The Jordan B. Peterson Podcast - July 04, 2017


Cain and Abel: The Hostile Brothers


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Length

2 hours and 39 minutes

Words per Minute

156.5543

Word Count

24,951

Sentence Count

240

Misogynist Sentences

31

Hate Speech Sentences

36


Summary

In this episode, Dr. Jordan B. Peterson talks about a recent visit to a South American visionary plant medicine ceremony, and the message he received from the Great Mother of Creation, the goddess of creation herself, the void from which all things come, the feminine counterpart of logos. This episode is the fifth installment in Dr. Peterson's Psychological Significance of the Biblical Stories Lecture Series. This episode focuses on Cain and Abel, and is entitled, "Cain and Abel: The Hostile Brothers." Dr. Petersen will be performing the remainder of the lecture series at the Isabel Bader Theatre in Toronto, Canada. Tickets can be found at TheIsabelBader.ca/TheBibleStoriesLecture and can be reserved by clicking here. You can support these podcasts by donating to Dr. B.P. Peterson s PODCAST by making a monthly donation of $5 or $10 or more, or by becoming a patron of his Self-Authorizing Program, "Self-Authoring" at Self Authoring.org/SelfAuthoring. If you're struggling with Depression and Anxiety, please know you are not alone. There's hope, and there's a path to feeling better. Let this be the first step towards the brighter future you deserve. -Let's take care of each other, and let's all be kinder to each other. -Everest Dr. P.B. Peterson is a podcast that could be a lifeline for those battling depression and anxiety. Go to Daily Wire Plus now and start watching Dr. , and start helping those listening to those listening who may be struggling with something better than they deserve a brighter future they deserve it. (Daily Wire Plus) to help them feel better! (p. ) , . This is a new series that could help them find a way to feel better, and a better future they can be a better version of themselves, too and a more positive perspective on their day to day life, and to feel more connected to their lives, and more connected than they know they are capable of feeling better so they can begin to feel their best, and so on and so much so that they can have a chance to live in their best day to live a better day to be more of their best life of their day, and they can achieve what they deserve to live their best lives.


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00:00:00.880 Hey everyone, real quick before you skip, I want to talk to you about something serious and important.
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00:01:12.100 This is episode 23.
00:01:14.460 This podcast episode is the fifth installment of Dr. Peterson's Psychological Significance of the Biblical Stories lecture series.
00:01:20.540 This episode focuses on Cain and Abel, and is entitled Cain and Abel, the Hostile Brothers.
00:01:28.080 Dr. Peterson will be performing the remainder of the lecture series at the Isabel Bader Theatre in Toronto.
00:01:34.720 Tickets can be found at jordanbpeterson.com.
00:01:37.320 So I'm going to read you something.
00:01:58.200 I get some, I get a lot of mail, and I don't know where I got this.
00:02:02.160 I've been a lot of different places in the last week, and this showed up at one of them, and I'm going to read it to you.
00:02:09.660 I have no idea what to make of it.
00:02:11.100 It's written in a female hand, so that's about all I can tell, but there's no address or name on it.
00:02:22.600 This isn't a question, but a comment, or more accurately, perhaps, a message.
00:02:29.320 I spent this past weekend in an ayahuasca ceremony, which for those of you who don't know, is a South American visionary plant medicine.
00:02:39.460 Some of you may roll your eyes at this, but ayahuasca brings you into direct contact with the archetypal realm of being.
00:02:48.840 Users of this medicine, initiates, I should say, refer to ayahuasca as she, because the spirit of the plant is decidedly feminine.
00:02:59.720 An encounter with ayahuasca is an encounter with the Great Mother of Creation, the goddess, the void from which all things come, the feminine counterpart of logos.
00:03:10.000 Dr. Peterson, you appeared in one of my ayahuasca visions.
00:03:15.580 Might account for why I've been rather fatigued lately.
00:03:31.540 Dr. Peterson, you appeared in one of my ayahuasca visions.
00:03:34.520 And I asked her, who is Jordan Peterson?
00:03:38.580 What is he doing?
00:03:39.760 Which is something I'd really like to know as well.
00:03:43.240 And she responded with crystalline clarity.
00:03:47.400 Quote,
00:03:48.520 He is here to invoke and initiate the divine masculine principle on earth at this time.
00:03:55.740 So I'm up here to thank you deeply and profoundly on behalf of the Great Mother herself, the goddess, the divine feminine principle,
00:04:12.860 who has been eagerly awaiting the awakening of the masculine principle into divinity and service.
00:04:21.320 So, you know, get a letter like that every day.
00:04:24.160 Actually, I get a letter or two like that every day.
00:04:28.920 So, you know, what went through my head when I read this, and this is, of course, a completely crazy parallel,
00:04:39.980 but, you know, one of the things I learned to do as a psychotherapist was just to tell people who were talking to me what came into my head.
00:04:48.400 It isn't what I'm thinking exactly, because that's not exactly the same thing, you know.
00:04:54.320 What comes into your head is more like a dream.
00:04:56.460 It comes unbidden.
00:04:57.840 It's like your imagination.
00:04:59.260 If you're thinking, there seems to be like a voluntary element of that, right?
00:05:03.340 I mean, some of, who God only knows how we think, but it seems partly voluntary at least.
00:05:09.480 And Jung thought about it, Carl Jung thought about it like a dialogue between the conscious mind and the unconscious mind.
00:05:15.860 There was a continual dialogue, but when things just pop into your mind, it's not much different than walking into a room and having something there,
00:05:24.800 which is an observation I also derived from Jung, by the way, because he pointed out quite rightly that people don't really think that thoughts appear to them.
00:05:34.080 Now, you can think, because you can take the thoughts that appear to you, and then you can subject them to criticism and elaboration and so on,
00:05:41.160 instead of just assuming that they're true right off the bat.
00:05:43.200 But people often don't do that, they just, something just pops into their head, and then they assume that it's true.
00:05:49.720 Anyways, one of the things that I tend to do in psychotherapy is just to tell people what pops into my head, because...
00:05:56.560 Well...
00:05:59.200 Why?
00:05:59.700 Because then the person that is talking to me gets one person's untrammeled opinion.
00:06:08.520 Not even that, reaction, not opinion.
00:06:10.840 It's not really an opinion, I don't think.
00:06:12.980 An opinion maybe is what I think later, and there's this personal flavor to it.
00:06:17.640 What popped into my head...
00:06:18.700 Was the story about Socrates, you know.
00:06:23.820 He had this, when he was being put on trial by the Athenians, for corrupting the nation's youth.
00:06:30.540 Something I've been accused of, by the way.
00:06:33.520 Although it's not self-evident to me that it's me doing the corrupting.
00:06:36.940 He said that somebody had asked him once, had asked the Delphic Oracle once.
00:06:45.020 And the Delphic Oracle was this retreat that you could go to if you were an ancient Greek citizen.
00:06:50.600 And you'd be there and you'd have a dream, and then you'd go ask the Delphic Oracle to interpret it.
00:06:56.620 And nobody really knows what was up with the Delphic Oracle today, how that worked exactly.
00:07:02.040 But she would interpret your dream, in any case.
00:07:06.020 And somebody once asked her who the wisest man in Greece was.
00:07:10.040 And the Delphic Oracle said it was Socrates, because he knew he didn't know anything.
00:07:14.840 That's essentially the story.
00:07:16.480 And that popped into my mind.
00:07:18.200 It's a crazy comparison, but, you know, I have a crazy mind.
00:07:21.980 So I guess that's how it works out.
00:07:24.520 So, now one of the things I'm going to do today, which I haven't done before,
00:07:30.500 is I'm going to read you a little bit of...
00:07:33.100 I told you I finished my book last week, and I haven't read it to anyone.
00:07:38.320 I've given it to a couple of friends to review.
00:07:42.060 One person in particular, a screenwriter named Greg Hurwitz, has been unbelievably helpful.
00:07:48.160 He's so fast and so sharp at this sort of thing.
00:07:50.520 And I can send him, like, a 20-page, dense 20-page manuscript.
00:07:56.640 And he'll rip it to shreds and send it back to me in, like, 90 minutes.
00:08:00.140 It's just unbelievable.
00:08:01.540 He's so good at that.
00:08:02.320 He's been very helpful.
00:08:03.240 But I haven't, no one else has seen it apart from my editor.
00:08:06.900 And I haven't read it to anyone.
00:08:08.060 So, but some of it seemed particularly appropriate for tonight's lecture.
00:08:12.340 So, I thought I would start the lecture tonight by reading a little bit of it.
00:08:17.900 And it's from a chapter.
00:08:20.580 It's on the issue of sacrifice as such.
00:08:22.680 This is Abraham and Isaac.
00:08:24.380 This is a very strange Old Testament story, right?
00:08:26.560 This is one of the stories that's contained in the Old Testament that makes modern people think
00:08:31.860 that maybe we should just not have that much to do with the Old Testament per se at all.
00:08:36.700 And especially with regards, and maybe we shouldn't have anything to do with the God of the Old Testament either.
00:08:41.160 Because, I mean, as far as Abraham is concerned, God tells him to sacrifice his own son.
00:08:47.720 Now, it turns out that God was just kidding, so to speak.
00:08:51.720 You know, I'm obviously being flippant.
00:08:53.680 But, you know, it does raise the question, what do you make of a divine being who would require such a thing?
00:09:02.740 Or, conversely, what do you make of Abraham who would have such delusions?
00:09:06.860 Either way, it's a little hard on the, what would you call, modern believability and moral integrity of the Old Testament.
00:09:15.380 But these are very, very strange stories.
00:09:17.600 And they're not what they seem to be.
00:09:19.360 Or they are, but, and they're more.
00:09:20.800 So, we're going to talk a lot about sacrifice tonight.
00:09:26.000 And here's some of the things that I've been thinking about sacrifice.
00:09:28.980 So this is from, this book is called 12 Rules for Life, an Antidote for Chaos.
00:09:35.640 And it's coming out in January, which I think I mentioned.
00:09:39.000 And this is from Rule 7, which is, do what is meaningful, not what is expedient.
00:09:44.980 And so here's, here's some of the writing I've been doing over the last three years on the, on the motif of sacrifice.
00:09:56.080 I'll start with just a brief intro before I read this.
00:10:00.820 It took me a long time to understand what was meant in the Old Testament by sacrifice.
00:10:06.480 And, which is strange, because once I figured it out, it seemed bloody obvious.
00:10:09.500 It seemed like, oh yeah, obviously, that's what it means.
00:10:11.600 But, lots of times, if you figure something out correctly, it seems self-evident as soon as you figured it out correctly.
00:10:19.020 Well, we'll see how that goes.
00:10:20.280 But, you know, it seemed to work for me, anyways.
00:10:25.260 I knew that, of course, at least implicitly, I knew of the modern usage of the idea of sacrifice.
00:10:33.020 Everyone understands that motif, is that if you want to make things better in the future,
00:10:38.740 then you make sacrifices in the present.
00:10:41.600 And, maybe you even do that multi-generationally.
00:10:45.020 In fact, you most definitely do, if you're a good parent.
00:10:48.020 I mean, you, and that's, I would say that's really, particularly typical of, of, of immigrants, right?
00:10:54.640 Because immigrants, often come from terrible places, and have to undergo terrible things,
00:11:00.140 to come to a new community, where they get a rough reception,
00:11:03.500 and have a hard time getting their life going.
00:11:06.500 And a big part of the reason that they do it, is to make their lives, of their children, better.
00:11:11.720 And, luckily, when they come to Canada, usually, given where they came from,
00:11:15.260 that actually works, because where they came from is worse, and here is better,
00:11:19.180 even though, you know, immigrants often have to struggle to, to get on their feet again.
00:11:24.000 And they have to learn a new language, and become enculturated, and face the fact that they're not part of the mainstream culture.
00:11:29.460 And, well, you know, many of you know the whole story.
00:11:32.920 So, the idea that you make sacrifices for the future, and you make sacrifices for your children,
00:11:38.040 and, that's, everyone understands that, and it's part of being responsible, and mature,
00:11:44.420 and shouldering the burden of being properly.
00:11:47.000 And you do that for yourself, too.
00:11:49.160 If you're disciplined, in fact, that's almost what discipline means.
00:11:52.540 It's discipline means that you're capable of making sacrifices,
00:11:55.400 because you're not disciplined if you just do something you want more,
00:11:59.780 rather than something that you're doing.
00:12:01.280 That's not discipline, that's, maybe that works, and great.
00:12:04.360 If your life is working out that way, great, man.
00:12:06.320 But, that isn't, that isn't discipline.
00:12:08.360 Discipline is when you want to do something right now,
00:12:10.760 and, instead, you think, no, I'm going to forestall my gratification,
00:12:15.740 maybe forever, but certainly for a very long period of time,
00:12:19.300 medium to long period of time.
00:12:20.660 And you concentrate on something that you think will bear fruit,
00:12:24.080 in the medium to long run.
00:12:25.380 And so, you look into the future, and you decide that,
00:12:29.680 by making today a little less impulsively pleasurable, shall we say,
00:12:33.940 you'll make tomorrow a little bit more secure and productive.
00:12:37.280 And then you actually do it, too.
00:12:39.340 And that's difficult, you know.
00:12:41.360 And we discussed last week,
00:12:42.940 Adam and Eve's discovery of the future,
00:12:46.600 and the revelation of the possibility of the future,
00:12:51.680 including the possibility of tragedy and suffering in the future.
00:12:56.060 And it's our knowledge of the possibility of tragedy and suffering in the future
00:13:00.220 that motivates us to sacrifice in the present,
00:13:04.580 so that we can reduce the unnecessary anxiety and uncertainty and pain that awaits us.
00:13:09.840 Now, that's a negative way of putting it.
00:13:11.700 We're also doing it so that, you know,
00:13:13.800 we can have some joy and we can make life better and all of that.
00:13:16.640 And that's not trivial.
00:13:18.500 But the fundamental issue, especially once you have small children,
00:13:22.080 this fundamental issue is to stave the suffering the hell off, right?
00:13:27.140 That's what you want to do.
00:13:28.300 That's your primary moral obligation.
00:13:29.960 If you're a person who has any...
00:13:32.680 If your eyes are open at all, that's your primary obligation.
00:13:36.120 And so you make the sacrifices that are necessary,
00:13:38.960 and you set up the future.
00:13:41.180 And, well, the motif of sacrifice is there in the Old Testament.
00:13:47.840 But it's more...
00:13:48.820 It's so concrete that it's difficult to draw a parallel between the two.
00:13:52.720 At least for me, they didn't align self-evidently.
00:13:56.260 And I don't remember in my rather limited religious education as a child in the United Church,
00:14:02.220 because I went to the United Church until I was about 13,
00:14:05.180 I don't ever remember anybody pointing out that, like,
00:14:10.060 the sacrifices that Cain and Abel were making,
00:14:13.020 or the sacrifice that Abraham was supposed to make,
00:14:15.880 or the sacrifices that people were making to God,
00:14:19.480 were the precursors, let's say, the dramatic precursors,
00:14:25.420 to the psychological idea of sacrifice
00:14:28.020 that we all hold as civilized people in the modern world.
00:14:33.660 So, although it seems obvious, as I said, once you lay it out,
00:14:37.260 I don't remember that ever being explained to me.
00:14:39.940 But, and then, well, and then let me read this,
00:14:41.820 so, now that I've sort of introduced it.
00:14:44.040 Here's what happened as humanity developed.
00:14:47.160 First were the endless tens or hundreds of thousands of years
00:14:51.820 prior to the emergence of written history and drama.
00:14:57.080 The twin practices of delay and exchange
00:15:00.220 began to emerge slowly and painfully.
00:15:02.840 So, here's a cool psychological study.
00:15:05.580 So, it's called the Marshmallow Test.
00:15:07.560 And maybe it's even a reliable study,
00:15:10.960 even though it was done by social psychologists.
00:15:13.340 It's probably replicable.
00:15:16.840 And it's a nice study.
00:15:18.440 So, you take small children,
00:15:20.200 and you bring them into a room,
00:15:22.900 and you put something that they would like in front of them,
00:15:25.600 a marshmallow.
00:15:27.240 And you, then you torture them, basically.
00:15:30.320 You say, see that marshmallow?
00:15:32.440 And the kid thinks, yeah, yeah, man, I see that marshmallow.
00:15:35.420 It's like, you can have that marshmallow right now.
00:15:39.440 Or if you wait, I think the experiment is 10 minutes,
00:15:43.780 then you can have two marshmallows.
00:15:46.300 And so that puts the child in quite a conundrum,
00:15:48.420 because they're being asked to trade
00:15:50.920 an actual, concrete, tangible marshmallow
00:15:53.840 for two hypothetical future marshmallows.
00:15:57.860 And it's not that easy to conjure up
00:16:00.180 a hypothetical future reality
00:16:01.760 that has the same tangible significance
00:16:04.620 as something real right in front of you.
00:16:08.340 And so it's an amazing thing that people can do that.
00:16:10.840 And so, then the experiment leaves.
00:16:13.560 And some children grab the marshmallow
00:16:15.160 and just, you know, chomp that thing down right now.
00:16:18.500 Other kids, they videotape kids
00:16:20.780 while they're waiting.
00:16:22.680 And they do all sorts of things.
00:16:23.780 They whistle, they look at the ceiling,
00:16:25.520 they sit on their hands, you know.
00:16:26.980 They try to distract themselves.
00:16:28.320 Of course, they're eyeing that marshmallow
00:16:29.820 like a squirrel eyeing a nut
00:16:31.900 and trying to restrain themselves.
00:16:36.140 And, you know, what I see in that
00:16:38.100 is that the child's prefrontal cortex,
00:16:41.580 the higher cortical systems,
00:16:42.900 are warring with the underlying motivational systems,
00:16:46.460 more primordial motivational systems
00:16:48.260 that govern such things as hunger.
00:16:49.720 The hunger system, hypothalamic system,
00:16:52.060 says, there's something sweet and fat
00:16:54.980 right sitting there, right bloody now.
00:16:56.880 Grab that thing and stuff it down now.
00:16:59.060 And I'm sure many of you
00:17:00.360 have a constant battle with your hypothalamus
00:17:02.700 with regards to sweet and fat things
00:17:05.120 and often lose.
00:17:06.700 So you can feel
00:17:07.720 some sympathy for the child.
00:17:09.920 But, and the hypothalamus
00:17:12.020 has these tremendously powerful tendrils
00:17:15.480 upward into the brain,
00:17:17.300 into the parts that we would associate
00:17:18.960 more with voluntary control.
00:17:20.820 And the voluntary control centers
00:17:22.560 have these little weak ribbons
00:17:24.760 going down to control the hypothalamus.
00:17:27.020 It's pretty obvious,
00:17:28.560 if you know something about neuroanatomy,
00:17:31.100 what part is actually in charge
00:17:32.620 when the chips are down.
00:17:33.560 And it's not easy for children
00:17:35.200 to learn to regulate
00:17:36.580 those underlying primordial impulses,
00:17:39.300 the ones that are wired in,
00:17:40.880 the ones that we share with animals.
00:17:42.480 But they do it.
00:17:43.820 And, and, and the cool thing is,
00:17:46.280 this is what Walter Mischel found,
00:17:48.280 he's the guy who did the study,
00:17:49.480 was that the long-term outcome
00:17:52.640 for the children who can delay gratification
00:17:54.700 in the marshmallow test
00:17:55.680 is much more positive
00:17:56.760 than it is for the children
00:17:58.360 that are impulsive
00:17:59.960 and eat the marshmallow instantly.
00:18:01.980 It's delay of gratification.
00:18:04.100 Now, it's likely that that's associated
00:18:06.420 with trait conscientiousness,
00:18:08.120 although that specifically hasn't,
00:18:10.320 that specific connection
00:18:11.380 has not yet been established.
00:18:12.980 But they seem conceptually
00:18:14.940 very, very similar.
00:18:17.440 So, so anyways,
00:18:20.700 this emerges in children
00:18:22.760 probably between the ages of two and four,
00:18:25.920 something like that.
00:18:27.000 They should have it in place by four
00:18:28.760 because it's very difficult for them
00:18:30.280 to really interact well
00:18:32.620 with other children
00:18:33.360 without having that delay
00:18:34.560 of gratification in place
00:18:35.860 because if you can't delay gratification,
00:18:37.780 other kids don't like you
00:18:38.740 because you're,
00:18:40.640 you want everything your way
00:18:41.680 and you want it now
00:18:42.440 and you're liable to temper tantrums
00:18:44.640 and that sort of thing.
00:18:45.300 You haven't got the kind of self-control
00:18:46.600 necessary to make you fun to play with.
00:18:48.380 So you can see that emerging in children
00:18:51.200 and it's pretty,
00:18:51.880 it's pretty interesting
00:18:52.800 and not only that,
00:18:54.340 if it emerges,
00:18:55.160 it predicts positive long-term outcomes
00:18:58.480 just like trait conscientiousness does,
00:19:00.440 by the way,
00:19:00.840 because trait conscientiousness
00:19:02.440 is the second best predictor
00:19:03.800 of long-term success
00:19:04.880 over the lifespan.
00:19:06.460 In Western cultures,
00:19:08.140 it's second after intelligence.
00:19:10.020 And so in our societies,
00:19:11.760 the people who do best across time
00:19:13.620 are the people
00:19:14.100 who have high IQs
00:19:15.160 and who work hard.
00:19:16.220 And I would say
00:19:17.160 that's a pretty decent,
00:19:18.840 what would you call it?
00:19:21.420 It's a validation in some sense
00:19:23.260 that our cultures
00:19:23.880 are working properly
00:19:24.840 because what you would want,
00:19:26.880 I would say,
00:19:27.860 if the system is working
00:19:29.260 meritocratically
00:19:30.280 like it should
00:19:31.540 and if you're trying to extract
00:19:33.000 resources from those
00:19:34.780 who can contribute
00:19:35.620 at a higher rate,
00:19:37.300 then what you would want
00:19:38.440 to have happen
00:19:39.020 is that the hardworking
00:19:40.140 smart people do better.
00:19:42.560 Hopefully,
00:19:43.080 if that's the case,
00:19:43.920 then everyone does better.
00:19:45.500 Hopefully.
00:19:47.740 Anyways,
00:19:49.040 so you can see
00:19:49.940 this developing in children.
00:19:51.160 First were the endless
00:19:52.020 tens or hundreds of thousands
00:19:53.200 of years prior
00:19:53.940 to the emergence
00:19:54.860 of written history and drama.
00:19:56.660 The twin practices
00:19:57.600 of delay and exchange
00:19:58.780 began to emerge
00:19:59.980 slowly and painfully.
00:20:01.960 Then they became represented
00:20:03.360 in metaphorical abstraction
00:20:05.000 as rituals
00:20:06.880 and tales of sacrifice.
00:20:09.140 It's as if
00:20:09.880 there's a powerful figure
00:20:11.160 in the sky
00:20:11.940 who's judging you.
00:20:14.040 You better keep him happy
00:20:15.420 or look the hell out.
00:20:17.700 We've been watching ourselves
00:20:19.080 deal with him
00:20:19.980 for a long time.
00:20:21.000 He seems to like it
00:20:21.920 when you give up
00:20:22.680 something you value.
00:20:23.620 So,
00:20:26.100 practice sharing
00:20:26.840 and sacrificing
00:20:27.780 until you get good at it.
00:20:31.600 No one actually
00:20:32.500 said any of this
00:20:33.480 so long ago,
00:20:34.880 although they said
00:20:35.640 something very similar.
00:20:37.940 But it was implicit
00:20:38.780 in the practice
00:20:39.540 and then in the stories.
00:20:41.520 Action comes first.
00:20:43.880 Implicit comes first.
00:20:45.280 People watched
00:20:46.560 the successful succeed
00:20:48.840 and the unsuccessful fail
00:20:51.380 for thousands
00:20:52.500 and thousands of years
00:20:53.580 and we thought it over
00:20:54.660 and we drew a conclusion.
00:20:56.880 The successful
00:20:57.620 among us
00:20:58.580 sacrifice.
00:21:00.100 The successful
00:21:00.680 among us
00:21:01.260 delay
00:21:01.820 gratification.
00:21:05.740 The successful
00:21:06.860 among us
00:21:07.420 bargain with the future.
00:21:08.380 and then a great idea
00:21:10.380 begins to emerge
00:21:11.520 in ever more
00:21:13.040 articulated form.
00:21:15.220 That idea
00:21:15.740 is the point
00:21:16.420 of a long
00:21:17.000 and profound story.
00:21:21.220 It's the moral
00:21:22.180 of this story.
00:21:24.620 And I'm going to
00:21:25.720 engage in some
00:21:26.560 foreshadowing here.
00:21:28.940 What's the difference
00:21:29.900 between the successful
00:21:30.940 and the unsuccessful?
00:21:32.960 The successful
00:21:33.800 sacrifice.
00:21:36.020 And things get better
00:21:37.300 as the successful
00:21:38.720 practice
00:21:39.340 their sacrifices.
00:21:41.740 The question
00:21:42.580 becomes increasingly
00:21:43.900 precise
00:21:44.600 and simultaneously
00:21:46.300 broader.
00:21:49.680 What is the
00:21:50.640 greatest possible
00:21:51.560 sacrifice
00:21:52.180 for the greatest
00:21:52.980 possible good?
00:21:55.460 You know,
00:21:55.960 if you push
00:21:57.100 a question
00:21:57.640 in a direction
00:21:58.400 perhaps there comes
00:21:59.680 a time
00:22:00.020 when you can't
00:22:00.620 formulate it
00:22:01.280 any more
00:22:01.820 precisely
00:22:02.660 and broadly
00:22:03.420 and
00:22:04.660 that's
00:22:07.200 the point
00:22:07.520 at which
00:22:07.840 the question
00:22:08.380 in some sense
00:22:09.000 and perhaps
00:22:09.380 even the answer
00:22:09.900 the question
00:22:10.360 becomes archetypal
00:22:11.260 it becomes
00:22:11.900 archetypal
00:22:12.480 because it
00:22:13.420 can't be
00:22:14.500 bested
00:22:15.440 and this is
00:22:17.080 like an ultimate
00:22:17.640 question in some sense
00:22:18.700 how are you going to
00:22:19.280 ask a more
00:22:19.980 broad-based
00:22:21.060 question than that?
00:22:22.620 What is
00:22:23.000 given the initial
00:22:23.900 presuppositions
00:22:24.680 that you have
00:22:25.160 to make sacrifices
00:22:26.000 then the logical
00:22:27.120 end point to that
00:22:27.980 is something like
00:22:28.560 okay if you have
00:22:29.160 to make a sacrifice
00:22:29.860 what's the greatest
00:22:30.660 possible sacrifice
00:22:31.720 and for the
00:22:33.060 greatest possible good?
00:22:34.540 That's a good
00:22:35.060 question.
00:22:35.480 the answer
00:22:36.680 becomes
00:22:37.240 increasingly
00:22:38.320 profound
00:22:38.920 the god of
00:22:40.580 western tradition
00:22:41.280 like
00:22:42.040 so many gods
00:22:43.840 requires sacrifice
00:22:45.100 we've already
00:22:45.820 examined why
00:22:46.500 but sometimes
00:22:47.280 he goes
00:22:47.800 even further
00:22:48.760 and
00:22:50.460 requires the
00:22:51.460 sacrifice of
00:22:52.120 what is loved
00:22:52.600 best
00:22:53.240 this is why
00:22:55.280 and this is
00:22:57.160 another one of
00:22:57.740 mankind's
00:22:58.860 fundamental
00:22:59.740 discoveries
00:23:00.520 sometimes
00:23:04.020 sometimes things
00:23:04.500 do not go
00:23:05.060 well
00:23:05.400 that's
00:23:06.320 self-evident
00:23:06.940 but here's
00:23:07.640 the rub
00:23:08.140 sometimes
00:23:09.820 when things
00:23:10.460 are not
00:23:10.780 going well
00:23:11.280 it's precisely
00:23:12.440 that
00:23:13.340 which is most
00:23:14.360 valued
00:23:14.860 that is the
00:23:16.480 cause
00:23:16.880 why?
00:23:20.720 it's because
00:23:21.320 the world
00:23:21.700 is revealed
00:23:22.280 through the
00:23:23.220 template of
00:23:23.720 your values
00:23:24.240 if the world
00:23:24.880 you are seeing
00:23:25.880 is not the
00:23:26.660 world you want
00:23:27.620 therefore
00:23:28.280 it's time
00:23:29.680 to examine
00:23:30.240 your values
00:23:30.920 it's time
00:23:31.800 to rid
00:23:32.240 yourself
00:23:32.700 of your
00:23:33.180 current
00:23:34.020 presuppositions
00:23:34.960 there's a
00:23:36.320 famous experiment
00:23:37.140 that I've alluded
00:23:37.860 to a couple
00:23:38.560 of times
00:23:38.940 I believe
00:23:39.360 in this
00:23:39.780 lecture series
00:23:40.560 the invisible
00:23:41.840 gorilla experiment
00:23:42.800 and in the
00:23:43.860 invisible gorilla
00:23:44.820 experiment
00:23:45.480 there's two
00:23:45.960 teams
00:23:46.400 of players
00:23:48.400 each with
00:23:49.020 three members
00:23:49.980 one dressed
00:23:50.840 in black
00:23:51.220 and the other
00:23:51.500 dressed in white
00:23:52.120 and each
00:23:53.060 team is
00:23:53.540 passing a
00:23:54.340 basketball
00:23:54.740 back and
00:23:55.240 forth to
00:23:55.620 the team
00:23:56.220 members
00:23:56.540 milling
00:23:57.260 about
00:23:57.640 you see
00:23:59.900 a video
00:24:00.300 of them
00:24:00.600 doing so
00:24:01.080 they basically
00:24:01.680 fill the
00:24:02.140 video screen
00:24:02.780 and the
00:24:03.900 white team
00:24:04.280 is passing
00:24:04.800 a basketball
00:24:05.440 to the
00:24:06.000 white team
00:24:06.400 members
00:24:06.700 and the
00:24:07.200 black team
00:24:08.220 is passing
00:24:08.680 a basketball
00:24:09.120 to the
00:24:09.420 black team
00:24:09.860 members
00:24:10.200 and your
00:24:11.520 job
00:24:11.900 as far as
00:24:13.260 the experimenter
00:24:13.860 is concerned
00:24:14.320 is for you
00:24:15.160 to count
00:24:15.500 the number
00:24:15.820 of times
00:24:16.300 that the
00:24:16.900 black
00:24:17.160 team
00:24:18.920 passes the
00:24:21.320 basketball
00:24:21.760 back and
00:24:22.220 forth
00:24:22.380 so that's
00:24:22.720 what you
00:24:22.920 do
00:24:23.040 so now
00:24:23.400 you have
00:24:23.740 an ambition
00:24:24.320 and an
00:24:25.120 aim
00:24:25.440 and a
00:24:26.120 value
00:24:26.640 and the
00:24:27.740 ambition
00:24:28.160 and the
00:24:28.480 aim
00:24:28.640 and the
00:24:28.820 value
00:24:29.100 they're
00:24:29.280 all the
00:24:29.540 same
00:24:29.740 thing
00:24:30.060 and that
00:24:30.620 is to
00:24:30.900 perform
00:24:31.240 well at
00:24:31.620 the
00:24:31.740 task
00:24:32.120 now the
00:24:32.480 thing
00:24:32.660 that's
00:24:32.860 so cool
00:24:33.280 about this
00:24:33.720 and this
00:24:34.000 is really
00:24:34.480 so cool
00:24:35.120 it's just
00:24:35.620 unbelievably
00:24:36.580 it's just
00:24:38.080 unbelievable
00:24:38.920 that this
00:24:39.500 is the
00:24:39.760 case
00:24:40.040 it's like
00:24:40.880 a complete
00:24:41.540 validation
00:24:42.160 of a
00:24:42.800 certain
00:24:43.080 element
00:24:43.380 of the
00:24:43.680 buddhist
00:24:44.000 world view
00:24:44.520 so they
00:24:46.640 pass the
00:24:47.180 ball
00:24:47.440 for a
00:24:47.760 couple
00:24:47.940 of
00:24:48.040 minutes
00:24:48.260 and
00:24:48.520 then
00:24:49.100 the
00:24:49.240 experimenter
00:24:49.780 says
00:24:50.020 to you
00:24:50.440 how many
00:24:51.420 and you
00:24:51.740 say 15
00:24:52.420 and because
00:24:53.020 you're
00:24:53.180 happy
00:24:53.420 and you're
00:24:53.720 happy
00:24:53.920 with
00:24:54.120 yourself
00:24:54.460 because
00:24:54.760 you've
00:24:54.960 been
00:24:55.080 paying
00:24:55.300 attention
00:24:55.660 and the
00:24:56.660 experimenter
00:24:57.200 says
00:24:57.420 yeah
00:24:57.640 that's
00:24:57.980 right
00:24:58.220 or maybe
00:24:58.620 not
00:24:58.880 maybe
00:24:59.100 you
00:24:59.220 missed
00:24:59.420 one
00:24:59.640 and then
00:25:00.540 the
00:25:00.820 experimenter
00:25:01.300 says
00:25:01.540 did you
00:25:01.860 see
00:25:02.020 the
00:25:02.200 gorilla
00:25:02.520 and half
00:25:03.780 of you
00:25:04.120 say
00:25:04.380 what
00:25:04.980 what
00:25:05.640 what
00:25:07.080 gorilla
00:25:07.520 like
00:25:08.080 really
00:25:08.480 and he
00:25:09.500 and the
00:25:09.980 experimenter
00:25:10.560 says
00:25:10.780 yes
00:25:11.120 and then
00:25:11.480 he
00:25:11.620 rewinds
00:25:12.060 it
00:25:12.140 and
00:25:12.240 plays
00:25:12.480 the
00:25:12.660 video
00:25:12.940 and
00:25:13.140 like
00:25:13.780 a
00:25:14.340 minute
00:25:14.520 and a
00:25:14.680 half
00:25:14.880 into
00:25:15.280 the
00:25:15.500 three
00:25:15.660 minute
00:25:15.860 video
00:25:16.180 sure
00:25:16.740 enough
00:25:17.060 in walks
00:25:18.320 this
00:25:18.560 guy
00:25:18.860 in
00:25:19.020 a
00:25:19.100 gorilla
00:25:19.300 suit
00:25:19.620 six
00:25:20.360 foot
00:25:20.560 three
00:25:20.960 or
00:25:21.240 so
00:25:21.540 stands
00:25:22.620 in
00:25:22.800 the
00:25:22.900 middle
00:25:23.080 of
00:25:23.260 the
00:25:23.540 game
00:25:24.240 right
00:25:24.740 in
00:25:25.020 the
00:25:25.140 middle
00:25:25.340 of
00:25:25.500 the
00:25:25.600 game
00:25:25.940 the
00:25:26.740 same
00:25:27.020 size
00:25:27.420 as
00:25:27.580 the
00:25:27.720 players
00:25:28.100 perfectly
00:25:29.220 obviously
00:25:30.260 evident
00:25:31.540 beats
00:25:32.320 his chest
00:25:32.980 for like
00:25:33.420 a second
00:25:33.860 and a
00:25:34.100 half
00:25:34.420 and
00:25:35.020 then
00:25:35.180 sort
00:25:35.440 of
00:25:35.560 saunters
00:25:35.920 off
00:25:36.360 and
00:25:37.580 half
00:25:37.940 the
00:25:38.120 people
00:25:38.420 who
00:25:38.800 watch
00:25:40.060 the
00:25:40.200 video
00:25:40.420 don't
00:25:40.700 see
00:25:40.860 the
00:25:41.020 gorilla
00:25:41.320 which
00:25:43.300 is
00:25:43.480 absolutely
00:25:44.040 shocking
00:25:44.560 and
00:25:44.780 what
00:25:44.940 that
00:25:45.120 means
00:25:45.380 is
00:25:45.540 that
00:25:45.760 your
00:25:46.240 ambitions
00:25:46.660 blind
00:25:47.060 you
00:25:47.240 to
00:25:47.460 the
00:25:47.660 nature
00:25:47.900 of
00:25:48.100 reality
00:25:48.540 now
00:25:50.040 they
00:25:50.240 illuminate
00:25:50.880 some
00:25:51.200 reality
00:25:51.740 but
00:25:53.080 they
00:25:53.240 blind
00:25:53.660 you
00:25:53.860 to
00:25:54.060 most
00:25:54.400 of
00:25:54.540 it
00:25:54.640 and
00:25:54.780 that's
00:25:55.100 fine
00:25:55.360 because
00:25:55.640 you're
00:25:55.860 not
00:25:56.080 there's
00:25:57.220 not a lot
00:25:57.640 of you
00:25:57.900 in some
00:25:58.300 ways
00:25:58.540 you're
00:25:58.740 a very
00:25:59.060 pinpoint
00:25:59.560 thing
00:26:00.100 like a
00:26:00.440 laser
00:26:00.680 beam
00:26:00.980 and so
00:26:01.620 you just
00:26:01.920 can't be
00:26:02.320 attending
00:26:02.660 to everything
00:26:03.200 all the
00:26:03.540 time
00:26:03.840 but
00:26:04.780 one of
00:26:05.060 the
00:26:05.160 things
00:26:05.400 that
00:26:05.540 you
00:26:05.660 might
00:26:05.840 ask
00:26:06.080 yourself
00:26:06.420 once
00:26:06.740 you
00:26:06.900 know
00:26:07.080 that
00:26:07.320 is
00:26:07.480 that
00:26:07.660 if
00:26:08.020 you're
00:26:08.300 suffering
00:26:08.780 dreadfully
00:26:09.440 then
00:26:09.720 one
00:26:10.060 possibility
00:26:10.760 is
00:26:11.180 that
00:26:11.460 you're
00:26:12.420 so
00:26:12.640 fixed
00:26:13.120 on
00:26:13.400 the
00:26:13.840 point
00:26:14.200 you're
00:26:14.480 so
00:26:14.680 fixed
00:26:15.120 on
00:26:15.360 a
00:26:15.520 point
00:26:15.920 the
00:26:17.380 fact
00:26:17.780 that
00:26:17.980 you're
00:26:18.180 so
00:26:18.380 fixed
00:26:18.740 on
00:26:18.960 the
00:26:19.120 point
00:26:19.400 that
00:26:19.620 you're
00:26:19.840 fixed
00:26:20.140 on
00:26:20.400 might
00:26:20.760 be
00:26:21.060 integrally
00:26:21.760 related
00:26:22.300 to
00:26:22.560 why
00:26:22.840 things
00:26:23.180 are
00:26:23.320 going
00:26:23.600 so
00:26:23.860 catastrophically
00:26:24.820 wrong
00:26:25.360 now
00:26:26.720 perhaps
00:26:27.080 not
00:26:27.420 because
00:26:27.760 you know
00:26:28.060 there's
00:26:28.360 a lot
00:26:28.580 of
00:26:28.680 arbitrariness
00:26:29.240 about
00:26:29.600 life
00:26:30.040 and
00:26:31.040 perhaps
00:26:31.720 you
00:26:31.960 suffer
00:26:32.260 even
00:26:32.600 when
00:26:32.920 you
00:26:33.040 don't
00:26:33.280 deserve
00:26:33.580 to
00:26:33.780 that
00:26:34.020 seems
00:26:34.260 to
00:26:34.420 happen
00:26:34.680 in
00:26:34.840 the
00:26:34.960 book
00:26:35.120 of
00:26:35.280 Job
00:26:35.560 for
00:26:35.740 example
00:26:36.100 because
00:26:41.460 to
00:26:42.100 let
00:26:42.280 Satan
00:26:42.520 just
00:26:42.780 torture
00:26:43.140 him
00:26:43.360 and
00:26:44.000 he
00:26:44.120 does
00:26:44.440 quite
00:26:44.780 nicely
00:26:45.240 to
00:26:46.220 see
00:26:46.440 if
00:26:46.580 he'll
00:26:46.880 turn
00:26:48.140 against
00:26:48.460 God
00:26:48.880 and
00:26:49.560 it
00:26:49.840 seems
00:26:50.080 like
00:26:50.300 a
00:26:50.420 rather
00:26:50.660 playground
00:26:51.640 sort
00:26:52.500 of
00:26:52.600 thing
00:26:52.780 for
00:26:52.980 God
00:26:53.220 to
00:26:53.380 engage
00:26:53.780 in
00:26:53.960 but
00:26:54.120 the
00:26:54.520 point
00:26:54.740 is
00:26:54.960 that
00:26:55.280 even
00:26:55.960 in
00:26:56.240 a
00:26:57.300 document
00:26:57.620 like
00:26:57.860 the
00:26:58.000 Old
00:26:58.160 Testament
00:26:58.460 there's
00:26:58.800 ample
00:26:59.260 suggestion
00:27:00.780 that
00:27:01.120 sometimes
00:27:01.520 people
00:27:01.840 just
00:27:02.080 get
00:27:02.320 wiped
00:27:03.040 out
00:27:03.380 and
00:27:03.640 hurt
00:27:03.920 even
00:27:04.780 if
00:27:04.960 they're
00:27:05.120 living
00:27:05.400 good
00:27:06.120 moral
00:27:06.640 lives
00:27:07.320 aiming
00:27:07.980 properly
00:27:08.500 and
00:27:08.640 all
00:27:08.760 that
00:27:08.860 there's
00:27:09.060 an
00:27:09.160 arbitrariness
00:27:09.700 in
00:27:09.880 life
00:27:10.100 that's
00:27:10.960 not
00:27:11.240 eradicable
00:27:13.120 but
00:27:13.380 it's
00:27:13.600 possible
00:27:14.180 that
00:27:15.120 it's
00:27:15.880 what
00:27:16.240 you're
00:27:16.620 clinging
00:27:17.080 to
00:27:17.500 that's
00:27:18.680 hurting
00:27:18.940 you
00:27:19.240 and
00:27:20.100 it's
00:27:20.280 even
00:27:20.500 possible
00:27:20.980 that
00:27:21.260 it's
00:27:21.400 the
00:27:21.560 thing
00:27:21.720 that
00:27:21.860 you're
00:27:22.000 clinging
00:27:22.260 to
00:27:22.440 the
00:27:22.600 hardest
00:27:22.860 that's
00:27:23.160 hurting
00:27:23.360 you
00:27:23.500 the
00:27:23.620 most
00:27:23.820 that
00:27:24.060 could
00:27:24.240 easily
00:27:24.480 be
00:27:24.680 someone
00:27:24.940 you
00:27:25.160 love
00:27:25.440 like
00:27:25.640 lots
00:27:25.880 of
00:27:26.020 times
00:27:26.300 I
00:27:26.820 see
00:27:27.000 people
00:27:27.280 in
00:27:27.460 therapy
00:27:27.740 and
00:27:27.960 they're
00:27:28.140 miserable
00:27:28.540 for
00:27:29.180 one
00:27:29.380 reason
00:27:29.620 or
00:27:29.720 another
00:27:29.920 and
00:27:30.100 sometimes
00:27:30.900 it's
00:27:31.180 because
00:27:31.420 they
00:27:31.600 have
00:27:31.780 a
00:27:31.900 very
00:27:32.160 close
00:27:32.500 relationship
00:27:33.000 with
00:27:33.240 a
00:27:33.380 family
00:27:33.640 member
00:27:33.980 and
00:27:34.600 that
00:27:34.840 just
00:27:35.640 isn't
00:27:35.940 working
00:27:36.280 you
00:27:36.880 know
00:27:37.020 the
00:27:37.200 family
00:27:37.960 member
00:27:38.340 for
00:27:39.280 the
00:27:39.460 sake
00:27:39.660 of
00:27:39.800 simplicity
00:27:40.240 we'll
00:27:41.100 say
00:27:41.360 is
00:27:41.860 not
00:27:42.120 really
00:27:42.680 oriented
00:27:43.100 towards
00:27:43.540 helping
00:27:43.860 them
00:27:44.080 have
00:27:44.500 a
00:27:44.680 good
00:27:44.840 life
00:27:45.140 the
00:27:45.780 family
00:27:46.060 member
00:27:46.380 is
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00:29:16.180 Israelites
00:29:16.500 in
00:29:16.780 the
00:29:16.880 Old
00:29:17.020 Testament
00:29:17.360 is
00:29:17.660 that
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00:29:19.440 this
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00:30:07.700 of the
00:30:07.900 things
00:30:08.140 that
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00:30:27.380 feet
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00:30:27.680 God
00:30:27.960 and
00:30:28.100 whether
00:30:29.180 God
00:30:29.620 exists
00:30:30.120 or not
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00:30:40.900 tell
00:30:41.120 that
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00:30:41.600 you
00:30:41.880 refuse
00:30:42.720 to
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00:30:58.300 everyone
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00:30:58.940 and
00:30:59.080 maybe
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00:31:00.020 itself
00:31:00.480 and
00:31:01.160 so
00:31:01.440 it's
00:31:02.740 not
00:31:03.180 helpful
00:31:03.840 now
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00:31:05.340 you
00:31:06.340 decide
00:31:06.820 that
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00:31:07.200 you
00:31:07.460 you've
00:31:07.880 got
00:31:08.040 the
00:31:08.200 problem
00:31:08.560 maybe
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00:31:09.300 not
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00:31:13.440 God
00:31:13.760 and
00:31:13.960 Satan
00:31:14.300 and
00:31:14.900 like
00:31:15.140 too
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00:31:15.500 for
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00:31:15.860 if
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00:31:17.800 still
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00:31:19.300 appropriate
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00:31:23.940 standing
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00:31:27.280 feet
00:31:27.660 in a
00:31:28.000 proper
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00:31:28.680 to
00:31:29.400 take
00:31:29.720 the
00:31:29.900 responsibility
00:31:30.540 on
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00:31:33.980 that
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00:31:39.840 yourself
00:31:40.280 of
00:31:40.500 your
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00:31:41.700 I
00:31:41.900 also
00:31:42.140 think
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00:31:42.540 that
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00:31:42.940 a
00:31:43.080 deadwood
00:31:43.480 issue
00:31:43.760 you
00:31:43.920 know
00:31:44.040 one
00:31:44.680 of
00:31:44.800 the
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00:31:45.200 you
00:31:45.380 see
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00:31:45.840 motifs
00:31:46.460 like
00:31:46.700 the
00:31:47.320 phoenix
00:31:49.460 remember
00:31:50.480 when
00:31:50.680 Harry Potter
00:31:51.160 goes off
00:31:51.620 to fight
00:31:52.000 he's
00:31:52.900 like
00:31:53.040 Saint
00:31:53.280 George
00:31:53.540 he
00:31:53.660 goes
00:31:53.820 off
00:31:54.020 to
00:31:54.140 fight
00:31:54.360 the
00:31:54.620 basilisk
00:31:57.020 that
00:31:57.200 turns
00:31:57.480 you
00:31:57.600 to
00:31:57.720 stone
00:31:57.960 when
00:31:58.120 you
00:31:58.220 look
00:31:58.360 at
00:31:58.480 it's
00:31:58.620 a
00:31:58.720 dragon
00:31:59.060 for
00:31:59.280 all
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00:31:59.740 and
00:31:59.900 purposes
00:32:00.220 it's
00:32:00.540 guarding
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00:32:00.980 virgin
00:32:01.580 what's
00:32:02.500 her
00:32:02.600 name
00:32:02.840 it's
00:32:03.420 not
00:32:03.580 Virginia
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00:32:04.340 close
00:32:04.840 to
00:32:05.000 that
00:32:05.220 though
00:32:05.440 Ginevra
00:32:07.520 right
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00:32:08.220 is
00:32:08.360 a
00:32:08.480 variant
00:32:08.800 of
00:32:09.000 Virginia
00:32:09.340 well
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00:32:12.020 he gets
00:32:12.420 bitten
00:32:12.860 by
00:32:13.140 the
00:32:13.420 dragon
00:32:14.560 and
00:32:15.400 poisoned
00:32:16.500 that's
00:32:17.640 the
00:32:17.780 dragon
00:32:18.040 of
00:32:18.220 chaos
00:32:18.620 right
00:32:18.940 the
00:32:19.420 thing
00:32:19.620 that
00:32:19.760 turns
00:32:19.980 you
00:32:20.080 to
00:32:20.220 stone
00:32:20.480 when
00:32:20.680 you
00:32:20.780 look
00:32:20.980 at
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00:32:21.500 gets
00:32:21.760 bitten
00:32:22.560 by
00:32:22.840 it
00:32:22.980 then
00:32:23.120 he's
00:32:23.320 going
00:32:23.480 to
00:32:23.640 die
00:32:23.980 and
00:32:24.960 yeah
00:32:25.360 well
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00:32:25.720 you
00:32:25.820 get
00:32:25.960 bitten
00:32:26.240 by
00:32:26.460 the
00:32:26.620 thing
00:32:26.840 that
00:32:26.980 turns
00:32:27.260 you
00:32:27.400 to
00:32:27.520 stone
00:32:27.800 when
00:32:28.000 you
00:32:28.120 look
00:32:28.320 at
00:32:28.500 it
00:32:28.600 if
00:32:28.740 it
00:32:28.880 bites
00:32:29.160 you
00:32:29.360 man
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00:32:30.320 you're
00:32:30.520 not
00:32:30.700 dead
00:32:30.980 you're
00:32:31.140 going
00:32:31.240 to
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00:32:31.540 you
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00:32:32.000 one
00:32:32.200 of
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00:32:32.400 two
00:32:32.620 and
00:32:33.340 then
00:32:33.480 the
00:32:33.620 phoenix
00:32:33.880 flies
00:32:34.240 in
00:32:34.480 and
00:32:34.660 cries
00:32:35.240 tears
00:32:35.580 into
00:32:35.860 the
00:32:35.980 wound
00:32:36.200 and
00:32:36.340 that
00:32:36.480 heals
00:32:36.780 him
00:32:36.960 and
00:32:37.120 the
00:32:37.340 phoenix
00:32:37.600 is
00:32:37.820 the
00:32:37.960 thing
00:32:38.180 that
00:32:38.360 allows
00:32:39.340 the
00:32:39.600 dead
00:32:39.920 wood
00:32:40.180 to
00:32:40.400 burn
00:32:40.780 off
00:32:41.200 occasionally
00:32:43.500 let's
00:32:44.180 say
00:32:44.380 well
00:32:44.580 I think
00:32:44.900 it's
00:32:45.040 once
00:32:45.220 every
00:32:45.460 hundred
00:32:45.660 years
00:32:46.000 with
00:32:46.160 the
00:32:46.280 phoenix
00:32:46.520 and
00:32:46.800 of
00:32:47.120 course
00:32:47.240 it's
00:32:47.420 pretty
00:32:47.620 dramatic
00:32:48.080 the
00:32:48.280 whole
00:32:48.440 damn
00:32:48.720 bird
00:32:49.020 has
00:32:49.260 to
00:32:49.380 go
00:32:49.520 up
00:32:49.680 in
00:32:49.820 flames
00:32:50.140 and
00:32:50.380 then
00:32:50.560 there's
00:32:50.740 nothing
00:32:51.040 left
00:33:01.720 now
00:33:01.980 and
00:33:02.100 then
00:33:02.300 for
00:33:02.760 the
00:33:02.880 dead
00:33:03.080 wood
00:33:03.320 to
00:33:03.640 clear
00:33:03.920 so
00:33:04.380 that
00:33:04.540 the
00:33:04.660 forest
00:33:04.940 can
00:33:05.120 actually
00:33:05.420 maintain
00:33:05.880 its
00:33:06.100 continued
00:33:06.480 existence
00:33:06.940 and
00:33:07.220 if
00:33:07.340 you
00:33:07.460 stop
00:33:08.200 the
00:33:08.440 forest
00:33:08.760 from
00:33:09.000 burning
00:33:09.340 for
00:33:09.600 a
00:33:09.760 prolonged
00:33:10.040 period
00:33:10.320 of
00:33:10.440 time
00:33:10.640 which
00:33:10.820 happened
00:33:11.100 in
00:33:11.220 the
00:33:11.300 United
00:33:11.500 States
00:33:11.920 when
00:33:12.760 they
00:33:12.880 were
00:33:12.980 trying
00:33:13.160 to
00:33:13.300 manage
00:33:13.540 the
00:33:13.700 forest
00:33:13.960 fires
00:33:14.240 too
00:33:14.500 tightly
00:33:14.920 then
00:33:15.480 all
00:33:15.620 that
00:33:15.740 happens
00:33:16.020 is
00:33:16.140 the
00:33:16.280 dead
00:33:16.500 wood
00:33:16.680 accumulates
00:33:17.680 and
00:33:17.820 accumulates
00:33:18.380 and
00:33:18.520 accumulates
00:33:19.120 and
00:33:19.260 accumulates
00:33:19.880 and
00:33:20.020 accumulates
00:33:20.800 until
00:33:21.540 the
00:33:21.700 whole
00:33:21.920 damn
00:33:22.120 forest
00:33:22.660 is
00:33:22.880 dead
00:33:23.120 wood
00:33:23.380 and
00:33:24.000 then
00:33:24.180 lightning
00:33:24.540 hits
00:33:24.820 it
00:33:24.940 and
00:33:25.040 it
00:33:25.160 burns
00:33:25.380 so
00:33:25.580 hot
00:33:25.820 that
00:33:25.940 it
00:33:26.060 burns
00:33:26.260 the
00:33:26.420 top
00:33:26.660 soil
00:33:26.920 off
00:33:27.260 and
00:33:27.980 then
00:33:28.120 there's
00:33:28.340 nothing
00:33:28.820 left
00:33:29.520 nothing
00:33:30.000 grows
00:33:30.480 and
00:33:30.640 so
00:33:30.800 that's
00:33:31.400 a
00:33:31.480 good
00:33:31.620 moral
00:33:31.920 lesson
00:33:32.320 which
00:33:32.620 is
00:33:32.820 don't
00:33:33.580 wait
00:33:33.800 too
00:33:34.000 long
00:33:34.240 to
00:33:34.420 let
00:33:34.620 the
00:33:34.800 damn
00:33:35.060 dead
00:33:35.340 wood
00:33:35.560 burn
00:33:35.940 off
00:33:36.280 you
00:33:36.480 know
00:33:36.640 maybe
00:33:37.120 a
00:33:37.360 little
00:33:37.580 self
00:33:38.280 immolation
00:33:39.020 on a
00:33:39.640 daily
00:33:39.860 basis
00:33:40.380 might
00:33:40.680 be
00:33:40.860 preferable
00:33:41.360 to
00:33:41.560 burning
00:33:41.840 yourself
00:33:42.300 all
00:33:42.540 the
00:33:42.660 way
00:33:42.800 down
00:33:43.040 to
00:33:43.180 the
00:33:43.340 bedrock
00:33:43.880 you
00:33:44.340 know
00:33:44.460 once
00:33:44.780 every
00:33:45.040 20
00:33:45.300 years
00:33:45.600 or
00:33:45.760 so
00:33:45.900 because
00:33:46.200 maybe
00:33:46.480 there
00:33:46.640 won't
00:33:46.780 be
00:33:46.920 anything
00:33:47.180 left
00:33:47.480 of
00:33:47.620 you
00:33:47.740 when
00:33:47.920 you
00:33:48.040 do
00:33:48.220 that
00:33:48.500 and
00:33:49.060 you
00:33:49.520 know
00:33:49.620 that
00:33:49.840 happens
00:33:50.160 to
00:33:50.320 people
00:33:50.540 all
00:33:50.740 the
00:33:50.880 time
00:33:51.100 I've
00:33:51.480 seen
00:33:51.680 that
00:33:51.840 happen
00:33:52.060 to
00:33:52.200 people
00:33:52.440 many
00:33:52.760 many
00:33:52.960 times
00:33:53.380 the
00:33:54.140 dead
00:33:54.380 wood
00:33:54.560 accumulates
00:33:55.220 the
00:33:55.540 mess
00:33:55.800 around
00:33:56.080 them
00:33:56.260 gathers
00:33:56.680 the
00:33:56.920 chaos
00:33:57.320 that
00:33:57.520 they
00:33:57.640 haven't
00:33:57.900 dealt
00:33:58.100 with
00:33:58.300 accumulates
00:33:58.920 and
00:33:59.440 then
00:33:59.660 one
00:33:59.940 day
00:34:00.140 the
00:34:00.320 spark
00:34:00.680 comes
00:34:01.040 and
00:34:01.220 they
00:34:01.440 burn
00:34:01.820 so
00:34:02.140 far
00:34:02.540 and
00:34:02.720 so
00:34:02.920 fast
00:34:13.880 motif
00:34:14.200 and
00:34:14.900 well
00:34:15.420 maybe
00:34:15.680 a hero
00:34:16.060 will
00:34:16.260 come
00:34:16.440 along
00:34:16.680 and
00:34:16.820 rescue
00:34:17.080 them
00:34:17.260 or
00:34:17.380 maybe
00:34:17.560 they'll
00:34:17.760 just
00:34:17.960 stay
00:34:18.200 in
00:34:18.360 there
00:34:18.500 forever
00:34:18.900 and
00:34:19.720 that's
00:34:19.940 a
00:34:20.060 precursor
00:34:20.560 to
00:34:20.700 the
00:34:20.840 idea
00:34:21.140 of
00:34:21.300 hell
00:34:21.580 and
00:34:22.100 it's
00:34:22.260 not
00:34:22.460 something
00:34:22.760 I
00:34:22.940 would
00:34:23.100 recommend
00:34:23.580 so
00:34:24.320 a
00:34:24.440 little
00:34:24.640 medicine
00:34:25.100 on
00:34:25.340 a
00:34:25.440 regular
00:34:25.700 basis
00:34:26.200 is
00:34:26.940 a
00:34:27.040 lot
00:34:27.200 better
00:34:27.460 than
00:34:28.020 total
00:34:28.840 immolation
00:34:29.540 on
00:34:31.100 terms
00:34:31.440 other
00:34:31.660 than
00:34:31.880 your
00:34:32.060 own
00:34:32.360 sporadically
00:34:33.940 it's
00:34:36.280 time to
00:34:36.720 rid
00:34:36.900 yourself
00:34:37.320 of
00:34:37.500 your
00:34:37.640 current
00:34:37.900 presuppositions
00:34:38.580 there's
00:34:38.880 another
00:34:39.140 thing
00:34:39.420 that
00:34:43.880 about
00:34:44.040 the
00:34:44.200 soviet
00:34:44.540 union
00:34:44.880 and
00:34:45.960 its
00:34:46.120 pathologies
00:34:46.760 it
00:34:47.820 it
00:34:48.620 sort
00:34:48.820 of
00:34:48.940 peaked
00:34:49.220 in
00:34:49.400 terms
00:34:49.640 of
00:34:49.780 its
00:34:49.920 pathological
00:34:50.600 authoritarianism
00:34:51.520 when
00:34:52.040 it
00:34:52.140 became
00:34:52.580 illegal
00:34:53.660 to
00:34:54.200 complain
00:34:54.720 that
00:34:55.120 your
00:34:55.260 life
00:34:55.500 wasn't
00:34:55.760 going
00:34:56.020 well
00:34:56.360 and
00:34:57.180 you
00:34:57.260 just
00:34:57.440 think
00:34:57.620 about
00:34:57.800 how
00:34:57.960 horrible
00:34:58.340 that
00:34:58.620 is
00:34:58.840 because
00:34:59.300 because
00:35:00.540 you
00:35:01.060 know
00:35:01.200 lots
00:35:01.540 of
00:35:01.640 times
00:35:01.820 your
00:35:01.940 life
00:35:02.140 isn't
00:35:02.360 going
00:35:02.600 well
00:35:02.880 I
00:35:03.060 mean
00:35:03.180 I
00:35:03.660 don't
00:35:04.180 mean
00:35:04.340 this
00:35:04.540 in
00:35:04.660 some
00:35:04.820 casual
00:35:05.220 way
00:35:05.580 I
00:35:05.740 mean
00:35:05.880 maybe
00:35:06.140 I
00:35:06.620 don
00:35:06.700 know
00:35:06.820 maybe
00:35:07.000 you
00:35:07.080 have
00:35:07.160 diabetes
00:35:07.700 and
00:35:07.980 maybe
00:35:08.880 you
00:35:09.040 are
00:35:09.080 going
00:35:09.120 to
00:35:09.200 lose
00:35:09.480 your
00:35:09.760 feet
00:35:10.520 or
00:35:11.000 something
00:35:11.340 like
00:35:11.660 it
00:35:11.980 is
00:35:12.140 really
00:35:12.360 not
00:35:12.720 it
00:35:13.320 is
00:35:13.400 nothing
00:35:13.640 trivial
00:35:14.160 that is
00:35:14.480 going
00:35:14.680 on
00:35:14.920 here
00:35:15.060 something
00:35:15.360 is
00:35:15.600 not
00:35:15.820 good
00:35:16.140 or
00:35:16.940 maybe
00:35:17.160 it is
00:35:17.380 economic
00:35:17.860 or
00:35:18.140 maybe
00:35:18.420 you
00:35:18.460 are
00:35:18.560 unemployed
00:35:18.980 or
00:35:19.240 and
00:35:19.940 but
00:35:20.620 you
00:35:21.220 see
00:35:21.360 the
00:35:21.500 idea
00:35:21.720 in
00:35:21.820 the
00:35:21.920 soviet
00:35:22.200 union
00:35:22.440 was
00:35:22.760 well
00:35:23.500 we
00:35:24.100 already
00:35:24.280 have
00:35:24.460 all
00:35:24.580 the
00:35:24.680 answers
00:35:25.020 everything
00:35:25.880 is
00:35:26.020 perfect
00:35:26.420 already
00:35:27.520 that is
00:35:28.880 what
00:35:29.000 totalitarians
00:35:29.740 think
00:35:30.080 well
00:35:30.720 if
00:35:30.800 everything
00:35:31.020 is
00:35:31.120 perfect
00:35:31.620 and
00:35:32.960 you
00:35:33.120 are
00:35:37.700 with
00:35:37.840 you
00:35:38.240 because
00:35:39.480 everything
00:35:39.720 is
00:35:39.880 perfect
00:35:40.320 after
00:35:40.640 all
00:35:40.860 and
00:35:40.960 if
00:35:41.060 you're
00:35:41.220 suffering
00:35:41.740 then
00:35:42.040 and
00:35:42.360 what
00:35:42.440 are
00:35:42.480 you
00:35:42.500 going
00:35:42.580 to
00:35:42.600 come
00:35:42.720 out
00:35:42.820 and
00:35:42.920 say
00:35:43.020 well
00:35:43.160 I'm
00:35:43.340 suffering
00:35:43.720 it's
00:35:43.940 like
00:35:44.140 well
00:35:44.580 then
00:35:44.760 you're
00:35:45.000 evidence
00:35:45.660 that
00:35:45.900 things
00:35:46.160 aren't
00:35:46.400 perfect
00:35:46.900 right
00:35:47.220 you're
00:35:48.020 like
00:35:48.200 a widow
00:35:48.680 or
00:35:48.880 an
00:35:48.980 orphan
00:35:49.240 in
00:35:49.440 an
00:35:49.580 Old
00:35:49.760 Testament
00:35:50.140 story
00:35:50.860 you
00:35:51.060 know
00:35:51.180 when
00:35:51.360 the
00:35:51.580 kings
00:35:52.100 got
00:35:52.360 too
00:35:52.580 high
00:35:52.840 and
00:35:52.960 mighty
00:35:53.180 then
00:35:53.440 they
00:35:53.660 wouldn't
00:35:54.240 pay
00:35:54.380 enough
00:35:54.580 attention
00:35:54.920 to
00:35:55.100 the
00:35:55.200 widows
00:35:55.440 and
00:35:55.560 orphans
00:35:55.940 and
00:35:56.100 then
00:35:56.220 the
00:35:56.360 prophet
00:35:56.600 would
00:35:56.780 come
00:35:56.940 along
00:35:57.140 and
00:35:57.260 say
00:35:57.420 you
00:35:58.240 know
00:35:58.360 those
00:35:58.620 widows
00:35:58.900 and
00:35:59.040 orphans
00:35:59.480 a lot
00:36:00.940 more
00:36:01.080 important
00:36:01.400 than
00:36:01.540 you
00:36:01.660 think
00:36:01.880 they
00:36:02.060 are
00:36:02.260 and
00:36:02.380 if
00:36:02.500 you
00:36:02.580 don't
00:36:02.700 pay
00:36:02.840 attention
00:36:03.140 to
00:36:03.280 them
00:36:03.380 properly
00:36:03.760 then
00:36:04.040 things
00:36:05.220 are
00:36:05.320 going
00:36:05.420 to
00:36:05.500 fall
00:36:05.660 apart
00:36:05.920 around
00:36:06.200 you
00:36:06.380 in
00:36:06.480 a
00:36:06.520 way
00:36:06.660 that
00:36:06.800 you
00:36:06.900 just
00:36:07.080 can't
00:36:07.320 even
00:36:07.460 imagine
00:36:07.920 and
00:36:09.140 so
00:36:09.320 well
00:36:09.480 then
00:36:09.620 you're
00:36:09.800 sort
00:36:09.960 of
00:36:10.020 like
00:36:10.180 your
00:36:10.340 own
00:36:10.520 widow
00:36:10.800 and
00:36:10.960 your
00:36:11.080 own
00:36:11.260 orphan
00:36:11.500 but
00:36:11.680 you
00:36:11.780 don't
00:36:11.940 get
00:36:12.080 to
00:36:12.180 say
00:36:12.320 hey
00:36:12.500 look
00:36:12.760 you
00:36:12.900 know
00:36:13.020 things
00:36:13.280 aren't
00:36:13.520 perfect
00:36:13.840 yet
00:36:14.040 because
00:36:14.280 I'm
00:36:14.720 actually
00:36:15.000 having
00:36:15.300 still
00:36:15.600 quite
00:36:15.900 a
00:36:16.040 rough
00:36:16.220 time
00:36:16.560 here
00:36:16.840 you
00:36:18.120 don't
00:36:18.260 get
00:36:18.400 to
00:36:18.560 admit
00:36:18.780 to
00:36:18.960 your
00:36:19.100 own
00:36:19.260 suffering
00:36:19.720 if
00:36:21.180 you
00:36:21.280 can't
00:36:21.880 admit
00:36:22.180 to
00:36:22.300 your
00:36:22.400 own
00:36:22.560 suffering
00:36:22.940 then
00:36:23.240 you
00:36:24.120 certainly
00:36:24.540 see
00:36:25.520 the
00:36:25.680 suffering
00:36:26.100 especially
00:36:27.260 the
00:36:27.560 additional
00:36:28.340 suffering
00:36:28.780 the
00:36:28.920 excess
00:36:29.220 suffering
00:36:29.620 should
00:36:30.060 be
00:36:30.620 treated
00:36:30.860 as
00:36:31.120 evidence
00:36:31.540 that
00:36:31.780 you're
00:36:31.940 not
00:36:32.160 doing
00:36:32.460 something
00:36:32.840 quite
00:36:33.200 right
00:36:33.580 yet
00:36:33.980 it
00:36:35.800 should
00:36:36.000 be
00:36:36.260 treated
00:36:36.600 as
00:36:36.840 evidence
00:36:37.160 that
00:36:37.460 you're
00:36:37.760 wrong
00:36:38.160 there's
00:36:39.360 something
00:36:39.720 important
00:36:40.320 that
00:36:40.580 you're
00:36:40.740 doing
00:36:40.980 that's
00:36:41.240 wrong
00:36:41.540 I
00:36:41.980 understand
00:36:42.660 how
00:36:43.060 harsh
00:36:43.380 that
00:36:43.640 is
00:36:43.840 and
00:36:44.180 I'm
00:36:44.340 not
00:36:44.640 saying
00:36:45.040 that
00:36:45.640 everyone
00:36:45.920 who's
00:36:46.240 suffering
00:36:46.600 is
00:36:46.960 suffering
00:36:47.320 because
00:36:47.680 they're
00:36:48.120 doing
00:36:48.320 something
00:36:48.880 in some
00:36:49.260 simple
00:36:49.640 way
00:36:49.860 that's
00:36:50.080 wrong
00:36:50.280 I
00:36:50.740 was
00:36:50.900 in
00:36:51.040 an
00:36:51.760 elevator
00:36:52.180 once
00:36:52.520 in a
00:36:52.740 hospital
00:36:53.140 it's
00:36:53.860 a very
00:36:54.060 terrifying
00:36:54.540 thing
00:36:54.960 and
00:36:55.660 this
00:36:56.080 person
00:36:56.420 got
00:36:56.660 on
00:36:56.860 who
00:36:56.980 was
00:36:57.100 just
00:36:57.320 in
00:36:57.500 an
00:36:57.640 absolute
00:36:58.000 state
00:36:58.400 of
00:36:58.540 shock
00:36:58.920 you
00:36:59.100 know
00:36:59.200 I
00:36:59.300 mean
00:36:59.460 it
00:37:00.060 was
00:37:00.200 really
00:37:00.540 not
00:37:01.900 good
00:37:02.180 and
00:37:03.400 I
00:37:04.020 don't
00:37:04.220 remember
00:37:04.520 how
00:37:04.640 this
00:37:04.800 happened
00:37:05.080 but
00:37:05.240 I
00:37:05.340 engaged
00:37:05.700 the
00:37:05.880 person
00:37:06.120 in
00:37:06.260 conversation
00:37:06.840 and
00:37:07.100 they
00:37:07.460 just
00:37:07.700 said
00:37:08.140 that
00:37:08.280 they
00:37:08.420 had
00:37:08.540 just
00:37:08.700 been
00:37:08.940 diagnosed
00:37:09.380 with
00:37:09.660 what
00:37:09.980 looked
00:37:10.260 to be
00:37:10.480 terminal
00:37:10.780 cancer
00:37:11.260 and
00:37:12.140 what
00:37:13.260 was
00:37:13.420 horrifying
00:37:13.860 about
00:37:14.220 it
00:37:14.340 was
00:37:14.500 that
00:37:14.680 what
00:37:14.920 they
00:37:15.100 were
00:37:15.220 doing
00:37:15.480 was
00:37:15.760 going
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00:41:15.760 any of you
00:41:16.280 are interested
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00:41:18.320 monkey
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00:41:24.300 jar
00:41:24.740 just large
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00:41:27.220 top
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00:41:28.120 monkey
00:41:28.320 to put
00:41:28.900 its
00:41:29.040 hand
00:41:29.260 inside
00:41:29.660 then you
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00:41:31.500 rocks
00:41:31.840 so it's
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00:41:32.600 for
00:41:32.780 the
00:41:32.920 monkey
00:41:33.120 to
00:41:33.300 carry
00:41:33.540 then
00:41:34.060 you
00:41:34.200 scatter
00:41:34.520 some
00:41:34.780 treats
00:41:35.100 near
00:41:35.340 the
00:41:35.500 jar
00:41:35.780 to
00:41:36.300 attract
00:41:36.700 them
00:41:36.840 and
00:41:36.940 you
00:41:37.060 put
00:41:37.220 some
00:41:37.420 inside
00:41:38.000 inside
00:41:38.800 the
00:41:39.040 narrow
00:41:39.500 neck
00:41:39.740 jar
00:41:40.060 a
00:41:40.860 monkey
00:41:41.100 will
00:41:41.260 come
00:41:41.440 along
00:41:41.780 if
00:41:42.240 you're
00:41:42.380 lucky
00:41:42.620 and
00:41:43.280 grab
00:41:43.940 the
00:41:44.200 you
00:41:45.200 know
00:41:45.320 goodies
00:41:45.700 but
00:41:46.240 he'll
00:41:47.160 want
00:41:47.360 the
00:41:47.460 ones
00:41:47.640 inside
00:41:48.020 the
00:41:48.260 jar
00:41:48.620 too
00:41:48.800 so
00:41:48.960 then
00:41:49.100 put
00:41:49.240 his
00:41:49.380 hand
00:41:49.640 in
00:41:49.780 there
00:41:49.980 and
00:41:50.520 grab
00:41:51.000 what's
00:41:51.640 in
00:41:51.800 there
00:41:52.020 and
00:41:52.340 if
00:41:52.460 you
00:41:52.640 set
00:41:53.380 up
00:41:53.500 your
00:41:53.620 monkey
00:41:53.820 trap
00:41:54.100 properly
00:41:54.500 then
00:41:54.740 he
00:41:54.900 won't
00:41:55.080 be able
00:41:55.240 to get
00:41:55.400 his
00:41:55.540 hand
00:41:55.820 out
00:41:56.060 because
00:41:57.400 he's
00:41:57.640 got
00:41:57.880 the
00:41:58.880 goodies
00:41:59.200 not
00:42:01.620 without
00:42:01.880 unclenching
00:42:02.400 his
00:42:02.600 hand
00:42:02.940 not
00:42:03.920 without
00:42:04.280 relinquishing
00:42:04.920 what he
00:42:05.200 already
00:42:05.440 has
00:42:05.760 the
00:42:06.620 monkey
00:42:06.840 catcher
00:42:07.220 can
00:42:07.360 just
00:42:07.560 walk
00:42:08.040 over
00:42:08.220 and
00:42:08.340 just
00:42:08.460 pick
00:42:08.640 up
00:42:08.780 the
00:42:09.180 monkey
00:42:09.440 because
00:42:10.280 the
00:42:10.400 monkey
00:42:10.640 isn't
00:42:11.680 into
00:42:12.840 the
00:42:13.020 whole
00:42:13.200 sacrifice
00:42:13.820 thing
00:42:14.180 because
00:42:14.740 he's
00:42:14.900 just
00:42:15.080 a
00:42:15.220 monkey
00:42:15.500 you
00:42:15.940 know
00:42:16.140 and
00:42:16.780 so
00:42:16.920 you
00:42:17.080 can
00:42:17.260 catch
00:42:17.680 him
00:42:17.920 as
00:42:18.980 a
00:42:19.100 consequence
00:42:19.500 of
00:42:19.780 his
00:42:19.900 own
00:42:20.220 unregulated
00:42:22.060 hypothalamic
00:42:23.100 desires
00:42:23.900 you
00:42:24.680 know
00:42:24.800 and
00:42:24.980 to
00:42:25.540 be
00:42:25.820 what
00:42:26.440 would
00:42:26.600 you
00:42:26.720 say
00:42:27.020 charitable
00:42:28.620 to
00:42:28.840 the
00:42:28.980 monkey
00:42:29.260 if
00:42:29.760 you
00:42:29.860 put
00:42:30.020 out
00:42:30.160 candy
00:42:30.600 or
00:42:30.780 something
00:42:31.000 like
00:42:31.220 that
00:42:31.380 it's
00:42:31.460 like
00:42:31.620 how
00:42:31.800 often
00:42:32.040 does
00:42:32.160 a
00:42:32.280 monkey
00:42:32.440 get
00:42:32.660 candy
00:42:32.980 he's
00:42:33.180 probably
00:42:33.420 a
00:42:33.540 little
00:42:33.640 more
00:42:33.820 motivated
00:42:34.260 than
00:42:34.500 you
00:42:34.700 are
00:42:34.940 to
00:42:35.260 not
00:42:35.460 let
00:42:35.680 go
00:42:35.940 but
00:42:36.200 you
00:42:36.920 get
00:42:37.300 the
00:42:37.440 point
00:42:37.720 the
00:42:38.900 monkey
00:42:39.140 catcher
00:42:39.540 can
00:42:39.680 just
00:42:39.880 walk
00:42:40.140 over
00:42:40.340 to
00:42:40.460 the
00:42:40.560 jar
00:42:40.760 and
00:42:40.900 pick
00:42:41.080 up
00:42:41.200 the
00:42:41.320 monkey
00:42:41.580 the
00:42:42.040 animal
00:42:42.380 will
00:42:42.620 not
00:42:42.840 sacrifice
00:42:43.480 the
00:42:43.700 part
00:42:43.960 for
00:42:44.140 the
00:42:44.260 whole
00:42:44.480 that's
00:42:44.960 actually
00:42:45.260 a
00:42:45.400 pretty
00:42:45.580 good
00:42:45.800 phrase
00:42:46.220 it's
00:42:47.060 the
00:42:47.240 animal
00:42:47.640 that
00:42:47.820 will
00:42:48.000 not
00:42:48.260 sacrifice
00:42:48.840 the
00:42:49.040 part
00:42:49.280 for
00:42:49.460 the
00:42:49.600 whole
00:42:49.900 perhaps
00:42:52.400 this
00:42:52.660 story
00:42:52.920 is
00:42:53.140 apocryphal
00:42:53.800 but
00:42:54.320 as
00:42:54.480 an
00:42:54.620 eccentric
00:42:55.040 psychology
00:42:55.700 professor
00:42:56.160 once
00:42:56.500 told
00:42:56.840 me
00:42:57.140 fiction
00:42:58.040 lies
00:42:58.480 to
00:42:58.700 you
00:42:58.960 in
00:42:59.480 the
00:42:59.600 most
00:42:59.820 truthful
00:43:01.400 possible
00:43:02.000 manner
00:43:02.440 something
00:43:04.020 valuable
00:43:04.560 given up
00:43:05.480 ensures
00:43:05.900 future
00:43:06.340 prosperity
00:43:06.940 something
00:43:07.720 valuable
00:43:08.200 sacrificed
00:43:09.000 pleases
00:43:09.960 the
00:43:10.180 Lord
00:43:10.520 those
00:43:11.260 are
00:43:11.380 equivalent
00:43:11.880 statements
00:43:12.560 one's
00:43:13.000 more
00:43:14.000 articulated
00:43:14.520 I would
00:43:14.980 say
00:43:15.140 that's
00:43:15.380 the
00:43:15.480 first
00:43:15.680 statement
00:43:15.980 and
00:43:16.180 the
00:43:16.320 second
00:43:16.520 one
00:43:16.700 is
00:43:16.820 more
00:43:16.980 dramatic
00:43:17.500 and
00:43:17.740 more
00:43:17.900 embedded
00:43:18.220 in
00:43:18.440 a
00:43:18.680 collective
00:43:19.440 religious
00:43:19.900 dream
00:43:20.400 you
00:43:20.580 might
00:43:20.780 say
00:43:21.080 what's
00:43:22.640 most
00:43:22.900 valuable
00:43:23.320 and
00:43:23.580 best
00:43:23.820 sacrificed
00:43:24.440 well
00:43:24.680 obviously
00:43:25.080 that
00:43:25.320 depends
00:43:25.660 on
00:43:25.800 the
00:43:25.920 culture
00:43:26.220 and
00:43:26.380 the
00:43:26.480 time
00:43:26.840 what
00:43:29.100 is
00:43:29.220 at least
00:43:29.520 emblematic
00:43:30.140 of that
00:43:30.540 a
00:43:30.700 choice
00:43:30.980 cut
00:43:31.220 of
00:43:31.360 meat
00:43:31.660 well
00:43:32.060 if
00:43:32.220 you're
00:43:32.380 a
00:43:32.500 herdsman
00:43:32.860 for
00:43:33.040 example
00:43:33.460 that
00:43:33.740 that's
00:43:34.040 a
00:43:34.140 big
00:43:34.300 deal
00:43:34.580 if
00:43:34.840 I mean
00:43:35.640 generally
00:43:35.980 speaking
00:43:36.420 throughout
00:43:36.700 human
00:43:36.980 history
00:43:37.360 meat
00:43:37.660 has
00:43:37.820 been
00:43:38.000 a
00:43:38.140 very
00:43:38.420 valuable
00:43:39.060 commodity
00:43:39.480 as
00:43:39.760 it
00:43:39.880 is
00:43:40.000 by
00:43:40.160 the
00:43:40.240 way
00:43:40.380 among
00:43:40.580 chimpanzees
00:43:41.300 chimpanzees
00:43:41.980 hunt
00:43:42.260 they like
00:43:43.000 to hunt
00:43:43.320 colobus
00:43:43.800 monkeys
00:43:44.200 and
00:43:45.160 you know
00:43:45.420 they'll
00:43:45.700 they'll
00:43:46.100 basically
00:43:46.520 start
00:43:46.920 eating
00:43:47.180 the
00:43:47.360 damn
00:43:47.560 monkey
00:43:47.860 alive
00:43:48.160 they weigh
00:43:48.500 about
00:43:48.680 40
00:43:48.980 pounds
00:43:49.400 despite
00:43:50.620 the fact
00:43:51.180 that
00:43:51.380 the
00:43:51.540 thing
00:43:51.720 is
00:43:51.880 screaming
00:43:52.240 away
00:43:52.640 and
00:43:53.480 that's
00:43:53.660 pretty
00:43:53.860 interesting
00:43:54.380 because
00:43:54.720 one
00:43:54.980 of the
00:43:55.200 things
00:43:55.400 it
00:43:55.540 indicates
00:43:55.940 is
00:43:56.160 that
00:43:56.360 male
00:43:57.160 monkeys
00:43:57.580 male
00:43:58.060 chimps
00:43:58.460 they're
00:43:58.620 the
00:43:58.700 ones
00:43:58.880 that
00:43:59.020 do
00:43:59.120 the
00:43:59.240 hunting
00:43:59.520 aren't
00:44:00.460 really
00:44:00.920 inhibited
00:44:02.460 that
00:44:03.120 much
00:44:03.460 when
00:44:03.660 they're
00:44:03.860 in
00:44:04.020 hunter
00:44:04.320 mode
00:44:04.580 by
00:44:04.900 what
00:44:05.780 you
00:44:05.900 might
00:44:06.060 describe
00:44:06.460 as
00:44:06.640 empathy
00:44:07.020 and
00:44:08.400 there's
00:44:08.640 certain
00:44:08.880 elements
00:44:09.220 of
00:44:09.380 human
00:44:09.640 behavior
00:44:10.080 that
00:44:10.340 are
00:44:10.500 reminiscent
00:44:10.940 of
00:44:11.160 that
00:44:11.320 you
00:44:11.480 see
00:44:11.660 that
00:44:11.860 sort
00:44:12.040 of
00:44:12.120 thing
00:44:12.360 emerge
00:44:13.200 now
00:44:13.460 and
00:44:13.580 then
00:44:13.780 in
00:44:14.520 human
00:44:15.000 battlefields
00:44:15.820 when
00:44:16.040 groups
00:44:16.760 of
00:44:16.960 men
00:44:17.260 seem
00:44:18.260 to
00:44:18.660 abandon
00:44:19.480 all
00:44:20.220 internal
00:44:20.920 regulation
00:44:22.000 whatsoever
00:44:22.680 to
00:44:23.300 a
00:44:23.420 degree
00:44:23.660 that
00:44:23.860 makes
00:44:24.120 you
00:44:24.260 wonder
00:44:24.580 if
00:44:25.180 internal
00:44:25.660 regulation
00:44:26.300 even
00:44:26.800 exists
00:44:28.460 choice
00:44:31.780 kind of
00:44:32.060 meat
00:44:32.300 well
00:44:32.520 meat's
00:44:32.780 valuable
00:44:33.160 you know
00:44:33.600 and
00:44:33.800 there's
00:44:34.400 a good
00:44:35.300 document
00:44:35.740 by
00:44:36.080 Richard
00:44:36.720 Wrangham
00:44:37.140 I think
00:44:37.540 while back
00:44:38.600 a book
00:44:38.940 about the
00:44:39.700 human invention
00:44:40.320 of fire
00:44:40.760 I think I told you
00:44:41.700 a little bit
00:44:42.020 about this
00:44:42.480 Wrangham
00:44:43.100 claimed that
00:44:43.660 we invented
00:44:44.180 fire
00:44:44.580 discovered
00:44:45.320 fire
00:44:45.640 mastered
00:44:46.200 it
00:44:46.400 maybe
00:44:46.900 two or
00:44:47.240 three
00:44:47.380 million
00:44:47.640 years
00:44:47.940 ago
00:44:48.140 that's
00:44:48.360 a
00:44:48.460 long
00:44:48.660 time
00:44:48.960 longer
00:44:49.280 than
00:44:49.440 people
00:44:49.720 had
00:44:49.880 thought
00:44:50.080 and
00:44:50.480 that
00:44:50.600 that's
00:44:50.820 what
00:44:50.940 actually
00:44:51.260 transformed
00:44:51.940 us
00:44:52.140 physiologically
00:44:52.820 from
00:44:53.200 our
00:44:53.740 chimp
00:44:54.060 like
00:44:54.380 ancestors
00:44:54.900 into
00:44:55.240 the
00:44:55.480 sort
00:44:55.680 of
00:44:55.800 svelte
00:44:56.120 creatures
00:44:56.480 we are
00:44:56.840 now
00:44:57.040 because
00:44:57.360 it's
00:44:57.880 a lot
00:44:58.080 easier
00:44:58.300 to digest
00:44:58.920 cooked
00:44:59.260 meat
00:44:59.520 and meat
00:44:59.820 is a
00:45:00.100 tremendous
00:45:00.560 source
00:45:01.020 of
00:45:01.320 nutrition
00:45:02.620 energy
00:45:03.640 raw
00:45:04.760 materials
00:45:05.220 all of that
00:45:05.680 especially
00:45:06.020 if it's
00:45:06.400 cooked
00:45:06.700 so meat's
00:45:07.580 a big deal
00:45:08.140 cooked meat
00:45:09.180 is a big
00:45:09.620 deal
00:45:09.900 and maybe
00:45:11.780 it's a
00:45:12.040 choice
00:45:12.280 cut of
00:45:12.640 meat
00:45:12.860 kind
00:45:15.020 kind
00:45:15.040 you might
00:45:15.260 offer
00:45:15.480 to
00:45:15.640 a
00:45:15.760 guest
00:45:16.000 if
00:45:16.180 you're
00:45:16.300 not
00:45:16.460 a
00:45:16.620 I
00:45:17.260 always
00:45:17.420 say
00:45:17.600 this
00:45:17.800 wrong
00:45:18.160 is it
00:45:18.820 vegan
00:45:19.240 vegan
00:45:20.740 or
00:45:21.100 vegan
00:45:21.520 I
00:45:21.720 always
00:45:21.900 think
00:45:22.080 vegan
00:45:22.420 but
00:45:22.620 that's
00:45:22.860 wrong
00:45:23.060 that's
00:45:23.340 that's
00:45:23.620 a
00:45:23.720 star
00:45:24.020 vague
00:45:24.340 is
00:45:24.480 a
00:45:24.620 star
00:45:24.960 right
00:45:25.200 they're
00:45:25.340 not
00:45:25.460 like
00:45:25.660 star
00:45:25.940 creatures
00:45:26.340 they're
00:45:26.680 they're
00:45:27.320 yeah
00:45:28.220 anyway
00:45:29.540 so
00:45:29.880 you know
00:45:30.860 you might
00:45:31.520 offer
00:45:31.800 that
00:45:32.040 especially
00:45:32.520 especially
00:45:33.620 if a
00:45:33.960 guest
00:45:34.160 came
00:45:34.520 to
00:45:35.460 your
00:45:35.740 abode
00:45:36.240 and
00:45:36.400 you
00:45:36.500 were
00:45:36.720 a
00:45:37.880 herds
00:45:38.120 man
00:45:39.300 you might
00:45:39.780 sacrifice
00:45:40.820 a
00:45:41.060 high-end
00:45:41.740 animal
00:45:42.080 and
00:45:42.300 offer
00:45:42.740 your
00:45:42.900 guest
00:45:43.180 a
00:45:43.920 nice
00:45:44.520 choice
00:45:45.240 cut
00:45:45.440 of
00:45:45.540 meat
00:45:45.720 and
00:45:45.860 that
00:45:45.980 would
00:45:46.080 actually
00:45:46.420 matter
00:45:46.780 it
00:45:46.960 would
00:45:47.120 mean
00:45:47.520 something
00:45:48.000 from
00:45:49.560 the best
00:45:49.940 animal
00:45:50.240 in a
00:45:50.480 flock
00:45:50.800 what's
00:45:51.400 above
00:45:51.660 even
00:45:51.900 that
00:45:52.280 well
00:45:53.200 in terms
00:45:54.480 of
00:45:54.620 the
00:45:54.760 thing
00:45:55.000 you
00:45:55.200 could
00:45:55.460 sacrifice
00:45:56.380 well
00:45:57.320 your
00:45:57.520 best
00:45:57.780 animal
00:45:58.160 that's
00:45:58.520 good
00:45:58.680 well
00:45:58.820 how
00:45:58.960 about
00:45:59.200 you
00:45:59.900 how
00:46:00.500 about
00:46:00.640 your
00:46:00.780 child
00:46:01.280 how
00:46:01.960 about
00:46:02.140 you
00:46:02.500 well
00:46:03.060 that
00:46:03.580 would
00:46:04.020 be
00:46:04.140 next
00:46:04.460 on
00:46:04.680 the
00:46:05.260 hierarchy
00:46:05.700 it's
00:46:05.860 kind
00:46:06.020 of
00:46:06.080 hard
00:46:06.240 to
00:46:06.320 get
00:46:06.460 past
00:46:06.860 that
00:46:07.160 right
00:46:07.380 and
00:46:07.500 I
00:46:07.620 think
00:46:07.780 it's
00:46:07.940 a
00:46:08.060 toss
00:46:08.900 up
00:46:09.160 whether
00:46:09.840 the
00:46:10.540 sacrifice
00:46:11.140 is
00:46:13.020 greater
00:46:13.320 if
00:46:13.520 it's
00:46:13.680 you
00:46:13.820 or
00:46:13.940 if
00:46:14.060 it's
00:46:14.200 your
00:46:14.320 child
00:46:14.680 I
00:46:15.320 would
00:46:15.500 say
00:46:15.800 being
00:46:16.060 a
00:46:16.200 parent
00:46:16.480 that
00:46:16.800 it's
00:46:16.980 greater
00:46:17.280 if
00:46:17.920 it's
00:46:18.080 your
00:46:18.220 child
00:46:18.580 because
00:46:19.320 I
00:46:19.440 think
00:46:19.640 most
00:46:19.940 people
00:46:20.320 who
00:46:20.700 have
00:46:21.020 established
00:46:21.560 a
00:46:22.640 I
00:46:25.060 hesitate
00:46:25.660 to say
00:46:26.160 proper
00:46:26.560 but
00:46:26.760 I'm
00:46:26.920 going
00:46:27.080 to
00:46:27.180 anyway
00:46:27.400 it's
00:46:27.540 a
00:46:27.620 proper
00:46:27.880 relationship
00:46:28.420 with
00:46:28.680 their
00:46:28.820 children
00:46:29.140 it's
00:46:29.480 if
00:46:29.960 push
00:46:30.220 came
00:46:30.420 to
00:46:30.580 shove
00:46:30.860 they
00:46:32.520 take
00:46:33.020 the
00:46:33.220 bullet
00:46:33.460 and
00:46:34.060 let
00:46:37.160 the
00:46:40.120 sacrifice
00:46:40.500 of
00:46:40.780 the
00:46:40.880 mother
00:46:41.080 is
00:46:41.280 exemplified
00:46:41.860 profoundly
00:46:42.260 by
00:46:42.500 Michelangelo's
00:46:43.260 great
00:46:43.480 sculpture
00:46:43.860 the
00:46:44.060 paeda
00:46:44.420 Mary
00:46:46.380 is
00:46:46.620 contemplating
00:46:47.100 her
00:46:47.300 son
00:46:47.580 crucified
00:46:48.140 and
00:46:48.400 ruined
00:46:48.600 so
00:46:48.760 that's
00:46:49.000 his
00:46:49.120 body
00:46:49.420 after
00:46:49.680 he's
00:46:49.860 been
00:46:50.000 crucified
00:46:50.420 it's
00:46:51.240 her
00:46:51.460 fault
00:46:51.840 it
00:46:52.020 was
00:46:52.180 through
00:46:52.440 her
00:46:52.660 he
00:46:52.880 entered
00:46:53.140 the
00:46:53.280 great
00:46:53.480 drama
00:46:53.760 of
00:46:53.940 being
00:46:54.160 so
00:46:54.580 what's
00:46:54.740 the
00:46:54.880 meaning
00:46:55.180 of
00:46:55.360 this
00:46:55.580 sculpture
00:46:56.000 it's
00:46:56.200 a
00:46:56.280 great
00:46:56.520 sculpture
00:46:56.860 it's
00:46:57.100 just
00:46:57.320 an
00:46:57.620 absolutely
00:46:58.180 unbelievable
00:46:59.140 sculpture
00:46:59.660 you
00:47:00.440 just
00:47:00.620 can't
00:47:00.960 believe
00:47:01.280 that
00:47:01.460 someone
00:47:01.780 could
00:47:02.520 exist
00:47:03.020 who
00:47:03.240 could
00:47:03.440 make
00:47:04.240 something
00:47:04.580 and of
00:47:05.020 course
00:47:05.200 it wasn't
00:47:05.520 the only
00:47:05.780 thing
00:47:06.000 Michelangelo
00:47:06.620 made
00:47:07.000 right
00:47:07.260 it wasn't
00:47:07.520 like
00:47:07.760 that's
00:47:08.600 it
00:47:08.720 it was
00:47:09.000 something
00:47:09.660 he just
00:47:10.040 tossed
00:47:10.440 off
00:47:10.740 in a
00:47:10.960 couple
00:47:11.120 of
00:47:11.240 months
00:47:11.500 while
00:47:11.700 he
00:47:11.800 was
00:47:11.900 doing
00:47:12.020 other
00:47:12.300 unbelievable
00:47:13.140 things
00:47:13.640 but
00:47:13.840 you
00:47:14.620 know
00:47:14.800 it's
00:47:16.780 an
00:47:17.160 object
00:47:17.840 of
00:47:18.120 contemplation
00:47:18.720 which
00:47:18.920 is
00:47:19.040 why
00:47:19.180 it's
00:47:19.340 in
00:47:19.420 a
00:47:19.520 great
00:47:19.680 cathedral
00:47:20.100 in
00:47:20.300 a
00:47:20.380 great
00:47:20.560 city
00:47:20.820 it's
00:47:21.000 an
00:47:21.120 object
00:47:21.360 of
00:47:21.560 contemplation
00:47:22.180 and
00:47:22.380 the
00:47:23.160 idea
00:47:23.420 is
00:47:23.620 something
00:47:23.920 like
00:47:24.240 what
00:47:26.100 what
00:47:26.320 what's
00:47:26.760 the
00:47:27.000 role
00:47:33.020 not
00:47:33.260 very
00:47:33.460 long
00:47:33.640 ago
00:47:33.920 woman
00:47:35.780 in
00:47:35.960 about
00:47:36.200 who's
00:47:36.540 about
00:47:36.740 30
00:47:37.100 and
00:47:37.300 trying
00:47:38.440 to
00:47:38.540 make
00:47:38.680 decisions
00:47:39.060 about
00:47:39.300 her
00:47:39.420 life
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00:47:44.520 her
00:47:44.600 about
00:47:44.840 although
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00:47:46.540 a bit
00:47:46.760 of
00:47:46.860 trouble
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00:47:47.260 her
00:47:47.380 career
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00:47:48.640 seen
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00:47:49.060 many
00:47:49.320 many
00:47:49.540 times
00:47:49.920 so
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00:47:50.560 is
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00:47:51.920 is
00:47:52.060 a
00:47:52.180 story
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00:47:54.980 about
00:47:55.280 the
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00:48:01.560 you
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00:48:01.980 life
00:48:02.220 so
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00:48:02.640 got
00:48:02.780 your
00:48:02.940 career
00:48:03.240 down
00:48:03.600 what
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00:48:04.660 do
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00:48:05.160 of
00:48:05.300 your
00:48:05.420 career
00:48:05.700 that's
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00:48:11.080 siblings
00:48:11.500 whatever
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00:48:12.300 have
00:48:12.440 an
00:48:12.540 intimate
00:48:12.760 relationship
00:48:13.380 and
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00:48:18.440 five
00:48:18.740 things
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00:48:20.900 some
00:48:21.040 exercise
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00:48:25.200 know
00:48:25.360 that
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00:48:26.640 of
00:48:26.800 and
00:48:27.120 the
00:48:27.260 crime
00:48:27.640 that
00:48:28.200 kind
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00:48:28.560 lays
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00:48:29.280 life
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00:48:31.600 miss
00:48:31.860 any
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00:48:35.800 wrong
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00:48:36.460 in
00:48:36.580 trouble
00:48:36.820 and
00:48:37.040 you
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00:48:37.320 get
00:48:37.420 away
00:48:37.580 with
00:48:37.720 missing
00:48:37.980 a
00:48:38.160 couple
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00:48:38.600 but
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00:48:38.920 all
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00:48:40.040 she
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00:48:40.480 something
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00:48:41.180 the
00:48:41.340 lines
00:48:41.580 of
00:48:41.740 well
00:48:42.020 I'm
00:48:42.140 not
00:48:42.300 sure
00:48:42.480 I
00:48:42.580 should
00:48:42.720 bring
00:48:42.900 a
00:48:43.040 child
00:48:43.260 into
00:48:43.480 this
00:48:43.720 world
00:48:44.100 and
00:48:44.680 I
00:48:44.760 thought
00:48:44.940 oh
00:48:45.160 god
00:48:45.640 christ
00:48:46.060 you
00:48:46.200 got
00:48:46.320 to
00:48:46.420 come
00:48:46.540 up
00:48:46.680 with
00:48:46.800 something
00:48:46.980 better
00:48:47.240 than
00:48:47.440 that
00:48:47.640 such
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00:48:48.040 bloody
00:48:48.300 cliche
00:48:48.740 which
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00:48:49.160 what
00:48:49.280 I
00:48:49.400 told
00:48:49.760 her
00:48:49.880 I
00:48:49.980 said
00:48:50.140 you
00:48:50.240 know
00:48:50.360 you
00:48:50.700 must
00:48:50.880 have
00:48:51.020 thought
00:48:51.220 that
00:48:51.420 up
00:48:51.600 when
00:48:51.760 you
00:48:51.840 were
00:48:51.980 16
00:48:52.480 it's
00:48:52.900 like
00:48:53.100 really
00:48:53.680 that's
00:48:54.080 your
00:48:54.260 you
00:48:54.980 can't
00:48:55.260 do
00:48:55.360 any
00:48:55.520 better
00:48:55.720 this
00:48:55.940 was
00:48:56.060 a
00:48:56.180 very
00:48:56.380 smart
00:48:56.920 woman
00:48:57.300 it's
00:48:57.520 like
00:48:57.680 really
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00:48:58.040 can't
00:48:58.440 do
00:48:58.520 any
00:48:58.640 better
00:48:58.840 than
00:48:59.040 that
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00:48:59.960 like
00:49:00.120 yes
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00:49:01.900 a
00:49:02.040 veil
00:49:02.260 of
00:49:02.460 tears
00:49:02.920 and
00:49:03.120 you
00:49:03.280 know
00:49:03.400 a
00:49:03.560 well
00:49:03.780 of
00:49:03.940 suffering
00:49:04.440 and
00:49:04.600 all
00:49:04.740 of
00:49:04.880 that
00:49:05.080 you
00:49:05.700 know
00:49:05.820 if
00:49:05.980 you
00:49:06.260 ask
00:49:06.500 30
00:49:06.840 people
00:49:07.220 who
00:49:07.440 are
00:49:07.700 wondering
00:49:08.700 about
00:49:09.000 having
00:49:09.320 children
00:49:09.760 why
00:49:10.500 they're
00:49:10.780 wondering
00:49:11.240 20
00:49:12.000 of
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00:49:12.560 say
00:49:12.800 that
00:49:13.240 and
00:49:13.440 so
00:49:13.960 that
00:49:14.140 tells
00:49:14.560 you
00:49:14.680 how
00:49:14.820 original
00:49:15.280 it
00:49:15.480 is
00:49:15.660 it's
00:49:15.820 not
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00:49:16.380 at
00:49:16.540 all
00:49:16.740 it's
00:49:16.960 not
00:49:17.140 a
00:49:17.300 thought
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00:49:18.160 like
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00:49:27.840 take
00:49:28.200 it
00:49:28.340 face
00:49:28.620 value
00:49:28.920 and
00:49:29.120 say
00:49:29.260 oh
00:49:29.480 well
00:49:29.780 I'm
00:49:30.000 not
00:49:30.140 having
00:49:30.360 a
00:49:30.500 family
00:49:30.760 then
00:49:31.040 it's
00:49:31.200 like
00:49:31.340 no
00:49:31.520 no
00:49:31.700 you
00:49:32.140 kind
00:49:32.360 of
00:49:32.460 look
00:49:32.640 at
00:49:32.760 that
00:49:32.940 and
00:49:33.100 you
00:49:33.240 criticize
00:49:33.700 it
00:49:34.080 a
00:49:34.200 little
00:49:34.360 bit
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00:49:35.180 like
00:49:35.380 well
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00:49:35.740 pop
00:49:35.960 it's
00:49:36.940 the
00:49:37.060 other
00:49:37.220 one
00:49:37.420 that's
00:49:37.660 the
00:49:37.760 other
00:49:37.900 one
00:49:38.020 that's
00:49:38.180 very
00:49:38.320 common
00:49:38.600 there's
00:49:39.300 too
00:49:39.480 many
00:49:39.720 people
00:49:40.080 on
00:49:40.260 the
00:49:40.380 planet
00:49:40.700 already
00:49:41.260 it's
00:49:41.780 like
00:49:42.000 I
00:49:45.060 really
00:49:45.280 don't
00:49:45.520 like
00:49:45.720 that
00:49:45.940 statement
00:49:46.380 it's
00:49:47.460 like
00:49:47.700 just
00:49:48.580 who
00:49:48.760 are
00:49:48.900 you
00:49:49.020 going
00:49:49.160 to
00:49:49.240 ask
00:49:49.460 to
00:49:49.660 leave
00:49:49.960 just
00:49:50.460 how
00:49:50.780 are
00:49:50.920 you
00:49:51.020 going
00:49:51.180 to
00:49:51.260 get
00:49:51.420 them
00:49:51.560 to
00:49:51.720 leave
00:49:52.020 you
00:49:52.620 know
00:49:52.780 it's
00:49:53.480 a
00:49:53.640 serious
00:49:53.960 question
00:49:54.480 and
00:49:55.060 who
00:49:55.240 says
00:49:55.560 there's
00:49:55.780 too
00:49:55.940 many
00:49:56.140 people
00:49:56.460 what
00:49:57.040 the
00:49:57.200 hell
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00:49:57.500 wrong
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00:49:57.880 people
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00:50:01.160 the
00:50:01.360 planet
00:50:01.760 yeah
00:50:02.340 it's
00:50:02.980 like
00:50:03.140 I
00:50:03.540 think
00:50:03.660 it
00:50:03.760 was
00:50:03.860 the
00:50:04.000 club
00:50:04.280 of
00:50:04.460 Rome
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00:50:06.660 way
00:50:06.780 that
00:50:06.940 there
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00:50:08.460 the
00:50:08.580 year
00:50:08.700 2000
00:50:09.160 that
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00:50:09.760 widespread
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00:50:12.800 wrong
00:50:13.260 about
00:50:13.520 that
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00:50:14.400 I
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00:50:14.920 the
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00:50:15.380 Rome
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00:50:16.840 us
00:50:17.020 to
00:50:17.140 a
00:50:17.300 virus
00:50:17.680 or
00:50:17.900 a
00:50:18.060 cancer
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00:50:18.880 face
00:50:19.120 of
00:50:19.240 the
00:50:19.360 planet
00:50:19.660 it's
00:50:20.280 like
00:50:20.440 oh
00:50:20.660 really
00:50:20.900 that's
00:50:21.220 what
00:50:21.340 you
00:50:21.460 think
00:50:21.640 about
00:50:21.840 people
00:50:22.180 eh
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00:50:23.080 you
00:50:23.260 something
00:50:23.700 isn't
00:50:24.420 that
00:50:24.600 something
00:50:24.920 to
00:50:25.140 think
00:50:25.380 about
00:50:25.620 human
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00:50:26.340 viruses
00:50:27.100 and
00:50:27.380 cancer
00:50:27.800 what
00:50:28.340 do
00:50:28.420 you
00:50:28.500 do
00:50:28.640 with
00:50:28.780 viruses
00:50:29.240 and
00:50:29.480 cancer
00:50:29.840 invite
00:50:30.480 them
00:50:30.720 in
00:50:30.920 and
00:50:31.040 make
00:50:31.280 them
00:50:31.440 at
00:50:31.580 home
00:50:31.880 it's
00:50:32.100 like
00:50:32.280 no
00:50:32.540 you
00:50:32.900 try
00:50:33.100 to
00:50:33.240 eradicate
00:50:33.820 them
00:50:34.100 you
00:50:34.580 gotta
00:50:34.720 bloody
00:50:35.040 well
00:50:35.240 watch
00:50:35.540 your
00:50:35.720 metaphors
00:50:36.240 folks
00:50:36.720 because
00:50:37.260 it
00:50:37.360 isn't
00:50:37.620 clear
00:50:37.860 that
00:50:38.040 you
00:50:38.180 come
00:50:38.400 up
00:50:38.560 with
00:50:38.720 them
00:50:38.880 or
00:50:38.980 that
00:50:39.140 they
00:50:39.300 run
00:50:39.620 you
00:50:39.920 so
00:50:40.740 you
00:50:40.960 better
00:50:41.160 watch
00:50:41.560 them
00:50:41.740 so
00:50:45.960 anyways
00:50:46.420 Mary
00:50:46.920 you know
00:50:48.000 and Mary's
00:50:48.680 the great
00:50:49.100 mother
00:50:49.400 right
00:50:49.640 that
00:50:49.840 she's
00:50:50.160 the
00:50:50.300 mother
00:50:50.560 that's
00:50:51.100 what
00:50:51.240 Mary
00:50:51.480 is
00:50:51.860 whether
00:50:52.220 she
00:50:52.420 existed
00:50:52.900 or
00:50:53.200 not
00:50:53.540 is
00:50:53.740 not
00:50:53.920 the
00:50:54.100 point
00:50:54.360 she
00:50:54.620 exists
00:50:55.340 at least
00:50:55.720 as a
00:50:56.080 hyper
00:50:56.460 reality
00:50:57.140 she
00:50:57.400 exists
00:50:57.740 as
00:50:57.940 the
00:50:58.160 mother
00:50:58.440 well
00:50:59.060 what's
00:50:59.400 the
00:50:59.600 sacrifice
00:51:00.120 of
00:51:00.420 the
00:51:00.560 mother
00:51:00.780 well
00:51:01.300 that's
00:51:01.500 easy
00:51:01.760 if
00:51:01.980 you're
00:51:02.140 a
00:51:02.280 mother
00:51:02.480 and
00:51:02.680 you
00:51:02.820 if
00:51:03.200 you're
00:51:03.340 a
00:51:03.440 mother
00:51:03.620 who's
00:51:03.900 worth
00:51:04.340 her
00:51:04.640 salt
00:51:05.180 you
00:51:05.900 offer
00:51:06.400 your
00:51:06.700 son
00:51:07.080 to be
00:51:07.440 destroyed
00:51:07.980 by
00:51:08.240 the
00:51:08.440 world
00:51:08.840 that's
00:51:09.540 what
00:51:09.680 you
00:51:09.860 do
00:51:10.260 and
00:51:10.900 that's
00:51:11.160 what's
00:51:11.360 going
00:51:11.540 to
00:51:11.700 happen
00:51:12.120 right
00:51:12.920 he's
00:51:13.200 gonna
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00:51:14.420 born
00:51:14.740 he's
00:51:15.040 gonna
00:51:15.180 suffer
00:51:15.680 he's
00:51:16.040 gonna
00:51:16.160 have
00:51:16.520 his
00:51:17.140 trouble
00:51:17.440 in
00:51:17.660 life
00:51:17.940 he's
00:51:24.620 that's
00:51:25.640 what's
00:51:25.840 going
00:51:26.040 to
00:51:26.200 happen
00:51:26.500 and
00:51:26.700 if
00:51:26.840 you're
00:51:27.000 awake
00:51:27.340 you
00:51:27.540 know
00:51:27.780 that
00:51:28.160 and
00:51:28.680 then
00:51:28.840 you
00:51:29.040 say
00:51:29.300 well
00:51:29.600 perhaps
00:51:30.140 he
00:51:30.340 will
00:51:30.500 live
00:51:30.720 in
00:51:30.820 a
00:51:30.940 way
00:51:31.060 that
00:51:31.220 will
00:51:31.340 justify
00:51:31.820 that
00:51:32.260 and
00:51:32.720 then
00:51:32.840 you
00:51:32.960 try
00:51:33.180 to
00:51:33.340 have
00:51:33.560 that
00:51:33.800 happen
00:51:34.220 and
00:51:35.220 that's
00:51:35.480 what
00:51:35.600 makes
00:51:35.860 you
00:51:36.020 worthy
00:51:36.300 of
00:51:36.460 a
00:51:36.620 statue
00:51:36.980 like
00:51:37.320 that
00:51:37.700 but
00:51:40.180 still
00:51:40.440 the
00:51:40.640 sacrifice
00:51:41.160 of
00:51:41.360 the
00:51:41.500 mother
00:51:41.780 is
00:51:46.160 it
00:51:46.260 right
00:51:46.440 to
00:51:46.580 bring
00:51:46.740 a
00:51:46.860 baby
00:51:47.120 into
00:51:47.340 this
00:51:47.580 terrible
00:51:47.900 world
00:51:48.360 well
00:51:50.240 every
00:51:50.540 woman
00:51:50.820 asks
00:51:51.080 herself
00:51:51.440 that
00:51:51.660 question
00:51:52.120 some say
00:51:52.640 no
00:51:52.880 and
00:51:53.040 they
00:51:53.160 have
00:51:53.340 the
00:51:53.480 reasons
00:51:53.900 Mary
00:51:55.060 answers
00:51:55.480 yes
00:51:55.820 voluntarily
00:51:56.400 Mary
00:51:57.040 is
00:51:57.560 the
00:51:57.860 archetype
00:51:58.640 of
00:51:58.880 the
00:51:59.080 woman
00:51:59.400 who
00:51:59.660 answers
00:52:00.320 yes
00:52:01.000 to
00:52:01.720 life
00:52:02.260 voluntarily
00:52:03.180 that's
00:52:03.840 what
00:52:03.960 that
00:52:04.180 image
00:52:04.480 means
00:52:05.100 and
00:52:06.080 not
00:52:06.340 because
00:52:06.960 she's
00:52:07.420 blind
00:52:07.900 she
00:52:09.420 knows
00:52:09.640 what's
00:52:09.900 going
00:52:10.040 to
00:52:10.180 happen
00:52:10.520 and
00:52:11.060 so
00:52:11.280 she's
00:52:12.000 the
00:52:12.180 archetypal
00:52:12.820 representation
00:52:13.380 of
00:52:13.800 the
00:52:13.940 woman
00:52:14.200 who
00:52:14.420 says
00:52:14.640 yes
00:52:14.880 to
00:52:15.060 life
00:52:15.300 knowing
00:52:15.700 full
00:52:16.080 well
00:52:16.360 what
00:52:16.600 life
00:52:17.360 is
00:52:17.580 not
00:52:17.820 naive
00:52:18.340 not
00:52:18.620 someone
00:52:19.100 who
00:52:19.240 got
00:52:19.380 pregnant
00:52:19.820 in the
00:52:20.120 backseat
00:52:20.600 of a
00:52:20.800 1957
00:52:21.460 chevy
00:52:22.180 you
00:52:22.360 know
00:52:22.520 in
00:52:22.880 one
00:52:23.080 night
00:52:24.140 of
00:52:24.600 half
00:52:25.760 drunk
00:52:26.120 idiocy
00:52:26.600 not
00:52:26.920 that
00:52:27.360 but
00:52:27.840 consciously
00:52:28.540 consciously
00:52:30.260 knowing
00:52:31.000 what's
00:52:31.380 to
00:52:31.520 come
00:52:31.820 and
00:52:32.520 then
00:52:32.640 also
00:52:32.880 allows
00:52:33.220 it
00:52:33.320 to
00:52:33.440 happen
00:52:33.720 because
00:52:33.980 that's
00:52:34.240 another
00:52:34.440 thing
00:52:34.720 that's
00:52:35.600 a
00:52:35.800 testament
00:52:36.160 to
00:52:36.380 the
00:52:36.540 courage
00:52:36.820 of
00:52:36.980 mothers
00:52:37.340 and
00:52:37.620 my
00:52:37.740 mother
00:52:37.960 was
00:52:38.160 good
00:52:38.340 at
00:52:38.480 this
00:52:38.640 my
00:52:38.820 mother
00:52:39.020 is
00:52:39.140 a
00:52:39.220 very
00:52:39.380 agreeable
00:52:39.820 person
00:52:40.260 too
00:52:40.820 agreeable
00:52:41.240 for
00:52:41.460 her
00:52:41.640 own
00:52:41.780 good
00:52:42.040 but
00:52:43.100 that's
00:52:43.420 what
00:52:43.540 happens
00:52:43.840 if
00:52:44.000 you're
00:52:44.160 agreeable
00:52:44.540 because
00:52:44.860 you're
00:52:45.260 too
00:52:45.400 agreeable
00:52:50.800 is
00:52:51.100 luckily
00:52:51.420 she's
00:52:51.740 still
00:52:51.920 alive
00:52:52.300 and
00:52:52.520 we've
00:52:53.020 had
00:52:53.120 a
00:52:53.200 very
00:52:53.340 good
00:52:53.520 relationship
00:52:53.980 and
00:52:54.260 I
00:52:54.440 have
00:52:54.920 always
00:52:55.260 been able
00:52:56.700 to make
00:52:57.080 her
00:52:57.240 laugh
00:52:57.720 which
00:52:58.000 is
00:52:58.200 a
00:52:58.760 good
00:52:58.940 thing
00:52:59.220 and
00:53:00.220 but
00:53:00.460 she
00:53:00.600 was
00:53:00.780 tough
00:53:01.220 cookie
00:53:01.680 that
00:53:01.940 woman
00:53:02.240 you
00:53:02.440 know
00:53:02.620 if
00:53:03.300 if
00:53:04.060 remember
00:53:06.240 once she
00:53:06.700 came across
00:53:07.320 I was
00:53:08.920 out playing
00:53:09.560 in this
00:53:10.240 baseball
00:53:10.980 diamond
00:53:11.900 little
00:53:12.160 diamond
00:53:13.140 and
00:53:13.440 empty lot
00:53:14.880 really
00:53:15.160 in this
00:53:15.500 little town
00:53:15.900 I grew up
00:53:16.260 in
00:53:16.380 I was
00:53:17.720 about
00:53:17.940 10
00:53:18.340 and
00:53:19.100 she
00:53:19.500 walked
00:53:19.800 by
00:53:20.080 I was
00:53:20.720 there
00:53:20.840 with
00:53:20.960 a
00:53:21.040 bunch
00:53:21.160 of
00:53:21.240 my
00:53:21.380 friends
00:53:21.640 and
00:53:22.540 I
00:53:22.700 was
00:53:22.820 about
00:53:22.980 to
00:53:23.100 have
00:53:23.220 a
00:53:23.340 fist
00:53:23.600 fight
00:53:23.800 with
00:53:24.020 this
00:53:24.180 little
00:53:24.440 tough
00:53:24.720 kid
00:53:24.960 that
00:53:25.100 I
00:53:50.080 said
00:53:51.080 mom
00:53:51.580 no kidding
00:53:51.720 it's
00:53:52.120 like
00:53:52.300 last
00:53:52.720 bloody
00:53:53.120 thing
00:53:53.380 I
00:53:53.540 needed
00:53:53.780 at
00:53:53.960 that
00:53:54.160 moment
00:53:54.480 was
00:53:54.780 for
00:53:55.420 her
00:53:55.560 to
00:53:55.680 come
00:53:55.860 charging
00:53:56.300 up
00:53:56.560 and
00:53:56.700 say
00:53:56.880 you
00:53:57.520 boys
00:53:57.800 aren't
00:53:58.000 planning
00:53:58.220 to
00:53:58.320 have
00:53:58.460 a
00:53:58.580 fight
00:53:58.840 are
00:53:59.060 you
00:53:59.320 it's
00:53:59.840 like
00:54:00.080 well
00:54:00.720 yeah
00:54:00.940 mom
00:54:01.220 we're
00:54:01.740 actually
00:54:02.060 planning
00:54:02.480 to
00:54:02.640 have
00:54:02.780 a
00:54:02.880 fight
00:54:03.100 now
00:54:03.720 that
00:54:04.020 you
00:54:04.200 came
00:54:04.500 and
00:54:04.620 intervened
00:54:05.080 I
00:54:05.440 actually
00:54:05.760 lost
00:54:06.220 before
00:54:06.560 the
00:54:06.740 goddamn
00:54:07.160 thing
00:54:07.420 even
00:54:07.660 started
00:54:08.200 so
00:54:14.160 two
00:54:14.480 thumbs
00:54:14.820 up
00:54:15.020 for
00:54:15.180 mom
00:54:15.380 she
00:54:15.560 was
00:54:15.700 also
00:54:15.920 the
00:54:16.120 person
00:54:16.380 that
00:54:16.540 said
00:54:16.720 because
00:54:17.220 I
00:54:17.340 had
00:54:17.520 some
00:54:17.820 trouble
00:54:18.300 with
00:54:18.500 my
00:54:18.660 dad
00:54:18.940 when
00:54:19.120 I
00:54:19.240 was
00:54:19.540 you
00:54:20.180 know
00:54:20.300 adolescent
00:54:21.100 he
00:54:21.960 had
00:54:22.120 some
00:54:22.280 trouble
00:54:22.520 with
00:54:22.720 me
00:54:22.940 so
00:54:23.180 you
00:54:23.440 know
00:54:23.600 it
00:54:24.900 was
00:54:25.080 50-50
00:54:25.840 that's
00:54:26.140 for
00:54:26.260 now
00:54:26.440 it's
00:54:26.600 probably
00:54:26.940 70-30
00:54:28.120 with me
00:54:28.560 on the
00:54:28.900 70
00:54:29.220 end
00:54:29.520 of
00:54:29.680 being
00:54:30.060 the
00:54:30.280 trouble
00:54:30.580 and
00:54:31.360 anyways
00:54:31.900 I
00:54:32.640 left
00:54:32.860 home
00:54:33.040 when
00:54:33.160 I
00:54:33.240 was
00:54:33.360 about
00:54:33.580 17
00:54:34.320 and
00:54:35.180 she
00:54:36.780 said
00:54:37.000 something
00:54:37.280 really
00:54:37.520 interesting
00:54:37.960 when
00:54:38.160 I
00:54:38.280 left
00:54:38.480 home
00:54:38.740 she
00:54:39.060 said
00:54:39.380 if
00:54:40.280 was
00:54:40.400 too
00:54:40.540 good
00:54:40.720 at
00:54:40.820 home
00:54:41.000 you
00:54:41.100 never
00:54:41.380 leave
00:54:41.780 thought
00:54:42.800 hey
00:54:43.080 mom
00:54:43.320 that's
00:54:43.640 pretty
00:54:43.860 good
00:54:44.100 you
00:54:44.240 know
00:54:44.380 for
00:54:44.620 for
00:54:45.080 an
00:54:45.160 agreeable
00:54:45.580 person
00:54:46.020 you've
00:54:46.720 got
00:54:46.860 a
00:54:47.000 real
00:54:47.180 spine
00:54:47.720 man
00:54:48.060 so
00:54:48.480 that
00:54:49.260 was
00:54:49.400 pretty
00:54:49.600 good
00:54:49.860 so
00:54:51.040 so
00:54:54.100 you know
00:54:54.380 mother
00:54:54.740 that says
00:54:55.200 this
00:54:55.460 the mother
00:54:55.880 is the
00:54:56.520 person
00:54:56.820 who also
00:54:57.240 says
00:54:57.620 get out
00:54:58.980 there
00:54:59.260 take
00:54:59.740 your
00:54:59.900 goddamn
00:55:00.220 lumps
00:55:00.760 because
00:55:01.300 you're
00:55:01.560 tough
00:55:01.820 enough
00:55:02.060 so
00:55:02.280 that
00:55:02.520 you
00:55:03.140 can
00:55:03.300 handle
00:55:03.660 it
00:55:03.900 she
00:55:04.780 doesn't
00:55:05.040 say
00:55:05.360 you
00:55:06.560 just
00:55:06.720 stay
00:55:06.940 down
00:55:07.180 there
00:55:07.360 in
00:55:07.480 your
00:55:07.600 bedroom
00:55:08.100 brooding
00:55:09.060 away
00:55:09.480 because
00:55:10.440 the
00:55:10.800 world
00:55:11.040 is
00:55:11.240 unfair
00:55:11.640 in
00:55:11.840 treating
00:55:12.060 you
00:55:12.260 badly
00:55:12.620 and
00:55:13.420 your
00:55:14.160 suffering
00:55:14.580 is
00:55:14.780 too
00:55:14.960 much
00:55:15.320 she
00:55:15.660 says
00:55:16.000 yeah
00:55:16.260 there's
00:55:16.540 a lot
00:55:16.760 of
00:55:16.860 suffering
00:55:17.180 out
00:55:17.400 there
00:55:17.580 but
00:55:17.820 you're
00:55:18.840 a hell
00:55:19.060 of
00:55:19.160 a lot
00:55:19.360 tougher
00:55:19.640 than
00:55:19.860 you
00:55:20.000 think
00:55:20.280 you
00:55:20.460 are
00:55:20.720 so
00:55:22.100 in
00:55:25.520 turn
00:55:25.760 Mary's
00:55:26.280 son
00:55:26.500 Christ
00:55:26.940 offers
00:55:27.360 himself
00:55:27.720 to
00:55:27.940 God
00:55:28.360 so
00:55:30.740 completely
00:55:31.160 that
00:55:31.400 his
00:55:31.540 faith
00:55:31.820 and
00:55:32.000 trust
00:55:32.260 in
00:55:32.400 the
00:55:32.500 world
00:55:32.660 is
00:55:32.820 not
00:55:33.080 broken
00:55:33.460 by
00:55:34.100 betrayal
00:55:34.580 torture
00:55:35.100 or
00:55:35.380 death
00:55:35.760 that's
00:55:40.800 the
00:55:40.940 model
00:55:41.160 for
00:55:41.340 the
00:55:41.480 honorable
00:55:41.800 man
00:55:42.180 so
00:55:42.960 you know
00:55:44.200 you have
00:55:44.460 an interesting
00:55:44.940 dynamic
00:55:45.480 there
00:55:45.780 you have
00:55:46.220 the woman
00:55:46.940 who's
00:55:47.260 willing
00:55:47.580 to make
00:55:48.040 the sacrifice
00:55:48.880 lays the
00:55:51.040 groundwork
00:55:51.520 for the
00:55:51.920 son
00:55:52.300 who is
00:55:52.660 willing
00:55:52.940 to make
00:55:53.400 the
00:55:53.640 sacrifice
00:55:54.220 that works
00:55:55.620 out pretty
00:55:56.000 nicely
00:55:56.380 and it's
00:55:57.280 a good
00:55:57.560 thing
00:55:57.800 to know
00:55:58.240 in
00:55:59.700 Christ's
00:56:00.120 case
00:56:00.360 however
00:56:00.740 as he
00:56:01.240 sacrifices
00:56:01.800 himself
00:56:02.360 God
00:56:03.980 his
00:56:04.200 father
00:56:04.520 is
00:56:04.820 simultaneously
00:56:05.800 sacrificing
00:56:06.660 his son
00:56:07.140 right
00:56:07.360 that's one
00:56:07.680 of the
00:56:07.860 oddities
00:56:08.320 of the
00:56:08.640 trinitarian
00:56:09.120 model
00:56:09.500 is
00:56:09.700 that
00:56:09.860 God
00:56:10.560 sacrifices
00:56:11.260 himself
00:56:11.760 to
00:56:11.980 himself
00:56:12.360 same
00:56:12.840 thing
00:56:13.020 happens
00:56:13.320 in
00:56:13.500 Norse
00:56:13.860 mythology
00:56:14.440 right
00:56:14.800 is it
00:56:17.520 Norse
00:56:18.000 Zeus
00:56:18.800 Germanic
00:56:19.680 mythology
00:56:20.180 Zeus
00:56:21.120 sacrifices
00:56:21.820 himself
00:56:22.320 to
00:56:22.500 himself
00:56:22.760 he
00:56:22.940 actually
00:56:23.140 hangs
00:56:23.460 on
00:56:23.620 a
00:56:23.780 tree
00:56:24.060 he's
00:56:24.520 actually
00:56:24.740 wounded
00:56:25.120 in
00:56:25.340 his
00:56:25.520 side
00:56:25.860 it's
00:56:26.280 very
00:56:26.480 interesting
00:56:26.900 parallel
00:56:27.380 but I
00:56:28.800 think
00:56:28.960 part
00:56:29.180 of
00:56:29.260 the
00:56:29.360 idea
00:56:29.660 is
00:56:29.920 well
00:56:30.220 the
00:56:31.520 human race
00:56:32.480 is trying
00:56:32.820 to work
00:56:33.120 out
00:56:33.280 what's
00:56:34.140 the
00:56:34.280 ultimate
00:56:34.580 sacrifice
00:56:35.360 it's
00:56:35.860 something
00:56:36.040 like
00:56:36.260 that
00:56:36.520 ultimate
00:56:37.180 sacrifice
00:56:37.740 of
00:56:37.960 value
00:56:38.280 well
00:56:38.900 the
00:56:39.580 passion
00:56:41.440 story
00:56:41.980 and I
00:56:42.980 told you
00:56:43.260 I was
00:56:43.520 foreshadowing
00:56:44.160 I'm
00:56:44.340 bringing
00:56:44.560 into
00:56:45.480 consideration
00:56:46.420 things we
00:56:46.960 won't talk
00:56:47.360 about
00:56:47.540 for a
00:56:47.800 long
00:56:47.960 time
00:56:48.200 maybe
00:56:48.640 not
00:56:48.860 at
00:56:48.960 all
00:56:49.120 in
00:56:49.240 this
00:56:49.400 lecture
00:56:49.680 series
00:56:50.020 I
00:56:50.160 don't
00:56:50.300 know
00:56:50.440 how far
00:56:51.240 I'll
00:56:51.380 get
00:56:51.540 is
00:56:51.700 that
00:56:51.880 there's
00:56:52.640 a
00:56:52.780 supreme
00:56:53.080 sacrifice
00:56:53.740 demanded
00:56:54.120 on the
00:56:54.400 part
00:56:54.540 of
00:56:54.620 the
00:56:54.700 mother
00:56:54.880 and
00:56:55.360 there's
00:56:55.540 a
00:56:55.660 supreme
00:56:56.040 sacrifice
00:56:56.660 demanded
00:56:57.060 on the
00:56:57.360 part
00:56:57.520 of
00:56:57.600 the
00:56:57.720 son
00:56:57.940 and
00:56:58.120 there's
00:56:58.280 a
00:56:58.400 supreme
00:56:58.700 sacrifice
00:56:59.300 demanded
00:56:59.700 on the
00:57:00.100 part
00:57:00.260 of
00:57:00.320 the
00:57:00.440 father
00:57:00.760 all
00:57:01.140 at
00:57:01.380 the
00:57:01.560 same
00:57:01.880 time
00:57:02.400 and
00:57:03.080 then
00:57:03.200 that
00:57:03.400 makes
00:57:03.680 the
00:57:03.900 supreme
00:57:04.240 sacrifice
00:57:04.800 possible
00:57:05.420 and
00:57:06.000 hypothetically
00:57:06.560 that's
00:57:06.880 the
00:57:07.000 one
00:57:07.160 that
00:57:07.320 renews
00:57:07.880 that's
00:57:08.140 the
00:57:08.280 sacrifice
00:57:08.780 that
00:57:09.000 renews
00:57:09.540 and
00:57:09.700 redeems
00:57:10.240 it's
00:57:11.080 a hell
00:57:11.340 of an
00:57:11.560 idea
00:57:11.860 man
00:57:12.180 and
00:57:12.560 the
00:57:12.680 thing
00:57:12.860 about
00:57:13.100 it
00:57:13.260 is
00:57:13.420 that
00:57:13.620 I
00:57:15.520 don't
00:57:15.820 know
00:57:16.000 if
00:57:16.180 it's
00:57:16.380 true
00:57:16.740 but
00:57:17.080 I
00:57:17.200 know
00:57:17.380 that
00:57:17.540 it's
00:57:17.740 opposite
00:57:18.280 is
00:57:18.680 false
00:57:19.280 and
00:57:21.200 generally
00:57:21.600 the
00:57:21.900 opposite
00:57:22.680 of
00:57:22.900 something
00:57:23.260 that's
00:57:23.540 false
00:57:23.900 is
00:57:24.200 true
00:57:24.980 it's
00:57:25.740 it's
00:57:26.260 opposite
00:57:26.580 is
00:57:26.780 false
00:57:27.100 is
00:57:27.260 because
00:57:27.500 if
00:57:27.640 the
00:57:27.760 mother
00:57:27.940 doesn't
00:57:28.220 make
00:57:28.380 the
00:57:28.520 sacrifice
00:57:28.980 then
00:57:29.400 you
00:57:29.680 get
00:57:29.820 the
00:57:30.000 horrible
00:57:30.300 Oediple
00:57:30.660 situation
00:57:31.220 or
00:57:31.400 something
00:57:31.640 like
00:57:31.840 that
00:57:32.020 in
00:57:32.100 the
00:57:32.180 household
00:57:32.480 which
00:57:32.760 is
00:57:32.880 just
00:57:33.100 its
00:57:33.520 own
00:57:33.820 absolute
00:57:34.540 catastrophic
00:57:35.320 hell
00:57:35.800 and
00:57:36.280 if
00:57:36.400 you
00:57:36.500 want
00:57:36.660 a
00:57:36.800 really
00:57:37.060 good
00:57:37.300 insight
00:57:37.660 into
00:57:37.900 that
00:57:38.100 I
00:57:38.200 would
00:57:38.360 say
00:57:38.540 watch
00:57:38.840 the
00:57:39.020 documentary
00:57:39.580 crumb
00:57:40.180 c-r-u-m-b
00:57:42.060 a man
00:57:42.580 that's been
00:57:43.180 rated by
00:57:43.600 some critics
00:57:44.100 as the best
00:57:44.620 documentary
00:57:45.160 ever made
00:57:45.680 and it
00:57:45.960 is
00:57:46.120 some
00:57:46.460 piece
00:57:46.760 of
00:57:46.880 work
00:57:47.080 man
00:57:47.340 it
00:57:47.460 is
00:57:47.560 the
00:57:47.700 only
00:57:48.000 thing
00:57:48.300 I've
00:57:48.480 ever
00:57:48.680 seen
00:57:49.000 that
00:57:49.440 actually
00:57:49.800 lays out
00:57:50.280 the
00:57:50.440 Oediple
00:57:50.800 catastrophe
00:57:51.460 in its
00:57:51.860 full
00:57:52.120 nightmare
00:57:52.540 you know
00:57:53.520 so
00:57:54.020 you
00:57:54.780 could
00:57:54.920 look
00:57:55.360 at
00:57:55.500 that
00:57:55.740 so
00:57:56.880 if
00:57:57.040 the
00:57:57.180 maternal
00:57:57.500 sacrifice
00:57:58.080 isn't
00:57:58.360 there
00:57:58.560 then
00:57:58.780 that
00:57:59.300 doesn't
00:57:59.520 work
00:57:59.700 if
00:57:59.860 the
00:58:00.020 paternal
00:58:00.540 sacrifice
00:58:01.120 isn't
00:58:01.400 there
00:58:01.620 you
00:58:02.100 if
00:58:02.280 the
00:58:02.780 father
00:58:03.060 isn't
00:58:03.360 willing
00:58:03.580 to
00:58:03.840 put
00:58:04.540 his
00:58:04.700 son
00:58:05.040 out
00:58:05.260 into
00:58:05.460 the
00:58:05.620 world
00:58:05.860 let's
00:58:06.180 say
00:58:06.300 to
00:58:06.420 be
00:58:06.580 broken
00:58:06.940 and
00:58:07.160 betrayed
00:58:07.560 and
00:58:07.740 all
00:58:07.900 of
00:58:08.040 those
00:58:08.220 things
00:58:08.540 then
00:58:09.180 that's
00:58:09.840 a
00:58:09.920 non-starter
00:58:10.420 because
00:58:10.720 the
00:58:10.920 kid
00:58:11.200 doesn't
00:58:11.460 grow
00:58:11.660 up
00:58:11.860 and
00:58:11.980 then
00:58:12.120 if
00:58:12.240 the
00:58:12.400 son
00:58:12.660 isn't
00:58:12.940 willing
00:58:13.140 to
00:58:13.320 do
00:58:13.460 that
00:58:13.680 well
00:58:13.900 then
00:58:14.100 who
00:58:14.220 the
00:58:14.340 hell
00:58:14.480 is
00:58:14.600 going to
00:58:14.820 shoulder
00:58:15.020 the
00:58:15.220 responsibility
00:58:15.780 so
00:58:16.580 if
00:58:17.300 those
00:58:17.640 three
00:58:17.900 things
00:58:18.280 don't
00:58:18.640 happen
00:58:19.020 then
00:58:19.720 it's
00:58:20.360 cataclysmic
00:58:21.220 it's
00:58:21.440 chaotic
00:58:21.980 it's
00:58:22.300 hell
00:58:22.640 if
00:58:23.800 they
00:58:23.960 do
00:58:24.180 happen
00:58:24.600 is
00:58:24.820 it
00:58:24.940 the
00:58:25.080 opposite
00:58:25.420 of
00:58:25.620 that
00:58:25.860 well
00:58:26.100 you
00:58:26.280 could
00:58:26.460 say
00:58:26.640 well
00:58:26.820 maybe
00:58:27.040 it
00:58:27.280 depends
00:58:27.700 on
00:58:27.880 the
00:58:28.040 degree
00:58:28.480 to
00:58:28.760 which
00:58:29.040 they
00:58:29.300 happen
00:58:29.720 and
00:58:29.940 it's
00:58:30.600 a
00:58:30.720 continuum
00:58:31.080 how
00:58:31.460 thoroughly
00:58:32.100 can
00:58:32.440 they
00:58:32.640 happen
00:58:33.040 well
00:58:33.580 we
00:58:33.720 don't
00:58:33.960 know
00:58:34.240 you
00:58:34.400 know
00:58:34.540 because
00:58:34.880 you
00:58:35.560 might
00:58:35.780 say
00:58:36.100 how
00:58:38.800 good
00:58:39.000 a job
00:58:39.320 do
00:58:39.460 you
00:58:39.580 do
00:58:39.880 of
00:58:40.360 encouraging
00:58:40.820 your
00:58:41.060 children
00:58:41.380 to
00:58:41.600 live
00:58:41.860 in
00:58:42.120 truth
00:58:42.540 let's
00:58:43.460 say
00:58:43.660 well
00:58:44.280 that's
00:58:44.520 part
00:58:44.720 of
00:58:44.820 the
00:58:44.940 answer
00:58:45.200 to
00:58:45.320 this
00:58:45.480 question
00:58:45.920 and
00:58:46.440 the
00:58:46.580 answer
00:58:46.900 likely
00:58:47.300 is
00:58:47.540 well
00:58:47.980 not
00:58:48.380 you
00:58:49.140 don't
00:58:49.460 do
00:58:49.580 as
00:58:49.720 good
00:58:49.900 a
00:58:50.040 job
00:58:50.300 of
00:58:50.460 it
00:58:50.600 as
00:58:51.040 you
00:58:51.260 could
00:58:51.700 so
00:58:52.580 it
00:58:52.700 works
00:58:52.900 out
00:58:53.060 quite
00:58:53.360 well
00:58:53.640 but
00:58:53.800 you
00:58:53.920 don't
00:58:54.060 know
00:58:54.160 how
00:58:54.280 well
00:58:54.480 it
00:58:54.600 could
00:58:54.820 work
00:58:55.100 if
00:58:55.260 you
00:58:55.360 did
00:58:55.520 it
00:58:55.700 really
00:58:56.500 well
00:58:56.800 or
00:58:56.960 spectacularly
00:58:58.040 well
00:58:58.240 or
00:58:58.440 ultimately
00:58:59.120 well
00:58:59.520 or
00:58:59.680 something
00:59:00.000 like
00:59:00.280 that
00:59:00.460 you
00:59:00.580 don't
00:59:00.880 know
00:59:01.200 and
00:59:01.920 you
00:59:02.000 know
00:59:02.140 people
00:59:02.600 have
00:59:02.860 an
00:59:02.980 intimation
00:59:03.480 of
00:59:03.640 this
00:59:03.780 because
00:59:04.100 one
00:59:04.660 of
00:59:04.760 the
00:59:04.860 things
00:59:05.080 that's
00:59:05.260 really
00:59:05.460 cool
00:59:05.740 about
00:59:05.960 having
00:59:06.240 a
00:59:06.380 young
00:59:16.580 you
00:59:16.720 don't
00:59:16.980 know
00:59:17.260 until
00:59:19.120 you
00:59:19.240 have
00:59:19.360 a
00:59:19.480 baby
00:59:19.660 the
00:59:19.820 one
00:59:19.980 is
00:59:20.160 that
00:59:20.340 you
00:59:20.560 didn't
00:59:20.800 grow
00:59:21.000 up
00:59:21.260 yet
00:59:21.780 because
00:59:22.880 you
00:59:23.040 actually
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00:59:23.520 grow
00:59:23.700 up
00:59:23.840 until
00:59:24.040 someone
00:59:24.320 else
00:59:24.520 is
00:59:24.640 more
00:59:24.800 important
00:59:25.100 than
00:59:25.280 you
00:59:25.440 you
00:59:25.840 can't
00:59:26.280 so
00:59:26.860 people
00:59:27.140 think
00:59:27.480 they
00:59:27.640 grow
00:59:27.840 up
00:59:28.000 if
00:59:28.140 they
00:59:28.240 don't
00:59:28.400 have
00:59:28.600 children
00:59:28.960 but
00:59:29.140 they
00:59:29.280 don't
00:59:29.580 they
00:59:29.760 just
00:59:29.960 think
00:59:30.160 they
00:59:30.320 do
00:59:30.440 now
00:59:30.640 there
00:59:30.820 are
00:59:30.960 some
00:59:31.220 people
00:59:31.520 who
00:59:31.740 make
00:59:32.300 sacrifices
00:59:32.860 of
00:59:33.080 other
00:59:33.260 sorts
00:59:33.620 but
00:59:33.840 this
00:59:35.020 is
00:59:35.180 a
00:59:35.280 whole
00:59:35.440 different
00:59:35.800 ball
00:59:36.280 of
00:59:36.400 wax
00:59:46.580 that's
00:59:46.960 cool
00:59:47.220 that
00:59:48.200 you
00:59:48.320 can
00:59:48.480 sit
00:59:48.920 back
00:59:49.320 because
00:59:49.880 of
00:59:50.060 course
00:59:50.220 your
00:59:50.400 child
00:59:50.820 in
00:59:51.500 your
00:59:51.640 family
00:59:52.020 and
00:59:53.020 in
00:59:53.260 society
00:59:53.680 is
00:59:53.820 immediately
00:59:54.160 the
00:59:54.440 center
00:59:54.660 of
00:59:54.800 attention
00:59:55.160 and
00:59:55.620 so
00:59:55.840 unless
00:59:56.620 you're
00:59:56.820 narcissistic
00:59:57.700 then
00:59:58.600 you
00:59:58.760 allow
00:59:58.980 that
00:59:59.200 to
00:59:59.360 happen
00:59:59.660 and
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01:00:01.380 learn
01:00:01.560 all
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01:00:01.920 of
01:00:02.000 really
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01:00:03.840 people
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01:00:05.440 so
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01:00:06.200 in
01:00:06.320 Montreal
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01:00:07.120 had
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01:00:07.640 child
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01:00:09.100 a
01:00:09.180 pretty
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01:00:12.300 like
01:00:12.520 you
01:00:13.200 know
01:00:13.300 Montreal
01:00:13.680 is
01:00:13.840 such
01:00:14.020 a
01:00:14.160 great
01:00:14.380 city
01:00:14.620 like
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01:00:15.480 like
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01:00:16.580 they're
01:00:16.760 more
01:00:17.280 like
01:00:17.520 charming
01:00:18.080 with a
01:00:18.940 little
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01:00:20.200 underbelly
01:00:21.360 something
01:00:21.680 like
01:00:22.000 that
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01:00:24.400 our
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01:00:24.940 it
01:00:24.980 was
01:00:25.080 pretty
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01:00:26.280 we'd
01:00:27.440 push
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01:00:28.660 her
01:00:28.800 stroller
01:00:29.140 and
01:00:29.360 these
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01:00:30.680 wrecked
01:00:31.240 old
01:00:31.460 guys
01:00:31.860 would
01:00:32.040 come
01:00:32.260 by
01:00:32.520 and
01:00:32.660 they'd
01:00:33.040 look
01:00:39.180 the
01:00:39.540 positive
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01:00:40.240 of
01:00:40.400 their
01:00:40.520 humanity
01:00:41.040 just
01:00:41.400 well
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01:00:42.480 you
01:00:42.920 have
01:00:43.120 to
01:00:43.240 be
01:00:43.620 something
01:00:43.840 seriously
01:00:44.540 wrong
01:00:44.940 with
01:00:45.120 you
01:00:45.240 if
01:00:45.400 you
01:00:45.500 don't
01:00:45.700 respond
01:00:46.080 that
01:00:46.280 way
01:00:46.420 to
01:00:46.520 a
01:00:46.660 baby
01:00:46.940 you
01:00:47.120 know
01:00:47.240 I
01:00:47.400 mean
01:00:47.600 that's
01:00:48.860 that's
01:00:49.140 not
01:00:49.340 good
01:00:49.680 that's
01:00:50.120 not
01:00:50.260 good
01:00:50.460 but
01:00:50.580 it
01:00:50.660 was
01:00:50.740 so
01:00:50.900 cool
01:00:51.200 to
01:00:51.360 see
01:00:51.480 these
01:00:51.660 people
01:00:51.940 you
01:00:52.080 kind
01:00:52.300 of
01:00:52.400 give
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01:00:53.460 you'd
01:00:53.700 sort
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01:00:54.020 walk
01:00:54.340 four
01:00:54.680 feet
01:00:54.920 around
01:00:55.200 them
01:00:55.360 on
01:00:55.500 the
01:00:55.620 street
01:00:55.940 you
01:00:56.120 know
01:00:56.280 and
01:00:56.740 yet
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01:00:57.140 were
01:00:57.320 all
01:00:57.580 of
01:00:57.640 sudden
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01:01:00.780 layers
01:01:01.280 that
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01:01:01.920 them
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01:01:02.160 just
01:01:02.340 fall
01:01:02.620 off
01:01:02.920 and
01:01:03.040 they'd
01:01:03.200 be
01:01:03.300 so
01:01:03.520 and
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01:01:04.340 are
01:01:04.480 sort
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01:01:04.740 like
01:01:04.880 public
01:01:05.220 property
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01:01:06.120 enough
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01:01:07.420 like
01:01:07.580 pregnant
01:01:07.980 women
01:01:08.340 you
01:01:08.500 know
01:01:08.640 because
01:01:08.860 people
01:01:09.660 often
01:01:09.960 treat
01:01:10.200 pregnant
01:01:10.520 women
01:01:10.780 sort
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01:01:11.280 their
01:01:11.420 public
01:01:11.700 property
01:01:12.100 too
01:01:12.320 I
01:01:12.440 mean
01:01:12.580 in
01:01:12.700 a
01:01:12.800 positive
01:01:13.140 way
01:01:13.360 oh
01:01:13.580 wow
01:01:13.900 you
01:01:14.240 have
01:01:14.460 a
01:01:14.540 baby
01:01:14.800 you
01:01:15.420 know
01:01:15.540 they
01:01:15.700 well
01:01:16.920 they
01:01:17.060 do
01:01:17.200 all
01:01:17.340 sorts
01:01:17.620 of
01:01:17.740 cute
01:01:18.020 things
01:01:18.540 so
01:01:19.820 so
01:01:21.900 you
01:01:22.040 know
01:01:22.140 the
01:01:22.320 reason
01:01:22.540 I'm
01:01:22.720 telling
01:01:22.920 you
01:01:23.100 that
01:01:23.260 is
01:01:23.380 because
01:01:23.660 there's
01:01:23.880 a
01:01:24.000 strong
01:01:24.400 impulse
01:01:25.980 in
01:01:26.200 people
01:01:26.480 to
01:01:26.740 note
01:01:27.180 that
01:01:27.560 there's
01:01:28.160 something
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01:01:29.360 about
01:01:29.800 the
01:01:30.200 existence
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01:01:30.820 a
01:01:30.960 new
01:01:31.160 human
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01:01:33.320 element
01:01:33.720 is
01:01:34.040 all
01:01:34.660 the
01:01:34.840 potential
01:01:35.300 that's
01:01:35.660 there
01:01:35.900 right
01:01:36.320 that's
01:01:36.580 all
01:01:36.720 there
01:01:36.880 is
01:01:37.080 there
01:01:37.320 is
01:01:37.480 potential
01:01:38.200 and
01:01:39.180 with
01:01:39.660 every
01:01:40.000 birth
01:01:40.600 there's
01:01:40.880 the
01:01:41.060 potential
01:01:41.460 for
01:01:41.700 something
01:01:42.060 remarkable
01:01:43.580 to
01:01:44.020 be
01:01:44.380 introduced
01:01:45.740 in
01:01:46.040 the
01:01:46.140 world
01:01:46.340 and
01:01:46.540 you
01:01:47.060 know
01:01:47.200 one
01:01:48.060 of
01:01:48.140 the
01:01:48.240 things
01:01:49.820 the
01:01:49.900 other
01:01:50.060 thing
01:01:50.280 you
01:01:50.400 don't
01:01:50.600 know
01:01:50.820 is
01:01:51.020 that
01:01:51.240 babies
01:01:52.580 are
01:01:52.800 generic
01:01:53.500 until
01:01:54.180 you
01:01:54.400 have
01:01:54.700 one
01:01:55.020 and
01:01:55.780 then
01:01:56.000 your
01:01:56.600 baby
01:01:56.960 isn't
01:01:57.240 a
01:01:57.380 generic
01:01:57.700 baby
01:01:58.140 at
01:01:58.660 all
01:01:58.980 it's
01:01:59.540 like
01:01:59.800 instantly
01:02:01.520 it's
01:02:01.840 a
01:02:01.960 person
01:02:02.240 with
01:02:02.440 whom
01:02:02.600 you
01:02:02.720 have
01:02:02.840 a
01:02:02.920 relationship
01:02:03.340 that's
01:02:03.680 closer
01:02:04.020 perhaps
01:02:04.660 than
01:02:04.860 any
01:02:05.040 relationship
01:02:05.480 that
01:02:05.760 you've
01:02:05.940 ever
01:02:06.100 had
01:02:06.420 and
01:02:07.160 that
01:02:07.380 you
01:02:07.580 can
01:02:07.800 keep
01:02:08.220 perfect
01:02:08.800 right
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01:02:09.980 most
01:02:10.260 of
01:02:10.360 the
01:02:10.440 relationships
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01:02:11.180 had
01:02:11.360 already
01:02:11.620 are
01:02:11.740 with
01:02:11.860 people
01:02:12.120 who
01:02:12.220 are
01:02:12.360 screwed
01:02:12.660 up
01:02:12.840 in
01:02:12.960 50
01:02:13.280 different
01:02:13.580 ways
01:02:13.860 and
01:02:14.260 so
01:02:14.500 are
01:02:14.700 you
01:02:15.000 but
01:02:15.440 here
01:02:15.580 you've
01:02:15.760 got
01:02:15.920 this
01:02:16.140 baby
01:02:16.600 and
01:02:16.860 like
01:02:17.400 it
01:02:17.620 care
01:02:18.580 but
01:02:18.820 it's
01:02:19.200 not
01:02:19.360 ruined
01:02:19.780 yet
01:02:20.160 and
01:02:20.800 so
01:02:21.040 you know
01:02:22.160 you have
01:02:22.560 this
01:02:22.780 possibility
01:02:23.400 of
01:02:23.800 maintaining
01:02:24.300 this
01:02:24.620 relationship
01:02:25.260 that
01:02:26.080 starts
01:02:26.780 out
01:02:27.100 that
01:02:27.320 baby
01:02:27.580 really
01:02:27.820 likes
01:02:28.140 you
01:02:28.400 and
01:02:28.800 generally
01:02:29.420 that
01:02:29.680 continues
01:02:30.160 for
01:02:30.440 quite
01:02:30.640 a
01:02:30.760 long
01:02:30.940 time
01:02:31.240 and
01:02:31.400 they're
01:02:32.240 two
01:02:32.440 years
01:02:32.660 old
01:02:32.900 and
01:02:33.000 you
01:02:33.080 come
01:02:33.240 home
01:02:33.400 they're
01:02:33.520 really
01:02:33.680 happy
01:02:33.920 to
01:02:34.080 see
01:02:34.200 you
01:02:34.260 it's
01:02:34.300 kind
01:02:34.460 of
01:02:34.480 like
01:02:34.580 having
01:02:34.780 a
01:02:34.960 puppy
01:02:35.280 you
01:02:35.480 know
01:02:35.580 it's
01:02:35.740 like
01:02:35.940 they're
01:02:36.360 thrilled
01:02:36.800 when you
01:02:37.100 come
01:02:37.240 home
01:02:37.580 it's
01:02:38.040 like
01:02:38.220 how
01:02:38.780 many
01:02:38.940 people
01:02:39.220 are
01:02:39.380 thrilled
01:02:39.760 when
01:02:39.980 you
01:02:40.100 come
01:02:40.260 home
01:02:40.540 you
01:02:40.700 know
01:02:40.860 so
01:02:41.100 it's
01:02:41.360 you
01:02:41.600 again
01:02:41.900 it's
01:02:42.080 like
01:02:42.220 no
01:02:42.420 not
01:02:42.700 a
01:02:42.820 little
01:02:42.960 kid
01:02:43.260 a
01:02:43.400 little
01:02:43.540 kid
01:02:43.800 is
01:02:43.940 thrilled
01:02:44.180 when
01:02:44.380 you
01:02:44.480 come
01:02:44.640 home
01:02:44.860 and
01:02:45.240 you
01:02:45.360 can
01:02:45.480 keep
01:02:45.700 that
01:02:45.940 going
01:02:46.300 and
01:02:47.000 so
01:02:47.260 there's
01:02:48.080 this
01:02:48.280 pristine
01:02:48.960 element
01:02:49.680 to
01:02:50.080 the
01:02:50.760 potential
01:02:51.160 relationship
01:02:51.800 between
01:02:52.280 parents
01:02:53.200 and
01:02:53.420 children
01:02:53.740 that's
01:02:54.120 terribly
01:02:54.540 devalued
01:02:55.140 in our
01:02:55.360 society
01:02:55.760 terribly
01:02:56.380 it's
01:02:58.340 almost
01:02:58.580 as if
01:02:58.920 we're
01:02:59.120 willfully
01:02:59.680 blind
01:03:00.100 to
01:03:00.300 it
01:03:00.400 and
01:03:00.500 I
01:03:00.620 think
01:03:00.780 it's
01:03:00.940 an
01:03:01.040 absolute
01:03:01.380 catastrophe
01:03:02.040 because
01:03:02.520 there's
01:03:03.180 nothing
01:03:03.600 there's
01:03:04.020 very
01:03:04.420 little
01:03:04.680 in
01:03:04.860 life
01:03:05.120 that
01:03:05.400 can
01:03:06.780 compare
01:03:07.280 to
01:03:07.620 establishing
01:03:08.260 a
01:03:08.460 proper
01:03:08.720 relationship
01:03:09.200 with
01:03:09.600 the
01:03:10.440 child
01:03:10.800 they
01:03:12.400 make
01:03:12.580 great
01:03:12.840 company
01:03:13.240 if
01:03:13.480 you
01:03:13.660 keep
01:03:15.700 your
01:03:15.900 relationship
01:03:16.400 with
01:03:16.700 them
01:03:16.840 pristine
01:03:17.320 and
01:03:19.260 so
01:03:19.420 you
01:03:19.580 know
01:03:19.680 it's
01:03:19.860 worthwhile
01:03:20.320 you
01:03:20.520 think
01:03:20.760 well
01:03:20.960 and
01:03:21.100 so
01:03:21.240 the
01:03:21.700 reason
01:03:21.900 I'm
01:03:22.080 telling
01:03:22.280 you
01:03:22.420 this
01:03:22.560 is
01:03:22.660 because
01:03:22.900 people
01:03:23.180 look
01:03:23.420 at
01:03:23.520 infants
01:03:23.900 and
01:03:24.060 they
01:03:24.200 think
01:03:24.440 this
01:03:28.580 that
01:03:28.960 is
01:03:29.080 what
01:03:29.240 they
01:03:29.400 think
01:03:29.660 that's
01:03:30.500 how
01:03:30.640 they
01:03:30.880 act
01:03:31.380 so
01:03:32.840 that's
01:03:33.140 what
01:03:33.280 they
01:03:33.460 think
01:03:33.900 and
01:03:35.000 the
01:03:35.140 thing
01:03:35.340 is
01:03:35.540 it's
01:03:35.740 also
01:03:36.000 true
01:03:36.500 now
01:03:38.680 how
01:03:38.940 true
01:03:39.260 it
01:03:39.400 is
01:03:39.560 I
01:03:39.660 don't
01:03:39.900 know
01:03:40.360 but
01:03:43.240 that's
01:03:43.520 I
01:03:43.620 think
01:03:43.800 probably
01:03:44.260 because
01:03:44.640 I
01:03:45.720 think
01:03:46.000 it's
01:03:46.180 probably
01:03:46.440 because
01:03:46.740 people
01:03:47.040 don't
01:03:47.320 dare
01:03:47.500 to
01:03:47.660 find
01:03:47.900 out
01:03:48.160 that's
01:03:50.100 how
01:03:50.200 it
01:03:50.340 looks
01:03:50.500 to
01:03:50.660 me
01:03:50.900 in
01:03:55.240 Christ's
01:03:55.640 case
01:03:55.840 however
01:03:56.140 as he
01:03:56.520 sacrifices
01:03:57.060 himself
01:03:57.580 God
01:03:58.020 his
01:03:58.220 father
01:03:58.540 is
01:03:58.740 simultaneously
01:03:59.240 sacrificing
01:04:00.080 his
01:04:00.300 son
01:04:00.480 it
01:04:00.880 is
01:04:01.000 for
01:04:01.140 this
01:04:01.340 reason
01:04:01.640 that
01:04:01.820 the
01:04:02.000 Christian
01:04:02.380 sacrificial
01:04:03.180 drama
01:04:03.660 of
01:04:04.180 son
01:04:04.520 and
01:04:04.780 self
01:04:05.080 is
01:04:05.260 archetypal
01:04:05.840 nothing
01:04:06.400 greater
01:04:06.740 can
01:04:06.940 be
01:04:07.080 imagined
01:04:07.500 that's
01:04:08.420 why
01:04:08.540 it's
01:04:08.680 an
01:04:08.780 archetype
01:04:09.280 you
01:04:09.640 can't
01:04:10.320 push
01:04:11.080 past
01:04:11.760 it
01:04:12.040 so
01:04:13.600 that's
01:04:17.280 the very
01:04:17.500 definition
01:04:17.940 of
01:04:18.120 archetypal
01:04:18.620 that's
01:04:18.880 the
01:04:19.000 core
01:04:19.220 of
01:04:19.340 what
01:04:19.480 constitutes
01:04:20.000 religious
01:04:20.600 the
01:04:22.100 greatest
01:04:22.380 of
01:04:22.560 all
01:04:22.700 possible
01:04:23.080 sacrifices
01:04:23.760 is
01:04:24.040 self
01:04:24.360 and
01:04:24.560 child
01:04:24.960 of
01:04:25.640 that
01:04:25.840 there
01:04:26.000 can
01:04:26.140 be
01:04:26.260 no
01:04:26.460 doubt
01:04:26.740 pain
01:04:27.280 and
01:04:27.480 suffering
01:04:27.880 define
01:04:28.280 the
01:04:28.480 world
01:04:28.880 of that
01:04:29.760 equally
01:04:30.140 there
01:04:30.340 can
01:04:30.500 be
01:04:30.600 no
01:04:30.780 doubt
01:04:31.080 the
01:04:31.560 person
01:04:31.900 who
01:04:32.060 wants
01:04:32.280 to
01:04:32.440 alleviate
01:04:32.840 suffering
01:04:33.460 who
01:04:33.960 wants
01:04:34.220 to bring
01:04:34.580 about
01:04:34.800 the best
01:04:35.220 of all
01:04:35.520 possible
01:04:35.940 futures
01:04:36.480 who
01:04:37.040 wants
01:04:37.280 to create
01:04:37.720 heaven
01:04:38.040 on
01:04:38.240 earth
01:04:38.580 will
01:04:39.420 therefore
01:04:39.780 sacrifice
01:04:40.420 everything
01:04:40.820 everything
01:04:40.840 everything
01:04:40.860 he
01:04:41.080 has
01:04:41.340 to
01:04:41.500 God
01:04:41.920 to
01:04:42.900 life
01:04:43.200 in
01:04:43.380 the
01:04:43.500 truth
01:04:43.860 so
01:04:46.680 that's
01:04:47.160 a page
01:04:48.200 and a half
01:04:48.640 from
01:04:48.960 the book
01:04:50.340 I'm going
01:04:50.700 to release
01:04:51.100 in January
01:04:51.680 so back
01:05:00.280 to
01:05:00.480 Genesis
01:05:00.880 we're
01:05:01.300 already
01:05:01.620 up to
01:05:02.460 Genesis
01:05:02.860 4
01:05:03.360 and Adam
01:05:05.540 knew
01:05:05.840 Eve
01:05:06.220 his wife
01:05:06.840 and she
01:05:08.940 conceived
01:05:09.560 and
01:05:11.740 bare
01:05:12.000 Cain
01:05:12.360 and said
01:05:13.080 I have
01:05:14.220 gotten a
01:05:14.560 man
01:05:14.740 from
01:05:14.940 the
01:05:15.100 Lord
01:05:15.300 now
01:05:15.600 this is
01:05:17.160 after
01:05:17.440 Adam
01:05:17.700 and Eve
01:05:18.000 have been
01:05:18.580 chased out
01:05:18.980 of the
01:05:19.160 garden
01:05:19.420 of
01:05:19.620 Eden
01:05:19.860 right
01:05:20.160 so
01:05:20.360 what's
01:05:20.900 really
01:05:21.120 cool
01:05:21.400 about
01:05:21.620 this
01:05:21.900 I
01:05:22.700 really
01:05:23.000 think
01:05:23.340 that
01:05:23.520 the
01:05:23.660 Cain
01:05:24.260 and Abel
01:05:24.540 story
01:05:24.780 is the
01:05:25.100 most
01:05:25.380 profound
01:05:25.760 story
01:05:26.100 I've
01:05:26.280 ever
01:05:26.460 read
01:05:26.740 especially
01:05:27.840 given
01:05:28.180 that
01:05:28.460 you can
01:05:29.640 tell it
01:05:29.980 in 15
01:05:30.640 seconds
01:05:31.060 I
01:05:31.480 won't
01:05:31.860 because
01:05:32.580 I tend
01:05:32.860 not to
01:05:33.140 tell
01:05:33.300 stories
01:05:33.620 in 15
01:05:34.080 seconds
01:05:34.460 as you
01:05:35.000 may have
01:05:35.220 noticed
01:05:35.540 but
01:05:36.120 you can
01:05:36.760 read
01:05:36.980 the
01:05:37.120 whole
01:05:37.260 thing
01:05:37.560 that
01:05:38.300 quickly
01:05:38.680 and
01:05:39.740 it's
01:05:40.000 so
01:05:40.220 densely
01:05:40.700 packed
01:05:41.140 that
01:05:41.380 I
01:05:42.040 just
01:05:42.260 can't
01:05:42.620 it's
01:05:42.820 actually
01:05:44.100 unbelievable
01:05:45.260 to me
01:05:45.980 that it
01:05:46.340 can be
01:05:46.620 that
01:05:46.820 densely
01:05:47.180 packed
01:05:47.460 okay
01:05:47.680 so
01:05:47.860 the
01:05:48.020 first
01:05:48.260 thing
01:05:48.480 is
01:05:48.700 that
01:05:48.980 Adam
01:05:50.540 and
01:05:50.680 Eve
01:05:50.800 are
01:05:50.920 not
01:05:51.120 the
01:05:51.280 first
01:05:51.500 two
01:05:51.720 human
01:05:52.000 beings
01:05:52.400 Cain
01:05:53.480 and Abel
01:05:53.800 are
01:05:53.940 the
01:05:54.060 first
01:05:54.260 two
01:05:54.460 human
01:05:54.740 beings
01:05:55.080 because
01:05:56.320 Adam
01:05:56.560 and Eve
01:05:56.800 were
01:05:56.920 made
01:05:57.120 by
01:05:57.300 God
01:05:57.620 and
01:05:57.760 they
01:05:57.860 were
01:05:58.000 born
01:05:58.200 in
01:05:58.360 paradise
01:05:58.660 it's
01:05:58.940 like
01:05:59.080 what
01:05:59.220 kind
01:05:59.420 of
01:05:59.520 human
01:05:59.920 beings
01:06:00.200 are
01:06:00.320 those
01:06:00.640 you
01:06:00.840 don't
01:06:00.960 know
01:06:01.060 any
01:06:01.200 human
01:06:01.440 beings
01:06:01.680 like
01:06:01.860 that
01:06:02.100 human
01:06:02.440 beings
01:06:02.900 aren't
01:06:03.340 born
01:06:04.280 in
01:06:04.520 paradise
01:06:04.960 and
01:06:05.220 made
01:06:05.440 by
01:06:05.660 God
01:06:06.020 human
01:06:06.340 beings
01:06:06.640 are
01:06:06.900 born
01:06:07.780 of
01:06:08.180 other
01:06:08.540 human
01:06:08.900 beings
01:06:09.420 right
01:06:10.340 and
01:06:10.520 so
01:06:10.820 that's
01:06:11.920 the
01:06:12.040 first
01:06:12.260 thing
01:06:12.480 and
01:06:12.600 it's
01:06:12.780 post
01:06:13.100 fall
01:06:13.560 we're
01:06:13.800 out
01:06:13.980 in
01:06:14.200 the
01:06:14.300 world
01:06:14.560 we're
01:06:14.860 out
01:06:14.980 in
01:06:15.180 history
01:06:15.620 now
01:06:15.940 we're
01:06:16.080 not
01:06:16.240 in
01:06:16.460 some
01:06:16.740 archetypal
01:06:17.800 beyond
01:06:18.380 although
01:06:18.620 we
01:06:18.820 are
01:06:19.000 still
01:06:19.500 to
01:06:19.700 some
01:06:19.920 degree
01:06:20.280 not
01:06:21.100 to
01:06:21.260 the
01:06:21.360 degree
01:06:21.680 that
01:06:22.280 was
01:06:22.400 the
01:06:22.560 story
01:06:23.400 of
01:06:23.540 Adam
01:06:23.720 and
01:06:23.840 Eve
01:06:24.080 we've
01:06:24.660 already
01:06:24.820 been
01:06:24.980 thrown
01:06:25.160 out
01:06:25.340 of
01:06:25.420 the
01:06:25.500 garden
01:06:25.700 we're
01:06:25.880 already
01:06:26.140 self
01:06:26.480 conscious
01:06:26.980 we're
01:06:27.660 already
01:06:27.920 awake
01:06:28.420 we're
01:06:29.020 already
01:06:29.400 covered
01:06:30.260 we're
01:06:30.820 already
01:06:31.160 working
01:06:31.840 we're
01:06:32.700 full-fledged
01:06:33.300 human
01:06:33.580 beings
01:06:33.960 and
01:06:34.140 so
01:06:34.320 you
01:06:35.060 have
01:06:35.300 the
01:06:35.600 first
01:06:35.800 two
01:06:35.980 human
01:06:36.220 beings
01:06:36.640 Cain
01:06:38.060 and Abel
01:06:38.440 prototypical
01:06:39.560 human
01:06:39.880 beings
01:06:40.300 so
01:06:41.100 what's
01:06:41.380 cool
01:06:41.660 is
01:06:41.860 that
01:06:42.080 humanity
01:06:43.220 enters
01:06:43.960 history
01:06:44.380 at
01:06:44.660 the
01:06:44.780 end
01:06:44.940 of
01:06:45.040 the
01:06:45.140 story
01:06:45.380 of
01:06:45.500 Adam
01:06:45.720 and
01:06:45.860 Eve
01:06:46.040 and
01:06:46.540 then
01:06:46.700 the
01:06:46.940 archetypal
01:06:47.660 patterns
01:06:48.300 for
01:06:48.520 human
01:06:48.800 behavior
01:06:49.220 are
01:06:49.540 instantaneously
01:06:50.780 presented
01:06:51.520 it's
01:06:52.780 absolutely
01:06:54.660 mind-boggling
01:06:55.520 and
01:06:56.200 it's not
01:06:56.640 a great
01:06:57.000 it's not
01:06:57.560 a very
01:06:57.820 nice
01:06:58.120 story
01:06:58.560 right
01:06:58.900 so
01:06:59.100 they're
01:06:59.360 brothers
01:06:59.980 they're
01:07:00.700 hostile
01:07:01.140 brothers
01:07:01.560 they've
01:07:02.220 got
01:07:02.460 their
01:07:02.720 hands
01:07:04.320 around
01:07:04.680 each
01:07:04.920 other's
01:07:05.280 throat
01:07:05.560 so to
01:07:05.960 speak
01:07:06.180 or at
01:07:06.460 least
01:07:06.620 that's
01:07:07.320 the
01:07:07.480 case
01:07:07.700 in
01:07:07.860 one
01:07:08.020 direction
01:07:08.420 so
01:07:09.080 it's
01:07:09.320 a
01:07:09.480 story
01:07:10.460 the
01:07:11.120 first
01:07:11.380 two
01:07:11.580 human
01:07:11.860 beings
01:07:12.300 engage
01:07:13.340 in
01:07:13.520 a
01:07:13.720 fratricidal
01:07:14.700 struggle
01:07:15.780 that
01:07:16.400 ends
01:07:16.820 in
01:07:17.160 the
01:07:17.340 death
01:07:17.880 of
01:07:18.260 the
01:07:18.440 best
01:07:18.960 one
01:07:19.380 of
01:07:19.580 them
01:07:19.820 that's
01:07:21.820 the
01:07:22.000 story
01:07:22.320 of
01:07:22.460 human
01:07:22.700 beings
01:07:23.060 in
01:07:23.440 history
01:07:24.000 and
01:07:25.520 that
01:07:25.800 man
01:07:26.160 if that
01:07:26.820 doesn't
01:07:27.120 give you
01:07:27.380 nightmares
01:07:27.820 you didn't
01:07:28.940 understand
01:07:29.460 the
01:07:29.700 damn
01:07:29.960 story
01:07:30.480 now
01:07:33.820 in
01:07:34.120 in
01:07:35.800 these
01:07:36.100 hostile
01:07:37.020 brother
01:07:37.340 stories
01:07:37.740 which are
01:07:38.080 very
01:07:38.400 very
01:07:38.640 common
01:07:39.060 often
01:07:40.520 the
01:07:40.760 older
01:07:41.160 brother
01:07:41.520 Cain
01:07:42.000 is
01:07:43.160 used
01:07:43.500 and this
01:07:43.800 is
01:07:43.920 very
01:07:44.140 true
01:07:44.380 in
01:07:44.500 the
01:07:44.620 Bible
01:07:44.860 but
01:07:45.260 it's
01:07:45.420 true
01:07:45.600 in
01:07:45.740 all
01:07:45.900 sorts
01:07:46.140 of
01:07:46.320 folk
01:07:46.780 tales
01:07:47.080 and
01:07:47.300 all
01:07:47.600 sorts
01:07:47.780 of
01:07:47.900 stories
01:07:48.240 of
01:07:49.260 all
01:07:49.460 sorts
01:07:49.680 for
01:07:49.820 that
01:07:49.960 matter
01:07:50.200 see
01:07:51.680 the
01:07:51.820 older
01:07:52.100 brother
01:07:52.380 has
01:07:52.640 some
01:07:52.840 advantages
01:07:53.300 he's
01:07:53.620 the
01:07:53.740 older
01:07:53.920 brother
01:07:54.200 and
01:07:54.400 in
01:07:54.680 agricultural
01:07:56.180 community
01:07:56.900 the
01:07:57.120 older
01:07:57.300 brother
01:07:57.600 generally
01:07:58.960 inherited
01:07:59.660 the land
01:08:00.580 not the
01:08:02.060 younger
01:08:02.260 brothers
01:08:02.580 and the
01:08:02.840 reason for
01:08:03.180 that was
01:08:03.600 is that
01:08:03.900 well let's
01:08:04.260 say you
01:08:04.480 have
01:08:04.720 like
01:08:04.940 eight
01:08:05.260 sons
01:08:05.640 and you
01:08:06.000 have
01:08:06.140 enough
01:08:06.340 land
01:08:06.640 to
01:08:06.820 support
01:08:07.180 a bit
01:08:07.660 of
01:08:07.760 a
01:08:07.860 family
01:08:08.160 and you
01:08:08.480 divide
01:08:08.740 it
01:08:08.860 among
01:08:09.020 your
01:08:09.180 eight
01:08:09.380 sons
01:08:09.760 and they
01:08:10.460 have
01:08:10.620 eight
01:08:10.840 sons
01:08:11.120 and they
01:08:11.420 divide
01:08:11.680 it
01:08:11.760 among
01:08:11.920 their
01:08:17.600 starved
01:08:18.100 to
01:08:18.260 death
01:08:18.560 on
01:08:18.900 and so
01:08:19.500 that
01:08:19.660 just
01:08:19.840 doesn't
01:08:20.120 work
01:08:20.440 so
01:08:20.660 you
01:08:20.840 hand
01:08:22.900 the
01:08:23.080 land
01:08:23.300 down
01:08:23.560 in
01:08:23.700 a
01:08:23.820 piece
01:08:24.140 to
01:08:24.340 the
01:08:24.500 eldest
01:08:24.820 son
01:08:25.100 and that's
01:08:25.460 just
01:08:25.620 how
01:08:25.800 it is
01:08:26.080 it's
01:08:26.240 tough
01:08:26.500 luck
01:08:26.720 for
01:08:26.900 the
01:08:27.080 rest
01:08:27.580 of
01:08:27.720 them
01:08:27.820 but
01:08:27.940 at
01:08:28.060 least
01:08:28.220 they
01:08:28.420 know
01:08:28.660 they're
01:08:28.880 going to
01:08:29.040 have
01:08:29.200 to
01:08:29.300 go
01:08:29.500 and
01:08:30.120 make
01:08:30.320 their
01:08:30.480 own
01:08:30.640 way
01:08:30.920 it's
01:08:31.660 not
01:08:31.820 fair
01:08:32.300 but
01:08:32.540 there's
01:08:32.720 no
01:08:32.840 way
01:08:33.040 of
01:08:33.200 making
01:08:34.040 it
01:08:34.240 fair
01:08:34.540 well
01:08:35.860 so
01:08:36.120 the
01:08:36.300 oldest
01:08:36.620 son
01:08:36.880 has
01:08:37.140 some
01:08:37.420 you
01:08:38.600 might
01:08:38.780 say
01:08:38.980 he has
01:08:39.240 an
01:08:39.380 additional
01:08:39.780 stake
01:08:40.420 in
01:08:40.700 the
01:08:40.960 stability
01:08:42.060 and
01:08:43.020 the
01:08:45.040 stability
01:08:45.420 of the
01:08:45.780 current
01:08:46.000 hierarchy
01:08:46.340 he has
01:08:46.640 more
01:08:46.820 of a
01:08:47.020 stake
01:08:47.240 in
01:08:47.400 the
01:08:47.540 status
01:08:47.900 quo
01:08:48.300 so
01:08:48.980 that
01:08:49.100 makes
01:08:49.280 him
01:08:49.420 more
01:08:49.620 of
01:08:50.420 an
01:08:50.520 emblematic
01:08:51.020 representative
01:08:52.440 of
01:08:52.800 the
01:08:52.960 status
01:08:53.380 quo
01:08:53.680 and
01:08:54.180 perhaps
01:08:54.460 more
01:08:54.820 likely
01:08:55.420 to
01:08:55.600 be
01:08:55.740 blind
01:08:56.180 in
01:08:56.440 its
01:08:56.660 favor
01:08:57.060 it's
01:08:57.340 something
01:08:57.540 like
01:08:57.780 that
01:08:58.040 so
01:08:58.240 that
01:08:58.700 motif
01:08:59.180 creeps
01:08:59.780 up
01:08:59.900 very
01:09:00.180 frequently
01:09:00.700 in
01:09:01.420 the
01:09:01.600 hostile
01:09:02.060 brothers
01:09:02.640 archetypal
01:09:03.520 struggle
01:09:04.000 so
01:09:04.820 Cain
01:09:05.240 fits
01:09:06.420 this
01:09:06.660 story
01:09:07.140 of
01:09:07.260 Cain
01:09:07.440 and
01:09:07.520 Abel
01:09:07.680 fits
01:09:07.940 this
01:09:08.160 pattern
01:09:08.540 because
01:09:08.880 Cain
01:09:09.240 is
01:09:09.400 the
01:09:09.540 one
01:09:09.680 who
01:09:09.840 won't
01:09:10.120 budge
01:09:10.680 who
01:09:10.820 won't
01:09:11.040 move
01:09:11.540 he's
01:09:12.100 stubborn
01:09:12.480 whereas
01:09:12.720 the
01:09:12.880 younger
01:09:13.140 son
01:09:13.460 who's
01:09:13.720 able
01:09:13.960 is
01:09:14.580 often
01:09:14.880 the
01:09:15.040 one
01:09:15.220 who's
01:09:15.540 more
01:09:15.920 not
01:09:17.000 so
01:09:17.160 much
01:09:17.340 of
01:09:17.440 a
01:09:17.560 revolutionary
01:09:18.060 but
01:09:18.440 perhaps
01:09:18.940 more
01:09:19.160 of
01:09:19.280 a
01:09:19.420 balance
01:09:19.780 between
01:09:20.120 the
01:09:20.320 revolutionary
01:09:20.780 and
01:09:21.100 the
01:09:21.220 traditionalist
01:09:21.860 something
01:09:22.160 like
01:09:22.440 that
01:09:22.700 whereas
01:09:23.160 the
01:09:23.320 older
01:09:23.560 son
01:09:24.000 tends
01:09:24.260 to
01:09:24.400 be
01:09:24.520 more
01:09:24.820 traditionalist
01:09:27.380 authoritarian
01:09:28.260 at least
01:09:28.920 in
01:09:29.100 these
01:09:29.360 metaphorical
01:09:30.400 representations
01:09:31.080 and
01:09:32.580 Adam
01:09:32.820 knew
01:09:33.040 Eve
01:09:33.320 his
01:09:33.500 wife
01:09:33.820 and
01:09:34.220 she
01:09:34.400 conceived
01:09:34.800 and
01:09:34.960 bear
01:09:35.140 Cain
01:09:35.420 and
01:09:35.580 said
01:09:35.760 I
01:09:35.940 have
01:09:36.060 gotten
01:09:36.280 a
01:09:36.420 man
01:09:36.600 from
01:09:36.800 the
01:09:36.940 Lord
01:09:37.160 so
01:09:38.080 there's
01:09:39.240 the
01:09:39.340 first
01:09:39.540 human
01:09:39.780 being
01:09:40.020 Cain
01:09:40.420 it's
01:09:40.980 like
01:09:41.200 I
01:09:41.800 told
01:09:42.060 you
01:09:42.200 that
01:09:42.400 the
01:09:42.640 Mesopotamians
01:09:43.300 thought
01:09:43.540 that
01:09:43.720 mankind
01:09:44.220 was
01:09:46.020 made out
01:09:46.340 of the
01:09:46.540 blood
01:09:46.800 of
01:09:46.980 the
01:09:47.140 worst
01:09:47.400 demon
01:09:47.760 that
01:09:48.020 the
01:09:48.160 great
01:09:48.660 goddess
01:09:49.000 of
01:09:49.180 chaos
01:09:49.500 could
01:09:49.740 imagine
01:09:50.300 well
01:09:51.360 the
01:09:51.500 first
01:09:51.740 human
01:09:52.280 being
01:09:52.540 is
01:09:52.680 a
01:09:52.800 murderer
01:09:53.100 and
01:09:53.680 not
01:09:53.860 only
01:09:54.000 a
01:09:54.120 murderer
01:09:54.440 a
01:09:54.660 murderer
01:09:54.900 of
01:09:55.000 his
01:09:55.120 own
01:09:55.280 brother
01:09:55.600 and
01:09:56.540 so
01:10:03.820 might
01:10:04.040 think
01:10:04.360 yeah
01:10:05.120 and
01:10:06.480 maybe
01:10:06.780 it's
01:10:07.020 true
01:10:07.300 too
01:10:07.640 so
01:10:08.680 that's
01:10:08.980 something
01:10:09.220 to
01:10:09.420 think
01:10:09.640 about
01:10:09.880 I
01:10:10.740 mean
01:10:10.980 I
01:10:12.800 human
01:10:13.400 beings
01:10:13.820 you know
01:10:14.180 like
01:10:14.520 they're
01:10:16.660 amazing
01:10:17.060 creatures
01:10:17.480 and
01:10:17.760 to
01:10:18.320 think
01:10:18.540 about
01:10:18.800 us
01:10:19.020 as
01:10:19.180 a
01:10:19.320 plague
01:10:19.640 on
01:10:19.840 the
01:10:19.940 planet
01:10:20.240 is
01:10:20.540 its
01:10:21.340 own
01:10:21.540 kind
01:10:21.860 of
01:10:22.080 bloody
01:10:23.140 catastrophe
01:10:24.000 malevolent
01:10:25.460 low
01:10:26.720 quasi
01:10:30.600 genocidal
01:10:31.560 metaphor
01:10:32.000 but
01:10:33.120 that
01:10:33.300 doesn't
01:10:33.620 mean
01:10:33.800 that
01:10:33.980 we're
01:10:34.100 not
01:10:34.320 without
01:10:34.560 our
01:10:34.760 problems
01:10:35.220 and
01:10:35.460 the
01:10:35.940 fact
01:10:36.200 that
01:10:36.380 this
01:10:36.600 book
01:10:36.880 that
01:10:37.120 sits
01:10:37.580 at
01:10:38.080 the
01:10:38.260 cornerstone
01:10:38.860 of
01:10:39.000 our
01:10:39.140 culture
01:10:39.460 would
01:10:39.720 present
01:10:42.040 the
01:10:42.260 first
01:10:42.560 man
01:10:43.020 as
01:10:44.440 a
01:10:44.660 murderer
01:10:45.040 of
01:10:45.280 his
01:10:45.440 brother
01:10:45.780 is
01:10:46.060 something
01:10:46.340 that
01:10:46.580 should
01:10:46.840 really
01:10:47.100 set
01:10:47.400 you
01:10:47.540 back
01:10:47.800 on
01:10:48.000 your
01:10:48.140 heels
01:10:48.480 and
01:10:51.360 again
01:10:51.620 she
01:10:51.860 bare
01:10:52.100 his
01:10:52.280 brother
01:10:52.540 Abel
01:10:52.920 and
01:10:53.180 Abel
01:10:53.480 was
01:10:53.640 a
01:10:53.760 keeper
01:10:53.960 of
01:10:54.160 sheep
01:10:54.380 but
01:10:54.580 Cain
01:10:54.840 was
01:10:55.040 a
01:10:55.180 tiller
01:10:55.440 of
01:10:55.580 the
01:10:55.700 ground
01:10:56.060 there
01:10:57.380 you
01:10:57.520 see
01:10:57.680 a
01:10:57.820 very
01:10:58.000 old
01:10:58.400 representation
01:10:59.400 there's
01:11:00.440 Abel
01:11:01.440 there
01:11:01.740 and
01:11:01.980 he's
01:11:02.980 got his
01:11:03.740 sheep
01:11:04.000 up on
01:11:04.400 the
01:11:04.580 altar
01:11:04.820 and
01:11:05.120 Cain
01:11:05.740 is
01:11:05.900 bringing
01:11:06.200 a
01:11:06.420 sheaf
01:11:06.660 of
01:11:06.820 wheat
01:11:07.100 and
01:11:07.320 I don't
01:11:08.020 know
01:11:08.160 exactly
01:11:08.540 what's
01:11:08.840 happening
01:11:09.160 here
01:11:09.540 with the
01:11:10.780 blood
01:11:11.120 but
01:11:12.000 or
01:11:12.940 it's a
01:11:13.280 ray
01:11:13.560 perhaps
01:11:14.100 it's
01:11:14.320 something
01:11:14.520 like
01:11:14.760 that
01:11:14.980 but
01:11:15.180 the
01:11:15.780 overall
01:11:16.180 impression
01:11:16.700 of
01:11:16.880 the
01:11:17.000 image
01:11:17.260 is
01:11:17.420 that
01:11:17.640 something
01:11:18.500 transcendent
01:11:19.340 is
01:11:19.620 communicating
01:11:20.980 with
01:11:21.360 this
01:11:21.600 sacrifice
01:11:22.200 and
01:11:22.980 you
01:11:23.200 see
01:11:23.520 that's
01:11:23.800 a
01:11:23.920 you
01:11:24.260 think
01:11:24.480 oh
01:11:24.640 how
01:11:24.820 primitive
01:11:25.300 you
01:11:25.700 know
01:11:25.860 how
01:11:26.080 primitive
01:11:26.540 these
01:11:27.340 people
01:11:27.680 were
01:11:27.920 sacrificing
01:11:28.600 to
01:11:28.860 their
01:11:29.020 god
01:11:29.400 it's
01:11:29.640 like
01:11:29.820 you
01:11:30.600 know
01:11:30.780 those
01:11:32.900 people
01:11:33.200 weren't
01:11:33.480 stupid
01:11:33.880 and
01:11:34.940 this
01:11:35.120 is
01:11:35.260 not
01:11:35.500 primitive
01:11:35.940 whatever
01:11:36.860 it
01:11:37.080 is
01:11:37.280 it's
01:11:37.460 not
01:11:37.640 primitive
01:11:38.000 it's
01:11:38.280 sophisticated
01:11:38.700 beyond
01:11:39.200 belief
01:11:39.620 because
01:11:40.020 the
01:11:40.660 idea
01:11:41.040 as I
01:11:41.540 already
01:11:41.720 pointed
01:11:42.200 out
01:11:42.400 is
01:11:42.540 that
01:11:42.720 you
01:11:42.940 could
01:11:43.100 sacrifice
01:11:43.540 something
01:11:43.980 of
01:11:44.160 value
01:11:44.460 and
01:11:44.640 that
01:11:44.780 that
01:11:44.900 would
01:11:45.020 have
01:11:45.180 transcendent
01:11:45.840 utility
01:11:46.280 and
01:11:47.040 that
01:11:47.220 is
01:11:47.380 by
01:11:47.580 no
01:11:47.800 means
01:11:48.080 an
01:11:48.240 unsophisticated
01:11:49.000 idea
01:11:49.380 in fact
01:11:49.940 it
01:11:50.120 might
01:11:50.340 be
01:11:50.500 the
01:11:50.660 greatest
01:11:51.040 idea
01:11:51.500 that
01:11:51.660 human
01:11:51.900 beings
01:11:52.200 ever
01:11:52.440 came
01:11:52.700 up
01:11:52.880 with
01:11:53.120 it's
01:11:56.180 an
01:11:56.320 answer
01:11:56.640 to
01:11:56.840 the
01:11:56.980 problem
01:11:57.320 that's
01:11:57.580 put
01:11:57.760 forward
01:11:58.160 in
01:11:58.380 the
01:11:59.360 story
01:11:59.720 of
01:11:59.880 Adam
01:12:00.080 and
01:12:00.200 Eve
01:12:00.420 right
01:12:00.680 because
01:12:00.980 we
01:12:01.140 became
01:12:01.460 self-conscious
01:12:02.120 and
01:12:02.360 then
01:12:02.520 we
01:12:02.680 discovered
01:12:03.040 the
01:12:03.240 future
01:12:03.580 and
01:12:03.920 then
01:12:04.140 we
01:12:04.420 knew
01:12:04.520 we
01:12:12.200 it's
01:12:12.380 like
01:12:12.520 that's
01:12:12.780 a
01:12:12.880 big
01:12:13.060 problem
01:12:13.600 so
01:12:14.360 what
01:12:14.520 the hell
01:12:14.760 are you
01:12:14.900 going to
01:12:15.080 do
01:12:15.220 about
01:12:15.500 it
01:12:15.680 well
01:12:16.060 sacrifice
01:12:17.780 that's
01:12:18.420 the
01:12:18.540 hypothesis
01:12:19.100 well
01:12:20.160 that's
01:12:20.440 a
01:12:20.520 hell
01:12:20.640 of
01:12:20.720 a
01:12:20.820 hypothesis
01:12:21.340 man
01:12:21.760 that's
01:12:22.040 what
01:12:22.180 we're
01:12:22.340 doing
01:12:22.620 you
01:12:23.040 made
01:12:23.220 plenty
01:12:23.500 of
01:12:23.640 sacrifices
01:12:24.180 even
01:12:24.480 to
01:12:24.680 sit
01:12:24.880 in
01:12:25.080 this
01:12:25.340 theater
01:12:26.220 and
01:12:26.520 many
01:12:26.920 people
01:12:27.220 made
01:12:27.420 plenty
01:12:27.680 of
01:12:27.860 sacrifices
01:12:28.400 to
01:12:29.280 have
01:12:29.820 a
01:12:29.960 theater
01:12:30.180 like
01:12:30.420 this
01:12:30.640 exist
01:12:31.040 and
01:12:31.200 many
01:12:31.380 people
01:12:31.760 made
01:12:32.580 sacrifices
01:12:33.300 so
01:12:33.580 that
01:12:33.700 we
01:12:33.820 could
01:12:33.960 actually
01:12:34.280 freely
01:12:34.880 engage
01:12:35.680 in
01:12:35.880 the
01:12:36.020 dialogue
01:12:42.200 sacrifice
01:12:42.740 bloody
01:12:43.100 well
01:12:43.320 better
01:12:43.560 work
01:12:43.860 because
01:12:44.140 we
01:12:44.440 do
01:12:44.640 not
01:12:44.900 have
01:12:45.100 a
01:12:45.220 better
01:12:45.420 idea
01:12:45.880 sacrifice
01:12:48.440 what's
01:12:48.880 the
01:12:49.040 counter
01:12:49.380 position
01:12:49.920 murder
01:12:50.920 and
01:12:51.200 theft
01:12:51.720 so
01:12:52.920 let's
01:12:53.220 go
01:12:53.400 with
01:12:53.560 sacrifice
01:12:54.040 shall
01:12:54.460 we
01:12:54.660 and
01:12:55.120 perhaps
01:12:55.460 we
01:12:55.680 won't
01:12:55.900 consider
01:12:56.280 it
01:12:56.460 so
01:12:56.660 damn
01:12:56.960 primitive
01:12:57.460 you know
01:12:58.420 because
01:12:58.740 it's
01:12:58.920 not
01:12:59.140 so
01:12:59.340 primitive
01:12:59.760 and
01:13:00.860 again
01:13:01.100 she
01:13:01.340 bare
01:13:01.580 his
01:13:01.980 brother
01:13:02.220 Abel
01:13:02.520 and
01:13:02.680 Abel
01:13:02.900 was
01:13:03.060 a
01:13:03.180 keeper
01:13:03.400 of
01:13:03.620 sheep
01:13:03.920 and
01:13:04.600 Cain
01:13:04.900 was
01:13:05.100 a
01:13:05.240 tiller
01:13:05.500 of
01:13:05.620 the
01:13:05.740 ground
01:13:06.120 now
01:13:08.780 some
01:13:09.020 people
01:13:09.300 have
01:13:09.500 read
01:13:09.740 into
01:13:12.200 eternal
01:13:12.440 battle
01:13:12.800 between
01:13:13.240 herdsmen
01:13:13.880 and
01:13:14.400 agriculturalists
01:13:15.840 which
01:13:16.300 raged
01:13:16.760 in the
01:13:17.200 American
01:13:17.460 West
01:13:17.760 for example
01:13:18.260 because
01:13:18.620 the
01:13:19.080 herdsmen
01:13:19.420 like to
01:13:19.740 have
01:13:19.920 their
01:13:20.160 herds
01:13:21.160 sheep
01:13:21.980 cattle
01:13:22.400 go
01:13:23.100 wherever
01:13:23.520 they
01:13:23.940 were
01:13:24.160 going
01:13:24.360 to
01:13:24.480 go
01:13:24.660 and
01:13:24.820 of
01:13:24.940 course
01:13:25.080 the
01:13:25.240 agriculturist
01:13:25.880 the
01:13:26.060 farmers
01:13:26.340 like
01:13:26.580 to
01:13:26.700 have
01:13:26.840 things
01:13:27.140 fenced
01:13:27.500 off
01:13:27.860 and
01:13:28.660 so
01:13:28.920 and
01:13:29.400 the
01:13:29.520 agriculturalists
01:13:30.340 actually
01:13:31.080 won
01:13:31.420 in
01:13:31.560 the
01:13:31.660 final
01:13:31.940 analysis
01:13:32.420 but
01:13:34.420 anyways
01:13:34.860 Abel
01:13:35.620 is
01:13:36.120 a
01:13:36.260 keeper
01:13:36.500 of
01:13:36.660 sheep
01:13:36.880 and
01:13:37.040 that's
01:13:37.240 interesting
01:13:37.640 because
01:13:37.940 that
01:13:38.100 makes
01:13:38.300 him
01:13:38.440 a
01:13:38.620 shepherd
01:13:39.020 and
01:13:42.160 I
01:13:42.280 think
01:13:42.420 that's
01:13:42.680 part
01:13:42.860 of
01:13:42.920 the
01:13:43.020 critical
01:13:43.280 issue
01:13:43.580 here
01:13:43.760 because
01:13:44.020 a
01:13:44.180 shepherd
01:13:44.500 I
01:13:45.660 talked
01:13:45.860 a
01:13:46.000 little
01:13:46.100 bit
01:13:46.240 about
01:13:46.420 shepherds
01:13:46.800 before
01:13:47.160 you know
01:13:48.260 if you
01:13:48.440 look at
01:13:48.660 Michelangelo's
01:13:49.340 statue
01:13:49.640 of
01:13:49.880 David
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01:15:15.940 Cain
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01:15:40.920 ambiguity
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01:15:44.860 textual
01:15:45.340 hints
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01:15:45.920 I'm
01:15:46.040 not
01:15:46.220 sure
01:15:46.560 Abel
01:15:48.960 brought
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01:15:55.800 quality
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01:16:02.420 know
01:16:02.560 Abel
01:16:02.900 brought
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01:16:04.980 lettuce
01:16:05.320 and
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01:16:09.300 sentence
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01:16:17.720 Lord
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01:16:26.240 thing
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01:16:26.860 Cain
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01:16:29.760 maybe
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01:16:30.560 just
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01:16:31.440 you
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01:17:06.380 the
01:17:07.640 character
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01:17:15.300 one
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01:17:18.020 mean
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01:17:43.880 up
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01:17:52.940 Lord
01:17:53.100 had
01:17:53.300 respect
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01:17:54.040 Abel
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01:17:54.500 his
01:17:54.640 offering
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01:17:55.280 unto
01:17:55.520 Cain
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01:17:58.100 had
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01:17:58.500 respect
01:17:59.120 and
01:18:01.560 Cain
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01:18:01.980 very
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01:18:02.700 angry
01:18:03.320 wroth
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01:18:08.500 get
01:18:08.680 the
01:18:08.980 full
01:18:09.180 flavor
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01:18:09.820 the
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01:18:11.640 and
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01:18:27.920 so
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01:18:34.320 God
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01:18:44.820 could
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01:18:45.300 you
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01:18:46.620 useless
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01:18:51.740 pretty
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01:18:53.940 and
01:18:54.180 you
01:18:54.380 that
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01:18:54.720 your
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01:18:55.260 you
01:18:55.460 just
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01:18:57.140 wake
01:18:57.360 up
01:18:57.540 in
01:18:57.640 the
01:18:57.760 morning
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01:18:59.100 a
01:18:59.260 job
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01:19:02.620 bitter
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01:19:03.280 angry
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01:19:06.500 you
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01:19:07.120 to
01:19:07.300 fix
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01:19:08.320 your
01:19:08.500 own
01:19:08.700 life
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01:19:09.720 care
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01:19:10.080 yourself
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01:19:13.000 go
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01:19:13.720 like
01:19:13.980 well
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01:19:16.200 expect
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01:19:20.100 that
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01:19:21.000 just
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01:19:21.400 well
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01:19:21.840 okay
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01:19:22.380 deserve
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01:19:23.920 it
01:19:24.040 they
01:19:33.120 let's
01:19:33.680 say
01:19:33.880 and
01:19:34.320 still
01:19:34.640 have
01:19:34.980 one
01:19:35.560 catastrophe
01:19:36.100 after
01:19:36.460 another
01:19:36.740 happen
01:19:37.040 to
01:19:37.220 them
01:19:37.420 and
01:19:38.080 so
01:19:38.340 it's
01:19:39.500 there's
01:19:40.280 no
01:19:40.420 easy
01:19:40.780 answer
01:19:41.300 in
01:19:41.500 this
01:19:41.680 story
01:19:42.820 it's
01:19:43.640 like
01:19:43.880 you
01:19:44.300 can
01:19:44.580 fall
01:19:45.980 fall
01:19:46.740 afoul
01:19:47.400 of
01:19:47.720 God
01:19:48.240 because
01:19:49.040 your
01:19:49.480 sacrifices
01:19:50.340 are
01:19:50.680 second
01:19:51.180 rate
01:19:51.600 or
01:19:52.220 you
01:19:52.400 can
01:19:52.520 just
01:19:52.720 fall
01:19:52.980 afoul
01:19:53.320 of
01:19:53.520 God
01:19:53.880 and
01:19:54.060 you
01:19:54.180 don't
01:19:54.400 know
01:19:54.580 why
01:19:54.980 well
01:19:55.640 tough
01:19:56.320 luck
01:19:56.580 for
01:19:56.820 you
01:19:57.100 and
01:19:57.640 then
01:19:57.920 what
01:19:58.520 happens
01:19:59.000 in
01:19:59.180 either
01:19:59.380 case
01:19:59.740 is
01:19:59.920 exactly
01:20:00.380 this
01:20:00.700 almost
01:20:01.020 inevitably
01:20:01.660 Cain
01:20:03.960 was
01:20:04.200 wrought
01:20:04.560 and his
01:20:04.920 countenance
01:20:05.400 fell
01:20:05.720 well
01:20:05.980 you
01:20:06.100 know
01:20:06.200 you
01:20:06.360 meet
01:20:06.580 and
01:20:06.760 I
01:20:06.940 people
01:20:07.780 like
01:20:08.040 this
01:20:08.320 write
01:20:08.560 to me
01:20:08.840 all the
01:20:09.060 time
01:20:09.260 I've
01:20:09.460 seen
01:20:09.640 many
01:20:10.140 many
01:20:10.380 of
01:20:10.560 them
01:20:10.700 as
01:20:10.820 clients
01:20:11.200 you
01:20:11.740 know
01:20:11.840 they
01:20:12.020 say
01:20:12.280 they're
01:20:12.580 20
01:20:13.700 not so
01:20:14.340 often
01:20:14.720 30
01:20:15.300 more
01:20:15.580 commonly
01:20:16.000 sometimes
01:20:16.560 40
01:20:16.980 their lives
01:20:17.420 haven't
01:20:17.720 gone
01:20:17.940 well
01:20:18.260 you
01:20:18.860 know
01:20:18.960 they're
01:20:19.160 in
01:20:19.260 a pit
01:20:19.680 of
01:20:20.320 despair
01:20:20.860 of
01:20:21.100 one
01:20:21.280 form
01:20:21.560 or
01:20:21.680 another
01:20:21.880 and
01:20:22.420 not
01:20:22.640 only
01:20:22.860 are
01:20:23.020 they
01:20:23.180 in
01:20:23.360 a pit
01:20:23.600 of
01:20:23.720 despair
01:20:24.060 but
01:20:24.300 they're
01:20:24.480 extraordinarily
01:20:24.960 angry
01:20:25.420 about
01:20:25.700 it
01:20:25.820 and
01:20:25.960 God
01:20:26.180 only
01:20:26.360 knows
01:20:26.620 what
01:20:26.820 they
01:20:26.960 would
01:20:27.120 do
01:20:27.440 with
01:20:27.600 that
01:20:27.800 anger
01:20:28.080 if
01:20:28.300 they
01:20:28.440 had
01:20:28.660 the
01:20:28.840 opportunity
01:20:29.320 to
01:20:29.880 give
01:20:30.240 it
01:20:30.400 full
01:20:30.900 voice
01:20:31.520 right
01:20:32.480 you
01:20:32.680 know
01:20:32.840 one
01:20:33.720 of
01:20:33.820 the
01:20:33.920 things
01:20:34.140 I've
01:20:34.340 always
01:20:34.540 thought
01:20:34.760 about
01:20:34.980 Hitler
01:20:35.340 is
01:20:35.920 that
01:20:36.180 you
01:20:36.840 know
01:20:36.940 people
01:20:37.320 you
01:20:39.240 have
01:20:39.460 to
01:20:39.620 admire
01:20:40.000 Hitler
01:20:40.460 that's
01:20:41.000 the
01:20:41.160 thing
01:20:41.500 because
01:20:42.480 he
01:20:42.660 was
01:20:42.800 an
01:20:42.920 organizational
01:20:43.540 genius
01:20:44.240 you
01:20:45.220 know
01:20:45.380 the
01:20:46.280 thing
01:20:46.540 that
01:20:46.720 doesn't
01:20:47.060 stop
01:20:47.460 people
01:20:47.800 from
01:20:48.060 being
01:20:48.320 Hitler
01:20:48.700 the
01:20:49.320 thing
01:20:49.640 people
01:20:51.100 don't
01:20:51.960 refuse
01:20:55.880 the
01:20:56.380 ambition
01:20:56.860 to
01:20:57.100 become
01:20:57.440 Hitler
01:20:57.860 because
01:20:58.840 they
01:20:59.060 don't
01:20:59.280 have
01:20:59.520 the
01:20:59.740 genocidal
01:21:00.400 motivation
01:21:01.040 they
01:21:02.280 don't
01:21:03.000 follow
01:21:03.280 that
01:21:03.500 pathway
01:21:03.920 because
01:21:04.240 they
01:21:04.400 don't
01:21:04.600 have
01:21:04.880 the
01:21:05.080 organizational
01:21:05.840 genius
01:21:06.680 they've
01:21:07.520 got
01:21:07.800 the
01:21:08.080 damn
01:21:08.460 motivation
01:21:09.160 and
01:21:10.180 you
01:21:10.280 know
01:21:10.420 if
01:21:10.680 you
01:21:10.800 take
01:21:11.020 a hundred
01:21:11.340 people
01:21:11.840 randomly
01:21:12.400 and
01:21:13.140 you
01:21:13.260 talk
01:21:13.600 to
01:21:13.780 them
01:21:14.000 and
01:21:14.480 you
01:21:14.620 really
01:21:14.960 talk
01:21:15.320 to
01:21:15.460 them
01:21:15.620 you'll
01:21:16.100 find
01:21:16.440 that
01:21:16.740 5%
01:21:18.260 of
01:21:18.540 them
01:21:18.720 would
01:21:19.320 take
01:21:19.620 their
01:21:19.980 vengeful
01:21:20.700 thoughts
01:21:21.180 pretty
01:21:21.860 damn
01:21:22.280 far
01:21:22.760 if
01:21:23.280 they
01:21:23.420 were
01:21:23.580 just
01:21:23.840 given
01:21:24.100 the
01:21:24.260 opportunity
01:21:24.660 and
01:21:24.920 in
01:21:25.060 fact
01:21:25.260 they
01:21:25.420 do
01:21:25.620 because
01:21:25.880 they
01:21:26.040 make
01:21:26.240 life
01:21:26.580 miserable
01:21:27.480 for
01:21:27.780 themselves
01:21:28.180 and
01:21:28.420 often
01:21:28.700 for
01:21:28.900 their
01:21:29.060 family
01:21:29.400 and
01:21:29.780 sometimes
01:21:30.220 for
01:21:30.420 anybody
01:21:30.680 they
01:21:30.900 can
01:21:31.060 come
01:21:31.260 near
01:21:31.620 and
01:21:32.160 then
01:21:32.300 maybe
01:21:32.520 another
01:21:32.920 20%
01:21:34.160 of
01:21:34.380 people
01:21:34.740 have
01:21:35.320 that
01:21:35.540 bubble
01:21:35.940 up
01:21:36.200 in
01:21:36.380 them
01:21:36.580 on
01:21:37.080 a
01:21:37.220 pretty
01:21:37.440 damn
01:21:37.820 regular
01:21:38.260 basis
01:21:38.860 so
01:21:39.920 you
01:21:41.280 know
01:21:41.480 you can
01:21:42.060 have
01:21:42.240 some
01:21:42.460 sympathy
01:21:42.860 for
01:21:43.140 Cain
01:21:43.420 if
01:21:43.580 you
01:21:43.680 don't
01:21:43.840 have
01:21:44.020 any
01:21:44.160 sympathy
01:21:44.500 for
01:21:44.800 Cain
01:21:45.080 then
01:21:45.300 you're
01:21:45.440 not
01:21:45.700 see
01:21:47.960 Cain
01:21:48.240 and
01:21:48.360 Abel
01:21:48.620 also
01:21:48.940 they
01:21:49.180 don't
01:21:49.380 just
01:21:49.580 represent
01:21:50.080 two
01:21:50.320 archetypal
01:21:50.920 types
01:21:51.260 of
01:21:51.420 being
01:21:51.660 they
01:21:51.900 represent
01:21:52.520 so
01:21:54.300 it's
01:21:54.480 not
01:21:54.620 like
01:21:54.800 you're
01:21:55.020 Cain
01:21:55.300 and
01:21:55.440 you're
01:21:55.640 Abel
01:21:55.920 and
01:21:56.040 you're
01:21:56.240 Cain
01:21:56.500 and
01:21:56.640 you're
01:21:56.800 able
01:21:57.060 it's
01:21:57.320 like
01:21:57.520 you're
01:21:57.780 half
01:21:58.040 and
01:21:58.180 half
01:21:58.500 and
01:21:58.640 half
01:21:59.460 and
01:21:59.600 half
01:21:59.940 and
01:22:00.060 half
01:22:00.280 it's
01:22:00.460 something
01:22:00.660 like
01:22:00.860 this
01:22:01.080 this
01:22:01.300 is
01:22:01.460 two
01:22:01.700 different
01:22:02.100 potential
01:22:02.660 patterns
01:22:03.200 of
01:22:03.380 destiny
01:22:03.940 and
01:22:04.460 you
01:22:04.580 don't
01:22:05.020 manifest
01:22:05.580 one
01:22:05.880 purely
01:22:06.300 and
01:22:06.500 the
01:22:06.620 other
01:22:06.820 zero
01:22:07.320 it's
01:22:15.300 maybe
01:22:15.800 you're
01:22:15.980 more
01:22:16.200 like
01:22:16.500 Abel
01:22:16.840 but
01:22:17.040 there's
01:22:17.260 still
01:22:17.480 a
01:22:17.660 little
01:22:17.820 cane
01:22:18.160 in
01:22:18.380 you
01:22:18.500 no
01:22:18.660 matter
01:22:18.880 how
01:22:19.140 able
01:22:19.500 you
01:22:19.740 are
01:22:20.100 and
01:22:20.840 maybe
01:22:21.060 more
01:22:21.380 than
01:22:21.560 a
01:22:21.760 little
01:22:22.000 and
01:22:22.620 probably
01:22:23.180 more
01:22:23.520 than
01:22:23.700 a
01:22:23.860 little
01:22:24.060 and
01:22:24.940 if
01:22:25.080 you
01:22:25.200 watch
01:22:25.520 your
01:22:25.740 fantasies
01:22:26.520 which
01:22:27.300 I
01:22:27.500 would
01:22:27.680 very
01:22:27.980 much
01:22:28.220 recommend
01:22:28.700 you'll
01:22:29.420 find
01:22:29.740 that
01:22:30.000 they
01:22:30.320 show
01:22:31.900 you
01:22:32.120 dark
01:22:32.520 things
01:22:32.880 about
01:22:33.180 you
01:22:33.360 that
01:22:33.580 will
01:22:34.480 shock
01:22:34.980 you
01:22:35.200 if
01:22:35.400 you
01:22:35.680 allow
01:22:37.160 yourself
01:22:37.720 to be
01:22:38.120 conscious
01:22:38.500 of
01:22:38.780 what
01:22:38.980 you're
01:22:39.200 thinking
01:22:39.540 so
01:22:40.880 it's
01:22:42.240 a
01:22:42.320 good
01:22:42.500 time
01:22:43.400 when
01:22:43.580 you're
01:22:43.700 having
01:22:43.880 an
01:22:44.020 argument
01:22:44.320 with
01:22:44.580 someone
01:22:44.880 especially
01:22:45.240 someone
01:22:45.580 that
01:22:45.780 you
01:22:45.920 love
01:22:46.260 to
01:22:46.860 just
01:22:47.080 watch
01:22:47.480 the
01:22:47.680 pictures
01:22:48.060 that
01:22:48.340 flash
01:22:48.760 in
01:22:48.940 the
01:22:49.040 back
01:22:49.260 of
01:22:49.400 your
01:22:49.500 mind
01:22:49.720 that's
01:22:50.040 part
01:22:50.620 of
01:22:50.800 let's
01:22:51.340 say
01:22:51.540 coming
01:22:51.920 into
01:22:52.200 contact
01:22:52.580 with
01:22:52.900 what
01:22:53.100 Carl Jung
01:22:53.600 called
01:22:53.900 the
01:22:54.120 shadow
01:22:54.480 and
01:22:55.060 the
01:22:55.180 shadow
01:22:55.500 is
01:22:55.720 the
01:22:55.880 manifestation
01:22:56.400 of
01:22:56.860 Cain
01:22:57.220 that's
01:22:57.820 a
01:22:57.940 perfect
01:22:58.300 way
01:22:58.660 of
01:22:58.780 thinking
01:22:59.020 about
01:22:59.280 it
01:22:59.440 and
01:22:59.840 one
01:23:00.000 of
01:23:00.120 the
01:23:00.240 things
01:23:00.480 that
01:23:00.660 Jung
01:23:00.900 said
01:23:01.160 about
01:23:01.360 the
01:23:01.540 shadow
01:23:01.840 because
01:23:02.320 Jung
01:23:02.580 was
01:23:02.800 not
01:23:02.980 someone
01:23:12.500 meant
01:23:12.700 it
01:23:12.840 in
01:23:12.960 the
01:23:13.100 same
01:23:13.300 way
01:23:13.540 that
01:23:14.320 a
01:23:14.460 fundamentalist
01:23:15.220 Christian
01:23:15.700 from
01:23:16.100 the
01:23:16.800 southern
01:23:17.080 US
01:23:17.540 might
01:23:18.320 mean
01:23:18.560 it
01:23:18.760 but
01:23:19.400 I
01:23:19.520 would
01:23:19.680 say
01:23:19.860 that
01:23:20.040 Jung
01:23:20.260 meant
01:23:20.560 it
01:23:20.700 in
01:23:20.820 a
01:23:20.920 way
01:23:21.060 that's
01:23:21.320 far
01:23:21.540 more
01:23:21.780 terrifying
01:23:22.360 and
01:23:23.060 also
01:23:23.340 far
01:23:23.640 more
01:23:23.860 true
01:23:24.240 so
01:23:25.880 and
01:23:27.640 Cain
01:23:28.020 was
01:23:28.260 very
01:23:28.520 wroth
01:23:28.960 and
01:23:29.260 his
01:23:29.420 countenance
01:23:29.980 fell
01:23:30.340 so
01:23:35.120 there's
01:23:35.400 Abel
01:23:35.760 burning
01:23:37.740 his
01:23:37.960 offering
01:23:38.360 away
01:23:38.660 there
01:23:38.960 and
01:23:40.880 he's
01:23:41.060 in
01:23:41.200 this
01:23:41.360 sort
01:23:41.580 of
01:23:41.780 relationship
01:23:43.260 with
01:23:43.720 let's
01:23:44.640 call
01:23:44.920 him
01:23:45.140 the
01:23:46.380 archetypal
01:23:47.660 figure
01:23:48.120 of
01:23:49.680 culture
01:23:51.240 the
01:23:52.080 archetypal
01:23:52.580 father
01:23:52.940 and
01:23:54.100 it's
01:23:55.020 something
01:23:55.220 he
01:23:55.400 respects
01:23:55.960 that's
01:23:56.340 the
01:23:56.480 thing
01:23:56.720 it's
01:23:56.920 an
01:23:57.060 indication
01:23:57.520 the
01:23:57.780 posture
01:23:58.460 is
01:23:58.620 an
01:23:58.720 indication
01:23:59.160 of
01:23:59.420 respect
01:24:00.020 and
01:24:02.420 then
01:24:02.540 there's
01:24:02.800 Cain
01:24:03.100 in the
01:24:03.400 background
01:24:03.740 you see
01:24:04.060 his
01:24:04.460 face
01:24:04.800 is
01:24:04.940 in
01:24:05.120 shadow
01:24:05.480 and
01:24:05.680 he's
01:24:06.060 jealous
01:24:09.320 of
01:24:10.120 what's
01:24:10.400 happening
01:24:10.740 here
01:24:11.100 and
01:24:11.640 he's
01:24:11.760 going
01:24:11.960 through
01:24:12.120 the
01:24:12.260 motions
01:24:12.640 perhaps
01:24:13.180 and
01:24:13.860 maybe
01:24:14.040 God
01:24:14.280 just
01:24:14.460 doesn't
01:24:14.700 like
01:24:14.920 him
01:24:15.040 we
01:24:15.200 don't
01:24:15.380 know
01:24:15.640 but
01:24:16.020 he's
01:24:16.160 going
01:24:16.360 through
01:24:16.520 the
01:24:16.680 motions
01:24:17.000 and
01:24:17.360 he's
01:24:18.040 not
01:24:18.220 very
01:24:18.440 happy
01:24:18.760 about
01:24:19.020 it
01:24:19.240 and
01:24:21.280 you know
01:24:21.480 that's
01:24:21.960 actually
01:24:22.260 a phrase
01:24:22.640 that
01:24:22.820 you
01:24:22.960 could
01:24:23.160 carve
01:24:24.240 into
01:24:24.460 many
01:24:24.740 people's
01:24:25.440 tombstones
01:24:26.440 as
01:24:26.660 as
01:24:26.680 epitaph
01:24:27.300 for
01:24:27.480 their
01:24:27.580 life
01:24:27.900 which
01:24:28.740 would
01:24:28.920 be
01:24:29.180 went
01:24:29.700 through
01:24:29.880 the
01:24:30.060 motions
01:24:30.420 but
01:24:30.680 wasn't
01:24:30.940 very
01:24:31.160 happy
01:24:31.500 about
01:24:31.780 it
01:24:32.020 this is
01:24:39.280 really
01:24:39.520 an interesting
01:24:40.100 one
01:24:40.340 I think
01:24:40.740 I mean
01:24:41.040 so
01:24:42.200 I don't
01:24:43.160 know
01:24:43.260 what
01:24:43.420 God's
01:24:43.780 doing
01:24:44.000 here
01:24:44.220 exactly
01:24:44.740 but
01:24:45.640 he's
01:24:46.820 helping
01:24:47.180 ignite
01:24:47.640 the
01:24:47.940 sacrificial
01:24:48.540 flame
01:24:49.080 and
01:24:50.280 that's
01:24:50.500 kind
01:24:50.680 of
01:24:50.760 an
01:24:50.880 interesting
01:24:51.260 idea
01:24:51.700 I
01:24:52.360 think
01:24:52.660 because
01:24:53.020 you
01:24:54.500 know
01:24:54.600 let's
01:24:54.880 say
01:24:55.000 that
01:24:55.140 you
01:24:55.240 have
01:24:55.400 an
01:24:55.560 impulse
01:24:56.060 to
01:24:56.340 make
01:24:56.560 a
01:24:56.680 sacrifice
01:24:57.100 you
01:24:57.460 think
01:24:57.760 well
01:24:58.960 I
01:24:59.200 should
01:24:59.400 change
01:24:59.780 this
01:24:59.980 about
01:25:00.180 my
01:25:00.340 life
01:25:00.660 well
01:25:00.940 it's
01:25:01.140 like
01:25:01.280 where
01:25:01.460 does
01:25:01.580 that
01:25:01.760 come
01:25:01.940 from
01:25:02.120 that
01:25:02.300 impulse
01:25:02.700 it's
01:25:03.380 just
01:25:03.580 well
01:25:03.920 it
01:25:04.020 just
01:25:04.160 manifests
01:25:05.000 itself
01:25:05.400 out
01:25:05.580 of
01:25:05.720 nothing
01:25:06.140 or
01:25:07.160 you
01:25:07.540 came
01:25:11.040 thinking
01:25:11.280 so
01:25:11.660 surely
01:25:12.520 that
01:25:12.760 you
01:25:12.940 come
01:25:13.220 up
01:25:13.420 with
01:25:13.580 your
01:25:13.760 own
01:25:13.940 thoughts
01:25:14.360 you
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01:25:15.020 with
01:25:15.180 your
01:25:15.320 damn
01:25:15.600 dreams
01:25:16.220 do
01:25:16.500 you
01:25:16.760 they
01:25:17.680 just
01:25:17.900 happen
01:25:18.380 and
01:25:19.380 God
01:25:19.640 only
01:25:19.820 knows
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01:25:20.360 come
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01:25:20.720 they
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01:25:21.080 from
01:25:21.300 your
01:25:21.480 brain
01:25:21.980 oh
01:25:22.280 boy
01:25:22.580 that's
01:25:23.020 a
01:25:23.140 sophisticated
01:25:23.600 answer
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01:25:24.760 from
01:25:24.960 your
01:25:25.140 unconscious
01:25:25.740 well
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01:25:26.960 better
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01:25:27.500 least
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01:25:27.940 somewhat
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01:25:29.280 those
01:25:29.480 amazing
01:25:31.020 dramas
01:25:31.580 take
01:25:31.900 place
01:25:32.300 in
01:25:32.440 the
01:25:32.580 theater
01:25:32.840 of
01:25:33.000 your
01:25:33.100 imagination
01:25:33.500 at
01:25:33.860 night
01:25:34.100 you
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01:25:35.100 what
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01:25:35.800 and
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01:25:36.740 night
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01:25:37.780 night
01:25:38.080 and
01:25:38.460 those
01:25:38.700 things
01:25:39.020 dreams
01:25:39.420 they
01:25:39.620 can
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01:25:40.120 wisdom
01:25:40.540 that
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01:25:40.920 just
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01:25:42.720 it
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01:25:43.720 the
01:25:43.940 person
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01:25:44.860 dream
01:25:45.300 once
01:25:45.600 they
01:25:45.780 get
01:25:46.000 the
01:25:46.180 key
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01:25:46.500 the
01:25:46.620 dream
01:25:46.840 once
01:25:47.080 they
01:25:47.240 remember
01:25:47.600 it
01:25:47.720 it's
01:25:47.840 like
01:25:48.000 oh
01:25:48.400 look
01:25:48.700 you
01:25:48.840 just
01:25:49.020 revealed
01:25:49.420 a
01:25:49.560 bunch
01:25:49.700 of
01:25:49.820 wisdom
01:25:50.160 to
01:25:50.380 yourself
01:25:50.700 that
01:25:50.900 you
01:25:51.020 didn't
01:25:51.280 know
01:25:51.620 well
01:25:52.200 where
01:25:52.360 that
01:25:52.600 come
01:25:52.840 from
01:25:53.180 well
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01:25:54.520 don't
01:25:54.700 know
01:25:54.980 how
01:25:55.340 in
01:25:55.460 the
01:25:55.560 world
01:25:55.740 can
01:25:55.940 you
01:25:56.060 dream
01:25:56.360 up
01:25:56.560 things
01:25:56.840 that
01:25:57.000 you
01:25:57.120 don't
01:25:57.400 know
01:25:57.700 that's
01:25:59.040 a
01:25:59.160 tough
01:25:59.380 one
01:25:59.620 maybe
01:26:00.360 we'll
01:26:00.600 talk
01:26:00.900 about
01:26:01.120 that
01:26:01.300 at
01:26:01.420 some
01:26:01.620 point
01:26:01.880 in
01:26:02.040 this
01:26:02.200 lecture
01:26:02.500 series
01:26:02.840 because
01:26:03.100 there
01:26:03.320 are
01:26:03.560 some
01:26:04.100 reasonable
01:26:05.180 things
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01:26:06.160 about
01:26:06.380 that
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01:26:06.820 you
01:26:07.200 know
01:26:07.300 the
01:26:07.460 idea
01:26:07.780 that
01:26:08.060 there's
01:26:10.140 something
01:26:10.460 that's
01:26:10.800 not
01:26:11.140 you
01:26:11.460 Jung
01:26:11.760 would
01:26:11.960 call
01:26:12.180 it
01:26:12.320 the
01:26:12.460 self
01:26:12.800 Carl
01:26:13.160 Jung
01:26:13.380 would
01:26:13.540 call
01:26:13.740 it
01:26:13.860 the
01:26:13.980 self
01:26:14.280 which
01:26:14.500 he
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01:26:25.260 time
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01:26:25.940 and
01:26:26.100 he
01:26:26.220 thought
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01:26:26.600 the
01:26:26.780 self
01:26:27.580 as
01:26:27.840 partly
01:26:28.500 the
01:26:28.680 voice
01:26:28.940 of
01:26:29.120 conscience
01:26:29.740 whatever
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01:26:30.740 that
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01:26:33.260 have
01:26:33.420 to
01:26:33.520 make
01:26:33.680 a
01:26:33.780 difficult
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01:26:34.740 a
01:26:35.020 difficult
01:26:35.280 decision
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01:26:35.920 be
01:26:36.120 well
01:26:36.620 what
01:26:37.020 do
01:26:37.360 I
01:26:37.460 need
01:26:37.620 to
01:26:37.760 sacrifice
01:26:38.280 what
01:26:38.520 is
01:26:38.740 how
01:26:38.960 do
01:26:39.140 I
01:26:39.260 need
01:26:39.400 to
01:26:39.540 discipline
01:26:39.940 myself
01:26:40.420 right
01:26:40.700 what
01:26:41.240 do
01:26:41.380 I
01:26:41.480 need
01:26:41.700 to
01:26:41.880 forego
01:26:42.620 well
01:26:43.460 how
01:26:44.060 do
01:26:44.160 you
01:26:44.280 figure
01:26:44.480 those
01:26:44.700 things
01:26:44.980 out
01:26:45.320 well
01:26:45.820 you
01:26:46.060 know
01:26:46.200 this
01:26:46.420 picture
01:26:46.760 is
01:26:47.280 trying
01:26:47.560 to
01:26:47.700 put
01:26:47.860 forth
01:26:48.160 the
01:26:48.340 idea
01:26:48.620 that
01:26:48.860 perhaps
01:26:49.480 if
01:26:49.660 you
01:26:49.760 had
01:26:49.880 established
01:26:50.340 the
01:26:50.580 proper
01:26:50.900 relationship
01:26:51.480 with
01:26:51.820 God
01:26:52.160 the
01:26:52.360 father
01:26:52.720 we've
01:26:53.220 talked
01:26:53.480 about
01:26:53.680 what
01:26:53.840 that
01:26:54.020 might
01:26:54.240 mean
01:26:54.480 then
01:26:55.060 he
01:26:55.560 would
01:26:55.760 help
01:26:56.060 figure
01:26:56.360 out
01:26:56.620 how
01:26:56.780 to
01:26:56.980 get
01:26:57.460 the
01:26:57.640 sacrificial
01:26:58.300 fires
01:26:58.800 burning
01:26:59.320 so
01:26:59.960 that
01:27:00.180 you
01:27:00.460 could
01:27:00.640 stay
01:27:01.020 in
01:27:01.280 a
01:27:01.520 proper
01:27:02.040 relationship
01:27:02.800 with
01:27:03.200 him
01:27:03.400 across
01:27:03.780 time
01:27:04.280 well
01:27:04.720 if
01:27:04.800 that's
01:27:05.020 such
01:27:05.160 an
01:27:05.300 unreasonable
01:27:05.860 proposition
01:27:06.540 what's
01:27:07.540 the
01:27:07.680 alternative
01:27:08.160 proposition
01:27:08.840 well
01:27:10.380 this
01:27:10.640 isn't
01:27:10.880 working
01:27:11.120 out
01:27:11.320 very
01:27:11.560 well
01:27:11.860 that's
01:27:12.360 for
01:27:12.520 sure
01:27:12.780 you
01:27:13.340 know
01:27:13.580 Cain
01:27:14.200 seems
01:27:14.560 to
01:27:14.720 be
01:27:14.840 doing
01:27:15.040 it
01:27:15.220 I
01:27:15.880 don't
01:27:16.000 know
01:27:16.100 what
01:27:16.240 it
01:27:16.360 is
01:27:16.540 it's
01:27:16.720 like
01:27:16.880 it's
01:27:17.420 as if
01:27:17.740 he
01:27:17.900 thinks
01:27:18.200 he
01:27:18.320 can
01:27:18.460 only
01:27:18.720 do
01:27:18.940 it
01:27:19.080 himself
01:27:19.460 or
01:27:19.760 maybe
01:27:19.960 he
01:27:20.140 wants
01:27:20.420 only
01:27:20.720 to
01:27:20.900 take
01:27:21.100 credit
01:27:21.440 for
01:27:21.680 it
01:27:21.780 or
01:27:21.880 something
01:27:22.120 like
01:27:22.360 that
01:27:22.540 he's
01:27:22.980 not
01:27:23.220 in
01:27:23.480 this
01:27:23.800 grateful
01:27:27.760 let's
01:27:28.200 say
01:27:28.440 and
01:27:29.020 inquiring
01:27:29.800 grateful
01:27:30.260 and
01:27:30.460 inquiring
01:27:31.240 posture
01:27:32.680 because
01:27:33.480 that's
01:27:33.860 what a
01:27:34.080 prayer
01:27:34.240 for
01:27:34.420 posture
01:27:34.820 should
01:27:35.080 be
01:27:35.240 it
01:27:35.360 should
01:27:35.480 be
01:27:35.600 grateful
01:27:35.980 and
01:27:36.220 inquiring
01:27:36.720 and
01:27:36.920 grateful
01:27:37.220 is
01:27:37.460 thank
01:27:38.020 God
01:27:38.340 things
01:27:38.700 aren't
01:27:38.960 worse
01:27:39.260 for
01:27:39.480 me
01:27:39.620 than
01:27:39.840 they
01:27:40.100 are
01:27:40.940 and
01:27:41.560 you
01:27:41.800 should
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01:27:42.560 about
01:27:42.880 that
01:27:43.100 because
01:27:43.340 they
01:27:43.520 could
01:27:43.660 be
01:27:43.780 a lot
01:27:44.060 worse
01:27:44.320 than
01:27:44.520 they
01:27:44.660 are
01:27:44.860 man
01:27:45.140 they
01:27:45.980 can
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01:27:46.280 so
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01:27:46.900 and
01:27:47.800 inquiring
01:27:48.380 would
01:27:48.640 be
01:27:48.880 well
01:27:49.360 I
01:27:49.580 don't
01:27:49.820 really
01:27:50.100 know
01:27:50.420 how
01:27:50.700 I
01:27:50.860 could
01:27:51.000 make
01:27:51.220 it
01:27:51.360 better
01:27:51.600 but
01:27:51.760 I'm
01:27:52.020 open
01:27:52.740 to
01:27:53.020 suggestions
01:27:53.740 man
01:27:54.280 if
01:27:54.500 I
01:27:54.620 can
01:27:54.760 figure
01:27:55.000 out
01:27:55.140 how
01:27:55.240 to
01:27:55.360 do
01:27:55.480 it
01:27:55.620 I'll
01:27:55.760 try
01:27:56.180 it
01:27:56.360 that's
01:27:56.920 humility
01:27:58.480 and
01:27:59.140 the
01:27:59.560 inquiry
01:28:00.220 that's
01:28:00.780 a
01:28:00.900 humble
01:28:01.300 inquiry
01:28:01.840 how
01:28:02.440 could
01:28:02.680 I
01:28:02.800 make
01:28:03.020 things
01:28:03.360 better
01:28:03.780 it's
01:28:04.020 something
01:28:04.180 like
01:28:04.400 that
01:28:04.600 and
01:28:04.720 that's
01:28:04.920 like
01:28:05.080 what
01:28:05.460 sacrifices
01:28:06.100 do
01:28:06.340 I
01:28:06.460 need
01:28:06.620 to
01:28:06.740 make
01:28:06.940 in order
01:28:07.180 to
01:28:07.340 make
01:28:07.500 things
01:28:07.760 better
01:28:08.100 that's
01:28:09.040 a
01:28:09.120 good
01:28:09.280 question
01:28:09.680 to
01:28:09.840 ask
01:28:10.080 yourself
01:28:10.540 you
01:28:11.340 could
01:28:11.460 ask
01:28:11.660 yourself
01:28:11.920 that
01:28:12.120 every
01:28:12.360 morning
01:28:12.780 what
01:28:14.460 sacrifice
01:28:15.060 do
01:28:15.240 I
01:28:15.340 have
01:28:15.500 to
01:28:15.620 make
01:28:15.820 to
01:28:16.040 make
01:28:16.320 things
01:28:16.660 better
01:28:16.920 you
01:28:17.400 can
01:28:17.660 decide
01:28:18.200 what
01:28:18.500 constitutes
01:28:19.160 better
01:28:19.720 how
01:28:20.120 about
01:28:20.380 that
01:28:20.760 then
01:28:21.300 it's
01:28:21.460 not
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01:28:21.820 as
01:28:22.000 if
01:28:28.480 better
01:28:28.720 for
01:28:28.960 you
01:28:29.280 because
01:28:29.740 that
01:28:29.920 isn't
01:28:30.120 going
01:28:30.220 to
01:28:30.300 work
01:28:30.560 very
01:28:30.880 well
01:28:31.140 right
01:28:31.360 you
01:28:31.920 you're
01:28:32.680 just
01:28:32.780 going
01:28:32.900 to
01:28:33.000 fall
01:28:33.240 downstairs
01:28:33.880 if
01:28:34.180 you
01:28:34.280 do
01:28:34.420 that
01:28:34.700 because
01:28:34.880 you
01:28:34.980 have
01:28:35.200 to
01:28:35.320 live
01:28:35.460 with
01:28:35.620 other
01:28:35.800 people
01:28:36.080 and
01:28:36.220 besides
01:28:36.540 stupid
01:28:37.100 anyways
01:28:37.480 what are you
01:28:37.780 going to
01:28:37.980 do
01:28:38.140 like
01:28:38.380 you
01:28:40.380 can't
01:28:40.600 even
01:28:40.780 there's
01:28:41.080 nothing
01:28:41.520 you can
01:28:41.820 even
01:28:42.000 say
01:28:42.280 about
01:28:42.500 that
01:28:42.680 it's
01:28:42.900 so
01:28:43.300 that's
01:28:44.420 that's
01:28:44.720 the
01:28:44.880 attitude
01:28:45.640 of a
01:28:46.020 very
01:28:46.320 badly
01:28:46.800 behaved
01:28:47.540 hyper
01:28:47.940 aggressive
01:28:48.360 two
01:28:48.680 year
01:28:48.860 old
01:28:49.080 and
01:28:49.880 I
01:28:50.100 mean
01:28:50.280 that
01:28:50.480 technically
01:28:51.040 and
01:28:58.480 in front
01:28:58.700 of
01:28:58.840 me
01:28:59.040 what
01:28:59.900 thing
01:29:00.360 could
01:29:00.600 I
01:29:00.740 let
01:29:01.020 go
01:29:01.300 of
01:29:01.520 that's
01:29:01.820 impeding
01:29:02.400 my
01:29:02.680 progress
01:29:03.360 that
01:29:04.260 if
01:29:04.500 I
01:29:04.660 let
01:29:04.840 go
01:29:05.060 of
01:29:05.200 would
01:29:05.360 make
01:29:05.700 my
01:29:06.260 life
01:29:06.540 better
01:29:06.820 my
01:29:07.000 family's
01:29:07.480 life
01:29:07.720 better
01:29:08.160 my
01:29:08.400 culture's
01:29:08.900 life
01:29:09.140 better
01:29:09.880 my
01:29:10.300 being
01:29:11.040 better
01:29:11.600 and
01:29:12.600 then
01:29:12.720 that
01:29:12.940 would
01:29:13.080 give
01:29:13.260 you
01:29:13.380 something
01:29:13.640 to do
01:29:14.020 for
01:29:14.180 the
01:29:14.300 day
01:29:14.520 wouldn't
01:29:14.820 it
01:29:15.060 to
01:29:15.700 justify
01:29:16.340 your
01:29:16.660 miserable
01:29:17.220 life
01:29:17.700 because
01:29:19.060 you
01:29:19.200 need
01:29:19.480 that
01:29:19.760 that's
01:29:20.100 the
01:29:20.280 whole
01:29:20.540 point
01:29:20.920 of
01:29:21.060 the
01:29:21.200 story
01:29:22.340 of
01:29:22.480 Adam
01:29:22.700 and
01:29:22.840 Eve
01:29:23.060 what
01:29:23.700 do
01:29:23.800 you
01:29:23.880 have
01:29:24.160 a
01:29:24.540 miserable
01:29:25.040 life
01:29:25.580 okay
01:29:26.540 what
01:29:28.540 am I
01:29:28.740 going to
01:29:28.900 do
01:29:29.040 about
01:29:29.260 that
01:29:29.720 well
01:29:30.460 if
01:29:31.020 you
01:29:31.120 just
01:29:31.360 have
01:29:31.540 a
01:29:31.660 miserable
01:29:31.900 life
01:29:32.200 you're
01:29:32.360 just
01:29:32.480 going
01:29:32.580 to
01:29:32.680 suffer
01:29:33.020 stupidly
01:29:33.800 and
01:29:33.940 get
01:29:34.100 bitter
01:29:34.560 about
01:29:34.900 it
01:29:35.040 that's
01:29:35.260 what
01:29:35.380 happens
01:29:35.680 to
01:29:35.880 Cain
01:29:36.260 it's
01:29:36.480 like
01:29:36.660 how
01:29:36.860 about
01:29:37.080 not
01:29:37.300 doing
01:29:37.540 that
01:29:37.820 because
01:29:38.020 that
01:29:38.200 seems
01:29:38.680 to
01:29:38.840 just
01:29:39.020 take
01:29:39.240 a
01:29:39.360 bad
01:29:39.660 deal
01:29:40.240 and
01:29:40.400 make
01:29:40.600 it
01:29:40.740 worse
01:29:41.100 how
01:29:41.700 about
01:29:42.020 making
01:29:43.500 a
01:29:43.700 sacrifice
01:29:44.180 and
01:29:44.500 seeing
01:29:44.700 if
01:29:44.880 you
01:29:45.020 can
01:29:45.220 please
01:29:45.600 God
01:29:45.980 and
01:29:46.240 put
01:29:46.900 being
01:29:47.320 on
01:29:47.580 track
01:29:48.140 God
01:29:49.360 that
01:29:49.560 would
01:29:49.640 be
01:29:49.760 something
01:29:50.040 to
01:29:50.260 do
01:29:50.520 what
01:29:51.420 could
01:29:51.620 be
01:29:51.820 better
01:29:52.140 than
01:29:52.380 that
01:29:52.800 what
01:29:53.300 could
01:29:53.480 possibly
01:29:54.100 be
01:29:54.380 better
01:29:54.640 than
01:29:54.840 that
01:29:55.160 well
01:29:56.660 that's
01:29:56.860 why
01:29:56.980 it's
01:29:57.120 archetypal
01:29:57.640 man
01:29:57.940 because
01:29:58.240 nothing
01:29:58.480 is
01:29:58.640 better
01:29:58.820 than
01:29:59.020 that
01:29:59.260 that's
01:30:00.340 where
01:30:00.500 it
01:30:00.800 tops
01:30:01.080 out
01:30:01.400 so
01:30:02.740 and
01:30:03.080 you
01:30:03.180 can
01:30:03.300 do
01:30:03.460 that
01:30:03.700 you
01:30:03.820 can
01:30:03.920 do
01:30:04.000 that
01:30:04.140 every
01:30:04.560 day
01:30:05.040 you
01:30:05.520 have
01:30:05.660 to
01:30:05.740 do
01:30:05.800 it
01:30:05.900 a
01:30:06.040 little
01:30:06.280 way
01:30:06.560 because
01:30:06.860 like
01:30:07.140 what
01:30:07.660 good
01:30:07.880 are
01:30:08.000 you
01:30:08.220 you
01:30:08.400 you
01:30:08.420 know
01:30:08.600 you
01:30:09.060 are
01:30:09.140 not
01:30:09.260 going
01:30:09.380 to
01:30:09.460 go
01:30:09.620 and
01:30:09.800 bring
01:30:11.540 this
01:30:11.800 socialist
01:30:12.280 utopia
01:30:12.940 into
01:30:13.320 being
01:30:13.740 in
01:30:13.900 one
01:30:14.100 fell
01:30:14.460 swoop
01:30:15.020 you
01:30:26.480 might
01:30:26.680 also
01:30:26.940 think
01:30:27.220 that
01:30:27.420 you
01:30:27.560 know
01:30:27.660 one
01:30:27.900 of
01:30:28.000 the
01:30:28.120 things
01:30:28.420 Cain
01:30:28.700 might
01:30:28.880 figure
01:30:29.200 out
01:30:29.440 here
01:30:29.620 there's
01:30:30.140 a
01:30:30.220 couple
01:30:30.440 of
01:30:30.580 things
01:30:30.800 that
01:30:30.960 just
01:30:31.180 aren't
01:30:31.400 going
01:30:31.620 right
01:30:31.860 for
01:30:32.080 him
01:30:32.260 down
01:30:33.540 wind
01:30:33.860 of
01:30:34.040 the
01:30:34.200 fire
01:30:34.540 not
01:30:35.340 the
01:30:35.820 right
01:30:36.040 place
01:30:36.380 to
01:30:36.580 blow
01:30:36.820 from
01:30:37.260 and
01:30:39.260 the
01:30:39.400 fact
01:30:39.680 that
01:30:39.860 he's
01:30:40.080 enveloped
01:30:41.060 in
01:30:41.220 haze
01:30:41.720 and
01:30:41.920 smoke
01:30:42.440 and
01:30:42.640 breathing
01:30:42.980 it
01:30:43.200 in
01:30:43.460 and
01:30:43.640 the
01:30:43.780 fire
01:30:44.060 isn't
01:30:44.340 burning
01:30:44.680 might
01:30:45.560 be
01:30:45.720 an
01:30:45.840 indication
01:30:46.300 that
01:30:46.640 he's
01:30:47.320 doing
01:30:47.600 something
01:30:48.040 wrong
01:30:48.540 or
01:30:49.280 he
01:30:49.480 could
01:30:49.700 be
01:30:49.860 wiping
01:30:50.140 his
01:30:50.400 eyes
01:30:50.620 and
01:30:50.800 saying
01:30:51.040 Jesus
01:30:51.700 what
01:30:52.020 kind
01:30:52.280 of
01:30:52.440 stupid
01:30:52.840 bloody
01:30:53.260 universe
01:30:53.740 would
01:30:53.960 produce
01:30:54.320 smoke
01:30:54.700 like
01:30:55.000 this
01:30:55.420 it's
01:30:56.000 like
01:30:56.200 yes
01:30:56.520 well
01:30:56.780 that's
01:30:57.120 the
01:30:57.240 more
01:30:57.400 likely
01:30:57.700 outcome
01:30:58.220 and
01:31:01.060 the
01:31:01.180 Lord
01:31:01.400 said
01:31:01.700 unto
01:31:01.920 Cain
01:31:02.340 why
01:31:03.260 art
01:31:03.520 thou
01:31:03.720 wroth
01:31:04.180 and
01:31:05.300 why
01:31:05.560 is
01:31:05.720 thy
01:31:09.260 if thou
01:31:09.520 doest
01:31:09.880 well
01:31:10.120 shalt
01:31:10.520 thou
01:31:10.880 not
01:31:11.200 be
01:31:11.400 accepted
01:31:11.900 now
01:31:12.540 that's
01:31:13.300 an
01:31:13.980 interesting
01:31:14.440 line
01:31:14.860 because
01:31:15.200 and
01:31:16.100 I've
01:31:16.440 looked at
01:31:16.700 a variety
01:31:17.060 of different
01:31:17.460 translations
01:31:17.980 of this
01:31:18.600 this
01:31:19.600 seventh
01:31:20.400 verse
01:31:20.780 here
01:31:21.020 like a
01:31:21.440 bunch
01:31:21.640 of
01:31:21.760 them
01:31:21.880 because
01:31:22.200 the
01:31:23.420 translation
01:31:23.940 for that
01:31:24.480 that's
01:31:24.900 a
01:31:25.060 critical
01:31:25.520 line
01:31:25.940 and
01:31:26.140 the
01:31:26.260 translation
01:31:26.720 really
01:31:27.060 matters
01:31:27.400 and
01:31:27.580 so
01:31:27.700 I'll
01:31:27.840 tell
01:31:28.020 you
01:31:28.160 what
01:31:28.340 I
01:31:28.460 think
01:31:28.640 the
01:31:28.820 story
01:31:29.080 is
01:31:29.400 what
01:31:30.000 I've
01:31:30.140 been
01:31:30.260 able
01:31:30.440 to
01:31:30.620 figure
01:31:30.800 out
01:31:31.080 and
01:31:32.300 I'm
01:31:32.460 sure
01:31:32.620 I
01:31:32.780 haven't
01:31:32.980 got
01:31:33.160 it
01:31:33.280 completely
01:31:33.620 right
01:31:33.920 but
01:31:34.100 it's
01:31:34.400 so
01:31:37.280 he
01:31:37.420 asks
01:31:37.820 God
01:31:38.700 says
01:31:39.040 to
01:31:39.200 him
01:31:39.360 if
01:31:39.740 you
01:31:39.860 do
01:31:40.020 well
01:31:40.260 won't
01:31:40.500 you
01:31:40.620 be
01:31:40.760 accepted
01:31:41.260 there's
01:31:42.080 a
01:31:42.180 hint
01:31:42.400 there
01:31:42.720 right
01:31:43.040 it's
01:31:43.720 something
01:31:43.940 like
01:31:44.200 well
01:31:44.420 things
01:31:44.740 aren't
01:31:44.900 going
01:31:45.100 so
01:31:45.300 well
01:31:45.480 for
01:31:45.680 you
01:31:45.880 so
01:31:46.440 the
01:31:47.040 first
01:31:47.260 thing
01:31:47.420 you
01:31:47.520 might
01:31:47.660 think
01:31:47.900 is
01:31:48.080 you're
01:31:49.860 not
01:31:50.100 doing
01:31:50.540 well
01:31:51.120 well
01:31:51.540 does
01:31:51.860 that
01:31:52.020 mean
01:31:52.240 you're
01:31:52.400 not
01:31:52.540 doing
01:31:52.820 good
01:31:53.240 does
01:31:53.520 that
01:31:53.680 not
01:31:53.860 mean
01:31:54.060 you're
01:31:54.220 not
01:31:54.400 acting
01:31:54.980 properly
01:31:55.520 it
01:31:55.640 means
01:31:55.840 it's
01:31:56.200 the
01:31:56.420 hint
01:31:56.880 because
01:31:57.700 God
01:31:58.640 is
01:31:58.820 suggesting
01:32:03.620 successful
01:32:04.240 I
01:32:05.620 had a friend
01:32:06.520 at one point
01:32:07.140 who
01:32:07.380 was a very bitter
01:32:08.460 person
01:32:08.920 and he had a bunch
01:32:10.440 of problems
01:32:11.000 and
01:32:11.260 some of them
01:32:12.700 were self-inflicted
01:32:13.600 and some of them
01:32:14.240 were fate
01:32:15.140 I suppose
01:32:15.660 and
01:32:15.880 he had
01:32:17.060 he had
01:32:18.080 become very
01:32:18.760 very destructive
01:32:19.540 murderously destructive
01:32:20.920 genocidally destructive
01:32:22.360 I would say
01:32:22.880 you could see it
01:32:23.480 in his dreams
01:32:24.080 and
01:32:24.320 and
01:32:25.220 he lived with me
01:32:26.040 for a while
01:32:26.560 and
01:32:27.900 I
01:32:29.060 knew him
01:32:30.160 very well
01:32:30.620 he was a friend
01:32:31.280 of mine
01:32:31.540 from the time
01:32:31.980 I was 12
01:32:32.480 until the time
01:32:33.080 he committed suicide
01:32:33.880 when he was about 40
01:32:35.020 and
01:32:36.180 when he lived with me
01:32:38.880 I was trying to help him
01:32:39.760 get on his feet
01:32:40.420 which was why he had
01:32:41.400 come to live with me
01:32:42.220 because he thought
01:32:43.220 maybe I could help him
01:32:44.100 get on his feet
01:32:45.120 and he could only take
01:32:46.900 relatively low level jobs
01:32:49.240 you know
01:32:49.560 like
01:32:49.840 he had some mechanical ability
01:32:51.400 he didn't get educated
01:32:52.500 although he's a very
01:32:53.120 very smart person
01:32:54.000 he probably had an IQ
01:32:54.820 of about 135
01:32:55.720 or something like that
01:32:56.760 he was very smart
01:32:57.440 and so
01:32:57.760 he was bitter too
01:32:58.700 because he hadn't educated
01:32:59.900 himself to the level
01:33:01.080 that his
01:33:01.400 you know
01:33:01.980 his intellect would have
01:33:02.760 abandoned
01:33:03.120 so he had to take jobs
01:33:04.380 that were beneath him
01:33:05.200 intellectually
01:33:05.720 and he had that real
01:33:07.500 intellectual arrogance
01:33:08.420 you know
01:33:08.900 because he was smart
01:33:10.100 and really smart people
01:33:11.600 often come to believe
01:33:13.580 that only smart matters
01:33:15.360 and if they're smart
01:33:16.880 and all that
01:33:17.460 matters is smart
01:33:19.340 and then the world
01:33:20.200 isn't sort of laying itself
01:33:21.520 at their feet
01:33:22.500 then they've been terribly
01:33:23.500 betrayed
01:33:24.080 and then they cling
01:33:25.740 to their intelligence
01:33:27.340 which is more like
01:33:28.080 a talent or a gift
01:33:29.220 like it's a
01:33:29.920 like it's an idol
01:33:31.300 you know
01:33:31.780 a false idol
01:33:32.540 which is exactly
01:33:33.280 what it is
01:33:33.760 and a very dangerous one
01:33:34.860 and get cynical
01:33:36.560 about the stupidity
01:33:38.080 of the world
01:33:38.540 and the fact that
01:33:39.260 their talents
01:33:40.060 weren't properly recognized
01:33:41.360 and that's just not
01:33:42.560 that helpful
01:33:43.120 you know
01:33:43.420 because smart
01:33:44.060 is a good thing
01:33:44.720 but I'll tell you
01:33:45.680 if you don't use it properly
01:33:46.680 it will devour you
01:33:47.640 just like all
01:33:48.420 arbitrarily assigned talents
01:33:50.520 right
01:33:51.240 so you might have a talent
01:33:52.260 but it's your friend
01:33:53.640 if you use it properly
01:33:55.300 and if you misuse it
01:33:56.540 it will be your enemy
01:33:57.920 and maybe that's how
01:33:58.940 God keeps the cosmic scales adjusted
01:34:01.320 but anyhow
01:34:02.280 my friend was a very smart person
01:34:04.040 although not as smart
01:34:05.320 as he thought he was
01:34:06.120 unfortunately
01:34:06.700 and but he hadn't done
01:34:08.900 what would have been necessary
01:34:10.200 with that intelligence
01:34:11.240 to make it manifest itself
01:34:13.180 properly in the world
01:34:14.100 and that also embittered him
01:34:15.560 because he also knew
01:34:16.780 that there was more
01:34:18.860 that he could have done
01:34:19.680 if he would have done it
01:34:20.760 and perhaps more
01:34:21.700 that he could still do
01:34:22.620 what I was suggesting to him
01:34:24.420 while he was living with us
01:34:26.340 because he was
01:34:26.880 you know
01:34:27.820 two levels from homeless
01:34:30.080 by that point
01:34:30.960 was that he should find
01:34:32.540 a job that he could find
01:34:33.920 working in a garage
01:34:35.900 working in a shop
01:34:36.800 something like that
01:34:37.460 because he had some
01:34:38.040 mechanical ability
01:34:38.860 and that he should
01:34:40.240 he should separate himself
01:34:43.880 from the arrogance
01:34:45.160 that made him presume
01:34:46.380 that such a job
01:34:47.600 would be beneath him
01:34:48.920 because at that point
01:34:51.120 no job was beneath him
01:34:52.360 but more importantly
01:34:53.600 it's not so obvious
01:34:54.820 that jobs are beneath people
01:34:56.820 you know
01:34:58.060 because even if you're
01:34:59.640 even if
01:35:00.780 imagine you have a job
01:35:01.980 as a checkout person
01:35:04.420 in a grocery store
01:35:06.800 you know
01:35:07.020 it's a fairly unskilled job
01:35:08.580 you can be
01:35:09.400 some miserable
01:35:10.440 resentful
01:35:11.180 horrid bastard
01:35:12.260 doing that job
01:35:13.160 boy
01:35:13.420 you know
01:35:14.000 you can come in there
01:35:14.660 just exuding
01:35:15.500 resentment
01:35:16.260 and bitterness
01:35:16.780 and making mistakes
01:35:18.280 making sure
01:35:19.660 that every customer
01:35:20.780 that passes by you
01:35:21.860 has a slightly worse day
01:35:23.460 than they need to
01:35:24.380 right
01:35:24.660 and you know
01:35:26.220 pilfering time
01:35:27.420 and perhaps
01:35:28.000 pilfering goods
01:35:28.920 and being resentful
01:35:30.740 about the people
01:35:31.400 who gave you the position
01:35:33.620 because they're above you
01:35:34.640 in the dominance hierarchy
01:35:35.640 and talking
01:35:36.740 you know
01:35:37.440 bad things
01:35:38.420 gossiping behind the back
01:35:39.780 of your co-workers
01:35:40.600 it's like
01:35:41.000 you can take
01:35:41.900 your menial position
01:35:43.100 self-described
01:35:45.280 and turn that
01:35:46.340 into a very nice
01:35:47.180 little slice of hell
01:35:48.260 that's for sure
01:35:49.320 and you know
01:35:49.940 you go into places
01:35:50.740 like that
01:35:51.200 I always think
01:35:51.720 of the archetypal
01:35:52.520 diner in that way
01:35:53.440 you know
01:35:53.680 you guys have been
01:35:54.560 in this diner
01:35:55.300 there's a really good
01:35:56.400 opposite diner
01:35:57.520 and there's a
01:35:58.360 great video
01:35:59.960 on YouTube
01:36:01.060 it's Tom Waits
01:36:02.260 reading a poem
01:36:03.720 by Bukowski
01:36:05.000 and I think
01:36:06.080 it's called
01:36:06.440 Nirvana
01:36:06.980 and it's about
01:36:08.300 a good diner
01:36:09.180 that he happened
01:36:10.240 to visit
01:36:10.720 Bukowski
01:36:11.180 happened to visit
01:36:11.760 when he was
01:36:12.220 on a bus
01:36:12.980 when he was a
01:36:13.620 when he was a kid
01:36:14.700 a diner
01:36:15.480 where everything
01:36:15.920 was going well
01:36:16.800 you could listen
01:36:17.680 to that
01:36:17.940 it's great
01:36:18.380 I think
01:36:18.780 it's great
01:36:19.180 but this is
01:36:20.000 the opposite diner
01:36:20.940 I'm thinking about
01:36:21.520 so you go into
01:36:22.040 a diner
01:36:22.580 right
01:36:22.840 it's 7 o'clock
01:36:24.220 in the morning
01:36:24.620 and you order
01:36:25.540 some bacon
01:36:26.460 and eggs
01:36:26.900 and some toast
01:36:27.900 and then
01:36:28.840 you look around
01:36:29.760 in the diner
01:36:30.340 and you think
01:36:30.800 it was like
01:36:32.220 1975
01:36:33.220 when the windows
01:36:34.420 were last washed
01:36:35.440 and there's this
01:36:35.940 kind of thick
01:36:36.820 coating of
01:36:37.520 who gives a damn
01:36:38.340 grease on the
01:36:39.280 on the walls
01:36:40.560 you know
01:36:40.960 and the floor
01:36:41.900 too
01:36:42.200 has got that
01:36:42.740 sort of stickiness
01:36:43.540 that you really
01:36:44.160 have to work at
01:36:45.140 to develop
01:36:45.680 over years
01:36:46.520 you know
01:36:47.160 and the waitress
01:36:47.800 is
01:36:48.000 she's not happy
01:36:49.120 to be there
01:36:49.640 and the guy
01:36:50.300 behind the counter
01:36:51.020 isn't happy
01:36:51.660 that that happens
01:36:52.560 to be the waitress
01:36:53.360 that he's working
01:36:54.020 with
01:36:54.300 and then
01:36:55.160 you know
01:36:55.840 you walk down
01:36:56.620 down the stairs
01:36:57.060 maybe to the washroom
01:36:58.060 and that's its own
01:36:59.100 little trip
01:36:59.700 and so
01:37:00.700 you come back
01:37:02.020 and you order
01:37:02.760 your damn eggs
01:37:03.780 and you order
01:37:04.280 your toast
01:37:05.260 and you order
01:37:05.760 your bacon
01:37:06.260 and then
01:37:06.620 it comes
01:37:07.820 and like
01:37:08.840 the eggs are
01:37:09.980 too cooked on the bottom
01:37:11.780 so they're kind of brown
01:37:12.780 and then they're kind of raw
01:37:14.300 on top
01:37:14.880 and they're cold
01:37:16.360 in the middle
01:37:16.760 which is
01:37:17.280 you really have to work
01:37:18.380 to cook an egg
01:37:19.020 like that man
01:37:19.760 but you can master that
01:37:21.160 with like
01:37:21.560 10 years of bitterness
01:37:22.940 you teach you how
01:37:24.140 to cook an egg
01:37:24.700 like that
01:37:25.300 and then the toast
01:37:26.420 here's what you do
01:37:27.080 with the toast
01:37:27.680 right
01:37:27.940 you put
01:37:28.640 you take
01:37:29.780 you take the white bread
01:37:31.380 you know
01:37:31.620 the pre-sliced stuff
01:37:32.860 that no one should ever eat
01:37:33.900 and then
01:37:34.560 you put that in the toaster
01:37:36.040 and you overcook it
01:37:37.400 and then
01:37:38.440 you wait
01:37:39.160 and then you pop it
01:37:40.060 out of the toaster
01:37:40.740 and then
01:37:41.340 because it's overcooked
01:37:42.080 you scrape it off
01:37:43.140 and you knock off the crumbs
01:37:45.400 so it doesn't look too burnt
01:37:46.540 and then you wait
01:37:47.120 until it's cold
01:37:47.700 and then
01:37:48.360 you put
01:37:49.220 cold margarine on it
01:37:50.880 because if you put
01:37:51.560 cold margarine
01:37:52.320 first of all
01:37:52.820 not butter
01:37:53.320 but if you put
01:37:54.120 cold margarine on it
01:37:54.980 you can also
01:37:55.420 kind of tear holes in it
01:37:56.740 so that then it has
01:37:58.020 lumps of margarine in it
01:38:00.020 and it's really dry
01:38:01.360 except where it's too greasy
01:38:02.700 so that's like
01:38:03.480 it's own little work of art
01:38:04.840 man
01:38:05.220 and then
01:38:06.200 you put that on the side
01:38:07.820 with the
01:38:08.660 with the
01:38:09.280 with the eggs
01:38:10.860 and then you have the potatoes
01:38:12.000 and this is how you cook
01:38:13.360 the potatoes properly
01:38:14.320 you know
01:38:17.240 so they're left over potatoes
01:38:18.840 and you keep dumping
01:38:20.700 new leftover potatoes
01:38:21.980 into the old
01:38:22.700 leftover potatoes
01:38:23.640 over weeks
01:38:24.380 and so some of the potatoes
01:38:25.500 have
01:38:25.720 they're no longer potatoes
01:38:27.360 right
01:38:27.680 they've half returned
01:38:29.720 to mother earth
01:38:30.740 then you flap them
01:38:34.860 on the grill
01:38:35.460 and you sort of
01:38:36.860 I don't know
01:38:38.020 you burn them a bit
01:38:39.160 I guess
01:38:39.640 and then you slap them
01:38:40.980 on the plate
01:38:41.520 and
01:38:41.740 Jesus
01:38:42.720 you don't want to eat those man
01:38:44.160 that's for sure
01:38:46.320 and that's the point
01:38:47.160 and then
01:38:47.820 you have
01:38:49.240 the bacon
01:38:50.140 and
01:38:50.420 you want to make sure
01:38:51.460 you buy the lowest
01:38:52.320 possible quality bacon
01:38:53.900 that's
01:38:54.500 that's how you start
01:38:56.120 and then you throw it
01:38:57.340 on the grill
01:38:57.840 and you don't
01:38:59.020 your grill has to be
01:39:00.120 overheated
01:39:00.820 to do this
01:39:01.720 you have to
01:39:02.280 cook the bacon
01:39:03.340 so that it's raw
01:39:04.340 in places
01:39:04.920 and burnt
01:39:05.520 in other places
01:39:06.280 and it has that
01:39:07.520 delightful
01:39:08.460 pig-like odor
01:39:09.520 that only
01:39:10.140 really cheap
01:39:11.140 badly cooked bacon
01:39:12.340 can provide
01:39:13.080 or maybe
01:39:13.860 you use those
01:39:14.420 little breakfast sausages
01:39:15.500 that no one
01:39:16.540 in their bloody
01:39:17.200 right mind
01:39:17.800 would let
01:39:18.180 within 15 feet
01:39:19.360 of anything living
01:39:20.280 you know
01:39:20.900 and then you serve
01:39:22.540 that right
01:39:23.180 and you serve it
01:39:23.920 with the kind
01:39:25.080 of orange juice
01:39:25.720 that is only
01:39:26.420 orange in color
01:39:27.720 and with coffee
01:39:33.200 that's
01:39:34.180 ah
01:39:35.180 what would you say
01:39:36.580 it was started
01:39:37.480 too early in the morning
01:39:38.600 that's the first thing
01:39:40.060 bad quality coffee
01:39:42.100 started too early
01:39:43.020 in the morning
01:39:43.580 got cold once
01:39:45.780 or twice
01:39:46.260 and has been reheated
01:39:47.580 and then you
01:39:48.560 serve that
01:39:49.520 with
01:39:49.880 whitener
01:39:51.880 it's like
01:39:53.800 here's your
01:39:54.860 breakfast
01:39:55.480 it's like
01:39:56.260 no man
01:39:57.220 that's not breakfast
01:39:58.520 that's hell
01:39:59.820 you know
01:40:06.580 and
01:40:08.460 and you created it
01:40:10.220 and then what you do
01:40:11.520 if you have a diner
01:40:12.440 like that
01:40:12.960 is because you have
01:40:13.880 a miserable life
01:40:14.680 if you have a diner
01:40:15.440 like that
01:40:15.840 and you've really
01:40:16.360 worked on achieving
01:40:17.260 that is
01:40:17.680 every night you go home
01:40:18.900 and you curse your
01:40:19.980 wife
01:40:20.620 and you curse your kids
01:40:21.760 and you fucking well
01:40:23.240 curse God
01:40:24.040 too
01:40:24.360 for producing a universe
01:40:25.960 where a diner like
01:40:27.140 yours is allowed
01:40:28.040 to exist
01:40:28.840 and that's your
01:40:29.920 bloody life
01:40:30.800 so
01:40:31.800 well so that's what
01:40:34.460 God's trying to
01:40:35.140 point out
01:40:35.620 here
01:40:35.880 if thou doest well
01:40:48.060 shalt thou not
01:40:49.040 be accepted
01:40:49.760 and if thou doest
01:40:52.800 not well
01:40:53.300 then sin
01:40:54.080 lies at your door
01:40:55.180 well so
01:40:56.220 I looked at
01:40:57.180 lots of translations
01:40:58.100 for this
01:40:58.560 and actually
01:40:59.360 the next line is
01:41:01.080 and unto thee
01:41:01.960 shall be his desire
01:41:03.580 yes
01:41:04.540 what God actually says
01:41:07.660 is something like this
01:41:08.580 it's like
01:41:08.960 you know
01:41:10.700 things aren't going
01:41:11.380 so well for you
01:41:12.040 but if you were behaving
01:41:12.880 properly they would
01:41:13.700 but instead
01:41:14.160 this is what you've done
01:41:15.020 sin came to your door
01:41:16.080 and sin means to
01:41:17.140 you know
01:41:17.500 pull your arrow back
01:41:18.500 and to miss the target
01:41:19.360 sin came to your door
01:41:20.160 but he uses a metaphor
01:41:21.540 and the metaphor
01:41:22.100 is something like
01:41:22.780 sin came to your door
01:41:24.420 like this sexually aroused
01:41:26.440 cat
01:41:27.780 predator thing
01:41:28.820 and
01:41:29.780 you invited it in
01:41:32.060 first
01:41:33.100 and then you let it
01:41:34.360 have its way with you
01:41:35.620 it's like you entered
01:41:37.480 into a creative
01:41:38.620 uses a sexual metaphor
01:41:41.320 you entered into
01:41:42.440 a creative exchange
01:41:43.520 with it
01:41:44.140 and
01:41:44.300 gave birth to something
01:41:46.140 as a consequence
01:41:46.920 and that
01:41:47.300 what you gave birth to
01:41:48.420 that's your life
01:41:49.560 and
01:41:50.480 and
01:41:51.920 you knew it
01:41:52.840 you're self-conscious
01:41:53.880 after all
01:41:54.600 you knew you were doing this
01:41:55.940 and
01:41:56.140 you
01:41:57.120 conspired with
01:42:00.900 this thing
01:42:02.940 to produce the situation
01:42:04.980 that you're in
01:42:05.580 Jung said something
01:42:07.200 about this
01:42:07.780 similar
01:42:08.740 about the Oedipal
01:42:09.860 mother situation
01:42:10.920 which I
01:42:11.820 it was very politically
01:42:13.500 incorrect
01:42:13.920 what he said
01:42:14.600 of course
01:42:15.340 every single thing
01:42:16.080 he wrote
01:42:16.460 was politically incorrect
01:42:17.500 so
01:42:18.440 just how you could tell
01:42:19.820 he was a thinker
01:42:20.620 by the way
01:42:21.160 he talked about
01:42:25.380 the unholy alliance
01:42:27.000 between hyperdependent
01:42:28.480 children
01:42:28.820 and their mothers
01:42:29.680 and he said
01:42:31.200 well it's actually
01:42:31.940 because Freud thought
01:42:33.060 about it as a
01:42:33.780 maternal thing
01:42:34.780 I'm not putting
01:42:35.620 Freud down
01:42:36.200 because Freud mapped
01:42:37.520 out the Oedipal
01:42:38.080 situation brilliantly
01:42:39.160 I'm not putting
01:42:40.440 Freud down
01:42:40.960 but
01:42:41.380 you know
01:42:41.920 Jung was
01:42:42.400 taking the ideas
01:42:43.420 and expanding them
01:42:44.500 outward
01:42:44.760 and you know
01:42:45.760 he said
01:42:46.320 that there was
01:42:46.820 actually
01:42:47.260 an unholy alliance
01:42:48.380 between a hyperdependent
01:42:50.160 child
01:42:50.480 and a need
01:42:51.880 to pull over
01:42:52.300 dependent mother
01:42:52.860 and the alliance
01:42:53.800 was
01:42:54.100 the mother
01:42:55.060 would always offer
01:42:55.940 so maybe the kid
01:42:58.000 is supposed to
01:42:58.460 go off
01:42:58.740 and do something
01:42:59.280 that would require
01:42:59.900 a little bit
01:43:00.240 of courage
01:43:00.600 and effort
01:43:01.020 and
01:43:02.880 the mother
01:43:05.820 says
01:43:07.480 well are you sure
01:43:09.520 you're feeling well
01:43:10.120 enough to do it
01:43:10.800 and then the child
01:43:12.520 could say
01:43:13.080 yes
01:43:15.140 or the child
01:43:17.240 could say
01:43:17.600 no
01:43:17.880 and then
01:43:18.300 you know
01:43:18.680 be put in bed
01:43:20.140 and babied
01:43:21.160 and all of that
01:43:21.820 but the thing is
01:43:23.040 the child
01:43:23.560 made the damn
01:43:24.880 decision too
01:43:25.640 and you might think
01:43:26.780 well that's pretty
01:43:27.340 harsh
01:43:27.700 but just because
01:43:29.060 children are little
01:43:29.780 doesn't mean
01:43:30.200 they're stupid
01:43:30.740 and you don't
01:43:32.840 know children
01:43:33.460 if you don't
01:43:34.280 know how children
01:43:35.300 know how to
01:43:35.840 manipulate
01:43:36.320 because they are
01:43:37.580 staggeringly good
01:43:38.700 at that
01:43:38.980 because they're
01:43:39.740 studying you
01:43:40.380 non-stop
01:43:41.040 trying to figure out
01:43:42.000 A what you're up to
01:43:43.780 and B how they can
01:43:44.980 get what they want
01:43:45.860 in the way that
01:43:46.820 they want it
01:43:47.360 and so
01:43:47.720 they can play
01:43:48.880 a manipulative game
01:43:50.120 no problem
01:43:50.640 especially if they're
01:43:51.340 well schooled in it
01:43:52.180 and so it's sort of
01:43:52.860 like that
01:43:53.240 it's like
01:43:53.580 maybe the mother
01:43:54.620 is a little
01:43:55.040 timid
01:43:56.020 and a little
01:43:56.520 inclined to overprotect
01:43:58.020 and maybe the child
01:43:58.700 is a little
01:43:59.380 manipulative
01:44:00.460 and a little
01:44:01.420 willing to
01:44:02.540 not take that
01:44:03.860 courageous step
01:44:04.620 out in the world
01:44:05.260 and to
01:44:05.740 regress into
01:44:06.940 infantile
01:44:07.640 dependency
01:44:08.200 instead
01:44:09.460 and then you
01:44:09.940 get a terrible
01:44:10.520 dynamic
01:44:11.180 building across
01:44:12.340 time
01:44:12.740 that is like
01:44:13.720 a vicious circle
01:44:14.560 you know
01:44:14.860 or like a positive
01:44:15.560 feedback loop
01:44:16.220 it just expands
01:44:17.020 and expands
01:44:17.560 and expands
01:44:18.000 because sometimes
01:44:18.620 in families
01:44:19.120 you see
01:44:19.580 a hyper-dependent
01:44:21.100 child
01:44:21.420 and a perfectly
01:44:22.800 independent child
01:44:23.860 and same mother
01:44:24.700 so obviously
01:44:26.120 same mother
01:44:27.660 I mean
01:44:27.920 mother is very
01:44:28.520 complex
01:44:29.060 and mother for
01:44:29.940 child A
01:44:30.460 and mother for
01:44:31.020 child B
01:44:31.420 are not the same
01:44:32.140 mother
01:44:32.380 even if they happen
01:44:33.200 to be the same
01:44:33.840 human being
01:44:34.460 that literature
01:44:34.980 is quite clear
01:44:35.600 on that
01:44:35.940 but you get
01:44:36.540 my point
01:44:37.000 but God's
01:44:37.860 idea was
01:44:38.460 not only
01:44:41.520 are you not
01:44:42.580 doing well
01:44:43.080 because
01:44:43.440 you're not
01:44:45.440 doing well
01:44:45.880 but you're not
01:44:46.440 doing well
01:44:46.780 because you've
01:44:47.240 actually really
01:44:47.960 spent a lot
01:44:48.740 of work
01:44:49.180 figuring out
01:44:50.080 how to not
01:44:50.540 do well
01:44:51.020 this is like
01:44:51.540 creative
01:44:52.220 effort on
01:44:53.260 your part
01:44:53.800 and if you
01:44:54.520 read about
01:44:55.140 truly malevolent
01:44:57.100 people
01:44:57.460 you could start
01:44:58.140 with the
01:44:58.460 Columbine
01:44:58.940 killers
01:44:59.340 because they
01:44:59.900 left some
01:45:00.300 very interesting
01:45:01.000 diaries behind
01:45:01.880 so I would
01:45:02.600 recommend them
01:45:03.300 if you
01:45:04.020 there's plenty
01:45:04.940 of serial killers
01:45:05.760 you could read
01:45:06.260 about
01:45:06.480 and the
01:45:06.720 people
01:45:06.920 who've
01:45:07.180 really
01:45:07.380 gone out
01:45:07.840 and done
01:45:08.140 dark
01:45:08.440 things
01:45:08.740 and I've
01:45:09.060 read more
01:45:09.880 than my
01:45:10.240 fair share
01:45:10.780 of that
01:45:11.100 sort of
01:45:11.400 thing
01:45:11.560 and understand
01:45:12.040 it quite
01:45:12.540 well
01:45:12.880 if you
01:45:15.960 really want
01:45:16.620 to have
01:45:17.000 your countenance
01:45:17.840 fall
01:45:18.540 and be
01:45:19.020 wroth
01:45:19.540 ten years
01:45:21.100 of brooding
01:45:21.840 on your own
01:45:23.380 catastrophe
01:45:24.060 sort of
01:45:25.260 alone
01:45:25.740 and letting
01:45:27.040 your fantasies
01:45:27.920 take shape
01:45:28.620 and
01:45:29.160 egging
01:45:30.880 them on
01:45:31.480 and allowing
01:45:33.200 them to
01:45:33.740 flourish
01:45:34.240 and let's
01:45:35.100 say take
01:45:35.520 possession
01:45:35.980 of you
01:45:36.380 because that's
01:45:37.100 exactly the
01:45:37.680 right way
01:45:37.960 to think
01:45:38.260 about it
01:45:38.680 that'll get
01:45:39.480 you
01:45:39.760 somewhere
01:45:41.200 like this
01:45:42.500 and there
01:45:43.440 are more
01:45:43.740 people
01:45:44.200 who are
01:45:44.720 like that
01:45:45.160 than you
01:45:45.540 think
01:45:45.940 and you're
01:45:47.000 more like
01:45:47.480 that
01:45:47.740 than you
01:45:48.140 think
01:45:48.500 well
01:45:53.240 so Cain
01:45:53.720 he's
01:45:53.900 obviously
01:45:54.240 not very
01:45:54.740 happy
01:45:55.020 about
01:45:55.280 this
01:45:56.020 whole
01:45:56.280 answer
01:45:56.760 obviously
01:45:57.380 because
01:45:57.780 the last
01:45:58.460 thing
01:45:58.620 you want
01:45:58.900 to hear
01:45:59.140 if your
01:45:59.440 life
01:45:59.700 is
01:45:59.880 turned
01:46:00.500 into
01:46:00.740 a
01:46:00.900 catastrophe
01:46:01.380 and you
01:46:01.860 take
01:46:02.440 God
01:46:02.720 to task
01:46:03.280 for creating
01:46:03.880 a universe
01:46:04.500 where that
01:46:04.980 sort of
01:46:05.640 thing
01:46:05.800 was allowed
01:46:06.320 is that
01:46:07.000 it's
01:46:07.760 your own
01:46:08.100 damn
01:46:08.360 fault
01:46:08.740 and you
01:46:09.100 should
01:46:09.300 straighten
01:46:09.760 up
01:46:10.000 and fly
01:46:10.500 right
01:46:10.840 so to
01:46:11.200 speak
01:46:11.460 and you
01:46:12.020 shouldn't
01:46:12.300 be
01:46:12.520 complaining
01:46:13.120 about
01:46:13.480 the nature
01:46:14.060 of
01:46:14.320 being
01:46:14.820 but that
01:46:16.820 is
01:46:17.060 the answer
01:46:17.620 he gets
01:46:18.120 and so
01:46:18.440 then
01:46:18.600 what
01:46:18.780 happens
01:46:19.200 well
01:46:20.280 we have
01:46:20.660 to infer
01:46:21.280 that if
01:46:21.780 Cain
01:46:22.220 was angry
01:46:22.820 before
01:46:23.340 that he's
01:46:24.360 a lot
01:46:25.220 more angry
01:46:25.840 now
01:46:26.280 and
01:46:26.940 of course
01:46:28.080 that's
01:46:28.420 exactly
01:46:28.840 what the
01:46:30.380 story reveals
01:46:31.060 and Cain
01:46:31.580 talked with
01:46:32.060 Abel
01:46:32.300 his brother
01:46:32.820 and it
01:46:35.280 came to
01:46:35.600 pass
01:46:35.900 when they
01:46:36.160 were in
01:46:36.340 the field
01:46:36.660 that Cain
01:46:37.100 rose up
01:46:37.620 against
01:46:38.060 Abel
01:46:38.400 his brother
01:46:38.880 and slew
01:46:39.400 him
01:46:39.680 I'm
01:46:44.140 going to
01:46:44.300 read you
01:46:44.560 something else
01:46:45.200 now
01:46:45.500 this is
01:46:47.100 foreshadowing
01:46:47.740 again
01:46:48.060 this is
01:46:49.420 from the
01:46:49.720 same
01:46:49.900 chapter
01:46:50.280 by the
01:46:50.560 way
01:46:50.760 do
01:46:51.740 what
01:46:51.880 is
01:46:52.000 meaningful
01:46:52.320 not
01:46:52.560 what
01:46:52.700 is
01:46:52.820 expedient
01:46:53.280 Jesus
01:46:53.880 was
01:46:54.120 led
01:46:54.320 into
01:46:54.500 the
01:46:54.660 wilderness
01:46:54.960 according
01:46:55.380 to the
01:46:55.700 story
01:46:55.940 to be
01:46:56.220 tempted
01:46:56.500 by the
01:46:56.920 devil
01:46:57.220 Matthew
01:46:57.780 4
01:46:58.160 1
01:46:58.920 prior to
01:46:59.580 his
01:46:59.720 crucifixion
01:47:00.340 this is
01:47:01.100 the story
01:47:01.560 of Cain
01:47:02.240 restated
01:47:03.200 abstractly
01:47:04.000 Cain
01:47:04.540 is far
01:47:04.960 from happy
01:47:05.500 as we
01:47:05.780 have seen
01:47:06.140 he's
01:47:06.900 working
01:47:07.180 hard
01:47:07.600 or so
01:47:08.100 he
01:47:08.300 thinks
01:47:08.600 but God
01:47:09.060 is not
01:47:09.380 pleased
01:47:09.760 meanwhile
01:47:10.680 Abel
01:47:11.240 is dancing
01:47:11.860 away
01:47:12.140 in the
01:47:12.380 daisies
01:47:12.780 his crops
01:47:13.380 flourish
01:47:13.900 women
01:47:14.220 love him
01:47:17.740 everyone
01:47:18.020 knows
01:47:18.400 it
01:47:18.580 he
01:47:18.920 deserves
01:47:19.300 his
01:47:19.460 good
01:47:19.640 fortune
01:47:20.080 all
01:47:21.060 the
01:47:21.220 more
01:47:21.380 reason
01:47:21.700 to
01:47:21.860 hate
01:47:22.180 him
01:47:22.460 I
01:47:23.380 used
01:47:23.580 to
01:47:23.720 joke
01:47:23.980 when
01:47:24.160 I
01:47:24.320 used
01:47:24.720 to
01:47:24.840 teach
01:47:25.060 at
01:47:25.180 Harvard
01:47:25.460 and
01:47:25.680 now
01:47:26.120 and
01:47:26.220 then
01:47:26.320 my
01:47:26.480 wife
01:47:26.720 would
01:47:26.860 have
01:47:27.020 some
01:47:27.220 of
01:47:27.340 the
01:47:27.440 undergraduates
01:47:28.100 over
01:47:28.360 we
01:47:28.960 used
01:47:29.120 to
01:47:29.240 joke
01:47:29.580 afterwards
01:47:30.180 because
01:47:30.740 some
01:47:30.900 of
01:47:31.000 them
01:47:31.100 were
01:47:31.240 many
01:47:31.860 of
01:47:32.060 them
01:47:32.180 were
01:47:32.300 very
01:47:32.540 remarkable
01:47:33.040 kids
01:47:33.460 you
01:47:33.620 know
01:47:33.740 like
01:47:33.960 they
01:47:34.160 they
01:47:35.400 were
01:47:35.560 super
01:47:35.880 smart
01:47:36.300 they
01:47:36.500 were
01:47:36.660 athletic
01:47:37.140 or
01:47:37.360 they
01:47:37.520 had
01:47:37.720 some
01:47:38.000 dramatic
01:47:38.680 ability
01:47:39.160 or
01:47:39.320 they
01:47:39.480 were
01:47:39.620 musicians
01:47:40.140 or
01:47:40.440 they
01:47:40.560 done
01:47:40.820 some
01:47:41.120 spectacular
01:47:41.880 charitable
01:47:42.460 work
01:47:42.860 because
01:47:43.380 you
01:47:43.480 basically
01:47:43.880 to get
01:47:44.260 accepted
01:47:44.720 into
01:47:45.020 Harvard
01:47:45.300 you
01:47:45.460 had
01:47:45.620 to
01:47:45.740 be
01:47:45.900 top
01:47:46.300 of
01:47:46.420 your
01:47:46.520 damn
01:47:46.820 school
01:47:47.260 and
01:47:47.920 then
01:47:48.040 you
01:47:48.160 had
01:47:48.340 to
01:47:48.420 have
01:47:48.560 at
01:47:48.680 least
01:47:48.880 two
01:47:49.100 other
01:47:49.360 outstanding
01:47:49.920 things
01:47:50.360 going
01:47:50.660 for
01:47:50.960 you
01:47:51.140 you
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01:53:17.480 easily
01:53:17.800 forgotten
01:53:18.160 maintenance
01:53:18.600 tasks
01:53:19.020 are
01:53:19.260 often
01:53:19.600 the
01:53:19.780 most
01:53:19.980 important
01:53:20.400 take
01:53:21.080 gutter
01:53:21.440 cleaning
01:53:21.780 it's
01:53:22.320 one
01:53:22.480 of
01:53:22.580 those
01:53:22.800 out
01:53:23.060 of
01:53:23.180 sight
01:53:23.400 out
01:53:23.640 of
01:53:23.740 mind
01:53:23.880 chores
01:53:24.200 that
01:53:24.580 can
01:53:24.780 lead
01:53:24.980 to
01:53:25.140 serious
01:53:25.540 issues
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01:53:26.120 neglected
01:53:26.540 leaf
01:53:27.400 filter
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01:53:28.180 an
01:53:28.340 investment
01:53:28.860 engineered
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01:53:29.700 protect
01:53:29.980 your
01:53:30.180 whole
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01:53:30.840 clogged
01:53:31.700 gutters
01:53:32.060 aren't
01:53:32.360 just
01:53:32.520 a
01:53:32.640 nuisance
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01:53:33.900 extensive
01:53:34.360 repairs
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01:53:35.340 thousands
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01:53:36.060 dollars
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01:53:42.220 to
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01:53:47.800 and
01:53:48.060 seal
01:53:48.360 your
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01:53:48.920 gutters
01:53:49.320 before
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01:53:50.320 the
01:53:50.540 leaf
01:53:50.740 filter
01:53:50.980 system
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01:53:51.900 optimal
01:53:52.400 performance
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01:53:53.200 day
01:53:53.460 one
01:53:53.840 plus
01:53:54.620 every
01:53:54.920 installation
01:53:55.380 comes
01:53:55.720 with a
01:53:55.940 free
01:53:56.120 inspection
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01:53:57.300 and
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01:53:58.240 guarantee
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01:53:59.380 choosing
01:53:59.740 leaf
01:54:00.020 filter
01:54:00.320 you're
01:54:00.680 not
01:54:00.820 just
01:54:01.000 solving
01:54:01.240 a
01:54:01.400 maintenance
01:54:01.640 problem
01:54:02.060 you're
01:54:02.420 investing
01:54:02.820 in your
01:54:03.160 home's
01:54:03.440 long-term
01:54:03.880 health
01:54:04.200 and your
01:54:04.540 own
01:54:04.800 peace
01:54:05.080 of
01:54:05.240 mind
01:54:05.540 protect
01:54:06.280 your
01:54:06.520 home
01:54:06.740 and
01:54:06.940 never
01:54:07.220 clean
01:54:07.500 out
01:54:07.640 your
01:54:07.780 gutters
01:54:08.100 again
01:54:08.520 with
01:54:08.860 leaf
01:54:09.140 filter
01:54:09.480 America's
01:54:10.180 number
01:54:10.380 one
01:54:10.640 protection
01:54:11.040 system
01:54:11.600 schedule
01:54:12.420 your
01:54:12.640 free
01:54:12.900 inspection
01:54:13.300 and
01:54:13.580 get up
01:54:13.820 to
01:54:13.940 30%
01:54:14.500 off
01:54:14.700 your
01:54:14.820 entire
01:54:15.180 purchase
01:54:15.580 at
01:54:15.820 leaf
01:54:16.100 filter
01:54:16.420 dot
01:54:16.700 slash
01:54:17.320 build
01:54:17.700 that's
01:54:18.320 a
01:54:18.420 free
01:54:18.600 inspection
01:54:19.060 and
01:54:19.300 up
01:54:19.440 to
01:54:26.120 20%
01:54:26.700 off
01:54:26.940 plus
01:54:27.160 a
01:54:27.280 10%
01:54:27.760 senior
01:54:28.140 or
01:54:28.340 military
01:54:28.740 discount
01:54:29.240 one
01:54:29.600 discount
01:54:29.960 per
01:54:30.180 household
01:54:30.660 so
01:54:32.540 that's
01:54:32.960 the
01:54:33.160 first
01:54:33.440 two
01:54:33.720 human
01:54:34.140 beings
01:54:34.660 the
01:54:35.640 resentful
01:54:36.400 bitter
01:54:36.940 failure
01:54:37.560 taking
01:54:39.280 an
01:54:39.520 axe
01:54:39.940 to
01:54:40.800 the
01:54:40.980 admirable
01:54:41.500 success
01:54:42.400 and
01:54:49.040 the
01:54:49.200 Lord
01:54:49.380 said
01:54:49.660 unto
01:54:49.840 Cain
01:54:50.160 where
01:54:50.380 is
01:54:50.520 Abel
01:54:50.780 thy
01:54:50.960 brother
01:54:51.240 and
01:54:51.520 he
01:54:51.680 said
01:54:51.980 I
01:54:52.160 know
01:54:52.320 not
01:54:52.600 am
01:54:52.780 I
01:54:52.880 my
01:54:53.040 brother's
01:54:53.420 keeper
01:54:53.680 and
01:54:56.540 he
01:54:58.100 said
01:54:58.440 what
01:54:58.640 hast
01:54:58.940 thou
01:54:59.180 done
01:54:59.500 the
01:54:59.720 voice
01:55:00.020 of
01:55:00.200 thy
01:55:00.400 brother's
01:55:00.940 blood
01:55:01.240 crieth
01:55:01.920 unto
01:55:02.280 me
01:55:02.540 from
01:55:02.780 the
01:55:02.960 ground
01:55:03.360 now
01:55:07.060 art
01:55:07.340 thou
01:55:07.540 cursed
01:55:07.900 from
01:55:08.140 the
01:55:08.320 earth
01:55:08.660 which
01:55:09.580 hath
01:55:09.760 opened
01:55:10.040 her
01:55:10.240 mouth
01:55:10.460 to
01:55:10.660 receive
01:55:11.040 thy
01:55:11.280 brother's
01:55:11.700 blood
01:55:11.940 from
01:55:12.180 thy
01:55:12.420 hand
01:55:12.840 you
01:55:14.820 know
01:55:15.000 if
01:55:15.740 you
01:55:15.820 want
01:55:15.960 to
01:55:16.060 understand
01:55:16.480 that
01:55:17.000 which
01:55:17.760 I
01:55:17.880 would
01:55:18.040 recommend
01:55:18.480 you
01:55:18.960 could
01:55:19.080 read
01:55:19.360 Dostoyevsky's
01:55:20.760 Crime and
01:55:23.160 Punishment
01:55:23.580 that's a
01:55:25.380 great
01:55:25.640 it's a
01:55:27.020 great
01:55:27.220 novel
01:55:27.540 I
01:55:27.720 think
01:55:27.900 it
01:55:28.020 might
01:55:28.140 be
01:55:28.260 the
01:55:28.380 greatest
01:55:28.600 novel
01:55:28.920 ever
01:55:29.140 written
01:55:29.440 because
01:55:29.920 I
01:55:30.060 haven't
01:55:30.240 read
01:55:30.440 every
01:55:30.680 novel
01:55:31.000 but
01:55:31.560 in
01:55:32.060 my
01:55:32.280 experience
01:55:32.720 it's
01:55:32.980 the
01:55:33.120 greatest
01:55:33.340 novel
01:55:33.740 and
01:55:34.640 it
01:55:34.820 is
01:55:35.280 exactly
01:55:35.680 this
01:55:35.980 it
01:55:36.160 it
01:55:37.160 says
01:55:37.960 what
01:55:38.160 happens
01:55:38.540 psychologically
01:55:39.120 if
01:55:39.540 you
01:55:39.760 commit
01:55:40.340 the
01:55:40.580 ultimate
01:55:40.920 crime
01:55:41.340 it's
01:55:42.580 amazing
01:55:43.040 it's
01:55:43.280 absolutely
01:55:43.660 amazing
01:55:44.120 it's
01:55:44.420 it's
01:55:44.740 it's
01:55:45.360 there's
01:55:47.120 there's
01:55:48.780 no
01:55:48.940 psychologist
01:55:49.480 like
01:55:49.840 Dostoyevsky
01:55:50.620 when
01:55:52.180 thou
01:55:52.340 tillest
01:55:52.680 the
01:55:52.840 ground
01:55:53.100 it
01:55:53.240 shall
01:55:53.380 not
01:55:53.580 henceforth
01:55:54.100 yield
01:55:54.440 unto thee
01:55:54.980 her
01:55:55.180 strength
01:55:55.600 a fugitive
01:55:56.200 and a
01:55:56.440 vagabond
01:55:56.880 shalt thou
01:55:57.340 be in
01:55:57.640 the earth
01:55:58.040 and Cain
01:55:58.780 said unto
01:55:59.420 the Lord
01:55:59.860 my punishment
01:56:01.300 is greater
01:56:01.760 than I can
01:56:02.260 bear
01:56:02.460 now
01:56:03.160 one of the
01:56:03.980 things that's
01:56:04.420 interesting about
01:56:05.060 this is that
01:56:05.720 you know
01:56:05.980 it
01:56:06.160 I think
01:56:07.240 I think
01:56:07.260 the punishment
01:56:08.100 that God
01:56:08.600 lays on
01:56:09.080 Cain
01:56:09.380 is
01:56:11.220 it's like
01:56:11.820 the
01:56:12.080 inevitable
01:56:12.860 consequences
01:56:13.600 of Cain's
01:56:14.160 action
01:56:14.500 it's
01:56:14.740 something like
01:56:15.180 that
01:56:15.460 it's like
01:56:15.840 well
01:56:16.360 he killed
01:56:16.920 his brother
01:56:17.420 there's no
01:56:19.340 going back
01:56:19.860 from that
01:56:20.320 man
01:56:20.600 like
01:56:20.860 good luck
01:56:22.640 forgiving
01:56:23.040 yourself
01:56:23.560 for that
01:56:25.100 especially
01:56:25.800 if he was
01:56:26.220 an ideal
01:56:26.740 especially
01:56:27.300 if he was
01:56:27.680 your ideal
01:56:28.280 because
01:56:28.760 you haven't
01:56:29.000 just killed
01:56:29.400 your brother
01:56:29.860 and of
01:56:30.500 course
01:56:30.780 tortured
01:56:32.300 your parents
01:56:32.980 and the rest
01:56:33.440 of your family
01:56:34.140 you've deprived
01:56:35.080 the community
01:56:35.680 of someone
01:56:36.220 who is upstanding
01:56:37.100 and
01:56:37.980 you did it
01:56:39.220 for the worst
01:56:39.860 possible motivations
01:56:41.100 it's like
01:56:41.840 there's no
01:56:44.500 up from there
01:56:46.480 right
01:56:47.000 that's
01:56:48.240 that's as close
01:56:49.720 to hell
01:56:50.100 as you can
01:56:50.560 manage on earth
01:56:51.360 I would say
01:56:51.920 and Cain said
01:56:52.820 unto the Lord
01:56:53.340 my punishment
01:56:53.880 is greater
01:56:54.380 than I can bear
01:56:55.160 behold
01:56:56.640 thou hast
01:56:57.140 driven me
01:56:57.640 out this day
01:56:58.280 from the face
01:56:58.860 of the earth
01:56:59.340 and from thy face
01:57:00.380 shall I be hid
01:57:01.240 that too
01:57:02.220 it's like
01:57:02.620 there's also
01:57:03.520 no
01:57:03.960 turning back
01:57:05.200 to God
01:57:05.820 let's say
01:57:06.420 after an error
01:57:07.460 like that
01:57:08.060 because
01:57:08.400 well
01:57:09.280 you've done
01:57:11.300 everything you
01:57:11.860 possibly could
01:57:12.680 to spite
01:57:13.780 God
01:57:14.980 assuming he
01:57:15.940 exists
01:57:16.560 and the probability
01:57:17.580 that you're going
01:57:18.220 to be able
01:57:18.820 to mend
01:57:19.280 that relationship
01:57:20.140 in your
01:57:20.660 now broken
01:57:22.000 state
01:57:22.620 when you couldn't
01:57:24.200 mend it
01:57:24.600 to begin with
01:57:25.340 before you did
01:57:26.060 something so
01:57:26.760 terrible
01:57:27.240 starts to move
01:57:29.080 towards zero
01:57:29.880 and it shall
01:57:31.160 come to pass
01:57:31.780 that everyone
01:57:32.280 that findeth me
01:57:33.020 shall slay me
01:57:33.760 and the Lord
01:57:34.400 said unto him
01:57:35.540 therefore
01:57:36.060 whosoever
01:57:37.260 slayeth Cain
01:57:38.260 vengeance
01:57:39.020 shall be taken
01:57:39.920 on him sevenfold
01:57:41.100 and the Lord
01:57:41.980 set a mark
01:57:42.580 upon Cain
01:57:43.160 lest any
01:57:43.700 finding him
01:57:44.340 should kill him
01:57:45.060 that's an interesting
01:57:46.200 thing
01:57:46.540 I wondered about
01:57:47.460 that for a long
01:57:48.120 time
01:57:48.360 because you might
01:57:48.980 think
01:57:49.180 well why would
01:57:49.700 God take Cain
01:57:50.500 under his wing
01:57:51.180 so to speak
01:57:51.800 given what's
01:57:52.340 already happened
01:57:52.960 and I think
01:57:53.400 it has something
01:57:53.940 to do with
01:57:54.500 the emergence
01:57:56.280 of the idea
01:57:57.060 that it was
01:57:57.520 necessary to prevent
01:57:59.000 tit for tat
01:58:00.300 revenge slayings
01:58:01.540 it's something
01:58:02.340 like that
01:58:02.880 you know
01:58:03.160 and there's
01:58:04.700 hints of that
01:58:05.380 later in the text
01:58:06.280 because you know
01:58:06.980 it's like
01:58:07.600 well I kill
01:58:08.800 your brother
01:58:09.260 and then you
01:58:09.740 kill two of
01:58:10.460 my brothers
01:58:10.920 and then I
01:58:11.300 kill your
01:58:12.540 whole family
01:58:13.080 and then you
01:58:13.600 kill my
01:58:14.120 whole town
01:58:14.660 and then I
01:58:15.120 kill your
01:58:15.520 whole country
01:58:16.080 and then we
01:58:16.540 blow up the
01:58:17.040 world
01:58:17.280 it's like
01:58:17.760 that's probably
01:58:18.680 not a very
01:58:20.000 intelligent solution
01:58:21.740 to the initial
01:58:22.680 problem
01:58:23.220 even though the
01:58:23.940 initial problem
01:58:24.860 which might be
01:58:25.420 a murder
01:58:25.800 is not an
01:58:26.540 easy thing
01:58:27.020 to solve
01:58:27.560 but I think
01:58:28.420 it's something
01:58:28.880 like that
01:58:29.520 and then
01:58:30.520 the last part
01:58:31.400 of the story
01:58:31.900 is
01:58:32.240 that's William
01:58:34.100 Blake
01:58:34.500 so Adam
01:58:38.780 and Eve
01:58:39.100 have discovered
01:58:39.860 their dead
01:58:40.420 son
01:58:40.780 and
01:58:43.120 Cain
01:58:44.240 has become
01:58:46.120 cognizant
01:58:46.880 I would say
01:58:47.460 of what
01:58:48.140 he did
01:58:48.900 and what
01:58:49.360 he is
01:58:49.880 right
01:58:50.880 so it's
01:58:51.180 another entrance
01:58:51.840 into a form
01:58:52.520 of self-consciousness
01:58:53.560 the self-consciousness
01:58:56.880 that Adam
01:58:57.520 and Eve
01:58:57.820 developed
01:58:58.180 was painful
01:58:58.980 enough
01:58:59.420 they become
01:59:00.420 aware of
01:59:00.800 their own
01:59:01.080 vulnerability
01:59:01.540 and their
01:59:01.860 nakedness
01:59:02.340 and perhaps
01:59:02.860 even their
01:59:03.260 capacity
01:59:03.720 for evil
01:59:04.260 but
01:59:05.020 Cain
01:59:05.740 becomes aware
01:59:06.440 of his
01:59:06.880 voluntary
01:59:10.400 engagement
01:59:11.280 with evil
01:59:11.940 itself
01:59:12.440 and
01:59:13.420 sees that
01:59:14.540 as a
01:59:14.980 crucial
01:59:16.000 human
01:59:17.560 capability
01:59:18.340 and that's
01:59:20.260 something
01:59:20.520 modern people
01:59:21.180 you know
01:59:21.560 it's no wonder
01:59:22.380 we don't take
01:59:22.940 it seriously
01:59:23.460 like I know
01:59:24.040 in the academy
01:59:25.080 and among
01:59:26.620 intellectual circles
01:59:27.680 for decades
01:59:28.400 the idea of evil
01:59:29.340 has been
01:59:29.800 it's like
01:59:30.700 what are you
01:59:31.860 medieval
01:59:33.120 or something
01:59:34.040 you know
01:59:34.460 the whole idea
01:59:35.180 of evil
01:59:35.640 you don't
01:59:36.080 that's a non-starter
01:59:37.280 as an intellectual
01:59:38.200 starting place
01:59:40.240 as a
01:59:40.700 as a topic
01:59:41.700 and that's something
01:59:43.100 that I've just been
01:59:43.940 unable to understand
01:59:44.840 because I cannot
01:59:45.520 understand
01:59:46.140 how you could possibly
01:59:47.360 have more than
01:59:49.820 a cursory knowledge
01:59:51.000 of the history
01:59:51.940 of the 20th century
01:59:53.080 much less
01:59:55.320 a deep knowledge
01:59:56.200 of the history
01:59:56.740 of the 20th century
01:59:57.560 and to walk away
01:59:59.520 with any other
02:00:00.500 conclusion
02:00:01.120 than
02:00:01.540 well
02:00:02.360 good might not
02:00:03.340 exist
02:00:03.880 but evil
02:00:05.240 hey
02:00:05.740 the evidence
02:00:08.180 for that
02:00:08.840 is
02:00:09.480 so overwhelming
02:00:11.920 that
02:00:12.400 that only
02:00:15.900 willful blindness
02:00:16.720 could possibly
02:00:17.540 explain
02:00:19.180 denying it
02:00:20.260 its existence
02:00:21.000 and that was
02:00:25.700 actually
02:00:26.040 a useful
02:00:26.600 discovery
02:00:27.220 for me
02:00:27.840 because I also
02:00:29.220 concluded
02:00:30.620 perhaps
02:00:31.980 that
02:00:32.860 if it was true
02:00:34.220 evil existed
02:00:35.180 then
02:00:35.840 it
02:00:36.440 it was true
02:00:37.520 by inference
02:00:38.220 that its opposite
02:00:38.940 existed
02:00:39.540 because the opposite
02:00:41.500 of evil
02:00:42.120 let's say
02:00:42.660 the evil
02:00:43.000 of the concentration
02:00:43.640 camp
02:00:44.200 let's say
02:00:44.600 or we could get
02:00:45.160 more specific
02:00:45.760 about it
02:00:46.220 we could say
02:00:46.760 there's this one
02:00:47.680 thing that used
02:00:48.220 to happen
02:00:48.580 in Auschwitz
02:00:49.240 where they
02:00:50.480 would take
02:00:51.020 people off
02:00:52.900 the incoming
02:00:54.100 trains
02:00:54.600 those who lived
02:00:55.740 you know
02:00:56.140 that weren't
02:00:56.580 stacked around
02:00:57.320 the outside
02:00:57.960 of the train
02:00:59.000 train
02:01:01.080 cars
02:01:02.900 and you know
02:01:04.160 froze to death
02:01:04.920 because it was
02:01:05.420 too cold
02:01:06.040 you know
02:01:06.340 those who only
02:01:06.960 had to be stuck
02:01:07.640 in the middle
02:01:08.020 where it was
02:01:08.420 warm enough
02:01:08.840 so that
02:01:09.640 maybe the old
02:01:10.300 people died
02:01:11.160 because they
02:01:11.660 suffocated
02:01:12.360 but at least
02:01:12.860 some of them
02:01:13.340 were alive
02:01:14.420 when they made
02:01:15.260 it to Auschwitz
02:01:15.900 and then they
02:01:16.320 took those
02:01:16.700 poor people
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02:01:32.920 like a
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02:01:35.720 thousands
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02:01:38.100 sack
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02:01:46.620 the
02:01:46.900 notion
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02:01:50.140 like
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02:01:50.660 you
02:01:51.120 work
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02:01:52.500 nothing
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02:01:54.900 point
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02:01:55.360 exactly
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02:01:56.580 sacrifice
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02:01:58.720 we're
02:01:58.900 going
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02:01:59.080 make
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02:02:14.980 it's
02:02:15.500 a work
02:02:15.840 of art
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02:02:16.700 for sure
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02:02:20.940 that
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02:02:30.140 the
02:02:30.300 Lord
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02:02:31.600 Nod
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02:02:32.020 the
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02:02:32.320 of
02:02:32.460 Eden
02:02:32.700 and
02:02:35.420 Cain
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02:02:36.100 wife
02:02:36.400 and
02:02:36.560 she
02:02:36.700 conceived
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02:02:44.000 Cain
02:02:44.200 and
02:02:44.320 Abel
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02:02:44.900 only
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02:02:45.500 people
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02:02:48.280 Adam
02:02:48.520 and
02:02:48.640 Eve
02:02:48.780 it's
02:02:48.920 like
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02:02:49.460 these
02:02:49.620 other
02:02:49.820 people
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02:02:50.540 and
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02:02:51.160 make
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02:02:53.600 simple
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02:02:54.920 like
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02:02:56.120 reader
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02:02:58.760 really
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02:02:59.540 the
02:02:59.660 best
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02:03:01.740 I
02:03:02.340 mean
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02:03:05.400 point
02:03:05.680 that
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02:03:06.460 the
02:03:06.600 right
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02:03:07.920 the
02:03:08.100 point
02:03:08.420 and
02:03:09.300 Cain
02:03:09.560 knew
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02:03:09.900 wife
02:03:10.160 and
02:03:10.300 she
02:03:10.460 conceived
02:03:10.900 and
02:03:11.100 bare
02:03:11.280 Enoch
02:03:11.680 and
02:03:11.880 he
02:03:12.040 built
02:03:12.320 the
02:03:12.540 city
02:03:12.800 and
02:03:13.360 so
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02:03:13.880 Cain
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02:03:14.380 builds
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02:03:15.100 cities
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02:03:15.560 starts
02:03:15.860 the
02:03:16.060 civilization
02:03:16.500 and
02:03:16.920 called
02:03:17.160 that's
02:03:17.500 pretty
02:03:17.720 rough
02:03:18.040 too
02:03:18.300 right
02:03:18.580 so
02:03:18.800 it's
02:03:18.980 the
02:03:19.160 first
02:03:19.440 fratricidal
02:03:29.540 Lamech
02:03:29.940 took
02:03:30.220 unto
02:03:30.440 him
02:03:30.620 two
02:03:30.820 wives
02:03:31.160 the
02:03:31.860 name
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02:03:33.180 name
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02:03:33.600 the
02:03:33.700 other
02:03:33.880 Zilla
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02:03:36.400 flesh
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02:03:38.160 describe
02:03:38.660 how
02:03:39.220 culture
02:03:39.640 started
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02:03:41.100 these
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02:03:41.620 communities
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02:03:43.180 bare
02:03:43.420 Jebel
02:03:43.800 and
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02:03:44.440 father
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02:03:50.480 name
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02:03:50.840 Jubel
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02:03:52.260 all
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02:03:53.240 harp
02:03:53.480 and
02:03:53.920 organ
02:03:54.180 and
02:03:54.440 Zilla
02:03:55.020 she
02:03:55.280 also
02:03:55.560 bare
02:03:55.900 Tubal
02:03:56.420 Cain
02:03:56.680 an
02:03:56.880 instructor
02:03:57.400 of
02:03:57.600 every
02:03:58.160 artificer
02:03:58.820 and
02:03:59.020 brass
02:03:59.360 and
02:03:59.520 iron
02:03:59.860 and
02:04:00.840 Tubal
02:04:01.120 Cain
02:04:01.380 traditionally
02:04:03.260 is the
02:04:03.760 first
02:04:04.000 person
02:04:04.400 who
02:04:04.600 makes
02:04:04.920 weapons
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02:04:05.500 war
02:04:05.840 and
02:04:08.420 Lamech
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02:04:09.840 to
02:04:10.000 Lamech
02:04:10.480 a
02:04:12.140 descendant
02:04:12.660 of
02:04:12.920 Cain
02:04:13.620 said
02:04:14.700 unto
02:04:15.000 his
02:04:15.200 wives
02:04:15.480 Ada
02:04:15.800 and
02:04:16.100 Zilla
02:04:16.380 hear
02:04:17.040 my
02:04:17.220 voice
02:04:17.540 ye
02:04:17.720 wives
02:04:18.040 of
02:04:18.200 Lamech
02:04:18.560 hearken
02:04:18.940 unto
02:04:19.140 my
02:04:19.320 speech
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02:04:20.000 I
02:04:20.200 have
02:04:20.340 slain
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02:04:20.960 man
02:04:21.140 to
02:04:21.300 my
02:04:21.480 wounding
02:04:21.880 and
02:04:22.000 a
02:04:22.100 young
02:04:22.300 man
02:04:22.540 to
02:04:22.700 my
02:04:22.880 hurt
02:04:23.100 if
02:04:23.620 Cain
02:04:23.980 be
02:04:24.200 avenged
02:04:24.660 sevenfold
02:04:25.460 truly
02:04:26.140 Lamech
02:04:26.680 seventy
02:04:27.240 and
02:04:27.500 sevenfold
02:04:28.260 well what I see in that is this
02:04:34.100 proclivity of
02:04:36.040 this
02:04:37.020 murderous
02:04:38.180 capacity of
02:04:39.160 Cain
02:04:39.700 as it manifests itself
02:04:41.580 as society
02:04:42.380 develops
02:04:43.460 to
02:04:44.220 to a murderous
02:04:46.180 intent that
02:04:46.800 transcends
02:04:47.540 the mere
02:04:48.420 killing of a
02:04:49.760 brother
02:04:50.200 you
02:04:51.360 you
02:04:51.380 hurt
02:04:51.600 me
02:04:51.860 I
02:04:52.000 hurt
02:04:52.180 you
02:04:52.320 back
02:04:52.680 no
02:04:53.200 you
02:04:53.720 hurt
02:04:53.940 me
02:04:54.140 I
02:04:54.320 I
02:04:54.940 kill
02:04:55.240 you
02:04:55.460 and
02:04:55.620 six
02:04:55.940 other
02:04:56.160 people
02:04:56.520 and
02:04:57.940 the
02:04:58.240 thing
02:04:58.640 that
02:04:58.800 happens
02:04:59.160 after that
02:04:59.620 is
02:04:59.780 to
02:05:00.040 not
02:05:00.240 make
02:05:00.700 it
02:05:00.840 seven
02:05:01.200 people
02:05:01.540 but
02:05:01.720 to
02:05:01.880 make
02:05:02.040 it
02:05:02.180 seventy
02:05:02.760 people
02:05:03.220 and
02:05:03.780 so
02:05:03.920 there's
02:05:04.120 this
02:05:04.300 idea
02:05:04.580 that
02:05:04.780 once
02:05:05.040 that
02:05:05.360 that
02:05:06.400 first
02:05:07.360 murderous
02:05:08.340 seed
02:05:09.440 is
02:05:09.660 sown
02:05:10.180 it
02:05:11.100 has
02:05:11.300 this
02:05:11.520 proclivity
02:05:12.300 to
02:05:12.780 manifest
02:05:13.940 itself
02:05:14.480 exponentially
02:05:15.100 and
02:05:15.860 that's
02:05:16.180 a
02:05:16.460 warning
02:05:16.720 and
02:05:17.060 that's
02:05:17.740 also
02:05:18.020 why
02:05:18.320 I
02:05:18.520 think
02:05:18.800 Tubal
02:05:19.360 Cain
02:05:19.700 who
02:05:20.300 was
02:05:20.420 one
02:05:20.580 of
02:05:20.720 Cain's
02:05:21.060 descendants
02:05:21.500 was
02:05:22.520 the
02:05:22.700 first
02:05:22.920 person
02:05:23.300 who
02:05:23.500 made
02:05:23.820 weapons
02:05:25.040 of
02:05:25.260 war
02:05:25.600 and
02:05:32.640 that's
02:05:33.000 pretty much
02:05:33.520 the story
02:05:34.020 of Cain
02:05:34.420 and Abel
02:05:34.820 and it's
02:05:35.640 a hell
02:05:36.020 of a
02:05:36.280 story
02:05:36.660 as far
02:05:37.880 as I
02:05:38.140 can tell
02:05:38.540 and
02:05:38.780 I
02:05:39.360 think
02:05:39.580 it's
02:05:39.780 worth
02:05:40.060 thinking
02:05:40.460 about
02:05:40.800 pretty
02:05:41.460 much
02:05:41.740 forever
02:05:42.160 because
02:05:42.640 there's
02:05:45.180 so
02:05:45.540 many
02:05:46.320 it's
02:05:46.600 so
02:05:46.860 many
02:05:47.140 it has
02:05:47.440 so
02:05:47.680 many
02:05:47.900 facets
02:05:48.580 you know
02:05:49.120 and
02:05:49.920 I
02:05:50.760 think
02:05:50.980 the
02:05:51.940 most
02:05:53.440 usefully
02:05:55.760 revealing
02:05:56.500 of those
02:05:56.940 facets
02:05:57.360 is
02:05:57.780 the
02:05:58.140 potential
02:06:00.440 for the
02:06:00.940 story
02:06:01.340 once
02:06:01.680 understood
02:06:02.160 to shed
02:06:02.920 light
02:06:03.280 on
02:06:03.660 not
02:06:04.900 your own
02:06:07.140 failure
02:06:07.500 not even
02:06:08.180 on your
02:06:09.380 rejection
02:06:10.100 by being
02:06:11.020 let's
02:06:11.400 say
02:06:11.660 but
02:06:12.940 by the
02:06:13.640 but on
02:06:14.500 the
02:06:15.440 proclivity
02:06:16.820 to
02:06:17.420 murder
02:06:18.600 the
02:06:20.100 best
02:06:20.700 and the
02:06:21.360 best
02:06:21.700 in you
02:06:22.360 for
02:06:23.740 revenge
02:06:24.500 upon
02:06:25.000 that
02:06:25.680 violation
02:06:27.800 because
02:06:30.020 what that
02:06:31.360 means
02:06:31.740 and we
02:06:32.560 know that
02:06:32.920 knowledge of
02:06:33.400 good and
02:06:33.660 evil
02:06:33.840 entered the
02:06:34.280 world
02:06:34.560 so to
02:06:35.040 speak
02:06:35.280 with Adam
02:06:36.140 and Eve's
02:06:36.560 transgression
02:06:37.140 is that
02:06:38.440 now not
02:06:38.940 only does
02:06:39.400 humanity
02:06:39.820 have to
02:06:40.300 contend
02:06:40.720 with
02:06:41.080 tragedy
02:06:42.700 and
02:06:42.980 suffering
02:06:43.440 and
02:06:44.920 even
02:06:45.220 the
02:06:46.140 unharvested
02:06:49.240 fruits of
02:06:49.800 proper
02:06:50.160 sacrifice
02:06:50.700 but
02:06:51.160 with the
02:06:51.840 introduction
02:06:52.280 of
02:06:52.620 real
02:06:53.220 malevolence
02:06:53.980 into the
02:06:54.400 world
02:06:54.700 so
02:06:56.360 there's
02:06:59.840 the fall
02:07:00.440 into
02:07:02.340 history
02:07:02.800 and then
02:07:03.480 there's
02:07:03.680 the discovery
02:07:04.420 of
02:07:04.780 sacrifice
02:07:05.600 as
02:07:06.140 a
02:07:06.500 medication
02:07:07.020 for the
02:07:07.500 fall
02:07:07.840 and then
02:07:08.480 there's
02:07:08.660 a
02:07:08.780 counterposition
02:07:09.580 which is
02:07:10.080 the
02:07:10.340 emergence
02:07:11.040 of
02:07:11.360 malevolence
02:07:12.260 as the
02:07:13.220 enemy
02:07:13.620 of
02:07:13.900 proper
02:07:14.320 sacrifice
02:07:15.080 and
02:07:16.700 that's
02:07:17.040 where
02:07:17.200 we're
02:07:17.380 left
02:07:17.600 at
02:07:17.800 the
02:07:17.940 end
02:07:18.120 of
02:07:18.340 Cain
02:07:19.740 and
02:07:19.840 Abel
02:07:20.120 and
02:07:21.600 that's
02:07:22.400 the
02:07:22.520 end
02:07:22.660 of
02:07:22.780 that
02:07:23.000 lecture
02:07:23.420 thank
02:07:24.360 you
02:07:24.620 all
02:07:29.920 right
02:07:30.200 okay
02:07:31.340 so you've
02:07:32.100 said that
02:07:32.420 one of
02:07:32.740 your
02:07:32.860 moral
02:07:33.200 axioms
02:07:33.840 is that
02:07:34.460 pain
02:07:34.800 is
02:07:34.980 bad
02:07:35.400 and
02:07:36.700 so we
02:07:37.020 should
02:07:37.180 work
02:07:37.400 to
02:07:37.580 eliminate
02:07:37.980 unnecessary
02:07:38.560 suffering
02:07:39.060 isn't
02:07:40.860 this
02:07:41.120 the
02:07:41.520 basis
02:07:41.800 for
02:07:42.120 a
02:07:42.340 secular
02:07:42.700 morality
02:07:43.240 like
02:07:43.620 utilitarianism
02:07:44.620 and
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02:14:22.980 a
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02:14:23.600 Hedwig
02:14:24.080 and
02:14:24.300 the
02:14:24.420 Angry
02:14:24.700 Inch
02:14:25.160 now
02:14:26.020 I
02:14:27.100 thought
02:14:27.360 that
02:14:27.520 was
02:14:27.660 a
02:14:27.820 terrible
02:14:28.140 movie
02:14:28.560 even
02:14:29.240 though
02:14:29.420 I'm
02:14:29.600 perfectly
02:14:29.940 capable
02:14:30.400 of
02:14:30.620 enjoying
02:14:31.060 bizarre
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02:14:33.340 bizarre
02:14:33.620 movie
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02:14:34.480 sure
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02:14:35.600 a
02:14:35.760 terrible
02:14:36.160 bitter
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02:14:45.100 can
02:14:45.200 tell you
02:14:45.440 one
02:14:45.660 bloody
02:14:45.960 thing
02:14:46.200 about
02:14:46.400 that
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02:14:50.940 sure
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02:14:52.560 I
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02:14:54.440 reason
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02:14:55.000 be
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02:14:57.900 the
02:14:58.100 Elementary
02:14:58.960 Teachers
02:14:59.460 Federation
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02:15:17.540 like
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02:15:18.140 be
02:15:18.240 a
02:15:18.360 conspiracy
02:15:19.160 theory
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02:15:25.360 are
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02:15:36.160 like
02:15:36.440 maybe
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02:15:41.920 ask
02:15:42.540 that
02:15:42.780 question
02:15:43.200 properly
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02:15:44.100 you
02:15:44.760 say
02:15:44.980 well
02:15:45.300 the
02:15:46.080 terrible
02:15:46.460 education
02:15:47.020 system
02:15:47.440 the
02:15:47.900 wonderful
02:15:48.360 mother
02:15:48.740 homeschooling
02:15:49.620 right
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02:15:50.300 danger
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02:15:50.860 like
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02:16:09.080 there's
02:16:09.380 some
02:16:09.640 necessity
02:16:11.140 for
02:16:11.480 consensus
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02:16:14.660 something
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02:16:15.200 have
02:16:15.360 to
02:16:15.460 be
02:16:15.580 very
02:16:15.920 aware
02:16:17.120 of
02:16:17.400 and
02:16:17.580 work
02:16:18.020 to
02:16:18.300 prevent
02:16:18.900 right
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02:16:19.880 would
02:16:20.040 say
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02:16:24.100 and
02:16:25.180 you
02:16:25.320 need
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02:16:25.900 like
02:16:26.060 you
02:16:26.180 need
02:16:26.320 a
02:16:26.440 board
02:16:26.660 of
02:16:26.780 advisors
02:16:27.220 or
02:16:27.440 something
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02:16:30.060 to
02:16:30.180 figure
02:16:30.360 out
02:16:30.560 well
02:16:30.700 what
02:16:30.920 what
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02:16:31.640 aim
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02:16:33.800 going to
02:16:33.980 manage
02:16:34.260 that
02:16:34.420 what
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02:16:34.860 you
02:16:34.980 think
02:16:35.180 you
02:16:35.300 can
02:16:35.440 do
02:16:35.640 it
02:16:35.800 even
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02:16:36.840 being
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02:16:37.800 publicly
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02:16:39.180 you
02:16:39.360 think
02:16:39.640 you
02:16:39.800 could
02:16:39.980 do
02:16:40.140 it
02:16:40.260 better
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02:16:41.000 mean
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02:16:42.480 and
02:16:42.640 people
02:16:54.100 made
02:16:54.400 the
02:16:54.560 Tyler
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02:16:55.160 had
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02:16:55.840 a
02:16:55.980 rather
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02:16:56.860 country
02:16:57.400 step
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02:16:58.700 his
02:16:58.860 heels
02:16:59.120 and
02:16:59.340 think
02:16:59.540 I'm
02:16:59.760 not
02:16:59.920 so
02:17:00.100 sure
02:17:00.300 I
02:17:00.460 should
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02:17:01.360 kid
02:17:01.560 to
02:17:01.740 public
02:17:02.020 school
02:17:02.320 anymore
02:17:02.620 and
02:17:02.800 maybe
02:17:03.020 I
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02:17:03.940 in
02:17:04.140 Toronto
02:17:04.520 even
02:17:05.040 you
02:17:05.800 know
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02:17:08.340 is
02:17:08.720 keep
02:17:09.340 an
02:17:09.480 eye
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02:17:09.780 your
02:17:09.940 kids
02:17:10.260 and
02:17:10.440 discuss
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02:17:11.160 them
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02:17:25.900 problem
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02:17:26.420 you
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02:17:27.400 time
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02:17:27.900 the
02:17:28.080 ability
02:17:28.420 to
02:17:28.620 do
02:17:28.740 that
02:17:28.920 that's
02:17:29.160 no
02:17:29.300 simple
02:17:29.640 thing
02:17:30.020 and
02:17:30.740 increasingly
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02:17:31.620 you're
02:17:31.820 unwilling
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02:17:34.000 your
02:17:34.180 children
02:17:34.540 participate
02:17:35.200 in
02:17:35.660 what
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02:17:36.520 increasingly
02:17:37.400 indoctrination
02:17:38.620 and not
02:17:39.080 education
02:17:39.680 thanks
02:17:40.180 to
02:17:40.520 in
02:17:40.960 no
02:17:41.160 small
02:17:41.440 part
02:17:41.740 to
02:17:41.920 the
02:17:42.060 Ontario
02:17:42.460 Institute
02:17:42.960 of
02:17:43.220 Studies
02:17:43.660 on
02:17:43.840 Education
02:17:44.360 which
02:17:44.680 is
02:17:45.160 an
02:17:45.340 institution
02:17:46.280 that
02:17:46.540 I
02:17:46.700 particularly
02:17:47.280 despise
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02:17:48.640 I
02:17:48.800 think
02:17:49.020 that
02:17:49.180 almost
02:17:50.220 all
02:17:50.640 it
02:17:50.760 does
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02:17:51.440 produce
02:17:51.940 indoctrinators
02:17:53.340 of
02:17:53.600 children
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02:17:55.660 not
02:17:55.940 an
02:17:56.120 easy
02:17:56.380 problem
02:17:58.320 to
02:17:58.620 solve
02:17:59.000 so
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02:18:02.320 power
02:18:03.380 to
02:18:03.720 you
02:18:03.960 wanting
02:18:04.340 to
02:18:04.880 put
02:18:07.280 your
02:18:07.480 children
02:18:07.780 in
02:18:08.000 a
02:18:08.140 situation
02:18:08.660 where
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02:18:09.820 indoctrinated
02:18:10.980 but
02:18:11.700 the
02:18:12.020 alternative
02:18:12.560 is
02:18:12.900 very
02:18:13.220 very
02:18:13.580 complicated
02:18:14.760 and
02:18:15.060 difficult
02:18:15.440 so
02:18:16.380 yeah
02:18:18.000 likely
02:18:35.060 you
02:18:36.900 know
02:18:37.100 I
02:18:38.160 would
02:18:38.320 say
02:18:38.620 generally
02:18:39.940 speaking
02:18:40.580 there's
02:18:41.580 a
02:18:41.760 shamanic
02:18:42.360 basis
02:18:42.760 to
02:18:43.220 almost
02:18:44.220 all
02:18:44.580 the
02:18:45.220 religious
02:18:45.580 traditions
02:18:46.140 because
02:18:46.540 that's
02:18:47.780 the
02:18:48.000 milieu
02:18:48.320 out
02:18:48.580 of
02:18:48.700 which
02:18:48.880 the
02:18:49.060 religious
02:18:49.380 traditions
02:18:50.180 emerged
02:18:51.240 now
02:18:51.560 I
02:18:52.040 can't
02:18:52.340 say
02:18:52.500 much
02:18:52.720 more
02:18:52.960 than
02:18:53.140 that
02:18:53.360 because
02:18:53.620 I
02:18:53.800 don't
02:18:54.060 know
02:18:54.400 and no
02:18:56.580 one
02:18:56.740 does
02:18:57.060 that
02:18:57.980 the
02:18:58.340 particularities
02:18:59.080 I mean
02:18:59.300 you might
02:18:59.980 say
02:19:00.260 well
02:19:00.580 is there
02:19:01.840 an
02:19:02.000 illusion
02:19:02.540 to the
02:19:03.160 ingestion
02:19:03.740 of psychoactive
02:19:04.620 chemicals
02:19:05.160 in the
02:19:05.800 Adam and
02:19:06.140 Eve story
02:19:06.700 and people
02:19:07.700 have made
02:19:08.100 that
02:19:08.340 case
02:19:08.700 and
02:19:08.900 there's
02:19:09.280 been
02:19:09.420 powerful
02:19:09.880 cases
02:19:10.340 made
02:19:10.620 so
02:19:10.800 there's
02:19:10.980 a
02:19:11.100 book
02:19:11.260 for
02:19:11.420 example
02:19:11.740 I
02:19:11.900 think
02:19:12.040 it's
02:19:12.200 called
02:19:12.420 Soma
02:19:12.860 by
02:19:13.140 a guy
02:19:13.620 named
02:19:13.840 Gordon
02:19:14.160 Wesson
02:19:14.720 who
02:19:15.300 was
02:19:15.460 the
02:19:15.620 first
02:19:16.180 person
02:19:16.620 an
02:19:16.820 amateur
02:19:17.280 mycologist
02:19:18.040 who
02:19:18.280 was
02:19:18.400 the
02:19:18.540 first
02:19:18.740 person
02:19:19.100 to
02:19:19.260 propose
02:19:19.700 that
02:19:19.940 the
02:19:20.140 Soma
02:19:20.520 of
02:19:20.860 the
02:19:21.120 Hindus
02:19:22.080 was
02:19:23.060 were
02:19:23.620 at
02:19:23.860 Amanita
02:19:24.260 Muscaria
02:19:24.760 mushrooms
02:19:25.180 which
02:19:25.460 is
02:19:25.600 actually
02:19:26.000 a
02:19:26.400 those
02:19:27.080 are
02:19:27.200 the
02:19:27.420 red
02:19:28.180 mushrooms
02:19:28.540 with
02:19:28.720 the
02:19:28.840 white
02:19:29.000 dots
02:19:29.300 that
02:19:29.460 you
02:19:29.560 always
02:19:29.780 see
02:19:29.900 on
02:19:30.020 fairy
02:19:30.260 tales
02:19:30.560 you
02:19:30.700 know
02:19:30.800 the
02:19:30.940 cute
02:19:31.160 ones
02:19:31.460 toadstools
02:19:33.200 flies
02:19:35.240 like to
02:19:35.620 eat
02:19:35.780 them
02:19:35.920 they're
02:19:36.100 called
02:19:36.320 fly
02:19:36.680 agaric
02:19:37.200 also
02:19:37.940 and
02:19:38.200 flies
02:19:38.740 seem
02:19:38.980 to
02:19:39.120 like
02:19:43.840 I have
02:19:44.060 a good
02:19:44.280 book
02:19:44.560 on
02:19:44.760 animal
02:19:45.120 use
02:19:45.420 of
02:19:45.580 psychedelics
02:19:46.280 and
02:19:46.460 more
02:19:46.860 animals
02:19:47.220 use
02:19:47.440 them
02:19:47.600 than
02:19:47.740 you
02:19:47.860 might
02:19:48.040 think
02:19:48.400 but
02:19:49.080 anyways
02:19:49.460 there
02:19:50.040 is
02:19:50.240 some
02:19:50.520 evidence
02:19:51.240 that
02:19:51.580 you
02:19:52.540 know
02:19:52.680 use
02:19:53.740 of
02:19:53.960 the
02:19:55.000 ingestion
02:19:55.620 of
02:19:55.900 fruits
02:19:56.420 let's
02:19:56.840 say
02:19:57.160 metaphorically
02:19:57.980 speaking
02:19:58.420 as
02:19:58.700 an
02:19:58.880 aid
02:19:59.160 to
02:19:59.360 the
02:19:59.560 transformation
02:20:00.040 of
02:20:00.400 consciousness
02:20:00.880 that
02:20:01.200 goes
02:20:01.440 back
02:20:01.700 so
02:20:01.920 far
02:20:02.200 that
02:20:02.700 well
02:20:03.460 forever
02:20:04.580 as far
02:20:05.020 as
02:20:05.220 human
02:20:05.580 beings
02:20:05.880 are
02:20:06.020 concerned
02:20:06.420 but
02:20:07.180 to
02:20:07.500 specifically
02:20:08.740 tie
02:20:09.200 that
02:20:09.500 to
02:20:09.660 the
02:20:09.800 Adam
02:20:10.000 and
02:20:10.100 Eve
02:20:10.260 story
02:20:10.680 I
02:20:11.500 haven't
02:20:11.860 been able
02:20:12.260 to
02:20:12.420 see
02:20:12.620 any
02:20:12.980 evidence
02:20:13.520 that
02:20:13.800 would
02:20:14.360 definitely
02:20:15.160 link
02:20:15.600 them
02:20:15.840 you know
02:20:16.220 there's
02:20:16.880 been a lot
02:20:17.660 of interesting
02:20:18.140 books written
02:20:18.720 about that
02:20:19.260 there's one
02:20:19.760 that was
02:20:20.140 quite a
02:20:20.720 kind of a
02:20:21.820 weird hit
02:20:22.640 in the
02:20:22.980 I think
02:20:23.180 in the
02:20:23.400 early
02:20:23.600 late 60s
02:20:24.620 might have
02:20:24.860 been early
02:20:25.160 70s
02:20:25.660 it sort of
02:20:26.180 got brushed
02:20:26.620 off as a
02:20:27.160 hippie
02:20:27.500 book
02:20:28.080 but it
02:20:28.360 really
02:20:28.520 wasn't
02:20:28.940 it's called
02:20:29.320 the sacred
02:20:29.760 mushroom
02:20:30.140 and the
02:20:30.420 cross
02:20:30.780 that's
02:20:31.540 really
02:20:31.800 that's
02:20:32.600 the sort
02:20:32.880 of book
02:20:33.120 you read
02:20:33.460 and you
02:20:33.620 think
02:20:33.840 huh
02:20:34.660 I don't
02:20:36.600 know
02:20:36.760 I don't
02:20:37.460 know what
02:20:37.700 to do
02:20:37.940 about that
02:20:38.500 I have
02:20:39.020 no idea
02:20:39.360 what to
02:20:39.660 do
02:20:39.800 about
02:20:40.060 that
02:20:40.320 book
02:20:40.620 so
02:20:41.340 that's
02:20:42.580 all I
02:20:42.820 can say
02:20:43.220 about
02:20:43.480 that
02:20:43.820 yeah
02:20:44.900 my
02:20:52.480 questions
02:20:52.900 about
02:20:53.220 martyrdom
02:20:53.840 so
02:20:54.580 what do
02:20:55.980 you think
02:20:56.380 martyrdom
02:20:57.020 or the
02:20:57.380 willingness
02:20:57.660 to suffer
02:20:58.660 and die
02:20:59.200 for what
02:20:59.680 you believe
02:21:00.220 if anything
02:21:01.260 says of
02:21:01.940 the convictions
02:21:02.640 and
02:21:03.460 what do
02:21:04.300 you think
02:21:04.680 is the
02:21:05.060 benefit
02:21:05.460 for the
02:21:05.860 martyr
02:21:06.160 which is
02:21:06.680 at least
02:21:07.020 traditionally
02:21:07.720 immaterial
02:21:08.880 and transcendent
02:21:09.780 good
02:21:10.060 compared to
02:21:10.980 the regular
02:21:11.480 sacrifice
02:21:12.400 or practical
02:21:13.620 sacrifice
02:21:15.000 which is
02:21:15.860 ordered to
02:21:16.400 the future
02:21:16.980 material
02:21:17.760 psychological
02:21:18.480 or economic
02:21:19.300 good
02:21:19.640 man you guys
02:21:22.280 really come up
02:21:22.860 with some
02:21:23.260 wicked
02:21:23.740 questions
02:21:24.400 I think
02:21:30.260 it depends
02:21:30.720 to some
02:21:31.120 degree on
02:21:31.580 how you
02:21:31.900 define
02:21:32.400 martyrdom
02:21:33.160 you know
02:21:34.720 because you
02:21:36.280 could
02:21:36.540 you could
02:21:37.780 define it
02:21:38.300 as
02:21:38.640 the tendency
02:21:41.420 to pathologically
02:21:42.420 self-aggrandize
02:21:43.600 yourself
02:21:44.060 on public
02:21:44.700 display
02:21:45.240 or you
02:21:46.540 could say
02:21:47.040 it's
02:21:47.420 the decision
02:21:48.200 to be
02:21:48.560 immovable
02:21:49.140 about a set
02:21:49.800 of principles
02:21:50.360 right
02:21:50.740 so let's go
02:21:51.220 with that
02:21:51.620 one
02:21:51.880 forget about
02:21:52.780 the first
02:21:53.180 one
02:21:53.480 well I
02:21:55.380 wouldn't
02:21:55.580 recommend
02:21:56.100 it
02:21:56.360 to anyone
02:21:57.160 right
02:21:57.920 in some
02:21:58.580 sense
02:21:58.880 that's a
02:22:06.480 really tough
02:22:06.920 one
02:22:07.220 people
02:22:11.100 asked me
02:22:11.840 I'll make
02:22:12.520 it personal
02:22:12.960 I suppose
02:22:13.360 people asked
02:22:14.080 me
02:22:14.340 when I first
02:22:15.200 got involved
02:22:15.740 in all this
02:22:16.400 political
02:22:16.780 controversy
02:22:17.340 back in
02:22:17.940 September
02:22:18.720 October
02:22:19.260 well they
02:22:20.000 asked me
02:22:20.260 a couple
02:22:20.520 of things
02:22:20.840 they asked
02:22:21.620 me if
02:22:21.880 this was
02:22:22.200 the hill
02:22:22.560 that I
02:22:22.880 really would
02:22:23.400 choose to
02:22:23.840 die on
02:22:24.440 like
02:22:24.920 pronouns
02:22:25.880 and the
02:22:26.980 transgender
02:22:27.520 issue
02:22:28.040 yeah
02:22:30.180 well it's
02:22:30.500 not one
02:22:30.820 I would
02:22:31.480 have
02:22:31.620 picked
02:22:31.900 but I
02:22:33.020 mean
02:22:33.200 it was
02:22:33.540 about
02:22:33.800 language
02:22:34.300 you know
02:22:34.660 and that
02:22:35.320 makes it
02:22:36.080 non-trivial
02:22:36.940 and Bill
02:22:37.420 C-16
02:22:38.000 was passed
02:22:38.560 this week
02:22:38.960 as you
02:22:39.280 know
02:22:39.400 and one
02:22:40.120 of the
02:22:40.320 things
02:22:40.520 that was
02:22:40.720 quite
02:22:40.920 interesting
02:22:41.340 about
02:22:41.600 that
02:22:41.740 and I
02:22:41.980 will
02:22:42.160 answer
02:22:42.420 your
02:22:42.580 question
02:22:42.880 was
02:22:43.140 that
02:22:43.340 Brenda
02:22:43.880 Kossman
02:22:44.400 who
02:22:44.680 was
02:22:44.880 the
02:22:45.160 woman
02:22:45.980 that
02:22:46.200 I
02:22:46.340 debated
02:22:46.700 I
02:22:47.340 think
02:22:47.520 it's
02:22:48.340 one
02:22:49.440 of the
02:22:49.760 persons
02:22:50.580 that I
02:22:50.880 debated
02:22:51.160 didn't
02:22:51.420 like
02:22:51.580 to be
02:22:51.840 referred
02:22:52.140 to
02:22:52.320 was
02:22:52.440 a
02:22:52.540 woman
02:22:52.760 but
02:22:52.940 I
02:22:53.040 didn't
02:22:53.480 think
02:22:53.680 it
02:22:53.780 was
02:22:53.860 Brenda
02:22:54.200 anyways
02:22:55.420 she wrote
02:22:56.520 an op-ed
02:22:57.020 and I
02:22:57.280 believe
02:22:57.520 it was
02:22:57.760 in the
02:22:57.960 Globe
02:22:58.140 and
02:22:58.280 Mail
02:22:58.440 but
02:22:58.600 it
02:23:22.320 like
02:23:22.820 exactly
02:23:23.860 something
02:23:24.240 you
02:23:24.460 might
02:23:24.680 aim
02:23:24.960 for
02:23:25.380 but
02:23:30.800 I
02:23:30.960 think
02:23:31.260 well
02:23:33.200 sometimes
02:23:33.900 you
02:23:34.120 find out
02:23:34.760 in your
02:23:35.160 life
02:23:35.500 maybe
02:23:35.960 that
02:23:36.540 there's
02:23:36.760 something
02:23:37.000 you
02:23:37.240 won't
02:23:37.540 do
02:23:37.920 and
02:23:39.400 one
02:23:39.620 thing
02:23:39.940 and
02:23:40.940 then
02:23:41.080 maybe
02:23:41.280 you
02:23:41.460 just
02:23:41.680 don't
02:23:42.040 do
02:23:42.280 it
02:23:42.440 no
02:23:42.620 matter
02:23:42.840 what
02:23:43.120 the
02:23:43.420 consequence
02:23:43.820 is
02:23:44.300 maybe
02:23:44.960 I
02:23:45.540 don't
02:23:45.920 know
02:23:46.160 because
02:23:46.400 you
02:23:46.720 know
02:23:46.800 I
02:23:46.900 haven't
02:23:47.100 been
02:23:47.240 pushed
02:23:47.500 to
02:23:47.640 that
02:23:47.800 point
02:23:48.020 but
02:23:48.180 there
02:23:48.340 have
02:23:48.560 been
02:23:48.720 people
02:23:49.000 who
02:23:49.240 have
02:23:49.600 been
02:23:49.760 pushed
02:23:50.040 to
02:23:50.140 that
02:23:50.300 point
02:23:50.540 in
02:23:50.700 history
02:23:51.060 and
02:23:51.560 they
02:23:51.700 basically
02:23:52.120 said
02:23:52.540 I
02:23:53.140 don't
02:23:53.260 care
02:23:53.400 what
02:23:53.560 you
02:23:53.700 do
02:23:53.820 to
02:23:53.940 me
02:23:54.040 I'm
02:23:54.220 not
02:23:54.400 doing
02:23:54.660 that
02:23:55.020 and
02:23:56.260 you
02:23:57.220 know
02:23:57.320 maybe
02:23:57.560 some
02:23:57.800 of
02:23:57.880 them
02:23:57.960 were
02:23:58.100 suicidal
02:23:58.580 and
02:23:58.800 some
02:23:59.000 of
02:23:59.080 them
02:23:59.160 were
02:23:59.280 psychotic
02:23:59.800 and
02:24:00.020 some
02:24:00.320 of
02:24:00.400 them
02:24:00.500 had
02:24:00.740 whatever
02:24:01.260 other
02:24:01.520 problems
02:24:01.960 that
02:24:02.160 people
02:24:02.380 might
02:24:02.580 have
02:24:02.840 but
02:24:03.020 yeah
02:24:03.420 I
02:24:03.520 do
02:24:03.660 have
02:24:03.860 this
02:24:04.080 suspicion
02:24:04.560 now
02:24:04.860 and
02:24:04.980 then
02:24:05.140 some
02:24:05.420 of
02:24:05.520 them
02:24:05.620 were
02:24:05.720 just
02:24:05.900 kind
02:24:06.120 of
02:24:06.220 serious
02:24:06.580 about
02:24:06.940 saying
02:24:07.440 no
02:24:07.840 and
02:24:09.040 there's
02:24:09.300 some
02:24:09.460 utility
02:24:09.900 in
02:24:10.120 being
02:24:10.300 serious
02:24:10.700 about
02:24:10.980 saying
02:24:11.320 no
02:24:11.600 and
02:24:12.220 that
02:24:12.760 sort
02:24:13.120 of
02:24:13.240 revealed
02:24:13.620 itself
02:24:14.000 to
02:24:14.180 me
02:24:14.360 I
02:24:14.540 suppose
02:24:14.880 to
02:24:15.100 some
02:24:15.300 degree
02:24:15.620 back
02:24:16.400 in
02:24:16.540 September
02:24:16.920 when
02:24:17.700 I
02:24:18.180 read
02:24:18.380 a
02:24:18.480 piece
02:24:18.660 of
02:24:18.780 legislation
02:24:19.280 that
02:24:19.620 said
02:24:19.940 I
02:24:20.200 would
02:24:20.360 have
02:24:20.600 to
02:24:20.740 use
02:24:21.040 some
02:24:21.360 words
02:24:21.780 that
02:24:22.000 were
02:24:22.160 legislated
02:24:22.780 by
02:24:22.940 the
02:24:23.080 government
02:24:23.420 and
02:24:23.620 I
02:24:23.740 thought
02:24:23.960 there's
02:24:24.360 no
02:24:24.560 goddamn
02:24:25.080 way
02:24:25.400 I'm
02:24:26.400 going
02:24:26.560 to
02:24:26.700 do
02:24:26.860 that
02:24:27.140 under
02:24:27.700 any
02:24:28.180 conditions
02:24:28.900 that
02:24:29.140 I
02:24:29.320 can
02:24:29.500 imagine
02:24:30.000 now
02:24:30.820 there
02:24:31.080 are
02:24:31.240 conditions
02:24:31.720 and
02:24:31.880 I
02:24:32.020 have
02:24:32.140 a
02:24:32.240 pretty
02:24:32.380 good
02:24:32.560 imagination
02:24:32.960 for
02:24:40.300 would
02:24:40.500 be
02:24:40.680 left
02:24:41.020 of
02:24:41.220 me
02:24:41.700 after
02:24:42.420 having
02:24:42.780 done
02:24:43.020 that
02:24:43.340 would
02:24:43.820 no
02:24:43.980 longer
02:24:44.300 be
02:24:44.540 me
02:24:44.900 and
02:24:45.480 I'm
02:24:47.300 not
02:24:47.520 interested
02:24:48.200 in
02:24:48.460 that
02:24:48.700 I
02:24:49.660 know
02:24:49.800 what
02:24:49.960 that
02:24:50.080 would
02:24:50.220 be
02:24:50.340 like
02:24:50.620 I
02:24:51.180 actually
02:24:51.540 do
02:24:51.780 know
02:24:51.960 what
02:24:52.140 that
02:24:52.260 would
02:24:52.400 be
02:24:52.520 like
02:24:52.760 and
02:24:53.240 I'm
02:24:53.360 not
02:24:53.520 interested
02:24:53.860 in
02:24:54.020 that
02:24:54.180 I
02:24:54.560 would
02:24:54.740 rather
02:24:55.080 have
02:24:55.480 whatever
02:24:55.920 else
02:24:56.420 happens
02:24:57.000 happen
02:24:58.120 and
02:24:58.760 people
02:24:59.100 have
02:24:59.300 said
02:24:59.600 to
02:24:59.800 me
02:25:00.000 well
02:25:00.600 you're
02:25:00.820 so
02:25:01.020 courageous
02:25:01.460 for
02:25:01.780 taking
02:25:02.080 this
02:25:02.320 stand
02:25:02.720 it's
02:25:02.940 like
02:25:03.140 yeah
02:25:03.340 well
02:25:03.500 I'm
02:25:03.660 not
02:25:03.820 going
02:25:03.960 to
02:25:04.060 claim
02:25:04.320 any
02:25:04.520 sort
02:25:04.760 of
02:25:04.860 other
02:25:05.040 world
02:25:05.320 courage
02:25:05.700 I
02:25:05.860 can
02:25:05.980 tell
02:25:06.140 you
02:25:06.260 that
02:25:06.460 but
02:25:06.620 I
02:25:06.720 can
02:25:06.880 tell
02:25:07.040 but
02:25:07.380 one
02:25:07.580 thing
02:25:07.780 I
02:25:07.920 do
02:25:08.100 know
02:25:08.260 the
02:25:08.420 difference
02:25:08.760 between
02:25:09.140 these
02:25:09.340 different
02:25:10.000 forms
02:25:10.440 of
02:25:10.600 hell
02:25:10.980 let's
02:25:11.580 put
02:25:11.760 it
02:25:11.880 that
02:25:12.100 way
02:25:12.360 and
02:25:13.040 there's
02:25:13.240 the
02:25:13.380 hell
02:25:13.600 that
02:25:13.860 maybe
02:25:14.460 I
02:25:14.860 might
02:25:15.100 be
02:25:15.380 dragged
02:25:15.680 through
02:25:15.880 if
02:25:16.120 I
02:25:16.280 don't
02:25:18.080 agree
02:25:18.520 don't
02:25:19.740 act
02:25:20.060 in
02:25:20.220 accordance
02:25:20.580 with
02:25:20.800 this
02:25:21.000 law
02:25:21.400 and
02:25:21.980 there's
02:25:22.180 the
02:25:22.300 hell
02:25:22.480 that
02:25:22.660 I
02:25:22.780 would
02:25:22.920 be
02:25:23.060 dragged
02:25:23.360 through
02:25:23.540 if
02:25:23.800 I
02:25:23.980 did
02:25:24.320 act
02:25:24.680 in
02:25:24.820 accordance
02:25:25.120 with
02:25:25.360 the
02:25:25.500 law
02:25:25.640 and
02:25:26.020 I
02:25:26.140 would
02:25:26.300 vastly
02:25:26.880 prefer
02:25:27.440 the
02:25:27.700 first
02:25:27.980 hell
02:25:28.260 to
02:25:28.500 the
02:25:28.680 second
02:25:29.020 and
02:25:29.560 isn't
02:25:29.820 clear
02:25:30.240 to
02:25:30.380 me
02:25:30.500 that
02:25:30.660 that
02:25:30.840 actually
02:25:31.160 constitutes
02:25:31.740 courage
02:25:32.240 is it
02:25:33.940 useful
02:25:34.400 because
02:25:34.660 that's
02:25:34.900 also
02:25:35.120 the
02:25:35.320 question
02:25:35.620 about
02:25:35.860 martyrdom
02:25:36.320 I
02:25:36.460 think
02:25:36.620 it's
02:25:36.780 very
02:25:37.060 useful
02:25:37.520 for
02:25:38.040 people
02:25:38.300 to
02:25:38.520 see
02:25:38.940 that
02:25:39.760 someone
02:25:40.080 will
02:25:40.340 say
02:25:40.660 there's
02:25:41.220 no
02:25:41.560 way
02:25:42.080 there's
02:25:43.440 no
02:25:43.680 conceivable
02:25:44.520 way
02:25:45.040 that
02:25:46.000 you
02:25:46.220 can
02:25:46.440 get
02:25:46.660 me
02:25:46.860 to
02:25:47.020 do
02:25:47.240 that
02:25:47.600 and
02:25:48.740 I
02:25:49.300 thought
02:25:49.600 long
02:25:49.980 and
02:25:50.120 hard
02:25:50.300 about
02:25:50.520 such
02:25:50.780 things
02:25:51.040 too
02:25:51.180 because
02:25:51.420 I've
02:25:51.660 taught
02:25:51.860 very
02:25:52.160 many
02:25:52.400 people
02:25:52.700 to
02:25:52.880 negotiate
02:25:53.400 and
02:25:54.080 one
02:25:54.240 of
02:25:54.360 the
02:25:54.460 things
02:25:54.660 I
02:25:54.800 always
02:25:54.980 teach
02:25:55.260 them
02:25:55.440 is
02:25:55.660 you
02:25:56.240 don't
02:25:56.500 negotiate
02:25:57.040 from a
02:25:57.740 position
02:25:58.080 of
02:25:58.280 weakness
02:25:58.680 because
02:25:59.920 you
02:26:00.060 lose
02:26:00.380 and
02:26:01.380 so
02:26:01.660 if
02:26:02.360 I
02:26:02.580 say
02:26:03.160 no
02:26:03.500 to
02:26:04.040 something
02:26:04.460 and
02:26:04.980 I
02:26:05.100 mean
02:26:05.340 no
02:26:05.740 I
02:26:06.880 mean
02:26:07.260 no
02:26:07.760 I
02:26:08.300 bloody
02:26:08.700 well
02:26:08.940 won't
02:26:09.280 do
02:26:09.480 it
02:26:09.700 and
02:26:10.200 I
02:26:10.360 think
02:26:10.620 that
02:26:10.860 if
02:26:11.520 there
02:26:11.760 are
02:26:11.940 people
02:26:12.320 who
02:26:12.580 also
02:26:13.060 agree
02:26:13.500 that
02:26:13.760 such
02:26:14.060 things
02:26:14.420 aren't
02:26:14.740 appropriate
02:26:15.300 to
02:26:16.380 have
02:26:16.680 the
02:26:17.060 example
02:26:17.540 of
02:26:17.760 someone
02:26:18.080 who
02:26:18.280 says
02:26:18.620 no
02:26:19.000 and
02:26:19.280 means
02:26:19.700 it
02:26:19.960 actually
02:26:20.640 turns out
02:26:21.160 to be
02:26:21.440 useful
02:26:21.860 and
02:26:22.640 so
02:26:22.800 then
02:26:22.980 I
02:26:23.120 would
02:26:23.280 say
02:26:23.640 well
02:26:24.100 that's
02:26:24.420 an
02:26:24.560 inclination
02:26:25.500 in the
02:26:26.040 potential
02:26:26.540 direction
02:26:27.140 of
02:26:27.360 martyrdom
02:26:27.960 and
02:26:29.140 but I
02:26:30.360 don't
02:26:30.580 see
02:26:30.760 how
02:26:30.920 to
02:26:31.060 distinguish
02:26:31.460 that
02:26:31.800 from
02:26:32.300 actually
02:26:32.660 just
02:26:32.960 having
02:26:33.260 the
02:26:33.460 courage
02:26:33.760 of
02:26:33.920 your
02:26:34.040 convictions
02:26:34.520 and
02:26:34.840 so
02:26:35.020 sometimes
02:26:35.740 you
02:26:35.900 might
02:26:36.060 say
02:26:36.240 well
02:26:36.440 a
02:26:36.960 person
02:26:37.360 who
02:26:37.540 has
02:26:37.800 sufficient
02:26:38.260 courage
02:26:38.680 in
02:26:38.840 their
02:26:38.980 convictions
02:26:39.400 will
02:26:39.660 sometimes
02:26:40.180 be
02:26:40.380 put
02:26:40.620 to
02:26:40.820 death
02:26:41.180 well
02:26:42.220 if
02:26:42.340 that's
02:26:42.560 the
02:26:42.700 definition
02:26:43.120 of
02:26:43.280 a
02:26:48.080 thing
02:26:48.300 and
02:26:48.820 one
02:26:49.080 of
02:26:49.160 the
02:26:49.240 things
02:26:49.460 I
02:26:49.600 really
02:26:49.800 liked
02:26:50.060 about
02:26:50.320 Solzhenitsyn's
02:26:51.060 book
02:26:51.220 the
02:26:51.400 Gulag
02:26:51.680 Archipelago
02:26:52.240 which
02:26:52.480 is
02:26:52.600 an
02:26:52.740 I
02:26:53.180 refer
02:26:53.520 to
02:26:53.720 it
02:26:53.840 often
02:26:54.100 is
02:26:54.560 an
02:26:54.700 absolutely
02:26:55.380 staggering
02:26:56.260 book
02:26:56.660 is
02:26:57.360 that
02:26:57.560 he
02:26:58.340 put
02:26:59.140 in
02:26:59.300 many
02:26:59.740 many
02:27:00.040 stories
02:27:00.620 of
02:27:00.840 people
02:27:01.240 who
02:27:01.680 were
02:27:01.800 in
02:27:01.980 the
02:27:02.120 Gulag
02:27:02.520 and
02:27:03.100 they
02:27:03.320 were
02:27:03.460 often
02:27:03.840 religious
02:27:04.260 believers
02:27:04.700 which
02:27:04.900 was
02:27:05.060 a
02:27:05.180 shock
02:27:05.460 to
02:27:05.640 him
02:27:05.800 because
02:27:06.060 he
02:27:06.200 was
02:27:06.340 an
02:27:06.440 atheistic
02:27:06.980 communist
02:27:07.520 when
02:27:07.720 when
02:27:08.220 he
02:27:08.340 first
02:27:08.600 entered
02:27:08.900 the
02:27:09.040 camps
02:27:09.420 they
02:27:10.220 were
02:27:10.340 often
02:27:10.640 religious
02:27:11.020 believers
02:27:11.440 and
02:27:11.960 they
02:27:12.100 were
02:27:12.220 people
02:27:12.580 who
02:27:12.860 said
02:27:13.220 no
02:27:14.000 there
02:27:15.040 were
02:27:15.140 things
02:27:15.380 they
02:27:15.540 would
02:27:15.740 not
02:27:16.060 do
02:27:16.440 they
02:27:16.720 would
02:27:16.880 not
02:27:17.320 participate
02:27:18.000 in
02:27:18.620 what
02:27:18.780 the
02:27:18.940 regime
02:27:19.240 was
02:27:19.460 asking
02:27:19.800 them
02:27:19.980 to
02:27:20.120 do
02:27:20.360 and
02:27:21.240 he
02:27:21.560 you
02:27:22.160 have
02:27:22.360 to
02:27:22.500 read
02:27:22.720 it
02:27:22.860 because
02:27:23.140 the
02:27:23.800 devil
02:27:24.060 is
02:27:24.200 in
02:27:24.320 the
02:27:24.440 stories
02:27:24.840 right
02:27:25.060 the
02:27:25.200 details
02:27:25.540 in
02:27:25.720 the
02:27:25.840 stories
02:27:26.140 but
02:27:26.400 Solzhenitsyn
02:27:28.480 in
02:27:28.820 the
02:27:29.000 camps
02:27:29.380 grew
02:27:29.820 to
02:27:30.380 have
02:27:30.640 tremendous
02:27:31.500 admiration
02:27:32.180 for
02:27:32.460 such
02:27:32.700 people
02:27:33.020 and
02:27:33.540 actually
02:27:33.880 viewed
02:27:34.320 them
02:27:34.620 as
02:27:35.060 exemplars
02:27:36.660 of
02:27:37.540 the
02:27:37.800 mode
02:27:38.540 of
02:27:38.700 being
02:27:39.140 that
02:27:39.560 was
02:27:39.720 necessary
02:27:40.260 for
02:27:40.740 him
02:27:41.080 to
02:27:41.540 escape
02:27:41.980 both
02:27:42.400 the
02:27:42.780 communist
02:27:43.180 propaganda
02:27:43.760 that
02:27:44.160 had
02:27:44.320 shaped
02:27:44.600 him
02:27:44.760 as
02:27:44.920 an
02:27:45.040 individual
02:27:45.380 and
02:27:45.900 also
02:27:46.160 the
02:27:46.380 terrible
02:27:46.740 bitterness
02:27:47.200 and
02:27:48.000 sorrow
02:27:48.440 and
02:27:48.680 anger
02:27:48.980 that
02:27:49.180 he
02:27:49.300 experienced
02:27:49.780 as a
02:27:50.080 consequence
02:27:50.480 of
02:27:50.700 being
02:27:50.880 flung
02:27:51.340 into
02:27:51.640 the
02:27:51.940 terrible
02:27:52.820 concentration
02:27:53.580 camp
02:27:53.980 conditions
02:27:54.480 of the
02:27:54.820 Gulag
02:27:55.100 archipelago
02:27:55.720 so
02:27:56.780 yeah
02:27:59.720 hey doc
02:28:08.020 thanks for
02:28:08.780 staying
02:28:09.140 alive
02:28:09.660 and
02:28:09.980 potentially
02:28:10.520 saving
02:28:11.060 humanity
02:28:11.600 yeah
02:28:13.640 that's
02:28:13.860 good
02:28:14.020 stuff
02:28:14.420 wondering
02:28:15.380 about
02:28:15.660 a couple
02:28:16.120 things
02:28:16.560 firstly
02:28:16.960 who won
02:28:17.460 that
02:28:17.660 childhood
02:28:18.040 fight
02:28:18.500 you
02:28:19.120 kind
02:28:19.360 of
02:28:19.460 let
02:28:19.660 that
02:28:20.000 let
02:28:21.160 that
02:28:21.360 just
02:28:21.580 slide
02:28:22.040 so
02:28:22.400 I'm
02:28:22.700 thinking
02:28:22.880 it was
02:28:23.060 a
02:28:23.160 big
02:28:23.340 L
02:28:23.600 well
02:28:23.860 I
02:28:23.960 can
02:28:24.080 tell
02:28:24.320 you
02:28:24.480 because
02:28:24.720 he
02:28:26.800 was
02:28:27.000 a
02:28:27.160 tough
02:28:27.420 little
02:28:27.660 kid
02:28:28.040 see
02:28:28.740 I
02:28:28.900 don't
02:28:29.060 remember
02:28:29.440 what
02:28:29.700 happened
02:28:30.060 but
02:28:30.280 my
02:28:30.540 remembrance
02:28:31.280 of
02:28:31.700 him
02:28:31.960 was
02:28:32.200 that
02:28:32.320 he
02:28:32.440 could
02:28:32.600 pound
02:28:33.000 me
02:28:33.160 out
02:28:33.300 pretty
02:28:33.560 effectively
02:28:34.280 so
02:28:35.340 yeah
02:28:36.420 yeah
02:28:37.200 his name
02:28:37.820 was
02:28:37.980 Vernon
02:28:38.340 Switchenuk
02:28:39.100 yeah
02:28:40.760 he was
02:28:41.320 a good
02:28:41.960 friend
02:28:42.240 of mine
02:28:42.580 and
02:28:42.860 I
02:28:43.460 think
02:28:43.900 Vernon
02:28:45.020 still lives
02:28:45.560 in Fairview
02:28:46.120 so
02:28:46.380 if
02:28:46.980 he
02:28:48.300 hears
02:28:48.580 of this
02:28:49.000 then
02:28:49.300 maybe
02:28:49.800 he'll
02:28:50.000 remember
02:28:50.320 that
02:28:50.600 too
02:28:50.820 and
02:28:51.580 you
02:28:52.940 know
02:28:53.120 so
02:28:54.560 probably
02:28:55.100 he
02:28:55.340 would
02:28:55.540 have
02:28:55.660 won
02:28:55.920 I
02:28:56.340 didn't
02:28:56.540 win
02:28:56.720 that
02:28:56.980 many
02:28:57.240 physical
02:28:57.640 fights
02:28:57.960 when I
02:28:58.260 was
02:28:58.400 a
02:28:58.520 kid
02:28:58.720 so
02:28:59.160 that's
02:29:00.160 not
02:29:00.300 the only
02:29:00.580 question
02:29:01.040 anyway
02:29:02.660 cool
02:29:03.140 I'm
02:29:04.080 not
02:29:04.240 sure
02:29:04.480 if
02:29:04.720 you
02:29:05.000 if
02:29:05.580 you've
02:29:05.900 actually
02:29:06.260 been
02:29:06.500 asked
02:29:06.720 this
02:29:06.820 before
02:29:07.060 I've
02:29:07.240 missed
02:29:07.380 the last
02:29:07.680 two
02:29:08.160 lectures
02:29:09.100 but
02:29:09.620 I'm
02:29:10.760 wondering
02:29:10.940 what your
02:29:11.200 thoughts
02:29:11.460 are on
02:29:11.880 Tolkien
02:29:12.620 J.R.
02:29:13.260 Tolkien
02:29:13.580 and his
02:29:14.780 work
02:29:15.000 not just
02:29:15.340 Lord of the Rings
02:29:16.000 but the
02:29:16.460 Cimmerillion
02:29:16.980 which is
02:29:17.380 basically
02:29:17.840 like
02:29:18.100 I'm
02:29:18.660 seeing
02:29:19.080 all this
02:29:19.620 and
02:29:19.960 I'm
02:29:20.920 thinking
02:29:21.040 it's
02:29:21.180 like
02:29:21.280 the
02:29:21.440 modern
02:29:22.000 bible
02:29:22.400 in a way
02:29:22.740 it's got
02:29:23.060 the weird
02:29:23.440 names
02:29:23.860 like
02:29:24.080 two
02:29:24.260 ball
02:29:24.520 Cain
02:29:24.880 and all
02:29:25.220 that
02:29:25.400 stuff
02:29:25.720 and
02:29:26.060 specifically
02:29:27.100 when we
02:29:27.920 were talking
02:29:28.260 about
02:29:28.540 Cain
02:29:28.820 just now
02:29:29.380 and how
02:29:30.280 he was
02:29:31.060 this thing
02:29:31.460 is just
02:29:31.680 moving
02:29:31.920 when he
02:29:33.240 was talking
02:29:33.780 about
02:29:34.320 how
02:29:34.860 he felt
02:29:35.900 like
02:29:36.080 betrayed
02:29:36.380 by God
02:29:36.920 and he
02:29:37.280 spent
02:29:37.720 his whole
02:29:38.100 life
02:29:38.460 working
02:29:39.520 to spite
02:29:41.700 him
02:29:41.880 essentially
02:29:42.340 and he
02:29:43.120 kind of
02:29:43.380 set the
02:29:43.640 path
02:29:43.980 forward
02:29:44.380 for the
02:29:44.700 darkness
02:29:45.040 in
02:29:45.300 humanity
02:29:45.800 that's
02:29:47.260 almost
02:29:48.400 exactly
02:29:48.920 Melkor
02:29:49.640 which was
02:29:50.180 in the
02:29:50.680 Cimmerillion
02:29:51.200 basically
02:29:51.640 what spawned
02:29:52.260 everything
02:29:53.200 evil
02:29:53.500 in Middle
02:29:53.840 Earth
02:29:54.120 and
02:29:54.560 Mordor
02:29:55.320 and what
02:29:55.520 not
02:29:55.700 and I
02:29:56.000 don't
02:29:56.080 even
02:29:56.240 know
02:29:56.580 as much
02:29:57.200 as some
02:29:57.420 people
02:29:57.540 but go
02:29:57.820 on
02:29:58.080 Tolkien
02:29:58.420 was a
02:29:59.040 student
02:29:59.880 of
02:30:00.080 mythology
02:30:00.580 and
02:30:00.980 you
02:30:01.540 know
02:30:01.740 the
02:30:02.400 story
02:30:06.520 of
02:30:06.880 The Hobbit
02:30:07.680 is a
02:30:08.160 retelling
02:30:08.700 of Beowulf
02:30:09.440 in large
02:30:09.960 part
02:30:10.240 and that's
02:30:10.960 a dragon
02:30:11.560 slaying
02:30:11.920 myth
02:30:12.240 and
02:30:12.560 so
02:30:14.260 the
02:30:14.960 reason
02:30:16.140 that
02:30:16.400 Tolkien
02:30:16.700 and
02:30:17.500 Rowling
02:30:18.100 for that
02:30:18.500 matter
02:30:18.740 are so
02:30:19.140 popular
02:30:19.660 is because
02:30:20.200 they've
02:30:20.560 done a
02:30:21.020 very good
02:30:21.400 job
02:30:21.720 of
02:30:21.940 making
02:30:22.660 the old
02:30:23.220 myths
02:30:23.680 new
02:30:24.220 and
02:30:25.560 well
02:30:26.600 look what's
02:30:27.120 happened
02:30:27.360 with the
02:30:27.680 Marvel
02:30:28.000 series
02:30:28.520 it's the
02:30:29.020 same
02:30:29.240 thing
02:30:29.640 and with
02:30:30.100 Star Wars
02:30:30.640 and all
02:30:30.900 of that
02:30:31.220 is that
02:30:31.540 you can't
02:30:32.420 not
02:30:32.840 respond
02:30:33.480 to these
02:30:33.980 stories
02:30:34.500 now you're
02:30:35.540 going to
02:30:35.680 find them
02:30:35.980 in one
02:30:36.280 form or
02:30:36.680 another
02:30:36.860 and sometimes
02:30:37.580 well with
02:30:39.240 the biblical
02:30:39.620 stories
02:30:40.060 for example
02:30:40.640 the
02:30:41.480 mythological
02:30:42.360 the meaning
02:30:43.120 of the
02:30:43.440 mythological
02:30:43.940 content
02:30:44.440 has become
02:30:45.080 invisible
02:30:45.580 that's
02:30:46.020 partly
02:30:46.280 the death
02:30:46.740 of God
02:30:47.080 that Nietzsche
02:30:47.480 was referring
02:30:48.040 to
02:30:48.240 but that
02:30:48.800 doesn't
02:30:49.080 mean
02:30:49.240 that
02:30:49.420 the
02:30:49.560 stories
02:30:49.880 themselves
02:30:50.540 vanish
02:30:51.680 because
02:30:52.000 people
02:30:52.280 have
02:30:52.480 an
02:30:52.560 eternal
02:30:52.880 hunger
02:30:53.260 for
02:30:53.580 them
02:30:53.780 now
02:30:54.660 the
02:30:54.880 problem
02:30:55.220 with
02:30:55.480 them
02:30:55.640 emerging
02:30:56.040 in
02:30:56.300 let's
02:30:56.860 say
02:30:57.080 more
02:30:57.620 literary
02:30:58.140 or
02:30:58.840 less
02:30:59.240 sophisticated
02:30:59.860 form
02:31:00.440 let's
02:31:00.820 take
02:31:01.140 the
02:31:01.300 Marvel
02:31:01.580 movies
02:31:02.000 as
02:31:02.200 an
02:31:02.340 example
02:31:02.700 is
02:31:02.940 that
02:31:03.100 they're
02:31:03.520 not
02:31:03.780 surrounded
02:31:04.800 by an
02:31:05.300 articulated
02:31:05.860 culture
02:31:06.560 the same
02:31:07.020 way
02:31:07.160 the
02:31:07.280 biblical
02:31:07.560 stories
02:31:08.080 are
02:31:08.360 so
02:31:08.980 for
02:31:09.180 example
02:31:09.600 they're
02:31:10.660 not
02:31:10.820 surrounded
02:31:11.160 by something
02:31:11.720 like
02:31:12.020 Paradise Lost
02:31:12.880 by John
02:31:13.400 Milton
02:31:13.740 or Dante's
02:31:14.900 Inferno
02:31:15.280 which are
02:31:15.680 works of
02:31:17.400 unlimited
02:31:18.720 depth
02:31:19.500 and so
02:31:20.800 you throw away
02:31:22.460 something of
02:31:23.000 great value
02:31:23.700 and reacquire
02:31:25.320 it in a
02:31:25.740 different place
02:31:26.420 with less
02:31:27.800 value
02:31:28.160 perhaps but
02:31:29.160 more comprehensibility
02:31:30.120 it's not
02:31:30.520 a great trait
02:31:31.560 that is not
02:31:32.460 a critique
02:31:32.880 of Tolkien
02:31:33.400 it's not
02:31:33.780 a critique
02:31:34.120 of anybody
02:31:34.580 who's drawing
02:31:35.100 on mythological
02:31:35.880 stories
02:31:36.780 for their
02:31:37.160 narratives
02:31:37.620 you have
02:31:38.000 to do
02:31:38.220 that
02:31:38.380 to be
02:31:38.580 a good
02:31:38.820 storyteller
02:31:39.360 but
02:31:39.620 it's
02:31:41.440 nice
02:31:41.680 to go
02:31:42.040 as
02:31:42.600 close
02:31:42.820 to
02:31:42.960 the
02:31:43.120 source
02:31:43.400 as
02:31:43.600 you
02:31:43.740 can
02:31:44.020 as
02:31:44.200 well
02:31:44.480 so
02:31:45.180 yeah
02:31:46.380 and
02:31:46.640 the
02:31:46.940 overlaps
02:31:47.500 that
02:31:47.640 you
02:31:47.740 describe
02:31:48.120 well
02:31:48.360 yeah
02:31:48.520 it's
02:31:48.700 exactly
02:31:49.000 what
02:31:49.200 you'd
02:31:49.360 expect
02:31:49.700 because
02:31:50.080 if you
02:31:51.020 deal
02:31:51.200 with
02:31:51.380 great
02:31:51.720 mythological
02:31:52.500 themes
02:31:53.180 you start
02:31:53.680 to get
02:31:53.960 the
02:31:54.260 archetypes
02:31:54.800 are at
02:31:55.020 the
02:31:55.260 bottom
02:31:55.620 of
02:31:55.900 stories
02:31:56.460 and
02:31:57.280 so
02:31:57.540 if
02:31:59.160 the
02:31:59.580 story
02:31:59.840 goes
02:32:00.100 down
02:32:00.440 far
02:32:00.820 enough
02:32:01.080 it
02:32:01.460 runs
02:32:01.820 into
02:32:02.040 the
02:32:02.200 archetypes
02:32:02.840 and
02:32:03.100 that
02:32:03.720 well
02:32:03.860 that
02:32:04.000 was
02:32:04.140 Jung's
02:32:04.480 claim
02:32:04.780 and
02:32:04.980 I
02:32:05.360 think
02:32:05.520 he
02:32:05.640 got
02:32:05.800 that
02:32:06.000 exactly
02:32:06.380 right
02:32:06.740 so
02:32:07.260 last
02:32:15.040 one
02:32:15.580 there's
02:32:19.300 a
02:32:19.420 passage
02:32:19.740 in
02:32:20.020 Paradise
02:32:20.480 Lost
02:32:20.920 where
02:32:21.980 the
02:32:23.040 demons
02:32:23.380 are
02:32:23.620 building
02:32:24.060 pandemonium
02:32:24.900 under
02:32:25.500 mammon's
02:32:27.000 sort of
02:32:27.380 guidance
02:32:27.820 and they
02:32:28.600 crack open
02:32:29.220 the
02:32:29.480 what's
02:32:30.240 not
02:32:30.400 really
02:32:30.620 earth
02:32:30.900 but
02:32:31.200 hell
02:32:31.600 and they
02:32:31.900 take out
02:32:32.300 the
02:32:32.440 gold
02:32:32.800 and they
02:32:33.480 build
02:32:33.740 pandemonium
02:32:34.400 which is
02:32:34.760 the most
02:32:35.560 sophisticated
02:32:36.040 architectural
02:32:36.760 wonder
02:32:37.220 of all
02:32:38.620 time
02:32:38.980 in
02:32:39.440 Milton's
02:32:40.120 language
02:32:40.500 and
02:32:41.460 this
02:32:42.020 conception
02:32:43.220 of
02:32:43.580 taking
02:32:44.340 material
02:32:44.880 and
02:32:45.160 turning
02:32:45.400 it
02:32:45.600 into
02:32:45.840 a
02:32:46.400 temple
02:32:46.920 to
02:32:47.140 oneself
02:32:47.620 was
02:32:49.600 interpreted
02:32:50.060 by
02:32:50.400 Humphrey
02:32:50.740 Jennings
02:32:51.160 who was
02:32:51.700 the
02:32:51.860 founder
02:32:52.100 of
02:32:52.240 the
02:32:52.340 mass
02:32:52.560 observation
02:32:53.020 movement
02:32:53.480 if
02:32:54.140 anyone
02:32:54.320 saw
02:32:54.540 the
02:32:54.680 opening
02:32:54.980 to
02:32:55.260 the
02:32:55.600 Britain's
02:32:56.500 2012
02:32:56.960 games
02:32:57.500 the
02:32:59.500 history
02:32:59.960 of
02:33:00.320 the
02:33:00.660 industrial
02:33:01.080 revolution
02:33:01.640 he
02:33:02.120 said
02:33:02.440 was
02:33:02.780 encapsulated
02:33:03.540 by
02:33:03.840 this
02:33:04.200 passage
02:33:05.000 in
02:33:05.220 Milton
02:33:05.480 where
02:33:06.280 you
02:33:06.420 have
02:33:06.800 demons
02:33:07.720 building
02:33:08.220 a temple
02:33:08.880 for
02:33:09.260 themselves
02:33:09.820 out of
02:33:10.380 matter
02:33:10.700 and that
02:33:11.600 mankind
02:33:11.980 in Milton's
02:33:13.000 language
02:33:13.280 was taught
02:33:14.260 to do
02:33:14.720 this
02:33:15.120 or that
02:33:16.960 they learned
02:33:17.560 it first
02:33:18.120 by this
02:33:18.740 example
02:33:19.220 and it
02:33:20.200 says
02:33:20.300 let not
02:33:20.760 envy
02:33:21.120 that
02:33:21.460 devils
02:33:22.380 have
02:33:22.600 riches
02:33:22.920 in hell
02:33:23.440 and I
02:33:25.060 see
02:33:25.240 things
02:33:25.560 in this
02:33:25.880 one
02:33:26.160 the
02:33:26.440 gnostic
02:33:27.200 idea
02:33:27.700 that
02:33:27.920 somehow
02:33:28.140 the
02:33:28.360 world
02:33:28.800 itself
02:33:29.320 that
02:33:29.600 we
02:33:29.840 inhabit
02:33:30.220 is
02:33:30.560 hell
02:33:31.260 and that
02:33:31.960 matter
02:33:32.840 is not
02:33:33.560 our true
02:33:34.200 place
02:33:35.140 of existence
02:33:36.240 but somewhere
02:33:36.920 sort of
02:33:37.640 platonic
02:33:38.240 and also
02:33:39.560 the
02:33:39.860 Faustian
02:33:40.740 sort of
02:33:41.140 bargain
02:33:41.500 that people
02:33:42.640 made around
02:33:43.240 1666
02:33:44.140 to get a
02:33:45.800 world of
02:33:46.240 stuff
02:33:46.860 and things
02:33:47.860 and possessions
02:33:48.640 by losing
02:33:50.640 the soul
02:33:51.920 or what
02:33:53.580 existed before
02:33:54.180 that
02:33:54.400 and I
02:33:54.680 wonder if
02:33:55.280 that
02:33:55.480 I play
02:33:56.440 with that
02:33:56.720 a lot
02:33:56.960 in my
02:33:57.220 own
02:33:57.380 thought
02:33:57.640 and I
02:33:57.920 wonder if
02:33:58.220 that's
02:33:58.420 something
02:33:58.620 that you
02:33:58.940 found in
02:33:59.460 Milton
02:33:59.680 and what
02:34:00.560 you think
02:34:00.920 of that
02:34:01.180 passage
02:34:01.500 in particular
02:34:02.120 well Milton
02:34:02.980 was definitely
02:34:03.460 a prophetic
02:34:04.080 voice
02:34:04.700 right
02:34:05.820 and I
02:34:06.120 think
02:34:06.640 that's
02:34:07.240 a perfectly
02:34:08.540 reasonable
02:34:09.160 retelling
02:34:10.200 of that
02:34:10.720 section
02:34:11.860 it's also
02:34:12.760 very much
02:34:13.180 akin to
02:34:13.700 the story
02:34:14.140 of the
02:34:14.400 Tower of
02:34:14.780 Babel
02:34:15.200 which we'll
02:34:15.920 talk about
02:34:16.340 next week
02:34:16.920 see the
02:34:25.680 problem
02:34:26.060 with
02:34:26.320 the
02:34:26.780 problem
02:34:27.160 god
02:34:28.160 it's so
02:34:28.540 complicated
02:34:29.060 see what
02:34:29.480 one of the
02:34:29.820 things that
02:34:30.220 Jung said
02:34:30.860 about
02:34:31.180 the
02:34:31.700 transformation
02:34:32.200 of
02:34:32.780 the first
02:34:33.940 millennium
02:34:34.540 of
02:34:34.760 Christianity
02:34:35.300 into
02:34:35.720 let's say
02:34:36.180 the second
02:34:36.600 millennium
02:34:37.040 of
02:34:37.180 Christianity
02:34:37.620 was that
02:34:38.080 Christianity
02:34:38.520 had promised
02:34:39.560 something like
02:34:40.920 redemption
02:34:41.400 universal redemption
02:34:42.520 from suffering
02:34:43.300 maybe in the
02:34:45.040 afterlife
02:34:45.400 but that was
02:34:46.160 kind of a
02:34:46.540 cop out
02:34:47.000 let's say
02:34:48.060 because it
02:34:48.480 didn't really
02:34:48.880 solve the
02:34:49.420 problem of
02:34:49.860 suffering
02:34:50.180 here and
02:34:50.580 now
02:34:50.820 and Jung
02:34:51.520 believed
02:34:51.920 that
02:34:52.140 as
02:34:53.420 people
02:34:54.920 had
02:34:55.260 although
02:34:56.000 it did
02:34:56.760 many
02:34:57.000 positive
02:34:58.100 things
02:34:58.540 let's not
02:34:59.320 forget that
02:35:00.980 it civilized
02:35:01.760 people in a
02:35:02.300 way that
02:35:02.560 they hadn't
02:35:02.920 been before
02:35:03.460 or you
02:35:03.980 could make
02:35:04.280 that case
02:35:04.740 but then
02:35:05.720 there's
02:35:05.960 this
02:35:06.140 underground
02:35:06.780 at the
02:35:08.900 same time
02:35:09.320 there's
02:35:09.540 this
02:35:09.760 denial
02:35:10.300 of
02:35:10.680 the
02:35:11.040 utility
02:35:11.500 of
02:35:11.780 material
02:35:12.260 reality
02:35:12.720 that
02:35:12.920 went
02:35:13.080 along
02:35:13.340 with
02:35:13.500 the
02:35:13.680 spiritualization
02:35:14.560 of
02:35:14.820 mankind
02:35:15.180 in that
02:35:15.740 in that
02:35:16.140 first
02:35:16.520 in that
02:35:16.940 Christian
02:35:17.360 millennium
02:35:17.840 there was
02:35:19.180 value left
02:35:20.060 in material
02:35:20.760 because it
02:35:21.620 had been
02:35:21.920 ignored
02:35:22.360 and so
02:35:23.620 then
02:35:23.920 Jung
02:35:24.280 believed
02:35:24.700 that
02:35:24.980 the
02:35:25.340 collective
02:35:26.880 unconscious
02:35:27.460 broadly speaking
02:35:28.900 began to be
02:35:30.260 attracted
02:35:30.740 to what had been
02:35:31.960 rejected
02:35:32.560 by the
02:35:33.020 hyper-spiritualization
02:35:34.220 and started
02:35:35.140 to question
02:35:36.260 whether or not
02:35:36.900 additional value
02:35:37.800 could be extracted
02:35:38.640 from the
02:35:39.220 material
02:35:39.720 maybe
02:35:40.380 maybe
02:35:40.400 as
02:35:40.680 adjunct
02:35:41.880 to the
02:35:42.220 spiritual
02:35:42.680 because
02:35:43.200 maybe
02:35:43.480 true
02:35:43.880 redemption
02:35:44.300 was
02:35:44.560 something
02:35:44.780 like
02:35:44.980 a
02:35:45.140 proper
02:35:45.560 meeting
02:35:46.020 of
02:35:46.240 the
02:35:46.400 spiritual
02:35:46.840 and the
02:35:47.120 material
02:35:47.480 which
02:35:47.980 wasn't
02:35:48.400 something
02:35:49.000 that
02:35:49.200 seemed
02:35:49.420 to be
02:35:49.800 part and
02:35:50.240 parcel
02:35:50.480 of
02:35:50.680 Christian
02:35:51.060 doctrine
02:35:52.040 up to
02:35:52.820 that
02:35:53.020 point
02:35:53.340 now
02:35:54.900 maybe
02:35:56.440 what
02:35:56.700 Milton
02:35:57.040 was
02:35:57.240 warning
02:35:57.500 against
02:35:57.880 was
02:35:58.100 a
02:35:58.280 swing
02:35:58.560 too
02:35:58.800 far
02:35:59.280 right
02:35:59.680 and
02:36:00.480 I
02:36:00.840 think
02:36:01.020 Milton's
02:36:01.500 point
02:36:01.820 is
02:36:02.020 well
02:36:02.240 taken
02:36:02.560 because
02:36:02.840 one
02:36:03.100 of
02:36:03.220 the
02:36:03.340 things
02:36:03.620 that's
02:36:04.340 worth
02:36:04.800 noting
02:36:05.400 is
02:36:05.660 that
02:36:05.900 you can
02:36:06.700 be
02:36:06.840 perfectly
02:36:07.240 miserable
02:36:07.740 in a
02:36:08.100 house
02:36:08.340 of
02:36:08.540 gold
02:36:08.940 right
02:36:10.020 I mean
02:36:10.500 I've
02:36:10.720 known
02:36:10.940 very
02:36:11.200 many
02:36:11.460 wealthy
02:36:11.800 people
02:36:12.240 very
02:36:12.560 very
02:36:12.820 wealthy
02:36:13.140 people
02:36:13.520 and
02:36:13.760 the
02:36:15.000 problem
02:36:15.460 see
02:36:16.460 the
02:36:16.640 thing
02:36:16.860 is
02:36:17.040 is
02:36:17.160 that
02:36:17.300 money
02:36:17.520 just
02:36:17.760 doesn't
02:36:18.060 solve
02:36:18.460 that
02:36:18.720 many
02:36:18.980 problems
02:36:19.500 that
02:36:19.740 people
02:36:20.020 have
02:36:20.420 people
02:36:21.280 wish
02:36:21.620 it
02:36:21.800 would
02:36:22.140 people
02:36:23.220 who
02:36:23.360 want
02:36:23.520 to be
02:36:23.700 rich
02:36:23.960 think
02:36:24.220 it
02:36:24.360 will
02:36:24.540 and
02:36:24.960 the
02:36:25.100 people
02:36:25.340 who
02:36:25.480 want
02:36:25.680 to
02:36:25.760 redistribute
02:36:26.260 money
02:36:26.560 think
02:36:26.880 it
02:36:27.020 will
02:36:27.180 and
02:36:27.380 I
02:36:27.720 know
02:36:27.900 that
02:36:28.060 there's
02:36:28.280 nothing
02:36:28.560 to be
02:36:29.200 said
02:36:29.440 for
02:36:29.860 abject
02:36:30.260 poverty
02:36:30.720 but
02:36:31.320 the
02:36:31.440 problem
02:36:31.720 is
02:36:31.960 that
02:36:32.280 there
02:36:32.960 are
02:36:33.640 many
02:36:34.000 serious
02:36:34.560 problems
02:36:35.100 that
02:36:35.360 human
02:36:35.600 beings
02:36:35.960 have
02:36:36.280 that
02:36:37.120 matter
02:36:37.980 material
02:36:39.600 comfort
02:36:41.020 alone
02:36:41.460 does
02:36:42.180 nothing
02:36:42.780 to
02:36:43.040 address
02:36:43.560 or
02:36:44.540 almost
02:36:44.960 nothing
02:36:45.380 you
02:36:46.040 can
02:36:46.160 be
02:36:46.280 perfectly
02:36:46.920 you
02:36:47.400 can
02:36:47.500 have
02:36:47.620 a
02:36:47.780 perfectly
02:36:48.200 miserable
02:36:48.800 family
02:36:49.220 life
02:36:49.600 and
02:36:50.060 20
02:36:50.440 million
02:36:50.760 dollars
02:36:51.160 and
02:36:52.240 the
02:36:52.440 buffer
02:36:52.860 that
02:36:53.140 the
02:36:53.300 20
02:36:53.540 million
02:36:53.860 dollars
02:36:54.320 puts
02:36:55.020 between
02:36:55.420 you
02:36:55.640 and
02:36:55.760 the
02:36:55.860 misery
02:36:56.200 is
02:36:56.900 sometimes
02:36:57.780 it's
02:36:58.060 not
02:36:58.200 even
02:36:58.380 a
02:36:58.500 buffer
02:36:58.720 it's
02:36:58.940 a
02:36:59.040 magnifier
02:36:59.600 so
02:37:01.340 Milton
02:37:03.380 would
02:37:03.800 warn
02:37:04.140 against
02:37:04.660 the
02:37:06.300 creation
02:37:06.880 of
02:37:07.420 even
02:37:08.640 the
02:37:08.820 idea
02:37:09.160 of
02:37:09.320 a
02:37:09.440 material
02:37:09.880 utopia
02:37:10.480 even
02:37:10.880 in
02:37:11.120 principle
02:37:11.640 something
02:37:12.620 Dostoevsky
02:37:13.280 also
02:37:13.580 recognized
02:37:14.180 as
02:37:14.420 an
02:37:14.700 error
02:37:14.980 you
02:37:15.900 cannot
02:37:16.420 solve
02:37:16.940 the
02:37:17.140 problem
02:37:17.580 in
02:37:18.140 that
02:37:18.460 manner
02:37:18.880 and
02:37:19.380 maybe
02:37:19.560 the
02:37:19.820 demonic
02:37:20.360 idea
02:37:20.960 is
02:37:22.920 that
02:37:23.280 is
02:37:24.260 propaganda
02:37:25.120 that
02:37:25.660 you
02:37:25.840 could
02:37:26.260 now
02:37:27.660 maybe
02:37:28.000 maybe
02:37:28.940 there
02:37:29.160 is
02:37:29.340 a
02:37:29.480 balance
02:37:29.800 of
02:37:29.980 some
02:37:30.160 sort
02:37:30.380 because
02:37:30.580 I
02:37:30.740 don't
02:37:31.120 understand
02:37:31.680 if
02:37:31.900 we
02:37:32.160 were
02:37:32.280 going
02:37:32.460 to
02:37:32.600 build
02:37:32.820 the
02:37:33.040 city
02:37:33.280 of
02:37:33.480 God
02:37:33.860 let's
02:37:34.360 say
02:37:34.600 well
02:37:35.600 a
02:37:35.940 huge
02:37:36.380 part
02:37:36.880 of
02:37:37.020 the
02:37:37.220 endeavor
02:37:37.600 would
02:37:37.840 have
02:37:38.040 to
02:37:38.160 be
02:37:38.300 spiritual
02:37:38.800 and
02:37:39.380 to
02:37:39.880 me
02:37:40.100 that
02:37:40.300 a
02:37:40.680 huge
02:37:40.900 part
02:37:41.120 of
02:37:41.200 that
02:37:41.360 would
02:37:41.520 be
02:37:41.740 it
02:37:42.320 would
02:37:42.440 have
02:37:42.640 to
02:37:42.760 be
02:37:42.900 something
02:37:43.220 predicated
02:37:43.880 if
02:37:44.740 not
02:37:44.980 on
02:37:45.220 truth
02:37:45.540 at
02:37:45.800 least
02:37:46.120 not
02:37:46.880 at
02:37:47.520 least
02:37:47.740 on
02:37:47.940 the
02:37:48.100 willingness
02:37:48.460 of
02:37:49.000 people
02:37:49.320 not
02:37:49.680 to
02:37:49.880 lie
02:37:50.280 to
02:37:50.480 one
02:37:50.680 another
02:37:58.940 gilding
02:37:59.500 a
02:37:59.700 corpse
02:38:00.140 right
02:38:01.140 and
02:38:01.400 I
02:38:01.660 think
02:38:01.880 that's
02:38:02.260 partly
02:38:02.960 what
02:38:03.200 Milton
02:38:03.580 was
02:38:04.560 warning
02:38:04.900 against
02:38:05.400 I
02:38:05.760 mean
02:38:05.980 Milton
02:38:06.780 was
02:38:06.980 doing
02:38:07.200 many
02:38:07.500 more
02:38:07.740 things
02:38:08.100 than
02:38:08.280 he
02:38:08.460 knew
02:38:08.760 of
02:38:09.020 course
02:38:09.220 because
02:38:09.520 he
02:38:09.680 was
02:38:09.900 a
02:38:10.400 poetic
02:38:10.700 genius
02:38:11.140 of
02:38:11.460 incalculable
02:38:12.960 genius
02:38:14.700 right
02:38:16.620 right
02:38:17.120 right
02:38:17.540 right
02:38:18.040 so
02:38:18.320 well
02:38:18.720 you've
02:38:18.940 obviously
02:38:19.260 thought
02:38:19.580 about
02:38:19.820 such
02:38:20.060 things
02:38:20.420 very
02:38:21.080 much
02:38:21.360 so
02:38:21.540 that
02:38:21.700 was
02:38:21.860 a
02:38:21.960 very
02:38:22.100 good
02:38:22.300 question
02:38:22.760 so
02:38:23.640 all
02:38:24.180 right
02:38:24.360 everyone
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