Tom McCue - Taking back our spirituality

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00:07:49.280 hello can you hear me hello yeah yeah my

00:08:19.200 my computer did something strange there for a second i don't know what the hell's going on

00:08:22.760 so how are you doing today pretty good just you know enjoying the sunshine how are you doing

00:08:29.660 actually the sex very same thing i actually got all the curtains opened up and stuff like that so

00:08:34.220 the very same thing yeah yeah we need more sunlight we've had so much freaking cloud and

00:08:40.740 just like overcast and darkness just the past months it's just been crazy oh i know but it's

00:08:47.860 like so sunny today that i have to actually like close the curtains because we have a south-facing

00:08:53.100 window in the office and it gets so hot in here oh really eh huh yeah yeah no i've been soaking

00:08:59.900 up the sun today i had to go out for a bit and do some adulting so soaked up a bit of the sun but

00:09:04.260 it's chilly up down here in aurelia but at least it's sunny so yeah we need the sun so

00:09:09.840 kind of a part of our topic actually today. So yeah, so I was thinking about the past little

00:09:20.380 while and your idea here on this. And I think it's actually a really good idea because when it

00:09:26.020 comes to Diaglon, I've noticed there's a lot of different people in Diaglon. Everybody's got their

00:09:31.340 own likes, dislikes, things like that. But the two ideologies that I find that are the most dominant

00:09:37.240 when it comes to spirituality and diagonal is christianity and norseanism yeah those are the

00:09:43.300 two that i find the most because it's it's in its core it's basically in its core spirituality on

00:09:48.800 what it's based around actually in a sense like if you look at like i'll just put this example

00:09:54.280 jeremy for instance the guy that started the whole thing he comes from danish background right

00:09:58.620 and that rune banner behind him right that vertical rune banner that says wotan and

00:10:02.360 yellow germanic foods are chart in yellow germanic room so that's one thing i've noticed that the two

00:10:07.940 ideologies are very much very prevalent in in this and uh and i've seen in different chats and stuff

00:10:13.460 like that arguing amongst like oh you you're wrong this is right this and that like i don't think we

00:10:19.320 should be doing that if anything i think we should be agreeing and uh moving forward oh johnny says

00:10:25.900 uh yeah go ahead go ahead what's that i was just gonna say uh yeah and like the thing i don't get

00:10:35.220 is like it's like the thing that pisses me off is all of the people who say they're christian but

00:10:40.680 like they don't actually like and they don't piss me off it's just it shows me like the blindness

00:10:45.740 and stuff that they don't actually like do the christian holidays and like they mix both together

00:10:50.340 kind of which is fine if you want to do that but like people like calling christmas like jesus

00:10:55.680 birthday when it's not like that is kind of like it just shows the level uh low level of education

00:11:01.080 that they have right yeah um on the subject and the brainwashing that's been done on both sides

00:11:07.120 and i'm like trying to wake people up it's like okay like you got to kind of like pick a lane

00:11:12.540 right and it doesn't mean that you hate the other side or whatever it's just if you're going to do

00:11:16.180 something do it right yeah yeah yeah that's one thing that always kind of like when i first started

00:11:21.700 learning about my ancestry and where it all comes from and started learning and because the

00:11:25.240 spirituality thing was the first part about it for me it wasn't so much like oh that's pretty

00:11:28.540 cool story or anything like that no it wasn't like that for me at all and people ask me like

00:11:32.480 oh would you just start following these gods because you read about them and thought they're

00:11:35.620 cool it's like no that's not the way it was at all they called to me i didn't call to them

00:11:41.340 they called to me and that's how i find in any type of spirituality to actually find it in

00:11:46.360 for yourself is it calls to you like if it wants you to understand if it wants you to

00:11:53.120 take hold and who you are and what it is it will fucking call to you and that's exactly what it did

00:11:57.620 to me and uh and i'm i might be wrong when it comes to when it comes to christianity but when

00:12:03.060 it came to like my particular ancestry like it's it sure shit did right and um so uh oh shit i

00:12:10.880 forgot what i was going to say with that i kind of lost my train of thought okay um yeah like for me

00:12:16.200 I did I called out to Jesus one day but it was like I was like really lost in the world I never

00:12:25.280 had any guidance on like what was right and what was wrong kind of thing and I was always trying

00:12:30.600 to figure it out for myself and I never had anyone tell me like how I should allow other people to

00:12:37.780 treat me and what I should expect from others and from the world and stuff like that so I kept

00:12:42.800 finding myself in these shitty situations and i was becoming very depressed with the world and i

00:12:47.520 just thought to myself like i hadn't read any of the bible or any of the scriptures

00:12:51.440 like anything to do with christianity whatsoever i'd been like to the catholic church and stuff

00:12:57.340 and that really put me off too because i had some very bad experiences with that but i just thought

00:13:01.920 to myself one day you know what like i need a change in my life and if there is something bigger

00:13:06.560 than ourselves and i didn't know what else to call it other than jesus or god right i'm just

00:13:10.980 going to call out to that and I'm going to see if like something changes in my life or if I'm led

00:13:17.600 to something and I did and I was like I called out to Jesus and I just said like please like

00:13:22.040 show me a sign in nature like I'm going to go outside right after I do this and please show me

00:13:26.700 something that tells me that you have heard like what I've said right and that you are real and

00:13:33.000 what ended up happening was is that it's like minus 40 in the middle of February in Muskoka's

00:13:38.480 and I opened my fucking front door and they're in the mat frozen but alive like half of it was

00:13:45.580 stuck in ice was this moose caterpillar and it's like moving while it's stuck in the ice and I'm

00:13:50.860 like what the fuck this is like the craziest fucking thing like this should not even be

00:13:54.900 happening like there shouldn't even be moose caterpillars right now right and like that was

00:13:59.480 just a little thing and then but after I did that I had so many synchronicities happening and I have

00:14:04.020 to say actually even before that i had like all these um synchronicities happening like to do with

00:14:08.900 numbers and just you know that thing that happens when you're like you say something and then like

00:14:14.140 the song you're listening to like you might not even ever heard that song before it'll say it like

00:14:18.040 right after you or something like that you'll say something like at the exact same time somebody

00:14:22.560 else does it happens to rogan i all the time and we're doing live streams and like to me that is

00:14:26.640 like the spiritual realm right yes yeah and um i actually remember what i was going to say when

00:14:33.500 you were talking about um how like particularly on this particular aspect um how a lot of people

00:14:38.840 think uh christmas is jesus's birthday um the majority of christmas like we've talked about

00:14:44.620 this before but the majority of the christmas celebrations that are modern day celebrations

00:14:48.440 are actually stemmed from norse heathens like it has absolutely nothing to do with with christianity

00:14:54.240 absolutely the only thing that's actually christian and christmas is the candy cane

00:14:58.000 that's literally it and i've heard that the only reason that is in a shape like a j for

00:15:03.240 to represent jesus but that's if that's the case that's literally it and that's why i could never

00:15:08.180 understand i see like facebook posts and stuff like that people say uh uh keep christ keep in

00:15:13.720 christmas and like and i'm thinking myself no you guys aren't understanding you like you cause

00:15:17.680 you're calling yourself christians but you're you're you're celebrating a pagan holiday

00:15:20.840 are you like and the only the only reason it's called christmas is because during the days of

00:15:25.360 Roman the days of pagan Rome when early Christianity was coming around in pagan Rome

00:15:29.740 the early Christians would mass and the Romans during Saturnalia would say that the Christians

00:15:34.580 are massing for Christ and that's where the term technically comes from so when you try to break

00:15:38.480 this down to people they don't they it's almost like you can almost break their brain in a sense

00:15:42.840 kind of deal right and yeah it's true and like when you go back and you actually look at it so

00:15:47.480 like in the year 323 right um that's when Constantine was like okay well there's there was

00:15:54.400 the underground christian church right he's like well they're taking over and what was happening

00:15:58.240 actually is that a whole bunch of these um like bishops and popes and stuff were being assassinated

00:16:03.240 by the underground christian church and so constantine's like okay like there's this war

00:16:08.540 going on and i need to take control the whole thing so he kind of like took the took the like

00:16:13.580 christianity like you'd say like the old testament like christianity and stuff too and he melded it

00:16:18.460 in with the um like the pagan religions right yeah yeah and so that's where that all came from

00:16:26.940 but really like jesus birthday happened during the feast of tabernacles which is typically around

00:16:32.940 like the end of september beginning of october so that's like if you when you read the bible

00:16:39.260 and it tells you like where the stars and the planet and all this were that's the time of year

00:16:44.060 that it would have been not in december like there's and it's not just christmas like there's

00:16:49.900 a couple other uh like uh pagan traditions too that like i wouldn't say christians attach

00:16:56.420 themselves to but i guess kind of like put their own thing with it kind of deal like uh easter for

00:17:01.040 instance easter is another one of them um like we like not so you there's not so much of this

00:17:05.880 actually in norse tradition in norse tradition it's more like uh we have what's called seger

00:17:09.880 bloat um but in the germanic tradition like more in like like uh the germanic polytheism ideology

00:17:15.680 they have a spring goddess by the name of ostera and so during the springtime she comes and that's

00:17:22.360 where that's where the representation all the eggs and all the rabbits come from and things like that

00:17:26.580 so that's one thing i've noticed when it comes to easter um christianity's not as i can i guess i

00:17:32.920 could say attached it's it's kind of beliefs when it comes to the resurrection of christ

00:17:36.300 in with the germanic ideology and then they put the two of them together and then here you go

00:17:41.400 check this out how to deal right like it's yeah so instead of doing like what would be the old

00:17:47.200 testament tradition of like what is passover and the feast of unleavened bread they once again

00:17:51.840 melded it in right so yeah yeah yeah yeah but the interesting thing is is that they named it

00:17:57.900 like and if i'm if memory serves me correctly i'm pretty sure there's a babylonian goddess

00:18:02.760 ishtar that's actually pronounced the same way easter is something along that lines like many

00:18:08.020 cultures have sacred times of the year around the same time as heathens christians and stuff like

00:18:13.680 that right like uh like for instance like christmas too is like the december 25th or whatever

00:18:19.820 they say that's the birthday of osiris is also what they say right yeah yeah and like uh for the

00:18:26.240 for uh the norse that's when they celebrate uh yule kind of deal right and so like there's 12

00:18:31.260 nights of yule uh each night is represented to it like the different gods and what they do

00:18:35.820 just different things like that and uh traditions um i came across a few years back i came across

00:18:42.020 these um i like to call them zealot christians or like what we say the really bible thumper ones

00:18:48.100 right and uh we were talking about yule and uh and i and they came right out and said to me i'm like

00:18:53.460 well you guys are evil you guys sacrifice children right no no no that's one thing i try to try to

00:19:01.240 to break the the conditioning of when it comes to specifically norse heathenism the norse didn't

00:19:07.400 sacrifice children they didn't do that um the only thing when it came to that you can look for you

00:19:13.060 confront upon in modern times when it came to children is and the greeks did the same thing

00:19:16.500 if they're like babies were born disfigured things like that they usually just kind of left it out

00:19:20.340 into the wild and that's what happened kind of deal right um but if you look at it in modern

00:19:25.560 aspect we wouldn't be sitting here today if they didn't do such things yeah well they did it for a

00:19:30.760 reason even though it is cruel to us like we weren't alive in those times to understand like

00:19:35.440 these people were constantly like on boats uh in battle like constantly that was their entire life

00:19:40.820 for god knows how long right so yeah um they couldn't pull that weight around and they do

00:19:45.660 the same with the old men too i heard like they would just say here like jump off a cliff or

00:19:50.220 whatever because yeah anymore there are stories they would be happy to do that to them they were

00:19:57.060 doing it for the greater good right yeah yeah there is stories of that in norse culture too

00:20:01.900 uh that uh spoof tv show norseman kind of made fun of that a bit but there there is somewhat uh

00:20:07.500 tales of that for the most part though when it came to norse culture the like the elderly people

00:20:12.080 kind of deal they were they were looked at in two ways like one uh well odin's got a saying never

00:20:17.340 laugh at a gray-haired sage often what they say is good kind of deal like if somebody lived a gray

00:20:21.740 hair they've they lived that long for a fucking reason like they've survived battles this and

00:20:26.420 that right um but in the same respect when it also came to old age as well what a lot of them

00:20:31.680 would do is um they would purposely go into battle especially the men because it was all about dying

00:20:36.240 to go to vahal right and so the men would purposely go into battle purposely to die

00:20:41.160 because they they were so old they couldn't contribute to the society anymore so they

00:20:45.020 decided fuck it i'm going to swing my sword one last time and that's it right and that's how

00:20:48.780 lucky tribute so and again right yeah die with honor and like hope to sit and sit amongst the

00:20:54.780 with the high ones right so and that's one thing too like when it comes to north like when it comes

00:21:00.120 to like my ancestors culture and christianity there's a lot of similarities that people just

00:21:05.540 don't seem to understand like they that's when i'm going to talk about taking our spirituality back

00:21:10.500 i've noticed in a lot of modern type of um media all types of stuff they like to keep that rift

00:21:17.540 in between so there's always infighting amongst each other you're this way you're that way you're

00:21:22.440 this way or that way like uh a good example of that is how they did it with the irish with the

00:21:26.080 catholics and protestants like they did the same thing when it comes to people who like if you want

00:21:30.320 to call yourselves pagans heathens whatever the case may be right yeah polythesis whatever right

00:21:35.380 um i've actually noticed that quite a bit they keep they keep the division right there so there's

00:21:40.460 always that fight that whole divide and conquer aspect right and uh and i i've i've always been

00:21:46.900 one to try and destroy that like i don't like that at all like i'm at the same respect though like

00:21:51.600 i'm not one to say like say like jehovah witnesses come banging on my door or whatever i'm just like

00:21:56.020 sorry i kind of have my own thing you go to close the door and put the fucking foot in your door

00:21:59.860 kind of deal because i've heard stories of that i don't respect that like i like this is what i

00:22:05.080 don't get to um with christians who do that kind of thing like door to door this and that like

00:22:09.900 pushing it on people like it specifically says in the old testament that you're not to do that

00:22:15.100 it actually says in there that when you have a visitor come from another land or somebody that's

00:22:20.080 another culture or have has different beliefs than you you're not supposed to to be like rude

00:22:26.920 to them or discriminate against them or anything you're supposed to let them be themselves but you

00:22:31.240 expect them also to respect your customs in your land when they come and vice versa right

00:22:36.220 yeah so this whole like pushing the christianity on people and stuff like i don't i don't agree

00:22:43.020 with that but like i will say to christians like you know like these traditions you're doing like

00:22:48.440 is goes against like what it says for you to be doing in the old testament because i want them to

00:22:53.400 know what the facts are right yeah yeah like the way i've always kind of seen it when it came to

00:22:58.780 um the missionaries and stuff like that like if people want to convert it's up to them

00:23:05.560 like it like if if like miss if the god of the missionaries actually does call these people

00:23:12.540 they answer that that's up to them and there and that did happen there was a lot of cases like

00:23:16.460 when christianization was going over throughout scandinavia there were a lot that were put to

00:23:19.900 the sword because they wouldn't convert but then there was a lot that would that agreed with what

00:23:24.240 was being said so they willingly converted right and so and that's one thing i've noticed and when

00:23:29.040 it comes to the modern day um there's ideologies that had reformations for instance christianity

00:23:34.980 had a major reparation reformation you don't see the people getting put to the sword anymore

00:23:38.880 follow my cross no okay bang dead you don't see that anymore right but we do still see ideologies

00:23:44.360 that still have that kind of like barbaric type of mindset like for instance islam for instance

00:23:48.860 like orthodox type islam shit like that right and um i'm really glad that we don't see that anymore

00:23:54.920 when it comes to like uh like for instance the conversation we're having right now like

00:23:59.500 there's some people that would say well why would you have a conversation like that it's just going

00:24:02.860 to turn into a yelling match well no it's fucking not going to turn into a yelling match because at

00:24:06.160 the end of the day we do believe in different things but we can agree to disagree and yeah

00:24:10.360 keep it right there right um and that's one thing that really ticks me off about this modern day when

00:24:14.900 it comes to the media is that they keep this fucking divide going and they managed and they've

00:24:18.780 been doing fucking really good at it really good at it they have been and for me when i'm like

00:24:24.360 looking at somebody like i'm not even necessarily like looking at like their religion or anything

00:24:28.500 like that may play a small role but it's mostly their actions and like how honorable are you like

00:24:34.060 are you dishonorable okay then i can't trust you if you're honorable then i don't care what your

00:24:38.160 creed is um i can trust you right yeah so that's why like i think we have a friendship is because

00:24:44.520 of that right we have like an understanding of each other and we don't like wish harm upon each

00:24:50.280 other because we believe differently no the moral compass is aligned yeah and that's one thing too

00:24:56.340 that when it comes to the ideologies is the alignment of the moral compass and that's one

00:25:01.280 thing i find when it comes to myself anyway like there's people that believe the same things that

00:25:05.980 i do that wouldn't sit here and have a conversation with you because they just think it's like oh my

00:25:10.460 god you killed our ancestors kind of deal right like it's they just think we've all been killing

00:25:14.580 each other's ancestors for a long time yeah yeah exactly right like um so no i think i think

00:25:21.200 conversations like this are actually quite healthy and uh especially talking about how

00:25:25.600 it's being weaponized and turned against us and how they change the wordings and one thing i came

00:25:30.480 across um years ago i was watching an info wars broadcast and he was talking about these people

00:25:35.400 that did this movie called uh it was called tribulation i think it was called and um and

00:25:41.620 how these people in through this schofield reference bible managed to change the wordings

00:25:46.840 and uh how the sentences were written different names or not necessarily names but like uh how to

00:25:52.100 basically what this reference bible did is changed the bible from uh being not necessarily

00:25:57.840 subservient to like an establishment but making it subservient from taking taking away that taking

00:26:03.820 away that the family aspect and putting in the more uh establishment type of aspect if i'm if

00:26:09.980 i'm saying that correctly um so when i did a little bit of research on the whole skull field

00:26:13.860 aspect it turns out that uh he's um the skull field guy was one of those um the ones that we

00:26:19.800 can't talk about it we get axed off fucking youtube and stuff like that so that makes me

00:26:24.460 wonder like how much of the manipulation is gone into that right like how much of the bible is

00:26:31.300 like christians will probably like want to like smack me over the face for saying this but like

00:26:36.580 even the kjv like i know who wrote that bible so is it totally correct almost guarantee it's not

00:26:45.400 right so that's why it's so important to have like a personal relationship with like whoever

00:26:51.160 it is that you believe is like the gods or your god right and that's how i get like that's how i

00:26:57.140 how i make like my i know it sounds crazy but my decisions in life is that i actually have

00:27:02.380 a conversation with god and then he will show me like sometimes it's very quickly it's almost

00:27:08.480 instantly i'll say something to rogue and then like something will like someone or something

00:27:13.020 will say the exact same thing i just said and like to me that's confirmation and then

00:27:16.920 maybe it sounds crazy to others to act on that but you know what it hasn't failed me yet

00:27:20.900 and so that's why like at the end of the day if we had no no bibles no if you didn't have any

00:27:27.060 of the teachings of um your forefathers and stuff like that would we still have a relationship with

00:27:32.520 a higher power you know um i'm kind of i'm 50 50 on that because for one one thing um the

00:27:42.140 calcification that goes on when it comes to the penileble gland in the brain i think that has a

00:27:46.720 lot to do with that um i know people go what the fuck is he talking about right there but i know

00:27:51.640 what you're talking about that particular gland in the brain like there's a reason why when you

00:27:56.620 find photographs and diagrams of that when it's dissected cross right through right like right

00:28:01.040 down the center there's a reason why it looks like the eye of horus yeah and i i think with a

00:28:05.760 lot of modern type of foods just all kinds of crap that they put out i think that there's i

00:28:10.640 think they're purposely um calcifying that so we have less of a connection with the spiritual realm

00:28:16.500 or the higher power okay whatever the case may be that is so true and one thing i'll say on that is

00:28:22.400 that when i did have like you could call it like my come to jesus moment there i was actually

00:28:27.300 like the healthiest i've ever been in my life i was like i was doing like a raw food fast and i'd

00:28:33.080 been on it for like about six months and i was taking fucking herbs and stuff all to decalcify

00:28:37.700 my you know gland yeah and like man the the spiritual like encounters i was having at that

00:28:45.360 time were out of this world so i there's that's like a hundred percent what you're saying there's

00:28:50.520 100 accurate as far as i'm concerned because i i noticed the same thing too um for me for when

00:28:57.760 like the whole how i became quite spiritual is like i've always had a firm like gut instinct

00:29:03.800 i'll put it that way right um but i was standing at my saw one day and uh and i was going a little

00:29:09.700 going through a lot of turmoil at this point in time because like i didn't know where but i didn't

00:29:13.660 know my father at this point in time i had no idea where half my bloodline comes from i got all these

00:29:17.960 weird shit happening it's like um people say oh that sounds like schizophrenia no it was my it was

00:29:22.960 my ancestors through my blood speaking to me and i couldn't understand it because it was not that it

00:29:28.240 was in another language i just it was very hard to understand i had like weird things going on

00:29:33.220 around me they were obviously messages that i wasn't computing at the time and i'm standing

00:29:39.160 at my saw one day and this deep it sounded it was like somebody walked right up to my right ear and

00:29:45.080 spoke right into my right ear not my left ear but my right ear specifically this one and said these

00:29:50.300 words follow the path follow its pattern and immediately after those words were spoke to me

00:29:56.640 my brain just flooded with images of i could see myself in my father's arms with my mother it's

00:30:03.260 almost like there was like photographs being flipped through my brain like it almost brought

00:30:06.820 me to my knees what whatever this was brought but pretty much almost brought me to my knees i actually

00:30:11.420 had to walk away from my saw and go outside and stand this was about probably about 6 30 in the

00:30:14.900 morning it wasn't even light yet and i'm just like what the fuck was that kind of deal right

00:30:20.100 and um and it was really strange because later in that day these two massive ravens would start

00:30:27.480 hanging around this but one particular tree is by my work and they never left they are still around

00:30:33.600 and the weird thing is is over the course of time all i because i hear birds and ravens and crows

00:30:38.780 fucking all the time but there's two particular ones i'll hear them but they don't make the

00:30:43.660 raven sounds i actually hear fucking words and for the past couple years these two particular

00:30:49.720 ravens have been going danger danger danger danger so my brains and because you've heard

00:30:55.620 talk about ravens quite a bit and i'll say like i'll see them on the roads and things like that

00:30:59.700 like and i'm always like okay something i always look at as an omen right it's something there's

00:31:03.720 something giving me messages right and uh it actually got to the point to where my ex-wife

00:31:08.680 actually fucking just clued into it and it was all after this particular time in the morning

00:31:13.180 like it was had to have been like a moment of discernment and i actually wake up almost at

00:31:17.800 least three nights a week in between in that time period of the time of discernment every week

00:31:22.840 every week so that's that's really interesting too but that's how yeah that's how they came to

00:31:28.360 me and it wasn't like like i and it wasn't like i had to go flip through a book to find out which

00:31:34.260 idol i wanted to like like like follow or whatever the case may be no i had like i had like images of

00:31:40.060 like it's it's kind of hard to describe without it really sounding bonkers um no no i'm totally

00:31:45.420 following you here like i've had some similar experiences myself uh like that like especially

00:31:51.180 with ravens so but it really it really made me because i was basically told to find my can

00:31:58.220 and when when i found my father and my father's line and traced it back all the way to fucking

00:32:03.940 sixth century denmark and then did some research on this particular king that my father's line

00:32:09.080 comes from like we're not royalty but like my father's line came from a king by the name of

00:32:12.740 rothgar this particular king was written about in the beowulf sagas and all the anglo-saxon

00:32:17.900 beowulf sagas and chronicles and all that type of crap and it's also said like now i i kind of

00:32:24.140 laugh at this right but they say all the kings of the scandinavia of norway and denmark and

00:32:28.540 in sweden they're all descended from odin i'm just like yeah okay but then i go okay then why

00:32:35.480 do i got these two fucking black ravens follow me everywhere i go around this is a little strange

00:32:39.960 right so like our ancestry even like to the core roots of where we come from speak to us right like

00:32:47.280 my mother's ancestry goes back to like ancient ireland or like the to the to the twat like the

00:32:52.480 like her my man said last name is mccue so that uh that is anglicanized out of uh gaelic's um

00:32:59.280 oh crap i can't even pronounce it in old gaelic but in english it's basically means son of fire

00:33:03.880 and apparently apparently it's it's uh it was the son of the the chief of the irish gods the son he

00:33:11.180 was like a fire god of the underworld i can't remember the name of it off the top of my head

00:33:14.140 um so that explains a lot when it comes to my mother's line plus she has a lot of norse norse

00:33:18.800 gaelic uh through the northern irish and stuff like that with the altar and stuff like that

00:33:22.820 throughout her line so our our ancestries our bloodlines have a lot to do with what happens

00:33:29.080 around us because i'm a firm believer in the old soul new soul theory um do you know what i mean by

00:33:35.380 that um like well there's a couple uh different meanings to that but like do you mean that um

00:33:43.620 like you're an old soul like your soul has been here before and it's been passed down through

00:33:48.520 your bloodline right like passed down through bloodline more or less yes yeah it's like a like

00:33:53.340 a genetic type of like type of thing because i've had a couple experiences um that are pretty

00:33:59.400 interesting um memories that i don't ever remember having like they're just odd and strange so i've

00:34:07.740 always kind of figured that your ancestors would speak to you through the bloodline and if like

00:34:12.740 when it comes to the because everybody's got a soul it doesn't matter what you believe in

00:34:16.000 everybody's got a fucking soul that's what makes us us that's what makes me me makes you you because

00:34:20.080 if we didn't have that we'd just be mindless fucking drones walking around like in the walking

00:34:23.060 dead yeah there's another word for this that some people use called um the akashic records and um

00:34:28.860 i had uh an experience that i don't even know if rogue heard this story so this will be the first

00:34:33.740 time he's hearing it too but uh this is like before like i was like christian i don't even

00:34:39.600 like to really call myself christian but um anyways i was having an experience and i was in

00:34:46.280 like i was doing yoga and i was doing like this heavy heavy breath work and i was on my own and

00:34:52.020 then all of a sudden i like it was like uncontrollable and like i couldn't open my eyes

00:34:56.860 but i was seeing like all of these um images not even images almost like a video in my mind

00:35:03.000 of different scenes of all the way back in egypt okay and i was seeing like all this crazy

00:35:09.220 shit go on and like myself I was like this woman and I was all like decked out and um

00:35:16.100 in like gold and like the makeup and fucking everything and it was really weird for me

00:35:21.160 because and then I I had that and I was like so I was like researching all this stuff

00:35:25.480 and that woman or whatever who I saw myself as um she looked like um a bunch of these different

00:35:33.980 Egyptian goddesses right which is weird um and so like I don't know that always stuck with me

00:35:41.060 because it was so powerful when I was seeing it not that I think I'm an Egyptian goddess or

00:35:45.640 anything like that and like not that I necessarily believe in that but I know that those times

00:35:49.620 existed and I'm like still to this day trying to figure out what the fuck that was I'm like what

00:35:53.680 am I even looking at here and my my my genealogy is like so mixed like my mom's family is like

00:36:00.860 uh french and native and then my dad is um scott scottish and black like my dad's dad was like

00:36:08.380 second generation like scottish or no yeah like his dad moved here from scotland was like a whiskey

00:36:14.420 runner back in the day or whatever and then like yeah his mom who was black like i don't know

00:36:20.580 anything other than i'm pretty sure they came over in the 1800s as slaves uh but like so i don't even

00:36:28.820 know like i don't even know where that would come from but i definitely know what you mean when that

00:36:32.780 when that happens it's like a genetic imprint because like i've had an experience similar to

00:36:37.660 that um but the experience that i had it was actually in dream um i've actually had two

00:36:42.760 experiences like this actually and i i actually um but the weird thing was is both of them ended

00:36:48.220 in fatality and like in fatal like it wasn't like just walking around kind of deal no it was

00:36:54.020 they were fatal dreams kind of deal um the first time i ever had one of these and this is what made

00:36:59.240 me kind of wonder about this is when i first sort of really well the first one i was young so i

00:37:03.440 really didn't quite understand it wasn't until i was a little bit older and had the second one

00:37:06.540 when i started really wondering about this type of stuff and the first one i was younger i was

00:37:10.380 probably about i want to say about 13 or 14 i was in my young teens anyway and i had this dream one

00:37:16.520 night that i'm running up this hill i've got a shield and a fucking sword and there's like

00:37:21.920 a row of dudes this way with shields and swords and spears and a row of dudes this way with

00:37:26.680 fucking shields swords and spears and we're running up this fucking hill and screaming our heads off

00:37:31.420 we get to the top of this hill and we see this entire fucking helmeted army right in front of us

00:37:36.300 we stopped dead and i woke up it's like what the hell was that and i was young i had no idea what

00:37:41.940 it was i just thought i dream something that maybe i seen whatever the case would be i had no idea

00:37:45.660 right so it wasn't until i was probably about i don't think i was even 19 yet no i was 19 it was

00:37:52.600 before i was 20 i was about 19 years old and i'm like young and dumb teenager type of deal right

00:37:57.020 and i'm camping on this island with my girlfriend and her parents and a younger brother so there

00:38:02.040 was no way so i wasn't under the influence of any drugs alcohol or anything like that like i was it

00:38:06.420 was like a wholesome family camping type of weekend yeah and um we go to bed we're all sleeping in

00:38:12.940 this big tent and this dream i had um i'll never forget it in this dream there was it was about

00:38:19.100 seven of us standing around like a big table uh with like long trench coats on and like hats and

00:38:24.780 shit like that with like a light over top of the table and we're loading up uh shotguns tommy guns

00:38:30.960 and uh m1911 pistols just loading them all up just click click click that's all you can hear

00:38:36.020 nobody's talking in this dream that's all you can hear is just people just loading up guns

00:38:39.540 and then we shut the light off walk around the table walk up the staircase walk up to a door

00:38:45.560 and start walking as soon as you open up the door we immediately turn left outside the door and start

00:38:49.480 walking along a brick wall and all of a sudden as we're walking along this brick wall to our right

00:38:54.220 headlight shine and then it's muzzle flashes and then i can still feel to this day being ripped

00:39:00.220 apart by bullets and i woke the fuck up what the fuck was that i had no idea what it was

00:39:05.860 so it wasn't until um and here's the funny thing is like i woke up completely distressed i had no

00:39:12.040 idea what the fuck was going on i had no idea where i was i had to realize like okay i'm still

00:39:15.800 in the tent with my girlfriend and her fucking family here what the hell's going on and um so i

00:39:21.380 immediately like i laid back down and fell instantly right back asleep which i thought

00:39:25.980 was quite interesting the dream that i had afterward was i don't know if it was something

00:39:31.720 to kind of like something sent to kind of cool off the senses that it just attacked me with or

00:39:37.020 whatever the case may be like it was it was a very sexual dream i'm not going to go into detail

00:39:42.480 um yeah but i couldn't see the person's face which i thought was weird um and then the next day i

00:39:48.840 woke up and i was weirded out like i was completely fucking weirded like what the fuck was that dream

00:39:53.340 so it wasn't until about years later um uh i got into like uh started doing like a lot of research

00:39:59.120 and, like, the mafia and stuff with that, right?

00:40:01.300 Like, research in Al Capone, all that.

00:40:04.060 All that type of stuff, right?

00:40:05.300 It's like watching Goodfellas and all that crap, right?

00:40:07.840 And then I came across the 1933 St. Valentine's Day Massacre.

00:40:12.480 And my blood ran cold.

00:40:14.720 Oh, yeah?

00:40:15.880 Yeah.

00:40:17.240 Was that it?

00:40:19.920 My hair is still standing up.

00:40:21.960 Every time I tell this story, my hair stands up.

00:40:23.960 That was when Al Capone wiped out the Irish mob in Chicago,

00:40:27.600 all nine members of it.

00:40:29.120 wow yeah and when and how it happened and you can actually still bring up the photograph of

00:40:34.360 the fucking bodies lying along the fucking the brick wall and everything and that's exactly how

00:40:38.280 it happened how the fuck did i dream about that before i even knew and not know about until years

00:40:44.020 after like it was so that's when i really started wondering like what is this like like it doesn't

00:40:51.820 make me question like religion or anything like that it makes me like not question in the and

00:40:56.680 against of a question and more like okay what is this like what is this game that you're playing

00:41:01.700 is it a game to you like because honestly when it comes to the north stuff odin and frigga

00:41:06.400 constantly make bets on what we're doing down here right they don't they they're just like okay

00:41:12.400 like we'll we'll dip in here and there but for the most part humans be humans we're gonna make

00:41:17.080 bets on how dumb they are how good they are this and that kind of deal and that's exactly how they

00:41:20.220 do that right so it makes yeah free will exactly so it makes me wonder when it comes to stuff like

00:41:26.980 that it's almost hard to explain like yeah i almost kind of want to go in like okay you know

00:41:33.160 in the game the the fucking assassin's creed games where they have the mate where they have

00:41:37.160 that animus where they can go into the genetic memories of different people it's almost like

00:41:41.560 that and i'm not trying to sound like a fucking retard or anything but it's almost like that

00:41:45.500 right and then when and that's the funny thing is is when that fucking game came out that's what

00:41:49.880 attracted me so much to that game was how they managed to it again it's just a fucking video

00:41:55.400 game but like go into the past of somebody's genetic history and then relive that kind of

00:42:01.440 deal and it's just like whoa like that's like kind of like reviving like a not necessarily a dead soul

00:42:06.720 but like going back through the sort of the record of the soul and picking out a timeline and going

00:42:11.560 into that timeline of that said tapestry or whatever it would be right like yeah i don't know

00:42:16.640 i find stuff like this fascinating yeah me too absolutely and like that that's what it is is

00:42:23.980 like ancestral memories and not everyone is fortunate enough to have those right um i'm

00:42:29.980 like for myself too like i haven't had so many of those but i've had like multiple obe's in my life

00:42:36.120 and those are another thing that's really let me know like that I'm separate like I'm not just my

00:42:43.080 body like there's something else going on here right because I've had these OBEs where like

00:42:47.420 just it's just like the weirdest thing is happening like no matter what what the OB what

00:42:52.620 the dream or the OBE is there'll be someone there that I know I'll be in a familiar place

00:42:58.020 I'll look at them so take for example this one I had a dream I was like in one of my

00:43:03.940 my ex-boyfriend's houses okay and I was like what the hell am I doing here and he's there

00:43:10.480 and one of his friends is there and I'm like am I in a dream I literally said that to them

00:43:14.440 and he's like no you just took a bunch of mushrooms last night and you're still high

00:43:18.800 that's what he said to me in the fucking dream right and I'm like I didn't take any fucking

00:43:23.140 mushrooms last night and then when I looked at him again I said are you sure I took mushrooms

00:43:28.540 last night and then I noticed something very fucking odd that I've seen happen in real life

00:43:33.100 before and so i knew what was going on he had black eyes like the eyes were totally black okay

00:43:39.540 and i was so i knew i'm like okay i am dealing with like the darkness right now and like i i'm

00:43:46.860 like okay my spirit is like somewhere else right now and i knew i needed to get back to my body

00:43:54.000 i'm like fuck my kids are there this is like years ago i'm like my kids are like gonna be waking up

00:43:58.800 like am I still fucking sleeping like what's going on here right and I just like in my dream

00:44:03.520 I like walk out of this house I'm like walking down this sidewalk in this town that I know very

00:44:07.180 well and I'm like oh my god Jesus please just bring me back home and literally as soon as I

00:44:11.020 fucking said that I like felt myself like slam back into my body and I slammed so fucking hard

00:44:15.920 that when I woke up I went and like sat up out of the bed and it's it was it was late it was like

00:44:21.960 10 o'clock in the morning and usually I'm like an early riser right and my kids are there they're

00:44:27.460 in the bed with me and they're like mama you're still sleeping and i'm like holy fuck yeah i don't

00:44:31.680 know if i was sleeping but and that's happened like multiple times in my life where i've been

00:44:38.060 in a dream and i realized okay this isn't really a fucking dream and then like i call out to god

00:44:43.760 or whatever and i slam back in my body and this brings me around to one other thing too is about

00:44:48.080 like the calling of like the name of god or gods or whatever right like regardless of like what we

00:44:53.740 call that power or powers or whatever it is there is something there right and whatever it is it

00:45:02.060 knows when we're calling out to it okay whatever call it by because it it's too weird like that

00:45:09.440 that would happen that way right it wasn't until I called out to the name of my god that I was

00:45:15.460 slammed back in my body then I had another situation happen just like that where I had a

00:45:21.300 dream I had a dream that I was taking a piss in my bathroom okay and my old dog Toby who just

00:45:26.180 passed away a couple years ago a border collie she was there because she's always was standing

00:45:31.200 in the corner staring at me wherever I was but then all of a sudden she turned into like this

00:45:35.260 crazy looking fucking hound that had like brown dreads and like beet red eyes and I was so scared

00:45:41.160 of her and it's like drooling and snarling at me so I get up to go out of my fucking bathroom to

00:45:45.440 like run out of there and this dog like thing gets up on its hind legs like a man and is like

00:45:50.220 growling at me like crazy and it's like has a hold of me now like with its paws there it's just like

00:45:54.700 holding me there and I'm like frozen and uh then all of a sudden I fucking wake up and I'm like

00:46:00.220 holy fuck like I slammed back in my body again right because I called out to God and I slammed

00:46:04.100 back in my body I'm like holy fuck man like that was too intense I have to go lay down outside like

00:46:09.500 I just wanted to be like out of the house right so I like I literally like brought a pillow and

00:46:13.440 a blanket outside I'm just like I'm just gonna go lay in the sun and when I looked up there was no

00:46:18.500 fucking clouds in the sky none other than this one cloud that was like in the shape of a fucking

00:46:23.820 angel like a perfect fucking angel i was like what is going on it sounds like uh some type of

00:46:30.400 demonic entity at some kind like tried to attach yourself yeah and there was a time in my life

00:46:37.320 where there were people around me that were messing around with what you would call like

00:46:42.180 dark witchcraft and stuff like that oh there you go and i was trying the fucking door yeah and i

00:46:48.200 was trying to warn these people against that and this particular person who was very close to me

00:46:53.180 he said he said he was like believing in jesus and god and all this stuff but he was going to

00:46:57.620 see a witch and he's like yeah this witch showed me like my dad in a box one time and stuff like

00:47:02.840 that and i'm like dude that's not your dad like these people can conjure things that aren't

00:47:06.120 actually fucking there and i'm like yeah and doing all this like yeah depends on the witch but this

00:47:12.460 witch specifically told me that she didn't like children when i met her so i thought that's a red

00:47:17.560 flag why don't you like children right and a true follow a true die for children yeah well like

00:47:25.740 what ended up happening is that after i got away from that situation it was still attached to me

00:47:31.240 and it was like very much attacking me like telling me like oh you're crazy like you deserve

00:47:35.580 to die or whatever just over like these little menial things like maybe things I thought that

00:47:40.840 like you know I wasn't like the perfect parent all the time maybe in the past or whatever because

00:47:44.700 when you're a parent you have to like learn patience and all this stuff right and it was

00:47:48.640 really picking at me that way and as a mother that is like the worst thing that you could be

00:47:54.420 picked at for right like in your own mind or like by any any man or like by any spirit out there

00:47:59.800 and but once I figured it out I was able to um grow spiritually and that doesn't happen and like

00:48:06.660 it doesn't even they don't even fuck with me anymore like at all because I've grown so much

00:48:10.340 spiritually since then um and to me though like I don't regret those experiences because to me

00:48:19.020 it was God showing me like yes this is like the darkness and the darkest and this is why like you

00:48:24.340 need to stay away from these certain kinds of people that are involved in this right and I'm

00:48:28.900 not saying that everyone who like calls himself a witch is necessarily doing like curses and like

00:48:33.900 it's their moral code it's their moral code right and like people call me a witch because i use herbs

00:48:40.880 and things like that right and like i'm not i'm not a witch but in their mind that's just what

00:48:45.760 they call it and see our language like can mean so many different fucking things just one word

00:48:50.580 you never really know what someone's talking about unless you're in their head like we've got a few

00:48:55.060 we've got a few different words uh for what would be considered a witch uh vala valer vulva

00:49:01.080 um but they were in uh norse culture um a white one or a good one like a witch of the light um

00:49:08.780 they were actually sought for when it came through the tribes uh they would come they

00:49:13.460 would perform uh like just different type of rituals to help with fertility uh all types of

00:49:18.900 like harvest growth just things like that um but but in the same respect yeah there were ones that

00:49:24.600 would come and like do curses and crap like that right um uh pp parlor's got a couple questions

00:49:30.000 here i want to answer this first one here um this one's actually really interesting are deja vu real

00:49:34.880 or neurological trickery uh my personal opinion i think it's something telling you that you've done

00:49:41.280 this before and and to a certain point that you're on the right path but that's just my personal take

00:49:48.500 that what do you say try life i i agree with you actually that it's like okay let's talk about it

00:49:59.140 this way for a minute so there are things that happen neurologically a lot of them and i have

00:50:05.220 like a lot of research into that myself and but when i have deja vu to me it's more of a spiritual

00:50:13.140 experience than anything i agree yeah yeah yeah as his second question here he says tom how do

00:50:20.080 demons um how do demons come into play with my worldview when it comes to like north like

00:50:25.840 foreign saver that's technically what our tradition is called foreign saver and it just

00:50:32.040 basically translates to traditional customs kind of deal right um how demons come into play in that

00:50:38.120 um is that evil is evil it doesn't matter um we and in norse mythology we have some seriously

00:50:45.660 nasty friggin demonic type of figures uh for instance there's uh one thing called the trauger

00:50:52.200 it's basically what that is it's like like a chieftain or a king or somebody that was buried

00:50:57.560 with their treasure and somebody comes along and steals it they'll they'll rise from the dead kind

00:51:01.360 of like a like a viking zombie kind of deal if you want to be retarded like that um there's there's

00:51:06.740 lots of uh evil spirits um when in different folklores like particularly in like icelandic

00:51:11.960 folklore swedish different folklore all types of it like so the demons are very much very real in

00:51:17.240 a sense um they they do have different words for them but like uh there's words like uh like like

00:51:22.640 shapeshifter we call them how to hammer me i mean shapeshifter uh so yeah they they do exist in in

00:51:30.740 polythesic as well and they're no different than what they would be in like any type of christian

00:51:35.680 or any type of ideology like they they're just as evil they smell the exact fucking same so that's

00:51:40.300 why i say evil is evil right and the other thing too is like um how they come into your life is by

00:51:48.300 when you start letting go and moving away from what is your moral compass and your values and

00:51:54.540 what you know what is right that is opening the door yes when you start stepping away from those

00:51:59.300 things and you really have to watch your thoughts something that someone told me once i know i bring

00:52:04.140 up this guy named richard grannon all the time he's amazing like with psychology and stuff and

00:52:08.340 maybe this and he's very big on the spiritual aspect um like all different like um religions

00:52:14.220 and stuff he's studied but he learned this from a um i don't know what you call it but somebody in

00:52:21.980 africa like a spiritual elder that was in africa or something like a shaman type of deal yeah

00:52:26.880 shaman and what the shaman said to him he was telling him like i have all these thoughts and

00:52:30.820 like i don't know why i'm having these thoughts and they're like really dark thoughts and like

00:52:34.440 and what the shaman said to him is he said not all your thoughts are your thoughts so you can

00:52:40.980 have thoughts that have been put into your mind by like say the media and like all the movies the

00:52:47.300 music and all this and that but it also can be which technically way deep into it it's spiritual

00:52:53.060 shit it's like conjuring and curses and all that shit and spells right it is and and also um just

00:53:00.920 by allowing those thoughts to just run wild in your head like you actually have to go into your

00:53:05.960 own mind and say hey like i'm not gonna fucking take this from you that's not how i fucking think

00:53:10.900 and i'm definitely not gonna act on those thoughts right that's how you that's how you handle that

00:53:15.440 situation and it takes time but the more you do it like eventually they're just gonna be like i'm not

00:53:19.960 even gonna fuck with her because she knows that it's not her now because how they how they get

00:53:24.740 you to do their bidding is by making you think that that is that's possession they want you to

00:53:30.120 think that you're worthless that you're meaningless that you have nothing you're worth nothing they

00:53:33.940 want you in low self-esteem uh so that's basically would be the open door that's that's exactly how

00:53:39.980 they get in um it also happens too when people are like uh very depressed for like even just

00:53:46.640 other type of situations like financial situations whatever the case may be depression and uh is a

00:53:51.480 major open door for uh any type of entity like that that wants to latch itself to you right and

00:53:56.760 again it doesn't matter what you whether you believe a man on a cross or one-eyed dude that

00:54:00.160 holds the spear does not fucking matter it's the same thing like evil is fucking evil and good is

00:54:05.260 good it does not matter and one thing that i had to do is when i was younger um i was being steered

00:54:11.680 down a path by something that was it wasn't good and um i had to fight it off like it still likes

00:54:18.840 to show itself every once in a while but i've had to build myself a wall of light and a very thick

00:54:24.020 barrier outside of that wall of light and and that's and i've i've managed to do that for the

00:54:30.560 past like i don't know about 10 15 years or so but one thing i've noticed by doing that um when i have

00:54:36.600 to when i have to shine that light attracts the worst of the fucking worst yeah they hate it

00:54:43.620 it attracts the worst of the worst yeah in every aspect in in in the human life and walking around

00:54:51.620 that we see and the ones that we don't like fuck like it's just crazy and a lot of people like

00:54:58.000 some people are like oh you're not sorry pardon me go ahead yeah oh yeah they really start

00:55:05.040 attacking you in there you when you're shining that light when you're really like in your full

00:55:08.540 spiritual self there um it makes other people go fucking crazy like i had a situation where

00:55:14.220 i'll go into this because it's all like public now but i had a situation where i was living with

00:55:20.500 my dad and that black-eyed thing happened one night and a whole bunch of other crazy shit

00:55:25.400 happened like he left my son alone outside by a pond when he was like fucking three years old and

00:55:29.840 i caught him fucking doing it okay and a bunch of other crazy shit so i had to leave there and

00:55:34.420 had to go live at a homeless shelter and when i was at this homeless shelter i was actually had

00:55:38.920 like it was a very good homeless shelter for women and i actually had the opportunity to

00:55:43.500 fucking be myself okay and just like thrive for a little while and i was doing that and i was

00:55:49.360 becoming successful like i was starting a catering business and everything like that

00:55:52.720 and fucking i posted some videos about it on youtube and then i get the fucking cas called

00:56:00.320 on me okay and the shelter workers are like we have because they called the shelter right because

00:56:07.240 who who was my dad who fucking called right because he saw these videos of me doing really

00:56:12.140 well and so they're like we have no idea like what you could have possibly done wrong you're like the

00:56:17.900 best tenant we've ever had at the shelter they were telling me right yeah and so the fucking

00:56:23.220 worker comes in and all this and that and I was like I was feeling good I was in good shape and

00:56:27.660 everything and i had a great conversation at the end they told me i was an exemplary mother

00:56:31.320 and all this stuff and i was like wow man these demon possessed people they fucking hate it even

00:56:37.600 when it's their own fucking children who are thriving okay and turns out i had all the right

00:56:44.980 fucking feelings about that because about four months after that i had my own place now and

00:56:50.300 everything was going well and um i had this voice keep telling me for like a week straight at like

00:56:56.340 three 30 in the fucking morning google your dad's name and his job title so that's what i did and he

00:57:02.840 was a social worker so i put his name and i put social worker the very first fucking article that

00:57:07.380 came up was an article about him being reprimanded by the ontario uh college of social workers for

00:57:13.960 sexually harassing a client of his and withholding her fucking medication and trying to blackmail her

00:57:20.060 to have fucking sex with him and i'm like i was so fucking right man he's like demon possessed to

00:57:26.460 the max this guy okay and so to me like the journey that i've been on coming from the background that

00:57:35.080 i have in my parents and i think i told you all the story about how like my grandmother was murdered

00:57:38.920 like by her own family and stuff like that i think i think you did yeah um so for me to be

00:57:46.820 able to come from all of that like to me is a miracle of god like that's what it is at the end

00:57:51.760 of the day and i'm not trying to be boastful but if you saw like where i came from there's no way

00:57:56.340 i i should be the person i am right now right if if it's like um if it is how they say right like

00:58:03.060 you're just like a product of your fucking parents so like that is a huge thing that tells me that

00:58:10.160 god is real and through that situation i learned a lot about demons as well oh because they're very

00:58:16.340 real um i actually have a speaking of that um i actually have a picture of something um that's

00:58:21.720 i don't do not believe okay first of all um one thing i want to address um when it comes to like

00:58:30.640 spirituality and like heathens and christians and everything is the one thing that's inevitable in

00:58:36.620 everything death um i can see how people are scared of it and i understand that um but my

00:58:47.260 personal opinion we can't i personally don't look at it in fear i don't lament my death things like

00:58:54.020 that and this picture that i'm going to show you um this is very interesting um because uh well

00:59:02.740 first of all i'll pop it up but i want you to tell me what you see in this picture and i'm

00:59:06.080 Everybody's going to see this picture.

00:59:07.560 Now, this particular picture, now Sarah's sister was in the SickKids Hospital two weeks ago with her son, her young son.

00:59:15.600 And this picture was taken from outside of her window into another window.

00:59:22.720 And this is very, very interesting.

00:59:26.860 So let me just take this sucker up here.

00:59:30.880 Tell me what you see.

00:59:32.000 i see uh someone wearing some dark clothes a hooded figure yeah that's what i see

00:59:41.240 now we notice one thing about that figure is that that that's blacker than the black itself

00:59:46.260 yeah yeah um and i also see something in the middle on the chest there oh that's interesting

00:59:54.180 that you say that because uh just hold that thought so this so first of all um sarah and

01:00:02.280 her sister they're kind of they're i say clairvoyant because they very much are um sarah

01:00:08.000 kind of hears them and feels them and sarah's sister she sees them and uh well she managed

01:00:14.040 to capture one on film wow and uh so her words were and i quote this is a grim reaper

01:00:21.000 and so the funny thing is is what you're seeing right here in here just below this blue part

01:00:26.640 that's an arm right there's that tan colored thing there's an arm right there this is in

01:00:30.680 sick kids hospital now i'm going to show you the next picture remember now keep what you just said

01:00:34.180 remember what you just said a second ago yeah if you look closely in the around the circle part

01:00:41.340 you can see that child's spirit ascending i see something going on there it's a little blurry but

01:00:49.600 i definitely see something going on oh yes i see especially near the bottom there yes it's like a

01:00:55.200 mist so people some people will mistake this figure in black is like some type of demonic

01:01:00.340 figure whatever the case may be no if anything um we actually should be grateful for something

01:01:06.820 something like this because if it it brings us to the other side it doesn't leave us wandering

01:01:12.240 like this is a child in this bed right here and this child passed away like was passed away in

01:01:18.920 it's gone the child is gone in this picture and so and so that like I just want to show

01:01:24.780 show you this like it's like this is what I mean like it doesn't matter what we believe

01:01:29.660 no the fates are very real and whatever did this and did all this is very fucking real

01:01:36.320 like when you like 100 and I agree like the fearing of death like I don't fear death like

01:01:43.340 I guess the only part that what I would be fearful for is like leaving my children before

01:01:48.320 i've done my job with them right but yes like i also know that like like i say like god's brought

01:01:54.340 me this far and out of darkness for a reason or whatever right so why would he just like why would

01:01:59.860 he do that unless it wasn't for a good purpose or whatever right or why why would that happen like

01:02:04.060 that's how i think of it and the reason why they want us to fear so much is of death is because

01:02:10.700 when you're afraid of death you're not gonna like stand up for yourself and like fight for your cause

01:02:15.160 right like yeah so you might as well get rid of that because if you die and you die honorably

01:02:21.180 like that is what is going to be your reward in the next life right whether it's the halla or

01:02:26.640 heaven or whatever but one thing i thought interesting about this particular picture

01:02:30.880 is like because i actually tried to debunk this because when i was first shown this picture my

01:02:34.800 immediate reaction was there's a dude standing there in black so like so i tried to debunk it

01:02:40.820 i was like it was it could be a coat rack or anything like that and i was like no there's

01:02:44.320 no coat racks like these in hospital rooms that would hold a coat like this it's not hanging on

01:02:48.360 like there's nothing to do that like that's clearly that's clearly a figure standing there

01:02:53.780 right like it's very it's almost like you can almost see like right down the along the windowsill

01:02:58.280 like it's lag like it's almost sitting there like just waiting or whatever whatever the case may be

01:03:02.740 right like but it's it's very interesting one thing i noticed like it's like i blew the picture

01:03:07.720 up a bit so i can so people can really see it but in the original photograph like what i said though

01:03:11.980 like the figure the blackness of the figure is actually blacker than the outside and what's

01:03:16.960 underneath the window like it's the black of black yeah oh yeah and i thought that was quite

01:03:23.220 intriguing and there's no like it's interesting because there's like no we can't see any light

01:03:28.600 hitting it at all no there's no light spectrum bouncing off of it hitting it reflecting nothing

01:03:33.180 like that even if it was someone in a black hoodie it would still be like lighter right like you'd

01:03:38.260 see some type of like shape or something whatever the case may be right like it's very it's it's

01:03:44.960 it's very interesting photograph it's very interesting yes it is um i'll pop it off here

01:03:52.440 now but yeah i've been i wanted to show you that um that's what i sent you the other day when you

01:03:57.680 said is it a beam of light i'm like um no it's the opposite but uh like things like that like

01:04:07.080 because like there'd be a lot of naysayers going ah it's just this it's just that it's just that

01:04:10.660 so i'm like well okay well how do you know try to debunk that photo for me and like i haven't i

01:04:15.880 haven't done that really but like in the same respect but because i wanted to ask permission

01:04:19.460 before i actually even use that picture right so yeah i didn't want to just say oh yeah great i'm

01:04:23.520 gonna use that picture it's like no no no i got respect for people so i went i actually asked

01:04:26.860 permission before i can use that picture and i was told and i quote go for it so

01:04:31.420 um yeah that's very interesting when i was um young i definitely was like clairvoyant okay i

01:04:40.660 had two friends that were children and they wore like old the old suspenders and everything and

01:04:48.380 like it was a brother and sister and they're probably about five or six years old and the

01:04:52.120 girl had a bonnet and like the old style dress and everything with the strap um you know how

01:04:57.020 you know like the the german style it was like the leather fucking straps across the chest everyone

01:05:02.560 wore and stuff it was like that like the old shoes and stuff and i would play with these

01:05:06.580 fucking kids and freak my mom right out and one day i was like rolling a ball back and forth with

01:05:11.700 this little girl that i could see and she fucking rolled it back to me and like i've been freaking

01:05:16.900 my mom out for months now asking her to like get my friends a glass of water and like make sure

01:05:21.180 that they had supper too because they were telling me that they were like hungry and thirsty and

01:05:24.900 stuff like that so i'm like playing with these fucking kids and um so like it goes away though

01:05:32.180 as you get older as i got older i found you know like probably with the calcification of the female

01:05:36.480 gland it depends if you let it yeah that that's true the environment around you right it like

01:05:42.760 shuts you shuts you that part of you off in some cases it won't let you that's right like for

01:05:50.940 instance like when it comes like sarah and her sister like they they are they actually had to

01:05:56.920 kind of make a pack with it like not like a demonic pack or anything stupid like that but

01:06:03.000 like they they made a pack with it where she would hear them and her sister would see them

01:06:08.960 and uh and so the interesting thing is is i get a lot of experiences at work actually

01:06:14.840 like quite a few experiences and uh when i first met sarah this was probably about about two months

01:06:21.640 of like because we we actually worked together and knew each other for a good good few months

01:06:25.480 before we actually like started dating right and um there was one day we're standing out where um

01:06:31.400 i was getting the saw ready and i'm kind of talking to her across the saw and uh she's looking at me

01:06:36.500 and her eyes go black and all underneath of her eyes just go like just sink right in and go

01:06:43.600 completely black i'm just like what the heck she's like what is that behind you i'm just like

01:06:50.760 oh you see that do you and uh she described this thing as a baby it was like almost 10 feet tall

01:06:57.480 it was like this black fucking shadow and like it and it i know what it is right it's this thing

01:07:04.840 that's been trying to bust through this fucking light barrier that i've had for quite some time

01:07:08.160 because it's the very thing that i've had to kick that i had to kick away years ago right because

01:07:12.240 they don't go away they all they will always fucking linger around all the time they wait

01:07:17.640 until you're vulnerable that's why you have to build that barrier outside the wall of light

01:07:21.880 it's almost like the walls of asgard you have to rebuild those fucking walls of asgard and keep

01:07:26.500 them strong right like yeah and uh and so and she and by talking about it and addressing it uh we

01:07:33.800 actually i actually managed that well what i did is um now i kind of broke a major rule when it

01:07:38.200 comes to a foreign saver is uh i used runes in an unmanly manner uh because men were not we're

01:07:45.500 not supposed to cast runes in any spiritual sense at all or use magic whatsoever it's considered uh

01:07:51.320 in some tribes is a knifing scum like unmanly and uh so but i had to i had to cast a few

01:07:59.320 particular runes because they're protection runes and since i've done that i've managed

01:08:02.820 it that it can't come into the actual shop where i work because of the runes that i've put there

01:08:06.960 um but other things like to come around like there's an old man's spirit that um that likes

01:08:12.920 to come around you can smell his tobacco smoke a few women it's always women that see him men

01:08:17.480 don't see him it's always women that see him and a lot of people don't understand why women have

01:08:22.020 this ability over men it's part of the female genetic imprint that's why majority of witches

01:08:29.360 seers healers things like that they've always been women because it's part of the genetic makeup of

01:08:34.600 the female race or the female species if you want to call it that right and um and i thought it was

01:08:40.680 quite interesting because um the the uh the old man that likes to come around my shop i don't see

01:08:45.720 him i smell his like his cigarette smoke it's like old cigarette smoke it's not like new type

01:08:51.100 of cigarette what we have now it's like old cigarette smoke smell right tobacco smell

01:08:55.380 yeah it's like a cigar and i'm not the only one that actually smelt this but a couple other people

01:08:59.620 they've actually smelted too and uh so he'll actually appear in the one part of the yard by

01:09:06.040 the fucking propane tank and again so so sarah's actually seen him and uh so um after sarah was

01:09:13.760 working with me they brought this other woman that was working with me this uh uh this other girl

01:09:17.880 and i never said a fucking word i like i didn't even think of it i didn't even say a word she's

01:09:22.360 looking at the window she's like what the hell why is eric standing out there it looks like eric

01:09:26.960 with like a gray beard what the hell and she goes oh okay he walked away okay and i'm like

01:09:31.780 what wait a minute what'd you just see right there she's like there was an old guy standing

01:09:36.500 right out there she's pointing out towards the fucking propane tank in the corner of that very

01:09:40.160 spot i go oh yeah do you realize what you just seen right there she's like no what did i just

01:09:45.920 see so i filled her in she's like oh that's interesting and so so it was a few months after

01:09:52.380 that this uh this other guy starts working with me he's like he's he's a dude though he's in his

01:09:57.080 20s young mid-20s or so right complete atheist doesn't believe in ghosts or anything like that

01:10:01.300 at all period right and again i didn't i didn't even think anything of it we're outside one day

01:10:05.620 and we're bringing in lumber and he's like what the fuck was that he's like i just seen this

01:10:10.040 fucking shadow walk by and i go oh boy he goes what and i go do you realize what you just seen

01:10:15.540 right and he goes what did i just see i go okay you know that thing you say you don't believe in

01:10:19.320 he goes yeah and i said well you just seen it he's like fuck off i did not i go i'm i never told you

01:10:25.900 yeah and again here's the reason why and a lot of uh there's a lot of running water

01:10:33.200 around the area so that works as a it works as a conductant right so oh yeah the magnetic field

01:10:39.980 there it's a lot to do with that as far as like how we're perceiving it right and i think uh and

01:10:47.360 i've said this a couple times in the past couple streams when it comes to the spirit world itself

01:10:53.260 and again it's a good it's part of this topic i think they're trying to warn us

01:10:58.000 i i think they're trying to really fucking warn people people that are receptive and can listen

01:11:03.480 or whatever the case may be i think people are misreading some of the messages that are coming

01:11:06.760 out and it's taking us hauntings or whatever the case may be but i think that i think the spirit

01:11:10.500 world is really fucking trying to warn us that something's coming down the pipe really soon

01:11:13.940 because because i've i've noticed even in the house that i live in it's really ramped up

01:11:19.660 like ramps the fuck up like it's crazy like it's not like bothers you or anything like that it's

01:11:25.400 just if you really notice it now right i i haven't had experiences that way per se um i have hardly

01:11:34.320 had any experiences where like my outside senses like my my sight and like physically things

01:11:41.920 happening around me well i guess you could say it is kind of physically happening um but nothing

01:11:46.180 that i would consider like what people consider scary has been happening just like really

01:11:50.200 fucking strange synchronicities i'm telling you sometimes we will have like 50 or more a day

01:11:56.860 just to do with talking and other people talking that we're listening to and it's really weird too

01:12:02.640 because it's like we're listening to dags mostly well it's funny that you mentioned it's funny that

01:12:08.740 you mentioned that um because actually just um uh a few days ago um oh

01:12:14.100 nope okay there you go sorry no no problem uh just a few days ago um because i've been trying

01:12:23.040 to get blonde bigot on this on the bigot uh bigot hop for saturday night show right and i've been

01:12:26.880 trying to get her on for a couple weeks and uh so the one week she was busy and stuff like that

01:12:30.200 that's cool and uh and all of a sudden i just didn't see her anymore on x like oh shit i think

01:12:35.620 she just got fucking yeeted clean right off x so i'm like so i'm thinking to myself how the

01:12:39.920 fuck am i gonna get a hold of her because i like i want her burger on the show right she's got a

01:12:42.900 really interesting story you know like i like people to get their stories out kind of deal

01:12:46.000 right and uh and then all of a sudden i get this message from zach oh blonde bigot wanted me to

01:12:51.560 give you this her info so he sent me all her info and stuff with that and like literally out of the

01:12:55.240 nowhere but earlier that very day i was thinking like fuck i how the fuck am i gonna get a hold

01:13:00.640 of her i can't figure out how i'm gonna get a hold of her like i look like the other person

01:13:04.540 is hearing your thoughts i know what you mean it's like i'll just be talking or thinking about

01:13:08.380 somebody and they'll message me or someone else will like message me about them or something like

01:13:12.760 that yeah yeah it was just so strange i just pull up my phone and open up my telegram and there's a

01:13:17.580 message from zach with with her with all her information i'm just like holy crap man like

01:13:23.380 that's just crazy man like so that that's happened quite a bit like there's been other times like uh

01:13:28.040 i'll be watching somebody's stream like bigot's corner or whatever like whatever the case may be

01:13:31.820 and like people be talking about something and i'll be sitting here watching and i'll i'll say

01:13:35.420 like something and next thing you know it'll somebody will spit it out right it was just like

01:13:39.600 oh yeah it happens so much that like sometimes it'll be like okay it'll be like it'll be like

01:13:46.300 fucking like five times in a row like in 10 minutes it'll happen and rogan i will just be

01:13:50.600 in stitches laughing because we're like what the fuck is going on well because again when it comes

01:13:55.720 to that because again i like i like i've been saying it i call it the wavelength we've all

01:13:59.360 managed to like find the wavelength that we're supposed to be on like there's it's not it's not

01:14:03.760 a coincidence it's not by accident that where we found this wavelength and we're sitting here

01:14:08.140 talking about these things and other people have like like gravitated toward us and things like

01:14:13.380 that but mind you the enemies also have found their wavelengths and they got their groups as

01:14:17.720 well like that's one thing that some people seem to forget like um but that's one thing i really

01:14:23.260 But there's much more power, though, in righteousness and honor than in dishonor and evil.

01:14:33.060 You need much fewer on the numbers of the righteousness and honor than what you need to do evil.

01:14:39.660 Exactly.

01:14:40.940 Well, it's like that old saying, it takes more muscles to frown than smile.

01:14:44.720 Yeah, exactly.

01:14:45.980 Right?

01:14:46.700 So, basically, kind of like the same thing, right?

01:14:49.540 like i even just like what breezy madam breezy says don't be a dick yeah don't be right like

01:14:56.220 and that's the one thing like the moral compass of people like it doesn't matter what we believe

01:15:00.720 it's it's the moral compass of people and that's one thing i've been finding a lot when it comes

01:15:05.680 especially in the past few years like i've been watching it degrade for at least 10 15 years if

01:15:09.780 not more than that um but really paying attention to it in the past couple years it like fuck

01:15:16.120 yeah johnny rotten's fuck you i'll be a dick you know what i mean mr rotten you can be a dick all

01:15:21.000 you want this is something to that like i want to make very clear like especially about myself

01:15:25.920 and i think i can speak like for quite a few of like the other community members is that

01:15:31.120 like it doesn't matter even what your fucking skin color is okay like even the immigrants that

01:15:37.780 are coming in now like or like that have in the past five years or whatever that are like you know

01:15:44.280 from the east there i've met some of them that are actually fucking they want to assimilate and

01:15:49.640 they like our culture and shit like that yeah there's a fact there's a whole bunch of other

01:15:54.540 ones that are like not fucking doing it right so you have like different classes within all the

01:15:59.960 races and the and the ideologies and stuff like that as well yeah no that's very true i actually

01:16:05.980 came across some uh the little town that i used to live in uh the gas station was uh was run by

01:16:11.680 uh this one family hindus and then they sold it to another family hindus but this one the second

01:16:17.080 family hindus was bringing their like their relatives over and uh they loved canada they

01:16:22.000 like they loved every minute of it like the one guy was actually calling out my ex-wife that i

01:16:25.680 miss christmas like i don't want to miss christmas i love it it's awesome over here because they

01:16:29.500 actually because they wanted to come here and actually be part of our culture assimilate to

01:16:33.500 our culture right and so like yeah you're right there are those that come here but the ones that

01:16:39.160 come here and just kind of like make a bad name of it are are far too many because we lose the

01:16:44.760 ones that actually do want to assimilate to our culture in that mix right well that's what i mean

01:16:49.440 it's the dishonor thing right like they just like like when they shit all over you like imagine if

01:16:55.100 we went there and did that holy fuck it'd be off with our heads well imagine if i went to india

01:17:00.400 and built a 55 foot tall statue of odin holy fuck man i'd probably get beheaded for fuck's sake

01:17:06.620 yeah the only argument i have for that is that they did it on private property but like that's

01:17:12.940 why people come here is because we have like laws that are like more laws right like like that

01:17:19.980 but say like but the funny thing is to say like if i owned like property like say like i don't know

01:17:24.860 five blocks down the road and built again built like a 55 foot tall statue of odin any money i'd

01:17:30.360 have the fucking canadian hate agency down my throat saying why do you have that big racist

01:17:33.940 a statue up there this white guy i'm just like oh yeah 100 percent it's like fuck yeah it's just

01:17:42.720 it's so ridiculous at this point they are literally teaching us to hate each other and

01:17:47.720 that's the part that like drives me nuts the most it's like so we're just all gonna hate each other

01:17:52.400 because you guys said that we already hate each other even though we didn't know we hated each

01:17:56.900 other that's the cultural marxism infiltration of it all yeah yeah cultural marxists they couldn't

01:18:02.720 they understand that they can't defeat it completely um that's one thing because well

01:18:08.280 even uh mount his song i believe it was or it was stalin one of the two would call religion opium of

01:18:14.060 the people and uh the chinese well for instance like in communist china they they realize that

01:18:20.620 they're okay we're not going to be able to stop this so we're just going to manipulate it and

01:18:25.060 kind of write our own way and get them to believe it's like that and that's kind of that's why you

01:18:29.540 still see churches in china but it's geared towards more what party-centric type of what

01:18:35.520 they like their christianity or whatever they whatever they call it over there yeah well it's

01:18:39.560 the same as here right like anyone who has a church that is not like a total like private

01:18:44.780 organization um like they in order to get their funding they have to do what the guidelines say

01:18:52.620 that the government gives them right because that's who they're licensed by they go and get

01:18:56.860 a license from the fucking government to practice their faith drives me nuts like that's why I don't

01:19:01.880 go to any church because there is no fucking church the only there is there to me there is

01:19:06.280 like one church and like to me that is the people that are like having a community and like trying

01:19:11.740 to actually be righteous and stuff like that would be like if I was gonna say you know when Jesus

01:19:17.160 comes back um if he was gonna look and say oh what who is my church that I left here and that

01:19:24.100 i was coming back for it would be all the men and women who are trying to be righteous and honorable

01:19:28.880 and it wouldn't be under any like government license that's for sure yeah yeah and that's

01:19:35.140 that's another thing too speaking of infiltration and uh um now i haven't really well i guess you

01:19:41.400 can probably say through avenues might have seen it infiltrated and coerced into like uh heathen

01:19:45.820 culture but i've actually seen this particularly majorly in christian culture is the infiltration

01:19:51.120 the zionism into it yeah that's just crazy how much the zionists have managed to actually penetrate

01:19:56.540 into christianity and sway and change the wording of it and like just make it very zio-centric

01:20:03.280 towards that right like and that's one thing i find interesting when you look at uh like old

01:20:08.360 bibles written before the skull field reference stuff would come out they like again like they'd

01:20:12.280 openly say like the synagogue of satan like these jews are say they're jews but they're not jews

01:20:17.000 blah blah blah like it's actually describing who the fuck they are right now right but then you

01:20:21.320 look at them and the the penetration that they've put into like if you want to say like the mainstream

01:20:26.520 type of churches is just it's outrageous like it's it's crazy it's absolutely fucking crazy man

01:20:32.460 i couldn't i can't believe it oh it's absolutely insane um like like that's what i was saying like

01:20:40.320 it goes all the way back to well goes way back before this but back to the times of like in 323

01:20:46.740 when they decided yeah we got to get rid of these guys like because they're they're believing in

01:20:52.620 something and they believe they're powerful because they believe in that and they're gonna

01:20:55.760 like take us all out they're gonna destroy us so they had to go in there and do what they do right

01:21:00.920 and change history and say no that they created that and that these are the rules and um mix it

01:21:06.600 all up and now it's even crazier like what we're seeing in the church in the churches today is just

01:21:11.660 i don't even know what you could call it a church anymore like it's disgusting it's just so

01:21:17.740 disgusting they're just government agents at the end of the day because they're working under a

01:21:21.600 license when they're in those churches so they're a government agent literally yeah yeah and i've

01:21:27.460 always been the firm belief with somebody like when it comes to spirituality again whatever you

01:21:31.880 believe if you really want to connect to god gods whatever you don't need to go to a building

01:21:36.040 literally just go out into the forest sit down on the ground put your back up before it's a tweet

01:21:40.580 up against a tree and close your eyes and just just not say a word just empty your mind just

01:21:47.140 let your mind just empty right out and just let nature come right come right to you and that's

01:21:51.920 how that's to me anyway that's the best way to get the closest to the divine that's the way i've

01:21:56.140 always seen it and that's one thing like i'm like where i used to live i used to live in a very

01:22:00.280 forested area so it was easy for me to do that right like not so much now like that's why i like

01:22:04.780 kind of during the summertime going up and doing some camping stuff like that you can get you can

01:22:08.880 get back into the fucking what we are supposed to be like that's why i kind of chose this background

01:22:14.140 with the big tree big massive life tree kind of deal because at the end of the day right like

01:22:18.560 it's all about we are of this planet we are of this earth um we're gonna we have to live on it

01:22:25.140 together like yes we're gonna have different beliefs but at the end of the day we gotta live

01:22:29.240 on it together uh we have people that are trying to wipe us fucking all off of it and they're

01:22:33.140 infiltrating fucking everything especially the spiritual aspect of it and uh and if we can

01:22:39.220 fucking figure out a way to take it back and just people just get to the core root on who they are

01:22:46.060 and what they believe and where they come from i think we can have a i think we could probably

01:22:50.020 have some type of put a dent in their in their fight against us anyway well and i think that's

01:22:56.420 what we're doing like right now and what what we've been doing in this community now for like

01:23:00.900 however long i know everyone came in at different times but um like even just the past six months i

01:23:07.700 want to say like i feel like everyone who is like in our community and stuff i feel like i've known

01:23:13.620 them forever like i feel like i can trust them more than like i can trust my own family and

01:23:18.660 and the and some of like the people in my own like physical um like neighborhood like the city i live

01:23:25.300 near and stuff like that you know it's it's crazy that we all found each other on the internet which

01:23:30.180 which is a thing that they wanted to use to destroy us in the first place.

01:23:33.860 Yeah.

01:23:34.720 And how I see it is, you know, like, if you're going to fight to protect my children,

01:23:39.220 then I'm going to fight to protect your children.

01:23:41.520 Well, that's the way I see it.

01:23:42.840 Like, I personally don't have any children,

01:23:44.700 but that doesn't mean I won't fight to protect somebody else's.

01:23:47.780 Yeah.

01:23:48.020 It's like that other night when that moron was in that room with Chris and I

01:23:54.040 and everybody, and they were talking about all the fucking pedos.

01:23:57.100 and uh and i just in some and he asked me straight out he's like why is there so much

01:24:02.720 vengeance towards them and i told him i said straight out i said because the children are

01:24:05.920 the innocence of our of our culture of our race of our people and to pervert that is just abhorrent

01:24:11.100 it's sickening and it was rogue basically wrote in the chats well put because it's exactly what

01:24:15.600 it is right like it's just disgusting well and like if you look at it this way like they're

01:24:20.480 trying to say like that what they're saying isn't a lot a full lie right because i always tell like

01:24:26.900 captures like yes those people were traumatized and there's something that was done to them

01:24:31.020 obviously that was absolutely terrible but coming from where i'm coming from i see it as like yeah

01:24:35.820 and when that happened there was a demonic entity that went in and possessed that person and now

01:24:42.780 like they're trapped like that and that is like gonna be their life here and those are the only

01:24:47.780 two aspects and like i don't agree with abortion at all except for two aspects rape and rape and

01:24:53.700 incest and the reason for that um is because of it's because rape and incest is driven by an evil

01:25:01.440 genetic an evil seed to begin with um and i'm i'm the firm believer of if there is like a like a like

01:25:10.000 a life like uh started by that evil seed then i then that's where i do believe in abortion but

01:25:17.480 only literally in all those two cases right um but that's my personal opinion in that matter

01:25:22.920 yeah like for me it's like very dodgy like in general I do not agree with abortion for obvious

01:25:29.460 reasons but I can I can have compassion and understand like where someone would be coming

01:25:35.100 from in certain situations to go and do that right and like maybe that person that woman feels that

01:25:42.180 she is not like strong enough to deal with that situation and all the evil around her right and

01:25:47.000 like how could you how could you when you're in that sort of situation like I have compassion for

01:25:52.220 that right yeah and um we all like we all have to make very very hard decisions while we're here on

01:26:00.420 earth you know but i don't agree with is the crazy fucking ones that are like i'm just gonna get

01:26:07.600 pregnant for the sake of having an abortion and being like oh i had an abortion and like give me

01:26:12.180 fucking sympathy and yeah the virtue signalers yeah exactly right yeah there's yeah those are

01:26:18.940 the ones you take a good look at these virtual signaling type people and it doesn't matter what

01:26:22.820 they're virtualist virtue signaling for they're in my personal opinion from staring at the end

01:26:27.680 of the eyes of some of these people like with my own two eyes in public or just like pictures and

01:26:32.980 stuff like that um some of them you can see the demonic entity in them and some of them you can

01:26:38.560 see the demonic entity with its hand on the shoulder yeah and that's the interesting thing

01:26:43.520 about that right like and when i look at some of these uh uh these uh these transsexuals i want to

01:26:50.700 do these freaking uh book readings and like while they're in parliament wanting to pass these laws

01:26:55.440 like how do they like they look like they're dressed up like fucking beetlejuice looking

01:26:59.800 demons for fuck's sakes like how like first of all how do they expect us to take these people

01:27:06.140 seriously when when there's a dude dressed up there with when his hair and like green spikes

01:27:10.780 going up like this and he's got makeup that looks

01:27:12.860 like something out of a fucking Norwegian black metal

01:27:14.840 band like how

01:27:16.880 do they expect us to take it seriously and then

01:27:18.940 then people like that that's

01:27:20.900 the people that like so they got really

01:27:22.740 spiritual but still have a brain and bit of a gut instinct

01:27:24.820 but then you get asked people that like

01:27:26.500 are spiritual type of people we understand

01:27:28.720 when we look at a fucking demon's eyes we can see in a

01:27:30.740 demon's eyes and we look at that

01:27:32.500 and we're looking into a demon's eyes

01:27:34.160 oh yeah but nobody else

01:27:36.460 like physically

01:27:38.640 like more than I like I've

01:27:40.660 seen them i have to say and like i can really feel it off people and like ask rogue he knows

01:27:45.840 like when i have like a bad feeling i will not shut up about it because i am like no i know this

01:27:50.840 is fucking real and you need to listen to me about what i'm saying and like you said earlier with your

01:27:55.680 um situation there like um when you were having those visions um it was like words that you feel

01:28:03.240 instead of hear you know yeah and you can totally feel it on those people and like you said sometimes

01:28:09.400 it's no like they're full-on possessed or sometimes you can still i can feel that this

01:28:15.000 person is like has a chance still right to like to get loose of this thing but it's holding on

01:28:23.700 to them tight and like i always have to i get this feeling of urgency like i need to like

01:28:28.440 help them like right away and i at least need to tell them the truth like um one of the things

01:28:34.720 it says in the Bible that I really like actually is that it's, it's like considered a sin or

01:28:41.860 whatever you could say. And I agree with this, that if you, if you don't tell your brother to

01:28:46.620 stop doing wrong, if you don't look at your brother or someone you love and say, Hey, like

01:28:50.620 what you're doing is wrong, um, that their blood will be on your hands because you didn't help

01:28:55.920 like lead them to righteousness. Right. Yep. You at least have to do that. Like, and so I have done

01:29:01.220 that and you know what it's almost never a fucking good experience but like at the end of the day you

01:29:05.560 can say okay i did all i could to help free this person of this entity that is trying to attach

01:29:11.420 themselves um yeah yeah yeah and that's why i made the reference of like you can see the demon in

01:29:17.220 some of them but then some of them you can just see the demon with its hand on the shoulder on

01:29:20.080 their shoulder yeah just kind of like hi i'm here just kind of hanging around got my one hand on

01:29:25.640 there i'm waiting for the other hand to go on the other shoulder kind of deal right like it's

01:29:29.580 and that's one thing too it's like in the past couple years when uh i'm gonna say basically

01:29:36.000 since they launched the fucking the attack on us because it was an attack i don't care what people

01:29:39.860 say it was it was an attack on humanity on march 13th of 2020s when as soon as they put that p

01:29:45.120 word pandemic out on the fucking radio people went nuts i looked at as an attack and that's

01:29:50.600 when i really started as soon as i saw that thing with the mass like in the news and i was like

01:29:55.040 looking outside and there's people were in mass i was like no this is fucked this is like this is

01:29:59.180 like they're faking this or something they're like doing something this is like way beyond what

01:30:03.180 they're saying right yeah but that's what i really but that's when i really started seeing

01:30:08.880 the the really demonic type of people come out it's it's almost like oh great now we get our

01:30:15.300 chance right and you've seen it in every fucking profession especially in the medical profession

01:30:19.860 you've seen some fucking evil people man of course there was the people that were just

01:30:23.880 going along because they wanted to keep their paycheck but then you you seen the people

01:30:28.860 that get off on being assholes that get off on being evil being sick being shit like that and

01:30:35.340 like i don't know how many times i've heard people talking about like uh being in medical

01:30:39.820 facilities and like uh they're reprimanding old people that can barely walk and stand and making

01:30:44.420 them stand outside and minus 30 for half an hour just because they can only have x amount of people

01:30:48.780 inside like it's just and they were getting off on it like oh yeah it's just that's why i was

01:30:54.580 telling you the story about my dad there because it's like that's like i've had firsthand and i've

01:30:59.240 had other experiences in my life like and like i'm not men bashing when i say this it's just that

01:31:04.720 because i had that for an example like it got me into other situations with men who are just like

01:31:10.700 that like have this demonic um spirit and sorry where was i going with that like in those professions

01:31:17.140 it's very vulnerable and it scares the shit out of me what's going on with the education system

01:31:21.800 right now is because they've made it so fucked up that none of the good teachers want to work

01:31:26.660 there yeah i don't blame them i know some of them still do because they feel obligated to the

01:31:31.060 children but it's leaving room for new positions for all of these um the soji fucking bullshit all

01:31:38.880 all newcomers that are on soji and the other thing too is like this is a good thing and it's

01:31:43.140 bad thing it's a double-edged sword there um is that all of the education in ontario whether it's

01:31:49.440 homeschool or like public education is actually unregulated if you go to the government websites

01:31:54.520 and you look up for every single fucking individual grade it says the exact same thing

01:32:00.160 over and over and over again all the way from fucking kindergarten to grade 12 okay it doesn't

01:32:06.380 have any specifics on what they're supposed to be learning it just says that they need to like

01:32:10.440 meet the the whatever like the teacher sets the standard as so really good for me for homeschooling

01:32:18.300 right because there's no it's unregulated so it's not like as long as i'm not like not like

01:32:24.880 as long as i'm giving some form of education right the child can read and you know what i mean yeah

01:32:30.160 they're happy and all that but it also leaves the door open in these public settings for them to

01:32:34.900 literally teach whatever they want like the teacher is like the king or queen of that fucking

01:32:38.820 classroom okay and they can they can pretty well teach whatever they want and how they managed to

01:32:44.520 introduced the Marxist ideology

01:32:47.380 is a lot of

01:32:49.020 because they knew a lot of these

01:32:51.320 older stock type of teachers

01:32:53.320 weren't, A, not

01:32:55.340 going to agree with a lot of the shit going on, and B,

01:32:57.400 not going to be part of any of it.

01:32:59.620 They knew this already, so

01:33:01.240 that's why in the college

01:33:03.280 and universities, they began to implement the

01:33:05.260 Marxist ideology into the up-and-coming

01:33:07.460 teachers. So when those

01:33:09.260 older teachers would be

01:33:11.100 basically moved

01:33:13.240 out of there that the new batch of teachers coming in would already be pre-indoctrinated

01:33:17.700 with the marxist ideology which then would get passed down to the children so they again like

01:33:22.880 these these bastards know exactly what they're doing right like it's oh they've like i've been

01:33:28.720 saying for a while like they've studied our history for the past 2 000 plus years on everything that

01:33:32.920 we've done every victory every loss everything right like and and and right down to the right

01:33:38.840 down to our esoteric beliefs they've studied it all and figured out ways to get into it and

01:33:43.560 manipulate it and everything like for instance in uh norse culture um the norse culture has been

01:33:48.960 very bastardized by the liberal left um for instance here's one here's one example of that

01:33:53.860 um because of the show vikings and uh media and pop culture they they seem to think that this was

01:34:02.240 brigades of shield maidens these all these warriors of shield maidens women warriors that

01:34:08.820 would go out into battle and do this and that like but if you go through any of the sagas

01:34:13.180 yes you'll come across women warriors yeah a few but you will never come across anything written

01:34:18.700 at all about shield maidens so they based this whole find on a find that was i think it was in

01:34:25.100 sweden about a hundred years ago it was a noble woman whose grave was found she was buried with

01:34:29.160 like a sword, a shield, a spear, a horse head,

01:34:32.440 and a few other items, right?

01:34:33.940 And it was the grave of a noble.

01:34:35.900 So what they managed to do is take that

01:34:38.460 and say that there was, oh, there was women warriors.

01:34:41.200 There was shield maidens.

01:34:42.020 And then the show Vikings comes out with Lagatha.

01:34:44.860 You know, Lagatha was a real person.

01:34:46.400 She was actually a warrior,

01:34:47.760 but she wasn't the leader of, like,

01:34:49.700 these massive brigades of shield brigades, right?

01:34:52.360 And now another one, too,

01:34:54.700 that I like to fucking blow out of the water

01:34:57.620 is uh the liberal left there about uh it was probably six seven years ago was going on about

01:35:02.460 how vikings are transgender and black really okay show me in history where there was a transgender

01:35:09.420 black viking please where in our sagas this is right and uh they go on about loki being like oh

01:35:16.360 he's the trend he's a transgender god uh no loki's not a transgender god he's technically

01:35:23.000 out of Jotun blood,

01:35:24.700 a giant's blood, and

01:35:26.300 they naturally have the gift of magic

01:35:28.860 genetically in them,

01:35:30.800 and he can shapeshift.

01:35:33.300 And so, no, he's not fucking

01:35:34.780 transsexual, he's a shapeshifter.

01:35:37.160 It's a very different thing, right?

01:35:39.080 So those are a couple different ways

01:35:41.020 that...

01:35:41.240 So those are a couple different ways that...

01:35:45.060 They did that at the Lost Kingdom, I know you...

01:35:47.020 Oh, you're cutting up pretty good there.

01:35:49.200 But they did that at the Lost Kingdom, too,

01:35:51.420 where

01:35:52.900 i haven't seen it yet like i suggest you like watching that because as far as historically

01:35:58.900 goes because like as we were watching the series we were like researching it as well

01:36:03.540 um the history um it's very very good until and they were on net it was on netflix they did it

01:36:09.360 right until the very end where they did like a two hour long like ending or whatever like

01:36:14.880 for it instead of like the regular show they had to put in um gay characters and they had to like

01:36:22.100 make the king of england gay or whatever but it turns out that like i don't know how why they did

01:36:26.780 this contract but they must have like totally tricked netflix into this fucking contract or

01:36:30.660 something because that king ends up being like totally incompetent and they make it look as if

01:36:36.120 his gay relationship made him that way and it makes it look bad for them and i'm like um and

01:36:42.680 it was funny because right before they made that netflix was going to kick them off and give hbo

01:36:47.280 the show but for whatever reason it came out that they actually had to go against that narrative

01:36:52.100 and show it as being something that makes men um lose their power and stuff like that so i thought

01:36:57.700 that was very interesting um but they didn't do any of like the crazy um like they didn't really

01:37:03.340 like involve too much like the history of like what is the gods and stuff like that but i think

01:37:08.080 yeah i know very good job at like they showed like the battles and like how they really lived

01:37:12.520 and there's like a bunch of like famous um ones like Ragnar and um Knut and um I don't there's a

01:37:21.020 bunch of them that are actually historically correct yeah that that particular show was

01:37:25.240 more historically accurate than what the tv show Vikings was oh yeah I couldn't watch that Viking

01:37:30.900 show it was like ridiculous to me like uh well there's a couple there's okay there's the tv show

01:37:37.040 Vikings uh that it wasn't bad like I liked it I thought it wasn't a bad show that like I like

01:37:41.800 the characters and how they portrayed everybody

01:37:43.640 and stuff like that. I thought that was well done.

01:37:45.580 The other Norse show that came out

01:37:47.600 called Norseman, it was like a slapstick comedy.

01:37:50.580 That was, I hated that show.

01:37:51.760 I was completely fucking insulted by that.

01:37:53.840 I had people tell me about that. Oh, you like

01:37:55.740 this show? And I was like, no, man, I was insulted.

01:37:57.560 They're like, what? I couldn't believe I was actually insulted

01:37:59.780 by it, but I was. I was actually insulted by it.

01:38:03.720 But the show The Last Kingdom is actually

01:38:05.860 historically correct.

01:38:09.340 Oh, I think you cut out there.

01:38:11.800 when I watch show Vikings?

01:38:13.420 Oh, can you hear me now?

01:38:15.820 Still kind of choppy there.

01:38:17.200 Can you hear me now?

01:38:19.900 Oh, one second.

01:38:22.040 Can you hear me?

01:38:23.020 Sorry.

01:38:24.000 Yeah, no, that's fine.

01:38:24.720 That's all right.

01:38:25.180 Yeah, I can hear you.

01:38:27.720 The reason why I think I didn't like the show Vikings

01:38:30.060 is because I watched The Last Kingdom first.

01:38:33.220 Yeah, okay.

01:38:34.740 It just kind of racked it.

01:38:35.700 Like, any Viking show after that,

01:38:37.340 because of, like, the historical crash,

01:38:39.900 it just was, like, no good for me.

01:38:41.800 but um also like that that series is was actually a set of books before i think it's like 13 books

01:38:48.280 and they're all written in like old english so it's very high level um

01:38:53.480 i have uh one of the books uh the last game by bernard cromwell i think oh yeah yeah i have one

01:39:02.640 of them yeah yeah yeah no i thought that was an interesting show i never did i watched a few

01:39:09.660 episodes of the first season but i didn't get a chance to watch it watch the rest of it so

01:39:13.820 it was pretty good like again what i what it sounded like to me when you're describing the

01:39:18.740 end of it there it kind of sounds like uh just the destruction of like the patriarchal system

01:39:24.000 right like now there were times i guess in the past like in the past obviously we know that

01:39:28.760 the patriarchal system wasn't a good idea or failed because of like morons um but you're right

01:39:37.160 though it's like the the dehumanizing of the male culture the male species right and and i think that

01:39:43.560 is has a lot to do with the whole spiritual spirituality aspect of it too is because the

01:39:48.240 male um the male role in uh spiritual spirituality is very important is just as a female role

01:39:54.740 and if the female role is taken down then it would be easier to take down the entire spirituality of

01:40:00.360 of everything um that's i've always kind of thought like that because i looked at how the

01:40:04.780 communists would do it right like say for instance in like soviet russia and stuff like that like

01:40:08.840 they take down the men they take down the religious men the religious figures but it

01:40:13.000 always be the men first and then they would it would just leave everybody else like oh my god

01:40:17.180 there goes our leader shit then it'd be easy to be taken over right yeah so i look at it i'll look

01:40:21.940 at it and women women have a really hard time like myself like because of our genetic imprint

01:40:29.200 dealing with high stress situations like when women are creating a lot of testosterone it like

01:40:33.280 does things to your body that aren't good it either makes you gain a lot of weight or it makes

01:40:37.540 you like incredibly thin and like just makes you unhealthy uh to deal with those kind of things

01:40:42.020 and it puts you like just that alone is enough to put a woman in a feminist mindset when she sees

01:40:49.280 the what we're supposed to be like the strongest men in her community falling and that's why they

01:40:54.020 do that right is because if those men fall then what hope is there right if you are taking on the

01:40:58.920 strongest man yeah yeah yeah no it's a multi-faceted attack against us it really is

01:41:06.560 and uh and i think that's like again like yeah i'm gonna end this at about two hours so we got

01:41:12.800 about 20 minutes left um but but when it comes to the spirituality um we we've got to hold on to

01:41:19.700 that and we've got to like i wouldn't say push it down people's throats because again people are

01:41:23.760 gonna do what they really want humans are humans human nature you can't change that but in the

01:41:28.220 same respect um a lot of people need to understand a lot of people do understand but a lot of people

01:41:32.820 don't understand that it's it's under attack especially christianity is majorly under attack

01:41:37.440 and i as a non-christian see that um for instance like at the beginning of the pandemic there and

01:41:42.860 they started closing down all the churches and like arresting people and then that footage with

01:41:46.380 all their polowski coming in right into his church and then the other footage of them putting a fence

01:41:50.880 around that uh that other guy's church i was like i'm sitting here going holy fuck i can't believe

01:41:56.520 this and i'd have friends of mine say to me oh haha you must be loving this i'll go no this is

01:42:01.720 disgusting they're like what and they couldn't understand why i why i was against that they

01:42:06.580 figure i'd be all for that it's like no i'm not for that at all and they and so i'd say them

01:42:11.200 straight out i'm like that's an attack on ideology matter doesn't matter what you believe if they

01:42:15.520 can show close down a church what are they going to close down fucking next just because it closed

01:42:19.760 down a church they're coming for everybody and and also what they didn't understand is by closing

01:42:24.120 the churches down that's what i knew right away that it was a communist attack because the

01:42:28.800 communists hate christians they don't like them don't like them whatever what's so fucking ever

01:42:35.140 right and so that's why i was and that's why i like i had a lot of uh i was on a couple facebook

01:42:39.540 pages at the time and there were like like really like a couple of them were like born again christian

01:42:43.920 pages and stuff with that right because they put up some good information about like stuff going

01:42:47.580 on in the planet and shit like that right and i talked with a couple of them and i tell them

01:42:51.820 straight out like i'm not a christian i'd explain who i am and uh and i tell them straight out i was

01:42:57.280 just like we face the same enemy and i would stand shoulder by shoulder with you against this enemy

01:43:02.080 like it doesn't matter what we believe you're standing right beside me brother man it's like

01:43:05.540 and i used to tell these people like they're closing your churches out west you guys need

01:43:10.160 a bunch of crazy vikings to like bust down that fence and see and then hold guard so you guys can

01:43:14.800 uh to have your worship because like uh because we have a different uh a little bit of an ideology

01:43:20.240 when it comes to going down for the all father that's a promotion so yeah exactly exactly yeah

01:43:27.360 they they've done so much to separate us like even like i'll take it back to the bible again

01:43:31.580 when they wrote the kjv they definitely um from the lost sea scrolls or whatever obviously they

01:43:38.760 changed things there's probably things in there they didn't want us to see and from it's so hard

01:43:43.000 to get into all the history and one sitting here because i could go on the history for hours but

01:43:47.440 if you really really go back all the way back before say like the norse culture was like

01:43:54.140 existed maybe or like the christian culture existed um and like the way we see it today

01:44:00.180 or like the last like 1500 years or more or even i want to say past way past the times like before

01:44:06.660 jesus like and everything like that we all are coming from the same place at the end of the day

01:44:12.600 we all are right no matter what we call it so if we can all agree that yeah we're coming from like

01:44:18.800 like like the same thing created all men and all women right then that doesn't that make everyone

01:44:24.400 your brothers and sisters regardless of what you call it and how you practice it right uh that's

01:44:28.820 how i see it yeah that's what brings me together with everyone else is is just that is knowing that

01:44:35.740 like there is one thing out there whatever it is i probably none of us probably have the right name

01:44:41.180 for it it loves us all and there's a reason why we're all here in this time together and i think

01:44:47.440 there's a and i think there's a very good reason why it keeps us all guessing

01:44:51.160 i i think there's a i think that's a very uh prevalent reason why it keeps us all guessing

01:44:58.520 because nobody knows for sure because people keep saying it's this way it's that way or whatever the

01:45:03.820 case may be like everybody's got their books and stuff like that but at the end of the day it's up

01:45:07.840 there going i'm gonna keep these all guessing i'm just like it's like even in our culture like

01:45:15.340 even in our own culture people say well odin says this and odin says that and like whatever

01:45:20.480 the case may be but at the end of the day that was just spoken word so it could have just been

01:45:26.920 some dude just changed a couple words here and there and says yeah he says this so this is the

01:45:31.540 way it is meanwhile they're up there going no that's not how i fucking said it at all like what

01:45:34.920 the fuck's going on you guys like you're taking everything that we're saying and twirl turning

01:45:38.480 around like smack smack smack smack smack like yeah yeah no i totally agree and if we can like

01:45:45.760 just come together on those values of like honor and respect and even like things like like love

01:45:51.500 and and and the spiritual things too because you know what like you could have a viking and a

01:45:57.380 christian probably in the same room experience having the same spiritual experience at the same

01:46:02.740 time and they believe in two different ideologies all together right yes so it's it's just that

01:46:09.020 it's just that energy that energy of good and energy of evil right it's but it's being able

01:46:15.300 to distinguish and stay on the path of which is which right yeah and that's that's what i was

01:46:20.600 explaining there the other night on one of the streams the difference between the left-hand path

01:46:23.660 and the right-hand paths like there's a reason why the leftists the liberals there's a reason

01:46:27.860 why they're called the left-hand path is because traditionally a lot of the ideologies are

01:46:32.040 very left wing that would go down the side of the leftist esoteric ideology to begin with anyway

01:46:38.200 whereas a lot of the right wing is based on a lot of the right side of the esoteric

01:46:43.400 ideology and but a lot of people still get divided think it's a political thing when it's actually

01:46:48.400 not the whole left right thing is actually based in a spiritual aspect right yeah and a lot of

01:46:53.400 people don't a lot of people don't get that especially at this point and it's funny because

01:46:58.240 that spiritual aspect is making it into the politics but now it's like so like you like

01:47:04.580 you said like so far controlled by the marxism it's that like even right is left now yeah at this

01:47:10.520 point and um that's why we have like i totally don't give a shit about what happens really

01:47:18.120 politically uh like who's gonna win that vote or whatever because at the end of the day they're

01:47:26.040 all just going to try and screw us in whatever way they can find whatever way they can do like

01:47:29.940 satisfying or whatever so yep that doesn't matter what matters is are you on the left-hand path or

01:47:36.960 on the right-hand path and right is righteous right so there's a reason why they call the right wing

01:47:42.820 yeah but like i don't say that because like i say i'm a right winger or anything like that like

01:47:49.340 there's like some liberal some liberal type policies that i do personally agree with but

01:47:54.860 that doesn't make me a fucking flaming leftist liberal or anything like that like it's just

01:47:59.760 again it comes down to the moral moral compass the moral code you're right and uh and i agree

01:48:07.460 with you when it comes to the democrats started out like more more conservative than like what

01:48:14.660 the conservatives than like what the republicans are now you know what i mean like that's how it

01:48:21.000 what it originally started and it's backwards and upside down yeah well they they were very

01:48:27.080 successful in flipping the script when it comes to american politics oh they were very successful

01:48:31.360 and flipped on that script around like oh boy like you tell an average normie today that the

01:48:36.320 republican party was started by free black slaves and the same with the nra they'd look at you like

01:48:40.620 what and then you show them the actual history that that's actually true yeah and they're like

01:48:46.140 oh my god well that's the truth you you guys are going on you got all you democrats are going on

01:48:51.040 about how you republicans are racist and this and that but the republican party wouldn't be around

01:48:55.160 if it wasn't for free black slaves so yeah like it's just it's like i'd be in the middle i'd be

01:49:05.360 like politically i'd probably like be in the middle but like i don't want to be in the middle

01:49:08.980 of that shit show like that's that's all it is now so i'm like i'm just not yeah

01:49:12.920 yeah no like i like yeah like i've i can't say i'm not not political like i do watch quite a bit

01:49:21.900 of it and keep an eye on it and stuff like that oh yeah i'm an information fucking sponge right

01:49:26.420 so i'm always been reading this right get ahead of the game kind of like yeah yeah you don't watch

01:49:34.100 anything it's like i got family that's npcs and they don't know what the fuck's going on they

01:49:37.840 have no fucking idea what's going on and i'm like holy how can you not know what's going on

01:49:42.960 oh yeah no i hear you on that like thankfully my parents are quite uh they're based and quite

01:49:48.680 wide awake so i don't worry about like my mom and my stepdad that's they're pretty quite wide awake

01:49:52.820 um but uh my brother he's uh he lives down in toronto and uh with uh now that we're seeing

01:49:59.040 all the cultural enrichment going on he takes the subway every day to work and so uh i'm kind

01:50:04.620 where i'm worried about that um because i don't give a rat's ass who fucking says racist or not

01:50:09.300 the cities aren't safe they're enough fucking safe people get the fuck out of the cities if

01:50:14.600 you can man especially any any city over 10 000 people yeah i keep telling my sister too

01:50:22.960 she's like she's like no we like much compassion and all that told them that i like don't talk

01:50:32.480 that way about people and I'm like dude like not talking about all of them I'm talking about there

01:50:36.720 are some of them and I'm warning you like you need to get the fuck out of there like you're

01:50:40.120 going to be in a 15-minute city and your job is going to be obsolete soon because it's going to

01:50:43.780 be AI or someone else is going to take your job like the only like stronghold I see us having is

01:50:49.700 trying to find like some some way to get out of the way and to be have our own resources and stuff

01:50:56.880 like that that's the only way I see it work I see it working seeing anyone being uh saving

01:51:01.280 themselves out of this situation yeah and it's all about self-responsibility you have to do it

01:51:06.320 yourself no one's going to do it for you and it's going to take like a huge like leap in your

01:51:11.920 like mental like a mental path to be able to take someone who's being in the city

01:51:18.540 okay can you repeat what you said there you chopped up pretty good there dread life

01:51:27.040 um i said like it would take like a mental triathlon to like get

01:51:34.780 even think about doing that because you can't just do it overnight and i keep

01:51:41.920 warning people like no you need to get started now actually you needed to get started like

01:51:45.560 five years ago yeah yeah yeah no you're right about that yeah or it's not going to survive

01:51:51.900 you end up in the bush and you just try and start and you're in like the middle of a freaking

01:51:56.120 uh or something like that some crazy shit going on you're not gonna like that's a sad part i fear

01:52:03.340 for those people and i'm sad for them already yeah yeah i hear you on that you were chopping

01:52:10.780 up pretty good there uh i caught most of what you said but some of it i did miss no no no no that's

01:52:15.560 fine i know you probably got a shoddy connection so no that's all good that's all good um so we

01:52:21.820 got about eight minutes left here um so that was a great uh great uh great discussion i'm gonna

01:52:28.180 honestly say that was fucking awesome um i think people should have more discussions like this kind

01:52:33.200 of like people want to uh oh tom are your people waiting for a messiah no when it comes to the

01:52:40.140 north we norse we don't really have that type of ideology um first of all our we have what's

01:52:49.520 called the norns and so what that basically means is the moment we're born our fate is carved into

01:52:54.760 the tree the trunk of vigor seal so whether we live a week a month a day 10 years 100 years

01:53:01.440 it's all up to what the norns decide um so when it comes to a messiah not necessarily like odin

01:53:07.280 has looked at like this again there's there's 12 plus gods so there's not really a messiah

01:53:13.860 type when it comes to the north to be honest um we just when it comes to the it's just you just

01:53:20.580 strive to be the best people that you can be really like and that would uh they'll make the

01:53:26.240 god smile upon you like we don't we don't ask the gods to help us with doing these things we ask the

01:53:32.000 gods to help us with the strength to do these for ourselves these things for ourselves right

01:53:37.000 and that's kind of like how that we look at things right like like say for instance like um

01:53:41.620 i'm trying to think of a good scenario here um you like you want the strength to overcome

01:53:46.340 something out of your work or whatever the case may be instead of like how we would look at it is

01:53:50.440 like the wisdom and the guidance to overcome it for ourself i don't know if i'm making any sense

01:53:56.860 here um oh yeah right it's just got a helicopter flying outside distracted oh yeah no the fucking

01:54:05.340 cars driving outside here too like i live in a busy street so i get distracted sometimes i'll

01:54:10.460 be talking and next thing there's fucking sirens going on over here it's like for fuck's sakes

01:54:13.860 or some ass drunk crackhead yelling his face off or something like that so uh no messiah just

01:54:19.720 because when you hear something it's like no one like you can't like drive past my house like

01:54:24.520 there's no way like we're like landlocked here there's only like one way in so it's like when

01:54:29.160 you hear something outside you always check yeah it's usually mr green thumb says here no messiah

01:54:37.000 just a worthwhile battlefield well i'm gonna be honest when it comes to this particular thing like

01:54:42.860 you hear in pop culture the valhalla val hall yeah now that is what what is most strived for

01:54:50.360 when it comes to north culture but if you take a look at what it is um you're basically dying to

01:54:57.600 go to a hall where all you're doing every day is fighting and dying and being resurrected the next

01:55:03.720 day to fight and die to be resurrected the next day to fight and die like it's basically you're

01:55:07.820 going from one battle to another so in a sense to in some aspects it's you're actually better off

01:55:13.940 going with freya than you would be with odin now i'm not poo-pooing going with alholt or anything

01:55:18.340 like that like that's where the fallen warriors go they're called einheim jar and that's in where

01:55:25.180 the gallant warrior warrior would want to go um but there's uh in norse mythology there's multiple

01:55:30.100 afterlives like you go with you can go with odin you go with freya if you're or if you're just like

01:55:34.660 to die of old age or sickness you go to what's called hellheim now people get me the misunderstanding

01:55:39.900 about hell as soon as they hear the three words hell at the beginning of it they go oh my god

01:55:44.340 it's hell it's purgatory for this and that i go no no no no it hell is old norse just means dead

01:55:49.840 that's all hell means is dead and so hellheim means land of the dead or how realm of the dead

01:55:56.440 and so that's where you go when you die of old age or sickness and it's and how it's written in a

01:56:02.080 lot of the uh old sagas and different rune stones this is basically how we live on earth it's just

01:56:06.040 another continuation of it but there is a region of niflheim that where the scumbags and pieces of

01:56:12.860 go it's called niflhell and in this particular region now first of all the goddess of dead hell

01:56:18.340 she's born of loki so she's born of half malice so half of her is alive half of her is a corpse

01:56:23.840 so the old age and dishonorable dead and died of sickness when they go they see her living half

01:56:31.360 the scumbags when they go to nifl hell they are locked in a single position for eternity

01:56:37.260 until ragnarok and they all they see is her dead rotting half and they're locked in one position

01:56:42.040 with snake venom continuously dripping on them so there is a purgatory there is a hell or whatever

01:56:46.840 you want to call it right um so there is multiple different types of types when it comes to that

01:56:51.900 Now, it's also said that our one god, Njord, he's, like, he's a sea god, comes from Vanaheim.

01:56:57.720 Now, there's rumors that, like, if you're a follower of Njord, you go to, like, the fisherman's afterlife called Njeldton.

01:57:02.520 So, I don't really know if that's true or not.

01:57:04.280 But, again, it could be modern liberal revisionism, too, at the same time when it comes to that particular story, right?

01:57:09.660 Good.

01:57:10.260 So.

01:57:11.080 Well, it's similar to, like, in the Christian belief, like, about what is the afterlife.

01:57:15.560 like they say like the priests and the pastors stuff they'll tell you like oh you know you like

01:57:23.080 immediately go to hell or like you immediately go to heaven but like that's not what actually

01:57:27.800 what it says in the bible um like if you're taking that as your your your truth or whatever

01:57:33.660 it says that um go to a place called shoal okay and it's a resting place for the dead

01:57:41.740 and everybody wait there okay for jesus to come to do his return the revelation and whatever

01:57:48.800 and um everybody gets resurrected and judged at the same time by god at that point by jesus

01:57:55.780 so like i've read that before say oh i don't like i'm yeah like it says it literally

01:58:01.500 that we all go to a resting place where our foes at rest and like we're not fully conscious while

01:58:08.860 there actually and then when jesus returns we will all be um some people though there's some

01:58:17.900 people though i think and i can't remember i so i like i don't want to misquote it but basically

01:58:22.140 what it says is that there's certain people that are so demonically possessed that they they um

01:58:29.420 are like stuck longer or something like that they have to wait longer you know the thing about like

01:58:33.820 the millstone around the neck and like throwing them into the sea for the people that heard the

01:58:38.620 the children have schools that in the bible it would be better to have a millstone wrapped around

01:58:41.540 your neck and be thrown in the depth of the sea why than to harm one of these little ones that

01:58:44.780 belongs to me that's what it says and the reason why it's so bad actually to have a millstone

01:58:49.860 wrapped around your neck and be put in the depth of the sea is because your body like isn't laid

01:58:53.100 in the earth and they're in the depth of the sea there's also entrances to inside of the earth

01:59:01.160 okay where a lot of like there's demonic things going on and stuff like that and so you get put

01:59:06.600 close to that but also it there's no going to heaven okay in the bible heaven will be brought

01:59:12.780 down to earth is what it says so you're not going anywhere okay like if you're going to heaven you're

01:59:19.000 going to be here and it's going to come here that's it says the same type of thing for ragnarok

01:59:24.460 um at the end of ragnarok when the battle's done and the earth sinks into the sea another one is

01:59:30.560 rises and reborn and basically it's it's that's what would be the final utopia the final like

01:59:37.880 heaven on earth or if you want to call it that right and uh but again at the same time what's

01:59:44.380 that sorry it's very similar to uh the great flood oh yes well the floods happen in all cultures you

01:59:50.520 can go through pretty much every culture and you'll find uh something written about a flood

01:59:54.060 so something did happen on the planet actually that caused that in a reality aspect because

01:59:59.820 that's written down in like literally every culture every religious script like everything

02:00:03.640 you'll find a flood which i find is quite interesting again in almost all of them as well

02:00:07.900 oh i think we're gonna see it soon to be honest yeah because like i like well because again like

02:00:13.420 because we're at two hours now so uh i'll uh give some closing statements here um i do think in my

02:00:19.180 personal opinion now this is just my personal opinion but i do believe that we are living in

02:00:22.780 the end times um ragnarok 2.0 as i like to call it um because if like again if like you look at

02:00:29.160 the revelation because i've actually read quite a bit of revelation at the bible and we're seeing

02:00:33.000 a lot of that happening and uh and that's coming from somebody that's not a christian saying that

02:00:37.300 we're actually seeing a lot of revelation happen but we're actually seeing a lot of stuff as well

02:00:41.320 in the the old scriptures of the norse when it comes to the what happens during ragnarok and how

02:00:45.420 ragnarok happens and what goes on during that we're seeing a lot of that as well right down

02:00:49.700 to even the odd weather events so i find that quite interesting so like even though again

02:00:55.840 different belief structures we're seeing the same thing and that's one thing that we all

02:01:01.680 two different names for the apocalypse essentially yeah well apocalypse itself doesn't mean the end

02:01:09.920 apocalypse is latin for the unveiling that's what apocalypse which is what revelation means right

02:01:15.880 it's like to reveal yeah yeah yeah and i think a lot of people are actually starting to have that

02:01:21.280 happen like uh having the blinders ripped off or a type of psychic or a type of psychic apocalypse

02:01:28.040 happening where people are seeing things now they're listening to their gut like yes there

02:01:32.360 are a lot of people not doing that but then there are a lot of people that are doing that

02:01:35.400 they're finally seeing it through the fucking through our eyes finally after all these years

02:01:39.960 kind of deal right and climate change but okay so i'm gonna end it so that was uh that was a

02:01:45.860 great conversation tried life um thanks for coming on and we should definitely do this again

02:01:50.300 and uh we should look and see if there's other people that want to come on with us that are

02:01:53.920 have the same type of mindset that want to talk about it talk about this with us and uh it's uh

02:01:58.460 i think it's a good idea because like yeah we do have the political fight and the fight with

02:02:02.840 culture but we also have a very spiritual fight ahead of us and we are a lot of us are already in

02:02:07.080 and i think the more we address that i think we can like i said before put a good dent in the

02:02:11.280 enemy with it right yeah i agree we could uh do a panel sometime and uh you know like yeah say

02:02:17.660 four or six of us or whatever and and get into it again sometime i'm just welcome yeah definitely

02:02:23.480 for sure um okay well you have yourself a great afternoon and uh if rogue's listening hi rogue if

02:02:28.700 not say hi to rogue for me and uh thanks for everybody that uh joined and uh thanks for

02:02:36.540 everybody that joined in the chat and listened to our conversation and uh everybody have a great

02:02:40.840 afternoon see you later see you later

Tom McCue - March 01, 2024

Taking back our spirituality

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