Chris Shelton is an ex-Scientologist, author and YouTuber who spent 27 years in one shape or form in the Church of Scientology. In this episode, he shares his story of how he became a member of the group, how he got recruited, and what it was like growing up in the cult.
00:00:45.460You spent 27 years in one shape or form in that whole situation.
00:00:49.540Tell everybody from the very beginning to the very end, how did that all happen?
00:00:53.300Excellent. I was four years old when my parents got involved.
00:00:57.040and yeah my uncle wrangled my dad in my dad wrangled my mom in and they did communications
00:01:04.300classes and thought it was the bees knees and they started becoming Scientologists and
00:01:10.280and they were divorced and they got back together so my entire childhood I credited
00:01:19.820to Scientology to having a family that was the big selling point for me as a kid
00:01:26.920And then I was sort of around it, raised with the principles of it, just like any other religious household.
00:01:34.340It was pretty, you know, pretty hardcore indoctrination.
00:01:38.600All of my parents, friends, friends, you know, all of that, Scientologists.
00:01:44.360So very kind of bubble world-y sort of growing up.
00:01:48.140Even though I did go to public school, I did have that experience.
00:01:51.160and then after high school or actually while I was still in high school is when I started doing
00:01:57.980my own class work and really getting involved so that when I finished high school they recruited me
00:02:04.760to join staff and start working for the church and they totally changed my career path I was
00:02:10.020going to go be a writer and you know I was kind of aspiring to be a new Stephen King or something
00:02:14.900And this is 1987. This is back a ways. And I was instead convinced that my talents would better be utilized saving the world. And I went all in. They really got me. And so I ended up working for the church.
00:02:33.400And I worked in Santa Barbara at the local Church of Scientology there for eight years.
00:02:39.280It was a very hard existence because I had a full-time job at the church, which was considered
00:02:58.140And so really the only time I had off was weekend nights to do my laundry and stuff like that.
00:03:03.900That was my existence for about eight years.
00:03:05.920I was really dedicated, really hardcore.
00:03:08.520And there's a lot of abusive nonsense that happened during those eight years while I was in Santa Barbara.
00:03:15.040But that pales in comparison to what happened when I was 25.
00:03:18.800And I decided, well, this Santa Barbara thing is fun and nice and all that with Scientology.
00:03:24.660And we're trying to make a difference in the world with this.
00:03:27.560But we're not. We're small. We're tiny. There's nothing really happening here. I want to make a difference. I got to save the world. I was really on that bandwagon. So I stepped up to what is called the Sea Organization. SEA, as in the ocean.
00:03:44.180It's a paramilitary naval outfit that Hubbard created all by himself, invented it in 1967.
00:03:52.720And the most hardcore, really the most fanatical Scientologists are the ones who go into or get recruited for the Sea Organization.
00:04:02.460And that's a 24-7, all you're doing is Scientology kind of a setup.
00:04:10.680So you go and you live on a Sea Org base, which is set up like a military base with dorms and a galley, and they feed you and they uniform you in uniforms, and it's yes, sir, no, sir, and ranks and ratings and all of it. It's all there.
00:04:24.900And there's about 4,000 to 5,000. I think when I was in, it's about 5,000. I think now it's descended down to about 3,500 people internationally who are the Sea Org.
00:04:36.280so it's a small group and we had it in our minds that we were saving the world
00:04:42.600and it was a very very physically and emotionally it ordeal it was an ordeal it was it was quite
00:04:51.140a thing and that was that was another 17 years that i did that wow yeah i was i was really
00:05:00.000dedicated and i and i and i really want i keep saying that because i want to get across to people
00:05:04.900that the power of a purpose, of a belief, of an idea is there isn't anything, I believe there is
00:05:14.280nothing in this world more powerful than what we can do with our ideas. And I kind of lived that
00:05:21.080for 25 years working for the church. I had so many bad experiences, I cannot even begin to detail
00:05:28.800them all here. But for example, three years of that 17 years was spent on a re-education
00:05:35.960prison-type program called the Rehabilitation Project Force. It's an internal Maoist re-education
00:05:42.500camp that exists within the Sea Org, within the world of Scientology. It's not a well-known thing.
00:05:48.680And it took me three years to go through this quote-unquote rehabilitation program,
00:05:54.140which really meant that I was spending most of my day, anywhere from 10 to 13, 14 hours a day,
00:06:02.500on hard physical labor. Retarring roofs in the hot summer sun, setting up stages and events,
00:06:10.940building furniture, hardcore stuff. And that wasn't too much fun. That was the first time I
00:06:17.580ever broke a bone in my body, doing some work there and getting pushed around. And there was
00:06:24.700a guy who lost an eye. There were people who had very, very bad physical things happen to them as
00:06:29.640a result of that program. And I'm not even getting into right now the depths of the psychological
00:06:36.400manipulation that occurs. I called it a Maoist re-education camp because that's actually the
00:06:42.240closest thing i can think of to describe what this what this program was like and that was just
00:06:49.060one part of the whole experience the entire scientology experience is one of mental and
00:06:54.840you know psychological and emotional manipulation and uh i was physically assaulted there's physical
00:07:00.780violence as well so um it was not a fun time but it was you know it was it was a life of dedication
00:07:10.480and discipline and it was and i thought in my mind i was comparing it to the kind of dedication
00:07:16.520that one would see in monks or or nuns in a monastery type of situation like it's that
00:07:24.000you know we're dedicated we are hardcore we mean it we're in it to win it and there was a lot of
00:07:29.780esprit de corps there was a lot of like yeah we're riling each other up all the time right
00:07:33.820but at the same time here's the problem with this is one we weren't saving the world and two
00:07:39.620it's a snitch culture. It's a 1984 kind of culture, quite literally. So you're always
00:07:47.980reporting on each other. And it's a very domineering authoritarian setup. And your rights,
00:07:56.100your human rights, your civil rights, they don't matter in an environment like that.
00:08:00.680The mission is the only thing that matters, what we're doing. And of course, after all these years
00:08:08.320of abuse and nonsense, I started waking up.
00:08:13.120It was a slow process because it had been something
00:16:04.200So there's a lot of hope. There's a lot of like, wow, there's a big, wide, there's all these possibilities. And similar to the confidential upper levels of the Mormon LDS church, there's a concept at the higher levels of Scientology that you actually achieve a state of godhood.
00:16:23.980and that through the practices of Scientology,
00:16:52.940Well, not only does it sound great, but actually it's not entirely out of whack with quite a lot of different spiritual movements, religious and cultural movements throughout history. So, so far, I'm not, I mean, I'm not saying it's necessarily appealing to me, but it's not out of whack with quite a lot of other movements, let's say.
00:17:15.300Exactly. You're nailing it. And, and that's the surface. That's the veneer. That's the sales job,
00:17:20.980right? Here's, here's what it is. It's this great thing. And we're going to improve you.
00:17:24.820We're going to give you a toolkit for life. We're going to give you all these practical tools you
00:17:29.520can use to handle your finances, communicate with your kids, get along better with your boss or your
00:17:36.200spouse, you know, real practical living stuff. And do they do, do they give you that? Do they
00:17:41.860give you tools to do that does that stuff work well some of it does some of the time right and
00:17:48.280lower level common sense stuff right like for example uh a scientology principle is when in
00:17:56.560doubt communicate well that's a principle that served me pretty well if i'm having a problem
00:18:03.700with somebody i communicate to them about it i don't just sit on it and i don't just make
00:18:08.520assumptions. And a lot of people have problems with that. They have a problem with stepping up
00:18:14.360and having what could potentially be a confrontational conversation, either with
00:18:19.080friends or somebody they're having a problem with. Scientology has some practical exercises
00:18:24.700you can do in one of their lower level communications classes that can teach you to
00:18:29.600be a little bit more bold and a little bit more willing to step up. It doesn't teach you to yell
00:18:35.300and scream at people as a confrontational measure,
00:18:38.200it teaches you how to look somebody in the eye
00:18:40.660and say something that somebody else can hear.
00:18:45.140This is really Toastmasters-level stuff.
00:22:47.820And one of the things that I've learned is that, you know, when you become a public figure, and I'm sure you guys are aware of this, right, it limits your options in some cases.
00:22:58.600You can't go out all the time in some situations or, you know, especially the big celebrities, right?
00:26:21.140Chris, I want to open it up to beyond just Scientology.
00:26:25.700And I think the question that interests me is, what's the difference between a cult, which is, I think, what you would say Scientology is, and the religion?
00:36:42.680I can agree with all those things philosophically, but what do people do with them?
00:36:48.940Well, some people go so extreme with them.
00:36:51.540They're so into having, you know, human rights for everybody that they'll kill you if you don't agree.
00:36:56.500they'll strip you of your human rights and say that's justified because you know you're standing
00:37:04.040in my way it's it becomes this my way or the highway this extremism this fanaticism about it
00:37:11.320this inability to consider that other points of view or other ways of of of seeing a thing
00:37:19.600could be legitimate could have any reality or truth connected to it in any way right that when
00:37:25.660you have that refusal that nope nope nope you know the whole alternative facts thing
00:37:32.120all of that is very culty thinking because it's it's all about confirmation bias it's all about
00:37:40.380motivated reasoning these are terms we use to describe this kind of thinking this like
00:37:44.760this is the i have the conclusion i already know what's true so if you're going to try to tell me
00:37:52.460something that's not this, I know, I don't even have to hear it. I don't even have to listen to
00:37:58.940you. I don't have to grant you any importance or anything like that because nothing you say
00:38:05.380matters because I already know the truth. That's the attitude of a cultist. And we see that in the
00:38:12.780woke communities. Do you think that in terms of when, since we've moved across into the political
00:38:19.680realm and the cultural realm. Is that the only cult that you see at the moment or is there other
00:38:25.640stuff going on as well? Oh, gosh, no. I see cultic activity and propaganda techniques being
00:38:32.940leveraged against people on all sides of the political spectrums. Every social issue. I mean,
00:38:37.840it really comes down to, for me, I sort of have a bit of a sociological look at it.
00:38:44.980You know, I bounce between psychology and sociology all the time because I'm looking at groups and I'm looking at individuals. And so I can talk, you know, I kind of think with both of these things. And sociologically, every group has this kind of lunatic fringe, extreme band to it, these true believers.
00:39:04.300And it just kind of organically develops almost. It's not helped at all, though, when you get a leader or a leadership, like a group, like the elders that run the JWs, who are inciting and promoting and pushing and propagandizing for that kind of extreme view.
00:39:28.300view. And that's what we see a lot in politics these days. A lot of people riling up, trying to
00:39:37.120create, you know, trying to be their own little Trumps, let's say, you know, because we can use
00:39:41.160that as an example. I mean, all politicians are kind of like this, but, you know, they try to
00:39:47.560rile it up. And we've seen so much of that now on both ends of the political spectrums, on these
00:39:55.140social issues that we are that that's very divided. It's a very divided situation. And that's that's
00:40:02.800because of the propaganda that's leveled against people. Can you give us an example? So we'll talk
00:40:07.620about the woke stuff in detail, I'm sure, but maybe elsewhere, because I certainly see that in
00:40:16.200the woke side of things. And I mean, I guess if you went all the way to the like the extreme of
00:40:21.340like QAnon and whatever, it does exist on the right. But to me, that is a tiny majority fringe
00:40:26.980where I think the woke movement seems to be much more commonplace and widespread. At least that's
00:40:31.460my interpretation. So can you give me your sense of where else it's happening and some of that you
00:40:37.780talk about the propaganda techniques? Can you give us some examples? Absolutely. Well, cable news
00:40:43.620networks, right? I mean, that's to me one of the biggest problems I see in our modern world is
00:40:50.660is cable news networks and becoming propaganda machines
00:40:53.640rather than sources of information or news.
00:40:57.000We did a show on this a couple of weeks ago on my channel
00:40:59.480where, you know, can a news source become a cult, become culty?
00:41:46.400Just so people understand, sorry, just to finish this point,
00:41:49.080A news station is a station that reports to you events that have happened.
00:41:55.140A propaganda station is a station that tells you what you should think about the thing that's happened.
00:42:04.600And by the way, leaves out all the other stuff that's happened and only shows you one aspect of things that it wants you to focus in on.
00:42:12.460Exactly. What we have seemed to have either gone into denial about or don't even really generally understand is that the news has become, it is big business. It's huge business. And so it's not just about delivering objective information anymore. It's about changing hearts and minds.
00:42:39.840It's about manipulating hearts and minds.
00:44:21.360You know, you just start assigning, it's just the teammanship, the tribalism that is part of us.
00:44:27.500You can use information to rile up that tribalism, that partisanship.
00:44:33.820Because what you do, and here's how you do it.
00:44:36.000The specific way that it's done, one of the most powerful ways that it's done is by othering, by making the people who don't agree with you, that don't see things the way you see them, as different, as inhuman, as monsters, as aliens, as like people who are not you, are not good like you are, are not informed, are not smart like you are, right?
00:45:01.740This is part of the propaganda effort is the people who watch our news station are informed, fair, balanced, smart people.
00:45:14.520All those other ignorant boobs out there don't know anything.
00:45:18.700And in fact, some of them are actively working against you and want to see you dead.
00:45:24.000when you get this kind of messaging out of a news platform
00:45:29.200you have a very you know you you're capable of creating an incredibly divided
00:45:35.920society do you not find it incredibly worrying chris that you see you've seen these tactics
00:45:45.060being used in organizations as nefarious as scientology yet you turn on mainstream media
00:45:52.240what should be objective reporting effects. And you're seeing the same techniques being used again.
00:45:57.740That is exactly why I'm sitting here with you right now, because that's what's kept me
00:46:03.420sort of going as a creator, as a content creator. You know, Scientology is a microcosm
00:46:10.360of a much bigger problem. And that's how I think about and talk about Scientology now is
00:46:16.860I've kind of, you know, I've been doing this for years. I've created hundreds of videos breaking down Scientology. And there came a point about four or five years ago where it started dawning on me that this is an object lesson.
00:46:33.000This is not just some experience I'm recovering from. This is something I should be talking about to try to help people understand that we are surrounded by propaganda and thought reform techniques. Because exactly like you just said, you start studying the subject called thought reform. Some people call it brainwashing or manipulation or propaganda. There's a lot of ways you can describe it.
00:46:56.480But how do you change hearts and minds? How do you sway populations? And once you start looking at that, of course, you start getting into PR and marketing and sales and the tactics that are used, and you start studying this in some depth, you can go to some pretty dark places pretty fast.
00:47:14.660Because when you look at things like what Facebook is doing, what Cambridge Analytica, that whole scandal, the potentiality is a big data and the power that big data gives to these platforms that can use that data to manipulate masses of people at a time.
00:47:35.040You're taking the same techniques L. Ron Hubbard used to manipulate one person who walks into their buildings and does their personality test.
00:47:44.440You take those same techniques and you apply them to a million people at a shot.
00:47:50.700You can get some pretty crazy effects.
00:47:52.880You can get some very destructive effects on a society.
00:47:57.200That's what I think my main mission, if I have a mission in life now,
00:48:02.440it's trying to trying to point that out to people so they have a better understanding of it and can
00:48:08.080think more critically of it you know because these are systems we're not going to change you're not
00:48:13.220going to change i'm not going to change it they're too big there's too much there's too many people
00:48:16.860involved in too many vested interests well i think that they're starting to change it for themselves
00:48:21.700in in the the the veil has been lifted somewhat and we're now starting to see uh you know there's
00:48:30.240there's a lot of stuff coming out i there's people on the right who are exposing left-wing
00:48:34.240stations there's people on the left who are exposing right-wing stations and i think a lot
00:48:38.240of people look at that and they're like going well we can tell that they're lying and the effect is
00:48:42.520very clear you know the the most recent example is um cnn's coverage of covid uh and uh they did
00:48:50.780some polling of cnn viewers and they found that a very large number of them think that uh essentially
00:48:56.720your risk of being hospitalized with COVID, if you get it, is like 50% when the reality is like
00:49:01.3001% because it's been a real focus. So I guess the question for me would be, how do you as an
00:49:07.940individual protect yourself against all of this stuff? Do you just switch it off and don't watch
00:49:12.840the news at all? Or is there some kind of set of techniques you can use to be present while you're
00:49:21.420watching this stuff and sort of analyze it as it happens? That's a really good question. And it
00:49:26.180really it's not it's not an either or it's actually a little bit of both um i don't pay
00:49:32.540attention to quote-unquote news sources when they have been fact-checked routinely to come up with
00:49:39.300you know a majority of or a good chunky percentage of just flat out biased false exaggerated
00:49:46.580information right which is why i rail against all of the the the cable news networks because i agree
00:49:53.540with you there's there's a slant and an agenda with all of them you can though of course
00:49:59.880gauge for that and and account for that a little bit but but not as much as people think they can't
00:50:07.440it's actually a little disturbing how overly confident people can be in their ability to
00:50:12.580discern truth out of a pile of crap so because they're not really that good at it people just
00:50:18.940kind of think they are. So what you have to do is be more discerning in the sources of the
00:50:25.580information. Use more than one source, though. It's probably if there was one trick to this,
00:50:32.280it's multiple sources. And then, of course, you can't do any of this if you don't know and use
00:50:40.620critical thinking skills. There's just no substitute for it. If you don't know what a
00:50:45.500fallacy is, if you don't know what bias actually is and how to recognize a biased report from an
00:50:53.220unbiased report, which is not that hard to do once you know what to look for. You know, it doesn't
00:50:57.920take forever to learn how to do this. You don't have to go get a college degree. It's just, it
00:51:02.720does take a little bit of time and it does take a little bit of education. And what do you mean by
00:51:07.580critical thinking to somebody? Because to a lot of people, that's a term they just hear, but they
00:51:12.720don't actually know what it is what do you mean by that okay what i might mean by that is not
00:51:17.540necessarily taking in information and just accepting it it's being critical of it which
00:51:24.380means questioning and it's always questioning it's it's it's an attitude or a way of approaching
00:51:31.620data for me more so than it is even a toolkit it's it's about okay you have now told me this
00:51:37.960piece of information. Now, I would like to believe that that information is true because it matches
00:51:43.360up with how I would like the world to look. But let me check that. And then you go and you look
00:51:48.920it up. You Google, you talk to somebody, you read a book, you can, you know, there's different ways
00:51:53.860of fact checking, but you take a little bit of time to second, third, fourth, you know, check
00:52:02.180something over before you necessarily accept that it's totally true. Or you bookmark it for
00:52:09.100later examination or at least flag it for, well, this might be true, but I need to do more work
00:52:16.940on it. If we could practice that kind of, I don't know, having just a little bit more attention on
00:52:24.220the way we think about stuff, it would actually make a tremendous difference. It would be a huge
00:52:29.600difference if just that little bit could be added to our thinking process. Well, I agree with you
00:52:34.740completely. I think coming, and this is where perhaps the wokeness comes back into it. The
00:52:40.420problem is, as with your experience in the Scientology world, there are punishments for
00:52:46.200doing so. And I'll give you, you know, it's a controversial example, but an important one
00:52:51.140nonetheless. You know, the George Floyd systemic racism, et cetera, or BLM, let's say, right?
00:52:56.760the narrative doesn't necessarily match reality.
00:55:13.300you got the whole social media problem.
00:55:15.220So mechanically, this is how it's created.
00:55:17.860unfortunately we're kind of built for this yeah right or you know tribalism tribalism right the
00:55:28.640the social hierarchies the the you know thinking that way organizing ourselves that way you know
00:55:34.680we're kind of our own worst enemy in some ways on this um but you know it is what it is so you
00:55:43.180mentioned for example the blm thing well i you know i hear you because i had a show going uh as
00:55:49.620one of the shows i was doing on my podcast and i lost somebody because they didn't really understand
00:55:55.420what i was saying about blm too you know because i was saying a lot of similar similar things
00:56:00.340i went i said exactly what you just said actually kk i went to their website i looked at what it
00:56:05.560said i talked about that i said yeah i said hey there's more here than than meets the eye
00:56:12.400And this whole defund the police thing is the most ridiculous thing I've ever heard in my life.
00:56:16.860So I took a stand on that on my channel, too, knowing that I was going to lose people, knowing I was going to lose viewers, didn't know I was going to lose a co-host on one of my favorite shows that we were doing, but I did.
00:57:07.860And I suddenly was like, oh, I guess I am kind of wasting some time here, aren't I?
00:57:12.400And so there is that aspect to it, too. And there's also the other aspect to this, which I've been thinking about lately, which is, in the real world, when you talk to martial arts masters, when you talk to people who really know what they're talking about when it comes to fighting, one for one for one, I don't know about your experience, but mine has literally been 100%.
00:57:37.160what should I do if I, if, if somebody approaches me, if somebody wants to fight me, if, if I'm
00:57:43.320confronted, the answer a hundred percent of the time run, don't engage. Why? Why? Right. What's
00:57:53.100the point? So there's that. No, I agree. I agree with that on an individual level, but I think
00:58:00.980where I would strongly disagree is that that is, that can be scaled up to societal. So
00:58:06.860So so you can say if if a guy who doesn't like you, who is a Nazi, comes up to you and starts a fight, run away.
00:58:15.020If Nazi Germany invades your country, maybe you need to do something different. Right.
00:58:19.060And to me, these large scale societal movements are much more in that sort of category.
00:58:24.860They are civilizational threats, in my view. Right.
00:58:28.440I agree with you. And that's actually why I harp so much on the social media platforms and the cable news networks.
00:58:35.580I look at those as causative agents in those societal systemic problems.
00:58:42.920But they're big, you know, they're too big for any one of us to do anything about.
00:58:48.480And so the conversation, unfortunately, ends up, you know, kind of bopping back and forth between the big picture problem.