Adin Live - January 02, 2024


Adin Ross & Fousey Speak on Recent Allegations..


Episode Stats

Length

16 minutes

Words per Minute

179.34424

Word Count

2,992

Sentence Count

359

Misogynist Sentences

7

Hate Speech Sentences

10


Summary

In this episode, Fousey and Aiden discuss Aiden's slump and how to get back on track. Aiden talks about his struggles with anxiety and depression and how he is trying to find his balance in life.


Transcript

00:00:00.000 Hi, Aiden.
00:00:00.940 You see me?
00:00:02.180 Yeah, you look really good.
00:00:04.220 Working out, bro.
00:00:05.440 You want to see my physique?
00:00:06.100 No, you look really good.
00:00:08.920 Really?
00:00:09.840 Yeah, honestly.
00:00:11.120 You look so much healthier.
00:00:12.760 Do you want to see my physique?
00:00:14.160 Yeah, let me see.
00:00:22.520 Aiden?
00:00:23.420 What?
00:00:24.780 Ah!
00:00:29.040 They're fake.
00:00:30.760 Oh, you dick!
00:00:32.700 You dick!
00:00:33.200 Yo!
00:00:36.000 What's it called, though?
00:00:36.960 Bro, the gym changed my life, bro.
00:00:39.060 Seriously.
00:00:39.800 Right?
00:00:40.340 Right?
00:00:40.820 That's what I've been saying.
00:00:41.880 That's what I need to do to get out of this rut that I'm in, man.
00:00:45.700 Wait, so what's...
00:00:46.780 Talk to me.
00:00:47.460 What's wrong with you, bro?
00:00:48.960 I don't know, Aiden.
00:00:50.860 I did your stream, right?
00:00:52.800 Before I saw how I was going to be in the real world.
00:00:56.320 So when I get out of rehab first day, I get...
00:00:58.580 I'm on Aiden Roster's stream.
00:01:00.100 I'm there.
00:01:01.080 So I go in there and I'm like, you know, acting all big and mighty and healed and good and
00:01:06.220 everything before flying home the next day and then settling in a depression and being
00:01:11.540 like, oh shit, you're not as good as you showed yourself to be.
00:01:15.260 And right now, it's like I'm a G1 version of me and I need to boot camp to get myself
00:01:22.060 back up to G7.
00:01:23.200 So you're in a slump right now, obviously, and people are saying you're cloned, which
00:01:32.580 you're not.
00:01:33.620 Don't let that get to you.
00:01:35.560 You could beat the...
00:01:36.480 You got to...
00:01:37.480 Okay.
00:01:37.960 Let's beat the clone allegations right now.
00:01:40.460 Let's get you back on track.
00:01:42.120 Okay.
00:01:42.640 Can you prove to me that you're not cloned?
00:01:44.200 I got a haircut yesterday.
00:01:56.280 Okay.
00:01:57.320 All right.
00:01:57.960 So, all right.
00:01:58.680 All right.
00:01:59.040 I'm going to ask you a question, bro.
00:02:00.720 What is...
00:02:01.320 What is in your head why you are feeling this slump?
00:02:04.420 The number...
00:02:04.880 Like, what is causing the slump in your brain?
00:02:06.500 Like, knowing I'm not the G7 version of myself and knowing that I'm this version of me and
00:02:12.120 like that difference.
00:02:13.900 So, the problem is you set...
00:02:16.840 I had...
00:02:17.500 The expectations destroyed me.
00:02:19.500 The expectations destroyed me that I set in my own head of who I'm supposed to be and
00:02:23.360 what I'm supposed to be.
00:02:24.560 So, so, so...
00:02:26.500 You need...
00:02:27.900 What you need to do is find your balance.
00:02:31.460 Once you find your balance and you are happy with who you are now, the real ones are going
00:02:37.000 to stay, bro.
00:02:37.920 You don't got to be going...
00:02:39.000 You don't got to do this...
00:02:39.840 The people that just come for the manic clips...
00:02:42.680 Oh!
00:02:47.100 Did we have anything in DMs?
00:02:50.060 I'm not sure.
00:02:53.680 Why?
00:02:58.260 Did I leak our DMs?
00:02:59.940 I think I did.
00:03:01.460 I mean, it's okay.
00:03:02.540 I mean, it's not like I probably said anything crazy.
00:03:04.960 Did I?
00:03:05.420 What did you leak?
00:03:08.420 I don't know.
00:03:13.680 You didn't put your phone number or nothing?
00:03:15.540 No.
00:03:16.800 No.
00:03:17.160 Is that you knocking?
00:03:21.480 Hello?
00:03:23.920 Is that you knocking?
00:03:27.320 Oh, my...
00:03:28.460 Why did you look the way of the window?
00:03:32.380 Because my neighbors usually knock when I'm too loud.
00:03:35.360 Oh, oh, okay, okay, okay.
00:03:37.060 All right, listen, Fousey, you can talk to me, bro, because I'm going to really help shift
00:03:45.880 the people to understanding how important mental is, and you need to also understand it and not
00:03:50.800 be too hard on yourself while you're trying to find yourself again.
00:03:52.920 The real ones are going to stay no matter what, and they're not just going to be here for
00:03:56.320 these manic streams.
00:03:58.320 Like, we're going to fear...
00:03:59.380 The real ones are going to stay no matter what, whether you're down, up, happy, sad,
00:04:04.000 mad, whatever the fuck it is, bro.
00:04:05.300 That's how you build a real core, what you have done with this G7 shit, so you got to
00:04:09.540 stop being so hard on yourself, and you're going to find you again.
00:04:12.860 It's going to happen naturally, bro.
00:04:16.060 I know, bro, but...
00:04:22.000 Talk to me.
00:04:23.620 I don't fucking talk.
00:04:25.300 That's the problem.
00:04:27.320 I'm like in it.
00:04:28.460 I'm in it.
00:04:29.140 I'm too deep in it.
00:04:30.560 I feel like I flopped, man.
00:04:34.020 I dropped the ball, Aiden.
00:04:35.620 No, no, no.
00:04:36.400 It's not that.
00:04:37.480 It's just...
00:04:39.020 You've been going to the gym, right?
00:04:40.260 Has that been helping?
00:04:42.000 No, because I haven't been working out hard.
00:04:43.700 He's not on drugs, right?
00:04:44.620 I'm just going just to say that I'm going.
00:04:47.900 Okay, you're not on any type of drugs or anything that's going to stabilize you, right?
00:04:53.420 No.
00:04:54.280 Right, so this is you.
00:04:55.660 This is who you are.
00:04:57.160 Yeah, and I'm having a hard time dealing with that
00:04:59.640 because of the last version of myself that I was.
00:05:02.980 I know.
00:05:04.900 I know.
00:05:06.880 I know, bro.
00:05:08.020 And honestly,
00:05:09.440 people want to see this foozy
00:05:13.860 that was doing all this...
00:05:16.380 The manic shit.
00:05:19.260 And I told you, bro,
00:05:21.080 you just got to find the balance where...
00:05:22.640 It's going to come back to you, bro,
00:05:23.900 where you're going to still have fun and have energy.
00:05:26.460 Yeah, it's just going to take time.
00:05:27.760 Man, it's so fucking sad
00:05:29.600 because people that don't understand mental health
00:05:33.100 are just not going to understand,
00:05:34.440 but I understand, bro,
00:05:35.380 because I know what it's like to be down bad.
00:05:37.760 Yeah.
00:05:39.580 You're going to be okay, bro.
00:05:41.180 How good are you doing right now?
00:05:42.540 Spread some positivity my way.
00:05:44.240 Oh, man.
00:05:44.600 I'm amazing, bro.
00:05:45.500 I've actually never been this happy in my life.
00:05:47.960 I'm amazing.
00:05:48.960 The only thing I get is loneliness.
00:05:51.000 But that's normal because you know why?
00:05:53.500 Sometimes it can be lonely
00:05:54.620 when you're really focusing on yourself
00:05:56.420 and working on just yourself, you know?
00:05:58.340 That's true, but Twitter just...
00:05:59.760 I thought you...
00:06:00.980 No?
00:06:02.340 What?
00:06:04.440 I thought you found love in like a romantic place.
00:06:08.060 I don't have a girlfriend.
00:06:09.900 That's fine.
00:06:10.660 It doesn't have to be a girlfriend.
00:06:12.500 She's my friend.
00:06:14.080 That's good.
00:06:16.500 You're still lonely?
00:06:18.220 I mean, bro, she's just my friend.
00:06:19.960 Yeah.
00:06:20.960 Oh, okay.
00:06:22.260 You know, I don't even have a single girl
00:06:23.700 in the world that I text right now.
00:06:26.260 Do you have your assistant though, right?
00:06:28.900 Oh, the one you met.
00:06:30.120 Yeah.
00:06:31.580 I don't even...
00:06:33.080 I've been bad.
00:06:34.000 I haven't been talking to people, texting people.
00:06:36.400 I don't have anybody that I talk to girls right now.
00:06:39.260 Have you been having sex?
00:06:41.060 No.
00:06:41.740 Not at all.
00:06:42.660 Couldn't even if I wanted to.
00:06:44.360 Your dick won't work?
00:06:47.520 Okay.
00:06:48.020 Well, some would say it works.
00:06:51.080 I don't want to get into that.
00:06:52.540 Oh, yeah.
00:06:52.940 Okay.
00:06:53.220 All right.
00:06:53.520 My bad.
00:06:53.860 My bad.
00:06:54.700 It's a bad problem.
00:06:56.120 Well, it's going to get better.
00:06:58.020 I don't think so.
00:06:59.220 I've had that ever since I was like 13.
00:07:02.720 So how did you fix it?
00:07:04.520 I haven't fixed it.
00:07:05.700 That's why I was sitting with people the other day and I had talked about the issue and he
00:07:12.580 literally said, oh my God, at 33, you still have that?
00:07:17.280 It's bad.
00:07:18.040 Um, well, I think your dick will find, you'll find your dick working soon.
00:07:26.700 Okay.
00:07:27.120 How's your diet and how's your, your daily lifestyle?
00:07:29.440 Is it healthy?
00:07:30.000 Like, what do you do every day?
00:07:31.360 No, I don't do shit and I'm not eating.
00:07:34.220 Why?
00:07:35.520 I don't know.
00:07:37.560 You're not eating anything?
00:07:39.200 No, barely.
00:07:41.460 All right.
00:07:42.320 And what are you doing?
00:07:43.260 As soon as you wake up, what do you do?
00:07:46.540 Um, do you, did you see Mario, uh, Super Mario Brothers?
00:07:51.840 The movie?
00:07:52.700 No.
00:07:53.520 No?
00:07:56.040 Oh, then I can't explain it to you.
00:07:57.620 I sit there and I sulk.
00:08:00.160 What do you do?
00:08:01.820 I lay in bed.
00:08:03.720 Okay.
00:08:04.080 So what, how do we get you out of this slump?
00:08:06.040 How do we, how, what do we, what is it going to take?
00:08:07.780 Do you want to travel?
00:08:08.500 Do you want to go back to, you know what I'm saying?
00:08:10.520 Do you want to go back to where like, I don't know, bro?
00:08:13.140 Like, do you want to travel somewhere?
00:08:14.220 Do you want to go somewhere?
00:08:14.980 Do you want to do something?
00:08:15.880 Like you need to spark your brain again.
00:08:19.080 And honestly, I'm going to just be real.
00:08:22.620 The only way your brain is going to spark is when you actually hit rock bottom.
00:08:26.340 When you hit rock bottom, when you're thrown at the deep end of a rock, I've hit rock bottom.
00:08:31.780 This is, this is, this is rock bottom.
00:08:34.680 Yeah.
00:08:35.360 I feel you.
00:08:37.140 I really, really do.
00:08:38.400 But I think you just need some type of ignition.
00:08:40.760 Like you need something to spark this right now.
00:08:42.940 Like you sitting and laying in bed is not doing it.
00:08:46.280 It's not going to do it for you, bro.
00:08:47.440 And I'm not, and honestly, like it stops now.
00:08:49.500 Now that you're live again, you're going to come back.
00:08:51.100 You need to start inspiring everyone, bro.
00:08:52.860 For real.
00:08:59.280 Well, the ones that are going to stick around are going to see the real me.
00:09:02.880 This isn't the real you, though.
00:09:05.500 This is the real you, but you're depressed.
00:09:07.300 So once you get out of this depression, then yeah.
00:09:09.060 Yeah, yeah, for sure.
00:09:10.060 Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:09:13.180 You need, you know, I can connect you with, with the Tates if you would like that.
00:09:16.240 I feel like they would cuss me out right now.
00:09:20.220 What the fuck are they going to say?
00:09:21.400 They'll call me the biggest bitch in the world right now.
00:09:23.420 They'll do it, and they'll do it in a tough love way, in a manner.
00:09:25.980 I mean, I could, later this week, I could, I could literally set it up.
00:09:29.780 Me, you, and Tate.
00:09:30.560 All right, I'll just, honestly, I'm not, I don't even have to be there.
00:09:33.280 I'd rather not even speak to him right now.
00:09:34.640 Bro, he would annihilate me right now.
00:09:36.420 He'd be like, why the fuck are you depressed?
00:09:38.540 What am I supposed to say?
00:09:40.300 I was backed by Aiden Ross and all the big streamers.
00:09:43.220 I had a kick deal, and, like, there's no explanation as to why I am depressed.
00:09:49.000 I honestly don't think so, bro.
00:09:50.320 If you're, if you're just talking to him from the heart, and you tell him what's going on,
00:09:52.960 I think he can give you some nice wisdom advice.
00:09:56.880 I mean, bro, it's, it's worth trying talking to people.
00:09:59.160 You know what really sparked my brain?
00:10:00.400 Do you want to know the truth?
00:10:06.000 Yeah.
00:10:07.660 Okay.
00:10:08.160 I was waiting for you to, yeah.
00:10:09.720 Oh, no.
00:10:10.040 I was waiting for you to, so you know I was on.
00:10:13.600 I said, yeah, twice.
00:10:15.280 Oh, okay.
00:10:16.340 All right, so, what sparked and ignited my brain was, I still currently have, but they're
00:10:24.300 doing a lot better.
00:10:24.940 I have a family member who's in ICU right now and relying on machines to live right now.
00:10:28.920 So, they were about to die.
00:10:30.600 This happened to me about a little over a month ago, and I never wanted to see anything
00:10:35.940 like that, so I said, fuck that.
00:10:37.100 I'm getting to the gym tomorrow.
00:10:37.900 I'm doing this shit, and I did.
00:10:39.720 And you can't take life for granted, bro.
00:10:41.140 You're still alive, and you're blessed, and you're healthy.
00:10:43.140 And once you realize and appreciate what you truly have, that's going to make you feel
00:10:46.240 better.
00:10:46.600 Start waking up and just take deep breaths and meditate before you even touch your fucking
00:10:49.540 phone, bro.
00:10:50.660 You know what I'm saying?
00:10:51.260 Like, you are sincerely blessed.
00:10:53.420 This is a brand new Aiden Ross.
00:10:55.540 I'm just, I'm really inspired by life, bro, and I don't want to take this shit for granted
00:10:59.780 because nobody really knows what we're truly, what our purpose is, but I think that our purpose
00:11:04.580 is to just create experiences and have the best relationship you possibly can with God,
00:11:09.640 and I'm not the best.
00:11:11.440 I'm not the best right now, religion-wise.
00:11:13.800 I'm not.
00:11:14.100 I want to be better this year.
00:11:15.640 It's one of my goals, but I'm telling you, bro, it all comes down to, like, really, like,
00:11:21.120 locking in on which appreciation you're for your blessings and shit, bro.
00:11:25.440 Seriously.
00:11:26.580 Fuck motivation.
00:11:27.600 Go for the discipline.
00:11:29.100 Discipline yourself, bro.
00:11:30.180 You're how old are you now?
00:11:32.140 33.
00:11:34.180 You're 33?
00:11:36.300 Yeah.
00:11:37.020 I'm just cracking.
00:11:37.620 That's not, you're young.
00:11:39.140 You know Jeff Bezos was, like, 45 when he got rich?
00:11:42.100 You're already ahead of the game, okay?
00:11:43.800 33, you're already ahead of the fucking game, and this is going to be a big fucking year.
00:11:47.680 2020-24 is the year of hard work ethic.
00:11:52.280 This is a perfect year for G7.
00:11:54.280 Mama mentality.
00:11:55.640 Kobe is known for his hard work.
00:11:57.920 I'm in my G7 moment right now.
00:12:00.420 This is my 0.4 seconds left on the clock.
00:12:04.260 Yeah, so you got to fucking get up right now and snap out of this shit, and I'm not saying
00:12:11.940 this in a way to come at you.
00:12:13.200 It's love.
00:12:14.400 Where are you going?
00:12:17.680 Sit back down.
00:12:25.040 I tried it.
00:12:26.220 I know.
00:12:26.900 I can see you're still there, bro.
00:12:28.480 You still have the foosie moments.
00:12:30.140 You have the foosie.
00:12:31.360 You just need the energy.
00:12:32.720 Your energy is missing.
00:12:33.680 Once you get this energy back, you're going to be unstoppable.
00:12:36.720 Like, that was just some foosie shit.
00:12:38.920 I'm going to be honest, bro.
00:12:39.680 You do a lot of retarded shit.
00:12:44.260 You are.
00:12:48.040 What?
00:12:49.100 That's what foosie is known for, bro.
00:12:51.980 So, foosie.
00:12:55.220 We just want, we don't want foosie with no filter.
00:12:58.600 We want the foosie.
00:12:59.420 But you have it.
00:13:00.220 It's still there.
00:13:00.620 I just saw it.
00:13:01.880 Now you just need that energy and that inspiration.
00:13:04.100 Fuck the motivation.
00:13:04.860 I know I need the energy, brother.
00:13:08.760 And I'm hoping that, I'm hoping it's going to come back to me.
00:13:13.560 It's going to come back to you.
00:13:14.820 Stop saying, I hope it's going to come.
00:13:16.320 It's going to come back to me.
00:13:18.200 It's going to come back to me.
00:13:19.520 Stop that bullshit.
00:13:20.880 I'm going to be serious now.
00:13:22.280 Now I'm trying to talk myself into it.
00:13:23.440 Good.
00:13:24.000 I know, but stop saying, I hope.
00:13:25.520 Say, I know it's going to come back to me.
00:13:26.900 You know it's going to come back to me.
00:13:28.400 Because it is, bro.
00:13:29.100 I know it's going to come back to me.
00:13:29.880 Let's not spark.
00:13:30.700 I want to spark your fucking brain.
00:13:32.320 I want to literally brain fuck you, bro.
00:13:34.020 I want to literally fuck you and your brain, bro.
00:13:36.680 Yes.
00:13:36.860 Yes.
00:13:38.380 What the fuck?
00:13:40.060 Okay.
00:13:40.880 I liked what you were saying.
00:13:42.220 Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:13:43.080 See, it's still there, you know?
00:13:45.280 It's there in spurts.
00:13:47.520 Okay, so if it's going to come and go, it's going to come and go.
00:13:50.560 Can I tell you an honest thing?
00:13:52.140 Tell me.
00:13:52.520 You know who I was one of the most people I was scared to let down by coming back and
00:13:57.640 showing myself like this?
00:13:58.860 Who?
00:13:59.520 You.
00:14:01.120 You didn't let me down.
00:14:02.660 Because I know you talk such high hopes into, like, you talked a big game for me and you
00:14:06.440 backed me up to the fucking end of the world.
00:14:10.220 Yes, bro.
00:14:10.760 But I did that because I know you, bro.
00:14:13.440 And you're an entertainer and you're a good guy.
00:14:15.080 And I'm not going to change my opinion on you.
00:14:17.580 And I've always backed you up because I've seen the talent you have as being an entertainer.
00:14:21.640 And you're really entertaining.
00:14:23.040 And not just that, bro.
00:14:23.800 This is why you coming back from being a complete mental manic episode, you're going to inspire
00:14:28.420 many people to use it as a superpower to come back and inspire people, you know?
00:14:34.480 Yeah.
00:14:36.120 Wow.
00:14:36.860 I almost said I hope I get there, but I will get there.
00:14:39.140 The you, the you, the you right now, I'm sorry.
00:14:45.360 The you right now is how I felt three months ago.
00:14:48.180 Felt like shit.
00:14:48.680 Yeah.
00:14:48.960 That's exactly what I said.
00:14:50.380 I said I'm Aiden before he got into shape.
00:14:52.760 Yeah, bro.
00:14:53.420 I'm like, bro, it's the truth.
00:14:56.420 You know, how long have the gym got you out of it?
00:14:59.860 What am I, Chad?
00:15:00.460 Five, six weeks, seven weeks now, some shit like that?
00:15:02.680 I've been in there, bro.
00:15:04.720 Really?
00:15:05.220 And it already like spruced you up like that?
00:15:07.380 Yeah, bro.
00:15:08.100 I'm locked in.
00:15:09.080 I wouldn't even, I wouldn't even say I'm in shape yet.
00:15:10.900 I got, I got more shit I got to accomplish.
00:15:12.560 I want to get my body right, right.
00:15:14.720 Damn.
00:15:16.160 I got goals, bro.
00:15:18.180 You do.
00:15:19.100 You got big dreams.
00:15:20.180 You got to.
00:15:22.780 It's going to come, bro.
00:15:24.000 It's going to come to you, okay?
00:15:25.260 And don't worry about upsetting me or letting anyone down.
00:15:28.600 We're just happy to see you back, bro.
00:15:30.020 Like, fuck what everyone else is talking about.
00:15:31.840 Those people that are there for the viral moments, they'll come back when you start going viral again.
00:15:35.840 Fuck them for now.
00:15:36.460 Let's worry about fixing you first.
00:15:37.900 And then we worry about getting you to go viral, viral, viral.
00:15:40.880 You can go viral any day you want.
00:15:43.100 You know what I'm saying?
00:15:43.780 Especially now with the current state of IRL streaming shit.
00:15:45.900 When you left, now motherfuckers are scripting shit.
00:15:48.700 Shit's not genuine.
00:15:49.700 It's just like ruining streaming, bro.
00:15:51.460 Straight up.
00:15:52.120 This shit is not the same, bro.
00:15:53.240 I miss binge watching your streams.
00:15:54.540 These new IRL shits are ass.
00:15:56.020 I'm being honest, bro.
00:15:56.840 It's a joke.
00:16:00.220 Damn.
00:16:02.280 Straight up.
00:16:05.780 One second.
00:16:06.600 All right, I get it.
00:16:07.420 Last night was a script that Ironic.
00:16:10.680 Sorry.
00:16:11.000 I appreciate you, Aiden.
00:16:15.260 And I promise I'm going to try my best and I'm going to work my best and I'm going to
00:16:18.580 document the journey and I'm going to get back to what I'm known for.
00:16:21.700 That's it.
00:16:22.980 That's it.
00:16:23.440 Not what you said, but yeah.
00:16:25.100 That's it, bro.
00:16:25.880 That's it.
00:16:26.720 Much love to you, bro.
00:16:28.280 And you know, I'm going to call away and text away.
00:16:30.820 All right?
00:16:31.060 All right.
00:16:31.740 All right.
00:16:32.020 Love you, bro.
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