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00:01:11.960 Top Lobs of Productions.

00:01:13.340 We are being hypnotized by people like this.

00:01:22.320 Newsreaders, politicians, teachers, lecturers.

00:01:27.020 We are in a country and in a world that is being run by unbelievably sick people.

00:01:34.680 And the chasm between what we're told is going on and what is really going on is absolutely normal.

00:01:41.780 Oh, yeah, dude.

00:01:42.940 There's some Nephilim shit.

00:01:44.120 It's like we all know it's going down, but no one's saying shit what happened to the home of the brave.

00:01:49.640 But they controlling this now, and no one's talking about how they made a spot to be slaves.

00:01:54.700 And everybody's just walking around, heading to clouds, and won't awaken to a dead in the grave.

00:01:59.900 But then it's too late, we need to be ready to raise up.

00:02:02.720 Welcome to the end of day.

00:02:04.620 Everybody is slaves.

00:02:05.880 Only some are aware that the government releasing poison in their hands.

00:02:09.600 Welcome back, ladies and gentlemen, to another episode of NDS Chronicles,

00:02:14.920 the show where we read your submitted paranormal testimony.

00:02:17.980 I am David Lee Corbo, a.k.a. The Raven.

00:02:20.880 That is Top Lobster, the father of disinformation.

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00:03:17.660 All right, guys.

00:03:20.220 Speaking of...

00:03:20.940 Let's talk about the people that don't know about the show.

00:03:25.660 Or I guess we didn't know...

00:03:27.980 I didn't know that they knew about the show, but apparently they do.

00:03:32.060 You're a former co-host.

00:03:33.900 Yes.

00:03:34.600 Yes.

00:03:34.800 So he's a fan or...

00:03:36.360 I just got off the phone with my former co-host.

00:03:38.600 Is he a fan or a hater of the show?

00:03:39.580 I'm trying to figure it out.

00:03:40.200 I think he's a fan.

00:03:41.040 He's a fan of me.

00:03:42.460 Is he a fader?

00:03:44.020 No.

00:03:44.460 Yeah.

00:03:44.760 Yeah.

00:03:44.900 I would say he's a mixture of it, right?

00:03:46.020 He's a fan of me, right?

00:03:47.460 He loves me.

00:03:48.120 He loves my family.

00:03:48.960 But he doesn't understand how I believe in the things that we talk about on the show.

00:03:53.760 In fact, what he said to me was, you don't believe in what you say on the show.

00:03:59.640 Because if you did, the people who believe that sort of thing, they live in locked rooms

00:04:04.620 with the walls painted black.

00:04:05.960 You know what I mean?

00:04:06.300 Like they live in rooms where the sun doesn't shine in and they're so paranoid and schizophrenic.

00:04:10.780 And I go, no, I've not had a problem with any of this information for almost fucking two decades.

00:04:17.720 Almost two decades.

00:04:18.980 In the beginning, I had a problem with the information.

00:04:21.840 And in the beginning, I might have been a guy who looked through his blinds a lot to see who was parked outside his house.

00:04:27.860 But I've since moved on from that for quite a long time.

00:04:30.760 And so it was a fascinating conversation because I don't think he thinks that I believe in this stuff.

00:04:38.920 And so his contention is how in the world.

00:04:41.640 Oh, there we go.

00:04:42.240 He's calling your bullshit.

00:04:43.580 All right.

00:04:43.860 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:04:45.260 That's my old co-host, Jay.

00:04:48.140 And that's the old show that I used to do.

00:04:49.740 That was the early days of it.

00:04:51.220 That was our first studio.

00:04:52.700 And then we had a second studio.

00:04:53.520 You're about to fucking rob somebody.

00:04:55.760 Yeah.

00:04:56.620 I've always been very off-putting.

00:04:58.560 Like I wouldn't be afraid of you.

00:04:59.800 I'd just be like, this guy's going to rob me, but it's going to be annoying.

00:05:02.700 And he's going to be gay about it.

00:05:03.840 He's going to be gay.

00:05:04.640 He's going to touch my butt.

00:05:05.700 Like when he could have grabbed my wallet, but touched my butt on the way out.

00:05:09.060 It was, I went through a phase.

00:05:12.040 And I guess I never stopped going through the phase because I still dress like a faggot.

00:05:14.680 But if you think it's bad now and what you've seen on Nephilim Death Squad, DJVW was a whole nother bag.

00:05:21.620 In fact, if you guys want a strange, what's that?

00:05:24.960 You got a lot of cool shit.

00:05:26.060 You have like a thimble or I don't know what that is.

00:05:28.800 It's like a little cup with a...

00:05:30.300 Oh, it's a fucking like a Tibetan sound bowl for whatever reason.

00:05:33.460 He decored a lot of the set.

00:05:35.360 Like, you know, the Optimus Prime was him.

00:05:37.040 I still have that, that Luchador mask, actually.

00:05:40.360 I still currently have that.

00:05:41.700 I was going to say we need that.

00:05:43.140 Yeah, yeah.

00:05:43.460 I still have that.

00:05:45.320 And then everything.

00:05:46.040 Oh, I still have that Cobra that's by me.

00:05:47.740 Can we listen to this?

00:05:48.760 Let's listen to it.

00:05:49.440 No, no.

00:05:50.020 Let's not.

00:05:50.420 I don't want to listen to it.

00:05:51.120 Come on, guys.

00:05:51.740 We're going to listen to it.

00:05:52.340 This is going to...

00:05:53.160 Okay.

00:05:56.380 He's still got that shirt.

00:05:57.860 Thank God.

00:05:58.640 I don't have that shirt.

00:05:58.920 I had that one yet.

00:06:00.220 Oh, that was a good track suit.

00:06:02.460 Versus the world.

00:06:04.180 Obviously young and tight.

00:06:05.240 The boy is dripping.

00:06:06.680 Ah, jujitsu bite.

00:06:09.240 You can't do that, Dave.

00:06:11.900 The third stage is where you remove...

00:06:13.940 But...

00:06:14.340 I love that.

00:06:17.140 I love the variation of outfits that you...

00:06:19.580 If we're looking at the bottom of the...

00:06:21.140 I used to care more about the set, the decor, and the outfits than anything else.

00:06:25.500 I used to have to buy an outfit for every fucking episode.

00:06:27.900 You know how crazy that is?

00:06:28.660 What are we talking about today?

00:06:29.700 Like, talk?

00:06:30.580 I can't...

00:06:31.220 I don't know.

00:06:31.620 I'm busy shopping.

00:06:32.680 I'm shopping right now for a new outfit, for new sneakers.

00:06:35.440 And it's actually warming my heart, Top, to see you go through the sneaker phase.

00:06:39.420 Because on that show that we're looking at, I went through the sneaker phase.

00:06:43.100 Those are dope.

00:06:45.300 Those are really dope.

00:06:46.520 Yeah, go full screen.

00:06:46.880 Let's say, how could I not?

00:06:48.060 This is like, again, I got...

00:06:49.080 But I got these for like fucking...

00:06:51.160 Not a lot of money.

00:06:52.700 I don't even know.

00:06:53.100 $35.

00:06:54.240 Yeah.

00:06:54.780 Yeah, look.

00:06:55.220 Michael McArdle says, Raven dresses like a hipster faggot.

00:06:58.660 I didn't think I dressed like one.

00:07:00.520 I was one.

00:07:01.820 And still am in very many ways.

00:07:03.840 The implications of that are much worse.

00:07:06.800 What's that?

00:07:07.380 That you were one, not just dressing like one.

00:07:10.060 Yeah, well, I mean, that's the truth.

00:07:11.220 I'm just being honest here.

00:07:12.600 Yeah.

00:07:13.280 See, like my wife said, you're dressing like a...

00:07:15.680 I'll just say it because we'll bleep it out.

00:07:17.060 You're dressing like a nigger.

00:07:18.100 So there's actually a funny story.

00:07:19.540 I went to the bank to open up the bank account.

00:07:22.220 Remember that whole thing, guys?

00:07:22.980 Oh, big bank business, baby.

00:07:24.260 Yeah.

00:07:24.480 Big bank business, baby.

00:07:25.380 Hold on.

00:07:25.820 We'll come back to Dave and Jay.

00:07:26.940 And a lady that was opening my bank account, she turned out to be racist, which was cool.

00:07:37.120 Very racist against Spanish people, which I'm like, you're seeing my last name here, but

00:07:42.240 you don't care.

00:07:43.040 And I was like, this is pretty cool.

00:07:44.200 Base.

00:07:44.580 Yeah.

00:07:44.880 I enjoy that.

00:07:45.660 Yeah.

00:07:45.880 Yeah.

00:07:46.120 Yeah.

00:07:46.260 It was cool.

00:07:46.560 It was fine.

00:07:46.820 And we made fun of Mexicans and Spanish people, yada, yada.

00:07:50.300 Right.

00:07:50.500 But it turns out that she herself was Jamaican and then we hit it off.

00:07:55.760 Yeah.

00:07:56.000 Yeah.

00:07:56.320 We hit it off.

00:07:56.820 I told her about Jamaica.

00:07:57.760 I told her about the places I visited, about the roads that they didn't really have erected

00:08:01.520 and shit like that.

00:08:02.300 And the running water infrastructure that didn't exist.

00:08:04.880 And yeah.

00:08:05.300 Yeah.

00:08:05.900 She was like, yeah, mom.

00:08:06.920 So totally on the same page.

00:08:09.280 Totally agree.

00:08:11.260 Damn, son.

00:08:12.060 That's a that's a harsh one.

00:08:13.140 We're going to keep that that comment from Scott in the private, private chat, which you would

00:08:17.200 be in if you were paying money.

00:08:19.640 Oh, that's right.

00:08:19.980 You guys can't see what Scott said in the private, private chat.

00:08:22.500 I just got doxxed in the private, private chat.

00:08:24.660 I don't want to revisit memory lane because that's not what this show is about.

00:08:28.700 We're going to finish this.

00:08:29.440 No, we're going to finish.

00:08:30.440 Fucking fine.

00:08:31.080 But I'm just saying, listen, I opened up the bank account with this lady.

00:08:34.120 She's Jamaican.

00:08:34.780 And then I'm like, damn, how many times have we said the N word or crazy slurs?

00:08:40.500 Oh, yeah.

00:08:41.120 And whatever.

00:08:42.060 She'll watch the show.

00:08:43.180 But it's a comedy show story.

00:08:44.340 I mean, it's a comedy show.

00:08:45.140 Sort of.

00:08:45.960 We take it.

00:08:46.400 Look, I'll tell you what.

00:08:47.860 Sophisticated Ignorance says, what three letter agency?

00:08:49.840 Do you all work for?

00:08:51.320 If you're asking back in the day when I was on DJ VW, clearly the three letter agency

00:08:55.660 was BET.

00:08:57.480 He worked for the GAY.

00:08:59.540 Yeah, the GAY with a little bit of BET on the side.

00:09:02.640 Yeah.

00:09:02.760 A little bit.

00:09:03.420 I have a subcontracted.

00:09:05.360 All right.

00:09:05.660 I got to finish this because this is actually a dope highlight reel.

00:09:09.220 I want to watch the show now.

00:09:10.320 It's in the chain.

00:09:11.100 I'm a competitor.

00:09:12.340 I'm pulling jack moves.

00:09:13.660 You're jacking, dude.

00:09:14.700 Hey, that would keep the hat man away from your soul door.

00:09:18.720 That would keep the hat man at bay.

00:09:20.100 All right.

00:09:20.360 So you're talking about the hat man.

00:09:21.720 No, I would try to.

00:09:23.300 But then this fucking vanilla gorilla would just, he would go, no, we're not talking about

00:09:26.860 that shit.

00:09:27.220 That's all retarded and gay.

00:09:28.620 So if we ever did talk about it, it was strictly.

00:09:31.360 You're right.

00:09:31.720 Look at your face.

00:09:32.440 Look, look.

00:09:33.060 You just said something about the hat man.

00:09:34.600 Watch, watch.

00:09:35.200 And then you could see the pain in my eyes.

00:09:36.720 It looked like the meme of that old guy who's smiling, but not with his eyes.

00:09:39.920 Let's watch it again.

00:09:40.700 This is actually kind of funny.

00:09:41.760 Here we go.

00:09:42.540 The hat man away from your soul door.

00:09:44.720 I don't keep the hat man at bay.

00:09:46.120 I hope your mom.

00:09:46.900 Your face was like pure agony.

00:09:48.720 Oh, yeah.

00:09:49.400 Look, look, look.

00:09:50.040 He's like, uh.

00:09:50.840 I can't hide that.

00:09:51.760 I noticed I do a really bad job of like, if I'm trying to hide my facial expression,

00:09:55.360 my eyes, they let you see it.

00:09:57.880 I like this.

00:09:58.560 It's only 30 more seconds, guys.

00:10:00.040 We could do this, right?

00:10:01.220 Yeah, it's fine.

00:10:02.160 I hope your mom gets in a car accident.

00:10:03.940 Oh, my God.

00:10:04.840 The youngest and the tightest.

00:10:06.620 Everyone else is old with arthritis.

00:10:08.720 Our touch, touch, touch is the Midas.

00:10:11.900 Thought babies came out of a butthole.

00:10:13.860 I could see that.

00:10:15.820 Unbelievable.

00:10:16.760 You're making us look bad.

00:10:19.620 Are you okay?

00:10:20.820 As always, I'm Jay.

00:10:23.340 He's Dave.

00:10:24.360 It's true.

00:10:24.680 And we're out.

00:10:26.320 Bye-bye.

00:10:26.740 I love you.

00:10:27.120 Wow.

00:10:29.020 It's, I mean, it's a pretty cool show.

00:10:30.840 It was, it was something.

00:10:32.740 Yeah.

00:10:33.180 Milhouse Huff's Piss says, soul door equals butthole.

00:10:35.820 That was kind of a bit that we had going on because I tried to share.

00:10:39.140 That was at the time where I had that really harrowing demonic experience.

00:10:42.300 And I tried to share that.

00:10:43.740 And it just devolved into a comedy bit.

00:10:45.680 And then basically it was like, remember right?

00:10:47.480 In the story, there's like knocking happening.

00:10:49.660 Yeah, yeah.

00:10:50.580 And the joke was, it was knocking on my soul door.

00:10:53.640 And then soul door, yes, became a euphemism for butthole.

00:10:57.000 So the whole thing devolved into just me getting raped by a demon at night, which was not accurate.

00:11:01.420 We bring this up.

00:11:02.320 We brought this up because he's like, how do you believe in this and still be a normal functioning person?

00:11:07.180 It was like, well, he's not really, you know, we're not really normal functioning people.

00:11:10.160 Yeah.

00:11:10.440 I don't understand what you're even asking.

00:11:11.920 Well, I think really what he's asking is, if you believed in this, how are you not gripped by horror at all moments of the day?

00:11:18.220 I think it's more or less what he's asking.

00:11:20.900 We kind of are.

00:11:21.820 But, Jay, we use our overwhelming sense of humor and charm and good looks.

00:11:30.580 And new sneaker collection.

00:11:31.900 Look at this, come on, dude.

00:11:34.380 Honestly, if Jay sees this, he's going to be jealous because Jay was a big fan of the Jordan 1s.

00:11:39.760 These are from 91, dog.

00:11:41.420 Wait a second.

00:11:42.080 Wait a second.

00:11:42.360 I'm not going to lie.

00:11:43.140 Jay had the Ben and Jerry dunks.

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00:12:25.980 Hashtag make a play.

00:12:28.600 Those are fucking crazy.

00:12:30.340 Like with the drippy shit.

00:12:31.180 Yeah, dude, come on.

00:12:31.800 Yeah.

00:12:32.380 He had the Ben and Jerry SB dunk.

00:12:33.960 So, you know, I mean, we're starting up TLC again.

00:12:37.860 I told Dave I won't do it.

00:12:39.740 I'm not doing another show.

00:12:40.720 No, no, no.

00:12:41.080 I don't want a co-host, all right?

00:12:42.140 I want fucking me and the people.

00:12:44.800 I don't want anybody getting in my fucking way.

00:12:47.000 All right, can we start this?

00:12:48.040 Let's start this.

00:12:48.700 1, 2, 3 in the chat if you want to see TLC with a co-host.

00:12:51.400 No, you don't want to see TLC with a co-host.

00:12:53.160 Don't say 3, 2, 1 if the top is an insufferable Puerto Rican piece of shit.

00:12:57.840 Let's go to fucking right here, this story that we have.

00:13:00.980 Because this is Kate.

00:13:02.580 Kate.

00:13:03.060 This is Kate, who is anti-speciesist in the chat, which is not, it's a little bit more

00:13:08.260 than a soft doxing.

00:13:09.400 Oh, they don't like that.

00:13:10.060 What I just did.

00:13:10.700 They are saying, yeah, they don't want to fuck you.

00:13:12.400 Yeah, you don't want, nobody wants that.

00:13:14.180 They want fucking, you're a Puerto Rican asshole and they want TLC to be solo dolo, baby.

00:13:20.620 But do you guys like when I pop into TLC sometimes?

00:13:23.040 It's nice when you stop by, but that's like if, you know, you stop by and you go, oh,

00:13:27.780 good, but you got to go now.

00:13:29.280 But if I live there, you'd be like, no, that would be too much.

00:13:31.880 Yeah.

00:13:32.140 But if you just stop by randomly, I'd be like, oh, what a pleasant surprise.

00:13:34.620 You've got 15 minutes before this isn't pleasant anymore.

00:13:38.160 This is my shit.

00:13:39.540 This is my shit.

00:13:40.340 Get the fuck out of here.

00:13:41.080 All right.

00:13:41.300 All right.

00:13:41.500 We're going on to Kate.

00:13:42.720 I'm going to start reading TLC, but top only.

00:13:45.000 Honestly, if you did top line cleanse, it would be very funny.

00:13:49.320 It would be confusing for the audience because I would still do timeline cleanse.

00:13:53.200 Both shows called TLC.

00:13:55.840 You don't know what you're getting in for when you click on it.

00:13:57.660 You don't know if it's me or you.

00:13:59.120 All right.

00:14:00.280 This story, like I said, comes from Kate Antispeciesist, one of our very own dangerous retards.

00:14:05.500 I hope she's in the chat.

00:14:06.940 It doesn't look like she's in the chat.

00:14:08.040 I like when the people are here watching us read their stories.

00:14:10.900 It feels nice.

00:14:11.600 But hopefully she'll catch this later on.

00:14:13.400 So I'm going to start it off.

00:14:14.600 It says, my story could be explained away by, oh, dude, you know what?

00:14:19.300 But we have to remember to tell the people about Bohemian Grove before we cancel at the

00:14:23.360 30-minute mark.

00:14:25.000 Sorry, Kate.

00:14:26.420 Sorry, Kate.

00:14:26.920 Just remember, before we go to leave them, we'll explain.

00:14:30.720 Okay?

00:14:30.920 Did you write something?

00:14:31.520 He wrote something down in his book that doesn't matter at all.

00:14:34.580 No, this isn't even a book.

00:14:36.040 This is John 3, 16 through 17 that I keep on my day.

00:14:40.000 For God so loved the world that he told everybody about Bohemian Grove.

00:14:47.280 That's it.

00:14:47.760 And I just keep it here.

00:14:48.640 I didn't write on it.

00:14:49.280 I thought it was my notebook for a second, but it's not.

00:14:51.680 Okay.

00:14:52.080 So Kate Dick Dude says, dude, that's funny.

00:14:56.000 Dick Dudes was another name of my shows.

00:14:58.340 It was Dick Dudes.

00:14:59.100 I did a show called Dick Dudes.

00:15:00.780 Incredible.

00:15:01.380 Clearly somebody knows the lore here.

00:15:03.120 Okay.

00:15:04.080 My story could be explained away as simple bad dreams.

00:15:07.000 So forgive me if it's not creepy enough, but I figured I'd send it anyway.

00:15:10.060 That's not a good start, Kate.

00:15:12.300 Never sell yourself short.

00:15:13.660 If anything, lie to us.

00:15:14.960 We do it to you.

00:15:17.400 Since I was a toddler, I've had horrific night terrors.

00:15:21.320 And if I'm not mistaken, I don't want to dox her anymore.

00:15:23.460 But she lives in a place where I'm like, okay, yeah, night terrors make a lot of sense.

00:15:26.720 Maybe she'll say it.

00:15:27.360 If she says it, we'll talk about it.

00:15:28.520 I don't want to dox her because she's already known as anti-speciesist, as Kate.

00:15:32.420 If I say where she's from, they don't know exactly where she is.

00:15:37.000 Okay, so since I was a toddler, I'd have horrific night terrors.

00:15:40.900 I don't often remember the basis of the dream.

00:15:43.080 I just remember feeling the dread upon waking up and screaming.

00:15:46.440 Excuse me.

00:15:47.600 The feeling of dread cannot be accurately described because it's so horribly terrifying.

00:15:52.220 There really isn't a word for it.

00:15:53.660 Yes.

00:15:54.440 Agreed.

00:15:54.960 That sense of terror when it comes to a night terror or a sleep paralysis thing,

00:15:58.780 it far exceeds a normal biological function of terror, I think.

00:16:03.800 You're saying all the things we like, Kate.

00:16:05.420 Keep going.

00:16:05.860 You're saying the right stuff.

00:16:06.660 You should have never started with this isn't good because this is already good.

00:16:11.000 Every time I would wake up from a night terror screaming,

00:16:13.340 it felt like something very dark was in the room.

00:16:15.780 No, not a black person, but a dark entity.

00:16:20.080 That's good.

00:16:21.020 That is good that it's not a black person.

00:16:22.300 The feeling of the room when I would wake up would be so heavy and my body would be hyperventilating,

00:16:29.140 shaking, and just sheer terror, uncontrollable sobbing.

00:16:32.500 That's fucking terrible.

00:16:34.120 Anyways, as I grew into an adult, I do remember a few night terrors that I will share for the sake of entertainment.

00:16:41.900 Side note, when I was 10 or so, my sibling called out for my dad, stating he had something sitting and pushing on his chest.

00:16:49.740 My dad, being a badass, got out the Bible and demanded in the name of Jesus that it leave the house.

00:16:55.720 Then a red light came out of my sibling's chest, shot out the window, hit a tree, and shot down the street.

00:17:03.680 Whoa.

00:17:03.960 Who saw that?

00:17:06.860 Did your dad see that, too?

00:17:08.020 Who fucking saw that?

00:17:09.120 Are you lying to us?

00:17:10.480 You lying.

00:17:11.460 Are you lying?

00:17:12.060 By the way, I have a picture.

00:17:13.440 I don't know if you saw it, Top.

00:17:15.180 The chick that works over here at my local convenience store knows that I do a podcast,

00:17:20.760 and she told me that she had a picture of an orb with a hand coming out of it,

00:17:26.820 and the hand is lifting up her blanket while she's sleeping.

00:17:29.900 Oh, is this?

00:17:30.160 And she sent me the picture.

00:17:32.500 Yeah, let me pull that up right there.

00:17:33.560 Yeah, pull that up because it's fascinating.

00:17:38.000 Yeah, so if you make that full – oh, I got to make it full screen.

00:17:41.500 You can see she's just laying there.

00:17:42.700 This is from a – she's got a security camera in her living room.

00:17:46.480 And the story goes that she gets into an argument with her boyfriend,

00:17:50.240 and she goes on her security camera to prove her point

00:17:53.300 and then ends up coming across a couple of frames where, in one frame, everything's normal.

00:17:59.200 The blanket's laid across her chest, and she's sleeping.

00:18:01.700 In a next frame, the blanket is still down, but there's an orb hovering over her body.

00:18:07.280 What was she – she was telling her boyfriend, like, that she wasn't out cheating or something like that?

00:18:11.380 I don't know.

00:18:11.740 Who knows?

00:18:12.120 It couldn't even – it might have been much more innocuous than that.

00:18:14.460 She was just setting it out to prove a point and stumbled upon this.

00:18:17.400 And in the third frame, there's – now the orb has – it looks like something's coming straight out of the center of it.

00:18:24.840 And what's interesting is if you look at the position of her shoulders, it doesn't look like she's holding up –

00:18:31.120 Sam Tripoli said she's masturbating.

00:18:32.740 I said, no, that's not what's happening, Sam Tripoli.

00:18:34.960 But if you look at her shoulders, they're not pitched in a way that looks like she's holding up.

00:18:41.120 And then clearly, it looks like the point of contact on the blanket is directly correlated with the fucking orb.

00:18:48.140 It's pinched.

00:18:49.200 It's like pinched up.

00:18:50.940 Dude.

00:18:51.320 That's weird.

00:18:51.840 And I asked her, because basically, if you don't pay for your security camera streaming service, all you get is still frames.

00:18:58.480 It'll send you screenshots when it detects movement.

00:19:01.360 So –

00:19:01.580 Did you ask her why she was poor?

00:19:02.960 I asked her why she's so fucking poor.

00:19:04.320 She's sleeping in a camper.

00:19:05.460 She's sleeping on the sofa of a camper.

00:19:07.460 Very poor.

00:19:10.900 But, I mean, I'll give it to her.

00:19:13.220 That is a very strange photo.

00:19:16.320 So how did this come up?

00:19:17.080 So you're just getting people, like your ex-co-hosts, you're getting people at the street.

00:19:20.540 I fucking love my job, dude.

00:19:22.740 Because what happens – and you get the same thing.

00:19:24.500 It's like people send you insane shit.

00:19:27.800 And sometimes it's like, you know, inconsequential.

00:19:31.360 Sometimes it's like, damn, this is some funky shit.

00:19:34.280 What the fuck?

00:19:34.980 And this is kind of one of those moments where I asked her, I said, well, what about the frames before it?

00:19:39.520 And she's like, the three fucking images that I got were – and then the orb blasted what I think was mostly piss across.

00:19:48.440 Mostly piss.

00:19:49.400 See, man.

00:19:50.360 90% of it's piss.

00:19:52.440 And –

00:19:53.080 Oh, my God.

00:20:00.220 Yeah, I don't know.

00:20:01.100 Z-Man with the banger fucking really threw me for a loop there.

00:20:04.520 So, yeah, I don't know.

00:20:05.660 It's a cool picture.

00:20:06.580 And it's very strange.

00:20:07.860 And she says that she only got three frames.

00:20:10.820 The security camera center one of before and then the movement that it caught of the orb and then this frame.

00:20:18.920 And so – and they're only like – as far as the time frame goes of night, it's only like a few seconds away from each other.

00:20:24.320 Whoa.

00:20:25.980 Yeah.

00:20:27.080 There's no way she can pay to get the video, right?

00:20:30.800 She – who?

00:20:31.980 Pay to get the video?

00:20:33.360 Yeah.

00:20:33.700 Like, you know, like pay them to get the full video of what I'm passing.

00:20:38.160 Oh, I don't know.

00:20:38.680 Maybe.

00:20:39.340 Maybe.

00:20:39.760 I know it's from years ago, though.

00:20:41.800 Oh.

00:20:42.720 Yeah, yeah.

00:20:43.060 This wasn't a recent development.

00:20:44.600 She just told me she had a fucking crazy picture and she had to hunt it down because she tried sending it to, like, another content creator that she follows on TikTok that does spooky stuff.

00:20:53.420 And they just fucking never –

00:20:54.760 Oh, what, Merkel never answered her?

00:20:55.680 Merkel never answered.

00:20:56.600 Ah, many such cases.

00:20:57.940 Okay, let's get back into this here.

00:21:00.680 So, the red light came out of my sibling's chest, shot out the window, hit a tree, and shot down the street.

00:21:07.100 And then she goes, my stories aren't as interesting, but oh well.

00:21:09.920 That was a good story.

00:21:12.560 At 15, I would be sleeping and wake up with my bed vibrating, shaking violently.

00:21:18.700 I would hear footsteps coming towards my bed as this would happen.

00:21:21.920 And I swear I could see the carpet indenting as they walked towards my bed.

00:21:26.560 Another time at that age, I saw a dead, long, creepy finger curl around my cracked bedroom door and just kind of hang out there.

00:21:35.380 I don't remember what happened after that, if I went to sleep or what.

00:21:38.160 That's interesting.

00:21:39.420 That's interesting.

00:21:40.160 It's some of the things that they do, right?

00:21:41.860 Like, you have an entity, you're 15 years old, and this thing lets its long, creepy finger wrap around your open door so that you could see it, and then it just hangs out there.

00:21:54.040 It's very weird.

00:21:55.140 And I know it's strange, too, that you go, well, why wouldn't you react?

00:21:57.880 Why would you just go to sleep?

00:21:58.820 But when you hear about these stories, a lot of times, that's what ends up happening.

00:22:02.620 It's like, and I was really fucking scared, and then I fell asleep and woke up in the morning.

00:22:06.500 Yeah, people are usually just like, so anyway.

00:22:08.860 Yeah, so anyway.

00:22:09.640 Or I pull the blanket over my head, and I basically stay in that state of mind until the fucking sun comes up.

00:22:14.820 That actually works.

00:22:16.400 It does work.

00:22:17.180 That's Toplops' dog, man.

00:22:18.480 If you don't see it, it doesn't exist.

00:22:21.460 Shout out, by the way.

00:22:22.840 Convenience door bitch says, fuck you, Raven.

00:22:24.740 Raven?

00:22:26.620 That's so Raven.

00:22:28.520 Oh, shit.

00:22:29.460 Okay, okay.

00:22:30.460 Not Nice Guy says, what's wrong with Raven's mic?

00:22:32.700 He sounds like he's on the radio.

00:22:33.820 Does my mic sound weird to anybody?

00:22:35.360 It might be my voice.

00:22:36.880 You sound normal to me.

00:22:37.240 It's a little crackly today.

00:22:38.620 Yeah.

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00:23:19.480 Hashtag make a play.

00:23:20.920 I mean, it's a little more annoying than usual, but normal to me.

00:23:26.140 Well, I got like a little bit of like a raspiness going on.

00:23:28.900 Okay, boom, boom, boom.

00:23:29.640 So now she goes on to say, when I was 17, I sliced open my knee sleep running into a glass door.

00:23:37.280 Holy shit.

00:23:39.360 That's crazy.

00:23:40.020 At 17 years old, man.

00:23:41.180 She says, I don't know why I was running.

00:23:43.500 I was just terrified.

00:23:44.640 Damn.

00:23:45.120 So you woke up running and ran through a fucking glass panel?

00:23:49.000 Yeah, I don't know.

00:23:50.580 I don't think women should.

00:23:53.340 Like run?

00:23:54.920 Should, just shouldn't.

00:23:56.100 Yeah.

00:23:56.840 Anything.

00:23:57.620 Yeah, that's a good blanket.

00:23:59.640 Usually generalities aren't great, but like generally, yeah, shouldn't.

00:24:03.060 Women shouldn't.

00:24:04.560 You fill in the rest.

00:24:05.820 Right.

00:24:06.080 Whatever it is, I can almost guarantee you she shouldn't.

00:24:11.380 At 19, I was in a hotel with my family on a trip.

00:24:15.800 I went to sleep on a rollaway bed and had a dream that I was going to be attacked by this man.

00:24:20.240 I started running from him and out of nowhere, I got hit in the face with a bat by another man.

00:24:25.680 God, it sounds like you were just fucking trafficked.

00:24:29.360 Little did I know I was running in real life.

00:24:32.100 So I slammed my face into the hotel doorframe and broke my nose so badly, I needed surgery.

00:24:39.980 Oh my God.

00:24:41.100 Now I got to look at it because I know she has a picture of herself up here.

00:24:44.020 That's so funny.

00:24:46.040 I mean, hey, by the way, is Nancy here?

00:24:48.540 Why do we fucking pay her?

00:24:49.580 She can't even show up to executive produce this show as we're doing it.

00:24:53.400 This is insane.

00:24:54.320 I can't believe Nancy's not in the chat.

00:24:56.160 I guess I could sort of see where you had the surgery, Kate.

00:24:58.900 That's fucked, man.

00:25:00.180 That sucks.

00:25:00.640 That's fucking cool.

00:25:01.320 I probably needed surgery.

00:25:02.580 I broke my nose a bunch of times.

00:25:04.040 Your nose does look fucking wonky.

00:25:05.880 It sucks.

00:25:06.860 I can't breathe out of one side.

00:25:09.580 Yeah.

00:25:10.540 That one's not good.

00:25:11.960 That one's nice.

00:25:13.020 That's good.

00:25:14.040 No, you hear that?

00:25:15.040 Yeah, it sounds all nasty and shit.

00:25:16.640 I think that's kind of more common.

00:25:20.560 I was like, I had it broken like three or four, man, maybe five times.

00:25:24.020 I was going to say it's more common than you think.

00:25:25.600 And for some reason, I got hung up on the idea that maybe Top doesn't think it's not common.

00:25:29.760 I don't know how common it is.

00:25:32.020 I know I've gotten punched in the face a lot, so I guess that's pretty common.

00:25:34.920 If you were getting punched in the face, it's probably pretty common for you.

00:25:36.780 Yeah, it'll mess up your shit.

00:25:39.360 All right, let's finish this up here.

00:25:41.060 As I slammed into the doorframe, I was overcome with intense dread and terror.

00:25:48.400 I, for some reason, thought that my nightshirt was the man putting a bag over my head, and I ripped my shirt over my head.

00:25:56.000 I was slightly awake, but hardly.

00:25:58.820 And with blood pouring down my face and chest, I started screaming,

00:26:02.640 Dude, imagine taking your family on vacation, and your fucking 17-year-old daughter bursts out of bed, runs face-first into the wall twice, and then whips her tits out, and starts screaming, I need Jesus.

00:26:21.720 And honestly, as a father, thinking about it now, that's embarrassing.

00:26:27.300 Just kind of, I'd be like, I don't even know this girl.

00:26:30.460 Bro!

00:26:32.740 Just fucking, oh my god, man.

00:26:35.100 What a horrifying thing.

00:26:36.660 I hope they're in a separate room, because no father wants to see their 17-year-old daughter's tits,

00:26:42.000 and then never mind the fact that it's 3 in the morning, and she's covered in blood.

00:26:46.500 Oh my god, what a fucking nightmare.

00:26:47.920 Just fucking images of Carrie, is that the name of the movie where she gets covered in blood, or like Rosemary's Baby?

00:26:53.840 I don't know, maybe I'm conflating the two.

00:26:56.580 But that's not good.

00:26:57.960 That's like, you wake up, and you are waist-deep in a fucking haunting.

00:27:03.180 Damn, it's crazy.

00:27:04.640 So this idea of like, she's in sleep paralysis, but then that's mixed with, what do they call this?

00:27:11.780 Sleepwalking?

00:27:13.140 Yeah, yeah.

00:27:14.320 You ever see somebody sleepwalk?

00:27:16.440 No, but it's fucking, I could imagine that it's horrific, because you can't really control them.

00:27:21.500 You can't wake them up.

00:27:22.420 You have to kind of just...

00:27:23.060 Yeah, you're not supposed to, I heard.

00:27:24.960 I don't know why.

00:27:25.380 I don't know.

00:27:26.600 Apparently they could freak out, but I've been around one person sleepwalking one time.

00:27:30.660 Oh wait, I have been around people sleepwalking.

00:27:32.400 My fucking son.

00:27:33.640 Yeah.

00:27:33.800 Oh, he sleepwalks?

00:27:35.020 Not anymore.

00:27:36.140 This was like, honestly, when we had him in Florida, even before that, he would wake up

00:27:41.200 with like a night terror screaming up, but not there.

00:27:46.160 And it's, when I tell you horrific, it's fucking horrific, where he's like, just, it's not coming

00:27:53.440 down his nose, but he's easy to control because he's little.

00:27:56.280 Yeah.

00:27:56.480 And thank God that that stopped, because that was like right around the time we were detoxing

00:28:01.320 him heavily for like the heavy metals, and that shit was happening.

00:28:04.280 It was happening a lot.

00:28:06.020 Imagine it happening to a 17-year-old.

00:28:08.260 I mean, you may not think a 17-year-old chick is strong, but imagine trying to wrangle her

00:28:12.340 at three in the morning while she's covered in blood and she's freaking out.

00:28:15.300 Imagine if she's retarded.

00:28:16.800 Like...

00:28:17.300 Could be, yeah.

00:28:18.460 She's got that retard strength too.

00:28:19.700 Um, when I was younger, uh, I had this, this chick that was my, probably one of the only

00:28:24.820 chicks in my life that was like an actual friend, you know, like not somebody that I

00:28:28.560 was trying to date or some shit like that.

00:28:30.300 And I was hanging out with her and, uh, and I was staying over her house and we decided

00:28:35.140 that we were going to drink a pot of coffee, you know, like real late into the night.

00:28:38.880 We're going to pull an all nighter.

00:28:40.240 That's the kind of teenage age that we were at where it's like, we're going to fucking pull

00:28:43.380 an all nighter.

00:28:44.040 And that was like a big deal.

00:28:45.420 And she's got a little brother.

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00:29:27.360 Hashtag make a play.

00:29:30.060 Like one o'clock in the morning, her little brother comes out and he just walks into the

00:29:33.660 living room where we are.

00:29:34.660 And I remember going like, hey, what's up?

00:29:36.500 And he's fucking non-responsive and his eyes are closed.

00:29:38.920 And I'm like, this is crazy.

00:29:40.060 And he starts like waddling away and just boom, walks straight into the wall.

00:29:46.000 And then he backs up and he like adjusts his aim.

00:29:49.400 You know those little collapsible folding TV tables?

00:29:52.420 Yeah.

00:29:53.340 There's one of those stacked up against the wall.

00:29:55.340 He now beelines for that.

00:29:56.580 Boom!

00:29:57.180 Slams into it.

00:29:58.220 The fucking table falls over.

00:30:00.060 And I'm like, for sure, that's going to wake him up because it claps, doesn't wake him up.

00:30:03.840 And we get up, we start following this kid.

00:30:05.500 Like, where is he going?

00:30:06.160 What is he doing?

00:30:07.120 And he walks over to the bathroom and he just pisses all over the door.

00:30:12.420 He just pisses all over the door.

00:30:14.040 He just, you know, his back is to us so we can't see.

00:30:16.700 But he just whips his shit out and pisses all over the bathroom door.

00:30:20.580 Close enough.

00:30:21.640 Pulls his pants up, goes back to sleep.

00:30:23.760 It was honestly the funniest thing I'd ever seen in my life.

00:30:25.740 So, not what Kate has going on over here.

00:30:30.480 She says, my whole family, including my dad and brother, woke up and saw me topless, sobbing, and bloody.

00:30:36.480 Awkward.

00:30:36.960 Dude, see, I was right.

00:30:37.920 That is fucking horrifying.

00:30:39.220 That's so horrifying.

00:30:40.060 Oh, my God.

00:30:42.380 Hotel security knocked and my brother, who was nearby on the couch, answers shirtless.

00:30:46.400 We were all sleeping.

00:30:49.080 No reason to clarify that.

00:30:50.840 And I was in the background screaming topless and bloody.

00:30:54.280 Whoa!

00:30:54.720 Oh, safe to say it looked really bad to hotel security.

00:30:59.020 Holy shit.

00:30:59.840 Oh, my God.

00:31:00.900 That is really problematic.

00:31:03.840 That's like catch-a-case type shit.

00:31:06.340 You cannot.

00:31:07.420 How do you explain that to CPS?

00:31:09.460 Yeah, she goes, my dad, mom, sister, and brother assured him I was okay and just having a night terror.

00:31:14.500 And they were going, all right, fucking if you say so.

00:31:17.500 Imagine if it was just your dad.

00:31:20.100 Oh, yeah.

00:31:20.760 They still harken back to that.

00:31:22.280 He doesn't work there anymore.

00:31:23.180 But he goes, remember that time we saw that girl getting trafficked and we didn't do anything?

00:31:27.240 You remember that?

00:31:28.040 It was crazy.

00:31:28.700 Like, I'm pretty damn sure that she wasn't having a night terror.

00:31:33.280 She says that was a bad one.

00:31:34.600 At about 21, I was dating someone and sleeping over his house where his brother and fiance also lived.

00:31:41.320 I woke up.

00:31:42.660 I saw three men in lab coats walk in looking at me like a specimen.

00:31:47.140 They proceeded to hold me down and try to inject me with things to test on me.

00:31:52.940 Fuck.

00:31:53.340 In this reality, I was screaming, no, no, no, no, no.

00:31:58.480 And my boyfriend was shaking me, trying to wake me up.

00:32:01.480 Through his head, his hands were the lab coat guy.

00:32:06.160 No, I'm sorry.

00:32:07.300 Though in my head, his hands were the lab coat guy.

00:32:10.860 So I took his hand and bit him and drew blood.

00:32:14.440 And he broke up with me after that.

00:32:15.840 I love the way she ends that too.

00:32:17.960 Not a like, bye guys, just fucking.

00:32:20.380 He broke up with me after that.

00:32:21.840 And then he left.

00:32:22.840 So he left me.

00:32:24.800 Holy shit, dude.

00:32:26.120 Honestly.

00:32:26.500 So, so I guess I will dox anti-speciesists a little bit more because it's, it's, I think

00:32:34.300 it's relevant to the conversation.

00:32:35.380 And I wonder if this was the case back in.

00:32:37.320 Oh, I see where she lives now.

00:32:38.040 Yeah.

00:32:38.600 She lives in Alaska.

00:32:40.200 And I don't remember if you remember the movie, or I don't know, rather, if you remember

00:32:44.800 the movie, The Fourth Kind with Mila Jovovich.

00:32:48.300 But it was all about alien abductions, but in a very concentrated area in Anchorage, Alaska.

00:32:56.500 Where, where apparently, statistically speaking, there is a disproportionate amount of UFO

00:33:03.140 sightings and abduction testimony coming out of Anchorage, Alaska.

00:33:08.140 So, yeah, yeah.

00:33:09.460 And, and The Fourth Kind was based off of real events where one of the local psychiatrists

00:33:15.620 stumbled upon this.

00:33:17.680 You know, it was like, basically they have somebody, they're, they're talking to them

00:33:20.700 and they start talking about these nightmares that they're having.

00:33:23.160 And then she talks to somebody else and they're talking about a nightmare, but they're

00:33:26.480 all talking about a white owl.

00:33:28.860 And she becomes very curious.

00:33:30.120 She's like, what the fuck is going on?

00:33:31.160 Like every, all of my patients are talking about nightmares and white owls.

00:33:34.240 And then she ends up stumbling upon some really horrifying shit.

00:33:38.000 There she is.

00:33:38.580 Go follow anti-speciesists.

00:33:39.980 She's awesome.

00:33:40.580 Yeah.

00:33:41.040 She has this.

00:33:41.540 Just doxing the fuck out of her.

00:33:43.440 Don'twatch.org.

00:33:44.440 I don't know what this is, but I kind of want to watch it now.

00:33:47.080 Oh shit.

00:33:47.860 What the fuck she got going on over there?

00:33:49.380 I guess we'll, we'll watch a little bit of it.

00:33:51.060 Yeah.

00:33:51.560 What do you think?

00:33:51.840 Let's see.

00:33:52.800 Animal agriculture is a multi-billion dollar industry controlled by some of the-

00:33:57.100 Oh yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:33:58.140 Uh, anti-speciesists.

00:33:59.160 This is vegan.

00:33:59.680 And it's an industry rooted in lies, secrecy, and animal abuse.

00:34:04.080 Okay.

00:34:04.400 So this is like a-

00:34:05.180 Our schools.

00:34:06.180 A vegan thing or like-

00:34:07.440 It's like, yeah, vegan propaganda.

00:34:08.880 She's trying to propagandize us.

00:34:10.020 This was actually-

00:34:11.440 Oh shit.

00:34:12.080 Get that out of here.

00:34:12.660 We're fucking watching.

00:34:13.620 No, you can't have that on the screen.

00:34:14.920 That's crazy.

00:34:16.080 Um, yeah, she's a vegan.

00:34:17.760 She's one of the few vegans that I like.

00:34:19.120 She's all right.

00:34:20.520 She gets the pass.

00:34:21.900 Um, all right.

00:34:22.580 So let's go on to, I guess this is, this was part one.

00:34:26.080 There's honestly some really great stories.

00:34:28.220 Um, cool stories.

00:34:29.400 It reminded me of this story with that girl, uh, um, Linda, what she was saying today.

00:34:35.460 She actually brought up a good point.

00:34:36.700 Linda Caterino that you sent me this one here.

00:34:39.860 Uh, where she, she's basically, she said, uh, they want to gaslight us into believing that

00:34:43.980 this is a gift where this kid almost like chokes his mother to death because he's kind

00:34:48.740 of like upset a little bit and she's got to calm him down.

00:34:51.440 Yeah.

00:34:51.980 So who is this that's saying this?

00:34:53.460 Go scroll back up.

00:34:54.140 Linda, what is this the chick from, um, mostly peaceful Latinas?

00:34:57.920 Yeah, this is, yeah, that's her.

00:34:59.240 I like her because obviously we've been talking about the whole autism thing and how they've

00:35:04.580 been trying to present it as this gift or this next step in evolution.

00:35:07.340 Right.

00:35:07.840 And, um, and I like that she is saying like, no, it's not the fucking case, man.

00:35:12.540 It's, it's horrifying.

00:35:13.480 Look, what happens to him when she dies?

00:35:15.220 Who's going to look after these children?

00:35:16.700 The autism epidemic is a ticking bomb.

00:35:19.080 Um, not a popular notion.

00:35:20.820 Yeah.

00:35:21.500 No, it is crazy.

00:35:22.440 When you see like, uh, a kid with extreme autism and his dad's like 80, you know, you're

00:35:28.140 like, Oh my God.

00:35:28.780 Yeah.

00:35:29.120 What's going to happen to this guy?

00:35:29.980 Like, and you should see, you could see some of the, uh, the responses.

00:35:35.000 Oh shit.

00:35:35.680 Well, actually, hold on.

00:35:36.420 This is actually, Oh, Oh, I want to make a correction.

00:35:38.460 Curtis says a lot of people go missing in Nome, Alaska.

00:35:41.600 And I think it's Nome that was the center of it.

00:35:48.200 It's, it's sad.

00:35:49.380 Not good.

00:35:50.420 What did they say?

00:35:51.400 Somebody said, somebody said like, uh, they were like, Oh, well there's actually, you know,

00:35:56.120 stupid.

00:35:56.620 There's places that we can put them like, uh, fucking homes.

00:36:00.400 It's like, Oh my God.

00:36:01.440 Are you kidding me, dude?

00:36:02.860 Well, someone in the comments, I can't even find it now, but it's just like, yeah, I just

00:36:06.460 don't understand.

00:36:06.880 It's the same thing we had yesterday.

00:36:07.960 We were talking about, um, we were on dangerous with Clint and we were mentioning something

00:36:12.900 and everybody in the comments was like, why the fuck are you saying this?

00:36:18.120 I mean, what was it?

00:36:18.900 It was very similar.

00:36:19.600 It was very similar to true.

00:36:20.320 I forgot what it was, but, uh, people are retarded and that's really the takeaway.

00:36:23.880 So let's get into, um, I don't think, I don't see part two from Kate anti-speciesist, right?

00:36:30.840 No.

00:36:31.380 So we're going to go to Nick.

00:36:35.660 Nick from January for March, March 18th.

00:36:39.300 No, no, is it March?

00:36:40.080 Yeah.

00:36:40.300 March 18th.

00:36:41.400 Uh, okay.

00:36:43.380 You want to take this one?

00:36:43.960 Whatever story is.

00:36:44.760 Sure.

00:36:46.200 Like so many before, please don't say my name on here.

00:36:50.400 Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.

00:36:51.900 Fucking wait a second.

00:36:54.160 Oh my God.

00:36:59.940 You got fucking soft docs, baby.

00:37:04.640 Oh, I'm so sorry.

00:37:06.100 Guys, why do you write to us?

00:37:07.280 But if you do want to write to us, um, we have a new email, chroniclesnds at gmail.com.

00:37:15.000 Yeah.

00:37:15.820 Chroniclesnds at gmail.com.

00:37:16.960 Send us your stuff.

00:37:17.640 And if you don't want to be docs, don't fucking put your name.

00:37:20.060 Um, also before we kill the stream, cause it's now 36 minutes, we got to stop going live

00:37:24.180 to all these people who are freeloading, who don't want to be on patreon.com backslash

00:37:28.560 Nephilim.Squad where they can continue enjoying this conversation and they can enjoy it for free.

00:37:32.500 But before we go, I'm going to take advantage of this, um, bigger audience.

00:37:36.440 And I'm going to say that, uh, I don't know if you guys have heard, but Bohemian Grove is a go.

00:37:41.620 It is at the Tropic Theater in Leesburg, June 20th through the 21st.

00:37:45.700 The first night is being headlined by Sam Tripoli.

00:37:52.840 Uh, and we're going to have guests like Shane Cashman.

00:37:54.880 Of course, Nephilim Death Squad is going to be there.

00:37:56.080 There's going to be a lot of content creators in that house.

00:37:59.160 In fact, we're thinking about keeping, um, 20 seats available for content creators that

00:38:04.560 are going to show up.

00:38:05.320 All right.

00:38:05.520 So there's going to be a fuck ton of people.

00:38:07.720 Uh, and the next day after that is going to be Tower Gangs Day.

00:38:11.620 That's going to be all comedy.

00:38:12.880 And that is headlined by Owen Benjamin.

00:38:15.660 Crazy, crazy what we've managed to do here.

00:38:22.760 So guys, uh, two days, June 20th through the 21st, Leesburg, Florida.

00:38:26.760 That's about 45 minutes from Orlando.

00:38:28.980 Guys, you can get your tickets fly into Orlando and it's a short trip over to Leesburg.

00:38:32.600 We have taken over an entire theater in the form of the Tropic Theater.

00:38:36.560 And there is about a two to three block radius around that theater where we are going to be

00:38:41.080 pouring out into the streets after the show is over.

00:38:43.100 And we're going to be playing pool.

00:38:44.600 We're going to be drinking.

00:38:45.280 We're going to be eating.

00:38:45.940 We're going to be hanging out.

00:38:47.480 We didn't get to do a lot of hanging out last Bohemian Grove.

00:38:49.640 It was too hectic.

00:38:50.720 That's the theater.

00:38:51.300 Good looking theater, dude.

00:38:52.680 Good looking theater.

00:38:53.960 A theater I'd say worthy of performances by Sam Tripoli, by Owen Benjamin.

00:38:59.400 And of course, uh, that's not it.

00:39:01.680 That's not it.

00:39:02.300 That's, that's what it used to look like.

00:39:04.080 No, I think that's somewhere else.

00:39:05.200 It's like Key West or something like that.

00:39:06.520 Don't go there.

00:39:07.480 Don't go there.

00:39:08.180 No, you want to go to the Tropic Theater in Leesburg, Florida, guys.

00:39:11.380 Like I said, 45 minutes away from Orlando and our tickets are going to be up very soon.

00:39:15.900 We have short time.

00:39:16.820 I think we're looking at what's today.

00:39:18.060 Today is the 18th.

00:39:19.100 So we have two, two months, two months till this event kicks off.

00:39:23.060 Uh, also me and Cole, I guess, are having a bodybuilding competition where we are going

00:39:28.280 to paint our bodies brown.

00:39:30.940 And then, um, we're going to have Toad blindfolded.

00:39:34.640 And the way he's going to pick the winner is by, uh, feeling us.

00:39:37.680 He's going to feel us.

00:39:39.900 He's going to feel us.

00:39:40.900 He's going to feel our muscles.

00:39:42.200 He's going to feel our bodies.

00:39:43.200 And then that's how he's going to determine who the winner of, of this bodybuilding competition

00:39:47.600 is.

00:39:47.880 So if you're into that, I think he's going to get very gay on the second day.

00:39:50.800 And we probably should forewarn Owen Benjamin.

00:39:53.600 Like things are going to get gay.

00:39:54.920 Uh, look at this.

00:39:55.780 This is pretty cool.

00:39:56.700 Oh, that is cool.

00:39:57.620 Historic Tropic Theater.

00:39:58.740 Is that Leesburg?

00:39:59.840 This is where they had the watermelon contest.

00:40:02.100 Very cool.

00:40:03.140 Okay.

00:40:03.880 They had a watermelon contest.

00:40:05.220 Is that real?

00:40:06.160 Yeah, dude.

00:40:06.760 The watermelon capital of the world.

00:40:08.100 It is the watermelon capital of the world.

00:40:09.880 Apparently there used to be giants out there too, according to some black guy on the internet.

00:40:12.760 So very cool guys.

00:40:14.640 Bohemian Grove is officially, by the way, Bohemian Grove 3, two days, one portal.

00:40:21.320 All right.

00:40:21.620 So things are definitely, I think they're going to get a little bit gay.

00:40:24.560 There he is.

00:40:24.880 There's a black guy that told us the truth about Leesburg, what we all really wanted to

00:40:28.600 know.

00:40:29.260 So guys, you're going to want to get your tickets.

00:40:30.500 The people who are getting first dibs on the tickets are going to be our Patreon subscribers.

00:40:34.820 Of course, Tower Gang's Patreon subscribers.

00:40:37.040 And of course, Liberty Lockdown.

00:40:39.060 So Nephilim Death Squad, Tower Gang, Liberty Lockdown.

00:40:41.600 And if you guys are on those Patreons, you're getting first dibs because what's going to

00:40:45.580 end up happening is once we release these tickets to Owen Benjamin's fan base, Sam Tripoli's

00:40:51.360 fan base, they're going to fucking fly.

00:40:52.780 They're going to be gone.

00:40:53.420 This place is going to be sold out.

00:40:54.620 And we want you guys to be there.

00:40:56.200 Not everybody else.

00:40:56.880 I mean, it's cool.

00:40:57.420 We want to sell the place out, obviously.

00:40:59.020 But we want our people, the dangerous retards.

00:41:01.920 If that's you, keep an eye out on these Patreons, baby, because the tickets is going to drop

00:41:06.620 soon.

00:41:07.380 Yeah.

00:41:07.600 And the tickets are going to be a little more expensive than 50 bucks.

00:41:10.180 Just letting you guys know.

00:41:11.480 Because it's a two-day event.

00:41:12.900 And it's a two-day event.

00:41:13.760 And we have to pay for a couple of headliners.

00:41:17.180 I think Royce just confirmed he will also be there from Revenge of the Six.

00:41:20.240 Fuck yes, dude.

00:41:21.020 Let's go.

00:41:21.920 He will be there performing in some form or fashion.

00:41:24.220 We're going to have to figure out a way to feature Royce.

00:41:26.700 There'll be a bunch of other surprise people.

00:41:28.520 It's going to be fucking...

00:41:29.800 It's going to be awesome.

00:41:30.620 Well, basically, what we're doing is we're inviting as many content creators in the

00:41:33.540 conspiracy realm as possible so that when you guys show up, right, after the performances

00:41:38.040 are done, when we hit the streets and we're mingling, it's going to be weird.

00:41:41.360 It's going to be like playing Where's Waldo in a small town.

00:41:44.800 And the Waldo are your favorite conspiracy podcasters.

00:41:48.320 Very strange.

00:41:49.100 Very strange thing that we're doing.

00:41:50.540 The reason we did it is so that you don't just bother us.

00:41:53.160 It's like, go bother somebody else.

00:41:54.240 Donut might be there.

00:41:55.140 I don't know.

00:41:55.620 Fucking...

00:41:56.380 A lot of people are going to be there.

00:41:57.300 Yeah, go bother.

00:41:57.820 As a matter of fact, let's just...

00:41:59.220 We can read off next week.

00:42:00.340 Next week is going to be a banger.

00:42:02.600 We have a schedule for next week.

00:42:04.540 We have Gray Monarch, Gray Area Monarch on Monday, and we'll be on Legit Bat with...

00:42:12.780 Oh, I like them.

00:42:13.880 Legit Bat is the shit.

00:42:14.960 I think they're only on...

00:42:17.880 Yeah.

00:42:18.580 Well, we'll be on with them with JT, follows JC, so that'll be up.

00:42:21.860 Nathaniel Gillis on Tuesday.

00:42:24.180 He was just on Merkel's show.

00:42:25.880 So, we're going to talk about Incubus, Succubus stuff.

00:42:28.760 It's going to be crazy.

00:42:29.840 Dr. Andrew Huff is going to be there.

00:42:31.540 He's going to be on Wednesday.

00:42:33.460 And Cyprian, Wednesday night, which is...

00:42:36.280 You don't know who Cyprian is.

00:42:38.800 No.

00:42:39.540 That's Vin Armani.

00:42:40.500 It's actually very funny, this guy.

00:42:42.480 Donut on Thursday.

00:42:43.880 Crazy banger.

00:42:45.160 And then we're going to end the week with BX on Friday.

00:42:47.920 Oh, yeah.

00:42:48.080 That's a heavy week, dude.

00:42:49.660 And Ed Mabry, to cap it off.

00:42:51.600 Ed Mabry.

00:42:51.960 And then, of course, we have Dangerous and we have Chronicles as well.

00:42:55.960 And when we talk to Donut, we're going to be talking about Orphic Egg Ceremonies.

00:42:59.680 We're going back to the egg, baby.

00:43:06.740 Back to the egg.

00:43:07.500 We're going back to the egg.

00:43:08.520 And we're going to talk about these Orphic Egg Ceremonies, fucking Katy Perry and the whole thing.

00:43:13.860 It's going to be a lot of fun.

00:43:14.980 And so, because Donut is on the same exact shit that I'm on.

00:43:17.660 So, this is going to be a lot of fun, man.

00:43:19.280 Next week is going to be packed.

00:43:20.580 And I'm hoping that maybe next week we can get these ticket sales up.

00:43:24.220 So, keep an eye out, guys.

00:43:25.300 Otherwise, goodbye to the pours.

00:43:28.100 Get out of here.

00:43:28.780 Go on and get.

00:43:30.060 Goodbye.

00:43:30.840 Go.

00:43:31.100 Goodbye.

00:43:31.780 Go.

00:43:32.260 Patreon.com.

00:43:33.740 I am squeezing penis right now.

00:43:35.560 I've got to pee so bad.

00:43:36.440 All right.

00:43:36.660 Go pee.

00:43:37.280 No, I'm not going to go pee.

00:43:38.160 I'm just going to keep squeezing.

00:43:39.520 No, go ahead.

00:43:39.940 Go pee.

00:43:40.560 Okay.

00:43:40.840 You're going to read?

00:43:41.360 We're taking a quick intermission.

00:43:43.100 Oh, okay.

00:43:43.480 We can do that.

00:43:43.960 It's our show.

00:43:44.440 I'll be right back.

00:43:44.760 Yeah.

00:43:44.960 Hold on.

00:43:50.580 We'll be right back.

00:44:20.580 We'll be right back.

00:44:50.580 Oh, that's nice.

00:45:05.900 You did it like an actual intermission.

00:45:07.440 Did you go pee pee?

00:45:10.640 No.

00:45:11.140 You're fucking muted.

00:45:11.980 Oh, you didn't mute.

00:45:13.120 Yeah, I muted myself.

00:45:14.240 All right.

00:45:14.720 We're back.

00:45:15.600 We're back.

00:45:16.800 We're good to go.

00:45:17.400 We're back.

00:45:18.100 Did you guys like the fucking intermission?

00:45:19.880 I didn't get to hear it.

00:45:20.720 Was that nice?

00:45:21.560 Oh, here we go.

00:45:22.300 We got somebody up.

00:45:23.180 Mersh said he'll come for the top salary.

00:45:27.080 Thank you.

00:45:27.640 It's coming soon in David's tiny dick squeezer.

00:45:30.660 Thank you very much, Mersh.

00:45:31.360 Mersh is not invited.

00:45:32.820 No, not this time.

00:45:33.820 Very sad.

00:45:34.820 I mean, I invited him.

00:45:35.980 He can come, but he's not going to perform.

00:45:38.160 Yeah.

00:45:38.560 He's not allowed to perform.

00:45:39.880 No.

00:45:40.020 And you know what, dude?

00:45:41.840 Sucks for you.

00:45:43.040 And this time we're going to pay him for not performing.

00:45:45.340 Yeah.

00:45:45.660 Well, we actually have the budget to pay people that do perform.

00:45:49.960 And yeah, not you.

00:45:52.880 Also, Owen Benjamin will be there.

00:45:54.080 So your co-host is going to probably perform with him.

00:45:56.640 It's going to be cool.

00:45:57.880 Yeah, dude.

00:45:58.240 You shouldn't have fucking did that.

00:45:59.660 You shouldn't have been mean to us.

00:46:00.860 So I wasn't going to do this, but I figured as time passes, this is Nick.

00:46:07.640 I'm forgetting some of it, so it's good for me as well to add what you guys are doing.

00:46:12.980 And at least I'm half retarded, so fuck it.

00:46:15.320 Get ready for my schizo ass.

00:46:17.000 Let's go.

00:46:18.040 I don't know how I feel about that.

00:46:19.580 All right.

00:46:20.960 My last name is heavily related to death and the Grim Reaper.

00:46:26.300 Nick Muerte?

00:46:27.820 Yeah, I know.

00:46:28.400 You're narrowing down your entire name.

00:46:31.040 He's like, don't dox me, but here's some clues.

00:46:34.360 So we always had Grim Reaper drawings.

00:46:36.200 People called me the Reaper or Grim growing up.

00:46:38.820 So death was just kind of a part of my life in my family in a weird way.

00:46:44.240 Dad's side is Irish, Scandinavian.

00:46:46.220 If you guys missed yesterday's episode of NDS, I did a Q&A with my daughter and we spoke

00:46:51.740 about the death angel and we spoke about death in general.

00:46:54.980 Oh, I saw that.

00:46:55.680 And I was in the middle of trying to premiere something and I was like, oh shit, hope this

00:46:59.880 doesn't fucking interrupt daddy-daughter Q&A.

00:47:02.320 I mean, she just, she wants to do it every so often and I was like, all right, fine,

00:47:06.780 whatever.

00:47:07.100 We'll do it.

00:47:07.560 There you go.

00:47:07.780 Okay.

00:47:08.780 My mother's side is Czech, gypsy, Scandinavian.

00:47:11.100 So we have lots of superstitions and things like witching balls in our homes.

00:47:16.560 Not good.

00:47:17.740 Witching balls?

00:47:18.800 Yeah.

00:47:19.740 Mark Random is meeting us there as my guest of all.

00:47:22.840 I wish I wish we could have Mark Random back, but it was just like, it's just too much,

00:47:28.320 man.

00:47:28.700 Yeah.

00:47:28.900 It's so much doing a, I know you guys enjoyed at least probably day one of Random, but doing

00:47:34.520 two days and then having him do all that, it's a whole thing.

00:47:39.160 Yeah.

00:47:39.620 It's not good.

00:47:40.420 All right.

00:47:41.140 So before I was born, my mother came out, I came from a cult, like a, like Pentecostal

00:47:46.120 family.

00:47:46.740 Grandma and grandpa got out of that world, but that left my mom with a bad taste for organized

00:47:52.760 religion.

00:47:53.780 Dad was raised Catholic, but his parents divorcing left a bad taste for Catholic beliefs.

00:47:58.920 Family has bipolar on my mom's side.

00:48:01.820 That's kind of, that's always usual.

00:48:03.560 Like the female side has that.

00:48:05.460 Yes.

00:48:05.660 I think women, what you would be, they keep diagnosing women with, you know, bipolar disorder

00:48:12.320 or whatever.

00:48:12.640 And it's like, no, you're just, you're just observing the natural state of women.

00:48:17.340 Yeah.

00:48:17.820 And also like the women have this like, uh, like better ability to see the other side

00:48:22.580 to peel back the veil a little.

00:48:24.340 So yeah.

00:48:25.120 Yeah.

00:48:25.360 They're, they're just like desensitizing them to the spirit, spiritual realm and also

00:48:29.340 underestimating how crazy they could be.

00:48:31.240 Yes.

00:48:31.500 Uh, Nick says I had seizures as a baby and almost died a couple of times, but that stopped.

00:48:37.880 So I didn't learn about much later in life.

00:48:40.320 That's kind of significant, right?

00:48:43.120 To form your brain.

00:48:43.780 Yeah, I would say so.

00:48:44.920 Any, any kind of like really brutal childhood, especially like physical trauma, I would say

00:48:50.300 that's relevant to the conversation.

00:48:52.280 Brain trauma for sure.

00:48:53.360 All right.

00:48:53.640 That's not, that's not good, but let's keep reading.

00:48:55.620 Once when I was in second grade, all of reality just turned into, into the static on the TV

00:49:02.020 and I didn't have a body.

00:49:03.840 Oh.

00:49:04.340 I was in a classroom when it happened and picking up a pencil from under a desk.

00:49:08.380 So no one saw it.

00:49:10.220 When I came to, I asked the seizure kid.

00:49:13.460 So is having seizures kind of like all of everything goes away and all you see is static?

00:49:18.800 And he said, yeah.

00:49:20.080 So there's that.

00:49:21.260 So.

00:49:21.500 Oh, that's a bummer.

00:49:23.080 Damn.

00:49:23.340 Did I have a seizure?

00:49:24.140 Sure.

00:49:25.460 That's crazy.

00:49:26.620 Saw static?

00:49:27.800 I don't know if I saw static, but I like, I would do like this like weird out of body

00:49:31.060 thing where like listening to Michael K and the Yankees and shit.

00:49:33.980 Oh, right, right, right.

00:49:34.560 Sort of similar to that.

00:49:35.620 Like kind of like you get a staticky feeling.

00:49:37.380 I don't, I wouldn't say that I saw static, but I got like a staticky feeling.

00:49:41.340 I can, um, I think anybody can do this.

00:49:43.620 I don't want to do this right now.

00:49:44.540 I'm actually doing it.

00:49:45.360 Not good.

00:49:46.060 Just press your eyes until you see static.

00:49:47.920 If you just press on them lightly, like a little bit of pressure and you just hold it there,

00:49:51.740 it fucking devolves into static and the craziest shit.

00:49:55.780 And eventually it ends with, um, for me, a runway and palm trees and a, and a black and

00:50:01.880 white finish line, like a checkerboard finish line.

00:50:04.420 Very strange.

00:50:05.400 That's very weird.

00:50:06.300 Now I'm gonna do that later.

00:50:07.340 You could see it really well too.

00:50:08.680 Like, at least I could see it real.

00:50:09.740 I'm like, that's fucking palm trees.

00:50:11.280 That's a blue sky.

00:50:12.680 That's a, it reminds me of, um, remember when the old Sonic the Hedgehog game, uh, the

00:50:17.980 2d one for Sega Genesis, but sometimes you'd enter a bonus level that would become 3d.

00:50:23.200 Yeah.

00:50:23.620 Yeah.

00:50:23.760 Yeah.

00:50:24.020 It looked like that.

00:50:24.880 Very strange.

00:50:25.740 That's a very cool game too.

00:50:27.360 It's a good, it's a great game ahead of its time for sure.

00:50:29.620 Oh yeah.

00:50:29.940 A hundred percent.

00:50:31.140 So, uh, once, Oh, there we go.

00:50:33.700 Once I was in second grade.

00:50:35.100 No, this is a weird to pass that.

00:50:36.440 One time when I was a child, I woke up in the middle of the night and through my wall

00:50:41.300 walked an entity of light.

00:50:43.240 It looked like how the stars kind of shimmer, but it was in humanoid form.

00:50:47.380 That one freaked my parents out when I told them.

00:50:50.220 I had a Darth Maul piggy bank thing that when you move near it, it would light up and move

00:50:55.300 a bit.

00:50:56.180 Had to be removed from my room because it would constantly come on at night when I was sleeping.

00:51:00.420 Not good.

00:51:01.120 Not good.

00:51:01.880 My, my cousin had a Batman piggy bank just like that.

00:51:04.840 And we took the batteries out and it went off like a bunch of times at night.

00:51:09.260 Throw it in the fire, dude.

00:51:10.460 This is the cousin that lived in the house that, you know, the one you spoke to.

00:51:13.740 Oh yeah.

00:51:14.300 Yeah.

00:51:14.440 Yeah.

00:51:14.860 Her brother.

00:51:16.140 Her brother.

00:51:16.900 So when we're staying in that house, that would happen often.

00:51:19.080 Like with a lot of his electronics and stuff, they would go off batteries, no batteries.

00:51:25.060 That's funny too.

00:51:25.620 Cause you see that plot device used in horror movies a lot.

00:51:28.280 It's like so much of, of, uh, of what they show in horror movies.

00:51:32.220 Yeah.

00:51:32.580 There's a reason they use that same plot devices.

00:51:34.300 I think it's cause they've experienced that.

00:51:36.780 Yeah, it's true.

00:51:38.300 Uh, so one time a bit later, I was on a wrestling trip with my mom and apparently I told her I

00:51:42.560 was hearing voices.

00:51:44.020 Now I can remember what she said about it, but I don't remember anything about what they

00:51:48.080 were saying, but I do remember the tone of the voices, which is really weird.

00:51:52.960 Uh, so I, I was baptized.

00:51:54.920 This guy's just hopping around.

00:51:56.340 Man, I wonder what the tone was though.

00:52:00.280 Fuck.

00:52:00.720 Hold on.

00:52:01.580 Something is beeping in my house.

00:52:04.260 Fire alarm dog.

00:52:06.920 I don't know if it's a, I gotta go.

00:52:09.100 You changed his batteries?

00:52:09.740 I'll be back in a second.

00:52:10.640 No, it's like an alarm or something.

00:52:12.300 I'll be back.

00:52:13.000 Okay.

00:52:13.300 I'm going to keep reading then.

00:52:15.600 Uh, so we had a Darth Maul piggy bank and the thing, when you move near it, it would light

00:52:20.600 up.

00:52:20.900 Uh, I had to move it because it was constantly turning on.

00:52:24.280 One time a bit later, I was on a wrestling trip with my mom and apparently I told her

00:52:28.480 I was hearing voices.

00:52:29.560 Now I can remember what she said.

00:52:31.340 That's interesting.

00:52:32.000 What did she say about it then?

00:52:32.960 He says, I can remember what she said about it, but I don't remember anything about what

00:52:36.280 they were saying, but I do remember the tone of the voices, which was really weird.

00:52:40.500 I would be interested in what was that tone and what would your, okay, maybe he's going

00:52:44.760 to answer that.

00:52:45.280 So I was baptized Lutheran, but never had an interaction with the church besides baptism

00:52:52.100 until I was like 11.

00:52:54.180 Um, I was asking questions about religion.

00:52:56.500 So my mom found that the church in our town, oh, I'm sorry.

00:53:01.040 I was asking questions about religion.

00:53:03.220 And so my mom found that the church in our town that was Lutheran and seemed the most inviting

00:53:09.000 was hosting a Sunday gathering in the park down the road from us.

00:53:13.120 Um, the church had clowns for concerts and festivals.

00:53:18.000 Oh, that's funny.

00:53:18.580 Fucking having clowns as a church.

00:53:21.560 Yeah.

00:53:22.520 Very funny.

00:53:23.640 Um, the church had clowns for concerts and festivals.

00:53:26.960 So I was in the crowd and being the new person, the clown started asking me if I had accepted

00:53:32.360 Jesus into my heart yet.

00:53:33.700 That's a fascinating dynamic given, um, Paul Stobb's research and the Nephilim looking like

00:53:38.820 clowns.

00:53:39.200 Very, very interesting.

00:53:40.700 Yeah.

00:53:40.900 So the clowns are asking.

00:53:41.660 Just on tinfoil hat.

00:53:42.800 Uh, oh, he was.

00:53:43.580 That's right.

00:53:44.000 Fucking awesome, man.

00:53:45.260 Um, uh, you know who else was just on, on, uh, tinfoil hat.

00:53:49.500 So gray pilled was just on tinfoil hat and now gray pilled was just on cashman show, uh,

00:53:55.080 inverted world live.

00:53:56.380 Congratulations to gray pilled.

00:53:57.760 Love to see him crushing it.

00:53:58.540 That's fucking awesome.

00:53:59.960 Um, okay.

00:54:01.600 So the clown, the clowns are asking if they've accepted Jesus.

00:54:03.940 He said, it felt really weird.

00:54:05.140 I don't, uh, I really didn't understand the concepts.

00:54:08.000 What?

00:54:09.940 Fucking Alexa is just playing random music in my house now.

00:54:13.220 Really?

00:54:15.260 You got to unplug Alexa dog.

00:54:17.000 I'm fucking, I'm going to throw that thing in the garbage.

00:54:18.980 My kids love that thing.

00:54:19.920 This is weird.

00:54:20.540 Hold on.

00:54:21.500 I'll be back.

00:54:21.820 Over it.

00:54:23.260 We all have feds in our house.

00:54:24.700 Now my son likes fucking the Google home and I don't know.

00:54:29.460 It's like, Oh, the Google home is listening.

00:54:31.300 It's like, yeah, they're everybody's, everybody's listening.

00:54:34.020 Not everything.

00:54:35.860 Um, I don't know.

00:54:37.780 I did clown ministry.

00:54:39.300 It's a fucking thing.

00:54:40.420 Clown ministry.

00:54:42.460 Jeep.

00:54:42.760 I, what the fuck?

00:54:44.860 Um, all right, let's finish this up here.

00:54:47.000 So, uh, I really didn't understand the concepts at all.

00:54:50.880 Half tard and all.

00:54:52.060 So all I heard was a clown saying you need to, I fucking hate that, man.

00:54:56.160 We were just talking about, I was like, yeah, things in my, my cousin's house,

00:54:59.280 will play without batteries.

00:55:00.780 That's true.

00:55:01.300 And then this shit starts going off.

00:55:02.380 I'm like, all right, we'll see.

00:55:03.140 I unplugged it.

00:55:04.000 So if this thing goes off again, that's weird problems.

00:55:06.840 I I I'll give you that.

00:55:08.100 That's fucking weird.

00:55:09.300 Yeah.

00:55:09.520 Um, so he says, I really didn't understand the concepts because he's a half tard.

00:55:13.860 So all he heard was a clown saying, you need to accept this dude into your heart.

00:55:17.580 And that turned me off from Christianity for a long time.

00:55:20.100 Uh, you can take over after that, but I just want to say, yeah, probably not a good

00:55:23.620 move on behalf of the church.

00:55:25.940 Um, what, what year would this have been?

00:55:28.060 I wonder, he doesn't really say, I don't know how old he is.

00:55:30.840 We've doxed him enough.

00:55:31.620 I suppose sometime in the nineties, I'm assuming if he's around our age, right?

00:55:35.160 It's just strange because the clowns have been off putting since like the fucking eighties,

00:55:40.460 you know, they've been off putting forever.

00:55:42.460 Well, they have been off putting forever, but it's like, eventually media started to

00:55:47.260 like, uh, go, all right, yeah, they're creepy.

00:55:50.580 So we'll just start making them creepy now.

00:55:52.100 You know what I mean?

00:55:52.560 Like they used to try to make them fun and friendly.

00:55:54.900 And then eventually they were like, no, these things are horrifying.

00:55:57.560 So now they're fixtures and horror films.

00:56:00.860 It's, it's kind of crazy.

00:56:02.380 Yeah.

00:56:02.600 I feel like I'm bugging out, but I feel like I hear stuff.

00:56:04.800 Unless is there stuff going on in your house?

00:56:08.820 I'm maybe I'm bugging out.

00:56:09.840 There is stuff going on in my house.

00:56:11.140 My wife is, is very loud and very disrespectful.

00:56:14.020 Okay.

00:56:14.220 She's just clanking stuff over there.

00:56:15.440 Cause I'm like, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:56:16.480 The clanking is she's, she's smashing dishes together.

00:56:19.120 Oh, good for her.

00:56:20.120 Okay.

00:56:21.120 Yeah.

00:56:21.540 Yeah.

00:56:21.800 Uh, clowns are always off putting.

00:56:23.720 So, uh, to put them here is a very weird strategic move.

00:56:28.220 I just don't like it's, it's just shows that the church doesn't really understand a lot

00:56:33.040 of the ins and outs of this stuff.

00:56:34.140 But all right.

00:56:35.460 After the fact, the whole Nephilim look like clowns thing.

00:56:37.880 This hit me, uh, hit way harder for me.

00:56:40.060 It's just a bad message to put.

00:56:41.680 Oh, there you go.

00:56:42.060 He caught it.

00:56:42.560 Yeah.

00:56:43.120 Yeah.

00:56:43.400 It's as a kid, cause you're, you're generally off put by, and you don't know why it's like,

00:56:47.580 Oh, well, cause these things are demonic.

00:56:48.860 And then it's telling me to accept Jesus.

00:56:50.600 So part of you is like, you're going to get away from it.

00:56:53.240 I get it.

00:56:54.400 Well, Bron.

00:56:55.240 Yeah.

00:56:55.480 He says, uh, Gacy was the impetus, but I mean, Gacy was embodying something.

00:57:00.800 I think that was ancient and, uh, and gay.

00:57:04.520 Yeah.

00:57:05.040 You could, you can rebrand something for a little while, but eventually whatever it is

00:57:08.880 is going to show what it's supposed to come to the surface.

00:57:11.220 Yeah.

00:57:11.800 You can go, Oh, they're just happy go lucky birthday clowns until one eats a man.

00:57:15.720 Yeah.

00:57:16.540 Well, actually, you know, it is older.

00:57:18.200 It's from like 79.

00:57:20.980 Is it?

00:57:21.500 The, the book.

00:57:22.560 Yeah.

00:57:22.920 Uh, or like, like, uh, early eighties, something like that film.

00:57:27.080 I think it is the eighties.

00:57:28.720 Uh, well the book probably, you know, early eighties and then the show was like 89 or the,

00:57:33.120 the, the two part movie series that it was.

00:57:37.120 Um, but it really turned that on its head as far as how we perceive clowns.

00:57:43.300 It was 1886.

00:57:44.740 86.

00:57:45.320 Okay.

00:57:45.960 Yeah.

00:57:46.200 So yeah.

00:57:46.580 Yeah.

00:57:46.800 Yeah.

00:57:46.840 Yeah.

00:57:47.380 Stephen King really did a number on, on clowns forever.

00:57:50.120 They just fucking simply never recovered.

00:57:52.040 Yeah.

00:57:52.660 Honestly, like the clown industry fucking never recovered after, after Stephen King's it.

00:57:56.980 He showed them for exactly what they were.

00:57:59.080 Yeah.

00:57:59.380 Interdimensional fucking monsters.

00:58:01.700 Yes.

00:58:02.380 Yeah.

00:58:02.640 Right on the nose.

00:58:03.620 That eat children.

00:58:05.160 I never really truly prayed, but, uh, if I ever did, I would try to emphasize, I'm not

00:58:10.400 talking to you other motherfuckers listening in, this is for the most high, but I never wholeheartedly

00:58:15.840 got to my knees or did regular prayer at all.

00:58:18.220 Always doubts.

00:58:19.960 Good to differentiate though.

00:58:21.880 Yeah.

00:58:22.500 My closest in age sister got me to do weed in eighth grade.

00:58:26.840 So I couldn't tell on her smart, enjoyed it, but parents called us high one time.

00:58:31.780 So I became a straight edge faggot emo boy.

00:58:36.020 Didn't realize how gay emo was.

00:58:38.420 Yeah.

00:58:38.540 I want to go back to what he was saying about like, uh, preying on your knees, this sort

00:58:43.220 of thing.

00:58:43.820 Yeah.

00:58:44.700 I was, I've been watching that, uh, uh, the, what is it?

00:58:49.420 The line of David.

00:58:50.560 Is that what it's called?

00:58:51.340 Oh, house of David.

00:58:52.080 What do you think?

00:58:53.420 I think I'm, I'm only like two episodes in, but I, I think it's pretty good.

00:58:56.980 It's a fairly accurate.

00:58:58.940 Like, you know, episode one, right away, they see the big hand on the way high up.

00:59:03.720 It only has five fingers.

00:59:04.960 So I don't know if Goliath had six, but you know, he, he quotes Genesis and he's like,

00:59:10.000 you know, there were, there were giants on the days before and after I was like, all

00:59:14.520 right, this is a banger, but it does a good job of showing like there are, at least in

00:59:21.380 the old Testament, there are processes and ways that you have to go about when you're

00:59:24.960 talking to God, you know, like these Kings, they messed up.

00:59:29.420 And God's judgment was very harsh on them.

00:59:31.460 He was almost treating them closer to like the Elohim in the Elohim realm where it's

00:59:36.960 like, uh, what's his name?

00:59:39.440 Soul messed up.

00:59:40.060 And he's, he's like, yo, you're out.

00:59:41.980 He's like, actually, he's taking it from you right now.

00:59:44.140 And it's just like, man, there was no, it's brutal the way it happens.

00:59:47.400 It's like, not only are you out, but you're out right fucking now.

00:59:49.960 And, and your, your successor is being chosen.

00:59:52.680 It's already been chosen.

00:59:53.460 It's done.

00:59:53.980 It's fucking done.

00:59:55.280 It's just not just that.

00:59:56.040 It's just like, I am withdrawing from you.

00:59:58.820 Yeah.

00:59:59.580 That's harsh.

01:00:00.660 That's harsh, dude.

01:00:01.640 It's also interesting too, because, you know, Samuel being this fucking like, you know,

01:00:07.040 mediary between Saul and God, or really just, uh, uh, uh, what is, what is it called?

01:00:13.280 A seer, not a seer.

01:00:14.560 I forget what the terminology used for Samuel was, but he's like, you know, anointed and

01:00:19.620 he speaks on behalf of God and, and you go, damn, that's crazy.

01:00:23.420 Because if there ever was anybody like that today, we would never believe them.

01:00:29.080 Yeah.

01:00:29.780 We would never believe them, but the reverence that they treated him with, you know, he had

01:00:34.260 the ability to make or break this new nation and, uh, literally make Kings, you know?

01:00:40.920 Yeah.

01:00:41.340 And, and, but if we saw that today, that's literally like, like, I remember going to

01:00:45.240 occupy wall street and it was a dude with a sign.

01:00:48.120 I don't remember what his sign said, but I remember him screaming at me going, um, saying,

01:00:53.040 uh, saying, what'd he say?

01:00:55.060 The, the archangel Michael sent me archangel Michael sent me.

01:00:59.020 And he kept screaming that over and over again.

01:01:00.260 And I simply at fucking like 18 years old went, no, he didn't.

01:01:05.020 No, he didn't dude.

01:01:06.340 So if Samuel ever came up to me in my arrogance as a teenager, probably still fucking now,

01:01:10.860 just this long haired vagabond.

01:01:12.920 Well, the archangel Michael wouldn't have sent you because the archangel Michael was like,

01:01:18.300 you know, their class is a warrior class.

01:01:20.080 They do something different.

01:01:21.260 If Gabriel sent you, that might be.

01:01:24.880 I still wouldn't believe you.

01:01:25.660 I would have said, nope.

01:01:26.980 Yeah, I know.

01:01:27.420 But that's not fucking true.

01:01:28.780 Well, it's like, that's not even his job title.

01:01:30.440 He would have cut your head off.

01:01:31.480 Probably.

01:01:31.920 He sent you to fucking occupy wall street.

01:01:33.780 Yeah, I know.

01:01:34.780 Like why, why didn't he send you to take a shower?

01:01:37.020 It doesn't make any fucking sense, dude.

01:01:38.560 So, you know, I just, it is, it's not lost on me how we wouldn't fucking listen to that

01:01:44.140 person at all, which makes me wonder if God still chooses prophets or if he's like,

01:01:52.540 it's just too, they're just not going to, I got to figure out a different way because

01:01:55.660 they're fucking too retarded now.

01:01:56.980 They'll never believe it.

01:01:58.180 Either way, uh, well, we need to pray for Xerox because he's been lost for the last couple

01:02:02.540 of shows.

01:02:03.220 No, Xerox, stop gooning to furry bussy.

01:02:06.640 This is unbelievable.

01:02:07.460 We need an intervention.

01:02:08.140 My brother in Christ who believes in everything that he sees on the internet, just like me,

01:02:11.140 that's who Xerox is.

01:02:12.020 And I don't like that.

01:02:13.520 He's gooning to furry bussy.

01:02:14.740 That's that hurts.

01:02:15.940 If you learn nothing from the Patreon, life continued struggle with depression and shit.

01:02:21.940 I was a very angry atheist for a long time.

01:02:24.420 They usually all are.

01:02:25.820 I wanted what the people knew or what the people I knew who had real faith had.

01:02:30.500 They looked so at ease in life, but all the churches and leaders couldn't or wouldn't

01:02:35.140 answer questions beyond the normal scope of 12 to 18 year olds.

01:02:39.580 So, uh, science was my major interest.

01:02:42.560 Hmm.

01:02:42.920 Yeah.

01:02:43.240 The sister who gave me weed attempted suicide while I was away with my parents.

01:02:47.360 We found her bleeding in the closet.

01:02:49.200 We found her at three in the morning with her tits out, covered in blood, screaming, screaming.

01:02:54.760 This is not my father.

01:02:58.180 That fuck would be pretty hard.

01:02:59.840 Got really angry as a person from that.

01:03:02.700 She survived, but everything changed after that.

01:03:05.020 That's fucking rough.

01:03:06.440 I, I've, I've know people whose siblings are addicts and I know I've seen those people

01:03:12.340 have to look their siblings in the eye as they relapse, as they spiral, as they're like

01:03:16.680 on death's door.

01:03:17.840 Yeah.

01:03:18.440 What a fucking crazy place to be mentally to have to deal with that.

01:03:24.640 Yeah.

01:03:25.460 Wow.

01:03:25.860 See, pray for, pray for Xerox.

01:03:27.400 He says, I hate whoever you are.

01:03:29.400 He's talking about himself.

01:03:30.580 It's crazy, man.

01:03:31.800 Unbelievable.

01:03:32.820 Yeah.

01:03:33.100 Uh, anyway, he says self-loathing is what leads to furry porn.

01:03:37.960 Yeah.

01:03:38.660 Both consuming and making it and get some help Xerox.

01:03:42.440 We're here.

01:03:43.880 Broke my back for the first time squatting in 11th grade, but it was just stuff that couldn't

01:03:48.080 be repaired with no risk of death.

01:03:50.200 That sucks.

01:03:51.060 So I just kind of tried to ignore it.

01:03:52.900 That's fucking crazy.

01:03:54.700 Doctor said I need a bacchiotomy.

01:03:56.580 I broke my back.

01:03:57.840 What part of your back, Mike?

01:03:59.240 Spinal.

01:04:00.280 Spinal.

01:04:01.160 Spinal.

01:04:01.560 They say when it's spinal, it's fucking, it's final.

01:04:05.180 Damn.

01:04:05.780 During this time, my family swung real hard into socialism.

01:04:09.660 Damn, dude.

01:04:10.540 Why did that happen?

01:04:11.440 My oldest, smartest sister worked for an American agency of three letters in the embassy in Norway.

01:04:18.520 And since she was a master debater, everyone kind of fell in line with her beliefs.

01:04:23.580 Oh, this is, that's wild.

01:04:25.460 Yeah.

01:04:25.760 Yeah, no, I, I kind of understand that dynamic.

01:04:28.260 There's a, yeah, that's a, that'll never happen in my family.

01:04:33.040 And I think you guys need to fucking strengthen your arguments.

01:04:36.800 Hit women.

01:04:38.220 Hit them.

01:04:39.940 Punch them.

01:04:40.780 No, for real.

01:04:41.980 Prepare now.

01:04:42.780 Because your kids are going to come at you with some bullshit when they're older.

01:04:48.280 They'll probably come at you with some weird talking points that we've already defeated in some form of way, but pay attention to how they were defeated.

01:04:55.880 Like, this is why I appreciate the Dave Smiths and even, you know, the Jordan Petersons of the world.

01:05:00.740 Because when this stuff gets beat up, there's a clear path to just being like, well, this is wrong because, and it's empirically false because here you go.

01:05:08.320 And you know what my co-host said?

01:05:09.860 Here's what my co-host said.

01:05:11.040 I didn't even touch this.

01:05:11.940 My, my old co-host that called me earlier, we were talking about him at the top of the show.

01:05:14.800 He said, your new co-host is a faggot.

01:05:15.860 He said, um, no, he said, he's talking about Dave Smith and he's like, yeah, he got fucking destroyed with just the simplest of questions, which is like, you've never been there in this place.

01:05:26.700 You've never seen it in person.

01:05:28.500 Oh, your co-host was a faggot?

01:05:29.880 I didn't know that.

01:05:30.940 I didn't know, dude.

01:05:32.000 I had no, I just said, uh, because I, because I had, I literally hung up with him five minutes before this show started.

01:05:38.120 So I'm looking at the time and I'm like, ain't got that kind of time.

01:05:41.720 Don't got that kind of time to start going down that path.

01:05:43.500 So I just left alone and said, oh yeah, that's fucking crazy.

01:05:45.800 So anyway, but yeah, very much.

01:05:47.560 You didn't tell him that we did an episode with Dave Smith and then we did an episode about that.

01:05:51.360 It's just fucking humble bragging, you know.

01:05:53.160 Go catch up, Jay.

01:05:54.460 Go catch up.

01:05:55.100 Got a few tattoos around here, all there, all either pagan or related to the Grim Reaper.

01:06:02.340 Wrestled for a lot of years, got into a great collegiate program with a broken freaking back.

01:06:06.940 Is this Kurt Angle?

01:06:08.100 This is crazy.

01:06:09.760 Yeah.

01:06:10.060 This is crazy.

01:06:11.360 The school was so politically charged.

01:06:13.040 It was hard to do anything without the woke shit coming in.

01:06:15.840 Yeah, I know the feeling.

01:06:17.620 At this point, I was definitely left leaning.

01:06:20.500 College fixed that for me.

01:06:22.600 Interesting.

01:06:23.960 They kind of did the same thing to me.

01:06:25.540 As a kid growing up in New York, you're like, uh, by default left.

01:06:29.740 Because it's kind of like the ideas you're presented with.

01:06:32.400 But when I went to college, I went to John Jay, I was like, fuck these people.

01:06:37.220 They kind of all suck.

01:06:38.240 Yeah, that's, that is me.

01:06:40.560 Woo!

01:06:41.180 Yeah, I never went to college because I'm retarded.

01:06:43.240 Um, I got kicked out of high school and then I went back and got my GED and that's about the extent of my education.

01:06:48.560 And because of that, I was never left leaning.

01:06:51.920 Never, never had it.

01:06:53.400 In fact, I found it strange because I know I used to say obtuse shit with my homies growing up.

01:06:59.040 And then something did happen and they started to suddenly become politically charged and, and culturally, uh, concerned, you know?

01:07:09.380 And, um, and I would sit there and I'd go, I know you, uh, I grew up with you.

01:07:15.680 I know you very well.

01:07:16.760 I know you're dumb as fucking bricks.

01:07:19.560 So what are you talking about?

01:07:21.700 And, and, and, and during a time when everybody else was, you know, celebrating having voted, you know, you're 18 years old, I voted, I voted for Obama kind of shit like that kind of crap.

01:07:30.480 And then fucking, you know, throughout all these presidencies, I just kept sitting back and being like, I know you and I know that you're retarded because I've hung out with you and I know you personally.

01:07:42.500 And yet you are contributing to the narrative and you're contributing to the politics and these are very dangerous.

01:07:49.420 These are the people, like all my old friends, like I would hang out with them.

01:07:52.200 They're all like funnier than me or they were, I don't think they are anymore because they're not able to think.

01:07:58.360 And I would just kind of sit back and be like, yeah.

01:08:00.280 And I get in my jokes a little bit here and there, but they were funnier.

01:08:04.100 And now when you talk to them, it's the same thing.

01:08:05.920 They're like, well, we have to be this way.

01:08:07.920 And like, well, why?

01:08:09.260 And like, I don't really know why they can't give you any adequate reasons.

01:08:12.180 Well, I can give you a bunch of reasonings.

01:08:13.520 As a matter of fact, I mean, like I'm going to do a fucking podcast now and I'll talk about all the reasonings that I can give you and just break it down one by one by one by one.

01:08:20.280 Most of the time you won't even get three or four reasonings in before you, if like you look at that person, you're like, you're lost, dude.

01:08:27.460 You know what it is too?

01:08:28.200 It's like you might think in some ways these people bent the knee because they were afraid of like the social pressures.

01:08:33.720 But no, these people never struck me as afraid.

01:08:37.460 They struck me as thrilled to be part of something.

01:08:40.600 That's all.

01:08:41.340 They were just really pumped to have the talking points, to have the narrative, to have a group and to be able to engage in adult conversations where previously they weren't invited to the table.

01:08:52.960 That's all that fucking happened.

01:08:53.940 18 years old happened and you were filled with self-importance and you started espousing dumb shit.

01:08:59.060 And it just so happened that the universities were co-opted and they were leading you to the left.

01:09:02.300 And so that was the dumb shit that you were espousing.

01:09:04.200 But all of it is birthed out of like, oh, I finally have a voice and someone cares what I think as I sit in front of a camera on a microphone.

01:09:12.360 But that was the birth of that.

01:09:15.160 The reason that I felt like the inclination to do this is because I'm screaming into the abyss at like my cousins and my friends and neighbors and they're just like, you sound like a crazy person.

01:09:27.040 And I was like, yeah, okay, fine.

01:09:29.560 And I'll go get it.

01:09:30.260 I'll go get a bigger microphone.

01:09:31.520 And now that I'm screaming into it, they're all like, well, what do you have to say?

01:09:36.000 Yeah.

01:09:36.160 I was like, you're fucking gay and retarded.

01:09:39.020 That's all I've had to say the whole time.

01:09:40.720 James, you're right.

01:09:42.280 It's true.

01:09:43.040 It's damn true.

01:09:44.000 But he also said, woo, it's true.

01:09:45.840 It's damn true.

01:09:46.760 But you're right.

01:09:47.320 Ric Flair did say woo.

01:09:48.360 My bad.

01:09:48.820 I fucked up.

01:09:49.360 I'm having a hard time keeping these alligators down.

01:09:53.600 You know, Ric Flair had some of the best fucking promos ever.

01:09:56.820 If you said that shit to my face, I would spray you with milk.

01:09:59.680 Okay.

01:10:00.320 That I was having a hard time keeping these alligators down?

01:10:02.580 No, no.

01:10:03.340 He called me on it because I said Kurt Angle.

01:10:05.680 And then I said, woo, it's not his.

01:10:07.240 Oh, yeah, yeah.

01:10:07.900 That was fucking retarded.

01:10:08.800 And you really, really.

01:10:10.300 How dare you?

01:10:11.060 But anyway, we're talking about these people.

01:10:14.280 They don't get it.

01:10:16.820 It's going to be.

01:10:17.660 It would be interesting to talk to your co-host.

01:10:19.980 I would love to talk to him on it, on the shit.

01:10:21.940 No, I invited him.

01:10:23.980 I said, hey, dude, by the way, we're throwing this event.

01:10:27.640 If you and your wife come, I'll figure out a way to squirrel you and we'll save you a seat or something like that.

01:10:31.520 And he goes, fuck no, dude.

01:10:33.180 If I'm coming, I'm going on stage.

01:10:34.520 I said, all right, never mind.

01:10:35.220 It's not happening.

01:10:35.940 Is that what he said?

01:10:36.860 Yeah.

01:10:37.960 Oh, no.

01:10:39.220 Yeah.

01:10:40.440 What a wild thing to say.

01:10:42.500 He's a wild man.

01:10:43.880 I know.

01:10:44.200 I get it.

01:10:44.680 I get it.

01:10:45.240 But me, too.

01:10:46.600 And this is my shit.

01:10:47.880 That's crazy.

01:10:48.180 But yeah, you'd be like, fuck you, dude.

01:10:49.960 That's crazy.

01:10:51.780 You're not invited.

01:10:53.260 I invited him.

01:10:54.120 I invited him.

01:10:54.680 I didn't expect him to say that.

01:10:55.820 And I was like, I can't do that anymore.

01:10:57.780 All right.

01:10:58.200 Our wrestling team was conservative.

01:11:00.160 But I'm going to come on the stage.

01:11:01.500 You out of your fucking mind.

01:11:02.680 I'll shoot.

01:11:03.140 I'm going to be on the stage.

01:11:03.860 He said, I'm not going to be some peasant in the seats or something like that.

01:11:07.720 Yeah, you are.

01:11:08.540 I'm sorry.

01:11:09.020 No offense.

01:11:09.820 No offense, dog.

01:11:10.440 Build something.

01:11:11.080 You got to build it.

01:11:11.600 You got to build it up.

01:11:12.800 And then people will come.

01:11:13.960 But no.

01:11:14.620 No, no, no.

01:11:15.960 No.

01:11:16.180 Not on my stage.

01:11:20.060 I didn't work this fucking hard for you to get on my fucking stage.

01:11:23.980 Yeah, it's fucking.

01:11:25.180 No, no, no, no.

01:11:26.140 All right.

01:11:26.500 All right.

01:11:26.600 Let's go.

01:11:27.280 Our wrestling team was conservative.

01:11:28.680 But the school was and is the most leftist school in the state.

01:11:32.080 So they had to start getting rid of gendered bathrooms.

01:11:34.960 Jesus Christ.

01:11:36.020 And they had trannies walking about in skirts and anything you can think of.

01:11:40.260 This was 2013.

01:11:41.460 Okay.

01:11:42.080 I went to college a couple of years before this.

01:11:43.780 But I saw the same thing.

01:11:44.760 And thank God, like, just the route that I took to get where I was going, my college

01:11:51.640 baseball coach was extremely, I guess, thinking about it now, extremely right wing.

01:11:58.220 And he was caught in a college of left wing retards.

01:12:03.940 And I just didn't understand the dynamic.

01:12:06.040 I didn't understand the political dynamic.

01:12:07.860 But you could understand the fruits of the labor.

01:12:10.980 Like, I played for a couple of years in college before I decided that I didn't really love baseball this much.

01:12:17.860 Because we, I mean, listen, people go through shit like you do MMA training and stuff like this.

01:12:24.240 You can go through shit.

01:12:25.740 We've, I've done three hell weeks where we've had people from the, yeah, yeah.

01:12:32.040 We, we've had people from the fucking military come and try to train with us, like, during hell week.

01:12:37.180 And they would drop out.

01:12:38.460 You'd see them one day, they wouldn't come back the next.

01:12:40.340 Because it was brutal.

01:12:42.100 And we're doing this to prepare for baseball.

01:12:44.340 Like, a baseball game.

01:12:46.500 But it's all about fucking mental fortitude.

01:12:49.040 This dude would send an email to us every single day.

01:12:51.980 And you had to respond back.

01:12:53.380 And it would be an email this long.

01:12:55.020 As long as the shit that we're reading.

01:12:56.420 Pages and pages and pages.

01:12:57.500 And in between, you know, our wrestling team was conservative, but the school was, he would put a parenthesis and he'd say, who won the triple crown in 1917?

01:13:06.780 And then continue, most leftist schools.

01:13:08.980 Like, so if you're not reading into detail, you fucked up.

01:13:12.880 And when you respond to that email, you have to respond, who was this person?

01:13:17.340 It's a simple Google search.

01:13:18.500 But it's all attention to detail.

01:13:21.020 That's interesting.

01:13:22.120 Yeah, yeah.

01:13:22.480 That's why we fucking won.

01:13:23.000 I don't think you can be that disciplined.

01:13:25.140 And that kind of, like, a hard character.

01:13:29.140 And be left-leaning.

01:13:30.640 You can't.

01:13:31.400 And that's, this is what started to break it for me.

01:13:33.340 Because I'm looking at the other teams.

01:13:35.540 And I'm looking at the volleyball team, the softball team, the fucking boxing, even the boxing team.

01:13:39.780 Like, the rifle.

01:13:40.080 You guys had a boxing team?

01:13:41.000 That's cool.

01:13:41.740 Yeah, it's pretty cool.

01:13:42.460 They had a boxing league.

01:13:43.880 But they were losers.

01:13:45.520 And not that they were, like, losers as people, but they didn't win.

01:13:48.980 Right.

01:13:49.300 They were winners.

01:13:49.960 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

01:13:50.620 We were fucking winners.

01:13:51.840 We had championships.

01:13:53.080 Like, we went, when we went somewhere, they were like, yo, they are here.

01:13:57.480 And it's going to be a problem.

01:13:59.880 And we fucked people up.

01:14:01.260 Like, mad people.

01:14:02.140 It was crazy.

01:14:03.200 But it's all about attention to detail.

01:14:05.120 That's all that it was.

01:14:06.080 We weren't, like, necessarily better.

01:14:07.840 Like, I'm not better than anyone else.

01:14:09.720 But when we're playing this game, we're fucking really paying attention.

01:14:12.280 And then I watched how it translated politically.

01:14:15.060 And you'll see, it was a point, like, towards the end when I ended up quitting, there was a point where all of the other teams, the coaches of the other teams were attacking my coach.

01:14:24.220 They ended up getting him fired.

01:14:26.520 Really?

01:14:26.920 John Jay.

01:14:27.380 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

01:14:28.180 He lost his job.

01:14:29.220 John Jay hasn't got a win since.

01:14:31.440 That's crazy.

01:14:32.080 I checked on them recently.

01:14:32.540 Well, that's, you know, the other side, because I'm saying I don't think you could be left-leaning and be as disciplined and sort of hard.

01:14:39.140 LeBron James, you know, like, there's levels.

01:14:41.640 But I don't think that he's actually left-leaning.

01:14:43.720 I think he is a basketball player who's just been given some ideologies.

01:14:47.700 I'm talking about coaches.

01:14:49.120 Yeah.

01:14:49.340 You know, because what you're embedding on people are sort of, they've become conservative ideologies as far as, like, the discipline and the rigor and the commitment to things, conviction, all these different things.

01:15:02.180 Like, they've kind of become synonymous with conservative values.

01:15:05.100 And the other side are the ones who are doing, like, participation trophies and shit.

01:15:09.420 You know what I mean?

01:15:09.920 So it shows you the political and cultural ideology and the fruits that it begets when it comes to training people.

01:15:16.460 What do you get?

01:15:16.860 You get people that don't achieve anything, but they have a lot of trophies for participating or for fucking just being there in the first place.

01:15:22.560 And then the other side of it is, yeah, it's rigor and it's conviction and it's fucking, it's suffering in order to achieve a thing.

01:15:29.960 And that's not, those are not left-leaning values.

01:15:33.720 And I'm so grateful that I'm retarded, too, because I went from baseball until, like, I don't really like, I love baseball, but I don't love it this much, like, to dedicate.

01:15:41.280 I mean, it's an extreme level of dedication that we were putting towards this thing.

01:15:45.000 And then I just took classes regularly and I started the music program.

01:15:48.500 And me and my other, I used to play with him, the dude that stole my songs, but we're cool now.

01:15:54.000 But we started the music program in John Jay, they didn't have one before us.

01:15:57.780 And I was like, like, to get anything we had, I was like, no, it's not an answer.

01:16:02.040 Like, I'm just not going to accept it.

01:16:03.060 We're going to work.

01:16:03.740 We're going to fucking make, and we built this shit.

01:16:05.420 We built it from the ground up.

01:16:07.120 And everyone around me, I was just like, I don't understand these people.

01:16:10.080 Like, they have no drive.

01:16:12.000 There's no, like, trying to succeed with them.

01:16:15.680 Well, because in order to be driven, you have to get rid of the bullshit.

01:16:20.380 And it just so happens that much of their values are bullshit.

01:16:24.320 They're just bullshit.

01:16:25.100 They have no place in the conversation.

01:16:26.820 They have no place in society.

01:16:27.980 That's, it's a bunch of shit that only exists if society is very nice.

01:16:34.000 You know what I mean?

01:16:34.480 Like, if we reached a certain level of comfort and decadence, you know, we have access to this

01:16:39.640 and that and the other thing, then when all those basic needs are taken care of, you

01:16:43.940 can focus on bullshit, but that whole put aside the bullshit and just get what you came

01:16:50.660 here to get, that's the same mindset that enables you to build that in the first place.

01:16:55.520 That place where everything is given to you and you're not suffering and now you can focus

01:16:59.960 on other shit, that mindset that you have.

01:17:02.160 That's one of the things I've admired about you, despite how gay that sounds, is that I've

01:17:08.180 been around a lot of people that have no ability to execute a thing, to go, like, there's

01:17:12.120 a lot of people that talk a lot of shit and I don't like those fucking people, dude.

01:17:15.860 I grew up with people, I've surrounded, I think we all are, surrounded by people who

01:17:20.700 talk a lot of shit about a thing they want to do and that's it.

01:17:24.500 That's the work, the work is done.

01:17:25.860 You've talked about it.

01:17:26.780 So people will get together.

01:17:28.660 You'll see this a lot.

01:17:29.940 Friend groups will get together and, you know, there's always somebody who goes, I just,

01:17:33.460 I think one day I want to move or I think one day I want to leave my job or I think

01:17:37.480 one day I want to try to do this or build this or start that, but that's all they ever

01:17:41.800 do.

01:17:42.260 They just talk about doing the thing.

01:17:43.720 They never actually do the thing and there's a difference between motherfuckers who talk

01:17:46.680 and motherfuckers who do.

01:17:48.220 And I think what you're talking about there, where it's like push the bullshit to the side

01:17:51.780 and don't take no for an answer, that's the difference.

01:17:54.360 Other than that, there's a...

01:17:55.860 That's what we've done with this show.

01:17:57.620 Yeah.

01:17:57.740 This is why, like, you know, people, if people go like, ah, like, it's not like we're like,

01:18:01.520 we have all the success with this show, but we have somewhat like a respectable level

01:18:05.880 of success, so when people are like, ah, like, how did you do this?

01:18:09.520 You guys are just fucking, I don't know, opportunists or whatever.

01:18:12.660 It's like, no, we actually, like, worked hard at this.

01:18:15.220 We didn't, when people told us no, we were like, whatever, and we just kept going.

01:18:18.420 It was a lot of stupidity, a lot of retarded grinding when it seemed like it was a fruitless

01:18:23.740 endeavor, and that's kind of what it's always about.

01:18:26.140 I think that's the difference between, like, right-wing and left-wing ideology.

01:18:29.720 Not necessarily political stuff, but, like, that's the best way I can describe it.

01:18:33.120 But if you want to win, you're going to have to suffer and do, and this isn't even suffering.

01:18:38.920 This is talking into a microphone.

01:18:39.600 No, it's not suffering, but you know what it is?

01:18:41.400 It's weird that these things have become, like I said, those values of discipline and

01:18:45.760 conviction and shit, they have kind of become conservative values, which is weird.

01:18:49.400 I want to remove the political language, and it's more like behavior of gay people and

01:18:57.060 then real niggas.

01:18:58.280 You know, that's the only difference.

01:18:59.460 It's the fucking dividing line.

01:19:00.640 It's not a political one, although for some reason it has become one, and they've almost

01:19:05.080 become inseparable, but it's just weak fucking bitches who just want to talk and don't get

01:19:10.500 anything done, or people who are here to get something done.

01:19:14.500 That's it.

01:19:14.960 I find in everything that I do, the only thing that I did differently than somebody else who,

01:19:21.840 you know, because you look around, you see people with empty lives.

01:19:23.540 They come home from work.

01:19:25.000 They eat dinner.

01:19:25.980 They play video games.

01:19:26.860 They wake up.

01:19:27.500 They go to work.

01:19:28.100 You know, and it's just life on repeat, and what's the difference between, like, me and

01:19:31.340 them?

01:19:32.060 It's like, even before I had a successful show, I had hobbies.

01:19:35.320 I had pursuits.

01:19:36.120 I was going to martial arts.

01:19:37.120 I was going to rock climbing.

01:19:38.200 I was trying to start a podcast, and I'm doing all these things, you know, physical fitness

01:19:42.700 and all this shit.

01:19:43.820 My only difference is that I just decided.

01:19:46.060 I made a decision.

01:19:46.780 I said, okay, I'm going to do this.

01:19:47.720 That's all.

01:19:48.360 That's fucking all.

01:19:48.960 But for some reason, there is something that happens where, within you, there's a drive.

01:19:54.400 Sometimes you get tricked.

01:19:57.060 That drive can be satiated just by talking about the things that you want to do, and

01:20:01.820 it alleviates it a little bit.

01:20:03.380 And so every once in a while, you show back up, get together with your friends, and talk

01:20:06.980 about the things that you want to do.

01:20:08.160 And when you do that, that feeling is, like I said, it's satiated to a degree.

01:20:13.120 You can kind of suppress it, but it's never satiated in the way of actually fucking doing

01:20:17.280 something.

01:20:17.800 Actually getting your ass up and going and trying and building something.

01:20:21.040 People get caught up in that grind.

01:20:22.280 But we're fucking-

01:20:23.780 LeBron James.

01:20:24.220 LeBron James is out here.

01:20:25.240 You got to do something, LeBron.

01:20:26.580 That's what we're saying.

01:20:27.660 Tooting horns.

01:20:28.880 Yeah, well, LeBron James fucked up because he allowed LeBron to take his name.

01:20:35.260 He is older, but it's not too late, LeBron.

01:20:37.940 You can still-

01:20:38.560 LeBron, LeBron.

01:20:39.120 You can do things.

01:20:40.000 You can have a big legacy.

01:20:41.260 You can do that.

01:20:42.240 All right.

01:20:42.540 Our wrestling team was conservative, but the school was and is most likely the leftist.

01:20:47.060 They did transgender bathrooms.

01:20:48.580 It's 2013.

01:20:49.340 2013, I also had a bull dyke for my advisor.

01:20:54.220 Yikes.

01:20:54.560 And she fucking hated wrestlers.

01:20:56.360 But by that time, I was an academic All-American with a broken freaking back.

01:21:01.980 That's it.

01:21:02.320 So it was harder for her to fuck with me.

01:21:04.640 I really tried to be friendly with the leftists, but holy shit, they were nuts.

01:21:08.560 Yeah, dude.

01:21:09.380 This is a lot of what I realized in college as well.

01:21:12.020 And I was stupid enough to be like, I don't understand why these people just don't like

01:21:16.420 me.

01:21:16.540 I feel like I'm nice enough, right?

01:21:19.060 It's there's something underneath.

01:21:20.560 Once you understand these things, the political leaning or ideologies, a lot of this stuff

01:21:26.040 has unfolded to you and you're able to navigate the waters a little bit more clearly, which

01:21:29.960 is sad.

01:21:30.560 I saw something the other day.

01:21:32.440 My wife is watching something on TikTok.

01:21:34.020 I forget what it is, but it might as well have been somebody talking about how we need

01:21:39.880 to be inclusive for fat people.

01:21:42.420 And the response in their comment section was overwhelmingly like, you said the wrong

01:21:48.600 fucking thing.

01:21:49.900 You're not being sensitive enough.

01:21:51.460 You use the wrong language.

01:21:52.840 And it's like, yeah, there's no amount that you could bend over backwards for these people.

01:21:57.200 Try to be kind.

01:21:57.980 Try to be friendly.

01:21:59.140 They will eat.

01:21:59.780 So the only defense you have is to go, fuck you, faggot.

01:22:03.240 Because if you try to bend over backwards for them, they'll just eat you alive.

01:22:07.780 Yep.

01:22:08.180 You look at them in the face and go, you know, like you need to lose weight.

01:22:11.280 And then they go, oh, well, you're not going about this the right way.

01:22:13.300 And then you just go, you're fat.

01:22:14.920 You're fat.

01:22:15.580 You're fat.

01:22:16.040 You're ugly.

01:22:16.340 And you're psychotic.

01:22:16.880 And you don't know what you're talking about.

01:22:18.260 Yeah.

01:22:18.560 They are asking a question here.

01:22:20.080 We should answer it.

01:22:20.800 What does this mean?

01:22:22.780 Satiated.

01:22:23.900 I don't know.

01:22:24.520 I was really hoping nobody was going to ask.

01:22:27.320 Um, as far as I'm concerned, it means to be satisfied, not say see say she aided satiated

01:22:35.580 with a T.

01:22:36.740 There's a T in there.

01:22:37.480 No, I just have this fucking I have an accent and it's hard for me to pronounce certain things.

01:22:42.020 All right.

01:22:42.640 Fair enough.

01:22:43.180 So he took a class that had a Native American professor who worked for NOAA and worked on

01:22:48.980 the original computer from the Manhattan Project.

01:22:51.660 Oh, shit.

01:22:52.080 Based when he was in college and claimed the government was after him for his research.

01:22:57.320 The dude broke my brain enough that I actually learned how to learn for the first time.

01:23:02.820 Interesting.

01:23:03.880 Yeah.

01:23:04.120 Uh, prior to this, I was just memorizing things for tests.

01:23:06.940 That's it for the test that, uh, he showed us things that I would later see when researching

01:23:12.680 ego death in ego deaths in DMT and LSD.

01:23:16.180 The fact that class was allowed to exist is beyond me.

01:23:19.840 Sometimes they sneak through the cracks and I've had some of those where it's like you get

01:23:24.520 in there and it's like, wow, I have just been repeating.

01:23:26.860 This is why I'm like, I feel like I'm stupid.

01:23:29.020 Like I can't remember any of these things that these people are telling me.

01:23:32.900 I can't, none of it seems important because you're not learning.

01:23:36.120 You're just looking, you're observing.

01:23:38.480 And it's like, I didn't learn how to learn something until 24.

01:23:43.140 Uh, and it wasn't until I started boxing when I was like, oh, this is how you learn a thing

01:23:48.000 and get good at it.

01:23:48.800 Okay.

01:23:49.280 Like I didn't, I didn't, it was such like a fundamental thing.

01:23:52.500 It was like, speaking of fundamentals, it's learn the fundamentals of a thing inside it

01:23:57.620 out, forwards and backwards, repeat them ad nauseum before you could even start to experiment.

01:24:03.200 You have to understand the fundamentals of a thing.

01:24:04.840 And through that, I taught myself how to weld and then became a career weld.

01:24:08.800 I fucking did not know how to learn a thing until 24.

01:24:11.660 Yeah.

01:24:12.120 It's, I mean, people take the lesson from the, this fucking black guy, like Allen Iverson,

01:24:16.120 um, where he's like, we talking about practice, practice was like, yeah, dude, practice.

01:24:22.040 That's all that that's, if I could just practice, that would be great.

01:24:26.660 Yeah.

01:24:26.880 You know, only practice.

01:24:28.360 But I remember when I was young, I was just fucking be like, ah, practice again.

01:24:31.560 It was like, yeah, dude, that's how you get better.

01:24:33.620 That's what I'm doing.

01:24:34.340 My son right now is like at that stage where he wants to do X, Y, and Z, he has all these

01:24:38.080 things that he wants to do, but he doesn't want to go through the fundamentals of a thing

01:24:42.060 first.

01:24:42.500 He doesn't want to go through the drudgery.

01:24:44.180 You got no business picking up boxing gloves.

01:24:46.000 You got no business picking up a baseball and a bat or whatever it is that you're doing

01:24:49.760 until you really learn the fundamentals.

01:24:52.660 But then that just creates disinterest, right?

01:24:54.920 The kid doesn't want to do that.

01:24:56.380 You want to get on stage in front of a million people and play your guitar, right?

01:24:59.720 How many chords do you know?

01:25:00.760 Stupid.

01:25:01.540 Exactly.

01:25:02.160 That's, that's like, um, nobody likes to hear it, but like the whole Bruce Lee thing, right?

01:25:06.320 It's like, don't fear the man who practices a thousand kicks, fear the man who practices

01:25:10.040 one kick a thousand times.

01:25:11.200 It's like, it's not fun to throw, you know, for me, it was boxing to throw a thousand jabs.

01:25:17.480 Like that's not the cool flashy shit.

01:25:19.760 You know what I mean?

01:25:20.300 That's not the, the, the dope combos and the fucking rolling and all that other crap.

01:25:24.080 Like it's none of that.

01:25:24.800 It's, you know, your fundamental guard, your stance and throwing your jab over and over

01:25:30.000 again until that jab is fucking crispy.

01:25:31.640 Then you can move on to the, to the cross and throw that a thousand fucking times until that's

01:25:35.600 crispy.

01:25:36.600 That's not fun.

01:25:37.600 There's a thing that happens too, where it's like, I don't know, you throw a thousand

01:25:40.660 jabs, but 999 of those don't even matter.

01:25:43.900 It's the one when you throw and you go, ah, yeah.

01:25:46.220 Okay.

01:25:46.440 There it is.

01:25:46.900 That's how I can generate.

01:25:48.180 Yeah.

01:25:48.480 Like that thing.

01:25:49.460 If you can just do that one, if you can get to that point, uh, without doing the other,

01:25:53.820 well, you need, obviously you need to build up the muscle, but like all that other shit

01:25:57.620 before that is just like going through the motions.

01:25:59.960 There's a difference between practice, like, like practice just is going through the motion.

01:26:04.040 But then, then there's that point where you're like, I've learned this thing and it's only

01:26:07.340 one time.

01:26:08.200 It's weird.

01:26:09.280 I got, I remember, um, so, you know, in the martial arts gyms, you'll always get people

01:26:14.680 muscle bound, crazy dudes.

01:26:16.560 We've had guys walk in off the streets that were clearly bodybuilders, like legitimate

01:26:20.260 bodybuilders.

01:26:21.000 And they just got fucking waxed, dude.

01:26:23.020 I can't tell you.

01:26:24.600 No, I can tell you that out of all the people I've ever fought that have fucked me up, maybe

01:26:30.500 like two or three of them were bodied up.

01:26:33.420 One of the dudes that was the worst had a fucking, he was skinny, but he must've used to have

01:26:38.760 been fat.

01:26:39.320 And he had like a curtain that hung over his, his waistband.

01:26:43.240 And, and my coach linked me up with him.

01:26:46.240 Cause this is at a time that I was training for diamond gloves and he brings this guy in

01:26:49.500 and he has me spar with him.

01:26:50.800 And I'm, I'm such, I'm literally think this is going to be a layup.

01:26:53.860 Cause this guy looks like shit.

01:26:55.280 I, he didn't even do anything special, man.

01:26:57.160 I just could not slip his jab, his, just his timing.

01:27:00.220 And he's fucking up my rhythm and he's always finding his way through my guard.

01:27:03.640 And he's just jabbing the fuck out of me over and over and over again.

01:27:07.600 And no matter where I moved, he was always at a good distance.

01:27:10.620 And no matter which way I slipped, he always kind of anticipated it and would jab me in

01:27:14.440 the fucking face.

01:27:15.160 And it was so weird because if it was like a grapple, like if I wanted to, I could have

01:27:20.100 just grabbed him and fucking mangled him, you know, cause he was like a thin shitty looking

01:27:23.360 dude.

01:27:23.860 But in that game of boxing, he fucked me up and there was nothing I could do about it.

01:27:29.860 And he did it all with a jab.

01:27:31.300 It was incredible.

01:27:31.940 So yeah, man, it's a, it's, you can understand the fundamentals of a thing and you can go real

01:27:36.940 far with that, or you can try to skip it and be a faggot and then get beat up.

01:27:40.000 Yeah.

01:27:41.380 All right.

01:27:41.820 Let's, let's continue because we're, we're actually running out of time here.

01:27:44.760 We might have to, not might, we're going to have to read this story again.

01:27:48.100 We have Tim Constantine coming up in a 30 minutes less.

01:27:51.840 So yeah.

01:27:53.060 Ended up breaking my back from an asshole partner as well.

01:27:55.840 Having frostbite in my lungs at the same time and a lot of concussions.

01:27:59.520 How do you get frostbite in your lungs?

01:28:01.040 It's wild.

01:28:01.680 It's crazy.

01:28:02.400 Yeah.

01:28:02.620 Uh, got told I was just being a pussy and me being a dumb ass.

01:28:05.960 I kept wrestling with them.

01:28:07.380 The lack of feeling in my toes and start of incontinence was just me being a pussy.

01:28:12.120 Yeah.

01:28:12.540 I actually had a, there was a point where I had a broken ankle and had some, uh, x-rays

01:28:17.600 done on it.

01:28:18.140 And the doctor didn't see it.

01:28:19.760 It started my distrust of doctors and they're like, your son's fine until finally, I'm like,

01:28:25.320 I showed my dad and my shit's like swolled up.

01:28:27.140 I was like, this is like, it was almost a full break.

01:28:29.440 And they're like, yeah, I missed it.

01:28:32.360 We're like, yeah, I know.

01:28:33.680 But I was walking around up and downstairs in school and shit.

01:28:36.400 Nobody cared.

01:28:37.780 Um, so this school's wrestling program prided itself in breaking wrestlers.

01:28:41.960 We got Navy seals, green berets, Olympic athletes, and anyone you could think of to quit.

01:28:46.400 Uh, lots of times by injuring them beyond repair.

01:28:50.300 Jeez.

01:28:51.460 So obviously I refused to quit like the dumb ass I am.

01:28:54.580 The rehab I got from wrestling was here's a bottle of alcohol and here's a lot of Vicodin.

01:29:00.200 Yeah.

01:29:00.860 Uh, we used to call it rice.

01:29:03.000 It was a rest ice, uh, fucking codeine.

01:29:07.900 C.

01:29:08.740 The C was something and he was elevation rest ice something to see.

01:29:14.920 I don't remember what the fuck.

01:29:15.560 Oh, uh,

01:29:16.220 Compression.

01:29:17.700 Compression, maybe.

01:29:18.560 Yeah.

01:29:18.700 And then we added rice to it, which was Advil at the end.

01:29:22.140 So it's like when your shit's all fucked up, it's like then Advil if that don't work.

01:29:25.540 Then Advil.

01:29:25.840 Yeah.

01:29:26.340 Yeah.

01:29:27.080 Uh, rode the cloud of opiates that year, missing chunks of time from the concussions.

01:29:31.840 Wasn't in a good place at all.

01:29:33.340 Jeez.

01:29:33.740 Yeah.

01:29:33.960 After that, a buddy of mine got me to try medical marijuana.

01:29:38.640 It was incredible.

01:29:39.540 Not high at all for the first time in over a year, I could feel my toes, which was really nice.

01:29:44.580 And since it was a particular strain of medical, I wasn't high at all.

01:29:48.600 I just didn't hurt for the first time in a long time.

01:29:52.000 That's when I said, fuck this and quit college.

01:29:55.280 That led to me being a very heavy marijuana smoker, still am today.

01:29:59.480 I love that he's like, fuck college.

01:30:01.480 I'm going to go.

01:30:02.380 Like as if that was a different pursuit.

01:30:05.440 You know what I mean?

01:30:05.920 Like college is one thing.

01:30:07.560 And what's a replacement for it?

01:30:08.700 Weed.

01:30:09.400 Just weed.

01:30:10.040 Very funny.

01:30:10.180 But I get it, man.

01:30:11.180 When you're like in dire straits like that, this stuff could actually help you.

01:30:15.880 Man.

01:30:16.400 All right.

01:30:16.720 Let's see.

01:30:17.340 I love this guy.

01:30:18.060 I love this guy and I like his story because I'm like, I kind of relate.

01:30:21.140 I didn't do college wrestling, which is particularly more brutal than baseball.

01:30:25.200 But like, oh yeah, dude, wrestling is nuts, dude.

01:30:27.440 The conditioning that they put those guys through is fucking insane.

01:30:30.800 Yeah.

01:30:31.080 Yeah.

01:30:31.480 It's so I'm honestly, though, I might have gone through like similar hell weeks like that.

01:30:36.380 This guy is done because wrestling hell weeks are fucking crazy.

01:30:40.660 I've seen them do it.

01:30:41.580 It is.

01:30:42.140 It is crazy.

01:30:43.240 They torture him.

01:30:44.060 Even in high school, they're torturing those kids.

01:30:46.160 Yeah.

01:30:46.440 Yeah.

01:30:48.360 So he still smokes weed, though.

01:30:50.060 The paranoia and anxiety are definitely a bit much nowadays with the crack like level of weed available.

01:30:55.500 Yeah.

01:30:56.340 Had to go to Panama for a wedding a couple of years after.

01:30:59.580 And it was the first time being completely off weed for the first time since college.

01:31:03.980 I went nuts.

01:31:05.000 I couldn't get my head out from the terms Metatron, the son of man and all the spirit science stuff.

01:31:13.460 So Metatron, Nancy has highlighted this, but she's not here today.

01:31:17.180 She's probably working.

01:31:18.580 Whatever.

01:31:19.520 We know what I've heard of Metatron.

01:31:21.720 Yeah.

01:31:21.940 I think it's an angel or it's I know it's an entity and I know people.

01:31:28.060 What's his name?

01:31:28.880 Fucking give me a second.

01:31:30.840 Give me a second.

01:31:32.000 Carlos Santana.

01:31:32.860 There you go.

01:31:33.300 So Metatron, although one of the most powerful angels in Judaism is not mentioned in the Old Testament or New Testament, there's no evidence for his existence in the Bible.

01:31:41.520 However, he's mentioned a couple of in a couple of very short passages in the Talmud.

01:31:45.500 The mystical writings mentioned Metatron describing him as second only to God in terms of power and wisdom.

01:31:53.400 Interesting.

01:31:53.980 I did not know that he was second to God.

01:31:56.720 Yeah, Kate, you're going to have to rewind.

01:31:58.420 We tore you up.

01:31:59.160 It's fine.

01:31:59.640 It was a lot of fun.

01:32:00.740 Send part two.

01:32:02.040 Send part two, please.

01:32:03.800 Yeah.

01:32:04.040 So, okay.

01:32:04.380 So, he's thinking Metatron, which is interesting, like unprompted.

01:32:07.580 If you don't know what that is, it is just very interesting.

01:32:11.320 Just in your head.

01:32:12.440 Sounds like a Transformer almost, right?

01:32:14.140 Yeah.

01:32:14.400 Well, because Megatron.

01:32:16.060 Yeah.

01:32:16.400 Right.

01:32:16.860 That's wow.

01:32:17.520 Yeah, that's right.

01:32:18.500 A hundred percent.

01:32:19.220 That's where the fucking name was inspired from.

01:32:20.960 That's horrific, dude.

01:32:22.300 I was talking with my daughter yesterday about one of the movies that she watches and there

01:32:28.540 are Griffins in it, which is the name of my dog, but it's also like a lion-headed dog.

01:32:32.620 It's about going to the moon and they're meeting an entity that is, she is like the light of

01:32:37.460 the moon.

01:32:37.880 Her name is Chang'e and it's like very esoteric and I was trying to explain this to her and

01:32:41.700 she was like, I just like the show.

01:32:43.460 And I'm like, okay, fine.

01:32:45.280 We'll just fucking skip that.

01:32:46.760 Did you see that post where there's some like dude with a French accent and he's breaking

01:32:51.720 down, you know, the Katy Perry thing and it's like, it's gone super viral.

01:32:56.340 I'm sure the guy's got like millions of views and shit and he's telling you it's an Orphic

01:32:59.760 egg ritual.

01:33:00.480 I'm just like, motherfucker, man.

01:33:01.580 Like, that's exactly what I said.

01:33:02.880 I saw you screenshot it and you said, oh, I told you it was about the egg and I said,

01:33:05.820 I don't want to hear any more about it.

01:33:07.120 Yeah, I didn't, to his credit, all I do is I go on the internet and say, gay Orphic egg

01:33:13.580 ritual.

01:33:14.820 And then what he does is he goes, here's actual details about that.

01:33:18.800 And then he does very well.

01:33:19.880 I don't do very well.

01:33:20.760 And then I wonder why.

01:33:22.560 All right.

01:33:22.820 So he says, I was looking in the earlier Aramaic and Hebrew text to figure out who the fuck

01:33:26.660 this Metatron guy is.

01:33:28.300 And, uh, and everything came back to Metator, which is Latin, which in Latin is defined as

01:33:35.220 the one who marks the boundary or the measurer the way back from Panama, the one who marks

01:33:41.200 the boundary or the measurer.

01:33:43.200 Yeah.

01:33:43.640 Well, I mean, you know, uh, I forget the guy's name, but he was talking about angels that just

01:33:48.480 measure shit.

01:33:49.340 Like that's a job for an angel.

01:33:51.000 They just constantly autistically measuring things like cubits and shit like that.

01:33:57.680 And yeah, I guess, uh, what do they call that?

01:33:59.940 A Falcon of gold or something like that?

01:34:01.540 Like however many, uh, Talon, it was a talent of gold, wasn't it?

01:34:05.220 Oh, Oh, Oh, a talent talent.

01:34:08.220 Yeah.

01:34:08.480 So whatever this is, some angels just measure shit.

01:34:10.580 So I guess that's this guy's job to create borders and he measures shit, like libertarian,

01:34:17.460 very autistic.

01:34:18.760 Um, the way back from Panama was the most painful experience I've had in a long time.

01:34:23.720 All the back pain came back.

01:34:25.260 And then some didn't mess around with anything beyond weed for a couple of years.

01:34:29.360 And then a buddy recommended acid.

01:34:31.360 He really enjoyed it.

01:34:32.920 After some searching, I finally got my hands on some and really, really liked it.

01:34:38.120 Oh, I like J.R. here says that Metatron was, um, Enoch.

01:34:44.740 Huh?

01:34:45.680 I like it.

01:34:46.340 I mean, it sounds schizo.

01:34:48.200 Um, and it sounds interesting.

01:34:50.140 I'd like to look into it, but for now I'll accept that as the truth.

01:34:53.380 And I probably will espouse that in the next episode we're going to do.

01:34:55.920 You're just going to say it and then we're going to be like, maybe.

01:34:58.040 I'm just going to say it to Tim Constantine.

01:34:59.420 Did you know?

01:35:00.720 Did you know?

01:35:01.520 Enoch became Metatron.

01:35:03.060 He's like, okay, but we're talking about Hitler.

01:35:04.840 So isn't that cool?

01:35:07.540 After some searching, I finally got my hands on some and really liked it.

01:35:10.680 Uh, for a couple of years, I was doing lots of microdosing.

01:35:13.760 And when I say microdosing, not microdosing, but just enough where I was riding the edge

01:35:17.700 of having a very, having very slight hallucinations at least once a week.

01:35:23.060 Worked at a paint store, which is really fun, but obviously stupid as shit to trip, uh, to

01:35:28.880 trip at work.

01:35:29.660 But here I am.

01:35:31.420 I'm a very active person.

01:35:32.660 So when I'm not in pain, I'm doing some sort of physical activity, whether it be lifting,

01:35:37.060 running, biking, hiking, camping, any of those things.

01:35:40.240 Sometimes I take off for a few weeks.

01:35:42.380 Uh, I take a few weeks off of physical shit when it got bad, I guess is back.

01:35:47.300 Right.

01:35:47.780 Oftentimes I'd be out in the woods, kind of, uh, feeling the connection with everything.

01:35:53.280 Hmm.

01:35:54.060 I would go on mountain biking rides with my dad and I can't tell you how exhilarating

01:35:58.540 it is to be on a dirt track flying through the woods on acid.

01:36:01.540 This is going to be a wild dude.

01:36:03.760 With your dad.

01:36:04.920 With your dad.

01:36:06.040 Man, that's crazy.

01:36:06.800 Definitely a hell of a time.

01:36:09.500 Around this time, I got into Ram Dass, Timothy Leary type stuff.

01:36:14.320 And the hippie.

01:36:14.700 Oh, Ram Dass.

01:36:16.120 Ram Dass.

01:36:17.340 What's that?

01:36:17.960 I got into Ram Dass.

01:36:20.660 I don't know.

01:36:21.420 I was like, I don't know what you're into, dude.

01:36:23.080 Ram Dass is a, is a band, I believe.

01:36:25.960 This is Ram Steen.

01:36:27.340 Ram Steen is a band.

01:36:28.380 Oh, maybe that's what I'm thinking of, but it's definitely not Ram Dass.

01:36:30.680 Yes.

01:36:31.600 Yeah.

01:36:32.060 Uh, so he says, top, if you're, if you're in for a trip, look into Marcel Vogel.

01:36:37.960 That's in red as well.

01:36:39.120 Thank you, Nancy.

01:36:39.740 Let's go see what this is about.

01:36:41.060 I guess she's so funny.

01:36:42.200 She categorizes things.

01:36:43.440 She highlights them in red and then she gives us the definitions for them.

01:36:46.920 Footnotes.

01:36:47.080 So in the seventies, Marcel did pioneering work in man plant communication experiments.

01:36:52.800 This led him to the study of quartz crystals and the creation of faceted crystal.

01:36:58.200 Marcel's research into the therapeutic application of quartz crystals led him into the investigation

01:37:03.520 of the relationship between crystals and water.

01:37:06.480 He discovered that he could structure water by spinning it around.

01:37:09.300 Oh, now we just said structure water.

01:37:10.780 We're off YouTube.

01:37:11.380 Ah, we're fucked now.

01:37:12.440 That's it.

01:37:12.860 We're done.

01:37:13.480 Uh, so he could spin it around, uh, a tuned crystal, altering many of the characteristics

01:37:18.860 of the water and converting it into an information storage system of, I have heard of this.

01:37:24.540 Very interesting.

01:37:25.520 Oh, Ram Dass is some kind of spiritual yogi guru that did a lot of acid in India.

01:37:31.860 Yes.

01:37:32.180 Jeremiah Johnson.

01:37:33.040 That's right.

01:37:33.560 That's a dude, not a band.

01:37:35.900 Right.

01:37:36.400 His name's not Ram Dass, which is, he's looking down like the new age, which, uh, you know,

01:37:42.520 you might find to be gay by the end of this story, but let's honestly, which one's worse

01:37:46.680 if you're going new age, just think about, I'm not, I'm not saying which one's spiritually

01:37:50.180 worse, which character is worse.

01:37:51.760 You go new age.

01:37:53.900 One way you go is like Wiccan crystals and shit.

01:37:58.260 The other way you go is like yogi, Eastern mysticism, India-esque type shit.

01:38:04.940 You know what?

01:38:05.660 I'd rather go yogi.

01:38:06.560 But, but, but, wait, wait, wait.

01:38:07.980 This person that we're judging is a white woman.

01:38:11.300 Yeah.

01:38:12.660 Which version of that white woman is worse?

01:38:14.300 If I'm a, if I'm a white woman, but I, no, I feel like if you're a white woman, you have

01:38:18.280 to go towards crystals.

01:38:19.700 If you're a man, it's less gay to go towards the yogi shit, although then you're associated

01:38:25.580 with India, which kind of stinks.

01:38:27.500 That's kind of the problem.

01:38:28.500 But, but I've seen these white women where the white women will do the India version,

01:38:32.120 but they'll also, you know, and then another white woman will do the, and I go, I don't

01:38:35.160 know which one's worth, but I do want them to fight to the death.

01:38:37.900 I know that.

01:38:39.480 Yeah.

01:38:40.140 That's how we determine it is we would get like a crystals, Wiccan, Harry Potter enjoying

01:38:45.540 white woman.

01:38:46.440 And then a yogi, India is beautiful and ooh, the culture, white woman.

01:38:51.300 Well, wouldn't the Wiccan stuff work more?

01:38:53.800 Like it would be more, but I guess, I guess you'd be inviting more demons.

01:38:57.640 Well, so is the, the, the fucking India thing.

01:38:59.920 And it's like, they're dealing with a pantheon of, of Nephilim.

01:39:02.820 Yeah.

01:39:03.040 There's just more upside for the Wiccans.

01:39:04.660 I'm saying like, I can cast a spell if I'm going to be like cursed, you might as well

01:39:09.600 have the ability to cast some spells.

01:39:11.760 Like I'm just the other way.

01:39:12.960 I'm just super flexible, super flexible and also constantly in danger of getting raped.

01:39:18.760 Yeah.

01:39:19.360 Cause you're in India and yeah.

01:39:21.860 I feel like also Wiccan doesn't really work for men.

01:39:24.460 So that's not even an option.

01:39:25.580 Well, it's cause the warlocks are a thing, but they're just real gay, super gay, super

01:39:29.580 gay beta.

01:39:30.740 Some would say, yeah, uh, started making a five foot tall painting of Kali and getting

01:39:36.180 into Hinduism.

01:39:37.200 Very gay.

01:39:38.220 I started to think that Hinduism and Christianity were of the same beliefs.

01:39:41.900 They kind of sort of, uh, I mean, you're not totally off.

01:39:45.300 Yeah.

01:39:46.060 There's just a big difference.

01:39:47.820 After the fact, hearing you guys talk about Nephilim shit, I think I was on, I was on

01:39:53.200 the same track, just the opposite side.

01:39:55.600 Yeah.

01:39:56.320 At the same local park, I would also do walks by myself.

01:39:59.100 And there was a few times while I was out there where I felt like I was being watched

01:40:02.800 by the government.

01:40:04.180 Nice.

01:40:04.980 But I was, I, but I would be hiking and a helicopter would hover like a football field

01:40:10.320 away from, uh, away circling the park.

01:40:13.180 Sometimes I'd look for the helicopter because I could hear it and it was just nothing, uh,

01:40:18.100 started to feel full on gang stalked and I didn't want to be one of those people.

01:40:22.020 So I just let that one go to schizo.

01:40:25.180 Yeah.

01:40:25.620 Uh, didn't want to be part of that brand of crazy.

01:40:28.060 You know what though?

01:40:28.980 The more I hear this kind of stuff, I'm like, maybe, maybe it's real.

01:40:32.660 Yeah.

01:40:33.020 Like, well, I knew, I knew a girl and if there's anybody lingering from the QAnon days, like

01:40:39.320 the height of it, 2019, 2020, this name might ring a bell to you.

01:40:42.640 Her name was, um, robot interiors.

01:40:46.820 And, uh, she was just some chick.

01:40:49.120 I think her name was like Michaela and she was really big in the Q community.

01:40:52.420 And she allegedly was like in conversations with, I don't know, general Flynn or some

01:40:58.720 gay shit like that.

01:41:00.040 And, but she was always kind of releasing information that seemed like where you're

01:41:04.320 getting this from somewhere.

01:41:05.100 You're not just pulling it out of your ass.

01:41:06.240 What are you, what are you getting this out of?

01:41:07.440 And so I interviewed her and much of what she was telling me was like constantly like

01:41:12.440 gang stalking, gang stalking.

01:41:13.740 Like I'd be out eating dinner with my mom and, and people would be, you know, following

01:41:18.140 us and sitting at tables near us and staring at us and talking on phones and looking at

01:41:21.960 us.

01:41:22.180 And, you know, she's having altercations.

01:41:24.040 He's screaming at people who are following her.

01:41:25.880 And I'm like, my knee jerk reaction is to go, you fucking crazy, right?

01:41:31.740 Like that's all that's happening here is you're crazy, but I don't know.

01:41:36.580 I mean, yeah, the, the longer we go on, especially when it comes to the voice to skull technology,

01:41:40.860 I'm like, yeah, they're probably doing that to a lot of people.

01:41:43.660 They're probably pumping fucking frequencies into their head, communicating with them, following

01:41:47.620 them at a distance, all probably in an effort to just make you snap.

01:41:52.000 Maybe.

01:41:52.400 I mean, maybe they're following some of these people that are actually having these legitimate

01:41:56.400 communications with, uh, with entities.

01:41:59.260 Like you're, you're put on their radar, you know, like, uh, if they're looking for a person

01:42:03.200 that can, uh, cross this medium, like whatever they're doing with fringe, whatever they're

01:42:07.860 doing to fringe.

01:42:08.820 Yeah.

01:42:09.480 They're looking for somebody that has this shine, you know?

01:42:13.420 So if they do find you, they, maybe they're like fucking monitoring you.

01:42:17.420 Maybe you do have that shine.

01:42:18.720 Maybe they're like, is this the guy?

01:42:20.780 Did you hear the latest?

01:42:21.740 I don't know if it's the latest, but like they were talking about the proving grounds

01:42:24.620 on Merkel show where they will put technology in these people's hands.

01:42:28.040 Yeah.

01:42:28.200 And the technology would kind of, uh, dissolve if the person wasn't suited for it.

01:42:32.780 I think that's Nathaniel Gillis.

01:42:34.180 I think that's the guy that, yeah.

01:42:35.600 So he'll be on on Tuesday.

01:42:36.680 It's going to be a banger, but yeah.

01:42:38.080 So they're looking for these people that can garner that kind of, or that can wield

01:42:42.320 that kind of technology.

01:42:44.100 Wouldn't be surprised if they're constantly on the lookout.

01:42:47.000 Like, yeah, no, they are watching you.

01:42:48.440 They're not watching you because you didn't pay your taxes.

01:42:50.520 They're probably watching you for some other shit, which is probably worse.

01:42:54.620 Um, it's a good question.

01:42:55.780 I think we should answer this in closing.

01:42:57.460 This is Z man.

01:42:58.460 Z man says, would you rather get gang stalked or gang bang?

01:43:02.040 Um, I think, I don't know if I can answer that, but one, two, three is in the chat.

01:43:06.120 If you want to get stalked and three, two, one's in the chat.

01:43:09.640 If you want to get banged.

01:43:10.520 Well, I think the reality of the situation is gang stalked is in perpetuity.

01:43:14.460 Gang banged is once.

01:43:16.180 Oh yeah.

01:43:16.380 That's just a one and done kind of a deal.

01:43:19.840 Unless, unless like an opportunity shows itself again.

01:43:22.880 What's the ethnicity of the gang bangers?

01:43:25.100 Oh, right.

01:43:26.140 Well, that, I think the gang part pretty much tells you what that implies implies what the

01:43:31.780 ethnicity is.

01:43:32.640 All right.

01:43:33.280 Uh, we got to bring it in for a landing guys.

01:43:34.960 Come see us again in fucking 10 minutes.

01:43:38.040 We're going to be going live in 10 minutes with, uh, Tim Constantine.

01:43:41.300 Uh, and I don't know what, should we say other things to them?

01:43:45.020 I don't know what else to say to them.

01:43:47.040 Uh, to, to, to them?

01:43:48.740 Yeah.

01:43:49.040 I don't know.

01:43:49.680 One, two, three, by the way, I'd rather be stalked than banged.

01:43:52.600 Yeah.

01:43:53.200 Go ahead and answer that question.

01:43:55.080 And while you think about it, have this picture in your head.

01:43:57.880 Yeah.

01:43:58.100 That's the bang.

01:43:59.840 All right.

01:44:00.520 We'll see you guys later.

01:44:02.120 Bye.

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01:44:02.500 Bye.

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01:44:33.500 Thank you.

Nephilim Death Squad - April 28, 2025

017： NDS Chronicles - Spinal

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