Adin Live - January 09, 2024


The End Of Adin & Demi..


Episode Stats


Length

12 minutes

Words per minute

174.91608

Word count

2,171

Sentence count

54

Harmful content

Misogyny

4

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Hate speech

3

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Summary

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In this episode, I talk about my relationship with my mom and how she handled it and how I handled it. I also talk about how I feel about how y all treat my parents and how they treat me and how it makes me feel.

Transcript

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00:00:00.000 I really honestly don't give a but should I call her and act like I'm really fucking pissed off like you gotta leave type 0.77
00:00:07.440 Should I be like silky was right
00:00:11.160 Yo, yo, did you did you happen to show a car on your stream that you weren't supposed to show
00:00:17.100 No, it's all good. Yo, can you can you can you come up here real quick?
00:00:35.100 Just come up here like for like really quick. Just come up here really quick for like 10 seconds. Come up
00:00:41.200 Because I said so now come up here. You have 10 seconds
00:00:43.200 What do you mean no?
00:00:49.200 Because I have to talk to you about something
00:00:54.200 I don't know that's how you in person you're here, right?
00:01:04.200 I won't be weird just come up here real quick
00:01:08.200 It's too hard she's so fine
00:01:10.200 Mother it's too hard bro. Oh god, like she's looking look at me these eyes this little look. Oh
00:01:15.000 My god, I'm like horny. I don't know fuck. All right. What do I say?
00:01:19.200 Oh, listen, bro. I got I say I won't fold what I say
00:01:24.300 Stop doing that
00:01:27.200 God everyone scared me this door. Okay. What what is this right here? What the fuck is the heck, bro?
00:01:33.700 That's I pulled up in that
00:01:37.700 No, seriously, you smell really really good. How do you why do you smell like that?
00:01:40.700 Like what smell really good? All right
00:01:43.700 So I really don't appreciate that you showed that and I'm just gonna hereby ask you to leave and go home and fly home because that was really fucked up
00:01:52.700 All right, I'll leave tomorrow morning. No, you're gonna leave tonight tonight
00:01:55.700 Tonight how the fuck am I it's 1 a.m. It's not my problem. You're gonna figure it out. All right, got it
00:02:02.700 Wait, no, hold on wait
00:02:03.700 Wait
00:02:11.700 I can't act mad. I just suck at it, bro. I can't act pissed off
00:02:16.700 All right, whatever. I don't really give a fuck fuck that bitch. All right. Anyways, I don't even give a fuck as long as if somebody actually 1.00
00:02:23.700 Were to drive the car on sure I'd be mad as fuck cuz y'all know that's my content
00:02:27.700 Yo, I got an stream. Um, I got an stream. I'm not it. It's not a fucking script. This is real shit. I'm an stream
00:02:35.700 And yeah, y'all laughing GGs. I'm an stream, bro
00:02:41.700 I'll be loud on the ball early early as fuck now. Cause I'm not. Yeah, it's just crazy. All right, man
00:02:47.700 If y'all want to hate on me, I don't give a fuck, bro
00:02:53.700 I'm telling all the truth, bro. She went home
00:02:56.700 And I put that on my mom and dad's lives
00:02:58.700 They'll they could drop dead right now
00:03:00.700 All right, and I god forbid never happens, but she literally went to the airport 1.00
00:03:05.700 So
00:03:06.700 Cool. I got nothing to prove. I got nothing to give a fuck about. I'm already annoyed as it is
00:03:11.700 But y'all want to be y'all want to make this shit harder as it is. I don't give a fuck, bro
00:03:15.700 I didn't just answer for no fucking reason. Okay, I didn't do no I didn't do no bullshit for no fucking reason
00:03:20.700 And that's that
00:03:22.700 and uh, yeah
00:03:24.700 Um, I just think that any relationship that I
00:03:27.700 That is genuine that I genuinely care about and stuff from here on out whether it's a friendship relationship bond
00:03:31.700 Whatever the fuck it is. I'm just keep it off the internet, bro. The problem is y'all always will figure it out anyway
00:03:36.700 Um
00:03:39.700 But yeah
00:03:42.700 That's it
00:03:43.700 I got a lot of stuff going on this year and I pray for everyone's 2024 and that's that, bro. Um
00:03:49.700 But yeah
00:03:51.700 Just and I mean I'll get off stream. I got I got nothing more to prove or say to you guys, bro
00:03:55.700 Like really I went live just to go live again and just do what I was doing again and just because I don't I mean like the old me would have not went live
00:04:02.700 You know what happened?
00:04:04.700 There's nothing to really talk about, bro. Um, I ended stream because
00:04:08.700 People felt disrespected I ended stream and uh, I wanted to make sure everyone was good and and uh
00:04:13.700 I just got you know, I I took I made sure she gets she's she went to the airport and that was that
00:04:21.700 I don't understand why people are putting L's and N and I'm soft and all these things and all these things like that, but I'm being truthful
00:04:29.700 That's the truth. It's not no script, bro. I put on my parents lives
00:04:33.700 But yeah
00:04:35.700 I don't I've never seen a child like this in my life. I don't I don't get it
00:04:39.700 It's real deal
00:04:41.700 It's real
00:04:44.700 Um
00:04:46.700 I actually don't fucking understand it. It's crazy, bro
00:04:51.700 I fumbled I guess I fumbled, bro. It sucks, but that's life. You know, it is what it is
00:04:56.700 No, you're not gonna see me ever be on stream ever again
00:04:59.700 I mean this time. It's actually serious
00:05:02.700 So
00:05:03.700 Y'all got what y'all wanted, bro. Y'all want to spam the same 2.0 and then now y'all wanna switch up with L and fumbled and shit
00:05:07.700 But it's cool, bro
00:05:09.700 And nobody's soft by the way people just have different ways of
00:05:16.700 Yeah
00:05:18.700 So y'all got what y'all wanted
00:05:19.700 I know y'all wanted that, right? So y'all got what y'all want it
00:05:27.700 Nothing is fake, bro. If I wanted to fake and if I wanted to fake script I would have done it
00:05:31.700 I didn't fake script
00:05:33.700 I didn't fake script at all
00:05:35.700 Y'all probably thought because I saw a clip of cheeser saying I might be down in the hour or whatever
00:05:39.700 Y'all probably thought I ended
00:05:40.700 And then like I saw backlash from my community then I went back live but
00:05:43.700 You're not gonna see her on stream ever again
00:05:45.700 You'll see what I'm talking about
00:05:47.700 But yeah
00:05:49.700 Honestly though, there's no way to justify it honestly like
00:05:51.700 If people feel disrespected and stuff, I don't blame them
00:05:54.700 My community is toxic as fuck and that's that and I gotta live by that and I fucking
00:05:58.700 It's a blessing and a curse
00:06:00.700 I don't wanna, I don't wanna, I don't wanna, I don't even wanna hoop right now Citrus
00:06:03.700 I don't wanna hoop
00:06:05.700 I don't wanna hoop
00:06:07.700 I don't
00:06:08.700 I don't
00:06:10.700 Honestly feel bad, I feel really really sad, I feel upset and I just wanna chill
00:06:17.700 I don't wanna hoop right now
00:06:23.700 I just wish you guys would have common courtesy and respect
00:06:26.700 I don't understand what motherfuckers are still putting N and L's 1.00
00:06:29.700 I don't get it
00:06:31.700 I'm actually being serious, I swear on my life
00:06:34.700 My dad, my mom, my sisters, everything, I love
00:06:36.700 This is all real what I'm saying
00:06:38.700 And I can't even get taken seriously from one point of my fucking life
00:06:41.700 This shit's a joke bro
00:06:43.700 Not even one second I can't get taken seriously bro
00:06:46.700 From you guys, I'm not lying to y'all, there's no script
00:06:53.700 So I gotta deal with this shit from you guys and I gotta obviously deal with what's going on in real life
00:06:57.700 It is what it is
00:06:59.700 It is what it is
00:07:00.700 I lie so much, how do I lie?
00:07:01.700 What do I lie about bro?
00:07:02.700 I've been live every fucking day
00:07:03.700 What more do you want from me bro?
00:07:05.700 How do I lie?
00:07:06.700 What do I lie about bro?
00:07:08.700 What do I lie about?
00:07:09.700 What do I lie about?
00:07:13.700 A manipulator?
00:07:14.700 Explain how please
00:07:16.700 Cause I've been hearing that a lot bro
00:07:17.700 Maybe I am
00:07:18.700 I don't fucking know
00:07:23.700 I can never win
00:07:24.700 I can never make everyone happy
00:07:25.700 It's just how it is
00:07:27.700 I don't fucking get it bro
00:07:29.700 This shit is not good for me bro
00:07:31.700 And I realize it cause it fucks up my real life shit too
00:07:38.700 It's not about being a simp, it's over with bro
00:07:40.700 It's over with
00:07:44.700 Never seen this shit in my life bro, but it's cool
00:07:48.700 It's cool man, it's cool
00:07:51.700 It's cool, I'ma just get off bro
00:07:53.700 I literally
00:07:54.700 I drove back here
00:07:55.700 I drove back here literally
00:07:56.700 To just fucking try to go live
00:07:57.700 And I can't believe this chat is still
00:07:59.700 It's alright
00:08:00.700 I'm not playing victim bro
00:08:01.700 I get it bro
00:08:03.700 I was
00:08:04.700 I didn't try to come up disrespectful bro
00:08:06.700 I'm
00:08:07.700 My bad bro
00:08:08.700 If it was a script
00:08:18.700 I wouldn't have went back live bro
00:08:19.700 I wouldn't have went back live
00:08:20.700 I wouldn't have fucking
00:08:22.700 You'll see man
00:08:23.700 You're gonna see
00:08:25.700 Just can never win, huh?
00:08:26.700 Because you get mad about your own decisions
00:08:27.700 I tried playing an innocent prank
00:08:28.700 And I didn't think much of it
00:08:29.700 And I'm not saying that people are soft
00:08:30.700 I'm just
00:08:31.700 I didn't
00:08:32.700 I didn't
00:08:33.700 I didn't
00:08:34.700 Because you get mad about your own decisions
00:08:35.700 I
00:08:36.700 I tried playing an innocent prank
00:08:38.700 And I didn't think much of it
00:08:40.700 And I'm not saying that people are soft
00:08:42.700 I'm just
00:08:43.700 I didn't
00:08:44.700 I've done way worse than that
00:08:45.700 And I wasn't even fucking
00:08:47.700 I've done way worse than that
00:08:48.700 So I didn't think much of it bro
00:08:49.700 I didn't really see
00:08:51.700 It was disrespectful
00:08:53.700 And I
00:08:54.700 And I do feel bad about it bro
00:08:55.700 That's why I'm not mixing
00:08:57.700 Any more relationships
00:08:58.700 That are meant to be off stream
00:08:59.700 To on camera
00:09:00.700 To curse bro
00:09:02.700 Motherfuckers will be on my stream 1.00
00:09:03.700 Absolutely
00:09:05.700 Destroying people
00:09:08.700 And
00:09:09.700 And I think it makes my real life
00:09:11.700 Relationships harder
00:09:12.700 It's the aid and curse
00:09:13.700 Yeah bro
00:09:14.700 It clearly is
00:09:15.700 It fucking sucks
00:09:16.700 But it is what it is
00:09:19.700 Y'all didn't want me to have someone
00:09:20.700 In my life so bad
00:09:21.700 That I actually fucked with
00:09:23.700 That y'all tried to sabotage it
00:09:24.700 And now that it's actually gone
00:09:25.700 And sabotaged
00:09:26.700 Now y'all are putting L's on me
00:09:28.700 I don't get it
00:09:32.700 But I
00:09:33.700 But it is what it is
00:09:34.700 L script
00:09:35.700 Alright I'm gonna get off bro
00:09:36.700 I'll be loud on Barbo
00:09:37.700 With Charleston White
00:09:38.700 I'm not gonna let this shit
00:09:39.700 Fucking fuck me up
00:09:40.700 But I'm gonna get off bro
00:09:41.700 I wish you guys nothing but the best
00:09:44.700 I have no reason to lie
00:09:46.700 Yeah I know Liko
00:09:47.700 I should've just went live on the burner
00:09:48.700 Clearly
00:09:51.700 I'll make
00:09:52.700 I'll make a new burner
00:09:53.700 Some shit
00:09:54.700 It's just so fucking wack
00:09:58.700 I can't win with you guys bro
00:09:59.700 I love you guys bro
00:10:00.700 I know you guys are ride or die for me
00:10:01.700 But it's like why don't you ride or die for me?
00:10:03.700 Like why don't you bro?
00:10:04.700 I'm not
00:10:06.700 I'm not here to fucking
00:10:07.700 Make scripts anymore bro
00:10:08.700 I'm not here to fucking
00:10:09.700 Do any of that bullshit bro
00:10:10.700 I'm twenty fucking three
00:10:11.700 I'm about to be twenty four
00:10:12.700 I'm a grown man bro
00:10:13.700 I'm not here to fucking script bullshit bro
00:10:14.700 I've been through all the scripts
00:10:15.700 I'm not here to fucking
00:10:16.700 Come on stream and just
00:10:17.700 Start faking up a fake script bro
00:10:19.700 I'm not doing that bullshit bro
00:10:20.700 I'm not blaming you guys
00:10:21.700 But like come on bro
00:10:25.700 This shit is insane
00:10:28.700 I've been consistent
00:10:29.700 I've been on my shit
00:10:31.700 I've been good to myself
00:10:32.700 Good to my people
00:10:33.700 Been good to everyone bro
00:10:34.700 I'm not here to
00:10:36.700 I don't get it bro
00:10:37.700 I feel bad about the whole situation
00:10:38.700 That's why I'm venting
00:10:39.700 I feel bad
00:10:40.700 I feel really really bad bro
00:10:41.700 I care a lot about people that I care about
00:10:44.700 And that's that
00:10:45.700 And I take passion with that
00:10:50.700 So I'm upset and that's that
00:10:51.700 Stop lying
00:10:52.700 I mean you're gonna see that I'm not lying
00:10:53.700 In the next two, three days
00:10:54.700 So you'll see
00:10:56.700 You'll see
00:11:00.700 You'll see
00:11:01.700 So in two, three days bro
00:11:03.700 When
00:11:04.700 You'll probably be allowed tomorrow
00:11:05.700 Which is not here
00:11:06.700 You're gonna know
00:11:07.700 So
00:11:11.700 I wouldn't have just ended stream like that bro
00:11:12.700 I have no reason to end stream like that
00:11:15.700 But it's cool
00:11:21.700 Last thing I'm gonna say is
00:11:22.700 About the situation
00:11:23.700 Please don't send any hate
00:11:24.700 Or anything towards
00:11:26.700 Her
00:11:27.700 Okay, she's a really good person
00:11:28.700 And I actually do have
00:11:30.700 I do fuck with her bro
00:11:31.700 I really really do
00:11:33.700 And
00:11:35.700 I have nothing bad to say about her
00:11:38.700 I'm still gonna continue
00:11:39.700 And live life
00:11:40.700 And so is she
00:11:41.700 She'll be alright
00:11:42.700 I'll be alright
00:11:44.700 It's not that serious
00:11:46.700 Just next time I know to value
00:11:47.700 My relationships off stream
00:11:49.700 That's it, that's all I can do
00:11:51.700 Cause every time it comes on stream
00:11:52.700 It ruins it every time bro
00:11:54.700 Every single fucking time
00:11:56.700 Always
00:11:57.700 It just takes one person
00:11:58.700 To just be in the community
00:11:59.700 And just make some weird shit happen
00:12:05.700 You ruined it
00:12:06.700 It's another relationship I ruined then
00:12:19.700 Internet is a blessing and a fucking curse man
00:12:22.700 That's fucked up man
00:12:23.700 But it is what it is