Leo D.M.J. Aurini - SatW Livestream 2025-12-10： The Horrid Illumination of Consciousness

00:00:00.000 There we go. There we go. We are live. How are you guys doing out there?

00:00:11.440 Brad, glad to have you. And I will keep doing the live streams. I just can't help it.

00:00:18.140 so the topic of this dream

00:00:22.280 what i call it what i call it the horrid illumination of consciousness

00:00:31.980 and actually let me check something here testing i can now post on my streams

00:00:41.020 i think i figured out why i couldn't post until now it's that i needed to register a handle

00:00:49.240 which i did not know until now and mike thank you for being here

00:00:55.460 the topic of this stream is going to be mythological in nature i've been doing what

00:01:05.000 I do. I've been going about the earth, up and down on it, and paying attention to things, noticing things.

00:01:20.540 And maybe, maybe, the thumbnail gave you an idea of what we're going to be talking about.

00:01:29.940 This is Samsara, sir. We suffer here.

00:01:35.000 link below

00:01:39.520 is an article

00:01:41.620 by rudolph steiner

00:01:44.220 well i'm sorry not by rudolph steiner

00:01:46.320 about rudolph steiner

00:01:48.720 well i guess might as well just jump into it

00:01:55.880 jump into the headline

00:01:56.760 did you know that the name lucifer

00:02:02.160 appears nowhere in the bible

00:02:04.720 well technically it does appear once

00:02:11.580 but it's in the book of isaiah and it's being used as a sarcastic insult to the king of babylon

00:02:23.020 it's calling him the star of mourning it's probably possibly making a reference

00:02:33.400 to

00:02:35.400 to Venus

00:02:38.440 to

00:02:39.900 the dark light of the morning star

00:02:43.340 to Lucifer

00:02:45.160 who illuminates

00:02:46.280 it is

00:02:50.380 probably

00:02:52.520 probably a reference

00:02:57.060 to a Babylonian deity

00:02:58.820 although I'll have to get back

00:03:03.220 to you on that.

00:03:06.480 What it's not

00:03:07.200 is a word to say to you.

00:03:13.260 Ain't that interesting.

00:03:15.660 Ain't that interesting.

00:03:18.600 Evil crypto

00:03:19.600 trader is a

00:03:20.960 redundant starving vampires.

00:03:26.440 By the way, I'm trying

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00:03:29.500 It's mainly going to be for interviews,

00:03:31.260 but uh well let's see if the audio is better than normal that's fantastic it might be uh

00:03:38.460 just try and figure out if there's any issues with it

00:03:40.680 at some point i'm going to need to upgrade to a webcam that doesn't repeatedly refocus every

00:03:47.780 three minutes or so

00:03:49.020 mitch glad to have you here

00:03:53.760 the lucifer doesn't appear in the bible

00:04:00.340 aside as a backhanded insult

00:04:04.960 likely referencing a Babylonian deity.

00:04:11.860 But keep in mind that the entire religious framework

00:04:15.620 of the classical world

00:04:17.860 was a gradual blend

00:04:23.900 from east to west.

00:04:26.300 all these people were more or less more or less worshiping the same basic deities

00:04:34.100 thank you starving vampire says the audio is great so i think we might

00:04:40.640 you know the headphones just don't don't just look cool they actually work that's that's

00:04:45.620 fantastic i've also upgraded the office chair yeah that old one cost me two hundred dollars

00:04:51.860 it was garbage this one cost me 40 bucks it's real leather and it's super comfy it does that

00:04:58.160 thing where it just leans back perfectly perfect amount of lean back it's not fighting you all the

00:05:04.100 time like the old one loving this new office chair wish i could tell you the manufacturer

00:05:09.740 i can't so all i can say is uh the old one buy that utter trash

00:05:21.860 so all of the the quote-unquote pagan religions i don't i need to find a better term than pagan

00:05:32.540 religion because

00:05:34.760 pagan just means people of the field it just it just means the mega crowd all those mega

00:05:45.320 republicans outside of rome who are still worshiping the old gods

00:05:51.860 that's all it actually means.

00:05:56.180 So if you want to get worked up over that, go ahead.

00:05:58.620 But it's not really an accurate term

00:06:01.800 for the religious views prior to that.

00:06:11.300 Hey, Pinkerton's Ghosts!

00:06:13.920 Hey, guys, check out his channel.

00:06:15.840 He does audiobooks, or not audiobooks,

00:06:20.020 like radio plays.

00:06:21.860 of a paranormal investigator

00:06:24.300 going up against demons.

00:06:26.940 It's some cool shit, man.

00:06:28.620 You should check out his channel.

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00:06:45.120 So Lucifer is just the Morning Star.

00:06:47.600 It's just the...

00:06:49.120 It's Venus.

00:06:49.980 typically the masculine form of Venus

00:06:53.800 and Venus

00:06:57.160 is the goddess of

00:07:01.460 illusion and insight

00:07:05.060 Jordan Peterson has some great lectures about this

00:07:13.040 where he talks about the nakedness in Genesis

00:07:17.220 where Adam and Eve realized

00:07:19.920 they were naked in front

00:07:21.920 of the other

00:07:22.560 the self-consciousness

00:07:25.940 that is triggered

00:07:27.580 by romantic love

00:07:28.880 right like when you

00:07:31.520 first hit puberty and you start

00:07:33.120 being really self-conscious

00:07:35.740 about what the

00:07:37.840 other sex thinks about you

00:07:39.660 truth through illusion

00:07:43.800 Lucifer

00:07:46.060 is a very interesting figure.

00:07:54.860 And well, what do we see

00:07:56.180 when we go up the levels of consciousness?

00:07:59.900 Right?

00:08:00.220 Talking about

00:08:00.880 Ken Wilber here.

00:08:04.640 Ken Wilber and his integral theory.

00:08:06.680 The topic that

00:08:07.940 psychomath is

00:08:09.720 building an entire career on top of

00:08:11.940 and doing an amazing job.

00:08:16.060 Does raising your level of consciousness make you happier?

00:08:22.520 No, it does not.

00:08:25.160 It makes the world a much better place.

00:08:34.720 But I'll tell you what, there's times I wish.

00:08:38.220 Not truly.

00:08:40.040 There's times I...

00:08:44.160 There's got to be a better word than wish.

00:08:46.060 But there's times I think that if only I could settle for Marvel movies, if I could just get really emotionally involved in politics as if it were real, I could be speaking the same language as everybody else, and I'd be a lot less lonely.

00:09:05.240 Speaking a language and Luciferianism, there we go! Let there be light.

00:09:16.860 no higher levels of consciousness make you lonely they make you aware of your own flaws

00:09:24.860 uh there's the saying to understand how others see us would be a gift to some but a curse to many

00:09:34.140 and higher levels of consciousness are becoming aware of how others see you

00:09:39.980 becoming very aware of your flaws and your virtues

00:09:43.420 but mostly your flaws

00:09:46.460 and yes there is that relationship

00:09:52.780 between the serpent

00:09:54.360 in the Garden of Eden

00:09:57.200 and Lucifer

00:09:58.380 which it's all over

00:10:03.580 it's such a widespread association

00:10:06.000 and it strikes me as an accurate one

00:10:09.140 I can't completely tell you why

00:10:11.200 it's an accurate one

00:10:13.420 if anything you'd associate the serpent

00:10:17.640 more with mercury and the staff of

00:10:19.400 catecheus

00:10:20.060 and yet there's that

00:10:23.420 persistent

00:10:24.400 the

00:10:25.560 desire

00:10:27.960 of the apple

00:10:29.940 the fruit that looked so fine

00:10:32.860 desire and illusion

00:10:36.840 and misdirection

00:10:38.400 thou shalt not surely die

00:10:39.940 well they didn't die right away

00:10:43.420 If you slice an apple in half, the core of it, where the seeds are stored, forms a pentagram, and this is the same shape that Venus makes, Venus the morning star, Venus Lucifer, makes as it moves throughout the night sky, going into five sets of rays.

00:11:13.420 recursion then can you hear my audio now

00:11:40.360 Like I said, we're taking the bugs out.

00:11:43.520 Either the battery in this thing is almost dead, or it's being ornery.

00:11:49.380 Please give me some confirmation.

00:11:50.660 Oh, okay, wait.

00:11:52.760 All right, I've got confirmation that I've got audio right down there.

00:11:58.800 Yeah, I cut out.

00:11:59.860 My headphones turned off.

00:12:03.180 I'm not sure why.

00:12:05.180 Is it because they're not playing sound?

00:12:10.360 bugs to work out.

00:12:18.080 Yes, yes, they're wireless headphones,

00:12:21.100 which I don't want to be crawling back around

00:12:25.520 under the desk and whatnot.

00:12:29.820 They're so much better.

00:12:33.460 Okay, but we're back, we're back.

00:12:37.920 So yes, there is this,

00:12:39.280 now again, the Bible never says it's an apple

00:12:41.360 the reason why

00:12:43.560 there's this cultural presumption

00:12:45.580 that it's an apple

00:12:46.500 is because

00:12:48.940 of Lucifer being connected to

00:12:51.440 the serpent

00:12:51.740 that Venus makes

00:12:55.460 that five-pointed star in the sky

00:12:57.040 and you see the five-pointed star

00:12:59.200 inside the apple, and that's where

00:13:01.380 the looser serpent connection

00:13:03.460 comes from

00:13:04.060 now to read

00:13:13.660 to read the book of Genesis

00:13:15.880 from a completely

00:13:18.080 to interpret it in the most

00:13:20.000 literal sense possible

00:13:21.180 eating the apple was a bad thing

00:13:25.160 and Lucifer

00:13:27.500 was a bit of a bad guy

00:13:29.700 but as i said these mythologies these these mythical stories are part of a wider

00:13:41.780 are part of a wider pastiche of myths that were universal throughout europe in the near east

00:13:51.400 in fact there's a different

00:13:57.380 there's a different

00:13:59.040 and I would argue more nuanced

00:14:01.200 the creation story

00:14:04.420 how this latest race of man

00:14:06.240 came about upon the world

00:14:08.680 and so I'll tell you the one

00:14:13.940 that we get from Greek mythology

00:14:15.600 now in greek mythology

00:14:22.860 we are the

00:14:26.300 either sixth or seventh

00:14:30.260 race of men

00:14:32.640 that have been created by the gods

00:14:34.820 on this planet

00:14:35.400 all the other ones

00:14:38.980 got eliminated

00:14:39.520 gods didn't like them much

00:14:42.180 and so the sixth one

00:14:47.300 the

00:14:49.040 the gods

00:14:50.860 trusted

00:14:55.220 they trusted the titans

00:14:59.400 to

00:15:01.300 recreate the earth this time

00:15:08.720 in fact

00:15:09.480 this task

00:15:12.180 Prometheus and his brother – I need to look this up again.

00:15:19.480 Sorry, guys.

00:15:26.260 It starts with Epimetheus.

00:15:29.560 Epimetheus.

00:15:32.500 Think epiphenomenon.

00:15:35.380 Prometheus, Epimetheus.

00:15:38.540 Prometheus is forethought.

00:15:41.480 Epimetheus is Afterthought.

00:15:46.540 So these titans are something very primordial.

00:15:53.820 Zeus, the other Olympian gods, these are things with personalities.

00:15:59.420 They're really complex.

00:16:03.360 Zeus, the other Olympian gods, these are things with personalities.

00:16:07.620 they're they're really complex sets of features

00:16:12.340 even contradictory in some ways ah pinkerton nailed it epimetheus thank you

00:16:19.340 and so we have these two creators of all the species on the planet forethought and afterthought

00:16:32.340 so they were tasked with handing out all of the the tools of the trade

00:16:41.560 to all the different animals on earth claws beaks fur

00:16:46.320 but it was epimetheus that actually did the allotment that every species would get

00:16:54.680 and then when it came to man he'd run out of things to give

00:16:59.040 And so man was left naked and afraid, with nothing to defend himself.

00:17:09.740 So Prometheus took it upon himself to steal fire from Hephaestus, and to give man fire.

00:17:16.980 to give us that light

00:17:23.600 that that fairian edge

00:17:27.460 to give us forethought

00:17:30.820 that enlightenment

00:17:35.160 that allowed us to see beyond the other animals

00:17:39.940 and learn to corral all the other animals

00:17:42.120 but with it also brought great suffering

00:17:44.760 an animal suffers but it doesn't know that it suffers it merely suffers

00:17:53.580 we not only suffer we know that we're suffering

00:17:57.660 when it comes to something like the application of torture an effect of torture it's not just about

00:18:06.360 hurting the person it's about scaring them with the hurt that you're going to do in the future

00:18:14.760 which is something unique to humans.

00:18:20.980 Or at least we have a far, far greater degree

00:18:23.440 than any of the other animals.

00:18:26.600 And of course, I'm sure you all know

00:18:27.700 that eventually he did get chained to a mountain

00:18:29.780 where birds took out his fire,

00:18:36.920 although Heracles did eventually rescue him

00:18:40.660 with the help of Athena.

00:18:44.760 Let's put a pin in that.

00:18:50.020 Let's get back to Athena in a moment.

00:18:58.320 After the initial gift

00:18:59.860 of fire to humanity, Zeus wasn't

00:19:01.960 too happy about this.

00:19:04.400 And Prometheus told his brother,

00:19:06.640 you know, don't you be accepting

00:19:08.020 any gifts from Zeus, okay?

00:19:09.840 That guy, I don't know

00:19:11.960 about him.

00:19:12.500 i don't know about these these these olympian gods man they're tricky play tricks with us

00:19:21.220 give with one hand and take with the other not not sure about these gods i'm just a titan

00:19:28.000 and so the the gods well they decided that what they were going to do

00:19:40.460 is invent woman

00:19:43.140 and they named her

00:19:45.580 Pandora

00:19:46.440 now Pan

00:19:49.160 means everything

00:19:51.140 Pan is also the god

00:19:53.620 of nature

00:19:54.100 if you talk about

00:19:57.300 if you think about the Garden of Eden as a walled

00:19:59.780 garden as civilization

00:20:01.740 where we have all these rules

00:20:03.640 so that things are predictable

00:20:05.060 and then you have the utter

00:20:07.300 unpredictable insanity

00:20:09.420 of the universe itself.

00:20:12.600 If you've read

00:20:13.780 The Three-Body Problem,

00:20:17.880 great series of books.

00:20:19.740 I heartily recommend them.

00:20:21.620 I've seen a couple episodes of the show.

00:20:23.560 It might be really good.

00:20:25.020 I've got no complaints,

00:20:26.340 but, I mean, the book's always better.

00:20:29.360 One of the things they really capture

00:20:31.120 in that series,

00:20:32.080 in some of the later books,

00:20:33.660 is how existentially terrifying

00:20:36.920 outer space is.

00:20:39.420 you have enough fuel to get the delta v

00:20:45.980 that can make or break you that can make or break you period and if you don't have enough fuel for

00:20:53.720 the delta v then you are dead period like there's there's no argument with the vacuum space you know

00:21:02.500 you don't you don't hope that your life raft eventually winds up on the shores of north

00:21:08.300 Africa. No, there is no North Africa. There's infinite void if you

00:21:12.340 don't have the Delta V. The

00:21:16.200 god pen of nature is like that. It's completely

00:21:19.960 inscrutable. When you

00:21:24.280 go out in the woods, if you don't have an emergency transponder with you,

00:21:28.960 which is a lifeline back to civilization,

00:21:33.280 you've got no idea what's going to happen.

00:21:35.120 you've got zero idea

00:21:37.600 there is just wild nature

00:21:39.300 out there and it is what it is

00:21:41.920 and it's not going to tell you what it is

00:21:43.420 that's the god Pan

00:21:45.000 Pandora

00:21:50.280 Pandora

00:21:53.200 the explorer

00:21:54.980 the many gifted

00:21:56.600 each one of the

00:21:59.580 gods

00:22:00.280 gave Pandora

00:22:03.280 a gift

00:22:04.420 now if you go back into the

00:22:06.980 go into the original myth

00:22:09.680 like one gave her a necklace

00:22:10.800 the other gave her a brode, etc

00:22:12.160 what's really interesting is

00:22:14.900 some of the early Christians

00:22:15.900 the early Christian theologians

00:22:17.960 used this to argue

00:22:20.740 that it was more primitive than the Garden of Eden

00:22:23.040 like they all recognize that this is

00:22:24.840 the same story as Adam and Eve

00:22:27.260 in the Garden

00:22:27.660 but they argued it was

00:22:31.020 more primitive because those

00:22:32.940 stupid pagans can only understand

00:22:34.840 physical gifts as opposed

00:22:37.000 to spiritual

00:22:38.780 insights.

00:22:41.040 Which

00:22:41.640 to my mind sounds a lot like a

00:22:44.920 Reddit atheist talking about dumb

00:22:46.980 Christians that believe in talking snakes.

00:22:51.180 Seriously, a lot of the early

00:22:53.040 Christian theologians, these were the original

00:22:55.080 Redditors, guys.

00:22:58.780 Yes, on the surface level, she's receiving

00:23:01.080 literal gifts from the gods and if you're an idiot maybe that's what you literally believed

00:23:08.280 when you heard the story but the people that were spiritually adept understood all these

00:23:15.660 things are metaphorical in nature that there's some there's some deeper resonance of truth to

00:23:23.880 this story so pandora is given gifts by all the gods to adorn her body and she's also given an

00:23:36.400 amphora full of mysteries and blessings that she's never supposed to open and epimetheus

00:23:46.100 takes one look at her and says i don't care if she's from zeus man she's fantastic i'm gonna grab

00:23:51.340 her now one of the gifts came from god mercury who is the god of scientists journalists and thieves

00:24:12.700 and he gifted her curiosity.

00:24:17.320 And so this urn she was given,

00:24:20.880 the Pandora's box that she was given

00:24:24.420 that she was never supposed to open,

00:24:28.480 eventually the curiosity got too much with her.

00:24:32.180 And ain't that the eternal curse of woman?

00:24:36.940 And she opened the box

00:24:38.120 and there's two different versions.

00:24:39.700 the more prosaic version

00:24:42.600 she opened the box and all the troubles

00:24:44.680 came out of it

00:24:46.020 there's another version I quite like

00:24:50.220 which is that it had all the

00:24:52.520 blessings and the curses of the gods

00:24:54.280 inside of it

00:24:55.020 and the moment she opened it

00:24:57.700 all of the blessings

00:25:00.320 blessings such as

00:25:03.180 an honest day's work for an honest day's pay

00:25:06.620 and

00:25:08.480 a handshake is as good as a contract

00:25:11.560 and a haircut you can set your watch to

00:25:15.480 all of those good blessings

00:25:18.300 well they went right back up to heaven

00:25:21.220 which is where good things belong

00:25:23.040 they don't belong down here in material reality

00:25:25.940 and that was all that was left

00:25:30.140 was the furies

00:25:31.880 all that was left is Adam breaking his back

00:25:36.940 trying to get the earth

00:25:38.640 to grow plants.

00:25:47.780 Never trust a gift from Zeus.

00:25:57.760 Now I mentioned Athena earlier.

00:26:02.880 You know, because of all these shenanigans

00:26:04.460 with the creation of our race,

00:26:06.940 Which, you know, Zeus really wasn't too happy about us being granted fire.

00:26:15.000 The gods didn't want us to become like gods.

00:26:24.900 Although Zeus, at least, would, you know, sometimes come down and mate with our women.

00:26:31.760 You know who is really pissed off about all of this?

00:26:35.660 Hera.

00:26:36.940 who

00:26:37.980 motherhood and jealousy

00:26:40.920 Hera's the goddess

00:26:43.280 of no you're not allowed

00:26:45.180 to go drink with the boys

00:26:46.580 you have responsibilities husband

00:26:49.380 and you know what

00:26:55.060 there is a lot

00:26:57.100 like you want to talk about

00:26:59.660 the jealous god of the Old Testament

00:27:01.320 that

00:27:03.660 sounds a lot like

00:27:05.680 Hera

00:27:06.080 doesn't it i've even seen in occult circles the the yahweh of the old testament being

00:27:14.280 to a lunar god

00:27:15.920 but then there's athena athena a female god of reason and strategy and wisdom

00:27:32.060 birthed directly from

00:27:34.440 Zeus' skull

00:27:35.540 and

00:27:37.080 an embodiment of these masculine

00:27:40.440 virtues in a feminine form

00:27:42.020 she is the one

00:27:48.080 that aided Hercules

00:27:49.320 to eventually

00:27:51.420 free Prometheus

00:27:53.400 she often

00:27:58.460 sided with the humans against the gods

00:28:00.520 and she's got another name she's got another name she's not just called athena she's also called

00:28:12.820 sophia wisdom itself and if you know anything about your gnostic texts then you know that the

00:28:22.760 creation of the demiurge occurred when sophia the feminine principle of reality

00:28:29.700 tried to do a masculine creative act.

00:28:37.100 So we've got this pattern

00:28:39.580 of the feminine trying to be masculine

00:28:44.900 or being masculine

00:28:46.200 and this birthing the tragedy

00:28:51.860 of this world.

00:28:54.800 We have Lucifer, who typically is Venus,

00:28:58.280 typically a feminine

00:29:00.900 goddess and yet Lucifer being

00:29:02.900 the masculine aspect of

00:29:04.880 Venus

00:29:05.360 tricking humanity

00:29:09.800 into becoming wise

00:29:12.340 and with great wisdom comes

00:29:14.780 great suffering

00:29:15.600 and yet should we abandon wisdom

00:29:21.040 is

00:29:22.860 Lucifer

00:29:23.640 actually our enemy

00:29:25.800 is the demiurge

00:29:35.100 our enemy

00:29:37.720 the real difficulty with all these ancient myths

00:29:47.920 is that you'll get one version of the myth

00:29:49.740 where you know Prometheus is the good guy

00:29:53.300 and Zeus is the bad guy

00:29:54.460 But you can interpret the other way, where Zeus is the good guy and Prometheus is the bad guy.

00:29:59.300 You know, was the serpent good or evil?

00:30:04.660 The serpent tricked us, yes.

00:30:11.900 But I'm sure you're very familiar with the trope and fiction of a wise elder tricking a young man into having confidence in himself.

00:30:24.460 Turns out the magic

00:30:28.480 was inside of your heart the entire time.

00:30:41.780 Let me

00:30:42.620 catch up with some of the comments from you guys.

00:30:54.460 Let's see.

00:31:03.040 Pinker's Ghost says,

00:31:03.740 I've noticed almost all my batteries are dying sooner.

00:31:06.440 I assume that there's some sort of

00:31:07.660 action going on,

00:31:10.840 but I

00:31:11.160 do keep my apartment heatless.

00:31:14.120 No, it just turned off spontaneously.

00:31:16.660 I also listened to it

00:31:18.060 for a few hours.

00:31:20.520 I'm still figuring it out.

00:31:21.940 I listened to it for a few hours.

00:31:24.460 i'm still figuring it out it's uh the the headphones are what's that brand razor and

00:31:32.240 razor loves to install bloatware on your computer and i hate bloatware like they're really good

00:31:37.020 products with really obnoxious bloatware mike says i think a gen says god knew what would happen he

00:31:48.580 let it happen kind of how parents will let their kids screw up sometimes because it's the only way

00:31:52.980 that they can learn the right lesson yes that extremely valid interpretation um c.s lewis does

00:32:02.940 something interesting in his novel prelandria where basically they run another garden of

00:32:08.900 eden experiment on the planet venus ironically enough and in this one it doesn't go foul

00:32:15.400 and it turns out that god was planning to give us the fruit when we were ready for it but we

00:32:22.860 ate it too early there does seem to be something very very janky about this this reality that we

00:32:34.400 find ourselves in i've got i'm gonna be recording at some point a video on the metaphysics of all

00:32:43.600 of this on okay it should be working again i just did it again just turned off so maybe there's

00:33:03.020 some setting that if i don't receive audio for too long you know what i'm gonna do you know what

00:33:11.920 I'm going to do for the rest of this stream.

00:33:14.840 We are going to look up.

00:33:20.940 What's it called?

00:33:24.700 I can't remember what it's called.

00:33:36.320 Command and Conquer OST.

00:33:38.960 That'll get me in the mood.

00:33:40.280 it's going to put the volume down super low

00:33:42.900 you guys won't hear

00:33:46.060 it's just going to pump me up

00:33:48.720 and hopefully my headphones

00:33:51.060 will stay on

00:33:51.780 okay and we're going to drop the quality

00:33:58.880 144 there

00:34:03.020 now maybe it'll play

00:34:05.680 oh fantastic

00:34:09.040 Yes, we will have to act.

00:34:11.760 We want to live in a different world.

00:34:14.200 Ha-ha!

00:34:22.920 Lord, green space.

00:34:24.400 Hey, glad to have you, man.

00:34:26.260 Thank Donald Trump.

00:34:27.740 I had nothing to do with getting back on here.

00:34:29.640 Fingerton's ghost says

00:34:38.500 I think the being who thought he was better than God

00:34:40.700 and went out of his way to corrupt the Garden of Eden

00:34:42.820 by causing Eve to doubt God

00:34:44.480 is evil

00:34:45.320 possibly

00:34:55.920 if he isn't evil

00:34:57.140 as all that

00:34:57.940 he's dumb enough to quote scripture

00:34:59.420 to Jesus Christ because he doesn't have any better

00:35:01.700 arguments

00:35:02.200 you know it's

00:35:07.720 increasingly looking to me like the

00:35:09.720 Old Testament is a very

00:35:11.900 simplified

00:35:13.960 a very simplified mythology

00:35:17.600 from the tapestry that we had before

00:35:19.800 that

00:35:20.140 in fact the whole age of Pisces

00:35:26.160 seems to have been a very

00:35:27.540 religiously simplified time.

00:35:33.560 Almost like going back to remedial school.

00:35:36.300 Like we were trying to just get everybody,

00:35:39.120 get people to level up a little bit.

00:35:46.620 3,000 years ago,

00:35:48.380 we did people at levels 7, 8, 9.

00:35:52.100 Like there were mystics at these levels.

00:35:54.160 but the vast majority of the majority of the population was still like level three

00:36:00.280 you wouldn't need slavery if you had a significant number of people at level four

00:36:09.940 and so the whole era is just typified by this very very simplistic

00:36:16.420 religiosity

00:36:19.600 like hey stupid stop being a stupid

00:36:24.760 united technocrat asked why i got banned in the first place i believe it was built up to covid

00:36:41.080 they were trying to seize total informational control

00:36:46.420 and they've got the personality exams on me.

00:36:49.580 They already know what I'm going to say about something like that.

00:37:07.360 You know who I've been reading a lot of lately is Rurik Skywalker

00:37:10.640 over on the Discords there.

00:37:15.160 not Discord on

00:37:16.620 Substack

00:37:18.980 and he does have a very

00:37:24.060 ornery approach

00:37:26.180 which I can appreciate

00:37:28.800 I think he's right about a lot of the stuff he says

00:37:35.620 and yet at the same time

00:37:39.780 there's all these clues

00:37:43.440 so he presents the argument that the old testament the the septuagint was deliberately

00:37:52.660 manufactured to create plato's communist utopia

00:37:56.840 i think he's just about got me convinced on the philosophers uh you know socrates deserved to

00:38:06.500 drink that hemlock

00:38:07.300 the last thing we need is another Sparta

00:38:12.260 those people were weird, man

00:38:14.200 I think he's got me convinced

00:38:16.420 on Socrates and Plato

00:38:17.880 and maybe even Aristotle

00:38:19.100 and yet there's all these clues

00:38:25.360 throughout the Septuagint

00:38:26.720 the fact that

00:38:30.240 the first words in the book

00:38:31.780 are Genesis

00:38:32.200 are

00:38:32.800 the gods created the heaven and the earth

00:38:37.300 they've got weird books like the book of job

00:38:44.300 the book of job is a really it's

00:38:51.620 it's like in before

00:38:55.740 it's an in before like all the

00:38:59.960 atheists that like the theodicity

00:39:03.660 the question of evil why does

00:39:07.300 evil exist if if god is good and god is omniscient and all of this why does evil exist it's

00:39:17.220 the most powerful argument against religion

00:39:22.980 and it's also the entire book of job and the book of job does not give a satisfying answer

00:39:31.060 it gives a bunch of good questions but not a satisfying answer

00:39:37.300 The atheists think they're clever

00:39:41.480 by pointing out that God's kind of a jerk.

00:39:44.900 Well, yeah.

00:39:47.360 Book of Job. Have you read it?

00:39:59.720 Our holy books are weird documents, man.

00:40:03.060 They are weird documents.

00:40:07.300 And anybody that acts as if they have a good, solid, definitive interpretation of what the

00:40:14.180 heck these documents are actually about is beyond naive, utterly beyond naive.

00:40:30.720 Glory to Cain.

00:40:37.300 although uh i'm gonna i gotta quote rurick here he presented a powerful case that the nephilim

00:40:49.480 that's us europeans

00:40:54.560 because the nephilim the the product of divinities and women that that is prometheus um epimetheus

00:41:05.340 and Pandora

00:41:06.480 that's where we came from

00:41:10.500 we have half titan blood

00:41:11.840 so uh

00:41:17.340 yeah

00:41:18.420 book of um

00:41:21.480 oh shoot what's the book

00:41:22.760 who's the

00:41:26.060 who's the schizo that isn't included in the bible

00:41:28.040 anyway

00:41:34.620 Yeah, that's blood libel against Europeans.

00:41:37.600 Yes, we're giants.

00:41:38.680 We know.

00:41:45.860 But, you know, I mentioned Rudolf Steiner at the start of this.

00:41:49.100 I linked an article about him below.

00:41:54.260 And it's an article about Ariman and Lucifer.

00:42:00.960 I want to add a third character to this.

00:42:02.960 I want to add a third character.

00:42:04.080 the shaitan

00:42:05.040 so if lucifer

00:42:12.600 is a divinity

00:42:14.620 that tricks us into learning

00:42:18.100 things that don't make us happy

00:42:19.660 but are true

00:42:20.780 if he is that dark light

00:42:24.040 the shaitan

00:42:29.500 going about the earth

00:42:31.760 up and down

00:42:32.600 I mean here's the thing

00:42:37.160 Satan is not a character in the Bible

00:42:39.040 I should say

00:42:43.940 not in the Old Testament

00:42:46.580 and possibly not even in the New Testament

00:42:53.880 there is the adversary

00:42:57.740 which is what shaitan means

00:42:59.460 in the Old Testament

00:43:02.380 In the book of Job, it's the adversary that confronts Job, that messes with Job.

00:43:09.000 It's a member of God's court.

00:43:11.000 It's one of the Olympian gods, which messes with Job.

00:43:20.760 Enoch, thank you.

00:43:22.120 Enoch.

00:43:25.700 Yeah, I'm thinking they kept Enoch out of the Bible for good reasons.

00:43:30.180 it was part of the

00:43:32.320 Maccabean revolt

00:43:34.600 Rurik Skywalker's written

00:43:36.480 more on this

00:43:37.200 it just pattern matches

00:43:40.380 it pattern matches to damned

00:43:42.380 well but the Book of Enoch is

00:43:44.660 also the story

00:43:46.440 of Pandora

00:43:47.500 and it's a blood libel

00:43:50.200 against all the other humans who aren't

00:43:52.300 good enough to be the chosen people

00:43:54.060 it's a little

00:43:56.500 bit too on the nose

00:43:57.620 yeah even though christ quotes the book of enoch and uh yeah it's kicked out uh only preserved by

00:44:14.020 church of ethiopia mike says evil is what finally got me to believe in god i got to the point where

00:44:30.740 i couldn't find any rational explanation for the evil i saw in the world which left only the

00:44:35.460 supernatural as explanation yeah i completely same thing man i believed in evil a lot

00:44:44.020 much before i believed in good

00:44:49.060 and my goal of discussing all this certainly isn't to drive anybody to

00:44:51.940 atheism

00:44:54.580 although i suppose it is to point out that the we have

00:44:58.020 our questions are far bigger than our answers

00:45:01.300 at this point

00:45:04.900 and thinking you have the answers when you have nothing but questions

00:45:08.180 is that is a dangerous path to be on

00:45:14.020 So we've got Lucifer, who tricks us into things that make us stronger, smarter, better, wiser, and potentially kinder, but they're very painful lessons that we kind of wish I was a stupid kid that still believed in Star Wars and Marvel movies.

00:45:41.720 life would be a lot easier

00:45:43.840 like I know evil exists

00:45:46.140 and yet

00:45:46.780 and yet trying to find it

00:45:49.400 trying to parse it out

00:45:50.480 trying to find that

00:45:51.920 you know like I'm a

00:45:59.140 huge critic of the legal system

00:46:02.500 I've got a very very

00:46:04.600 strong innate sense of

00:46:06.360 justice

00:46:07.360 good word

00:46:08.560 I've got

00:46:09.160 the literal god of justice blessed me with a mangled hand

00:46:13.260 when I got into a fight with two dogs

00:46:16.140 it was the most fun I had in a decade

00:46:19.520 that's not a blessing from Tyr, I don't know what is

00:46:25.040 and Tyr is the god of self-sacrifice and justice

00:46:27.820 I've got a very strong sense of justice

00:46:34.060 and I've got a huge bone to pick

00:46:36.740 with how crown prosecutors

00:46:39.520 and district attorneys

00:46:40.560 abuse their power.

00:46:45.780 And yet simultaneously,

00:46:47.360 I understand why they do it.

00:46:49.660 They are but men

00:46:51.380 enmeshed

00:46:53.160 enmeshed in the social system

00:46:56.200 with incentives

00:46:58.520 and palms to grease

00:47:00.860 and backs to scratch.

00:47:02.560 And they had to go to university

00:47:06.300 where they got indoctrinated in the same

00:47:08.320 stupid belief system as everybody else

00:47:10.520 and because they spent so much

00:47:12.400 time looking at the law they didn't actually have

00:47:14.300 a time having

00:47:16.000 to examine their perceptions

00:47:18.020 their metaphysical assumptions of reality

00:47:20.520 so while the legal

00:47:24.280 system does great villainy

00:47:26.440 it's quite hard to find great

00:47:30.200 villains within the system itself

00:47:32.240 so I see the evil

00:47:35.880 But if you try and find it manifest in a single man,

00:47:38.240 it's very, very difficult.

00:47:47.860 It's Lucifer, the one that tricks you into learning things

00:47:50.800 that are painful but good for you.

00:47:54.200 The one that ignites your consciousness with awareness,

00:47:58.760 even if that awareness hurts.

00:48:03.360 You've got the Shaitan.

00:48:05.240 The adversary.

00:48:08.780 And there was, I can't remember who said this.

00:48:11.740 It was such a fantastic quote.

00:48:13.160 I owe them the reference, but who was it?

00:48:22.360 Goodness, maybe I'll be able to quote them in the future.

00:48:24.100 But as you progress spiritually, you start to realize that not everything, some of the things that you mistake for evil are wake-up calls.

00:48:43.380 And some of the things that you mistake for good are panaceas.

00:48:47.100 That good and evil are not as simple as what seems nice and what seems mean.

00:49:05.000 And so the shaitan, the adversary, is our adversary our enemy?

00:49:13.960 Is he necessarily our enemy?

00:49:17.100 Can our adversary make us stronger?

00:49:27.820 Lake Tillman says,

00:49:29.200 the Olympian gods were literally where

00:49:30.620 early Christians got the word demon,

00:49:32.920 Deimos, from.

00:49:34.240 Wouldn't legitimize their stories

00:49:35.820 ahead of the saints who refuted them.

00:49:39.420 Fair enough, but I will.

00:49:43.100 I mean, it's just a word.

00:49:44.380 it's just

00:49:46.860 words move and transform

00:49:50.600 through time and it's very valuable

00:49:52.700 to find out where they came from and if that's what

00:49:54.720 they originally meant

00:49:55.760 St. George walked up to the Parthenon

00:50:04.860 and Anthens and asked the demons to reveal

00:50:06.860 themselves in the name of the Lord

00:50:08.060 the statue of Athena literally crumbled that very

00:50:10.700 moment and it revealed itself

00:50:12.240 I mean that's the story we're told.

00:50:16.580 We are dealing with mythology in both cases.

00:50:27.680 Figuredoose Ghost says,

00:50:28.680 If I don't hate Satan for his hatred of God,

00:50:31.040 his dragging of men to hell through temptation,

00:50:33.740 future second betrayal,

00:50:34.860 and his rejection of evil,

00:50:36.560 I hate him for self-awareness.

00:50:42.240 Freedom!

00:50:44.320 Horrible, horrible freedom!

00:50:46.120 Freedom!

00:50:52.520 Now, I don't find that either the Shaitan or Lucifer are convincing depictions of evil.

00:51:03.940 Ahriman, on the other hand.

00:51:06.400 so the article i linked below the author was talking i think it's from about two years ago

00:51:16.460 actually i should probably check when was this published three years ago good lord how much

00:51:25.360 can change in three years so he was talking about the the whole control grid that got switched on

00:51:35.180 during covid and their desire to manipulate our blood

00:51:45.740 and arima a demon identified by the zoroastrians

00:51:51.980 which you know what tillman to go back to your comment

00:51:56.300 demon's the wrong word that the problem with

00:52:00.220 the way that christians adopted the word demon is that daemon just meant

00:52:04.220 spirit okay saint michael is a spirit all the angels are spirits there are good and bad ones

00:52:14.140 and there are some that are more like neutral there's all sorts of spirits we have spirits

00:52:25.580 and to adopt that and and only use spirit for the evil ones it's confusing

00:52:34.220 maybe what we've been doing

00:52:40.660 for the past few thousand years

00:52:42.940 is slowly sussing out

00:52:44.900 trying to suss out

00:52:47.040 anyway which demons are

00:52:48.780 malicious and which

00:52:51.060 ones aren't

00:52:51.780 and the ones in the gray area

00:52:54.880 where they

00:52:55.440 screw with us

00:52:57.740 but they do it for our betterment

00:53:00.560 that's the hard ones to figure out

00:53:05.840 let's talk about ariman

00:53:09.680 steiner wrote about how the demon ariman

00:53:17.840 wants us to become completely physical to become addicted to the scientific method and to never

00:53:29.060 know ourselves there and to never know ourselves thereby

00:53:40.420 and the author of that piece uh one jason jason heppenstall

00:53:50.100 was writing before the ais came online

00:53:52.260 and what i'm really seeing these days what i'm really seeing is the mirror of narcissists

00:54:03.880 being developed with these ais about the the perfection of the nudge tactics

00:54:10.140 to completely alienate our us from our spiritual selves

00:54:15.320 to turn us into happy little automatons

00:54:22.220 to worship the created universe

00:54:28.860 as opposed to participating in the created universe

00:54:33.480 while worshiping God.

00:54:42.980 So if you want to talk about

00:54:45.320 Something that's anti-God.

00:54:46.780 Ahriman right there.

00:54:49.140 That sounds anti-God.

00:54:56.400 That sounds very demiurge.

00:54:58.440 I want to trap souls in material reality.

00:55:07.340 And what else that sounds like?

00:55:09.200 It sounds like, well, people that worship power.

00:55:15.320 what is power

00:55:18.300 power is just the ability like what like what's magic magic is the ability to exert your will

00:55:28.260 upon material reality at the simplest definition that's what power is

00:55:36.560 Every creature has power, has some degree of power that it can exert upon reality.

00:55:52.300 In and of itself, power is just a part of reality.

00:55:57.640 If you don't have any power, you're dead.

00:56:04.160 Okay.

00:56:06.560 the problem with power is that it often leads to power addiction

00:56:13.760 and the more addicted you are to power the more addicted you are to physical reality

00:56:21.840 and so in ahriman we see this this principle of absolute unrepentant addiction to material reality

00:56:36.560 as if we have an entity

00:56:44.240 if we were to imagine

00:56:49.660 reality as a sort of video game that we participate in

00:56:54.660 it's the difference between finding catharsis in it

00:56:59.920 or playing to get the highest score

00:57:02.700 even though you're cheating to get the highest score

00:57:06.560 So I find Ahriman a far more plausible definition of evil than either Lucifer or the adversary.

00:57:31.220 Fingertooth's ghost says, I can be a slave in paradise.

00:57:36.560 you don't need to be a slave in paradise

00:57:42.240 if really what is what happens when people won't keep their word

00:57:45.920 when people are at such a low level of consciousness that they won't keep their word

00:57:52.320 and they break contracts all the time well you eventually no longer trust them with

00:57:57.520 fulfilling a contract so you enslave them

00:58:06.560 our challenge right now

00:58:21.300 actually I've got

00:58:23.960 to read something to you

00:58:25.220 there was a comment put

00:58:29.680 on

00:58:31.160 one of my recent videos

00:58:33.420 which I just pinned to the top

00:58:36.020 this video it was on the mystery religions of the aeon of aquarius

00:58:48.820 if you recall what i was discussing is that every aeon has the shadow self

00:58:59.780 and the shadow is where you find the mystery religions so i said during the age of pisces

00:59:06.020 The opposite sign to Pisces is Virgo, and we see this very explicitly masculine religion, with the shadow being the feminine, being the cult of the Virgin Mary, being the Sufi dancers in Islam.

00:59:31.480 and now moving into

00:59:35.700 Aquarius

00:59:37.200 the shadow is going to be Leo

00:59:39.520 and

00:59:41.340 this user

00:59:42.640 Ryclops if you're listening

00:59:45.580 I hope you catch this this is such a great

00:59:48.020 comment that you wrote

00:59:48.980 Leo

00:59:54.000 is fixed fire which is the nuclear

00:59:56.140 power of the sun

00:59:57.060 light equals truth and communication

00:59:59.860 just the sun's light gives light it can also kill it so leo is tasked to learn self-regulation in

01:00:06.520 projection leo is center no matter what others feel or think other signs see see that with

01:00:13.900 resentment guided by darkness and blind nature aquarius distrusts leo doesn't matter if leo is

01:00:20.020 truth aquarius distorts light with his eyes fixed air is a dense atmosphere that causes a mirage

01:00:26.120 and distorts everything outside the cell.

01:00:29.000 Aquarius needs to learn to rely on others for truth.

01:00:31.920 Cardinals can help fix signs in learning modulation

01:00:34.860 and as messengers.

01:00:42.280 Fantastic comment.

01:00:51.020 Like the gentleman says,

01:00:51.940 being a slave is great in utopia.

01:00:54.620 Good Lord.

01:00:55.320 nothing is more destructive

01:00:59.240 than our desire for utopia

01:01:00.720 you know a technocrat says careful

01:01:11.000 you might get banned for speaking the truth

01:01:13.020 I know right I'm trying to

01:01:17.060 not be too spicy

01:01:18.780 I'll tell you one of the

01:01:31.880 one of the eternal debates

01:01:39.900 when it comes to morality

01:01:40.940 or the

01:01:43.120 maybe debate's the wrong word

01:01:48.780 on the other hand is slave

01:01:51.900 on the other hand is fool

01:01:58.240 let's take voyages of the dawn treader as an example of this

01:02:12.360 in voyages of the dawn treader in the in the book they did a film where they reversed it and

01:02:18.320 She just didn't have enough self-esteem, and it was like a demonic twisting of the original story.

01:02:28.680 In Voyages of the Dawn Treader, Lucy, who is the most humble suite of the Pevensies kids,

01:02:38.100 most faithful of God, is tasked with going into a magician's house

01:02:44.840 and finding a spell to help some people out.

01:02:49.980 And so she finds a spell book,

01:02:52.200 and as she's going through it,

01:02:55.440 each page has a spell on it,

01:02:56.940 and she can miraculously read all of these spells,

01:03:00.360 even though they're in a script she doesn't understand.

01:03:05.600 And as she's going through them,

01:03:07.820 she stumbles upon a spell

01:03:09.420 that would make her more beautiful.

01:03:11.980 and she starts looking at the spell and it starts the pictures start coming alive

01:03:22.840 in fact it's not just it's not just people being depicted in these pictures it's her

01:03:29.340 and her older sister susan who is the beauty of the family

01:03:34.760 and she sees herself becoming still her but a more beautiful version of her and suddenly

01:03:43.900 everybody is doting on her and she has men competing for her favor and she slowly sees

01:03:51.660 that she becomes a very cruel queen using her beauty to hurt people and that would be

01:04:02.280 the result and part of her wants that part of her would love to be able to have men challenge one

01:04:09.860 another to duels to win her hand part of her wants that and then she turns away

01:04:23.080 because because she's got a good heart

01:04:32.280 now I use this as an example

01:04:38.120 because most of my audience is men

01:04:40.600 we are not

01:04:46.440 tempted

01:04:48.540 in that way

01:04:50.360 and we can certainly see

01:04:52.520 that there are women

01:04:54.380 that use their beauty

01:04:55.500 that use their desirability

01:04:57.200 for evil ends

01:04:59.560 and yet this lesson

01:05:06.840 this lesson being taught by C.S. Lewis there

01:05:09.020 that beauty can be cruel

01:05:11.460 can't you also see it

01:05:15.560 as a slave morality

01:05:18.640 just accept what you got

01:05:24.940 it ain't getting any better than this

01:05:29.560 somewhere there's got to be a line.

01:05:37.500 If a woman can improve

01:05:39.120 her competition in the dating market

01:05:41.940 by wearing a push-up bra,

01:05:47.020 is that evil or is that will to power?

01:05:51.740 Where's that line between will to power and slave morality?

01:05:59.560 well i would i would suggest

01:06:05.080 that one of the lines

01:06:08.520 one of the lines where it's no you're not being taught slave morality you're being given good

01:06:12.600 advice

01:06:19.080 one that is particularly relevant in the age of tinder

01:06:29.560 Is if you ladies keep going for guys out of your league, you're never going to get them.

01:06:35.840 You're just going to get your heart broken.

01:06:38.500 No, you're a lady.

01:06:40.360 You don't pull men.

01:06:44.320 There's nothing to be bragging about there.

01:06:50.780 Which isn't to say a lady shouldn't try and get the best man that she can.

01:06:55.220 But it should be the best man.

01:06:57.400 Not that we'll sleep with her.

01:06:59.560 but that will commit to her.

01:07:05.520 Don't go chasing waterfalls.

01:07:09.040 It's like the rivers and the lakes that you're used to.

01:07:16.940 That's not slave morality.

01:07:19.720 That's humility.

01:07:26.660 But taken too far, it becomes slave morality, doesn't it?

01:07:29.560 have a good day at work united technocrats

01:07:48.940 we're talking about existential reality and suffering and what we ought to be doing

01:07:55.860 given these clear limitations

01:07:58.400 that have been placed upon us.

01:08:01.520 Were these clear limitations,

01:08:03.540 was this a giant prank by Zeus

01:08:05.440 when he sent Pandora down

01:08:07.240 with that box full of gifts and troubles?

01:08:13.980 May well be.

01:08:19.080 But until we unseat Zeus from Mount Olympus,

01:08:22.360 I don't know what we do about that.

01:08:25.860 a huge component

01:08:28.840 of wisdom is that this is

01:08:30.680 as good as it gets

01:08:31.820 don't blame pain

01:08:34.480 he's an honest chap

01:08:50.020 we're going to say

01:08:51.000 ruined my soliloquy you stay faithful to pain maybe he'll have a word with gravity when they

01:09:04.880 open the books it's a quote from david first health reminder series fantastic bunch of videos

01:09:18.180 strongly strongly recommend

01:09:23.460 mount elizabeth's can be toppled with the mustard seed okay but how do we topple yahweh

01:09:33.460 same final fantasy man doesn't matter how much you level up

01:09:41.780 good luck even finding the angel with the flaming sword outside of the garden

01:09:48.180 Faith in what, though?

01:10:01.660 Iron Man works with Shaitan, according to Steiner.

01:10:25.640 Now, that's where I'm saying he might be wrong about Shaitan.

01:10:29.100 Shaitan isn't a person.

01:10:30.900 it's a job

01:10:32.540 it depends upon the shy

01:10:35.120 put another way

01:10:43.500 you've got loan companies

01:10:47.440 that'll work with you

01:10:48.600 when you're trying to build your credit

01:10:50.740 and then you've got others

01:10:54.560 that'll break your fucking kneecaps

01:11:00.900 What we can do is try and influence the world, the danger that you often become that which

01:11:27.280 you fight.

01:11:43.320 I don't ultimately know what battles are going on in heaven.

01:11:48.080 According to Steiner, there was a great battle in heaven in 1879 and in the fall of that

01:11:55.720 many entities were

01:11:57.900 cast down to Earth.

01:11:59.880 And now they're here.

01:12:02.640 I've been

01:12:03.360 trying to research this more.

01:12:07.020 I am

01:12:07.760 pretty sure that the Freemasons

01:12:09.900 declared 1879

01:12:12.140 as the beginning age of a question

01:12:13.720 and started building all these monuments.

01:12:15.720 And then we got World War I.

01:12:18.000 I think the Freemasons

01:12:19.420 really shit the bed with that one.

01:12:25.720 honest mistake though

01:12:39.800 the question i find myself dwelling upon is

01:12:45.400 what can we do about the manifest evil in this world

01:12:51.720 battles between the gods

01:12:56.200 i don't know there's much i can do about that i don't even know

01:13:06.060 which stories to believe i noticed the patterns to the stories i noticed that

01:13:13.720 search which stories to believe i noticed the patterns to the stories i noticed that

01:13:20.740 Certain stories have a greater resonance of truth to them than others.

01:13:33.640 I try and align harder with that resonance.

01:13:39.460 As opposed to trying to affirm certain stories to be canon.

01:13:50.740 I think one of the big secrets is humility.

01:13:59.220 Proper humility.

01:14:02.120 Not slave morality.

01:14:05.900 Not subservience.

01:14:08.020 Not blind faith either.

01:14:13.680 It was one thing to have blind faith during Pisces.

01:14:16.780 right like we basically

01:14:18.820 had 99% of the human race was at

01:14:20.800 levels like 2 and 3

01:14:22.520 which

01:14:24.880 in today's world we put those people in prison

01:14:26.820 the majority

01:14:30.980 of people were like really

01:14:32.700 useless

01:14:33.580 back in the age of Aries

01:14:36.500 so age of Pisces

01:14:40.820 we dumbed down the curriculum

01:14:42.860 and we started leveling up

01:14:44.660 the slow kids

01:14:45.560 at the cost of punishing

01:14:48.760 the smart kids.

01:14:51.420 That's why the smart kids

01:14:52.700 had to disappear

01:14:53.760 into alchemy

01:14:55.740 and hide everything

01:14:58.040 they were saying

01:14:58.740 in puzzles

01:15:00.200 and chemistry.

01:15:07.140 Because we were all

01:15:08.980 in remedial class

01:15:10.120 for the past couple millennium.

01:15:15.560 we are no longer in that remedial class.

01:15:24.600 Eagles will be allowed to soar again, and lions will be allowed to roar.

01:15:28.380 it's the proper humility

01:15:43.520 it's that recognition

01:15:45.080 of material reality

01:15:47.720 is what it is

01:15:49.320 you have

01:15:51.280 this degree of capability

01:15:53.460 there is that deeper wisdom

01:16:00.740 that

01:16:01.800 what you resist persists

01:16:05.520 and this is the circle I'm still trying to square

01:16:11.280 we have such radical

01:16:14.920 exploitative evil in the world right now

01:16:17.000 I mean the world's always been

01:16:22.160 a corrupt and broken place

01:16:23.960 full of corrupt and broken people

01:16:25.440 things never change

01:16:27.220 but the

01:16:33.500 the extent

01:16:36.260 of the harm

01:16:37.260 being perpetrated

01:16:39.360 upon innocence right now is

01:16:41.840 that

01:16:43.240 I think is unique

01:16:45.340 I think probably during previous eras

01:16:54.820 we had a little bit more humility about everything.

01:16:58.480 Even the people at the top had a bit more humility.

01:17:09.520 And then the power brokers came.

01:17:15.340 the people who realize they could manipulate credit they could abuse usury to gain more and

01:17:25.240 more power even though the more power you gain in this world the more locked in to this world

01:17:31.200 that you are the less of a meaningful experience you're having and the more of a slave to power

01:17:39.300 you become that's what i think we need to be breaking out of um

01:17:53.140 questions problems concerns folks give me some stuff to respond to the text messages

01:17:58.020 no it's a bit a pretty far out there stream

01:18:00.580 but there are no easy answers to any of this there's only interpretations

01:18:10.780 there's only pattern recognition there's resonances there's things that resonant

01:18:19.880 resonates true

01:18:21.660 I mean the gods of Olympus are still

01:18:42.240 here Pinkerton

01:18:43.100 do you not

01:18:46.020 do you not feel

01:18:48.140 Aries at times

01:18:49.220 when you're preparing for combat?

01:18:56.340 Does Saturn

01:18:57.520 not lay down delineations?

01:19:07.340 Is Dionysius

01:19:09.060 not quite mad?

01:19:11.960 they've gone into the background

01:19:19.380 they've disappeared into

01:19:23.380 poetic similes

01:19:26.640 for now but they're still there

01:19:29.580 you can't kill an immortal

01:19:30.940 we still have the blood of our ancestors

01:19:41.740 in us

01:19:58.980 I'm going to finish off

01:20:00.340 with a last thought

01:20:01.060 about what it means

01:20:02.300 to interpret something

01:20:03.340 the act of reading the Bible

01:20:11.660 is an interpretation

01:20:12.840 all acts of perception

01:20:17.960 are acts of interpretation

01:20:20.300 and this is not

01:20:25.600 some lofty

01:20:27.940 ivory tower

01:20:29.100 solipsistic position

01:20:31.080 but

01:20:33.340 this is metaphysical reality.

01:20:39.800 And one of the ideas being promoted by Ahriman

01:20:43.100 is that we have this scientific body of knowledge.

01:20:51.280 And science is somehow not an act of interpretation,

01:20:55.900 even though you're literally interpreting data.

01:20:58.560 And it's always messy data.

01:21:00.800 it's almost never correct data

01:21:04.240 don't you remember doing science experiments in high school

01:21:07.780 you never actually got the correct measurement

01:21:10.960 for gravity acceleration

01:21:12.240 you always screwed up your measurements somehow

01:21:15.220 we like to imagine

01:21:20.260 Aryman promotes this idea of objective scientific reality

01:21:25.020 but science is just as much

01:21:31.540 a matter of interpretation

01:21:33.940 as reading the Bible is a matter of interpretation

01:21:37.880 like the act of reading is interpreting

01:21:40.420 the act of observing is

01:21:43.160 is affecting the experiment

01:21:45.800 there's no

01:21:54.780 objective scientific reality

01:21:57.820 without heuristics of observation

01:22:02.240 and likewise there is no

01:22:05.380 objective religious truth

01:22:09.780 without observation

01:22:11.900 both concepts are

01:22:17.700 ridiculous from the get-go

01:22:19.960 there is etheric resonance

01:22:26.820 there is no added capacity

01:22:40.660 okay this is the

01:22:42.220 the one advantage we have

01:22:44.020 is that spark of light

01:22:48.900 probably from Lucifer

01:22:50.780 as God's agent

01:22:53.400 it's that infinite tunnel of darkness

01:22:59.580 towards Anuin

01:23:04.020 Anuin

01:23:10.740 the lone candle

01:23:15.680 in an infinite darkness

01:23:17.220 that that primordial spark

01:23:21.080 of intelligence

01:23:22.760 an infinite regress from us

01:23:27.500 and yet it exists through all perception

01:23:33.260 it's so strange that eyes

01:23:40.680 are such a liquid black color aren't they

01:23:43.140 and yet it's a liquid black full of light

01:23:46.100 that's the light of Anuin

01:23:47.840 that's the light of God

01:23:49.820 that's the infinite regress

01:23:51.740 that is the noetic capacity

01:23:54.140 to assign valuation

01:23:55.960 to perception

01:23:58.220 that I think

01:24:16.100 the mentally

01:24:18.700 the source

01:24:22.020 of all magic

01:24:23.540 is that ability

01:24:25.600 to assign valuation

01:24:27.780 and we are

01:24:33.640 very much in a realm

01:24:36.000 at this point we're in a reality

01:24:38.300 where magic is becoming more and more

01:24:40.180 powerful through

01:24:41.460 by day

01:24:46.100 seriously

01:24:48.480 I am now apparently

01:24:50.680 in a timeline where the moon is different

01:24:52.660 than it used to be

01:24:53.440 it's close

01:24:56.640 but the moon is not the same moon anymore

01:24:58.880 not for my timeline

01:25:00.480 it had

01:25:02.520 larger

01:25:04.880 seas

01:25:05.480 on it in my original timeline

01:25:08.040 okay

01:25:16.100 So, yes, things are getting weird.

01:25:21.860 So you folks better get weird faster

01:25:24.160 if you want to keep up.

01:25:32.920 Well, guys, I hope you enjoyed this stream.

01:25:38.100 Don't shoot the messenger, man.

01:25:41.820 I'm just telling you what the actual holy books actually say.

01:25:46.100 carpe futurum teni traditum live heroically erini out

Leo D.M.J. Aurini - December 11, 2025

SatW Livestream 2025-12-10： The Horrid Illumination of Consciousness

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