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00:01:08.840 Hey guys, welcome to our Sunday Share episode.

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00:02:44.820 Welcome to the Grey Pilled Podcast.

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00:03:09.180 Oh yeah.

00:03:10.600 Grey Pilled Awaken.

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00:03:23.640 Oh.

00:03:24.760 And what's going on everybody?

00:03:27.120 Welcome back to the Grey Pilled Podcast.

00:03:29.480 I am your host, Jules.

00:03:31.920 Here today with another banger.

00:03:34.740 It's episode 73, I believe.

00:03:37.480 We're getting up to 100, guys.

00:03:38.660 In a month, I think is February 2nd will be my one-year anniversary of Grey Pilled.

00:03:47.640 So we'll have a good show for that.

00:03:49.720 Guys, I'm joined today by my friend Nick from the Occult Rejects.

00:03:56.660 Nick, how we doing, man?

00:03:58.040 Good.

00:03:58.280 Very good.

00:03:58.720 Thank you very much for having me on.

00:04:00.220 I'm looking forward to this.

00:04:01.360 It's going to be fun.

00:04:01.780 Yeah, dude.

00:04:02.220 No, you came on Schizo News Network like maybe six, seven months ago.

00:04:09.100 It was this summer.

00:04:09.640 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:04:10.940 And I had been meaning to have you on since then.

00:04:13.740 So I'm happy to finally have you here.

00:04:16.120 Guys, what's going on?

00:04:17.400 Everyone's in the chat.

00:04:18.660 You see that.

00:04:19.320 Say hello to a few people.

00:04:20.340 Curtis.

00:04:21.320 What's up, brother?

00:04:23.120 Shout out all the Grapist.

00:04:24.840 Yeah, my Patreon audience chose to call themselves Grapist.

00:04:29.120 Okay.

00:04:29.700 All right.

00:04:32.120 Era, good to see you.

00:04:33.320 Z-Man. 0.95

00:04:34.660 Fuck, Z-Man. 0.98

00:04:36.400 I miss you in all the TLC chats, bro.

00:04:38.760 Fucking, it's been a while, dude.

00:04:41.280 Thanks for coming and hanging out.

00:04:42.280 X-Comer, good to see you.

00:04:44.220 Mad Miller, good to see you.

00:04:46.660 Sharon, it's good to see you here, Sharon.

00:04:50.440 What's we got here?

00:04:52.020 Got some more people coming in.

00:04:54.300 That is awesome.

00:04:57.180 Oh, yeah, man.

00:04:58.620 I always say this, but probably every episode, I have the best audience.

00:05:03.220 I don't do well with, like, Rumble with the chat, but YouTube, I do.

00:05:08.640 Yeah.

00:05:09.100 See, dude, this is, like, one of the few times that I stream to YouTube, really.

00:05:13.160 Like I said, I do my deep dives, my interviews, and my swap cast.

00:05:17.680 I stream those to YouTube.

00:05:18.960 But all my live streams and my little, like, watch parties and stuff,

00:05:23.000 we just do that on Rumble, Rumble and X.

00:05:26.040 So, well, Nick, I don't know if everyone has, if they know who you are,

00:05:33.480 or if they've heard your podcast before.

00:05:36.920 You want to kind of let people know a little bit about yourself?

00:05:39.360 Sure, yeah.

00:05:40.580 I got the Occult Rejects podcast.

00:05:43.980 That's on YouTube, BitChute, Rumble, and all major podcasts that, when it

00:05:48.380 originally came out, it was me and one other person.

00:05:50.780 It's been around for about four years.

00:05:52.360 I'd have to say now, well, that one other person isn't around anymore, but

00:05:55.200 there's probably about, I don't know, seven, eight, nine, maybe, probably close

00:05:59.920 to a total of ten of us now that kind of take turns covering certain topics.

00:06:05.440 And sometimes you'll have anywhere from four to seven people on one show.

00:06:09.700 But, like, everybody has, like, their own little niche.

00:06:12.120 Everybody has, like, their own way of, they look at a cultism, kind of their

00:06:15.420 own, you know, what they specify in.

00:06:18.560 Yeah.

00:06:18.740 And in my opinion, you'll end up with a pretty good, I guess, overall idea of

00:06:23.820 how you can look at stuff from many different angles.

00:06:26.880 But, yeah, we got that going on, and it's, like I said, it's been going for

00:06:29.800 about four years, and it's a lot of occult, occult symbolism.

00:06:35.360 You'll be able to find stuff on grimoires, occultists from the past, you know,

00:06:39.580 all sorts of stuff.

00:06:40.860 True crime, if it applies to the occult.

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00:07:22.940 Hashtag make a play.

00:07:24.400 Yeah, dude.

00:07:28.260 That's pretty cool.

00:07:29.460 I didn't know you had, like, multiple guests on.

00:07:32.680 Oh, yeah.

00:07:33.800 That's awesome.

00:07:34.000 Well, I would say they're all, they originally were guests.

00:07:37.560 That's their own little thing.

00:07:38.540 Yeah.

00:07:39.300 They started out as guests.

00:07:41.160 I'm going to be totally honest with you.

00:07:42.320 Most of them, and I didn't realize until, after the fact, I didn't realize that most

00:07:46.660 of them actually were fans of the show before they even started their own podcast.

00:07:51.100 So, like, I just, yeah.

00:07:52.120 So, it just ended up, like, one day I realized, I was like, you know, like, 90% of

00:07:56.140 these dudes are, like, or females actually were listeners of the show, started coming

00:08:01.020 on, started their own show, and now they, we all work together.

00:08:03.680 But, yeah, now it's, it's about probably, I'd say, like, eight to ten people that we

00:08:08.120 use, and it's, it's pretty cool.

00:08:09.700 It's pretty impressive.

00:08:10.580 Yeah, man.

00:08:11.180 And, and it's, it's good to have, um, a lot of, kind of, like, different perspectives on

00:08:18.360 things, just because there, there are many interpretations, too.

00:08:22.280 Plus, I don't know everything.

00:08:23.980 There you go.

00:08:24.680 I don't think anybody does, man.

00:08:26.580 So, I have to utilize other people.

00:08:28.640 Oh, yeah, yeah.

00:08:29.340 No, that's, I, I think that's important.

00:08:30.800 There's many, in, interpretations, especially when it comes to the occult, to all, to all

00:08:35.500 this hidden knowledge, these, this hidden, you know, these, these hidden meanings, uh,

00:08:39.780 all this esoteric symbolism, uh, so that's, that's cool, man.

00:08:45.460 Yeah, yeah, thank you.

00:08:46.240 Yeah, and, like, real quick, I'll even, like, I'll mention someone, we got the Headless

00:08:49.280 Giant, Jen the Ninja, Lisa, Teresa, Robbie Marks, Mike.

00:08:53.080 Shout out Lisa, yeah, I think she, uh, she, yeah, she was, she was on Schizo, yeah, I don't

00:08:58.200 know, God bless her for being able to deal with that.

00:09:01.800 She was the first female to come on. 0.97

00:09:03.660 That's what I think, I think Nate said that, too.

00:09:05.500 He was like, yeah, man, she, she was a trooper.

00:09:07.960 Yeah, man.

00:09:08.840 Yeah, but we got, we got her, we got, uh, oh, God, I'm forgetting a bunch of that.

00:09:13.420 TJ, Robbie Marks, I think I already said him.

00:09:16.660 Yeah, Jen the Ninja, uh, JJ Vance, my boy JJ Vance.

00:09:19.700 And I'm, I'm probably forgetting, like, a few other people.

00:09:22.320 My bad, but yeah, we got all of them.

00:09:24.360 They're part of the occult rejects now. 0.95

00:09:25.900 That's awesome, man.

00:09:26.880 You got your own little family.

00:09:28.660 Yeah, yeah.

00:09:29.800 Good morning, Doc Shelley.

00:09:31.120 Good morning.

00:09:31.780 Nancy, good to see you.

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00:09:34.540 What's up, guys?

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00:10:08.920 Um, Nick, so what, uh, what first got you into the, the occult?

00:10:19.000 Um, into learning about all, all this stuff?

00:10:22.300 Because it's not very popularized, right?

00:10:25.060 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:10:25.580 I will say at least it's gotten more popular since I started getting into it, which is a

00:10:28.900 plus.

00:10:29.180 That's nice to see.

00:10:29.920 Um, yeah.

00:10:31.500 I probably, I mean, really, it goes back to, like, when I started getting into conspiracies,

00:10:35.820 really, um, probably around, like, to 2009 or 2010.

00:10:40.020 Um, you know, I started, I think, got, got into conspiracies on YouTube through, like,

00:10:44.660 watching, like, a UFO thing and, like, somehow ended up down some rabbit hole.

00:10:48.080 That's usually how it happens, yeah.

00:10:49.800 Yeah, right?

00:10:50.580 I think it happens for a lot of people.

00:10:51.820 And I started coming across, like, I started coming across, like, actual shows, like, Project

00:10:54.820 Camelot and then, like, uh, uh, Michael Tesari and Jordan Maxwell and David Icke.

00:10:59.520 Yes.

00:11:00.100 Yeah.

00:11:00.440 And I, I started listening to all of them.

00:11:01.780 And a lot of them do touch on the occult, actually.

00:11:04.360 So, like, that's kind of stuck with me or I found that more interesting than other stuff.

00:11:08.560 And I kind of just veered towards that.

00:11:12.200 And then, uh, I don't remember exactly what year, but I was in it for about six years.

00:11:16.840 At some point, just for me, doing research and listening to all these people and all these

00:11:21.860 shows, you know, I hear about, like, the occult and this order is over here and that

00:11:26.480 order is over there and this person's thought of that and this person's doing this.

00:11:29.360 And I'm like, I still don't know what the fuck magic is.

00:11:32.500 I mean, I'm going to keep it honest.

00:11:33.840 I don't know what magic is, though.

00:11:34.960 So, so I was like, I kind of want to know, like, what the deal is with that?

00:11:38.860 Like, you know, supposedly, if that's what they're using, is the stuff real?

00:11:41.240 How's it worked?

00:11:41.840 This and that.

00:11:42.840 And I was like, why don't I actually try to look into joining one of these places?

00:11:48.040 And I was living out in Long Island at the time or in Queens.

00:11:52.520 I was out in Queens.

00:11:53.720 Is that where you're from?

00:11:55.040 Yeah.

00:11:55.260 Well, now I'm in North Carolina, but I did grow up out in Long Island, New York, my whole

00:11:58.640 life.

00:11:59.560 Were you affected by the hurricane?

00:12:02.160 Which one?

00:12:03.140 What do you mean?

00:12:03.580 Like when?

00:12:04.680 Helene.

00:12:05.480 Was that North Carolina?

00:12:06.940 Oh, you know what?

00:12:08.060 I got here after that.

00:12:10.200 Oh, I've only been here for like two months.

00:12:12.580 Oh, shit.

00:12:13.260 Okay.

00:12:13.680 This is fairly new for me, actually.

00:12:15.260 Yeah, totally new.

00:12:17.500 So, yeah, getting back to what I was saying, I was like, why don't I actually see if I can

00:12:21.320 join one of these places?

00:12:22.720 And I already knew from people that I knew that were in the Freemasons or kind of involved

00:12:28.320 in it.

00:12:28.620 They already had told me if you're looking to get into the occult, you're going to have

00:12:32.760 to stay there for a long time before they even, you know, acknowledge that stuff.

00:12:37.200 And so I was like, all right, I'm not going to be bothered with that.

00:12:41.520 So I started looking up like the Golden Dawn and the OTO because I know those were two big

00:12:46.380 orders or, you know, they kind of shaped the Neo magicians we have nowadays.

00:12:52.740 Right.

00:12:53.060 And there was an OTO lodge 20 minutes away from me and there wasn't anything for the

00:12:59.240 Golden Dawn.

00:13:00.380 I was like, all right, I guess really that's kind of like the only option I got.

00:13:04.260 And I eventually got in contact with them.

00:13:06.460 They really aren't as secretive as you would think they are.

00:13:09.260 I mean, they have their own website and they'll show you where every lodge and temple and all

00:13:12.140 everything is in contacts for them.

00:13:14.820 So I ended up contacting the one and told them I was interested in coming to a Gnostic mass

00:13:18.700 that was on their calendar.

00:13:19.700 And they said, yeah, the day of the mass, just hit us up and let us know you want to

00:13:23.020 come and we'll give you directions.

00:13:24.260 And, you know, I did that.

00:13:25.740 They sent me like this big long drawn out thing, depending on where I'm coming from,

00:13:29.260 how to get here, this and that.

00:13:30.820 And I went and stayed for about six years.

00:13:35.860 And I ended up joining the OTO and I did a few initiations, did it to a couple of degrees.

00:13:41.660 And eventually due to, believe it or not, due to COVID, COVID, George Floyd and my own

00:13:48.240 magical experiences, I decided to leave that place.

00:13:51.740 And for people that don't know, the OTO is the Orto Templi Orientis.

00:13:57.260 And it was a, it was a secret society that was originally Theodore Russe and that's one

00:14:03.360 or two other people had it.

00:14:05.160 And it was more of like an offshoot of masonry.

00:14:07.500 If you were a mason, you were able to transfer over probably to a certain degree, depending

00:14:11.800 on where you were in the masons.

00:14:14.080 Then eventually Alistair Crowley took it over and supposedly separated it from masonry and

00:14:19.820 even popped out a whole bunch of their degrees and, and changed it to the book of the law.

00:14:25.700 And that's, you know, the OTO.

00:14:28.040 Okay.

00:14:28.440 Now when, what, what year was this whenever you joined?

00:14:31.440 Was this, uh, uh, whatever.

00:14:34.120 All right.

00:14:34.520 What did we get COVID was what 2020, uh, 2020.

00:14:38.660 Yeah.

00:14:39.060 So I'd say it was probably, uh, 2014.

00:14:43.040 I think I was in it for about six years.

00:14:45.660 Okay.

00:14:46.440 Yeah.

00:14:46.960 Um, I left and I left right, right around a few weeks after COVID hit, I was gone.

00:14:53.920 I mean, I wasn't even really going anymore for about six months.

00:14:56.940 I don't think I had even gone to anything of theirs anyway.

00:14:59.500 And I think I was even considered, uh, inactive cause I wasn't paying dues anymore either.

00:15:04.360 Oh, so you have to pay dues to belong to something, uh, like.

00:15:08.280 Kind of.

00:15:08.980 Yeah.

00:15:09.180 Well, I think it will bite you in the ass if you want to go for an initiation to be like,

00:15:13.100 you know, you owe like $300 for the last year to do something like that.

00:15:17.760 Yeah.

00:15:18.080 Yeah.

00:15:18.300 But yeah.

00:15:19.900 Cause it was like $40 a month.

00:15:22.320 The dues.

00:15:22.920 Okay.

00:15:24.380 That's, that's crazy how, how you told me like, uh, you have other people from other kind

00:15:31.640 of like what you would call secret societies, not so secret.

00:15:34.700 Right.

00:15:34.960 But, uh, other schools of initiation, uh, or other lodges come through or like get transferred

00:15:40.680 there.

00:15:41.100 Is that common?

00:15:41.740 Um, what do you, Oh, well like that, I would see there are people that there's people that

00:15:48.220 would come to them, Larry, there's people that were members that were in other secret

00:15:52.060 societies.

00:15:52.540 If that's like what you're getting at.

00:15:53.620 And there was people that would be like guests.

00:15:57.200 It's just people that come sometimes and never joined, but sometimes they'll come every once

00:16:00.440 in a while.

00:16:00.860 They'll be from other secret societies.

00:16:02.300 Um, sometimes they did like a solstice and they would bring in a witch coven to do like 0.98

00:16:08.160 a ritual for the solstice.

00:16:09.300 Shit dude.

00:16:09.980 What was that like?

00:16:11.220 I never, I never went to it.

00:16:12.900 I just remember it was on the calendar and it said that they were bringing, there was

00:16:15.800 a woman there that was kind of not high up, but I think she might've even been part of

00:16:20.600 like, uh, I forgot the actual word.

00:16:23.220 She might've been like a secretary or treasurer. 1.00

00:16:24.700 Like she was like one of those people had been around a long, a long time.

00:16:27.720 And she was also into witchcraft and she was in a coven. 0.64

00:16:30.380 And she had them just bring them.

00:16:32.540 They brought them in to do something.

00:16:33.800 I didn't go, but man, that's, uh, that's interesting, man.

00:16:40.100 Uh, yeah.

00:16:41.400 You had mentioned that to me before we started and I was like, yeah, I was like, you may

00:16:45.360 not know.

00:16:45.760 I was actually in the OTO, dude, um, cause I could give you a ton of other questions.

00:16:51.280 And if I sprung that on you on the show, I didn't want you to like, you take it back

00:16:53.960 and be like, Oh, I don't know what to ask now.

00:16:55.880 Well, yeah, dude.

00:16:56.960 Like I, to be honest with you, I wish I would have asked.

00:17:00.380 You a little ahead of time.

00:17:01.560 So I could wrote down some more questions to ask you, to be honest with you.

00:17:06.040 Um, because I mean, one of the things that has driven me to research the occult, um, is

00:17:17.220 kind of taking an interest in why people join these societies or these certain mystery schools.

00:17:23.220 Um, what, what was it for you?

00:17:26.540 Like what, what did you first get out of it?

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00:18:09.360 Hashtag make a play.

00:18:10.880 That appealed to you?

00:18:13.980 I wanted to, I wanted to figure out what the fuck magic is.

00:18:16.880 I'm totally honest with you.

00:18:17.760 Oh, okay.

00:18:18.480 I was so dead set on figuring out like what it is.

00:18:21.500 And to be honest, I had even said it to family members and a few friends.

00:18:25.760 If I ever found out that there's actually really screwed up shit going on in these places,

00:18:29.120 I'm going to say something about it too.

00:18:30.920 Which I mean, it wasn't actually, I mean, I probably didn't stay around long enough to

00:18:33.740 see any like real crazy stuff.

00:18:35.200 I mean, there, there obviously was reasons why I left that I, you know, I wasn't comfortable

00:18:38.440 there anymore, but.

00:18:39.200 Right.

00:18:40.120 Were there certain like certain rights or initiation practices that you knew about, but

00:18:47.140 you didn't take place in, or that you kind of like heard were happening through the grapevine

00:18:52.440 or anything?

00:18:54.020 Well, I mean, there was things that originally when I first heard about it, I wasn't sure

00:18:57.960 if I was even comfortable with doing it to go through degrees.

00:19:01.380 But there is things later on, again, I didn't get, you know, I got a few initiations and I

00:19:06.000 didn't get to the point to where they have to ask you if you want to go up.

00:19:09.440 You can actually petition up to like the fifth degree.

00:19:11.600 You can keep asking to go up whenever you're ready going by the guidelines.

00:19:15.720 After that, they start asking you.

00:19:17.720 And that's when certain things that are expected kind of get like real personal.

00:19:22.140 And then like, I already knew I would never probably go that high.

00:19:25.720 You know, at some point, it's really weird.

00:19:27.500 At some point, they want you to sign yourself.

00:19:29.900 You sign your shit over to the OTO, which is basically at that point, that's a cult.

00:19:34.840 But then if you stay in long enough and make it to the ninth degree, now all of a sudden

00:19:39.180 you get percentage of what the place is worth.

00:19:43.120 So now it's like, is this a business?

00:19:45.380 Oh, shit.

00:19:46.460 Yeah.

00:19:46.760 Yeah.

00:19:47.420 Another one that I think of the seventh or the eighth, if you're going up that high,

00:19:50.420 you're going to have to be with somebody who's also in the OTO.

00:19:53.500 And I was like, I would never like, first off, I was at the time I was married.

00:19:57.820 I was like, I would never even like fucking fathom even touching any of these.

00:20:03.080 It's nice to say it.

00:20:05.020 No, it's just like, damn, that's never going to work anyway.

00:20:07.600 But I mean, that's even too, that's too crazy at that.

00:20:09.560 You know, for me, that's, that's too much.

00:20:11.060 There were people that I would notice sometimes after they did a certain degree, they would

00:20:18.780 have like, it almost looks like a cross kind of like cut or burnt into their chest.

00:20:24.400 Holy shit.

00:20:25.580 Yeah.

00:20:26.020 What do you think that was?

00:20:26.680 I never, I never got, I never, you know, I never got, I, as far as I know, I think that

00:20:30.100 is the fifth degree.

00:20:32.160 But yeah, I only got a few up.

00:20:34.580 It was, you know, bad, you know, it was uncomfortable enough at times.

00:20:37.140 Like I will have to say for the first degree, if you want to finish the first degree,

00:20:41.060 you will have to get naked.

00:20:44.320 Shit.

00:20:44.840 I was going to say Z man would say it up here. 0.90

00:20:47.420 Yeah.

00:20:47.620 The first degree you will have to, I mean, not to church it up or make it sound any better

00:20:51.640 because it's fucking, I'll even admit it.

00:20:53.980 If you kind of look at what's going on, it's pretty pathetic.

00:20:56.400 Like, but like when it does happen, like after you do an initiation, let's say there's four

00:21:02.900 of you scheduled that day.

00:21:04.080 Let's say I'm the first one to go.

00:21:05.320 Like I get to sit down then and watch everybody else go.

00:21:08.240 The room was so dark and only one person held a candle that when you did, when you were

00:21:12.600 naked, you literally just saw the silhouette.

00:21:14.720 You weren't able to see the actual person.

00:21:16.600 That's how dark it was in the lodge.

00:21:17.980 So, you know, and I was already told by somebody cause I had asked cause I was like, yeah,

00:21:23.620 I heard the first degree, you gotta get naked. 0.88

00:21:25.140 And I was like, I really don't know if I could fucking do that.

00:21:27.860 And they were like, dude, it's going to be so dark and then nobody will see.

00:21:30.500 Is there any symbolism or any like, um, meaning to getting naked that has to do with like the

00:21:39.140 garden of Eden and stuff?

00:21:40.980 Like, uh, I could, I could see that because of my opinion, there's a Minerva, which is

00:21:48.380 before the first degree that makes you kind of like an honored guest.

00:21:52.400 This is just my opinion.

00:21:53.780 And it may even sound weird.

00:21:55.520 Be like, where are you even going with the eyeball in the garden of Eden?

00:21:58.120 Nothing's weird on this show.

00:21:59.620 But my opinion, and I'm going to be straight up and this is probably something that I'm

00:22:03.940 hoping we'll get into in the show later.

00:22:06.720 My opinion, I'm just being completely honest and I'm begging people who are listening right

00:22:10.720 now to take this serious and look into this stuff.

00:22:13.240 Some of the deepest secrets of secrets when it comes to the occult and symbolism is actually

00:22:16.860 how your eyeball works and the experience, um, the visuals and the feelings that you have

00:22:22.860 in the experience of death, because you will have to die if you want to cross to the abyss.

00:22:27.240 But my opinion, those initiations were actually showing eyeball symbolism as well.

00:22:33.740 And I do think when you get to a certain part of your eye, it will start to look like the

00:22:39.720 Garden of Eden.

00:22:40.400 You'll see trees, you'll see possible flowers, you know, you see all sorts of weird stuff

00:22:45.440 in your eye that you could see how it could be turned into something very artistic.

00:22:49.060 And I do believe that that part is even being that part of the eyeball is shown inside the

00:22:53.520 initiations.

00:22:54.980 So the Garden of Eden, I could see why I had to, if they are, if that was associated with

00:23:01.280 it, I could see it fitting the first degree.

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00:25:35.500 Interesting, dude.

00:25:36.740 Yeah.

00:25:37.160 I would say straight up.

00:25:38.400 I'd be straight up for people that are listening in the minerval degree.

00:25:41.860 Right here.

00:25:43.320 There is a tent in the middle of the fucking initiation.

00:25:46.420 Never once fucking talk about it.

00:25:47.880 Never once say a fucking thing.

00:25:49.880 Why?

00:25:51.100 Why is it there?

00:25:52.220 We just totally ignore it.

00:25:53.740 There's a reason.

00:25:55.000 You just don't do that.

00:25:56.280 Especially occultists.

00:25:57.920 Everything is for a reason.

00:26:00.780 That thing's there.

00:26:01.560 At some point, you go through all the bullshit.

00:26:03.220 Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.

00:26:04.940 And then you walk over.

00:26:06.720 They bring you over.

00:26:07.660 And you're standing right in front of it.

00:26:09.020 And this is when they decide to start giving you, like, the word of the initiation, the grip of the initiation, the sign of the initiation, all the secret stuff.

00:26:16.900 And they tell you that the name for God is on.

00:26:22.340 O-N. 0.97

00:26:23.620 In the tent.

00:26:24.740 If you were to go look what the optic nerve looks like, it looks like the fucking tent.

00:26:27.940 And they're telling you right there, you're in front of the optic nerve.

00:26:32.040 The name of that is the optic nerve.

00:26:33.300 And then you've got to pump your thumb 12 times.

00:26:36.040 The optic nerve is one of your 12 cranial nerves.

00:26:39.960 So there's a tent set up in the middle of the room?

00:26:43.200 Yeah, like off to the side, kind of.

00:26:45.260 In the corner where it would be in your eyeball.

00:26:47.340 Because it looks, it's in the corner in the back of your eye.

00:26:49.360 All the way up in the back of your eye.

00:26:50.740 And that's where sunlight gets transmitted into electricity.

00:26:55.220 And goes into your head, into your body.

00:26:57.940 Wow, dude.

00:27:00.080 Yeah, we take sunlight and we actually convert it into electricity.

00:27:02.860 And that's what's, I mean, I'll be honest with you.

00:27:05.460 We're solar-powered biological AI.

00:27:08.880 Wait, what?

00:27:10.100 We're basically solar-powered biological AI.

00:27:13.560 We take in the sun and that's what turns into the electricity that runs our body.

00:27:18.680 Right, our energy.

00:27:20.600 Yeah, it's due to us.

00:27:21.760 Yeah, when you were talking about the eye, I don't know if you were talking about like the mind's eye.

00:27:26.420 You're actually talking about your eyes.

00:27:28.340 Yeah.

00:27:28.620 What you see, your perception of things, right?

00:27:33.040 Yeah, but what I'm getting at is, yeah, the light, the light from the sun will go back into your eye.

00:27:36.800 The optic nerve will turn it into electricity.

00:27:38.980 And that's kind of like everything that, your whole body.

00:27:42.860 Dude.

00:27:43.220 I have so many questions.

00:27:46.260 And it looks like, I hate to say it, it looks like a flaccid dick or a light switch.

00:27:51.020 Literally.

00:27:51.840 Dude, you see that phallic symbolism in a lot of these ancient mystery schools.

00:27:56.660 Dub, could you tell me like most people, when most people think of secret societies, they think of the Illuminati, right?

00:28:04.660 They think of like one organization, they don't take into perspective that there are tons of these different schools with all these different rites and rituals.

00:28:16.000 What sets them all apart from each other?

00:28:22.920 Probably just like different people starting them.

00:28:26.520 Right.

00:28:27.240 Three-letter agencies, which one's involved in which one.

00:28:29.800 Because I do definitely think that the CIA or the FBI, the FBI, the lodge that I went to in Queens, to Hootie Lodge, at one point it was known that the feds had fucking came.

00:28:43.400 How do you know they're gone?

00:28:45.780 Right.

00:28:47.020 What did you say the lodge was called?

00:28:48.880 To Hootie Lodge.

00:28:49.920 To Hootie Lodge.

00:28:51.300 Yeah, in Queens.

00:28:51.960 You know who To Hootie is, right?

00:28:53.380 Yeah, it's Hov.

00:28:54.380 Holy shit, man.

00:28:56.040 I didn't know if I went there for how long.

00:28:57.820 No, no idea who that is.

00:29:03.220 Yeah, I forget who I'm talking to.

00:29:04.940 No, man.

00:29:06.280 Wow.

00:29:06.940 I didn't know that.

00:29:08.660 Yeah, you know, real quick.

00:29:10.440 Somebody made a joke about this, and this is something that I do question.

00:29:14.260 Again, somebody was talking about like butt sex or some shit of magic.

00:29:18.080 You know, how there's always like some shit always pointing towards that.

00:29:21.380 Now, again, if you take into consideration that what I'm talking about, magic, in my opinion, does involve your eyes.

00:29:29.080 Something to do.

00:29:29.840 You will be like kind of like turning out the lights on yourself in a sense.

00:29:34.540 But again, if you think about how I'm talking about the eyes might actually be used in occult symbolism, and it is about that.

00:29:40.020 Our pupil opens up like a cross.

00:29:44.120 I mean, that's a thing on its own.

00:29:45.720 But when it closes, it's screw.

00:29:47.660 It screws closed.

00:29:49.440 And we have the same muscle in our pupil, the sphincter muscle.

00:29:55.880 The same one that's in our ass. 0.74

00:29:59.480 No way.

00:30:00.280 So when Crowley says that magic's in the butt, maybe he's actually talking about the fucking sphincter muscle in your eye.

00:30:08.100 Yeah.

00:30:08.780 Dude, what?

00:30:09.640 Okay, so that's why I was saying there's many ways to interpret this stuff, right?

00:30:13.640 Yes.

00:30:14.640 And the easiest way to make people ignore it is make it look horrific or sexual.

00:30:21.740 Horror and sex.

00:30:22.500 Oh, my God.

00:30:22.900 It's Satan.

00:30:23.260 I'll never look at it and never figure it out.

00:30:24.920 Well, like when most people look – when they look at the Baphomet, you can look at it like a lot of people think that it's a certain kind of deity.

00:30:34.400 I believe that it represents many things.

00:30:38.060 Duality.

00:30:38.820 Oh, yeah.

00:30:39.420 That's loaded, loaded, loaded.

00:30:40.860 Yeah, yeah.

00:30:41.380 Loaded with symbolism, man.

00:30:42.920 And that goes back to Heinrich Kuhnroth's picture of a hermaphrodite in the 1400s, 1500s.

00:30:48.040 Like that's not even original.

00:30:49.180 Eliphas Levi ripped that off.

00:30:51.000 Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:30:52.480 Let's see.

00:30:54.100 Yeah, Heinrich Kuhnroth on one of his – and they got – it even had Solvay and Coagula on his arm – on the arms and everything.

00:30:59.720 He totally ripped off Heinrich Kuhnroth.

00:31:01.900 I'm just saying.

00:31:03.660 That Baphomet existed way before that drawing, at least artistically, by Heinrich Kuhnroth.

00:31:09.980 And I held that shit in my hands, too.

00:31:11.660 I had to go up to the Yale Library to look at that thing personally.

00:31:15.600 Wow, dude.

00:31:17.440 Heinrich Kuhnroth.

00:31:18.380 Hold on.

00:31:19.840 Now, who was that?

00:31:22.060 He was an alchemist.

00:31:22.780 Heinrich Kuhnroth.

00:31:23.540 I'll look him up and send it to you in the private chat.

00:31:25.460 Okay, do that.

00:31:26.280 Do that.

00:31:26.680 Yeah.

00:31:29.000 Yeah, guys.

00:31:29.760 We're going to be talking about a lot of occultism in this episode.

00:31:34.700 Magic in many forms.

00:31:37.820 The Black Sun.

00:31:39.680 Something that me and Nick wanted to discuss.

00:31:42.240 So, yes, it's going to be fun, man.

00:31:45.100 We love butt stuff. 1.00

00:31:46.000 X-Commerce said, so it's the butt, not the eye, as the window into the soul.

00:31:53.780 Okay.

00:31:54.280 That's.

00:31:55.400 Yeah.

00:31:56.060 That's one way to look at it, X-Commerce.

00:31:57.700 Yeah.

00:31:57.920 So.

00:31:58.760 Into the outdoor.

00:31:59.360 Is the butthole the real third eye?

00:32:02.700 I hope not.

00:32:03.880 Fuck.

00:32:04.940 What's up, Rye?

00:32:05.760 That's another thing, too.

00:32:06.800 Our eyes actually project about six feet out, too.

00:32:11.180 Wait, what?

00:32:12.260 Our eyes project about six feet out.

00:32:13.900 Is that why there's some people that can, like, like, their eyes will pop out their head and look?

00:32:23.420 You got some people that can do that.

00:32:25.340 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:32:27.060 No, but that's just another interesting fun fact.

00:32:28.940 I think most people probably don't realize that.

00:32:31.500 Here, I'm going to pull this up that you sent me, this Heinrich Kumhron guy.

00:32:36.360 Weren't you, hey, so weren't you just on, you were on Nephilim Murder Crew with M and Tommy, right?

00:32:43.520 Yes.

00:32:44.460 That's awesome, man.

00:32:45.400 Yeah, those are friends of mine.

00:32:48.160 Yeah, they're nice people.

00:32:49.200 They're good people.

00:32:49.880 Yeah, man.

00:32:50.360 They're real good people.

00:32:52.140 I like how they're, like, well, they're very open for Catholics.

00:32:58.040 Yes, yes.

00:32:58.740 They are.

00:32:59.320 I would say they're more mystics, really, if anything.

00:33:01.840 We talked about Catholic mysticism.

00:33:03.500 Yeah, they question a lot, as I do.

00:33:06.680 But I think they, listen, back in the day, I do think that's what it was expected.

00:33:10.680 I hate to say it.

00:33:11.300 I do think at one point it wasn't such strict guidelines in the Catholic Church, in my opinion.

00:33:19.060 Yeah, and people would probably say that about most religions, right?

00:33:22.760 That the mysticism aspect of it was a lot more prevalent back then, right?

00:33:28.100 Yeah, from, like, the 1200s to the 1600s, it was, like, it was popping.

00:33:31.400 I hate to say I'm not, you know, I'm not religious.

00:33:33.940 But in the Catholic Church, some of the known people then, I mean, it was popping off with people, like, really making some serious, you know, I guess coming up with occultism and figuring shit out.

00:33:44.560 I mean, it was really a lot of stuff was coming out through the Catholic Church.

00:33:47.340 Yeah, I mean, you look at, you know, the, even the hats that all the bishops wear, or not, or what are they called, the cardinals?

00:34:00.460 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:34:01.000 I mean, people say that they look like a fish because it represents Peter, the first pope, who was a fisherman, right?

00:34:07.180 But then you also have people that are, like, no, they're actually worshiping Dagon, and the hats represent, like, the old priest of Dagon, right?

00:34:16.880 But you could also say the same with, like, some sects of Judaism and all the Babylonian worship, right?

00:34:27.460 The worship of Bel.

00:34:29.560 So let's read a little bit of this.

00:34:31.260 Heinrich Kuhnrath, who was called, was a German physician, hermetic philosopher, and alchemist.

00:34:38.880 Francis Yates considered him to be a link between the philosophy of John Dee and Rosicrucianism.

00:34:44.560 Wow.

00:34:46.100 His name in the spelling, Henrikus Kuhnrath, was used as a pseudonym in the 16, for the 1670 publisher of, yeah, most of these alchemists or occultists had pseudonyms, right?

00:35:00.400 Yes.

00:35:00.660 For names.

00:35:01.580 Yeah.

00:35:01.800 You had a Michael Meyer.

00:35:04.800 Huge, huge.

00:35:05.900 For Rosicrucianism, he's one of the biggest promoters of it.

00:35:10.820 Yo, he was the first person to have, like, basically multimedia stuff.

00:35:15.380 If you had his book, it came with eblums that you had to meditate and look at.

00:35:19.620 It came with music that you had to play, and it came with stuff that you were supposed to read with it.

00:35:24.220 It was, like, totally immersing yourself into this book on the stuff that you were supposed to do.

00:35:28.440 Do you think the music?

00:35:29.460 The music definitely went along.

00:35:32.040 Yeah, the emblems and all of it basically went together as some sort of rider ritual.

00:35:37.820 Wow.

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00:36:39.120 Yeah, and it came with 50 emblems, and it's almost like, have you ever heard of the Ninth Gate with Johnny Depp?

00:36:44.300 Absolutely. It's actually filmed in a Rothschild mansion.

00:36:48.260 There's 50 emblems, and they're like, they actually say they think that they're not in order, so you even have to know the right order to put it in.

00:36:56.060 And this guy, Heinrich Kuhnroth, he has only like four or five, I think there's like five or six books left of this book.

00:37:06.040 DeBinecke Library over in Yale had two of them, and they said that they thought that this kind of like was the Ninth Gate, where the emblems aren't in the same order in every book.

00:37:14.860 And I went, and on my website, I took out both books, and they're right.

00:37:18.980 The emblems are not in the same order. The books are not in the same order.

00:37:21.640 So it's like really weird. It's like now you have to supposedly have all of them and figure out the right order.

00:37:26.640 Is there actually something like the Ninth Gate with that? Very weird.

00:37:30.260 Dude, that's a movie that I didn't even finish, bro.

00:37:33.300 Like I started it, I got into it, I looked at the research behind it from the, I mean, obviously we know that Roman Polanski directed it.

00:37:40.700 And like I said, it was filmed in the Rothschild Mansion, the same Rothschild Mansion from the 1972 Yule Ball.

00:37:52.100 Have you seen those pictures?

00:37:54.820 No.

00:37:56.960 Wow.

00:37:58.240 Let's just close up.

00:38:00.840 Actually, my second episode that I did.

00:38:02.960 Oh, you know, while you're pulling that up, because I see people do, are talking about like pineal glands, you know, whatever, and jokes.

00:38:12.060 I'll throw this in there too.

00:38:13.960 Another fun fact people may not know.

00:38:16.860 And the reason I even found that is my co-host, Lisa, had told me because I was trying to, I'm trying to figure out certain Crowley rituals, because I do think he's representing eyeball stuff as well.

00:38:25.880 And there is one of his rituals where you will take the pose of Isis, supposedly holding the baby Horus, and you're supposed to pinch your nipple and hold it while you do that and act like you're holding a baby. 0.66

00:38:37.360 And I did not know, but like when the mother starts to breastfeed the child, when the baby puts its mouth on that nipple, that nipple actually is connected to the mother's pineal gland.

00:38:48.240 And that pineal gland will start pumping like this light fluid that comes out before the milk does, that's actually going to start regulating the child's pineal gland and start telling it when it's day, what seasons, where you are, all that stuff.

00:39:05.480 So like you have to, you're like, you know, was this dude actually pointing to weird shit like that?

00:39:11.280 I don't know.

00:39:12.160 But I mean, there is stuff where that's a weird connection to me.

00:39:14.920 I never would have thought of that there is actually, when the baby's sucking on the mother's tit, both pineal glands are basically communicating or exchanging information.

00:39:29.280 I mean, that would make sense.

00:39:30.700 I mean, isn't breast milk one of like the healthiest, one of the healthiest things you could probably consume?

00:39:37.000 That's what I've heard.

00:39:38.400 Oh, yeah.

00:39:38.800 Colostrum.

00:39:39.360 See, somebody even knew a colostrum.

00:39:40.840 Very good.

00:39:41.300 Okay.

00:39:41.840 Okay.

00:39:42.260 Um, yeah, my, my wife tried to save all her breast milk and then, uh, we froze it and, uh, the power went out and we forgot to transfer it into an ice cooler and it all got wasted.

00:39:57.180 So, yeah, so yeah, I don't know what, uh, we were going to, I guess, well, our daughter was still pretty small.

00:40:07.760 So I guess that was, uh, uh, uh, don't know what some people use it for, but I mean, I'm sure it's healthy.

00:40:16.000 Uh, I don't know.

00:40:16.900 Some people may find that weird, uh, you drinking your significant other's breast milk.

00:40:21.560 I don't know.

00:40:22.180 Uh, well, maybe I do.

00:40:23.340 Maybe I don't.

00:40:25.580 I think also the, depending on if, I don't know, this sounds weird, but I guess if it tastes good, that would make a difference too.

00:40:31.240 Like, what if you're like, yo, this is like the best milk I've ever had.

00:40:34.300 Like that could maybe sway you.

00:40:36.020 It could.

00:40:36.840 I think it could.

00:40:37.780 Like, I don't fucking who cares.

00:40:39.000 Tastes great.

00:40:40.180 There you go.

00:40:40.800 But I would think, honestly, I would probably think, I mean, if that's good enough for a baby to, that's all it's using to grow.

00:40:47.420 And I would think it's gotta be like pretty good to use.

00:40:52.320 Probably.

00:40:52.880 Yeah.

00:40:53.460 Um, let's see.

00:40:55.600 I'm going to save some of these pictures so we can, so we can look at them because I can't believe you haven't seen these, man.

00:41:00.520 Yeah.

00:41:00.760 The, the ninth gate was filmed at a Rothschild mansion called the, uh, Chateau d'Amerlois.

00:41:09.820 Um, I wonder which character that was for.

00:41:12.400 Wait, what?

00:41:14.860 I wonder which character that was for because he went to a few people's houses that were at big places.

00:41:19.180 I wonder which one, which one was that?

00:41:22.460 Yeah.

00:41:22.880 Well, I think, uh, it's, it's the, uh, main mansion.

00:41:26.200 I think, um, maybe I don't know.

00:41:29.300 Yes.

00:41:29.620 Yes.

00:41:29.880 I think that was it.

00:41:30.620 Like, dude, now I'm going to have to go finish the movie tonight.

00:41:33.840 Um, that's a good movie.

00:41:35.800 Yeah.

00:41:36.280 Yeah, dude.

00:41:36.720 I, uh, I don't know why I didn't finish it.

00:41:38.960 Maybe my wife walked in and was like, turn that shit off. 1.00

00:41:42.400 Um, but yeah, these, these photos from that party are all super cultic and you got people

00:41:49.620 like Audrey Hepburn there.

00:41:52.000 Um, Elizabeth Taylor, fucking Salvador Dali. 0.95

00:41:58.560 Like it's, uh, it was a surrealism party.

00:42:02.540 Right.

00:42:03.760 But the invitations are all like pseudo satanic written backwards and everything, you know,

00:42:09.240 uh, very, very odd stuff.

00:42:11.620 Um, I can pull up one of these pictures real fast.

00:42:17.100 Let's see.

00:42:18.020 Yeah, dude.

00:42:18.740 Um, let me pull this up.

00:42:21.780 So I wanted to read a little bit more of this about this Heinrich Kunroth dude.

00:42:25.880 Cause I think I've heard someone talk about him.

00:42:29.740 Maybe one, uh, brushes with John D.

00:42:34.360 So he is a disciple of Paracelsus, someone that I've learned about someone who my wife

00:42:38.920 actually got me to get into.

00:42:41.340 Um, it's very interesting, man.

00:42:44.460 I'm going to have to, I have a whole list of, of some occultists that I'm going to do

00:42:49.560 a few deep dives on.

00:42:51.680 I think that'd be fun.

00:42:52.500 Maybe I can get you on for one.

00:42:54.060 Yeah.

00:42:54.720 Yeah.

00:42:55.040 This guy, Michael Meyer, I could definitely help you out with.

00:42:58.020 Michael Meyer.

00:42:59.300 Yeah.

00:43:00.140 Actually, I have like, if you check out the occult, I have actually a slew of like old

00:43:04.460 occultists.

00:43:05.040 Some were even saints and they were open occultists.

00:43:07.920 I covered a female Hildegard.

00:43:11.200 She was old, open alchemist, considered herself an alchemist or a cultist.

00:43:15.960 It covered, I covered Albertus Magnus.

00:43:18.220 Albertus Magnus was an open occultist.

00:43:20.540 He had his own grimoire and supposedly had an Android.

00:43:26.760 In the 1200s, I think this happened, the 1300s, somewhere around there.

00:43:30.660 And Thomas Aquinas, who was another saint of the church, walked into his shop and saw

00:43:35.340 it and got scared and broke it supposedly.

00:43:39.000 People getting scared of, of the unknown things that they don't know about.

00:43:42.260 You know, you can find news articles from the 1700s showing a six year, size of a six

00:43:47.580 year old child, Android being shown in town square.

00:43:53.680 Okay.

00:43:54.180 So when, when, when you say Android.

00:43:56.420 The reason we even have the word Android is because of Albertus Magnus because of so

00:44:00.820 supposedly he had an Androidus.

00:44:02.540 So were these like similar to a homunculus or something?

00:44:07.320 It was supposed to be like a robot type thing.

00:44:10.640 And you said, I think this is what I think.

00:44:13.120 I think they were scamming motherfuckers.

00:44:14.540 I think they knew how to manipulate Mercury to make shit move.

00:44:17.340 And that was all they were doing.

00:44:19.920 Interesting.

00:44:20.540 That's my theory.

00:44:21.540 I don't think it was real.

00:44:23.100 Kind of show, showing people what they wanted to see.

00:44:25.460 Right.

00:44:25.760 Well, yeah, because occultists can also be magicians just like the Robin in the hat because

00:44:30.200 they know how to manipulate people or through science and stupid, basic shit. 0.58

00:44:33.680 Most people don't understand.

00:44:37.140 Man.

00:44:38.360 So where, where did, like, where would you say magic or where did it originate from?

00:44:47.800 What, what are the root origins of it?

00:44:49.900 You know, hard to explain, but coming into existence, I think, is just showing that magic

00:45:00.120 exists.

00:45:01.440 I don't know if that's possible to get into.

00:45:03.040 I don't know how to explain that.

00:45:05.880 My opinion, I don't, I'm not sure.

00:45:09.160 Like, I don't want to say that this place is hell, but I don't think it's really the best

00:45:13.400 place that we think it is.

00:45:14.520 And maybe we shouldn't really necessarily be here.

00:45:16.740 I think magic is actually going back to the spirit and going back to source.

00:45:21.500 So to explain your question, it's like, I guess maybe coming back from a magical act

00:45:26.040 is what put us here.

00:45:27.480 That's how it starts.

00:45:29.140 You know what I'm saying?

00:45:30.720 That's a very interesting way to put it, dude.

00:45:32.920 Well, I know you had said earlier that you, um, for me, magic is separating the soul from

00:45:37.980 the body.

00:45:39.320 Okay.

00:45:40.000 Okay.

00:45:40.740 And kind of, kind of, uh, what's the word?

00:45:45.120 Manipulating, I guess, what you can, um,

00:45:48.540 Well, it's a very, basically spiritual alchemy.

00:45:50.880 I mean, you're going to go from a solid to, I guess, something that dissipates and connects.

00:45:54.880 Like, I believe that my opinion from the experiences that I've had, I do think it's

00:45:59.120 like some sort of form of collective consciousness that you kind of connect to.

00:46:03.960 Because, you know, a lot of people have like the same visuals that happens.

00:46:08.660 And like, that would explain why some people have the same ideas about architecture all

00:46:12.860 over the world without being able to tell each other.

00:46:16.220 Oh, dude.

00:46:16.540 Yeah.

00:46:16.760 And I've, I've talked about that a lot, especially in this community.

00:46:19.920 You find synchronicities with almost everyone, usually right before you do a podcast with

00:46:25.100 them.

00:46:25.260 Right.

00:46:26.280 Um, that's, that's what I found to be true.

00:46:29.440 But, um, let me pull up some of these pictures.

00:46:31.780 I was going to show you before we get off this topic, um, I, I've been trying to, uh,

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00:47:43.260 Start trying to use OBS, dude.

00:47:45.220 StreamYard takes way too long sometimes to, uh...

00:47:48.960 Are you using OBS right now?

00:47:50.540 No, no, no, no.

00:47:51.220 So I, uh, I'm trying to, to, trying to learn it.

00:47:55.680 It almost seems damn near impossible.

00:47:58.220 So I'm gonna pull this folder up.

00:48:02.280 Maybe we can go to each picture.

00:48:05.900 Oh, and that's another thing with MacBooks.

00:48:09.240 Like, I don't know, it's, it's, it's harder to make slides on here, I think.

00:48:12.740 Uh, but maybe, just maybe, I can get this to bigger.

00:48:21.740 So, um, we had planned on talking about the...

00:48:31.740 It's the Black Sun or the Eclipse and those experiences?

00:48:34.580 Yes, yes, yes, yes, the, uh, the Songarten, from what I saw, what, what it was called to, uh, I think you talked about, like, the Nordic, uh...

00:48:44.160 Yeah, it's like, yeah, I knew what you were trying to get at.

00:48:46.520 Yeah, yeah.

00:48:47.220 It's like one of the names for their version of it, of the Black Sun.

00:48:50.920 Can this thing close?

00:48:52.800 Okay, I don't know what's happening there.

00:48:54.640 Like I said.

00:48:56.140 All right.

00:48:56.540 One thing I even want to put out there before I even get into this stuff, uh, when it came to, with these experiences that I'm gonna say that I have now...

00:49:03.580 Now, it's a repeating visual and experience, like feeling, too, that always happens before, I believe, I have a magical experience across the abyss.

00:49:12.880 And every time that I've had these experiences, I've never done a ritual.

00:49:19.100 I mean, I've done rituals in the past, believe me.

00:49:20.480 I did tons and tons and tons for years and years.

00:49:23.600 Uh, but this all happened just from due to meditation.

00:49:26.540 Or, again, grounding, you know, doing certain practices with my eyes closed and then, you know, kind of getting into, you know, a meditative state.

00:49:32.440 And this all happens from meditation.

00:49:35.420 And, again, this was prior COVID.

00:49:38.140 I had stopped probably smoking weed for about 15 to 17 years.

00:49:41.220 And because of COVID and how crazy people were, I was like, there's no way I can deal with this sober.

00:49:46.040 I'm gonna start smoking weed again.

00:49:48.100 So, like, I'm straight up.

00:49:50.340 COVID caused me to start smoking weed again because I was like, motherfuckers are crazy.

00:49:54.220 And I'm gonna have to be stoned and just, like, cool with a lot of shit I normally wouldn't be cool with because I'm gonna fucking spaz, too.

00:50:00.920 You know what I'm saying?

00:50:01.340 I just couldn't do it.

00:50:02.100 It was just out in New York.

00:50:03.400 It was just insane at one point.

00:50:05.300 I can't imagine living up there.

00:50:07.700 People with stores were mandating, like, vaccines, even though it wasn't fucking mandated.

00:50:12.280 The stores were just fucking doing it themselves.

00:50:13.840 And I was like, yo, I can't even go get fucking sushi because these Asians that came over here with fucking masks on and scared to death, I'm fucking scared to death of COVID now. 1.00

00:50:22.640 Wow, dude.

00:50:23.780 That was another thing.

00:50:24.600 Where I lived, there were Asians, there were Chinese, specifically, oh, fucking Chinese people, there for years with the mask on. 1.00

00:50:32.260 Dude, you'd be driving in Astoria or fucking, even better, Main Street and Flushing.

00:50:37.300 And all you see is a wave of fucking masks.

00:50:40.300 I was, when I moved out there, I was like, yo, what the fuck's going on with these masks?

00:50:44.980 I had to ask my wife because she was from Queens. 1.00

00:50:47.600 I was like, yo, why is people walking around with masks on?

00:50:51.900 And she's like, oh, they're afraid of breathing in the air.

00:50:53.720 It's the Chinese.

00:50:56.000 So, like, when this shit happened in New York, we already had this shit in our faces to be scared of breathing in the air from a whole generation of fucking people here.

00:51:05.200 They're just moving.

00:51:05.600 And so, like, as crazy as this sounds, it really, it was very acceptable for New York.

00:51:11.260 It almost even makes you wonder, like, it was just, like, they take advantage, like, did they take advantage of that?

00:51:16.440 Absolutely.

00:51:17.240 I think they did.

00:51:17.460 You see the point, the kids were in school with those masks and Japanimation shit on it. 0.80

00:51:22.760 They were, like, wearing it as, like, a thing to look cool already before this shit happened.

00:51:28.440 That's why I found it so weird.

00:51:29.660 I was like, yo, it's like, in Queens, we already had, people were already rocking the masks.

00:51:35.600 Like, it just seemed like such an easy conversion.

00:51:38.800 Like a pre-programming sort of thing, probably.

00:51:41.440 It was really weird.

00:51:42.440 Yeah.

00:51:42.580 When I watched that happen, it was fucking weird.

00:51:45.380 Yeah, dude, you see that down here?

00:51:46.940 I live in Mississippi, bro.

00:51:48.700 And, yeah, there's people down here that still have masks on.

00:51:51.600 It's like, what are you so afraid of?

00:51:54.060 Yeah.

00:51:54.440 Even in North Carolina, I was surprised when I got here.

00:51:56.940 Every once in a while, I still see somebody with a mask.

00:52:00.080 I don't think they'll ever take them off.

00:52:01.420 No, at this point, at this point, I hate to say it.

00:52:04.860 I think they're mentally scarred and they're not going to.

00:52:07.720 They're scared to death or they're off and they're just, they're just running with us.

00:52:13.580 So, excuse me, where?

00:52:17.600 Oh, yeah.

00:52:18.180 We want me to start this, start the.

00:52:20.500 Yeah, well, we're going to talk about this.

00:52:22.700 Where, where did this originate?

00:52:25.340 That, I'd be totally honest with you.

00:52:26.460 I couldn't even tell you.

00:52:27.580 Really?

00:52:28.380 Because this is the only, this is, to me, this.

00:52:30.400 Only because, like, I do think this stuff is a lot, lot, lot older.

00:52:35.060 You'll see shit, like, almost like this engraved in, like, caves and stuff.

00:52:38.220 So, like, you know, I guess, like, whoever I want to hate, I'll say that they started the symbol.

00:52:42.500 Well, yeah, it's, it's, it's, it's like that with a lot of symbolism.

00:52:46.020 It's like it comes from a much ancient culture and someone finds it and they basically use it for whatever, meaning they, you know, they.

00:52:55.440 I am almost positive, though.

00:52:57.960 I could be wrong.

00:52:58.540 I think your chat would probably know.

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00:54:00.120 I'm almost positive that was like on the floor of like Heinrich Himmler's like whatever that castle that he had.

00:54:07.960 Yeah.

00:54:08.180 I'm pretty sure he had that like in the middle where he had certain flames burning for people that had died before them too.

00:54:14.420 Kind of like around the room as well.

00:54:16.800 It was probably a big ritual room.

00:54:18.300 That's what I was going to say.

00:54:19.280 I think this is somewhat of a sigil.

00:54:22.240 Yeah.

00:54:22.600 Yeah.

00:54:22.860 Right.

00:54:23.640 And again, like I've said, like when I get into my experience with the crossing the abyss, every time I do see something that looks like a swastika. 0.84

00:54:33.040 I mean, I'll get into it and explain how that happens.

00:54:35.060 Oh, yeah.

00:54:36.340 Well, you look at that and you see the earlier use of the swastika was actually it was used in many ancient cultures to symbolize universal peace, right?

00:54:47.780 Many different things.

00:54:49.000 So it's like someone took it and subverted it.

00:54:51.980 I think that's what happens with a lot of symbols.

00:54:54.740 Shit.

00:54:54.960 So it was Azov Battalion.

00:54:56.960 Sometimes you'll catch them wearing this too.

00:54:59.740 Yes.

00:55:00.480 Yes.

00:55:00.940 I was going to say.

00:55:02.100 Azov Battalion.

00:55:03.400 Nazis.

00:55:03.780 Well, yeah, yeah.

00:55:05.160 You'll see that with a whole lot of national socialists.

00:55:07.580 And I don't think half of them really know where it comes from, you know?

00:55:10.400 Oh, no, I don't think so either.

00:55:12.100 I don't think so either.

00:55:13.520 You know, it's a wild thing when we had that shit popping off with the Ukraine war.

00:55:17.940 If people were to pay attention and like a lot of times, like it was it didn't matter if it was CNN, MSNBC or Fox.

00:55:24.880 A lot of the footage we got was originally coming from the Azov Battalion.

00:55:28.660 And if they're wearing fucking Nazi symbolism or occult symbolism, you're really going to trust what the fuck they're showing you on video.

00:55:37.480 Right.

00:55:38.300 You should.

00:55:40.280 Because in my opinion, that's part of Nazis is actually it's a cult and it's part of mind fucking the masses. 0.77

00:55:47.080 Okay.

00:55:47.820 Okay.

00:55:48.280 Which is another reason why I think it's tied into NASA, because that's all a bunch of bullshit too.

00:55:52.640 Yeah, which was started by Warner Von Braun, right?

00:55:56.700 Yeah, that's a very deep rabbit hole to go down, dude.

00:56:00.840 Jay Brooks said Zelensky said there were no Nazis in Ukraine, though.

00:56:04.520 Yeah.

00:56:05.580 Yo, like if you look into like the Azov Battalion, these are people that are like basically citizens of the country or who knows where the fuck they came from. 0.62

00:56:15.220 But technically, if you want to go by the story, these are basically normal people that came together and created their own militia.

00:56:21.720 They are not from the fucking government.

00:56:23.720 And you want to explain to me how they have matching fucking uniforms?

00:56:27.100 How much money are these motherfuckers really pulling out of their own pockets so they can look like G.I. Joe together and their friends?

00:56:32.760 That shit's being fucking.

00:56:34.160 Someone's paying for that.

00:56:35.560 Someone's paying for that.

00:56:36.640 Hey, get the fuck out of here with that shit. 1.00

00:56:38.660 And it's probably the people that have, you know, been funding both sides of every war, right?

00:56:45.520 Yeah, it's just that's like another thing.

00:56:47.420 If you look at Vietnam, you had motherfuckers living in mud houses, mud houses, but yet they had fucking shit to shoot down helicopters with. 1.00

00:56:54.280 Yes.

00:56:54.840 Where the fuck was they had?

00:56:55.800 They had it stored under the mud.

00:56:57.940 Yeah, it's like, yo, you can't even afford to eat like actual meat.

00:57:00.880 Like you're eating mud, but you got fucking rocket launches.

00:57:05.280 Yeah.

00:57:05.640 Where the fuck is it coming from?

00:57:06.740 Yeah, and you see, you know, a lot of these accelerationist groups being funded by what you were saying earlier, these three-letter agencies.

00:57:18.940 And, I mean, I do think those tie into these secret societies as well.

00:57:26.900 Sharon said Soros.

00:57:28.000 Yes, Sharon.

00:57:28.940 That's one of them.

00:57:30.680 One of many.

00:57:32.720 Ukraine is new Israel. 0.99

00:57:34.120 Yeah, I think there's something there, Doc Shelley.

00:57:36.200 I think there may be something.

00:57:36.980 There's something up with Ukraine and Israel. 0.97

00:57:38.940 Yeah, something.

00:57:39.940 There is something.

00:57:40.680 And, dude, it's crazy because we talked about, I talked about this last night, you know, the sigil or the hexagram of Solomon, right?

00:57:50.680 That is known as the Star of David that existed long before David.

00:57:56.140 Yo, in the streets, you used to see the swastika and the Star of David spray-painted or put on the wall together.

00:58:03.280 Yes.

00:58:04.180 Before it started popping off.

00:58:06.980 Well, you know, and I know you probably know a thing or two about the Kabbalah as well.

00:58:14.080 You know, a lot of mysticism stems from there, especially the duality aspect of it, right?

00:58:19.540 So, who's not to say that some groups were using both of these symbols, you know?

00:58:25.440 I think Hitler went after the Masons because he knew that certain ones understood cultism and he didn't want anybody known.

00:58:32.400 Because he even went after secret societies.

00:58:35.160 Wow.

00:58:36.260 I haven't looked into that, but I don't know.

00:58:39.680 During World War II, Italy went over to Ethiopia.

00:58:43.660 And now, at the time, you mentioned Solomon before.

00:58:46.740 This is what made me remember.

00:58:47.840 Yeah.

00:58:48.420 At the time, the guy, I forgot the person's name.

00:58:50.700 Whoever was in charge of the country actually thought they were from the bloodline of Solomon.

00:58:54.320 And that's why you were in charge of the country.

00:58:57.640 And they went there and stole religious relics.

00:59:00.180 The Lion of Judah and a fucking obelisk.

00:59:03.560 This all was a cult.

00:59:04.700 This was all occultism shit going on.

00:59:06.480 So, like, there was literally a dude, because of his blood, and thinking he was a descendant of Solomon, was in charge of a country, Ethiopia.

00:59:16.740 What the fuck is it?

00:59:18.840 Yeah, dude.

00:59:19.740 I mean, well, you know the thing with Ethiopia. 1.00

00:59:22.540 That's where the first manuscript of Enoch was found, right?

00:59:28.940 You have Enoch 1, 2, and 3.

00:59:32.460 I believe it's 1 that was found in Ethiopia.

00:59:36.800 And apparently, where I've heard the Ark of the Covenant is maybe stored.

00:59:45.140 But if there is, you know, if the Ark of the Covenant is a physical thing, some people have interpreted it to be symbolic, like a lot of things.

00:59:54.740 Let's see.

00:59:56.440 There's a certain church up in Ethiopia.

01:00:00.140 Let's see.

01:00:00.640 I don't want to.

01:00:02.980 This is a guy who comes on my show sometimes, this guy Leon Southgate.

01:00:06.460 And he fucks with Orgon.

01:00:08.040 And he, like, charges it.

01:00:08.920 He makes cloud busting and fucking weird guns out of it.

01:00:13.020 This guy's crazy.

01:00:15.380 I mean, in a good way.

01:00:16.180 He's a real nice guy.

01:00:17.480 And he swears.

01:00:19.420 He thinks the Ark of the Covenant is something to do with, like, Orgon and certain metals that will start creating a certain atmosphere.

01:00:28.720 Like, with Orgon and just a few wires and some metal tubes, you can literally start creating clouds and making them burst.

01:00:34.680 You know, cloud busting.

01:00:35.700 Is that Orgon?

01:00:36.480 Is that related to Orgonite?

01:00:39.840 Might be.

01:00:40.520 I couldn't.

01:00:41.420 I think it may be.

01:00:42.400 Yeah.

01:00:42.780 That's very interesting.

01:00:45.240 Yo, if he has that shit charged in his house and he puts on his fucking dryer. 0.99

01:00:49.920 No, not the dryer.

01:00:51.040 I think if the washing machine goes into spin cycle, he's got to leave.

01:00:55.000 Because he says shit starts getting weird in the fucking house.

01:00:58.820 What?

01:00:59.580 So, okay.

01:01:00.560 Okay.

01:01:01.080 Yo, one time.

01:01:01.660 One time.

01:01:02.020 Listen to this.

01:01:02.560 This is crazy.

01:01:03.460 This is crazy.

01:01:03.960 One time he said that there was painters at his house.

01:01:06.080 And the shit was, like, highly charged.

01:01:07.800 Even, like, he was even, like, feeling it.

01:01:09.720 Yo, when he comes on the show, you can hear buzzing.

01:01:11.900 Coming in through his mic.

01:01:12.780 Because of the Orgon.

01:01:13.380 Charged on going to his house.

01:01:14.820 He said that these painters were parked in front of his house and they had these metal

01:01:17.880 pipes sticking up from the fucking back.

01:01:19.720 You know, like, sometimes they'll have these work trucks and outpipes on them.

01:01:22.500 He said, you can literally see above the fucking truck, the sky is starting to change.

01:01:27.400 And, like, looked like a cloud was starting to form.

01:01:30.140 He said, because the Orgon was literally going, coming out of the house and somehow going

01:01:33.740 up in the tubes and shooting, he thinks.

01:01:35.260 He says, right above the truck, you can actually see the sky is starting to change.

01:01:41.660 That is just fucking insane.

01:01:44.200 Yo, you imagine seeing some shit like that and it's, oh, my God, what the fuck is the

01:01:47.800 government doing?

01:01:48.480 And it's some fucking crazy guy next door.

01:01:50.160 Some guy who doesn't even.

01:01:51.560 Dude, so I don't know what the guy's name was.

01:01:54.200 Maybe somebody in the chat can help me out.

01:01:56.680 The guy that went missing.

01:01:57.840 Uh, and there was this video going around on TikTok of him in, like, a hotel room using

01:02:05.040 this, this certain device and it opens a portal and you literally see the, uh, what is it?

01:02:12.200 The Sonora Desert or the city of Sedona open up through this portal.

01:02:19.040 And, uh, some people said the video is fake.

01:02:21.380 Some people have said that it's real and that the guy went missing.

01:02:23.960 He was a, uh, he was a whistleblower and that, yeah, when he demonstrates this device, it's

01:02:30.160 basically this thing going around in a circle, like how you were describing the washing machine

01:02:34.400 and this fucking, like, small source of light starts to appear and it opens and opens and 0.92

01:02:41.940 opens.

01:02:43.300 Z-Man. 0.95

01:02:44.560 Z-Man. 0.95

01:02:46.260 Is that, is, is, is, is that the guy?

01:02:50.220 Sounds like a, uh, I don't know.

01:02:53.280 Let's look that guy up.

01:02:56.300 Um, if that is the guy, let's see, dude.

01:03:00.840 Um, Rosalind Chapel.

01:03:02.460 Well, that's in Ireland, but that's one of the places that the Ark of the Covenant is

01:03:07.120 said, uh, maybe under as, as well as underneath the Vatican.

01:03:11.060 Um, which I think many mysteries and, uh, like certain texts, maybe certain relics are hidden.

01:03:18.460 To be quite honest with you.

01:03:21.080 Um, I wish I could find that video, dude.

01:03:25.060 Let me see.

01:03:26.540 Uh, so back to the black sun.

01:03:31.420 What is, uh, what?

01:03:33.340 Okay.

01:03:34.060 Z-Man. 0.95

01:03:34.160 Well, it's more of a, for me, it's more of an eclipse.

01:03:36.160 I call it the black sun.

01:03:37.320 Um, yeah, it's more of like an actual, an actual, like, that's what you think it, that's

01:03:42.140 what you think it represents.

01:03:43.620 Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, for sure.

01:03:45.400 For sure.

01:03:46.080 Yeah.

01:03:46.740 So like, all right, I guess I could get into it.

01:03:48.820 Like again, uh, you know, this is just through meditations.

01:03:53.120 Um, you know, when it, when it first happened, I was like just sitting in a chair.

01:03:58.960 Normally when I would meditate, I literally just sit in a chair with a straight back.

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01:05:03.700 My legs would be straight, and my arms would be down on my legs.

01:05:07.000 Pretty much just trying to sit straight and not move.

01:05:10.100 And I would go through certain visuals or breathing techniques to try to get myself

01:05:14.420 into, I guess, slow down.

01:05:18.000 And sometimes I would focus on chakras and do chakra work and kind of go up and down

01:05:22.240 my body.

01:05:23.200 Right.

01:05:23.460 And then I would go eventually meditating, go into whatever room I guess I'm trying to

01:05:27.440 think about or whatever.

01:05:29.020 And I remember one other time when I was pushing hard on my third eye, it did look like to seem

01:05:37.260 like it made my vision darker.

01:05:39.860 And I had thought about that.

01:05:41.340 And as I was kind of meditating, I was holding my third eye chakra, kind of focusing or pushing

01:05:48.260 on my forehead.

01:05:50.140 And it would get like, I don't know, do you meditate, actually?

01:05:54.840 I have meditated at times, to be honest with you.

01:05:58.020 Lately, I can't find the time to do anything.

01:06:02.440 But I have meditated before, yes.

01:06:04.420 All right.

01:06:06.100 So like maybe some people who have like sometimes like when you first close your eyes, it isn't

01:06:10.880 as dark as it will be like maybe 20 minutes later when you're kind of like getting into

01:06:14.400 meditation.

01:06:15.660 So like it was already dark, you know, with my eyes closed for a while.

01:06:20.040 And then, um, shit, no.

01:06:26.420 So, yeah, I'm sitting there with the eyes, my eyes closed and I'm pushing on it and it

01:06:31.080 will start to look like it starts to get blacker and eventually like it gets like really black

01:06:37.640 and starts to look like it starts to like spread out to where like I've said before on

01:06:42.060 other shows that it starts to look like maybe like a black oil coming up out of the ground

01:06:46.720 or if, um, let's say you were like looking at a black table and you're looking down on

01:06:50.840 it and you went to the go like low on it and it didn't look dirty and dusty, but like

01:06:55.700 it was and like this stuff blew away and it's like even darker underneath the black

01:07:00.480 table, like it almost looked like that, like something black was already coming out of 0.70

01:07:04.640 the blackness and it starts to like take up my whole vision and right around it looks 0.99

01:07:09.980 like real fine, bright lines of like solid colors that would be like almost like the

01:07:15.980 rainbow kind of like it would almost look like, um, do you ever see like a oil slick

01:07:20.100 in the road or if there's like water that it almost looks like that like around it as

01:07:25.480 it's opening up as it's growing like the blackness and then all of a sudden I'll get 1.00

01:07:30.120 like this tiny, tiny white burning pinda and it like literally looks like, like burning

01:07:37.920 white light and I don't know really how to explain it.

01:07:42.860 I've tried to use like that view finders as a kid, you had those things that you put on

01:07:48.180 and you change the scene and it would look like 3d have those little things you stuck

01:07:52.380 in.

01:07:53.040 Yeah.

01:07:54.040 Those, I think they worked how they had like different things in there to make it look 0.57

01:07:56.980 like it was 3d, but it was just basically different, like, you know, things one behind

01:08:00.440 the next, uh, to make it look like kind of holographic or whatever.

01:08:05.140 It almost looks like that to where it looks like a bright burning light.

01:08:09.220 And then like almost these outlines of like clouds, it's really hard to explain.

01:08:13.700 It almost looks like curvatures to make the out.

01:08:16.480 Like if you were to draw clouds on a, on a piece of paper, it's just whatever you're

01:08:20.180 drawing.

01:08:20.660 It looks like that kind of just really weird.

01:08:23.960 And it looks like this bright fluorescent white thing.

01:08:27.440 And you kind of just like stare at her, like almost like, like you're holding onto it and

01:08:32.600 it starts to get like a little bit bigger.

01:08:34.240 And then like, you kind of see start like this black stuff swirling around and then 1.00

01:08:38.520 starts to take like form of like a white circle now in front of the white dot.

01:08:45.380 And then it starts to like, if you keep holding it or keep looking at it and focus on it, it

01:08:50.920 gets a little bit bigger and it's obvious to me, it looks like an eclipse.

01:08:55.040 And then at that point, um, you'll start to see like explosions almost like around it.

01:09:02.560 And the reason why it looks like explosions, it looks like these flashes of colors, but

01:09:06.660 then it has again, like I was saying, it almost looks like these curvatures that kind of look

01:09:10.160 like clouds.

01:09:10.820 So now it looks like explosions kind of like around the eclipse.

01:09:15.180 And then, um, which is exactly why I have my logo the way it is.

01:09:19.580 Then it starts to like almost turn to red and it literally starts to my opinion.

01:09:24.240 I think this is even just my opinion.

01:09:26.120 When Alistair Crowley was talking about Rose, Edith Kelly, the chick that he was with, he

01:09:32.080 called her Rose.

01:09:32.920 I don't think he was always talking about her and even reasons for that real quick.

01:09:37.400 My co-host Lisa went down to the library in Texas where it has handwritten notes on the

01:09:42.980 vision and the voice by Crowley.

01:09:44.260 And he's actually literally in there in his notes doing the gemachi on the word Rose and

01:09:49.080 trying to figure out how to put her in places.

01:09:50.460 So it's not always about her, in my opinion.

01:09:53.820 I do think this possible Rose stuff is where it starts to look like Rose bursting on the

01:09:58.780 eclipse because it looks like red and you see all these curvatures and it's almost like

01:10:02.580 it looks like roses opening up.

01:10:05.060 Is that tying to the Scarlet Woman?

01:10:07.960 I do think that's quite possible as well.

01:10:11.280 Yeah.

01:10:11.540 Yeah.

01:10:12.240 Um, and was this the, this, he talked about this, I guess her name was Rose.

01:10:17.500 Uh, this was the lady who was with him, um, when he was doing these, these certain rituals,

01:10:23.700 right.

01:10:24.400 And, and the King's chamber.

01:10:28.100 Yes.

01:10:28.740 Yes.

01:10:29.020 Yes.

01:10:29.340 He was with her.

01:10:30.500 Okay.

01:10:31.060 Okay.

01:10:31.420 Now do you think he may have been just talking about.

01:10:35.640 See, my opinion, I had actually wondered that whole thing with the book of the law and

01:10:39.400 supposedly her being the go between. 0.88

01:10:42.080 And my opinion, the vision that I see is to go between both worlds.

01:10:45.260 Interesting.

01:10:47.780 So how do I know?

01:10:48.560 Like he, my opinion, a lot of stories about Crowley, I think a complete bullshit.

01:10:52.300 I don't think he really climbed that fucking mountain either.

01:10:55.880 You just got to pay motherfuckers to say you did.

01:10:59.520 I can't see that.

01:11:00.580 That's cool.

01:11:01.980 I want people to know who I am.

01:11:05.700 That's, that's the whole thing.

01:11:06.780 Sometimes a magician.

01:11:07.680 I mean, that's why, if it's why me, Elon Musk is so powerful, he's, he's got a

01:11:11.800 folder and practically probably almost everybody's fucking head alive in this world. 0.93

01:11:15.780 You know what I'm saying?

01:11:16.460 Like the more people know who you are, the better it is for a magician, you know?

01:11:21.900 So sometimes I think Crowley did shit just so his name got put out.

01:11:26.820 That would make sense.

01:11:28.280 Yeah.

01:11:28.680 But a lot of his other tales too, if you look at it in a cult sense, I think he's

01:11:32.840 actually telling you an occult story.

01:11:34.100 I don't think the shit's real.

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01:11:43.160 Thank you, Nancy.

01:11:44.060 Fuck.

01:11:44.500 Thank you.

01:11:45.060 She found the video.

01:11:46.260 So we're going to pull that up, dude.

01:11:48.340 You're, you're going to, I think you will.

01:11:52.520 Uh, I think you'll like this.

01:11:55.100 I think you'll like this.

01:11:58.360 Gateway to Sedona.

01:11:59.680 Uh, here we go.

01:12:02.200 Intone generator set to 528, which is developed by Thomas T.

01:12:10.800 Sinelsky.

01:12:12.520 Uh, thank you, Thomas.

01:12:15.300 I noticed here it's, uh, can be used for, uh, science experiments.

01:12:20.520 I would say so.

01:12:22.060 Um, go ahead and play that.

01:12:28.200 So here, if I, oh, I might have seen this there.

01:12:32.000 You probably have.

01:12:33.160 Before anything happens.

01:12:34.720 Up here, I also have another tone generator set to 525, and I'm about to show you what

01:12:40.000 will happen with that.

01:12:41.940 Um, things happen much quicker when you're using pure tones rather than the other

01:12:48.120 stuff I was using on YouTube, which had like sounds mixed in with it.

01:12:52.060 Um, there we go.

01:12:54.980 528.

01:13:03.780 I think it starts spinning.

01:13:05.780 And already you can see a much more stable fracture.

01:13:13.080 Okay.

01:13:17.580 I have to do this quick because this stuff does not last.

01:13:23.460 525.

01:13:24.580 You can see there's a whole range of tones here, but 525, you're going to hear.

01:13:32.000 I hear the fluctuation there.

01:13:34.860 Okay, so he's using sound frequency.

01:13:41.800 I, I may be thinking of a different video.

01:13:44.400 Um, this is the one, well, this is the one that I was talking about, but I think I'm thinking

01:13:49.160 you have a different one.

01:13:49.840 This is so incredible, but at the same time, very terrifying.

01:14:16.700 If that's, if that was real, that'd be fun.

01:14:21.940 If you know where that is, I do, is in Sedona, and it is a well-known, uh,

01:14:33.940 you know, I would throw something through it.

01:14:36.620 Yes.

01:14:37.300 Um, I wish he would have done that.

01:14:39.080 Phenomenon.

01:14:40.940 Uh, there's several of them there.

01:14:43.460 And you are witnessing a, uh, a gate, portal, wormhole, stargate, whatever you want to call

01:14:59.080 it, from this bedroom to another state.

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01:16:07.820 Using a mixture of two solid tones.

01:16:14.080 Incredible.

01:16:15.200 Yeah, that's wild.

01:16:17.040 Yeah, the thing is, it's not the first time I've heard of Sedona being a place of like

01:16:27.040 high strangeness, right?

01:16:29.760 A lot of things like this happening there.

01:16:33.600 And I mean, that look.

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01:17:33.720 What's up, Lisa?

01:17:34.560 Good to see you.

01:17:37.680 It's been close.

01:17:40.880 But yeah, dude, that, yeah, I don't know.

01:17:44.320 I figured you'd think that was pretty interesting.

01:17:46.260 Yeah, yeah, that is wild.

01:17:47.140 I mean, if it's real, I mean, I don't know.

01:17:48.520 I mean, unfortunately.

01:17:49.160 Yeah, I mean, you got to take these things with a grain of salt, right?

01:17:51.020 Yeah, unfortunately.

01:17:51.680 I'd like to believe it's real, but that doesn't mean it's real.

01:17:55.520 I mean, like I was saying, even, you know, Lisa, she was on the show with Leon.

01:17:59.960 Some of the stuff he says he does, he's being truthful.

01:18:03.640 And I'm not sure if I showed up at his house, he'd show me everything anyway,

01:18:07.000 which is quite possible may happen one day.

01:18:09.280 He actually has, like, some weird shit go on.

01:18:14.780 Like paranormal effects from Oregon.

01:18:18.140 So, I mean, who knows?

01:18:19.280 I'm not getting into that, man.

01:18:20.280 Who knows what's going on?

01:18:21.680 I can believe it, bro.

01:18:25.040 I mean, he's saying it to the point to where if he lays down next to it

01:18:27.580 and he asks questions in his head, it's giving him answers.

01:18:31.840 And Oregon is considered, like, even in the scientific world.

01:18:34.900 I mean, this guy's actually published real papers, scientific papers.

01:18:38.000 Like, he's not an idiot.

01:18:40.180 Like, he's actually published work.

01:18:41.700 I mean, they do look at it as kind of like almost like essence of life.

01:18:46.800 Do you think he may be connecting with other certain types of deities or something, maybe?

01:18:55.540 I don't know, man.

01:18:56.640 There's no telling.

01:18:57.400 Yeah.

01:18:57.840 Yeah.

01:18:58.560 I definitely would love to go.

01:19:00.540 That's why this stuff is so fun to look into in question, bro.

01:19:04.160 Now, you pulled up something right here.

01:19:06.440 Oh, yeah.

01:19:06.720 That was something I was going to show later on.

01:19:08.260 That's like kind of like something that I had somebody do for me.

01:19:11.700 It's kind of redoing the image.

01:19:14.740 One of the images I didn't get to.

01:19:16.740 So, yeah.

01:19:17.120 So, now, yeah.

01:19:17.560 I have this eclipse and I have all these explosions and it looks like the rose and all that stuff.

01:19:21.600 Then these colors start coming out from like the four cardinal directions, kind of, in a sense, four directions.

01:19:27.600 And it's always like either like red, blue, green, or purple.

01:19:31.960 And it will start to like spin.

01:19:35.560 Like it almost looks like it's spinning out of the eclipse.

01:19:40.940 You know, and at first it will start to look like a swastika.

01:19:44.500 But then eventually it does, it's like these little bright, like thin burning lines again.

01:19:50.520 And it's almost, it almost looks like thermal cam light, believe it or not.

01:19:56.800 Like it's very different.

01:19:58.520 And so, like now it looks like you have all these colors, like the rainbow bridge.

01:20:03.180 Some people do call this the rainbow bridge.

01:20:05.300 Where it's like, it's just like kind of like spiraling.

01:20:08.260 It almost looks like vibrating.

01:20:10.380 Like past you, the swirl.

01:20:13.120 And then it starts to go into like sacred geometry.

01:20:16.060 Like all these geometric shapes spinning, flying past you.

01:20:20.520 Like just like, you know, just tons of different ones just flashing in front of me.

01:20:24.640 With the eclipse there still.

01:20:27.060 Then after that happens, this thing pops up.

01:20:29.500 If you want to show it on the bottom.

01:20:31.880 Where now the eclipse will start to look like, in my opinion, the easiest way to explain it was film cells.

01:20:39.460 Or if you're in a, if you're like in a train station or a subway and you're standing on a platform and two trains are coming past you at the same time, but really slow.

01:20:49.240 And you're looking into the, like the car windows.

01:20:51.960 It's a different scene.

01:20:53.120 So you'll start to see this eclipse.

01:20:55.440 And all of a sudden it looks like these sepia, which is why I had him use the sepia image.

01:21:00.540 Almost like I, I do think it's a large claim, but I do think it's quite possible when John Lennon and Lana Del Rey talk about cellophane skies.

01:21:08.840 Because to me, these windows look like sepia cellophane.

01:21:11.960 And there's like, just, they're just slowly going, coming past you.

01:21:16.840 And they all have like different scenes.

01:21:18.900 I don't know if it's different times, places.

01:21:22.420 For some reason, at one point, I've never really paid attention to him too much.

01:21:27.380 Because I was pretty much just really stuck on the eclipse.

01:21:30.060 Is this your memory open up, you think?

01:21:32.900 Like...

01:21:33.500 I don't know, man.

01:21:35.860 I have wondered that.

01:21:37.020 It's like, is this, like, you know how they say you'll watch your life flash before your eyes?

01:21:41.960 Exactly, I was just about that.

01:21:43.180 I was like, oh, is this that?

01:21:45.560 Is this different times in space that maybe I can choose?

01:21:48.480 Like what that guy was showing right there.

01:21:50.280 Is it something almost like that?

01:21:51.900 But like one time, I was actually very interested in one of the windows.

01:21:59.440 And whenever I have this experience, it's not like my body's not there.

01:22:02.220 It's just like an image that I'm seeing.

01:22:04.040 So it was almost like I kind of like floated forward a little bit and turned to the side.

01:22:08.440 You know, it was like I was moving the angle of like what I was viewing.

01:22:11.140 And I like looked into one of these, you know, cells windows.

01:22:15.820 And like to me, like I joke because like I really couldn't tell but like the difference.

01:22:20.020 But like it was like it could have been Arizona or after a nuclear fallout.

01:22:23.720 It just looked like, you know, fucking desert and rocks.

01:22:27.340 And I was like, this doesn't look cool.

01:22:29.520 So yeah, for some reason, I'm thinking to myself, this doesn't look interesting.

01:22:33.580 I don't think I want to go there.

01:22:35.480 And then all of a sudden, it was over with.

01:22:37.460 And that's another thing, too.

01:22:38.540 When I get to the end of my magical experience, as soon as I start thinking of things or self, it ends.

01:22:46.000 Right.

01:22:46.400 So that's something to think about.

01:22:47.820 Like you snap back into it.

01:22:49.340 Yeah.

01:22:49.700 Yeah.

01:22:50.160 Reality.

01:22:50.760 Yeah.

01:22:50.940 So now I have these.

01:22:53.440 So pretty much looks like this.

01:22:54.960 I mean, Mario, when he did the artwork, he made it like the cells are a little congruent.

01:22:58.920 It kind of is showing a whole scene.

01:23:00.820 But again, like what I'm saying, each one of those things could look completely different.

01:23:05.040 Absolutely.

01:23:05.400 They start coming and then they go for a bit and then they stop.

01:23:09.860 And then that black ball circle starts lifting straight up off of the round eclipse, off of the round white dot again that I saw earlier.

01:23:21.800 It starts like taking off of it, coming up off the top.

01:23:25.680 As soon as it starts to slowly move, it looks just like the top of Toth's headdress, the crescent and the sun.

01:23:32.860 It's just like that.

01:23:33.880 If you start removing the white, the black from front of the white, you're going to see the bottom white's going to crescent. 0.59

01:23:38.900 It's going to show.

01:23:39.380 So it's slowly coming up.

01:23:42.260 And then as soon as it separates, the white ball is like, like, it's like looking down the barrel of a gun, I guess, and pulling the trigger.

01:23:50.180 Bam.

01:23:51.200 And all of a sudden, somewhere else.

01:23:53.840 Not even here.

01:23:54.820 At that point.

01:23:55.780 Now, at that point, I start getting physical feelings.

01:23:57.640 Like around this point, when you see this in my body, it will start to feel like.

01:24:02.840 Like going from my toes up, almost like it's starting to like disappear.

01:24:08.420 I feel like the energy rising.

01:24:09.840 So like, let's say if I got to my knees, anything below my knees doesn't actually feel like it's there anymore.

01:24:14.760 I start like feeling that like energy or something inside me is rising up and everything's starting to disappear.

01:24:19.680 And it's like feeling like it's storing up in the rest of my body.

01:24:23.540 And then eventually, I'll go deaf.

01:24:27.640 Sound like there's no sound.

01:24:30.240 And right.

01:24:31.680 No, like nothing.

01:24:32.840 No sound at all.

01:24:33.700 Wow.

01:24:34.060 No, which is actually because then after, honestly, after this, I think.

01:24:38.680 Technically, I'm seeing sound and not hearing.

01:24:41.580 That's my theory.

01:24:43.220 Because birds can actually do that, too.

01:24:45.300 Yeah.

01:24:45.760 Yeah.

01:24:45.960 Yeah.

01:24:46.320 So.

01:24:48.160 Yeah.

01:24:49.140 Where was I going?

01:24:49.900 Yeah.

01:24:50.040 So I'll start feeling it like rising up in my body.

01:24:53.000 And then all of a sudden, it will feel like this.

01:24:54.960 Like I use this as an example.

01:24:57.620 If I was laying on the beach and I was like slaying on the sand and the waves crashed and the water

01:25:01.680 so going up the sand, if somehow the water was able to go through my feet and run through

01:25:05.920 my body, it literally feels like you just feel it's the most insane feeling like a stream

01:25:11.400 of water just trickling and running through you.

01:25:14.060 And then all of a sudden, it all builds up to the top of my head.

01:25:17.520 And then like right every time, right where the Jew cap is, it feels like my soul starts 0.97

01:25:22.880 to slip.

01:25:23.620 Like you literally feel like you're pulling out of your body.

01:25:26.780 And all of a sudden, it's like you feel like like almost like you're dripping, like you're

01:25:32.980 becoming weightless.

01:25:34.000 It's like your shit is melting off of you.

01:25:36.940 And you start to feel like you get stretched out in all directions.

01:25:40.280 And then all of a sudden, like a burst.

01:25:41.760 And I feel like I'm just like butterflies, like bursting into a million butterflies.

01:25:45.820 You feel like this trembling, like going through you.

01:25:48.280 And all of a sudden, like that's like no sound anymore.

01:25:52.060 Totally seeing something as crazy as it is.

01:25:54.300 Sometimes it looks like shit that NASA's showing.

01:25:56.120 Bro, it sounds like you had a DMT experience, bro.

01:25:59.600 And exactly what it is.

01:26:01.360 Nowhere else.

01:26:02.140 I'm not going to talk about that.

01:26:03.000 Yeah, yeah.

01:26:03.460 But, you know, it's very similar to what you're talking about.

01:26:08.320 Yeah, I've had some people tell me that.

01:26:09.440 Yeah, yeah.

01:26:09.940 Yeah.

01:26:11.320 And then after that, like all I feel like after that happens, it just feels like all of a

01:26:18.320 sudden this immense, immense feeling of like, it's going to sound cheesy, love.

01:26:23.400 But nothing like I've ever felt in this existence.

01:26:25.460 It's a million times stronger than any, any, any drug, no harder than any, I mean, 10 times

01:26:32.280 stronger than any nut I've ever busted, any drug I've ever done.

01:26:34.960 It's no feeling I have ever experienced here.

01:26:38.280 I'll say Q, that sounds like you hit the crack rock on.

01:26:41.180 Yeah, yeah.

01:26:41.720 I got a bell ringer.

01:26:42.520 He sounds like, that sounds like a little bit more, man.

01:26:45.300 It sounds like a little bit more.

01:26:47.140 Um, but, uh, yeah, yeah.

01:26:49.780 It, it literally feels like, like an immense, an immense feeling of that.

01:26:55.260 And like, there's no thought of guilt, no thought of shame that I have no anxiety.

01:26:59.640 There's no fear.

01:27:00.400 I literally am like almost in this experience, not even thinking of anything.

01:27:04.360 I'm just feeling, and it just feels like, it's like you're in love with just existing and

01:27:10.020 being in this moment and just being a part of it.

01:27:12.260 There's like no thoughts on your mind.

01:27:14.380 I'm not thinking about, you know, smoking a joint, getting laid, fucking, you know, a

01:27:18.560 car, my iPhone.

01:27:20.060 It's really, it's, it's an insane, an insane feeling.

01:27:23.360 And there's nothing I've ever experienced like that.

01:27:25.780 Is it like you were maybe becoming one with the creator?

01:27:28.900 Well, that's, I mean, that's what I say.

01:27:30.620 Like, I think we actually connect to like a, you know, uh, yeah.

01:27:36.360 Because then after the fact, once these things, like, again, normally wherever, I guess, wherever

01:27:41.940 I'm envisioning, I am, I start to wonder like, oh, where am I?

01:27:45.420 Who am I?

01:27:45.860 What am I doing?

01:27:47.000 And then I come out of it.

01:27:48.140 But after that happens, no lies, it's going to sound cheesy as shit, but it's like, almost

01:27:53.420 like the matrix, but not the matrix.

01:27:55.200 When he was like, Neil's like, oh, I know Kung Fu now.

01:27:58.700 You will open up your eyes and you'll start to understand stuff you've never fucking understood

01:28:02.360 before.

01:28:03.620 Things in your head are going to start being like visions and thoughts are going to start

01:28:06.920 realigning.

01:28:07.680 It's like your brain got rewired and you're going to start saying like, how the fuck did

01:28:11.300 I never see that before?

01:28:12.640 Like all of a sudden things in tarot and Kabbalah I was confused on started like showing me the

01:28:17.140 answer in my head.

01:28:20.040 And like, I just started like understanding and seeing different things.

01:28:22.960 And this is when, no lie, this for me, this is when the judgment comes in, because like

01:28:29.860 if I just actually had a magical experience and to me, a magical experience is having an

01:28:34.280 experience with God.

01:28:35.460 And I'm coming back with a gift and understanding that I didn't understand before.

01:28:38.760 And I decided to be a fucking piece of shit about it.

01:28:41.620 Now I'm fucked to me that I got to do the next right thing after that experience and

01:28:48.660 try to tell all the other people that it's out there for them to experience as well, not

01:28:52.460 to start making up fairy tales to sell the fucking people listening to podcasts. 0.92

01:28:56.720 Right.

01:28:56.880 That sounds like, uh, you're, you're kind of given two paths, uh, similar to like the left

01:29:01.420 and right hand path.

01:29:02.360 Right.

01:29:02.700 And you kind of got to take one.

01:29:04.540 Um, when, when you were having this experience, you had mentioned rainbows that kind of, uh,

01:29:11.300 kind of reminds me of the chakras, right?

01:29:16.320 You know, each chakra has a, has a color that, you know, is representative of it.

01:29:22.800 Um, I think a lot of sometimes the stuff, like, again, like how I said, there was like those

01:29:27.380 different colors in the back of my, uh, coming out.

01:29:30.460 Yeah.

01:29:31.040 Sometimes I do wonder if certain things I'm seeing due to what's in our eyes as well.

01:29:36.440 Cause when you start getting into the back of your eye, um, cause your eye changes too

01:29:41.060 with, with all this stuff going on, I believe.

01:29:43.700 Um, you know, you have the cones and rods back there and you're going to have red, green

01:29:46.800 and blue regardless, you know, these like little things in the back of your eyeball anyway.

01:29:51.380 So it's just like certain colors and certain things going on.

01:29:53.720 And I actually wondered if it was like, even kind of like going on with the light going

01:29:57.860 out in my eyes.

01:30:00.200 Wow.

01:30:01.300 Dude.

01:30:01.600 Because like really my opinion, I do think that's part of like magic is like, you're going

01:30:05.580 to close your eyes and the light's going to be taking it back up into your head to go

01:30:10.620 back up the optic nerve.

01:30:13.660 Okay.

01:30:14.500 Yeah.

01:30:14.900 From what you're talking about, man, it sounds similar, very similar, uh, to someone having

01:30:20.580 like a, uh, very powerful psychedelic experience, except you, you took totally sober, swear

01:30:29.720 to God, totally sober, man.

01:30:31.760 No way.

01:30:33.160 Yeah.

01:30:33.520 That's it.

01:30:33.940 It's like, I mean, listen, I'm not against drug use.

01:30:36.000 I mean, I smoke weed all the time, you know, and it's up to, you know, whatever it's your

01:30:40.240 own body, your own choice.

01:30:41.580 But I, I don't, I just, for me, I don't think it's necessary for magical experiences.

01:30:47.800 I've never had to do it.

01:30:51.100 Yeah.

01:30:51.460 It's been a long time for me.

01:30:52.940 Um, Nancy was asking, uh, I need to keep up with these comments, man.

01:30:58.680 I'd say I'm not, uh, has Nick ever read Robert Mont journey out of the body?

01:31:04.860 Yo, I think that stuff is on point.

01:31:06.740 The, uh, right.

01:31:09.480 I've, I've used their tapes.

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01:32:12.800 Since my magical experiences, we covered, actually, we covered this in like the first year of the

01:32:17.060 Incult Rejects. 0.83

01:32:17.860 We did a few episodes on the Gateway Project.

01:32:20.960 I used those tapes for a minute and went through a few of them, like as you're supposed to go

01:32:25.880 through them.

01:32:26.960 And after a few of them, I was like, oh, those feelings that I told you I was, I would

01:32:31.940 experience, that could be like 30 minutes into me meditating.

01:32:35.460 This shit was starting to happen in like 10, 15 minutes with these tapes.

01:32:38.900 I definitely think those tapes work, and I think they will actually speed up the process

01:32:42.940 of having a magical experience.

01:32:45.620 That's my opinion.

01:32:46.980 But again, I don't know, like, I don't, I don't, whatever.

01:32:51.720 I don't know if you're kind of like under somebody else's thing, or is it you?

01:32:57.100 I don't know.

01:32:58.960 It's just like, I guess what I'm getting at, what I'm trying to get at is like, I'm not

01:33:02.800 a big proponent on rituals anymore.

01:33:04.340 One, because I, as cheesy as it is, I do think they're actually just reenacting your

01:33:08.760 eyeball.

01:33:09.640 But I do think a lot of it is like, kind of like mumbo jumbo, in a sense, like, and do

01:33:15.700 I, if when I'm doing this ritual, how do I know where I'm really putting myself in?

01:33:21.980 Because this is somebody else's work I'm using.

01:33:24.860 Somebody else's formula.

01:33:25.920 So, so I guess like, what I'm getting at with the other thing, like, how do I know

01:33:29.400 with the gateway tapes, you know, are you, are you really that free to your own experience

01:33:35.520 or are they kind of giving you the experience they want you to have?

01:33:39.160 And I'm trying to like, it's kind of like mindfucking it, but you know.

01:33:41.960 No, dude.

01:33:42.600 But what I'm getting at is it, my opinion, it will work, I think.

01:33:47.500 Because I definitely started feeling things that I only feel when I have a magical experience.

01:33:52.500 Because I started feeling those physical feelings from these tapes, and I was like, oh, good

01:33:57.040 to go.

01:33:57.680 And I stopped using them.

01:33:59.140 I was like, oh, yeah, you can definitely get something out of this.

01:34:02.900 And I was like, I'd rather do it on my own.

01:34:06.940 Dude, yeah.

01:34:07.780 So have you, you know who Chris, Chris, what's his last name?

01:34:13.500 Bledsoe?

01:34:15.240 Oh, yeah.

01:34:17.040 The UFO of God book and all that, dude.

01:34:19.640 It's incredible.

01:34:20.320 I've always wanted to get him on the show.

01:34:22.780 He's pretty hard to get in touch with.

01:34:24.280 Him and his son, Ryan Bledsoe, he has the Bledsoe Said So podcast.

01:34:30.680 They actually have something they're doing with the Monroe Institute, like a study, I think.

01:34:37.200 I'd love to have those guys on.

01:34:39.140 They're pretty hard to get in touch with.

01:34:43.100 But let me see.

01:34:45.180 The comment I was going to pull up.

01:34:46.340 Yeah, those gateway tapes, I think you do hemi. 0.99

01:34:53.680 Like, in a sense, you need to hemi-sync as well.

01:34:56.360 I need to do a deep dive on those, man.

01:34:58.540 I don't even think I've listened to those.

01:35:00.940 The government in those papers, if they're, you know, legit, I mean, they actually emit

01:35:04.620 some weird shit due to studying this stuff.

01:35:09.020 I think they actually, like, kind of say that they think, like, they're basically living

01:35:13.400 in a matrix.

01:35:15.780 Yeah, like a simulated reality, which, you know, people will argue all day that I really

01:35:22.040 think it's what you kind of perceive it as, you know.

01:35:25.280 It's the same thing with flat and hollow earth to me, like, sometimes I always think the truth

01:35:31.620 is in the middle of a lot of things, you know.

01:35:36.820 And so we know perception is reality, right?

01:35:40.620 So these things matter.

01:35:42.600 But, um, see, so back to, um, there's something.

01:35:53.680 Oh, one time, one time I fucked with this shit.

01:35:55.940 Like, one time I, after my experience, after you're done with it, or after you have these

01:36:01.060 experiences.

01:36:02.040 Yeah.

01:36:02.400 Like, I do think that might take a little bit of a toll on your body, kind of like one

01:36:05.420 time I did it three times in a week, because I will say I was, I mean, I haven't done it

01:36:08.960 in a minute.

01:36:09.280 But I stopped because I was like, yo, this, I'll be honest, it's kind of addictive.

01:36:13.880 It feels amazing.

01:36:15.340 It feels amazing.

01:36:16.160 And I'm going to open my eyes and know shit I didn't know before.

01:36:20.180 Okay.

01:36:21.380 You know what I'm saying?

01:36:22.580 But, uh, I ended up having to go, I ended up going to the hospital because I was like,

01:36:27.260 something ain't fucking right. 0.66

01:36:29.280 One of my eyes, and this happens every time I do magic.

01:36:32.680 I've even shown it a while ago.

01:36:35.680 I posted my eyes on Twitter and I've like shown people that I co-host with or part of

01:36:39.620 the occult rejects.

01:36:40.400 They've seen it where my one eye will get bigger and the other one will be smaller.

01:36:46.120 Now I can get my eyes to do that.

01:36:47.940 And when I say I don't fuck with magic is I'll put myself up to the moment of those movie

01:36:52.200 reels and I'll cut it off.

01:36:54.100 I don't blast off anymore, but I'll take myself to that extent.

01:36:57.480 Even doing that, when I open up my eyes, sometimes one eye is bigger than the other one.

01:37:02.060 Pupil.

01:37:02.320 That shit was like that.

01:37:05.220 And I had an issue with my blood.

01:37:06.920 They had to give me a bag of blood and a bag of saline.

01:37:09.400 Now, was it your right eye?

01:37:11.980 My right eye was the smaller one.

01:37:15.680 Okay.

01:37:16.480 Because I'm thinking of like your eye of raw, your eye of Horus, um, what they're both

01:37:21.080 representative of.

01:37:22.600 Um, dude, it sounds like you straight up had a DMT trip, not even tripping.

01:37:29.980 Well, see, that's the thing.

01:37:31.200 We do have DMT in ourselves.

01:37:32.720 Exactly.

01:37:34.000 Maybe, maybe using, maybe using your own natural one is like what helps.

01:37:37.100 I don't know.

01:37:37.240 I mean, it's stored in our, our mind's eye and our third eye.

01:37:41.260 Right.

01:37:42.340 Uh, and yeah, that, and all, I mean, with what you said, you said you had like, you were

01:37:50.780 understanding things that you never understood before, uh, very similar to coming out of

01:37:57.480 a, like a heroic dose of mushrooms, like you eat a quarter of mushrooms and you come

01:38:03.020 out of it and you kind of have some gnosis of something else that you didn't have before.

01:38:06.700 Man, I, I find that stuff to be fascinating, especially, I mean, I don't think psychedelics

01:38:12.580 are for everyone, especially if you're living on a very low frequency, um, you know,

01:38:19.020 Well, it's supposed to become more of an escape than more of like, I'm actually trying to like

01:38:22.400 learn.

01:38:23.340 You can abuse them like you can any drug.

01:38:25.760 Yeah, of course.

01:38:26.600 I don't think they're for children.

01:38:27.840 I remember me being a kid and trying LSD and all, all that stuff and, and not even, not

01:38:35.360 even comprehending why people used it in the first place, just doing it to, uh, to get like

01:38:42.580 to get fucked up. 0.99

01:38:43.620 Right.

01:38:44.200 Yeah.

01:38:44.640 Yeah.

01:38:45.040 Um, probably a terrible idea for me to do at that age.

01:38:49.360 I may be considered clinically insane at this point, but I don't know.

01:38:53.840 Uh,

01:38:55.780 One thing I do want to add too, for some people who are like, you know, talking about like

01:38:59.740 death, go look into like some NDEs, you know, and you might see like some similarities to even

01:39:05.700 like something else I was about to bring up dude.

01:39:08.900 Cause I think that's an easier way to explain to people.

01:39:11.200 So it doesn't sound so scary and edgy.

01:39:13.540 What do you think death is?

01:39:16.340 I think in a sense, that's kind of like what you're experiencing with magic.

01:39:19.420 I think it's a death and a rebirth.

01:39:20.680 You leave the physical body and go into spirit.

01:39:23.980 And do you think a lot of these rituals are like symbolic of that?

01:39:27.480 Yeah.

01:39:28.080 Yeah.

01:39:29.020 Or putting yourself into the mindset for it.

01:39:31.680 I think so.

01:39:33.240 Right.

01:39:33.680 You know, or even like certain things, you know, even if you use music, that could already

01:39:40.220 kind of start like getting used into like, depending on the beat, you can already start

01:39:44.880 to be calm.

01:39:46.060 You know?

01:39:46.540 So if you want to slow yourself down, speed yourself up.

01:39:50.400 Thaddeus.

01:39:50.800 No, no, no.

01:39:51.500 The pupil actually, one was four millimeters bigger than the other.

01:39:55.960 If that answers your question.

01:39:57.500 Dude.

01:39:58.380 Yes.

01:39:58.580 That is noticeable.

01:39:59.440 And your, your pupil does screw close from eight to six, six to four and four to two.

01:40:03.420 So it's like, I think I had one that was like as small as it would be.

01:40:08.500 And then the other one was four millimeters bigger.

01:40:12.200 Now, when's the last time you had one of these experiences?

01:40:16.720 Probably about two years ago when I did the Scarlet Horse series.

01:40:19.340 I wanted like, be honest with you.

01:40:21.480 I wanted inspiration and I wanted the energy to do, to, to, to, to help work on the, work

01:40:26.700 on the topic.

01:40:27.220 Cause it was about six parts alone.

01:40:28.660 I fucked with magic while I was, while I was working on that series.

01:40:31.080 Just keeping it, keeping it real.

01:40:33.980 No, man.

01:40:34.500 That's, I, I love how.

01:40:36.620 I'm not going to lie about it.

01:40:37.600 Yeah.

01:40:37.740 I'm not going to lie who I am.

01:40:39.520 Yeah, dude.

01:40:40.160 You can come on this show and be yourself.

01:40:42.820 You can talk about whatever.

01:40:44.080 That's what this show is here for.

01:40:46.280 Um, you know, uh, a lot of people are very curious about these things.

01:40:52.020 Um, and to have you who has had a real life experience with it, come on here and talk

01:40:56.660 about it, dude.

01:40:57.400 Uh, it, I mean, I, I, I look forward to what we can do.

01:41:01.080 In the future, bro.

01:41:02.200 Uh, as far as things, things that we can talk about, man, because, um, there's a lot

01:41:07.280 packed into this, um, that you want.

01:41:11.080 Somebody else said like, oh, that's a concussion.

01:41:12.560 It's like, well, how did I get a concussion laying on my bed or sitting in a fucking chair?

01:41:17.340 Right.

01:41:17.740 So it's like, do some people have these experiences?

01:41:21.320 When they fall onto the chair and get back in it and then open up my eyes.

01:41:24.300 Right, right, right.

01:41:25.220 Like, like, can that, can that happen to people?

01:41:28.360 And then they end up just having some kind of experience like this.

01:41:32.600 I wonder, like, motherfuckers get knocked down and boxed.

01:41:35.860 They're like, what the fuck?

01:41:38.180 Did I just die?

01:41:39.300 Yeah, yeah.

01:41:39.980 No, I've wondered about that.

01:41:41.060 If people get knocked down and shit.

01:41:43.460 Yeah, yeah.

01:41:45.520 Oh, curious Celtics here.

01:41:47.260 Fuck you, curious Celtic. 1.00

01:41:49.080 Yeah, this is the game.

01:41:49.980 This is one of my trolls.

01:41:51.080 He's a faggot. 1.00

01:41:51.780 It's okay.

01:41:52.580 Everybody's got trolls.

01:41:53.460 I got my own.

01:41:54.060 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

01:41:55.000 It's good.

01:41:55.480 It means you're doing something right.

01:41:56.760 The best is when you get like the trolls from somebody else's station that just, you

01:42:00.700 know, came across yours and they want to start trolling you now, I guess, because

01:42:02.940 it's like, what the fuck?

01:42:05.740 It's like, yo, you're like flow states troll.

01:42:07.400 Leave me alone.

01:42:10.720 Dude.

01:42:13.160 I miss Bob Saget.

01:42:14.760 You know, your chat's off the hook.

01:42:17.580 That shit was cracking me up before.

01:42:19.000 I was trying not to look at it, actually.

01:42:20.660 I know.

01:42:21.140 I was like, it's going to fuck me up.

01:42:22.900 One time I actually paused, I think, because I was reading it.

01:42:25.180 I was like, what?

01:42:25.960 My rumble chat is some of the most degenerate shit you could probably come across, man.

01:42:31.680 I wish I could get my rumble.

01:42:33.260 Like, yeah, I got to get more people watching it because at least then it could be a little

01:42:37.100 bit more open and not censorship like YouTube.

01:42:39.900 Oh, yeah.

01:42:40.300 YouTube won't let you type in certain shit, I've noticed.

01:42:42.600 I've had problems and it wasn't anything bad.

01:42:45.180 And well, like not because of certain words, it won't let you type it.

01:42:47.840 Well, you said you got a strike the other day, right?

01:42:50.940 Oh, yeah.

01:42:51.600 Yeah.

01:42:52.040 Bullshit, man.

01:42:52.800 Like it was.

01:42:54.480 What the fuck was the topic even on?

01:42:56.440 Oh, the topic was on Program to Kill.

01:42:59.040 We had Julia from Cosmic Peach come on. 1.00

01:43:00.640 And like somehow we got into like the idea of like SV40 and COVID.

01:43:06.360 Wow.

01:43:06.800 And like just like really wasn't hitting it as a COVID, but really just talking about

01:43:13.260 real, accepted, published facts of SV40.

01:43:18.740 I didn't think it was going to be an issue.

01:43:20.240 If anything, after the show was over, I was a little worried about how many times the word

01:43:24.180 pedophile was used on YouTube.

01:43:25.660 I could give two fucks for my own show on every other platform, but I was like, maybe

01:43:29.500 I should take it down because we did use that word a lot.

01:43:32.020 And sometimes YouTube doesn't get crazy with that.

01:43:33.780 An hour later, it gets taken down.

01:43:35.340 I get a strike for medical misinformation.

01:43:38.380 But that's me 40.

01:43:39.640 And I was like, oh, what's crazy is none of it was medical misinformation.

01:43:43.180 It was all basically like what Lisa and I think Headless talked about.

01:43:46.480 It was all like accepted, published medical facts of it.

01:43:51.340 None of it's conspiracy.

01:43:52.860 It's the only reason we know it is because they told us.

01:43:56.620 Yeah.

01:43:57.180 And I mean, dude, you have people on YouTube like doing breastfeeding videos.

01:44:01.880 And I know we've talked about breastfeeding.

01:44:04.260 I thought you were talking about drinking piss out there.

01:44:09.700 Piss-pilled.

01:44:15.700 But then you also, I mean, I'm pretty, I've heard there's some other shit on YouTube.

01:44:22.140 And you're like, wait, how, how does that get across?

01:44:25.380 But you can't talk about this.

01:44:28.420 Right.

01:44:30.280 It's like, yeah, tell, tell us we, we weren't right.

01:44:33.460 You know?

01:44:34.800 Um, because you see that more than ever now, man.

01:44:38.200 All this, uh, shadow banning and, uh, censoring censorship.

01:44:44.320 Yeah.

01:44:44.720 I mean, that, you know, I should have expected it's my fourth YouTube channel.

01:44:48.080 It's just, I haven't had one strike yet the whole two years that I've had this one.

01:44:51.820 So I was like, oh, this is going well.

01:44:53.360 And the interesting thing is in the last year or two, I've been sticking more in occultism.

01:44:57.260 Believe it or not.

01:44:58.020 You could talk about that shit all day.

01:44:59.920 Say the craziest shit and they don't give a crap.

01:45:01.720 But the first time you, you get into a certain.

01:45:06.100 Yeah.

01:45:06.620 Like he, yeah.

01:45:07.820 But you subject.

01:45:09.180 Good.

01:45:09.760 In the last two years, I've had two warnings and there are both like somehow William Ramsey

01:45:15.860 could just not, he can't come on my show without bringing up COVID once and somehow he'll bring

01:45:20.540 up COVID and I'll get a warning.

01:45:21.960 That's the only thing in the last two years I've gotten warnings or strikes for is fucking

01:45:26.000 people talking about COVID.

01:45:27.720 I got you.

01:45:28.640 We have, what are you going to do when it comes out that this shit was fucked up?

01:45:32.180 You're still going to strike motherfuckers then? 0.79

01:45:33.760 Cause they're kind of doing it now.

01:45:36.600 I mean, they are slowly starting to say there's issues with these vaccines possible.

01:45:40.880 Yeah.

01:45:41.260 I saw you had William Ramsey on talking about the Hosanna church.

01:45:45.800 Yeah.

01:45:46.220 Yeah.

01:45:46.360 Somehow he didn't bring it up on there.

01:45:47.660 So it's still up on YouTube.

01:45:48.920 Wow.

01:45:49.340 Okay.

01:45:49.560 I don't know if somehow it always, somehow William Ramsey always has to go back to the facts.

01:45:54.220 He came on already dead to talk about 09A one night with me and all.

01:45:59.180 Oh, the order of nine angles.

01:46:00.280 Yeah.

01:46:00.440 That's another thing.

01:46:01.000 Yes.

01:46:01.540 That's, that's another thing.

01:46:02.740 Also one of those accelerationist groups.

01:46:05.020 Oh, what is it?

01:46:05.500 Seven, six, four.

01:46:07.780 Um, you know what I'm talking about?

01:46:10.060 It's like a, uh, satanic subsect of 09A.

01:46:14.120 Yeah.

01:46:14.520 Were they the ones that were kind of like threatening them and fucking with them?

01:46:17.020 Yes.

01:46:17.520 They, they, they get in like discords and telegram chats and threaten people.

01:46:22.340 And, uh, but I had, I was going to have him on.

01:46:27.800 I ended up waiting, but I did eventually have him on.

01:46:30.680 I was going to have him on for that topic.

01:46:32.360 And the time that he was like kind of talking about it, he was like showing me how like there

01:46:35.820 was a few people like kind of fucking with him. 0.79

01:46:38.580 Yes.

01:46:39.100 Yes.

01:46:39.380 I was like, go, well, we'll come back to this later.

01:46:42.680 Same thing with that.

01:46:43.560 Same thing with BX.

01:46:46.420 That chick, uh, she's a investigative journalist. 1.00

01:46:48.820 Um, she, they threatened her and, and her, her daughter, I think.

01:46:54.000 Yeah.

01:46:54.760 Yeah.

01:46:55.240 Oh yeah.

01:46:55.600 Those motherfuckers don't like you talking about shit. 1.00

01:46:57.620 Yeah, dude.

01:46:58.020 Well, fuck them.

01:46:59.140 Yeah.

01:47:01.420 Um, when you look at those, they usually link back to the process church. 0.96

01:47:08.500 Yo, the process church.

01:47:09.980 I do think, I mean, I think some people love blaming them for everything, but I do think

01:47:15.140 they're a lot, a lot more involved than people probably know.

01:47:18.280 I think you're right, but they, they, they could be a scapegoat for some things as well.

01:47:23.520 I think you're right about that.

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01:48:25.500 I mean, one of my favorite, one of my favorite bands, unfortunately, was in the Process Church.

01:48:29.260 Skinny Bubby.

01:48:31.200 They even did an album about it called The Process.

01:48:33.780 You're fucking kidding me.

01:48:36.160 Yeah, they openly admitted it.

01:48:37.860 Yeah, they were in the Process Church.

01:48:40.800 Yeah, I've had a guy on my show who I think he and his wife were actually in it.

01:48:44.820 I don't know.

01:48:45.800 Holy shit.

01:48:47.100 Yeah, they were talking about some weird, he was talking about.

01:48:49.800 But if anybody wants to hear some weird shit, go check out my interview with Carl Abramson.

01:48:55.500 Yeah, guys, if y'all want to, y'all go check out Nick's channel, dude.

01:48:59.900 This guy came out and admitted some shit that I was like, yo, did he just say that?

01:49:04.440 Like him and Genesis Peorich were trying to make like non-binary people. 0.65

01:49:11.020 Like through rituals and surgery.

01:49:13.800 I was so blown away and like, I was like, I wasn't coming at the guy and interrogating him.

01:49:21.400 I kind of understood who I was coming on my show.

01:49:23.680 He's also an author.

01:49:24.740 But I know he's, he's, the book that he was promoting is because he personally met Anton LaVey, Kenneth Anger, and Genesis Peorich.

01:49:33.840 It was like him talking about meeting all these people.

01:49:36.360 He used to be, I think, like an eighth or ninth degree OTO.

01:49:39.020 So, I mean, this guy was up there and I was just like, I'm just going to let him talk.

01:49:43.860 I have a drill or anything.

01:49:45.640 And he started coming out of his mouth.

01:49:46.940 I was like, what the fuck?

01:49:48.640 I have this book by Kenneth Anger.

01:49:50.480 And it's, it's pretty crazy, man.

01:49:52.760 The amount of celebrities that were into these dark rituals and weird, weird practices.

01:49:58.480 I was like, I don't even know where to go with this.

01:50:00.560 And I'm like, maybe I'll just let him talk.

01:50:02.080 Because if I start asking questions, I'd be like, wait, this is an interrogation now.

01:50:05.960 And they'll shut up.

01:50:07.000 You know what I'm saying?

01:50:07.440 I was like, oh yeah.

01:50:08.200 Oh yeah.

01:50:08.800 Shut up. 0.95

01:50:10.780 Yeah.

01:50:11.200 Yeah.

01:50:11.540 Yeah.

01:50:11.820 Yeah.

01:50:12.080 You have people like Charles Manson, David Berkowitz, Jimmy Savile, all having, like all

01:50:20.180 mentioning the process church, right?

01:50:22.260 Now, I don't know what they were reading because Robert de Grimston was printing certain literature

01:50:28.060 and magazines, right?

01:50:30.060 And you have a picture of him with Mary Tyler Moore and she's holding up a process church

01:50:34.760 magazine.

01:50:35.320 You're just like, what the fuck is this?

01:50:36.960 I can't watch Mary Tyler Moore anymore, you know, like not that I probably ever did, but

01:50:41.720 you know, you, you see really who these people are.

01:50:45.600 And I was still going to bring up these pictures from this Rothschild ball to share with you because 0.57

01:50:49.380 you hadn't seen them.

01:50:50.260 Um, but yeah, dude, it's, it's, it's, it's wild because in a way-

01:50:57.520 You know, when it comes to like industrial music, the process church was pretty much gave

01:51:00.860 us industrial music.

01:51:03.080 Okay.

01:51:03.880 That, that, that actually makes sense.

01:51:06.560 Yeah.

01:51:07.780 I always got those kinds of vibes.

01:51:10.380 If I would've known what the process church was when I was a teenager, I would've been 0.97

01:51:13.640 like, oh, wow.

01:51:14.800 Now I see what a lot of this may come from.

01:51:17.740 Black metal.

01:51:18.120 I mean, it was like one of the, you know, kind of godfathers of industrial music.

01:51:21.820 And they, like I said, they admit it, they put out an album about.

01:51:26.200 I got to look into that dude.

01:51:27.620 Yeah.

01:51:27.880 I think you can buy the process magazines on, on eBay.

01:51:32.620 Yeah.

01:51:32.980 I, I may fuck around and do that and do a special Patreon episode on, on that or something.

01:51:39.960 Um, let's see.

01:51:41.920 I was going to bring up these pictures.

01:51:45.700 Um, is, is there anything else that, that you kind of wanted to talk about, uh, before

01:51:50.600 we get out of here in a little bit or, or.

01:51:52.700 Yeah.

01:51:52.900 I think that was kind of like, uh, that was solid enough.

01:51:56.420 I mean, we talked about a bunch of other things, anything else.

01:51:58.760 Like if we started getting into the eyeball, that's like a whole other show.

01:52:01.560 Dude, this, this.

01:52:02.980 This was, uh, this is among one of my, my most favorite, like probably one of my favorite

01:52:08.300 shows.

01:52:08.820 Dude, no, you, uh.

01:52:11.080 Yeah.

01:52:11.380 If I want to, if I want to talk about anything, man, I'm always down.

01:52:14.200 I'll get you on my show too.

01:52:16.220 Dude.

01:52:16.640 Oh, dude.

01:52:17.160 I, I, I love that, man.

01:52:18.400 We do a swap cast.

01:52:19.920 Yeah.

01:52:20.300 Yeah.

01:52:20.540 Yeah.

01:52:20.740 Or like when I get a bunch of people on, I'll just have you say, sometimes I do have people

01:52:23.560 from other shows.

01:52:24.140 Like, yo, you just want to jump in and hang out.

01:52:25.660 Fucking chime in.

01:52:26.860 You got 70 people watching on, on my, on my rumble guys.

01:52:31.220 Y'all hit the like button.

01:52:32.920 Nice.

01:52:33.340 I'll hit the like button, man.

01:52:35.200 Uh, I wish if I didn't have that strike, I would have been streaming this out on my

01:52:37.580 YouTube.

01:52:38.780 How, how many people you have on, on your YouTube?

01:52:41.760 Anywhere.

01:52:42.260 I believe in it, depending on the time of the day, anywhere from like, probably like

01:52:46.360 70 to like 250.

01:52:49.040 Nice.

01:52:49.660 Yeah.

01:52:49.880 Yeah.

01:52:51.340 The chat, the chat's always, yo, you could go on, on, on, on our chat and YouTube and it's

01:52:57.140 like a, almost a whole other show sometimes.

01:52:59.500 And like, not in a bad way.

01:53:00.820 Like you'll actually, there's a lot of information being, you know, kind of passed off.

01:53:05.360 A lot of people talking about stuff that's on the show.

01:53:07.660 It's like, it's really, it's at the chat itself is informative.

01:53:12.720 I'll throw up shit being said just because I'm like, fuck, this is like actually good

01:53:16.240 for the show.

01:53:17.880 Like this helps.

01:53:19.500 That's the thing about my show.

01:53:20.680 Yeah.

01:53:20.860 I've had a few people, a few guests and friends that I've had on, on the show say, uh, dude,

01:53:26.720 your, your chat is a huge part of.

01:53:29.100 Oh yeah.

01:53:29.740 For me now on YouTube, for sure.

01:53:31.500 I mean, honestly, even probably I, you know, I forget about that.

01:53:34.220 I have audio only, but like, I'm even talking about shit that people on the chat are saying.

01:53:37.980 So, I mean, it's even affecting what the audio listeners here.

01:53:41.300 Yeah.

01:53:42.580 Oh, X comer.

01:53:44.060 Thank you.

01:53:46.180 X comer for the $5 donation.

01:53:50.120 I got to pull my chat up.

01:53:51.200 I'll always do this.

01:53:52.100 Um, fuck YouTube.

01:53:56.280 Yes.

01:53:56.940 Fuck YouTube.

01:53:57.920 Even though we are streaming right now, maybe I'll get a strike.

01:54:01.620 Maybe not.

01:54:02.180 I don't really care.

01:54:03.140 So Nick was like, you sure you want to stream to YouTube?

01:54:05.760 I was like, I don't really give a fuck.

01:54:07.520 So, um, I'm already shadow band on there anyway.

01:54:11.300 Um, I've, I've said some words on there.

01:54:13.900 And then I'm sure have, uh, they've, the, the algorithm has missed me completely.

01:54:18.400 Yeah.

01:54:19.140 Yeah.

01:54:19.740 Yeah.

01:54:20.540 A few words, but here, let me pull, pull these pictures up.

01:54:23.640 I, I did want to, uh, what is going on?

01:54:27.520 Okay.

01:54:27.780 No.

01:54:28.520 Is that.

01:54:29.720 Are you into a David, David Lynch?

01:54:32.340 Oh, uh, dude.

01:54:34.320 Twin peak.

01:54:35.020 I mean, you see the.

01:54:35.840 Oh, you, you're big into twin.

01:54:36.980 You raised her head behind me.

01:54:38.120 Twin.

01:54:38.340 Yeah.

01:54:38.740 I saw a race ahead.

01:54:39.580 And that's what baby asked you about.

01:54:40.720 David Lynch.

01:54:41.220 I was in here.

01:54:43.520 One of the most esoteric, symbolic shows.

01:54:47.800 Yo, you ever want to talk about that?

01:54:49.060 We could chop that up, bro.

01:54:50.180 I would love to.

01:54:51.420 I'm, I'm actually going to do a watch party on my Patreon soon.

01:54:54.960 I have to get my paramount subscription.

01:54:56.720 Oh, yeah.

01:54:58.000 Let me know when you do that.

01:54:58.840 I might, I might join you just for that.

01:55:00.400 Yeah, dude.

01:55:00.940 I, I, I'd love that because there's so much in that.

01:55:03.540 And like, once you get into the show, like if you just watch the first couple episodes,

01:55:08.220 you're like, ah, this is weird.

01:55:09.680 But when you, if you get into it and especially if you finish that first season.

01:55:14.340 Oh, dude, it makes, it makes the rest of it so much better, man.

01:55:18.560 No, there's a part of the second season when they, you know, like when they have like that

01:55:21.660 board up, like the conspiracy theorist board or whatever, like, and they got all that stuff

01:55:25.460 on it.

01:55:25.980 If you pay attention, I think neither Cooper or the chief with a guy is staring out the window

01:55:31.740 and there's a fucking Goetic, a sigil from the Goetia for Azoth right on the wall, pinned 0.95

01:55:37.660 to the wall.

01:55:39.200 I was like, wow.

01:55:41.020 Okay.

01:55:42.080 See, and not everyone will recognize that.

01:55:45.280 Yo, I was, I was happy to just like, I was covering it for my show and I was just like

01:55:49.400 watching one show and I, I, I probably seen it a hundred times and literally caught it

01:55:55.200 that one time a few years ago.

01:55:56.560 I was like, oh, look at that.

01:55:58.780 My wife wants to know if you've seen the OA.

01:56:02.000 Yes.

01:56:02.920 Yeah.

01:56:03.380 I've, I've found a lot of similarities in between Twin Peaks and DOA.

01:56:08.260 Yes.

01:56:08.660 I think OA is showing it a lot.

01:56:11.660 Oh yeah, man.

01:56:12.420 Oh yeah.

01:56:13.000 Um, but Twin, Twin Peaks, especially when you get into the White Lodge and the Black Lodge

01:56:18.640 and all that, you're like, okay, what's going on here, dude?

01:56:21.400 And like the owls are not what they seem, all that stuff, man.

01:56:25.560 Um, packed full of stuff.

01:56:27.380 The Log Lady. 0.98

01:56:27.860 The Log Lady. 0.98

01:56:31.040 Yeah.

01:56:31.320 Well, every character in the show, it's like there's some hidden meaning behind all of them.

01:56:39.140 Some hidden archetype.

01:56:40.680 Right.

01:56:41.780 Actually, I totally forgot me and Headless Giant covered away on the ukulele.

01:56:46.220 Really?

01:56:46.980 Yeah.

01:56:47.300 I forgot I had one for that.

01:56:48.640 That too, man.

01:56:49.220 That, uh.

01:56:51.100 Yeah.

01:56:51.520 That's a, that's a, that's a bugged out show.

01:56:53.820 But I do think it's kind of showing you a lot.

01:56:56.280 In my opinion.

01:56:56.620 I, I think it may be showing you a lot of what's happening in, in the real world.

01:57:01.540 Look, my opinion, Flatliners is real.

01:57:05.420 That movie is fucking awesome.

01:57:07.260 It's like, if you think about it, that's exactly kind of like what I'm saying.

01:57:10.120 I think that you're doing with a magical experience.

01:57:12.720 That would be just like a cheat code.

01:57:14.820 Look at OA.

01:57:15.900 I mean, the guy's drowning the motherfuckers.

01:57:18.560 Yeah.

01:57:18.960 And that's like, uh.

01:57:20.420 Kills him and brings him back.

01:57:21.940 Yeah.

01:57:22.440 Symbolism for the rebirth.

01:57:23.540 Right?

01:57:24.340 These rebirth rituals that you see in, in, in all these mystery schools.

01:57:28.180 Um.

01:57:28.700 Here, I'm going to pull up one of these pictures.

01:57:30.440 Uh.

01:57:31.080 So you, you've never seen these pictures from, from this Yule ball.

01:57:34.660 You said.

01:57:36.420 I don't think so.

01:57:38.060 This was in 1972.

01:57:40.420 At a Rothschild mansion.

01:57:41.880 You had all these people there.

01:57:43.740 Actresses.

01:57:44.300 Painters.

01:57:44.880 Like I said, Salvador Dali put on the whole ex.

01:57:48.180 Exhibition.

01:57:49.380 Um.

01:57:49.960 As in.

01:57:50.380 Oh, he's, I definitely think he was an occultist.

01:57:52.620 Oh, dude.

01:57:53.540 Completely.

01:57:55.700 He did some shit for Disney that was occult as fuck.

01:57:58.720 Everything in Disney is occult, bro.

01:58:00.760 Yes.

01:58:01.280 Fucking everything.

01:58:02.860 Every movie we watched.

01:58:04.140 Like we were watching that, uh.

01:58:06.360 Doug Days.

01:58:07.220 The, the, the fucking dog from Up.

01:58:09.860 Uh.

01:58:10.300 With, with my daughter.

01:58:11.660 And in the intro.

01:58:13.120 The address to the house is 333.

01:58:15.400 And you're like, okay.

01:58:16.820 But that's not a fucking coincidence, right?

01:58:19.040 It's an Alice the Crowley book too.

01:58:20.620 333.

01:58:21.160 The book of lies.

01:58:21.740 I don't, I don't know if we can watch that show anymore.

01:58:29.280 I'm just kidding.

01:58:30.660 Um.

01:58:30.920 Well, like in, in this picture, for instance, you see tons of symbol of Saturn symbolism.

01:58:36.200 Yeah, I just saw you see the duality.

01:58:38.980 You see, I mean.

01:58:40.700 Tick's almost got like a Janice, but almost like a Hekate face going on.

01:58:44.540 It's funny you mentioned Janice.

01:58:45.920 I talked about Janice last night with Brandon Crowe.

01:58:48.140 And we're, we are in the month of January.

01:58:49.680 Um, yeah, yeah.

01:58:52.460 What was this for again?

01:58:54.600 What?

01:58:55.400 Oh, this?

01:58:56.140 Yeah.

01:58:56.360 This was, okay.

01:58:57.360 So let me bring up, um, some reason it won't let me make like a slideshow.

01:59:02.160 So I have to pull each picture up.

01:59:04.180 This was a ball for Baron Guy de Rothschild.

01:59:12.240 You say, um, yeah, right.

01:59:15.860 Baron Trump may have been there.

01:59:17.040 I don't know.

01:59:17.620 He is a time traveler.

01:59:18.520 So, uh, that's.

01:59:20.440 Oh, I've seen this.

01:59:22.100 You've seen this, right?

01:59:23.060 This is Baron Guy de Rothschild.

01:59:25.160 Real creepy fuck.

01:59:26.580 Now on his hat, you see a lot of stuff symbolizing, like he has an egg on his hat, which you could

01:59:32.300 tie into the, uh, the Orphean mysteries.

01:59:34.860 You can tie into what we were talking about.

01:59:36.600 Rebirth, the Osirian mysteries.

01:59:38.800 Um, and his wife, Marie Helene de Rothschild, Marie Helene de Rothschild.

01:59:46.840 Um, one of the first things I did when I, when I woke up was dive down into these, these bloodlines

01:59:52.420 and like really dive into each person in the bloodline.

01:59:55.960 Um, and yeah, these, this couple is by far the most, uh, occultic creepiest.

02:00:03.340 Uh, he, he is the creepiest fucking patriarch in, in the family that they're ever had.

02:00:09.860 Way creepier than fucking Jacob Rothschild, in my opinion.

02:00:13.040 Cause you kind of wish I had, I had her fucking, I would wear that. 1.00

02:00:16.280 That dude.

02:00:18.460 I would have wore that on his show.

02:00:20.120 Pretty cool Halloween.

02:00:21.000 Dude, that'd be a cool Halloween outfit, bro.

02:00:28.200 Apparently the tears are made from real diamonds.

02:00:31.740 Get out of here.

02:00:32.800 Yeah, man.

02:00:33.720 I, I want to find this other picture.

02:00:36.040 Let me, like I said, I need to start making like, see, I didn't know we would be talking

02:00:39.520 about this, but like right here, this.

02:00:42.220 Okay.

02:00:44.220 What's this doing?

02:00:45.520 Fucking stream yard.

02:00:46.280 I can't, um, right here with the Osirian symbolism, all the Egyptian mystery schools,

02:00:54.260 you see the, the scarab beetles, right?

02:00:57.100 Um, the, and then he has like the faces all around him, like that other chick did.

02:01:02.800 Uh, this guy is actually, uh, Baron Alexis de Rede, uh, from the Netherlands.

02:01:08.980 I think he is of a Dutch royalty.

02:01:13.180 I'm pretty sure the Netherlands.

02:01:14.700 Uh, and, and when you look into the Netherlands or, um, uh, what is it?

02:01:21.860 Not Denmark.

02:01:23.040 Uh, I'm thinking of the mothers of darkness and Mark, Mark Dutro and, and, and all that

02:01:31.060 stuff.

02:01:31.600 Um, it's a whole different rabbit hole, but a lot of these Royal families from this area 1.00

02:01:37.820 of Europe are tied into this occultism.

02:01:40.040 Um, and, and you see this guy has an egg on his hat too.

02:01:44.260 There you go.

02:01:44.960 And you can tie that into the homunculus, into a bunch of things.

02:01:48.740 Um, but yeah, very prominent people in society and, uh, around the world.

02:01:56.280 Here's some more pictures I can pull up.

02:01:59.980 I used to have all of them saved on a folder.

02:02:01.940 Now, let me show you what the dinner table looked like.

02:02:04.380 You're going to think this is real fucking creepy.

02:02:07.380 And I was going to do like a, uh, what's it called?

02:02:10.880 Like a re like a fucking, a second deep dive on, on this.

02:02:19.080 This was like my second episode that I had like a year ago, basically.

02:02:22.120 But I was, I guess we're, we're kind of doing that now.

02:02:24.480 This was at the dinner table, right?

02:02:26.160 Oh, geez, what the fuck?

02:02:28.300 Yeah.

02:02:29.020 Um, very, very creepy.

02:02:33.300 Uh, there, there's a lot more that has to do.

02:02:36.000 You see, um, like I said, a lot of Saturn symbolism in, in this, a lot of, uh, some green

02:02:42.320 man symbolism, uh, such as this guy right here.

02:02:46.480 There's, I used to have like, I don't know what happened to the folder that I had, but I

02:02:52.000 had all these pictures basically a lot bigger.

02:02:54.540 Um, yeah, Lisa said, yeah, she, she said, uh, Nick and invitations were written in mirror

02:03:01.440 script.

02:03:01.900 Yes, yes, yes.

02:03:03.400 Uh, see if I can find that picture, but dude.

02:03:08.520 Yeah.

02:03:08.760 And this is cause you had brought up, uh, the ninth gate or this is, yeah, we've also

02:03:13.600 talked about other people using mirror scripts recently that we thought were really, yeah.

02:03:18.080 Uh, and this was the ninth gate was filmed in this mansion.

02:03:22.400 Like, absolutely.

02:03:23.920 And, you know, when you think of Roman Polanski and how big of a piece of shit he is, uh,

02:03:28.960 you're like, you know, what else was happening?

02:03:30.340 There's Audrey Hepburn with her head in a bird cage.

02:03:32.960 Uh, that's not symbolic of the MK ultra.

02:03:35.600 I don't know what is.

02:03:37.580 Um, I, I don't know if it ties into bird symbolism or not.

02:03:41.800 That's a whole, that's, that's a whole nother, rather a whole as well.

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02:04:46.240 Where's Liz Taylor? 1.00

02:04:47.620 Where's old Liz Taylor? 1.00

02:04:50.080 It's just weird how the mirror script thing, sorry, I'm like stuck on that now.

02:04:53.700 That was, you know who, Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland.

02:04:58.120 Right, right, right.

02:04:59.480 He did mirror script.

02:05:00.380 And I'm almost positive, I think Crowley ripped him off.

02:05:07.080 Alice in Wonderland syndrome, Iowas.

02:05:10.780 There's Liz Taylor.

02:05:11.360 Same thing as Crowley and Iowas, but he just spells it a little bit differently.

02:05:14.980 I do think, believe it or not, Crowley has ripped off Lewis Carroll for stuff when it

02:05:20.180 comes to occultism.

02:05:21.120 I think you see that a lot in that.

02:05:24.140 I think Crowley was huge.

02:05:25.740 A lot of the, some of, some of his art is really just basically taking an older symbol

02:05:30.800 and remaking it.

02:05:33.240 Yeah.

02:05:33.640 I mean, I do, I do the same thing.

02:05:36.500 You know what I'm saying?

02:05:37.360 Like, of course you're going to be influenced maybe by somebody that wrote something you

02:05:41.720 liked better, but he, he, he definitely bit off of a lot of older occultists that people

02:05:47.720 for some reason just don't know they exist.

02:05:49.780 So we had another $2 rumble rant from Q.

02:05:56.120 Let's do a show alternating DMT and ketamine rips.

02:06:00.640 Oh, geez.

02:06:01.640 I don't know if that, we can even post that to the internet Q.

02:06:04.360 I, I, I don't know about that.

02:06:05.960 Uh, probably be a terrifying experience for the people participating and those watching.

02:06:11.720 I watched so many, one time sniff half a bottle of ketamine at once.

02:06:15.960 Oh, Jesus.

02:06:17.060 Uh, how, how'd that go for them?

02:06:20.580 Yeah.

02:06:20.880 I don't think they knew where they were for three hours and I was stuck with the motherfucker

02:06:23.440 in my place.

02:06:24.580 Oh, nice.

02:06:25.420 Oh yeah.

02:06:28.560 And the thing was, it was like, you know, the mother, the dude still had a knife in his

02:06:31.880 hand from scraping the fucking shit on the plate. 0.87

02:06:34.300 And so we're like, you know, when this dude's like, son, I like act all weird.

02:06:36.880 We're like, yeah.

02:06:37.300 So who's going to go take the knife out of his hand?

02:06:39.100 Oh, so this was before like the liquid ketamine.

02:06:42.660 Oh no, he had the liquid.

02:06:43.860 He cooked it inside my, he, he bought a bottle off of me.

02:06:46.660 Then he cooked the bottle on the fucking plate and him and his boy split it.

02:06:55.140 And, but he, but his, but this dude just sniffed his whole half.

02:06:57.880 And I just watched him.

02:06:59.640 I was like, yo, did you just watch him?

02:07:01.440 Like you fucking bottle fucker. 0.97

02:07:03.700 And like, it didn't dawn on me.

02:07:04.900 Like, yo, we better get him out of here.

02:07:06.520 But like, and then his friend sniffs a quarter.

02:07:10.500 So I was like, well, I mean, I don't know.

02:07:12.060 I can't tell them to go get in the car and get the fuck out of here.

02:07:14.120 Cause you'll be fucking, you'll be down middle country road, crash into a fucking stop sign in five minutes.

02:07:20.340 Wow.

02:07:21.380 I'm like, I'm like, what the fuck?

02:07:22.860 Yeah.

02:07:23.040 It was very weird.

02:07:24.380 That is strange.

02:07:25.080 I saw, I saw people do weird body convulsions.

02:07:29.120 I've never seen before.

02:07:31.020 You think there's something to being inhabited by an entity or something?

02:07:35.480 Well, you're like, or you're looking at him and you're like, this person just does not.

02:07:38.780 I, to the point to where you would assume they're not in the same reality or not seeing the same world you are.

02:07:45.660 Cause it's just their actions.

02:07:47.220 Those if you're not even there either.

02:07:49.220 Right.

02:07:49.760 It was weird.

02:07:51.100 I got a few.

02:07:51.920 Real annoying.

02:07:53.920 I got a few more photos and I'm going to show you.

02:07:56.580 Um, I can't seem to find there is, uh, there's one, they literally have a spirit cooking table.

02:08:04.780 And, uh, I cannot find that picture.

02:08:10.160 I don't know.

02:08:12.620 Weird, weird.

02:08:13.540 Yeah.

02:08:13.700 They, they, they literally like, it's like spirit cooking before spirit cooking was even the thing.

02:08:18.020 Um, you know, food and, and the shape of, of humans.

02:08:22.420 Who knows?

02:08:23.520 Um, here, let me pull a few more of these pictures up.

02:08:26.480 So do you, uh, so you got anything cool coming soon on, on your channel?

02:08:31.240 Uh, yeah, we got, uh, we are going to be covering the planet Mercury with, uh, probably about seven or eight of the occult rejects with, uh, Mario from symbolic studies.

02:08:42.020 That should be really interesting.

02:08:43.500 And, uh, me and Lisa are covering, uh, an occultist alchemist called Empedocles that I think by the time we're done putting it out, we'll actually show how that person was probably hugely impactful.

02:08:54.400 And a lot of things that we go by in this world, you know, I think Crowley ripped him off.

02:09:00.340 And I do think, uh, to an extent, to an extent, it's known that even the way that we look at our eyes, some of the most basic stuff came from him that led others to actually understanding how our eyesight works.

02:09:13.180 And this guy was from 500 BC.

02:09:15.860 I'm sorry that you don't hear my daughter screaming, do you?

02:09:18.860 Oh, no.

02:09:19.780 She's probably looking for me.

02:09:20.780 Uh, here's the, the invitation right here.

02:09:25.660 Um, written back word.

02:09:28.760 It's in French, right?

02:09:30.680 Um, I believe it was in France.

02:09:34.320 Uh, yeah, Q, thank, thank you for the $2 donation, man.

02:09:38.100 I appreciate it, brother.

02:09:39.660 Um, let's see, there was, yeah, this is what Lisa was talking about, which I think is very fucking creepy, especially with, with the babies, with their heads open at the dinner table.

02:09:49.860 It's just not.

02:09:50.780 It's not something that you want to see at a dinner table, right?

02:09:53.520 Um.

02:09:54.880 Crowley was real big on backwards stuff, too.

02:09:57.320 He always said that all the time.

02:09:58.340 Learn to talk backwards, write backwards, do things backwards.

02:10:01.880 Mm-hmm.

02:10:02.240 Well, even the food, the food descriptions on the menu at this party were, like, uh, post-coital sadness, like, uh, like, describing some form of, like, meat that there, so it's like they're describing attributes of humans on, uh, yeah, yeah, it's very, very strange, man.

02:10:22.280 It's very macabre.

02:10:23.980 Let's see.

02:10:24.520 Here is the, so the mansion was lit up like this, probably to resemble hell.

02:10:31.160 I, I, I, I don't know.

02:10:32.840 Red is very tied into alchemy as well.

02:10:35.640 Um, and, and so, like you said, man, that this, this symbolism, you can see a lot of things in it, but this is the same mansion from the ninth gate, if, if you don't recognize it.

02:10:46.900 Uh, I'm, I'm gonna have to go and watch that movie later, bro.

02:10:49.740 I think that might be the one where the guy originally hung himself.

02:10:52.680 Maybe I don't remember.

02:10:53.340 I think you're right.

02:10:54.760 I, I, I think you're right.

02:10:56.000 Because you did go back to that one a few times, I think.

02:10:58.820 Yeah.

02:10:59.440 Let's see.

02:11:00.180 This is one of the last pictures that I wanted to show, and this symbolism is blatant.

02:11:04.680 Um, blatant Garden of Eden symbolism, right?

02:11:09.240 Yeah.

02:11:09.860 You can even kind of see how she has, like, one eye visibly kind of showing and one little more coming up.

02:11:17.020 Yeah.

02:11:17.680 Yeah.

02:11:18.520 I don't know, man.

02:11:19.380 It's, it's just, like, why was, like, what, this was happening in 1972, and it was around the, uh, the holiday of Yule, right?

02:11:29.320 The ancient holiday.

02:11:30.780 Um, ah, that, that's, uh, something you could probably look into, man.

02:11:34.580 I don't know.

02:11:34.860 It's, uh, it's, it's pretty interesting.

02:11:37.260 It's around Christmas, isn't it?

02:11:38.560 Isn't that why we have the Yule?

02:11:39.440 Yeah, yeah.

02:11:39.920 Well, there's, there's, uh, there's a certain holiday each month, and a lot of people don't know that the Illuminati was actually founded on May 1st.

02:11:48.560 Well, they know that, but May 1st is the holiday of Beltane, or Baltane.

02:11:53.780 Um, important to know, I think.

02:11:57.120 But we've, we've been going for, for about two hours, man.

02:11:59.840 Yeah, hell yeah.

02:12:00.760 That was good.

02:12:01.260 That was nice, too.

02:12:02.220 Thank you.

02:12:02.920 Yeah, dude.

02:12:03.460 No, it was, it was, it was a pleasure having you, brother.

02:12:06.200 And, and, and I, I can't wait to have you on again.

02:12:08.940 Or me come on your show.

02:12:10.380 Yeah, both.

02:12:10.840 Like I said, we'll, we'll, we'll talk about it.

02:12:13.320 Um, is, is there any plugs that you wanted to throw out there?

02:12:17.800 Yeah.

02:12:18.240 Uh, yeah.

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02:12:20.000 Um, you can find it on BitChute, Rumble, YouTube, and all major podcasts.

02:12:25.200 And we do have a site called OccultResearchInstitute.org.

02:12:29.700 And yeah, uh, come check out the show.

02:12:31.320 Like I said, it's compromised, probably for, uh, it's, it's composed of, uh, comprised of,

02:12:36.460 that was the word I was, comprised of about eight to 10 of us.

02:12:40.140 So, uh, true crime, true crime, occultism, you know, books, people, uh, weird ideas and

02:12:48.280 theories and thoughts.

02:12:49.480 So come check it out.

02:12:50.520 And, you know, again, like we even do get into a lot of science stuff.

02:12:53.660 You know, Lisa, who's my co-host, you know, she's big into physiology and science. 1.00

02:12:58.320 So like, uh, sometimes we make some like really weird connections with occultism and science

02:13:02.960 and you got to sit there and be like, uh, like, was this what occult science is?

02:13:08.420 Was it just science?

02:13:11.060 Yeah, man.

02:13:11.820 Uh, I, I, I said earlier, I think that's awesome how you have a certain amount of people to

02:13:15.960 cover a broad spectrum of all these topics.

02:13:19.140 Uh, because with me, like I'm, I'm, I'm a one man show.

02:13:22.900 I don't have a co-host or anything.

02:13:24.160 I, I usually have somebody on with me, but.

02:13:26.360 Oh, that's good to do though, man.

02:13:27.460 I give you credit for doing that.

02:13:28.760 Well, thanks, man.

02:13:29.360 Yeah.

02:13:29.580 No, I, uh, I have a pretty good memory.

02:13:32.500 Sometimes I may misquote things or say the wrong word or butcher the pronunciation.

02:13:38.660 Um, but you know, I, I think that's awesome how you can have like one person that covers

02:13:44.640 this topic, someone else covering, then you'll all come together and y'all can like connect

02:13:48.400 things.

02:13:48.880 And that's, that's fucking awesome, man.

02:13:50.320 Yeah, it's fun.

02:13:51.080 It's actually really fun.

02:13:52.020 And the more we've been doing it, the better it's been going.

02:13:53.800 So it's like, wow.

02:13:55.120 Like I'm really lucky actually.

02:13:57.640 Yeah, man.

02:13:58.320 No, that's, uh, like I said, I, I, I can't wait to, uh, come on in the future, dude.

02:14:03.400 Oh yeah.

02:14:03.700 Guys, y'all go follow Nick, uh, subscribe to his channel.

02:14:08.420 Uh, I think you're on Twitter, right?

02:14:10.180 You're on Twitter and Instagram.

02:14:11.500 Yeah.

02:14:11.700 Twitter and Instagram, man.

02:14:12.680 The Cole reject.

02:14:14.720 Okay.

02:14:15.560 Well guys, what's up?

02:14:18.440 That's it.

02:14:18.760 Awesome.

02:14:19.020 Thank you.

02:14:19.640 Yeah.

02:14:19.880 Yeah, man.

02:14:20.300 Um, guys, I'm on Twitter at graypilled pod, Instagram graypilled underscore podcast.

02:14:25.560 When, when I rarely post on there, um, go subscribe on rumble, YouTube, Spotify, Apple

02:14:31.640 podcast, leave me good reviews, uh, share my shit, like comment. 0.79

02:14:37.420 Uh, if you have any questions, let me know, go to my Patreon.

02:14:41.180 I mentioned earlier, I have a few tiers get in where you fit in.

02:14:44.600 And, uh, we're doing a lot of cool stuff on there, doing an Elohim etymology, uh, on

02:14:49.300 Marduk part three in the morning.

02:14:51.960 So that should be fun.

02:14:53.500 I'll let y'all know a set time on that later.

02:14:55.660 Hopefully.

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02:15:56.700 Adrian is still free to do that.

02:16:01.600 Let's see.

02:16:03.500 Okay.

02:16:04.140 My wife said, next time Jules is watching the kids and I'm hosting. 0.99

02:16:09.420 Okay.

02:16:10.440 I was going to play, guys.

02:16:13.060 My wife is starting a podcast.

02:16:15.180 It's going to be a banger.

02:16:17.200 It's called Babelon. 0.91

02:16:19.220 Play on words off Babylon, obviously.

02:16:22.760 So to get out of here, I am going to play her promo.

02:16:28.460 And yeah, I hope y'all enjoy it.

02:16:31.660 Nick, it was a pleasure, brother.

02:16:33.420 And if you want to hang around for a second, maybe I can help you set that up on your rumble

02:16:38.060 or something.

02:16:39.700 Yeah.

02:16:40.280 I'm going to play a couple of these outro videos.

02:16:43.360 Anyway, guys, set this up.

02:16:50.020 Y'all stay gray-pilled and I will see y'all later.

02:16:53.500 See you later.

02:17:13.360 I'm going to play.

02:17:43.540 Allison, can you explain what Internet is?

02:17:47.000 Imagine a world where every word ever written, every picture ever painted, and every film

02:17:52.180 ever shot could be viewed instantly in your home via an information superhighway.

02:17:59.240 Marxism-Leninism ideology is being pumped into the soft heads of at least three generations

02:18:05.200 of American students, without being challenged or counterbalanced by the basic values of Americanism.

02:18:11.540 And let's remember here, the people we are fighting today, we funded 20 years ago.

02:18:30.140 A former U.S. intelligence official, an Air Force veteran, claims a top-secret program is withholding

02:18:46.180 evidence of alien space crafts.

02:18:48.520 I wish the Congress would address the unconstitutionality of presidents waging war.

02:18:53.980 The Matrix is everywhere.

02:19:00.840 It is all around us.

02:19:01.900 Even now, in this very room, you can see it when you look out your window, or when you turn

02:19:08.740 on your television.

02:19:12.900 It is the world that has been pulled over your eyes to blind you from the truth.

02:19:17.620 An estimated 2.5 million children currently take stimulants like Ritalin.

02:19:47.620 The sharing of bias and false news has become all too common on social media.

02:19:53.440 More alarming, some media outlets publish these same fake stories without checking facts first.

02:19:58.600 The sharing of bias and false news has become all too common on social media.

02:20:03.800 More alarming, some media outlets publish these same fake stories without checking facts first.

02:20:10.660 Do you believe our government has made contact with intelligent extraterrestrials?

02:20:30.040 Something I can't discuss in public setting.

02:20:32.540 We're going to talk to you about the most urgent thing that is on our mind and what we suspect

02:20:40.560 is the most urgent thing on the minds of those who will connect with us.

02:20:47.220 We'll title this tape, Planet Earth About to be Recycled.

02:20:56.620 Your only chance to evacuate is to leave with us.

02:21:26.620 Handsome faggot. 1.00

02:21:28.040 Have they?

02:21:29.940 Oh no.

02:21:32.400 There's another timestamp.

02:21:34.460 Bye-bye.

02:21:35.020 I'm peeking the producer.

02:21:37.400 All right, guys, go check out Grey Pilled Nephilim shit. 0.79

02:21:41.040 That's what he's all about.

02:21:42.520 Then you have the second fall, that of Azazel and Semyaza, who you also see in the Sumerian

02:21:49.920 stories as well.

02:21:51.140 Shamash being the sun god, Shamsiel teaching the signs of the sun. 0.99

02:21:55.360 If they're by us, they're the dangerous retards. 1.00

02:21:58.040 If they're by you guys, it's the hard army.

02:22:00.080 If they're by the Grey Pilled podcast, he calls them the Grapists, which is incredible,

02:22:04.800 honestly, an entire group of schizophrenics that we've heard.

02:22:07.820 One of the daughters of Enoch was taken by a fallen angel, and that was one of the Babylonian 0.89

02:22:14.920 bloodlines where Rothschild came from, the Red Shield or Rothschild.

02:22:20.300 You know what?

02:22:20.840 I'm not even voting, but I hope Trump wins just so you faggots can cry for another 1.00

02:22:25.020 four years.

02:22:26.060 You know, this was here.

02:22:27.640 You faggot, Nick. 1.00

02:22:28.740 She. 0.93

02:22:31.120 It's the Grey Pilled podcast.

02:22:33.200 Drop it, juice, juice.

02:22:34.580 On the Grey Pilled podcast.

02:22:36.680 Time to school all these fools on the Grey Pilled podcast.

02:22:43.800 Welcome to the Grey Pilled podcast.

02:22:45.960 Welcome to the Grey Pilled podcast.

02:22:55.020 Welcome to the Grey Pilled podcast.

Nephilim Death Squad - January 26, 2025

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