00:03:02.660So what's funny, Logan, is when—so the city owned it.
00:03:06.200So when the city council voted for us to have it, and it's a three-year battle, but we got it.
00:03:11.100When we got it, we got everything in the building.
00:03:14.080So we got the floor, we got the baskets, we got the goals, we got the popcorn machines because we got it all.
00:03:20.360We got the banners, Akeem's banners and all that stuff, which, you know, is intriguing to me because I thought, you know, all this iconic stuff.
00:03:27.540Now, we gave Akeem his banners and stuff, but when we were renovating it, I found confetti under the bleachers from where we won the championships.
00:03:36.380So it was like a dream that, you know, all those years, you know, as a kid, it was the premier facility.
00:03:43.160We came to circuses here and everything.
00:09:22.100Perhaps this is a horrible analogy, but you know, when, uh, yeah, when you're, when you're, um, on a plane, they say to put your, uh, if, if the oxygen masks are deployed, they say put the oxygen mask on yourself before helping others.
00:09:36.360Do you feel like you've put your own oxygen mask on first because you spend at least a lot of your professional career helping others.
00:10:10.700But I'm good at focusing, you know, delegating what needs to be dealt with
00:10:15.220You can work 24 hours a day, but I take time like I worked out this morning.
00:10:20.080I'll take time to play tennis with Jonathan.
00:10:22.040I'll take time to laugh and ride bikes with Victoria.
00:10:26.460I think the recreation part, taking care of your physical body is important because the balance is important to me.
00:10:35.580And so I'm good at that, at taking care of myself so I can be good on that 30 minutes that I'm up here on the weekends.
00:10:40.800I know if I'm tired mentally, if I hadn't worked out, or if I'm just bogged down with problems and, you know, legitimate problems, things we need to solve.
00:10:49.060But you can only, you know, you can only handle so much.
00:10:52.300You only have so much emotional energy.
00:10:53.920So I'm good at staying balanced and delegating where I need to.
00:10:57.460But I think that's where, you know, that's where we can get off in that you can't carry everything.
00:11:04.060You can't carry all the weight back home.
00:11:05.800When I go back home, you know, after Sundays, you know, I'm talking with a lot of people, people that have cancer, people that are going through divorce, people that are, you know, like your mom was going through.
00:11:33.360And so I think that's one of the keys, Logan, is we've been married 39 years now and doing this for 27 years is we haven't lost that laughter and that joy because life can press you down.
00:11:44.560And it's like, oh, man, it's so much now.
00:11:58.280And I think that's where sometimes, especially ministers, you know, I'm in a different field, obviously, than y'all, but ministers burn out so fast because there's just, you know, you're dealing with people that have challenges and your heart breaks for them.
00:12:09.160And, you know, people that are, you know, just we have the big medical center here.
00:12:13.380And so every week there's got to be a half a dozen people that are facing terminal disease.
00:32:07.880Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts.
00:32:10.700It is so important. You can't talk defeat and live negative, and you can't talk against yourself.
00:32:17.020It's going back into you, and I believe those words are powerful, and it's just what you're
00:32:22.240saying. As you continue to say it, you're going to get more disciplined. You're going to get more
00:32:27.840focused. I see people that are fighting sicknesses. Well, he's over it now, but I have a friend that
00:32:35.160was fighting cancer. He wouldn't let us use the word cancer around him. He said, don't say that
00:32:39.460word. Don't say that word. He said, just, you know, say, and I thought, and I teach to people
00:32:44.500to, you know, don't say my addiction or my diabetes or my heart trouble. Don't, don't,
00:32:50.080don't take ownership of it. You know, it's just a, man, see yourself as a, as a healthy person
00:32:56.200fighting off sickness, not a sick person trying to get well, just that thing. But I speak a lot
00:33:02.360on the power of our words and my dad was good on that, but it's just, it's really important.
00:33:06.880And that helped me to, you know, I'd look, I'd get in front of a mirror when my dad died, never preached before.
00:33:13.920And I'm going to stand up in front of 6,000 people on a Sunday morning and I can't sleep at night.
00:33:18.200And I'm so nervous and I have to hold the podium, but I'd have to go look in the mirror and say, Joel, you're strong.
00:33:23.500You're equipped. You're empowered. And I know it sounds weird, but man, I say this, if you don't talk to yourself, you know, somebody else will talk to you.
00:33:31.640Your self will talk to you. Your own thoughts will talk to you.
00:33:34.540So I think you have to get control of that.
00:33:37.180And, you know, I know people can take the wrong.
00:33:39.320I'm not saying in a weird way, like, hey, I'm going to be the president or I'm going
00:39:33.360I still make mistakes and ask for forgiveness, but I live from a God is pleased with me mentality.
00:39:39.280And I don't mean that arrogant and I don't mean I'm perfect, but I think that helps me to know that otherwise, you know what, I just, I don't know.
00:39:47.560To me, otherwise it just pushes you down and makes you do worse.
00:39:50.720It doesn't seem like there's an exact science to how to be the perfect Christian, which is kind of where it's a little interesting.
00:39:57.780and i guess the reason i'm harping on that so much is because i think there's humanity
00:40:01.880like a lot a lot of humanity in people admitting that they they aren't perfect and that far from
00:40:08.520it yes um i think by the way that's cliff's ultimate point i think he's this is my opinion
00:40:13.000i think he's probably exaggerating a little bit to make people realize it's okay to not
00:40:17.340not be 100 100 right all the time yes um but you know yeah like i think uh i think i think
00:40:27.580i think his ability to relay that message is obviously effective in its own way and i think
00:40:33.480i think a lot of people watch him and listen to him and um his son and hear the message differently
00:40:40.580but ultimately i think the principles are the same which which is something i really like about
00:40:44.900everything you're saying today because even before he asked about god it's it's the things you're
00:40:49.680saying like the principles make so much sense you know like even just remove god from the equation
00:40:54.620for a second what what you're saying is logically uh makes sense yes yes well you know there's
00:41:02.260there's different routes for people that need different things and i watch clip on the campuses
00:41:06.440and stuff and he's they're amazing and phenomenal it's just this is what i feel like god's given me
00:41:11.020but it's it is a big part of it logan is not we're not here because we're perfect i wouldn't be on
00:41:18.360this platform or anything. We all have things we need to improve in. My thing is, am I better this
00:41:25.600year than I was five years ago? Am I growing? Am I forgiving more? Am I less judgmental?
00:41:30.640Am I better in my relationships? I think that's a big part of it, but not beating myself up just
00:41:36.960every day saying, you know what, I'm just this lousy sinner and I can't do anything right. I
00:41:41.020just come from a different point of view. Gen Z is showing renewed interest in Christianity.
00:41:46.300Yeah. Do you think it's partially because of social media, the ability to distribute your content in meaningful ways across different mediums?
00:41:54.960Or do you think there's something else? Like, why do you think Gen Z is so interested in Christianity all of a sudden?
00:41:59.840You know, I don't know if I have all the answers. I just think people are hungry for more.
00:42:04.300I think they feel like there's something missing. It may be. I'm sure it's a part of that, too.
00:42:07.720I think all that's going on in the world and, you know, you guys know more than me, but some, you know, social media, some of this, you're not fulfilled just, you know, rising higher, competing or comparing and all that, that leaves you empty.
00:42:25.060And I think there's that void in every person that only God can fill.
00:42:28.860And, you know, I think that's a big part of it is just that I think they're realizing that, you know what, you can't compete on social media.
00:42:36.580Everybody's seeing you're always one up.
00:42:38.760There's always a better pastor than there's always something.
00:42:40.980And so I think that's part of it and just what's going on in the world.
00:42:45.340I think Gen Z, they see the, you know, they can see through.
00:42:50.380They're authentic and they want to, I think, you know, find God for themselves.
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00:44:55.120with october and tony gonzalez part of my culture podcast network available on the iheart radio app
00:45:01.200apple podcast or wherever you get your podcast it's funny watching like the new generations come
00:45:09.640up and like rebelling against the things that we thought that they would adopt so much like a lot
00:45:14.240of them are learning really early because they're growing up on their phones yeah they're growing up
00:45:19.760on ipads and by the time they're like of age to start uh dictating their own usage they're pushing
00:45:24.760it away they're saying we we actually don't think this is good for us a lot of a lot of them are
00:45:29.320doing it with alcohol a lot of them are doing it with the with the things that you know our
00:45:33.560generations were exploring because the people before us were telling them that they us that
00:45:39.780they were bad and they weren't good and they didn't do them so then and you get this like
00:45:43.540pendulum effect yeah you know where each generation kind of acts a little bit differently than the one
00:45:48.340before it but they are definitely coming back to church in a meaningful way i think they're
00:45:53.340currently in church more than boomers boomers are there like 1.4x monthly on average and and
00:46:00.100gen z's there 2x so and i think you're doing a great job of meeting them where they are you
00:46:04.760know but we got to get the clippers going for you yeah it's really good we got to get you the
00:46:09.160clip y'all gotta help me yeah i'm gonna help me can we can we go back because i want to i want
00:46:13.360to address this because we are gonna there's gonna be some controversy here where are the
00:46:20.020bentleys the yachts and the jets i because i this is a big place i don't know if there's a garage
00:46:25.440somewhere or some sort of parking spot for the boats would you be down to take me to ride
00:46:30.740yeah yeah g650 yeah that's right in my fleet of cars no you know what people people like to
00:46:37.500people like to make up stuff but i've never had a i'm never i don't think i've ever sat in a ferrari
00:46:42.180And they show me pictures of me driving Ferraris and fleets of cars.
00:46:45.880And Joel's got his yachts and jets and stuff.
00:55:20.760You're, you're defensive and I got to do this.
00:55:23.080And man, that's, that's letting them control you.
00:55:26.140You know, that's, that's giving away your power.
00:55:28.040And I think it's it's it's a strong, you know, powerful thing to say, you know what?
00:55:33.600I know who I am. I know who I'm not. And I'm not moved by, you know, I'm not moved by all the critics and all the negative chatter.
00:55:41.320And it's going to be there. And for me, I get it from both sides.
00:55:44.900Will you go further left or will you go further right?
00:55:47.860And I told my team early on, I said, guys, I'm going to get criticized for something because we're making a lot of, you know, noise or impact.
00:55:55.520And I said, I'd rather be criticized for who I am.
01:01:02.740Well, you know, it says to me, you know, when you're absent from the body, it's to be present with the Lord.
01:01:06.680When you know the Lord, I believe, Logan, what the Scripture says, that when you know the Lord, you've taken Jesus as your Savior, believe He's the Son of God, and you received His forgiveness.
01:01:28.340He just said, you know, can I be with you?
01:01:30.540And so it's the grace you have to receive it.
01:01:32.840And then I think, you know, the opposite is there's a hell.
01:01:36.400there's a separation from God. I don't know what that is, but if you're separating from God,
01:01:41.620it's not going to be anything good. So, you know, I believe that, but we were created to go to
01:01:46.740heaven. We were, it was made for us. And, and I believe God gives us all a chance. He calls us
01:01:52.680and it's an act of faith. I think sometimes your head, you can't understand it, but it's down in
01:01:58.160your heart. Jesus, I believe you're the son of God. And, and you know, that's what I believe.
01:02:03.800So I think about it sometimes too. He brings it up. I've, I've had my struggles with sin still do. Do you think there's like different area codes in heaven for people that did better in life?
01:02:19.100like tears almost yeah so like so like there's like really really nice houses for a preacher
01:02:24.240who like really was maybe even abstinent or just like really did a great job he gets like crazy
01:02:29.600house with like a fountain and all that stuff then they have like you're still in heaven but
01:02:33.120it's like favelas you know what i'm saying like a little bit of like a more like compacted like
01:02:38.820populated neighborhood for people like me and honestly for you ain't perfect
01:02:43.220like there's a chance we i wouldn't say neighbors but you could be up the street maybe up the hill
01:02:49.520a little bit from me i don't think so i mean actually maybe at this point you got the whole
01:02:55.860the family and the kid yeah and i'm pretty wholesome yeah you're pretty wholesome i'll get
01:02:59.680there right yeah right yeah 100 yeah no 100 do you think that there's different i don't know i don't
01:03:06.620i've never studied it all i think that you're going to receive forgiveness and it's going to
01:03:10.740be a place that's amazing and that, you know what, it's the grace of God because all of us have
01:03:15.760something and plenty of things, but, you know, it does say you're going to be rewarded for what
01:03:20.220you've done. And, you know, so I think there's part of that, but I don't know that I understand
01:03:25.240it all, but I know, I don't think there's going to be different neighborhoods like that.
01:03:29.700So the way you look at it is, do you think that this separation from God that leads you to
01:03:36.680eternal damnation is a little bit more of like a active uh step where we're where where someone
01:03:44.300might actively reject god and say and maybe even tell others like he's not real like this isn't
01:03:51.300real or or even go even further and and worship the devil or or or some sort of pagan god right
01:03:57.300yeah i don't know mike i don't know if i understand it all i know we're getting a little
01:04:00.660no no i don't know this stuff really interests me in lp that's yeah you gotta get somebody that's
01:04:04.800more skilled on it. But mine is just, I know it's separation from God. I know we don't want to be
01:04:09.880there. So I hadn't studied much about it. Okay. Can I ask you another question? Yes. Okay. Because
01:04:14.380about collaborations within your ministry. Okay. You did a big one in 2018. Okay. With a guy named
01:04:21.120Kanye West, his Sunday service. Yes. He goes by yay now. Kanye's had a pretty rough couple years
01:04:28.520year okay and and and did some abhorrent things and has his rationales or whatever just last week
01:04:34.880he sold out so fi in los angeles two nights 80 000 people and is on this comeback tour just
01:04:41.360wanted to get your thoughts on where he's at and where yeah how that all looks to you you know it's
01:04:47.740it's interesting because i had no contact with with kanye or yay before he came on his spiritual
01:04:56.140journey. And that was back, like you said, in 2018 or so. So he wanted to talk and we talked
01:05:02.060several times and on the phone, we met several times. And I found him, I can just tell you what
01:05:07.840I know. He was as respectful and kind and sincere as can be. And one of the nicest men came to my
01:05:13.720house, had dinner, came to the church and did a beautiful Sunday service and all. I think,
01:05:19.920Like, you know, I don't know, but, you know, he struggles with some, you know, mental illnesses and stuff, and he's talked about that.0.85
01:05:28.120But that's what I see now, and some of the things I heard, you know, since then was not the yay that I knew.
01:06:03.440He seems like he's in a different place.
01:06:04.780I'm talking there, but I know he was, again, he has a, I believe, has a heart for God and a heart to do the right thing.
01:06:11.260I think, you know, there's some, you know, we all have issues, but sometimes it's stronger in people of just fighting some mental battles and just in general, not just with him.
01:06:22.340But there's mental illnesses are real and they can throw you off and, you know, but I believe you can be healed and you can be restored.
01:06:29.740It's a very complex situation, and I, you know, as someone who's definitely struggled with the mental demons of life and done some really nasty stuff as a result of it, I think, you know, Kanye, like anybody else, has to go through the righting of the wrongs, you know?
01:19:48.100two acres it's pretty humble and i and i'll write and i'll write my it's perfect i'll write my
01:19:54.080sermons there so it's my little where i live and it's you know it's it's you know it's nice i wanted
01:19:59.600to ask about the actual content that you're producing because it's a lot and moreover it's
01:20:06.320obviously extremely rich are you coming up with what you're saying throughout the week and then
01:20:13.300you come here and you deliver it? Are you channeling your conversations with God?
01:20:20.340Yeah, that's a great question. Yeah, I come up with it myself, what I'm feeling. I have
01:20:27.040pastor friends that may be doing an eight-week series on relationships or something, and that's
01:20:30.940all good. Mine is, what am I feeling this week? I just came off of yesterday, so I don't really
01:20:36.320think about it today, but tomorrow I'll start feeling it. What's going on in the world? What
01:20:40.760am I feeling what's I can only I can only speak on what's in me because I got a lot of notes and
01:20:45.700stuff but I gotta if I don't feel it I can't talk about it so I'll have to see what I'm feeling but
01:20:50.340I'll take Wednesday and take Wednesday morning when I'm fresh and I'll just start maybe making
01:20:56.760some notes or what am I feel I got a lot of notes so what am I feeling Thursday I'll do a more
01:21:02.580research Thursday morning go for a after I do two or three hours of research Thursday morning I'll
01:21:07.340go for a walk for an hour or two just to think, okay, what is it? And then Friday I get up and
01:21:11.500ride it. And so I'll just, I'll type it like, just like I said, I want to talk to you today
01:21:15.440about, and I'll just type it and whatever comes out. But then, then Saturday I come and I rehearse
01:21:20.320it here. I do it with the team so they can see it. And then Sunday I do it. So, but bottom line
01:21:25.480though, is it is, it's a, you know, I don't mean this the wrong way, but it's a one man show. I
01:21:30.340don't have a team telling me what to do or researching. It's just, I've done a 1071 of
01:21:36.200those 30 minute messages for and uh and so i don't know it's now it's just it's gotten easier
01:21:41.800the first four or five years it was like i could write all day and i might only write
01:21:46.940eight minutes and i think oh gosh i'm not gonna have anything to say i've just got writer's block
01:21:51.420and i'd sweat and it was a struggle the first you know four or five years because i'd never
01:21:55.880written a message you know they get up there and they expect you to be great and funny and
01:22:00.360interesting no no it's it's it's really hard it's and as a performer i i'm not you're not i think
01:22:05.840performing you're you're more channeling and yeah and or orating in a way yeah but like you know
01:22:11.360dude there's some days where i'm like i'm not feeling it i'm not i'm not fun i'm not my best
01:22:16.040self today but i can for the most part like fake it at least to like 80 of my ability and get the
01:22:23.800promo out yeah but you're you're you're preaching messages with like a lot of like validity in what
01:22:29.740you're saying, but what, what happens on those days where you're not feeling as funny or as
01:22:34.240likable or like you, maybe you are having a little self-doubt. I just push through it. And just,
01:22:39.400again, I try to get myself prepared, meaning that, you know, Monday and Tuesday can be real busy. I
01:22:44.540can do a lot of stuff. Okay. Wednesday, I got to start awake. I got to calm down. I got to get
01:22:47.520back to a good space. And it doesn't mean I can't push through it because life happens, but it is,
01:22:53.460I, I, I take it very seriously that I get to stand up in front of millions of people and
01:22:58.060they going to give me their time, people like your mom. And I think, God, do you give me this
01:23:02.260responsibility? I'm going to make sure what I'm saying is the best of my ability, that it's
01:23:06.900accurate and it makes sense and that it's helping somebody. I don't want to get up there and just
01:23:11.480tell stories or make somebody laugh. Is this impactful when they leave? I mean, they're
01:23:17.240giving me their time. Is it going to make some kind of impact? And so I do feel that responsibility.
01:23:23.060I don't feel it's out of pressure, but it's definitely a responsibility that, man, I got, I am so honored that I get to speak to a lot of people.
01:23:31.040And, you know, so I do try to take it seriously.