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00:03:44.740 trying to get a couple things going, if anybody knows anybody. Okay. Without further ado, we're

00:03:49.540 going to have the guests introduce themselves. So please tell us your name, age, occupation,

00:03:53.720 where you're from, and education. Go ahead.

00:03:55.280 Oh, my God. Wait. Say it again. Holy fuck, bro. Uh. My brain is empty. Name. My name

00:04:07.320 is Chloe. C-H-L-O. Age. I'm 26. Occupation. Occupation. What do you think? Uh. I'll give you

00:04:15.900 one guess. I don't know. Death metal vocalist? No. Oh, okay. Clearly you think a bit higher

00:04:22.820 of me than what I thought. Uh, okay. So you are in a death metal band? No. I wish. I should

00:04:34.240 be. I am an OF model. OF model? Model. Model? Like, when you say OF model. OF worker? Okay,

00:04:45.660 I'll accept that. I don't know. I'll know if I can accept OF model. I mean. You know?

00:04:49.920 You know what I mean? Don't know what I mean. But what's the definition of a model? You

00:04:55.000 stand in front of a camera, so it's, like, pretty much a model. I get paid for pictures

00:05:00.160 of me. Yeah. So I fear that is a model. I feel like you're co-opting model too much.

00:05:07.320 I don't know. Yeah, you're trying, and I fear you're failing. What am I, uh, what am I

00:05:13.120 failing at? Making something. The explanation? Yeah. No, it is a phenomenon. Okay, what's the

00:05:17.620 next question? Well, it is a phenomenon where people are claiming to be a model, but when

00:05:23.200 I think of a model, I think of, like, professional catwalk, professionally published in, like,

00:05:29.660 magazines, this sort of thing. That's your definition of model. Yeah. Well, I post photos

00:05:35.880 of myself on Instagram. Does that make me a model? Well, I guess if you're getting paid

00:05:40.140 for it, if you're doing an ad and you're taking photos of yourself for a company, that's technically...

00:05:45.620 Is that what... But you said OF model. Well, I get paid for it. Well, you get paid for doing OF. I get

00:05:51.080 paid for doing social media, and by extension of having an audience... So you want... Your job is

00:05:55.720 social media. Yeah, you can stop interrupting. Uh, so by extension of having, you know, a reach and

00:06:01.220 following in an audience on Instagram, I can push them to my YouTube videos, and I would monetize it

00:06:06.840 that way. Does that make me a model? If you want to be a model, you can be a model. I am... Go on, say it.

00:06:12.820 I know you want to say it. I am a male model. There we go. I should have been featured in

00:06:16.520 Zoolander. Period. Period. Period. Period. Period. Period. Period. Uh, yeah. And that's on what?

00:06:26.720 I've been featured in GQ. No, you... I tried. Men's health. I tried. He didn't get it. I tried.

00:06:31.940 Okay, then you are a model. Look at you. I'm lying about that. Anyways, okay. Uh...

00:06:37.420 Where are you from? I'm from London. London. I'm from the UK. Have you been stabbed? Have

00:06:42.500 I been stabbed? I hear there's a lot of stabbings. There is a lot of stabbings. I've stabbed

00:06:46.000 myself, but I haven't been stabbed. On accident or intentionally? What do you think? That's

00:06:53.400 going to be the number one thing I say today. Like, was it like some Japanese harikari seppuku

00:06:58.680 shit? Huh? You said you stabbed yourself. You know harikari seppuku? Like when the samurai

00:07:04.320 falls on his own sword because he dis... he brought dishonor to family? What? I think

00:07:11.120 you just glitched. Yes, I did. I think I'm glitching too. I think I'm making you nervous.

00:07:16.360 I'm very nervous. I'm very nervous. My voice is trembling. My hands are shaking. Maybe

00:07:21.580 it's the caffeine. Can I ask a question about the stabbing? Yeah. Yes. Did you get paid

00:07:26.600 for it? Wait, she never said she got... No. No. I did that to myself. I thought it was

00:07:33.400 like an OnlyFans thing, maybe. No. That'd be crazy. I was going to say that'd be crazy. Damn.

00:07:39.200 Y'all wowing for coming out with self-harm. So, okay. You're from London. Were you born

00:07:44.740 in London? I was born and bred in London. Born and bred? Born and bred in North London.

00:07:50.200 I lived near Wembley Stadium. Wembley Stadium. Okay, cool. But I don't live there now, so it's

00:07:55.200 fine. Don't tell people. No, I don't know if they're now. Oh, you used to. Okay, I see.

00:07:58.800 Yeah. And education? Education. Yeah, did you go to college or uni? I stopped going to school at 16.

00:08:07.840 Okay, so you dropped out of, what's it called? Like primary school, high school? Well, I guess

00:08:13.120 you do your GCSEs, which is like what you do before you go to college. College is 16 to 18,

00:08:20.720 so I don't know what that is for you guys. Like before you go to uni. Okay. I dropped out

00:08:25.520 the two years before, two years before you're meant to go to uni. Okay. Have you done any uni or? No.

00:08:32.240 Okay. All right. How long have you been doing OF? Since like 2021. Okay. So you started it like when

00:08:39.600 you were 21? Yeah. Okay. What do you do on there? What do I do on there? Is it solo content? Do you post

00:08:46.560 tasteful gothic lingerie? Tasteful gothic lingerie, you know? I love that. Boy girl content. Yeah,

00:08:52.880 I do a little bit of everything. Come find me, Chloe Luna. Word. Okay. It's called price right now.

00:09:02.160 Ah, too late. You tried again. I'm not doing this. I know. I failed on the button. I have

00:09:07.600 a million buttons. I didn't get to it. All right. That's cool. What about you?

00:09:11.440 My name is Arson and uh. What's your government name? Carmen. Carmen. Yeah. Why don't you,

00:09:19.760 that's a nice name. Why don't you say you're Carmen? Because all my friends have cute little

00:09:24.880 nicknames and I was like, all right, no, that's not fair. Why do y'all need to come up with a nickname

00:09:28.560 for me? Why Arson? Because I make lighters. Oh, you make lighters. Yeah. Have you ever lit something on

00:09:36.480 fire that was technically a felony? Possibly. Have you ever? But no. No. Okay. No. That you can admit

00:09:48.160 on the podcast. No, I would never do that. Is your name reflecting your views? Sure. Well, I'm not

00:09:55.680 saying everyone go commit arson. That's obviously bad. But in terms of like just being like neurodivergent

00:10:05.280 in some way or like off from the normal. What's your divergence? I have bipolar disorder, BPD.

00:10:14.800 You have becloid? What's that? Bipolar disorder. Oh, bipolar. Sorry, I missed her. So you're bipolar

00:10:19.840 and BPD? And BPD. Damn. Possibly autism. Both my parents are autistic, but I don't know if I,

00:10:25.520 I never got like screened for it, but there are signs. So you have um. But I have been diagnosed with

00:10:32.480 bipolar and BPD. So you have three plus. Yes. Mental illnesses. Yes, we live in. Yeah.

00:10:44.560 You have the mentally. That's a, you have a mental illness hat trick. Together we have like 12.

00:10:50.240 The mentally with the Avengers actually. Okay. Um, so bipolar BPD and others. Okay. Fun. Um,

00:10:57.600 what, what, you know what? I'm going to write a note. Talk about BPD bipolar. We'll come back to

00:11:03.840 that. We're going to come back to it. Uh, welcome back to the show. By the way, you were on the show

00:11:07.280 before. Uh, if anybody's wondering which episode she was on, it was with the dog girl, the dog girl.

00:11:16.320 And then she got, she got, uh, retweeted by Elon Musk. Right. Uh, so you're famous. I am famous.

00:11:24.720 You are famous. Elon Musk retweeted a clip of you on our podcast. Um, and you're also in a cult.

00:11:33.040 You're in a cult. Are you still in the cult? Honestly, the cult has disintegrated. It disbanded.

00:11:38.560 Yeah. That was very unfortunate. I wanted to join it. I'm kind of in a new cult though,

00:11:43.120 but there's another cult. Yeah. I don't know if I'd necessarily call this one a cult. We're more

00:11:47.840 just like a band of like misfits. Like I, I live with like seven people and we're all just like,

00:11:55.280 we're all artists. We live in like an artist loft with like a art studio in the living room. And

00:12:00.560 it's really just cute and slay. Everybody gets along and fights at the same time. And it's like,

00:12:04.480 yeah, we're kind of a cult, but we're like a band. Kind of a cult. A band? Do you play instruments?

00:12:10.160 Uh, well, a lot of my, like I have a, one that's a DJ, one's a producer. Okay. And so like,

00:12:16.560 there's always music going on like every single fucking day. So I would say, yeah.

00:12:21.040 Oh, sorry. Remind me your age. I'm 25 now. 25. Okay. 25. Uh, what do you do for work?

00:12:30.000 I used to do OnlyFans and Seeking, but within the last six months, I recently just got employed with a

00:12:36.800 real job. And I work for child protective services. Now I wanted their temporary care

00:12:42.560 shelters and I'm going to school to become an art therapist. But you work for child protective

00:12:48.880 services. Like what do you, do you go out on calls or what do you do? I, so it's like, it's like a

00:12:54.400 shelter and it's like, I'm one of the youth counselors. So basically when the kids get taken

00:12:58.800 away from their family to come in, my job is to make them feel better. I see. Okay. So you,

00:13:03.600 you, you're not going out to like calls or whatever, but how big, how many people are in

00:13:10.960 the shelter? Uh, it's different every single night, depending who comes in, but it's rotating

00:13:16.880 all the time. Okay. It's not like long-term then. No, they only stay a couple, like a few days to a few

00:13:23.280 weeks till we can find them at home. I see. Okay. What's the age typically? Are they just 18 under?

00:13:28.640 So they could be like literally 18. And so like they could be five, they could be 16, 17, 18.

00:13:33.280 Yeah. Okay. Um, and you, you said you, uh, did seeking, you did OF, but not like totally done.

00:13:41.440 I was, I sucked at it. Like I was not good at it. I was a broke B like when I did, uh, so I,

00:13:48.880 I was not slaying like these, like, or like, like this girl right here. Like I was not making

00:13:52.880 minimal money. I was so broke. So I was like, how much were you making? Like 1500 a month. Well,

00:13:58.960 I'm seeking, I made like 8,000 a month, but that came with a lot of like danger and stuff because

00:14:05.840 I would try to rob them and they would come after me sometimes.

00:14:11.280 What?

00:14:14.400 Wait, you, you try to, sometimes they just be too ugly. Like you'd be like, oh, I can do it. But then

00:14:19.760 you get there and you're like, and so you're like making drastic maneuvers to get out of there.

00:14:26.480 While robbing them.

00:14:27.360 Yes. Yes.

00:14:29.520 That's so mean.

00:14:32.240 Ugly. Yes, girl. I mean, like, if you're having to pay for sex, like you should know the risks,

00:14:41.360 you know? I mean, look at me, do I look like I'm finna be there being like, no,

00:14:46.160 you're paying for a person that of my personality, you know? So you, you buy your own risk.

00:14:56.640 Wow. Okay. Um, so how many people did you rob?

00:15:01.600 No. Okay. Not that many, not that many. I would only say like three or four.

00:15:05.760 Just three or casual three or four.

00:15:08.560 Yeah.

00:15:08.640 Did you, um, give, did you, oh yeah, a little closer to the mic if you can.

00:15:12.480 Did you give them, uh, like the sex, the set, uh, like mind altering substances?

00:15:20.640 So it would be easier to rob them.

00:15:23.680 No, most of the time they were giving it to me, but I liked that. That's always a plus.

00:15:28.800 So you, you, it's like a tip.

00:15:30.480 They would give you stuff.

00:15:33.440 Uh, yeah, I like, I, I liked it when they gave me ketamine.

00:15:37.760 So you were committing robberies on ketamine?

00:15:44.000 I mean, I'm usually like always on ketamine.

00:15:46.080 Oh, okay. So it's kind of just baseline.

00:15:48.000 Yeah. I'm just kidding.

00:15:49.680 Do you operate best with your robberies on ketamine?

00:15:55.040 You know what, that is, that is actually now like a treatment for mental health disorders.

00:16:00.000 Yeah. It's like a therapy. It's like a literal therapy.

00:16:03.760 Did it work?

00:16:04.480 Well, I guess it did.

00:16:06.320 Yes, it did.

00:16:07.280 My mental health is so much better, but I don't do it so often anymore because now I have a job.

00:16:12.160 So obviously I can't do it at work.

00:16:14.000 Have you ever robbed any of the children?

00:16:17.280 No, no.

00:16:18.800 I mean, they're kind of vulnerable.

00:16:21.280 Yeah. No, I don't do any drugs at work.

00:16:24.320 That's like a record.

00:16:24.880 Do you only rob men?

00:16:26.980 Yes. Older men that have the money, you know?

00:16:29.500 They can take the hit, right?

00:16:30.460 They can take the hit.

00:16:31.340 Right. Okay.

00:16:34.860 I'd never rob any of my friends or anything like that. Like, no.

00:16:38.620 Are you less or more inclined to rob somebody if you're on ketamine?

00:16:44.460 No, I would say that has nothing to do with it.

00:16:47.100 Oh, that's separate. Okay, I see.

00:16:49.580 All right. Any other kind of sex work, like any escorting, anything like that?

00:16:54.060 No, that was the only one was seeking, but yeah.

00:17:01.740 But so you said on seeking you were making $8,000 a month, so.

00:17:05.100 I usually have like 14 dates in a month or something.

00:17:11.020 So you'd meet, what was the average age of the men you were meeting?

00:17:15.740 It could be anything. I was with dudes in their deathbed, like one foot in the grave.

00:17:20.780 That motherfucker was, yeah.

00:17:22.380 What, you went to a hospice?

00:17:24.860 No, he looked like he could be in hospice, but he wasn't.

00:17:28.300 Did he have dementia?

00:17:30.860 No, but he was like trying to make me dress up like Marilyn Monroe.

00:17:35.580 Like, that's how old he was. Like, he was trying to get me to swing dance with him. And I was like,

00:17:40.140 You?

00:17:40.380 I was like, what the fuck am I doing? And then he got really pissed. He was like,

00:17:43.500 he was like, you're not acting like Marilyn. And I was like, what the fuck?

00:17:48.860 Did you go to swing dancing with him, actually?

00:17:52.860 I tried to do it. He put me in these like big red heels, but girl,

00:17:58.060 the most I know how to do is pump my fist. So like, I was not fitting his fantasy,

00:18:02.220 and he was getting mad about it. Okay. Good times. Good times. But so when you went on these

00:18:09.660 seeking dates here, you know what, I'm going to revisit that just for this, just so I can get

00:18:13.980 everybody's intro. What about you? My name is Malia. I'm 22 years old. I'm in my senior year of

00:18:21.820 college at CSUN studying communication studies. I have a receptionist job at a med spa, and I do

00:18:29.980 content creation for TikTok agencies. You do, sorry, you do, what is it? Which one?

00:18:39.900 Well, there's the med spa, you said? Yes. And then there's, what is it for the TikTok?

00:18:43.740 Uh, I like do TikTok like videos. Oh, you make the content? Well, yeah. Okay. Gotcha. Uh, any,

00:18:52.780 and you said, okay, you do com or you're studying com. Where are you from? California.

00:18:58.060 California. Like, uh, Reading, California, or like the Tijuana border? Okay. Victorville, California,

00:19:07.980 for all my high desert people out there. Damn. Sorry to hear that. Yeah. I know. All right. Uh,

00:19:13.660 welcome. Welcome. What about you? My name is Sydney Zufel. I'm 18 years old, uh, currently unemployed,

00:19:20.060 but I, I'm a military brat, so I've lived everywhere, but most recently moved here from Germany. Um,

00:19:27.100 I'm unemployed cause I'm about to start my freshman year up at BYU, Idaho. So just waiting to get up

00:19:32.380 there. All right. And, uh, BYU, that's a LDS. Yeah. Brigham Young University, Idaho. Yes.

00:19:40.140 But they don't, they don't like Mormon anymore. So it's technically a slang word, but, um, so we prefer

00:19:45.900 LDS or. Wait, like Mormon is like a slur. It's technically a slur, but. Wait, hold on. Yeah. Wait,

00:19:52.780 it's a slur now. Yeah. So, um, like obviously it's called the book of Mormon. So we're not named

00:20:00.300 after the book of Mormon. Sure. Yeah. But people started calling us Mormon to call us out for that.

00:20:06.060 So, okay. So Mormons or sorry, LDS don't appreciate being called. I mean, prefer LDS. Yeah.

00:20:13.020 Okay. Yeah. Okay. Uh, and you were living in Germany for your whole life or? No, we were stationed

00:20:21.020 there for three years. I lived there two years of the three. So. Okay. You grew up in the U.S. mostly

00:20:25.980 or? Um, yeah, mostly in the U.S., but we've lived in Mexico and, um, and then across the U.S. and in

00:20:31.820 Germany. So. Okay. Do you speak German? No, I don't. I was only there for two years and we're an American

00:20:37.660 community. So it's pretty hard to learn the language fluently. What part of Germany were

00:20:41.420 you in? Uh, Bavaria. Bavaria. Okay. Your dad is in the military? Yeah. He's a military chaplain.

00:20:48.380 What branch of the military? Army. Army. Okay. Got it. All right. Cool. And you are going to be

00:20:54.220 studying what? Political science and costuming. Costuming? Yeah. Pretty polar opposites. All right.

00:21:02.060 That's going to be, well, I guess BYU is pretty conservative across the board, right? Um,

00:21:07.660 the values of the church are generally conservative, but the school is just a liberal institution. Um,

00:21:14.740 okay. Like colleges. Yeah. Cause I feel like. I mean, family values. Yes. They're absolutely

00:21:21.340 fellow, uh, family values followed, but, um, yeah. Isn't it the case at that school at BYU?

00:21:28.400 So this is an LDS school in Utah, right? Salt Lake city or? Uh, so there's actually four colleges.

00:21:33.260 There's Idaho, uh, Israel, Idaho, Israel, Utah, and Hawaii. Wait, there's a BYU in the state of

00:21:41.860 Israel? Mm-hmm. Oh, okay. I didn't know. Um, so, and you're in the one, you're going to the one in

00:21:46.860 Utah though? In Idaho. Oh, in Idaho. BYUI, yeah. Okay. I see. Um, what, are there rules on campus? Like,

00:21:54.500 isn't it the case that men or the, the college men, they can't be in the same dorm room with a

00:22:00.860 woman or something? So I am living on campus and men are allowed in the, in the dorms. The dorm

00:22:06.260 policies change. So it's like mine is after I think 10 PM. There can't be guys in there, but there's

00:22:11.660 like a curfew. Um, but no, it's yeah. Okay. There, there are values that need, or I see, uh, standards

00:22:18.900 that must be followed. So. All right. Welcome. Appreciate it. What about you? Hi, I'm Jesse. I'm

00:22:24.180 29 years old. I graduated college in 2019, uh, with my business administration degree. Okay. Um,

00:22:33.840 and I have a minor in communication studies and I lived in California my whole life. Um,

00:22:39.260 except I moved out to Arizona last year. All right, cool. And what, uh, what do you do for work?

00:22:45.720 Um, I am the senior administrative assistant at a copper mine. Copper mine. Could you get me a

00:22:53.280 discount on some copper? We don't sell to the public and we're actually not in production

00:22:57.920 yet. No. Oh, shoot. Really looking for some copper. Yeah. All right. Uh, all right. What

00:23:07.740 about you? Um, hi everyone. My name is Kelly. I'm 23 from Los Angeles. I'm currently working

00:23:13.740 as an associate editor at our marketing company. Um, I'm an influencer and I do social media for

00:23:19.200 Nordstrom and I also am doing Tik TOK live streaming right now. All right. Welcome. Welcome

00:23:24.580 back. You're, you're a regular. You've been on the show. You're one of the OGs. You've been

00:23:29.340 started coming on in 2023. So yeah, before that 2022, I don't wait, maybe actually wait, maybe

00:23:38.020 it might've been, yeah, could have been somebody find, somebody find out, somebody find out in the

00:23:42.740 chat, uh, when she came. All right. Uh, all right. What about, uh, Felicity? My name is Felicity. I'm

00:23:51.180 19 from Santa Barbara. 19. Yeah. Yeah. You know, people don't age as fast as they do in the UK.

00:24:03.900 Sorry. Did I say that out loud? My bad. Wait, what? Sorry. Oh, Felicity, you're what? 19? I'll have you

00:24:09.720 know that when I go to the supermarket, they won't even like, let me buy Red Bull because you have to

00:24:15.420 be 16. Wow. Okay, cool. Did you finish your intro? Yeah. Okay. Rock and roll. All right. Uh, we're

00:24:26.220 going to get into relationship stats here in just a sec. Let me, we're testing out this new thing with

00:24:30.040 some of the messages. I'm sorry for the delay on these guys. Mike Davis, I apologize. Our stream yard is

00:24:38.240 broken. Not sure why. Let's see. Hold on. Did it come through? There it is. Her brain,

00:24:46.300 the one on her. Okay. Oh wait, you guys don't worry about these. Okay. Um, I'll get those pulled up in

00:24:51.680 a sec. Mike Davis. Uh, so going around the table once more, what's your relationship status? If you're

00:25:00.320 single, how long have you been single? And what's the longest relationship you've ever been in?

00:25:04.580 I am single and how, Hmm. How long you've been single for like two years. Okay. Um, and the

00:25:15.900 longest relationship I have been in was like a year and a half. All right. Was that the one that ended

00:25:22.180 two years ago? No, that one was like a year. All right. The most recent one who broke up with him?

00:25:29.080 I broke up with him. The year and a half one, the longest one who broke up with who? I broke up

00:25:34.100 with him. Okay. Uh, why for both? Well, kind of, well, I guess they both were just like more interested

00:25:43.060 in like themselves. Okay. They didn't want to do things together. They wanted to do things apart.

00:25:55.380 Like what? Like what? I don't know. I can't remember. It was like two years ago.

00:26:07.400 Hmm. Okay. My brain doesn't go back that far. Is it the ketamine? I don't do drugs. I'm

00:26:14.300 sober. He's sober booze. Okay. Um, it's just the mental illness. Gotcha. Gotcha. Uh, okay. And,

00:26:23.520 uh, so, okay. I'll come back. What about you? Me? Uh, I've been single two years also. Um,

00:26:32.920 my longest relationship for four years. Um, is that out of question? Yeah. So

00:26:39.160 longest relationship four years. Is that the one that ended two years ago?

00:26:44.600 Who broke up with who? I had to break up with his eyes. It was so hard. I love him so much.

00:26:48.620 Um, why? Because he was going like really hard off the perks and also he was like becoming a demon

00:26:56.800 and also he got cancer and he had to get his leg amputated. I told you about that last time.

00:27:01.080 He got his what? Amputated? He got his leg amputated. Oh, leg amputated. But there was just

00:27:05.500 like so much and he was getting so mean and it was really making me cry every day. But yeah,

00:27:10.420 so I had to leave him. Good times. Yeah. Good times. All right. What about you? Um,

00:27:18.360 I'm newly single. It's probably been like three days. Um, that was my longest relationship and

00:27:23.740 it lasted three years. Oh, wow. Okay. Just ended three days ago. Three year relationship.

00:27:30.400 Who ended it? Me. Why is that? He just wasn't growing up. Wasn't growing up. So you guys dated

00:27:39.900 from like 19 to 22? Yeah. Same age? No. How old was he? He's 27. 27. Okay. And you're

00:27:50.600 22. All right. Um, he wasn't growing up. So he's five years older than you, but immature

00:27:57.220 basically. Yeah. Which is, I mean, I thought men's brains developed around 25. It's not always

00:28:04.000 the truth. Drag him, girl. Drag him. No, no, no, not dragging him, but it just was taking a little

00:28:10.080 longer and, um, we're going to wait it out with that one. Uh, have you guys ever broken up before?

00:28:17.640 No, this is like our first breakup. First and last breakup? Well, okay. Well, I'm not telling the

00:28:24.240 full story. Yeah. And you're not. Do I go into that right now? Uh, yeah, sure. You can give us a

00:28:32.540 short version. I'll give you guys a short version. So we kind of broke up in, um, late

00:28:37.720 May and then two weeks after we're still back in contact and trying to work on our relationship

00:28:44.340 within May to August. And something happened in August, which was a few days ago. And I

00:28:50.200 finally came to my decision that it just wasn't working and he just wasn't getting better and

00:28:55.800 being the man that I need him to be in order for us to continue this three-year relationship.

00:29:01.460 Yep. Did he cheat on you? No. So what was the thing that was the issue? Like, was there

00:29:08.580 a specific event? I mean, yeah, but it's, it's, it's based off immaturity. It's just, you

00:29:17.880 know, not. He was immature? Yeah. Just not. Yeah. What did he do? Okay, fine. Um, basically

00:29:27.400 just was having a, um, a breakdown on like his own life as a man and being a provider and

00:29:36.240 just like coming to the realization that there's a lot of things that he is lacking as a man.

00:29:41.420 And it was kind of projecting in our relationship and it was kind of pushing me, um, away from him.

00:29:48.620 Like, but he didn't know that he was doing that. And I kind of came to my decision that I just don't

00:29:53.820 deserve that. And I think I give him everything as a woman and he's lacking a lot of things as far as

00:30:00.620 just trying to become more mature, um, trying to move on with his life. So then I decided when I was

00:30:06.080 in college and finals, he did something very hurtful by not wanting to listen to like my

00:30:10.660 finals and what I was going on in my life. And I realized I don't feel much as a partner to him,

00:30:15.940 um, that I should be in a three-year relationship. I feel like he should be invested in me as much as

00:30:21.440 I'm invested in him and what he's doing. So then I decided to split ways and then we got back in

00:30:27.680 contact again two weeks after and he still did something immature. Which was what?

00:30:36.080 Um, I had a breakdown before this, um, this semester of college. Cause I was just kind of

00:30:42.100 like, I live on my own now. I pay all my bills and I'm kind of stressed out for this new semester

00:30:47.600 as a senior. And I had a breakdown and I wasn't really wanting to talk to him cause I kind of

00:30:53.020 resent him as my man in a way. And, uh, he didn't like that I needed space. So he did, he went to

00:31:01.080 Instagram and, uh, followed his ex from 10 years ago. Um, you mentioned though, that you had a

00:31:10.960 breakdown. So what does, what does that mean? I kind of, I kind of just got a lot of anxiety

00:31:22.300 and I got a little in my head about like my relationship with him and like about like what's

00:31:30.500 going on in my life and like just being very stressed out. And I, and I just talking to him

00:31:35.420 just made me more mad. Like in that, in that moment, like, I don't want to talk to you cause

00:31:39.580 you're a main source of my issues right now. And it just doesn't make me feel any better. Like what,

00:31:45.220 what you've put me through and then you trying to be here for me right now. I just, it makes me more

00:31:49.520 angry because it should never got to this point. I shouldn't be an independent woman without you.

00:31:56.020 Like you want to be in my life, but like we should be boyfriend and girlfriend. You should be,

00:32:00.380 you know, investing in me as I invest in you. I shouldn't be living in my own apartment now. I

00:32:05.940 shouldn't be like, you know, it's just, he wants to make up for his mistakes and I, and I gave him the

00:32:12.740 opportunity to do that. But for some reason I just got frustrated talking to him again. I kind of

00:32:19.200 don't know if I want to be an independent Malia or be a Malia that's with my, you know, ex-partner.

00:32:26.240 I wasn't sure. Were you guys living together at any point? Yeah. Oh, uh, so you were dating him

00:32:32.640 for three years. How long were you living with him? A year. At the end, right? Okay. So you guys

00:32:38.680 still currently living together? No, I moved out when I, like three days ago. No, I moved out in May.

00:32:44.520 Oh, okay. Moved down in May. Yeah. And then broke up three days ago, but you were living together for

00:32:49.640 a year. Was he paying all the bills? No. Most of the bills? Yeah. Or was it 50-50? He, he was paying

00:32:59.800 most of the bills, but like my independent bills, like my car payment, my phone bill. Oh, okay. But

00:33:05.120 was he paying the rent? Yes. Okay. Was he paying for the food? Okay. Well.

00:33:13.880 Your friend Kelly here. I won't say anything. Your friend Kelly's got some intel. I'm going to let her

00:33:17.560 say whatever she wants to say about it. She has the funds. So, okay. He was paying the rent. How much

00:33:22.160 was the rent? Tell the truth about that. I mean, that's not that big of a deal. You got this. Okay.

00:33:29.860 Well, you don't have to say how much. I'm just saying like the living situation. Just, it makes

00:33:34.440 more sense of like the whole, the whole thing. Okay. There's absolutely no judgment in my

00:33:40.940 situation. So, let's not judge everyone. So, um, we lived, we. No judgment. No judgment.

00:33:48.560 We lived in a, in a back house of a family member of his. Okay. That's fine. Yeah. I don't think

00:33:55.580 that's weird. There wasn't like a big rent portion that was due. Um, but he did pay like

00:34:01.320 utilities and like all of like the streaming networks for like his family and, and us. But

00:34:07.540 I would pay like a monthly one 50 as part of like my rent. So he was living there for free. Do

00:34:14.440 I have that correct? Yeah. But he was paying utilities, but it was like a family hookup.

00:34:20.060 So he wasn't paying rent. Yeah. Okay. But you were living with him for rent free. Um, okay. Um,

00:34:32.900 and he would pay for food and stuff. I'm sorry. He'd pay for food. Yes. Okay. And, and all the

00:34:42.200 household expenses, but he wasn't paying for your bills. Okay. You said car. Yeah. Like

00:34:49.680 he kind of, he kind of, his perspective is like, he's working towards like, you know, being

00:34:55.080 the provider of, you know, being a man that like takes care of a woman and kids, et cetera.

00:35:00.620 Right. And like, he wanted to be, um, able to do that so that I pay for like going shopping

00:35:08.600 on my own. And you know, like if I'm at school, like I'm able to buy myself lunch, like he

00:35:14.260 want me to be able to do those things, like still be independent because that's just how

00:35:17.540 I am naturally. But there was some little odd things about, um, the living situation.

00:35:22.480 Like as far as like, it was a one 50 that was required for me to pay for a lot. People

00:35:27.540 will say that he should have been paying for it because he's not paying rent. So it's like

00:35:31.580 at least like if I live with you and you're my man, like you kind of should be paying the

00:35:36.000 bills and I agree with that. But at the same time, I just couldn't judge him. I'm just so

00:35:41.680 used to being independent. I guess I was just grateful, like to be able to like have a shared

00:35:45.820 space with him and be able to do like my own responsibilities. I go to college, have a

00:35:50.400 job, have internships. So I'm a very grateful woman, but I think I looked back a lot of different

00:35:58.020 things where like, Oh my God, like you couldn't pay that one 50 for me. Or like you couldn't

00:36:04.120 step up to the plate or like, did you not want to, could you not afford it? And part

00:36:08.020 of me is like, he could afford it. So that's not true.

00:36:11.160 Okay. Um, earlier on you said that you were, tell me if I'm misquoting you, you gave him

00:36:17.040 a lot and he wasn't doing his part or something like that. Uh, when you say you gave him a lot,

00:36:24.740 what were you giving him? What does that mean?

00:36:31.400 Um, I just didn't give him any problems. Like I had no baggage. Like I brought no baggage to

00:36:39.440 the relationship. Loyal right away. Like, Oh, like, and I know loyalty, it should be a given

00:36:45.660 thing. Like I know in the dating talk. Wait, sorry. One sec. Carmen, could you, it's not a big deal.

00:36:50.080 Just take it off because even when you move, it kind of clanks a little bit. If you can just take

00:36:55.520 it off, continue. Go ahead. Continue. Okay. Um, um, what I mean by that is like, I felt like I was

00:37:04.500 just a very good girlfriend, like very devoted, very loyal. Like, you know, I would, you know what

00:37:09.740 I mean? Like, Oh, do you, okay. Sorry. I can't say that. Isn't that a given though? No, it is a given,

00:37:14.560 but that's not always a given. And like our dating society, like women are not always,

00:37:20.080 okay. Well, if you've been dating for three years, I loyalty is kind of assumed and established.

00:37:27.400 Okay. What do I mean by that? Like, like as far as when I mean loyal, like I said you gave him

00:37:34.280 peace or sorry, what was it? You said you didn't give him problems or I just, I wasn't problematic.

00:37:40.020 Like I didn't bring baggage into the relationship. Like no. Wait, but you said what precipitated the

00:37:45.440 breakup is you had a breakdown. No, that's not. Didn't, didn't you say you had a breakdown?

00:37:50.080 That's, that's post breakup. Like we're still, we're broken up. We broke up in May. I'm talking

00:37:55.760 about in August three days ago. Hold on. Wait, I'm confused. You said you. Yeah. Before.

00:38:01.420 So you've broken up twice. No. But you said you've been single for three days. Okay. But

00:38:06.320 you broke up in May. Let me rephrase. August. So May, end of May, I, we split, I moved out,

00:38:13.460 but through that split, we were still like trying to work on our relationship and it was starting to

00:38:19.460 get more serious within July and August of us really trying to work on our relationship,

00:38:23.520 getting back together. But then I'm having issues with what he put me through and us being back

00:38:29.000 together. It was giving me like insecurities. Like I kind of, sometimes I'm like, I don't know

00:38:33.840 if this is the right thing to do is continue this relationship or move forward and just try to work

00:38:39.080 on myself without him. So in this time, I'm trying to work through our relationship, but I'm having

00:38:45.460 trouble with like moving on from what happened in our relationship. Hence why we broke up in the first

00:38:52.360 place. And so one of these nights, which was like three days ago, starting my senior year, I had this

00:38:59.420 epiphany that this is just a lot of stress that I am feeling. And I don't know if being back with him

00:39:06.280 is worth it because I'm seeing he's not really growing. And that's when I was, you know, trying

00:39:12.760 to push him away. Like not sure if this is working for me. Wait, so you guys, you said you kind of split

00:39:20.100 up in May. So May, June, July, August, three, four months. Yeah. You guys have been in a three to four

00:39:28.200 month breakup negotiation. Yeah. And was he not wanting it to be there? No, he did. He, oh, he

00:39:37.820 wanted to break up. No, he wanted, he wanted to be with me. He realized all of his, all the things

00:39:44.360 that he was doing. But you were on the fence for three to four months or? Well, a lot's been

00:39:48.540 happening. Like I had to move to Orange County from Los Angeles. Wait, are you guys long distance?

00:39:53.360 We were for a little bit. There's a lot more to the story. So if it's not making sense. So I had,

00:39:58.140 I moved out of LA to go to Orange County for like two months until I figured out my finances to move

00:40:04.340 back to LA. Once I was able to do that, I moved back to Los Angeles. And that's when things, obviously,

00:40:10.440 I started to see him physically. So two months, no, we didn't see each other. It was just long

00:40:15.580 distance. And then we have Pasty George. Thank you, man. Chair three, she means he wasn't doing

00:40:24.640 what she wanted. He is most likely one of the men of eight to nine on the attractiveness scale of one

00:40:30.200 to 10. Oh shit. In other words, she couldn't control him LMFAO. Oh, do you want to respond to

00:40:37.240 Pasty? I'll respond to it if you don't want me to, Malia. Go for it, Kelly. Um, eight or nine

00:40:45.620 is very generous for this peon who, again, sorry, why can't you pay $150 for your girlfriend? Huh?

00:40:55.280 Doesn't make sense to me. So yeah, she won. W. What did he do? For Malia. Like for work?

00:41:01.440 I don't know. Real estate? Drug dealer? No. I mean, what, what part of, he was in LA where

00:41:11.520 you guys were living together? Yeah. Like, was it a nice area or was it the, the, the ghetto?

00:41:20.260 No. It was nice? Yeah. Not at all. I mean, $150 rent contribution living in Southern California.

00:41:28.560 I don't think it's the worst deal for a, a young couple. It's the, it's the fact that

00:41:36.940 he didn't have any bills to pay. That's what I think is the problem with it. It's if the,

00:41:41.220 it's like. But he's paying the utilities, right? He's paying for all the food, food, utilities.

00:41:46.280 Utilities, what? $300. He's paying for the Netflix. For the $20. The Hulu. The Amazon Prime.

00:41:52.280 Yeah. The $15. And I'm grateful. A month? That should add up. Yeah, I know. You're grateful.

00:41:56.660 And I'm just saying grateful for it, but there's obviously more to the story than I'm, you know,

00:42:01.400 that I've said. Um. You beat him up? Cherry on top. You beat him? No. What? Oh, sorry.

00:42:10.080 I must have, my ears are playing trees on me.

00:42:12.180 So. You, did you. Is that what you want someone to do to you? Is that what you want somebody to do to you?

00:42:22.460 Is that what you want to do to me? No. No. No, I don't know. Shit. I sometimes, uh, I don't know.

00:42:27.000 Just, I get intuitions, but sometimes I'm wrong. I'm getting flustered.

00:42:30.880 I don't know. I don't know. You seem to be getting flustered.

00:42:36.780 Me? I'm just chilling. Okay, cool. Cool story. Thank you. Girl, you came at her with an age joke,

00:42:42.160 but that don't even make no sense. That's like 30 minutes ago. What are you talking about?

00:42:44.360 When you're looking like the dude who was one foot in his grave who I was hooking up with. So, like,

00:42:48.840 make it make sense. She said what? I looked like the dude that you were hooking up with?

00:42:55.000 That was sitting in his grave. Closer to it. Closer to it. I mean, I looked like him. You fucked him for money.

00:43:00.880 I mean, that seems like it's... For money. For money. Yeah, that's...

00:43:04.900 Not for free. It's still bad. Of course, not for free. That's still bad.

00:43:09.880 Worse than having sex with a man for free or his. I mean, you wish people would pay you a pinch?

00:43:13.620 I wish people would pay me to... You sound like you get no pussy.

00:43:17.780 Oh. What? Um... Okay. Okay. What... You say it sounds like that. What about...

00:43:30.880 What I'm saying makes it sound like that. I mean, any man who would come for a woman's age, just...

00:43:36.060 That just... What? That just gives... I don't get no pussy. What did I say? Remind me what I said?

00:43:41.320 You... I don't really remember. She doesn't even remember what I said.

00:43:44.140 It has something to do with her age, though. She said something about my age.

00:43:47.900 Yeah, she said you look young. No, she said you're 19?

00:43:51.300 Yeah, like... Like, surprise. In a way that you're beautiful. And usually 19-year-olds look like little kids.

00:43:56.100 I mean, I don't care. I'm just saying that she made a comment and then he made a comment.

00:43:58.500 Yeah, it was... Yeah, but her comment wasn't inherently bad. It wasn't out of pocket.

00:44:00.940 No, I'm not offended. I'm just saying that's where it came from.

00:44:03.400 Yeah, but her comment wasn't a bad word. It was just like, oh, you look beautiful. You're 19? That's crazy.

00:44:08.160 I love causing mystery.

00:44:09.980 You didn't even take it as bad.

00:44:11.820 So... Then why did he say something back that was bad?

00:44:14.840 What did he say?

00:44:15.900 What did he say?

00:44:17.820 I think he said something about people in the UK or something.

00:44:20.640 Yeah, you're like, people in the UK must age faster.

00:44:22.560 Yeah, people here don't age as fast as the UK.

00:44:26.020 That'd be fucking topical because she was surprised that... I assume the implication here is Felicity looks older? Younger? I don't know the implication.

00:44:37.480 Yeah, making assumptions. Interesting.

00:44:39.200 It was a joke.

00:44:39.980 Is that offensive that Brian said that?

00:44:42.700 I mean, she probably wasn't offended, but I just don't... I just didn't like hearing it.

00:44:46.980 You were offended?

00:44:48.060 I wasn't offended.

00:44:48.680 Bro, you literally fucking robbed people. What the fuck?

00:44:52.260 Okay, and...

00:44:53.580 You've admitted to multiple felonies on the podcast, and you're offended that I made a comment about... Not her age, but the age of...

00:45:00.480 I didn't say I was any better, but...

00:45:02.600 The age of people in the UK?

00:45:05.640 Yeah, but...

00:45:06.580 I'm not...

00:45:07.100 Golly.

00:45:08.020 But I pick it and choose. Like, these are...

00:45:11.420 She's for the gallows.

00:45:12.620 I'm for the gallows.

00:45:13.440 Exactly.

00:45:14.020 You don't get it.

00:45:14.980 You wouldn't get it.

00:45:15.400 This was towards a man.

00:45:17.600 Yeah, I don't get it.

00:45:18.660 You wouldn't.

00:45:19.440 You simply...

00:45:20.340 Right, I'm good.

00:45:20.900 You wouldn't because you're a man.

00:45:22.120 Your brain's probably not there yet.

00:45:23.700 He was defending me, right?

00:45:25.200 But he wasn't defending you because she didn't say anything bad towards you, so he was literally

00:45:28.520 just attacking her for no reason.

00:45:29.880 Bro, you're tripping.

00:45:31.240 Fucking lay off the drugs. Holy shit.

00:45:33.900 Fucking coke.

00:45:34.080 Maybe you should try drugs. It sounds like you should try them.

00:45:36.060 No, I'm okay.

00:45:36.660 Maybe if you did some acid, you would be kinder.

00:45:39.040 I'd be retarded like you.

00:45:41.300 I actually love being retarded.

00:45:43.200 Actually...

00:45:43.640 Wow, that's a...

00:45:44.380 Thank you.

00:45:44.780 Clip it and chip it, boys.

00:45:45.640 She admitted to...

00:45:46.580 I claim that word.

00:45:47.400 I bring it back.

00:45:47.420 She doubles down on the retardation.

00:45:49.280 Okay, cool.

00:45:49.740 So anyways, moving on.

00:45:50.480 I actually have a hat that says retard.

00:45:51.660 Good derailing, though.

00:45:52.640 I was about to wear it.

00:45:53.220 Well done.

00:45:53.240 That was a good derailment while I was having a good back and forth with Malia here.

00:45:59.200 Okay.

00:46:00.200 So anyways, back to Malia.

00:46:02.280 Okay, you were dating this guy, whatever.

00:46:03.800 You were upset that you had to pay $150.

00:46:06.320 No, I never said that.

00:46:07.440 Who said I was upset about it?

00:46:09.620 Oh, I guess Kelly was upset on your behalf.

00:46:11.200 I was upset on her behalf.

00:46:12.560 She's upset on her behalf.

00:46:12.660 On her behalf.

00:46:13.700 Yeah, I never...

00:46:14.600 I literally said multiple times that I was very grateful for our circumstances.

00:46:19.080 I never said I was not...

00:46:20.060 Yeah, for sure.

00:46:20.540 She was...

00:46:21.540 I was more mad for...

00:46:22.760 I'm more mad about it than she is.

00:46:24.120 Wait, hold on.

00:46:24.620 I got...

00:46:24.900 I'm sorry.

00:46:25.320 I have to come back to this.

00:46:28.200 Fucking Carmen.

00:46:29.440 Carmen, bro.

00:46:30.340 Hold on.

00:46:30.820 Sorry.

00:46:31.120 Sorry, not sorry.

00:46:31.720 You look like you don't get pussy or some shit.

00:46:34.040 But last show, you said you were...

00:46:35.720 You called yourself a fem cell.

00:46:37.580 Yeah.

00:46:37.700 I'm pretty sure you DM'd us saying that you're still a fem cell.

00:46:41.460 But I didn't say I'm any better.

00:46:42.820 I just said you also look like that.

00:46:44.340 So we're both in the...

00:46:45.660 You're suggesting...

00:46:46.340 I would gladly...

00:46:47.340 We're both in the same predicament.

00:46:48.680 I would gladly say that I don't get no pussy either.

00:46:49.520 You're saying...

00:46:49.960 Okay.

00:46:50.340 Yeah, you're just pissed off about it.

00:46:52.200 She's embracing it.

00:46:53.360 But that's like...

00:46:54.720 That's the difference.

00:46:55.880 I mean, even if it was the case that I was struggling to get pussy, even if that was

00:47:02.520 the case, even if it was the case, it would occur to me that it's so easy to get dick,

00:47:08.740 but you must be so off-putting that you're a fem cell.

00:47:13.220 I mean, that seems to be like a bigger indictment of you than it would be of me.

00:47:19.280 I probably am very off-putting, but I still love myself that way.

00:47:22.920 We love being off-putting.

00:47:23.740 I love being that way.

00:47:24.220 Have you thought for a second for like maybe we'd dress ourselves to be off-putting for

00:47:30.320 people like you?

00:47:31.640 Yeah.

00:47:32.120 For me?

00:47:32.960 We do that on purpose.

00:47:34.460 Yeah.

00:47:35.040 Thank you.

00:47:35.800 You are so welcome.

00:47:37.240 I'm glad we have an agreement.

00:47:38.940 It's like a warning.

00:47:40.140 It's a warning sign.

00:47:42.220 Yeah, you do it for your benefit.

00:47:44.640 So I appreciate that.

00:47:46.700 You're so welcome.

00:47:47.420 No, I think it's good.

00:47:48.280 I think it's good that women, you know, have signs, you know, like how the poisonous frog

00:47:55.320 is often brightly colored.

00:47:57.580 So these women who put like color in their hair or, you know, the tattoos, I think it's

00:48:02.760 a really good warning sign for men to be like, don't date these women because

00:48:11.120 they will ruin your life.

00:48:16.000 Come on.

00:48:16.740 How many lives have you ruined?

00:48:18.320 You robbed people.

00:48:20.100 Okay.

00:48:20.600 But like they deserved it for being ugly.

00:48:22.320 They deserved it for being ugly.

00:48:25.140 I'm just kidding.

00:48:25.640 I'm just kidding.

00:48:26.060 I don't say that.

00:48:27.000 Ugly people matter too.

00:48:28.380 And also I'm ugly to some people.

00:48:30.600 So that's all subjective.

00:48:31.560 But honestly, I forgot what the question was.

00:48:35.340 But yeah.

00:48:40.500 Okay.

00:48:43.900 It's good though.

00:48:44.980 It's good.

00:48:45.980 Okay.

00:48:46.440 So anyways, we need to finish up everybody's relationship status.

00:48:50.940 What about you?

00:48:51.820 I am single and I have never been in a relationship.

00:48:55.560 All right.

00:48:57.420 Any, any dates?

00:48:59.420 Ever been on a date?

00:49:00.300 Yeah, of course I've been on dates, but just we move so often that it made it difficult

00:49:05.560 to actually have a relationship.

00:49:06.720 And I also want, like, I believe in dating to marry and obviously I'm too young to date

00:49:11.820 to marry.

00:49:12.340 So I wanted to wait till I was ready.

00:49:14.200 So.

00:49:14.780 How old?

00:49:16.120 How old?

00:49:16.620 I mean, 18.

00:49:18.060 No, I mean, after, you said you're waiting to date to marry.

00:49:22.860 Oh, well, I mean, I would love to be in a very loving, healthy relationship right now.

00:49:26.680 I mean, but.

00:49:27.740 But what age are you going to start to date?

00:49:29.060 You said you're too young to date.

00:49:30.460 Well, I just meant, like, under 18, obviously.

00:49:33.200 You shouldn't get married.

00:49:34.020 Oh, because recently.

00:49:34.520 So if you're dating to marry.

00:49:35.220 Okay.

00:49:35.980 Well, are you waiting, when would you like to be married by?

00:49:41.240 Well, I do believe in getting married young.

00:49:43.440 I don't know if 18 is exactly too young.

00:49:46.280 But I would love to be married by 25, yeah.

00:49:49.860 Okay.

00:49:51.040 How many dates have you been on?

00:49:52.940 Oh, um, I don't know.

00:49:55.580 It's just wherever we go, there's a few guys and I'll go on dates.

00:49:58.320 And they're usually, they're always really fun.

00:50:00.460 So I don't know.

00:50:02.940 I mean, have you dated like 50 guys or?

00:50:05.000 No, no, like probably 15, maybe 20 dates.

00:50:09.740 First dates?

00:50:10.640 Mm-hmm.

00:50:11.360 Any second dates?

00:50:12.580 Yeah, there's been a couple.

00:50:13.360 Third dates?

00:50:14.200 No.

00:50:14.460 What's the long date?

00:50:15.780 Okay, so it's only made it to the second date.

00:50:18.220 It's more of just like friend group.

00:50:20.360 It's like a group date.

00:50:21.340 So you just go and do something fun.

00:50:22.920 So it's not really one-on-one.

00:50:24.240 Yeah.

00:50:26.420 Okay.

00:50:27.440 And are you, so you're LDS.

00:50:29.980 Are you waiting until marriage before you have carnal knowledge?

00:50:33.700 Yes, sir.

00:50:34.740 And you are?

00:50:35.460 I'm just not mean.

00:50:36.240 Like learning about, have sex.

00:50:38.460 Sex.

00:50:39.040 Yeah.

00:50:39.360 No sex before marriage.

00:50:40.580 Yeah.

00:50:40.760 P and the V.

00:50:41.180 Oh, MJ.

00:50:41.960 Yes, I believe in waiting until marriage.

00:50:43.960 I think it's the way to have the healthiest marriage.

00:50:45.200 And so you are a virgin.

00:50:46.080 Is that correct?

00:50:46.560 Yes, I am a virgin.

00:50:46.820 Okay.

00:50:47.680 All right.

00:50:47.980 Waiting until marriage.

00:50:49.600 Mm-hmm.

00:50:50.100 All right.

00:50:50.780 Do we have any Mormons in the chat who want to?

00:50:53.540 I believe I'm the first LDS member to be on this podcast.

00:50:56.120 No, we've had some.

00:50:58.300 Yeah, we've had a couple.

00:50:59.880 Oh, good.

00:51:00.300 Can I ask you a question?

00:51:01.680 Yes, ma'am.

00:51:02.000 Before you do, one sec, hold on.

00:51:04.700 We have...

00:51:05.420 Sorry, Pasty, for the delay.

00:51:08.560 Pass Chee George donated $200.

00:51:11.380 Yo, thank you, Pasty Stee George.

00:51:13.040 Holy fact.

00:51:14.200 Your voice and manner of speaking are more annoying than chair three.

00:51:17.660 Hey.

00:51:18.660 Hey.

00:51:19.600 Who's chair three?

00:51:20.620 I think...

00:51:21.560 Chair three.

00:51:22.620 What?

00:51:22.800 And then Kelly's chair six.

00:51:24.140 Hey, be nice to Kelly.

00:51:25.040 She's a homie.

00:51:26.300 Kelly's the homie.

00:51:27.360 She's the homie.

00:51:30.240 It's okay.

00:51:30.820 Be nice.

00:51:31.800 Thank you, George, for the TTS.

00:51:35.040 Appreciate it.

00:51:35.800 Thank you.

00:51:35.940 Okay, you have a question for her?

00:51:38.760 If it's too invasive, don't answer.

00:51:41.220 But are you allowed to wear tampons?

00:51:43.460 Yes, yeah.

00:51:44.360 That's a good question.

00:51:45.340 That was a good question.

00:51:46.000 I've actually never thought about it.

00:51:47.620 Can I ask a question?

00:51:48.400 It is a really good question.

00:51:49.320 Yeah, of course.

00:51:50.160 So have you ever done that thing where they shake the butt?

00:51:52.540 Oh, soaking.

00:51:54.700 What?

00:51:55.280 So in the culture, people try to find loopholes.

00:51:58.780 You know, with every standard, there's a loophole.

00:52:00.600 So it's a common joke to have a loophole.

00:52:04.280 If you're an actual committed member, if you actually cared about, like, your reproductive health and wanting to have a healthy relationship, you wouldn't actually be pursuing that and trying to find loopholes.

00:52:14.340 If you are, you're probably not, you probably don't care about the church very much, so.

00:52:18.480 Valid, valid.

00:52:19.740 Oh, and can I comment on the tampon thing really quickly?

00:52:22.500 Sure.

00:52:22.900 Oh, so the tampon thing, that's like a feminine care product, so it doesn't really have anything

00:52:26.880 to do with sex.

00:52:28.200 It's just a feminine care product.

00:52:29.500 Okay.

00:52:29.720 So anything health care and, like, feminine care-wise, it doesn't make a difference.

00:52:35.760 As long as you can take care of yourself.

00:52:36.760 It is allowed.

00:52:38.100 Okay, cool.

00:52:38.560 Not allowed, it's just normal.

00:52:39.960 What about you?

00:52:40.720 I am married.

00:52:41.540 I've been married for four years, but we've been together for nine.

00:52:46.460 Okay.

00:52:47.280 Is this your longest relationship?

00:52:49.400 All right.

00:52:50.140 Any kids?

00:52:51.100 No.

00:52:51.860 Planning to have kids?

00:52:52.840 No.

00:52:53.540 Oh, okay.

00:52:53.980 Like, 100% said on that?

00:52:56.700 100% said on that.

00:52:58.060 All right.

00:52:58.380 I've been like that my whole life, though.

00:52:59.960 Okay.

00:53:00.800 Gotcha.

00:53:02.120 And pets?

00:53:04.500 Yes, I have two black labs, and they're at home waiting for me.

00:53:08.860 All right, cool.

00:53:09.720 What about you, Kelly?

00:53:11.100 I am in a relationship, and we have been together for four years now.

00:53:17.640 Damn.

00:53:18.000 I think, yeah.

00:53:18.480 Four years.

00:53:19.220 Yeah, it's been a while.

00:53:20.040 When's he going to pop the question?

00:53:21.740 I don't really want him to.

00:53:25.780 Oh, you don't want to get married?

00:53:26.680 Not yet, no.

00:53:27.660 Okay.

00:53:27.980 I want to, yeah, but.

00:53:30.140 I see.

00:53:31.840 Like, my wedding, I want it to be really specific, and I know it's going to take a while to plan,

00:53:36.860 so.

00:53:37.480 What do you want?

00:53:38.700 Well, something intimate, but, like, it's going to be, I want to do everything.

00:53:43.100 I don't want to hire a wedding planner.

00:53:44.860 I don't want to have other people doing it.

00:53:46.960 Like, I want to make, like, the little name tags myself and everything.

00:53:49.800 I want to make the invitations.

00:53:50.500 I want to make, like, all the decorations or whatever, so I know, like, that's going

00:53:54.360 to take a while, and I'm just enjoying, like, where we are in life.

00:54:00.180 He's more, like, pressed about, like, wanting to pop the question, but.

00:54:05.920 Okay.

00:54:06.540 I'm not, I'm not pressed about.

00:54:08.120 Is he the one?

00:54:09.500 Yeah.

00:54:10.140 All right.

00:54:10.640 Do you, are you planning enough kids at some point?

00:54:12.700 Yes.

00:54:13.020 You want kids?

00:54:13.640 Well, yeah, we've already talked about that, like, in the next, like, four years.

00:54:16.820 Got it.

00:54:17.340 All right.

00:54:17.840 Felicity.

00:54:18.080 Yeah.

00:54:19.000 Single for a few months.

00:54:21.380 Longest relationship was two years.

00:54:24.440 All right.

00:54:26.180 All right.

00:54:26.820 That's everybody's relationship status.

00:54:30.900 Yours.

00:54:31.940 Oh.

00:54:32.580 Top secret.

00:54:33.760 Top secret.

00:54:34.520 I'm a virgin.

00:54:35.940 Yeah.

00:54:36.520 I'm a femcel.

00:54:37.340 I would have.

00:54:37.760 And incel.

00:54:38.580 And a virgin.

00:54:39.280 Go ahead.

00:54:40.400 Okay.

00:54:41.020 So, just kidding.

00:54:43.840 About all of it.

00:54:45.100 Let's see here.

00:54:46.600 Oh, there was a question I had related to this.

00:54:50.500 Related to, is anybody else a virgin at the table?

00:54:55.280 Guess not.

00:54:56.160 Okay.

00:54:57.780 Congrats.

00:54:58.260 Congratulations.

00:54:59.940 Based red-pilled W in the chat.

00:55:02.600 All right.

00:55:06.080 And will you only date a guy who's LDS?

00:55:09.320 Or could it be a Christian?

00:55:10.760 So, on that, so, essentially, you know, dating your political beliefs, like, you want to date

00:55:16.360 someone who's similar to your beliefs, you can actually, like, get along.

00:55:19.100 It's the same idea.

00:55:19.880 So, personally, I'd prefer dating someone who's Mormon just because then we're actually compatible.

00:55:25.680 Got it.

00:55:26.080 With the same standards.

00:55:26.800 Okay.

00:55:27.140 How many children do you want?

00:55:28.920 Um, four to six.

00:55:33.280 Not bad, right?

00:55:34.840 Not bad.

00:55:35.720 All right.

00:55:37.720 Mormons, you can hit her up, I guess.

00:55:40.300 Sorry.

00:55:40.900 LDS.

00:55:41.600 They don't like the Mormon term.

00:55:42.860 It's a slur.

00:55:44.080 What?

00:55:44.700 Oh, what's the Discord comment?

00:55:46.980 It says, wait, please.

00:55:47.960 I know.

00:55:48.400 What are they saying?

00:55:49.800 Oh, don't worry about it.

00:55:50.200 Why can't we see it?

00:55:51.680 They're just talking.

00:55:51.940 They're saying very polite things.

00:55:53.800 Yeah.

00:55:54.020 I fear you don't want to know what that's.

00:55:56.020 I know.

00:55:56.640 They're complimenting all of you and saying how nicely all of you are dressed.

00:56:02.900 Oh, yeah.

00:56:03.240 I'm sure.

00:56:03.740 And how wonderful all of you are.

00:56:05.780 Oh, that's so sweet.

00:56:07.400 Thank you so much.

00:56:08.960 I really appreciate it.

00:56:11.060 It is, you know, a thing that they do.

00:56:19.100 Okay.

00:56:19.800 We're going to get into some of the pre-show notes, starting with Chloe here.

00:56:23.460 Chloe, you said that you used to sneak out of the psych ward to go out on dates with your boyfriend,

00:56:29.720 and you got caught and kicked out of the psych ward.

00:56:34.840 Yeah, I did.

00:56:36.520 Dot, dot, dot.

00:56:37.380 How many times have you been in the psych ward?

00:56:39.360 How many times?

00:56:40.680 Well, I've been in three times, but I was in it for five years.

00:56:45.640 Jeez.

00:56:46.140 Three times, five years.

00:56:49.500 Because in the UK, we do really long admissions.

00:56:53.080 Like, I think like a year and a half, two years.

00:56:57.520 Like, really long admissions.

00:56:59.120 Why?

00:56:59.280 Because our healthcare is free.

00:57:00.200 Why were you in, was it different each time or for the same reason?

00:57:03.180 No, always for the same reason.

00:57:05.360 Which is what?

00:57:06.340 Because I just kept trying to kill myself.

00:57:10.500 Just for the rest of the show, if you can use like...

00:57:13.400 Oh, sorry.

00:57:14.120 It's okay.

00:57:14.540 It's okay.

00:57:14.940 We didn't go over it.

00:57:17.440 Use Unalive.

00:57:19.100 Okay.

00:57:19.780 Unalive or like self-delete.

00:57:21.140 It's okay.

00:57:21.680 Self-delete?

00:57:22.740 Self-delete.

00:57:23.280 I like that.

00:57:24.460 That one is cute.

00:57:25.420 How many times have you tried to self-delete?

00:57:28.000 Um, maybe like four or five times, but mostly it was the...

00:57:36.000 I don't...

00:57:37.460 What would you call the...

00:57:40.000 The other one?

00:57:43.060 Just self-harm?

00:57:44.160 Yeah.

00:57:44.540 How would mute...

00:57:45.720 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:57:46.460 We see.

00:57:47.480 Oh, yeah.

00:57:48.640 Obby.

00:57:49.580 Obby.

00:57:49.920 Contrary to popular belief, I did not fall through a window.

00:57:52.800 I did this to myself.

00:57:54.560 Got it.

00:57:55.380 Okay.

00:57:56.080 And...

00:57:56.520 Do I have a reason why?

00:57:57.080 Do I have a reason why?

00:57:59.160 Sure.

00:58:00.320 Oh, no.

00:58:00.840 That wasn't even your question.

00:58:02.140 That was my question.

00:58:02.780 Yeah, you can answer that.

00:58:06.060 Why not?

00:58:07.240 No, I'm joking.

00:58:08.240 Childhood stuff?

00:58:09.080 Yeah.

00:58:09.520 Okay.

00:58:10.420 Um, you said that...

00:58:12.320 Why not?

00:58:13.140 Would you, uh...

00:58:15.760 Would they give you medications?

00:58:17.740 Yeah.

00:58:18.480 That was one of the best bits.

00:58:20.100 Felt like I was floating.

00:58:21.640 What kind of medications were they giving you?

00:58:24.300 Tamazepam, diazepam.

00:58:25.940 Uh, every different type of anti-psychotic, anti-depressant, mood stabilizers, everything.

00:58:34.580 Are you taking anything currently?

00:58:35.960 Yeah.

00:58:36.920 What do you take?

00:58:37.400 Why do I not act like I am?

00:58:39.560 What do you take?

00:58:40.900 I take...

00:58:41.820 Well, they're called different things, because in the UK it's different, but I take diazepam,

00:58:48.520 promethazine, melatonin, sodium valparate, and sertraline.

00:58:56.700 Okay.

00:58:57.680 And are any of those anti-psychotics?

00:59:01.780 So rude.

00:59:02.840 Why is that rude?

00:59:03.660 You said you were on them.

00:59:05.080 I'm...

00:59:05.580 I just don't know what some of those are.

00:59:08.160 No.

00:59:08.980 Mood stabilizer.

00:59:10.500 Okay.

00:59:11.180 Anti-depressant.

00:59:13.240 Anti-anxiety.

00:59:14.880 And then to help me sleep.

00:59:17.540 Right.

00:59:17.780 Because I don't sleep too good.

00:59:19.600 When's the last time you were in the psych ward?

00:59:21.720 Actually, quite a while ago, when I was 19.

00:59:26.280 So it's been a while.

00:59:26.580 Okay, so it's been seven years.

00:59:27.840 Yeah.

00:59:28.140 Are you proud of me?

00:59:28.280 So you've made some improvement.

00:59:29.840 Yeah.

00:59:30.040 Very proud.

00:59:30.600 I don't actually...

00:59:31.820 He's proud of me, guys.

00:59:34.040 Flip that.

00:59:34.420 Well, I mean, I'm not saying that in a mocking way.

00:59:37.700 I think it's a good thing, if people have been struggling with things, that they can have

00:59:43.440 some semblance of improvement.

00:59:44.800 So I genuinely wish you well in that.

00:59:50.620 Well, okay, you're not going to take it politely, but...

00:59:54.040 No, I'm just, like, so self-deprecating.

00:59:56.800 Oh, okay.

00:59:57.180 I love it.

00:59:59.160 And three times you were in there total for five years.

01:00:05.200 Yeah.

01:00:05.640 So I basically spent all of my teenage years in the psych ward.

01:00:09.100 Did you date in the psych ward?

01:00:10.760 Not other people in the psych ward, but I did date whilst I was there.

01:00:16.220 And I would leave...

01:00:16.620 People outside.

01:00:17.320 Yeah.

01:00:17.740 Okay.

01:00:18.700 And they were not good people.

01:00:20.620 Not good people.

01:00:21.500 Yeah.

01:00:22.440 Do you have your phone in there?

01:00:24.680 In two of them, you weren't allowed your phone, which was absolute...

01:00:29.380 It was a nightmare.

01:00:30.400 Can you imagine?

01:00:30.940 We were all, like, 16.

01:00:32.840 Yeah.

01:00:33.260 Yeah.

01:00:34.000 Yeah, she sucks.

01:00:35.020 No outside communication.

01:00:38.000 You literally had a TV, and that was it.

01:00:40.440 Awful.

01:00:42.120 Were there any, like, hella funny people you met?

01:00:45.180 Yeah.

01:00:47.700 One time, somebody shat in a teapot, and we had to have a community meeting to talk about

01:00:53.780 who shat in the teapot, but nobody would own up to it, so then we weren't allowed to

01:00:58.560 go on our trip on Friday because we'd been bad, and they had to spend the money on a new

01:01:03.940 teapot.

01:01:04.900 Then did you find out who it was?

01:01:06.180 No, we never found out.

01:01:08.440 Past Chee George donated $200.

01:01:11.880 Share four, basically, the chat is mostly saying based Mormon for being a virgin, wanting

01:01:17.220 a husband and children, and not being a 304 like most Western women who are infected with

01:01:23.220 feminism.

01:01:24.440 Your response?

01:01:25.500 I think it's okay to be normal.

01:01:26.780 I think it's okay to want traditional values, so I hope the chat supports that.

01:01:31.000 I think it's okay as long as you're not, like, judging other people who have, as long as

01:01:38.240 you're not judging other people for, like, whatever life they want to live, you know?

01:01:41.900 Well, I still believe in the freedom of choice.

01:01:43.840 I just think that there is better choices.

01:01:47.700 All right.

01:01:48.120 Okay, so going back to you, Chloe, you would go out, you used to sneak out of the psych

01:01:56.480 ward going to dates.

01:01:57.820 You got kicked out of the psych ward.

01:01:59.680 Yeah, I got kicked out of the psych ward.

01:02:00.760 You said you, I guess moving off of the psych ward stuff, you traveled four hours to meet

01:02:07.900 a boy you met on TikTok who kept calling you autistic in a bad way.

01:02:12.180 Yeah.

01:02:13.880 So from London to where?

01:02:16.560 To...

01:02:17.000 Was he a scouser?

01:02:19.400 What?

01:02:20.380 What does that mean?

01:02:21.560 Yeah.

01:02:22.020 He was a scouser.

01:02:22.800 Yeah.

01:02:23.060 How did I find...

01:02:23.980 It's not in the notes, boys.

01:02:25.160 I just guessed that shit.

01:02:25.940 Yeah.

01:02:26.340 No, he actually did.

01:02:26.960 What is that?

01:02:28.240 It's like a part in the...

01:02:29.400 Chicken.

01:02:29.680 How do they say...

01:02:30.700 What is it?

01:02:31.000 Chicken and cock?

01:02:32.720 Chicken.

01:02:33.860 Chicken.

01:02:34.540 Chicken.

01:02:35.040 I'm not very good.

01:02:35.680 I don't...

01:02:36.160 Yeah.

01:02:36.760 I don't like that.

01:02:37.340 Do it, the chicken and coke.

01:02:38.160 How do you do it?

01:02:39.280 No, I'm scared now.

01:02:39.640 Say it.

01:02:39.920 Come on.

01:02:40.440 You got this.

01:02:40.920 All right, whatever.

01:02:41.560 I'm scared.

01:02:42.340 But so you traveled to Liverpool then?

01:02:44.520 No, no, no.

01:02:45.480 I...

01:02:45.840 How was it?

01:02:46.780 Like Manchester?

01:02:48.220 Okay.

01:02:48.960 Wait.

01:02:49.800 I don't know how...

01:02:50.340 Scousers is Liverpool, isn't it?

01:02:52.120 They're all the same to me.

01:02:53.380 I live in London.

01:02:53.860 Okay, northern.

01:02:54.720 Okay, all right.

01:02:56.720 I'm southern.

01:02:57.120 So Manchester, you traveled four hours to meet him.

01:02:59.580 Yeah.

01:02:59.940 What kind of content did he make?

01:03:03.060 Just like Thirst Trap Boy star.

01:03:05.280 Like he was a dancer?

01:03:07.320 Like he did a little...

01:03:08.260 No, like alternative...

01:03:09.140 Lame-ass TikTok dances?

01:03:10.660 You...

01:03:11.100 You...

01:03:11.600 You know the kind of boy that I'm talking about.

01:03:16.220 I've been disassociating.

01:03:17.640 I'm not going to lie.

01:03:18.680 Fair enough.

01:03:19.400 What the fuck?

01:03:20.340 Just like...

01:03:21.040 I guess like outfit videos to like songs or like...

01:03:25.700 I don't know.

01:03:26.440 Just like...

01:03:27.720 Fast Trap-y.

01:03:30.500 Okay.

01:03:31.240 How did that...

01:03:32.200 Did you...

01:03:33.000 Was that a one-time thing or...

01:03:34.640 No, it wasn't a one-time thing.

01:03:36.640 I put myself through it like seven times.

01:03:40.940 Did he ever drive to see you?

01:03:43.000 No, I don't think he drove.

01:03:45.880 Every single...

01:03:46.620 Every single time we met in a different place in the UK.

01:03:50.560 You went to him.

01:03:51.680 I would...

01:03:52.280 It's okay.

01:03:52.740 You went to him?

01:03:54.120 No, we both met somewhere in the UK.

01:03:57.220 Okay.

01:03:57.920 Interesting.

01:03:58.640 Yeah.

01:03:58.900 All right.

01:03:59.600 And...

01:04:00.000 How many followers did he have?

01:04:01.240 I don't know.

01:04:02.900 You said this is a famous TikToker.

01:04:04.280 No, I didn't say it was a famous TikToker.

01:04:05.880 Okay, sorry.

01:04:05.900 You're right.

01:04:06.300 You said it's a TikToker.

01:04:07.560 I met him on TikToker.

01:04:08.500 You met him on TikToker.

01:04:09.500 Yeah.

01:04:09.620 That is correct.

01:04:10.520 Well, I assume...

01:04:11.360 So he's not...

01:04:12.400 I don't know.

01:04:12.940 He had like 40K or something.

01:04:15.060 Oh, damn.

01:04:15.560 All right.

01:04:16.440 Was it Bevo?

01:04:18.000 Yeah, obviously.

01:04:19.720 He's terrifying.

01:04:21.320 Bevo.

01:04:21.960 You've met him?

01:04:22.700 No.

01:04:23.300 He scares me.

01:04:24.520 We've had him on the podcast.

01:04:25.640 Have you actually?

01:04:26.420 Yeah.

01:04:27.840 I mean, besides...

01:04:28.920 Sorry, Bevo.

01:04:30.560 You're a freak.

01:04:32.280 I mean, I thought it was kind of entertaining to have him on the podcast.

01:04:34.280 I mean, anyways, that's a separate conversation.

01:04:37.840 You said going to a bar for a drink isn't a date.

01:04:41.140 It's an addiction.

01:04:42.540 And so far is how removed you are from your feelings that you need to use something, aka

01:04:47.180 alcohol to cope.

01:04:49.260 Serial daters aren't in love with love.

01:04:52.560 You said alternative men hate alternative women.

01:04:55.460 They don't want to date them.

01:04:56.420 They just want to have fun with them.

01:04:57.640 They want to date basic girls, so they're the one that looks cool.

01:05:01.900 Why does that happen every time?

01:05:03.600 It's crazy.

01:05:04.440 It's just the way it is.

01:05:05.960 I think they don't like...

01:05:10.820 I don't know.

01:05:12.360 They want...

01:05:13.640 I don't even know.

01:05:16.980 Brain off.

01:05:18.440 How?

01:05:19.280 My alternative comes to Paul.

01:05:21.860 Yeah.

01:05:22.500 No, I've also experienced that as well.

01:05:24.240 I was just telling her how I asked this dude to date me, and then he was like, I'm not dating

01:05:29.920 right now.

01:05:30.640 And then a week later when I hit him up, he's dating some girl.

01:05:35.100 And I look at the girl, and she's like completely just like, you know, like normal and stuff.

01:05:40.880 And I was like, that's so interesting, because I thought you would like someone like more

01:05:44.760 like me.

01:05:46.320 And...

01:05:46.640 But at the end of the day, I do realize I'll probably end with a problem in a lot of ways.

01:05:51.740 So...

01:05:52.460 And that's why I've been working on myself a lot.

01:05:54.360 But...

01:05:54.920 Well, I...

01:05:56.000 You know what?

01:05:56.560 Look, I don't want to paint with too broad of a brush, but I think people who tend to be

01:06:01.680 attracted or tend to be drawn to more alternative subcultures or whatnot, it's not always the

01:06:09.580 case.

01:06:10.000 Some people do it strictly for some sort of aesthetic, but oftentimes it's the case.

01:06:14.300 These people disproportionately have various traumas.

01:06:18.560 They have mental illnesses.

01:06:20.560 I'm not saying this is an attack or an insult, but, you know, for, you know, it is something

01:06:27.060 that is studied.

01:06:28.740 And I think...

01:06:29.260 Can I see proof?

01:06:30.000 No, I know it's true, but I'd like to see you pull up proof, just because I'm feeling

01:06:34.960 like a being.

01:06:35.280 There's a study, I mean, I could cite to at least, like, for example, people who have

01:06:38.720 tattoos, it is an indicator of, you know, certain things.

01:06:45.780 Typically, tattoos are associated with more alternative lifestyle or alternative subculture,

01:06:50.740 this sort of thing.

01:06:51.980 I think, though, perhaps why it's the reason why alternative men struggle to date alternative

01:06:57.780 women.

01:06:58.800 It's because they want to date their mom.

01:07:00.740 Hold on.

01:07:02.500 I highly doubt this, but I think it's very difficult.

01:07:07.260 Let's say they're flawed individuals and they have baggage, whatever.

01:07:13.060 It's very difficult for two fucked up people to date.

01:07:16.480 It's hard enough for, like, a mostly well-adjusted person to date a fucked up person, but two fucked

01:07:23.440 up people dating, that's like, that is compounding the potential opportunity for conflict in a

01:07:34.720 relationship, so it's like, I don't know.

01:07:38.680 I think, I mean, it can go that way often, so, I mean, look, this isn't a monolith here.

01:07:44.920 There are definitely people who are fucked up, who look, who seek out someone else who's fucked up,

01:07:51.040 because, you know, you could, I guess you could look at it from both dimensions, but.

01:07:55.800 Yeah, I would disagree.

01:07:57.240 I would say that's when it's, like, the most magical.

01:07:59.120 Like, when you're both the same amount of fucked up, like, and you bond over that, that's,

01:08:03.620 like, such a sacred bond, and I have been in a long-term relationship, so I know there

01:08:08.060 will be someone who can take all my fucked up-ness and accept me no matter what.

01:08:11.720 Well, so I'm not speaking in the monolith here, so, of course, two people who are fucked

01:08:16.220 up, they date all the time, but I'm saying that I think maybe one of the reasons is it's

01:08:22.120 difficult for a fucked up person to date another fucked up person.

01:08:24.920 That's a lot of fucked up to be dealing with.

01:08:27.800 So, they perhaps, I mean, look.

01:08:30.940 You don't have to be alternative to be fucked up, though.

01:08:33.900 I agree.

01:08:34.560 And then, also, I have a standpoint more of the, if you are fucked up, no matter if you're

01:08:40.500 alternative or not, whatever you are, probably shouldn't be in a relationship.

01:08:45.520 Yeah, that's why I'm single.

01:08:46.780 Go work on yourself.

01:08:47.980 Like, don't, that's what I mean by, like, you're not in love, you're not in love, you're

01:08:52.120 in love with the idea of wanting to be in love, and then putting that onto someone else.

01:08:56.520 Have you worked on yourself?

01:08:57.800 Yeah, I've been in, I've been in therapy for about 12 years.

01:09:03.240 Okay.

01:09:04.840 I've done every type of therapy.

01:09:07.060 Yeah, I guess I agree, but let's, you shouldn't date if you're fucked up, but people invariably

01:09:13.980 date when they're fucked up.

01:09:15.520 Yeah.

01:09:15.800 And then they wonder why the results are bad.

01:09:20.220 Yeah.

01:09:20.760 I mean, I think it's natural.

01:09:22.480 Like, you have to go through the course of realizing you're too fucked up to be dating,

01:09:26.540 and you got to try it out and have those trial and errors.

01:09:29.420 And then once you have the realization, like, oh, I'm the problem, then you can start, like,

01:09:35.200 to work on yourself.

01:09:36.380 So I would say you could, you know, it's both.

01:09:38.860 Word?

01:09:39.380 Okay.

01:09:40.420 Let's see here if we have any.

01:09:43.800 Oh, Spyro did a raid.

01:09:46.520 Thank you, Spyro.

01:09:47.360 I don't know.

01:09:47.660 All right.

01:09:49.540 Is there anything else?

01:09:52.440 You think that alternative men won't date alternative women because they want to date

01:09:57.840 their moms?

01:09:59.760 I mean...

01:10:00.140 Really?

01:10:00.420 That's the reason?

01:10:01.580 There's always a little bit of that in the back of everyone's head, right?

01:10:05.680 That's what...

01:10:08.000 They want to date their mom?

01:10:09.480 I've heard people say that, too.

01:10:12.140 It's just, like, too far removed from someone that they can envision in their head as, like,

01:10:17.300 controlling them.

01:10:18.300 That's actually, like, a psych...

01:10:19.580 Like, what psychologist...

01:10:20.660 Famous psychologist said that?

01:10:22.040 I forgot his name.

01:10:23.120 Yeah, Freud.

01:10:23.880 He literally, like, had a whole study about that shit.

01:10:26.460 Word.

01:10:27.180 It got to be real at some point.

01:10:28.120 They got the study.

01:10:30.400 Going into Carmen's notes.

01:10:31.800 I'm not just a bop.

01:10:32.080 I told you.

01:10:33.280 I know things.

01:10:34.920 Not very useful things, but I know things.

01:10:37.020 She knows.

01:10:38.300 She drinks and she knows things.

01:10:40.520 I'm sober, actually.

01:10:42.140 It's a Game of Thrones quote.

01:10:43.940 Never mind.

01:10:45.180 Carmen, you...

01:10:47.300 Actually, you know what?

01:10:48.440 Let's start with your new notes.

01:10:50.700 New notes from Carmen, otherwise known as arson, otherwise known as definitely not lighting

01:10:57.840 trap houses on fire on the weekends.

01:11:01.760 I would never do that.

01:11:02.600 Never would do that.

01:11:04.140 You wrote...

01:11:05.240 Oh, my.

01:11:05.540 Sorry.

01:11:06.120 Okay.

01:11:06.820 Found it.

01:11:07.940 You are still living the fem cell life.

01:11:11.180 That fem cell life.

01:11:12.880 So you're a fem cell?

01:11:13.780 I would say so.

01:11:15.640 I would say I very much so don't like men because they really don't make no sense to

01:11:21.960 me.

01:11:22.560 You don't like men?

01:11:23.700 Wait, what's the difference between fem cell and lesbian?

01:11:26.280 Fem cell is when you don't like men.

01:11:28.200 You just don't.

01:11:28.840 You like...

01:11:29.580 That's not really what that means.

01:11:31.380 You like...

01:11:32.620 Okay, then what is it?

01:11:33.640 Mary, can you take this?

01:11:34.240 You choose to not have sex because you don't want to have sex with people.

01:11:39.380 Let's just think about the terms.

01:11:41.380 The terms here.

01:11:42.560 Okay.

01:11:42.840 In cell.

01:11:43.800 Yeah.

01:11:44.400 In voluntary celibate.

01:11:45.900 Like, I've seen what, like, in cell is.

01:11:47.560 It's like they talk shit about women and stuff because they can't get in a woman.

01:11:51.120 You're a femme person who is involuntary celibate.

01:11:54.580 In cell is...

01:11:57.160 It stands for involuntarily celibate.

01:12:00.200 Yeah.

01:12:00.440 So, a femme cell would be a woman.

01:12:02.360 So, you don't decide to have sex.

01:12:03.420 Nobody wants to have sex with you.

01:12:05.360 Right?

01:12:05.680 Despite your desire and efforts to get laid, you can't get laid.

01:12:11.100 Yeah.

01:12:11.560 So, a femme cell would be a female involuntarily celibate.

01:12:16.320 It's more like...

01:12:17.780 You're voluntarily celibate.

01:12:19.640 Every time I try to have sex, like, I cry a lot afterwards.

01:12:24.400 And, like...

01:12:24.780 What?

01:12:25.380 I, like, have, like, full-on breakdowns.

01:12:27.260 Like, I'll, like...

01:12:28.060 Like, literally in the bed next to them.

01:12:29.640 Like, I'll just start being, like...

01:12:30.900 You know?

01:12:32.040 Whoa.

01:12:32.540 So, like...

01:12:33.620 Wait.

01:12:34.000 Are you exaggerating?

01:12:35.100 No.

01:12:35.380 I'm not exaggerating.

01:12:36.720 So, wait.

01:12:37.300 You just...

01:12:39.380 Do you...

01:12:40.060 Is it because you...

01:12:41.280 Do you or do you not climax?

01:12:44.860 Usually, I use my vibrator.

01:12:46.500 So, that way, like...

01:12:47.520 Okay.

01:12:47.720 It's like...

01:12:48.220 I don't know why that mattered.

01:12:49.960 But, anyways.

01:12:51.740 So, okay.

01:12:52.640 You just had...

01:12:53.300 Because maybe I was, like...

01:12:54.040 Maybe the sex was really bad and that's why you're crying.

01:12:57.100 It's more like...

01:12:58.380 I wish I could...

01:12:59.620 To feel something for them.

01:13:02.080 Like, I want...

01:13:02.240 You're empty.

01:13:03.200 Yes.

01:13:03.460 I just feel so empty.

01:13:04.820 And, like, I wanted so bad to feel something.

01:13:07.560 You're a vampire.

01:13:08.740 Yes, I am.

01:13:09.740 There's nothing there.

01:13:11.280 Yeah.

01:13:12.340 So, you're an empty husk.

01:13:14.780 Nothing.

01:13:15.140 You feel nothing.

01:13:16.500 I mean, I feel...

01:13:17.780 Do you feel disappointment?

01:13:18.940 Like, the sex was trash and you're like, damn.

01:13:20.720 It has nothing to do with, like, the sex, really.

01:13:23.480 But, like, I do it.

01:13:24.740 I do the sex in hopes that I will feel that connection.

01:13:29.060 But, it's like, it never happens.

01:13:31.060 Because, I don't know.

01:13:32.180 There's a cage around my heart.

01:13:33.980 But, yeah.

01:13:35.200 And so, like, I'll just, like, have a full-on meltdown and be like, I don't like you.

01:13:38.900 Get out of here.

01:13:39.900 And then, like...

01:13:40.520 Wait, you kick the guy out?

01:13:42.820 Like, you hit it?

01:13:43.900 Like, you kick them out right after sex?

01:13:46.660 Usually.

01:13:47.560 Well, it depends.

01:13:48.800 Damn.

01:13:49.140 If they're, like...

01:13:49.660 You're like a dude.

01:13:51.100 You're like a guy.

01:13:52.540 Holy shit.

01:13:53.600 Yeah.

01:13:54.080 The guy's, like, trying to cuddle you and shit.

01:13:55.740 Some nice alt boy is like, ah, can we cuddle?

01:13:58.660 You're like, nah, get the fuck out.

01:13:59.300 Well, it depends.

01:14:00.200 If they're acting like they like me, then that's when I do that.

01:14:02.740 But, if they act like they don't like me, then I want them to stay.

01:14:05.700 Wait, so, how many times have you cried after sex?

01:14:11.100 Well, I don't even...

01:14:12.840 I haven't even counted.

01:14:13.780 Every time?

01:14:14.440 A lot of times.

01:14:15.740 More than a dozen?

01:14:16.720 No.

01:14:17.560 I would say a lot.

01:14:18.620 I don't know if I've counted, but it's been a lot.

01:14:21.300 When's the last time you cried after sex?

01:14:24.040 Last night?

01:14:26.560 No.

01:14:27.480 This week?

01:14:27.760 I wasn't dated.

01:14:28.700 I didn't date it.

01:14:29.940 Honestly, not recently.

01:14:30.680 I haven't had, like, a lot of...

01:14:32.800 I mean, that's a lot.

01:14:33.380 When's the last time you cried?

01:14:35.680 Honestly, ever since, like...

01:14:37.900 I haven't been crying recently.

01:14:39.240 I've honestly been doing a lot better.

01:14:40.900 Because, like, I live with, like, a bunch of my friends now.

01:14:43.660 So if I start crying, they immediately come into my room, and they're like, love, love, love.

01:14:48.220 And then I stop throwing my pillows around and stop trying to stab the walls and stuff.

01:14:52.180 But, like...

01:14:52.880 So, like, they make me feel better instantly.

01:14:55.620 You know?

01:14:56.060 So, I don't even count, like, those times.

01:14:59.980 But, like...

01:15:00.440 So, like, I would say it's not been for, like, seven months that I've really had, like, a full-on, like, freak out.

01:15:05.960 Wait, have you been celibate for seven months?

01:15:08.480 I wouldn't say I've been celibate, but I've been getting better at, like, not giving a fuck.

01:15:13.280 Like, I've been getting better at, like...

01:15:15.440 I could, like, fuck somebody and then be, like...

01:15:17.720 I ghost them right after.

01:15:19.280 Wait, you're getting better?

01:15:21.600 Yeah.

01:15:21.720 That's better to you?

01:15:23.500 Yes.

01:15:23.980 Because before, I used to be, like, so, like, if I fuck somebody, then I'm, like, I need you to date me now.

01:15:29.400 And, like, now I can just be, like, doses.

01:15:32.400 I'm the man.

01:15:32.960 I feel like I got a date.

01:15:34.000 Like, my date bigger than your date.

01:15:35.560 And so, like, peace.

01:15:36.800 But, like...

01:15:37.780 And nobody even cares, because that's, like, dang culture now.

01:15:42.100 And also, it feels empowering.

01:15:43.860 It feels empowering to me when I can do that.

01:15:45.600 Are you suggesting that you've completely numbed yourself out to sex and relationships?

01:15:51.080 I mean, not love in general.

01:15:52.880 I feel a lot of love for my friends.

01:15:54.660 I feel a lot of spiritual love.

01:15:56.520 So, I have a lot of love and love for myself.

01:15:58.720 But love for men?

01:15:59.820 Yeah.

01:16:00.120 No.

01:16:00.500 Cancel that.

01:16:01.140 So, the crying when you, like, said that you were, like, crying after you have sex?

01:16:05.700 Is that with men or women?

01:16:07.800 I wish I could have sex with women, but unfortunately, I'm not gay.

01:16:12.460 I see.

01:16:12.860 Okay, so...

01:16:13.360 The unfortunately is so loud.

01:16:15.720 So, wouldn't loving yourself actually want to treat yourself better and not put yourself

01:16:19.840 through an emotional experience like that and ruin a potentially very good thing?

01:16:25.540 I see.

01:16:26.000 Loving myself meant being okay with being alone.

01:16:29.200 Because for so long, like, if I was alone, I've had so much anxiety.

01:16:32.900 I want to fucking kill myself.

01:16:34.100 I want to, like...

01:16:34.960 I want to do, like...

01:16:36.320 I just think about dying over and over and over whenever I'm alone.

01:16:39.440 And so, learning how to love myself meant, like, spending enough time alone and doing,

01:16:47.020 like, so much mental work.

01:16:49.300 And, like, every night, I'm, like, watching Buddhism videos.

01:16:52.320 Every night, I'm, like, trying to watch hypnosis videos.

01:16:55.760 Every night, I'm, like, learning, studying.

01:16:57.640 I'm going to school for psychology.

01:16:58.800 I'm doing all this stuff to try to better my mental.

01:17:01.480 So, I'm okay with being in my own skin.

01:17:04.080 Well, the part that confuses me, if, like, maybe you could just explain a little, is,

01:17:08.680 like, you said that you felt empty, and that's why you were crying after sex.

01:17:13.060 But now, you're, like, I'm trying to disassociate from it and not have any emotional connections.

01:17:18.060 So, that, to me, is emptiness and why you would be feeling that way.

01:17:23.380 So, it's a fact of embracing the thing that I was so scared of.

01:17:27.920 Like, that's why, honestly, I feel like I do a lot of things that scare me.

01:17:31.160 Because when I do that, it fulfills this part of me, of this fear I have.

01:17:37.120 Like, it gets you past it.

01:17:38.300 Yes.

01:17:38.920 If I can embrace that fear and become it fully, then I'm not scared anymore.

01:17:44.700 What kind of things are you doing that you're scared of?

01:17:47.960 You know, not too much anymore.

01:17:51.820 That was, like, a lot of stuff I was doing in the past.

01:17:53.560 But, honestly, a lot of stuff I was scared of is just, like, even moving here and coming here.

01:17:58.680 You know?

01:17:59.100 Like, it took leaving my whole life, my whole family, not coming here with any money.

01:18:04.300 I was, like, you know, like, couch hopping at first.

01:18:07.300 Like, you know, doing things where I didn't know what was going to happen to me.

01:18:11.700 Going to men's size houses that I didn't know was going to happen to me.

01:18:15.120 But once I did it and realized I'm going to be okay.

01:18:18.160 I'm going to be okay no matter what.

01:18:20.120 Like, because the universe takes care of kind of people.

01:18:23.040 And so, yeah, just doing anything and everything I'm scared of.

01:18:28.520 Even stuff like going to school or, like, going to work every single day.

01:18:31.900 Like, yeah.

01:18:33.480 What about you crying after having sex was scary to you?

01:18:37.340 Like, what was it that was scary?

01:18:39.900 You know, I wish I knew the real in-depth part.

01:18:44.140 But I think just, like, when you're bipolar and have BPD, your emotions are on 10, you know?

01:18:50.820 Like, maybe a normal person would feel, like, a little bit.

01:18:53.360 But because of, like, some sort of stuff from your childhood past, maybe you, or even just genetically.

01:18:59.280 Like, I felt so much emotion in that point in time.

01:19:02.840 So much anxiety.

01:19:03.780 Like, it's just coming out.

01:19:05.320 Would you be willing to concede that that emotion, sort of emotion, might be because you weren't confident that what you were doing was good?

01:19:15.520 Because you kept on trying to fill the emptiness with more empty sex.

01:19:19.440 Yeah, I was definitely looking for love in all the wrong spots, for sure.

01:19:23.400 I agree.

01:19:24.360 You think it was, like, a form of self-harm?

01:19:28.260 Like, the sex.

01:19:30.140 Meaningless sex.

01:19:31.140 I don't think sex inherently is self-harm.

01:19:33.780 I think it's just as natural as blinking and farting, you know what I'm saying?

01:19:36.740 No, I mean, like, for you.

01:19:38.180 But for me, um, I don't, no, because I wouldn't say I regret any of the things I've done in my life ever because they make me who I am.

01:19:48.260 And I wouldn't, and I love who I am.

01:19:50.460 So, so, even if I've done mistakes in the past, like, acted certain types of ways, I just forgive myself every time because I'm not, yeah.

01:19:59.360 Do you regret robbing people?

01:20:01.380 No.

01:20:01.820 I mean, if I had robbed nice, kind people, I would have regretted that.

01:20:05.960 But these men were crusty.

01:20:07.680 Musty, dusty, crusty cretins.

01:20:09.800 How long did you talk to them before robbing them?

01:20:14.080 Usually I hit them up, like, the day before, and then I'm there, or, like, the weekend.

01:20:18.220 I don't know.

01:20:19.220 Not too long.

01:20:20.200 But, girl, these men were, like, if you're paying women to have sex, that in itself is a crime.

01:20:25.520 So it's, like, crime to crime.

01:20:28.180 So it's, like, you know what I'm saying?

01:20:29.520 At that point.

01:20:31.140 So you didn't really know them?

01:20:33.280 No, not at all.

01:20:34.460 Would you cry when you had sex with them?

01:20:36.980 You're not crying to Uber there, but once I have the money in hand, on the way back, I'm like, mm.

01:20:41.340 Are you sure it's not, like, a form of self-harm?

01:20:43.240 Because I know that people with borderline personality disorder sometimes, they'll...

01:20:48.060 I mean, sure, if you want to call it that.

01:20:50.760 I don't mind calling you that.

01:20:52.540 But, like, it was just work.

01:20:54.080 It's just, like, what I was doing for income at the time.

01:20:56.640 Because I didn't, I didn't, I was trying to get a job, but it doesn't work.

01:21:00.780 Like, you can't, like, immediately get a job, you know?

01:21:02.860 So I was really, like, only trying to do it to survive.

01:21:05.280 I didn't have any money.

01:21:06.180 I didn't have anybody to give me money.

01:21:07.720 And I didn't have any way to, like, live.

01:21:11.060 So I just had to make money ASAP, you know?

01:21:13.360 And I just asked my friends, guys, I have no money.

01:21:15.380 I don't know what to do.

01:21:16.200 And they're like, I know a guy who can give you money.

01:21:18.480 So it's like, you know what I'm saying?

01:21:19.960 So, but now that I've had time to apply and get a job, I would rather work.

01:21:24.180 Because I didn't like crying in the Uber on the way there.

01:21:27.340 Some girls are very strong, you know?

01:21:29.260 I'm a pussy.

01:21:30.600 So I just wasn't able to continue to do that.

01:21:33.240 So you put yourself through emotional turmoil just for the sake of money?

01:21:38.100 I mean, there's always a way to make money without compromising morals.

01:21:40.960 No, I definitely did it because, so, like, when you have bipolar disorder, a part of it is that your fight or flight is, like, ready to go a lot.

01:21:51.860 But you're sitting down, you're being still.

01:21:54.040 So you feel, like, anxious.

01:21:56.740 And so, like, a lot of times I would do dangerous things to match how I feel inside.

01:22:00.700 And then it would make sense to me as to why I was feeling so amped up.

01:22:06.580 And so, like, I did it to match my reality in my head.

01:22:08.760 It's called cognitive dissonance.

01:22:12.400 I feel like maybe having maturity, emotional maturity would be able to have those emotions and not act out in such rash ways.

01:22:20.800 Just have the emotional security.

01:22:22.080 Yeah, and also being able to actually feel the emotion and sit with the emotion and not do anything to try and push it away.

01:22:31.140 That's what I practice.

01:22:32.840 Well, yeah, that's cognitive dissonance.

01:22:34.560 But I did have to go through seven, eight, nine years of doing it the other way to even care enough about myself to want to do it in a different way.

01:22:48.460 I have a question for you.

01:22:51.420 Have you ever, and excuse me if this is rude, have you ever been medicated?

01:22:55.800 Oh, yeah, for sure, for sure.

01:22:57.720 And were you medicated when you were doing sex work?

01:23:02.620 Kind of.

01:23:03.440 I was, like, really bad at taking it.

01:23:05.320 So, like, not really.

01:23:07.840 But also they have put me on, like, the craziest, most, like, heavy dose stuff where, like, if I took it, I was, like, a robot.

01:23:14.060 I didn't think any thoughts.

01:23:15.360 But now I'm on, like, a very low dose.

01:23:17.740 And I think it's because I was so bad at taking it that it wasn't working.

01:23:22.140 But now that I've been taking it for a long time, I feel a lot better.

01:23:25.300 You feel more stable now?

01:23:27.220 Yeah.

01:23:27.800 That's good.

01:23:28.780 I mean, that makes sense.

01:23:29.720 Your brain is, like, the most powerful thing.

01:23:31.800 And you can convince yourself of anything.

01:23:34.040 So if you're not right there, so many other things follow that.

01:23:37.640 That's so true.

01:23:38.620 If you, because I know you said earlier, you were telling us how, like, you sucked at OnlyFans.

01:23:43.320 Oh, yeah.

01:23:44.120 Okay, if you were, like, really good at it, though, like, let's say, like, you were popping on OnlyFans, would you quit your job now?

01:23:51.260 Fuck, I might have, honestly, because, like, I'm so ADHD, bro.

01:23:55.860 Like, that stuff was, like, it was just, I don't know.

01:23:59.460 Actually, no, money is a motivator.

01:24:00.800 I probably would have kept doing it.

01:24:01.820 I don't know.

01:24:02.120 I can't say for sure.

01:24:02.840 You can do both.

01:24:03.680 No, right.

01:24:04.100 Well, my thought was you got shouted out by Elon Musk, so your popularity had have gone up, which you would have.

01:24:09.960 Bro, it didn't.

01:24:10.860 I didn't get a new post.

01:24:12.520 What was the post?

01:24:12.820 Yeah, what was that?

01:24:13.500 It was, like, oh, do you think white people can be racist or some shit?

01:24:17.320 And then I was, like, oh, no.

01:24:19.060 It was, like, do you think you're being racist towards white people?

01:24:21.020 And I was, like, no.

01:24:22.320 And then Elon Musk was, like, oh, but white people were slaves first.

01:24:27.260 And I was, like, nobody really cares, though.

01:24:29.520 I mean, that is true, though.

01:24:30.840 What?

01:24:32.380 Nobody really cares, though.

01:24:34.360 Yeah, think about it.

01:24:35.160 If you're in a room and you say, like, white people were slaves first, I doubt anyone's going to be, like, I'm so sorry.

01:24:41.340 You know what I mean?

01:24:41.980 More than the United States.

01:24:43.640 I don't think.

01:24:44.260 Well, it's probably because we don't care about repressions.

01:24:47.940 Wait, so hold on.

01:24:50.560 Yeah, they were.

01:24:52.460 Like a small portion.

01:24:54.120 They were.

01:24:54.520 Like, every race has, so, like, but I do think white was racist.

01:24:59.640 Wouldn't that point towards a privilege, if black people complain about the racism that they experience and it gets cared about, wouldn't that point towards a sort of privilege?

01:25:15.840 But look at all the shit that they be having to go through in ghettos.

01:25:18.780 In ghettos, that's primarily black.

01:25:20.820 Like, all that shit stemmed from fucking slavery.

01:25:22.920 But, like, yeah, there's white people in ghettos, too.

01:25:25.680 But, like, it's just not as much statistically.

01:25:28.140 You know what I'm saying?

01:25:29.100 I strongly disagree with that.

01:25:30.840 I feel like you end up in life where you are based on your choices.

01:25:34.140 Everybody has a choice every single day to do all different things.

01:25:37.960 Like, the family that I came from, I don't feel as though my life reflects how I grew up.

01:25:43.820 So, it's choices.

01:25:45.340 I mean, everybody has their own resiliency.

01:25:46.920 You know, I see the same thing, like, especially in my new job now, I see kids who, like, you have come from these broken homes and they're like, I want to be better.

01:25:54.420 I want to be doing this.

01:25:55.340 But there's a lot of kids that who also are like, I'm fighting, I'm this and that.

01:25:59.120 Well, it goes one of two ways, right?

01:26:00.460 You either see how your parents are in the life that you're living and you either follow the path or you say this is not what I want and you go the opposite direction.

01:26:08.700 It is really hard, though, for a lot of those kids that are coming from households to go that opposite direction because all that they're seeing is one thing.

01:26:18.420 So, it's really hard for them to go and seek that help because everything that they're doing right now they think is right.

01:26:22.980 So, that's why I would say it is not impossible, though.

01:26:25.700 No, of course it's not impossible.

01:26:26.880 A lot of people.

01:26:27.360 Yeah, it is the American dream.

01:26:28.740 But a lot of people are born into families where they are set back, way more set back than a lot of other people.

01:26:35.820 We don't believe in equity, so if you believe in equity, then that would make sense, that line of thinking.

01:26:43.320 But because we believe in equality and not starting from the same point, but the end goal is the same point, you shouldn't booster somebody who, yes, may be less privileged, but that's their choice to rise above.

01:26:55.560 Okay, then let me ask you a question.

01:26:56.780 Do you think it's more respectable of someone who was born a millionaire to end up with still a million dollars or somebody who was born with zero dollars and ends up with a million dollars?

01:27:05.040 Will you restate the question?

01:27:07.560 What's more respectable?

01:27:09.040 Somebody who was...

01:27:10.040 Oh, who worked for it and earned it for someone who inherited it?

01:27:14.120 That's not my specific question.

01:27:15.460 My specific question is what's more respectable, somebody who was born with a million dollars and died with a million dollars or somebody who was born with zero dollars and died with a million dollars in their bank account?

01:27:27.440 Well, if the person was born with a million dollars still had to work to keep the million dollars.

01:27:32.080 So, yes, the person who was less fortunate had to work, I would say, harder to get to the point.

01:27:37.800 So, which is more respectable is the question.

01:27:40.580 I think it's respectable that they both worked hard.

01:27:43.640 I think it is very respectable that somebody did work from poverty all the way to a million dollars.

01:27:48.260 That's absolutely fabulous.

01:27:49.100 Do you think they worked harder or do you think they worked less?

01:27:51.400 Probably harder, yeah.

01:27:52.140 Yeah, that was kind of my point.

01:27:55.280 It's just that these kids, for you guys to say that, oh, like, well, just because this person, yeah, they had a harder life, well, they should have made the right decision.

01:28:02.220 It is harder for a lot of other people to make the harder decision, to make that decision.

01:28:06.960 The decision is to work harder.

01:28:08.960 It's harder for you to make that decision, but you still chose to make that decision.

01:28:13.960 Well, what is this kid going to do if they can't pay for the food on their table?

01:28:18.000 Is that kid, that kid, you're just going to, you think that kid should make the cognitive decision to go and mow some lawns and so that they can get $8 so that they can pay for their dinner that night?

01:28:26.980 A child, of course not.

01:28:28.140 Well, that's what I'm saying.

01:28:29.600 That falls on the parents, but again, okay, we're saying that they have bad parents.

01:28:34.060 That's right.

01:28:34.580 Well, I think that you guys are understanding there's so many bad parents out there.

01:28:37.960 Parents that are drug dealers, parents that are prostitutes, parents that are hookers.

01:28:41.320 There's all these parents out there.

01:28:42.680 I know so many people that I've had parents, and they grew up in these situations, and it's so sad to see and look back at it because there's so many things.

01:28:50.480 Yeah, they could have made a better decision.

01:28:52.460 I have a friend.

01:28:53.420 Her mom's a stripper, and she's always been fucked up or whatever.

01:28:57.540 What everybody else would say is fucked up, but she is still, at the end of the day, she was really nice.

01:29:02.440 But I look at her, and I'm just like, dude, I didn't know she became a prostitute.

01:29:06.300 And then once I saw her, and I was like, it makes sense because her mom was a stripper her whole life.

01:29:11.320 What other direction is she supposed to take when her sister's a prostitute and her mom's a stripper?

01:29:15.240 So the other direction that you could take is there are many different things in many communities that help children in bad homes.

01:29:23.160 How is that child supposed to know where to go, and how is that child supposed to know that there are things like that?

01:29:27.540 I think they have to have at least one good influence.

01:29:30.360 Yes, exactly.

01:29:30.960 Somebody had to have been an influence in their life.

01:29:33.480 And that is why some people make it out.

01:29:34.960 How is the child even meant to know that what they're going through is wrong?

01:29:38.660 Yeah.

01:29:39.020 They have nothing else compared to them.

01:29:40.880 You're totally right, because those kids who have a mentor, those are the kids that really do make it out from poverty.

01:29:45.240 It's the ones who have a mentor.

01:29:46.400 That's the whole point of having a community.

01:29:48.280 That's the whole point of having communities specifically looking out for children.

01:29:51.960 We're not denying that.

01:29:52.800 Of course, there should be communities looking out for children.

01:29:54.660 Children, like, there's all sorts of different uneven circumstances, of course.

01:30:00.940 But what we're saying is when that child can still make the decision when they're 16, whether or not to have sex, or whether or not to do drugs, or whether or not.

01:30:09.260 Because at that point, they are aware of right and wrong.

01:30:11.740 Like, that's...

01:30:12.240 I wouldn't say so.

01:30:13.180 They're aware of right or wrong, but you have no idea how strong their neural pathways are by that age already.

01:30:20.340 Yeah.

01:30:20.640 Well, for sure.

01:30:21.400 But you still have the ability to make choices.

01:30:23.780 Because you've almost, as long as you've been alive, like, if you've lived that way for 16 years, you're going to have to spend 16 years on learning all of those behaviors.

01:30:32.460 Yeah, and learning everything, yeah.

01:30:33.480 Yeah.

01:30:34.580 Fixing what your parents fucked up.

01:30:35.920 Kids don't learn that.

01:30:36.500 That's what you learn as an adult.

01:30:37.260 And that's what you have to choose.

01:30:38.780 You have to actively choose to...

01:30:40.780 Well, yeah, as an adult, that is your responsibility to make the correct choices.

01:30:42.520 Yeah, but you can't do that until you're an adult.

01:30:45.420 Can't, or makes the decision not to.

01:30:47.580 You don't have the...

01:30:48.240 You don't have, like, even the knowledge to even, like, understand that you have to do this.

01:30:52.240 So, for example, like, I have a friend who literally has no idea how to schedule a doctor's appointment herself.

01:31:00.400 Well, that's the failure of the parents, and the parents should be called out for that.

01:31:02.440 I know, but, okay, so, again, you're saying it's the failure of the parents.

01:31:05.120 I know that...

01:31:05.800 I understand that you're saying it is the failure of the parents, but it is...

01:31:08.340 I think it's unfair for you guys to say that, well, this child could have chose this direction in their life.

01:31:13.440 And I wasn't necessarily speaking to children.

01:31:15.940 I was speaking about adults, because at some point you realize wrong and right, right?

01:31:20.380 Of course, yes.

01:31:20.580 So, when you hit adult age, like, when you hit the age of an adult where you can make decisions for yourself and you're still choosing to do the wrong thing or go down the wrong path, whatever that may be, you came to a conclusion that that was wrong.

01:31:34.220 And when you have full autonomy of yourself.

01:31:36.680 Okay, so a 16-year-old who is...

01:31:38.700 That's a child again.

01:31:39.560 I'm talking about adults.

01:31:40.740 Okay, I know, but don't you think a 16-year-old's decision...

01:31:43.360 16 is almost 18.

01:31:44.500 That's almost a grown person.

01:31:45.600 So, it's like, if that person is at 16 years old and they make the wrong decision, in two years, their life can be fucked up.

01:31:50.960 So, by the time they're 18, they're an adult, right?

01:31:54.160 They should have made the right decision.

01:31:55.460 That's what I'm trying to, like...

01:31:56.500 Well, no, that's a shame.

01:31:57.260 These childhood decisions lead up to the adulthood decisions that they're making.

01:32:00.240 If you, again, if your parents put you on the wrong path, this is what you chose.

01:32:03.880 By the time you hit adulthood and you take a step back and you look at your life and you say, I don't like the way this is going.

01:32:10.100 Yes, they've made the choices to get there, then...

01:32:13.160 Don't, wait, don't vape.

01:32:15.280 If you're going to vape, like, blow it behind you or something.

01:32:17.880 Oh, my bad, my bad.

01:32:18.440 It's okay.

01:32:19.680 Anyways, I'm rather finding this to be a dual affair.

01:32:23.820 I'm going to move it on from, no offense to the people talking, but, I don't know, whatever.

01:32:28.800 Fucking, all I had to start talking about kids, whatever.

01:32:32.300 Okay.

01:32:32.920 That's a good point.

01:32:33.840 It was a good point.

01:32:34.380 What's your diagnosis?

01:32:36.400 You?

01:32:36.880 Me?

01:32:37.600 Do you have diagnoses?

01:32:39.200 Oh, do I ever?

01:32:40.400 What are they?

01:32:41.280 I have BPD, I have autism, I have epilepsy, I have functional neurological disorder.

01:32:47.400 That's about it.

01:32:51.040 Thank you so much, everyone.

01:32:52.900 What do I win?

01:32:54.460 The hat trick.

01:32:54.860 What do I win?

01:32:56.720 Do I win a whatever t-shirt?

01:32:59.040 You win a lifetime of difficulty.

01:33:01.800 No, can I win a whatever t-shirt?

01:33:04.980 No.

01:33:05.860 Why not?

01:33:06.680 That's so rude.

01:33:08.520 Whatever.

01:33:09.720 Get it?

01:33:10.220 Rip.

01:33:13.000 What the hell?

01:33:14.780 Okay.

01:33:16.100 We have a chat coming in for the friendly LDS lady.

01:33:20.600 Uno, memento.

01:33:21.600 It's taking forever to pull up.

01:33:24.200 If you guys want to get a message in, $100 TTS, $200, or sorry, $100 read, $200 TTS.

01:33:31.000 Felicity, can you read this?

01:33:32.220 You're going to read the hundreds.

01:33:33.440 Coming from a RM graduated from BYU.

01:33:37.140 Why in the celestial kingdom are you on the podcast, LDS Girl?

01:33:42.180 Walk right into outer darkness.

01:33:44.240 Why don't you, LOL?

01:33:44.940 That's funny.

01:33:46.300 Do you guys know what RM means?

01:33:47.800 No.

01:33:48.160 Return missionary.

01:33:49.200 So, somebody who just came back from their two-year or year-and-a-half mission.

01:33:52.300 So, I chose to come on this podcast because I love debate.

01:33:55.000 I love discussion.

01:33:56.020 And I think it's a great way to expose more ideas.

01:33:59.200 So, I love that.

01:34:02.000 Good times.

01:34:03.900 Good times.

01:34:05.700 Darth Perdicious.

01:34:06.980 Thank you, I guess.

01:34:09.200 Are Mormon women, sorry, LDS women not allowed to do podcasts?

01:34:14.340 Apparently not.

01:34:15.120 Apparently we're not allowed to talk about good values.

01:34:17.180 But, okay, so I want to, you were on Seeking, you robbed people, I guess.

01:34:27.240 That was cool.

01:34:31.880 Wait, hold on.

01:34:33.880 Okay, I think what kind of got the conversation a bit off track, you said you cry after sex.

01:34:41.160 What about it?

01:34:43.060 I want to ask the women.

01:34:44.800 Sometimes during.

01:34:45.560 During, too.

01:34:46.360 Oh, wow.

01:34:47.720 Does it, does that usually stop or does it keep going?

01:34:51.240 Like, do you want it to stop or do you want to keep going when you start crying?

01:34:55.460 No, I want to stop.

01:34:57.120 But usually I let them finish just because I'm nice like that.

01:34:59.980 You're generous like that, yeah.

01:35:02.820 That's nice.

01:35:03.460 I guess that's nice of you.

01:35:05.860 I feel like if a girl, I would want to stop right away.

01:35:09.440 You'd think, right?

01:35:10.720 Well, I would.

01:35:11.560 Even if.

01:35:12.080 They usually don't notice.

01:35:13.000 Even if she was crying, but she's like, no, keep going.

01:35:15.720 And I think if a girl started crying, I'd like instantly, I'd lose it.

01:35:19.640 I think guys miss signs all the time.

01:35:22.160 Like, like so many times girl will be like giving signs.

01:35:25.180 They don't want it.

01:35:25.780 But guys are just like, they're thinking with their pee pee.

01:35:28.160 So they don't care.

01:35:30.400 I don't know.

01:35:30.880 If a girl starts crying.

01:35:32.020 Man, are you a loud crier or are you kind of like the soft?

01:35:36.460 No, I'll just like shed a tear.

01:35:38.560 A singular tear.

01:35:40.080 Like from that commercial where the people were littering.

01:35:44.700 It'll just, I'll be straight face.

01:35:46.080 It'll just like flow out.

01:35:47.680 So you don't make a noise.

01:35:49.640 So, cause if it's doggy style, then they probably couldn't.

01:35:52.060 Yeah.

01:35:52.360 Usually I just like go mute.

01:35:53.720 I'll go mute.

01:35:54.320 I won't, I won't even try to like moan or anything.

01:35:56.860 Yeah.

01:35:56.880 But maybe that's the autism.

01:35:58.060 This is why the boy called me autistic.

01:36:00.820 Yeah.

01:36:01.040 Cause you're.

01:36:01.680 He was eating me out and I wasn't saying anything.

01:36:04.360 Oh, well that was his mistake.

01:36:06.240 And he said, have you got something to say?

01:36:08.420 And I said nothing.

01:36:09.120 And he said, don't go nonverbal on me.

01:36:11.060 You little autistic bitch.

01:36:13.280 That's.

01:36:13.860 Can you imagine?

01:36:15.000 That's actually what I say after.

01:36:16.320 That's kind of based in red pills.

01:36:17.600 Cause like, I won't want them to feel bad for making me cry.

01:36:19.940 Cause it won't necessarily be there at all.

01:36:21.000 Yeah, Debbie's in the chat.

01:36:22.000 So I'll just be like, sorry, I'm autistic.

01:36:24.500 Wait, can you repeat what he said?

01:36:25.920 No, that's.

01:36:26.940 Yes.

01:36:27.560 Don't you dare go nonverbal on me.

01:36:30.040 You autistic little bitch.

01:36:31.960 And that was whilst he was eating me out.

01:36:34.100 I said, babe, it's been 10 minutes.

01:36:35.760 Nothing's going to happen.

01:36:37.140 I think he was embarrassed.

01:36:38.780 So romantic.

01:36:43.460 Wow.

01:36:44.620 She's dropping some.

01:36:46.120 These are actually good tips, man.

01:36:47.660 You should try some of these.

01:36:49.740 You should try this out.

01:36:52.180 Yeah.

01:36:52.400 I think somebody once told me a story of a girl asked a guy to talk dirty.

01:37:00.020 She wanted him to talk dirty.

01:37:01.720 And he was, cause I guess he was a bit quiet.

01:37:04.100 He's very new.

01:37:05.380 You know, he's very fresh, very, very green.

01:37:08.000 Didn't have a lot of experience.

01:37:09.520 Never did that before.

01:37:10.680 And what he resorted to was, yeah, you like that, you fucking retard?

01:37:17.100 And that was, that was talking dirty.

01:37:21.020 Oh my God.

01:37:21.480 Tell me why I've had that same thing happen to me.

01:37:23.460 And I swear that's why I started crying because like we're doing it.

01:37:27.500 And I was like, I was like, okay, everything's fine.

01:37:29.080 Everything's fine.

01:37:29.600 And then as soon as he was like, he was like, mission accomplished.

01:37:35.560 And I was like, I cringed so hard inside that it just made everything inside me shrivel.

01:37:42.160 I think my, my vagina inverted inward and dropped out my butthole.

01:37:47.780 So mission accomplished is absolutely wild.

01:37:52.660 You know, those Metal Gear Solid, or wait, no, no, no, Metal Slug games, you know, with

01:37:59.300 the little, the old arcade games, mission complete.

01:38:03.460 Yeah.

01:38:04.280 Are you showing your age now?

01:38:06.780 I don't know that.

01:38:08.020 Metal Slug has been, it remains to be a very popular arcade franchise.

01:38:13.460 One of the best selling arcades.

01:38:16.280 Yeah.

01:38:16.560 Sorry.

01:38:17.320 Yeah.

01:38:17.640 Gen Z doesn't respect the Metal Slug games.

01:38:21.300 Sorry.

01:38:21.680 Thank you.

01:38:23.060 You're so welcome.

01:38:24.340 No, that when, when those prisoners give you an upgrade.

01:38:27.900 I have autism.

01:38:28.820 I can't understand context.

01:38:30.980 I get it.

01:38:31.960 That's been established.

01:38:33.440 So anyways, okay, wait.

01:38:36.200 So you cry during, during and after.

01:38:41.400 What about before?

01:38:43.780 No, usually I'm pretty optimistic.

01:38:45.960 Optimistic.

01:38:46.740 And then within 30 seconds, you're just immediately crying.

01:38:50.220 Yeah, it depends.

01:38:52.080 Like, if they're just like, not the vibe, I can just like tell, and then I get mad, and

01:38:56.500 then I'd be like, and then I'll get pissy towards them, and then it'll be all bad.

01:39:02.220 Damn.

01:39:02.940 Shit.

01:39:03.660 Yeah.

01:39:03.880 But, I have a question.

01:39:06.040 If any of you were having sex with a guy, and then he cried after, like right afterwards,

01:39:11.300 would that be a, kind of a turnoff, or?

01:39:14.980 It might be butthurt, yes.

01:39:15.980 I think that's more concerned about the situation that just happened.

01:39:18.500 Oh.

01:39:19.080 What about you, Malia?

01:39:20.660 Is it Malia or Malia?

01:39:22.460 It's Malia.

01:39:23.300 Malia.

01:39:23.860 Yeah.

01:39:23.980 Okay, got it.

01:39:24.540 I think I'd be worried.

01:39:26.520 You'd be worried?

01:39:27.460 Yeah.

01:39:27.660 Like, you did a bad job.

01:39:29.020 No.

01:39:29.500 No.

01:39:29.900 Like, are you okay?

01:39:31.560 Like, he did something wrong.

01:39:32.880 No, like, what's wrong?

01:39:33.860 Like, I think I'd really be, like, concerned for him.

01:39:36.000 Yeah.

01:39:36.360 What if you start crying during?

01:39:37.560 Because, like, who cries after?

01:39:38.020 Like, what if he was mid-thrust?

01:39:41.300 Ew.

01:39:42.600 Yeah, I really feel bad.

01:39:43.580 Yeah, that's how sex works.

01:39:44.700 I would just be, like, compassionate.

01:39:46.520 Like, what's wrong?

01:39:47.260 Yeah.

01:39:47.440 And usually, I do talk it out with them.

01:39:49.740 And, like, they make me feel a little bit better.

01:39:51.280 Not really.

01:39:51.760 Just because, like, but.

01:39:53.580 And so, like, usually I'll like just, like, talking.

01:39:55.900 Like, I'll try to stall it for as long as I can.

01:39:58.540 You know?

01:39:59.020 You stall the cry?

01:40:00.080 No, I stall the smex part.

01:40:02.820 You know?

01:40:03.520 You can say sex.

01:40:04.220 It's fine.

01:40:05.040 Yeah.

01:40:05.540 Like.

01:40:05.820 You stall.

01:40:06.560 What do you mean stall?

01:40:07.160 Like, you ever, like, just start yapping, right?

01:40:09.400 You'll start yapping and yapping and yapping.

01:40:10.520 But then they start being, like, you know, like, towards you.

01:40:13.600 Right.

01:40:13.700 And then, so, you're, like, trying to yap even more.

01:40:15.840 And then, and then, like, eventually you're just, like, damn, I have to fold and get this over with.

01:40:20.700 I have a question.

01:40:21.620 Why don't you just cry privately?

01:40:23.520 Oh, most of the time I do.

01:40:24.840 It's, that was really only once that I, that he noticed.

01:40:28.800 And, and usually when, if I do cry, I don't make it known.

01:40:31.280 And usually I'll go to my car afterward.

01:40:33.620 And so I can, like, you know, have my little technology freak out all by my own.

01:40:38.060 Like, please cry quietly in the corner.

01:40:40.900 Going around the table.

01:40:42.060 When's the last time that you cried?

01:40:43.560 Um, I cried on Tuesday.

01:40:48.560 It's Tuesday, innit?

01:40:51.500 Yeah.

01:40:52.120 I cried when, um, I don't know, this dude was ghosting me a couple months ago.

01:40:58.240 And I was just, like, I was doing the absolute most.

01:41:00.940 Like, I was, like, messaging him, like, I'm going to kill myself.

01:41:03.400 And then I sent him, like, old pictures of me slitting my wrist.

01:41:06.240 Oh, my God.

01:41:06.980 And then, but then he didn't even reply to it.

01:41:08.720 I was like, you're a bitch.

01:41:09.940 So, the last time you cried was a couple months ago?

01:41:14.020 Yeah, like, a few months ago.

01:41:16.080 A couple days ago?

01:41:17.340 Mm, I mean, I cry over, like, little inconveniences, but I don't, like, count that.

01:41:21.420 That counts.

01:41:21.860 Why did you just do that?

01:41:22.420 No, that counts.

01:41:23.280 When's the last time you cried, period?

01:41:26.200 Um, dude, I don't know.

01:41:29.140 It was probably, like.

01:41:29.780 Yesterday?

01:41:30.940 Not really.

01:41:32.380 Was it the past week?

01:41:33.900 No, no.

01:41:34.880 Oh, okay.

01:41:35.520 All right, what about you, Malia?

01:41:36.980 Probably Thursday.

01:41:38.340 Thursday, cried.

01:41:39.740 Okay, what about you?

01:41:41.080 Um, right, the night before I went to the airport to move here, so.

01:41:44.600 Oh.

01:41:44.820 Which was when?

01:41:45.860 Uh, like, almost two weeks now.

01:41:49.220 Two weeks ago?

01:41:49.720 Just two weeks ago.

01:41:49.900 What about you?

01:41:50.300 Last time you cried?

01:41:51.020 I couldn't even tell you.

01:41:52.480 I have no idea.

01:41:53.400 It's been a long time.

01:41:54.280 Long time?

01:41:54.800 Yeah.

01:41:55.200 Years?

01:41:55.980 No, not years, but probably several months.

01:42:00.360 Okay.

01:42:00.960 Kelly?

01:42:02.180 Um, probably last week on my TikTok video.

01:42:06.660 Word.

01:42:07.060 I didn't see that today.

01:42:09.440 You cried today?

01:42:10.460 Yeah.

01:42:11.040 Why?

01:42:11.480 Did he make you cry?

01:42:12.740 I was really stressed out.

01:42:14.900 Yeah.

01:42:15.620 I think stressed out.

01:42:16.160 I think it was his fault.

01:42:17.660 Felicity, you were on the fucking boat today.

01:42:19.260 How?

01:42:19.640 I told you the engine failed.

01:42:23.020 Oh, and you had to go down to the fucking engine room on the boat and fix the fucking

01:42:26.840 engine?

01:42:27.180 I was stressed out.

01:42:28.000 You fucking boat engineer.

01:42:28.840 I thought I was going to miss the podcast.

01:42:31.040 And then you cried because-

01:42:31.960 And I just felt bad.

01:42:33.100 I was like, I don't want to disappoint Brian.

01:42:35.720 I felt bad.

01:42:36.300 I don't know.

01:42:36.740 So it did come back to you at the end of it.

01:42:38.580 I was very disappointed.

01:42:39.340 Yeah, I was really stressed out.

01:42:40.880 I was told I'd be back on time and it stressed me out.

01:42:44.620 So you cried on a boat while there were dolphins and whales?

01:42:48.360 It was like when we were about to get into the harbor and then the engine just like died.

01:42:53.400 I was really stressed out because I was already late.

01:42:56.560 I don't know.

01:42:56.680 All right.

01:42:57.120 Good times.

01:42:57.720 Good times.

01:42:58.040 I can't cry?

01:42:59.240 No, you're banned from crying.

01:43:00.680 When did you cry, Brian?

01:43:01.940 Last time I cried?

01:43:05.780 Last time I cried.

01:43:07.600 Today when we were late.

01:43:09.240 Oh, yeah.

01:43:10.900 Deep, deep tears.

01:43:14.260 Last time I cried.

01:43:15.280 Probably, I think when my grandma died a couple years ago, I was there in the hospice witnessing

01:43:25.100 it.

01:43:25.440 That was pretty tough.

01:43:26.660 I think that was the last time I cried.

01:43:29.960 Yeah.

01:43:31.360 Was there like a sad movie?

01:43:32.940 I'm trying to think.

01:43:33.600 Hold on.

01:43:35.580 Nah, that was it.

01:43:36.580 Pretty sure.

01:43:37.160 Did you cry in Game of Thrones at all?

01:43:41.640 No.

01:43:42.300 Ew.

01:43:42.740 What?

01:43:43.520 Game of Thrones?

01:43:45.620 No.

01:43:46.360 I thought you liked that show.

01:43:48.360 I, wait.

01:43:49.440 Was there a movie that made you cry?

01:43:50.000 There's not one scene that made you cry.

01:43:52.580 Oh, yeah.

01:43:53.020 That's actually probably the last time I cried.

01:43:54.460 Game of Thrones?

01:43:55.640 No.

01:43:56.760 Game of Thrones.

01:43:57.780 No.

01:43:57.880 Game of Thrones.

01:44:01.020 Damn.

01:44:01.800 I feel like there's a, a while ago, there was some touching movie that I saw and I got a

01:44:06.240 little misty or some shit.

01:44:07.540 A little misty.

01:44:08.480 Yeah.

01:44:08.860 Not, not full blown balling.

01:44:10.720 There's some movie that, that moved me.

01:44:13.640 What was the fucking movie though?

01:44:14.680 I've never cried at a movie.

01:44:16.400 I cried at Lanky every time I watched it.

01:44:18.540 Beautiful.

01:44:20.060 Desert George donated $200.

01:44:22.280 Thank you, George.

01:44:22.960 Appreciate it.

01:44:23.380 Shout out to my homies in the Discord.

01:44:26.240 Observation.

01:44:26.680 So many drugs on display with this panel.

01:44:29.940 Brixen, please send the asteroid and put us all out of our misery.

01:44:34.240 Society is cooked.

01:44:36.240 Drugs.

01:44:36.660 You should send another one and tell us what drugs you think everyone is on.

01:44:41.420 Yeah.

01:44:42.080 I feel like there's certain drugs that you shouldn't be on and certain drugs that may have helpful

01:44:47.380 benefits, but not if you do it a lot.

01:44:49.480 Casey, thank you.

01:44:50.780 All right.

01:44:52.080 But so you say you're a fem cell.

01:44:55.880 When's the last time you had carnal knowledge?

01:44:59.560 Does that say?

01:45:01.060 Yeah.

01:45:01.820 P and the V.

01:45:02.540 P and the V was with this one dude.

01:45:05.240 He was so fine.

01:45:07.380 He had dreads.

01:45:08.920 Was he?

01:45:09.120 So cute.

01:45:09.860 And it was like...

01:45:10.660 White?

01:45:11.260 Cultural appropriation?

01:45:13.740 No, no.

01:45:14.660 He was like...

01:45:15.780 He was a black guy.

01:45:16.900 He was like Ethiopian or something.

01:45:18.700 I don't know.

01:45:18.900 Ethiopian.

01:45:19.240 Something like that.

01:45:20.200 Yeah.

01:45:20.360 But, um...

01:45:21.780 Like a immigrant?

01:45:23.300 Illegal immigrant?

01:45:24.240 Or...

01:45:24.480 I didn't ask his immigration status, but...

01:45:28.280 Did he have an accent?

01:45:31.140 No.

01:45:32.020 He was like...

01:45:32.920 He was...

01:45:33.300 I wish...

01:45:34.040 I would have liked him way more, but he was like homeless.

01:45:36.480 Was his name Carson?

01:45:37.620 Wait.

01:45:37.940 Hold on.

01:45:40.740 Carson.

01:45:41.600 He was homeless?

01:45:42.420 Yeah.

01:45:42.600 He was homeless.

01:45:43.260 So that's the last guy you hooked up with?

01:45:44.760 Yeah.

01:45:44.980 And he was doing all my drugs and I didn't like it.

01:45:46.760 And...

01:45:48.000 Wait.

01:45:48.340 When was this?

01:45:50.180 This was like two weeks ago.

01:45:51.680 Two weeks ago?

01:45:52.540 Yeah.

01:45:52.980 Hold on.

01:45:53.420 August...

01:45:53.980 So you sent me this August 2nd.

01:45:56.320 Still living that fem cell life.

01:45:58.100 So that's four weeks ago.

01:46:00.200 Yeah.

01:46:01.740 And then...

01:46:02.500 So like...

01:46:02.520 Within two weeks of you sending them...

01:46:05.040 That you're a fem cell.

01:46:06.280 Within two weeks, you had a homeless Ethiopian fucking you and doing your drugs.

01:46:12.640 She has BPD.

01:46:14.160 Yes.

01:46:14.280 This is on a daily basis.

01:46:15.820 I could be a fem cell like today and then tomorrow I'm like...

01:46:18.980 I want to hook up.

01:46:19.680 Bipolar.

01:46:20.200 Okay.

01:46:20.500 Yeah.

01:46:20.620 I guess that makes sense.

01:46:22.040 So how many times did you see the homeless Ethiopian guy?

01:46:26.100 So I was gonna...

01:46:27.460 I invited him over to get like...

01:46:29.940 Like this cuck was trying to pay us like $800 to watch.

01:46:32.840 Wait.

01:46:33.580 But then the cuck was like, I don't like black guys.

01:46:35.840 And so I was like, fuck.

01:46:36.780 Racist.

01:46:37.140 And then I didn't have anyone else that I was talking to.

01:46:40.460 So I didn't do it.

01:46:41.040 Hey chat, what's worse?

01:46:43.080 That he's a racist or that he's a cuck?

01:46:48.300 A racist cuck?

01:46:49.600 Like pick a struggle.

01:46:51.360 That's true.

01:46:52.220 Yeah.

01:46:52.560 So true.

01:46:53.260 What else was wrong with him?

01:46:54.980 I don't know a lot.

01:46:55.680 He wanted to be put in a dog cage and all this and that.

01:46:57.360 Did he actually watch?

01:46:59.300 No, because like...

01:47:00.420 He was racist.

01:47:01.240 He was trying to get me hooked up with white boys and I don't like white boys.

01:47:04.160 Oh.

01:47:04.600 What do you like?

01:47:05.980 I like anyone with like a little color in them.

01:47:08.860 Some melanin?

01:47:09.700 Yeah.

01:47:09.900 Some melanin.

01:47:10.720 I see.

01:47:11.060 I don't care what you are.

01:47:11.980 Just a little bit.

01:47:13.360 Are you like a pet?

01:47:14.800 Like you like pet stuff?

01:47:16.120 Because you have like a little collar and then the dog cage.

01:47:19.420 Am I a pet?

01:47:20.260 No.

01:47:20.680 I'm not freaky deaky like that.

01:47:22.200 She's not freaky deaky.

01:47:23.140 Like other people will be, but like I just show up.

01:47:26.880 I just lay there, you know?

01:47:27.820 How many homeless people have you had sex with?

01:47:35.980 Oh my God.

01:47:36.440 Probably the worst guy was this dude.

01:47:38.100 Like I was like volunteering.

01:47:39.340 Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.

01:47:41.440 How many homeless people have you had sex with?

01:47:44.260 And then you tell me the worst one.

01:47:46.360 Probably like three, honestly.

01:47:48.520 Just three homeless people.

01:47:48.880 When you say homeless, are they like couch hopping or they're like on the street?

01:47:53.160 Oh, like...

01:47:54.160 Skid Row.

01:47:55.180 Yeah.

01:47:55.580 He was living at the Mission.

01:47:57.400 Huh?

01:47:57.520 Like at the Mission.

01:47:58.580 The Mission.

01:47:58.880 Okay.

01:47:59.280 The Mission, Kelly.

01:48:00.340 I just didn't...

01:48:01.100 The Mission, Kelly.

01:48:01.760 You know, I don't know if she's walking on the street meeting a guy she thinks is fine.

01:48:05.820 I was volunteering at the Mission and I didn't like him at first because he was like,

01:48:09.420 I just got out of jail for the last 10 years.

01:48:11.140 But he kept following me.

01:48:12.400 Wait.

01:48:12.780 Following you like physically.

01:48:14.180 Wait, is this the Ethiopian guy?

01:48:16.500 No, this is the guy before him.

01:48:18.620 Yeah.

01:48:18.760 And when was that?

01:48:19.840 Was that late July?

01:48:21.340 That was like two months ago.

01:48:24.520 But...

01:48:24.760 Word.

01:48:25.280 Yeah.

01:48:26.040 Yeah.

01:48:26.540 Like I went to the library.

01:48:27.640 I was like, I'm at the library.

01:48:28.720 And then he was like, I'm on my way there now.

01:48:30.580 And I was like, no.

01:48:31.340 And then he just showed up.

01:48:32.400 And then he started like being like, oh, I'll fix all your broken stuff at your house.

01:48:35.620 And I was like, at first I was like, okay.

01:48:37.600 And then he started making movies on me.

01:48:39.320 And I was like, hmm.

01:48:40.820 It's kind of weird because like, you're so bad.

01:48:44.780 But then I ended up ghosting him because he did not fit in with my friends.

01:48:48.600 Like my friends were like...

01:48:50.300 Your witch cult?

01:48:52.700 Yeah.

01:48:53.280 Because he was just like a different kind of like, you know, I at least have some standards.

01:48:59.080 Yeah.

01:48:59.200 Right.

01:49:00.000 Did he have a phone?

01:49:02.080 Did he?

01:49:02.660 He did have a phone.

01:49:03.880 They get free phones there.

01:49:04.900 You can actually go to like, what's it called?

01:49:07.960 Outside of the place where you get food stamps.

01:49:11.840 They're giving out free phones for anyone on food stamps.

01:49:14.420 So you blocked his like Obama number?

01:49:17.400 Do I want his?

01:49:18.020 I wish I could get food stamps, but they've been playing games with me.

01:49:21.780 They do not even need to sign.

01:49:23.080 That's crazy.

01:49:25.720 We have a message here from George.

01:49:28.500 Oh my God.

01:49:28.820 That was his name too.

01:49:30.400 Pasty.

01:49:30.940 Do you prefer Pasty?

01:49:31.760 Do you prefer George?

01:49:33.260 What do you prefer?

01:49:34.020 Let me know what you prefer.

01:49:34.900 Pasty.

01:49:35.220 Pasty.

01:49:37.420 He's making money.

01:49:38.420 A cook is the worst type of man ever to exist, second only to simps.

01:49:42.440 Here's the thing, right?

01:49:43.460 You know what?

01:49:43.900 I think this.

01:49:45.320 I think.

01:49:47.360 Oh wait, hold on.

01:49:48.280 Let me frame this so it doesn't come across terribly.

01:49:54.280 Well, isn't.

01:49:56.080 James.

01:49:56.440 Wait, hold on.

01:49:57.100 That makes no sense.

01:49:57.980 I was about to say, you know, look, people, sometimes, you know, racism can be internalized,

01:50:08.640 you know, whatever that woke terminology shit.

01:50:11.040 But like, being a cuck is a choice.

01:50:15.900 I feel like being a racist is way worse than a cuck.

01:50:18.620 What?

01:50:18.720 Because sometimes, you know, can you help?

01:50:19.960 Because they're giving girls money.

01:50:21.360 Can you help being a racist?

01:50:23.200 Okay, but here's my thing.

01:50:24.640 Does that sound bad?

01:50:25.780 Most cucks are going to be microdicks, right?

01:50:28.860 What?

01:50:29.300 Most cucks, they're going to have microdicks.

01:50:31.680 That you can't choose.

01:50:33.400 I mean, there's probably, look, let's be fair.

01:50:35.420 It's possible.

01:50:36.420 Listen.

01:50:37.180 A cuck could have like a giant hog.

01:50:40.040 Okay, but then they're still choosing.

01:50:43.060 Like, I guess they know what they have and they don't want to use it.

01:50:47.700 And that's, that's a choice.

01:50:49.900 It's definitely worse to be a cuck than a racist.

01:50:53.500 I mean, you can stop being a cuck.

01:50:56.060 Yeah.

01:50:56.600 But you can't stop being a racist?

01:50:59.220 No.

01:51:00.200 I don't know.

01:51:01.020 Well, isn't that like, isn't even the woke people say you can't change your, can you stop

01:51:06.860 being a racist?

01:51:07.320 I think you could stop being racist.

01:51:09.180 You just have to have the right influences.

01:51:11.320 But I don't know.

01:51:13.100 People really want to stay in their way.

01:51:15.800 Yeah.

01:51:16.520 Would I rather have a racist son or a cuck son?

01:51:20.720 Oh, definitely a racist son.

01:51:21.960 Oh my gosh, that's racist.

01:51:23.720 Race son, son, or cuck daughter.

01:51:25.900 Going around the table, would you rather have a racist son or a cuck son?

01:51:30.620 Cuck son, because then I can just laugh at him like the pathetic little piece of shit

01:51:35.740 he is.

01:51:35.780 Okay, that's a troll answer.

01:51:36.880 All right.

01:51:37.160 I definitely would rather a cuck son.

01:51:40.480 Oh my gosh.

01:51:41.120 But like, I also wouldn't be like, like my dad used to be a little racist.

01:51:44.640 Like one time he said the N word with a hard R around me, but I've educated him.

01:51:48.180 But you're, are you like Mexican?

01:51:51.340 He, I'm mixed.

01:51:52.920 I'm mixed.

01:51:53.220 What are you?

01:51:53.920 I'm Filipino and my dad's white.

01:51:56.380 Oh, wait.

01:51:57.540 Really?

01:51:57.840 He just came from another time.

01:51:58.900 You're Filipino?

01:51:59.880 Yeah.

01:52:01.040 Okay.

01:52:01.880 Yeah.

01:52:02.460 And so like, they just need some education.

01:52:04.840 Like for real, some of them, you know, so he's changed a lot.

01:52:10.840 But I don't have any empathy for like racist, like Trump.

01:52:13.680 Like I feel like he's not changing.

01:52:14.780 But how could your dad be a racist when he had sex with a Filipino woman?

01:52:20.300 Oh, he'd be surprised.

01:52:20.960 Like obviously that's not possible.

01:52:24.360 Well, toward like, just towards like black people.

01:52:27.520 Cause like I had like a black boyfriend and he didn't like it because he was like, but

01:52:33.220 then again, he, it's different because he would call like Obama.

01:52:36.680 He would be like, that's a good black person, but a black person that sells drug is an N word.

01:52:42.700 And I'm like, and I'm like that.

01:52:44.780 No.

01:52:45.500 And I had to like talk to him about it, but he understood in that.

01:52:48.880 Are your parents married?

01:52:50.720 Yeah.

01:52:51.320 They're still together?

01:52:52.340 Yeah.

01:52:52.820 Bro, they're old as fuck.

01:52:53.860 They've been married for like a million years.

01:52:55.940 They're like 75.

01:52:58.320 Yeah.

01:52:59.140 Huh.

01:52:59.920 Would you rather a cuck son or a racist son?

01:53:03.200 Okay.

01:53:04.420 I don't judge.

01:53:06.140 What is, as a cuck, someone who pays people to.

01:53:09.300 Someone who likes to watch.

01:53:10.120 Yeah.

01:53:11.080 Well, I mean, a cuck.

01:53:12.760 Yeah, right?

01:53:13.260 Yeah.

01:53:13.860 You'd be like fine with his girlfriend or wife getting.

01:53:18.180 And perhaps watching, getting effed by.

01:53:22.000 No, I think the watching is the main part.

01:53:24.860 Well, no, because there's, there is people who like to watch and it doesn't matter if they're

01:53:29.460 like together or not.

01:53:30.540 And then there's people that are cucks, which a cuck to me is like, that's your partner.

01:53:34.740 And you like to watch them have sex with other people.

01:53:37.800 Sure.

01:53:38.000 That's.

01:53:39.820 Cuck son or racist son?

01:53:43.580 I'll go with racist son only because I feel like there's always a little internal racism

01:53:48.660 that we've all experienced in our heads towards all groups.

01:53:53.440 We're all racist.

01:53:54.280 So I think.

01:53:54.980 We're just all racist, but.

01:53:58.800 We've all said something.

01:53:59.980 We've all said some stereotypical racist joke.

01:54:03.020 Who are you racist towards?

01:54:04.420 Oh, not.

01:54:05.540 Not.

01:54:06.180 I'm like three different.

01:54:07.520 No, I'm saying like.

01:54:08.240 What are you?

01:54:09.120 I'm Chinese, black and white.

01:54:11.080 So I'm like.

01:54:11.360 She's all through.

01:54:11.620 She can't be racist.

01:54:12.300 Like my grandparents.

01:54:13.900 I've experienced racism from my own grandma.

01:54:16.440 Like I'm not.

01:54:17.600 I'm against racism.

01:54:19.040 But you have a racist son.

01:54:21.860 Wait, that's gotta be.

01:54:22.920 Wait, wait, wait.

01:54:23.380 I'm saying like I rather.

01:54:25.100 Tell me the breakdown.

01:54:26.400 So is your dad.

01:54:28.300 My dad is black.

01:54:29.460 My mom is Chinese and white.

01:54:31.760 And.

01:54:32.760 Yeah.

01:54:33.400 What?

01:54:35.000 Wait, your mom is half.

01:54:36.660 She's half white, half black.

01:54:37.620 Yeah.

01:54:37.920 So my white grandma had a.

01:54:41.200 Dad is black.

01:54:43.160 And your mom Chinese and white.

01:54:45.240 Correct.

01:54:45.460 Or did I fuck.

01:54:46.240 Yeah.

01:54:46.440 That's correct.

01:54:47.100 Yeah.

01:54:48.040 Okay.

01:54:50.320 So I'm saying my white grandma.

01:54:52.520 Do your grandparents.

01:54:53.060 Question for you.

01:54:54.580 Grandparents on the mother's side.

01:54:57.860 Was there some racism?

01:55:01.080 On the mother's side?

01:55:02.840 So your grandma.

01:55:04.120 My.

01:55:04.640 My.

01:55:04.940 Like your Chinese.

01:55:06.280 No.

01:55:07.560 Grandparents.

01:55:08.280 Oh.

01:55:09.260 Were they.

01:55:10.080 Well, my.

01:55:10.700 They don't speak a lot of.

01:55:12.120 Well.

01:55:13.200 They don't speak a lot of English.

01:55:15.160 So it's really.

01:55:15.900 It would be hard for me to know what they're saying in Mandarin.

01:55:19.120 Because.

01:55:19.500 But as far as like my white grandmother.

01:55:22.340 That's my mother's mom.

01:55:23.740 Yes.

01:55:24.080 She's.

01:55:24.580 She's a little racist.

01:55:25.920 Oh.

01:55:26.080 Okay.

01:55:26.580 Because I.

01:55:27.700 I've heard.

01:55:28.220 Towards my father.

01:55:28.780 Asians are racist against other Asians.

01:55:32.380 They are.

01:55:32.760 They are.

01:55:33.160 They are.

01:55:33.680 All the time.

01:55:34.040 Yeah.

01:55:34.580 But like.

01:55:35.220 Social.

01:55:35.560 Asians are.

01:55:37.460 Can be very racist.

01:55:38.960 Oh.

01:55:39.180 Yes.

01:55:39.400 They are.

01:55:39.660 Towards black people.

01:55:40.680 Especially the old ones.

01:55:41.540 Yes.

01:55:41.800 Yeah.

01:55:42.040 Like the grandmas.

01:55:42.900 The grannies.

01:55:43.860 The grandmas.

01:55:44.880 Yes.

01:55:45.180 Yes.

01:55:46.080 It's non-traditional for them.

01:55:48.500 But.

01:55:48.660 Wait.

01:55:48.780 Past Chee George donated two hundred dollars.

01:55:54.240 You can call me Pasty.

01:55:55.640 Thank you for that.

01:55:55.840 Which is pronounced Pasty.

01:55:57.820 Pasty.

01:55:58.220 How are you?

01:55:59.000 Pasty.

01:55:59.520 Pasty.

01:55:59.760 Pasty.

01:56:00.520 You want me to.

01:56:01.780 Announce it.

01:56:02.360 What's the term?

01:56:02.820 I know right.

01:56:03.520 What's that one?

01:56:03.920 I thought I was like.

01:56:04.640 Pasty.

01:56:06.200 Oh.

01:56:06.520 Well thank you Pasty.

01:56:07.220 We have another one coming in.

01:56:08.260 Then I'll let you ask your question.

01:56:10.640 Then we have this.

01:56:12.100 Then we have that.

01:56:13.060 I'll be back.

01:56:14.100 Thank you Pasty.

01:56:14.620 Pasty.

01:56:20.600 Past Chee George donated two hundred dollars.

01:56:24.100 I would rather have a racist son than a cuck son.

01:56:27.100 I would disown my son if I found out he was a cuck.

01:56:31.700 I feel like that can be cured with some therapy though.

01:56:34.700 Yeah.

01:56:34.980 For sure.

01:56:35.560 That can be cured with therapy.

01:56:37.640 I feel like racist people don't want to be changed.

01:56:40.180 Oh.

01:56:40.420 Yeah.

01:56:40.880 I agree with you.

01:56:41.320 Take.

01:56:41.600 Take.

01:56:41.780 Take.

01:56:41.800 Take.

01:56:42.120 It matters what kind of racist person you are.

01:56:44.340 That's why I chose a racist son because he can say like a random you know these stereotypical

01:56:49.960 comments that are not they're not correct but I'd rather have that than a son with no

01:56:54.060 morals.

01:56:54.740 I feel like that's very.

01:56:56.400 I mean those are pretty fucked up morals to be racist.

01:56:59.220 Yes.

01:57:02.580 What was your question?

01:57:06.020 What was your question?

01:57:07.720 You had a question earlier for them didn't you?

01:57:09.700 No I was I was gonna just tell her like I just think a cuck son like that's just that you're

01:57:16.540 just disgusting like you're.

01:57:18.520 I mean.

01:57:19.920 Exactly.

01:57:20.320 It's just a sexual thing.

01:57:22.080 It's disgusting.

01:57:23.140 But like I don't know I feel like that's the only reason I love my dad he's never judged

01:57:26.700 me for any of my sexual stuff like one time he even caught me when I was like 16 I had

01:57:31.060 like two dudes in my bed and he was like oh you guys have a fun night you know he was

01:57:34.480 just he was just always he's always like like what being so nice you know and so like I

01:57:40.560 would never judge my son for what he likes like girl you like to watch some weird ass

01:57:44.280 porn go ahead like you know that's not something that matters to me but like being mean to people

01:57:48.880 because if you're not harming nobody then wait hold on your dad your dad it was at your

01:57:55.880 house you were in bed with two boys getting double teamed I wasn't getting double teamed I

01:58:02.780 just felt one of them what other one was sleeping but he didn't know that so we only

01:58:06.800 saw one of the boys he saw both of them but like he was like bro if I met my if I'm at

01:58:13.140 my house and my 16 year old daughter murder has boys no I'm not gonna murder him first

01:58:20.400 off I know some people that would I'm going in there I'm the I'm grabbing the fucking kids

01:58:28.140 off and I'm fucking throwing them out the house what the fuck that's crazy I don't know he put

01:58:34.620 me on birth control when I was 13 and he just like always was like be free you know yeah like

01:58:39.920 he like told you to go and do it or like yeah he like made me I like didn't want to because I

01:58:44.000 wasn't even sexually active but he was like you have to because why because he was worried you were

01:58:49.620 gonna he was just like I know kids and like I know like me like I will you know like he just

01:58:56.200 want to prevent anything because he's like kids are stupid and they're not gonna tell me anything

01:58:59.300 so yeah so he was trying to prevent a pregnancy yeah of course he won't want a 13 13 like junior

01:59:06.740 high school yeah I mean I know look I know people are fucking but I'm not really liking it though do

01:59:12.980 you think he promoted that idea in your head at such a young age um possibly maybe he it did like

01:59:20.320 tell me it was like okay and like sex has never been like a bad thing in my mind so but yeah so like

01:59:26.020 in my family like my dad thinks it's like natural even like he he was the one that gave me the talk

01:59:30.120 on masturbating and stuff he's like masturbating is okay and this is how you masturbate you know

01:59:35.720 and then and and then like what age I don't know I don't know when I was young he was just like he's

01:59:41.840 just like just so you know it's okay and I will never be mad at you if you wait wait wait okay hold

01:59:46.160 on hold on I don't want to be flippant about this because this is kind of a serious thing

01:59:51.000 uh I mean you're talking about it in I I think that sounds abusive to me what no I'm sorry that

02:00:01.440 sounds bad that sounds really bad and I'm not I'm not saying that to poke at you like that's bad

02:00:09.820 I think it's because in his childhood his parents were like so Christian he wasn't allowed to do

02:00:15.640 anything so he he hated being so restricted he hated you know like if you masturbate then you

02:00:21.580 have to feel like you're going to hell he hated that feeling he would he didn't want me to ever

02:00:25.320 have that feeling so that's why I think that's not normal having a talk about masturbation I mean

02:00:30.300 they have like the sex talk but being like masturbation is okay to your child it's really

02:00:37.080 weird and my dad too it's the dad part well it's because my mom my mom has like she was like

02:00:43.380 she's not really she has like autism and she doesn't really talk much so if I go and talk to

02:00:48.400 her about stuff she won't even talk to me so he basically was like has been my mom and dad

02:00:52.460 that's kind of a dope setup though if the mom just doesn't really

02:00:56.540 yo guys find yourself an autistic girl um but okay hold on so your dad was essentially

02:01:06.600 fostering a dysfunctional idea of sex and is that like grooming I don't know that's crazy

02:01:11.800 no I don't think so I don't know so you were like 12 and he was like talking to you about

02:01:18.480 yeah but like that I have loved him for it's been other things that you know maybe I wish

02:01:26.320 they would have done differently that though has never I think hurt me that's only made me

02:01:31.280 more easily accept myself okay but it's been a lot of other things that I haven't

02:01:36.260 it probably made you a little bit more hypersexual which I yeah I do feel bad about that but I think

02:01:43.220 this dad is probably like I can't wait to have a child to also like break all these traditions that

02:01:49.080 I grew up with he's probably very passionate about the way he grew up but does not make it right at all

02:01:54.460 I do think that he over I think he had the best of intentions so I would never be mad at him for

02:01:59.880 trying to yeah have having good intentions but I think you were a little bit enabled yeah like now

02:02:06.840 you have a poor relationship with sex and that could probably be part of the reason I would say

02:02:11.840 I'm not saying that to be rude I'm kind of just like I think you I have a poor relationship with sex

02:02:16.260 due to many other reasons you know so I don't think it has to do with that but well that's like the

02:02:22.580 foundation right it didn't no I think the foundation was that like as much as my dad did

02:02:29.280 right like both of them being like they both didn't know how to show emotion so I was like kind of

02:02:34.100 emotionally neglected and so it's always been about emotion sex has always been about emotion for me

02:02:39.500 trying to feel this emotion has never been about the actual sex itself do you wait so but how old were

02:02:45.240 you when he taught you he taught you how to masturbate not really he just told me kind of

02:02:52.820 like like this is like what happens like for a guy the penis gets erect so he just wanted to educate

02:02:59.520 me like he wasn't like saying like oh like let me give you these vibrators or something but he was

02:03:03.460 just like telling me like this is how stuff it works for but I also cut him off I was like dad I

02:03:09.300 already know and so like like your dad just had to talk with you yeah it was just like it was just

02:03:14.400 a sex ed talk like I think people should get sex ed especially like you know okay but the way I think

02:03:20.960 it's I think there is some degree of it's okay for your parents to give you some education on this topic

02:03:27.940 but the way you originally framed it was I think the words that you said were and correct me if I'm

02:03:33.540 wrong was your dad taught you how to master or not like taught me how but taught me that it's okay

02:03:39.860 I guess I should have said taught me it's okay because like yeah he just said stuff like the

02:03:44.300 coochie will get wet and like it's okay like he just tried to be like it's okay like this is this is

02:03:49.900 I don't really know I was fucking 10 I don't remember all the words or like I was somewhere around

02:03:54.180 that age I was I was I was just like a kid you know or like they're 10 or 13 but he was he was just

02:04:00.520 giving me like good like he was just trying to make sure I was knowing what's going on I mean I'm

02:04:05.540 wondering though to I maybe I don't know look I I'm not sure how to best proceed with that whole

02:04:14.280 situation but like if a parent were to like catch their child doing that would it then be okay for the

02:04:25.820 parent to have I think as long as they're being safe like it doesn't matter you know I don't know

02:04:32.160 but I would say like I would be I would be kind of like the way you originally framed it though was

02:04:38.400 I'll probably educate my children really early too because I would just like want them to know this

02:04:43.280 stuff because I don't think knowing it has any effect on whether you're gonna do it or not I think

02:04:49.640 that like comes naturally because he told me that stuff at an early age but I didn't start

02:04:53.500 messing around until like two years later when it came naturally his words had nothing to do with

02:04:58.760 me you know okay so uh we have some chats coming through yeah yeah that's not good past chi george

02:05:05.980 donated two hundred dollars chair two you said that your dad actually showed you how to butterfly when

02:05:12.280 you were little butterfly uh oh it masturbate no he just told me about it like you know like

02:05:19.640 like like if you watch porn it's okay if you like touch yourself it's okay okay well hold on okay

02:05:25.380 now your dad should not be telling a 12 13 year old that it's okay to watch adult porn I just think

02:05:33.980 he just didn't want me to feel any type of guilt because I feel like he has felt so much guilt about

02:05:38.280 a lot of stuff he just didn't want me feeling that and I am very grateful by the way let me clarify my

02:05:42.320 statement I was about to say adult content but then I was like I'm not going to self-censor myself

02:05:46.760 so midway anyways go ahead but and at the same time like you guys are like judging my lifestyle

02:05:52.700 but I don't think my lifestyle has been bad and I'm so grateful for all my experiences I mean there

02:05:56.940 are people who have we don't know all the details we don't know everything maybe we're there's

02:06:02.860 something lost in translation here but like a lot of people have been through certain things that are

02:06:09.180 traumatic yeah that what I would say is not education like if my dad was diddling me that'd be way

02:06:16.360 different okay he wasn't doing that though no right never never but yeah so that stuff is

02:06:22.440 obviously bad but like yeah just talking to kids being open with them being able to communicate

02:06:27.340 whatever you want with them like I could tell my dad fucking anything I could tell him I just hook

02:06:31.360 up a crackhead like he paid me two hundred dollars and he'd be like slag you know so like

02:06:36.580 okay get in your boxes because I think that's probably it's giving a measurement because you

02:06:44.600 and your mom didn't have a very strong bond or relationship or weren't able to talk about those

02:06:50.380 things you and him have like a you and your dad are almost like in a relationship with the way that

02:06:56.920 you talk to each other he's my best friend yeah I would tell him anything because at the end of the

02:07:02.860 day like he'll try give me guidance he'll be like maybe you should not do that but also like I love

02:07:09.120 you you know so like does he talk to you about his shit as well like his emotional problems oh yeah he

02:07:15.340 has a lot of problems too but so like that's why we're so close because we both we're both like the

02:07:21.320 same person but I'm like a smaller girl version so he's meaning there has to be a difference between

02:07:26.780 sexual education and then grooming which and then putting all these ideas and knowledge into your head

02:07:32.420 that shouldn't be encouraged at all in the slightest and then also just basic sexual sexual education

02:07:37.580 yeah he was doing I mean I agree with you I think it's okay for parents to have like the talk or you

02:07:44.060 know some sex education but at what point can it potentially cross a line yeah I think the thing

02:07:51.440 that affected me more was like he kind of made it seem like drugs were okay because like from a young

02:07:56.680 age he like he like always said how like acid made him have like the spiritual awakening and stuff and

02:08:03.920 like he he always said like he wanted to do it with me with someday and so like I think for my young

02:08:08.340 kid I kind of like thought like oh this stuff's not that bad because my dad did it and so like I think

02:08:13.580 that more had a negative effect on me than anything I'm gonna do with sex I feel like sex is not great

02:08:17.840 but yeah that I think did but I forgive him because I'm it wasn't his fault it wasn't his intention

02:08:24.520 you know it sounds like he wanted to be your friend not yeah I mean no he was also like he

02:08:31.020 get mad at me for a lot for other stuff but but at the end of the day like you said it's my choice

02:08:37.020 like at a point like you know so yeah you made the decision let you be promiscuous at a young age and

02:08:43.320 he let you do drugs so what did he punish you for like what were your punishments um I would say

02:08:49.520 it was just like if I came home like super like cracked out like he could tell I hadn't slept for

02:08:56.380 days or like and I was like having seizures then he'd be like girl you're taking it too far like smoke

02:09:02.740 some weed like what are you doing you know and so like he he would get mad if I took anything too

02:09:08.920 far you know or if I tried to kill myself he'd be like he'd be like he'd be like mad about that

02:09:14.060 he'd be like girl like you're just taking things way too far you know so yeah there there's a lot

02:09:21.940 of things he'd get mad at me for but like he wouldn't try to so like doing too many drugs and

02:09:27.920 then what was the other one and like if I tried to like unalive myself he'd be like oh yeah he'd be

02:09:32.940 like you're being selfish you're gonna leave me here alone and then like and then like but he's

02:09:38.200 like an old hippie like imagine like our house is covered in tie-dyes like he wears tie-dyes every

02:09:42.440 day he's like an old hippie you don't care about nothing you know so basically like he only got

02:09:45.920 mad at you when it was things that lead to your death like that could lead to your death yeah that's

02:09:51.420 when he got upset okay yeah yeah oh sorry unalive my bad it sounds like to me there there has to be a

02:10:00.900 difference between having grace for somebody's mistakes right like a child's mistakes a parent should

02:10:05.680 be loving and tried to you know like if a child makes a mistake but he shouldn't be encouraging

02:10:11.460 towards self-harming behavior towards destructive behavior towards destructive sex and now you have

02:10:18.160 a bunch of a slew of emotional problems and emotional dissociations and dysfunctional sex

02:10:23.820 problems couldn't that root from him having taught that from a very young age instead of saying hey if

02:10:28.480 you make a mistake we'll have grace but go ahead and make all these mistakes and it'll be totally

02:10:32.820 fine nothing's an issue make all these mistakes just because he felt like he didn't get to make

02:10:37.680 those himself I think that my mistakes have nothing to do with him I've always been like from a kid I've

02:10:44.900 always been like a crazy ass kid like I always had like hella hyperactivity hella adhd like I've always

02:10:49.960 been so like I and then when I got I don't know some bipolar like I just knew like I like doing like

02:10:56.600 out-of-pocket shit and that had nothing to do with him that's like in my DNA you know and so like I think

02:11:01.900 it was more like not communicating why this was going on because I was like having all these

02:11:07.020 emotions and behaviors and I wouldn't know why I would I would and so like I the only thing I wish

02:11:12.920 I would have done differently is maybe communicating like teaching me how to communicate in a way where

02:11:19.500 I will understand those emotions but I don't think it had anything to do with encouraging me to like

02:11:23.680 love myself well as a parent that should have been his responsibility to say oh she has a tendency

02:11:27.980 towards um like what was the word he used like as an adhd person you have that so you should have

02:11:34.900 adjusted to that and just be like go make all the mistakes everything is fine here's how to do it

02:11:39.580 that's that's the where he went wrong as a parent yeah but he didn't know no better so he basically

02:11:45.480 enabled you though that's that's what he did he enabled you instead of holding you back from things

02:11:51.420 that were going to harm you he said no it's okay I think this has a lot to do with the discussion you

02:11:57.480 two were having with Callie about kind of like you know being able to make choices to change your life

02:12:02.660 around and here's like a prime example of how that's not always the case right I was gonna I was

02:12:07.220 actually bring that up earlier and I was gonna say like how so like in her case like how is she going

02:12:13.020 to get out of a situation like that if that's like if you guys are like you know this is how her this

02:12:19.140 is how her father is and then if you guys think that's wrong like what is she supposed to do in

02:12:23.640 that situation well for example she said that she was given the talk at 10 and then two years later

02:12:27.180 was when she started to get freakier into the sex world is that her fault though yes because she made

02:12:33.220 that decision but but you guys were just saying that so she does get grace right yeah that's what

02:12:37.440 that's what I'm saying the parents should be held accountable absolutely I know that yeah 100% so as a

02:12:42.600 child she does have a more of a tendency to make those decisions but what we're saying is when she

02:12:46.420 becomes an adult she needs to make sure that she's making good choices and her life choices can affect

02:12:51.720 the way her direction going right yes it was still wrong that she made those choices right there's

02:12:55.080 still wrong choices but yes there is grace because her parent was so dysfunctional and but I mean it's

02:13:00.180 wrong to you to me it's not wrong like I would do all those things again I don't think it's wrong

02:13:04.880 everyone lives their life and that's the other thing it depends if she sees that as bad or not

02:13:08.400 yeah I still don't see anything I was just saying like this is a prime example of like

02:13:13.820 a child who doesn't have who's getting different different direction than what we would consider

02:13:19.800 a normal parent would give somebody but that doesn't mean that like that's her fault like

02:13:24.760 that's not or like that's a like she we could all say like she's being set back now because this is

02:13:29.180 what her dad is doing that's not her fault and then even when she makes those decisions at 12

02:13:33.840 whatever 10 to 16 to 18 years old I'm sorry but that's not none of that is her fault none of that

02:13:39.880 is her fault it doesn't matter if you think that she had a brain that was working she was given a

02:13:44.080 direction and she was following that direction because that's what children do they follow

02:13:47.340 children don't have the brain of their own so that they can't go and make up their own mind

02:13:50.520 especially going and living in the real world themselves like they're going to follow whatever

02:13:53.660 they're told and if this is what this child is told that's how they're going to think

02:13:57.020 that that's what they're going to think their life is supposed to be like that

02:13:59.580 but at this point in time now that she's an adult sure yeah then she's all the decisions fall on her

02:14:05.060 100 where i'm stemming from yeah 100 again it goes back to the conversation of you guys saying that

02:14:09.500 it is fair that people are dealt all different cards but which yeah sure we could say 100 that is

02:14:15.100 fair because that's just how the cookie crumbles but for but it's it i think that you know you guys

02:14:20.560 could have a little empathy towards the people who are dealt worse it's not that i lack empathy that

02:14:24.880 sorry that's not it at all different situation it's not the empathy it's like this is a discussion

02:14:29.660 so we're boiling it down to the basics you still have to yeah you still have to i'm gonna move it

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02:15:19.660 something else we have oh we got this coming through oh shit it's reloading hold on damn it

02:15:26.560 stream it's always doing that one sec no those aren't it arc says he can fix her okay that's

02:15:37.020 interesting uh we have uh this coming in from mike lit oh i can just call it donated two hundred

02:15:48.180 dollars fit check my sprinkler goes like this

02:15:52.020 nice uh okay

02:15:59.820 all right we'll do a fit check if everybody just stands up really quick try not to move your microphone

02:16:07.360 do a little fit check fit check fit check okay cool there it is as you can see there's a little

02:16:17.560 tattoo check too i guess uh all right cool there it is she survived catholic school that's an

02:16:27.540 interesting thing uh all right there it is the fit check is that a mormon lds

02:16:35.960 costume costume you you made the dress you made the dress you did not just call her outfit a costume

02:16:43.940 oh sorry i should have said that about your costume all right everybody you can all sit back down

02:16:52.340 all sit back down sweet um okay that was interesting thank you for the fit check

02:17:00.960 let me finish up these notes we have here uh you know what uh

02:17:06.780 carmen you need to go back behind the scenes really quick if you can for just a sec we need

02:17:13.640 to tape something else uh all right moving on to oh it's okay

02:17:19.940 into the notes we have jesse you sure oh that

02:17:25.520 uh you saran wrapped a guy's car once yeah with my best friend ashley that's so funny

02:17:33.060 so he apparently was over his ex which he was not um we started dating and then like shortly after

02:17:40.660 valentine's day um i saw his snapchat i think with his ex-girlfriend and they were like back together

02:17:48.140 but like we were totally dating um but anyways he liked to get salty about things so we like

02:17:54.240 dumped a bunch of salt we wrote sticky notes don't even ask me what they said and we stuck

02:17:59.680 them all over his truck and wrapped it hold on wait wait wait go back the cheap part is fine

02:18:05.180 it's just the that part uh okay mary pull up a you're not going to show this okay okay pull up an

02:18:13.480 instagram tab

02:18:14.340 and then it's the top chat the mod chat you're gonna pull up this photo okay

02:18:22.420 i'm actually so excited to say that's funny well because me and my friend we were talking about it

02:18:29.340 last night because i'm staying with her and i was like she was like i don't think it's that crazy

02:18:33.860 like why did you even mention it and i was like well because it's kind of crazy like if you think

02:18:38.060 about it we stopped him for like three nights because we had to make sure his car was there like

02:18:42.460 that's kind of crazy also you like went through the whole thing and like wrapped the entire

02:18:47.760 it was a truck how long ago was this oh that was nine years ago before i started dating

02:18:53.320 that was so long i don't know i think we got like two or three things there's another one mary

02:18:58.860 do you have them

02:19:00.700 okay

02:19:03.640 all right

02:19:06.620 okay we can so you saran wrapped this dude's car and you sent us photos we have

02:19:13.200 yeah i still have we have surprisingly i pull it up make it bigger please

02:19:19.160 all right you put you said you put salt in his tank no no we didn't put his tank we like kind

02:19:26.520 of just like dumped it all over the bed we'll actually put it in the blanket and then put it

02:19:30.580 in the post-it notes say oh girl i couldn't even remember i'm so intrigued we wrote a bunch of things

02:19:36.860 like you're salty or like you're you're a cheater something like that why did you saran wrap the car

02:19:42.820 again sorry i missed that because we were dating we had been dating for like months at this point

02:19:48.520 and um all of a sudden like he i saw a picture of him like taking his ex out to dinner when

02:19:56.340 like we were dating and she was apparently out of the picture so it was just like a fine you're going

02:20:03.920 to do that then i'm gonna be petty and do this all right okay yeah why do women go for the car

02:20:10.880 okay but like that was nine years ago and i didn't do any damage like i could have egged it i could

02:20:16.180 have baloneyed it i could have jolly ranchered it and i didn't no damage just a little annoyance

02:20:22.560 just a little because they can't get anywhere else so they gotta go we gotta go for the car

02:20:27.320 exactly i mean my car got keyed so i'm just saying from my own experience however they will go for your

02:20:32.660 car i did forget this point i think he found out that it was me because like a couple weeks later i had

02:20:39.200 like a footprint in my door like somebody like kicked my door so you know it all comes back around

02:20:46.800 your husband nine years ago drove out and crashed your family vacation in vegas yes and you hadn't

02:20:53.120 even gone on a date yet yeah so me and my husband we met through a mutual friend that we had at the

02:20:59.580 time um this guy he had always had like a crush on me but i was very clear like i never let him on i'm

02:21:06.760 not that type of person so like he knew very well well him and josh which is my husband they

02:21:13.400 became friends so we all kind of started hanging out together and then josh was actually really

02:21:19.200 respectful he was like hey buddy like i like her like do you mind if i like start talking to her this

02:21:25.880 and that and he was like i'm totally cool with it but then he wasn't cool with it um so he kind of

02:21:32.880 fell out and we started talking and we had hung out with friends so not by ourselves like a date

02:21:40.660 like i would consider and i was going out to vegas with my family well one night i was texting him and

02:21:46.820 ashley who i'm staying with she was out there with me but she was leaving so i was like my friend's

02:21:51.180 leaving like you could wait hold on i'm sorry i have to interrupt why do girls include totally

02:21:55.800 unnecessary sorry boring details my friend was out there but it's totally irrelevant to the story

02:22:01.640 no it makes sense because she was out there that's why i wasn't going to have him come but

02:22:05.700 then she had to leave so that's why i was like oh you could come and i didn't think he was going to

02:22:09.680 come and now he and he did he just showed up

02:22:12.420 okay i'm adding glitter to her story let the girl be that's not glitter that's that's fucking uh

02:22:23.280 if she was there i wouldn't have even told him to come out that was the point

02:22:27.860 i guess i didn't need to include it but i could have just jumped to okay so here's a bunch of

02:22:35.720 stuff happened before this and i was born here and then this happened it couldn't have just jumped

02:22:40.920 okay she would have been dumb by now but what happened i got what happened he drove out to

02:22:46.540 vegas so i was on a vacation with my family and i ended up like ditching my family and hanging out

02:22:53.980 with him and that was it but like we had never gone on a date i had literally hung out with him

02:22:59.480 maybe twice why am i crashing out over i don't know i don't know what you want from me no it's

02:23:06.940 not your fault i just have trauma i just have issues um so anyways uh you said though because i was

02:23:13.420 really wanting to get into this uh you agree with a lot of what i say of course yeah of course you

02:23:18.360 such a smart guy um you you disagree with me on doing a man's laundry the first time you go to

02:23:28.120 his place and then you said that's the uh well there's another thing too you said there is another

02:23:33.980 thing we'll get to that though you said it's weird though the laundry thing why is that yeah because i

02:23:38.620 can't lie if somebody just came over to my house like we're supposed to hang out and like you're not

02:23:44.400 spending time with me instead you're doing my laundry and like i don't even know you and you're

02:23:48.320 touching my things like that's really weird oh it would be weird for somebody else to be touching

02:23:54.940 your stuff yeah like you don't find that weird like if i don't know you and you're going through

02:24:00.180 my things like even though it's for a helpful reason i find that strange wait question your now

02:24:06.800 husband you when he did the whole like and you never went on a date with him right he meet out

02:24:12.320 met up with you in vegas right like crashed your family vacation yeah did you just did you like

02:24:19.300 hook up pretty soon like first date oh so um yeah yeah like we hooked up hey but you're married

02:24:25.720 you're married it worked out it worked out actually he asked me to be his girlfriend that weekend on

02:24:31.160 our way back to vegas from vegas so it did work out he's so good it made him maybe but here's what i

02:24:39.400 don't understand it's you were saying how how could you let somebody touch your stuff

02:24:44.860 okay i see what you're saying if i'm gonna let if i'm going i guess this would be from the male

02:24:51.140 perspective because i'm the one demanding she do my laundry yeah if i'm going to allow allow this woman

02:24:58.480 to s the d or we do p in the v carnal knowledge yeah she can touch my laundry what the i don't care

02:25:08.240 but like for the female perspective it'd be weird to be touching i think that's something deep

02:25:15.640 but you will put a man's childhood trauma penis i think that's a childhood trauma you will put a

02:25:21.980 man's penis in your mouth but touching his laundry too much it just feels really gross to like handle

02:25:29.340 a male pair of underwear just something about it they're like i find like wrinkled up and like

02:25:37.280 i don't want to touch that no i think the crazy part is like luckily there's like t-shirts we'll have a

02:25:43.220 one night stand with someone so random we don't even know who they are we've never met them in

02:25:48.640 our life when we'll i thought was that not you i thought you met your boyfriend yes but like i mean

02:25:55.040 we had been talking it wasn't like i he was a random guy i know that's what i'm saying but that's

02:26:00.040 still if you thank you it's i think it's still considered a one night stand if you um meet up with

02:26:05.860 somebody the very first time and have sex and have sex with them it's not a problem okay a lot of

02:26:10.140 people have it but you did you you met up with this guy for the first time and you had no no no

02:26:13.760 so like we had hung out in a group setting but this i mean i guess when he came to vegas that was

02:26:19.940 the first time yeah us being by ourselves yeah so maybe you should save both for when you have

02:26:25.440 commitment to each other yeah i mean it's a little bit for a lot of us i guess my argument is

02:26:33.320 i don't know if people be fucking and sucking and doing all this crazy sex shit but like doing

02:26:41.820 laundry that's too much it sounds crazy when it's said out loud but that's just how like that well

02:26:47.520 for me it's more common it's more common for a woman to insert your penis deep into the recesses

02:26:56.660 of her mouth and her tonsils deep back there oh my goodness deep and fucking causing throat damage

02:27:05.260 and shit but you won't do a little wholesome laundry folding i only have sex once i see someone's

02:27:12.560 full panel test results i don't have good for you thank you that even for content so say that again

02:27:22.160 even for content oh but mostly for content mostly okay pace titty pasta thank you pacey george

02:27:33.860 it's a homemade dress nice there you go that's impressive seriously

02:27:39.120 homemade it's not a costume it's a dress homemade yeah we got look hey don't why are you talking

02:27:46.260 shit about her dress bruv she's commenting on your improv why are you talking about her why are you

02:27:51.360 talking shit on her dress i'm being nice i love it she's saying your comment i'm calling it yeah the

02:27:56.880 fact she made it is sick i'm also an artist not everybody they don't have hot topic in idaho

02:28:02.060 okay well guess what we don't have hot topic in the uk either okay whatever the uk version of

02:28:07.060 we don't have one thank you very much we got against hot topic how do we are so cute

02:28:11.020 i know i did i know i'm saying you guys get your clothes from hot topic we don't have one girl

02:28:16.160 girl why are we yapsifying him today he's sassy

02:28:21.640 oh okay well i will say i that was almost a decade

02:28:38.340 ago like i'm a different person i've grown with my husband and the way i view relationships and

02:28:44.440 things she grew i did i grew i'm not the same you didn't do the shout out of the comment that called

02:28:50.260 me cool earlier oh that was rude probably wasn't enough girl it's below the threshold

02:28:55.260 i didn't know how it worked like that i didn't spend enough money oh shoot yo dc vin thanks for

02:29:02.220 the it looks like you gifted 20 subs one two in batches of 10 thank you man appreciate it we got

02:29:08.020 josh brooks here i feel like laundry is the bare minimum bare minimum you know what doing a man's

02:29:14.720 laundry bare minimum so question to the panel what do you consider the bare minimum versus the king

02:29:20.220 treatment as far as doing things for your man after carnal knowledge what's the bare minimum

02:29:26.560 treatment for your man starting with kelly that they should do to us no that i should do them

02:29:34.500 right you do for them go ahead bare minimum bare minimum kelly bare minimum it should just be

02:29:39.620 cook and clean and sorry go ahead not laughing at you right fuck suck cook clean fuck suck that's it

02:29:47.880 i mean that's pretty or like be nice person be nice like you know listening like yeah i think that's

02:29:53.160 all bare minimum yep what about you bare minimum um loyalty and i mean like if we're talking about

02:30:01.700 chores i mean like i guess taking care of the house like because he comes home and he's worked all day

02:30:07.100 outside i don't do that even though i have a job being outside is a totally different breed but

02:30:11.740 i mean taking care of the it really is it really is i think i don't think i think people frown on

02:30:17.180 blue collar work way too much um true yeah uh it's true and blue collar work gets paid too so yeah

02:30:24.040 they get paid well i mean the trades are lacking right now it's awesome what do you think in general or

02:30:31.700 in my own situation uh well the so what do you consider the bare minimum as far as doing things

02:30:39.880 for your man well i think um in my case it would be after marriage he would literally take care of me

02:30:46.180 completely and have a house so i believe having kids taking care of the house almost completely um

02:30:52.380 creating a peaceful environment because a no man should come home to term to term uh

02:30:57.520 crazy household so a quarreling wife yeah a quarreling wife like but what if you feel some

02:31:04.140 type of way you don't want him to calm you down you don't know well of course i can have emotions and

02:31:08.320 have conversation but at the same time i shouldn't come home and be like my day was so hard like of

02:31:12.540 course we can have of course i'll have hard days too as a mother but but he's not your like dumping

02:31:18.360 ground all the time so when he comes home put his feet up give him dinner and then have a

02:31:23.520 conversation when the kids are massages feed i think that's king treatment i think that's king

02:31:29.540 treatment massages like that's extra oh it's not wanting massages isn't a kink if i marry somebody

02:31:36.640 blue color they're out there sorry my bad okay i thought you said kink no no bare minimum what's

02:31:42.460 the bare minimum you should do for your man i agree with callie like cooking cleaning um

02:31:49.420 fucking sucking as she put so eloquently okay no i okay that part and not all that but

02:31:56.360 cooking clean definitely not bare minimum though i mean or is that considered no i'm not considered

02:32:01.540 yeah i i mean i agree with you yeah i would i would say that's bare minimum i didn't yeah

02:32:06.640 bare minimum in a relationship yes okay not like when you're like no no no in a relationship yes yeah

02:32:12.500 no especially not dating either yeah not not dating that's not bare minimum not bare minimum

02:32:16.640 bare minimum carmen i was i'm not good at cooking i'm not good at cleaning i'm not i'm not good a lot

02:32:22.920 of things so my presence my presence kitty cat your presence i have a question for you after

02:32:27.720 chloe gives her answer i forgot the question wonderful we're gonna skip you then so going back to

02:32:35.740 carmen you said you don't cook you don't clean what so if i know you would never do like people

02:32:43.940 aren't gonna sell themselves in this in this way but if you had to word it if you had to articulate

02:32:51.440 it what are the selling points of dating you

02:32:56.520 that's a good question i can make you laugh i can make you laugh make make you laugh i can make him laugh

02:33:07.020 all right because that's what i like that's sort of like in a guy if they can make me laugh i don't

02:33:13.940 even care if they can be homeless like this that if you make me laugh that's the only one

02:33:17.480 wait what did you write for the how much money do you want your man to make i don't care i don't care

02:33:23.300 like as he doesn't care as long as like i'm not having to like pay for you a lot like i don't mind

02:33:31.220 splitting everything because i know it's a struggle because i rather personality matters

02:33:36.540 more than money because i've never been like a money person like money is like such a weird concept

02:33:40.720 to me to even have well didn't you say that you would just go have sex for the motivation of money

02:33:45.900 oh yeah bitches gotta survive out here but like at the same time i'm not like i'm not my future like

02:33:53.540 i always just imagine being like happy emotionally and i don't think that's correlated with money in my

02:33:58.540 life like you'd be happy sleeping on the floor with somebody who really takes good care of you

02:34:03.000 yeah yeah that's fine a lot of people are like that and so what are your selling points though you

02:34:10.540 said you're funny i'm i'm really you cried during and before sex i'm a good listener and i'm good at

02:34:17.580 talking about emotions so if they have emotional problems come to me baby and if um okay yeah i would say

02:34:27.520 uh and i'm really artistic so if they're artists you're autistic that too but i'm really artistic i

02:34:36.100 make good art so if they like art we can make good why haven't you made me a canvas oh i don't make

02:34:42.440 that kind of art i make what do you do i make digital art and i make resin art i make lighters that's why i'm

02:34:49.420 called arson oh well you should use it still should have given us a gift but oh sorry where's my

02:34:55.380 gift pretty rude sorry i'll bring one next time donated two hundred dollars look for the bare necessities

02:35:03.120 the simple bare necessities forget about your worries and your strife i mean the bare necessities

02:35:08.560 old mother nature's recipes that brings the bare necessities of life

02:35:12.620 imagine he paid two hundred dollars to type i know that song bro pasty pasty george okay he's got

02:35:21.260 the money he this is like each of these each of these is like i've got some content he doesn't

02:35:29.160 want to see your shit why he only the only only fans he would would even consider he doesn't

02:35:36.280 subscribe to of girls but if he did is that you yeah it's he's subscribing to my actually you know

02:35:43.020 what yeah onlyfans.com slash whatever have you ever slash chloe luna huh have you ever subscribed to

02:35:50.620 some of the only fans no you look like you're lying okay you're uh you look like you diddle kids

02:35:58.560 disprove it why would you say that prove that you don't diddle kids but why would you say that though

02:36:03.520 why would i believe her what it's but why would you say that about it's unfalsifiable how am i

02:36:10.520 supposed to what is diddling but yeah what does that mean he's saying that you touch kids yeah

02:36:16.540 prove that you don't i worked in at a daycare for seven years do you not say that yeah this is what

02:36:24.160 i mean you look like you diddle kids well because you said you look like he pays for

02:36:29.240 you work with kids okay but why did you get so offensive you didn't have to get so offensive

02:36:32.580 it was just joking with you

02:36:34.500 i diddle with kids hearts to make them what the fuck that sounds bad too

02:36:41.380 i didn't mean it like that no more conversation about diddling yeah let's don't baby we should use

02:36:48.940 anything all right i don't know it looks like you i don't know it kind of looks like you um

02:36:54.420 want to peg your boyfriend i don't know me no malia it seems like she's into pegging your boyfriend

02:37:01.380 prove that you don't i like i said again i was just i was just joking no but do you like to peg

02:37:06.100 oh it seems like it kind of looks like you're lying there

02:37:09.600 it kind of looks like you're lying i was just trolling okay oh my gosh right doesn't look like

02:37:16.020 she's lying that about the pegging thing she definitely pegs men she keeps on coming back

02:37:20.260 wait that's why it didn't work out because she was trying to like peg too much and he was like

02:37:24.620 having prolapse a lot of guys like pegging anyways whatever good talk oh boy okay anyways whatever

02:37:32.600 um trying is the most important part it really is pegging so no for him over there

02:37:39.660 i really respect you for trying oh oh i get it trying it just try in general

02:37:46.020 yeah men tend to be better at trying than at than women god loves a trial yeah yeah you're welcome

02:37:56.820 you know you tend to be better at trying what trying huh trying peggy i want to make like a really

02:38:03.700 insensitive joke but i probably shouldn't anyways uh okay i won't cry i won't cry no it's okay it's

02:38:12.340 just it's not for you it's for the for the other things uh let's see we have sydney here

02:38:19.300 uh actually uh hold on

02:38:26.660 wait how women perceive men based on their meds meds yeah like medications oh what meds what are

02:38:39.780 the meds that men are taking birth control specifically but also um but also like depression

02:38:45.280 drugs and anti-psychotic drugs it literally changed your perception of men um how women view men so women

02:38:52.240 for example birth control women will go on birth control at i mean it's adjusted even down to 10

02:38:57.720 year olds right it's it's very very young so they'll go have birth control all the way through

02:39:02.560 um puberty they'll never have a real period until let's say that they're like 25 and they want to

02:39:08.060 finally settle down and have kids their whole hormonal um body is they don't even know what their body is

02:39:14.560 what having normal puberty so the way that they usually end up breaking up with their men and that's

02:39:21.320 another reason for divorce is because they realize they don't like the men they dated while

02:39:25.040 they're on birth control do you know how to churn butter

02:39:27.560 these are the important questions that we investigate i do know how to turn butter and i

02:39:35.860 do love making things homemade wait hold on actually this is totally impromptu nick pull up the discord

02:39:40.900 uh i wanted to show you know i like women to do my laundry i like women to bow for me i like women to

02:39:49.800 do all a variety of chores and various housework for me pretty much right away uh i like i call it

02:39:57.540 chore play chore play nothing gets me more excited and turned on than a woman who makes my life

02:40:05.520 easier does chores around the house cleaning

02:40:08.600 immediate just

02:40:13.020 it's like primal it's fucking primal i see a girl traditional then she could be in a burka and but

02:40:21.600 she's just like cleaning a toilet i'm just immediately just in the zone i'm fucking locked in boys fucking

02:40:28.920 locked in i don't think you're alone you also get turned on when no not me oh your boyfriend

02:40:36.360 no i mean yeah but like men get turned on by that like men love coming home and seeing their women

02:40:44.600 like like what in lingerie like washing the dishes or something like yes why not

02:40:49.660 why wouldn't a man like that you know or a burka or burka doing the dishes i'm not a muslim but

02:40:57.100 she could be in a burka

02:41:00.100 why do you think the granny nightgrounds work so well

02:41:04.700 good point let me see them ankles good point do you have it nick

02:41:08.800 the very bottom of media so this clip has been going viral i believe it's a traditional

02:41:19.300 butter churning dance in tibet full screen that shit nick this i'm telling you start from the

02:41:25.980 beginning sir can i put my glasses on for the full effect nobody just oh my just play it nick do what

02:41:31.040 you want um i don't like it i'm telling you boys way to make a like a task fun yeah look at the

02:41:42.020 technique i'd be into butter churning if it was a whole thing look at the technique play it one more

02:41:47.080 time one more time started from the beginning look at this you know look they're doing something

02:41:52.920 right into that action they're doing you know we gotta get this as a sport in america traditional

02:42:00.740 butter churning well she's having a lot of freaks would pay for that look at the technique

02:42:05.000 this is that takes that takes years of dedication and training to get that amount of dexterity

02:42:14.680 and wrist strength that is and think about all the butter like i don't think it was really about

02:42:23.040 the butter hey that's you that's something in your mind that's personally i i've seen like the

02:42:30.740 question go around social media where it's like what is the guy's version of flowers and it's always

02:42:35.660 like banana bread i heard yeah i heard banana bread too so just some homemade butter on some

02:42:40.160 really good chocolate chip cookies doesn't matter it's kind of gross if it's made correctly then

02:42:48.100 it's not probably yeah i know the the uk england's not known for its culinary seasoning you know the

02:42:55.820 the cooking the food in england is not maybe the food was too good for you you might want to lay off

02:43:02.880 it i'm just kidding are you calling me fat i'm sorry okay anorexic lady um all right so it's cool

02:43:12.060 we both have eating disorders oh i'm not gonna argue with that yeah i said i'm not gonna argue

02:43:18.040 with that yeah see i'm spot on i'd fucking read that shit it's okay though i'm in the car she said

02:43:24.560 to me so you have bpd right she just read me i didn't say it she just goes how did she have bpd

02:43:31.380 i don't know but it was really it was something no they're like total soul sisters their senses

02:43:39.540 were tingling no like their senses yeah how was that car ride for you guys interesting yeah it was so

02:43:45.260 funny were you guys just quiet sitting in the front no that's how we are like we're honestly just i don't

02:43:49.940 know like we saw each other two days ago so we kind of like chopped it up already so we didn't

02:43:54.440 have too much to talk about but i swear like once they got into the car it was just like them two

02:43:59.400 like it was a perfect match like it was it was so fun but i was also complimenting them because i

02:44:03.720 think you guys are so slay i think every i think all girls are so slay i'm a girl's girl and i'm even

02:44:07.960 if you have a different opinion than you you're slay because you're a girl and pussies are slay

02:44:12.760 oh yeah what um wait what was the thing you said earlier about you not liking men i'm trying

02:44:23.400 to remember no what about it i don't know you said something about not liking men yeah fuck them

02:44:28.160 but do you feel that way too me yeah sometimes well okay fuck all men except for like i do have a

02:44:41.060 my best friend my best friend is actually a man but he's like 56 years old and he's like have you

02:44:46.280 had sex with him no no does he provide for you no he's just he's just a really good artist and i

02:44:52.060 respect him for it he's not homeless right no he gave me a home if anything oh that's beautiful

02:44:57.180 yeah so like i think any man that's a friend yeah he's a friend i think men who can be friends

02:45:02.260 with you actually shout out those men but any man question if you is he married no

02:45:10.480 if you offered him a slice would he take it maybe i don't know does he want does it seem

02:45:19.660 like he's trying to fuck dude we're like besties for the resties i've known him for like a year

02:45:25.320 and we're we're just besties i love that for you yeah because he said his psychologist said he has

02:45:32.300 like the emotional intelligence of a 20 year old so even though he looks wrong go wrong question for

02:45:37.880 you what do you think about what's going on in england

02:45:41.120 specifically i don't know yeah i'll be more specific so that recently there was that viral

02:45:49.760 video of that girl i believe she was maybe scottish or whatever and she was holding up the axe and the

02:45:55.460 knife and some like immigrant was harassing her and this i mean there's been brewing conflict

02:46:02.740 in england but this has i don't know if that was like the major precipitating factor but now there's

02:46:09.260 been all these people who were hanging up uh what's the name of the flat the the specific like with the

02:46:15.400 red cross that flag is it the flag of england can i don't you're fucking i stopped going to school

02:46:24.140 at 16 my brain stopped working when i was 30 you live in london like isn't there massive okay i had more

02:46:30.460 things to worry about like the psych warden who was shitting in the tea pot but that was six years

02:46:35.080 ago what is it happening right now i don't know about the flag what the flag is confederate

02:46:41.820 okay whatever um ukip question mark

02:46:46.920 so what do you think about all that though nigel farage oh my

02:46:52.260 was it to be against immigrants is that the question no just there's been a lot of uh

02:47:01.960 a lot of protests in england it is the flag of england the flag of the uk what is it called the

02:47:09.600 what is there's a name for it

02:47:11.940 no the flag of the uk which one which one's that called the flag of great britain

02:47:20.340 okay do you have thoughts no i don't have any thoughts well you live in london i mean have

02:47:28.820 you been impacted by any have you ever dated an immigrant when was this this was like a week or

02:47:35.220 two ago well i'm here so i don't know because i'm not getting the uk news does your family live in

02:47:40.260 my parents are on holiday right now you okay none of my friends care enough find the find the

02:47:48.100 wikipedia for the flag of england will show it to my friends are just doing fun things

02:47:52.100 being gay and doing fun stuff like getting their losing their country to

02:47:59.460 immigrants that thing wait what i don't know no click on the flag click on the flag i think he was

02:48:07.120 right you know the saint george's cross or something like that sounds about right yeah but i was asking

02:48:14.420 about the the flag of the uk which is different it has a nickname or something do you have it pull it

02:48:19.940 up the one with the blue on it huh just full screen it yeah that flag we don't use that flag i mean

02:48:31.380 we use the one with the blue on it i swear they've been using that flag that one's like what they use

02:48:36.740 for like the england football team okay so what was the question

02:48:49.460 you don't have any thoughts about what's going on in england right now i guess you don't you just don't

02:48:53.700 know you just don't know i try to not know about anything has england gotten better or worse since you

02:49:00.260 were a child london i should say i don't know it's definitely got less safe and there's more crime

02:49:11.140 yeah why is that why yeah because people are poor and they need to steal things yeah who okay so

02:49:21.140 look listen i'm an anarchist i don't believe in any sense of government so you're an anarchist

02:49:26.900 should i have not said that no it's fine that you said it uh what so when you say you're an

02:49:32.420 anarchist i just don't what does that mean what does it mean to be an anarchist for me yeah what

02:49:37.300 does that mean i just hate the government i hate i really shouldn't be saying this on the internet i

02:49:42.100 mean it's okay freedom of speech well i'm scared actually i take it back because i feel like i take it

02:49:49.700 you know i mean the parts about government you know helping homeless people health care i feel like

02:49:55.140 that's it's good but like i guess government yeah maybe in the uk is more to do with like the

02:50:02.740 royal family oh yeah they were they were kidding we don't yeah we don't fuck with them sorry but the

02:50:10.180 parliament would still be in would still be in power so yeah not an anarchist yeah anarchy would be

02:50:15.060 what a lack of government i just don't like any of them i don't like government i don't like the royal

02:50:22.180 family i don't like higher powers i don't like religion okay it doesn't mean i don't respect any

02:50:29.460 of it i just don't personally but so anarchy that would indicate what you don't want any government

02:50:34.580 yeah i think people should just just do what yes okay so question for you so so if somebody commits a

02:50:42.340 crime how how do you deal with that under anarchy well i think that it would probably

02:50:50.900 just because i i believe in anarchy doesn't mean i think it would be a good thing for

02:50:56.660 the state of the world right now or i think it would have to like the the universe would have to

02:51:01.780 start again for us to rebuild as in like an anarchist society the universe hold on let me repeat

02:51:07.620 that the universe sorry i don't fucking know start again america the uk whatever we would have to

02:51:14.340 start again as civilization to be able to rebuild as an anarchist society what does it mean to start

02:51:19.940 again well we none of us would be here so you want so it's not important my belief like me thinking i

02:51:27.460 would want this to be i have these beliefs that i know it's not reality that's never actually going

02:51:33.220 to happen so i'm just saying it because that's so you don't want humans to live on the planet

02:51:40.260 no are you not are you actually dense are you being intentionally dense no you're you said that

02:51:47.700 i feel there would have to be a restart and we wouldn't have to be here well i'm just saying for that to

02:51:54.740 actually come to fruition for there to be no government and no anything then we would have to restart

02:52:03.700 because otherwise it's not going to happen what does that mean restart i don't know the world to

02:52:08.580 explode to be more are you dense that litter okay if the world exploded then then we wouldn't be here

02:52:17.060 would we and then new people would come so i that wouldn't even really could maybe there wouldn't be

02:52:21.860 new people there wouldn't be a world and so there wouldn't be opportunity for there for an anarchy to

02:52:26.420 exist there would just be nothing yes which is why it's hypothetical right but so you're but when you're

02:52:32.900 talking about an anarchy you're not talking about some like extinction level event where all humans

02:52:38.740 die where are you getting these thoughts from it's your position you're in fit you want anarchy

02:52:46.980 so i just don't like the idea of government and i don't like the idea of monarchy and i don't like

02:52:52.740 the idea of any of these things i don't believe in it it's not what i yeah i don't believe in it

02:52:59.380 for health care no they should pay for health care i think everyone should like put a little

02:53:04.100 bit do people have a right to health care i mean depends i think people give into society what they

02:53:11.060 get out okay so to my question though i think everyone should work together right but so my

02:53:16.660 question if you do your job if somebody right but so asked to do then you get

02:53:22.900 back what you're owed under anarchy what happens when somebody commits a crime

02:53:28.740 i don't know depends what the okay is do you okay let me ask you a question but if we were to rebuild

02:53:34.260 in a society where anarchy is like the thing that we are looking at right that's just think about

02:53:42.020 that hypothetically in my head not saying it's true because guess what my thoughts aren't always

02:53:48.420 correct i can just think yeah that's okay make the argument um like we are we are going to rebuild in

02:53:59.300 a way that the crimes that people commit now we're not going to have that line of thinking to make

02:54:06.020 people want to commit crimes like that because we don't have things holding us back in society in the

02:54:10.900 first place so practically speaking though what do you think is more likely some scenario where

02:54:15.780 basically everyone's memory yes i understand the practical sense but i am my thoughts to say yeah

02:54:22.500 actually i think i prefer anarchy over whatever the hell it is right now right but so you would

02:54:28.020 prefer an anarchy that exists that that assuming society as it currently stands transformed into an

02:54:35.460 anarchy and all governments dissolved you would agree that that wouldn't deprogram criminals

02:54:40.740 so what do you do in an anarchy listen i just show holes for a living so don't get me involved

02:54:48.660 you said hold on yeah that's fine but you believe in this thing you yeah just because i believe in it

02:54:54.660 doesn't mean i need to know every single thing about it right but i'm not asking you for like deep

02:54:59.140 philosophical questions about anarchy you are it's literally this is like very surface level so i'm

02:55:06.180 asking you for example do you do you want to have kids one day maybe i'm not sure okay do you have a

02:55:10.980 sister no i'm an only child do you have any women in your life that you care about yeah okay if they were

02:55:16.740 essayed how do you what under anarchy what is the kill the man yeah we do it ourselves okay

02:55:30.340 you just kill the man well yes or cut his dick off why not okay and so but what if um what if you

02:55:37.700 don't know what if you don't know the men essayed me and then i stop stop stop stop and we beat us

02:55:43.620 together when men essayed me i went to the police and they did nothing so that's what i did there we

02:55:50.260 go right so okay and in the uk you're not even allowed to have like protection you're not allowed

02:55:59.060 um pepper spray you're not allowed anything to protect yourself so are we really even

02:56:04.900 like is the crime trying to stop the crime there now anyway yeah there's a lot of issues with the

02:56:12.260 government in the uk what's the difference yeah but my question is when crimes occur how do we solve

02:56:18.820 those how do we address i think as a group of people wanting the best for each other

02:56:27.940 okay but so and that group of people is who everyone that is in the vicinity

02:56:34.820 but you would agree that certain people should specialize in certain things yeah like for

02:56:39.460 example somebody who's like a police detective or i guess under an anarchy there would be like a

02:56:44.900 person who's like good at solving crimes i would prefer it to be like people just a random person

02:56:50.660 site like a therapist that specializes in like a therapist should investigate murders and no essays no

02:56:59.940 like specializes in why people commit crimes like behavioral analysis kind of vibe yeah that doesn't

02:57:08.180 solve crimes necessarily why do you need a sticker at the end to say you solved it maybe it would

02:57:14.820 what if we got therapy from like day one this is what i mean therapy from day one you fix the problem

02:57:20.260 before it starts at the root cause yeah the root of the cause get those dentist so okay um who pays for

02:57:28.580 the therapy i don't know who's and and then is there money in your anarchy yeah let's all just sell

02:57:37.380 whole maybe everyone would just let's trap all the really really rich people in like a cage and just

02:57:43.700 like use them like a money dispenser okay so in anarchy there is money do you want that to be money

02:57:53.540 babe we're restarting you can you can say marxism matches your beliefs more it sounds like a marxist

02:57:59.460 society listen anarchy i will say again i stopped going to school when i was 15 i don't know what

02:58:06.420 that is i think she just wants a little loving society where everyone works together and that's

02:58:12.740 it period i'm gonna let some chats go through then i'll respond past chi george donated 200 dollars

02:58:19.300 sorry for the delay so you are happy to settle for being a drug dealer's girlfriend like trudy in

02:58:25.300 the movie pulp fiction yeah me um thanks for drugs he's selling depends what drugs he's selling because

02:58:33.700 like obviously there's bad drugs and there's drugs that are you know occasionally do on recreational use

02:58:39.700 i would say that's acid dmt um mushrooms and ketamine occasionally but of the other ones donated

02:58:48.020 two hundred dollars those traditional asian women in those foreign countries are so lovely and feminine

02:58:54.660 i can't wait to visit those places next year have fun you're gonna have to pay them to

02:59:01.700 fuck yo guess what they don't care about you they just want your money

02:59:10.100 yeah that's valid would you let your kid do dmt

02:59:18.420 two hundred dollars i think chair one means that she believes a global financial collapse would benefit

02:59:24.500 humanity because it would force everyone to start from square one or restart in the hopes of building

02:59:30.020 a better society that's umfy yes you know tonight's episode sponsored by pasty george literally

02:59:40.740 yeah he's a big spender on this show so he sponsored multiple episodes no oh well the thing is if they

02:59:48.100 do it i'm not gonna get mad at them but i'm not gonna tell them that i encourage those things or

02:59:54.500 like i'm not gonna say like i'm not gonna do what my dad did you know i'm gonna just be like

02:59:59.940 i'm not talking about that or i'll tell them about it but i'm not gonna be mad at them for anything but

03:00:05.780 i'm not gonna like put it in their face and yeah and i'm not gonna if i have a kid i'm not gonna be

03:00:10.580 doing nothing you know i would never put a kid through that you know ever so if i have a kid girl's

03:00:16.260 gonna be sober boots but um but yeah no i definitely think like if they did dmt like safely like i think

03:00:25.060 it can be good for your brain because psychoanalysts have said that there's looking up on youtube dmt

03:00:31.380 psychoanalysts and these motherfuckers will tell you it'll tell you the secrets of the universe and

03:00:35.380 anyone who's done dmt is actually very healing you feel spiritual connection you actually see a lot of

03:00:41.300 spiritual shit so remember what i said about your brain being like the most powerful thing and you

03:00:46.740 can even convince yourself like yeah if i'm not pregnant i could convince myself i'm pregnant like

03:00:50.980 it happens like that's how powerful your brain is so when you're doing drugs and you're messing with

03:00:55.940 your brain chemistry and like i would assume you know what that feels like right because you're like

03:01:00.660 well my mental health isn't all there so why would you want to allow them to do that knowing the

03:01:08.820 harm that it could cause especially before you're fully developed like that's a that's a really really

03:01:13.780 big deal i don't see little kids doing dmt's thing and if and like but like also i feel like that one's

03:01:24.660 like one of the safer ones like there's so many unsafe ones you know that one's like they're not bad

03:01:32.340 that bad you know what i'm saying like it sounds like the youtubers are trying to make excuses for what

03:01:37.140 they're doing no other studies like don't you know y'all know about the the dolphin studies of

03:01:42.580 course he was giving dolphins acid and they could like telepathically communicate with the dolphins

03:01:48.580 well dolphins also use more percentage of their brains than we do that's a whole different topic

03:01:52.340 yeah they were teaching dolphins english like sonic waves through their brain they were giving the

03:01:56.980 dolphins acid and they could speak english but why do they i'm not saying like over consumption i'm

03:02:02.180 saying like go to a rave be in the right spot you know i'm saying like like you know like i'm not saying

03:02:06.980 doing this stuff every day but yeah you know doing it one time could lead to doing it every

03:02:11.700 day you just never know you never know you're not doing dmt every day that's just great

03:02:16.820 well i'm not talking specifically about that like just drugs in general but like

03:02:20.100 you never know it could lead to every day yeah i can see how you say that but at the same time like

03:02:27.460 people been using drugs for so long girl like go back into the past a million gazillion years drugs have

03:02:33.540 been in society for so long it's been part of rituals it's been part of this that and the third

03:02:38.580 it's been indians using ayahuasca because it's been around for so long though does that make it right

03:02:45.540 it's also harmful in a lot of ways constitution has been around since the beginning of time does

03:02:49.700 that make it right that's just because it's been here for so long like i remember i got dress code in

03:02:55.380 school once and i was like well i've worn this shirt before and they said well just because we didn't

03:02:58.980 see it like that doesn't negate the fact that you still broke the rules so like same thing kind of

03:03:04.100 applies like just because you do or don't do it i think just whatever makes your quality of life

03:03:12.820 better do it bro that's you know like if doing dmt made me have a spiritual like i wasn't spiritual

03:03:19.780 before but all of a sudden i believe in a higher power and it's doing good things for me

03:03:25.220 i think that's a good thing but you know what i'm saying yeah so like if it's making my life the

03:03:33.140 cause of how you got there doesn't outweigh the effect that it's had yeah i would say like

03:03:41.380 it's not a there's certain substances that aren't addictive you know like you know i'm saying so but

03:03:48.020 there's ones that are are so stay away from those could also be born with an addictive personality though

03:03:52.980 too so like that that's a totally different factor that's true yeah overall i would say kids don't

03:03:59.380 do drugs if you're if you're an adult and you want to do it in a safe environment you know feel free

03:04:05.780 i mean i just yeah that's all i gotta say all right that was interesting uh really anarchy though

03:04:15.620 yeah well your big spender agreed with me thank you very much i don't think he agreed with you he

03:04:25.300 was being nice to me wasn't he i'm not sure about what he said i'm not sure about that listen if i

03:04:32.740 think he's being nice to me i can live in my little delusional world and that's it like i can think that

03:04:39.460 i don't have my glasses on i can't see the comments so right now everyone loves me okay um

03:04:48.420 here i'm gonna you know what we're gonna do uh we're gonna do

03:04:52.500 the question rate your looks on a scale of one to ten you can't pick seven go ahead what

03:04:57.460 are you seven you can't pick seven okay why not seven too medium because everybody would pick seven

03:05:07.220 i don't know i i hate myself quite a lot so i'd say like a three cool the voices in my head tell me i'm a

03:05:16.180 10. can't relate what about you um i'd say i'm uh eight and a half

03:05:33.140 i think what sorry 8.5

03:05:38.020 8.5 okay what about you probably an eight eight okay you ready for my story again if i'm going for

03:05:44.580 like just average people like that i'm around i would say i'm probably like a seven and a half

03:05:50.580 eight but if we're talking everybody in the world i'm lucky if i'm a three

03:05:56.180 because like that's including supermodels and actresses and all that eight felicity six okay i give

03:06:04.340 myself a five uh that was i don't know we had two tens at the table here so that's an interesting one

03:06:14.820 although i you know why can't average women just say uh

03:06:19.860 i'm average i think i'm average just because i'm not average i'm magical and i'm special and

03:06:27.620 you're a manic pixie i'm a beautiful princess yeah yeah

03:06:36.580 i don't know why can't average people just be like yeah you know i think i'm probably average well

03:06:41.140 why would you want to believe you're average everyone should believe they're beautiful

03:06:44.500 most people are average i guess i like being called average i think happiness is such a delusion so

03:06:52.740 it's just like why not be delusional about everything you know because when you take

03:06:57.220 delusion into important aspects of life it causes society to crumble i feel like

03:07:01.940 only what's important like i feel like nothing really is that important you know these linemen

03:07:07.780 you know these these guys who let like electrical linemen the power goes out 2am 3am

03:07:17.140 i just want to live in delululand the electricity will turn back on eventually

03:07:22.340 oh my god some people have to live in reality well you know what that is literally how i would do it

03:07:27.540 if i had that job that's why i have the job i have you know people go on about this women talk

03:07:33.220 about this like wage gap thing the reality is is the hard difficult dangerous and dirty jobs

03:07:41.060 that women don't want to do men do those jobs yeah and they happen to be paid significantly more oh

03:07:49.460 because like all the i would say this like the most undesirable jobs disproportionately are occupied by men

03:07:57.540 so it's like you're talking about being living in delululand i mean again women can live in delululand

03:08:03.620 but men live in reality yeah and guess what i don't care about reality

03:08:09.220 that is a very uh it's concerning intellectually i live in delusion

03:08:17.060 every reality is their own delusion what are you talking about babe the world is so bad why don't

03:08:22.980 why why not live in delusion well there has to be different between aspirations and delusions

03:08:27.300 because aspirations you can work towards and become better and then delusions you just kind

03:08:30.740 of sit back and do nothing and become a punk have you not necessarily straighten it i think i'm just

03:08:37.060 really i'm a realist yeah i don't know man average women

03:08:48.180 don't think they're average thus they don't want to date average man collapse of society i gave myself

03:08:56.500 a three what are you talking about girl i will date literally anyone like as long as they're funny and

03:09:02.580 nice and you broke your own logic i gave myself a three i'm talking about the 10 here the 10 here

03:09:09.380 i'm a 10 on the inside okay well um

03:09:14.340 brian do you think it's instagram that makes average women feel like they're delusional 100 because of

03:09:20.420 the like you know like women get comments you know all average women get comments pretty much that are

03:09:26.820 like sorry go ahead that are like gassing them up even though it's an average picture yeah i think social

03:09:33.060 media has a large role to play in that uh and uh

03:09:40.500 i also feel like mostly like the last thing you love yourself for you know i'm saying like

03:09:44.900 like if at the end of the day the only thing you tell yourself is like oh at least i'm pretty like

03:09:49.300 girl that's gonna wear off real soon you know what i'm saying so it's like you gotta be telling

03:09:53.860 yourself like oh i'm a 10 because i'm smart i'm a team because i'm a team because i'm a team because

03:09:58.420 you know okay uh do you think you'll be better looking in 10 years time me yeah i don't know

03:10:07.380 could the world could have exploded in 10 years holy that's so retarded okay why

03:10:14.420 do you think you're gonna look better in 10 years time probably not yeah probably not don't know

03:10:20.340 ask me a question that i will never know the answer to i don't have a well i suppose

03:10:26.020 that's fair sort of like but the the world could explode in 10 years well it also could

03:10:32.580 like we could literally just wake up tomorrow if you had to bet all your money would you bet

03:10:38.660 on that happening probably not but it's always a possibility

03:10:44.980 nothing is impossible you're you're so right nothing is impossible exactly

03:10:51.300 yeah so that doesn't really answer the question though uh do you think you'll be

03:10:57.060 do you think you'll be better looking i did answer the question i said i don't know

03:11:02.740 because i don't know i can't give you a yes or no answer because it's okay here let me let me try

03:11:08.740 this uh in a hundred years assuming you were still alive do you think you'll be better looking in a

03:11:14.100 hundred years no okay because 50 years your body decomposes there we go okay how about 50 years at 76

03:11:24.500 better better looking than what now then now yeah i would say usually as people age most people get

03:11:33.060 worse with age and what happens in 10 years are you gonna age time yes well done

03:11:38.660 okay now now that i've walked you through it what do you think i i never said no to begin with

03:11:46.260 you said you don't know well yeah because there's loads of things i could get surgery

03:11:51.140 no surgery well assuming no surgery okay assuming but you didn't say that before so

03:11:58.020 we're gonna go on semantics pull up nick pull up the discord semantics

03:12:03.060 yeah pull up the discord nick go to resources go to fake up actually no go to plastic surgery

03:12:09.540 oh wait oh no it's actually sorry that was disgusting i'm sorry hold on you i need to

03:12:18.340 give you a punishment for that it was involuntary hold on one sec you never burp um you have to wear

03:12:25.380 this for five minutes that's your punishment why would you do that malia can you spin the helicopter

03:12:31.140 on the top what am i gonna hold it in that would be uncomfortable i mean you could you know try to

03:12:35.940 i went to the restroom excuse yourself or you could you know do a quiet burp but you let that

03:12:42.420 i don't try to hold in anything are you struggling i'm gonna fart if i had to burp i'm gonna burp i'm

03:12:47.060 gonna blink i'ma blink nobody taught you manners i'm so sorry just let your face

03:12:52.260 malia can you spin the helicopter on the top most definitely will because that was so silly of you

03:13:00.820 silly girl all right um there you go love it that's how we deal with problems on the whatever

03:13:09.060 podcast um and if you fart you don't want to know your next punishment the next punishment

03:13:17.540 you think this is this is kind of you know it looks good on you by the way you're you look very

03:13:23.700 striking in that hat what the oh the rating uh the the looks thing i'm trying to find it i don't even

03:13:32.820 know it is it memes oh it's memes scroll up to the plastic surgery one nick this is what i think about

03:13:42.420 plastic surgery this is what i think about plastic surgery i'm against it okay do you have it me yeah

03:13:49.860 okay pull up i got my titties done

03:13:55.780 okay 40 oh no i'm getting old plastic surgery ah that's better i don't know you it looks weird

03:14:01.940 weird you you still look old but you look fake and old weird now oh uh okay better looking in 20 years

03:14:13.780 time 46

03:14:18.660 probably not yeah i'm epileptic so you're actually being really rude right now it's okay i i actually

03:14:27.380 get a pass because i used to have epilepsy so hey twins well it went away when i was yeah can you

03:14:36.340 can you bite bite your ear and go like this at the same time can you do that no it's okay

03:14:45.700 so anyways wow that was really insensitive to retarded people that was a little able

03:14:50.740 what do you mean i am retarded i can't be insensitive towards them boy uh okay you're 25

03:14:57.380 do you think you'll be better looking in 10 years time at 35. yeah i'll be one of those little grannies

03:15:01.620 45 i'll be in vegas 20 years i'll be oldest hook i'll be with my girls yep we're gonna get bottles

03:15:06.980 we're gonna get little mans we'll throw 100 bills on them yeah i'll be hot what drugs did you take today

03:15:12.500 oh boy that's literally just my brain i will say that whether i'm sober or not

03:15:29.620 like haiku that's my opinion who wouldn't want to be those grannies like what like that's so cute

03:15:34.180 definitely would be a fun cranny but not like that okay uh better looking at 65 65 and 25 then right

03:15:43.460 i told you i'm gonna be i'm gonna be cute till the day i die i'm gonna be in my grave like

03:15:48.100 donna you know the grave hours couldn't dig me out and they'd be like damn she's kind of bad though

03:16:04.180 yeah okay um that's cool

03:16:12.100 past chi george donated 200 the wage gap women are oppressed women don't need men and all the

03:16:19.940 other feminist bs they are so cooked because if men suddenly all vanished women would all die off as

03:16:26.180 well neat hearts i think we should uh i think we should have asylums again can we make asylums great

03:16:35.220 again yes i've been saying this i love it there it's my second home that's where you grew up okay

03:16:42.340 what about you will you be better looking in 10 years time no okay you're 18 better looking in 10

03:16:48.100 years time nope women usually hit their peak early 20s so okay you're 29 better looking in 10 years time

03:16:54.660 39 and 29 were you better looking at 19 uh actually i think my peak was probably 26 okay

03:17:04.420 but so better looking now or better looking at 19 uh now okay 23 kelly better looking in 10 years time 33

03:17:12.260 i genuinely think i am going to look better at 33 43 20 years 43 no okay felicity no okay we have

03:17:21.060 put all of you through no i'm so scared through uh can i put my glasses on please uh sure just take

03:17:28.820 them off after we've put all of you through ai and we've aged all of you no get out i'm scared

03:17:36.980 i'm not asking here okay have you seen the second before oh no oh that's so funny

03:17:47.780 this is so interesting i want to know what i look like that is not 10 years time yeah no that's more

03:17:52.500 than 10. yeah i mean hold it i mean look stress stress oh yeah thank you

03:17:59.940 oh god hell yeah all right next i'm scared i'm scared oh god

03:18:14.740 what no you look kind of cute you don't like you do look like that fun granny

03:18:18.740 you look like a hippie when you're older too yeah how cute i love that for her thank you all right

03:18:34.420 next oh yeah ready for this oh no you ate not ate down that's giving no it does not give no that's

03:18:46.180 right why did they do your grandma oh yeah the second one's not that bad what kind of picture was

03:18:53.540 really you're gonna use that picture what do you mean the brows the brows though the last one the lip is

03:19:00.660 like kind of like kind of lopsided that's what happens yeah you lose volume in your lip oh god

03:19:06.900 that's horrible rip next oh dear oh boy not the rip you got this oh

03:19:16.260 i'll be knitting even when i'm older yeah yeah i've gotten i bet i'll probably age better than that

03:19:22.020 because i won't do that because i won't do that all my whole life like sweet i would trust like

03:19:25.060 grandma with my life holy crap oh no oh no i'm so scared stop going back to it next

03:19:34.020 oh with the tongue and everything i love it well yeah you will be a fun grandma

03:19:40.500 you do look far yeah you look like my grandma too i think it's the money pieces man

03:19:45.380 honestly i think you should keep them when you got that old they look good thank you thank you

03:19:49.380 it was a little scary at your old at your oldest yeah it was a little like like the

03:19:55.860 now you look cute that was a lot of wrinkles

03:19:59.460 you said the second one's not bad the second one's not bad but the third one is like i don't

03:20:04.660 she don't even look asian for everybody

03:20:07.940 if she does it she it these are unreal so next

03:20:12.500 oh i've seen worse you look like a famous i don't know what it did to your nose

03:20:21.460 you know like you know what i'm talking about she looks like a rich old white lady yeah like

03:20:24.900 she's in a movie yeah for real like it's really weird looking

03:20:29.460 all right next oh yeah oh wait too fast okay they used an old photo did they give two there's two

03:20:40.020 you lose your teeth as you get

03:20:43.060 they're still there they're just rotted i guess yeah they fucking rotted my teeth

03:20:47.940 oh my god i guess that happens right uh next

03:20:53.860 okay

03:20:56.740 that's probably

03:21:00.580 that's pretty accurate yeah

03:21:01.940 that's that's jolly when you retire you should go work in the mall yeah

03:21:08.340 hmm no i want to do something evil you can be the grinch you could still work in the mall

03:21:14.420 as santa you can just kidding and have kids i'm joking oh wait what you said you want to be evil

03:21:20.020 oh wait did we not go around the table on on uh fuck what was it um

03:21:28.580 cuck son or racist son oh we didn't know that was so long ago okay here we'll finish that

03:21:35.220 okay i would prefer a racist son because i think it's absolutely so disgusting like being a cuck and

03:21:41.540 you're the fantasies and everything is so awful like i i'm gonna have a husband who would just

03:21:46.580 beat the crap out of that kid because that's so disgusting

03:21:56.820 he can't help it though what about you i would say i'd rather have a racist kid because being a cuck

03:22:02.260 i feel like in some sense is not self-harm but it hurts you because you have a harder time finding

03:22:07.860 somebody to date you it's harder to find love yeah okay kelly racist son or cuck son a racist son

03:22:15.700 for sure 100 felicity i don't really like cucks but i would do cucks on because i don't like

03:22:23.780 hateful people right well yeah i mean he hates himself if he's a cuck i mean yeah but you can go to

03:22:29.140 therapy if he hates himself that's a big how am i gonna know how am i gonna know if he's a

03:22:34.740 a cuck i'm not gonna be like so what do you do in the bedroom like i don't care

03:22:38.340 you're gonna watch wait how would you know if your kid's gay well usually they'll have a partner of

03:22:43.780 the same sex around yeah but if you like go to his house and there's like a chair in the corner of

03:22:48.900 the bedroom i mean like you're never gonna go to your son's why house how does that affect me he's

03:22:54.740 an adult there's obvious like the cuck chair obviously would affect you i i mean it's weird for

03:23:00.020 sure but i don't know i think big l big l for felicity for for cuck son over racist son what if

03:23:08.740 it's like he's racist but what about if he's racist and does it depend who he's racist against

03:23:17.860 i think there's degrees of racism like if he's like kkk type of racism absolutely not

03:23:23.700 but hold on wait i would have been a good player what if he's racist against just australian

03:23:32.020 indigenous uh the what are they called aboriginal but is he like hate criming people right think about

03:23:38.100 it like this there has been movements to stop like has there been a movement to stop no he's and

03:23:43.460 he's never going to go to australia and he's never been to australia just for some reason he does not

03:23:50.980 like aboriginals i mean i don't care i think it's i think it's odd that he hates but would you prefer

03:23:58.100 him to be a racist or a cuck i would prefer him to be a cock think about what if the whole world

03:24:06.260 was he was racist or the whole world was cucks it would be much nicer world if they were all cucks

03:24:11.300 search up the i believe it's north sentinelese island just search this up i've been with oh god

03:24:20.020 was crazy i'm not elaborating your boyfriend was a cuck well yeah i hope you got paid

03:24:26.980 cucks don't hang people i'm not saying which one it was just i've had well if you have a tendency

03:24:32.180 towards sexual actions like that there's there's other things that are going to be okay too so

03:24:36.580 f-dog like what f-dog let me f-dog usually okay if there is to those people

03:24:42.260 okay so there's like 200 people that live on this island they're an uncontacted

03:24:48.580 oh wait uh what's the true wait oh click the sentinelese i know about this

03:24:55.620 yeah so there's like estimated population 35 to 500 they live on that island they're

03:25:02.420 uncontacted go back just hit the back button so you so we can show felicity the island

03:25:08.340 i know okay so they're only racist against them and it's like 300 people you know sure

03:25:16.820 then i would pick the racist son in that i can't believe you're

03:25:20.260 fucking racist against the sentinelese you fucking piece of shit well they're not watching

03:25:24.500 fucking cancel this chick bro that's fine

03:25:29.380 i'm never gonna see this that's ridiculous all right well we also put you guys through ai again

03:25:33.860 oh not again we gender swapped all of you brilliant oh you're gonna tell me you're gonna

03:25:40.740 tell me if you would date the male version of you yes oh my god i'm just like no i know i know

03:25:47.060 i know already uh i'm gonna wait i'm gonna wait until uh chair three is back

03:25:53.780 so while we do that caleb thank you for the 15 on venmo john thank you for the big 50 oh whoops that's

03:26:01.540 the wrong one thank you for the big 50 on venmo man really appreciate it john thank you man that's

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03:26:36.900 looks like you i thought it said otis gifted some subs not bugged boys yo cajun tater thank you for the

03:26:43.300 prime man appreciate it thank you thank you sir all right getting back into the pre-show notes i'm

03:26:48.420 gonna wait until our good friend malia is back from taking a shit so just kidding she's not taking a

03:26:56.100 shit women don't poop um they don't do that or fart looking at you looking at you carmen uh let's see

03:27:07.220 oh okay or wait oh my where is the freaking notes hold on guys my notes got a mess oh i'm so scared i

03:27:14.820 kind of saw it oh my god i don't like it oh my goodness they were going through my notes i think

03:27:21.300 can i be like sexist towards myself as a man all right what that made sense uh okay going back to

03:27:30.340 carmen here for a little bit be so beautiful as a man i'm sorry scared wait in one case the person

03:27:37.860 this is for you carmen you wrote one case they said they don't date they just hook up which upset

03:27:42.820 you so you sent them a picture of you oh yeah i said that earlier doing something to your wrists

03:27:48.180 they didn't even reply to it just straight and ghosted me that's probably valid um why did you do

03:27:54.020 that because okay actually i wasn't even sad when i did it i was more like just leave it leave it

03:28:01.860 go ahead go ahead i was more like this man isn't giving what i want him to give but like i didn't have

03:28:06.660 the power in me to be like you're not you know doing that and so like instead i just did that

03:28:14.820 because i wanted him to like you wanted attention i want him to freak out a little bit you know i want

03:28:19.460 to be like that's like wrong right like you shouldn't do that no yeah don't do that again oh my god

03:28:26.100 probably won't really bad but i haven't done that it's just really manipulative yeah but like i

03:28:32.980 didn't know him that well i barely knew him like for like a week so like honestly like because like

03:28:39.140 i literally i probably didn't even more than that like i told him i had herpes and i literally like

03:28:43.220 photoshopped a fake result and sent it to him and be like go get tested bitch because i don't like

03:28:49.300 that energy you know i don't like when guys go like i can already tell that i don't like like

03:28:54.580 fucking around and then like she was but they like tell you to your face like by the way i don't want

03:28:59.300 to take you like i don't do that i just want to i haven't sent this in a long time but i'm gonna do

03:29:04.020 it if you're doing that then i'm gonna mess with you you know and i'm not gonna feel bad about it if

03:29:08.900 you're doing that like i'm not gonna be feel bad about messing with you so you photoshopped fake

03:29:15.540 positive test results for herpes i did and you sent it to a guy who you had sex with i did do that

03:29:23.940 to multiple guys you've done that too no no no it was just him just it was just one guy who didn't

03:29:29.060 want to date you and so you yeah gave him trauma do you think that's gonna make i doubt you fuck no

03:29:36.660 men don't feel like that like or do you think that no i didn't want him because like that's the thing

03:29:43.140 i knew he wasn't gonna feel like that ever so milia could you spin her the helicopter thing

03:29:50.180 keep going tell us the story yeah i just knew he wasn't gonna feel like that ever so i

03:29:54.500 tilt the hat down a little bit i just i just wanted him to like you know i just want to bring him into

03:30:00.180 my world a little bit like you know what i'm saying your world yeah of venereal disease

03:30:05.620 of having vd but yeah okay um

03:30:16.020 i'm not gonna have you been to therapy like i'm anti-therapy but i feel like

03:30:23.060 you could benefit from there i tried i at least started a program but they were all pissing me

03:30:27.620 off because like can you make your eye twitch more boom i swear to god i went to this therapy thing and

03:30:34.660 it was like i got in for free but it was like all rich people or something and they were telling

03:30:38.980 all these rich people problems where they were like like like i don't even know it was it was

03:30:44.180 dead ass like like one girl was like i have allergies and i can't i can't i don't know if

03:30:49.060 i'm gonna have allergies when i go out and i was like i literally had to step out and be like

03:30:54.020 because i was like if these

03:30:55.220 bitches don't fucking stop talking about something can you just take the hat from her she's

03:30:59.060 had enough but yeah but the thing is i wait can you do this can we just see the forehead you

03:31:06.980 want to see my big ass forehead oh god all right cover it back cover it back up it's not that big

03:31:13.620 yeah it's fine um question for you lds related question you know how uh people will like take in

03:31:22.980 troubled animals what's that called when people do that fostering foster like fostering and like

03:31:30.020 trying to what i want to foster kids one day to rehabilitate rehabilitate i i almost wonder

03:31:37.780 if there should be a program like maybe lds can foster these feral human beings

03:31:49.060 and try to rehabilitate them i like being feral though you like the lds community has the best

03:31:55.940 family circumstances has the most healthy lives the longest has the most success and um and is

03:32:02.020 voted most beautiful so yeah but if i like myself the way i am like i definitely think that a lot of

03:32:10.820 modern culture and feminism has created a lot of people with issues like that

03:32:14.900 yeah um okay so you you photoshopped fake herpes results yeah to try to scare a guy

03:32:25.940 it's so funny then my op like prank called me because i posted on my story too and i was like

03:32:29.700 if you don't fuck with me i'm telling you you got herpes hold on and no go ahead go ahead go ahead

03:32:35.300 i'll pull it back up and then my op called me and was like oh by the way you have AIDS and i was like

03:32:40.100 girl i know this is a fuck but at first i didn't so she got me for a second but i was like oh that

03:32:45.220 was kind of karma but yeah um okay uh pasty your message is going to come in in just a moment here

03:32:55.860 in case i asked them to be my boyfriend

03:33:02.500 past chi george donated two hundred dollars chair three you finally got back from dropping

03:33:08.580 your log or two chair two are you sure you don't have men hanging on hooks in your basement to respond

03:33:15.140 to pasty george i was eating the chili's chips with salsa it's true most of my time it's true

03:33:20.900 i'm glad you're concerned about my bathroom time there's definitely nothing going on in the

03:33:25.540 bathroom go smell it i'm good also women don't do that do you want to respond you have i i mean i

03:33:34.500 have had that fantasy before like like you ever like like when you're done like picking up with

03:33:38.900 someone you like immediately wish you like me to deal with satan and could like telepically like

03:33:42.900 choke them but like but like other than that like no i don't actually i just think about it sometimes

03:33:47.940 i'm not going to do it i just think about it your fruits you shall know them you also wrote here

03:33:54.740 that you um you pointed oh the the other case you asked him to be your boyfriend and he this is a

03:34:02.900 different different guy also said that he doesn't date so i guess you just fucked or whatever um you

03:34:10.740 you pointed a gun gun at him through facetime and told him you were going to uh shoot up his house

03:34:22.260 i think like i'll just be silly boots you know silly boots i'm so silly like honestly

03:34:28.500 i'm safe that would have scared me do you actually own a firearm i was my roommate but yeah no i

03:34:37.380 so your roommate lets you take the firearm and then pretend it was pink and had hello kitty on it

03:34:43.620 yo you know that doesn't make it any less dangerous are you i have pro gun are you anti-gun i'm pro pro

03:34:51.140 swords i have two big sword i have a katana collection so i do i have oh i know a collection i

03:34:56.580 i got two we love a sword in the uk because we don't have guns so everyone just has swords everywhere

03:35:03.540 yeah like that's what little kid not little maybe like 15 that's what they use like a machete or some

03:35:09.540 shirt wow damn because we don't have guns yeah stop it get some help uh you also wrote that you hit

03:35:21.540 him up another time he said he had a girlfriend yeah that was so rude and then you realized you're

03:35:26.740 looking for love where it doesn't exist you did a bunch of psychedelics and realized love is all

03:35:30.660 around you yeah period and now you're okay being alone and just girl bossing yeah i'm actually i used

03:35:39.220 to like hate being me and being me sucked so bad but like dead ass i just i just did this like deadlix and

03:35:45.860 now i actually really like me but like i want to say like jokes and answer because it was also a lot

03:35:52.260 of like self-work and it was buddhism like girl shout out the buddha because he be knowing some stuff

03:35:57.780 and yeah i would say it was like a combination of the two like like it was like the most wild

03:36:03.060 experience i got psychosis from it and so like i completely like like detached from this reality right

03:36:09.700 and like basically going into another reality and realizing everything you see is an illusion created

03:36:16.340 by your pineal gland you know oh my god like none of this is literally real and if and actually

03:36:22.820 everything you see when you're on those substances is actually another version of reality it's that

03:36:29.140 stuff is actually always going on just if your filter wasn't filtering and breaking it down into

03:36:35.220 stuff we could understand we'd always be seeing geometrical patterns all the time and this is

03:36:40.260 coming from psychoanalysts like not me they're not my words but so basically like i think it's helped me

03:36:47.300 in understanding like like nothing is real and like so nothing can bother me ever ever would you ever

03:36:58.100 consider going off the grid have you ever thought about that i feel like i kind of am off the grid like

03:37:02.740 already like in the woods no i enjoy running water you can get a well well well then maybe

03:37:11.380 shit but yeah i don't like my little cozy set up right now right i don't want to have to like

03:37:18.020 use a well to get water that does kind of sound fun maybe for a while but i like being in the city

03:37:26.340 so anyways finishing up your notes here sort of you've you said you have ascended beyond dating

03:37:34.420 the world teaches you to fill the void with other people but that shit never works focus on expanding

03:37:39.540 your consciousness knowledge is power do some dmt or ketamine therapy once you've traveled to other

03:37:45.220 dimensions and realized the vastness of the universe the concept of human relationships become small

03:37:51.220 meaningless these hoes got egos bigger than they dicks and neon want an an ion ion ion ion means i

03:38:00.740 don't sorry i'm i'm white so i don't know what that means i-o-n what is that what is i on it's short

03:38:07.700 for i don't how do you say it do that i'll do like that i don't mean to okay um it's just like

03:38:16.820 i don't that's kind of cultural appropriation though like you're half filipina that doesn't i

03:38:20.820 mean it's like like i feel like malia should be a bit upset it's just like saying if i use cook if

03:38:26.020 i use chai like it's like the same thing do you feel like she's stealing your culture no okay cool um

03:38:36.020 you said modern dating doesn't even exist just empty promises break up to make up roller coasters of

03:38:40.660 emotions shit's draining and i'm over it i'm just out here channeling my creativity also you worked

03:38:47.380 as a sex worker for about a year yeah i mean when you say sex worker was that the of or was that the

03:38:53.780 that was a did you prostitute if you call seeking prostituting did you sleep with any of the guys you

03:38:59.300 met on seeking uh yes how many of the men did you sleep with on seeking i don't know i didn't count

03:39:04.580 more than 10 it was a lot yeah more than 20 it's for like a year like maybe like 14 times one per

03:39:12.180 week 14 times times 12 that's a rough estimate that's a rough estimate right how many how many

03:39:22.420 different men would you meet per week on average god 14 divided by four

03:39:30.340 i don't know wait there's 14 total that you met i would say like on average that's

03:39:34.260 like a random guess i'll say okay um you've seen how sad rich men are having to pay for love but

03:39:41.700 all the money in the world can't buy love it can buy a manic pixie ketamine girl though uh just shallow

03:39:48.580 meaningless interactions here we are for how many hours i said for a couple couple hours for a couple

03:39:54.100 hours um hmm but it's not it's not really buying me that's just buying a service yeah but you can't buy

03:40:03.060 me and right your pussy is the service sure yeah good times what the girls think about that business

03:40:13.700 what does the lds sydney girl think about that about her selling her body yes about her

03:40:21.860 well i was about to say like her view on men like their view of men of hating men is probably just

03:40:26.580 because of the men you choose to surround yourself with are the crappiest men you could come across

03:40:32.500 so maybe if you came across more wholesome men that actually wanted to improve themselves you'd have

03:40:36.500 a better view of men who actually had honor maybe but i'm also pretty crappy myself so hey kelly what

03:40:42.980 do you ask them to be wholesome um she's popping her pussy she's popping her pussy open a little

03:40:50.180 yeah go ahead kelly go in go in kelly go off kelly there's a lot hey kelly there's a lot of i don't

03:40:57.860 get offended by nothing so a lot of pussies oh girl i i can tell i can tell dude yeah you know

03:41:04.100 everyone knows i am not doing to approve of the only fans okay stop sugarcoating kelly

03:41:12.180 but i mean hey she's she's popping she's popping her pussy open she wants to she she doesn't want to

03:41:17.220 find another way to get get to the back i mean she did eventually so that's why it's a little bit

03:41:21.620 more like i'm not going that hard in but kelly i've seen you be very disapproving well you know

03:41:28.820 when there's like when there's real whores at the table who are telling you that they want to bend

03:41:34.580 over for you so that they could see their pussy right right right here where i have to um see it as

03:41:39.940 well that's what i that's when i'll go in a little harder but with somebody who you know i mean you

03:41:45.860 know you seem like you didn't you had to like come out here i know you said you came out here alone

03:41:49.300 you didn't have money to come out here you didn't i can have like that kind of like understanding as

03:41:53.700 to why she put herself in that position um will i accept do i like think it's morally correct no i

03:42:00.020 think there's a lot of ways to make money but you know all right um well i have a comment you said you're

03:42:07.460 not for sale but in a way aren't you and no because who is me i'm not my pussy like i'm

03:42:16.340 she's having a manic episode right now what do you mean no this is my beliefs my core beliefs

03:42:22.180 but your pussy is not you no girl i'm not a pussy what

03:42:26.980 you called yourself a pussy earlier but okay i mean you did

03:42:29.940 i did go in no no malia go in no not like a a vagina a pussy is like a weak person what but

03:42:37.700 like i'm weak and i'm also strong and i'm everything everywhere all at once do you think

03:42:41.940 your decision is part of you in my pussy weak uh we might actually be a crazy person all right um

03:42:52.340 carmen carmen you said that sex landed you in the er once what what happened oh yeah how did it

03:42:59.780 land you in the er did you get paid for that time nar oh well because i was in love that's but um

03:43:07.140 what what was the circumstances uh i think i think i i feel bad because i told you last time but i'll

03:43:13.780 tell it again but basically he we were like we were like oh we should try blood play and stuff oh and

03:43:21.300 then and then um we use okay we should have used like a razor blade right but instead we use a kitchen

03:43:28.500 knife and did you know that the dollar knife is actually sharper than a sharper knife and will

03:43:35.060 cut deeper because you're gonna try harder but yeah basically he tried like way too hard because

03:43:41.220 it wasn't going with the lighter cuts you know so he had to try like way harder to make it cut

03:43:47.540 anyways yep no more we get it yeah we get it but i thought it was like i don't know that you did a weird

03:43:52.980 sex position or some shit no it was just why what while we were sexy why do you right but you could

03:43:59.540 have sexing but it's like sexting sexy sexy but like i just made that a verb but you said the sex

03:44:06.580 landed you in the er yeah because so i think the actual i figure the actual act of the penetration

03:44:12.740 or something penetrating me but like he could have brought cutting he could have brought a knife to you

03:44:18.020 when you're not fucking you know this is why you know we were having sex go ahead go off malia

03:44:25.140 go off malia it's like this is why you don't feel good after sex because you do stuff like that you

03:44:30.260 like make yourself yeah blood loss okay that was an accident though that is so true malia of course

03:44:36.420 that's why you cry you're fucking bleeding out you're fucking psycho you meant for like a little baby

03:44:41.940 scratch like not not a big old just have period no wonder she cries after sex bro she's about

03:44:48.260 to die if he wants to be nasty she's seeing the ends of the i don't think that's nasty bro i think

03:44:54.020 that's like no i wouldn't do it again i would say that but she wanted to try yeah

03:44:59.220 i'm questioning why you're sad and that you do things like this yeah that's bad i'm not sad no

03:45:05.460 more though so you carmen you also wrote modern dating is a scam and men are demons yeah what why

03:45:12.580 do you say men are demons because they be giving you demonic energy like you know when you're

03:45:17.860 you just did a whole ritual do i do i give demonic energy am i getting demonic yeah

03:45:23.460 there you go there you go hey back

03:45:27.540 that wasn't cool you're like manners he's gonna come with the excuse it's okay guys i'm a dude

03:45:43.460 it's okay for him he could do it i was just getting revenge but i also love demons too so it's like

03:45:48.740 it's like so you're criticizing while at the same time agreeing with yeah okay yeah bruh

03:45:54.420 what about

03:46:02.180 girl i don't not sound like that i sound cute

03:46:08.740 oh boy um men are demons what about nick does he give demon energy yeah kind of what

03:46:16.420 nick he's so wholesome he's so chill i can tell it's like a you think he's behind the veil you

03:46:22.980 think he's a fuck boy is that it probably oh are you oh whoa did you wait did you hear that city

03:46:30.660 he's like is he he's like no comment it just means he has good values would you if nick was um

03:46:47.780 if nick was lds would you go on a date with him i don't think nick would want to go on a date with me

03:46:54.100 but if he was why do you say that is it because you i don't know people who i don't know nick's

03:47:04.180 background obviously but um i don't know i just assume that somebody wouldn't want to go on a date

03:47:08.260 with me like that nick wouldn't want to go on a date with you yeah why though what why just because we

03:47:14.660 might not share the same values or he thinks i'm a crazy person i don't know what if he was lds

03:47:20.980 yeah i think nick's attractive i would go on a date with him

03:47:25.300 fucking matchmaker

03:47:27.160 wingman okay so anyways uh don't make nick feel obligated though that's so awkward

03:47:35.260 okay um

03:47:39.660 you wrote feminine energy runs the world you've transcended dating you're in a cult

03:47:46.380 focused on you know what hold on wait you're you're in a cult focused on world

03:47:50.680 liberation domination oh i might have been manic when i wrote that i don't know

03:47:54.080 are you manic now no if i'm a manic girl

03:47:58.960 i'll be i'll be i'm crazy right now i'm just this is me this is how i talk with my friends like for

03:48:07.160 real there's two kinds of bipolar right which one are you i'm the one that's mostly manic

03:48:12.240 mostly which is is that bipolar one or bipolar two uh and then hsv one or hsv two that's just me

03:48:20.820 oh my god take a joke fucking freaking if i had herpes i would own it but own that shit i don't

03:48:28.380 herpes check anybody you put your hand up someone clip it

03:48:32.620 i'm gonna i'm gonna just crop that

03:48:36.700 don't have herpes want to clarify that

03:48:43.040 too late

03:48:43.860 what is feminine energy runs the world though what does that mean

03:48:51.380 because like imagine there was only men like

03:48:55.320 like women are just so magical like you get around a woman and she'll just like gas you up

03:49:01.580 she'll just hype you up you get around a man they're like i don't know you

03:49:04.980 it is important for females to have their circles but i do not would not want females to run

03:49:10.840 the world with so much emotion yeah the right emotions

03:49:15.640 you want us to be emotionless girl look who's in power we would not we literally wouldn't do

03:49:22.460 anything we wouldn't get anywhere there'd be no progression oh lord oh what we would die

03:49:27.760 you know what you know what we need to do right now we need to do

03:49:33.880 a 69 tts roast session these girls need to be a little we need to do a little intermission roast

03:49:42.740 so tts has dropped to 69 temporarily maybe for 20 minutes 20 minutes guys the uh tts roast

03:49:52.340 oh did i not pin a fucking comment on youtube of course scuffed scuffed

03:49:58.440 all right guys tts is 69 69 tts if you want to roast any of the panelists now's your chance

03:50:06.340 we're gonna get that please pick me do that right now it's gonna be wonderful boom 69 you need to roast

03:50:15.020 felicity boys because felicity was on a yacht with her new boyfriend

03:50:19.400 yeah yeah we'll do that we'll do the gender swap then we'll let the roast come in 69 tts it's the

03:50:28.180 roast session boys and then we're gonna bump it back up though so get it in while you can if you want a

03:50:33.120 little discount all right gender swap would you date the male version of you

03:50:37.300 bada bing bada boom

03:50:39.500 ready boom

03:50:43.000 yikes

03:50:44.340 holy shit

03:50:46.680 what i don't like it why i mean he's giving yeah he doesn't look like your type he looks like

03:50:52.900 he's addicted to xanax would you date him no looks like an angry taxi driver

03:50:59.900 i like how they kept it he's not bad looking you know i mean he's uh he's got nice hair

03:51:06.960 i think it's the choker who makes him look like he makes questionable decisions i just noticed that

03:51:13.460 that's crazy okay next here we here we go oh my god holy shit they did not do me like that no i

03:51:23.560 know he wouldn't look like that hell no they did me so wrong why would they put it and i don't like

03:51:29.900 the picture like that's the first picture that's not even you but wait that kind of does look like

03:51:34.540 me another look it does fuck am i that i'm like aging hey what do you rate you said you're a 10

03:51:41.440 what do you rate him on a scale of one to 10 i don't like him what do you rate him he's scary

03:51:46.000 i don't know what do you rate him he's like a four four what so you rate him higher than me normally

03:51:53.320 not everything's about you girl why are you so rude like stop it every time she says something

03:52:01.200 you got some shit to say let's start not true let's start bitch not true girl not true um next

03:52:11.020 dude the picture is not giving

03:52:17.300 the third one is good facial hair though with the facial hair jawline to begin malia

03:52:33.840 that's not bad at all that looks like a nice that's like a manly filipino like yeah it looks like

03:52:41.540 yeah it looks like a surgeon swag for sure okay update all right there we go if i was a boy next

03:52:52.360 i'd hit oh no

03:52:58.180 i'm so sorry i do not i'm so sorry guys i'm just very well

03:53:10.180 that's never happened before

03:53:15.000 that's like you with down syndrome that's a scary man

03:53:34.000 okay well i don't like him it's okay

03:53:38.200 so i'm guessing that's a no no what if he's like what if he's like archbishop of the lds church or

03:53:46.500 some shit nope what if he's what if he's really virtuous and a good man i'm sure

03:53:53.740 wingman well another important thing for me is health like physical health and he does not look

03:53:59.480 healthy what are you talking about look at that fucking neck dude that guy could fucking

03:54:03.740 just do some shit his beard looks pretty full

03:54:08.240 look he's having a bad day yeah it's a little tired i do look tired all right next

03:54:17.180 whoa wait that doesn't even look like me well no why is his forehead so small bro this is

03:54:26.260 that's not me that's peak male like masculine physique yeah i don't like him that's adorable

03:54:34.600 thank you it's really accurate though i like the beard wow wow it's accurate slight offense

03:54:42.020 what that move i don't know he's not bad you know he's not bad no like the facial hair like

03:54:48.760 it's not bad his hair's all kind of if he had a nice haircut his hair's all fucked up all right

03:54:55.700 next oh shit oh oh that's not great wait maybe here try this kelly scoot like that way because

03:55:06.800 felicity's kind of boxing you out a little bit scoot the mic along with it boom oh that's a very

03:55:14.720 is that your dad does that look like your dad no looks like no a little bit would you date him

03:55:20.860 no okay would any of the girls here date him

03:55:24.060 no no 69 tts get the roasts in boys

03:55:29.820 that is so scary why is that scary because that man looks at images of underage people

03:55:48.960 i do kind of see that man looks like his hair is like all like together like stringy why are you

03:55:54.880 being mean to me no look why is everyone always mean to me i know i'm looking at that man i'm not

03:56:00.400 being mean to you i'm looking at that man i think it's because you make facial expressions i i there's

03:56:05.540 a couple of them i like sent are you are you saying that felicity's a pick me uh what i didn't say

03:56:11.540 that i didn't say that but i just said that man over there in that third picture he's scary

03:56:16.840 energy emitting from them but you're cute you're slay body too bad energy no it's just a couple of

03:56:22.820 facial expressions so put we're just like facial expressions yeah it's just like i could tell

03:56:29.340 there was negative energy coming from them like when uh a few times like when though i'm just wondering

03:56:38.100 maybe it's not all right next all right here's me you look so wholesome huh uh yes the bottom i would

03:56:50.280 date i feel did they change the bottom the first one looks like jacqueline hill the top one does

03:56:56.520 anyone know who that is yeah it's like the crazy girlfriend meme yeah i'll date the bottom oh really

03:57:02.200 bottom over top really yep really why though symmetrical yeah uh i don't know bottom looks

03:57:09.200 better i guess maybe because it's more accurate i prefer her eyes in the top one i don't know

03:57:13.600 cool thank you for sharing maybe all right didn't do we have uh oh wow nobody wanted to

03:57:20.320 bite on the roast oh that's nice no roasters oh wrong

03:57:26.440 sugar free donated 69 dollars 69 tts boys thank you so much for believing in my aim in the teapot but

03:57:37.400 no i'm saying even i couldn't get my shirt in the teapot right that sounds hard

03:57:54.600 yeah i tried to piss in a bottle that shit is hard yeah that should get everywhere we're not made for

03:57:58.920 that we don't have the apparatus t-shirt underscore no underscore bra donated 69 dollars first time

03:58:08.360 donor and not the last time love the show w brian w chat w andrew miss your man w panel besides ch one

03:58:18.280 and two rest is kind of based especially the girl who made her dress cheers from quebec

03:58:23.960 i love andrew i just think he's like super angry all the time oh yeah he's a little he's gonna

03:58:32.360 come for you he's gonna come for you that's okay because i like him george donated 70 dollars

03:58:37.400 yeah pasty how do you know that though you don't even know us i'll be a poser they just look like

03:58:45.400 they're lying yeah smokey man bad i like posing but i don't get it like 69 tts rosers i think like

03:59:00.200 whenever men see an alternative girl they're like do you even like the alternative music though yeah

03:59:06.680 like being a poser like who's not a poser nowadays like you know like who goes to a show and like

03:59:13.000 knows every single flick of one of their songs like that's stupid so stupid oh my gosh yeah like

03:59:18.040 fucking awful it's so stupid i love her american accent right it's so funny i'll remember all

03:59:27.800 right uh okay so for carmen carmen you wrote you're in a cult of this was a while ago you're not yeah

03:59:36.040 you were in a cult of nine girls you're all weird art kids yeah of the world rejected by normal

03:59:41.560 society you have deeply bonded through music being sexy fashion art intelligence and trauma

03:59:47.800 the ideology of the cult is women supporting women in our endeavors on life through love

03:59:52.040 for each other you perform rich or sorry which rituals you feel so deeply about the support you

04:00:00.280 provide for each other in our sisterhood you guys made a blood pact you guys drink each other's blood

04:00:06.360 uh there's a positive message meaning behind all of your actions and none of it just for show

04:00:13.880 they're all eloquent well-spoken highly intelligent and also hot as fit we are about making a judgment

04:00:22.040 free world for women exist through free of the abuse of men in society it's almost like her anarchy

04:00:28.920 thing i think that's what she was like trying to say almost like you know the the anarchy thing yeah

04:00:33.880 did you reference yourself as she yeah sure i'm a third person and you know but um yeah no honestly

04:00:45.160 that was a phase it was a phase and i'm kind of like on a different i'm on a different track but

04:00:51.400 also i still believe in like all those things you know what i'm saying you also wrote dating is ridiculous

04:00:56.440 to you men only bring you down and you're celibate yeah yeah that's how i was feeling at the time i

04:01:02.200 still feel like that like every other day i mean that's probably has more to do with the men that you

04:01:06.760 pick yeah why are they so fun and so horrible at the same time like oh my god but how do you like go

04:01:15.000 out and meet a guy i just want to know like the like is it like random you just meet them somewhere

04:01:20.920 usually either i'll go to a show and i'll meet them like that and i'll i go up to whoever if i see

04:01:26.120 something like you i just go up to them you know okay so you go you do you make first but or hinge

04:01:30.760 or hinge i do both okay yeah interesting so like you do you prefer hinge definitely not the people

04:01:40.360 on hinge are crusty messy like you most of the time have most of them they don't even look like their

04:01:45.240 pictures i would say like 50 of the time i meet up with someone on hinge i ask them to leave within

04:01:51.240 the first five minutes because i know it's not vibes and i know it takes a certain type of person

04:01:55.880 the vibe with me and i'm not gonna waste my time i see so then the guys that you're meeting outside

04:02:04.280 like just randomly do those end up being a little better yeah way better way better and i i made a lot

04:02:12.840 of good friends that way and we hook up sometimes and it's magical but also i hate them a little bit

04:02:22.600 but yeah that's all where do you think your hate for men stems from girl my last relationship that

04:02:30.840 shit was oh my god i've i was tripping for like two years after that like literally that's that's

04:02:37.880 i had me like usually when i cry i'll go cry in the car and like yell out his name and it's been

04:02:43.160 two years since then so i'm like why the hell are you still in my head bro and but i think that has

04:02:48.200 to do with the bbd and like not getting over people right like easily yeah that makes sense i see yeah

04:02:54.680 do you miss him i miss the idea of him that i had in my head yeah did you break up because he was so

04:03:03.400 mean and he would treat me so mean oh he was like bro okay the real reason we broke up was because

04:03:09.240 i i had every time i get a job like i have to work hard to get sober you know and i worked so hard to

04:03:15.080 get sober and i got sober and i got this job and he freaking decides to hot box the entire house

04:03:25.880 two days before my drug test and i was like are you freaking serious what's wrong with you so i just

04:03:32.280 step out and i'm like inhale just like a massive amount of smoke i don't pass it due to thc i don't

04:03:38.040 even smoke weed so i was i got so pissed i started just like going on a rampage and that that was like

04:03:45.080 the final straw i was like you obviously don't care about me you know you you know but yeah so he it was

04:03:50.280 just like so many things he was missing out my life doing but it was mostly the perks like you see those

04:03:55.960 those i would pray nobody nobody falls into that because there was like times where he would like

04:04:02.600 look so ill look so sickly and not himself and it was just sad but yeah yeah so then how did you get

04:04:09.560 out of what did you do you just left girl it was so hard because it was like i was addicted to him and

04:04:16.200 i was addicted to what he was doing you know so it's like i had a breakup with both of them and that

04:04:20.600 shit was hard as fuck and i literally went through a whole identity crisis like i didn't even know who i was i

04:04:25.560 i thought i i was like am i this person because of all the things he taught me to be or am i even

04:04:31.960 my own person and i started tripping hell hard but basically my daddy my daddy came and saved me he

04:04:37.880 he was like he was just like come home please i don't want you to go through this are you living

04:04:42.280 at home now no as much as i love my dad he also crazy at the same time just like me he's very loving

04:04:47.880 but also very crazy so i can't stay there

04:04:52.280 how is he crazy uh he got them angry so like he like one minute he'll be like

04:05:00.440 and then the next minute he's like i'm sorry i love you and i just can't deal with that is he

04:05:03.640 bipolar probably that bitch don't get diagnosed for shit but and your mom lives there too lives

04:05:09.000 they live together you don't miss home i do miss them sometimes but i know i can't live at home because

04:05:15.800 i can't do that would you think it would like just drive you crazy more or is it your parents

04:05:20.520 that like no we drive each other crazy we get in fights we get in fights okay yeah about what

04:05:26.840 the stupidest stuff like he kind of live in his own little la-la land a little bit so i'll be like

04:05:31.560 we should love and accept all people and i'll really trigger him he'll start like slamming doors and be

04:05:36.280 like no there's a right way and a wrong way of doing things and i'm like brother you're not even

04:05:41.800 listening to your own advice you give me but yeah so it's like stupid stuff like literally we could

04:05:46.040 argue about anything yeah like anything your dad yeah but didn't he let you have yeah he don't make

04:05:52.600 no sense he don't make no sense sometimes but i still love him would you choose somebody similar

04:05:58.520 to him like his lifestyle and his choices next time his unconditionally loving heart he's loved me

04:06:05.640 despite all my errors that yes but a lot of other things hell no yeah are they similar choices that

04:06:13.240 you've made yeah the apple does not fall for fall from the tree for sure and that's it'd be like that

04:06:22.440 it'd be like that sometimes thank you guys for letting me talk also i feel bad for like talking a

04:06:26.680 lot do you feel like you're trauma dumping i am i am thank you from chair one i'm so sorry i can't

04:06:38.600 remember your name or challenge some of the ideas um yeah i'd love to so i really disagree with how

04:06:50.760 how the direction that you guys your thought process has taken and i believe that it's probably

04:06:55.720 started from childhood and laid a foundation for example your father um he incentivized and he

04:07:03.400 introduced these things to you and made it okay for you to pursue them and i'm so happy that you're

04:07:08.760 satisfied with your life and you feel happy with yourself but ultimately that's not going to make

04:07:14.120 you happy in the long run that's my personal belief and i believe choices like that won't make you happy

04:07:19.720 in the long run and i believe that i see this a lot in high schools i used to debate in high schools a

04:07:26.600 lot and the self-deprecation is actually really interesting it starts off with just kind of

04:07:30.840 speaking to yourself like oh my goodness i'm gonna kill myself you know just silly and then it leads

04:07:35.640 and escalates to things where you're self-harming where you're thinking less of yourself and putting

04:07:40.680 yourself in situations so um i think both of you ladies are wonderful and i believe in redemption and i

04:07:47.400 believe in um in grace and i believe in repentance but um yeah i i think that on the track that the

04:07:56.600 choices that you're making aren't going to lead at and any women who make choices similar aren't gonna

04:08:02.280 have a happy life down the line well i think it wouldn't make you happy maybe but like i also i know

04:08:08.600 people that have had like obviously way worse lives than me and they being so fucked up as

04:08:13.400 shit but they'd be laughing about it they're laughing they're they're they see you happy

04:08:17.080 of course there's joy in uh bad circumstances but the circumstances you've made for yourself

04:08:22.120 are the you've made these circumstances for yourself so where you're crying after having

04:08:26.600 sex where you're self-harming and you're bleeding out having to go to the er where you're having

04:08:31.080 emotional trauma with boyfriends where you're putting yourself in risky situations where you're

04:08:35.240 dependent on uh giving selling your body for money you're putting yourself in these situations and

04:08:40.440 ultimately you're just going to continue feeling empty you're going to continue um

04:08:45.080 this is emotionally disassociating and ultimately when you're old or or or even when you have kids

04:08:52.680 and they're asking you about your only fans or asking you about your life um you probably you

04:09:01.000 shouldn't want to leave them down that life because it's a life of drugs it's a life of alcohol it's a life

04:09:05.880 of uh sin it's a life of sickness but like girl like that's that's just life like and you learn

04:09:13.560 from them i'm not saying i'm gonna do this stuff forever like i'm always changing always evolving

04:09:17.320 you know what i'm saying so like of course i was i would want my kids to like figure stuff out like

04:09:23.000 for themselves and i'm not gonna like be there controlling their every move you feel me like that

04:09:27.880 would just i don't know i want them to have autonomy to decide what they like and i don't want to make

04:09:32.840 decisions are really important but i don't think that encouraging them to go and make really poor

04:09:37.800 decisions because it's a fact that women who put themselves in sexual situations like that

04:09:42.680 are more likely to be targeted for lots of crimes they have stds they have a bunch of sicknesses

04:09:49.320 yeah but what came first what came first getting targeted for crimes and then ending up in

04:09:56.760 doing a job like that or are you saying where you're a victim of a situation yeah and then that

04:10:04.280 is how you choose to deal with it well that's playing victimhood and that's emotional immaturity

04:10:10.520 i don't think it's like but the thing is i don't i think what made me kind of go down this path is the

04:10:15.720 anger the my father kind of anger or the scaredness you know that i felt that i think is where all the

04:10:23.000 stuff came from so i think if i raise a kid and and i don't have any anger i don't think they're gonna

04:10:29.240 have as much so you're saying that heightened emotions led you down the path this path yeah

04:10:34.920 i think it's all been in like emotional psyche stuff and not like like them teaching me about

04:10:40.120 anything i think it's like it's like if you teach kids about being gay young i don't think they're

04:10:44.040 gonna get gay that's just like internal you know what i mean i think it opens the book up

04:10:48.760 yeah you're opening it i disagree i believe that's taught not well also like who cares if

04:10:54.920 you're gay that's awesome i think well of course there's personal decisions so it's like but you're

04:10:59.880 teaching them how to be awesome then that'd be cool too so yeah choice is important but at the same

04:11:05.480 time i do believe that there are better choices like i said earlier there's there are choices that

04:11:09.880 will lead to um unhappiness there's choices that are going to lead to danger but maybe how you

04:11:14.680 have choices that are going to lead to happiness it's different how i reached my happiness i had

04:11:18.120 to go through all those things so i could figure out who the fuck i am as a person and to reach to

04:11:23.160 my happiness i understand but from what you've said today alone you i didn't hear you say that you

04:11:31.480 were happy i'm happy now i would say i'm happy i've heard the opposite i would yeah it doesn't sound

04:11:38.440 happy i think you were kind of she seemed you seemed like chilling like well i really think like

04:11:45.720 i i know obviously like you know like the trauma doesn't go away and everything but like and like

04:11:49.880 you you seem like you were making the best out of like your situation like that's what that's what i

04:11:54.920 respect out of it and that's why i'm not i'm not over here i'm not trying to like go in on you and

04:11:58.840 why you make your decisions on your life but like you you're you can have like an open brain and

04:12:03.000 like think about it who the hell happy 24 7 you can be in your life i don't think you have to go

04:12:07.080 through a life of mistakes to find yourself i don't think i think you can find yourself without

04:12:10.840 having to make all the mistakes you can learn from other people's mistakes and then in the end you

04:12:14.760 won't have as many things haunting you as many consequences my own mistakes i cannot learn from

04:12:19.880 everyone else's that's for sure um is there any other ideas you wanted me to challenge specifically

04:12:29.080 no um we have some more rose coming in and then we're going to bump it back up boys we're bumping

04:12:34.840 it back up 69 the bipolar chick is by far the ugliest i'm ugly and i'm proud ever seen in my entire

04:12:41.880 life what is wrong with your face everything

04:12:50.120 all right wow uh all right guys we're we're gonna do this we're gonna bump here we're gonna do

04:12:55.800 pasty george donated 70 dollars shares three five and six are entitled spoiled brats

04:13:07.640 thank you i love being a spoiled brat it's so much fun my man treats me like a spoiled brat all

04:13:13.800 the time same give me whatever i want i'm only spoiled because the people around me

04:13:18.920 but okay pasty i don't know what i did to you like cool buddy scoot into the table

04:13:29.640 they need jesus

04:13:32.600 my grammy tells me oh uh someone sorry i messed up the setting someone get andrew they need jesus

04:13:38.680 chair one and two god will forgive you he loves you it's never too late to repent drop the act and look

04:13:44.520 it doesn't help expressing yourself isn't this god loves me okay oh for sure he does uh call me king

04:13:52.680 thank you for the uh tts man really appreciate it and greg thank you too george thank you thank you guys

04:13:58.760 thank you guys we bumped it back up guys so the tts is back at 200 back at 200 i got to change that

04:14:05.880 here in the youtube chat where is it one sec guys give me just a moment

04:14:10.760 uh going around the table uh what do you what would you want the minimum yearly income to be for

04:14:17.560 your future husband to go ahead i said 500k 500 000 a year okay what about you um uh

04:14:26.520 fuck uh i don't i don't really care as long as he loves me so he can make anything okay what about you

04:14:32.920 i said roughly like around 500k but i mean i know it is a little unrealistic but it would be

04:14:40.600 a preference no well wouldn't it be a preference that you date a billionaire then

04:14:49.720 an unrealistic world yes but so this is just the minimum yearly income no that's like my that was

04:14:56.520 just like a dream amount but the question is what would you want the minimum yearly income to be

04:15:03.160 for your future husband okay realistically like roughly over 200 that's the minimum yes okay but

04:15:13.080 you did say you did write 500 000 um what about you i am happy to date someone who is very broke but um

04:15:20.840 someone who will not stay that way and will be very financially successful so okay what about you

04:15:25.240 i said the same as me or more which which is what um oh i don't know if i'm allowed to disclose that

04:15:32.360 like work related i don't know okay i'll do a range i'm like between 70 and 80 how's that okay

04:15:39.080 sure what about you kelly at least 100 at least 100 you gotta be all right uh malia going to you you

04:15:48.200 wrote 500 000 um you realize this is only the top one percent of men make that much a year okay

04:15:59.240 is that concerning you at all that you're excluding 99 out of 100 men no but i said in like a dream world

04:16:08.280 i but realistically i know that's not real but in dream world you'd want a billionaire yeah in a dream

04:16:13.640 world but realistically that's not real okay so then you revised it to 200 000 a year

04:16:22.760 correct okay uh all right i mean wait do you know what the percentage is of men that make 200 000

04:16:31.160 i'm not sure but it's definitely top 10 percent that's still that's uh i'm not sure

04:16:37.400 the exact maybe it's top that might even be top five percent i don't know what the percentiles or the

04:16:44.120 breakdown is exactly you want a guy who makes five hundred thousand dollars a year yeah because i make

04:16:50.040 that a year oh okay oh wow good for you so just on of yeah oh wow uh but i mean why not if i'm making

04:17:01.240 that then they can make that as well yeah but men who have who make five hundred thousand dollars a

04:17:05.160 year unless you go really old typically have quite a bit of optionality and then most men don't want to

04:17:12.200 like wife up a sex worker not to mention all the other potential red flags that may or may not exist

04:17:21.640 yeah red flags like what

04:17:23.320 i mean half the shit you talked about tonight but like what use your words oh sure septum piercing

04:17:32.360 tattoos the marks why septum piercing why septum piercing men generally find it uh displeasing

04:17:42.680 aesthetically five hundred five hundred thousand pounds a year wait no says otherwise yeah it really

04:17:50.440 does is that right i'm 500 000 pounds yeah about okay you're repeating yeah so

04:17:58.680 you know what she meant here wait pop your glasses off though um oh i don't want to i can't see

04:18:04.920 anyways uh so what i what's your point i guess that clearly people do like the septum piercing

04:18:14.200 men generally don't like septum piercings where are you getting that not the people who make five

04:18:20.840 hundred thousand i don't know i would agree with that you'd be surprised you'd be surprised because

04:18:26.440 the ones that make a lot of money they have been through every type of girl and they are bored

04:18:32.680 and they want someone oh they're different i could see that what's the demographic of the guys that um

04:18:39.560 by your only fans are they like just all old that no every single time i get approached in public

04:18:45.640 it's by like a 55 year old man okay they all know who i am and they love it yeah so septum piercings

04:18:51.240 i i mean i don't mind a 55 year old man that's great septum piercings i guess i'd be willing to grant

04:18:58.200 this at best it's a neutral but for most men it's a negative so i'd say same with tattoos huh for which

04:19:06.120 bit the septum the septum piercing bit okay for most men that's a preference i guess neutral or

04:19:13.080 negative but same with tattoos okay you're killing me with the tattoos right yeah well so yes i'm i'm

04:19:21.480 not gonna be totally uh black and white with it obviously where the tattoo is located what the tattoo

04:19:28.520 is the size of the tattoos that are you just like the keeper of all information on anything to do with

04:19:35.960 what men like you're talking about sorry what's the question there like that you like you know

04:19:40.920 you're you know all of the information off by heart i doubt it like show me the statistics i don't

04:19:48.360 show you you're talking with such conviction that i'm gonna need to see you back it up just because

04:19:55.320 you have conviction in your voice doesn't mean that what you're saying is true no right i agree

04:20:00.280 yeah i i agree with you that just because you believe something doesn't necessarily mean right

04:20:05.240 it's true however in this case regardless of the level of conviction i happen to have or not have

04:20:12.280 it happens to be true says you says who says you so do you think that in every instance there needs

04:20:18.680 to be a study in order for something to be true like does the study make it true you can't

04:20:23.240 force us wait can i ask you answer my question first does there need to be a study for something

04:20:30.280 to be true i would say for me i would believe it well perhaps for logic maybe yeah yeah well hold on

04:20:38.280 but do you do realize that there are observable things that exist outside of studies

04:20:44.040 but like people used to believe that earth was flat and shit and like you know what i'm saying

04:20:49.080 like and we they was like i'm observing this so like out but like studies came out

04:20:54.760 so motherfuckers went to science right but oftentimes in conversations you're not always going to yeah

04:21:00.200 be quiet you're not always going to default to show me you can't tell me to be quiet for free

04:21:07.160 i just did too no i just did so oftentimes when you're having conversations you're not always going to

04:21:16.200 have a study that you can immediately pull up but there are studies there are i'm not just pulling

04:21:22.680 this out of my ass so when it comes to tattoos typically men have a negative appraisal of women's

04:21:27.720 tattoos not just up in my brain i made that up but they have they have thoroughly researched this

04:21:33.720 that's like the number one thing people men compliment me on like straight up okay so so

04:21:39.400 he's two things no i'm not gonna be mean no i'm just gonna answer logically without having to insult

04:21:47.880 her it's okay so two things can be true at the same time it would never behoove me if

04:21:54.920 i was desirous of pursuing a woman with a tattoo

04:22:00.120 to tell her that i find her tattoo unappealing tattoos aren't necessarily fully deal breakers i think

04:22:06.600 they're red flags a deal breaker and a tattoo are two different things now when it comes to

04:22:12.920 deal breakers and when it comes to red flags right and especially as it relates to tattoos

04:22:18.280 it would not be a good move for a guy to insult you on something that one is permanent mostly

04:22:25.880 permanent and that you can't remove men when they are attempting to sleep with you are going to flatter

04:22:31.640 you they're not going to be like hey uh by the way you're fucking ugly but there no guy's going to

04:22:38.920 ever say that right so as a guy look if your mission as a guy is to sleep with you or fuck you

04:22:46.520 which you've encountered quite a bit it's not going to benefit them to achieve said goal if he's like

04:22:53.480 by the way your tattoos are trashy your tattoos don't look good your tattoos make you look masculine

04:22:59.640 your tattoos take away from your natural you're saying they're lying yes wait let me ask you a

04:23:04.760 question do men lie you said men are demons earlier do men lie yeah do you think and do you think men

04:23:12.360 lie especially to get laid uh probably so is it possible that the guy who didn't give a

04:23:20.680 fuck or didn't care at all about your tattoos this is getting so hypothetical and it's not hypothetical i

04:23:26.600 mean it's just you've had guys compliment you on your tattoos imagine like you go up to somebody

04:23:31.800 that you think he's cute and the first thing you wanted to do is lie to them like that's crazy is

04:23:36.280 that what you're saying that's what men be doing you're saying men are demons at this point you're

04:23:39.800 agreeing with me i'm saying that this is in fact a phenomenon that occurs she didn't cook anything

04:23:47.080 she did cook i was following that it's a bit of a red herring because it doesn't have anything to

04:23:51.560 do with my original point was and wait still it doesn't matter it still made sense you think

04:23:56.840 it's a red flag like i could look at you and think you were walking down the street we would not be

04:24:03.800 looking at you like look at that green flag you know just like okay you'll probably not be looking

04:24:07.480 at me like that you know what i mean so it's like yeah like but in general that's fine we can talk

04:24:12.440 about other sure we could have a conversation about other red flags right now we're talking about

04:24:17.080 tattoos okay my position come on man yeah my position is that typically that's your opinion

04:24:24.840 it's not just my opinion well something that you stated earlier was on hinge the app they use the

04:24:31.080 most is that men are dusty crusty men on hinge will lie all the time about their height about their

04:24:35.960 hobbies about their looks so that they can have sex with you all the time but at the same time they

04:24:43.080 don't like i'm not gonna generalize like y'all generalizing so much everybody different i mean

04:24:49.720 women generalize men men generalize women but ultimately if we are having a conversation about

04:24:56.440 tattoos and i'm not gonna lie to you okay cool you don't like tattoos next point yeah shut the

04:25:02.200 fuck up it's my podcast i'm gonna i'm gonna talk about what i want to talk about you can start your own

04:25:07.480 shit you can start your own podcast i don't want to yeah that's cool so you're not going to dictate

04:25:13.560 the terms of what we're talking about what we're not talking about this conversation about tattoos came

04:25:19.160 up organically you've been obnoxious all night she's reacting to your energy i could feel what are you

04:25:24.520 talking about i'm being i'm not insulting your tattoos i'm saying generally speaking men don't like tattoos

04:25:30.360 so what okay if i was five foot five and you said uh typically women aren't attracted to short men

04:25:36.680 i'd be like okay yeah that's true but y'all women hate to hear when men ever have an opinion or have

04:25:43.880 anything to say as it relates as it relates as men no yeah can you shut up also and stop interrupting

04:25:51.320 so look i've been i've been very patient with you guys so i'm having to up the temperature a little bit

04:25:56.360 to get you guys to actually try to you know allow other people to talk allow me to talk not going to

04:26:02.600 really tolerate the interrupting anymore ultimately it is the case that generally speaking men find red

04:26:09.400 uh find tattoos a red flag in women understood and you asked for the study i happen to have one oh my

04:26:17.240 god thank you so much can i put my glasses on to read it nick go into the uh thank you for asking the

04:26:23.640 patriarchy by the way for permission uh yeah go ahead you have my permission as the authority thank you

04:26:29.800 and patriarch of the whatever podcast nick it's in the research that's below resources it's in the misc

04:26:40.200 misc tab okay

04:26:43.800 you're gonna click on the the first photo that comes up so this is a study that was published in april of 2020

04:26:51.320 uh four of the uh the researchers are women so there's not some like male bias here happening

04:27:02.680 this was a published study showing skin tattoo visibility status egalitarianism and personality

04:27:08.760 are predictors of sexual openness among women okay so i don't like it i'll explain just a bit

04:27:15.960 nick can you make it bigger i think you can hit that zoom in in the top right corner okay research

04:27:21.960 indicates that women with tattoos actually somebody else read this shit for me uh sydney can you read

04:27:26.760 this research indicates that women with tattoos are evaluated by more negatively than women without

04:27:32.200 tattoos on numerous qualities further men perceive better chances for sexual success with tattooed women

04:27:38.360 than those without visible tattoos despite these findings less is known about whether women with

04:27:43.480 visible tattoos are more open to casual sexual encounters with their non-tattooed counterparts and if so

04:27:49.800 what variables may predict such openness the the purpose of the present study was to explore whether

04:27:57.080 and to what extent stereotype perceptions of tattooed women as sexually open are accurate and to explore

04:28:03.160 the possible role of egalitarianism in sexual open openness measures of personality and sensation

04:28:09.960 seeking were also examined a sample of 114 women both tattooed and non-tattooed were recruited

04:28:17.160 through the western canadian university research pool and various social media outlets to complete the

04:28:22.120 online questionnaire assessing these attributes women with tattoos reported greater willingness to engage in

04:28:28.120 uncommitted sexual relations as well as higher endorsement of egalitarianism egalitarianism and sensation

04:28:35.400 seeking uh relative to non-tattooed women among tattooed women alone several personality and tattooing

04:28:46.280 variables predicted sexual openness finding finding suggests suggesting body tattooing is an indicator of

04:28:53.240 sexual openness are critically discussed in relation to contemporary stereotypes surrounding femininity and

04:28:58.840 sexuality all right there's your study what i mean all i said is that men perceive them as more

04:29:03.960 sexual but that doesn't mean they perceive them as they don't like it men like sex men do like sex

04:29:09.720 but men also don't want to date promiscuous strumpet women it didn't say that though it just thought they

04:29:15.960 said they like well there's another there's other studies for that specific thing but men assess women with

04:29:23.160 tattoos as more promiscuous men for long-term relationships don't want to date promiscuous

04:29:29.400 women thus it would be thus it would be the case that a woman a woman who has tattoos or is heavily

04:29:36.520 tattooed that's a red flag fair enough you know when you backed it up by science i liked it yeah okay well

04:29:44.280 the same way if you were

04:29:46.600 call me one donated two hundred dollars what would you honestly bring differently than any other woman at

04:29:53.000 the table to this table if your best is shared with anyone else at the table you're playing as

04:29:57.960 a white t-shirt please answer honestly yeah this too i understand would you honestly bring differently than

04:30:06.040 other women best shared with anyone else at the table you're what would you honestly bring differently

04:30:11.160 than any other woman at this the table to the you were like you were like oh what would men like

04:30:18.200 about you so like closer to the mic oh sorry so you you you said you have a question for you guys

04:30:25.160 you asked me that same question yeah and he now he's asking it to you so you answer no he's not asking

04:30:29.960 it to me yeah he was he was saying you no he was asking you guys oh what would each of us bring to

04:30:37.960 the table differently than the other woman okay here well let's just do this what do you bring to the

04:30:43.240 table um i'm quite funny and my pussy is really tight i love those i already said me so you can skip me

04:30:54.920 okay um what about what about you then them no oh no what do you bring to the table what do you bring

04:31:05.480 to the table that's the question um

04:31:13.960 it's like a hard question because there's like so much you can say

04:31:16.440 i bring my humor which is at the top of the list of what men care about empathy

04:31:25.960 empathy and my nurturing okay what about you sydney uh submission i would be a very healthy

04:31:34.200 submission obviously okay what about you um i think i bring peace to my partner because i do

04:31:40.360 basically all the things he doesn't want to do so i'm his counterpart i'm supposed to be his better

04:31:44.840 half right kelly what do you bring to the table um i cook i clean i know how to shut up i

04:31:54.600 submissive oh can you just tilt the microphone a little bit felicity what about you

04:32:00.440 nothing i guess i could fold your laundry that's it i don't know i mean i could say loyalty but that's

04:32:07.400 like a given oh boy all right like what am i supposed to say i don't know just me should be

04:32:14.440 what do i have to bring to the table order myself pasty george donated 200 many men think that nose

04:32:22.120 rings are trashy af and not very attractive why are you trying to prove that you are cows

04:32:29.080 yep i love the way that the ai read it out that was really good thank thank you george love you

04:32:37.640 you do realize though you don't you don't need a study in every single instance to just have a

04:32:45.880 basic conversation about you know i i like it though that's just right but then then i could just do this

04:32:56.040 really bad faith thing where i'm like for every single thing you say that's counter to me i'm like

04:33:01.640 well show me the study but it's just like i feel like you do i've never asked for anybody to show me

04:33:07.320 the study this entire show but it's just this really like but i've always said it's my opinion i

04:33:13.240 haven't said like all other people believe this i know that's not true you know well it is my opinion

04:33:19.000 but it's also again i'm not saying universally there are yeah there are men out there who do like tattoos

04:33:26.840 tattoos but i don't think that that's the exception not the rule generally speaking i think it's fair to

04:33:34.760 say men don't men don't prefer a woman to have tattoos what that gotta do with me though literally

04:33:43.080 you have tattoos yeah but and we're talking about an idea here i yeah i guess we're not okay then we

04:33:50.600 we're not bothered but like for example i wouldn't fight you on the fact that i most women

04:33:56.760 are not attracted to men who are short like i'm not gonna fight you on that but women want to

04:34:03.240 fight men like is there anything you know what is there anything that men can dislike in women

04:34:09.160 that's acceptable that's what i'm saying each person can have their own opinion tell me tell me

04:34:14.840 something that's acceptable for a man to dislike in a woman i don't know like personal hygiene

04:34:20.840 yeah that's a good one yeah like a pussy that smells bad like if you don't like take care of

04:34:27.800 yourself that might be a hygiene that's hygiene yeah just hygiene in general in general i don't

04:34:32.840 think you can be born with a pussy yeah like smelly yeah true not taking care of yourself if they're

04:34:38.600 racist or like you know something a little bit it could be genetic i don't know yeah no some girls

04:34:44.440 do just produce like well like for example asian women not all some asian women don't have body

04:34:49.400 odor it's a genetic thing like some well it's not just asian women it's just uh certain asian people

04:34:57.480 don't have body odor or like a lack of body odor i think it's chinese people a lot of yes my dad

04:35:05.080 doesn't i've never smelled my dad's smelly ever in his life i don't think that man uses deodorant

04:35:09.880 so maybe asian women's pussies on average don't smell i shower like once a week i don't smell

04:35:18.360 that's the conclusion i dropped oh no anyways tattoos i think just like more likely to have a

04:35:23.640 high body count more likely to be promiscuous okay well i don't think my body count is that high what is

04:35:30.120 it like 13 13 13 yeah is that before or after the psych ward including the site my whole

04:35:40.520 wait can you straighten your microphone like this yeah that's good 13 okay should we should just do

04:35:47.720 the body count question go ahead me yeah i don't know girls and counting you said between i think

04:35:54.280 last time between 30 and 200 yeah it could be anything that's a big gap but i mean it's been like

04:35:59.320 two years ish since you've been on the show so like i said how many times have you blinked

04:36:03.960 in your life as many penises would you even know the range in your vagina could be if i blink

04:36:12.920 a hundred times no see what i'm saying is i guess i don't know you haven't had that much

04:36:21.080 no but i'm saying i don't keep track right but i could say i've probably blinked over a million times

04:36:25.720 have you today guesstimation no not today but my whole life it's definitely more than a million

04:36:33.240 probably more like way million i don't know it doesn't really matter though uh body count

04:36:39.400 girl i just i just said what my okay ballpark ballpark it four that is

04:36:47.160 be a good sport you've shared it before what's what's the uh it's the same range i don't know

04:36:51.880 between what and what is the range 30 to 200 i don't know how much since the last time you were

04:36:59.560 on which is about a year and a half ago yeah i haven't been having that much sex since then

04:37:03.400 like i really haven't i've been doing 20 30 like no sex work at all i've been working

04:37:07.720 sex work working so i've been just like on hinge did you lose track have you lost track of your body

04:37:13.880 count that's what i've been saying yes have you stopped counting your body count yes why would i keep

04:37:19.640 track all right um that's cool when did you stop counting probably in high school yikes

04:37:27.640 i started making a list in my notes and then i was like i was gonna ask like did you do you still

04:37:32.360 have the list i tried to find it one time but i couldn't find it you don't have it in your notes

04:37:37.160 no i got a new phone and then it like everything got deleted so rip yeah uh okay body count one

04:37:45.960 one zero six eleven two okay all right that's good oh i don't share that i'm a i'm a virgin just

04:38:03.160 kidding um if everyone at this table beats you in rock paper scissors will you everybody

04:38:09.080 that's a good thing in her favor patty donated 200 yo patty d thank you just because you have a

04:38:18.600 bunch of sharpie scribbles all over you and war paint on your face doesn't mean you're going to be

04:38:23.800 taken seriously i take her seriously like the opposite actually and what i would say to that is i think i

04:38:30.920 don't well exactly she don't give a fuck yeah like who wants to be taken seriously that's stupid

04:38:40.360 what like if you're so serious get away from me all right um

04:38:51.400 is that coming from outside nick do you smell that weed no it smells like cigarettes that's not from in

04:38:57.960 here is it no that's the a vape wouldn't make that no not it went um unless you got sorry guys we

04:39:05.160 have a little cigarette smell pasty george donated 200 unfortunately there are a lot of simp men in

04:39:12.680 the world who will lie to women just to get laid so many simps lied to women like chairs one and two

04:39:19.400 just to get laid tattoos are trashy a f to be clear i don't think men should lie but if you're an

04:39:27.240 astrology chick and the guy otherwise likes you but he's like this is fucking stupid he's gonna be

04:39:33.400 like oh wow you're a fucking jupiter rising i love that he's not gonna be like wow your interests are

04:39:39.800 stupid like that's not gonna go over well trust me unless you you're into like being degraded or some

04:39:48.040 shit trust me it's better to err on the side of flattering a woman than like deconstructing her

04:39:54.920 entire fucking modern zoomer personality zoomer zoomer yeah well i guess that millennials can

04:40:04.040 be i think he can disagree as long as he's respectful about it like me me my best friend

04:40:08.840 he's literally a flat earther and a super christian and i'm like the complete opposite but we get along

04:40:14.280 so well does that coincide can christians be flat earthers yes i don't know he doesn't even believe in

04:40:20.040 space i get i don't know but i'd be like showing him a picture of the earth like for our space and

04:40:25.160 he's like fake news but but we still get along because at the end of the day we love each other

04:40:30.760 for so many other things and like many men will agree with me in that we do not like feminism and

04:40:36.120 women whether it be open closeted or covered because it teaches misandry and other false ideologies about

04:40:43.000 men i'd agree with this day and age of feminism 100 true

04:40:48.680 same feminism and you're allowed to have your opinion george feminism these days is just tearing

04:40:54.200 down men and all men suck and that's all i hear and that's so far from the truth it's not even a

04:40:59.800 defined feminist movement anymore it's just most feminists can't define feminist nowadays who here

04:41:05.480 is a feminist show of hands if you're a feminist i mean i would have feminist beliefs but i don't know

04:41:11.080 if i'd necessarily call myself that bitchy ass feminist because like i don't i don't go so

04:41:16.200 far with it where i'm like out here ranting on the internet like all the time you know i'm not doing

04:41:20.440 all that i keep my opinions i'd be minding my business we have come on brian girls in the first

04:41:25.240 two chairs are they only real people up there okay all right yeah i guess um next question how tall

04:41:35.160 are you and what's the minimum height of a man you would date um i'm five seven it's going to be

04:41:41.560 over six one got to be over six six foot at least why is that because i always wear platforms so i'm

04:41:50.120 always like five foot eleven i want to be like i want there to be like enough tallness or height in

04:41:58.840 between us that like when i'm wearing heels i can still like look up

04:42:05.800 okay uh all right over six foot one what about you i say at least five seven they gotta be how tall

04:42:12.760 are you i'm five three okay what about you um i'm five four and i said at least five six

04:42:18.920 i'm five four i as long as they're taller than me i prefer to wear heels so probably five eight and up

04:42:24.520 okay what about you i'm five three so either five three or taller but i was lucky and i married a man

04:42:29.960 who's six one all right what about you i am five six and i would prefer somebody who's five eleven my

04:42:37.880 boyfriend's six foot so all right uh malia your ex-boyfriend how tall was he

04:42:46.200 um he's five six oh why that that's his actual height yeah oh okay that's fun

04:43:02.280 you broke up with your three-year boyfriend three days ago um do you think there's a chance you guys

04:43:07.240 are going to get back together sorry sorry that's um that's um that's i don't know i say that i say

04:43:18.680 that i'm done um but i mean for for now i am until um other things are proven all right you guys are

04:43:27.080 going to be back together within like three months no it wasn't a hard no yeah let it have you had a

04:43:32.760 have you had a rebound my watch no no rebound no good friend oh okay all right uh would you rather

04:43:40.200 cross paths with a random man or random bear on a hike that will be pick one um i like the little

04:43:49.400 old people that'd be like hi whenever you're on a hike so i guess both you have to pick one which

04:43:54.280 one do you pick oh i mean bears can eat you so probably a probably person okay i just had a man man

04:44:03.480 i said bear last time and i got roasted and my boyfriend and my stepdad both roasted me so i

04:44:08.280 i've changed my mind w stepdad yes i've changed i've realized i was wrong okay felicity man all right

04:44:16.520 chloe why'd you pick bear

04:44:20.200 they just seem fun they seem fun yeah okay that begs the question do you know what bears do to you if

04:44:29.480 like they want to attack you we don't have really have bars in the uk you literally are eaten alive

04:44:36.440 alive all there i feel like girl in this is like we saw a bear hiking and everybody started filming

04:44:42.280 it and nobody was scared it was weird i mean it depends on the person but i mean at the end of the

04:44:47.720 day regardless no one's even saying that this man is going to hurt you you just came to that conclusion

04:44:52.760 on your own but i just thought it'd be because it's compared to a bear okay i'll allow it but at

04:44:57.960 the end of the day even if it does get into a physical altercation you have zero chance against

04:45:03.720 a bear you at least have some chance against a man but also think about it you could go home

04:45:08.360 and be like yo we saw a bear and they'd be like oh cool but you say yo i saw guys like nobody cares

04:45:13.720 i love animals and of course i'd love to see a bear but like if we're going to the point of you're

04:45:18.920 going to be attacked because that's what that's why i said would you rather see a bear or not would

04:45:22.920 you rather get attacked by a bear or a man cross paths dude because you still have a chance of

04:45:29.080 surviving exactly there's they're just gonna kill you it doesn't care if you're alive yeah but like

04:45:33.320 how embarrassing how embarrassing to be killed by a man like that's so embarrassing yeah i'd rather

04:45:41.080 die by a bear because just being being murdered by a man that's so embarrassing why is that

04:45:46.040 embarrassing all of ted bundy's victims are embarrassing yeah why is that embarrassing

04:45:49.960 though because what the a man is bad we don't do that yeah a man chose to murder people that's

04:45:58.920 embarrassing yeah yeah he should be embarrassed yeah that's what i'm saying okay you made it sound

04:46:04.280 like you're talking about the victims and i was like that no no can you take your glasses off

04:46:09.160 um but why is it embarrassing because like that's all you like your life is so pathetic that you have

04:46:16.520 to do something like that and hurt people oh i thought it was but you said it would be embarrassing

04:46:21.160 as the woman no no no no sorry yeah it's embarrassing to be a murderer yeah that's an

04:46:29.640 embarrassing thing to like bring to the table now that's a red flag being a murderer like yeah being

04:46:37.400 a murderer probably not just a red flag that's a deal breaker bad thing bad that's a major deal breaker

04:46:43.800 um uh do you have any disagreements with the show hosts chloe you write um being dumb and being a man

04:46:56.520 that's my point to feminism though i feel like that's what you hear from feminists yeah and it's

04:47:01.240 very very bad you know what sometimes i'm okay with being a bimbo because i'm not gonna pretend to

04:47:07.000 know things that i do not know well and i've heard you say on several occasions now that you stopped going

04:47:12.680 to school at what 16 was that what it was yeah so i mean at least you accept it and you you realize

04:47:18.600 that about yourself so you don't like argue that yeah exactly i'll respect that but she's probably

04:47:25.160 super smart about a lot of things that you're not super smart probably she's probably a lot more

04:47:29.240 street smart than i am i would full-fledged give her that because i don't know like i was a book person

04:47:34.680 i went to school like that was my favorite guys yeah this isn't funny to talk to your disagreements

04:47:41.000 with the show being dumb what does that mean i guess being dumb is subjective

04:47:51.160 just dumb no but what do you mean because she's taking it to mean that you're talking about yourself

04:47:57.080 this is a criticism you have of the show so you're saying the show is where am i coming into play

04:48:01.880 this is your fucking questionnaire no but i'm talking about you right so okay being dumb how

04:48:09.000 is what i'm asking yeah and then you just said it you meant me i'm so no bro she starts

04:48:17.080 fucking asking you about your schooling she misinterpreted what do i say that's dumb

04:48:22.760 just saying dumb things yeah oh my god okay what are those things i don't know like you said get

04:48:34.120 my item out itemized list out of my bag like i don't do you want me to go through every single

04:48:39.480 thing no i'm not asking you for study like you say yeah okay one give me one thing what is a dumb

04:48:45.400 thing that i say or whatever i don't agree with some of your views why do i have to stay

04:48:52.920 which is what you like laughing when i laugh you like sing that i don't like it's for her okay

04:49:01.320 you're gonna shower me again i'm not gonna shout i don't like the tone of voice you use ah tone to

04:49:09.400 like you you want yourself to be the most important person in the room therefore you

04:49:14.840 use a certain tone of voice to make other people feel small that's what i don't like yeah it's not

04:49:20.840 necessarily what you say it's like how you say yeah yeah it's and i think you know that and it's like a

04:49:25.480 little trick hold on you've been obnoxious and passive aggressive see i told you you were gonna get

04:49:31.400 annoyed with me i just said that yes i'm i'm not annoyed i'm just pointing out that your tone if we're

04:49:38.520 going to be having a discussion of tone has not been the most uh sterling let's say so i came on

04:49:48.040 here to match your energy it's a matching of energy you came okay so what was the energy that i was

04:49:55.480 giving because i i'm the one who matches energy typically it's just matter of fact like you want

04:50:01.000 to be matter of fact i can be matter of fact well obviously when it comes to my tone being the host

04:50:07.560 that means i'm going to be directing the conversation a little bit but anyways i'm not

04:50:13.320 really interested in engaging with your tone policing what i am interested in engaging with

04:50:17.400 is what are the actual things that i say not the tone the things that i say or the ideas or whatever

04:50:23.880 it is that you disagree with okay i apologize i should have stated clearly that i meant the tone

04:50:29.960 yeah not my anti-feminist views not my conservative views like i say that's your opinion i we don't have

04:50:37.480 to agree on those things i can still respect you as a human being okay but the tone thing is bigger to me

04:50:45.080 than some of the other stuff so for example my like anti-immigration position uh it's just the tone

04:50:52.520 yeah you're fine with me being anti-illegal immigration if that's what you want to do if that's how you want to

04:50:58.920 play your life that's not my problem i don't agree with it but that's for you to

04:51:05.320 handle so the tone is your team so just to be clear any any belief or idea i can have is acceptable

04:51:12.920 so long as the tone in which i express it is okay why do you think like so many rich people like

04:51:21.560 like the way that they get rich is the tone it's very important you can make people believe what you

04:51:29.720 want to believe just with how you carry yourself

04:51:34.760 that was completely incoherent but thank you so i pride myself on being so that's fine okay you don't

04:51:43.160 like the tone what are the dumb positions that i have though from your perspective

04:51:49.160 i just used what the word dumb cuz okay what are the positions you disagree with then

04:51:54.680 i don't care what the word is oh i don't know so you just concede the argument then i'm bored of

04:52:05.400 talking i know it's difficult this is why this is why the wage gap exists by the way i don't know if

04:52:11.720 you believe in that but women's incapacity in with incapacity i'm not getting you know what and i'm

04:52:18.360 not even arguing with that just because i am what i are and i'm not saying that like

04:52:24.040 fine whatever if you want to believe what you want to believe i'm just i'm here purely just vibing

04:52:29.800 i absolutely agree with her though because like one of my other best friends he is he he loves trump

04:52:34.840 he loves immigration and stuff all this stupid stuff but we can roast each other we love to roast each

04:52:39.880 other on our views and then at the end we hug you know because we love each other beautiful

04:52:44.360 yeah like because we we like we know we're not like judging each other because like we have so

04:52:52.600 many other things that are in common you know so at the end of the day like like if you're able to

04:52:58.200 you know say these things but also say good things about us then then we're gonna get along that's

04:53:04.520 great but again i'm just i'm simply asking for what it is you disagree with me on and i there's nothing

04:53:13.000 specific so it's just the tone it's just the tone she agrees with me on everything no okay feminism is

04:53:21.880 bad do you agree i it's less about what you're saying and more that i don't care to have an opinion

04:53:29.160 on whether to agree with you or not wow that's productive yeah well how is this productive

04:53:37.000 i mean that's kind of the whole substance of the show i mean how is life like literally you could be

04:53:43.640 like so meta with it like how is any of this product wow that's some deep philosophical exactly

04:53:48.760 battle there but yeah yeah um i go yeah i guess what exactly i guess we just couldn't what if we didn't

04:53:56.920 even exist exactly what if it's always a what if if that's true why get tattoos because the world

04:54:04.200 might explode tomorrow we're back so why get tattoos why not if nothing matters why not why

04:54:11.160 why not but why because i want to be a cut all these people being like oh you look like a sharpie

04:54:17.160 you look like a color i want to be a coloring book i love art i want to be a like human coloring book

04:54:22.520 walking around that's great okay i want to express myself all right that was stimulating exchange

04:54:29.720 thank you you also said though being a man you have disagreements with the show hosts

04:54:38.520 about being a man i don't understand that are you misandrist

04:54:42.200 no i mean do you do you hate men no sometimes i also hate women sometimes so i'd say it's pretty

04:54:54.680 even in general do you hate men like for example there are some men and some women that i hate

04:55:00.120 like specific individuals i'm saying broadly do you hate men

04:55:12.360 i would say i it's easy for me to hate well i don't know i don't like if i meet a man for

04:55:19.560 for the first time i'm not like immediately like

04:55:22.280 like rewind and reverse it it's easy for you go ahead repeat it it is easier to be like okay well

04:55:30.040 men have done me wrong in the past so therefore i'm immediately gonna like put all men on the same

04:55:35.240 pedestal but i'm yeah obviously that's not productive and that's not do you think it's sexist

04:55:43.560 yeah okay is sexism bad sexism bad like i personally believe so okay

04:55:51.720 i mean i guess so you're a sexist no oh but you engage in sexism no well so do you

04:56:01.320 yeah what do i do that is you were like this is why women can't make decisions

04:56:05.960 i didn't say that yeah you did no i didn't you literally just said it i didn't i made a comment

04:56:09.880 about the wage gap no you literally just did what did i say i didn't say that bro that's literally

04:56:14.280 what she was not she said hold on not even literally definitely not literally what i said because

04:56:19.080 i literally didn't say it but did he not just say that what did i say you were like she said she

04:56:25.320 couldn't think of what to say and she was like you were like this is why women can't talk right or

04:56:30.440 some you didn't finish the sentence you like stopped it mid-sentence yeah i was talking about

04:56:34.680 the wage gap no you weren't bad i was it was related he's coming right now he's coming right now

04:56:39.480 monster um anything why do you hate men i guess what wait what why do you hate men why like in

04:56:50.760 general yeah why do you hate men because loads of them have done bad things to me but that doesn't

04:56:57.720 mean that women haven't done bad things to me as well do you hate women yeah also some of them yeah

04:57:03.960 when when i say men and women i'm not speaking about like a certain subset of women or a certain

04:57:10.360 subset of men i'm speaking broadly just in general i i'd say i have a i fear i have a general disdain for

04:57:20.680 society as a whole over the men or women okay can i ask you something though yeah why would you write

04:57:28.360 that i'm just kind of confused though like why would you write that and then like also like just me

04:57:33.800 observing like you know you work and like men support your whole lifestyle like i've you make so

04:57:39.800 much money like how could you why would you say that which but i hate men she said that what did

04:57:47.080 she say in the paper uh so the question is do you have any disagreements with the show or hosts and

04:57:53.080 then she wrote being a man she disagrees i i don't even really know what i mean it's quite broad like

04:58:00.200 but trying to understand it in what context like what did you mean by that that's why we're trying

04:58:06.600 to understand why would you write being why would you write you disagree with being a man because

04:58:11.080 sometimes uh i don't know sometimes maybe everyone should just not say anything oh okay what i think

04:58:22.360 we just weren't thinking that deep like when you handed me that paper i wrote it in for like

04:58:25.480 10 milliseconds i did it really i don't think she was really like making that much of a conscious

04:58:30.600 every okay that's fine we don't need to explore that too much more uh let's see here transgender

04:58:37.960 individuals do not have a duty to disclose to romantic partners to which you agree why is that chloe

04:58:44.520 i was being rushed you okay so you don't believe that i didn't really look at the question

04:58:51.880 oh okay so you you think they do have a duty to disclose then

04:59:01.880 i think it depends what do you mean on what if it's like a dating app i feel like maybe yeah

04:59:10.920 like as opposed to like i don't know if if you're with someone say you're in a bar

04:59:17.640 like and you're talking to a person the first if you're having just a general conversation you're

04:59:23.640 not going to be like oh yeah by the way i'm trans yeah i think because they don't need to know that

04:59:28.120 at that point you're just talking to each other okay if you're just having a normal conversation

04:59:33.320 if it becomes like not intimate but if it becomes like oh like you're flirting with this person like

04:59:39.800 don't you think it's fair for them yeah because i think i i think i was more thinking you know how on

04:59:44.600 like dating apps it says like you can put like trans or whatever so like oh you're saying they

04:59:51.640 don't need to do it on the dating app so i i mean i'm actually prepared to agree with you i don't think

04:59:57.160 like if a transgender woman is at a bar and a guy approaches her i don't think she like

05:00:03.080 immediately needs like it would be on a dating profile probably but do you think she should

05:00:08.200 disclose prior to them i think if you're about to have a date or like things could go further i think

05:00:15.880 it should only really matter like if you know things are going to go further okay fair enough

05:00:20.440 i'm there's not much to debate there then um you you also seem to agree with the following statement

05:00:26.760 wrong to refuse to date a transgender person because they were trans why is that

05:00:29.880 i think you can not want to do it but you but you think it's wrong i mean i don't think it's a nice

05:00:42.040 thing to do i would put it in the same kind of here i'll give you my tone i would not date a

05:00:50.200 transgender woman is that wrong no because that's your that's your prerogative you're not attracted to

05:00:57.240 them but i don't think it's like are you doing it because they're trans or because you're not

05:01:04.520 you're not attracted to that have you got a hatred for that's nothing to do with hatred that's what

05:01:11.560 yeah okay well that's where i'm coming from if they're doing it because of a hatred thing like a

05:01:16.200 race thing or like a well hold on i think people can have racial preferences too

05:01:21.480 we're talking about hate though like oh yeah you shouldn't hate somebody yeah that's what i mean

05:01:30.920 okay well then there's not much to discuss there uh you also circled women are just as physically

05:01:35.720 strong as men uh also she just got up but how many names does this girl have carmen she also

05:01:45.400 uh but so why is that why is that um you say women are just as physically strong as men is that

05:01:54.680 true is that or that that one i'm not gonna lie i didn't read it well i mean but if you want me to

05:02:02.840 think about it now yeah think about it right now i don't know probably not you don't know okay you said

05:02:10.120 women are just as physically strong as men carmen why is that uh because i've been with some skinny

05:02:17.720 ass dudes so i like i like them skinny i like me a little little malnourished well no one no one

05:02:26.600 would dispute that there are some women who are stronger than some men but generally speaking men

05:02:32.520 are physically stronger than women unless you disagree physically men are physically stronger

05:02:40.280 than women yes but most men are stronger than my general experience well we get that you're dating

05:02:50.360 like wafy dudes or whatever but have you ever beat up a guy on that yeah but he deserved it oh he

05:02:59.640 deserved it what did he do he didn't want to he cheated on me he should on you he cheated on me

05:03:05.480 oh and he let me told you not to rob him he he stood there while i punched him as hard as i can

05:03:10.840 as many times as i wanted uh but you would agree then i don't know if i've changed your mind generally

05:03:15.880 speaking men are stronger than women sure that's like the dumbest most like plainest simplest question

05:03:24.120 you're like is this wall white right but then you you circled you think women are just as

05:03:30.280 physically strong as men okay i can have my own opinion period yeah but your opinion is wrong okay

05:03:36.120 and your opinion is wrong too my opinion is right and it's based in fact and biology and reality

05:03:41.320 and the observable universe your observable universe my observable universe is different

05:03:47.080 uh okay so in your universe men are weaker than women yes physically yes i would say so okay um yes

05:04:03.160 like i could probably beat your ass i i doubt that but how much do you weigh like 97 pounds

05:04:09.720 i weigh like a hundred thousand pounds you just you just can't see it because it's hiding

05:04:16.600 in my in my flat i mean i'm and when i when i release it it comes up

05:04:23.320 yeah i mean yeah is that pretty close to how much you actually weigh maybe like 105 or something

05:04:28.680 yeah okay but weight has nothing to do with it saying that because is equal strength to men

05:04:34.760 disregard lung capacity bone density muscle strength they have more bigger muscles than we do

05:04:39.720 they they have but look my labia is so big if i put it on him he'd die instantly wait what did you

05:04:46.280 say i said my labia is so big if i if i punched him with it he would instantly explode he would

05:04:52.680 spontaneously combust

05:04:57.160 i make a lot of exceptions for women with large labia but my dear my dear you are too crazy for me

05:05:03.720 okay there's only so much crazy i will i'm willing to tolerate if she has a giant labia

05:05:10.280 and i think you're labia fishing too i don't actually believe you have a giant labia so i do my

05:05:15.960 could you got the little danglies going out

05:05:21.320 okay all right uh you also say women can't be sexist towards men why is that

05:05:28.760 because women are just we're just nice little magical fairies and even when we're mean it it's

05:05:36.520 not really that mean but when a man's mean it's scary i know vicious women oh yeah women are vicious

05:05:44.920 can be can be can be yes not all women of course that's kind of most women are not yeah we're really

05:05:52.600 good with our words we're really good at tearing people down with our words we know what hurts people

05:05:57.320 with our words i don't know why but women pick up on that um but women can't be sexist towards men

05:06:07.480 uh can you explain that a bit like like if you were to say the same exact sentence as her i would

05:06:15.800 like i wouldn't like this one but this one i wouldn't be mad at so so that's my opinion that women

05:06:23.240 can't be sexist towards men okay can uh black people be racist towards white people me yeah for

05:06:31.320 you i still i still i stand on what i said last time standing ten toes down no they can't okay um

05:06:43.320 chloe you say you agree with the statement men are more privileged in society than women why is that

05:06:48.120 it because things are built for men like what things are like seat belts and roller coasters and

05:06:56.280 things like that are tested on men by men for men medication all most trials and stuff back in

05:07:06.120 the olden days yeah so there's a couple reasons so you you reference the fact that men are more likely to

05:07:11.960 be i don't think this is a privilege men are more likely to be experimentally uh tested upon men are

05:07:19.720 more likely to be given experimental medications um i'm not sure if that's exactly a a uh privilege that

05:07:27.080 men enjoy but uh there's a couple reasons i can think of for that things are thought of with them in

05:07:33.480 mind and with women well sure i can do one thing at a time one one point at a time so you said that

05:07:40.200 uh when it comes to medical testing medicines are tested more so on men i would say that one men are

05:07:47.480 more willing to do certain dangerous jobs and i would say it's a dangerous job to allow yourself to

05:07:52.520 be medically tested upon i don't think it's like some privileged position in society that a bunch of

05:07:58.520 researchers and scientists are going to be injecting your body with something that could give you cancer

05:08:03.240 or could kill you or could make you incredibly sick i think men who do this are typically desperate

05:08:08.120 desperate for money men typically tend to have worse economic outcomes than women uh they typically

05:08:14.040 tend to you look at male homeless or homelessness for example men are much more likely to be homeless

05:08:19.320 than women eighty percent of the homeless are men so men are much more desperate men are much more

05:08:24.680 willing to do these certain dangerous things to get money and they don't have certain safety nets

05:08:30.760 that women enjoy they don't have certain fallbacks that women enjoy the other thing as it relates to the

05:08:35.400 medical experimentation uh if if it happens to be the case because only women can get pregnant

05:08:42.040 it's a really bad idea to test experimental medications on women look you could tell the

05:08:48.120 researchers by the way i'm not sexually active i have no intention of getting pregnant but there is

05:08:53.240 just always that potential risk you know things can change the woman gets pregnant really really bad to

05:08:58.200 uh give women experimental medicines when their potential with the potential risk of being pregnant

05:09:05.080 i don't think that that's oppressing women i think that's actually to some degree of protecting women

05:09:09.720 from not having like mutated like dis uh i don't know what the right term is like uh uh damaged offspring or

05:09:20.680 damage the the unborn baby because they're participating in a medical uh trial and then i

05:09:31.320 think that there's one more but it's evading me at this point so brian there's actually a really good

05:09:36.040 do you mind if i yeah go ahead there's actually a really good example of this is accutane babies um

05:09:40.600 women were going on accutane and it wasn't really tested beforehand because i i don't know why but it

05:09:46.600 actually shrinks and the baby's head so they they're born without a brain and so it's pretty

05:09:51.480 much just this tiny little head so now women have to have two uh two tests to birth pregnancy

05:09:58.440 tests and then has to be on like two forms of birth control in order to take it because it's so

05:10:02.600 detrimental to the baby's health is that for girls who have taken that who already did it or

05:10:08.200 like accutane while pregnant and then while they're pregnant yeah i i just if the roles were

05:10:16.120 reversed and you switched the the role uh you switched it to where the percentage rate of men

05:10:25.480 who are medically experimented on and it became women so i don't know what the break percentage

05:10:30.600 breakdown is but i feel like women would also feminists would also be like well this is so oppressive

05:10:37.480 why aren't they medically experimenting on men so you can't win with feminists you'd just be upset

05:10:44.600 oh my god there's a disproportionate like these poor women they're they're willing to be injected with

05:10:50.520 this this uh you know experimental treatment and uh it's like i don't think it's i don't know and then

05:10:59.640 what's the other thing what's the other reason is it because of uh men are more when it comes to their

05:11:05.560 their they're more stable in terms of their biology because the the hormones can have an impact and

05:11:16.200 so because men are more hormonally stable that is better i think that's one of them i don't know well

05:11:22.360 men are in a 24 hour cycle of hormones females are on a four week so they're able to every single day be

05:11:29.080 the exact same while females are changing every week is there anything else though you said men are more

05:11:33.000 privileged in society than women what were the other things that just the world is kind of built

05:11:42.120 for them that's my opinion how's the world built for men well we've just had the discussion and you

05:11:48.600 have told me what you think and i'm i think what i think yeah how's the world built for men

05:11:56.600 i told you already what you told me the thing about the that's like drugs aren't how i think

05:12:06.840 experimented on women well no things are just like made with men in mind like what like all the things

05:12:16.440 i just said and probably more i don't know fucking cars maybe um i don't know pans pots and pans beds

05:12:26.440 pillows all of these things like what how tall men are like all of these things are what is first

05:12:35.320 thought of that's just like what they model it off i think she's saying products that are made are

05:12:43.080 products that are everyday use are made so beds are too big no no no what is it about beds that is

05:12:51.320 sexist no i'm saying you said beds i actually learned this in a communication class and the

05:12:57.080 my teacher was telling me that she was saying that um like the world is like our vocabulary since it was

05:13:03.880 made by a bunch of like white english men it's like very like patriarchal or whatever and like

05:13:08.680 she used like california king bed as an example like as to how the vocabulary thank you so at least

05:13:15.800 other people on know what i'm talking about well i don't think i'm not saying you agree with me but

05:13:20.040 yeah i don't think like the world made from for men i don't think like things like that were made

05:13:24.360 for men but i will say like i don't i can't think of another example but that is like one of the

05:13:28.680 examples like california one of the first electric cars was actually a female car it was actually

05:13:33.720 made for women shopping and then the ferrari was a female was made for females but then men decided

05:13:38.280 they liked it too products are made for females specifically yeah like period but yeah but how are beds

05:13:44.360 sexist you're just taking that as you wanted to hear it so i'm not even gonna go did you did you

05:13:50.520 or did you not say no that's what you heard you said beds and here let me open it up to the women

05:13:56.440 on the panel i said she mentioned beds i did and i said that yeah when they're being tested

05:14:04.680 the majority are tested yes by people and the majority of the time those do you have a study

05:14:10.840 do you have a study about the beds go on you just said that there was a study because that

05:14:15.800 wasn't a study that was just some dumb feminist professor okay so that there we go that's some

05:14:22.360 form of proof sorry that's not proof of anything okay cool and it was your disagree it was your claim

05:14:29.640 you can't you can't refer to like something she said it wouldn't back up your original claim you just

05:14:35.320 pulled it out of your ass okay cool okay cool anyways all everything you just listed is totally

05:14:43.400 bullshit that's not totally bullshit okay it sounds nice it sounds like it it makes sense in your brain

05:14:50.120 i guess but none of it's true i think it's the same with you none of it's true how long have beds

05:14:55.560 existed you what you're saying do you think that they were like you think like back in the you know

05:15:00.760 when beds i don't know a thousand years ago they were like okay uh we're gonna test out the beds

05:15:07.400 no it was just like people were living in caves and shit and then they were like uncomfortable

05:15:14.040 to sleep on the rock floor my thing is like why do you uncomfortable so much me no no uncomfortable

05:15:21.560 bro beds aren't this sexist invention dude it was man sleeping on ground uncomfortable let me put padding

05:15:29.800 well they probably saw their woman were like let's actually make a bed for this woman so she doesn't

05:15:34.200 have to sleep on the yes it was probably probably the fucking the cavemen were like yeah we're kind of

05:15:38.680 cool we're kind of fine just sleeping on rocks and shit but oh my fucking pregnant wife is bitching and

05:15:43.720 moaning let me fucking make a fucking bed for her while she's pregnant so she ain't she ain't a

05:15:48.520 a fucking bitch it was 100 percent that it was yeah cheers were probably invented for pregnant women

05:15:53.560 too so nice anyways that's crazy that's crazy man i mean you you look at like how men live

05:16:02.600 like you look at their they just got like a fucking mattress in the corner and a fucking chair a

05:16:06.840 fucking beach chair and in front of the tv it's like men do all this shit to make y'all comfortable

05:16:13.320 all this shit like if if men could get pussy in a cardboard box they would just get pussy in a

05:16:20.760 cardboard box men are simple creatures like all this extra shit whatever we don't need that shit who

05:16:27.080 said that is that is that like a chris rock joke or something um good times uh let's see here uh

05:16:35.640 uh let's see uh women do not have equal rights to men in the usa that's a doozy um carmen why do you

05:16:47.000 why do you agree with that i'd agree um yeah you i would just say women do not have equal rights to

05:16:53.320 men in the usa i would say like because like i don't know i just be when i read that question i just

05:17:03.160 thought about like the whole trump thing grab her by the just like like what i just thought

05:17:09.480 what does that have to do with rights what does it have to do with rights like the right to like

05:17:13.720 exist and be respected you know what i mean like yeah okay that's a what trump said was bad

05:17:19.880 what does that have to do with rights the right what can be a woman you literally are okay you

05:17:29.960 exist um you literally go around selling your body and you sell pictures you're allowed to express

05:17:36.760 that opinion in a free country nobody's stopping you from selling butthole pictures i mean uh you

05:17:42.120 also wrote women do not have equal rights i mean like oh you said that you guys know men yeah women

05:17:47.160 do not have equal rights to men why is that look listen i don't live here i don't know okay fine in

05:17:53.400 the uk well if you i i would say that they don't in the uk okay perfect they got more so in the uk in

05:18:01.800 the uk accepted and i i'm not an expert in british jurisprudence what uh i guess what are the ways in

05:18:09.960 which women do not have equal rights to men in the uk i would say safety how so they can't protect

05:18:18.360 themselves there's no like i mean i guess you mean no one can protect themselves it's illegal to carry

05:18:25.000 any form of self-protection right nobody can carry a gun wait didn't trump literally just pass a law

05:18:30.920 that says he you can't you can discriminate based on like gender and and like sexual identity he

05:18:41.480 literally just passed he revoked that law like there was a law that says you can't discriminate on

05:18:45.880 these things but he revoked it so that of dei i don't know what okay here we can get to that later

05:18:51.880 um what what as far as the uk goes you say women do not have equal rights to men in the usa how or

05:18:59.160 sorry in the uk how the police system is quite not very nice to women not wait hold on i've heard that

05:19:11.960 in the uk they're actually closing women's prisons and they're considering doing certain justice reform

05:19:18.600 so that it's less likely for a woman to go to jail they get lighter sentences this sort of thing i'm

05:19:25.560 talking about people that are being the on the other side of the crime the what's it called victim victim

05:19:33.880 yeah the victim as opposed to male victims well victims in the uk you're not you don't have a right

05:19:39.560 to protect yourself so if somebody comes and attacks you and you defend yourself like with a gun with a

05:19:43.640 knife a punch or whatever you go to court too they could sue you so in the uk men and women don't have

05:19:49.080 a right to person to protect themselves so that's yeah no no but women do not have equal rights to men

05:19:56.440 in the uk as it relates to victims what i guess not really i don't know equal rights or they're just they

05:20:08.760 don't really pursue any cases like there's a lot of instances where police have like

05:20:20.680 r-worded or like murdered female there's a lot of cases yeah that police are murdering yeah or like

05:20:31.000 saying like there's group chats and stuff discovered of like the met police where they're all like

05:20:36.760 really not being great talking about cases that they have open and like what does that have to

05:20:45.800 do with rights though like i get that individual cops yeah well i guess yeah what does that have

05:20:51.960 to do with rights it doesn't have anything to do with rights okay so can you name a right that a man

05:20:56.840 has that the woman doesn't um i don't know enough about it so women okay so men and women have equal

05:21:04.520 rights i as far as i know because i'm not a lawyer okay so but so you're changing your position well

05:21:13.560 yes because i do not know every single in and out of every law so therefore i cannot say with certainty

05:21:19.320 that they do or do not have okay well if you can't make a case that they say there's an inequality

05:21:27.080 that exists when it comes to rights then you're yeah you're just gonna have to defer to the fact that men

05:21:31.400 and women are equal yeah as it relates to rights carmen you say women do not have equal rights to

05:21:37.160 men in the usa why is that i was just i was just you kind of you kind of got me there i was just

05:21:45.320 i've never had my rights taken so okay i'll accept the victory i guess um you got me with that one uh

05:21:52.120 uh victory acknowledged mission accomplished oh yeah a guy said that to you one time um oh my god

05:21:59.800 makeup is not a symptom uh maybe some of these are more dating related uh you would not date a police

05:22:07.320 police officer why is that girl they didn't arrest me oh i guess yeah um oh how about this one um

05:22:16.760 unless did you have anything for the police officer thing you don't want to date a police officer

05:22:20.280 yeah no way is it just because like their work is stressful or no i just don't wouldn't get along

05:22:27.320 with them yeah i don't think i'd get on with them okay uh i'm not gonna really bide on that one uh a

05:22:34.920 woman should not be rejected because of her weight why is that you agree with that statement why is that

05:22:41.320 uh because i think the other person has like if they don't want to

05:22:53.560 they have um autonomy to go up to a person that is a weight that they don't want

05:23:02.120 to be with um they can decide so if they go up to them and then reject them then it's like well you

05:23:09.960 could have beforehand just not gone up to the person at all if you know that you're not into

05:23:15.800 that yeah right well you go up to someone you know you don't want 200 hey brian should i do a coffee

05:23:22.280 or a food pop instead of a champagne pop oh patsy uh patsy it's a bit late for coffee probably

05:23:32.600 champagne champagne i think you should do champagne honestly man if you if you want to though sorry

05:23:40.280 for the delay i was just i was so distracted by the sexist bed conversation that i missed your your

05:23:46.840 tts thank you man uh honestly a little champagne in the chat uh and also just because we're we'll

05:23:54.120 probably wrap soon so i don't know if we really have time for like a food break um

05:23:57.400 um so hold on a woman should not be rejected because of her weight is your position

05:24:05.960 yeah because why would you put yourself in the situation to reject a person if you know

05:24:10.360 you don't like that sure so an obese woman approaches me and i don't want to date her

05:24:16.520 for that reason is that wrong should i not reject her i guess i wasn't thinking about that context

05:24:23.240 because you you do agree it's possible that yeah if someone if someone approaches you there's

05:24:27.720 nothing that i'm ready yeah i think you're kind of dumb if you're a guy yeah you approach a obese

05:24:33.160 woman you're like oh wait hold on pump the brakes you're fat yeah that'd be kind of that'd be kind

05:24:41.320 of actually i take back my comment like i want to go i don't want to but like how about this a guy

05:24:47.400 sees a fat woman on the dating app without knowing anything about her personality or how wonderful she

05:24:52.200 is and he's like just on that basis alone that she's overweight he swipes now wrong i guess no i

05:25:00.200 would do that okay wrong for a man to dump his girlfriend if she regularly turns them down for

05:25:06.360 sex why is that wait wait i swear i put the other one on that question oh you you're fine with that

05:25:16.760 yeah yeah i mean i wouldn't like it but that's his own opinion

05:25:25.880 all right

05:25:30.040 pasty george donated one thousand dollars to wet here's something to wet the whistle

05:25:35.000 oh my god damn uh do you want champagne i'm sober but thank you so no so no okay i don't drink

05:25:47.160 yes please yes yay a little bit yes okay all right uh could you give me

05:25:55.560 not pussies what's that i got one yeah yo pasty george you're a legend sir thanks thank you thank

05:26:05.640 you even though i don't know what i did he's a brave and aggressive man he's a pioneer yeah put some

05:26:11.000 respect on pasty george's name um have you been practicing brian what is this leak going on over

05:26:17.800 here what the fuck uh mary can you just clean this up over here there's like we've got a leak

05:26:24.440 sorry guys um yes i've been practicing oh boy oh no it's one of these great firmly grasp it

05:26:34.280 yeah yeah we're um from any of the panelists uh anybody have any topics you guys want to talk about

05:26:43.080 i know we touched on the tattoos but like did you want to go back yes okay i just don't know how you

05:26:50.440 equate tattoos to promiscuity i could see baby back in the days when they were more taboo but like

05:26:57.000 now tattoos are like they've lost the taboo to them like now you have so many more techniques because

05:27:02.760 the taboo has gone away i mean i will say placement is a big one um because like going back to piercings

05:27:09.240 and stuff like i don't think men like anything on your face like they want you to be as natural as

05:27:14.680 possible like i don't think men even like makeup necessarily but like as far as just tattoos in

05:27:21.160 general i don't know can you maybe explain to me more why you think they lead to promiscuity like

05:27:27.880 my boyfriend's giving me a good a pretty good explanation that i can understand so he's told me

05:27:32.520 like before that um let me see how i record it so like when women have multiple like a lot of

05:27:39.080 tattoos or like a big tattoo on their body he equates oh you're good are you gonna pop it oh

05:27:45.400 wait for it oh it's letting the fucking air out

05:27:55.080 is it oh

05:27:58.520 oh it surprised me it surprised me i was not expecting that yo w pacey george thank you go go ahead kelly um

05:28:08.120 yeah so he would he would he says that like it's almost like equating it to to pain rather than like

05:28:14.120 the tattoo itself and my boyfriend would say like a girl with like a lot of tattoos she must have

05:28:20.120 gone through like or a lot of piercings in general or she would have had to gone through a lot of pain

05:28:24.840 like physically to like get all that done to herself and like in his perspective if a woman

05:28:30.600 wants to go through a lot of pain there's like some kind of like trauma deep down that's what he would

05:28:35.400 that's like it can't have anything to do with the art aspect of it like because that's what i think

05:28:41.560 like a lot of tattoos at least these days are like an expression of art versus dusty dusty what

05:28:49.640 you know like the top cup always has dust on it uh huh what happened

05:28:55.800 um don't drink it yet wait okay hold on go ahead

05:29:02.120 um that was that was it oh i that was one perspective i've heard i don't know about like

05:29:06.840 other men's perspectives but like i know like some guys like oh you know how like guys like

05:29:11.880 are like oh like it's hot when like a girl wants to get choked or like they like to do this like

05:29:16.360 some guys get turned off by the fact that like this girl is like who they want to be with and

05:29:20.600 mary is like asking them to slap them in the face because they want them to do great like guys don't

05:29:24.440 like that sometimes like a lot of guys don't want to do that to their women because they feel more

05:29:30.040 like they want to respect her yeah in a way like like if i told my boyfriend to choke me or slap

05:29:35.480 me while we were having sex like he'd be like what's wrong with you yeah like why are you why

05:29:40.280 why would you want me to do that see and i guess they have like the opposite right because like i

05:29:44.280 have a whole lake sleeve that i have going in progress still but i actually i think i put it back

05:29:49.400 there wasn't going to do it my husband actually pushed me to do it he's like no you should like

05:29:54.840 because it was a thought i always had but i never jumped on it and he's the one that actually pushed

05:29:58.680 me to get my leg done so yeah i definitely think it's a preference it is and that's why like i

05:30:03.320 think for it's unfair for you to say that like most men don't like it and that it's a red flag because

05:30:10.760 i don't know maybe i've just been out of the dating pool for so long that i don't see that as being a

05:30:16.520 thing i don't know here i'll answer your question in just a moment uh let's do a cheers cheers to

05:30:21.880 pacey george thank you thanks buddy

05:30:35.480 thank you pacey george you're a fucking legend sir that's good

05:30:38.360 fucking canadian legend george is from canada he is canadian oh i forgot to uh pasty george

05:30:47.720 george we'll do a land acknowledgement pop if you send in another one uh so anyways yeah tattoos i

05:30:55.080 mean i think it has to do with impulsivity i think it has to do with short-term thinking versus long-term

05:31:00.600 thinking i think it has to do with just sort of a general uh okay are we talking about like little

05:31:08.260 ones or like like a big one well so for example because there's a difference i think little ones

05:31:13.560 you're right like that's on the fly you're not thinking about it but like i thought about my

05:31:17.960 leg sleeve for a long time before i ever picked it and i thought i took a lot of time to see you know

05:31:24.040 like this one this was a friday the 13th one like that was a spur of the moment but like my leg tattoo

05:31:28.920 like that was months of planning and thought and am i sure this is what i want because that's a big chunk

05:31:34.520 of my body yeah i draw most of my tattoos which takes weeks mm-hmm oh i've been months girl and i'm still

05:31:42.280 not done also look at the tattoo who here to show hands who here has tattoos it's like

05:31:49.320 do you have any tattoos no okay felicity you have tattoos no no okay no um

05:31:58.680 so if a girl has a little heart on her ankle or her wrist i don't think most men are going to find

05:32:05.320 this to be an issue but i guess my point would be

05:32:07.560 tat at least my position i think tattoos are either neutral or negative for men

05:32:16.280 i don't think it's ever a positive so in my head it's like why do it like it's never a positive maybe

05:32:23.160 for like some men some men have like fetishes or whatever but it's like it's never a positive i don't

05:32:29.960 know like i said my husband's the one that actually pushed me to do it so look i'm speaking in general

05:32:37.000 no i know i know i don't have a lot of tattoos and yeah tattoos also have help and they think

05:32:42.760 my tattoos are sexy so yeah i have connotations that has heavy metal toxicity too well that's a whole

05:32:50.440 separate like issue honestly it depends on the tattoo shop and all that but what i'm gonna say is i've

05:32:56.120 never been stopped and had somebody go oh my god that's disgusting if anything it's like the

05:33:02.040 opposite like oh hey that's really cool or whatever so i don't see the negative connotation there

05:33:08.200 well yeah i'm not saying that people are going to stop you in the street and say your tattoo is

05:33:11.880 disgusting or i i'm not in favor of that but it as a sort of dating idea about dating generally

05:33:19.880 speaking tattoos tend like tattoos don't say something positive about you it's either neutral

05:33:28.120 or negative they can be indicative of something negative and i'm not saying i'm not saying all

05:33:34.600 people i'm not saying all people with tattoos are bad i'm not saying because you have a tattoo you're bad

05:33:40.040 but it could be a sign of that and dating is hard enough as it is i'm like i don't know why add

05:33:47.720 another thing to make it harder i guess yeah and it could just be i've been out of the dating pool for

05:33:54.440 so long that i don't understand that could also be it so i just think i mean there's an aesthetic

05:34:01.880 component yeah i think it looks sick sure but look at it more as an art form versus it saying something

05:34:11.560 about being i don't know do men see tattoos as masculine would you say that at all yeah i think

05:34:17.400 it depends what you get yeah i think that's a component i would agree well because i feel like

05:34:21.720 a lot of women we like a lot of women we like men with tattoos or like we might find like a man with

05:34:26.680 tattoos attractive so i'm just like you know like that's just funny how it's like the how like you're

05:34:30.760 telling it well yeah but i mean that's the that's the uh the yin and the yang the masculine and the

05:34:35.880 feminine so i think one mistake that a lot of women do is they project the things that they are

05:34:44.760 attracted to in men and they think if i develop those traits i'll be attractive to men i think but

05:34:52.040 it doesn't work that way it's like these girl boss like the money girl bosses the boss babes it's like

05:34:57.880 well i think men who are ambitious and who are you have status or who are rich or you know have

05:35:05.160 these great careers i find that attractive or these men who are providers i find that attractive

05:35:10.520 i there's this projection where it's like as a woman okay well in order for me to become attractive

05:35:15.880 to men i need to adhere to the to to this sort of masculine standard of what what is attractive they

05:35:25.080 want to be on level with these masculine men well you want to you want to copycat right what men do

05:35:31.960 you think okay well this is what makes men attractive so then shouldn't be the case that

05:35:36.840 men find this these traits attractive in women but it's not the case at all like there's not symmetry

05:35:42.680 between what men and women find attractive so like most most women if the guy's a provider and he's rich

05:35:49.880 or successful or he makes good money has a good job etc etc this is going to make him more attractive

05:35:56.040 but the same typically is not true in the reverse men typically don't care about your job your career

05:36:02.360 any of this stuff they don't care in my opinion i think that's like the actual way to become confident

05:36:08.600 in yourself like i'm not like a um oh my gosh what's the word like i can't remember the word but to find

05:36:16.200 yourself in femininity like that's how oh that's how you find yourself is i'm not like a go find yourself

05:36:20.600 person but to be confident in your femininity you will ultimately attract the masculine men you

05:36:26.440 shouldn't be chasing the masculinity to get masculinity so that's how you truly find yourself

05:36:32.040 is being confident well definitely wouldn't say i'm masculine though well put here's what we're going

05:36:38.840 to do tts is going to be lowered to 69 if you guys want to get a message in 69 tts lowering the tts if

05:36:48.200 you want to guys get a message in any other thoughts from any of the other panelists

05:36:54.040 something interesting was um just the idea of politics i i know that you dropped out at school

05:37:00.680 at 16 i have been homeschooled most of my life but um i think it's interesting just the education on

05:37:07.160 general politics and kind of just the culture around us is there so much focus on a pop culture that

05:37:12.440 kind of the important like oh who am i i think people should know enough politics to actually be able to

05:37:17.080 vote should and have an effect i don't think you have to be super interested but i think it's

05:37:21.480 interesting that there's more of an approach in modern society today where being educated on just

05:37:27.240 basic social or basic um politics basic government basic sorry go ahead i was just breathing um just

05:37:37.720 these basic important things to know has really led to the to the culture that we're in so now people

05:37:44.360 are uneducated and they blame it on other people and they make the poor choices because they're

05:37:49.240 uneducated do you think we should raise the voting limit over the age no i don't think age has anything

05:37:54.280 to do with it we should not raise the age limit i don't think so i think if you can be um deployed

05:38:01.400 or not deployed was it called drafted at 18 then i think you can vote 18 i think you should be able to

05:38:06.360 to own a gun in 18 wait so are you saying women shouldn't vote is that what you're saying well i

05:38:12.840 do believe in women voting but i don't believe in women i know that's controversial or opposites but um

05:38:19.240 i do believe women should be able to vote because nowadays most women aren't attached to their men

05:38:24.440 like i believe they should be but i don't think women should be drafted if if everyone gets drafted out

05:38:30.280 the young people who's actually going to stay behind to take care of society like

05:38:33.720 it just doesn't work that way especially if you get rid of all the people that can actually

05:38:38.520 birth children i think we should do a reversal i think it would be justice maybe for a century

05:38:46.120 hundred years we have

05:38:51.480 all the women do the fighting brian then we die we would die everyone would be dead no we

05:38:56.680 only send the feminists who want to go

05:38:59.960 we just get along we'd be like we send the feminists because they actually want to

05:39:03.240 trust me when i meant the country would start world war three within

05:39:08.520 i'm very patriotic but i will not be drafted to go fight a war

05:39:11.960 i mean a war girl i probably wouldn't listen that well

05:39:14.840 don't send me to work don't send her to war

05:39:17.720 pasty george donated seventy dollars to wise men who are seeking viable women for long-term

05:39:23.640 relationships or marriage women with tattoos are one of the red flags that indicate that she is not

05:39:29.320 feasible and is promiscuous strongly disagree sorry that's weird that is weird wait pasty have you been

05:39:40.200 sending in super chats because it's not showing up in my stream labs for some reason that's weird

05:39:47.080 oh is it canadian oh canadian that's why that's why pasty george is the canadian currency higher lower than

05:40:00.200 the u.s dollar it's lower i think one of the only ones is like she's stuck i'm stuck uh let's see here

05:40:10.040 all right we have a rapid fire segment here if anybody rapid fire um what is the most toxic thing

05:40:20.760 you've ever done

05:40:24.840 i told you guys mine i said it last show with dating about dating no i can't no is it a crime

05:40:35.560 in seven countries i think maybe whoa what was it no nobody's watching don't worry we're not live

05:40:44.280 sure no what's the most toxic thing you've done carmen i think the most toxic thing like

05:40:50.600 that ended up me over so bad was like okay so my man was like he want to all the time right and like

05:40:59.720 like honestly i just wasn't born with the most moistest coochie in the world you know so like

05:41:06.440 i wasn't able to keep up with him you know what i'm saying so he he was very he was very very very

05:41:13.880 very like sexual and i just i couldn't keep up with the amount of times he wanted to do it you're

05:41:19.320 the pussy was too dry is what you're saying yeah it was like painful sometimes and so he got mad at me

05:41:25.320 right he was like you don't even like it and i was like well brother like give me a break and

05:41:31.960 um but at the time i was such a people pleaser that i was like okay well you can go fuck other

05:41:38.680 bitches because your pussy's too dry because obviously like i'm not pleasing you enough and

05:41:47.000 but in reality all i wanted him to say was that i no i don't i don't want to do that i just want you

05:41:53.240 but he's a man so as a man he was he heard that and he was like okay i'm gonna go fuck other

05:41:59.160 bitches and so we were swiping on tinder together the whole time inside i'm crying on the outside i'm

05:42:04.360 like trying to be like yeah i'm doing this for you and then like and then like and then like

05:42:12.200 he has a fucking other bitch and then i ended up getting but hurt and i'm like

05:42:16.920 i made this happen but now i'm getting mad over it and it was just like it was just stupid but that

05:42:23.640 was it was like my fault for being a dumbass but also like his fault for like why didn't you just love

05:42:30.520 me so you didn't communicate properly yeah like the key to a successful good relationship is a

05:42:39.320 hundred percent communication always yeah like the things you think wait what was the toxic thing

05:42:46.040 though because i got i got hella mad at him and i was like you fucking cheated at me after i said you

05:42:51.480 could cheat on me she said it happened yes that's toxic yeah that was pretty toxic

05:43:03.480 at least she has a good laugh right she has a good laugh you're funny she's funny you can't deny it

05:43:11.000 in a sort of watching the world burn sort of sort of way but um yeah she is she's uh she's funny

05:43:17.720 you know yeah she's funny and like see the tragedy of my life sort of like i don't i like what

05:43:26.840 okay that's true she knows she knows all right uh oh we have pasty george

05:43:33.400 pasty george yes i agree with chair for send all of the feminists to fight in the next war lmfao

05:43:41.400 are yes i said i'll send all the feminists i i am i've been in the military for a lot of years

05:43:47.800 where my dad has and wait hold on what so my dad's in the military hold on hold on and i will say that

05:43:56.120 if we send all the feminists we will definitely have a weaker army but they'll die wait chat chat

05:44:00.120 any anybody who's in the military what is it when when like the wife who's like married to a guy

05:44:05.240 claims that she's like in the you know what i'm taught you know what i'm talking about i feel like

05:44:11.240 you're doing the daughter oh my dad well they were pregnant yeah is that the same i mean i've been

05:44:18.280 shipped all over the country i've bro but you're the daughter of a soldier okay true my dad is in the

05:44:24.200 military well she clarified well he was a soldier he was a uh you said that what is it called the military

05:44:29.640 chaplain well they're not are they soldiers so he has been in the military for over 20 years

05:44:35.560 um in multiple different so he grew into that okay i see anyway so is it fake valor what is that

05:44:43.320 thing called what is it stolen valor you're stolen valoring your dad's um no but what is it called

05:44:51.960 there's a term guys there's a term for when the wife or whatever army wives what's the no not

05:44:59.480 army wives like tim walls when he claimed to have dependa dependopotamus that's yeah it's not that

05:45:05.320 it's like sergeant fucking wife or what is it anybody know it's not stolen valor

05:45:13.800 there's a term for a dependa no there's a term for anyways whatever i don't know sorry go ahead

05:45:19.400 with your story i was just saying that if we were to i don't agree with women in combat positions in

05:45:25.400 the military and in law enforcement so if we were to put the woman in the military they'd quickly

05:45:30.600 um be gone and then we could win but yeah the law enforcement part got me i can't lie

05:45:38.920 most toxic chloe most toxic thing you've ever done

05:45:41.640 come on come on tell us tell us no it's bad though we don't care it's okay here i'll tell you

05:45:55.640 the most okay go go go will you say yours yeah you promise you won't give us like the third most

05:46:01.080 toxic thing no trust me it's bad but all right i'm excited um fuck hold on do i want to share mine

05:46:10.280 yeah yeah you promised you know what i'm such a great guy this one time one time i uh

05:46:17.080 waited an hour too long to text a girl back that was the most toxic thing girl oh my god i've ever

05:46:31.560 done i'm so toxic so toxic okay go ahead your turn ed hardy what is this fucking 2007

05:46:41.320 ed hardy always slays um

05:46:44.200 shit i haven't seen ed hardy what you got some affliction what do you have affliction what do

05:46:49.400 you have popular again it's a it's a wait the affliction is back yeah it's been bad it's crap

05:46:56.520 the fucking affliction what about oh my goodness she's back true religion you know what i'm sure

05:47:03.560 i have like an affliction t-shirt from like 2006 i'm gonna fucking dig that thing out of my closet sell

05:47:09.480 it i'm gonna fucking wear it one of these days actually you know what i wouldn't fit in it

05:47:14.120 um so anyways um i wore mediums back then now what is it exhale those were the days um so sorry

05:47:25.000 uh okay most toxic thing okay well i kind of when i was in secondary school before i left school so i

05:47:33.640 i was doing my gcse as i was 16 i slept with my art teacher wait you slept with your whoa that's

05:47:41.240 crazy wait sorry could you repeat that i slept with my you said primary school no no no no no

05:47:49.080 my art teacher when you were held 16 that's not no it's not illegal well but that's not toxic

05:47:58.520 that's not illegal that he was married oh you knew he was married yeah and i like okay that's

05:48:04.040 i was also like 16 i was also 16 that's legal there no but i think the toxic bit was that i wanted

05:48:11.960 it to happen right yeah right right right oh i'm crazy for that i thought toxic and then i went to the

05:48:20.360 site cord shortly after did he visit dude i went to the site no it was the most splendid of times in

05:48:28.360 the same order it was amazing fantastic mother indeed let me show you the alcohol makes you crazy

05:48:37.800 i'm into it pasty joys thanks should we do accents you want to do accents yeah i'm really good at

05:48:44.200 accents what accents can you do southern do you know what salad fingers is

05:48:50.200 what the is that

05:48:55.320 feeling of rust against my salad fingers it's almost orgasmic oh my god

05:49:08.760 uh and then i can also do like valley girl that's like pissed off oh yes do it okay i have to do

05:49:16.280 i have to look at you and like it's as if i'm pissed off deep in the eyes okay i'm scared

05:49:24.200 who the fuck do you think you are look at you you're actually disgusting i can't believe

05:49:29.480 you would even look at me like that i swear to fucking god if i see you again i'm gonna

05:49:34.520 fucking kill you oh that's actually pretty good that's my arms that's my vocal friend

05:49:38.840 well done well done lass all right thank you i'm gonna do um gay best friend go for it

05:49:47.720 or maybe it's a chick i don't know it's kind of the same right let's hear it

05:49:54.440 oh my god those spikes on your

05:49:57.240 fucking top are so amazing and you over there with your little fucking bangs

05:50:03.560 hiding your forehead they are oh my goodness you're just so cute and look at your little

05:50:08.680 look at your little tattoo she's getting turned on what the

05:50:11.320 what the fuck that dry pussy became a weapon uh and apparently she's got a giant labia so that's

05:50:17.480 you know whatever you're into that that's right calm down look at her playing with her here and

05:50:21.880 shit she's just horny as fuck right now she likes uh fucking malia over here oh wait i went back

05:50:27.880 to my normal oh my god malia you are the cutest little banana ever you and your little yellow it's

05:50:34.760 so so nice and look at you with your little handsome dress you little mormon cutie you i

05:50:41.400 bet you get all the little mormon boys oh my god and then you over here oh my god what is it

05:50:47.720 fucking 2021 oh wait hold on wait wait i gotta readjust i gotta readjust oh my god if you died

05:50:54.120 those little highlights green they'd be like as if you're billy eilish from like four years ago

05:50:59.160 and then fucking kelly over here you little you little minx you you little sexy little asian girl

05:51:04.440 oh my goodness your boyfriend is so lucky and then uh felicity fuck you bitch

05:51:09.880 wow yeah roger from american dad that was so good i fucking love roger

05:51:16.520 why is he shaking like that that was good the banana was good

05:51:20.600 oh my god oh my god oh my god yeah oh my god that's valley girl right there is the vocal fry

05:51:38.040 copy whatever i'm saying copy whatever i'm saying yeah

05:51:41.880 what does that make me more insufferable i think it does i have met a girl that literally talks

05:51:53.880 exactly like that and he was like it was like so insane oh i kind of i liked it and hated at the

05:52:00.920 same time well yeah i'm told i talk like that no you don't you definitely don't i should i should get

05:52:08.600 another champagne bottle for that for for being gay for yeah judge donated sixty nine dollars thank

05:52:14.920 you jorge nine cents excuse me i've noticed that many women are unaware that men will put you in one

05:52:20.440 of two categories recreational use only versus wifey yeah term versus committed long-term relationship

05:52:28.600 red flags disqualify wifey does that mean red flags disqualify wifey if you have red flags that he

05:52:34.600 wouldn't consider you're his wife okay thank you brian what are your red flags i don't have any red

05:52:44.840 flags i'm perfect no i'm saying you're besides the time you're sure about that would be gone if

05:52:50.120 they were all conscripted thank you pasty george we're on the same page i am down with that lmfao

05:52:55.880 well put george he likes you girl well put pay pace is it paste t t paste t paste t

05:53:02.600 don't make us say that don't make us say it's pastey george that is too much pronunciation he's

05:53:10.600 canadian he doesn't know how to spell so oh they don't have that's because us as californians don't

05:53:15.400 pronounce my question was um what besides the tattoos because i know we already went over that what are

05:53:21.000 some more red flags in women in women maybe can we do physically and can we do oh yes conversation

05:53:28.680 yes i love it but can you do it in your gay voice

05:53:33.640 definitely not definitely not um let's see here okay looks wise

05:53:40.680 okay um here we go i i pulled up a list here because i need to have a list because there's so

05:53:45.640 many right sternum tattoo tattoos spider tattoo spider web tattoo uh snake tattoo i think he just

05:53:58.360 looked at all tattoos um look tattoos aren't a deal breaker but you know okay look i guess i didn't

05:54:09.080 clarify my position enough where they're located the size what the design is how many are that

05:54:14.680 this is all factored in it's the totality of everything uh so there's that the tattoos uh body

05:54:24.360 modification stuff so piercings ears are okay i guess but there's not like again it's neutral like it's

05:54:32.920 not like a girl could have no piercings and i wouldn't uh like her less so it's like you might as

05:54:41.160 well just not have piercings but ears whatever belly button she's probably a bit of a strumpet

05:54:50.440 maybe but i'm you know what uh it's not posed it's not a deal breaker but i'm like you don't like it

05:55:00.600 uh i mean aesthetically i actually don't have an issue with the belly button piercing

05:55:04.840 okay so you think it's attractive do you think it's sexualizing not really no okay that's good

05:55:12.840 then i mean just say you're fine with that brian what would you do if you met your dream girl yeah

05:55:17.080 and then you you guys are about to have sex for the first time she has a pussy piercing

05:55:22.600 i was curious right uh is that a deal breaker i wouldn't say it's a deal breaker but i would prefer

05:55:29.640 she didn't like if it my preference would be to not have a you can take out piercings you can you

05:55:38.520 can take all piercings out so you wouldn't stop there mid yeah like foreplay would you question it

05:55:45.480 yeah i would it wouldn't be a deal breaker but it would it would be against my preference okay it

05:55:53.160 would be against my preference i'd prefer a girl not have like nipple piercings genitalia piercings

05:55:58.760 even if it helps you out wait what how would it help me out men need help sometimes with by piercing

05:56:05.880 their clit no i mean like it's literally charming you where it is stimulation it does nothing but help

05:56:12.520 you oh yeah oh it helps me by helping her well it literally directs you right to the spot i can find

05:56:20.120 the clit thank you okay well that's you but that's not every man yeah general general

05:56:28.760 yeah i get that okay fine other men can't find the clit that's not why women get

05:56:35.480 i hope that's not why women pierce their clit are you not able to have a clit orgasm after you get your

05:56:41.320 clit pierced no well and you can't i wouldn't i wouldn't know you don't can okay so like you don't

05:56:46.600 actually pierce your clit it's your hood huh nicholas it's a vertical hood

05:56:53.240 piercing isn't it still sensitive though right well yeah oh my goodness pasty john

05:56:58.360 after healing yeah i know

05:57:00.280 oh my god oh my god uh yes nick is is uh we busted gut lmfa this one's for you good send send uh

05:57:13.640 send yeah uh pasty george we need to we're gonna do a little champagne run so it's gonna take us a

05:57:19.400 sec to get it okay um sorry kelly go ahead what was your question no i think that was it oh the the red

05:57:26.600 flags i'll listen oh yeah no no okay i want some you said physical but what about like just i didn't

05:57:31.560 finish the physical i didn't finish the physical there's more going if he said a point across the

05:57:36.280 table large labia that's a that's a green flag green flag why is what yeah i'll overlook certain red

05:57:44.520 flags if she has a large lady no but why that's crazy right i want to know why what about it do you

05:57:51.400 i prefer it's my preference but in the same way that women do you like in the same way that women

05:57:56.440 prefer like big dicks or whatever or like have a penis size preference i have labia preference okay

05:58:01.640 what if the girl had a a labia transplant to make it bigger oh because i know you said you don't like

05:58:09.080 body modification but you like big labia it has natural it's a natural what if you can't tell brian

05:58:17.160 i i'm you have a big labia i i want an honest like response like what is it with you and labia

05:58:25.320 you seem really invested in this it's just i'm kind of concerned i feel like it's like a

05:58:29.720 compensation for being so like sexist about so many other things you had to find like

05:58:35.080 are you sexualizing woman to say i mean you're wearing as you're wearing a sweater that says big

05:58:42.680 labels movement is to avoid body of modifications and keep women from having to do it so he's doing

05:58:48.680 it in support am i sexualizing support he supports the women with big see that i don't know this though

05:58:54.760 so i'm asking him himself wow he's right here what is it with his big labia matter okay so it's two

05:59:01.240 things one i have a personal preference uh i prefer large labia it's like the look of it the feel yeah what

05:59:10.360 the look the feel oh dear all of the above but but then the other component of my big labia matter

05:59:17.800 blm hashtag blm oh is this because you're like a quarter black why would you call it blm no i promise

05:59:24.760 blm bro they fucking stole that shit from me bro but like you couldn't call it like big labia well

05:59:31.080 originally i called it the big labia are awesome originally labia wag or like carmen originally i

05:59:40.200 called it the american network against labiaplasty or anal that's really long that's why it's anal sex

05:59:48.520 oh yeah anyways i like that one more thank you but uh the other thing though is i don't think so there

05:59:56.760 is a lot of shame this is maybe my only it just looks like you're making fun of blm i think you're

06:00:03.000 making fun of blm you fucking labia fish anyways she's claiming she has a big labia but obviously

06:00:09.720 she's a fucking any anyways so what was i saying not the any height fucking yeah anyways but it is

06:00:17.720 the case that women get shamed for having a large labia there's all kinds of shaming women shame men

06:00:23.560 shame you get called roasty you get called roast beef wizard sleeve uh meat can i ask you a question

06:00:31.480 hold on beef curtains meat curtains meaty uh and then there's this like fake news about how if a woman

06:00:38.840 has an audi that that she's been like she's fucked a bunch of dudes that's not how that's not how that

06:00:45.720 works that's not how that works if a woman could be a virgin and have an audi a woman could have done

06:00:52.600 a thousand dudes and have a perfect any little slit whatever so i i'm dispelling the the fake news

06:01:02.200 the rumors i'm combating it i want women to feel comfortable with how they were born i don't think

06:01:08.600 we should be shaming anybody man or woman for things out of their control their genitalia obviously people's

06:01:15.000 genitals people are very that's something that can be a source of insecurity it can be a source of

06:01:20.520 whatever we shouldn't shame men shouldn't shame women as it relates to women the labia shouldn't

06:01:25.160 shame them for uh you know having a meaty pussy and then as a oh my god yeah but like as a man you

06:01:34.040 think like your movement matters for women like you think that's that changes something because

06:01:40.040 i think you're overthinking it but go ahead no i'm not i'm actually curious yeah

06:01:43.720 like as a man you think like saying big labias matter they're gonna matter i'll tell you this much

06:01:51.400 i have had dozens maybe hundreds of women dm me saying brian i was considering i'm not even lying

06:02:01.720 considering getting a labia place d or i've always been insecure but hearing you say that you know whatever

06:02:08.200 you're you're saying what you say about it i decided not to get the surgery oh that's awesome

06:02:15.720 so yes i am helping women i am helping that probably made you feel so good too i love that

06:02:21.080 yeah i guess you you changed your life i i did i i am a woman's advocate yeah i am you could almost

06:02:31.560 call me a feminist but i'm not but you could don't do that on this specific thing like i can imagine

06:02:38.520 like the happiness that she felt as soon as she heard you say like big labias do matter like i i

06:02:43.720 saw a spark in her eyes she claimed she's got an audi she perked up she's like wow all my all my 200

06:02:51.240 exes just talk about my audi but here here we have a real man who's complimenting my big

06:02:59.560 pussy big uh labia sorry big lips lips lips i've never heard yeah can i ask my question sure um do you

06:03:11.400 how do you feel about how the big clips that's part of the movement it's a sub movement yeah

06:03:19.960 but is it just the labias that you're in we will also have solidarity with the big clit women

06:03:27.800 that's part of it okay yeah that's right that's right yeah so basically you like support all vaginas

06:03:37.080 is that like well here's the yes but they're vagina you don't yeah like is there something you don't

06:03:43.480 support all trans trans pussy oh okay fair wait all labia can't matter until big labia matter

06:03:51.160 all labia can't matter okay all labia can't matter i'm so stuck on the trans pussy but you're

06:03:59.400 starting to use leftist logic shouldn't just all labia matter until big labia matter

06:04:06.520 well because like think about it like if you have small lips like that's not a big deal

06:04:11.320 malia i'm sorry now leave me out of this conversation you seem very intrigued i just

06:04:19.320 would you like do you need would you like me to advocate on your behalf no i'm not part of this

06:04:25.960 category you're not i'm only a part of the category that has a labia so i was just trying to ask you

06:04:31.880 about what your movement was really about it is about supporting supporting women

06:04:38.120 yeah okay support okay it's probably the only i feel like pro woman thing like you probably

06:04:47.400 internally like oh boy this this whole energy because even being here it's like very anxiety

06:04:53.800 inducing so i think probably inside somewhere you were like oh i need to support women because i think

06:04:59.880 naturally you were like oh i'm putting a lot of shame on women so i think you needed something you

06:05:05.320 you think it's like to like support women because you know in your heart of hearts that that is the

06:05:11.880 right way and so i i i see what this is i think he's serious you think it's like a cover-up no i just

06:05:18.920 i think it's your soul trying to be like you need to support women and it knows that a lot of what your

06:05:25.880 opinions is shameful so so i think i think it is your soul trying to come out and be beautiful and i like

06:05:33.240 you is it kind of like are you trying to say you know how the uh oh what's the the motorcycle gang

06:05:39.240 hell's angels how they'll do charity like the hell's angels it's a motorcycle gang club

06:05:47.080 uh but they'll do and a lot of criminal organizations throughout history did charity

06:05:54.520 uh to kind of build make their image better yeah so i see so you're saying that my big labia matter

06:06:01.960 thing is like that i yes do you have any other questions malia that i can answer about big labia

06:06:08.120 matter not at this moment thank you okay if anything else comes up just feel free keep me posted i'll

06:06:13.880 i'm happy to and oh wait red flags hold on and then we'll get to the rest of the messages red flags

06:06:20.360 red flags okay pit bull owner pit bull apologist bell bot pit bull owner

06:06:31.400 i'm scared of people you know i'm scared of bash no i'm not

06:06:35.720 see if they get trained correctly

06:06:38.040 i think that's a red yeah you're upsetting me dog over here look hey i i used to have a dog i like

06:06:44.760 dogs i'm talking about pit bulls why what's wrong with them i had a boxer and they were treated just

06:06:50.040 like pigs and it's not turning one next month i think you've just seen at this corner pit bulls

06:06:58.120 are over represented in injuries and fatalities against humans

06:07:02.760 because they're not i mean i live in a neighborhood

06:07:08.600 i will i will 100 say this this is 100 no it's the human's fault it's the human's fault because

06:07:15.400 they don't know how to train their dog and they want to go voluntarily get a pit bull knowing that

06:07:19.720 it is a vicious dog without training exactly but so i agree with you that yes oftentimes people who do

06:07:26.440 buy pit bulls they're shitty owners and if you're a shitty owner yes that's going to be that's going to

06:07:31.640 be bad but pit bulls have the strength and the the sort of natural aggressiveness and temperament

06:07:37.800 where they can do significant harm and even i would say even a well-trained people because of their

06:07:44.040 innate temperament there is a risk especially around like other small animals babies or even grown adults

06:07:51.240 so pip like here's the thing if there's a bad owner or even fuck who cares about the owner just

06:07:56.520 the dog's a fucking temperament the dog's a fucking a retarded dog or some shit but who's

06:08:01.720 dogs can also be retarded this is like saying that people kill people with guns like i mean like

06:08:08.680 that guns kill people instead of people killing animals run off instinct and we don't run off

06:08:13.560 instinct we're domesticated we have brains that make decisions and choices dogs don't have that 300

06:08:20.760 iq your dog is going to listen to you if you train it to listen no instinct you guys are talking about

06:08:28.920 dogs like they're a freaking wild animal don't put them in the same category we're not talking about

06:08:32.840 dogs they are wild animals we ain't talking about dogs we talk about pit bulls hold on

06:08:37.960 there's a difference there's a difference there's a difference hold on let me finish

06:08:42.200 first thing i ever disagree oh shit trigger wait so hold on hold on let me finish yeah you're talking

06:08:47.720 about my baby right now oh but not oh shit so anyways let me finish my point on this so look

06:08:53.400 if you're a shitty owner if you're shitty like for example chihuahuas have a dog

06:08:58.520 shit temperament and if they're sure if they could have a good owner they could have a bad owner the

06:09:03.160 difference is whether it's the temperament whether it's the bad owner a chihuahua can't

06:09:07.720 do significant damage isn't that racist yes it's fucking racist okay okay however a pit bull if

06:09:17.160 they have a bad owner or even if they have a good owner but the temperament is shit they they're gonna

06:09:22.120 kill somebody they're gonna maim somebody that's my issue with the pit bull yes but not if they're

06:09:27.960 trained so i had a kelly kelly do you walk your dog of course i walk my dog if you how big is your

06:09:33.960 pit bull he's a he's almost full grown does is he is he leash trained yes very he very does it does

06:09:42.200 your pit bull know how to heal oh yeah he does he listens he says has your pit bull ever seen a bird

06:09:47.480 and it yanked you no not a bird maybe a squirrel have you ever been yanked by your dog no because he

06:09:54.040 doesn't do that because once i tell him stop he stops is your dog strong enough that it could yank you

06:09:58.680 yeah but he doesn't if he wanted but he could yeah he could here's my philosophy you should not

06:10:03.800 own a dog if you don't have the physical strength to control it in the event that they stop listening

06:10:09.000 to you but honestly most women don't have the physical strength to control a people yeah except

06:10:14.120 you're hurting you couldn't you're hurting me how about this though you could be the perfect owner you

06:10:20.600 could be the perfect owner and your people could be the sweetest thing ever however when it comes to

06:10:24.840 instinct like she said what if there's another a shitty uh another person and did you go to the

06:10:31.640 dog park yeah but i'll get i will say this no listen listen i'll say this oh when i walk when i walk my

06:10:37.960 dog and i see and i see somebody else walking their dog because and their dog is smaller i will still walk

06:10:43.800 that way i'm not moving out of the street because your dog should not be barking at mine yours should not

06:10:49.640 you should be trained enough to if you think your dog if you think if you're scared of my dog you should

06:10:53.560 walk across the street that's what i think because my dog is not going to do anything i

06:10:56.680 know my dog's not going to do look i'm just saying i'm just saying there's all this there's all this

06:11:02.440 cope about the pit bulls or whatever

06:11:08.840 a lot of dead babies a lot of dead babies

06:11:13.720 i had a golden retriever if i ever saw somebody bring a fucking pit bull into the dog park i'm

06:11:19.400 fucking leaving immediately oh my god the hate i can't yeah fuck them it's a dog there's nothing

06:11:27.320 but love you no it's not they're fucking killers bro pit bulls are fucking killers dogs to me are

06:11:33.400 better than people but they just are oh my god but they're killers that will listen to their owner if

06:11:39.640 it's yes correct and like honestly because he will literally when my boyfriend tries to even like when

06:11:43.960 he like smacks my butt just like as a game my my dog will literally like he'll like stop him he's

06:11:49.320 very good protection he's very very good protection like you walking him like that makes you feel no

06:11:55.320 one message not a single person because why would you talk to the girl with walking her pit bull

06:12:01.000 you're not going to don't do it there's carmen you just got really calm all of a sudden

06:12:06.840 my my brain's flatlining all the brain rot you had so much energy you had so much energy carmen

06:12:15.720 yeah and then it's just what happened babe girl i've been up since 9 p.m i work night shifts so

06:12:22.120 being awake during the day it's like i'm about to go brain dead i'm about to i'm about to flatline

06:12:29.320 wait can you just sit straight for me okay sorry i don't know how we got onto the goddamn freaking

06:12:33.720 dog okay now i disagree with you on something okay there you go i mean i i i btf btf all of you

06:12:41.480 on the pitbull stuff i hated that i hate totally i i know it feels over reals but i my position is

06:12:47.960 unassailable so anyways do you have a dog used to have a dog had a golden retriever i have a

06:12:53.960 sort of have a cat it's oh don't you feel like but brian don't you think a golden retriever has the

06:13:00.520 same kind of strength like it's a dog animal too golden retrievers it could be really like

06:13:05.880 ambitious aggressive golden retrievers because the dog could have been he could have been raised

06:13:10.280 incorrectly and then he could have been abused as a puppy and he could just grow up being a

06:13:14.600 a bad golden wait hold on but think about this right here's here's the example i'd provide like

06:13:19.320 could there be like a seven-year-old who's just a massive piece of shit oh yeah but like a seven-year-old

06:13:25.880 assuming they don't have weapons i'm i'm not feeling all that like we're they can't really

06:13:31.560 do damage to me like they're not gonna do damage but like a giant like muscled out dude that's that's

06:13:39.960 a legitimate threat to the point they could they could kill me right you avoid them no but what i'm

06:13:45.800 no the point i'm trying to make is is that there's just differences in size between the breeds of

06:13:52.600 course right everybody has eyeballs that's y'all would probably y'all are sexist towards men then

06:13:58.200 but then once my pitbull opens his mouth then it's a oh my goodness you need a train

06:14:06.200 i just pissed off all the people people from living there yo what a one in the chat who did i just piss

06:14:12.920 off about the pitbull stuff did i piss any of you off or two or two come on peep say something

06:14:19.480 am i two do you agree with black labs okay oh yeah he did say two do you agree with me

06:14:25.720 but i've had a rottweiler before that was super aggressive i pissed

06:14:30.840 did you piss pasty off you who are these fucking oh my god

06:14:36.520 i see george oh wait we gotta do the pop

06:14:41.000 i like you now yeah let's hear it

06:14:43.080 yeah let's hear it you don't i know he's not he said pitbull should be banned oh look at that

06:14:50.200 wait a moment i'll take it back then i take it back yeah that didn't yeah you guys are

06:14:53.640 never mind pasty george donated 70 dollars chair three looks so offended right now lmfao

06:15:02.040 actually i think you were the least offended because you don't like them right no he's talking

06:15:06.120 about the labia oh oh um yeah sorry i'm in the present that was an old comment uh what

06:15:14.680 uh thank you pasty george and then he's following up with this one that came through pasty george

06:15:21.560 donated 70 dollars from andrew wilson's super chat large labia makes it look like my boy is wearing a

06:15:28.680 a cool little coat hot dog in italo mfao excuse me wow there's no way that's andrew that's not

06:15:35.400 andrew wilson and that's what i was saying thank you pasty george though i mean i can't like that

06:15:39.960 does not sound like i don't think that was him first of all you called it i wouldn't he wouldn't

06:15:44.920 even think it's gross no that's not that's he wouldn't super chat ten dollars that's true

06:15:48.920 yeah that's true that's that's a that's a fake poser or yeah get a new name that one's taken

06:15:57.800 that's enough scared pasty george donated 70 dollars pasty george looks like a pit bull

06:16:04.440 has bitten you before something there are literally thousands of cases where they even attacked their

06:16:11.000 owners regardless of their training for good temperament that's real yep it's true it's

06:16:17.800 fucking true strong disagreement if we're gonna do feet if we're gonna do feels over reels

06:16:25.240 how did that study know that that those pit bulls were trained holy fuck wait all right are we

06:16:30.120 actually gonna do like this is a google it studies again okay uh dog attacks usa wiki um here nick can

06:16:39.240 you just google fatal dog attacks in the united states or i guess it could be any state i do think

06:16:45.320 this stigma comes about from dog fighting it is no it's not about dog fighting i think it's

06:16:51.000 beginning because that's what people were bred to do in the first place here nick don't do united

06:16:55.000 states in front of your face you're gonna pick that up it's do you have it yeah it's just like

06:16:59.560 racism but breeders it's just i'm going with it that's a new term yeah list of fatal dog attacks not

06:17:05.800 the one in the usa just all did carmen leave i don't know she's okay scroll down all right here

06:17:15.160 watch mexico uh pit bull pit bull two what what does that mean if there's a parenthesis does that

06:17:21.880 mean multiple okay yeah pit bull pit bull pit bull pit bull pit bull look at that keep

06:17:29.320 sherman chepers are all right yeah or it's mostly people okay pit bull malin law talk about another

06:17:37.320 vicious like bite keep a malin law but that's like 85 percent people that's yes i understand it is 85

06:17:44.600 percent people but that's literally i'm sorry but this is literally like saying that all black people

06:17:49.160 are aggressive exactly no hundred percent i know but you can't compare kelly don't compare that

06:17:54.840 no it's because do you know what jeremiah tells me jeremiah tells me that i need to make sure vash is

06:17:59.800 trained and 100 because he is he is like a it is like racism out here because people are going to

06:18:05.160 look at that pit bull and think that he's like this i think it's just instinctual that if something's

06:18:09.560 dangerous and you'd want to avoid it i have such a simple question for you kelly is it is it breedest

06:18:15.560 is it breedest like what's more dangerous a butterfly or a fucking t-rex that's species

06:18:23.160 completely that's two different how about this that's what's more dangerous a fucking uh a little

06:18:30.760 cat or a fucking tiger or a mountain lion oh god okay she's not she knows the right answer to that

06:18:39.400 but i mean i just think comparing it to a uh an african man it could be anybody it could literally be

06:18:46.360 like um you could say oh just because this is an asian person oh i'm asian i'm all all of us are smart

06:18:52.120 we're all smart yeah yeah because we're all malia made a good point yes there no she made a good

06:18:58.200 point with the instinctual thing yes 100 it's an instinctual thing but to say all pit bulls are

06:19:03.800 this way because these people that's not what we're saying that's what it felt like we're saying

06:19:09.000 like the majority of the cases have been a lot of fatal attacks on owners babies by pit bulls

06:19:15.480 that's just that is just factual but i mean your pit bull he's nice yeah because that's what i'm

06:19:20.600 but that's my point that i'm but they are i think that's why her comment worked all pit bulls are like

06:19:26.440 this because that's me saying all chihuahuas are like this are all chihuahuas loud and annoying probably

06:19:30.760 not yes probably not you don't know that because we don't know every single chihuahua in the fucking

06:19:34.840 world so we don't know that but a pit bull just because you can you can say like this pit bull went to

06:19:39.400 this this pit bull did this this pit bull killed this whatever not every single pit bull is going to kill

06:19:44.040 something to say that you can't prove everything means you can't prove anything okay so then you

06:19:49.000 guys can't prove the fact that all pit bulls are oh pop it but we do have the majority i don't know

06:19:53.960 yeah you could show up you could show us that i know but okay so then can we can we bring up the

06:19:58.280 same thing is like literally when it comes to races when it comes to races again like i said so

06:20:03.640 can you just dispute the the the comment that i said just because i'm asian people can say to me

06:20:08.120 all people are all give a vietnamese girl some champagne and she goes off on that anyway so

06:20:14.200 stop it you were stating that just because we can't make a broad statement about dogs that we

06:20:19.800 should make a broad statement about people one people are different too because they we actually

06:20:25.240 have um intellectual we have we're able to think which animals can't and then two um

06:20:31.160 if go ahead keep going keep going it's the same way that yes you can't say that all asians are

06:20:37.960 smart but we do know for a majority right because a lot of asians are really smart we know majority

06:20:43.160 asians are smart so we can make a general generalization about so you're going to judge

06:20:47.080 me and immediately tell me that i'm smart just because i'm asian we're going to put you they're

06:20:51.320 going to be stereotypical you're going to put me into a category and that's fine you can put me into

06:20:56.840 a category the pit bulls can be in the category of an aggressive dog nobody said that that's not

06:21:00.920 true but for somebody to be like oh well i don't like your dog because it's a pit bull and i'm not

06:21:05.720 going to because i think if you're walking around the street and you know that like 85 to 90 percent

06:21:13.560 of dog attacks are pit bulls if i'm walking down the street i'm probably going to assume

06:21:18.760 i'm probably going to be a little bit scared right that's why i said that people who are walking their

06:21:22.920 dog and you're afraid of my dog you guys should move out of the way and not expect me to move out of

06:21:26.680 the way i'm also going to quash this with california is so strict on the animals that you can own here

06:21:33.160 if it was really that big of a problem they would have banned them you wouldn't be able to own them

06:21:37.240 it would be illegal well there's a lot of problems ferrets are illegal to own here there's a lot of

06:21:41.080 problems that people don't i have some i love them yeah they're illegal wait they are illegal

06:21:46.040 they're yeah i live in arizona i mean i did have them when i lived here allegedly

06:21:51.320 there's a lot of animals that are illegal to have as pets so i'm like yes you're 100 right

06:21:58.760 if some if this can i have a popsicle guys can you have a popsicle no oh okay oh they're mine

06:22:09.080 sad face okay so what what is a red flag and a guy me please can we all get a popsicle

06:22:16.120 yeah just don't suck i guess three popsicles a red what's a red flag or oh i was just gonna say

06:22:22.680 like a guy who wears like lip gloss or like what yeah like guys out in public are just always like

06:22:28.600 yeah me either we're always like but that's not a red flag that's a closet is different but i mean

06:22:33.400 like i do think it's a little there's a very fine line to walk like chapstick sometimes will

06:22:38.200 have a little bit but i mean there's there's chapsticks that don't do that yeah but like

06:22:43.400 also if they've got let's do one of them crusty lips yeah that's all right yeah guys don't talk

06:22:49.960 originally but they could be using chaps if chapstick's fine but it's like if you're literally

06:22:54.840 a man you're telling me yeah i just put some lip gloss on fenty gloss bomb yeah i mean the guys who

06:22:59.960 just walk around who are always like checking their angles and just like all the time i think i think

06:23:04.280 that's weird like a guy that's too into himself is that what you mean yeah guys that are too into

06:23:09.160 fashion well i just think a guy that cares too much about his like if he cares more about his looks

06:23:15.480 than i care about mine there's an issue there yes but guys into fashion that i i i like those yeah

06:23:22.840 and i know that we i mean there's a difference between dressing well to an extent of course but

06:23:27.480 like a lot of men are designers obsessed with it or like sagey i think like a sage i actually like

06:23:33.640 that yeah i love a creative they're usually fuck boys i mean i will agree with you on that one but

06:23:39.240 i love it guys like oh i don't want to get my shoes dirty i'm like oh bro man up yeah what about guys

06:23:45.880 that take selfies throw it in the trash if it's a mirror then it's fine i think no like a well if it's

06:23:52.520 just like if it's just me that's different yeah like you're trying too hard a front camera selfie

06:23:57.640 for a man is crazy yeah like unless it's like some like really cool like purposeful background

06:24:05.240 if you're like standing on top of a mountain i'll take that at a time yeah but like if you're just

06:24:10.360 like at home in the car you know like you know we like we like to flick up in the car you know

06:24:15.240 car selfies are cute no man can you take that seat no harman's gone uh no she's taking a little

06:24:20.840 breather if you're doing something she's coming back getting a picture is cool it's fine but if

06:24:24.760 you're just chilling don't take pictures look okay let's do a little toast here okay yeah a little

06:24:32.200 toast for pasty george thank you for the champagne salute cheers thank you i'd like to i did promise

06:24:41.320 a land acknowledgement let me see what chat gpt can kick up for me like what did he tell what's the

06:24:47.560 tribe what's his tribe pasty here i'll just do the chumash um he sees in a tribe land acknowledgement

06:24:56.440 home acknowledgement chumash

06:25:00.680 okay we acknowledge that we are on the traditional excuse me it's really rude to interrupt a land

06:25:06.120 acknowledgement okay i'm listening to the knowledge do you want to apologize to the chumash people

06:25:11.800 you fucking jerk yes i did into the mic you apologize to me i i said i said i'm sorry to

06:25:18.040 to the chumash chumash chumash apologize i'm sorry to the chumash the chumash okay i swear in in school

06:25:26.280 they called it the chumash casino yeah right i remember that chumash so we acknowledge that we

06:25:32.520 are on the traditional and unseated lands of the chumash people who have stewarded this region for

06:25:37.880 thousands of years we honor the chumash as the original caretakers of this land and recognize

06:25:44.120 their enduring relationship with it past present and future

06:25:51.240 awesome cheers cheers did you just read that of something did i what did you just read that yeah

06:25:59.000 you got it memorized yeah that's right i memorized it you memorized that all right more chats coming

06:26:05.720 through more chats coming through we have don't read any more pitbull stuff it's just gonna upset me

06:26:15.560 according to dogspike.org pitbulls were responsible for 66 percent of the 523 fatal

06:26:23.240 dog attacks in the u.s between 2005 and 2019 accounting for 346 deaths out of the total during

06:26:31.720 that period no one denied it and i'm gonna defer back to your comment that you said no one denied

06:26:37.800 that they were aggressive dogs

06:26:42.440 yeah

06:26:44.440 pasty george donated 70 dollars your mom needs to be eradicated

06:26:51.560 but you want to talk about my son pasty you're gonna

06:26:53.720 this is free game you're gonna let her talk to you like that she's mad this is free game you

06:26:58.440 want to talk about my son you're talking about my son needs to be eradicated okay you started it

06:27:03.480 you're a strong independent vietnamese woman and you don't need no man no i do need my man

06:27:09.560 i do need my man guys i do you know my wife would be going so hard right now if he was here

06:27:14.920 for our son i love that wow guys if you want to get the chat in get a chat in george donated 70

06:27:26.680 brian i am first nations cree i don't own casinos but i'm a go owner of a few oh i am working on my

06:27:34.360 own casino in the future let's go okay let's go pasty you should go on a trip to

06:27:40.600 his casino wait pasty george if you pop another ball of champagne i will sing the canadian national

06:27:47.080 anthem oh do it do it oh boy did i just i don't know maybe i uh well i said that you did you said

06:27:55.400 it can't take it back i said i can't take that shit back how am i gonna drive home you're gonna

06:28:00.920 carry me on you drove uh yeah but i'm only like an hour away i'm so oh my god i know i talk like

06:28:09.240 it's so bad my dad lives in missouri and i got called out once by somebody you talk fine i wasn't

06:28:13.800 i wasn't mocking you i just wanted to do the gay voice oh because he's love it love it uh excuse

06:28:20.280 you malia what do you say you mother fucker what do you say mother fucker i mean it sounds a little

06:28:26.440 gay are you into gay guys no i know who is

06:28:30.440 not you oh you know who is too her ex-boyfriend no no you know what guys we're doing we're lowering

06:28:41.080 the tts to 30 30 tts 30 why are you trying to grill us in here hey carmen get back here hey can we

06:28:47.240 get give her some uh what what's the thing we have we have uh energy what is it yeah give give

06:28:54.200 carmen some narcan hey give her some fucking narcan so she can get back here carmen do you want your

06:29:01.800 seat back give her some fucking narcan so she can rejoin the table hey get off the balcony don't

06:29:08.600 let her on the balcony she's gonna hey get her off the balcony give her a super shot carmen sit sit over

06:29:15.320 there oh my gosh hey don't say it like that what do you mean she needs a strong authority figure in her

06:29:22.520 life okay you're not wrong you're not wrong she needs some strong carmen needs some strong

06:29:31.080 male leadership she does she does unfortunately she would thrive with some all right boys roast

06:29:35.960 session roast session oh yeah can you uh can we get an energy yeah yeah yeah sure she needs

06:29:45.960 she needs a little pick-me-up she needs a dose pour it in one of the little teeny cute cups and she

06:29:50.520 can keep it she can uh carmen can you scoot the mic that way no uh move it push it over sydney's

06:29:58.920 gonna help you uh sydney to the rescue lds on the mission oh yes pasty george donated 30

06:30:09.160 chair six pit bulls are not humans or children make a real human child

06:30:14.200 mine's smarter than you adopt one and contribute to humanity yeah he can he protects me everywhere i

06:30:21.400 go nobody talks to me nobody fucks with me because i have a pit bull next to me and that's why so he

06:30:27.000 does protect me so when my when my man is not home there's somebody at the door every single time so

06:30:31.640 if anybody ever tries to get into my house they're gonna die before they even come close to me so

06:30:36.040 exactly but you're proving his point kelly but yes i love that for you i needed a pit bull

06:30:40.680 i do not think i think i think a woman i think a single woman with a pit bull is needed especially

06:30:46.040 if they're living alone smart like i think a woman who is single and she lives by herself and has a

06:30:50.440 big dog that's really good for them because that's their protection you can't protect yeah it's gonna

06:30:54.200 be great when you're taking him for a walk and you you've you can't even control him on a leash

06:30:59.880 that's why you train them brian so that they don't do that to you you know what you're making it sound

06:31:04.680 like her dog is gonna drag her down the street that's literally what pimples do i walk my dog

06:31:11.560 twice a day how much does he weigh my dog weighs 60 pounds you can hold on to him my dog's 90 and i

06:31:17.560 can hold on to him yeah my dog's 60 pounds bro you i'm i promise you how tall are you me yeah five

06:31:26.520 three your dog weighs 90 pounds yeah what breed he's a lab he's large his dad is large if your

06:31:38.440 dog wanted to your dog is stronger than you well but i can hold him like he's not like if i have his

06:31:45.960 leash and maybe i have to hold on to something he's not dragging me down the street i'll tell you that if

06:31:51.240 a 90 pound dog is motivated he's definitely he's definitely ripping you down a five foot three

06:31:57.320 woman he's ripping you down the street i'm telling you to have it happen and he is not well trained he

06:32:04.040 will take off after other dogs and i've held on to him felicity get back here i disagree with the

06:32:10.920 pitbull get back here for the little bit get back here i have three pit mixes and they vary in

06:32:16.840 temperament they already finished your friggin propensity for carnage but i'm careful with

06:32:21.720 dogs and i don't hate i don't hate pit bulls but let's let's talk let's talk the truth they're a

06:32:29.000 dangerous breed are they more aggressive than others of course that's like 100 you're you're totally

06:32:35.640 right you're totally right but what you're saying this is just going on for you know how we have like

06:32:41.000 the small you know how you you you will accept a girl you'll you'll you'll look past her

06:32:45.320 her big labia yeah so she has a big labia you know how you can look past that okay right so

06:32:50.840 there's there's a lot of girls out there that probably have big labia and you can look past

06:32:54.840 all their other flaws well correct i'll look past some things a lot of their flaws you can look past

06:33:00.120 their flaws if they have a big labia something no no no you you brian you can't go back on it

06:33:05.560 you already said i said it yeah i said i would look past certain i'll give them a pass on certain

06:33:10.200 things right if they have a big labia yeah but she can't be a crazy bitch i know so i can look past

06:33:16.120 the fact that pit bulls are really really aggressive but my pit bull literally protects

06:33:21.080 me with his life and doesn't let nobody even come close to me so i can look past the fact that

06:33:25.960 most pit bulls are aggressive because mine's not yeah i go ahead malia speak

06:33:35.320 you're about to i love bash and i love her people that's why it's kind of hard to debate

06:33:41.240 this bro tell them you know bash no like that's a very innocent tell me bash is not like one of the

06:33:47.480 best trained dogs that you've seen bash listens he's a great trained dog but as far as his species and

06:33:53.240 the way he has he's not a human i it's hard to kind of put him in the same category as like

06:33:58.760 he will never do no wrong he doesn't have a mind shoot it shoot it i'm trying i'm going

06:34:05.400 shot shot shot chug chug yeah you need to hey felicity read this

06:34:11.960 the moment felicity gets fat it's so over i'm actually trying to gain weight i know me too girl

06:34:17.720 it's really hard it's hard for us i'll get you on my program um so uh okay all right guys we're

06:34:24.760 gonna move off the pimple shit roast the girls roast the girls they're roasting us right now

06:34:28.680 they're roasting my dog right they're really roasting my son that has a mind of its own and

06:34:33.000 will go off whenever it decides it's like owning a gun that has a mind of its own but you can't

06:34:37.800 control it no it won't because yes yeah my my ex is like the retarded you have a safety on my boy

06:34:45.400 and that's what people fuck up as they don't have safeties on their guns and that's why people are

06:34:49.240 stupid guns don't kill people people do oh okay

06:34:57.080 pasty george donated thirty dollars you realize that using your pit bulldog to intimidate others

06:35:04.200 is akin to being a bully be careful one day you will scare the wrong person with a gun and they

06:35:10.760 will shoot your dog um again i'll respond to this so like i said if you feel like you're scared of my

06:35:16.040 dog walk on the other side of the goddamn street the fuck it's not my problem that you're scared

06:35:22.200 bye

06:35:25.640 yeah it's just a liability man it's a liability i know so if you're scared come on no but your dog

06:35:32.760 come on but my dog's not gonna do nothing so go on the other side of the street if you're scared

06:35:36.600 we'll check in in 10 years and see how how things are going my dog's gonna be 10 times

06:35:40.680 a hundred times better in 10 years all right rapid fire questions here senior chloe

06:35:52.040 senior chloe rejoin the table

06:35:54.680 she's your medium titty goth girlfriend wait what is it what is it medium titty well there's a big

06:36:05.320 titty goth girlfriend but no i'm huge ass goth girlfriend i see okay there it is oh i love that

06:36:12.520 for you girl uh let's see here what oh rapid fire guys tts 30 tts boys get it in also let's do twitch

06:36:20.280 really quick twitch.tv slash whatever also venmo no i'll get on venmo if you whatever pod on venmo

06:36:26.360 cash app if you want to support guys oh my goodness it's been two hours since we've had the prime sub

06:36:31.080 guys i think it's bugged holy shit i think it's bugged boys drop a prime sub i think it's bugged

06:36:37.800 help us out boys oh my goodness i'm scared i think it's bugs boys are twitches what's that the bow video

06:36:43.560 oh no i don't know what video rapid fire uh maybe if somebody i'll do the bow if somebody in the tts

06:36:52.840 ask for it hold on boom uh boom thank you mind games for the prime you fixed it say so nz donated

06:37:03.480 thirty dollars seat six you're full delusional you have no idea about pit bulls many have been

06:37:10.200 perfectly trained and still rip apart children and are unexpected no need to have them in society

06:37:16.440 they are not perfect mine is though so yeah sheep who is perfect but pit bulls aren't but we'll just

06:37:24.440 move on from the conversation oh okay uh what years were world war one let's just do what decade

06:37:31.400 history is a bad thing guess quick 1928 wait which one world war one 1928 okay years for world

06:37:44.440 war one oh my god you can do decade i'll do it i'll do the 1920 1920s okay what about you i that sounds

06:37:53.160 right to me guess just say it yes guess give us a decade 20 20s world war one ended in 1917 oh

06:38:01.960 slay i know i was gonna say 1914 is when i think i think it started 19 okay and did when i don't know

06:38:09.880 when it started is it 14 i don't know 1917 i don't know wasn't it like three years okay kelly what about

06:38:16.280 you i think it was 1912 and i think it was i think it was 1912 and then i think it was 17.

06:38:24.280 elicity 1914 to 1918. she knows the answer i was just about to say could i change my answer to 1914.

06:38:32.920 oh of course yeah 1914 to 1918. what year what years how about this the prime what was the primary

06:38:40.920 decade of world war ii i know this one i think 1930s okay what about you 30s 30s okay carmen 30s 30s i

06:38:53.880 miss old carmen that's just me i missed her she's so mean to me i think it's the new car wait sorry

06:39:03.320 what did you say 1940s 1940s 40s kelly 40s to the 40s to the 70s

06:39:11.240 or 50s to the 70s no wasn't world war ii really long no no no no you know what she's right world

06:39:20.120 war ii led into vietnam okay that's what i'm thinking right and that's what i'm thinking she's

06:39:25.720 thank you i'm glad you know what i was thinking i knew the vietnam war was a part of

06:39:30.600 world war ii well by that logic you can say world war one i'm impressed it was like 1938 1945 or

06:39:37.720 something 1939 1945 so primary i was close all right name yeah or you know what we're gonna let

06:39:46.920 some roast come through and then we'll do more questions

06:39:50.520 pasty george donated thirty dollars chair six why should other people walk on the other side of

06:39:56.680 the street for you and your pitbull dog why do they have to give up their rights because i'll

06:40:02.200 tell you right now they exist because they thank you baby donated thirty dollars pitbull is an umbrella

06:40:09.480 term not a breed american staffordshire terrier american pitbull terrier staffordshire bull terrier

06:40:16.600 american bully all pitbulls completely different breeds all right fine vashi poo is a a a staffordshire

06:40:23.960 terrier this this isn't this doesn't okay so we get that pitbull isn't is an umbrella term

06:40:29.080 that doesn't do anything to refute our argument here if the distribution of like maimings and deaths

06:40:35.560 and child killings and injuries and killing other dogs if it's still proportionately all those breeds

06:40:42.520 that you listed that fall under this umbrella term of pitbull then there's obviously something going on

06:40:48.360 there so like i don't understand the point like do we see a representation of the this sort of

06:40:57.560 temperament in like the retriever the the various retriever like golden there's golden retriever

06:41:03.400 labrador uh retriever there's all kinds of different like you know we we don't see the

06:41:08.360 same behavior in the other categories so terrier they're like terriers i don't know i'm not a

06:41:14.200 fucking dog i have a comment to that why they should walk on the other side of the street it's like

06:41:20.520 trying to say like i should deal with your trauma instead of you if you're the one that has the

06:41:25.240 issue you should walk on the other side of the street yeah yeah well yeah you should you should

06:41:30.440 take steps to protect yourself and be vigilant but also like but you're assuming yeah but why do

06:41:37.640 i have if i'm comfortable and i'm okay why do i have to be the one to be vigilant towards other

06:41:44.520 people i think that if they are scared then they should be the ones taking those actions you're

06:41:50.040 gonna start making me laugh it's funny what's going on over there it's funny this is the hill

06:41:59.160 we're gonna die on all right next thing next thing last brain cells talking oh yes oh who's mary

06:42:08.280 oh yes it's a secret she's very pretty we can't talk doctor oh oh do you know this guy mary

06:42:19.320 jack you have to pay you have to pay or do another message because you have to pay the sim tax if you're

06:42:24.280 gonna simp what's the sim tax they just have to send a another tts oh come on brian a thousand

06:42:30.760 dollars and we'll show you guys who married him up oh donated thirty dollars the cdc stopped tracking

06:42:37.640 fatal attacks by breed in the early 2000s because they couldn't get reliable data since nobody could

06:42:43.640 accurately tell the breeds apart there are dozens of pitbull two halves

06:42:48.200 jack attack pay the sim tax you know what do this uh send in send in 300

06:42:58.680 and we'll do a mary reveal on camera we will do a mary reveal on can i say something you asking

06:43:09.480 okay am i a sex worker is what i was just gonna say it's kind of like fin dom because like you

06:43:16.040 what the fuck malia i thought we were homies we are homies i thought you were my caucasian i'm not

06:43:21.960 biased but i i guess she's coming from finish your sentence kelly liked that one i'm a real

06:43:27.640 kelly's also my caucasian it's giving a little bit fin dog no what i don't know wait what what

06:43:34.760 was that word financial domination basically saying like if you want to see this hot woman you need to

06:43:39.400 pay up he's a pimp well period he's all like he's pimping pimping ain't easy yeah but like

06:43:45.960 the findom it's a reward for simping i'm punishing the simping what no you do reward them you because

06:43:55.480 like you would you were gonna um sing out the national anthem that's a reward that's not findom

06:44:02.360 though no but they're paying for a service he's a fun guy but i think exposing yourself online and

06:44:09.240 then that's showing your face for fun is different and you are absolutely correct that is different

06:44:15.080 you know what yeah it is making an observation to be honest i'm gonna find them you right now

06:44:21.400 go get your purse get me some money do you know what we were in the car on the way here and

06:44:26.200 a man gave me 400 pounds oh yeah you guys you guys like he gave you a man had

06:44:33.960 yeah well i was on my phone gotcha and he was just sending me money what was it on the street

06:44:41.080 no he was just sending me i get that's funny but can you go get your purse and give me 500 like all

06:44:46.440 the money you have in it i don't have cash with you don't have cash you don't have any cash no it's

06:44:52.040 in the safe in my apartment you don't even put like a little i've got 80 dollars just in case i

06:44:57.720 get trapped somewhere yeah do you have any british money i might have 10 pounds get me 10 pounds you

06:45:05.000 want to see it i want to have it go get it get me a chicken and a cock a chicken

06:45:14.920 give me a chicken scousers the scouse okay what the fuck are we doing

06:45:24.360 i fear everyone's lost their mind everybody i think we're getting a contact high from

06:45:32.520 she's like i don't know she's contact okay uh name three countries go

06:45:39.080 and you can't repeat united kingdom um united states of america yeah um spain yes period thank you

06:45:54.280 okay next

06:45:57.640 sorry we can't use united states uk and spain three countries name three countries go

06:46:03.000 malia quick we did what malia spain right here right here malia stop this three countries go

06:46:08.840 kicking in three countries go let's do china yep period fuck africa oh baby girl oh no no you're

06:46:20.200 good keep going keep going one more you're good there's plenty of countries to choose from you got

06:46:25.160 this one more let's do in no that's let's do india yep but africa's not a country so one more i know

06:46:32.200 fuck i'm the champagne's kicked in okay sure it's blaming on the alcohol like blaming on

06:46:40.280 carmen canada berlin carmen or wait she just did it wait she did she what

06:46:46.440 what was she said berlin canada berlin canada berlin what was the second berlin berlin that's a city

06:46:53.560 that's a city that's a city

06:46:59.880 i was like montreal is not a country

06:47:02.680 wait one more come on i said i said um one more just one more

06:47:08.520 china i said africa oh africa's not a country that's a continent that's a continent babe that's

06:47:13.960 a continent oh my god we're in africa gana period love it okay sydney go ahead uh slovenia croatia and

06:47:20.920 poland okay argentina thailand and mexico i can't believe no one said that vietnam japan and malaysia

06:47:30.680 norway germany italy sweet why did you give me two shots what about you south korea north korea

06:47:39.800 mongolia why the easiest shit that's not fucking africa over here

06:47:47.880 do me up do me up in the comments please all right uh let's see here we have that was some of me we

06:47:53.240 have uh next question uh name name one continent not africa africa okay asia you can't repeat

06:48:05.960 oh you broke a call wait i forgot the question continent name one continent

06:48:14.520 the usa oh no one continent name one continent

06:48:23.240 south america here we go there we go what europe okay north america

06:48:32.360 australia was that said yet no no it wasn't what did you guys say someone said

06:48:37.640 asia there's only two more left i think no there's only one there's only one one wait

06:48:42.200 one left yeah no it's the one nobody's it's no no one knows it i wasn't oh you can't help her

06:48:50.360 bro what the fuck i forgot what you guys said i know she didn't remember who said what yeah

06:48:55.320 it's the one nobody cares that's crazy

06:48:57.720 george donated thirty dollars

06:49:01.000 you have to be careful and

06:49:02.120 i wasn't but he said there was one left

06:49:05.480 guys quiet quiet quiet

06:49:06.840 that has been historically proven to have been bred for fighting yeah yeah i know and that's why he's

06:49:12.600 he's he's trained real good is donated 30 dollars if you are worried about pitbulls in your house

06:49:19.320 don't have one if you're worried about them or any potential violent attacks on your person

06:49:25.080 don't live in a what does that mean

06:49:27.160 amen what yeah what does that mean

06:49:32.200 selena thank you

06:49:33.720 so we put two thoughts together it means common sense

06:49:37.000 bottle of water

06:49:39.160 oh i could barely hear that come on

06:49:41.000 what

06:49:41.720 yeah

06:49:42.040 what you want me to say it how i would say it yeah sure bottle of water

06:49:47.400 oh okay well there you go

06:49:49.080 do you know people that say what

06:49:50.840 bottle of water

06:49:51.480 yeah

06:49:51.800 it's cheese

06:49:54.280 diet

06:49:54.760 wait so who says who says it weird yeah i say bottle of water

06:50:00.600 water but that's just because i pronunciate my words

06:50:06.200 so you have heard people really just

06:50:08.200 bottle of water

06:50:09.880 no not really that heavy next thing uh who there's we got

06:50:14.280 almost everyone here's single except well

06:50:16.360 except for me and me and yeah

06:50:20.840 have you ever had a roster

06:50:24.840 not really have you ever slept with two guys in the same day

06:50:30.600 god no

06:50:31.560 do you ever have you ever had a roster

06:50:34.520 like um

06:50:35.560 not necessarily sleeping with just like dating multiple guys

06:50:38.440 at the same time no not physically

06:50:41.000 spiritually

06:50:43.480 telepathic no just like on social media like i feel like we all have

06:50:46.520 that you know roster on social media that now we can talk to how big was your roster

06:50:52.760 i don't know it was it was a good size

06:50:55.240 carmen

06:50:55.800 yeah

06:50:57.800 have you ever had a roster of guys

06:51:01.080 sort of yeah meeting your every need

06:51:04.360 or not i guess i fucked two guys in the same day before but i don't

06:51:09.640 what about 72 hour on my roster wait you you sorry you you effed two guys in the same day

06:51:15.320 yeah okay but it wasn't in sex work that was just like when i was for funsies

06:51:20.680 funsies was it a threesome or just funsies no i like was it back to back yeah i did like hook

06:51:26.280 up with my when my like ex and then like right after this other cute guy hit me up and

06:51:31.240 i was like uh might as well not pass that up so i went to there you don't feel like crap

06:51:36.840 and no you washed it though first right cleaned up oh my god cleaned up a little bit before the

06:51:46.600 second one yeah probably maybe no i don't know roster ever had a roster i mean back in the day

06:51:53.400 i guess like if you're talking like talking to multiple guys yeah how big was it max three kelly

06:51:59.720 ever had a roster yes in high school she's she's not a player she just crushes

06:52:05.640 i just crushes a lot i yeah i dated people in high school yeah how big was the roster

06:52:13.320 five but i wasn't fucking um yeah no roster no okay you player oops i fucking knocked

06:52:21.880 but like what do you mean i don't get any okay felicity you liar justin martin donated thirty

06:52:27.000 dollars share six is indifference about others fear with her dog oh my god why did i unleash who

06:52:33.960 cares like stop talking about it damn felicity's like oh my god never bring this up again george

06:52:41.000 donated thirty dollars it was my fault hey brian please do not sing the canadian anthem okay

06:52:46.840 he said no don't do it do you even know including the indian act here's to the thirty first

06:52:55.880 i know the i can sing part of the australian national anthem what about the british national

06:53:00.840 anthem not a clue can you sing it not a clue don't know it no i think it goes something like we have

06:53:08.360 lost our soul remaining territory two foreign invaders what you actually could have seen good

06:53:19.000 calm down felicity i know you like musicians i know the german national anthem but

06:53:24.280 she hopes her hair oh the jerk nick find erica google you've played it before

06:53:31.320 she she knows what i'm talking i don't know the erica song that's the german national anthem

06:53:35.960 i think i'm pretty sure right pretty sure isn't it i think that's the was that the british national

06:53:46.120 anthem did i sing that right erica the erica song yeah play that shit why are you playing this

06:53:59.080 because it's because it's important for the culture okay do it for the vibe okay the vibes i'm here for

06:54:05.000 the vibes uh is it playing multicultural you guys yeah i'm most definitely three races hello

06:54:12.600 hello lower it lower it i love bands

06:54:20.280 oh this one wait wait there's another german thing ever

06:54:40.280 wait what is this uh german national anthem oh okay military one

06:54:44.200 hey chad come down wait stop it dick stop it the chat is gonna go crazy

06:54:50.920 shit they're saying why would you do that they're saying it's not a they're gonna say that it's not

06:54:54.840 a racist no it's not like a racist song or something i mean their old one was like

06:55:01.240 like take down all other nations were the purest accurate but they changed that no but that that's

06:55:06.280 like a marching song that's not that's their military one that's not even their actual

06:55:10.440 anthem pasty bro i can't see your super chats because it's freaking canadian money and the music

06:55:16.120 oh my god is canada even real not really just kidding 31st day i love canada i love canadians

06:55:23.240 have you been nope pasty george donated thirty dollars hey brian what else i'm considering what

06:55:30.360 tells you oh volume champagne stood up no he doesn't need any more yeah we're getting cut off

06:55:36.920 he doesn't want to have to take him all what can i do no i already who's gonna drive him i'm good

06:55:45.160 i'm fine someone's gonna have to drive his car oh my god he's still drinking drive barely having

06:55:50.360 here on an empty stomach brian like me wait what yeah go get some empty stomach oh yeah where's the pizza

06:55:56.680 oh yeah he didn't get us pizza yeah because you guys got pizza before that's because

06:56:01.000 okay um has anybody here ever had a threesome yes show of hands show of hands carmen kelly

06:56:08.840 threesome no i was asked threesome no no no threesome more than a threesome oh no okay

06:56:16.120 was a guy guy girl or a girl girl guy two guys and one guy okay anyone had a hoe phase show of hands

06:56:22.120 what was kelly kelly get back here bring your pizza you can bring your pizza oh what about my pizza

06:56:31.080 what was your hoe phase me sleeping with my art teacher that was your hoe phase what did it look

06:56:47.560 like face oh it was all over the place what are you doing bro this is yesterday and yesterday

06:56:57.640 yesterday was today oh my gosh it was the day before your your hoe phase was yesterday damn bro you

06:57:04.520 guys gonna have a weird fucking right back my brain cells i don't think she's okay okay forget it

06:57:12.200 carmen all right kelly you had a hoe phase what was it in high school um i was just talking to a

06:57:19.320 couple guys going on dates oh boy okay good times good um anyone here hooked up with two guys in a 24

06:57:27.880 hour period we know you did it what about you why would you think that of me i'm asking a question no

06:57:33.480 calm down lady i can see this tripping have you no i only have one potty okay you haven't almost

06:57:45.000 done we're almost done we're gonna wrap soon i'm very happy to pour i keep it together folks no no

06:57:51.400 no okay is it a deal breaker if a guy uses the word retard no or retarded no people are soft

06:58:01.080 nowadays sydney's like green flag deal breaker malia it looks like you want to say it's a deal

06:58:07.960 breaker no it's not a deal breaker i just don't you know and appreciate it if he's yelling at a

06:58:14.600 retard you're a retard that's a red flag but if he's like i'm a fucking demonic possession bro

06:58:22.600 then i love you yo wait sydney uh you need to do some like

06:58:31.240 some sort of like i don't know some sort of get get her the fucking holy wire bro look she's

06:58:36.200 fucking exorcist yo sydney fucking can you do it literally an exorcism no i don't believe in exorcism

06:58:42.280 oh it's catholicism that does that i do i do believe in demons and whatnot but

06:58:48.200 i mean we can pray for her but i definitely brian what are you doing i definitely think something's

06:58:55.000 wrong oh dear if i hear iron man are you fucking dancing to that like to the fucking stormwind music

06:59:04.280 right i do have i do have something come on come on oh no that's not necessary thank you

06:59:18.440 wow i've never seen that matched with a sexy dance yeah go ahead sydney

06:59:24.040 well um i hope you take this in good humor but i do have something that could help so this is a gift

06:59:28.520 to you oh i hope you take it in good humor yes i would in the good missionary spirit did you sign

06:59:35.320 it i started writing your name and then i it was in the uber and i couldn't finish it i see yes the

06:59:40.760 book of that is for you where's the part about the aliens and planets the aliens and planets isn't that

06:59:46.200 what are the what's it called it's called dnc doctrine and covenants and it's in a different

06:59:52.840 book it's not in the book oh but there is there is stuff in there yeah well because like and then

06:59:57.960 what about the planet stuff what's that about what planet stuff oh you mean like something else are

07:00:03.640 you thinking of scientology are you thinking of like colob because like like christians do

07:00:08.280 you generally believe in like colob is like heaven or something it's like a separate world

07:00:13.960 with the red bracelet well thank you thank you yes i i will actually i'll add it to the bookshelf

07:00:19.720 behind me i'll take a moment to read it i don't want to get it wet so i'm going to just put it

07:00:24.920 right here actually here i'll just put it can i hold it no it will catch on fire

07:00:29.880 right here and i don't want to do that it will catch on fire okay it's the worst and important

07:00:37.560 not the all right uh let's see here um oh is the deal breaker if a guy has a podcast yes

07:00:46.120 it's true no no it depends on what he's making his money for that 200k a year like if it's a super

07:00:52.920 macho bro like like masculine podcast maybe but i mean i did have a question earlier when we were

07:01:13.320 talking about like how much you want your man to make does it matter what type of work he's doing

07:01:18.200 in order to make that money sorry what so like when we were talking about how much you want

07:01:24.200 your man to make does it matter what type of work that he's doing i say wait can you do can you do

07:01:31.240 like no wait can you like a rat yeah like okay never mind i feel like we're in a horror podcast now

07:01:43.160 no a little bit carmen's been sweet no horror like she's giving us like

07:01:47.400 you tried to twist that to make it a positive oh dear carmen stop molesting your belly button

07:01:55.000 it might be your belly button alone oh okay go ahead with your point yeah back to the

07:01:59.960 wait wait hold on let her go first yeah yeah yeah go ahead so when we were talking about what we want

07:02:04.520 our man to bring like how much they we want them to make does it matter what type of work he's doing

07:02:10.280 to make that money yes i hope he's not okay or anything he can't be a porn star okay but like

07:02:15.080 i'm specifically talking like a blue collar rest of the show you have to stare into this

07:02:20.760 you can't look away oh no you have to look into this camera go ahead um i'm talking more like blue

07:02:26.360 collar work versus white collar like does that matter to you guys no absolutely i would prefer white

07:02:32.440 collar i love a blue collar see that's interesting to me i want to stay at home he's working hard to

07:02:39.000 provide i feel like you can appreciate what he's doing so much more absolutely that's what i'm

07:02:42.920 saying i think physical labor is and i hope more appreciated of course but i hope people that are

07:02:48.360 watching are are also realizing that the number i'm stating is for like children and for like a home

07:02:55.480 and for to supporting the family yeah but 500 000 is way more than you need to no but i'm saying

07:03:03.480 that was like an unrealistic world okay dream world okay but i said 200k realistically i'm hoping

07:03:08.680 but like my question was more tailored to blue collar versus white collar because i feel like

07:03:13.320 in society these days we frown upon labor work like everybody wants like it's work smarter not harder but

07:03:21.000 like i'm definitely going to do all the other stuff also if also there is a study that i did just read

07:03:27.000 about um a lot of students now students are graduating with no kind of skills they're just

07:03:32.440 graduating with the degree and a specific skill set is going to is going to get you a job way faster

07:03:39.400 and it's going to get you a secure job way way faster than just getting that degree so blue collar

07:03:44.600 workers have skills so the blue collar workers will be employed for most of the time you're not gonna

07:03:49.960 have to worry about them you know whatever but yeah they're gonna be they're gonna be employed so

07:03:55.160 yeah i admire a hard-working man in general yeah there's nothing wrong with no blue collar worker

07:04:00.120 we love him i'm so good i have a question for him to have a white collar worker cool too

07:04:05.640 hey you make your money as long as it's not illegal as long as it doesn't affect me

07:04:12.200 what's the problem he's not gonna have enough if you're a man to hang out with me so not true

07:04:16.760 uh a little bit if you like that's just laziness oh yeah that is just laziness because

07:04:23.640 you can't get an old man they work from like five and in the morning till like 5 p.m right

07:04:28.200 that's normal it depends no these blue collar workers are working from fucking 5 a.m to 5 p.m

07:04:34.280 right like the white collar workers they're also working my boyfriend's my boyfriend um is a

07:04:40.840 white collar worker he works from like depends on depends on the day but most of his shifts are 10 hours

07:04:46.040 like an electrician doesn't do as much manual labor like it's not as hard but it is a blue

07:04:51.960 collar job as like a plumber or a concrete for example my husband is a fire protection system

07:04:58.680 fitter like so he does fire protection systems in like industrial buildings and stuff like that is

07:05:03.560 hard labor but he's working like uh 10 hour days so but he's home in the afternoon like that's the

07:05:10.600 thing because they start so early they're home in the afternoon and so like he like hangs out and

07:05:15.320 chills and does whatever he wants and then i get home at four and we're fine we hang out we have

07:05:20.840 dinner oh yeah i think just providing man is just all that matters yeah and also for the blue collar

07:05:27.160 workers too if you're worried about them like not having time for you because they work in the morning

07:05:31.480 they do get off at like three and then you guys have the whole rest of the day that's what i'm saying

07:05:36.440 like that's just laziness if you ask me yes he must not or not taking you into consideration because

07:05:42.200 you know you can also spend time together but apart like you're doing your own thing but you're

07:05:46.600 together like that's a thing if you're a man like provided enough that you could have kids have a

07:05:52.520 stable home um would you guys choose to stay home yeah yes absolutely yeah i want to stay home

07:05:59.240 yep i i love that question i've actually been waiting to talk more about that stuff but i'm i'm glad you

07:06:04.840 asked that but you don't want to stay home no you want to say i'm i say i'm only reason why i said

07:06:10.120 that i feel like a lot of times the modern day men do not want to be the providers and actually do not

07:06:16.120 agree with traditional man and woman morals so i i wanted to talk more about that today like how

07:06:22.520 a lot of our modern men these days do not want to pay for your guys's dinners they want it to be 50 50

07:06:28.120 and actually do not and are not ready to provide for a family and i think that's a big discussion we

07:06:33.240 didn't have today i think it's i think it's important because like if females if all they're

07:06:38.120 wanting to give is like sex and quick relationships not any real then why would men want to pursue that

07:06:44.920 so i think it's two-sided where it is it honestly does start with what had happened i think feminism

07:06:51.960 had a big part of that of the reason why men want to act the way that they want to act that's 100 true

07:06:57.080 it definitely was feminism that pushed this new wave of men but it is i think in my opinion

07:07:02.680 it is still true that a lot of people they just are really soft nowadays and can't handle

07:07:08.600 can't handle a lot of things women can't handle a lot of things that has to do with men and what

07:07:13.800 what it is what it's like being with like a man like this and then a lot of men they just don't

07:07:17.720 they don't want to be a provider i just don't know men don't want to be independent nowadays it's

07:07:21.560 weird absolutely i've just experienced a lot of men being scared of providing for a woman and

07:07:26.440 that's why i was just kind of waiting for the conversation i do have a theory that nobody wants

07:07:32.360 to have to take care of somebody else i think if you have to take care of somebody else it becomes

07:07:37.720 a chore and like it's not out of love anymore right now if you're providing for your partner like this

07:07:42.680 is something you discussed like you're gonna stay at home and i'm gonna go work that's totally different

07:07:47.640 but like if you're starting to expect somebody to take care of you i think that's where that line is

07:07:54.920 strong if i expect somebody to take care of me but i'll in return do the housework

07:07:59.240 yeah you gotta but again that's the conversation you've had that conversation oh yeah if you're

07:08:03.320 dating then that should be like one of the first things you talk about but like women just expecting

07:08:08.040 things i think that's very wrong yeah and how do you general standard though how do you guys feel

07:08:13.880 about like a woman who fully like can provide for themselves and is with a man that kind of refuses to

07:08:18.760 be a provider even though he knows this woman can provide for herself i think that's their relationship

07:08:23.720 yeah that's what she chose i don't agree with it i wouldn't ever choose that for myself okay

07:08:28.040 it's a preference at that point okay no he's a pussy sorry go for it sorry we're just talking

07:08:34.760 about general conversation no i know general conversation if a man doesn't want to take care

07:08:39.000 of his woman i think they're a pussy because i think a man should oh wow

07:08:42.760 and strangely touching her body to world of warcraft music quite common tells us about being saved by

07:08:49.000 crying plot twist i hope to never live in that reality and i'm very happy to be a wholesome

07:08:54.840 person this is amazing thank you cha good to see you in the chat appreciate it man pasty george donated

07:09:02.200 thirty dollars the reason why good men don't want to pay for dates anymore is that women have used

07:09:08.120 men for free meals for far too long that's true they have had enough i i can see where he's coming from

07:09:13.800 with that yes i definitely think it is donated thirty dollars w chair four tonight brian you've got

07:09:21.400 glint on your arm women fight with brian more please oh damn i definitely think something that brian

07:09:29.320 talked about in episodes past too was like why should men have to pay for the date if it doesn't go

07:09:34.680 anywhere or i think is that one of your that's not my position yeah that's just like i mean i i

07:09:41.800 debate on the who who should pay thing but it's never it my argument is never well uh if the man

07:09:50.440 doesn't get anything out of it that's never my argument brian i have a question oh sorry no no yes

07:09:55.880 go ahead malia i know you're so curious about my i i just have never really watched of like oh yeah

07:10:02.520 what's up one of the shows i i i kind of want to know your position on as far as like being a man

07:10:07.640 and um the role you play when it comes to a woman um do you believe in 50 50 do you believe

07:10:14.680 and providing fully for your woman that you want to marry and have children with i'm i'm just curious

07:10:23.560 that's a good question so if i'm with a girl she's my girlfriend i'm gonna take care of

07:10:30.200 everything okay um i don't know if is is there more that's like that's it that's it that was

07:10:40.040 really easy actually i was expecting a little bit more did you answer in the 50 50 oh sorry good but

07:10:45.480 if she expects it though like if she came at you expecting that would you still feel the same way

07:10:51.720 that's what i'm that's what i'm gonna do i'm gonna take care of everything i don't want her

07:10:56.360 i don't want her to have to work at all really yeah so you're traditional well i don't think

07:11:03.400 traditional is totally black and white of course but uh in that in terms of the dynamic between a girl

07:11:12.440 like long term yeah i don't want her to have to work okay and she won't she won't have to i'm going

07:11:17.880 to take care of everything she won't have to work okay but i am going to have expectations when it

07:11:22.760 comes to the household when it comes to children absolutely as you should but to your i i forgot

07:11:27.880 if it was you or you you asked me like i wouldn't want a woman who's like in has an entitlement

07:11:35.000 she can want it but if there's an entitlement that's unattractive and then also just um i guess

07:11:40.760 like but if she came to you and she was like well you guys were obviously talking about dating and

07:11:45.720 like what you want for your future and she was like i expect you to do x y and z you'd be okay with that

07:11:51.640 no like if it's an expectation like you don't do this like this isn't gonna happen well i feel like

07:11:58.200 the entitlement comes from expect wanting the traditional values but then not returning the

07:12:02.360 traditional but i think it's just like a i think it's a standard that you set for yourself like no

07:12:06.200 my man is going to provide everything but i'm going to be doing everything in return okay so like

07:12:10.920 traditional expects traditional you can't have somebody expecting traditional not being traditional

07:12:15.560 absolutely yeah okay but yeah i mean i would

07:12:21.800 long-term relationship i'll i'm going to take care of everything she doesn't have to work

07:12:27.160 but i am going to expect the bow i feel like i feel like i'm your wingman right now you know the

07:12:34.120 in the live are like yeah the women are like oh okay brian i mean it's like mostly dudes

07:12:39.960 watching maybe no i'm happy because they can take notes off of you know how a man should really

07:12:49.080 represent i guess but well the but that i was going to say is i feel like a lot of women aren't

07:12:54.280 deserving of that kind of treatment of course i agree oh yeah a lot of women are not holding up

07:13:00.680 their end of the deal but i want to say i hold men to this too if you're a guy and you have certain

07:13:05.960 expectations on women you need to hold up your end of the deal but women i feel like

07:13:11.160 they're failing to hold up their end of the deal when it comes to because very often you'll have

07:13:17.320 really modern women progressive liberal whatever and they have traditional gender expectations on men

07:13:23.880 but they've they what is the word they have not revoked i say this all the time how can i

07:13:31.960 fucking alcohol i blame it on the alcohol alcohol so don't judge me on my um country list they have

07:13:42.040 abdicated no it's abstained abandoned it's okay abandoned yeah they've uh they've uh you guys a lot of

07:13:53.560 women have abandoned not redacted redacted redacted out the big words rescinded no it's not they've

07:14:01.640 abandoned would be surrendered or rescinded now relieved it starts with an r they have not retard

07:14:09.000 it starts rebuked revoked i don't know whatever it doesn't matter i don't know you you got a lot of

07:14:19.320 modern women who are not traditional who want traditional treatment i think if you want

07:14:23.880 traditional treatment you got to be a traditional woman and it's not i love that and i really do

07:14:29.720 love that hot take maybe but i think women are way more selfish than men especially now way more

07:14:38.040 selfish than men way more selfish it's always about me by the way when we talk about main character

07:14:43.080 syndrome it's usually about a women a woman that most people don't even say thank you for their

07:14:48.120 dates which i find hey guys here's what we're going to do for the last like 10 minutes of the show i

07:14:52.520 lowered the tts to we're doing a 20 effectively 20 dollar tts 1999 uh tts roast if you want final

07:15:01.320 call last call 10 minutes literally tts roast like the third time also guys you can do roasts

07:15:07.080 and get some whatever merch shop.whatever.com uh you can make a purchase and then you can include

07:15:14.200 a message in your purchase so we have t-shirts for like 30 bucks it includes so if you buy a t-shirt

07:15:22.600 you get a little bonus you can do a a roast basically uh for just an extra for an extra 10 bucks you get

07:15:29.240 a t-shirt basically at least for how the current price is for the roast 20 dollar tts get them in

07:15:34.120 great in 10 minutes i like the slot one that one's cute which one the slot one you are so welcome

07:15:41.480 can i have one john they're donated 30 dollars just wants to make brian

07:15:46.280 give everyone a t-shirt because i can

07:15:49.800 what because i can okay i need to get sure that's the power thank you roman

07:15:56.920 pasty george donated 30 dollars the reason that a lot of men do not want to marry western women

07:16:02.920 anymore is because of the divorce three hundred and fours that marry just for money

07:16:07.960 even three or fours are not a complete guarantee against gold diggers that is true justin martin's

07:16:13.800 donated 30 dollars are we gonna get to take brian made check three wear caution tape it's because

07:16:21.560 i'm a whore i think it actually looks really cute like that it looks good you should just never

07:16:27.960 yeah i like it like that i know it's a statement you could probably you could probably sell that

07:16:33.800 for a lot i just don't think you should actually take the tape off because you're not a cheap whore

07:16:38.920 well you don't want to represent i love cheap whore i just don't want a little bit by way i

07:16:44.280 believe that i love cheap whore yeah it's probably for the best anyways she wants to be a cheap whore

07:16:50.600 she can be a cheap whore just kidding just kidding it's not funny baby stuff junk donated 69 dollars

07:16:59.400 i married my wife we were very different you can make all things work with a strong man and a

07:17:04.840 submissive woman no like god intended that is so good you have to be able to change and grow together

07:17:12.120 rude rude felicity i think getting married young is better yo justin thank you man because you can

07:17:17.320 grow together oh wait that was stuff and junk thank you stuff wait just quiet guys quiet guys we

07:17:26.040 gotta let cha come in here 20 tts boys if you're actually curious why men have departed from the

07:17:34.200 traditional roles you expect the answer is simple women abandon their feminine duties

07:17:40.600 men have no incentive to fulfill theirs for you but it's so crazy because they'll get a very

07:17:45.480 traditional woman and still refuse sometimes that does happen sometimes yeah that happens

07:17:54.200 that happens oh the valve video okay this is my expectation first oh did we do the laundry did

07:18:00.760 we talk about them we did like barely i feel like okay play the play the bow first we'll play the

07:18:05.640 bow oh wait hold on pasty george the bell pasty george donated 30 dollars many men are not seeking

07:18:13.960 western women anymore because of the gross entitlement and ego that they display towards men this is why

07:18:20.600 miktor and passport brothers are growing traditional women ftw lucifer underscore moaning underscore star donated

07:18:29.720 twenty dollars why does chair one look like she was the tattoo artist dummy was it his first day on the job

07:18:37.480 oh thank you love you twenty dollar tts we got seven minutes if you guys want ten twenty dollar tts also

07:18:51.320 if you guys want you'd buy a shirt shop.whatever.com it will just come through as a tts you can include

07:18:58.040 a message with that thank you guys you guys are fucking legends thank you getting married nowadays to women

07:19:03.480 in this age is not a good idea you're just not finding the correct woman and you're not in the

07:19:08.920 right circles yeah like you can find so many submissive women that want to take care of you

07:19:14.520 that's ridiculous yeah if you're not if you're not have those exact same standards for yourself then

07:19:19.480 you can't expect it from someone else so if it's not a good idea exactly wait sydney yeah i love you but

07:19:27.800 i have to call you out but it's not really you it's not really me i gotta call you out sydney okay

07:19:33.960 what is it all right should i do it nick yes uh-oh you know what i'm a social assassin so i guess i have

07:19:40.760 to uh i'm nervous okay so randomly like earlier a couple hours ago i got a text message on my personal

07:19:49.000 number oh no which i don't give out hello brian this is your brother uh my brother my parents and

07:19:58.760 i are extremely disappointed with the way this episode is being handled and we feel like nothing

07:20:03.560 productive is being discussed would you please tell sydney that we'd like her to leave the podcast

07:20:09.000 if she chooses not to leave would you please at least start talking about things that matter

07:20:14.600 and not just let those mentally and morally crippled girls talk about their horrible life

07:20:19.640 decisions how did my brother find your number so i asked because that's so and he says sorry i'm not

07:20:29.880 going to disclose that i'm honestly just worried about my sister and hope that this episode becomes

07:20:34.440 higher quality i'm not going to share this number with anyone else i was just wanting to get that

07:20:39.720 message to sydney and and then i was like do you think that's appropriate to like do some little

07:20:45.640 fucking internet thing you know try to i don't know what is it skip tracing or whatever you can

07:20:50.840 find people's fucking numbers it's fucking weird that's crazy that's fucking weird and to text you live

07:20:55.960 is even fucking during the show like that's a go off fucking i'm sorry but that's fucking weird

07:21:00.280 like if you're looking up fucking people's numbers and watching them on the show at the same

07:21:03.880 time and texting them about it and telling him how to run his fucking show that's weird

07:21:07.960 sorry but it's weird but i mean that's a form of stalking that's a form of stalking that's hella

07:21:13.320 weird i would be fucking creeped out i would be like bitch what the fuck how the fuck did you get

07:21:17.800 my number and you won't even tell me how you're gonna get my number i told him i told him yeah i was

07:21:22.920 like do you think that's appropriate to text me on my phone personal number i have no idea i he is

07:21:28.760 very very protective and i think is he like a private investigator or something what's he do what

07:21:33.960 what's your brother do for work he just got back from a two-year mission actually so why

07:21:41.640 i'm not even mormon bro and they're already fucking coming for me dude what the fuck i don't know how

07:21:47.160 you got your number but i mean there's like he's looking out for me and there's ways you can do

07:21:51.080 you can i do another hot take and all this shit but um wait what i i said i have a hot take i think

07:21:56.520 all yeah i think all religions are a form of a cult and they're only there that's just we don't

07:22:02.200 have time don't know i don't have time to answer that but what i really do appreciate your you know

07:22:09.000 i like your outlook but yeah yeah i know i love what you stand for but a lot of times they also like

07:22:14.040 target mormons but i mean i i do appreciate a lot of your guys it's like you know where's your

07:22:20.440 standards but i mean they say cold chill out felicity my other part though is i think he was

07:22:27.400 just saying that that's crazy that is crazy wait hold on no wait i just had a i just had an epiphany

07:22:34.200 about this so he says i hope that you can understand where i'm coming from as a brother sir

07:22:43.400 i think that's which is weird because i do have a sister so i don't know if he's trying to

07:22:49.000 like and he found that during his skip trace you could no you could definitely find that you can

07:22:55.080 find we had this we had an incident two weeks ago by the way two weeks ago i never mentioned

07:23:00.040 this on stream because it's fucking creepy as fuck two weeks ago guys be quiet two weeks ago

07:23:07.000 the reason we were like what like 30 minutes late yeah we had these two girls who came together with

07:23:14.200 their manager and their manager i don't know if he's on drugs or drunk or whatever he was weird i

07:23:19.560 i'm trying to get the show going i'm i'm super busy uh pre-show i get a call on my phone and it shows

07:23:28.120 my it says dad it says dad on my phone and so i pick it up and i'm like why i'm i was already kind

07:23:35.640 of nervous because you know like my dad yeah why is your dad calling my dad knows i'm doing the show

07:23:40.280 so like this must be emergency that my dad is calling me like right before the show and then

07:23:45.640 it's another person's voice and my heart sinks i literally thought my dad died yeah that's so scary

07:23:52.760 i'm not even joking like if you get a call from they spoofed your dad's real number well yes they

07:23:59.720 spoofed my they spoofed his number but initially i thought oh my god he's fucking dead somebody found

07:24:05.560 and i was like literally right before the show and then it's this dude i'm like who is this and

07:24:12.120 he's being weird and then it's like oh uh can i can i come up i came with those girls and i'm like no we

07:24:18.440 have a no guest policy and then and then uh i'm like yo i gotta go so i hang up and then he proceeds

07:24:27.560 to do that and it pops up mom so he spoofs then he called for he called my sister

07:24:37.160 yeah ryan what the book this is the shit i deal with this is the public figure public figure

07:24:45.160 this is and so my sister called me and she like my actual sister didn't it wasn't him spoofing my

07:24:51.400 sister calls me and she's like hey some weird guy just called me i'm like why the

07:24:56.440 fuck is this weirdo i never i've never talked to this dude why is he calling my sister just weird

07:25:02.520 shit like that now your brother he didn't do that was what this other guy did was worse than what your

07:25:08.440 brother did but like and oh you know the funniest thing is i was telling the girls i was like yo this

07:25:14.600 is a security risk like we can't have you on the show if your fucking manager is like trying to

07:25:20.920 contact my family that's so fucking weird that's bad and then i was like you guys have to leave so

07:25:26.440 we actually had it wasn't a rage quip but we had to kick two girls off the show uh was it two weekends

07:25:32.760 ago yeah it was two weekends ago had to kick them out and then the guy proceeded to text me for like

07:25:39.080 the entire show he was texting me um and uh my sister was freaked out my parents were freaked out

07:25:46.360 rightfully so yeah because like who's this fucking weirdo calling and shit and it's like

07:25:51.640 so anyways i recently had another experience like that i thought it was worth sharing but

07:25:57.560 i need to change your number no no look it's not that my number is out there it's that there are

07:26:03.800 certain tools that you can use where you can like you just put in somebody's name it'll give you okay

07:26:09.880 so it doesn't like actually say your number it just says your name and like you're texting them

07:26:13.480 well no you can pay for for for certain things and you can literally it's like 30 a month and

07:26:17.960 you just look up someone's name and it'll show you all their previous addresses it'll show you all

07:26:21.640 their previous phone numbers it'll show you their job their job history it'll show you everything

07:26:26.600 you'll find your social that's crazy oh everything yeah yeah so well so the internet is a crazy place

07:26:31.960 yeah so there is look there's ways you can like spoof numbers or whatever but like to trick the caller

07:26:38.680 id i'm not i'm not sure exactly how it works but i know it is a thing and yeah apparently

07:26:43.480 he was a he is a bail bondsman or something i don't know if that's like against the bail bondsman

07:26:52.680 rules or some shit but you know like for example a police officer like if he's trying to go on a date

07:26:59.160 with a girl it's technically like i think it's against their policy to like use use police databases

07:27:07.720 to like look that's not related to like investigating a crime if they're just like

07:27:12.360 trying to do a background check on uh like on some girl they're going to go on a date with it's

07:27:18.200 i guess i don't know if that's the same with bail bondsman anyway it's fucking weird

07:27:22.920 um well we're sorry about that and that's crazy it's all your fault malia i blame you

07:27:29.240 it's a passionate woman brother which i understand i don't think it has anything to do

07:27:33.640 i think he's just a protective brother well yeah i'm grateful for that but i don't know if that was

07:27:38.040 one of the best ways to go but i told him it's really overstepped i like because you're a grown

07:27:44.280 woman one that's what i think and then i don't know well but two it's brian's podcast he gets to

07:27:49.720 run it the way he wants to run it and then the number you found this random man's number i think

07:27:53.960 that's the craziest part it's just finding the number he stopped you it is it is a bit and then so he

07:28:01.000 let's see um he oh yeah i was like he says he apologizes for the direct communication and i i

07:28:10.520 told him i was like this is completely inappropriate and then he says i believe that my texting you

07:28:15.640 personally is the least inappropriate thing that has happened in the relation to the podcast tonight

07:28:21.000 i'm grateful for the opportunity that you're providing to my sister as she joins you i was simply

07:28:26.360 disappointed with the lack of intelligence and morals involved in the conversations so far from

07:28:32.920 the clips that i've seen of your show before there had always seemed to be a higher standard of the

07:28:38.200 content and the debate clips are taken out of context if you're not watching the whole show you

07:28:43.720 would have no idea like this like i don't think we've gone off topic of what you normally discuss

07:28:49.080 well regardless of if there's any merit to like his criticisms of the show or the panel or whatever

07:28:55.000 it's completely inappropriate to text like find my personal number text it completely inappropriate

07:29:04.120 dude ban these retards in the chat w protective brother okay that's a perma ban um yeah it's never

07:29:10.280 appropriate to stop it's fine to be protective it's fine to be protective but to find my personal

07:29:19.320 number and text it while i'm in the middle of a podcast that's completely inappropriate there's no

07:29:25.240 justification whatsoever well that to me is not protective because she's not in any danger like

07:29:31.400 in order to be protective you need to be in danger he just doesn't want her to be on the show

07:29:36.120 that's a really really good point i just think he doesn't want to be surrounded by like more

07:29:40.600 crass language than i guess well yeah but you asked hold on sydney you asked to be on the show

07:29:46.360 no i fully recognize that i willingly came on this so yes we talk about dating and we'll talk about

07:29:53.800 all kinds of topics and she's been on the show before so this idea that oh well this particular

07:30:01.000 guest is just i i didn't expect such you know a kind of let's just say unique guest she's been on

07:30:09.560 the show before and she was on a very popular episode and she had viral clips so this idea like

07:30:14.280 oh you know i don't know i love the hair i'm sorry for that happening well but it's also like he

07:30:20.280 doesn't trust you to stand your ground and stand for your morals like he's thinking that we're going

07:30:25.160 to change your mind and that's not the case it's to have a different outlook on society and your

07:30:31.960 views where you come from because it's so vastly different from the rest of us i think he also could

07:30:36.440 have gone about it a different way he could have sent a 30 tts yeah oh true could have told you

07:30:41.400 the instagram band yeah yeah could have dm the instagram like going and i don't think he even sent

07:30:47.800 like a dm anywhere so like he skipped over all other lines of communication he went to an extreme

07:30:54.040 like to go to to do my uh cell phone that's just my my number that's weird they're very i think they're

07:31:03.080 very passionate about well i do believe that passionate that i do believe in my morals completely

07:31:09.720 but i don't know if it has to do with the podcast yeah no i think like your guys's morals and beliefs

07:31:15.320 like they kind of stray away from a lot what's going on in our podcast today you guys are a very very

07:31:21.560 strong religion so i think that's hence why there's different values and nobody's criticizing the

07:31:27.480 religion i'm making a criticism of a personal action taken that has nothing to do with the

07:31:32.600 religion it's just inappropriate to like skip trace somebody's phone number to like yeah very

07:31:41.320 inappropriate i know he wanted to like call me out that bad like where are you obsessed with me like

07:31:47.960 i don't know man anyway i'll i don't know chat what do you think

07:31:52.600 wait somebody i've been having that date is privileged and to see it is one thing but when

07:32:00.040 you use it is wrongful oh he's talking about the bail bondsman from two weeks ago oh oh yeah

07:32:08.280 yeah it's he was a weird guy do you know why he would do that though i i'm just confused i don't um

07:32:14.520 um yeah like do you think anything maybe maybe i my parents are very protective too so maybe they

07:32:20.600 reached out which is like hey maybe have her come off the podcast and did you tell your parents you

07:32:24.520 were going on it yeah they're fully aware yeah but again protective means that you're in some

07:32:28.840 sense of danger and i don't know about you but i don't feel danger here they just seem upset that

07:32:34.040 you're here with people who aren't don't share the same beliefs yeah no i think it's just the way

07:32:40.840 some people behaved i think it i think it's a little bit that way well i just think it's a little

07:32:47.800 bit more extreme than they probably expected it's fun so okay okay but that's part of the podcast and

07:32:55.880 i came on here fully understanding that but but so if that's the case you've watched full episodes

07:33:00.440 right not just clips okay okay we're trying we're trying to defend this podcast and you're doing

07:33:08.840 this right now what what oh you're not you're not watching did i miss something she's just i missed

07:33:15.960 it i missed it she's just itching out this thing just hurts so bad my insides we're almost done she's

07:33:22.680 ready to go she's done i don't know she's done oh my god yeah like i said i don't think anything

07:33:31.560 was strange compared to other episodes so much actually this is probably tame compared to other

07:33:38.760 episodes honestly wait what oh yeah this is a very i mean i've never heard you guys talk about dogs on

07:33:45.400 here at least since i've been watching like that was a new one never i did not no i know i'm sorry i'm

07:33:51.080 a dog mom i can't help it but like that's what i'm saying like i think this was way tame compared

07:33:56.040 to other episodes that i've watched i don't know to me to me anything otherwise i mean it was it was

07:34:03.880 like a little a little wild but there's definitely been it was just like it was weird i don't know

07:34:09.720 it wasn't angry i don't think anybody here was angry my back yeah what do you think about the whole

07:34:17.640 number thing though what number thing like the brother texting me on my oh i think that's no i i

07:34:23.320 i'm saying this because i know how people because that's this shit's happening before like this shit

07:34:28.040 is weird and i don't like that and i think that's weird for you to go out of your way to go and look

07:34:32.040 somebody up and find a find a certain phone number to go and text them just personally without them

07:34:36.520 even knowing who you are it's like an invasion of and then you skip the step of even dming and then

07:34:42.040 it's like you're watching and i think it's also just the fact like i feel uncomfortable like

07:34:45.880 you're literally watching us live and you're over here saying like this whole show is inappropriate

07:34:49.640 and you want your sister to come off the show like i understand the more urgent reason that no i

07:34:53.960 understand the protective brother i mean maybe i don't understand because my brother is not protective

07:34:57.720 of me but i understand the whole protective thing but yes i like you you're watching the show you see

07:35:04.200 your sister's not in any kind of harm at all no one's even around you no one's like i don't think it

07:35:10.440 has to do with harm i think it has to do or they're away or something but like yeah i think he's just

07:35:16.840 disappointed of his sister yeah and their community and it is it is inappropriate that's inappropriate

07:35:26.760 but with those kinds of morals and like respecting like the the the religion and everything so i well

07:35:32.200 i maybe okay this might sound ignorant but like in the mormon religion is it is it like do you guys look at

07:35:38.360 other people as like i don't know like you look at this person and you say like oh like you're like

07:35:44.200 this so i'm not gonna fuck with you because you act like this but i mean no all of our communities are

07:35:49.560 so different and i think that's why we're so i'm sure they were just shocked shell shocked by because

07:35:55.400 it's it is more oh so you didn't prep them yeah you didn't tell them

07:35:59.480 i told my mom what podcast but you just told them that you were going on a podcast yeah they

07:36:05.640 know what podcast and they watch some clips but um oh well then that's the thing you can't watch

07:36:10.040 the clips the clips are taken out of context you have to watch an entire episode to know what you're

07:36:13.880 getting into yeah but the clips are more wild exactly they're more out of pocket even if you

07:36:19.400 even if you only watch the clips that would give you a good sense of like okay what you're getting

07:36:24.840 into i don't know i mean his things as big labias matter like you wear that almost every time it's

07:36:31.160 true i mean it's very i'm sure he had good intentions but his actions were inappropriate

07:36:37.720 yeah i don't think there should be accountability taken for those actions i'm just saying i'm just

07:36:43.640 saying like how about this like how would your brother feel if a bunch of dudes who watch this

07:36:50.120 podcast skip traced you and started texting you no of course you wouldn't be comfortable with that

07:36:55.880 that would be that would be like a violation your brother did that to me yeah and you have every

07:37:03.880 right absolutely to feel the way that you feel that's doing the fucking and it's not just that

07:37:09.320 the dude it's not like the dude is in fucking idaho the dude is it like in the the vicinity

07:37:16.440 and then that creates i don't know creates a i mean a bit of a like a safety concern i'm not

07:37:26.600 i'm not tripping about it but it is like it is on our radar for security reasons i'm sorry about

07:37:32.360 that he's he he won't do no harm he's yeah i'm not look i'm not worried about it but chill

07:37:39.320 is this what happens after sex no oh my god sorry was too soon

07:37:50.840 because earlier for those who are just tuning in earlier in the show she cries after sex sometimes

07:37:57.640 during too all right we're gonna wrap um we're gonna wrap i'm gonna let the chats come through

07:38:03.160 sorry for the delay on these guys she's giving up what she's gonna cover some of the things i

07:38:10.360 want to talk about i know there was so much i wanted to talk about too good show guys yeah

07:38:15.000 good show wait there was one there's stuff yeah there was other stuff wait there's more you guys

07:38:19.160 wanted to talk about yeah we were like just talking about like absolutely emptiness like i feel like

07:38:23.160 you'd ask questions i mean like okay so a big one for me was like how how the internet

07:38:29.800 okay okay shut up shut up felicity read this so i can get this interesting podcast all ladies very

07:38:35.160 wait wait wait wait just stop

07:38:42.680 chill chill chill out

07:38:48.280 what the

07:38:48.760 fuck

07:38:55.160 nick how do you want to proceed here nick you're our security guard

07:38:58.600 where's this all right she's just look she's taking a breather here stop stop guys be quiet god

07:39:07.480 damn okay that's why it's going on so long yeah interesting um i have had a yorkshire pudding

07:39:13.240 shut up let felicity read god damn i was answering his question it has to be read first all ladies

07:39:19.160 very feminine still had opinions chair one you chair one you ever had a yorkshire pudding i made

07:39:24.760 for brits a long time ago yeah that um

07:39:30.840 hold on

07:39:39.240 do we have a blanket we could give her or something

07:39:45.640 yeah did you read the whole thing from avon yeah okay avon thank you man appreciate it should i

07:39:52.200 answer

07:40:08.920 uh thank you avon we'll come back to

07:40:12.680 have you ever had yorkshire pudding yeah they're really good

07:40:16.440 Dayame

07:40:18.460 Okay

07:40:19.500 Dayame

07:40:20.880 Dayame

07:40:22.300 Dayame

07:40:22.860 All right

07:40:24.340 Okay

07:40:26.340 Pasty George donated $20

07:40:29.600 I was actually hoping to hear more talking from chair four

07:40:33.620 Instead we had to hear many made up stories from chairs one and two

07:40:37.960 Who are just poses

07:40:39.460 Well thank you

07:40:44.540 I'm glad that you appreciate what I say

07:40:46.300 All right

07:40:46.980 Thank you Pasty George

07:40:48.260 Appreciate it

07:40:48.820 You have had Yorkshire pudding

07:40:50.200 I missed that part

07:40:51.240 Okay

07:40:54.380 Thank you Avon for the membership

07:40:58.300 We have Desert George

07:41:01.080 Desert George donated $20

07:41:03.720 Sure good women do exist in the West

07:41:07.260 We call them unicorns dot you know

07:41:09.960 The mythical exquisite creature that doesn't really exist

07:41:13.380 A unicorn means something else

07:41:15.120 That's unfortunate

07:41:15.940 Yeah

07:41:16.400 Even Marlo donated $30

07:41:18.400 Already read this

07:41:19.420 Interesting podcast

07:41:20.720 All ladies very feminine still had various opinions

07:41:24.280 Share one you ever had Yorkshire pudding

07:41:26.780 I made for Brits a long time ago

07:41:29.460 Pasty George donated $20

07:41:33.900 While I do not agree with cell phone spoofing

07:41:37.340 I totally agree with what happened to the T-app leak

07:41:40.540 L-M-M-F-A-O

07:41:41.880 Yeah

07:41:42.280 Well I had an epiphany

07:41:44.860 I'm wondering if that happened when

07:41:47.000 John XD donated $20

07:41:48.720 If he's unwilling and afraid to allow you to confront immorality where it lives

07:41:54.020 Then he's being a coward

07:41:55.540 We don't care about your convictions if you are too cowardly fight for them

07:42:00.100 Edgewalker 100 donated $20

07:42:03.640 Thank you Cha I appreciate it

07:42:04.800 Might be hard to find a husband with that level of weird following you around

07:42:08.980 Is that to me?

07:42:11.100 Or

07:42:11.300 No I don't think so

07:42:12.820 Okay

07:42:12.980 I'm pretty sure that's to you Sydney

07:42:16.760 Oh was it?

07:42:18.840 Yeah

07:42:19.140 Or I mean maybe it applies to any of the girls on the panel

07:42:23.660 I don't know

07:42:24.100 Daniel thank you

07:42:26.760 Even Marlowe donated $19

07:42:28.800 Interesting podcast

07:42:30.800 Again?

07:42:31.480 All ladies very feminine still had opinions

07:42:34.140 Share one you ever had Yorkshire pudding

07:42:36.560 I made for Brits a long time ago

07:42:39.200 I like Yorkshire pudding

07:42:41.360 Can I respond?

07:42:42.720 One sec we're going to let these through

07:42:44.820 I think the chair four's parents were concerned about their daughter being around

07:42:48.540 Digens and feminism infected women

07:42:50.680 If I had kids

07:42:52.160 Especially a daughter

07:42:53.420 I wouldn't want them around my children either

07:42:56.140 Not underscore super donated $20

07:43:00.280 Some people need some help

07:43:03.000 To respond to the Mormon's or weird question

07:43:06.880 I think different doesn't define weird

07:43:08.900 I think that we just have high morals and high standards

07:43:12.940 That sometimes isn't found in normal society

07:43:15.340 So just because it's different doesn't mean it's weird

07:43:17.660 Vector donated $30

07:43:21.140 Thank you Vector

07:43:21.880 Brian I have it on full faith that chair six's brother is dangerous

07:43:26.700 In fact her brother is a big bull

07:43:29.480 No that's her son

07:43:30.780 Okay Sydney you had something you wanted to address or whatever

07:43:34.220 Oh I addressed the weird one but I think that was it

07:43:38.100 That was it?

07:43:38.640 Okay

07:43:38.860 Alright guys

07:43:39.820 We are going to wrap the show

07:43:42.120 Excuse me wrap the show

07:43:43.680 We're just gonna wrap

07:43:47.440 Okay so

07:43:49.600 I'd like to end the show by saying

07:43:53.060 Actually whatever

07:43:54.160 Would you consider stopping sex work?

07:43:59.740 Take my glasses off for this one

07:44:01.780 Oh my god we don't need the

07:44:03.040 No I would not consider stopping sex work right now

07:44:07.380 We don't need the

07:44:09.440 The story

07:44:11.240 Oh my I'm so tired I can't even think straight right now

07:44:14.140 It's okay

07:44:14.440 We don't need the preamble

07:44:17.240 There it is

07:44:18.380 Don't need the preamble

07:44:20.040 Oh we didn't do the fucking makeup

07:44:23.140 Eh fuck it doesn't

07:44:25.560 We don't need to do it

07:44:26.240 Doesn't matter

07:44:26.720 Okay Gigi

07:44:28.320 Hold on Gigi

07:44:30.680 Well played

07:44:31.540 To the panel

07:44:32.520 Thank you guys for coming

07:44:33.520 Appreciate it

07:44:34.100 Last call

07:44:34.580 Hit the like button please

07:44:35.640 On your way out

07:44:36.880 Also please leave a nice comment

07:44:38.500 Once the live ends

07:44:39.820 I read them

07:44:41.100 Positivity is nice

07:44:42.360 And it helps the algorithm

07:44:44.480 Thank you for tuning in tonight

07:44:46.120 You could have been anywhere in the world

07:44:47.300 But you're here with me

07:44:48.260 I appreciate that

07:44:49.240 Thank you to everyone who super chats

07:44:51.000 Donates and supports the show

07:44:52.240 We are viewer supported

07:44:53.620 We uh

07:44:54.960 We couldn't do it without you guys

07:44:57.060 We don't

07:44:57.640 We've done like

07:44:59.000 Three sponsors

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07:45:04.500 So we are viewer supported

07:45:05.800 Really appreciate all the support guys

07:45:07.440 Couldn't do it without you

07:45:10.200 Uh we will be live again

07:45:11.460 Sunday at 5pm pacific

07:45:12.680 I think we have a

07:45:13.520 Good guest coming through

07:45:15.020 But

07:45:15.560 It's a bit on the fence

07:45:17.820 We'll see

07:45:18.200 But we do have a good panel

07:45:19.240 In any case

07:45:20.020 Any girls who want to be on the show

07:45:21.100 DM at whatever on instagram

07:45:22.180 If you can make it to santa barbara

07:45:24.040 I want to see 07s in the chat

07:45:27.160 07s in the chat guys

07:45:29.140 It was a fun stream

07:45:30.400 And uh

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07:45:40.720 Good night

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