Blood Satellite - October 27, 2023


A Liminal Man in Jaminal Spaces ["society of bottom text"]


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Length

2 hours and 14 minutes

Words per minute

178.16

Word count

23,884

Sentence count

222

Harmful content

Toxicity

353

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307

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Transcript

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00:00:00.000 as far back as i can remember i always wanted to be
00:00:07.760 blood satellite we took last week off we went and done did it we did took we kicked my feet up
00:00:25.380 been wearing a lot of sweat like sweaters and sweatpants lately and hoodies nice nice you know
00:00:32.900 i'd never worn never really worn a hoodie you see what i'm saying and i'm serious sweatpants yeah
00:00:39.260 yeah never i don't i can't think of well are you binding those together as like a look
00:00:46.280 sweater or a hoodie and sweatpants because i've never worn sweatpants in my entire no not my
00:00:51.880 whole life maybe since i was like nine but i wear hoodies all the time i am binding them but i also
00:00:58.240 never wore like a pullover hoodie in my life and then and as is common to my life i put it on
00:01:06.220 i said damn i feel comfortable for the first time in my life because everything else has been like
00:01:12.820 jeans and button-ups and so yep i decided to go and get seven more and like steve jobs like i'm 0.94
00:01:20.880 just a turtleneck guy now i'm just gonna be a hoodie and sweatpants guy and that's gonna be my
00:01:26.720 wardrobe until i find a new thing next thing is gonna something to do with cowboy hats i can feel
00:01:33.980 it but i don't know what the rest of it nice follows from that so i just i tried doing the
00:01:43.060 sweatpants with cowboy boots look social credit deducted ah i mean look you were brave and you
00:01:52.000 tried it good to admit where you've gone you know where you've been be honest about it but uh i 0.95
00:01:58.880 looked like an asshole i can imagine like really just a paint picture this is for the shape rotators 0.97
00:02:07.240 in the audience the cuff like gathers at the bottom so imagine that like trying to tuck your 1.00
00:02:14.120 fucking if you took it over the cowboy boots it doesn't make sense like it actually looks 0.99
00:02:19.420 surreal you look like a knockoff pixar cartoon like your huge feet yeah it's ridiculous and 0.99
00:02:29.340 then me i'm thinking well maybe the spurs will help they don't help um and then because now 0.89
00:02:34.480 thinking okay now i gotta get the sneakers and then i found the perfect sneaker by the way and
00:02:40.780 i'm thinking this is kind of me building up to when we start doing our live shows and then we
00:02:48.380 need to coordinate a look like the hives i'm thinking hoodie sweatpants here's the company
00:02:55.360 sneaker their new balances first of all we start with new balances that's already a pretty white
00:03:03.720 guy's shoe would you agree it's a little bit chinese but it's it's largely a white guy shoe
00:03:08.580 sure is it chinese this is a whole dimension i didn't understand so before i continue
00:03:14.020 it's look in in north america you only really see white dads wearing new balance
00:03:23.560 but in china or in hong kong i should say like in wealthy chinese places everybody across all
00:03:31.420 social classes versus new balance is it possible that white dads have made it across the pond
00:03:36.460 finally past the iron general sow curtain yes the iron general so good yeah it's just a mark that 0.55
00:03:45.320 that white dad's influence has had on on the universe i guess globally i was trying to think
00:03:50.740 about like it's not the iron curtain but what's the chinese version i know there is one but i'm
00:03:54.700 like uh noodles it's the iron noodle curtain i don't know i'm just gonna say the silk curtain
00:04:03.220 but that's just a normal curtain you know what i mean because like when i imagine if you're
00:04:07.120 imagining what wall would separate east from west it's like a silent hill type wall once the
00:04:13.200 air horn sirens are glowing you know like it's it's i am imagining rust all right so here's like
00:04:20.980 here we go
00:04:24.040 it's the perfect white guy shoe
00:04:26.000 New Balance did a partnership
00:04:28.360 with Carhartt
00:04:29.800 it's actually over
00:04:34.440 the whitest shoe ever made
00:04:36.560 yeah
00:04:37.620 I can't think of one
00:04:39.080 I'm going to get once again seven of those
00:04:42.240 and that's going to be the company
00:04:44.440 outfit for Blood Satellite
00:04:46.360 but okay
00:04:47.480 we got a lot of ground to cover
00:04:49.700 right now because in the wake of us taking a week off a lot of things have happened
00:04:55.700 a lot of them are blood satellite related and blood satellite adjacent some would say drama
00:05:02.780 adjacent and i need to bring them to the high council so first of all i was under the impression
00:05:12.240 that pears are just straight up dumb and then everyone got mad at me when i said this i'm not
00:05:19.520 a big pear guy so i mean look i'm not gonna stand here and defend pears my problem is i don't like 0.99
00:05:26.240 apples either so i'm not the right guy to ask you're you're you're running your mouth again 0.99
00:05:32.280 you're talking shit i am not i am not you know me i'll eat fucking anything but i have uh i have 0.99
00:05:40.200 a reaction to the acid in some fruit on my gums so and apples and pears any stone fruit not stone 1.00
00:05:48.180 fruit sorry what are they called palms um they uh they bother me they bother me so i like them i
00:05:54.580 like apples but like i can't eat a whole apple jesus is not a gummy man um if you were to see 0.99
00:06:01.720 him in a social setting you would not see his mouth and say well that's a gummy motherfucker 0.99
00:06:06.060 but beneath his angled lips he does have a black woman's gums unstoppable yeah i do i do my teeth 1.00
00:06:15.580 are gold on the inside yeah there's enamel on the outside but the inside of my teeth is is gold 0.94
00:06:21.100 and it bothers me do i what i'm at a fork in a road here hmm i want to complain about people
00:06:27.840 who have veneers but i also want to continue going down about pears you know i'm gonna go
00:06:34.280 with the pears because i just need to plead my case pears and there's a lot of good good people
00:06:41.380 who like pears some of my best friends some of our most honored listeners friends of the show 0.92
00:06:47.560 enjoy pears i got video sent to me of people who apparently have all these fucking pear trees on 0.84
00:06:54.520 their property and i'm getting uh nigh pornographic photographs photographies of bushels of pears 0.93
00:07:04.100 i'm i'm a psycho for saying oh so so my lifestyle is subhuman and i didn't say that i didn't even
00:07:14.200 apply that but to me the pear is a weak fruit it's soft why it's it's nebulous it grows from 0.98
00:07:24.560 limbo i don't know what it's good for i can name you a bunch of shit that apples are good on 1.00
00:07:29.960 I can it doesn't have a sauce you ever hear of a pear sauce no you fucking didn't you liar 1.00
00:07:36.260 you know what pears pears are pears are to apples as parsnips are to carrots have you ever had a 0.99
00:07:46.800 just a big bowl of parsnips there's nothing wrong with it it doesn't taste bad but the whole time
00:07:53.040 you're eating it you're saying this is just a little bit more fibrous than a carrot it's just
00:07:57.740 a little less flavorful there's just a little too much of this but you've got it i mean you're not
00:08:04.080 gonna miss on it but yeah like to me parsnips is like a sepia tone life food it's a depression
00:08:13.580 era food it does seem like a pale reflection of the food that you want what you want is a carrot
00:08:19.860 nice big carrot and you get a parsnip
00:08:22.240 and it's not comfortable
00:08:24.400 to say at home
00:08:26.440 say parsnip don't you feel
00:08:28.360 dirty don't you feel like a little 1.00
00:08:30.260 slut you don't want to say 1.00
00:08:32.240 parsnip people if you see a 1.00
00:08:34.400 kid saying parsnip you slap the 1.00
00:08:36.440 fucking taste out of their mouth 1.00
00:08:37.660 say where'd you learn that call child 1.00
00:08:40.000 protective services
00:08:41.280 this is fresh in my mind because I had
00:08:44.460 roast parsnips with hot dogs
00:08:46.280 for dinner tonight
00:08:47.720 okay let's circle let's let's get a wagon train around this so you had parsnips and hot dogs for 1.00
00:08:55.860 dinner yes yes what is your life i've got all these parsnips i got all these fucking parsnips 0.98
00:09:04.300 man i got a whack of parsnips i haven't even harvested them all now we've had the frost so 0.99
00:09:08.760 they're going to be sweeter these are the parsnips i harvested about a month ago and i froze some 0.82
00:09:12.900 and then uh bob is is finding a way to to cook them up because we got so many so fucking many
00:09:18.020 of them so we roasted them and they're okay it's literally like a carrot but they're a little bit
00:09:22.840 more fibrous less flavor and it's like i don't hate it it's okay it's all right every intro
00:09:29.080 every episode is a new rank smear on the rich tapestry that is my understanding of your life
00:09:37.340 and i have no doubt that it's good i have no doubt it's rich and rewarding i just can't wrap
00:09:44.980 my head around how you get to this point i've never had any parsnips and hot dogs is great
00:09:50.640 it just it would never occur to me in a thousand years we're having hot dogs it's like well what
00:09:56.640 do you want for a side i don't know what's in the freezer check out all these all these 0.96
00:09:59.800 fucking parsnips in here let's do that it's all right just arriving at that position check the 0.97
00:10:06.180 freezer there's all these parsnips i don't know how you get to that but again it's it's like 0.99
00:10:15.740 it's like our our murdoch blood satellites own romania's murdoch 0.97
00:10:20.360 saying look i just happen to have 20 bushels of fucking pears he sends me a video taking a big 0.99
00:10:27.220 wet bite out of one disgusting but i don't know like i just my grandmother had a pear tree and i 0.98
00:10:34.020 i just didn't like it don't care for pears apples i understand that's why there's 20 different types
00:10:39.700 of apples well look like i said i don't eat them a lot because they bother my mouth but uh i i do
00:10:44.700 like apples like i like the flavor of apples i cook with them all the time and with pears it's
00:10:48.740 just like it's look the point is it's again it's not that they're bad it's like if you had a choice
00:10:54.280 between an apple tree and a pear tree why wouldn't you just grow an apple tree like why like people
00:10:58.960 go out of their way to grow very specific cultivars of apple because maybe they like a honey crisp
00:11:03.880 better than a red delicious who in their right mind said no no no no no sir not for me i will
00:11:09.840 plant a pear tree no not a pear tree i will plant half an acre of pear trees says the romanian 0.70
00:11:16.520 so i don't know what yeah what was he thinking it's unforgivably diseased thinking 0.61
00:11:22.220 all right we got to move off of pairs there's a few big developments in the blood satellite
00:11:32.660 blockchain of history if you missed it one is that i released upon the sector
00:11:41.700 a meme that i'd located on instagram and it it proceeded to break the minds of every woman that
00:11:52.200 beheld it so i am referring to the um dahmer vision image remember that the juggalo meme
00:12:00.520 um yeah dave martell and um mike from imperial press were supposed to discuss this on their show 0.90
00:12:07.620 on culture dads i don't know if they did and it's just like a a juggalo slut
00:12:13.540 as as the stacy well i don't know who he calls i don't really know this whole like 0.66
00:12:18.620 chad virgin i don't know the names very well but i think like the hot version of the chad
00:12:23.860 is called a stacy and it's just this like bimbo stacy yeah yeah in like nine inch heels stiletto
00:12:31.580 heels wearing a cowboy hat and juggalo face paint saying hey girls and these like trad women are 0.98
00:12:38.760 just talking shit about her because this woman is a threat and we were treated to as a unique insight 0.99
00:12:47.140 into this spread far and wide as far as i'm concerned and there's something about this meme 0.99
00:12:52.300 the memes that i like don't compute to women i show them to like my wife and she's like i don't
00:12:58.920 what is this i don't get it and i see you bitch but this to these other women they took it as like 0.71
00:13:11.960 an attack on them like the the trad girls i saw this and went and posted it because it was just 0.97
00:13:19.380 retarded yeah yeah it's funny but they're like what is this what are they trying to say is this 0.91
00:13:24.960 attack on us on our women i i thought i didn't think juggalos were a threat to me it's got the 0.99
00:13:30.620 quality of like a 90s comedy sketch where it's like you just you're taking a bunch of like
00:13:34.740 somebody pulled words out of a hat and then they're just you know reducing it to the absurd
00:13:39.640 and because to me the none of these tropes are real tropes because they're not just trad women
00:13:44.240 they're pagan trad women in in period dress and then there's also a juggalo stacy in a in a tie 0.76
00:13:51.600 dye morph suit and face paint and a cowboy hat like what the fuck am i looking i have no frame 0.80
00:13:57.500 of reference for any of this so it's just a riot uh but apparently this is very personal for some 0.97
00:14:02.220 people and the things like the trad you know women the pagan women are saying is she's clearly using 0.99
00:14:08.680 chaos magic to make her ass bigger you think do you think her ancestors wore clown makeup 1.00
00:14:14.340 evola would have fucked me and not her you know shit like that and to me it was like 1.00
00:14:21.400 i don't know how i came across this but i was on youtube and i came across an old kids in the hall 0.99
00:14:27.440 sketch and it was you know kids in the hall is a great show and very formative for you know young
00:14:35.120 canadians such as myself uh but it was it was just some dumb sketch where i think scott thompson 0.84
00:14:40.580 was his name he's the gay guy and the entire sketch is that he keeps coming out of his house 0.93
00:14:45.260 and a kid bikes by and as he gets to the bottom of the steps the kid riding his bike just yells 0.98
00:14:51.560 faggot and then he gets upset and goes back in the house because he's dressed the first of all 1.00
00:14:58.620 he comes out and he's dressed like a genie he just comes up dressed like a genie called faggot 1.00
00:15:04.660 and he comes in dressed like comes out dressed like a square you know like a like a black guy's 1.00
00:15:09.960 version of white guy he gets called a faggot again dejected sulks back inside comes out third 1.00
00:15:14.840 time dressed as like a like cyrus from trailer park boys like a leather biker then gets called 1.00
00:15:19.440 faggot again then the fourth time he comes out the kid bikes by doesn't see the guy the guy's 0.98
00:15:26.060 dressed as a bear comes out slashes the kid across the face the kid falls on the ground dead 1.00
00:15:31.660 and he just goes faggot and goes away and imagine seeing that sketch and going 0.99
00:15:37.100 so what is this about 15 minute cities 0.99
00:15:39.460 now we have to talk about a big deal another thing that i unleashed upon the world
00:15:50.480 that i watched spread to other chats adjacent to ours part of the blood satellite extended universe
00:15:58.540 i once again a meme that i had shared and the meme was ruin a movie by replacing one word with
00:16:08.420 the word wank and you know the bit i was doing was like doing it wrong so i wrote wank green mile
00:16:17.960 like just a nonsense thing that was i was gonna say i didn't talk to it yet but that was
00:16:22.460 when this whole thing started to to happen i thought that was the funniest part because you
00:16:28.540 were posting it sarcastically with a screen cap of you saying the wank green mile which is like
00:16:35.840 turning it on its head a little bit right um which was funny it was haha funny but then everybody
00:16:42.800 for hours long into the night was just doing the actual facebook thing and just
00:16:49.000 posting their actual wank movie titles as i was i posted at least a hundred so 0.99
00:16:55.320 fucking asshole it went on for a while i did the entire james bond series 0.99
00:17:00.640 and like i walked away i took a i took a real man's sleep and i woke up 1200 comments 0.99
00:17:09.700 and then me then like i was like okay i'm gonna put it up to a vote we're gonna take this down
00:17:17.180 right and i got outvoted they wanted to keep it up that's all that anyone was doing and i got the
00:17:22.580 sense that i ended up deleting it and this caused a real schism the people were like this is the
00:17:30.580 rise of goon galaxy this is this is gooner satellite i'm like i don't know what the 0.78
00:17:36.320 fuck i did i made everyone come brained again once again with a t 0.97
00:17:40.860 i thought it was just being a stinker i didn't think i was starting a mind revolution 0.98
00:17:47.880 but but i just i do want to give you credit for somebody saying ruin a film name by replacing
00:17:55.160 one word with the word wank and you said the wank green mile i said wank green mile
00:18:01.180 the whole joke is like just replace the word the so it doesn't even make sense yeah but no there was
00:18:08.760 a couple that i saw my favorite one and i'm still laughing about it now i forget who said it but it
00:18:17.560 was being wank malkovich and it's that was me that was me okay it was you because you could
00:18:25.140 have said wanking john malkovich but you just made a new guy 0.63
00:18:30.740 you made a guy named wank malk 0.96
00:18:35.960 another another another favorite was my big fat greek wank that was good yeah that was good that
00:18:46.780 might be the episode title so and just moving on to the the next thing so i guess to start i'll just
00:18:58.360 say, the thing that I found amusing is that Greta Thunberg is anti-Semitic now. You've seen that,
00:19:05.260 right? The 20-year-old posted this photo on X, formerly known as Twitter, that read,
00:19:10.040 The world needs to speak up and call for an immediate ceasefire, justice and freedom for
00:19:15.660 Palestinians and all civilians affected. The photo included signs that read,
00:19:20.640 free Palestine. This Jew stands with Palestine, climate justice now, and stand with Gaza.
00:19:27.880 However, she then deleted the original post as one of the activists in the picture had a stuffed
00:19:32.960 blue octopus with a frowning face sitting on her leg. This octopus toy pictured in the post could
00:19:38.720 be seen as anti-Semitic. That's because the octopus has been used as an anti-Semitic symbol
00:19:44.280 towards the Jewish community dating back to the 19th and the early 20th century. It was used to
00:19:50.320 accused Jews of having control or being able to manipulate society and politics. Some anti-Semitic
00:19:56.960 posters from that era saw octopuses wearing a Star of David over its head. And it's Greg
00:20:03.520 Kuhnberg, I'm pronouncing it wrong. And what's your, you saw that, what's your take on that?
00:20:09.480 Because the jury was still out as far as I'm concerned about whether that was on purpose or
00:20:14.760 not. Maybe Bob can remind me of the context here, but the whole thing with the octopus,
00:20:19.680 autists carry those around with them it's like um it has an invertible head with either a smile or 1.00
00:20:29.040 a frown and because people they autists can't communicate their feelings right so like if 0.82
00:20:35.220 you're sitting at your desk you turn it inside out to the frown if you're having a bad day and 0.78
00:20:40.000 then people around you know that to not bother you because you're having a bad day it's literally a 0.52
00:20:44.620 tool for the disabled that's what that is now it doesn't have to be an octopus it can be any 0.84
00:20:49.060 number of toys but that is one of that's an
00:20:51.100 autistic an autism
00:20:52.220 emotive toy that's what that is
00:20:54.600 so the fact that she's a she is
00:20:56.980 a famous autistic woman
00:20:58.460 sitting in a publicity photo
00:21:00.920 with her her disability 0.55
00:21:02.880 thing and they're like that's
00:21:04.980 anti-semitic is 1.00
00:21:06.840 I mean that is a right it's such a 0.98
00:21:08.800 fucking stretch the whole squid thing 0.94
00:21:10.580 I mean okay good because 0.99
00:21:12.800 someone uh the tweet
00:21:15.000 then whoever made the tweets gave me but I'll just
00:21:16.720 express the sentiment it was something
00:21:18.800 like jews see that that little plushy that cute little stuffed animal it's like oh obviously 0.57
00:21:24.720 that's referring to the multi-tentacled evil global conspiracy that is attributed to my kind 0.51
00:21:31.880 like like just just to make that connection would be a the lady doth protest too much moment
00:21:39.320 and let's think about it like it because the squid isn't the isn't the first one they use
00:21:44.340 it could have been a rat it could have been a mouse it could have been a cockroach it could 0.89
00:21:48.420 have been what else like uh like there's a million animals any animal and jews will find a way to be 0.99
00:21:55.120 like oh that's about me exactly exactly and it's always something bad they're gonna find something 0.99
00:22:00.460 with any bad you know symbology to it whatsoever and they're like why whoa why would you say that
00:22:06.780 and really i'm looking at articles that came out in the wake of this that are really because to me
00:22:12.180 when Greta Thunberg first emerged
00:22:15.080 on the global scene
00:22:16.180 you know everyone got
00:22:18.140 an inkling that there was something wrong with her
00:22:21.260 mentally like she was
00:22:23.160 developmentally disabled or something
00:22:24.580 she just looked wrong
00:22:25.880 and it seemed weird that
00:22:28.780 she was here
00:22:29.460 because you can't criticize someone 1.00
00:22:31.720 you can't criticize a retarded girl
00:22:33.560 so that was the bind a lot people were in 0.81
00:22:36.820 my position was
00:22:38.900 she shouldn't be here
00:22:40.260 someone's like i'm mad at somebody's parents that she's up here at her at her handlers yeah and so
00:22:46.460 now and but you couldn't say that because like why are you assuming there's something wrong with
00:22:51.160 her now every article i'm seeing i'm looking at like yahoo sports is like greta thunberg is far
00:22:56.480 from the only neurodivergent climate activist many who see the world differently also want
00:23:01.200 to change it so now like that's become the reason she's here she's far from the only neurodivergent
00:23:08.480 climate activist a recent study from rasmussen shows that more than 80 percent of climate 0.84
00:23:13.800 activists are clinically retarded well basically it's like this other tweet i saw once it was again 0.94
00:23:19.000 another tranny self-owned it was a tranny chastising someone for saying the word retarded 0.97
00:23:24.620 it's like you should really remove that from your vocabulary especially when it applies to so many 0.98
00:23:29.380 in my movement you just you know what do you do chef's kiss and you you memorize it and you
00:23:38.380 move on anyway um but Greta Thunberg was not the only one to come under attack for something like
00:23:45.280 this um also Jews are getting in trouble and I think the two I'm thinking of at the top of my
00:23:51.460 head were Amy Schumer and Sarah Silverman Sarah Silverman comedian extraordinaire who hosted a 0.74
00:23:59.940 show recently called I Love You America where once again a Jewish comedian gets like a multi-cam 0.60
00:24:06.580 set up to just you know patronizingly talk down to white america that's literally the only show 0.83
00:24:13.220 the reason that show exists and there's been many other versions of that show um ever since the
00:24:19.480 daily show but now she she wrote on instagram miss you know jewish minority rights humanitarians
00:24:28.120 like you know israel doesn't need to give gaza water like if they're gonna do this we should 0.63
00:24:33.760 just shut off their water and stop the food like we're we're doing that out of the goodness of our 0.81
00:24:37.660 hearts anyway and then she like after everyone came out against her she had to walk that back
00:24:44.140 by saying she was stoned when she wrote it which i don't know like that seems like a a jewish thing 0.73
00:24:49.840 that doesn't work anymore because like seth rogan would say that say something retarded and say you 0.87
00:24:53.620 were stoned it's like no you just wanted to starve a bunch of people to death and they're like well 0.84
00:24:58.380 oh my god we've all been there right like well no yeah actually we have all been there but the
00:25:03.200 point is is they want to act like they've never been there and that we're the only people that
00:25:06.540 ever want to do that like no come down here in the mud with the rest of us right one thing that
00:25:12.340 i noticed in the wake of those and the reason they had to walk that back and i'd be curious
00:25:18.060 to hear what you think about this because really what i was trying to start with was
00:25:21.840 we covered this on our last episode and we took a week off and when i came back we're gonna see
00:25:30.560 what's changed what's been updated what are the developments on the war and as we begin the show
00:25:36.580 it turns out nothing has really changed about israel versus palestine do you get that sense
00:25:43.480 yes yeah like i look at the news because and what that means is that and i don't keep a tally of
00:25:52.080 all this but every single prediction has been wrong because i had heard people like oh israel
00:25:57.920 is going to bulldoze Gaza in 12 hours didn't happen Gaza is going to side with Iran and nuke
00:26:04.620 Israel didn't happen nothing happened nothing I'm not saying nothing will happen but I'm just like 0.87
00:26:09.400 it's been a week and it's surprising that there's nothing that anyone said would happen actually
00:26:15.480 came to pass that's interesting and so I came thinking like we're gonna kind of see chapter
00:26:21.200 two of this and chapter two is pretty much the same as chapter one the thing i noticed
00:26:28.480 i'm curious to hear if you agree about this is that i think a lot of jews are noticing
00:26:35.980 that the youth is not with them yes um specifically like millennials of course but specifically zoomers
00:26:43.820 and specifically gen alpha their reactions to this haven't even like i think they're puzzled
00:26:50.460 because the the reactions they're getting aren't even outwardly anti-semitic like they're used to
00:26:56.400 being hated i don't think they're used to being mocked that the reaction jews and zionists and
00:27:02.500 the israeli lobby are getting from the youth are like laughing at them and making a mockery of
00:27:07.980 that and that's never happened before what do you think about that yeah i think the turning point
00:27:13.200 which a lot of people have made hay of in the last week or so is they intentionally i guess
00:27:20.520 have been trying to tie israeli jewish identity back in with white identity in order i guess to
00:27:27.800 get the west back on their side because like the west and our liberal sensibilities we all know
00:27:32.340 that palestine has been occupied by israel since what like 67 in violation of the geneva convention 0.99
00:27:37.960 and they've been building settlements and killing children for however long like i don't give a fuck 0.88
00:27:41.720 about the palestinians but that's israel we all know that about israel this is common knowledge 0.98
00:27:45.380 um and so for them to get the the whites and europeans back on their side they have to be like 0.84
00:27:51.060 you know oh they don't hate jews they hate whites and jews are just in the way so they're playing
00:27:55.520 this game but you've just opened yourself up to the left wing to like genuine authentic open 0.87
00:28:02.380 vitriol from your own golem um and like you said like they're used to us hating them but we're
00:28:10.560 quiet and we're a small minority and they can keep a lid on it they can't keep a lid on like 0.75
00:28:16.240 three quarters of harvard students attending palestine rallies and like they don't they i
00:28:22.060 think i think they're melting down internally a little bit right now because i i guess they
00:28:26.480 and this is kind of what i was saying in the chat the other day they're not that smart everybody
00:28:30.420 acts like they're really really smart i think what's going on right now in terms of their i
00:28:35.420 think they planned this by the way this whole thing about oh they had no idea the attack was
00:28:39.280 coming i'll bet you anything they knew this attack was coming and it was it's a pretext for them to
00:28:43.460 finally destroy palestine that's my belief but i don't think they planned them the pr campaign out
00:28:49.040 as well as they think they did i don't think they anticipated this because it is not going in their 0.99
00:28:53.360 favor right now from what i can tell they've got everybody they they they turned all this shit 0.97
00:28:58.200 around to turn us on our side on their side they haven't completely and by us i mean like white 0.95
00:29:03.040 westerners they haven't completely got the white westerners except for the evangelicals
00:29:07.120 and uh they haven't got the entire left wing which is the majority all hate them like the
00:29:13.440 the ruling majority like like state religion despises israel right now so it's just it's 0.94
00:29:20.260 hilarious seeing them eat their own shit yeah and like we said there's lots of reasons for people 0.98
00:29:25.020 to hate israel the left despises israel because to them it represents a western colonial state 0.99
00:29:32.380 and in a lot of ways they see jews as white um and that's one thing that i had noticed
00:29:38.920 i think uh thualtide and among others had pointed this out that if you go to palestinian
00:29:43.880 protests or in favor of the palestinian or any muslim like you'll see jews get grouped in with
00:29:50.580 whites often and so that's why you know we'll get into this in a second but like that's one
00:29:56.720 thing i know it's like i don't think they have the same ethno-religious delineations that we do
00:30:01.560 like they just see this as another form of white westerner going they see it as white versus brown
00:30:06.260 um and so you know when you side with them you effectively are siding with another form of
00:30:14.000 anti-white movement they just don't speak the language of the people who are advocating for
00:30:19.760 them that that's my belief um but there's a few things that are happening with israel one 0.68
00:30:25.240 is that um a lot of people on our side know this a lot of what jews in the west can leverage is the
00:30:33.220 holocaust and we have enough historical distance from the holocaust where it there's no emotional 0.91
00:30:39.420 weight to it as that generation tends to die off now young people and this is what jews really
00:30:44.760 don't like it's that when they bring up holocaust stories people treat it like it's a joke because 0.85
00:30:50.820 holocaust jokes previously the idea was you're taking something so horrible and laughing at it
00:30:57.360 like a 9-11 joke it's horrible or a dead baby joke we used to tell those all the time it requires the 0.51
00:31:02.880 admission that dead babies the holocaust everything are terrible this is a different kind of joke that 0.98
00:31:07.100 they don't understand that the holocaust is terrible they think it's stupid they think it's 0.99
00:31:10.520 funny that jews keep bringing it up and the character of the constantly kvetching weak guy 0.99
00:31:16.420 doesn't work on young people they think it's funny and i've seen articles written by jews 0.86
00:31:21.980 like well we need more holocaust education like like that that doesn't work on them they think 0.81
00:31:26.740 this is silly this thing you're doing and that's worse to them than hatred yeah i was going to say
00:31:32.420 that the holocaust myth is like this imaginary weight that's pulling back this this elastic band 0.91
00:31:39.940 like tensioning an elastic band and the elastic band is all of the past generations observation
00:31:46.340 about jews role in western society like for millennials and gen x and for for zoomers we 0.94
00:31:52.520 have never seen anything but jews being disproportionately in control of our society 1.00
00:31:56.680 it doesn't matter what political stripe you're in if you know a jew you've never met a homeless jew 1.00
00:32:01.460 if you know a jew they're a lawyer they're in government they're in media they're always a 0.99
00:32:06.500 millionaire they always have more money than you and they're always looking down their nose at you 1.00
00:32:09.920 that is everybody's experience universally that's jews um and so they have to have the holocaust 0.98
00:32:16.020 myth to counterbalance it so they can play victim but like you said the new generation especially 0.86
00:32:20.780 like the state religion left-wing generation they don't believe that or even if they believe it even
00:32:26.820 worse than not believing it they believe it and they think it's funny because to them now the
00:32:32.880 the tension is being released and you're seeing what it looks like when you have that many people
00:32:38.440 who not only it's not just that they don't believe it happened they believe it happened they don't 0.97
00:32:42.220 care they kind of think it's funny and they fucking hate you because you built them up with 0.97
00:32:46.340 this this spirituality of like like oppression you know what i mean so as long as they can view 0.99
00:32:52.420 you as a white colonial oppressor like they're gonna be attacking you the same way they've been
00:32:58.420 deplatforming and firing us for the past 20 years yeah and another thing that i think goes hand in 0.96
00:33:04.520 glove with that is that i think there is a very pronounced nihilism that is sweeping over the youth
00:33:12.180 um millennials but also more so zoomers and more so even more so like gen alpha i don't really have
00:33:19.260 a good finger on the pulse of that generation but the idea that like this one oppressed group
00:33:27.040 would appeal to the whites by saying look how hard done by we've been and the whites would say
00:33:33.560 oh i take pity on you i will defend you but you have these subsequent generations that are so
00:33:39.640 nihilistic and they feel so oppressed and so hopeless that their persecution story doesn't
00:33:45.820 ring any true true at all to them like they don't care everyone feels miserable everyone feels 0.93
00:33:50.460 persecuted jews yeah yeah they don't have a unique story to sell anymore like these people a lot of 0.93
00:33:57.200 especially if they're white like you've grown up in a society that says white people are bad you
00:34:00.640 know what that feels like you know what like a lot of generations can like they transition to 0.95
00:34:06.260 anti-white so you've spent your entire life in an anti-white society so jews saying like calling 0.72
00:34:13.380 you anti-semitic that actually doesn't make any logical sense whatsoever the the irony the 100 0.89
00:34:20.100 year irony of of the uh the jewish holocaust myth is that in an effort to maintain a constant 0.83
00:34:27.980 position of oppression they have created a real world global ghetto in which we live 0.80
00:34:36.320 like we we are now approaching levels of oppression again i don't like putting it in
00:34:42.780 terms of oppression i'm using their framing just for the point of the argument right but i mean if
00:34:47.360 you want to talk about what they call oppression we today are experiencing experiencing as white
00:34:52.560 men oppression that is equivalent to what they experienced under nazi germany if you believe
00:34:57.620 the stories the reality is we are experiencing more quote-unquote oppression than what they
00:35:04.020 actually experienced leading up to the second world war so it's just it's it's wild it's it's
00:35:11.400 it's ironic at the very least it's ironic yeah do you think any jew was ever told that you know
00:35:17.600 like if you're at a council meeting you just stand up and say this land isn't my land my family is
00:35:24.600 living on stolen land like that's what white people do every single day in canada if you're
00:35:29.560 in a government thing you just have to say this isn't my home i don't have a home i'm here illegally 0.92
00:35:34.740 i'm sorry i'm sorry for everything i've ever done all of our leaders are corrupt but you know like
00:35:40.820 that's imagine living under that humiliation that jews never had to live under ever if there was a
00:35:46.820 jewish businessman in munich you know in uh in 1929 and he was at a council meeting and he wanted to
00:35:53.820 ask a question and he stood up and the council said who are you a jew you're not from here you 0.79
00:35:59.640 don't belong here sit down and listen that's all jews are for you we don't we don't want we want
00:36:04.360 your money but we're taking everything from you can sit down and listen if they said that to him 1.00
00:36:09.000 yeah they'd be totally in line because he is a foreigner and it's not really his place to talk 0.99
00:36:13.500 but we're getting that right now from our own government and it's our fucking country we built 0.96
00:36:19.620 this place we conquered it and it's our blood and our ancestors that built everything not just this 0.99
00:36:24.480 place but the whole fucking planet it's a white man's world so it's it's not not only the fact 0.99
00:36:30.700 that the the absolute level of of pissing your face is the same but the salt on that is the fact 0.99
00:36:37.340 that we actually deserve the planet and they've never done a goddamn thing except grift yeah well 0.97
00:36:44.240 it's like if you're a young white person amazing looking at this story you're going oh hostile 0.97
00:36:50.280 brown people are attacking you first time like you got like you're not going to sell me on your 0.99
00:36:56.720 unique persecution fuck off and that's like and people might disagree with this but i would say 0.99
00:37:02.120 why would you disagree because jews know this is happening everyone knows this is happening the 0.99
00:37:06.800 narrative doesn't work here's just a couple reasons why i think that is irrespective of whether i
00:37:12.560 think that's good or bad it just seems obvious that that's happening and i think the nihilism
00:37:17.060 is is part of it like you're not going to get people invested to like save israel they're our
00:37:22.180 greatest ally like these kids don't believe in their own government like like they're you're
00:37:27.860 asking them to believe in israel more than they believe in their own nation it's not going to
00:37:31.400 work it kind of it still works on boomers but boomers aren't going to be here all your method
00:37:37.460 And this whole philo-semitism thing has no real grounding in the internet spaces.
00:37:43.200 Not really.
00:37:44.420 It works on C-SPAN.
00:37:45.740 It works on CNN.
00:37:46.900 It's not going to work.
00:37:48.460 And so that's the phenomena I've seen.
00:37:51.180 And I just think that's interesting to behold.
00:37:54.720 I saw two things. 0.81
00:37:56.260 So the first thing, just a short one, it was the propaganda coming out of Israel is very amusing. 0.84
00:38:03.640 it was literally just an image of the title is hamas redefined evil and the images of voldemort
00:38:13.860 from harry potter looking at his phone and gasping and cringing so it's like they're just saying
00:38:20.000 hamas is more evil than voldemort from harry potter and i'm like who's this for is for
00:38:26.740 millennials i guess like this is just not you're not good at this anymore you don't know but uh
00:38:31.900 one other thing i saw and this is just tangential but it was an interview conducted by theo vaughn
00:38:38.620 who's a comedian that i really like and he every so often he'll interview like other comedians and
00:38:44.860 filmmakers and rappers and whatnot but sometimes he just interviews people who have jobs so and
00:38:51.140 he's a very charismatic interesting eccentric guy and so this uh interview was with just a new york
00:38:56.920 garbage man i think he might be retired but he looked like he was his late 40s maybe his 50s
00:39:02.280 and he's just telling the garbage man stories garbage man stories are amazing but there's 0.97
00:39:08.440 this one part and you know he's a white new york guy like a staten island type guy i'm not going 0.86
00:39:14.740 to do the accent but you could probably imagine big guy um and he was talking about you know 0.77
00:39:20.940 difficulties and being a garbage man he said there's some neighborhoods that are worse than
00:39:25.740 others and then theovan says something like oh you mean like like lower class neighborhoods like 0.94
00:39:32.180 no no the opposite you know there's just certain neighborhoods of uh let's just say a certain
00:39:37.820 religion and the one's like oh like jew like jewish neighborhoods he's like yeah bingo because 0.91
00:39:44.540 apparently on um i forget the name of the they're fucked one of their 20 000 holy days but he's 0.89
00:39:52.360 basically saying that there's this one holiday where the day after they throw everything out
00:39:57.360 like all their items they just put it by the curb like there's certain areas that we couldn't go in
00:40:05.320 like they make them pick up midnight to like five so that you're not in their way really so like
00:40:10.760 what do you mean richer areas no just owned areas by certain types of people in okay so
00:40:18.340 New York.
00:40:19.440 So maybe upper echelon types or whatever, you think?
00:40:21.900 No, certain religion people, they have their... 0.88
00:40:25.200 So like the Orthodox Jews don't want you in their neighborhood between 12 to 5? 0.98
00:40:28.760 Bingo.
00:40:29.320 Wow.
00:40:30.300 And those are some nasty more.
00:40:31.940 Is it pretty nasty over there in their neighborhood?
00:40:33.920 Well, they just...
00:40:34.680 Listen, it's nothing against them.
00:40:36.140 Because I have actually been in some of those houses.
00:40:38.380 Yeah.
00:40:38.640 Because there are people in those areas that are very nice.
00:40:42.360 But then, you know, Passover comes, and they throw everything out. 0.99
00:40:46.480 and he's complaining about it just like a working class guy i'm just looking at that i'm like yeah
00:40:51.560 you think that's weird that just was this one neighborhood gets to set the rules at city 0.89
00:40:56.040 fucking hall and you know you'll talk about like he gets into fights with people and putting the 0.95
00:41:01.120 wrong items i was like no i'm just gonna take a bunch of like jewish hand-me-downs he says every 0.99
00:41:05.300 time they would go to the neighborhood there's all these like jewish kids who would like light 0.87
00:41:10.700 things on fire and throw it in the garbage trucks and try to like blow up the truck 1.00
00:41:13.900 So like it would be a garbage truck every block
00:41:17.220 And a fire truck
00:41:18.580 Firemen would have like three blocks
00:41:20.420 Because the kids are running around
00:41:22.160 And I had guys do it plenty of times
00:41:24.720 They'd light something on fire
00:41:26.100 And then throw it in the back of the truck
00:41:27.440 Now if I don't see it
00:41:29.700 Now everything in the truck's on fire
00:41:31.040 Why do they do that?
00:41:32.280 Is that like a kind of like a
00:41:33.560 Are they training for like battle or something?
00:41:37.380 No it's just the kids
00:41:38.200 Oh kids screwing around 0.56
00:41:39.080 Animals
00:41:39.540 Oh yeah
00:41:40.460 oh and i know maybe if you're hearing that for the first time you're not like 0.99
00:41:44.840 really pausing and saying holy shit this is fucking wild 0.99
00:41:48.220 unless you know what jews are like and then it actually kind of fits especially if you spent 0.99
00:41:54.900 some time around uh has to deem yeah yeah i don't want to seem like we're going extra hard on jews
00:42:01.320 because we're trying to make amends for the last episode because we're not i i think my feeling is
00:42:07.040 that our position established on the last episode and available in the latest clip that we uploaded
00:42:12.160 to odyssey i thought her position was pretty even-handed i thought it was pretty reasonable
00:42:18.440 um but in the wake of that episode we get there was a few people who accused us of being israel
00:42:25.940 shills do you see this yeah people people there's a lot of sorry guys but there's a lot of a lot of 0.96
00:42:32.280 you can't seem to hold two fucking ideas in your head at the same time. Like, yes, we don't like 0.93
00:42:37.880 the Jews. They're enemy number one. But however, Muslims are our other existential thousand year 1.00
00:42:46.820 enemy who have never done anything but rape and kill us. So if you think we're going to ally 1.00
00:42:52.020 with Muslims to fight our biggest enemy, you can go fuck yourself. We're thrilled that there's a 1.00
00:42:58.020 war in israel we're thrilled at the damage that's being done against the jews and you know what if 1.00
00:43:03.980 asked to support hamas while losing i would support them but i wouldn't want to support 0.96
00:43:09.760 them so much that they win the war the best possible outcome is for the war to go on forever 0.94
00:43:14.980 so that they all die that's the like and i we're pretty clear about that i think i think but again 0.88
00:43:22.100 some people if you don't you know jews bad therefore hamas good no hamas are a bunch of 1.00
00:43:29.440 fucking savages they're awful i don't know what's real or fake anymore there's been so many videos 1.00
00:43:35.200 that turned out to be fake but if you're believing that everything that comes out of israel is a lie 1.00
00:43:41.300 and everything that comes out of hamas is true like that's just fucking dumb like okay i get 0.99
00:43:45.480 that jews lie but you know brown people can also lie hamas can also utilize propaganda like it's 0.99
00:43:51.100 it's they're not fucking noble savages and um i want to think about how i i want to approach this 1.00
00:43:59.980 you know if let's just say this if there was a gun to my head and they said pick a side 0.98
00:44:05.340 you have to pick a side okay sure pick palestinians hamast yeah yeah yeah and yours as well but my 0.96
00:44:12.600 argument was that's a stupid way to frame it and the entire purpose of that clip and the reason i'm 0.92
00:44:18.740 saying this is because i was in a couple situations where i had to explain this to people 0.65
00:44:24.900 otherwise intelligent people and it's a phenomenon that i've noticed where it's not just this topic
00:44:30.560 there's certain topics that create a knot in people's minds where if you're explaining
00:44:36.540 something and they get the sense that you're deviating from the script they have in their
00:44:41.440 mind you could say 10 words they stop listening at word four and they autocomplete the rest of
00:44:46.660 your statement so that i would say you know our again we were very clear on the episode they say
00:44:51.960 oh so you're pro-israel because you know unless you're pro-palestinian you must be pro-israel
00:44:57.900 that's the only two things you could be the purpose of that clip that we released was to say
00:45:02.740 no what you need to do is actually advocate for your interests and we gave a schematic on how you
00:45:10.340 might think about advocating for your interests or more importantly using this conflict to advocate
00:45:17.060 for your interests my feeling was if you look at this and you're just trying to pick which side is
00:45:22.840 the good guy and which side is the bad guy there's effectively no difference between you and a 0.70
00:45:27.280 fucking soy jack marvel fan now if you look at the pro-palestinian movements sure a lot of these come 0.97
00:45:33.120 from western liberals or western progressives so they'll take a western anti-white tone but 0.99
00:45:38.640 And what I noticed, especially with Duganism and Third Worldism, because all of this pro-Palestinian stuff falls under a Duganist or Third Positionist or not Third Positionist, but Third Worldist framework, it's that they group, you know, Zionism with white supremacy.
00:45:55.120 They're almost interchangeable. And you'll see a lot of brown people just see Jews as a type of white person. 0.66
00:46:01.960 So they don't understand the division between white and Jewish.
00:46:05.900 so in essence when you are siding with that narrative you are siding with an anti-white
00:46:11.560 narrative that is what is happening and you can think that you're doing that for strategic reasons
00:46:17.280 i just think they're poor strategic reasons i think you can utilize this conflict to start asking
00:46:22.120 what would benefit my group and there is there are ways to do that that do not involve right you 0.97
00:46:28.300 you enthusiastically becoming the propaganda arm of fucking hamas i think that's embarrassing and 0.64
00:46:34.180 And there was some comments on Telegram and try not to be too harsh on people because I want to I want to untangle that knot because I don't want to have to keep like I'll explain myself five times and then some people get it because I sit down and I'll say list what you think we're saying and they'll list it. 0.99
00:46:51.160 And I'm like, we actually agree.
00:46:53.640 He'll list what he believes.
00:46:55.000 I'm like, I agree with all of that.
00:46:56.580 Of those 10 things, there's one thing we disagree on.
00:46:59.300 And the one thing we actually disagree on is you thinking that Palestinians are cool, virile, amazing fighters that need our support. 1.00
00:47:07.880 A, they don't need our support.
00:47:09.420 B, I think that actually hurts our position if, for example, for white people, white identitarians, pro-white advocates, whatever you want to call themselves.
00:47:19.280 If we keep finding ourselves in a position where we can only side with and cheerlead other internationalist or third worldist movements, I think that that's worse than if we did nothing. That's my feeling about it.
00:47:34.560 Correct. Correct.
00:47:35.480 there's when you side with this narrative you are siding with an anti-white narrative because
00:47:41.620 that's how they see it as well we don't see it that way but they see it that way and i know
00:47:46.800 okay i'm just gonna i'm gonna be very careful here because i don't want to start a beef
00:47:51.900 but there's something that i disagree with and i'm going to quote this this is what i was hearing
00:47:57.100 from some of the comments that were sent to us they were parroting a lot of what i've heard
00:48:02.180 coming out of certain members of the national justice party just to preface this i don't want
00:48:06.780 to say anything too disparaging about them but there's the individual i'll use as an example it
00:48:12.640 would be eric striker so some people on our side were saying that you know what i'm just going to 0.99
00:48:17.280 side with the palestinians because you know they're anti-jew and it costs me nothing who gives a shit 0.93
00:48:22.700 you know inshallah you know ala akbar if it means that hurts jews simple equation and i said you 0.99
00:48:30.020 You got to be careful because you go down that road. 0.64
00:48:32.320 That is how you end up at Duganism. 0.98
00:48:33.760 That is how you end up on third worldism.
00:48:35.400 They call me crazy.
00:48:37.200 Days later, Eric Stryker is out there writing posts like, you know what?
00:48:41.560 This is actually a good opportunity for, you know, white nationalists and white identitarians to forge inroads with Arab groups.
00:48:48.860 No.
00:48:49.580 This is a great opportunity for whites to partner an ally with a lot of the Muslim groups, our Muslim brothers.
00:48:57.780 And you know what?
00:48:59.680 like brothers something i'm paraphrasing here like we're brothers in the same struggle it's
00:49:05.040 something like that and if you know anything about eric striker if you know anything about
00:49:09.000 that crowd they do this all the time it's why they tend to be more pro north korea this is
00:49:14.600 the third world isn't thing which is that anything that hurts um the global american empire or
00:49:21.200 whatever they want to call it at late they call them atlanticists sometimes they'll say that that's
00:49:26.360 good so they'll find allies with any revolutionary movement they think north korea is awesome because
00:49:31.160 it hates america right and that's why you were debating with someone the other day who was saying
00:49:36.040 that north korea is actually awesome you know which is just like based on nothing based on 0.99
00:49:40.560 based on that you know america's taken over by jews and jews lie we have to believe that 1.00
00:49:44.700 north korea is actually a fucking utopia it's preposterous but you get this from these types 0.98
00:49:50.880 to thinking and so i could see that and i'm like i know where this is coming from but i don't want 0.97
00:49:56.740 to throw everyone under the under the bus or disparage everyone but there was a an interesting
00:50:01.480 debate that took place a while ago um between warren balog who's in the national justice party
00:50:09.780 and mike enoch about whether it's more important to be anti-semitic or pro-white and mike enoch
00:50:17.320 to his credit was taking the pro-white position um and then i understand the logic of the
00:50:23.160 anti-semitic position the logic there is that all anti-whites action and all anti-white ideology
00:50:29.960 emerges from jews or zionists so if you just solve that problem there will be no anti-white
00:50:36.840 propaganda there will be no anti-white system that's why that needs to take precedence i disagree
00:50:41.240 yeah because that's not true that's just not true it is it's and we've covered this on our show i
00:50:48.400 don't need to rehash the entire thing but there's other forces at work that led to where we are to 1.00
00:50:53.720 other than just jewish machinations you know also just as a side note it's like jews always lie
00:50:59.700 and jews are always against white interests except during covet except during covet jewish 0.72
00:51:03.940 power had their best interests in mind i guess right i'm not trying i'm not trying to start a 0.54
00:51:08.420 thing but they were famously like pro-vax and whatever you know like every the entire systems
00:51:13.860 they lined against you except when that time when the jews actually just wanted to save your lives
00:51:17.400 there was no it's impossible if there was any sort of conspiracy theory then even though there's 0.87
00:51:21.180 fucking everything and don't forget renewable resources 15 minute cities electric cars are 0.57
00:51:27.460 also you know you should get rid of your gas engine and your uh and your gas stove and we 0.99
00:51:31.760 should all move into the urbanities never yeah never mind that though that's also that's also
00:51:36.700 pro-white that's a pro-white position yeah it's it's it's incoherent anyway i don't want to get
00:51:41.820 off too much on that but like but it's anti-semitism over being pro-white and not say that everyone in
00:51:48.120 that group isn't pro-white but i noticed that some people are i know eric striker and warren
00:51:52.200 bailog might be more anti-semitic but in doing that i think if you're anti-semitic or you're
00:51:59.180 anti-zionist or you are against jewish anti-white behavior however you want to frame that i think
00:52:04.900 that has to follow from being pro-white and being pro-white it can just be as simple as white people
00:52:10.220 deserve to exist whatever like you could it doesn't need to be a 1488 thing necessarily just be
00:52:15.300 generally pro-white it needs to emerge from that because if you center and prioritize anti-semitism
00:52:21.240 you find yourself in positions like this where you're advocating for in my opinion anti-white
00:52:26.560 positions like the palestinian movement who also hate white people you end up siding like to me
00:52:32.160 the example would be well then if we're doing this then we ought to side with the nation of 0.99
00:52:36.560 islam the nation of islam hates jews they also happen to think that whites are subhuman monsters 0.96
00:52:42.280 but because that fits the anti-semitism prioritization i guess we should side with 0.99
00:52:49.280 the based blacks you know any other day of the week we make fun of conservatives
00:52:53.220 for advocating for based blacks or the based indians except here when it comes to anti-semitism 0.98
00:52:59.320 Now, the only friends we have are the base blacks, the base browns, the base Indians. 0.99
00:53:04.400 You see what I'm saying? 1.00
00:53:05.280 So it just doesn't track for me.
00:53:08.760 Just to make myself completely clear on this, I'm not trying to lay all of this at the feet of any one group or one specific person.
00:53:17.180 I'm just using these as examples to illustrate the type of thing that we were getting and what I was hearing.
00:53:23.400 And one thing that I had considered, one thing that I think can illustrate the point even further, I'm going to use this as an example of the far right groups, a white nationalist group, but I actually think it applies to other groups as well.
00:53:39.300 It could apply to anarchist groups. It could apply to leftist groups. So I asked myself, how many times as a white individual or a white group with any political affiliation, but usually it's white people doing it, how many times have you been approached by a other ethnicity of a political stripe?
00:54:02.160 How often has a white nationalist group been approached for an alliance by a black nationalist group or anarchist groups or anything?
00:54:12.380 Because it seems that the stories I was hearing throughout time is it seemed to be whites and Jews, depending on the group.
00:54:18.960 We're always trying to make friends. We're always trying to build alliances.
00:54:22.660 We're always trying to bring people into the tent.
00:54:24.960 but i'm not sure any other ethnic nationalist organization has ever reached out to white 0.95
00:54:32.260 nationalists to be friends now maybe i'm wrong but i've just never seen it fucking happen all i hear 0.94
00:54:37.880 is guys on our side usually white guys are like we got we should make friends with the arabs we 0.98
00:54:44.160 should make friends with the blacks let's make friends with the south americans let's make 0.88
00:54:47.940 friends with the north koreans like all that is anyone beating down the door to talk to the white 0.97
00:54:53.660 nationalists similarly is anyone beating down the door to really talk to the white anarchists or is
00:54:58.920 it the white anarchists trying to bring these other groups into their fold and that's just
00:55:04.220 something i keep coming back to like no one seems to want to be our friends like that and we're the
00:55:11.080 ones always trying to sympathize we're the ones always standing in solidarity and i don't think
00:55:17.960 anyone's standing in solidarity with us at least i don't see it maybe people can send me all these
00:55:22.640 examples but a lot of the people that i know are the most aggressive about building bridges 0.96
00:55:27.040 they are the ones building bridges i've never seen any motherfucker build bridges to us so to me like 0.92
00:55:34.720 that was the core of my argument which was that i am not going to be shepherded into another 0.98
00:55:41.020 anti-white narrative it's it for my psychology for my soul i'm not going to do that i'm going 0.58
00:55:46.560 to find a way to stake out a position over here that if it sounds cringe and soy jack to hate
00:55:52.160 both sides fine but we weren't just saying both sides should i we're also giving that schematic
00:55:57.720 for how you could design a community to advocate for your own own interest and and engage with
00:56:04.540 this that's something beyond just good guy versus bad guy marvel i'm going to i'm going to say
00:56:10.740 inshallah i'm going to like call them my brothers i'm going to try to figure out how i can make
00:56:15.260 them my friends it just that doesn't seem to to feed in our interest that only seems to feed into
00:56:21.920 their interests and i think that is put forward by a lot of the third worldists and i think you
00:56:27.020 need to be careful of third worldists and it is tempting if you have a sort of a white nationalist
00:56:32.380 movement to look for other ethnic nationalist movements around the world to see to broker
00:56:37.840 friendships and whatnot but i i just think you're ignoring that a lot of these groups just don't
00:56:44.600 like you right to your core and the belief that if you remove jews that every every race will get 0.98
00:56:50.440 along is just silly it's not serious it's not a serious fucking position forget the context of 0.99
00:56:56.140 this but you're talking about like reducing principles to a single statement and the whole 0.99
00:57:00.020 idea of it like is our statement to jews bad or is our statement whites good for us the statement
00:57:05.180 is whites good so jews being bad is a corollary of that and it's extremely important it's possibly 0.65
00:57:10.620 the most important secondary thing but it is secondary the most important thing for us is 0.93
00:57:15.000 defense of white culture white families that's what matters jews are our biggest enemy but they're not 0.89
00:57:20.820 our only enemy and if you think that you should be throwing whites under the bus because the only 0.50
00:57:25.160 real issue is destroying the jews then what you are tacitly saying is you're willing to sacrifice 0.88
00:57:30.400 whites in order to defeat the jews we're not we're not because we think that the reason you're
00:57:35.780 defeating the jews is to save whites so it's it's just it's a totally different way of looking at 0.61
00:57:40.480 it's sad that there's so many people are on that side i don't understand it man i don't know
00:57:44.780 you know i i see an event like this and some people cheer it on and they get excited that
00:57:50.900 something something something cool is happening on tv but i see this and what by this i mean 0.83
00:57:58.180 israel versus palestine this fucking more this this meat grinder of sorrow at the end of the 0.95
00:58:04.800 day it is just suffering a suffering machine that's occurring so it feels you know bad to 0.99
00:58:10.200 cheer that on even just as a person anyway i'm also cold and dead inside so i don't really care
00:58:14.620 i'm just trying to i'm just trying to sound like a person but um i look at that and i get like a
00:58:22.660 pang of panic like what are we actually doing to take advantage of this and it's what i i said this
00:58:28.760 on the show and on the live stream i said the same thing when keith woods was getting and helping to
00:58:36.000 forward the anti-adl thing with elon musk i felt the same thing with kanye west people like you
00:58:41.880 Kanye West is saying this and that about the Jews. 0.80
00:58:44.940 We've got to support him.
00:58:45.860 And I said, no, this is going to crash and burn.
00:58:49.380 This isn't going to.
00:58:49.980 But the window is open for us to do something.
00:58:54.800 Elon Musk was never going to take down the ADL. 1.00
00:58:58.060 If you thought he was, you're fucking retarded. 1.00
00:59:01.860 I'm just going to say, if you thought any of this stuff was going to pan out, really, 1.00
00:59:05.080 you should just yeah go wander into the midwest and go to an october fest and find yourself a 0.99
00:59:14.840 pog wife find yourself like a nice big-titted goth chick and just have a family you're not 0.81
00:59:22.900 equipped to engage with this stuff if you actually thought kanye west was going to run for president 0.95
00:59:28.520 on an anti-jewish platform you're not a serious you're not ready you're not ready for this
00:59:34.820 conversation you're going to do more harm than good what we should have done is maximize the
00:59:41.320 opportunities it's like okay we don't control this what can we do to control this what can we do
00:59:45.660 to participate to further our interest instead of standing back and watching and standing back and
00:59:50.800 hoping that the football game turns out the way we want to work out like during the little kanye
00:59:55.100 west thing what were each of us doing to try and forward you know an anti-zionist narrative about
01:00:00.680 jewish power or were we just hoping that kanye west said it all were we just hoping that elon
01:00:06.580 musk was secretly a nazi was that what we were really hoping and no one was putting any work
01:00:12.560 and i you know for our credit we were talking about we were trying to like get people to think
01:00:16.600 about the adl and and what we predicted was that you know what this will not lead to destruction
01:00:22.120 of the adl this will lead to a stronger adl most likely they'll clean house they'll kick out seth 0.99
01:00:27.720 abrams or whatever the fuck his name is he'll kick out all the bad jews in the adl and it'll come 0.98
01:00:32.440 back even stronger having learned its lesson and like until that happens we've got a brief window 0.99
01:00:37.480 of time where we can like push the narrative that the adl has always been bad because the
01:00:42.520 narrative that will emerge is that the adl used to be good and then became bad with wokeness and 0.96
01:00:48.140 that's exactly what fucking happened we've been right every single fucking time every single 0.83
01:00:53.140 fucking time we've been right we've called this correctly and everyone acts like it's the first 0.98
01:00:57.280 fucking time they're like oh well i guess it didn't work out like we're worse than bernie 0.99
01:01:00.800 sanders supporters at this point like we're fucking retards it's embarrassing and here's 1.00
01:01:04.880 another fucking conflict we're like oh maybe it'll work out for us this time no you're not 0.99
01:01:09.100 thinking about how this can go wrong for you there's something you'd said earlier about um 1.00
01:01:13.420 the way fuck how do you how did you say it like there's there's two parties at war here right 0.99
01:01:19.140 and you're taking the position of a a neutral observer and you're going to choose which side 1.00
01:01:26.700 you're on, like you said, rather than supporting your own interests. I guess one way of looking
01:01:35.380 at it, like you said, go and get a big titty goth GF and stay out of it. But what you should 1.00
01:01:39.640 be doing is finding a way to get into the fight. Because none of this, it doesn't matter whether
01:01:44.860 the, like you said, doesn't matter whether the Palestinians or the Jews win. We always lose in 0.99
01:01:48.360 the end. We always lose in the end until we're the ones actually fighting. The goal should be
01:01:53.500 for us to find a way where the thing that's happening in the news isn't palestinians versus
01:01:59.880 jews it's us versus jews or us versus palestinians it's one or the other right it's do you do you or
01:02:06.500 do you not support the the english reconquista of the holy land that that would be something that
01:02:12.740 you should get involved with but until that's the actual thing like this this is this is a borderline
01:02:18.420 irrelevant well it seems like the whole narrative that was emerging when this happened which is like
01:02:23.480 Well, if Israel loses, then we're going to get, you know, 2 million Jews as refugees.
01:02:28.380 If Palestine loses, we're going to get 10 million Muslims as refugees. 0.99
01:02:31.840 Which one is better for us? 1.00
01:02:34.240 That's the limit of our self-interest.
01:02:36.140 They're both bad.
01:02:37.340 Exactly.
01:02:37.980 We lose either way. 1.00
01:02:39.480 So it's like asking, well, you know, we'll get raped in the ass or raped in the mouth. 1.00
01:02:42.760 But you know what? 1.00
01:02:43.360 If we get raped in the mouth, maybe we can bite their dick off. 1.00
01:02:46.020 And I'm saying, I'm not confident you're going to bite their fucking dick off. 1.00
01:02:49.020 What I want to avoid is getting raped. 1.00
01:02:50.600 and if that means that if that sounds like a cheap argument that sounds like oh you're you're 0.99
01:02:56.060 you're galaxy brain for not taking i'm like no well we're trying to give we're trying to give
01:03:00.200 those schematics of how we can actually break away from the society gather our forces gather 0.99
01:03:05.280 our sovereignty re-approach that entire clip was about how you fucking do this it was actually 1.00
01:03:10.180 that entire fucking clip was how white people can become palestinians you fucking retarded 1.00
01:03:16.140 faggots people come to me like oh i didn't know your israel shills now because you gave us you 1.00
01:03:22.680 gave a roadmap on how we can be better than palestinians it's just do the nation of islam 1.00
01:03:29.280 next oh you won't you think that's laughable why is that laughable you fucking shitheads 1.00
01:03:35.480 we can think of all kinds of you know i was thinking like i was thinking back to that um 1.00
01:03:40.960 remember the pulse nightclub shooting remember that muslim that shot up that gay club yeah 0.91
01:03:45.420 so the funny thing about that was everyone on our side thought a based muslim based muslim 0.96
01:03:52.700 taking out the lgbt so it's like no he what he was doing was he was trying to shoot up a club
01:03:58.240 he could for one reason or another he couldn't get to the other clubs so he settled on that club 0.98
01:04:03.920 what he wanted to do was shoot up a club full of white people and it turns out that he just 0.99
01:04:09.000 ended up on the gay white people and we think that's laudable and like we just keep stepping 0.99
01:04:14.840 yeah it was still a brown muslim shooting white people it was still just a brown muslim shooting 0.99
01:04:19.520 a bunch of white people yeah yeah and then and then you think that this is our guy and then let's 0.99
01:04:24.640 put that on the scale let's put that on the scale do you hate do you hate gays enough that they 1.00
01:04:30.400 should all be killed or if you had to choose between that and muslims who are you know you 1.00
01:04:35.960 know gays are a problem gays are destroying our society i'm not going to say they're not 1.00
01:04:39.700 but muslims every chance that you put a that they get every time you put a gun in their hand 1.00
01:04:44.840 the first thing they do is try to shoot a christian the first thing they do is cut the 1.00
01:04:50.380 throat of a white child that's what muslims do it's their mo since the since the since the 1.00
01:04:56.020 invention of islam they have been at our throats and we almost have lost our civilization to them 1.00
01:05:02.060 repeatedly over a thousand years so like i can't understand this like you cannot ally with muslims 1.00
01:05:08.740 man like you can't ally with coyotes or pit bulls like they're they're animals dude yeah like what
01:05:15.560 i want to introduce people to is the feeling of winning if hamas wins do you really feel like
01:05:21.120 you're winning how and i my fear is that if we we just hope that the world delivers us these wins
01:05:28.100 at our feet without doing anything without taking this narrative of palestinian see what you should
01:05:34.200 do and this is what i said on telegram it's like here's an easy thing you could do it's like go up
01:05:40.420 to a normie go up to a co-worker and just introduce the question say did you know that there's over
01:05:48.180 300 organizations in america that think that all the palestinians should be killed and then think 0.71
01:05:55.740 what and then just name a couple they're all jewish organizations they're all zionist organizations
01:06:00.120 That's the rub here, is that you're trying to let them know that these Zionist organizations exist in America.
01:06:07.500 This isn't a foreign fight. 0.70
01:06:08.900 What you can do is rally people against the Jewish Zionist control over here, which is actually what you want to do. 0.92
01:06:17.020 And you can use this to do something measurable and practical here. 0.86
01:06:22.140 But you need to craft your own narrative with that.
01:06:24.340 Don't just cheerlead that and hope that leads to the ADL not existing over here. 0.55
01:06:30.120 And unless you're doing that, then you're, and if you're just supporting Palestinians, that only helps them. It doesn't actually help you. And there's a hundred things you can do to strategize, to help you. You know, we, we did a deep dive into Duganism. We did deep dives into third worldism, into all this stuff. And it, it's like, it's, it's worse than something like Antifa. It's worse than, you know, Marxist literature. It's, it's something, it is. 0.72
01:06:59.680 i think like truly an anti-white threat an anti-white tumor that has taken root in you know
01:07:09.320 pro-white spaces and it's taken years for it to get there and there's a lot of people
01:07:14.980 who advocate for this and i think it's dangerous they might not even know i actually think this
01:07:20.540 is dangerous there's a lot of ideas circulating in our spaces you know i'm not like anti-discussion
01:07:25.140 or anti-free speech or anything like that but i'm like i've noticed that there's some ideas
01:07:29.200 were if taken to their logical conclusion would end up with i i think it would it would lead to 0.86
01:07:37.600 like white dispossession more than just straight up shit liberty would you know what i mean yeah 0.96
01:07:42.700 like yeah it's aggressively anti-white if you listen to a lot of the advocates like dugan like 1.00
01:07:47.820 he's anti-white supremacy he's anti-white people he hates white people he hates western literally 0.93
01:07:53.340 he does he's he's on record like as far as i've read or heard he wants to brown the world like 0.99
01:07:58.660 He likes this idea of intermixing and interbreeding and, like, kind of a wash of cultures mixing, like, a melange with each other.
01:08:06.180 And then you get nothing. 1.00
01:08:08.560 You get the new brown empire. 1.00
01:08:10.640 Like, he wants that. 1.00
01:08:11.960 That's his whole fucking deal. 0.99
01:08:13.000 So, I mean, if you value your civilization, just because, I don't know. 0.99
01:08:17.940 I honestly don't understand people's fascination with Dugan at all.
01:08:20.620 I don't even really understand why he's considered right-wing, aside from the fact that he's anti-establishment.
01:08:25.680 He doesn't seem like a right-winger at all to me.
01:08:27.320 he seems like a if like if we have our third position he's like a left-wing third position
01:08:32.360 you know i i don't know yeah and also i should you know my take now is i think the entire third
01:08:39.020 positionism thing is just a way to launder leftism and um that's what i've seen every
01:08:44.840 third positionist group that i've seen because my take originally was oh third position is like a
01:08:51.720 way to introduce more like fascist ideas in a more modern way maybe step back a bit from the
01:08:58.700 race stuff step back a bit from anti-semitism but still kind of in there but you know it's trying
01:09:03.960 to take more positivistic approach but seeing how these third positionist parties shake out like i 0.99
01:09:09.580 do think it is just like nazbol fucking third world is shit like every time i've seen it it's 0.97
01:09:15.020 ended up like that so i'm like well that's so you know at one point i might said oh maybe maybe i'm 0.98
01:09:20.020 i'm a third positionist type guy and but no no i think that's just that's a subversion so when
01:09:25.280 people hear me talk like this they might say oh he's going he's a bit hot under the collar
01:09:30.180 or where is this coming from well it's because like i've been looking into this for years
01:09:36.000 you know you're saying a second ago but third position i'm kind of third positions in them
01:09:40.580 third positionism being a way of bringing laundering maybe fascism into mainstream
01:09:47.580 discourse while removing some of the more toxic elements and i think what's interesting about the
01:09:53.760 current conflict with the the left-wing browns versus the ostensibly colonial right-wing jews 0.93
01:10:00.340 is that if everybody's focus is on those two groups at each other's throats this is a good 0.95
01:10:07.320 opportunity for us as people whose mission statement is white's good not jews bad but
01:10:13.180 white's good to say maybe we can openly publicly organize now as long as the discourse of our 0.93
01:10:24.240 organization doesn't include brown's bad or jews bad right because if it includes brown's bad jews 0.93
01:10:31.400 bad we'll get caught in the dragnet of the current thing but i think a lot of their resources in the 0.60
01:10:38.040 near term i don't know how long six months 18 months are going to be tied up on that now might
01:10:44.020 be the ideal time maybe in the past 15 years to organize a white a white thing right wouldn't it
01:10:52.900 be as long as the white thing wasn't an anti-jewish thing or an anti-muslim thing or an anti-brown 0.50
01:10:58.380 thing it's just like if we were going to put together a a old stock canadian working group
01:11:06.160 for a small business something like that now would be the time to do that because the resources they
01:11:11.740 usually spend to nitpick and fuck with us and take our funding and and and dox us in the media 0.87
01:11:19.060 is currently being spent fucking with each other i don't know that i think this might be a good 0.97
01:11:25.820 opportunity and again that would be an example of looking out for your own interests and not 0.91
01:11:32.360 taking a back seat eating your popcorn and picking a side of their conflict let them fight their 0.76
01:11:38.080 fucking conflict this is a good time for us to to do our thing and i just want to triple underline 0.95
01:11:43.660 that what we're trying to accomplish is always if it sounds too vague fine then let's have a 0.97
01:11:50.340 conversation about it but it's it's establishing what your own interests are and we have discussed
01:11:55.500 this on the show and i think the problem with our side politically is we don't know what our
01:12:00.460 interests are and so we need to go back to the drawing board and discuss that and that's why
01:12:05.720 you know i agree with everything you're saying and now is the time and what we're talking about
01:12:08.980 the start which was the apathy like i think the apathy of apathy concerning this conflict can be
01:12:16.460 the tip of the spear that you use to like just cut people out of this i'm describing how a spear
01:12:23.360 doesn't work by the way but you can use this the tip of the spear to surgically remove jesus christ
01:12:28.860 uh but get people out of this like like just admit that you actually don't care who wins
01:12:33.640 between israel and palestine you don't care right say this to normie it's like okay then what
01:12:38.500 like you realize that this seems confusing to you why why are different people screaming at me that
01:12:43.680 i should care you kind of don't care but like help regular western white people realize that
01:12:51.000 no one's advocated for their interests within several generations that you don't even know
01:12:55.080 what that looks like isn't it weird that you have to weigh in on this marvel movie the reason you're
01:13:00.820 doing that is because you become so conditioned that your interests aren't even on the table
01:13:04.800 you just have to pick which rape is more preferable now let's figure out a way out of 0.99
01:13:09.660 that situation if it sounds too blue sky i don't give a fuck but that's the only conversation 0.99
01:13:14.700 worth fucking having at this point because guess what all of your predictions have been fucking 0.98
01:13:19.500 wrong no one's called this war right not on any side no one's called it right none of our 0.98
01:13:24.900 support for hamas did fucking anything we're not even part of the conversation so let's find a 0.77
01:13:30.660 conversation that maybe we could have some some influence and power in that's something that i'd 0.91
01:13:35.500 like to talk to our people like people in the in the white canadian north american european stock
01:13:41.480 community about like if you're having this discussion with people but you know well you
01:13:45.460 know hamas they had a lot of kids killed over the occupation since 67 well you know but those kids
01:13:50.380 in the israeli uh music fest a lot of them died and that's awful they've been taking hostages on
01:13:54.400 both sides it's like well i mean jim how do you feel like didn't doesn't your wife have cancer
01:14:00.340 but you're they wouldn't give you the time off in fact you've been working overtime to cover her
01:14:04.200 haven't you how are your car payments like how are you feeling i i thought i didn't you you bid
01:14:08.720 on that house but you lost it to an indian family with a fraudulent loan like how do you how do you
01:14:13.800 feel jim didn't you lose your job at the trucking company because joe froze the bank accounts
01:14:17.980 you know i didn't you have an eighteen hundred dollar uh coach gun given to you by your great
01:14:22.760 grandfather that has now been made illegal because the boar size is too large and it's
01:14:26.360 being confiscated for zero dollars like how do you feel right now jim like maybe maybe maybe
01:14:32.560 the the palestinians aren't that oppressed maybe their lives aren't that hard and maybe they don't
01:14:38.520 matter that much and maybe the same is true the jews maybe jim you are the one who needs some 0.61
01:14:45.400 help you know this is and this is kind of the time to talk about it when you've got these two groups 0.99
01:14:50.280 totally foreign nothing related to them you know we have we have nothing to do with these people
01:14:55.060 and we're trying to figure out which of the two of them is the bigger victim and i don't like 0.97
01:14:58.980 playing the victim card but as far as canadians go we're the fucking victims here in canadian 0.98
01:15:04.240 society it's us you it's funny uh there's this meme that goes around that every time israel is 0.99
01:15:10.820 in some kind of conflict on 4chan they notice the bbc thread stop the interracial porn thread stop
01:15:18.980 yep i haven't been on 4chan in a long time so i don't know if that's true it's just like a meme
01:15:23.000 that goes around um i guess it happens a lot on paul which is maybe that's the reason i don't go
01:15:27.820 there anymore but i'm like that's a great example it's like okay they stopped because they're busy
01:15:32.360 what are you gonna spend this time talking about are you gonna spend this time talking about the
01:15:36.700 bbc threads are you gonna talk about something better like you're gonna spend this because it
01:15:41.260 what those people you're just talking about the man whose wife has cancer the job i asked them
01:15:46.740 like this whole israel-palestine conflict doesn't this kind of feel like watching both of your
01:15:53.000 rapist jailers compete in a football match from behind your bars you know because at any given 1.00
01:15:59.200 day you're being fucked by jewish zionist power and you're being fucked by the brown people who 1.00
01:16:05.040 see you as fucking infidel or whatever the fuck it is like don't you don't you feel like that this 1.00
01:16:10.900 this has not improved your material conditions at all yeah and take your jobs and beat your kids up 1.00
01:16:16.360 that's cool yeah we'll move on uh because the book that we're going to talk about i think relates
01:16:23.360 to this and i'm going to tie it back uh but first i just wanted to do a bit of show updates the
01:16:30.380 boring type stuff uh one first one is we have a live stream next week um i'm telling you for the
01:16:37.400 first time as well uh we have a live stream next week previously it was on wednesdays that was my
01:16:43.400 mistake they weren't supposed to be on a wednesday it's supposed to be on a thursday so it's going
01:16:46.860 to be on a thursday um and we'll i'm going to release the promo image on our twitter and our
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01:17:15.040 gumroad and patreon episodes uh every two weeks so the latest one is a pretty fun one it's on 0.71
01:17:23.080 the shorter end it was about an article that i had read about how in california they've adapted
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01:17:51.400 canadian episode it's me going line by line through the techno optimist manifesto which is
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01:18:04.720 the guy saying like you know mmt what if we just applied mmt to technology made everything free
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01:18:34.020 I just wanted to give a quick shout out
01:18:36.100 to White Pill Media.
01:18:38.160 White Pill Media did a review of my book,
01:18:42.000 The Colossal Corpus of Serious Gloves.
01:18:45.060 I did not listen to it.
01:18:47.560 So I'm going to ask you, Judas,
01:18:49.260 for a review of the review
01:18:51.120 because you had a quote from it.
01:18:53.060 how was the review uh oh god okay so the review was um the review was he reviewed it he read it
01:19:05.040 i i i don't want to piss on the guy because i i haven't listened to any of his other videos
01:19:10.240 he sounds like a cool guy and i like that he's very authentic in the way he reviews things
01:19:15.140 essentially it was i don't really get this book and i don't i'll take it i don't enjoy
01:19:22.080 some of the stories in the anthology but some of them i do enjoy and i feel like if i understood
01:19:27.460 what was happening i would i would enjoy them more and also i think i know people for whom
01:19:33.360 this book is written and i know they would like it so buy it that was kind of his review but the 0.60
01:19:37.960 quote was and this is an actual quote after one of the stories he said i don't fucking know i just 0.89
01:19:43.500 i just don't fucking know i i just i just don't fucking know i don't fucking know and that was 0.93
01:19:49.440 that was the 10 out of 10 review and you know what that that to me is a 10 out of 10 because 0.92
01:19:55.100 when i first read the description he said he used me with another book called incel and he's like
01:20:00.460 you know i was kind of mixed on both and i said that the chill went down my spine that's why i
01:20:04.460 didn't read it because you know i'm a simple man i like simple things in life if someone says
01:20:11.920 something mean about me i don't want to hear it yeah well you know what get away from me you've
01:20:17.740 probably heard me say this before because i've read loads i didn't i almost i almost accidentally
01:20:22.600 spilled the beans on some of the other titles that you've written uh in the chat and then i
01:20:26.340 realized you you may have written those under your real name so i didn't share the titles but
01:20:30.420 like i've been reading you've been you i would say you've been an author longer than you've been
01:20:34.200 anything you've been writing forever and the feedback i've often had for your work is it is
01:20:40.820 it is hard to understand this is the type of work that you need to you need to read it two or three
01:20:46.840 time sometimes you're going to find a passage and you're going to scratch your head and look at it
01:20:50.140 and you're going to read it again but that you're not the only author who does that right and it's
01:20:54.480 not for everybody but for me reading it you are looking on the one hand you're looking for
01:21:00.240 symbolism you're looking for relationships it's almost a puzzle and on the other hand i know you
01:21:04.300 love to just work with the almost the sounds of words and the weight of phrases and the length
01:21:11.060 of sentences it's it's i don't know if it's poetic or it's just the way that you the way that you
01:21:17.360 line it up is kind of an art unto itself i think a lot of people do do prose like that regardless
01:21:21.580 so yeah people who like that type of style i think are going will love your book because that's
01:21:28.680 that's dimes that's how dimes writes it's great i like it i endorse it and i will say this book
01:21:34.640 it's very strange and this was me trying to make it as you know straightforward as possible but 0.82
01:21:41.740 a lot of these books like these stories are fucking ridiculous a lot of the time and my 0.56
01:21:46.580 favorite ones are the most ridiculous like um i think my favorite in the book is one called 0.98
01:21:53.680 the tragedy of two gods man in the gulf of dead-eyed laughter like that title alone is 0.97
01:21:58.680 fucking weird and like if you read that story it's it's there's a lot going on let's just say
01:22:06.580 that especially the last story the last story is probably the one i'm the most proud of but it's 0.96
01:22:10.340 the most difficult to understand because the world it it presents you there's not a lot of familiar
01:22:17.220 things to grab onto so if the only complaint is that's weird like well good because as long as
01:22:23.700 it's not like boring you know if it was boring but okay well oh yeah oh well oh yeah i've made
01:22:29.380 there's one of them that he said it was one of the easier to understand ones and he was
01:22:32.580 loving it and it's like oh this is this is really well written this is a really good story
01:22:35.800 right up until the end when it all goes off the rails and he's like i want to like this but
01:22:41.420 there's no rules what's happening i don't understand what's going on i think i know
01:22:44.940 the one he's talking about i think i know though it's one of the ones near the end about the
01:22:48.580 the submarine um at the bottom of the uh the ocean yeah that was one where it just it gets
01:22:55.580 really fucking weird at the end but without the ending it doesn't it you know what's the story
01:23:00.960 about but it's kind of it's also kind of funny too like the whole point of a lot of these stories 0.92
01:23:05.600 is that um they're not like they're you could say they're horror stories but they don't really end
01:23:13.360 negatively they don't end hopelessly except the first one the first one is is just kind of
01:23:20.500 very grim it sets the stage but the rest of them like they're they're kind of tales of hope
01:23:25.560 whereas a lot of the fiction that we like to write in our scene is just punishing and bad
01:23:31.220 things happen again and again and then you die and the world sucks these ones you know you kind
01:23:36.780 of start with an apocalypse like you start with something like the cataclysm the end of the world
01:23:41.680 and then it's what happens next that's kind of the through line that goes through a lot of them
01:23:46.240 and so like to me they're they're very very hopeful but some people might not read them that way 0.98
01:23:51.860 but those people are wrong and they're stupid they don't add to read however white pill media 0.77
01:23:55.920 thank you for reviewing the book if people would like a free review copy let me know i guess that's 0.99
01:24:00.540 what i was getting to if you uh have you know i'll send like a free pdf to anyone who wants to like
01:24:06.680 review it for their page or their site, whatever.
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01:26:00.020 let's move on that was kind of a break i wanted to seg you a bit cleaner into this but i wanted
01:26:07.200 to discuss a book a book that i've actually mentioned before on a previous episode i forget
01:26:12.560 which one we discussed this book um and but we did discuss in full and i think it it connects
01:26:21.540 neatly to a lot of things that we've discussed previously and it's going to connect very well
01:26:26.180 with where we go from here but the book is titled the therapeutic state um and it's written by
01:26:32.440 thomas zaz s-z-a-s-z i don't know how you say that i want to say zaz anyway the therapeutic
01:26:42.520 state psych psychiatry in the mirror of current events is the subtitle now now i might have
01:26:50.580 spoiled this book a bit before but this is is written by a psychiatrist written by
01:26:57.300 like thomas as here we go is a professor of psychiatry at the state university of new york
01:27:02.780 upstate medical center in syracuse he's a life fellow of the american psychiatric association
01:27:08.140 a life member of the american psychoanalytic association and a recipient of many honors
01:27:15.080 Among them, the Humanist of the Year Award of the American Humanist Association in 1973.
01:27:22.420 So this guy is a psychologist.
01:27:24.740 He is a psychiatrist.
01:27:26.680 Despite this, he wrote a book that is intensely critical of psychiatry, as intensely critical of what he calls the therapeutic state.
01:27:36.200 Now, on a previous episode, you probably you might recall us use the term the medicalization of penalization.
01:27:43.040 and i'm once again going to make the dad joke that that's not what it sounds like
01:27:48.120 but he he's talking about something that we often talk about in the scene which is sort of the
01:27:54.380 criminalization of thought or the criminalization of like hate and the psychoanalysis of you know
01:28:02.200 people who hold heterodox thoughts and how that graphs onto the legal system so like how you can
01:28:09.240 be imprisoned for hate speech, how you can be imprisoned for being atypical in your beliefs.
01:28:18.220 And I thought the book, we covered a couple of points, but I'm going to kind of go through
01:28:22.740 the details here because he makes a lot of points that I think you would agree with.
01:28:27.580 I look upon the mental health profession today as a gigantic apparatus of molestation.
01:28:33.820 Molestation, that's a loaded word.
01:28:35.440 Yeah.
01:28:35.860 How do you mean it?
01:28:37.960 Intrusive.
01:28:39.240 And what's interesting is he traces the world we live in right now is so defined by psychoanalysis in so many ways.
01:28:48.820 And I'm reminded of this.
01:28:51.140 I'm curious to hear if you have experienced this because you're literally married to a woman as well.
01:28:57.080 But I find that my wife, she consumes Instagram a lot.
01:29:03.300 She consumes social media a lot.
01:29:05.000 and it seems that every female influencer believes they're a psychologist have you noticed that
01:29:13.140 yes i have it's almost it's almost without thinking it's a it's a yeah it's it's so weird
01:29:20.080 it's been so ingrained into the female psyche which itself is almost a psychoanatic thing to
01:29:27.780 say i remember in high school and like you had girls in high school to be like oh i'm i'm bpd
01:29:32.500 oh I'm I'm actually did you know I'm actually this like all this self-diagnosis like it starts
01:29:38.040 really young like that like late 90s and you've already got girls in their teens who are talking 0.96
01:29:43.380 in psychological terms like where did you learn this shit did you you don't watch law and order 0.98
01:29:48.060 like I don't know where this is going yeah or that they'll say like everything's gaslighting 0.99
01:29:52.780 now you've known that like you you're making me lose my mind for the people who don't know that's
01:29:57.240 what gaslighting means gaslighting means you make someone break from reality and make them go insane
01:30:03.520 and according to your average woman that happens to them three times a day the argument that he's
01:30:11.440 made the arc of the book is about how we have replaced what was traditionally known as morality
01:30:18.380 with psychoanalysis that we don't have any sense of morality and that left a gaping hole in our
01:30:25.020 civilization specifically the american civilization or the north american civilization
01:30:29.980 you know we don't permit religious you know any sort of morality from religion or anywhere else
01:30:35.340 but we need something so psychiatry stepped in as the moral arbiter he prefers to refer
01:30:42.780 to the psychological distress that manifests itself in what we would call depression and anxiety
01:30:48.380 as problems in living arguing that psychiatric conditions are not viral or pathogenic
01:30:54.540 in a way that a blood-borne or organismic disease is.
01:30:58.060 Instead, Satz addresses how the challenges of playing by the rules of socially designed
01:31:02.460 behavioral games can result in psychological suffering and manifest in conditions severe
01:31:08.700 enough to bring an individual, or to have an individual be brought, to a psychiatrist's office.
01:31:15.420 He also says that the emotion-laden behaviors and complaints of psychological pain from
01:31:20.780 individuals in distress is really just a form of bodily communication when linguistic communication
01:31:27.740 fails to address the problems in living that the individual is experiencing the first thing
01:31:35.180 he establishes in the book is something that i agree with and i think we've said before
01:31:39.980 which is like like if you're like what is the insanity insanity defense the insanity defense
01:31:47.900 is a strange phenomena in the legal structure right the idea that you can commit a crime
01:31:53.720 but if they can prove you're insane or not in sound mind you're less guilty than if you were
01:31:59.860 a rational mind um you know and without even reading these books without doing any sort of
01:32:06.720 research you can start to pick that apart logically you know for example if you shoot
01:32:13.020 someone if you kill someone you say oh well that person they were bipolar they were in a
01:32:17.460 a mental health crisis i'm like well does that mean that people who are mentally unwell are more
01:32:24.120 violent by their nature and these people say no well then what does that mean like if you're trying
01:32:30.020 to for for you to excuse that that would mean that violence is just part of their affliction
01:32:34.680 but you also don't want to admit that violence is part of any mental health affliction
01:32:38.700 so if that's the case and that means that that person had a mental health affliction
01:32:42.600 but was also violent that the violent act could be committed irrespective of whether or not they're
01:32:48.880 bipolar or a borderline personality disorder or have depression or whatever it is because if you
01:32:54.400 blame the violent act on depression that means everyone with depression is more likely to commit
01:32:58.300 a violent act unless and that might be the case but if you won't admit that then really all we
01:33:03.940 have is a legal structure all we should have is a legal structure that judges your actions
01:33:09.740 you killed someone you're put on trial it doesn't matter how sane or insane you are
01:33:15.480 so he says here to psychology the belief in mental illness is like the religious belief in god
01:33:22.500 you cannot prove it but denying it is heterodox that's a bold statement right and his position is
01:33:29.660 psychiatrists don't even really know what mental illness is and he'll make a lot of claims in the
01:33:34.060 book that might sound outrageous but i you know i'm coming around to it because he had said you
01:33:40.020 know no one really knows really definitively what you know schizophrenia is we have like a cluster
01:33:46.780 of behaviors but it's it's actually pretty ill-defined now i want to preface that by saying
01:33:52.780 that i think you just need to look at how often they edit those books to come to an understanding
01:33:57.760 that they don't have a very clear understanding of it yeah what's what's the name that this
01:34:03.360 yeah and i don't want to i don't want to go down a road where i'm saying depression doesn't exist
01:34:10.780 or that there are people who have serious for one reason another psychological breaks i i can
01:34:18.000 believe that people can just like imagine voices and if you talk to schizophrenic people you can 0.99
01:34:24.700 get into their delusions if you can listen to talk you talk to schizophrenics all the fucking 0.97
01:34:30.160 time there's they upload their own videos on youtube go find a schizophrenic video right now 0.99
01:34:34.520 where they claim that the mailman is talking to them so you can tell something's going on here
01:34:38.940 and it's infecting their life and they're not doing it just because they think it's fun
01:34:42.400 i get that however his case is more that i'll get into his case right now he's got this one line here
01:34:49.860 that i like he said and again bold statement he says the direct connection of psychological
01:34:56.420 issues to chemical imbalances is incorrect he says it's mostly environmental or moral he says
01:35:03.600 physical imbalances should manifest in different ways that it then makes personality characteristics
01:35:09.920 like diseases western culture urbanization the problem of paupers of poor people vagrants
01:35:19.060 the growth of theories.
01:35:22.120 And what do you do with
01:35:23.540 the problem of mental illness
01:35:25.480 has always been and continues to be
01:35:27.380 in a nutshell, I'm oversimplifying now,
01:35:29.120 but this is the core problem
01:35:30.920 of people in society
01:35:33.520 who are somehow, who can't
01:35:35.620 make it, who are somehow outside of it.
01:35:37.280 And this is captured very nicely in the old-fashioned
01:35:39.600 English term, alienation.
01:35:42.020 They are alienated
01:35:43.660 and the doctors were called alienists.
01:35:46.440 This is what it is about.
01:35:49.060 so he's saying a lot of these behaviors that people get that they're afflicted by
01:35:54.220 aren't necessarily chemical imbalances not on the extreme end he says a lot of them
01:35:58.640 can be just like trauma like you can get traumatized into like not being able to sleep
01:36:03.940 and stuff he's like a lot of stuff can be environmental a lot of the stuff can be
01:36:07.280 you know the food you're eating and things like that but rarely is it a true chemical imbalance
01:36:13.740 And you see this with the medication. Like if, if they detect that you have a chemical imbalance, they kind of have a one size fits all strategy to just suppress your mind entirely. And it seems that, you know, you're, you're just introducing gradations of making people catatonic. Whereas, you know, in the past it would be the lobotomy. It's like, well, a lot of these medications are in effect chemical lobotomies. They're just a bit softer, but it's the same one size fits all option to up problems that you don't
01:36:43.740 really understand and he gives this great visual example that i love i always think back to this
01:36:49.360 he's like you know if this science were so well defined then we wouldn't have the situation where
01:36:56.720 you're in a courtroom you know trying someone who's who's on trial for murder and have dueling
01:37:02.860 psychiatrists one side saying that he's sane one side saying that he's insane like that shouldn't
01:37:09.000 happen it should be if it was actually that scientific but it seems like it's more opinion
01:37:13.920 based and all you gotta do is look at your average trial where insanity is on the table it's like
01:37:19.520 yeah you could have dueling a psychiatrist that's it it's kind of funny that happens
01:37:24.080 um he says over the past 300 years since modern psychiatry emerged we have witnessed the
01:37:31.640 medicalization of penalization extending the reach of the state and imprisonment the extension
01:37:37.660 of medicine over morals and law the goal of uh sigmund freud and others so that's like the
01:37:43.500 the psychiatric state the psychiatric movement taking precedence over law and i think if you
01:37:49.620 look at our current legal system that seems obvious it seems that psychiatrists hold like
01:37:56.000 this special position in society even still and we've just adopted their language into our own 0.95
01:38:02.640 daily lives where we are always psychoanalyzing each other and that's fucking crazy the idea that 0.83
01:38:08.060 the rate at which your average person psychoanalyzes not only everyone around them but their own 0.98
01:38:12.720 themselves like that's that's no way to fucking live um and he says furthermore that mental
01:38:20.220 illness is often used as a way to infringe on the civil rights of offenders and is a safe way to 0.99
01:38:25.900 shuffle them into a space where they have no rights or control um and this was actually explained 0.94
01:38:30.940 by Foucault um not to just circle back to that raving queer but that's in effect what he was 0.99
01:38:38.420 saying it's like it's just a place where you kind of stick the people that are inconvenient they 0.97
01:38:42.440 can't really explain but you don't really want to deal with and that's what the asylum system was 0.72
01:38:47.420 and if I don't get to this later he makes a point in the book that I think people should always keep
01:38:54.080 in mind um that the event is the deinstitutionalization movement right so there's this
01:39:02.500 really interesting movie a documentary that i saw years and years ago i think you can find it
01:39:08.620 on streaming services right now it's called cropsy and it starts as a story about this guy who was
01:39:16.240 tried for murder i think murdering a girl he was like a vagrant and then it's about sort of the
01:39:23.640 mythology of the small town about this creature named cropsy but what it ends up being about
01:39:28.140 really is the deinstitutionalization movement uh in the 80s i believe where all these asylums
01:39:35.940 emptied out all of their inmates all of their patients and you hear this brought up in the
01:39:42.120 culture from time to time where it's like oh we have all these like crazy people on the streets
01:39:46.380 they should be in asylums that's where they used to be in asylums it's true but he makes a point
01:39:51.240 where it's like you know the the deinstitutionalization movement was not interpreted as
01:39:58.500 what it should have been and what it was which was the psychiatric movement admitting that they
01:40:04.100 didn't know what they were doing like the entire saying that we're going to institutionalize all
01:40:08.580 these people then they basically admitted that they were wrong and just released them into the
01:40:13.380 wild um his his position on that was that well you know that first of all you shouldn't have
01:40:20.420 institutionalized most of these people to begin with but once you did institutionalize them
01:40:23.880 you can't just release them because they don't know how to exist in society again
01:40:27.380 so he's like well what you probably should have done is kept them institutionalized till they died
01:40:31.200 and then just stopped then but it's a double-edged sword if you just release them and now they're 0.98
01:40:36.620 just these fucking insane wandering vagrants right but back to the main point which is that you know 0.91
01:40:42.860 the deinstitutionalization movement isn't seen for what it really was which was 0.98
01:40:46.500 this whole thing admitting that it was wrong right like we shouldn't you shouldn't just
01:40:52.100 force people into these like weird nightmare hospitals forever right um and and he makes
01:41:00.560 another point on that same sort of uptick that says um how the aclu the american civil liberties
01:41:07.540 union the aclu always embraced psychiatric imprisonment as a form of social control
01:41:13.000 which is interesting the civil liberties move right you think that they would be advocating
01:41:17.480 for your rights as an american citizen but they were always the first ones who were on the side
01:41:24.020 of psychiatric imprisonment and there's two main guys who were the main proponents of this one was
01:41:30.840 named dr menninger and the other was named dr clark they're the two forces in american society
01:41:36.380 He says that we're driving this adoption of sort of medicalized penalization or creating a parallel prison system, in effect.
01:41:46.700 And he had said he states that the ACLU is an ideological and economic captive of the liberal medical psychiatric establishment that prioritizes health over liberty.
01:41:58.360 I think that's the center of his argument, that they're prioritizing health over liberty is a slippery slope.
01:42:06.380 and that's how eventually you give total authority to these doctors 0.99
01:42:10.600 that don't really know what the fuck they're doing. 0.99
01:42:13.780 It's an epidemic of psychiatry that we are dealing with. 1.00
01:42:17.980 We don't have an epidemic of mental illness, we have an epidemic of psychiatry.
01:42:21.740 You eat too much, it's a disease, it's an addiction.
01:42:24.320 You smoke too much, it's a disease.
01:42:26.860 You are too unhappy, it's a disease. 0.60
01:42:28.840 You're too thin, it's a disease. 1.00
01:42:30.440 You're too fat, it's a disease. 1.00
01:42:32.960 You have too little sex, it's a disease. 1.00
01:42:34.520 You have too much sex, it's a disease. 0.99
01:42:36.380 no free will it's all chemicals no self-discipline no self-control
01:42:41.980 and and he he frames it like this this is how he views it this is kind of what i was getting
01:42:47.500 at earlier when i was talking about crime he says mental illness is taken seriously if the threat
01:42:52.720 is to oneself or to others but he says if it's a threat to others then it's a crime that's
01:42:58.740 by law if you're a threat to yourself that's not a crime now there might be some people who have
01:43:04.260 strong opinions about that but you know you can you know if someone wants to eat themselves that 0.96
01:43:08.800 that's not a crime you can't really impose on that person if they want to fucking run their 0.96
01:43:13.740 life into the ground or act like a madman he said if illness cannot be a crime then crime cannot be 0.97
01:43:18.880 an illness so he's just rejecting this marriage of using mental illness in waiting crime period
01:43:27.380 now what do you think about that because that's really the points where i make would you agree
01:43:32.040 that or disagree with that i i don't want to pick nits about it but i think that eating yourself to
01:43:38.780 death can be a crime but i think it's the way that you view the state and civilization so that's it's
01:43:43.580 a it's a whole tangent but i think generally what he's saying like look if you want if you want to
01:43:48.660 take crime as it is currently and say that it we can we can medicalize that and call crime an
01:43:56.200 illness no if if illness as it exists like alcoholism can't be called a crime um or just 0.99
01:44:02.940 being a fucking jerk isn't a crime then uh then no you shouldn't be you shouldn't be making crimes 0.98
01:44:10.020 illnesses i agree um he and this is he makes this other point this is what i i think about quite a 1.00
01:44:16.620 bit because i never considered this before because when you think of mental health you think of
01:44:21.120 schizophrenia you might think okay well all the a lot of this mental illness stuff is wishy-washy
01:44:27.180 at best ill-defined but at the very least there's schizophrenia um as this but we don't you know
01:44:34.000 we see that right but he says at the core of the psychiatric profession sits schizophrenia
01:44:39.100 the most extreme and debilitating mental illness he said at the turn of the 19th century it was
01:44:46.560 most common to see mental illness blamed on physical illness like with syphilis syphilis
01:44:52.720 like if you syphilis would rot your mind you know there's a lot of famous figures who had syphilis
01:44:58.020 that went insane and like al capone was i believe a interesting case of that tom hardy actually did
01:45:04.400 a movie about that oh a very strange movie i don't know the name but look up tom hardy
01:45:10.400 al capone movie it's actually just following him in the final like year of his life when he's like
01:45:17.520 on house arrest in his mansion the fbi has seized all his assets they're trying to locate al capone's
01:45:25.880 secret stash of money because al capone was rumored to have this money that he buried somewhere 1.00
01:45:31.260 the fbi wants it problem is al capone is riddled with syphilis and losing his fucking mind he's 0.99
01:45:38.640 wandering around his mansion pissing and shitting himself and getting in fights with plants and the 0.98
01:45:43.960 movie is just that it's a very strange not a rewarding movie but give it a shot if you want 1.00
01:45:51.560 to see like tom hardy as like a a man whose brain is rotting out of his fucking ears and eye sockets 0.88
01:45:58.820 as as the fbi is like mr capone are you okay where's the gold like why is the fbi just want 0.99
01:46:07.040 it's not even that much probably but anyway but the point is that syphilis was always or some
01:46:13.540 physical ailment was the cause of a mental impairment um but he said but through schizophrenia
01:46:19.800 it shifted through schizophrenia it turned into a study and treatment of misbehavior
01:46:25.760 since no physical issue could be found so that's the thing like you would judge misbehavior as a
01:46:33.140 result of mental illness and then mental illness as some kind of physical or perhaps even environmental
01:46:39.900 cause maybe even trauma but something like that but with schizophrenia they started studying
01:46:45.960 misbehavior or social maladjustment as the thing you're treating in itself you're not trying to
01:46:52.180 treat the cause that is the cause misbehavior is the cause and that is an important shift i think
01:46:58.740 That's the world we live in right now where mental illness is seen as the cause of other things.
01:47:04.400 You just have mental illness as as if it were a tumor, not that it's caused by something that you can fix.
01:47:11.860 You know, then you remove. There's no cure for mental illness.
01:47:15.160 And we've accepted that because, you know, even with syphilis, like, well, it's terminal, but we know what it is with with a lot of these other mental illnesses.
01:47:21.600 as we accept them the only thing we can do is conduct ongoing permanent treatment you know
01:47:29.320 evolving treatments you know for these things that don't even they might not even negatively
01:47:34.420 impact their lives it's just seen now as socially maladjusted um he says schizophrenia is actually
01:47:42.980 just a cluster of systems and the name schizophrenia itself comes from divided mind that's the the
01:47:49.380 root phrase there and uh it's uh treated as a perfected mind that's been corrupted either by
01:47:55.920 disease by mental illness whereas the author just sees it as a developmental problem the same way
01:48:01.580 he says schizophrenia is a developmental problem the same way as homelessness or competence 0.89
01:48:07.400 now i don't know if i agree with that but i like it you know what i mean like you're a schizophrenic
01:48:13.980 in the same way that you're like a homeless junkie you know like there's something there's
01:48:18.420 something wrong with you or it's like it's not something that you're infected by it's like a
01:48:24.340 cluster of symptoms and you're just like some he would make the argument that you're actually just
01:48:28.860 um like morally repugnant now and i don't know if i agree with this but i'm gonna state it
01:48:34.700 my wife actually brought i think she brought this to my attention i'm gonna give her credit
01:48:40.080 but somewhat at some point it said that they never known a good person to get alzheimer's
01:48:48.420 now that's a big claim but i was thinking about it like like is alzheimer's just
01:48:54.640 yeah like do the people get alzheimer's they tend to be just like bitter shitty people in life
01:49:00.660 um and then i'll like how many good people get alzheimer's like i don't know like that's
01:49:06.480 i'd have to think about it and i put that to the listeners because that might be something that just
01:49:12.320 hasn't been thought about but he's kind of making the claim that you know a lot of these
01:49:15.900 these maladies might be that you're a quote unquote bad person and a lot of people will
01:49:20.740 throw sand on that because it sounds too simple but hey mate i i'd like to entertain that idea
01:49:26.420 for me for in my life anecdotally the schizophrenia dementia and alzheimer's all track 0.99
01:49:32.700 with people who relatively speaking led lives where they were a pain in the ass and people 0.98
01:49:38.920 didn't like being around them so yeah and another example he gives is hysteria and this is another 0.98
01:49:46.120 shift another pivot that i thought was interesting he says let's take hysteria um historically
01:49:52.560 hysteria was seen as someone who pretended to be sick right you're hysterical you know you got
01:49:58.560 munchausen syndrome or you know it's all in your head but it's all in your head but you're just
01:50:04.140 kind of kooky and you know it's the woman disease right but what freud did was when in the past 0.97
01:50:11.980 people would dismiss it like oh you're fucking hysterical okay that means we don't need to take 0.95
01:50:16.200 you seriously because it is all in your mind however what freud said that you know the desire 0.99
01:50:22.060 to be seen as ill is illness itself that if you have a desire to want to get attention that way
01:50:30.540 that itself is an illness now he makes a point this is what i want to get to that this process
01:50:36.800 legitimized what were once seen as unserious conditions and i think that legitimization
01:50:44.240 of the unserious completely unbalanced our view of how society operates because we can no longer
01:50:51.280 say that anything is unimportant like you can draw a line right from this to the me too movement if
01:50:56.280 you wanted to about the legitimization of feelings regardless of what those feelings are or how
01:51:02.640 grounded in reality those feelings are it's just and and i've listened to a lot of women especially
01:51:07.660 but i've listened to a lot of students of psychiatry they'll speak to other psychiatrists
01:51:13.900 or speak to each other and they'll they use the word feel a lot it's like oh i i don't we don't
01:51:18.560 like using definitive statements we don't like using words that are too grounded or too forceful
01:51:24.760 everything is about feelings i feel this way and i feel that the way you're feeling 0.99
01:51:28.920 makes me feel this way it's but it's the legitimization of whatever the fuck you're 0.98
01:51:33.480 feeling at all times and that's no fucking way to have a society that's no way to run your life 0.99
01:51:39.540 that's fucking crazy you have to have the mechanisms to say oh these feelings matter 0.96
01:51:43.560 these feelings don't matter but you're just saying that everything hysterical is valid like 0.99
01:51:48.780 jesus christ well look where that gets us right and uh he's got a quote here
01:51:55.180 i believe it's from um gk chesterton but this was in reference to what we were talking about
01:52:03.580 that previous episode about how um political killers and assassins oftentimes they're like
01:52:11.900 lee harvey oswald and others they try and get hit or surhan surhan they try and pin them with the
01:52:17.600 insane offense as if an insane person would shoot the president um he's got this usually they're the
01:52:23.960 most sane people they're the most driven the most focused like why the president why not just anybody
01:52:28.400 right um he says the madman is not a man who has lost his reason the madman is someone who has 0.97
01:52:35.580 lost everything except his reason i like that because really you know why not shoot the president 0.86
01:52:43.000 like if you have a problem with society or if you have something wrong with what the president 0.76
01:52:47.420 did it maybe it is rational that you shoot the president i'm not advocating for shooting the
01:52:52.480 president but like if you've lost every connection with social norms it's not it's not an insane 0.94
01:52:59.400 thing is the point yeah yeah maybe it's completely irrational to like i shouldn't even fucking say 0.57
01:53:07.700 this i'm gonna figure out if i should believe this later mike it can be completely irrational 0.72
01:53:14.180 to want to the cia headquarters like is it is it irrational to want to
01:53:23.860 the nsa building it's it's this division well it's the whole thing about the whole thing about
01:53:30.900 medicalization right it's dividing putting a dividing line between what is good and right
01:53:36.140 versus bad and what is rational and sane versus irrational and insane like you can't possibly
01:53:43.080 believe that a sane person would want to do a bad thing you know what i mean or that an insane
01:53:49.440 person would want to do a good thing you know the corollary of that but the truth is that sometimes
01:53:54.380 people who are totally sane and rational want to do bad things and they have perfectly clear
01:54:02.200 cogent rationale for the horrible things that they want to do and they're not insane they're
01:54:07.680 just bad people it's it's a real thing it exists yeah you bring up like good and bad that's a
01:54:14.600 interesting way to look at it that no matter how medicalized we get we always we have to return to
01:54:21.080 this understanding that there's good people and there's bad people or there's a good action and
01:54:25.320 a bad action in the broadest possible strokes and he talks about this when he speaks of dr menninger
01:54:31.120 dr menninger which was a a big he was a big public advocate for this stuff
01:54:35.980 um he said dr menninger is a leading psychologist in the country and was instrumental in moving
01:54:42.560 in a progressive direction from penal punishment to medical treatment and this is his thing he
01:54:48.400 stated that everybody has mental illness just to different degrees and everyone should be treated
01:54:55.100 and this could be even described as ideological backing but so you have to understand like the
01:55:01.180 advocates for this they don't think there's a sane person everyone's insane there's just different
01:55:06.100 types of insanity so and and they are the arbiters of who what what level of insanity you are at
01:55:13.360 constant goal is the fact that these individuals who are misjudged and and uh and uh often disliked
01:55:23.620 or feared by other people often have such great capabilities so that the I would say that maybe
01:55:34.280 you could say a psychiatrist is somebody who is constantly aware that the stone rejected by the
01:55:39.300 builders may become the head of the corner. Consider that like you don't know what mental
01:55:45.380 health is in that sense though like what is a mentally healthy person if everyone is mentally
01:55:51.220 ill. So if you don't know what a healthy person is, how can you judge what illness is, right?
01:55:57.500 He furthers this by saying, he says, the Constitution of the American, the American
01:56:01.900 Constitution was written in a conceptual and moral vacuum, creating a craving for moral order.
01:56:09.220 Psychiatry and the medical establishment broadly moved into this role. That's his claim. And I
01:56:14.360 think, you know, even if you disagree that the Constitution was written in a moral vacuum,
01:56:20.260 it does seem that at some point the morality was found absent from it and then psychiatry moved
01:56:27.720 in to try to answer the question of how do we judge what is good or bad in a secular sense
01:56:33.100 in a secular liberal sense in a secular liberal society you could only have psychiatry you can't
01:56:39.440 have religion you can't have spirituality you can't have anything else certainly can't have
01:56:43.880 tradition right and um he's got a interesting story here he's got a bunch of examples there's
01:56:51.520 a lot of great examples in this book let me just pull up here it was the the case of tennessee
01:56:57.900 williams tennessee williams is a name a lot of people might know um i'll just read an excerpt
01:57:04.860 here he says on february 24th 1983 tennessee williams died in new york on march 5th 1983 he
01:57:11.980 was buried in an elaborate Roman Catholic ceremony at St. Louis Cathedral. His body laid to rest in
01:57:18.540 a consecrated ground of cavalry cemetery. He's finally going to be in a good St. Louis neighborhood,
01:57:25.780 explained Tennessee Williams' younger brother, Dakin, who made the funeral arrangements. Now
01:57:30.480 he's going to be near the right people. Although this was the funeral Dakin Williams wanted his
01:57:35.180 brother to have, it was precisely the funeral his brother did not want. Tennessee Williams actually
01:57:40.960 wrote um a codicil to my will provides for the disposition of my body in this way sewn up in a
01:57:46.920 clean white sack and dropped overboard 12 hours north of havana so that my bones may rest not too
01:57:52.840 far from those of heart crane this is what he actually wanted um but it was not afforded to him
01:58:00.780 because his brother just decided that you know tennessee williams was mentally ill when he was
01:58:07.040 writing his will um basically the whole story was that tennessee williams didn't give any of his
01:58:14.380 will to his brother dakin and dakin was making the case that tennessee williams wasn't in sound
01:58:20.280 mind when he wrote the will so he argued despite tennessee williams writing this all down his 0.93
01:58:25.520 autobiography writing it down in his will his shit brother decided to be like oh well i'm just 0.99
01:58:32.180 going to convince them that you were mentally ill so not only i get money i'm going to have you 0.99
01:58:37.700 buried where you want to be buried he says we live in a secular society not in a theocracy 0.79
01:58:43.540 this is why involuntary psychiatric psychiatric interventions do not violate the protections
01:58:48.700 of the first amendment but involuntary religious interventions do what then gives a catholic
01:58:54.780 priest the right to bury a man in a religious cemetery ceremony that that the deceased did
01:58:59.440 not want even if such a priest is not guilty of breaking the law he's guilty of violating
01:59:03.840 the ethic of respect for persons it is one thing for Dakin Williams to try and deny his brother's
01:59:10.220 autonomy dignity and identity it's another thing for clergymen to cooperate in dishonoring a person
01:59:15.300 under the guise of honoring him so there's all these cases within the book where like famous
01:59:21.960 people you know Lee Harvey Oswald and John Hinckley them getting labeled as insane by the press
01:59:28.440 while also fighting it the entire time like all these cases are guys screaming i'm not insane
01:59:34.100 this is what i want this is what i want my funeral to be this is why i shot these people
01:59:40.220 and then this entire establishment saying he doesn't know what he's saying
01:59:43.660 but again what point like what gives them the right like what gives you the right to say that
01:59:49.880 even an insane person can't advocate for themselves like can't a person with schizophrenia say
01:59:55.760 i burn that house down because i wanted i wanted to burn it down it's like he doesn't know why he
02:00:01.160 did it doesn't matter why he did it he's he's confessing to it you don't get to just decide
02:00:06.300 that that's not why not not the reason why they did it you see what i'm saying and also like you
02:00:13.160 know the insanity defense of ezra pound ezra pound is a great example in this book of a guy
02:00:19.580 who was railroaded into over a decade of psychiatric care without giving them a trial
02:00:24.920 You know, this was a political prisoner who, you know, oftentimes these asylums are just places to put political prisoners and call them insane.
02:00:32.780 There was no reason to believe he was insane.
02:00:36.040 And a great case he gave was the case of Jim Jones.
02:00:40.580 Now, you remember Jim Jones as the guy who started that crazy church that led everyone into a mass suicide.
02:00:47.900 This is the site of Jonestown's open-air meeting hall, where I'm standing right now,
02:00:55.720 where the Reverend Jim Jones led his followers into the worst mass murder and suicide pact
02:01:01.800 in America's history. Only small golden flowers grow where bodies once lay.
02:01:08.020 On that fateful morning, there are more than 940 people living in Jonestown.
02:01:12.240 By nightfall, only 33 would still be alive.
02:01:16.880 he was deemed insane afterward after the mass suicide however you know up until the moment of
02:01:25.320 the suicide he was seen as completely sane regardless of his preaching regardless of the
02:01:31.440 things he was saying because you know the mass suicide seemed to logically follow from what he
02:01:36.420 was saying you know he was setting up a parallel society with his flock he was being threatened and
02:01:40.920 he was saying that he was saying to the world that he was gonna they would rather kill themselves 0.98
02:01:46.520 than be prisoners and so that's what fucking happened you know but he was never seen as insane 0.98
02:01:52.420 until that moment despite his liberal connections because he was friends with the clintons too 0.95
02:01:56.920 jim jones this is the thing they try and bury just like epstein he was friendly with everybody he was 0.76
02:02:03.140 whining and dining with the clintons with every democratic big wig you could think of they all
02:02:08.940 love the guy so how was he like sane the entire time and only saying that you don't get to just 0.76
02:02:15.260 make those demarcations like that they're either always insane or they actually weren't insane
02:02:20.300 and that was just like a an extreme act but the logical conclusion of everything leading up to
02:02:26.120 that point and also just i know we gotta get going soon i just wanted to bring your attention to one
02:02:33.880 page here it's page 86 i don't want to read this whole thing but it's you can kind of get where 0.55
02:02:42.840 going from the title the title is why do we fear the retarded
02:02:46.700 um i don't i just want to drop that there uh one thing he advocates for in response to everything 0.82
02:02:58.540 i just said about even your best wishes like your best wishes in a will even a will or an
02:03:05.480 autobiography or whatever falling victim to psychiatric attack he says what we need to do
02:03:12.260 is create a new type of will he calls it a psychiatric will it will need to be a specific
02:03:16.860 type of legal document that functions like a regular will and establishes in sound mind one's
02:03:23.120 own determination to not be committed to involuntary psychiatric care which is an interesting
02:03:28.600 idea like imagine a legal document that says no matter i'm in sound mind right now i can prove
02:03:34.160 i'm of sound mind i i legally want to never be involuntarily committed i would rather just be
02:03:41.020 a trial you you can never accuse me of being insane later you know however that document
02:03:46.620 should be laid out i think that's actually an interesting idea that's like one less tool
02:03:51.620 that can be used against you maybe that's because it's very rare that insanity defense kind of works 0.55
02:03:56.240 out for you i think maybe it does if you're black but you know the odds are if you're white you're 0.93
02:04:03.100 not going to be able to get away with an insanity defense anyway this is just something that gets 0.93
02:04:06.240 afforded to minorities anyway right um another thing he says well maybe we'll end on this this
02:04:13.220 is sort of what i was talking about with like jim jones like you can't have temporary insanity
02:04:18.800 that's sort of like a thing we accept in society isn't it that you can be temporarily insane you
02:04:24.380 can be temporarily not of sound mind how the fuck does that happen how does that work um he uses the 0.84
02:04:30.540 example of patty hearst patty hearst was we covered this in the book days of rage many many 0.99
02:04:36.040 episodes ago famous case where a white heiress was kidnapped by a bunch of fucking militant 0.96
02:04:44.700 communists and went from kidnapper to active participant in the group and you know after the 0.91
02:04:51.280 fall of this group um she had a lot to answer for why did she side with the group and participate
02:04:57.480 to their bank robberies and whatnot.
02:04:59.760 While Hurst's parents pleaded for her to come home,
02:05:03.000 the SLA released a series of audio recordings confirming her kidnapping.
02:05:07.860 I'm making this tape to let you know that I'm still okay.
02:05:12.360 Just two months after her kidnapping, the SLA robbed a San Francisco bank.
02:05:17.140 And there was Patricia Hurst, automatic rifle in hand,
02:05:21.200 looking more like a gunman than a victim.
02:05:23.440 The impact of the photographs of Patty Hurst with the machine gun
02:05:27.240 were in some ways even bigger than the kidnapping itself
02:05:31.120 because it established, or so it appeared,
02:05:34.340 that Patty Hearst had gone over to the other side.
02:05:37.960 And they're trying to say, oh, she was brainwashing.
02:05:40.720 It was temporary insanity.
02:05:42.220 But it's like, again, temporary insanity
02:05:44.420 has no legal or scientific definition.
02:05:47.400 They don't know what temporary insanity is.
02:05:50.000 You can't just say someone's completely rational,
02:05:51.960 then they just started behaving irrationally,
02:05:53.880 and now they're okay.
02:05:55.100 Well, how did they get better?
02:05:55.900 ah they just they just got better on their own they got better when the they found out they
02:06:01.080 weren't allowed to do the thing they were doing before you know what i mean like so she joined a 0.99
02:06:06.600 communist militia and robbed banks and was just insane for that segment how the fuck does that 0.98
02:06:13.040 make sense he says brainwashing the entire concept of brainwashing he says it's like perversion 0.98
02:06:18.840 people treated with disdain when they are in the light of reason but they still do it they still
02:06:24.280 like i'm brainwashed but i'm still i still like doing this stuff and if you look at patty hurst
02:06:28.880 you know she never really disavowed she never really disavowed anything that that group was
02:06:34.900 about she they just disavowed that they got caught you know it's just a way to get away with
02:06:39.140 the crimes anyway long story short um what he's trying to advocate for in the book is that you
02:06:46.020 know the medicalization of these sorts of behaviors is bad if there's something is a crime
02:06:50.780 in the traditional sense of a crime that it harms someone or harms society but if it's just odd
02:06:58.100 behavior like addiction is addiction a crime you know does does the fact that you're addicted to
02:07:03.640 a substance when you commit a crime make you less culpable for the crime he would say no it's like 0.95
02:07:09.040 you you commit the crime it doesn't matter if you're a fucking crack addict you know and also 0.85
02:07:13.780 what is addiction and this is a debate we've had even in the chat like well what is addiction does 0.99
02:07:17.900 it need to have a chemical component like do you need to go through withdrawals when you quit it
02:07:24.320 for it to be an addiction or can you be addicted to pornography can you be addicted to gambling
02:07:30.500 you know is there a chemical reaction when you stop gambling sometimes yes sometimes no but it's
02:07:37.140 not like you sweat like with heroin withdrawal right so what is what even is addiction we don't
02:07:42.520 we're not even on the same page with that you know i'm not even sure where i stand with that
02:07:46.380 my definition of addiction is just something that you compulsively do even to the detriment
02:07:52.920 of your own well-being and maybe that's too medicalized i don't know but it just seems like
02:07:57.960 you know i i think we could agree gambling addiction exists you know that's that's different
02:08:02.040 than crack addiction but anyway but the fact that like if you were a gambling addict and you shoot
02:08:08.440 someone the fact that you're a gambling addict shouldn't it shouldn't matter whether or not you
02:08:12.760 kill them right so how does you know any other form of addiction lessen or strengthen just the
02:08:20.020 act anyway that's just that's the case that's made in the book what do you think about all that 0.96
02:08:24.960 no that's the big thing for me that i always come back to is like
02:08:29.020 talking about the medicalization of it is sometimes almost a distraction when you get
02:08:33.880 into a court system when you're talking about criminality it should not matter why yeah i don't
02:08:39.720 like this whole thing like it's the same thing we said before about victim impact statements
02:08:42.740 ignore i don't want this get rid of that and i don't care about motivations motivations aren't 0.72
02:08:47.220 necessary all that matters is did you shoot her if you shot her you will be hung that's it that's
02:08:53.480 all there is i don't care about the rest maybe you had a really good reason maybe it was rational 0.99
02:08:58.160 maybe it was irrational maybe you're insane i don't care because the fact that you shot a person
02:09:02.340 means you're probably going to do it again so and also you deserve to pay it's a punishment it's a 0.99
02:09:07.560 punishment you know so it none of this matters i think here's what i'll say if you shoot somebody
02:09:13.560 let's say you commit a heinous crime and the punishment for this heinous crime for a rational
02:09:18.460 person is 30 years to life if you committed that heinous crime and you don't even know why you 1.00
02:09:23.480 committed it and you're possibly just insane you should just be executed immediately i don't i 0.93
02:09:29.700 don't understand why that lessens your sentence it should make it worse because the chance of 0.99
02:09:34.060 recidivism is so much higher for an insane person why should we pay for you to exist when we have
02:09:39.640 now we now through this medicalization except that you aren't one of us you aren't a person
02:09:46.660 you don't you don't follow these rules and you never will why are we keeping you alive
02:09:50.600 i can't understand let's put this way at the really his whole argument is grounded in the
02:09:58.320 reintroduction of something like morality and let's let's give an example let's say
02:10:03.140 you're an individual who's an alcoholic and that that you're you're chemically addicted to alcohol
02:10:09.400 sure and it's hard to quit drinking i did it but i know it's hard um you know especially but it's
02:10:16.980 less hard if you have good reasons to do like if you have a family now let's say that you're an
02:10:22.740 alcoholic and because of your alcoholism uh your one of your children has an accident they're under
02:10:30.840 your watch let's say they fell into a pool and because you were drunk you didn't notice that
02:10:35.820 they were drowning and that the child didn't die but that child now has brain damage um and that
02:10:44.080 that was you feel and you can prove that that's because of your negligence due in one reason to
02:10:50.120 another because you were just blackout drunk when that happened when you shouldn't have been
02:10:53.260 if you continue drinking after that i do think that's a moral judgment on your character
02:10:59.500 if you know that your addiction like if you if you know oh every time i smoke crack i wandered
02:11:07.740 down the street and i start destroying property i smoke meth and i i get into fights and i steal
02:11:14.880 and maybe I start molesting people
02:11:17.520 and you know that you do that.
02:11:19.640 If you continue to do that,
02:11:21.300 I think that is a moral, rational decision on your part.
02:11:24.720 You have made the choice
02:11:26.000 that that antisocial behavior
02:11:28.200 is acceptable within your moral framework.
02:11:32.220 I think that is a moral judgment on you.
02:11:34.540 Just like, okay, I know drinking and driving is bad
02:11:37.840 and I know I'm putting people's lives at risk
02:11:40.280 and maybe I've gotten into an accident before
02:11:42.120 so I'm not good at drinking and driving.
02:11:43.620 Some people are just good at it. But if I made the decision to drink and at some point a moral decision was made where, you know, like we talked about this before that cops understand that if someone has broken into your house to commit a home invasion or a robbery, they have already made the mental calculation that your life is worth less than their desire for your property.
02:12:13.620 property so people will say that like oh you if you shoot an intruder oh so their life is worth
02:12:19.640 more than your property it's like no no that person by committing that act has already made
02:12:24.120 a moral judgment that your life is worth less than your property which they want right so it's
02:12:31.440 like that's that's the moral internal calculation that happens anytime anti-social behavior is
02:12:37.280 committed so i think he is trying to rediscover the moral calculations that still exist within
02:12:44.780 a mind that is plagued by addiction and i think if you if you have overcome an addiction like
02:12:52.020 here's the thing like because you know i don't drink anymore and i in a sense i think i beat
02:12:57.420 that aspect you know i can still be in trouble later in life but like it takes a lot for like 0.91
02:13:03.280 an alcoholic to trick me like i know all the bullshit i know all the lies i know like some 1.00
02:13:08.520 people who don't understand how that mind works they can get tricked by i'm like you can't fucking 1.00
02:13:12.680 i know that you you you're more self-aware than you would like people to think like you would 0.99
02:13:19.080 probably want people to think like it's a disease i have a disease no you don't you make a decision
02:13:25.660 every single time you pick up that bottle and that's uncomfortable for you and i know that it's
02:13:30.600 hard but odds are
02:13:32.500 every time you pick up that bottle something 0.98
02:13:34.320 fucking bad happens if you know that 0.99
02:13:36.520 every time you get drunk 1.00
02:13:38.180 you beat your family
02:13:40.220 and you still continue to drink
02:13:42.260 you've made a moral calculation that
02:13:44.460 beating your family is either
02:13:46.280 preferable or desirable that's 1.00
02:13:48.420 not a fucking disease there's no beating 0.99
02:13:50.380 your family disease 0.99
02:13:51.780 and anyway that's I'm getting
02:13:54.360 I'm just rambling at this point but anyway
02:13:55.900 I know we gotta get going that's a good enough place
02:13:58.480 to end this ending
02:13:59.120 yeah i'll talk to you later yeah no worries man i'll see you