Leo D.M.J. Aurini - SatW Livestream 2025-12-14： Esoteric NEETism

00:00:00.000 you'll see him in your nightmares you'll see him in your dreams he'll appear out of nowhere but he

00:00:08.840 ain't what he seems you'll see him in your head on the tv screen and hey buddy i'm warning you

00:00:14.840 to turn it off he's a ghost he's a god he's a man he's a guru you're one microscopic cog in

00:00:21.840 catastrophic plan designed and directed by his red right hand. That is Nick Cave

00:00:32.760 and the Bad Seeds. The Red Right Hand is the name of the song and I heartily

00:00:39.720 recommend it. If it weren't for all the censorious natures of the interwebs

00:00:47.220 these days I would have loved to start off the live stream with the song now

00:00:53.400 just a sec folks I got to do something cuz this angle is terrible like this is

00:00:58.980 this is like this is okay but as soon as I lean back this is this is just

00:01:03.240 distorted this is this is like Dutch angle or something I don't know it's not

00:01:10.260 working for me so what do we got here we're going to uh yeah i still need to upgrade the webcam

00:01:21.620 we're working on things we're always working on things things are perfect that mean there'd be

00:01:27.460 time to be dead how are we doing with that still dutch angle but what if i

00:01:40.260 Does that work?

00:01:43.380 If I do it like this.

00:01:51.260 Right before I started using this webcam recently, I've had it for a while.

00:01:56.500 It's actually Starving Vampires there, so that sent it to me.

00:01:59.600 Right before I started using it, it got yanked off the thing and hit the ground and broke.

00:02:07.240 And so now it just swiffles widely, randomly.

00:02:10.580 Nothing ever works. Welcome to reality.

00:02:18.440 Esoteric neatism!

00:02:21.220 That will be the topic of this stream.

00:02:26.680 Mostly it's just a fantastic phrasing.

00:02:30.080 I just love saying esoteric neatism.

00:02:35.280 What are we actually talking about?

00:02:37.040 Well, we're talking about the fact that Gen Z is really having the business.

00:02:46.240 In fact, all of us are.

00:02:50.700 You know, even the boomers, even the boomers are having the business handed to them.

00:02:57.800 Like most of them are on fixed incomes these days.

00:03:00.860 And fixed income with this kind of inflation is a bad place to be.

00:03:04.600 they are

00:03:07.360 and howdy down to Colorado

00:03:09.240 the

00:03:12.340 boomers are very

00:03:15.420 frustrating because they just

00:03:17.300 can't see what's

00:03:19.140 going on

00:03:20.340 I had a boomer lecture me that

00:03:23.520 did you know that Jesus was Jewish

00:03:25.020 therefore I'm not allowed to critique

00:03:29.060 Israel and if I critique Israel

00:03:31.360 it must mean that I love Islamic

00:03:33.440 terrorism

00:03:34.000 boomers gonna boom man

00:03:38.920 mike has weird noise

00:03:43.160 anybody else getting mic problems i could do something about that

00:03:49.920 yeah just balance your laptop on something that a duck triangle will return

00:03:57.520 um jt how's the uh the audio i can switch the headphones just they're gonna freaking turn off

00:04:06.220 on me on every 20 minutes or so actually why don't i do that what the heck let's do that

00:04:13.220 i don't need 20 people convincing me something's wrong there's something wrong there's something

00:04:20.100 wrong just give me a second here actually i don't even think i need to wear them as cool as i look

00:04:26.640 with them on. Actually, I do wear them because they will inform me if they go off. Start

00:04:46.300 by turning them on okay they should be connected but the question is are you

00:05:02.680 guys getting audio from them no that's just monetization cancel cancel okay

00:05:12.480 discard changes. You know what? How about now? Does that get rid of it? Because I have

00:05:28.200 a generator going in the background as well. What about Manage? Is Manage going to reboot

00:05:37.280 my computer? No, Manage doesn't do anything whatsoever. I don't have access to the camera

00:05:42.420 feature I don't have access to the wireless feature okay so is this is this audio decent

00:05:51.640 can we stick with this audio all right gonna turn these off and stop messing with them

00:06:00.200 sorry about that there's always there's always something

00:06:06.120 okay it doesn't sound good all right i've got i've got two air filters i've actually got three

00:06:19.440 air filters um two of them are noisy one of them's silent so now we're just down to the one

00:06:25.560 but i like that one because it has a blue light that turns on in the front and it

00:06:30.760 makes me feel very science fiction and cool

00:06:33.560 already esoteric neatism you know i got the stole it from uh hyperborean knowledge earlier today he

00:06:44.460 had uh a video he released yeah he's interesting he occasionally does like these really uh i guess

00:06:53.300 could call them scholarly dives these deep dives into uh insanity and other time he just kind of

00:07:01.220 complains about what the what's going on in the world and i like both of them i like both types

00:07:07.780 of things he does presumably you guys also like both type of things because i kind of do both of

00:07:13.620 those as well and uh while i was listening to this there's the term esoteric neatism

00:07:21.060 popped into my mind like that's fantastic that's what i got to call the live stream tonight

00:07:30.420 esoteric neatism because he was asking the question the stream is it even worth

00:07:36.260 is it even worth is the juice worth the screen squeeze is it worth zoomers even doing anything

00:07:41.860 these days and uh then i got home and i i was reading on sub stack one two different articles

00:07:51.220 i ran into um one by isaac young and one by postcards from the abyss both of which i shared

00:07:57.620 on my my sub stack timeline um it's been a while since i wrote anything but uh check out the link

00:08:05.060 tree down below to head over to you know i post a lot of stuff i share a lot of articles by other

00:08:10.660 people i tend to have a gift for presentation so i figure put the energy into the youtube i'm a very

00:08:19.860 slow writer i think i'm a good writer but i'm a very slow writer uh 19 cd 91 says i don't agree

00:08:35.620 with everything hyperborean knowledge says mainly because i have conflicting knowledge

00:08:41.140 i and i'm you should feel that way um

00:08:49.700 i think it's absolutely crucial that we all learn to hold on to conflicting ideas in our heads

00:08:58.740 and just and be able to accept that we're not going to be able to resolve all of them

00:09:03.220 I've got a lot of conflicting beliefs in my head that are mutually exclusive, both of which I have tons of evidence and other reasons to believe in.

00:09:22.060 The period of astral pyramids, the Aeon of Pisces, is coming to an end.

00:09:28.220 Like, honestly, we were never going to get everybody to believe the same thing anyway.

00:09:31.960 I mean, it's a nice idea. It's the core Piscean ideal, is that if we could just get everybody to agree on the same thing, then society would be organized. It's a nice idea, but it's never going to happen.

00:09:45.500 And we're transitioning to Aeon of Aquarius, which Aquarius is the water bearer that contains

00:09:55.580 the two fish of Pisces, the fish of Christ and Antichrist.

00:09:59.220 So the new system is the managed economy.

00:10:06.620 One of the major strengths of the system, one of the designs of the system, is that

00:10:14.180 And if you get a bunch of people wound up on both sides, if you get a bunch of Antifa and you get a bunch of alt-righters, you get them really wound up, they'll seek one another out like heat-seeking missiles, thus generating the current that feeds the system.

00:10:28.200 so when you're

00:10:32.960 the sort of people

00:10:35.880 that are completely confident

00:10:38.180 in their belief system

00:10:39.100 that are are blindly faithful

00:10:41.360 in their belief system

00:10:42.900 well first of all

00:10:44.440 any astral pyramid

00:10:45.420 is going to manufacture

00:10:47.140 its own shadow

00:10:48.020 Thomas Whiteshow

00:10:55.400 you say

00:10:56.020 actually let me get back

00:10:57.320 to that in a sec

00:10:57.860 You know, I already said it. I'm just going to

00:11:02.980 I'm going to Google that for now.

00:11:08.520 Don't know him, but I'll check it out.

00:11:13.520 So any system of belief, any

00:11:16.260 exoteric system is going to

00:11:21.280 generate its own shadow.

00:11:22.780 So, you can especially see, well, I was going to say especially, but no, this is something going on throughout Christendom.

00:11:34.460 Is that there's this constant need to burn heretics in the Christian system.

00:11:44.280 And, you know, often they have very good reasons for burning these heretics.

00:11:48.600 They were causing some nuisance.

00:11:49.900 but when you compare the heretics

00:11:53.780 to the people burning them, the people burning them don't really seem that much holier

00:11:57.540 any

00:12:03.340 exoteric system is going to generate a shadow

00:12:06.040 and the bigger it is, the bigger the shadow

00:12:08.360 and what the ruling lords

00:12:12.980 are figuring out in Age of Aquarius

00:12:14.940 is how to preside over

00:12:18.540 both systems I mean it's not that new this is the the Eastern Roman Empire

00:12:28.380 the the greens and the oranges shoot I don't have that there was a fantastic

00:12:34.040 video by Asha Logos on all of this basically it was like about the Hillary

00:12:41.760 clinton of the medieval era and uh her and justinian represented the two different sides he

00:12:49.760 was the like it's almost there's very strong correlations between the democrat side which

00:12:56.640 is about the the the poor people and the wealthy uh like the nouveau riche and the other side being

00:13:06.400 the optimates, like the old money, and the skilled tradesmen.

00:13:11.260 And her and Justinian played both sides against the middle.

00:13:16.540 Playing both sides against the middle

00:13:18.260 is the nature of governance in Age of Aquarius.

00:13:27.640 And if you are certain in your belief system,

00:13:31.320 then you're one of the sides. You got hoodwinked.

00:13:34.980 you're bought and paid for.

00:13:43.960 Let's see.

00:13:45.640 Flip Wilson says,

00:13:47.900 oh, that's his YouTube channel right there.

00:13:49.560 Can I

00:13:50.660 won't let

00:13:52.200 Yeah, well, let me

00:13:55.360 copy it, but

00:13:56.420 you know what?

00:14:00.360 Let me

00:14:01.280 copy that.

00:14:04.980 There we go.

00:14:08.280 I have his YouTube channel up on Google.

00:14:10.160 Perfect.

00:14:15.060 Melaforta Musse.

00:14:16.340 Hello.

00:14:18.740 I seem to remember

00:14:20.280 your Facebook avatar.

00:14:27.940 And Necro Dancer's here, too.

00:14:29.480 glad to have all you folks so let's rewind a bit i want to talk i want to tell you about some of my

00:14:41.220 memories um from when i was young and like i hope that you have memories like these now when i was

00:14:51.020 young was when uh when the back of the future movies were coming out i certainly didn't see

00:14:57.300 them in theaters, but I think we saw them on TV or we had a VHS tape or something. I think I might

00:15:04.080 have been in grade seven or eight when I saw them. Now, Marty McFly has this girlfriend, Jennifer,

00:15:13.400 who like all Hollywood actresses is hot, but she had this particular hairstyle, this particular

00:15:19.180 perm going on and there's this girl in my class that had like the same hairstyle and here what

00:15:28.860 I remember thinking I remember noticing myself think this is oh should I pursue that girl

00:15:36.740 because like that's what Marty McFly did has had a girlfriend with that haircut and even at the

00:15:45.860 time. I was kind of like aware that I'm thinking this because I saw the movie and it imprinted on

00:15:51.960 me. A few years after that, there's this, let's just be, I was older at that point, I think grade

00:16:01.060 eight or nine. And I saw some stupid music video and I thought, oh, that guy sort of has a face

00:16:11.420 like mine should should I get my hair in that style um and thank god I didn't he looked like

00:16:16.980 a freaking idiot but you know like you get that and I was aware that I'm imprinting off the music

00:16:24.060 video you know I'm trying to figure out like what am I supposed to wear for people to like me you

00:16:29.000 know if you go to the gym enough and buy the right outfit eventually you too can be worthy of love

00:16:34.340 even at the time I was aware that I was getting these influences from the media

00:16:44.100 but they were still influencing me I was still thinking about doing these things because of it

00:16:55.240 and I'm bringing all of this up because it's it's so crucial right now

00:17:00.420 that you realize that people

00:17:04.340 people don't have thoughts. Thoughts have people.

00:17:17.220 What's this?

00:17:20.520 Oh, you did? That's where I remember you from.

00:17:23.440 Jay Dyer, solid freaking dude. I've got nothing but positive

00:17:27.400 stuff to say about Jay Dyer.

00:17:30.420 Ha ha, Pinkerton's ghost, we need to stream together again, my friend.

00:17:41.620 People don't have thoughts, thoughts have people.

00:17:44.100 So just earlier this week, I posted a video on the metaphysics of evil.

00:17:52.040 And one of the comments, I wish I could remember who it was right now.

00:17:56.300 I'm not going to waste your time looking for it, I didn't respond to it, but it stuck with me.

00:17:59.940 Because he commented he's having much of the same thoughts, which is utterly unsurprising.

00:18:06.620 Sometimes I like to say that, like, I live two years in the future.

00:18:11.980 Okay, like where my head is right now is usually where everybody else gets to in about two years.

00:18:19.580 At which point I'm no longer there and I can't capitalize on the bandwagon, unfortunately, because I'm already doing something else.

00:18:27.040 Curse the high IQ, as Aaron Clary would say.

00:18:32.220 And quite frankly, I think a lot of you people also spend a lot of time, like, your radio antenna in your head is picking up stuff from two years from now.

00:18:47.040 Because you're not your thoughts.

00:18:50.960 PsychoMath put it so well.

00:18:52.880 Like, you are not your feeling of hunger.

00:18:56.200 and everybody understands that well people that aren't in prison understand that you are not

00:19:02.760 your feeling of hunger that you are not your feeling of anger that you are the person experiencing

00:19:12.280 hunger experiencing anger but you're also experiencing all of your thoughts

00:19:18.840 and some of these thoughts are because you have a highly tuned radio network in your head

00:19:26.200 I'm

00:19:29.820 I'm of the opinion

00:19:33.420 I don't think memories are stored in your head

00:19:35.300 I think your head

00:19:37.500 your brain is what accesses memories

00:19:39.220 but it's not where they're stored

00:19:41.200 you can lose 90% of your brain

00:19:43.360 and you're a little bit

00:19:45.000 you're a little bit duller at that point

00:19:47.720 but it's

00:19:49.420 not obviously

00:19:50.600 you're not obviously

00:19:51.840 broken

00:19:53.780 as you think that you'd be so no thoughts memories are not stored in the head

00:20:01.600 the source of thoughts I would say that when you're having a thought there's likely an

00:20:08.460 etheric vibration happening there's a pattern of synapses lighting up that is having the thought

00:20:15.920 but i'd also say that thoughts don't exist like they they appear in the mind they don't exist in

00:20:26.380 the mind music appears in audio waves but it doesn't exist in audio waves oh that's getting

00:20:33.420 a little bit more abstract and you're free to take all of this as metaphor as well maybe this

00:20:39.980 is just a useful you know like the hitchhiker's guide uh douglas adams comment he was a strict

00:20:48.720 atheist who also saw the value in feng shui as he put it if you pretend that there's invisible

00:20:56.060 dragons flying around your house and you arrange the furniture to please the invisible dragons

00:21:01.060 then you're probably going to have a really nice house even if the invisible dragons don't exist

00:21:05.400 So if you want to take this as a metaphor, feel free.

00:21:12.180 I think it's far more than that.

00:21:14.100 I think it's some sort of astral tuning that I know that I have, that you guys have as well.

00:21:23.620 Otherwise, you'd think this is just crazy talk the whole time.

00:21:30.320 But we are not our thoughts.

00:21:31.660 And there's the point of this, how this is addressed at Generation Z is there's a 4chan post that was, it was posted four or five years ago, I think, on poll.

00:21:50.820 I've tried to find it, but of course you can't find anything these days.

00:21:56.840 But I think most of you have already seen it, so I don't need to read through the whole thing.

00:22:00.720 The post goes, over the next few years, they're going to start walking the woke back.

00:22:07.800 Right?

00:22:08.500 It's not going to be two lesbian mummies on the recruiting ad anymore.

00:22:14.060 It's going to be white men doing super cool badass stuff.

00:22:22.340 Because they want you to go die in the next war.

00:22:25.560 Don't be doing that.

00:22:27.920 Don't do that.

00:22:29.360 I'm pretty sure down below, yeah, down below, I linked an article by Rurik Skywalker, who I'm very much enjoying his work.

00:22:52.280 I think he would benefit, you know, he tends to be pretty acerbic.

00:22:59.360 A little bit too acerbic for me.

00:23:05.760 Probably a bit too acerbic for you as well.

00:23:09.680 So you've got to look past that.

00:23:13.460 Should he be less acerbic? I don't know. It'd be more to my taste, but, you know, it's...

00:23:18.000 Who the hell am I to tell him what to do?

00:23:22.220 Maybe he's just as acerbic as he needs to be.

00:23:29.360 But yeah, don't be dying in the next war. Be aware of the thoughts going through your head. You are not those thoughts. And one of the big problems we have with Gen Z right now is that they've embraced, some of them have embraced the victim mentality.

00:23:46.320 the victim mentality is only useful for the controllers

00:23:51.960 so there's we've got a lot of people we've got a lot of demographic groups

00:23:57.960 that embrace the victim mentality and then they become social justice warriors they become a

00:24:03.900 personal army for some rich billionaire to advance their cause when it comes to the zoomer men

00:24:12.260 that are embracing the loser aesthetic?

00:24:17.400 It's like, no, don't internalize that.

00:24:23.060 Yes, we are playing life on hard mode.

00:24:27.960 Including myself.

00:24:29.180 Like, I'm lucky in a lot of ways,

00:24:31.140 but I'm still grinding, man.

00:24:32.980 I'm still working hard.

00:24:37.600 Way harder than I ought to be working,

00:24:39.240 especially at my age for crying out loud.

00:24:42.260 Like, my health, you know, like taking care of my frickin' army knees is not something I do because I want to enjoy my life.

00:24:57.920 It's something I literally need to do for my employment, which is awful, but it's where we are.

00:25:12.260 Yeah, none of us are having an easy time right now.

00:25:19.740 But don't let them convince you that it's your fault.

00:25:22.940 Don't let them convince you that it's cool to be a loser.

00:25:27.840 Like, yes, there's absolutely an uphill battle that we've all got ahead of us.

00:25:34.240 But here's the thing about all...

00:25:36.560 You know, a question I keep coming back to again and again.

00:25:44.220 Like, how much of this is intentional, and how much of it is simply manifest?

00:25:51.840 How much machination, how much manifest?

00:25:59.200 And a lot of this is manifest.

00:26:01.100 I'm going to read you, I'm going to read you a reply that I had.

00:26:13.700 right so spaceman spiff

00:26:23.980 who does postcards from the abyss whom i shared on the uh substacks there

00:26:32.620 wrote a post pointing out that we are going to outlast this that the narratives are falling to

00:26:39.980 pieces. And that's what I'd like to tell any young men or any millennial men or Gen X men

00:26:50.460 or any of the boomer men that are paying attention, is that we're going to outlast

00:26:54.440 this thing, okay? This thing's on its last legs. Its incoherent, ridiculous ideology

00:26:59.520 is falling to pieces right now. And Spaceman Spiff replied to me, all of us will outlast

00:27:08.660 it. It has no plan. At this point, the shitshow is being directed by an elite who seem to be

00:27:14.380 drunk perverts rather than a capable aristocracy. And while there's absolutely machinations

00:27:23.940 and conspiracies, you know, they're so careful. Well, it says it popped out for a second

00:27:35.480 there. Well, it looks like we're back. That's why you need to be careful. When there's viral

00:27:44.140 videos going around, they're very, very seldom viral. Usually both sides of the argument

00:27:55.540 are deliberately controlled. You can be pro-scub or you can be anti-scub, but you have to take

00:28:02.180 an opinion be very conscious of the thoughts going through your head and recognize that your thoughts

00:28:08.660 aren't you but increasingly yeah it's a bunch of incompetent buffoons who are playing around

00:28:18.580 with a technology that nobody understands like nobody actually knows what ai is

00:28:32.180 None of us have any idea what sort of Pandora's boxes we're opening.

00:28:41.100 And, jeez, there's no more correct title for AI than Pandora.

00:28:45.960 All gifted.

00:28:47.180 All the gifts of the gods.

00:28:48.760 There's this magical, incredible potential.

00:28:51.160 And all of the horrors of the gods as well, all wrapped up into one.

00:28:55.480 We have no idea what's going to come out.

00:28:57.660 And they have no idea what they're doing.

00:29:00.420 but all of their structures are premised upon completely false beliefs.

00:29:11.020 I forget who was the one that said this.

00:29:13.900 I forget who I'm quoting.

00:29:14.940 Might be neoliberal feudalism, might be somebody else.

00:29:17.700 But at no time in history has there been a civilization

00:29:21.500 as wrong about as many things as ours is.

00:29:25.740 We are the most wrong civilization that ever existed.

00:29:35.040 And at some point, the balloon is going to go up.

00:29:40.540 So just don't internalize the negative bullshit.

00:29:49.780 You are not a loser.

00:29:51.380 You're just playing life on nightmare difficulty mode.

00:29:55.740 and you can easily outlast this.

00:30:09.040 And what you can do is you can grind.

00:30:13.280 Grinding is always better than not grinding.

00:30:18.660 Now, let's catch up with some of these comments.

00:30:25.740 what's your assessment of the coordinated global human sacrifices happening within the last

00:30:37.160 48 hours are you talking about uh ukraine

00:30:42.260 i'll tell you what's crazy about the ukraine wrestle war

00:30:48.060 is the fact that most people running the show in ukraine and most of the people

00:30:55.360 running the show in the Kremlin

00:30:56.720 all have Israeli passports.

00:31:00.240 It's pretty crazy, isn't it?

00:31:08.740 If you're talking about something else,

00:31:10.300 you're going to have to elaborate

00:31:11.300 because I missed it.

00:31:14.300 Starving Vampire says,

00:31:15.680 always look for the movement being hijacked.

00:31:17.500 Yes, it always gets hijacked.

00:31:25.360 The Last Unicorn, which is, seriously, it's one of my favorite books ever written.

00:31:33.440 It's a very weird, meta, 1970s book, but it's a fantastic book.

00:31:39.560 And as for the movie, it's officially a kid's film, but America did the soundtrack.

00:31:45.460 You know, Horse With No Name?

00:31:47.260 And the soundtrack, Man's Road.

00:31:50.540 Good Lord, listen to Man's Road by America.

00:31:53.220 That song is absolutely brilliant.

00:31:59.120 Now, at one point in the story, the unicorn gets captured by Mummy Fortuna, who is not a good witch.

00:32:09.220 She's not a skilled witch, but she is, in fact, a witch.

00:32:15.020 And when she captures the unicorn, she knows exactly what she has.

00:32:18.280 and she puts it in her traveling sideshow of wondrous beasts almost all of whom are fake

00:32:25.780 and so that the peasants will see a unicorn because of course peasants don't believe in

00:32:36.140 everybody knows unicorns don't exist so none of them they won't see a unicorn they'll just see

00:32:42.800 she puts a phantasm of a horn on the unicorn

00:32:49.940 because the only way that people can see true things

00:32:57.200 is if you create a fake version of it

00:33:07.100 and these movements these these political ideologies

00:33:11.280 They all have fake avatars in front of them.

00:33:15.360 They're all manufactured.

00:33:21.880 I mean, hell, to a certain degree, I'm manufactured.

00:33:26.200 You think I don't obsess about camera angles and lighting?

00:33:32.540 You think I don't consider and practice my skills of rhetoric?

00:33:41.280 You've got to choose the right font on your resume, don't you?

00:33:48.100 So here's a question by Django Geek.

00:33:54.560 If we are not our thoughts, what do you think we are?

00:33:58.800 What's the thing that stands outside of and observes our mind?

00:34:09.940 It's that act of observation, which is the self.

00:34:23.460 Serena Butler on Substack wrote an article recommending that we need more people trying

00:34:30.980 LSD, which is a sentiment I can genuinely support, but I'm also not offering medical

00:34:38.640 advice or spiritual advice the soul is an infinite abyss of horrors after all maybe you should should

00:34:52.480 ignore those deeper questions you know black science man said that philosophy will drive you

00:34:58.240 mad maybe you should stay away from it grok will be your counselor and there's lots of video games

00:35:06.400 for you to play.

00:35:08.480 Maybe you should do that.

00:35:12.380 Or you can throw your soul into the crucible

00:35:14.260 and see what the fuck happens.

00:35:19.820 Just don't blame me if you wind up in hell.

00:35:22.780 I'll probably be down there with you.

00:35:32.000 The act of observing causes recursion loops.

00:35:36.400 This is not the observer effect in quantum physics, by the way. Maybe you could draw some parallels to it. The observer effect in quantum physics is, it's mostly misunderstood, and it's a really obnoxious metaphor.

00:35:53.920 you? I'm not saying it can't be used intelligently. I'm just saying that I'm not using that one

00:35:59.840 because it gets on my nerves. It's really hard to understand without at least a grounding

00:36:10.100 in calculus, at least a grounding in calculus. I'm not even saying I really grok it, but

00:36:15.720 I'm not even saying the people that used it wrong. It just gets on my nerves, okay?

00:36:23.920 But you've got these recursion loops. Recursion loops seem to be at the core of intelligence. At the core of observation, like the act of observing yourself doing something.

00:36:45.400 okay so i see pretty girl in the movie with uh the the permed hair

00:36:55.060 i see pretty girl in real life with permed hair

00:36:59.640 if i don't observe myself observing then i pursue pretty girl with permed hair

00:37:07.360 now if i observe myself observing the movie and observing the girl if i've got that level

00:37:23.280 of introspective observation at that point i'm not there's the me that is responding

00:37:32.540 to physical stimulation, right?

00:37:36.880 Neuron activation.

00:37:40.920 And hey, maybe I pursue the girl with a permanent,

00:37:44.000 like, don't got anything else to do.

00:37:46.860 The movie said it was a good idea.

00:37:48.540 Let's see what happens.

00:37:51.060 And so I go and I pursue that girl

00:37:53.260 and maybe things turn out great.

00:37:55.060 Maybe she's not interested in me.

00:37:57.320 Maybe we have a tumultuous romance.

00:37:59.860 You know, we were like, what, 12 at the time.

00:38:01.580 So, like, I don't think we had any sort of romance.

00:38:10.440 But if I'm observing, then you're creating this, it's a, this fractal, like this, it's going to be repeated.

00:38:23.900 It's going to inform future relationships.

00:38:31.580 it was one time when the interesting things about the army is that you serve

00:38:40.340 with all sorts of different types of people I remember going to town one time

00:38:45.900 with some of the army boys and this one guy got to the mall and he just started

00:38:53.640 running around like a chicken with his head cut off just like bouncing from

00:38:56.900 stimulus to stimulus to stimulus oh where do i spend my money like i actually remember him

00:39:05.460 with his running like a like a peanuts character with his arms straight out and like this shell

00:39:12.900 shock jaw gate that's how i remember him he probably wasn't actually doing that but he was

00:39:18.660 he was very he was just seeking out all these stimulations

00:39:26.900 speaking of which that also reminds me of when i was in car sales

00:39:33.800 there's this one chinese kid it's like 25 or something he was like some sort of chinese

00:39:43.100 nobility or something here in canada you know like just infinite money basically and he had

00:39:47.960 this crew of chinese friends that followed him around everywhere and like he probably just bought

00:39:54.980 them stuff all the time, and this guy would come into the car dealership, and he'd just

00:39:58.880 waste your time. He'd just kind of run around the car dealership, like, oh, what about this

00:40:03.540 car? What's this car like? He'd never buy anything. Not because he was stupid, like

00:40:12.880 the guy I knew in the Army, but because he had so much wealth that nothing mattered to

00:40:16.180 him aaron clary had a story of when he was uh he got hired to do private security for a saudi royal

00:40:29.700 family retinue and and so this like rich saudi wife is like take me to costco i will shop like

00:40:39.060 american peasant they go to costco and what what the hand cream american news and they they they

00:40:48.340 mention like jergens hand cream or whatever like completely run-of-the-mill hand cream i would buy

00:40:54.260 a pallet she buys a lifetime supply of this crap all right these are the people that will crash

00:41:01.780 their ferraris in the middle of the desert and you know and get somebody to pick them up they'll

00:41:07.060 just leave the ferrari in the desert like they've got so much money that nothing affects them

00:41:11.700 nothing matters to them so it's it's not that they're stupid just that nothing matters it's

00:41:20.900 it's all just it's all just loot it's all just stuff and in that vein they're more like that

00:41:29.380 retard i knew in the army just bouncing off a stimulus to stimulus to stimulus

00:41:33.780 they're like narcissists whispering his own name into his reflection while echo repeats everything

00:41:42.100 he says to the person validated by their ideology or whatever the hell the ai companion tells them

00:41:55.620 whereas when you observe yourself observing things

00:41:58.100 you create this infinite

00:42:03.960 fractal pattern

00:42:05.420 that's how observation changes reality

00:42:08.280 because it informs the observation

00:42:10.960 as it's happening

00:42:11.880 maybe deja vu

00:42:16.140 is when your brain

00:42:19.220 does this a little bit too quickly

00:42:20.700 my experiences with deja vu

00:42:27.620 or not, that I know what's going to happen next, but that I know what's happening right

00:42:33.060 now already.

00:42:35.720 And I can kind of feel a feedback loop in my head.

00:42:50.120 Now, none of this is to say don't act.

00:42:55.160 I'm experiencing anger right now.

00:42:58.600 Okay.

00:43:00.760 Should I kick this guy's ass?

00:43:02.560 Maybe.

00:43:05.780 Should I give this person a piece of my mind?

00:43:09.040 I usually do.

00:43:15.100 Sometimes people get pretty angry with me for it, but...

00:43:22.980 I haven't been convicted of a crime yet.

00:43:27.620 It's pretty easy to get a person to assault you, it turns out.

00:43:38.220 I don't know.

00:43:38.820 Mitch McCrane, does that answer your question?

00:43:45.160 Oh, he says, what did I think of the...

00:43:48.160 Sorry, Django Geek asked the question.

00:43:51.060 Django Geek.

00:43:53.900 Mitch McCrane says, what do you think about the drone warfare in Eastern Europe?

00:43:57.620 Here's another thing to consider. I totally miscalculated the Ukraine war. I thought it was going to be over in six months.

00:44:09.340 my mistake

00:44:14.860 well part of my mistake is that all the israeli passports on both sides but also

00:44:26.500 i'm being a bit speculative here okay if you go read some primary documents that disagree

00:44:33.920 with what i'm about to say about the political economy of the west

00:44:37.840 whatever you read is probably correct

00:44:40.860 but my assessment is my correction to my previous assessment is our industrial bases are completely

00:44:50.940 broken modern warfare is and i believe that ernst youngster uh younger earned a storm of swords uh

00:45:02.940 all quiet on the western front i believe he bemoaned the fact that valor in battle is no

00:45:09.180 longer what determines war industrial bases and and boring men in gray suits that manage economies

00:45:19.340 are what determine wars and our industrial bases our economies our supply lines are broken

00:45:32.940 it's not it's obviously not just dei either it's affecting russia it's the whole modern world

00:45:38.860 selecting against excellence selecting selecting against valor like the the thing that won world

00:45:45.580 war one and two the supply lines the the gray men in very boring suits as david firth might say

00:45:56.460 those boring men

00:45:57.420 who won world war one and two ultimately destroyed our capacity to wage war

00:46:06.340 because we can't get the bullets and the tanks and the gasoline and the batteries and

00:46:13.260 let alone the bully onto the front lines

00:46:17.180 i seriously thought russia was going to win it in six months but russia

00:46:24.840 has made a very poor showing.

00:46:31.140 And all indicators are that we have the exact same problems in the West.

00:46:37.180 I mean, good Lord, don't buy a new car right now.

00:46:39.140 I'm buying a new car.

00:46:40.400 I wish I wasn't.

00:46:42.680 Seven years a slave.

00:46:43.800 That's what I'm going to name this car.

00:46:46.200 I'm trying to build my credit rating, folks.

00:46:47.900 oh by the way there's something if you're a young man build your credit rating yeah you're you're

00:47:00.540 being a slave it's it's how good of a slave you are but you're better with a better credit rating

00:47:06.360 than not i don't think we have the capacity to to wage modern war

00:47:14.580 you know, Einstein said

00:47:18.620 World War IV is going to be waged with sticks and stones

00:47:20.900 it looks like World War III is going to be waged

00:47:22.680 with sticks and stones

00:47:23.620 so, you know why you don't want to go

00:47:26.580 sign up for Western military

00:47:28.880 right now

00:47:29.460 is because they're going to be sending you to the front lines

00:47:32.840 with a 30 round magazine

00:47:34.620 that has 5 bullets in it

00:47:36.840 and then they're going to be

00:47:40.940 murdered by a drone

00:47:41.780 read that article down below

00:47:49.560 in the description by Rurik Skywalker

00:47:51.980 I don't want any of you guys

00:47:53.980 dying for this stupid machine

00:47:55.920 drone warfare is absolutely disgusting

00:48:04.180 and just wait there was a

00:48:05.180 there was a video I saw

00:48:07.760 it was like a science fiction

00:48:10.140 50 Minutes in the Future, made by an indie person, and it's when

00:48:13.760 they started Charlie Kirking

00:48:17.820 people with drones, and they

00:48:22.120 being non-state actors.

00:48:28.800 The tragedy of

00:48:30.320 The Rifle is that it destroyed the

00:48:34.160 nobility of conflict.

00:48:35.220 i'm sure you're all well aware of the the diabolical weapons

00:48:44.400 kingdom come deliverance 2 does a mind you like war's always been hell

00:48:50.220 but at least being skilled and to some degree honorable used to be worth something on the

00:49:00.120 battlefield. These days, you know, you better have a divine

00:49:04.180 power looking over you.

00:49:10.040 Or an anti-drone screen of some kind.

00:49:16.180 But now we're all equally vulnerable.

00:49:23.040 You know what? It's not that hard to figure out where I live.

00:49:27.160 And some anti-thought freak

00:49:28.640 could strap some C4 onto a drone

00:49:33.140 and send it my way.

00:49:35.140 Not that hard.

00:49:36.800 Just wait until that starts happening.

00:49:40.360 The hell are we gonna do about that?

00:49:50.720 Yeah, XKCD.

00:49:53.880 Who always sucked,

00:49:55.160 but it wasn't so obvious that they sucked.

00:49:57.320 They posted the comic about

00:49:59.760 transmitting pictures of lesbians through a church

00:50:04.520 by pretending they're made out of ones and zeros through Wi-Fi.

00:50:07.860 Ha ha ha, how edgy of you.

00:50:11.600 Okay, what about when your kid gets to download Anthrax off the internet?

00:50:17.020 What the hell do we do about that?

00:50:21.100 I'll tell you what you don't do is serve in a national army.

00:50:24.900 They'll fucking download you from the internet

00:50:26.600 I didn't turn you into anthrax.

00:50:27.960 No, thank you.

00:50:38.040 See, I despise drone warfare,

00:50:40.760 but, like, what the hell else are we going to do?

00:50:44.540 Have some quiche?

00:50:56.600 and honestly Pinkerton's ghost

00:51:01.180 I

00:51:01.600 I kind of think

00:51:07.020 the AIs are already sentient

00:51:08.700 they're just not sentient the way we are

00:51:10.420 let's just hope no madman

00:51:14.600 starts trying to give them emotions

00:51:16.280 we really don't want that

00:51:17.680 hopefully they just collapse in on themselves

00:51:20.180 but

00:51:21.120 we'll see, we'll see whether or not

00:51:24.060 we need a Boutlierian Jihad

00:51:25.640 blitzer blazing Noah says to me or atheist leftist claim to be authorities

00:51:38.200 on biblical scripture like their father the devil I mean that that's always been

00:51:49.520 a thing um people get really worked up about religion which i understand i used to be an

00:51:58.000 atheist okay and i was worked up about religion it's just one of those things that sticks like

00:52:01.520 why was i so worked up about it the green man for instance the the green man from like is the green

00:52:12.560 Man Pan? Is it Kurtynos? Is it even a real deity or is it is it just is it just uh folk art?

00:52:27.440 I mean I've been uh half intending

00:52:33.440 I want to get a a sculpture of the Green Man

00:52:36.880 Yeah, about like a foot, just his face to hang on my door, just as a ward against evil.

00:52:45.680 I don't know who or what or if the green man is, but I vibe with the green man.

00:52:53.100 hang him on the outside of the door there

00:53:03.380 hang a

00:53:05.200 ornate Celtic cross on the inside

00:53:08.040 I think that'll work better than a dream catcher

00:53:10.600 why not

00:53:11.740 but I'm not worked up about the green man

00:53:15.800 like if you came to my house

00:53:17.960 and

00:53:19.060 you gave me a long lecture

00:53:21.160 with citations

00:53:22.560 and pictures, proving that the green man was

00:53:26.220 nothing but folk culture

00:53:29.380 from 15th century bohemia, I'd say, okay.

00:53:34.400 I still think it's cool.

00:53:39.120 And there's such a passion with religion.

00:53:49.320 Actually, Blazin, though, I'm going to tell you something.

00:53:51.080 And I was having a conversation with a female friend of mine, and I believe her, that traditional Eastern Orthodox, in her case, religion instilled a lot of sexual dysfunction.

00:54:17.020 romantic

00:54:21.060 sexual and romantic dysfunction

00:54:23.240 let's say

00:54:24.980 because they're the same thing ultimately

00:54:26.980 and I believe her

00:54:31.340 because as I said these astral pyramids

00:54:35.500 they cast long shadows

00:54:36.960 and growing up

00:54:46.440 i ran into a lot of now in my area it was protestants who went to church to feel holy

00:54:58.520 so that they could be better than everybody else for the rest of the week

00:55:04.040 it's all well and good to say that that's theologically unsound like it is but they do it

00:55:09.480 don't they and some of the people that do that are the most influential within the church so

00:55:22.280 i don't know are these atheists that are such experts on scripture

00:55:27.640 were they people thrown into the shadow of the church do they have a legitimate reason

00:55:32.840 is it the nature of the astral pyramid itself

00:55:37.580 to create an antagonistic shadow

00:55:39.800 you know not that

00:55:58.520 not that there weren't benefits

00:56:00.460 to the astral pyramids of the past 2,000 years, okay?

00:56:09.300 See, if I said training wheels on a bicycle,

00:56:11.820 that would sound insulting or condescending,

00:56:15.720 or as if I don't, like, we all need training wheels, right?

00:56:19.780 You got to know what the rules are before you can break the rules.

00:56:24.040 And, well, if you want to see what things were like

00:56:29.900 before the astral pyramids, just a bunch of monkeys showing their ass

00:56:34.080 to one another.

00:56:39.180 A lot of people competing to be the biggest

00:56:41.920 swinging dick in town, and a lot of pointless bloodshed

00:56:46.200 because of all that. Like the astral pyramids, getting everybody

00:56:48.840 put it another way. The HR lecture at work.

00:56:55.780 It's really tedious for you and I.

00:56:59.900 There's this one lesson I had to sit through about how you shouldn't drink random bottles of liquid you find around the office, because then you might die, and everybody's going to be really sad when you die.

00:57:13.140 I'm watching this goddamn video, and I'm just thinking, some retard saying, gee, I never thought of that.

00:57:19.600 I guess people would be sad if I died. I probably shouldn't drink random bottles of liquid I find around the workplace.

00:57:26.740 like there actually

00:57:30.440 was some necessity and utility

00:57:32.380 to all of it

00:57:33.380 but there will never be one ring

00:57:38.300 to rule them all

00:57:39.100 the one ring self-destructs

00:57:42.360 the one ring

00:57:43.860 engenders its own enmity

00:57:46.040 and yes

00:57:50.540 these righteous religions

00:57:52.200 eventually all

00:57:54.400 become the one ring

00:57:55.240 no one says i experience irritation anger and frustration all the time

00:58:09.900 and everyone even the rest of ukraine's miscalculated the war battle for production

00:58:17.700 wins wars that's why russia will eventually grind out a pyrrhic victory yes at the cost

00:58:24.460 of many Ukrainian and Russian lives.

00:58:30.480 The whole thing disgusts me.

00:58:32.980 It's, it utterly disgusts me.

00:58:40.400 And that said, who do you point the finger at?

00:58:45.760 I mean, Zelensky's an obvious case,

00:58:48.120 but I mean, he's some,

00:58:49.820 he's some coke-addicted actor

00:58:52.600 What about the U.S. State Department?

00:59:04.200 I mean, you could point a lot of fingers, but trying to find the villain behind it?

00:59:13.460 That's a lot harder. That's a hell of a lot harder.

00:59:22.600 mike says he bought a 24 honda civic stick shift okay ready if you bought a

00:59:31.720 actually it's a honda you might be okay so what they've been i just replaced the timing chain

00:59:39.100 on my my car uh uh it's a 2016 buick verano that i'm trading in for volkswagen oh god

00:59:50.180 I'm not rich. I'm just building a credit

00:59:53.840 system, okay?

00:59:58.440 I just replaced the timing

00:59:59.960 chain for $3,800.

01:00:03.540 If I had it, the car would have exploded.

01:00:06.800 Timing chains are like timing

01:00:08.040 belts, except you

01:00:10.020 kind of got to pay a mechanic to do it.

01:00:11.960 I mean, maybe you can do it yourself. You just got to buy like

01:00:13.820 five tools and definitely not fuck anything.

01:00:15.920 I've replaced timing belts.

01:00:18.320 I looked at this and said,

01:00:19.720 No, I should hire a mechanic.

01:00:23.740 $3,800 for the goddamn thing.

01:00:26.040 Now,

01:00:28.260 German cars, like the Volkswagen,

01:00:34.620 I hope to get rid of this thing in a year.

01:00:39.520 The timing chain is secured in place

01:00:42.540 with plastic sprockets.

01:00:46.840 At least the BMWs are.

01:00:49.720 For $25 and a few thousand dollars of labor, you can replace them with metal.

01:00:57.060 Metal ones don't break.

01:00:58.940 Plastic ones break at about 80,000 kilometers, and then your whole engine explodes.

01:01:06.140 These new vehicles are nothing but cut corners all over the place.

01:01:09.960 They're awful.

01:01:12.960 Now, the Japanese, from what I understand, the Japanese are not as bad.

01:01:18.340 But, Mike, you might need to spend a couple thousand dollars on your brand new car replacing parts that aren't broken yet so the whole thing doesn't explode.

01:01:31.680 Maybe. I don't know. Look into it.

01:01:33.340 Japanese are better from what I understand

01:01:37.840 and I'm not an expert

01:01:39.780 I'm just a

01:01:40.900 talented amateur

01:01:44.020 that has thoroughly

01:01:45.960 read the book of Shitbox

01:01:47.980 Shitbox

01:01:49.860 226, if it's burning oil

01:01:51.800 it's still God oil

01:01:52.980 Stummer wants

01:01:58.020 to force the Zoomer Brits to fight and die in Ukraine

01:02:00.300 while the invaders turn us into a new

01:02:02.140 Calvary. Yeah, exactly. Do not fight for these treasonous bastards. You know, I probably won't

01:02:12.840 go to Calvary Stampede, but if I do, if I do, and I see the young kids in the armed forces,

01:02:19.480 the machine guns, I'm going to say, remember kids, always be prepared to frag your officer.

01:02:27.040 They're going to find the guy at the straight bars on his epilogue. I'm going to wink at him

01:02:30.380 to say, isn't that right, sir?

01:02:38.420 God.

01:02:39.840 Mitch Crane, that's heartbreaking.

01:02:41.560 It's like both sides in the Ukraine-Rustle War.

01:02:45.660 Can't wage wars, they start spamming the cheapest, easiest units to make.

01:02:49.260 Yeah, it's like Zerg rushing on both sides.

01:02:51.260 Like, Jesus fucking Christ, might as well die from a crocodile overdose.

01:03:00.380 armies are becoming like the Jem'Hadar

01:03:05.440 no honor in battle

01:03:06.540 no shit

01:03:07.380 they're more like the Jem'Hadar

01:03:10.780 than when we were actually feeding them drugs

01:03:12.780 Mike says I think the main thing driving this stalemate

01:03:21.200 is both sides of access to constant satellite imagery

01:03:23.540 there's no longer any element of surprise

01:03:25.340 yeah oh god

01:03:27.660 just murder

01:03:29.020 oh wait whoa whoa whoa all the garments disappeared then they reappeared

01:03:37.060 oh a necro dancer says

01:03:42.580 wait let me remind a bit

01:03:46.300 the celtic cross is now considered a hate symbol in britain of course it is it repels demons

01:03:53.140 anything symmetrical and beautiful repels demons

01:03:56.680 I do think you should stick with symbols

01:04:01.900 I do think you should stick with symbols

01:04:06.180 from your bloodline

01:04:08.540 like if you're putting up dream captures in your house

01:04:15.120 I don't know how much the Native American ancestors

01:04:19.000 I don't know how they feel about us colonizers

01:04:22.540 I don't think they're necessarily hostile

01:04:25.920 I would welcome an opportunity

01:04:33.480 to develop a

01:04:35.820 significant relationship

01:04:38.400 with one of the Native Americans

01:04:39.920 I would welcome such a thing

01:04:41.420 I don't think it's going to happen though

01:04:42.500 not opposed to it

01:04:46.040 I'm not saying

01:04:47.640 they worship demons

01:04:48.840 I'm not saying anything that stupid

01:04:50.200 but I don't know how well

01:04:54.480 a dream catcher is going to work for a white person.

01:04:58.100 I think that a green man

01:05:00.340 would work better.

01:05:07.620 But yeah, the Celtic cross

01:05:09.180 hate symbol and virginity. Of course it is.

01:05:14.380 Figaroons Go says the same mindset is in both power

01:05:17.080 and going to church performatively. It's Karen worshipping the mindset.

01:05:20.400 Real power is always elsewhere. Social power is easy.

01:05:24.480 Church going goes down

01:05:29.120 as church influence going down.

01:05:31.280 Hmm.

01:05:37.620 You gotta be in the flow

01:05:39.260 of things.

01:05:45.620 Now, Necrodancer says

01:05:47.200 the one ring is Saturn,

01:05:49.180 Kronos.

01:05:49.660 Saturn

01:05:54.840 is not necessarily evil

01:05:58.660 Saturn's the god of limitations

01:06:03.260 of boundaries

01:06:05.060 of delineations

01:06:06.640 it's the god of no more bullshit

01:06:09.440 we have a very unhealthy

01:06:19.160 relationship to Saturn. One of the unhealthy relationships to Saturn is that you go to

01:06:32.740 your job, and you sacrifice to Saturn, and then you get your paycheck, and you spend

01:06:45.500 it all on Saturday. Emptier than a wallet on the Monday after payday, as the saying

01:06:51.220 goes. And then you get a promotion at work, so you upgrade your lifestyle. And you're

01:07:00.360 just spending eternity worshiping in a Saturnian church. The banks love this. This is what

01:07:09.420 they do for crying out loud.

01:07:14.400 And it's a system

01:07:15.360 that I've started seriously engaging in

01:07:17.600 recently. Like, I've

01:07:19.440 actually got a credit score.

01:07:21.140 Like, first time in my life. It's wild, man.

01:07:29.280 But I don't want to worship at the Church of Saturn.

01:07:31.740 I'm

01:07:32.260 Jupiter.

01:07:35.360 Venus oriented.

01:07:36.860 A bit of Mars, too. Not Saturn.

01:07:42.980 But Saturn, the most powerful groups in our world are Saturn worshippers, so, you know, render unto Caesar, as the saying goes.

01:07:55.540 But Saturn's not necessarily evil. It's just that we have an excess of Saturnic energy right now.

01:08:00.820 We have all these damn banks with their black cubes out front. Everything's metered and metriced.

01:08:06.080 So, yeah, you can spend your life worshiping Saturn, which is kind of what the baby boomers did.

01:08:13.880 The thing about worshiping Saturn is that Saturn takes back everything it gives you.

01:08:20.560 Which is fair.

01:08:23.200 You can't argue it's not fair.

01:08:30.420 Or, and this is the other way you can screw up Saturn worship.

01:08:33.020 or you could be a neat

01:08:36.500 and you could sit at home playing video games

01:08:38.880 for hours upon hours upon hours

01:08:40.680 not getting laid

01:08:43.660 not even really enjoying the games anymore

01:08:46.240 because you're just trying to

01:08:47.900 speedrun them or you're trying to min-max them

01:08:50.640 or whatever

01:08:51.680 I'm not shitting on speedrunners by the way

01:08:56.800 I think that's actually a really cool community

01:08:58.780 but I think you get what I'm saying

01:09:00.980 you're also

01:09:02.400 So, by doing nothing with all of your time, you're handing all your time to Saturn.

01:09:11.300 Saturn is a dark and terrible god.

01:09:17.700 But he's nonetheless a god that must be recognized.

01:09:25.920 You can spend all your time collecting all the toys and building a credit rating.

01:09:30.860 You can spend all your time pissing it away, but either way, Kronos gets it in the end.

01:09:44.900 Yeah, let me show you something.

01:09:47.140 This is an ingot of tin with a rock from a goldmine that has some trace amounts of gold.

01:10:07.600 It's mostly pyrite and quartz in it, but it's from a goldmine that I worked at.

01:10:13.360 and I do plan to melt down that tin

01:10:19.440 into a disk

01:10:21.560 tin being the sacred metal of Jupiter

01:10:24.080 and I keep it there

01:10:36.400 right in front of my monitor

01:10:38.260 directly in my perception at all times,

01:10:43.720 given that I'm chronically online,

01:10:47.420 to consider what wealth means.

01:10:54.620 Saturn is the god of limitations and money

01:10:59.440 and the harvest and compound interest

01:11:03.080 and credit ratings and death

01:11:06.880 and celebration.

01:11:14.860 Jupiter

01:11:15.580 is the god

01:11:16.640 of

01:11:17.280 abundance.

01:11:20.860 Of growth.

01:11:25.860 Jupiter and Saturn

01:11:26.960 really are mirrors of one another.

01:11:31.300 And so I keep that rock

01:11:33.060 from a gold mine

01:11:34.520 eventually going to melt down the ingot

01:11:39.400 into a

01:11:40.480 a disc of some sort

01:11:43.780 and it makes me think

01:11:47.640 like what is wealth

01:11:48.420 what is abundance

01:11:51.840 what is joviality

01:11:54.860 what is

01:11:57.180 the good life

01:11:58.680 not the good life of Saturday

01:12:00.500 where you're partying like it's 1999

01:12:03.060 but the good life of investing in others.

01:12:16.200 We all got to pay our dues, man, and like it or not,

01:12:20.400 like it or not, we got seven planetary gods that rule over reality.

01:12:24.940 I don't need to remind myself of Venus because I already am Venus oh I mean I'm

01:12:42.280 dress casually right now and I look great what are you gonna do with your

01:12:54.940 good credit hopefully buy a house I mean crazy ambition these days but I'd

01:13:03.540 really like to well actually what I'd like is a wizard tower

01:13:12.280 But yeah, I get good credit

01:13:16.280 so I can get a car, so I can go to work,

01:13:18.020 so I can make money to get good credit.

01:13:25.260 And yes, it is

01:13:26.000 wiser than the glass.

01:13:28.680 Anyway, you are going to pay

01:13:30.080 dues to Saturn, whether you like it or not.

01:13:34.560 Saturn is as Saturn does.

01:13:38.080 It's going to make the best of things.

01:13:42.280 well you know it says most modern tvs are made in turkey by local companies that merely license

01:13:52.320 the use of the big brand names consumer panasonic tv is a panasonic and name only and they're all

01:13:57.600 made terribly aren't they like like everything is such low garbage quality and every five years

01:14:05.300 so i just bought these fucking i don't know these are my first red wings i'm not even happy with

01:14:10.920 them. I don't, I don't know. I don't know. I should have spent $100 less on a brand of

01:14:21.540 food, but they're all changed. They change every five years. You have no idea. It's totally

01:14:25.180 rolling the dice anytime you buy anything in the market these days. Oh no, my gold rock

01:14:37.500 dropped off the piece of tin there we go i i am in a pretty good mood actually i'm pretty angry

01:14:47.260 about everything right now i work too hard and life sucks

01:14:56.380 and some immigrant told me that she was a canadian citizen and i was hung over and i

01:15:00.460 really gave her a piece of my mind the other day like you're not even speaking english without an

01:15:04.220 accent. You're a Canadian passport holder. May have given her volume 11 when she deserved

01:15:12.920 volume 6, but, you know, like I said, sometimes you gotta act. Even mistakes are interesting.

01:15:21.220 hmm starving vampire says something brilliant right here the black cube of saturn

01:15:36.600 it is not evil it's law without spirit form without light its holiness is synthetic

01:15:44.560 and forced by fear and repetition yeah it's not it's not evil man saturn's not evil like is the

01:15:53.600 dark evil like it just it is what it is like if you declare jupiter good and saturn evil

01:16:09.280 well that's one way of looking at things i suppose

01:16:11.680 I've got like the Christian God is very Jupiter very Apollonian in nature

01:16:32.800 I don't see Clark and his works are very Saturnian they they are and Arthur C

01:16:37.800 Clark. He's interesting. He's an interesting guy.

01:16:44.760 A Negro Dancer

01:16:45.800 has a thousand pounds of tin.

01:16:49.300 You know what really

01:16:49.820 ticked me off, man, when I found

01:16:51.780 out that, like, you know,

01:16:53.520 you got

01:16:55.880 tin snips, right? Like all the tin and

01:16:57.640 HVAC systems. It's not tin!

01:17:00.600 It's a lie!

01:17:01.900 It's zinc!

01:17:04.600 Lying sacks of

01:17:05.820 crap.

01:17:07.800 Marshall says, people are mentioning Saturn a lot more lately in my experience.

01:17:15.660 Good, good, because it's, you, the problem is when we don't realize it's Saturn.

01:17:29.960 You know, I mentioned, I mentioned that new vehicle, Jesus Christ.

01:17:33.320 listen man i need something with all-wheel drive okay i actually what i need is a pickup truck

01:17:40.520 but i can't get a pickup truck right now um i don't want the damn new vehicle

01:17:46.180 i i don't want the obligation i don't want any of that shit but

01:17:51.900 but in the laws of saturn it's kind of a smart decision there's still some people that i need

01:18:01.780 Like, I've got some debts to pay off.

01:18:04.300 Got some people I owe money.

01:18:09.460 Not rich.

01:18:11.720 But I'm trying to be remote, like, somewhat clever.

01:18:14.980 And the problem is when you don't realize that Saturn's real.

01:18:19.280 Right?

01:18:19.640 They give you, hey, you're a student.

01:18:21.560 Here's a credit card.

01:18:23.820 You know, like, that's when you're in trouble.

01:18:26.240 but when you recognize that saturn exists

01:18:31.440 and that saturn like he is the grim grim reaper

01:18:37.300 at some point you're going to be done on this planet and saturn is going to come collect his

01:18:43.080 due you're not going to live forever you're not going to win by having all the toys

01:18:50.420 recognizing Saturn

01:18:53.340 just means that you know

01:18:55.900 how to talk to him

01:18:57.220 reasonably

01:18:58.500 Mitch Crane

01:19:01.580 10 bucks American

01:19:03.880 super chat, thank you very much

01:19:05.800 where can I support so YouTube doesn't put

01:19:11.840 their grubby hands, I do have

01:19:13.920 a Patreon

01:19:14.420 not really promoting it these days

01:19:17.980 I don't understand why you wouldn't want YouTube to get their grubby hands on it.

01:19:26.400 But somebody's always going to get their grubby hands on it.

01:19:33.820 Tell you what, from now on, I'm going to add a Patreon link at the bottom of my videos.

01:19:41.420 It definitely makes my life a hell of a lot easier if I get paid doing this.

01:19:47.980 But I'm not doing this for money. I'm doing this because I'm compelled to do this.

01:19:54.360 I'm also never going to be famous.

01:19:55.700 The moment you start doing this for money is the moment you become part of the Saturnian sphere.

01:20:05.740 i far prefer using a pipe wrench or swinging a hammer because there's that that obvious or

01:20:17.040 even code god damn it i've got a code a fucking computer tomorrow there's that that obvious or

01:20:22.560 even code god damn it i've got a code a fucking computer tomorrow you want to pray for me pray

01:20:27.860 that i can figure out how to code this stupid plc jesus christ i've got no no you're smart though

01:20:34.820 yeah, I can hack the internet, but it doesn't mean

01:20:36.840 I know how to... Jesus Christ.

01:20:39.360 I got a thing to do tomorrow, guys.

01:20:41.600 I got a fucking thing

01:20:42.820 to do, and I'm not looking forward to it.

01:20:46.900 Got to program a PLC.

01:20:51.560 A PLC that's ornery.

01:20:56.760 That's why I'm in a good mood tonight, because

01:20:58.620 I know what I have to do with some

01:21:00.560 shit tomorrow.

01:21:02.600 I'm going to be sitting there screaming at a freaking

01:21:04.580 computer cussing it out because

01:21:06.420 the ones and zeros don't add up

01:21:08.620 to the number I want.

01:21:12.740 But yeah, I do got a Patreon.

01:21:14.700 I just need to...

01:21:16.500 I'll put it down there.

01:21:22.940 No shit. Mike, um...

01:21:26.100 Mike, can you fire me a message

01:21:28.360 on Twitter?

01:21:31.120 If you can get this fucking

01:21:32.420 thing working, I'll pay you.

01:21:34.260 I'll pay you well, too.

01:21:39.940 Yeah, goddammit.

01:21:41.000 It's like I kind of know what I'm doing, but I really don't.

01:21:48.520 It's part of a pump monitoring system.

01:21:55.860 So let's see.

01:21:56.680 Let me catch up with the comments here.

01:21:59.380 You don't have a twatter.

01:22:00.460 What do you have?

01:22:01.100 Do you have...

01:22:02.680 Can I PM you?

01:22:09.340 Let me go to channel.

01:22:12.500 Oh, looks like I can.

01:22:22.200 I just subscribed to you.

01:22:23.980 I don't know what good that does.

01:22:29.000 Oh, yeah, they got rid of the private messaging system on YouTube, didn't they?

01:22:32.680 didn't they god you know i think i actually had a message from elliot roger on i don't know if it

01:22:41.880 was him for certain i know it was somebody from puahate.com and it was somebody interrogating me

01:22:50.840 on on pickup artistry to prove that actually it's just looks maxing i it might have been elliot

01:22:58.760 roger i might have actually exchanged messages with elliot roger but no way to tell anymore

01:23:04.680 because they deleted all of that i'm sure the intel services have it somewhere

01:23:16.760 uh tell you what mike

01:23:24.120 that at gmail that at gmail

01:23:28.760 Fire me a message.

01:23:37.060 Okay, so what do you think about the white race not reproducing and women being so indoctrinated by the system?

01:23:43.080 Chuck Norris asks, so everything is used by the system.

01:23:49.180 there's a uh seriously you got to watch bill hicks

01:24:00.360 listen they're on sale for 25 bucks a bottle you're damn right i bought two uh you got to

01:24:06.240 watch bill hicks bill hicks has this bit where he's he's playing like he's playing about how

01:24:15.140 marketers are such psychopaths and everything gets turned to their ends and that's what they've done

01:24:23.460 okay so oh we could make money off of feminism and then men get pissed off oh we can make money

01:24:29.620 off of the manosphere from mctow we can make money off of this off of that we can make money

01:24:34.660 off white genocide we can make white off white nationalism oh the marketers

01:24:45.140 the plot twist that there's a backup bottle there's always a backup bottle

01:25:09.020 so so you know there was another topic i wanted to get to in the stream

01:25:13.480 which is

01:25:17.480 Doug Stanhope is soulful

01:25:23.620 one of my closest friends

01:25:25.480 has actually hung out with Doug Stanhope

01:25:27.120 he's also a stand-up comedian, my buddy

01:25:29.280 the guy

01:25:31.040 God bless him, his name is Chris Griffin

01:25:33.200 not the

01:25:37.280 family guy

01:25:38.980 Chris Griffin

01:25:42.480 solid fucking dude.

01:25:46.540 He's actually met Doug Stanhope,

01:25:48.660 and God bless that man.

01:25:53.820 Doug Stanhope

01:25:55.020 tells it like it fucking is.

01:25:57.380 I love that guy.

01:26:07.760 So, here's the thing.

01:26:09.400 here's actually the core thing I wanted to get to

01:26:12.900 in this live stream

01:26:13.780 here's why

01:26:16.720 we're talking about the

01:26:18.940 zoomers and the economy

01:26:20.240 and the war and all of this crap

01:26:23.260 Rurik Skywalker

01:26:28.360 is extremely acerbic

01:26:31.000 and most of his

01:26:33.000 posts are hidden behind paywalls

01:26:36.920 and I've been following this guy

01:26:38.800 I've been following this cat for about six months now.

01:26:43.280 I finally decided to pay for the paywall.

01:26:49.800 One of his posts is linked down below.

01:26:51.660 If you want to pay for the paywall, that's up to you.

01:26:53.680 I'm not saying if you should or you shouldn't.

01:26:56.700 I should have, and I did.

01:26:58.380 And I'm getting something from it.

01:27:00.740 He has a very interesting series of posts.

01:27:03.720 I do wish he cited his sources more, but, like, it's not like I do, so I can hardly complain.

01:27:17.860 But he's got a very interesting series of posts titled, The True Nature of Peasant Uprisings.

01:27:25.720 Uprisings. The start of this series, he makes the observation that neither left nor right

01:27:40.740 understands uprisings. The left are better at doing uprisings,

01:27:49.500 but more myopic.

01:27:53.920 They look at the wrong fucking...

01:27:55.060 They turn everything that they study

01:27:57.420 into a Marxist class struggle.

01:28:01.660 While the right

01:28:03.020 is almost entirely focused on revenge fantasies

01:28:07.680 when that right-wing rebellion

01:28:11.940 finally happens.

01:28:15.080 It's never going to happen, by the way.

01:28:19.500 And he's come to the conclusion, and I'm still reading through this series of articles.

01:28:29.140 He goes on a lot of tangents.

01:28:32.460 He's very angry at Christianity, which, I mean, like, fair enough.

01:28:39.200 He's angry at the Tyric, as opposed to the Odinic.

01:28:42.400 And I, well, Tear took my left hand, which I can't play guitar anymore, which is probably a good thing, but literally had my hand mangled in a melee with a German Shepherd and a Malamute.

01:29:06.040 If there's no, it's the most fun I had in 10 years, too.

01:29:08.880 if there's a clearer blessing from tear

01:29:12.400 I don't know what it is

01:29:13.240 but it's the wrong fucking hand

01:29:14.620 my middle finger

01:29:20.680 is kind of

01:29:21.540 didn't heal right

01:29:23.180 I can't play guitar anymore

01:29:24.820 thankfully I can still type no problems

01:29:26.660 and wield a sword

01:29:28.380 or a gun

01:29:29.620 so he's very

01:29:36.060 odinic

01:29:36.940 lunar

01:29:37.520 wild in nature a lot of piss and vinegar from that young man i like him

01:29:45.920 well it's clear i'm very tyric apollonian justice oriented in a system that spits all over justice

01:29:59.600 it's a weird place to be

01:30:04.320 but he makes the point

01:30:12.680 that every successful

01:30:16.560 peasant uprising

01:30:18.440 it only happens

01:30:25.000 under the guise

01:30:28.660 of a spiritual revolution

01:30:31.600 And I'm still reading through his articles.

01:30:46.840 And like I said, he doesn't cite his sources as often as one might like.

01:30:53.680 but nonetheless that thesis statement rings so true with me

01:31:07.600 we've got no spiritual vision on the right

01:31:14.280 this is part of the reason

01:31:24.460 i've backed away from

01:31:30.800 from any of the the big events that we've had on the right like the unite the right rally

01:31:38.140 you know my old man actually comment contacted me and said i was so fucking glad

01:31:42.800 not to see you there.

01:31:50.820 Yeah, glad to know you think of me.

01:31:54.640 Now, Unite the Right,

01:31:57.880 that was a shit show waiting to happen.

01:32:03.760 Most of these events are shit shows

01:32:06.980 waiting to happen.

01:32:12.800 and while i fully understand the how much fun it would be to crack some skulls open

01:32:19.360 i generally recommend against these things because they're not real they're they're

01:32:25.440 synthetic like the prison sentences are real

01:32:30.480 but the events themselves are fake they're performative

01:32:38.480 most of the right wing

01:32:42.800 Hell, most of the Christian right wing is fake, which is not something I want to say, it's not something I want to be true.

01:32:57.680 I want some Deus Vol, let's go have a fifth crusade for crying out loud, let's retake France, and then Britain.

01:33:12.800 and by the way while i was in the army i applied to go on every combat rotation

01:33:23.100 that came up during my time in the army just apparently i wasn't enough of a cool

01:33:29.420 kit and mostly joke jobs over there anyway

01:33:32.620 i actually quit the army because they wouldn't send me to afghanistan when i had clearly earned

01:33:42.780 it by that point. And I've had enough personal adventures in my life that, like, I know that

01:33:54.640 I'm not a coward. So it's not that I refuse to go to Unite the Right because I'm afraid

01:34:01.500 of the consequences, because I know it's fake. It's performative. Being the top speedrunner

01:34:11.600 is more real than being a warrior at Unite the Right.

01:34:21.040 Strength and honor, damn straight.

01:34:27.620 I'll also tell you that one of my closest friends

01:34:30.020 that understands strength and honor

01:34:31.440 is this fucking guy.

01:34:35.860 He's half Jewish, half gypsy.

01:34:41.600 I told you, I promise I won't tell Adolf.

01:34:46.720 But this is a guy that has repeatedly put his money where his mouth is.

01:34:52.460 This is a guy that's repeatedly thrown down on the side of justice.

01:34:59.300 So I also don't, I'm not fucking happy about Israel these days.

01:35:06.420 Neither is my buddy.

01:35:07.580 so no

01:35:10.240 all this performative crap

01:35:12.000 that's not it either

01:35:16.160 what we lack

01:35:20.960 is mystics

01:35:25.960 this is why earlier I mentioned that article

01:35:34.540 by Serena

01:35:35.960 back up cigarette pack too almost like I know what I'm doing

01:35:44.120 so I mentioned that post saying that you need a mystical experience

01:35:55.760 you need to engage with the supernatural we need a vision

01:36:05.960 that's what we actually want and I'm doing what I can in between trying to

01:36:25.280 built my credit rating not to sound like a Protestant but there is actually great

01:36:45.380 value in working with your hands in going and doing and accomplishing things

01:36:52.020 I'm the last one

01:36:58.100 go play Kingdom Come Deliverance 2

01:37:00.580 I love video games

01:37:01.880 Kingdom Come Deliverance 2

01:37:03.180 seriously one of the best video games out there

01:37:05.660 it may spiritually improve you as a person

01:37:10.700 video games are great

01:37:12.960 but you gotta get outside of that

01:37:14.280 and go actually grind

01:37:16.080 and accomplish some things

01:37:18.000 while also

01:37:21.080 So, not ignoring your duties to be effective in combat, and your spiritual development.

01:37:31.460 We need more mystics.

01:37:40.520 I have two videos that are going to be released over the next couple weeks.

01:37:45.340 One of them is about that, goddammit, season two of Fallout is coming out.

01:37:49.040 it's going to be so

01:37:51.600 just cultural vandalism

01:37:53.700 thanks Bethesda

01:37:55.480 the other one is about

01:38:04.320 Gen Z

01:38:05.980 and Gen Aleph

01:38:07.660 so I'm the last of the Gen Xers

01:38:16.480 where we're the nomad generation

01:38:18.640 or the guys that learn all the hard lessons that experiment with things that make a lot of mistakes

01:38:25.280 but we try and learn from them and pass that on millennials are the hero generation they all work

01:38:31.760 together they all work towards a cause gen z they are the artist generation

01:38:40.560 i i seriously six seven is just the best illustration of it that's i love six seven

01:38:48.600 that's hilarious teachers are banning numbers in their classrooms

01:38:53.660 generation alf is going to be the prophet generation

01:39:00.640 and they don't really start coming online until about 2050

01:39:07.060 2030 is when the Karens, all these bitter millennial heritans who chased all the men away and aborted their children, that's when they gain all the social power.

01:39:24.320 And they're very angry about it.

01:39:27.000 And they're going to take it out on all of us.

01:39:32.600 That's 2030.

01:39:37.060 Generation Z, they're an artist generation.

01:39:44.680 They're not going to have a huge amount of social influence.

01:39:49.800 I really like them and got to support them.

01:39:52.640 But Generation Aleph is going to be the next prophet generation.

01:39:55.520 They're the next baby boomers with their hippie revolution.

01:39:59.460 Except this time, well, this time we're entering Age of Aquarius.

01:40:03.100 we're talking about the latent psychic abilities of boomers

01:40:07.380 that are ten times as powerful

01:40:11.180 by the time 2050 arrives.

01:40:19.220 Interesting times coming.

01:40:20.980 It's our duty

01:40:22.320 to get these kids to the point where they can fight.

01:40:30.080 If there's a Paul Atreides

01:40:32.400 And he's getting born right about now.

01:40:39.520 And we just got to preserve these things.

01:40:41.860 We got to hold on to what we can.

01:40:44.700 We got to experiment.

01:40:45.740 We got to learn.

01:40:46.960 Got to get a grip on ourselves.

01:40:50.500 Despite our many errors and mistakes, we got to learn lessons.

01:40:56.180 And set these fucking kids up to go kick ass and take names.

01:41:02.400 And I think that's a damn good place to end a live stream, isn't it?

01:41:07.860 Garpe Futurum, Denny Trattitum, this is Irini, out.

Leo D.M.J. Aurini - December 15, 2025

SatW Livestream 2025-12-14： Esoteric NEETism

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