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00:05:02.340 We had to do a little bit of a sidestep today.

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00:05:10.320 It's been a while since our last episode, and I think we're going to jump straight into it.

00:05:14.200 We have somebody here named Laura who reached out to us, and we don't read any of these, by the way, before we read them on air.

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00:05:37.680 Bottom feeder.

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00:07:11.220 Okay, so it says, hey.

00:07:12.700 So my friends live in a spiritual place.

00:07:14.400 She's like, I noticed, notice it's not hey, top, and raven.

00:07:18.660 She's just like, hey, whatever.

00:07:20.460 It's hey, comma, so, comma.

00:07:22.640 I got to tell somebody this shit.

00:07:24.400 Hey, so.

00:07:24.520 Whoever the hell these guys are.

00:07:27.360 My friends live in a spiritual community, and I went to visit her the other day.

00:07:33.640 They're fully into all the new age practices and take a lot of hallucinogens,

00:07:37.800 and many of them have had kundalini awakenings.

00:07:41.040 Oh, that's like the butthole stuff.

00:07:43.500 I actually felt a bit ill and sad when I was there.

00:07:47.660 I'm not sure if it's a spiritual thing or not.

00:07:50.240 I had no reason to feel down.

00:07:51.820 It swept over me quite dramatically, actually.

00:07:54.580 Anyway, one of the guys there was talking to me about how he kept having crazy dreams

00:07:59.040 where he'd meet all his ancestors and all that jazz.

00:08:02.320 Oh, that's fascinating.

00:08:03.160 So, already we've got a kundalini yoga, hallucinogenics, and ancestor communication.

00:08:09.820 Very, very good start.

00:08:11.040 What is kundalini?

00:08:12.460 Is this?

00:08:13.300 Kundalini is this idea.

00:08:14.880 What I think it is is very similar to how the new age movement says, like,

00:08:18.820 oh, you've got 33 vertebrae, and your spine produces that Christos oil,

00:08:22.760 and through a meditative process, you can sort of migrate that oil to your pineal gland.

00:08:27.980 And once that happens, you have like a breakthrough.

00:08:30.160 You become a sort of ascended master.

00:08:31.640 I think all of that shit is very similar.

00:08:35.620 The ascended master move, the kundalini awakening, and the, what would you call it?

00:08:41.620 Like nirvana, like the Buddhist nirvana.

00:08:43.460 It's a dormant spiritual energy that's believed to reside at the base of the spine.

00:08:48.220 I think it has something to do with the butthole.

00:08:50.480 All this stuff always revolves around the butthole.

00:08:53.640 But there you go, right?

00:08:54.360 The spine.

00:08:55.080 It's this, yeah, whatever, energy oil.

00:08:57.860 Interesting.

00:08:58.260 Never good when you have that in conjunction with ancestor worship or communicating with your deceased ancestors.

00:09:06.840 He goes on to say, he then casually dropped into conversation that he was getting into scripture.

00:09:12.840 What kind of scripture?

00:09:14.100 Yeah, really?

00:09:14.660 What kind of scripture?

00:09:15.480 You know how exciting it is when you meet somebody who might be on the same wavelength as you, and it makes you feel all giddy like a kid?

00:09:23.540 That does simply not happen to me.

00:09:24.820 I guess it does happen to me.

00:09:26.020 If you talk to somebody and they're also schizo and they have a bunch of conspiracies knocking around in their head, it is an exciting move.

00:09:31.280 I'm so dead inside, though, where I'm like, even if they do hit a lot of these markers, like what she's talking about, I'm not even going to read the next sentence, but he is hitting these markers with her.

00:09:44.620 But I have a feeling that, because there's a lot of overlap between New Age religion and this kind of like supernatural Christianity.

00:09:56.340 Yes, Christian mysticism, right?

00:09:59.800 Yeah, yeah.

00:10:00.360 And it's a natural overlap.

00:10:01.960 It's just that I think what this guy's doing is going to turn out to be gay.

00:10:05.320 But let's keep reading.

00:10:06.660 Let's see what we got going on here.

00:10:07.920 All right.

00:10:08.200 He says, or she says, rather.

00:10:10.920 Laura.

00:10:11.220 He then mentioned Jesus.

00:10:12.280 She says.

00:10:13.180 She says, he says.

00:10:14.200 Our newest fan, Laura.

00:10:16.220 Laura says, he then mentioned Jesus, and I was like, this is my window.

00:10:20.740 No, I tried to be cool and casual about it and explained to him some of the things I'd learned over the past few years and how I think the Bible can offer a lot of answers to a lot of big questions.

00:10:32.300 And let me guess.

00:10:32.820 Wait, he had a seizure.

00:10:35.840 He vomited up some sort of black mass writhing on the ground.

00:10:42.520 It was a quick discussion.

00:10:43.860 He kept dragging the conversation off into astrology, astrologyville and chatting about how we just been under a certain lunar cycle.

00:10:53.520 Oh, man, this is gay.

00:10:57.800 I'm sorry, dude.

00:10:58.920 Like, I get it.

00:10:59.560 The moon is cool, and I do think it has a massive impact on our energy, our psychology.

00:11:04.500 But if you're a man and you're doing kundalini yoga and you're talking to me about the moon cycles, you're basically a homosexual.

00:11:11.240 There's no way around that.

00:11:12.220 Listen, I was driving.

00:11:13.620 I drove my wife to work this morning, and I was like, I'm just looking at the moon the whole time.

00:11:18.320 I'm not even looking at the road.

00:11:19.520 I don't care what's on the road.

00:11:21.780 I don't care about the cars in front or behind me.

00:11:24.100 And I'm like, it's 8 in the morning.

00:11:26.580 Why is the moon out right now?

00:11:28.620 And, Laura, I'm sorry.

00:11:29.700 We're going to send this to you.

00:11:31.040 This is a very different show than The Confessionals.

00:11:33.980 Okay, this is a worse show in many different ways.

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00:11:40.460 But it's worse where it's like the quality of the content is much worse.

00:11:45.280 It's really the content that we mean is worse.

00:11:48.200 That's what we mean.

00:11:49.020 The production value, the content, virtually everything.

00:11:51.860 The content of our characters, all these things.

00:11:54.640 But stay with us.

00:11:55.480 So I'm looking at the moon, and I'm like, what the hell is this thing in the sky?

00:11:59.600 Because it's daytime, and it's out.

00:12:01.140 And I'm like, 20 years ago, I asked my wife, I said, do you remember this being in the sky?

00:12:05.660 Like, just being out there during the daytime?

00:12:08.220 And she says, no.

00:12:09.420 And I'm like, well, that's not a very reliable marker, because my wife is just as retarded as I am.

00:12:13.580 So I'm like, we have to ask people, like older people, do you guys remember the moon?

00:12:17.980 Do you remember the moon?

00:12:19.480 Do you remember the moon?

00:12:20.320 Do you remember it being in the sky?

00:12:21.760 Do you remember looking up in the sky?

00:12:22.960 But during the daytime, like, and here's the weird part.

00:12:25.880 And I'm not an astrologist.

00:12:27.060 Maybe this guy could answer me with some, give me some answers from his kundalini butthole.

00:12:32.900 But the moon, it was like a three-quarter moon today.

00:12:37.120 And it's like over there somewhere.

00:12:39.460 But then I look at this direction, I'm like, there's a full sun.

00:12:42.000 So what I'm supposed to understand is that the sun's light reflects, and it hits the moon.

00:12:48.520 And that's why it's three-quarters or a crescent or a full moon, right?

00:12:51.760 Depending on the angle of the sun.

00:12:53.800 That's the conventional, yeah.

00:12:55.560 Okay, but why, when they're right like this, like the sun's here.

00:12:59.140 How the hell is that happening?

00:13:00.340 Yeah, yeah.

00:13:01.020 I was like, what the hell is that thing?

00:13:02.360 What is it?

00:13:02.840 It feels like it's just a light source.

00:13:05.060 I'm looking, I feel like I'm looking through it in a way, right?

00:13:08.340 Yes, there's like a translucent.

00:13:09.740 Well, I mean, I know that sort of the internet sleuths have been doing their research lately

00:13:14.980 and coming up with different narratives.

00:13:16.740 Doomsday Cracker says, it's literally always been this way, retards.

00:13:19.580 It's, but the idea that the sun, I'm sorry, the moon actually projects its own light, that

00:13:26.700 it is a source of its own light.

00:13:28.080 And they describe that light as being putrid.

00:13:30.260 When I say they, don't ask me to elaborate.

00:13:32.100 I simply don't know.

00:13:32.840 I'm not researching this.

00:13:33.840 The Jews.

00:13:34.120 The Jews say that it emits a putrid light.

00:13:40.880 And so in other words, it deviates from that idea that it's a reflection of the sun's light.

00:13:44.320 This thing is emitting its own light.

00:13:45.520 I really don't know what that means at all.

00:13:47.760 I also think it's very strange that when an eclipse happens, they go, oh yeah, well, the

00:13:53.040 reason that it lines up so perfectly is because the sun is 400 times bigger than the moon,

00:14:01.420 but it's also 400 times further away.

00:14:04.420 So it lines up absolutely perfectly to create this eclipse phenomenon.

00:14:09.580 And I go, that fucking, I don't believe you.

00:14:11.500 How about that?

00:14:12.240 How about I just, I'm not going to back that up with any research or claims or information,

00:14:15.680 but I'm going to go right to your face.

00:14:17.200 I'm going to say, I don't believe you.

00:14:18.660 I don't, I don't believe you.

00:14:19.960 I don't believe you.

00:14:20.840 And I will not elaborate.

00:14:22.320 Um, all right, let's continue on here.

00:14:24.620 So, uh, she goes on to say, anyway, he messaged me yesterday saying he had a dream where a

00:14:30.740 big Celtic cross has flown over his head.

00:14:34.980 Um, I don't know what that means, but I decided to message him and give it a wee, give him a wee

00:14:39.240 taster of the truth, uh, bearing in mind, are you Irish Laura?

00:14:44.920 Yeah, that wee, right?

00:14:46.000 That wee move was like, oh, this is a very Irish thing.

00:14:48.980 I like it.

00:14:49.940 I have to see Patrick's day.

00:14:50.640 Did you have a drink yesterday?

00:14:52.400 A green drink?

00:14:53.060 Me?

00:14:53.300 No.

00:14:53.780 Uh, no.

00:14:54.780 Did you have any drink yesterday?

00:14:55.720 I didn't drink anything at all.

00:14:57.540 I am part Irish and I, I like water.

00:15:00.260 Well, I mean, I had water and coffee.

00:15:02.480 Um, but, but I, I was like sitting there at the end of the day and I was like, damn,

00:15:07.080 I didn't have a drink today, which isn't really a big deal, but I didn't have corn,

00:15:10.700 beef and cabbage.

00:15:11.420 And that actually bummed me out a little bit.

00:15:13.420 Cause that's a tradition, um, of mine that I didn't realize in order for it to continue

00:15:18.700 on.

00:15:19.000 I have to do it.

00:15:19.720 We're getting distracted here.

00:15:21.280 Laura.

00:15:21.680 Um, okay.

00:15:22.040 All right.

00:15:22.340 We're, we, yes, we are getting distracted.

00:15:23.720 So, uh, bearing in mind, this is just where I'm at, at the moment, uh, my paradigm gets

00:15:30.280 broken and rebuilt fairly often.

00:15:31.820 And although I wouldn't consider myself a baby truther, I'm not going to pretend like I

00:15:35.800 know fully what I'm talking about.

00:15:37.140 It'd be interesting to know your thoughts.

00:15:40.300 Um, and then I guess what we have next is the actual, uh, story.

00:15:45.420 This is interesting.

00:15:46.780 Yeah.

00:15:47.220 I don't know.

00:15:47.700 Yeah.

00:15:47.820 Let's, let's see what she said here.

00:15:49.060 So I guess I'll read it.

00:15:51.100 Hey darling.

00:15:51.980 So now I'm guessing she's from the South.

00:15:53.740 Uh, sorry.

00:15:55.280 It's taken me a while to get back.

00:15:57.880 I've been contemplating your message and how to respond.

00:16:00.540 I don't have much, I'm confused at what this is.

00:16:03.540 I don't have much insight into the Celtic world.

00:16:05.820 No, I do.

00:16:07.220 However, believe you'll find a lot of answers if you delve into the Bible.

00:16:11.020 Oh, this is what she told him, right?

00:16:12.860 Oh, okay.

00:16:14.040 All right.

00:16:14.900 And the supernatural aspects of it.

00:16:17.300 I've been trying to figure out stuff for a long time and nothing has ever made more sense

00:16:22.040 to me than it does now.

00:16:23.280 We're living in a world sandwiched between supernatural dimensions.

00:16:26.940 Yeah.

00:16:27.040 There is a battle between good and evil that's been raging since the beginning of time and

00:16:31.140 we need to make sure we're on the right side.

00:16:33.960 Honestly, I don't align with religion so much.

00:16:37.120 I think it's deeply flawed and dogmatic and has been infiltrated by the baddies for hundreds

00:16:42.280 of years.

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00:16:45.900 No, no.

00:16:47.360 Not those baddies.

00:16:49.160 She's talking about bad people like the Jesuits and things like that.

00:16:52.720 Yes, I agree.

00:16:53.360 The average church doesn't give much attention to the supernatural themes in the Bible and

00:16:58.240 just how relevant they are to explain everything that's going on at the moment.

00:17:02.580 It's weird.

00:17:03.660 I feel like she's a fan of our show and not necessarily the confessionals, but I found

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00:17:10.220 Well, she should be a fan of our show and specifically not the confessionals.

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00:17:40.460 Oh, that's not nice.

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00:17:48.380 I'm not fucking shelling out 20 G's for an app anytime soon.

00:17:51.460 Yeah, it's a little much.

00:17:53.420 All right.

00:17:53.640 So she goes, in fact, the Bible doesn't fully make sense if you approach it with the materialistic

00:17:57.660 worldview.

00:17:58.280 This is exactly...

00:17:59.220 Okay, now I feel like this person's trolling me because this is just what I say.

00:18:02.960 She's crushing, though.

00:18:03.840 I mean, so far, so good.

00:18:05.620 Yeah, you should do a show.

00:18:07.060 Right.

00:18:07.400 You ever consider getting a microphone and doing a show with a Puerto Rican guy?

00:18:10.760 Yeah, it'll work out great.

00:18:12.560 You can't understand God's anger and wrath in the Old Testament without understanding

00:18:16.240 how the devil was poisoning people's minds and literally fucking with people's genetics.

00:18:21.200 I'd be pissed off, too.

00:18:22.580 This girl did not come from the confessionals.

00:18:24.880 This is a weird one.

00:18:26.740 Also, I know we were like, oh, we're going to make sure this is YouTube safe.

00:18:29.640 And then I dropped the J-bomb like 15 minutes ago.

00:18:31.860 I forgot about that.

00:18:32.680 I got to remember that.

00:18:33.900 Are you allowed to say Jew?

00:18:35.420 I thought you weren't even allowed to mention them.

00:18:36.960 I feel like I feel like it would be offensive if we didn't mention them.

00:18:42.060 That's true.

00:18:42.580 Yeah.

00:18:42.820 And their place in all of this.

00:18:47.500 All right.

00:18:48.100 All right.

00:18:48.400 All right.

00:18:48.680 All right.

00:18:48.840 It's like the YouTube censors are like, you said it too much.

00:18:52.760 You said it too little.

00:18:53.720 Like, go back.

00:18:55.220 You said it just right.

00:18:56.880 There we go.

00:18:58.300 Just right.

00:18:58.880 Perfect amount.

00:18:59.520 OK.

00:18:59.720 All right.

00:18:59.960 All right.

00:19:00.200 All right.

00:19:00.440 All right.

00:19:00.480 This is not what the show is about.

00:19:02.400 Actually, it might be what the show is about.

00:19:03.960 I sent you a tweet today that we should get into a little bit.

00:19:07.940 Sure.

00:19:08.780 About that guy, D.C. Drano.

00:19:10.540 Can't stand him.

00:19:11.660 Whatever.

00:19:12.180 We'll talk about that later.

00:19:14.340 I came to have faith in Jesus when I realized how much power his name has against demons.

00:19:18.500 This is literally, you're listening to, I guess, you know, the confessionals is like the stepping stone.

00:19:24.400 I always get like a little hesitant when I'm introducing this show to somebody who is a confessionals fan because I'm like, I think like Tony doesn't, he's like, doesn't want to mess with us anymore.

00:19:36.800 He's like, these guys say too many racial slurs.

00:19:39.940 Yeah.

00:19:40.400 And it's like, yeah, yeah, he's right.

00:19:42.280 We say a lot of things, but I think you're comfortable when they say it, too.

00:19:45.680 They don't even tense up.

00:19:46.760 They just say it.

00:19:47.740 They just say it and then they smile.

00:19:49.560 They make uncomfortable eye contact with the lens.

00:19:52.400 Why are they so cool about it?

00:19:53.860 I don't know.

00:19:54.400 Everybody, everybody in their audience is wearing cloaks and like laughing too.

00:19:58.440 Okay.

00:19:58.600 Whatever.

00:19:59.000 That's fine.

00:19:59.360 It's fine.

00:19:59.620 Let's read.

00:20:00.640 I listened to a brilliant podcast called The Exorcist Files.

00:20:03.160 I haven't heard of that one.

00:20:04.560 That actually sounds cool.

00:20:06.060 Yeah.

00:20:06.220 I might actually now listen to it.

00:20:07.720 See, listen, if you're going to name a podcast, The Exorcist Files, you already got.

00:20:10.980 Hell yeah.

00:20:11.600 That's a good name.

00:20:12.420 The Exorcist Files.

00:20:13.420 That fucks pretty hard.

00:20:14.860 Yeah.

00:20:15.040 It goes through case files of people battling with possession and infestation from demonic, from the demonic

00:20:21.280 and the main weapon the priest has against them is Jesus.

00:20:25.080 So I was like, huh?

00:20:26.240 The enemy of my enemy is a friend, right?

00:20:28.680 Guess the whole Jesus thing must be true.

00:20:31.060 There you go.

00:20:32.700 You're new here, but David's come to Jesus story is pretty much the same exact story.

00:20:37.800 Big greasy demon targeting his wife, then his kid.

00:20:42.200 Yeah.

00:20:42.340 Once you see a demon, you have a real way of being like, oh, shit, if this thing exists,

00:20:46.380 then the other side of the coin has to exist.

00:20:48.200 That's that's pretty much the logical way of thinking.

00:20:49.920 So, yeah, it seems like she came to the very same conclusion in a very similar way.

00:20:55.580 Yeah.

00:20:55.940 The Exorcist Files.

00:20:58.000 Eggs.

00:20:59.600 So it's been a strange turning point for me, and I still struggle to be vocal about how my

00:21:04.500 beliefs have changed.

00:21:05.260 So let's let's just back up real quick.

00:21:06.780 So this guy said because I feel like we jumped from his whatever he was telling you and then

00:21:15.000 you kind of like it seems like she tried to like push back against him, but like wasn't

00:21:18.920 sure, like didn't didn't know enough to really push back against this guy.

00:21:24.520 And I think that that instinct was probably right because this guy probably knows his stuff

00:21:30.240 or at least.

00:21:31.480 Yeah.

00:21:32.260 And if if you don't if you go up like head to head with somebody and they know their

00:21:37.880 stuff, they're going to beat you in this debate.

00:21:42.640 If you don't know.

00:21:44.180 Yeah.

00:21:44.600 If you don't like if you can't like sweep their leg, they're underpinning of whatever

00:21:48.820 they know a lot.

00:21:50.120 These new age people that are part of these movements like they know a lot, but what they

00:21:53.440 lack is the important context.

00:21:55.440 I always go back to it.

00:21:56.320 It's like the nature of the shit that you're doing and the nature of the entities that you're

00:22:00.760 you know, in communion with.

00:22:03.120 That's where you're wrong.

00:22:04.700 But a lot of the minutiae as far as like, well, what is like a sacred geometry?

00:22:08.920 What is what are chakras?

00:22:10.460 What are they have all that shit down pat better than Christians do in a huge way and massively

00:22:17.480 detrimental to the Christian community?

00:22:20.020 Because I'm not saying that you need to use these things.

00:22:23.540 I'm saying you need to know what they are and that they do exist, because if you don't,

00:22:29.980 you'll fall victim to one of those things where like when you finally do see it, because

00:22:34.000 your worldview said it doesn't exist, it becomes amazing to you.

00:22:37.520 And in that state of amazement, you can be deceived.

00:22:40.120 So it's very important that you do know that these things are real.

00:22:43.480 These fucking new agers really got it down pat.

00:22:45.440 The Celtic cross is interesting.

00:22:47.900 So apparently it's a I've seen what it looks like, but it's this it symbolizes the sun or

00:22:53.400 some people say a halo of Christ, which is not necessarily biblical, like a halo around

00:22:59.500 an angel's head is doesn't represent holiness.

00:23:03.420 Some people think it represents maybe like a like some sort of a portal, like when people

00:23:08.060 see them coming out.

00:23:08.900 But it's it's mixing like this older, this older Celtic tradition with when Christianity

00:23:17.520 came to, you know, Ireland or the Celtic people.

00:23:21.840 Yeah, they they picked up the cross and then they still keep their pagan symbology behind

00:23:28.320 it.

00:23:29.160 Yeah.

00:23:29.460 Celtic mythology is really interesting because it's not one that we commonly incorporate

00:23:34.620 into like our theories.

00:23:35.760 But I think it's worth looking at because the fae lore that they have is it's a there's

00:23:42.060 a massive overlap.

00:23:43.000 It's the same story of the fallen and the Nephilim is built within the fae lore.

00:23:48.860 And you actually get that in a movie that came out recently on Netflix called The Watchers,

00:23:54.000 where spoiler alert, guys, if you haven't seen it, maybe fast forward this just 10 seconds.

00:23:58.340 But it's about a bunch of people locked in like a cabin in the woods, more or less.

00:24:02.440 And they're basically like in a fish tank and something in the woods is coming up and

00:24:08.060 observing them while they're in this cabin and they can't leave.

00:24:11.620 One thing leads to another and it ends up being these these fae lore entities.

00:24:16.080 But the way they're described, they are the fallen.

00:24:18.760 They just give it a different name.

00:24:20.040 So, yeah, there's a lot within Celtic mythology, but it's something that we haven't.

00:24:24.920 I would love to get somebody on.

00:24:26.360 That's one you don't hear often.

00:24:27.560 And having people on that that know their shit in regards to Celtic Celtic lore, I would

00:24:32.780 love to talk to somebody about that.

00:24:34.880 Yeah, there's got to be some people around that know that as well to the chat.

00:24:39.900 If you guys know anybody who's out there making content on Celtic lore, you know, send them

00:24:44.380 our way.

00:24:45.380 Yeah.

00:24:45.940 OK, so.

00:24:46.600 All right, let's get back down.

00:24:47.960 So I did read again.

00:24:48.900 So this is what she messaged the guy, I guess.

00:24:51.460 This this thing.

00:24:52.620 This whole paragraph.

00:24:55.440 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:24:57.380 Here we go.

00:24:59.040 So.

00:25:01.520 It's been a strange turning point for me.

00:25:03.200 I still struggle with my beliefs.

00:25:05.900 There's a stigma about being a Christian, which is true, because the churches suffer corruption

00:25:11.760 throughout the history and there have been so many wars in the name of religion.

00:25:15.420 People seem to blame the Bible.

00:25:17.520 They blame the Bible, Jesus and God, when really they had nothing to do with it.

00:25:21.380 You're on the baby out with the bathwater, so to speak.

00:25:24.780 At the end of the day, it's not God's fault that corrupt humans decided to twist his teachings

00:25:30.040 and create institutions in his name based on oppression and fear.

00:25:34.680 The satanic powers have been outrageously effective at making a mockery out of the truth

00:25:39.420 and pushing us further and further into the clutches of the flawed new age.

00:25:44.200 Yes.

00:25:45.600 Yeah.

00:25:45.980 So I guess this, well, there's still more, but that tweet that I was talking about, David,

00:25:52.580 the one with DC Drano.

00:25:54.520 Yeah.

00:25:57.600 It's it's kind of again, I'm not to continue to beat this, you know, the J drum, but it's

00:26:04.460 the same thing over and over again.

00:26:07.320 He says, yeah, I'll pull it up here.

00:26:09.900 Yeah, I'm trying to pull it up, but my shit won't load.

00:26:13.260 Got it.

00:26:14.580 I'm a I'm a proud Christian and love Jesus.

00:26:18.480 He's actually Jewish.

00:26:20.300 This guy, he parades around acting as if he is Irish.

00:26:25.500 He's not.

00:26:26.460 This came out a while ago.

00:26:27.460 And again, it's not to say like all, but.

00:26:29.880 It's just it's just a constant weird, right?

00:26:34.840 Like like coincidence.

00:26:36.240 It's a coincidence and it's a sleight of hand that that's used.

00:26:39.340 And then you'll see later on is how we how they use this as like a.

00:26:44.040 Like a battering ram for their narrative.

00:26:47.460 So I kept reading about the Schofield Bible situation on X and how the J's influenced the

00:26:52.860 Bible.

00:26:53.280 So I wanted to investigate for myself.

00:26:55.700 What I found blew my mind.

00:26:57.420 Not only was Jesus a practicing J in his human life.

00:27:01.800 This is not true.

00:27:03.560 Not only was his mother J not true.

00:27:08.400 Not only were his followers, disciples and early converts J's again, not true, but I asked

00:27:15.800 Rock how many books in the Bible were written by them.

00:27:17.740 And he said pretty much every single one except for Luke.

00:27:20.000 Did I get mad?

00:27:21.000 No, I know that the J's are our brothers and sisters and all of us are children of God.

00:27:27.420 Partially true.

00:27:29.400 We have so much more in common than what drives us apart.

00:27:33.120 Yes, but also not really.

00:27:36.200 What is it you?

00:27:37.640 This is the question.

00:27:38.820 And it's like when you're talking about the subversion of whatever Christianity is, a lot

00:27:43.460 of it begins here.

00:27:44.880 Schofield Bible.

00:27:47.420 This was a, it was an intentionally written, subverted, translate, not translation, but

00:27:55.160 interpretation of the Bible that was then disseminated through seminaries.

00:27:59.300 And in order to become a pastor, you have to go through seminary to do that, depending

00:28:04.000 on the denomination of your church.

00:28:05.860 Kind of indoctrination camp.

00:28:07.280 Yeah, it's, well, think of college.

00:28:09.540 It's exactly what college is.

00:28:10.740 And people, you know, modern day conservatives love to run around saying, oh, look at these

00:28:15.280 blue haired teachers teaching my kids.

00:28:17.180 It's like, well, yeah, it's this, it's literally the same playbook, but it's, it's in your church.

00:28:22.520 Right.

00:28:22.960 Um, now people are going to obviously take, uh, they're going to take issue with me saying

00:28:29.980 like disagreeing with, was he a practicing, uh, Jew?

00:28:35.100 It wasn't the terminology Jew not invented for quite some time till after the death of

00:28:40.640 Christ or what was it before?

00:28:43.520 No.

00:28:43.980 So that word, I mean, even the letter, the letter J and like the pronunciation of it doesn't

00:28:49.000 come along until like 1200 years after his death.

00:28:51.640 And they weren't even, they weren't referred to as this.

00:28:55.360 It was like, this is kind of like a slur, uh, for, for them.

00:29:00.500 That's like fairly recent.

00:29:02.200 It's a slur for some, like, I don't, it's not even for Judah height.

00:29:05.400 It's not even for the tribe of Judah.

00:29:07.680 It's not the same thing that they're describing, but it's attributed to Jesus.

00:29:11.640 So it's like, you're not the same thing.

00:29:14.240 Well, that's kind of saying it just goes back to that tired old argument where it's like,

00:29:17.320 if Jesus was a Jew and, and who are the Jews specifically that, that I have a gripe with,

00:29:23.940 it would be the ones that, um, call themselves Jews, like only in name, ginos, right?

00:29:29.760 Jew in name only.

00:29:31.040 Uh, and then when you look at what they're doing, it's all culturally subversive shit.

00:29:35.720 It's all like, uh, you know, sexually immoral shit.

00:29:39.360 It's all debasing kind of behavior.

00:29:41.960 And that's the, the person that I have a problem with.

00:29:45.740 So there's this like constant trying to attach Jesus to the Jews.

00:29:49.780 And it's like, well, what are you talking about?

00:29:51.520 Because these things, you may call them the same thing, but their attributes are polar

00:29:56.240 opposite from one another.

00:29:57.520 They couldn't be further from, from each other in their nature.

00:30:00.800 Uh, well, not just the nature of Jesus Christ and the nature of, you know, the, the subversive

00:30:05.380 boogeyman Jew, not just their attributes, but what he's talking about right, right here.

00:30:09.800 Well, every time he says Jew, he's talking about the modern day rabbinic Judaism.

00:30:15.380 This is what they're attributing to.

00:30:16.900 Like whatever Ben Shapiro is, whatever, uh, Israel is, is what he's attributing, uh, all

00:30:23.380 the, what he's, what he's saying Jesus adhere to.

00:30:26.740 And that is just simply not true.

00:30:28.760 It's a, it's a problem.

00:30:30.040 Um, it's an issue of definition.

00:30:32.100 And whenever we start to talk about these words, we get in trouble because it's anti-Semitic

00:30:38.320 to even bring this up.

00:30:39.200 Like, I'm sure like if I bought this up on any show, any Christian show, they'd be like

00:30:44.120 taken aback and wouldn't hear anything I'd say afterward.

00:30:46.800 But this is the truth of the matter.

00:30:48.640 He's talking about rabbinic Judaism, which was created 200 years after the death of Jesus

00:30:53.620 Christ.

00:30:54.320 And then the Talmud was created 500 years after that.

00:30:57.240 The state of Israel and the modern day, uh, Jew who follows Judaism follows rabbinic Judaism.

00:31:05.520 The state of Israel says that the Talmud is what they base their state law around.

00:31:11.860 This does not predate Christianity.

00:31:14.780 This does not, this is not the big brother of Christianity.

00:31:19.980 It's not even related at all.

00:31:21.680 It's a, it's just a response.

00:31:23.620 Yeah.

00:31:23.760 It's a response to it after they, uh, realize that they missed the boat with the real Messiah.

00:31:27.900 Yeah.

00:31:28.220 Well, that's the thing that's really funny about it too.

00:31:30.000 Your people are going around and like, Oh, Jesus was a Jew.

00:31:32.240 And I'm like, you mean the group of people that don't even believe that he was the son

00:31:35.160 of God and the Messiah?

00:31:36.480 Like guys that killed him?

00:31:37.740 Do you mean those dudes?

00:31:38.420 Yeah.

00:31:38.600 Very funny.

00:31:39.460 Like, I don't know, man.

00:31:40.920 It, it's, um, it is something that has like shock value, you know, when they say it

00:31:47.440 and it's, and it's meant to like put a hole in the kneecap of your entire, you know,

00:31:52.440 uh, yeah.

00:31:52.940 But then when you, when you ask them, it's like, well, what do you mean by that?

00:31:55.780 Like break that down.

00:31:56.760 That's what I'm saying.

00:31:57.360 Then it goes nowhere.

00:31:58.420 I was like, Oh, so you mean, but when you actually look at the genealogy, you mean to

00:32:01.420 tell me that like the modern day Jews in Israel have zero genetic resemblance to what the

00:32:07.600 Jews that back then that you were talking, you're talking about.

00:32:10.200 It's like, so then it's not the same thing.

00:32:11.980 So this is a, this is a narrative that's spun to confuse and obfuscate.

00:32:16.300 And then here, what, what Laura is talking about, about, uh, you know, these religions,

00:32:20.840 these wars that are fought in the name of this, of Christianity and how subverted it's

00:32:25.500 become and how pretty, there's a stigma being a Christian.

00:32:28.860 Well, you wonder why, because nobody really knows what it is.

00:32:32.020 They know, they, they think that, that Jesus and whatever these guys are talking about are

00:32:36.260 the same thing.

00:32:36.900 They're not the same thing.

00:32:38.220 They might be distant relatives, but they're certainly not exactly the same thing.

00:32:42.680 Right.

00:32:43.120 But they'd like, they, they'd love to take the religion that is in direct opposition to

00:32:47.280 them and, you know, completely subverted, which they'd done a great job at doing because

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00:33:18.300 Obviously, I mean, this guy has, I don't know, there's a 200, 200,000 views on this.

00:33:25.900 And I'm, I'm like one of the only people disagreeing.

00:33:28.600 There's a couple others.

00:33:30.280 It's just a very interesting, very interesting.

00:33:34.080 I think it's something that we're going to see kind of grow.

00:33:38.880 What we're going to see is that narrative is going to explode a bit more to the point

00:33:43.940 where a lot more people are going to start engaging with that idea.

00:33:46.740 And then somebody is going to put an arrow in the knee of it.

00:33:49.520 Somebody is going to.

00:33:50.240 And when that happens, I think that's going to be part of the whole, you know, sort of

00:33:54.020 turning the cultural turning that we're experiencing right now, which is like, you know, the height

00:33:58.600 of Jew noticing.

00:33:59.580 You can parade this around for a while.

00:34:01.720 Somebody is going to tear it down.

00:34:02.780 Somebody is going to articulate it in a big way to the point where it becomes undeniable.

00:34:06.600 And that's going to add to the scales as they tip in favor or maybe not in favor

00:34:12.120 against the favor of the Jews.

00:34:14.240 It's it's such a it's such a horrible topic to continue to talk about, but it's one that

00:34:18.500 needs to be parsed out and really understood.

00:34:21.840 And it sounds hateful, but it's I mean, I guess it sounds hateful coming from us because

00:34:27.580 it's not popular to say, but it's something that really does need to be said.

00:34:31.560 Like there needs to be a differentiation between these religions.

00:34:34.700 This Judeo-Christian idea is not it's not compatible.

00:34:39.960 It needs to it needs to just like completely go and understand that these are separate entities.

00:34:46.060 And then you go from your understanding from there.

00:34:48.140 Once you understand that these are not the same thing, as a matter of fact, I would argue

00:34:51.380 that's another argument.

00:34:52.680 I'd argue that they're in opposition to each other.

00:34:55.200 Yeah.

00:34:55.880 Seems pretty obvious.

00:34:57.640 It would.

00:34:58.180 But but you're not allowed to even think to that point, because once you start talking

00:35:02.040 to that point, then it becomes very trick.

00:35:04.540 Then it's like, oh, what do you mean?

00:35:05.800 What do you mean?

00:35:06.320 I just don't look, man.

00:35:07.380 I keep going back to that Revelation three nine.

00:35:09.580 Right.

00:35:09.760 It's like those who call themselves Jews, but are not they are of the synagogue of Satan.

00:35:14.480 And I know it's a drum that I beat to death, but even the Bible.

00:35:17.440 Right.

00:35:17.960 And this is what we're all having contention over is talking about a time that's going to

00:35:22.960 come where people are going to call themselves Jews, but are not they're going to hide behind

00:35:28.100 the identity of the Jews.

00:35:30.220 And, you know, they are of the synagogue of Satan.

00:35:33.260 So you can guarantee that what they're doing while they're hiding amongst the Jews is nefarious

00:35:39.200 shit.

00:35:39.920 You know what I mean?

00:35:40.860 So but for some reason, we can't even have that conversation because it's it's anti-Semitic.

00:35:46.640 You can't type on Twitter the phrase synagogue of Satan.

00:35:51.440 Pretty sure you can't say it here either, but we yeah, we might actually have to go back

00:35:55.400 and bleep that out.

00:35:56.400 We got a lot of editing to do today.

00:35:58.300 It's all about the Jews.

00:35:59.180 We can't help it.

00:35:59.780 Um, but that is a huge problem if you're going to start labeling that as anti-Semitic

00:36:06.100 hate speech, because it is literally from our religious texts.

00:36:10.840 So, uh, you got a real big problem.

00:36:14.320 You're kind of saying the quiet part out loud, which is Christianity is an opposition.

00:36:20.760 Yeah, it actually is.

00:36:21.780 And it's, it's a hard pill to swallow for a lot of people that are coming from, uh, like

00:36:26.240 a coming from a church.

00:36:27.680 And it's like, they're like, they're really good people too.

00:36:30.280 And they have better understanding of the Bible than I do in a lot of cases.

00:36:33.380 But it's like, I feel like this part here is missing, needs to be spoken about.

00:36:38.360 Here we go.

00:36:38.780 Def not, uh, token, uh, Oregano says my revelation three, nine quote got censored on X, uh, twice

00:36:46.000 and he won the second appeal.

00:36:47.460 So this has been happening.

00:36:48.680 And that's a huge thing, right?

00:36:50.180 Because it's like Jesus was a Jew.

00:36:51.500 But if you quote the Bible, it's anti-Semitic.

00:36:54.660 How the fuck do you square those two things?

00:36:58.100 How are you censoring us for anti-Semitic hate speech while we're quoting the Bible?

00:37:02.380 And you're claiming that Jesus was a Jew.

00:37:04.660 It's fucking, it doesn't make sense.

00:37:06.640 It does make sense.

00:37:07.540 These are two things that are heading in the opposite direction.

00:37:08.860 But it does make sense when you, when you take that exact logic.

00:37:12.800 It's like, yeah, no, I get it now.

00:37:14.780 I get why this would be, because these things are in opposition to each other completely.

00:37:19.680 They are not, it's, it's not our greatest ally.

00:37:22.540 It's, it's, uh, actually, I'm not even, I'm not going to put anything in people's minds

00:37:27.440 where some would say they they're your greatest enemy because they are formed in direct opposition

00:37:32.080 to what you believe.

00:37:33.620 So what, what does that mean?

00:37:37.840 It's bad.

00:37:38.660 It's getting weird out here, guys.

00:37:40.000 Well, I mean, it, I think what they're saying is one thing.

00:37:44.020 And then when you look at the censorship, like, yeah, I would agree.

00:37:46.820 The censorship is the right thing to do.

00:37:49.020 Um, if you're thinking the way that we're thinking.

00:37:52.040 So, all right, well, let's, let's, let's continue on with this.

00:37:54.600 Um, boom, boom, boom, boom.

00:37:56.860 You have something highlighted here.

00:37:58.220 You want to take that away?

00:37:58.960 That's where I saw.

00:37:59.620 I've been trying to shake off my programming and just see the Bible for what it is.

00:38:03.100 Pretty epic.

00:38:03.920 It is.

00:38:04.420 Uh, and the teachings of Jesus are extraordinary too.

00:38:06.960 Yeah.

00:38:08.080 Anyway, I listened to these podcasts.

00:38:09.900 They dive into everything and anything weird and supernatural and have given me a lot of

00:38:13.340 clarity.

00:38:14.140 The rabbit hole is so deep, man.

00:38:16.440 The more I learn, the less I feel like I know, but I'm, I know I'm on the right track

00:38:20.920 on the right path.

00:38:21.960 Finally.

00:38:22.480 I agree.

00:38:23.160 That's, uh, exactly how we've been feeling.

00:38:25.200 We've been doing this.

00:38:25.960 This is like episode who knows close to 200, but like the Canon, we're at like 140 and yeah,

00:38:32.780 every time we do an episode, there is another piece of the puzzle revealed.

00:38:38.700 Yeah.

00:38:39.540 I think that we were also a revelation of how little I actually know.

00:38:42.960 Yeah.

00:38:43.300 But we know, we don't know anything.

00:38:44.580 It's a lot of fun.

00:38:45.600 Um, we were talking about yesterday, why the show, why people like it.

00:38:49.720 And I think it's because it's a weird little journey.

00:38:52.120 Like we're going on, we're learning, we're figuring stuff out.

00:38:55.800 Yeah.

00:38:56.280 And, uh, there's a story being told and unfolded as at the same time, uh, the same story is

00:39:01.820 being unfolded on the world stage.

00:39:03.500 Like, so kind of deal.

00:39:05.520 It's an interesting question to ask about that top.

00:39:07.320 I'm a, I'm a stern or staunch believer in, um, when you set out to do what you do or when

00:39:16.240 you do rather what you set out to do and it, it's done that it almost should be done.

00:39:23.080 And the, the euphemism I use is like, you know, that, uh, you either live long enough

00:39:26.840 to, or you either die a hero or you live long enough to become a villain.

00:39:30.980 That's from Batman.

00:39:32.840 Um, my, my joke is you either die breaking bad or you run long enough to become the walking

00:39:39.300 dead.

00:39:40.220 And that is to say like how that relates to what we're doing.

00:39:45.260 We are telling a story here and there is a development of a narrative and you're watching

00:39:48.620 the development of like characters essentially in top and I, I just wonder if it's good.

00:39:54.000 There's going to come a time where like we told the story and we got, we got to the end

00:39:59.220 and anything else beyond that would just be extra episodes of the walking dead.

00:40:04.480 You get what I'm saying?

00:40:05.700 Yeah.

00:40:06.600 I wonder when that day will come and if we'll be smart enough to be like, I think this is

00:40:11.800 a good place to leave it.

00:40:13.480 Or do we just keep cranking out shit?

00:40:16.120 I mean, I'm not saying that's going to come anytime soon.

00:40:17.540 We could be doing this for the next decade, right?

00:40:19.140 But even at the end of a decade, will we have touched on enough and will we have been satisfied

00:40:24.500 with the story that we've told?

00:40:25.860 I wonder.

00:40:26.400 Will the story be over?

00:40:30.380 Right.

00:40:30.780 Will we be finished telling it?

00:40:32.040 Yeah.

00:40:32.320 I don't know.

00:40:32.720 Whatever.

00:40:33.020 I'm good to hang it up when it's, when it's time to hang it up.

00:40:36.220 Yes.

00:40:36.540 And I think that's an appropriate thing to do.

00:40:38.800 They'll tell you when they're done listening to this stuff.

00:40:41.300 Ah, shit.

00:40:41.960 Okay.

00:40:42.180 Apparently it was yesterday.

00:40:43.560 Shout out to you.

00:40:44.400 Thanks for being here for the last one.

00:40:45.480 We're going to push on anyway.

00:40:46.900 We've got bills to pay.

00:40:47.920 I'm not, I'm not usually as open about my beliefs as I have been with you, as a lot

00:40:53.380 of people, as I have been with you, as a lot of people don't want to know, or they simply

00:40:58.300 can't know because of their programming and the cognitive dissonance would be too earth

00:41:02.680 shattering.

00:41:03.620 Yeah.

00:41:03.800 Um, you say the word Jesus and they recoil.

00:41:07.660 It's, that is a, something that we've spoken about as well.

00:41:11.500 Uh, I used to, I used to feel that way where like you would say it and I'd be like, not,

00:41:16.800 not, not recently, but like, I remember in my past, like I had, I had a bad falling out

00:41:21.160 with the church.

00:41:21.640 And when I heard Jesus, you, you'd get this thing because it's, it's, there's a connotation

00:41:26.960 with what.

00:41:28.340 Cringe.

00:41:29.160 Yeah.

00:41:29.520 Cringe, what the church is and what, what he actually is supposed to be, which I think

00:41:35.840 you find out.

00:41:36.560 Well, we found, I found out a little bit later.

00:41:39.940 Um, she says it's sad.

00:41:42.340 Uh, but as you messaged me, I saw it as a window to offer you my thoughts about all the

00:41:47.320 weirdness in the world.

00:41:48.740 I'm interested to know what you think anyway.

00:41:51.160 Uh, these podcasts will obliterate and reshape your paradigm over and over again, but boy, it's

00:41:57.360 worth it.

00:41:57.840 Um, yeah, dude, that's a, we've already, we do that to ourselves every day.

00:42:04.780 Yeah, dude, we definitely do.

00:42:07.880 Yeah.

00:42:08.220 Um, so she ends here.

00:42:09.900 I've never felt so much peace in my life amongst the turbulence and madness of the modern world.

00:42:14.420 I know I'm not to fear as I have him.

00:42:17.200 I hope you find peace to enjoy.

00:42:19.940 Well said.

00:42:20.860 I wonder how, uh, her homie reacted to this.

00:42:24.880 Um, and if he absorbed any of that, I wonder if he went on to watch any of those shows.

00:42:30.240 She's right about that.

00:42:31.560 Uh, a lot of my paradigm shattering has happened, um, you know, at the hands of various podcasts.

00:42:38.920 You catch a good, honestly, the confessionals, which is, uh, you know, where that, that message meant to go, um, was huge in doing that for me, where I was on the fence about Christianity and Jesus Christ for a long time.

00:42:57.080 Um, and my, I guess my experience, that supernatural one with that demonic entity, um, I kind of remember when I, after I had that experience, I did start, I started seeking out podcasts that were about the paranormal.

00:43:15.480 So, and I, and I found, so that's actually how I found the confessionals.

00:43:18.480 I don't think I've actually ever said that.

00:43:19.720 Like I went looking for shows specifically about the supernatural and I found the confessionals that way, as well as a couple other shows.

00:43:27.680 And at the time, those couple other shows and the confessionals, they were the, the tip of the spear in supernatural content creation on, in podcasting.

00:43:35.820 All the other ones fell to the wayside, except for maybe like blurry creatures, which I think I found through the confessionals, but that original cluster that I found, this isn't even a throw shade.

00:43:45.280 The only one that was worth its salt was the confessionals.

00:43:49.720 And that totally changed the way that I looked at everything or it didn't change, but it, it made me lock into a paradigm that I suspected was an accurate one.

00:43:59.280 And I was kind of like, you know, moving around it peripherally.

00:44:01.920 And then once the confessionals came along, I was like, all right, yeah, there's really something here.

00:44:05.820 I'm going to latch onto this.

00:44:07.000 And then through listening to it, I became, uh, vindicated enough in those ideologies that I was like, it's time to now go about, uh, sharing my story and, and, you know, having these conversations in the public eye.

00:44:17.860 So podcasts have a way of doing that.

00:44:20.120 And honestly, if you're looking for the truth, you probably have had your worldview or your paradigm shattered over and over again, which is always fun.

00:44:29.420 Oh yeah.

00:44:29.680 And that's the best part about, uh, doing this stuff, just being wrong and then, uh, figuring it out in real time as, uh, as the audience dunks on you.

00:44:38.860 And I'll tell you what, I, I, I do have, I cannot stand the people, but I do have a growing soft spot for the little season.

00:44:48.500 I have to break the news here.

00:44:50.820 Um, it's a very compelling theory and it's, it's rich in its dynamicy, which is what makes it so fascinating.

00:44:57.960 That's not a word.

00:44:59.140 Dynamicy?

00:44:59.700 That's not a, no, I don't think that's a word.

00:45:01.120 Somebody Google that in the audience.

00:45:02.740 I, I'd be making up words, baby.

00:45:04.680 Um, it's very rich in its dynamicy.

00:45:06.600 How would you spell it?

00:45:07.460 Uh, fucking M-A-C-Y, D-Y-N-A-M-A-C-Y.

00:45:14.800 Is that fucking real?

00:45:16.040 Please Google that shit right now.

00:45:19.420 Uh, yeah.

00:45:22.040 Okay.

00:45:22.260 So here we go.

00:45:22.880 Let's, I'll just pull this up on the screen.

00:45:24.460 Yeah.

00:45:24.480 Tell me, tell me if it's real.

00:45:25.860 Okay.

00:45:26.100 So it says, if it seems like you might be asking about a word dynamicy, however, dynamicy is

00:45:29.900 not a recognized word in standard English.

00:45:32.040 Fuck you.

00:45:32.580 You demonic AI piece of shit.

00:45:34.200 Do you mean dynam, uh, dynamism or dynamic, uh, dynamism?

00:45:39.040 I like diamondism.

00:45:41.280 Dynamism.

00:45:42.220 Yeah.

00:45:42.880 Is it referred to how dynamic a thing is?

00:45:45.320 Yeah.

00:45:46.000 Okay.

00:45:46.280 So there you go.

00:45:47.340 Dynamicism.

00:45:47.800 What the fuck?

00:45:48.240 Whatever you said.

00:45:49.640 Um, dynamism.

00:45:52.000 I forgot what I was saying.

00:45:53.940 Dynamicy.

00:45:56.760 Dynamicy, baby.

00:45:57.860 Death, not a word.

00:45:58.660 Whatever, wedgiesaurus.

00:45:59.600 Look, it's a, if it's not a word, it should be a word.

00:46:02.000 You know what I fucking meant.

00:46:03.060 I had to stop you.

00:46:03.820 That was, that was egregious.

00:46:05.100 I let you get away with a lot of shit on this show.

00:46:07.320 You made that word up right there.

00:46:08.120 Yeah.

00:46:08.720 I was like, no, you can't do that.

00:46:10.740 Um, what was I talking about though?

00:46:12.060 I don't remember what I was talking about.

00:46:13.140 Uh, oh, oh, the little season and how, how, how much, uh, dynamicy, how much dynamicy

00:46:18.020 it has.

00:46:18.680 And, um, and I think that, you know, there is a problem, right.

00:46:23.020 When it's like, if you're, if you're not expecting Jesus to return in one context, you

00:46:27.960 might be fooled when he does or, or the other context.

00:46:30.240 But I think as long as you're constantly analyzing the situation that's unfolding around

00:46:35.320 you, which is to say, like, if Jesus did return, it would be a big fucking, it would

00:46:39.620 be all over the internet.

00:46:40.340 There'd be something going on and it would be up to us, uh, which is already what we do,

00:46:44.980 right?

00:46:45.140 Top it's we're sitting here sleuthing through this information, looking at it skeptically.

00:46:48.340 Trying to make our own mind up.

00:46:49.980 I think as long as you keep doing that, you're not going to miss anything.

00:46:52.960 Um, and so I do have a lot of, uh, I guess I'm not admiration, but I, I find it interesting.

00:47:00.900 I do find the little season very interesting.

00:47:02.620 I find the people who espouse it fucking insufferable.

00:47:06.780 I mean, insufferable.

00:47:08.200 There's one guy in particular, uh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh,

00:47:13.400 some shit like that on, uh, on Twitter who I like a lot.

00:47:16.300 He's a big supporter of the show.

00:47:17.900 And, um, he's also a supporter of timeline cleanse.

00:47:20.440 He's a really kind dude, but he presses me relentlessly, uh, and he, and he tiptoes on

00:47:25.820 the line of pissing me off with the things that he says, but I know that he means well.

00:47:29.840 So I always, you know, I'll grant him probably more grace, uh, than probably than, than you

00:47:35.380 would grant him.

00:47:35.920 Um, and so he realizes what he goes too far in fucking annoying me and he pulls back,

00:47:42.020 but then he comes back again and he's like, here's some more information.

00:47:44.160 I'm like, hate you.

00:47:46.200 He actually is a good point.

00:47:47.960 Let's, let's bring this up.

00:47:48.900 So you went to the bathroom before the show and, uh, this person that's that their name

00:47:53.320 is fuck your mother.

00:47:54.800 Can I read this?

00:47:55.980 Let me read it.

00:47:56.800 Yeah.

00:47:57.060 This fucking piece of shit.

00:47:58.160 David is our HR department.

00:48:00.200 He's very nice to you guys.

00:48:01.440 Pretty much.

00:48:01.760 He says, uh, this is from fuck your mother.

00:48:03.620 He says, uh, incredible.

00:48:06.040 You people keep pushing this astral projection thing.

00:48:08.120 Like it's all innocent.

00:48:09.440 Oh, we just don't understand.

00:48:10.940 It is all like, uh, your parents telling you not to cross the street.

00:48:15.320 It's not that it's evil to cross the street.

00:48:18.320 No, you just don't understand the dangers of it yet, bro.

00:48:22.300 I don't know if you people are purposely pushing this, but I find it highly suspicious at this

00:48:26.040 point.

00:48:26.740 Nowhere in the Bible does it say it's okay to engage in these things, regardless of your perceived

00:48:31.280 understanding of it, to which I said, shut the fuck up.

00:48:34.780 Yeah.

00:48:34.980 Please shut the fuck up.

00:48:36.600 Please don't be in my comments reprimanding me and please don't act like we're not constantly

00:48:41.140 cautioning people against these fucking practices.

00:48:44.840 You pussy.

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00:49:14.000 It is exhausting when, when these people come in and they, it's like, I don't know if you've

00:49:19.220 only ever seen one episode where we talked about it, but we talk about it a lot.

00:49:24.080 And I don't even know.

00:49:25.380 Somebody said Def Not, Def Not Token Oregano says we're in the Bible to say that it's not

00:49:28.840 okay.

00:49:29.000 I don't know.

00:49:29.540 I don't know.

00:49:30.280 I don't know.

00:49:30.880 But we tell people constantly that, you know, these realms are inhabited by things that

00:49:35.700 are very clever, very deceitful and ancient in nature.

00:49:39.780 And, and we're constantly telling people like, you don't probably have a good lifeline, you

00:49:46.380 know, in the way of like Jesus Christ to go and investigate these realms in a way where

00:49:50.760 you're going to be safe.

00:49:52.100 Bah, bah, bah, bah, bah.

00:49:52.680 I mean, I don't know what else you fucking want me to say.

00:49:55.240 Do you want me to just say it's evil and don't do it?

00:49:57.480 Because that lacks nuance and people aren't satisfied with that.

00:50:00.720 You dumbass.

00:50:01.520 I don't know if you know that, but if you just tell people just don't do a thing because

00:50:05.540 it's evil, that isn't a satisfactory explanation.

00:50:08.740 And so people are still going to do it because you didn't give them any fucking information.

00:50:12.640 So I try to have a nuanced take on why you shouldn't explore these realms and you come

00:50:16.840 and you fucking diarrhea all over my content or my comment section and you reprimand us

00:50:23.180 and you, and then you say that we're getting suspicious.

00:50:25.280 We're getting suspicious.

00:50:26.300 Like what?

00:50:26.860 Like we're astral realm feds, you dumb faggot.

00:50:30.120 It's fucking, it's exhausting.

00:50:31.620 And it's annoying.

00:50:31.980 We're going to have to edit this episode like crazy.

00:50:34.180 Maybe.

00:50:34.820 I think what he's saying to you is that he just wants you to apologize.

00:50:38.100 And I think.

00:50:38.660 Oh, I'm sorry.

00:50:39.560 Yeah, that's it.

00:50:40.240 He just wants us to apologize.

00:50:41.360 Guys, because I think, I feel like he like listened to an episode and we were like something

00:50:45.120 about astral projection and he was like, that's enough.

00:50:47.120 And he paused it.

00:50:48.280 He's like, I know what these guys are talking about now.

00:50:50.080 And then he just wrote this comment.

00:50:51.740 That's what happened here.

00:50:52.980 Yeah.

00:50:53.160 So I'm sorry.

00:50:54.140 Yeah.

00:50:54.560 I'm sorry.

00:50:54.980 You didn't read the rest of, or listen to the rest of the show.

00:50:57.580 There we go.

00:50:58.200 Wedgysaurus nailed it.

00:50:59.340 Shills for big astral.

00:51:00.480 That's who we work for.

00:51:01.560 Baby is big astral.

00:51:02.820 You fucking dumb queer.

00:51:04.520 Yeah.

00:51:04.960 I'm actually a trillionaire in the astral realm.

00:51:07.800 I'm actually a trillionaire.

00:51:09.540 I'm a spiritual trillionaire.

00:51:10.620 A spiritual trillionaire, baby.

00:51:12.020 You guys have a silver cord that tethers you to your body.

00:51:14.880 Ours is gold and diamond encrusted.

00:51:18.040 Yeah.

00:51:18.720 Okay.

00:51:19.580 We're going to go ahead and read.

00:51:20.880 This is from January 13th.

00:51:22.420 We're moving right along to Matt.

00:51:23.840 Okay.

00:51:24.520 Matt, Matt, January 13th.

00:51:26.120 Let me find that one real quick.

00:51:27.140 I put it in the private chat.

00:51:28.460 You could go ahead and pull it up.

00:51:29.340 There it is.

00:51:29.800 All right.

00:51:30.520 I got it.

00:51:30.760 Hi, Matt.

00:51:31.720 I don't know why.

00:51:32.540 He says that his grammar is bad, but some of this is in regular font.

00:51:37.180 Some of it's bold.

00:51:38.360 None of it's really the same size.

00:51:40.240 He says, I'm going to try my best with grammar, and grammar is spelled wrong.

00:51:45.620 Yeah.

00:51:48.020 I like this guy.

00:51:49.960 I like this guy.

00:51:51.020 I'm going to try my best with grammar immediately wrong.

00:51:54.380 So I'm not expecting much, but it does look like there's paragraphs in this submittal.

00:52:00.100 So that's nice.

00:52:02.060 Like I said, improper paragraphs, but I'm kind of retarded.

00:52:04.640 So bear with me.

00:52:05.300 We're going to bear with you here.

00:52:06.840 So this is not in bold.

00:52:08.660 I don't know if that matters.

00:52:10.480 He says, so this was about 10 or 11 years ago.

00:52:14.520 I was in a bad spot and pretty much going throughout life retarded.

00:52:19.460 Nice.

00:52:19.880 I had recently lost my dad.

00:52:21.260 Sorry about that.

00:52:22.040 And recently didn't, and really didn't care much about anything instead of getting high.

00:52:28.240 I was mainly doing trippy shit, but was shooting H and smoking crack from time to time.

00:52:36.220 So I was already heavy into the drug world.

00:52:38.640 Laura, these are the people that listen to the show.

00:52:40.920 So if you are also a crackhead or a spice addict.

00:52:44.720 Or if you're slamming H.

00:52:46.460 You're slamming hard H.

00:52:48.080 Yeah.

00:52:48.760 Come on over.

00:52:49.900 This is the show for you.

00:52:51.960 Jesus.

00:52:52.900 I've never done any hard drugs in my life.

00:52:54.960 So I'm just going to say that David was a homeless crackhead for a little while, but that's fine.

00:52:58.800 I never did crack, but I did ecstasy, mushrooms, cocaine, marijuana, alcohol.

00:53:06.420 And well, I guess ecstasy is the same thing as Molly.

00:53:10.480 I did quite a bit of Molly.

00:53:11.720 Uh, and then I got, I got robbed once for fake acid tabs.

00:53:15.100 So that doesn't count.

00:53:16.600 Okay.

00:53:17.080 They just gave me little pieces of construction paper that I put on my tongue and didn't do anything.

00:53:20.760 K2 as well.

00:53:21.660 Construction paper.

00:53:22.780 That's right.

00:53:23.440 Yeah.

00:53:23.680 K2 is a hell of a drug.

00:53:25.280 Now this is where the story gets interesting because, uh, I'd say about a third of this paragraph is a regular font.

00:53:32.060 And then the rest of it's bold.

00:53:33.740 That's because that's the fucking really crazy part.

00:53:35.900 He's like, this is shit.

00:53:36.860 I got to put this in thick letters, baby.

00:53:38.780 Thick letters.

00:53:39.320 And he decided that, uh, at this point he was like, you know what?

00:53:43.400 Thick.

00:53:44.280 The rest of it, the rest of it didn't hit as hard.

00:53:48.220 And also, I don't know why you didn't make the rest of it thick.

00:53:51.660 Okay.

00:53:52.220 All right.

00:53:52.440 Here we go.

00:53:53.540 So where this story begins is I was chilling with my buddy and he started showing me all these sheets of acid.

00:53:59.920 Oh, there you go.

00:54:01.020 Yeah.

00:54:01.280 He had to quote, he said, I got a Bible's worth of acid.

00:54:05.720 Kind of crazy.

00:54:07.320 Yeah.

00:54:07.440 Uh, well, it turns out this wasn't LSD.

00:54:10.400 It was.

00:54:10.980 And then here's where we get bold.

00:54:13.260 2CB mixed with some other research chemicals.

00:54:17.160 I do not know the name of.

00:54:18.880 Yeah.

00:54:20.000 I don't know what that means either.

00:54:21.400 It wasn't a bad experience off the, uh, off the bat.

00:54:25.740 Okay.

00:54:26.220 Off the bat.

00:54:26.840 Right.

00:54:27.820 Okay.

00:54:28.920 Off the bat.

00:54:29.880 I ate it every weekend for about two months and nothing crazy.

00:54:34.580 You know what?

00:54:35.020 I'm going to move it over here.

00:54:35.800 So I look at the camera, right?

00:54:36.780 I really like that.

00:54:37.900 He's like, you know, you're doing heroin and you're doing crack and now you're doing 2CB,

00:54:44.560 whatever the hell that is.

00:54:45.540 But you're like only on the weekends.

00:54:48.180 Only the weekends.

00:54:48.940 I'm not fucking crazy.

00:54:50.260 I'm not an, I'm not an animal.

00:54:51.620 Only on the weekends.

00:54:52.300 I have shit to do.

00:54:53.040 I like Matt already.

00:54:56.460 I like Matt a lot.

00:54:57.640 Okay.

00:54:58.000 Here we go, Matt.

00:54:58.720 Let's, uh, let's, let's read this.

00:55:01.100 I don't like your, uh, choices of, of like the, because when something's in bold, I immediately

00:55:06.960 think like, this is important, but now I'm very shouty.

00:55:10.260 Yeah.

00:55:10.880 Okay.

00:55:11.180 The whole thing's important.

00:55:12.620 I guess it is.

00:55:13.540 Yes.

00:55:13.760 That's why you're writing here.

00:55:14.620 Okay.

00:55:14.840 Okay.

00:55:15.420 Uh, every day he ate it for about two months.

00:55:17.100 Nothing crazy.

00:55:18.180 Uh, and nothing.

00:55:19.820 Every weekend.

00:55:20.620 Not every weekend.

00:55:21.600 Yeah.

00:55:22.720 I had my doubts that it was real LSD because something just seemed off about it.

00:55:27.640 Not off enough to stop eating it though.

00:55:29.820 Amazing.

00:55:32.300 These stories are crazy, dude.

00:55:33.880 I love it.

00:55:34.520 I love it.

00:55:35.720 One summer day.

00:55:36.420 This is also in bold.

00:55:37.380 The rest of the story is in bold.

00:55:38.440 I don't know why.

00:55:39.460 It's all summer day.

00:55:40.680 Uh, bro comes over and says, I pressed some triple strength ones, bro.

00:55:44.900 Only eat one.

00:55:46.320 So needless to say, I ate four.

00:55:49.320 Fuck yeah, dude.

00:55:50.300 Hell yeah.

00:55:51.300 We headed to the bar to, wow, to drink.

00:55:54.280 I think so he could sell more acid, but I don't remember.

00:55:57.640 Uh, halfway into my first beer, it hit me.

00:56:00.700 And it was unlike any onset I had ever experienced.

00:56:04.280 I don't know how to describe it, but I knew it was leaving.

00:56:08.420 I knew I was leaving my buddy soon.

00:56:11.120 Oh, wow.

00:56:12.660 That's weird.

00:56:13.520 Yeah.

00:56:13.840 I grabbed my buddy's arm and said, dude, something ain't right.

00:56:18.700 He was puzzled and kind of thought I was fucking with him.

00:56:21.840 Uh, but he drove me home and walked me inside.

00:56:25.360 The last thing I remember before going full trip and leaving my body is projectile vomiting

00:56:31.220 everywhere.

00:56:32.660 Yeah.

00:56:33.180 I've never puked on this shit up until this point.

00:56:35.860 Damn.

00:56:36.820 This is a, this is a bad trip.

00:56:38.580 This is now, this is where the story gets wild.

00:56:40.660 Uh, I went into a full blown out of body trip, which had only, okay.

00:56:48.160 Yeah.

00:56:48.300 Yeah.

00:56:48.420 I'm sorry.

00:56:49.280 I like how he misspelled, which it's like a stranger one.

00:56:52.680 We hit it.

00:56:53.240 Yeah.

00:56:53.760 We hit it.

00:56:54.460 We hit it.

00:56:55.160 Which I had only experienced on salvia up until this point.

00:57:00.420 Uh, but this wasn't a 10 minute salvia trip.

00:57:02.540 It lasted like eight hours.

00:57:04.080 Damn.

00:57:05.080 That's the worst.

00:57:05.960 I remember opening my eyes and I see this blue light and nothing but black around it.

00:57:11.820 It started communicating with me, telling me how I have, uh, I have died due to bad drugs.

00:57:18.580 It's like, yo bro, you're dead due to bad drugs.

00:57:22.200 Yeah.

00:57:23.600 Uh, and it sent me to revise multiple points of my life as well, as well as showing me what

00:57:29.020 was going on in real life with Titch was me lying on the floor in the fetal position while

00:57:35.700 my buddy was screaming on the phone saying, what the fuck is in that shit?

00:57:39.440 He's dying.

00:57:40.580 Damn.

00:57:41.540 But, uh, this wasn't what was happening in real life.

00:57:45.560 In real life, I was screaming at my friend that I had died.

00:57:48.540 While he confusingly stared at me, he continued to mop up my vomit.

00:57:58.740 Oh my God.

00:58:00.140 The entity I was speaking to kept repeating, nothing you were ever told is real.

00:58:05.240 Not even like just little stuff?

00:58:07.520 Like, um, it's nice outside?

00:58:10.000 Yeah, it's, what time is it?

00:58:11.260 I guess even the time is wrong.

00:58:12.660 I've been messed up the last couple of days because of, uh, I think because they, maybe

00:58:17.260 because they changed the time, maybe because, uh, they keep spraying stuff on us.

00:58:21.480 I don't know.

00:58:21.800 I don't know.

00:58:22.540 Why not?

00:58:22.820 Yeah.

00:58:24.160 One of these things has been messing me up for the last time.

00:58:27.060 Anyway, um, so, uh, what did he say?

00:58:31.040 Nothing is real life.

00:58:32.760 Nothing is, uh, nothing is real.

00:58:34.740 I went back and forth with the entity begging for a second chance, uh, of life.

00:58:38.920 And it kept showing me deeply disturbing things.

00:58:41.860 I'm not purposely leaving out details.

00:58:43.900 I don't remember what it showed me, but whatever it was freaked me out.

00:58:47.260 Finally, I, you know, how fucked up is that?

00:58:49.600 Okay.

00:58:49.920 So you, you die, right?

00:58:51.540 And you see this, uh, light that's talking to you.

00:58:54.460 And at first it's like, Hey dude, you've died due to bad drugs.

00:58:58.560 And you're like, what the fuck?

00:58:59.960 And then it just starts showing you.

00:59:01.560 It's just green text.

00:59:02.580 So you have died.

00:59:03.680 Bad dysentery.

00:59:04.880 Also bad drugs.

00:59:06.300 And then it's like, and then it's like, um, Hey, by the way, nothing you were ever told

00:59:09.620 was real.

00:59:10.160 Look at this disturbing thing.

00:59:11.340 Look at this disturbing thing.

00:59:12.600 Look at this disturbing thing.

00:59:14.000 I just, I mean, that's a, uh, this guy's kind of an asshole.

00:59:16.860 This entity.

00:59:17.480 It's hilarious.

00:59:18.180 It's what I do if I was an entity.

00:59:20.180 Oh yeah.

00:59:20.700 You just had time to fuck with dead people.

00:59:22.420 Yeah.

00:59:22.940 Yeah.

00:59:23.160 Just screw with you.

00:59:23.920 Well, he's, he was alive.

00:59:25.180 All right.

00:59:25.440 So, uh, finally I said, fuck you.

00:59:27.800 You aren't even God.

00:59:28.860 You can't do shit to me.

00:59:30.280 What titch was a weird.

00:59:33.340 Like, how do you keep spelling this word wrong, Matt?

00:59:35.580 We're going to, we're going to figure it out.

00:59:36.800 I like that.

00:59:36.940 He started that though.

00:59:37.900 He has like a bit of dyslexia, like I before E is not something that he remembers, but

00:59:43.320 that's okay.

00:59:44.000 I'm, I'm also retarded.

00:59:45.480 Uh, but I just love that it started off being like, Hey, uh, please excuse my gramier.

00:59:53.280 Gramer.

00:59:53.980 Please excuse my grammar.

00:59:55.860 And I'm like, all right, I get it right from the jump.

00:59:57.620 I get it.

00:59:58.460 Please excuse my grant.

00:59:59.900 Uh, what is that?

01:00:00.780 My grimoire.

01:00:01.740 That's a banger.

01:00:02.400 Please excuse my grimoire.

01:00:04.040 And then like a picture of like a, like some people sacrificing children.

01:00:06.960 Um, all right.

01:00:07.940 He's felt it right.

01:00:08.540 I don't know what he means though.

01:00:09.920 Yeah.

01:00:10.060 He's a grimoire Nazi.

01:00:11.100 Okay.

01:00:12.100 Uh, so he says, uh, it was weird for him because I didn't even believe in God at the point.

01:00:16.800 But as soon as I said that it vanished and everything went back to normal.

01:00:20.460 Huh?

01:00:21.720 Interesting.

01:00:22.360 So we're finding out maybe not only, uh, the name of Jesus works, but also just saying

01:00:27.000 stuff about God also works.

01:00:29.160 Or maybe, maybe more accurately as, as saying things about its nature that are true.

01:00:35.200 Hmm.

01:00:35.680 Like you, you're gay.

01:00:37.660 You're gay.

01:00:38.900 I bet you that would work.

01:00:40.760 You're not what you say you are.

01:00:42.360 You are.

01:00:42.960 Very interesting.

01:00:44.020 So I told my buddy, Hey, sorry, I was having a bad trip, but that shit ain't acid.

01:00:48.700 It's got some weird chemical in it.

01:00:50.920 And no one believed me till months later when whoever he was getting it from straight up

01:00:55.500 said, yeah, bro, that those are research chemicals.

01:00:58.660 And I said it was acid.

01:01:00.800 Uh, I never said it was LSD.

01:01:02.460 So I guess there's a difference between acid and LSD.

01:01:07.140 I don't know what the hell LSD even stands for.

01:01:10.740 Um, um, maybe acid is more just a descriptive for some sort of hallucinogen, but LSD is a

01:01:18.040 much more specific chemical compound.

01:01:19.980 Yeah.

01:01:20.840 Let's see what LSD stands for.

01:01:22.480 I guess so.

01:01:23.800 Uh, lysergic acid dimethylamide.

01:01:27.700 Latter Saints Day.

01:01:29.160 It's the, the church of Latter Saints Day.

01:01:32.100 Right.

01:01:32.640 Oh, that's not what it means.

01:01:33.960 Yeah.

01:01:34.160 So lysergic, uh, lysergic dimethylamide.

01:01:38.880 That's what it means.

01:01:40.660 Spice King said little stupid David.

01:01:43.920 Very insulting Spice King.

01:01:45.260 Okay.

01:01:45.740 Um, so then he goes, I've been back and forth debating since then, if it was just the bad

01:01:50.780 effects from a chemical cocktail or if I was actually communicating with something since

01:01:55.100 finding your shows, I've decided it was the latter.

01:01:58.920 Nice.

01:01:59.720 I love this guy.

01:02:00.560 Well, he said, well, that's all he's got.

01:02:07.880 And he just writes Matt in bold letters.

01:02:09.560 Yeah, Matt.

01:02:10.420 Fuck.

01:02:10.680 Yeah.

01:02:10.800 I would say, why not?

01:02:12.640 Why not both Matt?

01:02:13.980 I mean, obviously you were on a chemical cocktail and obviously you were communicating with some

01:02:18.820 shit that was trying to lie to you about its nature.

01:02:21.020 And I, I kind of like, so when people do a DMT, the, the machine elves and shit, they

01:02:26.960 have like a, like, um, it's not just that there's a jester present, right?

01:02:32.500 Something that looks like a jester while you're there, but it also has that like mockery.

01:02:37.040 Yeah.

01:02:37.480 You know, in its personality, it'll, it'll, uh, make fun of you.

01:02:41.500 It'll, apparently there's even ones where they'll just give you the finger.

01:02:44.180 Like one of them, I forgot who it was.

01:02:45.960 Somebody was talking about their DMT experience.

01:02:47.540 It might've been Rogan where like the fucking, the jesters were just flipping them off.

01:02:52.980 Just like, ah, fuck you.

01:02:54.880 Uh, which is kind of funny.

01:02:56.060 And I like to think like, yeah, if you were, uh, relegated to a prison realm and every once

01:03:01.920 in a while, a human being popped in and you knew there wasn't much you could do, you have

01:03:05.760 like an option.

01:03:06.340 You can try to like corrupt his mind and possess him.

01:03:09.640 And, but if you even get the sense that like, that's not going to work with this one, maybe

01:03:13.440 instead you just troll him.

01:03:15.160 You're fucking dead, dude.

01:03:16.580 My own, my own at every family party, uh, you, you met her the other day.

01:03:21.840 Um, the one, the haunted one, but she's always like, Oh, let's take some pictures.

01:03:25.760 Right.

01:03:26.180 And it's like, then she gets the family all day.

01:03:28.280 Like people are talking and she's, then she makes everybody stand up and everyone has to,

01:03:32.340 yeah, it's the worst.

01:03:33.300 So in every one of those pictures, I just like the middle finger ruin the picture.

01:03:39.280 And she, cause she wants to put it on Facebook and it's like, so I get the inclination of

01:03:43.140 like, like I'm just, cause I'm trapped here in this realm that she's creating.

01:03:46.580 Created for me now where I have to like, this realm she created.

01:03:50.820 Yeah.

01:03:51.080 Oh my God.

01:03:53.220 Yeah.

01:03:53.440 I don't know.

01:03:53.920 I, I think, um, he's trapped me in an astral realm, which is Facebook.

01:03:57.400 And I have to be in here in this picture for likes.

01:04:01.680 Cause I know what you're doing it for.

01:04:02.940 You don't care.

01:04:03.580 Like the, these things are fungible.

01:04:05.280 You're going to throw this stuff out.

01:04:06.920 And, uh, yeah, it's just very nice.

01:04:08.420 Every so often, just a little, and then she goes, damn it.

01:04:12.420 Damn it.

01:04:12.900 You really get so mad.

01:04:14.580 And I was like, well, you know, you use that picture.

01:04:17.400 Cause I know you don't have editing skills.

01:04:20.440 What was that?

01:04:21.340 I said, it's gotta be funny when it gets through.

01:04:23.100 Oh, all the time.

01:04:24.280 Yeah.

01:04:24.860 Yeah.

01:04:25.140 Yeah.

01:04:25.340 They, they get through all the time.

01:04:26.680 Um, all right.

01:04:27.880 All right.

01:04:28.280 Thank you, Matt.

01:04:29.420 Wait, why did I make it?

01:04:30.900 Spice King says I made MK Ryan leave the, the dangerous retards chat.

01:04:34.260 Why did I do that?

01:04:34.940 I didn't, I love MK Ryan.

01:04:36.500 MK Ryan, uh, unsubbed from the Patreon for whatever reason.

01:04:40.420 I saw that I was like, maybe he's broke and, uh, I guess he left the dangerous retards.

01:04:45.460 And maybe he didn't like something we said.

01:04:46.740 I don't know.

01:04:47.460 That's probably, that's pretty understandable.

01:04:48.680 I'm sure I said something, uh, terrible.

01:04:51.280 Yeah.

01:04:51.620 What did we say?

01:04:52.200 MK Ryan.

01:04:53.180 I love him.

01:04:53.800 Ryan, come back, please.

01:04:54.620 Okay.

01:04:55.820 Uh, thank you, Matt.

01:04:56.980 That was, that was wonderful, Matt.

01:04:59.380 How's it?

01:05:00.080 That's really what this show is about.

01:05:02.760 What, uh, saying crazy things and making people run away for us or do an LSD.

01:05:07.420 Yeah.

01:05:07.780 No, it's about like, I don't know.

01:05:09.660 That kind of experience, like what happened here?

01:05:12.000 We don't know.

01:05:13.380 And, uh, I thought it was great.

01:05:15.440 All right.

01:05:15.920 So we got another, uh, submission from, he's going to call himself empty one 13, uh, empty

01:05:23.800 one 13.

01:05:24.540 Is it?

01:05:25.000 Nope.

01:05:25.300 That's John.

01:05:26.940 Yeah.

01:05:27.180 That's it.

01:05:27.600 I just, that's his name.

01:05:29.140 So I'll start it off.

01:05:30.740 And this is what he says in bold letters and, and also a larger font, dear, dangerous retards

01:05:36.280 comma next sentence.

01:05:38.880 Please don't dox me.

01:05:40.680 I was a soft doxing.

01:05:42.300 I'll have you.

01:05:43.600 It was a soft doxing.

01:05:45.200 It was not my, my, uh, my intent.

01:05:47.860 Well, sorry.

01:05:50.660 Um, I should have said something before he, he went ahead and read that soft one.

01:05:55.720 He said, don't, don't dox me.

01:05:57.380 Not don't soft dox me.

01:05:58.520 That's fine.

01:05:58.960 All right.

01:05:59.240 Let's keep it going.

01:06:00.440 Okay.

01:06:00.720 So, uh, dear dangerous retards, please don't dox me.

01:06:05.020 I'm probably going to go entirely too far and too deep.

01:06:08.060 This is what we're here for.

01:06:09.080 Yeah.

01:06:09.680 Uh, I tried to get this out once on Merkel's show.

01:06:14.240 We're just fucking, we're just Merkel's garbage men.

01:06:17.880 Merkel's sloppy seconds.

01:06:19.300 We're just picking up his trash off the curb.

01:06:22.080 Yeah.

01:06:22.640 One man's trash is another man's treasure and we treasure you.

01:06:27.220 Yeah.

01:06:27.580 Honestly, if, if Merkel doesn't pick you up, I think you do deserve this show.

01:06:31.060 Merkel's rejects.

01:06:31.740 I think so.

01:06:31.860 Yeah.

01:06:32.620 Yeah.

01:06:33.940 Shoot for the stars and you may end up on NDS.

01:06:38.460 Yeah.

01:06:39.080 All right.

01:06:39.400 Here we go.

01:06:39.980 Uh, that wound up going kind of poorly.

01:06:42.320 I wonder what happened.

01:06:43.600 So it had been rescheduled multiple times.

01:06:45.760 And I remember on the members episodes where Tony said that if he cancels, it's either because

01:06:50.820 he thinks something is wrong, like demonic or that you're lying.

01:06:54.840 Okay, cool.

01:06:55.620 So we're reading a demonic liar.

01:06:58.620 I think that's what Tony thinks of me.

01:07:00.380 John.

01:07:01.320 Should we know?

01:07:03.260 Soft dox motherfucker.

01:07:05.040 Yeah.

01:07:05.520 Add to that.

01:07:06.240 I was, I was starstruck and incredibly nervous.

01:07:09.460 I had just received a completed edited manuscript back from my editor who thought the book was

01:07:14.180 good.

01:07:15.400 Oh, so there's a book.

01:07:16.580 Oh, cool.

01:07:17.700 Yeah.

01:07:17.880 And then I completely forgot what to say, uh, forgot to say what was at the time the most

01:07:24.940 important thing that had happened to me.

01:07:26.800 Ah, that sucks.

01:07:27.860 I have, sorry about that, dude.

01:07:29.680 That fucking sucks.

01:07:30.980 So he was on the show talking about his book and it never aired.

01:07:34.120 Well, go on and read the next sentence because he kind of explains it.

01:07:38.140 I just came away feeling that I failed to capture and convey what I intended to.

01:07:41.600 So I ended up asking Tony to not air that episode, feeling that I failed to contribute to the

01:07:47.700 conversation in a meaningful way.

01:07:50.160 Interesting.

01:07:51.080 On the off chance that Tony is listening, he's not listening.

01:07:53.940 It's a very off chance.

01:07:55.920 Yeah.

01:07:56.240 He will not be listening to this.

01:07:59.240 Listen, if Tony got to this point in the episode, we are an hour, five minutes in and we've said

01:08:05.600 at least an hour and five minutes worth of racial slurs.

01:08:10.840 I don't think he's here.

01:08:12.620 Anyway, he's still a member.

01:08:14.060 I have no ill will toward him or his show.

01:08:16.720 And I'm sorry if I freaked you out when I sent a whole manifesto for poor Lindsay to read.

01:08:22.300 Yeah, that's all my bad, man.

01:08:25.500 Keep doing the Lord's work.

01:08:26.600 If it's any, uh, consolation, I also submitted my stories to, to Tony and, uh, and he simply

01:08:33.020 never responded at all, which made it that much more awkward when he eventually ended up

01:08:37.060 on our show getting interviewed by us.

01:08:39.120 And I just simply never brought up the fact that I emailed him my story.

01:08:42.680 Yeah.

01:08:43.440 Did you even tell him your story?

01:08:44.700 I don't think we did.

01:08:45.960 No, no, because it was clear by the lack of response to the email that he had no interest

01:08:50.320 in hearing the story.

01:08:51.100 And so I don't make a habit of, uh, sharing things with people that don't want it to be

01:08:56.620 shared with them.

01:08:57.260 It's a, it's a bad thing to do to somebody.

01:09:00.320 All right.

01:09:00.940 So John, uh, he got interviewed by Tony, wasted Tony's time and then asked him not to

01:09:07.040 air the episode.

01:09:09.200 Let's keep reading.

01:09:10.320 All right.

01:09:10.840 Let's give a little paragraph space here.

01:09:13.360 I'm a lifelong experiencer.

01:09:15.280 I couldn't put it all into one category other than high strangeness.

01:09:19.120 I've had so many experiences that run so much of the spectrum that I guess it probably does

01:09:23.320 sound like I'm lying.

01:09:24.740 We'll be the judge of that.

01:09:25.780 This is what this show's about.

01:09:27.300 Uh, it's finding out if you're lying.

01:09:29.260 Yeah.

01:09:30.020 If you're lying or on drugs or trying to sell books.

01:09:33.220 So let's see, you know, I would probably, and in fact, I did, uh, think that I was most

01:09:39.780 likely insane had it not been for a few shared experience that experiences that occurred throughout

01:09:44.620 my life combined with Tony show and other shows like your own.

01:09:48.820 If we could stop talking about Tony show, please would be good.

01:09:52.200 Yeah.

01:09:52.460 From now on, every time you see Tony show, just replace it with your show.

01:09:56.240 Make it, make the audience think he's talking about us.

01:09:58.720 Yeah.

01:09:59.200 I'm going to say, uh, and yeah, NDS, uh, even so part of this, part of me still assumes

01:10:04.600 that I am insane and that insanity is contagious or that maybe I am somehow projecting my delusion

01:10:09.720 so powerfully that other people can occasionally pick them up on their own.

01:10:13.820 Interesting.

01:10:14.760 I've been considering starting my own podcast.

01:10:16.940 In fact, I've recorded a year's worth of episodes with my best friend, but she got cold

01:10:21.720 feet.

01:10:22.200 So I guess I really do say some pretty crazy shit in it.

01:10:25.320 So you've recorded a year's worth of episodes and haven't released anything.

01:10:29.660 And at the end of the year, she was like, whatever you guys talked about, we're not

01:10:32.780 doing it.

01:10:33.180 Oh, great.

01:10:33.800 Tony's Tony's in the chat here.

01:10:35.480 He says, uh, I've been here the whole time and I'm rock hard.

01:10:39.060 Please don't go more than four hours or I'll have to go to the hospital about this, uh,

01:10:42.560 massive boner.

01:10:43.640 I get when I watch you guys XOXO.

01:10:46.040 Thank you, Tony.

01:10:46.480 Shout out Tony.

01:10:47.100 Thank you for that.

01:10:47.920 Uh, very much.

01:10:48.720 We're going to keep going.

01:10:49.600 We'll end about three and a half hours.

01:10:51.060 Um, so you did, this guy did an hour and he did a year of recording and then decided

01:10:56.860 to never release it.

01:10:58.280 You recorded with Merkel said, don't release.

01:11:00.520 I think you have an issue about release.

01:11:02.900 Yeah.

01:11:03.440 You got to release bro.

01:11:04.680 There's so much.

01:11:06.160 You got to drink, you got to drink the seed so much knowledge.

01:11:09.380 You got to release it, dude.

01:11:10.620 You have to release it.

01:11:11.540 Uh, I, I, to me, I wonder, um, if it really is that way, if his friend said no, or if

01:11:19.120 it's like some people I think, uh, kind of get cold feet, you know, I'm too stupid to

01:11:24.140 overthink shit.

01:11:25.320 So in many situations where I should be nervous, um, or probably shouldn't put out.

01:11:30.040 Oh, wait a minute preview.

01:11:32.920 Oh, I don't know.

01:11:34.020 Should we keep it going?

01:11:34.920 I mean, we've been giving these people an hour and 10 minutes.

01:11:37.000 Maybe we should just keep it going.

01:11:38.520 No.

01:11:39.560 All right.

01:11:39.880 Fuck them.

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01:11:57.080 I know I've got time.

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01:12:13.580 of the content that is there head on over guys and continue watching this.

01:12:18.540 Uh, are we shills for big Merkel or shills for big astral?

01:12:22.780 Uh, wedgie source says, I think we're more so shills for big astral, although this entire

01:12:27.340 episode has been a commercial for the confessionals.

01:12:28.920 Um, all right, guys, we'll see you later.

01:12:32.380 Let's keep it going.

01:12:34.680 Where did you leave off?

01:12:36.720 I'm deleting that off YouTube.

01:12:38.700 No more for you.

01:12:39.500 Why?

01:12:39.640 Because we said Jew a lot.

01:12:40.920 Oh, a lot.

01:12:42.200 Yeah.

01:12:42.460 More than, more than the Jews that own it would like.

01:12:45.240 Yeah, probably.

01:12:46.380 We're off.

01:12:47.000 Um, okay.

01:12:48.220 Where are we at?

01:12:48.880 Let's keep reading from John.

01:12:51.760 Uh, sorry.

01:12:52.940 Shit.

01:12:53.420 Soft doxed.

01:12:54.300 Soft doxed.

01:12:54.920 Whatever.

01:12:55.200 It's fine.

01:12:55.760 They don't know how to spell his name.

01:12:56.840 If this was just, maybe it's just a J O H N J O N.

01:13:00.080 Right.

01:13:00.260 We don't know.

01:13:01.020 Is it J H O N?

01:13:02.260 You ever see those Johns?

01:13:03.820 He's going to ask us to take this episode down.

01:13:08.580 All right.

01:13:09.080 So I guess I really do say some pretty crazy shit.

01:13:11.700 If I try to do this podcast with my wife, it'll probably end up in divorce, which leaves

01:13:15.600 me potentially just, uh, to potentially just rant, which he's doing here, which I'm being

01:13:21.120 on.

01:13:21.500 If I'm being honest, could also end in divorce.

01:13:23.860 Oh, I hope not.

01:13:24.920 I don't like divorce.

01:13:25.860 Divorce sucks.

01:13:26.980 Yeah.

01:13:27.200 Uh, so he'll just ramp on myself by himself on a microphone, which is a daunting proposition.

01:13:32.380 David does it every day.

01:13:33.540 Yeah.

01:13:34.420 Still, the compulsion is pretty strong and I may do so ultimately.

01:13:38.660 Dave, you're being called to doing that.

01:13:40.500 I think you should do it.

01:13:41.520 That's just my opinion.

01:13:42.540 If you have that notion at all, because I think you take for granted the fact that there

01:13:45.980 are like millions and millions of people walking around that don't have that notion

01:13:50.400 even a little bit.

01:13:51.700 So if you have it, that's kind of unique and you should probably make a move on it.

01:13:54.980 Um, Jew, Jew, they asked me, yeah, they asked me to do that.

01:13:59.860 Okay.

01:14:00.340 We're good.

01:14:00.720 Did you whisper Jew?

01:14:01.700 They just asked me to do that.

01:14:03.060 Well, Tony did.

01:14:04.380 Oh, shout out Tony.

01:14:05.900 All right.

01:14:06.440 Um, you want me to take over?

01:14:08.340 Please.

01:14:09.060 Where are we?

01:14:10.140 Uh, okay.

01:14:10.860 I will not write you a 50 page manifesto, but I will write you a five one.

01:14:14.800 Too late.

01:14:15.240 Motherfucker.

01:14:15.540 All right.

01:14:15.820 I will not write you a 50 page manifesto.

01:14:18.260 Having previously made the same mistake, uh, on the poor unsuspecting confessionals.

01:14:22.600 I will instead pick out a few highlights and just give the caveat that there was so much

01:14:27.180 more where this came from.

01:14:28.780 It's tied up in a lot of childhood trauma, many such cases, uh, which is retarded and

01:14:33.380 feels stupid to talk about.

01:14:34.540 So I won't.

01:14:35.340 Well, uh, that is, I can understand why it feels stupid and retarded, but it is an overwhelming

01:14:41.020 theme that you'll find in experiencers.

01:14:43.640 Oh, hold on a second.

01:14:44.780 We didn't read the super chat from, uh, Oh, okay.

01:14:48.280 I guess we'll read it now.

01:14:49.600 Um, let's read it.

01:14:51.440 Whiskers $20.

01:14:53.100 Thank you.

01:14:53.940 Uh, enjoying the show guys.

01:14:55.300 Why do you think Hollywood is constantly changing well-known white characters with red

01:14:59.620 hair to black?

01:15:01.060 Oh, that's an interesting, I feel bad.

01:15:02.820 We should answer that.

01:15:03.720 That's an interesting question.

01:15:04.560 I know what they're talking about.

01:15:05.940 I see it a lot.

01:15:07.100 I don't know if there's any actual spiritual implications as much as I think it is a,

01:15:12.460 uh, cultural engineering of, uh, of, of racial tensions.

01:15:16.100 Yeah, I don't, I don't really know why I know that it pisses me off.

01:15:20.900 So yeah, that's, Oh, that's all.

01:15:22.780 It's a $20 Canadian.

01:15:24.440 So it's like $3 American.

01:15:26.200 Well, that's all the answer we can give you then.

01:15:28.120 All right.

01:15:28.460 Let's keep reading.

01:15:29.200 Sorry.

01:15:29.400 $3 worth of answer.

01:15:33.660 I know, but I do think it's, I think it's to sow racial tensions, uh, as much as I feed

01:15:38.300 into racial tensions.

01:15:39.840 Uh, I also recognize that there's a, there's some aspect of, uh, those who control us that

01:15:46.440 would love us to be at odds with one another.

01:15:48.140 And I think somebody who beloved characters and you make them black, uh, who likes to

01:15:54.840 like really stir up racial tensions.

01:15:56.340 That's exactly what they're doing.

01:15:58.040 It's just weird that they do it with, uh, the red hair, white, red haired woman.

01:16:02.140 Yeah.

01:16:02.680 Oh, cause we were talking about the Celtics earlier.

01:16:06.040 So that ended up coming up.

01:16:07.400 And then of course it gets into a really weird thing where the red hair and the pale skin

01:16:11.880 is like Nephilim DNA.

01:16:13.560 And within their own lore, like the fae lore, there is a hybridization between these fae,

01:16:19.600 um, and human beings.

01:16:21.200 They can have offspring.

01:16:22.980 Right, right, right.

01:16:25.100 Well, I don't know.

01:16:26.380 I guess that's a satisfactory answer for a $3 super chat.

01:16:29.600 Let's hope you're satisfied.

01:16:31.500 Yeah.

01:16:37.000 David's trying to find where he was at.

01:16:38.580 I will not write you a 50 page manifesto.

01:16:40.820 I actually wasn't doing that at all.

01:16:41.860 I was, uh, watching myself make those facial expressions in the camera there.

01:16:44.940 I don't know why that happened.

01:16:45.760 Okay.

01:16:46.180 Um, podcasting, go ahead.

01:16:47.860 That's weird.

01:16:50.140 Okay.

01:16:50.560 So boom, boom, boom, boom, boom.

01:16:51.520 Okay.

01:16:51.780 Uh, suffice to say I grew up white trash.

01:16:54.640 My father was irreverent, was an irreverent drunk who could not hold a job.

01:16:59.280 And we lived in a trailer park conditions that go along with being the bottom rung of our

01:17:03.520 socioeconomic ladder.

01:17:05.640 Um, if you know, then you know what that is.

01:17:10.360 Uh, and if you don't, God bless you.

01:17:12.160 It's kind of difficult to choose what to talk about.

01:17:13.980 To be honest, I'll start with the, uh, fact that when I was a child, I would get phantom

01:17:19.680 fevers.

01:17:20.700 And with these fevers came hyper real hallucinations.

01:17:24.080 If they were hallucinations.

01:17:26.000 I can only remember one particular evening.

01:17:28.540 I saw the grim reaper in the corner of my room.

01:17:32.480 Uh, I hadn't know what it was.

01:17:36.480 I didn't know what it was or seen it before.

01:17:39.620 It was standing in the corner, slowly opening and closing its mouth and slicing its sight

01:17:45.580 through the air ever.

01:17:47.480 So slowly closer and closer to me.

01:17:50.200 I wanted to scream, but as was often the case, I couldn't get my throat to do more than a

01:17:55.120 slight crack and a muffled grunting.

01:17:57.340 I was not able to move.

01:17:59.460 Somehow I knew that if the scythe passed over my head, I would die.

01:18:02.480 My mom eventually popped into the room and clicked on the light and it was gone and I could move

01:18:08.240 again.

01:18:09.220 I remember the next day, one of her friends was visiting and I described what I saw.

01:18:13.760 My mom's friend then said, you saw the grim reaper to which my mom immediately said, shut

01:18:18.980 up hard, right?

01:18:20.960 I mean, we, I get it as a parent.

01:18:24.640 It's like, you don't even want them talking about it.

01:18:26.780 I'm always so mortified because when we go over your house, my son will lead, uh, you

01:18:31.640 know, cause he's older than your kids.

01:18:32.760 So he'll rally them together to go hunt some monster on your property or some shit like

01:18:37.660 that.

01:18:38.020 And then it turns out that your kids are then scared at night.

01:18:41.380 Uh, we've actually had to talk to my son about like, Hey, these, these, these kids are

01:18:45.120 younger than you.

01:18:45.860 You simply cannot go around talking about monster hunting and ghosts and shit like that because,

01:18:51.260 um, you know, much like yourself, they won't be able to sleep at night.

01:18:55.000 And so my son's been telling me about, uh, uh, horrifying clowns lately.

01:18:59.520 So I'm like, thanks, Jack.

01:19:01.340 I don't know.

01:19:01.920 I've never heard Jack talk about the clowns really.

01:19:04.380 Interesting.

01:19:05.080 He says he sees them in his dreams and I'm just like, yeah, let's, uh, that's not.

01:19:09.300 Yeah.

01:19:09.420 And then, and then you, and then you look at him and you go, shut up.

01:19:12.180 Right.

01:19:13.420 Because that's the only way to put a stop to this.

01:19:15.700 Um, she goes on to say, or he goes on to say rather, and that was how I learned what

01:19:20.480 the grim reaper was.

01:19:21.360 Other times my clothes would turn into slug or head creatures that would crawl around

01:19:27.420 my, in my open closet.

01:19:28.660 That's, uh, my clothes would talk, turn into slug or some other creature.

01:19:33.080 I don't know.

01:19:33.380 Head was probably a typo, uh, that would crawl around in my open closet.

01:19:37.000 I often saw colors, had intense vibrations in my hands or had portions of my body that

01:19:42.880 would feel as if they were gigantic.

01:19:44.660 Oh, I've had that.

01:19:46.680 Yeah.

01:19:47.620 Um, I have wondered if I was astral projection.

01:19:52.000 And I almost certainly was at other points in my life, but also my brain could have just

01:19:55.940 cooked itself to death.

01:19:57.860 Uh, eventually the fevers just stopped.

01:20:00.040 I mean, I would say that to me, it seems like you were, you know, in a thin veil situation.

01:20:05.880 Children are already much more perceptive to the spiritual realm.

01:20:09.960 Um, and, uh, if you're very sick and you're running fevers, that suggests that you probably

01:20:15.260 were, you know, certainly closer to death than you are in a healthy state.

01:20:19.580 And so in that way, I would, I would venture to, uh, believe that you, you thinned the veil

01:20:24.720 and that you were seeing real things.

01:20:26.920 Um, and that you're, you know, probably your, your state of, of constant being in a fever

01:20:33.820 and suffering causes a bit of a disassociation.

01:20:36.820 I'm realizing now, like that is what you have to stop your children from doing.

01:20:40.360 Um, you have to stop them from dissociating.

01:20:43.700 You have to stop them from being in any situation that's so traumatic that they withdraw within

01:20:49.920 themselves, uh, to get away from, you know, whatever is happening externally.

01:20:54.800 Uh, that is where a lot of these problems come in, but it's kind of fucked up because

01:20:59.420 if your kid just gets sick, well, that would a hundred percent cause, uh, uh, identity disassociation

01:21:05.720 disorder, right?

01:21:06.400 Like you're trying to, uh, slip out of this painful state.

01:21:12.000 Um, my mom once told me that you could gaze into a mirror and watch your reflection change.

01:21:16.660 Yes.

01:21:17.380 Don't do that.

01:21:19.320 Um, I started doing this sometimes.

01:21:21.300 You don't fucking listen to you.

01:21:22.960 Usually what would happen is the reflection would darken and my image would get a little

01:21:27.140 wiggly and you could see some features kind of shift.

01:21:29.880 Yeah.

01:21:30.280 Uh, it wasn't super clearly defined and was probably a form of self-pareil.

01:21:35.720 Self-hypnosis.

01:21:36.940 I have done this before.

01:21:38.580 And, uh, and if you do it in a dim bathroom, that's only lit by candlelight, it exacerbates

01:21:46.620 that phenomenon.

01:21:47.860 And, uh, and it's fucking terrifying.

01:21:50.940 It's terrifying.

01:21:52.860 Um, it wasn't super clearly defined and was probably some form of self-hypnosis.

01:21:58.400 Once I was hanging out a friend at a friend's house, uh, with two other kids and we were in

01:22:04.500 their parents' room.

01:22:05.160 I told them that I could do this and they called bullshit.

01:22:08.420 So before long, we were all lying down in front of the mirror.

01:22:10.980 I told them to keep staring and let my mind drip the way I had in the past.

01:22:16.460 All of a sudden my face distorted in a really horrific demonic way.

01:22:21.100 Yes.

01:22:21.340 Uh, the eyes and mouths were super exaggerated, almost like the old tragedy masks, um, on

01:22:28.400 the theater billboard.

01:22:29.300 Oh, okay.

01:22:29.700 Like, uh, laughter and sadness.

01:22:31.520 Yeah.

01:22:32.060 Uh, and bright neon goop started spilling from the eyes and mouth.

01:22:36.280 We all screamed and ran out of the room.

01:22:38.760 I never pulled that trick again.

01:22:40.580 And to this day, I'm afraid of mirrors.

01:22:42.880 I'll use them to do what needs to be done.

01:22:45.340 Uh, but I never look at it when I'm taking a piss at three in the morning and I don't spend

01:22:50.840 a lot of time on my appearance.

01:22:52.540 Yeah.

01:22:53.200 Uh, so that phenomenon is very real and, um, I would not recommend it, but anybody can

01:22:58.740 do this and, um, it's like easily accessible, but nobody is doing it.

01:23:05.100 And I would say the reason that nobody's doing this is because like, yeah, there's some part

01:23:08.360 of you that fucking knows like, yeah, I think I probably will see something and I don't want

01:23:12.420 to see that.

01:23:13.460 And even as adults, like I've done it, it's happened.

01:23:17.040 Um, so you ever see that optical illusion where you stare at a center point and the edges

01:23:21.980 of the circle start to vanish?

01:23:24.720 Yeah.

01:23:25.760 It's like that.

01:23:26.580 So what you do is you make, you maintain unbreaking eye contact with yourself and your eyes act

01:23:32.500 as that center point.

01:23:33.780 And then what happens is like the outer edges of the circle disappear, your facial features

01:23:38.540 start to go away and it becomes, uh, very, um, plain.

01:23:44.360 And then if you stare long enough, something else comes back in its place and replaces those

01:23:49.240 now, uh, diluted features and it is fucking demonic.

01:23:53.380 Like the face that starts to appear is kind of like yours, but it's very scary, very, um,

01:24:00.680 exaggerated and dramatic.

01:24:02.020 Like he's describing.

01:24:03.400 Um, and to the extent that like, yeah, I also never did it again, but I can tell you that

01:24:08.520 it works.

01:24:10.160 Your face starts to look like this girl.

01:24:12.100 Have you seen this girl's face?

01:24:13.400 What is up with her balloon head?

01:24:14.620 I don't know, dude, but it's, it is like very much like that.

01:24:17.840 Like if you just focused on the, just the facial features of a normal person and then

01:24:21.400 just drew a circle.

01:24:22.740 Like she's got like good skin.

01:24:25.060 Uh, she almost is like pretty, like a cartoon character.

01:24:28.060 Like if you were, if this bitch was in like Doug funny's world, you'd be like, that's

01:24:31.840 a pretty character.

01:24:33.420 But in human life, she's horrifying looking.

01:24:36.220 As she eats this scolding hot food, her, her head almost seems to get bigger.

01:24:40.600 Watch.

01:24:41.080 It's filling with steam.

01:24:42.020 It's filling with hot air.

01:24:45.460 It's just crazy.

01:24:47.940 It's like, yeah, like that's how I feel about this.

01:24:50.320 Like I've watched this video maybe 30 times.

01:24:53.400 Tony Merkel says, bitch looks like a lollipop.

01:24:55.480 She do be looking like a lollipop.

01:24:56.920 She does.

01:24:57.540 A lot of people are still saying like that they would though.

01:25:00.720 I mean, I think she's, she's pretty.

01:25:02.400 I, I, you know, if I was a single dude, I wouldn't.

01:25:05.240 Um, because I don't think I could get over the face.

01:25:07.240 And have a little bit of ketchup.

01:25:11.120 Ketchup.

01:25:12.020 And then she's British, which is very gross.

01:25:15.020 You haven't got, yeah.

01:25:16.940 And you haven't got gravy of yours.

01:25:18.640 Oh my God.

01:25:19.340 I hate these people.

01:25:20.580 It's a big, big, big balloon headed lady.

01:25:23.380 Huh?

01:25:23.980 Um, all right.

01:25:25.140 You want to pick this up here?

01:25:27.320 Yeah.

01:25:27.620 Uh, I think that for a lot of my life, I was demonically oppressed.

01:25:31.140 No shit.

01:25:31.900 I think that that's what that means.

01:25:33.340 I think if you look into a mirror and you see green ooze coming out of your eyes, it

01:25:37.120 means that there probably is a demon, like a latent demon out there and it's coming forward.

01:25:42.340 Yeah.

01:25:42.740 You're allowing, like, it's almost like he's allowing himself to, uh, fall back and whatever

01:25:47.600 is in him to come forward.

01:25:49.040 And that's, it is, it is a type of the, the mindset you get in, by the way, when you're

01:25:53.620 doing that, you start to dissociate.

01:25:55.800 I would imagine that that is what's happening there.

01:25:57.800 There's like a real weirdness in your psychology when you stare at your own reflection for too

01:26:02.600 long.

01:26:03.020 And it, it becomes, uh, an identity crisis.

01:26:06.520 Uh, so I would say there's like videos of, uh, I don't know, they have like, maybe they'll

01:26:12.540 have like a frog or something and they're trying to get this parasite out of it and

01:26:17.440 they have something else.

01:26:18.500 And it may be, it's like, uh, I don't know, some kind of salt or whatever it is.

01:26:22.040 And they're just like, they, they're holding the frog and the frog's like, like with his

01:26:25.760 mouth open and then they'll just do something and you'll see the thing come out and it

01:26:29.580 tries to eat whatever.

01:26:30.840 I feel like that's what you're doing with the mirror and you're like, you're, you're

01:26:36.380 drawing this thing out of you.

01:26:38.580 You should do it.

01:26:39.760 No, yeah, no, I don't think I'm going to do it.

01:26:41.960 Um, yeah, you do it now.

01:26:45.200 I already did it.

01:26:45.880 I don't like it.

01:26:46.920 I don't like that.

01:26:47.820 Yeah.

01:26:48.100 Maybe you won't see, maybe you won't, maybe you'll be like, that's retarded.

01:26:50.220 I didn't see shit.

01:26:51.040 And then, then that, that way I'll be like, oh, fucking I got demons.

01:26:56.000 I think everybody has, might have demons.

01:26:57.880 I think you, you constantly probably have to get the demons out of you.

01:27:02.340 I think it's parasites.

01:27:03.980 I think, uh, yeah.

01:27:06.340 It's, I think next time you do it, do it for the audience, do it in the mirror, but keep

01:27:10.040 your mouth open and keep like a, uh, like a piece of bread outside your mouth and see

01:27:14.960 if anything comes out of your throat.

01:27:17.120 Eats the bread.

01:27:17.940 All right.

01:27:20.020 I don't know why.

01:27:21.200 I don't know if, uh, it was because I was attracted.

01:27:24.260 I attracted it with my trauma.

01:27:25.920 If it was my stepdad's shit.

01:27:28.040 If I just inherited, inherited it through iniquity.

01:27:31.160 I have since learned that both sides of my family have these types of experiences.

01:27:35.100 Maybe someone was a witch.

01:27:37.080 The family line feels correct to me, but I don't know.

01:27:39.920 And my mother won't talk about it.

01:27:41.500 Although I've always felt she knows more than she lets on.

01:27:44.740 Interesting.

01:27:44.920 You know, what's funny, um, yesterday was my, uh, mom's birthday.

01:27:50.000 Uh, was it yesterday or the day before?

01:27:51.760 What's today?

01:27:52.180 Today's the 18th.

01:27:53.180 It was the day before yesterday was my mom's birthday.

01:27:55.020 And, um, my mom's father abandoned her when she was just a child, like a toddler.

01:27:59.780 And, uh, and she also had a sibling that was put up for adoption.

01:28:03.020 And those two like missing family links, um, you know, they become interesting to me from

01:28:08.220 time to time.

01:28:08.720 It's actually why I originally fell for the, uh, ancestry.com trap.

01:28:12.660 Well, all these years later and on the morning of my mother's birthday, I opened up my ancestry

01:28:19.420 for whatever reason.

01:28:20.760 I forget why exactly.

01:28:22.460 Um, uh, I was looking for something like pretty benign, uh, just like, I think my DNA makeup.

01:28:29.080 And I saw a message in there and this, and it's a message from a chick.

01:28:33.080 And she's basically saying she's trying to find out who her family is because her grandmother

01:28:39.800 was put up for adoption.

01:28:41.580 And, um, and the number one person that she has in common with me, this chick is my mother's

01:28:49.320 DNA, uh, and she's black, which is hilarious.

01:28:56.780 Cause I'm excited.

01:28:57.720 I'm like, Oh, this could be cool.

01:28:59.400 Wait till she finds my podcast.

01:29:01.380 Uh, and then I'll have to explain shit to another family member.

01:29:04.260 Uh, but I just thought that was fascinating.

01:29:05.820 Like on the morning of my mother's birthday, but I don't know who she is.

01:29:09.100 It just doesn't make sense.

01:29:10.660 It just doesn't make sense.

01:29:11.460 Uh, reparations or something like that.

01:29:13.700 Maybe you can prove it.

01:29:15.160 Well, yeah, it is.

01:29:16.500 It's an interesting thing.

01:29:17.760 Um, it just reminded me because, uh, we're, we're talking about whatever the generational

01:29:21.940 stuff and mom stuff.

01:29:23.300 All right.

01:29:23.520 Anyway, generational iniquities.

01:29:24.660 Like I'm related to a black person, generate, generational iniquities.

01:29:27.660 I'm pretty sure it's like 18 generations from that point are fucked.

01:29:32.040 Incredible.

01:29:32.440 Okay.

01:29:32.920 So at least your credit score.

01:29:34.780 All right.

01:29:34.920 So I guess, uh, I guess the next thing I'll tell you about is the time that my wife bought

01:29:38.460 a Ouija board in, uh, when we were 16.

01:29:41.760 Hmm.

01:29:42.380 Bad idea.

01:29:43.280 I had just left an abusive situation at home and was staying at a friend's basement.

01:29:47.240 To be fair, it was a party house.

01:29:49.240 Although I do not remember that we were partying at the time.

01:29:53.100 His younger sister was there and we didn't do anything crazy when she was around.

01:29:56.940 Anyway, I bought the board and we're sitting there in the sunroom, getting ready to play

01:30:01.560 with it.

01:30:02.160 And it slid about an inch on its own.

01:30:04.760 That was enough for us.

01:30:05.940 We all said, fuck it and put it away.

01:30:07.980 Then we went our separate ways.

01:30:09.420 I went down to the basement and was laying on the bed on the floor when the basement

01:30:14.460 door slowly creaked open like an inch.

01:30:16.780 And I thought I could see someone peeking through.

01:30:19.140 I laugh and told my friend to quit messing with me.

01:30:21.780 Uh, the door slowly swung all the way open so that I could clearly see that there was

01:30:26.840 no one there.

01:30:28.000 Then it slammed shut so hard the whole house shook.

01:30:31.800 Damn.

01:30:32.880 My friend was in a, a four level home.

01:30:35.380 And next I heard, uh, next I heard house shaking booms slowly up every step of the four steps

01:30:42.520 of the house.

01:30:44.280 You could feel the power and size of whatever it was with every stomp.

01:30:48.560 I laughed where I was terrified of moving.

01:30:52.220 Eventually about 15 minutes later, my friend came down from the stairs, uh, the upstairs bathroom

01:30:57.100 where he had been looking terrified and asked me if I'd done that.

01:31:00.680 I told him I didn't move from that spot.

01:31:04.660 What's interesting about this is that after about two years, uh, after two years after

01:31:10.400 this incident, my friend remembered and I occasionally asked them about it to check in.

01:31:15.800 Eventually though, they said they didn't remember.

01:31:18.480 That's weird.

01:31:19.580 Yeah.

01:31:19.780 Huh?

01:31:20.420 So they do remember.

01:31:21.620 And then after a while they just, uh, slipped their mind.

01:31:24.540 There's something about that.

01:31:25.660 I have a friend who saw what I still, I think it was an alien.

01:31:29.260 In fact, I was listening to Tony Merkel show the other day and that, that concept of like

01:31:34.240 running water being like a divisive or a line of division between one realm and another.

01:31:40.300 Sometimes, uh, I realized that where I saw this thing was on the other side of a makeshift

01:31:47.940 bridge that went over a body of water and all my friends were on one side of it and me

01:31:53.840 and my buddy were the only ones that were on the other side.

01:31:56.200 And, uh, when I asked him about it, I would check in with him occasionally over time.

01:32:01.580 Like this guy did.

01:32:03.020 And his, his story used to be like, I don't know what we saw.

01:32:08.300 I remember it, but I don't know what we saw.

01:32:10.820 And he was uncomfortable talking about it, which I found so fascinating because I wasn't

01:32:14.920 at all, you know, I, I like, it doesn't seem like something you'd be uncomfortable

01:32:18.960 talking about.

01:32:19.900 So in hindsight, I see that theme now, but at the time I was like, what the fuck do

01:32:24.360 you mean?

01:32:24.620 Like we saw something weird in the woods.

01:32:25.920 Why don't you want to talk about this?

01:32:27.640 And, uh, and he would say things like, I don't like thinking about it, but he said that he

01:32:31.640 couldn't remember what he saw.

01:32:32.900 And then eventually over the next few years, if I checked in with him again, he would just

01:32:37.020 say like, yeah, I don't remember.

01:32:38.760 Like he wouldn't elaborate.

01:32:40.280 There was nothing else to talk about.

01:32:41.400 Yeah.

01:32:42.400 Yeah.

01:32:43.100 Yeah.

01:32:43.500 I don't know why I, I never forgot it's burned into my mind forever.

01:32:47.560 Yeah.

01:32:48.440 He says, I I've noticed this has happened a few times over the course of my life.

01:32:52.340 There've been other occasions where a witness shared the experience with me, but saw something

01:32:55.900 different than what I saw.

01:32:57.420 I have some theories on why this might be, but I don't know any more than anyone else does.

01:33:02.220 So I guess I'll just keep my crackpot ideas to myself for now.

01:33:05.420 Uh, yeah, good.

01:33:06.420 Um, the book I wrote is not a true story, but it's heavily inspired by my life experience

01:33:15.160 and how I think stuff works.

01:33:16.980 I believe that these entities are demonic and they influence us.

01:33:20.260 They manipulate us.

01:33:21.680 Uh, they then use our energy to manifest in this realm.

01:33:25.020 I don't know if that's the only type there is, but I do believe it's what I've been dealing

01:33:30.580 with most of my life.

01:33:31.680 The book, the book imagines what would happen in the event that my demons won and when the

01:33:38.820 fallout and then the fallout on how it impacts my family.

01:33:43.060 I think it's pretty bad-ass.

01:33:45.260 Uh, the editor injured thought, what does that mean?

01:33:49.160 The editor injured?

01:33:50.160 I think it's a typo.

01:33:50.940 Okay.

01:33:51.340 Uh, thought it was pretty bad-ass as well.

01:33:54.020 So I guess it, uh, but I can't seem to get anyone to look at it for publishing.

01:33:58.420 So it just lives on a file of my desktop and will probably die with me.

01:34:03.560 The point of that is-

01:34:04.680 Isn't it relatively easy to, to, uh, publish your own book now on Amazon?

01:34:08.400 Yeah, dude.

01:34:09.000 I, this guy has some issues.

01:34:10.360 He has issues with release.

01:34:12.280 Um, yeah, you got to release dude.

01:34:14.320 And I'm not one typically I'm, I'm, I'm an advocate for retention, but, uh, in this

01:34:18.600 particular instance, I think you just got to let it loose, dude.

01:34:21.420 Yeah.

01:34:21.960 Uh, maybe, uh, we should check out the book.

01:34:25.360 Uh, who knows, he'll, we'll probably read and get demonically and infested.

01:34:29.200 Um, fantastic.

01:34:30.560 Yeah.

01:34:30.840 Fantastic.

01:34:31.400 The point is to say this.

01:34:32.320 I think that, uh, this thing is killing me.

01:34:34.720 The thing's goal is to kill him.

01:34:36.700 Is to kill him.

01:34:37.440 Yeah.

01:34:37.580 I think that's the goal for all these things to kill all of us.

01:34:40.960 Yeah.

01:34:41.160 I got to make a peepees real quick.

01:34:42.360 I'll be right back.

01:34:43.160 Okay.

01:34:43.560 I'll continue reading.

01:34:44.880 Have fun.

01:34:45.480 I, then you got to give me a synopsis when I come back.

01:34:48.120 Now I have to give this guy a synopsis when he comes back to, maybe we should do something

01:34:51.400 else.

01:34:51.760 What do you guys want to do?

01:34:52.660 Should we play a game?

01:34:53.460 Um, no one's going to answer me.

01:34:56.080 Of course, uh, nah, we're going to keep reading.

01:35:00.580 We'll just keep going.

01:35:01.660 Uh, all right.

01:35:02.580 So he says, my wife's family eventually let me move into their basement.

01:35:06.360 I'll never know why they allowed a 16 year old's boyfriend to move into their basement,

01:35:09.980 but I thank God they did.

01:35:11.740 I needed help and they helped me, uh, more.

01:35:15.500 They just let me figure myself out.

01:35:18.080 I finished school, got a job and figure myself out.

01:35:21.900 Uh, we met, we're married and have two kids.

01:35:24.640 My family is everything to me.

01:35:27.160 Yeah.

01:35:27.580 NDS piss bottles.

01:35:28.940 I should, those should already be on the market, but I am, uh, just super busy with everything

01:35:34.820 else, but I will get the piss bottles up eventually.

01:35:38.840 Probably soon.

01:35:40.220 Maybe not.

01:35:40.960 Okay.

01:35:43.480 So, uh, he continues.

01:35:45.220 My wife's dad had a lot of guns, like, uh, show up to his house when he, when the shit

01:35:52.360 hits the fan, that kind of stuff.

01:35:54.660 But like any responsible gun owner, he keeps his guns separate from his ammo in different

01:36:00.480 locked cabinets.

01:36:01.340 My wife was studying abroad in Japan.

01:36:04.220 I was depressed and I was fucking around with the wrong crowd.

01:36:07.580 And one day I was there by myself and started hearing what I thought was myself telling me

01:36:12.600 about how miserable and pathetic I was.

01:36:14.980 What a burden I was on this good family that the world would be better off without me.

01:36:20.060 And my wife could move on and have a good life with a good human being.

01:36:23.960 It was then that I decided to break into her dad's safe and, uh, do something to himself.

01:36:31.180 Whoa.

01:36:32.080 Uh, the weird thing was when I got into the safe, it was already open.

01:36:37.520 When he got to the safe, it was already open.

01:36:39.940 Not only was it open, but the ammo was sitting right next to the gun.

01:36:43.700 When I know that her dad stores them apart from each other.

01:36:47.040 Whoa.

01:36:47.540 That's kind of, that's heavy.

01:36:48.980 This is like, uh, reaching into the schizophrenia stuff that me and David usually talk about

01:36:54.500 where, uh, they'll send you to a location that already has everything that you need.

01:37:00.620 Usually it'll be, uh, loot or money or whatever you need to get your next fix.

01:37:06.900 Cause it wants you to, uh, continue to summon it or commune with it.

01:37:11.940 Very interesting stuff.

01:37:13.320 Um, so he says, I loaded the gun and I held it to my head, listening to this thing.

01:37:20.940 Tell me the worst shit I could imagine about myself at the last minute with my finger on

01:37:26.040 the trigger.

01:37:26.420 I realized that this thing wasn't me.

01:37:29.100 It wasn't me at all.

01:37:31.900 Okay.

01:37:33.040 What did I get?

01:37:33.960 A very interesting part.

01:37:35.680 Uh, his wife, hold on.

01:37:37.780 I'm sorry.

01:37:38.080 My fat cat's about to jump on the keyboard.

01:37:39.520 Give me two seconds.

01:37:40.660 Throw him, throw him on the ground.

01:37:41.800 Spike him.

01:37:46.360 Listen, listen to David.

01:37:48.200 Let's send him deal with his cat.

01:37:50.600 The worst.

01:37:55.720 This is great podcasting.

01:37:57.040 All right, David, let's go.

01:37:59.280 Let's go.

01:37:59.940 All right.

01:38:00.200 Try it again.

01:38:00.740 Round two.

01:38:01.540 Okay.

01:38:01.820 Uh, he ends up living in the basement of his girlfriend's house.

01:38:05.700 He gets married to this girl, but she, uh, goes away to Japan to study abroad and he's

01:38:10.800 living with the family in their basement and they're just basically taking care of this

01:38:14.160 guy.

01:38:14.900 He's living with a random family in Japan?

01:38:17.700 No, no, no.

01:38:18.320 His, his girlfriend's family.

01:38:19.860 He's living with them here, but his girlfriend went to Japan to study for college.

01:38:24.160 So she's not there.

01:38:25.100 Oh, he's just staying with not even his in-laws, his girlfriend's parents.

01:38:30.080 Very weird.

01:38:30.660 Yeah.

01:38:31.140 Uh, his wife's dad has a lot of guns.

01:38:33.260 He keeps the guns locked away.

01:38:36.240 Uh, one in, uh, you know, one for the guns, one for, uh, the ammo that's locked away.

01:38:42.620 And, uh, he falls into a depression.

01:38:45.560 He hears a voice in his head telling him to end it.

01:38:48.940 So he decides that he's going to go up and break into the dad's safe.

01:38:52.800 So he goes upstairs to where the dad's safe is at and the safe is open and the gun is

01:39:00.440 there next to the ammo.

01:39:02.600 And so he takes the gun, loads it, puts it to his head.

01:39:06.040 What the fuck?

01:39:06.740 And, uh, at the last minute with his finger on the trigger, he realized that it wasn't

01:39:11.180 him talking, that this thing wasn't him.

01:39:14.740 Um, and then when he realized that he says this thing gets pissed.

01:39:19.120 So he unloaded, he realizes that this, this voice that's telling him to do that is not

01:39:25.560 him.

01:39:26.180 Yeah.

01:39:26.580 Once he puts a gun to his head, you know, what's retarded about that though.

01:39:29.560 I'm not saying that, that this person's retarded, uh, soft docs, John, but like, just because

01:39:35.460 I perceive a thought as even my own doesn't mean that I ever have to act on it.

01:39:40.180 Like before I ever suspected that the vast majority of things that pass through my mind are not

01:39:46.480 my own brain, um, yeah.

01:39:49.120 Does not mean that I then had to act on those things.

01:39:52.740 I just don't understand that line of, of, of thinking.

01:39:55.500 Um, but I guess when they have their hooks in you, they have their hooks in you.

01:39:58.420 It must've been convincing.

01:39:59.780 I mean, it was just telling him that he was a piece of shit and I guess he agreed with

01:40:02.980 it.

01:40:03.200 So he was like, all right, let's do this thing.

01:40:05.860 Um, so he says, I unloaded the gun, put them away, locked them in the safe so that, uh,

01:40:10.940 he could no longer access them and went on about his business as this thing was howling

01:40:15.680 at him in his head.

01:40:17.220 Um, yeah, guy decides not to kill himself or even calls himself, calls him retarded.

01:40:22.300 Amazing.

01:40:24.340 Um, all right.

01:40:25.900 So, uh, I wasn't listening anymore, but it was having this incident.

01:40:30.980 Uh, yeah, this incident was the thing I forgotten to tell Tony on the confessionals on.

01:40:35.660 Um, well, he forgot to tell Tony on Nephilim death squad.

01:40:38.600 We're not talking about that show anymore.

01:40:40.540 That's right.

01:40:40.780 All right.

01:40:41.780 There's so much more I could say.

01:40:43.080 I even have a little video evidence that I'm going to get around to uploading to YouTube

01:40:46.620 someday.

01:40:46.940 He'll never upload it.

01:40:48.300 This guy doesn't, he doesn't, uh, doesn't release anything.

01:40:52.180 How do you have kids if you don't release John?

01:40:55.120 He's done a fair bit of releasing.

01:40:56.760 If he's got kids, I'm, I'm, I'm advocating that you release some more.

01:40:59.980 Look, man, I just want to say, if you recorded a year's worth of episodes, I don't even

01:41:04.040 know what that looks like.

01:41:04.740 Are we talking one episode per week?

01:41:06.300 Did you guys record 52 episodes of a show and then not release it?

01:41:11.280 And, um, I'd be interested in knowing why was that your decision?

01:41:15.620 Was that her decision?

01:41:16.680 Did she say, I don't want to be associated with this?

01:41:18.420 Don't release these or what's going on there?

01:41:21.280 Because that is, that's a lot of content, dude.

01:41:24.760 Yeah.

01:41:25.400 I kind of want to hear the content.

01:41:27.040 I kind of want to see the book now.

01:41:28.820 Yeah.

01:41:29.480 It might be great.

01:41:30.360 It might be garbage.

01:41:31.260 I think you need to let the people decide.

01:41:33.240 Yes.

01:41:34.660 Yeah.

01:41:35.240 Anyway, so, uh, if I ever get around to doing my own podcast, maybe I'll release it.

01:41:40.220 He says, I love your guy's show.

01:41:41.600 Probably not anymore after this, after we roasted you.

01:41:44.600 Um, your episodes always like, yeah, we were nice to you.

01:41:47.880 They always take press.

01:41:48.620 We doxed you a little bit, but it was, I was soft, soft dox.

01:41:51.740 Yeah.

01:41:52.000 Uh, they take precedence.

01:41:53.820 And, uh, I want to say this.

01:41:55.420 Well, whose episodes do you listen to first?

01:41:57.900 The confession.

01:41:58.620 Apparently ours take precedent.

01:41:59.800 That's right.

01:42:00.300 In your face.

01:42:01.300 Tony Merkel, our show takes precedent.

01:42:03.840 How about that?

01:42:04.880 Very cool.

01:42:05.500 How about that?

01:42:06.660 Uh, he says, I want to say I've been coming around to believing that the biblical view is

01:42:10.180 the only way our world makes sense.

01:42:12.020 I didn't think I could be a Christian before listening to you guys.

01:42:15.780 Wow.

01:42:16.360 That's crazy to say after this whole episode, like we're like an hour, 40 minutes in.

01:42:21.600 And, um, I think that the way we see and think about the world is probably pretty close to each

01:42:28.540 other.

01:42:28.760 And if God's cool with you guys, then he might be cool with me too.

01:42:32.840 And even if he's strong, that's a big if, if God's cool with us, I hope he is.

01:42:37.720 But also if he wasn't, I'd be like, I fucking get it.

01:42:41.260 I think, I think God likes us.

01:42:43.120 Yeah.

01:42:43.640 I think so.

01:42:44.640 It's not like we're Jewish or anything.

01:42:46.400 Right.

01:42:47.380 That's messed up.

01:42:48.780 No, see, that's it.

01:42:49.520 That's too far.

01:42:50.300 That's, that wasn't even funny.

01:42:51.440 That was just, uh.

01:42:52.220 Now we got to edit that out too.

01:42:54.140 Now you're just giving Descript more work.

01:42:56.960 Yeah.

01:42:57.460 Descript is like, what are you guys doing?

01:42:59.120 We keep talking about this stuff.

01:43:00.620 Yeah.

01:43:01.240 I would, I just wrote finger be.

01:43:02.880 Okay.

01:43:03.100 Here we go.

01:43:03.480 Here we go.

01:43:03.880 Um, anyway, he says, even if he's not, there isn't anyone else worth following.

01:43:08.660 Even if at the end, we, uh, end of all this, we lose.

01:43:12.320 It's worth going down for goodness.

01:43:15.820 Interesting.

01:43:17.080 If you think you want more, there's more so much more.

01:43:19.700 Now I'm going to hurry up and send this before I chicken out.

01:43:22.340 Thanks guys.

01:43:22.860 Keep going.

01:43:23.820 There it is.

01:43:25.260 Empty 113.

01:43:26.420 Um, but that thing right there, before I chicken out, there's something in you, sir, that is

01:43:33.400 making you chicken out in your own words, uh, when it comes to this.

01:43:38.320 And I would just say that, uh, these things don't like to be exposed.

01:43:43.400 The nature of the content that you're aiming to make is, is, you know, content that exposes

01:43:48.620 these things.

01:43:49.140 And you need to ask yourself where that anxiety and where that fear is coming from.

01:43:55.020 That's making you, uh, do everything up until a certain point and then pull back.

01:44:00.080 And, and I would also say that there's a reason the Bible says fear not so many times.

01:44:05.620 It's that's the thing that you're supposed to rage against is the fear.

01:44:09.780 Don't give into it.

01:44:11.060 Um, it is the very thing that's making you work your ass off and then not distribute any

01:44:16.240 of that work anywhere.

01:44:17.540 Yeah.

01:44:18.440 Yeah.

01:44:18.620 I think so.

01:44:19.160 I think it's also just, uh, when you second guess yourself, these, uh, these voices are

01:44:24.700 always going to go in your head.

01:44:25.700 So just do what you're going to do.

01:44:28.340 Let it fly.

01:44:29.380 Well, do it as good as you can and let it fly, but it's never going to be perfect.

01:44:33.120 I'd like, I'd be interested in seeing, uh, in seeing your book and seeing maybe an episode

01:44:38.420 of your podcast.

01:44:40.460 Yeah.

01:44:41.260 It's probably really bad, right?

01:44:42.800 If you want to send more stuff, um, I won't say your name again.

01:44:46.280 If you want to send more stuff, I'd be very interested.

01:44:48.340 I think you're right.

01:44:49.880 When we, when you said that, um, we have a pretty, pretty similar view just based off

01:44:53.780 of what we read here.

01:44:54.460 I would, I would argue that you're correct.

01:44:56.300 We do have a very similar worldview.

01:44:58.420 Um, and so I think there's probably more to gleam there and, uh, yeah, man, send your,

01:45:03.540 send your stuff our way.

01:45:04.540 If you weren't totally disgusted by the way that we presented your story, uh, please send

01:45:08.520 more and, and, and we'll, we'll do it exactly the same way.

01:45:11.380 And just as insulting.

01:45:12.780 Yeah, actually it's a good time right now.

01:45:14.640 I'll, I'll put it up in the banner in a second, um, for people to email us because it's been

01:45:19.480 a while since we did one of these.

01:45:20.740 So we haven't had as many emails for, uh, Chronicles coming back our way, but, uh, I'll

01:45:27.040 write that up.

01:45:27.860 I, I sent one more.

01:45:29.740 It's, it's literally three paragraphs.

01:45:31.500 It's Kate, Kate.

01:45:33.000 And, uh, I guess we could do this, read Kate and then end here.

01:45:36.900 What do you think?

01:45:38.060 Sure.

01:45:38.520 Um, what are we on?

01:45:39.440 We're going on the two hour mark.

01:45:40.420 Yeah, might as well.

01:45:40.860 Yeah.

01:45:42.040 Um, all right.

01:45:42.840 So this is from Kate and it's, uh, it is very short.

01:45:45.480 It says 2017, my boyfriend and I were camping on some land next to a native reservation and

01:45:52.360 I went off around dusk to be alone.

01:45:55.920 Uh, I came upon a dead tree, the only tree within at least a mile.

01:46:01.160 I thought nothing of it.

01:46:03.000 Then I heard a super low, low laugh that was like, huh, huh, huh.

01:46:11.660 That's pretty good impression of that.

01:46:13.440 I think, uh, I thought what the hell?

01:46:17.360 And then I called out my boyfriend's name thinking somehow he made it all the way over

01:46:23.520 and was hiding behind that tree or something.

01:46:25.900 I often wonder if girls even hear the same way we do.

01:46:29.060 I don't think so.

01:46:30.260 I don't think so either.

01:46:31.080 I think they hear weird shit.

01:46:32.320 My wife and my son, they do a thing that makes me feel like I live in a fucking sitcom

01:46:37.580 where like my son will say something.

01:46:39.900 He'll be like, mom, can you give me water?

01:46:42.060 And he, and then she'll go, what?

01:46:46.540 And then he'll go, what?

01:46:48.540 And then she'll go, what did you say?

01:46:51.200 And then he'll go, I said what?

01:46:53.880 And then she'll go, no, before that.

01:46:57.360 And he goes, what?

01:46:58.620 And I go, what is happening?

01:47:00.540 Like, why?

01:47:01.760 Why are you doing this to me?

01:47:03.380 Why am I?

01:47:04.040 And I'm the only one I can, I can hear everything both of them say crystal clear.

01:47:10.000 And that it makes it even worse.

01:47:11.660 I know exactly what they're saying.

01:47:12.840 So I think women have the same ears as children.

01:47:15.800 There's something wrong.

01:47:16.480 They don't hear like us.

01:47:17.500 They hear like, like children.

01:47:19.480 Um, you're like children.

01:47:21.660 It's the word dude.

01:47:22.520 It's, it's fucking like, I'm like, you're doing this on purpose, aren't you?

01:47:25.180 And then they, they do think it's funny, but you can tell it starts off very genuine.

01:47:29.140 Um, okay.

01:47:29.700 So somehow she thinks that her boyfriend got all the way ahead of her and got behind this tree.

01:47:36.200 I would say she's thinking that because she fucking needs to think that.

01:47:39.900 Have you ever heard a woman do an impression of a man?

01:47:42.560 It's always, uh, weird.

01:47:44.300 Cause I'm like, well, that's what you hear.

01:47:45.620 That's what I sound like to you.

01:47:47.040 It's like a.

01:47:48.960 Yeah.

01:47:49.500 I guess who's more accurate is a question.

01:47:51.540 My voice is very annoying and I hear it on recordings and I go, oh no, which is why I

01:47:56.400 simply can never listen back to our content.

01:47:57.960 But when my wife mocks me, she goes, oh, and adds like a lot more base and depth to my

01:48:03.960 voice.

01:48:04.320 And I'm like, is that what I sound like to you?

01:48:05.860 Cause I fucking wish I had your ears.

01:48:07.600 And I would imagine that that's also what I sound like to my son.

01:48:10.560 Um, so she says, Paul, hello.

01:48:15.040 And nothing responds.

01:48:17.200 And then it did it again.

01:48:18.440 Oh, fucking super, super low.

01:48:23.240 And then she goes on to say, of course, being the dumb bitch I was back then, I started

01:48:28.760 screaming like those hoes in the horror movies.

01:48:32.300 Amazing.

01:48:33.220 Ran, fell, screaming all the way back to camp.

01:48:36.860 Dude.

01:48:37.160 So she did it.

01:48:38.120 That's so funny.

01:48:39.080 She did it, uh, just the way it happens in the horror movies.

01:48:41.880 Um, and Paul was there yelling for me to come back and I told him what happened.

01:48:48.840 And then she says, I haven't been able to camp without being freaked out ever since.

01:48:52.140 That's fucking interesting.

01:48:53.400 Uh, I like it.

01:48:54.300 It's a short story.

01:48:55.200 It's a horrifying one.

01:48:56.720 I wish I knew what happened to you.

01:48:58.420 I wish I knew what area you were in a reservation.

01:49:01.320 I'm like, are you in those kind of, you know, like a, like a Utah, Arizona, maybe kind of a place.

01:49:09.760 I don't, I don't know.

01:49:10.660 I don't even think those places geographically I'm retarded.

01:49:13.140 I want to do one more.

01:49:14.140 Can we do one more?

01:49:14.820 Cause it's very short.

01:49:15.520 Yeah, let's do, we'll do Chris, uh, one more, Chris, hopefully, uh, I'll send it in the chat here.

01:49:22.140 That was a, that was a fun story.

01:49:24.240 I liked how, yeah, I don't think you're a stupid bitch.

01:49:27.480 I just thought, I thought that, you know, maybe you just don't hear the same.

01:49:30.940 Maybe you're a nice car.

01:49:31.900 People are Carmen San Diego fan of the show, fan of the show.

01:49:35.820 Where in the world is she?

01:49:36.800 Uh, says, oh man, your voice is not annoying.

01:49:38.800 I, there, there's no person that could talk me down off that ledge.

01:49:43.200 I have heard my own voice and I have determined that it is fucking annoying.

01:49:47.920 It's insufferable.

01:49:48.860 A very, especially when it's quiet.

01:49:50.640 And then I start talking the way my voice cracks into this realm is it's a, it's offensive.

01:49:58.040 Uh, I don't think it's meant to be like that.

01:50:00.300 Something happened.

01:50:01.200 All right, let's do this.

01:50:02.220 Is this the last one you just put it in the private chat?

01:50:04.000 Yeah.

01:50:04.360 This was, okay.

01:50:05.400 Can, can I, do you mind if I take, cause that was a very short one.

01:50:07.640 I want to go ahead and read it.

01:50:09.300 All right.

01:50:09.720 Sweet, sweet, sweet, sweet.

01:50:10.760 Chris says, Hey guys, love the podcast.

01:50:12.620 Keep up the great work.

01:50:13.860 I know it is great.

01:50:14.640 Great podcast.

01:50:15.820 It's over now.

01:50:16.600 We're done.

01:50:17.740 Um, he says, I've got a weird story to share and let me start by saying I'm normal guy.

01:50:24.080 No spice, no hard drugs or alcohol besides weed.

01:50:27.840 Okay.

01:50:28.160 All right.

01:50:29.160 I like that.

01:50:29.880 Weed is now like, that's normal.

01:50:31.760 Yeah.

01:50:33.200 Uh, backstory.

01:50:34.120 When I was two, my babysitter, let me watch ghostbusters and I had nightmares.

01:50:38.760 The demon dog lived under my bed and would come out and eat me if I wasn't following

01:50:43.300 my parents' bedtime rules.

01:50:45.140 Fuck.

01:50:45.400 Yeah.

01:50:45.560 Your parents crushed, dude.

01:50:47.740 Stay in bed or this thing's going to fucking devour you.

01:50:50.940 Um, so he says, stay in bed, keep the lights off and be quiet.

01:50:54.560 Those are the rules.

01:50:55.720 I had these nightmares on the regular.

01:50:57.300 So my four year old brain tried to think of ways to not have nightmares.

01:51:02.840 I had these two.

01:51:04.120 What's that?

01:51:05.120 Reasonable.

01:51:06.100 Reasonable.

01:51:06.540 Yeah.

01:51:06.700 I used to be pretty good at that.

01:51:07.980 In fact, what I developed was, uh, like a, uh, like a scenario generator in my mind where

01:51:14.960 I would be like, what if I, you know, like back in the day, I remember when I was a kid

01:51:18.460 after watching the movie blank check, I'd go, what if I found a blank check?

01:51:22.260 And I would use that.

01:51:23.260 I'd go through the whole thing step by step, exactly what I do, the minutia of it until

01:51:27.620 I fell asleep.

01:51:28.300 So I didn't think about demons.

01:51:29.520 Um, I had these two big stuffed animals, a bear and a dog.

01:51:33.360 One side of my bed was against the wall and I'd sleep with my bear on the edge.

01:51:38.240 Then the dog, then me wedged between the wall and my mattress.

01:51:43.360 My theory was bad dreams came up from under my bed.

01:51:47.260 And they'd have to fight the bear first.

01:51:50.160 And if they got through him, hopefully my dog would stop them.

01:51:53.880 If not, so be it nightmares.

01:51:57.420 I like the sandwich theory.

01:51:59.660 Yeah.

01:52:00.560 Yeah.

01:52:00.800 It's, it's, it's similar to the blanket theory, right?

01:52:03.120 Like pull the blanket over your head and they can't fucking eat you.

01:52:05.480 Well, blanket theory actually works.

01:52:06.840 This theory is just bullshit that this guy's doing, but yeah.

01:52:09.300 Cause I never, I never even had to worry about the continuity of like, what if the blanket

01:52:13.400 doesn't work?

01:52:14.140 If not, so be it.

01:52:15.280 That just, it always works.

01:52:16.320 Yeah.

01:52:16.440 It also depends on the thickness of the blanket.

01:52:18.660 Oh yeah.

01:52:19.080 Not a sheet.

01:52:19.980 Not a sheet.

01:52:20.820 If it's a sheet, they can eat you right through the sheet.

01:52:23.960 They can eat you right through the sheet.

01:52:25.200 Uh, one night I found myself in a dream where I woke up in sleep paralysis in my bedroom,

01:52:31.760 but my room was different from my perspective.

01:52:34.000 I was in my room, but I didn't have walls and beyond those walls was a science lab type

01:52:39.960 place with two people studying me.

01:52:41.880 Fuck.

01:52:42.620 That's not good.

01:52:43.960 Yeah.

01:52:44.680 That comes up a lot.

01:52:46.320 Um, one looked like a normal human scientist, doctor vibe, uh, with the white lab coat.

01:52:51.820 And he was taking notes.

01:52:52.880 The other guy was a little four foot or less red man wearing a cowboy hat.

01:52:59.080 And when I say red man, he looked human, but everything about him was tinted red.

01:53:04.120 That's fascinating.

01:53:04.920 And a cowboy hat.

01:53:06.440 I like to think that among this like plethora of, of demonic entities that some of them are

01:53:12.660 kind of like funky, you know, like a little red guy with a cowboy hat.

01:53:15.800 That's yeah.

01:53:16.120 Um, a little bit of skin, clothes, everything.

01:53:19.820 I got the feeling a little, what's that?

01:53:21.720 Are they racist against each other in the ethereal realm?

01:53:24.900 The red skins versus the gray skins.

01:53:27.440 Yeah.

01:53:27.620 Like the reds don't like grays.

01:53:29.440 I think.

01:53:29.860 Yeah.

01:53:30.540 I would.

01:53:31.280 I'd get it.

01:53:32.180 I'd get it.

01:53:32.660 Like they, they probably have different characteristics, different stereotypes.

01:53:35.840 Yeah.

01:53:36.400 Nice.

01:53:37.060 They're just always watching this guy through the walls.

01:53:39.160 Like the fucking, for whatever reason, the gray ones, they, they eat with their hands

01:53:43.820 predominantly.

01:53:44.380 Uh, and it's really off putting.

01:53:46.360 And, and as far as the other ones can tell, the gray ones simply never washed their hands,

01:53:50.900 not before or after.

01:53:52.720 Um, and it's very, very disgusting.

01:53:54.800 So it says, uh, they were talking about me.

01:53:58.040 He got the feeling that the little red man was the boss and they were talking about him.

01:54:01.280 Uh, I could hear what they were saying, but I got the feeling there was a reason I was

01:54:05.280 being studied like I'm special in some kind of way there that man, these themes are just,

01:54:12.880 they will always tell you that they're special.

01:54:14.880 It's amazing what you can do to human beings.

01:54:17.180 If you tell them that they're special, my special boy, my special boy, you could do fucking

01:54:21.820 anything to us.

01:54:22.480 And we're just happy to be special.

01:54:23.780 Uh, they noticed I was conscious and the little red man waved his hand and I went back

01:54:28.040 to sleep.

01:54:29.440 I came back to consciousness again to see the doctor slash scientists coming over to my bedside,

01:54:34.460 pulling my dog off my bed, dog sleeps in the middle and dragging him onto the floor.

01:54:39.660 I went back to sleep.

01:54:41.000 And when I woke up in the morning, there was my dog on the floor.

01:54:45.740 So the doctor scientists would have had to have reached over my bear and specifically

01:54:49.880 take the dog.

01:54:50.940 And that doesn't seem like it seems like that's all he remembers.

01:54:56.600 So, and if that is all there is to it, then you have to ask yourself why they moved the

01:55:01.340 dog.

01:55:01.760 And sometimes they do that right in this poltergeist activity.

01:55:04.460 And sometimes then it, which is a huge overlap between poltergeist activity and alien abduction

01:55:09.280 phenomenon.

01:55:10.340 Um, sometimes it almost seems practical jokey.

01:55:14.740 Like they move shit around on you.

01:55:16.920 They'll open things up and leave it that way.

01:55:18.780 They want you to find these things.

01:55:20.800 And I can't exactly say what they want, but what becomes of it is you get incredibly confused

01:55:26.600 and your, your reality starts to fall apart.

01:55:30.420 And maybe that's the point.

01:55:31.480 I don't know.

01:55:31.920 But, um, he said, the bear didn't do his job.

01:55:36.440 Bear did not do his job.

01:55:37.760 You know, what would have a thick quilt, a real thick quilt, not a fucking, not a sheet.

01:55:41.860 Uh, so the doctor slash scientist would have had to reach over my bear and specifically

01:55:47.820 take the dog.

01:55:48.680 That gave me confirmation.

01:55:49.780 It actually happened and wasn't something I dreamt up.

01:55:52.320 I told my family, my friends, everyone.

01:55:55.220 And I had both my parents convinced that it happened.

01:55:57.460 Good for you.

01:55:58.580 My story never changed.

01:55:59.720 And I was adamant that it happened.

01:56:01.280 That's great that your parents believed you.

01:56:02.700 Cause that could be a real piece of work if they don't, uh, 20 or so years later, I was

01:56:08.240 listening to coast to coast, the supernatural AM radio talk show, uh, who, you know, insulted

01:56:14.660 me and kicked me off the air, uh, where they told a story about a little red man, the hairs

01:56:20.080 on my arm stood up and I immediately had to call my mom, even though it was two in the

01:56:25.080 morning for her.

01:56:25.680 They described the little red men exactly as I did minus the cowboy hat.

01:56:30.540 This one was cool.

01:56:31.760 Um, and said they are interdimensional beings here studying us.

01:56:36.320 I never knew how to interpret this story, but it's something that has stuck with me for

01:56:40.360 over 30 years.

01:56:41.180 And I'd love to find out more about these interdimensional beings and what they are

01:56:44.600 here for.

01:56:45.660 Thank you for all your work.

01:56:47.760 Chris from Canada.

01:56:50.220 Oh, Canada.

01:56:52.340 No, when he was from Canada started with that, we had never read this.

01:56:55.680 Um, well, I mean, that, that goes into just the, the wide array of, of entities that exist

01:57:03.840 outside of like the, the normal physical human experience.

01:57:06.920 And I don't even necessarily know that it has to be outside of the normal physical experience.

01:57:10.860 Um, they could be very physical.

01:57:13.200 It's not like this thing.

01:57:14.100 Like when we talked to, uh, what was his name?

01:57:16.940 Joel something or another, uh, older guy.

01:57:20.120 It was about near death experiences and the abduction phenomenon.

01:57:23.820 And he was pretty adamant that this is a red guy with a hat on, right?

01:57:29.240 He was a red guy with a hat on.

01:57:30.280 Yeah.

01:57:30.380 He's very small.

01:57:32.080 Yeah.

01:57:32.520 Yeah.

01:57:33.200 Hmm.

01:57:33.520 Remember him kind of had like a doctor vibe.

01:57:35.680 He, he said that these things only happen spiritual.

01:57:40.180 This is a spiritual phenomenon that they are trying to convince you is a physical phenomenon.

01:57:44.500 Jimmy Akin, Jimmy Akin, Jimmy Akin.

01:57:47.680 That's right.

01:57:48.160 He was red and he had a cowboy hat.

01:57:49.660 No, no, no, that wasn't Jimmy Akin.

01:57:50.920 That was a near death experience is my mistake.

01:57:52.480 I conflated two people.

01:57:53.420 It was Joel something.

01:57:54.800 Uh, no, not him.

01:57:55.720 Why am I sideways?

01:57:58.160 Huh?

01:57:58.520 Yeah.

01:57:58.680 I don't know.

01:57:58.960 I don't like that.

01:57:59.640 You're like, I don't like that either.

01:58:00.820 I look very standoff, but he is a small red man with a cowboy hat.

01:58:07.160 Yeah.

01:58:07.520 So it wasn't this guy that you saw and everything about him is, is a hue of red, including his,

01:58:13.020 his shirt and his beard and his skin.

01:58:15.540 Um, no, it's not him though.

01:58:16.980 It was, uh, uh, somebody else for sure.

01:58:20.180 Joel something or another.

01:58:21.340 And it was about the alien abduction phenomenon.

01:58:23.740 And he was telling us that he thinks that it is, uh, a spiritual one masquerading as a physical one.

01:58:30.580 But I think that there was a real physical aspect to it.

01:58:33.880 He's the one that told us that women who get pregnant with alien, you know, fetuses end up, uh, losing them and attributing it to them.

01:58:43.020 Um, being like basically removed and, and, and the aliens take it and raise it.

01:58:48.220 And he said that, um, it's a perfectly natural phenomenon for a body to absorb a fetus.

01:58:53.420 And that that is what happened.

01:58:54.620 Are you talking about the UFO guy?

01:58:56.300 The bold guy?

01:58:57.880 Yeah.

01:58:58.380 Yeah.

01:58:58.620 He, he was the MUFON guy.

01:59:00.100 That's right.

01:59:00.840 MUFON.

01:59:01.380 Yeah.

01:59:01.800 I don't.

01:59:02.460 MUFON investigator.

01:59:03.360 It was a great conversation.

01:59:07.360 Um, but I just deviate from him in a lot of ways, because I think there is a lot of room for this to be a physical phenomenon.

01:59:13.800 I don't think that it has to be purely a, a, a spiritual one masquerading as he, he was kind of alluding to the idea that many of these, uh, memories were implants to give the impression that this was a physical phenomenon, uh, when it is in fact not.

01:59:27.980 And, and, and in some cases I would agree with that.

01:59:30.120 There he is.

01:59:31.480 What's his name?

01:59:33.400 Um, Joseph G.

01:59:36.540 There we go.

01:59:37.140 Joseph G.

01:59:38.480 Uh, Jordan.

01:59:40.000 Jordan.

01:59:40.540 Right, right, right, right.

01:59:41.720 Very cool guy.

01:59:42.500 I enjoyed the conversation with him very much, man.

01:59:45.000 We just like look different all the time.

01:59:47.920 I don't like looking back at the old shows.

01:59:49.880 We look, uh, I look like a different, I look like a drunk expat.

01:59:53.840 Yeah.

01:59:54.800 I look weird too.

01:59:55.800 I don't like it.

01:59:56.380 I'm in the other side of the room.

01:59:57.980 It's all weird.

01:59:59.240 It's all weird.

02:00:00.060 The only thing consistent is the top lobs of sign.

02:00:02.660 Unbelievable.

02:00:03.380 Aliens, aliens versus Jesus.

02:00:05.260 What a stupid, it's such a fucking ridiculous name.

02:00:08.280 But I mean, yeah, uh, um, he, he was much more of the school of thought that this is purely a, a, a spiritual phenomenon, not physical in any sense of the word, even to the extent that he was willing to say that women are just absorbing their fetuses.

02:00:20.800 Which I do think there's probably some medical precedence for like in the very early stages of fetal development that the body can like absorb it in some way.

02:00:28.580 We certainly know that there's instances where the body will, um, determine that it's a foreign body and you, it'll then launch an autoimmune response and, and, uh, end up killing the baby.

02:00:37.560 Uh, so I'm sure there's some room in the conversation for this, but I'm not ready to throw it out and say that it's not a physical phenomenon.

02:00:42.700 And, uh, when you have that, the idea that the, the dog that was supposed to protect you is now on the floor in the morning, like there's some aspect of this that's very real.

02:00:51.920 Also the implants, when people have these like inexplicable pieces of metal that are like hard to even, uh, identify what sort of material it is once the doctors remove it.

02:01:01.000 There's so much physical, um, phenomenon surrounding the alien abduction phenomenon that I think, uh, I don't think that you could just dismiss it as entirely spiritual.

02:01:11.780 And so when I, when I see this, um, you know, even when we talk to Colin and he's like on an operating table, I don't know, are we operating on the, on, on the spirit body?

02:01:25.700 I don't know that that can happen.

02:01:28.000 I also don't know that that can't happen.

02:01:30.340 Um, but I know you can operate on a physical one.

02:01:33.340 Um, so I have a lot of questions as to the real nature of what's happening, because on the other hand, it does seem that a lot of this happens in a purely spiritual way where, uh, people that are abducted will even, uh, they'll even report looking back and seeing their body still laying there in bed as they depart and go somewhere else.

02:01:58.420 So I think it's both, um, I have a, uh, a mark on my leg.

02:02:02.780 I swear one of these days I'm going to cut it open because I think there's something in it.

02:02:06.620 Uh, when I was a kid, I have a memory of how it came about, but it doesn't make any fucking sense.

02:02:13.480 I have a memory from like two years old of spilling Kool-Aid on my leg, never wiping it off, like letting it get sticky and dry.

02:02:24.480 And then after I got out of the bath, it was still there and it's never gone away and I could still see it.

02:02:30.200 It's just a red circle on my leg.

02:02:32.900 And I have a distinct memory of how it got there.

02:02:35.900 I've had it my entire life and I got it from spilling Kool-Aid on myself and permanently staining my leg.

02:02:40.980 Like what, what kind of fucking memory is that?

02:02:43.480 Why do I have that memory?

02:02:46.040 Well, like I've had that since I was a toddler.

02:02:48.220 I I've always identified this thing as being like, yep, fucking spilled some Kool-Aid.

02:02:51.880 Didn't wipe it off fast enough.

02:02:53.200 That's what happens if you don't wipe off Kool-Aid fast enough.

02:02:55.300 You, it stains your skin.

02:02:57.360 Probably not.

02:02:57.960 There's probably an implant in there.

02:02:59.220 That's an implanted memory or, uh, that's what I feel like, because that doesn't make sense.

02:03:04.860 You can wash off Kool-Aid.

02:03:06.300 So what the fuck is going on there?

02:03:08.460 Um, I actually think I can still see it right now.

02:03:11.120 Uh, yeah.

02:03:13.480 Yeah.

02:03:13.840 Legs are hairy, but it's there.

02:03:15.240 Cut it open.

02:03:16.000 Do it on the podcast.

02:03:16.960 Let's see.

02:03:17.260 It doesn't feel like there's anything in there though.

02:03:18.980 It doesn't hurt.

02:03:20.020 You gotta go.

02:03:20.640 You gotta go.

02:03:22.040 You gotta cut deep.

02:03:22.820 Yeah.

02:03:22.980 You gotta cut really deep.

02:03:23.620 The bone.

02:03:24.380 Yeah.

02:03:25.100 Ah, well, um, that's it for, for Chris from Canada.

02:03:30.260 Uh, that's a fascinating story.

02:03:31.900 And I have a big tendency to believe that it's true.

02:03:37.320 The nature of what happened, I'm not sure, but there's a lot of, um, patterns in here

02:03:42.140 that emerge in other people's experiences.

02:03:43.940 And I think that is sort of the key.

02:03:45.720 People can make it up now that the patterns are out there in the open.

02:03:49.180 I don't think people really do that as often as, as, uh, you might think.

02:03:53.800 And so when I see those patterns start to emerge, I, I think there's really something

02:03:57.940 to it.

02:03:58.460 Uh, I think this guy had a real fucking experience that had to be crazy listening to, I'm glad

02:04:04.680 that he, he vindicated your story, uh, coast to coast.

02:04:07.560 Cause all he did was shit on mine, that asshole rest in peace.

02:04:13.160 Well, that's, that looks like it's it for today.

02:04:15.140 We, we did, we gave these people two hours more than they deserve.

02:04:18.820 And, uh, I mean, we only have eight more, uh, submissions.

02:04:23.440 Yeah.

02:04:23.760 Guys, if you, um, if you like NDS Chronicles and you have stories to share, I see Carmen

02:04:27.860 in the chat saying that she might send us some of her stories, but probably won't.

02:04:32.520 I understand this kind of a, it's a daunting thing, but, uh, we promise we will make fun

02:04:36.460 of you, but that doesn't mean that we dislike you.

02:04:38.620 And it also doesn't mean that we don't believe you.

02:04:40.600 Uh, in fact, we are more likely to believe you than a lot of other people, but we will

02:04:45.460 make fun of you.

02:04:46.080 You can send those stories over to Nephilim D squad at gmail.com.

02:04:50.120 Type it out.

02:04:51.060 Uh, be detail heavy.

02:04:52.560 We want the details.

02:04:53.820 Give us the details.

02:04:54.800 We want the details.

02:04:55.960 Punctuation, please.

02:04:57.520 Punctuation, right.

02:04:58.580 If you're going to make it bold, separation of paragraphs would be nice.

02:05:01.380 That would be nice.

02:05:02.040 If you're going to put bold, make it all bold, make it make none of it bold, but like the

02:05:05.940 confusing mid sentence bowl thing.

02:05:07.800 I don't know why he did that.

02:05:08.760 It's very off putting.

02:05:09.660 Don't do that.

02:05:10.300 Yeah.

02:05:10.800 Yes.

02:05:11.200 Yeah.

02:05:11.380 Don't do that at all.

02:05:12.720 Um, Nephilim D squad at gmail.com guys, type it out, send it our way and we will read

02:05:18.040 it on air.

02:05:18.400 We're going to start doing these more.

02:05:20.380 Um, because I think that this is something the, uh, the viewers really enjoy.

02:05:25.880 I like reading it also, to be honest, dude, it's nice.

02:05:28.800 Cause we don't have a guest.

02:05:29.760 So you and I can kind of like go wherever we want.

02:05:32.340 And I don't think we have enough shows that are like this.

02:05:34.800 Even dangerous is like, got to fucking talk about this topic.

02:05:38.720 Yep.

02:05:39.280 Yeah.

02:05:39.500 We don't have to do that.

02:05:40.140 We want here.

02:05:41.220 This is a show about nothing.

02:05:42.240 And it reflects in the views that it gets really not as many as, uh, everybody, well,

02:05:47.940 the other episodes, but that's fine.

02:05:49.640 This is what we want to do.

02:05:50.800 Um, yeah, I think that's it.

02:05:52.880 Do we have anything else?

02:05:53.860 Uh, we have something going on tomorrow and the next day.

02:05:57.280 Let me see.

02:05:57.960 I'll, I'll tell you right now who's coming on tomorrow and you guys can keep an eye out

02:06:01.300 for that.

02:06:01.880 We're, uh, off tomorrow.

02:06:03.800 We don't have any guests the rest of this week, except for, uh, Ed Mabry.

02:06:07.600 Maybe we can do another Chronicles.

02:06:09.760 Yeah.

02:06:10.220 Maybe either another Chronicles or some sort of a deep dive that we've been talking about.

02:06:14.400 A deep dive into, uh, yes.

02:06:17.860 Some sort of tapes.

02:06:19.380 Something very, very, uh, very important, very big.

02:06:22.880 And, uh, thank goodness that the Nephilim death squad guys are here on the job.

02:06:28.000 Somebody's got to do it and it'll be us.

02:06:30.140 Uh, keep an eye out.

02:06:31.240 Maybe we'll do that.

02:06:31.820 I think we should go live tomorrow.

02:06:32.900 I think we should do something because, uh, no, we're not going to, Tony Merkel says,

02:06:37.520 uh, why watch Europa, Tony, Tony, Tony, Tony.

02:06:41.620 We can't watch Europa on here.

02:06:43.140 I tried to watch Europa on, uh, rumble.

02:06:46.360 And it's the only thing that got me consistently taken down off rumble.

02:06:49.180 I got taken down six times before I decided that it was not a technical issue.

02:06:52.740 And it was because I was watching Europa.

02:06:55.060 Wow.

02:06:55.780 Yeah.

02:06:56.060 Yeah.

02:06:56.260 So I stopped doing that.

02:06:57.420 Oh, that's right.

02:06:58.120 The nether knight says the JFK files are supposed to release, be released sometime today.

02:07:02.000 Yeah.

02:07:02.140 We'll see.

02:07:03.200 We'll see.

02:07:04.240 Um, the Leviathan.

02:07:05.620 Yes.

02:07:05.820 We're alluding to the Leviathan that, that top and I may be, uh, standing before.

02:07:10.900 We have to determine that it is the Leviathan that we think it is, but I think it is.

02:07:15.480 I think it is.

02:07:16.540 And we'll let these guys determine that.

02:07:17.780 But until next time, don't forget to obey, submit, and comply.

02:07:22.320 We'll see you later.

02:07:23.180 The greatest hypnotist on planet earth is a oblong box in the corner of the room.

02:07:29.620 It is constantly telling us what to believe is real.

02:07:33.380 If you can persuade them that what they see with their eyes is what there is to see, become

02:07:38.780 them.

02:07:39.720 Because they'll laugh in the face of an explanation that portrays the bigger picture of what's happening.

02:07:46.340 And they have.

02:07:47.260 The greatest hypnotist on planet earth is a oblong box in the corner of the room.

02:07:51.460 It is.

02:07:52.380 The greatest hypnotist on planet earth is a oblong box in the air.

02:07:54.960 It is a360 Ninja and aitudes.

02:07:55.760 So that you can see it in the head that Или at운 James'arring and a spark-

02:08:12.680 there's a tendency for us to find.

02:08:15.180 Toot.

02:08:16.300 You can tweet everything from the far- metro offen box and see in the sky.

Nephilim Death Squad - March 20, 2025

012： NDS Chronicles - The Mirror

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