Nala Ray Proves That Conservatives Will Never Stop Simping ｜ Pearl Reacts
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1 hour and 41 minutes
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Summary
A fascinating debate has broken out about the value of marriage for men and why it s a terrible deal for them. Marriage is a bond, and it's a sacred bond. It's a machine designed to extract resources from you.
Transcript
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Most young men are single, most young women are not.
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Young men have fallen faster than any demographic in America over the last 40 years.
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It's a different world now, like we don't need men the way that they used to.
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Men and women are drifting further apart, and society is crumbling because of it.
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A fascinating debate has broken out about the value of marriage.
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You've kind of got the trad con versus red pill thing.
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This men's rights crowd that sometimes just goes too far the other way.
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You need to stop acting like grown boys and infants and actually become men.
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It's a machine designed to extract resources from you.
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Now many of the red pilled have taken the position that it's bad for men to get married.
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One of the most controversial faces in all of the internet.
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She goes on to say that marriage is a terrible deal for men.
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Because if me and you were in a business contract, you would never sign a contract where I am paid to leave.
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74% or something of divorces are initiated by women.
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Men have everything to lose, primarily their own children.
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Men get killed by the courts and by divorce laws.
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I had no idea that courts of family law were courts of equity, not courts of law.
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Because in family court, you don't need evidence to accuse someone of abuse.
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When you guys say get married young, a lot of these men don't know what they're signing up for.
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And you're not going to be there when their entire life falls apart.
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I didn't meet my son until he was 15 months old.
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You're literally just thrown out onto the street.
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We absolutely reinforce bad behavior from women.
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And then daughters grow up without their fathers.
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Every problem in society comes from single mother homes.
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A lot of women will just chase this negative rabbit hole of happiness, endless happiness.
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Feminism's biggest failure is it lies to women.
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We tell women to date as many guys as possible.
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You are allowed to end a relationship with a really great boyfriend.
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I don't think there's anything else in life that we actually ever go into preparing to fail.
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Like if you have the mentality of this is going to go wrong and be pessimistic,
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naturally the outcome is going to be that it's going to fail anyway.
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Like women are so willing to leave marriages because they're not happy.
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And the problem is we have a modern society where it's me, me, me, my feelings, leave when I feel like it,
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This myth that we live in an age of male privilege, where's my male privilege?
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Why doesn't our society care about men's rights?
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I have no friends, no wife, and no social life.
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I've seen so many men on the brink of suicide and they didn't do anything wrong.
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How are you equal if the men are the ones that have to fight and die to defend the country?
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The men are the ones that build and maintain all the infrastructure.
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The so-called deaths of despair from suicide, overdose to alcohol,
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Everybody knows this is a huge problem, but nobody wants to admit it.
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Every single woman at the table said they wanted a man to get...
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Everything is really set up against you to fail as a man.
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If men make less than women, women don't want to marry them.
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So you know who wants more economically and emotionally viable men?
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I don't want to be an independent woman anymore.
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I don't want to be a strong, independent woman.
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Now it's just hookup culture is going to be our fairy tale ending
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because men don't want a wife and women can't find a husband.
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The future, if everybody follows your path, is there is no future.
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We go into population decline and our economy goes into decline.
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This is an existential crisis failing young men.
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Welcome to another episode of Pearl Daily here on the Audacity Network.
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I hope you guys all had a fun time at church today, the beach, whatever you did.
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And thank you so much for spending your weekend watching me.
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Um, I, you know, you guys amaze me because I really don't know what I did to deserve, um,
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your attention because really as men, that's the most valuable thing that you have, your
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And for some reason, you guys choose to tune in here.
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Now, the past three years, um, I have done my best to represent men's issues, but the challenge
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has been as women, when I try to do this, um, and talk about the problems that men are facing
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The simps tend to crash out and, um, putting out this documentary really, um, got me demonetized,
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lost like eight TikTok accounts, three Instagrams.
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So if you guys do want to support me, um, we're kind of rebuilding here because we just
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I do want to thank the people that donated last time.
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I'm anonymous, did a donation yesterday, two anonymous donations, uh, no three, four,
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four anonymous donations totaling about a hundred bucks.
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And the goal is to get to a hundred thousand dollars raised for the documentary.
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Um, the one challenge is I'll tell you what about a public, um, a public fundraiser for
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The quotes you get from people are just magically the same amount that you've raised.
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I'm like, wow, that is, that's super crazy that the exact fundraiser amount is the exact
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But, um, just funny thing that happens when you like publicly fund these projects.
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It's just, you know, but anyways, so, um, we do want to get to a hundred thousand dollars
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because the, the good, I should say that's where like the budget quotes come in.
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Um, if we get to a million dollars, we can hire the same team that did what is a woman.
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Uh, but you know, I think we could do it for less.
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So as you guys know, I have been fighting, um, this simp epidemic for like, uh, over a
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year now, and so there's this girl named Nala Ray.
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Um, now apparently legally, I may not be able to call her a whore.
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It's so messed up what women do to us in this society.
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It's like, they're like, men open up, speak your mind.
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Now she sent me a cease and desist a while ago.
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Um, you know, it's so crazy how this woman made millions on only fans, um, then says she's
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broke and then says she has the money to assume it's just, it's like, you know, probably cost
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her five grand to send that letter while not returning the money she made off a lonely man.
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So anyways, now we all know that there is this only fans whole.
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I just, there's some, I have some complaints, obviously as a woman, um,
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but anyways, I'm going to go back to the, you know, there's a 304, um, to Christian influencer
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So what happens is the 304s have a tendency to get sick of selling the poo nanny on only fans.
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Like they can only, um, shove stuff up their vagina and their butthole in so many ways.
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So then they go to full on corn and then they can only get raw dogged so many ways.
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And so, you know, the next step in the pipeline is obviously Jesus.
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So as you guys know, I mean, it's always the same old story.
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Um, I was so lost and broken, all of the sexual things I did because I was insecure,
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Um, and somehow it's the men's fault for using me.
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And the, the bigger, the bigger problem is really, I don't even blame the hoes at this
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I don't, I, I don't, I blame the men that believe them and platform them.
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Now guys, over the years, I have met so many smart, intelligent men.
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When you work in media, you meet men that are subject matter experts in so many things.
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It could be Catholicism, it could be, and I'm talking men that have dedicated years
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of their lives to researching topics in Christianity, Catholicism, history, um, whatever.
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But the Christian church and even the Catholic church has a tendency, and I'm going to show
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you guys, the Catholic church, if you Google, um, Jason Everett and Christiana, Christiana
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Everett, they came to my high school and it was the same thing.
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They all say they don't, but their first reaction is to give microphones to ex whores.
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Screw all the men that studied, screw all the men that were faithful and loved God and didn't
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Do you know who we want to give a microphone to the 304 that converted five minutes ago?
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Eric Wade, uh, turn Jesus and turn to Jesus to avoid accountability.
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It is so much easier to just dunk in some water and say, ha ha, I am sorry.
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I dunked, or I did six months of Jesus classes.
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And then Pearl says, Hey, is there any way to verify that she's not gluck glucking still?
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I'm like, but aren't there a ton of ways in this society for her to throw it back and
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like, just do all that even without the church people knowing, like she could go to a different
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So maybe we just throw her in the back of the church or kick her out, you know?
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And I say, well, I don't know, guys, I don't know if this is the best idea, but the simps,
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And I really, this is why I believe sex is a need for men because there is just nothing
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There is nothing on this planet that could explain the phenomenon of men.
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It cannot be a want because the amount of money men are spending on only fans, the amount
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And it's just, that, that is the only, um, explanation, um, that I have, hold on, I gotta find this.
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I gotta, I gotta, I gotta find this PowerPoint.
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I made one once and I think it's very, it actually, it just came to me.
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Now you should be, you should be EA or the president or VP of DT.
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I don't know what that means, but like, it just, that is the only thing that makes sense to me is, um, men, they, they need to have sex.
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And so for that reason, um, they'll just do anything to get attention from women, even, even positive attention from women.
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So, um, I just, I think we should have an overview cause I actually think this is a great presentation.
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So we got modern dating, which is they met in, um, at online at school at a bar.
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At a social setting, maybe online, have sex within three dates, um, situationship for a couple months, date for three years, get married, one to two kids and divorce after eight years.
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We need to stop giving, um, these girls like Nolan attention and screen time.
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Look, I'm going to look, if, if they're going to put her on the show, I'm going to criticize her on the show.
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This is a traditional dating arranged marriages.
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Family know families know each other and the families pick.
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They marry young before 25, have kids before going to school.
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Uh, the wife stays at home with the children, have four plus children, obey your husband.
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And also I I've didn't add this, but a wife brings a dowry to the table.
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Um, and you basically have pastors that are pimps.
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Um, priests kind of fulfill this role, um, except half of them are gay.
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So, I mean, but the ones that aren't, you know, when in my middle school, there was a guy, he ran off with a nun.
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You know, he just started banging the nuns, ran off with one, got married, quit the previous, like this priest's life isn't for me.
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So then you got the women, um, they're either future hoes or former hoes.
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So usually, um, uh, like Lauren Chen kind of reminds me of that archetype, like very uptight, very naggy.
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And it's because they're kind of mad they didn't get their ho phase and they're, they're kind of saddled down with the dorky husband.
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So they marry young, but you could just see the hoe wants to come out of them so bad.
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We can't, you, I mean, you guys keep saying we're brainwashed into this.
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I just want you to know, this is what we're like.
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72% of Catholics, um, support LGBT, 58% of Eastern Orthodox support LGBT doubtless.
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So then you got the, you got the hottest girls in the church, which are the ex hoes, um, pretty
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enough to hoe it out and, and get a good amount of either money or attention or whatever out of it.
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These are guys that are like making money off of women.
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You know, he might be a nice guy, but he's gotta lie.
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Um, or at least been the truth slightly because otherwise the women will crash out.
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Crowder before he got married and saw the evilness of women.
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Um, so there's incentives in this, the prodigal daughter's theme, they found Christ,
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So imagine if women had to sub in order to enter the church, had to submit three years
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I mean, effort, they just get a new phone, find a way around that too, or 10 years worth
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of it so we could see how bad they were and the extent, but you know, oh, it's the product
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This is the thing you guys blame the J's for stuff that women just to do.
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It's like, you can't accept the evil nature that we have.
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And you know, I, you know, I catch my, I'll say something and I'll be like, oh my gosh,
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And it's like, we're just, it's just women, you know, it just, we're like this, you know,
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and until women, women can't overcome our evil nature until we recognize it.
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Um, anyway, simps make money off of Jesus and conversion stories.
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Um, so, you know, Allie, Beth, Stucky, Lila, Rose, Candace Owens, they're all just kind of
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the Karens in the church nagging men for their sexuality, um, beating their husbands over the
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So there's an occasional couple that just has no idea what's going on.
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They're usually over 40 these days, but they met in high school, married young, relatively happy.
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And they just don't know what anyone's talking about.
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Most of these couples do notice, but like, it's like the boomer met like parents that you're,
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So the God economy, um, the pastor is hooking up with the born again hoes.
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Um, the Karen and the simps are shaming men's behavior while giving women a pass.
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The simp church elders take the women's side for everything.
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Tell the women they are amazing and simp for eternity.
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And, um, usually the women use the church elders to nag their husband's behavior.
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They'll go to the elders in the church and nag them to nag their husbands.
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You should be the best president or VP of the world.
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And I hope you keep correcting all these feminists.
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I could get my period tomorrow and boom crash out.
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You want to, well, not all Simpson born again hoes find each other when the divorce
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comes, she calls him abusive in the church takes her side.
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So these are slutty pictures of all the, uh, trad thoughts basically.
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I, you look, this is women's nature, but so I'm not even, I think it's great.
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And in a way, like, why would I be mad at hot women being naked?
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Appropriately, you know, for your husband, your boyfriend at the club, what do I care?
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I mean, that's what, you know, but the issue I have is the Jesus cross on the tits.
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So now we're going to see where, um, Charlie Kirk met Nala.
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Everybody recently at university, California, Riverside, a young lady by the name of Nala,
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who apparently was a very popular only fans creator came and asked me a question.
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And by the way, the men you want in church leave over this stuff.
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You know, I, I'll tell you the most moral man I've ever met in my life.
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I've never met anybody who does the right thing more than my father ever in my life.
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And I asked him why he wasn't overly religious.
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Like, you know, they're not even going to verbalize it.
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They're like, what are these, these crazy people doing here?
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So his need for, you know, Kirk's need for money and attention, um, overrides doing what's right.
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Because the, I don't know, you know, they might say they're just talking or whatever, but
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I mean, I, I look at, I'm not the most religious person in the world, but it's just.
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Can some of the Bible thumpers, can you please put a verse in the chat I can read?
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So I was one of OnlyFans top models for the last five years.
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And, and I, uh, got saved and I radically gave my life to the Lord and gave that life up.
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So I want to know, would you support a ban on porn in America?
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I would support a ban if we, if I support life sentences.
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I would support a ban on the condition that you get lifetime sentences for any woman that has done it ever.
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I don't think, unfortunately, I don't think it's legal, but absolutely.
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I mean, first of all, porn is no different than a digital opiate and an addiction.
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I mean, we've seen states that have made it harder to access and porn rates have gone down.
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But you, you were once an OnlyFans per, you know, model.
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I bet porn rates gone down and, and fat chicks getting railed went up.
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Who has believed our message and to who has the arm of the Lord been revealed?
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He grew up like a tender shoot and like a root of the dry ground.
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He had no beauty or majesty to attract us to him.
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Nothing in his appearance that we should desire him.
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You have to say to the danger and the damage that does to young people.
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It, it has different effects on men than it does women.
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They don't know how to be in good relationships.
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It's all emotional and they just continue to get like compared to the women in porn,
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So honestly, I'd say some self-control would go a really long way,
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So I, can you imagine having a former, she got banged by two men on camera.
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It's, they don't want, because the thing is corn gives you guys power.
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Because you're, you know, if you can go off, you don't have to listen to your wife as much.
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You don't have to, you don't have to take these women on dates and they don't like that.
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I'm telling you, I've never met more cucked men than in church.
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I think I would take Riley Reed over these wives.
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I am telling you, they will beat their husband over the head with a Bible.
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They will nag and just say how all of his behavior isn't holy.
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Oh my, I think this, I think America needs a revival right now.
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I would even, I would even argue, um, who gets a longer sentence?
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And, and if the guy watching it was denied by his wife,
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I'm not going to tell you what to do in your own house.
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Guys, we have illegal immigrants in this country.
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Like you realize enforcing that sort of thing would cost money and time, effort, energy, resources.
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I'd rather get these illegal immigrants out of here.
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I'd rather crack down on crime, like real crime.
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You know, like people, there's a mass shooting a mile from where I was in Chicago the other day.
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I was, I was downtown and a mile from me where I was, where I was, there was a mass shooting.
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Anti-corn laws would definitely goose the birth rate back up.
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I, it might, it might, it might increase the grape rate.
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I don't know if they would, but that's speculative.
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But women are not going to have sex with average men.
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Tell a woman to date someone in her friend zone and look at her face when you say it.
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I thought after they dunked in the, in the water, they dress conservatively versus skin
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And the reason she can't let it go, it makes perfect sense.
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Like I used to think, I used to think, you know,
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I don't think I would be that high and how short stuff.
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Cause I, I did volleyball, but like I used to think, wow, I'm more moral.
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And then I thought, well, I was kind of chubby.
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So I can't really say what I would do with a body like Nala's.
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I don't know what I would do, but it's always convenient.
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Women, you know, preaching modesty, just have a tendency to not have that good of bodies.
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Cause she's got a big forehead and she wears really heavy makeup.
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So she's always going to use that to monetize it.
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But you'll see women that will say modesty or whatever.
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But I'm like, well, you have a, you have a strong face card.
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And then I want you to give a message to women.
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Men, if you are consuming only fans, it is no different than you going out with a prostitute
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The only difference is that you guys get to hide behind some screen.
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You are contributing to the dehumanization and delittimization of millions of young
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You are supplying the demand of the new online sex trade.
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You need to stop doing it and repent in front of God for contributing to this
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awful cancer of selling your body for cash online.
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What is your message to women that sell their bodies online?
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My message to women that sell their bodies online is that
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you're actually providing more value than these women not having sex with their husbands.
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I want you to know that the number one consumers for on OnlyFans are white Christian men.
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So all these people, they're probably watching it.
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And three, if you're going to do the get out of jail free card later, I would just do it.
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But yeah, my message to women is if we want to look at outcomes,
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you basically can have an OnlyFans and still get married after.
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Really, there's unless you're a moral person, which you're a woman.
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You could probably have your cake and eat it, too, if you're hot enough.
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But I know the more that I say don't do it, I know you'll do it.
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Then they're going to want to have you seen a woman that like her,
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That's what makes me laugh when all these Christian dads say like,
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And I'm like, you know, the more you tell your daughter not to do something,
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the more women like like that makes the sex hotter, right?
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It makes the women like they just do it in the bathroom
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And as long as you don't do on camera scenes, you know, with another dude,
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And if you're hot enough, you can get married after.
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Maybe because ideally you could get a higher value guy if you,
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if you seek marriage, but these women aren't seeking marriage.
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Like, imagine I I'm like, Hey, I'm going to sell you a
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And the person's like, I don't want to buy a Ferrari.
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And you're like here, but if you want to buy a Ferrari,
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you should act like this in order to get the Ferrari.
00:35:04.380
And they're like, well, I don't want a Ferrari.
00:35:12.380
So honestly, you're so much more worth it than that.
00:35:16.620
If you have daddy issues, mommy issues, but you were made for someone.
00:35:20.060
So I would say if you choose to do this, it's because you're a whore.
00:35:28.140
We've always had use for them, but please don't blame it on your child.
00:35:31.900
Because of the childhood trauma because the best housewife I've ever met her,
00:35:36.700
you know, her mom beat the crap out of her and she chose to be a housewife.
00:35:45.340
Um, so even these super Christian guys, look, they've all seen the corn.
00:36:00.460
okay i get i get it your mindedness is better than mine you're super holy i know this route
00:36:07.180
look people have a right to their hell and the biggest mistake christians we make is
00:36:15.340
not giving people the right to destroy their life and that's how you get that's how you get nala her
00:36:20.380
dad was a pastor and you know it's a lot of these controlling guys that try to control their their
00:36:26.780
kids and their kids grow up resenting them because they don't allow them to be their own person you
00:36:31.660
have a right to if you want to make your life a living hell and be a drug addict look i'll tell
00:36:37.820
you where to get the drugs i don't care i don't i don't it's not my problem if you want to go do that
00:36:44.300
i mean i don't actually know but if i did right you have the right to hell much more in the eyes of god
00:36:51.100
you are fearfully and wonderfully made and that is it god bless you thank you i would say nala why
00:36:58.940
are you in the skin tight outfit with the cross that's what i would say aren't you so much thank
00:37:05.740
you so let me elaborate on that so for those of you that don't know and by the way a lot of people
00:37:13.180
over the age of 50 don't actually know about only fans only fans is a subscription-based platform
00:37:19.820
that is in the adult content industry and it reflects unfortunately this massive dark and
00:37:28.220
disturbing growing trend for this type of material as of last year and i was stunned to see this eric
00:37:35.740
stop trying to sell these dolls he said he said i used to watch corn and i was married after i got a
00:37:41.420
divorce i got some dolls and haven't consumed corn set you are not helping me beat these allegations
00:37:49.580
eric you're not only fans has over 305 million registered users and 4.1 million content creators
00:38:01.580
only fans experiences approximately half a million okay um what do you think these modern christians
00:38:08.220
dudes love when these chicks retire now they can wife up the chicks they've been busting their nuts too
00:38:13.420
yeah yep yep it is what it is guys hit the like button is there a hundred likes on this video the
00:38:24.380
audacity i worked a year and a half i worked for free the audacity okay ray welcome to the charlie kirk show
00:38:31.260
thank you now he's gonna give her a softball interview oh my gosh it's so embarrassing oh i
00:38:38.220
can't believe i used to watch these guys and support them and um so much this is an honor so i met you at
00:38:45.340
uh one of our campus events yeah what an exciting event too especially for you being at your last right
00:38:50.700
that's that was the conclusion yeah it's got went very viral um so what what what in your own words why
00:38:58.220
don't you you tell me your story all right so i'm most known for being um only fans is like one of
00:39:05.500
their top models for the last five years so that's uh why did she get to say models top hookers
00:39:11.340
yeah pretty great accomplishment in that realm that world you know what i'm saying so being like
00:39:19.500
a top earner um being very famous uh very public about what i did um going on pod oh sorry uh the
00:39:26.620
audacity chat says pearl by the way you do get unlimited um unlimited super chats in the audacity chat
00:39:34.220
you just put pearl read next to it it's on the audacity app um you're not going to be able to get in
00:39:40.620
soon you're going to have to apply so i would download the app now i've given them the the
00:39:45.900
orders to take off the ten dollars a month 100 bucks a year uh thing um and then you're going to
00:39:54.620
have to apply because there's going to be um events and stuff and we got a screen of people there's got
00:40:00.700
to be some barrier to entry so anyways um yeah i would get it now because i don't know whenever they
00:40:07.820
update the app it's going to be gone pearl reed as for my people children are their oppressor oh by the
00:40:13.020
way if you already have it if you already bought the subscription it'll just stay like you'll be on
00:40:18.620
it but anyways um and all right this is for women as for my people children are their oppressors and
00:40:26.460
women rule over them oh my people those who lead you cause you to error and destroy the way of your
00:40:33.100
paths isaiah 3 12. see that's a problem sometimes there's bible verses and it's like i can read them
00:40:39.660
and i understand the words but i like don't know what they're talking about passing the most ridiculous
00:40:45.500
crazy things for views um i mean you do that but in a better sense obviously um and for a good cause
00:40:52.700
i was not yeah and so it's very easy remember she wants to get out of jail free card so saying oh i
00:41:00.300
was just doing that for views and money it was not because i had fun that's way easier that's way
00:41:09.500
that's way it's way better so um that's what i did for the last five years and that's what i'm known
00:41:15.660
for you know i grew up as a pastor wow a 400 mike what uh oh my gosh thank you so much wow um
00:41:30.700
all right let me let me read this all right the best part of pro of the protesting of only fans is
00:41:36.620
the marketing for them which will in turn make it easier for men to just wait wait till the next woman
00:41:42.620
that is waiting to be of age so she can monetize herself men just need to be patient they all want
00:41:47.820
to sell their bodies it's just a price point for each individual woman that's true
00:41:55.340
it's true um yeah and the the christian men are actually um they're actually encouraging women
00:42:03.660
to be whores they're actually funding it because if you guys weren't there to bail all the women out after
00:42:13.020
what do you think would happen do you know what i mean like then but you're you're basically
00:42:17.500
marketing to young women that you can be a whore and you'll bail them out that's why i said earlier
00:42:22.140
i'm not going to lie to the young women and say they can't do it all and they can't have their cake and
00:42:27.100
eat it too because women have their cake and eat it too all the time do you said dance pearl all right
00:42:36.780
all right all right i'll give a shimmy i'll do a i'll do a shimmy
00:42:45.740
there's kid uh to a baptist pastor really yeah not a lot of people know that but like um i think
00:42:50.860
that's where my journey really started in a cage of religion you know i didn't have a relationship
00:42:55.260
with christ um i just knew church going to church being on the worship team and another thing is i i think
00:43:01.180
i i think we got to move away now i want you to know this is an uneducated opinion now i have met
00:43:09.820
people that have really studied the bible like that and they're very so i do have some background in it
00:43:16.620
but i'm just you know but i'm just i'm giving my opinion here
00:43:26.540
i don't care about a person's relationship with god
00:43:31.260
someone could have a relationship with god and have seven abortions and they could say well i had
00:43:36.620
a great relationship with god i care about your actions i don't care about how much you pray i don't
00:43:45.980
really care about how you read the bible i do i really don't care um i care about your choices
00:43:54.460
and if she has a history of making poor choices
00:43:59.740
i don't really want to hear her talk i don't i don't doing what my parents told me to do so
00:44:07.980
so i have a ton of questions but we have we have a lot of older americans that listen to this
00:44:13.420
they have no idea what only fans oh wow so um the downfall of america right so um thank you for
00:44:21.500
saying that uh so only fans is not just modeling it is that's what they love to portray it as right
00:44:28.140
you're a model right when you think of model you're thinking of walking on runways being prestigious
00:44:32.460
like you're very beautiful you know that is your lifestyle and getting paid to do that but not being
00:44:37.340
paid to show nothing so only fans in a nutshell is literally just uh you selling whatever you want
00:44:44.620
behind a paywall and only fans loves to portray it as just being a model but it's so much deeper than
00:44:50.460
that i don't know one person on that platform that doesn't show nothing you know what i'm saying like
00:44:56.060
doesn't um you know show just like clothing you know what i'm saying with on it's all about porn
00:45:01.740
so yeah so the for those that don't know in the audience uh only fans is a subscription service
00:45:08.300
so mostly used by men but also women but mostly men right because men pay for sex right so they're
00:45:14.460
paying individuals like yourself to um either send them individually or to view your naked pictures
00:45:22.860
absolutely so how popular is this platform you know when i started um back in did you ask her if she
00:45:30.780
returned the money charlie come on anything such a softball in 2020 2019 how can one guy keep a
00:45:42.300
girlfriend if one comment gets them mad and she back she's back to 500 plus messages after them one
00:45:48.700
dude's validation is never enough it's not that's why it's just guys you just got to think of this stop
00:45:54.860
thinking of relationships as for life it's just a bad mentality to have it's really they they really
00:46:02.780
cuck you with this it's not even your choice if it's for life these are rentals and this is a part of
00:46:11.580
women's nature that men cannot accept is that women are meant to be shared
00:46:16.140
women had to be shared women had to act like you were dead when you got killed and not care about
00:46:27.660
you and move on to the next guy yeah look oh oh but but my wife well someone had to turn before you
00:46:41.420
and if you die someone's gonna have a turn after everyone's like kobe's wife's pregnant by another
00:46:46.780
guy i saw that coming she's a woman right these are rentals yeah it's like you guys are on rentals
00:46:56.220
wondering you're like but i want to buy the car and i'm like well the cars are not for sale they're
00:47:02.060
only for rental but but i really want to buy the car i want a life i want to i want to buy a car well
00:47:17.660
but okay and then they'll say well can you force the car to stay with me
00:47:22.060
can you force i want this car can you force it men's burden of performance
00:47:29.580
unfortunately is getting women to make that rental as long as possible but do you even want to do the
00:47:36.780
work as a guy like be honest here do you know much work you have to do you have to like do all of this
00:47:43.660
work to charm women and make them want to stay for life and sometimes it's still not enough
00:47:50.940
so anyways it wasn't that popular like i was so unaware of what that platform was it had been up
00:47:57.900
apparently since like five years before that but it was just looking like a subscription-based
00:48:03.500
website where you could sell fitness courses cooking courses you could be a therapist on there
00:48:07.580
that's what they sold it as and that's exactly what they intended it for it to be but it turned
00:48:12.060
into something very different very fast and i was one of the leaders in that movement of putting porn on
00:48:17.740
that site so how many people were giving you money a month oh my gosh um uh my max subscribers were
00:48:25.580
like 270 000 subscribers 270 000 that's a lot that's a lot it's a big fan gentlemen how many times only
00:48:33.580
fans is named gen a and gen b women are getting societal approval to sell their bodies yeah it's just
00:48:40.220
gonna happen it's gonna happen how pearl do you believe in love not really um i believe in love
00:48:50.780
for a time period i i believe in love i believe people do fall in love and then they fall out of
00:48:57.900
love and that's life that's like two arrowhead stadiums yeah you know arrowhead it's massive when
00:49:04.460
you think about it like that or like two big house like the michigan big house two of those
00:49:09.100
and they were mostly men almost all men i'd say 90 of men so just as a side note only fans has
00:49:15.740
millions of young men that then pay young ladies and sometimes other men but the equivalent of what
00:49:23.100
women are doing with only fans is taking away men's food and then shaming them when they give it to them
00:49:33.100
look every guy they these men they always think they're so moral right they'll say like oh
00:49:38.540
i'm abstinent and i'm this i'm that but i'm like okay but if you're not having sex with a girl
00:49:45.180
you're gonna be watching corn right you're gonna you're gonna be like the christian guy the charlie
00:49:50.540
kirks of the world it's like what do you think he did before he got married at like 30.
00:49:59.420
so it's just trans it goes from one sin to another so even if it's not corn they're thinking
00:50:07.340
of stuff you know it's just we got to stop pretending like sex isn't a need that's the
00:50:12.780
problem they don't if if the church cared about this stuff they would make sure men's needs were met
00:50:19.660
and they would do arranged marriages but then you got the same problem you force women to have sex with
00:50:24.300
average guys do you guys want to be the average guy she's being forced to have sex like what's
00:50:29.500
what do we do here and the the truth is nothing can be done so we just got to accept it pull separate
00:50:35.580
that's a very separate issue um to get have them have personalized it's called the girlfriend
00:50:42.380
experience you know you get in relationship with this girl online that is the it's like the whole girl
00:50:48.540
next door movement like you know it's it's a relationship that's what the girls and only
00:50:53.100
fans market it as but you do not have a relationship with them um so almost 90 of the women on only fans
00:51:01.260
are managed by only fans the of course the woman in the chat says stop saying it's a need pearl because
00:51:07.020
it's not a need yeah okay like you know what it's like to be a man with eight times the testosterone we
00:51:13.980
have that's why 90 plus percent of men watch corn
00:51:22.940
because they don't need to come like it just when i get comments like that i'm like have you ever
00:51:29.900
been in a relationship married like you didn't think your husband need okay okay all right managers
00:51:38.220
i was gonna get into that right would you call them pimps a million percent they're grooming pimps did
00:51:43.500
you have one absolutely i had two real tell me about they're like in their 40s um they're men
00:51:50.060
only fans agencies are only run by men i've never met or seen ones women can't do it too retarded
00:51:56.860
not all not all not all and that's not run by a man so immediately off you you're dealing with
00:52:03.500
women who have either daddy issues or broken is she gonna return donate the of cash now that she's
00:52:09.180
christian nope if bonnie blue turns christian she'll be on the next interview cheerio homes
00:52:13.900
and then now men come in their life and tell them what to do they cannot force them to but they'll
00:52:19.260
insinuate you will never make enough money if you don't do this scene you will never do this they
00:52:23.580
always provide either drugs and alcohol okay uh she's been married 15 years okay in the chat do you
00:52:29.740
want let's put a poll let's put a poll do you want to marry a woman that thinks sex is not a need for
00:52:38.300
you let me know if that sounds great let me let me know if that sounds awesome the hall at the content
00:52:45.500
houses very readily available they'll bring in big porn stars to work with those girls too that has
00:52:52.780
happened to me many times where someone who doesn't even work on only fans is brought in to be like an
00:52:58.140
object for other people how many so there's a fair amount of college women that get drawn into this
00:53:06.620
absolutely adults adult women uh would you say millions absolutely so many being at 18 years old
00:53:15.740
yeah and what is shocking for some older americans to hear is how normalized this has become i that's
00:53:22.780
what i'm seeing too is that well sex is so readily available even on your instagram feed you know what
00:53:28.300
i'm saying you're just seeing girls half naked in bikinis showing and supporting their only fans you
00:53:34.380
know so broadly and so then let's go back to you for a second so you're a pastor's daughter what state
00:53:43.980
are you from where are you from illinois i was born there what part uh decatur i know decatur yeah yeah
00:53:49.580
so i'm from wheeling illinois okay yeah okay i know where both of those places are notice still
00:53:55.180
the skin tight pants yeah northwest suburbs okay um so yeah i i know i know decatur it's that's central
00:54:02.860
illinois yeah so you're a pastor's daughter i was yeah my dad was a baptist pastor for a long time i
00:54:08.780
don't even know how our family got into that it was so sporadic um i have a very broken family though um a
00:54:15.100
lot of it started with my family losing everything we had in a tornado we lost our home our clothes
00:54:21.180
our toys our food everything was gone one night how old are you um i was uh eight years old and so
00:54:27.820
your family like i'm the middle of five children with two parents at the time so then after that
00:54:32.940
tragedy happened to my family my dad divorced my mom because he cheated on her and then i lost my dad
00:54:39.260
for like two years he left our life and then he came back in the picture two years later remarried my
00:54:44.220
mom became jay on's book um sex and culture says once a society's sexual morals decay to the point
00:54:51.180
that we are experiencing then our society is doomed no society survives well hopefully it'll be after
00:54:58.460
i'm dead because it's working fine right now abdul gets the rocks rocks i'm a pastor out of nowhere
00:55:06.060
so we went through multiple church splits after that imagine if they had a pedophile on here
00:55:11.100
talking about his childhood everyone would crucify charlie but horace it's like go ahead
00:55:16.860
yeah sure i don't know why you know but we did we went through so many church splits my dad stopped
00:55:22.300
being a pastor was dragging his family all around like florida illinois everywhere just to like live
00:55:28.220
his dream of being in the spotlight you know what i'm saying even if it was just a pastor so um my life
00:55:34.140
drastically changed and now my parents are divorced again my dad's in jail facing a life sentence
00:55:38.860
oh what did he do i've talked about patriot mobiles come in
00:55:47.820
he had a lot of drug addiction and nobody really knew about it just randomly came out it was awful
00:55:54.380
um it's terrible and then i don't care um he broke into my mom's house with like a gun and a knife and
00:56:01.260
like i bet it was uh i bet she was doing something assault and battery happened and um so he is now
00:56:08.460
facing a life sentence so i bet her mom was nuts walk me through the first moment you heard about only
00:56:16.540
fans i was on instagram i was a literal nobody on instagram like oh patrick thanks for signing up for
00:56:23.340
by the way guys you can i have youtube memberships on um maybe at some point i'll do members only chat
00:56:31.660
you know but you can buy youtube memberships now if you want just like fitness stuff you know my name
00:56:37.580
is fitness nala on instagram i love fitness stuff so this random person reached out to me it was a
00:56:43.020
gentleman reached out to me well he's not a gentleman he's just a man but um he reached out to me and
00:56:48.940
started talking to me about only fans and coveted just hit so like we're all like getting sent home
00:56:54.300
from work i was in a very normal job working in nine to five like i was working in orthopedics at the
00:56:59.260
time uh like scheduling surgeries and stuff so they moved me home um because of covid and he reached
00:57:04.780
out to me and was like hey you do so good on only fans you would make so much money all you have to
00:57:08.940
do is use my referral code and sign up so anything i would make he would make five percent of it that's
00:57:14.540
what he was trying to do and only fans had that like rule for a while about referral do you know
00:57:19.980
what i've gotten those messages too and do you know what i did i left them on scene
00:57:29.580
it's really not that hard like it for me maybe it's because i come from a good family but i just
00:57:35.820
never thought of that as an option since i never thought of that i i do you know what i take it back
00:57:41.500
one time i thought about making one with my dog and having dog tricks on the only fans but
00:57:46.540
the connotation of me dropping what it would just be no no stuff like that if they could get people
00:57:52.620
on only fans they'd make money off of you how they grew the et cetera a million percent so then
00:57:57.820
i got on only fans just showing bikini stuff and like my first month working very hard i made like
00:58:04.620
eighty seven thousand dollars i quit my job and holy crap should i no should 87 i'm just kidding i'm just
00:58:24.060
i'm just kidding and went full into only fans one month one month okay so you're this is early 2018 2019
00:58:32.940
right so you're one of the first pioneers of this app now do you see how this would sound
00:58:37.420
like again she's marketing it this is yeah and now you're telling the young women do only fans
00:58:45.180
and then you can get a podcast tour and get interviewed by charlie kirk so you are at this
00:58:51.900
moment do you have a good relationship with your father uh semi yeah i was closer to him than i was
00:58:56.380
any other person in my family okay yeah but that relationship seemed like it was taking a turn
00:59:01.500
downwards as this was happening uh it honestly wasn't at that point like i i loved my dad i had
00:59:07.180
a good relationship with him sort of after he came back to our family i felt like he was the only person
00:59:12.300
that i really related to in my family um we're kind of like uh the entrepreneurs like in the family
00:59:17.500
stuff like that so like our relationship kind of stayed the same where my mom and my's completely
00:59:23.660
disintegrated she stopped talking to me for four years after that i never spoke to one of my siblings
00:59:28.540
after that for the next four years either so it's just me and my dad so you are posting bikini
00:59:33.900
pictures and i'm sure at some moment there was a fork in the road of course where you had to make a
00:59:40.940
conscious decision to post more than bikini pictures because a lot of the girls watching
00:59:45.740
this right now they all put bikini pictures themselves on instagram oh now you guys are saying
00:59:49.980
oh drop it to fund the divorce documentary i hate you yeah you know whatever guys whatever
01:00:04.380
that's not unusual i don't think it's good but i don't that's not unusual what walk bring us into
01:00:10.380
the room of the moment that you decided to hit publish on a naked picture of yourself so it was
01:00:17.100
when i felt like i'd like nothing else to lose um my parents had found out i was on only fans like
01:00:24.060
a month and a half after i'd started and they found out from other people so i i really thought
01:00:30.620
i could hide it i really did but you can't hide from the internet when you're on it so
01:00:35.100
they found out they confronted me about it this was right before i was going to move to california
01:00:39.900
and so i was in florida at the time they confronted me about it that was when my mom decided to
01:00:44.220
completely cut ties with me and i was like well my dad supports me being on it he he truly said
01:00:49.180
he supported me and if he was younger he would probably do the same thing was he still a pastor
01:00:53.980
no no um thank goodness right that would be quite an interesting absolutely so yeah he i felt like i
01:01:01.580
had absolutely nothing else to lose i didn't have friends i didn't have a boyfriend i was just ready
01:01:06.220
and so i was like okay i'm moving to california and it went hardcore real fast and so and for personal
01:01:11.740
thank you for being so open about this because i think our audience needs to know because this
01:01:15.340
this is replicated now unfortunately thousands of times it's not talked about it thank you for being
01:01:19.180
so vulnerable with it absolutely were you seeking money or was there something else that was there
01:01:24.460
a validation validation and attention i've real i struggle yeah now and yet he's still she's telling
01:01:32.700
you who she is and yet charlie kirk's like here come right on my show so hard in my family dynamic
01:01:41.580
with feeling loved my mom wasn't like a loving nurturing mom she was like a disciplinary and kind
01:01:47.740
of cold like therapist kind of mom you know it wasn't like come hug me come give me love it was just
01:01:54.060
kind of like let me teach you something new so you'll be good at something kind of mother nothing wrong
01:01:58.460
with that but when your child really craves love and they don't get it they look elsewhere for it
01:02:03.900
and i did so my validation came from men because my dad you know was supporting me and doing porn so
01:02:11.100
for me i was like okay cool i'm doing nothing wrong here you know just validating that sin over and over again
01:02:20.620
there are some holes to this story i wonder what the dad would say
01:02:25.180
but yeah i turned mainly for attention i never thought i was going to make that kind of money
01:02:31.100
but that attention felt really but she said her first month she made eighty six thousand dollars
01:02:37.500
so okay good even though it was bad attention how much money were you making a month at the peak
01:02:43.980
three hundred to fifty thousand to four hundred thousand a month yes that's about five almost five
01:02:48.460
million dollars a year yep okay so talk our audience through the different levels of um
01:02:58.700
experiences for lack of a better term that the audience could purchase
01:03:02.620
wow i had a whole menu actually walk us what was on the menu uh how graphic do you want me to be well
01:03:08.620
not not graphic but how personal because extremely personal meaning the the the man would pay exorbitant
01:03:15.740
amount of money to get not just the naked picture but i feel like he could if they wanted a customized
01:03:22.300
video that's the point that it was about the control it was controlled completely and they could ask for
01:03:26.940
anything it didn't mean i have to accept any everything and i didn't what kind of money are we
01:03:31.020
talking about here it depends on the request it always depended on the crest the higher the risk
01:03:36.220
the more money it was and a lot of very weird men asked for very weird five thousand ten thousand
01:03:43.020
twenty thousand a few whales did pay for stuff like really like like twenty thousand was like one of
01:03:48.380
my biggest requests uh for a very weird video and like even down to like pictures that were like
01:03:55.820
really odd like wanting to see like the pores in my skin like really weird stuff so yeah it was weird but
01:04:03.500
i like can you imagine like men are going to her for a service for their like kinks and then
01:04:09.180
i i you know stuff they're probably not like they're probably embarrassed about but
01:04:16.700
it's just kind of like why and now like imagine you go to like a doctor for a service and then you
01:04:22.620
hear about a podcast talking like making fun of you or something um kirk 100 jerks it to her content
01:04:29.340
myself into believing like oh well i'm at home i'm safe you know this isn't really affecting me yeah
01:04:35.500
i'm like literally catering to really perverted men but they can't touch me so it made it better
01:04:42.140
for me you know and mentally it did and i smoked a lot of weed actually yeah so i was going to ask
01:04:46.700
you about that so almost there's a one-to-one correlation between the porn industry and heavy
01:04:51.020
drug use oh and this is how you know a guy just doesn't know what he's talking about because
01:04:56.700
you're not really going to learn about whores till you've screwed a few whores or observed a few
01:05:00.940
whores or dated a whore but you know i mean charlie kirk is low-key dating an ex-whore just obvious so
01:05:09.180
obvious um but he hasn't been burnt yet and i give it five years um she um
01:05:24.060
and so now he's saying oh these studies say this this this and this then you're like okay you have no
01:05:28.860
real life all right you cannot do porn without drugs or alcohol you cannot do it why do you think
01:05:35.020
that is you have to numb yourself because what you're doing is come on these simps believe that
01:05:43.180
look at i saw a couple screenshots from some of her corn she was having fun i'll tell you what
01:05:48.300
there are little clips going around on twitter she was enjoying that girl enjoyed she was enthusiastic
01:05:54.540
i'll say that oral you're yeah absolutely yeah now it was the dad's fault first now it's the weed's
01:06:00.060
fault it's not i enjoyed it look look okay i'll tell you guys a story when i was in school
01:06:08.540
i thought it would be funny to rollerblade so i didn't like paying for ubers and so my friend and i
01:06:14.860
would we would drink wine and then we would rollerblade to a bar down the street and rollerblade back
01:06:23.020
and i actually i never ate um but my friend did a few times and if somebody asked us why did you do that
01:06:35.020
that incredibly stupid thing imagine if i said well it was my dad's fault well it was the alcohol's fault
01:06:42.220
no it was fun it was pretty fun going down in my rollerblades kind of drunk it was it was fun and
01:06:49.820
it's just annoying because you know men don't get these excuses that women get if a man does
01:06:56.540
something wrong yeah they're not it was very fun i never felt that's how good i am at rollerblading
01:07:03.740
yeah no ethic we would throw the rollerblades in the bushes and grab them after because we were like
01:07:09.260
a mile from the i don't want to pay for a mile but you don't want to walk it might have been a mile and
01:07:13.340
a half you guys see the predicament sorry involved in what you're doing uh there's nothing good about
01:07:18.300
it there's nothing that feels good about it like people love to watch porn and be like oh yes that's
01:07:22.540
so satisfying it's so pleasing it's so it's so good nothing about it is good it's so dark and evil
01:07:28.700
and the scars it leaves after every scene is so damaging you have to try to forget it like that's
01:07:35.500
all weed is like it really does aid in memory loss so for me smoking was just like try to forget try
01:07:41.900
to forget try it put me to sleep every night it helped me wake up in the morning it was my absolute
01:07:47.500
everything did you develop relationships with other only fan creators absolutely i thought
01:07:54.380
they were all fake i really did like i i had a really hard time making friends because everybody
01:07:59.900
in it is so messed up in the head like truly messed up like on the outside they'll be all sweet and
01:08:05.100
inviting but they're only there to justify your sin you're only friends because you do the same thing
01:08:10.300
and it feels good you're like oh cool because i always looked at it like this like when i was on
01:08:14.220
only fans normal people who don't do only fans are just kind of fascinated by you or they're repelled
01:08:19.820
by you they're all like that's so gross i wouldn't come like within 10 feet of that person or they're
01:08:25.500
so like oh my gosh that's a porn star you know just in fact i just think they offer a service
01:08:35.580
fatuated with you but other people in the porn industry they get it you're you're probably doing
01:08:40.620
the same kinds of drugs you're drinking the same kinds of alcohol you're doing the same kinds of
01:08:44.460
scenes it's familiar so so how long how many years were you regularly producing content um
01:08:54.220
when we're talking about porn for four years but content five years okay so walk me through like year
01:09:01.580
three you've been doing it for three years yeah i was getting really into my niche in year three
01:09:06.220
so talk about that so i became like uh the gamer anime girl that was my niche in the system what
01:09:12.380
does that mean to so dressing up cosplaying cosplaying is just dressing up like another
01:09:17.420
character like whether you think about superheroes villains anime like i would do wigs i would change
01:09:23.660
my eye color i would wear different makeup i would speak differently like really embodied a whole nother
01:09:29.580
person so my whole thing on only fans was you can get any kind of girl with me because i'm
01:09:35.020
blonde i'm burnette i have redhead one day i have pink hair another day like i'm not the same girl
01:09:39.820
twice so which for men desire variety absolutely and i knew that if i offered that variety i'd make
01:09:45.820
more money and i did so instead of going to another girl who's yeah um but ladies see this is the things
01:09:53.020
you know what would be better do you know what how novela could actually offer value to christian women
01:09:58.700
um teach teach us that gluck gluck like do you know what i mean that would be a great podcast that
01:10:06.620
would actually be valuable hey ladies this is how to blow your husband hey ladies this is how to dress
01:10:13.100
in a way that men actually like hey ladies um this is a diet plan that would be valuable only fans models
01:10:21.660
it's not like they know nothing only fans hookers right and they do know something they know a lot about
01:10:27.260
male psychology um yeah so that's what that's really what would be more useful but this whole
01:10:35.500
story about her i don't care i don't care it's like let's say i was redheaded they wanted a blonde
01:10:41.660
they don't have to get off of me i could still be a blonde for them you know how often did you post
01:10:47.180
content every day i also if you guys don't mind you could hit the like button um it would be great to
01:10:53.180
get over 900 likes because we do have 900 people watching so i'd really like to break a thousand
01:10:58.540
people this show would be really fun so if you if you can hit that like i had a team so all i did
01:11:04.380
about your team all i did okay so an only fans team i had two one was a really okay so the first agency
01:11:11.420
that ever picked me up was very early on like i was six months into the industry they found out about me
01:11:17.100
saw my numbers and they were like wow we need to pick her up i knew nothing about only fans agencies
01:11:22.540
and it was a really perverted two two perverted men in that agency who would literally call me
01:11:29.020
with like their junk hanging out to try to like masturbate to me while i was just on a call with
01:11:33.740
them you know they'd invite me to content houses what is a content house content house is a place
01:11:39.660
rented out to uh invite other creators similar to you to create content in different rooms all you
01:11:46.460
do is drink drugs and create content like a revolving door that's really dark it's only with other
01:12:01.740
what a sound there were never males at these events other than the uh heads of the agencies so so so you
01:12:09.500
you're at a place where you're creating content almost every single day and she's enjoying it yep so you're
01:12:15.020
three i work seven days a week yeah you're she's so proud of her her accomplishments like again
01:12:22.380
i like if i had bonnie blue in here i'd actually i'd love to have her on i want to know what she
01:12:28.460
thinks about the psychology of men what does she learn from banging a thousand men look at a girl
01:12:34.460
that's done that a thousand times she's learned something she i bet he becomes your four yeah
01:12:41.020
walk me through the moment where you're at the top of your game right you are the heidi klum of only
01:12:49.740
fans okay the top of the porn industry um why did you stop so um i stopped at year five
01:12:59.020
uh in september 2023 i her subs were dropping she needs an exit pant plan it was scrolling on tick tock
01:13:07.980
and i saw my husband now jordan and he was yeah he's right here um so he was dressed up on tick tock
01:13:15.420
so he's probably military and he had this like bulletproof vest on a helmet i'm like why is this
01:13:20.700
guy on tick tock looking like uh gi joe right so i was like that's so funny and i just engaged with
01:13:26.700
him a little bit on live and then i gifted him a little bit gifting means just like helping him win
01:13:31.180
tick tock live battles and so then he messaged me on instagram thanking me so much and we got connected
01:13:38.300
that way we gave each other each other's phone numbers he called me out of the blue one day like
01:13:42.460
facetime me and this is a good christian man he has no idea who i am like didn't even bother to look at
01:13:49.580
my social medias was just thankful that i was in his life and i was like okay cool he facetimes me
01:13:55.020
and we spent the next eight hours on the phone like engulfing in conversation together he like
01:14:01.340
he just spoke about god like i've never heard someone speak about christ ever in my life even
01:14:06.780
being through like a pastor's kid religion church after church after church he spoke about god in such
01:14:13.100
a loving way and like you could just see the love and like you know that people say now like that jesus
01:14:18.540
glow he had that like something so special within him and i wanted it i was so attracted to like why
01:14:25.500
he felt this way so we continued to talk day after day became our conversation became longer and longer
01:14:31.500
i had stopped doing content at that time like i stopped producing i was just you know my agency was
01:14:37.500
like recycling content from my past now i just stopped after i started yeah that's what she's gonna
01:14:42.860
say obviously um because look at what is her incentive here is her incentive to be honest
01:14:48.700
about that when she's doing the christian thing talking to this christian guy is she gonna admit
01:14:53.500
that she was also producing content no nope talking to jordan i just felt something inside
01:15:00.300
me that was like this like i felt wrong creating content while i was speaking to someone but he wasn't
01:15:04.940
my boyfriend or anything he was just a friend and the more he spoke to me about christ and like sent me
01:15:10.860
like texted me like but yeah and then it also helps build his brand so it just becomes a business
01:15:16.300
thing double versus uh once or twice a day would send me just full-on videos of like christian
01:15:22.700
speaking and i was like what does he know who i am like i don't like believe in that you know anymore
01:15:29.500
so i told him i was like hey you know i'm on onlyfans right and he was like whoa what's that you
01:15:34.860
know he was not on that side of the internet so then um yeah i told him everything about what i
01:15:40.540
was doing how i made my money everything and it didn't repel him at all i was so awestruck i was
01:15:46.780
like wait you're not disgusted by me you know like how could you not be so at that time like i was
01:15:53.420
really starting to feel like what i thought was guilt at the time but it's conviction starting feeling
01:15:58.140
conviction over what i had done what i was doing and that's what made me stop like producing content
01:16:04.700
at the time so first of all it's a beautiful story um but it's not she got tag teamed on camera charlie
01:16:14.940
tag teamed i don't know if that's a beautiful okay okay all right that easy i'm sure you stopped doing
01:16:23.580
content but there was an agency that was making a lot of money off of absolutely so like 40 of my
01:16:29.340
earnings oh really yeah so you really weren't making five million dollars no i was not making
01:16:34.540
that and then only fans takes 20 oh so you were making not five million dollars not five million a
01:16:41.100
year and then california taxes are ridiculous so yeah we're not going to talk about that okay there's
01:16:47.180
still a lot of money she spent all her money but yes yeah um but hold on you say i'm
01:16:53.420
going to stop producing content what did what did your pimps have to say you know i didn't tell them
01:16:58.620
what was going on you know some creators do take breaks and they need those breaks like they really
01:17:03.020
do i witnessed that a few times with women having like mental and by the way it would be so illegal
01:17:08.620
for these guys to pressure them in any way i am telling you there would be massive lawsuits these
01:17:15.500
women have to sign off agree consent to everything when they have management because otherwise they will
01:17:22.620
end up like like tate right emotional breakdowns that will just leave the internet you know and
01:17:28.220
then come back and act like everything's okay i witnessed that quite a few times and p women who
01:17:32.860
had to go to therapy for drug abuse and addiction it really does happen all the time so they weren't
01:17:37.660
surprised when i stopped i had been a workhorse for like the last five years so it wasn't like
01:17:43.980
surprising that i needed a little bit of a break but i never mentioned anything it just started like
01:17:48.380
slowly like sliding out like i like just slowly stopped producing you know and my team did their
01:17:54.940
job continued to sell what i had made uh five years of content a lot of content so they weren't worried
01:18:00.220
about anything until you know jordan and i like i told jordan i'd just gotten saved i'd just gotten
01:18:06.140
baptized in january of 2024 and so i i told him outright i was like i don't need you anymore like to
01:18:12.940
my manager i was like i'm quitting only fans he like his response was very typical of what i
01:18:19.340
thought he would say was just like you know you can't make it in the real world you need this money
01:18:24.060
like what are you gonna do now um you need me stuff like that is just so controlling and i really got
01:18:30.780
to see a very dark side to him after that you know now she's like it's before now it's the manager's
01:18:37.260
fault before before it was the dad's fault pearl do you think some of these conversions are just
01:18:45.500
uh rebrands is it really a shift only fans model to is it really a shift from only fans model to
01:18:51.500
christian influencers do you think this could turn into a trend it already is a trend look on tiktok
01:18:55.980
there's like 10 women that did the same thing and all is just better at it than the other ones but
01:19:01.260
no i think none of them i think the ones the ones that are genuine are not on the internet yeah it
01:19:10.060
was a really scary thing for me to like let that life go it's terrifying to me because i'm like now
01:19:15.260
where am i going to make my money from what am i going to do with my life like this is all i know
01:19:19.820
right now i don't have my family in my life you know so and then even the day i again like i told my
01:19:25.100
dad like i wanted to get off only fans he was like oh no you should stay on for another year year and a
01:19:29.260
half so great father great father yeah um i'd tell her the same thing you should stay on because
01:19:36.140
you might as well if you got tag teamed on camera you might as well milk it a little more
01:19:41.740
i would do the same thing i'd say milk it further might as well what's a year gonna change you know
01:19:49.260
so you you cut you cut the court you deleted the accounts absolutely it's all gone all gone all gone
01:19:54.220
wiped wiped wiped everything and so and then you just you started life new yeah when did you get
01:20:00.140
married to your husband we got married in march 2024 on easter weekend praise the lord yeah and so
01:20:08.140
you you got baptized you have repented from this entire life right and turned away repentance is
01:20:15.100
different if you don't change repentance means to take a change so but the the modern gospel knowledge
01:20:21.100
says that you know jesus gets you and like you could still do only fans and jesus will just say
01:20:26.620
i love you well that's a mr potato head jesus that's not that's a made up jesus you know we love to
01:20:31.020
identify jesus as accepting us for who we are i've even heard you know artists like sophie rain one of
01:20:36.700
the biggest only fans models even be like oh jesus loves me yeah yes he loves you he does not love your
01:20:42.940
sin he does not condone what you're doing and saying oh you're happy you're making money it's okay
01:20:48.220
that is not the god we serve thankfully for that because it would never induce change
01:20:55.020
were there points throughout your journey where walk me through some of the lows
01:21:00.780
your only fans or man i was smoking so much i was drinking not i wasn't like an alcoholic but i did drink
01:21:08.700
so um i felt like my life really didn't have much purpose other than showing my body that was that was
01:21:15.740
all i was to the world so it was just a mouthpiece and a body that must have made you quite depressed
01:21:22.460
i wasn't depressed because i didn't feel anything from smoking numbed yourself oh i couldn't feel
01:21:27.180
anything other than anger sometimes and i threw myself into the how do you guys go to church i just
01:21:34.460
i can't do it but you always have to deal with some version of this it never ends
01:21:40.060
it never because every church is going to shame sexuality every single one and sex desperate
01:21:48.860
men will do some crazy things like this oh my god oh my god the gym i was i was lifting crazy weight
01:21:59.420
like i just went like that was like the only feeling i had was like pain in the gym other than that i didn't
01:22:04.780
cry i didn't feel anything i didn't sit in the shower and sob like nothing like that felt nothing
01:22:11.500
of the of the women that are now only fans creators still what do they have in common
01:22:20.860
in common of what back history like their drive they're broken absolutely in any sense of the form
01:22:27.740
of brokenness it exists in their life they don't have to have family issues to be broken but maybe
01:22:32.940
something happened along their life they didn't have the right direction you know parents didn't
01:22:37.500
parent they were friends to their kid that's a big issue too i see like if a parent is not being a
01:22:42.540
parent like the bible says specifically to raise up the child in the way oh my god make it stop
01:22:50.380
oh my god they should go she probably retired because she got herpes or hpv that's a very like
01:22:58.540
big job as a parent to lead your child into one knowing christ and then you know into their future
01:23:05.100
it's a really hard decision we make especially in the generation we live in now just soiled in social
01:23:10.300
media soiled in like this idea of jesus in a box um porn is everywhere like when you talk to most young
01:23:19.180
men and ask them what was the age where you first experienced porn it's crazy how young parents just
01:23:25.100
don't care they don't care parents are actually helping them right and they want to ignore like
01:23:29.660
at 13 i was molested that was my introduction into sex was a very perverted sense of the word
01:23:35.420
so it could be anything it didn't have to do with parenting it could be anything drug abuse watching
01:23:40.460
drug around you like man anything can affect that in a woman a women need to be led you know god oh no
01:23:48.220
not this bull how do you lead women that don't want to follow oh screw you nala god is your leader
01:23:55.020
first and foremost you don't have to have a husband to lead you but you know women need that direction
01:24:00.140
so when you're being directed by groomers in only fans agencies of course you're gonna do the worst of
01:24:06.700
the worst i compromised so many times when i never thought i would i did and so you can you please
01:24:15.020
super chat me guys look you guys are so generous
01:24:22.620
but this is just can i get like a two dollar super chat just for this i feel like i i i'm getting
01:24:29.900
trauma from listening to this but i know it's entertaining and i do it for the cause
01:24:36.460
because i grew up around women like this you got married in spring of 2024 you gave your life to the
01:24:47.260
lord all right 2024 she's given like a year and a half to the lord can we give can we give her like
01:24:53.900
a five-year trial period before we give her microphones admittedly i i can usually anticipate
01:25:00.700
how things are going to play out on the internet i'm pretty good at that okay but when we announced
01:25:06.380
you at our young women's leadership summit oh thank you for the three dollars two dollars that you
01:25:11.980
know i'm going to ask for the sale here i really am i am oh now now now charlie's about to go into
01:25:18.060
shaming shaming us for having a problem with her as a speech or speaker can't talk the the the
01:25:26.620
self-righteous backlash was very oh my god you are talking about self-righteousness oh my god
01:25:34.700
founding to me and usually i'm like i can kind of get it but like they're like what charlie why would
01:25:40.700
you have nala ray speak i said well from what i understand she's repented convicted towards a new life
01:25:48.060
she's given her life to jesus she's married and has a lot to share about this industry
01:25:53.420
mm-hmm i hate to even ask you this but like what do you say to people that say you're a fake you're
01:25:58.860
a fraud you're disingenuous i think in general change is a very hard concept for people to grasp
01:26:06.060
because that normally means you're stuck being stuck sucks so change is an idea of look i don't really
01:26:13.740
care about the only fans i care about the attitude and her attitude's the exact same
01:26:18.220
it's the exact same completely rerouting and if you've lived a certain way most of your life it's
01:26:27.900
hard to reroute somewhere else for me it was very difficult to give up promiscuous okay if it was so
01:26:34.620
difficult now you're completely changed in a year and i'm supposed to believe it to give up weed to give
01:26:40.700
up cussing to give up you know seeking after attention of the world it was like i'm still dealing
01:26:46.140
with stuff like that in counseling you know i'm not perfect i am not like completely healed now and
01:26:50.540
here to just share my message i'm very broken very broken because of the choices i made but i realize
01:26:56.860
those choices and i'm very open about it because i want to help other people the you know either where
01:27:03.340
it's coming from the left or the right side i see a disingenuine act of you know concern i feel like
01:27:11.260
they're acting out of concern but it's really not concern it's just putting down because they're stuck in
01:27:16.060
their own life and they don't know how to change or maybe they do know how to change but they don't
01:27:20.620
want to change changing is hard yeah and i i think at least some of the nah triplet if you've spent five
01:27:27.980
years in corn did sexual degeneracy we need 10 years minimum of proper 19th century christian behavior
01:27:34.620
look i'm just begging for anything anything any barrier of entry god damn criticism is i don't know it's
01:27:43.980
like oh i don't want to say legalistic because i hate that word but i mean at least from what
01:27:49.660
i understand and i think i know the bible pretty well i'd say you do i think repentance is like a
01:27:55.260
pretty important component of christianity right and not just like saying the words but actually
01:28:01.020
demonstrating that you're leaving right a sinful lifestyle it would be very different if i was
01:28:05.100
sitting here today and being like i don't even think i'd be here today she still makes money off of the
01:28:09.260
only fans uh if i said oh you know i accepted christ in my heart i'm changing and i'm still on
01:28:16.300
only yeah we'd have a much different conversation we wouldn't be i would not be here today yeah
01:28:19.660
absolutely i'd be asking much different questions yeah so i i think what's crazy about the people that
01:28:25.180
love to hate on me i like to call my biggest fans is that mainly that you know they push for change
01:28:31.180
they they say like why don't we change in this generation what is wrong with our youth but then when it
01:28:36.060
actually happens so like a case like mine actually happens they cannot believe it i don't believe it
01:28:42.460
because it sounds too good to be true and i'm not an idiot i wasn't born yesterday nollie your simp
01:28:47.660
husband might have been charlie kirk might have been not me no yeah you know what i'm saying i think it
01:28:56.140
i think it truly is a hard concept to grasp for and it's like no one knows i mean i can't read your
01:29:01.820
heart only god can but i can read your actions like and actions do you speak louder unless you
01:29:06.940
have some sort of like burner only fans do you right you can ask my husband right no but like
01:29:13.500
you're also you are you like in tax debt or something huge amounts of tax debt which happens
01:29:18.060
to all these only fans yeah but it wasn't even my fault my cpa in 2021 failed to file my taxes
01:29:24.300
because he got sent to jail for some reason we got to get better people around you your dad's going to
01:29:30.220
jail or your cpa's going to jail we gotta we gotta rebuild your team i would like jordan yeah oh no
01:29:40.140
oh they're gonna do it oh my god what a money hungry scum of there
01:29:48.380
oh i bet they're gonna do it they're gonna start a podcast what an idiot too many people are going to
01:30:02.140
jail listen i know no i'm giving you a hard time um so but you're in tax debt yeah so if it was all
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about the money then you would have just why wouldn't i why would i give that up because literally i could
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clear my tax debt up now which is 300 000 in a month of only fans so why wouldn't i just go back
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right well of course yeah so again i just the i tried to seriously because some of the objections
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were from people that i like tangentially know okay and i was like trying to understand how what
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is so controversial about this and i guess they're like well charlie why are you having a porn star come
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to your conference it's like well former is a pretty important word in life it is right it is um
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and and also here's an interesting question so the young ladies in this audience almost assuredly all
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of them i don't know if any of them are on only fans but have heard of it at least well or at least
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they have friends on only fans right and i guarantee you this if you have a son right now chances are
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somebody's son in this audience is consuming only fans oh a million it's very one of my favorite
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clips ever in the history of our campus content you show up and you ask the question at the um the
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event at uc riverside and nala says uh you know i was on only fans and if you listen carefully you hear
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all the shout all the seven men are like yeah yeah until i'm like i scorned them and then they shut up
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so like these this is why we hate bible thumpers men coming to our campus events
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are like spending money and consuming on this like i said in the interview with you they're supplying
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the demand the issue is so much more and i've seen a lot of like some right-winged people even
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say like oh girls just need to close their legs there wouldn't be a demand if men were not
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i am i'm just speechless at how bad this is i'm speechless
01:32:07.740
asking for i agree that's that's it's a both issue it's not men or just women or men or just women but i
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just no i totally agree she was both sided male nature all right oh my god now they're gonna blame
01:32:23.260
the men look at the men this is what happens to the men they graduate high school they're like any
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women want to get married and date me and the women are like nah we want to bang tyrone chad glock
01:32:34.380
tavius and gavin the men are like all right i guess um i guess some of us will learn how to get women
01:32:41.420
and some of us will just watch corn and then you know the commentators are like oh um well you're
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bad for watching corn and they're like well you know i have this need and then the church is like
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well you're wrong for having this need and they're like well do the women want to get married and the
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women are like no i just can't find a good man and the guys are like wait i'm right here and then
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they're like well you know i just know not they're like oh do you want to get married she's like not you
01:33:10.540
i need a god you know when women say they want a godly man they just want a hot guy
01:33:16.620
they would you know they want a guy who's prayed for five minutes with muscles that's what that's
01:33:20.940
what they're asking for she's gonna make her simp husband pay that 300k then divorce him if she
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has 300k tax bill then where is her money she's driving if she's driving a lambo how much is her
01:33:34.780
house worth why can't she sell the house and pay the tax bill she's lying a hundred percent
01:33:41.180
oh my gosh bring the guy with the ears yeast infection on pearl
01:33:48.540
when it comes to sexual matters is um very primal unfortunately yeah but let me let me ask you though
01:33:55.260
like more like applicably the it when you were selling content were the men respectful to you
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some were but it was more just simpy behavior but i what does that mean simpy behavior is you charlie
01:34:12.460
you i'm so glad you asked mainly i hate to use that word i hate that word you're using a lot
01:34:17.500
you're next you're gonna talk about aura and riz you gotta calm down the gen z stuff oh my gosh i'm a
01:34:22.060
millennial too so that doesn't make any sense to me but for me that simp behavior is mainly just like
01:34:28.940
i'll do anything for you like very cowardly behavior so i understand that that's how 50
01:34:35.900
of them probably reacted because in their eyes you're just like this famous person that they
01:34:40.220
get to talk to but they're not even talking to you they're talking to probably like 30 year old indian
01:34:44.700
males on the other side of the computer screen sharing very intimate details about themselves how many
01:34:50.460
more american on your i don't know i never met my team no no no i mean on your customers
01:34:57.020
i have no idea i never i was never talking to them wasn't there a chat or some way that they
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could send you messages yeah i wasn't in charge of the chat i had a team in charge of the chat
01:35:06.620
they thought they were talking to you yes that is a very tricky thing there so it's their fault that
01:35:12.780
you committed fraud you're giving again sensitive information probably sending like they are sending
01:35:19.580
sensitive pictures and a man is probably looking at it oh that's gross very gross yeah um there are
01:35:29.500
there are hundreds of thousands of young women right now that are still in captivity in only
01:35:36.220
fans would you would you agree with that description million percent you you are the top earner and you
01:35:42.540
just left one of them yeah yeah what what is your message to these young women where at times again
01:35:49.740
i want anybody else talking to young women anybody else but her and i don't spend any time on social
01:35:55.980
media but at times my team is sending me pictures of screenshots of young ladies that like wanted to
01:36:02.380
get involved with turning point chapters and they have only fans accounts in their bio and it's like it's
01:36:07.820
like there's no shame anymore around it like interesting so anyway to say it's been largely
01:36:14.780
normalized what is your message to the women that are current all right guys i want to get to a
01:36:19.900
thousand live viewers can you please like it please pretty please currently captive to the only fans
01:36:27.900
well i think mainly captivity i know so oh my god you're looking for value so if we can break that down
01:36:34.060
a little bit if like it's not even about the money necessarily money is like an it's a nice little
01:36:39.420
cherry on top to everything else but they're looking for validation they're looking for attention
01:36:44.620
they're looking for love everyone looks for love in different things some people look for it in food
01:36:49.100
some people look at it for it in alcohol or family or friends or whatever it is but these women are
01:36:53.980
actively looking and seeking after love but their value is not made up in likes or views or filters
01:37:01.340
it is truly made up in the image that god created you to be in you know god does love you you are
01:37:07.020
absolutely right about that but he does not justify your sin you chose that life and it's it you can
01:37:13.660
get out of it it is not a simple path but you absolutely can get yeah and now by the way she has a
01:37:19.820
subscription bible service you know like i would believe the conversion if she was just became a
01:37:27.260
waitress or something but now it's like okay you're monetizing religion get out of that and live the
01:37:35.500
life that god created for you you know if god says you are fearfully and wonderfully made you are you
01:37:40.540
know when you look at how god described in genesis when he created the earth about it being good you
01:37:46.220
know he says like the sun the moon the stars the galaxies the sea animals that was good but yet he
01:37:51.580
describes us as fearfully and wonderfully made he thinks you're wonderful you know and that's such a special
01:37:56.700
thing to do and be in the sight of god so i feel like you're like you're looking for an identity so
01:38:04.060
hard in the world and the world is giving you so much only so much my husband explained it the best
01:38:09.580
that the devil has a budget he can only give you so much but god can give you everything that you've
01:38:16.860
ever actually needed we just we're in such a a generation of pleasure and she's good at manipulating
01:38:23.660
men credit where it's due her approach will change as her needs change yep me and selfishness and pride
01:38:29.740
and ego and it's such a blinder you know this world living our life is not about us it's about being a
01:38:36.060
servant just like jesus came not to be served but to be a servant that is what our purpose is and the
01:38:41.580
sooner we find that out the better our lives will be so the um it's a beautiful message thank you
01:38:48.620
do you how do you think the church the american church has served young people young women well
01:38:57.580
which denomination well any let's say the the evangelical church non-denominable why like
01:39:05.100
why is it about serving young people like i i don't like the way you said that because
01:39:12.540
i mean the the church should be the one that is speaking yes outreaching love into these people's
01:39:19.580
lives i mean how many pastors are even speaking about the the crisis of pornography not a lot i
01:39:25.180
know like one jonathan pecluda does openly speak about that love his sermons um john bevere does speak
01:39:30.780
about it love his books but not a lot and i'm very surprised about it but what they seem to be doing
01:39:36.300
is mainly just talking towards the men which yes they need to be spoken to and taught but the women
01:39:41.660
need a safe haven and that church should be the safe haven because as the body of christ where
01:39:46.380
we are the arms the hands the fingers we are meant to reach out and if we are not doing that we are
01:39:51.260
stuck in place we it's like we it's like the body of christ now has like arthritis or something now we
01:39:56.460
just don't want to move we're so comfortable where we are in the five years i was on onlyfans jordan was
01:40:01.980
the only person to tell me about christ and like how much he loved me all right i'm getting tuned out
01:40:08.060
um let me know in the comments if you guys want me to finish this this week um but it's just too much
01:40:16.860
do you know what i mean it's just i'm just getting oh i can't take this anymore
01:40:25.100
thanks for the super chat guy i can't believe we got a 400 super chat
01:40:29.580
i was i really had some doubt when i started this new format because everyone was kind of just
01:40:36.940
wanting me to go back to the pre-game show but i just didn't want to lose hair you know um and the
01:40:43.340
viewership's going up and things seem to be getting better so maybe you guys do like the new format the
01:40:49.260
collins and stuff i don't know um thanks so much for watching guys i really really appreciate it
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