Leo D.M.J. Aurini - The Grand Inquisitor, Pearl Jam, and Facing the Horror of Life： An Integrated Analysis

00:00:00.000 Thank you.

00:00:30.000 Thank you.

00:01:00.000 good evening folks tonight we're going to be talking about a book that i've referenced many

00:01:26.320 times, a subsection in the Brothers Karamazov by Dostoevsky, the Grand Inquisitor.

00:01:36.000 It's a story about what if Christ had returned in the 16th century? What if he was returned

00:01:45.120 immediately recognized by all the people and rejected by the bishops?

00:01:50.240 What if the bishops already knew everything they needed to know?

00:02:03.240 They sit down with him in a prison cell and explain with brutal sincerity that he said everything he needed to say.

00:02:10.240 They don't need Christ anymore.

00:02:15.240 People don't need his freedom.

00:02:19.240 Then we're going to watch Do the Evolution by Pearl Jam.

00:02:26.240 It's a fantastic music video confronting the horrors of existence that none of us can escape, that are inevitable.

00:02:40.240 Two visions. One, the gilded cage of letting somebody else think for you.

00:02:49.240 The other, the violent, terrible freedom of thinking for yourself.

00:02:57.580 And in between those, the narrow gate that Christ spoke of.

00:03:05.900 Can we walk it?

00:03:10.560 Can we walk both, because we're going to have to?

00:03:15.740 None of this is historical footnote.

00:03:19.600 We're not talking about the 16th century.

00:03:21.860 We're not talking about the 19th century.

00:03:23.900 We're talking about the 21st.

00:03:25.860 Because this gilded cage that the Inquisitor is telling Christ about,

00:03:29.960 that he's lecturing Christ,

00:03:32.120 this is ESG scores.

00:03:34.360 This is you'll owe nothing and be happy.

00:03:36.960 This is the control grid.

00:03:39.140 it's the retirement of democracy

00:03:44.540 to be replaced with expert management

00:03:47.000 and somewhere between

00:03:50.980 the compassionate prison

00:03:52.260 and the grinning death goddess right there

00:03:54.440 that's

00:03:56.120 where Christ is pointing

00:03:57.880 and that's where 0.97

00:03:59.440 those who can need to go

00:04:09.140 So let's start with Dostoevsky's work.

00:04:16.900 It's framed as part of a conversation between two characters, which is going to come up

00:04:24.820 in a later quote.

00:04:26.740 But I love how Christ is introduced.

00:04:30.020 Christ, so many centuries had weak, trusting humanity implored him, crying with ardent

00:04:37.700 faith and fervor.

00:04:38.700 How long, O Lord, holy and true, dost thou not come?

00:04:42.780 So many long centuries hath it vainly appealed to him,

00:04:46.020 that at last, in his inexhaustible compassion, he consented to answer the prayer.

00:04:50.860 He decided that once more, if it were but for one short hour,

00:04:55.560 the people, his long-suffering, tortured, fatally sinful,

00:05:00.140 his loving and childlike trusting people, shall behold him again.

00:05:06.780 It's not the second coming.

00:05:08.700 It's not the second coming, it's just a return, a visit.

00:05:16.620 And everybody immediately recognizes him for who he is.

00:05:22.120 He begins performing miracles.

00:05:23.980 He restores sight to a blind man who just wants to see Christ.

00:05:29.200 He sees a dead child in a coffin, brings her back to life.

00:05:34.860 And this starts driving the crowd mad.

00:05:38.700 This is all happening during the Spanish Inquisition.

00:05:44.660 The Grand Inquisitor hears the commotion, steps outside his cathedral, and this is how

00:05:51.060 he's described.

00:05:52.060 He is tall, gaunt-looking old man of nearly fourscore years and ten, with a stern, withered

00:05:59.940 face and deep sunken eyes, from the cavity of which glitter two fiery sparks.

00:06:05.860 He has laid aside his gorgeous cardinal robe, in which he had appeared before the people

00:06:11.220 at the auto de fe of the enemies of the Romish church, and is now clad in his old, rough,

00:06:17.260 monkish cassock.

00:06:18.260 His sullen assistants and slaves of the Holy Guard are following at a distance. 0.86

00:06:23.720 He pauses before the crowd and observes.

00:06:26.500 He has seen all.

00:06:27.500 He has witnessed the placing of the little coffin at his feet, the calling back to life.

00:06:32.620 Now his dark, grim face has grown still darker, his bushy gray eyebrows nearly meet, and his

00:06:39.520 sunken eyes flash with sinister light.

00:06:42.400 Slowly raising his finger, he commands his minion to arrest him.

00:06:51.460 Christ is arrested.

00:06:54.000 The crowd that was nearly going mad a moment before meekly bow down and submit the bejeweled

00:07:01.620 hand of the Grand Inquisitor, their master. Christ is taken in. He's locked in a prison cell.

00:07:13.620 And a day later, the Inquisitor comes to visit him.

00:07:21.140 It is thou! Thou! Receiving no reply, he rapidly continued,

00:07:26.420 Nay, answer not, be silent.

00:07:28.720 And what couldst thou say?

00:07:30.540 I know but too well thy answer.

00:07:32.500 Besides, thou hast no right to add one syllable to that which was already uttered by thee before.

00:07:38.640 Why wouldst thou now return to impede us in our work?

00:07:41.620 For thou hast come but for that only, and thou knowest it well.

00:07:47.020 But art thou as well aware of what awaits thee in the morning?

00:07:52.040 I do not know, nor do I care to know, who thou mayest be. 0.96

00:07:55.840 Be it thou or only thine image, tomorrow I will condemn and burn thee on mistake, as the most wicked of all the heretics, and that same people who today were kissing thy feet, tomorrow at one bend of my finger, will rush to add fuel to thy funeral pyre. 0.96

00:08:14.860 Weren't thou aware of this? 0.52

00:08:25.840 Hi, Butterfly, and thanks for being here, Top Hat Jack.

00:08:35.520 Where does this rage come from with the Inquisitor?

00:08:39.760 Why does such a high official of Christ's own church so hate Jesus Christ?

00:08:52.080 inquisitor explains. Thou didst so repeatedly tell the people, the truth shall make you free.

00:09:00.620 Behold then, thy free people now, adds the old man with somber irony. Yea, it has cost us dearly,

00:09:08.000 he continues, sternly looking down at his victim. But we have at last accomplished our task,

00:09:13.500 and in thy name. For fifteen long centuries we had to toil and suffer owing to that freedom.

00:09:22.080 But now we have prevailed, and our work is done, and well and strongly it is done.

00:09:28.780 Know then that now and only now thy people have been fully sure and satisfied of their freedom,

00:09:35.200 and that only since they have themselves and of their own free will delivered that freedom unto our hands by placing it submissively at our feet.

00:09:45.660 that radical freedom that christ offered we've institutionalized it we've packaged it put it on

00:09:57.300 a lunchbox and now the people know exactly where to get it they don't gotta worry their 0.93

00:10:02.620 silly little heads about existential horror

00:10:05.940 Would thou venture thither with thy vague and undefined promise of freedom, which men, dull and unruly as they are by nature, are unable so much as to understand, which they avoid and fear? 0.97

00:10:25.140 For never was there anything more unbearable to the human race than personal freedom.

00:10:30.480 Know about that, but a few centuries hence, the whole of mankind will have proclaimed

00:10:39.040 in its wisdom that through its mouthpiece, science, that there is no more crime, hence

00:10:45.600 no more sin on earth.

00:10:47.300 But only hungry people, feed us first and then command us to be virtuous, will be the 0.56

00:10:52.760 words written upon the banner, lifted against thee, a banner which shall destroy thy church

00:10:59.280 its very foundation. And the place of thy temple shall raise once more that terrible tower of

00:11:06.480 Babel. It is then that we will finish building their tower for them, for they alone who feed 0.99

00:11:12.160 them shall finish it. And we shall feed them in thy name, and line to them that it is in that name.

00:11:18.880 Oh, never, never will they learn to feed themselves without our help.

00:11:30.100 This is not about the 16th century.

00:11:34.120 It's not about the Jesuits.

00:11:36.000 It's not about the Roman church.

00:11:39.740 This was written.

00:11:43.020 This was written in the 1800s.

00:11:46.880 Let me look it up.

00:11:47.840 Do I have the exact date here?

00:11:51.220 1880.

00:11:55.160 It was written just before the 20th century

00:11:58.620 with the horrors of communism,

00:12:00.600 with the horrors of scientific eugenicism,

00:12:05.260 before all that took off. 0.64

00:12:11.240 This is about ESG scores.

00:12:14.340 Because this is a scientifically managed economy.

00:12:20.340 The Inquisitor.

00:12:22.340 Who is he? Says Butterfly.

00:12:26.340 He's never given a name.

00:12:29.340 Because he represents the forces of institutional management of freedom.

00:12:37.340 You'll own nothing and you'll be happy.

00:12:44.340 So the Inquisitor goes on, he says to Christ,

00:12:52.240 Thou hast promised to them the bread of life, the bread of heaven.

00:12:57.140 But I ask thee again, can that bread ever equal in the sight of the weak and the vicious, 0.98

00:13:02.460 the ever ungrateful human race, their daily bread on earth? 0.99

00:13:06.740 And even supposing that thousands and tens of thousands follow thee in thy name, 0.91

00:13:10.960 or for the sake of thy heavenly bread,

00:13:15.580 what will become of the millions and hundreds of millions of human beings

00:13:20.760 too weak to scorn the earthly for the sake of thy heavenly bread?

00:13:29.620 Oh, great, Christ. You offer freedom, do you?

00:13:33.120 You offer the wine and the bread that nourishes the soul.

00:13:39.700 What are the body?

00:13:41.920 What about all those that fall short of your standards? 1.00

00:13:47.940 Okay, so you bring a minority to heaven. 1.00

00:13:51.100 You bring a minority to enlightenment. 0.98

00:13:53.320 But have you met people?

00:13:55.360 Most of them are vicious.

00:13:57.920 What about them?

00:13:59.300 They just all get cast into the pyre?

00:14:07.200 The people will regard us as gods.

00:14:10.960 and feel grateful to those who have consented to lead the masses

00:14:14.760 and bear their burden of freedom while ruling over them.

00:14:18.580 So terrible will that freedom at last appear to men.

00:14:23.600 For the chief concern of these miserable preachers is not to find and worship the idol of their own choice,

00:14:29.620 but to discover that which all the others believe in, and consent to bow down in a mass.

00:14:38.580 Think about that image.

00:14:40.960 of Lenin leading the

00:14:43.120 revolution. Think about how

00:14:45.220 at the core, 1.00

00:14:47.920 the Gnostic

00:14:48.940 core of communism 0.90

00:14:50.800 is this desire to

00:14:53.120 descend into unconsciousness.

00:14:57.260 What the communists

00:14:59.120 fundamentally rebel against is

00:15:01.060 that freedom of choice.

00:15:03.480 They want to descend

00:15:04.660 into becoming unconscious workers.

00:15:08.640 Think of

00:15:09.300 the protagonist of 1984, and how miserably he struggled against Big Brother, until the

00:15:16.040 end when he can finally look at Big Brother's face and see love, and he cries tears of joy

00:15:21.580 that he has been broken into subservience.

00:15:25.480 He has been dominated.

00:15:38.540 Thou hast burdened man's soul with anxieties hitherto unknown to him, thirsting for human

00:15:47.140 love freely given, seeking to enable man, seduced and charmed by thee, to follow thy

00:15:53.600 path of his own free will, instead of the old and wise law which held him in subjection.

00:16:00.640 Thou hast given him the right henceforth to choose and freely decide what is good and

00:16:06.340 bad for him, guided but by thine image in his heart.

00:16:13.060 But hast thou never dreamt of the probability, nay, of the certainty of that same man one

00:16:18.840 day rejected, finally, and controverting even thine image and thy truth, once he would find

00:16:24.940 himself laden with such a terrible burden as freedom of choice?

00:16:34.960 refusal to come down from the cross when people, mocking and wagging their heads, were saying

00:16:44.060 to thee, Save thyself, if thou be the Son of God, and we will believe in thee, was due

00:16:51.100 to the same determination, not to enslave man through miracle, but to obtain faith in

00:16:56.760 freely, and apart from any miraculous influence.

00:17:07.680 Christ had just walked among the people.

00:17:10.080 He performed miracles for them outside of the Inquisitor's prison.

00:17:15.640 He brought a child back to life, healed the lame, brought sight back to a blind man.

00:17:26.200 All those at Cavalry who ridiculed him, they all went to hell because he had too much pride

00:17:36.840 in wanting people of their own free will to choose Christ, that he would not perform a

00:17:43.480 miracle and lower himself from the cross.

00:17:52.200 Behold, and judge of them once more, now that fifteen centuries have elapsed since that

00:17:57.700 moment.

00:17:59.120 Look at them, whom thou didst try to elevate unto thee.

00:18:03.400 I swear, man is weaker and lower than thou hast ever imagined him to be.

00:18:09.200 Can he ever do that which thou art said to have accomplished?

00:18:12.760 By valuing him so highly, thou hast acted as if there were no love for him in thine heart,

00:18:18.700 For thou hast demanded of him more than he could ever give, thou who lovest him more

00:18:23.860 than thyself."

00:18:24.860 Man's not that good.

00:18:32.820 Most of them.

00:18:34.240 Maybe a few.

00:18:35.820 A few mystics, a few saints.

00:18:39.300 Have you seen humanity? 1.00

00:18:40.420 They're crap. 1.00

00:18:42.160 They're garbage. 1.00

00:18:44.420 And the price you asked of them was too much. 1.00

00:18:48.700 Why should a soul incapable of containing such terrible gifts, why should a soul incapable

00:18:58.480 of containing such terrible gifts, the gift of faith, the gift of staring at horror and

00:19:08.820 not blinking, these terrible gifts that you demand of people, Craig?

00:19:16.540 why should they be punished for their weakness? Didst thou really come to and for the elect

00:19:24.040 alone? If so, then the mystery will remain forever mysterious to our finite minds. And

00:19:30.780 if a mystery, then were we right to proclaim it as one and preach it, teaching them that

00:19:38.740 neither their freely given love to thee nor freedom of conscience were essential, but

00:19:43.760 only that incomprehensible mystery which they must blindly obey even against the dictates

00:19:48.740 of their conscience. Thus did we.

00:19:53.700 To paraphrase, if what you preached was blind faith in the good, for the sake of the good

00:20:07.960 and for the love of the good. For 95% of humanity, that's an incomprehensible mystery. You might

00:20:17.240 as well expect a dog to understand the rules of citations on an English paper. And so we,

00:20:27.020 the church have declared all of this a mystery. The mystery of faith. And it's

00:20:37.640 not works. It's not acts. It is the divine revelation. It's the mystery. Going to

00:20:48.580 church and getting baptized, you go to heaven. Don't ask about how because you're

00:20:53.000 not smart enough to figure it out. That's what we taught the people, and how could we do anything else?

00:21:06.280 Human dumpsters, says butterfly ballerina.

00:21:10.040 Did we, prelates, not show our great love for humanity by realizing in such a humble spirit 0.88

00:21:23.200 its helplessness, by so mercifully lightening its great burden, and by permitting and remitting

00:21:29.140 for its weak nature every sin provided it be committed with our authorization?

00:21:35.860 Pause for a moment.

00:21:37.020 the sins are allowed

00:21:41.080 so long as they're authorized

00:21:45.120 this is what 0.98

00:21:48.780 pride month is about

00:21:50.860 pride in any form

00:21:55.420 of sexual gravity

00:21:56.680 so long as you don't take

00:22:01.100 pride in those things

00:22:03.360 which you are forbidden from taking pride

00:22:05.220 You can take pride in your sin, but not your virtues.

00:22:16.320 For what then hast thou come again to trouble us in our work?

00:22:20.960 And why lookest thou at me so penetratingly with thy meek eyes, and in such a silence?

00:22:27.200 Rather shouldst thou feel wrought, for I need not thy love.

00:22:30.740 I reject it, and I love thee not myself.

00:22:33.460 Well, why would I conceal the truth from thee?

00:22:36.340 I know but too well with whom I am now talking what I had to say was known to thee before

00:22:44.040 I read it in thine eyes.

00:22:45.960 How should I conceal from thee our secret?

00:22:48.340 If, perchance, thou wouldst hear it from my own lips, then listen.

00:22:53.380 We, the church, the ESG, the World Economic Forum, those that administer this gilded cage,

00:23:08.240 we are not with thee, but with him, and that is our secret.

00:23:14.500 For centuries we have abandoned thee to follow him.

00:23:17.860 Yes, eight centuries, eight hundred years now since we accepted from him the gift rejected

00:23:23.080 by thee with indignation, that last gift which he offered thee from thy high mountain when,

00:23:30.380 showing all the kingdoms of the world and the glory of them, he saith unto thee,

00:23:35.160 All these things I will give, if thou wilt fall down and worship me.

00:23:41.860 We took Rome from him, and the glaive of Caesar, and declared ourselves alone the kings of this earth, its sole king, through our work, though our work is not yet fully accomplished.

00:24:03.020 They haven't won yet, they're still working on it, for our own good.

00:24:07.600 Thou would have realized every aspiration man seeketh for himself on earth.

00:24:17.540 Man would have found a constant object for worship, one to deliver his conscience up to,

00:24:23.360 one that should unite all together in one common and harmonious anthill,

00:24:27.360 for an innate necessity for universal union constitutes the third and final affliction of mankind.

00:24:34.600 Let me translate that one a little bit.

00:24:41.400 Live in the pod, eat the bugs, become an ant person, descend into unconsciousness, just

00:24:49.360 pursue your blind hedonistic pleasures.

00:24:52.260 Don't worry, the nudge society will take care of everything, will make sure you work when

00:24:57.240 you're supposed to, will put you on welfare when you're kind of useless, and will medicate 0.81

00:25:01.260 you to death when that becomes necessary. 0.96

00:25:03.200 You never have to think for yourself.

00:25:05.820 You never have to suffer.

00:25:11.840 Maybe we'll let you eat meat.

00:25:14.120 Maybe we won't.

00:25:15.640 But you're never going to have to witness the cow in the slaughterhouse.

00:25:26.000 And who can rule mankind better than those who have possessed themselves of man's conscience

00:25:31.820 and hold in their hand man's daily bread, having accepted Caesar's glaive and purple.

00:25:40.080 We had, of course, but to deny thee, to henceforth follow him alone,

00:25:47.920 to abandon Christ and follow the devil.

00:25:53.140 Oh, centuries of intellectual rot and rebellious free thought are yet before us,

00:25:58.140 And the science will end by Anthropophagy, for having begun to build their Babylonian

00:26:06.300 tower without our help, they will have to end by Anthropophagy, cannibalism, Soylent

00:26:15.460 Green is made of people.

00:26:21.100 shirt you bought off of Amazon? It's made by Wigar's Slave Labor. 1.00

00:26:29.180 For having begun, but it is precisely at that time that the beast will crawl up 1.00

00:26:35.560 to us in full submission, and lick the soles of our feet, and sprinkle them with

00:26:40.260 tears of blood, and we shall sit upon the scarlet-covered beast, and lifting up

00:26:44.840 high the golden cup, full of abomination and filthiness, shall show written upon

00:26:50.200 the word MYSTERY.

00:27:01.240 Under our rule and sway, all will be happy, and will neither rebel nor destroy each other

00:27:09.040 as they did while under thy free banner.

00:27:11.800 Oh, we will take good care to prove to them that they will become absolutely free, only

00:27:16.420 Only when they have adjured their freedom in our favor and submit to us absolutely.

00:27:27.500 Freedom is slavery.

00:27:30.200 Love is peace.

00:27:36.460 Gradually, men will begin to fear us.

00:27:41.920 They will nervously dread our slightest anger.

00:27:45.260 Their intellects will weaken, their eyes will become as easily accessible to tears as those 0.96

00:27:51.220 of children and women.

00:27:53.260 But we will teach them an easy transition from grief and tears to laughter, childish

00:27:58.320 joy and mirthful songs.

00:28:02.500 You know, everybody back in the 90s and early aughts who just loved MTV, anytime I point

00:28:12.900 the shallowness of culture, you're taking things too seriously. No, I think I've taken them exactly

00:28:20.980 seriously enough. Yes, we will make them work like slaves, but during their recreation hours,

00:28:30.020 they shall have an innocent childlike life, full of play and merry laughter. We'll even permit them

00:28:35.760 sin, for, weak and helpless, they will feel the more love for us for permitting them to indulge

00:28:42.200 it. We will tell them that every kind of sin will be remitted to them so long as it is done

00:28:48.200 with our permission, that we take all these sins upon ourselves, for we so love the world that we

00:28:54.660 are even willing to sacrifice our souls for its satisfaction. And, appearing before them in the

00:29:01.520 light of their scapegoats and redeemers, we shall be adored the more for it. They will have no

00:29:07.980 secrets from us the surveillance state it will rest with us to permit them to live with their

00:29:15.440 lives and concubines or to forbid them to have children or remain childless either way depending

00:29:21.920 on the degree of their obedience to us yeah we're gonna treat the human population like cattle

00:29:31.160 You don't care if the cattle sexually sin or not

00:29:37.620 But you do care that they breed upon your schedule

00:29:42.820 And they will submit most joyfully to us

00:29:47.240 The most agonizing secrets of their souls

00:29:49.260 All

00:29:50.300 All they will lay down at our feet

00:29:53.220 And we will authorize and remit them all in thy name

00:29:57.100 And they will believe us and accept our mediation

00:30:00.420 with rapture, as it will deliver them from their greatest anxiety and torture, that of 0.55

00:30:06.000 having to decide freely for themselves." 0.80

00:30:15.600 An example of this is the Catholic Church blessing homosexual unions, which I say not 0.87

00:30:27.060 to condemn homosexuals. I don't condemn anybody. That's not my job in reality. 0.91

00:30:43.820 But the Catholic Church, Christian doctrine, does explicitly forbid it. Amongst many, many

00:30:52.900 other things, and I'm just a great sinner amongst the rest of you.

00:31:07.200 The new church no longer condemns homosexuality, it blesses it. 0.89

00:31:18.100 You're no longer living in sin when you have relations prior to marriage.

00:31:25.340 You're denied the agency of sin itself.

00:31:36.680 The credo of the Assassin's Creed game is nothing is forbidden, all is permitted.

00:31:51.680 Pope Leo would have described that as satanic. 0.58

00:32:06.280 So now you can be a catholic while also being satanic, thus you don't get to choose, you

00:32:14.500 don't get to make mistakes, you don't get to fall short of a standard, you don't get

00:32:25.060 to have free will.

00:32:34.520 all will be happy, all except the one or two hundred thousands of their rulers. For it is

00:32:41.120 but we, we the keepers of the great mystery, who will be miserable. There will be thousands

00:32:47.180 and millions of happy infants and one hundred thousand martyrs who have taken upon themselves

00:32:52.400 the curse of knowledge of good and evil. That's what's being taken from you. That is what

00:32:59.940 the Grand Inquisitor, that is what the ESG scores, that is what the World Economic Forum,

00:33:09.600 that is what they want to take from you. They want to take away knowledge of good and evil.

00:33:17.040 Let us become but dumb beasts again, happy and satiated while we are on the feedlot. 0.97

00:33:23.060 This is The Grand Inquisitor by Dostoevsky. 0.97

00:33:33.600 And it's the story of Christ coming back, not as the second coming, but just to visit

00:33:38.420 because his people missed him so much, in the 16th century, and getting arrested by

00:33:43.600 the man in charge of the Spanish Inquisition and being interrogated.

00:33:47.700 It was written in 1880, about the 16th century, but it's actually about the 21st century.

00:33:56.700 That is what Dostoevsky saw coming.

00:34:08.700 Peaceful will be their end, and peacefully will they die, the masses, in thy name.

00:34:16.700 to find behind the portals of the grave but death. Nothing but death. You die and that's it. 0.94

00:34:24.560 They live their whole life peacefully, happily, obediently, and then they die and that's it.

00:34:33.800 But we will keep the secret inviolate and deceive them for their own good with the mirage of life

00:34:43.640 eternal in thy kingdom for were there really anything like the life beyond the grave surely

00:34:49.800 would never fall to the lot such as they they're not going to go to heaven anyway

00:34:59.720 might as well deceive them and keep them happy while they're on earth

00:35:07.320 and we who have taken their sins upon us

00:35:09.880 for their own good.

00:35:13.860 The prelates

00:35:14.720 who actually realized

00:35:16.880 the nature of reality itself.

00:35:25.500 Which is far

00:35:27.280 more horrific.

00:35:33.360 Reality itself

00:35:35.000 is Christ dying on a cross.

00:35:39.880 not people getting sprinkled with holy water

00:35:46.440 and going to heaven

00:35:47.280 because they were obedient.

00:35:55.620 These prelates are willing to look at that horror

00:35:57.960 and embody it.

00:36:01.120 And we who have taken their sins upon us

00:36:03.520 for their own good

00:36:04.620 shall stand before thee and say,

00:36:07.700 Judge us, if thou canst,

00:36:09.620 and darest, know then that I fear thee not,

00:36:13.580 so that I too have lived in the dreary wilderness where I fed upon locusts

00:36:17.940 and roots, that I too have blessed freedom which thou hast

00:36:21.580 blessed men, that I too have once

00:36:25.720 prepared to join the ranks of thy elect. I believed

00:36:29.760 in you once. I've walked your path. I've lived in the wilderness. I know the

00:36:33.640 horror, and I chose freedom.

00:36:35.400 But I awoke from my delusion and refused, since then to serve insanity.

00:36:48.840 I refused to follow your insane plan, Christ.

00:36:55.060 I returned to join the legion of those who corrected thy mistake.

00:37:00.120 I left the proud, and returned to the really humble, for, and for their own happiness.

00:37:07.120 What I now tell thee will come to pass, and our kingdom shall be built.

00:37:13.260 I tell thee not later than tomorrow, thou shalt see that obedient flock, which at one

00:37:19.460 simple motion of my hand will rush to add burning coals to thy stake, on which I will

00:37:25.440 burn thee for having dared to come and trouble us in our work, for if there was ever one

00:37:31.580 who deserved more than any of the others our inquisitorial fires, it is thee. 1.00

00:37:39.140 Tomorrow I will burn thee, Dixie." 0.99

00:37:46.440 Dixie, I have spoken. 0.99

00:37:55.440 the narrative cuts back to the framing device to the to the family members one brother talking to

00:38:14.000 another you don't need the details on them the one says your inquisitor does not believe in god

00:38:24.480 and that is all the mystery there is in it.

00:38:27.720 To which the narrator says,

00:38:30.260 It may be so. You have guessed rightly there.

00:38:33.900 And it is so. And that is his whole secret.

00:38:37.360 But is this not the acutest sufferings for such a man as he,

00:38:41.460 who killed all his young life in asceticism in the desert,

00:38:45.240 and yet could not cure himself of his love towards his fellow men?

00:38:50.780 This guy, the Inquisitor,

00:38:53.200 does genuinely love his fellow men, despite himself.

00:39:00.260 Towards the end of his life, he became convinced

00:39:02.560 that it is only by following the advice of the great and terrible spirit

00:39:06.180 that the fate of these millions of weak rebels,

00:39:09.840 these half-finished samples of humanity created in mockery,

00:39:13.440 can be made tolerable.

00:39:17.460 This priest has seen too many sins.

00:39:19.740 He's seen too much of humanity.

00:39:20.860 He knows what humanity is.

00:39:23.200 There's, um, that book. I think it's called A Million Little Secrets. It's a book of what our Google searches tell us about humanity.

00:39:36.200 that most of us are perverts.

00:39:45.540 We're dealing with a crisis 0.77

00:39:47.460 of mystery school knowledge

00:39:52.280 being forced upon people

00:39:54.000 that aren't ready for it.

00:40:00.640 Much of

00:40:02.120 what gets decried

00:40:05.600 as Luciferian, is mystery school knowledge that leaks into the public. Here, I'm going

00:40:14.600 to give you a grounded example of this that we can all understand a bit more easy than

00:40:19.780 esoteric mystery school knowledge. The realization that women in the dating market are not angels, 0.52

00:40:32.300 that, left to their own devices,

00:40:39.560 women, statistically, generally, overall, 0.99

00:40:46.160 will choose to be the part-time girl of a bad boy

00:40:49.020 than the full-time girl of a good man?

00:40:55.180 That's esoteric knowledge.

00:40:57.520 And it's being pushed on 13-year-old boys 0.89

00:41:01.560 who haven't like their balls haven't dropped they haven't started building muscles yet 0.98

00:41:07.800 their skinny little 13 year old boy 1.00

00:41:11.960 being bombarded with pornography showing the girls lusting lusting after the the alpha chad 0.93

00:41:19.640 muscle-bound guy that they're not they're not at 13. they can't compete with that

00:41:24.840 and realizing that at a certain level, at some level, all women want that. Their 0.65

00:41:35.080 mother, their sisters, the girl they're crushing on. At some level there's just

00:41:43.320 this violent, passionate animal.

00:41:55.080 The Inquisitor in the story had seen that. He had seen that

00:41:59.000 again and again and again. 0.99

00:42:05.080 The Mansphere has made quite an ado

00:42:11.320 about how marriage 2.0 violates the contract.

00:42:15.420 But marriage 2.0 is just kind of a result of the default animal state of nature of humanity.

00:42:27.560 This used to be knowledge that was restricted to the mystery schools, to the initiates.

00:42:33.620 You're not ready for this knowledge when you're just starting out.

00:42:41.320 And that's what the Inquisitor has seen. That's what George Soros has seen. George Soros has seen how easy it is to bump up an economy, to crash an economy, just by tossing a few rumors on the financial markets.

00:43:05.240 And thus, he writes The Alchemy of Finance, where he openly speaks about destroying millions of lives so he can make a few million dollars.

00:43:17.240 And nobody does a single thing about it.

00:43:26.040 What else is the Grand Inquisitor to do?

00:43:29.420 He loves humanity in spite of himself, and so he must enslave them, because freedom is too much for them.

00:43:48.480 The story ends with this.

00:43:50.920 having disburdened his heart

00:43:56.540 the inquisitor waits

00:43:58.760 for some time to hear

00:44:00.580 his prisoner speak in his turn

00:44:02.660 to hear what Christ is going to say

00:44:04.940 he's

00:44:05.560 diatribed

00:44:09.000 against Christ

00:44:10.060 Christ hasn't said a single thing

00:44:14.600 his silence

00:44:18.940 weighs upon him

00:44:20.140 He has seen that his captive has been attentively listening to him all the time, with his eyes fixed penetratingly and softly upon the face of his jailer, and evidently bent upon not replying to him.

00:44:37.560 The old man longs to hear his voice, to hear him reply.

00:44:42.500 Better words of bitterness and scorn than his silence!

00:44:46.040 Suddenly, Christ rises, slowly and silently approaching the Inquisitor.

00:44:54.040 He bends towards him and softly kisses the bloodless four-score and ten-year-old lips.

00:45:03.040 That is all the answer.

00:45:07.040 The Grand Inquisitor shudders.

00:45:10.040 There's a convulsive twitch at the corner of his mouth.

00:45:13.040 He goes to the door, opens it and addressing him, go, he says, go and return no more, do

00:45:19.480 not come again, never, never, and lets him out into the dark night.

00:45:26.220 The prisoner vanishes.

00:45:31.580 And the old man?

00:45:34.620 The kiss burns his heart, but the old man remains firm in his own ideas and unbelief.

00:45:40.440 To which the brother that was listening says,

00:45:48.080 Ha! And you two together with him. You two.

00:45:53.560 And the man that told the horrible story burst into laughter.

00:46:07.720 That is the Grand Inquisitor.

00:46:10.440 And it's been years since I read it, and I had missed, well, it must be five, ten years

00:46:20.820 since I read it.

00:46:23.320 And five, ten years ago, I didn't have such a clear perception of the you'll own nothing

00:46:31.360 and be happy, of the Great Reset, the 15-minute cities, the control grid they're building

00:46:37.280 for all of us.

00:46:46.380 I didn't realize just how prophetic

00:46:49.940 the story was.

00:46:55.120 For your own good.

00:47:07.280 God, Dostoevsky's a good writer.

00:47:13.280 The reason I love him.

00:47:26.280 But now I'd like to shift the second part of this.

00:47:37.280 Although, I'd like to pause.

00:47:50.100 Butterfly says, prime time TV, video games.

00:47:52.480 Yeah, look at the Star Wars, the original Star Wars, and even the prequels, even though

00:48:00.520 they weren't, they were very flawed movies, were initiatory.

00:48:04.080 The first trilogy was about how to live with horror, Luke Skywalker discovering his father

00:48:15.920 is the ultimate evil, and forgiving him anyway.

00:48:20.080 And the second trilogy, seeing how young, innocent Anakin can be torn apart in all different

00:48:27.960 directions, and descend into tyranny.

00:48:34.080 Those were initiatory movies.

00:48:40.100 Those were movies hidden behind the special effects and the adventure music.

00:48:46.800 Was this narrative meant to make you think more deeply?

00:48:52.460 To stick in the back of your consciousness?

00:48:55.940 So that when you finally did encounter the dragon of horror,

00:49:01.000 that you had something to sustain you.

00:49:10.440 Now the music video we're about to examine

00:49:13.060 is not fully integrated.

00:49:17.980 And I'm going to pull up

00:49:20.000 the Tree of Life diagram.

00:49:28.300 Now there's a particular path.

00:49:31.000 that is popular for bright, intellectual, creative type of people.

00:49:46.340 And that is, you start at Malkuth and Yassad.

00:49:50.840 These are absolute requirements.

00:49:53.020 So, Malkuth, you grew up, that's the kingdom. 0.82

00:49:57.060 You grew up in a first world country.

00:49:59.860 You weren't starving. Your brain got to fully develop.

00:50:05.540 But on top of that, you saw it.

00:50:08.200 The foundation of culture.

00:50:10.440 You grew up in an intact family.

00:50:12.780 You grew up in a reasonable community.

00:50:16.740 You get the basis of the tree correct.

00:50:21.300 And you happen to be a prodigy of sorts.

00:50:25.440 In the case, when we're talking about Pearl Jam,

00:50:27.540 that would be a musical prodigy, a lyrical prodigy.

00:50:33.320 You have a great insight.

00:50:38.100 There's a lot of...

00:50:39.500 The music industry is very controlled, don't get me wrong.

00:50:43.420 But at least back then, you did actually have to be a bit of a genius.

00:50:50.940 And so, hod, glory, that's mercury, right?

00:50:55.700 You got Malkuth as Earth. It's your financial foundations, your material

00:51:02.360 foundations. You saw it as the moon. It's your emotional foundations. You have a

00:51:08.780 good home life, a good culture you're inducted into.

00:51:13.140 Hod is Mercury. You've got that magical scientific genius.

00:51:21.700 And so what typically happens with that sort of a child is they then head to the, to netzak, to victory.

00:51:38.100 They go straight to the path of mercy. The side on the left, Bina Gebra Hod, is the side of severity. 0.86

00:51:46.180 So you go to Victory, you learn to play guitar, and you have all these people celebrating 0.96

00:51:56.360 you because you're playing guitar, you're so frickin' cool.

00:52:01.660 They go to Mercy, Ceset, and what you find in our modern society, our reverse tree of 0.97

00:52:14.240 life that's being built for us, is that Chezad is fake. Chezad is the Grand Inquisitor. He 0.52

00:52:32.440 has material mercy, but not spiritual mercy. He wants the people to be happy by indulging

00:52:41.080 He doesn't want to challenge them to be better than they are.

00:52:48.080 Butterfly asks, where does she fit in the grand scheme of the tree of life?

00:52:52.080 I don't know you well enough, I'd have to talk to you. I could help you trace your path on it.

00:53:04.080 I will tell you that your goal needs to be Tippereth.

00:53:13.580 Tippereth was Christ's goal.

00:53:17.740 Tippereth is the solar plexus. 0.99

00:53:21.460 It's what when C.S. Lewis wrote about men without chests.

00:53:28.260 Tippereth is the chest, the heart chakra.

00:53:31.320 It's beauty, it's the solar cadence, it's balanced and expansive.

00:53:46.320 How do you find out, says Butterfly?

00:53:49.320 It's based upon the paths you've walked.

00:53:52.320 And as you understand the three better, you'll understand which paths you've walked. 0.90

00:53:57.320 My path, due to the Assad's damage, is first I walked the paths of severity. I should have done the Hode, Netzak, Chesa. That should have been my path. 0.97

00:54:10.820 But I was, I was a young man, very bullied, very, very bullied by teachers and fellow

00:54:29.800 students when i was in elementary school and with uh i don't want to talk a lot about

00:54:40.760 my family because listen i love both my parents i don't speak to my father anymore but i still love

00:54:45.880 him but there's a lot of generational damage in there as well and so i had such a strong compulsion

00:54:56.440 to ascend the pillar of severity and after ascending the pillar of severity

00:55:10.200 after not doing the easy thing for me the easy thing for me is to ride on my intelligence to be

00:55:17.640 mr charming to use the venusian qualities that i have to i don't know i guess get some sort of

00:55:24.280 high-paid white-collar jobs. That would have been the natural easy thing for me.

00:55:30.660 That's the path that Pearl Jam took, although they're musicians, not white-collar,

00:55:35.200 but the same Pat Mercy thing. I went all the way up through severity. I pushed

00:55:46.340 myself at things I wasn't naturally aligned at.

00:55:52.460 I pushed myself to join the football team, to join the military, to make something of myself.

00:56:03.840 And then I had a total collapse when all of my, basically when that Sarkisian Effect movie blew up for me.

00:56:16.960 Absolute collapse of everything I tried to accomplish.

00:56:19.800 everybody I thought was my friend

00:56:22.420 turned against me

00:56:23.380 I got zeroed back out

00:56:26.600 Hode

00:56:31.300 to netzak is the tower

00:56:34.100 it's the

00:56:36.240 complete collapse

00:56:37.680 and so I began ascending the pillar of mercy

00:56:42.840 And once I've done both, and started seeing the damage I had, the father wound, the mother

00:57:02.360 wound, healing those, encountering my shadow, dancing with my shadow, I seem to have some

00:57:11.940 pretty solid Tiferet energy, crucified between the opposites. 0.99

00:57:25.940 Ballerina was bullied too, and if she dared to defend herself, she'd get in trouble. 0.61

00:57:29.940 Isn't that the funny thing? 0.95

00:57:31.940 Isn't it so fucking funny that... 0.96

00:57:35.940 You know, these days, they've got zero tolerance, which means the kid that gets bullied gets blamed. 0.93

00:57:47.120 Back when I was in school, they started a peer support program, and the guys that were bullying me were the first ones to sign up for the peer support program.

00:57:55.700 And I'm not saying that with bitterness.

00:57:59.560 Like, they...

00:58:01.120 I've got no animosity to any of them.

00:58:05.940 But it's just that these these solutions never ever work because they ignore the nature of the thing itself.

00:58:26.940 I think we're ready to jump in this music video.

00:58:33.940 Now, I'm so worried that this is going to cause problems for the channel.

00:58:40.940 I'm going to play a few parts of the music video in clips, but to reiterate where we're coming from.

00:58:48.940 So, if you were a musician back in the early 2000s, you descended the Pillar of Mercy.

00:58:59.940 Like, quite frankly, you had a soft life, right?

00:59:04.180 You can kind of...

00:59:07.180 You know, hard men make good times.

00:59:10.960 That doesn't really apply here, but let's be frank.

00:59:15.060 The guys in Pearl Jam, they've worked their asses off, okay?

00:59:18.320 They did earn it.

00:59:19.340 This is not to look down upon them.

00:59:21.240 But they were very juvenile men.

00:59:23.820 They didn't have tifferep.

00:59:25.160 They hadn't fully completed the heart chakra.

00:59:27.540 And by the way, you don't need to ascend both paths, only lunatics like me do, and it takes decades, so you should probably just ascend your normal path. 0.81

00:59:36.920 But what they got to at Chesette, so Chesette, that's institutional mercy, that's the Catholic

00:59:48.920 Church, that's the ESG score.

00:59:51.720 The ESG score is the soulless inversion of what mercy is supposed to be.

00:59:58.240 Well, you look over from Mercy over to Geburah, which is, it's called strength there, but

01:00:10.800 it's not just strength, it's Martian violence, it's dominance, it's war.

01:00:23.680 not nice. And if you don't have Tiffareth, then it comes as a massive shock. So, let's, uh,

01:00:33.440 listen, last time I, I'm sure I'll, it, this is fair use.

01:00:41.600 Let's pause this music.

01:00:46.240 Actually, let's have a, I'm gonna have a quick bathroom break, then we're doing the music video.

01:00:53.680 Thank you.

01:01:23.680 All right, back.

01:01:53.680 So, we're going to watch the video now, and there are a couple of things about this video.

01:02:02.680 You know, we'll keep playing this.

01:02:07.680 A couple of things about this video.

01:02:10.680 Because Pearl Jam hadn't found the heart chakra balance, the video isn't balanced.

01:02:20.680 you should note that the video is still assigning villainy to people when this

01:02:30.900 is just the map of reality

01:02:38.840 it could be no other way

01:02:42.840 specifically they assign villainy to white patriarchal figures but despite

01:02:53.400 that again they're not perfectly balanced and how old were they when they

01:02:59.840 made this like 30 you can hardly expect it

01:03:04.340 that's what we're focusing on we're focusing upon the horror because horror

01:03:09.300 Horror is a part of reality.

01:03:13.580 The Grand Inquisitor would take that horror away from you, because it is terrible.

01:03:19.260 The question is, do you have the strength to look that horror in the eye?

01:03:26.540 With that said, I'm going to turn that off.

01:03:32.860 and we're just gonna play it up here in the center they'll play it in portions

01:03:45.920 the fantastic music video as well

01:03:50.100 Yep, that's playing there.

01:03:57.100 I'm a beast, I'm a man, I'm the first mammal to wear pants. 0.98

01:04:04.100 I'm at peace with my lust, I can kill because in God I trust. 1.00

01:04:12.100 Just evolution, there's that sexy bitch. 1.00

01:04:17.100 this I'm at peace with my lust I can kill because in God I trust so if you 1.00

01:04:34.060 follow me on Twitter in this stream so far I've been speaking at a very high

01:04:43.740 level of perception I don't really see things as good and evil these days I see

01:04:55.380 things as action and consequence

01:05:01.260 However, if you follow me on Twitter, you'll notice that sometimes I am quite belligerent, you could say.

01:05:18.620 In Spiral Dynamics by Ken Wilber, stage three is the tribal level.

01:05:26.400 It's the thug, criminal sort of level.

01:05:30.300 Stage four is the rules. Stage five is achievement. Stage six is finding your

01:05:36.180 true calling. And stage seven is integrating all of them. Realizing that

01:05:40.440 all these stages exist, you still contain all these stages within yourself, and that

01:05:46.580 people need to start at the bottom and go up. Now one of the messages being put

01:05:54.420 out there on media, and this touches back to what you said, Butterfly, about you

01:05:58.680 getting bullied, but getting punished for standing up to yourself. So the current paradigm

01:06:07.200 suggests that everybody else gets to take pride in who they are. That's a level three tribalism.

01:06:16.660 Everybody else gets to be proud of their tribe. But if we are proud, if we defend our tribe,

01:06:24.680 That means we're not a higher ideal person.

01:06:28.040 We should all be at level six, finding our true nature, our, how does it affect you?

01:06:39.180 Now, if somebody approaches me at level four, five, six, seven, I respond at four, five, six, seven.

01:06:46.620 But if somebody says to me that my tribe can defend themselves, but your tribe cannot, I drop down to level three and say no.

01:06:58.840 I also have the right to defend my life, to defend my loved ones, defend my extended family.

01:07:09.220 I am not only operating at that level, but I do have permission to operate at that level.

01:07:16.620 I'm at peace with my lust. 0.80

01:07:20.620 I can kill because in God I trust. 0.94

01:07:26.220 So this is...

01:07:28.980 Pearl Jam is probably operating at level 6, for the most part.

01:07:36.260 I mean, look at this brilliant video.

01:07:38.560 They've got to be at level 6.

01:07:41.180 Maybe just getting right up close to level 7.

01:07:44.920 But they're still quite horrified

01:07:47.460 by the fact that it's war.

01:07:50.760 It's always been war.

01:07:52.540 It's the evolution, baby.

01:07:54.620 Yeah, Pearl Jam is the band that did this video.

01:07:58.760 Just to clarify for you.

01:08:03.600 Don't ask me what it...

01:08:04.620 I didn't listen to them back in the day.

01:08:06.200 I only found out it was sung 10 years ago.

01:08:08.300 But I...

01:08:08.940 This video is about Gebera.

01:08:13.920 death. To just pull it up for you. Gebera is strength in warframe. These guys went

01:08:25.020 up the pillar of mercy. They didn't know about war and grinding and fighting and

01:08:31.960 dying and sometimes your best isn't good enough. That's the the path of severity.

01:08:41.540 And so this song is about how brutal evolution is.

01:08:48.540 But it's coming from, and also Dayath, the hidden void, the abyss, in between Tiferath and Keter, the crown. 0.84

01:09:00.540 God's glory, the trinity of Keter, Binah, and Chokmah at the top.

01:09:09.540 so let's go back to the video and this right here this is the personification of evolution herself

01:09:23.880 the next lines are something about trading stocks on the day of the crash

01:09:30.420 Yeah, trading stocks on the day of the crash, yeah.

01:09:45.720 It's her behavior.

01:09:50.220 These are all things that happen. 1.00

01:09:54.760 And she fucking loves it. 1.00

01:09:59.100 That sexy bitch fucking loves the strengthening of the species. 1.00

01:10:11.100 Look at that beautiful evil fucking bitch. 1.00

01:10:20.100 Can you look at the horror? 1.00

01:10:23.100 Admire me, admire my home, admire my son, he's my clone. 1.00

01:10:32.100 Now this is the part where I warned that it is, notice it's the, all the brown people 1.00

01:10:41.820 are the victims, while the evil technocratic Romans and white men are the ones doing all 0.97

01:10:50.580 a villainy but it's just evolution baby I'm reading out all the lyrics I

01:11:04.380 remember butterfly hopefully run in the run in the fine line where I don't have

01:11:10.080 to fight for this in YouTube court. With Eddie Vedder, I have no idea. I don't

01:11:20.760 really know Pearl Jam. Listen, there was a guy in high school that liked Pearl Jam

01:11:25.300 that I really didn't like, and so I just kind of defaulted to not liking Pearl

01:11:29.580 Jam because of that. And it wasn't until Big Al showed me this song, I said, Jesus,

01:11:34.540 there's something here. There is something here. That sexy, beautiful, skull-faced

01:11:39.960 bitch of evolution. 1.00

01:11:47.040 The next scene, I think, is the most powerful. It also fits 0.99

01:11:50.080 with the kind of anti-white narrative, this white

01:11:53.400 guilt complex where 1.00

01:11:55.940 it's a white girl, but 0.97

01:12:00.080 it speaks to the eternal horror that you can't take

01:12:04.020 away.

01:12:04.340 ants have meaningful social lives ants get really depressed if they're isolated from other ants

01:12:17.180 it's not projection increasingly there's there's so many the other animals are sentient they

01:12:27.580 they know they exist so fish can be trained to recognize their reflection in the mirror

01:12:34.160 crows have language

01:12:36.780 animals

01:12:38.740 value their existence

01:12:40.240 they're not totally subconscious

01:12:42.860 they're not

01:12:43.480 most of them aren't as complex of thinkers as we are

01:12:46.660 but

01:12:48.120 don't imagine for a moment that they don't have meaningful lives

01:12:51.000 anyway

01:12:53.660 let's do the scene

01:12:56.420 yeah I'm gonna

01:13:01.040 turn up the volume

01:13:03.080 just a little bit 0.97

01:13:14.300 I'm a thief I'm a liar there's my church I sing in the choir don't look 0.99

01:13:26.400 Away 1.00

01:13:34.560 Beautiful transition

01:13:40.560 Admire my son, admire my clone

01:13:44.840 Because this is what it's all about, you know, I got I got a comment there I

01:13:52.640 Was recently thinking

01:13:56.400 about if World War III happens.

01:14:00.840 And there's, like, I'm 44, but there's a non-zero possibility

01:14:05.300 I'll be called up for military service.

01:14:07.620 And there's nothing that makes me want to retch more than the idea

01:14:11.840 of fighting for Mark Carney.

01:14:17.620 And yet, the only thing worse than fighting for Mark Carney

01:14:21.100 would be

01:14:22.800 Canada losing. 0.97

01:14:29.420 And so all those men in gas masks

01:14:31.920 having their bodies just torn to shreds

01:14:34.660 by artillery machines.

01:14:36.800 All these guys,

01:14:38.200 Russian, Ukrainians, 1.00

01:14:39.660 getting destroyed 0.71

01:14:40.560 by drones.

01:14:51.100 the only thing worse

01:14:53.900 than having to fight in war

01:14:56.100 is to lose a war.

01:14:59.620 Even with a complete

01:15:01.260 creature

01:15:05.740 like Mark Carney running Canada.

01:15:11.180 With all those men getting torn apart

01:15:12.860 on the battlefield,

01:15:13.680 just like that hill of ants 0.55

01:15:14.820 getting smashed by that girl

01:15:16.040 that didn't even see them.

01:15:18.140 i'm not going to for the sake of youtube i'm not going to repeat some of the horrors inflicted

01:15:33.580 upon girls of the same age 12 year old girls in britain who have been captured by the grooming

01:15:40.380 gangs. Absolute horrors. Don't look away from it. This is reality. Nightly face of

01:16:04.880 Ignorance Indians got nothing on me 1.00

01:16:10.600 It's evolution baby 0.99

01:16:19.880 Yeah, the video does post the white man as the great villain of history when actually it's everybody and all the races 0.80

01:16:28.720 that have always been doing this 0.90

01:16:32.520 and it's always been this way

01:16:34.140 and it's not going to stop

01:16:47.800 and I believe this is the point

01:16:49.740 where we are at now

01:16:51.520 And this is where I disagree.

01:17:14.060 I don't believe the end state of evolution is the complete destruction of the Earth.

01:17:21.520 Thanks, Top Hat Jack.

01:17:32.520 Don't know how much longer I can hold it together, though.

01:17:35.520 We'll see.

01:17:48.520 Pearl Jam reacts to this information while still trying to externalize the villain.

01:17:56.300 This is the error in the video, that they keep trying, they make it Hitler is the villain, or the Grand Inquisitor is the villain.

01:18:10.760 So what Dostoevsky was so brilliant about is that the Grand Inquisitor becomes sympathetic.

01:18:31.760 He makes the villain sympathetic, while also making him the strongest possible version of the villain he could be.

01:18:40.840 Not like this modern cinema where the villain is excused his villainy if he had a bad childhood, but not if he's literally Hitler.

01:19:01.760 Pearl Drum is not at the level of Dostoevsky,

01:19:07.100 but they showed something very profound in that video.

01:19:10.100 The horror.

01:19:11.440 The horror.

01:19:19.200 Let me go back to Free of Life for a moment here. 1.00

01:19:31.760 You see, what the Euprotopianists are trying to do, they are coming from Chesed. 1.00

01:19:45.600 They're coming from a very unintegrated form of mercy. 1.00

01:19:56.880 And they're trying to remove the colors. 0.97

01:19:59.000 the, that red, that violent red of Gebera, the black limits of Bina, which is death and

01:20:15.640 taxes, and these days even the gray of Chokmah, the gray of wisdom, because wisdom, it's not

01:20:26.720 something you want to hear. It's painful. Wisdom says you can't have your cake

01:20:34.660 and eat it too. We don't like those colors. Those colors involve blood and

01:20:43.840 death and violence and unfairness, and the good guys don't always win in the

01:20:50.300 end. People don't like those. They don't sell tickets at Disney World. The great

01:21:07.280 error is trying to blame somebody else for those things. Oh, war? War is caused

01:21:13.680 by toxic masculinity war is caused by capitalism war is caused by Christianity 0.82

01:21:21.060 I mean the sheer irony of that no war is war is one of the colors that we paint

01:21:32.700 with I've said in previous dreams that visually your optical nerve taken oh

01:21:54.780 goodness I don't have a number I'm gonna make up the numbers but they take in

01:21:59.160 Every second, something like 10,000 bits of data, tons and tons and tons of data.

01:22:08.360 That data is then filtered by your brain into a sort of a holodeck that you exist in.

01:22:22.800 The world you see around you, you're not literally seeing the world.

01:22:29.160 Your eyes are seeing the world, and your eyes are reconstructing that data.

01:22:35.380 Right now, in four seconds, you are going to be aware of your nose in your peripheral vision.

01:22:47.180 Do you see it now?

01:22:48.960 Do you see your nose blocking off your vision right there?

01:22:53.360 You didn't see it ten seconds ago.

01:22:56.420 You're aware of it because I pointed it out.

01:22:59.160 Your brain had deleted your nose from your perception of reality.

01:23:06.340 What you perceive is not a direct line on reality, it's your brain's simulation of reality.

01:23:16.380 And that doesn't just go for vision.

01:23:20.320 It goes for everything else.

01:23:22.520 When you perceive evil in the world, it's because that evil is part of the palette of

01:23:35.080 colors that you have to paint the world with, meaning that the evil that you see in others

01:23:45.860 is an evil you have within you.

01:23:52.520 Which is fine if you understand you have the evil in you.

01:24:06.600 Do you have that bloodlust?

01:24:09.200 Can you understand the pilot in that video dropping bombs in the village

01:24:14.400 and laughing his toothy grin afterwards so that all goes up in smoke and flame?

01:24:22.520 Far Cry 3

01:24:26.940 Geez, I wish I'd loaded this up before the stream

01:24:30.100 But it just occurred to me

01:24:31.220 Far Cry 3 is about

01:24:33.940 You start off the game

01:24:37.080 As an entitled California 1.00

01:24:40.040 Shit stain of a human being 1.00

01:24:41.920 Who is out partying 1.00

01:24:44.020 With his bros

01:24:45.180 Out in southeast Micronesia

01:24:47.560 Doing drugs and partying

01:24:51.560 because it's so cool

01:24:52.580 when your whole group 0.99

01:24:57.220 gets kidnapped by white slavers 0.98

01:24:58.780 and to liberate 0.98

01:25:02.300 your friends and family

01:25:04.400 your entitled 1.00

01:25:06.940 shitstain, California 0.99

01:25:09.060 entitled 1.00

01:25:09.980 just fucking piece of shit 1.00

01:25:12.860 human beings 1.00

01:25:13.540 you wind up going native 0.97

01:25:17.260 you do a bunch of drugs 0.99

01:25:20.300 get tattoos all over your body, become an expert at murder.

01:25:25.900 There's one scene towards the end of the game where, like, you rescue the fifth friend or something

01:25:32.560 who has a helicopter license, and you're like, okay, we need to get out of this compound,

01:25:39.260 you fly the helicopter, I'll man the gun.

01:25:41.640 He's like, wait, what?

01:25:42.500 He's like, just fly. 1.00

01:25:43.820 Fly, asshole. 1.00

01:25:45.140 And so he's flying, and you're manning the minigun, 1.00

01:25:48.000 and you're just you're just blowing up these things they're exploding you're

01:25:51.960 like hells yeah and there's your your 22 year old college buddy flying the

01:25:58.020 helicopter dude you just killed some people

01:26:04.440 Far Cry 3 is an amazing game strongly recommend

01:26:10.400 If you want to see an example of what happens when you deny that you have these things inside

01:26:24.120 of you, look no further than Trump Derangement Syndrome.

01:26:30.100 Look no further than the radical left.

01:26:33.640 Ooh, what's this? Blood Dragon? Let me, you know what, sorry, that, all right, if you're, I, okay, I'm curious.

01:26:46.380 All right. Oh, there, wait, there's an expansion pack for it? All right, I might look into that. I had no idea.

01:26:54.480 The radical left completely denies hatred when hatred is one of the colors you paint

01:27:12.240 with by denying hatred they force hatred into their shadow into the things they

01:27:25.680 don't acknowledge about reality and part of the motivation for that music video

01:27:33.960 we just watched

01:27:34.720 was that

01:27:37.160 the Pearl Jam Band,

01:27:41.840 these guys,

01:27:43.140 they lived in Western civilization,

01:27:45.840 Western society.

01:27:47.180 They'd never had to kill an animal themselves.

01:27:50.480 They

01:27:50.820 never

01:27:52.540 stripped it for meat.

01:27:56.680 They'd never suffered.

01:28:00.140 They hadn't walked the path

01:28:01.300 to severity.

01:28:03.960 And yet this whole society, as every other society that has ever existed, everywhere, there's never been...

01:28:15.060 Listen, bonobos murder each other just as much as chimpanzees do.

01:28:20.580 They just don't do organized warfare. It's a more matriarchal type of system. 1.00

01:28:24.860 every society is violent 1.00

01:28:31.640 matriarchies, patriarchies 1.00

01:28:34.040 violence is endemic to 1.00

01:28:36.080 existence within

01:28:37.780 this reality

01:28:39.380 but you can hide from it

01:28:44.300 in western civilization

01:28:47.540 until you can't anymore

01:28:49.320 and then they see the violence

01:28:51.500 they see the militarism

01:28:53.100 they see

01:28:54.480 they see that evolution itself is eugenic.

01:29:03.220 And to their credit, to their credit, they didn't look away.

01:29:09.060 They didn't deny.

01:29:10.480 They did project. 0.98

01:29:13.940 They said the violence is on the white man. 0.98

01:29:18.980 The violence is on Hitler. 0.99

01:29:21.800 It's on the Catholic Church.

01:29:23.180 It's on the capitalist. 0.58

01:29:24.160 but it's on the Romans.

01:29:29.380 Although they did also say violence is on the shark.

01:29:33.000 Violence is on the dinosaur.

01:29:34.300 Violence is on the meteor.

01:29:36.420 Violence is on the silicon machine

01:29:40.660 that we've brought into existence,

01:29:45.440 which,

01:29:48.020 is it going to be companion or enemy? 1.00

01:29:54.160 The comfort that the Inquisitor want to offer base, sinful, stupid, venial, short-sighted humanity. 1.00

01:30:19.880 The Inquisitor had seen the horror. 1.00

01:30:24.160 He'd seen Daya.

01:30:31.160 And he wanted to save humanity from it.

01:30:37.520 We, as prelates,

01:30:41.440 shall wear the moral horror on our souls.

01:30:48.720 And how dare you judge us for that, Christ?

01:30:54.160 Whereas Christ calls all of us to look at the horror, the core symbol of Christianity is a moral atrocity.

01:31:24.160 You can't eliminate evil. This is the symbol of Abraxas. The nature of reality, the god of this world, that is both good and evil. 0.82

01:31:42.560 You can't eliminate evil.

01:31:53.940 That innocent young girl in the video stepping on the anthill,

01:31:59.000 and that immediate cut to trench warfare from World War I.

01:32:04.780 Yeah, those are the same thing.

01:32:12.560 You can ignore it, you can refuse to look away, but then you're not individuating, you're just being a slave to the Inquisitor. 0.98

01:32:24.560 That beautiful skull-faced bitch from the video, that she is the pathway from Tifereth to Keter. 0.99

01:32:50.200 That's the pathway of the high priestess. 1.00

01:32:54.560 That is a pathway of sacrificing your individuated self on God's altar and becoming a conduit for that eye that looks at everything from Keter.

01:33:24.560 We can't eliminate evil, but I do believe that we can make a universe with more meaning in it, more beauty.

01:33:54.560 Give me a sec here. Where is justice on this chart?

01:34:06.040 Geberot of Tippereth is the path of justice.

01:34:11.980 that that green line with the s in it that that's justice

01:34:29.260 it's only one small part and it's in the lower half of things

01:34:32.620 justice is an institution

01:34:41.180 it's

01:34:45.400 one of the

01:34:47.520 mid-level grounding

01:34:49.300 necessities

01:34:50.520 but it's not the highest state that you'll ever achieve

01:34:55.580 there can be no justice

01:35:01.520 there's

01:35:02.360 for that anthill

01:35:06.960 that got destroyed by the 12 year old girl 0.77

01:35:09.820 for a 12-year-old girl

01:35:13.640 exploited and abused and tortured

01:35:19.500 in Great Britain.

01:35:26.540 For that 9-year-old girl that got married recently

01:35:31.360 in, I think it was Pakistan,

01:35:34.380 and died from injuries on her wedding night

01:35:38.540 to a man of my age

01:35:41.000 that looked 15 years older.

01:35:49.260 There's no justice.

01:35:51.460 Justice does not

01:35:52.620 even apply.

01:35:56.440 It doesn't even begin to apply.

01:35:59.980 And yet that is part of the palette of reality.

01:36:08.540 Blades, Blacher Blazing Noah says, can we overcome a grave injustice done to us?

01:36:18.160 If so, is it through acknowledging that we ourselves committed a grave injustice against others?

01:36:32.260 I think you're on the right track.

01:36:33.920 You know, everybody likes to remember

01:36:39.380 when they were bullied in high school.

01:36:41.720 When did you bully somebody else?

01:36:55.940 Two wrongs don't balance out.

01:36:59.980 Justice is the scale.

01:37:03.920 But the wrongs never balance out.

01:37:05.880 The wrongs only accumulate.

01:37:10.340 The question is, can you take this wrong and turn it into greater insight?

01:37:15.500 Can you alchemize it?

01:37:18.860 Can you turn lead into gold?

01:37:26.040 Justice, Gebera Tifereth.

01:37:31.360 This is a very important path.

01:37:33.920 particularly given how broken our justice system is these days but let's

01:37:42.100 consider the other four paths the hermit death and the devil 0.74

01:37:58.900 Going to Tippereth is the Devil.

01:38:04.840 The Devil is willing enslavement to sin or financing a car.

01:38:11.120 Devil's a very interesting card.

01:38:13.620 It's, um, the chains on the two humanoids, half-demon figures, 0.96

01:38:25.220 they're actually loose enough that they could easily pull them off their necks. 0.99

01:38:28.360 They choose to be enslaved.

01:38:31.900 You always choose enslavement to the devil, to hedonism, to pleasure, to whatever you're doing.

01:38:38.380 You are choosing.

01:38:44.340 Tipper F to netzak, to glory, is death. 0.95

01:38:53.600 Death is an interesting card.

01:38:55.240 I need to look this one up.

01:38:58.360 The death card in tarot has death arriving on his horse.

01:39:16.300 There's a dead king.

01:39:18.300 There's a child looking at death.

01:39:21.220 There's a youth that won't look at death.

01:39:25.000 And there's a priest looking at death.

01:39:28.360 The child and the priest are not afraid of death.

01:39:32.060 The king has been killed.

01:39:33.780 The youth is terrified of death.

01:39:39.100 And what was the other one I said?

01:39:42.280 The hermit. 0.93

01:39:45.400 Obi-Wan Kenobi.

01:39:51.820 Obi-Wan Kenobi goes from Chesed to Tiferus.

01:39:58.360 Obi-Wan Kenobi has true charity

01:40:05.180 that he sacrifices himself

01:40:06.940 for the sake of Luke's ascension.

01:40:16.260 You can never undo injustice.

01:40:20.340 And justice, it's lower.

01:40:21.720 It is part of the solar chakra.

01:40:28.360 but you can never undo it.

01:40:34.100 That red line between Hode and Netzach,

01:40:37.640 that is the tower.

01:40:40.520 The tower is when you've built up your perfect life,

01:40:43.260 and God sends a lightning bolt to smash it

01:40:46.320 and kick you out of the tower. 0.98

01:40:47.980 And the two people falling out of the tower

01:40:50.260 are the magician, which is male agency,

01:40:54.360 and the priestess, female intuition.

01:41:00.200 It's Adam and Eve being kicked out of the garden.

01:41:05.120 Above that, Geburah to Chesed.

01:41:07.980 That is strength.

01:41:10.860 Between mercy and Geburah. 0.93

01:41:18.740 You know what?

01:41:19.140 Homass pointed this out.

01:41:20.180 I got to credit him. 0.99

01:41:22.220 Obi-Wan's blue lightsaber.

01:41:24.360 and Darth Vader's red lightsaber. 0.98

01:41:28.100 Chesed T'Gebra is strength.

01:41:33.640 Anakin Skywalker collapsed entirely in T'Gebra. 0.78

01:41:37.820 War and domination. 0.96

01:41:43.420 Obi-Wan maintained Chesed.

01:41:47.520 He was a true self-sacrificial soul.

01:41:51.620 and he walked the path of the hermit

01:41:55.800 for Luke Skywalker to achieve Tifereth.

01:42:03.280 And it's not until you've achieved Tifereth

01:42:05.620 that you are finally ready

01:42:07.640 for the great journey

01:42:11.780 to the crown.

01:42:17.260 To become

01:42:19.420 to become that which observes.

01:42:35.900 I worry about those 0.97

01:42:37.600 who have been in

01:42:39.780 the gilded cage for too long.

01:42:44.200 The same way an animal,

01:42:45.920 like if you, there's a thing,

01:42:47.920 if you take an elephant,

01:42:49.420 and you lock it up when it's a baby.

01:42:53.280 You lock its foot up so it can't escape.

01:43:02.680 When it's an adult, it's more than strong enough to break the chain.

01:43:06.480 But it no longer believes it can break the chain, so it never even tries.

01:43:14.360 And so people that have been living inside the Inquisitor's framework,

01:43:19.420 who, by the way, this affects all sides, okay?

01:43:25.820 The Trump derangement syndrome, 0.95

01:43:28.040 where they think Donald Trump and MAGA are a bunch of Nazis,

01:43:34.200 or people on the right that see a malicious agenda everywhere.

01:43:44.160 People that they seek security through prepping.

01:43:49.420 It's not that you shouldn't have beans, bullets, and bullion.

01:44:03.300 I got plenty of these things right here, okay?

01:44:09.400 You absolutely should.

01:44:15.660 But that's not going to save me.

01:44:19.420 one drone strike, one sniper bullet.

01:44:25.560 Hell, not paying attention when I'm driving in the winter.

01:44:29.080 I'm done like the rest of us.

01:44:32.180 That is not salvation.

01:44:33.700 the elephant has been taught

01:44:50.760 to believe the chain limits it

01:44:53.980 those who go too deep

01:45:00.120 on

01:45:01.980 obsessing over conspiracy theories, left or right,

01:45:10.040 over thinking guns are going to save us,

01:45:16.300 democracy is going to save us,

01:45:18.400 social media campaigns are going to save us.

01:45:22.640 They've externalized.

01:45:25.380 They've projected their shadow upon something else.

01:45:29.100 that is not the narrow gate

01:45:33.800 and that's what I wanted to illustrate with this stream

01:45:47.860 is that

01:45:48.580 no, the evil that you see outside in the world

01:45:53.420 is the evil within you

01:45:55.740 and it's never going away

01:45:57.820 Like, red, the red lightsaber of Darth Vader, the red of Geburah, that's never going away.

01:46:06.800 Bina, the hard limits of death, of Saturn, of banking, that's never going away.

01:46:17.440 None of these colors ever go away.

01:46:19.620 the question is can we can we use these colors busy the Grand Inquisitor wants

01:46:29.400 to dull all the colors he wants to deny you agency he wants to limit how many

01:46:45.960 drinks you can have in a night so that you never get drunk and potentially do 0.99

01:46:52.860 something really stupid to screw up your life. With the greatest of Cheset mercy, 0.98

01:47:03.980 he takes away your agency. And you are allowed, by the way, you are allowed to

01:47:14.840 blame him for all the evil he willingly takes upon that mantle George Soros does

01:47:21.600 not mind if you blame him for all the evil in this world that's the mantle he

01:47:27.960 took upon himself.

01:47:39.020 The way to combat this is to integrate the evil, to admit that you are the villain.

01:47:49.260 You contain the potentiality for villainy.

01:47:53.200 you are on the same moral level

01:47:57.500 as the butcher

01:47:58.500 and

01:48:00.840 and guess what

01:48:02.140 being vegan

01:48:02.880 doesn't save you either

01:48:04.340 plants also

01:48:08.020 don't want to die

01:48:09.060 and yet you eat them

01:48:23.200 integration and confrontation with horror.

01:48:39.820 Let me try and catch up with some of these comments.

01:48:53.200 Jairoki says, I'm talking to Agape right now.

01:48:57.700 He's on the street.

01:48:58.800 I assume that's a streamer.

01:49:01.280 I don't know who that is.

01:49:11.280 Butterfly Ballerina says, it's sad.

01:49:12.840 Life is both a comedy and a tragedy.

01:49:23.200 Um, the whole point of the Tree of Life is that, like, it contains all the colors.

01:49:31.640 It contains the colors of tragedy and the colors of comedy.

01:49:37.600 And that this is what reality is made up of.

01:49:43.740 Um.

01:49:44.300 the rules the the rules of reality you don't get something for nothing there ain't no such

01:49:54.500 thing as a free lunch you don't get a high without a low um

01:50:03.180 i've seriously struggled so much throughout my life with questions like

01:50:11.040 back in my 20s

01:50:15.000 the question that always bothered me

01:50:17.120 is that

01:50:19.100 you don't get character growth

01:50:21.080 without suffering

01:50:23.200 and I'd sit around

01:50:28.760 we've all got complaints about reality

01:50:33.320 don't we?

01:50:35.320 I mean I've got a long list

01:50:37.480 of complaints about reality

01:50:39.800 and yet i'm not sure i could design a better system

01:50:49.640 you know is this the worst of all worlds is this the best of all worlds

01:51:03.320 can i even imagine a different world i mean you can imagine in a pocket

01:51:12.200 a world that's a little bit better like star wars is a little bit cooler than my life because

01:51:19.140 it's all happening in a pocket

01:51:20.580 but the difference between star wars and harry potter

01:51:33.500 And no offense to you like Harry Potter, it's just one of my pet peeves.

01:51:39.260 And you can say the same thing about Star Wars, so Star Wars isn't any better.

01:51:43.140 But the difference between them is that Luke Skywalker genuinely suffers.

01:51:48.800 While Harry Potter, you know, all the pins are set up to fall over exactly where he throws the bowling ball.

01:51:57.680 It's a little bit too cute for me. 0.96

01:52:00.200 And you can say the same damn thing about Star Wars. 0.96

01:52:16.480 Oh, oh, this is good. 0.98

01:52:18.940 Scowls McDowell says,

01:52:20.240 sharp teeth are either in you or of you.

01:52:23.040 In the middle is hell.

01:52:24.060 No, in the middle is the crucifixion of opposites.

01:52:29.060 it's in the middle

01:52:31.680 that you feel the sharp teeth in you

01:52:36.420 and you put the sharp teeth in others 0.77

01:52:38.540 that's Tiferet

01:52:42.020 that's where the heart chakra ignites

01:52:46.560 and you are finally ready to

01:52:49.560 begin the process of walking through Deyat 1.00

01:52:53.380 of looking at that hot skull-faced bitch 1.00

01:52:57.780 and treating her as a lover. 1.00

01:53:07.320 You're not a flower, you're a killer. 1.00

01:53:09.120 You can be both. 0.99

01:53:15.240 Actually, I want to tell you,

01:53:16.760 you remind me of something specific.

01:53:18.180 How many of you have played Star Control 2?

01:53:24.200 In Star Control 2, 1.00

01:53:25.600 there's a race called the Pekunk. 1.00

01:53:28.540 It's a... 1.00

01:53:30.120 I don't even know how...

01:53:31.540 No game like it has ever been made again.

01:53:34.360 You all need to play Star Control 2. 1.00

01:53:36.560 The Pekunk are a bunch of space hippies 1.00

01:53:38.740 who are also really good at murder. 1.00

01:53:42.320 And they...

01:53:43.240 They've got a particular battle maneuver

01:53:45.400 where they spin their ship in a circle

01:53:49.160 spraying out death from every angle

01:53:52.080 and they call it a death blossom. 0.87

01:53:53.940 The space hippies have the death blossom.

01:53:57.620 Be the space hippie with the death blossom, who's unafraid of dying. 0.96

01:54:03.200 The pukunk, pukunk are actually a pretty good understanding of where we need to head as a species. 1.00

01:54:11.540 You are both flower and killer. 0.97

01:54:15.720 And yes, Blazing Noah, we are all the shadow. 0.95

01:54:19.540 the shadow is thou thou art the shadow the shadow is not something to fight it's not something to

01:54:31.340 hate it's something to integrate and use when appropriate when somebody tells me that because

01:54:41.980 of my skin color I don't get to have tribalism but they do get to have

01:54:47.520 tribalism that's when I say some very offensive words

01:54:56.820 you guys send me a link to that I have no idea what it is

01:55:06.480 the 1994 film was a guilty pleasure of mine which film are you talking about

01:55:15.300 Hell ain't a bad place to be.

01:55:22.060 That's a good. 1.00

01:55:25.080 That's pure Gebra, man. 0.90

01:55:27.420 That's pure Gebra. 1.00

01:55:29.960 That's grinding. 1.00

01:55:31.780 That's being the sort of guy that wins.

01:55:33.760 That's solid. 0.99

01:55:39.320 He who dares wins, and God hates a coward. 0.68

01:55:42.340 be ye hot or be ye cold 0.99

01:55:46.540 if you're lukewarm I'll spit you out 0.98

01:55:49.580 yeah 0.99

01:55:52.080 I mean

01:55:56.400 we're pretty deep into esotericism

01:55:59.660 into mystery school right now

01:56:01.580 but

01:56:02.460 you actually read the bible

01:56:05.460 you actually read the mystics

01:56:08.680 we're not

01:56:10.260 we're not too far out to left field

01:56:18.800 butterfly says but it's got goodness too do you mean the the flower of life the tree of life

01:56:29.380 absolutely it does it absolutely does

01:56:40.260 don't feel like the question is good or evil. The question is meaning or collapse.

01:56:55.060 Right now we're at a really weird state as a species where we're on the verge of

01:57:03.020 post-scarcity. But post-scarcity is dangerous the way a trust fund is

01:57:11.880 dangerous. First of all, there's actually no such thing as post-scarcity.

01:57:17.340 There's always scarcity. Like, we could take post-scarcity and we could have, you

01:57:25.360 know, 20 kids by 10 different fathers and immediately turn post-scarcity into

01:57:31.720 scarcity all over again through sheer childish irresponsibility or and see

01:57:48.000 okay the level six the level six is gonna say or we could be responsible and

01:57:53.060 only have one child no no we need to expand and we still need to defeat we

01:58:05.260 still need Gebera we still need some children will be born defective there 0.99

01:58:14.000 They'll be rapists, murderers, pedophiles. 0.99

01:58:19.040 Some percentage will be that. 1.00

01:58:23.040 And those ones get culled.

01:58:27.660 On national television, preferably.

01:58:33.460 Star Trek doesn't just mean endless replicator rations.

01:58:38.800 It also means radical responsibility.

01:58:44.000 for those of our society

01:58:47.080 that do not follow the rules.

01:58:55.980 But that's a form of evil

01:58:57.880 that I'm pretty happy with living with.

01:59:12.720 It'd be really cool

01:59:13.860 here'd be really cool butterfly is if we deliberately enter near the society

01:59:24.600 where more of our meat came from free animals that we hunted

01:59:33.420 a free life followed by a quick and violent death that'd be pretty cool i'd like that

01:59:43.860 people are still claiming that Trump is Hitler 0.97

01:59:48.980 so we're near close to that

01:59:50.720 but that would be more meaning

01:59:53.340 that would be more excitement

01:59:55.200 and less suffering I think

01:59:58.700 we're always going to have suffering

02:00:07.840 we're always going to have blood

02:00:09.540 broken bones

02:00:11.960 bodies that were once whole smashed to pieces 1.00

02:00:18.000 and dying for stupid frickin' reasons 1.00

02:00:20.400 because drunk teenagers were driving on the weekend. 1.00

02:00:23.040 We're always going to have that,

02:00:24.200 and we should not try and stop that.

02:00:27.280 We can't stab it with their steely knives. 0.95

02:00:31.500 They just can't kill the beast.

02:00:38.140 But we can add more meaning, more depth.

02:00:41.960 Jeroku says, one thing about Harry Potter I respect there is, as someone I knew experienced,

02:00:55.940 he was shut, he was shut under a stair closet.

02:01:09.000 God, I hate child abuse, man.

02:01:11.960 that's another thing you're never getting rid of

02:01:24.340 you're always going to have

02:01:26.620 children that are victimized by their parents

02:01:28.460 please know it says they who is just like who is they

02:01:43.120 it's not like an extreme version of vander vogel hitler youth the shadow

02:01:50.760 Leo.

02:01:58.660 Sorry, I'm not sure what you mean there, ladies and Noah.

02:02:04.860 Top hat Jack is going to have 12 children with a second cousin.

02:02:07.640 I'm like, hey, nothing wrong with second cousins, man. 0.87

02:02:16.100 Oh, God, I would love to discuss post-Scarcity with the Jolly Heretic. 0.99

02:02:20.280 I love that guy, man. 0.99

02:02:21.780 He, um, 0.98

02:02:24.200 you know, he's always, like, wearing wigs and shit? 0.97

02:02:26.540 Like, I vibe with that, okay? 0.99

02:02:28.780 Like, I'm a little bit on the

02:02:30.680 is this guy a fancy dresser 0.97

02:02:34.460 or is he mentally ill scale? 0.99

02:02:41.300 Pretty sure that's why my ex broke up with me.

02:02:47.040 No, I would absolutely, 0.97

02:02:48.440 I love the Jolly Heretic. 1.00

02:02:49.840 That guy is brilliant. He's solid good for him for getting a PhD, too 0.95

02:03:05.340 Jeroku says Mark Passio claims it's false scarcity in some regards to throw a lot of food that could be repurposed technically as I

02:03:13.940 Um, I got really mixed feelings on Mark Passio

02:03:19.840 I think the guy has shadow possession. 0.99

02:03:24.340 I don't, man, I don't want to talk shit about him. 0.99

02:03:35.660 Mark Passio is too certain 0.98

02:03:38.240 that he has everything figured out.

02:03:46.460 It's like he's 90% correct.

02:03:49.840 But he's 100% confident?

02:03:56.500 And then he gets angry when people don't follow his prescriptions.

02:04:11.380 I mean, even if he's 99% confident, he thinks he's 100%.

02:04:15.760 There's my criticism of him.

02:04:17.500 It's also a criticism I apply against myself.

02:04:20.940 I do my best to try and create useful things.

02:04:26.000 I respond to things in my environment.

02:04:29.640 This stream was partly inspired by a disagreement I had with a friend.

02:04:36.880 And she might look at this whole stream and say,

02:04:38.900 no, it's completely unfair that you personified me in this way.

02:04:44.880 Which is why I never mentioned her.

02:04:47.500 I'm not, I am nobody's judge, I am not the final boss, I am a guy that reads a lot, and perceives a fair amount, and I'm trying to share that with you.

02:05:03.460 So I, I do think Mark Passio is getting hoist by his own guitar, but that's not a condemnation of him.

02:05:17.500 Aw, Butterfly, said she cried more when her bird died than when her dad died.

02:05:30.180 You know, when Cassie died, I cried like such a baby.

02:05:40.140 My father hasn't died yet, but on the off chance he sees this, this is not disrespect.

02:05:54.140 I think I, I, your dog dying is like a child dying.

02:06:00.140 My parents are going to die someday.

02:06:03.140 I've made peace with that.

02:06:10.140 Noah was on the space hippie death flower top.

02:06:36.200 Wait, which Noah are we talking about?

02:06:40.140 um to go back to mark passio for a second there i've seen mark passio talking about the post

02:06:51.960 scarcity star trek etc etc and and i've also like listen i ran into a guy that has the most 0.75

02:07:01.840 idiotic economic opinions i'd ever run into which was like well we'll just all make couches for one 0.99

02:07:08.900 another. Outside of that idiotic conversation, he's a good martial artist, he's a pretty 1.00

02:07:19.060 solid dude, he's not a shithead. But anytime you discuss economics with him, he turns into 1.00

02:07:27.040 the biggest shithead ever. It's actually led me to suspect that economic understanding 0.99

02:07:34.620 might be like a unique mental talent, sort of like, I don't have perfect pitch, okay,

02:07:43.980 I've got terrible pitch, but I do have perfect color, my eyes are amazing at balancing color,

02:07:53.720 I can balance color between cameras, like, it takes me 30 seconds to do it, I've got

02:07:58.880 perfect color sight and so i think this guy's just blind to economics i think the same thing

02:08:06.140 might be true for mark passio that he he's got this intuition which at the high level 0.99

02:08:14.060 it's accurate but at the mid level it's really stupid 0.95

02:08:17.260 and there's probably some ways in which i'm like i'm i'm positive there's a lot of ways 0.99

02:08:25.520 because I'm really stupid in the mid-level. 0.98

02:08:32.940 Aww. 0.99

02:08:35.380 What sort of bird was it?

02:08:36.880 Butterfly.

02:08:55.520 for every finger we point at others three more point back at us thank you blazing noah that's

02:09:04.500 brilliant and and here's here's the point it also holds true for the grand inquisitor

02:09:12.600 it also holds true for donald trump and mark carney and and the wef every finger you point

02:09:25.980 at them there's three more pointing at you and actually you know guys what i'm gonna do

02:09:32.040 i'm gonna end this live stream right now and i'm gonna start a second live stream

02:09:38.640 after I go to the washroom.

02:09:41.740 And we can keep chatting on there.

02:09:45.560 But Blazing Noah,

02:09:46.920 God bless you. 0.99

02:09:48.300 You just gave the perfect ending

02:09:50.300 to this dream.

02:09:51.400 For every finger you point at others,

02:09:54.540 three more are pointing at you.

02:10:00.400 And the way you disempower

02:10:02.420 the other.

02:10:08.640 If you really hate Donald Trump, and you point at him for being a tyrant, then what are the three fingers pointing at you for being a tyrant?

02:10:22.880 How are you being tyrannical?

02:10:38.640 if you want to disempower your enemy,

02:10:50.340 if you want to destroy your enemy, 0.97

02:10:53.180 I'd like to destroy Mark Carney. 0.95

02:10:57.780 I don't like what that guy's doing to my country.

02:11:00.560 I don't like what he's doing to my province.

02:11:04.000 And the way I disempower him,

02:11:06.380 is largely through ignoring him

02:11:11.560 and paying attention to

02:11:17.340 things that build me up,

02:11:22.760 things that build my family up,

02:11:26.300 things that build my audience up,

02:11:29.520 and things that build Alberta up.

02:11:36.380 Develop the capacity to look at horror, and then choose to look at what's good. 0.93

02:11:59.780 Colonel Curves had it half-right, make a friend of horror, but also make a friend of beauty.

02:12:09.900 Carpe cutturum, any traditum, cave cave, deus didet.

02:12:18.140 We are going to jump over onto the post-stream chat for everybody that wants to join.

02:12:27.880 Thank you for joining me tonight.

02:12:29.780 I hope it was useful for ringing.

Leo D.M.J. Aurini - May 17, 2026

The Grand Inquisitor, Pearl Jam, and Facing the Horror of Life： An Integrated Analysis

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