Alice Marie Johnson on Her Journey Out of Prison, President Trump, Kim Kardashian, and Criminal Justice Reform | Ep. 117
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Summary
Alice Marie Johnson served 21 years in prison for a nonviolent drug offense. On Wednesday, President Donald Trump granted her clemency, ending her sentence of life without parole. In this episode, Megyn talks with Alice Marie Johnson about her journey to freedom, her life after prison, and her new life as a champion for criminal justice reform.
Transcript
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Welcome to The Megyn Kelly Show, your home for open, honest, and provocative conversations.
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Hey everyone, I'm Megyn Kelly. Welcome to The Megyn Kelly Show. Listen to this.
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I'm feeling no handcuffs, nothing on me. I'm free to hug my family.
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I'm free to live life. I'm free to start over. I cannot. This is the greatest day of my life. I cannot.
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My heart is just bursting with gratitude for what has taken place, what has happened to me today.
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That was Alice Marie Johnson, released from her life sentence plus 25 years after she served 21 of those years in a federal prison.
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Thanks to clemency from President Donald Trump, an extraordinary path for her from successful manager at FedEx to lifer in prison for a nonviolent drug crime.
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And the story is relevant just in terms of an American story, how one person makes one bad decision and sees things start to unravel slowly but surely and devastatingly.
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But also it's a story of hope and optimism and the willingness to maintain one's sanity and hope and belief in a system that has wronged you against all odds.
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And ultimately, this comes down to not just Alice Marie Johnson's story, but the story of many prisoners who were locked up with the keys thrown away for crimes that did not justify the extraordinary sentences they were given back in the 90s in particular.
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And how Alice and how Alice and others like her worked after her release to change that, not just for her, but for many, for many prisoners who were struggling to hold on to their hope.
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Well, the fact that it involves Kim Kardashian and some other notable figures you'll hear along the way, like Heidi Fleiss and Wanda Barzee, the woman who kidnapped Elizabeth Smart.
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But I think you're going to fall in love with Alice Marie Johnson today.
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And maybe, maybe, even if you're a hardliner on law and order, take another look at how our criminal justice system has been handling some cases over the years in a way that has been refined, but could still use some more.
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Very proud and happy to bring you Alice Marie Johnson today.
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I've moved back home to Mississippi, where I was born and raised, and it's a big change.
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Well, I have an organization called Taking Action for Good, TAG, and I've been very busy with that.
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I've been traveling around to different states, working to really basically uplifting the need for criminal justice reform.
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Sure, and honestly, you've got the history to back up your demands.
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I mean, reading your story and your book really opened my eyes to the injustice of your situation.
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I had heard the headlines, of course, when you were granted clemency, but really getting into it, it's stunning.
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You don't deny that you did something wrong, that you did something criminal.
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So let's just start before we get to all that at the beginning, as they say, because I think your backstory is really interesting.
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You grew up in the segregated Jim Crow South, Mississippi, born in 1955 at a time when it wasn't...
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You weren't set up for natural advantages, being born a Black girl in Mississippi during that time.
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Tell us about how you lived and your family situation back then.
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I'm dead, almost square in the middle of those children.
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But I grew up, of course, in the South, as you said, in Jim Crow, Mississippi.
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But during that time, there was so much, I'm going to say, so much pride in our neighborhoods.
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We lived as a community, almost as a tribe, our whole community.
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My parents, I grew up in a very strong Christian home.
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My mother was always the one doing welcoming announcements and doing the different programs at church.
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And so I was very much involved in church activities and in my community, too.
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And we didn't, you know, I'd never really had a lot of interaction with people of the opposite race, other than my mother.
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She would, you know, in terms of friends, of young friends.
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But my mother was, we always called her a woman ahead of her time because she was really and truly a healer in our community.
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We eventually, my parents eventually had their own restaurant.
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But we grew up with, I'm just going to say, amazing parents who really and truly drilled home to us to look at people as people.
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Not to judge people, not to judge people by their social economic condition, not to judge people by their race.
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So one of my mother's good friends, even back then, was a white woman.
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My mother, yes, my mother championed the poor people.
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And she definitely didn't have even a high school education.
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And she became something, I'm going to say, like a probation officer.
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Because back then, she would tell them, I'll take them to church.
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Always singing on Sundays around the piano and dinner.
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And so I grew up pretty, you know, I grew up a pretty happy childhood.
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That was my impression in reading your book, is that you were loved.
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You had, in the early years, the mean Mr. Abernathy, who you were working, I guess, in his cotton fields.
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I read 14 people in a two-bedroom house with outdoor plumbing and with newspaper instead of toilet paper.
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How are you doing 14 people in a two-bedroom house and working for Mr. Abernathy?
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You would hope that you could sleep at the head of the bed and not at the foot of the bed.
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Everyone would be piled up in different beds, two, three beds in the room.
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But when I was, by the time I went to the cotton field, probably with a sack on me, as soon as I could really walk good, we had to hit the fields.
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But even that work, you know, as a child, when you grow up in something, you don't really realize just how bad it is until someone has to tell you that it was really bad.
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That was the ingredient in our house was a lot of love.
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But my parents, you know, later on, I realized how hard they had it.
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And my mother was truly a visionary, and she refused to stay in that condition and the sharecropping, because that was really a way to keep us really very much oppressed.
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And my mother used her cooking skills to sell plates and food out of the trunk of the car at places where Mr. Abernathy would not know that she was doing it to save money so that we could escape that sharecropping life.
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We literally, it looked like a scene from Roots, how we had to escape under the cover of darkness to where they had bought a house, had bought one of those Jim Walter homes where they had to, you know, prefabricated type homes.
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And at night, after a hard day, my father working in the barn and picking cotton, he would go and put sheetrock up, bring furniture.
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And just one night, I didn't even know what was going on.
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But because I had such a big mouth, they had to make sure they covered my mouth.
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So under the cloak of darkness, our cousins and other people we knew were pushing our car, literally like from Roots, until we got far enough to turn headlights on.
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But my mother knew that education was the way to escape poverty.
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All of my sisters and my one brother, they're all college educated.
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But for me, Megan, I came up during the time of the 60s and 70s and everything was exciting.
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I left under the covering of my church and got pregnant at 15 and married at 15 because back then you just did not walk around pregnant and not have a husband.
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Now, wait, before we get to it, let me back you up just a little.
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And when you left that house in the cover of darkness, what what year would you say that was?
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It's just so crazy to think, you know, that here I am talking to you.
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You know, this history is not that far away from us.
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You know, people kind of forget what life was like here not so long ago, you know, in your childhood.
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I do like the way you write about her cooking makes me really want to give it a try.
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The blackberry cobbler and the smells wafting through your home and the fried chicken and the biscuits and the gravy.
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And I think to myself, oh, my gosh, I need to try harder.
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Really, you know, the things that I experienced as a child and the survival of things that my parents did, they never, ever would give up hope on anything.
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They were always praying people, always hopeful people that things are going to get better.
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My mother used to say out of everything bad, something good can come out of it.
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I've kept that attitude that something good can come out of this.
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I don't know what you're doing, Lord, but something good can come out of this.
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And it's not being someone with their heads in the class because I've experienced much adversity in my life.
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In fact, each time I had to fight my way through.
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Well, it seemed to me that you were this strong.
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You know, you say big mouth young gal who would stand up to bullies, who would try to fight injustice when you saw it.
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And that early pregnancy, you know, losing your virginity, you say at 14 and then and then being forced to marry Charles at age 15 because you're expecting a baby was the first sort of jagged edge.
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Right. The first thing that set you off course.
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I mean, you wound up having two kids and, you know, a couple of years.
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In fact, I had scholarships at my graduation when I graduated because I had a, you know, I never dated.
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Charles was my first, you know, the first person I'd ever dated.
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And I knew that there was no way he was going to allow me to go away on a campus, even though I was making outstanding grades in school.
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So half day I'd be in school and the other half I'd slip and take classes with this secretary of college.
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And I just really it was through our Bowtech program.
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So I was prepared when I graduated to get a job because I did not want to go back to manual labor, labor.
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And even in the way that he found out that I had done that was the secretary of college showed up on the night of my graduation because I was the fastest typist they'd had.
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I could type nearly 100 words a minute with no errors with everything.
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And this is back in the age before we had word processors where you could just delete if you screwed up.
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And that served me well, Megan, because it allowed me to.
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In fact, I integrated our offices in my little town.
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They never had a black woman work in an office.
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And I was the first one in my town to get an office job.
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And it just so happened to be at a factory where my father was working.
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So he was so proud to have his daughter working in the office.
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Then you get an incredible thing happening in your life.
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And there was a senior executive of FedEx who saw your poem.
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Little did I know the Greg, the person who had been tragically killed.
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My first poem was about God because that's what I knew.
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And I'd always express, even during my terrible marriage, I'd write poems to express the way
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And so when I went in that morning to work at the Urban League and I found out Greg had been
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tragically killed, I put into words, I think, the feeling of everyone in that office.
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And that night, Jim Perkins, who was the senior vice president at FedEx over personnel,
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And someone from the Urban League showed him the poem, and he sent for me.
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And he simply asked me, would you like to work for FedEx?
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And forgive me, but I would think a woman in your position, this is a great opportunity.
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A lot of people would have kept their heads down, their mouths shut, just done the work
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You saw that women weren't really getting the same opportunities, that people of color
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And this is what we have to be in the 1970s, 80s now.
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I mean, this is not a time when those kinds of complaints were met with open minds normally.
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There was really a lot of tension in the office.
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People were afraid because no one bucked the system.
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I was considered one of the biggest producers in my department, the best ones really.
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And when they had the meeting, Jim Perkins showed up for the meeting.
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And he really, really got on to the people who were doing those things in our department, because that is not what that company stands for.
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I didn't know that fighting for stuff, it seems like, as I say, I've had to fight for things that I knew were wrong.
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And I used my other abilities to get a job in another department.
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And I didn't really know that much about computers.
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But they needed to balance off their management team.
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And I had a very good interview and had really good creative ideas for this new department.
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We probably broke up every single year of our marriage and got back together.
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But I'd moved to Memphis, took my children to Memphis because there was not good housing in Mississippi.
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And that's how I ended up working for the Urban League.
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So at that time, Memphis gave me new opportunities.
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And unfortunately, the man who came into the picture did not bring good things.
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I would say, you tell me, but that feels like the beginning of the downward spiral.
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I'm a very successful manager by this time at FedEx.
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And because I really had not been, I'm going to say, out there in the world,
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I've been concentrating all of my time on being a mother and really trying to excel in my career.
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And so Ted comes in, and there's bright lights and the excitement of gambling.
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I really didn't realize how a person could get a gambling addiction, but I did.
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You hadn't had all that much fun in your life at that point.
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And he's taking you to the dog track, and you're having that thrill of seeing your dog win.
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You just think it's harmless fun, and it can spiral.
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You try to, you give away a jackpot, trying to win a jackpot, giving away everything.
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And before I knew it, I was so deep in debt because bills weren't being paid because there
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I need to play more to get this back because I can't afford it.
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And I really had developed a gambling addiction without knowing what a gambling addiction felt
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And so I'm traveling all over the country for FedEx, training other people in management
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I'm facilitating a class called Is Management for Me?
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And I'm training people on our service manual because I always, no matter where I went, Megan,
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I'd always excel because I'd throw myself into my work and try to always be the very top,
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I had to do more because it was hard for especially a woman, especially a Black woman to rise up
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So we've got to do even more to prove that we're the best.
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And that's the mentality, really, that I had going on that I didn't want, because I came
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from such an ambitious and competitive family, too, I didn't want my family to know that I
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I loaned the money to Ted, who did not pay it back to me.
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Yes, they found out because he kept until the very last minute saying that he was going
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And I'm nervous even until because you only had 30 days to turn your expense report in.
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And I loaned him the money because he was going to win it back.
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And it was going to help me get out of this hole that I dug myself into.
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But when you're in a situation that you are, it's almost like standing and looking at a surreal
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So I'm observing these things that are taking place in my life.
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Who is that person that's doing this crazy stuff who just lost her job?
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I don't know what's going to happen with my children.
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I've got a daughter in college and four more children.
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I mean, this woman who was a manager for FedEx, who was training managers, you're on your way
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A year you went from that to all these financial problems.
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How long after the termination and the bankruptcy and so on did you lose Coco?
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It was months after that that I lost my son, who was my baby son, who I used to say that
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I always didn't let my baby sleep in the bed with me so they wouldn't get spoiled to that.
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But because me and my husband, we were separated when Corey was born, he slept in the bed with me.
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I do know that because the way that he was, was just, he was too sweet.
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My other son was 14, who was driving the scooter and a truck hit them.
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And we didn't determine who did, who was wrong because later on, they put a stop sign up there.
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But I could not bear to go to court to try to get into any suits or anything like that
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because the driver of the other truck was 16 and no money, no amount of money could bring my baby back to me.
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And it was, I didn't have insurance, could even bury my child.
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I've already made this bad decision to become involved in something with passing messages.
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Just to keep my lights on and put food on the table.
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Let's, let's start with that first moment though.
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Cause that's, that is the before and after moment because you're, you're struggling financially.
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And then you, you meet, as I understand it, your cousin is the one who first brings you this quote
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And really you describe it in your book as it's the opportunity to become what you call a quote
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Cause you, you know, she's offering you an, an illegal opportunity, but it's basically fast cash.
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But when she offered and asked me if I knew anyone, I was very insulted.
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Uh, she saw the condition that I was in, but I really think that because she went over to
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the dog races and she saw Ted over there too, I can't say this for sure, but I really believe
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that she knew that cause there was no reason I'd never been involved in anything illegal
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But they saw, they knew the state that I was in financially and she possibly recognized
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And so when she asked me if I knew anyone, I told her, no, no, anyone who, what, if I
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So she had a, she had a supply of drugs that she was looking to get out there on this street.
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How did she, how did she have a supply of drugs?
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Her husband, her husband, she was living the high life.
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And so I didn't even tell Ted immediately because I was very insulted that she would
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But when I did tell him, we were just having a conversation.
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I told him the foolish question that my cousin had asked me and he asked me, what did you
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So he was really small time doing some things on the side.
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And, um, my role is, I really didn't know I, even to this day, I've never touched drugs.
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I've never handled any drugs or profit to deals.
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My role was to, when they caught coming town, uh, whoever's bringing drugs in, and I say they,
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because I didn't meet them, when the person came in town, they were given my number because
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They call me and they say, this is the number that I can be reached at without giving me
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So I call either, I call Ted and I say, this is the number that someone can reach them
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Why didn't, why wasn't it set up such that Ted could just call the person directly?
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Like, why didn't the dealer or whoever came to town with the drugs just call Ted directly?
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When I went to prison, um, well, I found out that you're the, you're like the mule that
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If one gets caught, they have, they don't have a tray, a trail to the next person.
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They have to make it as attenuated as possible just to make it a little tougher for law enforcement.
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I shut my eyes to what it really was that I'm involved in a drug conspiracy, but I was.
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And as I've said, Megan, what I did was absolutely wrong.
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And even after this had gone on, my first thing they gave me was a thousand dollars.
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I was so happy because I literally could get my, keep my lights on.
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And, uh, when even this happened maybe two more times and I can't do it.
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Cause now I feel like I'm getting in too deep and then my son gets killed and I can't even
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bury my son because I have no insurance and no money.
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In fact, I had stepped away from it and it's like, don't call me anymore.
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And then this happens and then I'm all the way in now.
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Up next, the law catches up with Alice and in a massive and massively unfair way.
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I didn't know that conspiracy meant that you're charged with every element of the crime that
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And in fact, my attorney that we hired told me, don't take a plea.
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We went to this area and we talked to them and they said in probably less, you can be
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out way less time than that, uh, because you'll get, um, we'll get you to a camp somewhere
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low and, uh, you three years, probably due to, and I mean, all of this discussion is taking
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place and I go outside with my attorney and he said, don't do it.
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I'm still, you know, I'm still kind of struggling.
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And so your kids at this point, I've got a daughter in college.
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I've got actually, uh, two children in college, both my, uh, older two daughters.
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And then my, uh, last two, I've got a son that's a teenager.
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So when this happened, this arrest happened, my son, this 18 drops out of high school.
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And my other son, I mean, my house is just falling apart and my son had not been dead that
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So I've got my son who was the driver who is in pain.
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And we're just trying to really get through, uh, what the things that have taken place
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So I get arrested really year after my son, but we were out for two years waiting for
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And you, I mean, it's just so awful to think that you, you were offered three to five.
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And of course, it's one of those things where you look back after you get the verdict and
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But the lawyer was advising you that he didn't think it was a good deal.
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And you were a first time offender and you'd never, you'd never been in trouble before.
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It's not to diminish what passing drugs can do, but it wasn't considered a violent crime.
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And so you decide to go to trial and the amount, I mean, I just can't imagine the amount of
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My trial was six weeks, but they gave me such a low bond.
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And I had to pay $1,000, of course, to a bail bondsman.
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So my attorneys told me that that's further proof that they know, even though you got these
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high charges against you, they know that you really, they know what you've really done.
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It's all testimony because no drugs have been apprehended.
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And that's why I was convicted of attempted possession.
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However, the people who were at the top, this is a crazy thing.
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The top people that was bringing drugs and getting, I'm going to say the lion's share,
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they got very small sentences because they testified against me.
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And they turned around and say, I'm their boss.
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How could I possibly be your boss when you have the drug criminal records?
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All of them had done time, but they all made deals because I'm the fool that goes to trial.
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And so I become their boss in everything that's happened.
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And also they testified to what we call in prison, ghost dope.
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Everyone was trying to tell this fantastic tale of how big they were and because it makes
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I would look in their eyes while they were testifying.
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And you probably saw in my book, one of the guys who said that he knew me and how he met
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me, that I look the same because there's four of us who go to trial.
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I'm looking at him and I'm saying, that man is looking at my co-defendant.
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He's never seen me in his life, but they've shown him maybe pictures.
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And she had a little bit of a lighter complexion than mine, but we'd look nothing a lot like.
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So when I asked my attorney to tell him to come down and identify me, he comes straight
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and points at my co-defendant and say, that's Alice.
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You say that by the time all these guys, you know, because they're trying to offer you up
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By the time that testimony was done, you said that the court was looking at you like you
00:34:07.380
I mean, it was, you had been elevated from phone mule to criminal drug Lord running a
00:34:16.500
I said, if I am a, if, if I'm your boss, I'm the worst boss in history because I don't
00:34:21.920
even know what you should be selling your drugs for.
00:34:26.420
Where's my, where, where are all my nice things?
00:34:33.980
My house is not even a hundred thousand dollar house.
00:34:37.800
I'm still not, I'm, they've got things that are repossessed.
00:34:44.800
They had seized property, seized cars, seized money.
00:34:48.300
They couldn't seize anything for me because there was nothing to seize.
00:34:51.200
So after trial or, or in the course, I think it was toward the end of trial, the government
00:35:06.340
My attorney said, no, they're only doing that because they're scared.
00:35:09.100
They're no, they know that this case is falling apart.
00:35:12.080
Uh, because they, they brought drugs in from another case because they hadn't seized any
00:35:19.300
And they told the jury, this is what drugs look like.
00:35:24.200
The laws have changed and there was also no quantity.
00:35:28.040
And so I was convicted of attempted possession of 107 pounds of drugs.
00:35:34.200
But there is this little thing called estimated based on testimony that they escalated that
00:35:40.640
to an estimated two to 3,000 of where in the world those numbers came from is beyond me.
00:35:51.760
Did you ever have a feeling at the time, Alice, you know, you being a God-fearing woman,
00:35:55.520
a person of faith raised in a good home, good parents.
00:35:58.580
Do you ever have that moment when you were doing the phone calls of like, I'm facility,
00:36:03.060
I'm facilitating something bad, you know, something that's going to hurt children,
00:36:09.480
Well, at the time that I was doing it, I knew it was something bad and even trying to
00:36:17.360
And really, I'm going to tell you, Megan, my biggest, uh, come to Jesus moment was that
00:36:23.820
with that was when I went to prison and I was among the drug addicts.
00:36:28.900
And I remember being broken, just really on the floor in tears and crying out to the Lord
00:36:35.980
for forgiveness that I had played any role in this evil being put.
00:36:42.380
It still was a role in it that I had been a part of something because somehow, somehow
00:36:52.340
I'm not the one that's out there really doing it, but I was helping facilitate it.
00:36:58.780
So you go into court on October 31st, Halloween, 1996.
00:37:04.200
And did the jury stand up and read the verdict?
00:37:09.960
And so were you expecting to hear not guilty in that moment?
00:37:14.140
Yes, because the jury had been hung for almost a week.
00:37:17.840
And, um, in fact, it got down to just an 11 person jury and they had been hung and we
00:37:25.220
were getting reports that they were screaming because they were trying to understand the
00:37:30.940
And so they were asking for, cause we had the notes, they were asking for, uh, the elements,
00:37:38.500
uh, because it was very evident that I was not a drug seller, but the conspiracy put me right
00:37:44.920
dead in the, in the highest level because of what was testified to in my case.
00:37:52.200
So, uh, they gave it to the judge and then the jury foreman read the verdict.
00:38:04.120
I went to bed that night, not even thinking that I wasn't going to, was not coming back home.
00:38:09.220
And so when that verdict was read, I was immediately taken into custody and I never forget, um, as
00:38:16.440
my, I've got handcuffs on the agents, the lead, leading me out and they're in my ear said, trick
00:38:25.340
And it was just, I've looked back at my parents.
00:38:32.020
And then someone whispered in my daughter's ear that she was one of the, uh, we had two prosecutors
00:38:38.620
there that, uh, you can kiss your mama goodbye now because you won't see her again, free,
00:38:48.060
You, you had been told that some of the others involved had very severe sentences, including
00:39:01.000
Uh, he got more life sentences, but how many life sentences can you get?
00:39:05.020
So, but you didn't, and you had seen that the recommendation by the prosecutors that you
00:39:12.100
receive a life sentence, but you say in the book, it didn't, you didn't really understand
00:39:17.840
You didn't, it didn't don't, you did not think that that was going to happen to you.
00:39:21.260
So you go back into court on the sentencing day.
00:39:25.160
And it sounds like frankly, a nasty judge, this woman.
00:39:31.280
She recommended that I go to a mental facility because a woman like myself basically would
00:39:39.320
I would have to come to grips with my sentence.
00:39:48.480
But when she said that to me, that I would need mental to be at a mental facility coming
00:39:54.520
to grips with, uh, this life sentence, honestly, Megan, she really helped inspire me at that
00:40:03.520
And I thought to myself, you will lose your mind before I lose mine.
00:40:11.160
I, in the, in the book you write, I only now understood when, when you heard life plus
00:40:19.140
I mean, I can't imagine how big that moment is when they're telling you, as you put it
00:40:24.040
in the book, it's an unexecuted death sentence.
00:40:27.540
Because you, my daughter came to visit me in tears at one of the prisons.
00:40:33.400
She was so tired of seeing me there and they, she was having such a hard time.
00:40:38.600
And she said, mama coming to see you in prison.
00:40:42.680
She said, it's like visiting a grave site over and over.
00:40:45.940
She said, we can go, I can come and see the box, the place where your body is laying, but
00:40:57.720
There must've been some, some serious depression.
00:41:01.800
I mean, I just can't imagine saying goodbye to your children, including teenagers, as you
00:41:08.440
head off to a life sentence in prison, knowing you're, you're not going to be with them again.
00:41:14.660
My, my attorney told me after the verdict and he came to see me in the jail.
00:41:28.400
He said, with the appeal, we'll get you out because what has taken place with you is wrong.
00:41:39.080
Meanwhile, you would wind up in there for 21 years.
00:41:43.320
You, you write about how you, you started off in a California prison.
00:41:48.300
So they move you from Memphis all the way across the country, 35 hour drive to California.
00:41:54.760
And just, can you just frame some of the indignities?
00:42:01.120
And what were some of the indignities that you experienced on your way into becoming a
00:42:08.360
Well, even, even the travel there, you know, not having experienced anything like that,
00:42:20.360
Pull your cheeks and cough and, and, and make sure, cough it over and over until you make
00:42:26.620
sure that they can see that you're not carrying anything in any body cavities.
00:42:30.980
Hair rubbed through ears, down your throat, look at making sure you're not hiding anything,
00:42:36.720
but just not even having the privacy of just using the toilet.
00:42:43.420
I'm using the toilet with other women, three other women in the room.
00:42:53.520
Even the pat downs, when they pat you down to go places, they've stopped some of that.
00:42:59.980
But I remember one, one of the places that I was in, a male guard just really going too
00:43:07.540
far with how they pat us down and run their hands over us up in places they shouldn't be doing.
00:43:14.380
And you, you really can't say anything about that because then you become a target because
00:43:20.580
It's so sad because it's like, I think of the you at FedEx trying to, to raise women up and
00:43:27.560
fight injustice and challenging the bullies when you were a kid.
00:43:31.600
And now you're forced to endure that even, even convicted criminals should not be forced
00:43:39.000
That's, that's, it's totally inappropriate and unethical.
00:43:47.080
And I went in, I went in even during the time of the month when I would have a minister
00:43:52.640
cycle, you know, paths were traded back then, like something really precious.
00:44:04.620
And if you wanted, um, if you wanted tampons, if, unless you had money to buy them, you just
00:44:12.260
So even just running out of this, just the most basics, basic of necessities.
00:44:18.880
It was, it was, it was the living conditions were inhumane.
00:44:24.040
You know, I've heard that it is very dehumanizing.
00:44:27.120
Even at a dog shelter, uh, they have to have so much space for the animals, but that was not
00:44:33.420
taken into consideration as the female population started ballooning.
00:44:45.360
So they just packed more beds and packed more people in.
00:44:48.720
And we were just really pressed in like sardines.
00:44:51.980
But one thing that I did when I got there, uh, something that really, really helped me was
00:44:59.000
this is the, this is the thing that got me through.
00:45:02.540
It was really and truly my faith and really looking around and seeing conditions.
00:45:06.500
And once again, that fighter rose up in me and I saw at my very first prison that women
00:45:13.240
with long sentences, I hadn't even been there a year and here I am challenging the system
00:45:18.960
that women with long sentences were denied certain educational opportunities.
00:45:23.580
They quickly put me in the vocational area teaching and helping women get ready for re-entry
00:45:30.180
when their sentences were short and teaching them how to type.
00:45:33.900
So all those skills came in handy because I had a good job, uh, in prison.
00:45:39.040
And, um, I noticed that these women, it was like a melon, a bad melancholy with the women
00:45:47.180
Some had 20, 30, where they couldn't take, they couldn't take certain classes.
00:45:55.840
And they said, Ms. Alice has always been like this.
00:46:00.980
And you, you have to remember you gave up your freedom.
00:46:04.860
And it's not like you're going to get equal anything.
00:46:10.140
So I started going to the law library and studying constitutional rights as a prisoner.
00:46:32.140
And, uh, in fact, Megan, I didn't even know that anyone would ever know anything about this.
00:46:37.900
I had a friend, Cheryl, who stayed at that prison when I left.
00:46:41.020
She said, every time she see women with long sentences get in that class, you'd always tell
00:46:48.380
But, uh, when I came out my first year, I have to tell you, cause this is related to
00:46:53.120
Uh, it was the, that came to the attention, not because I told them, I never told them
00:46:58.900
this to the old international women's day on March 8, 2019, I was summoned to the United
00:47:06.340
I'd already, I was, I was already notified that I was receiving this honor and I was very
00:47:13.740
And it was four women from around the world who they had selected as women's rights defenders.
00:47:25.940
I hadn't even been out of prison a year, but it was because of that work fighting to
00:47:30.820
change a system and the series was called the, uh, courage to question out of everything
00:47:44.520
Cause I did think it was kind of interesting in this California prison.
00:47:47.140
You had some famous inmates who, who was there that was famous.
00:47:50.760
It's kind of interesting just to know what you saw or what, what that was like.
00:47:53.560
Heidi Fleiss, uh, Pat, Patty Hurst had just left back.
00:47:58.220
Her father had built this nice wing part of the unit she was in.
00:48:05.460
And so I had, uh, some other, a lot of political prisoners who, a lot of the women from the,
00:48:10.640
uh, Black Panther, I mean, from the, uh, civil rights movement who were former Black
00:48:17.420
Some other people were there too, who were, you know, pretty famous people because it was
00:48:22.220
And then you get transferred to a Texas prison.
00:48:25.360
And as I understand it, that among others, there was Wanda Barzee.
00:48:29.000
She's the one who pleaded guilty to the Elizabeth smart kidnapping.
00:48:40.400
She was at max, but the one who pleaded, uh, guilty of the smart lady, it was, there was
00:48:48.520
That was a little bit funny, uh, because she was considered such a snitch there in the
00:48:55.140
If someone got an extra piece of chicken, she was running back, letting the officers
00:49:00.220
And these women just got up and surrounded her and they went crazy on her and told her
00:49:04.900
you should have been telling them where, uh, who you, who you were keeping.
00:49:13.540
You should have been telling where Elizabeth smart was.
00:49:19.880
I mean, in prison is you did the bulk of your time in the Texas facility.
00:49:23.060
I mean, what, like, well, how would you describe it overall?
00:49:25.340
Cause I feel like there may have been this sense of bonding, but also it seems like it
00:49:30.040
may have been tortuous in some ways and abusive.
00:49:36.100
And in just about every female prison, you broad brush, you're going to have officers
00:49:42.200
who some of them are there who should not be officers.
00:49:45.660
You're going to have good officers and there's going to be bad officers.
00:49:49.120
Um, but for me, Megan, I was not going to, I had this sense of freedom in prison and I've
00:49:57.100
had people even on my Facebook said, Ms. Alice, you were contagious.
00:50:00.580
So you helped me get through my time in prison.
00:50:08.620
Uh, the prison I was in became well known as the place where they have these plays.
00:50:13.880
I didn't know how unique it was to be even doing the things.
00:50:17.180
I just knew that I could do something to make it better.
00:50:20.980
And I had something, I, I, I had something that they needed.
00:50:25.020
And many women who came to me, uh, Megan had very bad, uh, unforgiveness issues.
00:50:31.960
That's really what set me free to make me feel freer is I had to forgive all the people
00:50:38.280
who had wronged me, the people who had lied on me, that taken me away from my children,
00:50:43.520
the, the one who got me involved, the judge, prostitute, everybody.
00:50:48.240
And it wasn't just a, um, I'm going to forgive you.
00:50:53.260
I had to literally clear my own heart and take that weight off of me because unforgiveness
00:51:00.900
And I've said that it's, it's, it's like a rottenness of the soul.
00:51:04.680
And I started writing their names down and in my prayers, I consciously, I'm definitely
00:51:10.340
no saint, but I consciously would say their names out that I forgive them.
00:51:15.360
It didn't feel like I had forgiven them, but finally that weight start lifting up off of
00:51:20.700
And these people who were going on with their lives, not bothered about me, they were free,
00:51:25.900
but I'm in prison, in prison because I'm weighted down with unforgiveness.
00:51:30.400
So I really, I really, uh, started really encouraging the women, counseling with them.
00:51:37.580
And I saw change taking place with our forgiveness movement.
00:51:41.400
I'm going to call it our forgiveness movement in prison, uh, being free and letting those folks
00:51:46.760
Cause you, you're making yourself sick and you can't change it.
00:51:50.520
Cause this is your gift to yourself is to forgive.
00:51:53.660
I'm going to start doing that with some of the old bosses at NBC.
00:52:06.660
I take it right there because we had concrete floors.
00:52:14.120
And as I pray for my family, I pray for them first and ask the Lord to bless them.
00:52:22.820
So if I take the vengeance, then you leave it alone.
00:52:28.180
I'm asking you for peace because I needed peace in my soul.
00:52:32.140
And I could not have peace carrying that weight around and hating and, and, and rehearsing
00:52:37.340
and rehashing what happened to me because it's not going to change.
00:52:45.980
It's amazing that you went from poet to playwright, prison playwright, but continue to try to
00:52:55.960
I mean, that's what plays and acting and pretending in that way does and, and had an impact.
00:53:01.100
I mean, clearly you were, you're most popular prisoner.
00:53:03.620
I think, I think you were very much beloved, but there was tragedy.
00:53:08.700
I mean, both of your beautiful parents died while you were in prison.
00:53:11.460
And you missed so many milestones in your family, like, like what were the ones that you remember
00:53:22.880
Cause I had my first grandson right before I left, but he was a baby when I went into prison,
00:53:32.680
And then they just grew up in prison with no in prison grandmama.
00:53:37.480
Our communication was only through, you know, letters.
00:53:40.640
So I always, I can't make stuff good, but I always make them stuff.
00:53:45.040
And I, when I came home, my grandson has so much stuff that I had sent him over the years.
00:53:58.500
And that was really hard for me is to see all these pictures and I'm not in them.
00:54:03.900
That's why I take so many pictures now, Megan, because I was left out of so many pictures.
00:54:12.540
Up next, she never stopped fighting for her freedom and it would wind up coming from the
00:54:20.760
It is time for another edition of our feature from the archives, where we direct you back
00:54:26.380
Now it is growing a podcast to something you may have missed or something we feel you must
00:54:31.780
Perhaps today, we're going back to episode 49 from January of this year with the incredible
00:54:43.760
There's no spirit of love in the news whatsoever, which has been a frustration of mine in it
00:54:47.760
and why I know you never consider yourself as having been in the news business.
00:55:02.140
I think there's something about the news business that attracts us dark forces.
00:55:09.880
I learned a long, long time ago and I learned it from Billy, the friend that I, Billy Graham,
00:55:19.860
Billy, Billy was very wise when he told me basically, Kathy, just keep telling people
00:55:28.960
The few times that I did get caught up in something political, I regret it.
00:55:33.860
I should have stayed on the message of Jesus' love, God's love for his world, for his creation,
00:55:54.640
All the things we need in our world today come from one source alone.
00:56:05.560
As you mentioned, you're not into organized religion at all.
00:56:10.020
My friend, Melissa Francis, who works at Fox News, did.
00:56:16.140
She used to star on Little House on the Prairie, which is a whole other story and an awesome
00:56:23.020
She actually told it publicly, but she told me privately first that she was at her church
00:56:31.380
And there she was in the news business Monday through Friday, but on Sunday in in church.
00:56:46.980
I'm trying to avoid politics in this moment and go to my better angels, you know, trying
00:56:51.920
to go back to the well and get to get a fresh cup of mercy that you need.
00:56:56.820
Yeah, that's neither the time nor the place for for that kind of a message.
00:57:01.940
I really do believe that I I'm not against people going to church by any means.
00:57:07.220
I just church stopped meaning anything to me years ago when I when I didn't hear anybody
00:57:13.640
teaching rabbinically, which means the true source of the scriptures, the Greek in the
00:57:22.060
That's the only way I want scripture taught to me.
00:57:25.000
So I go to the rabbis and I go to Messianic rabbis to teach me.
00:57:30.100
I go to Israel and I study where these things actually happened.
00:57:33.400
And I study in a in a geopolitical and a contextual way what was going on then.
00:57:40.720
What what were the Sadducees and the Pharisees?
00:57:47.320
And when you start to learn rabbinically what all of that actually means, scriptures come
00:57:53.420
to life and you get the power you need in in your daily life.
00:58:00.460
I went to ABC and NBC every day for years and years and years and gave of myself as
00:58:06.820
much as I could, tried to be the best performer I could be, the best friend to anybody that
00:58:20.820
And countless lives were changed as a result of it.
00:58:23.780
And people used to say to me, how can you call yourself a Christian and be, you know,
00:58:26.800
I go, because that's where God called me to go love people.
00:58:32.720
And in this episode about God and faith, hearing her story about the importance of her faith
00:58:41.800
Honestly, she's lived her whole life as a quality person.
00:58:44.420
And I think you'll if you don't already love KLG, you will if you go back and check this
00:58:49.080
one out in our library and we will bring you more clips from the archives in the future.
00:59:00.680
At what point along this journey did you ever think, you know, I knew that my sentence was
00:59:05.860
unjust, but there's more attention being paid to these kinds of unjust sentences.
00:59:12.340
And maybe I have a shot of getting out of here early.
00:59:18.180
I never stopped fighting for my freedom, but I didn't let freedom become an idol in my
00:59:24.600
I'd never stopped fighting, but I'd lived a balanced life.
00:59:30.200
I went to the law library and I filed petition for women and they got relief and I didn't.
00:59:36.940
Every time I see a law change that was, but it wouldn't be retroactive.
00:59:43.740
And so I really and truly never, ever stopped fighting for my freedom.
00:59:48.900
I just had this belief that one day I was going to be free, that this just could not hold
00:59:57.160
And I just felt that something was going to happen.
01:00:03.840
It's like I'd have these dreams and I could see it.
01:00:12.800
You know, that was really, really very important to have strong family support.
01:00:18.160
But I always kept my family uplifted to thinking that something is going to happen.
01:00:23.180
And before I knew it, a year, another year, the years just started passing and I just kept
01:00:29.560
And this was one thing that I found was by serving others.
01:00:37.520
When I would help, I became a hospice volunteer.
01:00:40.360
That was a really big, I stopped being one when my father died though.
01:00:44.440
But I became a hospice volunteer at the prison in Texas because that was the only prison they
01:00:54.840
There weren't as many compassionate releases as there are now.
01:01:01.560
But at the time, they had hospice training classes and I signed up knowing I knew nothing
01:01:08.780
But I did it because also I had elderly parents who were still alive.
01:01:13.740
And I kept thinking when I go home, if they are sick, I want to be able to take care of
01:01:17.960
But also, I was working in commissary at one point and I went up to the floor to deliver
01:01:28.640
And so I wanted to see what I could do for them.
01:01:32.560
And so I took the training and many of them, I was the very last voice and face that they
01:01:39.480
So it became totally life changing for me to sit with these women and to bring them comfort
01:01:47.860
and to be their prison family, to sing to them because I love to sing.
01:01:52.160
I'm not the best singer, but I sing to them, I read to them, I just talk and just be their
01:02:03.460
So that was that was one of my one of the I'm going to say things that helped me, too.
01:02:12.300
One of the things that needed to change was a reevaluation of these harsh sentencing laws
01:02:16.620
and guidelines that were on the books when you were sentenced.
01:02:18.940
I mean, there was a there was a reason you were sentenced to life in prison that judged
01:02:25.260
She actually didn't she didn't really have much discretion because the laws at that time
01:02:30.420
in 1996, when you were you were found guilty, we had cracked down on crime.
01:02:36.700
There was there had been a crime wave and the country was, you know, between 1970 and
01:02:41.200
the early 90s dealing with record crime numbers.
01:02:44.560
And there was a push to be less forgiving when it came to certain crimes.
01:02:54.880
And so it's like you almost had just bad luck getting sent to committing this crime and getting
01:03:01.880
found guilty at that particular moment in time.
01:03:05.800
There was a crime bill that had already passed.
01:03:16.660
And to do anything as a politician, everyone was against changing laws because you would
01:03:29.500
It was a lot of lip service, but it was actually no change that was taking place.
01:03:34.740
And they've said now, you know, that the war on drugs was really a war on poor people.
01:03:38.900
I mean, that's that's really who got swept up and disproportionately people of color who got
01:03:43.100
swept up in it and faced with massive sentences that where the punishment did not fit the crime.
01:03:48.120
I mean, you're a person who never was in trouble with the law before.
01:03:50.420
How does a person who's never in trouble with the law before who, yes, serves as a telephone
01:03:54.660
mule admitted wind up in prison forever, forever?
01:03:59.080
There are murderers who got lighter sentences than you did.
01:04:02.580
I saw people, sex offenders who had committed heinous crimes.
01:04:07.100
I'm not talking about I mean, terribly heinous crimes.
01:04:10.500
I saw these people walk out the door and some of them walk right back in as they reoffended.
01:04:16.600
But because there is no parole in the federal system and that I don't understand because
01:04:21.580
there is parole in every state, but there is no parole.
01:04:26.200
So you can't go before a parole board and say that I've made these changes.
01:04:34.080
There is no redemption in the federal prison because there is no parole.
01:04:37.740
And so to see all of that taking place and I spent my entire time with a perfect record.
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I came out with no infractions and I had wardens sitting, wardens writing letters of commendation,
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staff who's writing to the White House for my freedom.
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I've got the women started writing for my freedom because they considered me when the
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when the whole guidelines came out for this clemency project under Obama.
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Yeah, there was one person at that prison who thought that I wouldn't get it.
01:05:13.880
He initiates something called the clemency project.
01:05:16.880
And they try looking at prisoners who are serving a federal sentence in prison who likely
01:05:25.680
would have received a substantially lower sentence if convicted of the same offense today.
01:05:32.000
They're nonviolent, low level offenders with without significant ties to large scale criminal
01:05:40.080
Maybe they thought you had some cartel, you know, back to the El Chapo.
01:05:45.400
They don't have significant criminal history, demonstrated good conduct in prison, no history
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of violence, and 16,000, almost 17,000 people filed petitions under the new clemency initiative.
01:05:57.320
Obama granted clemency to just under 2,000 individuals while he was in office.
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And did you believe that you would be one of them?
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By this time, the ACLU has me in their ad campaign.
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And once again, the grace, grace, the favor of God is on my life.
01:06:20.720
They select me to be one of the six people in their ad campaign from all over the federal
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I'm getting many reporters are writing about me and the work that I've done, my case, everything.
01:06:39.700
So I know that someone sees me because I've become a national figure at this point.
01:06:46.520
And unfortunately, the process itself was very flawed.
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And the whole clemency process, really, Megan, is extremely flawed.
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The clemency process is sitting in the Department of Justice.
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And so one of the things that they do when a person gets close is a really viable candidate
01:07:08.480
for clemency is they contact the prosecutor who prosecuted your case and ask them what
01:07:21.060
He, well, he, you know, people get mad, not because they feel like that you should be
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But the only thing he knew me from was 20 plus years ago, 20 years ago.
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Uh, he was very angry with me for going to trial, but my warden has written all these
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My captain, case manager, as I say, yet that bet has no weight to it.
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The prosecutor even met with my family, uh, when I was denied and he told them point blank
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that every time he saw mine, he just put denied.
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But if you're sending these cases straight back to the prosecutor, you got the same information
01:08:14.480
What the charges was, what I did, there was absolutely no violence whatsoever.
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No violence before prison, no violence in prison.
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A stellar record, recommendations to come out, but it's, it's hinging on a prosecutor saying
01:08:31.440
Meanwhile, you had members of Congress writing on your behalf.
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You've got the, the few, the, the final days of Obama's term.
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You were hopeful you'd be one of them, but in the end, how did you find out the bad news?
01:08:55.360
In the end, it was on January the 7th and a clemency denial list.
01:09:01.100
They were putting these out, the ones who were rejected.
01:09:07.280
She was scanning every time those things come out because somehow my rejection, my, my denial
01:09:15.660
I have not seen it, but I was on the list of denials.
01:09:27.160
You never, ever know why they don't give you any explanation, except they tell you cannot
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What, what is it that I could do better to be a better candidate for clemency?
01:09:39.340
You don't even know what they looked at, why you were denied.
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I mean, they saw not denied that people just received a denial letter.
01:09:48.540
Mine was lost somewhere, but I was on the list of denials.
01:09:54.120
I mean, at that point, you know, when you say back to your, how do you tell a woman not
01:10:00.020
to hope at that point, was your hope diminished?
01:10:06.860
But then my family kicked in and they said they didn't know why, but they just felt like
01:10:13.520
it was to do with the prosecutor because the part of the office of the partner attorney
01:10:21.160
My daughter was checking in and it seemed favorable that I was going to get it.
01:10:26.860
So they kind of figured it might be the prosecutor.
01:10:32.240
And that's when they were to ask him if he would to show him that I'm not the same person
01:10:38.820
And he even told my family, I didn't know Alice was doing these things.
01:10:42.980
So how could you say denied if you don't really know this?
01:10:50.200
They went and did a sit in at his boss's office and refused to leave to get him to change his
01:11:00.200
He said, he said, this is new, new information.
01:11:08.400
And so he wrote a letter and said that, uh, uh, because of new evidence about Alice
01:11:15.740
Johnson, um, um, uh, you know, recommending her for clemency, um, under the Obama administration.
01:11:23.140
And so we hoped up until the last minute that, uh, when we finally got that letter, my family,
01:11:29.700
we just knew that everything was going to be reversed.
01:11:32.640
But, um, when I saw, uh, President Obama on that plane, waving goodbye, I just sat there
01:11:46.940
Anything to say it had been reversed because we thought it was reversed at that moment.
01:11:53.740
And then, you know, I have to ask you, cause of course his successor is Donald, Donald Trump,
01:11:59.080
who the media at every turn portrayed as a racist white supremacist.
01:12:06.760
And I don't know how in touch you were with the news cycle, but were you looking at him
01:12:14.140
Well, it was looking pretty grim, but I'm going to tell you what I did, Megan.
01:12:19.560
I got the scripture out of Proverbs 21 and five.
01:12:23.380
That said, the heart of the King is in the hands of the Lord and like streams in the river,
01:12:30.820
And I started just holding on to that scripture and praying for president Trump and just, and
01:12:37.740
just asking the Lord to turn his heart toward me, Lord, please turn toward me.
01:12:42.140
Um, but I still had hope because the, um, the person, the, uh, U S attorney who had did
01:12:47.920
the reversal letter, not my regular prosecutor, there was still a slight chance that maybe
01:12:54.180
I could still get a reduction by appealing to him, but, uh, then he resigned.
01:13:04.840
So there's this, this online publication called Mike and my C that wants you to record a video
01:13:10.900
It was four minutes long, but a woman named Kim Kardashian saw it.
01:13:22.040
Someone who she don't even know who fought, who she follows.
01:13:28.720
I mean, they retweeted and it came up, I guess on her feed.
01:13:31.340
And she said she had not been on her own Twitter for days.
01:13:34.960
And she says, she turned, she went into Twitter.
01:13:46.060
And little did I know that she had tweeted it out.
01:13:49.580
She contacted Sean Holly, her personal lawyer, her family's personal lawyer, and told her to
01:13:55.500
find Alice Johnson and see if she would like for me, I want to help her.
01:14:02.600
And so Sean Holly found me and, uh, she, uh, she didn't tell me who it was.
01:14:07.800
She had said, a very rich and famous woman would like to hire me to represent you.
01:14:20.760
Even though it was Kim, I thought it was Kris Jenner.
01:14:23.740
I had my daughter, uh, Google Sean Holly and find out who her clients were.
01:14:36.580
And my daughter says to me, what if it's Kim Kardashian?
01:14:50.020
And sure enough, two days later, I found out it was Kim.
01:14:55.600
Before this, you had a dream about how you might get out of prison.
01:15:02.720
Honestly and truly, Megan, I had a dream about this beautiful woman who was going to tell me
01:15:09.240
that I could go home, who was going to help me gain my freedom.
01:15:16.300
It played out with the media out there, just like I dreamed.
01:15:34.160
One of the women who was in prison with me, who I told my dream,
01:15:39.980
And that had been probably 15, 16, something like that, years sooner.
01:15:47.440
She sent me a message on Messenger recounting my whole dream to me.
01:15:54.120
So Kim Kardashian calls Ivanka Trump and tells Ivanka about your story.
01:16:01.860
And Ivanka says we need to loop in Jared Kushner, Ivanka's husband and somebody who'd been working
01:16:07.280
on criminal justice reform with Van Jones, among others.
01:16:11.440
And that's how they get it in front of President Trump.
01:16:15.780
Kim writes in the in the foreword to your book about how she worked on it for six months,
01:16:19.900
she and her team to get just the right presentation to President Trump.
01:16:23.580
And now keep in mind, members of the audience, keep in mind, Obama, he granted 1927 clemency
01:16:32.700
petitions while in office, the highest total of any president going back to Harry Truman.
01:16:39.380
Only two other presidents since 1900 granted fewer than Trump did.
01:16:43.820
That was George W. Bush and his dad, George H.W. Bush.
01:16:46.000
So Trump was not too liberal with the with the clemency grants.
01:16:49.980
So the odds are not great, but you have this really interesting team working it from the
01:17:01.560
Actually, Kim, at that point, she had brought in different attorneys.
01:17:05.640
At that point, she brought in Brittany Barnett, Jennifer Turner, who was the one from the ACLU,
01:17:16.000
Um, so it was four of them originally on Kim's attorney team.
01:17:23.180
Kim assembled this team from all over the country, from Dallas, New York, to Memphis,
01:17:30.320
So I had a different team working with her actually on the on my clemency, on my clemency
01:17:41.840
I knew all I didn't know I knew all of them except one.
01:17:46.080
And so, uh, in Van Jones team, they had been advocating for my freedom.
01:17:53.940
They'd been out there advocating for my freedom.
01:17:55.980
But when, uh, Kim put, put this team together, it was like a, it was a, a team of people that
01:18:04.920
And they, Brittany already knew my case because Brittany's client, Sharonda Jones, was my best
01:18:21.500
They, my daughter put a petition out there, 270,000 people signed it.
01:18:28.320
So what, so what, how did you find out Trump said yes?
01:18:34.920
I actually, it was a Wednesday and this is crazy because it's all in the news that he's
01:18:42.420
But by this time I've had so many false alarms that I'm really scared for real that this might
01:18:49.940
Cause I've had, I've had so many disappointments where I thought I was going to be set free.
01:18:53.920
And on Wednesdays, Megan is hamburger day and it's all on the news that there's a possibility,
01:19:04.260
I went to my room and I just would not listen no more because my heart is studying.
01:19:11.260
So I went to, I went to the dining room and it's when I took my first bite, I heard my
01:19:17.400
name being called and for a legal call, not knowing that Kim was on the line with the
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I'm like, well, at first I tell her, she, I tell her, I said, it's my, cause I would call
01:19:39.500
her my war angel, not just the angel, but my war angel.
01:19:46.880
So many things that's too much to even go into all of the things, the ups and downs where
01:19:56.600
But anyway, Kim was the one who told me that I was free, that I was out of there, that I
01:20:05.640
And Megan, when she told me I could go home, I don't even think, I don't remember jumping
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And then I could hear the women on both sides beating on the doors and screaming and crying.
01:20:20.960
And it was just a moment that I can never forget.
01:20:36.640
She thought that they had already told me that I knew she didn't know she was the one
01:20:43.800
Honestly, it's like the Kardashians, they, they're so successful and they, they've made so
01:20:48.000
much money and they're controversial too, because of the selfies and the naked and all
01:20:53.400
And, but if Kim Kardashian does not another thing in her life, she will go to her grave
01:20:59.760
knowing she made a serious and profound difference in the life of someone who mattered, who really
01:21:09.320
And Kim and I still communicate, uh, you know, I say Kim changed my life, but she'll tell
01:21:15.580
you quickly, I changed her life too and gave her a different focus and different meaning.
01:21:20.400
And because of that, so many other people have come home.
01:21:23.920
So I know Megan that, and I've said this, that I was not delayed or denied, but I was
01:21:34.680
Everything that happened had to be so, so terrible, even with all of the years that I was in prison.
01:21:41.000
It had to be something so awful that it would catch the attention of people.
01:21:48.120
It was seeing, seeing me and seeing my family, not just reading a story, but it was the effect
01:21:55.820
of my image and my voice being out there and people hearing my story.
01:22:06.380
It was the catalyst for a huge movement that was going to take place.
01:22:10.580
Many have said that my case, my release from prison became the catalyst for the successful
01:22:15.840
passage, the bipartisan passage of the first step act that president Trump signed into law.
01:22:21.920
And I never take anything for granted, Megan, because no, no matter what, my clemency was
01:22:33.480
And the granite of my clemency caused a domino effect in culture of people seeing that this
01:22:42.760
is wrong, that we have such a terribly broken system.
01:22:46.040
It took away the stigma of the Willie Horton case.
01:22:50.420
And now people are now talking seriously about criminal justice reform.
01:22:55.640
And the politicians are not afraid because there was so much support, not only in this country,
01:23:03.980
The first step act, which is something that Van Jones also worked on with Jared and the
01:23:10.100
So, you know, obviously he's no, he's no conservative, but, and he got a lot of crap for this from,
01:23:14.620
from people on the left, but he, he worked tirelessly among many others to make this a reality.
01:23:21.220
Van Jones got so much flack from working with the president.
01:23:24.680
You know, people, that was awful to me because if you really genuinely care about people,
01:23:39.320
That's what I consider myself, not as a lobbyist, but as a champion for the people.
01:23:44.580
And Van Jones, you have to have some courage to go in there knowing that they're going to
01:23:49.540
throw rotten tomatoes at you and, uh, for doing, for doing things for the people.
01:23:55.280
And, you know, he had the courage, a lot of others too.
01:23:58.180
A lot of other people were willing to cross the political divide and do what is right.
01:24:04.180
And how, how silly that is, Megan, the person that can get this done,
01:24:11.440
Well, then you're not really being true to your call.
01:24:13.520
And Van Jones, I mean, I am aware that Van Jones had threats on his life for doing this
01:24:21.260
for, and, and let's keep in mind that the first step act that he was trying to, you know,
01:24:24.960
push with Jared and others, it passed the Senate 87 to 12.
01:24:31.860
I mean, this was an overwhelmingly bipartisan bill.
01:24:35.700
And, uh, I mean, it had people supporting it from Kamala Harris to Ted Cruz, you know, the,
01:24:42.960
It's like, this is, this is quite a piece of legislation.
01:24:45.240
And now this act for which Trump gets no credit, uh, reduces mandatory minimum sentences for a
01:24:54.240
It allows judges to circumvent federal mandatory minimum sentences for nonviolent offenders.
01:25:00.280
When they see fit, it expands rehabilitative opportunities for federal prisoners.
01:25:05.560
It, it ends the so-called three strikes, mandatory life sentences for defendants facing a third
01:25:10.960
drug conviction, except in, in when they've been a violent felon and so on.
01:25:17.920
It, it writes humanity and humane treatment of humans into the law.
01:25:24.880
And I, and I want to tell you, I don't know if you know this, Megan, but at first, the
01:25:28.840
very first step act that was being presented to the president did not have sentencing reform
01:25:36.320
And if you go back and you look at the news clips, when he did the press conference, he
01:25:40.380
talks about me and asking them to put sentencing reform in.
01:25:44.320
He said, he does not want to see another case like Alice Johnson's because the first time
01:25:50.420
when Kim and Sean took my case into the Oval Office, and I've said that Oval Office became
01:25:56.620
the courtroom, even though she was a famous person bringing it to the president, I had
01:26:01.900
to be a worthy candidate to get, to get this still.
01:26:08.220
So when the, when the layers were pulled back, he couldn't believe that I actually got life
01:26:14.060
for what I did, because whatever might be written or what may have appeared in newspapers
01:26:20.320
after my sentencing, he looked at the actual paperwork and to say what I was convicted of
01:26:27.220
And a little did I know, and that was on my birthday.
01:26:29.840
I just had a birthday to May 30th, but she went on my birthday and seven days later running
01:26:35.560
across the row three, but that, that caused a chain reaction.
01:26:41.340
My case did to literally touch the heart of a president because that's, that's, you know,
01:26:48.020
he, he, he was, as he said, one of the people that did it his own way.
01:26:53.240
Well, you know, Alice, we're told that President Trump doesn't have a heart, that he is a racist,
01:26:59.080
I say, I have seen none of that, that I was able to approach President Trump about other
01:27:06.860
And he granted many of those cases, many of those people freedom.
01:27:10.880
And it was never just Alice Johnson has these cases.
01:27:14.320
I submitted over a hundred cases to the president.
01:27:17.120
I mean, to the pardon attorney's office, to the white house, personally, myself after
01:27:24.260
And he brought me into that open office a number of times and asked me to tell him about
01:27:33.560
And these people are set free, are at home today.
01:27:39.080
Pardons, clemencies, things, people that would never have gotten out of prison.
01:27:43.720
I was able to literally speak to the president personally about these cases.
01:27:51.080
I thank God for this opportunity to go before the president the way someone went for me.
01:27:58.560
Because at that time, Kim went, it was not popular to go.
01:28:04.460
And when I went, I don't care about the popularity.
01:28:09.840
I don't care about anything but the people, about justice.
01:28:13.340
I don't care anything but mercy and helping these people the way that I was helped.
01:28:19.800
And any of the people that they looked that I helped were all very deserving people.
01:28:24.780
And I wish I could have helped a thousand more people.
01:28:28.200
But, you know, I just timed in permit, resources in permit.
01:28:31.940
But what I could do while I could do it, I did it.
01:28:35.960
Can we spend one minute, since we've built up this whole story, on the moment you walked
01:28:43.640
Well, it was an hour after Kim, I hung the phone up from Kim.
01:28:47.140
An hour and a half later, I heard my name over the loudspeaker saying, Alice Marie Johnson,
01:28:55.780
When that came over the loudspeaker, there was a cheer.
01:29:01.660
There was a cheer that went up all over three buildings with them separated, you know, with
01:29:12.500
And as I walked out the door, every window had women in it, beating with cups, beating
01:29:23.600
And when I looked up at them, they were all crying and screaming, Miss Alice, we love you.
01:29:32.460
And when I made the motion to throw a kiss at them, pull my, pull, not my kiss, but pull
01:29:37.820
my heart out of my chest and throw it to them, the ground was shaking.
01:29:43.820
And when I left out, I had to pass by to get to my family, the camp, which was a lower security
01:29:49.760
held about 250 women, every woman, every staff member was lined up outside that prison and
01:29:56.300
they were doing the same thing, screaming, my name, we love you.
01:30:10.100
And I, I made a vow in my heart that I would never stop fighting for them.
01:30:17.120
And I have not, I literally have used my, my life to, to uplift them, to tell my story
01:30:25.740
and their stories and, and elevate their faces.
01:30:28.740
Even the organization that I founded is for video is for having storytelling to lift these
01:30:40.580
You never lost your positivity, your optimism, your belief in the power of God, your hope.
01:30:53.460
And I saw that firsthand when I watched you at the Republican National Convention, you wound
01:31:06.240
I was once told that the only way I would ever be reunited with my family would be as
01:31:14.080
But by the grace of God and the compassion of President Donald John Trump, I stand before
01:31:32.180
When President Trump heard about me, about the injustice of my story, he saw me as a person.
01:32:01.580
That's what our president, Donald Trump, did for me.
01:32:21.580
I mean, just the fact that you can say, God bless America, after all you've been through
01:32:25.940
and the injustice of your sentence, you can still hold on to any sort of a patriotic sentiment
01:32:41.740
And we as a country have survived many things in our life.
01:32:49.000
I've experienced some of the darkest moments being locked behind bars, told that it's going
01:32:56.320
And really, as a country, we are facing dark moments right now.
01:33:05.520
As my mama said, out of something bad, something always good can come out of it.
01:33:10.980
What was different when you got out after 21 years?
01:33:13.240
What you look around and, you know, it's like coming up from a submarine, you periscope up.
01:33:19.380
This technology, there was absolutely no internet when I went to prison.
01:33:25.180
So everything with these little phones, I was so afraid of my phone when they gave me
01:33:37.420
But now I'm like everyone else, I'm texting too.
01:33:40.160
But one thing I don't like is all of the FaceTiming.
01:33:42.740
And I made my grandchildren, they're not allowed to do all that FaceTime and come see me.
01:33:55.100
But, you know, honestly and truly, it's different out here, too.
01:33:59.640
There's a whole different political culture out here.
01:34:07.000
People used to fuss and fight while they were in session and then go out and they could
01:34:16.020
And that saddened me to see how polarized things are.
01:34:21.200
And it saddened me, too, for people to tell me how I'm supposed to feel.
01:34:26.760
And they pick up nuts when I say, I don't feel like that.
01:34:30.820
That's a big thing I learned in prison because I was in there with every different faith group.
01:34:35.200
And I'm going to tell you, every different faith group, every time I got ready to do
01:34:38.740
something, rallied to help me because I did not care what your faith was, what your
01:34:46.780
And that's what they saw me as, a nurturer and a person that was fair and who saw them,
01:34:52.000
not just saw them, but I listened to them, to their ideas.
01:34:55.740
So coming out here, those lessons have followed me from prison to out here.
01:35:01.100
I don't change according to what group of people I'm with.
01:35:05.660
I don't change who I am because I'm speaking to Megyn Kelly.
01:35:15.800
Or are you back on like the meals that you could never get in prison that you probably
01:35:29.680
And what, what, when you look around your life now, obviously family, of course, but
01:35:35.840
is there something that you really appreciate now that you didn't before?
01:35:39.560
I appreciate just opening in my door and being able to walk out.
01:35:46.300
I really, really appreciate, I take more baths than probably most, most people because for
01:35:51.900
over two decades, I could only take a shower and I still can't break myself of this.
01:35:57.100
I still open the refrigerator and marvel at just being able to take out of the refrigerator.
01:36:03.640
I wouldn't, I don't think I'll ever get past just being thankful and noticing things that
01:36:09.940
Even during the pandemic, I was, you know, I was locked down and isolated for many, many
01:36:18.460
But the thing I appreciated so much, I could pick the phone up and call them.
01:36:22.160
And at that point, I could do some FaceTiming, but I have this liberty.
01:36:26.520
You don't appreciate liberty and freedom until it's taken away from you.
01:36:34.120
Even now, I wake up sometimes in the morning, Megan, and I'll just stare at my ceiling.
01:36:40.000
Because for over two decades, I always stared at a bunk bed over my head.
01:36:44.640
So I just, I don't take nothing, absolutely nothing for granted.
01:36:49.420
I don't think that freedom will ever get old to me.
01:36:54.240
Alice Marie Johnson, thank you so much for telling us your story.
01:37:03.640
I want you to know, Megan, I've been, I started following things that you were doing and,
01:37:09.300
I'm so glad that you're doing what you're doing.
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And I feel like watching them, I'm just watching what I used to be used to, just news.
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I'm honored, honestly, with all the time that's been stolen from you that you would give any
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of the time you now are enjoying to me is a true honor, Alice.
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Thank you for being so strong and so uplifting and just bringing this light even into my world
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I mean, if you can overcome what you have overcome with this kind of an attitude and forgive
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those who have trespassed against you, so can we all.
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Download five stars and give me a written write-up so that I'll get your feedback on Alice.
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