The Roseanne Barr Podcast - Blaire White ｜ The Roseanne Barr Podcast #008

00:00:00.000 Oh, hi everybody. Welcome to the Roseanne Barr podcast. I'm so excited today because I went to

00:00:05.740 Joe Rogan's doctor and I got these stem cells and it really did help my knees and my elbows.

00:00:11.960 Then I did a full panel of all my, you know, ins and outs on my blood panel and it came back,

00:00:19.840 she says, you never sleep at all. I go, no shit, I never sleep. She goes, well, you know what, 0.99

00:00:25.900 because you're low on the testosterone. And if you'll take testosterone, I promise you,

00:00:31.400 you're going to get a lot more energy. And during the day, you won't be so tired. I'm like, oh my

00:00:36.560 God, I'm not going to take testosterone because I know right away my IQ will decrease by half

00:00:41.760 and I'll start peeing on toilet seats for no reason whatsoever.

00:00:45.800 I did do it. And you know, by God, I did sleep better. I've been sleeping so good and having

00:00:57.480 good energy through the day. And my thoughts are not quite as jumbled as they were back when I was

00:01:03.180 a woman or whatever you call it. But, uh, since I started taking the male hormones, I start thinking

00:01:11.500 more clearly and less emotionally. I swear to God. Yeah. It's called pragmatism. I got more pragmatic.

00:01:18.200 Yeah. Can I ask you a question? They tested your testosterone? Cause what about the beard?

00:01:23.640 Well, that's, they said is because of estrogen, which they also want me to take, but I'm afraid

00:01:28.640 of estrogen because they said, but you know what? It'll bring back your libido. And I'm like, oh,

00:01:34.260 I don't want to fuck with that. I just barely got over that and started living a good, 0.99

00:01:38.040 clean, decent life. Anyways, I like being more of a man. And I started thinking I'm going to shoot

00:01:44.520 something, you know? So I did. I shot a six point buck axis deer and turned him into sausage.

00:01:50.420 And I'm so excited to talk about hormones, man, woman stuff with the, with somebody who I love so 1.00

00:01:58.040 much because she is a big ass bitch and I love her. Blair White. Hi, Blair. Hi, how are you? I'm so 1.00

00:02:06.980 glad to be here. Have your sausage. And you also, for context, I have my sunglasses on because you

00:02:13.200 got me drunk before we started this. That's how we do it here. Those sunglasses are to die poor.

00:02:19.480 I know they're Louis Vuitton, you know, just a little, had to bring it to Roseanne's house.

00:02:24.460 You like Rihanna and A$AP Rocky. If you like, uh, Louis Vuitton, am I right?

00:02:30.340 Um, I don't know. I'm not so tuned in with like a lot of mainstream pop culture stuff,

00:02:34.440 really. Well, my mother has a crush on A$AP Rocky. Do you really? I do because he reminds

00:02:39.200 me of Joe Ben Chacon, my neighbor. The first male I saw naked from the pants up in the street

00:02:45.340 with a real male body. And I looked at him out the window and I about shit myself because I says, 0.99

00:02:52.000 where's his big ass beer gut and all that hair all over him? What's wrong with him? 0.99

00:02:58.540 This is not the story I was expecting at all. I didn't know where that was going the entire time

00:03:03.780 he went through it. He was gorgeous. But I thought, I mean, I, I knew I liked boys right then,

00:03:09.480 but I thought something was wrong with him because he was an Adonis and not a diabetic old bitter Jew. 0.99

00:03:16.500 It was amazing. But you know, I'm not attracted to like men who are perfect like that. Like I don't

00:03:21.420 like Adonis types. I don't like men who look too pretty or too chiseled or anything like that.

00:03:25.280 I like imperfections. Well, I didn't think there was ever a prayer that I was going to get him,

00:03:32.040 you know, unless I kidnapped him and tied him up like that other Mormon girl in our hometown. 0.99

00:03:37.840 She did that. You know, I, that did cross my mind. Well, you should probably slide into

00:03:43.520 A$AP Rocky's GMs because you're famous. So he'll see it. No, I already did. Oh, you did. Yeah.

00:03:48.720 Was there a response? No, of course not. Not at all. That sucks. I'm like, you know, if you're ever tired,

00:03:54.180 let's, let's try it again. Let's try it now. Should I try the sausage? Yeah. Try the sausage.

00:04:04.040 I killed it myself. How long has it been dead? Um, it's been, it's been two months. We've had

00:04:10.040 these frozen for two months. They're, they're safe. They're frozen. Do you want to do a call to

00:04:15.100 A$AP Rocky with the sausage on camera? No, I just want them not to come after him and Rihanna

00:04:20.880 because I want to, I don't want them to harass them like they did with me and my husbands to break us

00:04:26.380 up because that's what they want to break them up. You know, leave them to their own business. 0.72

00:04:31.860 That's why I'm happy. That's why I'm very private with like my relationships and stuff because once

00:04:37.640 it's in the public, the public feels like they own it. Right. So there's just a lot of bullshit that

00:04:41.540 comes with it. There's really no gain to being super public about relationships. I used to be, 0.99

00:04:46.520 I used to flaunt it all the time, but the older I get and the more into living this life I live now,

00:04:53.120 it's like not a good idea. Unless you're with A$AP Rocky, you should flaunt that.

00:04:58.840 How good is that? It's actually so good. What do you think?

00:05:02.240 I'm obsessed and you know what? I need it because I had not eaten all day

00:05:05.300 when you gave me the multiple margaritas, but it feels good. So.

00:05:09.880 Ain't it good though? My granddaughter loves it. She calls it the steak. She goes,

00:05:15.480 I want more of the steak. All I know is you're creating very quality content because you have

00:05:21.520 a tranny eating a sausage on your show right now. And I'm going to assume that's a first. 1.00

00:05:26.040 I don't think you've done that before. So try new things.

00:05:29.040 How does that word make you feel? The word tranny?

00:05:33.120 Yeah. Cause I always forget. Oh yeah. Cause I'm like, this is, I'm like,

00:05:38.060 here's this brilliant thinker who thinks deeply about things and you know what I mean? But I know

00:05:45.260 you, but that's like a big compliment from you. Cause I consider you obviously a deep thinker as

00:05:50.100 well. Like I feel like the hour that we just spent outside drinking these margaritas was like a whole

00:05:54.620 podcast and it's up. We should have been filming that, but yeah, that was the good shit. But we 0.99

00:05:58.860 tried to save a lot for here, but yeah. How does the word tranny make me feel? Um, it doesn't make

00:06:04.440 you feel really any type of way. You know, I say it a lot. Um, and I feel like even if someone were

00:06:09.420 to say it in like a negative way to me, it'd be more so funny. Like really? That's the insult?

00:06:14.680 Like, I don't know. I would do something worse, like call someone a piece of shit or an asshole or, 1.00

00:06:19.380 you know, tranny is just like a funny word to me. But I think that the modern trans movement 1.00

00:06:25.260 is all about policing language. And that's why I have such a big problem with it. And that's why

00:06:30.100 I'm kind of known as like the black sheep trans person where I'm always critiquing that shit. 1.00

00:06:34.820 Cause it's crazy. The shit that's happening now. I mean, it wasn't even happening when I started 1.00

00:06:38.220 transitioning. It's, this is a new kind of thing. So when did you start transitioning?

00:06:43.040 Um, I was 20 and I'm 29 now. So yeah. Yeah. And you know, it wasn't back then like it is now,

00:06:52.420 you know, there wasn't all these non-binary people. There wasn't the like cultural and 0.91

00:06:57.080 political like push that there is now. In fact, it was relatively under the radar. Like people,

00:07:02.940 people kind of inherently knew it was a thing like, Oh yeah, some people do that. But now it's so in

00:07:07.860 your face all the time. And it's become like a main cultural football, which is so crazy to me.

00:07:12.560 Do you feel put at risk by all that shit? 1.00

00:07:15.060 What shit? Like the fact that it's so focused on, you know, the, that trans activism, 1.00

00:07:19.700 which is like this and everybody off. Oh yeah. I, I say this all the time. I see that as way more

00:07:26.420 of a threat than someone who maybe just doesn't understand the fact that I'm trans and maybe it's

00:07:31.660 predisposed to disliking me for it because those people can always be swayed once they understand

00:07:35.840 that I'm a normal person and I'm kind and all those good things. Whereas the way leftists deal

00:07:40.800 with it, they don't talk about that shit because they care about trans people. They talk about it 1.00

00:07:44.880 because they can use it to their benefit. You know, in fact, because there were always trans 1.00

00:07:50.620 women in the bathrooms, but you know, they, they acted, you know, they fit, they didn't stand there 1.00

00:07:56.260 with their, you know, dicks and stuff, you know, they just went to the bathroom, wash their hands 0.99

00:08:01.580 and left. Right. That's why I always say like, if it was really a problem with real transsexuals, 0.99

00:08:10.660 then it would have always been a problem, but it like, wasn't, you know, it's this, it's this new

00:08:14.840 thing because we're in this culture now where if someone says they are something, then they just

00:08:20.520 are. So a lot of women will look at that and be like, Oh, all these trans people are saying they're 0.74

00:08:24.520 women. So I have to believe them. That's fucked up. And I, on another level, look at like all the 1.00

00:08:28.420 trans people who say that just because they're trans, I have to believe them because I look at them up 1.00

00:08:32.360 and down and I'm like, you're actually a fetishist. You're actually a predator. You're actually a 1.00

00:08:38.040 cross-dresser and that's very different than a transsexual. And there was once a time where that 1.00

00:08:41.960 was understood even among transsexuals. We were like, there's a difference between cross-dressers

00:08:46.780 and this because their purpose is a fetish. It's sexual. They're attracted to women. Whereas, 0.98

00:08:52.780 you know, people like me, it's like, I just, I just like dudes. So, you know, it's like a whole thing.

00:09:00.180 Yeah. And nobody can understand anybody. Can they? Not really. No, no. And you know what?

00:09:06.840 The older I get, the more I understand that everyone's kind of like just mentally ill in a

00:09:10.140 different way. You know, like everyone is crazy. And. But everybody sane draws the line at kids, 0.99

00:09:17.200 right? Right. But what's so crazy is that that line is now being taken away, right? It's like.

00:09:24.940 They're trying to. Yeah. You have the corporate press attacking the sound of freedom.

00:09:29.660 You have to anyone with a set of two eyes and two brain cells to rub together. You can see that

00:09:34.180 there's absolutely a coordinated push to normalize pedophilia, you know? So, you know,

00:09:39.320 there's a trans surgery is that's one front, but like on a bigger scale, it's, you know, 0.89

00:09:44.640 the pedophilia. Cause also the trans kid thing, I think is explained in a lot of ways by like the

00:09:49.060 over medicalization of children in general, like, you know, a kid who is restless in class. So all of a

00:09:54.080 sudden he has, we put on Adderall at nine years old, you know? Exactly.

00:09:57.160 So we always medicalize kids. It's all, it's always big pharma getting their big old claws

00:10:01.800 in the government money. Putting their big fucking dick in everyone's ass with no lube, 1.00

00:10:07.260 you know? No shit. Yeah. And it's, but what's crazy is there was also a time where people understood 1.00

00:10:13.800 that, that big pharma was, you know, you couldn't say that without a negative connotation. And now,

00:10:18.760 you know, you have libs supporting big pharma, they're pro war predatory. They, they support

00:10:25.260 predatory, predatory businesses. But you saw even during like lockdowns and COVID where all the libs

00:10:31.600 supported the biggest transfer of wealth in human history, which was, you know, every local business

00:10:37.140 gets to be shut down for three years and their lives get to be ruined. But Walmart's open,

00:10:42.720 Target's open, Amazon's still shipping faster than ever. You know, it's like scary,

00:10:48.760 how fast stuff from Amazon gets to you. Like. Well, because they were all children of rich people.

00:10:54.560 The whole left is privileged. Oh, for sure. And that's another thing. Bringing it back to like

00:11:00.720 the tranny shit, the way they've co-opted the tranny shit and made that like their frontier. 1.00

00:11:05.560 Uh-huh. It's not because they care. They got tired of using the black people. And the gays got old. 1.00

00:11:10.880 Uh-huh. The gays got old, yeah. Right. But it's also like, you know, it's not born out of care. 1.00

00:11:16.460 It's not the Palestinians that are here now. Mm. Right. Right. But it's like, you know, 1.00

00:11:23.060 with the trans shit in particular, when you look at a lot of the crazy shit, like on Twitter, 1.00

00:11:28.380 when you see like a really bad take, like, you know, 12 year olds should be able to have their 1.00

00:11:32.080 dicks cut off. It's like, sometimes there's trans people saying that. So there's no denying that. 1.00

00:11:36.100 But 90% of the time, it's some white, liberal, basic bitch. 1.00

00:11:41.000 No shit, girl. 1.00

00:11:42.360 Right. Who's probably never met a trans person in her life, but feels so comfortable abdicating 1.00

00:11:46.400 for things that she thinks I have to believe in, which, you know, I-

00:11:50.700 Because she's doing that, reading your mind and becoming you, subsuming your personality

00:11:55.980 like vampires do. 0.99

00:11:57.300 And that white guilt bullshit, or, you know, that's why when you look at the non-binary and 1.00

00:12:04.240 trans explosion among like white kids, because they're raised in a culture now that is very 1.00

00:12:08.980 like, you have to feel guilt for being white. So they need some sort of minority status in 0.92

00:12:13.440 the easiest way.

00:12:14.240 To feel as a victim. And then that turns on your self-righteous indignation, which brings

00:12:24.360 on your taking to the streets, which brings on your being mass arrested and incarcerated

00:12:31.460 or shipped off to fight in the Ukraine, as planned.

00:12:36.880 Right. It's one big pipeline, you know. But it's also, I think it goes deeper than just

00:12:43.100 needing to feel like a victim. It's also like, I think a lot of straight white people genuinely

00:12:49.460 feel when they're indoctrinated by, you know, when they're blue-pilled, they actually feel

00:12:54.140 like bad about it. They think they are a bad person because there are those things.

00:12:59.400 So they think they can, you know, sort of transition, for lack of a better term, into

00:13:03.940 the good territory by having some sort of-

00:13:06.320 The word is assuage. They want to assuage their guilt.

00:13:08.540 Right, right, right.

00:13:10.000 You lived in Hollywood.

00:13:12.040 Oh, yeah. 1.00

00:13:12.960 You know nothing but a bunch of devil-worshipping bitches. 1.00

00:13:17.320 Right, and it's also just the energy in general is so demonic, and it weighs you down, and 0.99

00:13:21.820 you don't realize it until you leave. Like, when I got to Texas, it was like, I didn't

00:13:28.080 know, I didn't remember what it was like to be around people who were nice.

00:13:32.040 I didn't either. It blew my effing mind.

00:13:34.580 Yeah, it was a crazy adjustment for me. So I grew up in a really small Christian town,

00:13:40.000 like very religious.

00:13:40.900 Where?

00:13:41.840 Northern California, which for people who don't know, Northern California, at least back in

00:13:46.060 my day, like 90s, early 2000s, that was Kansas. That was Arkansas. That was very

00:13:50.500 rural, and, you know, it's behind Southern California in a lot of ways. Behind, you know.

00:13:55.540 Scariest fucking place I've ever been. 1.00

00:13:57.320 It is. 1.00

00:13:57.860 What's the name of the town? Stockton?

00:13:59.660 Corning, California. 1.00

00:14:00.940 Oh, fuck, yeah. 1.00

00:14:01.140 But Stockton is hell on earth. 1.00

00:14:03.760 Uh-huh.

00:14:04.180 No, I know. 0.81

00:14:04.880 Stockton's crazy. 0.56

00:14:05.720 Yeah.

00:14:06.000 Yeah. But so I grew up in a very, like, small Christian town, and, like, you know, I was

00:14:14.020 getting called a faggot by five. You know, I was naturally, my mannerisms were the same 0.98

00:14:18.340 as they are now, you know, the way I walked, et cetera. And so people saw that in me before

00:14:23.340 I saw it in myself. And so I was bullied really heavily. I fought a lot as a kid. And, you

00:14:27.500 know, I was fighting religious Christian people and their kids, not the adults, obviously. 0.59

00:14:32.180 Um, well, that'd be crazy. I'm just getting beat up by parents. Oh, my God. No, I was

00:14:38.520 fighting their snot-nosed little shitty kids. Uh, but, but, so I kind of had, obviously, 1.00

00:14:45.560 until my, like, young adulthood, like, a resentment towards that archetype of person. Um, and it

00:14:50.900 wasn't until I saw the world start to get really, really dark that I understood, like, you

00:14:54.840 know, people like that are so necessary just to keep things going, you know? Like, maybe

00:14:59.720 it's something like you're lost on your four-wheeler for four or five minutes, or maybe it's

00:15:03.060 like you've really been a victim of something and you're bloody on someone's, like, doorstep

00:15:06.860 needing help. Um, people like that keep society together in a lot of ways. They sure do. And

00:15:12.880 when you see, like, true, and I'm not someone who actually does necessarily believe in God

00:15:18.240 or not believe. I would like to be pilled on it. But, you know, I feel like I have seen

00:15:24.540 godlessness, though. Yeah, you have. In the sense, yeah. You know, I don't want to keep

00:15:31.080 bringing you back to COVID, but, you know, like, during that time period, I feel like it's

00:15:34.580 when I really saw it was, you know, I lived in Hollywood and people were like, what part

00:15:38.100 of Hollywood? I lived in Hollywood, Hollywood. I was one street from the boulevard. And, uh,

00:15:42.820 you know, at one point there was, like, 40,000 people on the boulevard. And I saw, like,

00:15:46.160 the really scary, like, mob mentality, you know, cop cars on fire, military tanks on my

00:15:52.300 street. And, you know, it really woke me up to be, like, all of these people, regardless

00:15:58.920 of if they claim religion or not, they are completely godless, at least in the sense of

00:16:03.320 they don't have anything. There's no bigger picture for them. There's no sense of good

00:16:07.420 or evil for them. And some people really need that to not burn fucking cities down, which 0.99

00:16:12.300 is what they were doing. So, you know, I don't know if I believe in God, but I believe 0.98

00:16:16.180 in godlessness in the sense of how it makes people behave.

00:16:22.300 I'm letting that say, man. Yeah, I was gonna say, you're kind of mind blown there.

00:16:27.100 No, it's an interesting point of view.

00:16:30.280 100% accurate. Yeah. I mean, I want to believe in God, actually. Like, I think I even have,

00:16:35.100 like, a tweet in my drafts right now where I'm like, can someone just, like, convince

00:16:39.180 me God is real? Because I just feel like it'd be settling in some ways to just believe in

00:16:44.960 God, but I don't really know how. You know, my brain kind of blocks that off. I do have

00:16:51.800 moments where I, like, inch closer towards believing in it. And, like, it can sound corny.

00:16:57.320 It can sound like I'm a crackhead or whatever. But, you know, when I do DMT sometimes, the

00:17:01.880 picture starts to come.

00:17:02.860 Everyone tells me to try that.

00:17:04.820 I think you should.

00:17:06.240 I wanna.

00:17:07.340 I think you should. You know, it's only, like, a 10-minute experience, although it can feel,

00:17:10.660 like, much longer. And I actually have had really, really profound realizations about

00:17:21.300 my life doing it. And I'm so aware from the outside looking in that that sounds like this

00:17:27.140 fucking crackhead bitch. But I really have learned a lot about why I am the way I am, 0.99

00:17:33.300 who I am, from doing it. And so I feel like you could have that experience as well. So I

00:17:38.700 encourage it. Not that I'm, you know, pushing drugs on you or anything, but.

00:17:42.060 I would love to do it. Michael Malice said he could get me some.

00:17:46.280 He's the one who kind of told me to try it the first time, too. And, you know.

00:17:50.700 Have you ever done that ayahuasca like Ron White talks about?

00:17:53.940 I haven't done that because I've heard very mixed reviews. I've heard, you know, that people.

00:17:59.580 Well, they say you shit and vomit all over yourself. 1.00

00:18:01.900 And that's not even the bad part. 1.00

00:18:03.880 If you have a bad trip, no. Like, if you have a bad trip, it's like a badass trip. You're

00:18:07.700 shitting and puking yourself is getting off easy. Yeah. He had a miserable time. 1.00

00:18:11.840 I've heard it's bad sometimes. I don't want to pay for a bad time. Yeah. But DMT, you

00:18:15.880 know, not them. Madonna loves it. She looks great. She always, she did that whole album

00:18:22.000 about MDMA. Isn't that what that is? No, no, no. That's like Molly. Oh, Molly. That's

00:18:27.720 like a party drug. DMT is like you leave the planet and then you learn about the planet and

00:18:33.340 your place on the planet and everything just kind of comes into full picture. Oh, that would

00:18:36.640 be good to know by 70. I'd love to do that. I'd like to know what the fuck I'm supposed

00:18:41.440 to do. It's very spiritual. I said on Joe Rogan's podcast that it was the only spiritual 0.99

00:18:48.320 experience in like my adult life because like we kind of been talking about I'm not such

00:18:52.060 a spiritual person, but I felt spiritual doing it. And it the only bad thing and bad is kind

00:18:58.900 subjective here is that it did unlock a lot of, um, traumatic memories for me about my

00:19:04.540 childhood. It unlocked that. And so for initially I was like, Oh wow, I could have gone my whole

00:19:09.780 life without knowing that. But also I'm glad I do. And I'm glad I know that that happened

00:19:14.960 to me. You know, cause I learned that your brain blocks a lot out. It sure does. And it brings

00:19:24.360 things in and you know, I had big brain disorder stuff. When did you, I wanted to go, um, well,

00:19:32.540 what did you find out? Did you get molested? Were you born this way? Um, I learned that my

00:19:39.680 childhood was much more abusive than I had kind of realized. And I think that all people

00:19:48.640 who go through, and I think you kind of talked a little bit about like your childhood and

00:19:52.020 like the struggles as well. I think the first time we met, we kind of talked about that a

00:19:54.860 little bit. Um, I think that when you go through trauma as a young child, your brain does two

00:20:02.960 things. So your brain, first of all, will make you forget a lot of it. And the parts that you

00:20:06.940 do remember your brain will entirely normalize it, especially because whatever happened in

00:20:12.360 your life is kind of normal to you, no matter how crazy it is. There's people who are, you

00:20:16.240 know, tied up and kept in a closet and raped every day of their childhood. And that's normal

00:20:20.040 for them. Um, so for me, I just realized the extent for how bad my childhood was and that

00:20:27.240 it's on, it's further on the spectrum of like bad than I thought, you know, um, which has

00:20:34.280 been both rewarding and painful to understand. Uh, the rewarding part is I've learned a lot

00:20:42.200 about why I have certain personality traits and I've been able to sort of work on them

00:20:45.720 and adjust them. And the painful is it ruins my view of certain individuals in my family

00:20:51.860 and life and what they did, you know? So it is what it is.

00:20:56.640 It's like that for everybody. That's like just so human, right?

00:21:01.720 There's levels to it and it's a lot, but you know, but you asked if I was born this way with

00:21:07.940 the trans stuff. That's an interesting question because what is born this way really? You know,

00:21:13.740 it's like if, if it's born this way, then that would mean you come out the womb like that. Maybe

00:21:17.360 it happened in the fetus when you're in the fetus, but then also like people don't really get

00:21:21.660 memories until maybe three or four. Yeah. So it's like, maybe it's something that happens at

00:21:26.620 three or four and that would be perceived as born this way. Cause that's your first memory. So

00:21:30.260 yeah, I don't really know. It doesn't even matter. Yeah. I don't know. I don't know. I mean,

00:21:35.120 I think it could matter. Do you think that on some level, if you are from an abusive childhood,

00:21:41.260 that that would, I mean, you talk about this all the time being disassociated. Well, I know

00:21:44.480 dissociation. Do you think there's a link between disassociation and mental illness?

00:21:48.780 Well, yeah. All mental illness is dissociation. I agree. But nobody talks about it. And you and

00:21:54.000 I have talked about this before. There's so much going on in America today that it's PTSD. It's

00:22:00.040 post-traumatic stress disorder. And we see a lot of it. And when we look at politics in America and

00:22:04.760 all this stuff, nobody ever brings up the PTSD element or the trans community or gay or straight

00:22:10.220 or whatever. So much of it, I believe, and I've been in so much trouble for saying this for years,

00:22:16.620 but I think PTSD is responsible for about 98% of every problem in America right now.

00:22:22.160 Well, I think they weaponized it. Definitely.

00:22:25.080 Well, you, that's what MKUltra is.

00:22:27.020 Yeah, that's MKUltra.

00:22:28.240 That's what they do. They traumatize you. And then after your PTSD, you become a perfect subject.

00:22:32.320 Trauma-based mind control.

00:22:33.320 And I believe it because we've seen it in real time. You know, it's like,

00:22:38.000 I really hate to keep harping on the lockdown COVID shit, but I do feel I endured trauma from that. 0.99

00:22:44.060 It was traumatic. 0.99

00:22:44.880 It was absolutely like, I could almost cry talking about it. And I witnessed the way it

00:22:50.040 affected people in my life too, just loved ones and, you know, how it affected everyone in different

00:22:55.640 ways. You know, my mom became one of the crazy, you know, scared, scared of germs, you know, getting 1.00

00:23:02.120 every possible, every possible, you know, poke that is perfectly safe and everything, you know,

00:23:07.960 it's just, it's a lot. But like, for me, so I don't know.

00:23:16.100 How crazy is it going to get?

00:23:17.760 Gonna?

00:23:18.680 Oh, I mean, okay. Well, I'm saying that.

00:23:20.960 I mean, I...

00:23:21.820 Here we are now, but how crazy is it gonna get?

00:23:25.600 Oh, God.

00:23:26.320 I don't know.

00:23:26.940 Is it going to be like that movie with Liza Minnelli? Cabaret?

00:23:32.040 Life is a cabaret.

00:23:34.280 I haven't seen that show.

00:23:35.560 Oh.

00:23:36.220 I heard that.

00:23:37.200 No one has ever cited cabaret to talk about like a dystopian future before. I was thinking

00:23:42.720 you were going to go like, they live or Orwell and you went to fucking cabaret. 0.99

00:23:48.820 I don't know about like... 0.98

00:23:51.280 You guys got way too high.

00:23:55.140 I am like really cross-faded.

00:23:57.360 So, I don't know about like 98% of problems being from a PTF.

00:24:02.440 Where's that pan? Did you hide it from me?

00:24:03.620 I could be off with my percentages.

00:24:05.680 But I don't think you're that far off is what I'm saying because...

00:24:07.780 I usually am not, Blair, to be honest with you.

00:24:09.400 No. 0.98

00:24:09.580 I want to ask you what's your bitchiest line you've ever... 1.00

00:24:12.780 That you're the proudest of. 0.90

00:24:14.400 Where'd you put that pan?

00:24:15.840 I think it fell somewhere in the couch.

00:24:18.060 All right. Well, wait, you worked that out.

00:24:19.260 It had to. My bitchiest line... 1.00

00:24:20.800 I bet you put it away. 0.98

00:24:22.740 Maybe I did.

00:24:23.640 Because you're obsessive compulsive.

00:24:25.360 We got to get that pan.

00:24:27.920 No, it's not in here.

00:24:29.680 You guys are just going to have to do this podcast sober.

00:24:32.400 I'm so sorry.

00:24:33.240 It's in the couch for sure.

00:24:34.420 If you'd like, you could chew into the microphone a little bit to get more comfortable.

00:24:37.160 No, if Roseanne wants to get high, we're going to get high. 0.99

00:24:39.780 That's just how that works. 1.00

00:24:40.640 Yeah, bitches. 1.00

00:24:41.860 Well, I don't... 0.99

00:24:42.780 Do you see that on four?

00:24:43.280 I want to keep talking about disassociation and post-traumatic disorder.

00:24:49.320 Is it in my coochie?

00:24:50.340 What is...

00:24:51.100 I'm going to have a panic attack.

00:24:55.360 I don't know what it is.

00:24:57.060 You know what? 0.98

00:24:57.600 I'm going to continue to try to say smart shit while I'm looking for it. 0.99

00:25:00.220 That's fine. 0.99

00:25:00.700 But I'm...

00:25:01.700 The 98% thing I think might be a bit high, but I do think you're not far off because I 0.99

00:25:07.860 do consider me being trans a mental illness. 0.96

00:25:11.160 It is. 0.97

00:25:12.120 Absolutely.

00:25:12.940 And I do...

00:25:13.320 Of course it is.

00:25:14.200 Everything is...

00:25:15.140 I have DID, dissociative identity disorder.

00:25:20.160 It's similar.

00:25:21.820 I was saying when I was seven, I thought I was a boy.

00:25:25.940 F it.

00:25:26.440 I didn't think I was a boy.

00:25:27.920 I was a boy.

00:25:28.980 Part of me was. 0.99

00:25:31.180 And had they been offering all this brainwashing horse shit that they're doing now, I would have 0.99

00:25:36.560 signed up. 0.99

00:25:37.420 Yeah.

00:25:37.560 Not told my parents and went out there and got my arm amputated and made into a fake

00:25:43.200 wiener.

00:25:44.140 And you wouldn't have Jake. 0.91

00:25:44.920 It would never work and I'd never have an orgasm. 0.55

00:25:47.840 You know?

00:25:48.680 And I never would have my five kids.

00:25:51.140 Which isn't much different than now.

00:25:52.040 Yeah, it's no different than now.

00:25:53.540 But there was a world of joy in between.

00:25:56.980 Right.

00:25:57.560 At least you tried.

00:25:58.900 Well, you know that's...

00:25:59.580 See, I don't want to take that estrogen because they said it'll bring back my libido.

00:26:04.280 Hold on.

00:26:04.660 Before we go there, I just want to say the...

00:26:06.200 I found the pen.

00:26:07.140 Nice.

00:26:07.960 I love you.

00:26:08.800 I found the pen.

00:26:09.580 There you go. 0.99

00:26:10.320 Transgenderism being a mental disorder is something that needs to be talked about because one of 1.00

00:26:13.460 my favorite videos you ever did was when you talked about it and you cited the DSM.

00:26:17.960 Oh, yeah.

00:26:18.440 Which you can't now because they took it out.

00:26:19.620 I know.

00:26:20.240 But at the time, you had cited it and you were just saying, look, by the DSM standards, which

00:26:25.780 is...

00:26:26.120 Everyone knows what that is, right?

00:26:27.800 Mom?

00:26:28.640 You all right?

00:26:28.980 Like...

00:26:29.380 The Diagnostic Statistical Manual of...

00:26:31.680 Of course.

00:26:32.200 So she just did a video saying just by definition, it is a mental disorder and she was almost 0.52

00:26:39.120 canceled over that.

00:26:39.960 Right.

00:26:40.240 Well, gender dysphoria, at least. 0.99

00:26:41.600 I guess the word trans now can mean fucking anything, but gender dysphoria itself. 0.98

00:26:45.180 If we're going to say that, which we do say, which guess what's still in the DSM? 0.99

00:26:49.060 What? 0.95

00:26:49.360 Social anxiety, which everyone fucking has at some point to some level. 0.99

00:26:52.600 Yeah. 0.99

00:26:52.960 You know.

00:26:53.260 Well, I have anorexia dyslexia.

00:26:56.120 I never think I'm fat enough.

00:26:58.100 You're skinny and you can't read? 0.85

00:27:02.360 Same.

00:27:03.080 But how does that...

00:27:03.800 Trying to get skinnier and read less, actually.

00:27:09.020 When it says it's a mental disorder, this is one of the favorite points you've ever made. 1.00

00:27:13.400 I just want to say it.

00:27:13.940 I love mental disorder people.

00:27:14.800 It's not a negative connotation, right, Blade?

00:27:17.120 Like, it's just a designation.

00:27:19.500 Yeah.

00:27:19.860 It is what it is.

00:27:21.240 Because, again, I don't look at people with social anxiety and think that they're a bad 0.99

00:27:25.880 person, that they're a necessarily, like, fucking insane person. 0.99

00:27:29.580 Right. 0.99

00:27:29.720 Because, at the end of the day, like, the people who claim to want to de-stigmatize all the 1.00

00:27:34.720 shit... 0.99

00:27:34.920 Well, it's on a, it's on a, what do you want to call it, spectrum? 1.00

00:27:37.600 It's on a, there's levels to all of it, for sure. 0.99

00:27:38.940 Because someone will just stand there rubbing their crotch in the street all day. 0.99

00:27:42.580 Right. 0.99

00:27:42.940 But, see, that is, like, that's called autogynephilia.

00:27:49.320 That's a fetish. 0.98

00:27:50.520 And that's probably a mental disorder as well. 1.00

00:27:52.900 Definitely a mental disorder. 1.00

00:27:54.060 Right. 1.00

00:27:54.420 But it's hot as fuck. 0.99

00:27:56.620 Right? 0.99

00:27:58.660 No.

00:28:00.420 But that's another interesting thing that a lot of people...

00:28:04.560 If they're rich.

00:28:05.000 If they got money, then yeah.

00:28:07.400 People don't really understand that because from the outside looking in, I know that a lot

00:28:11.420 of this stuff kind of blends in together, but there are people who are, you know, trans,

00:28:15.920 quote unquote, for sexual purposes.

00:28:18.080 I know.

00:28:18.380 That was the sad thing.

00:28:19.600 I remember back in the day when I was alive, and, you know, it was like all the people that

00:28:27.260 were trans were getting into, not all of them, but I mean, a lot of them that I knew, they

00:28:33.900 were talking about how great being a prost, you know, being in prostitution.

00:28:37.780 And that was like, the whole prostitution thing is such a deep, dark rabbit hole to go down 1.00

00:28:47.220 in.

00:28:47.440 Of course, I did go down it.

00:28:49.520 And there are so many lies told about it, especially now.

00:28:52.060 It's being so mainstreamed.

00:28:53.300 It's being so normalized.

00:28:54.540 And it's like, wow, you know, because that's true.

00:28:57.800 You know, sex work is very common in the trans woman world. 1.00

00:29:01.180 And it's not even necessarily because they are autogynophiles, because those are attracted

00:29:06.500 to women. 1.00

00:29:07.700 And those are the ones that are in bathrooms showing their fucking cocks. 1.00

00:29:10.620 But in the trans woman, a lot of them get into sex work because they feel like that's 1.00

00:29:13.300 the only thing they can do.

00:29:14.300 And at a certain point, maybe that was true. 1.00

00:29:15.980 Now Starbucks will hire you if you're fucking trans. 1.00

00:29:17.900 But at one point, that was how they made money. 0.99

00:29:20.400 And for them, you know, so I've known a lot of them who do that.

00:29:23.180 And all of them are damaged from it.

00:29:26.160 And this is the case with, you know, female, I've known a few female escorts in my life 0.99

00:29:30.620 as well.

00:29:31.020 And you endure so much trauma from decoupling sex from emotion, because this is another

00:29:37.200 thing that we were kind of talking about.

00:29:38.720 This is something I learned because taking estrogen has really changed my brain chemistry.

00:29:43.780 I completely associate sex and physical intimacy with emotion, love, you know, a spiritual

00:29:52.100 connection almost with a man. 1.00

00:29:53.900 So gay. 1.00

00:29:54.680 And so the idea of decoupling that and just treating it as this is a massage, or this 0.97

00:30:00.560 is, you know, just a physical act that has no emotion behind it, you have to like shut

00:30:04.380 a part of your brain off to do that.

00:30:05.780 And then they also start hating men, which, you know, there are reasons to hate men, but

00:30:10.000 they start fearing them in a way that's even more extreme than just the average woman's

00:30:14.380 distrust of men.

00:30:15.320 I got a joke I used to tell.

00:30:17.160 Tell me. 0.98

00:30:17.680 Oh, they always say the lesbians hate the men. 1.00

00:30:20.220 How could that be? 1.00

00:30:21.160 They don't have to fuck them. 1.00

00:30:22.360 They don't have to deal with them. 1.00

00:30:23.580 Yeah.

00:30:23.740 That's a big thing for me, you know, is over the years transitioning is just like, it's

00:30:32.840 really changed the way I view men, even more so than the way it's changed the way I view

00:30:37.640 myself and women.

00:30:38.780 And, you know, it's men and understanding like their behavior from the other point of

00:30:44.580 view, where now the estrogen is my predominant hormone.

00:30:47.240 And it's like actually wild.

00:30:48.780 Can I ask you about that?

00:30:50.080 Hold on.

00:30:50.720 I've taken the testosterone, as I said.

00:30:53.560 And so now I'm like kind of a man.

00:30:56.160 You're experiencing it.

00:30:57.380 But I am.

00:30:58.060 But I'm seeing like I have much more.

00:31:00.240 I have a lot more empathy and respect for women than I ever did.

00:31:06.140 I get more every year.

00:31:07.080 That's the mind blower.

00:31:08.120 Every year I gain more of an empathy for women. 0.99

00:31:10.380 And it's not in like a, you know, fucking lived out feminist kind of way. 0.99

00:31:15.760 It's more so just like a every year that I'm kind of deeper in my transition, even though 0.94

00:31:20.620 I'll never understand what it is to be a biological woman.

00:31:22.940 And there are many aspects of that I'll never understand.

00:31:25.060 Pregnancy, periods, and so much more.

00:31:28.260 Not being able to park.

00:31:29.480 Parallel park.

00:31:30.100 I can't parallel park.

00:31:31.840 But I can on a dime.

00:31:34.680 Jake keeps forgetting that.

00:31:36.120 I do a two point parallel.

00:31:37.800 Do I need to bring up the tractor bucket and the faucet today that you broke and getting

00:31:42.160 lost with my daughter before you start talking about it?

00:31:45.320 I'm talking about the days back when I was alive.

00:31:48.720 You can park.

00:31:49.240 You can't drive, but you can park.

00:31:50.180 Blair, can I just ask you about that when you talk about your distrust in man?

00:31:53.880 Because I find this fascinating.

00:31:55.080 Well, disgust is a strong word, but it's strong.

00:31:56.800 Distrust.

00:31:57.380 I said distrust.

00:31:58.040 Oh, sorry.

00:31:58.580 I thought you said disgust.

00:31:59.500 I mean, sometimes distrust.

00:32:00.140 Well, we hear what we want to hear, Blair.

00:32:01.740 I don't want to hear.

00:32:03.000 Right.

00:32:04.080 No, but I find it interesting.

00:32:06.000 So you started your transition nine years ago.

00:32:08.220 What age were you?

00:32:09.120 20.

00:32:09.580 So you were biological or you were identifying as a man until 20?

00:32:13.460 Or you were?

00:32:14.200 Well, I find that whole language, like identifying as kind of like new.

00:32:17.560 It's like I was a boy.

00:32:19.000 You were a boy.

00:32:19.560 You just were like, okay with it?

00:32:23.180 Okay with it?

00:32:23.820 No, no, no.

00:32:23.940 Hold on.

00:32:24.160 Oh, no.

00:32:24.520 What I want to ask you is- 1.00

00:32:25.280 Shut up. 1.00

00:32:25.300 You don't know. 1.00

00:32:25.780 No, no.

00:32:25.800 This is important.

00:32:26.560 You were a man until you were 20.

00:32:29.420 Yes.

00:32:29.540 And now you've been transitioning.

00:32:31.220 Now you have distrust for men.

00:32:32.220 Did you have a distrust for men before you were 20?

00:32:34.800 No.

00:32:35.640 Okay.

00:32:35.920 So you think it's the estrogen?

00:32:37.960 Absolutely.

00:32:39.060 Just because it's-

00:32:40.800 It's a good question.

00:32:41.580 You're going to let me talk.

00:32:42.120 Oh, I didn't get that's where you were going.

00:32:43.560 That's because you were in the room.

00:32:44.320 Yeah.

00:32:45.040 I mean, part of-

00:32:46.040 My estrogen was missing.

00:32:49.100 Part of it is like, obviously, the physical changes that I've undergone.

00:32:52.700 And so my interactions with men are going to be different based on that.

00:32:58.080 And so just kind of seeing how those interactions did change and what they transformed into has

00:33:03.540 kind of made me like, oh.

00:33:05.020 Oh, wait.

00:33:05.400 This is fascinating.

00:33:06.380 Okay.

00:33:06.800 I think I know what you're saying.

00:33:08.280 This is akin to kind of you becoming famous.

00:33:11.140 Are you saying that people, once you became a female and attractive, that men were treating

00:33:17.140 you different?

00:33:18.000 Oh, yeah.

00:33:18.800 And that's what freaked you out.

00:33:19.940 That's where I want to go now.

00:33:21.140 It's so wild.

00:33:21.200 No, that's what we should talk about.

00:33:22.180 Because you, like, I remember, this is just my thing, because you're the famous one. 1.00

00:33:25.840 But I was in school, I used to get my ass kicked every day because it's a fat little chubby 0.99

00:33:29.260 Jewish kid with, like, page boy haircut. 1.00

00:33:31.220 And right when Roseanne went number one, the kids that would kick my ass every day were 1.00

00:33:36.160 putting their arms around me. 1.00

00:33:37.540 I didn't do shit. 1.00

00:33:38.220 I was still the same weird fuck that should have been bullied, to be honest. 0.99

00:33:41.840 No, for real. 0.99

00:33:42.700 And it fractured me that day.

00:33:44.540 I was like, oh, people see me different by these external forces, and they're treating

00:33:50.060 me completely different.

00:33:51.520 It makes you not trust people at all.

00:33:53.860 Yes.

00:33:54.060 In that split second.

00:33:54.620 Is that what happened?

00:33:55.380 Yep.

00:33:56.260 Absolutely.

00:33:57.340 You start seeing how, you know, I went through a lot of bullying as well. 0.99

00:34:02.340 And so I went from every dude is a threat to beating my ass in a homophobic type of way 0.98

00:34:08.780 to every dude is a threat because, like, there's so much sexual tension that I did not initiate. 0.98

00:34:16.260 And when you don't initiate it at all, and you don't want to engage in it at all, it's

00:34:19.920 very disgusting. 0.99

00:34:22.800 No shit. 1.00

00:34:23.600 It's vile. 1.00

00:34:24.100 It's vile. 1.00

00:34:24.600 Oh, no shit. 1.00

00:34:25.760 And also... 1.00

00:34:26.900 Oh, I can't even tell you.

00:34:28.160 No, let's talk about it.

00:34:29.040 It makes you sick. 1.00

00:34:30.000 No, no, no one ever wanted to fuck me, but they still tried. 1.00

00:34:39.040 Check that out. 1.00

00:34:40.880 Bitch, you've never lived a day like that. 1.00

00:34:43.040 Well, it's weird, too, because also, because I do come from living, you know, a portion 0.99

00:34:54.180 of my life with testosterone as my main drug, I also remember what it's like to have that

00:34:58.540 like male libido.

00:34:59.700 Right.

00:35:00.460 And it's like, knowing that...

00:35:01.760 That must disgust you when you see it coming at you.

00:35:04.800 Absolutely.

00:35:05.080 So that's what I want to ask, but you... 0.99

00:35:05.900 How come guys don't even fucking know how disgusting they appear to women? 1.00

00:35:10.540 We do. 0.99

00:35:11.140 I'll answer that for you.

00:35:12.040 We totally know. 0.99

00:35:12.820 We just don't give a fuck. 0.99

00:35:14.020 Do you remember... 0.99

00:35:14.760 I think that's true.

00:35:15.320 Is that true?

00:35:15.440 I think that's true.

00:35:16.180 No, 100% true.

00:35:16.920 I think that's true.

00:35:17.660 I'm the man on the panel that's still taking testosterone, naturally.

00:35:22.480 But let me ask you...

00:35:23.720 Well... 1.00

00:35:23.920 I'm a bigger man than both of you bitches. 1.00

00:35:26.740 Well, you're bigger. 1.00

00:35:30.660 She's skinny and she can't read, okay? 0.84

00:35:32.240 No, I know.

00:35:32.760 But you went through puberty with testosterone, so you remember what it's like.

00:35:39.180 Yeah.

00:35:39.740 It's crazy.

00:35:40.380 This is the question I want to ask, and then I'll stop talking.

00:35:41.720 Nuts.

00:35:42.140 No pun. 0.95

00:35:42.700 When you say you distrust men, you know how lecherous they are.

00:35:47.260 You were a man going through puberty with testosterone, pumping through. 0.98

00:35:50.180 You probably got boners, the whole deal. 0.99

00:35:52.160 And you must remember...

00:35:54.240 Right.

00:35:54.940 How'd you hide your boners?

00:35:56.400 No, hold on.

00:35:56.840 How do you...

00:35:57.440 How do you not feel like some sort of empathy to men?

00:36:03.120 Oh, no, I do.

00:36:04.280 Of course she does.

00:36:05.140 I'm not void of empathy.

00:36:06.600 I actually started my channel...

00:36:08.280 She says sorry for him.

00:36:08.920 Of course she does.

00:36:09.360 I actually do. 0.96

00:36:10.320 She's trying to save him from going straight to hell like I'm trying to do with the Jews. 1.00

00:36:15.360 Right. 0.74

00:36:16.680 We were talking about... 1.00

00:36:17.280 I'm trying to save all these motherfuckers from going to hell. 1.00

00:36:20.180 But were you lecherous as a 13-year-old? 1.00

00:36:23.120 Was I what? 0.99

00:36:23.740 Like were you horny as a 15-year-old? 0.95

00:36:25.740 Oh, for sure. 0.86

00:36:26.380 For sure.

00:36:26.700 Like anyone through puberty, but you know, or any boy through puberty, whatever.

00:36:30.060 Yeah.

00:36:31.340 It's not that I lack empathy for men because I actually have a lot.

00:36:34.600 I actually started my channel making videos about men's issues like the male suicide rate

00:36:39.280 and all that.

00:36:40.020 That's actually how I got my shirt.

00:36:40.640 Well, because you love men.

00:36:42.420 I love men at the same time.

00:36:43.800 That's the thing.

00:36:44.420 There's the duality to it.

00:36:45.800 It's like I actually get along with men when they're good men, way better than women in 1.00

00:36:50.780 a lot of ways.

00:36:51.480 That's what I was going to say.

00:36:53.040 Because you were talking about how men change when you change.

00:36:57.080 Right.

00:36:57.220 But I, one time I lost 120 pounds and I talked to a friend of mine who had lost 150.

00:37:03.380 And here's what she said to me.

00:37:05.700 Nobody, you know, I was prepared for how the men would be, how they would be different to

00:37:11.420 me.

00:37:12.220 You know, because, you know, before it was, you know, they acted like they, well, at least 0.56

00:37:17.300 they laughed at your jokes when you were fat.

00:37:19.260 I don't know if they respected you more or less, but at least they laughed at your jokes.

00:37:24.960 But then when you were skinny, they didn't laugh at your jokes, but they kept on trying 0.97

00:37:31.040 to have sex with you. 0.99

00:37:34.220 So. 0.99

00:37:35.540 But you were saying that women were different. 0.97

00:37:38.160 But she goes, but I expected all that, but nobody prepared me for the women. 1.00

00:37:44.220 Right.

00:37:44.840 Let's talk about that. 1.00

00:37:45.600 And I said, oh shit, you are so right. 1.00

00:37:49.220 Women are evil. 1.00

00:37:49.540 Because the women are just fucking nothing but witches. 1.00

00:37:53.060 They're so evil. 1.00

00:37:53.900 Dirty hoes and witches. 1.00

00:37:55.780 Right. 1.00

00:37:55.980 They can't find their way to what I call the sanctity of the bitch. 1.00

00:38:01.140 You see, the bitch is the one who gets things done. 1.00

00:38:05.820 Mm-hmm. 1.00

00:38:06.200 But they're nothing but hoes and witches. 1.00

00:38:09.140 And just cunts. 1.00

00:38:10.380 And cunts. 1.00

00:38:11.080 We're definitely going to get cut off on, what's it called? 1.00

00:38:16.360 I think YouTube, you can say cunts. 0.99

00:38:17.760 I think you can say cunts. 0.98

00:38:19.180 Maybe I ought to believe just to be careful. 0.99

00:38:21.220 You just can't talk bad about the Ukraine war, but you can say cunts. 0.99

00:38:23.520 Right. 0.73

00:38:24.100 Or, you know, trans-ship, but I'm here so we can pass.

00:38:28.120 Oh, let's go into that, how they're trying to talk about that movie, Sound of Freedom.

00:38:34.760 Wait, hold on.

00:38:35.760 You were going to ask Blair, now that she's female and attractive, were women? 1.00

00:38:39.720 Oh.

00:38:40.100 Yeah, I want to hear that.

00:38:40.700 Well, also, I just want to clarify really quick.

00:38:43.500 So it's not that I don't have an ebby for men.

00:38:45.080 It's that I am distrustful of men only based on the data that I've accrued through my transition,

00:38:54.720 which is, you know, there was a time where I didn't necessarily believe that catcalling was a thing.

00:38:59.120 And I would look at people online talking about it, feminists, like, oh, catcalling is such a problem. 1.00

00:39:02.500 And I was like, that's so stupid, like, you're not getting a fucking catcall. 1.00

00:39:05.260 I didn't believe it, the same way a lot of people don't believe that kind of stuff. 1.00

00:39:08.280 I moved to Hollywood.

00:39:10.540 Hello.

00:39:11.240 You got a catcall.

00:39:12.220 Hello.

00:39:13.180 Not just catcalling.

00:39:14.020 I would get followed.

00:39:16.260 There was a time that I had to call Joey because I'm on the street, and there's just some crazy half-naked man following me, 1.00

00:39:22.160 screaming why I didn't match with him on Tinder as if I've ever been on Tinder. 0.92

00:39:25.380 Like, nuts. 0.84

00:39:26.520 Literally, I should have told him I have nuts.

00:39:32.000 I'm always tempted to do that when they're, like, too aggressive.

00:39:34.260 It's like, I'm a man, sir.

00:39:35.800 Like, don't come near me. 0.99

00:39:36.700 But then I don't want to get my ass beat. 1.00

00:39:38.320 Oh, shit. 1.00

00:39:39.480 But actually, I carry guns, so there's nothing. 1.00

00:39:41.580 You should.

00:39:42.560 Anyways.

00:39:43.040 That's why we love Texas.

00:39:45.520 Absolutely.

00:39:46.400 I had maybe one gun before I moved here.

00:39:48.800 I had just, like, a little baby Glock in L.A., and now I have, I think, 20 guns.

00:39:52.200 Yes.

00:39:53.260 I think literally, like, 19 or 20, and I've customized all of them.

00:39:56.020 Have you seen them?

00:39:56.880 Yeah.

00:39:57.100 No, I ain't seen your guns.

00:39:58.520 Yeah, I have, like, pink guns, pink AR.

00:40:01.000 Sweet.

00:40:01.580 I have a red KSG.

00:40:03.380 Do you have an AK?

00:40:04.780 I do.

00:40:05.420 It's colored purple and blue and yellow.

00:40:07.760 Oh, how cute.

00:40:08.240 We go shooting. 0.74

00:40:09.140 We want to go shooting with you. 1.00

00:40:10.400 Any fucking time. 1.00

00:40:11.700 We should film, for my channel, a shooting somewhere. 0.99

00:40:13.600 That'd be so fun. 1.00

00:40:14.340 Let's go shoot some shit up. 1.00

00:40:16.040 Yeah, she'll kill a living thing for a buck stick. 1.00

00:40:18.320 I mean, you're on that. 0.99

00:40:19.100 I'll eat it.

00:40:19.800 You're on that testosterone.

00:40:21.780 She'll eat it right there. 1.00

00:40:22.980 She'll rip the heart out. 1.00

00:40:23.620 No, I won't.

00:40:24.660 I am not Hillary Clinton.

00:40:27.280 Hello.

00:40:27.780 It's only baby.

00:40:28.460 Hello. 1.00

00:40:28.920 Hey, what's the worst, bitchiest, meanest shit you've ever said that you laugh about at night 1.00

00:40:34.860 before you fall asleep? 1.00

00:40:36.660 Oh, my God. 0.53

00:40:38.020 That is so hard because I feel like most of what I say is bitchy.

00:40:40.940 You know, I love to comment on how I assume people smell. 0.99

00:40:44.380 Like, there's just one bitch. 1.00

00:40:48.000 Because sometimes you can see through the camera. 1.00

00:40:51.020 It's like, you know that bitch smells. 1.00

00:40:52.860 You can see it. 1.00

00:40:53.760 It's like hot dog water coming through the screen.

00:40:56.140 You know, I love telling people they're just not it.

00:41:02.480 I always say it's a rancid ketchup mixed with lard.

00:41:05.860 Right.

00:41:06.720 Right.

00:41:07.380 And hot dog water.

00:41:08.700 But, you know, I just love telling people they're not it.

00:41:11.100 You know what I mean?

00:41:11.360 Because so many people think they're it. 1.00

00:41:12.720 So many people go into everything and they say the stupidest shit and they think that it's 1.00

00:41:17.260 justified by them being it and really doing the thing. 1.00

00:41:21.140 And it's like, you're not.

00:41:22.920 It's like, you're musty.

00:41:24.080 You're crusty.

00:41:25.360 You're not it.

00:41:26.200 And you can't speak that way. 0.99

00:41:29.400 If you were it, you could probably get away with saying fucking anything. 1.00

00:41:32.260 Because I say crazy shit and I get away with it. 1.00

00:41:34.360 That's how I know I'm kind of it. 1.00

00:41:36.240 You are it. 1.00

00:41:37.880 I see the shit you say. 1.00

00:41:39.480 But, you know, it's true. 1.00

00:41:41.400 I try to be.

00:41:41.980 There's just a certain point where if it's true, I mean, they'll probably end up killing 0.66

00:41:49.100 you. 0.99

00:41:49.440 But, you know, they can't silence you, but I guess they can kill you. 0.99

00:41:53.760 Well, we said this before.

00:41:54.900 No one ever really dies anymore.

00:41:56.360 You know, it's like.

00:41:57.060 That's true.

00:41:57.500 You can kill me, but I've accrued, you know, a cult fan base of, you know, over a million 0.74

00:42:03.100 people now that live for what I do. 1.00

00:42:05.460 And the shit I've said will always live on. 1.00

00:42:07.620 And it doesn't. 0.99

00:42:08.440 And, you know, the main thing I get hate for is like criticizing.

00:42:11.120 Because you're immortal.

00:42:12.960 Right.

00:42:13.720 Right.

00:42:14.140 That's right.

00:42:14.740 Right.

00:42:15.020 When you're it.

00:42:15.780 Especially when you're it. 1.00

00:42:16.540 When you're it, you're always fucking it, bitch. 1.00

00:42:19.080 Right. 1.00

00:42:19.280 You can't take it away from somebody who was it.

00:42:22.940 And will remain it.

00:42:24.560 You may try. 0.99

00:42:24.600 And I will remain it for fucking ever. 0.99

00:42:27.320 Right. 1.00

00:42:27.620 Long after you and your spawn are buried and fucking dead in the sea. 1.00

00:42:32.440 Period. 1.00

00:42:33.920 Period.

00:42:34.320 Because you ain't it.

00:42:35.980 Because, but the other.

00:42:36.880 You couldn't do this.

00:42:38.140 No.

00:42:38.320 You couldn't do what I did.

00:42:39.760 You ain't got the brains or the muscle, the know-how or the nothing.

00:42:42.960 The talent.

00:42:43.440 The strength.

00:42:43.940 The talent.

00:42:44.580 The strength. 1.00

00:42:45.280 The goddamn gumption or the fucking goddamn. 1.00

00:42:49.640 The favor. 1.00

00:42:51.220 It's divine favor as well.

00:42:52.960 I feel it.

00:42:53.420 You believe in God.

00:42:54.040 Well, see.

00:42:54.680 You do believe in God.

00:42:55.660 Well, you know what?

00:42:56.500 Here's the thing.

00:42:57.560 When I say I don't believe in God.

00:42:58.220 Because I think it's divine favor for sure.

00:43:00.440 It's a gift. 1.00

00:43:01.200 I didn't come up with this shit. 0.99

00:43:03.780 He just jiggles my eyeballs back and forth and I go, hey, that's incongruent. 1.00

00:43:09.480 And I go, incongruent, incongruent.

00:43:12.540 That's a joke. 1.00

00:43:13.860 I can get a joke out of that incongruent bullshit they try to shove down our throat. 1.00

00:43:18.520 Such as saying, the dem saying that the Republicans are just impeach happy. 1.00

00:43:29.540 That's fucking funny shit. 1.00

00:43:32.140 But you know what? 1.00

00:43:32.720 That's what I was saying earlier.

00:43:34.340 It's like, okay, so I was having this conversation yesterday.

00:43:37.780 That, like, the whole, like, a lot of people talk about disinformation campaigns and how

00:43:42.260 the government puts out false information all the time to lead you astray from certain

00:43:45.020 things.

00:43:45.420 And, like, that's true to an extent.

00:43:47.220 But I think.

00:43:47.500 What about that chef on the Obamas?

00:43:49.540 Well.

00:43:50.460 Oh, yeah, for sure.

00:43:51.760 But that's the thing.

00:43:53.160 I think that it's less about putting out disinformation because I don't think they actually

00:43:56.460 even care.

00:43:57.220 They put it right in your face.

00:43:58.740 And if you don't blindly believe in it, you are no longer participant in society.

00:44:03.000 So that's actually their campaign.

00:44:05.140 It's like, I don't necessarily know if they put out, like, false stuff sometimes for sure.

00:44:09.900 But, like, they don't care.

00:44:11.640 They will tell you men can get pregnant to your face. 1.00

00:44:13.320 And if you don't believe that, you're fired.

00:44:14.760 Yeah.

00:44:15.140 What is that?

00:44:15.740 If that's not, that's a good point.

00:44:17.020 Right.

00:44:17.520 They don't need to put out fake information about how men can get pregnant. 1.00

00:44:20.620 They just give the same information that's always been there in biology 101, high fourth

00:44:24.740 grade.

00:44:25.680 And you're just supposed to psychically read it as something else. 1.00

00:44:29.380 And if you don't, you are fucking gone. 0.99

00:44:32.580 But don't forget that that's the show. 1.00

00:44:35.980 And all of America is watching it.

00:44:38.500 Mm-hmm.

00:44:39.060 That's true.

00:44:39.880 And they're going, hey, wait a minute. 0.99

00:44:41.280 These fucking guys that are telling us that, that are saying we're offensive are walking 1.00

00:44:48.480 down the street, waving their dicks in the little children's face. 1.00

00:44:54.220 Wait a minute. 0.99

00:44:55.180 I wasn't ready for that one.

00:44:56.980 Mom just comes right in. 0.86

00:44:58.040 That one hit. 0.99

00:44:58.660 That one hit. 0.99

00:44:59.380 Incongruent. 0.99

00:45:01.220 Incongruent is a great fucking word for that. 1.00

00:45:03.540 Your whole spirit is incongruent. 1.00

00:45:05.380 How dare you? 0.90

00:45:06.140 Yeah. 1.00

00:45:06.380 How fucking dare you, stupid bitch? 1.00

00:45:08.820 It's like. 1.00

00:45:09.200 Do you think God don't see you?

00:45:11.200 That's why I believe in God. 1.00

00:45:12.940 Because God is retribution, bitch. 1.00

00:45:16.100 Yeah. 1.00

00:45:16.640 Yeah.

00:45:16.780 God of the Bible is all about retribution against Sodom and Gomorrah and against evil and the 0.95

00:45:23.080 snakey, snake, snakey that got a hold of them women and made them worship the erect phallus. 0.99

00:45:31.460 I love when sentences start so good.

00:45:34.640 They start good.

00:45:35.560 There's been like three sentences in a row that I wasn't prepared for the second half of

00:45:40.320 the sentence.

00:45:41.220 But you know what?

00:45:41.780 That's why you're it.

00:45:42.620 So it's whatever.

00:45:43.440 That's her thing. 1.00

00:45:43.960 Don't tell me I ain't it, right, bitches? 1.00

00:45:46.060 They tried to kill me because I was it. 1.00

00:45:49.660 You know what?

00:45:50.680 They've tried to kill me my whole life.

00:45:52.780 Yeah, my whole life too.

00:45:53.860 Yeah. 1.00

00:45:54.340 I was four years old with preschoolers calling me a faggot. 1.00

00:45:59.360 Oh my God. 1.00

00:46:00.260 Like, what is that?

00:46:01.280 Where did they hear that?

00:46:02.980 Right.

00:46:03.440 But, you know, it's like.

00:46:04.480 At home.

00:46:04.760 They were trying.

00:46:05.440 Right.

00:46:05.860 Of course.

00:46:06.300 But, you know, I've always faced, you know, crazy opposition.

00:46:10.380 Did you hear it in your family though?

00:46:11.340 Huh?

00:46:11.760 Did you hear it in your own family?

00:46:13.560 Um, not the word specifically, but I have been disowned by, you know, my dad's half of 1.00

00:46:18.500 the family.

00:46:19.560 So that's interesting.

00:46:21.920 Shout out to y'all. 1.00

00:46:23.200 Pieces of shit. 1.00

00:46:24.760 That's just so foul to me. 1.00

00:46:26.000 Is it you?

00:46:26.680 There's people who stick by like their family members who like molest kids.

00:46:31.480 Oh, they all do that.

00:46:32.500 Oh, Stevie got out of prison for 15 years.

00:46:34.460 He molested his cousin, but that's our family. 0.99

00:46:36.580 And it's like, oh, but so because I got tits, I'm out. 1.00

00:46:41.900 Get the fuck out of here. 1.00

00:46:43.900 Yeah. 1.00

00:46:44.260 It's that self-righteous shit. 1.00

00:46:46.000 They're also self-righteous. 1.00

00:46:47.680 Right.

00:46:48.420 That pride goes before a fall.

00:46:50.500 That's why I say it's weird.

00:46:51.960 They call it the pride parade.

00:46:53.680 I've never liked that.

00:46:54.960 I've never liked the.

00:46:55.800 Nobody who's real like that.

00:46:58.000 Yeah.

00:46:58.360 You know what? 0.99

00:46:59.040 I started that motherfucking thing, you know, that glad. 0.99

00:47:02.460 They, they put that up on my back. 0.99

00:47:05.160 Did they?

00:47:05.380 Then turned against me.

00:47:06.520 They're the ones that took me off TV.

00:47:08.440 Well, they're evil. 1.00

00:47:09.080 I started that glad shit. 1.00

00:47:11.120 And you know what? 1.00

00:47:11.620 They would fight.

00:47:12.480 Oh, every year they would fight about whether they should honor me or not.

00:47:16.680 When I was on number one on the Roseanne show, I kicked them off and the Trevor Foundation.

00:47:22.280 And both of them turned me into the Nazis. 1.00

00:47:25.340 You know how fucking evil they are? 1.00

00:47:27.220 People don't understand how evil they are. 1.00

00:47:28.600 I do.

00:47:29.480 Right.

00:47:30.080 I have a personal story as well about them.

00:47:32.200 So obviously, you know, I'm someone who is very much in like LGBT media and news sites,

00:47:39.220 all that very, you know, demonized, which is to be expected.

00:47:42.360 But what you don't expect is for these organizations to try to interfere with your real life.

00:47:46.460 At least, you know, until you're blackpilled like me on some things. 0.68

00:47:50.100 You understand how evil they are.

00:47:51.480 All right.

00:47:51.780 Well, I have one thing to ask you because last night you did those gummies that they sent.

00:47:56.040 Yeah, I took it.

00:47:57.280 I took a red one.

00:47:58.580 Well, they give you, they had ones with caffeine and had ones with different milligrams.

00:48:02.360 Which one did you take?

00:48:04.220 I took the sleeper one.

00:48:05.940 And did you sleep? 1.00

00:48:07.040 I slept like a damn baby all night long. 1.00

00:48:10.540 Did you take the other one that had more THC in it that got you all fucked up? 1.00

00:48:13.920 You haven't done that yet? 0.98

00:48:14.980 No, I have not done that one yet.

00:48:17.980 All right.

00:48:18.340 But I do look forward to it.

00:48:20.460 All right.

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00:51:19.500 I said this in my last video.

00:51:24.620 I said, everyone seems to be seeking all of this external validation all of the time.

00:51:31.620 All of the time.

00:51:32.200 The entire culture is based on external validation now.

00:51:35.140 Narcissism.

00:51:35.540 Narcissism for sure. 1.00

00:51:36.480 And a lot of this fucking non-binary shit is based on narcissism. 1.00

00:51:41.040 Imagine telling someone, you have to call me Zezer. 1.00

00:51:43.200 I'm the narcissist in that situation, but you would be perceived by whatever as the narcissist

00:51:51.200 for not doing it or only caring about yourself and not me.

00:51:53.500 And it's like, that's backwards. 0.87

00:51:56.140 But the thing about the external validation is like-

00:51:59.660 I'm changing my name to Zezer.

00:52:01.660 You should.

00:52:03.180 No, it in itself.

00:52:04.880 That's a good one because you're it.

00:52:06.800 Yeah.

00:52:07.320 It.

00:52:07.820 It in itself.

00:52:08.480 Your pronouns are it in itself.

00:52:10.660 Right.

00:52:11.160 It in itself?

00:52:12.260 Yeah.

00:52:12.420 Okay.

00:52:13.300 Those are my pronouns.

00:52:14.760 It in itself.

00:52:17.180 It slash itself.

00:52:18.680 The older I get, I'm kind of at this point in my life right now.

00:52:21.340 I'm 29, about to be 30.

00:52:23.640 Oh, jeez.

00:52:24.400 You know, I might be maybe like two months away from being 30.

00:52:27.600 And I feel like I've done a lot of obviously like physical work.

00:52:31.600 I've made a lot of changes on that front.

00:52:33.160 And that only takes you so far in terms of your being.

00:52:35.880 Yeah.

00:52:36.520 In fact, it doesn't take you far at all.

00:52:38.900 Who are we talking about?

00:52:40.020 Madonna and her plastic surgeries?

00:52:42.620 Yeah. 0.98

00:52:42.860 She looks crazy. 0.55

00:52:43.940 But I feel like I will probably look similarly crazy by that time because I've gotten so 0.81

00:52:48.120 much already.

00:52:48.720 Are you going to keep doing stuff?

00:52:49.940 Oh, for sure.

00:52:50.700 You know. 0.98

00:52:50.900 That's when you look crazy, though. 0.98

00:52:51.900 Just so you know. 0.98

00:52:52.320 I know.

00:52:52.620 You have to stop.

00:52:53.500 You've got to stop her at some point.

00:52:54.800 I know.

00:52:55.800 I just feel like there's something about being like really old and really like done up that

00:53:00.180 kind of gives wealth at the same time.

00:53:01.820 So I'm like.

00:53:02.000 Yeah.

00:53:02.960 Yeah.

00:53:03.200 Well, it's just a moderation.

00:53:04.780 My mother looks better than ever.

00:53:06.360 She's 70.

00:53:07.060 But she stopped.

00:53:07.700 The last plastic surgery you had was probably 25 years ago.

00:53:10.640 What all have you gotten done?

00:53:11.640 You said you got work done earlier. 1.00

00:53:12.920 Head to toe, bitch. 1.00

00:53:14.240 Let's hear it. 1.00

00:53:15.120 I'll tell you all mine, too.

00:53:16.020 I have some crazy ones.

00:53:17.460 Well, first of all, let's start at the head. 0.57

00:53:20.260 This isn't even my head.

00:53:21.720 I just realized you've had your sunglasses on the whole time.

00:53:24.060 I forgot.

00:53:24.820 Yeah, because Jake's trying to blind me with that.

00:53:27.020 And I'm already blind.

00:53:28.500 I just want you to look pretty.

00:53:29.860 So am I.

00:53:29.940 But eyelids.

00:53:33.340 That's number one.

00:53:34.460 That's the number one plastic surgery.

00:53:36.000 I have very heavily hooded eyes because we're Cossacks.

00:53:39.560 I have hooded eyes, too.

00:53:41.280 Did you do your eyelids?

00:53:42.940 No, but that's one I've thought about because, you know, hooded eyes.

00:53:47.060 Maybe you want to fix them.

00:53:48.120 That's the most common plastic surgery.

00:53:48.680 Your eyes look perfect.

00:53:50.260 What's your parentage or your nationalities?

00:53:53.420 I'm everything.

00:53:54.340 And I learned that when I did a DNA test recently.

00:53:56.560 How would you find out?

00:53:57.360 I thought I was just half white, half Hispanic because my mom is Mexican and my dad is white.

00:54:02.340 But I learned that I'm also maybe a little 6% black.

00:54:05.120 So that's like a whole pinky finger, right?

00:54:06.560 Oh, you get the N-word pass.

00:54:07.980 Right.

00:54:08.340 I'm going to do it right now.

00:54:12.100 N-word pass.

00:54:13.120 Right, right, right.

00:54:14.420 You know, that's like a whole pinky finger, 6% of your body. 0.53

00:54:16.860 Maybe you want more than that.

00:54:18.100 Yeah, so maybe like a foot.

00:54:20.280 So that was shocking.

00:54:21.360 Didn't expect that.

00:54:22.460 I am all types of European. 1.00

00:54:26.600 I think I even had like a little tiny drop of Asian up in that bitch. 1.00

00:54:30.920 So maybe a little bit of that. 0.99

00:54:31.980 I'm seeing all of that on you because, you know, I read the head shapes.

00:54:36.720 Yeah.

00:54:37.300 Well, I've changed my head shape, which is crazy.

00:54:39.320 No, you can't change your head bones.

00:54:42.980 I did.

00:54:43.700 You've changed your head bones?

00:54:45.260 Yeah.

00:54:45.920 What head bones?

00:54:46.620 What head bones?

00:54:47.340 I got my brow bone done, which is, okay, so this is a little transsexual 101 for you. 1.00

00:54:57.540 This is real transsexuals. 1.00

00:54:58.740 You don't hear about this because the days of the real transsexuals are gone and it's 1.00

00:55:01.620 just these people who don't transition now, but pick your dicks out in front of kids. 0.99

00:55:05.980 The brow bone meant biological males have more of a brow bone here. 0.98

00:55:10.220 So you shaved that down?

00:55:11.420 Yeah, I had to get like, I think it was like 40 staples all along my head.

00:55:16.040 So they cut your scalp.

00:55:17.340 They pulled my whole face off.

00:55:18.580 Yeah, yeah.

00:55:19.060 And then they shaved it down and stitched me back up.

00:55:21.740 The actual skull?

00:55:23.140 The actual skull.

00:55:24.060 Jesus.

00:55:24.740 Because.

00:55:25.000 Good God.

00:55:26.160 Yeah, yeah.

00:55:26.860 But that was also a really rewarding surgery because the results were really great.

00:55:32.180 Like in terms of like, that's one of those things on a subconscious level. 0.99

00:55:35.200 You might not know men have brow bones, but when you see a bitch with a heavy brow bone, 1.00

00:55:38.180 she reads those as very manly, male or female. 0.99

00:55:41.720 But yeah, so.

00:55:42.880 But keep going with yours.

00:55:43.580 I want to hear yours because I'm so interested because you look so natural.

00:55:46.400 You did the, you did the facelift.

00:55:49.800 Well, then I did the nose.

00:55:51.660 And then you had.

00:55:52.880 I had my nose narrowed and debulbed.

00:55:56.460 Debulbed.

00:55:57.580 Bulbed.

00:55:58.420 They put like a piece of chicken meat, chicken cartilage right in here. 0.96

00:56:03.240 Oh, really?

00:56:03.960 So it goes up.

00:56:04.580 Yeah, it's weird how it goes.

00:56:06.660 Wow.

00:56:06.820 And then they file this part down and my nose has never stopped running since. 0.99

00:56:12.920 Oh, that sucks. 0.84

00:56:13.440 It just runs 24-7. 1.00

00:56:15.620 Oh, that sucks. 0.99

00:56:16.060 So that's the price. 0.99

00:56:17.400 Everything has a price.

00:56:19.200 You did all three chins at one point.

00:56:21.400 All three chins. 1.00

00:56:22.420 Fucker. 1.00

00:56:23.420 And I got a facelift. 1.00

00:56:25.020 Yeah.

00:56:25.340 39 years old.

00:56:26.400 They said if you get it before 40, you'll only need one in your life.

00:56:31.380 You only did need one.

00:56:32.360 You look great.

00:56:32.980 And you did your butt cheeks. 1.00

00:56:35.920 Nice.

00:56:36.280 I was just getting down to the neck.

00:56:38.260 What did you do on your neck?

00:56:39.560 I didn't do none on my neck, but that facelift, neck lift thing.

00:56:43.680 No, you look great.

00:56:45.000 You had the breast reduction.

00:56:46.140 Then I did the boob job. 1.00

00:56:46.700 Yeah.

00:56:47.120 You've gotten good work.

00:56:48.140 It's very natural.

00:56:48.840 When you told me you got a lot of stuff done, I was like, really?

00:56:51.400 Then I had the tummy tuck.

00:56:53.300 Okay.

00:56:53.620 That I remember because they gave you the new belly button. 1.00

00:56:56.880 Then I got all the fat sucked out of my stomach and put into my butt. 1.00

00:57:00.200 Yeah. 0.99

00:57:00.620 A BBL.

00:57:01.840 Mm-hmm.

00:57:02.340 That's awesome.

00:57:03.140 Yeah.

00:57:03.380 I kind of want a BBL, but I don't want to gain weight for it because I'm pretty thin,

00:57:06.180 so I don't want to.

00:57:07.600 Well, mom will lend you some. 0.99

00:57:10.740 I just live scared of being like a fat fuck on camera for like four months just to get 1.00

00:57:14.740 a surgery and then have to lose it all again. 1.00

00:57:16.620 I don't.

00:57:17.860 Yeah.

00:57:18.340 Because I'm from here up on camera.

00:57:19.660 It's like, I'm gaining weight for BBL, but all you see is this.

00:57:22.400 Remember them old drag queens? 1.00

00:57:24.940 You probably don't remember back because you're so young. 1.00

00:57:28.880 But they used to be just injecting silicone, playing up into their ass and shit. 1.00

00:57:34.480 Yeah. 1.00

00:57:34.620 A lot of trans women do that, but that kills you. 1.00

00:57:36.700 No, but we'd tell them like, that's going to kill you. 0.99

00:57:40.040 Well, I don't care.

00:57:40.900 They'd say, I'm making the money now.

00:57:42.960 Yeah.

00:57:43.140 They're here for a good time on a long time.

00:57:44.920 Yeah.

00:57:45.280 Good time on a long time.

00:57:45.880 Yeah, but that does kill you because the difference between silicone injections is that it's free

00:57:50.140 flowing, whereas like silicone breast implants or implants anywhere else, like I have, you

00:57:55.140 know, they're encased in something.

00:57:56.660 Right. 0.99

00:57:56.800 So that shit can move anywhere. 0.99

00:57:58.180 You know, I've met, you know, people that have had that done and it's like going down 1.00

00:58:02.320 their leg type shit. 0.99

00:58:03.580 Mm-hmm. 1.00

00:58:03.700 So it's bad.

00:58:04.500 Yeah.

00:58:04.660 Well, I had the implants and one of them turned into a brick.

00:58:09.720 Breast implants? 0.95

00:58:10.640 Yeah.

00:58:11.100 Oh, okay.

00:58:12.740 And reduction.

00:58:14.200 First I got the reduction, then it went like two pancakes versus two French breads.

00:58:22.560 So I had them shortened to two pancakes.

00:58:27.860 So they said, well, you can inflate them up.

00:58:30.240 I thought, why not?

00:58:31.960 Right.

00:58:32.140 Always the goal for me is I didn't want to wear a brassiere.

00:58:35.880 I hate brassiere.

00:58:37.260 Yeah, I don't wear bras.

00:58:38.000 I hate bras. 1.00

00:58:38.800 God, and I didn't want my big sagging tits flopping around. 1.00

00:58:43.700 Right. 1.00

00:58:44.280 So the happy medium is-

00:58:45.320 So you get surgery.

00:58:46.360 Get surgery.

00:58:47.480 Yeah.

00:58:47.960 I mean-

00:58:48.260 I went from a G to a D.

00:58:52.200 A G. 1.00

00:58:53.060 That's, oh my God, that's fucking huge, I would assume. 0.99

00:58:55.280 Yeah. 0.99

00:58:55.840 Wow.

00:58:55.980 It's long.

00:58:57.140 Oh, long.

00:58:58.820 Yeah, because when you look at it, you're a G.

00:59:01.000 I mean, okay. 0.86

00:59:03.140 I nursed a ton of brats. 0.79

00:59:06.200 Is that everything you've had done or anything else?

00:59:07.740 Huh?

00:59:08.140 Anything else you've had done or is that it?

00:59:12.860 That's it.

00:59:13.580 I think so.

00:59:14.340 I think that's it. 1.00

00:59:15.120 Yeah, the last one was your butt. 0.99

00:59:15.660 Well, my knee, I broke my knee. 0.99

00:59:17.040 That's not-

00:59:17.200 I had that put back together.

00:59:18.840 That doesn't count.

00:59:19.000 Oh, that's not plastic surgery.

00:59:20.000 That's like a necessary-

00:59:21.200 Well, it was.

00:59:21.220 It was an artist that did it.

00:59:22.920 Yeah, but we're talking cosmetic surgery, not like surgery because you had-

00:59:26.520 Oh, I had a stomach bypass.

00:59:28.700 Yeah.

00:59:29.140 Okay.

00:59:29.660 Phobie pouch.

00:59:31.300 Hmm.

00:59:32.120 And then I had-

00:59:33.960 I think that's it.

00:59:35.620 That's phobie.

00:59:36.000 The tummy tuck was the worst because I remember they pulled your stomach down and then they

00:59:40.060 cut it and stitched it and then they poked you a new belly button.

00:59:43.020 Oh, Lord.

00:59:43.700 Yeah.

00:59:44.440 Then I had IVF and they went back to that belly button to impregnate me. 0.99

00:59:49.580 Ugh.

00:59:50.120 I had this-

00:59:50.520 Ew, I had like maggots crawling in and out of it for a little while.

00:59:54.020 Ew, dude.

00:59:54.900 Wait.

00:59:55.120 You know what I mean?

00:59:55.460 You guys need to be eating that sausage.

00:59:56.600 Wait, was that a joke?

00:59:57.960 No, that was true.

00:59:59.160 Oh! 0.60

01:00:00.100 Yeah.

01:00:01.540 You had what?

01:00:03.120 Maggots crawling in my belly button because it got infected.

01:00:07.360 Oh.

01:00:07.940 Yeah.

01:00:08.300 My God.

01:00:09.420 No good.

01:00:10.940 Jeez.

01:00:11.480 I've almost never heard anything more horrific about a surgery.

01:00:13.920 That's crazy. 0.98

01:00:14.220 Oh, all my surgeries went fucking rotten bad. 0.99

01:00:17.160 Really? 0.98

01:00:17.820 Yeah.

01:00:18.360 They all-

01:00:18.980 They all was no good.

01:00:20.400 Wow.

01:00:21.540 Yeah.

01:00:21.980 I mean, that sounds like worse than no good.

01:00:23.780 I had to be on the pain pills for years.

01:00:27.840 I'd be on any pill to fix maggots. 1.00

01:00:31.300 Holy shit. 1.00

01:00:31.880 Well, they came and poured some solution over it. 0.99

01:00:34.760 Right. 0.99

01:00:35.400 And they killed them all. 1.00

01:00:36.540 Oh, my God. 0.99

01:00:37.380 And I did get pregnant, so that was good.

01:00:39.920 Oh, my God.

01:00:40.400 This is the craziest. 1.00

01:00:41.940 I've never heard of something so fucked up. 1.00

01:00:48.500 Jesus. 1.00

01:00:49.320 I told you, Blair, you should stop.

01:00:50.920 Oh, my God.

01:00:51.400 It gets worse.

01:00:52.040 It gets worse.

01:00:53.480 I've been very lucky.

01:00:54.620 I've never had any issues with surgery.

01:00:55.980 If everything's gone how I wanted it to, surprisingly.

01:00:59.220 Well, continue on what you did.

01:01:01.020 Yeah, let's hear your list.

01:01:02.060 You didn't even get down. 0.99

01:01:02.620 You just said the tits. 1.00

01:01:03.500 Let's hear the hit list. 0.99

01:01:04.780 Come on. 1.00

01:01:05.500 You did your butt. 1.00

01:01:06.300 Tits, brows. 1.00

01:01:06.820 Yeah, if we do top to bottom. 0.99

01:01:08.880 I know you did your butt. 0.99

01:01:10.120 We're going to go top to bottom. 0.99

01:01:10.900 Your butt is so perfect. 0.99

01:01:12.700 I am so jealous of that butt. 1.00

01:01:15.660 We can trade. 0.99

01:01:16.520 We can trade. 0.99

01:01:17.900 I'm too old for a butt like that now. 0.94

01:01:20.260 So I've had my hairline lowered. 0.97

01:01:22.140 Oh, really?

01:01:23.140 Yeah, but that was done at the same time as the brow bone,

01:01:26.340 because it was easy for them to, while they were already cutting me,

01:01:28.580 they were just like, we can just pull that down a little bit.

01:01:30.020 So I'm like, let's do it.

01:01:31.020 Um, they also lifted the brow with that,

01:01:34.340 because they could do that easily, too, because they're all in there.

01:01:37.820 Um, I've gotten my nose, of course.

01:01:39.780 Um, you know, I have maybe no more nose jobs left in me.

01:01:42.840 They took almost all of it off.

01:01:44.520 Um, and then I have had...

01:01:47.800 That reminds me of Morgan Fairchild in the dressing room.

01:01:50.920 Oh, yeah.

01:01:51.340 I was going to say Michael Jackson.

01:01:52.780 No, Morgan Fairchild.

01:01:54.240 She was in the dressing room when she was a guest on my TV show. 0.99

01:01:57.740 And I go in there, and she's looking in the mere rat in her hair.

01:02:01.860 And I just...

01:02:03.040 She goes, Jesus Christ, I have almost no nose left. 1.00

01:02:08.560 Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.

01:02:11.440 Yeah, like, I love how it came out,

01:02:13.900 but I also am fully aware that that was a one and done,

01:02:16.580 because anything else is, you know...

01:02:18.900 Michael Jackson.

01:02:19.240 We're pushing it.

01:02:20.160 Mm-hmm.

01:02:20.740 Um...

01:02:21.060 It's just not cute after that.

01:02:22.700 Yeah, and I wouldn't want it any different anyway.

01:02:24.880 It's like...

01:02:25.100 No, because you know you're cute.

01:02:26.960 Thank you.

01:02:27.520 I mean, I do know that.

01:02:28.820 Um, I'm not even a cocky way.

01:02:30.800 I'm big on being self-aware.

01:02:32.180 Like, if I wasn't, then I wouldn't get a lot of the...

01:02:34.420 I love how you do your eyeliner.

01:02:37.000 Thank you.

01:02:37.380 I did mine like that in high school.

01:02:40.540 I guess that means I'm really immature,

01:02:42.080 because I'm almost 30.

01:02:43.160 No, but that was like...

01:02:44.640 That was art in high school,

01:02:46.060 to do your eyeliner.

01:02:47.020 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

01:02:47.780 Yeah, I'm trying to get more into makeup lately, but...

01:02:51.260 How fun is makeup?

01:02:52.740 It's fun.

01:02:53.280 You get to change your face.

01:02:54.100 It's great.

01:02:54.620 I'm all about that, clearly.

01:02:56.840 So I've had my nose, my brow, brow lift, hairline, 0.82

01:03:01.140 my tits, obviously. 0.93

01:03:02.620 I got that done at the same time as all of that. 1.00

01:03:04.800 Oh, my God.

01:03:05.580 How long are you in the hospital?

01:03:08.660 Like, 30 minutes.

01:03:09.900 Like, they did it, and then I was...

01:03:11.500 Huh?

01:03:12.260 They did it, and then I was wheeled,

01:03:14.520 like, when I woke up.

01:03:15.240 Obviously, the surgery took longer,

01:03:16.360 but the...

01:03:17.400 I was wheeled out into an Uber

01:03:20.000 to go back to my hotel.

01:03:22.200 About 30 minutes. 0.99

01:03:23.700 Aren't you shitting me? 0.97

01:03:25.540 Nope. 0.99

01:03:26.000 How long did you have to recover at home?

01:03:28.120 I wasn't...

01:03:29.140 I was out of town at the time.

01:03:30.520 I had to fly out for it,

01:03:31.480 and I was in a hotel for a week

01:03:33.380 before I could fly home,

01:03:34.200 because I had 40 staples.

01:03:35.920 It's actually on YouTube.

01:03:36.820 People can see it. 0.98

01:03:37.480 I looked fucking nuts. 0.99

01:03:38.860 Like, my whole... 0.99

01:03:39.400 I looked like Frankenstein.

01:03:40.320 It was just crazy. 0.99

01:03:40.960 But I got my tits done at the same time, 1.00

01:03:43.560 and no one prepared me for 0.99

01:03:44.460 how bad that would hurt.

01:03:47.160 Like, I went from, you know,

01:03:48.440 this wall, knock-knock, 0.99

01:03:50.200 to, like, sizable tits, 0.99

01:03:52.000 so it's like no one told me 0.99

01:03:53.640 that would feel really bad.

01:03:56.140 But I'm happy with how it all came out.

01:03:57.980 And then I've also done, like,

01:03:58.900 a lot of fillers.

01:03:59.780 You know, I've had my cheeks filled,

01:04:00.980 my chin filled.

01:04:02.420 I've had, like, Botox in a lot of places

01:04:04.560 to do different things.

01:04:05.520 Like, I've had, like,

01:04:06.620 the sides of my jaw

01:04:07.600 snatched with Botox.

01:04:09.160 Like, there used to be a big muscle there,

01:04:10.860 so I killed all that.

01:04:13.040 Had a Botox brow lift.

01:04:17.780 That's it.

01:04:19.940 That's it, actually, yeah.

01:04:21.180 I've only ever done anything

01:04:22.040 to my face and my chest. 0.84

01:04:23.160 You didn't do the butt. 0.97

01:04:24.340 You didn't do the butt? 0.90

01:04:25.660 I did not do the butt. 1.00

01:04:26.840 Damn. 1.00

01:04:27.340 That's estrogen. 1.00

01:04:29.840 That does a lot, too. 0.99

01:04:31.220 Well, your butt is a perfect butt. 1.00

01:04:33.800 Thank you. 0.99

01:04:34.180 I've sought after a perfect butt for myself 0.96

01:04:36.780 this whole lifetime I've lived. 0.98

01:04:39.380 You're almost obsessed with it.

01:04:41.120 Well, I've always been obsessed with it 1.00

01:04:42.840 because I was born with no ass. 0.99

01:04:45.000 I had no ass. 0.99

01:04:46.020 I say I was assless 1.00

01:04:47.240 in an ass-based economy. 1.00

01:04:50.640 It is an ass-based economy. 0.99

01:04:52.580 And I had nothing going for me, 1.00

01:04:54.540 and plus I was fat

01:04:55.400 and had no waist either.

01:04:58.340 Well, you know, 1.00

01:04:59.480 I didn't have any of the shit 0.99

01:05:00.940 I have now, 0.98

01:05:01.820 so you can always get it somehow.

01:05:03.800 You can still fight for it.

01:05:05.880 Well, I think I have.

01:05:07.800 I'm 70.

01:05:07.860 Well, when you get your sex drive back, 0.59

01:05:09.380 you might want to start doing this stuff. 0.80

01:05:10.640 No, I won't. 0.61

01:05:11.860 I don't ever want a sex drive back. 0.99

01:05:14.020 You don't have a sex drive? 1.00

01:05:14.940 No, it's repulsive. 0.97

01:05:15.560 Is that because of the hormones?

01:05:17.020 Mm-hmm.

01:05:17.780 It's just who she is.

01:05:19.900 It's partly that, too,

01:05:20.900 because actually,

01:05:21.580 even before I transitioned,

01:05:22.780 I didn't have the highest sex drive.

01:05:24.700 I actually lost my virginity

01:05:26.040 after I transitioned.

01:05:27.460 No wonder you think dudes are creeps.

01:05:29.560 Yeah.

01:05:30.040 Yeah.

01:05:31.820 But, you know,

01:05:32.780 it's like...

01:05:33.340 Are you asexual?

01:05:34.380 No, no, no.

01:05:35.620 I have some, you know,

01:05:36.940 but it's, like, not a lot.

01:05:39.860 And I associate it with, like,

01:05:41.140 emotion and love,

01:05:41.980 so, like, I have to be in that headspace.

01:05:43.560 I can't just be, like,

01:05:45.160 turned on physically by something.

01:05:46.920 Nothing turns me on physically like that.

01:05:48.720 Mm-hmm.

01:05:49.380 You got to stimulate me here. 1.00

01:05:50.660 Mine requires a fucking candlelight dinner 1.00

01:05:53.940 and then watching... 1.00

01:05:56.440 Like, by myself.

01:05:59.080 Two plates by yourself.

01:06:00.440 And then...

01:06:01.020 The candle in the middle.

01:06:01.880 And then watching a show on...

01:06:04.260 Murder.

01:06:05.160 Forensic...

01:06:05.760 Solving a murder.

01:06:09.600 Something gory.

01:06:10.860 Then sleeping for four hours.

01:06:14.120 I mean, honestly,

01:06:15.060 we're kind of similar in that run.

01:06:16.240 I mean, it has to be just, like,

01:06:17.660 in bed all day.

01:06:19.640 Are you scared of what's happening

01:06:21.460 in our country, though?

01:06:22.500 Yeah, let's talk about that.

01:06:23.120 Let's get into that.

01:06:24.800 You must be scared shitless.

01:06:26.100 Because China's taking over 1.00

01:06:27.900 our whole fucking country 1.00

01:06:29.300 while these people are dancing 1.00

01:06:31.000 their way into hell. 1.00

01:06:33.520 God damn it. 1.00

01:06:33.920 Literally the pits of motherfucking hell. 1.00

01:06:36.100 Yeah. 0.99

01:06:36.700 And, you know,

01:06:37.700 again, to take it back 1.00

01:06:38.860 to the fucking nightmare 0.99

01:06:41.740 that was 2020, 0.99

01:06:42.920 I feel like there's a different experience

01:06:44.360 between people who lived

01:06:45.780 in big cities at the time,

01:06:46.960 like Los Angeles, like I did,

01:06:48.440 and, you know, suburbs.

01:06:50.280 You know, again, 1.00

01:06:50.740 you're like a fucking white lib 1.00

01:06:51.820 who doesn't understand 1.00

01:06:52.440 how fucking crazy it got. 0.94

01:06:53.660 There were military tanks 0.98

01:06:55.240 on my street.

01:06:56.940 Right.

01:06:57.500 There were guards

01:06:59.760 keeping you from entering the beach.

01:07:02.020 Yeah.

01:07:02.540 There were every single business

01:07:04.260 shut down

01:07:04.860 while Hollywood actors

01:07:06.620 were still going to work.

01:07:07.800 In fact,

01:07:08.240 I lived one block away

01:07:09.440 from where they filmed

01:07:10.020 the Oscars every year.

01:07:11.120 I have a very distinct memory

01:07:12.540 of, you know,

01:07:13.660 deep in 2020,

01:07:15.320 the whole world's 0.99

01:07:16.140 as fucked as it was. 1.00

01:07:17.440 It was like peak fucked, 1.00

01:07:18.500 and the Oscars was filming 1.00

01:07:19.840 in the fucking next block, 1.00

01:07:20.720 and I could hear the fucking, 1.00

01:07:21.560 you know, 0.99

01:07:22.140 whatever the noise was,

01:07:22.940 and I was like,

01:07:24.280 oh, so it's just communism.

01:07:26.140 Yeah.

01:07:26.740 It's just destroying 0.99

01:07:28.560 the fucking lower middle class, 0.99

01:07:30.420 and it's just demoralizing us 1.00

01:07:32.960 as a fucking people, 0.99

01:07:35.160 and everything else 1.00

01:07:37.020 is just the bullshit 1.00

01:07:38.020 sprinkled on top 1.00

01:07:38.780 because no one goes below that.

01:07:40.920 Everyone accepts

01:07:41.680 the sprinkles on top.

01:07:42.580 Oh, it's a virus.

01:07:44.200 I guess so. 1.00

01:07:44.440 And then all the other shit, 1.00

01:07:45.740 they never fucking 1.00

01:07:46.960 stretch their mind 0.99

01:07:47.700 to even guess

01:07:49.520 that it might be that.

01:07:50.240 I always say,

01:07:51.260 I'm more scared

01:07:52.000 of the people

01:07:52.620 who didn't see anything

01:07:54.360 sinister

01:07:55.360 about that entire experience

01:07:57.400 than I am of the people

01:07:58.840 who enacted

01:07:59.580 all the sinister-y-ness.

01:08:01.380 I know.

01:08:02.100 They're the perfect Germans. 1.00

01:08:03.480 Because they're the reason

01:08:04.040 it happens.

01:08:04.580 They are the perfect Germans. 0.97

01:08:05.800 There were hotlines in LA 1.00

01:08:07.120 snitching on your fucking neighbor. 1.00

01:08:08.940 Yeah. 1.00

01:08:09.520 So,

01:08:10.480 am I scared

01:08:11.000 of the trajectory

01:08:11.540 of the country?

01:08:13.660 Yeah.

01:08:14.440 Can we talk about

01:08:15.100 how Obama killed his chef?

01:08:16.900 Yeah.

01:08:17.700 Hi.

01:08:18.060 Hi.

01:08:18.680 Good morning.

01:08:20.240 Do you think

01:08:21.280 Michelle's a trans? 0.55

01:08:23.360 Oh, yeah.

01:08:23.780 100%.

01:08:24.300 I think that she...

01:08:25.900 Not you.

01:08:27.820 I think that she

01:08:29.360 has a very unfortunate look

01:08:32.280 that makes her appear that way,

01:08:33.600 but my tranny senses

01:08:34.760 say that she is

01:08:35.880 a naturally born woman,

01:08:37.920 but a roughly

01:08:39.280 naturally born woman.

01:08:40.820 That's all.

01:08:41.320 But, you know, 0.98

01:08:42.040 I don't fucking know either. 0.98

01:08:43.320 That's the thing. 0.98

01:08:44.080 I start off

01:08:47.080 with everything

01:08:48.020 just being

01:08:49.160 a lie in my mind,

01:08:50.320 and then I work from there.

01:08:51.440 Yeah.

01:08:51.820 The older I get,

01:08:52.600 that's where I start at always.

01:08:53.840 So, like,

01:08:54.520 you know,

01:08:54.740 I got in an argument

01:08:55.400 with my friend

01:08:56.060 recently about,

01:08:57.060 like,

01:08:58.860 should I even say this

01:08:59.600 on camera?

01:09:00.480 Dinosaurs.

01:09:01.680 Yeah.

01:09:01.840 I know you don't believe

01:09:02.700 there was dinosaurs.

01:09:03.740 That's not true.

01:09:04.340 Well, okay.

01:09:05.060 No.

01:09:05.220 So,

01:09:05.700 I don't necessarily

01:09:07.280 believe in dinosaurs,

01:09:09.200 but I don't necessarily

01:09:10.100 not believe in dinosaurs,

01:09:11.320 and the reason for that

01:09:12.400 is that

01:09:13.900 I've never really

01:09:15.440 looked into it like that.

01:09:16.980 And so,

01:09:17.300 for me to blindly

01:09:18.100 just believe it

01:09:18.960 because, what,

01:09:19.540 in third grade

01:09:20.140 we did a lesson

01:09:21.340 on dinosaurs

01:09:21.900 because in high school

01:09:22.800 we had another class

01:09:23.580 that touched on it?

01:09:24.200 So, you're saying

01:09:24.980 that you haven't

01:09:26.100 really searched

01:09:28.160 into the subject

01:09:29.600 and you have

01:09:30.400 no opinion as yet.

01:09:31.940 Yeah.

01:09:32.200 It's not in my sphere

01:09:33.440 of care.

01:09:34.380 That's okay to say that.

01:09:35.160 Right, but in a way...

01:09:37.140 My sphere of care.

01:09:38.600 It's not in my sphere

01:09:39.780 of care.

01:09:42.380 I'm busy getting 1.00

01:09:43.300 fucking surgeries 1.00

01:09:44.160 and fucking, 1.00

01:09:45.100 you know, 1.00

01:09:46.040 running my mouth

01:09:46.680 on YouTube.

01:09:47.160 I'm not looking up 0.99

01:09:47.740 fucking dinosaurs. 0.99

01:09:49.020 What do I look like? 1.00

01:09:51.460 You think...

01:09:51.960 Do you think

01:09:52.340 there's ever been

01:09:52.980 a scene of me

01:09:53.580 Googling a brontosaurus?

01:09:54.920 I've never done that.

01:09:56.940 So, for me...

01:09:58.540 For me,

01:10:00.360 it's like

01:10:00.800 too many people

01:10:01.520 are comfortable

01:10:02.000 just blindly believing things

01:10:03.200 because they are supposed to

01:10:04.260 and that's on the list

01:10:05.280 of things you are supposed

01:10:06.220 to believe

01:10:06.720 whether or not

01:10:07.200 you've ever cared

01:10:07.740 to look into it.

01:10:08.780 Among other things,

01:10:09.660 some of them, 0.99

01:10:10.120 which really are bullshit theories, 0.99

01:10:11.400 like, you know, 0.99

01:10:11.840 I'm not a flat earther,

01:10:13.120 but there is something

01:10:14.520 about the fact

01:10:15.040 that you're supposed

01:10:15.680 to believe in it

01:10:16.420 that makes me be like,

01:10:18.100 I don't know.

01:10:19.280 No, you want to question

01:10:20.320 everything.

01:10:21.100 Absolutely.

01:10:21.780 And you don't...

01:10:22.460 You want to be red-pilled

01:10:23.340 and not take the whole bottle.

01:10:24.940 Right.

01:10:25.020 You take one or two,

01:10:26.620 maybe three times a day

01:10:27.660 based on your doctor's suggestion.

01:10:29.180 Isn't that weird?

01:10:29.660 I'm all the way 0.99

01:10:30.580 red-pilled, bitches. 1.00

01:10:32.320 My whole thing is, 1.00

01:10:33.400 like,

01:10:33.600 I know that

01:10:34.280 we are lied to so much

01:10:36.500 and we are lied to

01:10:37.240 from birth

01:10:37.920 until we die.

01:10:40.400 And, you know,

01:10:41.720 the theme of

01:10:42.460 my entire mindset tonight

01:10:44.120 seems to be COVID,

01:10:44.880 but we witness

01:10:45.560 so many things

01:10:46.880 told incorrectly

01:10:47.740 in real time

01:10:48.600 about COVID

01:10:49.220 and you just know

01:10:49.900 the history books

01:10:50.580 are not going to reflect 0.99

01:10:51.800 what the fuck 0.99

01:10:52.340 we went through 1.00

01:10:52.880 during that.

01:10:53.580 No, they're not.

01:10:53.860 We have to keep it alive.

01:10:54.980 Right.

01:10:55.380 I mean, people's parents

01:10:56.680 and children died.

01:10:58.480 Right.

01:10:58.800 And the hospitals

01:11:00.060 were getting paid

01:11:01.020 to let them die.

01:11:02.100 And they're not going 0.87

01:11:02.520 to put that in there.

01:11:03.300 No.

01:11:03.860 Right?

01:11:04.120 And they're not going

01:11:04.760 to put down

01:11:05.140 that maybe the beaches

01:11:05.940 were closed

01:11:06.500 and maybe the,

01:11:07.240 you know...

01:11:07.620 So, my whole thing is

01:11:09.100 if I'm watching history

01:11:11.060 be told inaccurately

01:11:12.180 in real time, 0.99

01:11:14.040 then how the fuck 0.94

01:11:15.720 do I trust 0.63

01:11:16.320 literally anything

01:11:17.360 even 100 years ago,

01:11:20.640 150 years ago?

01:11:21.760 Yeah.

01:11:21.860 And it's not that

01:11:22.680 I go into it

01:11:23.680 being like dinosaurs 0.99

01:11:24.540 aren't fucking real. 0.99

01:11:25.560 I go into it being like, 0.99

01:11:26.920 I don't fucking know 0.96

01:11:27.740 and I'm not going to be... 0.98

01:11:28.880 You think they went

01:11:29.580 to the moon?

01:11:33.180 I don't know.

01:11:35.160 I've seen videos

01:11:36.880 giving some pretty good points

01:11:38.880 on either side.

01:11:41.320 I will say,

01:11:42.520 is there anyone

01:11:43.540 with two brain cells

01:11:44.540 to rub together

01:11:45.560 or two eyes 0.78

01:11:46.280 that doesn't think

01:11:47.380 the government

01:11:47.740 is capable

01:11:48.520 in the very least

01:11:49.500 of faking something like that

01:11:50.600 or lying in that manner?

01:11:51.900 Because even if you don't believe

01:11:52.900 that it is a lie,

01:11:53.660 you've got to believe

01:11:54.560 they're capable

01:11:55.100 of such a lie.

01:11:56.020 Absolutely.

01:11:56.540 During the space race,

01:11:57.400 especially.

01:11:57.600 I'll go one better

01:11:58.420 from all of y'all.

01:12:01.220 I weaseled my way

01:12:02.680 into the top echelon

01:12:04.740 of the echelons

01:12:06.020 and got drunk

01:12:08.680 with the best of them.

01:12:10.360 I believe that.

01:12:11.760 And?

01:12:12.340 You know it's true.

01:12:13.500 Absolutely.

01:12:14.740 And I asked

01:12:16.540 the best of them

01:12:17.480 some real questions

01:12:19.240 when we was drunk.

01:12:20.840 You were talking

01:12:21.300 about upper echelons.

01:12:22.220 You're talking about

01:12:22.600 people in Hollywood?

01:12:23.740 Oh no,

01:12:24.360 in the government.

01:12:25.280 Oh.

01:12:25.680 Of the world.

01:12:26.620 I thought you were going

01:12:27.120 to ask about the moon.

01:12:27.540 And I said,

01:12:28.920 now did we go

01:12:29.760 to the moon or not?

01:12:32.060 What did he say?

01:12:34.940 No.

01:12:35.700 No.

01:12:36.380 Wow.

01:12:37.900 Hello.

01:12:38.480 Who was this?

01:12:39.720 I'm not going to name it.

01:12:41.120 Buzz Aldrin?

01:12:42.060 Huh?

01:12:42.440 Buzz Aldrin?

01:12:43.560 Ooh.

01:12:44.240 Who's Buzz Aldrin?

01:12:45.440 Oh.

01:12:46.180 I never met the man.

01:12:47.720 Good morning.

01:12:47.880 Who else did you meet

01:12:48.440 on the moon?

01:12:48.940 Whatever.

01:12:49.600 I met all the astronauts

01:12:50.860 that went on the moon

01:12:51.960 except Buzz Aldrin. 0.97

01:12:53.840 Is Hillary Clinton a lesbian? 1.00

01:12:54.920 I feel like she is. 0.84

01:12:55.760 Are you joking?

01:12:56.880 Who?

01:12:57.160 I mean,

01:12:57.500 Hillary Clinton, 1.00

01:12:58.120 she's clearly a fucking lesbian, 1.00

01:12:59.600 right? 1.00

01:12:59.960 Clearly.

01:13:00.520 Yeah, yeah.

01:13:01.680 Right, mom?

01:13:02.400 Yeah.

01:13:02.920 Oh, wait.

01:13:03.560 Show her the picture.

01:13:04.840 She's got the lesbo neck. 1.00

01:13:06.040 I don't know what she is.

01:13:07.420 Right there, mom.

01:13:07.900 Grab it.

01:13:08.280 Where is it?

01:13:08.620 Do you know what

01:13:08.920 a lesbo neck is, Blair?

01:13:09.940 No.

01:13:10.340 They have a certain neck?

01:13:11.180 Yeah, their necks are thicker. 0.99

01:13:12.660 Oh, well, there's gay faces, too. 0.98

01:13:13.820 I don't know what she is, 0.66

01:13:15.120 but, well,

01:13:15.900 I think she's beyond a sexuality. 1.00

01:13:18.660 Well, she's not even human, 0.84

01:13:19.860 so can a human be a lesbian? 1.00

01:13:21.000 I don't know.

01:13:21.480 Well, you know,

01:13:22.000 there was a UFO hearing this week

01:13:23.640 that we're not even talking about,

01:13:24.800 which is, like,

01:13:25.100 the biggest news story ever,

01:13:26.280 and they basically admitted

01:13:27.380 that there's UFOs,

01:13:28.220 so is that my feeling?

01:13:28.700 Not even basically.

01:13:29.680 It was just literally,

01:13:30.800 and it's just...

01:13:31.500 Did you see it?

01:13:32.060 Yeah, yeah.

01:13:32.460 I can't believe

01:13:32.700 we're not even talking about this.

01:13:33.680 And there is this very weird thing

01:13:36.680 that humanity does with aliens

01:13:38.960 that we have this huge buildup

01:13:40.920 of, like,

01:13:41.520 decades and decades

01:13:42.380 of, like, pop culture

01:13:43.600 focusing on it

01:13:44.520 and movies and theories

01:13:45.740 and documentaries

01:13:46.620 and, like,

01:13:47.580 at one point,

01:13:48.120 it was just the hugest topic

01:13:49.080 and now the government's

01:13:50.160 putting it out there

01:13:50.760 and everyone's like,

01:13:51.820 meh.

01:13:53.020 I don't care.

01:13:53.980 Which is strange.

01:13:55.280 Well, think about it.

01:13:55.580 It's all a psyop.

01:13:56.560 Well, we're so brainwashed 1.00

01:13:57.880 and politically fucking crazy. 1.00

01:13:59.700 It's all just a psyop 0.99

01:13:59.820 to see who's gonna react

01:14:02.380 to what

01:14:03.040 and what kind of...

01:14:04.260 No, there really are aliens.

01:14:06.240 Who's gonna react to what 1.00

01:14:07.220 and what kind of a fucking device 1.00

01:14:10.580 they will purchase 1.00

01:14:11.500 as a result?

01:14:12.840 No.

01:14:13.180 Or what they'll face.

01:14:13.720 It's a total Marxist

01:14:15.840 marketing society.

01:14:15.880 People don't care 0.85

01:14:17.720 that there's aliens.

01:14:19.120 They don't care

01:14:19.840 that Congress admitted to aliens.

01:14:21.440 It's like the biggest story

01:14:22.620 in the history of humanity 0.97

01:14:24.020 and nobody gives a shit. 0.98

01:14:25.880 You know what it is? 0.98

01:14:26.760 I just figured it out.

01:14:27.600 Because we're brainwashed.

01:14:28.500 That's what I think.

01:14:29.220 It's not even the brainwashed year.

01:14:30.600 We're gonna take it

01:14:31.120 all the way back

01:14:31.760 to what you said about PTSD.

01:14:33.600 All right.

01:14:33.980 I'm with you.

01:14:34.400 I love this. 0.98

01:14:35.520 Everything we fucking went through 0.98

01:14:36.920 through the pandemic, 0.99

01:14:38.100 I think people forget

01:14:39.820 that before that,

01:14:41.460 if you would have told me ever

01:14:42.880 that a fraction of those things

01:14:44.740 were going to happen

01:14:45.500 to society in my lifetime,

01:14:47.540 that society was gonna crumble that way,

01:14:49.560 and you know, whatever,

01:14:51.360 I would not have believed you.

01:14:53.080 Same.

01:14:53.840 In fact,

01:14:55.260 I would have said

01:14:56.060 that'd make a great movie.

01:14:57.400 Yeah, sci-fi.

01:14:58.060 Yeah, right. 0.97

01:14:58.580 So I think we're so fucking broken 0.97

01:15:00.640 from that and so desensitized 0.96

01:15:02.080 and there's so much trauma

01:15:03.160 that was enjoyed

01:15:03.640 that we haven't been processed

01:15:04.500 from that. 0.99

01:15:05.160 How the fuck are we gonna process aliens? 0.98

01:15:07.300 Yeah, that's probably true. 0.99

01:15:08.460 We can't process them.

01:15:09.180 Well, that's the next step

01:15:10.120 in the PSYOP.

01:15:11.720 I've heard that.

01:15:12.300 The fake alien thing.

01:15:14.020 But I don't know

01:15:14.660 if they're fake.

01:15:15.340 First of all,

01:15:16.240 I think it's more believable

01:15:17.460 that there are extraterrestrials

01:15:18.960 than they're not.

01:15:19.680 Yeah.

01:15:20.140 Right?

01:15:20.960 So this would be a weird PSYOP.

01:15:22.160 Well, they're already here

01:15:22.780 is what I think.

01:15:23.700 They've been here

01:15:24.260 for a million years.

01:15:25.100 Isn't that,

01:15:25.640 that's what I'm asking.

01:15:26.300 Isn't that what reptilians are?

01:15:27.620 Yeah, they just wanna come out

01:15:27.960 of the closet.

01:15:28.840 But isn't that what reptilians are,

01:15:30.360 are extraterrestrials?

01:15:31.640 And I don't know

01:15:32.240 Yeah, they are extraterrestrials

01:15:33.420 that came here

01:15:34.580 through the pharaonic line.

01:15:36.400 Okay, so they're basically

01:15:37.680 admitting that that's true.

01:15:39.440 Okay.

01:15:40.080 Right?

01:15:40.700 But that's,

01:15:41.220 but no one cares.

01:15:42.100 Nobody cares.

01:15:43.260 It's like,

01:15:43.520 of course there's reptiles.

01:15:44.460 Well, that's because

01:15:45.080 they don't read the Bible

01:15:46.200 because it's right there

01:15:47.180 in black and white

01:15:48.240 in the Bible.

01:15:49.500 And nobody reads the Bible.

01:15:51.860 Are you talking about Planet X? 1.00

01:15:52.820 Freaking numbskull idiots 1.00

01:15:55.400 that have been brainwashed 1.00

01:15:57.800 by Rome.

01:15:59.140 But they'll say

01:15:59.720 reading the Bible

01:16:00.340 is brainwashed. 0.51

01:16:01.140 That's,

01:16:01.540 that's the other side

01:16:02.680 of that argument.

01:16:03.900 You know what I mean?

01:16:04.180 But it's also like,

01:16:05.420 but that would be

01:16:06.560 what would be said

01:16:07.300 if like the truth

01:16:08.100 was just being censored

01:16:09.260 like that too.

01:16:10.060 So it's like, 0.99

01:16:10.480 it's all my fucking... 0.99

01:16:11.220 Well, luckily for you, 0.99

01:16:12.380 the Bible is encoded

01:16:14.140 at about 18 different levels. 1.00

01:16:17.340 So for one load of bullshit, 1.00

01:16:20.160 it throws, 1.00

01:16:20.740 it shows you how to throw that off

01:16:22.400 and get to the next level.

01:16:23.860 But how do you throw off reptiles?

01:16:24.940 They can't stop intelligence.

01:16:26.960 Okay.

01:16:27.360 So there's aliens here among us.

01:16:29.820 There always was.

01:16:31.020 I believe that.

01:16:31.740 Since the Garden of Eden

01:16:32.820 with the serpent.

01:16:34.120 Yeah.

01:16:34.680 Okay.

01:16:34.900 The serpent is the alien.

01:16:36.500 Okay.

01:16:37.480 So the serpent's here 1.00

01:16:38.440 to just fuck with us? 1.00

01:16:39.380 Because that's what it did 1.00

01:16:39.940 with Adam and Eve, right?

01:16:41.660 They tempt you?

01:16:43.040 The serpent is Satan.

01:16:43.560 The serpent tempted the woman.

01:16:45.220 Yeah.

01:16:45.620 It's always the woman. 1.00

01:16:46.440 No guy's going to do it.

01:16:47.920 We're smarter.

01:16:48.980 Well, the serpent is a symbol

01:16:50.620 of the phallus.

01:16:52.400 So Satan is a phallus. 1.00

01:16:56.080 Is an erect penis. 1.00

01:16:58.740 I believe that as well. 1.00

01:17:00.280 Yeah.

01:17:00.700 I speak from personal experience.

01:17:02.360 100%.

01:17:02.700 Because the whole Torah

01:17:04.860 is written for the ear of the woman.

01:17:09.120 But they don't want you to hear that.

01:17:12.580 Because once you hear that, 1.00

01:17:14.480 you'll actually stop being a bitch 1.00

01:17:16.900 and then there'll be world peace. 1.00

01:17:19.380 I do believe women are responsible 1.00

01:17:22.260 for all the time.

01:17:23.060 Everything is women's fault. 1.00

01:17:24.720 I believe that.

01:17:25.220 And they want to deny that. 0.99

01:17:27.520 And they're causing all the shit 0.99

01:17:28.820 in the world. 1.00

01:17:29.560 A thousand percent.

01:17:30.700 Because you're not it.

01:17:31.720 Because you ain't it.

01:17:33.400 That's what I'm trying to say.

01:17:34.940 Never been.

01:17:35.840 Never going to be.

01:17:36.900 Could never maintain

01:17:37.800 the status of that.

01:17:39.200 Never going to happen.

01:17:40.060 Some girls can. 1.00

01:17:42.780 Some girls can't. 1.00

01:17:43.980 Right?

01:17:45.360 And I did.

01:17:47.100 And I did it twice.

01:17:48.060 And you will continue

01:17:48.660 to do it.

01:17:50.380 And I will continue to do it

01:17:51.680 because they're not going

01:17:53.080 to slap me down.

01:17:54.540 And it's not even a choice.

01:17:55.860 You can't choose to not do it.

01:17:57.240 It's innate.

01:17:58.260 It's like breathing.

01:17:59.180 It's God.

01:17:59.360 It's like breathing.

01:17:59.820 It's God.

01:18:00.080 Get out there, Roseanne. 0.99

01:18:01.680 Because, you know, 1.00

01:18:03.440 get out there, bitch. 1.00

01:18:05.540 I wonder if that one bitch 1.00

01:18:06.520 on the plane saw her up to the end. 1.00

01:18:08.600 That's what we taught.

01:18:09.540 Thank you, Blair. 1.00

01:18:10.180 That bitch on the plane 1.00

01:18:11.040 where she was like, 1.00

01:18:12.000 I'm telling you right now, 1.00

01:18:14.420 that motherfucker's not real. 1.00

01:18:16.300 Yeah, people are seeing the demons. 1.00

01:18:17.060 Did they ever find her?

01:18:18.000 They can't find her, right?

01:18:18.980 No, she disappeared.

01:18:19.180 And that's weird

01:18:20.180 because you can find anyone

01:18:21.540 in 2023.

01:18:22.500 There's no hiding from anything.

01:18:23.480 They never found her

01:18:24.100 or Amber Lamps.

01:18:25.060 Do you remember Amber Lamps?

01:18:26.160 No.

01:18:26.580 No.

01:18:26.880 I'm not even going to get into it.

01:18:28.140 Okay.

01:18:28.600 Two people have never been found.

01:18:31.080 Remember, anybody can turn

01:18:32.680 any of us into a video game

01:18:35.460 at any second. 0.99

01:18:36.660 AI is pretty fucking terrifying. 0.99

01:18:37.980 So, you know, 0.96

01:18:38.620 you don't know if anything's true

01:18:40.060 or not or not.

01:18:40.720 We might be AI.

01:18:42.140 We could be AI.

01:18:43.500 In fact...

01:18:44.540 Oh, my God.

01:18:44.980 I just got the best idea.

01:18:45.600 The only way I know

01:18:46.660 I'm not AI

01:18:47.700 is because I only talk

01:18:49.760 about the Torah.

01:18:51.020 Yeah.

01:18:51.680 That's how you know

01:18:52.620 I ain't AI.

01:18:54.020 No one would program that.

01:18:55.740 Dude, we could use deep fakes

01:18:57.040 to get out of getting in trouble.

01:18:58.380 They wouldn't dare program

01:18:58.460 the Torah into the beast. 0.94

01:19:00.500 You're either AI

01:19:01.360 or you're it.

01:19:02.820 You're either AI

01:19:03.900 or you're it.

01:19:04.980 All of them are AI. 0.82

01:19:07.140 We figured it the fuck out. 0.85

01:19:08.880 We did.

01:19:09.400 We cracked AI.

01:19:10.400 Thank you.

01:19:11.020 Hello, life.

01:19:11.780 We figured you out.

01:19:12.580 Deep fakes, too.

01:19:13.500 You can use that

01:19:14.300 if you actually get in trouble.

01:19:15.960 You could just say

01:19:16.400 it's a deep fake, too.

01:19:17.660 We're not thinking

01:19:18.240 about the other side.

01:19:18.920 We're like,

01:19:19.140 this is so scary,

01:19:19.920 but think about it.

01:19:20.660 If you get caught on tape

01:19:21.760 saying something really untoward

01:19:23.220 that's going to get canceled,

01:19:24.380 you could just say

01:19:25.140 it's a deep fake

01:19:25.940 and hire a couple guys

01:19:26.940 to put little graphs

01:19:28.040 on your face.

01:19:28.800 You could say anything.

01:19:30.240 There's a positive to it.

01:19:31.440 That's what's scary.

01:19:32.060 We're at the very end

01:19:33.600 of anything being real, really.

01:19:36.420 Do you believe in hell

01:19:38.560 as part of your overall world

01:19:40.620 or view of creation?

01:19:43.480 You believe in hell as well?

01:19:44.320 You mean, do I believe

01:19:45.780 in what I see on this earth?

01:19:47.960 Right.

01:19:48.860 And under the ground?

01:19:51.680 Oh, yeah.

01:19:52.240 I believe in what I see.

01:19:54.580 Yeah.

01:19:54.760 The terrors and the horrors

01:19:55.920 of what I've seen on this earth

01:19:57.480 in war and all that.

01:19:59.860 Oh, yeah.

01:20:00.280 I think that's hell.

01:20:01.940 Okay.

01:20:02.780 Do you?

01:20:05.960 Yeah.

01:20:06.760 There's nothing worse.

01:20:08.360 Yeah.

01:20:08.740 I was saying earlier

01:20:09.640 at the top of the podcast,

01:20:10.540 you know,

01:20:10.740 I haven't seen God necessarily,

01:20:12.240 but I've seen godlessness.

01:20:13.700 Right.

01:20:13.860 So, yeah.

01:20:14.880 That's, yeah.

01:20:16.640 Yeah.

01:20:16.820 Well, if you see godlessness,

01:20:18.240 then that means you're still alive.

01:20:19.260 Then the opposite has to be.

01:20:20.320 Yeah.

01:20:20.780 Yeah, I guess.

01:20:21.360 There you go.

01:20:22.120 You're welcome.

01:20:22.620 I told you I would do it.

01:20:23.240 Yeah.

01:20:23.420 I mean,

01:20:24.360 I do feel like an inherent,

01:20:29.120 you know how like when you're hungry,

01:20:30.820 when you're thirsty.

01:20:32.160 Yeah.

01:20:32.620 When you just have some need.

01:20:34.120 Well, just go like this right now.

01:20:35.920 Look up through your eye sockets

01:20:38.980 as far as you can.

01:20:41.340 You can go further now 0.99

01:20:42.140 because her brow's been shit. 0.99

01:20:43.080 Right. 0.99

01:20:43.440 My eyes are really big.

01:20:44.380 Look all the way up

01:20:45.360 to where your head hurts

01:20:46.680 or your eye strain.

01:20:49.200 All the way up there.

01:20:50.260 I thought I was going to throw up

01:20:51.140 and drinking for hours.

01:20:52.140 Do it and then breathe.

01:20:53.960 We're like talking about

01:20:54.560 God smoking and drinking.

01:20:55.540 Breathe in.

01:20:56.020 Breathe in while you're doing it.

01:20:57.220 Okay, okay.

01:20:57.720 Sorry.

01:20:59.400 Your eye's way up there.

01:21:00.680 Breathe in.

01:21:01.520 Contain it.

01:21:03.660 Up there.

01:21:06.120 Cool.

01:21:08.040 It's cool up there.

01:21:09.860 I don't think I'm trans anymore.

01:21:15.040 It works.

01:21:15.800 This has been conversion therapy

01:21:17.340 with Roseanne Barnberg.

01:21:18.860 You don't think you'll ever regret

01:21:20.360 what you did, do you?

01:21:21.420 No, no, because

01:21:23.520 before I transitioned, 1.00

01:21:25.860 I was the biggest piece of shit. 1.00

01:21:28.260 And that's how I always know 1.00

01:21:29.480 when I see these younger people

01:21:31.040 transitioning and they regret it, 1.00

01:21:32.820 it's like the difference is

01:21:34.280 it either enhanced your life

01:21:35.600 or it didn't.

01:21:36.680 And for me,

01:21:38.020 there was no way,

01:21:39.760 there was no path for me

01:21:40.920 to necessarily be

01:21:41.860 a participating member of society

01:21:43.580 if that makes sense.

01:21:44.760 As a teenager,

01:21:46.300 I was drinking and partying

01:21:47.960 and making no good decisions,

01:21:50.260 couldn't hold a job,

01:21:50.860 had no motivation.

01:21:52.120 And then I started transitioning

01:21:53.580 and suddenly I had a path.

01:21:55.380 So that's what it kind of gave for me.

01:21:58.180 And it's,

01:22:01.640 I would say cured

01:22:02.840 like 95%

01:22:05.500 of my gender dysphoria,

01:22:06.860 which is supposed to be the goal,

01:22:08.240 you know,

01:22:08.500 and that's really the thing

01:22:10.500 that it should be done for.

01:22:13.180 So that 5%, 0.90

01:22:14.340 I don't think you can ever

01:22:15.020 truly cure a mental illness.

01:22:16.440 I think you'll have little spikes.

01:22:18.560 But, you know,

01:22:19.620 it used to be so bad

01:22:20.460 I would like have breakdowns

01:22:22.220 and not be able to leave my house.

01:22:23.240 And now I'm on a podcast

01:22:25.100 with Roseanne Barr

01:22:25.860 and not to say in like a career

01:22:27.560 or whatever way, 0.99

01:22:28.420 but just I'm able to do shit now. 0.99

01:22:30.460 And sometimes really cool shit 0.98

01:22:31.600 that I would have never been able to do 0.97

01:22:32.660 because I was so sick

01:22:34.780 with gender dysphoria.

01:22:36.160 Yeah.

01:22:36.380 Well, I had such body dysmorphia

01:22:39.960 that I let my gut 0.99

01:22:42.580 get like a goddamn suitcase 0.99

01:22:44.420 and I could never wear a swimsuit 0.99

01:22:48.040 because it was folded in half belly.

01:22:51.280 Right.

01:22:51.620 That's the other thing.

01:22:52.840 So I had to get that removed surgically.

01:22:55.900 I believe in that though.

01:22:56.900 And it did change my life

01:22:57.800 when I got that gut skin removed.

01:23:00.840 I mean, I felt renewed. 1.00

01:23:02.360 Brand new bitch. 1.00

01:23:03.720 That's how I felt. 1.00

01:23:04.620 I'm like, oh, my forehead got shaved. 1.00

01:23:05.900 Brand new bitch. 1.00

01:23:07.240 Yeah. 1.00

01:23:07.640 So it helped me,

01:23:08.760 but that was after a lifetime

01:23:09.900 of suffering with eating disorders, you know.

01:23:13.200 Now, like everybody's just going,

01:23:14.920 hey, I got an eating disorder

01:23:16.340 and you better give me the thumbs up.

01:23:21.240 It blows my mind.

01:23:23.100 It will, you know, 1.00

01:23:24.000 being a fat fuck is an eating disorder as well. 1.00

01:23:26.620 That's what I'm saying. 1.00

01:23:27.920 Being fucking fat and proud of it 1.00

01:23:29.860 and willing to continue that state of self-harm 1.00

01:23:32.460 is definitely an eating disorder.

01:23:35.240 And by the way,

01:23:36.200 I just want to say,

01:23:36.840 just because I find this is important,

01:23:39.020 I don't want to position transition

01:23:41.040 as a cure for gender dysphoria

01:23:43.020 just because it worked for me.

01:23:44.300 I think it's actually very rare cases

01:23:46.320 that it works for someone.

01:23:47.860 And I think most of the people who transition

01:23:49.540 are being led astray.

01:23:50.980 I think there was a time

01:23:51.980 when there was a lot of gatekeeping

01:23:54.660 of who could transition

01:23:55.700 and a lot of really thorough assessment

01:23:57.400 of who it would benefit and who it wouldn't.

01:24:00.040 Now the standard is

01:24:00.960 if you woke up tomorrow and want to transition,

01:24:02.800 they would just do it

01:24:03.820 despite the fact that you're bald and tall 1.00

01:24:05.820 and full beard and you're a fucking man. 1.00

01:24:08.580 I would look hot though as a woman. 1.00

01:24:10.040 I mean...

01:24:11.520 But when you did it,

01:24:13.100 did you still have to do the year of therapy

01:24:15.420 to transition?

01:24:16.060 Okay, so that was gone by the time you started.

01:24:17.680 Because I remember, I'm so old,

01:24:18.860 I remember when you used to have to,

01:24:20.600 unless that's not true.

01:24:21.920 No, there was a time

01:24:22.980 where you had to actually

01:24:24.320 like socially transition first

01:24:25.960 and you had to be,

01:24:27.420 you had to undergo a lot of like

01:24:28.760 mental assessments.

01:24:32.160 Yeah.

01:24:32.700 And now it's like you're 12 1.00

01:24:34.700 and you want to cut your tits off 1.00

01:24:36.400 because you're a normal 12 year old 1.00

01:24:37.860 who's uncomfortable with the fact 1.00

01:24:38.760 that you're growing tits. 1.00

01:24:39.660 It's okay, we'll make you a boy 1.00

01:24:40.880 and we'll cut your tits off 1.00

01:24:41.720 because we're getting it fucking paid for it. 1.00

01:24:43.560 Every girl is uncomfortable 1.00

01:24:44.980 when they get boobs. 0.71

01:24:46.780 I was uncomfortable when I got boobs.

01:24:48.760 Do you think they should,

01:24:49.560 do you think it would be helpful to go back?

01:24:52.080 I mean, that's a good question for both of you

01:24:53.620 because that used to be the standard.

01:24:55.540 You had to complete assessment and therapy

01:24:58.280 before you could begin to transition.

01:24:59.760 Do you think,

01:25:00.940 I'm going to ask you first, obviously,

01:25:02.280 do you think that would benefit society

01:25:04.220 if we went back to that

01:25:05.160 or do you think that's archaic?

01:25:07.640 100%.

01:25:07.920 I mean, not only benefit,

01:25:09.800 it would be saving lives

01:25:11.280 because these de-transitioners, 0.83

01:25:12.840 you know, oftentimes are very young.

01:25:14.620 You know, 18, 19, 17 years old

01:25:16.320 because they had, you know,

01:25:17.640 the sex change at 16

01:25:18.680 and then by year two...

01:25:20.140 And they're getting on them hormones at 11.

01:25:22.960 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

01:25:24.340 And you can get double mastectomies in the US

01:25:26.820 as early as like 12.

01:25:28.660 And I'm like,

01:25:29.980 do 12-year-olds even have breasts? 1.00

01:25:31.420 I don't really know. 0.76

01:25:32.920 I mean, what are they cutting off?

01:25:36.020 But it would be helpful, you know,

01:25:38.660 especially, I think the solution is

01:25:41.180 bar minors from doing it 1.00

01:25:42.620 because all the studies that have been done

01:25:45.920 on gender dysphoric children

01:25:48.320 is that when you leave them alone

01:25:49.860 and you let them develop naturally,

01:25:51.320 the numbers range anywhere between like 70% and 90%

01:25:54.340 in these studies kind of together

01:25:55.880 that they grow out of it.

01:25:57.480 Yeah, look at Angelina Jolie's child. 1.00

01:26:00.520 Yeah.

01:26:00.840 And Megan Fox's.

01:26:01.760 And, you know, again, 1.00

01:26:04.020 these fucking white libs 1.00

01:26:05.200 that need a fucking minority status 1.00

01:26:07.300 in their life somehow, 1.00

01:26:08.620 they probably feel even more guilt

01:26:09.660 because they're rich, white, and straight.

01:26:12.060 But, you know, 0.92

01:26:13.640 minors should be banned from it.

01:26:15.080 There's simply no way you can, 0.98

01:26:16.660 even if you know in your heart of hearts you're trans,

01:26:18.920 even if I were to grant them that,

01:26:20.480 there's no way you can know exactly what you want to do

01:26:22.380 because, spoiler alert,

01:26:24.000 I haven't gotten a full sex change 1.00

01:26:25.420 because that shit's demented. 1.00

01:26:27.040 You're not going to do the full. 1.00

01:26:28.140 No, that shit is a lie. 1.00

01:26:29.660 You can never have a real vagina. 1.00

01:26:31.040 Yeah, you can't ever have sex again. 1.00

01:26:34.480 Not what we know as sex, no.

01:26:36.120 You can maybe put something in it if you're lucky,

01:26:37.760 but it's not sex necessarily.

01:26:39.400 I mean, it's a lie.

01:26:41.720 And, you know,

01:26:43.140 if I was maybe a little more naive,

01:26:44.460 I would have fallen for that lie.

01:26:45.500 But I figured it out that that's a lie.

01:26:47.180 So I'm like, okay,

01:26:48.040 well then I'll be happy with changing other things.

01:26:50.320 So the idea that a child can know

01:26:52.720 not only they're trans,

01:26:53.600 but exactly what they want to do,

01:26:55.280 which in some cases irreversible, 1.00

01:26:56.980 such as getting a pussy, 1.00

01:26:58.400 a pussy, quote unquote, 1.00

01:26:59.800 is just fucking delusional. 1.00

01:27:01.800 Oh, I've just seen what the mutilation 0.99

01:27:03.440 that they do to little children.

01:27:05.380 Especially the girls. 0.96

01:27:06.520 I've seen pictures of it, yeah.

01:27:07.140 And it's so much like 0.99

01:27:08.820 how they mutilate sex slaves. 0.98

01:27:10.780 It's like exactly the same thing. 0.93

01:27:12.840 Or, you know, 0.99

01:27:13.480 a lot like the shit the Nazis were doing. 1.00

01:27:15.300 Yeah. 0.99

01:27:15.460 It's all the same.

01:27:16.640 Mm-hmm.

01:27:17.200 God almighty,

01:27:19.220 it's all just the same.

01:27:21.280 I always said,

01:27:22.040 oh my God,

01:27:22.540 they got a blueprint with Auschwitz. 0.59

01:27:24.680 Yeah.

01:27:25.000 Yeah.

01:27:25.180 They brought it to America. 0.97

01:27:26.520 Well, it's crazy because-

01:27:27.560 They brought it to South America first, 0.99

01:27:29.180 but it's heading up here now.

01:27:30.680 When you talk about like the bad side of like,

01:27:33.140 okay,

01:27:33.540 a kid wants to transition,

01:27:34.880 and you say,

01:27:35.240 no,

01:27:35.440 you're not going to do,

01:27:36.460 you have to wait until you're 18,

01:27:37.820 and then if it's a boy,

01:27:38.860 and they get the Adam's apple,

01:27:39.840 and it's like,

01:27:40.140 well,

01:27:40.320 I feel bad for them

01:27:41.160 because now they're 18,

01:27:41.960 they develop as a man,

01:27:42.780 and then they have to go back.

01:27:43.760 Mm-hmm.

01:27:44.040 Because of,

01:27:44.980 which I don't know the percentages,

01:27:46.180 but I imagine that's a small percent.

01:27:48.420 That's the whole reason for doing hormone blockers 0.99

01:27:50.540 and surgery on kids. 0.95

01:27:51.360 Right.

01:27:51.900 So transgender is already a small group,

01:27:55.080 and then within that group is another small group,

01:27:57.060 and it's like,

01:27:57.500 okay,

01:27:57.860 so we're going to base everything off this tiny group

01:27:59.960 within a tiny group of the tiny groups

01:28:01.200 so that they don't feel bad.

01:28:02.800 Right.

01:28:02.920 My thing is-

01:28:03.640 So that's what my whole thing about the bonus hole.

01:28:06.720 Yeah.

01:28:06.940 They're going to make everything about 0.002% 0.71

01:28:11.200 with the bonus hole.

01:28:14.040 Yeah. 0.98

01:28:14.680 And ignore all women. 0.99

01:28:17.140 No,

01:28:17.400 I really want to find God hearing that word,

01:28:20.100 that phrase.

01:28:21.000 Bonus hole.

01:28:21.340 Have you not heard it?

01:28:22.420 No,

01:28:22.740 I've heard it.

01:28:23.440 I just,

01:28:24.040 you know,

01:28:24.340 maybe not ever out loud in person,

01:28:26.720 so just hearing it is just like,

01:28:28.640 wow,

01:28:28.980 you know, 0.99

01:28:29.640 that's fucked up. 1.00

01:28:31.360 It's like so pedo. 1.00

01:28:33.520 It's everything. 0.83

01:28:35.680 It's everything bad.

01:28:36.940 It's dehumanization.

01:28:38.120 It's medicalization.

01:28:39.900 It's anti-women. 1.00

01:28:42.540 And it's anti-human. 1.00

01:28:44.140 It's just fucked up. 0.99

01:28:45.260 No, 1.00

01:28:45.520 it's like saying the butt hole in the mouth 0.99

01:28:47.940 is the primary holes. 1.00

01:28:49.920 It's the pedo speak.

01:28:51.740 Yeah.

01:28:52.460 That's a clip.

01:28:53.360 Because that's what they do,

01:28:54.620 you know. 1.00

01:28:55.120 They don't go for the little tiny vagina. 1.00

01:28:58.420 Well, 1.00

01:28:58.760 some perps do.

01:29:00.540 Sadly. 0.99

01:29:00.820 But most pedos like the butt and the mouth. 0.99

01:29:03.540 I didn't know that. 0.99

01:29:05.240 Yeah.

01:29:07.080 That's called opening the third portal

01:29:09.540 in the devil worship cult.

01:29:12.680 What? 1.00

01:29:13.100 They're putting it in their butthole or mouth? 1.00

01:29:15.700 The butthole. 0.99

01:29:17.320 That's what gives you the panda eyes 1.00

01:29:19.420 that they worship,

01:29:20.380 that Lady Gaga wears.

01:29:23.100 That's a clip, too,

01:29:24.340 right there,

01:29:24.800 I think.

01:29:25.080 Honey,

01:29:26.580 they're as dirty as you can dare to dream.

01:29:31.460 I always say that getting older 0.82

01:29:33.140 is learning how many people do drugs

01:29:35.380 and how many people are diddlers.

01:29:37.300 Yeah.

01:29:37.500 So way more people than you think

01:29:38.760 doing coke, 0.99

01:29:39.560 doing whatever the fuck, 1.00

01:29:40.580 everyone's on something. 0.98

01:29:41.540 When you're a kid,

01:29:42.100 you think everyone's raw dogging life.

01:29:43.480 That's not the case.

01:29:44.340 And you also learn how many people 0.99

01:29:45.500 are fucking diddlers. 1.00

01:29:47.520 Like, 1.00

01:29:47.860 no shit. 1.00

01:29:49.400 Yeah. 0.98

01:29:50.100 When you're a kid,

01:29:51.180 you find out, though,

01:29:52.180 don't you?

01:29:53.620 In a way, yes,

01:29:54.500 but in a way, no,

01:29:55.300 because here's a small story.

01:29:57.540 So,

01:29:58.860 I

01:29:59.460 used to hang out

01:30:01.100 when I was like 15 or 16

01:30:02.540 with this like 30-year-old man.

01:30:05.660 And when you're 15 or 16, 0.99

01:30:07.080 you think that's fucking cool. 0.98

01:30:08.160 You know, 0.99

01:30:08.320 I was getting alcohol bought

01:30:09.720 for me and my friends.

01:30:10.940 I was getting to stay over

01:30:12.340 at some guy's house

01:30:13.180 and lie over where my mom was. 0.66

01:30:15.000 And, you know,

01:30:15.480 it's not until you look back

01:30:16.440 as an adult and be like, 1.00

01:30:17.860 that was a fucking pervert. 1.00

01:30:20.020 And a couple years ago, 1.00

01:30:21.280 I saw on Facebook,

01:30:21.880 he got arrested for diddling

01:30:23.240 like some 13-year-old kid.

01:30:24.680 So, he was,

01:30:26.400 that's what that is.

01:30:27.480 So, you learn as you get older

01:30:28.720 because when you're a kid,

01:30:29.560 you think it's just cool

01:30:30.340 when adults pay you attention.

01:30:31.360 That's why,

01:30:31.740 that's part of why 1.00

01:30:32.700 it's so fucked up. 1.00

01:30:33.800 That's why it's called grooming. 1.00

01:30:35.040 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

01:30:35.780 Yeah. 1.00

01:30:36.620 Fucking creeps. 1.00

01:30:37.400 Because it's not just physical. 1.00

01:30:39.240 If it was physical,

01:30:40.080 then it would be,

01:30:40.600 it would look like

01:30:41.420 an attack under a bridge

01:30:42.900 or an attack on the street.

01:30:44.480 What makes someone

01:30:46.420 like having the sickness

01:30:50.740 is one thing.

01:30:51.360 I can wrap my head around

01:30:52.220 you have this sickness 0.67

01:30:53.080 that makes you attracted 1.00

01:30:53.860 to something in a fucked up way. 0.98

01:30:55.240 But like to put you 0.98

01:30:56.420 in the mindset of like,

01:30:57.400 I'm going to act upon it

01:30:59.020 is what's crazy to me.

01:31:00.500 And I think it's like

01:31:01.340 when you're so rich and powerful

01:31:02.840 and you've been around 1.00

01:31:03.520 a lot of these motherfuckers, 1.00

01:31:04.720 it's like maybe 1.00

01:31:06.020 you have less opportunities

01:31:07.360 to really produce

01:31:08.340 like genuine serotonin.

01:31:09.820 You've done it all.

01:31:10.500 You've seen it all.

01:31:11.040 You have access to it all.

01:31:12.260 You got to start doing 1.00

01:31:12.960 deviant shit, 0.99

01:31:13.680 you know. 1.00

01:31:14.340 Yeah, it has to,

01:31:15.220 the thrill for a psychopath 0.99

01:31:17.460 and a sociopath

01:31:18.560 is the thrill

01:31:19.920 has to always increase.

01:31:21.920 They're never excited

01:31:23.280 at the same thing

01:31:24.280 for too long.

01:31:25.480 Right.

01:31:25.920 You know,

01:31:26.260 like being in love

01:31:27.400 with somebody.

01:31:28.400 Yeah, it's an escalation.

01:31:30.040 It has to escalate.

01:31:31.480 Wow.

01:31:32.060 You know,

01:31:32.340 like serial killers

01:31:33.340 are like that.

01:31:33.960 They start out

01:31:34.620 as window peepers,

01:31:35.900 you know.

01:31:36.340 And then the thrill

01:31:37.100 has to get stronger

01:31:38.540 and stronger.

01:31:39.340 Serotonin animals.

01:31:40.460 Of risk, you know.

01:31:42.100 Yeah.

01:31:42.380 And a lot of them,

01:31:43.640 I mean,

01:31:44.200 let's be real,

01:31:45.060 it's PTSD.

01:31:45.980 A lot of them

01:31:46.400 were doodled

01:31:46.980 and abused as kids.

01:31:48.860 Yeah.

01:31:48.880 And it's like,

01:31:49.440 then they got

01:31:50.220 psychosexual pleasure 0.65

01:31:52.180 out of it 1.00

01:31:52.620 which fucking 1.00

01:31:53.260 cracks your mind open. 1.00

01:31:54.340 Like,

01:31:54.920 part of you gets off

01:31:56.120 when you're molested

01:31:57.880 and they don't ever

01:31:58.620 talk about that. 1.00

01:31:59.680 And then you fucking 1.00

01:32:00.540 go crazy. 1.00

01:32:01.100 Now you got PTSD.

01:32:02.220 PTSD, 1.00

01:32:02.840 now you're fucking 1.00

01:32:03.540 delusional. 1.00

01:32:04.400 Well,

01:32:04.560 they do program kids

01:32:05.840 and use their bodies

01:32:06.840 against them, yeah.

01:32:08.000 They know how to get kids.

01:32:09.760 They do.

01:32:10.580 Absolutely.

01:32:11.020 Well,

01:32:11.180 they're the easiest to get.

01:32:12.780 Enslave them 0.66

01:32:13.540 and use them against, 0.97

01:32:15.200 you know,

01:32:15.540 they're satanic. 0.58

01:32:16.600 They know how to do everything. 1.00

01:32:17.940 It's fucking depressing. 0.99

01:32:18.920 Well, 0.99

01:32:19.040 this podcast took a dark turn.

01:32:21.280 Well,

01:32:21.560 we went all dirt,

01:32:22.700 all to the dark. 0.99

01:32:24.140 We went to the motherfucking gutters. 0.99

01:32:26.020 We did. 0.99

01:32:26.880 We really did.

01:32:27.820 Well,

01:32:28.040 we came up from there,

01:32:29.420 so what the hell.

01:32:30.240 Because we're it.

01:32:32.320 Because we are it. 1.00

01:32:33.580 And you can't fucking kill us. 1.00

01:32:34.960 You can't kill us. 1.00

01:32:35.980 You could try. 0.99

01:32:36.800 You could try.

01:32:37.940 But you will fail.

01:32:38.880 But you will fail.

01:32:40.700 Hello.

01:32:41.360 Hello.

01:32:42.800 Hello.

01:32:46.940 Well,

01:32:47.740 I'd like to very much thank

01:32:49.420 my fantastic,

01:32:51.360 fantastically thinking

01:32:52.780 and entertaining guest,

01:32:55.080 Blair White.

01:32:57.020 Thank you so much for being here.

01:32:59.180 It was a blast.

01:32:59.600 It was so fun.

01:33:00.920 I feel like

01:33:01.520 whenever I hang out with you,

01:33:02.840 I get like a little dose

01:33:03.880 of like maternal energy

01:33:05.700 that I never have

01:33:06.760 because I'm estranged from my mom.

01:33:08.940 So,

01:33:09.420 get a tiny bit of maternal vibes.

01:33:12.600 That's cool.

01:33:13.440 That's sweet.

01:33:13.860 You got off lucky.

01:33:17.880 Let's go eat. 1.00

01:33:19.120 I'm hungry as shit. 1.00

01:33:20.320 Yeah. 1.00

01:33:20.720 Oh,

01:33:21.320 you see

01:33:22.500 my patience is growing thin

01:33:27.600 With this synthetic world

01:33:35.680 We're limited

The Roseanne Barr Podcast - August 03, 2023

Blaire White ｜ The Roseanne Barr Podcast #008

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