The Jordan B. Peterson Podcast - The Main Themes： 12 Rules for Life

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00:01:21.140 Welcome to Season 2, Episode 19 of the Jordan B. Peterson Podcast.

00:01:34.480 I'm Mikayla Peterson, dad's daughter, collaborator, and most attractive offspring.

00:01:39.900 Updates first. Mom is still stable.

00:01:42.740 We're actually much more hopeful this week, and things seem to be okay.

00:01:46.040 She's still in the hospital. She's incredibly bored, but things seem to be stable.

00:01:50.140 I actually think everything's going to be okay.

00:01:52.840 And over the last 10 weeks, there were periods of time, if not the majority of the time,

00:01:57.700 where things really didn't seem like they were going to be okay.

00:02:01.760 So, things are good right now.

00:02:04.220 Maybe it's because thousands of people were praying for us.

00:02:06.720 So, thank you for that.

00:02:08.040 Anyway, I'm in a much better mood now.

00:02:10.540 Everyone seems a lot more stable.

00:02:12.720 Maybe there will be more humor entwined into this little intro.

00:02:15.340 Who knows?

00:02:15.880 Or maybe my mood is good because I'm at 72 hours into a 96-hour fast.

00:02:20.760 I'm amped, guys. Pumped.

00:02:23.080 My ketones are at 4.7.

00:02:24.740 My noradrenaline is through the roof, and I feel like a superhuman right now.

00:02:28.160 Could hunt me a bear, though. I'm kind of hungry.

00:02:30.500 I filmed a Q&A for YouTube last night, and my extra energy is evident there.

00:02:34.300 Pretty cool.

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00:02:41.420 This week's episode is one of my dad's 12 Rules for Life lectures,

00:02:45.680 recorded in Ottawa, Canada, at Centrepoint Theatre on July 23, 2018.

00:02:52.240 When we return, Jordan Peterson's 12 Rules for Life lecture from July 23, 2018.

00:03:04.700 Please welcome my father, Dr. Jordan B. Peterson.

00:03:07.280 Thank you.

00:03:11.960 Thank you.

00:03:14.240 It's very nice to be here, to see all of you here.

00:03:18.560 And I've been thinking a lot about what I'm going to talk about tonight.

00:03:22.620 Thinking more today than usual, I would say.

00:03:25.140 I was, you know, thinking about the fact that I was in Ottawa,

00:03:31.920 in the centre of the political structure in Canada.

00:03:34.820 I thought what would be the most appropriate topic to address here.

00:03:39.860 And I thought that I would talk, I thought about it for a good while,

00:03:44.700 and I thought I would talk about the relationship between responsibility and meaning.

00:03:49.260 Because I think that that's the core idea in 12 Rules for Life, I think,

00:03:56.720 is something like the relationship between responsibility and meaning.

00:04:00.600 And usually what I do in these lectures is pick a rule, or two, or three, or ten,

00:04:05.780 and try to go into them a little more deeply than I have with each talk or with my book.

00:04:11.740 But I think I'm going to do something different tonight.

00:04:14.880 I think I'm going to go right underneath the book itself and talk about its main themes.

00:04:20.040 And these are probably the themes that I've been working on for the last 30 years,

00:04:24.440 that I developed, first of all, in my book, Maps of Meaning,

00:04:28.920 which, by the way, is out in audio form.

00:04:31.620 Some of you might be interested in that.

00:04:33.280 If you found 12 Rules for Life helpful,

00:04:35.240 and you'd like to continue to explore the ideas that are in there,

00:04:38.680 you could try Maps of Meaning, which is a much more difficult book.

00:04:42.080 But, hypothetically, it might be worth the effort.

00:04:46.740 That's obviously something you have to decide.

00:04:49.460 But I think the audio version, which I recorded and released June 12th,

00:04:54.160 makes it more accessible.

00:04:57.100 Both of those books deal with meaning.

00:04:59.720 Maps of Meaning, obviously, given that that's the title.

00:05:02.300 But 12 Rules for Life as well,

00:05:04.160 because meaning is the antidote to chaos, right?

00:05:07.920 Fundamentally.

00:05:08.680 And so the question then, at least to some degree, is,

00:05:12.660 is there any such thing as meaning, perhaps?

00:05:15.240 Is that, is it a reliable phenomenon?

00:05:19.520 And what exactly is it, if it has some existence?

00:05:27.340 So, those are the things we're going to talk about tonight.

00:05:30.940 And I'm going to think about all of this.

00:05:32.860 So, the first thing I thought I would tell you about is a dream I had a long time ago.

00:05:41.680 And I don't exactly remember the circumstances of the dream.

00:05:46.060 But, I'll tell you what the dream, what the image in the dream was.

00:05:51.800 Now, you might ask, well, why would anybody tell you about a dream?

00:05:55.720 And there's lots of reasons for that.

00:05:58.180 Like, dreams are the birthplace of thought.

00:06:00.300 But, that's a nice statement, you know, it's a nice poetic statement.

00:06:05.480 But it's also true.

00:06:06.680 Your thoughts don't just spring into your head fully formed.

00:06:10.580 You know, a thought is a complicated thing.

00:06:13.320 And, you know, they seem sort of magical.

00:06:16.040 You're sitting there, and all of a sudden, there's words in your head.

00:06:18.560 And, where'd they come from?

00:06:20.160 Well, you don't know.

00:06:21.180 And, you kind of think you thought them up.

00:06:22.980 But, that might even be true, but it's not much of an explanation.

00:06:33.780 You know, and it's a tenet of psychoanalytic thinking, especially of the Jungian version.

00:06:38.580 But, also with regards to Freud, that articulated thoughts emerge out of a substrate that's basically dreamlike.

00:06:47.160 So, you can think, there's the world out there that you don't understand.

00:06:51.380 The world that's deep beyond your comprehension.

00:06:54.080 And then, there's the articulated world that you live in, that consists of the thoughts that you have at hand.

00:07:00.420 Many of them verbalized, but not all of them, but many of them.

00:07:03.860 And then, there's an intermediary between what you know and what you don't know.

00:07:09.080 And, that intermediary is composed of the dream.

00:07:12.960 And, the dream is actually the dream, but it's also the daydream.

00:07:18.200 And, it's also literature, and art, and mythology, and music, and ritual, and dance, and all those things that we participate in, that are sort of dreamlike.

00:07:29.540 And, so, you have the unknown itself, and then you have the zone of the dream, and then you have articulated thought.

00:07:37.400 And, partly why psychoanalytically minded psychotherapists are interested in the dream, is because,

00:07:45.680 and this is, again, particularly true of the followers of Carl Jung, I would say.

00:07:49.500 And, his investigations into dreams, is that, a dream is mysterious, not because it's trying to be mysterious.

00:07:57.880 But, a dream is mysterious because, it's trying to solve a really complicated problem.

00:08:02.760 And, it's a problem that you can't solve.

00:08:04.600 You don't understand the solution.

00:08:06.780 And, so, what the dream is doing, is putting forth the best solution it can manage.

00:08:10.680 And, it's mysterious because, it's not fully articulated yet.

00:08:15.120 It's not a fully fledged thought.

00:08:17.160 It's half nature, and half you, something like that.

00:08:20.780 But, one of the advantages of interpreting dreams, is that, you can maybe speed the process by which,

00:08:30.440 the dream image becomes fully articulated reality, by engaging in conscious analysis of the contents.

00:08:39.180 It's a contentious hypothesis.

00:08:42.400 Not everyone believes that dreams are meaningful.

00:08:44.500 But, why would you have them, if they're not good for something?

00:08:48.900 You spend lots of time at night dreaming.

00:08:50.900 You spend lots of the time during the day dreaming.

00:08:53.620 Your imagination can obviously construct up the world.

00:08:56.580 And, the imagination is the place of new inspiration.

00:08:59.760 And, the idea that dreams have some functional utility and some significance is not,

00:09:05.100 I think it's the appropriate default hypothesis.

00:09:11.540 Animals dream.

00:09:13.960 Dreams are old.

00:09:16.040 If you are not allowed to dream, you go insane.

00:09:19.120 Those experiments have been done.

00:09:21.320 And, so, dreams are doing something.

00:09:23.340 You can be sure of that.

00:09:24.300 And, then, if it's true that there's some continuity between the dream, say, and mythology and literature,

00:09:33.600 which I think is a very solid hypothesis,

00:09:38.300 then, we obviously also believe that it's useful to do such things as study literature,

00:09:44.480 and criticize literature, and interpret it.

00:09:46.220 You read a book, and there's something to reading it.

00:09:48.240 And, that's sort of like a waking and conscious dream that's constructed by more than one person, right?

00:09:53.680 Because, the author has dreamed up the book.

00:09:55.640 And, then, while you're reading the book, you're dreaming up the book yourself.

00:09:59.720 So, it's a social dream.

00:10:01.900 But, then, you might talk about the book, and you might think about it.

00:10:04.720 And, you might think about the moral of the story, for example, and the significance of it.

00:10:08.880 And, with great book, you might do that for centuries.

00:10:11.220 Trying to extract out what the wisdom is that's coded in the book.

00:10:15.680 And, so, there's no reason to assume you couldn't do the same thing with dreams.

00:10:20.140 And, it's certainly been the case that, in my clinical, in my personal life, and in my clinical practice,

00:10:26.720 the analysis of dreams has been unbelievably useful.

00:10:30.640 So, now, Jung was interested in the analysis of dreams,

00:10:34.440 particularly when people were facing a problem they couldn't solve.

00:10:37.800 Because, his hypothesis was the dream was a problem-solving mechanism.

00:10:41.940 And, it was sort of, in some sense, independent of the dreamer.

00:10:46.340 You know, you can't just dream up anything you want.

00:10:48.400 A dream just happens to you.

00:10:49.780 It's sort of like you're an observer of it.

00:10:51.800 It's a process of nature that manifests itself within you.

00:10:56.220 And, you serve as the observer.

00:10:57.660 And, it was Jung's contention that a dream never lied.

00:11:02.160 And, that's helpful.

00:11:03.340 It would be really helpful if that was true.

00:11:04.900 If there was something going on inside you that was actually dead honest, that you could rely on.

00:11:09.660 Even if it was mysterious.

00:11:10.800 Because, sometimes, when you're cast adrift and you don't know what to do,

00:11:14.220 then you need something that you can rely on to guide you.

00:11:17.100 And, dreams do perform that function.

00:11:19.940 And, one of Jung's propositions was that dreams shed light precisely on that which either you don't know,

00:11:26.220 or that you're unwilling to know.

00:11:27.920 And, I would say that the neurological evidence, neuropsychological evidence that's been accreted since the time Carl Jung was writing about dreams,

00:11:36.440 actually suggests that something like that, something quite like that, is the case.

00:11:40.500 So, for example, it does look like your right hemisphere, which seems to be more involved in the dreaming process,

00:11:46.660 is, in fact, designed, in some sense, to deal with things that your left hemisphere,

00:11:53.440 with its more articulated notion of reality, either can't or won't face.

00:11:59.200 And so, I think the things that I'm telling you are on solid ground, insofar as such things can be on solid ground.

00:12:07.060 So, I had this dream, when I was working on a complicated problem.

00:12:11.300 And, here was the vision.

00:12:13.300 You've all seen, I suspect, that da Vinci drawing, the Vitruvian man.

00:12:18.320 You know, so it's man.

00:12:19.420 Everyone knows this drawing for some reason.

00:12:21.120 It's not really obvious why.

00:12:22.320 So, man is stretched out like this.

00:12:24.400 He's nude.

00:12:24.920 And he's inscribed in a square, and the square is inside a circle.

00:12:27.720 And it's actually an architectural drawing.

00:12:29.900 I was looking it up just before tonight, just before this talk,

00:12:33.280 and I found out that da Vinci might have created it in collaboration with an architect

00:12:37.840 who was interested in the relationship between the human body and architectural forms.

00:12:43.240 And Vitruvius, the person whom the Vitruvian man is named after, was an architect.

00:12:49.900 And he was also very interested in the relationship between the human form and proportion in architecture.

00:12:57.600 And I saw one of the drawings that was associated with the Vitruvian man was a cathedral,

00:13:03.200 a drawing of a cathedral from the top, a view from the top, mapped onto a body.

00:13:08.320 So the cathedral has the same structure as a body.

00:13:11.440 And apparently there's a whole set of architectural theories about that relationship.

00:13:15.920 So anyways, the Vitruvian man seems to be attractive or compelling because it speaks of the relationship

00:13:24.380 between the human body and the structure of reality itself, created reality, but maybe reality even beyond that.

00:13:31.060 So the dream I had was sort of like the Vitruvian man, except the man wasn't in a square, he was in a cube.

00:13:39.480 And so he was nude, and he was about two feet off the ground, suspended in air, in this cube.

00:13:47.620 And when he walked forward, the cube came along with him.

00:13:50.560 And if he stopped, the cube stopped.

00:13:52.380 And if he walked backwards, the cube came along with him backwards.

00:13:56.120 And so he was in this cube.

00:13:57.300 And wherever he went, the cube was with him.

00:14:02.020 And then on the front of the cube, there was a bunch of little squares, about four by four,

00:14:08.060 kind of like wallpaper patterns, or wallpaper patterns look like this phenomenon,

00:14:13.200 which is much more to be the case.

00:14:15.680 So in each cube, on the front face of the cube, there were squares.

00:14:22.900 It was made up of squares.

00:14:24.240 And in each square was a circle.

00:14:25.720 And in the middle of each circle was a little serpent's tail, like a snake's tail.

00:14:30.340 You could just see the tail.

00:14:32.400 And so there was this whole array of squares with circles inside them with a little serpent's tail there.

00:14:38.540 And the man could reach forward and grab a tail and pull it out of the little square,

00:14:44.500 and the whole snake would come out.

00:14:46.940 And that was the world.

00:14:49.800 And I thought, wow, that's a pretty weird image.

00:14:53.140 It was a very striking image.

00:14:55.440 I thought, that's a very strange image.

00:14:57.840 And I thought about that image probably ever since I had the dream, which is like 25 years ago.

00:15:04.060 There's part of me that's been thinking about that image ever since.

00:15:06.720 Because it was a revelation of the structure of being.

00:15:11.400 And so, what does that mean?

00:15:14.480 Well, you know, we kind of have this idea as materialists,

00:15:18.900 because we're basically materialists,

00:15:20.520 that we're sort of driven along like clockwork, you know,

00:15:23.280 that we're deterministic creatures.

00:15:25.120 And we're driven by physical, chemical processes unfolding in a deterministic manner.

00:15:32.900 And it's a good theory.

00:15:35.480 It's got us a long ways.

00:15:37.000 We are kind of like clocks.

00:15:38.280 We are kind of like computational machines.

00:15:41.860 But it's an incomplete theory, I would say, for two reasons.

00:15:46.220 One is, we're not obviously deterministic,

00:15:49.580 because you can't predict our behavior.

00:15:51.080 You certainly can't even predict the behavior of animals,

00:15:53.500 even simple animals.

00:15:55.900 So, if we're deterministic, it's really, really complicated.

00:15:59.760 And so, it's not self-evident that we're deterministic.

00:16:02.940 And I actually don't think we are in the final analysis.

00:16:06.060 But it's not self-evident that we are, even if you're a determinist.

00:16:10.160 And the second piece of evidence that sort of runs contrary to the...

00:16:14.840 There's three.

00:16:16.120 To the deterministic theory is that

00:16:19.460 at the bottom of reality,

00:16:21.320 if you go all the way down to the subatomic level,

00:16:23.160 things are not deterministic.

00:16:25.040 So, the deterministic model doesn't hold at every single level of analysis.

00:16:29.240 Now, what that exactly means for determinism, I don't know.

00:16:32.360 And I don't want to make some, you know,

00:16:34.680 loose association between quantum indeterminism

00:16:38.400 and free will and consciousness.

00:16:41.580 That's explaining one mysterious thing

00:16:43.920 by making reference to its potential relationship

00:16:46.160 with a bunch of other mysterious things

00:16:47.680 isn't all that helpful.

00:16:48.580 I'm just pointing out that the deterministic model doesn't hold at every level.

00:16:52.920 And so, it's not a final model.

00:16:54.480 And then, the final issue with regards to determinism, I think, is a more pragmatic one.

00:17:00.440 Maybe it's a weaker argument, but I don't think so.

00:17:02.240 We don't treat each other like we're deterministic.

00:17:05.240 And in fact, if you treat yourself like you're deterministic, that doesn't work very well.

00:17:09.540 You don't have a good relationship with yourself

00:17:11.960 if you don't treat yourself like you're a creature

00:17:15.400 possessed of a certain amount of free will

00:17:17.580 with a certain amount of choice

00:17:19.120 and the attendant responsibility.

00:17:20.940 And I think you naturally treat yourself that way

00:17:24.060 insofar as you have guilt, for example,

00:17:26.000 when you don't live up to your obligations

00:17:27.720 and when you feel that you can take responsibility

00:17:31.300 and that you have responsibility,

00:17:32.900 you have a moral obligation of some sort.

00:17:34.900 And we feel the sense of having choice

00:17:38.160 and we hold each other responsible for our choices.

00:17:40.700 Like, you don't want to be around someone

00:17:42.080 who treats you like a clock,

00:17:44.060 like a deterministic clock.

00:17:45.620 You don't treat your children that way.

00:17:47.400 So, you don't treat yourself that way.

00:17:48.560 You don't treat your family members that way.

00:17:50.200 And we don't structure our society on that presupposition.

00:17:54.060 Our society is actually structured.

00:17:56.460 The basis of our society is the presupposition

00:17:58.800 that people do, in fact, have,

00:18:01.180 that are not deterministic,

00:18:02.380 that we have free will,

00:18:03.240 that we are responsible for our actions.

00:18:05.380 Now, that's obviously bounded to some degree

00:18:08.060 because you're not responsible for everything.

00:18:11.620 I mean, you have a certain struggle.

00:18:12.960 You're not responsible for your intelligence,

00:18:15.260 although you might be responsible for what you do with it

00:18:17.640 and whether or not you damage it.

00:18:19.520 You're not really responsible for your height.

00:18:21.980 Like, there are things about you that are structured

00:18:24.080 that are beyond your control,

00:18:25.740 but it's within that structure

00:18:26.880 that you seem to have this capacity for free will.

00:18:29.300 And that's what this dream was referring to,

00:18:31.300 is that there's all these possibilities

00:18:33.440 that lay themselves out in front of us

00:18:35.360 and we can choose to interact with them.

00:18:37.740 And you might say,

00:18:38.280 well, why would there be a snake tail there?

00:18:42.120 Why that specific image?

00:18:43.580 And I've thought about that for a long time too,

00:18:45.560 and I think,

00:18:46.400 I hope I can explain this relatively briefly.

00:18:49.220 I think that the circuit that we use,

00:18:53.020 so, okay,

00:18:54.480 I'll do something else first

00:18:56.360 and then go back to that.

00:18:57.640 So, here's how it looks to me.

00:18:59.620 Here's how I think that things look to us.

00:19:03.100 I think that what happens

00:19:04.120 when you wake up in the morning

00:19:05.260 is you're not driven like a clock

00:19:08.840 to move forward in the world.

00:19:11.460 You wake up

00:19:12.160 and what you apprehend

00:19:13.820 is a set of possibilities.

00:19:16.420 You know,

00:19:16.620 and maybe that makes you anxious.

00:19:17.980 It probably does, in fact,

00:19:19.220 because,

00:19:20.540 well, there's lots of possibilities out there

00:19:22.380 and maybe there's more than you can handle.

00:19:24.060 It's certainly the case if you're overstressed.

00:19:25.620 But what you see

00:19:26.240 is a range of possibilities

00:19:28.480 that array themselves in front of you.

00:19:30.760 You know,

00:19:31.680 and that might appear to you

00:19:33.160 in the sense of,

00:19:34.620 well, what do I need to do today

00:19:36.380 or what should I do today

00:19:37.780 or what do I have to do today

00:19:39.440 or what would I like to do today

00:19:41.520 or how would it be best to spend my time?

00:19:44.300 All those questions are,

00:19:45.840 they're variants of the same mystery,

00:19:48.980 which is,

00:19:50.060 well,

00:19:51.400 there's a lot of possibilities

00:19:52.720 that array themselves in front of me

00:19:54.440 and I need to figure out

00:19:56.260 how to interact with them.

00:19:58.060 And I think you're doing that all the time.

00:20:00.040 I'm picking the morning

00:20:01.180 because,

00:20:01.760 at least for me,

00:20:02.740 I guess that's when it's sort of most evident.

00:20:05.100 You wake up and you think,

00:20:06.020 well,

00:20:06.300 how am I going to spend my day?

00:20:08.000 Now, you know,

00:20:08.420 you've probably routinized your day

00:20:09.780 and ritualized it,

00:20:10.700 so a fair bit of that runs automatically,

00:20:13.120 but it's still the case.

00:20:14.680 And when you're thinking

00:20:15.700 and contemplating,

00:20:17.160 what you seem to see

00:20:18.280 is a set of possibilities

00:20:20.160 in front of you

00:20:20.980 with the option of interacting

00:20:23.100 with them in various ways.

00:20:24.380 Well, that's what the dream image represented.

00:20:26.940 Now,

00:20:28.160 so you have potential

00:20:30.400 that manifests itself in front of you.

00:20:34.160 And I think that's actually

00:20:35.760 how we think of the world.

00:20:37.480 We're not driven by

00:20:38.880 the material structure of the present

00:20:41.520 so much as we are engaged

00:20:43.680 in the potential structure of the future.

00:20:46.420 And that's a different thing,

00:20:47.580 is that in the future,

00:20:48.920 what manifests itself in front of us

00:20:51.600 looks like an array of potential futures.

00:20:54.580 And then we can interact

00:20:56.740 with that array of potential futures

00:20:58.220 and actualize them.

00:20:59.700 We turn them into reality.

00:21:01.880 And I really think that's what we do.

00:21:03.640 And so what we confront

00:21:04.880 is something like chaotic potential.

00:21:08.100 And through our decisions,

00:21:09.760 whatever they are,

00:21:10.880 our moral choices,

00:21:12.540 because to make a moral choice

00:21:14.140 is to choose one thing over another.

00:21:16.060 That's the definition of a moral choice.

00:21:17.780 what happens is that

00:21:19.680 we transform that potential

00:21:22.860 into actuality

00:21:23.720 as a consequence of our moral choices.

00:21:26.160 That's how it looks to me.

00:21:28.080 Now,

00:21:28.660 why would that potential be

00:21:30.220 represented symbolically

00:21:32.560 in serpent form?

00:21:34.120 I think the reason for that

00:21:35.180 is that neurobiologically

00:21:36.920 is that the circuit that we use

00:21:38.720 to deal with potential,

00:21:41.220 chaos,

00:21:42.060 what might be,

00:21:43.760 is the same circuit

00:21:44.620 that we've always used

00:21:45.560 throughout the entire course of evolution.

00:21:47.460 to interact with that

00:21:49.660 which lies beyond us.

00:21:51.740 So,

00:21:52.420 imagine the circle of the campfire

00:21:54.160 and the forest that's around that.

00:21:55.760 The forest is populated

00:21:56.820 by terrible things.

00:21:58.780 Things of potential,

00:21:59.860 but also terrible things.

00:22:01.060 And the circuit we use

00:22:02.500 to protect ourselves

00:22:03.880 against the terrible things

00:22:05.080 of the unknown

00:22:05.720 is grounded in the same circuit

00:22:07.820 that we used

00:22:09.060 to detect and protect ourselves

00:22:10.980 against predatory reptiles

00:22:12.480 for a 60 million year period.

00:22:14.620 Something like that.

00:22:15.500 So,

00:22:17.860 and that's partly why

00:22:18.860 as far as I can tell

00:22:19.860 that our great myths,

00:22:21.860 the great hero myths,

00:22:22.940 for example,

00:22:23.480 which are very,

00:22:24.020 very old narrative structures,

00:22:26.580 virtually always involve

00:22:27.940 some variation

00:22:28.760 of the hero

00:22:29.920 confronting

00:22:30.820 some serpentine creature,

00:22:33.240 a dragon

00:22:33.800 most frequently.

00:22:35.320 Dragon,

00:22:36.120 I read a Greek book

00:22:36.920 on dragons a while back.

00:22:38.220 A man was trying,

00:22:40.040 I can't remember the name of it,

00:22:41.720 it'll come to me,

00:22:42.320 but he was trying to account

00:22:43.720 for the fact of the

00:22:44.860 distribution of dragon symbolism

00:22:46.880 everywhere in the world.

00:22:49.040 He thought that a dragon

00:22:50.000 was a tree,

00:22:50.680 cat,

00:22:51.060 snake,

00:22:51.440 bird.

00:22:52.900 And so,

00:22:53.740 so when we were primates,

00:22:55.760 the things that,

00:22:56.500 when we were tree-dwelling primates,

00:22:57.760 the fundamental things

00:22:58.580 that preyed on us

00:22:59.300 were snakes,

00:23:02.280 predatory cats,

00:23:03.040 and predatory birds.

00:23:06.200 And so he thought,

00:23:07.220 and then you could probably

00:23:08.220 add fire to the mix,

00:23:10.180 you know,

00:23:10.480 because things we lived in

00:23:11.980 burnt down a lot

00:23:12.920 and many of us died

00:23:14.100 as a consequence.

00:23:15.120 And so,

00:23:16.020 a tree,

00:23:16.420 cat,

00:23:16.680 snake,

00:23:17.000 bird,

00:23:17.720 especially one that spouts fire,

00:23:19.220 is predator.

00:23:21.280 Right?

00:23:21.860 It's the image

00:23:22.980 of predator itself.

00:23:24.740 And so,

00:23:25.120 one of the things

00:23:25.700 you have to contend with

00:23:26.640 is predator.

00:23:28.420 And the predator lurks

00:23:29.560 in the unknown

00:23:30.200 and the circuit

00:23:31.180 that you use

00:23:31.780 to deal with the unknown,

00:23:32.720 even in its abstract form,

00:23:34.120 has its biological roots

00:23:35.320 in the predator detection circuit.

00:23:37.540 And that seems,

00:23:38.500 that's solid science

00:23:39.580 as far as I can tell.

00:23:41.200 I mean,

00:23:41.580 the symbolic element to it,

00:23:43.440 the symbolic element of it

00:23:45.080 is something that

00:23:45.960 most mainstream neuroscientists

00:23:47.580 wouldn't accept,

00:23:48.360 but that's usually

00:23:48.860 because they don't know

00:23:49.440 anything at all

00:23:50.000 about symbolism.

00:23:51.100 So,

00:23:51.560 it's not part of their purview.

00:23:53.240 And so,

00:23:53.760 the fact that they don't

00:23:54.700 see the relationship,

00:23:56.100 and I talked to some

00:23:56.820 pretty good neuroscientists

00:23:57.900 who were on board

00:23:59.620 with this symbolic idea as well.

00:24:01.940 So,

00:24:03.260 okay,

00:24:05.120 so,

00:24:05.360 so,

00:24:05.640 so,

00:24:06.200 so that's really

00:24:07.840 what we're,

00:24:08.400 that's what we're like

00:24:09.300 and what the world's like.

00:24:10.240 The world isn't

00:24:10.920 a material structure

00:24:12.440 driving us forward

00:24:13.480 like clocks.

00:24:15.100 It's

00:24:15.660 a field of potential

00:24:17.500 that we all confront

00:24:19.080 all the time

00:24:20.820 and that we transform

00:24:22.860 into reality

00:24:23.620 as a consequence

00:24:24.280 of our moral decisions.

00:24:25.320 and it seems to me

00:24:27.240 that that's how we

00:24:28.060 experience reality.

00:24:30.840 That's how it manifests

00:24:31.900 itself to us.

00:24:32.680 It seems like we

00:24:33.500 upbraid ourselves

00:24:34.520 when we don't do that

00:24:35.440 properly too.

00:24:36.780 And,

00:24:36.920 and you could think about

00:24:37.920 it a slightly different way too

00:24:39.120 is that

00:24:39.460 there's a potential

00:24:40.560 that manifests itself

00:24:41.660 in front of you

00:24:42.360 that you can interact

00:24:43.940 with in various ways

00:24:44.820 and then there's a potential

00:24:46.040 within you

00:24:46.840 that can react

00:24:48.040 to that potential

00:24:49.140 to master it.

00:24:50.740 and we also know that

00:24:52.460 because we'll say to ourselves

00:24:53.820 and to people we love

00:24:54.760 you're not living up

00:24:55.840 to your potential.

00:24:57.400 And then you hang your head

00:24:58.360 and you think

00:24:58.640 yeah well I know

00:24:59.320 I'm really not living up

00:25:00.300 to my potential

00:25:00.960 and you know

00:25:01.720 you wake up in the middle

00:25:02.740 of the night

00:25:03.120 because your life

00:25:03.780 isn't constituted

00:25:05.040 the way that you know

00:25:06.040 it should be

00:25:06.620 and you're guilty about it

00:25:07.860 and you're sweating

00:25:08.440 and you think

00:25:08.900 God I'm really not living

00:25:10.140 up to my potential

00:25:10.900 I'm wasting my potential.

00:25:12.340 It's like

00:25:12.500 what the hell are you

00:25:13.400 talking about?

00:25:14.260 Exactly.

00:25:15.560 It's serious

00:25:16.300 this potential

00:25:17.780 that you're not using

00:25:19.260 what is it?

00:25:20.740 Well it isn't anything

00:25:21.780 that is yet

00:25:22.820 right?

00:25:24.520 Which is a strange thing

00:25:25.500 to be concerned about

00:25:26.460 it's only something

00:25:27.440 that could be

00:25:28.200 you're not manifesting

00:25:29.880 properly something

00:25:31.180 that could be

00:25:32.360 well

00:25:34.020 but that

00:25:34.700 I do believe

00:25:35.420 that is how we

00:25:36.480 experience the world

00:25:37.800 and I think it's worth

00:25:38.900 taking seriously

00:25:40.060 that

00:25:40.900 and then here's a reason

00:25:42.740 why I think it's worth

00:25:43.580 taking seriously

00:25:44.240 there's a bunch of reasons

00:25:45.020 but here's a reason

00:25:46.180 it's kind of a strange reason

00:25:48.020 but

00:25:48.260 I've been spending

00:25:50.000 a lot of time

00:25:50.680 some of you may know this

00:25:51.800 I did a bunch of series

00:25:52.780 a series of lectures

00:25:53.840 last year on Genesis

00:25:55.140 about 15 lectures

00:25:56.380 and I've really

00:25:57.800 spent a lot of time

00:25:58.820 thinking about

00:25:59.500 the psychological

00:26:00.680 meaning

00:26:01.500 of the stories

00:26:03.600 in Genesis

00:26:04.740 because they're

00:26:06.320 very very old stories

00:26:07.540 and we remember them

00:26:09.760 for a reason

00:26:10.640 at least because

00:26:11.800 they're adapted

00:26:12.540 to our memory

00:26:13.460 right?

00:26:13.960 because we would

00:26:14.500 remember them

00:26:15.120 for thousands

00:26:15.660 of years

00:26:16.120 otherwise

00:26:17.140 they stick

00:26:18.360 somehow

00:26:19.160 and so

00:26:20.560 my suspicions are

00:26:21.660 they stick

00:26:22.100 for a reason

00:26:22.660 and I think

00:26:23.300 they're kind of

00:26:23.720 dreamlike

00:26:24.420 we don't really

00:26:25.580 understand them

00:26:26.300 but we can't

00:26:26.800 forget them

00:26:27.400 and that might

00:26:28.340 mean they contain

00:26:28.980 information that

00:26:29.740 we don't yet

00:26:30.200 understand

00:26:30.640 and that certainly

00:26:31.340 seems to be

00:26:31.860 the case

00:26:32.320 and so

00:26:33.200 there's a strange

00:26:34.380 proposition

00:26:34.940 in the opening

00:26:36.800 in the first

00:26:38.400 chapter of Genesis

00:26:39.980 where God

00:26:41.860 creates the world

00:26:42.680 and the account

00:26:46.540 is an articulated

00:26:47.900 account

00:26:48.420 and it's a

00:26:48.960 narrative account

00:26:49.520 and it's a

00:26:49.920 written account

00:26:50.460 but it's the

00:26:51.400 distillation of

00:26:52.660 accounts that

00:26:53.320 were orally

00:26:53.960 transmitted

00:26:54.540 for God only

00:26:55.220 knows how long

00:26:56.000 before they were

00:26:56.560 written down

00:26:57.080 and we really

00:26:57.800 don't know

00:26:58.280 how long

00:26:59.080 maybe as long

00:26:59.900 as people

00:27:00.320 have been

00:27:00.680 using language

00:27:01.380 which would be

00:27:02.180 about at least

00:27:02.900 150,000 years

00:27:04.360 so they're old

00:27:06.440 those stories

00:27:07.160 and they have

00:27:07.560 echoes of themes

00:27:08.820 in them

00:27:09.140 that are far

00:27:09.660 older than

00:27:10.100 that

00:27:10.400 and so

00:27:11.700 what do you

00:27:12.140 see

00:27:12.440 what's the

00:27:13.200 landscape

00:27:13.800 of the

00:27:15.200 first chapter

00:27:16.180 in Genesis

00:27:16.800 well it's

00:27:17.880 remarkably similar

00:27:18.840 to this image

00:27:19.560 that I just

00:27:20.060 described

00:27:20.560 in the way

00:27:21.400 that I laid

00:27:21.860 it out

00:27:22.180 so what you

00:27:23.080 have

00:27:23.400 it's a

00:27:24.560 proposition

00:27:24.960 about the

00:27:25.440 structure of

00:27:25.880 reality

00:27:26.240 and the

00:27:27.000 proposition

00:27:27.360 is something

00:27:27.900 like

00:27:28.280 well there's

00:27:30.140 something

00:27:30.440 that

00:27:31.000 that

00:27:32.080 that

00:27:33.000 that's

00:27:33.640 given the

00:27:34.780 name God

00:27:35.380 that that

00:27:36.100 exists

00:27:36.540 and there's

00:27:37.620 some chaotic

00:27:38.360 potential

00:27:39.140 that that

00:27:39.920 thing is

00:27:40.360 contending

00:27:40.900 with

00:27:41.280 and that's

00:27:43.000 the void

00:27:43.520 that

00:27:44.120 which means

00:27:46.100 the waste

00:27:46.660 and void

00:27:47.780 but it means

00:27:48.580 more than that

00:27:49.200 it means

00:27:49.560 something like

00:27:50.180 chaotic

00:27:50.660 potential

00:27:51.360 so and it's

00:27:52.720 also interesting

00:27:53.440 too because

00:27:53.980 it's a

00:27:55.160 psychologization

00:27:57.000 let's say

00:27:57.460 an abstraction

00:27:58.140 of a deeper

00:27:59.200 idea

00:27:59.620 there's older

00:28:00.600 stories even

00:28:01.420 where

00:28:02.140 the force

00:28:04.300 or factor

00:28:05.400 that serves

00:28:06.020 as God

00:28:06.760 actually

00:28:07.760 carves up

00:28:08.520 a serpentile

00:28:09.480 being

00:28:11.020 to create

00:28:11.640 the world

00:28:12.120 by the time

00:28:14.240 the Genesis

00:28:15.060 account is

00:28:15.700 written

00:28:16.040 that's kind

00:28:16.620 of turned

00:28:17.020 into an

00:28:17.440 abstraction

00:28:18.000 instead of

00:28:18.660 the serpentine

00:28:19.500 being

00:28:19.920 it's chaotic

00:28:21.200 potential

00:28:21.860 and that's

00:28:22.740 the same

00:28:23.140 relationship

00:28:23.660 that I just

00:28:24.260 described to

00:28:24.900 you

00:28:25.020 between

00:28:25.380 the unknown

00:28:26.280 and the

00:28:27.280 predator

00:28:27.680 and you see

00:28:30.000 echoes of this

00:28:30.640 in Genesis

00:28:31.140 because God

00:28:31.900 is actually

00:28:32.460 described

00:28:33.580 at times

00:28:34.760 as having

00:28:35.460 overcome

00:28:35.980 a great

00:28:36.760 a great

00:28:38.280 beast

00:28:38.740 of some

00:28:39.220 sort

00:28:39.560 to create

00:28:40.020 the world

00:28:40.380 the leviathan

00:28:41.080 for example

00:28:41.740 or the

00:28:42.180 or the

00:28:42.900 behemoth

00:28:43.500 both of

00:28:44.020 those

00:28:44.280 are

00:28:44.940 are

00:28:45.660 strange

00:28:46.480 deep

00:28:47.020 creatures

00:28:47.540 that get

00:28:48.180 mentioned

00:28:48.820 from time

00:28:49.320 to time

00:28:49.660 in Genesis

00:28:50.140 they're sort

00:28:50.640 of echoes

00:28:51.160 of a previous

00:28:52.260 more primordial

00:28:54.060 conceptualization

00:28:55.060 of the structure

00:28:55.880 of the world

00:28:56.420 and so there's

00:28:57.260 this element

00:28:58.580 of contending

00:28:59.640 with the

00:29:00.240 terrible

00:29:00.680 dangerous

00:29:01.280 unknown

00:29:01.800 that serves

00:29:03.680 as the

00:29:04.140 substory

00:29:04.760 of the

00:29:05.120 creation

00:29:05.540 story

00:29:05.920 in the

00:29:06.240 first chapter

00:29:06.760 in Genesis

00:29:07.280 and that

00:29:08.000 seems

00:29:08.500 appropriate

00:29:09.300 to me

00:29:09.680 the

00:29:11.460 story

00:29:13.980 has been

00:29:14.560 interpreted

00:29:14.960 in Christian

00:29:15.940 terms

00:29:16.380 in the

00:29:18.100 following

00:29:18.380 manner

00:29:18.720 so you

00:29:19.080 have

00:29:19.240 God

00:29:19.680 the thing

00:29:22.260 that does

00:29:22.680 the

00:29:23.020 confronting

00:29:25.020 let's say

00:29:25.660 and then you

00:29:26.140 have the

00:29:26.420 action

00:29:26.920 of confrontation

00:29:28.100 that's the

00:29:28.920 second

00:29:29.400 entity

00:29:30.540 and that's

00:29:31.520 described as

00:29:33.020 the logos

00:29:33.540 in Christian

00:29:35.080 terms

00:29:35.460 and that's a

00:29:36.020 very very

00:29:36.460 very very

00:29:37.140 very complicated

00:29:38.080 idea

00:29:38.600 but partly

00:29:39.740 what it means

00:29:40.400 is

00:29:41.300 the capacity

00:29:42.580 for

00:29:42.920 truthful

00:29:43.920 communicative

00:29:44.860 speech

00:29:45.520 and that's

00:29:47.440 the word

00:29:47.720 of God

00:29:48.100 so it's

00:29:48.500 God

00:29:48.700 uses the

00:29:49.820 word

00:29:50.140 the logos

00:29:50.700 which is

00:29:51.560 the capacity

00:29:52.160 for

00:29:52.420 communicative

00:29:53.120 truthful

00:29:54.240 speech

00:29:55.100 to interact

00:29:56.780 with the

00:29:57.140 chaotic

00:29:57.480 potential

00:29:58.060 and to

00:29:58.940 give it

00:29:59.200 form

00:29:59.680 that's

00:30:00.360 how the

00:30:00.560 world

00:30:00.760 comes

00:30:01.020 into

00:30:01.220 being

00:30:01.520 and that

00:30:03.140 seems

00:30:03.440 right

00:30:03.860 it seems

00:30:04.380 right

00:30:04.680 in that

00:30:05.060 well you

00:30:05.820 need

00:30:06.020 something

00:30:06.420 you need

00:30:07.900 something

00:30:08.240 to

00:30:08.600 apprehend

00:30:10.400 and you

00:30:11.100 need

00:30:11.260 something

00:30:11.520 to act

00:30:12.240 and you

00:30:12.740 need

00:30:12.900 something

00:30:13.140 to act

00:30:13.780 on

00:30:14.400 and so

00:30:15.920 that's

00:30:16.580 the

00:30:16.780 fundamental

00:30:17.400 constituent

00:30:18.160 elements

00:30:18.520 of reality

00:30:19.080 as laid

00:30:19.560 out in

00:30:19.840 that

00:30:20.000 chapter

00:30:20.440 and

00:30:21.260 there's

00:30:21.580 some

00:30:21.700 interesting

00:30:22.080 details

00:30:22.600 that go

00:30:22.940 along

00:30:23.180 with

00:30:23.320 that

00:30:23.460 so

00:30:23.580 the

00:30:23.740 proposition

00:30:24.100 is

00:30:24.480 there's

00:30:24.720 a

00:30:24.840 chaotic

00:30:25.180 potential

00:30:26.120 and

00:30:27.000 whatever

00:30:28.360 God

00:30:28.720 is

00:30:29.000 uses

00:30:29.360 the

00:30:29.620 logos

00:30:30.000 to

00:30:30.780 generate

00:30:31.480 habitable

00:30:32.080 order

00:30:32.380 out

00:30:32.600 of

00:30:32.740 that

00:30:33.020 and

00:30:34.860 then

00:30:35.080 one

00:30:35.780 of the

00:30:36.000 things

00:30:36.200 that

00:30:36.340 happens

00:30:36.640 in

00:30:36.800 that

00:30:36.940 first

00:30:37.180 chapter

00:30:37.580 continually

00:30:38.240 is

00:30:38.520 that

00:30:38.720 after

00:30:39.280 God

00:30:39.820 does

00:30:40.280 that

00:30:40.620 he

00:30:41.140 says

00:30:41.600 and

00:30:42.180 it

00:30:42.320 was

00:30:42.500 good

00:30:42.960 and

00:30:44.080 it's

00:30:44.260 repeated

00:30:44.660 and

00:30:45.300 the

00:30:45.500 fact

00:30:45.720 that

00:30:45.840 it's

00:30:45.980 repeated

00:30:46.300 is

00:30:47.120 important

00:30:47.600 because

00:30:47.920 you

00:30:48.120 don't

00:30:48.300 repeat

00:30:48.580 something

00:30:49.020 that

00:30:49.980 you

00:30:50.120 don't

00:30:50.420 forget

00:30:50.920 without

00:30:51.800 there

00:30:52.020 being

00:30:52.200 a

00:30:52.320 reason

00:30:52.540 for

00:30:52.700 the

00:30:52.840 repetition

00:30:53.280 and

00:30:54.420 so

00:30:54.540 I

00:30:54.680 think

00:30:54.860 the

00:30:55.040 idea

00:30:55.300 is

00:30:55.440 something

00:30:55.620 like

00:30:55.860 this

00:30:56.160 this

00:30:56.500 is

00:30:56.680 an

00:30:56.840 absolutely

00:30:57.180 amazing

00:30:57.640 idea

00:30:58.000 as far

00:30:58.320 as I'm

00:30:58.580 concerned

00:30:58.900 might

00:30:59.440 be

00:30:59.600 like

00:30:59.800 the

00:31:00.080 most

00:31:00.540 amazing

00:31:01.000 idea

00:31:01.380 there

00:31:01.600 is

00:31:01.880 the

00:31:02.480 proposition

00:31:02.900 is

00:31:03.360 that

00:31:03.700 the

00:31:05.940 habitable

00:31:06.660 order

00:31:07.020 that

00:31:07.340 is

00:31:08.060 created

00:31:08.580 as a

00:31:09.140 consequence

00:31:09.600 of

00:31:09.920 truthful

00:31:10.460 speech

00:31:11.100 is

00:31:11.520 good

00:31:12.100 so

00:31:13.780 there's

00:31:14.000 an

00:31:14.120 ethical

00:31:14.460 element

00:31:14.920 that

00:31:15.200 it's

00:31:15.560 entered

00:31:15.840 right

00:31:16.060 into

00:31:16.280 that

00:31:16.580 and

00:31:17.360 that's

00:31:17.780 really

00:31:18.000 something

00:31:18.440 it's

00:31:18.700 like

00:31:18.940 because

00:31:20.060 there's

00:31:20.280 lots

00:31:20.500 of

00:31:20.620 things

00:31:20.840 about

00:31:21.060 the

00:31:21.220 world

00:31:21.380 that

00:31:21.540 don't

00:31:21.720 seem

00:31:21.920 so

00:31:22.120 good

00:31:22.460 the

00:31:24.540 world's

00:31:24.820 a

00:31:24.900 harsh

00:31:25.120 place

00:31:25.520 and

00:31:25.660 there's

00:31:25.840 plenty

00:31:26.120 of

00:31:26.260 malevolence

00:31:26.800 in it

00:31:27.160 and so

00:31:28.840 we all

00:31:29.240 doubt

00:31:29.740 its

00:31:30.020 utility

00:31:30.500 and

00:31:30.820 validity

00:31:31.160 at least

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00:31:32.240 points

00:31:32.860 in our

00:31:33.080 life

00:31:33.420 and

00:31:34.420 we

00:31:35.400 might

00:31:35.600 even

00:31:35.780 wonder

00:31:36.020 how

00:31:36.200 things

00:31:36.500 got

00:31:36.740 so

00:31:36.940 terribly

00:31:37.320 astray

00:31:40.700 in our

00:31:41.040 own

00:31:41.240 lives

00:31:41.560 or

00:31:41.740 in our

00:31:42.120 personal

00:31:42.400 lives

00:31:42.640 or

00:31:42.760 collective

00:31:43.240 lives

00:31:43.660 but

00:31:44.180 there's

00:31:44.340 a

00:31:44.440 hypothesis

00:31:44.920 in

00:31:45.300 that

00:31:47.360 if

00:31:47.680 it's

00:31:47.920 been

00:31:48.100 brought

00:31:48.400 into

00:31:48.700 being

00:31:49.080 as

00:31:50.080 a

00:31:50.240 consequence

00:31:50.720 of

00:31:51.060 truthful

00:31:51.720 speech

00:31:52.420 then

00:31:53.160 it's

00:31:53.460 good

00:31:54.060 and

00:31:55.560 I

00:31:55.780 think

00:31:56.000 that's

00:31:56.280 an

00:31:56.400 incredibly

00:31:56.980 useful

00:31:57.520 moral

00:31:57.880 guideline

00:31:58.340 because

00:31:58.660 it's

00:31:58.840 a

00:31:58.960 proposition

00:31:59.500 eh

00:31:59.860 the

00:32:00.700 proposition

00:32:01.140 is

00:32:01.420 because

00:32:01.620 how

00:32:01.820 do

00:32:01.940 you

00:32:02.040 know

00:32:02.200 if

00:32:02.320 what

00:32:02.460 you

00:32:02.580 do

00:32:02.700 is

00:32:02.840 good

00:32:03.020 or

00:32:03.140 not

00:32:03.420 like

00:32:03.700 you

00:32:03.840 can

00:32:03.960 sort

00:32:04.160 of

00:32:04.280 guess

00:32:04.620 but

00:32:04.820 you

00:32:04.940 don't

00:32:05.100 know

00:32:05.240 the

00:32:05.380 full

00:32:05.540 consequences

00:32:06.100 of

00:32:06.320 your

00:32:06.460 actions

00:32:06.860 right

00:32:07.160 so

00:32:07.360 if

00:32:07.760 you

00:32:07.840 do

00:32:08.060 A

00:32:08.560 rather

00:32:08.860 than

00:32:09.120 B

00:32:09.440 well

00:32:10.020 you

00:32:10.580 going

00:32:10.700 to

00:32:10.800 produce

00:32:11.060 a

00:32:11.180 lot

00:32:11.280 of

00:32:11.380 consequences

00:32:11.880 because

00:32:12.220 you

00:32:12.400 did

00:32:12.560 A

00:32:12.740 but

00:32:12.940 you

00:32:13.140 produce

00:32:13.400 a

00:32:13.520 lot

00:32:13.620 of

00:32:13.700 other

00:32:13.880 consequences

00:32:14.380 if

00:32:14.640 you

00:32:14.760 did

00:32:14.940 B

00:32:15.140 and

00:32:15.300 you

00:32:15.420 can't

00:32:15.720 calculate

00:32:16.120 all

00:32:16.360 those

00:32:16.520 consequences

00:32:17.040 it's

00:32:17.360 just

00:32:17.560 impossible

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00:32:18.620 it isn't

00:32:18.900 even

00:32:19.080 clear

00:32:19.280 how

00:32:19.420 you

00:32:19.560 ever

00:32:19.720 decide

00:32:20.040 to

00:32:20.220 act

00:32:20.600 because

00:32:21.400 you

00:32:21.580 can't

00:32:21.920 calculate

00:32:22.300 all

00:32:22.500 the

00:32:22.620 consequences

00:32:23.100 of

00:32:23.340 your

00:32:23.460 actions

00:32:23.780 so

00:32:23.960 we

00:32:24.060 don't

00:32:24.200 know

00:32:24.320 when

00:32:24.480 the

00:32:24.600 calculations

00:32:25.100 stop

00:32:25.660 we

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00:32:26.520 know

00:32:26.800 how

00:32:27.000 you

00:32:27.180 decide

00:32:27.540 to

00:32:27.760 act

00:32:28.100 and

00:32:28.540 there

00:32:28.820 are

00:32:28.980 people

00:32:29.260 by

00:32:29.460 the

00:32:29.560 way

00:32:29.680 who

00:32:29.780 have

00:32:29.880 neurological

00:32:30.280 conditions

00:32:30.920 that

00:32:31.660 make

00:32:31.920 it

00:32:32.100 impossible

00:32:32.680 for

00:32:33.000 them

00:32:33.180 to

00:32:33.360 stop

00:32:33.720 computing

00:32:34.240 before

00:32:34.620 they

00:32:34.840 act

00:32:35.260 they

00:32:35.920 often

00:32:36.180 have

00:32:36.400 prefrontal

00:32:37.280 cortical

00:32:37.680 damage

00:32:38.040 and

00:32:38.260 they

00:32:38.560 can't

00:32:38.760 do

00:32:38.880 things

00:32:39.140 like

00:32:39.320 decide

00:32:39.680 which

00:32:39.880 restaurant

00:32:40.260 to

00:32:40.440 go

00:32:40.580 to

00:32:40.720 because

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00:32:41.040 actually

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00:32:41.820 because

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00:32:42.760 100,000

00:32:44.900 reasons

00:32:45.440 why

00:32:45.720 you

00:32:45.860 might

00:32:46.060 pick

00:32:46.600 one

00:32:46.880 restaurant

00:32:47.280 over

00:32:47.500 another

00:32:47.740 and

00:32:47.920 there

00:32:48.040 isn't

00:32:48.220 just

00:32:48.400 two

00:32:48.600 restaurants

00:32:49.040 there's

00:32:49.280 like

00:32:49.480 50

00:32:50.160 restaurants

00:32:50.800 and

00:32:51.040 then

00:32:51.840 you

00:32:51.980 get

00:32:52.120 to

00:32:52.240 the

00:32:52.340 restaurant

00:32:52.600 how

00:32:52.800 the

00:32:52.940 hell

00:32:53.120 do

00:32:53.220 you

00:32:53.300 decide

00:32:53.620 what

00:32:53.800 you're

00:32:53.960 going

00:32:54.060 to

00:32:54.160 eat

00:32:54.480 well

00:32:55.400 you

00:32:55.560 do

00:32:55.820 but

00:32:56.080 we

00:32:56.280 don't

00:32:56.420 know

00:32:56.560 how

00:32:56.880 we

00:32:57.360 don't

00:32:57.880 know

00:32:58.000 how

00:32:58.100 you

00:32:58.240 manage

00:32:58.540 it

00:32:58.800 but

00:32:59.460 you

00:33:00.040 do

00:33:00.180 manage

00:33:00.560 it

00:33:00.820 so

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00:33:05.600 not

00:33:05.820 managing

00:33:06.420 the

00:33:07.100 complex

00:33:07.580 job

00:33:07.920 of

00:33:08.080 computing

00:33:08.460 your

00:33:08.780 movement

00:33:10.020 through

00:33:10.220 the

00:33:10.360 world

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00:33:11.380 sheer

00:33:11.640 brute

00:33:11.920 force

00:33:12.160 computation

00:33:12.740 because

00:33:12.980 it's

00:33:13.120 not

00:33:13.260 possible

00:33:13.680 and

00:33:15.400 you

00:33:15.840 make

00:33:16.040 judgment

00:33:16.420 about

00:33:17.080 what

00:33:17.640 you

00:33:17.880 should

00:33:18.040 do

00:33:18.240 in

00:33:18.820 some

00:33:19.040 manner

00:33:19.320 and

00:33:19.720 the

00:33:20.920 rule

00:33:21.560 for

00:33:21.840 making

00:33:22.160 that

00:33:22.380 judgment

00:33:22.720 as

00:33:23.060 is

00:33:23.680 laid

00:33:23.880 out

00:33:24.080 in

00:33:24.320 Genesis

00:33:25.100 is

00:33:25.420 that

00:33:25.640 you

00:33:26.680 can

00:33:26.820 just

00:33:27.000 make

00:33:27.200 the

00:33:27.340 assumption

00:33:27.660 that

00:33:27.880 if

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00:33:28.840 emerges

00:33:29.180 as

00:33:29.400 a

00:33:29.500 consequence

00:33:29.840 of

00:33:30.100 truth

00:33:30.400 then

00:33:30.620 it's

00:33:30.800 good

00:33:31.060 and

00:33:32.100 it's

00:33:33.120 a

00:33:33.220 very

00:33:33.600 interesting

00:33:34.300 way

00:33:35.240 to

00:33:36.040 conduct

00:33:36.720 your

00:33:36.940 life

00:33:37.300 it's

00:33:38.440 actually

00:33:38.700 the

00:33:38.860 hallmark

00:33:39.240 of

00:33:39.440 faith

00:33:39.780 as far

00:33:40.160 as

00:33:40.300 I

00:33:40.420 can

00:33:40.560 tell

00:33:40.820 existential

00:33:41.520 faith

00:33:42.140 in

00:33:42.280 some

00:33:42.500 sense

00:33:42.760 is

00:33:42.900 like

00:33:43.100 you

00:33:47.000 don't

00:33:47.300 calculate

00:33:47.720 all the

00:33:48.000 consequences

00:33:48.460 you

00:33:48.620 just

00:33:48.760 tell

00:33:48.940 the

00:33:49.100 truth

00:33:49.420 and

00:33:50.420 then

00:33:50.540 you

00:33:50.640 just

00:33:50.820 assume

00:33:51.120 that

00:33:51.260 whatever

00:33:51.480 happens

00:33:51.780 is

00:33:51.920 the

00:33:52.040 best

00:33:52.240 thing

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00:33:53.980 of

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00:33:54.960 and

00:33:57.220 so

00:33:57.480 you

00:33:57.860 know

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00:33:58.100 a

00:33:58.280 daring

00:33:58.640 way

00:33:58.940 of

00:33:59.060 interacting

00:33:59.520 with

00:33:59.780 the

00:33:59.900 world

00:34:00.140 it's

00:34:00.380 an

00:34:00.480 adventurous

00:34:00.940 way

00:34:01.320 of

00:34:01.460 interacting

00:34:01.900 with

00:34:02.120 the

00:34:02.240 world

00:34:02.400 because

00:34:02.660 you're

00:34:02.840 not

00:34:02.960 really

00:34:03.200 in

00:34:03.580 some

00:34:03.760 sense

00:34:03.980 you're

00:34:04.120 not

00:34:04.280 in

00:34:04.500 control

00:34:04.800 of

00:34:04.940 the

00:34:05.060 outcome

00:34:05.360 you

00:34:06.100 have

00:34:06.220 to

00:34:06.340 take

00:34:06.560 your

00:34:06.720 chances

00:34:07.140 with

00:34:07.440 the

00:34:07.640 truth

00:34:08.000 but

00:34:08.480 then

00:34:08.640 you

00:34:08.780 think

00:34:09.040 too

00:34:09.260 is

00:34:09.380 like

00:34:09.560 well

00:34:09.780 do

00:34:10.100 you

00:34:10.200 believe

00:34:10.440 it or

00:34:10.660 not

00:34:10.920 well

00:34:11.560 let's

00:34:12.060 take

00:34:12.220 the

00:34:12.380 opposite

00:34:12.660 perspective

00:34:13.220 the

00:34:13.720 best

00:34:14.020 possible

00:34:14.520 world

00:34:14.820 is

00:34:15.000 going

00:34:15.180 to

00:34:15.300 be

00:34:15.460 brought

00:34:15.700 into

00:34:15.940 being

00:34:16.200 by

00:34:16.400 you

00:34:16.660 lying

00:34:17.260 all

00:34:17.540 the

00:34:17.740 time

00:34:18.140 it's

00:34:19.060 like

00:34:19.160 no

00:34:19.400 one

00:34:19.520 believes

00:34:19.800 that

00:34:20.120 you

00:34:21.260 know

00:34:21.400 you

00:34:21.560 might

00:34:21.820 lie

00:34:22.540 to

00:34:22.680 get

00:34:22.820 out

00:34:23.000 of

00:34:23.180 something

00:34:23.580 which

00:34:23.840 is

00:34:24.140 usually

00:34:24.740 why

00:34:24.960 people

00:34:25.220 lie

00:34:25.580 you

00:34:26.260 know

00:34:26.400 to

00:34:26.620 avoid

00:34:27.040 a

00:34:27.180 responsibility

00:34:27.740 or

00:34:28.120 to

00:34:28.380 well

00:34:29.460 that's

00:34:29.740 it

00:34:29.860 to

00:34:30.020 avoid

00:34:30.260 a

00:34:30.380 responsibility

00:34:30.820 or

00:34:31.260 to

00:34:31.640 maybe

00:34:31.840 try

00:34:32.120 to

00:34:32.260 live

00:34:32.500 in

00:34:32.620 a

00:34:32.780 wish

00:34:33.140 which

00:34:33.620 I

00:34:33.760 wouldn't

00:34:33.960 recommend

00:34:34.400 by

00:34:34.640 the

00:34:34.740 way

00:34:34.940 so

00:34:36.440 you

00:34:36.580 lie

00:34:36.940 but

00:34:37.260 no

00:34:37.440 one

00:34:37.620 really

00:34:37.940 ever

00:34:38.360 thinks

00:34:38.920 deeply

00:34:39.380 and

00:34:39.600 says

00:34:39.840 oh

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00:34:40.760 lying

00:34:41.260 about

00:34:41.500 things

00:34:41.800 all

00:34:41.960 the

00:34:42.120 time

00:34:42.380 that's

00:34:42.720 how

00:34:42.820 you

00:34:42.960 make

00:34:43.160 the

00:34:43.320 world

00:34:43.560 a

00:34:43.700 better

00:34:43.900 place

00:34:44.480 like

00:34:45.140 no

00:34:45.460 one

00:34:45.620 thinks

00:34:45.960 that

00:34:46.300 a

00:34:47.200 psychopath

00:34:47.600 might

00:34:48.060 think

00:34:48.420 well

00:34:48.620 if

00:34:48.820 I

00:34:48.980 lie

00:34:49.160 all

00:34:49.320 the

00:34:49.440 time

00:34:49.660 I

00:34:49.780 can

00:34:49.940 make

00:34:50.120 the

00:34:50.300 world

00:34:50.540 better

00:34:50.840 right

00:34:51.180 now

00:34:51.520 for

00:34:51.880 me

00:34:52.480 but

00:34:53.160 that's

00:34:53.440 not

00:34:53.620 the

00:34:53.800 same

00:34:54.000 thing

00:34:54.240 at

00:34:54.360 all

00:34:54.560 that's

00:34:54.900 just

00:34:55.200 that's

00:34:56.400 expediency

00:34:57.740 and

00:34:58.740 that's

00:34:58.960 not

00:34:59.100 a

00:34:59.220 great

00:34:59.500 guide

00:35:00.040 to

00:35:00.380 life

00:35:02.020 even

00:35:02.540 if

00:35:02.680 you're

00:35:02.800 a

00:35:02.940 psychopath

00:35:03.240 even

00:35:03.620 if

00:35:03.760 you're

00:35:03.880 successful

00:35:04.380 you

00:35:04.920 have

00:35:05.040 to

00:35:05.140 move

00:35:05.360 from

00:35:05.560 place

00:35:05.840 to

00:35:06.000 place

00:35:06.440 because

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00:35:07.300 figure

00:35:07.600 you

00:35:07.740 out

00:35:07.900 right

00:35:08.120 away

00:35:08.480 and

00:35:09.140 there

00:35:09.280 are

00:35:09.340 very

00:35:09.540 few

00:35:09.760 people

00:35:10.060 who

00:35:10.180 are

00:35:10.300 psychopathic

00:35:10.900 who

00:35:11.020 are

00:35:11.160 genuinely

00:35:11.640 successful

00:35:12.340 you

00:35:12.960 know

00:35:13.080 they

00:35:13.320 get

00:35:14.140 some

00:35:14.360 expedient

00:35:14.980 pleasure

00:35:15.480 on

00:35:17.000 a

00:35:17.300 now

00:35:19.480 and

00:35:19.680 then

00:35:19.940 but

00:35:20.220 it's

00:35:21.240 not

00:35:21.380 a

00:35:21.480 great

00:35:21.680 strategy

00:35:22.220 so

00:35:23.500 if

00:35:24.460 you

00:35:24.580 don't

00:35:24.780 believe

00:35:25.040 that

00:35:25.240 truth

00:35:25.540 is the

00:35:25.940 best

00:35:26.180 guide

00:35:26.420 you

00:35:26.580 certainly

00:35:26.980 at

00:35:27.320 least

00:35:27.740 know

00:35:28.320 that

00:35:28.820 falsehood

00:35:29.700 isn't

00:35:30.380 a

00:35:30.620 good

00:35:30.840 guide

00:35:31.300 and

00:35:31.820 so

00:35:31.960 I

00:35:32.100 would

00:35:32.220 say

00:35:32.420 you

00:35:32.560 probably

00:35:32.820 have

00:35:33.000 a

00:35:33.120 moral

00:35:33.320 intuition

00:35:33.780 that

00:35:34.160 the

00:35:34.720 world

00:35:35.000 that's

00:35:35.260 brought

00:35:35.460 into

00:35:35.660 being

00:35:35.940 through

00:35:36.160 truth

00:35:36.580 is

00:35:36.780 the

00:35:36.940 proper

00:35:37.240 world

00:35:37.620 well

00:35:38.700 then

00:35:38.920 you

00:35:39.100 think

00:35:39.320 what

00:35:39.560 happens

00:35:39.920 after

00:35:40.240 the

00:35:40.520 opening

00:35:40.960 chapters

00:35:41.480 in

00:35:41.700 Genesis

00:35:42.100 well

00:35:43.420 the

00:35:43.580 next

00:35:43.800 thing

00:35:44.000 that

00:35:44.160 happens

00:35:44.500 fundamentally

00:35:45.060 is

00:35:45.300 that

00:35:45.500 God

00:35:46.060 creates

00:35:46.480 human

00:35:46.740 beings

00:35:47.060 men

00:35:47.320 and

00:35:47.460 women

00:35:47.700 and

00:35:48.760 and

00:35:48.780 then

00:35:49.420 there's

00:35:49.640 a

00:35:49.800 strange

00:35:50.200 line

00:35:50.580 which

00:35:50.800 is

00:35:50.960 that

00:35:51.160 and

00:35:52.320 they're

00:35:52.500 made

00:35:52.800 in

00:35:53.000 the

00:35:53.280 image

00:35:54.140 of

00:35:54.340 God

00:35:54.780 you

00:35:55.960 think

00:35:56.160 well

00:35:56.300 what

00:35:56.500 in

00:35:57.300 the

00:35:57.440 world

00:35:57.660 does

00:35:57.840 that

00:35:57.980 possibly

00:35:58.460 mean

00:35:58.720 I

00:35:58.880 suppose

00:35:59.180 that's

00:35:59.460 part

00:35:59.640 of

00:35:59.720 the

00:35:59.840 reason

00:36:00.100 that

00:36:00.260 we

00:36:00.380 derive

00:36:00.840 the

00:36:01.180 oft

00:36:02.360 derided

00:36:02.920 sense

00:36:03.500 that

00:36:03.760 God

00:36:04.160 is

00:36:04.380 an

00:36:04.920 old

00:36:05.400 man

00:36:05.700 with

00:36:05.880 a

00:36:06.060 beard

00:36:06.320 in

00:36:06.540 the

00:36:06.720 sky

00:36:07.180 you

00:36:07.760 know

00:36:07.880 not

00:36:08.160 that

00:36:08.540 we're

00:36:08.700 all

00:36:08.960 old

00:36:09.240 men

00:36:09.500 with

00:36:09.900 beards

00:36:10.320 but

00:36:10.560 at

00:36:11.680 least

00:36:11.960 human

00:36:12.540 right

00:36:13.120 well

00:36:13.540 we're

00:36:13.740 made

00:36:14.000 in

00:36:14.140 God's

00:36:14.460 image

00:36:14.780 it's

00:36:15.020 like

00:36:15.240 well

00:36:16.220 so

00:36:16.460 the

00:36:16.680 straightforward

00:36:17.920 concretization

00:36:19.040 of that

00:36:19.480 is something

00:36:19.900 like

00:36:20.180 God

00:36:20.540 in

00:36:20.720 human

00:36:21.000 form

00:36:21.400 which

00:36:22.040 is

00:36:22.140 obviously

00:36:22.520 insufficient

00:36:23.120 in

00:36:23.400 some

00:36:23.620 ways

00:36:23.840 because

00:36:24.160 if

00:36:25.200 God

00:36:25.520 exists

00:36:26.020 in

00:36:26.280 whatever

00:36:26.580 form

00:36:27.080 he

00:36:27.260 exists

00:36:27.800 it's

00:36:28.600 certainly

00:36:28.880 not

00:36:29.280 in a

00:36:30.380 form

00:36:30.620 that's

00:36:31.000 the

00:36:32.000 same

00:36:32.340 as

00:36:32.660 in

00:36:34.700 any

00:36:34.900 simple

00:36:35.260 way

00:36:35.500 as

00:36:35.700 you

00:36:35.880 and

00:36:36.020 I

00:36:36.280 but

00:36:38.140 there's

00:36:38.380 a

00:36:38.520 deeper

00:36:38.740 idea

00:36:39.100 there

00:36:39.360 as far

00:36:39.660 as I

00:36:39.840 can

00:36:39.960 tell

00:36:40.140 and

00:36:40.280 it's

00:36:40.440 this

00:36:40.640 idea

00:36:41.020 of

00:36:41.440 the

00:36:43.060 manner

00:36:44.140 in

00:36:44.360 which

00:36:44.620 it's

00:36:45.840 a

00:36:45.960 deep

00:36:46.160 the

00:36:46.400 deeper

00:36:46.640 idea

00:36:46.900 is

00:36:47.020 in

00:36:47.300 something

00:36:47.540 like

00:36:47.760 the

00:36:47.920 basic

00:36:48.280 structure

00:36:48.980 like

00:36:50.820 if

00:36:50.980 you're

00:36:51.300 the

00:36:51.520 thing

00:36:51.840 that

00:36:52.160 confronts

00:36:53.540 potential

00:36:54.040 and

00:36:54.340 acts

00:36:54.840 to

00:36:55.080 make

00:36:55.780 reality

00:36:56.380 out

00:36:56.680 of

00:36:56.800 potential

00:36:57.320 and

00:36:58.140 that's

00:36:58.380 what

00:36:58.520 God

00:36:58.840 was

00:36:59.060 doing

00:36:59.320 at

00:36:59.480 the

00:36:59.620 beginning

00:36:59.840 of

00:37:00.020 time

00:37:00.340 then

00:37:00.620 that's

00:37:01.460 the

00:37:01.720 equivalence

00:37:02.240 of

00:37:02.360 image

00:37:02.720 it's

00:37:03.100 the

00:37:03.240 same

00:37:03.460 thing

00:37:03.800 you're

00:37:04.260 kind

00:37:04.400 of

00:37:04.480 doing

00:37:04.660 it

00:37:04.780 on

00:37:04.900 a

00:37:05.060 smaller

00:37:05.400 scale

00:37:05.780 you're

00:37:05.980 not

00:37:06.120 generating

00:37:06.600 whole

00:37:06.880 planets

00:37:07.460 but

00:37:08.180 you're

00:37:08.420 generating

00:37:08.880 part

00:37:09.220 of

00:37:09.360 the

00:37:09.520 planet

00:37:09.880 you know

00:37:10.900 and

00:37:11.020 maybe

00:37:11.180 it's

00:37:11.380 a

00:37:11.480 particularly

00:37:11.820 hellish

00:37:12.460 part

00:37:12.760 of

00:37:12.860 the

00:37:13.020 planet

00:37:13.320 because

00:37:13.640 you're

00:37:13.840 not

00:37:14.000 doing

00:37:14.200 a

00:37:14.340 very

00:37:14.500 good

00:37:14.700 job

00:37:15.080 of

00:37:15.240 it

00:37:15.400 and

00:37:16.060 that

00:37:16.200 could

00:37:16.380 certainly

00:37:16.700 be

00:37:16.860 the

00:37:17.020 case

00:37:17.380 and

00:37:17.580 that

00:37:17.920 happens

00:37:18.260 all

00:37:18.420 the

00:37:18.540 time

00:37:18.760 but

00:37:18.920 you know

00:37:19.460 now and

00:37:20.260 then

00:37:20.380 you make

00:37:20.700 a good

00:37:20.960 decision

00:37:21.400 and

00:37:21.660 you

00:37:22.020 act

00:37:22.280 in

00:37:22.400 a

00:37:22.520 manner

00:37:22.720 that

00:37:22.920 you

00:37:23.100 would

00:37:23.240 regard

00:37:23.560 as

00:37:23.780 appropriate

00:37:24.240 and

00:37:24.500 you

00:37:24.960 bring

00:37:25.400 something

00:37:25.780 into

00:37:26.020 being

00:37:26.280 that's

00:37:26.560 worth

00:37:27.020 that's

00:37:27.860 worthy

00:37:28.240 of

00:37:28.500 being

00:37:28.760 brought

00:37:29.080 into

00:37:29.320 being

00:37:29.620 and

00:37:29.780 then

00:37:29.940 and

00:37:30.360 then

00:37:30.480 maybe

00:37:30.680 you're

00:37:30.860 sort

00:37:31.020 of

00:37:31.120 satisfied

00:37:31.660 with

00:37:32.000 yourself

00:37:32.380 and

00:37:32.600 you

00:37:32.740 could

00:37:32.880 say

00:37:33.100 that

00:37:33.280 it

00:37:33.400 was

00:37:33.540 good

00:37:33.940 you

00:37:34.660 know

00:37:34.740 and

00:37:34.820 then

00:37:34.940 you

00:37:35.080 can

00:37:35.220 sleep

00:37:35.500 with

00:37:35.660 a

00:37:35.800 clear

00:37:36.020 conscience

00:37:36.640 having

00:37:37.800 participated

00:37:38.460 properly

00:37:39.180 in the

00:37:39.500 ongoing

00:37:39.860 creation

00:37:40.400 of

00:37:40.620 the

00:37:40.760 world

00:37:41.060 and

00:37:42.340 it

00:37:42.480 seems

00:37:42.700 to

00:37:42.840 me

00:37:42.980 that

00:37:43.140 that

00:37:43.340 is

00:37:43.540 in

00:37:43.720 fact

00:37:44.020 not

00:37:44.760 only

00:37:45.000 what

00:37:45.240 we're

00:37:45.440 called

00:37:45.740 upon

00:37:46.060 to

00:37:46.260 do

00:37:46.500 but

00:37:47.760 actually

00:37:48.080 what

00:37:48.300 we

00:37:48.440 do

00:37:48.740 and

00:37:50.660 so

00:37:50.800 that's

00:37:51.060 a

00:37:51.180 daunting

00:37:51.500 thought

00:37:52.100 and

00:37:53.420 I

00:37:53.540 think

00:37:53.720 that's

00:37:53.940 partly

00:37:54.180 why

00:37:54.340 people

00:37:54.580 don't

00:37:54.820 like

00:37:55.000 to

00:37:55.180 think

00:37:55.500 it

00:37:55.680 you

00:37:55.820 know

00:37:55.940 because

00:37:56.140 one

00:37:56.320 of

00:37:56.400 the

00:37:56.520 things

00:37:56.760 I've

00:37:56.980 thought

00:37:57.160 about

00:37:57.400 for

00:37:57.580 a

00:37:57.700 long

00:37:57.900 time

00:37:58.140 is

00:37:58.300 well

00:37:58.900 people

00:37:59.160 are

00:37:59.360 often

00:37:59.620 complain

00:38:00.420 that

00:38:00.640 life

00:38:00.900 has

00:38:01.140 no

00:38:01.320 meaning

00:38:01.640 which

00:38:02.440 is

00:38:02.580 actually

00:38:02.900 not

00:38:03.160 the

00:38:03.340 case

00:38:03.580 because

00:38:03.920 life

00:38:04.600 certainly

00:38:05.120 hurts

00:38:05.780 even

00:38:06.540 if

00:38:06.720 you're

00:38:06.900 nihilistic

00:38:07.520 and

00:38:07.820 hopeless

00:38:08.500 life

00:38:09.240 has

00:38:09.460 a

00:38:09.600 meaning

00:38:09.860 and

00:38:10.120 that's

00:38:10.840 suffering

00:38:11.240 so

00:38:12.120 you're

00:38:12.260 not

00:38:12.400 getting

00:38:12.660 away

00:38:12.940 with

00:38:13.200 you're

00:38:13.880 not

00:38:14.000 getting

00:38:14.220 away

00:38:14.420 from

00:38:14.620 that

00:38:14.900 with

00:38:15.080 your

00:38:15.220 nihilism

00:38:15.740 man

00:38:16.080 you're

00:38:16.600 stuck

00:38:16.880 with

00:38:17.080 the

00:38:17.260 suffering

00:38:17.640 so

00:38:17.880 the

00:38:18.040 idea

00:38:18.320 that

00:38:18.540 life

00:38:18.760 is

00:38:18.940 meaningless

00:38:19.300 that's

00:38:19.700 just

00:38:19.900 wrong

00:38:20.380 you

00:38:21.180 can

00:38:21.340 get

00:38:21.520 rid

00:38:21.680 of

00:38:21.760 the

00:38:21.880 positive

00:38:22.280 meaning

00:38:22.700 by

00:38:23.660 being

00:38:23.960 cynical

00:38:24.500 and

00:38:25.320 by

00:38:25.500 avoiding

00:38:25.920 your

00:38:26.140 responsibility

00:38:26.720 but

00:38:27.400 you're

00:38:27.560 not

00:38:27.700 going

00:38:27.840 to

00:38:27.920 get

00:38:28.060 rid

00:38:28.240 of

00:38:28.340 the

00:38:28.480 suffering

00:38:28.900 and

00:38:29.320 the

00:38:29.480 suffering

00:38:29.800 is

00:38:30.020 definitely

00:38:30.740 meaningful

00:38:31.420 there's

00:38:32.060 not

00:38:32.240 a

00:38:32.400 person

00:38:32.740 out

00:38:33.000 here

00:38:33.260 anywhere

00:38:34.460 who

00:38:34.980 can

00:38:35.160 talk

00:38:35.660 themselves

00:38:36.240 out

00:38:36.640 of

00:38:36.800 their

00:38:37.060 pain

00:38:37.680 so

00:38:39.200 so

00:38:41.200 people

00:38:45.500 talk

00:38:45.820 about

00:38:46.140 life

00:38:46.800 lacking

00:38:47.220 meaning

00:38:47.600 it

00:38:47.780 isn't

00:38:48.000 what

00:38:48.140 they

00:38:48.320 mean

00:38:48.560 they

00:38:48.780 mean

00:38:49.300 that

00:38:49.660 their

00:38:49.900 life

00:38:50.240 lacks

00:38:50.660 positive

00:38:51.260 and

00:38:51.620 sustaining

00:38:52.300 meaning

00:38:52.760 and

00:38:52.980 it's

00:38:53.160 important

00:38:53.480 to be

00:38:53.740 precise

00:38:54.120 about

00:38:54.380 these

00:38:54.660 things

00:38:54.980 and

00:38:55.980 then

00:38:56.200 they're

00:38:56.540 upset

00:38:56.860 about

00:38:57.120 that

00:38:57.340 my

00:38:57.520 life

00:38:57.820 has

00:38:58.060 no

00:38:58.260 positive

00:38:58.740 and

00:38:59.460 sustaining

00:38:59.940 meaning

00:39:00.300 and

00:39:00.540 then

00:39:00.880 they

00:39:01.060 feel

00:39:01.320 oppressed

00:39:01.860 about

00:39:02.140 that

00:39:02.400 and

00:39:02.540 unhappy

00:39:02.960 and

00:39:03.180 it's

00:39:03.540 not

00:39:03.700 surprising

00:39:04.140 because

00:39:04.520 because

00:39:05.400 life

00:39:05.700 is

00:39:05.880 suffering

00:39:06.280 and

00:39:06.520 twisted

00:39:07.260 up

00:39:07.520 a bit

00:39:07.800 with

00:39:08.040 malevolence

00:39:08.600 just

00:39:08.860 to make

00:39:09.160 the

00:39:09.320 suffering

00:39:11.200 sustaining

00:39:11.600 meaning

00:39:12.060 then

00:39:12.340 you

00:39:12.520 get

00:39:12.660 tortured

00:39:13.040 by

00:39:13.280 the

00:39:13.500 suffering

00:39:13.860 and

00:39:14.080 obviously

00:39:14.760 that's

00:39:15.160 extraordinarily

00:39:15.660 unpleasant

00:39:16.280 and

00:39:17.020 so

00:39:17.160 it's

00:39:17.300 not

00:39:17.460 surprising

00:39:17.880 that

00:39:18.100 people

00:39:18.340 complain

00:39:18.800 and

00:39:19.460 you

00:39:19.560 might

00:39:19.700 think

00:39:19.920 well

00:39:20.060 they

00:39:20.220 would

00:39:20.420 escape

00:39:21.060 from

00:39:21.340 that

00:39:21.580 state

00:39:21.880 of

00:39:22.040 meaninglessness

00:39:22.520 if

00:39:22.940 they

00:39:23.140 could

00:39:23.520 and

00:39:25.440 but

00:39:25.640 they

00:39:25.800 can't

00:39:26.220 perhaps

00:39:26.600 and

00:39:26.840 they've

00:39:27.120 argued

00:39:27.380 themselves

00:39:27.820 into

00:39:28.120 it

00:39:28.260 or

00:39:28.400 they're

00:39:29.000 they've

00:39:30.680 argued

00:39:30.920 themselves

00:39:31.320 into

00:39:31.580 a state

00:39:31.960 of

00:39:32.100 meaninglessness

00:39:32.600 it's

00:39:32.900 a

00:39:33.020 consequence

00:39:33.440 of

00:39:33.740 the

00:39:34.340 rational

00:39:34.820 critique

00:39:35.320 of

00:39:35.540 the

00:39:35.660 structure

00:39:35.980 of

00:39:36.160 being

00:39:36.360 or

00:39:36.500 something

00:39:36.740 like

00:39:36.980 that

00:39:37.240 but

00:39:37.660 I

00:39:38.060 think

00:39:38.260 there's

00:39:38.500 darker

00:39:38.880 things

00:39:39.240 at

00:39:39.400 work

00:39:39.700 there

00:39:39.900 because

00:39:40.180 one

00:39:40.700 of

00:39:40.780 the

00:39:40.900 things

00:39:41.140 I've

00:39:41.460 asked

00:39:42.060 myself

00:39:42.580 repeatedly

00:39:43.320 over

00:39:44.200 the

00:39:44.360 years

00:39:44.600 is

00:39:44.820 maybe

00:39:45.520 everybody

00:39:45.900 has

00:39:46.140 a

00:39:46.320 choice

00:39:46.880 the

00:39:47.300 choice

00:39:47.600 is

00:39:47.780 something

00:39:48.020 like

00:39:48.300 this

00:39:48.700 because

00:39:49.660 I'm

00:39:49.840 psychoanalytically

00:39:51.260 minded

00:39:51.620 when people

00:39:52.400 say

00:39:52.640 something

00:39:53.060 for one

00:39:54.360 reason

00:39:54.740 I always

00:39:55.260 think

00:39:55.480 well

00:39:55.700 there's

00:39:56.620 a shadow

00:39:57.140 reason

00:39:57.620 that we

00:39:57.980 need

00:39:58.180 to

00:39:58.300 explore

00:39:58.760 too

00:39:59.140 there's

00:40:00.040 you say

00:40:01.020 well

00:40:01.200 you're

00:40:01.340 doing

00:40:01.520 this

00:40:01.720 because

00:40:02.000 you're

00:40:02.240 good

00:40:02.580 you're

00:40:02.820 a

00:40:02.940 good

00:40:03.100 person

00:40:03.480 the

00:40:03.880 communists

00:40:04.520 posited

00:40:05.140 the

00:40:05.380 utopian

00:40:05.960 future

00:40:07.160 state

00:40:07.740 that

00:40:08.920 was

00:40:09.060 good

00:40:09.420 except

00:40:10.560 for

00:40:10.760 all

00:40:10.920 the

00:40:11.060 millions

00:40:11.360 of

00:40:11.580 corpses

00:40:12.000 that

00:40:13.420 was

00:40:13.540 the

00:40:13.700 dark

00:40:14.000 side

00:40:14.400 and

00:40:14.820 so

00:40:14.940 you

00:40:15.080 could

00:40:15.220 flip

00:40:15.520 that

00:40:15.940 and

00:40:16.220 think

00:40:16.440 well

00:40:16.640 no

00:40:16.820 there

00:40:16.980 was

00:40:17.160 no

00:40:17.320 utopian

00:40:17.780 vision

00:40:18.160 to

00:40:18.340 be

00:40:18.500 not

00:40:19.140 really

00:40:19.560 there

00:40:19.920 was

00:40:20.060 just

00:40:20.280 justification

00:40:20.900 for

00:40:21.320 the

00:40:21.440 millions

00:40:21.720 of

00:40:21.940 corpses

00:40:22.280 and

00:40:22.580 it

00:40:23.120 was

00:40:23.220 the

00:40:23.380 production

00:40:23.780 of

00:40:24.040 those

00:40:24.300 corpses

00:40:24.700 that

00:40:25.020 was

00:40:25.220 the

00:40:25.440 reason

00:40:25.920 and

00:40:26.560 the

00:40:26.660 utopian

00:40:27.060 vision

00:40:27.400 just

00:40:27.640 a

00:40:27.820 secondary

00:40:28.260 justification

00:40:28.900 and

00:40:29.780 if

00:40:29.940 you

00:40:30.040 think

00:40:30.240 well

00:40:30.460 no

00:40:30.880 definitely

00:40:31.880 not

00:40:32.280 then

00:40:32.520 well

00:40:32.980 that's

00:40:33.260 fine

00:40:33.500 then

00:40:33.680 you

00:40:33.860 can

00:40:34.000 account

00:40:34.300 for

00:40:34.480 the

00:40:34.640 corpses

00:40:34.980 with

00:40:35.680 some

00:40:35.900 other

00:40:36.100 theory

00:40:36.480 and

00:40:36.980 see

00:40:37.140 how far

00:40:37.500 you

00:40:37.640 get

00:40:37.840 with

00:40:38.020 that

00:40:38.340 so

00:40:39.380 there's

00:40:40.560 a

00:40:40.680 dark

00:40:40.920 side

00:40:41.220 to

00:40:41.480 decisions

00:40:42.200 and

00:40:43.020 so

00:40:43.200 let's

00:40:43.500 say

00:40:43.640 that

00:40:43.860 you're

00:40:44.140 wrapped

00:40:44.600 up

00:40:46.320 in a

00:40:46.600 nihilistic

00:40:47.160 viewpoint

00:40:47.640 and

00:40:47.840 you're

00:40:48.020 suffering

00:40:48.380 because

00:40:48.700 of

00:40:48.860 that

00:40:49.040 you

00:40:49.180 think

00:40:49.320 god

00:40:49.540 I

00:40:49.680 really

00:40:49.900 wish

00:40:50.120 my

00:40:50.300 life

00:40:50.520 was

00:40:50.700 meaningful

00:40:51.160 I

00:40:52.380 wish

00:40:52.800 there

00:40:52.960 was

00:40:53.080 such

00:40:53.320 a

00:40:53.460 thing

00:40:58.900 on this

00:40:59.800 side

00:41:00.040 there's

00:41:00.340 meaninglessness

00:41:01.100 right

00:41:01.540 you're

00:41:01.720 just

00:41:01.940 as

00:41:02.820 you

00:41:03.020 suspect

00:41:03.500 with

00:41:04.020 your

00:41:04.200 rational

00:41:04.700 critique

00:41:05.160 of

00:41:05.400 being

00:41:05.740 you're

00:41:06.240 nothing

00:41:06.420 but

00:41:06.620 a

00:41:06.780 dust

00:41:07.040 speck

00:41:07.560 among

00:41:08.440 seven

00:41:09.460 billion

00:41:09.820 other

00:41:10.080 dust

00:41:10.400 specks

00:41:10.800 on

00:41:11.500 a

00:41:11.740 no

00:41:12.040 account

00:41:12.360 planet

00:41:12.940 rotating

00:41:13.980 a

00:41:14.220 no

00:41:14.360 account

00:41:14.660 star

00:41:15.180 among

00:41:15.840 trillions

00:41:16.480 of

00:41:16.760 stars

00:41:17.180 among

00:41:17.820 hundreds

00:41:18.380 of

00:41:18.620 billions

00:41:18.880 of

00:41:19.120 galaxies

00:41:19.680 in

00:41:20.260 a

00:41:20.400 meaningless

00:41:20.720 universe

00:41:21.380 we

00:41:22.940 think

00:41:23.140 god

00:41:23.480 that's

00:41:23.840 dismal

00:41:24.260 it's

00:41:24.580 like

00:41:24.760 well

00:41:25.680 no

00:41:26.520 it's

00:41:27.640 not

00:41:27.820 that

00:41:28.020 dismal

00:41:28.340 because

00:41:28.720 if

00:41:29.380 it's

00:41:29.540 all

00:41:29.660 meaningless

00:41:30.020 you

00:41:30.240 don't

00:41:30.380 have

00:41:30.540 any

00:41:30.700 responsibility

00:41:31.380 and

00:41:32.500 you

00:41:32.580 can

00:41:32.680 do

00:41:32.760 whatever

00:41:32.960 the

00:41:33.100 hell

00:41:33.220 you

00:41:33.360 want

00:41:33.700 and

00:41:34.940 there's

00:41:35.100 some

00:41:35.220 attraction

00:41:35.640 to

00:41:35.840 being

00:41:35.980 able

00:41:36.160 to

00:41:36.320 do

00:41:36.620 whatever

00:41:37.060 you

00:41:37.360 want

00:41:37.740 without

00:41:38.080 responsibility

00:41:38.860 well

00:41:39.500 it's

00:41:39.620 easy

00:41:40.000 first of

00:41:40.500 all

00:41:40.720 I mean

00:41:41.220 except

00:41:41.580 for the

00:41:41.900 suffering

00:41:42.200 part

00:41:42.500 but

00:41:42.700 it's

00:41:43.400 easy

00:41:43.780 it

00:41:44.340 doesn't

00:41:44.540 require

00:41:44.860 any

00:41:45.080 commitment

00:41:45.580 doesn't

00:41:45.880 require

00:41:46.160 any

00:41:46.360 sacrifice

00:41:47.060 it

00:41:47.420 doesn't

00:41:47.600 require

00:41:47.860 any

00:41:48.000 vision

00:41:48.460 doesn't

00:41:49.140 require

00:41:49.460 any

00:41:49.620 diligence

00:41:50.180 it's

00:41:51.680 easy

00:41:52.020 you can

00:41:53.680 do

00:41:53.780 whatever

00:41:54.000 you

00:41:54.160 want

00:41:54.300 whenever

00:41:54.560 you

00:41:54.720 want

00:41:55.020 and

00:41:56.180 so

00:41:57.120 a

00:41:57.300 cynic

00:41:57.540 might

00:41:57.720 say

00:41:57.920 well

00:41:58.080 you

00:41:58.220 just

00:41:58.520 dreamed

00:41:58.800 up

00:41:59.000 the

00:41:59.140 whole

00:41:59.300 nihilism

00:41:59.840 to

00:42:00.320 justify

00:42:00.940 the

00:42:01.300 fact

00:42:01.580 that

00:42:01.760 you're

00:42:01.960 utterly

00:42:02.300 useless

00:42:02.860 and

00:42:05.520 then

00:42:05.640 you

00:42:05.760 could

00:42:05.880 reverse

00:42:06.200 it

00:42:06.400 you

00:42:06.520 could

00:42:06.660 say

00:42:06.800 okay

00:42:07.040 well

00:42:07.280 forget

00:42:07.940 about

00:42:08.120 that

00:42:08.300 choice

00:42:08.500 here's

00:42:08.720 another

00:42:08.980 choice

00:42:09.380 everything

00:42:10.840 you

00:42:11.380 do

00:42:11.620 is

00:42:11.800 meaningful

00:42:12.360 it

00:42:13.760 actually

00:42:14.460 matters

00:42:15.140 you

00:42:16.140 think

00:42:16.320 well

00:42:16.460 that's

00:42:16.760 great

00:42:16.960 because

00:42:17.220 there's

00:42:17.500 all

00:42:17.640 that

00:42:17.800 meaning

00:42:18.100 it's

00:42:18.340 like

00:42:18.540 yeah

00:42:19.280 sure

00:42:21.260 there's

00:42:23.120 a lot

00:42:23.400 of

00:42:23.500 responsibility

00:42:24.100 that goes

00:42:24.700 along

00:42:24.940 with

00:42:25.120 that

00:42:25.340 because

00:42:25.640 maybe

00:42:26.300 it is

00:42:26.560 the

00:42:26.700 case

00:42:26.940 and

00:42:27.140 I

00:42:27.240 do

00:42:27.360 believe

00:42:27.660 this

00:42:27.880 I

00:42:28.020 do

00:42:28.540 believe

00:42:28.900 that

00:42:29.100 this

00:42:29.260 is

00:42:29.380 the

00:42:29.520 case

00:42:29.780 I

00:42:30.620 do

00:42:30.820 believe

00:42:31.180 that

00:42:31.360 the

00:42:31.480 most

00:42:31.700 accurate

00:42:32.100 way

00:42:32.320 of

00:42:32.440 representing

00:42:32.940 you

00:42:33.280 is

00:42:33.800 the

00:42:33.940 way

00:42:34.100 that

00:42:34.260 you're

00:42:34.460 represented

00:42:34.920 in

00:42:35.180 that

00:42:35.360 first

00:42:35.640 chapter

00:42:36.040 of

00:42:36.220 Genesis

00:42:36.540 and

00:42:37.560 that

00:42:37.700 whatever

00:42:38.000 it

00:42:38.240 is

00:42:38.400 that

00:42:38.600 you

00:42:38.820 are

00:42:39.060 is

00:42:39.260 something

00:42:39.540 like

00:42:39.840 an

00:42:39.980 embodied

00:42:40.500 logos

00:42:41.120 constrained

00:42:42.640 you

00:42:43.380 know

00:42:43.580 but

00:42:44.380 confronting

00:42:45.080 the

00:42:45.900 chaos

00:42:46.280 of

00:42:46.500 potential

00:42:47.020 and

00:42:47.820 determining

00:42:48.440 the

00:42:48.860 course

00:42:49.260 of

00:42:54.100 to

00:42:55.060 make

00:42:55.300 things

00:42:55.600 better

00:42:56.000 and

00:42:57.260 you

00:42:57.380 can

00:42:57.540 choose

00:42:57.760 to

00:42:57.940 make

00:42:58.120 things

00:42:58.440 worse

00:42:58.900 and

00:42:59.500 if

00:42:59.620 you

00:42:59.740 choose

00:42:59.980 to

00:43:00.140 make

00:43:00.300 them

00:43:00.460 better

00:43:00.740 then

00:43:01.260 they

00:43:01.440 get

00:43:01.660 better

00:43:02.060 and

00:43:02.640 if

00:43:02.760 you

00:43:02.860 choose

00:43:03.080 to

00:43:03.200 make

00:43:03.360 them

00:43:03.520 worse

00:43:03.780 then

00:43:04.300 they

00:43:04.520 get

00:43:04.740 worse

00:43:05.160 and

00:43:05.540 so

00:43:05.700 I

00:43:05.840 would

00:43:05.980 say

00:43:06.280 you

00:43:07.260 have

00:43:07.940 the

00:43:08.620 possibility

00:43:09.160 of

00:43:09.360 heaven

00:43:09.680 beckoning

00:43:10.160 on the

00:43:10.480 one

00:43:10.640 hand

00:43:10.920 and

00:43:11.140 the

00:43:11.280 possibility

00:43:11.740 of

00:43:11.900 hell

00:43:12.160 beckoning

00:43:12.880 on

00:43:13.040 the

00:43:13.120 other

00:43:13.320 and

00:43:13.740 you're

00:43:13.880 choosing

00:43:14.140 between

00:43:14.500 those

00:43:14.840 two

00:43:15.200 every

00:43:15.800 single

00:43:16.280 choice

00:43:16.800 you

00:43:17.360 make

00:43:17.720 and

00:43:24.100 that

00:43:24.480 it's

00:43:24.640 like

00:43:24.820 well

00:43:25.080 let's

00:43:25.700 let's

00:43:26.700 reverse

00:43:27.040 that

00:43:27.380 say

00:43:27.580 well

00:43:27.780 are

00:43:28.360 you

00:43:28.560 sure

00:43:28.900 you

00:43:29.200 don't

00:43:29.680 believe

00:43:30.080 that

00:43:30.460 you

00:43:31.620 know

00:43:31.700 because

00:43:31.860 you

00:43:32.000 don't

00:43:32.120 know

00:43:32.240 what

00:43:32.380 the

00:43:32.520 hell

00:43:32.660 you

00:43:32.800 believe

00:43:33.140 because

00:43:33.460 you

00:43:33.640 can't

00:43:34.080 really

00:43:34.280 account

00:43:34.680 for

00:43:34.880 yourself

00:43:35.260 fully

00:43:35.640 right

00:43:35.880 people

00:43:36.180 are

00:43:36.400 really

00:43:36.860 we're

00:43:37.320 complicated

00:43:38.120 each

00:43:39.260 of

00:43:39.400 us

00:43:39.560 is

00:43:39.680 the

00:43:39.860 most

00:43:40.140 complicated

00:43:40.780 thing

00:43:41.380 there

00:43:41.660 is

00:43:42.180 so

00:43:43.360 we're

00:43:43.500 not

00:43:43.680 transparent

00:43:44.280 to

00:43:44.560 ourselves

00:43:44.920 it's

00:43:45.200 not

00:43:45.360 obvious

00:43:45.760 to

00:43:46.020 each

00:43:46.220 of

00:43:46.320 us

00:43:46.460 what

00:43:46.680 it

00:43:46.840 is

00:43:47.000 that

00:43:47.160 we

00:43:47.320 believe

00:43:54.100 look

00:43:54.300 at

00:43:54.400 how

00:43:54.520 they

00:43:54.700 act

00:43:55.000 that's

00:43:55.280 an

00:43:55.400 existential

00:43:56.020 attitude

00:43:56.880 it's

00:43:58.180 something

00:43:58.420 I also

00:43:58.780 learned

00:43:59.040 to some

00:43:59.360 degree

00:43:59.620 from

00:43:59.820 Carl

00:44:00.100 Jung

00:44:00.360 if

00:44:01.140 you

00:44:01.240 can't

00:44:01.540 understand

00:44:01.960 the

00:44:02.140 motivation

00:44:02.640 look

00:44:03.440 at

00:44:03.560 the

00:44:03.680 outcome

00:44:04.000 of

00:44:04.200 the

00:44:04.340 action

00:44:04.700 and

00:44:04.960 infer

00:44:05.320 the

00:44:05.520 motivation

00:44:06.260 I like

00:44:07.620 that

00:44:07.800 a lot

00:44:08.140 you

00:44:08.860 think

00:44:09.040 well

00:44:09.200 what

00:44:09.340 do

00:44:09.420 people

00:44:09.680 believe

00:44:10.140 well

00:44:10.380 how

00:44:10.680 do

00:44:10.780 they

00:44:10.920 act

00:44:11.300 and

00:44:11.460 my

00:44:12.420 sense

00:44:12.780 of

00:44:12.940 people

00:44:13.240 after

00:44:13.700 spending

00:44:14.140 25,000

00:44:15.120 hours

00:44:15.620 counselling

00:44:16.520 people

00:44:16.980 through

00:44:17.220 all

00:44:17.440 sorts

00:44:17.700 of

00:44:17.820 things

00:44:18.080 and

00:44:18.260 thinking

00:44:18.520 about

00:44:18.800 these

00:44:19.020 things

00:44:19.280 for

00:44:19.500 many

00:44:20.000 more

00:44:20.220 hours

00:44:20.460 than

00:44:20.620 that

00:44:20.840 is

00:44:20.980 that

00:44:21.160 you

00:44:23.000 you

00:44:24.840 have

00:44:25.040 a

00:44:25.160 guilty

00:44:25.360 conscience

00:44:25.780 if

00:44:26.120 you're

00:44:26.240 not

00:44:26.440 participating

00:44:27.040 in

00:44:27.460 the

00:44:27.860 proper

00:44:29.200 creation

00:44:29.700 of

00:44:29.900 being

00:44:30.220 it

00:44:31.220 weighs

00:44:31.500 on

00:44:31.760 you

00:44:31.960 and

00:44:32.540 not

00:44:32.680 just

00:44:33.060 a

00:44:33.240 bit

00:44:33.460 either

00:44:33.800 like

00:44:34.120 it'll

00:44:34.580 take

00:44:34.920 you

00:44:35.060 out

00:44:35.300 it'll

00:44:36.720 make

00:44:37.160 you

00:44:37.320 suicidal

00:44:37.920 it'll

00:44:38.160 ruin

00:44:38.360 your

00:44:38.520 life

00:44:38.860 you'll

00:44:40.000 contemplate

00:44:40.820 the

00:44:41.500 catastrophe

00:44:42.060 of your

00:44:42.580 foolish

00:44:42.840 choices

00:44:43.300 and

00:44:43.580 the

00:44:44.060 waste

00:44:44.440 that

00:44:44.700 you've

00:44:45.000 laid

00:44:45.200 to

00:44:45.380 your

00:44:45.520 own

00:44:45.660 potential

00:44:46.100 and

00:44:46.440 the

00:44:47.200 absence

00:44:47.780 that

00:44:48.200 you've

00:44:48.560 been

00:44:49.020 your

00:44:49.240 family

00:44:49.680 and

00:44:49.900 your

00:44:50.080 community

00:44:50.560 and

00:44:51.240 you

00:44:51.640 will

00:44:52.000 not

00:44:52.460 escape

00:44:53.040 from

00:44:53.380 that

00:44:53.720 not

00:44:54.120 a

00:44:54.340 bit

00:44:54.880 and

00:44:55.780 so

00:44:55.940 it

00:44:56.100 seems

00:44:56.360 to

00:44:56.560 me

00:44:56.760 that

00:44:57.020 regardless

00:44:58.520 of

00:44:58.820 people's

00:44:59.280 conscious

00:44:59.740 accounting

00:45:00.320 for

00:45:00.620 themselves

00:45:01.100 at a

00:45:01.840 more

00:45:01.980 implicit

00:45:02.420 level

00:45:02.780 a

00:45:02.900 more

00:45:03.040 unconscious

00:45:03.540 level

00:45:03.960 you're

00:45:04.520 holding

00:45:04.800 yourself

00:45:05.340 accountable

00:45:06.580 as if

00:45:07.220 you're

00:45:07.460 responsible

00:45:08.080 all

00:45:08.940 the

00:45:09.120 time

00:45:09.460 and

00:45:10.340 that

00:45:10.480 you

00:45:10.600 will

00:45:10.760 torture

00:45:11.300 yourself

00:45:11.900 to

00:45:12.200 death

00:45:12.760 if

00:45:13.240 you

00:45:13.360 do

00:45:13.580 it

00:45:13.720 wrong

00:45:14.120 so

00:45:16.280 well

00:45:16.960 and if

00:45:17.280 it

00:45:17.400 wasn't

00:45:17.620 the

00:45:17.760 case

00:45:17.940 then

00:45:18.100 why

00:45:18.280 would

00:45:18.440 you

00:45:18.560 ever

00:45:18.800 it's

00:45:19.140 not

00:45:19.280 like

00:45:19.460 you

00:45:19.580 guys

00:45:19.760 don't

00:45:19.960 feel

00:45:20.160 guilty

00:45:20.600 you

00:45:21.660 know

00:45:21.740 I

00:45:21.860 mean

00:45:21.960 that's

00:45:22.240 a

00:45:22.380 common

00:45:23.200 state

00:45:23.800 of

00:45:24.020 mind

00:45:24.320 for

00:45:24.480 people

00:45:24.600 and I

00:45:24.840 know

00:45:25.020 that guilt

00:45:25.440 can go

00:45:25.800 too far

00:45:26.180 I know

00:45:26.420 sometimes

00:45:26.860 that people

00:45:27.260 feel guilty

00:45:27.960 more than

00:45:28.820 would be

00:45:29.240 productive

00:45:29.780 but

00:45:30.760 but

00:45:30.780 but

00:45:30.800 it's

00:45:31.660 it's

00:45:31.680 it's

00:45:31.700 not

00:45:31.840 like

00:45:32.020 you

00:45:32.140 don't

00:45:32.320 feel

00:45:32.540 guilty

00:45:32.920 or

00:45:33.140 ashamed

00:45:33.520 or

00:45:33.660 that

00:45:33.780 you

00:45:33.880 haven't

00:45:34.120 lived up

00:45:34.480 to your

00:45:34.720 potential

00:45:35.120 all of

00:45:35.520 those

00:45:35.700 things

00:45:35.980 man

00:45:36.260 that's

00:45:36.560 the

00:45:37.520 sort

00:45:37.780 of

00:45:37.880 thing

00:45:38.040 that

00:45:38.200 torments

00:45:38.620 you

00:45:38.800 at

00:45:38.900 three

00:45:39.080 o'clock

00:45:39.400 in the

00:45:39.620 morning

00:45:39.860 the

00:45:40.520 idea

00:45:41.840 of

00:45:42.040 lost

00:45:42.400 opportunity

00:45:43.100 you know

00:45:44.320 and the

00:45:45.340 sense

00:45:45.660 of

00:45:45.980 falling

00:45:47.820 I suppose

00:45:48.420 in some

00:45:48.840 sense

00:45:49.160 that you

00:45:49.480 have

00:45:49.800 if you

00:45:50.540 haven't

00:45:50.940 done

00:45:51.260 what you

00:45:51.680 could

00:45:51.940 with

00:45:52.160 what

00:45:52.360 you've

00:45:52.640 been

00:45:52.800 granted

00:45:53.300 so

00:45:54.820 you

00:45:55.660 hold

00:45:55.900 yourself

00:45:56.320 ethically

00:45:57.140 accountable

00:45:57.620 and then

00:45:59.000 you hold

00:45:59.320 the people

00:45:59.620 you love

00:45:59.980 ethically

00:46:00.380 accountable

00:46:00.800 too

00:46:01.160 the

00:46:01.460 last

00:46:01.760 thing

00:46:01.940 you

00:46:02.060 want

00:46:02.260 for

00:46:02.420 your

00:46:02.580 children

00:46:02.920 I

00:46:03.160 would

00:46:03.320 say

00:46:03.520 the

00:46:03.680 last

00:46:03.960 thing

00:46:04.240 if

00:46:05.220 you

00:46:05.320 love

00:46:05.540 them

00:46:05.800 to

00:46:06.560 some

00:46:06.780 degree

00:46:07.080 at

00:46:07.260 least

00:46:07.500 is

00:46:08.100 that

00:46:08.280 they

00:46:08.520 live up

00:46:09.460 to

00:46:09.580 their

00:46:09.740 potential

00:46:10.240 right

00:46:10.600 and

00:46:10.760 you

00:46:10.860 try

00:46:11.180 to

00:46:11.320 provide

00:46:11.640 for

00:46:11.860 them

00:46:12.080 an

00:46:12.520 environment

00:46:13.060 that

00:46:13.680 increases

00:46:14.340 the

00:46:14.640 probability

00:46:15.200 that

00:46:15.560 they

00:46:15.700 will

00:46:15.860 live

00:46:16.080 up

00:46:16.240 to

00:46:16.380 their

00:46:16.520 potential

00:46:16.980 and

00:46:17.280 if

00:46:18.000 you're

00:46:18.200 sensible

00:46:18.740 you

00:46:19.100 discipline

00:46:19.520 your

00:46:19.740 children

00:46:20.020 when

00:46:20.340 they're

00:46:20.520 not

00:46:20.780 living

00:46:21.080 up

00:46:21.260 to

00:46:21.400 their

00:46:21.560 potential

00:46:22.000 and

00:46:22.280 you

00:46:22.640 reward

00:46:23.080 them

00:46:23.340 when

00:46:23.980 they

00:46:24.180 are

00:46:24.420 and

00:46:24.580 you're

00:46:24.820 thrilled

00:46:25.120 when

00:46:25.380 they

00:46:25.560 are

00:46:25.780 right

00:46:26.020 literally

00:46:26.600 if

00:46:26.900 you

00:46:27.020 love

00:46:27.200 your

00:46:27.360 children

00:46:27.600 you're

00:46:27.880 thrilled

00:46:28.240 when

00:46:28.480 they

00:46:28.600 do

00:46:28.780 something

00:46:29.140 that's

00:46:29.420 a

00:46:29.800 real

00:46:29.980 revelation

00:46:30.640 of

00:46:30.880 their

00:46:31.060 potential

00:46:31.600 you

00:46:32.400 know

00:46:32.520 and

00:46:32.680 if

00:46:32.820 you

00:46:33.000 with

00:46:33.840 your

00:46:34.040 husband

00:46:34.400 or

00:46:34.620 your

00:46:34.800 wife

00:46:35.160 it's

00:46:35.660 the

00:46:35.800 same

00:46:36.080 thing

00:46:36.620 you

00:46:37.280 know

00:46:37.360 if

00:46:37.540 again

00:46:37.900 to

00:46:38.080 the

00:46:38.200 degree

00:46:38.440 that

00:46:38.640 you're

00:46:38.860 not

00:46:39.140 locked

00:46:39.960 in

00:46:48.740 but

00:46:48.980 by

00:46:50.180 and

00:46:50.360 large

00:46:50.720 what

00:46:50.940 you're

00:46:51.140 hoping

00:46:51.420 is

00:46:51.640 that

00:46:51.880 that

00:46:52.860 person

00:46:53.200 you

00:46:53.380 love

00:46:53.740 especially

00:46:54.160 if

00:46:54.380 you

00:46:54.480 love

00:46:54.760 someone

00:46:55.160 the

00:46:56.080 act

00:46:56.540 of

00:46:56.700 loving

00:46:56.960 them

00:46:57.160 is

00:46:57.320 actually

00:46:57.780 the

00:46:58.640 embodiment

00:46:59.360 of

00:47:00.100 the

00:47:00.300 hope

00:47:00.780 that

00:47:01.300 the

00:47:01.500 potential

00:47:02.060 you

00:47:02.380 see

00:47:02.660 in

00:47:02.840 them

00:47:03.000 would

00:47:03.340 fully

00:47:03.640 manifest

00:47:04.200 itself

00:47:04.660 I

00:47:05.240 think

00:47:05.420 that's

00:47:05.680 actually

00:47:05.940 what

00:47:06.140 happens

00:47:06.500 like

00:47:06.700 you

00:47:07.140 know

00:47:07.260 how

00:47:07.540 look

00:47:09.340 everybody

00:47:09.940 has a

00:47:10.480 soft

00:47:10.700 spot

00:47:10.960 for

00:47:11.180 kids

00:47:11.520 I

00:47:11.960 would

00:47:12.100 say

00:47:12.340 but

00:47:13.080 you

00:47:13.260 have

00:47:13.420 a

00:47:13.560 particular

00:47:13.940 soft

00:47:14.380 spot

00:47:14.680 for

00:47:14.880 your

00:47:15.040 own

00:47:15.240 kid

00:47:15.540 and

00:47:16.340 that's

00:47:16.800 probably

00:47:17.280 a good

00:47:17.600 thing

00:47:17.820 because

00:47:18.060 there's

00:47:18.740 just

00:47:19.000 there you

00:47:19.740 are

00:47:19.940 and there's

00:47:20.220 like

00:47:20.420 a billion

00:47:21.340 kids

00:47:21.760 and you're

00:47:22.040 not going

00:47:22.300 to take

00:47:22.580 care of

00:47:22.860 all of

00:47:23.160 them

00:47:23.300 so

00:47:23.740 it might

00:47:24.000 be okay

00:47:24.540 if you

00:47:24.780 took care

00:47:25.100 of one

00:47:25.400 or two

00:47:25.780 and you

00:47:26.100 did a

00:47:26.340 real

00:47:26.460 good

00:47:26.640 job

00:47:26.900 of

00:47:27.040 that

00:47:27.260 and

00:47:27.380 then

00:47:27.480 if

00:47:27.620 everyone

00:47:27.880 else

00:47:28.160 did

00:47:28.340 that

00:47:28.560 then

00:47:28.760 they'd

00:47:28.940 all

00:47:29.060 be

00:47:29.220 cared

00:47:29.520 for

00:47:29.740 so

00:47:29.920 the

00:47:30.340 fact

00:47:30.560 that

00:47:30.720 you're

00:47:30.900 focusing

00:47:31.300 on

00:47:31.580 your

00:47:31.740 own

00:47:31.920 child

00:47:32.300 is

00:47:33.020 reasonable

00:47:33.880 given

00:47:34.480 your

00:47:35.060 constraints

00:47:35.580 and

00:47:37.000 so

00:47:37.180 people

00:47:37.460 are

00:47:37.620 pretty

00:47:37.860 in love

00:47:39.020 with

00:47:39.200 their

00:47:39.340 children

00:47:39.660 and

00:47:40.080 you

00:47:40.200 might

00:47:40.340 think

00:47:40.540 well

00:47:40.660 that's

00:47:40.860 a

00:47:40.940 kind

00:47:41.140 of

00:47:41.260 blindness

00:47:41.740 because

00:47:42.160 why

00:47:42.780 should

00:47:43.280 it

00:47:43.420 be

00:47:43.620 from

00:47:43.840 a

00:47:43.980 rational

00:47:44.300 perspective

00:47:44.840 that

00:47:45.080 your

00:47:45.280 child

00:47:45.600 is

00:47:45.760 any

00:47:45.940 more

00:47:46.100 important

00:47:46.400 than

00:47:46.560 any

00:47:46.780 other

00:47:46.960 child

00:47:47.300 or

00:47:47.420 that

00:47:47.560 your

00:47:48.080 child

00:47:48.360 suffering

00:47:48.840 takes

00:47:49.140 precedent

00:47:49.620 over

00:47:50.220 any

00:47:50.400 other

00:47:50.620 child

00:47:50.920 suffering

00:47:51.440 and

00:47:52.500 well

00:47:54.100 I

00:47:54.220 think

00:47:54.380 part

00:47:54.580 of

00:47:54.640 the

00:47:54.740 answer

00:47:55.000 is

00:47:55.220 well

00:47:55.380 you

00:47:55.520 have

00:47:55.680 limited

00:47:56.000 resources

00:47:56.540 so

00:47:56.780 you're

00:47:56.920 going

00:47:56.960 to

00:47:57.000 have

00:47:57.120 to

00:47:57.240 focus

00:47:57.520 somewhere

00:47:57.880 but

00:47:58.380 another

00:47:59.520 answer

00:47:59.940 is

00:48:07.620 love

00:48:07.820 your

00:48:08.040 child

00:48:08.480 then

00:48:09.400 that's

00:48:10.160 the only

00:48:10.500 child

00:48:10.800 you

00:48:10.960 actually

00:48:11.340 see

00:48:11.980 because

00:48:13.480 I

00:48:13.720 have

00:48:13.900 a

00:48:14.040 sneaking

00:48:14.300 suspicion

00:48:14.880 that

00:48:15.160 if

00:48:15.280 you

00:48:15.380 love

00:48:15.580 someone

00:48:15.960 then

00:48:16.800 you

00:48:16.940 see

00:48:17.220 them

00:48:17.480 and

00:48:17.840 the

00:48:18.000 rest

00:48:18.200 of

00:48:18.320 the

00:48:18.420 people

00:48:18.620 that

00:48:18.780 you

00:48:18.880 don't

00:48:19.080 love

00:48:19.240 you

00:48:19.340 don't

00:48:19.520 really

00:48:19.720 see

00:48:19.960 you

00:48:20.120 just

00:48:20.300 see

00:48:20.500 your

00:48:21.100 imagination

00:48:21.580 of

00:48:22.000 them

00:48:22.140 or

00:48:22.260 an

00:48:22.360 image

00:48:22.620 of

00:48:22.820 them

00:48:22.980 or

00:48:23.120 you

00:48:23.500 know

00:48:23.600 you

00:48:23.760 walk

00:48:24.020 into

00:48:24.260 there's

00:48:25.360 actually

00:48:25.640 evidence

00:48:26.040 for

00:48:26.260 this

00:48:26.440 there's

00:48:26.680 this

00:48:26.840 funny

00:48:27.100 experiment

00:48:27.700 I'll

00:48:28.460 tell

00:48:28.640 you

00:48:28.760 about

00:48:28.980 so

00:48:29.220 it's

00:48:29.880 an

00:48:30.040 experiment

00:48:30.440 about

00:48:30.760 change

00:48:31.140 blindness

00:48:31.540 so

00:48:31.900 here's

00:48:32.700 the

00:48:32.820 experiment

00:48:33.260 so

00:48:33.680 you're

00:48:34.800 the

00:48:35.020 victim

00:48:36.220 of

00:48:36.460 the

00:48:36.600 experiment

00:48:37.040 you

00:48:37.800 walk

00:48:38.120 into

00:48:38.380 a

00:48:38.700 store

00:48:39.060 and

00:48:40.000 you're

00:48:40.160 interacting

00:48:40.640 with

00:48:40.920 the

00:48:41.080 person

00:48:41.360 behind

00:48:41.680 the

00:48:41.860 counter

00:48:42.200 and

00:48:42.960 then

00:48:43.100 the

00:48:43.220 person

00:48:43.460 behind

00:48:43.700 the

00:48:43.840 counter

00:48:44.040 ducks

00:48:44.460 down

00:48:44.860 and

00:48:45.480 then

00:48:45.620 another

00:48:45.880 person

00:48:46.220 pops

00:48:46.560 up

00:48:46.800 and

00:48:46.940 continues

00:48:47.320 to

00:48:47.520 interact

00:48:47.920 with

00:48:48.120 you

00:48:48.320 and

00:48:49.100 the

00:48:49.220 question

00:48:49.540 is

00:48:49.820 do

00:48:50.220 you

00:48:50.400 notice

00:48:50.820 and

00:48:51.400 the

00:48:51.500 answer

00:48:51.740 is

00:48:52.040 in

00:48:52.860 50%

00:48:53.540 of

00:48:53.700 the

00:48:53.820 cases

00:48:54.160 no

00:48:54.640 and

00:48:56.300 so

00:48:56.480 there's

00:48:59.220 same

00:48:59.500 thing

00:48:59.820 so

00:49:00.580 it

00:49:01.220 was

00:49:01.360 done

00:49:01.540 at

00:49:01.700 Harvard

00:49:02.080 tourist

00:49:04.280 walks

00:49:04.620 into

00:49:04.900 the

00:49:05.140 Harvard

00:49:05.420 campus

00:49:06.020 undergraduate

00:49:07.640 comes up

00:49:08.200 with

00:49:08.340 a

00:49:08.460 map

00:49:08.700 starts

00:49:09.040 asking

00:49:09.440 the

00:49:09.640 tourist

00:49:10.000 for

00:49:10.260 directions

00:49:10.800 couple

00:49:12.040 of

00:49:12.160 guys

00:49:12.360 over

00:49:12.600 here

00:49:12.800 holding

00:49:13.160 a

00:49:13.380 door

00:49:13.680 and

00:49:15.060 they

00:49:15.220 walk

00:49:15.520 between

00:49:15.840 the

00:49:16.060 tourist

00:49:16.400 and

00:49:16.600 the

00:49:16.740 student

00:49:17.140 blocking

00:49:18.200 the

00:49:18.880 student

00:49:19.240 from

00:49:19.480 the

00:49:19.640 tourist

00:49:20.020 momentarily

00:49:20.680 the

00:49:21.160 student

00:49:21.460 grabs

00:49:21.940 the

00:49:22.180 door

00:49:22.460 keeps

00:49:23.240 walking

00:49:23.740 and

00:49:24.400 one

00:49:24.560 of

00:49:24.680 the

00:49:24.800 people

00:49:25.020 holding

00:49:25.340 the

00:49:25.500 door

00:49:25.700 takes

00:49:26.440 the

00:49:26.620 map

00:49:26.860 and

00:49:27.060 starts

00:49:27.780 talking

00:49:28.140 to

00:49:28.320 the

00:49:28.440 tourist

00:49:28.840 and

00:49:29.560 the

00:49:29.680 tourist

00:49:30.020 60%

00:49:31.260 of

00:49:31.460 the

00:49:31.580 time

00:49:31.800 doesn't

00:49:32.140 notice

00:49:32.460 that

00:49:32.740 the

00:49:33.460 person

00:49:33.820 has

00:49:34.100 been

00:49:34.340 switched

00:49:35.100 that

00:49:35.720 even

00:49:35.900 works

00:49:36.200 if

00:49:36.360 they

00:49:36.500 have

00:49:36.720 quite

00:49:37.620 markedly

00:49:38.360 different

00:49:38.820 clothing

00:49:39.380 and

00:49:40.240 so

00:49:40.500 you're

00:49:41.360 blind

00:49:41.660 to

00:49:41.880 most

00:49:42.140 people

00:49:42.500 and

00:49:43.520 you

00:49:43.820 have

00:49:44.040 to

00:49:44.160 be

00:49:44.280 because

00:49:44.600 you

00:49:45.600 just

00:49:45.780 be

00:49:45.980 overwhelmed

00:49:46.480 if

00:49:46.720 you

00:49:46.840 weren't

00:49:47.060 blind

00:49:47.420 you'd

00:49:48.020 be

00:49:48.120 overwhelmed

00:49:48.540 if

00:49:48.740 you

00:49:48.860 weren't

00:49:49.080 mostly

00:49:49.520 blind

00:49:49.960 to

00:49:50.180 everything

00:49:50.680 you're

00:49:51.560 blind

00:49:51.860 to

00:49:52.040 most

00:49:52.240 people

00:49:52.520 but

00:49:52.680 I

00:49:52.780 don't

00:49:52.940 think

00:49:53.160 you're

00:49:53.320 blind

00:49:53.540 to

00:49:53.700 the

00:49:53.820 people

00:49:54.040 that

00:49:54.240 you

00:49:54.360 love

00:49:54.620 and

00:49:54.760 I

00:49:54.900 think

00:49:55.040 that's

00:49:55.300 why

00:49:55.420 you

00:49:55.540 love

00:49:55.760 them

00:49:55.960 I

00:49:56.380 think

00:49:56.540 that

00:49:56.660 what

00:49:56.780 happens

00:49:57.160 is

00:49:57.380 that

00:49:57.560 when

00:49:58.100 you

00:49:58.260 fall

00:49:59.180 in

00:49:59.340 love

00:49:59.500 with

00:49:59.660 someone

00:49:59.900 or

00:50:00.020 when

00:50:00.140 you

00:50:00.260 love

00:50:00.420 someone

00:50:00.740 there's

00:50:01.160 a

00:50:01.280 biochemical

00:50:01.880 transformation

00:50:02.440 we know

00:50:02.960 how some

00:50:04.140 of this

00:50:04.380 works

00:50:04.640 chemically

00:50:05.120 and

00:50:05.800 you

00:50:06.140 might

00:50:06.320 think

00:50:06.520 well

00:50:06.660 that

00:50:06.840 deludes

00:50:07.480 you

00:50:07.880 and

00:50:08.280 so

00:50:08.500 you're

00:50:08.780 in

00:50:08.900 love

00:50:09.040 with

00:50:09.200 this

00:50:09.360 person

00:50:09.640 because

00:50:09.900 you're

00:50:10.120 deluded

00:50:10.540 and

00:50:11.380 you

00:50:11.660 know

00:50:11.760 you

00:50:11.880 might

00:50:12.080 actually

00:50:12.820 wonder

00:50:13.160 that

00:50:13.420 sometimes

00:50:13.900 after

00:50:14.200 you fall

00:50:23.820 and

00:50:24.300 you

00:50:24.420 can

00:50:24.560 see

00:50:25.040 not

00:50:25.940 only

00:50:26.140 who

00:50:26.280 that

00:50:26.460 person

00:50:26.760 is

00:50:26.960 but

00:50:27.120 who

00:50:27.260 they

00:50:27.420 could

00:50:27.680 be

00:50:28.000 and

00:50:28.800 it's

00:50:28.980 that

00:50:29.160 thing

00:50:29.520 that

00:50:29.740 you

00:50:29.880 see

00:50:30.180 that

00:50:30.440 is

00:50:30.940 what

00:50:31.160 is

00:50:31.360 and

00:50:31.500 what

00:50:31.660 could

00:50:31.900 be

00:50:32.160 that

00:50:33.000 makes

00:50:33.420 you

00:50:33.600 fall

00:50:33.880 in

00:50:34.060 love

00:50:34.360 and

00:50:35.140 then

00:50:35.300 to

00:50:35.520 the

00:50:35.620 degree

00:50:35.840 that

00:50:36.000 you're

00:50:36.140 in

00:50:36.260 love

00:50:36.400 you

00:50:36.520 try

00:50:36.680 to

00:50:36.820 foster

00:50:37.360 the

00:50:37.760 emergence

00:50:38.400 of

00:50:38.680 that

00:50:38.820 if

00:50:39.000 you

00:50:39.100 can

00:50:39.280 stand

00:50:39.700 it

00:50:39.880 like

00:50:40.080 it's

00:50:40.520 hard

00:50:40.820 because

00:50:41.180 you

00:50:41.800 know

00:50:41.920 if

00:50:42.140 you

00:50:42.940 and

00:50:43.060 I

00:50:43.160 have

00:50:43.340 a

00:50:43.440 tight

00:50:43.940 relationship

00:50:44.480 and

00:50:53.820 you're

00:50:54.140 both

00:50:54.440 an

00:50:54.580 ideal

00:50:54.940 and

00:50:55.140 a

00:50:55.300 judge

00:50:55.620 and

00:50:55.780 I

00:50:55.900 might

00:50:56.080 feel

00:50:56.360 ashamed

00:50:56.820 as

00:50:57.420 a

00:50:57.540 consequence

00:50:57.940 and

00:50:58.260 then

00:50:58.460 work

00:50:59.020 to

00:50:59.180 bring

00:50:59.400 you

00:50:59.560 down

00:50:59.920 and

00:51:00.720 you

00:51:00.840 see

00:51:01.020 that

00:51:01.240 in

00:51:01.360 relationships

00:51:01.820 all

00:51:02.100 the

00:51:02.200 time

00:51:02.420 even

00:51:02.640 between

00:51:02.980 parents

00:51:03.360 and

00:51:03.520 children

00:51:03.780 less

00:51:04.340 so

00:51:04.600 there

00:51:04.900 but

00:51:05.320 certainly

00:51:05.980 it's

00:51:06.400 not

00:51:06.660 by

00:51:07.320 no

00:51:07.620 it's

00:51:07.840 by

00:51:08.100 competition

00:51:08.840 of

00:51:09.080 that

00:51:09.260 sort

00:51:09.460 is

00:51:09.580 by

00:51:09.720 no

00:51:09.920 means

00:51:10.160 non

00:51:10.400 existent

00:51:10.940 and

00:51:11.980 so

00:51:12.240 well

00:51:14.240 so

00:51:14.580 you're

00:51:15.520 trying

00:51:15.740 to call

00:51:16.100 your

00:51:16.320 children

00:51:16.660 forward

00:51:17.700 to

00:51:17.980 adopt

00:51:18.380 responsibility

00:51:19.940 and

00:51:21.440 so

00:51:23.820 thing

00:51:24.060 that

00:51:24.220 happens

00:51:24.580 in

00:51:24.800 the

00:51:25.520 biblical

00:51:25.800 stories

00:51:26.340 and

00:51:27.080 this

00:51:27.240 is

00:51:27.400 I

00:51:27.880 haven't

00:51:28.080 got

00:51:28.240 this

00:51:28.480 worked

00:51:28.760 out

00:51:29.020 so

00:51:29.200 it's

00:51:29.420 completely

00:51:30.020 coherent

00:51:30.520 yet

00:51:30.780 but

00:51:30.960 what

00:51:32.020 happens

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00:54:33.200 Eve

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00:54:37.900 the

00:54:38.060 same

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00:54:43.540 that

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00:54:44.640 the

00:54:45.360 snake

00:54:45.680 wakes

00:54:46.140 everyone

00:54:47.600 up

00:54:47.900 wakes

00:54:48.260 Adam

00:54:48.520 and

00:54:48.640 Eve

00:54:48.800 up

00:54:49.080 and

00:54:49.740 the

00:54:49.840 first

00:54:50.040 thing

00:54:50.260 the

00:54:50.620 scales

00:54:50.940 fall

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00:54:51.580 eyes

00:54:51.880 and

00:54:52.520 they

00:54:52.620 notice

00:54:52.920 that

00:54:53.120 they're

00:54:53.280 naked

00:54:53.640 that's

00:54:54.720 the

00:54:56.000 next

00:54:56.360 thing

00:54:56.660 of

00:54:56.920 tremendous

00:54:57.760 significance

00:54:58.440 that

00:54:58.800 occurs

00:54:59.200 in

00:54:59.420 that

00:54:59.580 narrative

00:55:00.040 tempted

00:55:01.900 by

00:55:02.140 the

00:55:02.360 snake

00:55:02.720 something

00:55:04.600 like

00:55:04.880 tempted

00:55:05.260 by

00:55:05.520 the

00:55:05.720 possibilities

00:55:06.300 of

00:55:06.600 the

00:55:06.740 world

00:55:07.080 it's

00:55:08.420 a

00:55:08.540 hard

00:55:08.740 thing

00:55:08.980 to

00:55:09.140 completely

00:55:09.540 comprehend

00:55:10.180 Eve

00:55:11.900 wakes

00:55:12.240 up

00:55:12.500 and

00:55:12.660 realizes

00:55:13.060 that

00:55:13.400 she's

00:55:13.660 naked

00:55:13.900 and

00:55:14.100 then

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00:55:14.400 wakes

00:55:14.640 Adam

00:55:14.960 up

00:55:15.240 and

00:55:16.260 that

00:55:16.400 realization

00:55:17.040 of

00:55:17.320 nakedness

00:55:17.840 that's

00:55:18.140 the

00:55:18.300 dawning

00:55:18.700 of

00:55:18.900 suffering

00:55:19.360 in

00:55:19.580 the

00:55:19.680 world

00:55:19.920 something

00:55:20.400 like

00:55:20.700 that

00:55:20.960 because

00:55:21.220 to

00:55:21.420 realize

00:55:21.740 that

00:55:21.940 you're

00:55:22.100 naked

00:55:22.420 is

00:55:23.140 to

00:55:23.400 realize

00:55:26.100 your

00:55:26.440 vulnerability

00:55:26.900 and

00:55:27.940 that's

00:55:28.360 something

00:55:28.620 that's

00:55:28.900 very

00:55:29.100 specific

00:55:29.620 to

00:55:29.840 human

00:55:30.100 beings

00:55:30.420 that

00:55:30.580 we

00:55:30.720 fully

00:55:31.020 realize

00:55:31.420 our

00:55:31.600 vulnerability

00:55:32.040 and

00:55:32.740 our

00:55:32.900 capacity

00:55:33.380 to

00:55:33.640 suffer

00:55:33.980 it's

00:55:35.660 partly

00:55:35.940 because

00:55:36.260 we can

00:55:36.580 propagate

00:55:38.480 that out

00:55:38.960 into

00:55:39.140 the

00:55:39.320 future

00:55:39.660 that

00:55:40.060 makes

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00:55:40.400 unlike

00:55:40.700 animals

00:55:41.200 like

00:55:41.440 an

00:55:41.560 animal

00:55:41.820 suffers

00:55:42.220 but

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00:55:42.900 you

00:55:43.980 suffer

00:55:44.500 even

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00:55:45.560 if

00:55:45.740 you're

00:55:45.860 not

00:55:46.060 suffering

00:55:46.440 because

00:55:46.720 you

00:55:46.920 know

00:55:47.100 that

00:55:47.260 you're

00:55:47.400 going

00:55:47.540 to

00:55:47.700 suffer

00:55:47.920 in

00:55:48.100 the

00:55:48.200 future

00:55:48.540 and

00:55:49.300 so

00:55:49.560 you

00:55:50.160 have

00:55:50.360 this

00:55:50.580 sense

00:55:51.040 of

00:55:51.540 your

00:55:51.800 finitude

00:55:52.580 that

00:55:53.300 no

00:55:53.580 other

00:55:53.800 creature

00:55:54.120 has

00:55:54.620 and

00:55:55.400 that

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00:55:56.780 the

00:55:56.980 structure

00:55:57.300 of

00:55:57.540 being

00:55:57.800 that's

00:55:58.160 how

00:55:58.260 the

00:55:58.440 story

00:55:58.680 goes

00:55:58.980 and

00:55:59.120 I

00:55:59.260 think

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00:55:59.700 right

00:55:59.960 I

00:56:00.120 think

00:56:00.320 that

00:56:00.500 that

00:56:00.700 discovery

00:56:01.220 did

00:56:01.500 disrupt

00:56:01.980 the

00:56:02.220 structure

00:56:02.540 of

00:56:02.720 being

00:56:02.940 the

00:56:03.120 discovery

00:56:03.540 of

00:56:03.760 our

00:56:04.280 vulnerability

00:56:04.700 and

00:56:05.120 the

00:56:05.600 equivalent

00:56:06.060 discovery

00:56:06.560 of

00:56:06.720 the

00:56:06.860 future

00:56:07.240 it

00:56:07.460 made

00:56:07.660 us

00:56:07.860 different

00:56:08.380 creatures

00:56:08.960 and

00:56:09.560 because

00:56:09.780 we're

00:56:09.980 so

00:56:10.160 complex

00:56:10.660 and

00:56:10.960 because

00:56:11.280 our

00:56:11.880 consciousness

00:56:12.420 in some

00:56:12.900 sense

00:56:13.180 plays

00:56:13.540 a

00:56:13.780 role

00:56:14.620 in

00:56:14.880 being

00:56:15.220 itself

00:56:15.720 that

00:56:16.020 truly

00:56:16.400 is

00:56:16.640 a

00:56:16.760 disruption

00:56:17.180 of

00:56:17.460 the

00:56:17.600 fabric

00:56:17.920 of

00:56:18.160 reality

00:56:18.640 and

00:56:19.880 then

00:56:20.060 God

00:56:20.740 chases

00:56:21.160 Adam

00:56:21.420 and Eve

00:56:21.700 out

00:56:21.880 of

00:56:22.020 paradise

00:56:22.380 and

00:56:23.640 tells

00:56:23.940 them

00:56:24.120 that

00:56:24.260 they're

00:56:24.400 going

00:56:24.580 to

00:56:24.700 have

00:56:24.860 to

00:56:25.020 work

00:56:25.460 and

00:56:26.420 of

00:56:26.560 course

00:56:26.720 that

00:56:26.920 makes

00:56:27.140 perfect

00:56:27.480 sense

00:56:27.780 too

00:56:27.980 because

00:56:28.260 we

00:56:28.480 are

00:56:28.660 in

00:56:28.800 some

00:56:28.980 sense

00:56:29.240 the

00:56:29.400 only

00:56:29.560 creatures

00:56:29.900 that

00:56:30.120 have

00:56:30.320 to

00:56:30.460 work

00:56:30.760 and

00:56:31.360 the

00:56:31.460 reason

00:56:31.660 we

00:56:31.820 work

00:56:32.100 is

00:56:32.260 because

00:56:32.560 well

00:56:33.440 you're

00:56:33.640 doing

00:56:33.800 fine

00:56:34.100 right

00:56:34.320 now

00:56:34.660 but

00:56:34.920 what

00:56:36.100 about

00:56:36.300 five

00:56:36.600 years

00:56:36.840 from

00:56:37.040 now

00:56:37.340 it's

00:56:37.900 like

00:56:38.100 so

00:56:38.560 you're

00:56:38.680 going

00:56:38.720 to

00:56:38.860 sacrifice

00:56:39.380 the

00:56:39.740 present

00:56:40.060 to

00:56:40.260 the

00:56:40.400 future

00:56:40.760 and

00:56:41.580 that's

00:56:41.760 where

00:56:41.860 the

00:56:41.980 idea

00:56:42.200 of

00:56:42.360 sacrifice

00:56:42.780 comes

00:56:43.200 in

00:56:43.460 that

00:56:44.080 took

00:56:44.860 me

00:56:45.020 about

00:56:45.200 20

00:56:45.480 years

00:56:45.740 to

00:56:45.900 figure

00:56:46.120 out

00:56:46.420 exactly

00:56:46.920 what

00:56:47.160 that

00:56:47.360 sacrificial

00:56:47.960 motif

00:56:48.440 meant

00:56:48.780 in

00:56:49.000 Genesis

00:56:50.000 but

00:56:50.760 what

00:56:50.940 it

00:56:51.080 meant

00:56:51.280 was

00:56:51.500 it

00:56:51.600 was

00:56:51.740 indistinguishable

00:56:52.440 from

00:56:53.260 12

00:56:53.560 rules

00:56:53.800 for

00:56:53.940 life

00:56:54.140 it

00:56:54.220 was

00:56:54.320 indistinguishable

00:56:55.160 from

00:56:55.380 the

00:56:55.500 discovery

00:56:55.880 of

00:56:56.060 the

00:56:56.180 future

00:56:56.520 because

00:56:57.340 as

00:56:57.520 soon

00:56:57.620 as

00:56:57.760 you

00:56:57.840 discover

00:56:58.180 the

00:56:58.380 future

00:56:58.760 then

00:56:59.320 you

00:56:59.400 have

00:56:59.540 to

00:56:59.680 sacrifice

00:57:00.080 the

00:57:00.320 present

00:57:00.580 to

00:57:00.780 it

00:57:00.960 otherwise

00:57:01.800 you're

00:57:02.060 just

00:57:02.220 doing

00:57:02.520 whatever

00:57:02.800 it

00:57:03.020 is

00:57:03.160 that

00:57:03.300 you

00:57:03.380 want

00:57:03.540 to

00:57:03.640 do

00:57:03.740 in

00:57:03.860 the

00:57:03.960 present

00:57:04.340 it's

00:57:04.700 kind

00:57:04.860 of

00:57:04.940 how

00:57:05.080 an

00:57:05.200 animal

00:57:05.500 lives

00:57:05.880 and

00:57:06.060 you

00:57:06.620 know

00:57:06.700 animals

00:57:07.040 have

00:57:07.240 pretty

00:57:07.460 rough

00:57:07.700 lives

00:57:08.100 although

00:57:08.380 it

00:57:08.620 doesn't

00:57:08.940 appear

00:57:09.280 that

00:57:09.480 they

00:57:09.640 dwell

00:57:10.060 on

00:57:10.380 it

00:57:10.520 much

00:57:10.980 whereas

00:57:11.920 well

00:57:12.380 and

00:57:12.780 there's

00:57:14.140 something

00:57:14.340 to be

00:57:14.620 said

00:57:14.840 for

00:57:15.020 that

00:57:15.240 but

00:57:15.460 you

00:57:16.100 know

00:57:16.280 whereas

00:57:16.720 we

00:57:16.900 worry

00:57:17.160 about

00:57:17.380 everything

00:57:17.720 you

00:57:17.900 can

00:57:18.040 possibly

00:57:18.460 worry

00:57:18.780 about

00:57:19.080 and

00:57:19.640 generally

00:57:20.140 we

00:57:20.360 don't

00:57:20.580 get

00:57:20.780 eaten

00:57:21.120 by

00:57:21.400 predatory

00:57:21.900 things

00:57:22.280 and

00:57:22.500 we

00:57:22.640 live

00:57:22.840 a

00:57:22.960 long

00:57:23.180 time

00:57:23.560 so

00:57:24.120 the

00:57:24.360 advantage

00:57:25.020 to

00:57:25.340 our

00:57:25.540 chronic

00:57:25.960 worry

00:57:26.360 and

00:57:26.580 our

00:57:26.720 ability

00:57:27.080 to

00:57:27.340 sacrifice

00:57:27.820 the

00:57:28.120 present

00:57:28.360 to

00:57:28.540 the

00:57:28.660 future

00:57:28.920 is

00:57:29.140 that

00:57:29.260 we

00:57:29.400 actually

00:57:29.700 do

00:57:29.900 pretty

00:57:30.120 good

00:57:30.440 stretched

00:57:31.080 across

00:57:31.380 time

00:57:31.880 even

00:57:32.400 though

00:57:32.620 there's

00:57:32.920 a

00:57:33.040 tremendous

00:57:33.500 amount

00:57:33.920 of

00:57:34.100 concern

00:57:34.700 that's

00:57:35.060 associated

00:57:35.520 with

00:57:35.720 that

00:57:35.860 the

00:57:36.200 weight

00:57:36.600 of

00:57:36.800 work

00:57:37.220 let's

00:57:37.560 say

00:57:37.740 and

00:57:38.180 driven

00:57:38.600 I

00:57:38.800 would

00:57:38.940 say

00:57:39.100 by

00:57:39.280 the

00:57:39.440 knowledge

00:57:39.720 of

00:57:39.920 death

00:57:40.240 and

00:57:40.720 that's

00:57:40.940 really

00:57:41.160 how

00:57:41.400 that

00:57:41.600 story

00:57:41.940 lays

00:57:42.220 itself

00:57:42.540 out

00:57:42.860 which

00:57:43.440 is

00:57:43.560 quite

00:57:43.760 interesting

00:57:44.300 so

00:57:45.960 responsibility

00:57:46.800 this is

00:57:51.000 where the

00:57:51.300 transition

00:57:51.800 gets

00:57:52.160 tricky

00:57:52.620 I'll

00:57:54.260 just

00:57:54.440 come

00:57:54.640 about

00:57:54.920 it

00:57:55.060 from

00:57:55.300 a

00:57:55.460 different

00:57:55.680 perspective

00:57:56.220 so

00:57:56.880 here's

00:57:57.260 something

00:57:57.580 that

00:57:57.820 I've

00:57:58.040 noticed

00:57:58.420 that's

00:57:58.780 really

00:57:59.000 been

00:57:59.340 fascinating

00:58:00.060 to

00:58:00.420 me

00:58:00.620 as

00:58:01.240 I've

00:58:01.380 been

00:58:01.520 talking

00:58:01.840 to

00:58:02.080 audiences

00:58:02.540 around

00:58:03.620 the

00:58:04.080 world

00:58:04.300 now

00:58:04.640 I've

00:58:05.240 spoken

00:58:05.720 at

00:58:06.240 gatherings

00:58:07.780 like

00:58:08.080 this

00:58:08.340 now

00:58:08.900 about

00:58:09.260 hundred

00:58:11.000 times

00:58:11.500 probably

00:58:12.120 to

00:58:12.840 about

00:58:13.260 I

00:58:15.520 don't

00:58:15.620 know

00:58:15.740 how

00:58:15.880 many

00:58:16.060 people

00:58:16.460 300,000

00:58:18.460 people

00:58:18.860 a lot

00:58:19.720 of

00:58:19.860 people

00:58:20.180 and

00:58:21.360 so

00:58:21.540 I've

00:58:21.720 been

00:58:21.840 watching

00:58:22.300 the

00:58:22.580 audiences

00:58:23.320 because

00:58:23.600 I

00:58:23.720 always

00:58:23.880 watch

00:58:24.260 everyone

00:58:25.120 who

00:58:25.320 comes

00:58:25.680 you know

00:58:26.040 everyone

00:58:26.260 I can

00:58:26.620 see

00:58:27.060 in the

00:58:27.900 audience

00:58:28.160 I

00:58:28.340 don't

00:58:28.500 watch

00:58:28.780 the

00:58:28.940 audience

00:58:29.240 I

00:58:29.440 watch

00:58:29.700 individual

00:58:30.360 people

00:58:30.820 and

00:58:31.620 I'm

00:58:31.780 talking

00:58:32.120 to

00:58:32.300 individual

00:58:32.740 people

00:58:33.300 despite

00:58:33.700 the

00:58:34.000 fact

00:58:34.240 that

00:58:34.400 it's

00:58:34.580 an

00:58:34.700 audience

00:58:35.040 and

00:58:35.620 but

00:58:35.940 I'm

00:58:36.120 listening

00:58:36.540 to

00:58:36.860 what's

00:58:37.240 going

00:58:37.480 on

00:58:37.720 as

00:58:37.880 well

00:58:38.100 and

00:58:38.340 one

00:58:38.920 of

00:58:39.000 the

00:58:39.100 things

00:58:39.320 I've

00:58:39.540 learned

00:58:39.720 as

00:58:39.900 a

00:58:40.040 lecturer

00:58:40.420 who's

00:58:41.360 paid

00:58:41.580 a lot

00:58:41.860 of

00:58:41.960 attention

00:58:42.300 to

00:58:42.520 his

00:58:42.660 audiences

00:58:43.040 is that

00:58:43.540 if you're

00:58:44.760 saying

00:58:45.120 something

00:58:45.560 particularly

00:58:46.100 meaningful

00:58:46.700 then

00:58:47.800 everything

00:58:48.140 is

00:58:48.500 silent

00:58:49.060 right

00:58:52.420 so

00:58:53.580 so

00:58:53.600 so

00:58:53.620 so

00:58:53.640 so

00:58:53.660 it's

00:58:53.820 quite

00:58:54.060 remarkable

00:58:54.560 you

00:58:54.780 can

00:58:54.940 get

00:58:55.120 3,000

00:58:55.760 people

00:58:56.080 in

00:58:56.220 a

00:58:56.340 room

00:58:56.580 or

00:58:56.980 more

00:58:57.360 and

00:58:58.240 it'll

00:58:58.380 be

00:58:58.500 dead

00:58:58.940 silent

00:58:59.500 and

00:59:00.020 you

00:59:00.120 know

00:59:00.380 that

00:59:00.620 if

00:59:01.420 it's

00:59:01.620 dead

00:59:01.920 silent

00:59:02.460 then

00:59:03.260 you're

00:59:03.460 on

00:59:03.700 the

00:59:03.840 right

00:59:04.040 path

00:59:04.520 and

00:59:05.460 everyone's

00:59:06.200 with

00:59:06.440 you

00:59:06.640 because

00:59:06.920 otherwise

00:59:07.220 they'd be

00:59:07.580 shuffling

00:59:08.020 around

00:59:08.380 noticing

00:59:09.080 that

00:59:09.360 they're

00:59:09.540 hot

00:59:09.900 or

00:59:10.100 noticing

00:59:10.680 that

00:59:10.900 they're

00:59:11.040 uncomfortable

00:59:11.480 about

00:59:11.860 thinking

00:59:12.140 about

00:59:12.360 something

00:59:12.700 or

00:59:12.860 playing

00:59:13.120 with

00:59:13.320 their

00:59:13.480 phone

00:59:13.800 or

00:59:13.940 you

00:59:14.240 know

00:59:14.320 they

00:59:14.480 get

00:59:14.780 instantly

00:59:15.140 distracted

00:59:15.820 and

00:59:16.400 so

00:59:16.580 if

00:59:16.740 people

00:59:16.980 aren't

00:59:17.260 being

00:59:17.460 distracted

00:59:17.940 by

00:59:18.180 something

00:59:18.500 else

00:59:18.720 it

00:59:18.860 means

00:59:19.020 their

00:59:19.180 attention

00:59:19.520 is

00:59:19.740 focused

00:59:20.020 on

00:59:20.280 what's

00:59:20.560 going

00:59:20.800 on

00:59:21.100 and

00:59:21.620 if

00:59:21.760 3,000

00:59:22.340 people

00:59:22.620 are

00:59:22.820 focusing

00:59:23.260 their

00:59:23.480 attention

00:59:23.820 on

00:59:24.060 what's

00:59:24.340 going

00:59:24.540 on

00:59:24.760 then

00:59:24.900 you

00:59:25.020 can

00:59:25.140 be

00:59:25.300 reasonably

00:59:25.680 certain

00:59:26.100 that

00:59:26.300 something

00:59:26.580 is

00:59:26.780 going

00:59:27.020 on

00:59:27.400 and

00:59:28.380 so

00:59:28.560 if

00:59:28.760 you're

00:59:28.960 a

00:59:29.120 lecturer

00:59:29.460 and

00:59:29.680 you

00:59:29.800 pay

00:59:29.940 attention

00:59:30.260 to

00:59:30.420 your

00:59:30.580 audience

00:59:30.940 then

00:59:31.180 you

00:59:31.300 always

00:59:31.500 try

00:59:31.680 to

00:59:31.780 make

00:59:31.940 sure

00:59:32.080 that

00:59:32.260 something

00:59:32.520 is

00:59:32.720 going

00:59:32.960 on

00:59:33.360 and

00:59:34.100 that

00:59:44.780 meaning

00:59:45.140 and

00:59:45.700 that's

00:59:45.880 what

00:59:46.000 you

00:59:46.100 want

00:59:46.240 to

00:59:46.320 do

00:59:46.500 and

00:59:46.640 especially

00:59:47.060 in a

00:59:47.300 spontaneous

00:59:47.720 lecture

00:59:48.220 you

00:59:48.820 want

00:59:49.040 the

00:59:49.200 lecture

00:59:49.440 to

00:59:49.580 be

00:59:49.740 meaningful

00:59:50.320 because

00:59:50.840 otherwise

00:59:51.200 like

00:59:51.500 what

00:59:51.680 the

00:59:51.820 hell

00:59:51.980 are

00:59:52.120 you

00:59:52.240 doing

00:59:52.560 there

00:59:52.880 and

00:59:53.460 if

00:59:53.680 it's

00:59:53.860 meaningful

00:59:54.280 then

00:59:54.660 everyone's

00:59:55.460 gripped by it

00:59:56.100 and if

00:59:56.360 they're

00:59:57.440 gripped

00:59:57.740 then

00:59:58.080 they're

00:59:58.280 silent

00:59:58.700 and

00:59:59.080 so

00:59:59.220 you

00:59:59.400 can

01:00:00.060 tell

01:00:00.440 that

01:00:00.820 and

01:00:01.600 so

01:00:01.900 when

01:00:03.900 you

01:00:04.040 lose

01:00:04.440 your

01:00:04.640 audience

01:00:05.020 they

01:00:05.260 start

01:00:05.520 to

01:00:05.660 make

01:00:05.840 noise

01:00:06.200 and

01:00:06.500 that's

01:00:06.680 very

01:00:06.860 disconcerting

01:00:07.640 so

01:00:07.920 it's

01:00:08.380 very

01:00:08.560 unpleasant

01:00:09.120 and

01:00:09.440 so

01:00:09.600 I

01:00:09.840 don't

01:00:10.000 like

01:00:10.200 it

01:00:10.320 when

01:00:10.440 that

01:00:10.620 happens

01:00:10.980 and

01:00:11.120 I

01:00:11.220 try

01:00:11.400 to

01:00:11.500 make

01:00:11.660 sure

01:00:11.800 that

01:00:11.960 it

01:00:12.100 doesn't

01:00:12.480 okay

01:00:13.680 so

01:00:13.880 the

01:00:14.040 question

01:00:14.360 is

01:00:14.620 what

01:00:15.220 topics

01:00:15.960 silence

01:00:17.060 an

01:00:17.460 audience

01:00:18.020 now

01:00:18.880 and

01:00:19.700 there's

01:00:20.580 two

01:00:20.880 one

01:00:21.800 is

01:00:22.080 any

01:00:22.640 talk

01:00:22.960 about

01:00:23.160 responsibility

01:00:23.940 and

01:00:25.320 that's

01:00:25.540 really

01:00:25.740 interesting

01:00:26.300 you

01:00:26.520 know

01:00:26.580 I

01:00:26.720 noticed

01:00:27.120 this

01:00:27.440 last

01:00:28.220 year

01:00:28.500 when

01:00:28.960 I

01:00:29.100 did

01:00:29.300 the

01:00:29.740 biblical

01:00:30.220 lectures

01:00:30.560 I

01:00:30.720 mentioned

01:00:31.000 most

01:00:31.300 of

01:00:31.420 the

01:00:31.520 people

01:00:31.740 who

01:00:31.900 came

01:00:32.100 to

01:00:32.240 those

01:00:32.440 strangely

01:00:33.600 enough

01:00:34.180 were

01:00:34.800 young

01:00:35.100 men

01:00:35.440 who

01:00:35.840 are

01:00:35.980 notorious

01:00:36.600 for

01:00:37.060 their

01:00:37.300 refusal

01:00:37.820 to

01:00:38.440 come

01:00:38.620 to

01:00:38.740 any

01:00:39.060 sort

01:00:39.360 of

01:00:39.480 lecture

01:00:39.760 that

01:00:40.000 involves

01:00:40.380 anything

01:00:40.820 like

01:00:41.260 that

01:00:41.680 but

01:00:42.320 that

01:00:42.480 was

01:00:42.640 the

01:00:42.820 audience

01:00:43.300 and

01:00:44.260 when

01:00:44.460 I

01:00:44.600 talked

01:00:44.900 to

01:00:45.000 them

01:00:45.140 about

01:00:45.380 responsibility

01:00:45.940 they

01:00:46.260 were

01:00:46.360 dead

01:00:46.600 quiet

01:00:47.000 and

01:00:48.400 they

01:00:48.960 were

01:00:49.100 particularly

01:00:49.540 quiet

01:00:50.020 if

01:00:50.180 there

01:00:50.360 was

01:00:50.500 an

01:00:50.620 association

01:00:51.220 between

01:00:51.640 the

01:00:51.800 idea

01:00:52.080 of

01:00:52.220 responsibility

01:00:52.780 and

01:00:53.160 meaning

01:00:53.520 and

01:00:54.460 and

01:00:55.800 so

01:00:56.220 I've

01:00:56.420 been

01:00:56.540 thinking

01:00:56.800 about

01:00:57.080 that

01:00:57.400 exactly

01:00:57.880 why

01:00:58.120 that's

01:00:58.440 happening

01:00:58.800 and

01:00:58.980 this

01:00:59.900 is

01:01:00.120 what

01:01:02.240 I've

01:01:02.460 come

01:01:02.620 up

01:01:02.780 with

01:01:03.040 and

01:01:04.180 it's

01:01:04.300 related

01:01:04.780 to

01:01:05.100 all

01:01:06.020 the

01:01:06.160 stories

01:01:06.460 that

01:01:06.640 I

01:01:06.740 told

01:01:06.960 you

01:01:07.080 already

01:01:07.340 and

01:01:07.520 I'm

01:01:07.720 hoping

01:01:07.980 I

01:01:08.180 can

01:01:08.320 make

01:01:08.520 the

01:01:08.760 connection

01:01:09.700 perfectly

01:01:10.260 clear

01:01:10.660 that's

01:01:11.760 what

01:01:11.840 I'm

01:01:11.980 trying

01:01:12.180 to

01:01:12.300 do

01:01:12.440 in

01:01:12.540 this

01:01:12.720 lecture

01:01:13.080 so

01:01:14.660 it's

01:01:21.040 definitely

01:01:21.400 the

01:01:21.760 case

01:01:22.120 this

01:01:22.840 is

01:01:23.000 what's

01:01:23.280 laid

01:01:23.480 out

01:01:23.680 in

01:01:23.900 the

01:01:24.280 story

01:01:24.500 of

01:01:24.640 Adam

01:01:24.840 and

01:01:24.980 Eve

01:01:25.180 that

01:01:25.420 if

01:01:26.080 you

01:01:26.220 wake

01:01:26.520 up

01:01:26.800 you

01:01:27.780 notice

01:01:28.140 you're

01:01:28.360 naked

01:01:28.680 and

01:01:29.600 you

01:01:29.700 notice

01:01:30.100 that

01:01:30.320 life

01:01:30.600 is

01:01:30.800 suffering

01:01:31.200 and

01:01:32.500 that's

01:01:32.780 very

01:01:33.040 disturbing

01:01:34.220 maybe

01:01:34.960 in

01:01:35.160 some

01:01:35.380 sense

01:01:35.620 you

01:01:35.780 never

01:01:36.100 recover

01:01:36.540 from

01:01:36.780 that

01:01:36.940 human

01:01:37.380 beings

01:01:37.640 have

01:01:37.800 never

01:01:38.080 recovered

01:01:38.580 from

01:01:38.880 discovering

01:01:39.440 the

01:01:39.700 future

01:01:40.080 unsurprisingly

01:01:41.500 and

01:01:42.680 it

01:01:42.860 produces

01:01:43.840 an

01:01:44.060 existential

01:01:44.420 problem

01:01:45.120 and

01:01:45.320 one

01:01:45.520 is

01:01:45.740 what

01:01:46.280 the

01:01:46.440 hell

01:01:46.560 do

01:01:46.680 you

01:01:46.760 do

01:01:46.900 about

01:01:47.100 the

01:01:47.260 fact

01:01:47.500 that

01:01:47.680 the

01:01:47.820 future

01:01:48.080 is

01:01:48.360 likely

01:01:48.820 to

01:01:48.980 be

01:01:49.120 rife

01:01:49.360 with

01:01:49.560 suffering

01:01:50.000 that's

01:01:50.920 just

01:01:51.060 a

01:01:51.220 practical

01:01:51.640 issue

01:01:52.060 but

01:01:52.460 then

01:01:52.620 there's

01:01:52.840 a

01:01:53.360 philosophical

01:01:54.000 issue

01:01:54.440 too

01:01:54.680 which

01:01:54.880 is

01:01:55.020 what

01:01:55.480 do

01:01:55.700 you

01:01:55.860 do

01:01:56.100 about

01:01:56.400 the

01:01:56.640 fact

01:01:56.940 that

01:01:57.180 the

01:01:57.360 future

01:01:57.720 is

01:01:57.940 going

01:01:58.180 to

01:01:58.340 be

01:01:58.500 rife

01:01:58.840 with

01:01:59.060 suffering

01:01:59.580 so

01:02:00.320 there's

01:02:00.500 the

01:02:00.640 practical

01:02:01.040 issue

01:02:01.480 build

01:02:01.980 yourself

01:02:02.340 a

01:02:02.480 house

01:02:02.780 so

01:02:03.040 that

01:02:03.200 you

01:02:03.380 die

01:02:03.880 in

01:02:04.040 the

01:02:04.140 winter

01:02:04.420 but

01:02:04.980 there's

01:02:05.180 the

01:02:05.340 existential

01:02:05.720 issue

01:02:06.260 which

01:02:06.500 is

01:02:06.720 what

01:02:08.560 the

01:02:08.720 hell

01:02:08.860 should

01:02:09.060 you

01:02:09.160 do

01:02:09.300 about

01:02:09.520 the

01:02:09.680 fact

01:02:09.900 that

01:02:10.100 life

01:02:10.320 is

01:02:10.500 suffering

01:02:10.840 and

01:02:11.020 then

01:02:11.380 you

01:02:11.540 can

01:02:11.720 you

01:02:12.020 can

01:02:12.160 make

01:02:12.340 that

01:02:12.520 even

01:02:12.700 more

01:02:12.940 complicated

01:02:13.560 or

01:02:14.340 it's

01:02:14.520 made

01:02:14.820 more

01:02:15.040 complicated

01:02:15.520 because

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01:02:16.000 not

01:02:16.160 just

01:02:16.420 that

01:02:16.600 life

01:02:16.820 is

01:02:16.980 suffering

01:02:17.280 it's

01:02:17.580 life

01:02:18.240 is

01:02:18.440 suffering

01:02:18.780 of

01:02:19.020 the

01:02:19.240 type

01:02:19.520 that

01:02:19.740 your

01:02:19.960 stupid

01:02:20.420 irresponsibility

01:02:21.420 will

01:02:21.680 definitely

01:02:22.160 make

01:02:22.540 worse

01:02:23.020 right

01:02:24.660 so

01:02:24.920 it's

01:02:25.160 suffering

01:02:25.600 contaminated

01:02:26.500 by

01:02:26.860 ignorance

01:02:27.340 and

01:02:27.540 malevolence

01:02:28.140 and

01:02:28.900 malevolence

01:02:29.460 is

01:02:29.620 the

01:02:29.780 worst

01:02:30.120 of

01:02:30.900 the

01:02:32.340 duo

01:02:32.700 of

01:02:32.940 ignorance

01:02:33.360 and

01:02:33.560 malevolence

01:02:34.020 not only

01:02:34.600 will you

01:02:35.460 make

01:02:35.680 things

01:02:35.960 worse

01:02:36.240 because

01:02:36.540 you're

01:02:36.740 ignorant

01:02:37.020 you

01:02:37.300 will

01:02:37.480 make

01:02:37.680 things

01:02:37.920 worse

01:02:38.180 because

01:02:38.460 you

01:02:38.660 try

01:02:39.060 to

01:02:39.240 make

01:02:39.440 them

01:02:39.640 worse

01:02:40.080 and

01:02:41.120 so

01:02:41.360 that's

01:02:42.240 that's

01:02:43.020 a hell

01:02:43.260 of a

01:02:43.480 thing

01:02:43.640 to

01:02:43.800 contend

01:02:44.180 with

01:02:44.400 too

01:02:44.700 and

01:02:45.980 the

01:02:46.100 question

01:02:46.420 is

01:02:46.680 well

01:02:47.020 that

01:02:47.180 can

01:02:47.400 undo

01:02:48.060 you

01:02:48.320 it

01:02:48.460 can

01:02:48.620 unglue

01:02:49.160 you

01:02:49.380 it

01:02:49.540 can

01:02:49.680 make

01:02:49.920 you

01:02:50.060 nihilistic

01:02:50.560 it

01:02:50.800 can

01:02:50.840 make

01:02:51.020 you

01:02:51.160 hopeless

01:02:51.540 it

01:02:51.740 can

01:02:51.840 make

01:02:52.020 you

01:02:52.160 depressed

01:02:52.700 it

01:02:53.420 can

01:02:53.680 do

01:02:53.860 far

01:02:54.540 worse

01:02:54.860 things

01:02:55.140 than

01:02:55.340 that

01:02:55.700 you

01:02:56.540 know

01:02:56.660 because

01:02:56.940 if

01:02:57.140 the

01:02:57.320 full

01:02:57.560 weight

01:02:57.860 of

01:02:58.040 the

01:02:58.180 world's

01:02:59.300 suffering

01:02:59.840 and

01:02:59.980 malevolence

01:03:00.480 is

01:03:00.620 sort

01:03:00.820 of

01:03:01.160 laden

01:03:01.840 onto

01:03:02.260 you

01:03:02.620 without

01:03:03.520 your

01:03:03.980 acquiescence

01:03:05.620 then

01:03:06.560 well that

01:03:07.540 makes you

01:03:07.880 unhappy

01:03:08.360 and then

01:03:08.860 that

01:03:09.160 makes

01:03:09.380 you

01:03:09.540 bitter

01:03:10.060 and

01:03:10.420 then

01:03:10.560 that

01:03:10.740 makes

01:03:10.940 you

01:03:11.100 resentful

01:03:11.800 and

01:03:12.340 then

01:03:12.460 that

01:03:12.640 makes

01:03:12.880 you

01:03:13.060 cruel

01:03:13.700 and

01:03:14.300 then

01:03:14.440 that

01:03:14.620 makes

01:03:14.840 you

01:03:15.000 vengeful

01:03:15.840 and

01:03:16.500 then

01:03:16.640 that

01:03:16.840 makes

01:03:17.060 you

01:03:17.240 murderous

01:03:17.900 and

01:03:18.460 there's

01:03:18.860 places

01:03:19.180 past

01:03:19.620 that

01:03:20.000 then

01:03:20.460 that

01:03:20.660 makes

01:03:20.900 you

01:03:21.060 genocidal

01:03:22.060 right

01:03:22.680 and

01:03:23.520 so

01:03:23.860 the

01:03:25.160 fact

01:03:25.460 that

01:03:25.660 there's

01:03:25.900 suffering

01:03:26.240 malevolence

01:03:26.900 is not

01:03:27.340 only

01:03:27.740 enough

01:03:28.060 to

01:03:28.300 produce

01:03:28.820 a

01:03:29.040 kind

01:03:29.240 of

01:03:29.380 nihilism

01:03:29.900 but

01:03:30.140 it's

01:03:30.720 enough

01:03:30.920 to

01:03:31.100 produce

01:03:31.460 a

01:03:31.660 nihilism

01:03:32.080 that

01:03:32.300 degenerates

01:03:33.180 into

01:03:33.400 something

01:03:33.860 far

01:03:34.880 worse

01:03:35.320 than

01:03:35.560 mere

01:03:35.780 nihilism

01:03:36.240 in

01:03:36.440 fact

01:03:36.900 I

01:03:37.080 don't

01:03:37.240 think

01:03:37.460 nihilism

01:03:37.940 is

01:03:38.160 sustainable

01:03:38.680 I

01:03:39.320 think

01:03:39.520 it

01:03:39.660 inevitably

01:03:40.260 degenerates

01:03:41.400 into

01:03:41.580 something

01:03:42.020 approximating

01:03:42.940 the

01:03:43.380 desire

01:03:43.820 for

01:03:44.140 hell

01:03:44.520 it's

01:03:45.220 something

01:03:45.500 like

01:03:45.780 that

01:03:46.140 well

01:03:48.980 the

01:03:49.140 question

01:03:49.460 is

01:03:49.660 what

01:03:49.940 do

01:03:50.060 you

01:03:50.140 do

01:03:50.300 about

01:03:50.560 that

01:03:50.880 well

01:03:52.520 I

01:03:52.600 think

01:03:52.740 the

01:03:52.880 first

01:03:53.100 thing

01:03:53.280 you

01:03:53.400 notice

01:03:53.680 is

01:03:53.860 that

01:03:54.000 it

01:03:54.040 actually

01:03:54.360 bothers

01:03:54.800 you

01:03:55.020 that

01:03:55.200 there's

01:03:55.500 suffering

01:03:55.880 and

01:03:56.060 malevolence

01:03:56.640 you know

01:03:58.560 it

01:03:58.700 wouldn't

01:03:58.940 drive

01:03:59.220 you

01:03:59.360 crazy

01:03:59.720 if

01:03:59.920 it

01:04:00.020 didn't

01:04:00.220 bother

01:04:00.480 you

01:04:00.660 but

01:04:00.860 we'll

01:04:02.160 just

01:04:02.380 make

01:04:03.100 that

01:04:03.320 an

01:04:03.480 independent

01:04:03.940 issue

01:04:04.360 for a

01:04:04.640 minute

01:04:04.740 it

01:04:04.980 does

01:04:05.380 bother

01:04:05.840 you

01:04:06.240 you

01:04:07.660 it

01:04:07.740 bothers

01:04:08.040 you

01:04:08.220 enough

01:04:08.500 so

01:04:09.320 that

01:04:09.400 you

01:04:09.460 might

01:04:09.600 even

01:04:09.760 question

01:04:10.180 the

01:04:10.380 utility

01:04:10.760 of

01:04:11.100 your

01:04:11.480 existence

01:04:12.040 because

01:04:13.220 of

01:04:13.380 it

01:04:13.540 or

01:04:14.160 you

01:04:14.540 might

01:04:14.740 go

01:04:14.900 the

01:04:15.040 whole

01:04:15.200 way

01:04:15.420 and

01:04:15.600 question

01:04:16.020 the

01:04:16.180 utility

01:04:16.520 of

01:04:16.740 existence

01:04:17.100 itself

01:04:17.700 and

01:04:18.800 everyone

01:04:19.160 does

01:04:19.480 that

01:04:19.700 at

01:04:19.840 different

01:04:20.080 times

01:04:20.400 in

01:04:20.520 their

01:04:20.640 life

01:04:20.920 you

01:04:21.060 know

01:04:21.180 if

01:04:21.320 you're

01:04:21.520 especially

01:04:22.380 if

01:04:22.560 you're

01:04:22.680 faced

01:04:22.960 with

01:04:23.200 the

01:04:23.680 intractable

01:04:25.320 suffering

01:04:25.780 of

01:04:25.960 someone

01:04:26.220 close

01:04:26.640 to

01:04:26.760 you

01:04:26.940 child

01:04:27.460 particularly

01:04:28.260 but

01:04:28.920 not

01:04:29.080 necessarily

01:04:29.540 just

01:04:29.840 a

01:04:30.000 child

01:04:30.260 you

01:04:30.920 can

01:04:31.100 throw

01:04:31.320 up

01:04:31.460 your

01:04:31.560 hands

01:04:31.800 in

01:04:31.940 despair

01:04:32.320 and

01:04:32.540 think

01:04:32.780 none

01:04:33.200 of

01:04:33.320 this

01:04:33.460 should

01:04:33.640 ever

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01:04:35.220 this

01:04:35.840 is

01:04:35.980 so

01:04:36.200 terrible

01:04:36.620 that

01:04:36.860 it

01:04:36.960 would

01:04:37.080 be

01:04:37.200 better

01:04:37.440 that

01:04:37.660 nothing

01:04:38.340 existed

01:04:39.420 at

01:04:39.740 all

01:04:40.040 and

01:04:41.080 that's

01:04:41.460 what

01:04:41.600 you

01:04:41.720 do

01:04:41.840 when

01:04:42.000 you

01:04:42.120 ask

01:04:42.440 in

01:04:42.900 some

01:04:43.120 sort

01:04:43.460 of

01:04:43.580 cosmic

01:04:43.940 sense

01:04:44.300 what

01:04:44.520 the

01:04:44.700 point

01:04:45.000 is

01:04:45.280 and

01:04:45.720 fair

01:04:46.120 enough

01:04:46.440 but

01:04:47.240 I

01:04:47.360 think

01:04:47.520 you

01:04:47.620 have

01:04:47.780 an

01:04:47.900 answer

01:04:48.160 to

01:04:48.320 that

01:04:48.480 because

01:04:48.760 you're

01:04:49.300 not

01:04:49.780 pleased

01:04:51.500 at

01:04:53.040 some

01:04:53.280 deep

01:04:53.580 level

01:04:53.900 about

01:04:54.220 the

01:04:54.420 fact

01:04:54.720 of

01:04:55.040 unrequited

01:04:57.660 suffering

01:04:58.220 and

01:04:59.340 unopposed

01:05:00.540 malevolence

01:05:01.220 it

01:05:01.620 weighs

01:05:02.080 on

01:05:02.340 you

01:05:02.620 so

01:05:05.000 then

01:05:05.240 what

01:05:05.760 should

01:05:05.920 you

01:05:06.000 do

01:05:06.140 about

01:05:06.400 that

01:05:06.720 or

01:05:08.040 could

01:05:08.460 you

01:05:08.600 do

01:05:08.780 something

01:05:09.080 about

01:05:09.360 that

01:05:09.660 and

01:05:10.560 I

01:05:10.680 would

01:05:10.840 say

01:05:11.140 not

01:05:13.320 only

01:05:13.660 could

01:05:15.180 you

01:05:15.440 but

01:05:16.060 if

01:05:16.440 you

01:05:16.680 did

01:05:17.060 then

01:05:19.560 that

01:05:20.460 would

01:05:20.740 in

01:05:21.560 some

01:05:21.840 strange

01:05:22.340 manner

01:05:22.680 be

01:05:22.940 the

01:05:23.200 cure

01:05:23.600 for

01:05:23.880 the

01:05:24.040 problem

01:05:24.480 so

01:05:26.280 there's

01:05:31.520 this

01:05:31.700 idea

01:05:32.040 that

01:05:32.260 clinicians

01:05:32.660 have

01:05:32.960 come

01:05:33.160 up

01:05:33.340 with

01:05:33.640 sort

01:05:34.400 of

01:05:34.580 en masse

01:05:35.360 over

01:05:35.600 the

01:05:35.740 last

01:05:36.060 hundred

01:05:36.420 years

01:05:36.840 and

01:05:37.440 the

01:05:37.560 idea

01:05:37.840 is

01:05:38.280 if

01:05:39.380 you

01:05:39.500 want

01:05:39.640 to

01:05:39.720 get

01:05:39.860 over

01:05:40.120 a

01:05:40.340 fear

01:05:40.640 and

01:05:41.420 you

01:05:41.540 want

01:05:41.680 to

01:05:41.780 move

01:05:41.960 forward

01:05:42.280 effectively

01:05:42.800 in the

01:05:43.140 world

01:05:43.400 then

01:05:44.000 what

01:05:44.180 you

01:05:44.320 do

01:05:44.480 is

01:05:44.620 voluntarily

01:05:45.160 confront

01:05:45.760 that

01:05:46.240 fear

01:05:46.560 no matter

01:05:46.960 what

01:05:47.180 it

01:05:47.320 is

01:05:47.580 and

01:05:48.880 that

01:05:49.060 works

01:05:49.580 turns

01:05:50.480 turns

01:05:50.500 out

01:05:50.740 and

01:05:50.900 virtually

01:05:51.400 every

01:05:51.840 school

01:05:52.240 of

01:05:52.440 psychotherapy

01:05:53.020 has

01:05:53.280 discovered

01:05:53.680 this

01:05:53.960 more

01:05:54.600 less

01:05:54.920 independently

01:05:55.620 so

01:05:56.580 the

01:05:56.760 psychoanalysts

01:05:57.580 figured out

01:05:57.980 that if

01:05:58.240 you

01:05:58.340 confronted

01:05:58.720 things

01:05:59.040 that you

01:05:59.280 hadn't

01:05:59.560 dealt

01:05:59.740 with

01:05:59.940 in

01:06:00.080 your

01:06:00.220 past

01:06:00.760 that

01:06:01.220 that

01:06:01.360 would

01:06:01.500 straighten

01:06:01.800 you

01:06:01.960 out

01:06:02.140 and

01:06:02.540 then

01:06:02.640 the

01:06:02.760 behavior

01:06:03.080 is

01:06:03.260 figured

01:06:03.480 out

01:06:03.660 if

01:06:03.800 you

01:06:03.880 were

01:06:03.980 afraid

01:06:04.260 of

01:06:04.440 something

01:06:04.720 and

01:06:04.920 you

01:06:05.380 exposed

01:06:06.060 yourself

01:06:06.580 to

01:06:06.820 that

01:06:07.040 thing

01:06:07.340 you

01:06:07.480 were

01:06:07.620 afraid

01:06:07.920 of

01:06:08.080 in

01:06:08.220 small

01:06:08.500 doses

01:06:08.900 then

01:06:09.440 you

01:06:09.580 get

01:06:09.780 more

01:06:10.000 and

01:06:10.100 more

01:06:10.220 courageous

01:06:10.600 and

01:06:10.860 be

01:06:11.080 able

01:06:11.200 to

01:06:11.280 get

01:06:11.400 over

01:06:11.580 your

01:06:11.780 fear

01:06:12.080 and

01:06:12.620 it

01:06:12.740 doesn't

01:06:12.980 really

01:06:13.180 matter

01:06:13.440 how

01:06:13.660 terrible

01:06:14.060 the

01:06:14.300 thing

01:06:14.520 is

01:06:14.760 so

01:06:14.940 Edna

01:06:15.440 Foa

01:06:15.780 who's

01:06:16.020 a great

01:06:16.320 clinical

01:06:16.800 experimentalist

01:06:18.240 tried it out

01:06:19.380 with women

01:06:20.180 who had

01:06:20.480 post-traumatic

01:06:21.040 stress

01:06:21.340 disorder

01:06:21.780 post-traumatic

01:06:22.520 stress

01:06:22.820 disorder

01:06:23.240 is

01:06:23.400 rough

01:06:23.760 man

01:06:24.060 and

01:06:24.440 they

01:06:24.580 had

01:06:24.840 it

01:06:24.960 because

01:06:25.200 they

01:06:25.360 were

01:06:25.500 violently

01:06:25.960 raped

01:06:26.400 by

01:06:26.680 strangers

01:06:27.380 right

01:06:28.460 and

01:06:28.760 so

01:06:29.080 what

01:06:29.860 was

01:06:30.020 the

01:06:30.180 curative

01:06:30.580 process

01:06:31.340 this

01:06:32.620 occurred

01:06:33.060 you

01:06:33.740 can't

01:06:34.040 do

01:06:34.180 this

01:06:34.440 without

01:06:34.720 a

01:06:34.940 delay

01:06:35.300 by

01:06:35.620 the

01:06:35.740 way

01:06:35.940 so

01:06:36.300 she

01:06:36.800 made

01:06:37.060 sure

01:06:37.240 that

01:06:37.400 her

01:06:37.640 clients

01:06:38.500 the

01:06:39.160 experience

01:06:39.840 was

01:06:40.120 in

01:06:40.340 the

01:06:40.460 past

01:06:40.920 more

01:06:41.480 than

01:06:41.620 18

01:06:41.940 months

01:06:42.240 in

01:06:42.380 the

01:06:42.500 past

01:06:42.800 seems

01:06:43.100 to

01:06:43.260 be

01:06:43.360 about

01:06:43.540 the

01:06:43.680 rule

01:06:43.820 of

01:06:43.940 thumb

01:06:44.080 she

01:06:44.580 had

01:06:44.800 them

01:06:44.960 relive

01:06:45.280 the

01:06:45.440 experience

01:06:45.900 in

01:06:46.080 as

01:06:46.220 much

01:06:46.420 detail

01:06:46.800 as

01:06:47.000 possible

01:06:47.440 in

01:06:47.720 as

01:06:48.860 full

01:06:49.340 imagination

01:06:49.880 as

01:06:50.300 possible

01:06:50.780 voluntarily

01:06:51.700 and

01:06:52.180 hooked

01:06:52.420 them

01:06:52.580 up

01:06:52.780 to

01:06:53.000 psychophysiological

01:06:54.000 recording

01:06:54.560 devices

01:06:55.000 to

01:06:55.280 check

01:06:55.680 their

01:06:55.980 emotional

01:06:56.400 reactivity

01:06:57.040 and

01:06:57.580 then

01:06:57.740 showed

01:06:58.060 that

01:06:58.280 the

01:06:58.440 women

01:06:58.700 who

01:06:59.240 had

01:06:59.440 the

01:06:59.640 worst

01:07:00.080 time

01:07:00.700 emotionally

01:07:05.940 and

01:07:06.940 so

01:07:07.160 what's

01:07:07.560 so

01:07:07.700 interesting

01:07:08.180 is

01:07:08.420 that

01:07:08.560 in

01:07:09.200 some

01:07:09.420 sense

01:07:09.760 the

01:07:10.220 magnitude

01:07:10.700 of

01:07:10.960 what

01:07:11.120 you

01:07:11.280 face

01:07:11.640 doesn't

01:07:12.200 matter

01:07:12.520 if

01:07:13.180 you

01:07:13.340 face

01:07:13.700 it

01:07:13.920 you

01:07:14.260 can

01:07:14.540 overcome

01:07:14.920 it

01:07:15.300 and

01:07:16.580 so

01:07:16.700 then

01:07:16.880 you

01:07:17.020 think

01:07:17.260 well

01:07:17.420 how

01:07:17.580 true

01:07:17.860 is

01:07:18.060 that

01:07:18.300 you

01:07:18.460 think

01:07:18.680 well

01:07:18.960 look

01:07:19.560 you

01:07:19.740 know

01:07:19.920 people

01:07:21.240 work

01:07:21.520 in

01:07:21.620 emergency

01:07:22.040 wards

01:07:22.500 that's

01:07:23.480 pretty

01:07:23.680 damn

01:07:23.980 rough

01:07:24.340 I mean

01:07:24.920 it's

01:07:25.140 an

01:07:25.260 emergency

01:07:25.620 ward

01:07:25.940 right

01:07:26.160 there's

01:07:26.640 nothing

01:07:26.880 there

01:07:27.120 but

01:07:27.320 emergencies

01:07:27.860 and

01:07:28.500 so

01:07:28.600 that

01:07:28.780 by

01:07:29.060 definition

01:07:29.560 that's

01:07:29.860 about

01:07:30.040 as

01:07:30.180 rough

01:07:30.400 as

01:07:30.540 it

01:07:30.680 gets

01:07:30.920 and

01:07:31.080 yet

01:07:31.240 people

01:07:31.780 can

01:07:31.980 do

01:07:32.180 that

01:07:32.500 and

01:07:32.680 they

01:07:33.040 have

01:07:33.220 lives

01:07:33.680 I mean

01:07:33.980 it's

01:07:34.180 stressful

01:07:34.560 but

01:07:34.820 they

01:07:35.180 go

01:07:35.660 to

01:07:35.840 work

01:07:36.160 every

01:07:36.420 day

01:07:36.640 and

01:07:36.780 they

01:07:36.900 do

01:07:37.060 that

01:07:37.300 and

01:07:37.440 people

01:07:37.920 work

01:07:38.240 in

01:07:38.420 morgues

01:07:39.000 you know

01:07:39.660 and

01:07:39.760 there are

01:07:40.000 coroners

01:07:40.600 and

01:07:40.820 there are

01:07:41.280 first responders

01:07:42.080 you know

01:07:42.780 the paramedic

01:07:43.400 types

01:07:43.700 and all

01:07:44.000 of that

01:07:44.380 and

01:07:44.580 there are

01:07:45.880 people

01:07:46.060 who

01:07:46.200 work

01:07:46.360 in

01:07:46.500 palliative

01:07:46.840 care

01:07:47.120 wards

01:07:47.500 that's

01:07:47.920 pretty

01:07:48.120 damn

01:07:48.460 rough

01:07:48.860 because

01:07:49.580 you

01:07:49.980 know

01:07:50.560 you're

01:07:50.760 caring

01:07:51.040 for

01:07:51.260 someone

01:07:51.540 and

01:07:51.720 you

01:07:51.840 form

01:08:00.400 law

01:08:00.600 is

01:08:00.720 a

01:08:00.840 palliative

01:08:01.160 care

01:08:01.440 nurse

01:08:01.780 and

01:08:01.960 she

01:08:03.460 just

01:08:04.020 keeps

01:08:04.620 on

01:08:04.860 cruising

01:08:05.320 she's

01:08:05.800 good

01:08:06.000 to

01:08:06.180 her

01:08:06.340 kids

01:08:06.600 she's

01:08:06.960 good

01:08:07.140 to

01:08:07.280 her

01:08:07.400 husband

01:08:07.680 she's

01:08:08.020 a

01:08:08.100 good

01:08:08.220 person

01:08:08.640 you know

01:08:09.540 weirdly

01:08:10.300 it's

01:08:10.660 produced

01:08:11.020 more

01:08:11.400 appreciation

01:08:12.060 for

01:08:12.340 life

01:08:12.660 in

01:08:12.800 her

01:08:13.080 and

01:08:13.740 I

01:08:13.900 wouldn't

01:08:14.120 say

01:08:14.260 that's

01:08:14.480 necessarily

01:08:14.960 inevitable

01:08:15.460 because

01:08:15.800 those

01:08:16.060 jobs

01:08:16.340 can

01:08:16.520 be

01:08:16.640 very

01:08:16.880 stressful

01:08:17.320 but

01:08:17.640 there

01:08:18.800 she

01:08:19.000 goes

01:08:19.240 to

01:08:19.400 work

01:08:19.660 every

01:08:19.900 day

01:08:20.180 so

01:08:20.500 that's

01:08:21.100 quite

01:08:21.360 something

01:08:21.880 that

01:08:22.220 she's

01:08:22.820 so

01:08:22.980 damn

01:08:23.200 tough

01:08:23.620 that

01:08:23.860 she

01:08:24.000 can

01:08:24.200 face

01:08:24.520 it

01:08:24.700 dead

01:08:25.040 on

01:08:25.380 voluntarily

01:08:26.000 and

01:08:26.360 so

01:08:27.040 then

01:08:27.320 there's

01:08:27.760 that

01:08:28.040 possibility

01:08:29.140 which

01:08:29.800 I

01:08:30.120 think

01:08:30.320 is

01:08:30.460 an

01:08:30.780 actuality

01:08:31.380 that

01:08:31.620 despite

01:08:32.500 the

01:08:32.780 fact

01:08:33.040 that

01:08:33.420 there's

01:08:34.820 this

01:08:35.020 suffering

01:08:35.460 and

01:08:35.660 malevolence

01:08:36.180 at the

01:08:36.500 bottom

01:08:36.720 of the

01:08:37.060 world

01:08:37.340 which

01:08:37.960 is

01:08:38.100 enough

01:08:38.360 to

01:08:38.560 corrupt

01:08:38.940 you

01:08:39.200 because

01:08:39.860 of

01:08:40.020 its

01:08:40.160 existence

01:08:40.680 if

01:08:41.520 you

01:08:41.780 turn

01:08:42.520 around

01:08:42.880 paradoxically

01:08:43.940 paradoxically

01:08:45.180 and you

01:08:45.920 decide

01:08:46.340 that

01:08:46.540 you're

01:08:46.740 going

01:08:46.980 to

01:08:47.260 accept

01:08:48.100 the

01:08:48.420 challenge

01:08:48.940 of

01:08:49.180 confronting

01:08:49.780 that

01:08:50.300 then

01:08:50.980 all

01:08:51.140 of a

01:08:51.260 sudden

01:08:51.380 you

01:08:51.540 find

01:08:51.780 out

01:08:51.940 that

01:08:52.100 you're

01:08:52.260 the

01:08:52.400 sort

01:08:52.560 of

01:08:52.660 creature

01:08:52.900 that

01:08:53.100 can

01:08:53.240 do

01:08:53.400 that

01:08:53.720 and

01:08:54.460 I

01:08:54.560 don't

01:08:54.620 really

01:08:54.760 think

01:08:54.940 that's

01:08:55.200 any

01:08:55.380 different

01:08:55.720 than

01:08:56.000 confronting

01:08:56.780 that

01:08:57.080 chaotic

01:08:57.500 potential

01:08:58.020 I

01:08:58.220 think

01:08:58.380 it's

01:08:58.520 the

01:08:58.760 fullest

01:08:59.200 manifestation

01:09:00.320 of

01:09:00.880 that

01:09:01.200 and

01:09:01.700 then

01:09:01.800 here's

01:09:02.320 something

01:09:02.540 else

01:09:02.800 that's

01:09:03.060 really

01:09:03.260 interesting

01:09:03.720 and I

01:09:03.980 think

01:09:04.220 I'll

01:09:04.360 close

01:09:04.640 with

01:09:04.820 this

01:09:05.000 I'll

01:09:05.440 tell

01:09:05.580 you

01:09:06.080 two

01:09:06.700 interesting

01:09:08.080 stories

01:09:09.160 one

01:09:09.680 is

01:09:09.860 about

01:09:10.120 a

01:09:10.400 cathedral

01:09:11.480 the

01:09:12.300 shart

01:09:12.560 cathedral

01:09:13.060 in

01:09:13.840 the

01:09:13.980 cathedral

01:09:14.400 there's

01:09:15.720 a maze

01:09:16.280 a

01:09:16.720 labyrinth

01:09:17.280 and

01:09:18.020 it's

01:09:18.380 it's

01:09:19.820 a circle

01:09:20.320 and it's

01:09:22.400 north west east and south

01:09:23.740 and so it's made out of quadrants

01:09:25.620 and it's quite big I think it's 52 feet across

01:09:27.680 and it's a symbolic pilgrimage

01:09:30.060 to the holy city or to the center of the world

01:09:33.000 and you do that if you can't go on a real pilgrimage

01:09:35.520 and

01:09:36.480 you see you go on a pilgrimage and you go places you haven't been

01:09:39.880 right that's the whole point of

01:09:41.160 going on a pilgrimage

01:09:42.140 especially if you're from a medieval village and you've never been anywhere

01:09:44.920 you go out of your village

01:09:45.960 you go out into the world

01:09:47.260 you go to Jerusalem

01:09:48.520 by the time you come back like

01:09:50.400 like like Bilbo Baggins

01:09:52.220 you're not the same creature

01:09:53.700 right

01:09:54.040 you've had your big adventure

01:09:55.220 and you're not the same creature anymore

01:09:56.900 so

01:09:57.540 the fact that you've gone out in that adventure

01:09:59.720 and

01:10:00.000 pushed yourself up against the world

01:10:01.900 means you're informed in ways you wouldn't have been

01:10:04.100 and you're transformed

01:10:05.260 and so that's the purpose of the pilgrimage

01:10:07.200 and that transformation is what takes you to the heavenly city

01:10:10.400 you might be doing it geographically

01:10:12.280 but you're doing it metaphysically and psychologically at the same time

01:10:15.080 but maybe you can't do that

01:10:16.400 because you can't afford a pilgrimage

01:10:17.760 and so you have to walk the labyrinth

01:10:19.540 and so this labyrinth is constructed as the central feature of this great cathedral

01:10:24.160 and you enter it on one side

01:10:26.120 and then you walk through it

01:10:27.320 but you don't just walk right to the center

01:10:30.360 right because you don't get to the center by walking straight to the center

01:10:35.080 partly because you don't know where the center is

01:10:37.100 and maybe that's because the center moves

01:10:38.880 and it's something you have to discover in the confines of your own life

01:10:42.040 and so how do you get to the center?

01:10:43.900 the answer is by going everywhere you possibly can

01:10:46.380 and so you walk the labyrinth

01:10:48.440 and you walk every quadrant

01:10:50.620 you walk every square inch of every quadrant

01:10:53.080 and by the time you're done

01:10:54.820 you're in the center

01:10:56.760 and that's the center of the world

01:10:58.320 and you're fully informed

01:11:00.920 because you've been everywhere

01:11:02.100 because you've taken on all the responsibility there is to take on

01:11:05.100 and that's made you way more than you were

01:11:07.440 you think well some of that's just a matter of learning right

01:11:10.520 and you know that the more skills you acquire

01:11:12.520 I've never acquired a skill that didn't turn out to be worthwhile

01:11:15.560 even if it didn't produce the consequence that I had intended

01:11:19.300 right to push myself up against some limitation

01:11:22.640 and to try to transcend that

01:11:24.400 has produced a transformation that I regard as

01:11:27.240 that I've come to regard inevitably as useful

01:11:30.060 and sometimes it's because I have to leave parts of myself

01:11:32.800 that aren't useful anymore behind

01:11:34.420 which is also a form of sacrifice right

01:11:36.760 to let go of what you shouldn't be

01:11:39.340 and leave it behind

01:11:40.800 well so you get informed by interacting with the world

01:11:44.680 and the more you determine that you're going to take on

01:11:47.200 the burden of the world voluntarily

01:11:49.140 the more informed you become

01:11:50.480 and the better you become at being able to take on

01:11:52.700 the burden of the world

01:11:53.500 and the better you are at acting in a manner

01:11:56.000 that reduces the suffering

01:11:57.980 and constricts the malevolence

01:11:59.640 thus solving the original problem

01:12:01.800 but there's even more to it

01:12:03.200 and this is something that's only been discovered

01:12:04.860 in very recent times

01:12:06.880 so it turns out that if you put yourself in a new situation

01:12:10.580 first of all

01:12:11.380 if I stress you involuntarily

01:12:14.340 you tend to react with defensiveness and fear

01:12:17.460 and you produce a lot of stress hormones

01:12:19.340 and it's hard on you

01:12:20.740 but if you take the same challenge on voluntarily

01:12:23.880 your psychophysiological response is completely different

01:12:26.820 right

01:12:27.800 so

01:12:28.220 you don't produce stress hormones in levels that will damage you

01:12:31.960 so even though the objective burden is the same

01:12:34.920 the subjective consequence

01:12:36.660 even manifested materially isn't the same

01:12:39.060 so it's different to hoist a load voluntarily

01:12:42.680 than it is to have it thrust upon you

01:12:44.960 and so the question then might be

01:12:46.660 well what size load should you bear

01:12:48.280 and I think the answer to that

01:12:49.940 is the biggest one you can possibly carry

01:12:52.480 because that will ensure that you know

01:12:54.580 that you have something meaningful to do

01:12:56.400 in any case

01:12:57.460 if you put yourself in a new situation

01:12:59.540 this is what happens to you neurologically

01:13:01.560 this is so cool

01:13:02.840 new genes turn on and code for proteins

01:13:07.120 that hadn't been coded before

01:13:08.480 so it's like you have

01:13:11.060 a tremendous biological potential

01:13:13.460 locked in your genetic code

01:13:16.060 but it won't manifest itself unless you push it

01:13:19.240 you're not going to unlock those boxes of potential let's say

01:13:23.660 and God knows what you'd be like if you unlocked all of that

01:13:26.800 those things will not unlock without the demand

01:13:30.380 and the demand won't occur

01:13:32.240 unless you put yourself beyond where you already are

01:13:34.600 and so you say well

01:13:36.320 there's suffering in the world

01:13:38.860 and there's malevolence

01:13:39.800 and that's your problem

01:13:41.320 and you know it's your problem

01:13:43.220 because if you're not doing a good job

01:13:44.780 of ameliorating the suffering

01:13:47.000 and constraining the malevolence

01:13:48.540 then you're going to torture yourself to death

01:13:50.440 with guilt and shame

01:13:51.440 that's definitely your problem

01:13:53.260 and so you want to do something about that

01:13:55.860 because the alternative is not so good

01:13:57.580 so you decide to do that voluntarily

01:13:59.520 and you think well that's impossible

01:14:00.860 given the burden of suffering

01:14:03.660 and the degree of malevolence in the world

01:14:05.660 and it is impossible

01:14:06.800 but God only knows what you are

01:14:09.540 in your fundamental essence

01:14:11.060 and God only knows what you could be

01:14:12.700 if you were completely turned on let's say

01:14:14.920 and the way you find out is by

01:14:16.540 deciding that you're going to do

01:14:18.680 that which is impossible

01:14:20.760 and you don't have a choice anyways

01:14:22.540 because you're confronted with mortality

01:14:24.980 with suffering and mortality

01:14:27.920 and malevolence in your life anyways

01:14:30.300 and you're all in man

01:14:31.740 like you've staked yourself on this right

01:14:34.500 this is life or death situation for you

01:14:37.540 just like it is for everybody else

01:14:39.500 and so the question is

01:14:40.900 well what would you be like

01:14:41.880 if you played that to the full

01:14:43.120 and so I think what's been making

01:14:45.920 the audience is quiet

01:14:47.440 and this is I think something

01:14:49.900 that's extraordinarily useful to know

01:14:52.440 is that

01:14:52.880 well you need a meaning in life

01:14:56.100 to sustain you through the catastrophe of life

01:14:58.420 because otherwise life is just stupid suffering

01:15:01.500 and that produces degeneration

01:15:03.700 it's not a good thing

01:15:05.040 it's not a static thing

01:15:06.520 it goes from bad to worse

01:15:08.080 you need a meaning in life

01:15:09.820 to sustain you through that

01:15:11.680 and the meaning is to be found in

01:15:15.400 not in impulsive pleasure

01:15:18.100 and not in your rights

01:15:19.940 and not even in your freedom

01:15:21.640 but in your responsibility

01:15:23.640 and so

01:15:26.100 you can think about this

01:15:28.420 you know it too

01:15:29.180 because if you know

01:15:30.060 if you think about those times

01:15:31.540 when you're actually okay with yourself

01:15:33.240 and maybe you're even

01:15:34.320 pleased with yourself let's say

01:15:35.920 you know at minimum

01:15:37.140 there's some things that you've done

01:15:38.380 at minimum

01:15:39.400 you've taken care of yourself

01:15:40.800 right you're not a burden to someone else

01:15:42.860 that's at least something

01:15:44.200 so you've taken on enough responsibility

01:15:46.540 so you account for yourself

01:15:48.540 and then maybe

01:15:49.160 you've gone a bit above and beyond

01:15:51.340 the call of duty

01:15:52.240 and you're also

01:15:53.260 taking care of your family

01:15:54.580 and maybe if you're

01:15:56.300 really pushing the boundaries

01:15:57.940 you're taking care of yourself

01:15:59.200 and your family

01:15:59.840 in a way that's actually beneficial

01:16:01.220 to the community

01:16:01.980 and so when you wake up

01:16:03.280 at three in the morning

01:16:03.960 you can think

01:16:04.420 well god at least I did that

01:16:06.220 it's like well that's something

01:16:07.640 and then you think about the people

01:16:09.500 that you admire

01:16:10.320 you know you admire people

01:16:12.280 who take on responsibility

01:16:13.560 that happens spontaneously

01:16:15.500 right

01:16:16.040 it's not something you necessarily choose

01:16:17.640 if you look out in the world

01:16:19.020 and you

01:16:19.320 if you're reasonably mature

01:16:21.080 you know

01:16:22.180 you look at people

01:16:23.480 and you think

01:16:23.880 well that person is

01:16:24.740 bearing up under the

01:16:25.920 strictures of their existence

01:16:27.260 quite admirably

01:16:28.320 and you feel an impulsion

01:16:30.600 you feel impelled to copy that

01:16:33.180 to imitate that

01:16:34.200 and that's the compulsion

01:16:35.920 towards the manifestation

01:16:37.420 of a higher moral being

01:16:38.960 so that seems to be

01:16:42.180 part of

01:16:43.580 that idea

01:16:45.680 seems to be part of what

01:16:47.060 well what has attracted people

01:16:51.360 to my online lectures

01:16:52.920 because that idea

01:16:53.700 runs through them

01:16:54.500 it's something like

01:16:55.240 well

01:16:55.500 you have to have

01:16:58.100 the meaning in life

01:16:59.020 and the meaning

01:16:59.960 is a real thing

01:17:00.820 it's a real thing

01:17:01.840 and it manifests itself

01:17:04.080 when you take responsibility

01:17:05.200 for the inadequacies of being

01:17:07.040 and it's that willing to take responsibility

01:17:09.620 for the inadequacies of being

01:17:11.240 that should inform the manner

01:17:13.080 in which you interact

01:17:14.120 with that potential

01:17:14.960 that's the moral choices

01:17:17.200 that you're making

01:17:17.920 is you see this chaotic potential

01:17:19.900 that manifests itself

01:17:21.120 in front of you

01:17:22.060 and what do you want to do with that

01:17:23.120 you want to make things better

01:17:25.520 that's the meaning

01:17:27.680 right

01:17:28.220 and that is I think

01:17:29.140 our participation

01:17:30.480 in creation

01:17:32.100 and I think it is

01:17:34.420 the manifestation

01:17:37.380 of the image of God

01:17:40.240 I think that's right

01:17:41.900 and I think we need to understand that

01:17:45.180 and that we could set things right

01:17:47.480 we could set them as right

01:17:49.560 as we could set them

01:17:50.700 if we understood that

01:17:51.860 and I think it would be

01:17:53.060 in everyone's interest

01:17:54.040 to understand that

01:17:54.960 and most importantly

01:17:56.040 I think it's just true

01:17:57.700 that that's the case

01:17:59.100 and I think that everyone knows it

01:18:01.220 thank you

01:18:03.040 applause

01:18:04.040 love you Jordan

01:18:24.600 well this is Ottawa

01:18:33.780 so I might as well start with this

01:18:35.480 what are your thoughts

01:18:40.640 on Justin Trudeau

01:18:41.800 okay so

01:18:56.820 so

01:18:57.460 when

01:18:58.880 when

01:18:59.280 when Mr. Trudeau

01:19:01.220 first

01:19:01.740 appeared on the scene

01:19:03.580 and

01:19:03.840 was contemplating

01:19:05.360 high level public office

01:19:08.100 I had my misgivings

01:19:10.860 and

01:19:11.760 there was a

01:19:12.860 reason for that

01:19:14.160 I felt that

01:19:15.280 it was inappropriate

01:19:17.640 it is inappropriate

01:19:19.740 to

01:19:20.400 capitalize on your

01:19:23.380 unearned

01:19:24.540 fame

01:19:25.000 when you're

01:19:27.180 competing for a

01:19:29.440 position of

01:19:30.500 responsibility

01:19:32.180 and I felt that

01:19:35.800 because Pierre was

01:19:38.040 perhaps the most famous

01:19:40.240 Canadian politician

01:19:41.080 of the last

01:19:41.760 75 years

01:19:43.680 that

01:19:47.320 Justin had

01:19:49.000 to

01:19:50.000 establish his own

01:19:51.680 independent credibility

01:19:52.820 before he had

01:19:54.040 license to the name

01:19:55.320 and he didn't

01:19:57.660 and he ran

01:19:59.160 anyways

01:19:59.660 and I thought

01:20:01.140 that that was

01:20:01.840 sign of

01:20:03.120 immaturity

01:20:03.680 and narcissism

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01:21:31.040 Maya

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01:21:59.940 he's charming

01:22:04.720 and he's good looking

01:22:05.960 and he knows how to

01:22:07.100 behave in public

01:22:07.860 and those are

01:22:09.160 non-trivial advantages

01:22:10.300 but I don't see

01:22:12.520 any evidence

01:22:13.220 that he

01:22:14.520 has the depth

01:22:17.140 of character

01:22:17.760 necessary

01:22:19.040 to occupy

01:22:20.700 the position

01:22:21.340 that he's chosen

01:22:22.260 to occupy

01:22:22.880 and I think

01:22:24.600 one of the

01:22:25.120 manifestations

01:22:25.620 of that

01:22:26.460 there's a couple

01:22:27.180 further pieces

01:22:28.740 of evidence

01:22:29.320 one is

01:22:30.560 his proclivity

01:22:31.900 to make policy

01:22:32.800 as a consequence

01:22:33.540 of conformity

01:22:35.180 with

01:22:35.520 well-meaning

01:22:36.980 and trendy

01:22:39.300 ideology

01:22:39.940 and I saw

01:22:41.660 that manifest

01:22:42.340 itself

01:22:42.820 most appallingly

01:22:44.320 in the manner

01:22:45.960 in which he chose

01:22:46.700 to constitute

01:22:47.380 his cabinet

01:22:48.080 because his first

01:22:50.620 one of his first

01:22:51.320 decisions

01:22:51.740 was to choose

01:22:52.760 his cabinet

01:22:53.360 on the basis

01:22:54.140 of their genitalia

01:22:55.440 and I do not

01:22:57.360 think that's

01:22:57.960 forgivable

01:22:58.640 his responsibility

01:23:08.660 was to

01:23:09.800 go through

01:23:12.160 the people

01:23:13.200 that were

01:23:14.360 elected

01:23:14.720 along with him

01:23:15.660 and subject

01:23:16.760 them to

01:23:17.420 the appropriate

01:23:18.180 acid test

01:23:19.140 and to pick

01:23:20.120 the most

01:23:21.060 qualified people

01:23:22.520 regardless of

01:23:25.140 any of their

01:23:25.860 non-relevant

01:23:26.880 characteristics

01:23:27.860 right

01:23:28.940 and that's

01:23:29.300 actually the

01:23:29.920 critical issue

01:23:30.660 when you're

01:23:31.420 selecting

01:23:33.300 for an

01:23:34.380 important role

01:23:35.120 in a

01:23:35.560 non-prejudiced

01:23:36.580 manner

01:23:37.020 the definition

01:23:38.740 the definition

01:23:38.900 of selecting

01:23:39.740 in a

01:23:40.040 non-prejudiced

01:23:40.800 manner

01:23:41.160 is that

01:23:41.580 you ignore

01:23:42.360 all attributes

01:23:43.460 that aren't

01:23:44.200 germane

01:23:44.760 to the task

01:23:45.520 at hand

01:23:46.100 and sex

01:23:48.140 is not

01:23:49.220 one of them

01:23:50.020 and so

01:23:51.140 I believe

01:23:51.760 that he

01:23:52.340 gerrymandered

01:23:54.060 his cabinet

01:23:55.200 selection

01:23:55.840 so that he

01:23:58.020 could manifest

01:23:58.820 his allegiance

01:24:00.020 with a

01:24:00.700 with the

01:24:01.980 ideology

01:24:03.460 that drives

01:24:04.240 identity

01:24:04.700 politics

01:24:05.300 instead of

01:24:06.200 making the

01:24:06.740 incredibly

01:24:07.280 hard

01:24:07.900 personal

01:24:09.940 decisions

01:24:10.480 that would

01:24:10.820 have been

01:24:11.060 necessary

01:24:11.580 to pick

01:24:12.640 the most

01:24:13.140 qualified

01:24:13.660 people

01:24:14.200 and so

01:24:15.880 I also

01:24:17.220 know that

01:24:17.720 he mentioned

01:24:18.580 gender

01:24:19.900 385 times

01:24:22.020 in the budget

01:24:22.740 document

01:24:23.300 and

01:24:24.520 that isn't

01:24:25.660 the biggest

01:24:26.100 problem

01:24:26.600 that we

01:24:27.040 have

01:24:27.460 so

01:24:29.040 I think

01:24:30.020 that he

01:24:30.600 that's what

01:24:33.540 I think

01:24:33.840 so far

01:24:34.380 I'm a

01:24:47.220 25 year old

01:24:48.020 ambitious woman

01:24:48.740 with no parents

01:24:49.500 and no siblings

01:24:50.200 I feel lost

01:24:51.260 lonely

01:24:51.640 and scared

01:24:52.220 even though

01:24:52.700 I'm professionally

01:24:53.300 successful

01:24:53.960 well that's

01:24:55.540 not surprising

01:24:56.160 I mean

01:24:57.580 you're

01:24:58.440 you

01:24:59.000 you explained

01:24:59.700 why

01:25:00.060 instantly

01:25:00.600 in this

01:25:01.060 question

01:25:01.480 you know

01:25:03.240 you have

01:25:04.440 no parents

01:25:05.020 and no

01:25:05.360 siblings

01:25:05.820 so you're

01:25:06.900 alone

01:25:07.300 it's no wonder

01:25:08.240 you feel

01:25:08.660 lonely

01:25:09.100 I mean

01:25:09.680 you are

01:25:10.100 alone

01:25:10.500 and that's

01:25:11.140 a very

01:25:11.480 precarious

01:25:12.100 position

01:25:12.600 you know

01:25:13.480 I've had

01:25:13.860 clients

01:25:14.320 in my

01:25:14.740 clinical

01:25:15.100 practice

01:25:15.620 who

01:25:15.940 were very

01:25:16.980 isolated

01:25:17.980 who had

01:25:18.420 no

01:25:18.660 family

01:25:19.380 you know

01:25:19.860 or

01:25:20.060 maybe

01:25:21.240 the one

01:25:22.240 person

01:25:22.540 that comes

01:25:22.900 to mind

01:25:23.200 had a

01:25:23.560 daughter

01:25:23.820 but they

01:25:24.180 had no

01:25:24.540 one

01:25:24.700 else

01:25:25.080 and

01:25:25.880 you know

01:25:26.440 her

01:25:26.960 and her

01:25:27.480 daughter

01:25:27.820 well kind

01:25:28.320 of clung

01:25:28.660 to each

01:25:29.040 other

01:25:29.280 and perhaps

01:25:30.260 in a

01:25:30.880 somewhat

01:25:31.120 counterproductive

01:25:31.900 manner

01:25:32.240 but

01:25:32.880 unsurprisingly

01:25:34.400 you know

01:25:35.560 the world's

01:25:36.160 a pretty

01:25:36.420 rough place

01:25:37.120 and

01:25:37.360 even

01:25:38.720 even if

01:25:39.980 you're doing

01:25:40.320 quite well

01:25:40.860 you can be

01:25:41.360 taken out

01:25:41.940 by a

01:25:42.380 prolonged

01:25:42.760 bout

01:25:43.140 with

01:25:43.440 misfortune

01:25:44.200 and

01:25:44.440 partly

01:25:45.060 what you

01:25:45.460 need to

01:25:45.740 do

01:25:45.880 is

01:25:46.020 buffer

01:25:46.380 yourself

01:25:46.900 with

01:25:47.160 a

01:25:47.340 social

01:25:47.640 community

01:25:48.120 and

01:25:48.400 hopefully

01:25:49.000 you're

01:25:49.280 fortunate

01:25:49.640 enough

01:25:49.980 so that

01:25:50.360 that

01:25:50.560 consists

01:25:51.060 of

01:25:51.240 some

01:25:51.440 parents

01:25:51.840 and

01:25:52.040 some

01:25:52.240 siblings

01:25:52.600 and

01:25:52.880 maybe

01:25:53.060 a bit

01:25:53.320 of an

01:25:53.520 extended

01:25:53.920 family

01:25:54.460 for better

01:25:55.180 or worse

01:25:55.660 and

01:25:55.820 a good

01:25:56.420 friendship

01:25:56.820 network

01:25:57.340 and an

01:25:57.700 intimate

01:25:57.960 relationship

01:25:58.620 like

01:25:59.020 you need

01:25:59.780 you need

01:26:00.600 lots of

01:26:01.320 structures

01:26:02.500 of support

01:26:03.640 to surround

01:26:04.320 you

01:26:04.560 and

01:26:04.700 a job

01:26:05.440 is one

01:26:05.940 but it's

01:26:06.300 only one

01:26:07.000 and

01:26:07.200 it's one

01:26:08.060 of seven

01:26:08.640 things

01:26:09.040 that you

01:26:09.360 need

01:26:09.780 you know

01:26:10.260 what things

01:26:11.960 do you need

01:26:12.480 well

01:26:12.720 you need

01:26:13.540 to

01:26:13.860 figure out

01:26:14.720 how to

01:26:14.960 educate

01:26:15.300 yourself

01:26:15.760 and

01:26:16.160 you need

01:26:16.680 to figure

01:26:16.960 out how

01:26:17.240 to take

01:26:17.580 care of

01:26:17.900 yourself

01:26:18.300 your mental

01:26:18.860 and physical

01:26:19.320 health

01:26:19.780 and

01:26:19.960 you need

01:26:20.920 a career

01:26:21.660 and you

01:26:22.200 need

01:26:22.540 to

01:26:23.640 figure out

01:26:24.160 how to cope

01:26:24.620 with temptations

01:26:25.380 like drug

01:26:25.860 and alcohol

01:26:26.280 abuse

01:26:26.720 and you need

01:26:27.200 to figure out

01:26:27.700 how to make

01:26:28.080 productive use

01:26:29.420 of your time

01:26:30.040 outside work

01:26:30.800 and you need

01:26:31.640 an intimate

01:26:32.020 relationship

01:26:32.660 and you need

01:26:33.840 a family

01:26:34.320 and if you

01:26:35.280 don't have

01:26:35.860 if you're

01:26:36.560 lacking

01:26:37.180 if something

01:26:38.680 isn't working

01:26:39.300 on one of those

01:26:39.960 dimensions

01:26:40.380 there's other

01:26:40.900 dimensions

01:26:41.340 but that's a

01:26:41.980 pretty good

01:26:42.400 initial summary

01:26:43.520 then of course

01:26:44.520 you're going to

01:26:44.900 feel lost

01:26:45.980 lonely and scared

01:26:46.940 and the reason

01:26:47.460 for that is that

01:26:48.080 you are in fact

01:26:49.140 exposed

01:26:49.800 on multiple fronts

01:26:51.100 your life

01:26:51.560 isn't buttressed

01:26:52.260 nearly as well

01:26:53.040 as it needs

01:26:53.860 to be

01:26:54.180 and so

01:26:54.520 what you need

01:26:55.360 to do

01:26:55.660 is you need

01:26:56.220 to spend

01:26:59.160 some real time

01:27:00.220 developing a

01:27:01.200 network of friends

01:27:02.160 and you need

01:27:03.040 to find a

01:27:03.520 relationship

01:27:04.020 and you need

01:27:04.700 to have a

01:27:05.140 family

01:27:05.600 and because

01:27:07.560 that's what it

01:27:08.140 is to be a

01:27:08.700 human being

01:27:09.240 and the idea

01:27:10.280 that you know

01:27:11.460 you say even

01:27:12.220 though I'm

01:27:12.920 professionally

01:27:13.420 successful

01:27:14.040 it's a really

01:27:14.520 interesting question

01:27:15.440 I'm a 25 year

01:27:16.740 old

01:27:17.020 ambitious woman

01:27:18.380 okay so

01:27:19.520 there's an

01:27:19.940 implicit

01:27:20.360 presumption

01:27:21.000 there

01:27:21.300 that

01:27:22.020 ambition

01:27:22.980 is

01:27:23.540 sufficient

01:27:24.580 in some

01:27:25.280 sense

01:27:25.600 because otherwise

01:27:26.160 it wouldn't

01:27:26.540 be highlighted

01:27:27.160 as the

01:27:27.780 as the

01:27:28.780 as the

01:27:30.000 what would you

01:27:30.840 say

01:27:31.020 as the only

01:27:31.600 descriptor

01:27:32.580 and it

01:27:33.760 means in some

01:27:34.600 sense

01:27:34.960 I'm reading a lot

01:27:36.100 into this

01:27:36.520 but I'm going

01:27:37.420 to do that

01:27:37.920 for the purposes

01:27:39.120 of illustration

01:27:39.800 it means that

01:27:40.960 in some sense

01:27:41.620 you've bought

01:27:42.280 into the idea

01:27:43.400 that ambition

01:27:44.920 in the career

01:27:45.540 domain is sufficient

01:27:46.380 to set you up

01:27:47.120 in the world

01:27:47.540 and it's not

01:27:48.280 that's just

01:27:48.760 complete nonsense

01:27:49.640 most people

01:27:52.200 don't have

01:27:52.620 careers

01:27:53.100 they have

01:27:55.040 jobs

01:27:55.560 and a job

01:27:57.140 is generally

01:27:57.580 something that

01:27:58.100 you're paid

01:27:58.500 to do

01:27:58.800 because you

01:27:59.220 wouldn't do

01:27:59.600 it otherwise

01:28:00.080 and even

01:28:01.280 if you have

01:28:01.720 a career

01:28:02.220 the probability

01:28:03.380 that you have

01:28:04.160 a career

01:28:04.600 that's so

01:28:05.260 great

01:28:05.880 that the

01:28:06.660 logical thing

01:28:07.460 for you

01:28:07.800 to do

01:28:08.140 is to

01:28:08.500 sacrifice

01:28:09.060 the probability

01:28:10.220 of having

01:28:10.760 a family

01:28:11.300 to it

01:28:11.720 is virtually

01:28:12.320 zero

01:28:12.840 like I've

01:28:13.740 known

01:28:14.000 many people

01:28:15.240 who've had

01:28:15.680 outstanding careers

01:28:16.940 many of them

01:28:17.840 women

01:28:18.140 and it isn't

01:28:19.220 and some of

01:28:19.840 those women

01:28:20.320 decided to

01:28:21.260 sacrifice the

01:28:22.040 possibility of

01:28:22.880 children to

01:28:23.560 their career

01:28:24.100 and I would

01:28:25.740 say that's a

01:28:27.080 minority taste

01:28:28.200 I'll tell you

01:28:29.200 and it isn't

01:28:30.580 obvious to me

01:28:31.420 that for most

01:28:32.140 of them

01:28:32.480 that was a

01:28:33.000 good decision

01:28:33.580 now that's

01:28:34.400 something you

01:28:34.820 tend to discover

01:28:35.520 only when it's

01:28:36.260 too late

01:28:36.800 so you don't

01:28:38.700 feel lost

01:28:39.940 lonely and

01:28:40.780 scared

01:28:41.180 you are

01:28:42.480 lost

01:28:43.460 lonely

01:28:44.000 and scared

01:28:44.700 and that's

01:28:45.760 a big difference

01:28:46.480 you know

01:28:46.780 because

01:28:47.140 sometimes people

01:28:48.420 come to me

01:28:49.020 in my clinical

01:28:49.860 practice

01:28:50.340 and you know

01:28:51.440 they say

01:28:51.960 that they're

01:28:52.500 depressed

01:28:52.960 and then they

01:28:54.280 tell me about

01:28:54.840 their lives

01:28:55.340 and their lives

01:28:55.820 are absolutely

01:28:56.480 terrible

01:28:57.040 and I think

01:28:58.220 you're not

01:28:58.800 depressed

01:28:59.340 you have a

01:29:00.600 terrible life

01:29:01.600 right

01:29:04.420 look

01:29:05.200 this is

01:29:05.740 different

01:29:06.380 here's what

01:29:07.400 it's like

01:29:07.760 to be depressed

01:29:08.580 you come to me

01:29:09.500 and you say

01:29:09.880 jeez I don't

01:29:10.400 know what's

01:29:10.760 wrong

01:29:11.000 you know

01:29:11.220 I have some

01:29:12.220 kids and I

01:29:12.760 love them

01:29:13.100 and I've got

01:29:13.520 a husband

01:29:14.200 or a wife

01:29:15.500 and that's

01:29:16.160 working out as

01:29:16.720 well as you

01:29:17.120 could expect

01:29:17.620 and I have

01:29:18.340 a job

01:29:18.720 and it's

01:29:19.100 a pretty good

01:29:19.920 job

01:29:20.160 I can't

01:29:20.560 imagine doing

01:29:21.120 something that

01:29:21.660 would be

01:29:21.940 better

01:29:22.280 and I'm

01:29:22.880 pretty healthy

01:29:23.460 and yet

01:29:24.160 God

01:29:24.600 I just feel

01:29:25.180 terrible all

01:29:26.020 the time

01:29:26.460 I'm gloomy

01:29:27.100 and I worry

01:29:27.720 about everything

01:29:28.280 and I wake

01:29:29.020 up in the

01:29:29.340 middle of the

01:29:29.700 night

01:29:29.900 and I can't

01:29:30.480 sleep properly

01:29:31.120 and you're

01:29:32.160 depressed

01:29:32.860 but if you

01:29:34.860 come and

01:29:35.220 say

01:29:35.500 jeez

01:29:36.300 you know

01:29:36.560 I've been

01:29:36.840 unemployed

01:29:37.180 for two

01:29:37.660 years

01:29:37.980 and I

01:29:38.640 have a

01:29:39.040 really serious

01:29:39.720 health problem

01:29:40.400 and my

01:29:41.120 child is

01:29:42.880 deathly ill

01:29:43.720 and my

01:29:45.040 wife is an

01:29:45.800 alcoholic

01:29:46.200 and my

01:29:46.660 father has

01:29:47.160 Alzheimer's

01:29:47.740 disease

01:29:47.980 and we're

01:29:48.380 going to get

01:29:48.680 kicked out of

01:29:49.140 our house

01:29:49.480 next week

01:29:50.040 and I don't

01:29:50.600 know what

01:29:50.880 the hell

01:29:51.160 to do

01:29:51.640 it's like

01:29:52.140 you're not

01:29:52.500 depressed

01:29:53.080 you might be

01:29:54.820 depressed too

01:29:55.720 but it's no

01:29:57.340 wonder

01:29:57.680 it's like

01:29:58.100 no wonder

01:29:58.620 you feel

01:29:59.060 terrible

01:29:59.520 that's terrible

01:30:00.360 and so

01:30:01.200 and you actually

01:30:01.880 do different

01:30:02.460 things if you're

01:30:03.200 a clinician

01:30:03.640 under those

01:30:04.240 circumstances

01:30:04.880 like for me

01:30:05.720 if I see

01:30:06.680 someone who's

01:30:07.220 depressed

01:30:07.740 but their

01:30:09.000 life is in

01:30:09.500 order

01:30:09.720 one of the

01:30:10.320 first things

01:30:10.760 I suggest

01:30:11.320 to them

01:30:11.620 is you

01:30:12.040 should try

01:30:12.520 an antidepressant

01:30:13.420 because something's

01:30:14.360 gone wrong

01:30:14.900 and you could try

01:30:15.660 an antidepressant

01:30:16.420 for a month

01:30:17.060 and there's a bit

01:30:17.980 of risk

01:30:18.400 but not as much

01:30:19.200 risk as there

01:30:19.780 is in being

01:30:20.220 depressed

01:30:20.540 and you might

01:30:21.420 find that it

01:30:22.180 actually just

01:30:22.780 fixes it up

01:30:24.040 and that happens

01:30:25.120 to people

01:30:25.520 quite frequently

01:30:26.260 now it's very

01:30:27.160 difficult generally

01:30:28.220 to entice people

01:30:29.760 or convince them

01:30:30.460 to take an

01:30:30.900 antidepressant

01:30:31.600 because especially

01:30:32.380 if they're

01:30:32.700 conscientious

01:30:33.320 because they think

01:30:34.040 oh you know

01:30:35.000 that's a cop-out

01:30:35.920 and I should

01:30:36.320 do this myself

01:30:37.080 and you know

01:30:38.720 it's just a

01:30:39.400 chemical treatment

01:30:40.260 and so on

01:30:41.000 and so forth

01:30:41.580 and fair enough

01:30:42.260 but you know

01:30:43.800 people get sick

01:30:44.680 and one of the

01:30:45.300 ways they get sick

01:30:46.040 is that their

01:30:46.480 mood gets

01:30:46.880 dysregulated

01:30:47.580 and if you

01:30:49.080 take an

01:30:50.060 antidepressant

01:30:50.700 and it works

01:30:51.160 then you won't

01:30:51.640 jump off a bridge

01:30:52.520 and that's really

01:30:53.260 quite a good thing

01:30:54.420 because once you

01:30:55.160 jump off a bridge

01:30:55.920 there's no coming

01:30:56.660 back

01:30:57.160 and it's a real

01:30:58.200 risk with depression

01:30:59.200 and then if you

01:31:00.760 just have a terrible

01:31:01.480 life it's like

01:31:02.380 well you do something

01:31:03.080 completely different

01:31:03.880 therapeutically

01:31:04.900 you still might

01:31:05.700 recommend an

01:31:06.440 antidepressant

01:31:07.120 because maybe

01:31:07.580 it'll take a bit

01:31:08.220 of the edge off

01:31:08.940 but then you start

01:31:09.980 helping the person

01:31:11.040 put their life

01:31:11.740 together to the

01:31:12.540 degree that that's

01:31:13.160 possible

01:31:13.600 and so I would

01:31:16.500 say to this

01:31:17.460 25 year old

01:31:18.280 ambitious woman

01:31:19.140 you're too alone

01:31:20.780 in the world

01:31:21.320 far too alone

01:31:22.440 you need some

01:31:23.300 friends

01:31:23.680 you need a

01:31:24.260 network at work

01:31:25.460 you need to

01:31:26.440 develop your social

01:31:27.160 network

01:31:27.480 you need an

01:31:28.000 intimate relationship

01:31:28.840 and in all

01:31:29.800 likelihood you need

01:31:30.580 a family

01:31:31.020 because like

01:31:32.020 what the hell

01:31:32.460 else are you

01:31:32.900 going to do

01:31:33.320 once you're

01:31:34.060 50 and onward

01:31:34.980 that's another

01:31:35.600 thing that young

01:31:36.220 people don't

01:31:36.680 think about

01:31:37.120 it's like

01:31:37.540 you know I

01:31:38.940 just had a

01:31:39.380 grandchild last

01:31:40.200 year

01:31:40.500 my kids are

01:31:41.380 getting married

01:31:41.860 and we're

01:31:42.880 looking forward

01:31:43.400 to more

01:31:43.720 grandchildren

01:31:44.160 and one of

01:31:44.800 the things

01:31:45.140 you notice

01:31:45.720 as you get

01:31:46.320 older

01:31:46.660 I mean I've

01:31:47.800 had a great

01:31:48.300 career

01:31:48.680 you know I'm

01:31:49.460 one of those

01:31:49.840 people who have

01:31:50.620 been very fortunate

01:31:51.480 I've actually had

01:31:52.400 a career

01:31:52.820 and it's been

01:31:53.560 incredibly meaningful

01:31:54.700 and even so

01:31:55.860 as I get older

01:31:56.700 what becomes

01:31:57.620 increasingly

01:31:58.580 important to me

01:31:59.640 are my wife

01:32:01.380 my kids

01:32:02.020 my parents

01:32:03.100 like my family

01:32:04.040 that just

01:32:04.540 that the importance

01:32:05.480 of that grows

01:32:06.380 rather than

01:32:07.020 decreases across

01:32:08.060 time

01:32:08.540 and you know

01:32:09.800 I'm hoping

01:32:10.300 when I'm 70

01:32:11.200 that I'll have

01:32:11.880 grandkids

01:32:12.500 and I'll be

01:32:12.980 surrounded by

01:32:13.440 people that I

01:32:14.080 love

01:32:14.340 and that that's

01:32:15.040 that's one of

01:32:15.860 the places

01:32:16.240 that you find

01:32:16.860 the deep

01:32:17.360 sustaining meaning

01:32:18.460 in life

01:32:19.060 so career

01:32:21.020 ambition is

01:32:21.920 not sufficient

01:32:22.960 not by any

01:32:24.260 stretch of the

01:32:24.780 imagination

01:32:25.180 and we should

01:32:25.820 stop lying

01:32:26.740 to young women

01:32:27.640 about the structure

01:32:28.460 of the world

01:32:29.120 because we

01:32:30.080 certainly do that

01:32:31.000 and it's really

01:32:31.780 too bad

01:32:32.440 so

01:32:33.640 all right

01:32:35.200 what do you think

01:32:36.540 about people

01:32:37.020 putting you on a

01:32:37.720 pedestal

01:32:38.140 and agreeing

01:32:38.580 with everything

01:32:39.100 you say

01:32:39.740 well

01:32:42.140 I wouldn't say

01:32:43.380 that people

01:32:43.880 agree with

01:32:44.360 everything I say

01:32:45.320 that's the first

01:32:46.100 thing

01:32:46.540 it's a good

01:32:48.720 you know

01:32:49.120 I mean

01:32:49.440 because I've

01:32:50.080 certainly

01:32:50.440 been

01:32:51.400 what would you

01:32:52.520 say

01:32:52.800 exposed to

01:32:53.680 plenty of

01:32:54.200 resistance

01:32:54.660 to

01:32:55.120 what I've

01:32:56.520 said

01:32:56.880 or more

01:32:57.560 accurately

01:32:58.220 what people

01:32:59.060 think I've

01:32:59.940 said

01:33:00.240 when they

01:33:01.780 don't pay

01:33:02.260 any attention

01:33:02.820 to what I've

01:33:03.400 actually said

01:33:04.120 but there's

01:33:04.960 a serious

01:33:06.100 even though

01:33:06.740 the question

01:33:07.800 is

01:33:08.240 what would

01:33:09.660 you call

01:33:10.040 it

01:33:10.260 it's

01:33:11.080 incautious

01:33:12.200 in its

01:33:12.560 formulation

01:33:12.960 there's

01:33:13.820 something real

01:33:14.460 about the

01:33:14.880 question

01:33:15.220 there's a real

01:33:16.020 danger

01:33:16.500 in that

01:33:18.020 sort of

01:33:18.520 thing

01:33:18.840 you know

01:33:19.500 being regarded

01:33:20.360 as

01:33:21.240 an authority

01:33:22.480 let's say

01:33:23.180 so what do

01:33:25.220 I think

01:33:25.580 about that

01:33:26.060 it's more

01:33:26.380 like what

01:33:26.760 do I do

01:33:27.160 about it

01:33:27.640 and what

01:33:28.440 I do

01:33:28.740 about it

01:33:29.180 is

01:33:29.460 pay

01:33:30.380 attention

01:33:30.820 I

01:33:33.820 watch the

01:33:35.200 YouTube

01:33:35.500 comments

01:33:36.100 I watch

01:33:36.680 the Twitter

01:33:37.080 comments

01:33:37.680 I keep

01:33:38.320 an eye

01:33:38.580 on social

01:33:39.080 media

01:33:39.420 I look

01:33:40.020 at the

01:33:40.300 memes

01:33:40.640 that people

01:33:41.240 are generating

01:33:42.060 of me

01:33:42.600 and there's

01:33:44.020 lots of

01:33:44.540 them

01:33:44.780 and the

01:33:45.420 memes

01:33:45.820 are actually

01:33:46.340 really useful

01:33:46.940 because

01:33:47.280 they're

01:33:47.520 pretty

01:33:47.800 they're

01:33:48.940 the activity

01:33:50.920 of the

01:33:51.340 court

01:33:51.560 jester

01:33:52.040 right

01:33:52.360 because

01:33:52.680 the

01:33:52.900 meme

01:33:53.120 makers

01:33:53.520 are

01:33:53.940 acting

01:33:55.180 comedically

01:33:55.920 and so

01:33:56.560 they're

01:33:56.820 satirizing

01:33:57.740 me

01:33:58.020 in various

01:33:58.620 ways

01:33:59.080 and

01:33:59.800 the

01:34:00.360 memes

01:34:00.620 in general

01:34:01.240 are

01:34:01.620 good

01:34:02.540 hearted

01:34:03.160 and so

01:34:04.440 my sense

01:34:05.100 is

01:34:05.520 if the

01:34:06.140 court

01:34:06.580 jester

01:34:07.140 isn't

01:34:07.860 vicious

01:34:08.480 then you're

01:34:09.440 probably

01:34:09.820 not

01:34:10.200 too

01:34:10.720 stupid

01:34:11.380 and so

01:34:12.920 I'm

01:34:13.300 watching

01:34:13.720 that

01:34:14.020 to see

01:34:14.460 that

01:34:14.700 the

01:34:15.240 satire

01:34:16.240 stays

01:34:16.620 lighthearted

01:34:17.260 because

01:34:17.580 that

01:34:17.880 means

01:34:18.140 that

01:34:18.300 I

01:34:18.460 haven't

01:34:18.740 made

01:34:18.980 any

01:34:19.200 particular

01:34:19.660 egregious

01:34:20.300 mistakes

01:34:20.880 and then

01:34:22.180 I've

01:34:23.100 also

01:34:23.500 been

01:34:24.080 very

01:34:24.360 careful

01:34:24.700 with

01:34:24.960 what

01:34:25.120 I

01:34:25.280 say

01:34:25.520 and

01:34:25.700 continue

01:34:26.140 to be

01:34:26.460 very

01:34:26.700 careful

01:34:27.040 with

01:34:27.320 what

01:34:27.500 I

01:34:27.660 say

01:34:27.960 because

01:34:28.400 there's

01:34:30.960 great

01:34:31.200 danger

01:34:31.560 in

01:34:31.820 a

01:34:32.400 misstep

01:34:32.880 there

01:34:33.740 has

01:34:33.960 been

01:34:34.140 for a

01:34:34.460 long

01:34:34.620 time

01:34:34.900 and

01:34:35.040 I

01:34:35.160 suppose

01:34:35.480 the

01:34:35.660 more

01:34:35.820 people

01:34:36.140 that

01:34:36.380 are

01:34:36.540 listening

01:34:36.900 to

01:34:37.100 what

01:34:37.240 I'm

01:34:37.380 saying

01:34:37.660 the

01:34:37.820 more

01:34:38.000 danger

01:34:38.360 of

01:34:38.580 the

01:34:38.720 misstep

01:34:39.160 for

01:34:39.420 better

01:34:39.660 or

01:34:39.900 worse

01:34:40.180 and

01:34:40.720 then

01:34:40.840 I've

01:34:41.040 surrounded

01:34:47.260 clear-headed

01:34:48.880 and

01:34:50.060 I

01:34:50.540 talk to

01:34:50.980 them

01:34:51.120 all

01:34:51.240 the

01:34:51.380 time

01:34:51.640 about

01:34:51.940 what's

01:34:52.340 going

01:34:52.560 on

01:34:52.760 around

01:34:53.000 me

01:34:53.300 so

01:34:54.220 that

01:34:54.380 I

01:34:54.520 can

01:34:54.680 stay

01:34:54.920 oriented

01:34:55.440 and

01:34:55.820 I

01:34:55.940 listen

01:34:56.320 to

01:34:56.500 what

01:34:56.680 they

01:34:56.840 say

01:34:57.060 so

01:34:57.240 my

01:34:57.420 wife

01:34:57.700 is

01:34:57.860 one

01:34:58.040 of

01:34:58.180 those

01:34:58.340 people

01:34:58.680 she

01:34:58.920 travels

01:34:59.320 around

01:34:59.600 with

01:34:59.880 me

01:35:00.100 and

01:35:00.580 she's

01:35:00.960 a

01:35:01.180 tough

01:35:01.380 minded

01:35:01.740 sensible

01:35:02.260 person

01:35:02.740 who's

01:35:03.220 been

01:35:03.380 through

01:35:03.580 her

01:35:03.800 own

01:35:04.020 trials

01:35:04.400 by

01:35:04.640 fire

01:35:05.040 and

01:35:05.360 she

01:35:05.880 watches

01:35:06.300 what's

01:35:06.680 happening

01:35:07.000 and

01:35:07.280 gives

01:35:07.760 me

01:35:07.900 a

01:35:08.060 slap

01:35:08.380 whenever

01:35:08.660 that's

01:35:09.020 necessary

01:35:09.440 which

01:35:09.720 is

01:35:09.860 probably

01:35:10.300 minor

01:35:11.360 slap

01:35:11.840 two

01:35:12.060 or

01:35:12.180 three

01:35:12.340 times

01:35:12.660 a

01:35:12.800 day

01:35:12.940 and

01:35:13.060 a

01:35:13.140 major

01:35:13.360 slap

01:35:13.740 about

01:35:13.960 once

01:35:14.220 a

01:35:14.360 week

01:35:14.540 so

01:35:18.500 and

01:35:19.640 my

01:35:20.020 kids

01:35:20.320 keep

01:35:20.600 an

01:35:20.740 eye

01:35:20.880 on

01:35:21.060 me

01:35:21.200 and

01:35:21.420 they

01:35:21.660 do

01:35:21.820 the

01:35:22.000 same

01:35:22.200 thing

01:35:22.540 and

01:35:22.960 I

01:35:23.220 have

01:35:23.400 a

01:35:23.520 couple

01:35:23.700 of

01:35:23.860 friends

01:35:24.180 who've

01:35:24.560 been

01:35:24.760 watching

01:35:25.280 everything

01:35:25.900 that's

01:35:26.200 been

01:35:26.360 happening

01:35:26.740 since

01:35:27.200 the

01:35:27.380 beginning

01:35:27.680 and

01:35:27.960 they

01:35:28.380 have

01:35:29.200 no

01:35:29.500 compunctions

01:35:30.100 whatsoever

01:35:30.680 about

01:35:31.120 sharing

01:35:31.720 their

01:35:31.960 opinion

01:35:32.360 and

01:35:32.700 so

01:35:32.960 and

01:35:33.680 I'm

01:35:33.840 paying

01:35:34.020 attention

01:35:34.360 to

01:35:34.560 all

01:35:34.740 that

01:35:35.000 because

01:35:35.280 I'm

01:35:35.520 hoping

01:35:35.780 that

01:35:35.980 this

01:35:40.300 and

01:35:40.580 so

01:35:40.840 and

01:35:41.080 then

01:35:41.200 I'm

01:35:41.400 also

01:35:41.700 not

01:35:42.300 20

01:35:42.860 and

01:35:43.920 like

01:35:44.960 this

01:35:45.640 isn't

01:35:46.120 this

01:35:46.800 isn't

01:35:47.140 going

01:35:47.420 to my

01:35:47.860 head

01:35:48.200 the way

01:35:48.560 it

01:35:48.720 might

01:35:48.980 if

01:35:49.340 I

01:35:50.000 wasn't

01:35:50.480 55

01:35:51.380 56

01:35:52.020 I've

01:35:53.060 already

01:35:53.260 done

01:35:53.540 lots

01:35:53.840 of

01:35:53.980 things

01:35:54.200 in

01:35:54.360 my

01:35:54.520 life

01:35:54.840 and

01:35:55.080 shepherded

01:35:55.840 people

01:35:56.380 through

01:35:57.080 incredibly

01:35:58.200 difficult

01:35:58.780 circumstances

01:35:59.560 and so

01:36:00.160 I think

01:36:01.100 I'm

01:36:01.860 fundamentally

01:36:02.480 a sensible

01:36:03.140 person

01:36:03.680 and

01:36:04.540 although

01:36:05.860 prone to

01:36:06.680 my own

01:36:07.160 certain

01:36:07.480 kinds

01:36:07.800 of

01:36:07.940 errors

01:36:08.260 and

01:36:08.520 since

01:36:09.180 I'm

01:36:09.420 fundamentally

01:36:10.060 sensible

01:36:10.560 and

01:36:10.880 I've

01:36:11.100 surrounded

01:36:11.420 myself

01:36:11.940 with

01:36:12.140 people

01:36:12.460 who

01:36:12.620 are

01:36:12.760 awake

01:36:13.180 and

01:36:13.460 critical

01:36:13.860 then

01:36:14.280 I'm

01:36:14.780 hoping

01:36:15.080 that

01:36:15.420 this

01:36:16.340 will

01:36:16.540 continue

01:36:16.960 to

01:36:17.300 unfold

01:36:17.900 properly

01:36:18.840 so

01:36:19.920 and so

01:36:20.560 far

01:36:20.840 that

01:36:21.200 seems

01:36:21.460 to be

01:36:21.720 the

01:36:21.880 case

01:36:22.140 one

01:36:22.980 example

01:36:23.660 of

01:36:23.880 that

01:36:24.120 is

01:36:24.400 these

01:36:24.880 lectures

01:36:26.200 these

01:36:26.580 discussions

01:36:27.140 because

01:36:27.880 they're

01:36:28.240 insanely

01:36:28.880 positive

01:36:29.580 so

01:36:31.240 and that's

01:36:31.780 a good

01:36:32.020 thing

01:36:32.380 and

01:36:32.820 my

01:36:33.120 sense

01:36:34.180 is

01:36:34.420 that

01:36:34.620 most

01:36:34.860 of

01:36:35.000 the

01:36:35.120 people

01:36:35.340 who

01:36:35.480 are

01:36:35.580 coming

01:36:35.800 to

01:36:35.940 hear

01:36:36.080 me

01:36:36.240 talk

01:36:36.580 are

01:36:37.460 doing

01:36:37.740 it

01:36:37.960 the

01:36:38.460 political

01:36:38.780 reasons

01:36:39.220 are

01:36:39.480 radically

01:36:40.340 secondary

01:36:40.980 and that

01:36:42.020 most

01:36:42.280 people

01:36:42.600 who

01:36:42.720 are

01:36:42.820 coming

01:36:43.020 to

01:36:43.180 hear

01:36:43.340 me

01:36:43.500 talk

01:36:43.760 are

01:36:43.900 coming

01:36:44.180 because

01:36:44.560 they're

01:36:45.100 trying to

01:36:45.420 put their

01:36:45.700 lives

01:36:45.920 together

01:36:46.280 as

01:36:46.660 individuals

01:36:47.180 and

01:36:47.580 I don't

01:36:48.100 see in

01:36:48.920 that

01:36:49.120 anything

01:36:49.560 but

01:36:49.920 good

01:36:50.300 and

01:36:51.100 and

01:36:51.120 that's

01:36:51.500 what

01:36:51.620 people

01:36:51.860 tell

01:36:52.120 me

01:36:52.300 when

01:36:52.460 I

01:36:52.580 meet

01:36:52.760 them

01:36:52.940 afterwards

01:36:53.380 so

01:36:53.620 I'm

01:36:53.760 going

01:36:53.860 to

01:36:53.920 meet

01:36:54.060 about

01:36:54.260 150

01:36:54.780 of

01:36:55.140 you

01:36:55.280 afterwards

01:36:55.720 and

01:36:56.040 everybody

01:36:56.740 tells

01:36:57.180 me

01:36:57.480 something

01:36:58.240 to

01:36:58.500 say

01:36:58.660 to

01:36:58.820 me

01:36:58.940 and

01:36:59.100 it's

01:36:59.280 usually

01:36:59.640 something

01:37:00.320 like

01:37:00.740 I've

01:37:01.460 been

01:37:01.560 trying

01:37:01.780 to

01:37:01.920 put

01:37:02.060 my

01:37:02.220 life

01:37:02.420 together

01:37:02.740 and

01:37:02.980 it's

01:37:03.160 working

01:37:03.500 and

01:37:03.860 that's

01:37:04.380 really

01:37:04.580 good

01:37:04.860 so

01:37:05.220 I'm

01:37:07.000 pleased

01:37:07.240 about

01:37:07.500 that

01:37:07.780 and

01:37:07.920 thank

01:37:08.320 you

01:37:08.520 and

01:37:08.780 so

01:37:09.040 that's

01:37:09.460 a

01:37:09.580 great

01:37:09.780 thing

01:37:10.000 for

01:37:10.180 people

01:37:10.440 to

01:37:10.620 say

01:37:10.880 and

01:37:11.620 as

01:37:11.860 long

01:37:12.060 as

01:37:12.180 that

01:37:12.360 keeps

01:37:12.620 happening

01:37:12.980 then

01:37:13.300 I'm

01:37:14.000 going

01:37:14.160 to

01:37:14.320 assume

01:37:14.620 that

01:37:14.800 this

01:37:15.000 is

01:37:15.140 all

01:37:15.340 good

01:37:15.680 so

01:37:16.740 Anonymous

01:37:31.240 do you

01:37:31.620 have any

01:37:31.860 advice

01:37:32.180 for a

01:37:32.460 young

01:37:32.640 woman

01:37:32.880 who's

01:37:33.100 smart

01:37:33.340 beautiful

01:37:33.740 and

01:37:33.980 successful

01:37:34.420 but

01:37:34.740 who can't

01:37:35.220 find

01:37:35.460 a

01:37:35.600 man

01:37:35.880 the

01:37:36.360 thing

01:37:36.540 I

01:37:36.680 want

01:37:36.880 the

01:37:37.020 most

01:37:37.240 is

01:37:37.400 a

01:37:37.500 husband

01:37:37.760 and

01:37:38.000 four

01:37:38.220 kids

01:37:38.620 sure

01:37:39.400 go

01:37:41.100 online

01:37:41.600 do

01:37:45.880 I

01:37:46.400 have

01:37:46.920 this

01:37:47.160 future

01:37:47.500 authoring

01:37:47.940 program

01:37:48.300 that

01:37:48.500 John

01:37:48.740 made

01:37:49.060 reference

01:37:49.880 to

01:37:50.160 write

01:37:51.140 out

01:37:51.320 exactly

01:37:51.760 what

01:37:51.980 you

01:37:52.140 want

01:37:52.400 in

01:37:52.580 a

01:37:52.760 partner

01:37:53.180 and

01:37:54.400 write

01:37:55.060 it

01:37:55.160 out

01:37:55.280 for

01:37:55.500 you

01:37:55.820 so

01:37:56.160 that

01:37:56.540 you're

01:37:56.720 telling

01:37:56.960 the

01:37:57.160 truth

01:37:57.360 to

01:37:57.500 yourself

01:37:57.840 write

01:37:58.080 out

01:37:58.180 exactly

01:37:58.600 what

01:37:58.800 you're

01:37:58.960 looking

01:37:59.180 for

01:37:59.520 then

01:38:00.820 set

01:38:01.540 up

01:38:01.700 a

01:38:02.180 dating

01:38:02.620 profile

01:38:03.140 and

01:38:03.740 say

01:38:04.180 exactly

01:38:04.980 that

01:38:05.320 you

01:38:05.720 know

01:38:05.820 you

01:38:06.040 can

01:38:06.180 edit

01:38:06.380 it

01:38:06.540 for

01:38:06.680 privacy

01:38:07.040 but

01:38:07.220 just

01:38:07.380 say

01:38:07.520 exactly

01:38:07.880 what

01:38:08.060 you

01:38:08.160 want

01:38:08.420 and

01:38:09.700 and

01:38:10.200 see

01:38:10.340 what

01:38:10.500 happens

01:38:10.900 so

01:38:12.360 because

01:38:12.920 you'll

01:38:13.380 probably

01:38:13.600 get

01:38:13.800 what

01:38:13.960 you

01:38:14.080 want

01:38:14.360 it'll

01:38:14.940 take

01:38:15.120 some

01:38:15.320 work

01:38:15.580 and

01:38:15.760 there'll

01:38:15.980 be

01:38:16.100 some

01:38:16.380 frogs

01:38:17.320 to kiss

01:38:17.780 along

01:38:18.020 along

01:38:18.040 along

01:38:18.060 along

01:38:18.080 the

01:38:18.180 way

01:38:18.400 let's

01:38:19.140 say

01:38:19.400 but

01:38:20.540 I

01:38:21.760 think

01:38:21.960 if

01:38:22.120 you

01:38:22.300 if

01:38:22.960 you

01:38:23.040 just

01:38:23.220 laid

01:38:23.500 out

01:38:23.680 your

01:38:23.880 argument

01:38:24.260 truthfully

01:38:25.240 see

01:38:25.760 and

01:38:26.000 here's

01:38:26.280 the

01:38:26.400 thing

01:38:26.560 to

01:38:26.680 think

01:38:26.880 about

01:38:27.120 too

01:38:27.340 is

01:38:27.520 the

01:38:27.960 more

01:38:28.160 truthfully

01:38:28.720 you

01:38:28.920 lay

01:38:29.120 out

01:38:29.260 what

01:38:29.460 you

01:38:29.600 want

01:38:29.880 the

01:38:30.080 more

01:38:30.320 the

01:38:30.520 higher

01:38:30.700 the

01:38:30.880 probability

01:38:31.380 that

01:38:31.680 the

01:38:31.820 right

01:38:32.000 person

01:38:32.340 will

01:38:32.520 read

01:38:32.720 it

01:38:32.840 and

01:38:33.000 respond

01:38:33.440 so

01:38:34.660 I

01:38:35.180 think

01:38:35.380 you

01:38:35.500 can

01:38:35.640 get

01:38:35.800 what

01:38:35.960 you

01:38:36.100 want

01:38:36.380 but

01:38:37.080 you

01:38:37.220 have

01:38:37.360 to

01:38:37.500 specify

01:38:37.840 it

01:38:38.180 and

01:38:38.320 you

01:38:38.440 have

01:38:38.600 to

01:38:38.720 communicate

01:38:39.060 it

01:38:39.420 and

01:38:39.680 I

01:38:39.820 actually

01:38:40.060 think

01:38:40.260 that's

01:38:40.520 true

01:38:40.680 in

01:38:40.820 life

01:38:41.020 in

01:38:41.180 general

01:38:41.480 is

01:38:41.720 that

01:38:41.900 I

01:38:42.380 think

01:38:42.540 you

01:38:42.660 can

01:38:42.800 get

01:38:43.000 what

01:38:43.540 you

01:38:43.660 need

01:38:43.860 and

01:38:43.980 want

01:38:44.240 but

01:38:44.520 you

01:38:44.620 have

01:38:44.780 to

01:38:44.940 specify

01:38:45.460 it

01:38:45.780 and

01:38:46.100 then

01:38:46.220 you

01:38:46.320 have

01:38:46.460 to

01:38:46.620 sacrifice

01:38:47.120 everything

01:38:47.680 necessary

01:38:48.320 to

01:38:48.580 attain

01:38:48.860 it

01:38:49.060 and

01:38:50.120 so

01:38:50.380 I

01:38:51.700 think

01:38:52.060 that's

01:38:52.340 how

01:38:52.440 the

01:38:52.580 world

01:38:52.800 works

01:38:53.220 I

01:38:53.680 mean

01:38:53.820 I

01:38:53.980 and

01:38:54.240 I

01:38:54.340 know

01:38:54.540 that

01:38:54.740 there's

01:38:54.940 an

01:38:55.060 element

01:38:55.320 of

01:38:55.520 luck

01:38:55.740 I

01:38:55.900 know

01:38:56.040 that

01:38:56.200 people

01:38:56.420 can

01:38:56.640 get

01:38:56.800 cut

01:38:57.000 off

01:38:57.160 at

01:38:57.340 the

01:38:57.460 knees

01:38:57.740 but

01:38:58.340 it's

01:38:58.780 still

01:38:58.980 your

01:38:59.180 best

01:38:59.480 bet

01:38:59.840 so

01:39:01.240 which

01:39:04.300 books

01:39:04.620 have you

01:39:04.960 read

01:39:05.240 on

01:39:05.520 Jung

01:39:05.800 exactly

01:39:06.580 I've

01:39:07.320 read

01:39:07.460 everything

01:39:07.900 he

01:39:08.140 published

01:39:08.620 except

01:39:09.520 for

01:39:09.820 what's

01:39:10.120 been

01:39:10.300 released

01:39:10.660 in

01:39:10.860 the

01:39:10.960 last

01:39:11.180 10

01:39:11.460 years

01:39:11.840 so

01:39:12.100 that's

01:39:12.320 about

01:39:12.580 30

01:39:13.060 volumes

01:39:13.540 something

01:39:13.860 like

01:39:14.140 that

01:39:14.460 is

01:39:16.760 diversity

01:39:17.260 really

01:39:17.660 a

01:39:17.880 strength

01:39:18.320 how

01:39:18.720 can

01:39:19.020 it

01:39:19.180 be

01:39:19.420 well

01:39:20.500 depends

01:39:21.380 on

01:39:21.500 what

01:39:21.600 you

01:39:21.700 mean

01:39:21.860 by

01:39:24.240 randomly

01:39:25.500 selecting

01:39:26.060 people

01:39:26.400 on the

01:39:26.680 basis

01:39:26.960 of

01:39:27.180 their

01:39:27.340 race

01:39:27.700 gender

01:39:28.140 and

01:39:28.300 ethnicity

01:39:28.760 for

01:39:29.100 participation

01:39:30.100 in

01:39:30.500 intellectual

01:39:31.160 endeavors

01:39:32.020 that's

01:39:32.540 not

01:39:32.720 diversity

01:39:33.240 that's

01:39:33.700 stupidity

01:39:34.460 you

01:39:36.460 but

01:39:43.740 there's

01:39:44.080 there's

01:39:44.360 lots of

01:39:44.800 forms

01:39:45.100 of

01:39:45.300 diversity

01:39:45.800 that

01:39:46.120 are

01:39:46.260 a

01:39:46.420 strength

01:39:46.860 you know

01:39:47.260 because

01:39:47.580 people

01:39:47.940 bring

01:39:48.360 different

01:39:48.780 talents

01:39:49.200 and

01:39:49.400 abilities

01:39:49.800 to

01:39:50.060 the

01:39:50.220 table

01:39:50.520 and

01:39:51.300 you

01:39:51.660 can

01:39:51.920 match

01:39:53.900 those

01:39:54.200 talents

01:39:54.560 and

01:39:54.760 abilities

01:39:55.180 to

01:39:55.460 the

01:39:55.760 situation

01:39:56.880 I

01:39:57.240 mean

01:39:57.320 I

01:39:57.440 can

01:39:57.580 give

01:39:57.760 you

01:39:57.840 an

01:39:57.960 example

01:39:58.340 of

01:39:58.660 diversity

01:39:59.340 as

01:39:59.620 strength

01:40:00.160 it's

01:40:00.640 a

01:40:00.720 good

01:40:00.820 political

01:40:01.220 example

01:40:01.740 so

01:40:02.100 we've

01:40:04.420 learned

01:40:04.720 over the

01:40:05.080 last

01:40:05.320 30

01:40:05.660 years

01:40:05.980 that

01:40:06.380 what

01:40:08.120 the

01:40:08.320 fundamental

01:40:08.740 elements

01:40:09.180 of

01:40:09.340 human

01:40:09.840 temperament

01:40:10.400 are

01:40:10.660 looks

01:40:11.060 like

01:40:11.300 we're

01:40:11.460 kind

01:40:11.660 of

01:40:11.740 five

01:40:12.020 dimensional

01:40:12.580 people

01:40:14.140 differ

01:40:14.460 in

01:40:14.640 extroversion

01:40:15.380 which

01:40:15.880 is

01:40:16.200 assertiveness

01:40:17.140 and

01:40:17.400 enthusiasm

01:40:17.920 they

01:40:18.460 differ

01:40:18.780 in

01:40:19.060 neuroticism

01:40:19.900 which

01:40:20.220 is

01:40:20.520 withdrawal

01:40:21.840 sort

01:40:22.420 of

01:40:22.560 fear

01:40:23.000 and

01:40:23.920 volatility

01:40:25.060 defensive

01:40:26.100 aggression

01:40:26.620 they

01:40:27.300 differ

01:40:27.540 in

01:40:27.660 agreeableness

01:40:28.240 that's

01:40:28.620 compassion

01:40:29.160 and

01:40:29.400 politeness

01:40:29.920 they

01:40:30.420 differ

01:40:30.680 in

01:40:30.860 conscientiousness

01:40:31.880 that's

01:40:32.640 industriousness

01:40:33.420 and

01:40:33.580 orderliness

01:40:34.140 and

01:40:34.860 they

01:40:35.000 differ

01:40:35.260 in

01:40:35.580 openness

01:40:36.040 to

01:40:36.280 experience

01:40:36.820 which

01:40:37.060 is

01:40:37.220 basically

01:40:37.720 creativity

01:40:38.640 and

01:40:39.040 interest

01:40:39.460 in

01:40:39.640 ideas

01:40:40.040 and

01:40:40.440 if

01:40:40.540 you

01:40:40.660 want

01:40:40.780 to

01:40:40.900 find

01:40:41.100 out

01:40:41.240 what

01:40:41.400 you're

01:40:41.560 like

01:40:41.820 by

01:40:42.040 the

01:40:42.160 way

01:40:42.380 sort

01:40:42.880 of

01:40:42.980 objectively

01:40:43.460 you

01:40:43.700 can

01:40:43.840 go

01:40:44.020 online

01:40:44.380 I

01:40:44.540 have

01:40:44.740 this

01:40:44.940 personality

01:40:45.420 test

01:40:45.840 at

01:40:46.020 a

01:40:46.140 site

01:40:46.340 called

01:40:46.600 understand

01:40:47.160 myself

01:40:47.640 dot

01:40:47.980 com

01:40:48.320 and

01:40:48.860 it

01:40:48.980 give

01:40:49.260 you

01:40:49.520 your

01:40:50.320 position

01:40:51.280 on

01:40:51.540 the

01:40:51.660 five

01:40:51.900 basic

01:40:52.280 factors

01:40:52.720 and

01:40:52.960 then

01:40:53.100 the

01:40:53.260 ten

01:40:53.480 aspects

01:40:53.980 that

01:40:54.200 I

01:40:54.300 also

01:40:54.580 laid

01:40:54.880 out

01:40:55.100 and

01:40:55.500 it's

01:40:55.620 useful

01:40:55.980 and

01:40:56.320 interesting

01:40:56.760 you might

01:40:57.300 want to

01:40:57.540 even do

01:40:57.880 that

01:40:58.060 if you

01:40:58.260 have

01:40:58.380 older

01:40:58.620 kids

01:40:58.940 it's

01:40:59.140 useful

01:40:59.400 to

01:40:59.580 do

01:40:59.700 that

01:40:59.880 with

01:41:00.040 them

01:41:00.240 because

01:41:00.540 you'll

01:41:01.100 find out

01:41:01.420 things

01:41:01.640 about

01:41:01.820 your

01:41:02.000 kids

01:41:02.220 that

01:41:02.360 you

01:41:02.460 didn't

01:41:02.740 know

01:41:03.040 I

01:41:03.440 had

01:41:03.600 my

01:41:03.800 kids

01:41:04.040 do

01:41:04.220 this

01:41:04.480 test

01:41:04.840 several

01:41:05.180 times

01:41:05.500 when

01:41:05.640 I

01:41:05.720 was

01:41:05.840 developing

01:41:06.240 it

01:41:06.420 and

01:41:06.520 I

01:41:06.600 kept

01:41:06.780 learning

01:41:07.020 things

01:41:07.300 about

01:41:07.560 them

01:41:18.980 a

01:41:19.100 consequence

01:41:19.480 of

01:41:19.760 laying

01:41:20.000 out

01:41:20.260 the

01:41:21.040 structure

01:41:21.360 of

01:41:21.540 temperament

01:41:22.000 is

01:41:22.280 that

01:41:22.560 there's

01:41:23.480 a

01:41:23.580 relationship

01:41:24.000 between

01:41:24.380 temperament

01:41:24.980 and

01:41:25.740 political

01:41:26.240 belief

01:41:26.760 and

01:41:27.500 so

01:41:27.680 it

01:41:27.840 turns

01:41:28.080 out

01:41:28.260 that

01:41:28.420 you

01:41:28.560 kind

01:41:29.000 of

01:41:29.120 vote

01:41:29.380 your

01:41:29.620 temperament

01:41:30.220 but

01:41:30.580 it's

01:41:30.720 even

01:41:30.920 deeper

01:41:31.220 than

01:41:31.440 that

01:41:31.700 because

01:41:31.960 the

01:41:32.280 way

01:41:32.440 you

01:41:32.620 think

01:41:32.940 you

01:41:33.140 think

01:41:33.360 about

01:41:33.560 the

01:41:33.720 world

01:41:33.920 is

01:41:34.080 that

01:41:34.220 you

01:41:34.380 look

01:41:34.600 at

01:41:34.720 the

01:41:34.840 facts

01:41:35.160 that

01:41:35.320 are

01:41:35.420 out

01:41:35.600 there

01:41:35.780 and

01:41:35.900 you

01:41:36.200 dispassionately

01:41:37.260 assess

01:41:37.660 them

01:41:37.860 and you

01:41:38.080 generate

01:41:38.480 your

01:41:38.680 political

01:41:39.040 opinions

01:41:39.540 but

01:41:40.060 you

01:41:40.540 do

01:41:48.980 instead

01:41:49.220 is

01:41:49.460 your

01:41:49.780 temperament

01:41:50.300 filters

01:41:50.820 the

01:41:51.100 set

01:41:51.300 of

01:41:51.480 facts

01:41:51.860 for

01:41:52.280 you

01:41:52.600 and

01:41:53.020 you

01:41:53.140 derive

01:41:53.480 your

01:41:53.680 conclusions

01:41:54.100 from

01:41:54.380 that

01:41:54.560 set

01:41:54.800 of

01:41:54.940 filtered

01:41:55.240 facts

01:41:55.820 and

01:41:56.580 so

01:41:56.880 liberal

01:41:58.760 left

01:41:59.140 leading

01:41:59.420 types

01:41:59.820 tend

01:42:00.040 to be

01:42:00.300 high

01:42:00.580 in

01:42:00.720 openness

01:42:01.120 so

01:42:01.460 that's

01:42:01.780 creativity

01:42:02.320 and

01:42:02.640 interest

01:42:02.980 in

01:42:03.140 ideas

01:42:03.580 and

01:42:04.080 low

01:42:04.460 in

01:42:04.680 conscientiousness

01:42:05.660 and

01:42:06.080 that's

01:42:06.460 industriousness

01:42:07.260 and

01:42:07.400 orderliness

01:42:07.880 particularly

01:42:08.560 low

01:42:08.980 in

01:42:09.100 orderliness

01:42:09.680 not

01:42:09.980 so

01:42:10.160 much

01:42:10.380 in

01:42:10.520 industriousness

01:42:11.320 and

01:42:11.960 so

01:42:12.100 they're

01:42:12.280 the

01:42:12.440 creative

01:42:12.860 types

01:42:13.380 and

01:42:14.180 then

01:42:14.420 the

01:42:15.060 right

01:42:15.660 wing

01:42:16.260 types

01:42:16.820 the

01:42:17.020 conservative

01:42:17.420 types

01:42:17.820 are

01:42:18.020 low

01:42:18.300 in

01:42:18.460 openness

01:42:18.800 to

01:42:19.060 experience

01:42:19.660 and

01:42:20.460 high

01:42:20.880 in

01:42:21.060 conscientiousness

01:42:21.980 and

01:42:22.540 so

01:42:22.780 what

01:42:23.020 does

01:42:23.220 that

01:42:23.400 mean

01:42:23.740 well

01:42:24.500 the

01:42:24.660 conscientious

01:42:25.240 types

01:42:25.520 do

01:42:25.720 pretty

01:42:25.960 well

01:42:26.220 because

01:42:26.580 conscientiousness

01:42:27.440 is a

01:42:27.780 really

01:42:27.920 good

01:42:28.120 predictor

01:42:28.560 of

01:42:28.680 long-term

01:42:29.120 life

01:42:29.380 success

01:42:29.760 in

01:42:30.380 more

01:42:31.480 conservative

01:42:32.140 occupations

01:42:33.500 so

01:42:34.380 managerial

01:42:35.200 and

01:42:35.440 administrative

01:42:35.980 occupations

01:42:36.820 for example

01:42:37.320 and

01:42:37.540 academia

01:42:38.100 for that

01:42:38.580 matter

01:42:38.900 your

01:42:39.600 success

01:42:41.800 is

01:42:42.180 well

01:42:42.700 predicted

01:42:43.080 by how

01:42:43.480 conscientious

01:42:44.080 you

01:42:44.260 are

01:42:44.500 and

01:42:45.480 so

01:42:45.880 conscientious

01:42:46.440 people

01:42:46.700 are

01:42:46.840 industrious

01:42:47.420 and

01:42:47.580 dutiful

01:42:47.900 they

01:42:48.100 do

01:42:48.300 what

01:42:48.480 they

01:42:48.640 say

01:42:48.820 they're

01:42:49.000 going

01:42:49.200 to

01:42:49.360 do

01:42:49.480 if

01:42:49.740 you

01:42:49.860 have

01:42:50.060 a

01:42:50.220 task

01:42:50.660 to

01:42:50.920 do

01:42:51.240 and

01:42:51.860 everyone

01:42:52.800 knows

01:42:53.120 how

01:42:53.260 to

01:42:53.400 do

01:42:53.560 it

01:42:53.680 you

01:42:53.820 want

01:42:53.980 to

01:42:54.080 find

01:42:54.280 a

01:42:54.420 conscientious

01:42:54.940 person

01:42:55.260 and

01:42:55.460 they'll

01:42:55.660 do

01:42:55.860 it

01:42:56.080 and

01:42:56.820 so

01:42:56.960 conscientious

01:42:57.560 people

01:42:57.840 are

01:42:58.000 really

01:42:58.160 good

01:42:58.340 at

01:42:58.480 running

01:42:58.760 things

01:42:59.280 but

01:43:00.360 they're

01:43:00.580 damn

01:43:00.920 poor

01:43:01.180 at

01:43:01.320 inventing

01:43:01.860 them

01:43:02.100 now

01:43:03.560 the

01:43:03.700 liberal

01:43:04.020 types

01:43:04.460 by

01:43:05.040 by

01:43:05.060 comparison

01:43:06.400 tend

01:43:07.020 to

01:43:07.200 be

01:43:07.460 you

01:43:08.220 find

01:43:08.440 creative

01:43:08.920 artist

01:43:09.240 types

01:43:09.580 among

01:43:09.840 the

01:43:10.020 liberal

01:43:10.280 left

01:43:10.660 leaning

01:43:10.900 types

01:43:11.340 and

01:43:11.780 that

01:43:12.000 includes

01:43:12.400 the

01:43:12.580 entrepreneurs

01:43:13.200 because

01:43:13.680 entrepreneurs

01:43:14.160 are more

01:43:14.660 like

01:43:15.000 artists

01:43:15.640 than

01:43:15.900 they

01:43:16.040 are

01:43:16.220 like

01:43:16.520 managers

01:43:17.000 and

01:43:17.240 administrators

01:43:17.820 and

01:43:18.720 so

01:43:18.840 this

01:43:19.020 is

01:43:19.140 really

01:43:19.340 cool

01:43:19.640 as far

01:43:19.960 as

01:43:20.080 I'm

01:43:20.280 concerned

01:43:20.620 because

01:43:20.920 what

01:43:21.160 it

01:43:21.300 means

01:43:21.560 is

01:43:21.780 that

01:43:22.040 we

01:43:22.980 need

01:43:23.180 the

01:43:23.320 liberal

01:43:23.580 left

01:43:23.880 leaning

01:43:24.140 types

01:43:24.480 to

01:43:24.680 generate

01:43:25.120 businesses

01:43:25.580 but

01:43:26.060 they

01:43:26.220 need

01:43:26.400 the

01:43:26.520 conservatives

01:43:26.920 to

01:43:27.220 run

01:43:27.440 them

01:43:27.640 and

01:43:28.520 that's

01:43:28.760 a

01:43:28.840 good

01:43:28.940 example

01:43:29.320 of

01:43:29.520 diversity

01:43:29.980 and

01:43:30.240 you

01:43:30.560 see

01:43:30.980 that

01:43:31.180 in

01:43:31.320 your

01:43:31.460 own

01:43:31.600 organizations

01:43:32.260 is

01:43:32.620 that

01:43:32.800 you're

01:43:33.300 going

01:43:33.400 to

01:43:33.500 need

01:43:33.700 people

01:43:34.040 who

01:43:34.280 are

01:43:34.680 diligent

01:43:36.140 industrious

01:43:37.220 reliable

01:43:37.860 rule

01:43:38.680 following

01:43:39.380 algorithm

01:43:40.460 executors

01:43:41.780 managers

01:43:42.900 and

01:43:43.140 administrators

01:43:43.700 and

01:43:44.520 they're

01:43:45.000 the

01:43:45.140 people

01:43:45.340 to

01:43:45.500 rely

01:43:45.740 on

01:43:45.900 if

01:43:46.020 you

01:43:46.140 know

01:43:46.400 what

01:43:46.600 the

01:43:46.760 hell

01:43:46.920 you're

01:43:47.120 doing

01:43:47.340 and

01:43:47.520 you

01:43:47.640 need

01:43:47.820 it

01:43:47.920 done

01:43:52.040 disruptive

01:43:52.580 types

01:43:52.980 because

01:43:53.360 now

01:43:53.880 and

01:43:54.020 then

01:43:54.160 your

01:43:54.320 company

01:43:54.680 is

01:43:55.320 going

01:43:55.440 to

01:43:55.520 go

01:43:55.660 off

01:43:55.860 the

01:43:56.020 rails

01:43:56.340 if

01:43:56.600 you

01:43:56.760 only

01:43:57.100 do

01:43:57.320 what

01:43:57.540 you're

01:43:57.720 doing

01:43:58.040 when

01:43:58.740 the

01:43:58.840 environment

01:43:59.180 shifts

01:43:59.560 around

01:43:59.880 and

01:44:00.040 you

01:44:00.140 need

01:44:00.320 people

01:44:00.580 to

01:44:00.740 think

01:44:00.940 laterally

01:44:01.500 and

01:44:01.900 it's

01:44:02.100 the

01:44:02.240 case

01:44:02.500 in

01:44:02.660 the

01:44:02.780 economy

01:44:03.160 in

01:44:03.640 general

01:44:03.980 we

01:44:04.200 need

01:44:04.420 the

01:44:04.780 radical

01:44:06.100 thinkers

01:44:06.600 to

01:44:07.420 produce

01:44:08.160 transformations

01:44:08.880 when

01:44:09.180 they're

01:44:09.340 necessary

01:44:09.860 but

01:44:10.660 we

01:44:10.780 need

01:44:10.920 the

01:44:11.040 conservative

01:44:11.420 types

01:44:11.760 to

01:44:11.920 implement

01:44:12.380 sensible

01:44:13.020 solutions

01:44:13.620 and

01:44:14.300 then

01:44:14.500 the

01:44:15.080 purpose

01:44:15.420 of

01:44:15.600 the

01:44:15.760 political

01:44:16.100 dialogue

01:44:16.580 and

01:44:17.100 the

01:44:17.260 reason

01:44:17.540 for

01:44:17.720 the

01:44:17.860 necessity

01:44:18.280 of

01:44:18.500 free

01:44:18.700 speech

01:44:19.080 is

01:44:19.240 so

01:44:19.400 that

01:44:19.640 these

01:44:20.280 two

01:44:20.520 temperamental

01:44:21.080 types

01:44:21.460 can

01:44:21.700 communicate

01:44:22.160 to

01:44:22.480 keep

01:44:22.720 everything

01:44:23.180 in

01:44:23.660 the

01:44:24.340 proper

01:44:24.600 center

01:44:25.000 like

01:44:25.360 the

01:44:25.500 center

01:44:25.720 moves

01:44:26.040 around

01:44:26.480 where

01:44:27.020 you're

01:44:27.220 supposed

01:44:27.460 to

01:44:27.640 be

01:44:27.900 sometimes

01:44:28.460 you need

01:44:28.900 more

01:44:29.080 conservative

01:44:29.580 approaches

01:44:30.540 and

01:44:30.780 sometimes

01:44:31.100 you need

01:44:31.500 more

01:44:31.680 radical

01:44:32.040 approaches

01:44:32.520 and

01:44:32.880 you

01:44:33.000 don't

01:44:33.180 know

01:44:33.380 when

01:44:33.760 which

01:44:35.020 of

01:44:35.220 those

01:44:35.420 solutions

01:44:35.860 is

01:44:36.120 correct

01:44:36.500 and

01:44:36.700 so

01:44:36.880 the

01:44:37.280 way

01:44:37.420 you

01:44:37.540 figure

01:44:37.680 that

01:44:37.840 out

01:44:38.000 is

01:44:38.100 by

01:44:38.280 talking

01:44:38.700 that's

01:44:39.180 why

01:44:39.320 free

01:44:39.540 speech

01:44:46.580 polity

01:44:47.140 without

01:44:47.780 free

01:44:48.100 speech

01:44:48.440 because

01:44:48.720 you

01:44:48.920 need

01:44:49.320 the

01:44:49.820 different

01:44:50.080 temperamental

01:44:50.580 types

01:44:50.900 to

01:44:51.080 communicate

01:44:51.540 to

01:44:52.320 solve

01:44:52.760 the

01:44:53.040 current

01:44:53.480 problems

01:44:54.020 of

01:44:54.220 the

01:44:54.400 day

01:44:54.740 and

01:44:55.280 so

01:44:55.400 that's

01:44:55.680 a

01:44:55.780 really

01:44:55.920 good

01:44:56.120 example

01:44:56.500 of

01:44:56.700 why

01:44:56.940 diversity

01:44:57.580 is

01:44:57.820 necessary

01:44:58.340 you know

01:44:59.620 it's

01:44:59.900 horrible

01:45:00.380 because

01:45:00.660 you know

01:45:00.960 the

01:45:01.120 liberal

01:45:01.400 left-leaning

01:45:01.860 types

01:45:02.220 they

01:45:02.460 view

01:45:02.860 the

01:45:03.020 conservatives

01:45:03.460 with

01:45:03.700 suspicion

01:45:04.140 because

01:45:04.420 the

01:45:04.640 conservatives

01:45:05.020 are

01:45:05.200 always

01:45:05.400 hemming

01:45:05.740 them

01:45:05.880 in

01:45:06.040 and

01:45:06.180 boxing

01:45:06.540 them

01:45:06.760 in

01:45:06.920 and

01:45:07.060 keeping

01:45:07.500 the

01:45:07.720 borders

01:45:08.060 tight

01:45:08.460 and

01:45:08.620 making

01:45:08.860 everything

01:45:09.240 organized

01:45:09.740 and

01:45:10.000 drives

01:45:10.540 the

01:45:10.720 liberal

01:45:10.960 types

01:45:11.240 crazy

01:45:11.700 and

01:45:12.320 then

01:45:12.440 of

01:45:12.600 course

01:45:12.740 the

01:45:12.900 conservative

01:45:13.280 types

01:45:13.600 can't

01:45:13.900 stand

01:45:14.160 the

01:45:14.320 liberals

01:45:14.540 because

01:45:14.740 they're

01:45:14.860 always

01:45:15.060 breaking

01:45:15.560 down

01:45:15.940 boundaries

01:45:16.400 and

01:45:16.680 violating

01:45:18.160 barriers

01:45:18.840 and

01:45:19.260 arguing

01:45:20.220 for the

01:45:20.740 free

01:45:21.040 flow

01:45:21.420 of

01:45:21.660 everything

01:45:22.160 and

01:45:22.860 murking

01:45:23.880 everything

01:45:24.280 up

01:45:24.560 and

01:45:24.700 coming

01:45:24.920 up

01:45:25.080 with

01:45:25.200 all

01:45:25.360 sorts

01:45:25.620 of

01:45:25.800 cockamamie

01:45:26.380 ideas

01:45:26.940 but

01:45:27.560 well

01:45:28.440 this

01:45:28.740 is

01:45:28.900 the

01:45:29.060 thing

01:45:29.280 about

01:45:29.500 creativity

01:45:30.080 like

01:45:30.640 first

01:45:30.900 of

01:45:31.000 all

01:45:31.080 if

01:45:31.240 you're

01:45:31.420 creative

01:45:31.940 you're

01:45:32.460 probably

01:45:32.940 poor

01:45:33.540 right

01:45:36.940 because

01:45:37.220 it

01:45:37.940 is

01:45:38.220 it

01:45:38.880 is

01:45:39.120 viciously

01:45:40.440 difficult

01:45:40.900 to

01:45:41.200 monetize

01:45:41.760 creativity

01:45:42.340 and

01:45:43.160 look

01:45:43.720 here

01:45:43.960 let me

01:45:44.260 give you

01:45:44.460 an example

01:45:44.920 so

01:45:45.220 let's

01:45:45.860 say

01:45:46.020 your city

01:45:46.540 you've

01:45:47.220 got a city

01:45:47.760 and part

01:45:48.180 of it's

01:45:48.440 falling apart

01:45:49.160 and you know

01:45:50.080 it's sort of a ratty

01:45:50.960 neighborhood

01:45:51.360 but it's got a

01:45:52.100 not too bad

01:45:53.060 architectural bones

01:45:54.080 and there's some

01:45:54.580 things about it

01:45:55.180 that are a little bit

01:45:55.820 cool

01:45:56.180 and so

01:45:56.980 what happens

01:45:57.580 well

01:45:58.340 all the artists

01:45:58.800 move there

01:45:59.480 right

01:46:00.320 and they open

01:46:00.720 galleries

01:46:01.220 and they show

01:46:02.200 their strange

01:46:02.780 work

01:46:03.180 and they start

01:46:03.860 to make it a little

01:46:04.420 cool

01:46:04.720 and then the

01:46:05.120 coffee shop

01:46:05.640 people come in

01:46:06.400 and they're

01:46:07.340 like the next

01:46:08.100 tier of

01:46:08.800 creative

01:46:09.300 and they think

01:46:09.640 oh this is cool

01:46:10.320 we better open a

01:46:11.020 coffee shop

01:46:11.580 so we can hang

01:46:12.220 out with all the

01:46:12.900 artists

01:46:13.300 and then

01:46:13.700 you know

01:46:14.440 then the trendy

01:46:15.760 chains move in

01:46:17.140 and then the real

01:46:18.220 estate prices

01:46:18.780 start to go up

01:46:19.660 and a bunch of

01:46:20.480 people get rich

01:46:21.160 but it's not the

01:46:21.860 artists

01:46:22.160 they don't make

01:46:22.660 any money at all

01:46:23.400 they're still starving

01:46:24.340 to death

01:46:24.960 in their garrets

01:46:25.700 and so they have

01:46:26.180 to wander off

01:46:26.860 to some other

01:46:27.380 uninhabited part

01:46:28.220 of the city

01:46:28.620 and start again

01:46:29.360 and

01:46:30.220 you don't make

01:46:32.160 any

01:46:32.400 you can't make

01:46:35.160 any money

01:46:35.620 as a creative

01:46:36.440 visual artist

01:46:37.120 you can't make

01:46:37.760 any money

01:46:38.140 as a musician

01:46:38.860 you can't make

01:46:40.100 any money

01:46:40.460 as a sculptor

01:46:41.220 or a dancer

01:46:41.840 or an actor

01:46:43.420 like you're

01:46:44.420 going to be

01:46:44.700 poor

01:46:45.060 and really poor

01:46:46.080 and probably

01:46:46.640 miserable

01:46:47.100 except for a

01:46:48.820 tiny fraction

01:46:49.400 of people

01:46:49.760 who become

01:46:50.200 fantastically

01:46:51.280 successful

01:46:52.060 and so creativity

01:46:53.600 is a high risk

01:46:54.480 high return

01:46:55.080 game

01:46:55.520 and the probability

01:46:56.660 that you'll fail

01:46:57.380 is almost certain

01:46:58.460 but now and then

01:46:59.540 you'll succeed

01:47:00.280 spectacularly

01:47:01.560 and what you do

01:47:02.060 will change

01:47:02.500 the whole world

01:47:03.140 and so

01:47:04.580 well

01:47:05.460 and so

01:47:05.840 part of the reason

01:47:06.640 that the conservatives

01:47:08.100 are skeptical

01:47:08.780 of the creative types

01:47:09.920 is because they think

01:47:10.720 yeah well

01:47:11.100 most of those ideas

01:47:11.940 are stupid

01:47:12.500 and dangerous

01:47:13.040 and that's

01:47:13.920 absolutely true

01:47:15.120 stupid

01:47:15.860 dangerous

01:47:16.340 and counterproductive

01:47:17.340 except for the tiny minority

01:47:19.040 that are absolutely

01:47:20.180 crucial and vital

01:47:21.520 and that's the problem

01:47:22.840 that we have

01:47:23.420 in adapting to the world

01:47:24.380 in general

01:47:24.940 right

01:47:25.200 is that

01:47:25.520 we've got some

01:47:26.720 things that are working

01:47:27.680 so the managers

01:47:28.400 and the administrators

01:47:29.320 the conservative types

01:47:30.360 are beetling away

01:47:31.240 making those things work

01:47:32.600 but the whole environment

01:47:33.460 shifts on us

01:47:34.460 and then we think

01:47:34.980 oh oh

01:47:35.280 we need a radically new idea

01:47:37.060 to adjust our society

01:47:38.820 so then we have to generate

01:47:40.060 like a thousand radical ideas

01:47:41.740 most of which

01:47:42.460 are just absolutely catastrophic

01:47:44.240 but one or two of which

01:47:45.540 which are

01:47:45.940 are absolutely vital

01:47:47.260 and then we have to do

01:47:48.460 the terribly difficult process

01:47:49.920 of sifting through

01:47:51.000 all that chaff

01:47:52.180 to pull out the wheat

01:47:53.560 and that's what we do

01:47:54.600 in our political

01:47:55.240 honest political dialogue

01:47:56.580 at least in part

01:47:57.600 and so

01:47:58.660 and there's no solving

01:47:59.580 that problem

01:48:00.180 it's a permanent problem

01:48:01.300 which is why

01:48:02.020 we have to be alert

01:48:02.880 and awake

01:48:03.420 and we have to

01:48:04.120 talk freely

01:48:05.280 because that's how we

01:48:06.560 solve that emergent problem

01:48:08.540 and so that's

01:48:10.060 that's diversity

01:48:10.960 so

01:48:12.060 can a capable

01:48:16.140 but extremely shy person

01:48:17.540 overcome their social limitations

01:48:19.120 to do well in the workplace

01:48:20.360 on their own

01:48:21.100 or do they need

01:48:22.020 professional help

01:48:23.020 what kind

01:48:24.600 well

01:48:26.840 you know

01:48:28.400 first of all

01:48:31.720 I would say

01:48:32.260 that you're already

01:48:33.100 80% of the way

01:48:34.820 to solving your problem

01:48:35.920 because

01:48:36.300 this is a truism

01:48:37.920 for therapy

01:48:39.440 you can't

01:48:41.380 if you already know

01:48:44.700 you have a problem

01:48:45.700 and you want to overcome it

01:48:47.080 then you're like

01:48:47.680 three quarters cured

01:48:48.560 and then it's a good time

01:48:49.960 to go see a therapist

01:48:50.840 now why would you see a therapist

01:48:52.700 well you have a problem

01:48:54.020 you say

01:48:54.400 you obviously know

01:48:55.860 that you have some social limitations

01:48:57.360 and that's interfering

01:48:59.860 with the full manifestation

01:49:00.940 of your capability

01:49:02.460 and so I would say

01:49:04.280 find a behavioral psychologist

01:49:07.080 find one who's trained

01:49:09.560 at an American

01:49:10.300 Psychological Association

01:49:11.800 approved school

01:49:12.680 who has a PhD

01:49:13.880 with a research background

01:49:15.680 because that person

01:49:17.580 will at minimum

01:49:18.740 be intelligent

01:49:19.660 and the reason for that

01:49:21.280 well there's a reason for that

01:49:23.020 the reason is that

01:49:24.260 they went to a clinical program

01:49:26.220 like a clinical

01:49:28.060 psychology program

01:49:29.260 and they're damn hard

01:49:30.100 to get into

01:49:30.700 like you have to have

01:49:32.220 a grade point average

01:49:33.020 that's A plus

01:49:34.680 and you have to have

01:49:35.900 done very well

01:49:36.500 on a standardized test

01:49:37.660 and so that means

01:49:38.900 at minimum

01:49:39.720 that you're smart

01:49:40.640 so that's a good place

01:49:42.980 to start

01:49:43.420 so find someone like that

01:49:44.920 go talk to them

01:49:45.640 see if you can talk to them

01:49:46.840 if you can

01:49:47.840 and if they'll listen

01:49:48.680 that's good

01:49:49.260 and then

01:49:50.060 you can make a plan

01:49:51.400 for expanding

01:49:53.020 your social ability

01:49:54.020 and it's complicated

01:49:55.260 so if you're shy

01:49:56.600 you're probably

01:49:57.280 not very extroverted

01:49:58.340 and you might be

01:49:59.260 a little higher

01:50:00.160 than average

01:50:00.780 in neuroticism

01:50:01.880 that would make

01:50:02.640 so you're not

01:50:04.080 outgoing and assertive

01:50:05.280 and you're afraid

01:50:07.080 of people

01:50:07.500 that's the real

01:50:08.900 double barrel shyness

01:50:10.540 and so then

01:50:11.640 you can go talk

01:50:12.700 to someone

01:50:13.140 and make a plan

01:50:14.120 and if it's interfering

01:50:15.120 with your professional

01:50:16.120 development

01:50:17.000 especially if you're

01:50:17.720 really capable

01:50:18.520 then yeah

01:50:19.680 you can overcome it

01:50:20.600 like introverted people

01:50:21.940 can become very socially

01:50:23.040 skilled

01:50:23.420 but they have to do it

01:50:24.400 consciously

01:50:25.000 and they have to do it

01:50:26.540 programmatically

01:50:27.280 and you could do it

01:50:28.260 on your own

01:50:28.740 like you could decide

01:50:29.560 that you were going to

01:50:30.160 take someone out for lunch

01:50:31.520 once a week

01:50:32.140 or twice a week

01:50:32.860 and you could make a really

01:50:33.900 concerted effort

01:50:34.780 to expand your social network

01:50:36.380 but I would say

01:50:37.020 it'd be easier

01:50:37.560 to go talk to someone

01:50:38.500 about it

01:50:38.900 and not

01:50:40.000 to talk to them

01:50:41.500 because you have

01:50:42.000 a psychological problem

01:50:43.380 which is why

01:50:44.200 I'd see a behavioral

01:50:45.020 psychologist

01:50:45.660 because they're very good

01:50:48.360 at strategic planning

01:50:49.320 that it's a practical

01:50:50.640 problem

01:50:51.140 is that

01:50:51.920 you're not

01:50:53.260 social enough

01:50:54.400 to make full use

01:50:55.300 of your talents

01:50:56.600 so fix it

01:50:57.920 and it'll take

01:50:59.040 like two or three years

01:51:00.020 probably to get

01:51:00.680 really good at it

01:51:01.680 I had a client

01:51:02.540 who was extremely shy

01:51:03.700 she couldn't

01:51:04.860 even though she was

01:51:07.320 seeing me

01:51:08.540 in this therapeutic

01:51:10.800 relationship

01:51:11.360 when we first met

01:51:13.440 she wouldn't go

01:51:14.140 and have coffee

01:51:14.880 with me

01:51:15.320 at the little coffee

01:51:16.060 shop downstairs

01:51:16.780 because that was

01:51:17.400 like an exposure exercise

01:51:18.660 let's just go sit

01:51:19.500 and have coffee

01:51:20.080 it's like

01:51:20.320 no way

01:51:20.920 she wasn't going

01:51:21.400 to do that

01:51:21.920 and she ended up

01:51:23.920 doing

01:51:24.200 she did stand-up comedy

01:51:25.900 yeah

01:51:27.720 so that's

01:51:28.540 that's a hell

01:51:29.080 of a transformation

01:51:30.060 man

01:51:30.660 and so

01:51:31.300 you can get

01:51:32.180 a long way

01:51:32.900 you can get

01:51:33.400 an awful long way

01:51:34.320 with diligent effort

01:51:35.260 and incremental

01:51:36.220 improvement

01:51:36.860 so I would say

01:51:37.600 go talk to

01:51:39.260 what have you got

01:51:39.880 to lose

01:51:40.360 man

01:51:40.680 a couple of hours

01:51:42.160 a bit of trouble

01:51:42.920 you could go talk

01:51:44.540 to someone

01:51:44.860 and formulate

01:51:45.440 a plan

01:51:46.380 to develop

01:51:46.920 your social ability

01:51:47.880 and

01:51:48.880 it would work

01:51:50.880 if you practice it

01:51:52.220 you'll get good at it

01:51:53.160 you'll never become

01:51:54.300 extroverted

01:51:54.860 and people will probably

01:51:56.260 always wear you out

01:51:57.760 to some degree

01:51:58.640 because that's one

01:51:59.420 of the things

01:51:59.820 you know if you're

01:52:00.680 introverted

01:52:01.100 if you go out

01:52:01.760 to a group of people

01:52:02.620 and you get worn out

01:52:03.480 because if you're

01:52:04.220 extroverted

01:52:04.660 you just get more

01:52:05.280 and more excited

01:52:05.860 about the fact

01:52:06.480 that there are

01:52:06.860 people around you

01:52:07.540 if you're introverted

01:52:08.460 you think

01:52:08.840 oh god

01:52:09.440 I gotta go

01:52:09.900 and recover

01:52:10.420 that's

01:52:11.160 that's introversion

01:52:12.620 yeah

01:52:15.120 one more

01:52:16.120 okay

01:52:17.240 so this is kind of

01:52:18.220 this is kind of

01:52:18.860 similar here

01:52:19.540 oh no

01:52:21.180 it just disappeared

01:52:22.080 okay

01:52:24.160 can you please

01:52:25.120 elaborate on your

01:52:25.880 comment regarding

01:52:26.700 enforced monogamy

01:52:27.760 Jesus

01:52:28.760 there seems to be

01:52:30.400 a lot of confusion

01:52:31.780 and controversy

01:52:32.520 with regards to it

01:52:33.520 yeah well the confusion

01:52:34.480 and controversy

01:52:35.200 was built into the article

01:52:36.660 that the woman

01:52:38.220 that interviewed me

01:52:38.940 knew exactly

01:52:39.580 what I bloody well

01:52:40.380 meant by enforced

01:52:41.300 monogamy

01:52:41.740 she wasn't stupid

01:52:43.020 she had a graduate

01:52:44.220 degree from columbia

01:52:45.260 and we I talked to her

01:52:47.080 about enforced monogamy

01:52:48.540 for like two minutes

01:52:49.460 out of the two days

01:52:51.000 I spent with her

01:52:51.920 so the fact that

01:52:53.580 that even was

01:52:54.360 highlighted in the article

01:52:55.320 was I think a cheap

01:52:56.500 trick on her part

01:52:57.400 and she knew it

01:52:58.220 what did it mean

01:53:00.060 it meant what

01:53:00.740 anthropologists have

01:53:01.620 known for a hundred

01:53:02.220 years and that isn't

01:53:03.140 even vaguely

01:53:04.380 controversial

01:53:05.620 societies all over

01:53:07.880 the world

01:53:08.480 tend towards the

01:53:10.600 enforcement

01:53:11.220 of monogamous

01:53:12.500 social norms

01:53:13.540 and the reason

01:53:15.000 for that is that

01:53:15.960 it's the best

01:53:17.340 structure for kids

01:53:18.640 that's the fundamental

01:53:19.780 reason because it's

01:53:20.880 better that kids

01:53:21.700 have two parents

01:53:22.880 and that the research

01:53:24.020 data on that is

01:53:24.740 perfectly clear

01:53:25.500 and that doesn't

01:53:26.420 mean that every

01:53:27.600 single parent is

01:53:28.680 doing a bad job

01:53:29.880 but overall

01:53:31.500 having two parents

01:53:33.380 is associated with

01:53:34.340 much better outcomes

01:53:35.240 on virtually every

01:53:36.260 measure that's

01:53:37.540 being assessed

01:53:38.180 and that's because

01:53:39.000 having kids is

01:53:39.740 really hard

01:53:40.400 it takes 18 years

01:53:41.780 it's like it's too

01:53:42.720 much for one person

01:53:43.820 so and then

01:53:46.380 monogamous societies

01:53:48.340 tend to be a lot

01:53:49.520 more peaceful

01:53:50.180 than polygamous

01:53:51.140 societies

01:53:51.760 and so that's

01:53:52.740 another reason

01:53:53.420 and then another

01:53:54.920 reason is that

01:53:55.720 it seems better

01:53:56.560 for women

01:53:57.040 especially if they

01:53:57.800 want to have

01:53:58.160 children to have

01:53:58.880 a stable

01:53:59.440 monogamous partner

01:54:00.580 and so all I was

01:54:01.880 pointing out was

01:54:02.780 that there are

01:54:04.160 valid reasons for

01:54:05.660 the social enforcement

01:54:07.300 of monogamous

01:54:08.180 norms

01:54:08.680 like oh

01:54:09.340 enforced monogamy

01:54:10.580 oh my god

01:54:11.500 you know

01:54:11.840 he wants to take

01:54:12.840 women at gunpoint

01:54:13.820 and distribute them

01:54:16.360 to useless men

01:54:18.080 it's like

01:54:19.160 well it's so stupid

01:54:21.260 it's so stupid

01:54:22.800 you know

01:54:23.840 here's why

01:54:30.960 here's why

01:54:32.100 no one

01:54:33.380 wants to do

01:54:34.680 that

01:54:35.060 no one

01:54:36.280 there isn't a

01:54:36.880 human being

01:54:37.660 who wants to

01:54:38.680 do that

01:54:39.340 so if you're

01:54:40.340 gonna go after

01:54:41.500 someone to

01:54:42.140 pillory them

01:54:42.900 you should at

01:54:43.560 least accuse

01:54:44.420 them of holding

01:54:45.420 a view that

01:54:46.140 someone actually

01:54:47.500 holds

01:54:48.220 so

01:54:55.040 anyways

01:54:56.340 most of that's

01:54:57.320 died off

01:54:57.880 it was so

01:54:58.340 ridiculous

01:54:59.140 I just couldn't

01:54:59.880 believe it

01:55:00.680 so

01:55:01.140 but there's been

01:55:03.720 lots of ridiculous

01:55:04.400 things that have

01:55:05.080 happened

01:55:05.420 and that's

01:55:06.300 that was

01:55:06.720 definitely one

01:55:07.400 of them

01:55:07.740 so

01:55:08.560 all right

01:55:11.600 that's

01:55:13.700 probably

01:55:16.380 good

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01:55:25.700 much everyone

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