#234 ‒ Chris Hemsworth on Limitless, longevity, and happiness
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In this episode, I sit down with Chris Hemsworth to talk about his work in the new series, "Lifetime: Limitless: On Longevity" hosted by National Geographic and now available on Disney+. In this conversation, we discuss the challenges Chris went through in the making of the series, and how they have impacted him to this day.
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here's today's episode. My guest this week is Chris Hemsworth. Many of you need no introduction
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to Chris, of course, and most of you probably know who he is through his work as Thor in the
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Marvel movie series. You've also likely seen him in no shortage of other movies out there. And of
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course, my absolute favorite movie with him is Rush. I wanted to sit down with Chris to talk
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specifically about his work in the recent project through National Geographic called Limitless,
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which is now available on Disney+. Prior to the beginning of filming for Limitless, which was
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in January 2020, I didn't know Chris. But over the past three years, I've gotten to know Chris very
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well and consider him a very close friend. And it was great to sit down with him in New York as we
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were both there for the premiere to talk about everything that had gone into the making of this
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series. Chris and I had kind of an ongoing joke over the past few years where we would refer to
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the series Limitless by another name, Relentless, because it really in some ways felt like this was
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never going to end. In part, of course, that was due to COVID. But in part, I think it was because
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the creative team behind this had such an amazing vision for what this could be. And frankly,
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the version of Limitless that you all have seen is a significantly better version than I think the
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one that was conceived back at the beginning in 2020. So as I said, given that we were both in New
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York for the premiere, we wanted to take advantage of that and sit down and talk about this.
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Unfortunately, time was not completely unlimited and there were constraints. And so as much as I
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wanted to do a really deep podcast with Chris and talk about everything in his life beyond
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Limitless, we simply didn't have the time given how much of Limitless we wanted to talk about.
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So in this episode, we really just focus on Limitless, the challenges that he went through
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in a variety of the episodes. In particular, we talk about how they've impacted him to this day.
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In addition to the conversation with Chris, we sprinkle in a variety of clips from Limitless
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throughout the interview process, depending on the topics that we're covering. While this lends,
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I think, to a better watching experience of the interview, we're purposeful in choosing clips
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from Limitless that would add value to even those of you who are just listening to this in audio
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format. And of course, if you haven't checked out the series, I recommend you do so. As I said,
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it can be found on Disney+. So without further delay, please enjoy my conversation with Chris
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time. So good to sit down with you, brother. You too. Thanks for having me. So much to talk about,
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but I feel like I just want to start with kind of getting a sense of the first time you heard about
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this. Was it a call from Darren? Like, how did you even get involved in this project?
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Yeah, I had a call from Darren. I'd be going back on three years now. He said, I want to do this series,
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a docu-series called Limitless on longevity. And he said, I know you're a fit, healthy guy,
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but we want to dive into the science and put you in some pretty extreme, intense, physical,
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emotional situations and see how you fare. And you can be the guinea pig as far as the longevity
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science goes. I said, why not? And initially it was supposed to be about a three-week shoot.
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And I know you and I have talked about this a lot. Once COVID hit, the show got spread out over
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two and a half years. And really it transformed in the best way possible due to having a hell of a lot
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more time than I think we'd first anticipated. We were able to flesh out each episode, explore the
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science in greater detail. I was able to grow throughout the experience and have different
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opinions on myself, different opinions on how I approached health and wellness. So yeah,
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I'm really proud of how it turned out. And I think it was a lot due to the time span we're
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able to shoot it on. Kind of going back to this, first of all, I can't believe they bait and
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switched you on three weeks of shooting because even before COVID, I was involved in four weeks
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of shooting. So I don't know where anybody thought it was going to be done. And this week was two and
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I was like, I can't fit that in my schedule. Then it was three and then two and a half years.
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And we joke about it, right? What do we call it? Relentless. We're going to do a title change.
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Limited, I was going to call it. So where were you in, you were done Avengers by that point?
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Yeah. What did I, I'd done Avengers. I think I was doing the press tour. About the time this came
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up, you hadn't done Love and Thunder. So I remember three years ago, almost to the day I was sitting
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in my apartment here in New York with Darren, Ruth, Aerie, you know, sort of like the core group
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from Newtopia and from Protozoa. And at that point, so call it November of 2019, they had the idea for
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six episodes. It was still a bit foggy. And it's kind of amazing how quickly they morphed that into
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that first shoot when we started in January. Was there anything about it that you had apprehension
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about doing? I mean, besides the time, obviously time is an issue based on your schedule, but
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were you nervous, worried, anxious about doing this? Because this is not acting.
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I was, to be honest. So I hadn't never hosted anything before. And it's one thing to hide
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behind the character and behind the mask of whatever individual you're playing in a film
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setting. But then to be yourself, you know, I've done obviously plenty of interviews and
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so on, but to be in a situation like this, where it was not only looking into the science,
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but dissecting kind of my abilities and seeing what my limits were in one regard. And there's
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vulnerability that's required there. I had to be authentic. So I didn't want to hold
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back. But yeah, it was a little more of a hesitation or a lot more sort of thinking about
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it as how I was going to come across. And was it going to be genuine? Was it going to
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be appreciated or not? Or all sorts of silly kind of doubts and questions start to creep
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in that I wasn't normally sort of thinking about. And then the thing transformed anyway,
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as far as my initial, was there any hesitation around taking on the show? I don't think any
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of us knew what it was going to be. The three or four weeks that we'd talk about, even when
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you were involved, and I spoke to Darren the last couple of days about this, he said,
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yeah, it was a very different beast at the beginning. And due to the time, but also I
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think due to what I was willing to do and him and I had for it, it was allowed to evolve
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and become something bigger. And as did the challenges, you know, there were discussions
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about cold water immersion and we're going to do ice baths and so on. And then it was like,
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let's go to Norway and let's, you know, swimming in the Arctic Ocean. And it sort of became more and
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more epic as it went on. It feels like you, and I don't want to project this, so correct me if I'm
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wrong, but as I watched you, because, you know, one of the things about this that was kind of a joy
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is how close we became as a group, like you, your team, me, Darren, like the whole group kind of
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coalesced. It's like you seem to trust the team even more and more as time went on and gave more and
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more of yourself. Because again, everybody sort of got involved in this with the expectation this
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was going to be bracketed in terms of time and COVID in part, but also I just think the
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breadth of expectation of what this could be expanded the scope so much. Do you get the sense
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that you were willing to give way more of yourself as this thing went on than maybe you had committed
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to up front? Absolutely. And I think due to what you're saying about there's a trust there with
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the people I was working with. I knew on paper that these were the experts in their field and
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all of you were going to take care of me and advise me in the right way, but it's like you're working
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with a director and each of the experts in each of these series were kind of leading the way and
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they're at the helm and I was following. And if I have a good relationship with my director and I
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trust them and that only comes through experience and time spent, then I'm going to give more of
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myself and take more risks and not feel like it's going to be exploited in any way.
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So the first episode that we filmed was the fasting one.
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Yeah. It makes it a lot easier to go through this with somebody else.
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I've definitely gone a day without food before.
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I think I get pretty cranky when I've missed a meal. Certainly detrimental to my happiness.
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It's a pretty long time. Why four days? Why not?
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I mean, what is the benefit with four days? Why that number?
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Three to four days is probably that window at which we do enough to change how your body
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body is interacting with the absence of nutrients to basically do kind of a reboot on your system.
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Oh, really? Do you think I'm going to be able to hold it together? Do you reckon
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in your experience, you see a lot of people, the first time they do it, succeed?
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In the next four days, there is no doubt in my mind there will be a period of time in which
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But, you know, if you really stop to think about it, this idea that we kind of live today
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where we're sort of surrounded by unlimited access to food and we can eat three meals and
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snack in between them, that's a relatively recent addition to our species.
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And our ancestors would have gone days without food all the time. And not only did they have
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to do that, they had the ability to, in a period of starvation, actually go out and hunt.
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I think that shows up third or fourth in the sequence.
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What did you know going into that and what was your expectation?
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Just that I had never fasted before and I knew that this was going to be...
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And I don't think you knew how long it was going to be or anything like that. I mean,
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we sort of sprung that on you in real time over that dinner.
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We did. I think the initial discussions were around like intermittent fasting and restricted
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sort of feeding windows. And then it was like, oh, maybe we'll do a day or a couple
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of days. And you're like, no, we're doing four days.
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I did. And they said, no, no, we're going to go one more. Because I said, I wouldn't
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normally have a patient go more than three days on the first one.
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Yeah, I don't know. I mean, as we talked about many times, my expectation or kind of
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thoughts around, would I be able to do it or not? I think we're in line with yours.
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I thought, look, we're going to commit. We're going to do it. But we kept discussing,
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you'll kick into ketosis on day two, you know, and maybe day three. And then it got to like
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day four. And I'm like, nah, I'm not feeling any of the sharpness or alertness.
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And then right in the afternoon when we went spearfishing, probably at the right time too,
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it kicked in and things started to sort of percolate.
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I remember saying to Tanya, I think it was to Tanya, it might have been somebody else,
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but I think it was to Tanya as we were getting ready to head out on the boat. That was the
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moment when I kind of realized how sort of strong you were, because I felt like you didn't have that
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much time to prepare for that exercise. And it wasn't under ideal circumstances. It's one thing
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to say, you're going to do your first fast. It's going to be for four days. And it was hard
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enough. I mean, we worked out every day. We had a bunch of other things that we had to do,
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but then learning an entirely new skill around breath holding and spearfishing, I mean, I think
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would be challenging under any circumstance. How much of that do you remember? You know,
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it's been almost three years since we filmed that, but how much of that do you remember?
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And was there ever a moment when you thought, I'm not worried that something's going to happen to me,
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but I'm worried that I'm not going to be successful?
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That was most of the episodes. As I'd get to doing the Arctic swim or doing the four-day fast or
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climbing the rope, I kept thinking, if I don't complete this exercise, it's not really an
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episode or it's pretty anticlimactic. And so there was definitely a healthy amount of fear there kind
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of motivating me, but also coming back to the why of it and why we're doing it and understanding
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the specific purpose of each challenge was, on one hand, looked like they were trying to kill me,
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but on the other hand, there was an incredible amount of information and knowledge and support
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and science there that says, you do this, you do this consistently, you work this into your daily
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routine, then the benefits are exponential. So let's think about Norway. We filmed that in,
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I think, February, right? I mean, we went right from Australia, maybe had two weeks off and then
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we're all in Norway. My recollection of that was a beauty like I couldn't imagine. So we were there
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to do this thing. It was in this place that you would normally never go to. I feel like we took
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like three flights to get there or something crazy. Again, Ross spoke about this a little
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bit last night, which was, it was another example of you were being asked to do something
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much quicker than you would normally do so, right? I think you didn't, what was the first
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day you jumped in that water? Because it's different than an ice bath. Like you can sit
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in an ice bath all you want. It's a totally different experience to jump in the ocean when
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Some of the episodes I was able to train for, specifically probably the strength episode,
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that was on and off of the course of six, seven months. And then I had injuries and so on. But
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the cold water immersion, I mean, I did a couple of ice baths back in sunny.
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Back in Australia. And that was new to me. And then I was talking to Ross about it. And
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the sort of overarching idea was that, you know, they were talking about developing brown fat,
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you know, and we're going to monitor that. And Ross is like, not in four days, this is going
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to happen. And so it became as much a adaptation around cold water immersion as much as it was
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sort of a resilience test or just a grit head down, go for it. Because the first time we jumped
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in the water in Norway and we were in there for four and a half minutes, that was longer than any
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ice bath I've had, but it was snowing. I'm breathing in, you know, freezing cold air and it's windy.
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And I'm also moving, you know, you sit in an ice bath and there's a couple of mil of water that
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starts to heat up if you stay still. You're treading water, then none of that's happening.
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So a lot of it was trusting Ross and listening to Ross's voice and just kind of, again, back to
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what you said about the trust. If I didn't have Ross there coaching me through it, having also done
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it and even to even more extremes, I would have questioned it to no end. And in particular,
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on that actual, on the actual swim itself, halfway through, I was like, every part of me was like,
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you're dying. Get out of the water. This is ridiculous.
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Explain to me and to folks watching and listening what it feels like, because I have never been in
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water that cold. I've done long swims at about 49 degrees. And even at that temperature, which
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seems balmy compared to 36, I mean, that's a big difference, right? It feels like you're on fire.
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Oh, yeah. It actually feels like you're in boiling oil, which I think most people wouldn't
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understand. How is that possible? You can get in something so cold and the sensation is that of
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being lit on fire. And then the other thing that I think is, I'm curious to whether you felt it as
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well, is the breathlessness. It starts to take your breath away. Yeah, it definitely, I mean, I'm not
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going to sound overly dramatic, but it was one of the most painful things I've ever done. And again,
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in comparison to the ice baths, very different. The big thing was putting my head underwater. Again,
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an ice bath. Remind me, did you have earplugs? I don't think I did, no. Big difference, by the way.
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Oh, yeah. I was standing on the shore. And all the training we'd done was treading water head
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above water. And Ross is like, let's go for a proper swim tomorrow. I was like, I just don't
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want to do it, mate. I'm just saving it for the day. You know, in the afternoon when we actually
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shoot it, I'm just going to go for it. Because if I experienced, and I think in hindsight, if I had
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have experienced how painful it was, I would have been even more doubtful. So I was standing on the
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edge and he said, we want to warm up as much as possible before you get on and strip off
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and dive in. And he said, and then when you get in, just take a second to try and adjust before
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you put your head under. And we did the warmup. I walked down to the edge and I didn't even know
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if they were rolling. But I was like, I'm out of here. I'm in the water and I'm off. And Ross
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didn't even have time to jump onto the boat that was chasing us along. I jumped in, just started going.
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And the first like, I don't know, maybe 25, 30, 40 meters. I was like, got this. You know what?
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I'm going all the way. I'm coming back. I'm doing two laps. And out of nowhere, once the initial sort
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of adrenaline went, I felt the most extreme headache, pain, right, to all through and to the
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back of my eyes, in front of my head, everywhere. And I started, I was looking at the bottom as I was
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swimming and I started getting really dizzy. And then I all of a sudden stopped and I was like,
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I'm going to throw up. Like it was that painful. And then I look and I've actually swum off course
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a bit. And I've started swimming toward where the couple of the camera guys are. And they're like,
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the buoy's that way, go that way. So I head down again. And the whole time I'm just like,
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nah, get out, get out, get out, get out. And then I have another voice in my head,
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I have Ross's voice there saying, come on, fight, fight, dig in. And I just started going for it.
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But what starts to happen is your arms and legs are just like lead balloons. Nothing works. You
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know, I felt like I was swimming like this, a little chicken. And you can't keep your fingers
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together. So your fingers start to splay. You can't hold the water. Yeah. And it's just like,
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it was gnarly. And then I got to the buoy and they're all cheering and stuff. And Darren said,
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I was waiting for a big celebration. I was like, I couldn't move. I was going to die. And then
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the jet ski pulls up and he's like, well done, mate. And I'm like, you help me on, mate. I can't lift
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my arms and they drag me up onto it. And then the same thing would have gone on the boat. Everyone's
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like cheering and Ross is like, get out of the way. And he came in with a blanket and a little
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beanie and sort of started warming me up and so on. It was wild, but I've never felt the endorphin
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kick and the sort of elation that I felt afterward. It was incredible. And I just remember the most
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serene, peaceful state in awe of everything. And we are there in Norway. It's the most stunning
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backdrop. But it's just this wonderful sense of calm and overwhelming sort of joy. And I think
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that it comes with any time you achieve something that you think is impossible or overcome some great
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challenge or in the face of diversity or whatever, you overcome it. It's such a beautiful feeling.
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It made me think about people who climb Everest and do extreme feats all the time. And the rest
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of us are wondering, why the hell would you do that? I believe it's for that moment. That post
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feeling was pretty special. And I remember it for a long time. I think there's actually something
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within that. It's not just accomplishing the feat. It's the temporal juxtaposition of being so low
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and so high. Right. Like I don't think, you know how we don't feel speed? Like if you're on an
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airplane, you don't feel it. You feel acceleration. In other words, we're only wired, I think,
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to feel a rate of change. And I think that's true of emotion. Like if you're constantly in a state of
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bliss, everything is going well all the time. I don't think you feel profound joy. So I think the
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reason in part, I mean, I think there's a physiologic expectation for what you experience.
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We'll talk about that in a sec. But I think what you're also experiencing is four minutes earlier,
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I thought I was going to die. And even if the upper part of your brain knew you weren't,
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the reptilian part of your brain absolutely believed it. You were dead. And then four or
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five minutes later, you have this unbelievable surge of positive emotion. I don't think you can
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find a period of time. And when just four minutes, you can go from your absolute lowest,
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your absolute highest. I think that's the thing. That's the juice.
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Yeah, absolutely. And with no negative lasting injury, you know, for sure.
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I mean, of all the things in Limitless, the strength stuff, the endurance stuff, the mental
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challenges, all those things, you know, the hardest one to make the case for, this will make you live
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longer, is go and jump in the Arctic Ocean and swim. However, I think about the benefits of cold
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water, I think that is something everybody should get used to exposing. I mean, just this morning,
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right? Like, you know, you and I had breakfast, had to really quickly go up, shower, come get over
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here. I still made time to spend 30 seconds to a minute in the ice water of the shower in the hotel.
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And I love that feeling of the first time you get into the ice water, you feel a,
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right? You feel that little thing. I mean, there is really compelling evidence at what this does to
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brain chemistry. So that's the other thing that I think you're also experiencing. Although
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in your swim, it was to a much higher degree than just taking a cold shower and ice bath. But you
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were, I think, probably being flooded with endorphins and neurotransmitters that are very positive.
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Absolutely. And you still do this. I mean, this is still kind of a part of your routine. You're
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constantly taking an ice bath. Yeah. And it's probably about exactly what you're saying,
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like the endorphin kick, but also every time I get in the ice bath, whether I'm somewhat used to it,
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it's still brutal. But the moment you get out, like you say, you've gone from one extreme to another.
00:20:51.880
So it's an instant sort of kick of happiness. But I find even like just from inflammation repair,
00:20:58.220
the general mood, if I wake up in the morning and I'm feeling off and I'm achy and I'm not
00:21:03.360
in the space, I can have a hot shower and like I'm still a bit doughy, but I jump in the cold
00:21:07.920
and completely different. It's a game changer. So does Elsa join you? Do your kids join you?
00:21:13.140
One of my kids often tries to jump in for not that long, but gives it a go. Yeah. And Elsa
00:21:19.000
does it too. We have a sauna and an ice bath set up at home and it's the best rehab.
00:21:23.380
I couldn't agree more. Single best investment I've ever made was the sauna cold plunger at home.
00:21:28.060
Let's talk about strength. So Chris, you obviously spend a lot of time working on your strength
00:21:36.260
training. What type of program do you do? I mean, over the years training for different roles and
00:21:43.980
for Thor in particular, it was about getting big and mass. I do shoulders one day, arms another,
00:21:55.080
Uh-huh. Obviously, he's in amazing shape. Most of us would look at Chris and give anything to look
00:22:04.020
like that. But there's always room for improvement. There are more than 600 muscles in the human body
00:22:13.580
and for longevity. And for longevity, you've got to make good use of as many as possible.
00:22:20.260
So when I assessed Chris's muscular power and efficiency, his flexibility and agility,
00:22:27.420
I found he could be working a wider range of those muscles.
00:22:31.440
That's it. Let's go. Two, one. That's it. Done.
00:22:34.520
I think that was an awesome episode because I think, and this is a great example of where COVID
00:22:49.300
Because the initial challenge for strength was kind of an interesting challenge. But I think the
00:22:55.740
one you ultimately ended up doing was better. And my only view on this was like, from a scientific
00:23:00.180
perspective, what can we say about strength and longevity or fitness and longevity and really
00:23:04.420
like kind of grip strength, cardiorespiratory fitness would be top of the list. And that's why
00:23:09.980
I think that that challenge was a perfect challenge because it's grip strength, it's top end
00:23:16.440
cardiorespiratory fitness. Yeah. Initially it was, I was going to be in a harness and pulling a car
00:23:21.940
across a section of land. And Ross Edgley had done that, I think for 20 hours or something crazy.
00:23:27.660
So he was like, I'll train you to do that. And we were doing it. And I did like, I did a good month,
00:23:32.440
like pulling a sled in the backyard. I had a little Polaris dune buggy thing that I was pulling for a bit.
00:23:38.220
And it just started to like aggravate my back and joints and everything. And so we transitioned then
00:23:44.460
to the rope climb. And as you say, it was probably more on point as far as the science around
00:23:49.920
strength and longevity. So I started training for the rope climb. I'd never climbed a rope before.
00:23:55.320
And Ross had also done a feat like that. And so was, was training me. He said to me, look,
00:23:59.620
you want to be strong, but you don't want to be heavy. The heavier you are, the harder it is going
00:24:02.700
to be to get up that rope. So I had a three meter rope in my house. That's 10 feet for the Americans.
00:24:07.240
Yeah. 10 feet in my house. And I was going kind of three quarters of the way up and just jumping off and back
00:24:12.220
up and down and doing loops like that. And one day I jumped down, blew my ankle out and I ruptured
00:24:18.260
all the ligaments and tore ligaments. What happened by the way? Was there anything different that day?
00:24:22.460
I was rushing. The UFC was on, right? My mates were in the next room and I was in the gym where my
00:24:26.780
house set up. And they got, I quit starting. I'm like, I'm just getting in 15 minutes and I'm up and
00:24:30.900
down. And it must've been like last one. And I just jumped off and I had a mat there and I just rolled
00:24:35.440
my ankle. It just blew out. Then straight away I looked at it. It was ballooned. And Utopia and all the team
00:24:39.940
from that year were in Australia ready to shoot. I think it was next week. So called them up and
00:24:45.400
said, this ain't going to happen. And then I had a doctor have a look and I said, yeah, this is not
00:24:48.480
good. And that was the rope. That was the foot I was going to anchor off as I was pulling myself up.
00:24:52.640
And for folks that have seen Thor, you've got kind of different bodies in there. I assume the biggest
00:24:58.400
you were in Thor was that scene when you were in front of Russell Crowe. Yeah. By the way, I was that
00:25:02.660
size for that afternoon and kind of fluctuate through the film. Obviously you pick your windows and days of
00:25:08.460
kind of, you know, where to be your biggest. This was like, I had been training with Ross
00:25:13.740
prior to that and quite intensely and learned some pretty unique, special things and how to
00:25:21.400
just kind of blast the body and do the most effective, intense workouts and when and what
00:25:27.860
to eat and so on. And so I was schooled in that more so than I'd ever been before. So I had an
00:25:32.120
opportunity to get stronger and bigger than I ever was, but the timing of it didn't line up with this
00:25:37.220
event. And so Ross turns up and I tried to, hadn't been using the rope at all because I'd been working
00:25:42.540
and we started doing it and I was just heavy and I was getting like three, four pulls up and I was
00:25:48.100
just like, everything was tightening up and so on. So we had about two weeks where I just stopped
00:25:53.840
lifting weights completely. And it's funny, I don't know if you've ever put on a big amount of muscle
00:25:59.020
that it doesn't take long for your body to go, okay, this is where you can switch gears now.
00:26:03.080
And so I started doing a lot more rope pulls and sled pulls, got down to the Blue Mountains
00:26:08.400
where we shot and there was a... And what was your weight doing during that period of time? How much
00:26:11.860
weight were you dropping? I mean, it was only a few weeks, so a little bit, but I was still...
00:26:15.680
Did you make an effort to reduce your intake as well? Yeah. Because you were eating like crazy.
00:26:19.840
Two and a half weeks, I stopped lifting weights. I reduced my calories pretty dramatically and maybe lost
00:26:25.160
a couple of kilos. I don't know. It would have been like two or nine or something, but still heavier than I
00:26:29.780
should have been for it. Yeah. And we get to the Blue Mountains and it's the most beautiful setting
00:26:33.200
and there's the cable cart across two mountains. It's a thousand foot off the ground and we go out
00:26:39.140
onto this cart and they throw the rope out and it's a hundred feet, the rope, which is three,
00:26:45.340
four times longer than anything I've climbed in my training or anything. So again, this became
00:26:50.880
less about what you've trained for this and more about just again, grit and will and just get up
00:26:57.700
there. And I just remember Ross kind of at the top of the cart going, make it a fist fight,
00:27:23.520
And all the little voices of doubt that I've been pushing aside in my mind. It starts
00:27:33.380
I'm looking down and I'm thinking that it's not something I fancy doing.
00:27:40.720
But I cannot let Chris see any moment of doubt in my mind at all.
00:27:46.000
No, no, no, no. Switch on, switch on, switch on. Switch on.
00:28:00.200
So I'm getting winched down, and it feels a lot longer than 100 feet.
00:28:25.780
I don't want to look back up, because I'm like, this is so much further.
00:28:33.220
How long did it actually take, start to finish?
00:28:36.040
Probably, I don't know, probably a couple of minutes.
00:28:39.280
It's a long time to be, you know, there's a harness that will catch me if I fall, but none of it is helping me up the rope.
00:28:44.500
I was surprised the quad burn was one of the most gnarly things.
00:28:51.640
I mean, when I got off, I had, like, claws. I couldn't extend my fingers. They were locked.
00:28:56.400
But my quads, and especially my right leg, kind of doing the push and the anchor.
00:29:00.000
So how do you feel physically now, from a strength perspective, in terms of, like, how this has kind of morphed your training a little bit?
00:29:11.900
You know, I used to just sort of go in, and I still do to an extent, like, and just start throwing weights around and go, I go biceps, you know, I go back and I go chest and shoulders and just as heavy as I could, as much as I could.
00:29:23.580
And when I was a bit younger, I could get away with doing that.
00:29:25.780
And then now it's like, oh, jeez, I've just not warmed that up properly, or, you know, you're kind of hitting everything too many times.
00:29:32.040
And so just being smart about the training, and that came from working with Ross and my trainer, Luke Zocchi, as well.
00:29:37.900
You're just targeted, much more targeted approach.
00:29:40.960
He has really interesting, intense ways to work out, though.
00:29:44.540
So everything is about sort of explosive energy, like light up your, was it your parasympathetic nervous system and just switch on.
00:29:56.580
And fire up and just explosive up and then slow negatives.
00:30:02.060
I got far more gains than I had previously training like that.
00:30:04.880
Now, you actually, I don't think I've told you this, by the way, but, you know, in the process of kind of going through a lot of your genetic stuff, which we're doing now, we'll talk about this in a second, but kind of doing this, you know,
00:30:12.740
we actually have found that you have a very favorable gene around muscle fibers.
00:30:19.420
So I think that we'll talk a second about kind of like a gene you have that we wish we could erase, but on the flip side, you've got a pretty favorable gene around fast twitch muscle fibers.
00:30:28.700
You know, you sort of have a genetic predisposition to be muscular and to be strong and to be explosive.
00:30:35.340
I was lean when I was younger, but as soon as I started, even when I was playing footy and I was 17, doing more push-ups, whatever, I would grow.
00:30:42.260
So I've always had to work my ass off in that space.
00:30:44.680
But, yeah, I do feel I've had some benefits there.
00:30:49.220
It's a great variant of a gene to have as you age because one of the hallmarks of aging is actually atrophy, shrinkage of these fast twitch muscle fibers.
00:31:02.840
So as we get older, these slow twitch muscle fibers are shrinking in everybody, and that's why people are losing strength and power and explosiveness most rapidly as they age, much more than they're losing endurance.
00:31:17.300
So, you know, one of the things we always talk about with our patients is, hey, we need you lifting weights all the time.
00:31:23.000
You start early and you never stop lifting weights, and the heaviest you can lift is the better because it's only through lifting heavy weights that you can really get those fast twitch type 2 muscle fibers firing.
00:31:34.640
So the fact that you kind of have a genetic predisposition to have more of them is a good thing.
00:31:38.540
Which then brings us to kind of like some of the other stuff we talked about.
00:31:42.800
So one of my earliest memories of this whole experience was in December of 2019.
00:31:48.920
We took advantage of the fact that you were in L.A. to get some blood work done.
00:31:53.120
And, you know, Darren said, look, here's the deal.
00:31:55.620
You and Chris are going to sit down in January in Australia to kick off the first bit of shooting, and I want you to walk Chris through his blood work just as you would do with a patient the very first time.
00:32:07.180
I get the blood test back about two weeks before I'm supposed to go out to Australia, and I see something in it that I say, Darren, I can't walk him through this for the first time on camera.
00:32:18.020
I mean, I know that that's what sort of the drama is, but this is a bit too much.
00:32:25.160
So without telling you, you need to trust me that this can't be done on camera for the first time.
00:32:33.200
So I asked him to sort of trust me, and he did.
00:32:38.540
He kind of in a panic and was like, you've got to call Peter Atiyah.
00:32:41.460
Something's come up, but I don't know what it is.
00:32:48.660
And so I was kind of rattled before we even got on the phone.
00:32:51.860
So we did sort of the million-dollar workup on you.
00:32:59.300
And I've looked at every gene in your body six ways to Sunday.
00:33:06.060
And I think looking at you from the outside, it's clear how much you take care of yourself.
00:33:12.140
But we did find a couple of things that are a cause for concern.
00:33:17.200
Some of the genetic testing that we did looked at a gene for a protein called ApoE.
00:33:23.700
You have a very rare combination, which is you have two copies of ApoE4, a set from your mom and a set from your dad.
00:33:36.120
That means you have an increased risk of Alzheimer's disease.
00:33:46.420
Probably somewhere between eight and ten times higher than that of someone in the general population.
00:33:56.500
You know, you're, I don't know, you're constantly thinking you're going to live forever, especially as a young individual.
00:34:03.760
And then to all of a sudden be told, oh, this may be the thing that might take you out, was like, whoa.
00:34:15.420
You know, it's hard to imagine, but it's my belief that if we take every step possible, we can reduce your risk to that of anyone else.
00:34:30.280
In fact, I don't think you'll believe me when I say this, but I think you will in time.
00:34:40.180
Yeah, it's, this is going to motivate you to take steps today that most people your age would never think about until they're in their fifties or sixties.
00:34:49.780
I hadn't had too many patients that had this combination of ApoE4-4.
00:34:59.820
So I probably only at that time had maybe three patients that had it.
00:35:04.020
And truthfully, two of the three of them kind of suspected it before the blood test based on their family history.
00:35:12.020
In one case, about a 40-year-old woman, total shocker.
00:35:17.480
And so I remember just sort of trying to say, look, this is a gene that really increases risk of Alzheimer's disease.
00:35:29.260
And that's, I think, just something someone like me can take for granted because I'm sort of in this space.
00:35:33.760
But I think that's a hard concept to explain to somebody who doesn't eat, sleep, and breathe genetics.
00:35:39.000
Which is, you have this gene, and it doesn't guarantee this thing is going to happen.
00:35:45.200
There are certain genes that if you have the gene, if the gene for Huntington's disease, you're going to get Huntington's disease.
00:35:56.260
And then the good news is the earlier you know this, the more you can do to mitigate risk.
00:36:06.480
Again, I knew nothing about the science or the sort of the markers and so on outside of that one conversation.
00:36:13.180
And so I hung up, and I was trying to explain it to my wife.
00:36:16.080
And I was like, yeah, I'm not really sure what he just said.
00:36:20.240
But I think, you know, I'm more vulnerable to Alzheimer's.
00:36:25.920
And I wish we'd had more conversations immediately after because I did spend sort of a week going, what does this mean?
00:36:37.460
My grandfather has Alzheimer's and, you know, it's been very tragic to watch.
00:36:42.040
And so they were aware of it but didn't know in any great detail about the gene combination we were talking about.
00:36:47.220
But as you say, it was just a good sort of kick in the ass and a reminder to, you know, do what I can, whatever's within my control and within my power to give myself the best fighting chance.
00:36:58.800
And, you know, whatever work I'm doing for brain health benefits the rest of my body and the rest of my life anyway.
00:37:07.660
You know, one of the things that was sort of interesting about filming this is we obviously came out, we filmed it, and we did everything in duplicate for those episodes.
00:37:16.860
We talked about all this and we went through all this stuff.
00:37:18.680
And then, of course, it was also done, which is, hey, there's a really good chance that we're not going to want to talk about this particular aspect of Chris's health publicly.
00:37:26.020
So let's redo that whole thing but without that.
00:37:29.220
And I think for about two years it was we didn't know which version of this was going to happen.
00:37:37.380
When and why did you decide that you wanted to be public with something so personal?
00:37:42.640
Once I understood more about it but also the same reason it's motivated me to make positive changes, I thought, well, that's a great opportunity for anyone else out there who may be in the same situation.
00:37:55.320
To either go and get checked or to understand more about brain health and see what they have within their power to make that change.
00:38:02.040
So I thought, oh, it's a, I don't know, it's a missed opportunity to motivate others to do the same if I don't talk about it.
00:38:10.460
And then they cut together two versions of the episode and the other one was just kind of fell flat, you know.
00:38:15.100
So this had, there was no over-dramatized or exploited or anything.
00:38:19.200
I think what they did a great job about was it just became relatable.
00:38:22.160
It became, and this is what most of the series was like, look, he's a human being like you or I and, you know, the sort of superhero costume aside.
00:38:30.340
This is an individual who has many of the same challenges and is up against the same things that all of us are, so.
00:38:38.780
Even though you have two copies of the APOE4 gene, which is a very rare combination, you know, 20 to 25% of the population has at least one copy of the E4 gene.
00:38:47.940
And even though that doesn't increase their risk as much as the increase that you experience, it still does.
00:38:53.020
In fact, even though it's only 20 to 25% of the population that has that gene, that group of people makes up about two-thirds of cases of Alzheimer's disease.
00:39:00.720
So I do think, I applaud you for doing it, and I'm really glad you did decide to do this because I've always said I really wish every single person would know their APOE genotype early in life.
00:39:10.980
And there's a lot of resistance in the medical community to this, truthfully.
00:39:13.240
There are a lot of physicians who would say, look, no one should know that.
00:39:17.280
Why would you burden somebody with that knowledge?
00:39:19.720
And people like me and Richard Isaacson, Kellyanne Neotis, you know, people I work with, I mean, we fundamentally disagree with that, Chris.
00:39:27.420
And we think that this is absolutely a condition through which you have an enormous lever arm to mitigate risk.
00:39:34.740
If that's true, which I wholeheartedly believe it is, then not knowing that information early is criminal.
00:39:41.940
And also, as we were saying, that whatever I do in regards to protection and arming myself with the sort of tools to have the best chance, it benefits everything else anyway.
00:39:52.540
You know, we talked about reducing stress levels, more mindfulness practices.
00:39:57.220
There's certain training I do, nutrition, my sleep habits.
00:39:59.780
All those things made a dramatic difference in every other part of my life, too.
00:40:03.680
So, you know, one of the things I'll talk about is sauna.
00:40:07.500
But Peter's convinced that regular saunas can boost my long-term health.
00:40:12.520
You know, now that we just got in here, Chris, let's take your pulse.
00:40:23.220
But we've got this temperature cranked up to about 195 degree Fahrenheit.
00:40:29.800
So, let's see where you are in a couple of minutes.
00:40:35.420
We're uncomfortable right now because we're hot.
00:40:37.900
And in response to that, our body is trying to cool us off.
00:40:41.760
And so, it's pumping harder so that your heart can quickly get the blood to the outside of your body.
00:40:47.920
And just as exercise is known to help with cardiovascular disease, I think sauna has a number of those benefits as well.
00:40:55.560
How much of a fan were you of sauna before we shot that series in Norway and then really kind of got into the science of why it's likely?
00:41:03.840
It hasn't been proven yet to the same extent that some things have because so much of the data is observational.
00:41:08.160
But it's so overwhelmingly positive in the same direction with every single study.
00:41:15.040
But has that taken on kind of a more urgent role?
00:41:18.680
And definitely during having shot the show, it's made a – or it's become a bigger part of my daily routine, often after a workout.
00:41:27.240
And again, I don't know what the science says, but I know I feel great after doing it.
00:41:31.780
And so, if sort of mood elevation was the only thing, then I'm all about it.
00:41:35.360
I would say even if the emphasis and the benefit of the heat shock proteins is less than what we think, I agree with you.
00:41:41.540
I think just the psychological benefit and the sleep benefit.
00:41:44.840
I mean, the difference in my sleep between when I sauna and when I don't is so noticeable that then again, are we going to question the benefits of sleep?
00:41:54.920
If I've been training a lot and I wake up achy in particular, you know, I've had issues with my back over the years.
00:41:59.920
If I wake up and I get in a sauna in the morning and I do an ice bath or either or, I feel 50%, 60% better.
00:42:08.760
You lie in bed all night and you're in, you know, that position and everything starts to kind of, I don't know, lies dormant and becomes, I don't know, there's no fluidity there.
00:42:19.440
You wake up and you're stiff and sore and then you get into one of those spaces, the hot, the cold or the hot, and instantly I feel like everything's just kind of lit up and awakened.
00:42:27.300
When we think about kind of the last episode, which is the one that we saw in the premiere, we were talking about this over breakfast today, but that episode, maybe more than any other, really reaped the benefit of COVID because it had so much more time to flesh out.
00:42:44.580
You know, when I think about what the first version of the final episode was supposed to look like, if this was kind of blasted through in 2020, I won't restate what that episode was supposed to be, but it was kind of gimmicky.
00:42:57.060
In your mind, how was the evolution of that episode?
00:42:59.000
Did you have much of a hand in the creative side of that or were you kind of just a passenger?
00:43:03.160
No, I was a passenger and I was kept in the dark intentionally.
00:43:12.200
And I'm glad I didn't know because I feel like I would have had preconceived sort of ideas and then expectations and couldn't have helped acting a certain way or reacting a certain way based on that.
00:43:21.840
So to go into it blind and just open and ready for whatever they were going to throw at me or throw me into was exciting and different to the other episodes.
00:43:32.180
Everything else was about being prepped in some way and learning and understanding some of the science prior to shooting.
00:43:37.720
Whereas this, it was about, all I knew was it was about the acceptance of death.
00:43:43.680
All I've been told is that I'm about to jump forward 50 years into the future.
00:43:48.040
And spend the next three days living the life of an octogenarian.
00:44:05.320
The architect of this strange challenge is Dr. BJ Miller, a world-renowned palliative care physician.
00:44:11.780
His work centers on unlocking the transformative power of accepting aging and death.
00:44:21.660
We can change how we see it, what we do with it, how we play with it.
00:44:25.500
Chris is about to take part in a truly unique experiment.
00:44:42.580
And I talk about this in the episode, the way people then spoke to me.
00:44:50.680
And, you know, there was sort of this condescending, sort of patronizing tone of, you know, how you hear people and some of the time talk to the elderly, you know.
00:44:58.840
It made me immediately go, oh, my God, I hope I don't do that.
00:45:04.560
You know, your vision's diminished and, as I said, you can't hear.
00:45:12.880
All the sort of, your abilities that were there the hour before I put it on.
00:45:17.100
And also not having 50 years to transition into that.
00:45:21.420
In the opposite direction to what we were talking about before.
00:45:24.080
You know, there's so many things about that episode that are beyond beautiful.
00:45:27.200
One of them, to me, it's just a very subtle thing, is that all of the residents of that place were not actors.
00:45:31.620
And what was it like kind of interacting with them?
00:45:36.940
It's like a, you know, slightly over an hour-long episode.
00:45:45.480
I reckon some of those folks didn't necessarily know who you were prior to that episode.
00:45:49.060
Which must have been a great relief, wasn't it?
00:45:53.920
It was unique and different on so many levels, that episode.
00:45:58.120
But to be in a retirement village with elderly folks who were there for the fun of the episode,
00:46:05.740
but were just genuine and truthful and honest and didn't hold back with anything they were thinking.
00:46:12.560
And sort of the no-filter approach to things was, it was great.
00:46:18.420
You know, I think being in a sort of industry where a lot of people do know who you are,
00:46:22.840
and a lot of the time you're sort of supported in what you're doing,
00:46:24.820
and everything's kind of tried to be made or be accommodating as possible.
00:46:37.320
Having known you for many years, you're pretty down to earth.
00:46:39.780
But I still think that that must have been even another level,
00:46:42.940
because you're so far out of your comfort zone.
00:46:45.620
This wasn't, there's no superhero component to this.
00:46:49.580
I was a lot more nervous about that episode than anything else,
00:46:52.140
because it wasn't something I could fight or muscle through,
00:46:55.340
or just put my head down, grip my teeth and go for it.
00:46:57.980
I had to be completely open and vulnerable and accessible,
00:47:03.160
and confront things that I had never really thought about that much,
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and interact with people who were at the end of their days,
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or who had dealt with death in very extreme ways, or come close to death.
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And so to go from sort of one environment of physical sort of challenge and defeats,
00:47:25.160
and then go into this emotional state, was a real shock and an adjustment.
00:47:29.080
And I'm so proud of what the episode is and became,
00:47:32.880
because it's unlike anything I've certainly ever done,
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but unlike anything I think that I've seen before in the doc space.
00:47:38.840
There were several moments that really stood out to me.
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I'm guessing you didn't know B.J. Miller's story before that episode.
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Because it came across as really genuine when you're hearing it for the first time on camera.
00:47:51.100
It looked to me as though that was the first time you were hearing it.
00:47:55.280
Because it seemed like you got quite emotional.
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Was it the tragedy of his story, or was it more how moved you were by his resilience
00:48:11.860
He's one of the most unique individuals I've ever met.
00:48:14.740
This is something saintly and otherworldly about him.
00:48:19.640
Certainly his story shook me, and also the strength now that which he reflects upon it
00:48:27.220
and his attitude toward what happened to him was so inspiring.
00:48:32.660
It made me, you know, I was in a, I was really exhausted coming into that episode.
00:48:38.160
I was at the end of a, it felt like a five-year run of different films and work,
00:48:43.180
And I think I was more vulnerable than I'd been in a long time, just out of exhaustion,
00:48:48.980
but also out of the questions that were starting to circulate through my head.
00:48:52.740
And a lot of them were to do with, you know, this point in my life,
00:49:02.500
And all I kept thinking was, I have been sprinting through life and the moments and
00:49:09.060
opportunities, and I'm grateful for them, but I've been very quickly going to the next
00:49:16.020
And I was in a bit of a state of what's next, and what's the point, and who am I, and all
00:49:22.260
of these kind of questions that I hadn't sort of been able to analyze, but were there in
00:49:28.280
And my mum had said something to me a few days before that she'd had this experience
00:49:34.380
where she came pretty close to what she thought was going to be her death in a very instant
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But I said, oh, you know, I wasn't at all afraid to go because I realized I'm so thankful
00:49:45.760
for my life, and I'm so happy that everything I've had and all the experiences I have.
00:49:52.480
And then in that moment, I think I was talking to BJ about it, and I got really emotional because
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I realized that I just, I'm not ready yet, you know?
00:50:01.720
I have all these beautiful things around me and family and friends, but I can't go yet.
00:50:07.260
And it was strange because we're manipulating everything in that space to make me feel like
00:50:12.720
I'm going to die, and I'm asked to think about my death, how I would want it to be,
00:50:17.860
But I had this sort of sense of urgency of just, I'm not ready, and it made me think about
00:50:23.940
my kids and how they're growing up and things are changing so dramatically, and like, I want
00:50:33.600
I want to be right here and appreciate everything that's in front of me.
00:50:36.040
And again, I tried to articulate that a few times, and I feel I don't know if I've hit
00:50:42.220
the nail on the head as exactly why it's something in me sort of felt so fragile at that point.
00:50:50.000
That whole experience shook me to my core and made me want to slow down and just race home
00:50:58.480
to my family and my kids and not jump on another plane and travel and work and do anything else,
00:51:05.820
I think the time when you were sitting on the bench next to Natalie was sort of equally
00:51:15.580
You weren't aware of Natalie's story, and you're probably sitting there thinking, why are they
00:51:18.900
having me sit and talk to a 27-year-old, very normal, healthy-appearing woman?
00:51:24.980
Again, what she said particularly was there's an urgency from her to shake people and say,
00:51:32.720
However, the end could come at any moment, so make the most of it and love and laugh
00:51:36.980
and live with a sense of gratitude and joy, incredibly inspiring and heartbreaking hearing
00:51:44.000
what she's been facing at such a young age too.
00:51:48.080
And I'm really thankful that I had those conversations and I was forced to think this
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way and had this realization now, not when I'm 80.
00:51:56.960
You know, I'm glad I'm not sitting on my deathbed going, ah, damn, I should have done
00:52:04.660
So I feel like this is sort of an awakening or a sort of shake up or whatever you want
00:52:12.160
You and I talked about this last month, I think, but you haven't had more than two months
00:52:19.780
You know, during COVID, but even then I was still working or prepping things.
00:52:22.780
How do you reconcile the fact that you work so hard and you've been so successful and
00:52:28.760
with that success has come so many wonderful things?
00:52:31.420
You've got wealth, you've got fame, you've got a platform, right?
00:52:34.020
We're sitting here talking about more people are going to know what the APOE4 gene is and
00:52:38.260
why they need to be tested and what they can do about it because of this episode, because
00:52:42.620
of this series than anything else that would have ever come out of the scientific literature
00:52:46.980
And all of that is attributed to the fact that you have a platform to do this.
00:52:49.840
So there's all of these amazing things, both to you personally and to society at large
00:52:59.480
You once told me a story about something your daughter said when you kind of half jokingly
00:53:07.140
Yeah, I was talking to her and as I've done, I feel like I've been doing it for a long time
00:53:11.560
I'm like, you know, every time I've left to go on another trip, I'm going back to work.
00:53:14.580
I'm like, it's not long, you know, and soon I'm going to take some down time.
00:53:17.460
And I think, you know, my daughter sort of rolls her eyes at times these days and says,
00:53:22.000
And then this time I said, look, you know, when I've done this tour, I'm having a big
00:53:39.880
And it was just beautiful kind of moment of like, oh, yeah, maybe it does.
00:53:46.500
You know, I think for me, I've been chasing my career and been doing it for a number of
00:53:54.540
And there's a sense of sort of guilt that comes with that, of sort of chasing down my
00:53:59.940
And when you have kids, it's not about your dreams anymore.
00:54:05.960
And I was really sort of questioning kind of what I've contributed or done.
00:54:09.480
And hearing her say that was like a, you know, a beautiful little moment.
00:54:15.540
And so I don't want to retire, you know, for a number of reasons.
00:54:20.820
But I certainly want to replenish and, you know, fill up my cup again.
00:54:25.860
I feel like it's just been sort of flat stick for so long now.
00:54:32.840
But I need to have a chunk of time at home now and sort of, yeah, get re-inspired, I guess.
00:54:38.180
How is your sleep now compared to three years ago?
00:54:43.020
You would wake up a lot in the middle of the night.
00:54:50.440
Like, I'm worried about the success of this film.
00:54:52.800
I'm worried about my relationship with my wife.
00:54:54.700
I'm worried about, like, these were all very normal things to be concerned with.
00:55:01.340
And then sometimes they were things that maybe seemed less rational.
00:55:04.800
Which, by the way, I'm not being critical of you.
00:55:06.300
Because every one of us has those very irrational thoughts.
00:55:16.940
And this is just going back a few years, you know.
00:55:30.000
And then at 2.30, there's a shot of adrenaline.
00:55:33.500
And my brain will just start going through a checklist of things.
00:56:00.960
And I wish I could deal with that stress better.
00:56:20.600
And has this series given you a different perspective on anything that has given you more peace?
00:56:26.380
I think generally I'm sleeping better than I was back then.
00:56:29.860
I think just running in a state of fight or flight constantly.
00:56:33.620
But that was required for me to leave Australia with not a whole lot of money in the bank and live on people's couches and audition and audition and go through that sort of grind and be told no a million times and still obsessively be pushing forward requires a huge amount of compulsive, obsessive, sort of self-motivated drive.
00:56:55.580
And then the problem is you then start to achieve those things, and I'm no longer in the same sort of fight that I was, but I'm still acting like I am.
00:57:05.400
My internal sort of environment is still thinking it's running away from the dinosaurs or whatever.
00:57:14.620
And so the more comfortable I get, the more I sort of rationally talk myself through, hey, it's all okay now.
00:57:21.940
You know, like you can afford to do this and this and this, and you don't have to worry so much about it not working out.
00:57:28.360
Some of that dissipates, but it's there all the time.
00:57:32.040
I'd be lying if I said that I had a complete handle on it.
00:57:35.040
But again, I don't want to kind of dismiss it too much because it's what got me here.
00:57:40.060
And it's a tool that I will still need to use at certain times.
00:57:46.000
And I hear a lot of people talk about that, people in the sort of friends of mine, sports players and so on, with that what's required to get them to that place.
00:57:56.020
And it's a hard thing to switch on, switch off, sorry, once you've opened the gates.
00:58:01.300
Yeah, I think that's a very common thread for people who have achieved great success.
00:58:05.600
And when you think about your motivation, right, when you think about the love you have for your craft, is there a way to use excitement more than fear?
00:58:17.040
Like, I think back to, you know, your beginning, as you talked about.
00:58:20.160
You've spoken a lot about, and I think you even did in some of the episodes, you spoke about how one day you found out your father wasn't going to be paying off the mortgage anytime soon.
00:58:27.700
Like, you sort of had this realization of the fact that your parents have done so much for you and your brothers with the means that they had, but you wanted more for them.
00:58:36.960
So part of your fuel for success was, like, I want to take care of my family as well.
00:58:40.760
Not just the kids that I'm going to have, which you didn't yet have, but these people who you love so much.
00:58:49.200
But at the same time, there's also a real passion you have for what you do.
00:58:56.300
But is it about shifting the balance of what's the fire?
00:59:03.460
I mean, do those go back and forth for you from time to time in different seasons?
00:59:07.560
No, I used to get very intense performance anxiety when I was first acting.
00:59:14.340
I would go to auditions, and I'd want to throw up, but I'd be shaking.
00:59:17.600
And then even when I got jobs, and I don't know how I was getting jobs based on how nervous I was in those auditions,
00:59:22.640
but I would then be on a set, and it was like I couldn't think or see, and I felt like I was going to pass out.
00:59:34.520
And I remember reading something that took a series of tests with athletes, performers, musicians, actors, whatever,
00:59:42.940
anyone in a sort of adrenaline-fueled sort of space.
00:59:46.640
And they said, okay, before the event, are you nervous or excited?
00:59:50.560
And some of them said they were scared out of their minds.
00:59:54.620
The interesting thing was they all had the same physical response, elevated heart, pulse, et cetera, clammy hands, short of breath.
01:00:01.800
And the only difference was how they labeled that feeling.
01:00:05.760
And so for me, that was a real light bulb moment.
01:00:09.840
So when this feeling comes out, about to walk onto a set, I programmed myself to say, uh-oh, this is bad.
01:00:22.800
I'm going to be able to think faster, react quicker.
01:00:30.480
Then sort of as time goes on, I think the fear does have its place, though.
01:00:36.640
I think you sort of, people talk, you know, the fear pushes you, your purpose pulls you.
01:00:41.220
And both of them need to have equal sort of relevance in the conversation.
01:00:49.060
You know, half of these challenges, my fear of looking ridiculous if I didn't complete this task or the fact of the episode wouldn't have worked, you know, that kept me going.
01:00:58.260
But also the sort of purpose and why I was doing it kept me going.
01:01:05.580
And if either of them get too much attention, then, you know, you have too much of, oh, my purpose and my thing.
01:01:11.920
There can be a lack of humility there, you know.
01:01:13.700
The fear, I feel, has allowed me to have more of a self-deprecating sort of sense of humor about myself and the world and the work.
01:01:22.920
What was the first role you had where you allowed yourself to think, I'm going to make it?
01:01:41.100
But I didn't know if the film was going to work.
01:01:43.020
I didn't know if we were going to do an Avengers film.
01:01:44.700
And you weren't the first choice or were you, wasn't there something funny in the audition there?
01:01:48.860
I auditioned initially and didn't get a call back.
01:01:56.800
Really like minimal feedback, which is like, we're not even going to give you any sort of, you know, constructive criticism or anything.
01:02:03.960
And I was shooting a film in Vancouver and my little brother calls me up and said, oh, they're going to fly me out from Australia to LA for this film Thor.
01:02:12.400
And he was like, yeah, I don't know, I've seen an audition on a tape and I'm going over.
01:02:20.160
And then the trades, I think Variety or Deadline, come out and had like the six final guys for Thor.
01:02:27.560
And it was with Joss Whedon and Drew Goddard on Cabin in the Woods.
01:02:31.980
And they both said, what the hell's going on here?
01:02:37.480
And I was like, I don't know, I didn't get a call back.
01:02:47.720
And I was called back in to meet with Ken Branner and do the audition.
01:02:51.220
And I just had a very different attitude about it.
01:02:52.920
I didn't put anyone on a pedestal like I did the first time.
01:02:57.920
Yeah, that my brother had gotten there and I hadn't.
01:03:03.020
And then I was able to walk into that room and give the best version of whatever I had
01:03:07.720
to offer as opposed to people pleasing and going and going, is this what you want?
01:03:17.280
And so I had a lot more sort of presence in that space.
01:03:29.160
Sometimes they call you at lunchtime and they say, come in this afternoon and read.
01:03:33.120
And when you're actually there in front of them?
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Again, depending on how well or bad it goes, it could be five minutes.
01:03:41.560
I've had like people answer the phone midway through my audition.
01:03:44.440
When I first got to town, I'd just be like, yeah, yeah, cool.
01:03:54.820
You get enough of them and it's either become numb to it or it destroys you.
01:04:06.540
And my agent had called me and said, oh, you should do an audition.
01:04:11.780
He's great, but he's not right for the character, you know.
01:04:22.300
And my hair was kind of long enough that I could kind of style it exactly how his was.
01:04:26.080
And I had, you know, been practicing the accent and did an audition.
01:04:38.320
Like, if you were getting a dollar for every time that film got watched by me, you'd be even more wealthy.
01:04:49.300
You would know it better than I do at this point.
01:05:00.400
No, I take them to, OK, well, that was the first premiere I took them to, but I'll watch it once or twice.
01:05:05.860
Or if I'm producing it, then I'm, you know, stick through it a bit more.
01:05:10.860
There's something narcissistic about enjoying it too much.
01:05:13.640
So if we're sitting here in five years and your life is better than it is today,
01:05:19.560
especially in accordance with the final episode of Limitless, meaning you're running less,
01:05:25.260
the balance between purpose and fear is more in favor of purpose than fear.
01:05:30.760
You feel more connected to your kids, your family.
01:05:37.160
This is another thing that came up in the episode.
01:05:40.520
I don't feel like I've been doing anything wrong as much as I've just been in the storm of it.
01:05:45.800
You know, I have a beautiful relationship with my kids and my wife and my family.
01:05:49.900
And I'll be there with them, but my brain is pulled in a million other places.
01:05:54.140
And so for things to be even better would just be about.
01:05:58.960
Is it just about a state of mind or does it mean?
01:06:02.260
Because in the episode, I was talking about this and I said, I was being asked to imagine
01:06:10.540
And if this was my final moment, who would I have around me?
01:06:14.260
And I realized it's in the living room with my family and friends.
01:06:20.140
So it was as much a moment of it's already right here in front of you.
01:06:26.740
And also, in addition to that was, OK, I want to do this even more now.
01:06:31.520
And I have an opportunity to do that because I'm not in the fight or the sprint anymore.
01:06:36.200
So it would be to be more curated with my choices and have more time pre and post the film to
01:06:43.160
prepare and decompress as opposed to just piling one after the other.
01:06:47.240
Does that mean more directing, shifting the balance a little bit?
01:06:52.320
Working with people that are at the top of their game.
01:06:58.640
And to continue to work with individuals like that where I'm learning from them, it's a
01:07:07.520
I don't have to feel like I've got to police anyone else there, you know, is the dream.
01:07:11.580
And then you're inspired by those people and you're doing it for the right reasons.
01:07:14.920
It's from an artistic space and an expression as opposed to a financial one.
01:07:20.960
Script sucks, but I get paid well, you know, which I've done a few times, you know.
01:07:25.040
And so, yeah, to be more curated in my choices and have more stillness and more calm either
01:07:32.360
Chris, you know, I think about the last three years and I think about when we started this
01:07:36.680
For me, one of the most unexpected joys of this, I really only did this because of Darren.
01:07:41.240
You know, Darren and I were and remained such good friends and the chance to do something
01:07:47.720
But I think a very pleasant surprise for me has been meeting you and meeting all the people
01:07:52.220
And it gives me great comfort as now someone who's become a close friend of yours to know
01:07:57.120
that you are surrounded by these amazing people like Ben and Aaron and Zoc and your family
01:08:07.560
And I suspect that's actually probably your greatest asset.
01:08:10.160
So it's been a real privilege to be a part of that.
01:08:12.660
Well, it's been wonderful getting to know you too, mate.
01:08:15.400
It's been the biggest joys that people I've met through this experience and the knowledge,
01:08:19.600
one thing with the friendships, the most important.
01:08:25.260
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