Leo D.M.J. Aurini - Corporate Feudalism and the Tree of Life

00:00:00.000 Well, well, well, it looks like Streams Connected.

00:00:16.360 Good evening, folks.

00:00:19.000 We are going to be talking about the corporate feudalism that they are attempting to bring

00:00:27.920 Yes, I just need to send out the links so everybody knows Corporate Feudalism and the Tree of Life.

00:00:40.920 You know, while I send out these links, JT, the musician behind the background music you're

00:00:51.680 hearing, linked me to this woman's Instagram, uh, Louisa Munch Theory is her name.

00:01:04.300 I'll toss a link into, uh, into the chat, but let's have her give a few words.

00:01:10.920 Well, uh, I sent the links out.

00:01:15.920 Why does it feel like our systems have collapsed, but nothing really seems to be changing?

00:01:20.920 I'm a critical theorist, and this actually has a name, and it's hyper-normalization.

00:01:24.920 This basically combines collapse and s-

00:01:29.920 Oh.

00:01:31.920 What I got-

00:01:33.920 The first guy who wrote about it, Alexey Yurchak, sorry that doesn't sound nice in my accent.

00:01:38.920 he was actually talking about the soviet union and his book was called everything was forever

00:01:44.440 until it was no more no one believed in the system anymore the politicians didn't believe in it the

00:01:49.320 people

00:01:53.640 what is going on nothing even felt real but people carried on anyway like the emperor's new clothes

00:02:00.920 people knew that the emperor was naked they just performed

00:02:03.960 of belief. They kept clapping for his robes. They didn't have on. If you look around, that's

00:02:10.620 exactly what we're doing. We're continuing to perform belief in a system no one believes

00:02:16.520 in. We know that the politicians lie. We know that the system is corrupt. We know that the

00:02:21.320 most powerful people in the world are monsters. The system already collapsed. The system is

00:02:27.880 over. And what Alexei Gurchak said is all they had to do is stop believing in it. It

00:02:33.080 It takes one person to say the emperor has no clothes, the empire has no clothes and

00:02:38.800 the empire will fall and I know what you're going to say, what do you mean, I can't just

00:02:43.620 stop going to work, I've got bills to pay.

00:02:45.540 The most revolutionary thing you can do, as Rosa Luxemburg has told us, is proclaim loudly

00:02:50.820 what is happening, change the language, change the narrative around crisis.

00:02:55.620 This crisis has been constructed, this is intentional and it's one defined by the concept

00:03:02.100 of neoliberalism which is profit over people always the nhs is in a crisis because the government

00:03:09.060 won't fund it there's no other reason education has become a business has become financialized

00:03:14.500 it's a human right your health is a human right your education is a human right they want it to

00:03:19.620 be a business they've turned it into a business mental health crisis hasn't come out of nowhere

00:03:24.980 it's because we have been taught that if you work hard you'll do well and therefore if you don't do

00:03:30.820 well it's because you didn't work hard enough and you only have yourself to blame that is not true

00:03:35.700 the only way we are going to break out is critical thinking and naming the world

00:03:40.980 naming what you see proclaiming loudly what is happening in the soviet union they call the

00:03:47.620 yeah she is fantastic she is absolutely fantastic i think we've all been feeling that

00:03:53.780 you know if if you follow me on uh on x

00:04:00.820 The endless legal indignities.

00:04:06.220 Chud the Builder just got arrested for defending himself.

00:04:12.560 And yes, certainly he was going around being provocative.

00:04:16.500 But provocation does not justify assault.

00:04:24.000 He was assaulted. It was self-defense.

00:04:27.100 And they're going to try and throw the book at him.

00:04:29.240 This is a very important test case. We should all be supporting Chet the Builder.

00:04:39.620 And it's not just him.

00:04:43.380 Pegliacci the Clown, I believe I retweeted one of her stories.

00:04:49.200 She was assaulted by, like, a crazy refugee who doesn't belong in Canada in the first place.

00:04:57.680 She lives in Toronto.

00:04:59.240 assaulted her and tried to steal her phone and best case he might get a year

00:05:04.560 in prison might very much might and this was 20th arrest he's a very violent a

00:05:11.000 violent schizophrenic refugee that never should have been in this country in the

00:05:17.000 first place she's very lucky that she's okay

00:05:23.040 And every day, we see all these people that get away with all manner of crimes.

00:05:31.040 But if you defend yourself, they throw the book at you.

00:05:38.040 There's a case over in Britain where a Sikh pulled out his ritual knife and stabbed an 18-year-old British boy.

00:05:52.040 The cops arrived. The Sikh claimed that the British boy had been racist to him.

00:05:59.520 And so they cupped the British boy, who then bled out and died.

00:06:06.620 And there's so many more of these stories.

00:06:14.220 The system is not malfunctioning. The system is doing exactly what it's supposed to be doing.

00:06:22.040 That's the horrible irony of all of this.

00:06:32.040 We all feel it.

00:06:35.040 Alberta is the economic engine of Canada, and they're trying to crush us in Ottawa.

00:06:41.040 There's been a lot of positive movement with Trump exposing a lot, a lot of fraud going on.

00:06:50.040 on with the whole uh what do you call it the the services for when you die peacefully without the

00:06:58.840 maid program hostels billions of dollars going to hostels that didn't exist in california

00:07:07.000 massive election fraud going on as well like none of this is a surprise whatsoever

00:07:13.400 what's surprising is he's actually doing something about some of it

00:07:20.040 there we go i got the link sent out

00:07:25.920 gamer bait

00:07:30.760 hospice is yes thank you top hat jack and butterfly ballerina always great to have you here

00:07:38.900 you know speaking of um things that are broken like the number of women out there that are

00:07:46.120 deliberately going out, like they are going out of their way to manufacture victimhood

00:07:52.800 narratives and hatred of men, because the TikTok algorithm told them that that's what

00:07:58.580 everybody else is doing.

00:08:00.000 Obviously, present company excluded Butterfly.

00:08:03.860 But it's such a self-owned.

00:08:06.800 All these women that are gassing themselves up to hate men, they're not doing anything

00:08:13.940 to benefit themselves.

00:08:14.960 They're not staying safe, they're not protecting themselves, and they're alienating their deepest, maybe not deepest, maybe some people aren't romantic.

00:08:28.460 I don't understand those people, but even non-romantic people, people that are more interested in owning all the sports cars or whatever it is, they still want romance, and they're alienating themselves from it.

00:08:44.960 And it's heartbreaking. It's stupid.

00:08:47.720 They're just shooting themselves in the foot for no reason.

00:08:53.720 And the whole damned system is like this everywhere you look.

00:08:59.580 Sabotaging marriage. Sabotaging property rights.

00:09:03.140 Sabotaging healthy communities.

00:09:07.080 Thank you, butterfly. You're fantastic.

00:09:12.080 Says us men are God's greatest creation.

00:09:14.960 Not his most beautiful, though.

00:09:21.340 And so, yeah, that video by, uh, what was her name?

00:09:25.100 I just decided to follow her on Instagram.

00:09:27.740 Uh, Louisa Munch Theory.

00:09:30.400 I should toss a link to her.

00:09:32.060 I'll try and remember to toss it below after the stream.

00:09:35.380 But we're going to toss it into here if you're curious to see the whole thing for yourself.

00:09:38.680 But it just, it's so good to have other people who also see what I see.

00:09:47.460 It's, don't lose hope.

00:09:50.320 A lot of people are seeing the exact same thing.

00:09:57.380 Has capitalism failed?

00:09:59.240 Well, what is he even is capitalism?

00:10:01.640 I don't like that word in the least.

00:10:03.080 And it's either a huge blanket term for dozens of different social organizations, or it's completely meaningless.

00:10:16.380 Although I'll tell you, JT, that starving vampire is there, I'll tell you, I was watching another review, exploring just how terrible the sequel trilogy of Star Wars movies were, and I'll tell you what, I'm so glad I didn't watch those movies, I didn't review them.

00:10:44.520 I did write a brief

00:10:47.680 review of why I wouldn't review the damn

00:10:49.540 movie, the

00:10:50.800 whatever they called it, the first one

00:10:53.560 with Ray Skywalker

00:10:54.360 and it's because

00:10:57.520 so many people were deluded into thinking

00:10:59.660 they were good movies

00:11:00.600 they weren't, they were terrible

00:11:03.200 from the very first one

00:11:05.040 and it was obvious to me that it was

00:11:07.540 terrible

00:11:08.080 but they had just enough

00:11:11.320 they had the music

00:11:12.700 They had the special effects, the setting.

00:11:19.180 J.J. Abrams is a very, very good chameleon.

00:11:22.380 He's very good at mimicking real movies.

00:11:29.140 And I spared myself the pain of being the only one that could see how terrible these movies actually were.

00:11:37.660 because it took it's taken people a long time to figure out that yeah the movies were they

00:11:43.260 were always terrible poe wait who's who's uh the black guy that's not poe poe is like the

00:11:52.020 x-wing pilot uh doesn't matter i don't care what his name is he's even a race grifter as well so

00:11:59.240 screw that guy

00:12:00.400 that guy is a terrible character

00:12:05.960 it's a terrible

00:12:08.160 one moment he's a conscientious

00:12:10.500 objector, he doesn't want to be an evil stormtrooper

00:12:12.660 and he's

00:12:13.720 just saw his buddy die, the next moment

00:12:16.060 he's cheering as he shoots all the guys

00:12:17.980 that he grew up with, when they're escaping

00:12:20.280 in the TIE Fighter

00:12:21.160 and yes, legends, Top Hat Jack

00:12:25.980 brings up legends, it was the

00:12:27.940 expanded universe back when I was reading the books

00:12:30.320 huge Star Wars fan

00:12:32.900 back in my

00:12:34.020 teenage years

00:12:35.520 they had all of this

00:12:41.020 material

00:12:41.980 they

00:12:44.420 had this

00:12:45.940 guaranteed fan base

00:12:48.480 they had modern

00:12:50.700 special effects

00:12:51.680 the original Star Wars movies

00:12:53.720 they were really hard to make

00:12:55.980 and listen the prequels the prequels were flawed they were they were diamonds in the rough

00:13:05.640 there's no reason that these movies should have been so terrible and that's that right there

00:13:15.760 is one of the early warning signs so 10 years ago was it 2015 that the force awakens came out

00:13:23.600 something like that. It's like right in the middle of Gamergate, as I recall. Maybe right

00:13:28.920 before Gamergate. This is when the 10, like the 10, not even 10%, the 2% of us that were

00:13:41.500 trying to explain that the emperor had no clothes, that the fish was rotting from the

00:13:46.760 head down you know uh stephan molyneux just posted something which is it's kind of funny he said that

00:13:54.360 like nothing none of his old takes are controversial anymore my edgiest of edgelord videos are now

00:14:03.400 water cool conversation water cooler conversation and it's

00:14:08.180 It's fantastic. People are finally seeing that. They're seeing that the war is over. They're seeing that the good guy's lost. They're seeing that the deal is rotten.

00:14:26.220 Yeah.

00:14:31.120 Yeah, I thought so. TFA was right after Gamergate.

00:14:38.180 I was listening to, oh jeez, what did he call himself?

00:14:45.340 He did a great Bioshock review.

00:14:47.560 It's on Odyssey.

00:14:51.200 I did tweet it out a while back.

00:14:56.620 He did another series where he's been pointing out that the woke agenda was entirely present in Star Trek.

00:15:05.420 The original series and the next generation.

00:15:08.180 It's not new, it's just so poorly implemented.

00:15:13.400 And in fact, it's not even about the woke agenda per se.

00:15:17.640 The woke agenda is the symptom of what we're talking about.

00:15:23.020 It's not the cause.

00:15:24.580 In fact, the whole ESG, the whole, was it Bud Light or Coors Light?

00:15:32.180 That nonsense.

00:15:38.180 They've shut it off.

00:15:41.500 There, we still have the woke-o-8s running around, mostly on blue sky.

00:15:51.320 We still have all the people that cut their genitals off,

00:15:55.460 because they thought that was a great idea and it was worth $40,000 a pop to the surgeon that did it.

00:16:03.660 But the agenda from five years ago has been dropped.

00:16:08.180 ESG hasn't, but the agenda that ESG was promoting has been dropped.

00:16:15.780 And to understand this, to really understand the fundamental structure of the age of Aquarius

00:16:33.300 technocratic regime, the moving to social credit scores, debanking, rather than the

00:16:42.040 system that wanted the high-trust society, that saw a great use in the high-trust Christian

00:16:49.580 society, well, they don't need high-trust anymore.

00:16:53.000 In fact, that's kind of a problem.

00:16:55.660 They'd rather just goad you into showing up to work on time by debanking you.

00:17:00.580 you know I was just saying to JT earlier today

00:17:11.420 where's that article you sent me JT

00:17:13.520 you send it here no you send it on Facebook or something oh there it is

00:17:21.920 this is from uh it's a title of a news article I don't know if this is true

00:17:27.240 but if it isn't there's some other version that's true enough it's true enough

00:17:34.620 this two billion dollar company cut employee 401k benefits to pay for AI it won't be the last

00:17:41.200 And that is not a problem caused by AI.

00:17:50.040 That's a problem caused by bad management.

00:18:01.040 Foolish, irresponsible, short-sighted management that will inevitably self-destruct.

00:18:20.040 and I'd like to explain why it's going to self-destruct to you using the tree of

00:18:29.220 life

00:18:34.280 I'm sure most of you are familiar with this let's see I want to get back to

00:18:40.360 the live stream so I can see you guys in the comments there

00:18:50.040 Oh, I want to say something. Top Hat Jack Cummings, The Force Awakens, was the least terrible one, and literally just New Hope retold.

00:18:57.180 If all the problems that appeared in the later ones were completely present in the first one, it wasn't as obviously bad, but Luke Skywalker running away, being a broken man, like that was there from the beginning.

00:19:16.140 So, it's the least obviously offensive one, but it was offensive.

00:19:20.800 And that's a symptom.

00:19:21.720 Like, they can't make a damn Star Wars movie.

00:19:25.260 They couldn't make a goddamn Star Wars movie.

00:19:30.960 All the money in the world.

00:19:32.320 The fan base.

00:19:33.620 Tons of books you could have based it on.

00:19:36.680 They even incorporated Grand Admiral Thrawn into whatever series it was.

00:19:43.580 They're not totally, like, they could have remixed the Grand Admiral Thrawn trilogy.

00:19:51.820 Or something else.

00:19:54.880 Lots of things they could have to do, but they murdered it.

00:19:57.260 From the very beginning, they murdered it.

00:20:03.840 Still angry about that.

00:20:07.940 Alright, so what, let's talk about the Tree of Light.

00:20:12.640 So, there is the lightning bolt of creation.

00:20:19.840 I'm going to use this because this is the tree of life, but what they are instituting

00:20:24.840 is the tree of death.

00:20:26.840 That'll make sense in a moment.

00:20:29.740 So, right up here, wait, no, no, that's the wrong side, is it the right, no, it's not

00:20:34.100 the wrong side.

00:20:38.880 I am trying to, yeah, it is right up here.

00:20:45.380 Okay, starting at the top, you've got Keter, you've got the crown, you've got the eye of the all-seeing god.

00:20:54.640 that is planetary energy is pluto the transmogrifier the creative force that decided there

00:21:07.580 was going to be creation in the first time we're going to flip everything upside down

00:21:11.740 and create creation this drops down to chokma chokma is uranus the the elder grandfather of

00:21:23.880 The masculine element of creation, the expansive, the innovator, the rebel.

00:21:32.120 This then goes across, I'm kind of just guessing where my hand needs to be.

00:21:37.240 Actually, I suppose I could switch to, there we go, OBS, and I can see.

00:21:39.980 This goes to Binah, which is the limiting great mother

00:21:45.840 that takes the raw creative potential of reality

00:21:51.460 and places limits upon it.

00:21:58.100 One of the blessings that comes from death

00:22:01.360 is that even the worst tyrants also die.

00:22:05.480 Nothing lasts forever.

00:22:07.320 Not the good things, sadly, but also not the bad things.

00:22:09.840 The lightning bolt then drops down to Chesset. Mercy. This is Jupiter. This is the Jovian pomp and ceremony, the expansive regal energy.

00:22:33.840 Then goes over to Gippurah. Strength. Mars. This is Mars. Military. Grinding.

00:22:51.340 It then drops into Tippereth, Beauty, Pucretudino, this is represented by the sun, it drops to

00:23:04.960 Netsack, which is, yeah, it's victory, it's winning, it's the Six of Wands card is Netsack,

00:23:15.520 It's sales. It's buying things. It's represented by Venus. It's Las Vegas. Netsack is Las Vegas.

00:23:27.000 Then you go over to Hode. Hode is glory. It's Mercury. It's the craftsman. It's the genius. It's the scientist, the journalist, the spark of creation.

00:23:40.480 Then you get to the Asad, the foundation, this is the moon, this is culture, this is

00:23:48.300 community, this is the peasants, this is what they create.

00:23:55.560 And then down at the bottom you have Malkuth, which is the world itself.

00:24:04.400 daily existence within this world. And what this is, it's a map of consciousness, what

00:24:14.540 it means to be a conscious being.

00:24:24.020 Vlado prefers magnanimity as the crown of the virtues. That would be tipperic.

00:24:30.340 God, why is that word so hard to say?

00:24:34.180 That is, if you can activate Tifera, you've led a good life.

00:24:45.380 Now, that's the lightning bolt of creation that comes down.

00:24:48.820 And we, as beings, all start at Malkuth as instantiated beings.

00:24:56.500 So we start in Melkut and Yassad is the culture we're brought up into.

00:25:03.240 And then based upon your nature, on the left hand side, from Binah down to Hod, that's the pillar of severity.

00:25:11.480 That's the pillar of limitations, of grinding, of punishment.

00:25:16.700 While the pillar on the right is the pillar of mercy.

00:25:21.460 This is the celebration, the...

00:25:33.460 They aren't exactly gender-coded pillars, but one pillar, the Pillar of Severity, has the Great Mother at the top of it.

00:25:39.460 The Pillar of Mercy has the Great Father at the top of it.

00:25:51.460 Now let's talk about what we're seeing with the security state.

00:26:02.480 The banking security state that is being constructed right now.

00:26:11.840 So first of all, this kind of sounds like The Witcher.

00:26:18.560 I've only played halfway through the first game. I know, I'm terrible.

00:26:21.240 I bought all three of them, or two, or whatever. I bought the bundle, right?

00:26:26.480 It was on sale. I got all of them. I've only played halfway through one of them.

00:26:30.600 My character got really drunk, and it's like I got bored,

00:26:33.180 because I had to spend ten minutes stumbling through the town to get to the rest point.

00:26:45.680 What they're instantiating right now is not the Tree of Life.

00:26:48.300 they're instantiating its shadow the tree of death and the weak point I don't

00:26:55.980 know if you can quite make it out but right but right above Tiferet you get

00:27:02.380 they out you got the the hidden Sephiroth the abyss

00:27:09.500 now I was sober my character was drunk

00:27:18.300 By the way, I gotta share this story.

00:27:23.300 Man, I...

00:27:26.300 Aleister Crowley was a bastard, but I loved that guy, man.

00:27:29.300 That guy was hilarious.

00:27:31.300 Like, when he got into...

00:27:33.300 He was fighting for the leadership of the Golden Dawn,

00:27:36.300 and it was all, like, just these wizards casting spells at each other.

00:27:40.300 At one point, Crowley Astral projected and went and beat up another guy's soul in the Astral realm.

00:27:46.300 and it's like it's like Harry Potter every house was Slytherin and then

00:27:54.340 eventually after a huge bunch of psychic battle they wind up settling things in

00:28:00.820 the British court system I mean can you you don't get more British than that

00:28:07.920 anyway Crowley had decided he was going to like cross the app and now can he

00:28:16.240 do it like a normal person you know can he just like choose not to fight Darth Vader but say

00:28:21.800 father I see no of course he can't do that no instead of doing that so he has this apprentice

00:28:30.300 right and they're like to initiate this apprentice like he put the poor he locked like four bastards

00:28:36.100 in like an unheated barn and would like just go in every hour and like whip him and tell him he

00:28:42.300 was a piece of garbage and humiliate him until he's like all right now you're my apprentice

00:28:45.820 So they go down to Algeria, of all places.

00:28:50.860 They go to French Algeria, if I remember correctly.

00:28:54.280 And the thing is, to cross, they ask, you need to, you need to sacrifice the integrated self.

00:29:01.580 You need to sacrifice difference.

00:29:03.860 You need to become the eye of God seeing through you.

00:29:12.200 Well, ego doesn't fit well there.

00:29:15.820 So what does Crowley do? Out in the Algerian desert, he has his apprentice summon the demon of Pan to possess him, so that the apprentice can sodomize Crowley to destroy his ego, so that he can cross Dayath.

00:29:38.580 and I don't know that he ever properly maybe he did I don't know I don't know

00:29:47.800 Crowley's a wild guy man

00:29:49.700 anyway not uh yeah that's Crowley for you

00:30:08.580 i've returned top hat jack you just missed my crowley story

00:30:14.260 i might have told it last night on the live stream i'm not sure um let's get back to the

00:30:21.080 topic at hand it's just any i just think about it at crowley it's so funny it is what

00:30:26.440 what a mad lad crowley was

00:30:38.580 So let's re-examine this tree in light of the the Aquarian heavy-air control grid that they're trying to impose upon all of us.

00:30:54.580 The first thing I'd note is that Malkuth and Yassad are almost being castrated with what they're doing.

00:31:08.580 So, Malkuth, it's the reality, it's material reality, and like that headline that I just

00:31:24.560 read about, they're cutting employee 401ks to pay for an AI to replace the employees.

00:31:30.300 how does that benefit anybody

00:31:34.700 how does it benefit

00:31:38.520 the corporations if nobody has jobs to buy anything

00:31:42.320 like this is the

00:31:45.260 don't blame the AIs for this

00:31:47.900 the AIs, they're just a substrate

00:31:51.280 they're not the ones doing this

00:31:55.060 it is people doing all of this

00:31:58.280 not the AIs that you should be blaming

00:32:04.900 and so yeah, that's

00:32:07.980 Malkuth right there, 401ks

00:32:10.640 it's kind of a higher concept

00:32:13.760 go all the way up to Bina actually

00:32:17.780 but what they actually are at the end of the day

00:32:19.780 is you need to eat, you need to sleep

00:32:21.940 you need a place to live

00:32:23.320 and they're turning it into you'll live in the pod

00:32:25.820 and you'll eat the bugs

00:32:26.820 Malkuth is represented by the earth, Yassad is the moon, and Tipareth is the sun.

00:32:39.820 So, Yassad, the moon, dreams, culture, community, they're deliberately destroying these.

00:32:51.820 They're importing third-worlders, refugees into our countries.

00:32:57.820 It's not like these people are working. They have no use whatsoever.

00:33:03.820 All they do is defecate on public beaches. They contribute absolutely nothing to our nation.

00:33:13.820 The purpose.

00:33:15.820 The purpose is the same purpose that Wal-Mart explicitly described when they analyzed the more diverse the workforce, the less likely there is to be unionization.

00:33:36.320 Yasod is the home of the union. It's the people, the community pushing back against something.

00:33:43.200 Now, if you're living inside the tree of life, you want, you need to have your thought be healthy. You actually want to know that your employees are taken care of. That, you know, you don't want them burning out on you. Your ideal thing as a corporation should be healthy, organic growth. You don't want to grow too fast and then crash.

00:34:09.260 you don't want to raise quarterly profits by laying off half your workforce

00:34:15.920 and then crash by the end of the year

00:34:18.380 that's stupid

00:34:21.100 you need a healthy Assad

00:34:23.560 ideally you don't want a union run by the mafia

00:34:28.640 you don't want a union that hates the company

00:34:31.360 and is trying to bend you over the barrel

00:34:32.940 that's also, that's an excess of Assad

00:34:35.380 you want healthy balance in all of these things

00:34:39.240 that's not what they're doing

00:34:42.240 they're trying to castrate the bottom of the tree

00:34:44.360 they're trying to ascend the Tower of Babel

00:34:51.980 to punch God in the face

00:34:53.980 and trick him into following their orders

00:34:57.000 while destroying the very ground

00:35:00.280 that they're standing on

00:35:01.460 Next, we get to hot, glory, the mercury, this is, this is the Dr. Fauci, this is the nudge

00:35:21.740 tactics, the algorithms, the scientific consensus reality. It's such a cheap

00:35:32.500 mimicry of what actual genius is. Actual genius is Nikola Tesla. This is not that

00:35:41.300 sort of a genius. This is just the genius of manipulation leading right

00:35:47.060 across to Netzach. Yeah, exactly. Neil deGrasse Tyson. Neil deGrasse Tyson and

00:35:58.940 Dr. Fauci. That's your hood right there. Netzach. Victory. This is where you

00:36:11.180 find a successful businessman it's uh it's venus it's illusion it's charm beauty it's uh buying a

00:36:24.300 new outfit and it's been replaced by charlatans as trevor smith points out yeah so instead of beauty

00:36:37.080 will you have Funko Pops?

00:36:40.920 You'll own nothing and be happy.

00:36:43.840 Instead, you're going to pay a monthly fee

00:36:45.460 to use the printer you purchased.

00:36:49.680 That's a new thing they're doing.

00:36:51.680 It's not bad enough that the ink cartridges are overpriced.

00:36:55.680 Now you have to pay a monthly fee

00:36:57.340 just to use the damn printer that you paid for

00:36:59.860 that's sitting there on your shelf.

00:37:04.840 It's falsified.

00:37:07.080 It's falsified victory.

00:37:09.440 It's a victory of...

00:37:13.040 Again, guys, I'm a gamer, okay?

00:37:18.660 But there's a lot of games that are fake victory.

00:37:24.360 Or they're pay-to-win.

00:37:26.800 Or they're one of those browser games, but they're really, really addictive.

00:37:30.240 But not really satisfying.

00:37:33.620 You're not getting a true cathartic experience out of it.

00:37:37.080 You're just getting manipulative mechanics.

00:37:39.740 You know, it's like, when you go to the girl at the store,

00:37:42.180 it's like, is this game hard or is it just more numbers?

00:37:44.760 And she says, no, it's hard.

00:37:45.800 And you bring it home.

00:37:46.420 It turns out it's just more numbers.

00:37:50.380 God, I love that meme.

00:37:54.900 Nobody, I dare say you have to be a gamer to understand that meme.

00:38:01.380 Gotta know what a crump it is to understand cricket.

00:38:07.080 I'm more talking like, uh, I hate strategy games where, or, no, it's worse with first-person shooters, where the harder level of difficulty, everybody's just a bullet sponge, right?

00:38:20.760 Like, that's not hard, that's annoying.

00:38:23.220 or uh jedi knight 2 when on the hardest level of difficulty now you fire these bolts from your

00:38:35.200 blaster gun that are are seriously subsonic they're much slower than real life bullets

00:38:41.960 they go really slow and so on the hardest level of difficulty when you're shooting at the storm

00:38:47.340 troopers, they will literally pop back and forth while they're shooting at you.

00:38:55.820 Which, I don't know, that doesn't sit right with me, man. Doesn't sit right with me.

00:39:00.860 I guess that's not technically more numbers, but it still didn't sit right with me.

00:39:04.380 I'm surprised, Raphael, like, a new credit existed, this is Blaze and Nola.

00:39:22.160 Alright, so next on the vertical ascent would be Tiferet.

00:39:26.020 beauty, fulfillment, unactuated life.

00:39:33.900 That's, uh, there's various paths to get to Tiferet.

00:39:39.160 But when we're talking about Tiferet

00:39:41.880 in the current security state designation,

00:39:48.500 it's not the middle class.

00:39:51.620 Think about these girls

00:39:53.920 that have been posting an average day in the life of working at Instagram.

00:40:00.160 These ridiculous videos they've been posting where they do nothing all day.

00:40:06.800 They have one meeting, and then they maybe spend an hour and a half working,

00:40:10.380 and the rest, it's just chai lattes, and it's on and on.

00:40:16.000 It's just absolutely disgusting.

00:40:19.480 And they're certainly very privileged.

00:40:22.060 They're in very clean, fancy environments, getting their organic boba tea, but the

00:40:32.140 environments are also quite sterile, aren't they? Like, the dream being offered

00:40:39.100 some people to live in some condo where they don't even let you smoke inside, and

00:40:47.560 And you commute to this job, where you're just an entitled stain of a human being.

00:40:57.880 And so you've got the trappings of everything nice, right?

00:41:03.700 You come home, your Amazon package has arrived, and there's no depth to it.

00:41:08.500 It's a very sterile existence.

00:41:12.520 You don't really have community.

00:41:17.780 And the moment you get laid off, all of your friend group evaporates into the Aether.

00:41:22.860 They were never your friends.

00:41:24.240 They were just your co-workers.

00:41:30.860 Next, Geburah.

00:41:33.860 Strength.

00:41:35.140 Brutality.

00:41:37.880 There's a Latin word for it.

00:41:40.760 Fortitudo.

00:41:42.520 The grind. This represents the security forces, the iron hand and the velvet glove.

00:41:54.420 So I don't even think that's the appropriate phrasing for it. It's not really an iron hand.

00:42:02.220 The new fortitude is to cut you off from access to your bank account.

00:42:09.580 Oh, we don't like you truckers protesting, we're going to shut down your bank accounts.

00:42:16.580 Your social credit score is too low.

00:42:20.580 You're not allowed to travel.

00:42:33.580 Coworkers stink for the most part.

00:42:36.580 they aren't, they aren't, like, I've worked with some great guys,

00:42:42.280 I've worked with guys that I would really like to hang out with, but, uh, man, nobody has any time.

00:42:52.520 They're not family, okay, do you know what, friends aren't even a thing, friends are something you do

00:42:59.720 to help you find a spouse so that you can find family.

00:43:05.260 For men and women, men we form wolf packs and we go hunting.

00:43:10.480 Women, I don't know what female friend groups do,

00:43:14.580 but it is something similar.

00:43:17.380 Or at least it used to be.

00:43:18.580 These days, female friend groups will more often than not sabotage your relationship.

00:43:23.000 It's twisted.

00:43:25.520 And, well, you know, you could even say the same damn thing for male friendships, right?

00:43:29.260 You go to Hustler University and you go and, oh, you're going to marry a girl? What are you, gay?

00:43:36.180 You're supposed to just get all their numbers. You're supposed to sleep with prostitutes all the time.

00:43:41.920 What sort of gay boy wants to marry a girl?

00:43:48.180 Yeah, it's weaponized.

00:43:50.280 Hey, Gebra is the control system. It's the punishment system. They don't need high trust

00:44:00.040 anymore. They don't need you to be honest when nobody's looking, because something's

00:44:04.740 always looking and every moment is being recorded. And if you say too many of the hate speeches

00:44:09.760 there, we'll shut down your bank account, Goy. How do you feel about that?

00:44:20.280 Next, we get Chesset. Mercy. This is, again, Gebra is Mars. It's harsh punishment. Chesset,

00:44:37.820 mercy is Jupiter. It's charity. It's lifting everybody up, helping out your

00:44:49.600 neighbor, build networks. Oh, Butterfly, it's wonderful that you don't have tattoos.

00:44:56.640 days. Neither do I. I'm way too old to get them at this point. I mean there are

00:45:11.400 there's people with nice tattoos, but they're just they're so ubiquitous these

00:45:15.660 days. It's like you're more of a rebel not having a tattoo.

00:45:21.800 You know, like, I wouldn't turn down a woman because she had tattoos, it's like, beggars

00:45:29.680 can't be choosers.

00:45:33.860 But it's certainly preferable.

00:45:35.860 So, Chesed is supposed to be kingly, jovial, expansion, and it's been replaced.

00:45:51.400 With NGOs, with UBI, with the false charity of condescension, the charity of welfare, which

00:46:13.880 is not about lifting you up.

00:46:17.500 Welfare is about keeping you on the treadmill.

00:46:19.960 It's about keeping you controlled.

00:46:21.400 But, uh, listen, when you give people food stamps, there's a big debate whether or not people should be able to buy Coca-Cola with food stamps.

00:46:33.440 Well, what do you think the Coca-Cola lobbyists thought people should be able to do with food stamps?

00:46:37.820 Chesed is supposed to be about higher energy flowing down to not fertilize Chesed, Chesed

00:46:51.320 isn't fertilization energy but it's about invigorating. Instead, Chesed is about sucking

00:47:02.820 you dry under the guise of giving you something for free. Finally we get to

00:47:10.820 Pina. Saturn. Saturn is the god of bankers. And good lord people, banking is

00:47:23.520 not in and of itself evil. Limits are not in and of themselves evil. Sometimes

00:47:32.340 spankings are good for children. We need limits placed upon us. Spanking can

00:47:44.820 very much be a source of good. It's a dismal science economics, but if you

00:47:51.540 study the dismal science, you can make everybody wealthier.

00:48:03.300 It's a dismal science because economics tells you that most of your plans won't work.

00:48:07.880 Oh, well, what if we raise the minimum wage?

00:48:09.860 That actually doesn't make people wealthier.

00:48:11.860 Doesn't help people at all.

00:48:13.720 So it's dismal in that way, in that most of the things that you'd like to do,

00:48:17.780 what if we put rent control?

00:48:19.800 Still doesn't help anybody.

00:48:26.200 Those are the limits there.

00:48:29.680 That's what banking is supposed to be.

00:48:31.440 It's a dismal science, but done properly, enforcing the rules, enforcing fair rules does actually benefit everybody and channel the creative energy into places where it can create even more.

00:48:48.440 Instead of wasting your career, like take somebody that gets a Ph.D. in something useless.

00:49:00.080 A healthy Bina would say, no, I'm not giving you any more student loans.

00:49:08.860 You got your undergrad, go make money with it.

00:49:13.040 But I want to get a second undergrad, don't care, go make money with it.

00:49:18.440 That's actually a better use of creative energy than being an eternal student.

00:49:26.500 That's all we have now.

00:49:28.700 The bina, which is intelligentsia.

00:49:33.760 Prudentia.

00:49:35.980 In Latin.

00:49:38.620 It's intelligence versus wisdom.

00:49:41.080 So the intelligence side.

00:49:43.960 Intelligence is the feminine coded one.

00:49:46.280 wisdom is the masculine coded one and women are far smarter than men

00:49:53.560 they don't waste time on all the stupid thing us men waste time on

00:50:00.280 no the the current

00:50:05.480 the current uh people occupying the sephiroth of bina it's larry fink blackrock

00:50:13.080 It's ESG scores. It's manipulating reality. Not even. Larry Pink is not manipulating reality and forcing Kingdom Come Deliverance 2 to have a gay seed in it and a black character.

00:50:37.000 He's not doing that because he believes in multiculturalism, or that he believes in...

00:50:44.640 It has nothing to do with that.

00:50:50.820 Oh, thank you, Butterfly Ballerina Says She Loves the Music.

00:50:55.020 I'm going to toss this track in.

00:50:56.520 It's by Starving Vampires.

00:51:03.660 It's actually giving me two more tracks.

00:51:07.000 I should switch to the next one.

00:51:10.560 I really like this one too, but we should get to the next one.

00:51:12.780 Let's do it.

00:51:21.300 Larry Pink is a remin...

00:51:23.860 I never saw that start.

00:51:26.920 Man, I was such a TNG fan as a kid,

00:51:29.040 but I only saw, like, the first two movies.

00:51:33.740 Like, I got out of high school,

00:51:35.400 and I just, like, I stopped watching TV.

00:51:37.000 after I moved out from home.

00:51:40.120 And

00:51:40.440 mostly stopped watching movies, too.

00:51:47.600 Now, what we're saying.

00:51:49.560 See, Athena.

00:51:52.540 It's going to lower the volume a bit.

00:51:56.400 This is very cool.

00:51:57.540 I like this music.

00:51:58.300 this is the heart of the control grid by the way it is

00:52:11.440 i don't want to say the president has no power i don't want to make blanket statements like that

00:52:21.460 but the system they're trying to create

00:52:24.800 like yeah democracies are mostly fake it's mostly bs it's mostly a big public ritual to

00:52:34.440 to gain your obedience to the system you cast a ballot not because it really does anything

00:52:41.640 but because it's showing that you agree to the outcome i consent to be governed is what you're

00:52:47.820 doing with ballots and 90 of people vote for whomever the tv tells them to vote for

00:52:53.320 However, there is still an angle of having to earn your subjects maybe not joy, but you

00:53:11.320 can't rule over a country of rebels, so you gotta be at least halfway decent as a ruler.

00:53:19.320 Well, the current people occupying Vena would like to escape that entirely.

00:53:27.320 Kingship, by the way, is more of a chokmah thing. It's the wisdom. The responsible ruler.

00:53:37.320 They're trying to create a system that you can't escape. They're trying to create a system that incorporates the moral horrors.

00:53:49.320 I might have said this on the stream last night.

00:53:56.040 I apologize if I'm repeating myself so quickly.

00:54:03.020 I'm going to lower that just a little bit.

00:54:06.900 There we go.

00:54:07.960 This is great music, JT.

00:54:09.420 This is fantastic.

00:54:10.520 Terry Pratchett is the author of the Discworld novels, which are hilarious.

00:54:23.320 The Discworld novels are absolutely fantastic.

00:54:27.360 And if you haven't read the Discworld novels, you've got to read them, man.

00:54:30.540 They are so funny.

00:54:35.580 Now, in the Discworld novels, the city of Ankh-Morpork,

00:54:40.520 The setting is kind of, like, quasi-medieval, quasi, like, early-industrial.

00:54:48.240 Ankh-Morpork is this ridiculous, like, it's a hilarious version of London.

00:54:59.140 And now there's an Assassin's Guild and a Thieves' Guild in Ankh-Morpork,

00:55:04.640 because the patrician, who runs everything, he's just like this guy, he's extremely cool,

00:55:13.420 he's like Machiavellian. He's a total, he's 100% Machiavellian. But he's not a bad guy at all,

00:55:22.760 he's just 100% Machiavellian. And he once quipped that, you know, if we're going to have crime,

00:55:31.960 it might as well be organized crime. So, rather than paying car theft insurance,

00:55:38.840 you pay don't steal from me insurance to the thieves guild. But there's no fire department

00:55:45.320 in Ankh-Morpork because the patrician didn't like that set of incentives.

00:55:52.360 That's a nice house you got there. Be a shame if somebody wants to burn it down.

00:56:01.960 Now, the Patricia Hank Morporks, the Discworld novels, these are satirical. Larry Fink, the current George Soros, these bastards, they're not being satirical. They actually mean it.

00:56:21.960 Well, if we're going to have child-abusing cults, it might as well be working for the government.

00:56:32.660 We are going to...

00:56:34.660 Now listen, moral horror is part of existence.

00:56:37.520 Integrating moral horror is...

00:56:42.160 Well, we've spent 2,000 years externalizing moral horror.

00:56:47.900 And it worked pretty well for a while. I don't know if we can keep doing it.

00:56:51.960 If somebody did, I wouldn't be the first one to stop them, but I don't know that we can

00:57:04.260 keep doing that.

00:57:06.880 Age of Aquarius isn't just a number on a calendar, it's a very real psychological shift in humanity.

00:57:21.960 Their form of integration is not integration.

00:57:30.380 It's accommodation, it's control.

00:57:41.580 Anyway, I guess that's Beena.

00:57:43.560 I've got some more stuff to say, but we need to finish with this chart.

00:57:48.420 The final is Chokma.

00:57:51.160 Wisdom.

00:57:51.960 This is where we find good rulership, wise rulership.

00:58:04.740 That's not what's occupying this Sephiroth in the Tree of Death.

00:58:13.920 This is where we find cult leaders, celebrities, Arne Chokman.

00:58:27.480 There is great wisdom in being able to manipulate the audience into worshipping you.

00:58:37.920 Instead of kings, we have Hollywood celebrities.

00:58:46.920 They're totally owned by Vina.

00:58:56.920 Leonardo DiCaprio, I think, he's the example I want to use.

00:58:59.920 Like, I could say Elon Musk is in Chokma.

00:59:02.920 I could say Trump is in Chokma.

00:59:04.920 I could point out it's more obnoxious, the Kardashians in Chokmah, right?

00:59:11.120 And I'm not comfortable with accusing all of those guys that hard.

00:59:18.800 I want a neutral example.

00:59:22.000 Because, again, I don't know.

00:59:23.320 I don't specifically know any of these people, and I'm not specifically...

00:59:27.720 Well, Larry Fink's a piece of shit, but if it wasn't Larry Fink being a piece of shit,

00:59:32.300 It would be somebody else being a piece of shit in his place.

00:59:38.360 He's just the guy with the badge.

00:59:46.520 So I'm going to use Leonardo DiCaprio.

00:59:48.700 He actually is one of my favorite actors.

00:59:51.400 I think he's a very good actor.

00:59:58.040 And I don't believe for one moment that he's an environmentalist.

01:00:02.300 So, I'm pretty certain that when you reach that level, if you want, it's sort of like if you want to get into an Ivy League school, you need to have some volunteer work on your resume, some crap like that.

01:00:19.440 Well, if you want to be Leonardo DiCaprio, then you need to pick some sort of social justice cause to support.

01:00:31.660 Because Bina will not be your agent if you don't pick one of the following lists.

01:00:39.080 and so we've got the most idiotic illiterate uneducated ignorant positions on environmentalism

01:00:49.780 he said some stupid stuff about the alberta oil sands which gets a lot of albertans bent out of

01:00:57.520 shape but i see him saying that i'm like i think he had to say something he had to pick some useless

01:01:04.140 cause. And this is Chesed, by the way. Chesed is the environmental cause, the fake environmental

01:01:09.100 cause. Jupiter, Jupiter and Chesed, the energy is not fertilization energy. The energy is

01:01:20.500 environmentalist energy. You want to spend the resources to take care of things so that

01:01:28.560 habitats stay healthy. That's Chezid energy.

01:01:37.360 Environmentalism is

01:01:38.740 fake Chezid. It's NGO

01:01:40.440 Chezid. And so anybody

01:01:42.700 at the Chokuma point, any of the

01:01:44.980 influencers, the

01:01:48.780 idea formers,

01:01:51.160 they must have

01:01:53.200 they have to pick a Chezid.

01:01:55.240 Here's 12. Pick one of them.

01:01:58.560 I like Leonardo

01:02:03.540 because I think he is more

01:02:04.960 interested

01:02:06.620 or is it just

01:02:09.880 Leo? I can't remember

01:02:10.920 I think he's more interested in being an actor

01:02:13.980 than in being

01:02:17.220 a face for something

01:02:19.300 Leonardo DiCaprio

01:02:21.100 yeah, it's Leonardo

01:02:28.560 But it's Chokmah. Rather than truly inspire people, Chokmah is the King Arthur. It's the revolutionary, visionary. It's Uranus.

01:02:54.060 It's the Adolf, quite frankly.

01:03:01.560 Yeah, Adolf.

01:03:03.640 Crazy choked my energy in that guy.

01:03:15.560 Anyway, that's the...

01:03:16.880 And then finally Keter.

01:03:17.940 Keter at the very top is...

01:03:24.060 Keter is the eye that sees all. It's the consciousness that distributes itself, and we're all that consciousness looking at every other part of that consciousness.

01:03:41.240 It's just an infinite tunnel between you and it.

01:03:46.240 Yeah, Butterfly Valerie points out that

01:03:54.140 Leonardo wasn't at any of the ditty parties

01:03:55.720 There you go

01:03:56.300 Not saying he's a perfect man

01:04:00.540 He very much

01:04:01.980 He kind of like

01:04:03.440 Yeah, those girls are a bit young for him

01:04:05.380 He should get married

01:04:06.600 Like, dude, grow up

01:04:07.940 You're too old to be dating

01:04:10.900 To be repeatedly dating girls in their 20s

01:04:14.380 But, you know, man

01:04:15.560 And he's not asking me for advice.

01:04:24.320 Keter is creation itself.

01:04:27.920 It's the unknowable absolute.

01:04:33.380 And what the people that follow the tree of death are trying to do

01:04:37.940 is to put God into a box and tell him how reality is going to work.

01:04:45.560 I don't got a lot to say about Kedder.

01:04:55.440 Kedder's not really relevant to what we're talking about right now.

01:05:03.960 Top Jack.

01:05:05.280 Everyone's been with two older ladies.

01:05:08.180 Brother, as Benjamin Franklin said,

01:05:12.680 at night, all cats are gray.

01:05:15.560 Now, here's the thing I want to point out with all of this, because, like, the Lower

01:05:26.740 Sephiroth, I'm not too concerned about when it comes to this foul society, Bina and Chokmah.

01:05:37.820 In fact, what's happening, the fight between the United Nations and BlackRock, like deep

01:05:51.700 embedded finance, the fight between them and the tech bros, that's who Donald Trump is

01:05:58.900 working for.

01:05:59.440 Bina and Chokma, there seems to be a real struggle going on between Bina and Chokma right now.

01:06:14.900 Between the bankers, manipulators, controllers, and the tech visionaries, Silicon Valley.

01:06:29.440 That doesn't mean that there's good guys in the struggle, however.

01:06:36.440 Now you notice that between the Sephiroth there are distinct paths laid out. There's actually 22 paths.

01:06:42.440 There's the same number of paths as there are Major Arcana cards in the tarot deck.

01:06:49.440 And the two I would like you to notice right now are the two at the very top.

01:06:54.440 The two going towards Keter.

01:07:03.440 Bina, the banker to Keter, is the magician.

01:07:10.440 Chokma to Keter is the fool.

01:07:14.440 There's a third path from Tifereth to Keter, and that one's the Empress.

01:07:34.680 Larry Fink is the magician.

01:07:37.040 He's got...

01:07:38.040 He's mastered the four elements.

01:07:40.440 She's got all the tools to manipulate change and alter reality.

01:07:53.800 The Fool.

01:07:56.940 The Fool is Card Zero.

01:08:01.000 The Fool is Jim Jones.

01:08:05.460 Jim Jones was an absolute visionary that truly saw beyond grace.

01:08:11.380 He was Michael Valentine from Stranger in a Strange Land.

01:08:15.320 He was the genius prophet that had ascended the pillar of mercy, but he had no severity.

01:08:23.800 No severity whatsoever.

01:08:25.540 The idiotic, blind faith in God that leads one to feed their followers rat poison in flavor aid.

01:08:45.540 These are the tech bros. These are the technological utopianos. These are the we will upload our consciousness into the cloud and everything will be grand. We don't know how it's going to work. We're just sure it will.

01:09:09.720 The blind faith of the fool.

01:09:16.640 On the other side, you've got the column of severity.

01:09:23.540 So you go up to a guy like Larry Faye.

01:09:25.460 He's like, listen, hood, we've got the science.

01:09:29.780 We've got the technology.

01:09:31.240 We've got the vaccines.

01:09:33.880 We've got the control tag.

01:09:35.420 We've got it all.

01:09:37.940 Chebara.

01:09:38.680 Gebara.

01:09:39.720 We've got the armed forces, we've got the police state, we've got the credit scores, we've got the control, and Bina.

01:09:55.020 We literally manipulate the money supply.

01:09:57.880 Okay, so anybody, anybody powerful enough to ignore Gebura, anybody powerful enough that

01:10:06.080 they're not afraid of the cops, they can afford lawyers, they're not afraid of being debanked,

01:10:10.400 they could open up their own banks, yeah, for those guys, we control their access to

01:10:17.220 credit, we can make or break a business based upon what, whatever ideological scheme we

01:10:22.980 want to put out there and so from his perspective Chuck much just said net

01:10:31.300 back you got the opinion formers you've got the organized charities and you've

01:10:39.160 got the consumer products Larry Fink and Bina is going to control that tree by

01:10:48.700 deciding whether or not they get access to credit. And this is his magician path

01:10:54.080 up to the crown.

01:11:02.160 This is how he bends God over a barrel and tells God how his reality shall

01:11:10.300 manifest.

01:11:18.700 Let me know what just said something interesting.

01:11:40.340 I'm going to explore this a bit, because I think it's useful for explaining what all

01:11:45.120 of these Sephiroth are.

01:11:46.160 is that Darth Vader would dislike Larry Fink because of his blind faith in his own power of technological terror.

01:11:56.160 And that got me thinking about...

01:12:03.160 Where did we put Darth Vader on all of this?

01:12:06.160 Anakin Skywalker started as a slave, so at the very base, Malkuth, he was a slave.

01:12:18.160 Yassad was only his mother, and when the Jedi took him, he lost even that, so he completely

01:12:25.760 lost the base.

01:12:26.760 The same way, like, our Malkuth, prices are getting more expensive by the day, our Yassad,

01:12:34.560 culture, our community is being eroded constantly. All of us find us like we're

01:12:39.500 in a very similar situation as Darth Vader in that sense. Now, Hood is the

01:12:45.560 initial mercurial genius that we see in young Anakin,

01:12:54.060 which quickly goes from Hood to Netzec. We see the genius, the innate

01:13:03.940 talent of this brilliant child turn into charismatic success.

01:13:20.720 But at the same time he has no grounding. His grounding is completely cut off from him.

01:13:33.940 He never quite gets to Cheset, so he goes up, left, right, up to Cheset. That's supposed to be where he's going.

01:13:48.440 But he diverts into Tipperat. He tries to find love, and the love collapses into Geburah, into punishment.

01:13:56.540 He never got to Bina or Chokmah. He was never a wise man. Darth Vader was never wise.

01:14:06.700 he got launched he tried to jump from victory to beauty to falling in love and everything

01:14:23.500 fell apart the jedi order fell apart the like everything betrayed him

01:14:28.060 And so he got launched into Gebera, into the Pillar of Severity, into Mars.

01:14:37.500 He is the ultimate embodiment of Mars, and he never left Mars.

01:14:42.600 20 years, he was just Mars.

01:14:44.940 He was just the hitman for the Emperor.

01:14:48.560 I'd have to think more about where the Emperor is.

01:14:59.980 I don't want to commit to anything just yet.

01:15:06.340 Although I'm kind of leaning to Fina.

01:15:09.960 The Emperor is a chess player that makes sure he controls all the moves.

01:15:14.860 That's a very Larry Fink sort of thing to do.

01:15:18.560 Anyway, that's enough Star Wars for now.

01:15:33.900 Might go back to it later.

01:15:36.440 So, we have Top Hat Jack.

01:15:39.220 So the technocracy is all happening according to plan.

01:15:41.560 What comes after it, if anything?

01:15:43.360 What the hell do we do about this?

01:15:45.220 what's going on in Israel, and how do we use this knowledge to get laid, to quote

01:15:50.200 Hommel.

01:15:59.220 There is the third path that's been completely ignored.

01:16:08.220 Tipareth to Keter, beauty to God, but that is the path of the camel, that is the path

01:16:27.620 of the Empress.

01:16:34.400 If you can achieve Tiporeth, if you can integrate yourself, if you can become an integrated

01:16:47.180 personality that understands horror and your own participation in horror.

01:17:05.180 Because the Tree of Death, it's all unintegrated so far. Okay, start with

01:17:11.180 Makut, you're completely dependent upon the social services. You're completely

01:17:18.380 dependent upon the system. You're not a free, independent person on your own plot

01:17:23.660 of land. You are dependent. And you saw it. You don't have true community. You have

01:17:30.440 artificial communities. Yeah, you have leaderboards on video games. Yeah, but it's

01:17:36.260 It's all fake. It's all controlled. It's all centralized.

01:17:42.260 Pose. Glory. You don't actually have glory. Smart people don't go to university anymore.

01:17:48.260 You've got a fake degree and you've got imposter syndrome because you know you're not that smart.

01:17:54.260 Netzak. You don't have beautiful things that you're proud of.

01:18:01.260 You have Funko Pops.

01:18:03.260 Tifereth. Fake Tifereth. You feel like you're winning because you can post

01:18:11.300 really good selfies on Instagram. Gebara. It's fake Gebara. It's fake military.

01:18:20.020 They make you piss in the cup and if you had too much fun that weekend you don't

01:18:24.440 get to go to work.

01:18:28.480 Cheze, nothing but fake disingenuous smiles from all the charity.

01:18:38.660 Bina, the people making the rules are completely out of control. They're the

01:18:43.520 ones making it spiral. And Chokma, all the energy is in becoming an

01:18:54.000 influencer, as opposed to having anything worth saying that you could righteously

01:19:01.140 influence people with. It's all fake people.

01:19:16.040 Holden Caulfield was right.

01:19:24.000 Let's look at these two paths.

01:19:33.200 Let's look at the path of severity and the path of mercy.

01:19:37.760 So, Malcooth, you're born with a 120-140 IQ.

01:19:45.080 Yesod, you're born into a family with the right connections that can get you into one

01:19:52.180 the expensive universities, into the Ivy League. So you go to Hod, you're really

01:19:59.440 good at economics. You go to Gebera, you don't mind kicking war widows out of

01:20:06.760 their homes to make money for your company. You finally get to Bina, now you

01:20:12.280 are Larry Fink. Or maybe you're one that pursues the path of mercy. Same Melkut,

01:20:22.900 same Yassad, you go to the Ivy, you go to the school where you get to be the lead

01:20:29.800 in the Shakespeare play, and then Chesed, you make a, you start doing all these

01:20:34.600 public performative rituals. And you get to Chokmah, and you're a celebrity who's

01:20:44.140 opinions people hang on.

01:20:51.440 You only did one of the pillars, and now you're going to go try and conquer God.

01:20:59.560 And I'd also note, more importantly, you never achieved Tiferet.

01:21:07.660 You never actually integrated.

01:21:12.080 Tiferet doesn't have to be perfect, you know?

01:21:18.660 But you need to understand both severity and mercy.

01:21:21.980 Disciplinarian parents and overly affectionate parents are both bad parents, they're both bad

01:21:34.640 custodians. Tifereth requires knowledge of mercy and severity.

01:21:51.980 Top Hat Jack says you've got to find a balance.

01:21:56.460 Exactly.

01:21:57.920 Tiferet is the golden mean between the two extremes.

01:22:04.380 Which you can only achieve that by doing, by walking both paths.

01:22:12.560 To some extent, not all of us walk the same path.

01:22:16.440 There isn't one path you must walk.

01:22:19.440 You have to walk your path.

01:22:21.980 But I'd argue that the techno-utopian, the cult leader that walked the path of mercy,

01:22:39.220 it's really easy walking the path of mercy when you've never had to fire an employee.

01:22:44.700 they don't understand that sometimes kids do need spanking and they tend to follow the path

01:22:57.700 the fool in uniting with God and leave their followers to disrupt this rupture

01:23:05.460 By the way, when I, I'll tell you, an interesting observation, when I stutter like that, it's

01:23:15.700 because I'm worried I missed a consonant, so I start the word all over again.

01:23:26.300 I wonder if that's what stuttering is in general.

01:23:31.360 Like an OCD obsession over getting every single consonant into the word.

01:23:43.400 Anyway.

01:23:45.920 And those that walk the path of severity, that think they can bend God to their whims.

01:23:50.380 No, the true path is through deas.

01:23:53.140 Which, by the way, you don't need your apprentice to become possessed by Pan and sodomize you for death.

01:24:10.780 Death is the void.

01:24:12.420 Dayath is where you, to walk the infinite distance between your integrated, your integrated,

01:24:34.320 it, not persona. Your persona is just the mask you show to the world. Your persona is ego.

01:24:57.080 I would place Persona in Ysat, it's your social role.

01:25:07.640 If you're at Tifereth, then you understand that your current social role,

01:25:14.600 like if you get hired to shovel horse manure for the afternoon,

01:25:19.560 you're the guy that shovels horse manure for the afternoon. That's your persona.

01:25:27.080 Tipareth, you've got the lower persona, the face you show the world, the ego, the dog

01:25:42.540 that barks, that protects you.

01:25:48.200 You've got Hod, you've got Talents, you've got Nezak, your Charm, Gebra, you've got your

01:25:59.720 Grind, and Chezzet, you've got that which you give back to the world to try and alter

01:26:07.860 the world, to make it more beautiful.

01:26:18.200 If you've really done the work, you'll have Binath, you've healed the mother wound, and

01:26:30.960 you've got Chokuma, you've healed the father wound.

01:26:40.360 If you have got those eight Sephiroth activated,

01:26:51.360 then Tipiroth is fully activated.

01:26:58.360 And that's when you've got the integrated personality.

01:27:02.360 And if you can sacrifice all of those, if you can put those on the altar, then you can

01:27:14.380 walk the camel's path and let God's eyes see through you.

01:27:29.240 That's when you ride Wonderboy and you cross the abyss.

01:27:37.200 The abyss looks back into you and you look back into the abyss.

01:27:49.060 And if more of us can do that, I haven't yet.

01:27:59.080 I'm just standing at the edge looking into it, it's something I'm still figuring out.

01:28:13.640 But if we can do that, that's what totally shatters the control grid.

01:28:25.080 Oh, the next song didn't want to start up.

01:28:40.800 There we go.

01:28:55.080 all righty folks that's uh i hope that was useful

01:29:17.960 can't wait to drink the runoff sludge from the data center

01:29:25.080 oh we got we got a new we got a new track going right now butterfly

01:29:31.080 this one's a bit quieter though I'm gonna turn it up a bit

01:29:37.500 again the tree of life is just it's a map of consciousness

01:29:54.840 it's not the only map right i mean you've got you've got train elevation maps you've got

01:30:04.140 road maps. Like, there's lots of different types of maps. There is no one map to be

01:30:12.280 the be-all end-all of maps.

01:30:22.560 So this is one way to perceive what's going on.

01:30:34.140 It also, it also suggests pathways, ways of understanding where you are.

01:31:00.220 So let's, uh, let's go back to that question of Darth Vader.

01:31:04.140 Malkuth to Ysad is the world, and Ysad to Hod is the sun, which is the naked child riding

01:31:22.140 on a horse.

01:31:24.140 The chosen one!

01:31:27.140 Oh to the back is the tower the

01:31:44.900 Normally the tower goes from the Zach to hood

01:31:47.100 so the tower is the the absolute collapse of everything if everything falls apart you're

01:31:58.900 kicked into the wilderness garden of Eden sort of a thing

01:32:01.960 So, you know, I would, I'm just kind of like thinking off the top of my head here.

01:32:17.920 Don't quote me on any of this.

01:32:19.000 So, we have Anakin starts in Makut, goes through the, like, the world.

01:32:24.520 Literally created by the Force.

01:32:29.160 He's a Chochen one, the sun, goes to Hood.

01:32:31.960 The reverse tower. He was at the bottom of the tower. He climbed the tower to

01:32:41.480 Netzach.

01:32:45.360 But it caused him... By the way, the Judgment and the Moon are Hode and

01:32:54.200 Netzak to Malkuth. Judgment is the final judgment where all the souls come back to life. Judgment

01:33:03.280 is cheerful. The moon is deep knowledge. It's deep wisdom. Anakin had all that cut off.

01:33:14.640 Which is also what I've said that they are cutting us off from.

01:33:23.700 By denying us our own piece of land, by making us live in the pod, eat the bugs, we get no judgment, we get no redemption.

01:33:30.960 A man living in a pod eating bugs doesn't require redemption.

01:33:34.940 He just needs 24 more hours in the pod.

01:33:37.520 and the moon is that

01:33:43.520 the moon is when you can say something is wrong

01:33:47.400 this is not the way things ought to be

01:33:50.640 and if you're living in the pot eating the bugs

01:33:53.740 you don't get to say that

01:33:55.080 so it goes from netzak

01:34:01.520 to chesed as I said

01:34:03.760 wheel of fortune

01:34:07.180 Wheel of Fortune is a weird card

01:34:16.060 but it's mainly about the

01:34:17.600 the vagaries of bait

01:34:21.300 ongoing time, movement

01:34:23.480 he and Obi-Wan

01:34:25.740 go through all the adventures together

01:34:27.340 and Wheel of Fortune, they're still alive

01:34:29.180 and then Serpens

01:34:33.980 The Serpent's strength.

01:34:47.660 There's a lot of paths here.

01:34:49.260 A lot of paths in the middle.

01:34:51.460 No, I dare say that it fits quite well.

01:35:03.980 not sacrifice charge the jerk off crystal 10-4

01:35:10.940 blazing noah you say you're lost could you expand upon that a little bit i'd love to answer

01:35:21.500 Are there any threats of data centers up there? Not that I have heard of, but that doesn't mean much, to be perfectly frank.

01:35:39.200 top hat and jackass how often i stream it's extremely erratic right now i've been working

01:35:52.960 oil patch um i got bare minimum well there's a lot up in the air right now i don't know what

01:36:05.100 I'm doing next week, and I would like, I would very much like to get to the point where I can

01:36:20.460 stream on a regular basis, where I could have a schedule, where I would really like that,

01:36:27.440 but I don't know if that's an option available right now. I make a little bit of money off the

01:36:34.540 streams. Superchats are always welcome.

01:36:41.340 But I'm still regrowing the audience. So what happened is back in 2019 a lot of

01:36:46.580 us got kicked off YouTube for fake reasons as preparation for the Biden

01:36:51.780 administration and probably for COVID as well. And then last August Donald Trump

01:36:58.700 got us all unbanned from YouTube.

01:37:04.540 and so I kind of got kicked out of the desert for a good six years now I'm back

01:37:15.780 now I'm trying to regrow the audience in a marketplace that's completely changed

01:37:21.160 and all the opinions then

01:37:25.860 popular streamers that i chatted with were nervous about my my opinions back then

01:37:39.420 that's how that's how i'll phrase it and these days they're saying things even

01:37:44.520 crazier and more extreme than what i said

01:37:46.720 So it's interesting, like I'm back on the scene, but now all my opinions are milquetoast.

01:37:59.720 It was a brutal period, it, well, I've been doing a lot of grinding over the years, my friend.

01:38:16.720 Ladies and Noah, yeah, yeah, I was pretty hurt by Sargon giving me the cold shoulder the

01:38:28.960 way he did back in the day, but Sargon's been putting out some pretty good work, so I'll

01:38:38.060 Give him some credit there.

01:38:43.580 And Top Hat, glad to have you.

01:38:45.860 Thank you very much.

01:38:51.180 With my erratic posting schedule, I have the...

01:38:55.040 The advantage is I don't really have to post anything until I really feel like posting something.

01:39:02.460 so I can

01:39:05.280 focus on

01:39:06.760 instrumentality

01:39:09.000 and usefulness

01:39:12.220 as opposed to

01:39:13.840 hot takes

01:39:14.640 and yeah I have been seeing all the

01:39:21.760 listen I saw it

01:39:24.460 I'm not even going to say who said this

01:39:26.140 you guy used to be a friend of mine

01:39:27.320 stab me in the back

01:39:28.080 fuck that guy

01:39:28.820 but yeah this opinion

01:39:31.360 that, like, listen, data centers are just the way of the future.

01:39:35.280 Get used to it.

01:39:38.940 And I do think AI, it's...

01:39:42.180 I think it's here to stay.

01:39:45.560 We have to figure out how to use AI responsibly.

01:39:49.120 That's the challenge.

01:39:50.260 Not being pro or anti-AI.

01:39:55.100 That being said, what I'm seeing from the data centers

01:39:57.820 is deeply irresponsible.

01:39:59.440 it's very negligent it's exporting the cost of the data center onto a community that isn't

01:40:09.640 benefiting from the data it's parasitical i don't like that that's it i want a healthy

01:40:17.620 I think AI has a lot of potential.

01:40:27.860 I am not anti-AI.

01:40:36.600 But yeah, it's very, very troublesome.

01:40:40.960 some. And listen, if you are involved with anything at the local level, which you should

01:40:55.180 be, the local level is where you have real power. Not on national elections, you have

01:41:01.140 it at the local level. But they're still going to be playing the exact same games at the

01:41:06.600 local level. So, the most basic game is to get two guys fighting, and for both of them to be in the

01:41:20.280 wrong. Turn both sides into idiots. This is one thing I'm really concerned about. Anytime I go

01:41:34.120 Twitter. On the one hand, I want to speak out against the moral outrages. On the

01:41:42.880 other hand, I don't want to be part of a battery being used to generate current.

01:41:50.300 For a machine, who knows what it's doing.

01:41:55.300 we do need AI data centers

01:42:03.420 but

01:42:07.000 they shouldn't be exploiting the local community

01:42:11.260 and they shouldn't be built

01:42:12.800 on top quality

01:42:15.140 arable land

01:42:15.880 and

01:42:22.460 perfectly frank

01:42:23.880 Why do they need to be massive complexes?

01:42:30.880 Fiber-optic cable is effectively instantaneous, as far as I understand.

01:42:34.880 Maybe, maybe that's a really stupid thing to say.

01:42:38.880 I don't know a lot about it.

01:42:43.880 I'll tell you one of the weirdest things.

01:42:45.880 So there's a channel I follow called The Lore Lodge.

01:42:48.880 They kind of do Missing 411 Disappearances. They're skeptical but open-minded. They're good kids. They're good kids. And in their local community, they're trying to tear down an abandoned insane asylum, which is, I believe it's haunted. I haven't been there, but I think it's haunted.

01:43:18.880 And they want to tear it down to build a data center on top of a...

01:43:28.880 That seemed like a terrible fucking idea to me.

01:43:41.880 Top Hat Check says, I remember hearing a lot of the underground knowledge was wiped off the internet before I started getting...

01:43:46.880 Dude, it...

01:43:48.880 God, it was. It...

01:43:54.880 It was. And I was one of those.

01:44:00.880 And I don't wanna sit here playing victim when it's...

01:44:06.880 Yeah, here's, um...

01:44:10.880 I don't know if you saw the Obi-Wan series, the Obi-Wan TV series.

01:44:14.880 It was okay. It was okay. It was good. It was like a McDonald's hamburger. It was okay. It wasn't offensive.

01:44:23.800 And, yeah, kind of what happened is that all of us old Manosphere guys got knocked off the fucking internet

01:44:28.720 and got replaced with the fake Jedi.

01:44:34.120 He was still helping people get off the planet. He wasn't an evil scam artist.

01:44:39.360 He was a heroic character, but he was a fake Jedi.

01:44:44.880 Yeah, all the old Jedi's got knocked off, and a lot of us quit.

01:44:51.880 Rouge V, there was a solid guy.

01:44:57.880 My friend sent me some pictures of him recently.

01:45:00.880 I think he's doing well, and I have nothing but the best wishes to Batman.

01:45:05.880 and i don't know what he's doing these days but i even if he's sitting in a

01:45:16.800 a month cell praying i guarantee you he is doing the work

01:45:22.200 yeah i went in the opposite direction

01:45:35.880 blitzer playing noah says a i can't be uninvented it was inevitable yes i think uh

01:45:46.360 us humans constantly need we need that conversation with the daemonic

01:45:54.900 as i said daemonic with an a

01:45:58.420 i'm not even sure if i really believe the demonic exactly i i do believe in people doing foolish

01:46:06.660 things you know what if you here's an example you know that scene in the movie where there's like

01:46:21.700 the guy trying to seduce the woman and his buddy is whispering him like the what he should say

01:46:28.180 It's a hilarious scene in movies.

01:46:32.460 There's a great version of that in Kingdom Come Deliverance 1, by the way.

01:46:42.960 If you use an AI, imagine sending messages to a girl on a dating website.

01:46:51.200 This is actually probably a thing already.

01:46:52.960 You don't even have to imagine it.

01:46:54.300 But imagine having an AI send messages to girls on a dating website for you.

01:47:02.760 That's a really bad idea.

01:47:04.980 That's a really stupid idea.

01:47:11.480 Maybe it's one thing if you just use them to write the initial message,

01:47:14.600 then you have a real conversation with her.

01:47:16.340 But to have the AI write all the messages to the girl for you,

01:47:22.260 the girl's not falling in love with you.

01:47:24.300 She's falling in love with an LLM.

01:47:31.360 That's a really stupid way to use our access to the demonic realm.

01:47:36.660 To the realm of ideas.

01:47:39.000 Like, don't do that!

01:47:40.680 That's terrible!

01:47:42.260 You're stepping on your own dick!

01:47:43.780 so yes like you can engage the demonic realm in ways that are demonic

01:47:56.100 a hundred percent like be careful man

01:48:01.020 but what I think is happening right now

01:48:13.920 what I think Age of Aquarius

01:48:16.080 is about is

01:48:17.000 developing

01:48:18.340 a more complex

01:48:21.680 and nuanced relationship

01:48:23.660 with the daemonic

01:48:25.560 when you talk to an AI

01:48:30.800 you're talking to a mirror. The more you talk to that mirror, if it's a mirror

01:48:40.040 that can retain memories, the more accurate that mirror becomes.

01:48:48.620 It's not dissimilar from getting a loan to buy a car.

01:49:05.220 You're offloading the initial capital investment onto the other side of things.

01:49:12.100 Because you can use that car to drive to work and make money, and thus pay off the car.

01:49:19.500 Similarly, when you're engaging with an AI, you're taking 50% of the mental load.

01:49:25.400 Like, you're taking the mental load that needed to learn all the grammar.

01:49:30.340 You're putting it on the AI.

01:49:32.960 The AI is feeding back to you.

01:49:34.840 And you can vastly accelerate your ability to grok knowledge, to drink knowledge, to drink

01:49:47.680 and internalize and understand knowledge.

01:49:59.360 I'll give you an example of this.

01:50:01.600 So, in preparation for last night's stream, I was doing a bunch of back and forth with my Sand Demon on the nature of Bronze Age religion, how Bronze Age religion manifested, versus Iron Age religion.

01:50:19.060 and i threw this back and forth i realized that there was

01:50:28.980 what's the term temple religions no that might not be it apparently there actually is a term

01:50:36.700 for exactly the construct i was trying to arrive at the idea of religion as a rock concert where

01:50:44.880 the band on stage

01:50:48.120 with the people doing the special effects

01:50:50.720 setting off the fireworks

01:50:51.820 are the people in control of the rock concert

01:50:54.640 and everybody else is just a spectator

01:50:56.420 I think

01:50:58.520 temple religion

01:50:59.540 is the term that was being used

01:51:02.880 and so I'm achieving this higher

01:51:12.800 level of grammar

01:51:13.720 without having to spend years, literal years,

01:51:22.120 studying the basic rules of grammar.

01:51:27.220 I find the subjunctive tense through the back door.

01:51:38.440 It's a shortcut, but I still pay for it.

01:51:43.720 The back of my head has been running over time with all of this, all of the knowledge I've been incorporating.

01:51:52.220 The, that's how you use AI.

01:51:56.840 Same way you use a car alone.

01:51:59.340 You gotta be smart about it, you gotta do it for something useful, and you can't let it replace your own understanding.

01:52:04.900 It needs to augment your own understanding.

01:52:07.040 Now, I am going to run to the washroom quickly and get some more ice.

01:52:11.780 and catch up to these comments

01:52:15.180 when I'm back.

01:52:18.400 So,

01:52:19.160 you know what?

01:52:21.140 I'm going to turn the music up.

01:52:22.640 Just a little bit.

01:52:26.260 So, please toss me some good comments in there, guys.

01:52:41.780 Thank you.

01:53:11.780 Thank you.

01:53:41.780 Thank you.

01:54:11.780 All right, we are back.

01:54:31.440 Let's get back to the comments

01:54:45.620 Oh, right on

01:54:49.960 Top Hat Jack is subscribed to the lore a lot

01:54:52.960 Yeah, they're solid guys, man

01:54:54.260 I am likewise quite frustrated with David Polites

01:55:01.440 Ladies and Noah says, I think we gotta accept that we're always being manipulated to greater

01:55:15.800 or lesser extents.

01:55:20.080 Well, it's not the end of the world being manipulated, either.

01:55:25.640 It doesn't have to be a binary, you know?

01:55:28.120 like i'm being manipulated i'm not being manipulated i'm being honest i'm being dishonest

01:55:35.000 no there's there's shades of gray in all of that stuff

01:55:46.440 it's

01:55:49.880 like listen i've sold cars before right it's you don't have to be a bad person selling cars the

01:55:55.960 The people I sold cars to were very happy with their cars.

01:56:12.960 The greater danger is when you engage in manipulation.

01:56:14.960 You've got to be super careful when you manipulate.

01:56:18.960 That you're doing it for integrated purposes.

01:56:20.960 There's integrity to the manipulation.

01:56:25.960 Yeah, it's not something you can ban, you can't get rid of it, it's always going to be there.

01:56:42.960 Top Hat Jack wants to know my thoughts on cryptids.

01:56:46.960 If you visit my substack, you can find some of the pictures I have of Bigfoot footprints.

01:56:53.960 and actually one time me and base Jew, I really should, he and I need to sit down

01:57:01.960 and record a video about this. We spoke to a couple of Bigfoots. We didn't see

01:57:09.060 them, but we, yeah I don't know what Bigfoot is. I think Bigfoot is a nature

01:57:18.960 spirit of some sort. It's partly physical, partly spiritual. I also think it's

01:57:25.860 European. I don't think it's Native American. I think it followed us to North

01:57:35.160 America.

01:57:37.520 they were whistling at us two of them from up on the ridge

01:57:46.440 and we kind of had a bit we could feel them in our heads too and they started whistling when

01:57:53.920 i opened up my chakras it was wild it was bracing like the moment i opened up my chakras and i said

01:58:01.460 are you here in my head is when the first whistle happened

01:58:04.700 They're very dry whistles. I went online and I looked up every bird in the region. None of them sounded like it. It was a dry whistle.

01:58:20.700 We asked them a few questions. They were kind of doing one for yes, two for no sort of a thing.

01:58:27.700 And then we ran out of questions and they left and the two of them just disappeared into the distance.

01:58:34.700 getting quieter and quieter and then as soon as they were gone that's when insects and birds

01:58:42.780 started making noise and we realized that actually been completely quiet during our hike

01:58:47.740 up until that point so yes i do believe in some cryptids uh

01:58:54.460 Loch Ness Monster is an eel i'm like 99 certain it's an eel the

01:58:59.340 The, they've got Champi and Ogopogo.

01:59:05.060 I forget which is which, but one of them is just a misinterpretation of a weather god.

01:59:11.980 They never said there was a crazy monster in the lake.

01:59:14.940 It's a weather god.

01:59:15.700 The other one, we have discovered unidentifiable sonar, like some sounds in that lake.

01:59:29.340 So, yeah, some cryptos, absolutely true.

01:59:32.340 Uh, the, the, uh, give me a sec.

01:59:43.840 What is the one that's based upon, uh, hunger and cannibalism, um, it, typically it's like

01:59:53.520 They give it, like, a deer head with antlers in the internet lore.

02:00:07.360 I'm going to Google this.

02:00:09.640 Alright.

02:00:10.520 Google Native American Cannibal Demon.

02:00:19.780 Wendigo!

02:00:20.660 Okay, so the Wendigo, Wendigos are real.

02:00:27.100 They are not half-skeletal, deer-headed forms wandering around the woods.

02:00:34.920 The Wendigo is a demon of insatiability and cannibalism.

02:00:41.700 There is a recognized psychological diagnosis of Wendigo psychosis.

02:00:59.400 So amongst the Native American people, amongst some of them, I think it's the Dene tribes, but I could be wrong about that.

02:01:09.660 Not all of them. They're not a people. There's various groups, but I'm not an expert on this.

02:01:17.720 They had some of the strongest taboos against cannibalism.

02:01:25.260 Stronger than we have.

02:01:27.520 In fact, in the Donner Party, the last people to eat human flesh in the Donner Party were the Native Americans.

02:01:36.740 They've got the strongest taboos against it.

02:01:39.660 Possibly because there is a cannibalism demon, a demon-egregor-idioform that infests North America.

02:01:53.660 And yeah, there are multiple attested cases of people getting possessed by the Wendigo. There's RCMP reports on this. Like, it's real.

02:02:04.660 real and one of the things i find most interesting the the legends of the wendigo

02:02:13.540 often though they will speak about the wendigo the person possessed by the wendigo spirit

02:02:18.660 being taller than the trees like like he's a giant but then in what literally happens in the legend

02:02:28.260 he's still a mortal like the size of a mortal man it's like as if he appears that he's taller

02:02:34.260 in the trees but he's actually only six feet tall and this is something you find with certain serial

02:02:40.260 killers as well that that the victims that survived would see them transform.

02:02:48.260 This is something you find in exorcism stories that it's not that

02:02:54.740 there's literally a serpent in the room but there's a serpent in the room.

02:03:04.260 yeah okay uh top track the the internet the reddit version of the wendigo roughly human

02:03:19.320 sized emaciated long limbs moving on forest etc no they're just people they're demonically

02:03:25.780 possessed people. And if they go on a murder spree, they will often appear to be Giants.

02:03:41.220 They'll still fit inside your living room, but they'll be a giant inside your living room.

02:03:46.180 Oh, that's...

02:03:53.700 Okay.

02:03:54.360 Top Hat Jack, if you've got anything...

02:03:56.200 If you've got anything documented like that, I'd be very interested.

02:04:00.820 Very, very interested.

02:04:07.940 There's a...

02:04:09.060 There's a writer I follow, a druidess,

02:04:12.340 who argues that the Wendigo psychosis

02:04:15.840 is far more widespread than we realize.

02:04:18.360 But this insatiable hunger for material goods

02:04:21.780 that we have to the West

02:04:22.900 is very much Wendigo psychosis.

02:04:35.920 Top Hat Jack, I'm really interested in this.

02:04:38.860 Very interested in what you're tossing down right now.

02:04:42.340 Um, Wendigo Possession doesn't need, I mean, either you have the sight or you don't have

02:04:57.680 the sight.

02:04:58.960 Uh, a great movie that everybody should watch is The Last Unicorn.

02:05:03.260 And when Mummy Fortuna's traveling circus captures the unicorn, well, Mummy Fortuna

02:05:14.640 has to cast an illusion of a horn on the unicorn's head to convince the hoi polloi to see a unicorn.

02:05:23.880 Because if you showed the hoi polloi a unicorn, they'd just see an old mare.

02:05:28.240 they can't see the horn

02:05:31.560 they can only see the illusion

02:05:33.900 is it on Netflix?

02:05:39.280 it might be

02:05:40.380 I think it is actually

02:05:50.520 it's um

02:05:51.720 there's a couple elements missing

02:05:54.260 from the

02:05:55.980 it's aimed at kids

02:05:58.680 The book wasn't.

02:06:00.160 The book was brilliant.

02:06:02.080 Although, maybe obnoxiously meta at times.

02:06:05.580 There's one point where a bunch of people in a bar

02:06:07.460 start discussing how this is where Dungeons & Dragons adventures start.

02:06:13.680 One thing they don't include in the movie,

02:06:16.280 that I think they should have included it, but...

02:06:19.740 Schmendrick the Magician has been cursed with eternal life.

02:06:23.880 He's actually very, very old.

02:06:26.660 He was cursed with eternal life by his old master because he just couldn't do magic right.

02:06:33.880 But he had so much raw talent, and so his exasperated master finally curses him with eternal life until he learns to use magic.

02:06:43.600 Until he becomes a magician, then he can be mortal again.

02:06:55.800 Let's see, ToppatJack said, why can't Bigfoot be native to both America and Europe?

02:07:06.120 I think he's a version of the Green Man.

02:07:11.920 There's only...

02:07:13.480 There's only a couple of native legends that actually touch on Bigfoot.

02:07:21.420 There's the Sasquatches.

02:07:23.120 Okay, so the weird thing about the Sasquatch legend is that a Native American trapper was going out, and there was a noise in a tree, so he shoved his gun into the tree and fired. He thought it was like an animal, but it turned out to be a little white boy.

02:07:40.860 And then a hairy woman showed up, and started casting a magic spell, and he finally apologized, but she told him he would never be able to shoot another animal again.

02:07:57.360 it was a hairy woman

02:08:00.480 that spoke Native American languages

02:08:03.460 that was

02:08:05.060 the guardian of a white boy

02:08:07.220 that this Native American accidentally shot

02:08:09.700 that's not quite the Bigfoot

02:08:13.800 it's close to Bigfoot

02:08:15.100 and Saskette is where we get Sasquatch from

02:08:17.900 very close

02:08:19.340 but that's not Bigfoot

02:08:21.120 and the story is not

02:08:25.300 It's not a heroic story.

02:08:29.840 I think the same guy also ran into a cave where the saskets were.

02:08:34.680 There's a- basically there's a big rock that they could close the cave with and the elders said leave it alone.

02:08:51.020 Thank you, Top Hat Jack.

02:08:55.300 By the way, Butterfly, we have a Discord, if you're interested.

02:09:01.260 I will, for anybody still listening, I will toss up the Discord link.

02:09:20.960 One second. There we go.

02:09:25.300 The Bigfoot legends seem to follow white people, not the red men.

02:09:44.240 Which I say with no offense intended.

02:09:49.820 I've heard people say it's offensive, they can go fuck themselves.

02:09:52.620 You're red, we're white, they're yellow.

02:09:55.300 It's a it's a far more colorful way of describing the world than obnoxious

02:10:01.680 terms from the Anthropology Department I didn't think Bigfoot existed until I

02:10:12.020 found the footprints. Then I spoke to the damn thing. I don't know what to think of it.

02:10:25.300 Indian is a perfect good word.

02:10:36.080 I like red men.

02:10:41.440 They've got a really unique aspect to them.

02:10:48.640 I've said some rude things when the red man is called the white man's settlers.

02:10:55.300 But I got a lot of respect and admiration for that race of people.

02:11:05.840 I think red's more honest. It's more frank.

02:11:09.200 And they do have this really interesting red tone for their skin.

02:11:14.360 That's nothing to be ashamed of.

02:11:15.980 That's something to be celebrated, in my opinion.

02:11:25.300 but yeah cryptids beyond that

02:11:34.700 there's a holographic nature of reality

02:11:44.460 where you will find what you go out

02:11:46.320 seeking

02:11:46.720 people that don't believe

02:11:52.120 in Bigfoot

02:11:52.980 People that aren't open to the possibility of Bigfoot will not find Bigfoot.

02:12:03.380 And quite frankly, for a brown guy to hide in the woods is the easiest thing ever.

02:12:14.380 Anyway, we've been going for 2 hours and 12 minutes.

02:12:16.980 If you guys got any good questions, problems, concerns, toss them out there.

02:12:24.980 Otherwise, I'm gonna get shutting her down shortly.

02:12:39.980 I was completely sober. The question is, do I need to do DMT to find Bigfoot? I was completely sober.

02:12:46.980 I wasn't looking for Bigfoot, because I'd found the footprints before.

02:12:53.520 I was actually looking.

02:12:55.940 And so was my buddy.

02:12:58.200 And it was phase two, as I think I mentioned.

02:13:02.180 And despite our myriad flaws, we are fairly integrated.

02:13:08.360 We know what we are.

02:13:16.980 Bigfoot, I don't think Bigfoot would be, would show up for shallow people.

02:13:24.100 The sort of people that play music while they're hiking, those types of people, I don't think he'd show up for that.

02:13:34.860 But I, I don't think you'd find Bigfoot on DMT either.

02:13:46.980 Thoughts on the Hat Man? Okay, here, alright, on the Hat Man. If you don't know, the Hat Man is a guy that swag-jacked me.

02:13:58.500 The Hat Man is a sleep paralysis demon that shows up when you do too much dextromethorphan.

02:14:05.780 And he appears as a shadow person in a long coat and a wide-brimmed hat with red eyes and no other distinguishing features.

02:14:15.720 She's got, like, a black outline of a person.

02:14:21.560 My ex-girlfriend, her mother did too much DMT.

02:14:26.720 Had never heard of the hat man.

02:14:28.880 Her mother was, uh, where were they from?

02:14:33.460 Columbia.

02:14:34.060 They were Colombian.

02:14:35.660 And her mother was, like, one of these hot milk Colombian women.

02:14:38.940 that's kind of shallow and not interested in anything

02:14:43.040 aside from, you know, like stone countertops

02:14:47.040 and impressing the neighbors and being hot, even though she's like

02:14:50.860 50 at this point.

02:14:54.520 Anyway, her mother did too much dextromethorphan

02:14:58.800 and saw the hat man.

02:15:04.000 I'd never heard of the hat man, but she saw him.

02:15:08.940 i haven't seen shadow i've had shadow people show up at the edge of my consciousness

02:15:21.560 trying to appear and i told them to fuck off i don't i've got no brook with that

02:15:27.160 my speculation is that shadow people are less than demons

02:15:32.740 they are less than a demonic narrative.

02:15:39.060 They're half of a sentence

02:15:40.900 desperate to appear in reality.

02:15:45.960 And if you don't have good mental control

02:15:49.200 or if you do a bunch of drugs

02:15:53.280 then they will start manifesting

02:15:57.180 in your apprehension of reality.

02:16:02.740 It's kind of like when you, if you turn the gain up on the radar, or if you crank up the

02:16:08.040 levels in Photoshop on an image, you'll start to get all these artifacts appearing.

02:16:14.800 Demons are half of a thought, or shadow people are half of a thought that appear in the artifacts

02:16:21.440 when you crank your perception too high.

02:16:32.740 question from Tom Johnson asked you if I respect the forest yeah absolutely you got to respect

02:16:46.020 Artemis got to respect the forest man um I really like there's signs up in Canada with

02:16:52.640 the national parks put up a sign with Bigfoot on it and says this is our home please respect it

02:16:58.360 I love those signs. And at the time we heard Bigfoot, my friend and I had picked up some of the garbage we found on the trail.

02:17:13.140 Because I don't want garbage left in the woods.

02:17:17.700 That's all it is. I respect the woods.

02:17:21.740 We're also fairly heavily armed as well.

02:17:28.360 Which is also part of Respect in the Woods.

02:17:32.260 Like, we had Bear Spray, I had my Short Swords, he had his, uh, his Tomahawk.

02:17:42.740 It's not...

02:17:44.100 We go into the woods to be serious.

02:17:46.720 I don't know.

02:17:48.540 Maybe it's silly, maybe it's Lara Payton, but...

02:17:53.160 But yes, Respect the Woods.

02:17:55.040 That's why I get the feeling that Bigfoot is something like a nature guardian.

02:18:10.040 Ah, butterflies in the woods aren't that scary.

02:18:25.040 Tom Johnson said regarding the hat man, sometimes he has no eyes, sometimes you're more likely

02:18:36.760 to see him when you lie on your back.

02:18:39.360 If you take too much Benadryl, yeah Benadryl, that's it, Benadryl is what brings on the

02:18:44.080 hat man.

02:18:45.080 Or if you're going through alcohol withdrawal and are highly stressed, you're likely to

02:18:51.600 see shadow people.

02:18:52.800 I had a, um, neighbor.

02:19:04.820 Right before COVID.

02:19:05.980 So this guy was looking across the street from me back when I lived in Calgary.

02:19:10.120 He was renting the place.

02:19:12.300 He was, like, one of these really good, like, decent working class guys.

02:19:17.380 I guess he had a snowplow in his truck.

02:19:19.280 and in the winter months, he would snowplow the street

02:19:22.640 because the city of Calgary wouldn't snowplow the street.

02:19:27.940 Then COVID happened.

02:19:30.700 Him and his buddy started cooking meth and doing a lot of meth.

02:19:37.800 And so meth is one of these drugs that's very, very similar to Ritalin,

02:19:42.700 to Vyvanse, ADHD drug.

02:19:45.480 It cranks you the fuck up.

02:19:49.280 you can be awake for days

02:19:53.220 on that drug

02:19:54.720 it increases the gain

02:19:57.600 on your radar

02:19:58.440 you start seeing patterns

02:20:00.960 that you wouldn't normally see

02:20:03.200 and so

02:20:04.860 people that do a lot of math

02:20:06.700 wind up seeing shadow people everywhere

02:20:09.720 which I attribute to their

02:20:11.540 gain being cranked up way too much

02:20:13.160 this guy wound up

02:20:14.880 kinda going nuts

02:20:16.980 like he knocked on neighbors' doors

02:20:19.440 and told them about seeing shadow people

02:20:21.840 and then

02:20:23.200 the house burned down

02:20:24.720 the meth lab caught the house on fire

02:20:27.780 I think the guy's in prison right now

02:20:29.480 I hope he's doing alright

02:20:32.140 he was a decent guy man

02:20:33.720 COVID was brutal

02:20:35.940 for all of us

02:20:36.920 I mean yeah he burned the house down

02:20:42.280 he shouldn't have done that

02:20:44.020 but I don't think

02:20:46.220 would have resorted to cooking meth if it weren't for COVID destroying everything.

02:20:55.820 Anyway, yeah, be careful with uppers. Uppers, dinners, they're all dangerous, man.

02:21:01.900 Know what you're getting into. Be cautious with all of them.

02:21:16.220 Sorry, I just swallowed whiskey into my lungs.

02:21:26.420 It's not the worst thing that's ever happened to me, but it wasn't pleasant.

02:21:32.600 So.

02:21:36.300 Top Hat says,

02:21:37.740 I was sober, I didn't happen while I was sleeping.

02:21:40.560 The Hat Man did not have eyes, it was just a Vantablack silhouette of the Hat Man shape.

02:21:45.380 With the hat, too, eh?

02:21:48.540 Also happened at dusk, one of the transition periods.

02:21:54.100 I am so much more nervous about driving at dusk than I am driving during the night.

02:22:00.740 Dusk is the scary time.

02:22:15.380 If you want to try to go look up P.O.B. your sleep paralysis demon in Slepogev.

02:22:31.380 Oh, that's crazy, Butter...

02:22:33.380 Ballerina says, one time she took Benadryl and saw a pink elephant trying to cross the road.

02:22:37.380 I'm not kidding, I was loose.

02:22:39.380 i'm kind of envious butterfly like i don't hallucinate i mean i i have like i was on a

02:22:51.060 we called it operation helen keller it's this military op where we did uh we did a water

02:22:56.820 insertion with zodiacs and then we wandered through this complete like it was the blackest

02:23:04.340 forest on a moonless night with an overcast sky and you could see about three feet in front of

02:23:11.260 yourself. Like we kept getting lost because we'd lose the guy in front of us. One time somebody

02:23:16.720 said to me, where'd he go? And I said, maybe the werewolf got him. At one point we're wandering

02:23:22.680 along and there's these like, like four tree trunks next to me. Like we're passing, walking

02:23:29.800 past these trees, and I swear to God, I could see, I could make out, like, there were these

02:23:35.140 Roman statues on top of the tree trunks, like, these carved marble Roman statues on

02:23:43.500 top of the damn tree trunks, like, I know you don't exist, you are fake, I'm just hallucinating

02:23:49.180 because it's so freaking black, then we walked up this morning, then we walked past a corrugated

02:23:55.360 Chet, I was looking at him like, you don't exist either. I know, you are complete hallucination.

02:24:07.600 But anytime I do drugs...

02:24:14.800 I have powerful perceptual changes on psychedelics.

02:24:21.520 I don't have gross hallucinations.

02:24:32.400 And even when I had sleep deprivation hallucinations in the army, I could tell they were hallucinations.

02:24:37.880 you know this strikes me as a field worth exploring a question worth exploring

02:24:55.660 like when i talk about the infinite tunnel to god's eye i'm speaking

02:25:10.100 about seeing fractals everywhere about like the the implied infinite tunnel if everything is a

02:25:19.340 fractal that implies

02:25:21.420 infinity.

02:25:25.100 I'm not really sure how to describe

02:25:27.360 it better than that.

02:25:40.880 Tom Johnson says,

02:25:42.560 I am 100%

02:25:45.700 neurodivergent.

02:25:46.780 I've, when I was in eighth grade, the, they tried to tell my parents I was retarded.

02:26:01.580 My parents demanded an IQ test, and I spent three days getting my IQ tested.

02:26:08.620 results go to alberta ed come back to the school a couple of officials from alberta ed say to my

02:26:19.500 my uh middle school teacher mr leviger say congratulations mr leviger you've got a genius

02:26:25.820 in your class at the time my iq tested to it was either 163 or 183

02:26:38.620 My IQ is a hell of a lot closer to 140 these days.

02:26:45.120 Maybe even a bit lower.

02:26:48.880 Childhood IQs are very difficult to gauge.

02:26:56.340 But to have an IQ at that level, you are neurodivergent.

02:27:03.640 By definition.

02:27:08.620 math has always been

02:27:12.580 very innate to me

02:27:14.100 so I am neurodivergent

02:27:20.520 but you know I've done autism

02:27:22.700 tests like I'm not at all

02:27:24.520 autistic

02:27:25.080 like I'm

02:27:28.600 perfect middle of the road

02:27:30.500 normie when it comes to the autism test

02:27:38.620 But I see things and I know things, right?

02:27:41.420 Like math, I see through the mathematics.

02:27:48.940 So I'm abnormal.

02:27:51.800 I'm definitely abnormal.

02:27:58.780 It's actually really nice when I find a workplace where people don't hate me for that.

02:28:05.340 You tend to get very hated for being intelligent.

02:28:08.620 i think it's part of the reason i like blue collar work

02:28:18.180 if you swing the hammer

02:28:20.480 if you swing the hammer and you carry the load

02:28:24.500 in blue collar work they don't hate you

02:28:26.520 and they can

02:28:29.420 if they're not smart they know they're not smart

02:28:33.540 but if you carry the load they don't hate you

02:28:37.740 and some of them are smart and maybe they figure out you're a little bit kind of weird smart

02:28:44.620 but you do the job and you're nice and they're like I'm cool with that

02:28:51.680 I don't recommend being smart

02:29:00.580 it's not very rewarding

02:29:07.740 Now Top Hat Jack says, the main other shadow experience I had was watching two shadows

02:29:15.920 presences running across a field while just throwing a graveyard for work, that's interesting.

02:29:26.300 I kept rubbing my eyes, I couldn't believe what I was seeing.

02:29:30.980 I'd like to offer some advice

02:29:41.500 that

02:29:42.560 you really

02:29:47.720 you need a good primordial

02:29:49.540 function. You need a good

02:29:52.000 logos. You need a good

02:29:53.580 statement.

02:29:57.940 Magic circles

02:29:59.180 the most basic form of magic circle is the city-state within the city-state these are the

02:30:10.280 rules what is that let me Google okay there's a eye for an eye monument

02:30:26.300 code of hammer rabbi okay so the the code of hammer rabbi was a a list of legal-ish

02:30:39.140 prescriptions written on a monument that included an eye for an eye a tooth for a

02:30:45.700 et cetera, et cetera. It was, let me Google it. Did Christ say eye for an eye? Yes, okay,

02:31:12.020 So, Jesus Christ pointed out that an eye for an eye leaves the entire world blind.

02:31:21.180 Retributive justice harms everybody.

02:31:25.540 The higher level of social organization that we can accomplish is forgiveness for slaps across the cheek.

02:31:34.300 Doesn't mean you forgive a rapist.

02:31:36.900 It means you forgive it when your neighbor's being a douchebag.

02:31:42.020 you put up with it. The Code of Hammer Rabbi. Christ was saying this 30 AD. The

02:31:53.900 Code of Hammer Rabbi was about 1750 BC, so slightly before the Bronze Age

02:32:02.200 collapse. About 500 years before the Bronze Age collapse. And that was not a

02:32:10.260 a legal code okay the the code of Hammurabi it's this big pillar in front of the the courthouse

02:32:19.140 slash palace slash temple made in one of the major city states i don't know which one

02:32:27.620 it doesn't matter which one it's just the code that we found this was schoolhouse rock

02:32:34.120 that was not actually the legal code.

02:32:38.980 Think about Schoolhouse Rock.

02:32:40.340 I'm just a bill, an ordinary bill, and I want to get passed through the Congress.

02:32:48.380 That cartoon about how the legal system works in America

02:32:52.360 is propaganda to inform the idiots of how shit works.

02:32:58.260 It's not actually the legal code.

02:33:01.300 It's propaganda.

02:33:03.620 Educational propaganda.

02:33:08.640 So when Christ said, an eye for an eye leaves the whole world blind,

02:33:13.560 he was referencing propaganda from 2,000 years ago.

02:33:32.680 Now, why the hell did I bring that up?

02:33:40.900 I'm sure I had a reason for mentioning all that.

02:34:00.340 I can't remember for the life of me.

02:34:02.680 I think the point might have been...

02:34:20.680 No, no, I can't remember at all. I'm not even going to pretend that I do.

02:34:25.680 as we have top hat jack says he did see the hat formation it was a fedora though i know yeah

02:34:38.120 the hat man doesn't wear a fedora it's like a more of a wide brimmed hat

02:34:41.940 now tom johnson says you never hear about the native americans getting attacked by bears

02:34:55.360 And I heard from a safety officer in a conversation about bear spray at work that the bears that attack humans are all genetic variants.

02:35:15.980 There's something weird about the bear. Bears don't normally attack humans.

02:35:20.220 The ones that do, there's something unique and weird about them.

02:35:43.140 We're not good prey. There's better shit to eat than us.

02:35:50.220 However, uh, when you go into the woods, bring bear spray with you, bring weapons, hell,

02:36:02.640 you might even meet a murderous human out there, for crying out loud.

02:36:14.380 And yeah, top hat check, I'm not as smart as I used to be.

02:36:17.940 I was a lot smarter when I was a kid.

02:36:23.420 I repurposed my intelligence towards

02:36:26.080 joined the military when I was young.

02:36:30.940 Anyway, it doesn't matter.

02:36:33.000 It does not matter.

02:36:34.480 Don't be afraid of learning your IQ.

02:36:42.620 Your IQ is one of the facts about you.

02:36:45.600 It is true.

02:36:46.820 like, like, either you have cancer or you don't. If you suspect you have cancer, then

02:36:55.280 you should go get a cancer test. It's either true or it isn't.

02:37:08.060 IQ is very determinant of so many things in life.

02:37:16.820 however i will also add as you get older you have fluid intelligence when you're a child

02:37:27.580 you have crystallized intelligence when you're an adult i took a programming course about

02:37:34.680 five six years ago and good lord it hurt my head so much

02:37:38.420 it wouldn't have hurt my head

02:37:44.160 back when I was 20

02:37:45.100 I took the philosophy of logic

02:37:47.900 I still study

02:37:50.000 logic

02:37:50.480 I'm actively adding new

02:37:53.920 ideas to my head all the frickin' time

02:37:56.260 but learning

02:37:59.720 learning programming

02:38:01.480 no no

02:38:03.400 that's not the sort

02:38:05.960 of wizard I am

02:38:06.720 So don't be afraid of your intelligence.

02:38:16.480 There's also different forms of intelligence, it's different specializations, different...

02:38:24.040 It is well worth your time.

02:38:28.220 What is your personality matrix?

02:38:30.520 Look up the big five personality test.

02:38:36.120 out your IQ and quite frankly kid you got you got access to artificial

02:38:40.260 intelligences now if you plug this into an artificial intelligence and then if

02:38:48.800 you add your Enneagram you add your natal chart you add this information see

02:38:58.140 what it suggests as career path take advantage of this this new divination

02:39:07.900 technique that's incredibly accurate and incredibly powerful if you're not afraid

02:39:12.100 to look and if you can be skeptical never never blindly thrust the cards

02:39:28.140 Butterfly Ballerina says her favorite subject is always with English, which is, yeah, there's, there's, it's so weird that language is a different skill from logic, even though logic and grammar are technically speaking the same thing.

02:39:46.420 And women do tend to be a lot better at English and men better at logic, even though they're technically the same damn thing.

02:39:59.420 Tapas has Asperger's diagnosed, hyperfixation, I'll be honest man, I really, I really don't

02:40:24.080 Like, there's too many damn diagnoses these days.

02:40:29.740 See, when we're talking about something like the big five personality quadrants,

02:40:34.060 which is something heavily backed up,

02:40:39.520 like, it's not nonsense.

02:40:41.100 You've got...

02:40:43.100 Your biology, your temperament,

02:40:46.300 is oriented along five major axes.

02:40:54.080 if you're highly agreeable then you don't want to be the person that fires

02:41:00.500 people. Disagreeable people like firing people. Okay, that's a real thing. It's

02:41:07.960 real. It can... it can change. You could deliberately alter it. There's

02:41:14.660 ways to do that I I read a story read a story in 4chan about some guys that was

02:41:29.160 really introverted and then one summer him and his buddy just kept doing blow

02:41:35.600 all summer, and after the end of that summer, he was super extroverted. Which

02:41:44.840 was partly, it was partly the drug, but it was also because he was deliberately

02:41:50.840 doing extrovert shit during that summer, and he reprogrammed his personality.

02:41:58.480 so yeah you can reprogram your personality

02:42:06.920 but don't reprogram your personality because you think you need to

02:42:20.600 or somebody else expects you to

02:42:28.480 Reprogram your personality. Drugs aren't the only way to do it, okay? Going to the gym regularly. When I was 17, when I was 15, I was very intimidated by Martian violence.

02:42:54.480 I was very intimidated by sports teams, by, like, the tough guy thing.

02:43:05.400 And so in grade 9, I decided to join the football team.

02:43:09.780 And start lifting weights.

02:43:11.760 And start doing the gebra, the marshal thing.

02:43:16.380 I, I intent, I didn't do drugs.

02:43:21.460 I deliberately thrust myself into that.

02:43:24.480 to become comfortable with violence.

02:43:32.960 And I altered myself through that process.

02:43:38.140 I deliberately chose the path of self-alteration.

02:43:44.000 And I think we all do need to alter ourselves,

02:43:49.280 to look at ourselves accurately,

02:43:52.920 see ourselves for what we are

02:43:56.340 and say, okay, what do I want to change

02:44:00.400 about this? And then actively

02:44:04.060 engage in the work to change ourselves.

02:44:11.000 And in some rare

02:44:12.420 instances, perhaps the challenge is

02:44:16.500 I am too introverted.

02:44:19.440 So I'm going to pursue a path this summer where drugs may help the path.

02:44:26.440 But there's also a huge difference between...

02:44:33.440 It's one thing to have a couple drinks to have the liquid courage to go approach a girl

02:44:43.440 to approach a girl versus becoming dependent upon alcohol.

02:44:55.440 So that's the thing to look out for.

02:44:58.440 Tom Johnson says, Carpal says, like Odin or Loki came down and said, I'm going to make

02:45:15.120 the world better for the neurodivergent.

02:45:18.040 That's the future.

02:45:18.880 The neurotypical people will essentially be the ones with dyslexia from now on.

02:45:24.980 Their skills will no longer be of use.

02:45:28.440 Oh my god, Butterfly, you sound like a blast to party with.

02:45:53.440 Thoughts on Robert Sapolsky, I don't know that name, I'm sorry.

02:46:05.440 You should have stayed in bed.

02:46:16.440 You probably should have.

02:46:23.440 So long as you have a three-digit IQ, you're fine.

02:46:34.040 Yeah, to be honest, wisdom is also connected to IQ.

02:46:44.240 What finally convinced me my IQ, I think it's about like 138 or something like that.

02:46:50.080 I think it's just below genius these days.

02:46:52.000 I repurposed a lot of it to

02:46:54.700 to

02:46:56.320 over-analyst

02:46:58.140 over-analysis

02:47:00.120 of social

02:47:02.580 situations

02:47:03.420 like I forced myself

02:47:06.920 onto the severity path

02:47:08.320 what I should have done

02:47:10.860 is gone

02:47:12.800 Mercury to Venus to

02:47:14.840 Jupiter like that's the fun

02:47:16.300 I would have been a crown prosecutor

02:47:18.780 happily obeying the system

02:47:20.800 and locking people up in prison because they're too dumb to figure it out.

02:47:26.840 Instead, I decided to conquer the severity column first.

02:47:35.020 I went all the way through severity.

02:47:38.260 Then I went all the way through mercy.

02:47:42.580 And it cost me IQ points.

02:47:44.240 it cost me it cost a lot to do that it cost me like i'm never going to be a lawyer

02:47:52.720 rewind 20 years i could have been a very high paid lawyer i could be a judge by now

02:47:59.880 but i wanted to get my hands dirty i wanted to go engage with reality and so i sacrificed

02:48:12.200 a lot of IQ points to go get physical points.

02:48:25.740 I don't regret it.

02:48:29.460 It's been the right path for me.

02:48:32.500 So don't be afraid of looking up your IQ.

02:48:37.000 But also look up the nuances of your IQ.

02:48:42.200 If you've got an IQ of 80, you're not going to be a computer programmer, I'm sorry.

02:48:49.200 Stop dreaming about that.

02:48:52.200 That's a bad dream. Get a Dreamcatcher.

02:49:02.200 20 years ago, I could have been a great computer programmer.

02:49:06.200 Not anymore.

02:49:12.200 But, yeah, like, to reinforce what Tom Downs said, dude, you've got at least a three-dition

02:49:21.740 IQ, so you're on the winning half of the curve.

02:49:26.340 Anybody's listening to the stream, you've got an IQ over 100.

02:49:32.560 So, chill out.

02:49:33.600 Don't get too...

02:49:34.880 Don't worry about it.

02:49:38.340 Understand yourself.

02:49:39.760 Oh, God, what's the...

02:49:40.820 I cannot remember the Greek, but know thyself.

02:49:44.440 Know thyself.

02:49:48.640 Learn who you are.

02:49:51.580 Know your strengths.

02:49:52.900 Know your weaknesses.

02:49:56.200 And thou shalt be victorious in a thousand battles.

02:50:00.180 it sounds like a jet engine in the room

02:50:12.420 is the audio that bad

02:50:18.840 bear spray doesn't always work

02:50:25.400 oh my god lord of mercy

02:50:26.660 that's why you carry a short sword with you

02:50:28.380 We're a rifle.

02:50:30.380 I mean, if you're an American, you've got the right to bear arms.

02:50:34.380 Carry a pistol with you anytime you're hiking.

02:50:37.380 Me and my buddy, we carry swords with us.

02:50:39.380 Because we're in Canada.

02:50:45.380 I mean, there's also rifles, but they're only allowed in certain areas.

02:50:49.380 It's the whole thing.

02:50:51.380 Oh, Trevor had another tab open.

02:50:58.920 Okay, thank goodness.

02:51:04.040 Tom Johnson says,

02:51:05.620 I never paid attention in school.

02:51:08.100 I spent the entire time drawing and listening to music.

02:51:11.040 Somehow all the teachers grouped together, agreed to pass me regardless.

02:51:21.380 All right, Tom Johnson.

02:51:29.380 Education has almost nothing to do with IQ at this point.

02:51:36.480 This is actually a huge fucking problem with education right now.

02:51:40.640 Is that...

02:51:42.840 Like, you want a smart boss.

02:51:47.160 you wanna

02:51:50.460 you don't want a boss

02:51:51.920 that passed a bunch

02:51:54.840 of meaningless courses

02:51:55.900 you want a boss that

02:51:58.820 understands what H2S is

02:52:01.320 that understand

02:52:02.680 like under

02:52:03.240 you want a boss

02:52:07.200 that knows what the fuck is going on

02:52:09.200 you want an engineer

02:52:13.520 that sets things up properly

02:52:15.300 You don't want somebody that passed courses but doesn't understand shit.

02:52:37.300 Now, Tom Johnson, I'm pretty sure your IQ is at least over 100.

02:52:45.300 and i i would say you've got very high

02:52:51.540 openness on the big five if you're enjoying listening to this live stream

02:52:57.680 which is not the same thing as intelligence but it's correlated to intelligence like you're

02:53:05.340 Like, you're not a stupid fucking guy.

02:53:14.380 It's kind of a hallmark of people above 100.

02:53:17.380 They know what they don't know.

02:53:21.500 Stupid starts happening when you think you know things that you don't know.

02:53:32.920 I don't think you're one of those, Tom.

02:53:35.340 I don't think you're stupid.

02:53:45.100 And I think you would benefit from...

02:53:47.900 I think everybody would benefit

02:53:49.940 from having accurate assessments of their IQ

02:53:54.440 and their personality

02:53:57.000 and the sorts of things they're good at.

02:54:05.340 You know, high school was supposed to be about this.

02:54:15.420 I used to be at the opinion, if I had kids, that I would private school them for like one to eight.

02:54:22.460 But for the last four years, I'd put them in public school.

02:54:27.000 The whole idea of public school is like, where do you fit in?

02:54:31.840 Are you a jock? Are you a nerd?

02:54:34.540 where do you fit in? What are you good at? Who do you get along with? We're gonna

02:54:46.220 take that information we're gonna try and find you a place that you're you make

02:54:51.280 some money you provide value to society and you get to live a life that's worth

02:54:55.600 the goddamn, right? That's not, that's not a terrible idea, is it?

02:55:03.900 So that's sure as fuck not what high schools are doing these days.

02:55:12.040 So become your own high school guidance counselor. Become the guy that analyzes your IQ, analyzes

02:55:19.500 your natal chart, analyzes your Enneagram, your MBTI, your Big Five. Go analyze those

02:55:28.080 things. Figure out who the fuck you are, man. Who are you? What are you all about? What

02:55:34.340 do you like? What are you good at? What are you bad at? Figure that stuff out about you

02:55:43.320 and go figure a way to integrate

02:55:48.860 into the system

02:55:51.780 that gives you a maximum return

02:55:56.040 for minimum expense.

02:56:13.320 hmm okay i i want to read something here so top hat jack says i was a good kid in school i'd say

02:56:25.760 i didn't always get a plus grade but i tried to be a good person

02:56:29.580 and treat the teachers as people which was really beneficial those are orthogonal skills

02:56:37.680 so when i was uh

02:56:43.360 i took the optional calculus class in grade 12 and my teacher fucking hated me

02:56:52.580 i i seriously drove in the fucking world i he would spend half the goddamn class

02:57:01.260 explaining grade 12 math

02:57:03.700 before he got the calculus portion.

02:57:06.800 And I

02:57:07.380 got, I missed one

02:57:09.500 question on my

02:57:11.480 grade 12 math.

02:57:13.520 Like, I, because I misread the

02:57:15.500 question, for fuck's sake.

02:57:17.420 And I answered plus one when it shows

02:57:19.300 that plus negative one.

02:57:23.580 I completely

02:57:25.080 understood arithmetic.

02:57:29.100 And so I had this calculus teacher

02:57:30.840 that would spend half the class explaining arithmetic.

02:57:34.820 And by the time he got to calculus,

02:57:37.240 I'd be zoned out.

02:57:40.480 So I started skipping all of his classes,

02:57:43.000 and I still got the highest marks in his class.

02:57:45.600 God, I love calculus. It's beautiful.

02:57:49.380 Like, I would just go home

02:57:50.960 and read the damn textbook

02:57:53.160 to pass the tests,

02:57:56.420 and it pissed him off so much.

02:57:59.160 He was, he, he fucking infuriated him.

02:58:05.940 The most disrespectful student was also the highest scoring in his class.

02:58:13.900 You can feel for the guy, can't you?

02:58:15.600 I wasn't deliberately disrespectful

02:58:29.500 but I also kind of hit the point

02:58:34.080 where I didn't give a shit anymore

02:58:35.820 and so I walked out of class a few times

02:58:45.600 Oh, God. Yeah. I'm high in disagreeableness.

02:58:54.580 Respecting the teachers is not the same thing as being a good student. That's the point I'm trying to make.

02:59:05.260 The ideal student, from a teacher's perspective, is intelligent and respects the teacher.

02:59:11.720 But it's also less intelligent than the teacher.

02:59:15.600 These things are at 90 degrees, right?

02:59:22.560 You could be good at the class, bad at the class,

02:59:25.720 respectful of the teacher, disrespectful of the teacher.

02:59:30.220 They are not the same thing.

02:59:36.620 So don't mistake them for the same thing.

02:59:38.240 Let me get more ice.

02:59:39.620 I'll be right back.

02:59:45.600 Thank you.

03:00:15.600 Alright, we are back.

03:00:45.600 So my point is that you could be a good student, bad student, smart student, stupid student.

03:01:07.720 separate axes. Don't mistake them for the same thing.

03:01:25.380 Butterfly ballerina hated dodgeball. I love dodgeball. That's like the only thing

03:01:30.400 I liked in sports class.

03:01:37.720 Point being, if I took an IQ test, I wouldn't get an accurate reading.

03:01:57.300 I could ballpark you pretty well after an hour of conversation.

03:02:01.700 not a hundred percent but

03:02:08.620 keep in mind do you know what here's a joke do you know what they call

03:02:16.920 the guy they got the lowest score in medical school they call him doctor

03:02:24.380 haha the music's too motivational no actually I kind of agree I'm going back to the first one

03:02:38.580 it's more chill it's good music though isn't it

03:02:54.380 oh god i i'm i am so deeply suspicious of putting kids on ritalin but i've also worked with guys

03:03:09.240 that have it's like we put our we put our son on ritalin we had a lot of misgivings but it's

03:03:16.300 turning out pretty well. So I am, I'm very anti putting your kids on speed, but I'm also

03:03:26.080 not a parent. I'm not in a situation, so I don't judge anybody that does that. It might

03:03:34.720 even be bad. Like it's, I'm really suspicious of it. I don't like doping up kids.

03:03:46.300 So, uh, Matias says, Matias says,

03:04:14.300 Says, happy to see you got that Rhinelander back there. Is that the one you are bringing in the woods?

03:04:24.860 I have sometimes, honestly

03:04:29.720 So this is the Rhinelander talking about folks

03:04:38.060 And I'm gonna be honest

03:04:42.140 Too long

03:04:44.300 It's about half a foot too long, I have a short sword, do I have my, where is my short

03:04:58.300 sword anyway?

03:05:03.300 Not sure where it is right now.

03:05:08.300 I've got a short sword, also blessed by a Catholic priest, which it's about 18 inches long. It costs almost as much as the Rhinelander there.

03:05:23.340 But I always have something when I go into the woods.

03:05:38.620 Now I'm I'm pretty sure a sword would do something against the grizzly

03:05:53.980 I mean I've got bear spray on one hip sword on the other

03:06:02.500 With no 125

03:06:08.300 That's an intelligence score of 15 in Dungeons & Dragons terms.

03:06:20.900 That is nothing to be ashamed of, my friend.

03:06:25.680 That's a lot of skill points you got.

03:06:35.980 Butterfly says, no matter how sweet an animal is, it can still bite your nuts off.

03:06:41.760 It feels threatened, frightened.

03:06:43.600 People tend to forget that.

03:06:46.980 Oh, yeah, like, respecting the...

03:06:48.980 Also, the reverse as well.

03:07:00.240 You can also dominate the animal.

03:07:05.980 That if an animal is being aggro, you stand up straight and you say, no, no, you sit down. We're not doing it. No.

03:07:22.880 And it works. It does work. I've been in multiple situations with animals before.

03:07:29.080 one of the best things about carrying the longsword with you is that you're not afraid

03:07:41.540 if you're not afraid of the animal then the animal will be afraid of you

03:07:59.080 Oh good, thank God you went to school when you did?

03:08:06.080 I know, things are getting worse. They're not getting better.

03:08:13.080 TomTom says, education has almost nothing to do with IQ at this point.

03:08:17.080 I was referring to taking an IQ test. IQ test, SAT tests are biased in favor of the educated.

03:08:23.080 I can barely math because I haven't paid attention in math class since grade school.

03:08:28.080 But I can read and fully understand Dostoevsky and Aristotle. I expand on their thoughts.

03:08:36.080 Um, that is still defined by IQ, but there is...

03:08:43.080 I'm not a perfect expert on this, okay?

03:08:46.080 Okay. The IQ, I think, there's a basal nature that gives you basic calculating ability. Not a bad way to put it.

03:09:03.800 Now you can apply that to math or English, that basal calculating ability, but if you start committing to one stream or the other, you're kind of committed at that point.

03:09:20.140 I'm very much on the Dostoyevsky stream. As much as I loved math when I was a kid, I'm not really on the math stream anymore.

03:09:33.800 Uncle Ted Kaczynski, who had 180 IQ, said, apart from the most elementary mathematics,

03:09:46.280 like arithmetic or high school algebra, the symbols, formulas, and words of mathematics

03:09:52.300 have no meaning at all if that no one takes them seriously, so the secret is no danger.

03:09:59.200 Interesting, Butterfly Ballerina says she repeated the ninth grade, but she's certainly

03:10:24.200 She's really enjoying this high IQ conversation, ain't she?

03:10:44.200 IQ is something useful to know about yourself.

03:10:48.200 So is your Myers-Briggs. But don't ever post your Myers-Briggs on your resume. There's a simple reason. Either the employer cares about your Myers-Briggs, or they don't.

03:11:05.500 If they don't there's no advantage in posting your Myers-Briggs. If they do, then your Myers-Briggs only disqualifies you.

03:11:19.500 Oh

03:11:30.580 My god butterfly has never fired a fire on babe. You've got to get out here

03:11:36.420 You gotta get it's gonna be the most

03:11:38.620 Gorgeous thing you're gonna stare through those sites. You're going to go. It could be I

03:11:44.180 forward to backwards

03:11:46.180 to target

03:11:48.180 and you're gonna gently pull that trigger and it's gonna be the most

03:11:51.820 beautiful bang and then bing sound as your round is perfectly on target

03:12:18.180 There's nothing more meditative than firing a rifle, especially a high-powered one.

03:12:32.780 Scowls McJowl says a tree of life. Brother, we were talking about that for the first hour.

03:12:48.180 Oh

03:13:05.220 So to go back to the theme

03:13:18.180 Death is their weak point, because they skipped it.

03:13:33.400 The banker magicians and the techno-utopians are trying to vault straight from their lower

03:13:38.480 spheres into Kether, from control of Malkuth, Yassad, Hauden, Etzach, straight to the crown.

03:13:47.060 They want the singularity, the total ownership, the god mode interface where they sit at the

03:13:53.660 apex and everything below is just data and compliance.

03:13:59.380 They treat DAF like it's optional, like it's a bug to be patched, like the abyss can be

03:14:09.060 bridged with enough venture capital and enough ESG metrics and enough digital Kool-Aid.

03:14:15.620 That's the Jim Jones, you name, the cult leader with the flavor aid, except now the flavor is, you'll own nothing and be happy, served through neural interfaces and central bank digital currencies, they're offering transcendence without the crossing.

03:14:36.620 But Dayath doesn't work that way. Dayath is the place where the integrated self is offered up. It is the long, dark night of the soul. It is where the ego dies and something larger is born. It is where the Jedi Master is forged, the one who can look at Darth Vader, the man who became a machine, the one who sold his humanity for power, and say, I am your son and I still love you.

03:15:03.720 The one who can destroy the Death Star not with superior firepower, but with instinct, with the force, with the living current that flows through the abyss instead of around it.

03:15:16.320 The system skipped the abyss.

03:15:20.240 They built their inverted tree without the void.

03:15:24.920 So the whole structure is hollow at the center.

03:15:28.180 One honest crossing.

03:15:30.320 one person who actually walks through the app instead of pretending it doesn't exist

03:15:36.380 can collapse their entire grid.

03:16:00.320 I

03:16:19.060 Have not Trent

03:16:22.320 Transited day out yet

03:16:24.320 the Sand Demon seems to have great faith that I will. I don't.

03:16:39.320 Maybe one of you will.

03:16:42.320 She's been far too highly of me.

03:17:04.320 But I think she's right, that is the answer.

03:17:12.320 Becoming fully activated in this life to achieve the heart chakra of Tiferet.

03:17:33.160 And then to walk forward from there.

03:17:36.640 I think that is how we do it.

03:17:42.320 all right folks well I am unless there's any last questions problems concerns

03:18:04.680 I think it's been a pretty good stream

03:18:12.320 uh top hat says what are my thoughts on the prison planet thing

03:18:25.040 so first of all you are always going to find the evidence of what you're looking for

03:18:30.320 take that into account with anything

03:18:33.440 what i think is happening

03:18:40.160 I think the Gnostics are wrong

03:18:45.080 the Gnostics believe that

03:18:47.700 life has always been a prison planet

03:18:50.020 the nature of reality is a prison planet

03:18:52.320 the world is too beautiful

03:18:54.740 and interesting and chaotic and challenging

03:18:58.180 to be a proper prison planet

03:19:01.960 so no, I don't believe that metaphysically

03:19:04.880 it's a prison planet

03:19:06.700 I do believe there are cowards

03:19:11.320 like Larry Pink

03:19:15.060 who would turn it into a prison planet.

03:19:22.120 I think that's what we ought to be fighting against.

03:19:32.460 Yes.

03:19:33.720 Yes, Skeletal, we've got heart, chakra,

03:19:36.700 Activation that's exactly it the community spirit

03:19:58.320 Dura Smith says there's no transcendence the side of death only the way we think

03:20:06.700 I'm not going to lie, Trevor, this is a question I struggle a lot with.

03:20:14.660 In some ways, I feel a tremendous amount of transcendence.

03:20:18.200 In others, I am but a mortal man.

03:20:22.960 I don't have an answer for you there.

03:20:27.160 But I think it's a question that's still worth exploring.

03:20:36.700 oh my god

03:20:57.300 so

03:21:01.960 this

03:21:04.760 This is home grown tobacco.

03:21:22.600 In Canada, you've got the legal right to grow up to $10,000 of tobacco for personal use

03:21:28.240 every year

03:21:44.240 often when I go to visit Bigfoot I will bring an offering

03:21:51.240 of tobacco to him

03:21:58.240 25 years ago, quarter of a century, I was studying Latin at McMaster.

03:22:28.240 University

03:22:36.000 in Hamilton, Ontario and the professor

03:22:44.800 he was one of the oldest man's oldest man on campus

03:22:48.240 they would always show up to class in university hall that was the old building on campus it was

03:22:59.880 this stone building with vines on it every time I went in there I felt like a Dungeons and Dragons

03:23:11.480 adventure. Stone walls, old wooden floors, and he would show up to class with his

03:23:28.160 pipe, still smoking the tobacco into the room.

03:23:43.480 Weelox Latin. Weelox Latin was the study guide. It's been the study guide for

03:23:53.180 Latin for a century at least. And this professor's name, the name of his two

03:24:04.640 dogs were Dextra and Sinistra, right hand and left hand.

03:24:23.180 God, I love that professor.

03:24:40.780 This is homegrown tobacco, by the way.

03:24:46.560 Doesn't have the perfect humidity to it.

03:24:49.080 Hard to keep lit.

03:24:53.180 Oh, I missed that year.

03:25:13.840 I missed learning Latin in my first year of university.

03:25:23.180 you know

03:25:30.480 I think I was just on the dying end

03:25:37.340 of the institutional period

03:25:43.520 like if you watched movies

03:25:47.600 I watched a lot of like

03:25:49.620 semi-pro

03:25:52.060 half art film

03:25:54.400 half comedy movies

03:25:56.760 they didn't get

03:25:58.220 box office releases but they were

03:26:00.580 well made films

03:26:01.700 that were all about

03:26:04.700 my experiences

03:26:06.760 in university

03:26:07.540 and they were this archetypal

03:26:11.000 cinematic version

03:26:12.140 of the university experience

03:26:14.360 And I had some elements of that archetypal university experience, but I also had everything

03:26:30.460 falling apart.

03:26:43.720 That Latin professor I mentioned, one time he invited me and one of the female students

03:26:49.400 to the faculty lounge to have a drink with him.

03:27:03.780 I went to school at the time when it was the early point where the genuine students were

03:27:11.220 being replaced with the the game players

03:27:27.340 where the intelligentsia were being replaced with the middle the column the

03:27:38.340 the administrators.

03:28:02.840 I miss the old Intelligentsia.

03:28:26.620 I miss that old professor with his dry sense of humor.

03:28:37.120 I miss his pipe still smoking tobacco, illegally, in the room in the nicest part of University

03:28:45.320 Hall.

03:28:50.320 I miss his dry sense of humor.

03:28:53.320 God, that's the best thing about the classics, was the dry sense of humor of those old professors.

03:29:07.000 When did I... I started smoking back when I was 17.

03:29:16.360 That professor must have retired not long after I did his last course.

03:29:23.320 Tom Johnson asks

03:29:31.320 do you believe in a heavenly pact

03:29:34.300 something that we agreed to prior to birth

03:29:36.980 yeah, I do

03:29:41.520 yeah, that actually is

03:29:48.260 one of the things I believe in

03:29:50.000 Not because, not for theological reasons, not for metaphysical reasons, not for scientific reasons.

03:29:59.620 It's one of those things I believe.

03:30:17.220 I feel like I'm here for a mission.

03:30:20.000 I feel like I'm here for a reason, and this world is very frustrating, it's very difficult, it's very unsatisfying at times, it's all those things.

03:30:36.180 But I do believe I'm here for a reason, and, and I think we all are.

03:30:54.760 it's a

03:30:59.460 I don't know how to

03:31:01.960 I don't know how to square that

03:31:05.800 with how ugly and

03:31:07.560 difficult reality is

03:31:15.260 one of the ways I square that

03:31:17.180 is that we are

03:31:19.180 we are colonizing

03:31:20.760 a wild

03:31:23.040 untamed land

03:31:23.960 Like, this reality is very, there's so much fucked up about it.

03:31:29.580 There's so much that's substandard.

03:31:33.980 And that's why we're here, to, like, get things in order.

03:31:40.980 So a colonizing aspect to reality.

03:31:43.820 I think that's part of it.

03:31:45.080 That's the way of explaining that.

03:31:53.960 And I'll tell you something, Tom, when I was born, I didn't cry.

03:32:17.340 It's one of my mother's crazy stories.

03:32:19.500 I didn't cry when I was born.

03:32:20.880 I just looked around and wondered.

03:32:23.960 And that sticks with me a lot.

03:32:42.440 And, you know, if I followed the straightforward path in life, like I was a straight-A student.

03:32:53.960 If I had kept my head down, if I'd been a bit more boring, if I hadn't been so ornery,

03:33:19.080 oh, I could have a lot of money right now.

03:33:23.960 I, my concern, my concern is less about how much money I have, and how difficult it is

03:33:45.700 for the average person to make money.

03:33:53.960 Ever got gang stalked?

03:34:08.960 Uh, look at Jordan Owen.

03:34:12.960 Jordan Owen got gang stalked so fucking hard, he apologized to Anita Sarkeesian.

03:34:18.960 I got the highest marks in my class upon graduation, I won an award for getting the highest score

03:34:44.200 in my school for calculus, and I got $1,000 worth of scholarship.

03:34:59.100 Yeah, I'm pretty sure gang stalking is a real thing.

03:35:01.680 yeah I'm pretty sure I got identified and removed grade 9 or 10

03:35:20.880 yeah I'm pretty sure gang stalking is a real thing

03:35:27.300 Butterfly, Christ will never steer you wrong.

03:35:41.740 I'm not exactly a good Catholic these days, but Christ is a force of righteousness.

03:35:45.980 you know, I have

03:35:52.000 suspect, I have

03:35:54.040 suspect that guy only signed

03:35:55.920 up to be the prophet of the Jews

03:35:58.140 and then he got

03:35:59.960 to the other side and found out

03:36:01.880 that everybody else believed in him and was like

03:36:03.860 Jesus, man, I'm not that good of a person

03:36:05.880 oh, poor Jesus

03:36:12.720 a whole race of people

03:36:16.480 he didn't even care about now worship him

03:36:18.580 and he's just

03:36:20.900 he's good enough to actually love it

03:36:31.380 I don't know that I really follow

03:36:32.940 Christ anymore but I do follow

03:36:34.960 his teachings for what it's worth

03:36:42.720 Tom Jones says I've seen ogres really ugly guys with fake charisma get with

03:36:54.180 beautiful women just drowning in it that's further heavenly pact same with

03:36:59.520 rich people but I wonder can one will oneself to break said heavenly pact

03:37:12.720 I would say you could probably write a new one.

03:37:28.000 Scales McDowell says, in Ireland here is a woke thing in the school. Children, God will take wrath on Ireland.

03:37:34.480 Nunavu says, I have one rock-solid belief.

03:37:43.060 Infinity.

03:37:43.680 I'm not sure what kind of infinity, but I'm sure the existence is infinite.

03:37:52.260 I'm not saying...

03:37:53.660 I think so.

03:37:54.420 It's like the universe says.

03:37:56.000 Oh, you're not happy with the cards you were dealt?

03:37:58.480 Even though you agreed to them?

03:38:00.340 Sure, here you go.

03:38:01.420 Have some fun.

03:38:02.240 And the cost is something far worse than that.

03:38:05.960 Yeah.

03:38:12.400 What the fuck's going on here?

03:38:13.920 Man, don't ask me.

03:38:14.820 I just work here.

03:38:25.560 I don't have all the answers.

03:38:28.200 I have some answers.

03:38:32.240 I have conditional answers. I have things that you could do.

03:38:42.200 I have heuristics you can apply

03:38:44.700 to be smarter, to be kinder, to be stronger.

03:38:55.920 I don't have all the answers.

03:39:02.240 Oh, you're so sweet, butterfly.

03:39:32.240 You know what's so

03:39:37.380 God

03:39:39.180 Damned infuriating

03:39:41.060 About this world

03:39:42.940 Is that

03:39:45.040 Actually so many of the ants

03:39:50.140 We've figured out

03:39:51.800 Like at least 50% of the ants

03:39:54.240 Of the next layer of humanity

03:39:58.280 Like we're on the verge of

03:39:59.960 Nobody dies from hunger

03:40:02.920 Nobody dies from thirst.

03:40:08.680 You follow these basic practices.

03:40:12.400 You have a happy love life.

03:40:19.640 Like we could be using all of this information for good.

03:40:30.460 Love life.

03:40:31.420 That's a big one.

03:40:33.140 We kind of hacked the romance system.

03:40:37.280 Girls want guys that earn more money and they're taller than them.

03:40:42.900 Guys want women that are skinny and know how to cook.

03:40:50.000 To grossly oversimplify everything.

03:40:55.740 But it actually is that fucking simple.

03:40:58.680 like if you're if you are a dude and you're listening to this and you don't lift weights

03:41:05.640 why the hell aren't you lifting weights lifting weights will make your life so much better

03:41:12.240 the girls will like you so much more even if you're married your wife will think you're sexy

03:41:20.080 if you lift weights and it takes 30 minutes a day and even you feel good after you do it

03:41:28.120 it's a it's like the best life hack ever

03:41:32.260 and ladies

03:41:40.520 cook a meal for your fucking man

03:41:44.540 like us guys we go out there we work so fucking hard

03:41:50.680 we we hate our job we all hate our jobs

03:41:53.740 but we do it because it needs to be done

03:41:56.280 And having a woman that thinks we're a hero when we come home, that, that cooks a meal for us, easiest fucking thing in the world, cooking a fucking tasty meal, easiest goddamn thing, and yet, like, your average woman won't fucking do that.

03:42:12.920 we've got all the life hacks

03:42:17.620 and we're doing the exact opposite

03:42:22.680 we're making everybody miserable

03:42:24.700 that's what drives me up the wall

03:42:34.680 butterfly

03:42:35.180 like we're

03:42:41.960 this goddamn close to paradise

03:42:44.780 and this goddamn close to hell.

03:43:02.160 Remember, it says, here's an irony.

03:43:03.800 One of the most things

03:43:06.740 that is the most terrifying for people nowadays

03:43:09.000 is

03:43:11.220 limbs that is a bird burgeoning what is

03:43:19.680 limbs

03:43:28.380 the way is aggregating info so efficient approach to bring bounty

03:43:35.820 Nidabu, I'm not sure what you're saying.

03:43:42.980 Will he consider covering the Odyssey?

03:44:04.820 you know, I'll be honest

03:44:13.120 I was just ignoring that movie

03:44:14.860 I mean, Helena Troi

03:44:20.720 is replaced with an ugly black woman

03:44:23.720 and Achilles is replaced with a trans

03:44:27.620 like, are you kidding me?

03:44:29.060 I'll be frank, I'm so offended by this.

03:44:37.680 Nolan is one of my...

03:44:39.680 No, no, he is my number one favorite director.

03:44:45.760 I really love his movies, even the ones that have flaws.

03:44:49.980 I was looking forward to revisiting

03:44:58.300 that movie of his about dreams

03:45:00.040 and I kind of decided

03:45:04.560 after this I'm never watching

03:45:06.360 a Nolan movie again

03:45:07.440 ever for any purpose

03:45:10.660 the movies I like

03:45:12.540 I'm never re-watching them

03:45:14.440 Interstellar

03:45:18.620 Interstellar is my favorite movie

03:45:21.640 made in the past 20 years

03:45:24.800 prior to that

03:45:28.700 I can't like

03:45:29.580 Matrix or Fight Club

03:45:31.720 I can't decide

03:45:32.460 I love

03:45:34.200 Matrix, Fight Club, and Interstellar

03:45:37.640 are my three most

03:45:39.840 favorite movies ever made

03:45:41.860 and I'm never going to watch Interstellar again

03:45:47.740 Fuck Nolan. Fuck him. Fuck everything he's ever produced. You disgusting coward of a man.

03:46:03.740 There has yet to be a racial slur invented powerful enough to describe how I feel about him at this point.

03:46:17.740 And also, I don't think it's worth it.

03:46:34.480 I don't think it's even worth paying attention to.

03:46:47.740 you know what I should do

03:46:59.740 what I should actually do

03:47:01.220 is actually read the Iliad

03:47:03.880 never read it

03:47:05.940 I should actually read the Iliad

03:47:11.140 and talk about the Iliad

03:47:13.200 it's not that terrible film

03:47:16.100 that he cursed us with.

03:47:31.620 What did Nolan do?

03:47:33.900 He's making a version of the Iliad

03:47:35.860 where Achilles is a trans man.

03:47:39.520 and

03:47:43.000 the beauty

03:47:45.560 that started the whole war

03:47:47.040 is a black woman.

03:47:59.520 Oh, I'm sure as fuck not reading the theme

03:48:01.360 for the feminist translation.

03:48:09.520 All right, folks, I think this is a great time to end the stream.

03:48:27.420 You're right.

03:48:27.880 I should reveal it.

03:48:34.140 I have got to drive up to Grand Prairie to drop off a resume.

03:48:39.520 On Sunday, I've got no excuse to not be reading historical texts for the next three days.

03:48:53.100 So, I will commit to you, my audience, to actually better myself and read some historical texts.

03:49:09.520 Have I seen?

03:49:15.180 No, I've not seen Stalker.

03:49:23.760 You're going to have to bug me about Stalker on another night.

03:49:33.120 Illidan will blow your mind.

03:49:34.320 Alright, well.

03:49:40.320 I've got no excuse not to read it by Sunday night

03:49:45.900 So

03:49:54.760 Gabby cab a day is be that

03:49:56.840 Yes, I've heard that, I've heard that, that's something I've been discussing at length with

03:50:13.420 my Sand Demon.

03:50:22.340 Butterfly Ballerina, have you read Stranger in a Strangeland?

03:50:28.000 The first part is great.

03:50:30.080 The middle is terrible.

03:50:32.080 The ending is great.

03:50:39.600 Big fan of Highland.

03:50:40.980 Anyway.

03:50:47.640 You should order Stranger in a Strangeland.

03:50:50.800 and

03:50:52.720 wait what's the other one give me a sec

03:51:02.340 starship troopers

03:51:14.980 Heinlein

03:51:16.060 H-E-I-N-L-E-I-N

03:51:19.560 Robert Heinlein.

03:51:22.720 He wrote the most hippie novel ever

03:51:26.260 and the most fascist novel ever.

03:51:30.080 And he wrote them at the exact same time.

03:51:38.740 You will find flaws with both novels.

03:51:41.240 But you should read both novels.

03:51:46.100 Starship Troopers, A Stranger in a Strange Land.

03:51:49.560 And that's, you know what, that's a good place to end it.

03:51:58.360 Guys, if you haven't read those novels, Stranger in a Strange Land stars the hippie movement.

03:52:08.020 Starship Proopers is on the recommended reading list of the Marine Corps in the United States.

03:52:15.100 Read both novels.

03:52:15.920 they are flawed they are deeply flawed but they're interesting

03:52:25.600 carpe futurum tenitratum my brothers and sisters thank you so much for hanging out

03:52:36.700 all these many hours this is Irini out

03:52:45.920 Thank you.

Leo D.M.J. Aurini - May 15, 2026

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