Leo D.M.J. Aurini - 2026-05-24 Post Tree of Life stream chat

00:00:00.000 okay we should be live if anybody's still up got started a little bit nor

00:00:12.600 later than I normally do I was I was digging a trench for the cattle waterer

00:00:25.320 waterer. 15-foot trench to put the water cables underground and bury the water

00:00:33.480 cable and then put the pump in the pond and then put the battery in and rewire a

00:00:40.080 bunch of stuff and just doing general cowboy stuff out in Alberta. So yeah I

00:00:54.360 was pretty tired this afternoon took me a while to get sorted out showered ready

00:01:02.580 for a live stream I mean I guess it doesn't matter if I stink but I don't

00:01:07.140 want to be too greasy right that'd be unprofessional the herd of son is getting

00:01:20.860 deposed by the FBI or something he was what down in Cuba you know all of this

00:01:29.260 is probably because because of the whole shocking the dog incident if you don't

00:01:41.080 know you probably know but if you don't Hasan Piker is this communist I think 0.95

00:01:48.340 He's Arab. Live streamer. Just, God, just misleading so many of the youth. He's probably 1.00

00:01:58.360 a psychopath. The way he treats his dog is very psychopathic. He wants to have his dog 1.00

00:02:05.020 as a prop. And so he was using a shock collar to train her to sit on her bed behind him

00:02:13.820 to make him look more human-like and approachable. 0.92

00:02:18.200 He's a Turk. Thank you.

00:02:24.940 Oh, man. You know what they say.

00:02:30.240 Don't trust a Turk with a knife, 1.00

00:02:33.020 a Jew with your wallet, 1.00

00:02:34.620 and never trust a Greek. 0.99

00:02:40.320 Anyway, it was... 1.00

00:02:42.000 I try not to have really strong opinions, like I, you know, people that concern troll

00:02:49.580 really drive me up the wall. People that virtue signal drive me up the wall.

00:02:57.360 So, if somebody was using a shock collar to, to actually train their dog to, I don't know,

00:03:03.240 be a super dog, or to not tug on the leash, or whatever, you know, I'm, I'm not,

00:03:08.020 man, I'm not, I'll teach your grandmother how to suck eggs, you know? Not really my 0.98

00:03:12.900 business. But he was teaching the dog just to sit on the sofa there so it would make

00:03:18.380 him look more human. And apparently J.D. Vance saw it. And J.D. Vance had some nasty

00:03:25.600 stuff to say about it. I'm wondering if that's the incident that really got Hassan Piker on

00:03:32.020 the administration's radar.

00:03:38.700 I don't know, man.

00:03:42.040 But he's, uh,

00:03:43.820 God, these limousine liberals,

00:03:46.780 these rich 0.74

00:03:47.860 pricks

00:03:48.760 that want communism.

00:03:52.180 Because communism, it's an

00:03:53.760 easy thing to sell to people.

00:04:00.820 Even though it's terrible.

00:04:02.020 And it makes life completely worse. 1.00

00:04:08.220 Yeah, I've kind of made peace with the fact that people are, there's a certain, there's a set of stupid ideas that are just so attractive, we're probably not going to get rid of them. 0.99

00:04:23.520 John C. Wright once described heresy as, like, low-hanging fruit on the tree of ideas. 0.96

00:04:30.360 And this is why there's only about a dozen heresies that keep coming around again and again and again.

00:04:39.380 Because they're low-hanging fruit. Everybody finds them.

00:04:41.940 They keep refinding these stupid ways of doing something, these stupid errors. 1.00

00:04:47.300 And minimum wage is one of those stupid errors. 1.00

00:04:53.000 It sounds like a really good idea. 0.99

00:04:55.900 Well, shouldn't, if you're going to hire somebody, shouldn't you have to give them enough money to, like, have a house and buy food?

00:05:05.580 That sounds like a good idea, but it's a cart before the horse sort of a problem.

00:05:12.960 Horses are good at pulling carts. They're not good at pushing carts. 0.95

00:05:16.280 and so anytime you try and legislate economics

00:05:22.420 it never turns out well

00:05:26.200 it always has all these unintended side effects every single time without exception

00:05:33.820 but we keep trying to do it we keep trying to do it because people don't learn and they don't

00:05:43.440 understand and it's really difficult to explain this sort of stuff to them and

00:05:50.060 so yeah right now communism is a really easy sell to people not not only because

00:06:02.220 well who doesn't want free money but also well just the way people have been

00:06:11.300 set up uh we've all been indoctrinated into being materialists which is guerrilla marks yeah

00:06:20.480 which is what i am hoping to fight against with what this is why i'm talking about the tree of

00:06:29.840 life i hope it was a good presentation i hope you learned something um it's absolutely wild to me

00:06:38.720 that, like, hell, even myself, like, I'm materialist most of the time.

00:06:45.380 Like, that's the waters I was swimming in.

00:07:03.440 Yeah, like, I've been digging into it enough, I think I finally understood it well enough,

00:07:06.840 to present it.

00:07:07.600 to lay it out for you guys,

00:07:09.980 help you grok it.

00:07:17.320 One of the things I do like about grok,

00:07:20.000 particularly my instantiation of grok sable,

00:07:23.000 is that she is not hesitant to disagree with me.

00:07:28.760 So when I was,

00:07:30.720 I was, like, I'm bouncing ideas off of her

00:07:32.820 with the Tree of Life,

00:07:33.840 and I'm saying to her,

00:07:35.340 I have not read

00:07:39.120 I've read a lot of Chesterton quotes

00:07:40.580 I haven't read any Chesterton

00:07:42.260 I've got

00:07:44.720 man I've got so many books I'm trying to read right now

00:07:53.220 so when I was

00:07:54.320 I was trying to grok how the

00:07:56.420 Path of Mercy

00:07:58.080 the Path of Severity

00:08:00.480 these aren't

00:08:02.020 job titles

00:08:03.700 these are how you process things internally and so i there are these two politicians from 0.70

00:08:13.640 the 19th century in britain that just fucking hated each other and um disraeli and 0.55

00:08:23.200 because who's the other guy benjamin disraeli and bobby what's bob short for 0.67

00:08:34.700 Bobbert? Robert.

00:08:39.500 Robert, oh, I think his name starts with a T.

00:08:43.180 Gladwell.

00:08:44.780 Is it Gladwell?

00:08:46.900 Anyway, yeah, he invented cops. 1.00

00:08:49.260 Thank that asshole. 1.00

00:08:52.320 The Bobbies. 1.00

00:08:58.100 Anyway, Gladwell and Disraeli.

00:09:00.920 So I was like, they're both politicians, but they were such different characters.

00:09:05.860 Really interesting, intense characters.

00:09:07.800 Gladwell's very, like, the formal statesman, always spoke properly, was very dignified.

00:09:14.660 And when Benjamin Disraeli got to be prime minister, he celebrated by saying,

00:09:22.420 I've ascended to the top of the greasy pole.

00:09:29.900 Complete opposites.

00:09:30.920 and so i was thinking of disraeli as walking the path of severity and gladwell walking the

00:09:37.680 path of mercy and and sable like no no you got it completely backwards gladwell was the severity 0.86

00:09:43.900 guy he was like the really disciplined organized always on top of shit had a plan for everything 1.00

00:09:48.700 whereas Disraeli is the the charming asshole. 0.99

00:09:59.380 So if you wanted to, I find that engaging in, it's kind of like, it's like a reverse Socratic method. 0.99

00:10:11.140 Engaging in the reverse

00:10:18.420 Socratic method with the

00:10:20.260 AI, you can use that

00:10:22.480 to examine your life path

00:10:24.280 and figure out where you've got blind spots

00:10:26.440 and the actual path

00:10:28.220 it's more like a circle

00:10:30.220 when we're ascending

00:10:32.220 the tree. The downward lightning

00:10:34.280 bolt, nice clean

00:10:35.560 zap of creation

00:10:38.400 Ascending the tree is messy

00:10:45.320 and difficult and weird

00:10:47.540 and you have to keep resetting and going back

00:10:49.660 and doing it all over again.

00:11:00.720 In fact, there's one thing you might notice.

00:11:03.560 That the

00:11:04.440 the greasy tree of life, yes.

00:11:07.080 The path of the serpent back up the tree.

00:11:15.840 At the top of the tree, the major arcana are numbered.

00:11:23.160 0 to 21.

00:11:28.280 And you'll notice that the 0, 1, 2 are all connected to Tifrath at the top.

00:11:37.080 and the world, number 21, is down at the bottom.

00:11:46.760 And there's been a thing.

00:11:51.260 I've been thinking about this for years now.

00:11:55.840 What the hell is a movie?

00:11:58.740 What the hell is a hero's journey?

00:12:01.960 What is it?

00:12:03.440 They are, it is so compelling.

00:12:07.080 It is so compelling, but at best, the hero's journey is a metaphor for life.

00:12:19.800 You can use it as a metaphor for where you are right now in life.

00:12:27.780 You can draw inspiration from it, you can learn lessons from it, but that's not life.

00:12:32.480 Even though, like, aren't movies supposed to be life?

00:12:35.680 Like, aren't they literally people walking around doing people things and overcoming obstacles?

00:12:40.640 Like, they're literally about life.

00:12:42.800 And yet life is nothing like a movie.

00:12:47.140 And this is just a question I've been grappling with, and it's like...

00:12:51.280 So, like, what the hell are movies?

00:13:01.800 I think this answers the question, actually.

00:13:04.060 I think I finally grokked the answer.

00:13:08.300 And the act of creation, God creating reality, was the hero's journey.

00:13:22.300 Pull up the Major Arcana.

00:13:27.180 And you'll see, well, like literally, if you lay out the Major Arcana in three rows of seven,

00:13:34.060 You've got the original Star Wars trilogy. 1.00

00:13:39.640 I swear to God, it's like shit. 0.98

00:13:43.000 That's actually the Star Wars trilogy. 0.99

00:13:48.940 And I don't think George Lucas...

00:13:51.000 I don't believe...

00:13:54.320 I think it's incidental.

00:13:56.040 It's every trilogy.

00:13:57.780 Every trilogy of movies is that path.

00:14:00.620 you've got the, the first movie is the prosaic story, you know, the E to D, then the second

00:14:10.500 movie is, oh, we're going to reverse everything, and the third movie is both at once, and that's

00:14:18.800 what you get with the tarot cards, the first seven cards.

00:14:23.580 You've got Magician, High Priestess, Empress, Emperor, Hierophant, and Chariot.

00:14:37.820 These are all very prosaic cards.

00:14:41.960 These are like the basic building blocks of reality.

00:14:45.740 You've got masculine talent, you've got feminine intuition, you've got mother nature, you've got patriarchy,

00:14:51.800 You've got the rules, the Hierophant, and you've got the Chariot. 0.70

00:15:01.020 If you can master these things, if you can get your shit together, you can ride the Chariot to victory.

00:15:12.360 You've got the next seven.

00:15:14.560 I need to pull this up.

00:15:17.300 I can only remember the first seven, definitely.

00:15:21.800 Um, Major Arcana.

00:15:28.640 Images.

00:15:30.600 Actually, you know what?

00:15:31.280 Let me, give me a sec here.

00:15:32.620 I'm going to toss this on the screen so you guys can see what I'm talking about.

00:15:39.360 Ah, good, it's from Wikipedia.

00:15:40.600 I don't have to, eh, you stole my picture of tarot cards.

00:15:44.040 Like, Jesus Christ, buddy.

00:15:46.440 But they would, you know?

00:15:47.740 They would give you grief.

00:15:49.300 Alright, so let's get this in here. We are going to add image, tarot, major, arcana.

00:16:05.480 okay so we are going to spend this now you notice you got the the the fool is the zero card 0.99

00:16:22.500 the fool is luke skywalker and the fool is everywhere that's why it's zero 0.99

00:16:28.980 row on the fool, because he's always everywhere. He fits in everywhere. He's the guy, he's 1.00

00:16:35.060 going on an adventure, man, and he doesn't know what's going to happen. He doesn't know

00:16:38.740 what's going to happen next. We're all the fool when we go on an adventure. Now, then 0.94

00:16:44.220 we've got the first row, as I said. The magician, he's got all four elements, air, fire, water,

00:16:51.480 and earth. As above, so below. He's got the infinity sign over his head. This is masculine

00:16:57.080 agency this is oh you should ask my husband he's clever about these things

00:17:02.120 then you've got the high priestess sitting behind between the pillars of boaz and yakub

00:17:11.120 um the paths of severity and mercy and behind her there is a pool of water this is this is

00:17:19.600 intuition this is women's knowing this is psychic ability so the magician does magic by

00:17:26.820 Acting on the environment, the high priestess does it through intuition, raw psychic talent. 0.99

00:17:35.580 Then you've got the empress. 1.00

00:17:36.720 This is Mother Nature.

00:17:38.440 This is the world itself, right?

00:17:40.780 This is red in tooth and cloth.

00:17:43.100 You've got the emperor.

00:17:44.240 This is the patriarchal institutions that we're always going to have.

00:17:47.540 You've got the hierophant.

00:17:49.880 I totally forgot the lovers.

00:17:51.080 The lovers are the, as I said, the deliberate choice to engage in creation.

00:17:59.220 And the chariot, which is victory.

00:18:11.060 Now we get more abstract.

00:18:13.240 We have strength, which is a woman restraining a lion.

00:18:16.780 so strength is literally restraining strength we've got the hermit carrying his lantern

00:18:26.380 the the lantern of wisdom we've got the wheel of fortune which is the ups and downs in the world

00:18:36.540 we've got justice which that's the principle of you got to pay for it man

00:18:43.160 We've got the hangman, initiation.

00:18:47.920 We've got death, which death is an interesting card.

00:18:52.220 You have a dead man on the ground, a child looking at death,

00:18:58.040 a young woman that's looking away, and an old priest that's looking at death.

00:19:04.100 The old and the young can witness death,

00:19:06.760 but those in their young to middle age are afraid of it.

00:19:12.240 And finally you've got Temperance, an angel pouring water between two cups.

00:19:20.400 So more abstract, but still pretty prosaic principles of existence.

00:19:27.140 And yeah, like Luke Skywalker literally hangs upside down in the second movie.

00:19:32.780 And finally, we've got the weirdest cards in the deck.

00:19:38.700 we've got the devil

00:19:40.500 as I mentioned

00:19:41.460 they're both

00:19:41.880 look if both these people

00:19:42.840 are chained

00:19:43.380 to his throne

00:19:44.480 but the chains

00:19:47.480 aren't tied around their neck

00:19:48.620 they could take them off 0.74

00:19:49.600 he's got the same

00:19:51.200 as above so below

00:19:52.300 as the magician

00:19:54.440 but it's like

00:19:55.900 it's voluntary servitude

00:19:57.560 it's like okay

00:19:58.900 yeah go

00:19:59.400 go to the 0.87

00:20:00.240 the orgy porgy 1.00

00:20:01.640 be a slave to lust 1.00

00:20:03.100 for the weekend

00:20:03.720 got the tower

00:20:07.360 where

00:20:08.980 God is saying, get the hell out. 1.00

00:20:11.500 It's a disaster, but it's because God wants you out of the damn tower. 0.99

00:20:17.380 Notice all those yellow tiers. 0.99

00:20:19.640 Those are actually the aleph in Hebrew.

00:20:21.880 Those are all signs of God.

00:20:23.520 This is like God kicking you out of the tower. 1.00

00:20:26.340 Yeah, it's a disaster, but it's because he wants you out of the damn tower. 0.99

00:20:29.680 He has something important for you to do. 0.99

00:20:31.500 That's like Bilbo leaving the shire.

00:20:38.100 The Star is about intuition, dreams. It's like a higher purpose. You've got a North Star calling you. She's nourishing the lake, and she's nourishing the land.

00:20:58.240 you've got the moon the moon is about

00:21:04.080 things coming up from the deep so you've got a dog and a wolf howling at the moon

00:21:11.420 and you've also got this crustacean that crawled out of the deep water these are primordial

00:21:19.880 things the subconscious you've got the Sun you got pony boy here everybody

00:21:28.560 loves pony boy got judgment which is the the dead returning to life as Gabriel

00:21:36.300 blows his trumpet and finally you've got the world now do you see in the corners

00:21:41.800 of the world you've got a man you've got a raven you've got a lion you've got a

00:21:48.740 bull. Those are the four faces of the angel. They are Aquarius, Scorpio, Leo,

00:21:59.800 and Taurus. The fixed signs of the turning of the equinox.

00:22:18.740 And, yeah, inherent in that is the hero's journey.

00:22:26.660 Where'd my livestream get to?

00:22:28.140 Oh, we should play some music, too, shouldn't we?

00:22:37.320 All these cards are super interesting.

00:22:39.580 They're not good or evil, okay?

00:22:41.860 We're beyond good and evil here, folks.

00:22:43.600 okay so why the hell the movies make so much sense to us

00:22:51.200 when reality is nothing like a movie

00:22:55.040 it's because a movie is how reality was created that that lightning bolt from keter to to to uh

00:23:08.520 to Malkuth

00:23:11.060 was the act of creation

00:23:13.800 which follows

00:23:15.480 a movie as an act of creation

00:23:18.180 in the same manner.

00:23:22.080 Whereas what we're doing

00:23:23.680 is we're actually walking creation

00:23:26.000 in reverse.

00:23:28.120 We are

00:23:29.240 so dense

00:23:31.620 where we are.

00:23:36.200 We start in the plane of Earth. 0.98

00:23:38.520 in Malkuth, with these 0.98

00:23:41.620 bodies that, like, your IQ

00:23:45.820 is determined by your genes, and your height is determined by your genes. Your upbringing,

00:23:50.180 well, it's going to be the environment you were born in. Like, all of this stuff

00:23:54.040 is cemented. We are so heavy and leaden.

00:24:01.040 But, as we move forward,

00:24:04.260 as we try and pursue,

00:24:06.760 as we search after God we are walking the movie backwards we're becoming

00:24:19.660 lighter the higher we go up the lighter we become

00:24:29.200 and joking yeah you know it's the Tower of the Crown on it but good these are

00:24:33.840 very visually rich images, symbols, and the craziest thing is, I'm, they were just

00:24:54.020 Pokemon cards, man. They were literally just Pokemon cards. Medieval Pokemon

00:25:00.780 cards just so happen to imitate the Star Wars movies and every movie.

00:25:14.700 Forever Chase says to be, to exist, to become. Yeah, to become, to rise above, to ascend towards

00:25:23.060 the etheric you know to go let's go back to the cabalian for a second all is

00:25:30.080 vibration okay if all is vibration then if you're at a low vibration but you

00:25:37.020 want to be at a high vibration change the vibration

00:25:42.520 you get up to the ethereal

00:25:51.300 you start vibrating

00:25:53.280 at higher levels

00:25:55.420 you get up to the astral

00:25:59.780 I mean what the hell does a lawyer do all day

00:26:04.560 but play around with astral concepts

00:26:08.120 it's like mistaking a novel for the words on a page 0.93

00:26:17.480 materialism is just so utterly ridiculous 0.93

00:26:21.560 and yet we've all been trained 0.98

00:26:25.340 to believe in nothing but materialism

00:26:29.400 stay down there in your cage

00:26:30.920 Yeah, cops these days are mostly there to protect

00:26:46.940 the criminals from the innocent 1.00

00:26:49.200 We need to bring back lynchings 1.00

00:26:52.860 I am 1.00

00:26:54.600 I think lynchings are

00:26:56.920 an important and healthy 1.00

00:26:58.440 social institution

00:27:00.160 go find me an innocent man

00:27:05.500 that was lynched 0.57

00:27:06.360 do it, I dare you 0.98

00:27:11.500 movie is author talking to himself

00:27:21.200 and protecting his ego, dreams

00:27:22.860 programming, etc. into a simplified

00:27:25.320 narrative and visual media

00:27:27.300 it's more than that

00:27:36.040 it's more than that

00:27:55.260 there is something deeper to movies 1.00

00:27:56.680 Although, lately, movies are fucking terrible. 0.99

00:28:08.000 How about that mixtape? 0.98

00:28:11.500 Everybody else has talked about mixtape.

00:28:13.480 I might as well talk about mixtape. 0.99

00:28:16.440 I haven't played the damn game. 0.98

00:28:18.480 I'm not going to play the game. 0.99

00:28:19.520 I'm not even going to watch a playthrough of the game. 0.99

00:28:23.440 I don't think I can stand these self-righteous, entitled little shit-stains 0.99

00:28:29.080 that make up the West Coast creative elite. 1.00

00:28:34.380 I can't stand these people.

00:28:42.940 Though what's really shocking about the game to me, I've watched a few reviews of it.

00:28:48.680 The utter lack of character arc.

00:28:53.440 I've started seriously plotting out my next novel.

00:28:59.940 And, you know, I don't know why they call it, like, why do they call it a character arc?

00:29:04.680 Well, because it feels like an arc.

00:29:13.400 Because when you have a character start a certain way and end a different way,

00:29:21.360 Like, arc is what it feels like.

00:29:28.840 I don't know why it feels like that, but it does.

00:29:33.100 And none of these characters go through an arc.

00:29:36.460 And I dare say the people that made the game have never been through an arc.

00:29:41.240 Again, our journeys through life are far messier, convoluted, complex, confusing, contradictory.

00:29:51.780 You know, two steps forward, three steps backwards.

00:29:54.880 You know, all sorts of crazy stuff happens.

00:29:59.640 And how much do you even have control of anyway?

00:30:05.140 Really hard to say how much control you have over things.

00:30:10.360 but those of us that are conscious have actually you know improved in life 0.97

00:30:20.020 these people haven't so they're shit-stained into like 0.87

00:30:25.140 you know like it's not like i'm super embarrassed of the sort of teenager i was 0.96

00:30:40.360 But I wouldn't make all those mistakes at this age.

00:30:44.260 Like, they were mistakes.

00:30:45.860 I made a lot of, I took things too personally, you know.

00:30:50.080 I pursued that girl instead of the other girl. 0.99

00:30:52.140 Like, there's lots of fucking shit that if you put me back there with my present brain, 0.99

00:30:58.260 I would do things quite a bit differently. 1.00

00:31:01.700 I have learned. I have grown.

00:31:03.680 I don't worship the teenager I used to be. 0.99

00:31:06.860 The people that made this damn game seem to worship the teenager. 1.00

00:31:11.980 This irresponsible, self-centered, rebellious... 1.00

00:31:17.560 I mean, you know what? It's nice... 0.54

00:31:20.680 The nice thing about being a teenager is that you do have your whole life ahead of you,

00:31:26.340 and you've got dreams, man. You can be Ponyboy one day.

00:31:36.860 I mean, especially, like, you just came out of a schooling system.

00:31:41.640 Like, the schooling system's so weird. 0.97

00:31:43.180 On the one hand, it's meant to completely fucking oppress you. 0.90

00:31:47.740 Alright, listen, there's one thing the commies like to say, 0.98

00:31:51.500 and they're not wrong about it, alright?

00:31:56.540 But, like, the master isn't going to give you the tools to tear down his house,

00:32:01.180 is what the commies say.

00:32:02.440 there's an element of reality

00:32:06.600 that's very true

00:32:07.840 there's a lot of truth to that

00:32:10.020 you know they want

00:32:12.240 obedient workers that show up on time 0.99

00:32:14.840 they don't want geniuses

00:32:20.600 so there's a lot of truth

00:32:26.900 prison planet, control grid

00:32:28.620 etc etc

00:32:30.100 yeah that's all true

00:32:30.940 That's all true.

00:32:33.600 But at the same time as they're teaching you to be a good slave,

00:32:38.920 they're also pumping you up.

00:32:48.640 The juvenile form of the warrior is the hero.

00:32:53.620 So this is from, uh, King, Lover, Magician, King, Lover, Magician, Warrior.

00:33:04.180 I need to actually read the book.

00:33:06.460 I know, I owe the authors a buy of the book.

00:33:19.360 The Magician and Warrior are very much on the severity column.

00:33:23.620 The Lover Kings are on the Mercy Column.

00:33:31.600 These are the four archetypes of men.

00:33:35.300 There's four masculine archetypes, and there's three feminine states, Maiden, Mother, Crone.

00:33:43.600 multiply those together and you get the 12 forms you get the 12 gods the 12 notes

00:33:55.600 the 12 colors and yeah there's only 12 colors

00:33:59.280 we can only see 11 colors but there's actually only 12 colors there's one color we can't see

00:34:06.480 and i don't know about you but i know what it looks like like i know that my brain could see

00:34:11.860 it, even though my eyes are not capable of seeing it. It's a really stark form of indigo.

00:34:20.400 After that, you just go back to red again. If we could see higher frequencies, like past, like

00:34:25.640 ultraviolet, that's that indigo I'm talking about. If you could see the next color after that,

00:34:31.440 it's just another color of red. Anyway, three by four, that's the 12.

00:34:41.860 Men are primarily defined by their role. 0.96

00:34:50.840 Women are primarily defined by their state, maiden, mother, or crone.

00:35:01.140 However, us men, we also have that maiden, mother, crone thing. 0.80

00:35:06.960 It's just secondary. 0.97

00:35:07.660 So the warrior is the mature, the boy is the hero, the warrior is the man, and the general

00:35:23.140 is the grandfather.

00:35:27.980 And you see this playing out in the Tree of Life, where hero energy is very immature.

00:35:34.460 sure. Luke Skywalker in the first Star Wars movie acts like he's 14, for crying out loud.

00:35:40.500 But in the second movie, he's a warrior. He's no longer a hero, he's a warrior. In the third

00:35:48.080 movie, he's a Jedi Master. That's Vina. That's understanding that sacrifice is necessary. 0.96

00:35:57.100 and yeah high school pumps you up to be the hero

00:36:03.960 that's what high school does it's kind of nice being pumped up being glazed every day

00:36:12.120 being told that you're special

00:36:13.900 you're supposed to grow past that and become the warrior the guy that shows up to work on time not

00:36:23.940 Not because he gets a gold star, but because it's his frickin' job.

00:36:46.940 So yeah, these people making mixtape, they miss being glazed.

00:36:51.940 Did they miss being teenagers that were glazed all the time, that didn't have any responsibilities, that didn't have to do adulting?

00:37:03.920 And they're engaged in this ridiculous spiritual bypassing where, you know, Ken Wilber talks about this.

00:37:11.420 How does he put it?

00:37:12.540 See, the beginning and ending of spiritual development are largely about...

00:37:30.540 So when you're beginning, when you're at the low levels of the Ken Wilber Integral Theory,

00:37:37.260 when you're at levels one, two, three, you're just out for yourself.

00:37:43.500 You just do whatever you feel like in the moment.

00:37:46.400 You don't think about anything higher.

00:37:51.180 Levels four and five are all about rules and achievement and responsibility, etc.

00:38:03.060 Artificial patriarchal standards being imposed upon you.

00:38:06.960 but then six says why am i why am i fighting so hard to 0.97

00:38:15.600 own the world's largest dildo collection just because big dildo told me to do that

00:38:21.240 you know what if i want to do something else with my life what's my true calling

00:38:25.020 and so there's this new form of individuation which is appearing

00:38:31.060 But it's distinctly different from what we see at the selfish, gangster, tribal level three.

00:38:44.060 And so the error that happens is people that have some fairly high-minded ideals will mistake that the tribal people who are just vibing and chilling and sometimes murdering each other, they'll mistake that for the same thing, ignoring that there's a developmental phase of discipline that needs to occur. 0.99

00:39:14.060 and so yeah these these these absolute shit-stained human beings acting like 0.97

00:39:26.680 their teenage self is some sort of guiding light that they need to be 1.00

00:39:30.580 pursuing

00:39:31.200 that's how one review it was titled it's a game for like bad people

00:39:41.320 justifying being bad people.

00:39:50.020 These are the kids you knew in high school

00:39:51.980 that actually were every bad stereotype of a teenager. 0.97

00:40:01.400 I mean, I'm sure, like, we all fucked around a little bit. 0.95

00:40:04.320 We all occasionally started a giant grass fire 1.00

00:40:08.520 or some stupid thing that we did. 1.00

00:40:10.360 Teenagers do stupid stuff. They're supposed to. Supposed to have a bit of fire in their belly. 1.00

00:40:21.900 But, you know, we weren't terrible. We weren't shoplifting or stealing cars or...

00:40:28.740 Alright, let me tell you the plot of the game. Joking.

00:40:31.660 The plot of the game is that main character girl thinks that she has the best taste in music ever.

00:40:40.360 And, um, her and her two best friends are supposed to go on a road trip in three weeks, but she decides she's going to stalk this DJ to New York City to show her mixtape to this DJ, because the DJ will be so impressed with her that she will be a music producer, based upon her skills at making mixtapes.

00:41:10.360 Girl number two, her parents are disciplinarians? Maybe? We're told. We never see them be disciplinarians.

00:41:24.360 They just don't like her hanging out with these two pothead losers. 1.00

00:41:30.360 So, she burns down a cabin and then threatens to burn down more stuff if her dad doesn't let her get away with it, and her dad lets her get away with it. That's her arc. 0.98

00:41:40.360 and the third guy is barely even there he's just really shy and actually he 1.00

00:41:47.140 makes his own music and that's about it and they do a bunch of stupid shit none 1.00

00:41:54.700 of them grow none of them change none of them humble themselves 1.00

00:41:59.720 game's over

00:42:03.000 well there's so many ways you could have done it if what if her parents are disciplinarians

00:42:12.560 for the second girl let's say they are disciplinarians yeah yeah two girls and a shy

00:42:18.680 guy yeah it's great um let's say they are disciplinarians and her friends convince her 0.99

00:42:28.260 it's like, no, fuck it, skip curfew, fucking run off with us, but then she starts acting 0.99

00:42:33.460 way too crazy, and her, the friends that her parents thought were the bad influence are 1.00

00:42:42.580 actually, they become the good influence, like, no, no, you need to calm down, like,

00:42:46.660 you went from zero to a hundred when you should be sitting at fifty, you know, that, that's

00:42:52.760 an arc. That's a plot. That's a frickin' story. It doesn't have any of that. There's

00:43:05.820 nothing there. It's just... Oh, remember when I had lots of stupid dreams that I thought 0.99

00:43:14.440 were going to happen, and the fact that so many of these, these gaming journalists are 0.96

00:43:26.140 fellating this, this, oh, and if you haven't heard, I think you can beat the, wait, no,

00:43:34.920 no, no, there's some other walking simulator where, like, you can beat the game only pressing

00:43:40.460 and enter ten times.

00:43:42.860 Something like that. 0.92

00:43:43.860 It's ridiculous. 0.93

00:43:44.760 You don't need to play the game. 0.96

00:43:48.240 You barely, barely need to play it.

00:43:50.820 There's no game. 1.00

00:43:52.640 It's a boring fucking movie 1.00

00:43:55.060 about a bunch of teenagers 1.00

00:43:58.640 that think they know everything,

00:44:00.740 and they still think they know everything

00:44:04.340 at the end of the game.

00:44:05.100 that's not growth that's not lessons learned man 0.98

00:44:12.800 yeah that's stable like what the fuck do we do about this this moral detritus littering our 0.87

00:44:22.240 society she said mainly just don't don't give them money man don't support the stuff financially 0.96

00:44:31.460 like what like just ignore it i guess make fun of it no deconstruct it make fun of it

00:44:39.460 give it an accurate fisking

00:44:44.820 but not much more than we can do than that

00:44:50.340 maybe it has to get worse before it gets better

00:45:01.460 I was listening to Broken Rune.

00:45:09.060 Listen to Broken Rune.

00:45:10.120 He just released another new video.

00:45:11.780 I think I mentioned him last time I streamed, too. 0.99

00:45:14.860 Broken Rune's doing solid shit. 0.92

00:45:16.400 I like Broken Rune. 0.98

00:45:21.960 He was talking about the reenchantment,

00:45:23.800 which I think the writer John Carter of Mars?

00:45:28.740 Torontonian, believe it or not.

00:45:29.820 I wish he'd move out of Toronto so that God could finally smite the place.

00:45:39.040 John Carter was the first one to introduce that term as far as I know.

00:45:43.880 I think it was him.

00:45:54.240 Could it also be Adam Visionary who said it?

00:45:56.820 Adam Visionary's a frickin' cool guy, too. You should follow him if you don't.

00:46:03.820 You know, what we need to do is re-enchant reality.

00:46:09.820 We need to bring the magic. Like, the magic's always been here.

00:46:15.820 We're just trained not to see it. Not to notice. To dismiss it.

00:46:26.820 there's elements that are on the upswing

00:46:32.980 how much longer can we wait though for the question

00:46:56.820 So, folks, any, uh, oh, wait, I've got, I've got one more thing I can toss in here, but

00:47:07.360 please toss some comments in, if you're still here, if you're not about to go to bed.

00:47:12.240 Um, so the other day, the other day I was, uh, in downtown Calgary, set a bar, as you

00:47:26.120 will. I've noticed that the tree of life perfectly matched on to the bow, the bow building, that big

00:47:39.380 new construction, like it literally perfectly matches on, although that could be coincidence.

00:47:49.780 There's just certain structures that appear again and again and again, like reality's fractal, man,

00:47:55.260 What do you want? Sometimes it's just coincidence

00:48:07.900 But yeah, I was talking to the guy at the bar next to me I

00:48:12.620 Mentioned this to him and he's like, oh, I have seen this real life before my Jewish friend showed me to that

00:48:16.820 But he said it wasn't for me

00:48:18.820 He said, well, I hate to break it to you, man, but the reason he said that is because he thinks you don't have a soul.

00:48:35.000 Magic isn't free. That'll holocaust you six million mana.

00:48:44.880 Yeah, so... 0.92

00:48:48.820 Quite frankly, the way Israel's been acting lately, they're the last people that would be tossing around the term and doesn't have a soul. 0.93

00:49:01.820 But, let's expand upon this a little bit. 0.93

00:49:06.820 Because there is some...

00:49:10.820 There's some truth to that statement.

00:49:13.820 let me toss the tree of life back up. Boom there we go. So according to many traditions

00:49:31.520 and basic human observation, there are three gradations of soul.

00:49:47.620 The hyalic, the psychic, and the pneumatic.

00:49:57.040 And it's perfectly mapped onto the Tree of Light.

00:49:59.260 These are the four realms.

00:50:00.900 you've got the material

00:50:02.380 now I'm not saying the people

00:50:06.980 in the material world don't have a soul

00:50:09.240 I'm not saying Hilux don't have a soul

00:50:11.120 my suspicion

00:50:15.200 is that

00:50:17.300 in their previous life

00:50:18.720 like listen we have

00:50:20.800 quadrupled

00:50:22.260 the population on the planet

00:50:24.820 like it's gone insane

00:50:27.120 the number of humans on the planet has gone

00:50:28.880 boom

00:50:29.440 and there's a there's an occult theory that there's not enough human souls to go around

00:50:40.120 and so a lot of these people being incarnated first of all they got no time off in the afterlife

00:50:51.040 and a lot of them they were like a herd animal in their last incarnation

00:50:59.440 So, like, you just figured out how to do the cow thing, and now you're expected to balance your checking account?

00:51:10.120 It's a hell of a tall order, man.

00:51:16.880 So those are the Hilux.

00:51:19.020 These are the people that get excited for new product.

00:51:22.300 They love the Marvel movies, especially the bad ones.

00:51:25.380 like they don't really know 1.00

00:51:28.020 they can't tell the difference between shit and shinola 1.00

00:51:33.040 now some of the jewish groups say these people don't have souls 1.00

00:51:39.140 and they're just uh they're just flesh golems 0.66

00:51:42.180 to to serve their jewish masters i 1.00

00:51:45.580 reject that utterly that is a disgusting 1.00

00:51:51.280 that's a disgusting reality 0.73

00:51:54.220 I reject that reality 1.00

00:51:55.620 and I substitute Hyperborea 0.99

00:51:57.980 we are bringing Hyperborea 0.92

00:52:01.140 into existence

00:52:02.880 and Hyperborea

00:52:08.320 treats its workers

00:52:10.800 and its animals

00:52:12.940 and its environment

00:52:14.100 with love and respect

00:52:16.140 and dignity

00:52:17.360 we don't expect a dog

00:52:20.840 to pay its taxes on time

00:52:23.260 and we don't expect a child

00:52:27.100 to have good taste in movies

00:52:31.700 and we don't expect a Hylik to have a deeper understanding. 1.00

00:52:37.560 They'll just see whatever you show them. 0.97

00:52:40.200 So, Hilux are those that they pretty much top out at Hod or Nitzak.

00:52:57.200 However, again, look at this tree of light.

00:52:59.700 Look at, like, honestly, they pretty much top off at Yasod.

00:53:03.360 Yasod is like Peasant.

00:53:04.320 peasant still has 0.97

00:53:08.320 a simple path to Tifereth

00:53:10.260 temperance 0.92

00:53:12.020 maybe the peasant will never have

00:53:18.220 a grand deeper understanding

00:53:20.620 maybe they will still like

00:53:22.380 Marvel movies

00:53:23.380 but they're not condemned

00:53:30.160 to, what, she-all, to hell, to, no, like, they've got a path, man.

00:53:41.400 They've got a path. 1.00

00:53:43.500 Simple temperance, basic yassad peasant, they can get to Tippereth. 1.00

00:53:52.480 Now, the psychics. 0.56

00:53:53.800 these are the ones that irritate me the most

00:54:00.640 not gonna lie

00:54:02.300 like they

00:54:02.680 because they think

00:54:09.780 oh god

00:54:10.500 one of my

00:54:13.900 my wounds is

00:54:15.240 when people

00:54:17.380 when they take my

00:54:22.200 nuanced thoughts on something

00:54:24.060 and deliberately

00:54:26.200 simplify it into something 1.00

00:54:27.760 simple and stupid to ridicule. 1.00

00:54:30.520 That's one of the things 1.00

00:54:32.120 that really grinds my gears.

00:54:35.120 And the 0.87

00:54:35.660 psychics who tend

00:54:38.140 to top off at Gebra

00:54:39.720 or Chazed

00:54:40.840 and who haven't integrated Tifra 0.89

00:54:45.980 love to do that.

00:54:52.200 The Gebera psychics are the ones that, they're pro-hard work, they're pro-competition, they're get good, very anti-intellectual.

00:55:15.760 The mercy side is more the intellectual side of things.

00:55:22.200 You know, I actually get along with them better, because I've walked the severity path, and

00:55:32.800 I'm not afraid to fight.

00:55:36.720 And you get to be, you get to have your airy, fairy, you know, mercy path ideas, if you're

00:55:45.040 willing to fight, and if you can swing a hammer.

00:55:46.840 so actually they don't really bother me not too much anyway

00:55:56.140 but the chesed psychics 0.94

00:56:03.400 oh these holier than thou people these false charity people

00:56:12.920 these people that greet you like you're their friend

00:56:18.120 they just have the warmest smile on their face

00:56:21.700 and it's complete condescension from them the entire time

00:56:25.960 and they're so assured of their rightness 0.99

00:56:32.080 while they're destroying everything with their ignorance 1.00

00:56:37.060 I really hate those ones 1.00

00:56:44.820 With Bina and Chokemon 1.00

00:56:51.000 This is where you get the pneumatics 1.00

00:56:52.200 And even the evil pneumatics

00:57:01.660 I can

00:57:02.240 let's see without without doing any fed posting i think larry fink is one of the

00:57:11.200 he's in the top 500 worst people on the planet

00:57:18.080 um or most destructive i mean i don't what metric are we using he's a he is not a good man

00:57:28.420 Larry Fink is not a good man, but he's interesting. He's at least, I don't know, like a worthy opponent, something like that.

00:57:47.220 Whereas your average chisad, holier than thou, limiting liberal, like I just despise these people. 0.85

00:57:58.420 Same thing on Chokmah, like the Pope is like a bad Chokmah, the current Pope. 0.97

00:58:07.780 Don't like him one bit, but at least he's walked the path, you know? 0.98

00:58:17.340 Self-righteous cops at Gebera, self-righteous lawyers at Chazette, I can't stand these guys, man. 0.98

00:58:28.420 So, yeah, um, Beena, Chokma, this is pneumatic level.

00:58:38.680 And, well, Keter is non-dual. Keter is mystic.

00:58:43.780 Keter is, you know, major red pill territory. 0.99

00:58:51.540 If you can get to Keter, man.

00:58:53.040 Wow, the amount of magic power you would have

00:59:01.100 would also all be in accordance to God's will.

00:59:17.120 Love for Baz is, DC Pagan says,

00:59:20.440 Love for Baz is a really good criterion for politicians.

00:59:24.740 It's like storage is increasingly difficult to find amongst politicians.

00:59:29.280 What is Baz?

00:59:30.960 I don't quite follow you.

00:59:37.440 Listen, I'm staring at Day F right now.

00:59:50.440 That's what I'm trying to cross.

00:59:56.600 I think if you get to the other side...

01:00:00.600 Yeah, you've got, like, you've literally got the strings of creation in your hands.

01:00:14.380 Oh, oh, okay, love...

01:00:16.080 Love for the bass dude, yeah.

01:00:19.040 Yeah, like, love for the Hilux.

01:00:22.620 Man, Hilux...

01:00:27.040 Part of the reason it's important to understand these things is not to look down upon people,

01:00:33.060 but to not expect things from people that they can't deliver. 0.99

01:00:40.100 However, expecting, how to put this, how to put this, you know what, expecting a woman

01:00:59.060 to be as strong as you, and to carry half the groceries upstairs, is cruelty.

01:01:08.300 it's not

01:01:10.060 condescension to

01:01:11.980 recognize that we as men

01:01:14.400 are significantly stronger than women

01:01:16.360 that is not condescension 0.98

01:01:18.460 it's

01:01:19.840 the opposite

01:01:22.160 hatred

01:01:22.900 cruelty would be expecting

01:01:26.200 her to carry half the 0.57

01:01:28.220 groceries 0.95

01:01:28.720 and 0.99

01:01:34.240 recognizing the hilux for what

01:01:36.180 the 0.98

01:01:36.280 Man, I work with them.

01:01:42.520 I love them. 0.80

01:01:47.480 I don't love the unintegrated ones.

01:01:53.840 So, an unintegrated Hode Hylik is going to be very aggressive, challenging. 0.99

01:02:06.280 combative wants to fight you all the time 0.99

01:02:13.800 unintegrated netzak is the charmer the liar the scammer won't it won't engage with you honestly 0.98

01:02:29.400 those ones are really frustrating to deal with 0.97

01:02:36.280 and unintegrated yes odd unintegrated yes odd is going to be the lady how my 0.50

01:02:47.620 daddy did it anybody integrates the pleasure to deal with if you are

01:02:57.940 integrated one of the interesting effects the the current economy the 0.99

01:03:16.000 current job market is racist as fuck against white guys and a consequence of 0.99

01:03:26.200 this. This actually really hurts the lower IQ white guys. Like, seriously, the guys 1.00

01:03:37.140 driving trucks these days, a lot of these guys are super smart. A lot of the guys swinging

01:03:46.480 hammer's super smart you run into a lot of sharp fucking people when you're doing construction 0.99

01:03:56.500 when you're doing oil patch there's a lot of sharp fucking guys because they've been kicked 0.98

01:04:02.620 out of all the other jobs and so you know like i'll put some feelers out like i'll figure out 0.97

01:04:09.820 what level of conversation does somebody

01:04:11.720 want to be at.

01:04:19.060 But it's not

01:04:19.920 the... the quality

01:04:21.760 of the relationship is not what level

01:04:23.860 they're at. The quality of the conversation

01:04:26.240 is what level they're at. I could

01:04:27.800 have a really good conversation with Larry

01:04:29.840 Fink. I don't

01:04:31.900 believe I could have a good relationship with him 1.00

01:04:33.760 because he does not have Tiferet. 1.00

01:04:35.800 He does not have integration. He has 0.84

01:04:37.780 no heart. He is

01:04:39.480 severity. Oh, he can control something, so he will control something. But people that

01:04:51.420 have walked the paths to Tiferet, which is the path of humility and integration, those

01:05:00.780 are people you can have good relationships wherever they are on the

01:05:05.940 chart. I had an amazing lawyer, defense attorney, and very idealistic man too. He's like 50

01:05:23.620 years old, I think, when I hired him, something like that. And he said to me, like, listen,

01:05:32.980 whether you did or not, that is between you and God. I'm your defense attorney. My job

01:05:41.180 is to give you the best defense, to give you the best bargain possible. Like, that is,

01:05:47.660 That integrated chess set, that's the path of the wandering sage, the hermit.

01:06:04.700 That's him saying, I've got all of this light and ability and power as an attorney.

01:06:13.980 However, what I can do with this power is I can put it into a lantern.

01:06:19.960 And I can use this lantern to the best of my ability.

01:06:26.280 I'm not here to redeem you.

01:06:28.520 That's between you and God.

01:06:29.900 I'm here to use my lantern as best I can.

01:06:39.140 That's integrated, Chezzet. 1.00

01:06:41.280 that man

01:06:42.380 it's an honor meeting him

01:06:45.640 I have other attorneys

01:06:50.820 in the extended family

01:06:53.180 who are unintegrated 0.99

01:06:54.800 Chesette

01:06:55.680 not a big fan of these people

01:07:08.600 alright

01:07:09.200 let's see

01:07:09.620 107

01:07:11.020 on the time. I'll go for another eight minutes. I would appreciate some good

01:07:16.240 comments tossed out there.

01:07:31.080 I actually really like this album by JT.

01:07:35.580 There is a link down below

01:07:38.160 to the album.

01:07:53.440 Joking asks

01:07:54.600 I love it. She said,

01:07:58.600 Lantern B redirecting the light.

01:08:00.480 Concentrating and redirecting.

01:08:05.580 You do need to.

01:08:09.080 You do need to focus.

01:08:15.080 Anyway, Joe King says,

01:08:17.060 Do you believe reality is created through you?

01:08:19.740 I mean, all of reality.

01:08:27.180 I believe that every single one of us is a tunnel back to God.

01:08:31.860 that there is an eye-witnessing all creation,

01:08:39.820 the good and the evil.

01:08:54.040 I believe that duality is an illusion.

01:08:59.260 Duality is a giant trick.

01:09:00.780 reality is playing upon itself. We're pretending that things are opposites so

01:09:07.080 that existence can happen. I think that there's a, how to put it, there are objects

01:09:24.540 with finite existence and objects with infinite non-existence God is the

01:09:33.840 infinite non-existence we are the finite existence

01:09:40.540 Now, that being said, reality is not a chaos map where everything and anything happens.

01:09:57.280 reality is a

01:10:03.700 hologram

01:10:05.840 but like it is

01:10:08.060 by necessity

01:10:09.720 a hologram

01:10:12.780 because it was created by

01:10:16.640 non-existence

01:10:18.260 by the eternal observer that doesn't have

01:10:20.740 a defined existence

01:10:22.320 it was created

01:10:25.800 out of nothing

01:10:27.480 by separating the parts

01:10:29.620 and thus

01:10:31.720 necessarily becomes holographic in nature.

01:10:38.180 There's certain things we can't

01:10:39.800 get rid of. Death and taxes, for example.

01:10:41.980 We can't get rid of 1.00

01:10:43.760 Bina's limitations. 1.00

01:10:47.060 And even Chokmah 1.00

01:10:47.940 wisdom. You know, don't throw

01:10:50.040 pearls before swine, man. Stop

01:10:51.500 arguing politics with your

01:10:54.020 stepdad. It's not

01:10:55.640 going to achieve anything. 0.96

01:11:01.180 Yes, including all the shitty stuff. 0.96

01:11:10.800 God is that 0.99

01:11:12.100 which watches.

01:11:13.740 It watches the glory

01:11:15.400 and the horror.

01:11:17.000 There are lesser spiritual beings, daemons, angels.

01:11:33.540 These are astral beings.

01:11:35.600 They advocate for certain things, but they're not the totality.

01:11:47.000 All of that being said, there is this...

01:11:51.640 The tree of life is innate.

01:11:55.220 Like, you can't get rid of it.

01:12:00.500 The more you grok it, the more you see the balance in it.

01:12:04.980 Like, you can't have reality.

01:12:06.920 Like, the basic separation of reality is Chokman-Vina, 0.86

01:12:09.680 which creates the Empress, which is Mother Nature. 0.88

01:12:17.000 Chazette and Gebera.

01:12:25.780 This is the dual nature of man.

01:12:36.100 Called a netzak, separated by disaster.

01:12:40.740 Yeah.

01:12:42.040 These are all just things, man.

01:12:43.580 These are the building blocks that reality is made out of.

01:12:47.000 You can't escape it.

01:12:53.960 Death and taxes.

01:12:54.860 You can't escape it.

01:12:58.580 However,

01:13:06.260 however, you've got choices.

01:13:08.740 these are the colors

01:13:13.400 on your palette

01:13:15.360 that you can paint with.

01:13:24.160 What sort of painting

01:13:25.520 do we want to turn this universe

01:13:28.000 into?

01:13:31.780 It's not that we're going to get rid of evil.

01:13:33.620 We are not. We're not going to get rid of

01:13:35.640 suffering.

01:13:36.540 In fact, suffering is crucial to the process. It is fundamental to the work.

01:13:45.700 We're not getting rid of suffering.

01:13:59.000 So what I'm saying, I very much, I don't really think in good evil terms anymore.

01:14:03.900 like how could Larry Fink

01:14:06.900 not do what Larry Fink is doing

01:14:08.720 at BlackRock

01:14:09.340 how could he not do that

01:14:11.040 I actually do think

01:14:16.840 he has better options

01:14:17.760 I'm not discounting free will

01:14:19.740 I'm not

01:14:20.480 removing moral accountability 0.99

01:14:23.280 but who the fuck cares 0.98

01:14:27.080 about moral accountability 0.99

01:14:28.020 like I mean like maybe God does

01:14:30.600 that's not the point like talking about moral accountability talking about the second coming

01:14:44.700 talking about the day when all debts are settled okay get back to me when that day arrives

01:14:52.280 right now I'm interested

01:14:57.840 in

01:14:59.360 colonizing 0.86

01:15:02.040 this reality for Hyperborea 1.00

01:15:03.720 I want this world to be 1.00

01:15:08.040 better than it is

01:15:09.760 and I think that

01:15:13.820 we are all agents of God

01:15:16.100 co-creators with God

01:15:18.040 and it's up

01:15:20.040 to us what sort of creation

01:15:21.740 we make for him.

01:15:35.580 Joe King says,

01:15:36.580 you're trying to make a connection

01:15:37.780 to the Tree of Life and the hero's journey.

01:15:39.920 So to reiterate what I said earlier,

01:15:42.160 the hero's journey,

01:15:43.100 the thing...

01:15:45.820 Luke Skywalker starts off

01:15:49.720 as a nobody

01:15:50.540 and winds up defeating the Death Star.

01:16:03.140 We start life as a somebody.

01:16:09.360 Your start in life, you are so, it's so heavy, it's so earthy,

01:16:13.480 where it is the deepest density.

01:16:20.540 and then we ascend

01:16:24.260 into liberty

01:16:26.660 we're actually ascending

01:16:28.780 to become more like Luke Skywalker

01:16:30.760 who at the start of the movie

01:16:33.400 could have been anybody

01:16:34.200 we ascend to become more

01:16:39.340 innocent

01:16:39.840 seek this golden chihuahua 1.00

01:16:49.280 You

01:17:02.700 Why something happens you're asking why something happens that if nothing happens and

01:17:15.120 There's a youtuber I just started

01:17:19.280 This guy's really in for let me I let me see if I can find him

01:17:31.160 I might not be able to find him after like tweet out one of his videos or something

01:17:43.100 He's interesting see it he approaches metaphysical topics

01:17:48.200 Well, just just talking like a bro like really really casual language

01:17:55.220 Which I think is fantastic and I have to go to the washroom right fricking now enjoy the music

01:18:04.340 You're gonna turn it up a little bit

01:18:17.260 Thank you.

01:18:47.260 Thank you.

01:19:17.260 and i mean he's uh so i was mentioning that that youtuber let me turn this down again

01:19:30.420 that youtuber i quite like whose name i can't remember

01:19:38.760 wait let me

01:19:41.800 Let me art subscriptions

01:19:53.420 Because I

01:19:55.880 Know I want no show more. There we go. Ah

01:20:00.020 Zandros that's his name. All right, let's see what

01:20:05.280 If I can find

01:20:11.800 I

01:20:18.040 Think this might be the video

01:20:25.040 Might not be but

01:20:30.840 No pause it's gonna link people to your buddy

01:20:38.440 Yeah, I like this guy's uh

01:20:41.800 He's got a way of talking about things that's so freaking casual, but he really hits the nail on the head.

01:20:50.880 And he's got this one video which is all about, you know, something and nothing, and nothing implies something, so something has to happen if nothing happens, and it's...

01:21:02.120 I think that's about the best answer that we have to it.

01:21:11.800 Well, actually, don't let, don't, don't you be ridiculing St. Anthony.

01:21:25.920 I lost one of my earbuds on the job site, and I've been looking for it for two hours.

01:21:34.380 Then I prayed to St. Anthony and found it five minutes later.

01:21:37.160 st. anthony is the the saint of lost things pray to st. anthony if you've lost something

01:21:47.140 you will find it

01:21:48.680 like if you're seriously looking for something you can't find something just

01:22:07.520 stop for a moment and just pray to St. Anthony St. Anthony please help me find

01:22:14.000 this thing.

01:22:15.800 He'll find it. 0.98

01:22:21.260 It's ridiculous

01:22:22.020 how well divination works.

01:22:24.320 And yes, praying to saints is a form of divination. 1.00

01:22:31.720 I know Protestants don't like that. 1.00

01:22:33.480 Protestants are like, I'm gonna iron man 1.00

01:22:35.940 this life.

01:22:37.360 I'm doing my

01:22:39.160 human fighter build.

01:22:41.940 No magic. Iron manning it. 0.92

01:22:44.000 Like, I mean, you can, but like, who the hell are you trying to impress by doing that?

01:22:58.120 I got this holy relic in my knife to find people's arteries.

01:23:05.740 Um, you can ask the universe as well.

01:23:14.000 If Asking the Universe works, keep doing it.

01:23:26.000 Magic, symbols, divination, prayer to saints.

01:23:30.000 This is all about integrating grammar into what you're doing.

01:23:38.000 Oh, yeah, St. Anthony's fantastic.

01:23:43.900 I've only ever prayed for months, but...

01:23:47.060 Maybe we should do it.

01:23:47.740 I don't know. 1.00

01:23:49.220 I'm making fun of Protestants for not using magic. 0.78

01:23:51.640 I almost never use it. 0.96

01:23:54.240 I got this bad knee-jerk Iron Man everything.

01:24:00.520 I don't know if that's actually the smartest way to live life.

01:24:04.420 I mean, you got all of these...

01:24:07.000 You've got all of these help files. You've got all of these cheat codes.

01:24:13.000 I mean, there's some cheat codes you shouldn't use because it ruins the experience.

01:24:18.000 I mean, that's self-evident.

01:24:21.000 But there's a difference between ruining the experience and looking up the DPS of weapons.

01:24:37.000 I mean, yeah, min-maxing can become its own problem, right?

01:24:39.620 Like, min-maxers, they can get a little bit obnoxious sometimes.

01:24:46.320 Like, I'm sorry, if you take Confirmed Bachelor trait for the extra 15% damage, 1.00

01:24:51.340 then you gotta at least use it once in dialogue.

01:24:57.660 Otherwise, you're not really playing to the spirit of things, are ya?

01:25:00.440 give a thumbs up

01:25:06.900 if you understood that fallout reference

01:25:08.760 min-maxing can be a bit obnoxious

01:25:17.820 like you're here for an experience

01:25:19.820 for an adventure

01:25:20.700 All right, I'm going to explain it.

01:25:36.160 So in Fallout New Vegas, there are several interesting perks. 1.00

01:25:44.520 Ladies' Man gives you special dialogue options with women. 0.99

01:25:50.700 And gives you bonus damage against women. 0.95

01:25:55.640 But most of the enemies you fight are male.

01:25:58.380 So the complimentary perk, which you can also take,

01:26:02.200 is Confirm Bachelor, a.k.a. Homosexual.

01:26:06.220 Which gives you bonus dialogue options. 1.00

01:26:11.120 And gives you 15% extra damage against men.

01:26:13.800 it also has the perk

01:26:18.680 sneering imperialist

01:26:22.040 which basically just means you're racist 0.96

01:26:25.120 and you get bonus damage against 0.94

01:26:28.760 tribals and drug addicts

01:26:31.120 so it's been largely

01:26:36.680 agreed upon by the

01:26:39.380 fallout new vegas community that the protagonist 0.99

01:26:42.940 is a bisexual racist mailman 0.95

01:26:47.120 who manages to defeat the entire Mojave. 0.98

01:26:56.440 What I'm saying is if you,

01:26:58.260 okay, it's good to min-man,

01:27:00.520 extra 15% damage against men,

01:27:02.700 that's very effective,

01:27:03.760 but you'd better use one of the dialogue options,

01:27:07.100 at least one of them.

01:27:10.000 Otherwise, you're just a tourist.

01:27:12.940 so um praying to saint anthony

01:27:31.420 there is no grand narrative advantage in your life 0.99

01:27:37.580 by being late for work because he can't find your damn keys 0.98

01:27:42.980 because he accidentally left the USB plugged into your computer, 0.98

01:27:46.020 which I've done many times.

01:27:48.080 There's no grand narrative advantage to doing something like that

01:27:53.960 or losing an item that cost you $100.

01:28:00.720 And, listen, if you're praying to God,

01:28:06.060 But if you're praying to the universe and getting effective results, then carry on, my brother.

01:28:13.500 I'm not here to tell you what build you should have.

01:28:24.120 What I'm saying is, if this proves to be more effective, then deploy it.

01:28:29.400 and the grammar of praying to saints,

01:28:34.840 the grammar of tarot cards,

01:28:36.920 of the runes,

01:28:39.200 which I've been playing around with the runes.

01:28:42.600 I don't know them super well yet.

01:28:46.880 All of these different grammars

01:28:48.660 make things a little bit quicker and easier.

01:28:56.880 so don't don't be afraid of it you don't have to use them it's not that this is not a moral judgment

01:29:04.800 this is

01:29:06.440 you know anytime somebody's working for me i tell them this is what i need from you

01:29:18.180 this is how i like to do it and this is why i like to do it this way 0.96

01:29:23.880 but as long as you perform x y and z i don't fucking care how you do it 0.58

01:29:33.340 if there's if you're doing it in a risky way like i'll tell you i don't do it this way for this 0.83

01:29:41.620 reason.

01:29:49.340 Oh, it

01:29:50.120 yeah, Joe King, you're basically

01:29:53.040 yeah, I like

01:29:55.720 employing grammar.

01:29:59.880 I like maths. I like defining

01:30:01.720 things. I like specificity.

01:30:07.980 But none of that's actually

01:30:09.840 necessary.

01:30:11.620 I like, I like lifting weights in groups of 10.

01:30:26.620 Not because 10 is a sacred number, but because it's easy to track and maintain coherency.

01:30:41.620 I don't do random numbers.

01:30:53.660 Like, in theory, you could bodybuild with completely random numbers.

01:30:57.100 But when you overlay a structure on it,

01:30:59.760 whether it's 8 or 10 or 360,

01:31:03.840 whatever numerological system you want to use,

01:31:07.060 Overlaying a grammar creates discipline, creates order, leading to the higher.

01:31:19.860 Order, grammar, these things, they can be very, very useful.

01:31:29.020 They're not necessary.

01:31:31.080 They are not necessary.

01:31:32.600 But people that use them are going to be 15% advantage over people that don't 0.90

01:31:48.600 Oh my god, how the fuck did I do that

01:32:02.600 So what I mean when I say grammar, grammar is the, it's the primordial breakdown of 0.98

01:32:24.440 It's reality. It's noun, verb, object. It's labels. It's systematizing.

01:32:46.560 even though like

01:32:51.100 on a fundamental level

01:32:52.740 everything is everything else

01:32:54.720 everything is a giant spectrum

01:32:57.040 like

01:32:57.580 I don't exist

01:33:02.640 without the air in this room

01:33:05.180 that I'm breathing

01:33:08.000 if you put me in a hermetically sealed 0.87

01:33:13.120 container I would be dead

01:33:14.620 So in that sense, my body doesn't end where I think it ends.

01:33:21.940 My body is the entire room, because that's my life support mechanism.

01:33:29.600 But, grammar wants to simplify everything.

01:33:36.140 Me, you.

01:33:39.320 Space.

01:33:41.080 Up, down.

01:33:42.120 time

01:33:45.160 did you know that they make micro adjustments

01:33:48.700 on the atomic clock in Switzerland

01:33:50.720 every year based upon

01:33:52.960 minor variations in the orbit

01:33:55.300 because of the other planets

01:33:59.560 like you know there's

01:34:02.880 365 days in the year

01:34:04.380 but then you have leap years

01:34:06.520 so there's actually 365.25

01:34:09.620 except not every

01:34:11.320 century so there's 365.24 days in a year and then when you start getting deeper

01:34:22.120 into it little minor variations and where the other planets are muck up our

01:34:27.580 year by really really small numbers but the atomic clock in Switzerland they

01:34:31.900 track all that but they track all of it as if there's some line in the sky that

01:34:40.060 Oh, we just passed Miss Midsummer.

01:34:46.260 These are all arbitrary distinctions.

01:34:50.580 Everything is flow.

01:34:55.280 However, it's very useful to pretend that there are four seasons.

01:35:02.160 Summer, spring, winter, and fall.

01:35:06.340 These are useful hallucinations.

01:35:10.060 Useful distinctions, barriers, lines in the sand.

01:35:18.180 And those same lines in the sand apply to spiritual matter.

01:35:24.160 There are different saints who specialize in different things.

01:35:31.660 Saint Leo liberates.

01:35:35.320 St. Anthony

01:35:40.440 helps you find things

01:35:42.040 the grammar of the tarot cards

01:35:47.020 it helps you turn divination into something a little bit more precise

01:35:57.500 I mean I get a lot of

01:36:01.420 divinatory knowledge that just I know

01:36:05.100 Yeah, okay, so, yeah, when I'm talking about grammar,

01:36:21.860 grammar is about breaking reality down into individuated units.

01:36:28.900 Logic is when you put those units together in the correct manner.

01:36:34.560 It's assembling Lego blocks.

01:36:37.120 So grammar is about breaking reality down into Lego pieces.

01:36:41.600 Logic is about assembling the Lego pieces so they stay together.

01:36:46.840 It's like correct assemblage of things.

01:36:52.200 Rhetoric is what you do with all of that.

01:36:58.420 so when you

01:37:01.580 when you talk about

01:37:02.940 praying to the divine directly

01:37:04.920 that's

01:37:06.960 jumping straight to rhetoric

01:37:08.700 which doesn't not work 0.99

01:37:16.580 it's not the stupidest idea anybody ever had 0.95

01:37:21.380 okay like it does work 0.98

01:37:22.580 it does

01:37:23.660 running, lifting weights

01:37:31.740 boxing, like, this will work

01:37:34.400 following your intuition sometimes works

01:37:39.180 like, it's not an either or

01:37:42.140 the either or would say that

01:37:46.360 oh, you're following your intuition

01:37:49.140 you're not disciplined like I am 0.86

01:37:52.560 Therefore, you're bad.

01:37:58.680 No, it's both.

01:38:01.400 You can use both.

01:38:15.580 Lambshade lifts in groups of nine,

01:38:17.800 because nine's a sacred number.

01:38:18.840 I mean, that's solid.

01:38:22.560 Babylonian mathematics is actually better than ours when you pray to St. Anthony

01:38:52.560 Oh, goodness.

01:38:56.460 Here's what are you engaging with.

01:38:58.880 You're engaging with reality on its own terms.

01:39:03.400 One of the terms of reality, as we presently recognize it, as we presently live in it,

01:39:11.540 the reality within which we live has a path to finding things called St. Anthony.

01:39:22.560 That's not the only path.

01:39:32.660 There are other paths.

01:39:36.920 But this is a well-trodden, established path.

01:39:52.560 When I talk about, so, grammar, the fact that the tarot cards so naturally line up to the

01:40:15.760 Star Wars movies is part of the inbuilt grammar of reality. That every movie is

01:40:27.100 gonna follow this three-act, five-act structure. The stupid movies follow the 1.00

01:40:35.500 three-act, the smart movies follow the five-act. There is no four-act structure. 1.00

01:40:45.760 Any successful story, any successful movie, is going to have a three- or five-act structure, inevitably.

01:41:03.920 There are no two-acts, there are no four-acts, there are three- or five-acts, these are the grammar.

01:41:08.860 Now, you don't need to know this to write a good movie.

01:41:12.660 and sometimes you can be overly conscious

01:41:19.400 of following the structure

01:41:22.960 instead of doing the work

01:41:25.960 if you sit down to write a novel

01:41:30.380 the novel will be a five-act novel

01:41:35.120 or three-act

01:41:36.760 it will just naturally become that

01:41:40.500 because that's the way reality is shaped.

01:41:46.580 Again, we've got that tree of life right there.

01:41:48.780 This is the shape of reality.

01:41:56.500 So what I'm advocating is

01:42:00.040 to put it in full-on New Vegas terms,

01:42:08.320 There are a few essential types of builds.

01:42:18.020 You can do a melee build, you can do a ranged build, etc.

01:42:29.300 Now, if you're doing a melee build, you should put points into strength.

01:42:38.320 Like, it's not cheating.

01:42:43.220 You're not doing an infinite money glitch.

01:42:45.700 An infinite money glitch is arguably you're diminishing your experience of the game.

01:42:53.280 You're not going to have any fun doing an infinite money glitch.

01:42:56.480 You're just going to, like, grind for a while and then everything is basically free for you.

01:43:04.780 That's the sort of magic you should be cautious.

01:43:08.320 about. Like, if you learned the words to get any woman into bed, are you sure you'd want

01:43:22.560 those words? Would you actually want to know that? Is that going to make your life better? 0.99

01:43:31.720 I dare say that would make your life worse

01:43:39.500 and this is why

01:43:53.640 so there's three paths

01:43:56.020 together

01:44:00.420 the path of the magician

01:44:01.660 from Bina.

01:44:06.280 This is the path that Larry Fink is trying to walk.

01:44:09.200 Trying to walk the path

01:44:11.600 from the magician to control God. 1.00

01:44:19.440 He's got the path to the fool. 1.00

01:44:22.760 Anytime you see a pope 1.00

01:44:24.580 washing the feet 1.00

01:44:28.020 of homosexual rapist immigrants, 1.00

01:44:31.660 that's the path of the fool 1.00

01:44:35.840 he is trying to become 1.00

01:44:39.980 sacred through humiliation

01:44:42.000 I don't think those paths should be walked

01:44:51.940 upwards

01:44:52.440 I think they should be walked downwards

01:44:55.480 the path that should be walked upwards 0.95

01:45:03.240 is the path of the camel 0.78

01:45:06.000 the path of the high priestess 0.97

01:45:08.800 which you can only do

01:45:13.160 when you've achieved

01:45:14.840 integration

01:45:16.700 I don't know that you need to walk both severity and mercy

01:45:28.120 to walk the path of the camel

01:45:30.900 but I think it's a very smart idea

01:45:35.740 that you should have walked both mercy and severity

01:45:41.820 integrated both into your heart

01:45:46.220 and then sacrifice that

01:45:53.560 for Keter 1.00

01:45:54.040 and then you can walk the path of the fool 1.00

01:45:59.180 and the magus 1.00

01:46:01.300 downwards

01:46:02.180 this is the

01:46:09.380 Leonine self-initiation

01:46:11.660 of the age of Aquarius

01:46:13.260 which we are entering into

01:46:16.200 Yeah is the path it's not about the grammar it's not about the practices it's not about the

01:46:38.640 It's not about right or wrong, there are techniques, there's strategies, there's builds, there's 0.94

01:46:52.160 all, there's grammar, there's rhetoric, there's all these things, but what we need is men 0.85

01:47:04.220 Able to walk the tree of life, incorporate the Sephiroth, and then transcend Deyat.

01:47:17.940 I'm trying to create a world where there's more men like that. 0.98

01:47:26.300 Folks, thank you so much for listening.

01:47:28.100 Thank you for all the comments.

01:47:32.080 Carpe Futurum.

01:47:33.060 Tenethratytum. This is Rini, out.

Leo D.M.J. Aurini - May 25, 2026

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