Nephilim Death Squad - 004： NDS Chronicles

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00:01:38.180 We are being hypnotized by people like this.

00:01:44.920 News readers, politicians, teachers, lecturers.

00:01:49.860 We are in a country and in a world that is being run by unbelievably sick people.

00:01:58.280 The chasm between what we're told is going on and what is really going on is absolutely...

00:02:03.660 Oh, yeah, dude.

00:02:05.380 There's some Nephilim shit.

00:02:06.560 It's like we all know it's going down, but no one's saying shit what happened to the home of the brave.

00:02:12.380 These motherfuckers are controlling this now, and no one's talking about how they made us try to be slaves.

00:02:17.500 And everybody's just walking around, heading to class.

00:02:20.320 We want to wake up to a dead in the grave.

00:02:22.740 But then it's too late.

00:02:23.720 We need to be ready to raise up.

00:02:25.560 Welcome to the end of day.

00:02:27.300 Everybody is slaved.

00:02:28.720 Only some are aware that the government...

00:02:31.100 Welcome back, ladies and gentlemen, to another episode of NDS Chronicles.

00:02:36.920 The show where we read your paranormal testimonies live on air.

00:02:41.260 I am David Lee Corbo, a.k.a. The Raven.

00:02:44.960 That is Top Lobster, the father of disinformation.

00:02:48.520 And I do believe we have a banger loaded in the chamber for you guys today.

00:02:53.420 I was skidding through the email.

00:02:55.400 What's up?

00:02:56.120 Do we have a banger?

00:02:56.980 Are you sure?

00:02:57.600 Is this good?

00:02:58.280 Well, I mean, look, I went through the first couple of paragraphs.

00:03:01.020 I don't like spoiling it for myself.

00:03:02.520 I like to read them live and, you know, have that experience with the audience.

00:03:05.720 And just the first couple of paragraphs, I was like, oh, man, this guy is touching on a lot of fun stuff.

00:03:11.300 Also, there's actually 12 in the bucket here that we can go through.

00:03:14.820 Dude, we're crushing on that.

00:03:16.000 I'm so...

00:03:16.440 Thank you guys, by the way, for submitting the paranormal testimony.

00:03:19.820 I'm having a lot of fun with this show.

00:03:21.400 If you are a listener who wants us to read your story, Corvo, lie people.

00:03:26.040 Hey, Doc.

00:03:27.980 You can submit your story over at NephilimDSquad at gmail.com.

00:03:32.700 Just put in the subject line that it's for NDS Chronicles.

00:03:35.720 And guys, please be detail heavy because we like the details.

00:03:39.400 It's fun.

00:03:40.660 We like to get into the nitty gritty of things.

00:03:42.720 Have you looked over this one at All Top?

00:03:45.320 No.

00:03:45.860 So I've been putting them on the drive.

00:03:47.680 And I just basically enough to see the name and the date.

00:03:50.900 So I'm like dating them.

00:03:52.340 So we read them in order as they come in.

00:03:54.920 And that was it.

00:03:55.740 But I saw a couple of words that I do know how to read.

00:04:00.080 And I was like, this seems kind of cool.

00:04:02.000 So I'm excited to get into it.

00:04:04.000 I guess we'll get into this one.

00:04:04.980 Maybe if we have time, we'll do one more or two more, whatever.

00:04:07.500 We got a bunch.

00:04:08.140 So we got to like roll through it.

00:04:10.000 I see.

00:04:11.180 Doc Shelley says, Jose is crying.

00:04:12.460 I feel bad because I was supposed to be on with Jose, but we didn't have another time slot

00:04:15.900 to do this episode.

00:04:17.560 And you guys know if you've been following us, we've been cranking out content.

00:04:22.000 And when you do that, things tend to get a little bit chaotic.

00:04:25.060 And so I woke up this morning and said, crap, we don't have any other slot to do this.

00:04:29.420 Important show has to come out weekly.

00:04:31.840 So we got to do it today.

00:04:32.840 I probably will be on The Morning Dump with Jose Galisson maybe this coming Monday.

00:04:38.480 So keep an eye out for that.

00:04:39.520 I do want to do that show with him.

00:04:40.780 And this show will only be going for like 30 minutes for free.

00:04:46.220 Then it'll go behind a paywall like we do every time.

00:04:48.840 So it'll be released.

00:04:50.920 When will it release?

00:04:51.900 Maybe in a couple of days or something like that.

00:04:53.700 A couple of days.

00:04:54.500 Yeah.

00:04:54.980 It'll be released soon.

00:04:56.160 I like this one.

00:04:56.700 Where's this?

00:04:57.200 Soul Risk says, I started watching you because you were calling shit gay and people retarded.

00:05:01.480 It made me fall in love.

00:05:02.960 That's nice, dude.

00:05:03.900 That's about the nicest thing I've heard maybe all week.

00:05:06.640 Oh, yeah.

00:05:07.580 Gay and retarded.

00:05:08.700 That's what we do, man.

00:05:10.360 That's what we love to do over here.

00:05:12.020 Now I'm hooked.

00:05:12.940 Keep up the great work.

00:05:13.820 Don't ever stop saying retarded or gay.

00:05:15.860 We have absolutely zero plans to stop saying retarded or gay, especially because the fan

00:05:21.440 base, they're called Dangerous Retards.

00:05:24.440 You know what I figured out yesterday?

00:05:26.580 As a hyphenated version, Detards does play pretty well.

00:05:30.440 Detards is nice.

00:05:31.180 Yeah, but we can't get away from it.

00:05:33.100 As a matter of fact, there's people in this space, in the conspiracy space, who have kind

00:05:36.640 of asked us, like, hey, like what you do, but you guys are using the F slur and the R

00:05:43.340 slur and the N slur a little too much.

00:05:45.080 And I go, well, there's really nothing I can do to help you there.

00:05:48.320 And they're like, well, you're not going to have much success in this space doing that.

00:05:50.860 And I was like, you're probably right.

00:05:52.420 But I guess we're proving them wrong.

00:05:53.700 And you guys could help us prove them wrong.

00:05:55.200 Go ahead, like, and subscribe, baby boy.

00:05:57.160 Yeah.

00:05:57.340 Like and subscribe.

00:05:58.080 And we'll continue to prove these haters wrong.

00:06:00.300 Gay and retarded.

00:06:01.560 This is insane.

00:06:02.420 Timothy Braun says, Raven was in my dream getting all the hoes, was pissing me off.

00:06:05.960 Don't tell my wife that.

00:06:07.080 I am now penetrating people's dreams.

00:06:09.780 And that's not my intentions.

00:06:11.300 I don't want to do that.

00:06:11.920 I'd like you guys to have some peace in the middle of the night.

00:06:14.240 I'm sure you spend too much time during the day with us.

00:06:18.580 Pray to God or something that we don't.

00:06:20.920 I had a weird dream last night.

00:06:22.140 Very specific dream about Vox Day.

00:06:25.080 You remember this guy?

00:06:26.400 Vox Day.

00:06:27.060 That sounds familiar.

00:06:28.180 He was like, I don't know, he's something like right wing dude.

00:06:29.680 I don't even know what he looks like.

00:06:30.780 But apparently he was my professor in this dream for some kind of class.

00:06:35.040 And it was just an anxiety ridden dream because I was back in school.

00:06:37.700 I don't remember the details of it, but I'm like, fuck, I'm in school.

00:06:40.560 This guy's my professor.

00:06:41.920 It was horrible.

00:06:43.140 And I really don't want to remember my dreams anymore.

00:06:45.200 So if anyone could give me some advice to not remember them,

00:06:48.740 that would be greatly appreciated.

00:06:50.020 Thank you.

00:06:50.460 We're going to start this show soon.

00:06:52.140 But I want to tell you something, Top, that was pretty funny.

00:06:54.920 Somebody hit me up yesterday, right?

00:06:57.020 It's an account with 19 followers, zero contribution on Twitter,

00:07:02.560 seemingly only involved in crypto scams.

00:07:05.400 There's a couple of replies, and they're just crypto scammers, right?

00:07:09.020 For all intents and purposes, a bot.

00:07:11.500 But I get one cryptic message.

00:07:13.200 It just says, look into Johnny Gosch disappearance from this account.

00:07:17.300 I look at this account.

00:07:18.000 I'm like, this is weird.

00:07:18.620 This is inconsistent with anything that had seemingly done previously.

00:07:21.540 But, of course, I look up Johnny Gosch.

00:07:23.040 Very interesting.

00:07:25.500 Very interesting.

00:07:28.880 It's a guy, like a whistleblower.

00:07:30.940 He's kind of schizo.

00:07:32.420 He is somebody who survived satanic ritual abuse as a child.

00:07:37.240 And there's all kinds of really weird cryptic shit throughout his profile.

00:07:41.420 And he stopped posting probably back in 2019.

00:07:43.860 All I'm saying is I love that I am in the position to receive cryptic messages

00:07:48.960 from accounts that have no actual body of work pointing towards a conspiracy.

00:07:54.140 Just put it into chat GPT.

00:07:56.400 And it's like, it's going, it was talking about like child ritual abuses, his disappearance.

00:08:01.100 And then it goes, this content may violate usage policies.

00:08:03.880 Did we get it wrong?

00:08:04.980 So it's, it knows the stuff.

00:08:06.980 It started to give it to me.

00:08:08.040 And it's like, nah, I can't look at that dog.

00:08:10.020 Very interesting.

00:08:11.580 If anyone has a better AI, I really need it.

00:08:15.320 What do, what do, what does Tinfoil Hat use?

00:08:19.020 Shit.

00:08:19.640 They have one that they're always shouting out.

00:08:22.260 And, and the, the point of it is, is that you can, you know, it's not locked in any sort of way.

00:08:26.920 As far as censorship goes, I forget what it's called.

00:08:28.900 You got to ask Woodard or Tripoli.

00:08:31.920 But yeah, man, it's just cool to be, you know, a beacon for schizophrenic people.

00:08:37.680 Yeah.

00:08:38.180 To, to, to bring us their stuff.

00:08:39.800 Oh, I see here.

00:08:40.340 Simon says, what's the NDS email?

00:08:42.520 The NDS email, uh, one more time for you guys is NephilimDSquad at gmail.com.

00:08:48.700 Um, all right.

00:08:50.120 I think we're ready.

00:08:51.780 You want to get into this?

00:08:53.060 Yeah, let's do it.

00:08:54.100 Let's get into this.

00:08:55.020 Do you mind if I start?

00:08:55.300 I'll do, I'll, I'll handle the first few of them.

00:08:57.480 Go ahead.

00:08:58.380 Go ahead.

00:08:58.720 All right.

00:08:59.360 It says, uh, my name is Joel and I'm giving explicit permission to use my name on the show.

00:09:04.680 Based.

00:09:05.100 Let's get that out of the way right at the top.

00:09:06.920 I appreciate that.

00:09:07.700 It says, I'm going to give more details than I did in the telegram channel.

00:09:11.380 So here we go.

00:09:12.540 We do have a telegram channel, by the way, guys, I've seen the lake of fire and the bottomless pit.

00:09:18.240 Now this is what I said.

00:09:20.380 Ooh, very good.

00:09:22.580 He goes on to say, so this is around 2013 or 2014 before I started trucking or got married.

00:09:29.380 Look, he's, he's one of your homies.

00:09:30.860 I like that.

00:09:31.640 I like where this is going.

00:09:32.660 Don't you like that?

00:09:33.640 When you see somebody else, it's like, love the show.

00:09:35.400 I drive truck.

00:09:36.180 Or I'll see somebody says, love the show.

00:09:37.760 I weld.

00:09:38.380 And I'm like, that's nice, man.

00:09:39.680 It's nice to like provide for people what was provided for us when, you know, you were

00:09:44.900 a truck driver.

00:09:45.500 I was a welder.

00:09:47.200 Um, when I was younger, I was a major drug addict from mushrooms to salvia and K2 spice.

00:09:53.340 This guy, spice addicts, shout out our spice addicts.

00:10:00.240 All of our, uh, the dangerous retards are all spice heads.

00:10:02.640 Um, spice girls, spice girls.

00:10:07.520 Oh my God.

00:10:08.400 That dude, that's so accurately describes the women who listened to this show.

00:10:11.580 Spice girls.

00:10:12.140 That's so funny.

00:10:13.320 Um, I was living with my parents.

00:10:16.740 Spice girls is a banger shirt.

00:10:18.200 And it's, and you look at it, it's gotta be done in the style of like a spice girls

00:10:22.940 album cover, but it's just filled with like K2 references.

00:10:27.300 Oh, that's a banger.

00:10:28.900 There's something to do there.

00:10:29.960 Okay.

00:10:30.300 So he says, I was living with my parents at the time whose house overlooks a graveyard

00:10:34.480 that was relocated after the TVA flood, uh, flooded the town in Tennessee to build, uh,

00:10:41.600 what to what Chowgu.

00:10:43.820 Damn.

00:10:44.280 I can't pronounce that.

00:10:45.020 Can you see that top W A T?

00:10:46.540 W A T G U W A T G A dam.

00:10:49.780 I'm no, I'm, I'm screwing that up.

00:10:50.980 Okay.

00:10:51.240 That's interesting.

00:10:51.820 So the TVA flooded that town in Tennessee to build a dam.

00:10:56.580 That's interesting.

00:10:57.060 And they had to relocate a graveyard because of it.

00:11:00.160 All right.

00:11:00.540 What's the TVA?

00:11:01.760 I don't know.

00:11:02.660 Uh, I thought they were like, um, a governing body from the Marvel universe.

00:11:07.820 Isn't that what it is?

00:11:09.860 Right.

00:11:10.420 In, in the Loki series, there's like the TVA.

00:11:13.760 Oh, the Tennessee Valley Authority.

00:11:15.600 Oh, they were, they were actually started by, uh, FDR and the new deal.

00:11:20.600 Okay.

00:11:20.740 So already inherently corrupt.

00:11:22.660 They operate dams and power plants for the electric, uh, electro hydroelectric energy.

00:11:28.060 Um, they provide electricity to Tennessee and engages in flood control, but it seems like

00:11:33.200 they're doing the opposite here.

00:11:34.540 So that's some corrupt shit, man.

00:11:35.900 We should look into that.

00:11:37.780 I, I love, uh, Def Knot because every single time I do it, Def Knot Spice Guy, Tennessee

00:11:44.240 Valley Authority.

00:11:45.000 Thank you.

00:11:45.400 Uh, Def Knot.

00:11:46.380 The best.

00:11:47.020 Every time we get on here, he's got another show that's, that's, uh, or another name rather

00:11:50.300 that's relevant to the topic.

00:11:52.120 Okay.

00:11:52.380 Um, I'd grown up in and around the Baptist church, but was never taught anything about

00:11:57.560 the fallen angels or anything like that.

00:12:09.320 And that's so wild, dude, because, uh, you know, I always bring up, it's like my relationship

00:12:13.280 with Christianity is such that that's how I was introduced to it is through these concepts.

00:12:17.760 It's so crazy to grow up in and around church, but never have been taught anything about fallen

00:12:24.880 angels.

00:12:25.140 Um, it says I'd fallen away from the church for a while at the time though, uh, and was

00:12:32.420 getting heavily into witchcraft and Norse paganism.

00:12:35.060 Ooh, bad move.

00:12:36.060 Uh, I was making literal sacrifices to Odin and Freya, like deep into the occult.

00:12:42.620 That's wild.

00:12:43.560 I wonder what he was sacrificing.

00:12:46.920 Are you sacrificing small critters or are you giving offerings of tobacco and, you know,

00:12:52.780 a portion of your crop yield?

00:12:54.080 What, what, what, what do you mean by that?

00:12:55.480 Yeah, it seems, well, from what I understand, it seems like the pagans don't really sacrifice

00:13:00.560 living things to like, uh, entities like Odin.

00:13:04.020 And so it probably was like, you know, things, offerings, offerings.

00:13:09.120 Yeah.

00:13:09.240 But I don't know.

00:13:09.740 It could be, who knows what this guy was into.

00:13:11.280 He's doing spice too.

00:13:12.180 So what the fuck?

00:13:12.700 That's true.

00:13:13.240 You do a little bit of spice.

00:13:14.280 Who knows?

00:13:14.640 You're willing to, you know, capture a squirrel with your bare hands and sacrifice it to Odin.

00:13:18.760 Sugar, spice, and something nice.

00:13:20.300 All right.

00:13:20.460 That's it.

00:13:21.160 One evening, I got ahold of some bad K2 spice stuff.

00:13:24.660 Some bad K2 spice stuff.

00:13:26.320 This is so funny, dude.

00:13:28.080 What are we doing?

00:13:28.760 We're summoning spice homies.

00:13:32.140 This is crazy, dude.

00:13:33.840 It's so weird that we put out the spice beacon and it's just like, it's just flooding in.

00:13:38.780 Honestly, we were trying to figure out, we're like, why is the, like, why is the following

00:13:42.400 growing so fast?

00:13:43.480 Why is the Patreon growing?

00:13:45.280 It's like, these people are just fucking hooked on spice.

00:13:47.300 They're just addicted to spice and making bad decisions.

00:13:50.400 They're at the gas station.

00:13:51.860 They're like, they're just buying spice and they're like, I think I'm going to sub to

00:13:54.640 this Patreon too.

00:13:55.860 Like, all right, whatever.

00:13:56.700 Right now, there's a gas station in the middle of like Ohio with like five NDS fans purchasing

00:14:02.940 spice and talking about the recent episode that just dropped.

00:14:07.380 Oh, that's a new conspiracy.

00:14:09.220 Got their powers from spice.

00:14:11.360 Yeah.

00:14:11.500 I mean, it was part of it, right?

00:14:12.460 Sugar, spice, and everything nice.

00:14:13.860 There you go.

00:14:14.020 Hell yeah.

00:14:14.300 He's mixing that stuff in there.

00:14:15.440 All right.

00:14:15.640 So, so he got ahold of some bad spice.

00:14:17.980 I don't know what makes it bad, so he mixed it with salvia.

00:14:21.040 That's the thing to do if you get bad spice.

00:14:23.640 Holy shit.

00:14:25.420 I died for a little while that night and had an experience I'll never forget.

00:14:30.720 I remember passing out on the couch watching South Park as my mom is walking into the room

00:14:34.780 trying to get my attention.

00:14:36.760 I turn my pockets inside out, letting my spice and pipe fall to the floor and say, I fucked

00:14:42.120 up.

00:14:42.720 Wow.

00:14:43.080 Oh.

00:14:43.940 Wow.

00:14:44.460 You know, you ever see that commercial with the girl that she's all deflated on the couch?

00:14:50.800 It's like spice, not even once.

00:14:52.580 Yeah, exactly.

00:14:53.320 If you just like take one marijuana even once, it's like, but that's spice.

00:14:57.580 It's not weed.

00:14:58.340 Yeah.

00:14:58.740 And that's an ad that I would agree with.

00:15:00.860 After the research that we've done, I would say, no, spice, not even once, dog.

00:15:05.440 Not even once.

00:15:06.360 Don't do it.

00:15:07.680 All right.

00:15:07.980 So he just basically rats on himself to his mom to try to save his own life.

00:15:11.260 So next thing I know, I'm falling, I'm falling myself and everything around me is on fire.

00:15:17.520 I'm screaming and trying to make out anything, but I can't.

00:15:20.840 And everything is just fire and infinite darkness.

00:15:23.660 Wow.

00:15:23.860 Oh, the smell was so putrid that it's sickened me to my core.

00:15:27.720 Everything feels heavy, heavy, so heavy I couldn't move.

00:15:32.100 The fire felt so intense that I felt as if my soul was being scorched.

00:15:36.680 I did the only thing I can think of and scream the name of Jesus Christ and beg for the burning and pain to stop.

00:15:42.540 Wow, dude.

00:15:43.500 Shit, dude.

00:15:44.180 That is, that's wild.

00:15:46.660 That's, you know, I would be hard pressed to try to define that any other way.

00:15:51.900 What was the language that he used?

00:15:53.900 Everything feels so heavy I couldn't move.

00:15:55.540 Everything is just fire and infinite darkness.

00:16:00.000 And the smell was so putrid it's sickened me to my core.

00:16:02.760 We've heard that smell, sulfuric, right?

00:16:06.200 Kind of a smell associated with both a realm and the entities that come from that realm.

00:16:12.100 That's very interesting.

00:16:13.720 Yeah.

00:16:14.240 All right, so here we go.

00:16:16.100 Suddenly I'm being forcefully yanked upward from behind me and the loudest, most forceful voice I've ever heard yells at me asking if this is where I want to stay forever.

00:16:24.920 Wow.

00:16:26.060 I answer no.

00:16:27.720 I'm then told to throw away all my stuff, tear down my altars and burn it, burn my stashes and things I used to get high and to never come here again or I would suffer as them.

00:16:40.080 Wow.

00:16:40.420 That's kind of like Brian's testimony a little bit, right?

00:16:42.720 Where he, uh, he's, he's told, um, no, you know what?

00:16:48.680 Honestly, we should ask Brian if he was smoking spice at the time, but he's basically told to just throw away all of his stuff.

00:16:54.900 Yeah.

00:16:55.060 You know what this, um, I saw an interesting post this morning.

00:16:58.100 It was like, God didn't forgive Solomon, um, for his trespassing, which was venerating, worshiping, building, you know, idols and, and, and, uh, temples and such to his wives, pagan deities.

00:17:13.060 But God did forgive David, even though he murdered a man so that he can have his wife.

00:17:21.260 And it's because David didn't break like that level of, you know what I mean?

00:17:26.900 It's like, um, uh, uh, isn't it the first commandment not having any gods before me or something to that extent?

00:17:34.900 I just thought it was interesting because it's like, yeah, one of them is, uh, it's, it's considered unforgivable, right?

00:17:39.920 To blaspheme and to blaspheme is to attribute to other entities what God has created.

00:17:44.040 And so in some way, like it was this high level of blaspheme that Solomon had engaged in.

00:17:51.480 And, uh, I'm just looking at that here.

00:17:53.600 It's like, yeah, that was the huge issue that, uh, Joel did.

00:17:57.560 It wasn't that he did spice and mix with salvia.

00:18:00.200 Probably not a good, wouldn't advise.

00:18:01.980 Um, but heavily into witchcraft and Norse paganism, making literal sacrifices to Odin and Freya.

00:18:09.160 That is a really slippery slope to be on, dude.

00:18:14.040 Yeah.

00:18:14.980 Um, I think, I think you're, you're onto something there.

00:18:18.720 Yeah.

00:18:18.860 The spice probably just removes the veil, um, of, and probably send you to wherever the hell he's at.

00:18:27.080 Yeah.

00:18:28.040 Can we wait for this real quick?

00:18:29.620 MK Ryan says, I once smoked some weed that was so dank that it made one of my balls hurt.

00:18:34.420 That's wild.

00:18:35.280 Uh, legit though.

00:18:36.440 I was going to see a blood filled.

00:18:39.340 Oh, I thought I was going to see a, a blood filled nutsack when I checked, but the boys were fine.

00:18:43.560 Probably not worth an episode of Chronicles, but I thought I'd share my heroin experience.

00:18:47.880 Thank you.

00:18:48.440 A little, um, you know, treat within the episode.

00:18:51.080 Thank you very much, MK Ryan.

00:18:52.080 I hope your balls are okay.

00:18:53.500 Yeah.

00:18:53.660 Balls filled with blood or plastic.

00:18:55.300 I mean, you choose.

00:18:56.600 You choose.

00:18:57.320 Which way, Western man?

00:18:58.140 This is a, this is an Astroland hoodie and I, I'm going to let you guys speculate on why

00:19:02.660 I'm wearing it.

00:19:03.740 What is he trying to say?

00:19:05.120 I know what, I know what, uh, this is probably Emily.

00:19:07.240 I know what she's getting at.

00:19:08.300 She's trying to say that I'm doing something with like, uh, that black wrapper, the Astroland,

00:19:12.260 but, uh, please create all the conspiracies you want.

00:19:14.840 I'll explain to you later.

00:19:16.000 Maybe if I feel like it.

00:19:17.460 Uh, she says, have we looked at what spice is actually?

00:19:20.100 I think spice is very much the same thing as potpourri, that little floral thing that

00:19:25.820 you would put on a table to make the room smell nice, which is, no, there's a, there's

00:19:29.740 like a chemical compound in it that I forget the name of it, but it's just like a bunch

00:19:33.400 of numbers.

00:19:34.220 And, uh, it's now being told like, don't do this stuff.

00:19:38.420 Don't ever use this.

00:19:39.620 They figured out what it was.

00:19:41.240 That's what, that's what the spice is.

00:19:43.780 Okay.

00:19:44.280 Okay.

00:19:44.740 Um, let's continue on.

00:19:46.680 Where'd you leave off?

00:19:47.180 Go ahead.

00:19:48.200 Yeah.

00:19:48.600 Um, so one evening I got ahold of some bad spot.

00:19:52.540 That's, we already read that.

00:19:54.180 Okay.

00:19:54.540 So he fucked up.

00:19:55.320 Next thing you know, he's falling fire, infinite darkness.

00:19:58.340 Um, we're over here.

00:19:59.440 Um, right here.

00:20:00.600 You see me highlighting?

00:20:02.340 Yeah.

00:20:02.800 Okay.

00:20:03.040 So I was told to look, uh, I was told to look to a separate place that was now visible

00:20:08.940 from where I was being held.

00:20:10.800 And what I saw was almost indescribable darkness with a lot of wings and chains crying and whispers

00:20:17.620 of pure spite.

00:20:19.080 Wow.

00:20:19.920 This, this dude went on an Enoch ride.

00:20:22.680 Yeah.

00:20:22.940 But he only saw hell.

00:20:25.020 Damn.

00:20:26.000 Um, so the next thing I know, I'm practically being slammed back into my body and what feels

00:20:30.820 like anger.

00:20:31.780 And I wake up in the hospital as a stone cold, as stone cold sober as the day I was born.

00:20:37.640 Um, it was like an almighty version of scared street.

00:20:41.560 Wow.

00:20:43.180 Wow.

00:20:43.800 That's, that's pretty cool actually.

00:20:45.540 Uh, and we've heard that before that returning to your body in a slammed way.

00:20:50.140 Uh, I, although I do think his is probably a little bit different where he puts emphasis

00:20:53.720 on in what feels like anger.

00:20:56.620 So this is like God slamming him back in his body after showing him what seems to be the

00:21:06.160 real ramifications of the choices that he's making.

00:21:08.660 He's like, this is where you're going to end up dummy.

00:21:10.580 You want to go hang out with these, uh, these, these bound fallen angels.

00:21:15.540 That's interesting.

00:21:16.260 Right.

00:21:16.500 Let me go back to that.

00:21:17.200 Um, what I saw was almost indescribable darkness with a lot of wings in chains, crying and whispers

00:21:25.940 of pure spite.

00:21:26.880 That sounds a lot like where the fallen would be cast, right?

00:21:29.820 What's the, what's the actual name for that?

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00:23:02.580 Is that a tartar?

00:23:07.920 Maybe.

00:23:08.920 So there's a couple places where it's like Hades, Tartarus, and then there's all...

00:23:14.940 I mean, this just might be the pit that they get thrown into, but he doesn't go there,

00:23:20.740 so I suppose he just saw it.

00:23:22.320 Yeah.

00:23:22.660 He didn't know what the hell.

00:23:23.940 Well, that's a lot like Enoch, right?

00:23:25.200 The Book of Enoch, when he's showing...

00:23:26.580 The angels are showing Enoch all of these various places, and he's just like, what is that?

00:23:32.140 What about that?

00:23:32.860 What is that?

00:23:33.540 And they're like, oh, that's just fucking the eternal prison that the fallen are cast into.

00:23:36.840 Don't worry about that.

00:23:37.600 You know, there's like a lot of him just being...

00:23:39.700 So, you know, as a human, being shown these places, yeah, I'm sure you don't have any answers.

00:23:44.740 This is just God showing you, like, yeah, that's where you want to go, dummy.

00:23:48.000 Give it up.

00:23:49.500 Actually, let me...

00:23:50.380 I'll address Emily.

00:23:51.840 She's being nice in the chat.

00:23:53.820 Oh, she's nice today?

00:23:54.560 Okay, check her out.

00:23:55.140 What she said?

00:23:55.380 Yeah, yeah, no, she's just asking about this hoodie that I'm wearing, but this is from

00:24:00.200 somebody that I like in Coney Island, but we will have some new merch coming soon, and

00:24:06.060 it's going to be very similar to this, because this stuff is like patches, so...

00:24:11.520 This is a good question.

00:24:12.640 Oh, okay, go ahead, bring that up, and then I'll address this.

00:24:15.780 There'll be like a small patch on the front.

00:24:17.840 This is going to be a small patch on the front heart that's about three inches, and then...

00:24:22.500 I love that, dude.

00:24:23.100 I love that we're doing patches.

00:24:24.180 So cool.

00:24:24.760 Yeah, this is like a large patch on the back.

00:24:27.280 That's going to be...

00:24:27.840 This is about 10 inches wide and 10 inches tall, so it's going to be on the back of like

00:24:31.580 a hoodie or a Carhartt.

00:24:32.800 Not sure what I want to do.

00:24:34.500 And then on the wrist, like I'll show you the wrist here, but this will be on the wrist,

00:24:39.900 so there's going to be a bunch of patches.

00:24:41.740 It'll look really cool.

00:24:43.100 Like, you see that this is a Coney Island thing?

00:24:45.780 Oh, yeah, yeah.

00:24:46.220 The big face, yeah.

00:24:47.200 Yeah, so it'll be the same idea.

00:24:49.760 Yeah, I don't know what kind of garment I'm going to put it on, but coming soon.

00:24:53.860 I want to address this real quick from Jacob Standridge.

00:24:56.300 This is a fair question, a good question.

00:24:58.440 It says, question, as Christians, how does being obscene and vulgar to other people lead

00:25:02.400 the loss to Christ?

00:25:03.820 So I don't...

00:25:05.100 I don't know.

00:25:05.500 No, no, no, no.

00:25:06.480 This is what we do, right?

00:25:08.120 We're only being exactly who we are, not faking anything.

00:25:12.160 That seems to constantly, if you look at our DMs, and this is not a weird gay brag, there's

00:25:19.640 a lot of people who are coming to us in droves saying, thank you for helping me reignite my

00:25:25.340 relationship with God, or thank you for helping me see this through a biblical lens where I

00:25:28.900 thought there was no value previously.

00:25:30.540 I have learned that there is, and I'm pursuing a relationship with Jesus Christ.

00:25:33.980 Because the church has this buttoned up, you know, persona, or not persona, but visage

00:25:42.540 that they put forward, and I think because of that, there are people like myself who remain

00:25:49.880 on the outside.

00:25:52.480 This show somehow reaches those people, and obviously you should try to be better, and

00:25:58.120 I think, you know, that whatever that bag is, that's everybody's own individual journey.

00:26:03.980 Um, but me saying faggot does not mean that God isn't real.

00:26:12.620 There's that, those two things aren't, you know, mutually exclusive in that way.

00:26:16.300 So, we behave this way.

00:26:19.640 It attracts like-minded individuals, and I mean, I don't know how to explain it, but we're not

00:26:25.980 preaching to Christians, really.

00:26:29.900 We're talking to people who suspect that God is real, and Jesus Christ is the way, but don't

00:26:36.860 have a liaison.

00:26:38.700 And I guess we're kind of that liaison.

00:26:40.200 So, we're the liaison.

00:26:41.680 We're the middleman, as it were, I guess.

00:26:44.300 Um, I'm just, I'm just saying what I think.

00:26:47.980 Um, who said that?

00:26:49.660 Jacob?

00:26:50.480 What's his name?

00:26:52.260 Um, let me scroll back up.

00:26:54.660 And it's a good question.

00:26:55.640 It's a fair question.

00:26:56.340 It's one that we get a lot.

00:26:57.080 Yeah.

00:26:57.440 Jacob Standridge.

00:26:59.820 Yeah.

00:27:00.180 You know what?

00:27:00.780 Like, I guess like some of my most recent stuff.

00:27:02.760 So, there's a difference between when I'm like joking, if I'm doing some edgy racial jokes

00:27:07.680 or stuff like that.

00:27:08.440 A lot of this is just to laugh and kind of like release pressure that, you know, that

00:27:13.680 the culture is, has been building up on us because we're not allowed to say these things,

00:27:17.660 these fairly obvious things.

00:27:19.040 And then I crossed the line to make it, you know, fairly obvious to anybody with two brain

00:27:23.340 cells to rub together that we are making a mockery out of this sacred cow that's been

00:27:29.120 built.

00:27:29.500 But then there's other things like, uh, my latest thing with the trans, the trans argument

00:27:34.300 where I'm just proposing a question like, all right, these guys are shooting

00:27:38.260 schools and they're clearly unstable should they have guns.

00:27:41.700 And it's, I know it's going to inflame and I know people are going to get mad and we're

00:27:45.560 going to dox me and be upset about it.

00:27:47.820 But, uh, you know, that side is, they're, they're very happy to propose these questions

00:27:53.820 and not just propose a question, but propose legislation.

00:27:56.020 So like, Hey, let's talk about this as a society.

00:27:59.020 And if nobody else is brave enough to bring it up, then I'll bring it up.

00:28:01.880 And you know what?

00:28:02.400 People seem to agree with what I'm saying.

00:28:04.580 And it also, it's kind of, it's not kind of, it's backed biblically.

00:28:08.260 What these people are doing is they're basically doing genetic experimentation on themselves.

00:28:13.320 This Nephilim shit.

00:28:14.640 And I'm supposed to sit there and use kind words and be accepting of this.

00:28:19.700 I don't think that, I don't, I don't think God called us to do that because that's like

00:28:25.480 a form of acceptance and it allows this to continue.

00:28:28.040 And it's like tolerance, right?

00:28:29.780 And it's like, yeah, well, so exactly.

00:28:31.060 And you could, you can say that I'm wrong, but look at, look at the track record.

00:28:34.660 Like the tolerance has just proliferated the growth of this stuff.

00:28:38.320 So, uh, I'm, I just say, I just say what I think and I'm going a different way.

00:28:45.140 The, the, the last thing I'll say on that is I'm not saying God is using us.

00:28:49.140 I think God uses everybody in various moments from time to time, just throughout their lives.

00:28:53.120 But, um, there's certainly a precedent for God using evil retards to do good things.

00:28:58.840 Um, behaving exactly as we are is somehow making this show well-received and strengthening

00:29:06.500 people's relationships with God.

00:29:08.660 I'm simply not going to stop.

00:29:10.400 If that, if this is, you know, working or if God gave me a sign definitively, don't,

00:29:16.640 don't do this anymore, then maybe I would change up the game.

00:29:20.420 But, um, every time I get an email, it's like, you know, something telling me, oh, uh,

00:29:27.500 I was on the fence or I had a falling away from the church because the church gives you

00:29:30.560 this truncated view of Christianity.

00:29:32.280 You guys have brought me closer.

00:29:33.760 Every time we get that, it's a fucking win.

00:29:36.580 It's a huge win.

00:29:38.080 And so, yeah, I'm, I'm simply not going to stop.

00:29:40.300 I can't tell you as a mathematical equation, how does being mean and saying mean things lead

00:29:45.920 people to God?

00:29:46.600 Um, but it is, yeah, I don't know.

00:29:51.040 Uh, you figure it out.

00:29:52.380 But what I do know is that like the, so again, I just went to church, uh, for my, my kids were

00:29:57.440 performing in the Christmas play and I go there and they have a huge banner about diversity.

00:30:03.740 And I'm like, right away, I'm like diversity.

00:30:06.440 What's that mean?

00:30:07.100 Like immigration.

00:30:07.760 I'm like, you know what?

00:30:08.880 It's not that I, I hate other people, but like, this is, these are common sense things.

00:30:12.480 And I see that this is a ploy to get more people into your church to then raise your,

00:30:17.620 uh, your tithes and donation.

00:30:19.540 And it's like, it's kind of sickening because it's not what your people are thinking or what

00:30:24.060 they want in general, especially in Florida.

00:30:26.540 Right.

00:30:27.020 And then they open up with a prayer that is, uh, you know, we need to support and protect

00:30:31.720 Israel.

00:30:32.120 And I'm like, you guys ain't, yeah.

00:30:33.840 It's like, what's more evil?

00:30:34.860 I said the T word and you support genocide.

00:30:40.720 So like, really, like I could say all these words, but you're giving money to X, Y, Z

00:30:45.840 and you're going out and help.

00:30:46.820 It was like, I don't know.

00:30:47.360 That seems pretty evil to me, but whatever.

00:30:49.020 I don't want to trash them anymore than, than they already do themselves.

00:30:51.940 To be fair, Raven, God did give you a sign with the ass blood, but the ass blood has stopped.

00:30:56.380 So I just, God, give me a clearer sign, I guess.

00:30:58.960 Um, but, and then one last thing to, uh, Nephilim murder crew's point, tolerance is not a Christian

00:31:05.220 virtue.

00:31:05.560 That's a lie from the devil to make you love your hell.

00:31:07.780 I mean, I don't know if I would go, you know, that far, but I would say, yeah, it's, it's

00:31:12.180 not, it's been conflated as a Christian virtue.

00:31:14.400 You shouldn't tolerate demonic behavior.

00:31:17.940 Um, it's gotten us to where we are, this, this tolerance.

00:31:21.540 And so, uh, yeah, I don't have any tolerance for it.

00:31:24.360 It's not like I'm going to go out, lash out and do something physically, but I am going to

00:31:27.900 call you names and ridicule you so that people can see what's really going on.

00:31:33.240 All right.

00:31:33.460 Let's, let's, on the flip side of that, the people who I am talking about would like to

00:31:39.140 lash out and do something physical.

00:31:40.880 Correct.

00:31:41.380 And, you know, I was like, I mean, go for it.

00:31:43.140 Don't, please don't, because I don't need the legality and I like to keep my bullets where

00:31:48.860 they're at, but it's like, Hey, this is just the reality of 2024 and 2025.

00:31:53.760 So it's like, is what it is.

00:31:55.160 We can continue to watch it happen and say nothing and be cowards, or I'll just say what

00:31:59.380 I think.

00:32:00.200 And, you know, it seems like it's more popular than most people believe.

00:32:03.600 And that's, that's the craziest part.

00:32:05.960 Again, this is, we'll get back to the show what it is, but the craziest part of this thing

00:32:09.860 is that the general population does believe what I'm talking about.

00:32:14.220 They're just too scared to say it.

00:32:16.120 Yeah.

00:32:16.220 So I'm saying, that's really the thing is everybody's thinking it and you're saying

00:32:20.640 even Sam, Sam said the, like on the episode we were with, he was like, you guys are out

00:32:24.440 there.

00:32:24.600 He's like, you're saying wild shit, but you're taking the arrows.

00:32:26.600 And I was like, I guess, whatever.

00:32:29.240 Somebody's got to say it because we can't continue going this way.

00:32:32.560 And, and look, as far as where my, my desire, my will is coming from, the, the Sam Tripoli

00:32:41.000 episode was actually a great example of that.

00:32:44.140 I tend to pray before we do a big show because I'm, I'm very concerned with representing information

00:32:50.040 the right way and ultimately bringing people to God.

00:32:53.320 And maybe that even sounds silly to say, because we say faggot on the show, but either way, it

00:32:58.440 is something that I genuinely do.

00:32:59.600 So knowing that we were going on tinfoil hat, I did talk to God and I just said, look, if

00:33:03.480 it's in alignment with your will, sharpen my mind, sharpen my tongue, allow me to represent

00:33:07.320 this information as best as possible.

00:33:10.580 And allow me to win people over, you know, for God, bring people closer to God, develop

00:33:16.800 a relationship with Jesus Christ.

00:33:18.920 That episode was a little bit difficult to navigate because it was a third element and

00:33:23.420 Mark, and it was a secondary conspiracy theory.

00:33:26.140 And we were telling two stories at the same time.

00:33:28.140 And my dismount from that episode is the only thing that I really give a shit about in that

00:33:33.740 entire episode.

00:33:34.400 When we had the opportunity to give plugs and to give predictions, what I said was, you

00:33:40.620 need to be working on strengthening your relationship with God, finding Jesus Christ, and that should

00:33:45.020 be your focus.

00:33:46.020 And that was the message that I left off on.

00:33:47.980 So, you know, despite our rhetoric, that is the goal.

00:33:54.360 That is the mission.

00:33:55.080 The mission is try to cut through some of this deception and try to show people what

00:34:01.580 we believe is the truth.

00:34:02.800 That's it.

00:34:03.540 That's it.

00:34:04.100 That's not nice.

00:34:04.960 Scott, Mark is an evil piece person.

00:34:07.500 You can feel it.

00:34:08.360 Scott, right?

00:34:08.960 Young Scott, right?

00:34:09.800 Please.

00:34:10.780 I'm going to call your father and have you reprimanded.

00:34:13.640 Okay.

00:34:13.920 Let's get back into this because we're just we got another show at noon.

00:34:18.720 Yes.

00:34:19.760 Um, where do we leave off top?

00:34:21.600 Do you want to continue?

00:34:23.060 While I was out from what my family has told me, my body tried unsuccessfully to walk into

00:34:27.800 the kitchen straight through a countertop.

00:34:29.880 And apparently my heart had stopped multiple times when I was in the ambulance.

00:34:33.540 According to the paramedics, my temperature maxed out at over 110.

00:34:37.020 Jesus.

00:34:38.140 And as the 110 as the ambulance arrived to the hospital for several years after I had marks

00:34:43.920 on my chest, arms and down my body that look like burns that the doctor said were fungal

00:34:49.440 despite no fungicide body washes, body washes, being able to remove them and no tests ever

00:34:55.380 being done.

00:34:57.220 That's weird, dude.

00:34:58.500 Fungal.

00:34:59.780 Is that just like doctors grasping at a thing they can't explain?

00:35:04.860 And so they they slap a definition on it.

00:35:07.980 They've got to give it they've got to give them some kind of reason.

00:35:10.320 Um, man, that's a that's a that's an interesting one.

00:35:14.360 That's kind of like, you know, Tucker Carlson talking about being attacked by the demon or

00:35:19.540 something in his sleep and waking up with marks on his back or the dude from Merkel with

00:35:24.860 the dog man.

00:35:25.740 Right.

00:35:26.140 Right.

00:35:27.260 Interdimensional dog man attacking him in his sleep and waking up with marks for several

00:35:31.840 years afterwards.

00:35:33.040 Marks on his chest, arms and down his body that looked like burns.

00:35:37.680 Yeah, like scars type some type of burns.

00:35:39.780 You know, uh, my aunt that was on the show, uh, the top lobster show, the scissors in the

00:35:45.020 lawn episode that we re we re released it on NDS as well in Puerto Rico when she was living

00:35:50.600 there and this, uh, entity, I forget what she called him, had a name, uh, but he was,

00:35:57.320 he was basically had his hooks in her and just destroyed her life.

00:36:01.600 She gained a ton of weight.

00:36:03.020 She lost her house in Puerto Rico and ended up having to move in with my uncle, her brother.

00:36:07.260 And when she moved into that house, it's like another old Puerto Rico's houses are like

00:36:11.600 these like little shit stone houses, like all concrete flat roofs.

00:36:16.000 Um, they, they kind of like lived in this house next to each other, but he would wake

00:36:20.360 up with scratches, deep cuts on him from this.

00:36:26.320 He thinks it was from this entity.

00:36:27.740 He's since passed, but yeah, it's, it's not uncommon for these metaphysical things to

00:36:34.400 cross over that physical bound.

00:36:36.320 I don't know how much they could cross over, but enough to, you know, leave a mark.

00:36:41.720 I think it depends probably on how much energy you're giving them, right?

00:36:44.140 They're like, they're looshing.

00:36:45.300 So if you're making sacrifices to them and you're worshiping them and yada, yada, yada,

00:36:48.880 this is all an energetic exchange.

00:36:51.320 And then to go another step further and then start pulling fear energy from you as well.

00:36:55.960 Yeah.

00:36:56.100 I think these things can manifest all dependent upon how much they're fed.

00:37:00.320 Yes.

00:37:00.920 Yeah.

00:37:01.100 They lived in a landfill.

00:37:02.440 Yeah.

00:37:02.620 If you're putting scissors in the lawn and burning sage and shit like that in the house,

00:37:07.140 not good, not good.

00:37:08.620 I don't, you might be like pushing them out, but when they, I feel like you, you're battling

00:37:13.460 them, but you're also opening up this door of the supernatural.

00:37:17.460 So when it's time for them to come back in, that door is a little bit wider and they come

00:37:21.060 in with more strength that that's just what it seems like from.

00:37:23.880 Also, I feel as though when you're giving them the, you know, offerings of, of sage and

00:37:29.620 stuff, I don't know about sage, but it just feels to me like that's too close to burnt

00:37:34.980 offerings.

00:37:35.920 And are you really just appeasing this thing for a time?

00:37:38.720 Like we think that sage is making a thing go away.

00:37:41.460 What if it's like, Hmm, thank you.

00:37:42.800 I'll be back later.

00:37:43.800 You know what I mean?

00:37:44.340 That tastes, that tasted nice.

00:37:45.840 I'll, I'll be back.

00:37:47.660 That could very well be what's going on here.

00:37:49.780 So actually keep it going.

00:37:51.780 We, we will, but Jose is, uh, he's live right now.

00:37:54.900 So we're gonna, I'm going to take his, uh, his thing here and we're going to pass these

00:38:01.280 guys over to them because we are great.

00:38:04.600 Yeah, that's great.

00:38:05.860 If you guys are watching on, uh, Patreon, patreon.com backslash Nephilim death squad, uh, you'll

00:38:12.480 be able to continue watching this.

00:38:13.700 We're going to put this right.

00:38:14.620 That's what we're doing top.

00:38:15.880 Yeah.

00:38:16.300 It's, it's live on, uh, we're live on stream yard, so you can go to Patreon and catch us

00:38:21.240 there.

00:38:21.760 We're going to go off everywhere else, uh, to watch us there.

00:38:25.480 But if not, if you don't want to do that, then hang out and check out, uh, Jose's channel.

00:38:32.760 I'm going to, I'm going to read his channel right now.

00:38:34.680 Okay.

00:38:35.060 Awesome.

00:38:35.500 Yeah.

00:38:35.860 I was supposed to be on that show this morning.

00:38:37.360 Uh, the least we can do.

00:38:38.560 So I know doc, I'm sorry, but we'll be back.

00:38:41.180 We'll be back.

00:38:41.920 This will drop in its entirety in a few days on, on YouTube.

00:38:45.300 Um, doc, I feel like you're a Patreon member.

00:38:47.940 I feel, am I wrong?

00:38:49.340 I could have sworn you were, uh, guys, patreon.com backslash Nephilim death squad.

00:38:52.760 Dylan, before we leave, I didn't ignore your, uh, volume question.

00:38:57.560 It seems like everyone else has no issues.

00:38:59.240 I don't have issues on this side, but we'll fix it all.

00:39:01.280 This is why we, we, uh, go behind the paywall.

00:39:03.940 We edit the volume and we edit levels and shit like this, put in some ads.

00:39:08.340 So yeah, sorry, we'll figure it out, but you'll, you'll see us soon.

00:39:12.180 You'll see us soon.

00:39:12.800 Bye.

00:39:13.760 All right.

00:39:14.320 So go ahead and continue reading Dave.

00:39:16.060 Okay, sure.

00:39:17.160 Um, now that we're hanging out with the elites, let's, uh, let's go into this.

00:39:21.800 Where the hell were we?

00:39:23.460 Is that where this is?

00:39:24.400 This little green tab?

00:39:25.440 Uh, no tests ever done.

00:39:26.360 Okay.

00:39:26.600 It says, I truly believe that what I saw and experienced that night was the lake of fire

00:39:31.940 and the place where, as I now understand it, the bottomless pit or where the fallen are

00:39:37.940 chained.

00:39:39.580 Um, and yes, when I got home that night, I did take all the stuff I had, symbols of false

00:39:45.280 gods, spell books, pipes, posters, and everything else, um, and burned it all in the fire pit.

00:39:54.100 After that, I discovered my now ex-girlfriend was demonic and would switch personalities with

00:40:00.620 another entity.

00:40:01.740 I wasn't able to get that thing out of her because I didn't know, uh, that I could at the

00:40:07.440 time.

00:40:07.720 Although I did try several times, the last straw with her was when she tried to drop

00:40:14.840 her car on me off a jack while I was changing her oil.

00:40:20.740 I broke off all contact and haven't heard from her since, man.

00:40:25.780 You know, that thing had to grip you, right?

00:40:28.180 That, yeah, it had to be grippy.

00:40:29.260 That's the only reason you're staying there.

00:40:31.120 That's wild.

00:40:31.800 After she tries to kill you while you're changing her oil and you, and you're, well, I guess

00:40:34.960 that was the last straw, um, but these things, they, they always go in tandem, right?

00:40:40.180 It's like, I know she's dating her, not married, but there was a time, um, where you and I realized

00:40:48.760 that there's a correlation between this demonic oppression dealing with these entities and

00:40:54.240 the degradation of your relationship and how often it ends in a divorce.

00:40:59.780 It's like these things always kind of happen around the same time.

00:41:02.060 So although you're not married, to me, that fits a pattern, uh, that we've seen several

00:41:07.280 times.

00:41:08.120 I wonder if, uh, I wonder if she was also involved with, she probably was, was involved with these

00:41:15.240 rituals that he was doing.

00:41:16.280 And when he stopped it, that probably creates some kind of tension in the house.

00:41:19.900 Honestly, imagine being pagan and, and having your girlfriend not be pagan.

00:41:24.920 That's like, Oh man, you really screwed up.

00:41:27.460 That's gay.

00:41:28.400 Cause typically it's women who go pagan quickly.

00:41:30.680 Yeah.

00:41:31.860 What you said, imagine being pagan.

00:41:33.620 I just heard you say, imagine being gay.

00:41:35.900 It's the same thing.

00:41:36.940 Same exact thing.

00:41:38.080 Imagine being gay and your girlfriend being street.

00:41:40.060 What in the world?

00:41:40.860 Yeah.

00:41:41.460 Um, ever since that time, every few years or so, something overtly demonic or obviously

00:41:46.600 spiritual will happen to me or near me.

00:41:48.660 And I'll immediately recognize it for what it is.

00:41:51.480 Like the encounter I had with the witch doctor in Baton Rouge who told me things about my past

00:41:55.720 and future that he had no way of knowing without another influence.

00:41:59.740 Somebody else went to fucking, uh, what did you, I don't know who did that.

00:42:04.840 Um, yeah, I, I, I had my tarot cards read by a homosexual psychic in Canal Street.

00:42:11.660 I was gay too?

00:42:13.820 Absolutely gay.

00:42:14.620 Yeah.

00:42:14.840 Very gay.

00:42:16.040 Dude.

00:42:16.680 All right.

00:42:17.180 Yeah.

00:42:17.580 That's fine.

00:42:18.580 It's in the past.

00:42:19.480 I have since repented.

00:42:20.180 Okay.

00:42:20.480 And I've asked God to please free me of any, um, bonds or contracts, uh, or rights that

00:42:25.840 these things have over me that I unwittingly agreed to.

00:42:28.920 Yeah.

00:42:29.200 Just like that.

00:42:29.780 I think that's the key.

00:42:31.320 If you know, we're dangerous retards, but we're retards.

00:42:34.380 So it's like, listen, we're retarded.

00:42:36.440 I may have signed a couple of contracts that I don't know what I read.

00:42:39.280 I do it all the time in, in real life, but spiritual, in the spiritual world, probably,

00:42:43.100 uh, I'd like to renege, please, please.

00:42:46.800 I am, I am, but a lowly retard.

00:42:48.300 I'll also, um, probably should pray to God to, uh, free you of any bonds or contracts you

00:42:54.280 unwittingly agreed to when you agreed to the terms of service.

00:42:57.580 You know why?

00:42:58.080 Because there was a game that I got, um, Baldar's Gate 3 and it sucked because it was really

00:43:02.900 gay.

00:43:03.220 And I mean that in a literal sense, like everything is just like LGBTQ'd up and I stopped playing

00:43:08.880 it, but somebody brought to my attention that when you agree in the terms of service, if

00:43:12.300 you actually read it, it tells you like you are beholden now to an entity and the entity

00:43:19.020 is from the game's lore, but they're always so close to real shit that I'm like, I think

00:43:24.760 I just agreed that I'm fucking as Azel's homie or some shit.

00:43:28.260 So I had to fucking, I prayed on that too.

00:43:30.200 I don't play that game anymore.

00:43:31.240 Very gay game.

00:43:32.180 That's dark, dude.

00:43:33.580 It's also, there's some of the best games, right?

00:43:35.780 I think because they mirror innately what we know is reality.

00:43:39.200 Yes.

00:43:39.520 So it resonates with you on some level.

00:43:41.420 Like those things, I think it's the same reason I look at Lord of the Rings and I'm

00:43:44.420 like, this is fucking awesome.

00:43:46.160 Or any of those stupid fantasy games where you got dragons and queers.

00:43:49.020 It's always, it's always, yeah, there's something there.

00:43:53.420 It resonates with you.

00:43:54.280 You know, it's true on some level.

00:43:56.040 And then you agree to be fucking homies with Azazel.

00:43:58.300 Not good.

00:43:59.180 All right.

00:43:59.380 Next, next sentence here.

00:44:00.500 This, this gets kind of crazy.

00:44:02.060 He told me that my soul smelled charred and that I would marry a woman I'd met before and

00:44:06.800 even how many kids I'd have.

00:44:08.120 The whole experience gave me a bad feeling and I got out of there as soon as I could.

00:44:13.380 Hmm.

00:44:13.800 Or, or the black dog.

00:44:15.240 What's that mean?

00:44:15.900 It's just a next sentence.

00:44:17.700 Top lobster.

00:44:18.640 Having trucking experience might know what I'm talking about here.

00:44:21.980 I'm a trucker and have been since 2016.

00:44:24.640 It was this past January at the beginning of 2024 and I was running outlaw style with an

00:44:31.120 outfit of Missouri, with an out, with an outfit of out of Missouri.

00:44:35.920 Okay.

00:44:36.640 Uh, with two log books, triple digit, triple digit rigs, chicken lights, the works.

00:44:43.260 Okay.

00:44:44.160 I just done, I just got done pulling three loads in a row with no sleep.

00:44:48.760 I feel you.

00:44:49.700 And I was coming to my last delivery in Hickory before home time.

00:44:53.460 All right.

00:44:54.260 So this guy's just running, he's running himself dry here.

00:44:57.280 I like that you use lingo because he's like tops my homie.

00:45:00.540 He also suffered in the driver's seat of a 18 wheeler for a long time.

00:45:04.380 He'll appreciate this language.

00:45:06.280 Yeah.

00:45:06.520 I he's, it seems like he's doing, uh, on the road, like over the road work.

00:45:10.620 I was, I was always very local and I would, so I do know, I know these terms and all that.

00:45:16.240 I didn't do log books as much as these.

00:45:18.560 So there's a difference.

00:45:19.680 The guys that work for companies, they do log books.

00:45:23.460 I worked for the MTA.

00:45:25.420 So the city or the state, I was, I had like this federal protection.

00:45:29.240 I did log books, but not as extensively as they did.

00:45:31.720 And like with the checking in on the radio where you're constantly having to get weighed.

00:45:34.920 Yeah.

00:45:35.480 I wasn't over the road.

00:45:36.460 So I didn't have to do that unless I was going like interstate.

00:45:39.060 And we did that just sometimes, but my, like, listen, driving this truck was fucking hell.

00:45:44.100 I'm driving through New York city.

00:45:45.340 It was garbage.

00:45:46.340 These guys at least, oh yeah, they're at least they're on the road.

00:45:49.840 They're away from home, but they're driving straight.

00:45:51.580 They're doing 65, 70 on a highway.

00:45:54.160 It's, it's, it's nice.

00:45:56.040 Um, but whatever, I'm not complaining.

00:45:57.780 Uh, Robin and, uh, the nether.

00:46:00.120 Yeah.

00:46:00.740 They might be listening in their trucks.

00:46:03.680 Shout out Reed Coverdale, the ultimate trucker.

00:46:06.660 Um, all right.

00:46:08.000 So he goes, I know I'm too tired to drive because he's been driving for like three days now.

00:46:12.000 Uh, but I want to go home.

00:46:13.580 So I keep pushing and I know that feeling.

00:46:16.100 Next thing I know, I'm seeing this shadow figure of what looks almost canine out of

00:46:20.640 the side of my vision.

00:46:21.560 Damn, this is a banger story.

00:46:23.320 It's running 80 miles per hour next to my truck with glowing red eyes.

00:46:28.420 Whoa.

00:46:29.660 Oh, this is, and this is something that we've heard on, uh, uh, well, I've heard on Hammer

00:46:35.540 Lane legends and also Merkel's story that so Hammer Lane legend is, is, uh, that was

00:46:40.520 Merkel's dad's old show and he's a truck driver.

00:46:43.360 So he would bring on truckers to talk about truck stories and often you'll get like weird

00:46:48.260 supernatural shit happening.

00:46:50.580 And, uh, this was, this is a, something that happens often.

00:46:55.020 Even that other guy, do you remember that story that the guy told on Merkel where it

00:46:58.260 was like very much like twilight?

00:47:00.900 Yeah.

00:47:01.200 Yeah.

00:47:01.400 That one hurt to listen to.

00:47:02.600 It was a weird one.

00:47:03.620 And, uh, people thought it was fake.

00:47:05.860 I, I'm still not so sure, but there was like, there was an instance where they're, he's

00:47:10.820 saying about they're running next to trucks.

00:47:12.920 Like they're running and they're following something as like a, a gang.

00:47:16.680 There was another one from, from, from, uh, the confessionals where, um, this thing ran

00:47:21.840 alongside his vehicle and then scratched it in a big way.

00:47:25.420 Um, and so there was like defined claw marks.

00:47:28.460 I don't know if they pierced the, the, the sheet metal or not, but, um, yeah, not the first

00:47:33.520 time I've heard something like that.

00:47:35.240 Never.

00:47:35.440 That's the guy.

00:47:36.240 That's the guy from, uh, the predator episode.

00:47:38.940 That same dude.

00:47:40.220 Yeah.

00:47:40.460 By the way, we got somebody who emailed us who said they have a story, not as wild,

00:47:44.640 but the same nature as Joshua tree.

00:47:47.980 I think maybe we should read it.

00:47:49.400 That was one of the most recent.

00:47:50.540 So we'll, let's get to that right after.

00:47:52.180 It's very exciting.

00:47:53.240 I did see that.

00:47:54.120 All right.

00:47:54.320 So I immediately recognize what it, what it is having grown up in a trucking household.

00:47:58.720 So I pulled off to get some sleep on the next exit.

00:48:01.720 You might've seen a dog, man, dude, but I wound up getting to my delivery on the same

00:48:06.820 time, but swore that was the last time I'd let some bean counting dispatcher push me

00:48:11.200 hard.

00:48:12.120 Dude, if you're truck driving out there, just be safe.

00:48:15.420 I know like you could lose your job for telling people, no, just don't let them push you.

00:48:19.960 Cause you're going to be driving around sometimes 80,000 pounds of shit, maybe more if you're

00:48:23.960 heavy, you're a heavy load driver and you you'll kill yourself for some people.

00:48:28.600 It's, I think it's a second because I need to, um, something will happen while I'm driving.

00:48:33.000 Yeah.

00:48:33.560 Yeah.

00:48:33.760 Something will happen while I'm driving.

00:48:35.000 If I'm driving for too long and it's like, I start getting like, I'm nodding off, but

00:48:38.960 there's a whooshing sound associated with it.

00:48:40.820 Like I get so tired that that whooshing sound almost sounds like an audible movement of

00:48:46.040 air sucking me into the sleep realm.

00:48:49.600 And I've had that happen.

00:48:50.860 I did fall asleep behind the wheel one time for a second.

00:48:54.780 And, um, I ended up drifting into oncoming traffic a little bit and I corrected because

00:49:00.340 the, you know, there, there was rumble strips in the center of the road.

00:49:03.600 And, uh, but yeah, I could never drive.

00:49:06.320 I could never drive because when sleepy comes a knocking, I got to go, dude, I got to go.

00:49:11.240 I'm the opposite.

00:49:12.320 Whenever I'm behind the wheel, I get like a, a lot of adrenaline, but I want to address

00:49:16.180 this, Emily.

00:49:17.020 She's being nice today.

00:49:18.200 Paraka.

00:49:18.940 Um, one show a month should be kid friendly.

00:49:21.100 I agree.

00:49:21.740 Like a wholesome timeline cleanse.

00:49:23.220 That would be fun to do.

00:49:24.980 I think we should do.

00:49:26.220 Yeah.

00:49:26.320 Because Jake be based over here saying my four-year-old son loves NDS.

00:49:30.320 I'm so sorry.

00:49:34.180 Yeah, I know.

00:49:36.700 Spirit fingers.

00:49:37.440 What are we doing, man?

00:49:38.640 What are we doing?

00:49:39.480 Oh my God.

00:49:40.260 That's so funny.

00:49:41.700 Yeah.

00:49:42.320 All right.

00:49:42.800 So, uh, he goes, see the black dog usually appears to truckers who've been pushing too

00:49:47.820 hard for too long.

00:49:49.040 And if you see it, it's a sign that something terrible is about to happen if you keep going.

00:49:53.280 Yeah.

00:49:53.520 So this is a, it's a thing.

00:49:55.160 That is a thing that happens to people.

00:49:57.540 The black dog.

00:49:57.800 I guess that's a trucker thing.

00:49:59.760 Yeah.

00:50:00.020 Anyway, that's my story.

00:50:01.180 If you have any questions, just ask it on air.

00:50:03.560 I'm listening and we'll get back to you as soon as possible.

00:50:06.900 Great story.

00:50:07.900 Um, do you have any questions about it?

00:50:09.420 I mean, I don't know that I have any questions.

00:50:11.260 I mean, it all, see, he's did a great job of laying it out.

00:50:13.700 Um, really, really interesting.

00:50:16.920 I would be, I'd be interested in like, you know, when you have this thing, I'd fallen

00:50:20.900 away from the church for a while at the time though, and was heavily into witchcraft and

00:50:25.160 Norse paganism, uh, making sacrifices to Odin and Freya, like deep in the occult.

00:50:29.100 What I would ask is what benefits was, were those yielding, if any, at all?

00:50:33.700 Um, and if you are doing this and you recognize that there's a spiritual ramification, like

00:50:39.900 you're, you're talking to spiritual entities, Odin and Freya, um, did anything ever manifest

00:50:45.380 itself in any way that made you realize like, okay, there's, there's veracity to this.

00:50:53.060 These things are out there.

00:50:54.700 And if you did see anything or, or experience anything, how the hell did that not turn you

00:51:00.500 off?

00:51:01.040 You know what I mean?

00:51:01.560 Cause it's like, you're a lot of people kind of, I'm not saying this guy is, but there's

00:51:04.920 a LARP aspect to like occultism.

00:51:07.300 A lot of, uh, white women in particular will do like pagan kind of witchcraft shit.

00:51:13.040 And, and I think that a lot of these people are kind of goofing and it gives them an identity

00:51:17.960 and it allows them to have fun with their homies and it allows them to delve into otherwise

00:51:21.840 like esoteric knowledge.

00:51:23.020 But I think that a lot of these people, if they had a spiritual experience that was a derivative

00:51:26.760 of what they were doing, they would be mortified.

00:51:30.040 So what I'm wondering is in all your time being into witchcraft and Norse paganism and

00:51:36.100 sacrificing to these entities, did you ever have a experience before your K2 shit that

00:51:42.800 made you go like, oh, okay.

00:51:44.200 Cause I guess dependent upon the film or the, the, the lens that you're looking through,

00:51:48.940 you might have a spiritual experience, but that might resonate as a, a vindicative experience

00:51:53.760 with you.

00:51:54.480 You might be like, oh, okay.

00:51:55.460 Yeah, they are real.

00:51:56.320 I am sacrificing and making offerings to these entities.

00:51:59.200 And this is good.

00:52:00.100 Whereas otherwise, if you didn't have that lens and you had the same experience, you

00:52:03.360 might be terrified that you just interacted with something in a spiritual realm.

00:52:08.160 Um, something tells me based off of this guy's stories and off of his history that these

00:52:13.860 instances are just maybe the highlights, but there was a lot of footnotes on the way to

00:52:18.760 these moments.

00:52:19.340 And I'd be interested in hearing about those.

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00:53:17.380 There's definitely a lot more that happened.

00:53:19.520 And who even knows if you remember it?

00:53:21.220 Like so much stuff happens throughout life that I was telling my wife in the shower yesterday

00:53:25.080 that like all these weird supernatural things that happened to my family.

00:53:30.440 Yeah.

00:53:30.880 And I was like, oh shit, that happened.

00:53:32.680 I can't believe that.

00:53:33.420 I forgot about that.

00:53:34.200 When did you do that?

00:53:35.140 That was this morning?

00:53:35.740 No, I was just talking to my wife about it.

00:53:38.720 When?

00:53:40.320 Last night.

00:53:41.240 What the fuck?

00:53:42.340 Me too.

00:53:43.780 Yeah.

00:53:44.080 I'm sitting on the porch with my wife and I'm telling her how the town that I grew up

00:53:47.680 in, I'm like, yeah, it was a weird kind of a place now that I think about it.

00:53:50.020 And then it went like, actually, it was really weird.

00:53:52.580 Actually, it was really weird.

00:53:54.220 Like, okay, I'll give you three quick stories.

00:53:56.940 One time, me and my friend sitting on our bikes, arms crossed in the center of the street,

00:54:02.020 West Carteret, New Jersey.

00:54:02.980 The town butts up against swampland and then a river.

00:54:07.500 And on the other side of the river is basically Staten Island.

00:54:09.600 So there's nothing behind this town.

00:54:10.860 And everything seems to congregate around this area where a bunch of sewer pipes dump out

00:54:16.160 into the Arthur Kill River.

00:54:18.360 And there's nothing but tall grass and big concrete sewer pipes.

00:54:22.100 So we're near that area, sitting on our bikes, arms crossed, just talking.

00:54:26.660 Suddenly, we hear something screaming running towards us.

00:54:30.160 We look.

00:54:31.080 Nothing is there.

00:54:31.720 It's a sleepy little back road town.

00:54:33.380 So we're in the middle of the road.

00:54:34.720 No cars are coming.

00:54:35.880 We can hear this thing coming down the street, but there's nothing there.

00:54:38.680 We realize it's coming from the sewers, dog.

00:54:41.960 So the reason we realize that is because as it approaches us, now we can hear the sounds

00:54:46.040 of wet footsteps.

00:54:48.160 So, dude, I am not even shitting you.

00:54:50.560 This thing is going,

00:54:51.820 as it fucking approaches us.

00:54:55.140 And we hear it because we're next to a manhole cover run underneath us and then run all

00:55:00.080 the way down the street, which is where the tube dumps out into the Arthur Kill.

00:55:04.820 There's another time I am in town and I don't know, dude, I'm on the phone with my buddy.

00:55:12.600 I moved to another part of town and he's like telling me, oh, how do you like it?

00:55:15.680 Because I moved to the hood.

00:55:16.460 It was like the worst part of town.

00:55:17.700 Everybody gets stabbed and shit.

00:55:18.880 And he's like, oh, how do you like it?

00:55:20.080 We're making jokes about it.

00:55:21.000 Same buddy, by the way, the same buddy was there for like everything.

00:55:24.680 That's weird.

00:55:25.740 Maybe it's him, dude.

00:55:27.000 It could be him, right?

00:55:28.500 Best friend, also Puerto Rican.

00:55:30.580 So despite all my rhetoric, I guess I am fond of Puerto Ricans.

00:55:34.640 So he's on the phone with me.

00:55:37.380 I'm describing, oh, it's a shithole.

00:55:39.100 It's the hood.

00:55:39.640 It's not good.

00:55:40.340 All of a sudden, echoing through the streets.

00:55:43.060 I mean, it didn't even sound like a man, dude.

00:55:46.100 It was a roar from what just in my mind, I'm picturing like it.

00:55:51.500 Honestly, when I was a kid, I fucking thought it was big.

00:55:53.500 It sounded like Bigfoot.

00:55:54.520 That's just the only thing that I could think of in my mind because it sounded like a man,

00:55:59.380 but an animal.

00:56:00.220 And it sounded like it must have been fucking huge.

00:56:02.940 And it echoed through the streets to the degree that on the phone, the house phone that

00:56:06.720 I was using, my buddy was like, yo, what the hell was that?

00:56:10.060 I was frozen in fear.

00:56:11.440 It like rocked me to my core.

00:56:13.320 It sounded like it could have been like miles away, but it filled the air and all the surrounding

00:56:19.600 blocks.

00:56:20.000 And when it was done, everything was pin drop quiet.

00:56:23.520 I just went back in the house.

00:56:25.360 The another time I'm walking with him, same area, right by the Arthur kill, right where

00:56:31.640 the sewers dump out into this disgusting river.

00:56:34.400 He gets my attention.

00:56:36.080 He's like, yo, are you hearing me?

00:56:38.760 And I turn around, I go, what?

00:56:39.780 And he's like, I've been calling you for like almost a full minute.

00:56:44.140 We're walking side by side with each other.

00:56:45.940 He turns, he sees a baby standing in the center of like a trailer park road, like this weird

00:56:52.080 little back road thing that we were in.

00:56:53.600 It's like the abandoned trailer parks, really mostly abandoned.

00:56:56.120 And then there was another section where some people did live.

00:56:58.140 And a baby's just standing there in the center of the road.

00:57:00.060 And he's like, yo, dog, look at this baby.

00:57:02.760 Yo, look at this baby.

00:57:04.620 Yo, Dave, Dave.

00:57:05.940 And I'm right next to him, still walking, not hearing.

00:57:09.260 And then by the time he gets my attention, I snap out of it.

00:57:11.600 I go like, what do you want, dude?

00:57:12.680 He goes, look at the baby.

00:57:13.960 There's no fucking baby.

00:57:15.480 The baby is gone.

00:57:17.480 In the same place, I saw an alien.

00:57:21.580 This is like an alien.

00:57:23.120 I don't know how I memory hold this.

00:57:25.120 And I don't talk about it often.

00:57:26.480 I'll keep it quick because we don't have a lot of time.

00:57:28.500 But there's an area right against the tall grass, right on the edge of the river, in a little cluster of woods.

00:57:36.380 What's the name of this area?

00:57:38.080 This is West Carteret.

00:57:40.860 There's a trailer park.

00:57:41.860 I don't know what the trailer park would be called.

00:57:43.980 It's right off of, what the hell is the main road that goes all the way?

00:57:48.220 Is it Raleway Avenue?

00:57:49.200 It might be Raleway Avenue.

00:57:51.380 Is that the main?

00:57:52.020 No, Roosevelt Avenue.

00:57:53.320 Roosevelt Avenue, right at the edge of West Carteret and Raleway.

00:57:57.080 And there's a little wooded area.

00:58:00.160 And if you even bring it up on Google Maps, it's so small.

00:58:02.700 It doesn't even make sense.

00:58:04.020 But just a cluster of trees.

00:58:05.660 We used to ride our bikes in there.

00:58:07.940 We would dig dirt ramps.

00:58:11.180 And we called the place the ramps because we were very creative.

00:58:14.740 So we would take our bikes there.

00:58:15.940 We would jump off the ramps.

00:58:16.920 Now, in the ramps, there is, like I said, tall grass because we're right on the edge of the Arthur Kill.

00:58:21.780 Me and my friends, we stomp paths through the tall grass.

00:58:24.860 They're only, like, shoulder-width wide because we're just kids.

00:58:27.220 I was, like, 12.

00:58:28.500 And I remember that place because I guess all the tall grass was somehow filled with pill bugs, those little roly-poly bugs.

00:58:35.140 And they got all in our clothing.

00:58:37.300 Oh, man, this is great.

00:58:39.640 Roosevelt Avenue, I think you're too far.

00:58:42.260 We need to be heading towards – man, everything looks different.

00:58:47.300 You're in Carteret, I think.

00:58:48.560 We need to go to West Carteret.

00:58:50.180 Oh, West Carteret.

00:58:51.160 Well, it says West Carteret at the top.

00:58:53.320 Zoom out.

00:58:53.860 Get an aerial view, and I'll tell you where to click.

00:58:56.200 So anyway – okay, this is interesting.

00:58:59.540 Let me make this screen bigger.

00:59:00.520 So go left.

00:59:02.180 Left, left, left.

00:59:03.340 Left, left, left.

00:59:04.320 Keep going left.

00:59:05.040 Yeah, Klaus Street, George Street.

00:59:06.700 Yep, yep.

00:59:07.120 Dorothy Street, William Street.

00:59:08.300 That's my old street.

00:59:09.200 I used to live there.

00:59:09.960 That's adorable.

00:59:11.920 Keep going.

00:59:12.580 Left, left, left.

00:59:14.240 Yeah, you're going to have to pull the screen.

00:59:15.460 How do I go left?

00:59:15.680 I don't know if I can.

00:59:16.500 Oh, I got to zoom out.

00:59:17.780 Okay.

00:59:18.020 Yeah, zoom out.

00:59:19.000 Keep going.

00:59:20.080 Gianni's Pizzeria.

00:59:20.800 I think it's by Gianni's.

00:59:22.480 It would technically – yeah, yeah, yeah, because that's West Carteret Park.

00:59:25.240 Okay, so go zoom in basically where you are.

00:59:30.100 No, well, yeah, that's Gianni's.

00:59:32.600 Okay, look, look, look, look.

00:59:33.620 Zoom out a little bit.

00:59:35.400 To the left, you see Bollywood Truck Wash, and you see that all back there right behind

00:59:42.100 the truck wash.

00:59:42.780 That's all.

00:59:44.580 Trailer Park.

00:59:45.100 This is a place.

00:59:45.900 Dude, that's it.

00:59:47.580 That's the entrance.

00:59:49.140 Go right there.

00:59:49.800 Go straight ahead.

00:59:50.400 Straight ahead.

00:59:51.200 No, no, go to the right.

00:59:52.760 Straight ahead that direction that you're looking right now.

00:59:55.360 Okay, I see.

00:59:56.020 Oh, that's so crazy.

00:59:57.000 Right there.

00:59:57.360 Stop.

00:59:57.940 Look to the left.

01:00:01.140 That.

01:00:02.180 It doesn't look like there's an entrance anymore because it's all overgrown, but that cluster

01:00:05.280 of trees that we're looking at slightly to the left of the screen right there,

01:00:09.220 that area – move your cursor.

01:00:11.560 You see how the arrow's pointing?

01:00:14.160 Yeah.

01:00:14.300 The arrow is laying over what would be the entrance.

01:00:16.640 Oh, okay.

01:00:17.100 I see.

01:00:17.500 So, like, right behind there.

01:00:18.420 This is, like, very much Staten Island where my cousins would kind of do the same thing.

01:00:24.200 It's the same sort of area, like a little in-cut that you can go down small forest-like

01:00:27.800 area.

01:00:27.900 And we're really close to Staten Island here.

01:00:29.440 So, okay.

01:00:30.340 So, what ends up happening is we're walking through this tall grass.

01:00:32.920 This is so weird, dude.

01:00:34.460 This is so weird.

01:00:35.660 It's like a core memory for me.

01:00:37.940 Is that why Raven has that Yakubian forehead?

01:00:39.940 Good God, big spice guy.

01:00:42.320 So, what ends up happening in here is we're stomping through the tall grass.

01:00:46.680 All of a sudden, it's me and my friend Shane.

01:00:48.360 And I've since talked to Shane about this.

01:00:50.000 And he's like, I don't remember and I don't want to remember.

01:00:52.160 That's what he says.

01:00:52.700 For some reason, this is a sensitive subject for him.

01:00:54.440 Um, me and Shane are walking through the tall grass and suddenly something comes running

01:00:59.880 at us through the tall grass.

01:01:01.340 We immediately recoil.

01:01:02.980 This happens so fast, dude.

01:01:04.160 We recoil and grab each other.

01:01:06.240 We just lock up.

01:01:07.480 I'm expecting a dog to burst out.

01:01:10.120 Now, you have to understand, I grew up with animals.

01:01:13.260 Um, dogs, cats, owls, tortoises, salamanders, dumpy tree frogs.

01:01:18.960 My mom was like the animal whisperer is weird.

01:01:22.840 So, I knew animals very well.

01:01:24.820 I grew up around all kinds of animals.

01:01:27.380 What came out of the tall grass, number one was bipedal.

01:01:36.000 All right, that's fucking weird.

01:01:37.880 Number two was very small, like the size of a toddler.

01:01:41.480 Number three was ass naked.

01:01:44.760 And number four.

01:01:45.960 They didn't have genitals?

01:01:47.180 Um, this happens so fast.

01:01:49.260 Uh, it was black.

01:01:50.860 But like, there's certain things I remember and there's certain things that I think I

01:01:56.480 might just be filling in blanks on.

01:01:57.820 That's it, dude.

01:01:58.480 That is literally it.

01:01:59.640 Behind those trucks and in that area, it's a weird place.

01:02:04.160 It's a weird place.

01:02:05.220 And if you go north or upwards, you'll see that eventually you just bump into the Arthur

01:02:10.700 Kill.

01:02:11.080 If you keep going until you break land and you come into water.

01:02:13.760 You see like it's swampy, it's marshy, and then boom.

01:02:16.820 There it is.

01:02:17.340 There's the river.

01:02:17.820 So there's nothing behind it, which also makes...

01:02:20.140 And you see that white line traveling parallel to the river?

01:02:23.900 Yeah.

01:02:24.600 That white line that's on land right at the edge of the river, south of what you're looking

01:02:29.000 at, like at the bottom, there's a white trim that follows the river.

01:02:32.680 That is a giant sewer pipe where all kinds of weird shit happens, dude.

01:02:37.120 It's the weirdest fucking place.

01:02:38.280 Anyway, what comes out?

01:02:40.840 There's things that I remember.

01:02:41.920 It was upright.

01:02:42.520 This reminds me of the story of it.

01:02:44.320 I know.

01:02:44.860 I know.

01:02:45.240 I don't like thinking about it.

01:02:46.000 Yeah, in the sewers.

01:02:46.620 I don't want to think about it.

01:02:47.720 I really don't like thinking about it.

01:02:48.820 It was bipedal.

01:02:51.080 I know that.

01:02:51.960 It was naked.

01:02:52.680 I know that.

01:02:53.300 And it was small like a toddler.

01:02:54.480 Those are things that I know.

01:02:55.500 Things that I'm not too sure about.

01:02:57.360 I know that it was dark because I thought it was a naked black kid.

01:03:00.640 I thought that a naked black baby was lost in the woods.

01:03:03.860 It made no sense to me.

01:03:07.940 The things that I'm not so sure about, I feel like it was black in a way that didn't make sense.

01:03:13.420 It was black in a way that was not like melanin.

01:03:15.780 It was black in a way that it was dry.

01:03:20.100 And I hate using this word because it's like, I'm a conspiracy theorist, so maybe I'm jumping to conclusions.

01:03:25.480 It was dry and gray.

01:03:28.220 Was it like lizard-like skin?

01:03:30.180 That kind of thing?

01:03:31.040 Like a weird texture, you're saying?

01:03:32.820 It was dry.

01:03:34.400 But I'm not even sure if I remember that.

01:03:36.220 The things that I know I remember, fucking toddler size, naked, bipedal, black.

01:03:41.560 Okay, so.

01:03:42.580 You're so an ashy kid.

01:03:44.620 That's what I, I'm not even joking.

01:03:46.280 As funny as that is, I was 12.

01:03:50.120 I processed that as an ass naked, ashy toddler, the size of like a four or five year old.

01:03:58.180 Even though that's how I rationalized it, it ran past us.

01:04:02.020 It didn't care about us at all.

01:04:03.300 It ran past us.

01:04:05.080 It didn't look at us at all.

01:04:06.800 If it was a dog, we'd have been beset upon and bitten.

01:04:09.300 There was no fucking time for any kind of recourse whatsoever.

01:04:12.980 We recoiled.

01:04:13.920 It appeared.

01:04:14.440 And just as quickly as it appeared, it ran across our path and then ran into the rest of the tall grass, never to be seen again.

01:04:21.620 We ran for our fucking lives.

01:04:24.940 We were screaming as we tore out of there.

01:04:27.640 And we ran so far, unnecessarily far.

01:04:30.260 But at the same time, I was telling people that we saw a naked black baby.

01:04:34.600 Yeah.

01:04:34.820 Why would a naked black baby run past us in the woods?

01:04:38.860 Why wouldn't it?

01:04:39.780 Why would we not pursue a baby?

01:04:43.620 We're not terrible kids.

01:04:45.300 You know, it's a baby, dog.

01:04:46.720 You got to like, that's crazy.

01:04:47.820 This is...

01:04:48.600 I don't know what happened.

01:04:51.420 I don't know what happened that day.

01:04:53.060 But I know it was the same year as the Carteret UFO sightings.

01:04:56.980 One of the biggest UFO sightings, I think it was like 2001.

01:05:00.520 That summer, I would have just turned 12.

01:05:03.640 So that makes sense.

01:05:05.760 And above the McDonald's, the Walgreens, 2001, something like that, there was lights in the sky from daytime till nighttime.

01:05:16.600 Camera crews, local media came out interviewing people on the streets.

01:05:20.640 They're pointing up, looking at them.

01:05:21.880 They're still there.

01:05:22.400 They're not leaving.

01:05:23.260 I don't know if those two things are correlated.

01:05:25.020 I just think that it's worth mentioning.

01:05:26.200 But, and to this person's point, by the way, did you see any owls around?

01:05:32.540 I, I've, I was in the woods once with my friends.

01:05:38.700 This memory is so weird.

01:05:39.880 I was a teenager, dog.

01:05:40.780 I was like 16, 17 years old.

01:05:42.700 This is not like some shit that I wouldn't remember well.

01:05:45.900 And we're looking for a place to smoke weed.

01:05:48.860 All of a sudden, we come upon a, a, a tree stump that's been cut.

01:05:54.200 Like a, you know, a cut.

01:05:55.680 And standing on it, dog, it, this doesn't even fucking make sense.

01:06:01.840 We were in New Jersey.

01:06:04.140 There is an owl the size of a fucking dude.

01:06:09.260 Damn, son.

01:06:12.080 And I walk up on it.

01:06:13.820 It's not something that I think I saw.

01:06:15.420 We all freeze.

01:06:16.580 We're looking at this owl sat on a tree stump the size of a dude.

01:06:21.080 And I start walking up on it.

01:06:23.120 And it's not moving.

01:06:24.080 And I get pretty damn close.

01:06:25.220 Like enough for, for, I'm in a room right now.

01:06:27.240 It's, you know, it was like within 10 feet of this thing.

01:06:30.020 I know I saw it.

01:06:31.060 We all saw it.

01:06:32.040 And everybody was saying, Dave, stop.

01:06:33.420 Don't go towards the owl.

01:06:34.320 I said, fuck you, dude.

01:06:35.080 I'm going towards the owl.

01:06:36.040 That thing, when I got too close, opened up its wings.

01:06:39.680 I about shit, it was so big.

01:06:41.420 And it just, whoom, just shot straight up into the sky.

01:06:47.660 What the, I was in Edison, New Jersey for this.

01:06:51.100 This owl was the size of a man, dog.

01:06:54.080 We've been doing this show for a year.

01:06:55.940 And you didn't remember, but this is, this is what you're talking about.

01:06:58.120 Just started bringing up these memories, right?

01:06:59.800 It's like a chain.

01:07:00.720 It's a never ending chain.

01:07:01.720 As soon as I dig one up, it's like, oh my God, what?

01:07:04.260 Oh my God, what about that thing?

01:07:05.640 Like my, my life?

01:07:06.720 Yeah, yeah.

01:07:07.140 I guess, I don't know.

01:07:08.380 That's what I'm doing sitting in this chair, dude.

01:07:10.760 You know what I mean?

01:07:11.380 After all these years, this is what I'm doing sitting in this chair.

01:07:13.440 I cannot explain to you.

01:07:15.120 And I think it was white.

01:07:17.600 It was like a beautiful, white, man-sized owl.

01:07:21.880 And it wasn't like there was anything else weird about it.

01:07:23.940 It's not like it fucking morphed into some shit.

01:07:25.560 It was like me and a gang, some girls, some dudes were all smoking weed in the woods.

01:07:29.620 And they saw it too.

01:07:30.960 Yeah.

01:07:31.140 Oh yeah, they all saw it.

01:07:31.880 We all saw it.

01:07:32.360 They were yelling at me not to get close to it.

01:07:34.260 And I was like, gonna do that for sure.

01:07:37.620 Gonna do that.

01:07:38.860 Gonna get real close to this thing.

01:07:41.280 Just weird, man.

01:07:42.280 Just weird shit.

01:07:43.260 Always weird shit.

01:07:44.440 That's crazy.

01:07:45.200 Do you, do you still want to read this story?

01:07:46.800 Cause I did have.

01:07:48.000 Yeah.

01:07:48.240 Yeah.

01:07:48.400 Let's read the story because we have about 40 minutes before we got to do this show

01:07:51.640 anyway.

01:07:52.040 And we're only at an hour and five minutes into this show.

01:07:54.620 So let me, let me just say this story.

01:07:56.180 Cause it's, it's one of those things like a repressed memory of, uh, one of my cousins.

01:08:00.220 I'd like to get her on the show, but I don't know how sensitive she is to talking about this

01:08:05.100 because in that house in, in Seagate, which I probably mentioned about like, it's like a

01:08:09.560 haunted house.

01:08:10.060 I, I was, when I was born, that's where I first lived.

01:08:13.100 It was passed to my, one of my uncles and then, uh, he moved out and then my other aunt moved

01:08:19.940 in there.

01:08:20.840 And since she's been there, it's just been, you know, supernatural.

01:08:23.480 It's, it's with that guy, Ruben that stays in the corner that everybody.

01:08:26.760 Yep.

01:08:27.200 That's right.

01:08:27.540 Yeah.

01:08:27.720 We were telling me about that.

01:08:28.540 Yeah.

01:08:28.720 Yeah.

01:08:29.280 One of the people that lived with my aunt, it was her, uh, it was from her husband's previous

01:08:34.800 marriage and her name.

01:08:36.780 I'm not, I don't know if I'm say her name, but she was older than us.

01:08:39.920 So when we would have sleepovers with me and my cousins, she would like watch us and she

01:08:46.220 was haunted.

01:08:47.740 Just whatever it is, it tortured her when she lived there and she moved out eventually.

01:08:55.000 And I, I, I don't follow up with her too much, but I heard that she still has these events

01:08:59.660 and it happens to her daughter.

01:09:01.080 But one of the things that I remembered yesterday was we're all sleeping in the living room at

01:09:05.580 my, my, uh, cousin's house.

01:09:07.300 And I get up in the middle of the night and I look and she's sleeping like in, like there's

01:09:13.120 like a hallway that leads it.

01:09:15.280 Well, it's like an opening that leads to a hallway and there's a staircase that goes to

01:09:18.880 a basement.

01:09:19.380 The basement's like real, that's some weird shit going on down there.

01:09:22.240 But she's kind of like right at the mouth of this doorway and in the doorway of the,

01:09:27.880 the hallway is an entity.

01:09:30.400 And like, I, I couldn't never describe it until, you know, you hear these stories, but

01:09:34.700 when people say blacker than black, that's what it was.

01:09:37.560 Cause it was like, it's a very, it was a dark hallway, but I could make out a figure standing

01:09:43.800 over, like clearly over her.

01:09:45.860 And it was big.

01:09:46.860 It took up the whole mouth of the, of this door, you know, the opening to this hallway.

01:09:51.720 And I said it had glowing red eyes when it, when I was a kid, but it like, the more I

01:09:57.400 think about it, like glowing red eyes, isn't really what it is.

01:09:59.860 It's more of like a, like eye shine.

01:10:01.780 I think I saw eye shine, but it was red.

01:10:04.300 And because it wasn't like, like, like laser eyes, like you see in the memes, it was just

01:10:09.300 like, like, you can tell, like, if you move the red would, uh, change, fluctuate a little

01:10:15.560 bit.

01:10:15.940 Yeah.

01:10:16.320 Cause it's like, it was like looking at her, it was over her, but like looking at her.

01:10:20.260 And I remember seeing that almost indicates like a physical aspect to it.

01:10:24.140 You know what I mean?

01:10:24.660 Like in order for an eye to fluctuate, it needs to be receiving light.

01:10:29.660 And in order for it to receive light, it insinuates there's some physical aspect to it.

01:10:33.900 Well, there was light in the room.

01:10:35.360 There's some like, cause it's dark, but there's still light.

01:10:37.700 This thing was like black.

01:10:39.740 Like, that's why it never quite made sense.

01:10:41.960 It was just like, it was a shadow.

01:10:43.920 Well, it's a shadow figure.

01:10:45.080 Like what people talk about, but it's just like darkness.

01:10:48.040 Yeah.

01:10:48.360 But that big too, like taking up.

01:10:50.260 The whole, uh, yeah.

01:10:51.580 Like, I mean, the ceilings were probably as high as my ceilings, but it was like right

01:10:55.120 at the doorway.

01:10:55.620 Like, and it was leaned over looking at her and I can tell that you hear that something

01:11:00.000 in the doorway or something in the room in the corner, but like lurched over because

01:11:03.620 it's so big.

01:11:04.560 That was like, yeah, she belonged to that thing.

01:11:07.560 Whatever the fuck that thing was, it was there.

01:11:10.280 It was over her.

01:11:10.780 And I remember just, I was like, I put the blanket over my head.

01:11:12.620 I was like, fuck, if I don't see this thing, it doesn't exist.

01:11:15.200 But, uh, yeah, that's one of the things that I was talking to my wife about.

01:11:17.880 I was like, I remember this, uh, crazy.

01:11:20.700 There's a lot more.

01:11:21.540 I'm sure if I think about it in that house specifically, there's a lot more crazy stuff

01:11:25.720 that happens, but it's like, you take it and you just like, that was weird.

01:11:29.560 There's nothing to do with it.

01:11:30.660 There's, there's nothing to do with it.

01:11:32.000 You share it.

01:11:33.220 Nobody's got advice.

01:11:34.180 Nobody's got explanations or answers.

01:11:35.920 And so you just put it away.

01:11:37.460 That I've been there so many times.

01:11:38.860 I want to say one more thing because you're just reminding me about this old house that

01:11:42.600 I used to live in.

01:11:43.140 I lived in a house on railway Avenue in Elizabeth.

01:11:45.940 It was one of the first houses ever built on railway Avenue.

01:11:48.380 So it was a big old house and full of weird shit.

01:11:51.820 I thought that I was going to end up being schizophrenic when I grew up.

01:11:54.680 I think I've probably told this story before, but my aunt was schizophrenic or is schizophrenic.

01:11:59.200 And based off of this experience, I thought one day it was coming for me.

01:12:02.580 Um, one day I'm left alone with my aunt.

01:12:05.140 This is before she was diagnosed, not alone, but there were, my cousins were there.

01:12:09.000 Um, her children who also, one of them ended up being schizophrenic.

01:12:12.220 Hey baby, thank you.

01:12:13.500 That's very nice.

01:12:14.800 Um, so what ends up happening is she makes a really weird request of me, probably because

01:12:20.960 she's schizophrenic.

01:12:21.760 She asked me four or five years old to go and get the silverware drawer for her, which

01:12:27.500 is why I don't know.

01:12:28.800 Bitch, what?

01:12:29.620 So I go into the kitchen and I, uh, spoiler Raven drops.

01:12:35.140 The silverware.

01:12:35.580 There we go.

01:12:35.860 Z man remembers this one.

01:12:36.720 So I fucking pulled the silverware out of the thing and I'm carrying this wooden silverware

01:12:41.960 drawer.

01:12:42.320 And as I'm walking down the hallway to her, all of a sudden a woman's voice audibly in

01:12:48.380 my head.

01:12:49.340 Um, it wasn't my, I remember like differentiating as a child.

01:12:53.080 Like I heard it with my head, not my ears.

01:12:55.640 Um, she goes in a tone that's so weird.

01:12:59.300 She goes, uh, you're going to drop it.

01:13:03.600 And as soon as that happened, it was like, like my vision started twisting and I got this

01:13:10.120 insane sense of vertigo and I just dropped the whole, like my hands just open and like

01:13:15.240 this thing smashes against the ground.

01:13:16.720 It's all filled with silverware.

01:13:18.020 So it's incredibly loud and jarring.

01:13:19.920 And, and then I'm pretty sure my aunt beat the shit out of me.

01:13:23.500 I remember her either, this is weird, either choking me on the kitchen floor or choking

01:13:28.220 her own kid and me watching.

01:13:30.020 And I've never been able to determine which one actually happened.

01:13:33.220 Uh, she choked one of us on the kitchen floor and only got up when somebody threatened to

01:13:37.320 call the police.

01:13:37.880 Now what's really strange about it is I can remember me watching my cousin getting choked

01:13:42.340 and telling her that I was going to call the police and she stopped.

01:13:46.260 I can remember me getting choked and uttering that I was going to call the police and she

01:13:51.480 stopped.

01:13:52.080 And I can remember me getting choked and my cousin saying he was going to call the police

01:13:56.140 and then she stopped.

01:13:57.180 And I don't know which one's real.

01:14:00.160 Very strange.

01:14:01.240 Um, but yeah, to your point, what's that?

01:14:05.060 Maybe all three.

01:14:06.020 Yeah.

01:14:06.180 Who knows?

01:14:06.720 I, I, consciousness is a weird thing.

01:14:08.180 Maybe I was seeing things from other people's perspectives.

01:14:11.780 I don't know.

01:14:12.740 Um, but yeah, it's just those things where it's like, what do you do with that story?

01:14:16.620 You tell it on your fucking schizophrenic podcast, I guess.

01:14:19.440 Um, okay.

01:14:20.360 Do you know which one it is?

01:14:21.600 Cause I want to see this and I can't find it into the Google drive.

01:14:25.520 Um, so yeah, this one is, uh, it's titled 12, 19 Roman.

01:14:31.560 Okay, cool.

01:14:32.300 Cool.

01:14:32.600 Oh, okay.

01:14:32.920 This is the one that we wanted to check it out.

01:14:34.420 Uh, all right.

01:14:35.280 So I'll just start reading it.

01:14:36.220 So it's episode five, 12 of confessionals.

01:14:38.200 I found through Merkle being on tinfoil hat, then subsequently found you guys NDS soon

01:14:42.700 after sad story.

01:14:44.120 What happened was that Halloween 2021 just moved into a new apartment and I get an invite

01:14:51.380 to a bonfire get together from a mutual friend.

01:14:54.240 And no one, uh, no one close, just like a satellite friend type deal.

01:14:59.040 Dude's a J that, that no one's sure how he has money to fly to New York all the time

01:15:06.680 for his music career and also keeps a condo here in the Midwest.

01:15:10.620 All right.

01:15:10.780 So very suspicious.

01:15:11.980 We're going to add some paragraphs, paragraphs.

01:15:14.140 Out of control.

01:15:15.100 Yeah.

01:15:15.860 Uh, other details are there, but for brevity.

01:15:18.000 So I'll say this kid had a lot of T mud, uh, Talmud and satanic shit.

01:15:23.760 I overlooked because I thought he was playing the rockstar card.

01:15:26.840 Nothing serious.

01:15:28.160 That's a tricky one, right?

01:15:29.260 Like there's, there's a lot of dudes out there where they'll do this stuff and you're like,

01:15:32.900 are you just LARPing or is this real?

01:15:35.440 And I don't know.

01:15:37.100 I don't know.

01:15:37.380 And I think there's a fine line between it.

01:15:39.060 Cause I don't think these entities care.

01:15:40.740 It's like me when I, when I'm racist, they're like, does he mean it?

01:15:43.920 And I'm like, I don't know.

01:15:45.060 Do it next time to find out.

01:15:46.960 Maybe.

01:15:48.300 All right.

01:15:49.440 So we show up at the bonfire and everything's going like it should knocking back beers and

01:15:54.140 whatnot.

01:15:54.680 Dude's got Gothic industrial hipster shit, Halloween motif going on.

01:15:58.460 Nothing out of the ordinary.

01:16:01.300 Then he's like, who wants to do acid?

01:16:04.420 So most of the people there I assumed were his friends, but were reluctant because it

01:16:08.440 was a work day.

01:16:09.640 Somehow three or four people agreed to drop acid.

01:16:13.060 I remember specifically one chick was like, I'll do with you guys, but I'll take my own.

01:16:17.780 So she just bought her own acid.

01:16:19.140 That's kind of crazy.

01:16:20.340 All right.

01:16:20.680 Who is your, who are you hanging out with that?

01:16:22.420 Somebody's just like, no, thank you.

01:16:23.940 I've got my own acid.

01:16:25.140 Yeah.

01:16:25.420 It's just bad people.

01:16:26.340 So we take it.

01:16:29.720 And as time goes by, the music, the music changes to disturbing sounds of like glass breaking

01:16:34.900 and wind blowing through trees.

01:16:36.700 Just spooky, just spooky, unnerving shit that you probably shouldn't be listening to on

01:16:41.380 the climb up to acid mountain.

01:16:42.900 You know, that sounds like a nightmare, dog.

01:16:47.180 Yes.

01:16:47.540 Several people joke about, uh, several people about 10, 10 total at the fire.

01:16:53.360 We're like, Hey, uh, it was funny for a second.

01:16:56.480 Let's change the music back to Gothic industrial or whatever music that is.

01:17:01.040 Imagine that this is so, this is so jarring for you.

01:17:05.260 You're like, yo, can we please put back on the Gothic industrial music?

01:17:08.760 I don't even know what that sounds like.

01:17:10.420 I can imagine there's a lot of like, wah, wah, wah.

01:17:13.740 He was like, that was cool.

01:17:14.980 But this is weird.

01:17:15.800 So a dude shrugs it off saying it's performance art and jokes, but keeps playing the spooky

01:17:20.820 ambiance.

01:17:22.460 Uh, fire peters out.

01:17:23.960 And what I'm pretty sure wasn't acid takes hold.

01:17:26.640 Oh no, that's not good.

01:17:28.520 You gotta know you like to get wet.

01:17:30.140 Charlie Murphy says angel dust, baby.

01:17:33.600 All right.

01:17:34.240 Uh, someone who I thought was an all right guy, a Alba not without vices.

01:17:40.540 Is that, is that how you say it?

01:17:41.940 I'll be, I'll be it.

01:17:43.660 Wow.

01:17:43.960 Yeah.

01:17:44.160 Which is like a stupid word.

01:17:45.440 Like I thought it, I would have imagined it had been separated all B and it.

01:17:49.160 No, I guess.

01:17:49.420 Yeah, I know.

01:17:49.880 Why not different?

01:17:50.680 It's all different letters, words.

01:17:52.260 Okay.

01:17:53.100 So he sits down next to me and he starts berating me, not in a funny way, like not in a funny

01:17:58.240 bro way, like fighting words, uh, way out of place for the situation, out of character

01:18:03.760 for him.

01:18:04.160 Also saying nasty shit.

01:18:05.980 Like you're a failure.

01:18:07.340 It's over for you.

01:18:08.440 Nobody received, this is what I say to David when he comes to my house.

01:18:10.920 No one respects you.

01:18:12.980 Your wife hates you.

01:18:13.940 Shit like that.

01:18:16.220 So, uh, there's more details there, but I can assure you this wasn't an intervention

01:18:20.320 type, type of deal.

01:18:22.260 It seems, it seems like a primer for what happened next, which was that I was thinking.

01:18:28.280 Damn.

01:18:28.780 That's so, so he's getting him in a mindset.

01:18:30.660 He's getting him in a low vibrational state, right?

01:18:32.600 Because you're very susceptible to, to input when you're on acid and things like that.

01:18:37.640 Mushrooms and shit.

01:18:38.660 You could have big, um, mood swings.

01:18:40.240 Well, I mean, mushrooms, I was kind of impervious to.

01:18:42.740 Let me just say, I am invested in this story.

01:18:45.720 This is a riveting at this point.

01:18:48.420 I really like, oh my God.

01:18:50.200 All right.

01:18:50.440 So yeah, so we've got, let's just recap before we go.

01:18:54.240 Um, he's, he's comparing it to episode five, 12 of the confessionals, which is the Joshua

01:18:59.760 tree episode, right?

01:19:00.520 Death portal, death portal cult or something like that.

01:19:04.140 Yeah.

01:19:04.480 Yeah.

01:19:05.060 Desert.

01:19:06.380 Yeah.

01:19:07.080 Some, I, I, the guy I assume is gay.

01:19:09.460 He just says yes to everything.

01:19:11.080 Ends up taking like a five hour ride to Joshua tree with some random stranger and things just

01:19:16.900 progressively get weirder, including the behavior of the people around him and the people that

01:19:22.020 he meets it, although it's that, that episode five, 12, this guy is in like a huge, he's

01:19:26.780 in a huge party.

01:19:28.260 This guy's just with 10 people.

01:19:29.600 So it's a more controlled environment of crazy, but it seems like they're, they're more intimate,

01:19:34.180 but they're creating the same, uh, they're setting the table the same way.

01:19:38.000 They've got music.

01:19:39.420 That's exactly what I was going to say.

01:19:40.740 Think about church, right?

01:19:41.660 It's like, what are you talking about?

01:19:43.680 What is the state of mind that you're trying to get people in?

01:19:46.140 What is the music that you're playing?

01:19:47.760 It's priming people, right?

01:19:48.920 To be able to receive the word or receive the Holy spirit or something.

01:19:52.020 That nature, it's all part of the ritual.

01:19:54.560 The sounds, uh, adjust your mood, which is essentially altering your brain chemical to

01:20:01.300 be, you know, responsive or receptive to one thing or another.

01:20:04.660 So this guy is doing the same thing, right?

01:20:06.340 I mean, I recognize that it's like the music and the rhetoric it's, it's all the same shit.

01:20:12.480 It's to get you in a state of mind.

01:20:14.580 Yeah.

01:20:15.000 I mean, if you, if you want to hear a little bit about this, you could, you can check out

01:20:18.740 our episode with, uh, just yesterday with, with, uh, fricking Matt Reif.

01:20:24.000 But if you want to understand more, I suggest reading, uh, Dr. Laura Sanger's book.

01:20:29.940 Damn.

01:20:30.380 What's it called?

01:20:31.220 It has like the AI art in the front, her latest book.

01:20:34.180 It really kind of dives deep into the metaphysical, metaphysical nature of, uh, frequency vibrations

01:20:40.340 and is especially in music.

01:20:42.240 I think she does a good job, but honestly, I'd like to write a book about it because I

01:20:45.840 think I have slightly better understanding of what it is because she's not a musician,

01:20:49.020 but she does nail a lot of these, uh, nuts and bolts aspects of what you're seeing.

01:20:53.400 So, um, I'm trying to find her book cause I would like to shout it out.

01:20:56.680 All I'm getting is the federal reserve, uh, but it's a new one.

01:20:59.580 I remember that.

01:21:00.460 Yeah.

01:21:00.580 It's the latest one.

01:21:01.260 I have it upstairs.

01:21:02.440 Uh, all right.

01:21:03.420 So it seems like, uh, well, let me see.

01:21:06.080 There's more details, but it's not an intervention type deal.

01:21:08.360 So this guy's not trying to help him.

01:21:09.700 He's just like priming him.

01:21:11.880 Yeah.

01:21:12.020 So he says right here, the next sentence, it seems like a primer for what happened next,

01:21:15.340 which was that the fire went dim almost too quick.

01:21:19.240 And the 12 by 12 condo patio we were, uh, we were at started turning into roots.

01:21:25.700 What does that mean?

01:21:27.240 Like visually overgrown?

01:21:29.800 Yeah.

01:21:30.580 Yeah.

01:21:30.920 We'll go on.

01:21:31.640 Read the next sentence.

01:21:32.280 Yeah.

01:21:32.440 I think this is, this is the same thing.

01:21:34.460 Best way I can describe it is, uh, is maroon roots everywhere.

01:21:39.080 So like, uh, you're talking like reddish roots kind of growing the, the host of the party

01:21:44.060 started glowing bright yellow and never a good sign, dude.

01:21:47.740 Yeah, dude.

01:21:48.360 It was pretty much the confessionals 512 without the dodging booby traps in the middle of the

01:21:52.700 desert.

01:21:53.400 I mean, I've done a good amount of psychedelics to know what I'm dealing with.

01:21:57.620 And it wasn't like anything close to the times where I would have to excuse myself from a

01:22:02.820 social setting.

01:22:04.240 So I guess, you know, sometimes you trip a little too hard and you're like, I got to

01:22:07.200 take a walk.

01:22:07.680 He's saying this was some other shit.

01:22:10.800 Uh, this, this was outside and listen to gospel music and do laps around your apartment

01:22:15.220 complex at four.

01:22:15.940 Yeah.

01:22:16.740 And sometimes Clint, Clint Russell, this was some evil shit happening.

01:22:21.120 He says, uh, same thing like in 512, uh, I couldn't move hardly at all.

01:22:25.700 I was overcome with the cement shoes.

01:22:29.080 Uh, somehow the people at the get together were still people, but acting like bloodthirsty

01:22:34.220 demons, which was terrifying because it wasn't, it wasn't physical harm.

01:22:38.580 They were threatening me with hard to describe, but if I could do my best, it was this mocking

01:22:44.360 kind of, I don't fucking know what hipster holier than now times 10, but it somehow felt

01:22:52.540 worse than, than like a threat of physical pain for perhaps spiritual reasons.

01:22:58.260 I haven't under that.

01:22:59.360 I hadn't understood at the moment.

01:23:00.820 That's an interesting analysis because I know exactly what you're talking about.

01:23:04.840 I've hung, hung around with those people, these hipster type people.

01:23:08.180 And they, it's not like that they're holier than now, but they give this, like, it's almost

01:23:12.360 like a condescending kind of like, if you don't know who you are and you don't know who

01:23:17.820 they are and you believe what they're presenting to you, you will feel less than, but not just

01:23:23.840 less than their goal is to make you like kick you into the dirt because they are already

01:23:27.900 that low.

01:23:28.340 So times 10 is fucking, that's a miserable feeling.

01:23:32.960 You know what?

01:23:33.620 Um, it reminds me of Dr. Jerry Marzinski when he talks about these entities and how basically

01:23:39.820 it's like what they do is they belittle you.

01:23:42.560 They re they reduce your self-worth.

01:23:44.340 They tell you you're not worthy.

01:23:45.700 You're not good.

01:23:46.560 You know, you're, uh, nobody loves you like that kind of shit.

01:23:50.300 It's like the same MO.

01:23:51.800 Right.

01:23:52.320 And I, and I, I think it's all about putting you in a correct state of mind to be, you know,

01:23:57.700 ready to receive a certain thing, but also putting you in a state of mind to, um, produce

01:24:02.580 an energy that they like.

01:24:04.060 Cause if they keep you in fear and sadness and depression, you know, these things feed

01:24:07.620 off of that and that's how they gain strength in order to manifest, um, or at least some of

01:24:11.840 them that seem to be feeding off this negative ton of energy.

01:24:13.840 So this all sounds like a primer.

01:24:16.480 They can either juice you or they can, uh, I think what they're really after is for you to

01:24:20.960 eventually open yourself up as a vessel.

01:24:23.100 And I, that's the, this is the best vehicle to do it.

01:24:25.420 But Marzinski's mentioned at the bottom here, he butchers the name, but I did notice that

01:24:29.420 he wrote it.

01:24:30.280 So, um, so we get to drink twice this episode.

01:24:32.080 Let's go.

01:24:32.540 Drink twice, baby.

01:24:33.620 Uh, anyways, just like the guy in the desert, I was certain I was going to die there.

01:24:37.420 I called out to God and I started moving around.

01:24:39.960 I tried to play it off as if I took too much, man.

01:24:43.100 Uh, better get home, right?

01:24:44.520 Thanks for having me.

01:24:45.440 That kind of shit.

01:24:46.580 So I had my cousin drop me off in my apartment.

01:24:49.060 Felt a huge relief as soon as I left, but it wasn't over.

01:24:53.400 I'm lying there in my bed, trying to sleep it off.

01:24:56.560 I can see the morning light through the window, but when I close my eyes to go to sleep, I'm

01:25:01.040 on the backyard patio of my apartment.

01:25:04.280 That's, uh, that's red backlight, backlit.

01:25:07.800 Wow.

01:25:08.800 I've had this sort of happen to me.

01:25:10.660 I was on ecstasy and, um, and I was drinking and what ended up happening is strange, similar

01:25:18.600 at similarities here.

01:25:20.220 The, one of the guys at the party that I was at had an electric keyboard and he wasn't

01:25:25.460 playing music.

01:25:26.440 He was just striking tones and holding them.

01:25:29.020 Just over and over again.

01:25:34.360 And it fucking sent me into a spiral, dude.

01:25:37.160 So basically what happens is for some reason, my mind starts getting intrusive, bad thoughts.

01:25:41.140 And what I'm doing is I'm thinking of things that I like to try to calm me down.

01:25:44.880 Think of a puppy puppy just like explodes into gore.

01:25:48.400 And I'm thinking of this, this thing explodes into gore.

01:25:51.220 It's such a stupid thing, but this is what's happening to me over and over again.

01:25:53.560 I think of my mom because I love my mom and she explodes into gore and that one was too

01:25:58.860 much for me.

01:25:59.480 So I, it's very vivid in my mind.

01:26:01.080 I pop my eyes open and I see through a film of red.

01:26:04.700 Whoa.

01:26:05.600 Yeah.

01:26:06.000 Not good.

01:26:06.880 Very bad.

01:26:07.700 Uh, that was the last time I did ecstasy for a long time.

01:26:10.340 That's, so this is what he's seeing.

01:26:11.960 He's seeing like things to a red, a red backlight.

01:26:15.400 Um, he said it's, it's dark out there and there's this red fucking like dark room vibe.

01:26:21.220 Like I, I get what he's saying.

01:26:22.680 And it's my, my cousin and his girlfriend who were at the place also, but it wasn't

01:26:28.140 thumb, uh, the thing that talked to me in the form of my cousin who I've known since

01:26:33.000 early childhood, it told me in a very corporate type of way that I'm a failed simulation part

01:26:40.380 of thousands that go this way.

01:26:42.100 Like, come on, buddy.

01:26:43.460 Do I have to spell it out for you?

01:26:44.880 You're smarter than this.

01:26:46.280 You know how it goes type of tone.

01:26:47.780 Like, like matter of fact, wow.

01:26:50.440 Like, like a fucking demon HR talking to me, you know, uh, I mean, I don't really see

01:26:55.440 the difference between demons and HR, but I get what you're saying.

01:26:58.900 Yeah.

01:26:59.600 Yeah.

01:26:59.900 Uh, just like pull, pull your own plug, homie.

01:27:02.420 Make it easy on all of us here.

01:27:03.600 Like we're like, that's so gangster.

01:27:05.900 Like we, we're trying to, yeah, this is business.

01:27:08.660 We got a job to do and you're slowing us up.

01:27:11.340 I feel like we presented it pretty well back there at the place and you didn't do what

01:27:15.200 we asked you.

01:27:15.720 So just do it now.

01:27:16.600 Yeah.

01:27:17.220 Don't make this embarrassing.

01:27:18.420 This is embarrassing.

01:27:19.320 All right.

01:27:20.540 Yeah.

01:27:20.900 So that's where I decidedly changed defense conception from a nebulous evil that's karmic

01:27:26.160 and, and, uh, somewhere else to a very direct and focused.

01:27:29.860 So he's noticed, I wonder what your background is here, Roman.

01:27:34.560 Um, you've noticed that this is not a dream, you know, whereas, uh, some of the, like one

01:27:42.200 of the last, uh, chronicles that we read, we'll just call them chronicles, right?

01:27:47.200 Yeah.

01:27:47.580 Uh, she didn't notice that this was a dream until much later, but you, you nailed it right

01:27:51.700 away.

01:27:51.900 So good on you.

01:27:54.500 Um, what did he say?

01:27:55.980 He didn't say a year.

01:27:56.880 He didn't say a timeframe.

01:27:59.040 How long this would have been going on for, or cause this is, this sounds like it's the

01:28:03.940 morning after.

01:28:04.500 Uh, no, I'm just like when this happened, according to, Oh, right, right.

01:28:09.560 2011.

01:28:10.240 No, no, I don't know.

01:28:11.020 I don't know.

01:28:11.800 Yeah.

01:28:12.140 I know.

01:28:12.360 So whenever he was doing spice, whenever, you know, I'm waiting, I'm just looking as

01:28:17.400 the spice get mentioned in the story.

01:28:19.060 It has to, it has to.

01:28:20.380 Oh God.

01:28:20.940 I don't know.

01:28:21.440 So anyway, he's, he goes on to say here, uh, I have since found you guys who I love

01:28:25.760 and agree with on everything and all the other great people you've introduced to everyone.

01:28:30.580 Most notably being Jerry Marzinski spells his name right here, not in the next sentence,

01:28:34.280 but that's fine.

01:28:35.300 Everybody have a drink.

01:28:36.520 Everybody drink.

01:28:37.280 Uh, that dude ties everything together because I was like, there's no fucking way that there

01:28:42.020 wasn't shenanigans.

01:28:43.240 That guy might have plausible deniability because, uh, because of maybe because of the acid, but

01:28:48.980 it doesn't explain the other things to me personally.

01:28:50.980 And the dude has plausible deniability because he's working in some kind of like weird spiritual

01:28:56.640 with some weird spiritual rules that like we don't have, uh, we don't have rules or

01:29:03.440 laws on.

01:29:03.840 Yeah.

01:29:04.000 We don't know how, yeah, we don't have it mapped out.

01:29:06.280 We don't have rules of engagement, nothing.

01:29:08.420 Well, except for, uh, calling on the name of Christ and testing spirits, uh, in his name.

01:29:14.020 But yeah, I wonder that I'd love to, I don't actually, I don't want to hear his Spotify,

01:29:18.360 but I'd love to know who the guy is because he probably has some music.

01:29:21.500 Um, so he just says no one followed up or nothing of the sort.

01:29:26.380 Like I'm saying, like I'm saying, I listened to five, 12, probably five times.

01:29:30.280 Now I've listened to it a bunch as well.

01:29:31.720 And the guy's story is so similar with the faces blurring and feeling disembodied that

01:29:36.780 afterwards, uh, shit was just too real.

01:29:39.480 I just really hope someone hears that, uh, here's that, that needed to hear this like

01:29:46.280 I did with five, 12 and then Dr.

01:29:48.780 Marzinski, because it's a great amount of stress lifted when you know that you're not

01:29:52.740 alone in what felt like a focused evil rather than a chaotic specter.

01:29:56.940 We'd prefer it rather than the chaotic specter that we'd prefer it be.

01:30:01.300 And it's interesting, right?

01:30:02.460 Like, I think we would prefer it be like, oh, this was just a random series of events.

01:30:08.180 And I, you know, maybe this and that, and this chemical that I took, maybe just, but it's

01:30:14.520 a lot, I guess it's worse, but better when you know that this is a orchestrated event

01:30:19.040 and it's happened before, like there's a playbook, right?

01:30:21.580 Yeah.

01:30:21.880 And the other thing I think that he's getting at is like, we would much rather there be a

01:30:24.980 focused evil in the sense of like a red devil, you know, with horns and shit.

01:30:29.520 And like, that's the bad guy.

01:30:30.600 And it's like, yeah, sure.

01:30:33.660 But actually there is a lot of players and a lot of them are bad guys.

01:30:39.600 That does not mean they're on the same side.

01:30:41.540 It gets so confusing, so messy, identifying one or the other.

01:30:46.100 And then the hierarchy, it seems there within, um, of that structure where it's like, you

01:30:51.880 know, fallen angels sit at the top.

01:30:54.080 Seems about nine of them sit at the tippy top.

01:30:56.220 One of them is, you know, the more revered one.

01:31:01.100 And then beneath that sort of, uh, pyramid, there's so many things, you know, from, from

01:31:08.320 cryptid entities and, and dog men to just, you know, kind of otherwise benign shadow people

01:31:13.800 and, and everything in between the hat man, wherever the hell he fits into this whole thing,

01:31:19.320 who he is, there's, it's a, yeah, a chaotic specter.

01:31:24.160 Um, there's a lot of chaos within that.

01:31:27.620 And that makes sense because, you know, within heaven and God and goodness, there is order.

01:31:33.020 And then in this other flip side of the coin, it is chaos.

01:31:36.440 And so trying to pin it down is, is always going to be difficult.

01:31:39.720 And it's not, it keeps you from ever getting satisfactory answers, I think.

01:31:44.760 Well, it's also like the, um, when you're talking about the classification of things,

01:31:49.980 like the classification of angels, of Elohim, God being the most high.

01:31:53.720 And then there's different types of angels all the way down to like the cherubim and the,

01:31:56.960 the seraphim.

01:31:58.060 And then there's messenger angels and battling and shit like this.

01:32:00.740 And then, then you're going to try to go and classify, uh, the, like the Nephilim, like

01:32:06.580 their offspring.

01:32:07.440 So these like, I don't know if the cherubim have like, uh, five faces or four faces, which

01:32:13.960 one did they decide to impart on their children through some kind of genetic manipulation or the

01:32:18.640 sex that they had with the woman.

01:32:19.740 And then what does that make?

01:32:20.820 What does that thing then make Brian of demon erasers say that the, I think it was a book

01:32:25.240 of Jasher says that, uh, no two were alike.

01:32:29.560 Yeah.

01:32:30.000 They're, they're all, they're all different.

01:32:32.160 I mean, I feel like they were, but like, like people, right?

01:32:34.740 Like you'll get, uh, Spanish people, but we're not really alike there, but they're definitely

01:32:39.940 of this, you know, like a lion faced race.

01:32:42.940 Cause they were, there were lion faced people that are in the Bible.

01:32:46.020 So when we were, I was talking to my wife about it yesterday, because I remembered that,

01:32:50.220 um, there was allegedly either by Plato or Socrates, uh, according to Brian and never verified

01:32:55.640 it myself, but, uh, an, a account of coming across a, a satyr or a goat man that was being

01:33:01.740 gifted to a King.

01:33:02.560 And, and he was describing it as being like really agitated, uh, very strong, very difficult

01:33:09.980 to kind of corral and get into this cage and that it was, um, you know, notably strong

01:33:16.080 and, and, uh, and, but, but, but he's just naming these details.

01:33:20.840 If this is true, seemingly, uh, as matter of fact, like he, like he knew they existed,

01:33:26.140 but he was like, Oh, you know, check this shit out.

01:33:28.560 They got one.

01:33:29.220 I saw one in transit to a King in a cage thing was kind of fucking pissed off.

01:33:32.460 Wasn't too pumped to be in there.

01:33:33.680 Very ugly, very strong.

01:33:35.020 Uh, and he was just naming, you know, it wasn't like, I can't believe it's real.

01:33:38.560 It was like, Oh, I got to see one.

01:33:40.460 Um, not good to look at.

01:33:42.700 Didn't like it.

01:33:43.560 Smelled weird.

01:33:44.200 Didn't like it.

01:33:44.620 Yeah.

01:33:44.960 Yeah.

01:33:45.240 So, I mean, you know, there, there probably is categories.

01:33:47.940 And what did he say?

01:33:48.560 It's like, you have that precedent for Baphomet existing.

01:33:50.720 There's some sort of fallen angel that seems to be representative or, or, or looks part goat,

01:33:55.260 part man, some titties.

01:33:57.860 Um, and that this thing, yeah, likely has offspring.

01:34:01.120 And, uh, and that's probably where you get your satyrs from.

01:34:03.140 Um, so I'm sure there was classes, but like in so many ways, like Baphomet's offspring,

01:34:09.220 dramatically different from Azazel's offspring.

01:34:12.180 You know what I mean?

01:34:12.640 Like, and, and once you do that, you have 200 that are all making different offspring and,

01:34:18.860 and that's 200 variations.

01:34:20.540 I mean, yeah, yeah.

01:34:21.120 You get a lot of variation within that too.

01:34:23.380 So, um, very hard to categorize, uh, and, and try to understand the much easier if it was

01:34:30.240 just one big red dude, but there, yeah, exactly.

01:34:33.140 With a pitchfork, but they all seem to do, uh, the same things.

01:34:36.660 They all seem to, uh, have the same tricks.

01:34:39.480 This is, this is a similar trick.

01:34:41.040 Like it's, but it, it aren't all these stories is like it used spice.

01:34:44.560 Then it brought me to hell and I saw demons and then the demons told me to kill myself.

01:34:49.080 They're like, yeah, same game plan, same game plan.

01:34:52.680 It's always the same shit.

01:34:53.740 So it's like, I, uh, good on this dude on Roman.

01:34:56.740 He saw it and he was like, yeah, nah, this is, this is definitely fake and gay.

01:35:00.160 I don't like this.

01:35:01.100 Not real.

01:35:01.540 Not my cousin.

01:35:02.720 I'm going to get out of here.

01:35:03.840 And it looks like you did here.

01:35:05.380 There's more details if you're interested.

01:35:07.300 Um, but that's the meat of it.

01:35:08.680 I would love updates.

01:35:10.040 Uh, if you have anything else, any details that you'd like to include.

01:35:12.940 Yeah.

01:35:13.320 These things are always interesting to us.

01:35:15.140 I was actually going to pull up a different story here.

01:35:18.400 It was, we have time.

01:35:19.200 It's 11 47.

01:35:20.040 We got to, no, we don't, we don't, but it's from, uh, Robin.

01:35:24.300 I'm not going to say the name.

01:35:26.020 It's a, it's a followup on Indiana, the screen park that the guy, remember he said he walked.

01:35:32.120 Robin is the lady that told me about angelology.

01:35:35.480 Really?

01:35:36.000 Is this the same last name?

01:35:37.240 I don't want to say the last name.

01:35:38.340 It's her.

01:35:38.600 It's her.

01:35:38.980 I don't know the last name, but I know she lives out there.

01:35:42.760 Okay.

01:35:43.220 And I told her to email us.

01:35:44.700 I had no idea.

01:35:45.340 She also had a story.

01:35:46.920 It's, it's a short story.

01:35:48.740 We're not going to read it now.

01:35:49.740 We don't have time, but, uh, the next time.

01:35:51.500 But yeah, we, we should follow up.

01:35:53.460 We will follow up on, on a lot of these stories.

01:35:56.580 If you do have information right off the bat, give us the information so we can read it here

01:36:01.840 and, uh, get it out in the same, cause it'll be separated on two episodes.

01:36:05.300 And if we were, that's, if we remember, we try our best, but we're retarded.

01:36:09.840 Yeah.

01:36:10.200 So we can only stress this so hard.

01:36:12.020 You guys buy t-shirts that say the same thing.

01:36:14.300 Right.

01:36:14.780 Um, all right.

01:36:15.740 We got to bring it in for a landing cause we got to get on a Jeremy Ryan slate show in 10

01:36:19.560 minutes and I got to piss hard, dude.

01:36:21.000 Um, so what do we want to do guys?

01:36:23.780 Thank you for viewing along.

01:36:25.060 If you have your own testimony that you would like for us to read on the show, um, and don't

01:36:29.800 mind the many ways in which we'll derail the story, uh, or misread or fumble, you can submit

01:36:35.340 those stories to Nephilim D squad at gmail.com.

01:36:38.900 This is quickly becoming my favorite QR code, scan the QR code right in the little corner there.

01:36:44.020 Um, and otherwise, I guess that's it.

01:36:48.260 Keep an eye out.

01:36:49.400 Eh, it's nothing to keep an eye out for.

01:36:50.840 Thank you guys for watching.

01:36:52.180 Do we have anything that we need to announce top?

01:36:53.480 I don't think so.

01:36:53.960 Right.

01:36:54.540 Hmm.

01:36:55.380 Uh, not yet.

01:36:56.400 Don't forget to obey, submit, comply.

01:36:58.260 We'll see you later guys.

01:36:59.160 Peace out.

01:36:59.440 Peace out.

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Nephilim Death Squad - December 21, 2024

004： NDS Chronicles - The Bonfire

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