She would Support Her Husband Transitioning
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Summary
In this episode of the podcast, I chat to my good friend and long time friend, Ayesha, who is a non-binary, queer, non-straight Muslim girl living in London. We talk about being queer in the UK, being gay, being non binary, and our thoughts on other female breasts. We also talk about our views on queerness and non binaryism.
Transcript
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right i can't handle weed i'm like pussy and now i just i get all right do you drink i
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i do commit haram and drink yes i know it's the last day of well second last day of ramadan yeah
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do drink okay so what's your favorite drink i like uh going classy right now i'm feeling
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classy i'm wearing a nice shirt i don't know if you see my shoes thank you these shoes they're
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cute yeah they're nice i feel like james bond or like uh so i've been drinking whiskey on the rocks
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okay sometimes oh it's so bad there you go i'll just like be at home like just in my birthday
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suit and if people are there obviously i wear like my dressing up but i like being free like sometimes
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just yeah that's not that bad it's not that bad but like that's that's normal you like to why would
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you want to wear clothes when you're true but yeah i do that and it's chill it's just in alone in your
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bed or like other people in the house no no in my room if other people in my house i'm not doing that
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no way okay yeah because i know some girls like they'll just stay they won't care to walk like hey
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and my best friend's like she's she's too funny i've gone to her house and she's opened it on i'm
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like really she's like yeah i'm free i'm in my house i'm like okay do you do but you're in the
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house too so it's a little bit it's a bit weird but i'm just like nice cool you don't like the does
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that bother you because i'm like oh cool but not really it doesn't bother me no she's in her own
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house she's this is her body she can do what she wants with it so what type of thoughts and feelings
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do you have when you see other female breasts i don't have any thoughts i've got i've got my own
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so so you don't need you don't need to no why would i think you don't just want to no no no you don't
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just want to like slap them i have i have enough of mine so yeah it's really yeah i wouldn't just go
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up to him but actually no okay would you ever do i i that's what i want to do when i see them walking
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around like yeah i just want to just hey how you doing buddy hey nice to see you you know oh long
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time no see what the yeah so you don't do that no you're like hey babe come in no no i didn't sound
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like that your voice got deep when you said that did it yeah oh oh babe you've got a nice no you've got
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a nice bum in it no okay we don't say anything like that say it again in it why do you say it with
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an accent you've got a nice bum in it but you're saying it with an accent it's just in it
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in it yeah just you know not in it that's what you're saying you're like in it
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oi come here with your bum in it all right sorry i'm done there's a lot of jamaicans in london right
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quite a few yeah can you tell me some of the slang i love saying bumbo clad
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i love that you guys are really good with your homophobia oh yeah in jamaica yeah they're a bit like
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batty wine if you stay away from me yeah yeah yeah all of that but i just think that's because
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of their lifestyle and how it is out there they're just a bit like it's a bit much but if i feel like
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if they come over here and live in like in london and see like gay people it's not it doesn't bother
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me i don't really mind but obviously in jamaica it's a big thing like they're like no oh so you you
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you like those people it's not that i i wouldn't say i don't like i just don't have an issue if that's
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what they're into that's what they're into i'm not going to judge them just because they're gay or
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they're non-binary that's their preference and that's their lifestyle non-binary non-binary yeah
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i don't have it's not my i don't feel like it's right to judge people you know what's really stupid
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about non-binary is that actually creates a binary because non-binary implies that there is a binary
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so when you say there's binary and non-binary guess what that is yeah a binary yeah it's it's so stupid
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it's so they've created this thing like there's normal people and there's different people
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yeah and so different people like queer whatever this thing it's and so now you've made a new one
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and then you know what's going to happen soon there's going to be a non-binary for those non-binary
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because that's the new binary yeah yeah yeah and there's going to be a new rainbow thing i don't
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even know what colors are going to use we're married we have a kid yeah we have a two-year-old son
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and i tell you i want to change my gender and i'm leaving the marriage for you yeah i'm not i'm
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going to become a woman i'm going to become a woman i'm going to start taking estrogen i'm going to go
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cut off this and you got to raise the son and there's a minute left but this is very important
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party the red lights come on what are you doing um to be fair because i married you and you're my
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husband i will always support you i'm your wife now well yeah i would i would support you in your
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choice and what you do because at the end of the day i married you because i fell in love with your
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energy your vibe your personality if you choose to change that that's you but it wouldn't stop me
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from loving you because you were who i loved from the beginning until now esther the jamaican girl
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i like that she didn't get triggered when i said no no to that nonsense that we brought up at the
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that was good that she's willing to uh look past that she doesn't get that triggered by something that's
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anti-woke she had um i thought she knit that shirt because that was those things were
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those things i really wanted to go like just just in the middle of the day i got the she said she has
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the intrusive thoughts about i i wanted to i just wanted to pounce on it but no she was good nice nice
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i was looking in her eyes trying not to look down i liked her i would say um yeah i'm interested in
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i want to see see more of the girls man but uh both i would say absolutely it was like a six out of
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time day she's a little nervous but that's good i like when a girl's nervous and she's sheepish and
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she's trying to qualify herself because uh this is i'm in my