In Episode 9 of the NDS Chronicles, TopLobster and The Raven discuss the possibility that the world is being controlled by sick people, and how to fight back against them. They also discuss a viewer submitted story about a woman who claims to have been abducted by the Symbionese Liberation Army.
00:18:01.500this is going to be our podcast review of Tony Merkel's The Confessionals for episodes that we find interesting or spaces that we think he missed.
00:18:10.800We're just doubling up on content here because I'm going to cut it.
00:18:20.380So what ends up happening during this entity encounter is this woman is aware that the friends she arrived with are in a state of paralysis.
00:18:30.380And their heads are cocked back, their mouths are open, and their eyes are rolled back in their head.
00:18:39.760What ends up happening is she communes with, like, several entities during this experience while her friends are having this, you know, they're seemingly paralyzed, unconscious, not there.
00:18:53.760She finds later on that her friends are actually able to recount the events that took place with some variation that was different from hers.
00:19:03.180But they spoke as if they were never in that state of paralysis, and they were communing and things of that nature.
00:19:11.540So I think it's just fascinating because when you say your sister saw you moving and didn't want to wake you, but you definitively were not moving and were paralyzed,
00:19:19.800to me that just is, it feels like you're in a sort of a slip where your physical body is doing one thing, but your perception of your reality, maybe in a spiritual realm, is doing something different.
00:19:35.960So maybe your sister did see you kind of just tossing and turning, but whether it's your astral form, your spirit, your soul, whatever the case may be,
00:19:44.080that thing is going through torment and feels like it's locked into place.
00:19:48.740And what's interesting, by the way, one of the people who she went with did note that even though they were aware of what was going on,
00:19:57.580and from their experience, their head was not cocked back, their mouth wasn't open, and their eyes weren't rolled back in their head,
00:20:03.340they did mention that they felt like it was difficult to move because their soul was stuck.
00:20:10.800So it seems like you can have two things happening at once, maybe perceived by somebody else in the physical realm, paralysis or nothing of note.
00:20:21.220But in an astral or a spiritual realm, something else is happening and you're experiencing that just as vividly.
00:20:29.380There's also something else I wanted to add while we're on the subject here of that episode.
00:20:35.360But something Tony missed because I think he was focused more on that aspect or he was looking at like a, I don't know, he was focused on something else.
00:20:44.420But when she said that this entity was talking to her, it was like a, I think she described this as like a lizard-like entity, like a lizard person kind of thing, you know.
00:20:54.940But when it was talking to her, it communicated and she said it was like, it felt like it was, I think, raping my mind, like it knew my thoughts and it was looking directly into my head.
00:21:06.360And it was speaking to her through telekinesis, which you can get if you join at the $33 level on Patreon.
00:22:21.860And you see that in the garden too, where, when God shows up to, after Adam and Eve eat the apple or eat the fruit of the tree and realize that they're naked and go to hide.
00:22:33.860When God shows up, when God shows up, who clearly is omnipresent, omnipotent, knows where they are, is instead asking them questions.
00:22:42.720Who, who has told you that you're naked?
00:22:45.300You know, why are you hiding yourself from me?
00:22:46.980And then once they cast blame on the serpent, which is a spiritual entity, suddenly it's like, you're going to crawl on your belly for the rest of your days and eat dirt.
00:23:36.020And it seems like a lot of these spiritual entities, most of them can't do this.
00:23:40.480So the ones that are communicating with you telepathically, it seems like the Nephilim, the, these gray aliens, uh, low level demons, they might not even have like vocal cords in a sense where they can project it into this world.
00:24:09.600Because the idea is like, you know, if you believe in God, then that's basically the prerequisite to being able to, um, prophesy.
00:24:17.780And there's something about these things where like, yeah, like we look at the telepathy aspect of, you know, these encounters as being indicative of like strength.
00:24:58.780Um, but yeah, I think that that has something to do with the ability to, to prophesy and the ability to engage in that level of spiritual warfare.
00:25:07.160So what we look as look to as a strength might actually be a weakness.
00:25:12.440So that's why I was, I was thinking how it pertained to that, that, uh, specific story that that woman was talking to, because these entities seemed like, uh, she was terrified.
00:25:21.040Like they were run, they, I think they ran them off the beach.
00:25:23.580And actually, uh, some of her friends had some attachments where one killed himself.
00:38:11.600Man, that is really high-level concepts, right?
00:38:16.860So, I mean, the first one, when they're getting corralled out of the malls and out of the churches and onto buses, that is, for 1990, for a five-year-old to be having that sort of an experience?
00:38:37.500You could have, look, if we're going to play gay and reductive on this show, we could say, well, you could have seen a thing.
00:38:45.840Those elements from, like, you know, the imagery of the Holocaust, loading people onto these military vehicles surely have been used over and over again in dramas in one form or another.
00:38:59.780But then to have that switch and now there's chaos, you're in a city or a town and everything's on fire, people are fighting, they're throwing bottles and shit.
00:39:13.360And then to go into a diner, excuse me, and plead with the owner, it reminds me of this show that I was just watching.
00:39:22.100It was called Black Summer and it's a zombie film.
00:39:24.200And one of the things I think they capture really effectively is, like, how cutthroat everyone becomes, you know, as far as, like, protecting your own shit and not knowing whether or not you could trust anybody at all who comes through your door pleading for help even.
00:39:39.720That element shows itself over and over again.
00:39:42.540So I used to have a dream that was recurring when I was a child, that I was a king and they kept bringing my mom to me.
00:39:52.960And my mom had, like, stolen something and I had to cast judgment on her.
00:40:07.400I would have been around the same age, you know, four or five years old when I was having this dream or this nightmare.
00:40:12.180To the extent where, you know, when you're a kid, you're like, one day I'm going to have to deal with quicksand.
00:40:16.060Or one day I'm going to have to deal with, like, insert some obtuse fucking thing that, like, is never going to happen to you in reality, but you're worried about it.
00:40:23.620I was worried that one day I was going to be in this position where I had to cast judgment on my mother for doing some petty crime.
00:40:31.940So, I don't know if I had the wherewithal to entertain such a strange and complex dream.
00:40:41.520I remember sitting, like, in a throne, but I was in a dungeon scenario and they were bringing her to me and I had guards on either side of me, of my chair.
00:40:49.220Or, so, you know, the human mind is very strange, but to me it just feels like this kid was given, or this adult now, was given visions.
00:41:31.320Because her age, you know, she's obviously past that age marker and these things haven't happened.
00:41:36.380Um, but I know what that's like, too, where she says, um, she always believed it was a warning.
00:41:46.480So, when 9-11 happened, she thought that was going to be it.
00:41:50.040So, because of my dreams that I had about being locked in a school, and it was under some sort of military presence, and that every single time the name of the game was Escape.
00:42:04.100Um, I thought that it was going to happen.
00:42:07.940So, that really didn't help at all when I was, I don't know if you know this, but I've been a conspiracy theorist since about 16 years old.
00:42:14.840And, uh, you know, it was really hard during that age to be, like, dealing with those dreams and then seeing, like, you know, FEMA camp stories, martial law actually being a potentiality.
00:42:27.980Um, and, and then, of course, uh, you know, there was this big thing that happened back in, like, 2006 where suddenly conspiracy theorists were made of, or made aware of a bunch of plastic coffins that were stacked up.
00:42:41.580Um, I forgot where they were, but it was basically like, yeah, they're, they're mass grave sites so that the, um, the decaying bodies don't leach into the groundwater.
00:42:54.300They're going to basically put you in these giant things that don't decompose.
00:42:58.900And so, I know what that's like to, to look at everything.
00:43:02.300Like, I saw swine flu and I was like, it's a coming.
00:43:08.900What was the reasoning for that, though?
00:43:10.000Why didn't they want your bodies to go into the ground?
00:43:12.540Well, I guess because when you kill that many people, there, there becomes this real concern for, like, decaying, um, materials to, to leach into the groundwater.
00:43:26.060I don't know how true that actually is, but what I do know is that there was these stacked up things that would have been, you know, I guess they could have been something else, but everybody on the internet was interpreting them as coffins.
00:43:39.260So, I, I still don't, actually don't even know if that was true.
00:43:42.540Um, I don't know if they ever did anything with those, uh, you know, what we perceived as coffins, but, yeah, that was the idea was that basically, if you're going to kill that many people and you dump them into, like, a trench, well, they're going to decay and that's going to wreak havoc as far as, like, disease and shit like that.
00:44:01.440So, in order to remedy that, you just put them in big fucking plastic bins, basically.
00:44:11.140I know that, uh, I know some people who've had dreams of, uh, of the future or dreams of, like, things that might, like, my mom's one of them.
00:44:19.820The reason she's a Christian at all is, uh, because of a dream that she had.
00:44:23.280It affected her so profoundly that she, uh, just started going to church, like, hardcore, became real, like, you know, Jesus freak.
00:44:31.620Um, and the dream was, like, you know, we were living in Coney Island, which, again, can't even happen, but she saw the end.
00:44:40.840She saw what was in the book of Revelation, having never read it, you know?
00:44:44.680She saw the, uh, the Statue of Liberty.
00:44:48.260It was, like, knocked down, floating in water.
00:44:50.640She saw a god, uh, his face was twisted with anger as he's throwing fire down on the world.
00:44:59.400I know she saw a lot of stuff, but whatever she saw convinced her, um, this is the way to go.
00:45:03.860Well, what's interesting about that is you just had that guy, um, Brandon Biggs, who seems like some sort of a con man, um, but I don't think that that means their predictions hold no water, right?
00:45:16.500Where it's, like, even if you are a con man or you have some sort of inside information or maybe what you determine to be clairvoyance is actually some demonic entity whispering to you, all of those things in consideration.
00:45:27.380It's like, well, what if he's right about a sequence of events that might take place in the near future?
00:45:31.800And I, and I'm aware of the fact that the guy makes a lot of predictions that don't come true, but worth noting that this impending attack that he's so worried about and the 10 cities that it's going to include, one of those, I guess, better to say 10 locations is the Statue of Liberty.
00:45:47.640And, and he said that, um, that drew some confusion in him because it's not a densely populated area, but it's a symbolic attack.
00:45:55.780And then he kind of lost me because he's like, it represents freedom.
00:45:58.420And it's just like, I think it represents the, the morning star, Lucifer, the torchbearer, but okay.
00:46:16.800If you knock down the, the Statue of Liberty, it would be, it would be equivalent to knocking down the Twin Towers.
00:46:22.540Cause I feel like when people talk about 9-11 and the Twin Towers, we do, even me, I get like more caught up on like, oh, these two big things were knocked down.
00:46:32.260Like the skyline has changed, but there was like almost 4,000 people that died.
00:46:35.980And then, you know, the tens of thousands that died after of all the cancer that it gave them.
00:46:41.160But it's, it's more like, oh, these, these things in the sky were taken down.
00:46:45.700Like, that's the ultimate disrespect, you know?
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00:50:30.360Um, as you've probably gathered by my last email, I've given my life to Jesus Christ, based, uh, most recently, over the last month or so, I've begun each morning with prayers and a soft, or, and songs to glorify the Lord.
00:50:44.380That sounds like a good way to start the day.
00:50:47.340I might incorporate that into my ritual, like, listening to gospel.
00:54:23.200I have things that I know will work or things that I know will happen.
00:54:28.160But as far as like the, when and what I should be doing, um, I don't have any sort of, I have no sense of timing, but I do have this notion of like, Oh, this thing right here, if you push on this, this is going to work.
00:54:42.380But as far as like the, when or where, when I should push on it or anything like that, I have all the energy of like, I like a Labrador retriever that just wants to go, go, go, go, go, go, go like all the time.
00:54:53.360And so, uh, that is probably to my, my detriment a lot.
00:55:17.500Um, as I prayed for the protection of my family and thanked Jesus Christ for my blessings, that his will be done in my life, lamenting the sinful nature of my own heart.
00:56:21.400Um, in that moment, however, the presence I now recognize as Yahweh, the father didn't feel angry towards me, but anger towards someone or something else.
00:57:18.640So that, that, um, I've had something that's different, but like often, not oftentimes, sometimes I'll wake up and there will be a repetitive thing echoing in my head.
00:57:31.360Like this last thought that I had in the dream world is now, you know, here, like, um, like the other day when I told you that I had a dream that I was talking to God and then I woke up because something touched my forehead.
00:57:43.480And it was just like, that was the, the notion in my head was like, I was just talking to God.
00:57:47.320Um, but one of the ones that I had one time and some of the chat might remember this, actually, I was talking about it on timeline cleanse.
00:57:53.460I woke up and my mind was just like, Ugaritic texts, Ugaritic texts, Ugaritic texts, like over and over again to the point where like, I felt compelled to, I'm like walking around the kitchen trying to do shit.
00:58:05.980And I had to stop and be like, fucking, okay.
00:58:18.800Um, but yeah, so, so that, that notion of like, uh, you know, having this impression or, or, uh, something echoing in your ear like that, that's, that, that is interesting.
01:01:44.780So, so basically it's a very small percentage of the population that can do that.
01:01:48.000And I can do that, but I think there's like a use to it.
01:01:51.120I've never figured it out, but it feels like there's a spiritual usage or a spiritual, I don't know.
01:01:56.760It's like the ability to, um, I, I feel like you would be able to detect it if you had the right recording, uh, abilities, you know, to perceive something or another, uh, autopyhole elation.
01:27:03.260You're saying that I believe Jimmy Kimmel over somebody that I live with that I rely on to survive.
01:27:09.560You know, it's not just like, not saying that the man does everything for her, but in my relationship, I lie, I rely on my wife to survive.
01:27:18.260And she relies on me because we're doing stuff together.
01:27:21.360And the same, if you're living with somebody or you're dating them, sort of the same thing.
01:27:26.000So that it's, it is a, it's a huge disrespect.
01:27:30.640Because at its core, we live in a fallen world.
01:27:34.000So everything is like, you know, you and your wife and Jesus Christ versus a fallen world.
01:27:41.900And then if you have kids, then it's you and your family and Jesus Christ against this fallen world.
01:27:47.600And you've backed out of that and you've gone around, you know what I mean?
01:37:14.840It's still, like, watching the show, it seems psychosomatic, but I'm sure it could be either.
01:37:19.700I won't go into the book, as the book itself is what should be cited, and there's too much for this story.
01:37:28.640The one thing that I will say is that all the first cases of anxiety, depression, cancer, etc., can be parallel with the rollout of electricity.
01:37:37.040Another conspiracy worth diving into to unveil the mind.
01:37:58.260The study was performed during the outbreak of the Spanish flu and shows how hundreds of healthy volunteers were given infected people's bodily fluids via shots.
01:38:06.760Their faces coughed in by sick patients, infected saliva, sprayed in their mouths to him, and every other way you could possibly think to transmit fluid from one person to the other, and not one person got sick out of hundreds of healthy volunteers.
01:38:26.780So there's times where my son has been sick or my wife has been sick, and then there's the whole, like, sort of cryptic, not the cryptic, but, you know, like, the prophetic, like, you're going to get sick now.
01:38:36.000Like, the same way we were talking about at the beginning of the show.
01:39:30.520I will soon get to how I came to the realization that with prayer, which exercised a demon from my body, gave me undoubtable proof, proof that not only God exists, but Jesus is the answer.
01:39:51.820How do we get sick from being around sick people?
01:39:54.520The answer, as Nikola Tesla once put it, to understand our true reality, we must think in terms of energy and frequency, which also proves the invisible rainbow stance that electricity is the cause of dis-ease.
01:40:07.200As electricity is a frequency that is placed in our environment from man-made devices, that's interesting because that goes straight into, like, you know, we're talking to Matt Wright on early episodes, his first appearances, episode four, I think.
01:40:21.180And it was, like, we were heavily discussing the implications of being bombarded by Wi-Fi and Bluetooth and all this shit at all times, constantly.
01:40:32.820We know that it's only a matter of time until they're, like, ass cancer, we turned your colon into Swiss cheese by passing, you know, microwaves to it or what the fuck ever.
01:40:45.020It is not the natural electricity found in the magnetic resonance of the Earth or the ether, which for some reason was taken out of the periodic table of elements right when the Rockefellers took over the education system.
01:40:56.880Maybe a coincidence, but I do not believe in such nonsense.
01:41:01.340Coincidences are for the gay or for the gays.
01:41:05.580Please look into electroculture as it employs using such frequencies to heal the soil and grow with astounding results.
01:41:15.260Shout out to Cultivate Elevate for uncovering that one for me slash us.
01:41:19.900And that's actually something that Rife was working on for a period of time.
01:41:23.180I don't know if he ever did it, but we were talking about actually giving me the blueprints for it, and he would buy the materials, and then I would just weld these things together.
01:41:30.360But they were going to be sort of antenna that you would put around agriculture.
01:41:37.100And that there's been studies that show that using this grounding rod, possibly made of bronze or something like that, or copper, or maybe I'm just making those last two up, actually had huge impacts on the overall size and yield of crops, increasing them significantly.
01:41:55.260Also, another form of conspiracy research, as I am not a theorist.
01:42:00.820I am a researcher of truth, and the lack thereof, also based, was the Flat Earth.
01:42:07.260Deep down the rabbit hole, I went and found a great series by Ewa Ranun on Telegram called The Lost History of Flat Earth.
01:42:17.160A 12-hour-plus study on the topic of Tartaria.
01:42:20.940There are many great points by others.
01:42:23.680This was just one that fell me into it.
01:43:11.960Also, we do need to do a Flat Earth episode.
01:43:16.360We've had one attempt at it with the guys over at the Phone Booth podcast, but I made the mistake of, instead of treating it like an introductory level episode, I just continued a conversation that I had had with them on the Raven's Watch.
01:43:32.700It was more like catching up with old homies than it was a crash course in the evidence for Flat Earth.
01:43:39.040So, in that way, we still have – that's not their fault.
01:43:41.800That was just mine because, you know, you're at the behest of the host of the show, and I was just kind of fucking, you know, shooting the shit with them.
01:43:49.240So, we do have to retouch on that at some point.
01:44:39.480Maybe we should be talking to Jonathan Otto about the red light therapy and whether or not he'd be interested in, you know, kind of maybe sponsoring the show.
01:44:49.720Because whenever we look at sponsors, it's like I want to get things that are good to people.
01:44:54.040Van Man, Purge, Suddenly, Matt Wright's products.
01:44:57.320Like I want to do something that actually makes sense, not like, you know, I don't know if you guys know this, but like the dick pills have just been knocking at the door constantly.
01:45:05.860They're constantly soliciting us like, hey, don't you want to sell your audience dick pills?
01:45:10.020Dick pills are like they pay well and, you know, boners.
01:47:03.120I then find myself on a website called Gene Decode Researching, the bloodlines of the Illuminati and the corruption of a certain clan that has infiltrated every government, institution, and religion since the dawn of the Nephilim and Nimrod, who shall remain nameless in the story.
01:47:21.060Every other name, but we can't say Jews.
01:47:53.460There's 13 royal bloodline families, and one of them is supposedly a breakaway one that creates Trump's bloodline.
01:48:04.860What's interesting is I believe his family actually comes from Bavaria, which is where the Illuminati was originated, in Bavaria.
01:48:14.020So Trump's family comes from Bavaria, and I just find it fascinating that there's like 13 tribes, but then there's also 13 royal bloodlines, and I just wonder if that's like enemies.
01:48:33.020Yeah, like I was watching the inauguration, and when they were bringing in the Mississippi Devils, interestingly enough, and they're playing, you know, it's a band, one tuba.
01:48:46.620Now, I don't understand how an orchestra works, or I don't understand how a band works, so there might be various reasons why you would do this.
01:48:52.680But only one tuba inside of the horn had the number 13 on a white piece of paper inside of it.
01:49:02.120And I looked for it again to see like, oh, maybe that's just a way that they're, you know, sequencing people, and it's how you know where you gotta stand or where you gotta be or who you should be following.
01:49:11.980Look for the tuba with the number 13 inside of it.
01:49:13.960Maybe there's other people in the band who also have numbers associated with them.
01:49:17.580Nobody else had a number associated with them.
01:49:19.140Now, I'm not saying that I saw everybody in the band.
01:49:21.280I only saw the shots that the TV showed me, and then whether or not I was even paying attention, whatever.
01:49:27.080But it's just fascinating to me that for some reason the number 13 was in that tuba.
01:49:32.100I was just like mulling over the inauguration and all its details.
01:49:35.940So, you know, it could have been absolutely nothing, but I did notice that.
01:49:39.500Okay, so boom, boom, boom, boom, boom.
01:49:41.760On a website called Gene Decode, researching bloodlines of the Illuminati and the corruption of a certain clan that has infiltrated every government, institution, and religion since the dawn of the Nephilim and Nimrod, who shall remain nameless in this story.
01:49:53.900The website had several 1,000-plus page books documenting such evidence to support such claims, as if we can't look around and see it.
01:50:04.200I then navigated to a tab that said protection.
01:50:08.140I opened it, and in this tab there were several prayers that I had never read before.
01:50:13.440New to prayer and the concept of it having tangible results, I read the one that I shared with you here called the Protection and Clearing Invocation, a prayer that evokes Jesus Christ's protection.
01:50:26.480I read it through a couple of times, but was just so curious why the CIA whistleblower would have this as the way we fight back against the Illuminati and the deep state.
01:52:52.020I know they're supposed to move independently, but that's fucking overrated.
01:52:54.880It's, I mean, it's like medieval practices.
01:52:56.980We're not too much, too much more advanced from medieval practices of like, you know, cutting people's limbs off when shit goes, goes sideways.
01:53:04.820We're a little bit better, but yeah, I think people will look back at this, uh, the technological age of modern medicine of what we call modern medicine and be like, that's barbaric, dude.
01:53:18.280So he goes on to say, which were we, okay.
01:53:22.880Um, another killer for the adrenaline perspective, enduring a constant state of fight or flight, which now my now weakened body could not tolerate.
01:53:36.560Uh, bless those doctors for they know not what they do.
01:53:39.720Bless those who do not have Jesus and do not realize that because so they worship the fallen ones.
01:53:46.360Yeah, yeah, I don't, I don't think it's, um, I think it's either veneration and worship to Jesus Christ and the father or you're, um, what's the word?
01:54:00.000You're unconsciously giving it to something else.
01:54:02.720I don't think there's such thing as just like not partaking.
01:54:05.540I do think it happens, um, whether or not you like it.
01:54:09.720Left to my own self-healing journey and not that I was surprised as this had happened to me before, I would refuse any of their toxic frequency radiation scans that further irreparably damage your DNA and cells or remove my organs like some Ashkenazi doctors.
01:54:27.380I was left to discover the source of the sickness on my own, armed with a substantial library of recently acquired knowledge.
01:54:36.320I dug deeper, uh, how I found relief finally.
01:54:40.280Every day I would barely make it through work, staring blankly at my screen, trying to slap my face into servitude for the man so as not to lose my livelihood.
01:54:50.740I would go home after work and lay on my floor, starving but unable to eat as food and the lack of food would still leave me in ruin.
01:54:59.200I would lay, not knowing, uh, I was fasting for my savior, asking God if this is where my story ended.
01:55:07.060Is this where I was going to die, God?
01:55:10.620One night it got so bad, it felt as though my heart was being squeezed and suffocated by someone's hand and a knife was being twisted into my spleen with excruciating pleasure by the assailant.
01:55:21.460Uh, though a far cry from having to punch myself to try to gain unconscious relief from my last m'lady.
01:56:41.440And it made the most blood-curdling growl or pant with a slight bit of terror in the voice as I have come to realize, uh, now how terrified of that name they are.
01:56:52.340As if pushed magnetically with me, uh, with me with a force from another world.
01:56:58.760So it was pushed magnetically with him from a force from another world.