00:20:27.780I think it's something that I probably should be at.
00:20:30.320So I'm strongly, strongly considering going to that.
00:20:35.000You just said, Carrie, that you're not the same person that you were.
00:20:39.380your morals are intact you know that that part of you has not changed but in what ways have you
00:20:46.760changed or has this changed you because this this is not something that you chose obviously
00:20:53.560yeah you know it really changed me um and then i had to do some changing of myself um
00:21:03.560how do I explain this this is where I feel like well this is where I see my psychologist because
00:21:11.340there are so many conflicting things inside of me it's not as bad as it used to be um but I used
00:21:18.280to always question whether I was doing the right thing um you know it's hard putting yourself out
00:21:27.600there and opening yourself up to all of the stuff that has followed since. But I completely forget
00:21:36.340what I was going to say. I'm sorry. You were talking about what it's been like, who you were
00:21:43.960before the injury and what it's been like putting yourself out there. So just this, for example,
00:21:50.180having a conversation can be really difficult with me because this can happen over and over
00:21:57.640and over again where and it just becomes frustrating and I get really tired because
00:22:03.780I'm not I'm trying really hard to grab those the words and and find the memories but it's just not
00:22:10.420there. So that has changed the way I live my life. I used to be quite active with my kids and
00:22:21.800in my community. I liked to ride my bike and downhill ski. Those are things I cannot do
00:22:32.280anymore. I used to like to ice skate. All of these things I cannot do because of my vertigo.
00:22:40.420Just moving too quickly can send my vertigo. If anyone listening has had vertigo, it's awful. I've had it for five years and I have two types. So just that alone, just those two things have made a huge difference in who I am.
00:23:05.340um and then I've seen how people have treated me um people I thought that um would be in my
00:23:16.340corner and understanding of everything um weren't or um are you talking about like friends that you
00:23:23.980had you spent a lot of time with before this there hasn't been many just a few um most of my friends
00:23:30.800have been exceptional um I still have a core group of girlfriends from high school there's
00:23:39.340five of us that um we got together last summer for the first time since this happened to me
00:23:45.500and uh that was pretty emotional um I live about eight hours from from them so um it was a big
00:23:55.480trip to go there and see them but we reconnected and they've been a great source of support
00:24:04.700and family has stepped up there's some that they don't all see eye to eye and that's okay you know
00:24:15.180it's okay to have these conversations we don't have to hate each other but we can't not talk
00:24:22.400about this anymore we have we have to be able to um give voice to the injured we need to be heard
00:24:33.260yes are there still people in your inner circle in your family who don't believe that you're
00:24:39.340vaccine injured that you've had i mean that to me is very difficult to swallow um probably for you
00:24:46.500too i wouldn't say they don't believe it because there's all the the science that everyone's
00:24:54.220looking for that's all there um so that that is i think it's um that i haven't just stayed home
00:25:04.540and tried to get better that i've um brought all this attention to myself and my family
00:25:12.580so that's their problem okay it is for some it can be yeah i understand that but you know what i mean
00:25:19.060you're right in doing what you're doing and if everybody and and i'm sure that more and more
00:25:25.720people are standing up now i mean like dean allison you know he's he's going to be on the
00:25:29.760show next wednesday night i have never had a politician an active politician a sitting
00:25:34.880mp or mla ever appear on this show based upon the fact that i've never asked first of all because
00:25:41.580i'm not a big fan of politicians um when they do the right thing well that's different then
00:25:48.540and finally after all of this time somebody who was in a position of power is is having an inquiry
00:25:58.600we did have the national citizens inquiry and admire the people who put who put that on and
00:26:03.740put in that volunteer time over the course of two or three years to go back and forth across the
00:26:09.460country and raise the money that they did to go ahead and get people out and have the stories
00:26:14.940heard. But now that we actually have this happening and left wing corporate media is
00:26:19.180actually starting to pay some attention to it. And by the way, I see that you're going to be
00:26:22.500going on CTV at some point tomorrow. That's great news. But let let me just give you a little piece
00:26:29.840of advice. Having spent 35 years in that industry myself, be very careful with what you say.
00:26:35.540so i just did a little blip with them this morning it's they just wanted um to know
00:26:43.020what i felt uh why i wanted to speak at the allison inquiry and what i felt it was going
00:26:49.800to accomplish that kind of thing so it was really short um short and sweet and they're going to
00:26:55.860play she said it'll just be like a couple seconds of me um and a couple sound bites from what our
00:27:05.080interview and then uh i don't know if it's going to be before the press conference or after but
00:27:11.200yes okay well as long as you know i would hate to see them somehow try to make you look bad or
00:27:19.440dishonest or something like that and i've seen them do that so many times yeah it's a risk you
00:27:25.740take when you do mainstream media for sure um but that was a risk i took with global news
00:27:33.440uh with the national news report with carolyn and i think it made a difference so um for the
00:27:42.280same reasons um i took a risk today but uh it was a short short very short interview actually so
00:27:50.020hopefully they can't twist it on me yeah hopefully there's not much bad they can do with it uh going
00:27:56.240back to your experience here because there's a lot of people you know carrie it's interesting
00:28:01.080There's a lot of people who are just now tuning themselves in to everything that's happened over the past five years, especially with the news of the Allison Inquiry and Dr. Fauci, obviously, going and taking the fifth 111 times a couple of weeks ago, and then his diaries came out and all of that.
00:28:21.300I'm sure you've been following that news because he lied. He lied a lot and people got hurt.
00:28:31.080take us through what it was like for you when, when this happened. And I know that the first
00:28:39.600time we talked about this, your memory was pretty hazy about it, but I'm wondering now,
00:28:43.700maybe a little bit of that has come back. You say in the give, send, go here that you spent 17 days
00:28:48.780in the hospital. You couldn't feed yourself. You couldn't walk. You couldn't talk. You had
00:28:52.340so many neurological problems. They seem to have gotten somewhat better since we last talked,
00:28:58.000but I see you're still dealing with them.
00:32:03.000I know you were in the hospital for 17 days.
00:32:05.160If you guys want to read all about this story, just go to the Give, Send, Go.
00:32:08.640Because not only does Carrie tell you all of her story in the intro of that page, but there's also updates that you published over the last few years, these five years that this Give, Send, Go page has been up.
00:32:22.060what was the process and and i think you're probably still going through it now
00:32:27.380of getting visp to respond and the vaccine injury uh program and to get them to actually
00:32:37.420qualify you for benefits i mean how many doctors did you have to go through and the reason i ask
00:32:42.740this carrie is because michelle wharton i've had her on the show a couple of times and
00:32:47.460she told a horror story about that. Kayla Pollack as well. I mean, when we've got people who have
00:32:53.900obviously been harmed by this, you know, and you can't get a doctor to actually make a realistic
00:33:01.860diagnosis or refuses to even consider it might be a vaccine injury, it becomes a battle inside
00:33:07.840the system how did that go for you well i was on my 12th case manager when it was um taken away
00:33:18.680from this and given to the public health agency of canada where it sits now um they are still
00:33:28.500working things out last i had contact with them they've opened a new portal and they want me to
00:33:36.900send in a bunch of documents that I've done dozens of times already I'm going to be making
00:33:45.000another phone call to them but it has been awful with them there's hope I mean I was able to get
00:33:56.460through it and I was able to get some compensation from them how I think the only reason I was able
00:34:04.520to get as far as I did is because those doctors reported my vaccine injury when I was in the
00:34:12.960hospital if they hadn't have come forward and done that then I would probably be in the same
00:34:22.240position as Michelle or Julie or any of these lovely young women that can rise 19
00:34:28.980um yeah you mean they died they diagnosed your your injury as a vaccine injury immediately while
00:34:37.660you were in the hospital for those 17 days day five yeah and you're still fighting with them
00:34:43.380yes isn't that great yeah they accepted everything like that this is a vaccine injury
00:34:50.660they accepted that um it's severe and permanent but in the same breath they said i don't need
00:35:00.220the medication i don't need the therapies i don't you know all of these things that you know
00:35:06.940we put blurred vision instead of double vision or you know like things that absolutely could
00:35:14.380be resolved in like two phone calls they're making it hard they're making it hard for you
00:35:19.920Absolutely. And I'm seeing this over and over again with so many of the vaccine injured people.
00:35:25.420I volunteer with CanRise 19. I'm actually sitting on chair now of community outreach.
00:35:33.880So I help people with doing their forms with the vaccine program as much as I can.
00:35:40.580But they make it very hard, for example, sending things to addresses that, you know, through the mail.
00:35:48.820and it's the wrong address um they delay things you wait months for a simple answer um yeah yeah
00:35:58.520that i it's very i don't know what the word is i'm looking for that um frustrating maybe
00:36:06.460yeah that's probably mildly yeah that you know my this wasn't about if there was no question what
00:36:14.860this was this is what the doctors said it was this is how they reported it here are the reports
00:36:21.860and yet they managed to do all of this i mean five years later i'm still i'm still
00:36:30.980in the system you know that first report what was it about a year ago maybe less than that we heard
00:36:38.560that this was not going to be handling this anymore and now it was going to be uh through
00:36:45.220the what the canadian health agency um because they were doing such a terrible job and apparently
00:36:51.740we were hearing stories of of kids who were not answering phones not answering emails playing
00:36:57.360video games on the job being paid uh putting in say again drinking yeah drinking whatever on on
00:37:07.600the job while they're taking our money from us? I'm very curious to see if it can be shown or
00:37:17.700proven that, you know, the people that were handling our files were not qualified. They
00:37:23.700were reading personal medical information and then denying people. You know, one of my denials
00:37:31.420for a therapy they denied because they said I'd had it with great success and and it's not true
00:37:40.780so things like that I mean my story is not unique I I wish it were but this is I'm hearing this a
00:37:50.280lot this is not a uncommon thing but this is a way to you know chill the system right this is a way
00:37:58.400to make it so people go, I'm just, this is what cable companies do, right? I mean, this is what
00:38:04.100banks do. When you've got a problem with the bank and you try to call the bank, how many times has
00:38:09.900it happened? And it's happened to me recently where you wait on hold for an hour before somebody
00:38:15.320finally gets on the line. They say after about 20 minutes of talking that they can't help you,
00:38:19.720they have to transfer you to another department. And so off you go to another department where you
00:38:24.760have to tell the same story over and over and over again and then it happens. I was on the phone with
00:38:30.380the bank a couple of weeks ago for five straight hours and nothing got resolved. That's what they
00:38:36.520do because they don't want people like yourself who have been injured by this poison to have any
00:38:43.080success because if it gets out that you did, well guess what? They're going to have to get besieged
00:38:49.740by thousands of people, as you point out, who have been harmed by this thing, which
00:38:55.560is a sad commentary on the response that they have undertaken for people that they claimed
00:39:02.980that they told this was safe and effective to, which is shattering to me.
00:39:12.700Can Rise, you and Michelle have become friends, I understand.
00:54:31.300mine is different but those two women have the same conditions have you met anybody who's had
00:54:38.320the same lot number that you have had no and I've never I've heard there's 200 people like me with
00:54:46.560um Bell's palsy from the vaccine I don't know if they've just gotten better like if it's resolved
00:54:54.660itself or um if they're out there but i haven't met anybody like me this is fascinating because
00:55:04.580there's you know as you know there is people you know millions of them thousands of them out there
00:55:10.220running around saying i got the vaccine nothing happened to me right and you know we could guess
00:55:16.040and say well maybe you got this lot or maybe you just got straight up saline dude like we don't
00:55:21.660know exactly what happened with the distribution of this. We don't know who got what lot, where
00:55:28.020it was distributed, how it was distributed, if the chemicals in each shot were the same. I mean,
00:55:35.260how on earth, and I still have trouble wrapping my head around this one, Kerry, how on earth would
00:55:40.160they be able to mass manufacture billions of these shots in such a short period of time,
00:55:45.780making sure that everything was absolutely uniform? That would be impossible, you know?
00:55:51.660and it also seems to me that i i have heard about these lot numbers before and i i've heard some
00:56:00.920horror stories that go along with them although i don't want to put any speculation out here right
00:56:06.240now this apparently is something you guys discuss in in your groups yes because it's something that
00:56:14.520we have noticed something we have found that um there is commonality between some of these
00:56:23.100things that are happening and who got what dose and um and how they were injured what other kinds
00:56:33.540of injuries have you seen from from people you don't have to name names here but i'm curious as
00:56:39.860to i'm seeing um i know people that have um muscle atrophy so the muscles have disappeared from their
00:56:50.440uh for one example the hands i'm seeing that in a few people where all the muscles are gone it's
00:56:56.620just tendons it's very strange and the fingers kind of curl um i've seen that a little bit um
00:57:03.480a lot of, um, neurological issues, um, shaking, um, uh, the burning in the brain is something
00:57:16.040that is kind of common. I've heard people speak of, um, memory issues. Um,
00:57:26.760any, any problems with hearing? Have you heard that, those stories?
00:57:31.180I'm the only one. I'm the only one I know who has hearing loss. I do know some people who have tinnitus. Yeah, there's a lot of that. Yeah. Inner ear stuff. Yeah.