#29 - Animating the Reich
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Summary
Join us in The Crypto Report with special guest Emily Ucas as she talks about her new animated short film, Waking Up, starring yours truly as Merica. Waking up is an 8 minute short film that tells the story of a young African-American boy growing up in the late 1800s and early 1900s.
Transcript
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The sound you hear is what some experts claim to be a Bigfoot scream.
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It is regarded as the highest quality audio of the creature ever captured.
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Bad disease. I run around in blackface pissin' niggers off.
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I run around in blackface pissin' niggers off.
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Wish I could turn back time to the good old days.
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When the blacks were slaves, but now they're free and chimping out.
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Wish I could turn back time to the good old days.
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When the facts were lynched, but now they're free and I'm stressed out.
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Sometimes a certain smell will make me bust out my glock.
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The scent of chicken wings lets me know the blacks are on my glock.
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We could weaponize the smell and give it to the white man.
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So they can recognize the threat and grab their arms to take a stand.
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They can also find the kikes since we don't have the same nose.
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Different holidays and clothes their greediness really shows.
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Pushing this agenda that our differences don't matter.
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Just shove a barrel up their nose and make their brains splatter.
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I run around in blackface pissin' niggers off.
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I run around in blackface pissin' niggers off.
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Wish I could turn back time to the good old days.
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When the blacks were slaves, but now they're free and chimping out.
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Wish I could turn back time to the good old days.
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When the facts were lynched, but now they're free and I'm stressed out.
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I used to play pretend thinking Jews want to help us.
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They always seem so friendly like someone you could trust.
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But those slimy hunchbacks only kick my ballsack.
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I used to play pretend thinking Jews want to help us.
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They always seem so friendly like someone you could trust.
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But those slimy hunchbacks only kick my ballsack.
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When the blacks were slaves, but now they're free and chimping out.
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When the facts were lynched, but now they're free and I'm stressed out.
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This is the Crypto Report for, I guess this is going to be Friday the 2nd.
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We're coming out a couple of days early or a few days late, depending on how you look at it.
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It's going to be worth the wait because we have returning, as our special guest, Emily Ucas,
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who has just released her world-breaking, excellent animation, Waking Up, which stars yours truly as Merica.
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Hello, everybody. Hello, Asmidor. It's great to be here.
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Well, it's great to have you back, and I think at this point, you are the favorite guest of the Crypto Report.
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I think I've had you on more times than anybody, including Andrew Anglin now.
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I think you might have been on episode three the first time.
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But I do enjoy having you on, and ever since Waking Up came out, I've been wanting to get
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you back on here because I think there is a great conversation to be had about this.
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Now, it's about an eight-minute animated feature, and I want to say that even though, I mean,
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like, the last time you were on, I was talking about how great, like, the Ascent of Alfred
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But even knowing all that, I was really just blown away by the quality of this Waking Up.
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Not just the technical quality of the animation, but the artistry that went through it and the
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way that you wove this story from its beginning to its logical end in such an inspiring manner.
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It had, I mean, every human emotion was really, is really brought out in this animation.
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The viewer really feels it, and I've seen, you know, so many people online reacting to
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And the way the story is told is just masterful.
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I hope you've been getting a lot of feedback like that, because it's absolutely the case.
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And what I want to do tonight is, first off, anyway, I want to talk about, we'll just start
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I remember you contacted me and asked me if I wanted to do this, to do some voice acting
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for it, and of course I did, and he sent me the script.
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And that's one of the things that's so impressive about this, is the script.
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And it's a great script, don't get me wrong, but it was very, like, bare bones.
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There was, like, a description, a very short description of each scene and the lines, and
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And I remember thinking, you know, well, this thing's going to be two or three minutes long
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or something, and so the viewer should know that, like, the vast majority of the work
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that went into this and the creativity that went into this was all yours.
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90% of what you see on that screen is not in the script.
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It ended up being so much longer than I thought it would be.
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You know, you looked at it, and it was like, oh, I can just do this in, like, two months.
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But, you know, I always go above and beyond with my tasks, and I'm very good at visualizing.
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So, you know, the script was, it is a very simple script, that's right, but when I read
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it, I could pretty much envision exactly what I put down in the cartoon just, you know, right
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then and there, and of course I added jokes and the little moments and the Heather Heyer
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crash and, like, the little zings and, like, the migrants on Facebook, like, trying to get
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into America, asking for his friend request, and all those little gags, that was all me.
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The thing starts off with, I guess we should say each character in the show represents not
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only, like, just some individual guy, but they're a representation of a country, you know,
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He is a representative, or he symbolically represents the United States of America, and
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And it starts off, and it's in America's room, and the place is very threadbare and dirty,
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and there's, you can tell he fell asleep, like he passed out drunk.
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There's a bottle of Jack and a tipped over jigger with the whiskey going everywhere, and
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he wakes up hungover, and it immediately strikes me as you're getting very strong symbolism here
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of America as being this thing that represented in this guy who has been really feeling the
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effects of degeneracy and wrong living and bad decisions for some time, and he's kind of
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going under because of it, and suddenly his phone, he's asleep, and his phone's going off,
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and the phone is screaming, oy vey, oy vey, oy vey, and Israel's on there demanding their
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10 million or however many bucks for the day, right?
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Well, and so, like you said, he goes to the computer, and he's on Facebook, and you've
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got all these, like, Hadjis and Africans and stuff who are demanding their Facebook friend
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requests, and he scrolls down through there, and he sees where Australia is on there, and
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he goes and he remembers some things that he's done with Australia before, and this is
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some really funny stuff, and this is where there's so many little details packed in there,
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like, if you even want to see them all, you really have to sit there and pause the thing,
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which is kind of easy, because unfortunately, I think you broke PewTube with this thing,
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I thought maybe it was my slow internet or something, but everybody's saying, man, I've
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I was like, what's going on here, but I think it was just everyone watching it once, and
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I think it got, it got, like, 10,000, 7,000 to 10,000 views in just, like, the first day
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alone, so I think that all those people watching may have gone, done the lag.
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I think it was, it went under PewTube's file limit size.
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Well, if you're paying pro, it's supposed to be, like, two gigs.
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I tried emailing them, and no one got back to me yet, too, because I guess you have to
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I mean, hopefully everything's okay with that guy.
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He's a Canadian, so I suppose the Moundies could have come and thrown the bag over his
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head or something for his enabling of hate speech, but.
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Yeah, until very recently, he, like, if you tagged him on, you didn't even have to go and
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put in a ticket on PewTube, if you just, I mean, on, yeah, on PewTube, if you just tagged
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him on Gab, he'd get right with you and start working with you, and when, the night you uploaded
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the thing, I went and looked, and I was like, man, he hasn't posted in five days, and I don't
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think he's posted since, but, but anyway, like I say, hopefully everything's okay, and
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what, you know, maybe the guy's just busy or whatever, but I hope he gets all these issues
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looked after, and I hope the people out there are donating so that he can, you know, expand
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his servers and stuff, because it's really a great service.
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Right, yeah, not only could you not put it on YouTube, because it would have been show
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it immediately, but, you know, some other people.
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I was going to say, it's just a, it's a shame, because it's such a tame cartoon.
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It's one of the tamest cartoons I've ever done.
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I think it's one of the nicest cartoons I've ever made, and wholesome, and it's supposed
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to be a family cartoon with, like, you know, mediocre violence, but just for the fact that
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there was a Moon Man song, that would have been the thing that got it down, because any
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Moon Man at all will get taken away in minutes.
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Well, it's pro, it's, it's, um, openly pro-white, and the Heather Heyer thing probably would have
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done it too, but, well, I mean, even if they don't take it down, they've got this thing
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now, where, if enough people complain, they just basically delist it, they, they make it
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to where, if you don't know that it exists, and you don't know exactly where to go to find
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it, you can't find it, like, you can't search for it on YouTube.
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I've got half the videos on my YouTube channel now, um, and the only way I can find them
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I click on that video and open it up, and it's, they're completely delisted, and it's,
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it says that this video's not in violation of anything, any YouTube guidelines, but enough
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Yeah, that we, we have, they have taken away the view count, the upvotes, downvotes, the
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ability to share the video, and it's listing on YouTube.
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But, but the other thing is that, um, the, um, the, the quality of the video itself on
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PewTube was really great, and I've seen a few people who have, I guess they just downloaded
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it from PewTube and put it on their YouTube channels, and even though it's in HD, it doesn't
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So, you know, hopefully somebody will get that going well again.
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But, um, but, but anyway, the other thing I was going to say is with a reaction like
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that on PewTube, which is just, uh, I mean, it's, it's not even remotely 1% of the viewership
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of YouTube or the ability to get stuff out there of, uh, YouTube and it being that popular,
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that says a whole lot about the quality of the video itself.
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And our ability that we still have to get our content out there, even though we're not
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on Twitter and such, I mean, we're just like sharing this around on Gab and like, Hey, here's
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I'm a, I'm like, I was astonished by how many views it got.
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Like people were really, people were really into this.
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And a lot of the times, like on YouTube, I already have like 12,000 subscribers.
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So a lot of that, you just account, Oh, it's just the subscribers checking in, but I only
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had like maybe like 150 subscribers on you on YouTube at the time.
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And, uh, yeah, some people must've been spreading it around.
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I just posted a couple of links on Gab and that was that.
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So that is really inspiring that we have such a, a movement here, despite being kicked off
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And, um, but you know, if, if, um, if YouTube would play fair, I hate to use that word, but
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if they would play fair and only take stuff down that actually violated, you know, their
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clear set terms and you were able to upload this to your YouTube channel and leave it there
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and no worries of it being taken down or it, I think within a few weeks of this thing being
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treated like all other videos, this thing would be in the millions of views because I'm telling
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you, and I'm a person who, um, you know, growing up, I was really into animated stuff.
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Like we talked about last time, you know, I recognize the influence of Ralph Bakshi on your
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work because I was into Ralph Bakshi animations and, uh, this waking up, I mean, this, this
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eight minutes and however many seconds of, uh, animation storytelling.
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And I, I am not blowing smoke up anybody's ass or anything here.
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This is as, this is up there with the best of them.
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Um, I mean, absolutely, uh, when I was, I remember one of the things that I looked forward
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to most, and I was too young to actually go do it legally, but like, was like when heavy
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metal came out, the original heavy metal animated feature.
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And of course it's very degenerate, but it's very well done.
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And I went and snuck in and I was just sitting there watching this and I was thinking this
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is, you know, the quality wise of the animation itself, this is as good.
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And, um, uh, so I'm really encouraging anybody who hasn't seen this to go see it, but let's
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So, uh, America starts, uh, going through his Facebook friend request and there's one in
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there from Australia and it turns out they're old friends and he goes and he starts looking
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through some of his old, uh, Zog book pictures that he's posted and there's all this fun stuff
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that he had done, like drowning, uh, refugee niggers, things like that with Australia.
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And it makes him, uh, uh, just tear up with the memory of it.
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And he, he, the next thing we see is he's leaving the house.
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Well, I almost skipped over an important thing.
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The, the Zog, uh, not Zog, the, uh, Israel starts blowing up his phone again and he throws
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And I, I don't, I think that there was a lot more thought to that, a lot more symbolism
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to that than just that he was tired of hearing the phone go off.
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I mean, um, I, I think what we're seeing there is suddenly America growing sick of being ruled
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over by the Jews and the act of throwing that phone, which is the things that the Jews make
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their demand of into that trash can is kind of significant to what happens after, isn't
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It's like, we got, it's like Israel's that fucking, uh, new, not a friend, but just like
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some needy guy that's constant or girl that's just constantly, uh, hitting you up and whining
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and, uh, tagging, tying you down and keeping you from all your old friends and stuff.
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And, um, and America saw his old white pal, his old pal, Australia, you know, all our, all
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these white nations, we, well, I guess we didn't used to be friends, but there was this form
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So he's, uh, going to get rid of the, the new annoying Jew friend and go back to his
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And what he does, he leaves the house and he starts walking down the street and as he's
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headed down the street, um, he passes, I mean, there's every kind of degeneracy in the
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And unfortunately this is very realistic and it's one of the things that we were talking
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about last time when I was asking you about, um, you know, you being influenced by Bakshi
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and you, and you were saying the things that you really liked about his work was that he
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showed all this degeneracy and filthiness and everything in the world and that what interested
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you about it was not like the glorification of the filth or whatever, but the reality of
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it, and, and you've taken that, you've taken that a step further because even though it's
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funny in there and it, you know, it's something that makes a person laugh when they see, you
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know, you've got, uh, walking by the tranny hookers with the sign that says free AIDS and
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the black guys shooting dice and smoking blunts and all that stuff.
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Uh, there's absolutely no glorification of this.
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There, there's a, uh, a very obvious sense of something is terribly wrong with all this
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It's like America is this lone white guy who's walking through all this.
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And, and you get the feeling that even he is shocked, like, how did this happen?
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And he walks up to a window that, uh, apparently is a, either a museum or a statue store.
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And he's, he starts tearing up again, looking at the statues and suddenly this big fat black
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woman comes and brings a hammer down on the Jackson statue and puts a statue, uh, like a
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brown statue of a big fat black woman with a baby in his place and the statue crumbles.
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I was animating a lot of it around Charlottesville and I animated that scene right now.
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Right after they tore down that statue, I forget exactly which one it was.
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And then they replaced it with that, literally that statue of a black woman raising her fist
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I don't know what the fuck it was made out of.
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It looked like it was literally made out of mud or something, but, uh, within a day it,
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it was built so poorly that it crumbled itself.
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And I think that's a fantastic metaphor for what would happen with whites got taken out
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of power and, uh, and replaced with black, uh, leadership, but it'll just crumble.
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There's no, uh, you know, so it's been shown to happen already.
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It's what's happened in South Africa and Zimbabwe and places like that.
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And it's definitely what happens to every white area that enough diversity moves into that
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the whites flee when the, you know, when the, when the diversity takes over, uh, the whole
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It was a beautiful moment in, in, in human history to see that happen, to see a once
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beautiful, well-carved, like rock solid statue that has had lasted for hundreds of years get
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taken down by all this filth and replaced by something so shitty and so, so insubstantial
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And it's beautiful, obviously I didn't want the statue to get, uh, removed, but it's
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like just the irony and the, the, the way that that's like that, that that was set up
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that they couldn't even get a, a, a substantiative statue in place of it.
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And well, and what is, what are we supposed to think when, you know, you have these statues
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of, you know, what the, what the left, the anti-whites and all like to refer to as
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old white men, you know, that's like supposed to be the worst thing in the world is everything
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You know, when they talk about old white men, they're talking about, you know, the founding
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fathers and all the great figures of European history and all that, they're just old white
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There's some, it's somehow evil that, you know, in these countries founded by these old
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white men and, and protected and sustained by these old white men that we might have some
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statues celebrating those old white men, but they take those down.
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And what goes up in their place is like a big fat pregnant black one with a black baby.
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That's a big symbol of not, not just the fact that they took down the statue of the white
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man, but the fact that they put up the pregnant black woman, that's really like an in your
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Exactly, exactly, because yeah, all the white people are feeding the blacks now, like they're
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All our money's going to raise their spawn and everything.
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Yeah, but, but I mean, and, and, and there's, there's the symbolism there of, you know, the,
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uh, the old white man is gone and these pregnant women of color are going to populate your
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countries with their spawn, you know, they've got one in the hand and one in the belly and
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But I mean, and it is a very ugly thing for the white, for the old white man's statue to
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But like you said, it is a thing of beauty that they put up, they put up this statue that's
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supposed to be the symbol of conquest and it falls apart within a derriere.
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It was like, I think that's what that was, it was like a Confederate monument that came
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down in Houston and they replaced it with that.
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And if I recall correctly, when the thing crumbled and fell apart at first, the big media
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narrative within, you know, hours of it happening was that like white racists had secretly slipped
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So it's not an issue when, when they tear down that public monument.
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But if we tear down theirs, then oh, there's suddenly the issue of the, if we tear down
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the replacement that from, they just teared down.
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And I thought it was interesting how when she does that, when she replaces or she destroys
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the Jackson statue, she puts the, uh, black woman statue on there, it crumbles and he goes
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back into this mode of, instead of like becoming enraged or anything, he goes back into this
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He turns and continues walking down the street and he, he walks to the bar where he's going
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And as he's walking into the bar, I mean, there's gunshots going off.
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There's a Negro gets shot in the back of the head right behind him and hits the ground with
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Now, if that, if that is not emblematic of wide America at this time, I don't know what
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Those, those of us who are paying attention to this stuff and, uh, bringing attention to
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this stuff, when you sit there and you go through the news, even if you're not doing
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it, you know, in a real hardcore, like I'm trying to find them all way, like the, you
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know, people like myself who are posting about this stuff do because we're looking for it
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Like if you just go to the race war section of daily stormer and you look at the half a dozen
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or so stories that pop up on there every day, it's like, this stuff is blowing up all around
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I mean, they may not know how bad it is nationwide, but they know how bad it is in their area because
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that's the only place that you really get the information is in the local news.
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And you sit there and you watch and they're like, okay, uh, a, a Tyler man, you know, did
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X and you're like, yeah, I know that was a black guy.
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And then another Tyler man did this and it's all, it's like a black guy and a Mexican one
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after another, after another, just this constant violence going on and everybody has to deal
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with it going back and forth to work from home.
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They, they know they're not safe in their own communities anymore and they're, but they
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just like, they stick their hands in their pockets and they look down.
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And, and so he walks into the bar and there's his buddy Australia and Australia asks him how he's
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And then like the other white guys there, the British guy, who's the bartender is like,
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Back to the, uh, I just want to make one comment about the, the, what we were just talking about.
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But yeah, that's, um, the classic denial and dissociation is what most of white America
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We're, we are the, the alt-right is the only ones who are not living in a dissociated fantasy
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And this is one of the themes I've always had in my cartoons with Alfred, with his magical
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fantasy playhouse that he would escape to when in reality he was being beaten and, and,
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And, uh, that's exactly what, what white America is doing.
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So yeah, I just, that's what I just wanted to say about that.
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And that's, that's a very important theme that we don't need to gloss over.
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And the, our opponents try to throw it back in our face.
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Like we're the ones living in a fantasy world that we're just so hateful.
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Why would we fantasize about a world like this where niggers are killing everyone and we're
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going to die soon and our children are going to die if we don't fucking like lose our jobs
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to, uh, fucking stop this thing in its tracks?
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Why do we, why would we be fantasizing about this?
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Well, yeah, but the, the, uh, the weird narrative that they use, and it's one of the most Jewish
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ways of thinking and trying to explain something that, uh, that you'll ever hear.
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And of course it's obvious why it's because they learned this from Jews is that we're such,
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We are these, um, white people, you know, we can't, we're stupid.
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We get, we must've gotten beaten up by the blacks all our lives.
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And so we hate everything and we want something to blame our failure on.
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And so like, we're no different from these, uh, SJWs, except that we're hateful, you know,
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we're striking out against the opposite enemy and it it's, it's retarded on every, from every
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level that you can look at it as, you know, um, and it's one of the things that we have
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to, that's hardest to fight back against with logic and rhetoric because it's not based in
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logic or rhetoric, but the fact of the matter is, and, and there are no logical or, uh, well,
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there are rhetorical, but there are no logical arguments you can really throw back at that.
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You just have to counter it with things like, and you know, what I always say is, you know,
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no, like, like they, they'll say you're being just like black lives matter or whatever.
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You're trying to blame your failures on some other group.
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Like you're blaming your failures on the Jews or on the Mexicans taking your jobs or whatever
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I'm like, no, black lives matter is a bunch of people who have been failures.
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Um, you know, since basically since they rose up out of the primordial ooze and yeah,
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And they're doing all this because they want whitey to give them something.
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The alt-right, uh, pro whites by and large left alone.
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We are not asking for anybody to give us anything.
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What we are doing is we are rising up and being strong and trying to convince the rest of
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the white people that this is ours and it's time for us to take it back.
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I don't want the, I don't want the blacks or the Jews to, uh, write up some new constitution
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where I have some extra rights or to, uh, cut me a check on the first of every month.
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I want, I want white people to rise up and expel these people out of our countries and run
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All we want is all our problems would be solved if these groups just left.
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That's the fundamental difference is that black lives matter and the Jews need us to
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survive like parasites and we don't want anything to do with them.
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If, if they left, then we would be perfectly fine.
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But if we left, they would, they, Israel would have no funding and the black people would just
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So, you know, I mean, that sucks, that sucks.
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And, you know, we shouldn't have brought them over from Africa, but too late for that, you
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Well, I mean, everybody makes mistakes, but there has never been a time in history where
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whites were dependent on Jews or blacks or these, whatever these Latinos are, Indians,
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Uh, we have, it has always been the other way around.
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And if we allow ourselves to get to the point that, you know, we have let these people leech
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off of us enough that we can no longer support ourselves, then the whole ship is going down,
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But anyway, so, you know, we've gotten, we've gotten to this point where he comes in the
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bar and, you know, we're still, we're still in this kind of a denial phase, but he's admitting,
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you know, it seems like everything's falling apart and everybody agrees with him.
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Uh, when suddenly Ruski, the character Ruski who record, who represents Russia walks in and
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they get into a kind of a spat and they're about to have a fight and Australia stops it.
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You know, he says, we can't have you two guys fighting.
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And at that point, everybody's attention is drawn away by the sound of breaking glass because,
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uh, what was the name of the, the German, the character that represents Germany?
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Well, the crowd is okay, but then that makes me think of the kraut.
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Yeah, yeah, that guy, whatever that guy is, yeah.
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I haven't been following any of that shit, but anyway.
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Well, I've, I've followed it closely enough, you know, like until it quit amusing me, which
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But, um, yeah, Deutsch has broken a glass, a bottle because he's being attacked by migrants
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and refugees, the very ones who are infesting Germany.
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The symbolism gets so thick at this point that I don't think even the casual observer can
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fail to understand the sub-theme of what's going on here, that it's not just some blonde-headed,
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These are the, these are the parasites that have come in and they're doing the very things
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to this guy who represents the idea of Germany.
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And, uh, uh, Australia says, well, you think we should help him out?
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And he asks Ruski, remember when he took both of us on and Ruski says, yeah, and he damn near
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And so, yeah, you think this guy, you know, he says, shit skins will be no, he'll beat
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And, uh, which, which would seem logical and you turn and it's like, he doesn't put up
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Getting the crap kicked out of him and blood everywhere.
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And suddenly they start dragging him to his knees and he looks up and he's crying and
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And this is one of these interesting things I wanted to ask you about because like the
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day Walker on gab, he's like, I hate to be the guy to point this out, but that's not
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He looks up and he hears Hitler talking and he sees a, a world war two plane and was, I
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don't know if it's a German plane or not, but if it's not a German plane, was it, if
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it's not a German plane, then it's the allies plane.
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And then that's maybe symbolic of he's going to die or so.
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You've got Hitler talking and you've got this, it looks like, I guess, a P 51 Mustang.
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And that plane is symbolic of the Germans getting crushed in world war two, which is
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telling you a lot about why this is happening, why he's behaving the way that he is now and
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But just as they raise the sword, that's where everything changes.
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That's where America suddenly blows the head off the guy, the dune monkey who is going to
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behead Germany and they get into, they get into a big 1980s style, uh, brawl in there,
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And they all run out, they all run out to a Hummer and take off.
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And at that point, that's when the thing really gets, uh, so beautiful and so surreal.
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Um, yeah, I just, I put it to the Pokemon fight song.
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I don't know if any of you, I don't know if you are, remember that Asmendor, I don't
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know if you knew Pokemon, but in the nineties when I was a kid, that, that's, that song is
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Uh, it's the classic battle song during Pokemon.
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Like all the countries have their own little, they have their own special abilities or, or,
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you know, like, uh, the, uh, the Bobby stick and the boomerang.
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And, and of course the gun, which is like the way he's so effortlessly kills those shit
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I think is what the gun is, is just like, yeah, duh.
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If American, if America, if Trump gave the word for America to go in and liberate Europe
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right now with guns, it would be the easiest fucking fight ever against these shit skins
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If it was just us with guns against these shit skins.
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It would be a very, very simple and fun battle, but, uh, yeah, I just, and I thought it was
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just cute to, to put that a little, to make the fight funny with this Pokemon theme song.
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Well, I, I, I, the music seemed familiar to me, but I didn't recognize it or think much
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And I guess that's because at the time Pokemon was out, I was a young adult.
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And I didn't watch Pokemon, but I had like a little nephew that I took like to the Pokemon
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movie, which was like a couple of the hardest two hours of my life.
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I mean, it made the, it made absolutely no sense to me.
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But, uh, um, so, you know, I probably heard that music in the background.
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But, um, but yeah, before we move out of that bar scene, let me ask you, like when
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he walks into the bar, like I said at the beginning, it reminded me a lot of like an
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There was a real eighties aesthetic in that bar.
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Like he walks in and the lady in red is playing.
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And I have a very interesting point that someone brought up on the daily stormer about this
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So the guy that sung and wrote lady in red is Chris DeBerg.
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He's a British Irish singer songwriter and his, uh, grandfather, I believe, let me just,
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His grandfather, his big, his first big hit was don't pay the ferryman.
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So, um, Chris DeBerg, uh, grandfather, uh, his maternal, his maternal grandfather.
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The maternal grandfather was Eric DeBerg, Sir Eric DeBerg, who was a British army officer.
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He served in the second Boer war with the local rank of Lieutenant in the army while serving
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So I think that is really, really a funny little coincidence there.
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Cause I had no idea about this till someone pointed it out.
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And then obviously at the end of the thing, we get into South Africa and it's, it's like
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this lady in red is, you know, brings up these, he, this guy is related to this white
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Well, now the Boer war, correct me if I'm wrong.
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The Boer war was the British versus the Dutch Boers.
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Cause it's the, the bartender's British and it's supposed to be a British bar.
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I guess those, that's an, that's a white on white war then.
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Well, you know, that's the thing about South Africa is that South Africa is another one
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of these things that they have altered the history about because you know how they claim
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that it belongs to all these blacks who are there.
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Well, all those blacks who are there weren't there.
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It was a wasteland with a few scrubby black tribes here and there, but all these Zulus and
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everything, they came and moved in there because the whites built a prosperous country there,
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I mean, it's like a hundred years ago, the same thing as what's going on now in Europe
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But, but yeah, it was a whole, I mean, there, I guess, and this is something that, you know,
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being a person who was actually coming of age in the eighties rather than being born during
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or shortly after the eighties, it's a thing that I always like talking to younger people
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about is this, um, eighties aesthetic to alt-right stuff.
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Um, because the eighties to people who like myself, who were growing up during it and, and
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becoming grown during the eighties, the eighties seemed like a time of decay as well.
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But I, I think like people your age and younger look back on the eighties and they see, and
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it probably has a lot to do with the movies and stuff from then too.
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I mean, it was still a white country for the most part, but, um, and people were still optimistic
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But, um, I think it's more like you guys are looking back on that and saying, okay, now there's
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this eighties aesthetic, um, and, and like, this reminds us of something from that we never
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Um, well, yeah, I don't know why the eighties is just naturally fashy.
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I mean, I, sometimes I get, I go to YouTube and I look at all these videos of, of high
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So I posted one on Gab once and they post, there was one in fucking California, fucking
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And like all the dudes were chads and all the girls were thin and good looking and everyone
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looked so happy and innocent and everyone was just playing around.
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And, you know, they at once seemed more innocent and yet more mature than your current high
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I mean, they've just molded the kids these days to be total fucking messes in every way.
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Uh, there was pride, pride in the student's eyes.
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There wasn't this like shame that was that, that you see in all, in all the kids of these
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And like, you know, uh, the camera being there actually made like the girls blush and like
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Like, no, like modern women, uh, just do anything they can to be in front of the camera.
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And I can see a lot of the things that you're saying is being true.
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Um, to an extent, like in the eight, when I was going to high school in the eighties,
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we had not yet been taught to hate ourselves simply because we were white, but we had already
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been taught to virtue signal that we had, you know, non-white friends and to denounce
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I mean, it didn't affect me and there were, there were like subcultures that weren't into
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And interestingly enough, I know the video you're talking about because I saw when you
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posted it on Gab weeks ago and I went and watched it.
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And I think if you remember, or if you noticed, I commented, well, you know, here's the interesting
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thing in the eighties, we thought these people were fags and really, you know, there were a
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lot of different, uh, cultures and subcultures during the eighties and the particular one
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that you see, you know, that were dressed in that particular way and listening to that
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particular type of music and going to this certain type of clubs and everything, uh, was
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to a large extent considered faggy by a lot of the other sub, like, you know, I was a weird
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cross between, because of where I'm from, I was a redneck, but I was a real metal head and
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And I don't mean the shit like rat and duck.
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And I mean, like I was a motorhead, black Sabbath type metal head.
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And, and we would, you know, the school that I went to, you know, it was in Texas in a
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small town and like, it was a big school, but it was in a small town.
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Um, and it was like, you had this, uh, they called those people like in that California
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You know, I'm like, you know, I'm into metal, you know, I went through my grunge phase.
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And I mean, it's not a, looking back on it, I don't, you know, I don't consider them
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fags like I did back then, but, um, I'm just saying it's weird how that one thing has come
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And I can see why people like it because a lot of the stuff that was going on then is
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what's going on now in the alt-right as far as, you know, just the surface stuff, like
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the fashy haircut is nothing new to me because other than the part about cropping it so close
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to the side of your head, that's what I saw all these people wearing.
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But a lot, but like, okay, so you move out, they move out of the bar, they jump in the
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And that's when, and I made the comment to you about it, that's when the thing really
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becomes just this thing of intense artistic beauty to me.
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When, and it starts as they're, they're driving across the desert and you see America in profile
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and his hair's waving in the breeze and the sun starts to go down and the way you played
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the light across that and everything, anybody who's watching that, who has just an ounce
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of a soul to them can't help but be moved by that.
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And with the music that's playing behind it, it's fits, it's, yes, it's fits, it fits
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It's, it's beautiful and almost heartbreaking at the same time, the, the combination of
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And they go directly from that into, I mean, it's like they were just in this horrible,
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dirty, filthy world and they saved Deutsch and jump into this Hummer and this Hummer transports
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them into like a spiritual plane and they move from this sundown scene.
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As the sun goes down, that's when you see, I guess I've been calling it like the Fash
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It starts off with the, with the cubic stuff that almost looks like it's from Tron.
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But, and so they, they go from that and you see this Fash Wave City that is like this electronic
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Art Deco City, like from Metropolis or something.
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And you hear William Pierce saying, you know, that the most important thing is to, what is
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Uh, the most important thing is what we do with our minds is how we use our minds.
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The most important thing is our purpose, something along those lines, forgive me if I missed up
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Yeah, and to live your life in a way to be, to serve that purpose effectively.
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And it, it seemed to me, and tell me if you did this consciously or not, but when it moved
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from what was more like a real world thing with, you know, the sun going down and everything
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and into this electronic Fash Wave universe thing, and you start hearing Pierce's voice
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It seemed to me like that this was extremely heavy, heavy symbolism of the battle that we
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Well, because sudden, I mean, you're in an electronic world, and you're, and like you're hearing Pierce's
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Yes, well, I was thinking, I noticed when I did it and I, and I saw my animation to the
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song when I rendered out the animation and put it to it, it really moved me because when
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they say the most important thing you can, you can do is to, to know what, just to do
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important work with your minds and to have a purpose.
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And that's how it, I felt what was my, what my animation was, like the process of me animating
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this was my purpose and me using my mind positively to aspire for a greater goal.
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And it, it, it, it really moved me seeing it all, all click together like that because
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the, the animation is, you know, my destiny, my, my great gift.
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And, uh, that's what I'm going to use to, uh, help wake people up and, and save our, our
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race and everything so that we can further our intellectual progression and use our minds
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for positive things instead of having to deal with getting killed in our own homelands,
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Well, let me ask you this, since I took something so different from that, I mean, I could tell
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you were a little surprised that I, you know, I might have that spin on what that meant.
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How much, you know, when you are, are done with the final product and, and you watch it
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and you have time to contemplate, you know, what this thing was or what this thing is and,
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and how it's turned out compared to how you envisioned it and everything, how much of what
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you do do you think as an artist, do you think is consciously done?
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And, and how much of it are you drawing from something, from somewhere else?
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How much of it's being channeled from something eternal?
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I'm, I've noticed like always in my work, I've all, I've always done my work out of order.
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Uh, this cartoon was no exception and I've always like kind of strung it together at the
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And then I have these, this epiphany where everything makes sense and things that I, that I've done,
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uh, not, not consciously suddenly were brought conscious to me and, and, and, and everything
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Um, I didn't, you know, the, it's so weird how, how, how it come, how it came together.
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Uh, you, you think it sucks for like, um, 80% of when you're making it and you're like,
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And then like the last 20% of making it, the last act of bringing it all together and then
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finally watching it all, you're like, wow, you know, this is, this is really good.
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I really did something here all those hours of slaving away and, and, and, you know, hopelessness
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sometimes cause it, you know, it goes on and on and on and on and pain and everything did
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mean something and created this, this, uh, this beautiful, uh, experience.
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Uh, I don't, yeah, I, I think that this cartoon was, was pretty on the surface for me as far
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I think I, I knew exactly what I was doing and I don't think it was too, too complex in
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Uh, but, uh, I'm certainly in my other work there and that's my favorite part of the process
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is seeing everything suddenly like make sense to me and click as if I was being guided throughout
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And when I get my visions, you know, I get them hardcore, like in my brain and I get, and
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that's like the happiest that I ever am is when I get these, these visions, I like, you
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And, and then being able to manifest that is the, the, I think the greatest experience in
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And I think that's what, that's why that Pierce quote really resonates with me because you
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can, you know, I spend a lot of time like worrying and I'm, and I'm scared a lot.
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I mean, of course, like look at the situation we're in, uh, but you know, you got to channel
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your mind towards, you know, positive and greater things instead of ruminating on the
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But I guess, you know, the, the reason that I asked that, um, a good example of the reason
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that I asked that is like the other day I was, you know, how sometimes you'll click
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on one article and, and you'll click links and links and you'll end up on something.
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That's just completely unrelated to what you had started with.
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And I can't remember if it was a video I was watching or if it was a, uh, uh, article
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I was reading and I can't remember who the songwriter was, but it was an interview with some songwriter
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and he was, the interviewer was asking him about the songwriting process and did it come
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Was it deliberate or was it pure inspiration and all that?
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And he said, well, the thing is the ones, the, the really good ones that stand out is
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It was like something suddenly happened and I had written this thing in a few minutes.
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And, you know, it, it, it, and it was like this, it was, it was like I wasn't even writing
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And I knew what he meant because, you know, the, the stuff that I do for the most part,
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now of course, talking on the radio, of course, if I'm doing it properly, I've done a lot of
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prep, whether that prep is just knowing the topic or knowing the person I'm interviewing
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Um, but you know, just talking extemporaneously on the radio, there can be moments of inspiration
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But like blogging, you know, writing articles and all, you know, it's a lot of real deliberate,
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But over the years that I've been doing it in the various places that I've done it,
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there are four or five, I guess, particular ones that really stick out to me that when
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I go back and read them, and sometimes it'll be by accident when I'm looking for something
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else that I've written to reference and something I'm going to write new and I go read it and
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And like I said, there's just four or five of them.
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And I remember when I'm reading them, that those weren't like 99% of the ones that I
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And it was like, I sat down and just started typing and it was like somebody else wrote it
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I mean, and I don't know, you know, a lot of people have different theories about where
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And I guess subconscious is the best way to explain it.
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But it's a thing that, you know, as an artist or creator, whatever you want to call it, we
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really spend our whole lives working, if we're doing it right, working hard and trying to
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improve ourselves in our skills at the, at whatever our various crafts are.
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And if we're lucky, we have these moments, these epiphanies or moments of inspiration,
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whatever it is, where suddenly we do something.
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And at the end of it, we're like, oh my God, look at that.
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Do you feel that way very often when you're, when you've spent all this time on them and
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you're done and you look at it later and you're like, it's almost like you're watching something
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And, um, when I'm like animating a scene, it'll like drag on sometimes for like hours and hours
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of like feeling like you're carrying around a boulder, like this sucks.
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And then suddenly something happens and it comes together and you're like, oh, this is amazing.
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Cause you know, when you're, when you're exploring with, with the animation program, sometimes
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you just like make little mistakes and I think the little mistakes are, are the best part
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cause then you, that stuff that you didn't think of and then you, uh, take it and, and
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These little mistakes I think are, maybe it's your subconscious working with you that way.
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It's, I think it's not, it's best not to be in complete conscious control of what you're
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doing, which is difficult to, uh, ride that line because obviously you have to be very
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conscious when you're doing this technical work and working with so many layers and having
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to keep track of everything and also riding and also, uh, using that subconscious, uh, inspiration.
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But yeah, that's the, that is the best thing when you, when you think, uh, and also like
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jokes, like the best jokes just come into you in a flash and it's as if you had read
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So sometimes I like Google my jokes just to see if I didn't accidentally pick it up somewhere.
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And then when it doesn't come up, I'm like, yeah, hell yeah.
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Well, yeah, it's almost like some kind of a Zen thing that you hear some Kung Fu master
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It's like, you know, you, you, like I said, you spend hours every day, every day of your
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life doing whatever you can to get better at what it is you're doing and to keep doing
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And then at some point there's like a switch that flips in your brain and it's like suddenly
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you become a conduit and, and whatever this creative force is, is just working through
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I can't help but think, I can't help but think that, uh, that happened to a great degree,
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Uh, yeah, they call it merging with the Godhead.
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Uh, yeah, it was a little more difficult with this one because, uh, there was a script.
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So, you know, I had to follow a script and everything like that.
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So there were putting to be like too much, too much crazy, uh, visions or anything like
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I think when it came together in the end though, I did realize that it was a very significant
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And then I think it is one of the best I've done when, when, uh, for a while I was thinking
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maybe this is just going to be like mediocre or something.
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And that, that's always, that's always what happened.
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And yeah, I, I think, I mean, this is the kind of thing that, you know, 20, 30 years
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from now, people are going to be pointing to that and saying, look, you know, this is,
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look at this, this is a really high point in the art of this movement here.
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And of course, I mean, and that's not saying that you won't do more stuff.
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That's even better, but I mean, you've, yeah, but I mean, you have really, uh, set a high
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point here for anybody else to, uh, try to beat this, this thing is really great.
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But, but anyway, yeah, like I said, as a viewer, I'm watching it and I'm thinking that here they
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are and like, they're passing through this, uh, internet landscape is what it seemed like
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And, and also it, of course, there's a spiritual aspect to it as they're passing through this
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And suddenly they come to a fork in the road where they can either go back to Germany or
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they can go to, uh, South Africa and they go to South Africa and they all shout Deus volt.
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And, uh, which obviously they're saying they're going to go into South Africa and liberate it.
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But that seemed, that seemed to me like if the viewers looking at it the way I was where,
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and of course, I mean, it didn't occur to me the first time I'm watching it.
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It didn't occur to me the fifth time I watched it, but you know, as I was watching it and just
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noticing all the different things, cause you really have to watch this thing a lot of times
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to catch a lot of little nuances and details and things.
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There's so much packed into this eight minutes, but, um, the moment that they pull up and you
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see the sign South Africa and everything, it's like they're stepping off the internet and into
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the real world and they're about to go do something.
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And I, well, I guess I wouldn't say the, the fast city was Germany cause Germany's like
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in a similar situation in South Africa, but definitely, yeah, some futuristic internet,
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And, and it's, um, but to get there, we need to, we need to fight a few more battles if we're
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So yeah, that's why they're, I'm glad that was communicated so well.
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Cause that was one part that was in the script was they look left at the side of the road.
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They see South Africa, they decide to go to South Africa and it's supposed to be like
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Like, well, what's going to happen with these guys leading to a next segment, which many
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people were like, Oh, it's, see, it feels like a series and there, I want a new segment
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Oh, well liberating South Africa would be, that would be the perfect next segment.
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I mean, there are so many ways you could go with that.
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Um, well, let me tell you, um, I have some good news.
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There is going to be another segment that the, uh, anonymous script writer is, has made
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another script that's already done and he wants me to do it.
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Um, when you first asked me to do this, I was very excited to do it because I've always
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felt that my proper place in the world was as a cartoon character.
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And, uh, uh, even before I actually was a real cartoon character, I mean, I kind of play one
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or used to, I mean, before my actual real face was out there the way that it is now, I
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used to LARP heavily is actually a Bigfoot and, um, you know, but, but seriously, I mean,
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I, as a person who was such a fan of, uh, animation my whole life and, um, I was real
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I wasn't nervous about going to Charlottesville.
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I wasn't nervous about, I wasn't nervous about going to, uh, confront Antifa at their book
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But what made me nervous was the idea of I've got to get these lines right.
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And I even emailed you a couple of times saying, Hey, if I didn't have those things right, like
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you want some more takes, I'll do some more takes and all that.
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And when you never emailed me, when you never emailed me back, want more takes, I thought,
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I kept thinking I should do them and like shout more.
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You know, his like nonchalant demeanor and, and everything like that.
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I mean, you have a voice made for being a cartoon character.
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But yeah, I mean, well, yeah, you had that, you had it right.
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And that's, that's why you were the director of this thing and not me.
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Because like I said, when I watched it, I was just, I was like, Oh yeah, I nailed it.
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So, so, so, so there's an, so there's another, uh, sequel in the works.
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Well, the reason why this took, I remember I, I contacted you around maybe like May, right?
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Well, that was when I was still, that was when I still didn't have a place.
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And I was in South Korea at the time, actually, when I commissioned you, when, when I came up, when I got the commission.
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So I, uh, I was kind of nervous because I was like, damn man, if, well, if in order to go to the animation work zone, in order to go into the zone, you have to have a stable setup and you need to be able to sit at your computer for like 12 hours a day.
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And if there's any sort of like disturbance or anything, like even just a minor event can totally fuck up your whole animation day because it requires like many, many, many hours just to, just to even get in the groove and get your mind right.
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And then suddenly everything comes together, snaps at like maybe 1 a.m. and you're finally like super, everything's going great.
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But, um, yeah, that, that took so long because I didn't get a setup for a while, but I, I got the setup in, in August and I, and I, um, really went, uh, full into animation around just, you know, September.
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So, uh, this next one I can do in probably like maybe four or five months I'm thinking.
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Uh, so, because I, because I have everything there.
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So definitely not 2019, definitely, uh, sooner, sooner than you're going to think.
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Well, I'll do my best not to start pestering you all the time, wondering when it's going to come out.
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Oh, well, don't do that because then it, because then it will feel like forever.
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Like I said, you know, there's just so many hours that go and do these things and so, so much, uh, hopelessness and, and strife, but it's all worth it at the end.
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Yeah, well, I guess let's shift gears a little bit because one of the reasons that I wanted to go through the thing and talk about it in such detail.
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Like I did is like I said, there are young people out there who are coming up who, whether it's art or whatever it is that they want to do,
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they, uh, they don't really have role models out there in the mainstream.
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I mean, the stuff they're being taught in schools and by the media are not going to teach them to go out there and seek their muse and try to make their dreams come true about whatever it is that they really are inspired to do.
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And based on, you know, interviews that you've done with me in the past, I would say that you are a person who, uh, though in a lot of ways, in various parts of your life, you were dealt a pretty shitty hand.
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You were never a person who was afraid to go out and like try to grab hold of the things that you were dreaming about.
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You always were working towards that and, um, unafraid to do so.
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And what could you tell the young'uns coming up to help them along their way?
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Oh, well, that means a lot to hear you say that, uh, that you can notice that within me.
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Well, I think that for me, man, I mean, this animating and, and, and going out and getting my goals, you know, I just have this like burning, burning passion.
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And I always have, and I, I mean, when I was like five years old, I would like throw tantrums because I wanted to animate.
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And like, I even tried to animate when I was five, I like cut out little squares because I thought they had to be little for cells.
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Like if the camera was going to take a picture of them, they had to be small.
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So I cut out these tiny little squares and animated like a whale with cartoons.
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And, um, you know, obviously that didn't go anywhere, but, uh, like 11, 12, uh, I taught myself how to animate.
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And that was, I was during like a really like rough time for me.
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Like, uh, you know, I don't like to go into it, but you know, real bad, like family issues and stuff.
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So the, the animation, I just kind of like lost myself in it.
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And I would just, uh, pause through these movies like for hours and hours and hours, uh, pausing through an entire animated movie.
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I would just like kneel on the ground and press the BCR.
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And, um, then I would make these thousands and thousands of paper frames that are, so I still have them in a box.
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I mean, I was always making, like, I have so much work from my childhood, like books and books and books and books and books.
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I would write so many books and I would, and illustrate them.
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And then I'd play the games and I would, I would play war games.
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Like at recess, I would like round up the lower caste girls.
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And, and, uh, there was this one game called doggy world where the dogs, um, were living in this dog utopia.
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And then one day they found out the humans were evil and they were suppressing the dogs.
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And they were, um, uh, gonna, like, you know, chain up the dogs and everything.
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So the dogs assembled a, uh, an army and took the humans down.
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I played it at recess for, like, many, many recesses when I was eight.
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And then we played the final battle in the woods in my friend's house.
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And that was one of the few times I was ever allowed to play in the woods.
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But it was, you know, that's just like such a magical memory of playing this, playing this game that I cannot explain.
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And, and, uh, in real life, you know, the, these, this, these childhood games, but anyway, I think that game like kind of was a preparation for what I'm doing now.
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Like, uh, then it's kind of like the same situation.
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We woke up and our seeming utopia, you know, of like cheeseburgers everywhere and free food and blah, blah, blah.
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But, you know, we're, we have to expel the Jews.
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So I wrote a whole, it's literally what happens.
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And it's so sad because so much of it has been lost throughout the years too.
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Like I'll think back and, and suddenly this, this, this other book that I wrote is in my mind.
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I'm like, well, where the fuck did that go?
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And I think that's the most heartbreaking thing is seeing is like your work, uh, being taken from you.
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So, but I still have plenty that I can publish.
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It was just a burning passion that was always, always there.
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And, um, I just, I just had to do it just, just for the pure love of it.
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And if I didn't have this to thing to do to love, uh, I would have, I would have, you know, been destroyed.
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I would have been self, I would have self-destructed by now.
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I think that's what, what happens to most kids if they don't have an outlet like that.
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Um, well, I think that's definitely what happened to me.
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Um, you know, it's, it's not, it's well known that, uh, I spent decades, you know, destroying myself with booze and drugs and things like that.
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And I think it's because, you know, um, I, as a kid, I was very similar to you in a lot of ways.
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I was drawn to artistic and creative things, but I was, um, I finally let them convince me that there wasn't any way,
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that it wasn't a good idea for me to try and pursue that as an adult to make a living at that.
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And so I just went into normie jobs, you know, union factory jobs, you know, and then not that they were bad jobs or whatever.
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And I wish we had plenty more of those again now for people to go do, but it wasn't something I was suited to.
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And, um, you know, there was a, there was a part of me that of the biggest part of me that needed to be doing creative things that, um, I had to suppress and I didn't realize it at the time, but I was suppressing it with alcohol and drugs.
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And, um, that's why it's interesting to me to ask you about this, because I know like you're like anybody else, you got to make a living and you got to have a roof over your head and everything.
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And, um, but you, you never, I mean, like you always seem to have believed that you were going to make it as an artist and, and to make it as an artist in a field that even among other creative fields
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is not one that is well known for like, you know, there's lots of positions open.
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I mean, animation is a very small part of TV or movies or anything like that, but that's what you pursued.
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I never thought of it like a job, you know, I never cared about money.
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I know people say this a lot, but I literally never did.
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And I, I, you know, I, I did it solely because I loved it.
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I never even thought about a career, but yes, I knew I would be a great artist.
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I didn't think about it in like, I'm going to make money or I'm going to be a career artist.
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You know, I wanted my works to go down in history.
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So, um, uh, definitely though, um, you know, I thought my whole life I was, you know, I thought I would, I had the pistachio gig and that allowed me many hours to do animation.
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So basically my plan was just to work this poverty job, which was enough to, you know, pay for my internet and, and my, my electricity so I can animate.
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So I was just going to do that for years and years and years.
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And obviously I had no conception of my biology or anything like that.
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I would just do the pistachio girl and animate.
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But that's the great thing about the alt-right is because not only did it force me into doing art full time and it did, and now I'm doing it and I'm animating full time, but I am doing it for a historical cause.
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So this is truly what is going to get my work going down in history.
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Well, yeah, I guess, you know, that's the most important thing, I guess, that, that I would say to people, to young people is if you, if you have something that's driving you really hard that you really want to do, you should do it.
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And even, and, and like what you did is a really good way to go.
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Not, don't do a classic nine to five, you know, do something where you can do commission or work from home or something that's not going to, because a nine to five, I never would have survived.
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I think that's one of the reasons why I'm still so youthful these days at like, I'm almost 28 now is because I've never had to be a career woman.
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Well, it is for women, you know, it's like dog years.
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But it, you know, when you get, as just speaking as a 51 year old male, it's all a matter of perspective.
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You know, I think that's the one thing I envy about men the most is that they have their biological peak, you know, they can just keep going and going.
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Like, it would be very nice if I could, you know, work on my animation and just because I love it.
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You know, I, you know, most women that work, they don't love their jobs.
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They're just doing it for some sort of status symbol or something like that.
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But, I mean, I, I want to, you know, keep intellectually growing.
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And obviously, you know, I can still do that with a family.
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But it just sucks that my biological peak has been over for years.
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I wish I was a man I could peak at like 30, 39 or 40.
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That, that's what I wish, but such is life, such is the hand.
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And, and I know we're in the alt-right and this biological peak thing is very important.
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And I'm not going to say that it's not, but I have to say it's, it's certainly not everything, especially for someone who works in a creative field and does it well.
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The biological peak is not the be-all and end-all of everything.
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I mean, sure it is when it comes to having families and stuff like that.
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But as far as, you know, your life's work and all, I don't think it has much to do with that.
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The life's work is the, like, my mind's going to keep growing.
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That's the, that's the, that's the beautiful thing.
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And that's totally where I got my entire self-worth.
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I've never valued myself on my looks or anything like that.
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So, so only recently did I, that, that's why I didn't give a shit about my appearance.
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That's why I wasn't taking care of myself for so many years.
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But only recently with this discovery that I'm like, oh, I'm a mortal being.
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I have gotten, you know, I do take pride in my appearance now.
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But I do want to, you know, continue my intellectual work.
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And I will, I mean, animation, you can stay at home.
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And, you know, if that's probably a really good thing to do when you're pregnant and just
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to sit on the computer and animate, you just have to put a thing over you that protects
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I really, I really do want a family and I, um, I'm very excited for that.
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Um, I, uh, yeah, but that's not going to stop my animation or anything like that.
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I hope you, I hope you animate for many decades to come.
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And you, you, uh, you kind of, uh, brushed across something there that I think, um, it's
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probably something everybody was, you, you were saying you always wanted to be immortal.
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I think that's really, that's a drive that whether most people can admit it to themselves
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or not, I think everybody wants to be immortal in one way or another.
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And I never realized how much I wanted that until in whatever little way I have become
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that way, I realized one day that I had that, you know, I, between my radio shows and the
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things that I've written and the various different types of activism that I've done that got me
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in the news and other things, um, that I had become immortal in a sense that, you know,
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at least when it comes to the history of this movement and stuff, I'm always going to at
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And, and it's, it's kind of a comforting feeling to know, well, yeah, you've, regardless
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of what most of your critics may think of it, uh, you have done something that you're going
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I think that's, I think that's where a lot of the angst comes from is that people don't
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have the feeling that it's possible to do anything that'll make you immortal.
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And when I say immortal, it doesn't even necessarily have to be something where people remember your
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name, but just that you were involved in something that produced a positive effect that lasts
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And if, I mean, if I would have considered continued with my, uh, previous work, I mean,
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the vast majority of the animation community does not do anything significant.
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And that has always been my, uh, fucking, uh, issue with these, this community.
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They always do like video game parodies or like gay shit.
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And it's only focused on like technical stuff.
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There's no real things that make you think, uh, same with these stupid adult swim cartoons,
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just a bunch of like absurdist nonsense for the sake of being absurd nonsense that, uh,
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Like, uh, you know, you want, I make cartoons that make you think I always have, even though
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it, and you know, my cartoons have always been political and have always, uh, featured like
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historical stuff, like, you know, ever since the rise of Alfred.
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So it's not like I, I wasn't like, it's not like I couldn't have done anything significant
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if I didn't find the alt-right, but it certainly did, uh, put me in the right direction.
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And I don't, I don't have too much time, you know, uh, it put me in the right direction
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for, uh, and, and what better time to do historical work for?
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I mean, we're at the biggest historical point in human history and we're on the brink of
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And like 2007, when I was like conceiving of greatness, uh, none of this was on the
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I thought it was just going to be boring world, like boring suburbia forever.
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You know, I thought we were at the end of history.
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Well, that, that's what they wanted us to think.
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And that's what they're still trying to get everyone to think.
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And that, that's actually been like a cultural catchphrase is that this is the end of history.
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It's just another sigh off to get people to accept their demise and to accept defeat
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and to say there's nothing more significance.
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I mean, we, you know, obviously, yeah, we'll blame the Jews, man.
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We've been broken in every way, shape and form.
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We've been told we have no future, not just that we don't have a future, but that we should
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And, and I used to, I used to think the apocalypse was cool.
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I think I made a gab post about this that I used to think I was like, yeah, we were in
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But I mean, that's the group that they're targeting now.
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And if you don't get past a certain age, then they don't have to deal with you anymore.
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It's a, well, yeah, it's, it's one of the sickest things that you can do.
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And it's a thing that has been directed upon us by outside forces is to actually celebrate
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And, you know, I experienced this in my own life in the nineties when I, the early nineties,
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when I began my real descent into self-destructive behavior, the whole culture was celebrating
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Like in music, the most popular things going were Nirvana and Alice in Chains where literally
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And, you know, and, and the whole culture that was going on around me, as far as the
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And even though I didn't consciously buy into a lot of those things, I was living those things.
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And that's when they started teaching us to actually celebrate things like drug use and
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sexual degeneracy and stuff like that, which was, you know, I was there for the turning point
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I remember like I had, I had been like a drinker and a pot smoker since I was, you know, in
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But when I was doing it, I always felt like I was doing something wrong.
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I was just doing it because I liked it, but I knew it was wrong.
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And when I was like 19, I first ran across high times magazine and I read an article, uh, by
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this Jew, Jack Herrera, where he laid out the case of why it's not wrong to smoke pot and
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And he was able to lay out this argument where he convinced my young mind.
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I mean, all these centuries of people talking about don't do stuff like this.
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And, and, um, and I mean, and like I say, you look at the culture and all these groups
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that came out and it really didn't start just, you can see the roots of it in a lot of the
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1970s stuff, like the, all the Pink Floyd albums that came out after Dark Side of the
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Moon and everything, all, all this D minor music and everything is purposely made to get
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you into a depressed state where, you know, you enhance the depressed state by listening to that
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music and you, you direct all this rage that you should have at the world and be out there
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attacking the things that are wrong in the world.
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You, you turn that inward on yourself and you begin to celebrate your own demise.
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And it's the next logical step is to celebrate the demise of your culture and your race.
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I mean, how much brainwashing do you have to get to make kids think it's cool to die
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in a puddle of your own vomit, uh, at 27, which is like the cool thing to do.
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A lot of people died at 27 and I'm, I'm 27 right now.
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And I like, I think this year I may have came the closest to being totally fucked, but I got
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I was going to say, it's amazing how Nazism saves people.
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And like, you know, I say the cartoons did save me.
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But I mean, I was still engaging in self-destructive behaviors.
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I was still eating shit food and I was smoking so much pot.
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I had to smoke, uh, as soon as I got up because I had severe intestinal pain, uh, because I
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I was eating like Velveeta macaroni and cheese and like bodega burgers and like 40 ounce bottles
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This is the worst stuff you can put in your body.
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And I, I mean, I did it because I was poor.
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Uh, I didn't, I was naive and I just didn't give a shit and I didn't give a shit what I
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And it's amazing that I could have produced so much, even being such a pothead and have,
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Um, but that, yeah, I mean, that shit, I had no, I didn't know that that shit would make
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you like look disgusting or age you, but my face is like physically changed since I gave
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Well, you know, interestingly enough, it seems like, and I know this is true in my own case
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Um, and from, from what I understand, like booze and pot was the extent of your drug use,
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What I was going to say is, uh, people who like do all kinds of hard drugs and get strung
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out on them forever and engage in all kinds of shitty behaviors.
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The two things that are the hardest for them to give up at the end are the shit food and
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And the pot is insidious because we've been trained to think that it's like the okay one.
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But what I was going to say is now that you've been off of it for a while, um, do you, like
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I did more every day and the longer you stay away from it, do you realize like the negative
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effects that it was having on you that you didn't even realize, like the ways that it would
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depress you and the ways that it would make you susceptible to, you know, bad ideologies
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I mean, you know, to thoughts that you wouldn't have if you weren't smoking it and, and stuff
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Cause you know, I would think I would need it for like every activity, like, Oh, I'm going
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I'm animating better get high and I'm going to watch, going to watch a movie, going to
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It was around the clock and it was fucking up my brain to the, I didn't realize it, but
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Even in like the first like couple of weeks when I quit, I would watch a movie and I'd be
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And the guy, the person that's watching it with me, he's like, dude, that's like the main
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It's funny because I mean, I would animate on it and, and then you'd get confused, you
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know, there would, it would, it would be bad for, I mean, it would be okay for like stuff
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that didn't require a lot of concentration or brain work.
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Then it just kind of made things kind of go smooth and like, uh, you know, like coloring
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But in terms of like the, the real concentrate stuff, you'd get stoned and you'd be like,
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Well, not only that, but you know, and, and like you say, you've been off of it for what,
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And you'll find as you, as it gets longer than that, you'll find more and more.
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I mean, and it sounds condescending for me to say this.
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And I know that because when I was like one year off the pot, it sounded condescending
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when other people would say this to me, but you'll find as you look back on it, that
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you got very quickly in your career of smoking pot to do creative things.
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It was just a crutch and it was actually inhibiting you even not just the technical stuff, but
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And that what you thought you were getting out of that pot that helped you in your creativity
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was actually hindering you and you didn't need it.
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Now I still discover that, you know, on a regular basis, I'll, I'll, something will jog
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in my memory about how, you know, you know, this many years ago, you know, before I sat
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down to this computer and started tapping on these keys, I had to smoke a little weed.
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And I look back on a lot of that stuff that I did then.
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I was like, wow, if I hadn't been smoking that weed, this would have been so much better.
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I was, I was just using this as a crutch because I didn't think, I didn't think that
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Yeah, man, but you know, uh, it's, they trick you in the movies, you know, you watch any
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sort of movie, like a Scorsese film, everyone's smoking, everyone's drinking.
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So you think, oh man, every time I get rich, it'd be just a little better with just a little
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But the, the intoxication, you know, I don't, I don't like the feeling of being drunk anymore.
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The most thing I want is just a clear, clean brain.
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And it was so refreshing to just go about your day, wake up, know that you don't need to put
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anything in your body because I would think I needed it, needed pot to animate and it's
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good to get up and like, no, no, I, that's not, that battle isn't even there.
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Um, I mean, to be fair, it's still, I mean, it doesn't make you fat.
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There's one thing it doesn't, um, like it doesn't do anything physical, but there, but
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your mind, you know, there's no substitute for a clean, clear mind.
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But now as far as it not making you fat, I mean, the actual smoking of it won't make
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you fat, but there's a lot of people who cannot resist binge eating after they've smoked.
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Well, there were plenty of times like I was one of these guys who would like, uh, smoke a
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bunch of pot and immediately just raid the refrigerator and eat like the stereotypical
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And then of course that would make me not high anymore.
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And so I'd smoke some more and then I'd raid the refrigerator again.
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But, but yeah, I mean, you want, the thing is, and you know, everybody knows I'm, I'm completely
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The, the strongest drugs that I'll even allow near my body are nicotine and, uh, caffeine
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But I'm, I'm not saying that everybody has to be that way.
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I'm not telling people that you can't go have a drink or whatever like that.
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I'm not being some hardcore guy like that saying, this is how you have to be.
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And that's the thing that people are looking for when they're binge drinking and they're
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smoking all this weed and everything is you're, you're taking yourself out of your zone of being
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And the thing is, if you're not in control of yourself, something else is in control of
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you and you have to look to the sources of who it is who wants you to lose control of
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I mean, Henry Ford was talking about this in the twenties and you know, he's like, who's
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Um, yeah, literally Jack Herrera is a fucking kike.
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And, and, and he, and he's like a seminal figure in this legalize it movement.
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And I see all this, uh, uh, legalization of pots sweeping across the United States and
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I'm kind of of a conflicted mind about it because, you know, like most people I'm sitting
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here and I'm thinking, well, you know, we got better, better people to be using the prison
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resources with and such than potheads, of course.
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But if you legalize it, more kids are going to think it's okay to smoke it.
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I was fucking smoking when I was 15 and I only wonder how much brain cells, how many more
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Well, and the other thing is, you know, you're smoking when you're 15 and it makes you wonder
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like how much more productive would you have been as a teenager if you had been taking up
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that time being productive and creative and all that, instead of hanging out with a bunch
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of other potheads, smoking pot and giggling at some crap on TV.
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Well, I always had two or three pot, well, two or three other potheads to hang out with
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But if I didn't, I wouldn't have had any way to get the pot.
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Now that I think about it, I don't know how the fuck I got my pot.
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I think I would just get like a nick on like the off occasion.
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Maybe like my brother would like get something from someone and then I would just hoard that
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Well, see, that's the thing is like I was, I'm the oldest child and I didn't know anybody
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like I didn't have a brother or sister or anything to get pot from.
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So I had to like go find it and I didn't live in the city where I could like go to nigger
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town and flag down a random nigger and say, Hey man, you need some pot?
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So I had to like make friends with, yeah, well, yeah, but I had to like make friends with
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So, uh, and of course, you know, all the other drugs and such too.
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And that eventually led me to the point where I was driving to nigger town and buying it
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But, uh, but yeah, I mean, it's so weird how, and it's probably a generational too.
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I mean, as easy as it was to get in the late seventies and throughout the eighties when
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I was growing up, I got to imagine that it's a hell of a lot easier, uh, by the time you
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I mean, now all these kids, I mean, their parents are going to these dispensaries and,
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you know, buying these hugely overpriced ounces of extremely turbocharged legal weed and leaving
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it laying around the house and they're copping joints out of their parents' stash the way
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kids used to like, you know, take a swig of their dad's vodka out of the liquor cabinet
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Like the, the, the connection between your thoughts and actually speaking them is delayed
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and yeah, there's no substitute for a clean, clear mind.
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And, and not only that, I mean, you, you brought up like kids.
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All these people dying at age 27 or all, they're dying like crazy now from the opioids.
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I, I saw some article the other day and there's like, it was suburbia.
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The, I think the title of the article was, uh, the opioid crisis comes to suburbia or whatever.
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And, you know, they were talking about, and Trump talks about this a lot about how many
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people are dying every day overdosing on opioids.
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And it's like all these cops and it's in a neighborhood like that I grew up in.
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And it's, you know, a nice, nice houses, all white people.
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And there's, these cops are all standing out in this front yard and there's, it's that
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And there's a body of like a 22 year old girl laying face down the ground dead just out.
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And they're like, yeah, this is the third one we found in this neighborhood this month.
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They're pushing these new drugs like they are the pot these days.
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I think if you listen, it's, if you don't, if you don't exclusively listen to rap, I think
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Also, I like very, you know, nuanced niche categories.
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But anyway, sometimes I'll check in on what the kids are listening to now.
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And all these rap songs are talking about, let's go snort some Zannies.
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Like this fucker, Lil Pump, who I, it is like, I think an MKUltra guy.
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I think all these guys are fucking psyop MKUltra guys that they like read.
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Like I have a theory that like some of these like Lil Uzi Vert is like some little Haitian
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nigglet they, they abducted in Haiti, like maybe 1996 and raised to be this like rap star.
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Cause how the fuck else is some fucking random 19 year old nigger gonna shoot to a billion
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dollar stardom within like two months out of nowhere?
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Anyway, there's, there's this guy, Lil Pump, who is maybe, he's like your classic 56% face.
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He's pretty light skinned, but he has just enough of a drop to definitely, to obviously make
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And he has this fucking rainbow colored hair.
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And I just, uh, they filmed this music video with all these kids and, uh, at a fucking Catholic
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This was filmed at a Catholic school in California without the school's permission.
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So he like brought in all these bags of weed and drugs and got all these like, like 15 or
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And they're just outright, maybe it was a little bit subtler back in the day, but it's just
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outright like Zanny's and I, I don't even know what the drugs are, but like pills that
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I, Klonopins or just whatever, all these, this cocktails of pills there, they have actively
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in their songs like they used to do with maybe just pot and alcohol or, or cocaine back in
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And now it's like, here kids, let's go snort some Zanny's.
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And now they're taking this shit called fentanyl.
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And that's what killed one of these, these rappers, little peep.
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And even like this guy, post Malone, who's a big fat kike rapper, he's a big fat kike.
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They say he's a white rapper, but he's clearly a kike.
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Uh, who's the son of this extremely, extremely rich guy.
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That's like the manager of the Dallas Cowboys or something like that.
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Maybe the manager of the Dallas Cowboys concessions.
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So born fucking filthy rich and he's like, you know, why are you doing trying to shame
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drug culture when he's talking about the death of his friend, little peep, who just OD'd
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And did you see that article that it was recovered from Mexico?
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About a hundred pounds of fentanyl was recovered from across the border, which could have killed
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Well, what that fentanyl is, that's what's in these patches that they call the morphine
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It's like, I can't remember if it's a thousand times or 10,000 times more potent by mass than
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And, um, it, it's been around before, uh, they used to adulterate like in the seventies, there
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were several times that they adulterated heroin with it and they would call it China white
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It was like a real nasty, not quite as powerful street version of it.
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And every time that stuff would hit the streets, these junkies would just start dying left and
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And, um, when the opioid crisis hit here, um, people started, you know, getting hold of the
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fentanyl whenever they could, you know, once they got addicted to the Oxycontins and everything,
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It happened in the mid two thousands and, you know, we had a huge, here where I live,
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we had a huge, and I'm sure, and still do huge methamphetamine crisis.
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And it wasn't like all these meth heads quit using meth and moved over to the Oxycontin.
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It was just like, there was this other drug and they were all coming out of pharmacies.
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I mean, they were prescribing, it was almost as easy to get, and it's must still be, you
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know, despite all the laws and everything, unless you're like an actual old person, you
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know, with like a broken hip or something who actually needs it, it's like really easy
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Oh, it's so easy to get these kids, get them left and right.
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They're prescribing them and selling them all to their friends.
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And they figured out, you know, well, there's this fentanyl too, and they would go and get
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these patches and, you know, the patches are time released.
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And like there's, I knew this one guy, he, uh, he got arrested, went to prison over it,
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It's these, these riverboat casinos, uh, in Shreveport over on the, uh, red river.
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And he went into the bathroom and he had just done a huge shot of meth.
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And so he thought, well, you know, perfect to top that off with some fentanyl.
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And he just, he stuck a syringe directly into one of these fentanyl patches and sucked that
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And since he overdosed in the bathroom of a casino, you know, his feet were sticking out
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They got him to the hospital and saved him and everything.
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And I can't remember the name of the family, but it's a Jewish family that owns the pharmaceutical
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And at the time that this, this was about the time that I was cleaning myself up.
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And I remember I would go to these doctors and the first couple of, you know, trying to
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And the first couple of doctors that I went to, I didn't go to them long.
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And I was really struck by this first doctor's office that I went to.
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I would go there at the time for my appointment and I would, you know, sit in the waiting room
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and it would be like an hour before I got in to see the doctor, even though I was there
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Because it was like one after another, after another, after another pharmaceutical rep was
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All these pharmaceutical reps were showing up with their briefcases and they were being
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And this guy, you walk in there and it was basically just like, he would say, okay, what's
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He said, all right, well, um, what do you want?
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And if you like, well, I, you know, I think maybe some Oxycontin and some Xanax would help.
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He'd just get out the pad and write that stuff.
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And if you didn't say that, he'd say, well, do you think some, maybe like some painkillers
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and some tranquilizers are what's called for, you know, then, and it's come out a lot of
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times that, you know, these, uh, um, that pharmaceutical company, they really pushed on these doctors to
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And when you think about that, the same place that the Oxycontin originates from is the same
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place that the heroin originates from, you know, it's all coming out of most of it out of Afghanistan.
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And it's like, we had this big war, you know, uh, some, some Saudis, you know, going by the
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official story, some Saudis flew a couple of planes into a couple of buildings.
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And so for that reason, we went to war in Iraq and Afghanistan.
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And while we're in Afghanistan, it's not even a secret.
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It's just like an open thing that we're guarding the poppy fields to make sure the poppy fields
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And the next thing, you know, I mean, just quicker than shit, this Oxycontin is flooding
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the streets and all these people are addicted to this Oxycontin.
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And when they suddenly like the doctors are like, okay, I can't prescribe you any more
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Then suddenly the streets are just flooded with all this heroin.
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It's, it's, that's, what's destroying the white towns.
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Most of all, cause sometimes you'll see these really cute little quaint towns.
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There's a lot of them in PA and, um, not the spic infested ones.
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Well, most of these small towns in PA have become spic infested, unfortunately, but sometimes
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you'll come across a nice white one, but all the kids will be on heroin and it's like these
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beautiful picture, picturesque, perfect little escape towns away from everything, uh, in the
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mountains, in the hills and all the fucking kids are on dope all over.
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I remember when, when, uh, when I was 18, 19 years old and fresh out of high school in
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the town where I went to high school and everything, there was like this one girl who was on heroin
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and she had to drive to Dallas to get the heroin.
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And everybody was like, Oh my God, it's somebody on heroin.
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You know, it was like something out of a, um, you know, some grungy New York set movie.
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And now it's just like, you can't walk out of, you can't walk out in public and not look
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around and see these people who are obviously heroin addicts and, and you know, all these
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homeless people are heroin addicts now instead of just drunks and everything.
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And like I said, bodies of dead young adults and teenagers in the front yards of their parents
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And somehow, and somehow, I guess to shift gears a little bit, uh, shortly before we
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end this, cause we're almost at the two hour mark and you've been a real trooper to come
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But somehow, yeah, somehow this, um, this opioid crisis is not nearly as important to the powers
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Well, it's, you know, it's just white kids dying in their front yards of their white parents.
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Well, let's, let's move to something a little funny.
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Yeah, we'll move to something more positive, but you know, I'm just really glad to hear that
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you're off all that shit and there's tons of people in the movement who've been addicted
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to drugs and there's tons of people in the movement that have been through all sorts of
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And that's what the, that's what's attracts them.
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Well, I, I don't talk about it to toot my own horn.
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And to be honest with you, it seems like for some reason, and I guess it's because, um,
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and it's one of the reasons I like having you on is we talk about whenever you come on,
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it seems like we talk about a lot of like personal issues that affect every, you know, so many
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people in this movement, but I don't talk about this stuff to like toot my own horn and
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say, Oh, I'm so great and everything, because I, that's not how I feel.
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I, you know, to be honest with, with you and all the listeners, um, I mean this, this being
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Um, I mean, like people in AA, one of the things that years ago, when I tried unsuccessfully
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to get sober by going to AA and NA and all that stuff, these guys would talk about, yeah,
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man, I went, I told my grandma, I've been sober for a year.
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Like I thought she was going to really give me props about that, but she was like, well,
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But, but like, uh, the reason that I want to talk about this stuff and I hope that it
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doesn't get to the point that it bores the listeners because I don't do it all the time,
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but I do it fairly often is because I want on the one hand for people who haven't dealt
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I mean, if you, if you're able to learn by listening rather than learning the hard
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If me talking about this keeps one or two people from going down the road, I went, then
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that's one of the greatest things I could ever accomplish.
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But on the other side of it is if you are still bogged down in this stuff, if I could get
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out of it, anybody can get out of it and there's life after it and life after it is so much better.
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I mean, and that's one of the things that keeps people from, you know, taking that big
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dive into the cold water is that they're afraid that there's never going to be an enjoyable
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And there is, and it's, it's a lot better than anything you ever imagined in years of
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Wait, I just want to make one more last point on that.
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I think it's important, important to talk about these things because, you know, we need
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to remind people that there are real, actual people in the movement.
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This isn't, this isn't just some, um, like LARP or anything.
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Um, you know, if, if people see this movement and think it's just, oh, we have to, you know,
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And we, we have, we have to just like give up everything and be trad.
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Do that for yourself, you know, do that for yourself.
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Don't do that because of a movement, but it's more, it's more welcoming to people if
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they know that, that there are people in this movement that have dealt with these things
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and that have come from, uh, uh, bad pasts and, and have experienced this degeneracy firsthand.
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So it's good to remind people that we're all real people that have grown up in this shithole
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And I've always been upfront with it and, um, I'm not going to say I'm a fucking, uh, you know,
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pure trad person or whatever the fuck I've, you know, I've, I've seen a lot of shit,
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but I'm getting healthy for myself and get healthy for yourself.
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And it's great that this, that there, there is a, some sort of like, um, shame culture
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because that's definitely motivating in this movement.
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And that's definitely what, what helped me a lot, but we just got to remind people
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And it's not just a bunch of, you know, like 1488, uh, statue avatar, like fake beings
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We're, we're all clay and, and we have to mold ourselves.
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And if we're not molding ourselves and somebody else is doing it for us.
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And I guess the last point on this, uh, since I didn't think of it before though, is, you
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know, so much of what we do is aimed at the youth, at young people, because they are our
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And, um, they're really the only ones that we can reach out and have a really significant
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effect on without investing tons of energy one-on-one all the time.
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And any movement, it doesn't, that doesn't even just mean a political movement, anything
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that's going to last has to have its youth as the foremost, uh, priority.
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And that's whether you're a church or a society or whatever it is, if your youth aren't at the
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front of your mind all the time, you know, making sure that they're cared for and that
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they're being raised and influenced properly, then whatever this movement or this thing
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that you're trying to nurture is, is going to die with your generation.
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And with all the bad things that are out there now, all the things that are out there, I mean,
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just to turn on the television, I mean, not even getting to the point of like going to MTV
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No, you can't even turn on the goddamn TV at the gym without seeing some interracial propaganda
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And, and, you know, they don't, you never see anybody like drinking responsibly in anything
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that it's always like, I mean, this, all this binge drinking you see where you, you see all
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these pictures of these half naked thoughts vomiting all over themselves out on the sidewalk
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at closing time now and all that stuff didn't come out of a vacuum because of an influence.
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And people, well, women just shouldn't drink.
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Well, I mean, but people who, people who want to act like that it's the most shocking and
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vile and scary thing in the world when Anglin says that Daily Stormer is here, we're after
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Um, that's my retort to you is that I wish Daily Stormer, something like that had been
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Because it could have, it could have turned me around and it would have been a hell of
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a lot better for me to embrace the values of traditionalism and patriotism and love of
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my race and nation and all that than all this.
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Well, uh, let's get as fucked up as possible because worrying about tomorrow is dumb.
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Um, I'm just going to get as drunk and stoned as I can and vomit all over myself.
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And the next day I'll try to figure out how to get the money to do it again.
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I mean, if it was bad for you that long ago, and if it was that bad for me, I mean, remember
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how I said on the Cantwell show, how at, at age 12, I had, I would, I had huge amounts
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of white self-hatred and, and guilt, just guilt ridden constantly.
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I got, I got a fucking, I wish I had a culture and I had no idea any of those were valid concerns.
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And if I had the daily stormer, can you imagine that I needed that?
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But then can you imagine what these kids are going through today?
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I mean, they're literally telling these kids to go die in your front lawn and that's cool.
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And these fucking thoughts go out and get yourself shit.
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There's no stuff on, on TV of a woman saying, I'm having one glass of red wine and that's
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And if you don't drink one glass of red wine is plenty, you know, that, that'll get you
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If you do drink, like they tell you to, I mean, there was a point where I could have like
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four glasses of red wine and I wouldn't, I would barely feel anything, but yeah, they're
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They're telling their kids to, our kids to kill themselves.
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And if they can literally tell kids to kill themselves and ask their parents to mutilate
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And that's what's, uh, moral and righteous.
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And, and, and they're, and they're doing things like teaching our teenage girls through the
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television, because like the video that you posted a while back, instead of teaching them,
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Hey, you know, Friday night, maybe a nice thing to do would be to go out on a date with
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some nice young boy from school and have a good time and go home.
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And you know, if you get to know him well, and it seems like he's a good guy, then maybe
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the two of you could get married and have children and have a life and stuff like that.
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No, it's like, let's go to the club with our favorite fellow thought, get drunk as shit
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and have sex with two different guys in bathroom stalls.
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And let's not remember it because it's too, it's too embarrassing.
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I can't handle regular, I can't handle sober, sober sex.
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And then because I can't remember it, I'm going to accuse the guy of raping me.
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And not only that, when you can't handle the memory either way, there's always more booze
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These girls don't even like talk to the men at the bar anymore.
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They're just on their goddamn Tinders now.
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You know, sometimes I watch like PUA videos.
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But I've listened to the PUA videos and apparently these girls are so, the phones have fucked up
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the dating market so much because they won't even talk to the men around them.
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They'll just be on their phones getting likes from men on the internet.
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While they have thirsty dudes buying them drinks until they pick out some dude somewhere else
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Then they find a guy like two miles away because there's no good ones at the bar or whatever
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It's, man, that whole culture is disgusting.
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I can't fucking, I can't stress it enough.
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Sometimes I think I'm being too harsh and then you see this stuff and it just, every day
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And the thing is, I've never been on Tinder either, but I follow SpurgAlert on Gab and
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he has, and I've said the greatest thing on Gab to me is when he is posting these hashtag
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I think he's up to like 6,000 or something posted.
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And I would have never imagined, I would have never imagined if somebody had come to
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me 20 years ago and said, well, you know, 20 years from now, there's going to be, you
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I mean, I would have believed the smartphone parts.
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They were already, I mean, they weren't calling them smartphones, but they were predicting, you
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know, you're going to have a device and it's going to connect you to everything and
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all this, but if they'd have said, you're going to have this device and it's going to
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And you've got the possibilities of learning anything in history, you know, all the knowledge
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But what people are going to use it for is the men are going to be watching porn and using
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that as a sexual release instead of pursuing women.
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And the women are going to be on an app called Tinder where they're just, they're going
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to put just blatantly put themselves out there, their picture and everything and say, you
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Just like an online prostitution app is basically what this is.
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I mean, if you count like having to buy them food and shit, but, um, yeah, they're, they
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won't even, they're just want to get something stuffed in their hole while they're unconscious
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so they don't remember it and wake up and feel like shit about themselves.
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And why do they do it like maybe three nights a week on average or some shit?
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They can be doing these completely retarded, unfulfilling, disgusting, unashamed, uh, uh,
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behaviors and yet not understand that they're making themselves miserable.
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I don't, man, these Tinder thoughts, sometimes it's so bad that I seriously think it's just
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Like they're, they just, they just have to be joking.
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Uh, like, especially these women that have, you know, the black kids or they're like, my
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boyfriend's away or, or something like that because used up meat flaps and they actually
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How the fuck is anyone's standards that low?
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Well, I don't know, but I mean, when you ask that question, but then I bring it back
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to the other side of the, the, the flip side of that coin is that, you know, you've got
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all these men who, uh, their only, uh, sexual avenue is porn.
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Uh, I think porn is better than risking disease, rape.
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Yeah, but I mean, and of course I'm an, I'm an, I'm an older guy, but I mean, I, I think
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these guys who are, you know, fapping to the porn all day, I mean, they are in dire need
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of some type of physical, an actual physical relationship.
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And I think their standards on that are low enough that they would go for stuff like that.
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I just said you're risking disease and rape as in, uh, I, it's like to the point now where
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it's just, I, I phrase it as rape, but I meant women accusing men of rape, which is the actual
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rape that goes on women falsely accusing men of rape because they drink themselves into
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an unconscious stupor and can't remember what the fuck they did.
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So that's, I guess the real rape that you have to worry about is getting accused of
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Well, and you know, there are so many of these women now, like that Halsey and that poem that
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she was, that she gave, well, so-called poem that she gave, I gave like a 20 minute talk
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about this on my last show right after the women's March.
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And she did this poem where it was all these stereotypical, and you know, they're bullshit
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stories where she got raped, like, and she's only like maybe 19 or 20 now, something like
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And one of the stories was, you know, and this was after she's already a pop star and
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somebody in the music industry, she's dancing with them and they're being inappropriate with
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And the next thing she knows, she wakes up in a stupor and she's in pain down there.
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And she's saying that, you know, this guy slipped her a Mickey, a roofie or something and had
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And this is a common thing that I've heard a lot of these sluts say over the years when,
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you know, like maybe I had been at that party and I knew better, um, is that they would drink
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themselves into a complete blackout where they didn't remember what happened.
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And they, you know, had sex with some guy or guys that they wouldn't have had sex with
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when they weren't completely blacked out like that, but they willingly did it.
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And then the next day they realized they've had sex and they're like, uh, they gave me
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They gave, they put something in my drink and raped me.
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Unless you are getting fucking fighting for your life and screaming and kicking the guy
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off of you and fighting with all your might to keep that penis from going inside of you.
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Well, I mean, there, there, there have been, and I'm sure are now and then cases where,
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and they, they made rohypnol illegal because of this.
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But I mean, there were some cases a while back where, you know, dudes would get prescriptions
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to this rohypnol and put it in a woman's drink and it really would knock them all the
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way out, like to where they were dead to the world.
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All right, well then go to a goddamn police report and get drug tested.
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But that's not what's happening to all these, that's not what's happening to all these women.
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What's happening is they're, they're drinking heavily and taking pills recreationally.
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And then the next day they don't remember what they did, but they know that they know from,
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they can tell obviously that they had sex and they're like, oh, and it's obviously
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And this has been going on for a long time, but I mean, not to this extreme.
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I mean, women used to, I think it really started with women of my generation that, and it was
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more rare then, but it was still happening now and then, you know, they get really drunk
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and they might not even get so drunk that they'd pass out.
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But, you know, back then being too much of a slut would get them shamed, which it doesn't
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now, but like they would go and have sex with some dude that they wouldn't have, wouldn't
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have had sex with if they weren't all that drunk.
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And the next day they would claim, uh, I didn't want to, but you know, he made me or I passed
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Do they want to do this because they don't think that they can get guys that they're
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Because yeah, there are a lot of shitty, disgusting, disgusting women, but there are also a lot
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of good looking women that if you were just sober and trying to, you know, talk to a guy
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that you liked, you could have a normal relationship and have like normal sex within a relationship
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That's, that's, that's the problem though, is that even if you take the booze out of
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the equation, uh, when it comes to that, and this isn't about the rape, you know, wanting
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to blame it on rape later, but, uh, when you take and you hand 100% of the control of the
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sexual franchise to women, and that's what we have going now, women are totally in control
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of it, they stop, they stop choosing, like, pairing off with men, and instead, the vast
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majority of the women, they all compete for a very small group of men that they consider
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the ones, you know, it's the ones that all of them want.
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Yeah, the chads, yeah, that's so disgusting.
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So like this, so like these same, this same small group of guys will be having sex with
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all these different women, and they don't, you know, of course, give a shit about any
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of them, and that's part of the attraction to these women, but, uh, the regular guys
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who, in years past, you know, these women would have like paired off with them and been
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girlfriend to them or a wife to them or whatever like that, since there's no shame in just running
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around and being a complete slut and having random sex with different guys all the time,
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they're not going with those guys, they're getting, they're competing for these guys,
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and then, you know, at the end of the night or whatever, these guys, well, they pair off
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with one of these women, and the ones that are left are so freaking drunk that they go
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off and have sex with some guy that they didn't really even choose.
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Ha, well, I guess maybe that, that benefits some, but yeah, no, oh, fuck, that's disgusting,
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I don't see why you'd want to have sex with a guy who's banged every woman on the block,
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I think I have like the mentality where I have like, I very much empathize with like
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the, uh, not wanting to be cucked, uh, that shit really gets to me, and if there's, if
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there's a dude that I know like has his pick of the litter and can get any girl he wants
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and like fucks all these girls, I don't want anything to do with that, I want the guy that
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doesn't, has not been with anyone, you know what I mean?
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Men, which is, I guess, I'm not, it's not biologically correct for me, but that is biology
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for women, and that's why we need white Sharia, that's why we need it, man, and these, these
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chats, these, I think the men that deserve to reproduce the most are the ones that are
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not bogged, are not chasing pussy all the time, that they're the ones that are perfecting
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their, uh, you know, their abilities and doing hobbies and pursuing intellectual, uh, stuff
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instead of, uh, focusing on pussy, so that I think those are the guys that should deserve
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Well, and that's the, that's one of the conundrums of how to deal with this stuff moving forward
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is that the ones who are most suited to reproduce for, you know, on the level of a civilization,
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of a culture, are the ones who are not reproducing at all.
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Right, exactly, because they're too smart and they don't want to deal with this disgusting,
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you know, if I was a man, I honestly would probably be like one of those guys that gets
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the sex dolls or only pays for like high-class Asian escorts or something, I wouldn't deal
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with the modern white woman, I would not, I would, I would be so far away from that shit.
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Well, I, I've never, and you know, this isn't something I'm ashamed to say, I've never known
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how to deal with it as far as, I mean, how do you go about, uh, and, and this is going
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back to, like I say, being a young adult in the late eighties and early nineties, I would
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look around me and like, I had friends who had, and I just decided I didn't want kids
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and it was a bad decision in retrospect, but I would look around and like my friends,
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some of them would have a couple of kids and these couple of kids they would have would
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And these two thoughts would have left them right after the kids were born, if not before,
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and they would have dragged them through the court system.
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These guys would be working their asses off paying child support and if they were even
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able to go and see the kids, they'd go over there and it would, and they would have to
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be confronted by the, you know, having to say hello and everything to the guy who is living
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And hopefully, I mean, worst case scenario, he was a Tyrone or something and the, you know,
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the person who's being around his kid every week.
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And if he fell short on his child support payments, he'd get his ass thrown in jail and
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lose his job and the child support payments would keep racking up and he'd have a huge
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And it was just this whole, and it seemed like such a horrible thing for these children too.
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And on the, on the other hand, it was like, why do I want to have babies with these women?
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Because by the time I'm 22, 23 years old, all these women who are my age, um, I mean,
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yeah, I might've slipped with one or two of them too, but every one of them that I knew
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had slept with every dude I know and lots of them I didn't.
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And I mean, you don't, it's at 22, no man has to have kids at age 22.
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I mean, but it's a shame that we got into this so late in the show because this is one of
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my most, um, passionate subjects, uh, and about talking about why we need to change the laws
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and why we cannot, it's impossible to go back to the traditional family structure unless
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we change laws and unless we bring back some form of coverture, which is to not allow the
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woman any legal rights once in a marriage.
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We ran out of time to, to really get into that.
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And I was, I was going to talk about Maxine Waters some too, but we have gone 13 minutes
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over and I don't want to keep you like for the rest of another hour.
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So, uh, I, I guess we'll just go ahead and we will plug once again, waking up and I'm
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telling you people, this is one of the greatest things ever.
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You've got to go watch this and, um, where, where are you, if, if people have YouTube channels
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and they want to like grab it and upload it, are you, are you down for that or a few people
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Uh, I want to get the cartoon around, I would post it on my own YouTube if I could, but it's
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good to have other channels doing it so that if one goes down, another one will do it.
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Yeah, it would just get your YouTube taken down.
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But the thing is, no matter where you watch it, go to pewTube.com and the channel is Emily
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And the YouTube channel that you should subscribe to.
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The thing says Emily Ucas on the thing, but in the pewTube.com slash user slash RealEmilyUcas.
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Or you can just go to the PewTube search and put in Emily Ucas and find her channel that
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I think I might be bumped up to one of the more subscribers now.
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I know I fell down the list, but I have like almost 700 now because of this cartoon.
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I haven't looked at it in a couple of days, but the guy who hasn't, someone usually posts
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The only thing that's up there now is like new, but anyway, but yeah, you can go find
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If you're not already signed up to PewTube, you should sign up and you should probably go
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pro to help the guy, you know, support the channel because he's not getting any ad revenue
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Alfred Alfer is the name of your YouTube channel.
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And even though there hasn't been a lot of stuff uploaded there recently, there's a lot
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Well, the only place you can find me on social media is gab.ai slash real Emily Ucas.
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I just uploaded the segment of my Red Ice New Year's interview to YouTube, so you can
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But I plan to be doing a lot more content this year, and I'm actually going to drop a
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very, very funny parody skit that I'm extremely, extremely proud of that I've been animating
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I saw that you were doing both Max Kaiser and the woman.
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They're crypto commentators, and I kind of wanted to do some sort of crypto show for
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a while, so I thought it would be funny just to do these guys and play these characters,
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So that's going to come out tomorrow, and I think that's going to be a really good time.
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And, of course, Emily is a great singer and does great parody songs.
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So go check all of her stuff out, and we are definitely going to be looking forward to
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Yes, that'll be coming soon, and I'll be posting some stuff about that shortly.
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And I tell you what, Emily, if you're willing to, you should come do this more often.
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We should actually sit down and draw out a diagram of societal issues we want to talk
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about, and we could do this ever so often if you want to.
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It kind of turns into a self-help kind of motivation show when I come on, I think.
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Well, yeah, and it's definitely something different than what's going on in most of
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alt-right radio, and that's not a dig against other alt-right radio, because I was on Hate
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House the day before yesterday, and I just got on there with the guys shitposting about
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niggers and such, and that was one of the best times I've had in a long time.
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And it's really what my show has been traditionally, and I'm sure it will be again, too.
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But we seem to be at a place in this movement that, at least to me, it seems like before we
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run this thing off the rails by just putting it full speed ahead but not paying any attention
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to which direction we're going, I feel like we need to be a little bit more contemplative
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And the best way to do that is to have discussions like we had tonight.
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So I really appreciate you coming and having this discussion with me, and we will definitely
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do this again and more often anytime you're willing to come and do it.
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Well, thank you for the platform, and I had a great time as always.
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Well, that's been the Crypto Report for this week, and we'll be back next week.