 to God
01:06:47.320 to life in the truth
01:06:49.260 so that's
01:06:52.560 a page and a half
01:06:54.040 from
01:06:54.360 the book
01:06:55.740 I'm going to release
01:06:56.500 in January
01:06:57.080 so back to Genesis
01:07:06.260 we're already up
01:07:07.700 to Genesis 4
01:07:08.760 and Adam knew
01:07:11.240 Eve his wife
01:07:12.240 and she conceived
01:07:14.960 and bare Cain
01:07:17.760 and said
01:07:18.460 I have gotten
01:07:19.840 a man from the Lord
01:07:20.680 now
01:07:21.000 this is after
01:07:22.840 Adam and Eve
01:07:23.400 have been chased
01:07:24.200 out of the garden
01:07:24.800 of Eden
01:07:25.260 right
01:07:25.540 so what's really
01:07:26.500 cool about this
01:07:27.300 I really think
01:07:28.740 that the Cain and Abel
01:07:29.940 story is the most
01:07:30.780 profound story
01:07:31.480 I've ever read
01:07:32.140 especially given
01:07:33.580 that you can tell it
01:07:35.380 in 15 seconds
01:07:36.460 I won't
01:07:37.260 because I tend not
01:07:38.400 to tell stories
01:07:39.020 in 15 seconds
01:07:39.840 as you may have
01:07:40.620 noticed
01:07:40.940 but you can read
01:07:42.380 the whole thing
01:07:42.980 that quickly
01:07:44.060 and it's so
01:07:45.620 densely packed
01:07:46.520 that I just
01:07:47.640 can't
01:07:48.000 it's actually
01:07:49.500 unbelievable
01:07:50.660 to me
01:07:51.380 that it can be
01:07:52.020 that densely packed
01:07:52.860 okay so the first
01:07:53.660 thing is
01:07:54.080 is that
01:07:54.460 Adam and Eve
01:07:56.200 are not the first
01:07:56.900 two human beings
01:07:57.800 Cain and Abel
01:07:59.200 are the first
01:07:59.660 two human beings
01:08:00.480 because Adam and Eve
01:08:02.200 were made by God
01:08:03.000 and they were born
01:08:03.600 in paradise
01:08:04.060 it's like
01:08:04.480 what kind of
01:08:04.940 human beings
01:08:05.600 are those
01:08:06.060 you don't know
01:08:06.460 any human beings
01:08:07.080 like that
01:08:07.500 human beings
01:08:08.300 aren't born
01:08:09.680 in paradise
01:08:10.360 and made by God
01:08:11.420 human beings
01:08:12.040 are born
01:08:13.160 of other
01:08:13.960 human beings
01:08:14.820 right
01:08:15.740 and so
01:08:16.240 so that's the first thing
01:08:17.860 and it's post fall
01:08:18.960 we're out in the world
01:08:19.960 we're out in history now
01:08:21.340 we're not in some
01:08:22.180 archetypal beyond
01:08:23.760 although we are
01:08:24.400 still to some degree
01:08:25.660 not to the degree
01:08:27.060 that was the case
01:08:28.200 with the story
01:08:28.800 of Adam and Eve
01:08:29.480 we've already been
01:08:30.380 thrown out of the garden
01:08:31.100 we're already self-conscious
01:08:32.300 we're already awake
01:08:33.820 we're already covered
01:08:35.660 we're already working
01:08:37.240 we're full-fledged
01:08:38.700 human beings
01:08:39.360 and so you have
01:08:40.700 the first two human beings
01:08:42.040 Cain and Abel
01:08:43.840 prototypical human beings
01:08:45.700 so what's cool is that
01:08:47.500 humanity enters history
01:08:49.780 at the end of the story
01:08:50.760 of Adam and Eve
01:08:51.440 and then the
01:08:52.460 archetypal patterns
01:08:53.680 for human behavior
01:08:54.600 are instantaneously presented
01:08:56.940 it's
01:08:58.200 it's
01:08:58.720 it's
01:08:59.460 absolutely mind-boggling
01:09:00.920 and it's not a great
01:09:02.400 it's not a very nice story
01:09:03.980 right
01:09:04.280 so they're
01:09:04.780 they're brothers
01:09:05.380 they're hostile brothers
01:09:06.960 they've got their
01:09:08.120 their hands around
01:09:10.080 each other's throat
01:09:10.960 so to speak
01:09:11.580 or at least
01:09:12.020 that's the case
01:09:13.100 in one direction
01:09:13.820 so it's a
01:09:14.880 it's a story
01:09:15.900 the first two human beings
01:09:17.700 engage in a
01:09:19.120 fratricidal
01:09:20.080 struggle
01:09:21.180 that ends
01:09:22.220 in the death
01:09:23.300 of the best
01:09:24.340 one of them
01:09:25.200 that's the story
01:09:27.720 of human beings
01:09:28.440 in history
01:09:29.400 and that
01:09:31.200 man
01:09:31.560 if that doesn't
01:09:32.500 give you nightmares
01:09:33.200 you didn't understand
01:09:34.860 the damn story
01:09:35.880 now in
01:09:39.520 in these
01:09:41.520 hostile brother stories
01:09:43.140 which are very
01:09:43.800 very common
01:09:44.460 often the older brother
01:09:46.920 Cain
01:09:47.400 is used
01:09:48.900 and this is very true
01:09:49.780 in the Bible
01:09:50.260 but it's true
01:09:51.000 in all sorts of
01:09:51.740 folk tales
01:09:52.480 and all sorts of stories
01:09:53.640 of all sorts
01:09:55.080 for that matter
01:09:55.600 see the older brother
01:09:57.780 has some advantages
01:09:58.700 he's the older brother
01:09:59.600 and in a
01:10:00.340 agricultural community
01:10:02.280 the older brother
01:10:03.000 generally inherited
01:10:05.060 the land
01:10:05.980 not the younger brothers
01:10:07.960 and the reason for that
01:10:08.760 was is that
01:10:09.300 well let's say
01:10:09.780 you have like
01:10:10.340 eight sons
01:10:11.020 and you have enough land
01:10:12.020 to support
01:10:12.560 a bit of a family
01:10:13.560 and you divide it
01:10:14.240 among your eight sons
01:10:15.160 then they have eight sons
01:10:16.500 and they divide it
01:10:17.160 among their eight sons
01:10:18.020 it's like
01:10:18.340 soon everyone
01:10:19.800 has a little
01:10:20.420 postage stamp
01:10:21.540 that they can stand on
01:10:22.780 and starve to death on
01:10:24.300 and so that just
01:10:25.220 doesn't work
01:10:25.840 so you
01:10:26.260 you
01:10:26.800 you hand the land
01:10:28.700 down in a piece
01:10:29.540 to the eldest son
01:10:30.500 and that's just how it is
01:10:31.460 it's tough luck
01:10:32.120 for the rest of them
01:10:33.220 but at least they know
01:10:34.060 they're going to have to go
01:10:34.920 and make their own way
01:10:36.320 it's not fair
01:10:37.700 but there's no way
01:10:38.420 of making it fair
01:10:39.960 well so the oldest son
01:10:42.280 has some
01:10:42.820 you might say
01:10:44.360 he has an additional
01:10:45.160 stake in the
01:10:46.360 stability
01:10:47.480 and
01:10:48.440 the stability
01:10:50.820 of the current hierarchy
01:10:51.740 he has more of a stake
01:10:52.640 in the status quo
01:10:53.700 so that makes him more
01:10:55.020 of an emblematic
01:10:56.420 representative
01:10:57.000 of the status quo
01:10:59.080 and perhaps more
01:11:00.220 likely to be blind
01:11:01.580 in its favor
01:11:02.460 it's something like that
01:11:03.440 so that motif
01:11:04.540 creeps up very frequently
01:11:06.100 in the hostile
01:11:07.440 brothers
01:11:08.020 archetypal struggle
01:11:09.400 so Cain
01:11:10.640 fits this
01:11:12.040 the story of Cain and Abel
01:11:13.060 fits this pattern
01:11:13.940 because Cain is the one
01:11:15.080 who won't budge
01:11:16.080 who won't move
01:11:16.940 he's stubborn
01:11:17.860 whereas the younger son
01:11:18.860 who's Abel
01:11:19.380 is often the one
01:11:20.620 who's more
01:11:21.320 not so much
01:11:22.740 of a revolutionary
01:11:23.440 but perhaps more
01:11:24.560 of a balance
01:11:25.180 between the revolutionary
01:11:26.160 and the traditionalist
01:11:27.260 something like that
01:11:28.120 whereas the older son
01:11:29.400 tends to be more
01:11:30.500 traditionalist
01:11:32.780 authoritarian
01:11:33.640 at least in these
01:11:34.780 metaphorical representations
01:11:36.500 and Adam knew Eve
01:11:38.720 his wife
01:11:39.220 and she conceived
01:11:40.180 and bare Cain
01:11:40.800 and said
01:11:41.160 I have gotten a man
01:11:42.000 from the Lord
01:11:42.560 so
01:11:43.480 there's the first human being
01:11:45.420 Cain
01:11:45.820 it's like
01:11:46.600 I told you that
01:11:47.800 the Mesopotamians
01:11:48.700 thought that mankind
01:11:49.460 was made out of the blood
01:11:52.200 of the worst demon
01:11:53.160 that the great goddess
01:11:54.380 of chaos
01:11:54.880 could imagine
01:11:55.700 well the first human being
01:11:57.920 is a murderer
01:11:58.500 and not only a murderer
01:11:59.820 a murderer of his own brother
01:12:01.000 and so you know
01:12:02.440 Old Testament
01:12:03.360 that's a hell of a harsh book
01:12:05.120 and you might think
01:12:06.320 well maybe that's a little bit
01:12:07.700 too much to bear
01:12:08.600 and then you might think
01:12:09.780 yeah
01:12:10.520 and maybe it's true too
01:12:13.020 so that's something
01:12:14.600 to think about
01:12:15.300 I mean
01:12:16.380 I
01:12:18.200 human beings
01:12:19.200 you know
01:12:19.580 like
01:12:19.920 they're amazing creatures
01:12:22.840 and
01:12:23.160 to think about us
01:12:24.420 as a plague
01:12:25.020 on the planet
01:12:25.640 is
01:12:25.940 its own kind of
01:12:27.500 bloody catastrophe
01:12:29.380 malevolent
01:12:30.860 low
01:12:32.120 quasi-genocidal
01:12:36.960 metaphor
01:12:37.400 but that doesn't mean
01:12:39.200 that we're not
01:12:39.720 without our problems
01:12:40.600 and
01:12:40.840 the fact that this book
01:12:42.280 that sits at the
01:12:43.660 cornerstone of our culture
01:12:44.860 would
01:12:45.120 present the first man
01:12:48.440 as a murderer
01:12:50.440 of his brother
01:12:51.180 is something that
01:12:51.980 should really set you
01:12:52.940 back on your heels
01:12:53.900 and again
01:12:57.000 she bare his brother
01:12:57.940 Abel
01:12:58.320 and Abel was a keeper
01:12:59.360 of sheep
01:12:59.760 but Cain was a tiller
01:13:00.840 of the ground
01:13:01.460 there you see
01:13:03.080 a very old
01:13:03.820 representation
01:13:04.640 there's
01:13:05.840 Abel there
01:13:07.120 and
01:13:07.380 he's
01:13:08.400 got his sheep
01:13:09.400 up on the altar
01:13:10.200 and
01:13:10.520 Cain is bringing
01:13:11.600 a sheaf of wheat
01:13:12.500 and
01:13:12.720 I don't know exactly
01:13:13.940 what's happening here
01:13:14.940 with the blood
01:13:16.520 but
01:13:17.400 or it's a ray
01:13:18.940 perhaps
01:13:19.480 it's something like that
01:13:20.380 but
01:13:20.560 the overall impression
01:13:22.100 of the image
01:13:22.640 is that
01:13:23.040 something transcendent
01:13:24.740 is
01:13:25.020 communicating
01:13:26.360 with this sacrifice
01:13:27.600 and
01:13:28.380 you see
01:13:28.920 that's a
01:13:29.320 you think
01:13:29.880 oh how primitive
01:13:30.700 you know
01:13:31.260 how primitive
01:13:31.920 these people
01:13:33.080 were sacrificing
01:13:33.980 to their god
01:13:34.800 it's like
01:13:35.240 you know
01:13:36.200 those people
01:13:38.580 weren't stupid
01:13:39.280 and this is not primitive
01:13:41.320 whatever it is
01:13:42.660 it's not primitive
01:13:43.400 it's sophisticated
01:13:44.100 beyond belief
01:13:45.020 because
01:13:45.400 the idea
01:13:46.420 as I already
01:13:47.100 pointed out
01:13:47.820 is that
01:13:48.120 you could sacrifice
01:13:48.940 something of value
01:13:49.860 and that that would have
01:13:50.580 transcendent utility
01:13:51.660 and that is by no means
01:13:53.480 an unsophisticated idea
01:13:54.780 in fact
01:13:55.340 it might be the greatest
01:13:56.440 idea that human beings
01:13:57.580 ever came up with
01:13:58.540 it's an answer
01:14:02.040 to the problem
01:14:02.700 that's put forward
01:14:03.520 in
01:14:03.760 the story of Adam and Eve
01:14:05.800 right
01:14:06.060 because we became
01:14:06.840 self-conscious
01:14:07.500 and then we discovered
01:14:08.440 the future
01:14:08.960 and then we knew
01:14:09.920 we were going to die
01:14:10.720 and then we knew
01:14:11.280 we were vulnerable
01:14:11.920 and then we became ashamed
01:14:13.120 and then we developed
01:14:14.220 the knowledge of good
01:14:14.940 and evil
01:14:15.320 and then we got
01:14:15.920 thrown out of paradise
01:14:17.500 it's like
01:14:17.920 that's a big problem
01:14:18.980 so what the hell
01:14:20.140 are you going to do
01:14:20.620 about it
01:14:21.100 well
01:14:21.460 sacrifice
01:14:23.040 that's the hypothesis
01:14:24.480 well that's a hell
01:14:26.040 of a hypothesis
01:14:26.720 man that's what we're doing
01:14:28.000 you made plenty of sacrifices
01:14:29.560 even to sit in this
01:14:30.760 theater
01:14:31.600 and many people
01:14:32.620 made plenty of sacrifices
01:14:33.800 to have a theater
01:14:35.580 like this exist
01:14:36.440 and many people
01:14:37.160 made sacrifices
01:14:38.700 so that we could actually
01:14:39.660 freely engage
01:14:41.080 in the dialogue
01:14:41.800 that we're engaging in
01:14:42.820 in a theater like this
01:14:44.160 and so it's like
01:14:45.420 all of this is built
01:14:46.260 on sacrifice
01:14:47.040 and sacrifice
01:14:48.020 bloody well
01:14:48.720 better work
01:14:49.240 because we do not
01:14:50.300 have a better idea
01:14:51.280 sacrifice
01:14:53.820 what's the counter position
01:14:55.280 murder and theft
01:14:57.100 so let's go with sacrifice
01:14:59.440 shall we
01:15:00.060 and perhaps we won't
01:15:01.300 consider it so damn
01:15:02.360 primitive
01:15:02.860 you know
01:15:03.820 because it's not so primitive
01:15:05.160 and again she bare
01:15:06.980 his brother Abel
01:15:07.920 and Abel was a keeper
01:15:08.780 of sheep
01:15:09.320 and cane
01:15:10.280 was a tiller
01:15:10.880 of the ground
01:15:11.520 now some people
01:15:14.700 have read into this
01:15:15.660 the eternal battle
01:15:18.200 between herdsmen
01:15:19.280 and agriculturalists
01:15:21.240 which raged
01:15:22.160 in the American West
01:15:23.160 for example
01:15:23.660 because the herdsmen
01:15:24.820 like to have their
01:15:25.580 herds
01:15:26.560 sheep
01:15:27.380 cattle
01:15:27.780 go wherever
01:15:28.920 they were going to go
01:15:30.060 and of course
01:15:30.480 the agriculturists
01:15:31.280 the farmers
01:15:31.720 like to have things
01:15:32.540 fanced off
01:15:33.260 and so
01:15:34.320 and the agriculturalists
01:15:35.740 actually won
01:15:36.800 in the final analysis
01:15:37.780 but anyways
01:15:40.200 Abel
01:15:41.000 is a keeper of sheep
01:15:42.260 and that's interesting
01:15:43.040 because that makes him
01:15:43.820 a shepherd
01:15:44.340 and I think that's part
01:15:48.260 of the critical issue here
01:15:49.140 because a shepherd
01:15:49.900 I talked a little bit
01:15:51.620 about shepherds before
01:15:52.560 you know
01:15:53.660 if you look at
01:15:54.060 Michelangelo's statue
01:15:55.020 of David
01:15:55.900 which is another
01:15:56.620 staggering work
01:15:59.400 I mean that David
01:16:00.760 he's no
01:16:01.260 trivial figure
01:16:03.720 and of course
01:16:04.280 it's David
01:16:07.560 who slays Goliath
01:16:09.140 right
01:16:09.420 and Goliath
01:16:09.960 is like
01:16:10.400 the giant
01:16:12.600 of the patriarchal enemy
01:16:13.800 it's something like that
01:16:14.820 and you know
01:16:16.220 Middle Eastern shepherds
01:16:17.620 they had to
01:16:18.560 take care of sheep
01:16:20.020 and they're edible
01:16:20.600 and the lambs
01:16:21.920 are very vulnerable
01:16:23.300 and there were lots
01:16:24.300 of wild animals around
01:16:25.400 it wasn't like
01:16:26.000 England
01:16:27.020 in the 16th century
01:16:28.420 it was like
01:16:29.040 there were lions
01:16:30.060 you know
01:16:30.560 and you had a slingshot
01:16:32.300 or a stick
01:16:32.980 or some damn thing
01:16:34.000 and so your job
01:16:34.760 was to keep the sheep
01:16:35.680 organized
01:16:36.400 and not let them
01:16:37.540 be eaten by the lions
01:16:38.520 alone
01:16:39.020 and so
01:16:40.100 you had to
01:16:41.680 have a clue
01:16:42.500 and be tough
01:16:43.420 and self-reliant
01:16:44.220 and all of those things
01:16:45.000 you had to be tough
01:16:45.920 and self-reliant
01:16:46.880 you had to be able
01:16:48.020 to take care of
01:16:48.720 a lot of vulnerable things
01:16:49.760 you had to be able
01:16:50.500 to do it on your own
01:16:51.440 and so that's all
01:16:52.600 built into the shepherd
01:16:53.840 metaphor
01:16:55.320 and it's
01:16:55.820 you know
01:16:56.240 it's a tough thing
01:16:56.980 it's not a great metaphor
01:16:58.180 for modern people
01:16:58.920 because we tend to think
01:16:59.940 of the shepherd
01:17:00.760 as someone like
01:17:01.500 little Lord Fauntleroy
01:17:02.980 you know
01:17:03.300 like some little
01:17:04.360 certainly not a lion-killing
01:17:07.160 hyper-masculine
01:17:09.000 lion-killing
01:17:09.840 you know
01:17:10.300 monster
01:17:10.980 that's not a shepherd
01:17:11.880 a shepherd sort of
01:17:12.660 dances around
01:17:13.400 and you know
01:17:13.800 it's not
01:17:14.560 that's not
01:17:15.080 the metaphor here
01:17:16.120 that's
01:17:16.560 that's
01:17:17.640 that's not the metaphor here
01:17:19.480 so Abel was a keeper of sheep
01:17:21.140 but Cain was a tiller
01:17:22.140 of the ground
01:17:22.660 and in the process of time
01:17:24.780 it came to pass
01:17:25.520 that Cain brought
01:17:26.760 of the fruit of the ground
01:17:27.980 an offering
01:17:28.640 unto the Lord
01:17:29.340 okay so he's participating
01:17:31.540 in this sacrificial ritual
01:17:32.860 and Abel
01:17:33.580 he brought
01:17:34.640 of the firstlings
01:17:35.740 of his flock
01:17:36.420 and of the fat thereof
01:17:37.520 and the Lord
01:17:38.580 had respect
01:17:39.240 unto Abel
01:17:39.860 and to his offering
01:17:40.960 now you don't know
01:17:44.180 why that is
01:17:45.040 and this is
01:17:45.680 built in ambiguity
01:17:46.780 I think
01:17:47.340 now I think
01:17:50.020 there's textual hints
01:17:51.100 but I'm not sure
01:17:51.980 Abel brought
01:17:54.700 the firstlings
01:17:55.460 of his flock
01:17:56.080 and of the fat thereof
01:17:57.160 okay so
01:17:57.640 so what does that mean
01:17:58.460 well
01:17:58.700 he brought
01:18:00.520 high quality
01:18:01.380 it's a high quality sacrifice
01:18:02.520 you don't know
01:18:03.540 that Abel's sacrifice
01:18:04.780 is low quality
01:18:05.820 because it doesn't say
01:18:07.560 you know
01:18:07.960 Abel brought
01:18:08.700 God some wilted lettuce
01:18:10.680 and then burnt it
01:18:11.620 he doesn't say that
01:18:12.600 but
01:18:13.380 but there isn't a sentence
01:18:14.980 there that talks
01:18:15.780 about how
01:18:16.500 high quality
01:18:18.280 Cain's sacrifice is
01:18:20.580 but in any case
01:18:22.920 the Lord had respect
01:18:23.960 unto Abel
01:18:24.540 and his offering
01:18:25.340 so
01:18:26.580 there's a hint
01:18:27.860 that Abel's
01:18:29.040 putting a little bit more
01:18:30.520 into the whole
01:18:31.040 sacrificial thing
01:18:32.000 than Cain
01:18:33.140 but
01:18:33.940 there's also a hint
01:18:34.960 that maybe God
01:18:35.780 is just liking you
01:18:37.080 a little better
01:18:37.580 than he's liking him
01:18:38.520 and that's I think
01:18:39.860 useful from a literary
01:18:41.640 perspective
01:18:42.200 because there is that
01:18:43.100 arbitrariness about life
01:18:44.560 you know
01:18:45.160 with my own children
01:18:46.220 for example
01:18:46.820 one of them
01:18:48.340 has had
01:18:48.840 I would say
01:18:49.920 he
01:18:51.640 things come
01:18:53.320 easy to him
01:18:54.060 he's lucky
01:18:55.820 fortunate
01:18:56.420 however you want
01:18:58.160 to put it
01:18:58.580 he seems to be
01:18:59.460 that sort of person
01:19:00.160 whereas my other child
01:19:01.360 is like
01:19:01.760 it's just like
01:19:02.820 one
01:19:03.340 horrible
01:19:04.600 Job-like
01:19:05.540 catastrophe
01:19:06.280 after another
01:19:07.320 and
01:19:08.140 it's so strange
01:19:09.220 to see that
01:19:09.860 because
01:19:10.180 as far as I can tell
01:19:11.440 there's
01:19:11.800 the character
01:19:13.400 their logical
01:19:13.880 differences
01:19:14.360 are
01:19:14.720 certainly not
01:19:16.040 accounting
01:19:16.440 for the
01:19:16.940 difference in
01:19:18.820 destiny
01:19:19.320 you know
01:19:20.220 the one child
01:19:21.440 who's had
01:19:21.860 so much trouble
01:19:22.800 I mean
01:19:23.540 as a child
01:19:24.260 was
01:19:25.800 just a
01:19:26.840 wonderful child
01:19:27.840 so
01:19:28.200 amazingly happy
01:19:36.160 and
01:19:36.800 easy to get along
01:19:38.080 with
01:19:38.320 and
01:19:38.500 fun
01:19:39.300 and
01:19:44.560 had a terrible
01:19:45.060 time of it
01:19:45.740 so
01:19:47.180 who knows
01:19:48.640 what God's up to
01:19:49.680 but
01:19:52.380 distributing
01:19:52.960 fate equally
01:19:53.800 certainly
01:19:54.260 isn't one
01:19:54.820 of them
01:19:55.140 and
01:19:58.220 the Lord
01:19:58.500 had respect
01:19:59.140 unto Abel
01:19:59.740 and his offering
01:20:00.420 but unto Cain
01:20:01.300 and his offering
01:20:02.120 he had not
01:20:03.900 respect
01:20:04.520 and
01:20:06.960 Cain was
01:20:07.380 very wroth
01:20:08.080 angry
01:20:08.720 wroth
01:20:10.040 is a tough
01:20:10.560 word
01:20:10.940 you know
01:20:11.800 when these
01:20:12.080 are translated
01:20:12.660 many times
01:20:13.320 it's hard
01:20:13.740 to get
01:20:14.080 the full
01:20:14.580 flavor
01:20:14.980 of the words
01:20:15.660 but
01:20:15.900 wroth
01:20:17.040 and his
01:20:17.380 countenance
01:20:18.000 fell
01:20:18.400 well to have
01:20:19.100 your countenance
01:20:19.660 fell
01:20:19.980 this is sort
01:20:20.700 of up
01:20:21.120 to fall
01:20:22.160 is to
01:20:22.580 to have
01:20:23.860 it be heavy
01:20:24.500 depressed
01:20:25.340 for sure
01:20:26.780 angry
01:20:27.620 for sure
01:20:29.080 resentful
01:20:30.060 probably
01:20:31.580 wroth
01:20:32.560 that's anger
01:20:33.320 so
01:20:34.100 Cain is not
01:20:35.500 a happy
01:20:35.940 clam
01:20:36.420 that his
01:20:38.120 hard work
01:20:38.680 is being
01:20:39.000 rejected
01:20:39.440 by God
01:20:40.100 now that's
01:20:41.340 worth thinking
01:20:42.040 about
01:20:42.340 really
01:20:43.080 because
01:20:43.780 you think
01:20:44.560 about how
01:20:44.960 human that
01:20:45.500 story is
01:20:46.120 you know
01:20:46.420 you're
01:20:47.440 out there
01:20:49.520 well we
01:20:50.220 could say
01:20:50.700 you might
01:20:51.840 be a useless
01:20:52.500 character
01:20:53.140 and you
01:20:53.620 know
01:20:53.780 you're
01:20:54.260 whining
01:20:54.560 about how
01:20:55.040 catastrophic
01:20:55.460 your life
01:20:56.140 is
01:20:56.360 and it's
01:20:57.140 pretty much
01:20:57.800 obvious to
01:20:58.480 everyone around
01:20:59.140 you and you
01:20:59.760 that it's
01:21:00.120 your fault
01:21:00.660 you just
01:21:01.040 don't try
01:21:01.940 you don't
01:21:02.540 wake up in
01:21:03.040 the morning
01:21:03.420 you don't
01:21:04.300 get a job
01:21:05.060 you don't
01:21:05.620 engage in
01:21:06.240 things
01:21:06.600 you're cynical
01:21:07.540 and you're
01:21:08.000 bitter
01:21:08.260 and you're
01:21:08.700 angry
01:21:09.000 and you
01:21:09.600 don't try
01:21:10.060 to help
01:21:10.780 the people
01:21:11.260 near you
01:21:11.740 and you
01:21:12.000 don't try
01:21:12.500 to fix
01:21:13.500 up your
01:21:13.900 own life
01:21:14.420 and you
01:21:14.680 don't take
01:21:15.120 care of
01:21:15.480 yourself
01:21:15.760 and you
01:21:16.600 know
01:21:16.800 and then
01:21:18.120 things go
01:21:18.600 wrong
01:21:18.900 and it's
01:21:19.120 like
01:21:19.380 well
01:21:20.120 really
01:21:20.860 what do
01:21:21.540 you expect
01:21:22.120 but then
01:21:22.920 but that's
01:21:23.740 I mean
01:21:24.360 that doesn't
01:21:24.820 mean someone
01:21:25.300 in that
01:21:25.680 situation
01:21:26.180 will just
01:21:26.600 say
01:21:26.780 well that's
01:21:27.260 okay
01:21:27.520 I deserve
01:21:28.160 it
01:21:28.340 and they'll
01:21:28.660 be happy
01:21:29.100 about it
01:21:29.420 they won't
01:21:29.940 they'll be
01:21:30.280 absolutely
01:21:30.700 bitter
01:21:31.080 about it
01:21:31.520 and angry
01:21:32.100 but you
01:21:32.720 know
01:21:32.940 put that
01:21:34.040 aside
01:21:34.360 for a
01:21:34.660 moment
01:21:34.860 there are
01:21:35.400 people
01:21:35.700 who seem
01:21:36.100 to struggle
01:21:36.660 very
01:21:37.160 forthrightly
01:21:38.760 let's
01:21:39.080 say
01:21:39.260 and still
01:21:40.020 have
01:21:40.380 one
01:21:40.960 catastrophe
01:21:41.480 after another
01:21:42.140 happen to
01:21:42.620 them
01:21:42.820 and so
01:21:43.740 it's
01:21:44.900 there's no
01:21:45.820 easy answer
01:21:46.660 in this
01:21:47.080 in this
01:21:47.580 story
01:21:48.240 it's like
01:21:49.260 you can
01:21:50.000 fall
01:21:51.380 fall
01:21:52.120 a foul
01:21:52.780 of God
01:21:53.620 because your
01:21:54.880 sacrifices are
01:21:56.060 second rate
01:21:56.980 or you can
01:21:57.900 just fall
01:21:58.360 a foul
01:21:58.680 of God
01:21:59.260 and you
01:21:59.560 don't know
01:21:59.980 why
01:22:00.380 well
01:22:01.020 tough luck
01:22:01.960 for you
01:22:02.520 and then
01:22:03.300 what happens
01:22:04.400 in either case
01:22:05.120 is exactly
01:22:05.760 this
01:22:06.100 almost
01:22:06.400 inevitably
01:22:07.040 Cain was
01:22:09.600 wroth
01:22:09.980 and his
01:22:10.320 countenance
01:22:10.780 fell
01:22:11.120 well you
01:22:11.500 know
01:22:11.600 you meet
01:22:12.000 and I
01:22:12.360 people like
01:22:13.440 this
01:22:13.720 write to
01:22:14.120 me
01:22:14.240 all the
01:22:14.460 time
01:22:14.660 I've
01:22:14.860 seen
01:22:15.040 many
01:22:15.540 many
01:22:15.780 of
01:22:15.980 them
01:22:16.080 as
01:22:16.220 clients
01:22:16.600 you know
01:22:17.240 they say
01:22:17.680 they're
01:22:18.000 20
01:22:19.120 not so
01:22:19.740 often
01:22:20.100 30
01:22:20.700 more
01:22:20.980 commonly
01:22:21.380 sometimes
01:22:21.960 40
01:22:22.360 their lives
01:22:22.820 haven't
01:22:23.120 gone
01:22:23.340 well
01:22:23.660 you know
01:22:24.360 they're
01:22:24.560 in a pit
01:22:25.080 of despair
01:22:26.240 of one
01:22:26.680 form or
01:22:27.060 another
01:22:27.280 and not
01:22:28.040 only are
01:22:28.420 they in
01:22:28.760 a pit
01:22:29.000 of despair
01:22:29.440 but they're
01:22:29.880 extraordinarily
01:22:30.340 angry
01:22:30.820 about it
01:22:31.220 and God
01:22:31.580 only knows
01:22:32.020 what they
01:22:32.360 would do
01:22:32.840 with that
01:22:33.200 anger
01:22:33.480 if they
01:22:33.840 had the
01:22:34.240 opportunity
01:22:34.720 to give
01:22:35.640 it
01:22:35.800 full
01:22:36.300 voice
01:22:36.920 right
01:22:37.880 you know
01:22:38.240 one of the
01:22:39.320 things I've
01:22:39.740 always thought
01:22:40.160 about
01:22:40.400 Hitler
01:22:40.720 is that
01:22:41.580 you know
01:22:42.340 people
01:22:42.720 you have
01:22:44.860 to admire
01:22:45.380 Hitler
01:22:45.860 that's the
01:22:46.560 thing
01:22:46.900 because he
01:22:48.040 was an
01:22:48.320 organizational
01:22:48.940 genius
01:22:49.620 you know
01:22:50.780 the thing
01:22:51.940 that doesn't
01:22:52.460 stop people
01:22:53.200 from being
01:22:53.720 Hitler
01:22:54.100 the thing
01:22:55.040 people
01:22:56.480 don't
01:22:57.360 people
01:22:58.500 don't
01:22:59.680 refuse
01:23:01.360 the ambition
01:23:02.240 to become
01:23:02.840 Hitler
01:23:03.240 because they
01:23:04.460 don't have
01:23:04.920 the genocidal
01:23:05.800 motivation
01:23:06.440 they don't
01:23:08.400 follow that
01:23:08.900 pathway
01:23:09.300 because they
01:23:09.800 don't have
01:23:10.280 the organizational
01:23:11.220 genius
01:23:11.900 they've got
01:23:13.200 the damn
01:23:13.840 motivation
01:23:14.560 and you know
01:23:15.820 if you take
01:23:16.420 a hundred people
01:23:17.240 randomly
01:23:17.800 and you talk
01:23:19.000 to them
01:23:19.400 and you really
01:23:20.340 talk to them
01:23:21.020 you'll find
01:23:21.840 that five
01:23:23.280 percent of
01:23:23.940 them would
01:23:24.720 take their
01:23:25.380 vengeful thoughts
01:23:26.580 pretty damn
01:23:27.680 far if they
01:23:28.820 were just given
01:23:29.500 the opportunity
01:23:30.040 and in fact
01:23:30.640 they do
01:23:31.020 because they
01:23:31.440 make life
01:23:31.980 miserable for
01:23:33.180 themselves
01:23:33.580 and often
01:23:34.100 for their
01:23:34.460 family
01:23:34.800 and sometimes
01:23:35.620 for anybody
01:23:36.080 they can
01:23:36.460 come near
01:23:37.000 and then
01:23:37.700 maybe another
01:23:38.320 twenty percent
01:23:39.540 of people
01:23:40.140 have that
01:23:40.940 bubble up
01:23:41.600 in them
01:23:41.980 on a pretty
01:23:42.840 damn
01:23:43.220 regular basis
01:23:44.120 so
01:23:45.320 you know
01:23:46.840 you can have
01:23:47.640 some sympathy
01:23:48.240 for Cain
01:23:48.800 if you don't
01:23:49.220 have any
01:23:49.580 sympathy
01:23:49.880 for Cain
01:23:50.480 then you're
01:23:50.860 not
01:23:51.120 see Cain
01:23:53.640 and Abel
01:23:54.000 also
01:23:54.340 they don't
01:23:54.780 just represent
01:23:55.480 two archetypal
01:23:56.320 types of
01:23:56.840 being
01:23:57.060 they represent
01:23:57.920 so it's
01:23:59.880 not like
01:24:00.200 you're Cain
01:24:00.700 and you're
01:24:01.040 Abel
01:24:01.300 and you're
01:24:01.660 Cain
01:24:01.880 and you're
01:24:02.200 Abel
01:24:02.480 it's like
01:24:02.920 you're
01:24:03.180 half and
01:24:03.560 half
01:24:03.880 and you're
01:24:04.240 half and
01:24:04.640 half
01:24:04.880 and you're
01:24:05.140 half and
01:24:05.460 half it's
01:24:05.860 something like
01:24:06.260 this
01:24:06.480 this is two
01:24:07.100 different potential
01:24:08.040 patterns of
01:24:08.800 destiny
01:24:09.300 and you
01:24:09.980 don't manifest
01:24:10.900 one purely
01:24:11.680 and the other
01:24:12.220 zero
01:24:12.680 it's like
01:24:13.240 the line
01:24:15.000 between good
01:24:15.600 and evil
01:24:15.960 that runs
01:24:16.480 down the
01:24:16.980 human heart
01:24:17.520 it's exactly
01:24:18.120 the same
01:24:18.560 idea
01:24:18.960 and maybe
01:24:19.620 you're more
01:24:20.100 like Cain
01:24:20.820 or maybe
01:24:21.220 you're more
01:24:21.600 like Abel
01:24:22.220 but there's
01:24:22.660 still a little
01:24:23.200 Cain in you
01:24:23.900 no matter
01:24:24.280 how able
01:24:24.880 you are
01:24:25.520 and maybe
01:24:26.460 more than
01:24:26.960 a little
01:24:27.400 and probably
01:24:28.580 more than
01:24:29.100 a little
01:24:29.420 and if
01:24:30.460 you watch
01:24:30.920 your fantasies
01:24:31.900 which I would
01:24:33.080 very much
01:24:33.620 recommend
01:24:34.080 you'll find
01:24:35.120 that they
01:24:35.740 show you
01:24:37.520 dark things
01:24:38.280 about you
01:24:38.760 that will
01:24:39.860 shock you
01:24:40.600 if you
01:24:41.100 allow yourself
01:24:43.120 to be conscious
01:24:43.900 of what you're
01:24:44.600 thinking
01:24:44.940 so
01:24:46.260 it's a good
01:24:47.900 time when you're
01:24:49.100 having an argument
01:24:49.720 with someone
01:24:50.260 especially someone
01:24:50.980 that you love
01:24:51.660 to just watch
01:24:52.880 the pictures
01:24:53.460 that flash
01:24:54.160 in the back
01:24:54.640 of your mind
01:24:55.120 that's part
01:24:56.000 of let's say
01:24:56.940 coming into
01:24:57.600 contact with
01:24:58.300 what Carl Jung
01:24:59.000 called the shadow
01:24:59.880 and the shadow
01:25:00.880 is the manifestation
01:25:01.800 of Cain
01:25:02.600 that's a perfect
01:25:03.680 way of thinking
01:25:04.420 about it
01:25:04.840 and one of the
01:25:05.640 things that Jung
01:25:06.280 said about the shadow
01:25:07.240 because Jung
01:25:07.980 was not someone
01:25:08.620 you mess around
01:25:09.300 with lightly
01:25:09.820 he said
01:25:10.780 the human shadow
01:25:11.580 has roots
01:25:12.120 that reach all
01:25:12.740 the way to hell
01:25:13.380 and Jung
01:25:14.460 meant that
01:25:15.220 that's no metaphor
01:25:16.220 for him
01:25:16.800 now he might not
01:25:17.740 have meant it
01:25:18.240 in the same way
01:25:18.940 that a fundamentalist
01:25:20.640 Christian from
01:25:21.500 the southern US
01:25:22.940 might mean it
01:25:24.160 but I would say
01:25:25.260 that Jung meant it
01:25:26.100 in a way that's
01:25:26.720 far more terrifying
01:25:27.660 and also far more true
01:25:29.640 so
01:25:31.280 and Cain
01:25:33.400 was very wroth
01:25:34.360 and his countenance fell
01:25:35.740 so there's Abel
01:25:41.140 burning his offering
01:25:43.740 away there
01:25:44.360 and he's in this
01:25:46.760 sort of
01:25:47.180 relationship
01:25:48.640 with
01:25:49.180 let's call him
01:25:50.540 the archetypal
01:25:53.060 figure
01:25:53.520 of
01:25:55.080 culture
01:25:56.640 the archetypal
01:25:57.980 father
01:25:58.340 and
01:25:59.500 it's something
01:26:00.620 he respects
01:26:01.360 that's the thing
01:26:02.120 it's an indication
01:26:02.920 the posture
01:26:03.860 is an indication
01:26:04.560 of respect
01:26:05.420 and then there's Cain
01:26:08.480 in the background
01:26:09.120 and you see
01:26:09.460 his face
01:26:10.200 is in shadow
01:26:10.880 and he's
01:26:11.460 he's jealous
01:26:14.900 of what's happening
01:26:16.140 here
01:26:16.500 and he's going
01:26:17.360 through the motions
01:26:18.020 perhaps
01:26:18.580 and maybe God
01:26:19.680 just doesn't like him
01:26:20.440 we don't know
01:26:21.040 but he's going
01:26:21.760 through the motions
01:26:22.380 and he's not
01:26:23.620 very happy about it
01:26:24.660 and you know
01:26:26.880 that's actually
01:26:27.660 a phrase
01:26:28.040 that you could
01:26:28.560 carve into
01:26:29.860 many people's
01:26:31.140 tombstones
01:26:31.820 as an epitaph
01:26:32.680 for their life
01:26:33.320 which would be
01:26:34.580 went through
01:26:35.280 the motions
01:26:35.820 but wasn't
01:26:36.340 very happy
01:26:36.900 about it
01:26:37.480 this is really
01:26:44.920 an interesting
01:26:45.480 one I think
01:26:46.140 I mean
01:26:46.440 so
01:26:47.600 I don't know
01:26:48.660 what God's
01:26:49.180 doing here
01:26:49.620 exactly
01:26:50.120 but
01:26:51.040 he's helping
01:26:52.580 ignite
01:26:53.040 the sacrificial
01:26:53.940 flame
01:26:54.480 and that's
01:26:55.900 kind of
01:26:56.160 an interesting
01:26:56.660 idea
01:26:57.100 I think
01:26:58.040 because
01:26:58.420 you know
01:26:59.980 let's say
01:27:00.400 that you have
01:27:00.800 an impulse
01:27:01.440 to make a
01:27:02.080 sacrifice
01:27:02.500 you think
01:27:03.160 well
01:27:04.360 I should
01:27:04.800 change this
01:27:05.380 about my
01:27:05.740 life
01:27:06.060 well
01:27:06.320 it's like
01:27:06.680 where does
01:27:06.980 that come
01:27:07.320 from
01:27:07.500 that impulse
01:27:08.100 it's just
01:27:08.980 well
01:27:09.320 it just
01:27:09.560 manifests
01:27:10.240 itself
01:27:10.780 out of
01:27:11.120 nothing
01:27:11.540 or you
01:27:12.920 came up
01:27:13.460 with it
01:27:13.760 well
01:27:13.920 you might
01:27:14.540 want to
01:27:14.860 stop
01:27:15.120 thinking about
01:27:15.640 that
01:27:15.840 thinking
01:27:16.660 so
01:27:17.060 surely
01:27:17.900 that you
01:27:18.340 come up
01:27:18.800 with your
01:27:19.160 own
01:27:19.340 thoughts
01:27:19.740 you don't
01:27:20.080 come up
01:27:20.420 with your
01:27:20.720 damn
01:27:21.000 dreams
01:27:21.600 do you
01:27:22.180 they just
01:27:23.300 happen
01:27:23.780 and God
01:27:25.020 only knows
01:27:25.480 where they
01:27:25.760 come from
01:27:26.120 they come
01:27:26.480 from your
01:27:26.880 brain
01:27:27.380 oh boy
01:27:27.980 that's a
01:27:28.540 sophisticated
01:27:29.000 answer
01:27:29.600 they come
01:27:30.140 from your
01:27:30.540 unconscious
01:27:31.140 well that's
01:27:31.980 not much
01:27:32.360 better
01:27:32.680 at least
01:27:33.080 it's
01:27:33.340 somewhat
01:27:33.560 better
01:27:33.900 but
01:27:34.100 there are
01:27:34.680 those
01:27:34.880 amazing
01:27:36.380 dramas
01:27:36.980 take place
01:27:37.680 in the
01:27:37.960 theater
01:27:38.240 of your
01:27:38.500 imagination
01:27:38.900 at night
01:27:39.500 you don't
01:27:39.920 even
01:27:40.060 understand
01:27:40.480 what
01:27:40.720 they
01:27:40.900 are
01:27:41.200 and yet
01:27:41.520 they
01:27:41.680 occur
01:27:42.140 night
01:27:42.820 after
01:27:43.180 night
01:27:43.480 and those
01:27:44.100 things
01:27:44.420 dreams
01:27:44.820 they can
01:27:45.160 contain
01:27:45.520 wisdom
01:27:45.920 that
01:27:46.140 it
01:27:46.320 just
01:27:46.580 well it
01:27:48.280 just
01:27:48.460 staggers
01:27:49.120 the person
01:27:49.660 who has
01:27:50.060 the dream
01:27:50.660 once they
01:27:51.180 get the
01:27:51.580 key to
01:27:51.900 the dream
01:27:52.240 once they
01:27:52.640 remember
01:27:53.000 it's like
01:27:53.400 oh look
01:27:54.100 you just
01:27:54.420 revealed
01:27:54.820 a bunch
01:27:55.100 of wisdom
01:27:55.540 to yourself
01:27:56.100 that you
01:27:56.420 didn't
01:27:56.680 know
01:27:57.060 well where'd
01:27:57.840 that come
01:27:58.240 from
01:27:58.580 well you
01:27:59.920 don't know
01:28:00.400 how in the
01:28:00.960 world can
01:28:01.340 you dream
01:28:01.760 up things
01:28:02.240 that you
01:28:02.520 don't
01:28:02.800 know
01:28:03.100 that's
01:28:04.440 a tough
01:28:04.780 one
01:28:05.020 maybe we'll
01:28:06.000 talk about
01:28:06.520 that at
01:28:06.840 some point
01:28:07.260 in this
01:28:07.600 lecture series
01:28:08.220 because there
01:28:08.720 are some
01:28:09.500 reasonable
01:28:10.560 things that
01:28:11.060 can be
01:28:11.340 said about
01:28:11.780 that
01:28:12.020 but you
01:28:12.600 know the
01:28:12.860 idea that
01:28:13.480 there's
01:28:15.540 something that's
01:28:16.200 not you
01:28:16.840 jung would
01:28:17.340 call it
01:28:17.720 the self
01:28:18.200 carl jung
01:28:18.760 would call
01:28:19.140 it the
01:28:19.400 self
01:28:19.680 which he
01:28:20.020 thought of
01:28:20.360 as the
01:28:20.880 totality
01:28:21.560 of your
01:28:21.960 being
01:28:22.360 across time
01:28:23.140 and space
01:28:23.720 it's something
01:28:24.180 like that
01:28:24.760 and that
01:28:25.360 you know
01:28:25.780 each second
01:28:26.420 that you
01:28:26.760 exist
01:28:27.120 is a
01:28:27.540 slice
01:28:28.460 of the
01:28:28.940 self
01:28:29.280 manifesting
01:28:29.980 itself
01:28:30.340 across time
01:28:30.940 and space
01:28:31.320 and he
01:28:31.620 thought of
01:28:32.000 the self
01:28:32.940 as partly
01:28:33.900 the voice
01:28:34.340 of conscience
01:28:35.140 whatever that
01:28:35.900 is
01:28:36.140 that helps
01:28:37.300 guide you
01:28:38.100 when you
01:28:38.660 have to make
01:28:39.080 a difficult
01:28:39.480 decision
01:28:39.920 and a
01:28:40.400 difficult
01:28:40.700 decision
01:28:41.080 might be
01:28:41.520 well what
01:28:42.420 do I
01:28:42.840 need to
01:28:43.160 sacrifice
01:28:43.560 how do I
01:28:44.640 need to
01:28:44.960 discipline
01:28:45.320 myself
01:28:45.820 right
01:28:46.100 what do
01:28:46.780 I need
01:28:47.100 to
01:28:47.300 forego
01:28:47.980 well
01:28:48.860 how do
01:28:49.560 you figure
01:28:49.880 those things
01:28:50.360 out
01:28:50.700 well you know
01:28:51.580 this picture
01:28:52.180 is trying to
01:28:53.100 put forth
01:28:53.560 the idea
01:28:54.020 that perhaps
01:28:54.880 if you had
01:28:55.280 established
01:28:55.740 the proper
01:28:56.280 relationship
01:28:56.880 with God
01:28:57.540 the father
01:28:58.100 and we've
01:28:58.620 talked about
01:28:59.060 what that
01:28:59.420 might mean
01:28:59.880 then he
01:29:00.960 would help
01:29:01.460 figure out
01:29:02.000 how to
01:29:02.380 get the
01:29:03.040 sacrificial
01:29:03.680 fires
01:29:04.200 burning
01:29:04.720 so that
01:29:05.580 you could
01:29:06.040 stay in
01:29:06.680 a proper
01:29:07.440 relationship
01:29:08.200 with him
01:29:08.800 across
01:29:09.180 time
01:29:09.680 well if that's
01:29:10.420 such an
01:29:10.700 unreasonable
01:29:11.280 proposition
01:29:11.880 what's the
01:29:13.080 alternative
01:29:13.560 proposition
01:29:14.260 well this
01:29:16.040 isn't working
01:29:16.520 out very
01:29:16.960 well
01:29:17.260 that's for
01:29:17.900 sure
01:29:18.180 you know
01:29:18.980 Cain seems
01:29:19.960 to be doing
01:29:20.440 it
01:29:20.640 I don't know
01:29:21.480 what it is
01:29:21.920 it's like
01:29:22.280 it's as if
01:29:23.140 he thinks
01:29:23.580 he can only
01:29:24.120 do it
01:29:24.460 himself
01:29:24.860 or maybe
01:29:25.360 he wants
01:29:25.820 only to
01:29:26.300 take credit
01:29:26.840 for it
01:29:27.180 or something
01:29:27.520 like that
01:29:27.940 he's not
01:29:28.620 in this
01:29:29.200 grateful
01:29:33.140 grateful
01:29:33.180 let's
01:29:33.600 say
01:29:33.840 and
01:29:34.420 inquiring
01:29:35.180 grateful
01:29:35.660 and
01:29:35.860 inquiring
01:29:36.640 posture
01:29:38.100 because
01:29:38.900 that's
01:29:39.260 what a
01:29:39.460 prayer
01:29:39.640 for
01:29:39.820 posture
01:29:40.220 should
01:29:40.480 be
01:29:40.620 it
01:29:40.740 should
01:29:40.860 be
01:29:41.000 grateful
01:29:41.380 and
01:29:41.620 inquiring
01:29:42.120 and
01:29:42.320 grateful
01:29:42.620 is
01:29:42.840 thank
01:29:43.420 God
01:29:43.740 things
01:29:44.100 aren't
01:29:44.360 worse
01:29:44.660 for me
01:29:45.020 than
01:29:45.240 they
01:29:45.500 are
01:29:46.360 and
01:29:46.960 you
01:29:47.200 should
01:29:47.440 be
01:29:47.620 grateful
01:29:47.960 about
01:29:48.280 that
01:29:48.500 because
01:29:48.720 they
01:29:48.900 could
01:29:49.040 be
01:29:49.180 a
01:29:49.300 lot
01:29:49.460 worse
01:29:49.720 than
01:29:49.900 they
01:29:50.060 are
01:29:50.260 man
01:29:50.540 they
01:29:51.380 can
01:29:51.540 be
01:29:51.680 so
01:29:51.920 bad
01:29:52.320 and
01:29:53.200 inquiring
01:29:53.760 would
01:29:54.040 be
01:29:54.280 well
01:29:54.760 I
01:29:54.980 don't
01:29:55.220 really
01:29:55.500 know
01:29:55.840 how
01:29:56.100 I
01:29:56.260 could
01:29:56.400 make
01:29:56.620 it
01:29:56.740 better
01:29:57.000 but
01:29:57.160 I'm
01:29:57.440 open
01:29:58.120 to
01:29:58.420 suggestions
01:29:59.220 man
01:29:59.680 if
01:29:59.900 I
01:30:00.020 can
01:30:00.160 figure
01:30:00.400 out
01:30:00.540 how
01:30:00.620 to
01:30:00.760 do
01:30:00.880 it
01:30:01.020 I'll
01:30:01.160 try
01:30:01.580 it
01:30:01.780 that's
01:30:02.320 the
01:30:02.440 humility
01:30:04.040 and
01:30:04.540 the
01:30:04.940 inquiry
01:30:05.600 that's
01:30:06.180 a
01:30:06.320 humble
01:30:06.700 inquiry
01:30:07.240 how
01:30:07.820 could
01:30:08.060 I
01:30:08.200 make
01:30:08.420 things
01:30:08.760 better
01:30:09.180 it's
01:30:09.420 something
01:30:09.600 like
01:30:09.800 that
01:30:10.000 and
01:30:10.100 that's
01:30:10.340 like
01:30:10.480 what
01:30:10.840 sacrifices
01:30:11.500 do
01:30:11.740 I
01:30:11.860 need
01:30:12.020 to
01:30:12.140 make
01:30:12.320 in
01:30:12.440 order
01:30:12.580 to
01:30:12.740 make
01:30:12.900 things
01:30:13.160 better
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01:30:14.440 a
01:30:14.520 good
01:30:14.660 question
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01:30:17.040 yourself
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01:30:17.520 every
01:30:17.760 morning
01:30:18.180 what
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01:30:21.000 make
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01:30:25.760 that
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01:30:29.040 your
01:30:29.140 own
01:30:29.340 notion
01:30:29.680 of
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01:30:30.620 better
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01:30:31.600 try
01:30:31.880 to
01:30:32.040 make
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01:30:35.620 to
01:30:35.700 work
01:30:35.960 very
01:30:36.280 well
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01:30:37.320 you're
01:30:38.060 just
01:30:38.180 going
01:30:38.300 to
01:30:38.400 fall
01:30:38.640 downstairs
01:30:39.280 if
01:30:39.560 you
01:30:39.680 do
01:30:39.820 that
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01:30:40.380 have
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01:30:41.020 other
01:30:41.200 people
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01:30:41.620 besides
01:30:41.940 stupid
01:30:42.500 anyways
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01:30:43.140 you
01:30:43.180 going
01:30:43.280 to
01:30:43.360 do
01:30:43.540 like
01:30:43.780 you
01:30:45.800 can't
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01:30:46.480 nothing
01:30:46.920 you can
01:30:47.220 even
01:30:47.420 say
01:30:47.680 about
01:30:47.900 that
01:30:48.080 it's
01:30:48.360 so
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01:30:49.860 that's
01:30:50.120 the
01:30:50.260 attitude
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01:30:53.740 two
01:30:54.080 year
01:30:54.260 old
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01:30:55.280 I
01:30:55.500 mean
01:30:55.680 that
01:30:55.900 technically
01:30:56.440 and
01:30:57.120 so
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01:30:57.860 could
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01:30:59.480 could
01:30:59.680 ask
01:30:59.940 yourself
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01:31:01.920 have
01:31:02.140 this
01:31:07.320 impeding
01:31:07.800 my
01:31:08.080 progress
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01:31:12.860 life
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01:31:14.300 life
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01:31:21.100 justify
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01:31:22.620 life
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01:31:24.600 need
01:31:24.880 that
01:31:25.160 that's
01:31:25.500 the
01:31:25.680 whole
01:31:25.960 point
01:31:26.320 of
01:31:26.460 the
01:31:26.600 first
01:31:26.920 story
01:31:27.740 of
01:31:27.880 Adam
01:31:28.100 and
01:31:28.240 Eve
01:31:28.440 what
01:31:29.100 do
01:31:29.200 you
01:31:29.280 have
01:31:29.560 a
01:31:29.940 miserable
01:31:30.440 life
01:31:30.980 okay
01:31:31.920 what
01:31:33.920 am I
01:31:34.140 going to
01:31:34.300 do
01:31:34.440 about
01:31:34.680 that
01:31:35.120 well
01:31:35.840 if
01:31:36.400 you
01:31:36.520 just
01:31:36.760 have
01:31:36.940 a
01:31:37.060 miserable
01:31:37.300 life
01:31:37.600 you're
01:31:37.760 just
01:31:37.880 going
01:31:37.980 to
01:31:38.100 suffer
01:31:38.420 stupidly
01:31:39.180 and
01:31:39.320 get
01:31:39.500 bitter
01:31:39.960 about
01:31:40.300 it
01:31:40.440 that's
01:31:40.660 what
01:31:40.780 happens
01:31:41.080 to
01:31:41.280 Cain
01:31:41.660 it's
01:31:41.880 like
01:31:42.060 how
01:31:42.260 about
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01:31:42.700 doing
01:31:42.940 that
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01:31:49.580 and
01:31:49.900 seeing
01:31:50.080 if
01:31:50.280 you
01:31:50.420 can
01:31:50.620 please
01:31:50.980 God
01:31:51.380 and
01:31:51.640 put
01:31:52.280 being
01:31:52.720 on
01:31:52.980 track
01:31:53.560 God
01:31:54.740 that'd
01:31:55.040 be
01:31:55.140 something
01:31:55.440 to
01:31:55.660 do
01:31:55.920 what
01:31:56.820 could
01:31:57.020 be
01:32:04.440 that
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01:32:05.740 where
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01:32:06.480 out
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01:32:08.140 and
01:32:08.460 you
01:32:08.580 can
01:32:08.700 do
01:32:08.860 that
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01:32:09.200 can
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01:32:09.960 day
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01:32:12.240 like
01:32:12.540 what
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01:32:13.280 are
01:32:13.400 you
01:32:13.620 you
01:32:13.780 know
01:32:14.000 you're
01:32:14.520 not
01:32:14.660 going
01:32:14.760 to
01:32:14.860 go
01:32:15.020 and
01:32:15.200 bring
01:32:16.940 this
01:32:17.200 socialist
01:32:17.680 utopia
01:32:18.340 into
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01:32:19.300 one
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01:32:19.860 swoop
01:32:20.400 you
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01:32:32.820 you
01:32:32.960 know
01:32:33.060 one
01:32:33.300 of
01:32:33.400 the
01:32:33.540 things
01:32:33.820 Cain
01:32:34.100 might
01:32:34.280 figure
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01:32:34.840 here
01:32:35.020 there's
01:32:35.540 a
01:32:35.640 couple
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01:32:35.980 things
01:32:36.180 that
01:32:36.360 just
01:32:36.560 aren't
01:32:36.800 going
01:32:37.000 right
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01:32:37.480 him
01:32:37.640 downwind
01:32:39.260 of
01:32:39.440 the
01:32:39.600 fire
01:32:39.940 not
01:32:40.740 the
01:32:41.220 right
01:32:41.440 place
01:32:41.780 to
01:32:41.980 blow
01:32:42.220 from
01:32:42.660 and
01:32:44.640 the
01:32:44.800 fact
01:32:45.060 that
01:32:45.240 he's
01:32:45.480 enveloped
01:32:46.440 in
01:32:46.620 haze
01:32:47.120 and
01:32:47.340 smoke
01:32:47.800 and
01:32:48.060 breathing
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01:32:48.600 in
01:32:48.860 and
01:32:49.020 the
01:32:49.180 fire
01:32:49.440 isn't
01:32:49.760 burning
01:32:50.080 might
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01:32:51.120 an
01:32:51.240 indication
01:32:51.700 that
01:32:52.020 he's
01:32:52.720 doing
01:32:53.000 something
01:32:53.440 wrong
01:32:53.940 or
01:32:54.660 he
01:32:54.880 could
01:32:55.100 be
01:32:55.260 wiping
01:32:55.540 his
01:32:55.780 eyes
01:32:56.020 and
01:32:56.200 saying
01:32:56.440 Jesus
01:32:57.080 what
01:32:57.420 kind
01:32:57.680 of
01:32:57.820 stupid
01:32:58.240 bloody
01:32:58.640 universe
01:32:59.140 would
01:32:59.360 produce
01:32:59.720 smoke
01:33:00.100 like
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01:33:01.400 like
01:33:01.600 yes
01:33:01.920 well
01:33:02.180 that's
01:33:02.520 the
01:33:02.640 more
01:33:02.800 likely
01:33:03.100 outcome
01:33:03.620 and
01:33:06.460 the
01:33:06.580 Lord
01:33:06.780 said
01:33:07.080 unto
01:33:07.340 Cain
01:33:07.740 why
01:33:08.640 art
01:33:08.900 thou
01:33:09.120 wroth
01:33:09.580 and
01:33:10.700 why
01:33:10.960 is
01:33:11.120 thy
01:33:11.280 countenance
01:33:11.760 fallen
01:33:12.220 if
01:33:14.720 thou
01:33:14.920 doest
01:33:15.280 well
01:33:15.520 shalt
01:33:15.940 thou
01:33:16.280 not
01:33:16.600 be
01:33:16.800 accepted
01:33:17.300 now
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01:33:18.720 an
01:33:19.380 interesting
01:33:19.840 line
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01:33:20.600 and
01:33:21.500 I've
01:33:21.860 looked
01:33:22.000 at a
01:33:22.220 variety
01:33:22.460 of
01:33:22.600 different
01:33:22.860 translations
01:33:23.380 of
01:33:23.700 this
01:33:24.020 seventh
01:33:25.780 verse
01:33:26.180 here
01:33:26.420 like
01:33:26.740 a
01:33:26.840 bunch
01:33:27.040 of
01:33:27.160 them
01:33:27.280 because
01:33:27.600 the
01:33:28.800 translation
01:33:29.340 for
01:33:29.640 that
01:33:29.860 that's
01:33:30.300 a
01:33:30.460 critical
01:33:30.900 line
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01:33:31.660 translation
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01:33:32.780 and
01:33:32.980 so
01:33:33.100 I'll
01:33:33.240 tell
01:33:33.420 you
01:33:33.560 what
01:33:33.740 I
01:33:33.860 think
01:33:34.020 the
01:33:34.220 story
01:33:34.480 is
01:33:34.800 what
01:33:35.400 I've
01:33:35.540 been
01:33:35.660 able
01:33:35.840 to
01:33:36.020 figure
01:33:36.200 out
01:33:36.500 and
01:33:37.700 I'm
01:33:37.860 sure
01:33:38.020 I
01:33:38.160 haven't
01:33:38.380 got it
01:33:38.680 completely
01:33:39.020 right
01:33:39.320 but
01:33:39.500 it's
01:33:39.780 so
01:33:42.660 he
01:33:42.820 asks
01:33:43.220 God
01:33:44.100 says
01:33:44.440 to
01:33:44.600 him
01:33:44.760 if
01:33:45.140 you
01:33:45.260 do
01:33:45.420 well
01:33:45.660 won't
01:33:45.900 you
01:33:46.000 be
01:33:46.160 accepted
01:33:46.660 well
01:33:47.380 there's
01:33:47.480 a
01:33:47.580 hint
01:33:47.800 there
01:33:48.120 right
01:33:48.440 it's
01:33:49.120 something
01:33:49.340 like
01:33:49.600 well
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01:33:50.300 going
01:33:50.500 so
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01:33:50.880 for
01:33:51.080 you
01:33:51.280 so
01:33:51.840 the
01:33:52.440 first
01:33:52.660 thing
01:33:52.820 you
01:33:52.920 might
01:33:53.060 think
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01:33:53.480 you're
01:33:55.260 not
01:33:55.500 doing
01:33:55.940 well
01:33:56.540 well
01:33:56.920 does
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01:33:57.420 mean
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01:33:58.220 good
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01:33:58.900 that
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01:33:59.260 mean
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01:33:59.620 not
01:33:59.800 acting
01:34:00.380 properly
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01:34:01.600 the
01:34:01.820 hint
01:34:02.280 because
01:34:03.100 God
01:34:04.020 is
01:34:04.220 suggesting
01:34:04.760 that
01:34:05.060 if
01:34:05.620 you
01:34:05.820 were
01:34:05.980 doing
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01:34:07.580 would
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01:34:11.380 had
01:34:11.540 a
01:34:11.680 friend
01:34:11.920 at
01:34:12.100 one
01:34:12.280 point
01:34:12.540 who
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01:34:15.600 a
01:34:15.680 bunch
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01:34:15.980 problems
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01:34:19.520 them
01:34:19.640 were
01:34:19.840 fate
01:34:20.540 I
01:34:20.720 suppose
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01:34:21.260 he
01:34:22.300 had
01:34:22.460 become
01:34:23.780 very
01:34:24.160 very
01:34:24.420 destructive
01:34:24.940 murderously
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01:34:26.320 genocidally
01:34:27.280 destructive
01:34:27.760 I would
01:34:28.120 say
01:34:28.280 you could
01:34:28.560 see it
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01:34:29.140 dreams
01:34:29.480 and
01:34:29.720 he
01:34:30.880 lived
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01:34:31.320 me
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01:34:31.940 and
01:34:33.300 I
01:34:35.260 knew
01:34:35.440 him
01:34:35.560 very
01:34:35.740 well
01:34:36.020 he
01:34:36.200 was
01:34:36.360 a
01:34:36.540 friend
01:34:36.680 of
01:34:36.800 mine
01:34:36.920 from
01:34:37.080 the
01:34:37.200 time
01:34:37.380 I
01:34:37.480 was
01:34:37.600 12
01:34:37.880 until
01:34:38.180 the
01:34:38.320 time
01:34:38.480 he
01:34:38.600 committed
01:34:38.840 suicide
01:34:39.280 when
01:34:39.560 he
01:34:39.640 was
01:34:39.780 about
01:34:40.040 40
01:34:40.420 and
01:34:41.580 when
01:34:43.600 he
01:34:43.760 lived
01:34:47.900 because
01:34:48.300 he
01:34:48.420 thought
01:34:48.620 maybe
01:34:48.840 I
01:34:49.000 could
01:34:49.160 help
01:34:49.380 him
01:34:49.500 get
01:34:49.660 on
01:34:50.080 his
01:34:50.280 feet
01:34:50.520 and
01:34:51.280 he
01:34:51.500 could
01:34:51.680 only
01:34:51.920 take
01:34:52.300 relatively
01:34:53.360 low
01:34:53.900 level
01:34:54.160 jobs
01:34:54.640 you know
01:34:54.960 like
01:34:55.240 he
01:34:55.760 had
01:34:55.880 some
01:34:56.020 mechanical
01:34:56.420 ability
01:34:56.780 he
01:34:57.140 didn't get
01:34:57.480 educated
01:34:57.900 although
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01:34:58.260 a
01:34:58.360 very
01:34:58.520 very
01:34:58.720 smart
01:34:59.040 person
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01:34:59.540 probably
01:34:59.740 had
01:34:59.900 an IQ
01:35:00.200 of
01:35:00.380 135
01:35:01.100 or
01:35:01.580 something
01:35:01.820 like
01:35:02.020 that
01:35:02.160 he
01:35:02.240 was
01:35:02.300 very
01:35:02.500 smart
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01:35:03.020 so
01:35:03.160 he
01:35:03.480 was
01:35:03.640 bitter
01:35:03.880 too
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01:35:04.360 he
01:35:04.540 hadn't
01:35:04.820 educated
01:35:05.320 himself
01:35:05.800 to
01:35:06.040 the
01:35:06.220 level
01:35:06.480 that
01:35:06.660 his
01:35:06.800 intellect
01:35:07.080 would
01:35:08.020 have
01:35:08.140 demanded
01:35:17.900 come
01:35:18.480 to
01:35:18.660 believe
01:35:18.980 that
01:35:19.260 only
01:35:19.800 smart
01:35:20.260 matters
01:35:20.760 and
01:35:21.460 if
01:35:21.700 they're
01:35:21.960 smart
01:35:22.280 and
01:35:22.460 all
01:35:22.660 that
01:35:22.860 matters
01:35:24.200 is
01:35:24.440 smart
01:35:24.760 and
01:35:24.980 then
01:35:25.160 the
01:35:25.340 world
01:35:25.600 isn't
01:35:25.820 sort
01:35:26.000 of
01:35:26.100 laying
01:35:26.420 itself
01:35:26.920 at
01:35:27.440 their
01:35:27.600 feet
01:35:27.900 then
01:35:28.120 they've
01:35:28.340 been
01:35:28.500 terribly
01:35:28.900 betrayed
01:35:29.460 and
01:35:30.340 then
01:35:30.660 they cling
01:35:31.140 to
01:35:31.340 their
01:35:31.640 intelligence
01:35:32.740 which is
01:35:33.160 more like
01:35:33.480 a talent
01:35:33.920 or a gift
01:35:34.620 like
01:35:34.900 it's
01:35:35.140 an idol
01:35:36.700 you know
01:35:37.180 a false
01:35:37.640 idol
01:35:37.960 which is
01:35:38.320 exactly
01:35:38.680 what it
01:35:38.980 is
01:35:39.160 and a
01:35:39.380 very
01:35:39.540 dangerous
01:35:39.960 one
01:35:40.260 and
01:35:41.000 get
01:35:41.320 cynical
01:35:41.960 about
01:35:42.380 the
01:35:42.880 stupidity
01:35:43.480 of the
01:35:43.720 world
01:35:43.960 and the
01:35:44.240 fact
01:35:44.440 that
01:35:44.640 their
01:35:45.080 talents
01:35:45.460 weren't
01:35:45.740 properly
01:35:46.140 recognized
01:35:46.640 and
01:35:47.340 that's
01:35:47.580 just
01:35:47.720 not
01:35:47.960 that
01:35:48.180 helpful
01:35:48.520 you know
01:35:48.800 because
01:35:49.100 smart
01:35:49.460 is a
01:35:49.740 good
01:35:49.860 thing
01:35:50.120 but
01:35:50.280 I'll
01:35:50.720 tell
01:35:50.920 you
01:35:51.080 if
01:35:51.220 you
01:35:51.320 don't
01:35:51.460 use
01:35:51.660 it
01:35:51.780 properly
01:35:52.080 it
01:35:52.260 will
01:35:52.400 devour
01:35:52.840 you
01:35:53.040 just
01:35:53.280 like
01:35:53.500 all
01:35:53.820 arbitrarily
01:35:54.940 assigned
01:35:55.420 talents
01:35:55.940 right
01:35:56.640 so you
01:35:56.960 might
01:35:57.120 have
01:35:57.280 a
01:35:57.420 talent
01:35:57.680 but
01:35:57.920 it's
01:35:58.560 your
01:35:58.740 friend
01:35:59.040 if
01:35:59.260 you
01:35:59.560 use
01:36:00.200 it
01:36:00.340 properly
01:36:00.720 and
01:36:00.940 if
01:36:01.100 you
01:36:01.260 misuse
01:36:01.780 it
01:36:01.940 it
01:36:02.260 will
01:36:02.600 be
01:36:02.800 your
01:36:03.020 enemy
01:36:03.320 and
01:36:03.780 maybe
01:36:03.960 that's
01:36:04.220 how
01:36:04.340 God
01:36:04.680 keeps
01:36:14.240 what
01:36:14.600 would
01:36:14.820 have
01:36:14.920 been
01:36:15.080 necessary
01:36:15.640 with
01:36:15.920 that
01:36:16.140 intelligence
01:36:16.740 to
01:36:17.340 make
01:36:17.580 it
01:36:17.720 manifest
01:36:18.180 itself
01:36:18.580 properly
01:36:19.040 in
01:36:19.180 the
01:36:19.300 world
01:36:19.520 and
01:36:19.720 that
01:36:19.880 also
01:36:20.280 embittered
01:36:20.840 him
01:36:20.960 because
01:36:21.220 he
01:36:21.400 also
01:36:21.720 knew
01:36:22.180 that
01:36:22.940 there
01:36:23.840 was
01:36:24.020 more
01:36:24.260 that
01:36:24.440 he
01:36:24.560 could
01:36:24.740 have
01:36:24.860 done
01:36:25.080 if
01:36:25.260 he
01:36:25.380 would
01:36:25.600 have
01:36:25.720 done
01:36:25.980 it
01:36:26.160 and
01:36:26.560 perhaps
01:36:26.860 more
01:36:27.100 that
01:36:27.260 he
01:36:27.440 could
01:36:27.620 still
01:36:27.860 do
01:36:28.020 what
01:36:28.460 I
01:36:28.640 was
01:36:28.840 suggesting
01:36:29.300 to
01:36:29.580 him
01:36:29.820 while
01:36:30.540 he
01:36:30.700 was
01:36:30.860 living
01:36:31.140 with
01:36:31.560 us
01:36:31.740 because
01:36:31.880 he
01:36:32.000 was
01:36:32.300 you
01:36:33.040 know
01:36:33.220 two
01:36:34.340 levels
01:36:34.740 from
01:36:35.020 homeless
01:36:35.540 by
01:36:35.780 that
01:36:36.020 point
01:36:36.360 was
01:36:37.120 that
01:36:37.280 he
01:36:37.400 should
01:36:37.600 find
01:36:37.940 a
01:36:38.120 job
01:36:38.400 that
01:36:38.580 he
01:36:38.720 could
01:36:38.900 find
01:36:39.320 working
01:36:39.900 in
01:36:40.060 a
01:36:40.800 garage
01:36:41.300 working
01:36:41.660 in
01:36:41.800 a
01:36:41.900 shop
01:36:42.200 something
01:36:42.480 like
01:36:42.700 that
01:36:42.860 because
01:36:43.000 he
01:36:43.100 had
01:36:43.260 some
01:36:43.440 mechanical
01:36:43.800 ability
01:36:44.260 and
01:36:45.080 that
01:36:45.200 he
01:36:45.360 should
01:36:45.640 separate
01:36:48.580 himself
01:36:49.280 from
01:36:49.860 the
01:36:50.140 arrogance
01:36:50.560 that
01:36:50.980 made
01:36:51.240 him
01:36:51.420 presume
01:36:51.760 that
01:36:52.020 such
01:36:52.420 a
01:36:52.660 job
01:36:53.000 would
01:36:53.200 be
01:36:53.440 beneath
01:36:53.960 him
01:36:54.320 because
01:36:55.260 at
01:36:56.000 that
01:36:56.280 point
01:36:56.520 no
01:36:56.820 job
01:36:57.100 was
01:36:57.260 beneath
01:36:57.540 him
01:36:57.760 but
01:36:58.040 more
01:36:58.520 importantly
01:36:59.000 it's
01:36:59.520 not
01:36:59.660 so
01:36:59.900 obvious
01:37:00.240 that
01:37:00.480 jobs
01:37:00.960 are
01:37:01.180 beneath
01:37:01.700 people
01:37:02.220 you
01:37:03.340 know
01:37:03.460 because
01:37:03.840 even if
01:37:06.000 imagine
01:37:06.640 you have
01:37:07.000 a job
01:37:07.380 as a
01:37:08.160 checkout
01:37:08.860 person
01:37:09.820 in a
01:37:11.120 grocery
01:37:11.740 store
01:37:12.200 you know
01:37:12.420 it's a
01:37:12.660 fairly
01:37:13.040 unskilled
01:37:13.620 job
01:37:13.960 you can
01:37:14.640 be
01:37:14.780 some
01:37:15.240 miserable
01:37:15.840 resentful
01:37:16.560 horrid
01:37:17.080 bastard
01:37:17.660 doing
01:37:17.960 that
01:37:18.220 job
01:37:18.540 boy
01:37:18.820 you know
01:37:19.400 you can
01:37:19.680 come in
01:37:19.940 there
01:37:20.060 just
01:37:20.300 exuding
01:37:20.880 resentment
01:37:21.660 and bitterness
01:37:22.180 and making
01:37:23.140 mistakes
01:37:23.660 and making
01:37:24.760 sure that
01:37:25.240 every
01:37:25.620 customer
01:37:26.180 that passes
01:37:26.840 by you
01:37:27.240 has a
01:37:27.600 slightly
01:37:28.060 worse
01:37:28.560 day
01:37:28.860 than they
01:37:29.240 need
01:37:29.540 to
01:37:29.780 right
01:37:30.040 and
01:37:30.680 you know
01:37:31.620 pilfering
01:37:32.440 time
01:37:32.800 and perhaps
01:37:33.400 pilfering
01:37:34.020 goods
01:37:34.320 and being
01:37:35.100 resentful
01:37:36.140 about the
01:37:36.540 people
01:37:36.800 who
01:37:37.120 gave you
01:37:38.540 the position
01:37:39.020 because they're
01:37:39.600 above you
01:37:40.040 in the
01:37:40.260 dominance
01:37:40.620 hierarchy
01:37:41.040 and talking
01:37:42.160 you know
01:37:42.860 bad things
01:37:43.800 gossiping
01:37:44.500 behind the
01:37:44.940 back
01:37:45.180 of your
01:37:45.440 co-workers
01:37:46.000 it's like
01:37:46.400 you can
01:37:46.980 take your
01:37:47.540 menial
01:37:47.920 position
01:37:48.500 self
01:37:49.940 described
01:37:50.680 and turn
01:37:51.540 that into
01:37:51.920 a very
01:37:52.280 nice
01:37:52.560 little
01:37:52.780 slice
01:37:53.180 of hell
01:37:53.660 that's
01:37:54.320 for sure
01:37:54.720 and you
01:37:55.260 know
01:37:55.340 you go
01:37:55.640 into
01:37:55.800 places
01:37:56.140 like
01:37:56.400 that
01:37:56.600 I
01:37:56.720 always
01:37:56.900 think
01:37:57.100 of
01:37:57.220 the
01:37:57.360 archetypal
01:37:57.920 diner
01:37:58.380 in that
01:37:58.700 way
01:37:58.840 you know
01:37:59.060 you guys
01:37:59.640 have been
01:37:59.960 in this
01:38:00.300 diner
01:38:00.680 there's
01:38:01.280 a really
01:38:01.540 good
01:38:01.800 opposite
01:38:02.280 diner
01:38:02.900 and
01:38:03.100 there's
01:38:03.480 a
01:38:03.740 great
01:38:04.320 video
01:38:05.360 on
01:38:06.160 YouTube
01:38:06.440 it's
01:38:06.960 Tom Waits
01:38:07.660 reading
01:38:08.080 a poem
01:38:09.120 by
01:38:09.440 Bukowski
01:38:10.380 and I
01:38:11.300 think it's
01:38:11.640 called
01:38:11.840 Nirvana
01:38:12.360 and it's
01:38:13.500 about a
01:38:13.860 good
01:38:14.100 diner
01:38:14.580 that
01:38:14.840 he
01:38:15.360 happened
01:38:15.640 to
01:38:15.800 visit
01:38:16.120 Bukowski
01:38:16.560 happened
01:38:16.840 to
01:38:16.980 visit
01:38:17.140 when he
01:38:17.420 was
01:38:17.600 on a
01:38:18.180 bus
01:38:18.380 when he
01:38:18.680 was
01:38:18.840 a
01:38:19.000 kid
01:38:20.080 a diner
01:38:20.880 where
01:38:21.020 everything
01:38:21.300 was
01:38:21.560 going
01:38:21.900 well
01:38:22.200 and
01:38:22.380 you
01:38:22.720 could
01:38:22.860 listen
01:38:23.080 to
01:38:23.200 that
01:38:23.320 it's
01:38:23.500 great
01:38:23.800 I
01:38:23.960 think
01:38:24.180 it's
01:38:24.360 great
01:38:24.580 but
01:38:24.760 this
01:38:25.280 is
01:38:25.400 the
01:38:25.540 opposite
01:38:25.920 diner
01:38:26.340 I'm
01:38:26.540 thinking
01:38:26.760 about
01:38:26.920 so
01:38:27.020 you'll
01:38:27.160 go
01:38:27.280 into
01:38:27.440 a
01:38:27.620 diner
01:38:27.980 right
01:38:28.240 it's
01:38:28.860 7 o'clock
01:38:29.600 in the
01:38:29.820 morning
01:38:30.020 and
01:38:30.220 you
01:38:30.740 order
01:38:30.940 some
01:38:31.280 bacon
01:38:31.860 and eggs
01:38:32.300 and
01:38:32.500 some
01:38:32.940 toast
01:38:33.300 and
01:38:33.500 then
01:38:34.220 you
01:38:34.720 look
01:38:34.920 around
01:38:35.160 in
01:38:35.280 the
01:38:35.400 diner
01:38:35.720 and
01:38:35.840 you
01:38:35.940 think
01:38:36.200 it was
01:38:37.440 like
01:38:37.620 1975
01:38:38.620 when the
01:38:39.520 windows
01:38:39.820 were
01:38:40.020 last
01:38:40.380 washed
01:38:40.840 and
01:38:41.000 there's
01:38:41.160 this
01:38:41.340 kind
01:38:41.760 of
01:38:41.880 thick
01:38:42.200 coating
01:38:42.680 of
01:38:42.920 who
01:38:43.080 gives
01:38:43.360 a
01:38:43.500 grease
01:38:44.140 on
01:38:44.460 the
01:38:44.660 walls
01:38:45.860 and
01:38:46.500 the
01:38:47.020 floor
01:38:47.300 too
01:38:47.600 has
01:38:47.740 got
01:38:47.920 that
01:38:48.160 stickiness
01:38:48.940 that
01:38:49.160 you
01:38:49.300 really
01:38:55.920 the
01:38:56.140 counter
01:38:56.420 isn't
01:38:56.720 happy
01:38:57.060 that
01:38:57.300 that
01:38:57.600 happens
01:38:57.980 to be
01:38:58.280 the
01:38:58.440 waitress
01:38:58.760 that
01:38:58.940 he's
01:38:59.120 working
01:38:59.420 with
01:38:59.700 and
01:39:00.320 then
01:39:00.560 you
01:39:01.120 know
01:39:01.240 you
01:39:01.440 walk
01:39:01.720 down
01:39:02.040 the
01:39:02.220 stairs
01:39:02.460 maybe
01:39:02.740 to
01:39:02.900 the
01:39:03.040 washroom
01:39:03.460 and
01:39:03.620 that's
01:39:04.200 its
01:39:04.320 own
01:39:04.520 little
01:39:04.740 trip
01:39:05.100 and
01:39:05.840 so
01:39:06.080 you
01:39:06.900 come
01:39:07.120 back
01:39:07.440 and
01:39:07.580 you
01:39:07.940 order
01:39:08.160 your
01:39:08.420 damn
01:39:08.860 eggs
01:39:09.180 and
01:39:09.340 you
01:39:09.460 order
01:39:09.680 your
01:39:09.940 toast
01:39:10.660 and
01:39:10.860 you
01:39:10.980 order
01:39:11.160 your
01:39:11.360 bacon
01:39:11.660 and
01:39:11.840 then
01:39:12.000 it
01:39:12.840 comes
01:39:13.220 and
01:39:13.400 like
01:39:14.240 the
01:39:14.780 eggs
01:39:15.080 are
01:39:15.380 too
01:39:16.340 cooked
01:39:16.660 on
01:39:16.840 the
01:39:16.940 bottom
01:39:17.180 so
01:39:17.380 they're
01:39:17.520 kind
01:39:17.680 of
01:39:17.800 brown
01:39:18.180 and
01:39:18.920 then
01:39:19.020 they're
01:39:19.160 kind
01:39:19.300 of
01:39:19.400 raw
01:39:19.680 on
01:39:19.900 top
01:39:20.280 and
01:39:20.800 they're
01:39:21.500 cold
01:39:21.760 in
01:39:21.880 the
01:39:21.960 middle
01:39:22.160 which
01:39:22.480 is
01:39:22.660 you
01:39:23.060 really
01:39:23.240 have
01:39:23.400 to
01:39:23.520 work
01:39:23.780 to
01:39:23.940 cook
01:39:24.140 an
01:39:24.260 egg
01:39:24.420 like
01:39:24.640 that
01:39:24.920 man
01:39:25.160 but
01:39:25.320 you
01:39:25.680 can
01:39:25.880 master
01:39:26.300 that
01:39:26.560 with
01:39:26.740 like
01:39:26.960 10
01:39:27.480 years
01:39:27.760 of
01:39:27.960 bitterness
01:39:28.360 you
01:39:28.660 teach
01:39:29.320 you
01:39:29.440 how
01:39:29.540 to
01:39:29.620 cook
01:39:29.820 an
01:39:29.940 egg
01:39:30.100 like
01:39:30.320 that
01:39:30.700 and
01:39:31.200 then
01:39:31.340 the
01:39:31.500 toast
01:39:31.820 here's
01:39:32.080 what
01:39:32.240 you
01:39:32.340 do
01:39:32.480 with
01:39:32.620 the
01:39:32.760 toast
01:39:33.080 right
01:39:33.340 you
01:39:33.840 put
01:39:34.040 you
01:39:34.880 take
01:39:35.160 the
01:39:36.160 white
01:39:36.440 bread
01:39:36.800 you
01:39:36.920 know
01:39:37.020 the
01:39:47.680 scrape
01:39:48.020 it
01:39:48.160 off
01:39:48.540 and
01:39:49.860 you
01:39:50.000 knock
01:39:50.240 off
01:39:50.420 the
01:39:50.560 crumbs
01:39:50.800 so
01:39:51.000 it
01:39:51.100 doesn't
01:39:51.320 look
01:39:51.480 too
01:39:51.680 burnt
01:39:51.940 and
01:39:52.100 then
01:39:52.240 you
01:39:52.360 wait
01:39:52.520 till
01:39:52.700 it's
01:39:52.880 cold
01:39:53.100 and
01:39:53.520 then
01:39:53.760 you
01:39:54.340 put
01:39:54.620 cold
01:39:55.560 margarine
01:39:56.040 on it
01:39:56.280 because
01:39:56.480 if
01:39:56.660 you
01:39:56.760 put
01:39:56.940 cold
01:39:57.320 margarine
01:40:00.220 on it
01:40:00.380 you can
01:40:00.580 also
01:40:00.840 tear
01:40:01.400 holes
01:40:01.780 in it
01:40:02.140 so
01:40:02.640 it
01:40:02.820 has
01:40:03.380 lumps
01:40:04.180 of
01:40:04.460 margarine
01:40:05.080 in it
01:40:05.420 and
01:40:05.800 it's
01:40:05.980 really
01:40:06.240 dry
01:40:06.760 except
01:40:07.140 where
01:40:07.360 it's
01:40:07.540 too
01:40:07.720 greasy
01:40:08.120 so
01:40:08.380 that's
01:40:08.700 like
01:40:08.880 it's
01:40:09.060 own
01:40:09.260 little
01:40:09.480 work
01:40:09.800 of
01:40:09.980 art
01:40:10.240 man
01:40:10.620 and
01:40:11.400 then
01:40:11.620 you
01:40:12.020 put
01:40:12.220 that
01:40:12.440 on
01:40:12.620 the
01:40:12.800 side
01:40:13.240 with
01:40:13.800 the
01:40:14.620 eggs
01:40:16.260 and
01:40:16.440 then
01:40:16.580 you
01:40:16.720 have
01:40:16.900 the
01:40:17.060 potatoes
01:40:17.400 and
01:40:18.020 this
01:40:18.200 is
01:40:18.320 how
01:40:18.420 you
01:40:18.580 cook
01:40:18.760 the
01:40:18.900 potatoes
01:40:19.200 properly
01:40:19.720 you know
01:40:22.640 so
01:40:23.100 they're
01:40:23.320 leftover
01:40:23.740 potatoes
01:40:24.240 and
01:40:25.100 you
01:40:25.400 keep
01:40:25.680 dumping
01:40:26.100 new
01:40:26.440 leftover
01:40:26.940 potatoes
01:40:27.380 into
01:40:27.640 the
01:40:27.820 old
01:40:28.100 leftover
01:40:28.560 potatoes
01:40:29.060 over
01:40:29.340 weeks
01:40:29.780 and
01:40:29.980 so
01:40:30.120 some
01:40:30.360 of
01:40:30.460 the
01:40:30.560 potatoes
01:40:30.920 have
01:40:31.120 they're
01:40:31.660 no
01:40:31.820 longer
01:40:32.200 potatoes
01:40:32.760 right
01:40:33.080 they've
01:40:34.140 half
01:40:34.520 returned
01:40:35.120 to
01:40:35.380 mother
01:40:35.680 earth
01:40:36.140 then
01:40:39.280 you
01:40:39.440 flap
01:40:39.980 them
01:40:40.260 on
01:40:40.440 the
01:40:40.600 grill
01:40:40.860 and
01:40:41.380 you
01:40:41.500 sort
01:40:41.760 of
01:40:42.240 I
01:40:43.080 don't
01:40:43.220 know
01:40:43.400 you
01:40:43.680 burn
01:40:44.020 them
01:40:44.200 a
01:40:44.340 bit
01:40:44.560 I
01:40:44.740 guess
01:40:45.040 and
01:40:45.260 then
01:40:45.440 you
01:40:45.580 slap
01:40:46.180 them
01:40:46.380 on
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01:46:15.920 dynamic
01:46:16.680 building
01:46:17.420 across
01:46:17.800 time
01:46:18.120 that
01:46:18.360 is
01:46:18.900 like
01:46:19.120 a
01:46:19.280 vicious
01:46:19.480 circle
01:46:19.980 or
01:46:20.400 like
01:46:20.600 a
01:46:20.720 positive
01:46:20.960 feedback
01:46:21.380 loop
01:46:21.620 it
01:46:21.740 just
01:46:21.920 expands
01:46:22.420 and
01:46:22.560 expands
01:46:22.960 and
01:46:23.080 expands
01:46:23.400 because
01:46:23.600 sometimes
01:46:24.020 in
01:46:24.220 families
01:46:24.520 you
01:46:24.720 see
01:46:24.980 a
01:46:25.780 hyper
01:46:26.020 dependent
01:46:26.360 child
01:46:26.820 and
01:46:27.480 a
01:46:27.720 perfectly
01:46:28.220 independent
01:46:28.800 child
01:46:29.260 and
01:46:29.420 same
01:46:29.740 mother
01:46:30.120 so
01:46:30.880 obviously
01:46:31.520 same
01:46:32.700 mother
01:46:33.060 I mean
01:46:33.320 mothers are
01:46:33.760 very complex
01:46:34.460 and
01:46:34.720 mother for
01:46:35.340 child
01:46:35.640 A
01:46:35.860 and
01:46:36.020 mother
01:46:36.220 for
01:46:36.400 child
01:46:36.640 B
01:46:36.820 are
01:46:36.980 not
01:46:37.160 the
01:46:37.340 same
01:46:37.540 mother
01:46:37.780 even
01:46:38.060 if
01:46:38.240 they
01:46:38.380 happen
01:46:38.600 to
01:46:38.740 be
01:46:38.860 the
01:46:39.020 same
01:46:39.240 human
01:46:39.540 being
01:46:39.860 that
01:46:40.060 literature
01:46:40.360 is
01:46:40.540 quite
01:46:40.740 clear
01:46:41.000 on
01:46:41.140 that
01:46:41.340 but
01:46:41.680 you
01:46:41.780 get
01:46:41.940 my
01:46:42.120 point
01:46:42.400 but
01:46:42.840 God's
01:46:43.260 idea
01:46:43.560 was
01:46:43.860 not
01:46:46.620 only
01:46:46.920 are
01:46:47.660 you
01:46:47.780 not
01:46:47.980 doing
01:46:48.240 well
01:46:48.480 because
01:46:48.840 you're
01:46:50.700 not
01:46:50.820 doing
01:46:51.080 well
01:46:51.280 but
01:46:51.440 you're
01:46:51.700 not
01:46:51.820 doing
01:46:52.000 well
01:46:52.180 because
01:46:52.380 you've
01:46:52.640 actually
01:46:52.960 really
01:46:53.360 spent
01:46:53.920 a lot
01:46:54.140 of
01:46:54.260 work
01:46:54.560 figuring
01:46:55.240 out
01:46:55.480 how
01:46:55.600 to
01:46:55.740 not
01:46:55.940 do
01:46:56.160 well
01:46:56.400 this
01:46:56.620 is
01:46:56.760 like
01:46:56.960 creative
01:46:57.620 effort
01:46:58.360 on
01:46:58.640 your
01:46:58.860 part
01:46:59.200 and
01:46:59.680 if
01:46:59.800 you
01:46:59.920 read
01:47:00.240 about
01:47:00.540 truly
01:47:01.780 malevolent
01:47:02.500 people
01:47:02.860 and
01:47:03.060 you
01:47:03.140 could
01:47:03.280 start
01:47:03.540 with
01:47:03.700 the
01:47:03.860 Columbine
01:47:04.340 killers
01:47:04.680 because
01:47:05.080 they
01:47:05.300 left
01:47:05.500 some
01:47:05.700 very
01:47:05.940 interesting
01:47:06.400 diaries
01:47:06.860 behind
01:47:07.280 so
01:47:07.740 I
01:47:07.880 would
01:47:08.000 recommend
01:47:08.380 them
01:47:08.700 if
01:47:09.160 you
01:47:09.420 there's
01:47:10.040 plenty
01:47:10.340 of
01:47:10.500 serial
01:47:17.780 quite
01:47:17.940 well
01:47:18.280 if
01:47:21.200 you
01:47:21.360 really
01:47:21.700 want
01:47:22.020 to
01:47:22.140 have
01:47:22.400 your
01:47:22.600 countenance
01:47:23.240 fall
01:47:23.940 and
01:47:24.200 be
01:47:24.420 wroth
01:47:24.940 ten
01:47:26.140 years
01:47:26.500 of
01:47:26.740 brooding
01:47:27.240 on
01:47:28.380 your
01:47:28.580 own
01:47:28.780 catastrophe
01:47:29.440 sort
01:47:30.560 of
01:47:30.660 alone
01:47:31.200 and
01:47:32.140 letting
01:47:32.440 your
01:47:32.700 fantasies
01:47:33.320 take
01:47:33.620 shape
01:47:34.020 and
01:47:34.560 egging
01:47:36.280 them
01:47:36.500 on
01:47:36.880 and
01:47:37.400 allowing
01:47:38.600 them
01:47:38.940 to
01:47:39.160 flourish
01:47:39.580 and
01:47:39.940 let's
01:47:40.500 say
01:47:40.640 take
01:47:40.920 possession
01:47:41.360 of
01:47:41.640 you
01:47:41.780 because
01:47:42.200 that's
01:47:42.500 exactly
01:47:42.880 the
01:47:43.080 right
01:47:43.240 way
01:47:43.360 to
01:47:43.480 think
01:47:43.660 about
01:47:43.860 it
01:47:44.040 that'll
01:47:44.680 get
01:47:44.880 you
01:47:45.160 somewhere
01:47:46.600 like
01:47:47.520 this
01:47:47.780 and
01:47:48.700 there
01:47:48.820 are
01:47:48.940 more
01:47:49.140 people
01:47:49.580 who
01:47:50.020 are
01:47:50.120 like
01:47:50.320 that
01:47:50.560 than
01:47:50.800 you
01:47:50.940 think
01:47:51.340 and
01:47:52.000 you're
01:47:52.380 more
01:47:52.620 like
01:47:52.880 that
01:47:53.140 than
01:47:53.380 you
01:47:53.540 think
01:47:53.900 well
01:47:58.640 so
01:47:58.860 Cain
01:47:59.120 he's
01:47:59.300 obviously
01:47:59.620 not
01:47:59.900 very
01:48:00.140 happy
01:48:00.400 about
01:48:00.680 this
01:48:01.420 whole
01:48:01.680 answer
01:48:02.160 obviously
01:48:02.780 because
01:48:03.180 the
01:48:03.600 last
01:48:03.860 thing
01:48:04.020 you
01:48:04.140 want
01:48:04.300 to
01:48:04.380 hear
01:48:04.540 if
01:48:04.700 your
01:48:04.840 life
01:48:05.100 is
01:48:05.280 turned
01:48:05.880 into
01:48:06.140 a
01:48:06.300 catastrophe
01:48:06.760 and
01:48:07.100 you
01:48:07.240 take
01:48:07.840 God
01:48:08.120 to
01:48:08.300 task
01:48:08.680 for
01:48:08.900 creating
01:48:09.260 a
01:48:09.560 universe
01:48:09.900 where
01:48:10.140 that
01:48:10.380 sort
01:48:10.940 of
01:48:11.040 thing
01:48:11.200 was
01:48:11.400 allowed
01:48:11.700 is
01:48:12.180 that
01:48:12.400 it's
01:48:13.140 your
01:48:13.300 own
01:48:13.500 fault
01:48:13.800 and
01:48:14.360 you
01:48:14.500 should
01:48:14.700 straighten
01:48:15.160 up
01:48:15.400 and
01:48:15.560 fly
01:48:15.900 right
01:48:16.240 so
01:48:16.440 to
01:48:16.600 speak
01:48:16.880 and
01:48:17.280 you
01:48:17.420 shouldn't
01:48:17.700 be
01:48:17.940 complaining
01:48:18.520 about
01:48:18.860 the
01:48:19.120 nature
01:48:19.460 of
01:48:19.720 being
01:48:20.240 but
01:48:22.020 that
01:48:22.220 is
01:48:22.460 the
01:48:22.740 answer
01:48:23.020 he
01:48:23.180 gets
01:48:23.520 and
01:48:23.700 so
01:48:23.840 then
01:48:24.000 what
01:48:24.180 happens
01:48:24.600 well
01:48:25.680 we
01:48:25.840 have
01:48:26.060 to
01:48:26.220 infer
01:48:26.680 that
01:48:26.980 if
01:48:27.160 Cain
01:48:27.620 was
01:48:27.860 angry
01:48:28.220 before
01:48:28.740 that
01:48:29.500 he's
01:48:29.760 a
01:48:30.420 lot
01:48:30.620 more
01:48:30.900 angry
01:48:31.220 now
01:48:31.680 and
01:48:32.340 of
01:48:33.260 course
01:48:33.480 that's
01:48:33.820 exactly
01:48:34.240 what
01:48:35.620 the
01:48:35.780 story
01:48:36.000 reveals
01:48:36.460 and
01:48:36.760 Cain
01:48:36.980 talked
01:48:37.280 with
01:48:37.460 Abel
01:48:37.700 his
01:48:37.900 brother
01:48:38.220 and
01:48:40.580 it
01:48:40.680 came
01:48:40.840 to
01:48:41.000 pass
01:48:41.300 when
01:48:41.460 they
01:48:41.560 were
01:48:41.660 in
01:48:41.740 the
01:48:41.860 field
01:48:42.060 that
01:48:42.260 Cain
01:48:42.480 rose
01:48:42.740 up
01:48:43.020 against
01:48:43.460 Abel
01:48:43.800 his
01:48:44.000 brother
01:48:44.280 and
01:48:44.500 slew
01:48:44.800 him
01:48:45.080 I'm
01:48:49.540 going to
01:48:49.700 read you
01:48:49.960 something
01:48:50.240 else
01:48:50.600 now
01:48:50.900 this
01:48:52.320 is
01:48:52.500 foreshadowing
01:48:53.140 again
01:48:53.460 this
01:48:54.700 is
01:48:54.820 from
01:48:54.980 the
01:48:55.120 same
01:48:55.300 chapter
01:48:55.680 by
01:48:55.880 the
01:48:55.960 way
01:48:56.160 do
01:48:57.120 what
01:48:57.280 is
01:48:57.400 meaningful
01:48:57.720 not
01:48:57.960 what
01:48:58.100 is
01:48:58.220 expedient
01:48:58.660 Jesus
01:48:59.260 was
01:48:59.500 led
01:48:59.720 into
01:48:59.900 the
01:49:00.060 wilderness
01:49:00.360 according
01:49:00.780 to
01:49:00.960 the
01:49:01.100 story
01:49:01.340 to
01:49:01.500 be
01:49:01.620 tempted
01:49:01.900 by
01:49:02.120 the
01:49:02.320 devil
01:49:02.640 Matthew
01:49:03.160 4
01:49:03.560 1
01:49:04.320 prior
01:49:04.800 to
01:49:04.980 his
01:49:05.120 crucifixion
01:49:05.720 this
01:49:06.340 is
01:49:06.500 the
01:49:06.680 story
01:49:06.960 of
01:49:07.120 Cain
01:49:07.640 restated
01:49:08.580 abstractly
01:49:09.420 Cain
01:49:09.920 is
01:49:10.120 far
01:49:10.360 from
01:49:10.560 happy
01:49:10.900 as
01:49:11.060 we
01:49:11.180 have
01:49:11.300 seen
01:49:11.540 he's
01:49:12.300 working
01:49:12.560 hard
01:49:13.000 or so
01:49:13.500 he
01:49:13.700 thinks
01:49:14.000 but
01:49:14.180 God
01:49:14.460 is
01:49:14.580 not
01:49:14.780 pleased
01:49:15.160 meanwhile
01:49:16.040 Abel
01:49:16.620 is dancing
01:49:17.240 away
01:49:17.540 in the
01:49:17.760 daisies
01:49:18.180 his
01:49:18.380 crops
01:49:18.760 flourish
01:49:19.280 women
01:49:19.620 love
01:49:19.960 him
01:49:20.180 worst
01:49:20.800 of
01:49:20.900 all
01:49:21.060 he's
01:49:21.620 a
01:49:21.740 pretty
01:49:21.880 good
01:49:22.100 guy
01:49:22.420 everyone
01:49:23.400 knows
01:49:23.800 it
01:49:24.000 he
01:49:24.300 deserves
01:49:24.680 his
01:49:24.860 good
01:49:25.040 fortune
01:49:25.480 all the
01:49:26.620 more reason
01:49:27.080 to hate
01:49:27.580 him
01:49:27.860 I used
01:49:28.960 to joke
01:49:29.380 when I
01:49:29.740 I used
01:49:30.100 to teach
01:49:30.440 at
01:49:30.580 Harvard
01:49:30.860 and now
01:49:31.520 and then
01:49:31.720 my wife
01:49:32.120 would have
01:49:32.420 some of
01:49:32.740 the
01:49:32.840 undergraduates
01:49:33.480 over
01:49:33.760 we used
01:49:34.520 to joke
01:49:34.960 afterwards
01:49:35.580 because
01:49:36.140 some of
01:49:36.380 them
01:49:36.500 were
01:49:36.640 many
01:49:37.240 of
01:49:37.460 them
01:49:37.580 were
01:49:37.700 very
01:49:37.920 remarkable
01:49:38.420 kids
01:49:38.860 you know
01:49:39.120 like
01:49:39.340 they
01:49:39.560 they were
01:49:40.960 super
01:49:41.280 smart
01:49:41.680 they were
01:49:42.060 athletic
01:49:42.500 or they
01:49:42.900 had
01:49:43.120 some
01:49:43.400 dramatic
01:49:44.020 ability
01:49:44.540 or they
01:49:44.860 were
01:49:45.040 musicians
01:49:45.540 or they
01:49:45.960 done
01:49:46.200 some
01:49:46.520 spectacular
01:49:47.260 charitable
01:49:47.860 work
01:49:48.280 because
01:49:48.780 you
01:49:48.880 basically
01:49:49.280 to get
01:49:49.660 accepted
01:49:50.120 into
01:49:50.400 Harvard
01:49:50.680 you
01:49:50.860 had
01:49:51.020 to
01:49:51.140 be
01:49:51.300 top
01:49:51.700 of
01:49:51.820 your
01:49:51.920 damn
01:49:52.220 school
01:49:52.660 and
01:49:53.320 then
01:49:53.440 you
01:49:53.560 had
01:49:53.740 to
01:49:53.820 have
01:49:53.960 at
01:49:54.080 least
01:49:54.280 two
01:49:54.500 other
01:49:54.760 outstanding
01:49:55.300 things
01:49:55.760 going
01:49:56.060 for
01:49:56.360 you
01:49:56.540 you
01:49:56.560 know
01:49:56.840 and
01:49:57.320 what
01:49:57.400 was
01:49:57.540 so
01:49:57.700 annoying
01:49:58.100 about
01:49:58.400 most
01:49:58.700 of
01:49:58.840 these
01:49:59.000 kids
01:49:59.260 this
01:49:59.480 was
01:49:59.620 our
01:49:59.780 joke
01:50:00.040 was
01:50:00.220 you
01:50:00.720 really
01:50:01.040 both
01:50:01.700 liked
01:50:02.060 them
01:50:02.240 and
01:50:02.540 respected
01:50:03.140 them
01:50:03.340 my joke
01:50:05.180 was
01:50:05.440 you'd
01:50:05.700 think
01:50:05.840 they
01:50:05.980 would
01:50:06.140 have
01:50:06.220 the
01:50:06.460 good
01:50:06.640 graces
01:50:07.000 to
01:50:07.240 be
01:50:07.860 like
01:50:08.200 dislikable
01:50:09.120 sons
01:50:09.460 of
01:50:09.680 bitches
01:50:09.960 at
01:50:10.240 least
01:50:10.420 with
01:50:10.620 all
01:50:10.780 those
01:50:11.700 other
01:50:12.080 great
01:50:12.560 things
01:50:13.000 going
01:50:13.440 for
01:50:13.720 them
01:50:13.900 they
01:50:14.040 had
01:50:14.280 to
01:50:14.400 add
01:50:14.680 respectability
01:50:16.140 and
01:50:16.440 likability
01:50:17.020 to it
01:50:17.420 as well
01:50:17.680 so you
01:50:18.040 thought
01:50:18.200 well
01:50:18.620 you
01:50:18.800 know
01:50:18.900 it
01:50:19.040 really
01:50:19.220 couldn't
01:50:19.480 happen
01:50:19.840 to
01:50:20.040 a
01:50:20.180 better
01:50:20.360 person
01:50:20.860 it's
01:50:21.120 like
01:50:21.320 good
01:50:21.560 god
01:50:22.000 well
01:50:22.640 that's
01:50:22.980 that's
01:50:23.460 that's
01:50:23.820 able
01:50:24.140 situation
01:50:24.900 you know
01:50:25.320 it's
01:50:25.540 like
01:50:25.760 and you
01:50:26.500 know
01:50:26.640 the funny
01:50:27.040 thing
01:50:27.300 too
01:50:27.520 is
01:50:27.700 that
01:50:27.880 that's
01:50:28.560 an
01:50:28.680 ideal
01:50:29.060 that's
01:50:29.440 the
01:50:29.580 ideal
01:50:29.940 right
01:50:30.240 because
01:50:30.520 an
01:50:30.680 ideal
01:50:30.980 person
01:50:31.460 let's
01:50:31.860 say
01:50:32.020 would
01:50:32.260 be
01:50:32.560 someone
01:50:34.140 who
01:50:34.380 you
01:50:34.540 would
01:50:34.740 want
01:50:35.340 to
01:50:35.420 be
01:50:35.520 like
01:50:35.840 and
01:50:36.080 someone
01:50:36.740 who
01:50:37.120 is
01:50:37.540 operating
01:50:38.100 in
01:50:38.300 the
01:50:38.440 world
01:50:38.680 like
01:50:38.980 you
01:50:39.200 would
01:50:39.360 want
01:50:40.040 to
01:50:40.200 operate
01:50:40.680 and
01:50:41.140 someone
01:50:41.440 whom
01:50:41.700 fortune
01:50:42.300 was
01:50:42.600 smiling
01:50:43.040 on
01:50:43.300 and
01:50:43.440 someone
01:50:43.640 who
01:50:43.800 was
01:50:43.940 making
01:50:44.220 the
01:50:44.420 right
01:50:44.640 sacrifices
01:50:45.260 it's
01:50:45.520 really
01:50:45.860 what
01:50:46.640 you
01:50:46.920 would
01:50:47.160 want
01:50:47.440 to
01:50:47.580 be
01:50:47.940 and
01:50:49.320 so
01:50:49.560 Cain
01:50:49.900 kills
01:50:50.360 that
01:50:50.820 right
01:50:53.040 so
01:50:53.200 it's
01:50:53.320 a
01:50:57.300 people
01:50:57.580 have
01:50:58.020 about
01:50:58.800 people
01:50:59.560 who
01:50:59.800 have
01:51:00.040 done
01:51:00.560 well
01:51:00.900 in
01:51:01.060 the
01:51:01.160 world
01:51:01.400 they're
01:51:01.620 always
01:51:01.860 looking
01:51:02.680 for
01:51:03.000 some
01:51:03.360 reason
01:51:03.900 why
01:51:04.140 they've
01:51:04.400 done
01:51:04.580 well
01:51:04.720 they
01:51:04.840 must
01:51:05.040 be
01:51:05.240 crooked
01:51:05.540 or
01:51:05.760 they
01:51:05.900 must
01:51:06.080 be
01:51:06.360 conniving
01:51:07.760 or
01:51:08.020 they
01:51:08.160 must
01:51:08.380 be
01:51:08.780 arrogant
01:51:09.220 or
01:51:09.480 they
01:51:09.620 must
01:51:09.780 be
01:51:09.960 psychopathic
01:51:10.840 and
01:51:11.340 of course
01:51:12.020 all of
01:51:12.360 those
01:51:12.520 things
01:51:12.780 exist
01:51:13.240 but
01:51:13.480 it's
01:51:14.120 a
01:51:14.320 very
01:51:14.540 bad
01:51:14.960 trick
01:51:15.400 to
01:51:15.660 play
01:51:15.960 on
01:51:16.200 yourself
01:51:16.660 to
01:51:17.180 make
01:51:17.440 the
01:51:17.660 proposition
01:51:18.240 that
01:51:18.600 the
01:51:18.760 person
01:51:19.100 in
01:51:19.340 the
01:51:19.480 world
01:51:19.720 who
01:51:19.940 represents
01:51:20.680 your
01:51:21.040 own
01:51:21.420 ideal
01:51:22.000 is
01:51:22.700 that
01:51:22.920 ideal
01:51:23.320 because
01:51:23.700 of
01:51:24.060 despicable
01:51:25.420 reasons
01:51:25.880 because
01:51:26.200 what
01:51:26.460 you
01:51:26.620 do
01:51:26.780 is
01:51:26.920 train
01:51:27.240 yourself
01:51:27.740 that
01:51:28.020 the
01:51:28.260 ideal
01:51:28.680 that
01:51:28.920 you
01:51:29.080 should
01:51:29.380 pursue
01:51:29.780 can
01:51:30.020 only
01:51:30.300 exist
01:51:30.800 if
01:51:31.000 it's
01:51:31.180 motivated
01:51:31.560 by
01:51:31.780 despicable
01:51:32.300 reasons
01:51:32.780 and
01:51:33.280 then
01:51:33.540 what
01:51:33.920 not
01:51:34.520 only
01:51:34.780 is
01:51:34.960 able
01:51:35.280 your
01:51:35.540 brother
01:51:35.840 dead
01:51:36.240 as
01:51:36.620 your
01:51:36.800 brother
01:51:37.100 in
01:51:37.540 the
01:51:37.700 field
01:51:38.000 in
01:51:38.260 reality
01:51:38.740 but
01:51:39.240 you've
01:51:39.420 also
01:51:39.640 slaughtered
01:51:40.580 your
01:51:40.760 own
01:51:41.120 ideal
01:51:41.720 well
01:51:42.840 then
01:51:43.080 what
01:51:43.280 the
01:51:43.460 hell
01:51:43.660 are
01:51:43.780 you
01:51:43.860 going
01:51:44.000 to
01:51:44.100 work
01:51:44.360 for
01:51:44.620 how
01:51:44.940 are
01:51:45.100 you
01:51:45.160 going
01:51:45.280 to
01:51:45.380 live
01:51:45.620 then
01:51:46.080 well
01:51:47.260 bitterly
01:51:48.200 and
01:51:48.380 miserably
01:51:48.840 that's
01:51:49.220 for
01:51:49.360 sure
01:51:49.620 bitterly
01:51:50.480 miserably
01:51:51.120 and
01:51:51.320 hopelessly
01:51:52.240 that's
01:51:52.820 how
01:51:52.960 you're
01:51:53.160 going
01:51:53.380 to
01:51:53.560 live
01:51:53.860 you
01:51:54.460 know
01:51:54.540 and
01:51:54.660 it's
01:51:54.820 so
01:51:54.980 rare
01:51:55.360 that
01:51:55.580 I
01:51:55.740 see
01:51:56.140 especially
01:51:57.400 publicly
01:51:58.120 that
01:51:59.420 people
01:51:59.860 honestly
01:52:01.060 admit
01:52:01.700 with
01:52:02.200 sports
01:52:02.620 figures
01:52:02.960 they'll
01:52:03.220 do
01:52:03.360 it
01:52:03.480 that's
01:52:03.780 the
01:52:03.880 that's
01:52:04.240 one
01:52:04.440 place
01:52:04.780 where
01:52:04.980 that
01:52:05.180 seems
01:52:05.420 to
01:52:05.580 happen
01:52:05.860 but
01:52:06.060 it's
01:52:06.520 so
01:52:06.820 uncommon
01:52:07.740 for
01:52:08.200 expressions
01:52:09.280 of
01:52:09.840 admiration
01:52:10.700 and
01:52:11.240 gratitude
01:52:11.880 to
01:52:12.720 manifest
01:52:13.760 themselves
01:52:14.360 in
01:52:14.600 any
01:52:15.040 public
01:52:15.600 communication
01:52:17.100 of
01:52:17.300 any
01:52:17.540 sort
01:52:17.820 newspapers
01:52:18.400 tv
01:52:18.920 youtube
01:52:20.040 twitter
01:52:21.060 it's
01:52:22.020 almost
01:52:22.380 always
01:52:22.980 undermining
01:52:25.100 and
01:52:25.340 backbiting
01:52:26.100 and
01:52:26.340 criticism
01:52:26.840 and
01:52:27.220 very
01:52:27.580 often
01:52:27.960 directed
01:52:28.440 to
01:52:28.680 people
01:52:29.000 who
01:52:29.640 who
01:52:33.300 have
01:52:33.460 often
01:52:33.800 done
01:52:34.040 little
01:52:34.300 else
01:52:34.680 but
01:52:34.960 bring
01:52:36.120 good
01:52:36.400 things
01:52:36.780 into
01:52:37.000 the
01:52:37.220 world
01:52:37.500 for
01:52:37.880 other
01:52:38.120 people
01:52:38.480 and
01:52:40.060 that's
01:52:40.320 part
01:52:40.600 of
01:52:40.720 why
01:52:40.920 this
01:52:41.160 is
01:52:41.320 such
01:52:41.520 a
01:52:41.660 profound
01:52:42.000 story
01:52:42.580 he's a
01:52:45.640 pretty
01:52:45.780 good
01:52:45.940 guy
01:52:46.160 everyone
01:52:46.440 knows
01:52:46.800 it
01:52:46.960 he
01:52:47.100 deserves
01:52:47.480 his
01:52:47.640 good
01:52:47.820 fortune
01:52:48.220 all
01:52:48.780 the
01:52:48.960 more
01:52:49.140 reason
01:52:49.480 to
01:52:49.640 hate
01:52:49.900 him
01:52:50.120 that's
01:52:50.780 for
01:52:50.980 sure
01:52:51.320 cain
01:52:52.060 broods
01:52:52.460 on his
01:52:52.780 misfortune
01:52:53.340 like a
01:52:54.000 vulture
01:52:54.340 on an
01:52:54.800 egg
01:52:55.100 he
01:52:55.800 enters
01:52:56.100 the
01:52:56.320 desert
01:52:56.820 wilderness
01:52:57.340 of his
01:52:57.720 own
01:52:57.940 mind
01:52:58.300 he
01:52:58.740 obsesses
01:52:59.360 over
01:52:59.780 his
01:53:00.060 ill
01:53:00.360 fortune
01:53:00.860 and
01:53:01.160 betrayal
01:53:01.680 he
01:53:02.220 nourishes
01:53:02.740 his
01:53:03.040 resentment
01:53:03.640 he
01:53:07.780 indulges
01:53:08.240 in
01:53:08.420 ever
01:53:08.580 more
01:53:08.840 elaborate
01:53:09.280 fantasies
01:53:09.920 of
01:53:10.080 revenge
01:53:10.540 his
01:53:11.580 arrogance
01:53:11.940 grows
01:53:12.340 to
01:53:12.560 luciferian
01:53:13.260 proportions
01:53:13.800 I'm
01:53:14.580 ill
01:53:14.920 used
01:53:15.360 and
01:53:15.660 oppressed
01:53:16.260 he
01:53:16.640 thinks
01:53:17.020 this
01:53:17.640 is
01:53:17.800 a
01:53:18.000 stupid
01:53:18.360 bloody
01:53:18.820 planet
01:53:19.300 it
01:53:20.060 can
01:53:20.240 go
01:53:20.400 to
01:53:20.580 hell
01:53:20.900 and
01:53:22.200 with
01:53:22.380 that
01:53:22.640 he
01:53:22.800 encounters
01:53:23.320 Satan
01:53:23.740 in
01:53:23.980 the
01:53:24.120 wilderness
01:53:24.500 and
01:53:25.260 falls
01:53:25.560 prey
01:53:25.860 to
01:53:26.040 his
01:53:26.240 temptations
01:53:27.060 and
01:53:28.660 he
01:53:28.780 does
01:53:29.000 what
01:53:29.180 he
01:53:29.300 can
01:53:29.600 in
01:53:29.800 John
01:53:30.060 Milton's
01:53:30.580 unforgettable
01:53:31.220 words
01:53:31.860 to
01:53:32.620 confound
01:53:33.540 the race
01:53:34.140 of
01:53:34.360 mankind
01:53:34.820 in
01:53:35.400 the
01:53:35.580 first
01:53:35.880 root
01:53:36.220 and
01:53:36.520 mingle
01:53:36.980 and
01:53:37.360 involve
01:53:37.920 earth
01:53:38.300 with
01:53:38.580 hell
01:53:39.000 done
01:53:39.960 all
01:53:40.520 to
01:53:41.160 spite
01:53:41.840 the
01:53:42.300 great
01:53:42.800 creator
01:53:44.020 he
01:53:47.140 turns
01:53:47.400 to
01:53:47.560 evil
01:53:47.780 to
01:53:48.000 obtain
01:53:48.360 what
01:53:48.560 good
01:53:48.780 forbade
01:53:49.220 him
01:53:49.440 and
01:53:49.880 he
01:53:50.000 does
01:53:50.200 it
01:53:50.340 voluntarily
01:53:51.000 self
01:53:51.600 consciously
01:53:52.180 and
01:53:53.040 with
01:53:53.240 malice
01:53:53.900 let
01:53:56.120 him
01:53:56.360 who
01:53:56.560 has
01:53:56.840 ears
01:53:57.220 hear
01:53:57.700 so
01:54:02.780 that's
01:54:03.200 the
01:54:03.380 first
01:54:03.680 two
01:54:03.960 human
01:54:04.360 beings
01:54:04.880 the
01:54:05.860 resentful
01:54:06.640 bitter
01:54:07.160 failure
01:54:07.820 taking
01:54:09.500 an axe
01:54:10.160 to
01:54:11.040 the
01:54:11.220 admirable
01:54:11.740 success
01:54:12.640 and
01:54:19.280 the
01:54:19.420 Lord
01:54:19.620 said
01:54:19.880 unto
01:54:20.080 Cain
01:54:20.380 where
01:54:20.600 is
01:54:20.760 Abel
01:54:21.000 thy
01:54:21.180 brother
01:54:21.460 and
01:54:21.740 he
01:54:21.920 said
01:54:22.220 I
01:54:22.380 know
01:54:22.540 not
01:54:22.840 am
01:54:23.000 I
01:54:23.120 my
01:54:23.280 brother's
01:54:23.660 keeper
01:54:23.920 and
01:54:26.780 he
01:54:28.340 said
01:54:28.660 what
01:54:28.860 hast
01:54:29.180 done
01:54:29.720 the
01:54:29.960 voice
01:54:30.240 of
01:54:30.420 thy
01:54:30.620 brother's
01:54:31.180 blood
01:54:31.480 crieth
01:54:32.140 unto
01:54:32.520 me
01:54:32.760 from
01:54:33.000 the
01:54:33.180 ground
01:54:33.600 now
01:54:37.280 art
01:54:37.560 thou
01:54:37.780 cursed
01:54:38.140 from
01:54:38.380 the
01:54:38.560 earth
01:54:38.900 which
01:54:39.820 hath
01:54:39.980 opened
01:54:40.280 her
01:54:40.460 mouth
01:54:40.680 to
01:54:40.880 receive
01:54:41.280 thy
01:54:41.500 brother's
01:54:41.940 blood
01:54:42.160 from
01:54:42.400 thy
01:54:42.660 hand
01:54:43.080 you
01:54:45.040 know
01:54:45.220 if
01:54:45.960 you
01:54:46.040 want
01:54:46.180 to
01:54:46.280 understand
01:54:46.720 that
01:54:47.220 which
01:54:47.980 I
01:54:48.120 would
01:54:48.260 recommend
01:54:48.720 you
01:54:49.180 could
01:54:49.300 read
01:54:49.600 Dostoevsky's
01:54:50.980 Crime and
01:54:53.400 Punishment
01:54:53.820 that's
01:54:55.500 a
01:54:55.620 great
01:54:55.880 it's
01:54:57.160 a
01:54:57.260 great
01:54:57.460 novel
01:54:57.780 I
01:54:57.960 think
01:54:58.140 it
01:54:58.260 might
01:54:58.380 be
01:54:58.480 the
01:54:58.620 greatest
01:54:58.840 novel
01:54:59.160 ever
01:54:59.380 written
01:54:59.680 because
01:55:00.160 I
01:55:00.280 haven't
01:55:00.480 read
01:55:00.660 every
01:55:00.920 novel
01:55:01.220 but
01:55:01.780 in
01:55:02.280 my
01:55:02.520 experience
01:55:02.940 it's
01:55:03.200 the
01:55:03.340 greatest
01:55:03.580 novel
01:55:03.960 and
01:55:04.880 it
01:55:05.040 is
01:55:05.500 exactly
01:55:05.900 this
01:55:06.220 it
01:55:06.600 it
01:55:07.380 says
01:55:08.180 what
01:55:08.380 happens
01:55:08.760 psychologically
01:55:09.360 if you
01:55:10.000 commit
01:55:10.580 the
01:55:10.820 ultimate
01:55:11.140 crime
01:55:11.580 it's
01:55:12.820 amazing
01:55:13.260 it's
01:55:13.520 absolutely
01:55:13.900 amazing
01:55:14.340 it's
01:55:14.680 it's
01:55:14.980 it's
01:55:15.600 there's
01:55:17.360 there's
01:55:19.020 no psychologist
01:55:19.720 like
01:55:20.080 Dostoevsky
01:55:20.860 when thou
01:55:22.580 tellest the
01:55:23.080 ground it
01:55:23.480 shall not
01:55:23.820 henceforth
01:55:24.340 yield unto
01:55:24.980 thee
01:55:25.220 her strength
01:55:25.840 a fugitive
01:55:26.420 and a
01:55:26.660 vagabond
01:55:27.120 shalt thou
01:55:27.580 be in
01:55:27.880 the earth
01:55:28.280 and Cain
01:55:29.000 said unto
01:55:29.660 the Lord
01:55:30.080 my punishment
01:55:31.540 is greater
01:55:32.000 than I can
01:55:32.500 bear
01:55:32.700 now one
01:55:33.980 of the
01:55:34.200 things that's
01:55:34.660 interesting about
01:55:35.300 this is that
01:55:35.960 you know
01:55:36.220 it's
01:55:36.660 I think
01:55:37.480 the punishment
01:55:38.320 that God
01:55:38.820 lays on
01:55:39.320 Cain
01:55:39.600 is
01:55:41.440 it's like
01:55:42.040 the
01:55:42.340 inevitable
01:55:43.080 consequences
01:55:43.840 of Cain's
01:55:44.380 action
01:55:44.740 it's something
01:55:45.180 like that
01:55:45.700 it's like
01:55:46.080 well he
01:55:46.900 killed his
01:55:47.320 brother
01:55:47.660 there's no
01:55:49.580 going back
01:55:50.080 from that
01:55:50.540 man
01:55:50.820 like
01:55:51.080 good
01:55:52.660 good luck
01:55:52.860 forgiving
01:55:53.280 yourself
01:55:53.800 for that
01:55:55.340 especially
01:55:56.020 if he was
01:55:56.440 an ideal
01:55:56.980 especially
01:55:57.520 if he was
01:55:57.920 your ideal
01:55:58.520 because you
01:55:59.080 haven't just
01:55:59.400 killed your
01:55:59.800 brother
01:56:00.080 and of course
01:56:01.020 tortured your
01:56:02.780 parents and the
01:56:03.480 rest of your
01:56:03.940 family
01:56:04.380 you've deprived
01:56:05.300 the community
01:56:05.920 of someone
01:56:06.460 who is upstanding
01:56:07.340 and
01:56:08.220 you did it
01:56:09.440 for the worst
01:56:10.080 possible
01:56:10.660 motivations
01:56:11.340 it's like
01:56:12.060 there's no
01:56:14.720 up from there
01:56:16.720 right
01:56:17.220 that's
01:56:18.480 that's as close
01:56:19.960 to hell
01:56:20.340 as you can
01:56:20.800 manage on earth
01:56:21.600 I would say
01:56:22.160 and Cain said
01:56:23.060 unto the Lord
01:56:23.580 my punishment
01:56:24.120 is greater
01:56:24.600 than I can bear
01:56:25.360 behold
01:56:26.880 thou hast
01:56:27.380 driven me
01:56:27.880 out this day
01:56:28.520 from the face
01:56:29.080 of the earth
01:56:29.560 and from thy
01:56:30.300 face shall I
01:56:31.060 be hid
01:56:31.480 that too
01:56:32.440 it's like
01:56:32.840 there's also
01:56:33.760 no
01:56:34.200 turning back
01:56:35.440 to God
01:56:36.040 let's say
01:56:36.640 after an error
01:56:37.700 like that
01:56:38.300 because
01:56:38.640 well
01:56:39.520 you've done
01:56:41.540 everything you
01:56:42.100 possibly could
01:56:42.920 to spite
01:56:44.000 God
01:56:45.220 assuming he
01:56:46.180 exists
01:56:46.780 and the
01:56:47.420 probability
01:56:47.820 that you're
01:56:48.340 going to be
01:56:48.920 able to
01:56:49.240 mend that
01:56:49.780 relationship
01:56:50.360 in your
01:56:50.900 now broken
01:56:52.220 state
01:56:52.860 when you
01:56:54.100 couldn't
01:56:54.440 mend it
01:56:54.820 to begin
01:56:55.300 with
01:56:55.580 before you
01:56:56.080 did something
01:56:56.700 so terrible
01:56:57.460 starts to
01:56:59.100 move towards
01:56:59.720 zero
01:57:00.140 and it shall
01:57:01.400 come to pass
01:57:02.020 that everyone
01:57:02.480 that findeth
01:57:03.100 me
01:57:03.240 shall slay
01:57:03.820 me
01:57:03.980 and the
01:57:04.460 Lord said
01:57:04.920 unto him
01:57:05.740 therefore
01:57:06.800 whosoever
01:57:07.500 slayeth
01:57:07.940 Cain
01:57:08.440 vengeance
01:57:09.240 shall be
01:57:09.840 taken
01:57:10.140 on him
01:57:10.660 sevenfold
01:57:11.340 and the
01:57:12.020 Lord
01:57:12.220 set a mark
01:57:12.800 upon Cain
01:57:13.400 lest any
01:57:13.920 finding him
01:57:14.560 should kill
01:57:15.060 him
01:57:15.300 that's an
01:57:16.000 interesting
01:57:16.420 thing
01:57:16.760 I wondered
01:57:17.460 about that
01:57:17.940 for a long
01:57:18.360 time
01:57:18.580 because you
01:57:19.000 might think
01:57:19.420 well why
01:57:19.740 would God
01:57:20.160 take Cain
01:57:20.720 under his
01:57:21.140 wing
01:57:21.420 so to speak
01:57:22.020 given what's
01:57:22.560 already
01:57:22.820 happened
01:57:23.180 and I
01:57:23.460 think it
01:57:23.720 has something
01:57:24.160 to do
01:57:24.500 with
01:57:24.720 the
01:57:25.700 emergence
01:57:26.520 of the
01:57:26.920 idea
01:57:27.280 that it
01:57:27.620 was necessary
01:57:28.220 to prevent
01:57:29.240 tit for tat
01:57:30.520 revenge
01:57:31.100 slayings
01:57:31.760 and something
01:57:32.560 like that
01:57:33.120 you know
01:57:33.400 and there's
01:57:34.920 hints of
01:57:35.380 that later
01:57:35.940 in the text
01:57:36.520 because you
01:57:37.040 know
01:57:37.220 it's like
01:57:37.840 well I
01:57:38.840 kill your
01:57:39.220 brother
01:57:39.480 and then you
01:57:39.960 kill two
01:57:40.600 of my
01:57:40.860 brothers
01:57:41.140 and then I
01:57:41.540 kill your
01:57:42.760 whole family
01:57:43.320 and then you
01:57:43.840 kill my
01:57:44.340 whole town
01:57:44.880 and then I
01:57:45.360 kill your
01:57:45.740 whole country
01:57:46.320 and then we
01:57:46.780 blow up the
01:57:47.260 world
01:57:47.520 it's like
01:57:48.000 that's probably
01:57:48.920 not a very
01:57:50.240 intelligent solution
01:57:51.960 to the initial
01:57:52.900 problem
01:57:53.460 even though the
01:57:54.180 initial problem
01:57:55.100 which might be
01:57:55.660 a murder
01:57:56.020 is not an easy
01:57:56.980 thing to solve
01:57:57.820 but I think
01:57:58.640 it's something
01:57:59.100 like that
01:57:59.740 and then
01:58:00.760 the last part
01:58:01.620 of the story
01:58:02.120 is
01:58:02.480 that's
01:58:04.040 William Blake
01:58:04.740 so Adam
01:58:09.020 and Eve
01:58:09.320 have discovered
01:58:10.100 their dead
01:58:10.640 son
01:58:11.020 and
01:58:13.360 Cain
01:58:14.480 has become
01:58:16.360 cognizant
01:58:17.100 I would say
01:58:17.700 of what
01:58:18.360 he did
01:58:19.120 and what
01:58:19.600 he is
01:58:20.120 right
01:58:21.100 so it's
01:58:21.400 another entrance
01:58:22.060 into a form
01:58:22.740 of self
01:58:23.140 consciousness
01:58:23.620 it's
01:58:24.460 it's
01:58:24.980 you know
01:58:26.100 the self
01:58:26.460 consciousness
01:58:26.900 that Adam
01:58:27.760 and Eve
01:58:28.040 developed
01:58:28.440 was painful
01:58:29.220 enough
01:58:29.640 they become
01:58:30.640 aware of
01:58:31.040 their own
01:58:31.300 vulnerability
01:58:31.780 and their
01:58:32.100 nakedness
01:58:32.560 and perhaps
01:58:33.080 even their
01:58:33.500 capacity
01:58:33.960 for evil
01:58:34.500 but Cain
01:58:35.960 becomes aware
01:58:36.660 of his
01:58:37.460 voluntary
01:58:40.640 engagement
01:58:41.520 with evil
01:58:42.180 itself
01:58:42.740 and
01:58:43.640 sees that
01:58:44.780 as a
01:58:45.220 crucial
01:58:46.240 human
01:58:47.800 capability
01:58:48.560 and that's
01:58:50.500 something
01:58:50.760 modern people
01:58:51.420 you know
01:58:51.800 it's no wonder
01:58:52.620 we don't take
01:58:53.180 it seriously
01:58:53.700 like I know
01:58:54.280 in the academy
01:58:55.300 and among
01:58:56.840 intellectual circles
01:58:57.840 for decades
01:58:58.620 the idea
01:58:59.160 of evil
01:58:59.580 has been
01:59:00.020 it's like
01:59:00.920 what are you
01:59:02.080 medieval
01:59:03.360 or something
01:59:04.260 you know
01:59:04.700 the whole idea
01:59:05.420 of evil
01:59:05.860 you don't
01:59:06.320 that's a non-starter
01:59:07.520 as an intellectual
01:59:08.440 starting place
01:59:10.480 as a
01:59:10.940 as a topic
01:59:11.920 and that's something
01:59:13.320 that I've just been
01:59:14.180 unable to understand
01:59:15.060 because I cannot
01:59:15.760 understand
01:59:16.360 how you could
01:59:16.920 possibly
01:59:17.600 have more than
01:59:20.040 a cursory knowledge
01:59:21.200 of the history
01:59:22.180 of the 20th century
01:59:23.320 much less
01:59:25.560 a deep knowledge
01:59:26.420 of the history
01:59:26.960 of the 20th century
01:59:27.800 and to walk
01:59:29.420 away
01:59:29.760 with any
01:59:30.420 other conclusion
01:59:31.340 than
01:59:31.760 well
01:59:32.600 good might
01:59:33.340 not exist
01:59:34.120 but evil
01:59:35.480 hey
01:59:35.960 the evidence
01:59:38.420 for that
01:59:39.060 is
01:59:39.720 so
01:59:41.260 overwhelming
01:59:42.140 that
01:59:42.640 that only
01:59:46.120 willful blindness
01:59:46.920 could possibly
01:59:47.740 explain
01:59:49.420 denying
01:59:50.340 its existence
01:59:51.220 and that was
01:59:55.920 actually
01:59:56.280 a useful
01:59:56.840 discovery
01:59:57.440 for me
01:59:58.100 because I also
01:59:59.440 concluded
02:00:00.840 perhaps
02:00:02.220 that
02:00:03.080 if it was true
02:00:04.460 evil
02:00:04.800 existed
02:00:05.400 then
02:00:06.080 it
02:00:06.680 it was true
02:00:07.740 by inference
02:00:08.440 that its opposite
02:00:09.180 existed
02:00:09.760 because the opposite
02:00:11.740 of evil
02:00:12.360 let's say
02:00:12.880 the evil of the
02:00:13.480 concentration camp
02:00:14.420 let's say
02:00:14.840 or we could get
02:00:15.380 more specific
02:00:15.980 about it
02:00:16.460 we could say
02:00:16.980 there's this one
02:00:17.920 thing that used
02:00:18.440 to happen
02:00:18.820 in Auschwitz
02:00:19.460 where they
02:00:20.700 would take
02:00:21.240 people off
02:00:23.140 the incoming
02:00:24.340 trains
02:00:24.820 those who lived
02:00:25.960 you know
02:00:26.380 that weren't
02:00:26.820 stacked around
02:00:27.540 the outside
02:00:28.180 of the train
02:00:29.220 train
02:00:31.320 cars
02:00:33.140 and you know
02:00:34.380 froze to death
02:00:35.140 because it was
02:00:35.640 too cold
02:00:36.260 you know
02:00:36.560 those who only
02:00:37.200 had to be stuck
02:00:37.860 in the middle
02:00:38.240 where it was
02:00:38.640 warm enough
02:00:39.060 so that
02:00:39.440 maybe the old
02:00:40.540 people died
02:00:41.380 because they
02:00:41.880 suffocated
02:00:42.580 but at least
02:00:43.100 some of them
02:00:43.580 were alive
02:00:44.640 when they made
02:00:45.480 it to Auschwitz
02:00:46.120 and then they
02:00:46.540 took those
02:00:46.920 poor people
02:00:47.440 out
02:00:47.620 one of the
02:00:48.000 tricks that
02:00:48.520 the guards
02:00:48.940 used to play
02:00:49.520 on them
02:00:49.820 was to have
02:00:50.820 the newly
02:00:52.520 arrived
02:00:53.040 prisoners
02:00:53.580 hoist
02:00:54.820 like hundred
02:00:55.860 pound
02:00:56.240 sacks
02:00:56.900 of wet
02:00:57.440 salt
02:00:57.780 and carry
02:00:58.220 them from
02:00:58.580 one side
02:00:59.040 of the
02:00:59.300 compound
02:00:59.780 and these
02:01:01.120 compounds were
02:01:01.660 big
02:01:01.900 this was a
02:01:02.420 city
02:01:02.700 it wasn't
02:01:03.140 like a
02:01:03.620 gymnasium
02:01:04.340 it was
02:01:04.600 like a
02:01:04.960 city
02:01:05.260 there were
02:01:05.580 tens of
02:01:05.960 thousands
02:01:06.220 of people
02:01:06.660 there
02:01:06.900 they'd have
02:01:07.600 them carry
02:01:08.100 the sack
02:01:08.600 of wet
02:01:08.960 salt
02:01:09.180 from one
02:01:09.600 side of
02:01:09.860 the compound
02:01:10.320 to the
02:01:10.680 other
02:01:10.980 and then
02:01:12.440 back
02:01:12.880 right
02:01:14.460 and that
02:01:14.780 was to
02:01:15.120 make
02:01:15.460 a mockery
02:01:16.480 out of
02:01:16.860 the
02:01:17.180 notion
02:01:18.380 that work
02:01:19.080 would set
02:01:19.640 you free
02:01:20.160 it's like
02:01:20.560 no no
02:01:20.900 you work
02:01:21.660 here
02:01:21.920 but there's
02:01:22.720 nothing
02:01:22.960 productive
02:01:23.420 about it
02:01:24.040 the whole
02:01:25.140 point
02:01:25.380 it's exactly
02:01:25.940 the opposite
02:01:26.540 of sacrifice
02:01:27.280 in some
02:01:27.840 sense
02:01:28.260 it's
02:01:28.940 we're going
02:01:29.220 to make
02:01:29.500 you act
02:01:30.080 out
02:01:30.380 working
02:01:30.840 but all
02:01:31.400 it will
02:01:31.640 do is
02:01:32.020 speed
02:01:32.480 your demise
02:01:33.300 and maybe
02:01:34.080 we can
02:01:34.440 decorate it
02:01:34.980 up a little
02:01:35.360 bit
02:01:35.540 because not
02:01:36.000 only will
02:01:36.320 it speed
02:01:36.720 up your
02:01:37.020 demise
02:01:37.340 it will
02:01:37.600 do it
02:01:37.840 in a very
02:01:38.220 painful
02:01:38.600 way
02:01:38.940 while
02:01:39.440 simultaneously
02:01:40.160 increasing the
02:01:41.500 probability
02:01:41.980 that other
02:01:42.480 people's
02:01:42.960 demises
02:01:43.420 will be
02:01:43.880 painful
02:01:44.300 and sped
02:01:44.920 up
02:01:45.200 it's a
02:01:45.860 work of
02:01:46.220 art
02:01:46.520 that's
02:01:46.920 for sure
02:01:47.440 and
02:01:49.560 to
02:01:49.680 know
02:01:50.720 about
02:01:51.160 that
02:01:51.420 sort
02:01:51.660 of
02:01:51.740 thing
02:01:51.940 and
02:01:52.080 not
02:01:52.300 to
02:01:52.440 not
02:01:52.660 regard
02:01:53.000 it
02:01:53.140 as
02:01:53.280 evil
02:01:53.580 means
02:01:54.000 well you
02:01:54.960 can
02:01:55.120 figure
02:01:55.340 out
02:01:55.500 what
02:01:55.640 it
02:01:55.760 means
02:01:55.980 for
02:01:56.180 yourself
02:01:56.640 and
02:01:58.940 Cain
02:01:59.180 went out
02:01:59.560 from the
02:01:59.900 presence
02:02:00.180 of the
02:02:00.520 Lord
02:02:00.740 and dwelt
02:02:01.200 in the
02:02:01.480 land
02:02:01.680 of
02:02:01.820 Nod
02:02:02.080 on the
02:02:02.360 east
02:02:02.560 of
02:02:02.700 Eden
02:02:02.920 and
02:02:05.660 Cain
02:02:05.900 knew
02:02:06.120 his
02:02:06.340 wife
02:02:06.640 and she
02:02:06.940 conceived
02:02:07.280 you know
02:02:07.800 and one
02:02:08.060 of the
02:02:08.260 critics
02:02:08.640 the
02:02:08.940 criticisms
02:02:09.460 a fairly
02:02:09.880 common
02:02:10.200 criticism
02:02:10.680 of
02:02:10.980 these
02:02:12.860 biblical
02:02:13.220 stories
02:02:13.680 is
02:02:13.860 well
02:02:14.060 if
02:02:14.220 Cain
02:02:14.420 and Abel
02:02:14.800 were the
02:02:15.140 only
02:02:15.340 two
02:02:15.740 people
02:02:17.200 and
02:02:17.520 from
02:02:18.520 Adam
02:02:18.740 and Eve
02:02:19.000 it's like
02:02:19.280 where did
02:02:19.560 all these
02:02:19.840 other people
02:02:20.300 come from
02:02:20.760 and doesn't
02:02:21.220 that make
02:02:21.600 the story
02:02:22.200 like
02:02:23.840 simple-minded
02:02:24.820 it's like
02:02:25.300 no
02:02:25.540 that makes
02:02:26.180 the reader
02:02:26.600 simple-minded
02:02:27.320 you know
02:02:28.580 I mean
02:02:28.980 really that's
02:02:29.760 the best
02:02:30.140 criticism
02:02:30.700 of this
02:02:31.060 you're going
02:02:31.320 to come
02:02:31.540 up with
02:02:32.000 I mean
02:02:32.760 you might
02:02:34.200 say
02:02:34.520 you missed
02:02:35.460 the point
02:02:35.920 that that
02:02:36.420 would be
02:02:36.680 the right
02:02:37.060 response
02:02:37.780 you missed
02:02:38.140 the point
02:02:38.660 and Cain
02:02:39.780 knew his
02:02:40.140 wife
02:02:40.380 and she
02:02:40.680 conceived
02:02:41.120 and bare
02:02:41.520 Enoch
02:02:41.900 and he
02:02:42.260 builted
02:02:42.640 the city
02:02:43.020 and so
02:02:43.800 it's Cain
02:02:44.400 that builds
02:02:45.140 the cities
02:02:45.580 and starts
02:02:46.100 the civilization
02:02:46.740 and called
02:02:47.400 that's pretty
02:02:47.940 rough too
02:02:48.540 right
02:02:48.800 so it's
02:02:49.220 the first
02:02:49.680 fratricidal
02:02:50.520 murderer
02:02:50.900 who builds
02:02:51.460 the cities
02:02:51.940 after the
02:02:53.060 name of
02:02:53.380 his son
02:02:53.780 Enoch
02:02:54.180 and unto
02:02:55.060 Enoch
02:02:55.360 was born
02:02:55.800 Erad
02:02:56.260 etc
02:02:56.720 etc
02:02:57.140 going through
02:02:58.860 the generations
02:02:59.520 and Lamech
02:03:00.160 took unto
02:03:00.680 him two
02:03:01.040 wives
02:03:01.380 the name
02:03:02.240 of the
02:03:02.400 one was
02:03:02.700 Adah
02:03:03.080 and the
02:03:03.420 name of
02:03:03.840 the other
02:03:04.120 Zillah
02:03:04.480 so this
02:03:05.040 is an
02:03:05.980 attempt to
02:03:06.640 flesh out
02:03:07.360 the genealogy
02:03:08.080 and to
02:03:08.400 describe
02:03:08.880 how culture
02:03:09.880 started
02:03:10.320 in some
02:03:10.800 sense
02:03:11.120 in these
02:03:11.540 tribal
02:03:11.840 communities
02:03:12.420 and Adah
02:03:13.460 bare
02:03:13.660 Jebel
02:03:13.940 and he
02:03:14.360 was the
02:03:14.680 father of
02:03:15.100 such as
02:03:15.440 dwell in
02:03:15.860 tents
02:03:16.140 and of
02:03:17.300 such as
02:03:17.700 have
02:03:17.880 cattle
02:03:18.280 and his
02:03:20.200 brother's
02:03:20.720 name was
02:03:21.080 Jubel
02:03:21.520 and he
02:03:21.820 was the
02:03:22.080 father of
02:03:22.500 all such
02:03:22.960 handle the
02:03:23.480 harp
02:03:23.720 and organ
02:03:24.420 and Zillah
02:03:25.260 she also
02:03:25.800 bare
02:03:26.140 Tubalcain
02:03:26.900 an instructor
02:03:27.620 of every
02:03:28.380 artificer
02:03:29.060 and brass
02:03:29.580 and iron
02:03:30.080 and Tubalcain
02:03:31.600 traditionally
02:03:33.500 is the
02:03:33.980 first person
02:03:34.640 who makes
02:03:35.140 weapons of
02:03:35.720 war
02:03:36.080 and Lamech
02:03:39.180 back to
02:03:40.240 Lamech
02:03:40.720 a descendant
02:03:42.880 of
02:03:43.180 Cain
02:03:43.860 said unto
02:03:45.220 his wives
02:03:45.700 Adah
02:03:46.120 and Zillah
02:03:46.620 hear my
02:03:47.460 voice
02:03:47.780 ye wives
02:03:48.280 of Lamech
02:03:48.800 hearken
02:03:49.140 unto my
02:03:49.560 speech
02:03:49.800 for I
02:03:50.420 have slain
02:03:51.040 a man
02:03:51.380 to my
02:03:51.720 wounding
02:03:52.120 and a
02:03:52.340 young
02:03:52.520 man
02:03:52.760 to my
02:03:53.120 hurt
02:03:53.340 if Cain
02:03:54.220 be avenged
02:03:54.900 sevenfold
02:03:55.700 truly Lamech
02:03:56.900 seventy
02:03:57.480 and sevenfold
02:03:58.520 well what I
02:04:03.120 see in that
02:04:03.700 is this
02:04:04.340 proclivity
02:04:05.900 of
02:04:06.280 this
02:04:07.280 murderous
02:04:08.400 capacity
02:04:09.100 of Cain
02:04:09.920 as it
02:04:10.720 manifests itself
02:04:11.800 as society
02:04:12.620 develops
02:04:13.660 to
02:04:14.440 to a
02:04:15.960 murderous
02:04:16.400 intent
02:04:16.740 that transcends
02:04:17.780 the mere
02:04:18.660 killing
02:04:19.660 of a brother
02:04:20.280 you hurt me
02:04:22.080 I hurt you
02:04:22.560 back
02:04:22.900 no
02:04:23.400 you hurt me
02:04:24.380 I kill you
02:04:25.680 and six other
02:04:26.400 people
02:04:26.780 and that
02:04:28.500 thing
02:04:28.860 that
02:04:29.040 happens
02:04:29.400 after
02:04:29.620 that
02:04:29.840 is
02:04:30.020 to
02:04:30.260 not
02:04:30.480 make
02:04:30.940 it
02:04:31.080 seven
02:04:31.420 people
02:04:31.760 but
02:04:31.960 to
02:04:32.120 make
02:04:32.280 it
02:04:32.420 seventy
02:04:33.000 people
02:04:33.440 and so
02:04:34.140 there's
02:04:34.340 this
02:04:34.520 idea
02:04:34.820 that
02:04:35.000 once
02:04:35.280 that
02:04:35.600 that
02:04:36.640 first
02:04:37.580 murderous
02:04:38.580 seed
02:04:39.640 is sown
02:04:40.420 it has
02:04:41.520 this
02:04:41.760 proclivity
02:04:42.520 to
02:04:43.020 manifest
02:04:44.160 itself
02:04:44.700 exponentially
02:04:45.340 and that's
02:04:46.400 a warning
02:04:46.960 and that's
02:04:47.960 also why
02:04:48.540 I think
02:04:49.040 Tubal Cain
02:04:49.920 who's
02:04:50.640 one of
02:04:50.960 Cain's
02:04:51.280 descendants
02:04:51.720 was the
02:04:52.920 first person
02:04:53.520 who made
02:04:54.040 weapons
02:04:55.280 of war
02:04:55.820 and that's
02:05:03.240 pretty much
02:05:03.740 the story
02:05:04.260 of Cain
02:05:04.660 and Abel
02:05:05.040 and it's
02:05:05.860 a hell of
02:05:06.380 a story
02:05:06.880 as far as
02:05:08.240 I can tell
02:05:08.760 and I think
02:05:09.800 it's worth
02:05:10.300 thinking about
02:05:11.020 pretty much
02:05:11.960 forever
02:05:12.380 because
02:05:12.880 there's so
02:05:15.780 many
02:05:16.540 it's so many
02:05:17.360 it has so many
02:05:18.120 facets
02:05:18.820 you know
02:05:19.360 and
02:05:20.160 I think
02:05:21.220 the
02:05:22.160 most
02:05:23.680 usefully
02:05:26.000 revealing
02:05:26.720 of those
02:05:27.180 facets
02:05:27.580 is the
02:05:28.400 the potential
02:05:30.680 for the story
02:05:31.580 once understood
02:05:32.380 to shed light
02:05:33.500 on
02:05:33.900 not
02:05:35.140 your own
02:05:37.380 failure
02:05:37.740 not even
02:05:38.400 on your
02:05:39.620 rejection
02:05:40.320 by being
02:05:41.240 let's say
02:05:41.900 but by the
02:05:43.860 but on the
02:05:45.240 proclivity
02:05:47.060 to murder
02:05:48.760 the best
02:05:50.940 and the
02:05:51.580 best in
02:05:52.200 you
02:05:52.600 for revenge
02:05:54.720 upon
02:05:55.240 that
02:05:55.920 violation
02:05:58.040 because
02:06:00.260 what that
02:06:01.580 means
02:06:01.960 and we know
02:06:02.980 that knowledge
02:06:03.440 of good and evil
02:06:04.080 entered the world
02:06:04.800 so to speak
02:06:05.520 with Adam and Eve's
02:06:06.780 transgression
02:06:07.360 is that now
02:06:08.920 not only does
02:06:09.640 humanity have to
02:06:10.520 contend with
02:06:11.320 tragedy and
02:06:13.220 suffering
02:06:13.660 and even
02:06:15.440 the
02:06:16.360 unharvested
02:06:19.480 fruits of
02:06:20.020 proper sacrifice
02:06:20.940 but
02:06:21.400 with the
02:06:22.080 introduction
02:06:22.500 of real
02:06:23.460 malevolence
02:06:24.200 into the
02:06:24.640 world
02:06:24.940 so
02:06:26.580 there's the
02:06:30.220 fall
02:06:30.680 into history
02:06:33.040 and then
02:06:33.700 there's the
02:06:34.080 discovery
02:06:34.660 of
02:06:35.040 sacrifice
02:06:35.820 as a
02:06:36.740 medication
02:06:37.260 for the
02:06:37.740 fall
02:06:38.080 and then
02:06:38.700 there's a
02:06:39.020 counterposition
02:06:39.800 which is
02:06:40.320 the
02:06:40.600 emergence
02:06:41.280 of
02:06:41.600 malevolence
02:06:42.480 as the
02:06:43.440 enemy
02:06:43.840 of
02:06:44.120 proper
02:06:44.540 sacrifice
02:06:45.320 and that's
02:06:47.280 where we're
02:06:47.600 left at the
02:06:48.160 end of
02:06:48.600 Cain and
02:06:50.080 Abel
02:06:50.360 and that's
02:06:52.620 the end of
02:06:53.000 that lecture
02:06:53.640 thank you
02:06:54.820 all right
02:06:59.280 so you've
02:07:00.140 said that
02:07:00.460 one of your
02:07:00.920 moral axioms
02:07:01.880 is that
02:07:02.500 pain is
02:07:03.040 bad
02:07:03.440 and so we
02:07:05.080 should work
02:07:05.460 to eliminate
02:07:06.000 unnecessary
02:07:06.580 suffering
02:07:07.120 isn't this
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02:07:10.740 morality
02:07:11.280 like
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02:07:12.680 and can
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02:07:14.100 therefore
02:07:14.420 be
02:07:14.700 moral
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02:07:15.800 well
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02:07:24.560 think that
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02:07:32.960 also
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02:07:38.060 on the
02:07:38.460 idea
02:07:38.880 that that's
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02:07:40.080 idea
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02:07:42.000 putting forward
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02:07:43.220 ethical idea
02:07:43.920 and it's
02:07:44.200 not
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02:07:46.240 idea
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02:07:47.820 that a
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02:07:52.880 I think
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02:07:59.380 direction
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02:08:09.180 because
02:08:10.840 I think
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02:08:12.160 is a
02:08:12.480 better
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02:08:13.140 pain
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02:08:16.240 suffering
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02:08:19.200 phenomena
02:08:19.880 and I
02:08:22.140 don't think
02:08:22.580 that you
02:08:22.900 can draw
02:08:23.360 a simple
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02:08:25.600 argument
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02:08:34.200 that
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02:08:37.760 suffering
02:08:38.420 might be
02:08:39.180 a good
02:08:39.440 thing
02:08:39.800 so
02:08:41.720 I'm also
02:08:43.680 leery
02:08:45.120 of those
02:08:45.900 see
02:08:47.660 it's not
02:08:48.640 reasonable
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02:08:51.320 reduce
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02:08:54.400 ideas
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02:08:58.860 putting forward
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02:08:59.960 another
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02:09:29.240 the
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02:09:30.180 if I can
02:09:30.600 recall this
02:09:31.800 properly
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02:13:43.580 was
02:13:43.720 a
02:13:43.860 terrible
02:13:44.200 movie
02:13:44.600 even
02:13:45.300 though
02:13:45.460 I'm
02:13:45.660 perfectly
02:13:46.000 capable
02:13:46.440 of
02:13:46.680 enjoying
02:13:47.120 bizarre
02:13:47.660 movies
02:13:48.160 but
02:13:48.840 so
02:13:49.040 it's
02:13:49.280 a
02:13:49.400 bizarre
02:13:49.680 movie
02:13:50.040 that's
02:13:50.420 for
02:13:50.580 sure
02:13:50.760 but
02:13:50.960 I
02:13:51.060 also
02:13:51.240 thought
02:13:51.460 it
02:13:51.560 was
02:13:51.680 a
02:13:51.840 terrible
02:13:52.220 bitter
02:13:52.920 movie
02:13:54.040 terrible
02:13:54.940 and
02:13:55.280 bitter
02:13:55.560 those
02:13:55.920 are
02:13:56.040 separate
02:13:56.460 a
02:13:56.860 movie
02:13:57.040 can
02:13:57.220 be
02:13:57.360 bitter
02:13:57.600 and
02:13:57.760 be
02:13:57.880 quite
02:13:58.100 great
02:13:58.480 but
02:13:58.920 it
02:13:59.000 was
02:13:59.080 a
02:13:59.240 terrible
02:13:59.520 movie
02:13:59.820 and
02:14:00.000 it
02:14:00.100 was
02:14:00.220 a
02:14:00.340 bitter
02:14:00.500 movie
02:14:00.760 but
02:14:01.100 I
02:14:01.180 can
02:14:01.280 tell
02:14:01.420 you
02:14:01.520 one
02:14:01.740 bloody
02:14:02.020 thing
02:14:02.260 about
02:14:02.480 that
02:14:02.680 movie
02:14:03.000 it's
02:14:03.940 not
02:14:04.140 required
02:14:04.580 viewing
02:14:04.900 for
02:14:05.140 12
02:14:05.420 year
02:14:05.580 old
02:14:05.780 kids
02:14:06.120 that's
02:14:06.900 for
02:14:07.060 sure
02:14:07.380 so
02:14:08.740 I
02:14:09.120 think
02:14:09.300 you
02:14:09.460 have
02:14:09.740 increasing
02:14:10.440 reason
02:14:10.880 to be
02:14:11.240 skeptical
02:14:11.640 of the
02:14:12.040 public
02:14:12.280 education
02:14:12.760 system
02:14:13.100 I
02:14:13.260 also
02:14:13.520 looked
02:14:13.800 at
02:14:13.960 the
02:14:14.440 Elementary
02:14:14.960 Teachers
02:14:15.500 Federation
02:14:16.120 of
02:14:16.340 Ontario's
02:14:17.300 guidelines
02:14:18.960 for
02:14:19.460 education
02:14:20.020 from
02:14:20.300 kindergarten
02:14:20.760 to
02:14:20.960 grade
02:14:21.160 eight
02:14:21.380 and
02:14:21.940 what
02:14:22.320 that
02:14:22.600 is
02:14:23.000 in
02:14:23.800 essence
02:14:24.300 and
02:14:24.480 I
02:14:24.600 think
02:14:24.760 I
02:14:24.880 will
02:14:25.000 do
02:14:25.140 a
02:14:25.260 video
02:14:25.500 about
02:14:25.780 it
02:14:25.920 in
02:14:26.260 the
02:14:26.360 relatively
02:14:26.740 near
02:14:26.980 future
02:14:27.320 is
02:14:27.840 a
02:14:28.080 blueprint
02:14:28.480 for
02:14:28.840 transforming
02:14:29.420 children
02:14:29.800 into
02:14:30.060 social
02:14:30.380 justice
02:14:30.760 warriors
02:14:31.160 it
02:14:31.660 basically
02:14:32.020 says
02:14:32.660 that
02:14:33.080 it's
02:14:33.600 like
02:14:33.720 you
02:14:33.820 don't
02:14:33.940 have
02:14:34.100 to
02:14:34.200 be
02:14:34.300 a
02:14:34.500 conspiracy
02:14:35.040 theory
02:14:35.640 to
02:14:35.820 read
02:14:36.000 that
02:14:36.120 I
02:14:36.200 mean
02:14:36.300 we
02:14:36.440 have
02:14:36.660 social
02:14:37.160 justice
02:14:37.840 tribunals
02:14:38.760 in
02:14:38.940 Ontario
02:14:39.460 and so
02:14:40.400 the idea
02:14:40.820 is
02:14:41.060 well
02:14:41.240 if
02:14:41.360 you're
02:14:41.480 going
02:14:41.640 to
02:14:41.780 get
02:14:41.980 your
02:14:42.460 children
02:14:43.000 if
02:14:43.380 you're
02:14:43.500 going
02:14:43.580 to
02:14:43.640 get
02:14:43.760 people
02:14:44.080 to
02:14:44.280 what
02:14:45.760 would
02:14:45.900 you
02:14:46.020 say
02:14:46.240 favor
02:14:46.780 equity
02:14:47.600 properly
02:14:48.500 well
02:14:49.280 then you
02:14:49.600 better
02:14:49.780 start
02:14:50.120 teaching
02:14:50.460 them
02:14:50.660 while
02:14:51.240 they're
02:14:51.420 young
02:14:51.720 it's
02:14:52.220 like
02:14:52.500 maybe
02:14:54.380 not
02:14:54.760 so
02:14:57.100 now
02:14:57.500 you
02:14:57.980 you ask
02:14:58.620 that
02:14:58.840 question
02:15:01.160 well
02:15:01.360 the
02:15:02.160 terrible
02:15:02.520 education
02:15:03.060 system
02:15:03.480 the
02:15:03.940 wonderful
02:15:04.420 mother
02:15:04.780 homeschooling
02:15:05.680 right
02:15:05.900 that's
02:15:06.200 the
02:15:06.360 danger
02:15:06.720 it's
02:15:06.920 like
02:15:07.080 no
02:15:07.360 because
02:15:08.100 it
02:15:09.140 might
02:15:09.300 not
02:15:09.480 be
02:15:09.620 the
02:15:09.800 wonderful
02:15:10.140 mother
02:15:10.540 homeschooling
02:15:11.280 it
02:15:11.400 might
02:15:11.580 be
02:15:11.700 the
02:15:11.880 pathological
02:15:12.620 mother
02:15:12.960 using
02:15:13.380 the
02:15:13.620 pathology
02:15:14.160 of the
02:15:14.380 education
02:15:14.820 system
02:15:15.200 as
02:15:15.440 an
02:15:15.940 excuse
02:15:16.380 to get
02:15:16.700 her
02:15:16.840 talons
02:15:17.400 into
02:15:17.660 her
02:15:17.900 children
02:15:18.300 right
02:15:19.040 because
02:15:19.320 that's
02:15:19.700 certainly
02:15:20.040 equally
02:15:20.640 possible
02:15:21.220 or
02:15:21.420 perhaps
02:15:21.700 even
02:15:21.960 more
02:15:22.180 possible
02:15:22.620 because
02:15:22.980 at
02:15:23.560 least
02:15:23.720 in
02:15:23.860 the
02:15:23.980 public
02:15:24.220 education
02:15:24.740 system
02:15:25.140 there's
02:15:25.440 some
02:15:25.700 necessity
02:15:27.180 for
02:15:27.540 consensus
02:15:28.140 so
02:15:29.320 that's
02:15:30.720 something
02:15:30.960 that you
02:15:31.240 have to
02:15:31.520 be very
02:15:32.000 aware
02:15:33.160 of
02:15:33.460 and
02:15:33.620 work
02:15:34.080 to
02:15:34.380 prevent
02:15:34.960 right
02:15:35.400 and so
02:15:35.800 I would
02:15:36.080 say
02:15:36.320 if you're
02:15:36.580 going to
02:15:36.860 do that
02:15:37.240 probably
02:15:38.420 best not
02:15:38.900 to do
02:15:39.180 it on
02:15:39.440 your
02:15:39.600 own
02:15:39.920 and
02:15:41.260 you
02:15:41.380 need
02:15:41.660 it's
02:15:41.960 like
02:15:42.120 you
02:15:42.240 need
02:15:42.380 a
02:15:42.520 board
02:15:42.720 of
02:15:42.840 advisors
02:15:43.280 or
02:15:43.500 something
02:15:43.740 like
02:15:43.980 that
02:15:44.180 and
02:15:44.320 so
02:15:44.440 maybe
02:15:44.660 it
02:15:44.840 can't
02:15:45.080 just
02:15:45.240 be
02:15:45.440 you
02:15:45.680 and
02:15:45.840 you
02:15:45.940 have
02:15:46.120 to
02:15:46.240 figure
02:15:46.420 out
02:15:46.600 well
02:15:46.760 what
02:15:46.960 is
02:15:47.520 the
02:15:47.740 aim
02:15:48.060 and
02:15:49.520 how
02:15:49.680 are
02:15:49.780 you
02:15:49.860 going
02:15:49.980 to
02:15:50.060 manage
02:15:50.300 that
02:15:50.480 and
02:15:57.540 general
02:15:57.780 advice
02:15:58.260 is
02:15:58.540 and
02:15:58.700 people
02:15:58.960 have
02:15:59.180 asked
02:15:59.460 me
02:15:59.600 this
02:15:59.760 in
02:15:59.880 fact
02:16:00.040 I
02:16:00.200 had
02:16:00.360 a
02:16:00.500 conversation
02:16:01.020 with
02:16:01.280 the
02:16:01.400 guy
02:16:01.580 who
02:16:01.740 was
02:16:01.920 tiling
02:16:02.320 my
02:16:02.680 backyard
02:16:03.580 this
02:16:03.880 morning
02:16:04.200 about
02:16:04.480 something
02:16:04.840 his
02:16:05.080 son
02:16:05.340 had
02:16:05.520 said
02:16:05.760 to
02:16:05.900 him
02:16:06.100 that
02:16:06.240 he
02:16:06.360 was
02:16:06.540 taught
02:16:06.940 at
02:16:07.600 school
02:16:07.940 recently
02:16:08.520 which
02:16:09.220 really
02:16:09.660 made
02:16:10.460 the
02:16:10.640 tiler
02:16:10.940 who
02:16:11.220 had
02:16:11.460 come
02:16:11.680 from
02:16:11.900 a
02:16:12.040 rather
02:16:12.260 authoritarian
02:16:12.800 country
02:16:13.440 step
02:16:14.320 back
02:16:14.620 on
02:16:14.760 his
02:16:14.920 heels
02:16:15.180 and
02:16:15.400 think
02:16:15.600 I'm
02:16:15.820 not
02:16:15.980 so
02:16:16.160 sure
02:16:16.360 I
02:16:16.540 should
02:16:16.700 be
02:16:16.880 sending
02:16:17.180 my
02:16:17.440 to
02:16:17.800 public
02:16:18.080 school
02:16:18.360 anymore
02:16:27.540 what
02:16:27.680 they're
02:16:28.100 learning
02:16:28.740 and
02:16:29.360 and
02:16:30.360 help
02:16:31.200 equip
02:16:31.640 them
02:16:31.940 with
02:16:32.140 the
02:16:32.340 tools
02:16:32.760 to
02:16:33.600 not
02:16:36.140 only
02:16:36.440 to
02:16:36.920 articulate
02:16:37.700 their
02:16:38.080 own
02:16:38.360 viewpoint
02:16:38.920 in
02:16:39.380 response
02:16:40.080 to
02:16:40.360 what
02:16:40.620 they're
02:16:40.820 being
02:16:41.080 taught
02:16:41.440 now
02:16:41.720 the
02:16:41.960 problem
02:16:42.280 is
02:16:42.480 you
02:16:42.600 might
02:16:42.740 not
02:16:42.960 have
02:16:43.320 the
02:16:43.480 time
02:16:43.740 nor
02:16:43.960 the
02:16:44.140 ability
02:16:44.480 to
02:16:44.680 do
02:16:44.800 that
02:16:44.980 that
02:16:45.000 that's
02:16:45.220 no
02:16:45.360 simple
02:16:45.700 thing
02:16:46.080 and
02:16:46.800 increasingly
02:16:47.360 if
02:16:47.680 you're
02:16:47.880 unwilling
02:16:48.280 to
02:16:48.680 have
02:16:50.060 your
02:16:50.240 children
02:16:50.600 participate
02:16:51.260 in
02:16:51.720 what
02:16:52.340 is
02:16:52.600 increasingly
02:16:53.440 indoctrination
02:16:54.680 and
02:16:54.940 not
02:16:55.160 education
02:16:55.720 thanks
02:16:56.240 to
02:16:56.600 in
02:16:57.020 no
02:16:57.220 small
02:16:57.500 part
02:16:57.800 to
02:16:57.980 the
02:16:58.120 Ontario
02:16:58.520 Institute
02:16:59.020 of
02:16:59.300 Studies
02:16:59.720 on
02:16:59.900 Education
02:17:00.420 which
02:17:00.740 is
02:17:01.220 an
02:17:01.440 institution
02:17:02.340 that
02:17:02.600 I
02:17:02.760 particularly
02:17:03.320 despise
02:17:04.100 because
02:17:04.680 I
02:17:04.860 think
02:17:05.080 that
02:17:05.240 almost
02:17:06.340 all it
02:17:06.820 does
02:17:07.020 now
02:17:07.300 is
02:17:07.500 produce
02:17:08.020 indoctrinators
02:17:09.380 of
02:17:09.660 children
02:17:10.120 it's
02:17:11.720 not
02:17:12.000 an
02:17:12.180 easy
02:17:12.420 problem
02:17:14.400 to
02:17:14.680 solve
02:17:15.080 so
02:17:16.760 more
02:17:18.380 power
02:17:19.420 to
02:17:19.780 you
02:17:20.020 wanting
02:17:20.400 to
02:17:20.940 put
02:17:23.340 your
02:17:23.540 children
02:17:23.840 in
02:17:24.060 a
02:17:24.200 situation
02:17:24.720 where
02:17:25.060 they're
02:17:25.220 not
02:17:25.480 being
02:17:25.900 indoctrinated
02:17:27.020 but
02:17:27.760 the
02:17:28.080 alternative
02:17:28.600 is
02:17:28.960 very
02:17:29.280 complicated
02:17:30.680 and
02:17:31.100 difficult
02:17:31.500 so
02:17:32.440 yeah
02:17:34.060 applause
02:17:35.480 hey doc
02:17:42.240 thanks
02:17:42.820 for
02:17:42.980 staying
02:17:43.360 alive
02:17:43.880 and
02:17:44.200 potentially
02:17:44.720 saving
02:17:45.260 humanity
02:17:45.820 yeah
02:17:47.860 that's
02:17:48.080 good
02:17:48.240 stuff
02:17:48.640 wondering
02:17:49.600 about a
02:17:50.060 couple
02:17:50.340 things
02:17:50.760 firstly
02:17:51.180 who won
02:17:51.680 that
02:17:51.880 childhood
02:17:52.260 fight
02:17:52.700 you
02:17:53.320 kind of
02:17:53.680 let that
02:17:54.220 let that
02:17:55.580 just slide
02:17:56.260 so I'm
02:17:56.920 thinking it's a
02:17:57.380 big L
02:17:57.820 well I can
02:17:58.300 tell you
02:17:58.700 he was a
02:18:01.380 tough
02:18:01.620 little
02:18:01.880 kid
02:18:02.240 see I
02:18:03.100 don't
02:18:03.260 remember
02:18:03.660 what
02:18:03.920 happened
02:18:04.280 but my
02:18:04.760 remembrance
02:18:05.500 of him
02:18:06.180 was that
02:18:06.540 he could
02:18:06.820 pound me
02:18:07.360 out pretty
02:18:07.780 effectively
02:18:08.520 so
02:18:09.560 yeah
02:18:10.640 yeah
02:18:11.440 his name
02:18:12.040 was
02:18:12.220 Vernon
02:18:12.560 Switchenuk
02:18:13.320 yeah
02:18:14.960 he was
02:18:15.540 a good
02:18:16.180 friend of
02:18:16.600 mine
02:18:16.800 and
02:18:17.080 I think
02:18:18.120 Vernon
02:18:19.240 still lives
02:18:19.780 in Fairview
02:18:20.320 so if
02:18:21.200 he hears
02:18:22.800 of this
02:18:23.220 then
02:18:23.520 maybe he'll
02:18:24.200 remember
02:18:24.540 that too
02:18:25.020 so probably
02:18:29.300 he would
02:18:29.740 have won
02:18:30.140 I didn't
02:18:30.760 win that
02:18:31.200 many
02:18:31.460 physical
02:18:31.840 fights
02:18:32.180 when I
02:18:32.460 was a
02:18:32.740 kid
02:18:32.960 so
02:18:33.380 that's
02:18:34.380 not the
02:18:34.640 only
02:18:34.780 question
02:18:35.260 anyway
02:18:36.860 cool
02:18:37.360 I'm not
02:18:38.440 sure if
02:18:38.940 you've
02:18:39.500 actually
02:18:40.420 been asked
02:18:40.920 this before
02:18:41.260 I've missed
02:18:41.580 the last
02:18:41.900 two
02:18:42.360 lectures
02:18:43.320 but
02:18:43.840 I'm
02:18:44.980 wondering
02:18:45.160 what your
02:18:45.420 thoughts
02:18:45.680 are on
02:18:46.120 Tolkien
02:18:46.840 J.R.
02:18:47.480 Tolkien
02:18:47.780 and his
02:18:49.000 works
02:18:49.240 not just
02:18:49.560 Lord of
02:18:49.900 the Rings
02:18:50.220 but the
02:18:50.680 Cimmerillion
02:18:51.180 which is
02:18:51.580 basically
02:18:52.040 I'm
02:18:52.860 seeing all
02:18:53.480 this
02:18:53.840 and
02:18:54.200 I'm
02:18:55.120 thinking
02:18:55.260 it's
02:18:55.400 like
02:18:55.500 the
02:18:55.620 modern
02:18:56.220 Bible
02:18:56.620 in a
02:18:56.840 way
02:18:56.960 it's
02:18:57.120 got
02:18:57.280 the
02:18:57.440 weird
02:18:57.640 names
02:18:58.080 like
02:18:58.300 Tubal
02:18:58.720 Cain
02:18:59.100 and all
02:18:59.420 that
02:18:59.600 stuff
02:18:59.940 and
02:19:00.280 specifically
02:19:01.280 when we were
02:19:02.240 talking about
02:19:02.760 Cain
02:19:03.040 just now
02:19:03.600 and how
02:19:04.480 he was
02:19:05.280 this thing's
02:19:05.760 just moving
02:19:06.140 when he was
02:19:07.620 talking about
02:19:08.520 how he felt
02:19:10.120 like betrayed
02:19:10.580 by God
02:19:11.140 and he spent
02:19:11.920 his whole life
02:19:12.660 working
02:19:13.740 to spite him
02:19:16.080 essentially
02:19:16.560 and he kind
02:19:17.520 of set the
02:19:17.840 path forward
02:19:18.580 for the
02:19:18.920 darkness
02:19:19.260 in humanity
02:19:20.020 that's
02:19:22.240 almost exactly
02:19:23.140 Melkor
02:19:23.840 which was
02:19:24.400 in the
02:19:24.900 Cimmerillion
02:19:25.400 basically
02:19:25.860 what spawned
02:19:27.120 everything evil
02:19:27.720 in Middle
02:19:28.060 Earth
02:19:28.340 and Mordor
02:19:29.520 and what not
02:19:29.920 and I don't
02:19:30.320 even know
02:19:30.820 as much as
02:19:31.520 some people
02:19:31.780 but go on
02:19:32.300 Tolkien
02:19:32.640 was a
02:19:33.260 student of
02:19:34.300 mythology
02:19:34.780 and you
02:19:35.760 know
02:19:35.960 the
02:19:36.620 story of
02:19:41.080 The Hobbit
02:19:41.880 is a retelling
02:19:42.900 of Beowulf
02:19:43.660 in large part
02:19:44.460 and that's
02:19:45.180 a dragon
02:19:45.780 slaying myth
02:19:46.460 and so
02:19:48.460 the reason
02:19:50.340 that Tolkien
02:19:50.940 and Rowling
02:19:52.320 for that matter
02:19:52.960 are so popular
02:19:53.880 is because
02:19:54.400 they've done
02:19:55.100 a very good
02:19:55.620 job of
02:19:56.140 making the
02:19:57.160 old myths
02:19:57.880 new
02:19:58.440 and well
02:20:00.820 look what's
02:20:01.340 happened with
02:20:01.760 the Marvel
02:20:02.220 series
02:20:02.720 it's the same
02:20:03.460 thing
02:20:03.840 and with
02:20:04.300 Star Wars
02:20:04.840 and all of
02:20:05.240 that
02:20:05.420 is that
02:20:05.760 you can't
02:20:06.640 not respond
02:20:07.680 to these
02:20:08.200 stories
02:20:08.700 now you're
02:20:09.780 going to find
02:20:10.080 them in one
02:20:10.500 form or another
02:20:11.080 and sometimes
02:20:11.780 well with
02:20:13.440 the biblical
02:20:13.820 stories for
02:20:14.440 example
02:20:14.840 the mythological
02:20:16.580 the meaning
02:20:17.320 of the
02:20:17.660 mythological
02:20:18.160 content
02:20:18.640 has become
02:20:19.300 invisible
02:20:19.780 that's partly
02:20:20.500 the death
02:20:20.960 of God
02:20:21.300 that Nietzsche
02:20:21.700 was referring
02:20:22.240 to
02:20:22.460 but that
02:20:23.020 doesn't mean
02:20:23.460 that the
02:20:23.800 stories
02:20:24.080 themselves
02:20:24.740 vanish
02:20:25.900 because people
02:20:26.500 have an
02:20:26.780 eternal hunger
02:20:27.460 for them
02:20:28.000 now the
02:20:29.100 problem with
02:20:29.700 them emerging
02:20:30.260 in let's
02:20:31.080 say
02:20:31.280 more literary
02:20:32.340 or less
02:20:33.440 sophisticated
02:20:34.060 form
02:20:34.660 let's take
02:20:35.340 the Marvel
02:20:35.820 movies as
02:20:36.420 an example
02:20:36.920 is that
02:20:37.320 they're not
02:20:38.000 surrounded by
02:20:39.340 an articulated
02:20:40.080 culture
02:20:40.780 the same
02:20:41.220 way the
02:20:41.500 biblical
02:20:41.760 stories
02:20:42.280 are
02:20:42.580 so for
02:20:43.400 example
02:20:43.800 they're not
02:20:45.040 surrounded by
02:20:45.620 something like
02:20:46.220 Paradise Lost
02:20:47.100 by John Milton
02:20:47.940 or Dante's
02:20:49.120 Inferno
02:20:49.500 which are
02:20:49.920 works of
02:20:51.620 unlimited
02:20:52.920 depth
02:20:53.760 and so
02:20:55.020 you throw away
02:20:56.660 something of
02:20:57.220 great value
02:20:57.900 and reacquire
02:20:59.520 it in a
02:20:59.960 different place
02:21:00.640 with less
02:21:02.020 value
02:21:02.380 perhaps but
02:21:03.380 more comprehensibility
02:21:04.340 it's not a
02:21:04.860 great trait
02:21:05.780 that is not
02:21:06.680 a critique of
02:21:07.320 Tolkien
02:21:07.620 it's not a
02:21:08.120 critique of
02:21:08.520 anybody
02:21:08.800 who's drawing
02:21:09.320 on mythological
02:21:10.100 stories for
02:21:11.200 their narratives
02:21:11.840 you have to
02:21:12.320 do that to
02:21:12.700 be a good
02:21:13.040 storyteller
02:21:13.560 but
02:21:13.820 it's nice
02:21:15.880 to go as
02:21:16.820 close to the
02:21:17.340 source as
02:21:17.820 you can
02:21:18.240 as well
02:21:18.700 so
02:21:19.400 yeah
02:21:20.600 and the
02:21:21.120 overlaps
02:21:21.720 that you
02:21:21.960 describe
02:21:22.340 well yeah
02:21:22.740 it's exactly
02:21:23.220 what you'd
02:21:23.580 expect
02:21:23.900 because
02:21:24.300 if you deal
02:21:25.420 with great
02:21:25.940 mythological
02:21:26.700 themes
02:21:27.400 you start
02:21:27.900 to get
02:21:28.160 the archetypes
02:21:29.020 are at
02:21:29.240 the bottom
02:21:29.840 of stories
02:21:30.660 and so
02:21:31.780 if the story
02:21:34.060 goes down
02:21:34.640 far enough
02:21:35.300 it runs
02:21:36.020 into the
02:21:36.400 archetypes
02:21:37.060 and that
02:21:37.940 well that
02:21:38.200 was Jung's
02:21:38.700 claim
02:21:38.980 and I
02:21:39.580 think he
02:21:39.840 got that
02:21:40.200 exactly
02:21:40.600 right
02:21:40.960 so
02:21:41.440 thank you
02:21:42.880 all right
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