005: NDS Chronicles - Bottom Bunk Behavior
Episode Stats
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1 hour and 48 minutes
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186.21388
Summary
In this episode of NDSN Chronicles Volume 5, we read your submitted paranormal testimony. This week, we have a story about a man who wakes up at 4:00am, only to find out that he's not alone in the world.
Transcript
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Welcome back, ladies and gentlemen, to another episode of NDS Chronicles.
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The show where we read your submitted paranormal testimony.
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Why are we doing this this early is a good question.
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But it is Christmas Eve, so we're sneaking one in.
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That is Top Lobster, the father of disinformation.
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And I guess that's just what happens when you don't work a regular job anymore.
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Yeah, I had an interesting question that I was asking myself.
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I said, what is the benefit of being your own boss if you still have to wake up early and get after it?
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When I jumped on the computer, I was like, maybe he won't be there.
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So it's very regrettable to have to see you this early in the morning.
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But David decided to do this fun thing where he was gaslighting me saying he couldn't hear me, which he couldn't hear me.
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Andrew, I don't know who you are, but I'm excited to read your story.
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Guys, if you have paranormal testimony you'd like to share with us to read on air, make sure it's detail rich and send it on over to NephilimDSquad at gmail.com.
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I like Andrew because he's made an effort here to separate things by paragraph.
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I'm going to kind of go through real quick and do that.
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I don't really know exactly how to start this, so I'm just gonna go for it.
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My daughters were having a sleepover at their grandmother's house.
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I snore sometimes, and since I'm a fucking loving husband, I chose to sleep in my daughter's
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Messing with my sleep is like the worst possible thing.
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I have earplugs at the ready for any kind of noises.
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At the time, they had sweet bunk beds, so I was on the bottom bunk.
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Dude, how are you gonna willingly sleep in a bunk bed and not choose the top?
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I wasn't quite asleep yet when I started to hear this almost clicking sound.
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It sounded like my cat walking around at the top of the stairs.
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The dogs fuck with him, so he stays in the basement or at the main level.
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This clicking sound starts getting faster, like the cat is chasing something and it's
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I'm trying to get to sleep, so I put my arms up like I'm gonna grab the top of the bunk
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It was pretty unnerving at first, but soon became terrifying.
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I can think of a few anecdotally I think I might have heard on the confessionals, but
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I can't recall very many instances of sleep paralysis setting in while you're in motion,
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Like they were like in the room fucking around and then they're like, oh, he's up.
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He's like doing the, remember when Brendan Schaub got knocked out and he started climbing
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When people get knocked out, they do really sad and miming.
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The moment I froze, the clicking sound grew faster and higher.
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Not higher as in pitch, but higher in the air, like above me.
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So he's like zoning in on a location of this noise, the source of this noise.
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That's really funny, dude, because we've been talking a lot, even with Jay Dyer yesterday,
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about the potentiality for these things being biomechanical.
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And this guy is going on to describe a mechanical sound that also at the same time had an organic
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I've tried to replicate it, the sound, but I can't.
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It was similar to drumsticks hitting together almost, but very fast and repetitive.
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When the clicking stopped, my eyes were drawn to the corner of the room by the closet.
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I knew you were going to play the abo music, but honestly, honestly, if you're in sleep
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paralysis and you're hearing the abo music, whatever's going on is not going to end well.
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Until an abo is standing in the corner of your room and then the dark is in the dark.
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We'll see if we should play that for an entire episode, but I think it's going to be a resounding
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When the clicking stopped, my eyes were drawn to the corner of the room by the closet.
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A fucking presence that completely overwhelmed me.
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Not an outline or a shadow or a blur or anything like that, but a presence I could feel.
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I could feel it getting bigger and more pronounced and I instantaneously knew it was evil.
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This guy's walking over to hammer fist you, bro.
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It's going to get its ground and pound game on.
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Let me go back real quick and read that language that he used.
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Um, where he says, my whole attention was drawn to this area.
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Key word, felt a fucking presence that completely overwhelmed me.
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And then he goes on to say, not an outline or a shadow or a blur or anything like that, but a presence I can feel.
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So it's interesting that he can't see it, but instinctively his attention is drawn to the corner of the room where he doesn't see anything, but gets the sensation that the nothingness that he's seeing is getting, um, bigger and more pronounced and is inherently evil, full of malice and bad intent.
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Not seeing any of it, but feeling all that is, is very strange.
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Well, I mean, that's like, that's really all that they have to offer, I suppose.
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I mean, some of them could manifest in physical form and kind of scratch you or possibly attack you when inhabiting another vehicle.
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Like, uh, let's say you're a migrant from Guatemala on the F train in Coney Island and you just happen to be an empty vessel for whatever kind of demon or Nephilim that's hanging out out there.
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But if you're in your daughter's bedroom on the bunk bed, the bottom bunk, I think you'll be okay.
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But it's, it kind of speaks to the, uh, what they can manifest and what they can manifest is this feeling of dread is that feeling of sleep paralysis, like the fear, the initial fear that they, uh, whatever these things are could instill in you.
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Well, I do want to say real quick on that note that it's, it's something that I've experienced before and a lot of other people who are.
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Recalling these events will say that that fear, that dread is not your own.
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So it's like, in other words, the terror that comes with this scenario is so extreme that in my waking life or, you know, my lucid life is maybe a better way to put it.
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Not something that's generated genuinely, like, because this moment is scary.
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Because I think that even if you woke up and there was an intruder in your home and they were undiscernible, they were just like a silhouette, but you were in a normal waking state of mind.
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You would never shut down and be filled with, like, mortal doom, which is very much the way that I would describe the feeling that you get in sleep paralysis.
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In anticipation of something bad happening to your soul is, like, what it feels like.
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It could be a side effect of whatever technology they're using to keep you stuck in that state.
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It also could be, I thought about, you know how, like, we have this, how would you call it, this innate thing in us where when you see a spider, I'm not necessarily, I'm not afraid of spiders or snakes.
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But when I see one, I kind of recoil internally, even though I'd, like, physically, I don't care.
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But it's just something in us where, like, we know to fear the snake.
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If a frog showed up, it would be, like, whatever.
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Almost the same thing I was thinking about it yesterday because I was giving my wife a kiss.
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And I thought for a second, I said, ew, it must be really gross to kiss, like, you know, because I have a mustache.
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And then all of a sudden, I was like, you know what?
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It's even worse because if I kissed a dude with a mustache, I wouldn't be able to tell because we would just be rubbing mustaches.
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But then when I was, like, I was, like, oh, my God.
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Imagine if I shaved my mustache and then kissed a man with a mustache.
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And it kind of gave, like, this, like, spine chilling.
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But kissing a man with a mustache, if I shave my upper lip, that gives me.
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Like, if the snake, like, kind of runs up on you, you're like, oh, shit.
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Like, no, but I probably do get it more with spiders.
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So, that's probably got something to do with it.
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But she also had spiders, like, tarantulas and shit.
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And I was like, nah, I'm not fucking holding that, dog.
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I wanted to tell you a story, though, because you reminded me.
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I knew a guy that he would shave one of his legs and leave the other one hairy.
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So, when he, like, laid down in his bed at night, he would rub them together and get the sensation of being in bed with a woman.
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Just put that wherever you would like to put that story.
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Is that, like, do you look at that and go, that's ingenuity?
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I've seen his penis more times than I can count.
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Because, I mean, because it's all jokes and shit.
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So, anyway, that's when I started freaking the hell out.
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I was screaming for my wife over and over bottom bunk behavior.
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Screaming for your wife's bottom bunk behavior.
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Yeah, his wife was sleeping on the top bunk, screaming for my dogs and nothing was coming out.
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I was trying to break this trance so hard that my wrists and forearms were sore for days after this experience.
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You can't be going up and down a ladder all day, dude.
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All right, so, there were tears pouring out, and I can honestly say that this was the more terrified I've been in my life.
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With every ounce of me, I tried to get up, but could not.
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I felt this presence getting more pronounced and growling and getting closer and closer to me.
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Still, a presence, no shape or outline, just evil coming from me.
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There's no way to be that scared in just regular physical danger.
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That type of fear only manifests itself in the presence of, like, something evil, actually evil.
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I think it's also the idea of not having any, you can't take any action against this thing, or at least you don't think you can.
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So, with no other options, I resorted to the one thing that I know now I should have started with.
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And the second this came into my mind, this thing completely disappeared.
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I broke out of the trance and ran to my wife like a little kid running for his mommy.
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This took me, did he, did he tell you, I wouldn't even tell my wife about this.
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I wouldn't even tell her, because I, I mean, I wouldn't want her to, honestly, if she gets freaked out, then I got to deal with her being freaked out.
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And honestly, I don't think I'm ever getting past, like, if I go to tell the story, and I go, I was in our daughter's room, and she goes, yeah.
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And I was sleeping on the bottom bunk, she'd go, wait, wait, wait, stop.
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But, but to your point, I, I also would not tell my wife, because the, the fear that she would then, you know, and then it's like a fee, it's a reciprocal, it's a loop.
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Like, like, yesterday, last night, I was up pretty late.
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We have people coming over for Christmas, family.
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Okay, I feel this guy, I'll never write back to us.
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It's like, Andrew just unsubscribed from the Patreon.
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So, yeah, my wife was like, she's like, we have to clean.
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Like, like, sitting here, wasting five minutes saying what we're going to do is stressing me out.
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I've convinced my son that, because what's great about having kids is you can lie to them.
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So, like, one time we told him that mommy and daddy killed all the monsters in the world.
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So, what we said to him was that there is a rule for corbos, and it's that we never panic.
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And so, all that, like, frantic behavior, I always check in with them.
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And then we, you know, we'll have discussions about it.
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I was like, he thought that there was a monster somewhere in his room.
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And, like, the other day, he was playing outside.
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I was like, you got to come in because there's bears.
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I was like, if there's a bear, you'll just shoot it with your gun.
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And I'm like, okay, but you got to come in now.
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That's what you start telling about, like, logistics.
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It's like, this is not just a regular hole that we're talking about that we have to bury.
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And then what you do is you start getting them out of it.
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Like, oh, you know how, like, you're supposed to clean your room and you don't.
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It's going to be like, we're going to dig a hole.
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And I'm going to have to fill that hole in after I dig this huge hole.
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So I broke out of the trance, ran to his wife like a bitch.
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Yeah, they're like, I'm not writing to this show anymore.
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He's had it years before, but this was different.
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I distinctly remember looking at my watch a moment before getting up to see what the
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And after telling my wife about this, she said, what the fuck that clicking was aliens?
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Honestly, I don't think that you should abstain, but, meaning like when you first met her,
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but that's like a real, if you have a history of that and then all of a sudden you meet a
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woman and she's got a history of that, like, I just really like sleep and I don't like it
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He was just up and walking around moments before.
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Like we said, he was in the middle of getting up when all of a sudden-
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Watch what I could do with my- I guess that's the name of the episode, bottom bunk behavior,
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I think everybody, if you can go back to childhood, you'll find things that don't make sense,
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but she's not plagued with strange happenings in the way that I was growing up, so I couldn't
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Like, that sounds like a pain in the ass, honestly.
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Man, since when we got married for a couple of years after that, when we were living in
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that apartment, pretty much until we moved into it, maybe it was that apartment, but she
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I didn't know what it was, or I still don't know if it was just like- I think that there
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I don't think every single time it's aliens or demons.
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I think that sometimes it's like a weird thing where you're caught in between some type of
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sleep cycle, but she was getting it way too often where I was like, it might be some weird
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She would be like, after I'd wake her up, if I didn't wake her up, she would be upset
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because she'd be crying about how scared she was.
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I was like, you weren't calling for me because I didn't hear you.
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You were just going, something about a bottom of a bunk bed or something like that.
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You know, it's like he was saying, he was trying to scream and he couldn't summon it.
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Like, you can't, it's just like, and there's nothing coming out, which is just the worst.
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But yeah, I mean, I, I, I've never had that where I'm mad at the person who didn't wake
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I've had the opposite where my wife somehow instinctively wakes me up from it.
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And I'm like, the level of gratitude is, is weird.
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There were, there were a couple of times where like, again, I didn't know.
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Cause once we moved that stopped and, uh, well, when we moved to Florida, we came under
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a different type of spiritual attack, which is now has now ceased.
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Nancy says, I dated a guy, um, years ago who had old hag syndrome where an old woman would
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Oh, I'd have to wake him often because he would be trying to scream in his dreams.
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Let's send me a banger video for, I'm going to play on tower gang.
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Whenever we do that, probably Friday or Thursday.
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And cause I'm like, how do you have so many good videos?
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For example, she told me a sickness was coming and then COVID happened.
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She told me Europe would be at war and then Ukraine happened.
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She knew, uh, who exactly would be in the room with her grandpa when he died.
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I'm convinced sleep paralysis is fucking aliens, whether it's an attempted abduction or they want
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I'm convinced aliens are demons rebranded based angels, demons, neph spirits, inhabiting biological
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This shit is a lot more spiritual than we know.
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It, I just, I'm not sure if every single time, because like, I'm telling you, my wife would
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I think that sometimes, um, you know, if, if it really is the, the sort of the disembodied
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spirit of the Nephilim and biomechanics and such, I think it's all the same thing, but
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Hey, the taint investor, dude, this guy, by the way, uh, Merry Christmas to you.
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He's been a homie since like the very start of this entire operation.
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I remember him and that same profile picture and everything.
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So, um, I think that, you know, how these entities seemingly need to feed off of like
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negative energy in order to be able to manifest in a more meaningful way.
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I think that there are procedures where like, if you're just having sleep paralysis all the
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time, they're just gathering energy and gathering strength.
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And if something doesn't intervene, then these things will eventually escalate, but they
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can often start on a small scale like that, where, you know, some un-thing, oh, there
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I was just going to say, shout out Promethean Lens.
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I said, I was going to say, um, some unseen thing is, is loosing your energy, spirit fingers.
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Uh, it's, it's sapping your energy in some way, shape or form.
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Uh, but for whatever reason, it either can't pull the trigger yet, or hasn't gathered the
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Or maybe you have, you know, a strong enough relationship with Christ where it can only
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go so far unless you, you know, unknowingly open a door.
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I think I've decided let's let this play live the whole time and we'll just remove it or
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put it private right after the episode, because I like the way the chat's going here.
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So after reading more about it, I found a lot of people who experienced sleep paralysis
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call on the name of our savior, Jesus Christ to help and their paralysis goes away.
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Uh, the one, the one thing that works to expel the paralysis is the King of Kings.
00:35:12.660
And some people who do not follow Christ still believe in the power of his authority when
00:35:19.720
We had this disagreement sort of with, uh, Tim, Timothy Alvarino, right?
00:35:25.100
Yeah, because he maintains that there are, there's just too many instances where it doesn't
00:35:30.160
And, um, you know, you have this idea that through his name, you're given the authority
00:35:38.080
over this, you know, over these negative spiritual entities, over serpents and scorpions.
00:35:43.340
So, you know, it's a, it's pretty easy to go, why does it work?
00:35:49.160
Well, because we were given the authority in his name to, you know, to tread on scorpions
00:35:53.840
But then if it doesn't work, is, is that indicative of they're not actually being authority in
00:36:00.640
the name or is it more indicative of you, your faith?
00:36:07.860
What if you, what if you like, what if I pointed a gun at you, but I'm holding it by
00:36:10.880
the barrel and I'm like pointing the, you know, like the, the stock at you.
00:36:16.480
And it's like, yeah, the gun would work, but you're holding it wrong kind of a deal.
00:36:20.440
So, and it's not, I'm not saying that they're, they're like, you said Jesus's name wrong,
00:36:24.640
but like, again, if there's like an intention behind using it, like it, I use my words very
00:36:33.460
Sometimes when I, if, if I'm going to be like, when I went after, I said what I said about
00:36:36.900
Tim Pool and whatever, Phil Labonte, I was, I listened back to it and I was like, oh, that
00:36:43.820
I would have cut that short man in half with those.
00:36:47.880
I don't know where that came from, but that type of language.
00:36:50.440
Which versus, uh, you know, wishy-washy, I kind of think this and that there's a big
00:36:56.700
So yeah, maybe it's like saying something, imagine like you're, you're being, you know,
00:37:03.080
um, pressed by somebody and they're trying to intimidate you and you look at them and
00:37:13.200
If they don't believe you, they're going to laugh.
00:37:16.980
But if you say it the right way, they might think about it and go, all right, you know
00:37:22.500
So even in our own waking lives, uh, saying things with conviction or not can be a deal
00:37:28.060
breaker dependent on what message you're trying to convey.
00:37:31.060
Uh, could it likely be the same thing in the spiritual realm?
00:37:35.580
Could your conviction have a lot to do with whether or not your message is conveyed?
00:37:41.160
Also like, you know, the guy, uh, so Brian from demon races, his episode airs tomorrow.
00:37:49.760
He was supposed to record that episode with us before, but he was up really late or something
00:37:58.980
I guess it's not like sometimes maybe it's not an immediate thing.
00:38:02.480
You know, maybe you got that spice demon in you.
00:38:04.040
You need a little bit, you need to tell it a couple of times.
00:38:08.360
Had a bunch of seizures like the prophet Muhammad and we're canceled.
00:38:15.900
Also, uh, how much of this paranormal and ghost shit is really just aliens?
00:38:20.600
I'm telling you this alien stuff is a lot more spiritual than they want us to think.
00:38:26.460
And I'm sure they know what this, what this shit is.
00:38:30.560
There's a reason they let it out little by little.
00:38:33.540
And now we have biologicals and crash ships and whatever.
00:38:36.780
There's been a huge uptick in sightings recently, and I'm pretty sure we're going to see some
00:38:42.700
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00:39:05.840
My wife clears entities and sees weird stuff all the time.
00:39:10.560
There's been a lot of crazy shit that happened in our house, so that's why I believed her
00:39:14.920
when she said aliens and that damn clicking sound.
00:39:26.880
I mean, obviously, he's a fan of the show, but I think all of these conclusions are logical,
00:39:32.480
especially the idea of the spiritual implications of this UFO phenomenon being really front and
00:39:45.740
So we moved into this place when I was like 16 years old.
00:39:56.740
And he would sit outside of my room, and he would stare at the vent on the ceiling, and
00:40:04.020
he would just sit there and stare at it, and then all of a sudden, he would get spooked,
00:40:07.520
and he'd start growling, and then he'd start barking at the vent on the ceiling, and then
00:40:11.220
he would sit down, and then it would rinse and repeat.
00:40:15.540
He'd start growling and barking, and then he'd calm down.
00:40:21.180
And when I moved away, my mom said that something strange started happening where she was hearing
00:40:26.920
two things, footsteps, small footsteps, fast, small, bipedal footsteps, and that doors would
00:40:52.060
American bulldog is like supposedly what all the-
00:40:58.640
So American bulldog is supposed to be what you derive all these bully breeds from.
00:41:05.420
They were made for bullfighting, and he was a big dog.
00:41:16.940
But unfortunately, because of the inbreeding, there's a lot of neuropathy, a lot of neurological
00:41:28.780
So one day in the morning, my mom is laying in bed, and she's drinking her coffee and looking
00:41:35.500
And my stepdad is around the corner in the bathroom brushing his teeth.
00:41:40.700
And suddenly, they hear like, you know, they hear these footsteps running through the house.
00:41:46.880
And my mom like freezes up because she knows she lives alone and, you know, with her husband.
00:41:55.800
And all of a sudden, they hear a doorknob jiggle, and the door opens.
00:42:06.400
And at the same time, my stepdad comes from around the corner with his toothbrush, and he's
00:42:10.720
looking to where the noise just came from, too, because he heard, you know, footsteps and
00:42:16.580
a door being opened, and there was nobody there.
00:42:20.980
So, I mean, I don't know, you know, I know my grandmother was, her mother was an abductee
00:42:28.060
I don't think my mom is, but that kind of thing was happening to her a lot in that house.
00:42:33.900
So I was just reminded of that when he said like the clicking sound and, you know, this
00:42:38.460
whole alien thing, because that's where my mom's head went, was like, I don't know, I
00:42:45.020
thought for some reason, she entertained the idea of like small alien greys running around
00:42:52.740
See, I think this show is a useful tool for like that specific reason.
00:42:56.700
So like, so far, we've picked up the use of K2.
00:43:05.520
And now you have this, the clicking sound, which I've, I've heard before in like past
00:43:11.680
stories, one of the, one of the other sounds that like comes to mind would be in, in like
00:43:18.060
a, in the woods or the forest, when there's a cryptid encounter, you'll hear a, like the
00:43:23.240
We've heard that, that's sort of like, you know, like on, so these sounds are accompanied
00:43:29.300
with either sleep paralysis or some kind of event that happens after.
00:43:34.120
So in this guy's case, it was an event of a possible shadow being that's like terrifying
00:43:39.160
him with sleep paralysis, but this clicking noise.
00:43:43.040
He's got a wife that's a, more or less a clairvoyant.
00:43:48.500
I mean, that could be, that could be part of why this happened to you.
00:43:57.420
It kind of makes me wonder, I don't know the answer for him.
00:44:03.060
I would recommend getting baptized and, and your wife as well, because if your wife sees
00:44:11.460
entities and weird stuff all the time, and if she's having these, these sorts of premonitions
00:44:17.780
able to predict COVID and these other things, right?
00:44:22.180
That's what she said, or that's what he said about his wife.
00:44:32.900
You're seeing entities and weird stuff all the time.
00:44:35.560
I would, um, I'd be working pretty aggressively on my relationship with Christ.
00:44:43.780
Um, Smurphy, actually Smurphy had another comment up here.
00:44:49.840
Um, he said that he basically, he doesn't think that, uh, you have to yell or scream at
00:44:57.600
I'm talking about like speaking forcefully rather than not just forcefully, but I don't
00:45:05.420
I know my wife does it where the kids will be doing something and she'll be like, Hey,
00:45:13.160
And they're like, because like I have now commanded you to stop rather than set it.
00:45:18.080
Speaking with conviction, you know, there's a difference.
00:45:21.740
And I think, look, if you're talking to a child and you, you have a tonality of like
00:45:27.100
bargaining and you're, you're giving the impression that there's wiggle room here and that your
00:45:33.460
Even a child will try to figure out ways around it.
00:45:38.000
I mean, for it's, I'm re-learning that with the dog.
00:45:42.160
It's been a long time since I've trained a dog, but yeah, there's like, you know, if
00:45:49.940
This guy, he doesn't know what you're saying, but he knows this tonality.
00:45:57.900
So yeah, I would say that very, very much is, is, but, uh, Smurphy to your next question.
00:46:03.660
Uh, I've mentioned it before on maybe this show or definitely Nephilim death squad.
00:46:08.820
The idea of me slipping into, um, not a remote viewing thing, but like almost like an astral
00:46:15.800
projection thing, watching the Yankees, Michael K with my uncle and all that.
00:46:19.000
I would get this, uh, like, like, like almost like an inner ear thing.
00:46:24.460
So if that's what you're talking about, and then that's when, that's when it happens.
00:46:27.940
So I'm kind of like taken out, but yeah, that sound, not a clicking sound, but a, like a
00:46:33.440
wave, a pulsating, like someone squished in my head.
00:46:39.400
Interesting the other day, because I have pretty regularly, like what feels like attempts
00:46:45.000
Like I'll be laying down, looking at the darkness behind my eyes and suddenly, um, like
00:46:51.260
And I'll, as soon as I focus on them, they'll go away.
00:46:54.340
It's like, always feels like something is developing and then my awareness makes it
00:47:00.220
And then I saw something the other day and somebody was like, not talking to me, but they
00:47:04.580
were talking about, I think it was remote viewing.
00:47:07.740
And they were saying a lot of the people, a lot of the problems that people have is they're
00:47:15.220
And it's not with your eyes that you're seeing these things because your eyes are closed.
00:47:21.840
And that, that hitch is what screws everybody up.
00:47:25.880
And I noticed that there probably is some correlation to that because it is my focus
00:47:34.480
So I'll see something like a single point of light will start to open up and I'll go,
00:47:39.280
whoa, and then I'll look at it with my eyes and the whole thing will just go away.
00:47:44.460
So there's definitely like, there's altered states of consciousness.
00:47:57.180
Hypnagogic imagery refers to, sorry, vivid, often dreamlike visual, auditory or sensory phenomena
00:48:03.620
that occur during the transitional state between wakeful, wakefulness and sleep.
00:48:11.320
It's a normal part of the process of falling asleep.
00:48:13.840
So I think when you're in that though, things can happen.
00:48:18.500
That's, I didn't, I think Nancy has mentioned as well, like, uh, like different conditions
00:48:22.880
in which you would want, you would want to replicate.
00:48:25.480
This is probably one of them where you're like right about to, there's a certain state
00:48:32.800
I could never do it because I love sleep so much that if I'm on the edge of sleep, I'm
00:48:47.620
Oh, saying that the, that's the viewing chamber in your mind's eye is what I'm seeing.
00:48:56.520
There's a lot that I see and it's, it's hard to make sense of it sometimes, but it's very
00:49:01.520
much like the impression of objects, places, and people.
00:49:04.900
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He says, remember that episode with Merkel where weird shit started happening with the
00:49:30.060
That was like after, like right at the end of his prayer, he saw a light.
00:49:39.820
What I saw was just like if you've ever had your eyes closed and then all of a sudden,
00:49:43.880
like somebody turns a light on and, you know, even though you're looking at the blackness
00:49:47.900
of your eyelids, you can tell, like if you look right now and then cover them, you'll
00:49:53.440
So it was, it was that, but, but with light and I thought it was strange, but I didn't
00:49:59.280
It wasn't until Tony started talking about it that I was like, oh shit, you saw that
00:50:04.680
I thought I was just crazy, but you're crazy too.
00:50:08.440
Let's, uh, I want to, I want to do, um, let me mark this one with red.
00:50:16.320
If you ever care to expand on anything else, if your wife has any strange stuff, uh, we
00:50:30.680
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00:50:36.580
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00:52:12.560
So this was a couple episodes ago where the guy, he had a couple stories, but the second
00:52:17.660
story was, uh, maybe the second or third, his final story was at this screen park in
00:52:24.120
Indiana, in the Indy screen park, and he saw that dark figure standing along the trail that
00:52:36.900
We're going to make Indiana like a tourist hotspot.
00:52:40.460
We're going to do a documentary too, if we, if we go down that route.
00:52:44.040
Yeah, listen, we're actually, yeah, I guess like, you know, fucking hold on.
00:53:09.040
So, so we are supposed to, you know why it's interesting?
00:53:12.120
It's just like, there's been two people put in front of us at the same time.
00:53:17.200
like it's as far as like um we got one homie that's in indiana and another homie that makes
00:53:23.260
documentaries and also the one that's in indiana also makes documentaries and they're both like
00:53:29.020
hey love the show and yada yada and i'm like there's something to do here that's weird yeah
00:53:36.080
i like that i like that too i know uh shout out wes wesley roth he used to work for tim so maybe
00:53:42.460
we'll be doing something really soon because he's still in that line of work doing stuff out there
00:53:46.600
in indiana other guys over here by us in florida something probably will happen it's going to be
00:53:51.880
interesting anyway next uh let's read this so salute all right comrade i was listening to your
00:53:58.940
podcast and indie screen park was mentioned this is from sorry this is from robin i don't think she
00:54:04.280
wants her last name read so just robin um uh i don't think that's a i don't think that's a last name by
00:54:11.880
the way the way that they sign off there no no no at the top the title oh okay okay yeah um yeah
00:54:18.500
that's that just means like uh what does this mean it means like uh ferro meliora yeah i forgot exactly
00:54:25.440
what it is it's like a freeze uh now you can earn pc optimum points on all your doordash cravings from
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terms and conditions apply i'll look it up again but i've heard it before it just means like god
00:54:46.180
speed or some shit like that cool i like it now we're gonna now we've stopped the show we have to
00:54:50.260
look the spell of muriel it's a latin phrase for i hope for better things right or i aspire to be
00:54:56.180
better that's cool i like it yeah it's pretty cool nice sign off i say uh obey submit comply which is
00:55:01.480
i guess kind of down like black spirit and the same spirit yeah we're telling you um so anyway
00:55:07.740
screen park was mentioned being born and raised in anderson indiana there is an inner knowing of
00:55:13.380
much to this area that most are aware of i will not go into deep detail this makes sense why she sent
00:55:20.040
you that book about indiana yep yep yeah that's why she read it um i'll not go into detail only about
00:55:28.380
things i feel are related somehow in some way next time you send us an email please go into detail
00:55:32.520
we need detail what you know robin i want to know what you know yeah um so indy screen park
00:55:39.160
is near an area maybe blocks maybe a block size with the sign that says ovid or new columbus
00:55:46.640
and the one building in this area is a church some homes and a masonic lodge
00:55:51.880
on mounds road mounds road interesting the braunerberg children's home was a home for orphans next to the
00:56:01.240
mounds state park what does that mean is it is that a mounds is a name or is it because it's a
00:56:06.740
mound i would imagine that if there's a mounds state park and a mounds road it's because they have
00:56:11.720
like you know like ohio has serpent mound or whatever like they this is probably a place that
00:56:16.340
has mounds yeah it could i mean listen it could be a white dude named mounds that they named it
00:56:21.660
after let's see you do that mounds look it up real quick yeah mountain state park is a historic
00:56:26.400
and natural landmark in anderson indiana known for its rich native and vienna it's a mound
00:56:30.560
native american history and scenic beauty the park is centered around a series of ancient earthworks
00:56:36.880
constructed by indigenous people thousands of years ago it offers a combination of cultural heritage and
00:56:42.520
outdoor recreation we should probably go there yeah that would be fun yeah okay let's let's keep
00:56:49.560
let's keep reading these so uh the braunerberg family uh their home is a historic site on the
00:56:56.240
property of the of mounds state i feel like we should look up the braunerberg family now this is like
00:57:02.340
about yeah i know this is deep and they sound german what are they into
00:57:06.420
the heistens the heistens burgers yeah so they're they're associating them with the mounds state park their uh
00:57:15.720
their connection to the land plays a significant role in preserving the park's heritage so they own
00:57:22.760
it's weird huh they own that land but it seems like it's a state park how does that work uh the family
00:57:31.500
farmed the land while maintaining respect for the ancient earthworks built by the adena hopewell
00:57:36.900
cultures it sounds like uh it sounds a little bit like skim walker ranch kind of thing like
00:57:44.680
right this uh the land was you know inhabited even coney island did you know where i grew up
00:57:53.460
in coney island there was a well they call it coney island because like up until a certain spot
00:57:59.800
um well the the peninsula itself was just uh rabbits so conies there was just a bunch of rabbits
00:58:06.500
oh that makes sense okay yeah but then if you go up and you're gonna come out of coney island you
00:58:11.440
probably you're probably familiar with the area called gravesend yeah okay yeah that's where the
00:58:16.380
white people got pushed out to then they got pushed out to staten allen now they're in jersey
00:58:19.540
seeing drones but gravesend is like a border that kind it's like the pubes of the phallus that is
00:58:26.520
coney island and i always wondered why it's called gravesend it's like oh because it's a fucking gravesend
00:58:31.880
that's where they buried all the indians after some shit happened yeah so from there down that place is
00:58:39.020
just graves and then we're like let's put project buildings on top of it so that's what we did
00:58:43.860
that's that's why it's haunted forever they're like whatever we put here is not going to perform
00:58:47.860
well let's just put something that we know is not going to perform well let's put a ferris wheel
00:58:52.200
or something i don't know that's interesting because um yeah well never mind never i lost it
00:58:58.860
whatever it was i had something interesting it's gone now it's too early for this all right let's
00:59:02.240
continue on yeah so they have a historic site on the the mound state park um less than three miles
00:59:08.360
from mound state park is a camp is camp chesterfield a spiritual camp i think we need to look this one up
00:59:14.480
too additionally in the opposite direction to mound state park about five miles away is shady side park
00:59:21.860
an aqua garden at uh 11 11 12 broadway next to a masonic lodge i find it interesting the lodges being
00:59:33.500
near and not making any claims i'll take photos of the area and show you why uh and show you why you
00:59:41.180
will also find it interesting damn i wish she had the photos yeah maybe she did it's a little bit of a
00:59:46.820
of an update like a little bit of a touch on this whole indiana situation um i'd be very interested
00:59:53.400
in hearing robin what else you have to say on this matter um this whole idea i will not go
00:59:59.680
into deep detail only about things i feel are related somehow in some way yeah i would like to hear
01:00:07.120
about the things that you don't want to tell us about um but i guess we'll keep an eye out robin for
01:00:12.940
any updates um we've got more indiana indiana lore we've got the camp chesterfield thing is kind of
01:00:19.600
interesting all right let's i'm gonna just look at it real quick uh it's a historic spiritualist
01:00:24.680
community and retreat in chesterfield indiana founded in 19 in 1891 it's one of the most prominent
01:00:31.100
and long-standing spiritualist camps in the united states attracting visitors practitioners that are
01:00:36.720
interested in spiritualism metaphysics and healing this place is rife with yeah with nephilim shit
01:00:46.540
yeah i wouldn't mind i want to go like yo dude i'm sorry okay so all right they have their spiritual
01:00:56.900
focus it emphasizes healing continuity of life after death and the evolution of the soul which is all
01:01:02.940
nephilim shit yeah the key structures and sites the cathedral of the woods is an open-air sanctuary
01:01:09.360
used for worship and spiritual gathering that's the trail of religion dude the trail of religion the
01:01:16.220
cathedral of the woods fuck you dude a walking trail featuring over 40 shrines and statues representing
01:01:22.560
various world religions philosophies and spiritual leaders guarantee you jesus isn't up there right they
01:01:29.180
have a art gallery and museum and they also have psychic readings and healing centers boy this place
01:01:36.340
so we gotta go we gotta show up and destroy it yeah we gotta show it's probably like a nudist camp too
01:01:41.500
we gotta be naked that's gay we gotta destroy it for the lord dude we gotta burn it down we gotta burn
01:01:47.200
it down for the lord and we gotta do it in the heroic nude i'm i'm fine man whatever sacrifices i understand
01:01:52.220
um all right we ready to do dallas spitfire yeah i guess let's let's move away we're just flying let
01:01:59.980
me let me mark robin as you could start reading that okay i'll mark her as red partially because i think
01:02:05.560
she might send us some pictures let's see here uh all right this is a short one this is from
01:02:12.240
dallas spitfire it says hey top and raven much love to you both been enjoying all the discussions you've
01:02:19.040
had and wanted to contribute as my story very much fits like a puzzle piece those are my favorite kind
01:02:25.200
of stories um when i was about six my family and i visited a family friend of my dad this guy's name
01:02:34.000
was mark uh he and his wife had three kids the son richard who is eight uh and his two sorry my wife is
01:02:45.000
just in the room and she's just staring at me now it's very weird don't they they do that my wife
01:02:49.660
will show up and do that and then she'll do inappropriate things uh to try to distract me
01:02:54.860
and it's very what she's doing right now i'm a professional yeah and it's like oh i'm a professional
01:02:59.720
you could try but it won't work um okay where we go uh the son richard who is eight and his two
01:03:07.840
teen goth bitch sisters that look like they were abducted from the set of the craft movie hilarious
01:03:14.120
um this was like 1991 and we were playing double dragon on the nes hell yeah based love that game
01:03:23.420
uh and he left us to use the bathroom so we paused and i was playing with his legos out of a milk crate
01:03:30.620
while waiting out of nowhere this absolute horror inducing fear struck me and compelled me to turn
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around interesting right there we go this uh horror inducing fear not not generated by your own body
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like implemented enforced on you right because otherwise nothing happened and then all of a sudden
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this kid is made to feel absolute horror um he goes on to say that's when i saw this thing that
01:04:03.960
look like medusa bottom half snake top half lady woman ish female question did it have a cloaca or
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oh 100 yeah if it's got a snake body it's got a cloaca that business i heard that's good both
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yeah um all right on his head oh on his bed that's weird hold on wait a second uh bottom half of a snake
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top half female womanish on his bed it was bluish all over i don't know why it says on his bed that's
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weird it was bluish all over shimmering the lower half was snake life the top half looked like a hindu
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goddess like kali or some shit that's interesting it was bluish all over um and he's saying the top half
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looked like kali or some shit and as far as i'm concerned there 100 is a vedic god with a lower half
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of a snake can you pull that up top and i do believe it's it's got an upper half of a female
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body uh that has blue skin this sounds very familiar to me yeah i got it right here you got
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it let's pull it up i want to see well actually not sure if this is it but uh it might be that's very
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similar very similar i think we could do a little bit better though i've seen i've seen more accurate
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um oh here it is oh yeah it's a gold statue but obviously not gold yeah there we go the snake body
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so it's like a chimera type thing it's it's got wings too yeah snake body bitch got that chloe goosey
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not good not good no all right not good not good not good not good um it had this weird rainbow aura
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that fluctuated around it but felt very dark its arms moved in a hypnotic tracer like fashion and
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that almost sounds like it's leaving a trail much like you see depictions of hindu gods and the
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multiple arms but i instantly got the sense that this thing was operating on a level i couldn't
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comprehend this kid is six is he not what a what a bad day um i know he's just playing legos all of a
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sudden he was like oops by the way kali the god of destruction is in your bedroom it's weird too
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that it um well here let's see what he goes on to say he goes uh it was moving it was operating on a
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level i couldn't comprehend it stared at me directly and then did a beckoning gesture i was frozen with
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fear thinking back on it it reminds me of the idea that medusa could freeze people into statues
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hmm you think you think medusa um like the uh the myth of medusa is using a like a sleep paralysis
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kind of technology that's interesting i think that there are these anecdotal cases around the world
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where they have like like the the terracotta army spirit fingers the terracotta army is strange to me
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um it's like an entire army of statues and there's i don't know i think there's like hundreds of them
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and they are not one is not like the other each of them are unique in their own way and
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it's a strange kind of a thing you know that there's the conventional explanation for the terracotta
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warriors or the terracotta army but uh there are a lot of people that think it's strange and i think
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there's enough instances around the world like that of like inexplicable statues that when you
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mix it with the lore of a medusa kind of thing i think there is room for like a gorgon is what medusa
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was medusa wasn't the only one that could do that gorgons did it so i don't know i i think i wouldn't be
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surprised if we took a peek we'd find that there's much more to that um but i do hear what you're saying
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where it's like this sleep paralysis thing you know turns you essentially into a living statue
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uh and so might that have been some of the lore that leaks into into this mythology not to go back
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to the gorg well to go back to stranger things we were talking about yesterday um the gorgon that was
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one of the creatures that was coming through the upside down portal yeah and i remember i i watched
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netflix with the subtitles on because i'm a psychopath and when they do say 11 they say l and
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it is e l like an abbreviation for 11 not just the letter l it is e e l e capital l very off-putting
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um get a super chat good old passion he says uh best internet cult i've ever been a part of
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p.s these hangout shows are the best thank you good old fashion for the five dollar donation you
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are when he says we've got you it just makes me feel way less confident in what i'm doing now i'm
01:08:57.940
super nervous i'm like shit doing the right thing got me that's the thing thanks for reminding me
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that nothing is below us thank you good old fashion whatsoever yeah we're just free falling
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you want to pick it up from here top it's uh right here yeah uh at some point my balls dropped
01:09:14.440
i got up and ran into the living room telling all the adults what i just witnessed
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after a few seconds of listening mark the father ran upstairs frantically screaming girls it turned
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out they were in the bedroom directly over my head doing some black magic shit oh no what that answers
01:09:34.780
a lot of questions because i'm like what does a gorgon want to do with a child why does it show up to a
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six-year-old who's playing you know double dragon and it'll it was asked to be there yeah oh man yeah
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so gorgon mythical i'm just pulling up some pictures of what this thing would like you know so yeah
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obviously it's gonna look something like that but with this yeah isn't it weird how like a woman
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who's the the mama shah that we were talking to she was uh channeling female entities specifically
01:10:09.760
like uh these female deities so for them to be channeling an entity but like the entity got the
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the altitude wrong it was like is she here is she yeah it should have been one floor up yeah they
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fucked up they got gave her the wrong coordinates or something your x and y is right but your z is off
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i don't like that mark the father runs upstairs frantically he's like girls you're fucking doing it
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again you're doing it again ain't you you're doing it did you heard the fucking the the snake he was
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like it's a snake bitch again damn it's not again dude every day i tell her my least favorite entity
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that my daughter summoned these gothic teenagers oh my god man yeah i would uh i think that's grounds
01:10:53.840
for tossing your kids out into the streets go summon go be a regular street urchin and summon demons
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out there not under this roof two teenage goth bitch sisters is what he called them now i understand
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why he was so mean yeah with the god the set of the craft movie i haven't seen the craft movie but i
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assume i've not seen that either some wiccan shit okay all right so to this day i honestly believe
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they somehow opened a portal i wonder if they opened it to their brother's room on purpose like
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hilarious prank oh my god yeah dude women women it's it's like i you know i often say if left to their
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own devices they will resort to paganism but even when they are cared for under the roof of their
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father and mother uh they will still resort to paganism yeah like their brother like put dirt in
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their hair and they're like i'm gonna summon a demon in your room it's like damn son that is exactly
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like female energy yeah it seems like that's what so above and beyond you know the psychological
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torment that they're capable of this is actually kind of basis next and so my family quickly went home
01:11:54.520
and my dad asked me to draw what i saw on a piece of paper nice i did so and he burned it while we
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prayed spiritual warfare shit shout out to your dad uh dallas spitfire yeah we never went to their went
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back to their house after that and that's probably the smart thing to do honestly yeah that's that's
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that's exactly the protocol right um i wouldn't have thought to burn it uh burn the picture i would
01:12:19.780
have definitely but i guess you have this effigy that's representative of this entity it helps to
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focus your prayers to christ at a targeted thing yeah you know and and and uh even not ever going
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back to their house after that man yeah that's based that's uh that's conviction yes merry christmas
01:12:39.700
mad miller um we're almost through this story and we actually have a little bit of a little bit of time
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i'd love to do a third one yeah all right so let's let's read the rest of this uh they never
01:12:50.260
went back um i have some other connected story i love this part when they do this i have some other
01:12:54.920
connected stories but uh this was the point i never questioned at but this was the point i never
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questioned if god was real because if this fallen angel feeling shit exists surely there's uh way more
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beyond the veil of our common perception yeah that's a a good deduction to have it's a it seems like a lot
01:13:14.280
of people come to god that way where they're like well surely if there's something so evil then there
01:13:18.360
must be something that is above this you better hope there is um but yeah you're right man you're uh
01:13:24.660
your presumption is correct so he says uh i'm not one of those people who claim to be in contact with
01:13:29.800
some gay satanic alien shit just someone god has had just someone god has had to occasionally shake and
01:13:38.020
say do you see now yeah we know that we know the feeling and he goes and yes i see uh thanks for
01:13:46.800
reading truly appreciate the work you guys do much love homies uh p.s by the way i'm dallas spitfire
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on x and tiktok so go give him a follow i guess he's uh he's a sarcastic asshole i guess um yeah uh but i
01:14:00.580
shit you not hand on the bible i speak the truth on this that's we believe you that's we believe you
01:14:06.420
i like that i like that um that's a good move that's a good move everything that that happened
01:14:12.420
there burning it uh praying to god and never seeing those people again fucking i like that level of
01:14:18.960
conviction i because i don't even know if i've had that level of conviction like if if you you know if
01:14:24.120
one of your kids grew up to do some satanic stuff and then all of a sudden we had this event happen
01:14:28.660
while we were over your house one day i don't know i would pray about it and i'd be like but i don't
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know that i would never come over again i'd be like yeah we're gonna go we're gonna risk medusa
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uh and i don't know if i'd ask him would i ask my kid to draw it and then after he drew it would i
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burn it immediately it seems like the right thing to do yeah i think that's smart it feels smart i'm
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not typically pro burning effigies um but that one seems reasonable all right it just feels good
01:14:57.100
feels good do we want to go back let's go back to like a time relevant one um so we did
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who did we just uh read before they're gone now we have braden did you delete it is that what
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happened no no i put them up there as red so we would rob and andrew so we're at a braden is the
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next one up we can do that one and then we'll call it a merry christmas because i hear my kids
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funneling in the room yeah this one looks a little bit long too um
01:15:23.420
there's a lot of details in here be careful uh tread carefully so that we don't uh dox uh sweet
01:15:31.720
sweet braden okay all right so we'll pull that up can you start it off i'm gonna lock my door
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yes yes all right one second so uh this is from braden it says hey guys your show gets me through
01:15:44.400
the work week thank you for uh being yourself and creating in from informative and hilarious
01:15:50.460
content thank you braden for the kind words that's nice uh my name is braden yes i did like
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that uh my name is braden i'm 32 and i live in canadia uh you are free to share this story if you
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wish if nothing else this has been a great medium to get some junk out of my system that has been
01:16:10.700
locked up for years here we go i grew up in forested canyon in british columbia i was about 20 minutes
01:16:20.640
outside of a small village called pemberton my parents built a home in an undeveloped area called
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owl creek we owned 10 acres there but only with three were usable because the rest occupied a steep
01:16:37.700
mountainside that our house backed up against my grandparents lived directly across the street
01:16:43.740
we had neighbors to the right of us and to the left of us was an old abandoned house
01:16:49.820
uh our neighbors had four kids and i spent most of my childhood with them
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it was closest to sherman because we happened to be a part i was closest to sherman okay sherman is one
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of the kids because we happened to be a day apart in age okay um we grew up playing in the miles of
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forest that surrounded us and exploring the mountains excuse me exploring the mountains and hills there
01:17:16.260
was a trapper that lived in the area many years before and he had cut trails that ran parallel midway up
01:17:23.140
the mountain behind our home to this day the property and those hills hold most of my fondest memories
01:17:30.620
and we go on now to what he has called the old house
01:17:35.560
when the neighborhood kids and i were really bored or feeling extra rambunctious we found ourselves at
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the old house that's just what we called it because it just looked old i had no siding oh it had no
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siding and no tyvek just plywood on the outside and it had been there long enough that it had
01:18:00.440
started to rot it just looked creepy this was part of the draw for us kids i guess the story my parents
01:18:08.620
told me is that a family had started building a home but ran out of the funds to actually finish
01:18:14.380
construction there's some bad juju with that yeah yeah like well that's yeah if you're thinking
01:18:20.320
about um legalities and the fact that no one has claimed ownership over this thing leaves it vacant
01:18:28.800
for more than just uh hobos and vagrants yeah yeah um we found ourselves there when we wanted to cause
01:18:39.040
trouble but not get into trouble yeah that that's trouble a bunch of kids in an abandoned house they're
01:18:44.720
smoking crack and summoning demons uh it was far enough from my house that we could be loud and it
01:18:50.460
was shedded a shield rather by a dense grove of pine trees all around it so no one could see what we
01:18:57.560
were up to that is not good dude that's not not a good place to let your kids hang out um the owner
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had passed away by the time we were using it as our playground and ownership had passed to their two
01:19:09.480
sons who would come up from the city with a load of random junk maybe three times a year
01:19:13.620
they used the home as a kind of storage facility there were two old buicks parked on the property
01:19:20.360
not running they know because they tried to hotwire them uh there was an outhouse off to the back of
01:19:26.860
the home it was dilapidated and the roof was caving in it smelled like shit in there go figure
01:19:32.440
um all right there was a storage shack about 50 feet to the left of the home we often would break in
01:19:42.540
and go treasure hunting there were strange old paintings that the mother owned and i remember
01:19:48.920
being disturbed by them though i don't remember what they were of you had to climb over piles of
01:19:55.500
random junk to get there lots of antiques perfume bottles and paintings crammed into a 12 by 8 shack
01:20:02.700
with the roof caving in man uh so yeah you you find a nice little place to store all of your um
01:20:10.480
antiques and then a bunch of children just stomp all over them they break in and they go sifting
01:20:17.640
through your belongings uh as a treasure hunt remember when i told you that we saw that um alien in the in
01:20:24.160
the in the ramps the trailer park that it was in was um mostly abandoned there was like a graveyard
01:20:32.740
for trailer parks and there was one trailer in particular that must have been a hoarder's and was
01:20:37.760
filled to the extent where you couldn't walk on the floor you had to walk on top of stuff through the
01:20:43.020
entire length of the um and i mean walk to the extent where you couldn't stand up because your head
01:20:49.260
would hit the ceiling so you had to like crawl across heaps of shit and we would visit that place
01:20:56.660
every once in a while and just ransack it for whatever goodies i remember finding like a pocket
01:21:00.540
knife in there when i was a kid which is you know that's exactly what you want um but yeah i it just
01:21:06.860
reminds me of my childhood what he's talking about i spent quite a long time in abandoned places uh do
01:21:11.400
you want to take it from the mannequin yeah so the next chapter this is kind of cool this is like
01:21:15.340
reads like chapters uh the next chapter is the mannequin in the window um uh what gave the old
01:21:21.740
house a spooky reputation was the head of a little mannequin girl that was placed in the window ledge up
01:21:27.740
on the second story we would take our school friends and my cousins to the house to show them for a laugh
01:21:32.820
and it stopped being funny when it changed positions or disappeared however uh the neighbor's
01:21:38.880
kids and i would head there after school to hang out and we noticed one day that the mannequin
01:21:43.700
was spun around facing the other direction my parents told me the owners probably placed it
01:21:48.380
there to chase us off but that doesn't explain why it would disappear some days or switch positions day
01:21:53.900
to day again the owners lived in vancouver which was hundreds of miles from the property so it was
01:21:59.520
it was strange i don't know what it is that drew us to the kids uh drew us kids to the house well
01:22:05.760
it's because it's abandoned house this is what you guys are supposed to do um but we were drawn
01:22:11.460
it felt haunted though we were not superstitious at this age and maybe that gave us a false sense of
01:22:17.040
security needed to go there but the canopy of the trees on the property blocked all sunlight so it had
01:22:24.240
a vibe this place is fucking creepy dude sounds like a good time though if i was a kid when we got a little
01:22:31.640
older and bolder we would try to get into the home oh so they were just on the outskirts on the
01:22:36.620
property and then after a while lapidated shelter uh shack or whatever yeah yeah uh the front door
01:22:43.020
was solid and locked up very well but there was a back entrance that wasn't built as solid
01:22:47.980
it was it was a hollow kicked it in yeah oh yeah for sure it was a hollow corridor and we found a way
01:22:54.960
to break it off as hinges there you go um only to find out it had been boarded up on the boarded up on
01:23:01.720
the inside with plywood we had attempted multiple times to get through throughout the years but we'd
01:23:07.540
lose interest after literally hitting a wall the two brothers who owned it would repair and reinforce
01:23:13.240
any attempts we made to gain entry it was a bit of an obsession for me i wanted to know what it looked
01:23:19.280
like inside but never got to windows boarded up entrance points blocked as well what were they hiding
01:23:25.200
just the shit they owned dog yeah dog what were they trying to keep in all their valuables
01:23:31.320
um the two brothers this is the next chapter i saw the two brothers that owned the inherited
01:23:38.160
uh that own owned inherited the home face to face only on three occasions the younger brother had piercing
01:23:47.080
blue eyes that could burn a hole through you he was a he was the talker the older brother had dead
01:23:52.440
eyes he was heavy set and seemed to be the one who uh the one who owned the cars on the property
01:23:58.800
every now and again they would visit to drop off more junk he would wrench around on the cars just
01:24:05.700
trying to get them running uh they never spent more than two days at a time there which still means
01:24:11.100
they slept overnight in that place in my mid and late teens the neighbor kid i grew uh the neighbor kid
01:24:18.580
and i grew apart i grew up in a christian fundamentalist organization that wasn't allowed
01:24:22.860
to party on weekends or do all the normal coming of age stuff that most people got out of the system
01:24:27.920
when they were young so i ended up messing up in my 20s playing with drugs and booze you know it's not
01:24:33.760
probably not a good time to do that you want to get that out when you're you know a teenager hopefully
01:24:39.180
you survive it and then your body just forgets that you've done it um whatever so his friends thought
01:24:44.200
that he was weird i leaned heavily on music and would take my guitar to the old house and practice
01:24:49.560
i'd sit on the hood of one of the old buicks uh though i was alone never really felt alone there
01:24:55.900
there was always some kind of presence and in hindsight it was not a friendly one
01:24:59.840
it would follow me from the property and hang over me like a fog it stayed with me for many years and i
01:25:05.400
still feel it sometimes something you did there uh you know gave something some rights over you i
01:25:14.040
wonder if it if it if there's something there and you are breaking a law in in a physical realm
01:25:22.340
inhabiting a place that does not belong to you or breaking and entering i wonder if that triggers a
01:25:28.120
spiritual law where this thing is now allowed to gain some rights over you like oh you were breaking
01:25:32.440
the law so i can break the law happy hanukkah donut shout out donut what up donut good to see
01:25:38.360
christmas donut merry christmas happy juanukah um yeah i don't know maybe uh i don't know if you're
01:25:44.140
breaking any spiritual laws but i think it's possible to get these attachments you hear about uh
01:25:48.240
the bigfoot attachments or uh right hitchhiker effects so yeah i think that that's with all kinds
01:25:55.420
of entities you'll get a hitchhiker effect and it seems like you picked one up player that happens in
01:26:00.380
canada too did you apologize to it um i have dreams to this day about finally getting to see
01:26:06.060
inside the house it's always like a nightmare there's always a dark force inside it's always
01:26:11.640
followed by a bad day after i wake up and the fog comes back dude you've got you've got an attachment
01:26:17.760
you're still thinking about that house all these years later that's wild yeah just go in bro i mean
01:26:23.480
at this point now just yeah you're an adult just go knock yeah just be like i need to i need to see
01:26:28.900
what's going on in here need to know what is inside i think about that sometimes going back
01:26:33.020
to my childhood home and i'm like can i walk in can i just come in and walk around please
01:26:36.200
just to see it uh so the the next chapter it looks like the final chapter is the three shadow figures
01:26:42.380
disclaimer i'm including the story because of its possible connection to the old house though i'm not
01:26:48.200
certain that it's connected flashback to the age of three and a half to four years old is my earliest
01:26:53.900
childhood memory as a toddler i was afraid to go to sleep because i was visited multiple times by
01:26:59.020
three dark entities that would manifest behind the headboard of my bed i had to have been about four
01:27:04.180
because i was old enough to sleep in a real bed but i know that i wasn't in school yet uh they were tall
01:27:10.680
and sharp featured beings what made it so terrifying was that they would do is what they would do to me
01:27:16.560
they would poke me in all my sensitive areas on my upper body armpits and sides of my torso
01:27:23.400
is what i remember clearly they didn't have hands like ours just uh pointed pointy sharp limbs it was
01:27:31.720
torture to this day if anyone tries to tickle me or if my wife gets too playful around my torso it
01:27:37.940
transports me back to that experience and i have a panic attack sound like a bottom bunk dweller
01:27:42.900
is there a connection to the old house is is the whole area haunted i don't know so man what does
01:27:52.420
he go back and describe those though three dark entities with sharp features they were tall and
01:27:58.200
he says they didn't have hands just pointy sharp limbs and all they're doing is using it to torment
01:28:04.080
you um man that's interesting i don't know if i've ever actually heard that i kind of can
01:28:10.920
create you know one in my mind it looks like some shit i've seen in some video games uh but
01:28:17.520
that is interesting tall sharp featured beings are they made of shadow i wonder or or is there a color
01:28:26.640
to them i'd like to get more of a descriptive on that but if they're sharp but they're shadow figures
01:28:31.860
so i think he could like not like blurry around the edges like definitive beings but he probably just
01:28:37.780
can't really see them it's an interesting way to describe it so because to use language that that
01:28:43.380
describes sharp sharp is not a way that you would ever describe like a shadow person because they're
01:28:47.540
inherently you know fuzzy yeah because the edges of them are blurry and such um and sometimes they're
01:28:53.760
more defined but i've never heard them described as sharp that's interesting right um so my family
01:28:59.220
although being christian was not superstitious and did not really believe what we that we could be
01:29:03.680
open to spiritual attacks uh so they went to the church i guess um i guess we thought more i i guess
01:29:11.820
we thought we were more protected than everyone else because of our faith i think that that's that's a
01:29:17.440
crazy thing to think because that's when you put a target on your back when that's the i feel the
01:29:23.640
opposite no like it feels like if you the the enemy
01:29:27.920
is okay with you not participating yeah once you start engaging and picking a side i think it
01:29:37.900
typically tends to go up well now you're in the game so now you're actually playing rather than just
01:29:44.120
being poked at you know you're you're fighting this thing head on um that being said my mom for a brief
01:29:51.500
period of time would feel tapping on her shoulder randomly it scared her enough that she sat down
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with the elders in our church to get help for this they told my parents to throw away the kiss records
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we had a satanic panic error um so they they did and they were convinced that it had stopped however
01:30:09.020
this was right around the time the the being started attacking me did they just start picking
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on me instead of her i don't know uh i have a child now and i live in the city i'd love to show
01:30:21.900
my daughter the place i grew up in the forest that we played in and the old house where we hung out
01:30:26.420
but i have a feeling that going back is exactly what the entities want that inhabit the area
01:30:31.440
exactly what the entities that inhabit that area want me to do that's interesting bringing your kid
01:30:38.120
there might result in some generational passing on yeah hmm i don't know if that's a good idea
01:30:49.140
right i mean so much of this is is predicated off feelings right like you get an impression or you get
01:30:56.340
a feeling about a thing and even though it's illogical and you don't have information to back it up
01:31:00.780
i think that that feeling is of a spiritual resonance you know it's you're being cautioned
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intuitively it's probably the holy spirit you know um sort of cautioning you against returning to this
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place especially with your kid i mean yeah it's it's a cool idea of course but i just wonder
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they're the same genetics as you this thing has some rights over you it has attached itself to you
01:31:30.320
does it also have can it also have some rights over your kid because of the genetic aspect of
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things i wonder yeah um bob eight zero zero eight five dollars merry christmas you filthy animals thank
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you bob merry christmas to you too yeah hope you guys have a good one um all right let's wrap this
01:31:51.520
story up here and let's see where we're at so uh yeah i again i don't know bring like i wouldn't even
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bring my kids back to coney island i did it one time and i was just like this is dangerous why the
01:32:04.180
hell would i do is i brought them to the city and i was like that i think that was a mistake
01:32:07.080
so if you if you felt some kind of weird danger when you were a kid there i wouldn't i don't know
01:32:13.220
if i do but that's your kid i don't know you got to figure it out a lot of it's like hey want to feel
01:32:16.560
weird yeah i'll take you someplace you'll feel really weird i felt it before it's the worst thing it
01:32:21.660
ever leaves you actually you remember it for the rest of your life come with me yeah consider
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baptism in the orthodox church that come that comes uh with a free exorcism yes every baptism
01:32:31.760
comes with a free exorcism yeah it's like it's actually on that they have like a banner on the
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outside of the church that says it's free free exorcism with each baptism i don't i don't know and
01:32:41.060
it's not not to say that you need like you need an exorcism but if you feel like you have some
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kind of passenger that might be couldn't hurt couldn't hurt yeah i mean getting baptized is great
01:32:53.640
it's like being renewed noise my kids they're doing shit out there yeah um all right so we'll
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wrap it up lots of weird memories are coming back to me as i write out these experiences for us too
01:33:04.680
right as we talk about this just get flooded with crazy shit that has happened um but for now i'm just
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going to leave the story where it's at i need to process process some memories that are coming back
01:33:15.520
and then he signs off braden won't read the rest of his information but we could also tell you
01:33:21.760
apparently where he works and what his phone number is um yeah i would be it seems almost
01:33:27.640
braden got a little overwhelmed there towards the end which these things can be overwhelming
01:33:33.040
there's a lot of stuff that we kind of like i don't even know if it has to be suppressed as much
01:33:39.120
as it's just unaddressable in the sense that like you suppress a memory because it's traumatic
01:33:44.600
but also you can lose a memory because there's no answer you don't get closure you don't get to wrap
01:33:52.580
it up and so you're left with like two options it's either obsess over this thing that you don't
01:33:58.600
have answers for or forget it because right now it doesn't help to think about it so i think a lot
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of memories kind of do that so it doesn't even have to be a trauma-based suppression as much as it could
01:34:10.280
just be what we're experiencing here reading these stories right you and i top where we hear these
01:34:14.540
things and we are also flooded with strange memories that i was telling you things that you're like how
01:34:20.220
the hell did you never tell us this story yet and i'm like i don't fucking even remember it until
01:34:24.160
somebody else starts sharing weirdness about their life and it starts coming back but
01:34:28.400
i would be very interested brandon um if anything is dredged up from this uh and you'd like to to share
01:34:37.300
some more um i'd be into hearing about that weird thing to do is to unpack these stories
01:34:43.620
oh yeah man and the show is live it was live we're about to end it in a minute it's hard right we live
01:34:48.800
in a simulation so who knows what's real and what's not anymore but i i have a nancy says as a kid my
01:34:54.960
friends use my friends and i used to play with a ouija board we asked a spirit to make its presence
01:34:59.280
known i think that spirit took a dump on in my friend's room it smelled like someone diarrhea'd all
01:35:04.180
over the place or sulfur often smells like forts yeah that's actually hilarious um
01:35:12.060
yeah i was gonna say um with my my cousin i mentioned it before maybe on the previous episode
01:35:19.780
i kind of want to get her on the show either have her write something or like have her actually call
01:35:26.980
in to interview her in this show because she's had a plethora of experiences and been tormented her
01:35:32.340
whole life but i found out from doing this and even from like interviewing my aunt with the scissors
01:35:39.180
in the lawn thing scissors in the lawn she didn't really want to do it um because she's like well
01:35:45.320
when i do this it kind of like brings this stuff back where it might go dormant for a while it might
01:35:50.620
get enough loose from her but then once it's uh mentioned it'll pop back up again and i i haven't
01:35:57.560
really asked her much about if it has i just i feel bad ass i almost feel bad asking people to
01:36:03.400
recount this kind of stuff because it's like like hey we need content but uh also put your neck on the
01:36:10.460
line if you want to have some more experiences you know what do you think the the doesn't it sound like
01:36:17.500
that mechanism oh shout out to uh gravy show he says merry christmas boys merry christmas to you sir
01:36:23.080
uh i enjoyed your recent appearance on tinfoil hat thank you thank you very much it was um
01:36:29.220
chaotic in the sense that we were telling two stories at one time but uh it seems like people
01:36:36.080
really like the episode and uh it's always nice to be back on tinfoil hat uh those guys are genuinely
01:36:42.700
i think my favorite content creators yeah easily yeah i don't think that's a stretch one of the only
01:36:50.940
shows that i listen to still um that and uh the confessionals and i listen to some liberty lockdown
01:36:57.080
and try to figure out what's going on in the world i'll never listen to our episodes on tinfoil hat though
01:37:02.200
i can't listen to it back but i can't listen to anything that i do so um so so that mechanism by the
01:37:09.140
way that you're talking about where it's like seemingly people are aware if i start talking about
01:37:13.620
this thing it's going to come back i'm enjoying a nice kind of low period right now it does sound
01:37:18.220
like if you were to say why is that well it plays into the energetic exchange theory
01:37:24.780
right they these things go away when you're not focusing on top lops is dog man
01:37:29.220
yeah the top yeah exactly top lops is dog man exactly uh they're in a super state right and
01:37:35.660
they both exist and don't exist until you start looking at them and then the act of focusing on them
01:37:41.820
it directs right where energy what's the expression where where attention goes energy flows
01:37:47.180
yeah so as soon as you start paying attention to these things you start feeding them they start
01:37:53.500
manifesting but it's also a shit place to live in in that sort of under the spiritual thumb of this
01:38:00.220
thing where you're not paying attention to it because of the fear of what happens when you pay attention
01:38:05.700
to it that's no place to to exist it's it's not a fix at all um it's a it's a temporary band-aid and i
01:38:13.300
think that the danger of not addressing it and getting rid of it is that it will it is active it's not
01:38:20.020
active enough to catch on a surface level but it is taking away from you when you're afraid it's taking
01:38:25.620
away from you when you're sad it's taking away from you when you're angry um and i think it has enough
01:38:32.740
power to just kind of create a feedback loop if it eats when you're angry it also feeds into your
01:38:40.420
anger to make you produce more if it feeds off you when you're sad and depressed well it nudges you
01:38:46.980
to be sad it whispers to you right sadder things more concerning things it whispers them into your
01:38:53.780
mind you mistake them as your own thoughts and you spiral deeper into sadness and anger and resentment
01:38:59.380
in these things and it continues to eat so you got to get rid of that thing man like like top said
01:39:04.260
every uh baptism comes with a free exorcism in the uh orthodox church so like the mcdonald's of
01:39:10.260
exorcism um yeah yeah yeah i think it's just it's it's one of those things it's like we don't care what
01:39:16.500
you feel just so long as you feel and they that's what it is and that's that that's a pretty common in
01:39:23.140
the world listen i don't care what you feel when i when i tweet something i just want you to feel like
01:39:28.020
feel something so that way you'll interact and this will move forward yeah i just want to make
01:39:33.220
you feel baby and that's i guess you know the spirits have uh they figured this out long before
01:39:38.820
twitter so we're just engaging in demonic activity on twitter that doesn't even sound far-fetched at
01:39:44.900
all it sounds actually probably pretty accurate yeah honestly it's it's mostly ai bots probably on
01:39:50.900
there engaging a demonic activity but i happen to be better at it so that and you know okay so thinking
01:39:57.860
about that right it's like think about the pagan women that you've seen and known peripherally
01:40:03.940
throughout your life like women that are engaging in some sort of low-level witchcraft or whatever
01:40:08.580
they're larping these people also tend to be emotionally unstable so it's like very far and few in between
01:40:20.580
are the pagan women who are also doing very well socially in their own lives things like that um and
01:40:29.780
so i think that is interesting because it's like you're you're screwing with these entities and then
01:40:35.780
you find that you're also emotionally unstable uh in your own waking life when they're doing well
01:40:41.060
they're married with with children and they're preoccupied with with that responsibility rather than
01:40:48.180
you know whatever it does it's interesting like there's that inclination to uh like they're digging
01:40:54.660
in the spiritual realm men will dig in the dirt like this inclination to dig down and build up
01:40:59.860
they dig in there like we're gonna they're digging into something that is almost more real
01:41:05.060
which is kind of interesting you know well smurphy says i i don't know about that um women who claim
01:41:12.500
pagan wiccan are usually overweight white women into bdsm and shit like that yeah but what i'm saying is
01:41:16.980
that emotionally those overweight white women are like a mess they're fighting the patriarchy they're
01:41:22.420
crying over donald trump's you know black guys they're freaking out over everything and it's like is
01:41:28.740
that natural or does this thing like it when you for this thing that you're communing with by the
01:41:33.300
way and making offerings to and and you know doing your little uh larp wiccan thing that you think
01:41:39.620
is just a larp but is actually focusing energy towards something is that thing then turning the dial
01:41:45.140
up on your your sadness your manic behavior your depression your anger and it if you look at those
01:41:51.060
people fat white wiccan women um fat white wiccan women is a good shirt too uh if you look at them
01:41:59.140
they're suffering on an emotional level in a very public way so i would say yeah you're in a feedback
01:42:06.660
loop this thing that you're talking to is feeding off you it's also making you behave in a way that's
01:42:11.700
feeding them more yeah it reminds me of a story at a libertarian conventions one of these fat white
01:42:17.620
wiccan women was uh had like tape and she was going over a seat that somebody was sitting at and taking the
01:42:23.460
hair from it and we're like what are you doing she's like just taking hair from the seat and we're
01:42:28.020
like i don't want to know why we just like we know what you're doing you could tell like this yeah
01:42:33.460
when i um i was talking about this on timeline cleanse it technically the reason that i moved
01:42:38.180
to florida was to and we'll we'll bring it in for landing after this is real short but the reason i
01:42:41.860
moved to florida was to for a number of reasons obviously the economy is better and things like that but
01:42:46.180
i was trying to take responsibility in the part that i play in not having a relationship with my
01:42:54.580
father and go you know what we're gonna do this we're gonna move down there it's a nicer place
01:43:00.580
anyway i don't want to live in new jersey anymore and my father lives in this place i'm gonna try to
01:43:04.820
rekindle this relationship a long story short that doesn't work out but his wife was actually like
01:43:12.260
a huge reason for it not working out she um she hated us it was really you told me about that yeah
01:43:18.660
yeah and and uh she would get really upset when he spent time with us i remember one time it was like
01:43:25.460
i had to go i had to pull teeth to be like hey come bowling with me and your grandson just the three of us
01:43:32.020
let's go in and catch up it's been years as soon as we came back he and his wife got into a full-blown
01:43:38.820
argument had to leave the house go for a walk around the block you can hear them screaming at
01:43:42.580
each other weird she hated us but one day after
01:43:50.100
i think basically after i told her like really uncomfortable truths
01:43:57.060
the second week we were there she had an intervention with us and said that i don't
01:44:00.900
love her enough it was only the second week i had ever met her so she's a little rocker
01:44:05.700
and i had to tell her you know it is what it is i don't know you so i don't love you
01:44:10.340
that's insane the next day she was out in the yard whispering to paper effigies and then kneeling
01:44:17.060
down and setting them on fire all over different places in the backyard in broad daylight whispering
01:44:22.980
to these little paper effigies puts it down lights it on fire and um
01:44:27.460
she told my my aunt bitch i don't even know you yeah uh she told my aunt that she was doing like
01:44:37.220
some sort of pussy panty magic on him and i guess like it's like you know like santeria or whatever
01:44:43.620
like there's there's love spells or whatever and i almost think she did because my my father is so
01:44:52.020
unreachable and out of his fucking mind so like dead behind the eyes talking to him is like
01:44:59.300
talking to king theoden from fucking lord of the rings which is like you know that king where he's
01:45:03.780
all white and wow dilapidated and there's that guy whispering in his ear it's like that
01:45:08.500
you know it's just like he's not getting it i'm saying things so potently so clear
01:45:12.900
um and he's just not getting it and you know i i kind of had to leave him uh behind but it's like even
01:45:19.460
even even in the in a place where it's like you have a husband and all this shit like
01:45:25.220
i don't know what it is male pagans are are real gross male wiccans warlocks whatever super gay neck
01:45:32.500
beard fedora wearing embarrassing pieces of shit but predominantly it does seem that women yeah there
01:45:38.580
you go fat male wiccans who do belly dancing uh a horrifying notion uh but i do think that predominantly
01:45:45.780
speaking it seems to be women who lead weak men astray and you know resort to entity worship deity
01:45:52.820
worship not good not many many such cases many such cases yeah but all right let's uh let's put a pin
01:46:00.020
in that we're gonna um we're gonna we're gonna come back to this we got it we got to freaking monetize
01:46:05.380
on youtube so that way we can get the super chats but there's uh two things here merry christmas guys
01:46:10.900
their uh nephilim murder crew is doing a christmas show yes it's gonna be a fishing episode they they
01:46:16.660
decided everyone is like everyone's doing a christmas episode uh we're gonna talk about
01:46:21.940
fishing so let us know how that works out it's gonna be with will and qbert they're fans of the
01:46:26.180
show homies that feels like a good detachment from like all the shit like hey let's just go fishing
01:46:30.500
dog yeah it's not a bad idea and uh smurphy we saw i saw this a while ago so i bookmarked it but uh
01:46:36.900
he makes songs so he's got two christmas songs go check them out uh yuletide hero and old wooden
01:46:42.100
box i suppose they're on your youtube page that's uh very cool pretty cool pretty cool all right guys
01:46:47.700
go uh go check that stuff out and uh hopefully you enjoyed this episode of chronicles i did that was
01:46:55.540
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01:47:15.220
we getting tlc today i don't know i don't think so um i told my son and my wife that we were going to
01:47:22.420
watch harry potter all day and have a marathon of cookies rotating through the oven so i think that's
01:47:27.300
what i'm gonna do i'm gonna go hang out with uh with my family as everyone else should be doing
01:47:31.860
on christmas eve um it was nice to hang out with you guys in the morning but it's uh it's the
01:47:37.700
holidays guys go go hug your loved ones and um tell them how christmas is all about nephilim
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