00:25:10.480The truth is, is that fundamentally nothing really changed inside.
00:25:15.480And so, knowing that, and knowing that that was the case, and also being decimated and publicly decimated, you know, was liberating to some degree.
00:25:26.480I'd faced, I was, you know, I'd faced my biggest fear.
00:25:29.480I was completely, um, I'd failed on a huge level.
00:25:36.480So, I started building myself, my self-worth, and sort of, um, from the inside, you know?
00:25:42.480And a lot of that was like, showing up for my family again.
00:25:45.480And, like, being of service, or making my life about something bigger than myself.
00:25:49.480Now, my drive is, is, I still, I'm still ambitious, and I still have a drive, but, like, my picture of success, and my motivation for success looks very different.
00:26:14.480Well, I came, I came at this from a place of, okay, I'm gonna, you know, I know that this is a long shot, but I think the best shot for coming out of this massive mess that I've created.
00:26:26.480Um, both financial and reputation, and, and, you know, now coming, trying to navigate life as a felon, was to tell my story.
00:26:35.480And to tell it in the biggest way possible.
00:26:37.480So, I was coming to this movie with such an overwhelming sense of gratitude.
00:26:42.480It wasn't like someone decided to write a movie about my life, and, like, I was gonna have to watch it, you know?
00:26:47.480I knew that, that Sorkin, and Jessica, and Idris Elba, and the producers had taken, you know, had, were invested.
00:26:56.480And that it, and it wasn't just a movie, it was a second chance.
00:26:59.480So, um, I was already in a bunch, in a lot of gratitude.
00:27:03.480And then when I saw the movie, I was just like, just blown away, you know?
00:27:08.480I, I can tell you, that's exactly how I felt when I watched.