Leo D.M.J. Aurini - How to Stare Into the Abyss...

00:00:00.000 Hi!

00:00:28.000 How to stare into the abyss and have it be the one who blinks.

00:00:36.160 Or, existentialism, now what?

00:00:42.040 Now this requested video, it's a deep question.

00:00:48.660 It's kind of hard to put into words, actually.

00:00:51.860 Although the requester put it well.

00:00:55.640 What is man good for?

00:00:56.980 Of what use?

00:00:58.400 Is man.

00:01:00.060 And simple platitudes are not going to answer this adequately.

00:01:05.880 My answer is going to be both very abstract and very personal.

00:01:11.720 And I hope it gets to the core of what you're asking about.

00:01:18.580 But like I said, this is a question that doesn't really fit into words.

00:01:22.040 We're talking about the depths, the fringes of philosophy of our understanding of the world.

00:01:27.360 We need to start with faith.

00:01:34.640 And by faith, I don't mean simple belief.

00:01:37.620 You know, you can believe in horses, or you can believe in unicorns.

00:01:41.780 You can believe it's going to rain tomorrow.

00:01:43.480 You can believe in evolution.

00:01:44.880 You can believe in Christianity.

00:01:46.520 Belief is simply belief is just how you perceive the world.

00:01:53.860 And I mean, it's bloody hilarious that people walk around wearing their beliefs on a t-shirt, proud of themselves for that.

00:02:01.740 As if believing that grass is green, or that evolution is true, or that red is the best color.

00:02:12.260 As if believing any of those things.

00:02:14.400 Making these objective statements about reality or your relationship to it.

00:02:19.660 As if that's any sort of accomplishment.

00:02:24.760 Now, faith is a little bit more than just belief.

00:02:28.860 Because faith comes with commitments.

00:02:35.840 Now, beliefs don't.

00:02:37.460 Beliefs will influence your behavior, right? 0.99

00:02:39.800 They'll direct what you do day to day.

00:02:43.600 You know, do I invest in the stock market?

00:02:45.960 Should I go to work on time?

00:02:47.920 You know, your beliefs about how reality works will affect all of that.

00:02:52.940 But faith is more than that.

00:02:55.200 It's a bold statement.

00:02:58.400 It's a moral statement.

00:03:00.320 About the nature of the universe and the nature of yourself that requires certain behaviors on your part.

00:03:08.160 And ultimately, there's no justification for these behaviors.

00:03:13.660 And faith is all about the fact that reality needs affirmament.

00:03:20.780 There needs to be more to this world for it to hold together.

00:03:27.120 For it to stay in one place.

00:03:29.940 And of course, the simple materialist will say that I'm speaking fairytale nonsense, god of the gaps.

00:03:36.480 And they're completely missing the point.

00:03:37.780 I'm not simply making a moral statement or a metaphysical statement, although I am making those things.

00:03:47.700 I'm pointing out that the very base nature of reality, the base nature of comprehension, of logic, of mathematics,

00:03:57.540 that this breaks down when left to its own devices.

00:04:02.820 Gerdel's incompleteness theorem.

00:04:04.780 Math is not sufficient to prove math.

00:04:08.540 And math is the deepest derivative of everything we do.

00:04:16.820 On the high level, you've got emotions, strategy, love, art, all that great stuff.

00:04:23.640 You know, and that comes from logic and grammar and all of that boils down to math.

00:04:29.580 And if you can't rely upon math, then you can't rely upon any of it.

00:04:38.560 So the very, the inadequacy of reality.

00:04:43.700 The fact that reality, it's in a container.

00:04:49.720 And yet the container is not part of reality.

00:04:51.880 We can't measure that container.

00:04:53.200 That's where the, the faith comes in.

00:04:56.900 The leap of faith, the act of faith, the moral choice of faith.

00:05:01.380 And either you believe that there is a container that contains the universe,

00:05:05.840 that, that justifies math, that makes all these other things true,

00:05:10.920 or you don't.

00:05:17.760 And this is one of those deep mysteries of the human soul.

00:05:21.840 You can't really see it or measure it or explain it because it is otherworldly.

00:05:28.780 It is supernatural, the, the act of faith.

00:05:32.740 And, you know, there are, there are some atheists who have a great deal of faith.

00:05:37.320 And there are some church goers that have none.

00:05:41.240 They have a plenty of belief, but they have no faith.

00:05:47.820 So it's a very hard thing to pin down.

00:05:51.840 But, you know, you need that faith before you can even start on the path.

00:05:56.260 Before you can even start exploring and understanding reality.

00:06:01.800 Understanding yourself, understanding man,

00:06:04.660 understanding your purpose and what it should be.

00:06:07.780 Let's talk a little bit more about the abyss.

00:06:16.860 Let's, let's talk about, uh, uh, daemons.

00:06:23.580 See, the thing about demon kind

00:06:25.360 is that 0.88

00:06:27.960 they can rip you to shreds. 0.51

00:06:30.380 They can tear at you 1.00

00:06:32.960 and, and rape you 1.00

00:06:34.840 and, and eviscerate you 1.00

00:06:37.760 uh, shred you into a million pieces 0.99

00:06:40.040 but they can't destroy you. 0.99

00:06:45.920 You can look demons in the eye

00:06:47.920 the same way you can look the abyss in the eye.

00:06:50.800 And it hurts.

00:06:51.940 It hurts a lot.

00:06:52.940 But it can't destroy you.

00:07:00.360 You know, there's some

00:07:01.700 psychonauts

00:07:03.740 that have actually reported confronting God.

00:07:07.340 Not me, thankfully.

00:07:08.900 But confronting God,

00:07:14.300 confronting the absolute truth

00:07:15.820 and actually

00:07:16.520 forcefully witnessing

00:07:19.000 the absolute truth

00:07:21.240 that, that, that container

00:07:22.820 that's big enough to contain everything

00:07:24.680 is far more terrifying

00:07:28.260 than demon kind.

00:07:33.640 Confronting a truth that big

00:07:35.680 that infinite with its moving part

00:07:38.880 and yet that unified

00:07:41.120 and whole

00:07:41.800 and constant

00:07:42.500 and unchanging

00:07:43.360 while always changing

00:07:45.400 almost makes you want

00:07:49.240 to be destroyed

00:07:50.060 because of how small 0.94

00:07:51.680 you are next to it.

00:07:53.400 And yet

00:07:53.820 it's that very thing

00:07:55.800 that won't let you be destroyed.

00:08:02.980 Upon confronting the absolute truth

00:08:05.260 there, you don't, you don't say anything.

00:08:07.460 There, there's nothing to be said.

00:08:08.880 It's said it all.

00:08:13.840 Demons and the abyss

00:08:15.500 and nihilism

00:08:16.620 these are terrible, painful things.

00:08:21.340 Evil in general is just

00:08:22.660 ugly and

00:08:24.460 blasphemous and 1.00

00:08:26.120 pathetic. 1.00

00:08:28.180 but it can't destroy you. 1.00

00:08:34.000 It can only wound you

00:08:35.280 and hurt you

00:08:35.900 and tear you apart. 0.63

00:08:40.920 Truth greater than yourself now

00:08:42.700 that's truly terrifying.

00:08:46.100 and so like I've said

00:08:52.720 like I said

00:08:53.380 there have been many

00:08:54.020 men of faith

00:08:55.740 have been around

00:08:56.360 since

00:08:56.920 the beginning of free will.

00:08:59.000 Well

00:08:59.060 and if you have faith

00:09:07.800 you can be an okay

00:09:11.000 version of yourself

00:09:11.880 you know

00:09:13.160 you can be Beowulf

00:09:14.100 you can be the

00:09:14.880 the great king

00:09:15.720 that dies

00:09:17.060 fighting the dragon

00:09:18.280 of nihilism

00:09:19.060 but see

00:09:25.920 Beowulf's issue in this

00:09:27.760 Beowulf's problem

00:09:30.240 is that

00:09:30.860 that with faith

00:09:31.660 moving forward with faith

00:09:33.320 you know

00:09:34.940 pursuing

00:09:35.800 pursuing your own

00:09:37.700 better nature

00:09:38.420 you know

00:09:39.180 being the best version

00:09:40.880 of yourself

00:09:41.340 that you can be

00:09:42.140 you can go

00:09:44.340 and you can

00:09:44.660 confront that dragon

00:09:45.520 you can

00:09:46.140 can die in the process

00:09:47.280 but the whole time

00:09:48.400 even though

00:09:51.260 you can be great

00:09:53.180 you're still not perfect

00:09:55.680 are you?

00:09:57.640 Beowulf's still that

00:09:58.720 greedy king

00:09:59.980 that needed a pile of gold 0.89

00:10:02.080 to assuage his ego

00:10:03.480 you know

00:10:04.640 he was a young warrior

00:10:06.140 that went out

00:10:07.060 to prove himself

00:10:08.760 to the world

00:10:09.540 desperate

00:10:10.200 for the need of that

00:10:11.800 approval

00:10:12.300 and although he did

00:10:14.300 all these great things

00:10:15.400 inevitably he's still

00:10:16.760 this pagan king

00:10:17.780 noble though he is

00:10:19.560 this pagan king

00:10:21.440 who is fully aware

00:10:22.840 of his own shortcomings

00:10:24.520 and you know

00:10:30.000 this is what you see

00:10:30.920 this is what you see

00:10:34.580 whenever

00:10:34.960 men

00:10:36.160 men of good character

00:10:37.600 men who were

00:10:38.320 lucky enough

00:10:39.240 to be born

00:10:39.920 intelligent

00:10:41.160 and naturally

00:10:42.340 selfless

00:10:43.180 and

00:10:43.920 and

00:10:45.000 etc

00:10:46.620 courageous

00:10:47.600 this is what you see

00:10:49.440 anytime

00:10:50.640 these men

00:10:51.580 try and

00:10:53.040 and form

00:10:54.000 an institution

00:10:55.000 of their own

00:10:56.100 you know

00:10:58.660 you see it in the universities

00:11:00.020 you certainly see it

00:11:01.240 amongst the atheists 0.98

00:11:02.300 and let's be frank

00:11:04.200 atheists 1.00

00:11:05.020 the sort of people

00:11:06.400 that make up

00:11:07.040 the bulk

00:11:07.560 the bulk

00:11:07.580 of atheism

00:11:08.380 are just innately

00:11:10.060 they're not

00:11:11.820 easily tempted

00:11:13.280 they are fairly

00:11:14.740 virtuous people

00:11:15.640 I should know

00:11:16.400 I was an atheist

00:11:17.140 for most of my life

00:11:18.180 and yet

00:11:20.020 as an atheist

00:11:20.820 I would always

00:11:23.040 find myself

00:11:23.760 falling backwards

00:11:24.720 falling short

00:11:25.780 you know

00:11:26.640 going back

00:11:27.300 into old habits

00:11:28.560 you know

00:11:29.280 never quite

00:11:30.140 reaching

00:11:31.540 that level

00:11:33.060 of

00:11:33.680 that

00:11:34.340 that asymptote

00:11:35.460 if you will

00:11:36.400 of

00:11:37.680 of

00:11:38.280 perfection

00:11:38.860 and so

00:11:44.340 any of these

00:11:44.900 organizations

00:11:45.620 you know

00:11:47.180 and like I said

00:11:47.920 there are a lot

00:11:48.460 of atheists

00:11:49.000 with faith

00:11:49.520 and yet

00:11:50.300 you know

00:11:51.200 atheism

00:11:51.940 the recent

00:11:53.020 neo-atheist

00:11:53.900 movement

00:11:54.520 has fallen

00:11:56.220 into

00:11:56.520 atheist plus

00:11:57.340 and atheist cult

00:11:58.780 you know

00:11:59.900 once again

00:12:00.360 people parading

00:12:01.120 around

00:12:01.500 with their

00:12:01.820 beliefs

00:12:02.200 on their

00:12:02.600 sleeves

00:12:02.980 as if

00:12:03.380 that

00:12:03.640 says

00:12:04.860 something

00:12:05.340 tremendous

00:12:05.780 about

00:12:06.060 who they

00:12:06.420 are

00:12:07.500 whereas

00:12:13.280 faith

00:12:13.700 really

00:12:14.720 calls

00:12:15.120 higher

00:12:15.420 than that

00:12:16.000 you know

00:12:19.280 it calls

00:12:19.840 to a

00:12:20.320 deeper

00:12:21.400 belief

00:12:21.960 in how

00:12:23.800 important

00:12:24.320 reasoning

00:12:24.800 is

00:12:25.460 how

00:12:25.680 important

00:12:26.320 facts

00:12:26.760 are

00:12:27.100 and yet

00:12:27.880 when we're

00:12:28.280 just there

00:12:28.960 you know

00:12:31.060 it's like

00:12:31.740 driving around

00:12:33.360 an old

00:12:33.720 beat up

00:12:34.220 car

00:12:34.640 you know

00:12:36.220 you can

00:12:36.580 you can

00:12:36.960 fix it

00:12:37.620 you can

00:12:38.040 try and

00:12:38.460 tap out

00:12:39.360 the dings

00:12:40.220 here and

00:12:40.760 there

00:12:41.040 and yet

00:12:42.120 you always

00:12:42.640 have that

00:12:43.200 sense

00:12:43.760 that this

00:12:44.880 isn't

00:12:45.340 what the

00:12:45.920 car is

00:12:46.300 supposed to

00:12:46.760 be

00:12:47.000 that it

00:12:47.720 is an

00:12:47.980 old

00:12:48.140 beater

00:12:48.460 now

00:12:50.980 those that

00:12:51.500 completely

00:12:51.960 reject

00:12:52.640 faith

00:12:52.960 those that

00:12:53.540 answer

00:12:54.120 zero

00:12:54.800 where we

00:12:55.280 answer

00:12:55.620 one

00:12:55.980 now

00:12:57.640 these

00:12:57.880 people

00:12:58.300 they

00:12:59.680 argue

00:13:00.140 who's to

00:13:01.680 say that

00:13:02.160 a brand

00:13:02.500 new

00:13:02.720 Ferrari

00:13:03.160 is any

00:13:03.700 better

00:13:03.980 than a

00:13:04.660 rust

00:13:05.200 bucket

00:13:05.520 sitting

00:13:05.780 in the

00:13:06.000 junkyard

00:13:06.500 who's to

00:13:07.400 say

00:13:07.660 they

00:13:07.900 both

00:13:08.200 exist

00:13:08.740 you know

00:13:09.860 what's

00:13:11.220 your

00:13:11.460 standard

00:13:12.080 that says

00:13:12.560 the one

00:13:12.900 is better

00:13:13.220 than the

00:13:13.580 other

00:13:13.800 and you

00:13:16.040 can see

00:13:16.420 this in

00:13:16.800 the art

00:13:17.580 that they

00:13:17.980 produce

00:13:18.500 the ugliness

00:13:19.480 that they

00:13:19.780 call art

00:13:20.440 because

00:13:21.260 if

00:13:21.820 what is

00:13:23.000 what is

00:13:25.080 the Mona

00:13:25.460 Lisa

00:13:25.780 except a

00:13:26.300 bunch of

00:13:26.800 paint on

00:13:27.600 a canvas

00:13:28.180 so why

00:13:30.020 can't

00:13:30.500 you know

00:13:30.940 this

00:13:31.260 Jackson Pollock

00:13:32.460 painting

00:13:32.980 of random

00:13:34.720 sprays of

00:13:35.280 paint

00:13:35.440 why can't

00:13:35.840 that be

00:13:36.200 art too

00:13:36.640 you know

00:13:37.380 it's all

00:13:37.780 art

00:13:38.040 because there

00:13:38.520 is no

00:13:39.040 container

00:13:39.540 there is

00:13:39.960 no

00:13:40.180 absolute

00:13:40.720 truth

00:13:41.300 now

00:13:45.520 those

00:13:45.740 of us

00:13:46.020 that are

00:13:46.400 struggling

00:13:47.200 against

00:13:47.680 that

00:13:48.020 are

00:13:48.940 eternally

00:13:49.540 in this 0.91

00:13:50.040 hypocritical 0.99

00:13:50.580 position

00:13:51.020 because

00:13:52.640 we're

00:13:52.880 talking

00:13:53.420 about

00:13:53.760 the

00:13:54.000 Ferrari

00:13:54.440 but we've

00:13:56.660 never seen

00:13:57.120 one

00:13:57.360 and we're

00:13:57.880 all driving

00:13:58.480 older cars

00:13:59.760 that are a

00:14:00.120 little bit

00:14:00.380 beat up

00:14:00.940 and they

00:14:01.240 aren't

00:14:01.580 what we

00:14:02.040 want them

00:14:02.460 to be

00:14:02.940 and so

00:14:05.220 the people

00:14:05.580 who just

00:14:06.220 have a

00:14:06.540 rusting

00:14:06.960 bucket

00:14:07.920 sitting on

00:14:08.900 concrete

00:14:09.320 blocks

00:14:09.740 on their

00:14:10.000 front lawn

00:14:10.600 and say

00:14:11.040 why should

00:14:12.320 I get

00:14:12.560 rid of

00:14:12.780 that

00:14:12.940 how is

00:14:13.260 that

00:14:13.400 any worse

00:14:14.040 than the

00:14:14.300 car you

00:14:14.620 have in

00:14:14.960 your

00:14:15.080 driveway

00:14:15.480 by what

00:14:16.480 standard

00:14:16.740 because your

00:14:17.060 car isn't

00:14:17.480 perfect either

00:14:18.200 you know

00:14:18.980 what are you 1.00

00:14:19.360 a hypocrite 1.00

00:14:20.020 this is where 1.00

00:14:31.380 this is where

00:14:34.260 God comes

00:14:34.780 into play

00:14:35.360 you know

00:14:39.000 again imagine

00:14:39.520 that beat up

00:14:40.060 a car

00:14:40.380 car

00:14:40.400 you know

00:14:42.000 and you

00:14:42.480 can try

00:14:42.840 and ding

00:14:43.340 the dents

00:14:43.860 out

00:14:44.200 you know

00:14:44.980 you can

00:14:45.180 even get

00:14:45.440 a blow

00:14:45.780 torch

00:14:46.140 and try

00:14:46.600 and mold

00:14:47.460 it

00:14:47.640 but that's

00:14:47.960 going to

00:14:48.220 affect the

00:14:48.660 structural

00:14:49.000 integrity

00:14:49.560 of it

00:14:50.060 it's never

00:14:50.920 going to be

00:14:51.160 the car

00:14:51.460 it was

00:14:51.680 supposed to

00:14:52.060 be

00:14:52.260 and you've

00:14:53.440 got this

00:14:53.820 idea

00:14:54.280 in your

00:14:55.140 head

00:14:55.260 you've got

00:14:55.460 this idea

00:14:55.820 of who

00:14:56.120 you're

00:14:56.500 supposed

00:14:56.820 to be

00:14:57.240 you know

00:14:58.160 and you

00:14:58.500 keep seeing

00:14:59.140 yourself

00:14:59.580 fall short

00:15:00.380 and you're

00:15:02.020 never quite

00:15:02.660 there

00:15:03.040 because in

00:15:05.820 addition to

00:15:06.340 faith

00:15:06.900 faith that

00:15:09.180 there is a

00:15:10.420 true self

00:15:11.060 that there

00:15:11.500 there is

00:15:11.940 this better

00:15:12.480 version of

00:15:13.020 ourself

00:15:13.480 that there

00:15:13.860 is this

00:15:14.160 absolute

00:15:14.520 truth of

00:15:15.120 the universe

00:15:15.820 in addition

00:15:18.560 to faith

00:15:19.180 we require

00:15:20.760 grace

00:15:21.780 you know

00:15:26.980 one thing

00:15:27.340 I think

00:15:28.040 a lot of

00:15:28.320 people

00:15:28.480 misunderstand

00:15:29.060 when it

00:15:30.460 comes to

00:15:31.160 the whole

00:15:32.280 topic of

00:15:32.760 obeying

00:15:33.140 God

00:15:33.560 obeying

00:15:36.940 God

00:15:37.340 is not

00:15:38.060 turning us

00:15:38.680 all into

00:15:39.480 peons

00:15:40.060 into

00:15:40.880 interchangeable

00:15:41.840 cogs

00:15:42.480 because we

00:15:44.300 are all

00:15:44.840 unique

00:15:45.460 it's being

00:15:47.280 the truly

00:15:47.960 unique

00:15:49.040 part of

00:15:49.480 yourself

00:15:49.940 whereas the

00:15:52.260 Jackson Pollock

00:15:53.660 paintings

00:15:54.260 you know

00:15:55.740 ugliness

00:15:56.420 ugliness

00:15:57.420 is 0.70

00:15:58.080 entirely

00:15:58.740 unique

00:15:59.520 in the

00:16:01.040 exact

00:16:01.560 same

00:16:02.060 way

00:16:02.460 you know

00:16:03.500 ugliness

00:16:03.960 is 0.97

00:16:04.720 teenagers

00:16:05.720 shopping at

00:16:06.360 Hot Topic

00:16:07.220 to be

00:16:07.540 different

00:16:08.240 and then

00:16:09.140 all looking

00:16:10.060 the same

00:16:10.740 whereas

00:16:14.520 true

00:16:14.960 individuality

00:16:15.960 like

00:16:16.640 if you

00:16:17.120 see

00:16:17.320 truly

00:16:17.660 joyous

00:16:18.140 people

00:16:18.540 they all

00:16:19.720 look so

00:16:20.180 similar

00:16:20.780 with that

00:16:21.580 look on

00:16:22.000 their face

00:16:22.540 of happiness

00:16:23.240 and yet

00:16:28.180 they're all

00:16:28.680 so unique

00:16:29.960 and so

00:16:34.440 grace

00:16:34.960 grace is

00:16:36.860 that

00:16:37.160 which

00:16:37.640 you were

00:16:39.580 trying to

00:16:39.980 get rid of

00:16:40.400 that dent

00:16:40.960 with your

00:16:41.500 blowtorch

00:16:42.260 grace

00:16:45.360 completely

00:16:46.640 melts

00:16:47.320 that

00:16:48.360 lump

00:16:49.040 of

00:16:50.020 jagged

00:16:51.020 steel

00:16:51.740 that you've

00:16:52.120 got in

00:16:52.440 place

00:16:52.720 of a

00:16:52.940 heart

00:16:53.120 it

00:16:53.320 completely

00:16:53.860 melts

00:16:54.280 it

00:16:54.500 and

00:16:54.900 reforms

00:16:55.500 it

00:16:55.700 back

00:16:56.020 into

00:16:56.280 what

00:16:56.460 a

00:16:56.580 heart

00:16:56.880 is

00:16:57.120 supposed

00:16:57.380 to

00:16:57.580 look

00:16:57.800 like

00:16:58.180 so

00:17:05.340 faith

00:17:05.840 and

00:17:06.500 grace

00:17:06.980 with

00:17:11.520 both

00:17:11.860 of those

00:17:12.480 that's

00:17:13.940 how you

00:17:14.760 stare

00:17:15.040 into

00:17:15.240 the

00:17:15.400 abyss

00:17:15.780 that's

00:17:19.660 how you

00:17:20.080 become

00:17:20.680 a

00:17:21.800 truth

00:17:22.360 that is

00:17:23.640 unassailable

00:17:24.360 by

00:17:25.180 lies

00:17:25.660 with

00:17:30.140 faith

00:17:30.420 alone

00:17:30.700 you can

00:17:31.000 defeat

00:17:31.320 the

00:17:31.520 abyss

00:17:31.880 you don't

00:17:33.240 have to

00:17:33.560 fall

00:17:33.760 into it

00:17:34.140 you can 1.00

00:17:34.420 kill 1.00

00:17:34.640 the 1.00

00:17:34.820 dragon

00:17:35.180 but

00:17:35.840 it's

00:17:36.240 going

00:17:36.340 to

00:17:36.500 rip 0.98

00:17:36.780 you 0.97

00:17:37.420 apart

00:17:37.840 in

00:17:38.100 the

00:17:38.220 process

00:17:38.800 but

00:17:40.820 when

00:17:40.980 you

00:17:41.120 have

00:17:41.320 faith

00:17:41.780 and

00:17:43.160 grace

00:17:43.640 that's

00:17:46.640 where

00:17:46.840 the

00:17:47.080 only

00:17:47.600 things

00:17:48.080 the

00:17:48.440 abyss

00:17:49.020 rips

00:17:49.560 away

00:17:49.820 from

00:17:50.040 you

00:17:50.260 are

00:17:51.300 the

00:17:51.420 things

00:17:51.620 you

00:17:51.720 didn't

00:17:51.900 even

00:17:52.120 want

00:17:52.480 in

00:17:52.680 the

00:17:52.820 first

00:17:53.080 place

00:17:55.660 thanks

00:17:59.280 for

00:17:59.420 the

00:17:59.540 question

00:17:59.900 and

00:18:00.820 i hope

00:18:01.080 that

00:18:01.280 answered

00:18:01.640 it

00:18:01.960 greenie

00:18:03.780 out

00:18:03.960 folks

Leo D.M.J. Aurini - October 26, 2015

How to Stare Into the Abyss...

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