Impaulsive with Logan Paul - E271 Olivia O’Brien Hates Us, But Loves You

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00:02:12.680 I have lots of guy friends, like Mike over here. 1.00

00:02:15.160 I don't like the way my guy friends talk about women, I'm not going to lie.

00:02:18.140 No, that doesn't include me.

00:02:19.700 Sometimes it does.

00:02:20.820 I like to think I'm pretty, all right, anyway.

00:02:22.260 Sometimes.

00:02:22.700 You don't say anything, like, offensive or, like, horrible, but I'm just like, sometimes

00:02:26.080 I'm just like...

00:02:26.740 So you don't listen to this podcast at all?

00:02:27.760 I like to think that...

00:02:29.240 Four men in this room leave

00:02:38.500 I swear to god 1.00

00:02:40.320 The ratio is disgusting

00:02:42.320 It's like a sausage part in here 0.80

00:02:45.540 I'm disgusted by our team

00:02:47.600 We have Danny 0.90

00:02:48.460 National Women's Day again 1.00

00:02:50.480 Get our maid Maria in 0.99

00:02:53.300 I asked our guest today 0.98

00:02:56.480 What she wants to talk about 0.99

00:02:57.340 She said she wants to talk about how she hates men

00:02:59.120 wait before anything else

00:03:01.180 sure

00:03:01.840 happy birthday

00:03:05.660 to you

00:03:07.800 happy birthday

00:03:10.120 to you

00:03:11.900 yeah it is

00:03:13.480 it has to be

00:03:14.880 it's my birthday episode

00:03:17.780 finish your song

00:03:18.800 happy birthday dear

00:03:22.080 Logan

00:03:23.180 happy birthday

00:03:26.420 to you

00:03:28.460 26 huh this is age thing just keeps going let me tell you have i got the gift for you logan 0.60

00:03:40.780 it's gonna change your life please don't please don't give me a gift everyone knows this i hate

00:03:45.020 birthdays i give up on your birthdays many many i just don't i don't get them for me i i get if

00:03:52.060 other people want to celebrate but it's like i didn't choose to be born on this day i didn't do

00:03:56.460 anything it's like a it's the equivalent of a participation award okay like i'm i'm a year

00:04:02.180 older which is good i'm i'm happy i feel blessed but i feel like that every day seems to seems 0.98

00:04:08.760 kind of downtrodden solid you kind of fucking suck yeah like you celebrate you're like there 1.00

00:04:14.580 doesn't have to be there doesn't have to be an answer for like just celebrate the fucking birthday 1.00

00:04:18.620 i know you want to know the fuck bringing a cake to a like a birthday kid just happy 0.99

00:04:23.120 birthday. Fuck that. I would never bring him a cake. Do you know what's even more awkward? When 1.00

00:04:26.380 you bring a cake to a kid and he's crying on his birthday and you're like, now I don't even want

00:04:31.380 to sing to this poor child. No, no, no. Because birthdays are mismanaged. Everyone mismanages

00:04:38.100 expectations on birthdays and it leads to disappointment. Oh, it's my birthday. There's

00:04:42.700 so much pressure that this day has to be great. Then things go wrong every year, which I don't

00:04:47.160 know if you guys know my birthday is on April 1st. So more things tend to go wrong. People are

00:04:51.940 fucking with me. Mercury is 1.00

00:04:53.920 in retrograde. The sun's going to hit the

00:04:55.940 earth one of these days on my birthday.

00:04:57.840 I guarantee it. It's a

00:04:59.920 disaster. So I just choose that. Everyone kind of just

00:05:01.920 leaves me alone. You think God puts you on April

00:05:03.760 1st because he's like, ha ha. Yes.

00:05:05.600 Yes. I'm a cosmic

00:05:07.720 joke. I am a cosmic

00:05:09.580 fool. Yeah. 1.00

00:05:11.920 Speaking of jokes, I got

00:05:13.780 an evergreen topic for you. Sure. People say

00:05:15.880 there's a little bit of truth.

00:05:19.380 What's happening?

00:05:20.060 why'd you guys freeze up jesus oh because you don't wear headphones so you don't get it

00:05:27.860 no because if i have to have headphones i hear your guys's voice a lot more and it's already

00:05:33.240 yeah but you'll also miss the ancillary stuff okay anyways as i was saying do you guys believe

00:05:40.000 that there is a uh a semblance of truth in every joke uh no yes and no okay i believe jokes come

00:05:48.840 from a dark place i don't necessarily think it's always true no anytime you apply a superlative

00:05:53.240 you can't say every like every joke really no but people say that people like there's like that

00:05:57.860 saying like every every uh bit of joke or every joke comes from a bit of truth i feel like we're

00:06:02.680 fucking up his flow yes mike it is no no no no no no no i agree with you guys i'm happy you said

00:06:07.600 that because i look back at my jokes and i'm like dude 90 of these are completely based in nothing 0.95

00:06:13.780 Farce. Farsity. That's it. Farts.

00:06:16.400 Farts.

00:06:18.200 Nothingness. It's just for comedic joy.

00:06:21.080 Joy.

00:06:21.740 Why'd you say like Schmidt from Google?

00:06:23.300 Comedic joy. I'm having a tough morning.

00:06:26.400 I'm putting words in the

00:06:27.900 wrong spots of sentences.

00:06:29.920 It's slow morning. Why are you tilted, man?

00:06:32.300 Yeah. Yeah. Quit

00:06:33.800 hyperanalyzing me. Sorry.

00:06:36.160 Leave me the fuck alone. It's your birthday. 0.99

00:06:37.780 I'll let it go. It brings me to one last

00:06:39.620 evergreen topic before we roll into it.

00:06:42.560 Do you guys

00:06:43.680 feel like everybody else do you feel better on certain days and like you have good days and bad

00:06:48.660 days of course i feel like that's such a generic question but like it's but like i for for me my

00:06:54.180 swings are so deep like some days i wake up and i'm i feel like ready to charge and like take over 0.85

00:07:00.180 the world and then some days i'm like completely like fucked um you should keep going to your

00:07:06.140 therapist let's bring on the guest this is so dark our guest today is a singer and songwriter 0.97

00:07:11.380 who you definitely have heard on the Nash song

00:07:13.820 I Hate You, I Love You. Dylan wrote this.

00:07:16.000 I'm so sorry.

00:07:17.440 She's putting together a phenomenal music career herself

00:07:19.260 with new music out now and more to come.

00:07:21.620 Much of it is directly inspired by her personal life.

00:07:23.380 It's Olivia O'Brien.

00:07:26.480 Hey.

00:07:28.340 How y'all doing?

00:07:29.760 I did write the Nash song, by the way.

00:07:31.640 You did.

00:07:33.640 You're many things,

00:07:36.060 but you're a songwriter at heart, right?

00:07:37.860 Is that like your core?

00:07:39.080 Yeah, I always say I'm a songwriter before I'm a singer.

00:07:41.380 Because it's something I've always done.

00:07:42.820 And I never thought I was going to be a singer.

00:07:44.120 I just kind of wrote songs for fun.

00:07:46.000 And singing was just something that I kind of had to do because I wrote songs.

00:07:49.660 Yeah, I know.

00:07:50.100 But not everyone can do both.

00:07:52.360 You know, I find it odd.

00:07:53.840 Because you started writing songs first.

00:07:55.520 I mean, there's a lot to unpack here.

00:07:56.680 You wrote that song at 15.

00:07:57.940 It went like multi, multi-platinum, right?

00:07:59.400 I want to start with this, Olivia.

00:08:00.720 Because like I said, there's a lot.

00:08:03.400 I don't know if y'all know this.

00:08:06.360 Olivia and I met and somehow got to talking about our parents.

00:08:11.380 And it turned out they were both from a small town in Ohio called Lakewood, Ohio.

00:08:17.300 My mom is FaceTiming me right now.

00:08:18.380 Really?

00:08:18.960 That's weird.

00:08:20.280 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:08:20.880 Answer it.

00:08:22.780 Hey, mom.

00:08:23.440 I'm on Logan's podcast right now.

00:08:24.760 Cindy.

00:08:25.860 Cindy, how you doing?

00:08:27.900 Cindy.

00:08:28.600 All right.

00:08:30.460 It's okay.

00:08:31.500 Cindy, Cindy, Cindy.

00:08:32.640 Cindy, one question before you go. 0.58

00:08:34.640 You knew my mom in high school.

00:08:36.720 I did.

00:08:37.660 And how was she?

00:08:39.540 I thought she was pretty cool.

00:08:41.380 Pam, Pam, Pam, Pam, Pam, Pam, Pam, Pam.

00:08:46.480 Fantastic.

00:08:47.140 Okay.

00:08:47.820 Love you, bye.

00:08:48.320 We love you, Cindy. 0.98

00:08:48.960 What if she just came out of nowhere 1.00

00:08:49.940 and she was like biggest slut in the whole high school? 1.00

00:08:53.160 She's like, wait, did you say I was on a show? 1.00

00:08:55.460 No, she always said she was really cute

00:08:56.840 and she was like a gymnast.

00:08:57.820 And my mom's best friend since she was 14

00:08:59.360 was also a gymnast and they did that together.

00:09:01.940 Yeah, and by the way, Pam was very good. 0.98

00:09:04.280 They made it to the state. 1.00

00:09:04.880 They won states.

00:09:05.760 Remember she told us on the show

00:09:06.900 that she kept placing worse and worse

00:09:08.620 as high school went on. 0.99

00:09:10.020 she's like yeah anyways my mom was a bitch so well okay hold on so so my mom's maiden name is 0.98

00:09:17.920 meredith her mom's maiden name is merrill turns out they were literally right next to each other 0.99

00:09:24.040 in the school yearbook i'm not even kidding this is olivia's mom and my mom yo what what two kids

00:09:30.180 in la whose parents were next to each other in a yearbook in ohio they're tilting their head the 0.94

00:09:34.740 saying checking out the same shit lucinda merrill and pamela meredith both just two steps away from 0.97

00:09:42.220 ripping a bong rip like dude like that they both look like they're gonna go down to that 70s show 0.98

00:09:47.060 basement after this and just rip the biggest bong load ever dude yeah and that that's insane i mean

00:09:53.980 i guess it goes to show how little the world really is does this make you feel uncomfortable 0.53

00:09:57.900 at all why i don't know was us meeting destiny i hate to i hate to just um no yeah yeah yeah 0.98

00:10:09.540 you're right you're right you're right so dumb so dumb i think we're meant to be best friends 0.96

00:10:13.720 again ah okay i've never seen somebody get put in the friend zone that quick just stamp a label 0.97

00:10:19.780 on that seal the box very strange friend zone though friends yeah for sure yeah for sure what

00:10:26.280 What do you think about Encino as an area?

00:10:29.480 I should preface this question really quick.

00:10:31.740 Stop prefacing.

00:10:33.040 I actually use the axe cord.

00:10:34.820 Me and Olivia are best friends.

00:10:36.040 We're in a group chat.

00:10:36.780 We talk all day.

00:10:37.660 We're in a group chat called Poor Things.

00:10:38.900 Shout out Poor Things.

00:10:39.680 Shout out Stas, Sydney, Banks, whoever's in that. 0.93

00:10:42.180 Kelsey.

00:10:42.880 Kelsey, Father Kells.

00:10:44.460 You've historically been very anti-Encino.

00:10:47.700 What is it about the township that really bothers you?

00:10:50.360 I just feel like a lot of experiences that I've had here,

00:10:54.460 I just associate with, like, unpleasant memories.

00:10:59.400 I don't want to go further into detail right now.

00:11:02.480 But I've had multiple, with multiple different people in multiple different areas,

00:11:06.900 but it always seems to go back to Encino, all of the trauma.

00:11:09.860 You classically or infamously had shirts that said, I will not go to Encino.

00:11:14.340 Did you end up in Encino again?

00:11:15.920 I always ended up in Encino. 0.99

00:11:18.060 All right, you know what, at what fucking point? 0.99

00:11:19.720 So that's my dad. 0.99

00:11:20.540 Should I ask him about Cindy Merrill?

00:11:21.860 Yeah.

00:11:22.960 Oh, I got to hear this.

00:11:24.000 hey greg listen to me you're on impulsive right now okay talk to me about cindy merrill from high 1.00

00:11:33.400 school what about her she was good looking um a lot of guys wanted her and only a few could get her 1.00

00:11:44.160 Ooh. 1.00

00:11:45.260 Sounds like me. 1.00

00:11:48.680 And more guys liked her than women. 1.00

00:11:53.020 Some of the women were kind of catty and jealous about her. 1.00

00:11:55.360 Okay.

00:11:55.820 I appreciate your input, Greg.

00:11:56.820 I'll call you later.

00:11:58.180 Bye.

00:11:58.780 Dude, what if you just dropped a bomb?

00:12:00.120 He's like, a lot of guys like her and only few men get her. 0.73

00:12:02.680 And that's one of them.

00:12:05.400 That's one of them. 0.93

00:12:06.720 So look, you got birthed by Cindy Merrill.

00:12:09.860 You grew up where?

00:12:11.300 In Napa.

00:12:12.340 Okay.

00:12:12.620 and then what happened that you became this this this phenom this songwriting phenom at such a

00:12:18.820 young age i always found i find it fascinating how people can blow up so young like almost

00:12:23.200 accidentally like it was completely accidentally you were 15 when when i hate you i love you when

00:12:28.060 went viral right so basically when i was a kid even since i was seven i find like old notebooks 0.98

00:12:32.940 in my house of me writing songs like just their lyrics are so fucking stupid but you were seven 0.92

00:12:38.140 i mean yeah but it was like i remember one lyric it was like me and you we were a crew like talking 0.98

00:12:43.220 about like a guy i had a crush on like that was i don't know that's literally better than half the

00:12:47.160 shit i've heard on the radio but i find all of these like old things that i wrote when i was 0.52

00:12:51.200 literally seven years old so i've always been writing songs but my sister was always what 0.92

00:12:54.720 are you guys doing nothing mike's mike came up he always unplugs it with his foot sorry anyway

00:13:00.240 sorry uh my sister was always a singer in my family and she used to tell me that i was really

00:13:07.020 bad i would sing in my room like when i thought no one was home and she would come in my room be 0.90

00:13:10.760 like shut the fuck up you sound like shit we all had that sibling we had an interesting relationship 0.99

00:13:17.600 um so i never i never was confident and then when i was a freshman in high school i started getting 1.00

00:13:23.100 really into soundcloud and i started posting covers on soundcloud and then eventually i was

00:13:27.240 like oh maybe i should post some of my original songs that i write and i posted a couple and i

00:13:31.280 remember i was on a field trip and i was in the school bus and these two guys on the back of the

00:13:35.460 bus were playing playing my songs that i'd posted and making fun of me and i went home and i deleted

00:13:39.320 every original song i ever posted i never posted one again and then i know what you have such an 0.95

00:13:44.700 overlapping story i know and you need to give a an audience a warning about it to not fucking do 0.85

00:13:49.940 that yeah so here's the warning because i i had a similar experience i i made a body of work when 0.86

00:13:54.800 i was young from like maybe maybe 10 to 13 and a girl made fun of me in my youtube videos because

00:14:01.900 they were pretty cringy which they were but it really got to me and by the way some like i'll 0.77

00:14:05.820 just say she was a thought dude like she was a fucking thought but it affected me and i deleted 0.79

00:14:11.540 all the videos so like the first 50 videos of me making youtube content are offline don't let other 0.96

00:14:17.380 people influence what you do with your work continue yeah no i mean i wish i didn't do that

00:14:22.940 but it's also like things worked out the way that they did for a reason so it's whatever i only had

00:14:26.900 like two songs and i don't even remember what they were but um yeah it was it was just really

00:14:31.840 crazy and then when i did i hate you i love you so basically i tweeted a cover that i did of nash's

00:14:37.180 song he only had one song out at the time and he was opening up for black bear and mod son on tour

00:14:40.900 and i was a really big fan of black bear and i was gonna go to the show so i looked up all the

00:14:45.020 opening acts and i found him and i liked the song so i posted a cover on soundcloud and he found it

00:14:50.160 and he dm'd me and he was like come to the show i'll put you on the list which i thought that was 0.50

00:14:53.080 the fucking coolest thing in the entire world i was like um and then he asked me after the show 0.96

00:14:58.640 if i had any original music and i sent him i hate you i love you and he was like come to la let's 0.96

00:15:03.020 record this so i my dad and i drove down to la and i was so scared i didn't even want to go in

00:15:07.240 he like had a studio and um he lived with his parents and he had a garage in the back with a

00:15:11.260 little studio and i was like crying outside i was like i don't want to go in i'm scared like i'm not

00:15:14.500 a good singer and then i went back and i recorded it he added a verse on it and we originally just

00:15:18.880 put it on soundcloud um and then people just started liking it there was a bunch of youtubers

00:15:24.400 like andrea russet was one of the first people to post it when it was just on soundcloud and then

00:15:28.100 ended up on like kylie jenner's snapchat story but she was like this is the saddest song ever i

00:15:31.800 love it and then it just suddenly was like on the radio everywhere and like basically it took i think

00:15:35.380 a year for it to peak after that um but that was the first song i ever put out and without that i

00:15:39.920 don't think i would have ever ever gotten into music i would have never had the confidence to

00:15:43.820 do it i wouldn't have known where to start like i needed my first song to be five times platinum

00:15:48.380 them in order to even even try so i think it was kind of what i needed i didn't know that that was

00:15:53.540 the first how could you not know first song that well i thought like maybe there was some other

00:15:57.140 trap that's wild that's wild kind of fate what did that what did that feel like to have that

00:16:03.280 level of success on a first song did you when you were recording your next stuff did you have to

00:16:09.040 take into account like there's a potentially a low chance that i could follow this up with another 0.97

00:16:14.340 song of this level because of how big it was and did that fuck with you at all well part of me is 0.87

00:16:20.180 was like i didn't like i wrote that song just on piano but that's because that's all i knew how to

00:16:25.020 do i didn't know how to produce music so i would just write things on piano but once i could get

00:16:28.880 into in with producers i was like oh i want to make this kind of music and i want to make this

00:16:32.200 kind of music my first single that i put out after i hate you i love you is called trust issues

00:16:35.500 and it's me like the first part is like a freestyle that i did it's like almost me rapping

00:16:39.000 like not actually but it's like faster flow and it has like more like r&b pop production

00:16:42.760 so i i wanted to figure out what my sound was and because i had that song i didn't feel like oh i

00:16:48.740 have to follow this up and i have to keep doing this because i was 15 years old i wasn't ready

00:16:51.980 and if i had had success after that and those first songs i put out did something i wouldn't

00:16:58.400 be the artist that i am today because i had to take the time to discover my sound and figure

00:17:02.200 out my style and get confident i was so insecure everyone bullied me at my high school like

00:17:06.740 anything that I did was just like, I couldn't do anything right. And I left my school and I had to

00:17:11.420 make new friends in LA and create myself. And it took me years. And I'm still, I feel like I'm

00:17:16.040 finally at the point where I'm like proud of my music and proud of my style and the way I look

00:17:19.940 and how I act and all of that stuff. So it's, I'm, I'm kind of glad I didn't have a hit after that.

00:17:24.840 You definitely have the, uh, the, the music and the talent side down, but your, your writing

00:17:31.360 hits some really like hard-hitting topics and um for example one of my favorite songs is uh

00:17:37.660 it's called jocelyn and i'm just curious like where does the where does the um concepts like

00:17:43.580 where does the uh the inspiration for those kind of songs come from um it comes from my real life

00:17:49.820 experience um i mean i pretty much only write about things that i i go through because that's

00:17:55.660 all i know how to write about writing has always been my therapy i've been diagnosed with depression

00:17:59.500 since I was 11 and that was the way that I got my feelings out especially like I didn't like going

00:18:04.180 to therapy and now I love it but I when I was a kid my mom would like force me to go to therapy

00:18:08.020 and I would sit there and I wouldn't want to talk to these people because I was like why do I want 1.00

00:18:11.360 to talk to this random old bitch I don't give a fuck about you I was like 11 so I would go home 1.00

00:18:16.920 and I would sit in my room and I would write songs about how I felt and so that's always just 1.00

00:18:20.300 been what I did so I don't know how to write about other people and other things I'm trying

00:18:24.800 to do that because now I don't want to have to ruin my own life to write good things I don't

00:18:28.900 want to have to you know because people like my sad songs they like my angry songs and stuff like

00:18:33.700 that so I don't want to always have to be sad and angry in order to write a good song so I'm 0.98

00:18:37.660 working on that do you look for trouble now just because you're like fuck yeah I gotta get my heart 0.98

00:18:41.540 just sees a guy she's like he's gonna break my heart I'm falling in love with him is that just 0.99

00:18:47.360 for potentially to inspire in upcoming music or or are you dating people well I don't like that

00:18:55.060 out of out of uh non desire to commit to that kind of relationship at this time i don't want

00:19:01.160 i don't want a relationship i want to be able to have as much fun in my life when i'm young as i

00:19:05.540 can i definitely could see myself when i'm older being in a relationship but every time i get close

00:19:10.040 to a relationship i stop liking the person every time pretty much yeah but you have demons of your

00:19:15.420 own correct yeah i do obviously what do you think that guy's saying about you um i love how she

00:19:22.580 laughed yes yeah she's sicko i'm okay i'm a nice person you are a nice person you can be a nice

00:19:32.900 person i saw you recently for the first time in a while and and the first thing you said to me was

00:19:38.160 wow your hair is disgusting i don't think you're wrong but you could have just i said nice to see

00:19:43.900 you too no we don't no we no we do not no we don't she described to me the other day she's 0.74

00:19:50.480 like you know like i can be mean to you because uh uh because you have no feelings and i know

00:19:55.380 none of it affects you and i'm like meanwhile i'm crying on the inside literally the only time you 0.87

00:20:00.060 ever cried is about a video of john cena i fucking love john cena i love him there's a video of uh 0.74

00:20:08.480 his fans uh saying super nice things about him like in front of him and and i cried he wanted 0.67

00:20:14.000 to prove to me that he had emotions so he sent me a video because she kept telling me that i did it

00:20:17.140 Yeah, he stirred the emotions up for the video.

00:20:20.560 Trust me, I know him better than anyone.

00:20:22.840 John Cena made me cry. 1.00

00:20:24.080 He's an iron fucking body. 1.00

00:20:26.500 I'm not a sociopath. 1.00

00:20:28.540 Speaking of that, don't you have a song called Sociopath coming out tomorrow?

00:20:32.520 Yeah.

00:20:33.000 April 2nd.

00:20:34.360 Where'd you find the inspiration for that particular track?

00:20:37.160 Out of curiosity. 0.97

00:20:39.760 You know I'm just going to keep probing you until you fucking answer one of these very specific questions. 0.94

00:20:47.140 do you want me to answer that question 0.98

00:20:49.180 do you really want me to answer that question

00:20:51.980 do you want me to answer that question

00:20:53.720 sure

00:20:54.500 do you want me to answer that question

00:20:56.960 it's your manager Max

00:20:58.440 maybe see where this goes

00:21:00.820 maybe see where this goes

00:21:05.000 I love him 0.97

00:21:07.460 you know what can someone bring me that white claw over there

00:21:09.920 yeah

00:21:10.780 you're 21 right

00:21:13.480 yeah I'm 21

00:21:14.220 when you turn 22

00:21:16.260 November.

00:21:18.120 Thank you. 0.99

00:21:18.820 She's like, let me take a sip and then we can get into this shit. 0.99

00:21:22.580 All right. 1.00

00:21:22.960 Well, let's.

00:21:24.340 You want to detour?

00:21:25.200 Let's detour for a sec.

00:21:26.100 All right.

00:21:26.300 Just to get back.

00:21:26.740 Now I got the alcohol.

00:21:27.840 All right.

00:21:28.100 All right.

00:21:31.260 Oh, whoa.

00:21:31.840 I noticed that when you were talking on the phone.

00:21:33.460 Yeah.

00:21:33.780 Yeah.

00:21:33.960 She was shaking a little bit.

00:21:35.240 I always do that.

00:21:36.140 Okay.

00:21:36.400 I have an iron deficiency.

00:21:38.040 What?

00:21:38.220 Oh, it's an iron deficiency, not anxiety.

00:21:40.020 Oh, and anxiety.

00:21:40.480 I have OCD.

00:21:41.260 I have ADHD.

00:21:42.560 I have depression.

00:21:43.900 I have an iron deficiency.

00:21:44.880 See, I have hypothyroidism.

00:21:46.380 Do you want me to get to be able?

00:21:47.440 Why don't you start by telling us what you don't have?

00:21:49.920 I don't think I have cancer, thankfully.

00:21:53.540 Wow, you guys are done today, huh?

00:21:55.100 It's really hard to be light in here.

00:21:57.740 Well, I got something light.

00:21:59.120 So you talked about lack of relationship and desire for that.

00:22:03.820 Being in the poor things group, I feel like I know why.

00:22:08.780 You like to party.

00:22:10.740 You like to party, Olivia O'Brien, just a little bit.

00:22:13.160 You like to go out.

00:22:13.820 you like to be on the scene you like to see the people you like to dance i love to dance i was 0.99

00:22:19.160 actually a competition hip-hop dancer at one point in my life i do i do it's really fucked 0.56

00:22:26.040 i was like 12 and it's on my instagram i posted it it's so funny um but yeah you know i don't 0.94

00:22:33.580 really have a large ass but i can make it do some things that are fun so i like to i like to do that

00:22:40.600 But also, I remember the first time I saw you in Ibiza, I was impressed. 0.94

00:22:49.620 Thank you.

00:22:49.940 I was literally like, I didn't know.

00:22:52.580 I didn't know.

00:22:54.360 Would you, this may be a little bit too much, but would you be, would you want to twerk on the impulsive?

00:23:00.700 You can't ask our guests.

00:23:01.640 No problem, no problem, no problem, no problem.

00:23:04.220 You can't say no problem.

00:23:05.100 He's newly single right now.

00:23:06.280 He's taking every opportunity.

00:23:08.340 I'm so sorry.

00:23:09.200 The reason I ask is because she actually tried to teach me and Logan how to twerk the other night.

00:23:13.200 I did?

00:23:14.080 Yeah.

00:23:14.720 Yes, you did.

00:23:15.320 I don't recall.

00:23:15.780 At Bozzy's house, right?

00:23:17.460 We're at Bozzy's house.

00:23:18.840 And you tried to teach us how to twerk.

00:23:21.040 And it didn't work.

00:23:23.020 That rhymed.

00:23:24.320 It's not a crime.

00:23:25.640 Because I don't feel it's teachable.

00:23:29.780 It's teachable.

00:23:30.720 I learned from a YouTube video when I was 12.

00:23:32.600 No, but you, I believe some people have like a specific joint in their hips that, that

00:23:38.040 lends itself to twerking more.

00:23:39.620 Like my hips just don't bend like that.

00:23:41.340 Like I don't got what it takes.

00:23:42.480 I end up just, you know, that one meme with the girl with the short hair.

00:23:46.380 She's like, she got glasses on.

00:23:48.320 That's me.

00:23:48.720 Tina from Bob's Burger.

00:23:49.740 Yes, Bob's Burger.

00:23:50.800 Tina Belcher.

00:23:51.400 That's me.

00:23:52.920 You got it.

00:23:53.500 You got it though.

00:23:53.800 You looked like that for sure.

00:23:54.800 Yeah.

00:23:55.060 So like what part of you is, is when you dance is like, oh, this is mainly like butt focused

00:23:59.700 or like, I'm really getting into it.

00:24:01.020 Well, I just like to dance.

00:24:01.840 You make fun of my dancing when I try to have fun

00:24:04.040 at parties. You always go out of your way

00:24:06.020 and you come up to me and tell me, yes you do.

00:24:08.040 You say, you're so

00:24:10.180 awkward. You're a nerd. 0.99

00:24:12.160 You're making it seem like I literally 1.00

00:24:13.800 come up to you and bully you. Well, hold on.

00:24:15.860 I can attest. You do.

00:24:17.240 You roast him all day. And by the way, I think part of the

00:24:19.920 reason is because he needs to get 0.99

00:24:21.880 fucking roasted. Exactly. 1.00

00:24:23.540 I'm here to put him in his place. Correct. Tell him what's up.

00:24:26.740 And there you go.

00:24:28.640 I'm humbling you.

00:24:29.680 yeah sure whatever dude what i've cried myself to sleep because of you no you haven't you literally

00:24:36.680 haven't i'm lying exactly but also can we talk about how you just said that i like to party

00:24:41.780 because yeah i don't think i like to party that much right like i don't do like cocaine like i 0.69

00:24:47.060 don't do like any of that shit i just drink alcohol you're not in you're not one of the 0.90

00:24:50.620 powder puff girls how are the powder rangers i'm not a powder ranger powder ranger no but i 0.99

00:24:56.500 I go through phases where I'll be like I can't drink anymore like I'm ruining my life because I

00:25:01.420 have really bad anxiety so then I stopped drinking for a while and then I just recently like this guy

00:25:06.760 that I was talking to ended things with me and I was like I'm gonna go get drunk and I got drunk

00:25:10.980 a few times and I didn't get hung over a single time because I told myself that I was gonna be

00:25:14.560 fine and I was fine and I told my therapist that and she was like I'm so proud of you like you

00:25:18.780 have fun your therapist sounds like a yes man your therapist is no what your therapist from

00:25:23.340 like a Groupon or something?

00:25:24.920 No, because normally I'm afraid to

00:25:27.400 and she always tells me

00:25:28.180 I need to go have fun with my friends

00:25:29.360 because I'll always go home.

00:25:30.560 Like we'll be at Stoss's house

00:25:31.540 like just sitting there

00:25:32.260 watching a movie or doing something

00:25:33.340 and I'll just go home

00:25:34.280 because I get sad.

00:25:35.360 I can't do that anymore.

00:25:36.500 What is she not proud of you for?

00:25:38.260 My therapist?

00:25:38.900 Yeah, did she ever like,

00:25:39.900 ooh, Olivia,

00:25:40.500 maybe that wasn't

00:25:41.400 the healthiest thing to do right now?

00:25:45.980 Hooking out with my exes. 0.88

00:25:47.340 Oh God.

00:25:48.620 Always a tragic topic.

00:25:50.820 Always a tragic topic.

00:25:52.180 What?

00:25:53.340 It's called recycling

00:25:55.240 I felt like you looked at me like you wanted to say something

00:25:57.560 No I didn't say anything

00:25:59.640 What's so bad I don't understand

00:26:01.500 Recycling is great

00:26:02.500 It is reduce reuse recycle

00:26:05.440 Save the environment 0.93

00:26:06.440 I've seen this dick before I won't reuse it 1.00

00:26:08.180 Wait she shuns you for that 1.00

00:26:11.880 No she's just like maybe that's not the healthiest thing ever

00:26:14.440 But like if you want to have fun

00:26:16.000 See she's a yes man 0.99

00:26:17.240 She's a fucking yes man 1.00

00:26:18.660 Your therapist is a yes man 1.00

00:26:19.940 By the way next time let a girl know

00:26:21.920 like you gotta get involved somehow like but i don't go to therapy for like my bad life habits

00:26:28.340 i go to like get my anxiety under control so like as long as i'm not having that she doesn't she's

00:26:32.340 like you're 21 you're gonna obviously like i'm not gonna tell you never drink alcohol and never

00:26:36.800 do anything but is it is it working because i think like one of the biggest things i found

00:26:40.900 through for therapy and and for life in general to control especially ocd but also anxiety

00:26:45.800 is boundary setting and like you you set these boundaries for self for yourself and you'll

00:26:50.700 notice that anytime you cross those boundaries you you fire back up and so like are you drinking

00:26:55.480 a little bit less now oh i think that's what it is i don't like i'm not because what there was a

00:27:00.040 period of my life where i was drinking like only once a week i was like i'm only gonna drink on

00:27:02.840 saturday because i don't want to ruin my life i don't want to drink all the time so every saturday

00:27:06.780 i would get blacked out like i would die i would die so then i would get really hung over and then

00:27:13.500 i would like feel gross and sick and then but if i'm just like drinking a little bit every single

00:27:18.400 night. If I'm drinking a little bit

00:27:20.720 then I'm fine. I just have to know

00:27:22.880 my limits and not be like, tonight's the one night

00:27:24.880 that I can drink. I'm going to go crazy.

00:27:26.780 Yeah, that's not good. Well, this recent bender you described 1.00

00:27:28.960 was from a

00:27:30.780 breakup? It's not a breakup.

00:27:32.740 It's not a breakup. I never have a breakup.

00:27:34.760 Why? What do you mean you never

00:27:36.800 have a breakup? Because I don't get into relationships.

00:27:39.680 Well, what are you doing?

00:27:40.680 I was talking to this kid for

00:27:42.800 like five months and then

00:27:44.920 It seems like a relationship from this angle.

00:27:46.580 No. Well, it's he doesn't even live in LA. So I only hung out with him in person a few times.

00:27:50.180 It wasn't that long. It doesn't count. Yeah. And then he came to LA and we were like he was

00:27:55.700 going to we were planning not we weren't like planning anything specific, but like he was

00:27:59.400 going to hang out with me and my friends and all that stuff. And he texted me like he was being

00:28:06.100 weird. He was kind of not replying to me. And I just felt like something was off. So I texted him.

00:28:10.140 I was like, hey, is everything OK? Like what? Like you've been weird. And he was like, yeah,

00:28:13.680 actually like i just didn't know how to tell you but like i'm not in a place mentally right now

00:28:17.220 like where i can be anything more than friends with you but like when i come to la i still really

00:28:20.800 want to hang out with you and your friends and like hang out and be friends i said i literally

00:28:26.420 don't need any more friends i have so many friends and i don't want to hang out with you

00:28:30.880 why do why do girls never want to be friends i always have a song called no more friends okay 0.96

00:28:36.340 classic fuck boy excuse though classic uh how did the longest i i've thought about these ideas 0.98

00:28:41.960 before of like, you know, you're living in LA 0.98

00:28:44.080 and say like, I meet some girl in like

00:28:45.960 for example, right?

00:28:47.780 How do those

00:28:49.580 relationships

00:28:50.700 Mike?

00:28:54.800 What? How do those

00:28:56.120 relationships? Cut that out. 1.00

00:28:56.780 Cut that out.

00:28:59.280 It's our first cut.

00:29:01.660 It's because he laughed and then you laughed.

00:29:04.900 We're just going to believe it.

00:29:05.980 If we kept straight face

00:29:08.060 for that, it would have been so fine.

00:29:09.780 That was the first one I let.

00:29:10.820 What was it like being in a long distance relationship?

00:29:14.540 It wasn't a real relationship. 0.99

00:29:15.420 Sorry, a long distance fuck fest. 0.98

00:29:20.340 I wouldn't really call it that either, 0.99

00:29:22.940 but it was weird because it's like,

00:29:24.700 I felt like I had a connection with him

00:29:26.160 because we talked all the time.

00:29:27.240 We would FaceTime for like five hours and watch movies.

00:29:29.600 Oh my, what?

00:29:30.460 Yeah.

00:29:30.800 Oh, that's exhausting.

00:29:32.000 But it was fine.

00:29:32.640 Like we would just like literally watch a movie

00:29:33.760 and press play at the same time and like put in.

00:29:36.160 Okay, stop.

00:29:37.360 I've never done that.

00:29:38.460 Okay.

00:29:39.440 This is great.

00:29:40.080 there you go see it's cute

00:29:43.220 so you watch something while he's in another place

00:29:45.480 doesn't streaming

00:29:47.540 allow you to do that now

00:29:48.580 you can do that on like Disney Plus I think

00:29:50.680 but we would like just figure it out it was like funny how we would like press play

00:29:53.460 and like try to like get it as much as you're telling me

00:29:55.840 that's not a relationship

00:29:56.660 on the count of three

00:29:57.960 well apparently it wasn't

00:30:01.660 because it doesn't want to talk to me anymore

00:30:03.020 but also I realized

00:30:05.300 that because after it happened

00:30:07.320 I was at my dad's house

00:30:08.980 and I was his his girlfriend is a vegan chef and she made us a whole dinner and we've been

00:30:12.920 planning this dinner for weeks and we went to Santa or they live in Santa Clarita so I went there

00:30:17.020 and I was sitting there and I got this text from him and I literally my stomach dropped and I was

00:30:20.560 like I'm sorry guys like I just like kind of got dumped sort of like I need to go and they were

00:30:25.960 like um okay like packed up the food for me and I got in my car and I called Sydney and I was like

00:30:30.320 Sydney we're getting fucking wasted tonight I drove my car and I played my all my sad songs I

00:30:35.840 listen to and I cried a little bit and I just let it all out and I was just like oh my god I'm so 0.99

00:30:40.180 sad and then I got to my house I took a fucking sip I took another fucking sip I put some makeup 0.94

00:30:45.100 on I got cute and then I haven't cried once since and I haven't thought about it since because I'm 0.99

00:30:49.260 so much better now that I've gone through this kind of thing a bunch of times like I I don't

00:30:53.900 know if I'm like delusional or if I just I'm so much better at dealing with it but then my my

00:30:58.160 friend Quinn she sent me a text and she was like Olivia I'm gonna this might sound kind of harsh

00:31:02.980 but I'm going to be honest with you.

00:31:04.540 You obviously didn't like him that much

00:31:06.340 if you were hooking up with other people

00:31:07.740 when you were talking to him.

00:31:10.080 And I think you just liked the idea of him. 0.93

00:31:12.600 And I was like, that's so fucking true.

00:31:16.020 And so ever since she sent me that, 0.90

00:31:17.320 I've been like super chill about it.

00:31:18.960 And then, you know, I did some recycling

00:31:20.120 and now I feel so much better.

00:31:21.900 Don't point at me.

00:31:22.720 No, because you gave me good advice,

00:31:24.080 kind of what she just said.

00:31:25.560 The best relationship advice you ever gave me,

00:31:27.780 you said, Logan, you need to fall in love

00:31:29.240 with pattern, not potential.

00:31:30.940 Oh, yeah, yeah.

00:31:31.480 the idea of someone is so it's so fleeting it's it's non-existent the theory behind uh pattern

00:31:36.620 not potential is like when you fall in love with somebody and you're like if he could be like this

00:31:40.140 it's a mirage it's fake it doesn't exist but if you fall in love with a pattern you're like oh

00:31:44.160 this guy i love what he does then you fall in love with that person a lot of people look at that

00:31:48.720 like the outer look of it yeah and they're like i like the package what's in it is not great but

00:31:53.320 hopefully one day it'll be great and a lot of people will be no i do that all the time and i

00:31:57.900 feel like i i fantasize about things and about people like i'll i'll create these these things 0.73

00:32:04.580 these ideas in my head of like what we could be and like it's called masturbation no no i think 0.92

00:32:09.280 no i think everyone does everybody does that i did that this morning no not masturbation i'm 0.93

00:32:13.420 talking about like fantasizing about what could be it's fun i do i do it all the time i'm so guilty

00:32:17.800 of it right then i always am so attached to like the fantasies about people and i'm never actually

00:32:22.020 i don't i fail to recognize who they actually are and what they actually would be if we were to date

00:32:27.100 which is why i never get myself into relationships because that's all that i see and it'll never live

00:32:31.980 up to it do you feel like that's more your fault i was gonna say completely have you are you are

00:32:35.660 you the problem here maybe but also it's like we didn't get to the point where we were in a real

00:32:41.460 relationship yet so i don't but this this this thing is like not a great example of like how

00:32:46.740 things normally go i guess i don't know i could be the problem or well you're so young that's what

00:32:52.540 I was going to say it also depends on like what you're considering.

00:32:57.460 Assuming there's a problem means there has to be an objective or a goal for there to be a problem for that.

00:33:02.600 And if the objective or goal is for her to not date anyways, then there is no problem. 0.98

00:33:05.880 There's no fucking issue. 0.98

00:33:06.900 You know what I'm saying? 0.99

00:33:07.400 Like people should just be out there having fun.

00:33:08.700 Now, the major problem is that everybody likes to keep things cash until feelings get involved. 0.95

00:33:15.280 And that's when things get fucked up. 0.96

00:33:16.560 You know what I'm saying? 0.97

00:33:17.140 Like I try to be an expert in that field of keeping things extremely casual.

00:33:21.540 managing the amount of time you spend with people after you have sex with them don't bring a 0.74

00:33:27.620 toothbrush to my house you have no hole for your toothbrush here leave it home go home after keep 0.68

00:33:34.880 your dog there don't bring your pets don't bring your toothbrush don't bring your bag bring a pair

00:33:39.920 of comfy sneakers to change out of your heels from the night before and a hoodie and that's it

00:33:44.300 this is why i don't wear heels and i just already i'm wearing sneakers so i don't even have to do

00:33:48.040 It softens the walk of shame.

00:33:50.620 Are you ready for a run? 0.99

00:33:51.780 What are you going to fucking take? 1.00

00:33:52.580 No, walk of shame. 0.99

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00:34:39.000 Back to the program.

00:34:39.820 She's like this.

00:34:40.440 My walk of shame.

00:34:41.040 Oh, I had a really crazy walk of shame the other day.

00:34:42.940 i walked into jamba juice and i was literally like showing under boob and i was like i need to leave

00:34:48.220 it was like 9 a.m do you have heels on no i don't wear heels i'm 5'9 i didn't like well sometimes i

00:34:53.480 do actually but i wear like big platforms i like to sometimes like if i'm doing like whenever

00:34:58.100 stoss always throws these parties where like we have to dress up crazy like we did like a play

00:35:01.880 by bunny halloween one a couple years ago and like i'll wear big stripper heels and be like

00:35:05.920 6'3 and just like scare everyone i like to like be scary to men sometimes she said playboy

00:35:11.260 What does that even mean?

00:35:12.820 I know what it means.

00:35:13.920 Hey, you're coming home with me tonight.

00:35:15.520 Okay.

00:35:17.520 No, not even for that.

00:35:18.940 Like, I just like to be scary because I think it's like powerful.

00:35:21.660 And I will say you're like really drunk at parties and you're that high.

00:35:24.560 Do you ever get wobbly and people are like, this is about to fall off?

00:35:27.080 There's usually a point where I take them off.

00:35:28.940 The last time I wore the big stripper heels to something, I came home and I fell.

00:35:34.780 I was walking up my stairs and I tripped because they were like so big and I was wasted.

00:35:39.980 and my uber driver was like are you okay and i was like i'm fine and i had like the craziest

00:35:46.420 scratch on my knee and i was it was really scary so i don't know if i'm gonna be wearing them again

00:35:50.020 anytime soon you said a playboy bunny halloween party we've talked about this party on the show

00:35:55.920 before i consider to it to have been one of the best parties i've ever been really do you remember

00:36:01.000 who was at that party because sauce is so weird about her list like she makes it like really

00:36:05.120 small but like the craziest people 0.99

00:36:07.280 show up. Drake, Kylie

00:36:08.560 like everybody right and I always

00:36:10.920 think back to party because I

00:36:12.940 was dressed as Spider-Man no underwear

00:36:14.780 bulge out

00:36:16.780 because I thought it was going to be like kind of us

00:36:18.780 and I get there and I'm like whoa

00:36:20.480 and actually that was fun though

00:36:22.740 actually remember the last picture on the slide

00:36:25.100 from that night with me and Sandy

00:36:26.220 we still talk

00:36:29.140 about that

00:36:29.700 we still talk about that

00:36:31.600 that one was nuts

00:36:33.680 Those are some crazy photos

00:36:35.720 Sounds fun

00:36:37.180 I was parlaying into something here

00:36:39.020 Do you have a Hollywood moment?

00:36:40.540 A Hollywood moment?

00:36:41.300 Like where you were just like

00:36:42.220 Yo wow

00:36:42.740 Like wow

00:36:43.900 I'm out here dude 0.98

00:36:45.040 I'm fucking out here 0.95

00:36:46.500 Not really 0.92

00:36:48.060 Honestly

00:36:48.460 I mean sometimes

00:36:49.300 When I'm drunk

00:36:49.780 I'll be like

00:36:50.400 Whoa like

00:36:51.240 When I was like 13

00:36:52.380 I would have thought

00:36:52.880 I was so cool right now

00:36:54.000 But like

00:36:54.440 Other than that

00:36:55.400 I don't

00:36:55.980 I feel like every person

00:36:58.440 That I meet

00:36:59.080 That I was once

00:37:00.300 Like a fan of

00:37:00.940 Or like thought

00:37:01.300 They were really cool

00:37:02.220 And they're really big

00:37:03.100 Or whatever

00:37:03.420 are you listening to me yeah i am i am trust me i can i'm a i'm a skilled multitasker i was i was

00:37:10.240 like i'm locked great i love it guys stop we're trying to find this picture i'm trying to find

00:37:16.180 i saw that he was the infamous last last no are you putting that if you showed people that before

00:37:21.480 it's on my instagram oh no it's the last picture

00:37:24.840 y'all actually you're in this picture

00:37:29.620 oh my god every comment on any photo i posted from that night was i thought this was james

00:37:36.600 charles anytime i wear makeup everyone comments what happened here where was the disconnect

00:37:40.520 because my man's going for a peck and she's like he's trying to eat your face that was back in my

00:37:45.360 very respectful days of hollywood who is that yo he's not even puckered

00:37:49.380 why are you so casual next to this look at banks on the side doing a duck face it looks like a sad

00:37:57.720 face because he's not getting a kiss i was just trying to be normal i don't know wait i think my

00:38:02.900 spider-man costumes you do your makeup very nicely i didn't do my makeup i got it done

00:38:06.680 i think yeah they put a lot of effort into the yeah into the part i used to never wear i used

00:38:11.560 to wear onesies every halloween like i the year before that i was an eggplant a unicorn and um

00:38:17.760 a hot dog why are you trying why why did you switch up i love that the more like yeah because i was 0.99

00:38:22.820 like i think i'm so cool and quirky and i'm not like these other girls are just like sluts like 0.86

00:38:26.520 i just talk like that and then stoss and kelsey take halloween so seriously especially stoss like 0.91

00:38:34.140 she takes it so seriously she was like olivia you're getting a spray tan you're getting glam

00:38:38.400 you're getting wigs we're doing matching costumes three of the nights and we're going out five of

00:38:41.920 the night i was like whoa it was it was a week it was a week long halloween is the biggest thing

00:38:46.620 with them so once i we got really close i was friends with her the year before that too but

00:38:50.600 that was like our first year where we were like we're all doing matching costumes and i had fun

00:38:54.240 like i like dressing up because i don't normally dress up like i look like a boy 90 of the time

00:38:58.360 like i don't like to wear makeup i don't like at least that boy is one of the best looking boys

00:39:03.040 on the internet thank you james charles james charles

00:39:05.020 yeah i don't know where to parlay from i've actually bumped into you a few times at parties

00:39:14.820 Before they introduced me to you

00:39:16.280 I didn't know you were a singer or songwriter

00:39:18.120 And you were the sweetest person

00:39:19.360 Thank you, a lot of people say

00:39:20.740 I'm proud of you for keeping you humble

00:39:22.080 No, listen, I wasn't talking to you for 10 minutes

00:39:26.100 I'm nice to everyone

00:39:27.780 I'm nice to everyone

00:39:29.720 Who's the person that I know then?

00:39:32.160 What?

00:39:32.780 The purple hair girl who just made fun of me 1.00

00:39:35.080 And where's the purple hair? 0.99

00:39:36.840 I'll be honest with you, you kind of fucking deserve it, Logan 0.96

00:39:40.760 Thank you 0.98

00:39:41.900 I'm sorry 0.99

00:39:42.500 you're a piece of shit no I'm not saying that 1.00

00:39:45.020 but as far as like 1.00

00:39:45.940 fuck actually 0.99

00:39:48.220 this is on your birthday 1.00

00:39:51.080 no wonder we're gigging up on you bitch 1.00

00:39:53.120 boo 1.00

00:39:53.840 I promise

00:39:57.260 I'm not a bully guys

00:39:58.500 nah she's not

00:39:59.280 you are done with the purple hair

00:40:02.740 so many people knew you for that purple hair 1.00

00:40:05.560 that's the girl with the purple hair they would say

00:40:07.680 yeah but I felt like

00:40:09.880 it was kind of becoming

00:40:11.260 It was like a, it was like a crutch for me because I thought when I first dyed my hair purple, it was because this guy that I liked, his favorite color was purple and things ended. 0.96

00:40:20.860 And I, every time I saw the color purple, I'd like thought about him and I was like, I don't want to think about this dumb ass when I think about my favorite color. 0.95

00:40:27.320 So I just did everything purple. 0.98

00:40:29.800 I was like, I'm going to dye my hair purple.

00:40:30.940 My album, I'm going to make everything purple.

00:40:33.020 I'm going to only wear purple.

00:40:33.880 My whole room is going to be purple.

00:40:34.820 Like, because it's always been my favorite color since I was a kid.

00:40:37.280 You're an extremist, huh? 0.98

00:40:38.500 You do everything you do is just fucking right. 0.99

00:40:40.540 I'm fucking insane but I I kind of held on to it also as like I have purple hair so like I don't 0.98

00:40:47.280 look like these other girls like I'm not I can't compare myself to like the blonde girl or the 0.98

00:40:50.600 brunette girl like I don't have to be pretty because I can just be like the weird girl with

00:40:53.980 purple hair like that's kind of what I thought about it and then I was like it was actually the

00:40:58.460 beginning of quarantine I was really bored and I was like you know what I don't want to have purple

00:41:03.500 hair anymore and I like stripped out my hair myself I like I didn't bleach it but I just like

00:41:06.760 basically used a formula and got the purple dye out and then i just haven't died it back since

00:41:11.920 because i was like i don't need to hold on to that anymore because like i'm confident in myself

00:41:15.540 without having to like be different and like be weird yeah you you seem to change rapidly

00:41:21.300 like you you really do and i and like yeah it's uh it's a little scary it's interesting to watch

00:41:26.740 you you you uh because like it's not like i've known you for all that long but i've seen you go

00:41:31.120 through a few stages i like to say right now you're in what i would consider to be the grandma

00:41:34.740 o'brien stage like you you rock a lot of fur big fur sweaters a lot of sweaters i came to your house

00:41:39.440 the other day you were knitting like it's it's happening dude like it's you like to lay around

00:41:44.760 with dexter i'd love to pull dexter up on the screen just to i was gonna bring him i wish you

00:41:49.240 is that a dog yeah is it a dog yes it is more like a rodent is a dog okay i thought you love

00:41:55.640 dogs so much you're bullying my dog i do love dogs um i love i like i like dogs i gotta i gotta

00:42:01.920 side with logan on this one dexter dexter's an oddball show me a picture and i'll give you an

00:42:07.220 honest feedback about your dog you have no pictures of your dog on your instagram olivia 0.98

00:42:11.260 what is wrong with you down the fucking line he's my background on my phone that's your dog 0.99

00:42:15.360 i've been scrolling i'm still scrolling yeah that's a rodent we just pulled up on like half 1.00

00:42:20.300 nude photos before dexter i i can't okay those were brand deals with savage x fancy and i made

00:42:25.860 money if you're watching this episode scroll down on olivia's instagram no it's not a purple

00:42:31.120 light zone in my room. Oh, okay. That might get us

00:42:33.100 age-gated. That might get us age-gated. Oh, Jesus.

00:42:34.980 No, I'm just kidding. I'm kidding. I'm kidding. I'm kidding. Oh, oh, oh.

00:42:37.220 Right there. Oh, he looks cuter there.

00:42:38.940 He looks way cuter. This was my

00:42:40.920 first day of tour. Aww. Aww.

00:42:43.180 He looks happy for you.

00:42:44.680 What is it about Dexter that you love

00:42:46.960 so much? He literally

00:42:49.020 follows me around everywhere I go. He loves me more

00:42:51.000 than any person ever

00:42:53.040 will. Like, he's obsessed with me.

00:42:55.040 He's my best friend. He's also obsessed with everyone.

00:42:57.400 Okay, but he's extra obsessed with me.

00:42:59.500 Mmm.

00:42:59.860 He just wants love from everyone

00:43:01.900 But at the end of the day

00:43:02.980 If I'm going over here

00:43:03.960 And y'all are going over here

00:43:04.800 He's following me

00:43:05.780 Promise you

00:43:06.660 I don't even have to have him on a leash

00:43:07.720 I walk him outside

00:43:08.740 And he just goes around

00:43:09.460 And I'm like

00:43:09.800 Daxter come here

00:43:10.320 And he goes back

00:43:10.700 Is that how you want your boyfriend to be?

00:43:12.500 No

00:43:12.820 Do you even want a boyfriend?

00:43:14.520 No 1.00

00:43:14.540 She already cleans that 0.84

00:43:15.720 No but I'm trying to like gauge

00:43:17.100 I'm trying to gauge what's happening here

00:43:18.660 Because you talked about hating men

00:43:20.460 But I don't know

00:43:20.940 I don't know if I believe you

00:43:21.920 I don't know 0.99

00:43:22.180 I don't hate all men

00:43:23.380 I just hate 0.86

00:43:24.120 I just

00:43:26.080 There's so many things about 0.97

00:43:27.720 The way that society treats women

00:43:29.400 and i think misogyny misogyny negatively affects men as well as women like guys aren't supposed to

00:43:34.700 cry and guys have to be strong all the time and like there's stigmas about like sexual assault

00:43:39.380 for men all this stuff misogyny affects everyone and it has made me resent men a little bit because

00:43:45.300 i don't like the things that i see in our society and i don't like the way that and i have lots of

00:43:49.700 guy friends like mike over here i don't like the way my guy friends talk about women i'm not gonna

00:43:54.340 not that doesn't include me sometimes i think i'm pretty all right anyways sometimes you don't you

00:43:59.620 don't say anything like offensive or like horrible but i'm just like sometimes i'm just like at all

00:44:04.300 so you're not a viewer no i'm actually not that's so not you have any ideas how many times he goes

00:44:10.580 danny earmuffs no that's because i'm talking about sexually explicit topics they're not they're not

00:44:16.400 to demean women or discount their their beauty and importance to this world they're just topics

00:44:21.660 that i prefer that's why i say danny earmuffs because i care about women no but men are like 0.99

00:44:26.500 afraid of powerful women and i think that if in order for a guy like every time i talk to a guy 0.99

00:44:31.580 and they're like wow you're so like not like other girls like you're so interesting you're

00:44:34.780 like this you're not like other girls so what if i was like other girls it doesn't make me like 0.97

00:44:39.280 any less respectable or any less intelligent like i think that's a stupid way to look 0.51

00:44:43.300 at women i think it actually does make you both of those things what i think it actually does 0.98

00:44:48.440 separate you in both of those

00:44:50.420 categories. Respectability and intelligence

00:44:52.180 I think literally are directly correlated to what the man

00:44:54.480 is trying to say. But I think it's stupid to associate 0.99

00:44:56.380 being intelligent with being not like other women 0.99

00:44:58.420 or like not a woman. Why? 0.99

00:45:00.720 Because that's saying that women can't 1.00

00:45:02.480 be intelligent. No, it's not. 1.00

00:45:04.400 It's saying that women aren't generally intelligent. 1.00

00:45:06.340 It's saying intelligence is a differentiating 1.00

00:45:08.340 factor and just like any male or

00:45:10.460 female, you might be 1.00

00:45:12.440 a little smarter. Yeah, but I don't say, Logan, you're not 0.95

00:45:14.480 like other guys. You're so smart.

00:45:16.180 A lot of girls say that. You're not like the other 0.92

00:45:18.240 guys. Yeah, but not about them being smart

00:45:20.140 or not about them being successful. Also, a lot

00:45:22.180 of insecure guys. If you see a successful woman, it's rare. If you see a successful 1.00

00:45:24.280 guy, it's not rare. And successful guys

00:45:26.260 can do whatever they want. Like, I don't

00:45:28.160 know. I don't want to get into it because I'm going to start going on a rant.

00:45:30.580 No, you should. Oh, it's fine.

00:45:32.160 This one's good. I wish

00:45:33.800 somebody would

00:45:36.420 tell me you're not like other guys. They always just

00:45:38.240 say, you're like all the other guys. 1.00

00:45:40.720 Fuck. You're a little bit 1.00

00:45:42.220 funnier. I think she's right. There is a lot

00:45:44.320 of insecure guys there is a lot of

00:45:46.320 insecurity in the world but that also goes 1.00

00:45:48.220 with females as well I think when a 1.00

00:45:50.300 guy feels insecure 0.99

00:45:52.360 he will try to bring the quality

00:45:54.380 down in the female because he wants her to quote 0.80

00:45:56.360 unquote be on his level and so she doesn't

00:45:58.440 feel like he's greater or she's greater than

00:46:00.380 him but that's insecurity that's his issue

00:46:02.160 and guys like to get their ego stroked

00:46:04.320 the next time a guy tells you that you're not

00:46:06.400 like other women you should say 0.98

00:46:08.100 that's so funny you're exactly like every other guy 0.99

00:46:10.240 I've met

00:46:10.600 I was

00:46:12.200 it's not even just that it's i feel like whenever like say there's a successful woman in a company

00:46:18.740 and everyone else is a guy like they they don't think of her as a woman they're like oh she's

00:46:22.800 like one of the guys like oh she's like one of us she's smart she's this she's not like she's not

00:46:26.940 like that they don't associate women with being successful you have to be you have to have like

00:46:31.080 almost characteristics of a man to be considered successful and intelligent you don't have to

00:46:36.160 I just got off the phone with my team yesterday

00:46:40.280 And made my girlfriend 0.76

00:46:41.740 The running of my company 1.00

00:46:43.700 She runs my company 1.00

00:46:44.420 She's the CEO of Bubba Town 1.00

00:46:47.060 I still have sex with her 1.00

00:46:48.360 I think it's just the men you hang out with 0.99

00:46:52.280 I think you're kind of hanging out with little boys in LA 1.00

00:46:54.100 Do you have sex with her or does she have sex with you? 1.00

00:46:56.240 She has sex with me 1.00

00:46:57.020 That's how dominant she is 1.00

00:46:58.320 She's CEO of Bubba Town 1.00

00:47:00.020 We love a Dom

00:47:01.660 Does she peg you?

00:47:03.040 I don't know what that means

00:47:04.800 And I'm afraid to say yes or no

00:47:05.980 Connect the dots. Context clues.

00:47:08.000 No, she does not peg me.

00:47:12.060 On the misogyny tip, because I know it's a topic that we wanted to get into with you because you are vocal about it.

00:47:17.640 You're vocal about a lot of topics, a lot of social issues, a lot of stuff like that.

00:47:21.920 Think of the misogyny thing where it gets tricky is, you know, when you when you say a man is exposing or exhibiting misogynistic tendencies, but then also elevate a women's right to do so.

00:47:37.300 Like we're obviously society is not frowning on women sexualizing themselves or going out and having sex with multiple partners at the same time.

00:47:46.980 I just don't like when it when one lowers and one raises.

00:47:50.320 Do you know what I'm saying?

00:47:50.760 I think we should all be looked at on a similar plane. 1.00

00:47:52.940 So if we're going to raise women's ability to go and be more sexualized and run that 0.89

00:47:58.060 part of their life, we shouldn't be trying to limit a man's ability to do so as well.

00:48:01.560 I don't think it has to do with that as much as it has to do with like, we're in a bubble

00:48:06.400 in LA.

00:48:06.960 We're in a bubble.

00:48:07.540 Most of the people that we know are like pretty liberal and pretty, like they know what they're

00:48:11.300 talking about with social issues because we're all very active on social media.

00:48:14.520 And sometimes people feel like almost pressured to learn about all these things and to post

00:48:18.680 about and to be aware because it's kind of our job right where we have all these followers we

00:48:22.740 have to tell people like what's up and speak about important things so we are around all these people

00:48:27.920 that have similar beliefs to us generally and in the rest of the world and at least in I mean

00:48:33.520 other countries are a different story but in other places in America it's not the same people don't

00:48:39.040 think of women in the same way like it and also especially it goes back for me to like sexual

00:48:43.700 assault like every single girl almost every single girl that I know has been sexually assaulted or

00:48:48.200 has like a family member or like a really really close friend that has been sexually assaulted at

00:48:51.580 some point in their life and that's like so scary to me because people don't people don't really

00:48:56.280 talk about that I feel like and it's just it's it's scary like that that's completely uneven

00:49:01.180 for me and it's just like well it's a scary topic and it's the same it I'm sure it's looked at the

00:49:05.980 same way that you know mental illness was looked at at one point be even back to being gay and and

00:49:10.700 and being uh confident enough to talk about that topic and I think you know there's a lot of really

00:49:16.120 strong women out there that are are and men that are breaking down those barriers to make

00:49:20.820 people feel more comfortable about it but even with being gay like people are still having to

00:49:25.460 break down those barriers like it's not over that's what i'm saying with all this stuff too

00:49:28.440 it's like okay well we're okay with women being more sexually liberated but our other people 0.97

00:49:32.980 a lot of people aren't people are still getting called sluts and like calling a guy a slut doesn't 0.97

00:49:38.340 have the same kind of impact as calling a girl a slut exactly but that's what i mean but like 0.95

00:49:42.200 there are words specifically designated to make women feel bad about being sexual but there's 0.99

00:49:46.100 want to know there is you're going to say there's not do you want to know what it is no fuck what 0.91

00:49:50.160 no that's not what i was gonna say but that has popped up a lot but the big one in 2021 is 0.95

00:49:56.760 that boy's for the streets and i think it's used on girls a lot too but listen but no but it's

00:50:03.120 but who's the girl that came out with the song back to the streets uh is it jenenko who was

00:50:08.220 jenny jenny i go and uh sweetie yeah maybe right back to the streets i don't want to be for the

00:50:14.100 streets maybe the what are we talking about are we talking about like posting news i kind of got

00:50:19.820 we're just talking about social we're just talking about social change in conversation but i think

00:50:23.240 logan's about to roll into a segment we got a segment we have segments on the show no it's fun

00:50:27.720 it's great it's called more than 240 no no no it's good were you about to get fired up no oh 0.65

00:50:33.140 because we get fucking fired up no i don't want to i'll start crying i cry a lot well hopefully 0.77

00:50:39.120 you don't cry during this game oh god then again maybe hopefully you do this is called more than 0.94

00:50:42.880 240 uh these are some of your tweets that you've tweeted 240 is the character limit on twitter

00:50:46.940 and uh we just we just want to know what you were thinking if you could dive into these a

00:50:50.540 little bit starting off strong i can't tell if i hate myself or if i'm head over heels in love

00:50:55.280 with myself i'm just really mentally ill it's not i'm sorry for laughing no it's fine okay did you

00:51:04.020 i hate you i love you about yourself no oh that that would have been cool i mean i guess it kind

00:51:10.100 of works too i think i go she takes the credit she goes yeah actually i did that is exactly what 0.53

00:51:14.000 no i just i go through phases where like i'll be sad and then i feel like whenever i'm sad

00:51:18.540 everything feels shitty so like if i'm sad i'll be like sad about my career and what i look like

00:51:23.200 and my love life and my friends like everything i'll just think negatively about everything

00:51:26.600 and then when i'm happy i'll think positively about everything and i'm like i'm awesome

00:51:29.660 i'm hot my friends are awesome whatever i started the show with a question about uh the ranges that

00:51:36.720 we experience from a day-to-day life and i think people that don't suffer with the same fate that

00:51:41.800 me and you do with the mental world wake up every day and feel somewhere between you know 89 and 103

00:51:47.600 or whatever right like that is a cornerstone of the mental illness that we talk about you wake

00:51:54.140 up some days and you feel like you don't even want to get out of bed you feel terrible about your

00:51:58.120 life and the next day you wake up and you're yo like i'm living it's a cornerstone but the most

00:52:04.500 important thing I always tell the people watching is

00:52:06.260 no matter how you feel on any 0.99

00:52:08.340 given day, show the fuck up. Get out 0.99

00:52:10.360 of bed, get it done

00:52:11.700 and live for the next day.

00:52:14.200 Sometimes that's kind of impossible, but we try.

00:52:16.740 You do it. Here we go.

00:52:18.460 I really need to stop rummaging through the trash 0.98

00:52:20.440 to find men. 0.99

00:52:26.420 When you tweeted that, did you go

00:52:28.220 back to your exes and start recycling?

00:52:30.860 I think it was

00:52:32.480 a day after that.

00:52:34.500 um no that was the i think that was the day that um was this three days ago

00:52:41.060 i think that was the no i think that was the day that the guy like stopped talking to me and i just

00:52:49.880 posted that because i was like it's funny but do you mean that well i mean i just always like guys

00:52:56.640 that are just like we've talked about we talked about this i like guys that are just i know we're

00:52:59.980 gonna be bad so will you stop no do you uncapitalize your eye when you start typing i don't have my

00:53:07.960 caps on just i've had it since like middle school a lot a lot of gen z is like that all right here

00:53:11.140 we go i'm so proud of the way i've changed and grown this past year i'm becoming the person

00:53:14.620 i've always wanted to be do i need to explain that i don't know dylan that one feels pretty

00:53:21.240 it might have been good i just thought we'd end on like a nice note oh that's the last one yeah

00:53:25.060 Hey, did you see how he just

00:53:26.960 delivered that like he's a magician?

00:53:29.220 I thought you would end it

00:53:30.980 great, no. And now Watchmen pulled this out of my hat.

00:53:34.320 Small rabbit.

00:53:34.800 Except Bunny Rabbit. That's it,

00:53:37.160 evidently.

00:53:38.300 That was mid-bender.

00:53:40.380 Longer than a week ago, Dylan. Remember when we said we had good

00:53:43.000 segments? We lied.

00:53:45.480 We do have another segment.

00:53:47.420 This one is, I think, a little more fun. 0.68

00:53:50.820 That's her mom again.

00:53:51.760 Sorry.

00:53:52.760 I feel like we should maybe hire someone to do this job, huh?

00:53:55.060 eventually. A B-I-T-C-H? 1.00

00:53:56.740 What's it called? Behind the intern chair job?

00:53:59.360 This game is called 1.00

00:54:00.460 Olivia O'Brien

00:54:02.860 or Rom-Com?

00:54:05.380 Okay.

00:54:06.380 So these are either lyrics

00:54:08.000 that you've written

00:54:09.680 or that were in a Rom-Com.

00:54:12.320 And I'm going to have my friends, George and Mike,

00:54:14.400 guess which one you guys think they are. 0.99

00:54:16.200 I know this girl pretty well.

00:54:18.160 You're not playing. I looked at it.

00:54:19.800 If you want 100% hit rate,

00:54:21.660 I can get every single one right.

00:54:23.140 First and foremost,

00:54:23.860 no matter how hard I try

00:54:25.760 or what I do

00:54:26.380 I just can never 0.93

00:54:27.300 fucking impress you 0.98

00:54:28.460 oh that sounds like you 0.99

00:54:29.460 yeah that sounds

00:54:32.080 like O'Brien 1.00

00:54:32.740 Libby O'Brien

00:54:34.720 good job guys

00:54:36.460 feel free to explain

00:54:39.640 explain it

00:54:41.160 it's a song lyric

00:54:44.380 from my song

00:54:44.880 Love Myself

00:54:45.640 I don't know

00:54:48.680 nice

00:54:49.300 well said

00:54:49.860 well said

00:54:51.180 a song lyric

00:54:52.220 thank you

00:54:52.860 well said

00:54:53.440 I wanted it to be you.

00:54:55.640 I wanted it to be you so badly.

00:54:57.420 That's from the notebook. Fuck out of here with that shit. 1.00

00:54:59.620 Sounds like a movie to me, a rom-com. 1.00

00:55:01.580 You've got mail.

00:55:04.260 It was a movie.

00:55:05.400 Why do I feel like if the last words

00:55:07.720 of the two sentences don't rhyme, it might just be a rom-com?

00:55:09.920 Like, I'm so sorry.

00:55:11.880 Oh, now you just told me

00:55:14.040 that I was wrong, so I won't do that.

00:55:16.180 I wish I knew how to quit you.

00:55:20.860 He's so impressed with this.

00:55:21.920 He made it. Of course, he's impressed.

00:55:23.980 You'll never know.

00:55:26.820 I'm going to go ahead and say

00:55:28.000 that's not you. I feel like that's not your work.

00:55:34.280 This could be Olivia. 0.95

00:55:35.580 This could be an OB song.

00:55:37.800 No, this is Brokeback Mountain.

00:55:41.020 George up two to one.

00:55:42.900 Brokeback Mountain.

00:55:44.100 I got to try to get back here.

00:55:46.120 Maybe you say this one.

00:55:49.320 Who are you talking to?

00:55:51.920 why don't you say this one

00:55:54.580 no I'm good you can say it

00:55:56.860 I'd rather love and lose than never even get to love you

00:55:59.340 I actually don't know this one

00:56:02.220 there's no way you wrote that

00:56:03.120 oh this is her song this is in the beginning

00:56:04.520 no way 0.95

00:56:05.140 I'm so fucking good 0.96

00:56:08.520 I'm good 0.99

00:56:09.660 I'd rather love and lose than never even get to love you

00:56:12.940 I'm gonna throw up everywhere right now

00:56:14.960 this is so sweet

00:56:16.520 no stop it 0.92

00:56:17.480 I actually suck at this game 0.94

00:56:19.620 hope i distract you enough from the girl that you love 0.94

00:56:23.800 i feel like that's you i feel like i feel like that's you wow i know you huh i know you better

00:56:33.840 than mike who i thought was one of my best hey add me to that group chat i sucked wow i did i

00:56:40.580 never lose one no you got them all right that's crazy you even called out broke back mountain

00:56:45.600 like you watched it before.

00:56:46.760 A couple times.

00:56:54.380 Olivia, I got to say, 1.00

00:56:55.500 you're a great fucking guest. 0.99

00:56:57.180 You've done a great job so far. 1.00

00:56:58.260 I have so much anxiety right now.

00:57:00.560 Why?

00:57:01.060 Because I'm scared

00:57:01.580 I'm going to say something crazy.

00:57:03.180 You're not, though.

00:57:03.980 I haven't said anything crazy yet.

00:57:05.780 No, not a single thing.

00:57:07.260 There's all kinds of eyes,

00:57:08.520 prying eyes watching,

00:57:09.340 making sure you're not doing anything wrong.

00:57:10.120 David, when did you even get here?

00:57:11.900 I was there while I was on it.

00:57:13.140 I feel like David should jump.

00:57:14.600 can we tell the story

00:57:17.400 when I met David

00:57:18.600 so the first time I met David

00:57:20.820 he comes up to me and he was like

00:57:23.400 Olivia I have a video

00:57:25.580 of you saved in my phone from May

00:57:27.180 it was like August or September

00:57:28.860 of 2019

00:57:31.220 right and he comes up to me and he shows

00:57:33.520 me in his camera roll he saved a video a live

00:57:35.400 performance vivo video of me singing my song

00:57:37.340 we lied to each other and he had it in his phone and he was like

00:57:39.480 I listen to this all the time

00:57:41.100 big fan

00:57:42.140 he has all my new songs

00:57:45.500 I send him all my songs after I write them

00:57:47.460 David gets included

00:57:49.620 in so many friendships

00:57:51.520 that are you know

00:57:53.060 side effects of girls that are involved 0.78

00:57:55.540 or whatever and when I tell

00:57:57.700 you you are his absolute

00:57:59.520 favorite person 1.00

00:58:01.100 he fucking 0.99

00:58:03.420 loves you like he's 1.00

00:58:05.140 where is O'Brien tonight

00:58:06.660 where do you think O'Brien is tonight

00:58:09.240 if you watch the video back you could

00:58:11.480 barely hear her singing because you hear

00:58:13.060 you guys do sticking pokes on each other and stuff i do on him i don't let him do on me i did

00:58:21.940 love and hate and then i did sad yeah you tatted him yeah he comes over all the time we hang out

00:58:28.180 those were the good old days have you done one after the night when we yeah yeah oh you have

00:58:33.020 i just missed the invite what's your favorite thing about olivia uh a drunk text 0.98

00:58:37.500 That sounds like I'm asking you to hook up 1.00

00:58:42.920 You've never hooked up guys

00:58:44.240 Yo, David is an incredible person

00:58:46.840 I just have to say this

00:58:47.640 He comes to my house and picks me up and takes me places

00:58:50.100 He also pulls

00:58:51.280 Yeah, David Fox

00:58:53.380 He's very nice

00:58:54.200 David Fox 0.99

00:58:56.620 He Fox bitches 0.99

00:58:58.900 No, like he does 1.00

00:59:00.560 I met one the other day and she was really cute

00:59:02.860 You know the common groups of like two or three 0.98

00:59:05.040 Bro, it's dumb and you don't know 0.97

00:59:07.000 which one is for him 0.99

00:59:08.300 everyone in the house

00:59:09.480 knows this

00:59:10.000 they're all for him

00:59:10.940 yes

00:59:11.500 he's like

00:59:12.240 you can do the accent

00:59:13.340 I can't do it

00:59:14.060 these are all my girls

00:59:15.460 please

00:59:15.800 do not speak to it 1.00

00:59:17.260 they're all Russian 0.81

00:59:17.820 it's Russian 1.00

00:59:18.260 no I just want them

00:59:20.540 for the streams

00:59:21.080 but listen

00:59:21.520 what I'm saying is this

00:59:22.500 great looking kid

00:59:24.820 great style

00:59:25.400 also the German accent

00:59:26.760 and I will say this

00:59:28.000 there's a lot of people

00:59:29.680 who have requested

00:59:30.420 the David the German

00:59:31.360 videographer

00:59:31.800 impulsive episode

00:59:32.460 we will do it

00:59:33.400 it's going to happen

00:59:34.220 Dave

00:59:34.900 can you say something

00:59:36.900 to the people watching

00:59:38.160 in German, please.

00:59:41.060 Don't hurt yourself.

00:59:42.500 Ich brauche alle meine deutschen Freunde

00:59:44.140 mit einem Thumbs-up

00:59:45.840 for the next episode.

00:59:47.460 Yeah.

00:59:49.040 David, yeah.

00:59:50.480 Everybody in Germany is like, 0.99

00:59:51.760 what the fuck did he just say? 0.99

00:59:53.160 He didn't say anything. 1.00

00:59:54.120 He knows his German.

00:59:55.200 He's like the one person 1.00

00:59:56.140 I don't let anybody 0.99

00:59:57.220 like even remotely talk shit. 0.99

00:59:59.060 I'm like viscerally, 0.99

01:00:01.020 violently protective

01:00:02.120 of my David, dude.

01:00:03.560 Can I ask you something?

01:00:04.480 Can I ask you something

01:00:05.040 that's kind of deep?

01:00:06.900 depends i'm gonna do it anyway okay great when's the last time you had a real real moment of love

01:00:14.060 where you knew you're in so deep and you're in such a vulnerable place should it not work out

01:00:19.420 where you're like oh this person has a piece of me and i may have been compromised never what

01:00:25.560 ever no i don't let myself get to that place why no because one i always like guys that don't

01:00:32.980 aren't gonna feel that way for me so i'll never get to a place where like i feel like you can't

01:00:36.420 really have that level unless it's mutual and then the guys that I have dated like it sucks to say

01:00:41.280 but I didn't feel that way about them it was more just like I'm dating them because they're nice to

01:00:46.620 me and I feel like I should be doing this and I like to live I'm a very extreme person I like to

01:00:50.900 live and I fantasize a lot I like to live my life like it's a movie and because I like to write

01:00:54.880 songs about it so I'm always just trying to be super passionate and have all these emotions but

01:00:59.320 then I never because I'm like that and never I never get to a place where it's like some kind

01:01:04.160 of deep mutual love i just not your relationships sound obligatory i guess

01:01:10.240 it's kind of sad yeah but also it's not because once again it just depends on what you want from

01:01:19.040 life like if you want if you're if your life is like like this this we had this whole conversation

01:01:24.160 on an episode if your life revolves around building your brand and building content and

01:01:28.520 building your business and writing dope stuff that will give you a legacy of being a great songwriter

01:01:33.800 for the rest of your life or a content creator,

01:01:36.380 then those obligatory relationships are exactly what you want.

01:01:39.560 And the only thing that would be sad

01:01:40.920 would be getting into a real relationship.

01:01:43.300 I care way more about my work than I do about love.

01:01:45.520 But that's what I'm saying.

01:01:46.420 Like people need to start,

01:01:47.800 I'm not saying you disrespect it,

01:01:48.960 but people need to start respecting this idea

01:01:51.200 of people going after what they want in life. 0.98

01:01:53.440 If you do not want to be in a fucking romantic, 0.99

01:01:57.200 deep, meaningful, childbearing relationship, 1.00

01:01:59.580 you don't fucking have to be. 0.98

01:02:01.420 It would be nice, 0.98

01:02:02.020 but i haven't met anyone that i feel like i would even want that with necessarily like oh well that's

01:02:06.580 cool like i always say that i don't want a relationship but i'm not like i'm not like

01:02:11.780 opposed to one day meeting someone where i'm like sure that i this person is like so amazing that i

01:02:16.140 want that so i'm sure it'll happen one day but i'm not gonna i'm not the kind of person that

01:02:20.180 wants a relationship or needs someone to be there or like i don't i'm very good by myself i love

01:02:24.780 being single i love being alone i need my alone time more than anything so i don't i'm not looking

01:02:30.460 for a relationship just to have a relationship which I feel like a lot of people are can I can

01:02:34.340 I say one thing I'm the deep weird one and part of this podcast uh you know when you get a new car

01:02:40.160 and you get in that car you're like this is great nobody has this car and then you start driving

01:02:43.620 you're like fuck everywhere I go I see this car why do you think that happens because you're aware 0.98

01:02:48.400 of it so and then you aren't looking for it I think it's because you're invested in it you you 1.00

01:02:52.780 put your own money you get into it takes you from place to place and I think that if you have a

01:02:56.840 certain type of mindset, that will always follow you. And I don't want you to be caught up in that

01:03:02.200 mindset because when it is time for you to want that family, want that mature relationship,

01:03:07.340 your eyes are going to be on a different prize and you're always going to be passing that car

01:03:11.000 that you should be invested in. I don't know, man. Cause I think if, if I saw, if I saw someone

01:03:16.660 and met someone that would like, it's also not just about wanting to be with someone. It's not

01:03:21.200 about liking someone. It's like, would this work with my life? And also does this person also want

01:03:25.780 this with me there's so many factors that go into it and there's like i think i'm self-aware enough

01:03:31.400 to be able to recognize when i see that person i'm like painfully self-aware like i that's why

01:03:36.680 i have such bad anxiety like i'm always thinking about everything that i oh i'm like the biggest

01:03:41.500 overthinker in the entire world no i can see i just said that out so you maybe you're just like

01:03:44.860 no no i i i can see that but i don't think i feel like for me i'm i'll be so you're so young you're

01:03:50.720 not going to be the same person you were five years oh i'm not even the same person i was last

01:03:53.760 week so

01:03:54.620 that was really

01:03:57.700 the same person I was before I started

01:03:59.200 when we started this podcast I've already changed

01:04:01.600 so much you guys thank you so much 0.99

01:04:03.160 she goes like this she's still as fuck she's like 0.97

01:04:05.500 nope different person 1.00

01:04:07.020 she's waiting for the white claw to kick him 0.99

01:04:09.820 to slow the shakes down 1.00

01:04:11.040 guys

01:04:13.460 I'm not an alcoholic I swear

01:04:15.480 you're really not right now I've seen

01:04:17.800 you in some tough places

01:04:19.200 no no no it was a long time ago

01:04:21.540 I didn't say you were you're great now 0.52

01:04:23.720 phase yeah for sure what is more attractive to a girl in la money or fame what's more attractive

01:04:29.720 to me or to a girl in la you got a group of friends is there a general consensus or uh

01:04:35.000 money fame well i think for my friends it's like we all have our like own things going on and so

01:04:41.300 we want a guy that's at least as successful as us just because otherwise guys get their egos

01:04:47.180 bruised really easily and i feel like it creates a weird dynamic when a guy feels almost emasculated

01:04:51.820 by a woman that makes more money than them or is more successful than them and it's just a weird

01:04:55.220 it creates a weird dynamic and i've experienced that firsthand because i used to never think like

01:04:58.240 about that stuff and then i experienced it and i was like yo this is not going to work out

01:05:01.760 so i think that's the most important thing i have friends that really want to be taken care of and

01:05:06.440 they want to feel secure in their life so they want to date a guy that has a lot of money um

01:05:10.080 i don't think i think it would definitely be money over fame because like who cares i mean i don't

01:05:15.040 care i think in la it's actually the opposite and yeah but if you're talking about those people

01:05:19.500 but that's different like i feel like that's different than my friends no yeah for sure but

01:05:23.480 i think but but on a more grand scale i think la is like the one city that bucks that trend because

01:05:27.280 you go to new york you go to miami it's all status it's all it's all financial status and

01:05:31.360 and even in new york it's even but here it's even above it's even above money in new york it's it's

01:05:35.380 almost like old status yeah like where do you come from what's your lineage like oh if you go to

01:05:39.440 europe like london it's like you're not even gonna be able even if you're like the richest person

01:05:43.700 ever you go there and you won't be cool because you're not like old money from the right family

01:05:47.520 but LA is definitely the place to be if you're just like rich with everyone comes here and they

01:05:51.680 want to be famous and that's their end goal so they come here and then they like try to meet 0.99

01:05:55.660 famous people to like get suck their clout out of their asshole or something like it's not their 0.99

01:05:59.620 poop holes yeah but it's like I mean it's pretty it's pretty easy to see through those kind of 1.00

01:06:05.940 people yeah it's kind of well I don't know no they definitely could show up and fucking fuck 0.99

01:06:12.900 you up still yeah you see yeah for sure for sure you've stolen all my friends this podcast has 1.00

01:06:18.200 made me realize i have your best friends with david your best friends with mike and then you

01:06:21.880 mentioned london and mac me and mac talk every day i went and visited him and we i stayed there

01:06:28.920 for two weeks i saw him every single day and now i'm friends with all his friends shout out

01:06:32.040 god guy god he's the best and now i'm friends with george i know i have her lyrics we're besties

01:06:38.000 all right well new music yeah you do have new music do your album you're supposed to perform

01:06:44.660 at coachella i was that that sucks i know it really sucks if it happens i'll be there so we'll

01:06:51.120 see um i got a couple other music festival offers that they're thinking are going to happen in the

01:06:55.920 fall so who knows i mean i can't i don't know if coachella will happen because it's um uh so big

01:07:03.120 and like international like artists are coming from everywhere people are coming from everywhere

01:07:05.520 but smaller festivals

01:07:06.620 might be able to happen

01:07:07.320 in the fall

01:07:07.700 so I've gotten a couple offers

01:07:08.860 and we'll see if those

01:07:10.200 those happen

01:07:11.160 that would be fun

01:07:12.060 if it doesn't happen

01:07:13.300 could you just give us

01:07:14.240 one Coachella intro

01:07:16.340 on the show

01:07:17.400 alright you ready 0.99

01:07:18.060 Coachella get your dicks out 1.00

01:07:20.880 yeah 0.99

01:07:21.780 yeah

01:07:23.420 that's what I was

01:07:26.660 planning on saying

01:07:27.460 but

01:07:28.060 didn't work out for me

01:07:29.200 new music

01:07:30.340 where can they hear

01:07:30.900 what are they called

01:07:31.560 sociopath

01:07:32.340 sociopath 0.92

01:07:32.880 and then I have

01:07:34.820 an album coming out it's coming out in two parts um hopefully soon yeah it's episodic

01:07:40.440 remember our writing process conversation we did our writing process conversation

01:07:43.980 fuck up george he could be a part of the next one since he knows all my lyrics apparently

01:07:49.460 anyway yeah got a lot of new stuff coming hopefully i can get back on the road and 0.89

01:07:54.760 get back on tour and do shows again because i really missed that but yeah amazing olivia

01:08:00.000 O'Brien, everybody. Pay attention to her. 0.93

01:08:01.940 Pay attention to her. She's on social media.

01:08:04.500 Olivia O'Brien. Hit her up with that. 1.00

01:08:06.100 Follow her. Stream her songs. 0.99

01:08:07.660 Links are going to be in the description. We love you.

01:08:10.280 Thank you for listening to this episode of Impulsive.

01:08:11.500 And Jocelyn's about a ****. 1.00

01:08:15.820 Don't put that in. 0.98

01:08:17.540 Don't put it in.

01:08:19.300 And so is sociopath. 1.00

01:08:21.060 I go, hey, this shit's about a ****. 1.00

01:08:22.420 She goes, yeah. 0.99

01:08:24.260 No, if you're still watching the end of the episode,

01:08:26.660 congrats. We've had three cuts.

01:08:28.500 that's it

01:08:29.180 three beliefs

01:08:29.860 we're keeping that out

01:08:30.820 yeah

01:08:31.260 oh oh

01:08:32.320 I'll post it on my vlog

01:08:33.360 we got it right

01:08:33.880 it's her fault 1.00

01:08:34.880 it's her fucking fault 1.00

01:08:35.760 hit the subscribe button 1.00

01:08:36.820 we love you bye

01:08:37.220 I'm sweating

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01:08:38.660 tell them about our new show

01:08:40.460 we have a new podcast

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01:08:44.580 we're two best friends

01:08:45.800 22 years apart

01:08:47.000 but so close at heart

01:08:48.440 and I'm Lisa DiGiulio

01:08:49.980 the old one

01:08:50.880 which means we have

01:08:51.760 wildly different references

01:08:52.940 occasionally different opinions

01:08:54.320 and at this point

01:08:55.280 in my 50s

01:08:56.020 I've lived it all

01:08:57.160 now in my 30s

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Impaulsive with Logan Paul - April 06, 2021

E271 Olivia O’Brien Hates Us, But Loves You

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