Nephilim Death Squad - 006： NDS Chronicles

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00:01:11.200 We are being hypnotized by people like this.

00:01:17.020 News readers, politicians, teachers, lecturers.

00:01:21.440 We are in a country and in a world that is being run by unbelievably sick people.

00:01:30.400 The chasm between what we're told is going on and what is really going on is absolutely huge.

00:01:36.260 Oh, yeah, dude.

00:01:37.480 There's some Nephilim shit.

00:01:38.660 It's like we all know what's going down, but no one's saying shit what happened to the home of the brave.

00:01:44.880 Motherf*****s, they're controlling this now, and no one's talking about it, and it's hard to be slaves.

00:01:49.620 And everybody's just walking around, heading to crime.

00:01:52.380 Don't want to wake up to a dead in the grave.

00:01:54.860 But it's too late, we need to be ready to raise up.

00:01:57.660 Welcome to the end of day.

00:01:59.320 Welcome back, ladies and gentlemen, to another episode of NDS Chronicles.

00:02:09.620 I almost flubbed the intro right off the bat there.

00:02:11.800 This is the show where we read viewer-submitted paranormal testimony.

00:02:17.280 I am David Lee Corbo, a.k.a. The Raven.

00:02:20.840 That is Top Lobster, the father of disinformation, and I know we have a few bangers laid out for you today.

00:02:27.920 None of my things are pulling up.

00:02:29.020 That's all right.

00:02:29.360 We're trying to do production here, and nothing's working.

00:02:31.580 It's fine.

00:02:32.120 It's fine.

00:02:32.380 We'll figure it out, guys.

00:02:33.720 Look at this.

00:02:34.100 We got a little red marker.

00:02:35.300 We're supposed to be going live to kick, too.

00:02:37.360 Oh, yeah, I know.

00:02:38.040 As soon as we tried to go live to kick, it was like, not happening, losers.

00:02:41.960 We are on Twitch, and we might be on kick.

00:02:45.040 I don't know if it'll figure itself out.

00:02:46.400 If you guys are Twitch and kick users, I don't know who is, but please go and find us at Nephilim Death Squad on those platforms.

00:02:54.920 Support us over there as well.

00:02:55.860 We're trying to cover all the bases because, you know, YouTube is trying to nuke us.

00:03:02.020 We're also on the Top Lobster show, so Top Lobster on YouTube right now.

00:03:06.940 We're doing a little ban evading.

00:03:09.540 Don't tell YouTube, though.

00:03:11.280 Yes.

00:03:12.400 Don't tell them that we're on here, and we're juking the system.

00:03:14.960 But if you're not subscribed to Top Lobster's YouTube channel, go and subscribe to that, too, because interesting things are coming down the pipe on that platform as well.

00:03:25.800 Also, Happy New Year's, right?

00:03:28.520 Yeah, today.

00:03:29.620 Yeah, I guess today.

00:03:30.340 Today's New Year's Eve.

00:03:31.640 But by the time you guys see this, it'll be Thursday, so today's Tuesday.

00:03:35.000 That means it will be the second.

00:03:37.300 Yeah.

00:03:37.800 Okay.

00:03:38.060 So, Happy New Year's.

00:03:38.960 I hope you guys are recovering.

00:03:41.260 What are you doing, Top?

00:03:42.220 Do you have plans?

00:03:42.840 Are you doing anything cool?

00:03:43.560 Uh, I'm going to sleep.

00:03:46.440 I don't know.

00:03:47.180 Like, we did Christmas.

00:03:48.760 I don't think I'm hanging out late.

00:03:50.280 We barely made it last year.

00:03:51.700 Do you remember that?

00:03:52.900 Yeah.

00:03:53.460 Yeah.

00:03:53.700 It was sad.

00:03:54.780 I'm going.

00:03:55.840 I don't know if I am going anywhere.

00:03:57.380 Well, I know I'm going at 4 o'clock today.

00:03:59.640 I'm going to go see some family and hang out, but I don't know how long.

00:04:02.300 Because my wife's like, oh, did you know that they're going to do a ball drop in our town?

00:04:06.700 I said, oh, that's cool.

00:04:07.660 And she goes, yeah.

00:04:07.960 At what fucking time?

00:04:10.540 Midnight?

00:04:11.020 I guess we're talking midnight, dude?

00:04:12.680 I don't know.

00:04:12.960 Out of your mind.

00:04:13.720 I'm not.

00:04:15.180 I don't know if I'm doing it.

00:04:16.440 I don't know if I'm doing it.

00:04:17.280 She said that the ball that we're going to drop is bigger than the New Year's Eve ball

00:04:21.240 in Times Square.

00:04:22.080 So suck on that, New York.

00:04:25.000 But I don't really know if I'm going to see that at all, dude.

00:04:27.400 I really don't know that I can see it.

00:04:28.800 I'll cast a replay, baby.

00:04:29.720 I don't know.

00:04:30.020 Yeah, exactly.

00:04:30.820 It's the way we do it.

00:04:31.600 We're going to try.

00:04:32.020 It's going to fall down.

00:04:32.840 We know how it goes every year.

00:04:35.000 I'd much rather be doing this on New Year's.

00:04:37.100 Let's get into some of these stories.

00:04:39.820 We're going to start off with one from Joel, who actually previously wrote in.

00:04:46.100 And then he seems to have given us some updates.

00:04:48.560 For those of you who might not remember, Joel is the guy who is a truck driver and ended

00:04:56.500 up seeing the large black dogs.

00:04:59.680 Yeah.

00:05:00.080 Well, a dog man, some sort of...

00:05:01.880 I don't know if it was bipedal or not, but he's back.

00:05:06.960 Joel wasn't the guy that slept on the bottom bunk.

00:05:12.120 This is the guy that he started off and he said...

00:05:14.520 He's a spice addict.

00:05:15.820 Yeah, I forgot.

00:05:16.760 He's another spice boy.

00:05:17.940 But yeah, he's a spice boy.

00:05:19.080 Wait, it's actually got to show that.

00:05:21.040 Go ahead.

00:05:21.640 Oh yeah, that's a good idea.

00:05:22.820 Before we get into...

00:05:24.260 Why is balls...

00:05:24.980 This is a great question, Barry Texan.

00:05:26.600 I don't have the answer for that.

00:05:28.000 Why is balls dropping a sign of a new year?

00:05:30.720 I've got no idea.

00:05:31.720 We should have done a deep dive on that because I'm sure...

00:05:35.100 I bet you there's something there.

00:05:36.420 It's all Nephilim shit, really.

00:05:37.940 But yeah, because you have...

00:05:39.740 The show is like people are like, hey, tell us about shit.

00:05:42.380 And we're like, well, it's basically Nephilim shit.

00:05:44.180 And we're like, go figure it out yourself.

00:05:45.840 Every time.

00:05:46.120 Every time.

00:05:46.380 Go figure it out.

00:05:47.520 These episodes are going to get shorter and shorter.

00:05:49.100 But anyway, Spice Boys t-shirts.

00:05:51.560 There it is.

00:05:52.580 TopLobster.com.

00:05:53.360 Look at that.

00:05:53.700 I love that, man.

00:05:54.560 What a clever idea.

00:05:55.360 If you're addicted...

00:05:56.140 If you're hopelessly addicted to K2, well, boy, do I have what ails you.

00:06:00.600 And it's not more K2.

00:06:02.280 It's racist t-shirts.

00:06:03.760 Spice Boys t-shirts.

00:06:04.760 Wait, I wonder.

00:06:05.560 Can we sell K2?

00:06:07.200 You know what I mean?

00:06:07.760 If we fuck around with the...

00:06:10.140 If we called it instead of like JHW0118, it would be NDS0118.

00:06:16.140 Yeah, yeah.

00:06:17.080 And if we said like, this is not for consumption, wink, wink.

00:06:20.440 This is to put in a bowl on your coffee table.

00:06:23.620 It makes your living room smell nice.

00:06:24.700 Put this directly in your anus.

00:06:27.740 Not medical advice.

00:06:29.020 But whatever you do, don't drink alkaline water because we fuck.

00:06:34.040 Yeah, don't do that.

00:06:34.860 Oh, be careful, dude.

00:06:35.460 You're going to get your YouTube account terminated now.

00:06:39.540 All right.

00:06:39.800 I guarantee you, if I spoke with the YouTube sensor and I'm like, so I can't mention alkaline

00:06:44.980 water, they'd say, absolutely not.

00:06:47.780 But I bet you if I said, well, my channel's about a boofing K2, just putting it in my ass.

00:06:53.040 Yeah.

00:06:53.240 They'd be like, that's fine.

00:06:54.840 Educational purposes.

00:06:55.600 On Tower Gang, we went through the references, we went through the videos of just countless

00:07:00.680 women gaming the system, breastfeeding.

00:07:02.480 It's insane.

00:07:03.320 Dudes showing you how to shave their buttholes.

00:07:05.600 Another dude is showing you how to regrow his foreskin.

00:07:07.940 This is not a children's show right now.

00:07:09.760 Yeah, yeah.

00:07:10.340 And look, what's really wild about that is like, you guys are able to show that.

00:07:14.720 I'm sitting watching Tower Gang and I'm about to fall over because you just keep showing

00:07:19.140 ladies' titties.

00:07:20.620 Also, this dude.

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00:07:48.000 Just aggressively, he's got some contraption on the head of his dong and he's just going

00:07:55.040 to town and I'm looking at full dong, but this is educational and therefore it's allowed

00:07:59.740 on YouTube.

00:08:01.020 What a wild thing.

00:08:01.820 But we can't talk about water.

00:08:04.100 We can't talk about water.

00:08:05.760 Listen, guys, this is not a good show for your kids, but I'm doing a daddy-daughter Q&A

00:08:11.500 next.

00:08:12.060 That's going to go live with my daughter.

00:08:14.040 That will be child-friendly or, yeah, child-viewer friendly.

00:08:17.240 So go ahead and check that out.

00:08:18.260 That's fun.

00:08:18.580 I did a little recording with my son yesterday, about 10 minutes of it.

00:08:22.940 What we did was we...

00:08:23.880 Can't stand you.

00:08:24.660 Get out now.

00:08:25.360 Yeah, I'm done.

00:08:26.120 That's it.

00:08:26.500 The cap, you know, we've reached the maximum.

00:08:28.800 But what we did was we had him try, and by we, I just mean me.

00:08:33.580 I picked up oysters.

00:08:35.060 I picked up calamari.

00:08:36.200 I picked up squid in an ink sauce, and I picked up sardines, and then we, you know,

00:08:41.060 I had him try them all and then rank them, give his favorite one, his least favorite one.

00:08:45.000 And he did it.

00:08:45.680 He did the whole thing.

00:08:46.500 He ate all the strange crap, which is wild because I was eating and I was going, this

00:08:50.840 is not good.

00:08:52.200 This is not good.

00:08:53.460 We had like octopus and garlic sauce.

00:08:55.420 I was like, that sounds awesome.

00:08:56.600 Not awesome, actually.

00:08:58.000 It was really terrible.

00:08:58.980 And so, you know, he wants to do some sort of content.

00:09:02.760 I'm like, I don't know, man, that you can do content, but, you know, maybe we can occasionally

00:09:08.000 do some food reviews together if it makes him happy.

00:09:11.440 So, all right, let's get into this.

00:09:13.400 Like I said, we have Joel here.

00:09:15.000 This is the guy who, yes, K2 added a Spice Boy, a definitive Spice Boy.

00:09:21.480 Shout out.

00:09:22.400 Shout out to Spice Boys.

00:09:25.180 Also claims to have seen the lake of fire in the bottomless pit.

00:09:27.920 So, we talked about this last time.

00:09:30.420 Yada, yada.

00:09:31.380 Yada, yada.

00:09:32.060 So, he's here with some updates now.

00:09:33.700 Let's get into the updates.

00:09:34.960 I'll start it off.

00:09:35.560 He goes, let me start by saying that I heard the episode with my testimony and I have some

00:09:41.800 answers.

00:09:43.000 As to the origin of it all, here it goes.

00:09:45.720 He says, as I'd stated, I grew up in the Baptist church, but was never really taught

00:09:52.020 much about the fallen angels or anything like that.

00:09:54.700 The subject of Nephilim giants or even the dragon or anything of Revelation and Genesis

00:10:01.620 6 was never taught in very many cases, right?

00:10:06.020 A very secularized version of the Baptist church.

00:10:08.940 That being the case, I never really felt the Holy Spirit in that church or anything spiritual

00:10:14.500 at all.

00:10:16.580 Looking back there, probably were some things growing up in the ancient Cherokee forest that

00:10:22.300 I should have noticed, but I was spiritually retarded and completely numb.

00:10:26.400 Also, I believe he just paraphrased Tucker Carlson.

00:10:31.140 Isn't that what he said?

00:10:31.860 He said America is spiritually retarded and completely numb.

00:10:34.740 I'm pretty sure that's what he said.

00:10:37.280 This all changed when that Amanda girl, the one who tried to drop a car on me.

00:10:43.120 Whoa.

00:10:44.320 Yeah.

00:10:44.760 He talked about that before, I believe.

00:10:47.660 Oh, that's right.

00:10:48.460 That's right.

00:10:48.800 Yeah.

00:10:49.040 Yeah.

00:10:49.160 Yeah.

00:10:49.880 Stole me from the girl I was dating at the time.

00:10:52.840 The woman Amanda stole me from is now my wife, by the way.

00:10:56.540 That's interesting.

00:10:58.000 I've known a lot of Amandas.

00:11:00.060 Crazy.

00:11:00.800 Every single time.

00:11:02.440 What's that?

00:11:04.240 That they're crazy?

00:11:05.340 Yeah.

00:11:05.680 They're crazy.

00:11:06.720 I mean, literally every single time I've ever known one.

00:11:10.100 And I knew a lot of girls named Amanda.

00:11:11.800 Okay.

00:11:12.120 I knew a girl named Amanda in like the fourth grade, and I sort of still know her now, but

00:11:16.280 I remember vividly for going up behind this Chinese kid, and I don't know why, but she

00:11:20.780 just took his head and just banged it off the desk.

00:11:23.700 Broke his nose.

00:11:24.360 He was bleeding.

00:11:24.820 Yeah, dude.

00:11:25.220 Like third, fourth grade.

00:11:26.040 I was like, damn, this bitch is crazy.

00:11:27.960 Amanda.

00:11:28.080 What does Amanda mean?

00:11:30.240 It's got to mean something.

00:11:31.300 It's got to be like a daughter of the devil or something.

00:11:35.300 What does the name Amanda mean?

00:11:37.960 Yeah.

00:11:38.220 What does the name Amanda mean?

00:11:39.220 Can you pull that up?

00:11:39.900 I'd be interested.

00:11:41.300 Oh, I see.

00:11:41.820 It originates from Latin.

00:11:44.280 It means worthy of love or lovable.

00:11:47.320 I don't know.

00:11:48.120 Not in my associations I've made.

00:11:54.520 Yeah, this is quality affection.

00:11:56.840 No, she was mean.

00:11:57.700 She was very mean.

00:11:59.200 Yeah.

00:11:59.640 Look, there we go.

00:12:00.620 Nancy says, I knew an Amanda in high school.

00:12:03.100 She was a bitch.

00:12:03.900 We called her cake face.

00:12:05.160 You ever think, Nancy, that maybe she was a bitch because you called her cake face?

00:12:08.700 Any correlation, Nancy?

00:12:10.180 No.

00:12:10.480 The chicken or the egg?

00:12:11.260 Okay, so he says, this is where it started.

00:12:15.380 She, Amanda, got me to comfort her when she had broken down emotionally, then told me

00:12:22.080 she would accuse me of rape if I didn't leave my current girlfriend for her.

00:12:27.740 Wow.

00:12:28.300 Did she also force you to use gummy bears in your mouth?

00:12:32.920 No, I mean.

00:12:33.560 Could be.

00:12:34.420 I wonder if that girl's name was Amanda.

00:12:36.700 We'll ask.

00:12:36.940 That definitely sounds like Amanda.

00:12:38.260 Sounds like an Amanda.

00:12:40.620 And look, that's nice.

00:12:41.520 We just replaced Karen.

00:12:42.900 We replaced Karen with Amanda.

00:12:44.560 Well, Karen's the old model.

00:12:46.440 And then Amanda is typically a younger one.

00:12:50.240 But, I mean, endearing, no?

00:12:52.220 Like, imagine somebody liking you.

00:12:53.600 Hey, man.

00:12:54.540 You must really be a looker.

00:12:55.720 Because for anybody to like you that much, looks at you in the eyes and goes, you're

00:13:01.320 not going anywhere.

00:13:02.160 I will literally accuse you of rape if you try to leave me.

00:13:06.120 I mean, that's almost nice.

00:13:08.080 Okay, so.

00:13:08.720 On a side note, if you're listening to this, Joel, just reply in the email, the next email

00:13:13.640 you send us with a yes or no.

00:13:14.960 Grippy?

00:13:16.160 Keep going in the email.

00:13:17.200 Go ahead.

00:13:17.640 Keep reading.

00:13:17.880 Almost certainly.

00:13:19.480 Almost certainly.

00:13:22.320 Look at these people.

00:13:23.160 Everybody knows Def Not Fog Spice.

00:13:24.800 By the way, the Fog thing has been getting really weird.

00:13:28.840 But he says, I knew one.

00:13:29.820 She was a slut.

00:13:30.460 Still is, too.

00:13:31.140 That's just Amanda's just not.

00:13:33.040 Didn't the original Spice story include a demon named Amanda?

00:13:39.040 Is that what you're going to say?

00:13:39.400 No, he said, the guy said that they were like followed by Fog.

00:13:45.260 Do you remember that?

00:13:47.140 He said that he was followed by like a cloud, like a black cloud.

00:13:49.960 But I think he was using that as a euphemism to just describe like demonic oppression over

00:13:53.840 a large period of time.

00:13:56.120 Yeah.

00:13:56.300 Let me see if I can control F.

00:13:58.360 Was it cloud?

00:14:00.260 Fog.

00:14:00.660 Or cloud.

00:14:01.720 It might have been cloud.

00:14:02.600 Yeah.

00:14:02.900 Probably was cloud.

00:14:05.020 But yeah, there has been something going on.

00:14:07.020 No.

00:14:07.080 Just a little.

00:14:08.060 He didn't?

00:14:08.740 No.

00:14:09.720 I'd sit on the hood of one of the old Buicks.

00:14:11.740 That it would follow me from the property and hang over me like a fog.

00:14:16.400 Ooh.

00:14:17.020 That's what he says.

00:14:17.460 Very interesting.

00:14:17.860 Yeah.

00:14:18.160 So now that I'm thinking back, I guess he did describe it in a way that was like tangible,

00:14:21.820 not just like a euphemism for demonic oppression.

00:14:25.180 Hmm.

00:14:25.480 Okay.

00:14:25.900 So where are we at here?

00:14:27.880 Anyway, fogs or demons.

00:14:29.200 Okay.

00:14:29.420 Fogs or demons.

00:14:30.580 Demons or fog.

00:14:32.280 Months went by after she.

00:14:34.020 Okay.

00:14:34.240 Wait, wait.

00:14:34.580 First, she threatened to accuse me of rape if I didn't leave my current girlfriend.

00:14:37.560 Months went by.

00:14:38.760 The fuck out of here.

00:14:39.080 And she convinced me months went by and she convinced me to try spice and she'd use it

00:14:53.700 too.

00:14:54.620 Oh, by the way, apparently I did spice with my wife.

00:14:57.560 Wow.

00:14:58.100 Yeah.

00:14:58.380 She brought it up the other day and I was like, oh shit, I forgot about that.

00:15:01.260 Maybe we'll tell that story towards the end.

00:15:05.220 She convinced me to try spice and she'd used it too.

00:15:07.820 And I did as an escape from dealing with her psychotic, sexually aggressive bullshit.

00:15:14.880 I know what the synthetic weed was really doing.

00:15:17.500 Oh, I didn't.

00:15:18.080 I didn't know.

00:15:19.040 Oh, I didn't know.

00:15:19.920 Rather, I didn't know what the synthetic weed was really doing.

00:15:21.980 Okay.

00:15:22.280 And then I'll finish this page and then you can pick it up after that.

00:15:24.080 Um, I agree that there is a thinning of the veil between this world and the Elohim realm

00:15:31.380 that happens when you smoke it.

00:15:33.840 Like the wives of Solomon leading him to worship false gods, I followed the same road.

00:15:40.340 Interesting correlation to have drawn there.

00:15:42.220 Um, also welcome, Wendy Santig, whatever.

00:15:46.280 Welcome.

00:15:47.080 I'm glad she, she finally.

00:15:48.880 Welcome.

00:15:49.440 Made it to the live.

00:15:50.560 Yeah.

00:15:50.880 Santignan.

00:15:51.860 Santignan.

00:15:51.980 Yeah.

00:15:52.120 This is like, you're in the live chat for the patrons.

00:15:54.640 You're in a royalty right now.

00:15:56.440 And you just got doxxed.

00:15:57.240 You're next to the king to king, baby.

00:15:58.360 Yeah.

00:15:58.580 Right next to the king.

00:15:59.600 We just doxxed your whole name on this live show.

00:16:02.140 How about that?

00:16:03.080 How about that?

00:16:03.540 Uh, by the way, guys, if you are the $5, right, there you go worth it.

00:16:08.200 Hey, is a doxxing worth $5 to you?

00:16:10.160 Uh, if you're listening to this and you want to be a part of this, uh, live chat experience,

00:16:15.700 if you want us to dox you on, on, uh, to, to tens of thousands of people, uh, please join

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00:16:31.440 the live chat and, uh, we'll pull up your chats and we'll interact with you here.

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00:16:45.600 Okay.

00:16:46.160 All right.

00:16:46.440 Honestly, the worst person in here is probably Nancy.

00:16:48.880 Like if you become friends with her, she's going to send you murder videos until.

00:16:52.400 Yeah.

00:16:53.160 And maybe, hey, maybe that's what you're into.

00:16:54.780 Yeah, whatever.

00:16:55.880 So, um, I like how he draws this correlation because it just feels like

00:17:01.320 so much of what any of us go through is rehashed on a biblical level at some point.

00:17:05.780 So he says, like the wives of Solomon, leaving him or leading him to worship false gods.

00:17:10.240 I followed the same path.

00:17:12.180 Um, it started interesting.

00:17:14.040 Wish we would have done an episode on him.

00:17:15.540 I mean, could have been really cool, huh?

00:17:17.360 To do a deep dive on Solomon.

00:17:19.000 Now we'll, we'll do a deep dive by ourselves or maybe somebody else, but Solomon and the

00:17:23.800 Ark of the covenant, that's probably a worthy of a deep dive.

00:17:27.320 I would say so.

00:17:28.280 Maybe we should do that.

00:17:29.280 Should we take on a deep dive of, of, uh, Solomon and just butcher it?

00:17:33.680 Because, well, I mean, I don't know.

00:17:34.740 We did a pretty good job recently with our deep dives.

00:17:36.880 Maybe we're.

00:17:37.400 So shout out to 21 BC podcast.

00:17:40.200 Uh, he just had his deep dive on, uh, the confessionals of, of, uh, basically the Ark

00:17:46.100 of the covenant, but it ties in nicely to Solomon because Solomon is, he, he, uh, he built

00:17:51.340 the construction, you know, the, the temple to house it basically.

00:17:55.460 Yeah.

00:17:55.660 It'd be Doc's top five notch.

00:17:57.540 Yeah, that's right.

00:17:58.140 Top, top notch five out of five stars.

00:18:00.280 Yeah.

00:18:00.580 Um, I'm glad you see the value in this.

00:18:03.120 But, uh, so yeah, he, he erected the temple and one of his sons is one of the people that

00:18:10.560 were, I believe was king in, king in Ethiopia or his bloodline.

00:18:14.080 At least that's where people believe that, uh, the Ark of the covenant is in Ethiopia is

00:18:19.420 or was, who knows?

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00:18:50.740 We're not too sure.

00:18:51.480 Could be.

00:18:51.840 Okay.

00:18:52.120 We've seen it there.

00:18:53.380 Um, let me finish this off and then we'll pass the ball.

00:18:55.140 Um, it started as I thought being spiritually retarded, innocent, innocently enough candles

00:19:04.180 with symbols, incense, um, reading a book about the old gods of the Northmen or something

00:19:11.340 like that.

00:19:12.100 It was so gradual.

00:19:13.580 I didn't notice the change, the building anger in me that seemed to permeate everything

00:19:19.280 I did.

00:19:20.060 Even the moments of happiness seemed to have an undertone of rage.

00:19:23.320 That's interesting.

00:19:24.880 Um, you know, I try to be like spiritually aware in my own life and I think that my doorway,

00:19:33.800 like the thing that they can use to kind of undermine me is, uh, I have a, uh, propensity

00:19:40.340 for anger.

00:19:40.920 I can be a real grumpy guy and, and I can find myself moving around throughout the day

00:19:48.180 in a permanent state of like having a short fuse.

00:19:51.900 And it's not like I blow up on people or anything like that, but it like just kind of tears

00:19:56.520 me up a little bit and it, and it, and it like poisons the decisions that I make throughout

00:20:00.980 the day.

00:20:01.340 Like, you know, or maybe I have like a tone or a shortness about me when I speak to people

00:20:07.040 that, um, I recognize as being like, oh, that's where my, you know, some people, what's

00:20:13.340 your, um, what's your weakness, right?

00:20:16.060 Some people are like, oh, I have a tendency to get sad or I have a tendency to get angry.

00:20:20.400 And, and, um, I think that that is not good and it's something that they use to leverage

00:20:25.640 you.

00:20:25.980 So everybody's kind of got their thing and that's probably my thing.

00:20:29.680 Same, same here.

00:20:31.020 And it's real easy to get me for, uh, my kids do it all the time.

00:20:34.760 And it's, it's usually in the morning or at night, like right when you're like real

00:20:40.040 tired and then they push you or in the morning they wake up and they come and they just fuck

00:20:44.100 your whole shit up for no reason.

00:20:46.460 And I'm like, I'm not even quite awake, but I'm like, now I'm mean.

00:20:49.960 And you've, you're kind of like, I'm angry.

00:20:51.680 Yeah.

00:20:51.940 And I'm angry because you know what I mean?

00:20:54.360 And, and, uh, in retrospect, I was thinking about it actually last night.

00:20:57.940 I'm like, wow, like that was like, that was mean.

00:21:01.120 I was kind of mean to them.

00:21:02.140 Um, yeah, I told, I, I yelled at my daughter, well, cause she's doing really dumb shit.

00:21:05.640 And he goes, you're taking my joy away.

00:21:07.200 And I'm like, you're first off, number one, your joy is coming in my room, jumping on my

00:21:12.200 bed.

00:21:12.380 That's prohibited and doing all she's eating cereal in a cup, jumping on the bed, milk,

00:21:17.800 cereal falling.

00:21:18.420 And I'm just like, yeah, exactly.

00:21:20.220 But I still shouldn't lose it on you.

00:21:23.040 I told her, I said, I'm taking your joy.

00:21:24.920 I said, I don't care about your joy.

00:21:26.100 Like, don't do that on my bed.

00:21:27.360 But I'm like, ah, I was wrong.

00:21:28.820 And it was easy.

00:21:30.320 That was an easy solution, easy way out.

00:21:32.460 So I'm like, all right, I got to work on that.

00:21:33.960 But I do, I go, this is how I've gotten to the point now where I go like, you're not even

00:21:39.140 allowed in my room.

00:21:40.440 You're not allowed in my room at all.

00:21:41.660 I always, I, as soon as he walks in, I go, turn around just that dismissively.

00:21:45.140 He'll walk in, I'll go, turn around and I'll, I'll send him right back out because this

00:21:48.760 is my, my room is my only place where I don't get overstimulated, which even that sounds

00:21:54.100 gay.

00:21:54.380 I'm like overstimulated.

00:21:56.040 Uh, turns out Def Knot Fog Spice is my burner account.

00:21:59.520 Says, I feel you.

00:22:00.660 I get cranky when I'm out of mayo and mate.

00:22:03.120 Um, it's like we're spirit kindred spirits, something like that.

00:22:08.060 You get me is what I mean to say.

00:22:09.700 Yes.

00:22:10.040 Um, all right, you can take it off from here.

00:22:12.340 And before I knew it, a matter of a month, I was buying sage to burn, stealing, stealing,

00:22:17.460 buying, I mean, from Walmart, that's fine.

00:22:20.880 Uh, buying incense, even sacrifices of my own blood at this altar that I built.

00:22:26.360 We, we had asked, like, I wonder what type of sacrifices of his own blood.

00:22:29.680 So this pagan shit, the pagan North stuff is, is a little more intense than I thought.

00:22:34.300 Um, I did feel some gifts that those false gods were really giving me.

00:22:39.460 Storms seem to make me feel stronger, especially thunderstorms.

00:22:42.800 The bigger, the better.

00:22:44.040 Interesting.

00:22:44.620 Interesting.

00:22:44.920 You know what I can say on that?

00:22:46.480 So, so there's an old story of like, um, of a really, um, iconic, like bank robbery that

00:22:54.240 took place back in LA, maybe in like the eighties or nineties.

00:22:57.800 And, and it was such a phenom that it gave rise to like the popularity in Hollywood of

00:23:04.520 like bank heist movies and shit like that.

00:23:06.840 And basically what happens is these guys, they get into a car chase with the police as

00:23:11.000 they're trying to escape after robbing the bank.

00:23:12.640 And, um, I think they go into a parking deck and there's just simply no way out.

00:23:17.860 This is a really big famous case.

00:23:19.460 I'm like forgetting all of it, but I was listening to one of the police officers might've been

00:23:23.720 actually an episode of the confessionals.

00:23:25.140 I was listening to one of the police officers who was like on that case back in the day.

00:23:29.760 Um, to make a long story short, what ends up happening is they get into a shootout with

00:23:34.700 these guys and they, number one, these guys kill multiple officers.

00:23:39.840 Number two, they eat a lot of lead, but seemingly keep kicking to the point where like, it was,

00:23:48.260 you know, horrifying to the police officers.

00:23:50.440 This guy's like, you know, recounting the experience and it basically sounds like, yeah, we shot

00:23:55.080 them a lot and they wouldn't go down.

00:23:56.920 They were incredibly aggressive, incredibly strong, and they kept coming forward and they

00:24:00.120 killed many police officers.

00:24:01.360 And in the end they finally were killed, but it took a lot more bullets than any normal

00:24:06.520 man would have ever, uh, you know, taken.

00:24:08.640 And so the narrative that the mainstream media runs with is more or less that these guys are

00:24:13.300 on like angel dust, like PCP, um, and which, you know, was very popular back in the eighties

00:24:19.460 and nineties.

00:24:20.360 And people were kind of comfortable with that, except for the toxicology reports come back

00:24:24.580 and they're not on PCP and the media doesn't really do a follow-up.

00:24:28.400 They just kind of leave it at that.

00:24:29.540 But the, the detectives are like, well, what the hell's going on?

00:24:33.020 The only thing that they found in the apartment of these dudes was an altar to Norse gods.

00:24:40.760 And to the extent that they were able to identify it as they thought they were berserkers, berserkers

00:24:48.820 were like a warrior class amongst the Vikings that would use psychedelic mushrooms and go

00:24:54.680 into this trance-like state where they became incredibly strong, um, and incredibly durable

00:25:00.100 and very aggressive.

00:25:01.540 Toplopsa.com, uh, Pervitin, the Pervitin shirt.

00:25:05.040 It's not just a Nazi reference, but this, the, the idea of the berserker, this is what that

00:25:10.180 army was on.

00:25:11.200 They were using Pervitin, which is like basic, it is methamphetamine.

00:25:15.060 I mean, I have, I wrote it down to intramuscular subcutane, subcutaneous, uh, Langxam intravenous,

00:25:23.420 uh, whatever.

00:25:24.440 It's, uh, it's like, oh, the right up there.

00:25:26.420 Methamphetamine.

00:25:27.100 You see right there.

00:25:28.240 Yeah, it is.

00:25:29.860 So not the first time, right.

00:25:31.360 And that's interesting too, because among the, um, I think it was, uh, um, Himmler, Himmler

00:25:40.960 was, was more concerned with going back to these like Aryan pagan roots, you know?

00:25:46.780 And so eventually at some point, um, there is this introduction of like Germanic tribes,

00:25:52.120 which is not really a far toss at all from like Norse Viking mythology.

00:25:56.720 It's very similar, uh, their belief systems are just pagans, you know, worshiping these,

00:26:01.320 these deities.

00:26:01.800 So a lot of overlap there between like Viking mythology and then like these Germanic tribes

00:26:06.640 and what they were worshiping.

00:26:08.300 Um, so that's interesting because there you have the exact same kind of, uh, situation,

00:26:14.500 whether it's methamphetamine, you know, Pervitin or alcohol and mushrooms, uh, shout out to

00:26:20.040 Mad Miller.

00:26:20.460 He says alcohol and mushrooms.

00:26:21.660 He also said that they, uh, were wearing body armor, right?

00:26:25.120 But it did go like above and beyond even what was capable for body armor.

00:26:28.960 It was like, how are these guys still going and how are they killing so many people?

00:26:31.880 Do you remember that video of the guy in Florida that was doing bath salts and he was just eating

00:26:36.220 that person?

00:26:37.280 Man, years ago.

00:26:37.980 Yeah.

00:26:38.100 I remember that years.

00:26:39.100 They shot, they shot the shit out of that guy and it took a lot to kill him.

00:26:42.640 I think it might've even been like a headshot to kill him, which is now kind of delving

00:26:46.760 into that idea.

00:26:47.640 The zone, I love zombies.

00:26:49.000 I love the idea of zombies.

00:26:50.540 Yeah, me too.

00:26:51.660 They just seem fun.

00:26:52.740 They seem funner than all the other potential ways.

00:26:54.960 Thank you.

00:26:55.220 That's perfectly fine.

00:26:55.960 Thank you.

00:26:56.380 It also wants me to drink now.

00:26:58.220 It doesn't just seem fun.

00:26:59.680 It seems, uh, like a reality almost.

00:27:03.620 I think so.

00:27:04.600 I think so.

00:27:05.220 It's one of the conspiracy theories that I think is most slept on.

00:27:08.540 I mean, we all think about zombies occasionally, but in the grand scheme of things where we've

00:27:13.980 been going through the ringer over the past few years, it's like, well, war, you know,

00:27:18.180 it was one of the big ones, world war three, um, some sort of a disease outbreak that was

00:27:22.780 manufactured in a lab somewhere, you know, there's aliens, obviously, right.

00:27:26.780 Is, is something that is really big right now, but like zombies just never gets to be

00:27:30.200 at the forefront.

00:27:30.800 And, um, it was, it was for a long time with like the walking dead, but yeah, the walking

00:27:35.700 dead.

00:27:36.080 And when they came out with, um, uh, zombie land and everything, like there was a big

00:27:40.120 period.

00:27:40.640 It was a craze, uh, American enough.

00:27:43.120 Was it a world war?

00:27:44.220 World war Z.

00:27:45.280 Yeah.

00:27:45.480 That's another zombie movie.

00:27:46.960 Um, the book is much better.

00:27:49.240 Yeah.

00:27:49.600 There was a big craze about it, but I'm really, I'm interested in like that.

00:27:52.800 Maybe we should review the, not just the mythology of it, but there's actual, actual science,

00:27:57.100 like fake science behind what it could possibly be.

00:28:00.040 Right.

00:28:00.340 Well, you have, um, the last of us, which is cordyceps, the idea that like, um, climate

00:28:05.300 change affects us in such a, uh, such a way that it becomes more hospitable for the flourishing

00:28:11.400 of cordyceps mushrooms, which do have the ability to take over their host that you see

00:28:16.200 it in like insects and things like that.

00:28:17.680 So that gives rise to this big, um, game, the last of us.

00:28:21.140 And then it turns into a show and that kind of did grip us a couple of years ago because

00:28:24.700 there's a lot of stuff that's like rooted in, um, sort of pseudo realistic, uh, science.

00:28:31.280 And so, yeah, I don't know if it would be mushrooms or not.

00:28:33.820 I just know it would be, it would be fun except for if it's like 28 days later, I don't like

00:28:39.120 the rage zombies.

00:28:40.540 Just looking up the 28 days.

00:28:42.260 I mean, this zombies is such a fascinating, um, culture, like subculture of conspiracy

00:28:48.740 that's not spoken about by conspiracy theorists a lot.

00:28:52.560 Maybe it was a while ago, but now, no.

00:28:55.020 And it also has its roots elsewhere, right?

00:28:56.880 Like we look at it through, um, science and, and disease, but the original zombies were

00:29:02.360 like voodoo slaves.

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00:29:30.820 Yep.

00:29:33.220 And so, um, I think that's interesting because you want to talk about Nephilim shit inside

00:29:37.780 of like the voodoo religions, right?

00:29:39.400 We often talk about that guy Papa Legba and everything with the top hat and how he needs

00:29:43.080 the sacrifice of like a newborn child in order to give you various things.

00:29:46.880 Um, it seems like a fallen kind of a character.

00:29:49.960 Um, that's just interesting because imagine we did get zombies, but we got like the, you know,

00:29:56.120 because when you look at back at Thriller, like Michael Jackson's Thriller, that was

00:29:58.960 like, that was the paranormal zombies.

00:30:01.320 We have moved the Overton zombie window to medical scientific zombies, but they used to

00:30:07.500 be paranormal.

00:30:08.340 Zombies were paranormal.

00:30:09.620 And, uh, I like my zombies more paranormal than I do scientific.

00:30:13.440 Yeah.

00:30:13.940 When it gets scientific, it gets creepy because it gets realistic.

00:30:17.040 Um, Wendy, I'm glad you're making friends.

00:30:19.420 She's going to be mailing her toenail clippings to K2 King.

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00:30:32.160 Um, all right.

00:30:32.980 I could tear relationships apart by burning candles, bring sickness with the incense and

00:30:38.240 sage, the blood sacrifice when burned, numb my senses, especially those of physical pain.

00:30:43.580 It was, this is what we're talking about.

00:30:45.120 I had a habit at that point of falling off things or having accidents in the woods without

00:30:49.420 feeling a thing.

00:30:50.340 That's crazy.

00:30:51.940 That is crazy.

00:30:52.700 Including the lack of physical pain.

00:30:54.780 All of those gifts somehow, uh, all those gifts, however, only seemed good to bring

00:30:59.460 destruction.

00:31:00.960 Hmm.

00:31:01.420 Uh, that should have been a clue.

00:31:03.400 Uh, then I came, then came the almighty intervention.

00:31:07.480 Yahweh's scared straight program.

00:31:09.780 Oh shit.

00:31:10.180 This is actually might be very interesting.

00:31:11.860 Let's see how this, how this plays out.

00:31:13.860 Yahweh's scared straight program.

00:31:14.800 I like that description.

00:31:15.840 That's cool.

00:31:16.740 Yeah.

00:31:17.220 Was it an episode of Nephilim Death Squad?

00:31:19.440 Um, they're like, I can't keep listening to these retards.

00:31:22.700 I might've thinned the veil too much.

00:31:25.460 Uh, the damage may have already been done since then.

00:31:29.660 Oh, he said, I may have thinned the veil too much.

00:31:32.280 However, the damage may already be done since then.

00:31:35.740 Every time I have a strange spiritual encounter, I feel almost an electric feeling throughout

00:31:40.380 my entire body, like tingling mixed with an out of place emotion.

00:31:45.120 I can tell the nature of the thing by the positive or negative nature of the emotional component.

00:31:49.980 How much of the tingling electric feeling I can feel tells me how strong this thing is.

00:31:56.240 That's interesting.

00:31:57.640 I wonder if that is, um, a sort of a sense that you can develop, right?

00:32:01.800 Where it's like, I was thinking about this the other day.

00:32:04.180 So I think we all can sense energy and that's pretty obvious, right?

00:32:07.620 But like, it's like, you know, that whole trope of when somebody has like ill will or just

00:32:13.100 off energy and you don't want to be around them.

00:32:15.060 You're like that person, I don't know what it is.

00:32:16.200 I just can't quite put my finger on it.

00:32:17.900 Well, that person is an outlier.

00:32:20.840 I think we're always sensing energy.

00:32:23.280 We just don't realize it because the vast majority of people don't display something out

00:32:28.820 of the norm.

00:32:30.200 And so it's like, uh, you know how a fish doesn't realize it's in water kind of a thing.

00:32:33.980 It's like, we don't realize that we're constantly getting input.

00:32:37.720 If that input is the same as just the usual input that we're getting, it's only when something

00:32:42.760 happens outside of it that we're like, that fucking guy is just off.

00:32:45.940 Get him away from me.

00:32:46.720 I don't like his energy.

00:32:47.940 Next thing you know, that guy ends up starting a fight with somebody or some shit like that.

00:32:51.160 I think that we're always doing that 24 seven.

00:32:55.060 We only notice it when it's something that doesn't fit the pattern.

00:32:58.720 I just wonder if you are doing something that puts you into contact with a different

00:33:03.100 spiritual aspect of reality.

00:33:05.180 If you adapt in some way, like I was talking to this guy, Risky, uh, Risky Ching, Chinsky,

00:33:14.060 I think his name is, uh, the guy with the thread.

00:33:16.660 Yeah, I like him.

00:33:17.940 He's pretty cool.

00:33:18.520 And he was talking about remote viewing and how essentially like it's real.

00:33:25.120 But I think his takeaway is that he, you're being fed information by essentially demonic

00:33:31.900 entities.

00:33:32.740 And that's how you're able to view these places and see these things.

00:33:35.740 And, and I wonder about that, but I also wonder if there is like room for adaptation

00:33:41.920 in the sense, like, let's say you start a practice and you start regularly trying to

00:33:46.060 remote view.

00:33:46.780 Can you develop that skillset at all and find something new?

00:33:51.480 Like this guy saying, um, how much a, of the tingling electric feeling I can feel tells

00:33:57.420 me how strong the thing is.

00:33:58.700 Right.

00:33:58.920 So it's, it's like an adaptation.

00:34:00.240 Now he's got a new skillset.

00:34:01.780 It's a tingling electric feeling.

00:34:03.120 And that tells him, um, how strong the entity is, or, or is that what he's saying?

00:34:10.180 Uh, emotional component, but, uh, when the veil is thin, okay.

00:34:16.100 When he has a strange encounter, the street, the tingling electric feeling will determine

00:34:19.840 how strong the spiritual encounter is.

00:34:22.500 Um, so I'm just wondering if you spend a lot of time there, do you just develop that skillset?

00:34:27.140 If you spend a lot of time remote viewing, do you become better at it all?

00:34:30.880 Or is it all familiar spirits conveying, um, energy to you in one way or another familiar

00:34:37.260 spirits allowing you to see a thing or view a thing, a place in time where you're not

00:34:42.660 inhabiting physically?

00:34:44.060 Um, is it a spiritual entity that is causing him to feel this tingling electric sensation

00:34:51.340 when he has a spiritual encounter or is it his own adaptation?

00:34:55.440 I don't know.

00:34:56.740 Right, right.

00:34:57.920 Well, that's for him to determine, I suppose.

00:35:00.680 Um, so he, uh, he, these are outstanding moments of this journey.

00:35:05.560 Now, uh, in 2020, he marries his wife, Nicole at the height of the cove, the hysteria, and

00:35:12.320 she had no idea that he had so many spiritual encounters.

00:35:16.060 And now she said, she had no idea.

00:35:20.360 I had so many spiritual encounters now that they almost seem normal.

00:35:24.800 We smelled cigarettes in the house and no one in our house smokes.

00:35:27.860 My grandfather used to though.

00:35:29.880 Um, I pray regularly.

00:35:31.440 And when God speaks, I listen.

00:35:33.900 So whenever I have encounters, I'm not afraid.

00:35:35.920 I know that God will never fail me.

00:35:38.360 I guess my point is that no matter what your experience, how afraid you are, truth in Jesus,

00:35:42.660 uh, truth in Jesus Christ, because he wins in the end.

00:35:46.960 Okay.

00:35:47.760 And that's the end of his story there.

00:35:49.680 So interesting, interesting, interesting.

00:35:51.940 Interesting follow-up, interesting follow-up.

00:35:55.620 I, I'm glad we, we got that, that last little bit of information because it does really pull

00:36:01.840 together a lot of his story.

00:36:04.480 Um, man, I think one of his questions, I don't know if it's a question, but it's something

00:36:09.560 for us to think, uh, he thinks he's too far gone.

00:36:13.380 No, I don't think so.

00:36:14.380 I don't think so.

00:36:15.980 Um, I don't think there's such a thing as too far gone.

00:36:19.840 That's not the impression that I get from the Bible.

00:36:21.740 At least it's, it doesn't seem like there is much of a thing except for, well, I don't

00:36:26.580 know.

00:36:26.700 I mean, there's the idea of blaspheming, right?

00:36:28.280 And if, if blaspheming is truly attributing to other entities, what is God's, right?

00:36:35.880 What is God's creation or anything like that?

00:36:38.100 Um, I don't know if that's, if that's truly an unforgivable thing, it seems to be the consensus

00:36:43.860 that it is, but, um, so much of the Bible is, you know, about not being too far gone and

00:36:52.160 that all you need to do is just find God and repent and the way to him is through Jesus

00:36:58.520 Christ.

00:36:58.880 So I, I wouldn't say that he's too far gone.

00:37:01.040 And if he was, then why are you experiencing moments of grace?

00:37:06.720 Right?

00:37:07.220 It's like he says, I guess my point is no matter what your experience or how afraid you are,

00:37:11.440 our trust in Jesus Christ, because he wins in the end.

00:37:14.380 Um, I don't think you even see that if you're too far gone.

00:37:17.720 Right.

00:37:18.720 Um, yeah, no, I'm not, I don't think he's too far gone.

00:37:22.060 I don't think that's possible, but I know that in that book, which maybe it is true.

00:37:26.580 Maybe it's not the, he came to set, he came to set the captives free.

00:37:30.520 That exorcism that the woman performed on, uh, the other lady who was steeped in the occult

00:37:36.620 and witchcraft, it was a lengthy exorcism and it took a little while for her to get

00:37:43.080 rid of all this lady's demons.

00:37:44.420 She explains it as doorways.

00:37:46.060 So it's almost like this lady had opened herself up to so many of these demons, knowingly

00:37:52.940 these entities that they were inhabiting her, inhabiting her all at once.

00:37:57.080 Right.

00:37:57.920 And, uh, that could be a little complicated, but you know, it just takes a while for you

00:38:02.860 that to come out and it's interesting though, that, that, that whole, where he shed some

00:38:08.500 light on that situation.

00:38:09.220 Cause I remember we did ask what he was sacrificing and he's talking about blood

00:38:13.200 sacrificing his own blood, right?

00:38:15.620 There it is.

00:38:16.240 Um, I was buying sage to burn, stealing, buying incense, even sacrifices of my own blood

00:38:22.940 at this altar that I'd built.

00:38:26.500 And, and then it's interesting too, cause he says, uh, I did feel some of those gifts

00:38:30.220 that those false gods were giving me, but then he goes on later on to say that he has

00:38:35.460 this realization.

00:38:37.120 He has access to these gifts, but all he can use them for is to destroy, which right

00:38:41.940 there, it's like, they can't create, right?

00:38:44.140 They can only invert or, uh, or pervert God's creation or his own laws.

00:38:51.120 Um, and so, yeah, it's like he gets this, this, uh, these powers and then he finds that

00:38:56.600 they actually serve no other use, but destroying things.

00:38:59.240 And then he uses them to destroy relationships between individuals and all that shit.

00:39:02.420 I mean, yeah, that sounds bad fruit, right?

00:39:05.560 Yep.

00:39:06.180 Yep.

00:39:07.440 Bad fruit, bad harvest.

00:39:08.840 All right, let's, uh, let's move on to the next one.

00:39:11.420 This one we received, I don't know if I'm going to read dates.

00:39:14.880 Yeah, this is Moses.

00:39:16.180 So, uh, I'll start here.

00:39:17.840 I'll read the first bit.

00:39:19.180 Sure.

00:39:19.400 My name is Moses.

00:39:20.980 Hi Moses.

00:39:21.780 I'm an avid listener.

00:39:23.240 I was one of those guys who had you as my number one podcast for my Spotify wrapped.

00:39:27.320 But this story, thank you.

00:39:29.220 Thank you very much for that.

00:39:30.200 Shout out Moses.

00:39:30.440 Thank you, brother.

00:39:31.540 Yeah, I'm glad you guys are listening or watching on Spotify.

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00:40:04.040 This story is from when I was in grade school.

00:40:06.720 I forget the exact year.

00:40:08.400 Me and my friends always went to Myers Mohawks basketball camp in the summer.

00:40:13.480 And one night, my friend Jason slept over.

00:40:16.160 We stayed up late playing NBA Street, banger game, and Jason fell asleep.

00:40:20.840 I was still playing the game when all of a sudden my door, which was a sliding door,

00:40:25.780 started shaking and my window started moving up and down.

00:40:29.660 There was an ominous energy in the room.

00:40:32.120 I didn't freeze with fear.

00:40:34.340 Instead, I launched myself on Jason and punched him.

00:40:37.540 What the fuck?

00:40:39.160 It's crazy, dude.

00:40:40.780 He woke up and said, what the fuck, but then had the same experience as me.

00:40:44.600 When I mustered up the courage to leave the bed and get out, my mom, to get out to,

00:40:50.900 to go get my mom, it stopped.

00:40:54.500 The next day at basketball camp, I was wandering the court aimlessly during a scrimmage,

00:40:58.760 and one of my coaches asked what was wrong, and I told him about the ghost.

00:41:02.980 He was cool about it and just let me go sit on the bleachers.

00:41:06.400 He's like, I don't know what to tell you.

00:41:07.660 Go have a seat.

00:41:08.480 Go have a seat.

00:41:08.880 He's like, this kid's haunted.

00:41:09.940 Just get out.

00:41:10.300 This sounds like this episode that I was listening to the confessionals yesterday.

00:41:14.780 There was one that I missed, and it was, I think, a woman talking about a winged demonic

00:41:19.300 encounter or a demon with wings.

00:41:23.060 She just talks about how she's having this experience as a child, and it haunts her up

00:41:28.360 until the moment where she gets her mom or somebody involved, and then there's just nothing

00:41:32.440 there, and it doesn't happen anymore.

00:41:34.100 She said her mom would also hear the noises, but she'd come in to investigate when her daughter

00:41:38.160 started crying, and then it's just nothing.

00:41:40.540 Nothing.

00:41:41.000 They're hearing things like leave the attic, and when she goes and investigates, there's

00:41:45.320 nothing in the attic.

00:41:46.320 It also reminds me of my grandmother who was abducted all throughout her childhood.

00:41:51.600 I don't know if it perpetuated into adulthood, but I know that one of the things that would

00:41:56.940 happen to her most often, she'd be laying in bed, and she would complain about either

00:42:04.280 one of two things, a bright white light.

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00:43:36.960 Appearing in her window, and then as soon as she would scream, and her mother would come running in,

00:43:41.960 as right before she grabbed the door, the light would disappear.

00:43:44.740 Same thing with a big white owl.

00:43:46.480 A big white owl would appear in her window, and she would scream, and her mother would

00:43:50.860 come running, and by the time she got to the door, the owl would vanish.

00:43:54.640 And it's like, man, I think what's so effective about that technique is the sense of desperation

00:44:02.600 and isolation that it creates in a child.

00:44:06.060 Nobody can help you.

00:44:07.600 Nobody sees this thing.

00:44:08.860 You're entirely alone in this experience, and it stops only temporarily, but it can never

00:44:15.360 be addressed.

00:44:15.980 And so you never know.

00:44:17.020 It's always the looming, impending doom of it returning again.

00:44:21.140 And the feeling of helplessness.

00:44:23.680 Really, really great at pulling that off.

00:44:26.560 Well, you know, that's the idea of that old, like the monster's intro, right?

00:44:31.800 Where the monster's in the closet, and the kid is kind of...

00:44:35.520 The parents will never know, because the kid can't express it.

00:44:38.420 But it's also because the kid is closer to the veil.

00:44:40.940 You know, they just came out of the veil.

00:44:42.880 The veil being the meaty curtains of their mother's vagina.

00:44:48.600 That's...

00:44:49.040 I suppose that's the veil.

00:44:50.340 Yeah, right?

00:44:51.740 Yeah, they're pretty close to it.

00:44:53.120 So they...

00:44:53.600 I think that kids are, you know, special in that sort of a way.

00:45:00.320 Yeah, I agree.

00:45:00.760 Yeah.

00:45:01.620 It's just, what do you do when your kid tells you?

00:45:05.140 We do have to stop here.

00:45:06.560 We're at the 41 minute mark, and we still got this stream going everywhere.

00:45:09.120 I think it's probably time to break a bunch of hearts, guys.

00:45:12.920 If you are watching...

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00:45:55.420 All right.

00:45:55.700 We'll see you later.

00:45:56.620 Bye-bye.

00:45:57.580 Okay.

00:45:58.040 And it will continue for everybody else.

00:45:59.780 Here we go.

00:46:02.120 Side note.

00:46:03.600 We had the...

00:46:04.360 Oh, no, no.

00:46:04.660 Many years later, as adults, my cousin came, and all other friends.

00:46:10.840 But my cousin and all other friends who were at the camp teased me about it.

00:46:14.320 I told them to fuck off, and then I'd call Jason right now to corroborate the story.

00:46:18.920 I called him, and right after saying hi, I said, remember that night?

00:46:23.720 And he finished my sentence with the ghost.

00:46:26.660 My cousin laughed in disbelief, and all my other friends were like, no way.

00:46:30.640 We may have been smoking weed at the time of this phone call.

00:46:35.360 Okay.

00:46:35.540 Hey, at least it's not Spice, dude.

00:46:37.880 I know.

00:46:38.240 Well, thank God.

00:46:38.700 It's a nice vacation from the Spice.

00:46:41.340 Yeah.

00:46:42.180 Side note.

00:46:43.240 My room had a big walk in the closet that I still have dreams about.

00:46:47.660 What does that mean?

00:46:48.900 A big walk?

00:46:49.940 Oh, a big walk in the closet.

00:46:51.440 Oh, a big walk in the closet.

00:46:52.300 Right.

00:46:53.060 That I still have dreams about to this day.

00:46:55.340 Also has a basement with a back room I still dream about.

00:46:59.240 My father was a capo.

00:47:01.100 Oh, I don't know what that means.

00:47:04.560 I've heard the term before.

00:47:06.980 Italian mod boss?

00:47:08.760 Yeah.

00:47:09.380 Define capo.

00:47:11.980 Capo, a clamp fastened across all the strings.

00:47:14.860 No, no, no, no, no, no.

00:47:15.540 What does capo mean in slang?

00:47:17.240 In mafia.

00:47:17.720 A slang term for chief or head.

00:47:19.820 So, yeah, it's a mafia person.

00:47:21.300 Somebody like a management.

00:47:23.700 A captain.

00:47:24.780 Yeah.

00:47:26.020 Yeah, like management dude, a high-ranking member in the organization who oversees a

00:47:30.360 crew of soldiers.

00:47:31.940 Oh, okay.

00:47:32.800 So, your dad's a, he's a made man.

00:47:35.220 Hey.

00:47:36.080 There you go.

00:47:36.880 Bada bing.

00:47:37.420 Bada bing.

00:47:38.300 Okay.

00:47:38.820 There it is.

00:47:40.080 It makes me wonder if he ever bought any negative energy home with him or if there's

00:47:43.740 skeletons under the cement in that house's basement.

00:47:46.560 Almost certain.

00:47:47.520 I don't know what your dad was into, but yeah, I don't know.

00:47:50.260 I don't know about the skeletons under the cement, but certainly the bad,

00:47:54.200 um, energy.

00:47:56.560 Yeah.

00:47:57.560 For sure.

00:47:58.460 Sure.

00:47:58.700 Bringing some bad energy.

00:47:59.860 Um, anyway, to make a long story short, me and Jason both struggled with alcohol and

00:48:05.040 drugs throughout our lives, uh, which I don't choke up to this night.

00:48:09.600 I just think I had problems after my dad died.

00:48:12.360 Sorry about that.

00:48:13.980 Was it mafia related?

00:48:15.180 Don't answer that.

00:48:16.240 I was smart and good at sports.

00:48:18.180 However, my dad, however, after my dad died, I started fighting with all kinds of

00:48:23.960 people and punks, skins, jocks, bullies, mostly older kids.

00:48:28.860 I tell a joke that bullying never worked on me because I could fight.

00:48:32.780 So I just stayed weird.

00:48:36.580 Uh, I caught the eye of the ends because they respect violence.

00:48:40.620 That's true.

00:48:41.940 All right.

00:48:42.380 So now we're, we're moving into the, uh, truth part of the, no, yes, yes, yes.

00:48:48.300 Uh, all right.

00:48:48.840 So eventually decided to play their game with them.

00:48:52.140 There's a huge detail that I'm going to admit for reasons that it's a whole other long story.

00:48:58.080 So there are a few relevant stories I'm going to admit to protect innocent and guilty.

00:49:02.400 What are we about to hear?

00:49:03.840 Right.

00:49:04.300 What's going on here, man?

00:49:05.520 Space.

00:49:06.920 Had a period of success when I got kicked out of public school and went to Catholic school

00:49:11.140 where I excelled at sports and academics, went away to a prestigious college and even

00:49:16.040 did ROTC for my first year, but without God, it's one of my favorite shows, a great show

00:49:21.240 without God in my life.

00:49:22.700 I fell into alcohol and drugs and had, uh, ups and downs, but could never quite get right.

00:49:29.680 Became a higher level dealer, got caught up, did some time, but also some rehab programs

00:49:36.080 to shave off time.

00:49:37.840 I was clean for a brief period in my early twenties, but started back on my scumbag shit.

00:49:42.900 Then at 27, caught a case and did four years upstate for a gun charge.

00:49:46.600 This guy is a gangster.

00:49:48.660 Yeah, I know.

00:49:49.560 Let's not make fun of him too much.

00:49:50.960 He might kill us.

00:49:51.560 Hey, so far though, um, what's better?

00:49:54.600 Are we having like ex-felons as fans or, uh, or, or spice boys as fans?

00:49:58.940 I prefer the spice boys.

00:50:00.080 I can't make an ex-felons t-shirt.

00:50:02.280 We have spice boy already.

00:50:04.700 You can make an ex-felons t-shirt.

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00:50:32.120 Yeah, ex-felons.

00:50:35.500 But I mean, I think spice boys is, uh, way better branding.

00:50:39.460 Yeah.

00:50:39.940 It's like, what am I going to tell my mom?

00:50:41.600 A bunch of criminals listen to this shit?

00:50:43.320 Whatever.

00:50:43.780 Well, I mean, the truth?

00:50:46.260 The truth, I guess.

00:50:46.880 Yeah.

00:50:47.020 They're all criminals in some form or fashion.

00:50:48.540 Anyway, back to Moses, our favorite criminal.

00:50:50.440 So, um, in that time period, I got back close to my Catholic faith.

00:50:55.560 This is in that time in prison.

00:50:57.280 Oh, in that time in prison.

00:50:58.880 I'm sorry.

00:50:59.220 Do you want to read?

00:50:59.840 I don't know.

00:51:00.200 I'm like fucking this up.

00:51:01.700 It's fine.

00:51:02.120 I mean, if you want me to read, I'll read.

00:51:03.660 I'll finish it because the story's almost done.

00:51:05.920 Uh, he got back to his Catholic faith, born and raised a Maronite Catholic.

00:51:10.060 I don't know what that means.

00:51:11.560 Hmm.

00:51:12.780 Maronite Catholic.

00:51:13.640 I'm sure.

00:51:14.160 That's interesting though, because a lot of the mob was Catholic.

00:51:16.960 Right.

00:51:17.520 Catholicism was like a big thing in, in, um, in, in the mob.

00:51:21.220 I wonder if there's any kind of weird symbology.

00:51:23.480 Well, it's my understanding that a lot of it was like the way you repent in Catholicism

00:51:32.220 was like more conducive to the lifestyle, you know, so they could do certain things and

00:51:36.880 then they can kind of just, I don't know, say some Hail Mary.

00:51:39.600 I don't know how it works, but I remember learning something like that recently.

00:51:42.360 Might've been on this show.

00:51:43.160 I don't, I don't even know where I hear things anymore because I, so they, they base their,

00:51:47.520 uh, the emphasis of the Maronite churches on Syriac monistic roots and the teaching

00:51:53.380 of St. Maron.

00:51:54.660 That's the saints that they follow.

00:51:57.200 Yeah.

00:51:57.560 They, but it's like, it seems like regular Catholicism there underneath.

00:52:00.520 They, they follow the Pope and the Roman Catholic church.

00:52:03.540 So.

00:52:04.880 Oh, shout out to, uh, Yannette Ailman, who also just got doxed on a, on a live show.

00:52:10.740 It says first live is a new sub.

00:52:12.720 Welcome Yannette.

00:52:13.880 Uh, very happy to have you.

00:52:15.240 Thank you so much.

00:52:15.840 A lot more girls than I expected.

00:52:16.820 I was actually talking to my wife about, uh, uh, the laser machine I'm going to get.

00:52:21.660 And I'm like something cool that we can make for the fans.

00:52:24.040 And I'm like, there's actually more girls than I thought listening to this shit.

00:52:27.020 And she was like, what are they looking fucking listening to my, and I was like, no, but this

00:52:30.300 is a show for girls, not a show for girls.

00:52:32.980 Actually, if you're a girl, get the fuck out by boys and spice girls.

00:52:36.660 Yeah.

00:52:37.280 Everyone's well, no, but, uh, like laser cutting, um, NDS logos or something like that.

00:52:42.440 But as like, like little earrings or something like that, I think I'd be able to do that for

00:52:45.700 patron members at a, well, whatever we'll figure it out.

00:52:48.860 I think that's kind of cool if you're a girl and you like that, let us know.

00:52:52.540 That might be a total chick show.

00:52:55.120 Now let's watch these death videos.

00:52:58.100 Okay.

00:53:01.080 All right.

00:53:01.660 Um, where are we at?

00:53:03.260 The Maron, the Maronite church.

00:53:05.100 I think you're at a, we are a little Jewy.

00:53:07.180 Uh, we are a little Jewy with our race religion overlap.

00:53:10.000 I did notice.

00:53:10.720 I didn't want to say it cause this guy's a gangster.

00:53:12.280 I got out in 2022 and I've been doing great.

00:53:15.760 I'm a BJJ blue belt.

00:53:17.140 Hell yeah.

00:53:17.980 Train Muay Thai and MMA as well.

00:53:19.940 Very dangerous retard.

00:53:21.480 Yes.

00:53:22.100 Legitimate, dangerous retard.

00:53:23.820 Legitimately like probably the most dangerous retard.

00:53:26.340 Yep.

00:53:26.720 Yep.

00:53:27.520 We might have to not let him be a dangerous retard because he'll like end up.

00:53:31.160 Oh, he'll actually commit a crime and then he'll be like, but I'm a dangerous retard.

00:53:34.460 Yana.

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00:53:41.220 Ooh, that's right.

00:53:41.880 My NDS holster should be here really good.

00:53:44.000 What are we doing, dude?

00:53:45.120 Guys, by the way, we are going to sell, um, I don't know about engraved guns, Wendy, but

00:53:49.540 we're going to sell NDS holsters.

00:53:52.200 Uh, so top already got his, I'm waiting on mine to arrive.

00:53:55.180 And then I guess we're just going to steam roll forward with sending, uh, or with selling

00:53:59.400 holsters for your conceal and carry.

00:54:01.140 Yeah, no, no.

00:54:01.880 And, uh, Jenny, it's not a cricket.

00:54:03.780 What I'm talking about the laser machine.

00:54:05.100 It's like a X tool P two S it's like an actual, it's a real laser machine.

00:54:10.720 It cuts everything.

00:54:11.760 It's going to be fucking dope.

00:54:13.000 I can't wait to cut stuff with it.

00:54:14.080 I'm going to put my hand on there.

00:54:15.380 Okay.

00:54:16.340 Yeah.

00:54:16.660 It's like, just cut my, cut everybody's like, where's the swords?

00:54:19.800 We need swords.

00:54:20.940 Great swords.

00:54:21.780 I know guys, it turned out to be really difficult and I still haven't even touched base with

00:54:25.800 the guy.

00:54:26.820 Turns out, uh, getting swords manufactured isn't easy.

00:54:30.660 Who'd have thunk it?

00:54:31.240 I thought for sure it'd be a breeze.

00:54:32.440 You get some metal, you shape it like a sword, you send it out.

00:54:34.840 It's not that easy, I guess.

00:54:36.780 All right.

00:54:37.040 I run the, I run the plant care health department of a multimillion dollar landscaping company.

00:54:42.180 Hell yeah.

00:54:43.200 I have been blessed with a beautiful girlfriend, but I now know it's all thanks to Jesus.

00:54:49.060 Without our Lord and our God, I'm a worthless sinner.

00:54:52.500 I'm ripe for the taking of these demonic spirits.

00:54:54.720 If I don't fill myself with God, it's a blessing because people who've never suffered negatively

00:55:00.040 for being away from God may never find his love.

00:55:03.520 And that's really the worst outcome.

00:55:05.280 It is, right?

00:55:05.920 I think that's why they say Jesus loves a sinner.

00:55:08.380 And it's a, an interesting idea of, uh, what he said here where he's filling himself.

00:55:14.020 He's constantly having to fill himself with God.

00:55:17.760 Yeah.

00:55:17.960 I think there's some logistical shit to that.

00:55:21.040 It's like, we do have a void within us.

00:55:23.520 If you don't fill it with the Holy Spirit, it will be filled with other spirits.

00:55:28.600 Yeah.

00:55:29.140 But I wonder if his, his hole is a little bit deeper and more moist because he's a, he's

00:55:36.700 like done, you know, like when you've, when you've been through it, that hole requires

00:55:40.720 more of God to fill it.

00:55:42.140 And so that way there's a lot of people I've seen in the church that are like really, really

00:55:46.700 into it.

00:55:47.120 And I look at them and every time I see those people, I'm like, you did something bad.

00:55:51.040 Like I can, you didn't, but it's, it's fun to watch their relationship with it.

00:55:56.200 It almost like, it's almost like a, a desperate relationship with God.

00:55:59.860 And that's, that might not be the right word to describe it.

00:56:03.360 No, but I think it's like, you know, so within Christianity, there's a lot of dissuasion

00:56:11.340 about exploring some of these more occult ideas, anything like that.

00:56:15.220 And I think like, you know, for, for good reason, you shouldn't be a practice, you shouldn't

00:56:19.060 be practicing any of these occult, you know, principles, um, or, you know, alchemy or anything

00:56:23.800 like that.

00:56:24.160 But I do think that it's important to look into these things.

00:56:26.940 And, and so what I found was seeing the other side, like seeing negative demonic entities

00:56:33.680 and seeing, um, just all of the bad fruit that that sort of interest bears is what led me

00:56:41.820 over to God.

00:56:42.480 You know what I mean?

00:56:42.880 So it's like, if you're not living a life where you're going to be exposed to these things,

00:56:46.520 and we all are, but obviously what you do in life determines the degree to which these

00:56:51.740 things interact with you and expose themselves to you.

00:56:54.580 Um, that can be the breaking point that can push you right over to God.

00:56:57.060 So yeah, if you're living like a very safe life, maybe you, maybe you don't feel that pull

00:57:02.680 as much, whereas if you're living a dangerous and dark life and you can have those moments

00:57:08.160 of clarity, they can slingshot you back over to Jesus.

00:57:11.740 It's, that's for sure.

00:57:12.740 True.

00:57:12.980 It's just, you know, one of those things where I guess you got to go through it to learn,

00:57:16.940 right?

00:57:17.740 Um, yeah.

00:57:18.160 I also wanted to say, they're talking about knives in the chat.

00:57:20.440 We do have this one.

00:57:21.400 We have to figure out, I've got to give this away somehow.

00:57:24.580 And I haven't figured out.

00:57:25.800 So it's like a NDS.

00:57:27.540 Oh my God.

00:57:28.120 I have to send out mine still.

00:57:30.080 Yeah.

00:57:30.520 Um, it's a bench made.

00:57:31.520 Really nice.

00:57:32.660 Thank you, Matt Reif.

00:57:34.080 But this is for, I don't know how I'm going to, maybe I'll auction it or something like

00:57:37.100 that.

00:57:37.600 Uh, if we do do nice, cause Matt Miller's over here, he's talking about, he has a mill and

00:57:41.840 he can make daggers.

00:57:42.660 I would love a NDS spear tip dagger, you know, like a double edge blade.

00:57:46.600 Uh, that would be super cool.

00:57:49.100 Okay.

00:57:49.700 Let's keep, let's keep reading.

00:57:50.940 Let's continue.

00:57:52.640 Um, here we are.

00:57:54.560 I'd like to end this story with an excerpt from a book, uh, St.

00:58:00.020 Charbel, mystic of the East.

00:58:02.340 St.

00:58:02.780 Charbel is a Lebanese Maronite saint who lived as a monk.

00:58:06.020 It's a big thing in Lebanese Catholicism, uh, Catholicism and Christianity.

00:58:10.540 He had only the will to be free, uh, to be the slave of Christ for freedom lies in the

00:58:16.680 ability to see reality as it is, to see the truth and relative importance of things as

00:58:22.100 they are and to make choices based on this true vision of a man's choices of a man's

00:58:28.660 choices depend on his passions or on propaganda or on current conventions.

00:58:33.560 They are not free choices.

00:58:36.360 It's not the mere existence of choice that makes man free, but the determination to choose

00:58:41.880 what conforms, what conforms to the truth.

00:58:45.900 This secret St.

00:58:47.280 Charbel, this is, uh, this secret St.

00:58:49.300 Charbel knew quote within quote is done to highlight the important part summary he wrote.

00:58:54.740 Okay.

00:58:55.100 Uh, love your show.

00:58:55.760 Keep up the great work.

00:58:57.140 Yeah.

00:58:57.420 Thank you, Moses.

00:58:58.780 Yeah.

00:58:59.960 Powerful, powerful Moses.

00:59:02.480 Um, yeah.

00:59:02.900 But this, this quote here, it could seem a little bit deterministic, but I sort of agree in

00:59:08.620 a way like we are free to do whatever we want, but there is a, there is like most of

00:59:17.380 the time it's not like, I don't know if you asked me a question, like, like you asked me

00:59:21.940 a question and then I'm free to do answer anyway.

00:59:24.660 But like one of the answers I can do is take that knife and stick it in my head.

00:59:27.480 And it was like, that's not really a deterministic answer of what, like I can answer four or five

00:59:32.720 different ways.

00:59:33.260 Sometimes more, there is a way to choose.

00:59:35.280 It's just constantly choosing.

00:59:36.760 Like here are seven different ways.

00:59:38.680 Pick one.

00:59:39.760 Yeah.

00:59:39.860 And that's the way you're going to, you know, you woke up in the morning, your kids jumping

00:59:42.340 on the bed.

00:59:43.040 Here's five ways you can respond right now.

00:59:45.620 Pick one.

00:59:46.200 And one of them is glowing.

00:59:47.660 Yeah.

00:59:48.000 One of them is like, yell at those kids.

00:59:49.700 And that's probably not the right response.

00:59:52.520 Hmm.

00:59:53.720 Yeah.

00:59:53.940 I gotta, I gotta not do that.

00:59:55.180 This was, um, well, thank you, Moses.

00:59:57.320 I really appreciate the submission.

00:59:59.260 Very interesting stuff.

01:00:01.280 Um, I had no idea that there was a, uh, a Saint Charbel who's a Lebanese Maronite Saint.

01:00:10.280 That's interesting.

01:00:11.580 Catholicism just seemingly has no end to the amount of saints.

01:00:14.640 No.

01:00:15.620 How many saints are there?

01:00:16.560 Yeah.

01:00:16.660 They just keep making new ones.

01:00:17.780 I mean, they're.

01:00:18.360 They just make a saint all the time.

01:00:19.880 They're making, they make saints in, uh, like Orthodoxy, right?

01:00:23.680 Christian Orthodoxy right now?

01:00:24.760 I don't know.

01:00:25.200 I'm so retarded.

01:00:25.840 I don't know.

01:00:26.580 Are they saints or are they, uh, some other shit?

01:00:30.400 Oh, they call them father something, whatever.

01:00:32.920 I don't know.

01:00:34.140 There's a, but yeah, what is a saint?

01:00:35.400 But somebody who is like rose up to a certain point of this, this religion, I guess.

01:00:40.740 Right.

01:00:40.860 It's just a title.

01:00:42.700 Um, do you want to, we'll do one more cause we're at an hour mark.

01:00:46.920 So, uh, you want to read Joshua?

01:00:49.540 Well, there's one down here.

01:00:50.780 Joshua.

01:00:51.400 Where's Joshua?

01:00:52.300 12, 6.

01:00:53.620 12, 6.

01:00:54.920 Joshua.

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01:01:24.900 Do that?

01:01:27.340 That's weird.

01:01:28.100 Why does this sound familiar?

01:01:29.500 I guess it's not.

01:01:30.160 Okay, fine.

01:01:30.660 Yeah, we can do that.

01:01:31.400 Joshua, that works out.

01:01:32.240 Um, okay.

01:01:35.240 It starts off with, it didn't even bother to tell us who he is.

01:01:38.140 Unbelievable.

01:01:38.640 No, no high top and rate.

01:01:40.120 We may have doxxed him too, but whatever.

01:01:42.300 That's fine.

01:01:42.860 Joshua.

01:01:43.200 Um, did not start off with a disclaimer that says, please use my name.

01:01:48.120 He says, I don't know a better way to describe this than my entire life has been a linear

01:01:52.980 season.

01:01:55.060 Sure, there were side characters and filler episodes along the way, but everything else

01:01:59.720 is completely and entirely connected.

01:02:02.220 Dude, I'm not gonna lie.

01:02:03.340 I feel like that all of the time about my entire life.

01:02:07.020 It feels like one big railroad to a certain point.

01:02:09.900 Um, I was highly intelligent, but ADD child.

01:02:15.140 Same.

01:02:16.060 Uh, well, I actually don't know if I can claim the first part, but definitely the second part.

01:02:19.500 Uh, I learned fast in school almost instantly.

01:02:21.720 I would get bored within five minutes and be able to answer any question on the topic because

01:02:25.900 I was peripherally paying attention and already understood the framework.

01:02:29.760 Uh, only a few teachers ever understood this.

01:02:32.240 So I was usually barred from occupying myself with things like reading ahead.

01:02:36.260 Hmm.

01:02:36.480 Um, they wanted my eyes forward and staring at the board.

01:02:40.300 That's like the worst shit in the world.

01:02:42.180 The worst shit in the world.

01:02:43.300 That's like trapping you in a little mental prison because they said so.

01:02:47.440 Um, where'd that go?

01:02:49.480 Okay.

01:02:49.820 So, um, this led me to daydreaming a lot.

01:02:55.520 Somewhere around third grade, I realized that some of my daydreams came true and would elicit

01:03:00.260 a feeling of deja vu.

01:03:01.400 As a child, I was mostly just curious about this.

01:03:05.960 Uh, everyone told me I have an active imagination.

01:03:09.680 I started playing, I started paying deep attention to my dreams and realized I could tell the difference

01:03:14.720 between ones I had come up with and ones that just came to me.

01:03:17.720 Oh, that's interesting, man.

01:03:19.720 Talk about, um, being aware in third grade.

01:03:24.780 He realized that there is a discernible difference between the things that he's thinking and the

01:03:30.640 things that are coming to him.

01:03:32.300 And I mean, that's something that we're, we're talking about.

01:03:35.380 Right, right, right.

01:03:36.560 I mean, I think I have a good, you know, I think I can tell now, but I could not claim

01:03:41.220 that at third grade at all.

01:03:43.060 Um, not even a little bit.

01:03:45.320 So, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom.

01:03:47.120 I started paying deep attention to my daydreams, realized I could tell the difference between

01:03:50.040 the ones that I had come up with and the ones that just came to me.

01:03:52.900 When the ones that would just come to me popped up, I made sure to memorize them really

01:03:57.820 well.

01:03:58.640 My theory was correct.

01:03:59.720 I was seeing small seconds of the future.

01:04:02.560 What the?

01:04:04.460 What the?

01:04:05.840 I gotta get that drop.

01:04:06.860 That's a great drop.

01:04:07.900 Yeah, that is a great drop.

01:04:08.720 Um, okay, he goes, this experimentation took until around seventh grade.

01:04:14.640 I began making prediction to my parents.

01:04:17.460 Uh, man, what it was, I began prophesying to my parents.

01:04:20.940 Um, my brother is going on a trip and fall.

01:04:25.860 He's going to trip.

01:04:26.720 Oh, he's going to trip and fall as soon as he makes it to the pavement.

01:04:29.800 Quote, that's what was in quotes.

01:04:31.160 Uh, and he does.

01:04:32.580 I try to talk to people about it, but no one will entertain it.

01:04:35.680 Um, even when I bought it up the times, uh, I called, even when I bought up the times

01:04:40.040 that I called something out, oftentimes to that person, uh, I guess they're still not

01:04:45.040 entertaining it.

01:04:45.580 He says, it's like their brains broke when I bought it up.

01:04:49.460 Hmm.

01:04:51.560 That's interesting.

01:04:52.240 I kind of find the same thing will happen if you bring up like your dreams to a person.

01:04:55.900 You just watch them go like, like it just doesn't compute for whatever reason.

01:05:00.600 Um, now consider the fact that my parents were, you know, it's funny.

01:05:05.200 What's that?

01:05:05.620 I, I said that to, uh, Jose, Jose Gallison.

01:05:09.860 I, you know, he's a friend, but I, I had, uh, I don't know if you call it prophesied,

01:05:15.520 but I'm like, this is what I'm going to be doing by next year.

01:05:18.700 This is what I'm going to do with this or that.

01:05:22.440 And I kind of said, I'm like, I'm speaking it.

01:05:25.720 I'm just speaking it into it.

01:05:26.980 And it's going to happen.

01:05:27.820 I'm like, I guess Matt, like not new agey shit, but I'm like, I find that when you do

01:05:32.000 that and he's like, Oh, what you tell your friends and then you have to work really hard

01:05:34.700 to get it done.

01:05:35.320 And I'm like, no, that's just what is going to happen.

01:05:39.280 I just, I don't know why.

01:05:40.560 And one of the things was like the move to Florida, um, the expansion of, yeah, I was

01:05:46.020 like, I'm moving.

01:05:47.120 I am going to get out.

01:05:48.280 And I was in New York in my house, uh, expansion of top lobster, which was nothing at the time.

01:05:54.160 Things like that.

01:05:55.020 And I was like, well, here we are a couple of years later.

01:05:58.320 Have you ever brought that up to him?

01:05:59.980 No, what's the point?

01:06:01.060 It's again, just to rub it in his face.

01:06:03.000 But I get that look, the same look that he's talking about here.

01:06:05.540 You get that back.

01:06:06.460 Uh, it's like a, like a blank stare.

01:06:08.920 And then be like, anyway, bro, Terrence Yiki or something, you know, like the Oklahoma

01:06:13.900 city, but I, I, I've done the same thing.

01:06:16.240 Um, and I can't say necessarily that I never had that conversation.

01:06:22.080 Like I'm speaking this shit into existence, which by the way is like prophesying and it

01:06:26.500 is like speech is spiritual warfare, right?

01:06:29.380 Yeah.

01:06:29.680 We learned that from Ed Mabry.

01:06:31.480 And so all these new age concepts of like manifestation and shit, it's like, that's called

01:06:35.820 fucking prayer and speaking and prophesying.

01:06:39.220 You know what I mean?

01:06:39.700 But we just do that.

01:06:40.820 Can you say, can you practice saying brought in the mirror?

01:06:42.900 No, um, I can practice saying brought in the mirror, but I cannot tell you that that

01:06:47.100 will be able to teach me when it is appropriate to, to use bought and when it is appropriate

01:06:51.600 to use brought.

01:06:53.380 I don't really care.

01:06:54.860 You know what I mean?

01:06:55.680 And I'm going to spell it wrong too.

01:06:57.820 So there you go.

01:06:59.040 Um, but we do that often, right?

01:07:02.360 We talk about that with simulation theory where it's like, we're rehashing old spiritual

01:07:06.560 concepts that were probably pretty well defined already, but we go, Oh, is this fucking

01:07:11.840 simulation theory or, Oh, this is manifestation.

01:07:15.120 It's the law of attraction.

01:07:16.400 It's called prayer and prophesying.

01:07:18.400 You're engaging in spiritual warfare.

01:07:20.100 You're stating things and they're coming to pass because you are, uh, you know, a spiritual

01:07:25.220 being.

01:07:25.820 And so, um, I've always, always, always done that.

01:07:30.080 And I've done that with weird.

01:07:31.440 It seems weird for me to be like, yeah, I just prophesied.

01:07:33.780 That's why I'd rather be like, Hey dog, I just prophesied right in your motherfucking face,

01:07:37.620 right in your face.

01:07:38.200 Look at you looking stupid.

01:07:39.120 And then I did it.

01:07:40.680 It just takes a while.

01:07:41.940 Whatever happened.

01:07:42.680 I said it, it exists in the spiritual realm.

01:07:44.540 Now just give it some time.

01:07:45.780 It'll exist in the physical realm.

01:07:47.080 No, literally in the timeframe I said, I mean, you can go back to some old tab.

01:07:50.340 It was called tower power hour.

01:07:51.940 You can go back with like cover deal on it.

01:07:53.940 And this is what I said.

01:07:55.060 And then boom, we're like, well, here we are.

01:07:57.580 And I think there is something to this.

01:07:58.820 Like, this is very nice.

01:07:59.880 Um, that is very nice.

01:08:03.520 So I'm looking at my notebook here.

01:08:05.440 There's a little scribble on, on the top of the page.

01:08:08.400 It's the first page and it says, this is your year, my love.

01:08:12.400 This is from my wife.

01:08:13.340 She wrote this in this notebook when I first got it.

01:08:15.280 And she wrote this on January 1st, 2024.

01:08:18.680 Isn't that interesting?

01:08:20.200 Um, and here we are one day from the one year anniversary of her writing that.

01:08:25.960 And, um, it certainly was in a year.

01:08:30.200 Nephilim death squad, everything that we've been dumping our hard work in has exploded into this really weird thing.

01:08:35.440 And now what's on the horizon is even crazier things.

01:08:37.980 Uh, and I think that she say about next year, like next year, not so great.

01:08:41.980 Next year is not going to kind of be here.

01:08:43.440 But I told you that this year was your year as well.

01:08:45.620 Remember I told you that when, uh, when I guess, I guess really back then, right.

01:08:50.260 When, when, when, when we first got into, uh, this year.

01:08:52.700 And, and I think that that's proven out to be true as well.

01:08:55.820 So, and it's interesting because not to do inside baseball too much, but what's the thing that's most associated with you?

01:09:02.260 It's this brand of top lobster and what's on the horizon for is fucking insane.

01:09:06.660 So I would say, yeah, it, that proved out, um, you know, manifestation or, uh, this poor found a welfare loophole.

01:09:16.420 Yes, yes, it's called prophesying look, there you go.

01:09:22.840 Nancy said, seems like it was just yesterday.

01:09:25.480 Raven was looking for a regular job.

01:09:27.180 Yeah.

01:09:28.020 Yeah, it was last month.

01:09:29.740 All right.

01:09:30.180 Let's, let's keep reading.

01:09:31.060 Let's keep reading.

01:09:31.740 Um, so all that he says now consider the fact that my, my parents were Christian at church almost every Sunday.

01:09:38.960 Okay.

01:09:40.060 In my head, I thought I had made some incredible scientific discovery.

01:09:43.400 It couldn't have anything to do with my faith because my parents and church leaders said so, right?

01:09:48.880 Wrong.

01:09:49.680 I didn't care to read the Bible on my own at all because this, whatever it was, was far more interesting.

01:09:56.140 Around this time I was, yeah, I, I get that.

01:09:58.740 I, I get that.

01:09:59.800 I mean, especially when you're younger, the Bible seems boring.

01:10:02.840 Yeah.

01:10:03.740 Because you're reading it with the wrong eyes.

01:10:06.100 Um, around this time I was becoming a very desperate, depressed child, depend, uh, being confronted with the fact that the majority of people in my life were frankly not very intelligent.

01:10:18.740 Damn.

01:10:19.360 I can relate.

01:10:20.880 I can, no, I mean, I get it.

01:10:23.000 I can relate.

01:10:23.600 You sound, you sound like Matilda, right?

01:10:25.680 Mm-hmm.

01:10:26.960 Yeah.

01:10:27.820 But, uh, man, I mean, as I get older too, I look at some of my family and I'm like, yeah.

01:10:33.580 It really takes the, um, the wind out of your sails.

01:10:37.160 You're like, I don't know.

01:10:38.120 We've had discussions about this, right?

01:10:39.700 Like family.

01:10:40.660 And I don't know if what the right thing to do is, but some of them I'm just like, I've left behind.

01:10:44.820 Even like Christmas tradition.

01:10:45.860 They go and they do their Christmas at my aunt's house.

01:10:49.160 And I'm like, I'm doing a new thing now because, uh, I've seen too much.

01:10:54.640 And it's not all about Nimrod.

01:10:55.820 This new thing that I'm doing is all about Nimrod.

01:10:57.640 No, I mean, it is.

01:10:58.260 So we've bought another three Christmas trees, three has five Christmas trees in his house

01:11:04.600 now.

01:11:05.940 Yes.

01:11:07.240 Yeah.

01:11:07.780 But there, there is something about that where like, I've gotten to this point in my life

01:11:12.920 where, and I've always already had this proclivity, but now that I'm, I'm 34 years old and I think

01:11:18.820 that I am just done having the smaller conversations.

01:11:23.900 I don't want to.

01:11:25.880 And I also, when you go like, oh, that's an interesting thing that you said there, because

01:11:29.460 I often say unhinged conspiracy things when they go like, what do you mean?

01:11:35.980 Much more of my energy is in, don't worry about it.

01:11:40.080 Nevermind.

01:11:40.980 Then it is in me explaining it to you.

01:11:42.900 Like, I just don't, I don't want to, I don't want to talk to you.

01:11:45.800 I don't think you'd get it.

01:11:46.760 But to people who enjoy my Twitter experience, the top lops, the Twitter experience, that's

01:11:52.080 what I do on Twitter.

01:11:52.980 And I've done it in real life.

01:11:54.380 And frankly, it's boring because I'm like, yeah, I'll bring up a large abstract point

01:11:59.780 and then make an offensive or like a satirical remark on it just to see what the response

01:12:05.380 is.

01:12:06.040 And oftentimes the response I get from the family is kind of confused saying, what do you

01:12:10.120 mean by that?

01:12:10.840 And then I'll just make the most bizarre statement after to see what they do.

01:12:14.080 And I'm like, I can only do that so much before I'm like, this is kind of boring.

01:12:18.080 I need to move on.

01:12:18.960 And I think that's what I did.

01:12:21.440 But I don't, I don't know.

01:12:22.580 Every once in a while, I will.

01:12:24.500 Like I was going off on a tangent at my uncle's house to the extent that the neighbor came

01:12:28.360 over to my uncle's house and said, hey, I heard that guy in your backyard the other

01:12:31.060 day.

01:12:31.940 And I also heard him say he has a podcast.

01:12:33.760 What's his podcast?

01:12:34.460 Because I want to hear what this guy's saying, which is refreshing.

01:12:36.600 Of course, he heard you in the backyard screaming super loud.

01:12:39.540 But it's refreshing because I remember that day and I remember making the decision against

01:12:45.600 my better judgment to start unpacking some of these things for people.

01:12:50.520 And it just went to a place where like six people were just staring at me with their mouths

01:12:55.760 open.

01:12:57.140 Yeah.

01:12:57.420 And they just didn't understand any of it.

01:12:59.320 And it was, yeah.

01:12:59.940 To bait Peepee Sipper's point, it was exhausting.

01:13:04.600 This is a good question.

01:13:05.620 I actually do want to address this.

01:13:06.620 Nancy says, do you, I got to whisper this.

01:13:08.880 Do you guys trick your kids with the elf on the show?

01:13:12.360 I got a great story about that.

01:13:13.800 Do you, David?

01:13:15.960 I don't have a story about it, except for like the many times in which we forgot to move

01:13:20.400 it the next day.

01:13:22.380 But what I will say is this year was so different.

01:13:26.900 I'm just looking at him.

01:13:28.800 He's nine years old.

01:13:30.020 And I go, you can't fucking tell that's a toy.

01:13:35.200 You idiot.

01:13:35.920 You know that's a fucking toy, dude.

01:13:37.900 It's made of plastic.

01:13:39.600 Look at its face.

01:13:41.200 Look at its face.

01:13:42.480 He never heard of this.

01:13:43.860 Because it's new.

01:13:45.020 Because it's new, yeah.

01:13:46.160 So I don't do this shit.

01:13:47.500 But my mom, which I don't know what happened to my parents, or at least my mom, she raised

01:13:52.840 me when I was getting gifts from, I used to get gifts from Santa.

01:13:57.220 Then she became a hardcore Christian.

01:13:58.700 I would get gifts from Jesus from like the years 12 to whenever.

01:14:03.200 And that was like.

01:14:03.700 Jesus is like, I didn't fucking buy you that bop it.

01:14:06.900 Yeah.

01:14:07.160 I didn't buy you that.

01:14:07.800 Like Santa would give me like a secondary gift.

01:14:09.820 And then we'd get like, like if we had like a big gift that they, that they got me that

01:14:13.380 year would be from mom and dad.

01:14:14.520 But then it started to be Jesus giving me gifts.

01:14:17.300 And what is he saying?

01:14:18.920 JC says, quote, I heard a monkey laughing in your backyard.

01:14:21.700 What podcast was that?

01:14:22.780 That's too personal.

01:14:24.680 JC was a banger.

01:14:26.020 Anyway, so my mom decided that she's going to do Elf on the Shelf with the kids.

01:14:31.100 Yeah.

01:14:31.320 And I'm just like, but she does it in her house, which is right across.

01:14:34.000 Did Jesus send that tiny little Nephilim creature?

01:14:38.400 Yeah, exactly.

01:14:38.940 I'm like, you even know what elves are?

01:14:40.420 El, elvish, elv.

01:14:41.960 It's an L-O-H.

01:14:43.840 You know what I'm saying, bro?

01:14:45.560 Yep, yep, yep.

01:14:46.360 So I'm just like, whatever you want.

01:14:48.980 And it turned out this year that they hide it every day.

01:14:52.340 And my son goes in their house early.

01:14:54.780 The first thing they wanted to do is run to their house and find the elf.

01:14:57.420 And he runs in and he finds his elf and my daughter's elf, which sparks a huge fight.

01:15:02.740 Because now he's pointed out your elf is there wherever the fuck it's at on some shelf.

01:15:07.020 Yeah.

01:15:08.300 And it was a big fight to the point where, like.

01:15:10.700 What was he supposed to do, keep it to himself?

01:15:11.640 He can't.

01:15:11.980 He's fucking a topic.

01:15:13.020 He does it on purpose.

01:15:14.140 Oh, okay.

01:15:14.660 It's hilarious.

01:15:15.100 I know what yours is, too.

01:15:16.200 Motherfucker.

01:15:16.480 Yeah.

01:15:17.160 So they fight.

01:15:17.980 They fight.

01:15:18.640 And it got bad.

01:15:20.500 So I told her, I said, you know what?

01:15:22.920 That's not real.

01:15:24.200 The elf on the shelf isn't real.

01:15:26.180 She was like, so you're saying that grandma's lying?

01:15:28.120 And I said, yeah, I'm saying grandma's lying.

01:15:30.160 Yep.

01:15:30.940 But she's doing it because she thinks it's fun with you.

01:15:33.780 Did you have fun?

01:15:34.960 And she's still mad.

01:15:35.860 She's crying.

01:15:37.020 And I was like, see, you didn't even have fun.

01:15:38.240 So that's why I'm telling you.

01:15:39.140 She's like, but they go to the North Pole every day.

01:15:41.220 And I said, nah, they don't, though.

01:15:42.820 Did you just take it down, rip it open, and show her the stuffing?

01:15:45.660 No, I just told her.

01:15:46.400 I said, you know, when you guys leave, well, I'm moves that.

01:15:49.060 And then you find it somewhere else the next day.

01:15:51.480 And she was like, she lied?

01:15:54.020 And then I was like, well, I'm trying to explain.

01:15:56.620 I'm just like, it's not real.

01:15:57.820 So whatever.

01:15:59.020 She comes back to me.

01:16:00.720 Layla comes back to me two days later.

01:16:02.320 And she just looks me in the face.

01:16:04.220 And she goes, Daddy, I don't believe you.

01:16:06.760 And I was like, about what?

01:16:08.000 And she's like, the elves are real.

01:16:09.980 And that's when she just walked away.

01:16:11.440 And I was like, I mean, look, we're not saying elves aren't real.

01:16:13.980 That one is made of plastic.

01:16:15.900 And this is, I saw this in Walmart today.

01:16:17.860 Subliminal Messenger says we got a mensch on a bench over here causing all kinds of problems.

01:16:22.580 I literally saw that in Walmart.

01:16:23.720 There is a mensch on a bench, which is the Jewish one, which I don't know why they just skipped over the ability to say, like, you know, Jew in a shoe or anything like that.

01:16:32.120 Like, it's a much more recognizable, you know, Jew in a shoe.

01:16:38.380 But, yeah, they do have that.

01:16:40.500 And I just, for some reason, because I haven't told them the whole Santa thing yet.

01:16:43.960 And I'm thinking about doing it in a way where I go, like, hey, look, this is the ways in which the world can lie to you and deceive you.

01:16:52.580 Yeah.

01:16:52.960 We did it to you for a learning experience.

01:16:55.360 And it was easy.

01:16:56.540 And it was easy.

01:16:57.000 I lied to the people.

01:16:57.920 And that's the other thing, too, is like, yeah, see how easy it is.

01:17:00.280 So when you grow up to say nobody could ever keep such a big conspiracy theory, you're like, no, it's fucking actually very easy.

01:17:05.860 They got this for a black.

01:17:07.100 Wait, is that Snoop in a loop?

01:17:09.980 Snoop on a stoop, for real.

01:17:12.020 Snoop in an end loop.

01:17:13.960 Snoop in an end loop.

01:17:16.120 Snoop in a loop.

01:17:16.600 This guy's a massive branding.

01:17:17.920 Look, he's got a real, he got a dutch.

01:17:20.140 Yeah, whatever.

01:17:20.900 Unbelievable.

01:17:21.700 Nice.

01:17:22.680 Okay, all right, all right.

01:17:23.540 Let's get back to it.

01:17:24.180 But, yeah, I do look at him and I'm like, that's fucking plastic and you're nine years old.

01:17:27.660 And if you can't figure that the fuck out, then I have failed you.

01:17:30.700 And so, yeah, I continue to fail him all throughout the Christmas season.

01:17:35.260 Wendy Santignan says, I have a few select people I can talk to about things.

01:17:40.120 Everyone else stays at arm's length.

01:17:41.500 Yeah, that's very much where I've gotten in my life.

01:17:43.260 Where, like, you know, I, and this show is a tremendous outlet for me and it's great, but it's created a scenario where I no longer need to have that outlet in real life.

01:17:53.880 So I don't talk to fucking anybody about it, except for my wife.

01:17:56.660 Who, you know, just the degree to which she listens to me is, like, God really set me up with somebody who's, like, whoever we make for him, they have to really be able to, like, endure a lot of shit.

01:18:13.360 Infinite patience.

01:18:14.140 Infinite patience.

01:18:15.260 Infinite patience.

01:18:15.980 And, like, it's, like, I can't even express to you the value that my wife brings me in just listening to my bullshit.

01:18:22.120 Yeah, but I fleeced these packets and it was easy.

01:18:25.000 Toplobson.com.

01:18:28.980 All right.

01:18:29.640 Okay.

01:18:30.060 I don't mean my immediate surroundings.

01:18:31.940 I mean everyone.

01:18:32.560 My teachers, my church leaders, all of my classmates.

01:18:35.840 I realized they were never going to get better and that I was trapped in a world with them for the rest of my life.

01:18:41.160 Same-sies.

01:18:42.840 Everyone I've, everyone I've been since has been varying levels.

01:18:48.960 Everyone I've probably been with or met since has been varying levels of this same thing.

01:18:55.260 At 17, I worked at a pizza joint.

01:18:57.960 Halloween night, our busiest night of the year.

01:18:59.880 I have bad allergies.

01:19:01.640 I know it's allergies, but I don't want customers to think I'm sick.

01:19:04.700 I head to the CVS.

01:19:06.480 I grab a bottle of Delsim.

01:19:08.300 I take a dose.

01:19:09.200 Uh-oh.

01:19:10.340 Wait a half hour.

01:19:11.560 Nothing.

01:19:12.400 Again.

01:19:12.960 Again.

01:19:13.560 Again.

01:19:14.320 Damn.

01:19:14.820 Oh, shit.

01:19:15.660 So, he's taking one, two, three.

01:19:19.880 Yeah, like four doses of it.

01:19:22.260 Probably over the limit.

01:19:24.440 Yeah, because look at the next line.

01:19:25.980 Yeah, it's 11 o'clock at night.

01:19:27.560 It's 11 o'clock at night and I'm clocking out.

01:19:29.940 The bottle's empty.

01:19:31.320 Whoa.

01:19:31.480 That's crazy.

01:19:32.480 So, I used to do that.

01:19:33.780 We used to call it robo-tripping.

01:19:35.720 Oh, that's called Sizzurp, isn't it?

01:19:38.160 Well, yeah, but back...

01:19:39.280 There we go.

01:19:39.720 Nancy called it.

01:19:40.780 Nancy is...

01:19:41.400 Did we hang out when we were kids?

01:19:43.660 Yeah, we used to steal Robitussin from CVS or Walgreens and then we would drink all of

01:19:49.400 it and then we'd just walk around town in the dark, which is crazy because you're on Robitussin

01:19:53.900 and then like the dark just does weird things to your perception.

01:19:58.340 Yeah, man.

01:19:58.900 There you go.

01:19:59.760 Baked pee-pee sipper.

01:20:00.880 Also, DXM robo-tripping.

01:20:02.980 Let's go, dude.

01:20:03.760 That's it.

01:20:04.220 Yeah.

01:20:04.340 Some people misuse Delsum or other DXM containing medicines to achieve a high or hallucinatory

01:20:09.560 effects, a practice sometimes called robo-tripping or skittling.

01:20:12.660 Robo-tripping, baby.

01:20:13.920 Let's go.

01:20:14.400 Here we go.

01:20:14.820 K2King says triple C's used to do that too.

01:20:17.300 Man, I was not okay.

01:20:19.000 High doses of DXM can cause disassociation, hallucinations, and a range of dangerous physical

01:20:23.900 and psychological effects.

01:20:25.620 Let's fucking read this story.

01:20:27.380 Look, I'm not saying that...

01:20:28.660 We're not advocating it, but when it says that people misuse, I would beg to differ.

01:20:33.280 I thought Joshua was really smart.

01:20:35.000 Somehow you dosed yourself.

01:20:36.540 You're so smart, but I accidentally...

01:20:38.120 That was on purpose.

01:20:38.660 Yeah, that's smart.

01:20:39.620 Look, you're working at 17 at a pizza joint on Halloween night till 11 o'clock at night

01:20:44.700 and you're not chugging Robitussin?

01:20:47.840 Like, come on, dude.

01:20:48.480 What are you doing?

01:20:50.060 All right.

01:20:50.600 God bless.

01:20:51.240 Here we go.

01:20:52.500 I feel fine.

01:20:53.540 Perhaps a little more energetic than I probably should.

01:20:56.520 The moment I lean forward on the desk to rest, my soul fell out of my body.

01:21:02.220 I'm falling.

01:21:04.200 Everything's fine.

01:21:05.140 But like this slight angular distribution change has now caused my soul to spill out of

01:21:11.780 my body.

01:21:12.660 Oh my God.

01:21:13.860 That's terrible.

01:21:14.700 My soul fell out of my body.

01:21:17.060 I am falling down.

01:21:18.580 Is that why they call it lean?

01:21:20.500 Oh my God.

01:21:21.140 Yeah, probably because it definitely makes you lean up against shit.

01:21:24.300 That's for certain.

01:21:25.860 Oh my God.

01:21:26.480 Wait.

01:21:26.640 K2 King says, I used to do triple C's and go to the Holocaust Museum.

01:21:29.620 Good God, man.

01:21:31.520 What did you see?

01:21:32.100 Any dead people?

01:21:32.900 Doubt it.

01:21:33.720 All right.

01:21:36.560 Toward the...

01:21:37.320 Okay, so I'm falling down toward the center of the hollow earth.

01:21:40.640 King Kong versus Godzilla, the new one.

01:21:42.840 A banger.

01:21:43.440 Might watch it again.

01:21:44.820 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

01:21:46.040 Big hollow earth theory in that.

01:21:47.660 A lot of anti-gravity stuff.

01:21:48.100 It was fun.

01:21:48.380 It's a good movie.

01:21:49.320 I watched it.

01:21:49.880 I enjoyed it.

01:21:50.920 Really fun movie.

01:21:51.800 Anyway, so he's falling down, but he's looking up at himself and he's at a pizza shop with

01:21:57.060 a pizza shirt on.

01:21:58.040 Looking down at himself falling into nothing.

01:22:00.980 He looks up at himself from hollow earth, yeah.

01:22:04.420 That's dope.

01:22:04.900 Not good.

01:22:05.120 All I can see is black.

01:22:07.640 The underside of my desk, my feet, and the ceiling.

01:22:10.600 As if I were no clipping on a video game.

01:22:13.500 Interesting.

01:22:14.320 Oh, wow.

01:22:15.340 That's kind of cool.

01:22:16.200 What a great way to explain that.

01:22:16.700 Simulation effect.

01:22:17.660 That's a simulation theory.

01:22:20.080 You glitch through.

01:22:21.080 Yeah.

01:22:21.360 Yeah.

01:22:22.080 Do you see?

01:22:22.660 Isn't that weird?

01:22:23.660 How like even the glitches in our reality do mimic a glitch in like Counter-Strike or something

01:22:30.840 like that?

01:22:31.260 I used to play Grand Theft Auto 3 a lot and there was one place in particular where you

01:22:36.320 can kind of like crash your car into it and then use your car as like a stepladder and

01:22:40.260 hop over a wall that you typically wouldn't be able to gain access to and when you get

01:22:43.800 to the other side of it, there was spray paint on the inside of the wall that said you're

01:22:47.340 not supposed to be here and then if you like moved around, you would fall through the

01:22:50.720 textures of the stage.

01:22:53.300 I always thought that stuff was the coolest.

01:22:54.820 I really miss that sort of thing about old video games was the ways in which they're

01:22:58.120 broken.

01:22:58.540 We've got a lot of that in like N64 and PlayStation 2.

01:23:02.160 Not so much these days.

01:23:03.700 They were broken intentionally, some of them.

01:23:05.420 Like I remember, I forget exactly what part, but 007, GoldenEye, N64 had a couple of those

01:23:11.020 like weird glitch zones that you can kind of get into.

01:23:15.460 Interesting.

01:23:16.000 I experienced that in Counter-Strike.

01:23:17.940 I used to go to, this is how old I am.

01:23:19.720 I used to go to internet cafes and play Counter-Strike with like a group of Asian dudes.

01:23:25.120 Yeah.

01:23:25.660 Whoa, that's crazy.

01:23:27.020 I never did that because I'd never had like any kind of healthy outlets in my life.

01:23:33.240 I just used to do Robitussin.

01:23:34.800 Well, one dude that I, one Asian dude that we used to play with a lot died in the cafe.

01:23:38.860 He died in the, like by, like right in front of the computer.

01:23:42.160 Why?

01:23:42.660 In the cafe.

01:23:43.860 Fuck if I know some Chinese shit.

01:23:45.720 Maybe COVID.

01:23:47.640 This was 1999.

01:23:49.440 Okay.

01:23:49.740 All kinds of things are going wrong.

01:23:51.060 Yeah.

01:23:51.160 So he's seeing, he's clipping like he's in a video game.

01:23:54.420 I was not gripped by fear, but fascination.

01:23:56.880 This excitement jolted me back into my body where I suddenly feel extremely drunk, drunk

01:24:03.460 physically.

01:24:04.180 But my brain feels like it's on a mild psychedelic.

01:24:08.060 I feel like I understand things and I'm at this overwhelming peace.

01:24:12.880 That's interesting.

01:24:13.320 That sounds a lot like psychedelics because when I did mushrooms, it was very much an

01:24:17.500 understanding of things that I was getting.

01:24:20.400 I just, I think it's hilarious that he does this accidentally to himself though.

01:24:23.660 It's not like fun and recreation, although it should be at his pizza store.

01:24:27.560 Oh yeah.

01:24:27.920 At 11 o'clock at night when you should be out, you know, at a Halloween party.

01:24:31.060 Yeah.

01:24:31.580 He's about to go to a Halloween party and trip balls.

01:24:33.660 He's about to go to hell.

01:24:35.260 Yeah.

01:24:36.220 So luckily I rode to work with my best friend and neighbor.

01:24:38.820 So he drives me home and lets me sleep it off.

01:24:41.440 My parents would have killed me and I wouldn't have made it in without waking them.

01:24:46.820 So at this moment in my life, things got hectic.

01:24:50.140 Wait, wait.

01:24:50.700 Oh, right, right, right.

01:24:51.700 So he sleeps it off at his friend's house is what he's saying.

01:24:54.880 So at this moment, things got hectic.

01:24:57.300 Can I, um, here, I got to go pee.

01:24:59.400 Can you fill me in when I come back?

01:25:01.040 Yeah, yeah.

01:25:01.920 Keep reading.

01:25:03.060 Not in a bad way, but just a very busy way.

01:25:06.620 My curiosities took a massive backseat and I joined the military.

01:25:10.620 So David, if you guys aren't paying attention, is on his, uh, episode.

01:25:16.420 Uh, well, how would we say this?

01:25:17.700 His daily pee break on an episode.

01:25:20.020 He has a very small bladder, but I think it's because he has half, uh, the balls of regular

01:25:25.460 people.

01:25:26.260 So they, like the one that he does still have fills up pretty quickly.

01:25:30.760 Yeah, we will get, uh, NDS piss bottles.

01:25:33.060 We're working on, um, NDS tumblers and stuff, but I suppose you could use it as a piss bottle

01:25:38.140 if you want to.

01:25:38.740 All right.

01:25:40.320 So Joshua has joined the military.

01:25:43.400 Um, fast forward to after my basic and combat school, I'm in MOS school.

01:25:48.140 I don't know what MOS is.

01:25:49.440 Maybe someone in the chat can fill me in.

01:25:51.300 My roommate and I drink a lot.

01:25:53.580 One day he brings home something called triple C's.

01:25:56.680 Who was saying that in the chat?

01:25:57.900 Who was saying triple C's in the chat?

01:26:02.500 These guys are, I feel like I'm innocent.

01:26:06.480 Like, I don't know any of this stuff.

01:26:07.700 Well, I know some of it, but like, I did not fuck around with it when I was young.

01:26:11.600 Anyway.

01:26:11.880 Anyway, so now I'm a very smart person.

01:26:15.040 He said that a bunch of times.

01:26:16.940 Uh, so I immediately did research and realized that those were dangerous at high doses.

01:26:21.580 Uh, but the active, but the active chem was the same as what I had taken years ago.

01:26:28.260 And that Delsum doesn't have the dangerous other drug.

01:26:33.000 Hmm.

01:26:33.800 Okay.

01:26:34.080 What did I miss?

01:26:35.060 Okay.

01:26:35.380 So he's, uh, now doing triple C's.

01:26:37.840 He's joined the military and started doing it.

01:26:41.460 One day he brings home something called triple C's, which you read in the chat just previously.

01:26:46.160 Yeah.

01:26:46.360 I used to do triple C's.

01:26:48.040 What is it?

01:26:49.300 Uh, it's, it's cold cough and congestion maybe.

01:26:52.860 Oh, there you go.

01:26:53.460 Uh, cough.

01:26:54.320 Yeah.

01:26:54.620 Cool.

01:26:55.120 Chorus sit in coughing cold.

01:26:57.440 Um,

01:26:57.840 and I don't really remember what it was like.

01:27:02.000 I think it was kind of similar to robo tripping.

01:27:05.100 Okay.

01:27:06.560 All right.

01:27:07.320 Um, was he saying, uh, he researched and he found out that it was more dangerous than the Delsum.

01:27:14.180 Oh, okay.

01:27:16.040 Content warning.

01:27:17.100 Oh boy.

01:27:17.980 Let's go.

01:27:18.740 All right, guys.

01:27:19.260 Hey, if you, I know everything so far has been great for kids.

01:27:23.140 Um, but maybe now is the time you want them to leave the room.

01:27:26.560 Yeah.

01:27:26.880 Uh, all right.

01:27:27.860 Content warning.

01:27:28.620 I tell him about this, but I continue my research and find that it's, what if who was doing the

01:27:33.460 triple C's, uh, his roommate, they drunk a lot.

01:27:36.760 He's not doing the triple C one day he brings home.

01:27:38.880 Yeah.

01:27:39.080 So, okay.

01:27:39.460 His roommate brings him back, but it looks like he did it too.

01:27:42.500 Now I'm a very smart person and we immediately did my research.

01:27:44.900 Oh, so he avoided it.

01:27:46.700 Maybe, maybe he did it.

01:27:47.920 I don't know.

01:27:48.720 Um, anyway, he tells him, but he continues his research and finds that it's broken down

01:27:55.340 by the CYP2 D6 enzyme.

01:27:58.480 And so is Benadryl, except Benadryl is absorbed faster.

01:28:02.140 Ooh.

01:28:03.140 If we take both at the same time, the Benadryl will deplete that enzyme and the Delsim will

01:28:07.880 last longer as DXM before it, uh, as DXM before it's converted to DXO, which has completely

01:28:16.240 subjective side effects.

01:28:18.160 That's interesting.

01:28:19.180 So that's why it's a content warning.

01:28:20.640 He's telling these people how to get high.

01:28:21.900 These, this is the wrong group of people.

01:28:23.380 Ooh.

01:28:23.900 Spice boys.

01:28:25.140 Right.

01:28:25.420 Okay.

01:28:25.820 This is only for the spice boys.

01:28:26.540 Spice boys.

01:28:26.940 Don't recreate this, please.

01:28:28.380 Yeah.

01:28:28.820 Uh, so we get us and our two buddies in a room and make a mound of pillows, put a Bluetooth

01:28:34.400 speaker on top and sit around it with our back against it.

01:28:38.840 What the fuck?

01:28:39.960 That sounds kind of nice.

01:28:41.520 A song starts and hour passes.

01:28:43.820 The room slowly goes dark and I can see nothing but grass and the moon.

01:28:48.860 Hmm.

01:28:49.080 My distance is limited.

01:28:51.080 All of the lights, all of the LED lights in the room have turned into little fairies

01:28:55.700 floating around.

01:28:58.960 Huh.

01:29:00.060 There's a, there's a, like a weird governmental conspiracy between like behind LEDs.

01:29:04.860 They want everyone on LEDs rather than incandescents.

01:29:07.480 And yeah, I don't, I don't really remember the reasons.

01:29:11.320 Well, when I, what did I do?

01:29:13.420 I changed something recently.

01:29:15.200 Um, to, Oh, Oh, Oh, okay.

01:29:18.140 So we had a Christmas tree.

01:29:20.960 My wife had a, you had a Christmas tree.

01:29:23.320 We had a Christmas tree and just one.

01:29:26.160 So it totally wasn't like a Nimrod thing.

01:29:28.500 Um, but it, we had led lights on it and you fat cow, get out of here, miss ma'am.

01:29:37.420 Uh, it had led lights on it and I found that it did something weird to, this is my baby

01:29:44.860 to, um, to the way you looked like it, everything looked stop motion because of it.

01:29:51.340 And it was really kind of unsettling.

01:29:53.360 Give me, Oh no, what the fuck are you?

01:29:55.940 My cat just turned off my TV.

01:29:58.000 Okay.

01:29:58.500 I got it.

01:29:58.880 You got to give me a second.

01:29:59.500 I got to get this cow out of here.

01:30:00.920 You beautiful cow, you beautiful cow.

01:30:03.620 Give me one second.

01:30:04.600 Well, as he's dealing with this cat, um, I'm looking up what the deal is with these incandescent

01:30:09.860 bulbs and it, this looks like it deserves its own, like sort of not a, maybe not a full

01:30:14.740 deep dive, but what's going on.

01:30:16.880 So this is the conspiracy behind it is that, uh, they, uh, they have a planned obsolescence

01:30:22.340 where the product's intentionally designed to have a limited lifespan to ensure repeat

01:30:27.000 purchase purchases.

01:30:27.920 So I guess that is meaning that would mean that, uh, a true incandescent light bulb will

01:30:34.360 just go on forever, but now they've all kind of, they're being replaced with these

01:30:38.180 led lights right here.

01:30:40.560 I just wonder the kind of frequency that comes off of an led light.

01:30:43.540 This guy said he's seeing fairies, uh, the, the led lights around them that they turn into

01:30:49.800 fairies.

01:30:50.660 So I wonder what kind of, uh, vibration comes off of them, why they want us using these

01:30:56.220 specific lights, this specific frequency rather than an incandescent bulb, which would

01:31:02.140 last forever.

01:31:03.360 Oh, this is interesting.

01:31:04.580 Lucas says led causes anxiety.

01:31:06.560 I would say that was the kind of the feeling it was very unsettling.

01:31:11.160 Um, I didn't like it.

01:31:12.240 So when you turn the living room lights off and you turn the, uh, tree on, it was almost

01:31:17.620 like akin to, uh, uh, like a fake haunted house kind of a deal.

01:31:22.200 I didn't like it.

01:31:23.220 Hmm.

01:31:24.060 You have a bad vibe.

01:31:24.940 Um, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

01:31:26.820 And I, I remember I made a tweet recently where it's like, I, uh, we were talking about millennial

01:31:32.320 gray, which is kind of like, you know, I don't know if it was like we were overstimulated as

01:31:38.000 children by all of our parents, um, really rich color tones in the house.

01:31:43.560 And so what we did instead was we moved away from like natural wood tones and now everything

01:31:48.520 has like that faux vinyl floor that's gray, like the, the fake wood paneling.

01:31:54.360 And then everything else is like white, gray, and black, um, as far as like the walls and

01:31:58.420 shit.

01:31:58.620 And I said, I long for wood paneling, shag carpets or tan carpeting and, um, and amber

01:32:08.380 lights.

01:32:09.140 You know, I just think there was something so much better about the amber lights that we

01:32:12.760 used to use back in the day, especially your, I know you're talking about it, like switching

01:32:16.280 the street lights from that amber lamp to like this fucking purple, you know, uh, there

01:32:23.140 it is.

01:32:23.440 Yeah.

01:32:23.700 Millennial gray.

01:32:24.540 And it's like, I look at that and I'm like, that's appealing, but I realized we've stripped

01:32:27.800 this is a little apostate, really fun follow on Twitter.

01:32:32.500 Um, but so she, she's like now gotten her life together.

01:32:35.440 She's getting married.

01:32:36.080 It's really awesome to see her progression, uh, over the past few years, but she goes, Oh

01:32:40.320 look, a cute new house in our price range and the floors every single time.

01:32:43.440 It's like these same drab floors.

01:32:47.880 I mean, they were nice, but we did that for like a decade now.

01:32:51.220 And I think we're only just realizing like, this is beyond the point of a nice clean look

01:32:55.680 and more like a strange psychological bandaid.

01:32:58.840 Yeah.

01:32:59.240 Like we did something in our youth and we're trying to push away from that.

01:33:02.800 And so this is the antithesis of fucking McDonald's look like this.

01:33:05.900 Why?

01:33:06.400 Like what?

01:33:06.800 Yeah.

01:33:07.060 I don't like it.

01:33:07.700 I don't like it.

01:33:08.620 But I remember my grandmother, well really it was my grandmother, the lady Barbara.

01:33:12.600 She was the first person to ever tell me about the hat man.

01:33:14.400 Um, her rug was like a textured, there was a lot of variation, but it was all gray.

01:33:21.720 I mean, it was all Browns, golds, and tans in the rug.

01:33:25.000 She had, um, wood paneling on the lower half of the walls.

01:33:29.500 And then the upper half of the walls was like a burgundy color, um, big tube TV with the

01:33:35.360 dial on it, you know, like old school wood paneling on the TV.

01:33:38.540 And even the sofas were like similar to the rug.

01:33:43.660 They were like a gold, brown, tan, but there was a lot of variation in the color.

01:33:48.860 So it probably did a really good job of hiding, um, stains on the sofa.

01:33:53.040 And then the lamps were tan lampshades with amber lights.

01:33:57.380 So everything had that vibe.

01:33:58.720 It's very dark.

01:33:59.620 It's very cozy.

01:34:00.740 And then what do we do?

01:34:01.740 We do the opposites.

01:34:02.500 Everything is pure white, super clean, you know, shows any blemish if you spill anything

01:34:07.960 anywhere and all the floors yet millennial gray.

01:34:10.960 Uh, it's just a weird thing that we did.

01:34:13.020 I don't like it.

01:34:14.080 I don't like it either.

01:34:15.420 I also don't like the old style.

01:34:18.020 Uh, yeah.

01:34:19.280 I don't know what I like.

01:34:20.060 Although it's, it is kind of cozy sometimes, I suppose.

01:34:23.040 I don't know.

01:34:23.520 Yeah.

01:34:24.120 Something needs to change.

01:34:25.120 Um, all right.

01:34:26.200 So we get, they get their buddies.

01:34:27.540 They make the mound of pillows.

01:34:29.260 Um, a song starts and hour passes.

01:34:31.260 The room slowly goes dark and I can see nothing but grass and the moon.

01:34:34.540 My distance is limited.

01:34:35.740 Did I read this?

01:34:36.720 No.

01:34:37.000 No, all the LED lights in the room have turned into little fairies floating around.

01:34:41.780 That's what we left off.

01:34:43.180 Um, I kind of wanted to bring up that idea of what gaslighting is, you know, like what

01:34:48.720 it, what it is, like what the idea of it came, where it came from.

01:34:52.600 Like the idea of, of convincing somebody that the reality is not true.

01:34:57.380 But it's, I think it comes from a, either an example or some kind of a show.

01:35:01.180 So a husband needs to convince, uh, like, uh, the people in his village that his wife has

01:35:08.180 gone crazy.

01:35:08.760 So in, in the gas lamp, he continually lowers the gas.

01:35:14.040 So the room continues to get darker and darker and once it's like pitch black, he tells his

01:35:21.660 wife, like he's, he's conditioned her eyes now to think that this light is on or that,

01:35:27.760 that it's off.

01:35:28.560 So he tells her the opposite of what's happening there, but, but pretends like it's normal.

01:35:32.340 Like, no, this is like fully bright in this room, you know?

01:35:34.380 And she's like, I can't see anything.

01:35:35.980 It's so dark.

01:35:37.260 And he, he gaslights her to make her think that that's the reality of what's going on.

01:35:42.740 That sounds fun.

01:35:43.280 I'm thinking about doing that to my wife.

01:35:44.900 Yeah, no, it's a, you can definitely do it.

01:35:46.320 I've done it to my wife before.

01:35:47.860 Uh, but it's, it's interesting how it, it, it coincides with the light, the led light being

01:35:53.340 replaced or the incandescent light being replaced with the led light is a form of gaslighting

01:35:58.800 to this culture.

01:35:59.520 Yeah.

01:36:00.000 You know, what's interesting too, when he's talking about how the led lights turn into fairies,

01:36:03.340 there is this element, this like flickering element that does something to your perception

01:36:08.940 where like now it's, if it's dark and the only light is an led light and it's flickering,

01:36:13.300 it gives like, um, almost a flatness to reality.

01:36:18.000 Like it changes the dimensional view of it.

01:36:20.160 It almost brings it back to 2d.

01:36:21.840 Uh, Carmen San Diego says from that Angela Lansbury movie called gaslight.

01:36:25.680 I saw it.

01:36:26.160 Okay.

01:36:26.500 So it's from, it's from a movie, not a, yeah, it's from a movie called gaslighting.

01:36:31.020 It's a, that's where the term comes from.

01:36:32.400 But it's interesting study.

01:36:33.860 I think they're doing that to us anyway.

01:36:35.340 I would very much like to do that to my wife, but that's a good idea.

01:36:37.440 Okay, let's continue.

01:36:38.000 It's fun.

01:36:38.680 A crowd of cloaked figures swarming around like a school of fish encircles me and disperses.

01:36:44.860 The song ends and only three minutes had passed.

01:36:48.640 Ooh, a little time dilation for this.

01:36:51.500 Yeah.

01:36:51.820 A song starts and hour passes.

01:36:53.380 The song ends.

01:36:54.160 Three minutes have passed.

01:36:55.040 The rest of the trip consisted of acid-like effects and good moods.

01:36:59.600 Music was bowler.

01:37:01.060 We graduate and do not repeat this experience.

01:37:04.200 Okay.

01:37:05.140 All right.

01:37:05.640 That's good.

01:37:05.940 So interesting.

01:37:06.920 Interesting.

01:37:07.760 When I'm home for long periods of time, I immediately delve straight into drugs.

01:37:11.580 Whoa.

01:37:12.020 So I'm researching this like crazy, like doing drugs or like researching them.

01:37:17.900 So trying to find the link between me and seeing the future and the things drugs do.

01:37:24.020 I couldn't explain why at the time, but based on the stories I read of drug use, something

01:37:29.220 was there.

01:37:30.220 Most of the experiences were just fun, but a few seriously stood out.

01:37:33.900 I don't remember the chronology on most of these because they happened all within a few

01:37:39.160 months.

01:37:40.320 All right.

01:37:40.580 Did you want to pick up?

01:37:42.420 Oh, my God.

01:37:43.240 I just scrolled down and there's just no fucking...

01:37:46.560 What?

01:37:46.940 What?

01:37:47.300 It's pretty long.

01:37:47.640 No, I'm not even going to tell.

01:37:48.400 I'm not even going to tell you.

01:37:49.960 But I do want to say that something worth noting here.

01:37:53.160 If you are schizophrenic, a lot of schizophrenic people have miniature bouts of clairvoyance.

01:38:00.700 In particular, seeing events that are going to come to pass shortly, just like he said.

01:38:08.080 Why do I know this?

01:38:09.080 Because I found a subreddit once called I'm Schizophrenic, Ask Me Anything.

01:38:13.500 And inside of it, there were other schizophrenics, you know, pitching in as well as the main guy.

01:38:20.420 And one of the overwhelming themes that was coming out was like this ability to perceive

01:38:25.180 future events that were going to happen shortly in the future.

01:38:28.100 Like he said, my brother is going to trip when he reaches the grass kind of a deal.

01:38:32.580 Well, I think it's also interesting that he starts off by noting he could discern the

01:38:39.780 difference between his own ideas and ideas that are coming to him.

01:38:44.940 And then he decides to focus on the ideas that are coming to him in order to memorize them.

01:38:50.640 And then through that, discovers that some of these things are telling about incoming future

01:38:56.240 events.

01:38:56.800 I'll give a quick anecdotal story.

01:38:58.260 But it's like one of the guys who was schizophrenic says he's on a bus one day.

01:39:02.920 And essentially what ends up happening to him is he just starts getting nagged by the

01:39:05.940 voices about a man in a yellow shirt, a man in a yellow shirt, a man in a yellow shirt.

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01:40:41.640 You know, he pulls up to another bus stop, people get on and who comes and sits directly

01:40:48.160 next to him in his two seater seat, but a man in a yellow shirt.

01:40:51.500 And this was like one of the ones that was more popularly received by other people who

01:40:56.280 were like, yes, can confirm this type of shit happens all the time.

01:41:00.280 So this is a guy who strikes me as somebody that intellectually processed his way through

01:41:08.060 Schizophrenia.

01:41:09.680 Through Schizophrenia.

01:41:10.840 Yeah.

01:41:11.320 And didn't let it shake him and freak him out.

01:41:14.120 Well, that's like the idea is Schizophrenia, um, is it like, well, like, like the idea

01:41:20.900 of, uh, synesthesia, is it like a disease or is this something that people get that they

01:41:28.600 can actually use?

01:41:29.900 Yeah.

01:41:30.900 Yeah.

01:41:31.320 It depends on what you do with it.

01:41:32.700 I don't know.

01:41:33.480 Uh, do you, do you want me to pick this up?

01:41:35.500 Uh, yes, please.

01:41:36.880 Okay.

01:41:38.180 There's something really fun coming down the pipe.

01:41:40.400 Uh, wait, wait, wait, this is not a, this is not.

01:41:44.120 Somebody touching base again, right?

01:41:45.400 Nope.

01:41:45.720 Nope.

01:41:46.120 Unbelievable.

01:41:46.840 I can't believe this is happening to us.

01:41:48.240 Stop.

01:41:48.480 Okay.

01:41:49.560 Um, oh no.

01:41:50.820 Okay.

01:41:52.780 Good.

01:41:53.180 Okay.

01:41:53.900 We will call my brother Jake.

01:41:56.140 Hi Jake.

01:41:57.060 Jake and I are on mushrooms with a sober third party involved.

01:42:01.020 Uh, suddenly I hear a second voice in my head.

01:42:03.640 Sounds like my brother.

01:42:04.900 I turned to look at him and he's staring at me with shock.

01:42:08.240 Oh man, this, this just happened.

01:42:10.020 Huh?

01:42:10.420 Neither of us thinking or saying a word.

01:42:14.120 Quote, can you hear me?

01:42:16.580 Yes.

01:42:17.780 We did so many things.

01:42:19.700 Fingers behind the back, guessing colors, numbers.

01:42:23.460 Our sober third party was just as freaked out as we were.

01:42:27.680 So they're experiencing telepathy.

01:42:30.560 Right.

01:42:30.780 Um, on mushrooms, DXM and acid.

01:42:35.520 What?

01:42:36.000 What?

01:42:38.220 Mix all this shit.

01:42:39.300 On mushrooms, DXM and acid.

01:42:42.820 I was sitting on my couch watching TV and my soul fell through the floor.

01:42:46.460 Don't you hate it when that happens?

01:42:47.940 Yeah.

01:42:48.540 The worst.

01:42:49.080 Just fucking slips right out of you, right through the bottoms of your feet.

01:42:51.800 Um.

01:42:52.140 Dropping your soul.

01:42:53.040 Damn it, dude.

01:42:53.860 Very hard to pick up.

01:42:54.840 It turns out it's like a, almost like a liquid.

01:42:56.560 Uh, I fell there.

01:42:59.020 Uh, I fell until there was nothing but darkness and I didn't fight it.

01:43:02.680 I just observed, trying to disturb it with my thoughts as little as possible.

01:43:06.940 Suddenly I turn and I am face to face with a massive lion headed creature.

01:43:11.560 Dude, who just told us about the, Ben from the end of the world news podcast runs into

01:43:21.900 a massive lion, uh, lion with wings.

01:43:25.100 And if you go back to the episode that we did with Dr. Jerry Marzinski and the gentleman

01:43:30.060 who is a, uh, successful mechanical engineer, but was previously diagnosed with schizophrenia

01:43:34.620 in his early life has an experience where he comes face to face with a lion headed serpentine

01:43:40.180 creature that comes out of a portal.

01:43:43.320 And if you look it up, um, the Gnostics believe that that's God.

01:43:48.580 Very interesting here.

01:43:50.260 And, uh, Ben of the end of the world news podcast said that he believed, um, it was Jesus, but

01:43:58.940 like in a different form.

01:44:00.640 Um, and he had a pretty good biblical backing for why he thought that was the case.

01:44:04.020 It wasn't just like some weird Gnostic shit.

01:44:06.260 Okay.

01:44:06.820 So, um, suddenly I turn and I am face to face.

01:44:10.180 Face to face with a massive lion headed creature.

01:44:12.080 Quote, you're far from the ground.

01:44:14.720 Little one echoes in my head.

01:44:16.760 The shock pulls me back.

01:44:19.000 Huh?

01:44:19.820 So this, this thing, uh, a little concern from the ground, right?

01:44:26.520 Well, he's fallen through the ground.

01:44:28.520 Yeah.

01:44:29.000 So the ground is now up and I guess definitively he is far from it because his soul fell through

01:44:34.200 the floor and he fell until it was nothing but darkness.

01:44:38.220 So he is quite far from where he started from if he's falling.

01:44:41.980 Um, on acid, Jake and I are playing video games.

01:44:46.020 I look at my TV and it looks like it's snowing over my screensaver.

01:44:50.500 I tell him to look and he goes, it's snowing.

01:44:54.280 One morning, Jake and I are talking about the previous week.

01:44:57.240 The night before we had been at a, at separate get togethers where acid was taken.

01:45:01.500 This guy's just doing a lot of acid, dude.

01:45:03.300 Um, we both saw the same thing, red letters in an unknown language covering the walls.

01:45:10.920 Wow, man.

01:45:15.420 Yeah, here we go.

01:45:18.280 Uh, Jake and I try spice.

01:45:20.640 There we go, guys.

01:45:21.860 Ding, ding, ding, ding, ding.

01:45:22.940 Uh, we got ourselves a couple of certified spice boys.

01:45:26.520 Jake and I try spice.

01:45:28.780 At first we use an actual cannabinoid.

01:45:31.500 So it's very similar to weed.

01:45:33.300 One day we go to pick up the stuff.

01:45:35.700 It's a liquid cape juice additive.

01:45:39.600 Cape juice.

01:45:40.160 I think that's, must be a misspelling.

01:45:41.560 It's a liquid, liquid something juice.

01:45:44.780 Okay.

01:45:45.540 Um, guy says the manufacturer raised the price.

01:45:48.560 So he switched to someone else.

01:45:50.660 Okay.

01:45:51.160 That's why he can't get his regular, uh, cannabinoid one that he's smoking.

01:45:55.660 Uh, we say, sure.

01:45:57.060 What, whatever.

01:45:57.840 And take the bottle home.

01:45:59.820 He loads it up.

01:46:00.940 He spelled it right.

01:46:01.940 Liquid cape juice.

01:46:02.740 It's just another form of synthetic cannabinoid.

01:46:04.760 Oh, okay.

01:46:05.240 Okay.

01:46:06.140 Um, not brushed up on my spice lingo.

01:46:08.320 My apologies, guys.

01:46:09.740 Uh, he loads it up and he takes a hit on the ride back.

01:46:14.720 By the way, my wife, um, apparently, according to her, and I guess I do kind of remember this,

01:46:20.520 uh, we smoked spice and then she drove home from Atlantic City back to where we lived in

01:46:25.720 New Jersey, which was a solid like three hours or four hours or something.

01:46:29.300 Why is Atlantic City so far?

01:46:30.800 It's like, dude, it's so far.

01:46:32.060 It's so far.

01:46:32.820 It's so far.

01:46:33.680 But, um, she made the drive and she crushed it.

01:46:37.220 She said she felt like a, a robot the entire time, but that didn't stop her from driving

01:46:41.700 us all the way home on K2.

01:46:43.260 Wow.

01:46:43.880 Um, cause she's a, she's a gangster.

01:46:46.320 So we say, sure.

01:46:48.280 We take it home.

01:46:48.900 He loads it up and takes a hit on the ride back.

01:46:50.940 As I am driving, he describes that he's on fire.

01:46:53.640 Don't do drugs.

01:46:54.300 If you're listening to the show, don't do it, Nancy.

01:46:56.480 No, no, these are, these are, this show makes me want to do drugs.

01:46:59.280 This show, this episode in particular, um, look at Xerox.

01:47:03.240 Unbelievable.

01:47:03.760 Says, fuck it.

01:47:04.180 I might do acid tonight.

01:47:05.120 Guys, stop it.

01:47:06.580 Don't do that.

01:47:07.980 We don't like that.

01:47:08.840 We don't want, we don't advocate that sort of thing.

01:47:10.560 And the reason that we don't isn't because we don't think that there was some utilization

01:47:14.240 to be had in drug use.

01:47:16.160 We just don't know where everybody is.

01:47:18.280 Why don't you go pray tonight?

01:47:19.820 Why don't you pray that?

01:47:21.080 Xerox is always praying.

01:47:22.320 Go pray right now.

01:47:23.000 Xerox is a man after God's heart.

01:47:24.520 How dare you?

01:47:25.580 Okay.

01:47:26.480 Where are we at here?

01:47:27.440 Do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do.

01:47:29.140 Um, we're both very calm.

01:47:30.980 He's very calm despite being on fire.

01:47:33.580 Even during bad trips, which is important.

01:47:35.680 I've had a lot of bad trips in my life, but I always remain aggressively calm.

01:47:39.900 Like, eh, it's fine.

01:47:41.020 Whatever happens, happens.

01:47:42.360 Um, we get home and I take my first hit and I feel like I am in hell.

01:47:46.240 My entire body is prickly pins and needles and I have this deep pressure on my chest.

01:47:54.400 This dude's like experiencing, um, sleep paralysis while standing up.

01:47:59.340 Um, what it was doing to my brain was enough to distract me from the physical pain.

01:48:05.580 I forgot everything.

01:48:07.280 Nothing exists besides then and there.

01:48:10.300 There were no other people, no other locations or objects.

01:48:13.960 There was no past or future.

01:48:16.380 I just was.

01:48:18.280 We did this almost every night before bed for a long time.

01:48:21.020 What the fuck, dude?

01:48:24.060 Yeah, this is the greatest thing in the world.

01:48:26.060 I love this show, man.

01:48:27.280 I really do.

01:48:27.920 I love that we decided to do NDS Chronicles.

01:48:30.100 I love learning that our, our fan base are aggressive spice addicts.

01:48:35.140 Uh, this is the greatest thing in the world.

01:48:36.760 Okay.

01:48:37.580 Jake and I are on spice.

01:48:39.420 We are jamming in the car, appreciating the audio system we had just installed.

01:48:43.480 He is curled up on the seat, just rocking to the music.

01:48:46.700 I am reclined back watching the car ceiling dance as one does as, as one do when on spice.

01:48:54.200 Um, he snarls.

01:48:55.600 I turn my head to look and as soon as I do, his head snaps towards me.

01:49:01.300 Help me, he whispers before turning his head to the tucked position, uh, returning his head to the tucked position.

01:49:08.920 So this dude is just like in the fetal position in his car seat and just lifts his head up, snaps it to his homie and says, help me.

01:49:16.120 After they have a little bit of, and he snarls.

01:49:17.920 He snarls at him.

01:49:18.180 And he snarls, yes.

01:49:19.740 Um, okay.

01:49:21.660 I said, I asked him, what's going on?

01:49:23.620 And he just casually looks up and says, this song is incredible.

01:49:27.780 What?

01:49:29.200 I just assumed he was being an autistic little shit as usual.

01:49:33.360 It sounds like to me he's struggling inside and something else just hijacked his bod and was like, ah, dude, this music crushes.

01:49:39.380 What are you talking about?

01:49:39.940 Nothing to see here.

01:49:40.800 Um, he says, I was alone on DXM one time, which I guess is the, uh, the triple C's or the Robitussin.

01:49:50.280 Um, hey, babe, another one of our fans is doing spice.

01:49:54.400 Why?

01:49:54.820 I don't know.

01:49:56.280 Um, okay.

01:49:57.100 He goes on to say, I was alone on DXM.

01:49:58.540 I don't know.

01:49:59.400 Because I keep telling her, I'm like, it's so weird.

01:50:01.520 This spice thing keeps coming up.

01:50:02.980 This is kind of insane.

01:50:03.960 We, we have really spice up your life.

01:50:06.960 Everybody and every girl spice up your life.

01:50:08.980 Uh, all the people of the world.

01:50:11.260 Um, so, so yeah, this thing is just so strange.

01:50:14.780 It keeps coming up.

01:50:15.300 Okay.

01:50:15.480 So I was alone on DXM one time.

01:50:18.080 It became normal for me to take small mid doses before bed on Friday nights and fall asleep, mildly tripping.

01:50:26.900 Almost sounds nice.

01:50:28.160 Um, one night I wake up and I stand up from my bed, but my body doesn't follow me.

01:50:32.380 Son of a, I just, once again, hate it when that happens.

01:50:35.360 When you get up, but your body doesn't get up the worst.

01:50:38.520 Um, for some reason I thought my mom, I thought of my, oh, okay.

01:50:41.980 For some reason I thought of my mom and suddenly I'm sitting next to her as she's driving.

01:50:47.000 She's on the phone, paying me no mind.

01:50:49.320 I tried to talk to her, but she wasn't responding.

01:50:53.120 The strangeness of the dream made me suspicious, which jolted me back to my bed, sitting up in my physical body.

01:51:00.080 I stayed up until my mom got home and told her all about her phone call.

01:51:06.320 I didn't care if she saw me high.

01:51:08.500 I had to prove to her that I was a pioneer of science.

01:51:12.640 Holy shit.

01:51:13.280 Mom, you just don't get it.

01:51:14.700 I'm a spice boy.

01:51:16.380 You wouldn't understand.

01:51:17.900 We need a spice boy, uh, astronaut helmet.

01:51:20.880 And it says pioneer of science on it.

01:51:22.740 Pioneer of science, but it's a psychonaut helmet.

01:51:25.360 Yeah.

01:51:26.200 Um, she didn't notice that I was high, but she didn't seem to care that I was 100% correct.

01:51:31.000 Ah, dude, I hate that.

01:51:32.480 I get it.

01:51:32.980 I get it.

01:51:33.560 It's just like, we talk about this often.

01:51:35.680 Strange things will happen in your life and it just doesn't matter what you tell people.

01:51:40.260 It's very much like, um, telling people about your dream or even worse, trying to show somebody your favorite song.

01:51:47.820 Well, this is, I guess this is what this show is about.

01:51:49.720 We're the only people that will listen to your shit.

01:51:51.420 We're the only people that care.

01:51:53.180 Yeah, dude.

01:51:54.760 Yeah.

01:51:55.180 And I kind of, this is very interesting.

01:51:56.680 If you have, again, if you have more emails like this, uh, look, you should, um, D squad at gmail.com.

01:52:02.060 We're just any, whatever, just email us, whatever you want to talk about.

01:52:05.200 Yeah.

01:52:05.460 But, but you should, you should confess and repent and talk to God, talk to Jesus Christ.

01:52:11.080 But if you want somebody to, to laugh in your face about your spice addiction, we will listen and we will do it.

01:52:19.040 Um, okay.

01:52:20.260 So, uh, this is practice kept up.

01:52:22.900 I never tried to share anything with anyone again.

01:52:25.540 Uh, yeah, yeah.

01:52:27.500 Oh, wait, wait.

01:52:27.980 She said, he, he says she didn't notice that I was high.

01:52:30.080 She didn't seem to care that I was a hundred percent correct.

01:52:31.980 It's as if we were having two different conversations.

01:52:35.060 Damn, dude.

01:52:35.860 Yeah.

01:52:36.340 Yeah.

01:52:36.660 Yeah.

01:52:36.780 Um, okay.

01:52:38.100 Another night on DXM, I am greeted by an angelic looking creature, which we know guys, Lucifer presents himself as an angel of light.

01:52:46.300 It looked like it was straight out of the Diablo video game, which by the way, I think Diablo is probably one of the most lore accurate video games you can.

01:52:59.360 And I've only seen peripheral shit about it, but like they have like the Nephilim and everything in there.

01:53:03.700 I think, I think that game is like a tremendous amount of spiritual truth, but they package it as a video game.

01:53:10.760 And if you're not too sure about that, just ask yourself why Elon Musk is ranked like number two in the world.

01:53:16.680 Dude, I was just going to say that.

01:53:18.060 Like what the hell he's, uh, he's playing this game with all this lore.

01:53:23.080 I should, I'm not going to play the game, but I, I wonder if there's a way to, uh, it's probably a bag of a game.

01:53:29.340 It's probably a bag of a game.

01:53:30.600 I don't play video games anymore.

01:53:31.880 I don't just, I don't know.

01:53:32.640 I was playing something, uh, uh, uh, Pezzy told me about a game that is kind of like Mega Man X.

01:53:38.940 So I got it recently.

01:53:39.980 I've been playing couch co-op with my son, which has been a lot of fun.

01:53:42.720 Okay.

01:53:43.700 Um, okay.

01:53:44.960 So, uh, I'm greeted by this angelic creature.

01:53:48.980 It looked like it was straight out of the Diablo video game.

01:53:52.360 It doesn't speak much, but it shows me clips of my future.

01:53:55.860 Damn, this dude got hit with the ghost of Christmas future.

01:53:58.360 There was a very beautiful girl who was smiling and laughing with me.

01:54:02.560 I would meet this girl only a few weeks later.

01:54:06.320 I recognized her immediately.

01:54:08.500 Her face, her voice, the way she held herself, herself.

01:54:12.560 One day she would become my ex-wife.

01:54:15.580 Man.

01:54:16.620 This is a crazy ass story.

01:54:18.620 This is unbelievable.

01:54:20.180 Um, because this angelic creature only showed me the honeymoon phase, she ended up being cruel and abusive.

01:54:27.860 I still wasn't Christian at this point, but the belief that I did have to turn, I'm sorry, but the belief that I did have turned into hatred towards God.

01:54:45.720 Um, this is only four months into the marriage.

01:54:49.000 We were married for two years.

01:54:51.300 When I came across Gnosticism and the idea that Yahweh is evil and Satan is good, really struck a chord with me.

01:54:58.840 I immediately put my head down and began studying magic.

01:55:02.400 Uh, I tried to ignore the woman's ridiculous behavior while tending to my husband's duties.

01:55:08.520 Uh, to my husband duties.

01:55:10.920 But I wasn't raised to understand that part of the husband's duty is telling his wife to shut the fuck up when she needs to.

01:55:17.720 Interesting.

01:55:18.180 Um, that line right there, when I came across the Gnostic idea that Yahweh is evil and Satan is good, that's, that's something that has been, um, I've heard people try to make the compelling argument that the Old Testament deity is not the same God that is in like the New Testament and that Yahweh is like, and I'm like, I'm just not too sure.

01:55:38.820 Whenever I think about like God, the father, the creator, I literally think about him in the sense of like, when Jesus Christ says my father, that's who I'm talking about.

01:55:47.120 Right.

01:55:48.100 Because when it comes to like the names like Yahweh, Yehovah, all that stuff, I'm like, I'm not too sure, honestly.

01:55:54.520 But what I'm talking about is the father, the creator, the father that Jesus Christ is referencing.

01:56:00.620 I wonder if this woman got him into the, uh, this sort of occult stuff.

01:56:06.520 I wonder if she influenced him because he's looking, he's looking in all directions for answers.

01:56:12.620 And then it seems like he's presented with one right after he meets his wife and then goes down this path.

01:56:17.880 And then, and then, then he'll lose to telling her to shut the fuck up.

01:56:21.220 Uh, yeah.

01:56:22.580 Hmm.

01:56:23.600 That is, uh, oh, this is interesting.

01:56:25.480 Death, not fog spices.

01:56:26.580 You kill a corrupted angel in Diablo two.

01:56:28.820 Also, uh, not nice guy does Diablo playthroughs top and Raven.

01:56:32.700 That's interesting.

01:56:33.280 Yeah.

01:56:33.380 Not nice guy has a show called, um, uh, artificial dissemination HD on rumble.

01:56:39.360 He's one of the homies of the show.

01:56:40.640 Uh, a great guy and, uh, actually gave me my book of Mormon and one of my other Bibles.

01:56:46.000 And, um, he, I bet you has a very interesting lens that he sees Diablo through.

01:56:52.420 There's no way that that shit is lost on him.

01:56:54.200 I'm sure he's picking up a lot.

01:56:55.460 Well, maybe, uh, after he's done with his video game, we'll have him on to break it down for us.

01:57:01.040 Oh, that'd be cool.

01:57:02.160 Yeah.

01:57:02.820 We'll talk to him about it.

01:57:04.120 Um, okay.

01:57:05.280 I didn't study magic.

01:57:06.860 I didn't study magic like the occult and sacrifice.

01:57:09.240 I studied through drugs, whatever this was.

01:57:12.260 I didn't need goofy ass rituals.

01:57:13.820 I needed chemicals.

01:57:15.520 Uh, I take drugs in various combination, sit back to some dark music and watch the backs

01:57:21.060 of my eyelids.

01:57:22.420 Many things happened.

01:57:23.960 Oh, wow.

01:57:24.980 Okay.

01:57:25.480 I do that except I don't do the drugs, but I look at the back of my eyelids and yes, many

01:57:29.160 things happen.

01:57:30.260 One time on a mix of DXM acid, mushrooms, Coke, uh, weed and alcohol.

01:57:35.100 Jesus Christ.

01:57:35.920 Wow.

01:57:36.660 I realized I was a child.

01:57:38.160 I had no memory of my current life.

01:57:40.760 I will call my real life one and this life two.

01:57:44.700 In life two, I was a kid with parents, siblings, uh, just like in life one, but different.

01:57:50.580 Life two was normal.

01:57:51.600 I grew up and met a woman.

01:57:52.920 I wanted nothing to, I wanted nothing than to have a large family with, uh, with this

01:57:58.640 woman.

01:57:59.220 In life one, I never wanted kids.

01:58:01.360 I found a woman who never wanted kids as well.

01:58:04.620 In life two, it was all I ever wanted.

01:58:06.940 And so I had them, uh, then they had kids and I was old.

01:58:10.540 I died of old age.

01:58:12.040 It's like he lived the, he lived Roy, the Roy simulator from Rick and Morty.

01:58:16.060 Yeah.

01:58:16.860 Yeah.

01:58:17.400 Yeah.

01:58:17.640 Yeah.

01:58:17.800 Yeah.

01:58:18.180 When I awoke back in life one, I had been imprinted with the desire for children.

01:58:22.720 That's a kind of like, uh, the Ari Shafir story as well.

01:58:25.860 Right.

01:58:26.120 Did Salvia and then had like an entire experience with kids and it like changed his perspective

01:58:30.940 on a couple of things.

01:58:31.940 Yeah.

01:58:32.080 Ari Shafir did Salvia, had a whole family under the ocean, had a job under the ocean.

01:58:37.660 And then when he came back to Salvia is a relatively short trip minutes.

01:58:42.000 Um, when he came back to, he felt a longing for them.

01:58:45.460 Um, all right, so this guy's feeling, he must've felt a longing because now he's imprinted with

01:58:49.720 this desire for children and the woman he's with doesn't want them.

01:58:52.320 So this could be a problem.

01:58:53.820 That's interesting.

01:58:54.700 I wonder if, because God tells you to like, you know, uh, go forth and multiply.

01:59:00.600 And it's like, if you don't have that in you, does, could there be room for God using this

01:59:07.840 experience to change that in you, to change your heart?

01:59:10.800 Yeah, I was like that.

01:59:12.560 I didn't, I didn't want kids.

01:59:14.620 And, uh, yeah, but I guess if you're with the right person and then you're, you're like,

01:59:19.840 Hey, I kind of want to make something that looks like you and me and, uh, pass down a

01:59:24.300 legacy all through while the world is collapsing, then, then you just do that.

01:59:27.800 Hey, uh, but yeah, so I used to have emotional breakdown when I saw children, uh, when I saw

01:59:34.100 children being adorable, but I had to keep all of this a secret because my wife never

01:59:37.600 wanted them and I couldn't start that problem.

01:59:40.540 Ooh, uh, Jake is over.

01:59:42.520 My wife is awake in bed.

01:59:44.660 We are on nitrous, alcohol, weed, methamphetamine, Adderall, methylphenidate, ketamine, and DMT.

01:59:55.340 Good God.

01:59:56.420 I mean, legitimate psychonaut.

01:59:58.800 This guy is, is the shit.

02:00:00.240 I would never recommend doing this, but I'm endlessly fascinated by his experiences.

02:00:04.200 Yeah.

02:00:04.640 Uh, we're, we're playing a card game with the screen door to our side.

02:00:09.320 Out of my peripheral, I see a silhouette of a man in a trench coat across the street, kind

02:00:14.120 of far.

02:00:15.340 He has a wide brimmed hat and a trench coat.

02:00:18.240 At this time, I've never heard of the hat man.

02:00:20.540 Oh, there you go.

02:00:21.120 Yeah.

02:00:21.620 I nearly shit myself when I saw the first story online about him.

02:00:25.220 As soon as I turned to look, he vanishes.

02:00:27.560 Dan, I'm high.

02:00:29.020 I laugh.

02:00:29.980 And, uh, Jake, Jake agrees.

02:00:32.320 A minute later, I see it again.

02:00:35.600 He's closer this time, standing directly across the street.

02:00:38.740 Again, as soon as I turned to look, he vanishes.

02:00:41.680 So I look to Jake to see if he's reacting at all, but his head is down in his cards.

02:00:47.480 A minute passes and I turn to look towards the kitchen away from the door.

02:00:50.820 As soon as I look back, I see him standing directly outside my glass.

02:00:56.220 I dive for my gun only to point, only to, but he's got it.

02:01:00.300 This is like a mad house.

02:01:01.960 Dude, you're on ketamine, DMT, methylphenidate, Adderall, methamphetamine, weed, alcohol, nitrous,

02:01:09.000 and you have your gun?

02:01:10.640 And look, if I was going to go that deep down the rabbit hole, I'd be like, you know, lock

02:01:14.060 my guns up, please.

02:01:15.240 Yeah, please.

02:01:15.820 I'm going to shoot myself or somebody.

02:01:17.300 Who knows?

02:01:17.660 This is the Domino's delivery guy, and he's like, you're about to catch a hot one, boy.

02:01:23.220 Yeah, yeah.

02:01:24.680 It's the hat man delivery guy.

02:01:27.320 I dive for my gun only to point it at nothing.

02:01:30.220 Jake has fallen over, scrambling away from the door.

02:01:32.900 We both freak out and make the wise decision to go take shots about it.

02:01:36.500 Wow.

02:01:37.540 Go take shots about it.

02:01:39.400 Oh, my God.

02:01:40.420 So we go to the kitchen.

02:01:41.340 So these guys have like, I feel like he's not addicted, but I feel like they have substituted

02:01:46.900 anything in their life with some sort of chemical.

02:01:52.280 They know that this chemical will then bring down their anxiety levels for X amount of time.

02:01:57.380 I feel like they're doing all this shit mathematically, which is like-

02:01:59.740 Well, yeah, it's very much, it seems like, yeah, there's a recreational aspect to it, but

02:02:03.820 he references it earlier as research, I believe.

02:02:07.180 And so in that way, you know, it's a, I guess, yeah, he's not just doing it for funsies, but

02:02:14.560 it's a crazy combination.

02:02:15.860 So methylphenidate is a Ritalin, they're saying.

02:02:19.040 Ritalin.

02:02:19.640 Okay, so that's essentially like an Adderall as well.

02:02:22.980 I mean, it's an insane cocktail.

02:02:25.960 Just one more time for the audience.

02:02:27.140 It's nitrous, alcohol, weed, methamphetamine, Adderall, Ritalin, ketamine, N, DMT.

02:02:34.180 Adderall and Ritalin.

02:02:36.460 That's insane.

02:02:37.740 That's insane.

02:02:37.980 I didn't think there was a difference, but I guess there might be some active chemicals.

02:02:43.480 Okay.

02:02:45.040 So what happens here?

02:02:47.160 A minute later, he sees it again, da-da-da.

02:02:48.980 He gets the, he dies for his gun.

02:02:52.240 Shit, where are we at?

02:02:53.320 And he says, yeah, I die for my gun, point to nothing, Jake has fallen over, scrambling

02:02:58.200 away from the door.

02:02:59.600 We both freak out and make the wise decision to take shots about it, so we go to the kitchen.

02:03:03.900 My wife has a door open, and we can see the front door from the bed.

02:03:07.760 She sees us pass from the living room to the kitchen.

02:03:10.040 When we return to the living room, someone has dumped Jake's entire backpack out on the

02:03:14.620 floor and taken the backpack.

02:03:18.140 All of its contents were there, but we never found the bag.

02:03:20.580 My wife corroborates our story begrudgingly.

02:03:24.140 None of this discourages me.

02:03:25.960 If that guy was real, I was going to find a way to kill him.

02:03:29.200 That's so hilarious, that whatever this guy, the impression that he gave you, you want

02:03:37.960 to kill him.

02:03:39.560 Also, he took your backpack, huh?

02:03:41.520 How much time do you have left?

02:03:42.400 Because there's another, like, three pages of this.

02:03:44.760 I got some time, dog.

02:03:46.560 I got some time.

02:03:47.140 I really, I'm sorry, I mean, if you have to go, you know, we'll wrap it up, but I really

02:03:51.580 want to know how this ends.

02:03:52.920 Yeah, well, I told my daughter that we do a Q&A, so we're going to do that right after,

02:03:57.460 but whatever.

02:03:58.120 Let's, yeah, let's fucking read the rest.

02:03:59.540 Let's get through it.

02:03:59.800 Yeah, let's just get through it.

02:04:00.480 There isn't much to this one because I didn't understand what we were doing.

02:04:26.920 And I just knew it was supposed to avoid being caught and to hide these objects in these

02:04:31.800 locations.

02:04:33.240 Fascinating, dude.

02:04:34.480 Fascinating.

02:04:35.360 Yeah, if you could find those locations in this realm, if it would mirror anything, if

02:04:40.020 you'd find anything interesting.

02:04:42.040 That's interesting, right?

02:04:43.000 Because you're talking about being, like, faster and stuff.

02:04:45.280 Like, a lot of the times that people go to this upside-down world and they're recruited

02:04:48.180 by one thing or another.

02:04:49.700 If you're talking about Steven, whatever his name was, that was on Tinfoil Hat Podcast that

02:04:53.500 says he takes on, like, a Rambo-like persona and goes on missions.

02:04:56.920 I wonder if it's just a different realm and there is a correlating geolocation here in

02:05:01.940 this realm.

02:05:02.780 Well, it seems like the people, other people in that realm were, like, zombie-like.

02:05:06.540 Yeah.

02:05:07.000 They're, these guys are faster, you know, and smarter and have better senses, healthier.

02:05:13.300 Yeah, everyone else is just kind of, like, decrepit and decaying.

02:05:16.420 Stephen King discusses that sort of thing when the gunslinger rolls through this place called

02:05:21.280 Ludd.

02:05:21.560 That's the first book, The Gunslinger.

02:05:23.700 All those people are falling apart.

02:05:27.140 They're all kind of dumb.

02:05:28.120 They're a little, they're a lot slower than, than him.

02:05:30.420 Nobody has a gun and he's super fast with the gun.

02:05:33.560 He basically kills the whole town.

02:05:35.580 After they, yeah, they, they, something happens.

02:05:38.240 They turn on him and he, he just kills them all with one gun or two guns.

02:05:43.760 All right.

02:05:45.460 Uh, so, here we go.

02:05:47.660 I was supposed to avoid, yeah.

02:05:48.900 By this point in my adventures, I can astral project whenever or wherever I want.

02:05:52.860 I just need the right mix of drugs and solid environment, a solid environment.

02:05:56.760 That's wild.

02:05:58.120 I can move forward and backward in time.

02:06:00.040 Moving forward was tricky because my knowledge of the future would often change the future.

02:06:04.460 I was aware that there were other creatures and people out there with me.

02:06:08.360 You don't see them necessarily.

02:06:10.080 That's cool.

02:06:10.620 I had the sentence before, uh, being able to see the future, but then changing it.

02:06:16.840 Like, so he's, he's aware that since he saw something here, it wasn't the way it was going

02:06:22.320 to be, but then it plays out the way he saw it, which is, that's an interesting thing.

02:06:27.380 Seeing like the future twice, but one of these paths deviates and that's the one that you

02:06:31.980 end up going down.

02:06:33.920 Hmm.

02:06:34.760 I was aware that there were other creatures and people out there with me.

02:06:37.780 You don't see them, but you feel them.

02:06:39.340 Um, I learned to create artificial places that I could return to in my head exists a

02:06:44.740 library of every memory I have and I could visit this place and view the books, the Akashic

02:06:50.740 records, right?

02:06:51.760 Well, there is, um, precedent for people creating like a, um, uh, like a memory mansion that's

02:06:57.040 filled with all their memories.

02:06:58.040 And if you flesh it out the right way, if you spend time like thinking about like this

02:07:03.640 location, this hallway, if you go into this room, everything is going to be from ages seven

02:07:07.880 to 11 and, and it's all categorized and everything.

02:07:10.900 People find that that is a great way to be able to access memories.

02:07:14.240 If you can go through some sort of mental process of categorizing them like that, that's, that

02:07:19.440 is interesting.

02:07:20.000 He's, he's essentially talking about that, but I guess having much more access to it

02:07:25.360 more so than, than you would have in just, uh, you know, a psychology sense, like what

02:07:30.660 I just described.

02:07:31.660 Right, right.

02:07:32.340 Um, so by this point I met a few other curious souls and we could visit the same places.

02:07:38.060 Nitrous was a big one because no matter where or who you are, it always seems to take you

02:07:42.860 to the same place.

02:07:44.020 First timers often get lost and you have to go find them with nitrous.

02:07:48.340 I can go in first and just wait for them to arrive and lead them from there.

02:07:53.260 Interesting.

02:07:53.560 How long are you in this?

02:07:55.940 Like, it doesn't seem like nitrous is a long lasting experience.

02:08:00.440 Hmm.

02:08:00.880 Depends on how much you do, I guess.

02:08:03.180 Right.

02:08:03.480 I guess so.

02:08:04.020 Yeah.

02:08:04.260 Or maybe once you're in that on the other side there, time is different.

02:08:08.820 Maybe.

02:08:09.720 Interesting.

02:08:10.220 So I'm happy with everything besides my wife.

02:08:13.000 I'm rolling in the dough at my mental peak and absolutely energized.

02:08:17.520 Then my wife brings an idea before me, non-emotional polygamy.

02:08:22.940 She didn't end up seeing anyone, but I did.

02:08:25.480 I was happy as I could have been at the time until one night she wakes me up at 2am after

02:08:30.060 a week of fighting and no sleep.

02:08:33.180 Something happened in me and I just stood up, packed my car and left.

02:08:37.220 I ignored every word she said.

02:08:39.560 As soon as I was situated, I started officially dating the girl I was sleeping with before.

02:08:44.080 Oh, that's a terrible.

02:08:47.420 You kind of see, yeah, this is where this kind of ideology leads, dude.

02:08:53.280 Whenever you see a throuple.

02:08:53.840 And also we have that precedent for like a breakup or a divorce, right?

02:08:57.260 There's always like, these things seem to go hand in hand with these really high level

02:09:00.260 spiritual experiences.

02:09:01.520 Yeah, but the idea of polygamy, it's always like, I don't know, like they're always into

02:09:08.000 some weird shit.

02:09:08.920 It's never, they're experimenting with drugs or into some form of weird paganism.

02:09:14.300 It's just very unfortunate and strange, but it's like a, it's a repeatable characteristic

02:09:21.040 of people who do that.

02:09:22.700 Also though, like you got to think about how long would your wife be totally cool with

02:09:25.600 you just doing nitrous, meth, uh, alcohol, weed, Ritalin, Adderall, and Robitussin, DMT.

02:09:36.680 Well, he's making a ton of money.

02:09:38.560 So it was like, you know, it's not affecting his professional life.

02:09:43.240 I guess he just does this with his brother sometimes.

02:09:45.060 Like she's just chilling in the room and him and his brother are doing every drug on the

02:09:48.940 planet and she's okay with it.

02:09:51.380 It's not a surprise that she would suggest something else.

02:09:54.200 Like when you're, you don't, no offense, dude, you don't have a good base because if I was

02:10:00.520 doing this, my wife would be like, no, you're not.

02:10:02.960 Don't do that.

02:10:03.860 Right.

02:10:04.180 And, uh, that would be good advice on her end.

02:10:07.080 Right.

02:10:08.040 Um, all right.

02:10:08.740 So things are going great, but we aren't talking.

02:10:10.700 This is his new girlfriend.

02:10:11.460 I grew up with her around a lot because our families were close, but I didn't really know

02:10:16.540 the adult she had become.

02:10:18.100 Uh, we were just caught up in all the travels and fun and sex.

02:10:21.780 I could see why he had problems with his, why his wife had problems with this because

02:10:26.700 you found somebody that you kind of grew up with that you actually liked.

02:10:29.560 It wasn't just sex.

02:10:31.340 Um, but one day she just randomly says to me, I don't have a problem sleeping on the other

02:10:37.320 side of a guy, a guy friend's bed.

02:10:39.720 Uh, I was surprised.

02:10:42.520 So I just stared at her for a solid minute, told her that I was never going to be okay

02:10:46.640 with that and left the room.

02:10:48.320 That's how you met her though, dude.

02:10:50.200 Right.

02:10:51.340 Huh.

02:10:51.820 A few days later, I asked her pretending we had never had the prior conversation and she

02:10:56.980 gave me the same answer.

02:10:58.520 I immediately disassociate from her.

02:11:02.100 Wow.

02:11:03.180 Not good.

02:11:04.220 Not good.

02:11:04.940 No.

02:11:05.100 So it was around this time I become emotionally destroyed about children.

02:11:09.520 The woman, my age are fucking garbage.

02:11:12.180 I need a good mother and none of them would do.

02:11:15.320 I went on hundreds of dates and was dissatisfied on the first date.

02:11:19.260 Almost every time they were all selfish, rude, and stupid, but they all thought they were

02:11:24.220 the shit.

02:11:24.740 Yeah.

02:11:24.940 Many such cases, man.

02:11:26.520 Um, from my point of view, none of them deserve to even be in the same room as me.

02:11:31.220 Unfortunately, this depression becomes so overwhelming that I give up.

02:11:35.440 I still casually talk to the other girl and we have physical adventures, but I have told

02:11:40.460 her that I was looking for someone to have kids with and that she wasn't going to cut

02:11:44.020 it.

02:11:44.920 What a gangster.

02:11:46.700 I mean, yeah.

02:11:47.160 I mean, good call.

02:11:49.160 Good call.

02:11:49.860 But it does kind of bring up that idea of like, I know guys that are our age now that

02:11:54.940 are trying to find women and it's like, everybody's married, everybody has kids.

02:11:58.280 And, um, I don't think we put enough urgency or, or value on finding somebody when you're

02:12:05.460 young, because the fact of the matter is from where I'm sitting, looking at the people

02:12:10.000 that I know that are still trying to find someone, um, it all showed up faster than

02:12:15.660 we thought and everybody that was good got removed from the dating pool faster than we

02:12:21.020 thought.

02:12:21.640 And we've been selling people a false bill of goods, both men and women in this idea

02:12:26.600 of like, sleep around, you'll find somebody in your own time, maybe pursue some career

02:12:30.060 things, do this, do that.

02:12:31.340 And it's like, actually, um, you could always start a career.

02:12:35.160 You could be 40 and pursue a new career, right?

02:12:38.420 You could be 50 and go to school and learn something new, but you cannot help when everybody

02:12:43.340 is married with children and that all you have left are the people that are kind of

02:12:48.620 screwed up.

02:12:50.320 Yeah, man.

02:12:51.020 A lot of my friends going through that and, uh, I don't know what to tell you, dude, but

02:12:55.520 that, that age is also getting lower, uh, from my estimation for what I, what I see going

02:13:00.220 on out there.

02:13:01.340 It's like the margin for error for these kids now is super slim.

02:13:06.560 And it's, it's, it also kind of goes back to the H1B visa thing where you need to have

02:13:11.360 that job, you need to have that shit job so that you know that you don't want to do

02:13:15.140 it.

02:13:15.640 And if that job is going to go to somebody else, how are you supposed to learn this?

02:13:19.600 This is like a valuable lesson.

02:13:20.880 And that lesson, that middle lesson there is like swept away from people, you know, the

02:13:25.300 lesson of like, you can date, you can date a couple of girls, but still like get, get

02:13:29.540 your shit together.

02:13:30.740 When you're like around 20, you're going to want to meet this person around 20, right?

02:13:35.320 A little after a little before.

02:13:36.680 Um, now that's, it feels like that age has gone down and the ability to make those mistakes

02:13:42.940 is like, like much shorter.

02:13:46.540 You got to get it right on the first shot.

02:13:48.300 We're doing too much too, where it's like women are looking for men and men are looking

02:13:51.360 for women who have to hit, they have to check all these boxes.

02:13:54.240 They have to be like these amazing people when like the truth of the matter is none of us

02:13:57.220 really have our shit together, you know, but you're always looking for somebody who's

02:14:00.820 like, she's got to look this good.

02:14:02.120 She's got to be like this.

02:14:02.940 She's got to, and like, I think you could settle for like pretty kind and loves you.

02:14:10.860 Yeah.

02:14:11.280 Like, whoa, you don't know what this, but like I've been, well, I've been the same

02:14:15.060 person in my marriage and my relationship with my wife and with her for, I think, I

02:14:20.360 don't know, 15 years, 16 years, something like that.

02:14:22.580 But I have changed five times, like different parts of me have changed and you don't know

02:14:28.280 where the hell I'd, I'd be, but that's also because I'm growing with this person next

02:14:32.420 to me.

02:14:32.760 If I grew with someone else next to me, who knows the fuck I'd be, probably, probably

02:14:37.760 worse.

02:14:38.520 Nancy says you got to add unvaxxed to the list.

02:14:40.660 Good point.

02:14:41.160 Good point.

02:14:41.560 Yeah.

02:14:42.280 All right.

02:14:42.580 So my life is a mess.

02:14:43.980 I still make enough to pay my bills and survive, but I come home from work, do my chores and

02:14:49.060 sleep every day for a year.

02:14:51.600 On the weekends, I would sleep.

02:14:53.860 During this time, I noticed some bullshit NASA published and I just clicked my brain and it

02:14:58.080 just clicked in my brain that I was seeing something obviously fake.

02:15:01.160 My belief in science was shattered and I began digging into conspiracies.

02:15:05.740 Yeah.

02:15:06.220 Welcome to the club.

02:15:07.320 Picking apart which ones are true or half truth.

02:15:10.620 I was more interested in what evidence they brought and less what they made of the evidence.

02:15:15.260 I was constructing my own worldview based on no one else's.

02:15:19.020 During this time, my parents have talked to this girl and have talked to this girl into

02:15:22.880 going to church and she's actually taken to the Bible.

02:15:27.080 Which girl?

02:15:27.600 During this time, my parents have talked to, I guess the girl that he was talking to before.

02:15:32.600 So this is happening completely separate from me.

02:15:35.920 And at this time, I'm on a small, on small conspiracies like the moon landing in space.

02:15:40.500 In these arguments, I see biblical points of view come up and would end up reading the

02:15:45.260 references and they all end up being true.

02:15:47.180 So I decided to take a look at the Bible.

02:15:49.880 Here we are.

02:15:50.660 I guess this is what this show is, right?

02:15:54.220 This is great.

02:15:54.700 So much of this stuff kind of mirrors mine.

02:15:57.220 I would say he went through a much more intense version.

02:15:59.440 I'm glad you didn't do your own show, Joshua, because we wouldn't have anything to talk about.

02:16:05.120 So I started fresh.

02:16:06.740 No church corruption in my head.

02:16:08.540 I put together some things on my own that I would later learn are conspiracies.

02:16:13.040 Genesis 6 naturally read to me like a story about angel-human hybrids.

02:16:18.440 Yep.

02:16:19.140 I didn't see anything else in it.

02:16:20.900 I eventually move on to the mud flood theories because someone recommends John Levi to me.

02:16:26.360 Around this time, I also picked up a thousand years of change history.

02:16:31.400 But how does this fit into the biblical account?

02:16:34.040 Was the question for a while.

02:16:36.060 But I got there eventually.

02:16:37.540 When I read Revelation 12, it just clicked.

02:16:39.420 The chronology was clearly laid out to me.

02:16:42.260 I was skeptical that the Bible was anything besides a POV and a sea of gods.

02:16:47.700 But the gears were turning.

02:16:50.900 Yep.

02:16:51.940 One night, I had a normal, sober dream.

02:16:54.700 I saw myself two years in the future, but I had written a message to myself.

02:16:58.980 I haven't figured out how or whether this becomes a paradox, but I guess I'll figure it out.

02:17:03.640 The message I wrote both answered a question and gave advice.

02:17:07.420 Yes, just do the things you're supposed to be doing.

02:17:09.980 Um, when I woke up, that was all I was supposed to be doing was following God.

02:17:16.040 I knew what marriage was and I knew that I had only slept with one woman since my wife.

02:17:21.760 So she was my wife if she would have me.

02:17:24.100 Very interesting.

02:17:25.140 She had turned into an amazing woman.

02:17:28.380 Her morals straightened out and she became the perfect wife for me.

02:17:32.280 That's what, I mean, this is what we were talking about yesterday with, uh, Paul of Understanding Conspiracy, right?

02:17:37.500 It's like, uh, what are we doing here?

02:17:39.340 What is the journey about?

02:17:40.480 Are we on this path?

02:17:42.280 And he kind of, that, that quote that he says there, um, yes, just do the things you're supposed to be doing.

02:17:49.220 Right.

02:17:50.380 Right.

02:17:50.800 And I guess that's like following God.

02:17:52.500 If you're aiming yourself towards whatever God's telling you to do that, I guess that's what I do.

02:17:57.540 When I pray, I say like, I say, you know, thanks for what you've given me.

02:18:02.560 Thanks for what you're going to give me.

02:18:04.420 And thank you for, uh, everything that you haven't given me, because there's a reason that I don't have that.

02:18:11.520 I don't want that stuff.

02:18:13.100 Yeah.

02:18:13.420 Just, you know, basically like continue to guide, like align me in, in this way, whichever way direction this is supposed to be.

02:18:22.700 Hmm.

02:18:24.240 All right.

02:18:24.760 This is the last paragraph, David.

02:18:26.120 You want to take it?

02:18:26.820 Uh, he goes on to say, since then, God has done nothing but bless us.

02:18:31.900 He gives me everything I need to take care of things and gives me enough to do an amazing job at the things I do.

02:18:38.240 When something is taken away from me, he returns it to me in excess.

02:18:42.840 Sometimes he just gives me knowledge.

02:18:44.920 Sometimes I see a verse written somewhere randomly.

02:18:47.620 It perfectly answers the question that I have.

02:18:50.060 And then he signs off with, Jesus Christ is King.

02:18:54.060 Also notable, uh, from ProtonMail is where this was sent.

02:18:58.500 This guy's still using ProtonMail.

02:19:00.040 Throw this email out.

02:19:01.780 Uh, this was a banger, man.

02:19:03.880 It was a great email.

02:19:04.680 I love the way that it's wrapped up.

02:19:06.400 Um, you know, when you see that quote, yes, just do the things you're supposed to be doing.

02:19:10.280 In some ways, that feels very much in the same vein as fear not.

02:19:14.760 It's like, don't worry.

02:19:15.780 Just do those things.

02:19:16.620 You were talking about when we talked to Paul of Understanding Conspiracy,

02:19:18.900 and one of the questions you had was like,

02:19:20.820 what are the ramifications about, you know, um, being deceived within the timeline,

02:19:25.720 actually being in Satan's little season?

02:19:27.360 What then does that mean when Christ arrives?

02:19:29.520 How will we perceive him?

02:19:30.620 Will people be lost?

02:19:32.220 And, you know, um, he said something along the lines of like,

02:19:38.980 as long as we're followers of Christ and that's our main goal,

02:19:43.820 we're going to get through this, this time.

02:19:46.120 And I started realizing too, it's like, oh yeah, we'll see.

02:19:49.600 Like, we don't have to be afraid of that.

02:19:51.440 Literally, what you and I do is the fail safe to what we're afraid of.

02:19:56.700 And by that, I mean like, we look for the lies.

02:20:01.800 So like, if there was some big thing happening on the horizon,

02:20:05.980 and we really were in Satan's little season and, and new Jerusalem shows up on the horizon one day and,

02:20:11.560 and everybody starts thinking it's a giant mothership, we would be analyzing that nonstop.

02:20:17.240 We'd be looking for the truth in it.

02:20:18.240 So like, yeah, we wouldn't fall for that.

02:20:19.420 And I think that that is looking for the truth in that thing is the same thing as following Christ.

02:20:26.300 Because if Jesus Christ is the way, the truth and the life, then by seeking the truth, you are seeking Jesus Christ.

02:20:33.600 And as long as you're doing that, then you're not going to be deceived.

02:20:36.940 Because what is clear is like, out of all the deception that's happening on the world stage,

02:20:40.820 there's plenty of little hints that show you how it's a lie.

02:20:45.880 Or else we wouldn't be able to do a show, right?

02:20:48.720 If not for the little hints that show things to be lies.

02:20:53.320 But it just seems like that's always the message there.

02:20:57.000 Just do the things you're supposed to be doing.

02:20:59.200 Don't be afraid.

02:21:00.220 Just keep moving forward.

02:21:01.360 What are you supposed to be doing?

02:21:02.660 Well, you're supposed to keep God's commandments and you're supposed to be aligned with the truth.

02:21:06.880 So if that's what you're supposed to be doing, and you do those things,

02:21:10.060 then you are going to be just fine.

02:21:11.880 It is going to be okay.

02:21:13.500 And you don't have to fear.

02:21:14.440 Do them like a retarded kid working at a, you know, at like a Goodwill.

02:21:21.480 This is what he's supposed to do is just continue to fold these clothes.

02:21:24.320 And he's going to continue to fold those clothes.

02:21:26.760 Retardio.

02:21:27.740 I think that's a good analogy.

02:21:31.200 It is.

02:21:31.560 It is.

02:21:32.320 But just going back through this, man.

02:21:34.140 I mean, like, seeing this, this is the one where we saw the lion-faced entity, right?

02:21:39.700 That told him that he was a far away from the ground.

02:21:43.280 Yeah.

02:21:43.640 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

02:21:44.600 Here it is.

02:21:45.160 A massive lion-headed creature telling him, you're far from the ground, little one.

02:21:49.460 And the shock pulls him back to his body.

02:21:51.920 Fascinating shit.

02:21:52.740 I mean, these are things that we would never recommend.

02:21:55.040 We don't know where our audience is spiritually, so I'm never going to advocate for psychedelic use.

02:22:00.560 But that being said, the people that do take that journey, that is like, you know, that terminology, psychonaut, has like a silly connotation because, I don't know, there's a difference between an astronaut, a guy that's trained up by a fake organization determined to lie to the public like NASA.

02:22:20.420 And he goes through all like the strenuous, you know, training processes, he's a professional.

02:22:25.600 And then you have a guy that is doing Robitussin in his living room.

02:22:31.120 And yeah, they're not the same.

02:22:34.920 But maybe there are many ways in which they are the same because we often talk about how the spiritual realm is not mapped out.

02:22:40.420 It is a place that you can go, but we don't have a map for it.

02:22:42.820 And the Bible gives you a really good handle on it.

02:22:47.500 And I would recommend, you know, starting there and making Jesus Christ your compass.

02:22:53.560 But there is something to be said about the dude that just like jumps into the darkness and starts mulling around in it, seeing what he can find and what he can understand.

02:23:02.500 And he comes back with stuff like this and also comes back in the end saying that Jesus Christ is king and that these things all have a place biblically.

02:23:15.580 All these conspiracies, everything that he's been searching for that started with this drug use all comes to this place.

02:23:21.880 And he's talking about how it all has a place biblically.

02:23:26.660 It's very much the same conclusion that I came to.

02:23:28.480 That's why I get mad sometimes when people think like, oh, you know, you're a Christian.

02:23:32.600 You think that your worldview is correct.

02:23:34.180 And I'm like, you're mischaracterizing what you think a Christian is versus what I am.

02:23:38.660 I was a homeless dude that used to do a lot of drugs and was steeped into trying to understand the mysteries of the occult.

02:23:45.260 And then I came to a place where I was like, oh, OK, this is all biblical.

02:23:49.700 Seems like this guy did that times 100.

02:23:52.500 So thank you, Josh, man.

02:23:54.120 That was a banger.

02:23:55.220 I pulled up this.

02:23:56.040 This is a picture of the guy.

02:23:57.220 Right. This is like this weird sort of cat face entity with all the wings that he drew for us.

02:24:01.740 You remember this?

02:24:02.820 Yeah, I remember that.

02:24:04.320 That and then he also shows doesn't he didn't he draw like because there was a lion that came out and he found a gnostic pendant that has like a serpent body with a lion head.

02:24:14.300 There it is.

02:24:15.620 And then it turns into a horrifying face, which is interesting.

02:24:19.200 It starts off as a lion headed serpent and then turns into a horrifying face that I remember he said it tried to scare him and he didn't get scared.

02:24:28.640 And when he didn't get scared, it started.

02:24:30.040 And there it is.

02:24:30.480 Yeah.

02:24:30.780 So the Gnostics believe that that's God in some sort of way.

02:24:33.900 But I can't claim to know the finer details of it.

02:24:39.100 Interesting.

02:24:39.580 All right.

02:24:39.760 Listen, let's let's wrap this episode.

02:24:41.820 I'm going to start this with my daughter.

02:24:43.760 It's going to be a long day, but that's going to be fine.

02:24:46.700 Yeah.

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02:25:50.960 Until then, don't forget to obey, submit and comply.

02:25:55.400 We'll see you guys later.

02:25:56.320 The greatest hypnotist on planet Earth is a oblong box in the corner of the room.

02:26:03.160 It is constantly telling us what to believe is real.

02:26:06.520 If you can persuade people that what they see with their eyes is what there is to see to go on.

02:26:13.280 Because they'll laugh in the face of an explanation that portrays the bigger picture of what's happening.

02:26:19.860 And they have.

02:26:20.740 The end.

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02:26:34.380 They have.

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Nephilim Death Squad - January 02, 2025

006： NDS Chronicles - The Scientist

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