Nephilim Death Squad - 045： Surviving the Entities of Schizophrenia w⧸ Dr. Jerry Marzinsky & Anon

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00:00:30.000 We are being hypnotized by people like this.

00:00:42.080 Newsreaders, politicians, teachers, lecturers.

00:00:46.300 We are in a country and in a world that is being run by unbelievably sick people.

00:00:55.280 The chasm between what we're told is going on and what is really going on

00:00:58.980 is absolutely...

00:01:01.120 Oh, yeah, dude.

00:01:02.360 There's some Nephilim shit.

00:01:03.560 It's like we all know it's going down

00:01:06.080 But no one's saying shit what happened to the home of the brave

00:01:09.080 Motherf***ers, they're controlling this now

00:01:11.280 And no one's talking about how they made us try to be slaves

00:01:14.280 And everybody's just walking around

00:01:16.480 Heading to clouds and want to wake up to a dead in the grave

00:01:19.480 But it's too late, we need to be ready to raise up

00:01:22.460 Welcome to the end of day

00:01:24.220 Everybody a slave

00:01:25.460 Only some are aware that the government really...

00:01:28.980 Welcome back, everyone, to another episode of Nephilim Death Squad

00:01:33.640 I am David Lee Corbo, a.k.a. The Raven

00:01:36.880 That is Top Lopsa, the father of disinformation

00:01:39.540 And today is a very special episode of Nephilim Death Squad

00:01:44.040 Because we're having back on the show

00:01:46.760 Arguably, no offense to all of the previous episodes of the show

00:01:50.880 Arguably my favorite guest

00:01:52.640 And certainly a fan favorite

00:01:55.420 Who brings a topic that is, I feel, incredibly important

00:01:59.720 We have two guests today

00:02:01.400 I'll let Dr. Marzinski introduce himself first

00:02:05.500 Dr. Marzinski, can you please let the people know a little bit about what it is that you do

00:02:09.440 And where the people can find your work

00:02:11.780 And then we'll get into our guest who has chosen to remain anonymous

00:02:14.960 But would still like to let the people know the nature of why he's here

00:02:17.980 So, Dr. Marzinski, take it away

00:02:19.620 Yeah, I'm a retired, licensed psychotherapist

00:02:23.400 With over 40 years of experience working with

00:02:26.000 And studying the thought processes of psychotics

00:02:28.580 And criminally insane patients

00:02:30.580 And some of the most volatile psychiatric units in the country

00:02:34.840 I started work at Central State Hospital in Milledgeville

00:02:38.680 Which was a little city in and of itself

00:02:42.720 I believe there were about 10,000 patients there when I got there

00:02:45.760 I'm also a commercial pilot

00:02:48.300 A certified scuba diver

00:02:49.780 Long distance motorcyclist

00:02:51.620 I was a second lieutenant in the Arizona Civil Air Patrol

00:02:55.120 Assistant Scoutmaster

00:02:57.080 I was awarded the State of Arizona's Meritorious Service Award

00:03:01.160 I won the Apple Award for teaching abnormal psychology in Pima College

00:03:06.420 My formal academic training is a BA in psychology

00:03:10.500 A master's degree in counseling from the University of Georgia

00:03:18.900 And I've had two years of PhD study in a psychology program

00:03:22.500 I'm the co-author of his amazing journey of the psychotic mind

00:03:26.460 Or through the psychotic mind

00:03:28.440 Breaking the spell of the ivory tower

00:03:30.140 And I currently have a private practice in Arizona

00:03:34.660 A lot of you have heard me before

00:03:43.220 And I've spoke about having studied these voices

00:03:48.620 That schizophrenics hear

00:03:51.040 And we're talking about paranoid schizophrenics

00:03:53.520 The most common form of schizophrenia

00:03:56.520 These people hear voices

00:03:58.840 And those voices tell them horrible things

00:04:01.800 Nothing good

00:04:03.020 And when I first got to the hospital

00:04:06.720 It was working at the state hospital

00:04:09.520 Nobody was interested in it

00:04:12.140 And what those voices were saying

00:04:14.040 It was like

00:04:15.440 They'd all been through the education mill

00:04:20.500 And were told that these voices were hallucinations

00:04:23.620 And yeah

00:04:26.360 Everybody I talked to about them

00:04:28.020 What did they know about them?

00:04:29.140 They were all saying

00:04:29.780 Well, they're just hallucinations

00:04:31.040 We just ignore them

00:04:32.040 They call them auditory and visual hallucinations

00:04:34.980 Most of them are auditory

00:04:37.000 They hear voices telling them awful stuff

00:04:39.260 You're no good

00:04:39.860 You're rotten

00:04:40.420 Nobody likes you

00:04:41.720 We're going to kill you

00:04:43.660 Every rotten thing you can imagine

00:04:47.720 That's what these voices tell these people

00:04:49.500 And one of the first things I noticed

00:04:52.260 And one of the first things I noticed

00:04:52.280 Was that they

00:04:53.340 That was a consistent pattern

00:04:55.760 With schizophrenics

00:04:57.780 So there was no lack of schizophrenics

00:04:59.740 To talk to at the state hospital

00:05:01.400 So I had an unlimited population

00:05:04.900 I was able to talk to hundreds of these people

00:05:07.000 The first pattern I saw them run

00:05:09.140 Was this negativity

00:05:10.100 It was like

00:05:11.580 They were always negative

00:05:12.940 They were always abusive

00:05:14.240 Derogatory

00:05:15.120 Nasty

00:05:15.740 Liars

00:05:17.320 They lied about everything

00:05:18.580 And that was consistent

00:05:20.600 From one patient

00:05:21.600 To the other

00:05:22.120 To the other

00:05:22.640 After talking to many hundreds of them

00:05:24.840 At this point

00:05:25.440 That's a consistent pattern

00:05:26.920 So even at that time

00:05:28.960 I was wondering

00:05:30.020 Like

00:05:30.820 You know

00:05:31.900 This is a pattern

00:05:32.840 What is holding

00:05:34.820 These voices

00:05:36.740 To that pattern

00:05:37.740 How come they

00:05:38.480 If they're hallucinations

00:05:39.680 How come they're not like random

00:05:41.480 Like all other hallucinations

00:05:42.980 How come they're not all over the place

00:05:44.480 Like some are positive

00:05:45.400 Some are negative

00:05:46.200 You know

00:05:46.960 Some are neutral

00:05:47.680 Some just

00:05:48.400 All over the place

00:05:50.180 Like regular hallucinations

00:05:51.860 But they weren't

00:05:53.740 You know

00:05:53.960 So my question was

00:05:55.020 What holds them

00:05:56.360 On such a negative trajectory

00:05:58.000 How come they are

00:05:59.760 Not random

00:06:00.920 If they're hallucinations

00:06:02.300 Like the psychiatric mafia insists

00:06:04.240 And

00:06:05.480 Then other patterns

00:06:07.580 Started to appear

00:06:08.920 As

00:06:09.400 As I studied them

00:06:10.460 More closely

00:06:11.140 It was pattern

00:06:12.480 After pattern

00:06:13.240 After pattern

00:06:13.980 And

00:06:15.900 If they're running patterns

00:06:17.980 They can't be hallucinations

00:06:20.580 You know

00:06:21.840 Let me see

00:06:25.540 The next pattern I saw

00:06:26.900 Was that they were anti-religious

00:06:28.440 They didn't want anything

00:06:30.300 To do with religion

00:06:31.340 They didn't want the person

00:06:32.420 Going to church

00:06:33.180 They would mock the Bible

00:06:34.840 They would mock them

00:06:35.740 If they went to church

00:06:36.720 They would get louder

00:06:39.580 If they tried to read

00:06:40.620 Anything spiritual

00:06:41.620 You know

00:06:45.800 They were anti-religious

00:06:46.820 So

00:06:47.720 And it wasn't just

00:06:49.220 Catholics

00:06:50.480 Or

00:06:50.920 Christian religion

00:06:52.220 It was also

00:06:53.180 Muslim

00:06:54.380 Or any other kind

00:06:55.660 Of religion

00:06:56.080 That was odd

00:06:58.720 So I started

00:06:59.400 Asking these people

00:07:00.420 You know

00:07:02.220 What response

00:07:03.340 Did you get

00:07:03.920 If you tried to go to church

00:07:04.980 With the voices

00:07:05.660 That broke down

00:07:06.560 To three different categories

00:07:07.720 Dr. Marzinski

00:07:08.800 Can I ask a question

00:07:09.860 So you said

00:07:10.580 Muslim

00:07:11.060 And any other religion

00:07:12.280 Do you mean Judaism

00:07:13.280 Or are we talking about

00:07:14.360 Buddhism as well

00:07:15.280 I haven't spoke to any Buddhists

00:07:17.740 I spoke to Muslims

00:07:18.920 I spoke to Jews

00:07:19.940 It's

00:07:20.640 Okay

00:07:21.040 So these are the three

00:07:21.840 Abrahamic religions though

00:07:23.060 And generally

00:07:24.280 We're talking about

00:07:25.080 The same God

00:07:25.820 At least

00:07:27.200 You know

00:07:27.900 That's what most of them say

00:07:28.960 Okay

00:07:29.300 So noted

00:07:30.160 Continue

00:07:31.060 But you know

00:07:32.040 I would suspect

00:07:32.640 They don't like anything

00:07:33.660 That would calm the person down

00:07:35.040 They want them upset

00:07:36.600 They want them feeling guilty

00:07:38.140 And angry

00:07:38.680 And terrible

00:07:41.160 So what they do

00:07:42.920 Is they

00:07:43.340 They cause that

00:07:44.460 Negative

00:07:45.040 Energy

00:07:46.180 To flow

00:07:47.300 In the individual

00:07:48.160 By the garbage

00:07:48.980 That they're telling them

00:07:49.860 And then they suck it off

00:07:50.900 So they're also parasites

00:07:52.100 So these things

00:07:53.360 Aren't hallucinations

00:07:54.480 I had

00:07:55.540 I remember the day

00:07:56.740 A patient came to me

00:07:58.120 In the state hospital

00:07:59.100 And said

00:07:59.400 I tried to

00:07:59.940 Repeat the 23rd Psalm

00:08:01.860 When the voices were around

00:08:02.980 They said

00:08:03.820 They reacted like worms

00:08:05.140 Thrown on a hot frying pan

00:08:06.740 They couldn't stand it

00:08:08.420 So I started asking

00:08:10.120 Other patients

00:08:10.840 You know

00:08:11.440 What happens

00:08:12.180 When you go to church

00:08:13.220 What happened

00:08:14.700 If the voices were very weak

00:08:16.020 They would just shut up

00:08:16.920 When the person went to church

00:08:18.280 If they were of moderate strength

00:08:19.960 They would get louder

00:08:21.080 And they would try to

00:08:21.820 Drown out the preacher

00:08:22.880 And they would start

00:08:23.640 Mocking the preacher

00:08:24.560 And mocking the Bible

00:08:25.580 And making fun

00:08:26.500 Of what was going on in there

00:08:29.420 So they were trying

00:08:30.420 To interfere

00:08:31.020 With the person

00:08:31.700 Listening to what

00:08:32.540 The preacher had to say

00:08:33.620 The voices were very strong

00:08:35.660 They would actually

00:08:36.300 Drive them out of the church

00:08:37.620 These people would get up

00:08:38.560 And run

00:08:39.240 Out of the church

00:08:40.560 So they were consistently

00:08:43.360 Anti-religious

00:08:44.200 They didn't want the person

00:08:45.300 Going to church

00:08:46.000 They didn't want them

00:08:46.700 Talking to preachers

00:08:47.700 They didn't want them

00:08:48.640 Reading the Bible

00:08:49.380 They didn't want them

00:08:50.140 Reading anything spiritual

00:08:51.700 They were steering them

00:08:53.080 More toward

00:08:53.600 Monster movies

00:08:55.020 And murder mysteries

00:08:55.960 And war movies

00:08:58.160 And negative stuff

00:08:59.660 That would feed

00:09:00.320 That negativity

00:09:01.120 So here again

00:09:03.580 Like why would

00:09:04.440 A

00:09:04.820 Hallucination

00:09:09.560 Be anti-religious

00:09:11.300 And why would it care

00:09:12.860 You know

00:09:14.140 And then

00:09:15.520 Dr. Marzinski

00:09:15.940 I'd like to ask you

00:09:17.040 A question

00:09:17.640 I'm sorry to interrupt

00:09:18.260 But

00:09:18.540 Sure

00:09:18.960 Since we last spoke

00:09:21.180 And we're going to get

00:09:22.100 To our guest

00:09:23.620 Who's choosing

00:09:24.660 To remain anonymous

00:09:25.240 In a moment

00:09:25.900 But since we last spoke

00:09:27.820 Obviously

00:09:28.660 We've done very many episodes

00:09:30.560 And through that

00:09:31.900 You sort of gleam

00:09:32.620 A new perspective

00:09:33.940 One of the things

00:09:35.420 That we've come across

00:09:36.400 That I think

00:09:37.400 Is pretty consistent

00:09:38.060 I'd like to get

00:09:38.520 Your ideas on it

00:09:40.120 Or your input

00:09:40.740 Is that

00:09:41.800 A lot of these people

00:09:43.280 Who suffer from

00:09:44.120 This sort of thing

00:09:44.920 Sometimes

00:09:46.080 There is a

00:09:48.220 Dissemination

00:09:49.040 Of knowledge

00:09:50.260 Or information

00:09:51.560 Or interest

00:09:52.440 At the very least

00:09:54.020 That these voices

00:09:55.640 Will drive

00:09:56.620 I suppose

00:09:57.740 Their victim to

00:09:58.660 And that information

00:10:00.220 Seems to also

00:10:02.480 Fit a pattern

00:10:03.060 I wonder if you've

00:10:03.760 Come across this

00:10:04.540 At all

00:10:04.860 There seems to be

00:10:06.080 Oftentimes

00:10:07.000 An interest

00:10:07.940 In the

00:10:09.360 Sort of

00:10:10.340 Occulted teachings

00:10:11.360 Let's say

00:10:11.780 Like numerology

00:10:12.640 For example

00:10:13.400 Or

00:10:13.880 A lot of the

00:10:15.800 New age teachings

00:10:16.840 We spoke to someone

00:10:17.740 Recently who was

00:10:19.000 Diagnosed

00:10:20.280 Schizophrenic bipolar

00:10:22.080 I believe it was

00:10:22.780 Top

00:10:23.280 And he

00:10:25.100 Talked about

00:10:26.700 The things that

00:10:27.880 He started to become

00:10:29.600 Very interested in

00:10:30.580 And I don't necessarily

00:10:31.140 Know that the voices

00:10:31.840 Pushed him towards this

00:10:32.780 Maybe it was his

00:10:33.540 Trying to grasp

00:10:34.620 And understanding

00:10:35.120 What was happening to him

00:10:36.120 But he comes out

00:10:37.440 Of the other end

00:10:38.680 With something that

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00:11:06.920 Might not have come up

00:11:12.860 In your field

00:11:13.580 Since yours is

00:11:14.380 More medical

00:11:15.900 And psychological

00:11:16.820 But

00:11:17.880 Something that we recognize

00:11:19.860 As new age

00:11:21.160 Gnosticism

00:11:22.440 Sort of occult teachings

00:11:25.020 Is that something

00:11:25.760 That you've come across

00:11:26.560 At all?

00:11:29.860 You know

00:11:30.500 What pops in the mind

00:11:31.580 Is Ouija boards

00:11:32.440 You know

00:11:33.900 I've spoken to

00:11:35.340 A number of prisoners

00:11:37.020 And psych patients

00:11:38.140 Who started out

00:11:38.940 With Ouija boards

00:11:39.760 You know

00:11:40.760 And they were speaking

00:11:42.460 To something

00:11:43.200 And then after a while

00:11:45.180 That whatever it was

00:11:46.340 Speaking to them

00:11:47.200 Transferred to their heads

00:11:48.680 And they were actually

00:11:49.540 Hearing

00:11:49.980 That thing

00:11:51.340 That they were speaking

00:11:52.960 To on the Ouija board

00:11:53.960 That's what happened

00:11:55.360 To my aunt

00:11:55.880 What about seances?

00:11:58.860 Have you ever

00:11:59.140 Had patients

00:12:00.000 Who dealt with seances

00:12:00.960 And then heard the voices

00:12:02.580 Afterwards?

00:12:04.880 No

00:12:05.320 I never heard that

00:12:06.440 But you know

00:12:06.880 When you

00:12:07.440 When you

00:12:08.100 Mentioned that

00:12:09.120 I remember

00:12:09.600 One time

00:12:10.700 In a private

00:12:11.200 Psychiatric hospital

00:12:12.240 I was working at

00:12:13.180 The patients

00:12:14.820 Got together

00:12:15.380 And they were

00:12:15.720 Going to do

00:12:16.020 An exorcism

00:12:16.840 For one of the

00:12:18.120 Other patients

00:12:18.680 Who was

00:12:19.160 In worse shape

00:12:20.060 Than they were

00:12:20.640 So one of the

00:12:22.280 Nurses saw that

00:12:23.120 And she goes

00:12:23.560 Well no harm in that

00:12:24.660 I'll just

00:12:25.040 Leave it go

00:12:26.000 So you know

00:12:27.300 They ran their exorcism

00:12:28.380 And then when

00:12:29.000 The psychiatrist

00:12:29.760 Found out about that

00:12:31.440 They put a black mark

00:12:34.040 In her record

00:12:34.720 And they almost

00:12:35.700 Fired her

00:12:36.400 The nurse

00:12:38.040 The nurse

00:12:38.920 They don't want

00:12:40.260 Anything to do

00:12:41.360 With anything spiritual

00:12:43.560 And if you look

00:12:44.680 At psychology

00:12:45.340 And psychiatry

00:12:46.200 There's nothing

00:12:47.160 Spiritual about it

00:12:48.240 You know

00:12:49.100 In the eight years

00:12:50.700 I've spent

00:12:51.280 In higher education

00:12:52.220 Studying

00:12:52.860 Counseling

00:12:53.460 And psychology

00:12:54.900 Never once

00:12:56.140 Was spirituality

00:12:56.940 Mentioned

00:12:57.880 And we're

00:12:58.400 Spiritual beings

00:12:59.180 We're all

00:12:59.500 Spiritual beings

00:13:00.300 So what they're

00:13:02.940 Doing is

00:13:03.480 They're treating

00:13:03.940 Symptoms

00:13:04.580 They don't

00:13:05.540 Treat the cause

00:13:06.460 The cause

00:13:07.440 Is tied to

00:13:08.120 Your spirit

00:13:08.660 Something is

00:13:09.720 Wrong with

00:13:10.180 Your energy

00:13:10.620 Flow

00:13:11.000 They don't

00:13:12.960 Deal with that

00:13:13.500 At all

00:13:13.860 So

00:13:14.740 What's happening

00:13:17.000 Is

00:13:17.320 Even though

00:13:20.580 We have more

00:13:21.320 Psychiatrists

00:13:23.080 Psychologists

00:13:23.820 Psych drugs

00:13:25.920 On the planet

00:13:26.680 Than we've

00:13:27.100 Ever had

00:13:27.560 Before

00:13:27.980 In history

00:13:28.900 Of this

00:13:29.260 Planet

00:13:29.640 The population

00:13:32.380 Is much

00:13:33.220 More sicker

00:13:33.860 And getting

00:13:34.160 Sicker

00:13:34.580 Every day

00:13:35.080 There's

00:13:36.160 24 million

00:13:39.460 Schizophrenics

00:13:40.260 Worldwide

00:13:40.940 3 million

00:13:41.860 More than

00:13:42.240 3 million

00:13:42.780 In the

00:13:43.420 US

00:13:43.800 They don't

00:13:44.640 Have a cure

00:13:45.100 For this

00:13:45.440 They're not

00:13:45.780 Even looking

00:13:46.280 For one

00:13:46.760 They've

00:13:47.460 Reduced

00:13:47.820 The search

00:13:48.400 The funding

00:13:49.380 For research

00:13:50.160 Into finding

00:13:50.940 A cure

00:13:51.320 For schizophrenia

00:13:52.020 To a dribble

00:13:53.160 They don't

00:13:54.440 Make any

00:13:55.100 Money

00:13:55.400 By finding

00:13:56.660 A cure

00:13:57.120 They make

00:13:57.680 Money by

00:13:58.240 Endlessly

00:13:58.840 Treating

00:13:59.540 The symptoms

00:14:00.540 Of all

00:14:01.800 These mental

00:14:02.240 Illnesses

00:14:02.820 So

00:14:03.480 None of

00:14:04.460 The stuff

00:14:05.520 That the

00:14:05.900 Establishment

00:14:06.660 Is putting

00:14:07.100 Out

00:14:07.460 Is geared

00:14:08.040 Toward

00:14:08.460 Finding

00:14:08.880 And treating

00:14:09.620 The cause

00:14:10.280 Of schizophrenia

00:14:12.240 Or any

00:14:12.720 Other mental

00:14:13.220 Illness

00:14:13.620 Now

00:14:14.720 A

00:14:15.240 Energetic

00:14:17.380 Therapy

00:14:17.900 Has just

00:14:18.360 Come out

00:14:18.860 That does

00:14:19.420 Do that

00:14:19.940 It's called

00:14:20.340 The Mace

00:14:20.800 Energy

00:14:21.280 Method

00:14:21.680 It gets

00:14:22.960 To the

00:14:23.300 Cause

00:14:23.780 Of mental

00:14:24.380 Illness

00:14:24.800 And it

00:14:25.500 Eradicates

00:14:26.160 It

00:14:26.420 Okay

00:14:27.240 And that's

00:14:28.140 That's for

00:14:28.580 Most things

00:14:29.360 It has a

00:14:30.440 Little bit

00:14:30.720 Of trouble

00:14:31.060 With schizophrenia

00:14:31.860 But they

00:14:33.060 Come out

00:14:33.460 In better

00:14:33.940 Shape

00:14:34.300 But if

00:14:34.820 You look

00:14:35.320 At the

00:14:35.540 Report

00:14:35.920 Card

00:14:36.280 That the

00:14:37.300 Establishment

00:14:38.020 Has right

00:14:38.640 Now with

00:14:39.020 Treating

00:14:39.340 Mental

00:14:39.620 Illnesses

00:14:40.200 Like I

00:14:40.940 Said

00:14:41.060 You got

00:14:41.300 24 million

00:14:42.160 Schizophrenics

00:14:43.060 Worldwide

00:14:43.680 It's

00:14:44.300 Considered

00:14:45.080 One of

00:14:45.460 The top

00:14:45.840 Ten

00:14:46.180 World

00:14:47.500 Health

00:14:47.980 Problems

00:14:48.700 By the

00:14:49.220 World

00:14:49.660 Health

00:14:49.960 Organization

00:14:50.580 And would

00:14:54.400 That

00:14:54.580 It being

00:14:55.880 In the

00:14:56.100 Top ten

00:14:56.460 Would that

00:14:56.740 Be because

00:14:57.080 It's one

00:14:57.320 Of the

00:14:57.460 Most damaging

00:14:58.040 Ones

00:14:58.440 Or most

00:14:58.800 Prolific

00:14:59.340 Or sort

00:15:00.080 Of a

00:15:00.260 Combination

00:15:00.720 Of those

00:15:01.100 Things

00:15:01.380 It is

00:15:02.760 It is one

00:15:02.960 Of the

00:15:03.140 Most damaging

00:15:03.760 Ones

00:15:04.140 It is

00:15:04.460 One of

00:15:04.720 The most

00:15:05.040 Prolific

00:15:05.460 Ones

00:15:05.860 Close to

00:15:08.420 50,000

00:15:09.200 People in

00:15:09.840 The US

00:15:10.340 Kill

00:15:10.820 Themselves

00:15:11.340 Every

00:15:11.780 Year

00:15:12.100 Every year

00:15:13.820 That's what

00:15:14.340 That's a

00:15:14.880 Number that

00:15:15.300 Died in

00:15:15.760 Vietnam

00:15:16.100 And this

00:15:17.240 Is year

00:15:17.660 After year

00:15:18.400 After year

00:15:19.160 After year

00:15:19.880 And you

00:15:21.280 Know there's

00:15:21.680 Something in

00:15:22.300 Their minds

00:15:22.820 Telling them

00:15:23.400 Kill

00:15:23.880 Yourself

00:15:24.320 And that's

00:15:25.020 What happens

00:15:25.460 With

00:15:25.660 Schizophrenics

00:15:26.320 A lot

00:15:26.700 The voices

00:15:27.740 Tell them

00:15:28.360 You know

00:15:29.140 You're no

00:15:29.540 Good

00:15:29.760 Nobody likes

00:15:30.460 You

00:15:30.680 Everybody hates

00:15:31.800 You

00:15:31.980 You're not

00:15:32.580 Going anywhere

00:15:33.160 You're a

00:15:33.620 Failure

00:15:34.020 Just kill

00:15:34.500 Yourself

00:15:34.960 Get it

00:15:36.000 Over with

00:15:36.440 Now

00:15:36.780 So

00:15:38.680 The suicide

00:15:40.640 Rate is

00:15:41.480 Increasing in

00:15:42.200 The US

00:15:42.560 Every year

00:15:43.300 It's estimated

00:15:45.420 That 24

00:15:46.100 Veterans are

00:15:47.080 Killing themselves

00:15:47.780 In the US

00:15:48.400 Every year

00:15:48.940 And it's

00:15:51.080 Increasing

00:15:51.740 The suicide

00:15:52.500 Rate is

00:15:53.020 Increasing by

00:15:53.640 Two percent

00:15:54.140 A year

00:15:54.600 Is the

00:15:56.080 I want to

00:15:57.340 Ask this

00:15:57.700 Final question

00:15:59.120 And then I

00:15:59.660 Do want to

00:16:00.380 Take a moment

00:16:01.500 To introduce

00:16:01.940 Our guests

00:16:02.340 But this

00:16:03.180 Idea that

00:16:04.540 There's this

00:16:06.020 Many veterans

00:16:06.460 That commit

00:16:06.880 Suicide

00:16:07.320 Would you

00:16:07.860 Happen to

00:16:08.180 Know if

00:16:08.400 There's a

00:16:08.620 Correlating

00:16:09.060 Number that

00:16:09.680 Shows that

00:16:10.480 There is a

00:16:10.880 Higher percentage

00:16:11.600 Of schizophrenic

00:16:13.120 Diagnosis within

00:16:13.880 The veteran

00:16:14.240 Community

00:16:14.680 I don't know

00:16:18.540 Of it but I

00:16:19.100 Would suspect

00:16:19.660 It

00:16:20.120 Because

00:16:21.120 It seems

00:16:21.620 That

00:16:21.880 In what

00:16:23.880 We've been

00:16:24.220 Learning so

00:16:25.080 Far throughout

00:16:25.680 The show

00:16:26.060 Is that

00:16:26.480 There is

00:16:27.120 Correlation

00:16:28.900 With

00:16:29.260 Schizophrenia

00:16:30.060 And trauma

00:16:31.040 Yes

00:16:31.720 Definitely

00:16:32.800 So that

00:16:33.900 Seems in

00:16:34.640 My opinion

00:16:35.100 If there

00:16:36.460 Were numbers

00:16:37.200 To back

00:16:37.580 That up

00:16:37.920 That wouldn't

00:16:38.280 Surprise me

00:16:38.740 At all

00:16:38.960 No

00:16:39.580 It wouldn't

00:16:39.860 Surprise me

00:16:40.440 Either

00:16:40.680 So

00:16:42.000 Anan has

00:16:43.620 Gone through

00:16:44.340 This

00:16:45.400 So he's

00:16:46.380 Had first

00:16:46.900 Hand experience

00:16:47.800 He was

00:16:49.040 Hospitalized as

00:16:50.960 A young man

00:16:51.580 Hearing voices

00:16:53.360 So I

00:16:55.640 Wanted to

00:16:56.000 Bring him

00:16:56.400 On so you

00:16:56.900 Could hear it

00:16:57.380 First hand

00:16:57.860 Instead of

00:16:58.400 Just me

00:16:58.780 Reporting

00:16:59.320 About it

00:16:59.900 He's been

00:17:01.180 There

00:17:01.480 He can

00:17:04.280 Describe to

00:17:04.860 You what

00:17:05.120 Those voices

00:17:05.620 Were like

00:17:06.160 How they

00:17:06.520 Operated

00:17:07.080 He fought

00:17:08.300 Them to a

00:17:08.760 Standstill

00:17:09.320 And he

00:17:09.960 Came out

00:17:10.400 Of it

00:17:10.960 He beat

00:17:13.860 It

00:17:14.060 So

00:17:14.680 Schizophrenia

00:17:16.540 Unlike what

00:17:17.220 The psychiatric

00:17:17.880 Mafia is

00:17:18.560 Telling you

00:17:18.980 It's not

00:17:19.320 A life

00:17:20.120 Sentence

00:17:20.900 It can

00:17:21.780 Be beat

00:17:22.340 You have

00:17:23.380 To know

00:17:23.820 What the

00:17:24.480 Voices are

00:17:25.100 It's the

00:17:26.100 Voices that

00:17:26.940 Cause paranoid

00:17:27.800 Schizophrenia

00:17:28.500 And if you

00:17:28.860 Can get rid

00:17:29.360 Of them by

00:17:29.760 Any means

00:17:30.420 Whatsoever

00:17:30.980 All symptoms

00:17:31.900 Of schizophrenia

00:17:32.660 Paranoid

00:17:33.460 Schizophrenia

00:17:34.100 Disappear with

00:17:34.880 Them

00:17:35.080 So I'm not

00:17:36.280 Talking about

00:17:36.980 Other kinds

00:17:37.580 Of schizophrenia

00:17:38.220 You know

00:17:38.740 There's

00:17:39.280 Undifferentiated

00:17:40.740 Schizophrenia

00:17:41.500 There's a

00:17:41.820 Bunch of

00:17:42.100 Different

00:17:42.340 Categories

00:17:42.920 But paranoid

00:17:43.900 Schizophrenia

00:17:44.560 Is the

00:17:44.900 Largest

00:17:45.420 Most damaging

00:17:46.200 Category

00:17:47.000 It's the

00:17:47.420 Most prevalent

00:17:48.060 One

00:17:48.440 And these

00:17:50.280 Medications

00:17:50.920 That the

00:17:51.360 Psychiatrists

00:17:52.020 Are giving

00:17:52.460 These people

00:17:53.120 Are toxic

00:17:55.080 They actually

00:17:56.160 Shrink their

00:17:56.800 Brains

00:17:57.180 With long

00:17:57.700 Term

00:17:57.960 Use

00:17:58.300 Now

00:17:58.500 They won't

00:17:58.840 Tell you

00:17:59.220 That

00:17:59.520 They do

00:18:00.360 Physical

00:18:00.800 Actual

00:18:01.820 Mental

00:18:02.680 And neurological

00:18:04.280 Damage

00:18:04.940 With long

00:18:05.380 Term

00:18:05.580 Use

00:18:05.900 And they

00:18:06.740 Tell patients

00:18:07.420 You know

00:18:07.660 You've got a

00:18:08.100 Diagnosis of

00:18:08.800 Schizophrenia

00:18:09.400 That's a

00:18:09.740 Life

00:18:09.920 You know

00:18:10.280 That's a

00:18:10.600 Life

00:18:10.760 Sentence

00:18:11.100 You've got

00:18:11.340 To take

00:18:11.580 These drugs

00:18:12.040 For the

00:18:12.340 Rest of

00:18:12.620 Your life

00:18:13.000 That's

00:18:14.820 Not true

00:18:15.360 So I'm

00:18:17.080 Going to

00:18:17.240 Let Anan

00:18:18.100 Kind of

00:18:18.560 Bring his

00:18:19.000 Story

00:18:19.300 Forward

00:18:19.740 Because he

00:18:20.600 Kind of

00:18:21.720 Validates

00:18:23.220 Most of

00:18:24.120 What I'm

00:18:24.460 Saying

00:18:24.820 From

00:18:25.580 Personal

00:18:25.940 Experience

00:18:26.600 So I

00:18:28.960 Admit I've

00:18:29.400 Remained

00:18:29.820 Rather silent

00:18:30.580 Just listening

00:18:31.080 To what

00:18:31.300 Dr.

00:18:31.840 Marzinski

00:18:32.140 Is saying

00:18:32.640 I'm nodding

00:18:33.000 My head

00:18:33.180 And smiling

00:18:33.620 Because everything

00:18:34.100 He's saying

00:18:34.560 Is right on

00:18:35.400 I mean

00:18:35.800 I'm like

00:18:36.080 Yep

00:18:36.280 Remember

00:18:36.620 That

00:18:36.900 Yep

00:18:37.160 That's

00:18:37.460 It

00:18:37.660 If there's

00:18:39.380 Any key

00:18:39.840 Takeaways

00:18:40.400 From this

00:18:41.120 Podcast

00:18:41.700 Discussion

00:18:42.280 Is that

00:18:42.780 What

00:18:43.580 Dr.

00:18:44.800 Marzinski

00:18:45.100 Mentioned

00:18:46.240 Schizophrenia

00:18:46.960 Is not a

00:18:47.600 Life sentence

00:18:48.140 It does not

00:18:48.640 Have to be

00:18:49.140 A life

00:18:49.420 Sentence

00:18:49.900 It can

00:18:50.600 Be cured

00:18:51.180 And

00:18:51.820 The fact

00:18:53.040 That

00:18:53.440 The pharmaceutical

00:18:54.420 Industry

00:18:54.720 Has pushed

00:18:55.160 It

00:18:55.280 That

00:18:55.480 You need

00:18:55.980 These drugs

00:18:56.400 Forever

00:18:56.760 To maintain

00:18:58.220 Your sanity

00:18:58.920 And equilibrium

00:18:59.340 Is basically

00:19:00.040 It's false

00:19:00.560 It's not true

00:19:01.380 I'm living proof

00:19:02.920 Of that

00:19:03.260 So I connected

00:19:05.040 With Dr.

00:19:05.600 Marzinski

00:19:05.900 Probably a couple

00:19:06.540 Years ago

00:19:07.120 And I was never

00:19:08.120 Actually a patient

00:19:08.760 Of his

00:19:09.180 But I saw

00:19:09.820 The great work

00:19:10.380 That he was

00:19:10.760 Doing

00:19:11.060 To kind of

00:19:11.480 Bring out

00:19:12.000 What's really

00:19:12.780 Going on

00:19:13.400 Behind the

00:19:14.440 Scenes

00:19:14.700 Here

00:19:14.980 And so I

00:19:16.260 Reached out

00:19:16.640 To him

00:19:16.960 And I

00:19:17.140 Kind of

00:19:17.380 Told him

00:19:17.580 Some of

00:19:17.900 My experiences

00:19:18.500 And

00:19:18.860 The similarities

00:19:20.160 To the fact

00:19:21.660 That

00:19:22.040 He was

00:19:23.320 Willing

00:19:23.600 To actually

00:19:23.960 See these

00:19:24.480 Patterns

00:19:25.140 And he's

00:19:27.180 Got a whole

00:19:27.500 List of

00:19:27.820 Them

00:19:27.960 As he

00:19:28.280 Talks

00:19:28.700 About what

00:19:29.020 These

00:19:29.360 You call

00:19:30.400 Voices

00:19:30.920 I refer to

00:19:31.760 As non

00:19:32.060 Corporal

00:19:32.460 Entities

00:19:32.960 These days

00:19:34.260 That

00:19:35.740 They

00:19:36.620 Will

00:19:37.280 Go

00:19:37.980 Go

00:19:38.000 After

00:19:38.240 Those

00:19:39.280 That

00:19:39.400 Have

00:19:39.500 Trauma

00:19:39.900 In

00:19:40.460 Their

00:19:40.580 Life

00:19:40.920 And that

00:19:42.540 Can be

00:19:42.820 Psychological

00:19:43.420 Or physical

00:19:43.900 Trauma

00:19:44.380 And I

00:19:45.560 Think

00:19:45.740 That the

00:19:46.360 Trauma

00:19:46.700 Creates

00:19:47.260 Kind of

00:19:47.900 Fissures

00:19:48.420 Or fractures

00:19:49.040 In one

00:19:49.380 Psyche

00:19:49.740 And gives

00:19:50.060 Them

00:19:50.160 Kind of

00:19:50.420 An

00:19:50.740 Entry

00:19:50.980 Point

00:19:51.240 It's

00:19:51.460 Like

00:19:51.720 A

00:19:52.780 Predator

00:19:53.140 That's

00:19:53.420 Looking

00:19:53.600 For

00:19:53.780 A

00:19:53.900 Wounded

00:19:54.080 Animal

00:19:54.520 And that's

00:19:56.200 That's

00:19:56.680 Where

00:19:56.800 They go

00:19:57.460 After

00:19:57.760 So I

00:19:59.700 Work as

00:20:00.060 A

00:20:00.140 Mechanical

00:20:00.580 Engineer

00:20:00.800 For

00:20:01.000 Many

00:20:01.160 Years

00:20:01.460 Now

00:20:01.760 So I

00:20:02.100 Have

00:20:02.180 A

00:20:02.260 Very

00:20:02.520 Rational

00:20:03.240 Logical

00:20:03.920 Scientific

00:20:04.380 Mind

00:20:04.820 But I

00:20:06.040 Also

00:20:06.220 Know

00:20:06.360 What I

00:20:06.600 Went

00:20:06.780 Through

00:20:07.000 In my

00:20:07.700 Early

00:20:07.920 Twenties

00:20:08.440 So

00:20:10.180 Growing

00:20:10.540 Up I

00:20:10.900 Was a

00:20:11.360 Baptized

00:20:12.520 Greek

00:20:12.760 Orthodox

00:20:13.340 Attended

00:20:14.520 A

00:20:14.720 Methodist

00:20:15.120 Sunday

00:20:15.400 School

00:20:15.800 And

00:20:16.520 Participated

00:20:17.080 In a

00:20:17.360 Roman

00:20:17.540 Catholic

00:20:17.980 Youth

00:20:18.420 Group

00:20:18.660 Growing

00:20:18.980 Up

00:20:19.180 So I

00:20:19.520 Had

00:20:19.980 Exposures

00:20:20.440 To

00:20:20.660 The

00:20:20.800 Bible

00:20:21.140 And

00:20:21.420 Very

00:20:21.600 Religious

00:20:21.900 Aspects

00:20:22.580 I

00:20:23.340 Wouldn't

00:20:23.500 Say my

00:20:23.820 Family

00:20:24.060 Was

00:20:24.240 Bible

00:20:24.560 Thumper

00:20:24.840 By

00:20:25.000 Any

00:20:25.160 Means

00:20:25.380 It

00:20:25.460 Wasn't

00:20:25.580 Like

00:20:25.680 We're

00:20:25.820 Out

00:20:25.960 Quoting

00:20:26.300 Scripture

00:20:26.620 Anything

00:20:26.820 Like

00:20:26.940 That

00:20:27.100 Any

00:20:27.260 Day

00:20:27.500 But

00:20:27.640 I

00:20:27.900 What I

00:20:28.720 Gathered

00:20:29.060 From

00:20:29.200 Learning

00:20:29.460 About

00:20:29.680 The

00:20:29.840 Scripture

00:20:30.080 And

00:20:30.200 Going

00:20:30.300 To

00:20:30.460 Church

00:20:30.660 Was

00:20:30.840 Hey

00:20:31.060 Be

00:20:31.820 A

00:20:31.940 Good

00:20:32.080 Human

00:20:32.340 Being

00:20:32.700 Be

00:20:33.160 Honest

00:20:33.620 Have

00:20:34.300 Integrity

00:20:34.860 Be

00:20:35.420 Civil

00:20:35.820 Just

00:20:36.400 Try

00:20:36.560 To

00:20:36.640 Be

00:20:36.740 As

00:20:36.900 Decent

00:20:37.180 A

00:20:37.300 Human

00:20:37.460 Being

00:20:37.640 As

00:20:37.780 Possible

00:20:38.260 You

00:20:39.200 Don't

00:20:39.380 Not

00:20:39.620 Just

00:20:39.760 Going

00:20:39.920 To

00:20:40.060 Church

00:20:40.320 On

00:20:40.500 Sundays

00:20:40.940 And

00:20:41.440 Then

00:20:41.700 Not

00:20:42.720 Applying

00:20:43.200 What

00:20:43.840 You

00:20:44.020 Learned

00:20:44.480 The

00:20:44.760 The

00:20:54.840 Explore

00:20:55.200 The

00:20:55.340 Bible

00:20:55.560 On

00:20:55.740 My

00:20:55.860 Own

00:20:56.080 To

00:20:56.240 See

00:20:56.420 What

00:20:56.640 It

00:20:56.740 Really

00:20:56.900 Said

00:20:57.180 I

00:20:57.280 Want

00:20:57.380 To

00:20:57.440 Eliminate

00:20:57.680 The

00:20:57.780 Middleman

00:20:58.220 What

00:20:58.440 The

00:20:58.560 Priest

00:20:58.800 Had

00:20:58.920 Told

00:20:59.100 Us

00:20:59.220 I

00:20:59.400 Want

00:20:59.940 To

00:21:00.020 Read

00:21:00.200 It

00:21:00.340 For

00:21:00.740 Myself

00:21:01.160 To

00:21:01.320 See

00:21:01.460 What

00:21:01.620 It

00:21:02.340 Was

00:21:02.460 All

00:21:02.680 About

00:21:03.040 Both

00:21:03.860 The

00:21:04.040 Good

00:21:04.300 Aspects

00:21:04.780 Of

00:21:04.920 It

00:21:05.040 And

00:21:05.180 The

00:21:05.280 Bad

00:21:05.500 Aspects

00:21:05.960 Of

00:21:06.120 It

00:21:06.260 And

00:21:08.340 It

00:21:08.540 Was

00:21:08.640 At

00:21:08.880 That

00:21:09.040 Point

00:21:09.240 Where

00:21:09.420 Things

00:21:09.780 Started

00:21:10.060 Happening

00:21:10.680 In

00:21:11.400 My

00:21:11.520 Mind

00:21:11.980 Where

00:21:12.600 I

00:21:14.020 Mean

00:21:14.100 At

00:21:14.220 Times

00:21:14.520 I

00:21:14.660 Probably

00:21:15.120 Felt

00:21:15.340 Rather

00:21:15.600 Ecstatic

00:21:45.120 And

00:21:47.560 Then

00:21:47.780 Other

00:21:48.360 Times

00:21:48.680 Like

00:21:48.840 I

00:21:48.920 Was

00:21:49.020 Being

00:21:49.300 Dragged

00:21:50.240 Down

00:21:50.600 Like

00:21:50.780 Something

00:21:51.000 Was

00:21:51.120 Starting

00:21:51.280 To

00:21:51.400 Tell

00:21:51.580 Me

00:21:51.720 That

00:21:51.920 I

00:21:52.320 Was

00:21:52.480 Worthless

00:21:53.020 I

00:21:53.420 Was

00:21:53.540 A

00:21:53.700 Failure

00:21:54.160 Give

00:21:55.280 It

00:21:55.400 Up

00:21:55.640 And

00:21:57.040 Being

00:21:57.340 At

00:21:57.460 The

00:21:57.580 Crossroads

00:21:58.120 In

00:21:58.420 My

00:21:58.620 Mid

00:21:58.960 Twenties

00:21:59.500 Mid

00:22:00.080 To

00:22:00.180 Late

00:22:00.280 Twenties

00:22:00.760 That's

00:22:01.300 Kind of

00:22:01.500 Time

00:22:01.760 In

00:22:01.840 Your

00:22:01.900 Life

00:22:02.100 You're

00:22:02.260 Trying

00:22:02.500 To

00:22:02.580 Determine

00:22:02.820 What

00:22:03.080 Direction

00:22:03.900 To

00:22:04.020 Go

00:22:04.140 In

00:22:04.260 Life

00:22:04.480 What

00:22:04.640 Type

00:22:04.760 Of

00:22:04.880 Career

00:22:05.140 What

00:22:05.300 Type

00:22:05.420 Path

00:22:06.000 Who

00:22:06.500 What

00:22:06.820 Person

00:22:07.200 You

00:22:07.300 Want

00:22:07.400 To

00:22:07.480 Become

00:22:07.820 And

00:22:10.320 That's

00:22:11.320 When

00:22:11.640 I

00:22:13.740 Just

00:22:13.920 Started

00:22:14.120 To

00:22:14.380 Kind of

00:22:14.760 Psychologically

00:22:15.180 Crash

00:22:15.780 I

00:22:16.060 Went

00:22:16.420 Into

00:22:16.640 Such

00:22:16.920 A

00:22:17.300 Severe

00:22:17.620 State

00:22:17.840 Of

00:22:17.940 Depression

00:22:18.360 These

00:22:19.460 Voices

00:22:19.720 Of

00:22:19.860 Strong

00:22:20.120 Thoughts

00:22:20.480 Were

00:22:20.560 Telling

00:22:20.820 Me

00:22:20.940 That

00:22:21.080 I

00:22:21.180 Was

00:22:21.280 Worthless

00:22:21.820 That

00:22:22.160 I

00:22:22.220 Failed

00:22:23.140 In

00:22:23.300 Life

00:22:23.620 Give

00:22:24.000 It

00:22:24.140 Up

00:22:24.380 Nobody

00:22:25.380 Will

00:22:25.580 Like

00:22:25.820 You

00:22:26.100 And

00:22:27.920 I

00:22:29.260 Was

00:22:29.420 Going

00:22:30.080 Back

00:22:30.300 And

00:22:30.440 On

00:22:30.660 The

00:22:30.780 Fence

00:22:31.040 Whether

00:22:31.240 This

00:22:31.520 Was

00:22:31.620 My

00:22:31.780 Own

00:22:32.080 Voice

00:22:32.940 Doing

00:22:33.220 That

00:22:33.520 Or

00:22:34.200 If

00:22:34.280 It

00:22:34.360 Was

00:22:34.460 Something

00:22:34.620 External

00:22:35.020 Coming

00:22:35.380 Into

00:22:35.560 My

00:22:35.740 Head

00:22:35.980 I

00:22:36.260 Couldn't

00:22:37.120 Quite

00:22:37.320 Differentiate

00:22:37.900 So

00:22:38.140 I

00:22:38.240 Kept

00:22:38.360 Going

00:22:38.580 Back

00:22:38.860 And

00:22:39.040 Forth

00:22:39.400 Now

00:22:40.960 I

00:22:41.220 Took

00:22:41.540 Psychology

00:22:42.060 Courses

00:22:42.460 In

00:22:42.600 College

00:22:43.060 So

00:22:43.560 I

00:22:43.700 Was

00:22:43.820 Very

00:22:44.040 Aware

00:22:44.300 Of

00:22:44.420 Abnormal

00:22:44.740 Psychology

00:22:45.400 They

00:22:45.660 Talk

00:22:45.880 About

00:22:46.020 Schizophrenia

00:22:46.600 In

00:22:46.720 There

00:22:46.960 And

00:22:47.260 The

00:22:47.460 DSM

00:22:48.220 Manual

00:22:48.520 The

00:22:48.700 Diagnostic

00:22:49.240 And

00:22:49.420 Statistic

00:22:49.760 Manual

00:22:50.140 I

00:22:50.420 Was

00:22:50.540 Very

00:22:50.740 Aware

00:22:50.980 Of

00:22:51.080 That

00:22:51.220 Stuff

00:22:51.520 So

00:22:52.880 When

00:22:53.080 I

00:22:53.180 Started

00:22:53.380 Encountering

00:22:53.900 These

00:22:54.120 Experiences

00:22:54.720 I

00:22:55.060 Said

00:22:55.240 Wow

00:22:55.600 You

00:22:55.860 Know

00:22:55.980 I

00:22:56.140 Know

00:22:56.300 There's

00:22:56.800 The

00:22:56.940 Scientific

00:22:57.360 Psychological

00:23:05.560 So

00:23:07.440 The

00:23:07.560 Thing

00:23:07.720 About

00:23:07.920 The

00:23:08.040 Classification

00:23:08.600 Of

00:23:08.740 Schizophrenia

00:23:09.400 Is

00:23:09.960 That

00:23:10.080 It's

00:23:10.400 It's

00:23:10.980 Kind of

00:23:11.160 An

00:23:11.260 Umbrella

00:23:11.720 Clause

00:23:13.040 The

00:23:13.240 Way

00:23:13.360 It's

00:23:13.520 Used

00:23:13.740 Because

00:23:13.900 There's

00:23:14.060 All

00:23:14.280 Different

00:23:14.460 Other

00:23:14.660 Aspects

00:23:15.060 Going

00:23:15.220 On

00:23:15.420 With

00:23:15.580 It

00:23:15.640 Like

00:23:15.760 You

00:23:15.880 Can

00:23:16.020 Be

00:23:16.200 Extremely

00:23:16.640 Depressed

00:23:17.140 You

00:23:17.300 Can

00:23:17.420 Have

00:23:17.600 Some

00:23:18.060 Bipolar

00:23:18.560 Some

00:23:18.800 Manic

00:23:19.040 Situations

00:23:19.540 Involved

00:23:20.820 With

00:23:20.980 It

00:23:21.100 So

00:23:21.380 The

00:23:21.940 DSM

00:23:22.380 Is

00:23:22.620 Not

00:23:22.940 It's

00:23:23.460 The

00:23:23.660 Only

00:23:23.760 Tool

00:23:23.920 They

00:23:24.060 Have

00:23:24.300 Right

00:23:24.460 Now

00:23:24.720 For

00:23:25.660 Writing

00:23:26.300 Down

00:23:26.440 Insurance

00:23:26.820 Codes

00:23:27.260 But

00:23:27.600 It's

00:23:27.940 Not

00:23:28.220 I

00:23:28.860 Don't

00:23:28.940 Think

00:23:29.040 It's

00:23:29.140 A

00:23:29.220 Great

00:23:29.380 Tool

00:23:29.680 For

00:23:30.140 Actually

00:23:30.580 Analyzing

00:23:30.940 What's

00:23:31.140 Going

00:23:31.280 On

00:23:31.400 With

00:23:31.560 Mental

00:23:31.800 Illness

00:23:32.200 So

00:23:34.020 I

00:23:34.160 Started

00:23:34.400 To

00:23:34.540 Crash

00:23:34.860 I

00:23:35.020 Got

00:23:35.160 So

00:23:35.360 Depressed

00:23:35.760 From

00:23:36.020 These

00:23:36.200 Voices

00:23:36.560 Telling

00:23:36.900 That

00:23:37.000 I

00:23:37.060 Was

00:23:37.160 Worthless

00:23:37.720 I

00:23:39.520 Had

00:23:39.640 No

00:23:39.760 Value

00:23:40.180 And

00:23:40.680 They

00:23:41.080 Were

00:23:41.240 Kind

00:23:41.500 Of

00:23:41.580 Telling

00:23:41.760 To

00:23:41.980 Kill

00:23:42.220 Myself

00:23:42.700 You

00:23:43.520 Serve

00:23:43.720 No

00:23:43.880 Purpose

00:23:44.160 In

00:23:44.320 Life

00:23:44.600 And

00:23:45.940 I

00:23:46.040 Got

00:23:46.160 So

00:23:46.380 I

00:23:46.540 I

00:23:46.600 Sorry

00:23:46.740 Can

00:23:46.920 I

00:23:47.020 Interrupt

00:23:47.260 For

00:23:47.420 Just

00:23:47.600 A

00:23:47.720 Moment

00:23:57.260 Maybe

00:23:58.520 Like

00:23:58.760 Aggressive

00:23:59.220 Thoughts

00:23:59.980 That

00:24:00.500 Don't

00:24:01.240 Seem

00:24:01.460 To

00:24:01.560 Because

00:24:01.720 You

00:24:01.840 Said

00:24:02.040 You

00:24:02.180 Weren't

00:24:02.380 Too

00:24:02.540 Sure

00:24:02.840 If

00:24:03.220 This

00:24:03.760 Was

00:24:03.880 Your

00:24:04.040 Own

00:24:04.320 Doing

00:24:05.400 If

00:24:05.600 This

00:24:05.720 Was

00:24:05.840 Part

00:24:06.040 Of

00:24:06.140 Your

00:24:06.300 Own

00:24:06.540 Psyche

00:24:07.040 Or

00:24:07.240 If

00:24:07.360 This

00:24:07.460 Was

00:24:07.580 Something

00:24:07.840 External

00:24:08.340 And

00:24:09.000 I

00:24:09.100 Know

00:24:09.320 That

00:24:09.700 These

00:24:10.180 Things

00:24:10.500 Tend

00:24:10.740 To

00:24:10.920 Evolve

00:24:11.380 Over

00:24:11.600 Time

00:24:12.000 They

00:24:12.180 Go

00:24:12.360 From

00:24:12.740 Maybe

00:24:13.520 Impulses

00:24:14.200 Or

00:24:14.440 Feelings

00:24:15.160 That

00:24:16.560 May

00:24:16.840 Be

00:24:16.940 Passing

00:24:17.380 Or

00:24:17.520 Fleeting

00:24:17.840 And

00:24:18.140 Then

00:24:18.240 They

00:24:18.440 Gradually

00:24:19.220 Become

00:24:19.780 More

00:24:20.900 Intense

00:24:21.600 At

00:24:22.100 This

00:24:22.340 Point

00:24:22.660 Are

00:24:22.940 These

00:24:23.240 Things

00:24:23.620 That

00:24:23.880 You

00:24:24.220 Are

00:24:24.820 What

00:24:25.900 The

00:24:26.220 Medical

00:24:26.920 Institution

00:24:27.340 Would

00:24:27.540 Call

00:24:27.780 A

00:24:28.300 Auditory

00:24:28.900 Hallucination

00:24:29.600 Or

00:24:30.200 These

00:24:30.500 Just

00:24:30.840 Invasive

00:24:31.820 Thoughts

00:24:32.520 Great

00:24:33.700 Question

00:24:34.120 In

00:24:34.940 My

00:24:35.120 Case

00:24:35.300 I

00:24:35.500 Found

00:24:35.700 It

00:24:35.820 Back

00:24:36.540 And

00:24:36.680 Forth

00:24:37.080 Sometimes

00:24:37.980 It

00:24:38.200 Was

00:24:38.400 Very

00:24:38.700 Strong

00:24:39.080 Thoughts

00:24:39.820 And

00:24:39.980 I

00:24:40.040 Was

00:24:40.120 Thinking

00:24:40.220 That

00:24:40.380 My

00:24:40.800 Mind

00:24:41.060 Doing

00:24:41.260 It

00:24:41.460 Other

00:24:42.520 Times

00:24:42.920 It

00:24:43.160 Was

00:24:43.280 Actually

00:24:43.540 Like

00:24:43.780 A

00:24:45.140 Different

00:24:45.340 Voice

00:24:45.680 That

00:24:45.940 Was

00:24:46.260 Saying

00:24:46.480 I

00:24:46.860 Knew

00:24:47.040 It

00:24:47.160 Wasn't

00:24:47.420 Necessary

00:24:47.740 My

00:24:47.980 Internal

00:24:48.400 Voice

00:24:48.840 But

00:24:49.780 Again

00:24:49.940 I

00:24:50.100 Was

00:24:50.180 On

00:24:50.680 The

00:24:50.800 Fence

00:24:51.020 I

00:24:51.220 Was

00:24:51.300 Going

00:24:51.500 Back

00:24:51.800 And

00:24:51.980 Forth

00:24:52.280 In

00:24:52.400 My

00:24:52.520 Head

00:24:52.700 Whether

00:24:52.900 This

00:24:53.200 Is

00:24:53.500 Something

00:24:55.080 Paranormal

00:24:56.160 Going

00:24:56.460 On

00:24:56.660 Here

00:24:56.960 Or

00:24:57.780 If

00:24:57.900 I'm

00:24:58.020 Really

00:24:58.220 Mad

00:24:58.480 And

00:24:58.580 Losing

00:24:58.760 My

00:24:58.960 Mind

00:24:59.320 What

00:25:00.340 Ananda

00:25:00.680 Is

00:25:00.840 Saying

00:25:01.080 Right

00:25:01.320 Now

00:25:01.540 Is

00:25:01.680 Critical

00:25:02.080 Because

00:25:02.920 If

00:25:03.140 Schizophrenics

00:25:04.460 Are

00:25:04.600 Going

00:25:04.720 To

00:25:04.780 Recover

00:25:05.280 From

00:25:05.980 This

00:25:06.280 Disorder

00:25:07.620 They

00:25:08.360 Have

00:25:08.620 To

00:25:08.760 Do

00:25:08.960 That

00:25:09.240 Battle

00:25:09.640 They

00:25:10.180 Have

00:25:10.360 To

00:25:10.500 Figure

00:25:10.800 Out

00:25:11.200 What

00:25:12.140 Their

00:25:12.480 Voice

00:25:12.820 And

00:25:13.140 What

00:25:13.760 This

00:25:14.020 Other

00:25:14.200 Voice

00:25:14.500 Is

00:25:14.720 Talking

00:25:15.080 To

00:25:15.300 Them

00:25:15.500 So

00:25:16.180 And

00:25:16.500 What

00:25:16.680 So

00:25:16.900 Scary

00:25:17.720 About

00:25:18.060 It

00:25:18.220 Is

00:25:18.460 That

00:25:18.640 It

00:25:18.800 Sounds

00:25:19.260 Just

00:25:19.800 Like

00:25:20.140 Your

00:25:20.320 Normal

00:25:20.660 Thoughts

00:25:21.180 There

00:25:21.480 Is

00:25:21.660 No

00:25:21.900 We

00:25:22.380 Are

00:25:22.640 The

00:25:22.820 Voices

00:25:23.220 That

00:25:23.600 We're

00:25:23.800 Speaking

00:25:24.220 None

00:25:24.880 Of

00:25:25.020 That

00:25:25.180 They

00:25:25.540 Sound

00:25:25.800 Just

00:25:26.120 Like

00:25:26.480 The

00:25:26.680 Thousands

00:25:27.000 Of

00:25:27.280 Other

00:25:27.500 Thoughts

00:25:27.920 That

00:25:28.060 Go

00:25:28.180 Through

00:25:28.380 Your

00:25:28.540 Mind

00:25:28.840 On

00:25:29.040 A

00:25:29.160 Regular

00:25:29.580 Day

00:25:29.960 Only

00:25:30.660 The

00:25:30.880 Intent

00:25:31.340 And

00:25:31.700 The

00:25:31.840 Content

00:25:32.200 Is

00:25:32.560 Very

00:25:32.820 Different

00:25:33.240 They're

00:25:34.040 Very

00:25:34.300 Abusive

00:25:34.800 They're

00:25:35.080 Very

00:25:35.320 Derogatory

00:25:36.000 They're

00:25:36.260 Very

00:25:36.500 Negative

00:25:36.960 They

00:25:37.820 Put

00:25:38.100 You

00:25:38.200 Down

00:25:38.460 All

00:25:38.640 The

00:25:38.780 Time

00:25:39.060 So

00:25:39.740 That

00:25:40.260 Differentiation

00:25:41.020 Has

00:25:41.500 To

00:25:41.660 Be

00:25:41.860 Made

00:25:42.320 And

00:25:42.900 The

00:25:43.520 Psychiatric

00:25:44.100 Mafia

00:25:44.640 Is

00:25:44.880 Preventing

00:25:45.380 That

00:25:45.660 They're

00:25:46.400 Telling

00:25:46.720 These

00:25:46.900 People

00:25:47.220 You're

00:25:47.820 Mentally

00:25:48.180 Ill

00:25:48.420 Something's

00:25:49.180 Wrong

00:25:49.480 With

00:25:49.720 Your

00:25:49.980 Brain

00:25:50.500 It's

00:25:52.360 You

00:25:52.640 Who

00:25:52.960 Are

00:25:53.120 The

00:25:53.280 Problem

00:25:53.700 So

00:25:54.780 How

00:25:55.280 Are

00:25:55.360 You

00:25:55.420 Going

00:25:55.560 To

00:25:55.660 Fight

00:25:55.860 Against

00:25:56.140 Something

00:25:56.420 Like

00:25:56.700 That

00:25:56.860 How

00:25:56.980 Are

00:25:57.040 You

00:25:57.100 Going

00:25:57.220 To

00:25:57.280 Take

00:25:57.460 A

00:25:57.620 Stand

00:25:57.960 Against

00:25:58.240 Something

00:25:58.520 Like

00:25:58.840 That

00:25:59.100 You

00:25:59.620 Actually

00:26:00.220 Would

00:26:00.500 Be

00:26:00.660 Fighting

00:26:01.020 Yourself

00:26:01.500 And

00:26:01.660 How

00:26:01.820 Are

00:26:02.100 You

00:26:02.160 Going

00:26:02.280 To

00:26:02.340 Fight

00:26:02.560 Yourself

00:26:03.020 You

00:26:03.700 Have

00:26:04.000 To

00:26:04.120 Be

00:26:04.300 Able

00:26:04.520 These

00:26:04.720 People

00:26:05.000 Have

00:26:05.240 To

00:26:05.340 To

00:26:05.360 Split

00:26:06.040 Those

00:26:06.300 Voices

00:26:06.680 Off

00:26:06.980 And

00:26:07.140 Say

00:26:07.320 This

00:26:07.840 Isn't

00:26:08.160 Me

00:26:08.460 This

00:26:09.360 Isn't

00:26:09.640 Me

00:26:09.860 That

00:26:10.060 I'm

00:26:10.220 Hearing

00:26:10.460 This

00:26:10.720 Is

00:26:10.840 Something

00:26:11.160 Else

00:26:11.500 I'm

00:26:11.700 Hearing

00:26:11.980 But

00:26:12.560 They

00:26:12.680 Don't

00:26:12.840 Want

00:26:12.960 To

00:26:13.040 Hear

00:26:13.180 Anything

00:26:13.480 About

00:26:13.820 Spirits

00:26:14.380 Or

00:26:14.660 Evil

00:26:15.320 Spirits

00:26:15.880 Or

00:26:16.120 Entities

00:26:17.500 Or

00:26:17.780 Anything

00:26:18.040 Like

00:26:18.360 That

00:26:18.700 So

00:26:19.180 They're

00:26:19.400 Actually

00:26:19.740 Preventing

00:26:20.600 These

00:26:21.540 People

00:26:21.860 From

00:26:22.060 Being

00:26:22.280 Cured

00:26:22.620 Because

00:26:23.160 They

00:26:23.360 Have

00:26:23.620 To

00:26:23.780 Find

00:26:24.440 That

00:26:25.020 This

00:26:25.220 Is

00:26:25.380 An

00:26:25.560 Outside

00:26:26.040 Force

00:26:26.540 That

00:26:26.720 Is

00:26:26.860 Pushing

00:26:27.140 Their

00:26:27.440 Personality

00:26:28.080 Out

00:26:28.500 Of

00:26:28.600 The

00:26:28.700 Way

00:26:28.940 And

00:26:29.400 Trying

00:26:29.680 To

00:26:29.860 Take

00:26:30.140 Over

00:26:30.400 If

00:26:30.920 They

00:26:31.040 Can't

00:26:33.640 Make

00:26:33.800 That

00:26:34.000 Decision

00:26:34.420 They're

00:26:34.680 Lost

00:26:35.060 And

00:26:35.620 They'll

00:26:35.760 Be

00:26:35.920 Drugged

00:26:36.220 By

00:26:36.460 The

00:26:37.400 Psychiatric

00:26:37.920 Mafia

00:26:38.360 To

00:26:38.540 The

00:26:38.680 Day

00:26:38.860 They

00:26:39.060 Die

00:26:39.380 Have

00:26:40.200 You

00:26:40.380 Have

00:26:40.740 You

00:26:40.840 Guys

00:26:41.020 Been

00:26:41.180 Seeing

00:26:41.460 What

00:26:41.740 Tucker

00:26:42.140 Carlson

00:26:42.460 Has

00:26:42.560 Been

00:26:42.660 Talking

00:26:42.900 About

00:26:43.100 Lately

00:26:43.400 Besides

00:26:44.040 Alien

00:26:44.480 And

00:26:44.700 The

00:26:45.100 Nephilim

00:26:45.420 And

00:26:45.660 All

00:26:45.760 That

00:26:45.900 Stuff

00:26:46.140 He

00:26:47.380 Was

00:26:47.600 On

00:26:47.820 An

00:26:47.940 Interview

00:26:48.240 With

00:26:48.580 Some

00:26:49.300 Fellow

00:26:49.560 I

00:26:49.680 Forget

00:26:49.880 His

00:26:50.020 Name

00:26:50.260 But

00:26:51.160 He

00:26:51.420 Said

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00:26:52.980 To

00:26:53.420 Stop

00:26:55.340 People

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00:26:55.800 Thinking

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00:26:58.180 1950s

00:26:59.180 Until

00:26:59.760 Now

00:27:00.120 But

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00:27:01.920 Pretty

00:27:02.120 Commonplace

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00:27:03.260 To

00:27:03.400 Understand

00:27:03.900 That

00:27:04.300 We

00:27:04.760 Are

00:27:04.920 Spiritual

00:27:05.360 Beings

00:27:05.840 And

00:27:06.800 He

00:27:06.940 Just

00:27:07.100 Kind

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00:27:07.380 It's

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00:27:08.620 Say

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00:27:14.040 News

00:27:14.540 About

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00:27:15.620 Going

00:27:15.840 On

00:27:16.160 All

00:27:16.880 Of

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00:27:17.040 Sudden

00:27:17.160 He's

00:27:17.320 Talking

00:27:17.560 About

00:27:17.900 Aliens

00:27:18.960 And

00:27:19.160 Possibly

00:27:19.620 Demons

00:27:20.080 And

00:27:20.280 Possibly

00:27:20.700 Nephilim

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00:27:22.360 Ignorance

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00:28:23.100 Entire

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00:28:23.820 But

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00:28:24.360 World

00:28:24.560 Stage

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00:28:26.900 Is

00:28:27.000 Going

00:28:27.180 Mainstream

00:28:27.700 That's

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00:28:29.000 Yeah

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00:28:31.560 At

00:28:31.680 These

00:28:31.840 Patterns

00:28:32.280 You

00:28:32.380 Go

00:28:32.480 To

00:28:32.580 My

00:28:32.760 Website

00:28:33.220 At

00:28:33.420 Jerry

00:28:33.940 Marzenke

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00:28:35.200 There's

00:28:35.540 A

00:28:35.640 Whole

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00:28:36.040 23

00:28:36.540 Of

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00:28:37.360 There

00:28:37.580 And

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00:28:38.840 Look

00:28:39.160 At

00:28:39.360 Them

00:28:39.560 They

00:28:40.260 Match

00:28:40.660 Exactly

00:28:41.320 What

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00:28:41.820 Coming

00:28:42.100 Across

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00:28:42.840 The

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00:28:43.860 Right

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00:28:46.520 Same

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00:28:47.280 That

00:28:47.560 Schizophrenics

00:28:48.320 Are

00:28:48.440 Hearing

00:28:48.720 That

00:28:49.220 These

00:28:49.420 People

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00:28:51.240 Our

00:28:51.440 Throats

00:28:51.840 So

00:28:52.840 You

00:28:53.140 Got

00:28:53.300 These

00:28:53.500 Western

00:28:53.900 Leaders

00:28:54.320 That

00:28:54.920 Have

00:28:55.120 All

00:28:55.300 These

00:28:55.480 Psychotic

00:28:56.080 Features

00:28:56.760 You

00:28:57.620 Know

00:28:57.740 Macron

00:28:58.880 And

00:28:59.440 Trudeau

00:29:00.320 And

00:29:00.600 Biden

00:29:01.560 And

00:29:01.860 The

00:29:02.060 Deep

00:29:02.280 State

00:29:02.700 I

00:29:03.120 Mean

00:29:03.260 They're

00:29:05.740 Psychotic

00:29:06.260 They're

00:29:07.160 Actually

00:29:07.480 Psychotic

00:29:08.060 Look

00:29:08.300 At

00:29:08.380 What

00:29:08.520 They're

00:29:08.660 Doing

00:29:08.840 They're

00:29:09.020 Trying

00:29:09.240 To

00:29:09.400 Force

00:29:10.380 Russia

00:29:10.860 Into

00:29:11.260 A

00:29:11.700 Nuclear

00:29:12.180 War

00:29:12.620 I

00:29:13.460 Mean

00:29:13.520 These

00:29:13.680 People

00:29:13.960 Are

00:29:14.120 Crazy

00:29:14.480 They're

00:29:15.500 Absolutely

00:29:15.860 Crazy

00:29:16.280 Look

00:29:16.500 What

00:29:16.640 They've

00:29:16.860 Done

00:29:17.000 To

00:29:17.120 This

00:29:17.300 Country

00:29:17.640 And

00:29:17.820 Other

00:29:18.000 Western

00:29:18.340 Countries

00:29:18.840 They're

00:29:19.480 Destroying

00:29:20.020 Them

00:29:20.200 These

00:29:21.380 People

00:29:21.680 Are

00:29:21.840 Possessed

00:29:22.340 I

00:29:22.940 Actually

00:29:23.200 Don't

00:29:23.800 I

00:29:24.800 Think

00:29:25.060 That

00:29:25.300 The

00:29:25.820 Nature

00:29:26.080 Of

00:29:26.360 This

00:29:26.760 Conversation

00:29:27.300 That

00:29:27.460 We're

00:29:27.560 Having

00:29:27.920 Even

00:29:28.520 The

00:29:28.680 Nature

00:29:28.900 Of

00:29:29.100 Our

00:29:29.240 Show

00:29:29.600 In

00:29:30.040 It's

00:29:30.200 Entirely

00:29:30.840 In

00:29:31.420 Conjunction

00:29:31.940 With

00:29:32.140 These

00:29:32.300 Things

00:29:32.480 That

00:29:32.600 We're

00:29:32.680 Seeing

00:29:32.900 On

00:29:33.020 The

00:29:33.080 World

00:29:33.220 Stage

00:29:33.500 I

00:29:33.680 Don't

00:29:33.820 Think

00:29:34.040 That

00:29:34.200 This

00:29:34.420 Is

00:29:34.640 Something

00:29:34.900 That

00:29:35.200 Is

00:29:35.320 Happening

00:29:35.640 Alone

00:29:35.900 In

00:29:36.040 The

00:29:36.140 Vacuum

00:29:36.480 It's

00:29:36.660 Not

00:29:36.800 That

00:29:37.020 Nephilim

00:29:37.660 Death

00:29:37.880 Squad

00:29:38.120 Is

00:29:38.340 The

00:29:38.440 Curve

00:29:48.000 Western

00:29:48.300 Society

00:29:48.880 Top

00:29:50.700 And

00:29:50.860 I

00:29:51.120 Sort

00:29:51.680 Of

00:29:51.800 Joke

00:29:52.160 Often

00:29:52.700 About

00:29:53.120 How

00:29:53.580 We

00:29:54.660 Were

00:29:55.080 Talking

00:29:56.560 About

00:29:56.820 These

00:29:57.060 Things

00:29:57.420 And

00:29:57.600 It's

00:29:57.800 Only

00:29:57.940 A

00:29:58.060 Matter

00:29:58.180 Of

00:29:58.340 Time

00:29:58.540 Until

00:29:58.920 Tucker

00:29:59.340 Carlson

00:29:59.720 Or

00:29:59.860 Someone

00:30:00.020 Is

00:30:00.160 Talking

00:30:00.400 About

00:30:00.640 Them

00:30:00.780 And

00:30:00.900 As

00:30:02.020 Funny

00:30:02.260 As

00:30:02.380 It

00:30:02.460 Is

00:30:02.580 To

00:30:02.700 Say

00:30:02.880 That

00:30:03.120 I

00:30:03.260 Don't

00:30:03.420 Think

00:30:03.820 That

00:30:04.280 That

00:30:05.220 That's

00:30:05.500 Necessarily

00:30:06.140 True

00:30:06.500 I

00:30:06.700 Don't

00:30:06.820 Believe

00:30:07.020 That

00:30:07.180 Tucker

00:30:07.380 Carlson

00:30:07.720 Is

00:30:07.820 Watching

00:30:08.140 Nephilim

00:30:08.840 Death

00:30:09.060 Squad

00:30:09.220 But

00:30:09.540 I

00:30:09.640 Think

00:30:09.800 What's

00:30:10.000 Happening

00:30:10.340 Is

00:30:10.640 There

00:30:11.100 Is

00:30:11.680 A

00:30:12.280 There's

00:30:13.520 There's

00:30:13.940 Sort

00:30:14.320 Of

00:30:14.420 In

00:30:14.540 A

00:30:14.840 Not

00:30:16.040 A

00:30:16.180 Spiritual

00:30:16.520 Awakening

00:30:17.140 Because

00:30:17.340 I

00:30:17.480 Think

00:30:17.980 That's

00:30:18.180 A

00:30:18.320 Loaded

00:30:18.560 Term

00:30:18.900 But

00:30:19.480 Certainly

00:30:19.940 A

00:30:20.780 Critical

00:30:21.120 Mass

00:30:21.660 That's

00:30:22.120 That

00:30:22.580 We've

00:30:22.860 Reached

00:30:23.120 Where

00:30:23.340 It's

00:30:23.540 Becoming

00:30:23.840 Very

00:30:24.160 Hard

00:30:24.500 To

00:30:24.800 Ignore

00:30:25.480 These

00:30:25.820 Things

00:30:26.100 I

00:30:26.260 Mean

00:30:26.380 Even

00:30:26.560 With

00:30:26.780 The

00:30:26.980 Topic

00:30:27.640 Of

00:30:27.780 Schizophrenia

00:30:28.520 The

00:30:29.980 Frustration

00:30:30.640 That

00:30:31.220 Many

00:30:31.720 People

00:30:32.240 Have

00:30:32.640 Openly

00:30:33.180 Expressed

00:30:33.820 For

00:30:34.220 A

00:30:34.720 Long

00:30:35.040 Time

00:30:35.420 In

00:30:36.160 In

00:30:36.540 The

00:30:37.840 Way

00:30:38.060 That

00:30:38.460 Western

00:30:38.900 Medicine

00:30:39.300 Has

00:30:40.320 Failed

00:30:41.000 On

00:30:42.020 That

00:30:42.260 Front

00:30:42.640 To

00:30:43.020 Diagnose

00:30:44.280 To

00:30:44.480 Treat

00:30:44.780 And

00:30:45.000 To

00:30:45.120 Help

00:30:45.300 These

00:30:45.520 People

00:30:45.800 We've

00:30:46.020 Been

00:30:46.120 Talking

00:30:46.340 About

00:30:46.580 That

00:30:46.820 This

00:30:47.180 Entire

00:30:47.440 Episode

00:30:47.780 So

00:30:48.080 Far

00:30:48.360 That

00:30:50.000 Has

00:30:50.220 Been

00:30:50.560 Glaringly

00:30:51.820 Obvious

00:30:52.220 I

00:30:52.360 Don't

00:30:52.460 Think

00:30:52.620 I've

00:30:52.800 Really

00:30:52.960 Ever

00:30:53.180 Met

00:30:53.400 Anyone

00:30:53.780 That's

00:30:54.140 Like

00:30:54.280 No

00:30:54.540 No

00:30:54.920 They've

00:30:55.760 Got

00:30:55.920 It

00:30:56.060 Figured

00:30:56.340 Out

00:30:56.620 And

00:30:56.840 They're

00:30:56.980 Doing

00:30:57.480 The

00:30:57.820 Best

00:30:58.020 They

00:30:58.220 Can

00:30:58.480 I

00:30:58.940 Mean

00:30:59.140 Anybody

00:30:59.580 That

00:31:00.000 You

00:31:00.160 Talk

00:31:00.540 To

00:31:00.880 That

00:31:01.400 Isn't

00:31:01.720 Part

00:31:02.020 Of

00:31:02.140 The

00:31:02.360 Medical

00:31:02.820 Apparatus

00:31:03.560 Even

00:31:04.160 Many

00:31:04.940 That

00:31:05.160 Are

00:31:05.400 Will

00:31:05.640 Say

00:31:06.000 Yeah

00:31:06.620 They

00:31:07.300 Don't

00:31:07.520 Understand

00:31:07.880 It

00:31:08.200 We're

00:31:08.460 Failing

00:31:08.780 These

00:31:09.080 People

00:31:09.480 And

00:31:10.200 I

00:31:10.440 Feel

00:31:10.680 As

00:31:10.840 Though

00:31:10.980 That

00:31:11.160 Is

00:31:11.580 One

00:31:11.760 Of

00:31:11.840 The

00:31:11.940 Things

00:31:12.160 That's

00:31:12.500 That's

00:31:12.780 Hit

00:31:12.900 Critical

00:31:13.240 Mass

00:31:13.520 I

00:31:13.700 Do

00:31:14.040 Want

00:31:14.260 To

00:31:14.440 Ask

00:31:15.440 Anon

00:31:17.120 Because

00:31:17.660 What

00:31:19.640 I

00:31:19.760 Want

00:31:19.900 To

00:31:19.980 Know

00:31:20.180 Is

00:31:20.500 When

00:31:20.680 You're

00:31:20.860 Having

00:31:21.400 These

00:31:21.760 Experiences

00:31:22.300 With

00:31:22.540 These

00:31:22.700 Voices

00:31:23.060 Are

00:31:23.640 You

00:31:23.800 At

00:31:23.940 All

00:31:24.200 Engaging

00:31:25.320 In

00:31:25.660 Any

00:31:25.900 Sort

00:31:26.100 Of

00:31:26.200 Substance

00:31:26.600 Use

00:31:26.840 I

00:31:27.000 Mean

00:31:27.100 Anything

00:31:27.380 Even

00:31:27.700 As

00:31:27.860 Light

00:31:28.060 As

00:31:28.240 Like

00:31:28.400 Let's

00:31:28.580 Say

00:31:35.160 This

00:31:36.940 Is

00:31:37.040 A

00:31:37.120 Religious

00:31:37.340 Spiritual

00:31:37.700 Battle

00:31:38.080 No

00:31:38.660 Matter

00:31:38.780 What

00:31:38.980 The

00:31:39.100 Scientific

00:31:39.360 Community

00:31:39.840 States

00:31:40.640 This

00:31:40.960 Is

00:31:41.120 Something

00:31:41.420 That

00:31:42.020 Is

00:31:42.540 Of

00:31:43.320 A

00:31:43.480 Paranormal

00:31:43.880 Nature

00:31:44.240 And

00:31:45.140 I

00:31:45.320 Wanted

00:31:45.540 To

00:31:45.620 Face

00:31:45.780 It

00:31:45.880 Head

00:31:46.060 On

00:31:46.320 I

00:31:47.380 Didn't

00:31:47.700 Want

00:31:47.980 To

00:31:48.300 Self

00:31:48.880 Medicate

00:31:49.280 Which

00:31:49.460 Is

00:31:49.560 What

00:31:49.760 A lot

00:31:50.060 Of

00:31:50.100 People

00:31:50.180 Do

00:31:50.340 With

00:31:50.460 Alcohol

00:31:50.900 Or

00:31:51.360 Smoking

00:31:51.680 Too

00:31:51.820 Much

00:31:51.940 Marijuana

00:31:52.440 Or

00:31:52.880 Some

00:31:53.060 Of

00:31:53.140 The

00:31:53.180 Other

00:31:53.300 Drugs

00:31:53.580 Out

00:31:53.800 There

00:31:54.040 And

00:31:54.800 I

00:31:54.960 Admit

00:31:55.200 I

00:31:55.400 Grew

00:31:55.560 Up

00:31:55.660 In

00:31:55.740 An

00:31:55.780 Abuse

00:31:56.060 Environment

00:31:56.420 Where

00:31:56.620 There

00:31:56.760 Were

00:31:56.860 Lots

00:31:57.120 Of

00:31:57.240 Drugs

00:31:57.640 Around

00:31:58.220 Me

00:31:58.440 I

00:31:58.640 Mean

00:31:58.740 Cocaine

00:31:59.300 Marijuana

00:31:59.940 Hash

00:32:00.640 But

00:32:01.780 I

00:32:02.980 Resisted

00:32:03.480 Participating

00:32:04.280 A lot

00:32:04.500 Of

00:32:04.580 That

00:32:04.680 Growing

00:32:04.880 Up

00:32:05.060 As

00:32:05.220 A

00:32:05.480 Preteen

00:32:05.980 And

00:32:06.160 Teenager

00:32:06.560 Because

00:32:06.920 I

00:32:07.280 Wanted

00:32:07.720 My

00:32:07.840 Mind

00:32:08.040 For

00:32:08.160 Future

00:32:08.400 Use

00:32:08.800 And

00:32:10.180 That

00:32:10.760 Kind

00:32:11.240 Of

00:32:11.360 Helped

00:32:12.240 Create

00:32:12.700 Some

00:32:12.840 Of

00:32:12.920 The

00:32:12.980 Trauma

00:32:13.360 In

00:32:13.800 My

00:32:14.040 Psyche

00:32:14.400 Dealing

00:32:15.440 With

00:32:15.580 Some

00:32:15.780 Of

00:32:15.880 And

00:32:16.180 Trying

00:32:16.540 Not

00:32:17.160 To

00:32:17.440 Get

00:32:18.240 Pulled

00:32:18.540 Into

00:32:18.800 That

00:32:19.120 World

00:32:19.640 So

00:32:20.800 No

00:32:21.580 I

00:32:21.740 Stayed

00:32:21.940 Away

00:32:22.120 From

00:32:22.320 All

00:32:22.780 Any

00:32:24.880 Any

00:32:25.060 Any

00:32:25.320 Type

00:32:25.440 Of

00:32:25.540 Drug

00:32:25.740 During

00:32:26.140 That

00:32:26.280 Time

00:32:26.520 Period

00:32:26.800 Now

00:32:27.840 Later

00:32:28.560 On

00:32:29.020 I

00:32:29.600 Was

00:32:29.780 Put

00:32:30.080 On

00:32:30.260 Lithium

00:32:30.820 I

00:32:31.300 Was

00:32:31.400 Going

00:32:31.660 Through

00:32:32.260 A

00:32:32.980 Social

00:32:34.280 Program

00:32:34.680 I

00:32:34.820 Was

00:32:34.860 Prescribed

00:32:35.160 Lithium

00:32:35.660 And

00:32:36.180 I

00:32:37.280 Admit

00:32:37.500 That

00:32:37.680 I

00:32:37.800 Don't

00:32:37.900 Think

00:32:38.000 That

00:32:38.120 Did

00:32:38.260 Much

00:32:38.600 For

00:32:38.820 Me

00:32:38.960 I

00:32:39.140 I

00:32:39.820 Had

00:32:39.960 To

00:32:40.140 A

00:32:40.220 Point

00:32:40.360 Where

00:32:40.500 I

00:32:40.640 Couldn't

00:32:40.820 Even

00:32:40.980 Think

00:32:41.400 Like

00:32:41.920 My

00:32:42.160 Thoughts

00:32:42.440 Were

00:32:42.540 So

00:32:42.720 Overwhelmed

00:32:43.280 I

00:32:43.440 Couldn't

00:32:43.600 Remember

00:32:43.800 To

00:32:43.920 Take

00:32:44.060 The

00:32:44.180 Lithium

00:32:44.460 Have

00:32:44.700 On

00:32:45.540 Scheduled

00:32:46.200 As

00:32:46.400 Needed

00:32:47.000 So

00:32:49.460 I

00:32:49.640 Chose

00:32:49.940 Not

00:32:50.140 To

00:32:50.280 Self

00:32:50.420 Medicate

00:32:50.880 Just

00:32:51.120 Because

00:32:51.320 I

00:32:51.440 Said

00:32:51.560 I

00:32:51.660 Gotta

00:32:51.780 Take

00:32:51.940 This

00:32:52.080 I

00:32:52.380 Gotta

00:32:52.520 Face

00:32:52.760 This

00:32:52.900 Head

00:32:53.060 On

00:32:53.300 This

00:32:53.700 Is

00:32:53.820 A

00:32:53.940 Spiritual

00:32:54.200 Religious

00:32:54.500 Battle

00:32:54.900 When

00:32:55.420 You

00:32:55.540 Say

00:32:55.840 That

00:32:56.240 You

00:32:56.400 Were

00:32:56.600 In

00:32:56.900 A

00:32:57.060 Social

00:32:57.380 Program

00:32:57.820 Was

00:32:58.000 That

00:32:58.100 Social

00:32:58.380 Program

00:32:58.860 A

00:32:59.460 Result

00:32:59.880 Of

00:33:00.240 Your

00:33:00.760 Disposition

00:33:01.920 This

00:33:02.180 Schizophrenia

00:33:03.480 Or

00:33:03.700 Was

00:33:03.940 This

00:33:04.280 Something

00:33:04.780 Else

00:33:05.020 That

00:33:05.140 You

00:33:05.260 To

00:33:05.600 Engage

00:33:05.920 In

00:33:06.060 Unrelated

00:33:06.500 Well

00:33:07.660 What

00:33:07.860 It

00:33:07.940 Was

00:33:08.080 At

00:33:08.160 The

00:33:08.260 Time

00:33:08.500 Is

00:33:08.640 I

00:33:08.760 Was

00:33:08.940 Probably

00:33:09.500 Approached

00:33:10.000 At

00:33:10.540 Or

00:33:10.640 Below

00:33:10.800 Poverty

00:33:11.240 Level

00:33:11.500 So

00:33:12.140 I

00:33:13.040 What

00:33:13.560 Was

00:33:13.680 Available

00:33:14.120 At

00:33:14.740 The

00:33:14.860 Time

00:33:15.220 Was

00:33:15.820 Some

00:33:16.380 Psychiatric

00:33:16.920 Help

00:33:17.300 Through

00:33:18.080 I

00:33:18.300 Think

00:33:18.400 It

00:33:18.500 Was

00:33:18.520 Some

00:33:18.620 Social

00:33:19.180 Program

00:33:19.600 It

00:33:19.900 Wasn't

00:33:20.120 It

00:33:20.240 Wasn't

00:33:20.520 The

00:33:21.140 Best

00:33:21.380 Thing

00:33:21.560 I

00:33:21.660 Will

00:33:21.780 Say

00:33:21.920 That

00:33:22.120 Much

00:33:22.360 It

00:33:22.500 Probably

00:33:22.700 Made

00:33:22.880 Me

00:33:23.100 Worse

00:33:23.380 If

00:33:23.780 Anything

00:33:24.020 At

00:33:24.180 The

00:33:24.280 Time

00:33:24.560 So

00:33:27.240 Now

00:33:30.460 A lot

00:33:30.740 Of

00:33:30.800 Great

00:33:30.920 Questions

00:33:31.120 And

00:33:31.280 You

00:33:31.480 Said

00:33:31.760 A

00:33:31.860 Key

00:33:32.000 Word

00:33:32.200 Critical

00:33:32.600 Mass

00:33:33.020 And

00:33:33.200 That

00:33:33.520 Is

00:33:33.580 A

00:33:33.700 Great

00:33:33.920 Word

00:33:34.180 For

00:33:34.300 What

00:33:34.400 Is

00:33:39.500 Society

00:33:39.780 Is

00:33:39.900 Going

00:33:40.180 To

00:33:40.340 View

00:33:40.540 Some

00:33:40.780 Of

00:33:40.880 This

00:33:41.040 Mental

00:33:41.320 Illness

00:33:41.620 And

00:33:41.760 What's

00:33:41.900 Going

00:33:42.060 On

00:33:42.200 Out

00:33:42.380 There

00:33:42.560 And

00:33:43.480 I

00:33:43.580 Think

00:33:43.680 The

00:33:43.800 Age

00:33:44.000 Of

00:33:44.080 Enlightenment

00:33:44.480 Is

00:33:44.680 What

00:33:44.840 Threw

00:33:45.180 Out

00:33:45.420 The

00:33:45.620 Religious

00:33:45.860 Spiritual

00:33:46.200 Baby

00:33:46.500 With

00:33:46.660 The

00:33:46.760 Bath

00:33:47.020 Water

00:33:47.380 And

00:33:49.160 I

00:33:49.240 Think

00:33:49.420 If

00:33:49.540 People

00:33:49.680 Are

00:33:49.820 Trying

00:33:50.100 To

00:33:50.260 Re-approach

00:33:50.820 Some

00:33:50.960 Of

00:33:50.980 These

00:33:51.080 Spiritual

00:33:51.360 Aspects

00:33:51.880 Say

00:33:52.060 Hey

00:33:52.300 Maybe

00:33:52.680 Our

00:33:52.840 Ancestors

00:33:53.280 Were

00:33:53.500 On

00:33:53.720 To

00:33:53.860 Something

00:33:54.220 Maybe

00:33:54.540 We

00:33:54.720 Shouldn't

00:33:54.920 Just

00:33:55.180 Dismiss

00:33:56.160 It

00:33:56.320 Entirely

00:33:56.880 When

00:33:58.620 You

00:33:58.740 Look

00:34:09.500 To

00:34:09.800 That

00:34:10.020 You

00:34:10.300 Know

00:34:10.380 It

00:34:10.480 Like

00:34:10.640 Oh

00:34:11.060 Yeah

00:34:11.220 That

00:34:11.460 Happened

00:34:11.840 2000

00:34:12.140 Years

00:34:12.600 Ago

00:34:12.880 It

00:34:13.080 Like

00:34:13.580 A

00:34:13.720 Fairy

00:34:13.960 Tale

00:34:14.260 It

00:34:14.720 Is

00:34:14.800 Not

00:34:14.980 A

00:34:15.120 Fairy

00:34:15.380 Tale

00:34:15.640 They're

00:34:15.860 Still

00:34:16.120 Active

00:34:16.560 And

00:34:16.740 They're

00:34:16.880 More

00:34:17.080 Active

00:34:17.360 Now

00:34:17.660 Than

00:34:17.860 They've

00:34:18.060 Been

00:34:18.200 In

00:34:18.320 A

00:34:18.420 Long

00:34:18.640 Time

00:34:19.020 They

00:34:20.520 Are

00:34:20.660 Still

00:34:20.980 Here

00:34:21.320 Those

00:34:21.600 Demons

00:34:22.060 Those

00:34:22.360 Negative

00:34:23.120 Entities

00:34:23.780 They're

00:34:25.040 Taking

00:34:25.300 Over

00:34:25.520 The

00:34:25.680 Planet

00:34:25.980 Right

00:34:26.280 Now

00:34:26.540 And

00:34:27.160 The

00:34:27.280 Greatest

00:34:27.580 Trick

00:34:27.740 They

00:34:27.900 Pulled

00:34:28.180 Is

00:34:28.280 Convincing

00:34:28.560 People

00:34:28.780 They

00:34:28.980 Don't

00:34:29.300 Exist

00:34:29.700 Right

00:34:30.280 That's

00:34:39.500 I

00:34:39.680 Wanted

00:34:39.980 Draw

00:34:40.860 Attention

00:34:41.300 To

00:34:41.500 Something

00:34:41.860 Because

00:34:42.700 I

00:34:43.100 Think

00:34:43.320 That

00:34:43.460 This

00:34:43.600 Is

00:34:43.700 Important

00:34:44.040 For

00:34:44.240 The

00:34:44.420 Audience

00:34:44.840 To

00:34:45.100 Hear

00:34:45.440 And

00:34:45.880 It

00:34:45.960 Certainly

00:34:46.220 Felt

00:34:47.040 Important

00:34:47.480 When

00:34:47.900 You

00:34:48.040 Said

00:34:48.260 It

00:34:48.400 Anon

00:34:48.780 Was

00:34:49.460 This

00:34:49.860 And

00:34:50.160 Jerry

00:34:50.700 You

00:34:50.900 You

00:34:51.140 Said

00:34:51.320 This

00:34:51.480 At

00:34:51.560 The

00:34:51.660 Beginning

00:34:51.860 Of

00:34:52.000 The

00:34:52.100 Episode

00:34:52.440 Too

00:34:52.860 These

00:34:53.460 Things

00:34:53.940 Are

00:34:54.760 Degrading

00:34:55.560 In

00:34:56.440 Nature

00:34:56.780 These

00:34:57.060 Voices

00:34:57.560 Are

00:34:58.360 Telling

00:34:59.780 You

00:35:00.100 You're

00:35:00.760 Worthless

00:35:01.680 You're

00:35:01.860 Not

00:35:02.040 Good

00:35:02.300 Enough

00:35:02.740 You

00:35:02.980 Know

00:35:03.140 X

00:35:03.440 Y

00:35:03.660 And

00:35:03.820 Z

00:35:04.060 And

00:35:05.180 This

00:35:05.820 Is

00:35:06.020 Something

00:35:06.420 That

00:35:06.920 I

00:35:07.900 Don't

00:35:08.220 Think

00:35:08.500 If

00:35:08.720 We're

00:35:09.140 Looking

00:35:09.720 At

00:35:09.960 This

00:35:10.160 As

00:35:10.400 Spiritual

00:35:10.960 Warfare

00:35:11.480 Which

00:35:11.760 I

00:35:12.000 Agree

00:35:12.300 Wholeheartedly

00:35:12.920 It

00:35:13.100 Is

00:35:13.380 I

00:35:14.600 Think

00:35:15.020 That

00:35:16.460 Frees

00:35:17.000 People

00:35:17.400 Up

00:35:17.740 To

00:35:17.980 Admit

00:35:18.480 That

00:35:19.700 We've

00:35:20.360 All

00:35:20.640 Experienced

00:35:21.440 That

00:35:21.700 I

00:35:21.880 Actually

00:35:22.180 Was

00:35:22.380 Talking

00:35:22.660 To

00:35:22.840 My

00:35:22.980 Audience

00:35:23.300 Recently

00:35:23.880 I

00:35:25.180 Got

00:35:25.360 Into

00:35:25.500 A

00:35:25.600 Bit

00:35:25.700 Of

00:35:25.780 A

00:35:25.880 Bad

00:35:26.100 Habit

00:35:26.480 Where

00:35:26.840 Maybe

00:35:27.560 A

00:35:28.400 Month

00:35:28.660 Ago

00:35:29.060 I

00:35:29.640 Had

00:35:30.540 I

00:35:31.540 Started

00:35:31.880 Having

00:35:32.160 A

00:35:32.540 Drink

00:35:33.380 There

00:35:33.560 Was

00:35:33.660 This

00:35:33.940 Drink

00:35:34.180 That

00:35:34.320 I

00:35:34.420 Like

00:35:34.600 It

00:35:34.700 Was

00:35:34.880 A

00:35:36.420 Merry

00:35:36.660 Sort

00:35:37.280 Of

00:35:37.460 And

00:35:38.420 I

00:35:38.880 Had

00:35:39.100 One

00:35:39.260 On

00:35:39.380 A

00:35:39.480 Whim

00:35:39.660 And

00:35:39.760 I

00:35:39.820 Was

00:35:39.900 Like

00:35:39.980 Wow

00:35:40.140 This

00:35:40.300 Is

00:35:40.420 Incredible

00:35:40.780 And

00:35:41.360 So

00:35:41.480 The

00:35:41.620 Next

00:35:41.800 Night

00:35:42.040 I

00:35:42.240 Had

00:35:42.440 Another

00:35:42.680 One

00:35:42.900 And

00:35:43.120 It

00:35:43.180 Was

00:35:43.280 Just

00:35:43.480 Benign

00:35:44.500 Right

00:35:44.760 One

00:35:45.120 Drink

00:35:45.380 One

00:35:45.600 Night

00:35:45.880 One

00:35:46.360 Drink

00:35:46.580 Another

00:35:46.820 Night

00:35:47.100 And

00:35:48.640 Then

00:35:48.840 The

00:35:49.080 Next

00:35:49.280 Thing

00:35:49.400 I

00:35:49.520 Know

00:35:49.820 This

00:35:50.220 Carries

00:35:50.540 On

00:35:50.780 For

00:35:50.960 About

00:35:51.180 A

00:35:51.340 Week

00:35:51.620 Where

00:35:52.540 930

00:35:53.200 Rolls

00:35:53.580 Around

00:35:53.900 And

00:35:54.120 I'm

00:35:54.260 Having

00:35:54.520 This

00:35:54.740 One

00:35:55.020 Drink

00:35:55.320 On

00:35:55.480 My

00:35:55.640 Porch

00:35:56.020 Long

00:35:56.880 Story

00:35:57.100 Short

00:35:57.400 Over

00:35:57.960 A

00:35:58.140 Period

00:35:58.400 Of

00:35:58.560 About

00:35:58.780 Three

00:35:59.020 Weeks

00:35:59.400 This

00:35:59.580 Escalates

00:36:00.200 Until

00:36:00.540 It's

00:36:01.440 Two

00:36:01.700 Drinks

00:36:02.200 Per

00:36:02.900 Night

00:36:03.220 And

00:36:03.860 Then

00:36:04.000 Maybe

00:36:04.300 Even

00:36:04.720 Three

00:36:05.020 Drinks

00:36:05.320 Per

00:36:05.520 Night

00:36:05.700 Which

00:36:06.240 Still

00:36:06.620 Isn't

00:36:07.080 The

00:36:07.260 Craziest

00:36:07.760 Thing

00:36:08.080 But

00:36:08.240 It's

00:36:08.420 Definitely

00:36:08.780 Not

00:36:09.200 A

00:36:09.460 Habit

00:36:09.940 That

00:36:10.120 You

00:36:10.240 Want

00:36:10.440 To

00:36:10.560 Continue

00:36:11.100 Even

00:36:12.280 Even

00:36:12.300 If

00:36:12.420 You're

00:36:12.500 Just

00:36:12.640 Looking

00:36:12.840 At

00:36:12.940 It

00:36:12.980 From

00:36:13.080 A

00:36:13.180 Health

00:36:13.360 Perspective

00:36:13.940 And

00:36:14.560 What

00:36:14.720 Happens

00:36:15.160 Is

00:36:15.540 This

00:36:17.140 Rolls

00:36:17.460 Into

00:36:17.640 A

00:36:17.840 Three

00:36:18.080 Day

00:36:18.220 Weekend

00:36:18.580 I've

00:36:18.760 Got

00:36:18.880 A

00:36:18.980 Bunch

00:36:19.180 Of

00:36:19.320 Events

00:36:19.600 I've

00:36:19.760 Got

00:36:19.840 A

00:36:19.940 Baby

00:36:20.140 Shower

00:36:20.520 A

00:36:20.720 Wedding

00:36:21.100 And

00:36:21.520 A

00:36:21.620 Birthday

00:36:21.860 Party

00:36:22.260 And

00:36:22.960 All

00:36:23.500 Three

00:36:23.760 Of

00:36:23.900 These

00:36:24.040 Consecutive

00:36:24.580 Days

00:36:24.920 I

00:36:25.380 Start

00:36:25.660 Having

00:36:26.000 A

00:36:26.280 Little

00:36:26.400 Bit

00:36:26.540 More

00:36:26.700 To

00:36:26.840 Drink

00:36:27.000 Than

00:36:27.140 I

00:36:27.240 Typically

00:36:27.580 Would

00:36:27.880 And

00:36:28.160 When

00:36:28.260 That's

00:36:28.480 All

00:36:28.640 Over

00:36:28.900 I

00:36:29.060 Man

00:36:29.580 I

00:36:30.180 Don't

00:36:41.100 With

00:36:42.760 These

00:36:43.220 These

00:36:43.820 Extreme

00:36:44.220 Feelings

00:36:44.680 Of

00:36:44.880 Doubt

00:36:45.320 About

00:36:46.280 My

00:36:47.600 Capabilities

00:36:48.280 My

00:36:48.720 Success

00:36:49.220 My

00:36:49.680 Position

00:36:50.440 As

00:36:50.800 You

00:36:51.520 Name

00:36:51.780 It

00:36:51.900 A

00:36:52.000 Husband

00:36:52.360 A

00:36:52.540 Father

00:36:52.800 All

00:36:53.000 These

00:36:53.140 Different

00:36:53.380 Things

00:36:53.720 Are

00:36:54.200 Suddenly

00:36:54.680 I'm

00:36:55.540 Getting

00:36:55.780 These

00:36:56.240 What

00:36:57.420 Very

00:36:57.620 Much

00:36:57.820 Feel

00:36:58.020 Like

00:36:58.220 External

00:36:58.840 Forces

00:37:00.280 Telling

00:37:01.060 Me

00:37:01.360 I'm

00:37:02.060 Not

00:37:02.260 Good

00:37:02.480 Enough

00:37:02.820 I'm

00:37:03.500 Not

00:37:03.700 Going

00:37:03.880 To

00:37:03.960 Be

00:37:04.360 Success

00:37:05.300 I'm

00:37:06.200 Not

00:37:06.600 All

00:37:07.100 These

00:37:07.320 Things

00:37:07.600 And

00:37:08.380 It's

00:37:08.960 Accompanied

00:37:09.500 With

00:37:09.780 This

00:37:10.160 Really

00:37:11.880 Heavy

00:37:12.160 Feeling

00:37:12.520 This

00:37:13.180 Really

00:37:13.420 Heavy

00:37:13.660 Feeling

00:37:13.980 And

00:37:14.380 The

00:37:15.540 Next

00:37:15.700 Day

00:37:15.840 It

00:37:15.940 Goes

00:37:16.100 Away

00:37:16.360 And

00:37:16.580 It's

00:37:17.380 Been

00:37:17.540 Good

00:37:17.800 Now

00:37:18.120 For

00:37:18.440 A

00:37:18.680 While

00:37:18.920 But

00:37:19.100 That

00:37:19.300 Day

00:37:19.580 Was

00:37:20.040 Rough

00:37:20.520 I

00:37:20.660 Was

00:37:20.780 In

00:37:20.880 A

00:37:21.400 Bit

00:37:21.840 Of

00:37:21.940 An

00:37:22.060 Emotionally

00:37:22.940 Desperate

00:37:23.560 Position

00:37:24.060 And

00:37:24.900 When

00:37:25.520 You're

00:37:25.780 Describing

00:37:26.660 The

00:37:27.660 Way

00:37:27.820 These

00:37:28.040 Things

00:37:28.240 Are

00:37:28.360 Talking

00:37:28.700 I

00:37:28.940 Can't

00:37:29.200 Help

00:37:29.380 But

00:37:29.500 Go

00:37:29.620 Like

00:37:29.780 Yeah

00:37:29.960 That's

00:37:30.400 How

00:37:30.540 They

00:37:30.720 Were

00:37:31.000 Talking

00:37:31.680 To

00:37:31.820 Me

00:37:31.980 And

00:37:32.940 I

00:37:33.840 Don't

00:37:34.160 Think

00:37:34.400 I

00:37:34.560 Think

00:37:34.720 People

00:37:35.080 If

00:37:35.500 You

00:37:35.720 Admit

00:37:36.160 That

00:37:36.480 You

00:37:36.620 Go

00:37:36.780 Oh

00:37:36.940 No

00:37:37.120 Well

00:37:37.300 Am I

00:37:37.580 Schizophrenic

00:37:38.620 And

00:37:38.720 It's

00:37:38.820 Like

00:37:38.940 Well

00:37:39.060 Maybe

00:37:39.300 Actually

00:37:39.800 Throw

00:37:40.120 That

00:37:40.400 Terminology

00:37:41.180 Out

00:37:41.600 Maybe

00:37:42.220 What

00:37:42.440 You

00:37:42.600 Are

00:37:42.920 Is

00:37:43.300 Vulnerable

00:37:44.040 And

00:37:44.940 These

00:37:45.200 Things

00:37:45.560 Know

00:37:45.780 Exactly

00:37:46.320 What

00:37:46.660 To

00:37:46.860 Say

00:37:47.140 To

00:37:47.360 Drag

00:37:47.740 You

00:37:47.980 Into

00:37:48.280 A

00:37:48.480 Dark

00:37:48.700 Place

00:37:49.160 And

00:37:50.240 And

00:37:50.260 I

00:37:50.400 Think

00:37:50.680 If

00:37:51.020 You're

00:37:51.420 Willing

00:37:52.180 To

00:37:52.340 Engage

00:37:52.720 With

00:37:52.880 That

00:37:53.080 Thought

00:37:53.380 Then

00:37:53.860 A

00:37:54.000 Lot

00:37:54.160 Of

00:37:54.260 Us

00:37:54.420 Would

00:37:54.560 Say

00:37:54.760 Like

00:37:54.960 Yeah

00:37:55.160 I've

00:37:55.620 Been

00:37:55.740 There

00:37:55.980 Actually

00:37:56.560 And

00:37:56.900 I

00:37:57.000 Can

00:37:57.140 See

00:37:57.360 That

00:37:57.560 If

00:37:57.700 That

00:37:57.920 Were

00:37:58.100 To

00:37:58.220 Have

00:37:58.380 Persisted

00:37:59.020 And

00:37:59.740 I

00:37:59.940 And

00:38:00.320 I

00:38:00.440 Didn't

00:38:00.880 Treat

00:38:01.400 It

00:38:01.520 The

00:38:01.640 Right

00:38:01.820 Way

00:38:02.040 That

00:38:02.520 Could

00:38:02.640 Have

00:38:02.780 Drugged

00:38:03.800 Me

00:38:03.920 Down

00:38:04.140 To

00:38:04.320 A

00:38:04.440 Really

00:38:04.640 Dark

00:38:04.900 Place

00:38:05.240 If

00:38:05.540 It

00:38:05.680 Were

00:38:05.880 To

00:38:06.080 Go

00:38:06.280 On

00:38:06.480 For

00:38:06.620 Consecutive

00:38:07.140 Days

00:38:07.420 And

00:38:07.600 Weeks

00:38:07.840 And

00:38:07.980 You

00:38:09.380 Got

00:38:09.560 A

00:38:09.680 Very

00:38:09.900 Important

00:38:10.280 Point

00:38:10.620 There

00:38:10.900 Is

00:38:11.460 That

00:38:11.660 They

00:38:12.020 Don't

00:38:12.260 Just

00:38:12.500 Hit

00:38:12.740 Schizophrenics

00:38:13.540 That's

00:38:14.120 Where

00:38:14.300 They're

00:38:14.460 Most

00:38:14.720 Noticeable

00:38:15.380 Because

00:38:16.240 They're

00:38:16.700 Hearing

00:38:16.980 These

00:38:17.280 Voices

00:38:17.620 And

00:38:17.880 They

00:38:18.020 Can

00:38:18.180 Tell

00:38:18.740 You

00:38:18.880 What

00:38:19.060 These

00:38:19.240 Voices

00:38:19.540 Are

00:38:19.760 Saying

00:38:20.020 But

00:38:20.420 They

00:38:20.560 Hit

00:38:20.760 Us

00:38:20.920 All

00:38:21.200 Just

00:38:21.880 Like

00:38:22.040 They

00:38:22.180 Hit

00:38:22.380 You

00:38:22.620 You

00:38:23.200 You're

00:38:23.400 Driving

00:38:23.680 Down

00:38:23.900 The

00:38:24.060 Road

00:38:24.280 What

00:38:25.040 Would

00:38:25.380 It

00:38:25.480 Be

00:38:25.600 Like

00:38:25.800 To

00:38:25.940 Turn

00:38:26.160 Into

00:38:26.360 Traffic

00:38:26.780 Or

00:38:27.000 You're

00:38:27.160 Standing

00:38:27.640 On

00:38:27.880 The

00:38:28.020 Bridge

00:38:28.340 And

00:38:28.500 You're

00:38:28.600 Oh

00:38:29.180 What

00:38:29.380 Would

00:38:29.540 It

00:38:39.380 Unlock

00:38:39.740 Elite

00:38:40.080 Gaming

00:38:40.400 Tech

00:38:40.640 At

00:38:40.780 Lenovo

00:38:41.140 Dot

00:38:41.360 Com

00:38:41.640 Dominate

00:38:42.240 Every

00:38:42.540 Match

00:38:42.840 With

00:38:43.020 Next

00:38:43.260 Level

00:38:43.440 Speed

00:38:43.840 Seamless

00:38:44.380 Streaming

00:38:44.860 And

00:38:45.040 Performance

00:38:45.460 That

00:38:45.700 Won't

00:38:45.900 Quit

00:38:46.180 Push

00:38:46.680 Your

00:38:46.840 Gameplay

00:38:47.200 Beyond

00:38:47.500 Performance

00:38:47.940 With

00:38:48.160 Intel

00:38:48.480 Core

00:38:48.760 Ultra

00:38:49.080 Processors

00:38:49.820 For

00:38:50.040 The

00:38:50.160 Next

00:38:50.400 Era

00:38:50.720 Of

00:38:50.920 Gaming

00:38:51.220 Upgrade

00:38:51.820 To

00:38:52.000 Smooth

00:38:52.300 High

00:38:52.520 Quality

00:38:52.840 Streaming

00:38:53.320 With

00:38:53.480 Intel

00:38:53.780 Wi-Fi

00:38:54.200 6E

00:38:54.740 And

00:38:54.980 Maximize

00:38:55.480 Game

00:38:55.700 Performance

00:38:56.080 With

00:38:56.280 Enhanced

00:38:56.700 Overclocking

00:38:57.460 Win

00:38:57.940 The

00:38:58.080 Tech

00:38:58.300 Search

00:38:58.640 Power

00:38:59.080 Up

00:38:59.300 Lenovo

00:38:59.760 Dot

00:38:59.980 Com

00:39:00.280 Lenovo

00:39:01.500 Lenovo

00:39:02.920 And

00:39:06.260 You know

00:39:07.100 They were

00:39:07.340 Telling

00:39:07.700 A voice

00:39:08.120 Came

00:39:08.360 Into

00:39:08.520 His

00:39:08.680 Head

00:39:08.820 Telling

00:39:09.140 Them

00:39:09.260 To

00:39:09.400 Jump

00:39:09.700 They

00:39:11.320 Hit

00:39:11.540 Us

00:39:11.700 All

00:39:12.100 They

00:39:12.420 Test

00:39:12.700 Everybody

00:39:13.280 They

00:39:13.860 Test

00:39:14.120 Everybody

00:39:14.540 They're

00:39:14.860 Looking

00:39:15.120 They're

00:39:15.600 Looking

00:39:15.800 For

00:39:16.080 You

00:39:16.240 To

00:39:16.480 Believe

00:39:16.880 Them

00:39:17.180 And

00:39:19.560 Keep

00:39:19.760 In

00:39:19.880 Mind

00:39:20.120 What's

00:39:20.400 Another

00:39:20.560 Name

00:39:20.740 For

00:39:20.880 Alcohol

00:39:21.380 Spirits

00:39:22.900 There's

00:39:23.560 A reason

00:39:23.840 For

00:39:24.060 That

00:39:24.300 The

00:39:25.700 Other

00:39:25.900 Thing

00:39:26.160 Is

00:39:26.320 People

00:39:26.640 Believe

00:39:27.200 That

00:39:27.680 Because

00:39:27.920 They

00:39:28.120 Experience

00:39:28.720 That

00:39:29.000 Thought

00:39:29.360 In

00:39:29.700 Their

00:39:29.880 Head

00:39:30.260 That

00:39:31.080 It's

00:39:31.580 Their

00:39:31.800 Thought

00:39:32.140 And

00:39:32.340 It

00:39:32.480 Belongs

00:39:32.800 To

00:39:33.000 Them

00:39:33.240 That's

00:39:34.300 Not

00:39:34.460 How

00:39:34.660 It

00:39:34.820 Works

00:39:35.180 You

00:39:36.040 Know

00:39:36.180 And

00:39:36.580 You

00:39:37.020 Know

00:39:37.140 Psychology

00:39:37.740 And

00:39:37.960 Psychiatry

00:39:38.580 Won't

00:39:38.900 You

00:39:39.820 Know

00:39:40.020 Negate

00:39:41.480 That

00:39:41.840 You

00:39:42.460 Know

00:39:42.600 These

00:39:42.900 Thoughts

00:39:44.240 Come

00:39:44.460 In

00:39:44.620 From

00:39:44.840 Outside

00:39:45.400 Emanuel

00:39:46.260 Swedenborg

00:39:46.900 A

00:39:47.080 Christian

00:39:47.380 Mystic

00:39:47.800 Lived

00:39:48.020 300

00:39:48.380 Years

00:39:48.760 Ago

00:39:48.980 He

00:39:49.120 Said

00:39:49.240 None

00:39:49.440 Of

00:39:49.520 Your

00:39:49.620 Thoughts

00:39:49.960 Are

00:39:50.060 Own

00:39:50.280 They

00:39:50.440 Either

00:39:50.640 Come

00:39:50.840 From

00:39:51.040 Heaven

00:39:51.280 Or

00:39:51.440 They

00:39:51.580 Come

00:39:51.760 From

00:39:51.960 Hell

00:39:52.220 You

00:39:52.900 You're

00:39:53.000 The

00:39:53.160 Decider

00:39:53.740 Of

00:39:54.380 Who

00:39:54.660 You

00:39:54.820 Want

00:39:55.040 To

00:39:55.160 Listen

00:39:55.400 To

00:39:55.660 And

00:39:57.200 If

00:39:57.340 You

00:39:57.440 Keep

00:39:57.680 Listening

00:39:58.020 To

00:39:58.240 The

00:39:58.420 Negative

00:39:58.700 Side

00:39:59.080 You

00:39:59.240 Believe

00:39:59.620 The

00:39:59.800 Negative

00:40:00.080 Side

00:40:00.440 You're

00:40:01.020 Going

00:40:01.100 To

00:40:01.260 Descend

00:40:01.800 Down

00:40:02.180 That

00:40:02.500 Pathway

00:40:03.140 It's

00:40:04.340 Like

00:40:04.460 What

00:40:04.600 The

00:40:04.740 Indian

00:40:05.000 Said

00:40:05.340 You

00:40:05.680 Got

00:40:05.820 Two

00:40:06.060 Wolves

00:40:06.400 In

00:40:06.580 Your

00:40:06.720 Head

00:40:06.940 You

00:40:07.580 Know

00:40:07.720 One's

00:40:08.080 Positive

00:40:08.500 One's

00:40:08.860 Negative

00:40:09.220 The

00:40:09.700 One

00:40:09.840 You

00:40:09.980 Feed

00:40:10.240 The

00:40:10.400 Most

00:40:10.680 Is

00:40:10.900 The

00:40:11.040 One

00:40:11.220 That's

00:40:11.680 Going

00:40:11.820 To

00:40:11.920 Take

00:40:12.780 You

00:40:12.960 Take

00:40:14.040 You

00:40:14.240 So

00:40:14.920 You

00:40:15.200 Have

00:40:15.400 To

00:40:15.520 Realize

00:40:15.920 That

00:40:16.220 Sherry

00:40:17.080 Sweeney

00:40:17.480 The

00:40:17.740 Co-author

00:40:18.500 Of

00:40:18.700 Our

00:40:18.820 Book

00:40:19.040 Said

00:40:19.240 That

00:40:19.420 Every

00:40:19.780 Negative

00:40:20.240 Thought

00:40:20.660 That

00:40:20.880 Pops

00:40:21.180 Into

00:40:21.360 Your

00:40:21.520 Mind

00:40:21.800 Comes

00:40:22.120 From

00:40:22.320 The

00:40:22.460 Dark

00:40:22.740 Side

00:40:23.080 It

00:40:23.640 Doesn't

00:40:23.920 Belong

00:40:24.220 To

00:40:24.400 You

00:40:24.640 So

00:40:25.540 Your

00:40:26.200 Your

00:40:26.520 Brain

00:40:27.400 Is

00:40:27.600 More

00:40:27.820 Like

00:40:28.060 A

00:40:28.200 Radio

00:40:28.480 Receiver

00:40:29.040 You

00:40:29.760 Know

00:40:29.860 It's

00:40:30.940 Tuned

00:40:31.320 To

00:40:31.440 A

00:40:31.600 Certain

00:40:31.820 Frequency

00:40:32.360 And

00:40:32.600 If

00:40:32.700 It's

00:40:32.900 Turned

00:40:33.160 To

00:40:33.260 A

00:40:33.380 Low

00:40:33.540 Frequency

00:40:33.980 You're

00:40:34.300 Going

00:40:34.400 To

00:40:34.460 Get

00:40:34.600 A

00:40:34.720 Bunch

00:40:34.940 Of

00:40:35.100 Low

00:40:35.400 Frequency

00:40:35.960 Thoughts

00:40:36.540 And

00:40:37.220 One

00:40:37.540 Of

00:40:37.660 The

00:40:37.780 Things

00:40:38.000 That

00:40:38.160 Trauma

00:40:38.460 Does

00:40:38.800 Is

00:40:39.120 It

00:40:39.280 Moves

00:40:39.980 The

00:40:40.200 Dial

00:40:40.600 To

00:40:41.360 A

00:40:41.640 Negative

00:40:42.040 Frequency

00:40:43.260 Because

00:40:44.140 You've

00:40:45.100 Experienced

00:40:45.600 This

00:40:45.800 Negative

00:40:46.080 Frequency

00:40:46.600 The

00:40:47.580 Damage

00:40:48.020 Stays

00:40:48.500 In

00:40:48.780 Your

00:40:48.920 Subconscious

00:40:49.420 Mind

00:40:49.880 And

00:40:50.360 It

00:40:50.480 Controls

00:40:51.040 You

00:40:51.180 Like

00:40:51.440 A

00:40:51.560 Computer

00:40:52.020 Virus

00:40:52.480 From

00:40:52.720 There

00:40:53.020 I've

00:40:54.140 Had

00:40:54.280 People

00:40:54.640 I've

00:40:55.840 Worked

00:40:56.100 With

00:40:56.340 That

00:40:56.600 Went

00:40:57.320 Through

00:40:57.460 A

00:40:57.620 Trauma

00:40:57.900 When

00:40:58.160 They

00:40:58.300 Were

00:40:58.500 Seven

00:40:58.980 Years

00:40:59.300 Old

00:40:59.600 And

00:40:59.760 Now

00:40:59.940 They're

00:41:00.240 65

00:41:01.560 And

00:41:02.540 They

00:41:02.740 Formed

00:41:03.720 A

00:41:04.060 Thought

00:41:05.120 A

00:41:05.380 Belief

00:41:05.800 Because

00:41:06.340 Of

00:41:06.520 That

00:41:06.680 Trauma

00:41:07.060 That

00:41:07.680 They

00:41:07.820 Were

00:41:07.960 Worthless

00:41:08.440 So

00:41:09.160 They

00:41:09.300 Went

00:41:09.480 Through

00:41:09.640 Their

00:41:09.840 Entire

00:41:10.180 Lives

00:41:11.640 They

00:41:11.820 Were

00:41:11.980 Worthless

00:41:12.480 Mace

00:41:14.080 Was

00:41:14.360 Able

00:41:14.600 To

00:41:14.740 Get

00:41:14.860 Rid

00:41:15.060 Of

00:41:15.160 That

00:41:15.340 Thought

00:41:15.640 In

00:41:16.080 An

00:41:16.420 Hour

00:41:16.660 And

00:41:17.020 It

00:41:17.100 Was

00:41:17.220 Gone

00:41:17.540 There

00:41:18.060 Was

00:41:18.180 Nothing

00:41:18.440 Left

00:41:18.740 Of

00:41:18.920 It

00:41:19.100 You

00:41:20.220 Know

00:41:20.380 They

00:41:20.560 Live

00:41:20.760 Their

00:41:20.980 Entire

00:41:21.760 Life

00:41:22.060 That

00:41:22.280 Way

00:41:22.500 Today's

00:41:24.060 Episode

00:41:24.380 Is

00:41:24.620 Brought

00:41:24.880 To

00:41:25.060 You

00:41:25.200 By

00:41:25.460 Purge

00:41:26.100 Suddenly

00:41:26.540 Dot

00:41:26.920 Com

00:41:27.320 What

00:41:28.020 If

00:41:28.120 I

00:41:28.200 Told

00:41:28.420 You

00:41:28.560 That

00:41:28.720 More

00:41:28.940 People

00:41:29.280 Have

00:41:29.460 Died

00:41:29.700 From

00:41:29.880 Parasites

00:41:30.560 Than

00:41:30.800 Have

00:41:30.940 Ever

00:41:31.100 Died

00:41:31.360 From

00:41:31.580 War

00:41:31.940 What

00:41:32.860 If

00:41:32.960 I

00:41:33.060 Told

00:41:33.280 You

00:41:33.420 That

00:41:33.600 Cancer

00:41:34.060 Multiple

00:41:34.980 Sclerosis

00:41:35.740 Acne

00:41:36.320 Rosacea

00:41:36.980 And

00:41:37.280 Rheumatoid

00:41:37.820 Arthritis

00:41:38.380 Can

00:41:38.600 All

00:41:38.880 Be

00:41:39.080 Treated

00:41:39.520 With

00:41:39.680 Parasite

00:41:40.260 Medication

00:41:40.820 Rid

00:41:41.500 Your

00:41:41.700 Body

00:41:42.040 Of

00:41:42.400 These

00:41:42.600 All

00:41:42.960 Too

00:41:43.200 Common

00:41:43.640 Parasites

00:41:44.400 Purge

00:41:45.220 Parasite

00:41:45.740 Cleanse

00:41:46.140 Is

00:41:46.360 Made

00:41:46.660 With

00:41:46.880 Ingredients

00:41:47.500 Like

00:41:47.760 Zinc

00:41:48.140 Carrot

00:41:48.940 Powder

00:41:49.320 Garlic

00:41:50.220 Black

00:41:50.820 Walnut

00:41:51.340 We're

00:41:51.740 Talking

00:41:52.000 All

00:41:52.380 Natural

00:41:52.800 Ingredients

00:41:53.420 That

00:41:53.640 Are

00:41:53.820 Good

00:41:54.140 For

00:41:54.440 You

00:41:54.660 Or

00:41:55.080 Try

00:41:55.980 Their

00:41:56.220 Digest

00:41:57.060 Dimes

00:41:57.460 To

00:41:57.820 Promote

00:41:58.120 Healthy

00:41:58.480 Gut

00:41:58.700 Bacteria

00:41:59.380 And

00:41:59.980 Aid

00:42:00.340 In

00:42:00.420 Digestion

00:42:01.000 These

00:42:01.480 As

00:42:01.700 Well

00:42:01.840 As

00:42:02.000 Any

00:42:02.240 Other

00:42:02.440 Products

00:42:02.860 On

00:42:03.240 Purgesuddenly

00:42:03.920 Dot

00:42:04.180 Com

00:42:04.480 Can

00:42:04.700 Be

00:42:04.860 Purchased

00:42:05.360 With

00:42:05.600 Promo

00:42:05.880 Code

00:42:06.320 Nephilim

00:42:06.980 N

00:42:07.560 E

00:42:08.000 P

00:42:08.400 H

00:42:08.940 I

00:42:09.400 L

00:42:09.740 I

00:42:10.220 M

00:42:10.640 At

00:42:11.040 Purgesuddenly

00:42:11.960 Dot

00:42:12.420 Com

00:42:12.780 Anon

00:42:17.340 Anon

00:42:17.680 Mentioned

00:42:18.160 Like

00:42:18.960 Reading

00:42:19.240 The

00:42:19.420 Bible

00:42:19.740 Before

00:42:20.460 And

00:42:21.160 Trying

00:42:21.720 To

00:42:21.860 Understand

00:42:22.180 It

00:42:22.440 As

00:42:22.640 A

00:42:22.960 Good

00:42:23.920 Way

00:42:24.100 To

00:42:24.220 Go

00:42:24.360 Through

00:42:24.540 Life

00:42:24.760 How

00:42:24.920 To

00:42:24.980 Be

00:42:25.080 A

00:42:25.200 Good

00:42:25.320 Person

00:42:25.620 But

00:42:25.860 I

00:42:26.400 Agree

00:42:26.760 And

00:42:27.140 When

00:42:27.280 I

00:42:27.360 Was

00:42:27.480 Younger

00:42:27.760 I

00:42:27.860 Used

00:42:28.000 To

00:42:28.100 Read

00:42:28.280 And

00:42:28.440 Think

00:42:28.680 That

00:42:28.880 About

00:42:29.100 It

00:42:29.220 As

00:42:29.320 Well

00:42:29.440 But

00:42:29.660 Now

00:42:30.600 Kind

00:42:30.880 Of

00:42:30.960 Rediscovering

00:42:31.580 It

00:42:31.720 I

00:42:32.040 Just

00:42:32.200 Pulled

00:42:32.400 Up

00:42:32.500 A

00:42:32.620 Scripture

00:42:32.820 Here

00:42:33.040 First

00:42:33.340 John

00:42:33.780 4

00:42:34.320 Verse

00:42:35.460 1

00:42:35.800 He

00:42:36.560 Says

00:42:36.760 Beloved

00:42:37.300 Believe

00:42:37.820 Not

00:42:38.020 Every

00:42:38.220 Spirit

00:42:38.580 But

00:42:38.800 Try

00:42:39.040 The

00:42:39.220 Spirits

00:42:39.540 Whether

00:42:39.780 Whether

00:42:40.140 They

00:42:40.340 Are

00:42:40.540 Of

00:42:40.700 God

00:42:41.000 Because

00:42:41.300 Many

00:42:41.620 False

00:42:41.920 Prophets

00:42:42.360 Are

00:42:42.480 Gone

00:42:42.780 Out

00:42:43.040 Into

00:42:43.240 The

00:42:43.400 World

00:42:43.660 So

00:42:44.320 You're

00:42:45.100 Getting

00:42:45.280 Directed

00:42:45.740 Instruction

00:42:46.280 From

00:42:46.580 A

00:42:46.720 Disciple

00:42:47.140 Of

00:42:47.300 Jesus

00:42:47.540 Telling

00:42:47.940 You

00:42:48.180 When

00:42:48.940 You

00:42:49.060 Hear

00:42:49.220 These

00:42:49.440 Spirits

00:42:49.880 Don't

00:42:50.640 Just

00:42:50.840 Take

00:42:51.160 Their

00:42:51.340 Word

00:42:51.560 For

00:42:51.780 It

00:42:51.960 But

00:42:52.360 Test

00:42:52.680 Them

00:42:52.940 And

00:42:53.740 See

00:42:53.960 Where

00:42:54.140 They're

00:42:54.260 Coming

00:42:54.500 From

00:42:54.720 Because

00:42:54.960 They

00:42:55.100 Have

00:42:55.280 To

00:42:55.380 And

00:42:55.540 There's

00:42:55.760 Apparently

00:42:56.200 There's

00:42:56.460 Spiritual

00:42:56.820 Rules

00:42:57.280 There's

00:42:57.820 Rules

00:42:58.100 In

00:42:58.260 This

00:42:58.440 Realm

00:42:59.040 And

00:42:59.200 The

00:42:59.320 Other

00:42:59.520 That

00:43:00.280 They

00:43:00.400 Have

00:43:00.560 To

00:43:00.680 Abide

00:43:01.020 By

00:43:01.200 So

00:43:01.400 You

00:43:01.580 Can

00:43:01.880 Actually

00:43:02.180 Ask

00:43:02.600 Like

00:43:03.220 Where

00:43:03.320 You

00:43:03.440 Come

00:43:03.600 From

00:43:03.860 Got

00:43:04.900 To

00:43:05.020 Tell

00:43:05.180 You

00:43:05.360 So

00:43:06.000 There's

00:43:06.240 It's

00:43:06.880 An

00:43:06.980 Instructional

00:43:07.620 Manual

00:43:07.960 To

00:43:08.280 Deal

00:43:08.560 With

00:43:08.780 This

00:43:09.080 Stuff

00:43:09.500 Which

00:43:10.340 Is

00:43:10.540 Really

00:43:19.220 That

00:43:19.360 Communing

00:43:20.520 With

00:43:20.700 Them

00:43:20.880 In

00:43:21.000 Any

00:43:21.240 Way

00:43:21.520 Or

00:43:21.920 Treating

00:43:22.320 Them

00:43:22.460 As

00:43:22.620 If

00:43:22.760 They're

00:43:22.900 External

00:43:23.300 In

00:43:23.580 Any

00:43:23.840 Way

00:43:24.040 Is

00:43:24.260 The

00:43:24.440 Wrong

00:43:24.800 Way

00:43:25.020 To

00:43:25.160 Go

00:43:25.300 About

00:43:25.580 It

00:43:25.720 In

00:43:25.860 Fact

00:43:26.080 All

00:43:26.300 You're

00:43:26.480 Doing

00:43:26.800 Is

00:43:27.240 You're

00:43:27.700 You're

00:43:28.580 Feeding

00:43:28.860 Into

00:43:29.140 The

00:43:29.320 Hallucinations

00:43:29.940 Or

00:43:30.280 The

00:43:30.580 Delusions

00:43:31.400 And

00:43:32.100 By

00:43:32.580 That

00:43:32.900 You're

00:43:33.880 Going

00:43:34.000 To

00:43:34.400 Make

00:43:34.540 Them

00:43:34.700 Bigger

00:43:35.040 They're

00:43:35.700 Also

00:43:35.960 I

00:43:36.500 Mean

00:43:36.680 Western

00:43:37.400 Medicine

00:43:37.840 And

00:43:38.440 Science

00:43:39.260 The

00:43:39.660 Pagan

00:43:40.320 God

00:43:40.580 That

00:43:40.740 Is

00:43:40.980 Also

00:43:41.220 Telling

00:43:41.600 You

00:43:41.760 To

00:43:41.920 Discard

00:43:42.300 The

00:43:42.460 Bible

00:43:42.760 Or

00:43:43.160 Discard

00:43:43.700 God

00:43:44.740 Completely

00:43:45.200 Which

00:43:45.920 However

00:43:46.640 You guys

00:43:47.120 Believe

00:43:47.420 That's

00:43:47.700 Fine

00:43:47.960 But

00:43:48.200 We

00:43:49.240 Should

00:43:49.420 Certainly

00:43:49.720 Look

00:43:49.980 Into

00:43:50.240 Why

00:43:50.520 You're

00:43:50.720 Saying

00:43:51.020 That

00:43:51.280 And

00:43:51.420 On

00:43:51.640 The

00:43:51.740 Other

00:43:51.880 Hand

00:43:52.100 Why

00:43:52.340 You're

00:43:53.220 Doing

00:43:53.780 This

00:43:54.100 To

00:43:54.240 The

00:43:54.380 Entire

00:43:54.740 World

00:43:55.220 How

00:43:56.020 Many

00:43:56.200 Times

00:43:56.540 Have

00:43:56.700 You

00:43:56.780 Heard

00:43:57.000 Trust

00:43:57.320 The

00:43:57.540 Science

00:43:57.940 This

00:43:58.780 Bull

00:43:59.260 Crap

00:43:59.580 So

00:44:00.220 What

00:44:00.460 Was

00:44:00.660 That

00:44:00.860 Verse

00:44:01.680 John

00:44:02.040 What

00:44:02.340 So

00:44:03.620 That

00:44:03.780 Was

00:44:03.900 First

00:44:04.320 Sorry

00:44:04.800 One

00:44:04.980 Second

00:44:05.240 First

00:44:05.780 John

00:44:06.180 Test

00:44:06.680 The

00:44:06.860 Spirits

00:44:07.280 Yeah

00:44:08.120 First

00:44:08.480 John

00:44:08.680 Chapter

00:44:08.960 Four

00:44:09.400 Verse

00:44:09.840 One

00:44:10.220 And

00:44:10.680 It

00:44:11.080 Goes

00:44:11.220 One

00:44:11.520 Through

00:44:11.660 Five

00:44:11.860 It's

00:44:11.980 A

00:44:12.040 Short

00:44:12.200 Chapter

00:44:12.660 Chapter

00:44:15.520 Five

00:44:16.000 Verse

00:44:16.320 One

00:44:16.620 Chapter

00:44:17.320 Four

00:44:17.700 Verse

00:44:17.980 One

00:44:18.240 Chapter

00:44:18.860 Four

00:44:19.300 If

00:44:20.800 I

00:44:20.940 May

00:44:21.080 I'd

00:44:21.220 Like

00:44:21.300 To

00:44:21.380 Go

00:44:21.460 Off

00:44:21.540 On

00:44:21.640 Three

00:44:21.800 Different

00:44:22.020 Tangents

00:44:22.440 Real

00:44:22.620 Quick

00:44:22.840 Then

00:44:22.960 I'll

00:44:23.040 Get

00:44:23.140 Back

00:44:23.360 To

00:44:23.480 My

00:44:23.620 Story

00:44:24.000 So

00:44:24.320 First

00:44:25.620 Thing

00:44:25.860 That

00:44:26.080 Dr.

00:44:26.660 Brzezinski

00:44:26.900 Mentioned

00:44:27.220 About

00:44:27.580 With

00:44:27.960 The

00:44:28.140 Native

00:44:28.520 Americans

00:44:29.220 Indigenous

00:44:30.020 Americans

00:44:30.620 Having

00:44:30.940 Notion

00:44:31.840 Of

00:44:32.160 A

00:44:32.340 Good

00:44:33.440 Deity

00:44:33.700 And

00:44:33.860 A

00:44:33.960 Bad

00:44:34.240 Deity

00:44:34.740 Within

00:44:35.860 Them

00:44:36.020 It

00:44:36.440 Also

00:44:36.580 Goes

00:44:36.780 Back

00:44:37.060 To

00:44:37.380 Greek

00:44:37.800 Mythology

00:44:38.360 There's

00:44:38.640 Something

00:44:38.820 Called

00:44:39.180 A

00:44:40.020 Noble

00:44:41.420 Spirit

00:44:41.780 Which

00:44:41.960 Is

00:44:42.080 An

00:44:42.220 Agatha

00:44:42.640 Daemon

00:44:43.100 And

00:44:44.360 Then

00:44:44.480 There's

00:44:44.660 A

00:44:44.780 Bad

00:44:45.020 Spirit

00:44:45.360 Called

00:44:45.640 A

00:44:45.880 Cacodemon

00:44:47.120 So

00:44:47.600 This

00:44:47.920 Goes

00:44:48.180 To

00:44:48.480 Different

00:44:48.820 Civilizations

00:44:49.380 To

00:44:49.580 That

00:44:49.700 Idea

00:44:49.940 That

00:44:50.060 You're

00:44:50.180 Born

00:44:50.620 With

00:44:51.460 These

00:44:52.100 Two

00:44:52.380 Entities

00:44:52.880 And

00:44:53.120 One

00:44:53.500 Tries

00:44:54.380 To

00:44:54.480 The

00:44:54.760 Good

00:44:55.040 The

00:44:55.320 Other

00:44:55.420 Tries

00:44:55.680 To

00:44:55.820 The

00:44:56.240 Bad

00:44:56.580 The

00:44:58.600 Second

00:44:58.820 Tangent

00:44:59.100 I

00:44:59.220 Just

00:44:59.380 Want

00:44:59.500 To

00:44:59.580 Go

00:44:59.700 Off

00:44:59.920 Is

00:45:00.120 Mentioning

00:45:00.520 About

00:45:00.780 How

00:45:01.000 These

00:45:01.300 Entities

00:45:02.420 Seem

00:45:03.040 To

00:45:03.400 Either

00:45:04.060 Feed

00:45:04.480 Off

00:45:04.820 Of

00:45:05.280 Negative

00:45:06.160 Energy

00:45:06.640 And

00:45:07.800 That's

00:45:08.020 Why

00:45:08.120 They're

00:45:08.260 Trying

00:45:08.420 To

00:45:08.520 Produce

00:45:08.880 It

00:45:09.140 Or

00:45:09.820 It's

00:45:10.000 A

00:45:10.140 Drug

00:45:10.420 Or

00:45:10.580 Addiction

00:45:11.000 For

00:45:11.240 Them

00:45:11.520 There's

00:45:13.280 Another

00:45:13.420 Conjecture

00:45:13.920 That

00:45:14.080 I'm

00:45:14.360 Possibly

00:45:14.700 Putting

00:45:14.960 For

00:45:15.220 Again

00:45:15.520 This

00:45:15.700 Is

00:45:15.800 Just

00:45:15.900 A

00:45:16.040 Conjecture

00:45:16.580 That

00:45:16.840 There's

00:45:17.380 Some

00:45:17.500 Sort

00:45:17.740 Of

00:45:18.200 Psychic

00:45:19.540 Warfare

00:45:19.980 Going

00:45:20.260 On

00:45:20.500 There

00:45:20.760 The

00:45:21.260 Thing

00:45:21.380 About

00:45:21.500 These

00:45:21.660 Entities

00:45:22.020 Is

00:45:22.420 Time

00:45:22.960 Is

00:45:23.100 Not

00:45:23.240 An

00:45:23.360 Issue

00:45:23.600 For

00:45:23.780 Them

00:45:24.020 They

00:45:24.240 Seem

00:45:24.480 To

00:45:24.600 Be

00:45:24.780 Immune

00:45:25.140 To

00:45:25.480 The

00:45:25.740 Notion

00:45:25.980 Of

00:45:26.100 Time

00:45:26.500 There

00:45:27.140 Is

00:45:27.280 No

00:45:27.440 Time

00:45:27.740 In

00:45:27.900 Their

00:45:28.060 Universe

00:45:28.520 And

00:45:29.260 This

00:45:29.740 Could

00:45:29.940 Be

00:45:30.060 Some

00:45:30.220 Sort

00:45:30.500 Of

00:45:30.720 I'm

00:45:32.440 Going

00:45:32.520 To

00:45:32.560 Say

00:45:32.800 I'm

00:45:33.160 Going

00:45:33.220 On a

00:45:33.480 Limb

00:45:33.600 Here

00:45:33.740 And

00:45:33.840 Say

00:45:33.980 Like

00:45:34.200 A

00:45:34.520 Warfare

00:45:35.880 In

00:45:36.200 The

00:45:36.300 Future

00:45:36.600 Where

00:45:36.820 They're

00:45:36.960 Coming

00:45:37.180 Back

00:45:37.480 Through

00:45:37.660 Time

00:45:38.100 To

00:45:39.220 Attack

00:45:39.720 People

00:45:40.340 That

00:45:40.640 Are

00:45:40.720 Potential

00:45:41.060 Threats

00:45:41.400 To

00:45:41.560 Them

00:45:41.780 And

00:45:43.480 That's

00:45:44.080 What

00:45:44.200 Might

00:45:51.660 Influential

00:45:51.820 Or

00:45:52.480 Psychic

00:45:52.860 Warfare

00:45:53.180 Going

00:45:53.440 On

00:45:53.640 Here

00:45:53.820 Where

00:45:54.000 It

00:45:54.120 Could

00:45:54.240 Be

00:45:54.400 Kind

00:45:54.680 Of

00:45:54.780 A

00:45:54.980 Time

00:45:55.440 Influential

00:45:55.880 Thing

00:45:56.180 Where

00:45:56.320 They're

00:45:56.420 Coming

00:45:56.580 Back

00:45:56.840 Through

00:45:57.020 Time

00:45:57.400 They

00:45:58.000 Can't

00:45:58.180 Do

00:45:58.260 In

00:45:58.320 The

00:45:58.380 Material

00:45:58.700 Aspect

00:45:59.120 But

00:45:59.300 They

00:45:59.400 Can

00:45:59.540 Do

00:45:59.700 It

00:45:59.840 In

00:46:00.060 The

00:46:00.240 You

00:46:00.320 Call

00:46:00.620 It

00:46:00.760 The

00:46:00.900 Akashic

00:46:01.860 Records

00:46:02.180 Or

00:46:02.560 The

00:46:02.960 Psychic

00:46:04.440 Universal

00:46:05.880 Conscience

00:46:06.400 Out

00:46:06.640 There

00:46:06.860 They're

00:46:07.060 Going

00:46:07.200 Back

00:46:07.540 And

00:46:07.860 Attacking

00:46:08.240 Certain

00:46:08.560 Targets

00:46:09.040 Or

00:46:09.560 Victims

00:46:09.840 Now

00:46:10.280 Because

00:46:11.080 They

00:46:11.220 Pose

00:46:11.540 A

00:46:11.640 Potential

00:46:11.880 Threat

00:46:12.120 To

00:46:12.260 Them

00:46:12.400 In

00:46:12.580 The

00:46:12.700 Future

00:46:12.980 Again

00:46:13.360 I'm

00:46:13.580 Going

00:46:13.700 On

00:46:13.920 Limb

00:46:14.060 Here

00:46:14.180 It's

00:46:14.340 A

00:46:14.440 Wild

00:46:14.640 Conjecture

00:46:15.160 But

00:46:15.300 It's

00:46:15.480 Food

00:46:15.800 For

00:46:15.960 Thought

00:46:16.280 I

00:46:17.000 Think

00:46:17.240 You're

00:46:18.060 Right

00:46:18.300 Because

00:46:18.880 I've

00:46:19.400 Seen

00:46:19.600 People

00:46:19.880 Like

00:46:20.120 Yourself

00:46:20.640 Where

00:46:21.280 They

00:46:21.420 Try

00:46:21.660 To

00:46:21.820 Take

00:46:22.060 Care

00:46:22.240 Of

00:46:22.360 You

00:46:22.480 Early

00:46:22.840 They

00:46:24.060 Seem

00:46:24.740 To

00:46:24.920 Know

00:46:25.280 What

00:46:26.100 You're

00:46:26.280 Going

00:46:26.400 To

00:46:26.500 Do

00:46:26.740 They

00:46:28.140 Go

00:46:28.320 Okay

00:46:28.600 We

00:46:28.780 Need

00:46:28.980 To

00:46:29.080 Head

00:46:29.220 This

00:46:29.420 Guy

00:46:29.620 Off

00:46:29.880 Ahead

00:46:30.120 Of

00:46:30.240 Time

00:46:30.420 We

00:46:30.600 Need

00:46:31.000 To

00:46:31.140 Break

00:46:31.380 Him

00:46:31.640 Before

00:46:32.040 He

00:46:32.300 Matures

00:46:33.320 And

00:46:33.700 Starts

00:46:34.260 Putting

00:46:34.480 It

00:46:34.640 Seems

00:46:35.000 Like

00:46:35.200 They

00:46:35.340 Know

00:46:35.560 That

00:46:35.780 I've

00:46:35.960 Seen

00:46:36.140 That

00:46:36.320 Over

00:46:36.520 And

00:46:36.660 Over

00:46:36.820 Again

00:46:37.060 With

00:46:37.260 Other

00:46:37.460 People

00:46:37.780 Who

00:46:37.920 Come

00:46:38.200 Out

00:46:38.480 That's

00:46:40.140 Interesting

00:46:40.360 I've

00:46:40.940 Never mentioned

00:46:41.260 That to

00:46:41.540 You

00:46:41.620 Before

00:46:41.840 Dr.

00:46:42.120 Masinski

00:46:42.380 But

00:46:42.580 It's

00:46:42.680 Interesting

00:46:42.940 That you

00:46:43.220 Have

00:46:43.560 Noticed

00:46:43.760 That

00:46:43.900 Pattern

00:46:44.220 As

00:46:44.380 Well

00:46:44.520 Yeah

00:46:44.720 I've

00:46:45.280 Noticed

00:46:45.560 That

00:46:45.760 Pattern

00:46:46.120 It's

00:46:46.320 Like

00:46:46.460 They

00:46:46.620 They

00:46:46.920 Get

00:46:47.440 The

00:46:47.620 People

00:46:47.900 Who

00:46:48.060 Are

00:46:48.180 Going

00:46:48.360 To

00:46:48.540 Expose

00:46:48.960 Them

00:46:49.140 Even

00:46:49.860 Before

00:46:50.200 They

00:46:50.460 Realize

00:46:51.380 That

00:46:51.900 They're

00:46:52.100 Going

00:46:52.240 To

00:46:52.320 One

00:46:52.580 Day

00:46:52.760 Be

00:46:52.960 Exposing

00:46:53.500 Them

00:46:53.740 They

00:46:54.520 Try

00:46:54.920 To

00:46:55.080 Knock

00:46:55.320 Them

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00:47:23.360 Mythology

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00:48:06.760 Inc

00:48:06.940 Oh

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00:48:09.500 Fun

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00:48:14.280 Want

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00:48:21.900 Up

00:48:22.020 The

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00:48:22.860 That's

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00:48:30.440 That's

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00:48:48.360 Person

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00:49:53.760 The

00:49:53.900 Host

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00:49:54.480 The

00:49:54.580 Parasitic

00:49:54.940 Relationship

00:49:55.560 Was

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00:49:58.720 The

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00:50:00.320 The

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00:50:04.440 And

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00:50:05.440 Type

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00:50:10.700 Love

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00:50:14.980 A

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00:50:17.420 At

00:50:17.660 All

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00:50:25.400 Encounter

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00:50:30.980 Information

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00:50:33.780 Of

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00:50:34.600 To

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00:50:35.580 That

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00:50:51.700 And

00:50:52.320 That

00:50:52.420 It

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00:50:54.160 But

00:50:54.820 Would

00:50:55.040 Expire

00:50:55.780 If

00:50:56.440 It

00:50:56.560 Did

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00:50:58.080 And

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00:50:59.460 Unfortunate

00:51:00.620 Existence

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00:51:03.520 Parasite

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00:51:06.820 Didn't

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00:51:07.460 A

00:51:07.600 Parasitic

00:51:08.040 Relationship

00:51:08.740 And

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00:51:11.180 The

00:51:11.540 Host

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00:51:15.440 Almost

00:51:15.780 Like

00:51:16.040 A

00:51:16.180 Bittersweet

00:51:16.820 Thing

00:51:17.660 Where

00:51:18.020 The

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00:51:19.400 Felt

00:51:19.680 As

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00:51:20.260 Had

00:51:20.440 A

00:51:20.680 Personal

00:51:22.040 Friend

00:51:23.020 Relationship

00:51:23.660 Or

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00:51:23.960 Than

00:51:24.080 A

00:51:24.180 Friend

00:51:24.360 Obviously

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00:51:25.360 That

00:51:25.920 This

00:51:26.120 Thing

00:51:26.380 Was

00:51:26.800 Willing

00:51:27.120 To

00:51:27.280 Leave

00:51:27.520 Because

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00:51:28.020 Had

00:51:28.180 Asked

00:51:28.620 But

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00:51:28.900 Sad

00:51:29.180 To

00:51:29.320 Do

00:51:29.500 So

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00:51:30.000 Was

00:51:30.160 Worried

00:51:30.460 About

00:51:30.700 Its

00:51:30.880 Ability

00:51:31.300 To

00:51:31.500 Find

00:51:31.720 A

00:51:31.840 Future

00:51:32.120 Parasite

00:51:33.200 And

00:51:33.520 That

00:51:33.760 It

00:51:33.940 Was

00:51:34.100 Incredibly

00:51:34.500 Old

00:51:34.900 Had

00:51:35.660 Been

00:51:35.840 Here

00:51:36.040 For

00:51:36.220 A

00:51:36.320 Very

00:51:36.500 Long

00:51:36.780 Time

00:51:37.160 Knew

00:51:37.980 About

00:51:38.300 Jesus

00:51:38.700 Didn't

00:51:39.260 Necessarily

00:51:39.800 Have

00:51:40.060 Anything

00:51:40.260 Negative

00:51:40.600 To

00:51:40.800 Say

00:51:40.980 About

00:51:41.260 Jesus

00:51:41.640 But

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00:51:42.880 That

00:51:43.180 Jesus

00:51:43.600 Was

00:51:43.840 Real

00:51:44.100 And

00:51:44.260 The

00:51:44.380 Story

00:51:44.600 Was

00:51:44.800 True

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00:51:46.540 That

00:51:46.740 This

00:51:46.940 Thing

00:51:47.120 Had

00:51:47.300 Been

00:51:47.480 Existing

00:51:48.040 For

00:51:48.380 Thousands

00:51:48.780 Of

00:51:48.980 Years

00:51:49.160 In

00:51:49.280 A

00:51:49.340 Parasitic

00:51:49.700 Relationship

00:51:50.280 So

00:51:50.500 It's

00:51:51.080 Just

00:51:51.200 Interesting

00:51:51.580 That

00:51:51.980 That

00:51:53.020 Seems

00:51:53.300 To

00:51:53.500 Be

00:51:53.780 The

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00:51:54.360 Of

00:51:54.480 A

00:51:54.580 Lot

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00:51:55.180 Is

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00:51:57.340 Worship

00:51:57.960 There

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00:51:58.360 A

00:51:58.460 Moment

00:51:58.640 Top

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00:51:59.240 This

00:51:59.920 Idea

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00:52:02.980 Way

00:52:03.120 That

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00:52:03.680 Will

00:52:03.920 Expire

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00:52:05.140 These

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00:52:05.800 The

00:52:05.940 Thing

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00:52:08.180 You

00:52:08.480 You

00:52:08.500 You

00:52:09.340 Both

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00:52:10.240 Interesting

00:52:10.780 I

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00:52:12.600 Top

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00:52:19.200 Family

00:52:20.040 That

00:52:20.300 Believes

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00:52:20.880 The

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00:52:21.640 Of

00:52:22.160 Some

00:52:22.420 Sort

00:52:22.680 Of

00:52:22.900 Ancient

00:52:23.720 Bloodline

00:52:24.320 And

00:52:25.120 They

00:52:25.340 Subject

00:52:25.900 Their

00:52:26.320 Children

00:52:27.140 To

00:52:27.880 These

00:52:28.640 Sort

00:52:29.620 Of

00:52:29.700 Satanic

00:52:30.140 Ritual

00:52:30.480 Abuses

00:52:30.920 That

00:52:31.520 Also

00:52:33.060 Have

00:52:33.220 Become

00:52:33.520 Sort

00:52:34.720 Of

00:52:34.820 Common

00:52:35.080 Knowledge

00:52:35.420 Lately

00:52:35.740 We

00:52:35.900 Talk

00:52:36.080 About

00:52:36.220 The

00:52:36.340 Spiritual

00:52:36.640 Awakening

00:52:37.160 This

00:52:37.820 Is

00:52:37.940 Something

00:52:38.140 That's

00:52:38.360 Really

00:52:38.480 Come

00:52:38.660 To

00:52:38.760 The

00:52:38.880 Forefront

00:52:39.180 And

00:52:39.580 He

00:52:40.160 Said

00:52:40.400 The

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00:52:58.400 Ritual

00:52:58.720 Abuse

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00:54:38.540 The

00:54:38.700 Person

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00:54:41.140 Back

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00:54:45.820 People

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00:54:47.480 Voices

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00:54:51.940 Parents

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00:55:01.060 About

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00:55:33.780 With

00:55:33.900 All

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00:58:01.120 The

00:58:01.340 Voices

00:58:01.600 Leave

00:58:01.940 How

00:58:02.080 Much

00:58:02.280 Energy

00:58:02.600 Do

00:58:02.800 You

00:58:02.920 Have

00:58:03.280 How

00:58:03.660 Much

00:58:03.840 Did

00:58:04.060 You

00:58:04.160 Have

00:58:04.320 Before

00:58:04.660 How

00:58:04.900 Much

00:58:05.080 Did

00:58:05.300 You

00:58:05.400 Have

00:58:05.600 After

00:58:05.880 They

00:58:06.080 Left

00:58:06.340 And

00:58:07.080 Consistently

00:58:07.840 I

00:58:08.080 Have

00:58:08.220 Much

00:58:09.400 Less

00:58:09.620 Energy

00:58:09.980 After

00:58:10.460 The

00:58:10.700 Voices

00:58:11.000 Come

00:58:11.440 And

00:58:12.300 I've

00:58:12.460 Had

00:58:12.620 Several

00:58:13.000 Patients

00:58:13.520 Tell

00:58:13.760 Me

00:58:13.900 I

00:58:14.220 Can

00:58:14.360 Feel

00:58:14.680 My

00:58:14.920 Energy

00:58:15.300 Leaving

00:58:15.800 When

00:58:16.100 They

00:58:16.260 Show

00:58:16.580 Up

00:58:16.840 I

00:58:17.160 Can

00:58:17.280 Just

00:58:17.440 Feel

00:58:17.740 It

00:58:17.920 Leaving

00:58:18.280 It

00:58:18.480 Just

00:58:18.700 Goes

00:58:19.160 One

00:58:20.180 Of

00:58:20.300 Said

00:58:20.600 He

00:58:20.900 Was

00:58:21.280 So

00:58:21.440 Drained

00:58:21.900 After

00:58:22.160 The

00:58:22.340 Voices

00:58:22.640 Attacked

00:58:23.200 Him

00:58:23.360 That

00:58:24.100 He

00:58:24.940 Felt

00:58:25.140 Like

00:58:25.320 He

00:58:25.440 Was

00:58:25.620 Working

00:58:26.020 With

00:58:26.220 Pickaxe

00:58:26.760 Out

00:58:26.940 In

00:58:27.040 The

00:58:27.120 Hot

00:58:27.320 Sun

00:58:27.560 All

00:58:27.740 Day

00:58:27.960 So

00:58:29.640 And

00:58:29.960 Miguel

00:58:30.800 Ruiz

00:58:31.320 A

00:58:31.540 South

00:58:31.960 American

00:58:32.340 Shaman

00:58:32.760 Talks

00:58:33.140 About

00:58:33.400 This

00:58:33.680 Phenomenal

00:58:34.480 Also

00:58:34.780 About

00:58:35.100 How

00:58:35.280 These

00:58:35.520 Things

00:58:35.780 Drain

00:58:36.340 Their

00:58:36.660 Victims

00:58:37.140 They

00:58:37.920 They're

00:58:38.240 They're

00:58:38.800 Parasites

00:58:39.420 And

00:58:40.020 They

00:58:40.240 Don't

00:58:40.640 Want

00:58:41.000 The

00:58:41.220 Victim

00:58:41.560 To

00:58:41.740 Know

00:58:42.000 That

00:58:42.240 They're

00:58:42.420 Parasites

00:58:43.040 And

00:58:43.760 When

00:58:43.900 I

00:58:44.000 Was

00:58:44.120 Working

00:58:44.420 In

00:58:44.640 The

00:58:44.760 Emergency

00:58:45.160 Rooms

00:58:45.600 They

00:58:46.560 Didn't

00:58:46.900 They

00:58:47.180 Didn't

00:58:47.360 Want

00:58:47.540 Us

00:58:47.680 Really

00:58:47.940 Working

00:58:48.280 With

00:58:48.480 Patients

00:58:48.880 There

00:58:49.060 They

00:58:49.200 Just

00:58:49.380 Wanted

00:58:49.700 Us

00:58:49.860 Getting

00:58:50.520 Them

00:58:50.720 Out

00:58:50.880 Of

00:58:50.980 There

00:58:51.160 So

00:58:51.760 I'm

00:58:51.880 Thinking

00:58:52.100 Like

00:58:52.340 What

00:58:52.500 Is

00:58:52.660 The

00:58:52.840 One

00:58:53.120 Or

00:58:53.600 Two

00:58:53.780 Things

00:58:54.120 That

00:58:54.300 I

00:58:54.420 Could

00:58:54.580 Tell

00:58:54.800 These

00:58:55.000 People

00:58:55.320 That

00:58:55.500 Would

00:58:55.620 Help

00:58:55.840 Them

00:58:56.020 The

00:58:56.180 Most

00:58:56.540 That

00:58:57.460 If

00:58:57.600 They

00:58:57.780 Don't

00:58:57.940 You

00:58:58.140 Know

00:58:58.220 If

00:58:58.360 I

00:58:58.440 Could

00:58:58.560 Trust

00:58:58.840 Them

00:58:58.980 Not

00:58:59.140 To

00:58:59.300 Run

00:58:59.460 To

00:58:59.600 The

00:58:59.760 Psychiatrist

00:59:00.460 And

00:59:00.640 Snitch

00:59:00.940 Me

00:59:01.100 Off

00:59:01.380 And

00:59:02.100 The

00:59:02.220 One

00:59:02.460 One

00:59:02.880 Of

00:59:03.280 Them

00:59:03.460 Was

00:59:04.040 They're

00:59:04.480 Not

00:59:04.680 You

00:59:04.980 Second

00:59:05.880 Thing

00:59:06.200 Is

00:59:06.380 They're

00:59:06.580 Parasites

00:59:07.180 And

00:59:07.760 When

00:59:07.900 I

00:59:08.640 Informed

00:59:09.140 Them

00:59:09.340 That

00:59:09.520 These

00:59:09.680 Voices

00:59:09.980 Were

00:59:10.220 Parasites

00:59:10.740 They

00:59:11.140 Went

00:59:11.400 Nuts

00:59:11.800 They

00:59:12.340 Did

00:59:12.620 Not

00:59:12.960 Want

00:59:13.360 That

00:59:13.600 Information

00:59:14.180 Known

00:59:14.920 They

00:59:15.640 Went

00:59:15.900 Absolutely

00:59:16.500 Nuts

00:59:24.580 You

00:59:24.700 You

00:59:24.720 You

00:59:24.740 You

00:59:24.780 Will

00:59:24.880 Be

00:59:25.040 Hearing

00:59:25.300 Them

00:59:25.440 In

00:59:25.520 About

00:59:25.720 Five

00:59:26.020 Minutes

00:59:26.360 And

00:59:26.500 They're

00:59:26.620 Going

00:59:26.720 To

00:59:26.760 Get

00:59:26.920 Very

00:59:27.280 Loud

00:59:27.760 So

00:59:28.580 Just

00:59:28.820 Brace

00:59:29.160 Yourself

00:59:29.580 And

00:59:30.060 Then

00:59:30.180 I

00:59:30.320 Tell

00:59:30.540 Them

00:59:30.660 These

00:59:30.880 Things

00:59:31.100 Are

00:59:31.240 Parasites

00:59:31.760 And

00:59:32.120 Boom

00:59:32.440 They

00:59:33.180 Would

00:59:33.500 Kick

00:59:33.720 Up

00:59:33.900 Right

00:59:34.100 Then

00:59:34.320 The

00:59:34.480 Voices

00:59:34.740 Were

00:59:34.980 Screaming

00:59:35.440 They

00:59:35.660 Would

00:59:35.800 Howl

00:59:36.260 They

00:59:37.320 Don't

00:59:37.700 Want

00:59:37.940 People

00:59:38.260 To

00:59:38.460 Know

00:59:38.700 That

00:59:38.900 They're

00:59:39.080 Parasites

00:59:39.620 That

00:59:39.820 They're

00:59:39.980 Sucking

00:59:40.340 Their

00:59:40.600 Life

00:59:40.860 Energy

00:59:41.220 From

00:59:41.540 Them

00:59:41.760 You

00:59:44.900 Know

00:59:45.000 The

00:59:45.160 Other

00:59:45.420 Thing

00:59:54.580 And

00:59:54.880 Yet

00:59:55.000 He

00:59:55.140 Was

00:59:55.300 Scalded

00:59:55.740 For

00:59:55.880 That

00:59:56.080 He

00:59:56.320 Was

00:59:56.520 Reprimanded

00:59:57.040 For

00:59:57.140 Doing

00:59:57.420 That

00:59:57.620 Oh

00:59:57.780 Don't

00:59:58.000 Do

00:59:58.140 That

00:59:58.320 Don't

00:59:58.540 Do

00:59:58.680 That

00:59:58.920 You're

00:59:59.220 Going

00:59:59.300 To

00:59:59.380 Make

00:59:59.700 The

01:00:00.020 Patients

01:00:00.480 Worse

01:00:00.980 And

01:00:01.840 That

01:00:02.000 Goes

01:00:02.900 Against

01:00:03.220 Good

01:00:03.740 Signs

01:00:04.080 Good

01:00:04.240 Signs

01:00:04.500 Is

01:00:04.600 You

01:00:04.680 Investigate

01:00:05.260 You

01:00:05.420 Ask

01:00:05.680 You

01:00:05.820 Inquire

01:00:06.360 And

01:00:07.340 When

01:00:08.280 I

01:00:08.460 Was

01:00:08.860 When

01:00:09.100 Dr.

01:00:09.280 Mazzinski

01:00:09.540 Told

01:00:09.820 Me

01:00:09.960 That

01:00:10.160 I

01:00:10.380 Was

01:00:10.660 Shocked

01:00:11.020 It's

01:00:11.160 Like

01:00:11.280 Well

01:00:11.420 I

01:00:11.560 Think

01:00:11.700 You

01:00:11.760 Want

01:00:11.960 To

01:00:12.040 Know

01:00:12.240 What

01:00:12.440 The

01:00:12.760 Patient

01:00:13.140 Is

01:00:13.300 Hearing

01:00:13.600 Because

01:00:14.080 That's

01:00:14.200 The

01:00:14.320 Best

01:00:14.500 Way

01:00:14.640 To

01:00:14.760 Try

01:00:14.940 And

01:00:15.060 Help

01:00:15.700 Them

01:00:15.880 Or

01:00:16.020 Treat

01:00:16.200 Them

01:00:16.380 Or

01:00:16.620 Cure

01:00:17.000 Them

01:00:17.240 And

01:00:18.820 As

01:00:18.940 Far

01:00:19.080 As

01:00:19.180 Your

01:00:19.280 Friend

01:00:19.480 Contact

01:00:19.820 You

01:00:19.960 At

01:00:20.160 2

01:00:20.400 A.M.

01:00:20.640 In

01:00:20.680 The

01:00:20.760 Morning

01:00:21.000 Before

01:00:21.960 This

01:00:22.320 Current

01:00:22.960 Interview

01:00:23.320 I

01:00:23.900 Think

01:00:24.020 Carl

01:00:24.240 Young

01:00:24.420 Would

01:00:24.540 Refer

01:00:24.780 To

01:00:24.900 That

01:00:25.000 As

01:00:25.080 Synchronicity

01:00:25.840 Yeah

01:00:28.520 I'm

01:00:28.700 Trying

01:00:28.880 Not

01:00:29.080 To

01:00:29.220 Look

01:00:29.340 Too

01:00:29.460 Much

01:00:29.640 Into

01:00:29.820 It

01:00:30.040 Just

01:00:30.520 A

01:00:30.760 Little

01:00:30.920 Bizarre

01:00:31.360 It's

01:00:33.240 Mentionable

01:00:33.720 So

01:00:36.360 Getting

01:00:37.160 Back

01:00:37.360 To

01:00:43.140 I

01:00:43.540 Guess

01:00:43.740 1990

01:00:44.860 So

01:00:48.700 I

01:00:49.100 Crashed

01:00:49.460 So

01:00:49.660 Hard

01:00:50.040 I

01:00:50.360 Was

01:00:50.640 Seeing

01:00:51.600 In

01:00:51.840 Black

01:00:52.080 And

01:00:52.260 White

01:00:52.560 I

01:00:53.280 Couldn't

01:00:53.440 See

01:00:53.560 Colors

01:00:53.820 Anymore

01:00:54.220 Food

01:00:54.680 Had

01:00:54.840 No

01:00:55.000 Taste

01:00:55.400 My

01:00:56.480 Body

01:00:56.780 Was

01:00:56.940 Like

01:00:57.080 Thrashing

01:00:57.480 Around

01:00:57.780 Like

01:00:58.040 My

01:00:58.240 Arms

01:00:58.540 And

01:00:58.680 Legs

01:00:58.860 Were

01:00:58.980 Moving

01:00:59.320 And

01:01:00.480 I

01:01:00.600 Remember

01:01:00.820 I

01:01:01.020 Didn't

01:01:01.140 Feel

01:01:01.280 Like

01:01:01.380 I

01:01:01.440 Was

01:01:01.540 The

01:01:01.600 One

01:01:01.700 Moving

01:01:02.000 Them

01:01:02.200 It

01:01:02.760 Was

01:01:02.900 Like

01:01:03.080 Something

01:01:03.400 Else

01:01:03.780 Was

01:01:04.000 Moving

01:01:04.280 Them

01:01:04.440 For

01:01:04.720 Me

01:01:04.940 And

01:01:05.940 I

01:01:06.040 Remember

01:01:06.220 I

01:01:06.320 Would

01:01:06.400 Try

01:01:06.540 Get

01:01:06.700 Words

01:01:07.060 Out

01:01:07.220 And

01:01:07.340 I

01:01:07.460 Couldn't

01:01:07.920 I

01:01:08.180 Would

01:01:08.300 Try

01:01:08.440 And

01:01:08.540 Say

01:01:08.660 Something

01:01:08.920 And

01:01:09.040 The

01:01:09.100 Only

01:01:09.200 Thing

01:01:09.280 Would

01:01:09.400 Come

01:01:09.600 Out

01:01:09.700 Would

01:01:09.820 Be

01:01:09.900 Like

01:01:10.100 It's

01:01:12.340 Like

01:01:12.460 I

01:01:12.580 Couldn't

01:01:12.860 Find

01:01:13.120 The

01:01:13.260 Train

01:01:13.520 Of

01:01:13.680 Thought

01:01:13.980 To

01:01:14.500 Speak

01:01:14.940 Because

01:01:15.660 There

01:01:15.820 Was

01:01:15.920 So

01:01:16.160 Much

01:01:16.340 Other

01:01:16.500 Noise

01:01:16.780 Going

01:01:17.020 On

01:01:17.260 In

01:01:17.520 My

01:01:17.920 Brain

01:01:18.200 At

01:01:18.440 The

01:01:18.620 Time

01:01:18.960 So

01:01:20.680 I

01:01:20.780 Ended

01:01:20.880 Up

01:01:21.000 In

01:01:21.060 The

01:01:21.120 Emergency

01:01:21.420 Room

01:01:21.820 They

01:01:22.960 Ran

01:01:23.180 A

01:01:23.320 Bunch

01:01:23.500 MRIs

01:01:24.280 And

01:01:24.380 Various

01:01:24.640 Scans

01:01:25.000 To

01:01:25.120 Make

01:01:25.220 Sure

01:01:25.340 It

01:01:25.440 Wasn't

01:01:25.620 Something

01:01:25.860 Neurological

01:01:26.640 And

01:01:27.680 They

01:01:27.840 Concluded

01:01:28.320 That

01:01:28.560 It

01:01:28.680 Was

01:01:28.940 Psychological

01:01:29.660 But

01:01:30.960 I

01:01:31.060 Remember

01:01:31.280 Lying

01:01:31.640 On

01:01:31.800 That

01:01:31.940 Gurney

01:01:32.540 And

01:01:32.880 Like

01:01:33.040 My

01:01:33.200 Arms

01:01:33.560 Legs

01:01:33.780 Are

01:01:33.880 Moving

01:01:34.160 My

01:01:34.420 Head

01:01:34.700 Is

01:01:34.780 Moving

01:01:34.920 Back

01:01:35.140 And

01:01:35.260 For

01:01:35.420 I'm

01:01:35.680 Like

01:01:35.800 Trying

01:01:35.920 To

01:01:36.020 Fight

01:01:36.280 This

01:01:36.460 I'm

01:01:37.120 Like

01:01:37.220 This

01:01:37.380 Is

01:01:37.480 Not

01:01:37.640 Me

01:01:37.840 I'm

01:01:38.180 Not

01:01:38.300 The

01:01:38.420 One

01:01:38.560 Doing

01:01:39.020 This

01:01:39.340 So

01:01:41.120 I

01:01:41.220 Was

01:01:41.340 Checked

01:01:41.600 Into

01:01:41.840 A

01:01:42.060 Psychiatric

01:01:42.540 Hospital

01:01:43.080 It

01:01:44.380 Was

01:01:44.400 Actually

01:01:44.560 A

01:01:44.640 Place

01:01:44.760 Called

01:01:44.920 Princeton

01:01:45.260 House

01:01:45.540 Located

01:01:45.980 In

01:01:46.360 New

01:01:46.660 Jersey

01:01:46.980 And

01:01:48.340 I

01:01:48.460 Was

01:01:48.580 Diagnosed

01:01:49.080 As

01:01:49.300 Having

01:01:49.700 A

01:01:58.320 You

01:01:58.920 Kind

01:01:59.120 Of

01:01:59.200 Feel

01:01:59.300 Like

01:01:59.400 It's

01:01:59.620 The

01:01:59.720 End

01:02:00.020 Of

01:02:00.120 Your

01:02:00.260 World

01:02:00.520 The

01:02:00.680 End

01:02:00.760 Of

01:02:00.820 Your

01:02:00.940 Life

01:02:01.300 You

01:02:01.680 Now

01:02:01.820 You

01:02:01.940 Got

01:02:02.040 The

01:02:02.200 Stigma

01:02:02.600 Of

01:02:04.280 Having

01:02:04.980 This

01:02:05.400 As

01:02:05.900 Part

01:02:06.080 Of

01:02:06.500 Your

01:02:06.700 Medical

01:02:07.000 Record

01:02:07.560 So

01:02:08.720 They

01:02:09.020 Were

01:02:09.120 Trying

01:02:09.300 To

01:02:09.400 Snap

01:02:09.640 Me

01:02:09.780 Out

01:02:09.980 Of

01:02:10.100 It

01:02:10.260 And

01:02:11.640 I

01:02:11.700 Remember

01:02:11.860 They

01:02:12.000 Gave

01:02:12.100 Me

01:02:12.200 All

01:02:12.580 Sorts

01:02:12.840 Of

01:02:13.000 Pills

01:02:13.800 And

01:02:14.100 Drugs

01:02:14.540 Different

01:02:14.800 Combinations

01:02:15.520 White

01:02:15.900 Pills

01:02:16.200 Hexagonal

01:02:16.740 Pills

01:02:17.180 Oblong

01:02:19.340 They

01:02:20.660 Give

01:02:20.820 You

01:02:20.900 One

01:02:21.080 Combination

01:02:21.440 A

01:02:21.520 Little

01:02:21.620 Cup

01:02:21.920 That

01:02:22.460 Didn't

01:02:22.660 Work

01:02:22.860 They

01:02:23.280 Give

01:02:23.440 You

01:02:23.500 A

01:02:23.620 Different

01:02:23.780 Combination

01:02:24.340 That

01:02:24.820 Didn't

01:02:25.140 Work

01:02:25.360 You're

01:02:27.460 Basically

01:02:27.680 A

01:02:27.840 Guinea

01:02:28.020 Pig

01:02:28.340 Sounds

01:02:28.920 A lot

01:02:29.140 Like

01:02:29.300 They're

01:02:29.420 Just

01:02:29.560 Rolling

01:02:29.780 The

01:02:29.960 Dice

01:02:30.200 On

01:02:30.340 You

01:02:30.440 Yeah

01:02:30.720 That's

01:02:30.980 Exactly

01:02:31.280 It

01:02:31.580 And

01:02:31.880 Then

01:02:32.560 Talk

01:02:32.940 About

01:02:33.180 The

01:02:33.340 Baseline

01:02:33.880 There

01:02:34.680 Is

01:02:34.880 The

01:02:35.740 Biochemical

01:02:36.800 Imbalance

01:02:37.420 Stuff

01:02:37.680 I'll

01:02:37.920 Let

01:02:38.300 You

01:02:38.460 Talk

01:02:39.440 About

01:02:39.680 All

01:02:40.240 The

01:02:40.700 Professionals

01:02:42.420 They're

01:02:42.540 Telling

01:02:42.760 Oh

01:02:43.100 It's

01:02:43.380 A

01:02:43.500 Brain

01:02:44.360 Chemical

01:02:44.720 Imbalance

01:02:46.220 Your

01:02:52.460 Question

01:02:52.760 Okay

01:02:53.340 Then

01:02:53.620 What's

01:02:54.160 The

01:02:54.280 Brain

01:02:54.460 Baseline

01:02:54.840 Where's

01:02:55.140 The

01:02:55.260 Baseline

01:02:55.520 Chemistry

01:02:55.860 Supposed

01:02:56.240 To

01:02:56.360 Be

01:02:56.520 I

01:02:57.460 Just

01:02:57.620 Got

01:02:57.760 Blank

01:02:58.060 Stairs

01:02:58.560 They

01:02:59.900 Couldn't

01:03:00.140 Answer

01:03:00.360 That

01:03:00.540 Question

01:03:00.980 You

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01:03:02.060 A

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01:03:02.420 Pool

01:03:02.600 You

01:03:02.740 Test

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01:03:03.100 pH

01:03:03.560 Of

01:03:04.260 The

01:03:04.360 Water

01:03:04.680 It's

01:03:04.860 Your

01:03:04.980 Acidity

01:03:05.420 Or

01:03:05.640 How

01:03:06.220 Basic

01:03:06.600 It

01:03:06.780 Is

01:03:07.020 So

01:03:07.960 That's

01:03:08.240 A

01:03:08.580 Baseline

01:03:08.980 You

01:03:09.160 Know

01:03:09.220 You

01:03:09.300 What

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01:03:09.580 5.0

01:03:10.080 Or

01:03:10.220 Something

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01:03:10.640 That

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01:03:11.580 If

01:03:11.720 The

01:03:11.800 Brain

01:03:12.000 Chemistry

01:03:12.240 There

01:03:12.420 Should

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01:03:12.640 Some

01:03:22.460 To

01:03:22.800 Exactly

01:03:23.320 What

01:03:23.500 Are

01:03:23.540 You

01:03:23.600 Trying

01:03:23.760 To

01:03:23.860 Repair

01:03:24.180 If

01:03:24.320 You

01:03:24.360 Don't

01:03:24.460 Know

01:03:24.560 What

01:03:24.640 You

01:03:24.700 Trying

01:03:24.900 To

01:03:25.000 Repair

01:03:25.380 How

01:03:25.680 Can

01:03:25.820 You

01:03:25.940 Fix

01:03:26.180 It

01:03:26.400 They

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01:03:27.340 Even

01:03:27.540 Know

01:03:27.780 What

01:03:28.060 What

01:03:28.940 The

01:03:29.120 Chemical

01:03:29.680 Balance

01:03:30.100 Of

01:03:30.220 The

01:03:30.320 Brain

01:03:30.560 Should

01:03:30.780 Be

01:03:31.060 This

01:03:31.680 Was

01:03:31.860 Made

01:03:32.100 Up

01:03:32.280 By

01:03:32.480 Eli

01:03:32.780 Lilly

01:03:33.140 A

01:03:33.400 Drug

01:03:33.800 Company

01:03:34.200 To

01:03:34.500 Sell

01:03:34.780 Drugs

01:03:35.340 Back

01:03:36.320 In

01:03:36.480 The

01:03:36.580 1970s

01:03:37.380 When

01:03:37.540 Prozac

01:03:37.980 Came

01:03:38.240 Out

01:03:38.460 It's

01:03:38.840 A

01:03:38.940 Complete

01:03:39.260 Lie

01:03:39.640 There

01:03:40.260 Is

01:03:40.440 No

01:03:40.640 Evidence

01:03:41.120 Of

01:03:41.280 A

01:03:41.380 Chemical

01:03:41.680 I

01:03:42.200 That's

01:03:43.320 Been

01:03:43.480 Proven

01:03:43.880 Over

01:03:44.240 And

01:03:44.400 Over

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01:03:44.700 Over

01:03:44.840 Again

01:03:45.040 And

01:03:45.360 They're

01:03:45.520 Still

01:03:45.780 Pushing

01:03:46.160 It

01:03:46.360 They're

01:03:46.520 Still

01:03:46.720 Teaching

01:03:47.040 It

01:03:47.240 In

01:03:47.360 The

01:03:47.480 Universities

01:03:48.180 I

01:03:48.640 Went

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01:03:48.980 That

01:03:49.220 Meat

01:03:49.480 Grinder

01:03:49.800 As

01:03:49.980 Well

01:03:50.100 As

01:03:50.260 A

01:03:50.580 Child

01:03:50.860 I

01:03:51.000 Was

01:03:51.100 Diagnosed

01:03:51.580 With

01:03:51.840 ADHD

01:03:52.540 I

01:03:53.040 Was

01:03:53.160 Told

01:03:53.340 That

01:03:53.500 There

01:03:53.640 Was

01:03:53.740 Simply

01:03:54.300 A

01:03:54.460 Chemical

01:03:54.740 Imbalance

01:03:55.720 In

01:03:55.840 My

01:03:55.960 Brain

01:03:56.260 And

01:03:56.440 That

01:03:56.720 Adderall

01:03:57.740 Was

01:03:57.960 Going

01:03:58.180 To

01:03:58.460 Fix

01:03:58.920 It

01:03:59.120 And

01:03:59.540 You

01:04:00.020 Know

01:04:00.140 It

01:04:00.360 Really

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01:04:00.960 It

01:04:01.060 Did

01:04:01.180 Was

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01:04:01.660 Reduce

01:04:01.940 Me

01:04:02.100 To

01:04:02.280 Almost

01:04:02.560 A

01:04:02.720 Zombie

01:04:02.980 State

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01:04:04.680 It

01:04:05.080 Just

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01:04:05.540 Turns

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01:04:06.020 That

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01:04:06.440 School

01:04:06.760 Systems

01:04:07.180 Are

01:04:07.520 Typically

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01:04:09.080 And

01:04:09.740 That

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01:04:10.740 To

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01:04:13.500 That

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01:04:14.000 Pretty

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01:04:15.760 Sort

01:04:16.300 Of

01:04:16.540 Psychological

01:04:17.160 Diagnosis

01:04:17.840 That

01:04:19.160 Exists

01:04:19.640 Right

01:04:20.040 Now

01:04:20.300 Especially

01:04:20.880 The

01:04:21.080 More

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01:04:21.920 Ones

01:04:22.240 It's

01:04:22.520 Terrifying

01:04:23.200 That

01:04:23.360 They

01:04:23.460 Use

01:04:23.620 It

01:04:23.720 On

01:04:23.840 Children

01:04:24.060 But

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01:04:25.020 What

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01:04:25.300 Mother

01:04:25.460 Was

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01:04:32.100 You

01:04:32.220 Were

01:04:32.340 On

01:04:32.540 My

01:04:33.220 Wife

01:04:33.500 Is

01:04:33.660 A

01:04:33.800 Registered

01:04:34.300 Nurse

01:04:34.500 And

01:04:34.760 She

01:04:35.800 Had

01:04:36.000 To

01:04:36.120 Get

01:04:36.420 I

01:04:37.240 Forget

01:04:37.520 Which

01:04:37.820 Shot

01:04:38.280 It

01:04:38.840 Was

01:04:38.940 I

01:04:39.060 Think

01:04:39.180 A

01:04:39.300 Varicella

01:04:39.820 Shot

01:04:40.200 In

01:04:41.200 Order

01:04:41.380 To

01:04:41.580 Continue

01:04:41.940 To

01:04:42.120 Work

01:04:42.300 In

01:04:42.400 The

01:04:42.480 ER

01:04:42.800 And

01:04:43.500 She

01:04:43.600 Was

01:04:43.700 Like

01:04:43.800 Oh

01:04:43.900 Well

01:04:44.020 I

01:04:44.220 Just

01:04:45.140 Had

01:04:45.560 I

01:04:46.860 Forgot

01:04:47.120 She

01:04:47.660 Just

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01:04:48.560 Some

01:04:49.440 Kind

01:04:49.680 Of

01:04:49.780 Virus

01:04:49.980 So

01:04:50.120 She

01:04:50.200 Like

01:04:50.360 I

01:04:50.460 Might

01:04:50.600 Be

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01:04:51.020 To

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01:04:51.860 And

01:04:52.000 They

01:04:52.100 Were

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01:04:52.340 You

01:04:52.840 Don't

01:04:52.980 Test

01:04:53.200 Just

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01:04:53.540 The

01:04:53.700 Shot

01:04:53.980 So

01:04:54.640 You

01:04:54.960 Not

01:04:55.140 Even

01:04:55.280 Going

01:04:55.420 To

01:04:55.500 Test

01:04:55.720 The

01:04:55.900 Baseline

01:04:56.300 To

01:04:56.440 See

01:04:56.600 If

01:04:56.820 She

01:04:57.420 Is

01:04:57.580 Good

01:04:57.880 They

01:04:58.540 Like

01:04:58.660 No

01:04:58.820 Just

01:04:59.060 Put

01:04:59.420 More

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01:05:00.160 Just

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01:05:00.560 More

01:05:00.780 In

01:05:00.900 There

01:05:01.020 So

01:05:01.200 We

01:05:01.340 Could

01:05:01.460 Do

01:05:01.640 The

01:05:01.860 Paperwork

01:05:02.260 And

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01:05:02.540 On

01:05:02.740 And

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01:05:03.680 Like

01:05:03.800 Man

01:05:04.340 That's

01:05:04.620 The

01:05:04.700 Name

01:05:04.860 Of

01:05:04.960 It

01:05:05.060 Right

01:05:05.200 Do

01:05:05.360 The

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01:05:05.980 And

01:05:06.140 Move

01:05:06.360 On

01:05:06.660 Yeah

01:05:07.420 So

01:05:09.420 Being

01:05:10.160 All

01:05:10.340 These

01:05:10.480 Psychotropic

01:05:11.020 Medic

01:05:11.580 I

01:05:12.000 Mean

01:05:12.100 They're

01:05:12.420 Tranquilizers

01:05:13.200 It

01:05:13.920 Just

01:05:14.260 Numbs

01:05:14.640 You

01:05:14.900 Or

01:05:15.240 Dampens

01:05:17.240 You

01:05:17.420 So

01:05:17.680 You

01:05:17.780 Really

01:05:17.920 Can't

01:05:18.260 Communicate

01:05:18.800 Or

01:05:19.140 Interact

01:05:19.660 The

01:05:19.760 Outside

01:05:19.940 World

01:05:20.180 But

01:05:20.300 The

01:05:20.420 Stuff

01:05:20.600 Still

01:05:21.360 Was

01:05:21.500 Going

01:05:21.640 On

01:05:21.800 In

01:05:21.880 My

01:05:22.000 Head

01:05:22.280 Back

01:05:22.580 And

01:05:22.740 Forth

01:05:23.000 I

01:05:23.120 Just

01:05:23.280 Couldn't

01:05:23.560 Communicate

01:05:24.340 Outwardly

01:05:25.080 At

01:05:25.220 Times

01:05:25.540 And

01:05:26.260 These

01:05:26.440 Are

01:05:26.540 Not

01:05:26.680 The

01:05:26.840 Drugs

01:05:27.300 You

01:05:27.440 Want

01:05:27.580 To

01:05:27.680 Take

01:05:27.940 For

01:05:28.140 Fun

01:05:28.600 I

01:05:28.960 Mean

01:05:29.140 Some

01:05:29.980 Of

01:05:30.080 The

01:05:30.200 Symptoms

01:05:30.580 And

01:05:30.740 Side

01:05:30.940 Effects

01:05:31.240 I

01:05:31.480 Was

01:05:31.820 Told

01:05:32.120 Long

01:05:32.860 Term

01:05:33.040 Use

01:05:33.300 Could

01:05:33.680 Cause

01:05:34.240 Brain

01:05:34.580 Damage

01:05:34.940 That

01:05:35.660 Was

01:05:36.120 Revealed

01:05:36.440 To

01:05:36.600 Me

01:05:36.780 It

01:05:37.260 Does

01:05:37.780 They

01:05:39.020 Won't

01:05:39.180 Tell

01:05:39.400 The

01:05:39.560 Patient

01:05:39.840 That

01:05:40.100 Though

01:05:40.340 I

01:05:42.220 Remember

01:05:42.520 Sometimes

01:05:42.980 My

01:05:43.140 Mouth

01:05:43.300 Being

01:05:43.420 So

01:05:43.580 Dry

01:05:43.960 I

01:05:44.200 Could

01:05:44.480 Barely

01:05:44.880 Talk

01:05:45.360 Different

01:05:47.200 Days

01:05:47.440 There

01:05:47.680 Were

01:05:48.060 Times

01:05:48.380 Where

01:05:48.700 My

01:05:49.280 Feet

01:05:49.700 Felt

01:05:50.480 Like

01:05:50.620 They

01:05:50.720 Had

01:05:50.980 A

01:05:51.240 75

01:05:51.680 Pound

01:05:52.000 Weight

01:05:52.220 On

01:05:52.380 Them

01:05:52.520 I

01:05:52.720 Couldn't

01:05:53.140 Barely

01:05:53.780 Walk

01:05:54.240 It

01:05:54.560 Felt

01:05:54.720 Like

01:05:54.880 I

01:05:54.960 Had

01:05:55.020 Weights

01:05:55.260 On

01:05:55.420 Them

01:05:55.580 I

01:05:56.740 Remember

01:05:57.020 I

01:05:57.420 Would

01:05:57.680 Turn

01:05:58.760 My

01:05:58.940 Head

01:05:59.220 To

01:05:59.520 Look

01:05:59.780 In

01:05:59.920 A

01:06:00.000 Different

01:06:00.120 Direction

01:06:00.580 And

01:06:01.380 The

01:06:01.540 Scene

01:06:01.920 Would

01:06:02.140 Shift

01:06:02.460 To

01:06:04.180 Catch

01:06:04.460 Up

01:06:04.560 Where

01:06:04.680 I

01:06:04.760 Was

01:06:04.860 Looking

01:06:05.180 That

01:06:05.840 Was

01:06:05.940 From

01:06:06.100 The

01:06:06.980 Medications

01:06:07.600 There

01:06:08.440 Was

01:06:08.500 A

01:06:08.600 Few

01:06:08.720 Days

01:06:08.960 In

01:06:09.040 The

01:06:09.120 Psychiatric

01:06:09.440 Hospital

01:06:09.720 I

01:06:09.920 Don't

01:06:10.060 Even

01:06:10.200 Remember

01:06:10.520 And

01:06:10.980 That

01:06:11.100 Was

01:06:11.240 Probably

01:06:11.680 From

01:06:11.900 The

01:06:12.080 Different

01:06:12.440 Drugs

01:06:12.800 That

01:06:13.140 They

01:06:13.700 Were

01:06:13.820 Giving

01:06:14.020 Me

01:06:14.140 Experimenting

01:06:14.680 With

01:06:14.920 And

01:06:16.980 There

01:06:17.480 Were

01:06:17.620 Times

01:06:17.960 In

01:06:18.060 The

01:06:18.140 Psychiatric

01:06:18.520 Hospital

01:06:18.880 Where

01:06:19.140 The

01:06:19.280 Voices

01:06:19.580 Started

01:06:20.020 To

01:06:20.200 Get

01:06:20.500 Very

01:06:21.340 Very

01:06:21.580 Intense

01:06:22.240 I

01:06:22.760 Remember

01:06:23.040 At

01:06:23.660 A

01:06:23.740 Time

01:06:23.920 I

01:06:24.040 He

01:06:24.120 It

01:06:30.120 Movie

01:06:30.420 Theater

01:06:30.780 Or

01:06:31.300 Seeing

01:06:32.360 A

01:06:32.660 Play

01:06:33.260 And

01:06:34.220 Before

01:06:34.400 The

01:06:34.560 Show

01:06:34.680 Starts

01:06:35.020 Everybody

01:06:35.200 Is

01:06:35.320 Talking

01:06:35.660 To

01:06:36.040 Each

01:06:36.500 Other

01:06:36.700 They

01:06:36.820 Might

01:06:36.900 Be

01:06:36.980 Talking

01:06:37.180 On

01:06:37.280 Their

01:06:37.360 Cell

01:06:37.580 Phones

01:06:37.800 It

01:06:37.960 Was

01:06:38.020 Like

01:06:38.120 All

01:06:38.300 These

01:06:38.420 Multiple

01:06:38.660 Voices

01:06:38.940 Going

01:06:39.160 Back

01:06:39.440 And

01:06:39.600 Forth

01:06:39.820 Back

01:06:40.060 And

01:06:40.200 Forth

01:06:40.500 And

01:06:41.540 I

01:06:41.640 I

01:06:41.660 I

01:06:41.700 I

01:06:41.720 I

01:06:43.840 The

01:06:44.200 Hospital

01:06:44.500 Staff

01:06:44.820 Can

01:06:44.980 Ask

01:06:45.220 Are

01:06:45.520 You

01:06:45.760 Hearing

01:06:45.960 Voices

01:06:46.340 Are

01:06:46.500 You

01:06:46.560 Hearing

01:06:46.720 Voices

01:06:47.060 I

01:06:47.300 Would

01:06:47.440 Say

01:06:47.720 Yes

01:06:49.140 But

01:06:49.340 It

01:06:49.440 Is

01:06:49.460 My

01:06:49.700 Mind

01:06:49.860 Playing

01:06:50.060 Tricks

01:06:50.360 On

01:06:50.540 I

01:06:50.720 Always

01:06:50.880 To

01:06:50.980 That

01:06:51.080 As

01:06:51.280 A

01:06:51.400 Caveat

01:06:51.860 Type

01:06:52.080 Of

01:06:52.180 Thing

01:06:52.420 Because

01:06:52.900 I

01:06:53.080 Didn't

01:06:53.520 Want

01:06:53.700 Them

01:06:54.140 To

01:06:54.300 Go

01:06:54.440 Kind

01:06:54.680 Of

01:06:54.780 More

01:06:55.160 Extreme

01:06:55.580 With

01:06:56.320 Whatever

01:06:56.480 Treatment

01:06:56.800 They

01:06:56.960 Were

01:06:57.180 Giving

01:06:57.420 Me

01:06:57.660 And

01:06:58.320 Again

01:06:58.480 I'm

01:06:58.680 Still

01:06:58.800 On

01:06:58.900 The

01:06:59.000 Fence

01:06:59.160 Back

01:06:59.360 And

01:06:59.480 Forth

01:06:59.640 Is

01:06:59.780 This

01:06:59.860 My

01:07:00.040 Own

01:07:00.380 Thoughts

01:07:01.040 Or

01:07:01.140 Is

01:07:01.220 Something

01:07:01.500 External

01:07:01.940 But

01:07:03.840 I

01:07:03.940 Remember

01:07:04.340 When I

01:07:05.320 Was

01:07:05.420 Hearing

01:07:05.540 These

01:07:05.660 Very

01:07:05.860 Strong

01:07:06.160 Voices

01:07:06.500 And

01:07:06.680 Now

01:07:06.880 It

01:07:07.020 Sound

01:07:07.200 Like

01:07:07.340 They

01:07:07.440 Were

01:07:07.520 In

01:07:07.580 My

01:07:07.700 Head

01:07:07.860 They

01:07:08.020 Were

01:07:08.120 Just

01:07:08.300 Outside

01:07:08.680 Of

01:07:20.720 One

01:07:21.120 To

01:07:21.380 The

01:07:21.600 Next

01:07:22.160 At

01:07:23.340 Times

01:07:23.640 Yes

01:07:23.900 They

01:07:24.200 Had

01:07:24.780 Different

01:07:25.100 Tones

01:07:25.780 And

01:07:26.000 Inflections

01:07:26.760 I

01:07:26.980 Guess

01:07:27.200 They

01:07:27.440 Would

01:07:28.140 Use

01:07:28.320 Different

01:07:28.520 Vocabulary

01:07:29.220 I

01:07:30.500 Notice

01:07:30.780 What

01:07:31.400 They

01:07:31.560 Do

01:07:31.720 Is

01:07:31.840 When

01:07:32.000 They

01:07:32.120 Get

01:07:32.300 Stronger

01:07:32.820 They

01:07:33.020 Will

01:07:33.200 Move

01:07:33.540 Outside

01:07:34.020 Of

01:07:34.500 The

01:07:34.640 Person's

01:07:35.120 Mind

01:07:35.460 And

01:07:35.980 Talk

01:07:36.260 To

01:07:36.440 Them

01:07:36.620 Outside

01:07:37.420 Their

01:07:37.740 Head

01:07:38.000 Which

01:07:38.560 Is

01:07:38.720 Really

01:07:38.960 Freaky

01:07:39.380 That

01:07:39.580 Really

01:07:39.900 Scares

01:07:40.380 People

01:07:40.780 When

01:07:41.560 They

01:07:41.720 Feel

01:07:42.000 They

01:07:42.200 Have

01:07:42.520 You

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01:09:24.640 Schizophrenia

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01:09:31.980 Cycle

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01:09:38.980 I

01:09:39.180 Remember

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01:09:40.760 Night

01:09:41.360 That

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01:09:41.760 Night

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01:09:42.680 The

01:09:42.840 Voices

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01:10:10.640 Battle

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01:10:17.740 Point

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01:10:23.460 To

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01:10:25.220 Convulsive

01:10:25.640 Therapy

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01:10:30.600 Brain

01:10:30.880 So

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01:10:35.400 Treatments

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01:10:37.800 They

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01:10:38.360 Me

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01:10:38.600 Would

01:10:38.700 Have

01:10:38.800 Short

01:10:39.040 Term

01:10:39.240 Memory

01:10:39.480 Loss

01:10:39.800 Which

01:10:40.240 I

01:10:40.360 Did

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01:10:40.580 The

01:10:40.640 Time

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01:11:07.500 Get

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01:11:08.020 Career

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01:11:14.520 Chemical

01:11:14.940 Physical

01:11:15.380 Chemicals

01:11:16.060 Now

01:11:16.900 We're

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01:11:17.520 With

01:11:17.720 Energy

01:11:18.120 So

01:11:18.720 Electricity

01:11:19.360 Is

01:11:19.480 And

01:11:19.600 Energy

01:11:19.900 And

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01:11:20.660 The

01:11:20.780 State

01:11:21.020 Hospital

01:11:21.440 When

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01:11:22.300 Gave

01:11:23.400 ECT

01:11:24.160 Treatments

01:11:24.720 The

01:11:25.060 Voices

01:11:25.360 Would

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01:11:26.240 For

01:11:26.420 A

01:11:26.540 Short

01:11:26.700 Period

01:11:27.000 Of

01:11:27.140 Time

01:11:27.440 Sometimes

01:11:28.140 Hours

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01:11:29.000 Days

01:11:29.560 Or

01:11:29.740 Weeks

01:11:30.140 But

01:11:30.720 They

01:11:31.080 Eventually

01:11:31.700 Come

01:11:32.060 Back

01:11:32.420 So

01:11:33.060 Here's

01:11:33.860 Here's

01:11:34.140 A

01:11:34.280 Pointer

01:11:34.580 Toward

01:11:35.120 Hey

01:11:35.520 This

01:11:35.760 Is

01:11:35.900 Energetic

01:11:36.540 This

01:11:37.320 Is

01:11:37.720 Spiritual

01:11:38.200 This

01:11:38.460 Isn't

01:11:38.740 Physical

01:11:39.180 The

01:11:39.440 Physical

01:11:40.340 Pills

01:11:40.860 Aren't

01:11:41.440 That

01:11:41.820 Affect

01:11:42.200 The

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01:11:42.700 Are

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01:11:45.040 Callback

01:11:45.480 To

01:11:45.740 Your

01:11:46.140 Previous

01:11:46.520 Episode

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01:11:47.200 Said

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01:11:48.520 The

01:11:48.640 Patient

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01:11:49.920 Electric

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01:11:51.860 The

01:11:52.020 Wall

01:11:52.180 Jumping

01:11:52.520 Into

01:11:52.700 The

01:11:52.840 Garbage

01:11:53.100 Can

01:11:53.360 So

01:11:54.040 A

01:11:54.220 Lot

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01:11:54.580 Stuff

01:11:54.800 Is

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01:11:56.540 To

01:11:56.680 Us

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01:11:57.020 Like

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01:11:57.920 An

01:11:58.360 Electrical

01:11:58.860 Nature

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01:12:08.580 To

01:12:08.820 Some

01:12:09.360 Sort

01:12:09.540 Of

01:12:09.620 Electro

01:12:10.020 Shock

01:12:11.060 Seems

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01:12:11.500 They

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01:12:24.920 Lenovo

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01:12:27.000 With

01:12:27.160 Next

01:12:27.400 Level

01:12:27.580 Speed

01:12:28.000 Seamless

01:12:28.520 Streaming

01:12:29.000 And

01:12:29.200 Performance

01:12:29.620 That

01:12:29.840 Won't

01:12:30.060 Quit

01:12:30.320 Push

01:12:30.840 Your

01:12:30.980 Gameplay

01:12:31.340 Beyond

01:12:31.640 Performance

01:12:32.080 With

01:12:32.300 Intel

01:12:32.620 Core

01:12:32.920 Ultra

01:12:33.240 Processors

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01:12:34.180 The

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01:12:37.940 Wi-Fi

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01:12:39.640 Game

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01:12:40.860 Overclocking

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01:12:43.240 Up

01:12:43.460 At

01:12:43.560 Lenovo

01:12:43.920 Dot

01:12:44.140 Com

01:12:44.420 Lenovo

01:12:45.820 Lenovo

01:12:47.060 Static

01:12:50.820 Electricity

01:12:51.500 Shock

01:12:52.000 To

01:12:52.800 His

01:12:53.400 Schizophrenics

01:12:54.140 And

01:12:54.800 Drive

01:12:55.260 The

01:12:55.440 Voices

01:12:55.720 Out

01:12:56.060 His

01:12:56.320 Wife

01:12:56.660 Was

01:12:56.960 A

01:12:57.400 Psychic

01:12:58.400 She

01:12:58.580 Was

01:12:58.740 A

01:12:58.860 Medium

01:12:59.120 She

01:12:59.800 Would

01:12:59.980 Take

01:13:00.220 Those

01:13:00.480 Voices

01:13:00.840 And

01:13:01.180 Talk

01:13:01.460 Them

01:13:01.640 Into

01:13:01.920 The

01:13:02.120 Light

01:13:02.380 And

01:13:02.860 Then

01:13:03.000 They

01:13:03.140 Would

01:13:03.300 Disappear

01:13:03.820 And

01:13:04.760 I've

01:13:04.980 Seen

01:13:05.200 That

01:13:05.480 I've

01:13:05.920 Seen

01:13:06.200 That

01:13:06.480 Happen

01:13:07.200 I mean

01:13:07.500 I've

01:13:08.000 Actually

01:13:08.440 Done

01:13:08.760 It

01:13:08.940 Some

01:13:09.560 Of

01:13:09.680 Them

01:13:09.840 If

01:13:10.320 They

01:13:10.460 Walked

01:13:10.900 Into

01:13:11.100 The

01:13:11.300 Light

01:13:11.560 They

01:13:12.420 Would

01:13:12.580 Disappear

01:13:12.900 That

01:13:13.120 Voice

01:13:13.380 Was

01:13:13.600 Gone

01:13:13.960 But

01:13:14.840 There's

01:13:15.140 Others

01:13:15.440 That

01:13:15.660 Go

01:13:15.780 No

01:13:16.000 I'm

01:13:16.140 Not

01:13:16.300 Walking

01:13:16.600 Into

01:13:16.860 The

01:13:16.980 Light

01:13:17.140 I'm

01:13:17.300 Not

01:13:17.440 Going

01:13:17.640 There

01:13:17.900 Now

01:13:19.520 The

01:13:19.660 Type

01:13:19.820 Of

01:13:19.920 ECT

01:13:20.280 I

01:13:20.460 Went

01:13:20.580 Through

01:13:20.680 Was

01:13:20.820 Nothing

01:13:21.140 That

01:13:21.320 Dr.

01:13:21.600 Mazzynski

01:13:21.980 Had

01:13:22.140 Witnessed

01:13:22.780 Back

01:13:23.320 In

01:13:23.460 His

01:13:23.640 Day

01:13:23.860 Because

01:13:24.140 I

01:13:24.320 Almost

01:13:24.560 Fainted

01:13:24.940 When

01:13:25.180 I

01:13:25.320 Saw

01:13:25.540 What

01:13:25.760 It

01:13:25.880 Happened

01:13:26.260 What

01:13:27.060 They

01:13:27.220 In

01:13:27.680 My

01:13:27.960 Case

01:13:28.240 So

01:13:28.380 This

01:13:28.500 Would

01:13:28.680 Have

01:13:28.780 Been

01:13:28.980 About

01:13:29.360 19

01:13:30.400 Late

01:13:32.440 Fall

01:13:32.900 I think

01:13:33.400 Late

01:13:33.540 Fall

01:13:33.640 1991

01:13:34.160 So

01:13:35.560 Somewhere

01:13:35.920 In

01:13:36.000 The

01:13:36.060 Early

01:13:36.220 90s

01:13:36.580 There

01:13:36.780 And

01:13:37.680 What

01:13:38.160 They

01:13:38.320 Did

01:13:38.520 Is

01:13:38.640 They

01:13:38.780 Give

01:13:39.120 You

01:13:39.340 A

01:13:39.760 Muscle

01:13:40.960 Relaxant

01:13:41.800 Because

01:13:43.280 When

01:13:44.060 They

01:13:44.220 Put

01:13:44.900 The

01:13:45.000 Voltage

01:13:45.240 Across

01:13:45.500 Your

01:13:45.660 Brain

01:13:45.960 You

01:13:46.120 Can

01:13:46.240 Have

01:13:46.360 Convulsions

01:13:47.340 And

01:13:48.060 You

01:13:48.600 Break

01:13:48.960 Your

01:13:49.460 Bone

01:13:49.720 And

01:13:50.520 Tear

01:13:50.820 Ligaments

01:13:51.260 But

01:13:52.200 The

01:13:52.340 Problem

01:13:52.660 Is

01:13:52.820 The

01:13:53.060 Muscle

01:13:53.800 Relaxant

01:13:54.020 So

01:13:54.180 Strong

01:13:54.560 You

01:13:54.900 Can't

01:13:55.160 Breathe

01:13:55.340 Anymore

01:13:55.600 You

01:13:55.760 Can't

01:13:55.920 Move

01:13:56.060 Your

01:13:56.160 Diaphragm

01:13:56.640 back

01:13:56.880 Up and

01:13:57.920 Down

01:13:58.260 So

01:13:58.520 They

01:13:58.620 Have

01:13:58.840 To

01:13:58.900 Put

01:13:59.020 You

01:13:59.080 On

01:13:59.160 A

01:13:59.240 Respirator

01:13:59.700 And

01:13:59.880 Breathe

01:14:00.200 For

01:14:00.420 You

01:14:00.660 While

01:14:01.360 You

01:14:01.440 Undergoing

01:14:01.740 The

01:14:02.440 Treatments

01:14:02.920 So

01:14:04.100 I

01:14:04.340 Felt

01:14:04.540 Better

01:14:04.800 After

01:14:05.000 The

01:14:05.120 Very

01:14:05.260 First

01:14:05.480 Treatment

01:14:05.820 They

01:14:06.000 Said

01:14:06.140 No

01:14:06.300 No

01:14:06.440 No

01:14:06.580 You

01:14:06.680 Have

01:14:06.780 To

01:14:06.820 Have

01:14:06.940 A

01:14:07.020 Total

01:14:07.220 Of

01:14:07.400 Six

01:14:07.700 So

01:14:08.920 I

01:14:09.120 Think

01:14:09.280 I

01:14:09.400 Did

01:14:09.600 Six

01:14:09.900 Yeah

01:14:10.960 Even

01:14:11.380 Though

01:14:12.400 I

01:14:12.560 Felt

01:14:12.740 Fine

01:14:13.000 After

01:14:13.160 The

01:14:13.300 First

01:14:13.540 One

01:14:13.820 And

01:14:14.880 So

01:14:16.420 I

01:14:16.520 Think

01:14:16.640 I

01:14:16.700 Did

01:14:16.840 A

01:14:17.060 One

01:14:18.400 Was

01:14:18.560 I

01:14:18.660 One

01:14:19.160 Was

01:14:19.320 Inpatient

01:14:19.700 Or

01:14:19.800 Three

01:14:19.940 Was

01:14:20.080 Inpatient

01:14:20.420 But

01:14:20.560 I

01:14:20.740 Think

01:14:20.880 Half

01:14:21.120 Are

01:14:21.220 Inpatient

01:14:21.600 Half

01:14:21.940 Outpatient

01:14:23.080 So

01:14:23.220 I

01:14:30.420 So

01:14:30.860 I

01:14:31.080 Was

01:14:31.480 Outpatient

01:14:31.900 Now

01:14:32.180 I

01:14:32.240 Was

01:14:32.340 Assigned

01:14:32.620 A

01:14:32.740 Psychologist

01:14:33.280 And

01:14:33.440 Psychiatrist

01:14:34.220 One

01:14:34.480 To

01:14:34.580 Give

01:14:34.700 Me

01:14:34.800 Counseling

01:14:35.460 One

01:14:36.700 To

01:14:36.800 Prescribe

01:14:37.140 Drugs

01:14:37.580 And

01:14:38.720 There

01:14:39.240 Was

01:14:39.380 So

01:14:39.700 Much

01:14:39.860 Going

01:14:40.040 On

01:14:40.180 In

01:14:40.240 My

01:14:40.300 Head

01:14:40.400 At

01:14:40.500 The

01:14:40.560 Time

01:14:40.760 I

01:14:40.880 Think

01:14:41.040 It

01:14:41.120 Was

01:14:41.300 A

01:14:41.540 Lot

01:14:41.800 Of

01:14:42.020 Trauma

01:14:44.460 For

01:14:44.660 My

01:14:44.780 Child

01:14:45.040 Coming

01:14:45.560 Forth

01:14:46.100 And

01:14:46.500 I

01:14:46.560 Was

01:14:46.640 Having

01:14:46.940 To

01:14:47.280 Deal

01:14:47.440 With

01:14:47.580 Some

01:14:47.700 Of

01:14:47.800 That

01:14:48.120 There

01:14:49.020 Was

01:14:49.320 The

01:14:50.120 Dealing

01:14:51.580 The

01:14:51.740 Schizophrenia

01:14:52.380 And

01:14:52.500 Just

01:14:52.640 There

01:14:52.860 So

01:14:53.160 Much

01:14:53.340 Going

01:14:53.540 On

01:14:53.680 Simultaneous

01:14:54.320 With

01:14:55.520 What I

01:14:55.980 Was

01:14:56.080 Dealing

01:14:56.220 With

01:14:56.320 At

01:14:56.420 The

01:14:56.520 Time

01:14:56.840 So

01:14:58.740 Something

01:14:59.040 New

01:14:59.260 Started

01:14:59.480 Happening

01:14:59.940 So

01:15:00.160 About

01:15:00.520 I

01:15:01.460 Guess

01:15:01.600 I

01:15:01.980 Think

01:15:02.180 I'm

01:15:02.340 January

01:15:02.840 1991

01:15:03.420 The

01:15:05.800 Voices

01:15:06.120 Started

01:15:06.400 To

01:15:06.540 Come

01:15:06.680 Back

01:15:07.120 But

01:15:09.040 It

01:15:09.120 Was

01:15:09.220 Different

01:15:09.560 This

01:15:09.820 Time

01:15:10.080 How

01:15:10.480 Long

01:15:10.720 Of

01:15:10.860 A

01:15:11.360 Time

01:15:11.680 Frame

01:15:11.880 Is

01:15:12.020 This

01:15:12.200 I

01:15:12.920 Say

01:15:13.180 About

01:15:13.420 Three

01:15:14.760 Months

01:15:15.100 I

01:15:15.320 Think

01:15:15.600 I

01:15:15.760 Was

01:15:16.020 I

01:15:16.320 Think

01:15:16.420 I

01:15:16.500 Went

01:15:16.560 To

01:15:16.660 The

01:15:16.760 E

01:15:16.840 C

01:15:17.100 In

01:15:17.360 September

01:15:17.700 Or

01:15:17.940 October

01:15:18.320 Of

01:15:18.580 1990

01:15:19.200 I

01:15:21.100 Was

01:15:21.220 Discharged

01:15:21.800 So

01:15:23.540 January

01:15:23.980 1991

01:15:24.580 Where

01:15:25.000 The

01:15:25.100 Voices

01:15:25.340 Were

01:15:25.520 Starting

01:15:25.800 Up

01:15:25.980 Again

01:15:26.300 So

01:15:26.640 This

01:15:26.800 Must

01:15:27.020 Have

01:15:27.140 Been

01:15:27.340 Devastating

01:15:28.140 Because

01:15:28.440 For

01:15:28.660 A

01:15:28.800 Moment

01:15:29.040 In

01:15:29.200 Time

01:15:29.440 You

01:15:29.580 Think

01:15:29.820 That

01:15:30.020 You

01:15:30.220 Are

01:15:30.540 Free

01:15:31.320 Of

01:15:31.500 This

01:15:31.800 It's

01:15:32.940 Probably

01:15:33.160 Almost

01:15:33.440 Worse

01:15:33.880 That

01:15:34.180 They

01:15:34.660 Than

01:15:36.040 The

01:15:36.180 First

01:15:36.440 Time

01:15:36.680 It

01:15:36.780 Happening

01:15:37.220 Because

01:15:37.680 The

01:15:38.200 Second

01:15:38.460 Time

01:15:38.720 When

01:15:38.860 It

01:15:38.940 Makes

01:15:39.120 An

01:15:39.240 Appearance

01:15:39.740 You're

01:15:40.240 Familiar

01:15:40.580 With

01:15:40.860 What

01:15:41.060 This

01:15:41.260 Means

01:15:41.680 It

01:15:43.260 Was

01:15:43.380 It

01:15:43.540 Was

01:15:43.660 Ongoing

01:15:44.240 I

01:15:44.680 Mean

01:15:44.920 It

01:15:45.160 Was

01:15:45.380 It

01:15:46.600 Was

01:15:46.840 Ongoing

01:15:47.140 It

01:15:47.260 Would

01:15:47.340 Fluctuate

01:15:47.840 Like

01:15:48.020 Various

01:15:48.280 Attacks

01:15:48.740 And

01:15:48.940 They

01:15:49.280 Were

01:15:49.400 Constantly

01:15:49.880 Trying

01:15:51.160 To

01:15:51.420 Tell

01:15:52.120 Me

01:15:52.220 To

01:15:52.320 Kill

01:15:52.460 Myself

01:15:52.920 And

01:15:53.180 They

01:15:53.380 Would

01:15:53.520 Tell

01:15:53.660 Me

01:15:53.780 How

01:15:53.900 To

01:15:54.020 Do

01:15:54.220 It

01:15:54.440 One

01:15:55.900 Was

01:15:56.080 One

01:15:56.420 Voice

01:15:56.620 Is

01:15:56.740 Very

01:15:56.900 Dramatic

01:15:57.360 Where

01:15:57.580 It

01:15:57.680 Wanted

01:15:57.840 Me

01:15:57.920 To

01:15:58.080 Climb

01:15:58.460 A

01:15:58.900 High

01:15:59.520 Voltage

01:16:00.040 Electrical

01:16:00.520 Tower

01:16:01.560 And

01:16:02.240 Jump

01:16:02.420 Into

01:16:02.620 The

01:16:02.760 High

01:16:02.960 Voltage

01:16:03.300 Lines

01:16:03.720 To

01:16:04.780 Kill

01:16:05.080 Myself

01:16:05.480 Another

01:16:06.340 One

01:16:06.560 Was

01:16:06.780 Telling

01:16:07.380 To

01:16:07.480 Do

01:16:07.540 With

01:16:07.660 Carbon

01:16:07.900 Oxide

01:16:08.320 Poisoning

01:16:08.900 And

01:16:10.060 I

01:16:10.280 Reached

01:16:10.500 The

01:16:10.620 Point

01:16:10.760 Where

01:16:10.860 I

01:16:10.900 Was

01:16:11.000 Getting

01:16:11.140 Out

01:16:11.260 The

01:16:11.360 Pipes

01:16:11.640 And

01:16:11.740 Putting

01:16:11.880 Duct

01:16:12.180 Tape

01:16:12.400 On

01:16:12.560 The

01:16:12.680 Pipes

01:16:12.940 To

01:16:13.280 My

01:16:13.420 Car

01:16:13.640 Exhaust

01:16:14.080 I

01:16:14.840 Mean

01:16:14.900 I

01:16:15.180 Got

01:16:15.720 That

01:16:15.900 Close

01:16:16.280 But

01:16:16.500 You

01:16:17.940 Might

01:16:18.060 Say

01:16:18.180 A

01:16:18.300 Higher

01:16:18.500 Power

01:16:18.960 Or

01:16:19.240 Something

01:16:19.560 Else

01:16:19.920 Stopped

01:16:21.240 Me

01:16:21.420 From

01:16:21.840 Doing

01:16:22.280 That

01:16:22.580 So

01:16:24.060 I

01:16:24.240 Definitely

01:16:24.500 Feel

01:16:24.680 Like

01:16:24.760 There

01:16:24.840 Is

01:16:24.920 Some

01:16:25.020 Sort

01:16:25.180 Of

01:16:25.240 Spiritual

01:16:25.540 Battle

01:16:25.960 Going

01:16:26.220 On

01:16:26.420 Here

01:16:26.540 Between

01:16:26.920 Something

01:16:28.120 Good

01:16:28.540 Trying

01:16:28.920 To

01:16:29.020 Lead

01:16:29.140 Me

01:16:29.260 Through

01:16:29.440 This

01:16:29.760 Something

01:16:30.360 Bad

01:16:30.720 Trying

01:16:31.000 To

01:16:31.200 Destroy

01:16:32.020 Me

01:16:32.380 Like

01:16:32.900 A tug

01:16:33.180 Of

01:16:33.300 War

01:16:33.540 Exactly

01:16:34.940 Good

01:16:35.160 Way

01:16:35.240 Describing

01:16:35.660 It

01:16:35.880 So

01:16:36.860 Yeah

01:16:37.040 There's

01:16:37.220 This

01:16:37.380 Fluctuation

01:16:37.840 Going

01:16:38.060 Back

01:16:38.280 And

01:16:38.440 Forth

01:16:38.720 So

01:16:40.280 We're

01:16:40.440 Talking

01:16:40.760 50,000

01:16:41.760 People

01:16:42.160 In

01:16:42.360 The

01:16:42.480 U.S.

01:16:42.800 Kill

01:16:43.000 Themselves

01:16:43.380 Every

01:16:43.640 Year

01:16:43.900 They

01:16:44.520 Are

01:16:44.640 Hearing

01:16:44.920 A

01:16:45.120 Voice

01:16:45.420 In

01:16:45.620 Their

01:16:45.800 Head

01:16:46.120 Kill

01:16:46.880 Yourself

01:16:47.320 You

01:16:47.820 Know

01:16:47.960 You're

01:16:48.280 Worthless

01:16:48.760 You're

01:16:48.900 No

01:16:49.060 Good

01:16:49.300 Just

01:16:49.540 Get

01:16:49.720 It

01:16:49.840 Over

01:16:50.040 With

01:16:50.320 That's

01:16:51.160 These

01:16:51.460 Things

01:16:51.900 I

01:16:52.400 Would

01:16:52.580 Venture

01:16:53.000 To

01:16:53.380 I

01:16:54.020 Would

01:16:54.560 Say

01:16:55.460 That

01:16:56.140 Yeah

01:16:56.300 Nobody

01:16:56.720 Is

01:16:57.720 Doing

01:16:58.100 This

01:16:58.600 With

01:16:59.460 Without

01:16:59.960 Being

01:17:00.360 Subjected

01:17:00.880 To

01:17:00.980 Those

01:17:01.160 Voices

01:17:01.540 No

01:17:02.060 One

01:17:02.340 Is

01:17:02.820 Is

01:17:03.380 Killing

01:17:03.940 Themselves

01:17:04.540 Completely

01:17:05.460 On

01:17:05.720 Their

01:17:05.860 Own

01:17:06.060 Accord

01:17:06.420 Without

01:17:06.660 Any

01:17:06.940 Sort

01:17:07.140 Of

01:17:07.220 Influence

01:17:07.740 From

01:17:07.980 This

01:17:08.260 You

01:17:08.760 Know

01:17:08.860 Whether

01:17:09.060 It's

01:17:09.420 Like

01:17:10.300 We

01:17:10.440 Described

01:17:10.760 Earlier

01:17:11.060 In

01:17:11.220 The

01:17:11.340 Show

01:17:11.520 This

01:17:11.800 This

01:17:12.340 Just

01:17:16.120 The

01:17:16.380 People

01:17:16.880 I

01:17:17.160 Don't

01:17:17.460 Think

01:17:17.600 There's

01:17:17.780 Anybody

01:17:18.020 That's

01:17:18.300 Doing

01:17:18.520 This

01:17:18.800 Without

01:17:19.580 Being

01:17:20.120 Manipulated

01:17:20.780 By

01:17:20.940 These

01:17:21.120 Voices

01:17:21.460 Tell

01:17:23.580 You

01:17:23.760 Your

01:17:24.540 Friends

01:17:24.880 You

01:17:25.000 Have

01:17:25.100 No

01:17:25.240 Friends

01:17:25.600 Your

01:17:25.820 Friends

01:17:26.680 Don't

01:17:26.920 Like

01:17:27.180 You

01:17:27.420 They

01:17:28.000 Would

01:17:28.120 Try

01:17:28.260 And

01:17:28.380 Isolate

01:17:28.860 You

01:17:29.140 That

01:17:29.660 That's

01:17:30.020 One

01:17:30.160 Of

01:17:30.240 The

01:17:30.340 Biggest

01:17:30.700 Things

01:17:31.020 That

01:17:31.180 The

01:17:31.320 Schizophrenia

01:17:31.700 Has

01:17:31.860 To

01:17:31.960 Overcome

01:17:32.380 Is

01:17:32.540 To

01:17:32.700 Don't

01:17:33.060 Stay

01:17:33.320 In

01:17:33.420 Isolation

01:17:33.860 You

01:17:34.100 Gotta

01:17:34.240 Get

01:17:34.460 Out

01:17:34.640 Interact

01:17:35.520 Socialize

01:17:36.080 These

01:17:36.800 Voices

01:17:37.080 Want

01:17:37.280 To

01:17:37.420 Keep

01:17:37.920 You

01:17:38.040 Trapped

01:17:46.120 Would

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01:20:10.980 Harvest

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01:20:12.200 The

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01:20:15.180 Seeds

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01:20:16.660 Food

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01:20:21.200 Protein

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01:21:21.800 A

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01:21:29.620 I

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01:21:30.020 Entities

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01:21:30.460 Telling

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01:21:33.420 Earthworms

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01:21:35.100 You

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01:21:41.680 Killed

01:21:42.100 Earthworms

01:21:42.620 For

01:21:42.720 Survival

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01:21:43.640 Food

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01:21:44.060 Lunch

01:21:44.340 Type

01:21:44.620 Of

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01:21:53.200 A

01:21:53.520 Hook

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01:22:03.840 Own

01:22:04.020 Memories

01:22:04.480 Other

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01:22:06.640 New

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01:22:23.340 Memory

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01:22:33.200 Generating

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01:22:34.040 Negative

01:22:34.400 Emotional

01:22:34.880 Energy

01:22:35.340 I

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01:22:36.140 One

01:22:36.300 Patient

01:22:36.660 Where

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01:22:38.260 Somebody

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01:22:39.060 Dime

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01:22:40.280 20

01:22:40.560 Years

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01:22:45.100 Face

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01:22:53.480 Shame

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01:22:53.880 Bring

01:22:54.100 That

01:22:54.300 Back

01:22:54.540 Up

01:22:54.720 And

01:22:54.820 They'll

01:22:54.980 Throw

01:22:55.240 It

01:22:55.380 In

01:22:55.480 Your

01:22:55.600 Face

01:22:55.920 Over

01:22:56.280 And

01:22:56.460 Over

01:22:56.640 And

01:22:56.780 Over

01:22:56.940 Again

01:22:57.220 So

01:22:59.340 Approaching

01:23:00.040 January

01:23:00.400 1991

01:23:00.860 I

01:23:01.880 Mentioned

01:23:02.720 That

01:23:02.900 The

01:23:03.120 Voices

01:23:03.440 Started

01:23:03.800 To

01:23:03.900 Come

01:23:04.020 Back

01:23:04.320 But

01:23:04.520 This

01:23:04.680 Time

01:23:04.820 It

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01:23:05.080 Different

01:23:05.480 It

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01:23:06.080 Like

01:23:06.380 There

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01:23:07.300 Various

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01:23:08.560 Or

01:23:08.820 I

01:23:08.840 Was

01:23:08.920 Going

01:23:09.060 Through

01:23:09.200 Some

01:23:09.340 Sort

01:23:09.540 Of

01:23:09.620 Managerial

01:23:10.100 Hierarchy

01:23:10.720 So

01:23:12.080 The

01:23:12.560 First

01:23:12.840 Stage

01:23:13.260 I

01:23:14.680 Was

01:23:14.840 Being

01:23:15.040 Offered

01:23:15.580 A

01:23:16.160 Path

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01:23:17.140 Very

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01:23:18.260 Wealth

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01:23:19.680 The

01:23:19.800 Heat

01:23:19.980 Of

01:23:20.120 Battle

01:23:20.420 Your

01:23:20.680 Squad

01:23:21.080 Relies

01:23:21.540 On

01:23:21.720 You

01:23:21.880 Don't

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01:23:22.520 Them

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01:23:23.540 Elite

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01:23:26.800 Next

01:23:27.060 Level

01:23:27.240 Speed

01:23:27.640 Seamless

01:23:28.160 Streaming

01:23:28.640 And

01:23:28.840 Performance

01:23:29.260 That

01:23:29.480 Won't

01:23:29.700 Quit

01:23:29.980 Push

01:23:30.480 Your

01:23:30.620 Gameplay

01:23:30.980 Beyond

01:23:31.300 Performance

01:23:31.720 With

01:23:31.940 Intel

01:23:32.260 Core

01:23:32.560 Ultra

01:23:32.860 Processors

01:23:33.600 For

01:23:33.820 The

01:23:33.940 Next

01:23:34.200 Era

01:23:34.500 Of

01:23:34.720 Gaming

01:23:35.040 Upgrade

01:23:35.620 To

01:23:35.780 Smooth

01:23:36.080 High

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01:23:37.280 Intel

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01:23:39.280 Game

01:23:39.480 Performance

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01:23:40.500 Overclocking

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01:23:50.680 Fortune

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01:23:52.060 Power

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01:23:54.540 Basically

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01:23:55.560 Soul

01:23:55.760 To

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01:23:56.120 Thing

01:23:56.560 Or

01:23:56.680 Whatever

01:23:56.860 It

01:23:57.020 Was

01:23:57.220 I

01:23:57.380 Just

01:23:57.660 Didn't

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01:23:57.920 Like

01:23:58.020 This

01:23:58.160 Deal

01:23:58.440 Or

01:23:58.620 Offer

01:23:58.880 Was

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01:23:59.680 A

01:24:00.120 Good

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01:24:02.560 Like

01:24:02.700 In

01:24:02.800 The

01:24:02.920 Long

01:24:03.140 Term

01:24:03.360 I

01:24:03.540 Would

01:24:03.640 Have

01:24:03.680 Been

01:24:03.780 Much

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01:24:04.220 Off

01:24:04.560 For

01:24:04.820 It

01:24:05.000 And

01:24:07.360 It

01:24:07.540 Was

01:24:07.680 Very

01:24:08.320 Tempting

01:24:08.800 I

01:24:09.020 Was

01:24:09.460 At

01:24:09.740 I

01:24:10.620 Was

01:24:10.740 Below

01:24:10.900 Poverty

01:24:11.260 Level

01:24:11.600 That

01:24:11.860 Year

01:24:12.100 And

01:24:13.540 I

01:24:15.080 Was

01:24:15.360 I

01:24:15.780 Was

01:24:15.940 Fortunate

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01:24:16.360 Credit

01:24:16.620 Cards

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01:24:17.980 My

01:24:18.120 Credit

01:24:18.340 Cards

01:24:18.660 For

01:24:18.840 Necessities

01:24:19.340 I

01:24:19.460 Was

01:24:19.540 Paying

01:24:19.740 My

01:24:19.860 Health

01:24:20.200 Insurance

01:24:20.460 Off

01:24:20.600 Of

01:24:20.640 Credit

01:24:20.880 Cards

01:24:21.140 I

01:24:21.240 Was

01:24:21.280 Buying

01:24:21.480 Food

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01:24:22.040 Credit

01:24:22.280 Cards

01:24:22.540 I

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01:24:22.820 I

01:24:23.180 Pay

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01:24:23.720 Off

01:24:23.900 My

01:24:24.040 Credit

01:24:24.240 Card

01:24:24.440 Cash

01:24:24.720 Advances

01:24:25.160 I

01:24:25.340 Was

01:24:25.440 Doing

01:24:25.600 Whatever

01:24:25.800 I

01:24:25.960 Could

01:24:26.140 That

01:24:26.300 Was

01:24:26.420 That

01:24:26.820 Was

01:24:26.920 What

01:24:26.960 Was

01:24:27.040 Holding

01:24:27.240 Me

01:24:27.380 Over

01:24:27.540 For

01:24:27.680 Those

01:24:27.860 few

01:24:28.040 Years

01:24:28.260 Because

01:24:28.380 I

01:24:28.460 didn't

01:24:28.600 Have

01:24:28.700 A job

01:24:29.100 Or

01:24:29.240 Any

01:24:29.380 income

01:24:29.660 coming

01:24:29.940 In

01:24:30.180 And

01:24:32.620 So

01:24:33.940 I

01:24:34.060 Had

01:24:34.180 This

01:24:34.320 Offer

01:24:34.680 It

01:24:34.760 Was

01:24:34.820 Like

01:24:34.900 An

01:24:34.980 Offer

01:24:35.260 Of

01:24:35.500 Mammon

01:24:35.860 And

01:24:36.920 It

01:24:37.160 Was

01:24:37.580 Very

01:24:37.980 Tempting

01:24:38.540 And

01:24:40.140 I

01:24:40.320 Said

01:24:40.520 No

01:24:40.780 To

01:24:41.040 It

01:24:41.300 They

01:24:41.940 Didn't

01:24:42.140 Like

01:24:42.380 That

01:24:42.760 And

01:24:44.580 They

01:24:45.400 Show

01:24:45.660 Me

01:24:45.760 Like

01:24:46.200 A

01:24:46.320 Business

01:24:46.640 Path

01:24:46.940 How

01:24:47.100 To

01:24:47.220 Get

01:24:47.380 There

01:24:47.520 Very

01:24:47.760 Quickly

01:24:48.180 That

01:24:48.760 Is

01:24:48.840 Exactly

01:24:49.080 What

01:24:49.220 I

01:24:49.260 Was

01:24:49.360 Going

01:24:49.460 To

01:24:49.520 Ask

01:24:49.740 Do

01:24:49.880 You

01:24:49.940 Know

01:24:50.040 The

01:24:50.180 Nature

01:24:50.460 Of

01:24:50.640 What

01:24:50.740 This

01:24:50.900 Path

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01:24:51.260 Have

01:24:51.360 Been

01:24:51.560 Yeah

01:24:52.320 It

01:24:52.440 Was

01:24:52.680 It

01:24:59.940 My

01:25:00.000 Ethics

01:25:00.360 And

01:25:00.480 My

01:25:00.580 Integrity

01:25:01.140 To

01:25:02.060 Do

01:25:02.520 So

01:25:02.840 They

01:25:03.820 Were

01:25:03.940 Trying

01:25:04.180 To

01:25:04.340 Knock

01:25:04.580 You

01:25:04.760 Out

01:25:05.000 From

01:25:05.280 Doing

01:25:05.600 Exactly

01:25:06.200 What

01:25:06.440 You're

01:25:06.560 Doing

01:25:06.800 Right

01:25:07.060 Now

01:25:07.400 It's

01:25:09.740 Funny

01:25:09.920 You

01:25:10.080 Say

01:25:10.240 Mammon

01:25:10.640 Because

01:25:10.880 When

01:25:11.080 You

01:25:11.200 Say

01:25:11.340 That

01:25:11.500 I'm

01:25:11.640 Like

01:25:11.800 We

01:25:12.000 I'm

01:25:12.400 I'm

01:25:12.720 Instantly

01:25:13.060 Thinking

01:25:13.440 Of

01:25:13.800 The

01:25:14.440 Greek

01:25:14.640 Pantheon

01:25:15.220 Or

01:25:15.400 Some

01:25:15.720 Of

01:25:15.820 These

01:25:15.940 Fallen

01:25:16.300 Angels

01:25:16.540 That

01:25:16.840 They

01:25:19.040 Specialize

01:25:19.940 In

01:25:20.060 Certain

01:25:20.320 Things

01:25:20.760 That's

01:25:21.420 One

01:25:21.580 Of

01:25:21.680 Them

01:25:21.800 And

01:25:21.900 You'll

01:25:22.180 Have

01:25:22.440 Moloch

01:25:23.760 Specializing

01:25:24.440 In

01:25:24.680 Child

01:25:25.340 Sacrifice

01:25:25.780 Things

01:25:25.980 Like

01:25:26.140 This

01:25:26.320 But

01:25:26.480 Continue

01:25:27.180 I'm

01:25:27.700 Actually

01:25:27.900 Unfamiliar

01:25:28.340 What

01:25:28.560 Is

01:25:28.660 Mammon

01:25:29.180 He

01:25:30.440 Specializes

01:25:32.380 In

01:25:32.780 Dealing

01:25:33.680 With

01:25:33.920 Money

01:25:34.220 Or

01:25:34.400 Fame

01:25:34.660 I'll

01:25:35.480 Give

01:25:35.640 You

01:25:35.740 This

01:25:35.960 And

01:25:36.060 You'll

01:25:36.200 Get

01:25:36.360 Fame

01:25:36.600 Yeah

01:25:36.740 That's

01:25:37.060 The

01:25:37.340 Mammon

01:25:39.020 Is

01:25:39.180 The

01:25:39.300 Negative

01:25:39.560 Term

01:25:40.200 For

01:25:40.520 Referring

01:25:40.900 To

01:25:41.220 Material

01:25:41.960 Wealth

01:25:42.520 Or

01:25:43.000 The

01:25:43.180 Material

01:25:43.920 Items

01:25:44.300 It's

01:25:44.640 The

01:25:44.800 Negative

01:25:45.020 Aspect

01:25:45.400 Of

01:25:45.560 Material

01:25:45.880 Items

01:25:46.120 Too

01:25:46.580 Much

01:25:46.880 Excessive

01:25:47.360 Greed

01:25:47.840 That

01:25:48.060 Sort

01:25:48.640 Of

01:25:48.740 Corruption

01:25:49.340 Corruption

01:25:50.140 Yeah

01:25:50.460 I mean

01:25:51.620 In the

01:25:52.200 Bible

01:25:52.440 They're

01:25:52.640 Talking

01:25:52.880 About

01:25:53.180 Like

01:25:53.940 It's

01:25:54.380 A

01:25:54.520 Biblical

01:25:54.760 Term

01:25:55.080 For

01:25:55.280 Riches

01:25:55.680 But

01:25:55.980 It's

01:25:56.920 Also

01:25:57.240 Referred

01:25:57.800 To

01:25:57.900 As

01:25:58.060 An

01:25:58.180 Entity

01:25:58.580 That

01:25:58.920 Promises

01:25:59.300 Wealth

01:25:59.780 Associated

01:26:00.560 With

01:26:00.760 Greed

01:26:01.260 And

01:26:01.720 Purist

01:26:02.580 Of

01:26:02.720 Gain

01:26:03.060 Greedy

01:26:03.500 Purist

01:26:03.900 Of

01:26:04.040 Gain

01:26:04.280 It's

01:26:04.720 Fascinating

01:26:05.120 To

01:26:05.260 Hear

01:26:05.400 That

01:26:05.560 Because

01:26:05.800 We're

01:26:05.980 All

01:26:06.120 Familiar

01:26:06.440 With

01:26:06.760 The

01:26:07.080 Trope

01:26:09.100 Is

01:26:09.260 Certainly

01:26:09.580 Not

01:26:09.800 A

01:26:09.900 Great

01:26:10.060 Way

01:26:10.200 To

01:26:10.320 Put

01:26:10.460 It

01:26:10.540 Because

01:26:10.700 It's

01:26:10.840 Very

01:26:11.000 Reductive

01:26:11.620 But

01:26:11.920 The

01:26:12.200 Trope

01:26:12.720 Within

01:26:13.080 The

01:26:13.220 Music

01:26:13.500 Industry

01:26:13.980 Or

01:26:14.300 Any

01:26:14.660 Of

01:26:14.860 These

01:26:15.000 Industries

01:26:15.300 But

01:26:15.520 Music

01:26:15.840 And

01:26:16.100 Hollywood

01:26:16.420 Are

01:26:16.800 Certainly

01:26:17.160 The

01:26:17.400 Most

01:26:17.700 Exemplified

01:26:19.140 Where

01:26:19.400 You

01:26:19.600 Can

01:26:19.980 Trade

01:26:20.340 Your

01:26:20.520 Soul

01:26:20.740 For

01:26:20.920 Fame

01:26:21.160 And

01:26:21.300 Riches

01:26:21.620 This

01:26:21.780 Is

01:26:21.920 Something

01:26:22.160 That

01:26:22.440 Is

01:26:22.800 Shown

01:26:23.760 Over

01:26:24.060 And

01:26:24.240 Over

01:26:24.440 And

01:26:24.680 Over

01:26:25.100 Again

01:26:25.500 From

01:26:26.580 Really

01:26:27.360 The

01:26:27.640 Earliest

01:26:28.460 Instances

01:26:29.500 Of

01:26:29.820 Rock

01:26:30.320 And

01:26:30.480 Roll

01:26:30.720 Roll

01:26:31.320 Excuse

01:26:31.860 Me

01:26:32.040 All

01:26:32.200 The

01:26:32.280 Way

01:26:32.380 Up

01:26:32.520 Into

01:26:32.840 Modern

01:26:33.680 Day

01:26:33.960 It's

01:26:34.480 Very

01:26:34.720 Much

01:26:35.400 Prominent

01:26:36.160 In

01:26:36.340 Hip

01:26:36.560 Hop

01:26:36.760 Right

01:26:37.040 Now

01:26:37.340 I

01:26:38.060 Don't

01:26:38.160 Know

01:26:38.260 If

01:26:38.380 You

01:26:38.500 Guys

01:26:38.760 Are

01:26:39.180 Constantly

01:26:40.380 Watching

01:26:40.820 The

01:26:41.340 New

01:26:41.480 Things

01:26:41.740 That

01:26:41.860 Are

01:26:41.940 Unfolding

01:26:42.400 In

01:26:42.480 The

01:26:42.580 Hip

01:26:42.720 Hop

01:26:42.900 World

01:26:43.120 We're

01:26:44.080 Not

01:26:44.240 Into

01:26:44.460 Hip

01:26:44.660 Hop

01:26:44.880 Big

01:26:46.080 Surprise

01:26:46.420 So

01:26:46.820 Wait

01:26:47.040 You

01:26:47.240 So

01:26:47.500 You

01:26:47.660 Told

01:26:47.860 This

01:26:48.020 Entity

01:26:48.380 No

01:26:48.680 And

01:26:49.340 They

01:26:49.940 Get

01:26:50.100 Upset

01:26:50.460 Yes

01:26:51.420 Okay

01:26:52.240 Another

01:26:54.260 Stage

01:26:54.540 Entities

01:26:54.960 Offer

01:26:55.260 They

01:26:55.400 Offer

01:26:55.660 Me

01:26:55.840 The

01:26:56.160 Secrets

01:26:56.420 To

01:27:01.860 I

01:27:03.500 Told

01:27:03.760 Them

01:27:03.880 No

01:27:04.160 Because

01:27:04.500 Look

01:27:04.740 I

01:27:04.860 Said

01:27:05.020 I

01:27:05.220 I

01:27:05.760 Knew

01:27:05.900 I

01:27:06.020 Was

01:27:06.040 In

01:27:06.080 My

01:27:06.180 Mid

01:27:06.340 Twenties

01:27:06.700 I

01:27:07.000 Knew

01:27:07.140 I

01:27:07.260 Knew

01:27:09.200 I

01:27:10.140 Knew

01:27:10.300 I

01:27:10.420 I

01:27:11.000 Have

01:27:11.160 My

01:27:11.340 Faults

01:27:11.760 I

01:27:11.820 Have

01:27:11.960 My

01:27:12.200 Temptations

01:27:13.140 I

01:27:13.460 I

01:27:13.680 Didn't

01:27:14.220 Want

01:27:14.480 That

01:27:14.760 Information

01:27:15.320 I

01:27:15.680 Said

01:27:15.880 Because

01:27:16.200 I

01:27:16.780 Wouldn't

01:27:16.920 Be

01:27:17.040 Able

01:27:17.140 To

01:27:17.260 Handle

01:27:17.520 It

01:27:17.760 And

01:27:19.620 So

01:27:19.920 I

01:27:20.300 Turned

01:27:20.620 I

01:27:20.700 Turned

01:27:20.960 That

01:27:21.120 Down

01:27:21.380 To

01:27:21.680 I

01:27:22.080 Said

01:27:22.240 Hey

01:27:22.420 Maybe

01:27:22.800 When

01:27:23.180 I'm

01:27:23.320 Older

01:27:23.620 I

01:27:23.740 Don

01:27:23.820 Have

01:27:23.920 As

01:27:31.860 Most

01:27:32.300 These

01:27:32.440 Endings

01:27:32.620 Seem

01:27:32.760 To

01:27:32.840 Be

01:27:32.920 Negative

01:27:33.240 Some

01:27:33.880 Might

01:27:34.040 Have

01:27:34.140 Just

01:27:34.280 Been

01:27:34.440 Like

01:27:34.660 I

01:27:34.860 Guess

01:27:35.000 Luciferian

01:27:35.640 In

01:27:35.840 The

01:27:36.140 Fact

01:27:36.320 They

01:27:36.540 Were

01:27:36.880 Offering

01:27:37.320 Something

01:27:37.760 Of

01:27:39.360 Higher

01:27:39.820 Knowledge

01:27:40.340 But

01:27:41.080 I

01:27:41.200 Felt

01:27:41.420 Like

01:27:41.580 I

01:27:41.680 Wasn't

01:27:41.960 Ready

01:27:42.140 To

01:27:42.340 Handle

01:27:42.680 It

01:27:42.840 And

01:27:42.980 I

01:27:43.080 Didn't

01:27:43.260 Want

01:27:43.480 That

01:27:43.700 Because

01:27:44.020 I

01:27:44.380 Wasn't

01:27:44.600 At

01:27:44.700 The

01:27:44.760 Right

01:27:44.880 Point

01:27:45.040 In

01:27:45.120 My

01:27:45.220 Life

01:27:45.540 To

01:27:46.220 Do

01:27:48.160 The

01:27:48.880 Right

01:27:49.080 Thing

01:27:49.420 With

01:27:49.580 It

01:27:49.680 Do

01:27:49.880 Good

01:27:50.080 With

01:27:50.280 It

01:27:51.080 When

01:27:51.640 You

01:27:51.800 Say

01:27:51.960 You

01:27:52.100 Turned

01:27:52.340 It

01:27:52.440 Down

01:27:52.620 Do

01:27:52.780 Just

01:27:53.080 Mean

01:27:53.280 In

01:27:53.400 The

01:27:53.700 Strictest

01:27:54.060 Sense

01:27:54.300 Of

01:27:54.500 Like

01:27:54.740 You

01:27:55.240 Didn't

01:27:55.540 Pursue

01:27:56.060 It

01:27:56.260 Or

01:27:56.420 Entertain

01:27:56.880 It

01:27:57.760 Anymore

01:27:58.280 Or

01:27:58.560 Was

01:27:58.860 There

01:27:59.000 An

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01:27:59.520 Verbal

01:28:00.120 Objection

01:28:02.920 To

01:28:03.180 It

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01:28:04.020 Was

01:28:04.620 A

01:28:05.320 Verbal

01:28:05.500 Conversation

01:28:06.080 Probably

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01:28:06.600 My

01:28:06.920 Head

01:28:07.120 At

01:28:07.260 Times

01:28:07.620 And

01:28:07.800 Probably

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01:28:08.460 Too

01:28:08.740 As

01:28:08.920 Well

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01:28:10.140 There

01:28:10.660 Is

01:28:10.720 Times

01:28:10.940 I

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01:28:11.380 To

01:28:11.460 These

01:28:11.540 Entities

01:28:11.840 In

01:28:12.080 My

01:28:12.400 Head

01:28:12.720 Nobody

01:28:13.880 Else

01:28:14.400 Was

01:28:14.520 Around

01:28:14.700 I

01:28:14.800 Would

01:28:14.920 Talk

01:28:15.140 To

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01:28:15.980 Type

01:28:16.780 Of

01:28:16.880 Thing

01:28:17.120 So

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01:28:18.340 Is

01:28:18.440 The

01:28:18.520 Days

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01:28:18.840 Cell

01:28:19.160 Phones

01:28:19.500 So

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01:28:19.980 Have

01:28:20.460 To

01:28:20.720 Look

01:28:22.820 Are

01:28:23.340 They

01:28:23.440 Talking

01:28:23.700 On

01:28:23.840 Their

01:28:23.940 Cell

01:28:24.120 Phone

01:28:24.260 Or

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01:28:24.440 They

01:28:24.500 Talking

01:28:24.720 To

01:28:24.840 Them

01:28:24.920 Them

01:28:24.980 Okay

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01:28:25.560 A

01:28:25.680 Cell

01:28:25.880 Phone

01:28:26.000 Speaker

01:28:26.340 So

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01:28:29.860 One

01:28:30.000 Of

01:28:30.080 The

01:28:30.140 Stages

01:28:30.500 And

01:28:31.740 Then

01:28:31.880 They

01:28:32.220 Started

01:28:32.500 To

01:28:32.900 Attack

01:28:37.060 Me

01:28:37.360 And

01:28:38.360 I

01:28:38.480 Felt

01:28:38.620 Like

01:28:38.740 Sometimes

01:28:39.020 They

01:28:39.140 Were

01:28:39.180 Attack

01:28:39.360 All

01:28:39.540 Of

01:28:39.640 Humanity

01:28:40.120 Like

01:28:40.360 They

01:28:40.500 Started

01:28:40.700 To

01:28:40.840 Say

01:28:41.060 How

01:28:41.400 What

01:28:42.680 Pitiful

01:28:43.020 Creatures

01:28:43.420 Humans

01:28:43.760 Are

01:28:44.200 You

01:28:48.100 Blood

01:28:49.160 Bones

01:28:49.500 And

01:28:50.040 Flesh

01:28:50.440 And

01:28:50.720 Nothing

01:28:51.180 More

01:28:51.560 You're

01:28:52.280 Destined

01:28:52.660 To

01:28:52.760 Be

01:28:52.980 Rotting

01:28:54.220 In

01:28:54.300 A

01:28:54.400 Grave

01:28:54.680 When

01:28:54.780 You

01:28:54.880 Die

01:28:55.240 And

01:28:55.480 Worms

01:28:55.920 Eating

01:28:56.040 You

01:28:56.160 And

01:28:56.260 Bacteria

01:28:56.700 Eating

01:28:56.920 You

01:28:57.160 And

01:28:57.320 I

01:28:58.220 Started

01:28:58.420 To

01:28:58.540 Argue

01:28:58.840 Against

01:28:59.200 Them

01:28:59.400 I

01:28:59.560 Said

01:28:59.780 Okay

01:29:00.160 That's

01:29:00.620 Fine

01:29:00.920 Yeah

01:29:01.200 That's

01:29:01.660 The

01:29:01.880 Way

01:29:01.980 We

01:29:02.120 Are

01:29:02.300 But

01:29:02.440 You

01:29:02.780 Can't

01:29:03.020 Blame

01:29:03.200 Us

01:29:03.400 For

01:29:03.580 That

01:29:03.940 That's

01:29:05.280 The

01:29:05.400 Way

01:29:05.500 God

01:29:05.780 Created

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01:29:06.540 Or

01:29:07.460 Our

01:29:07.840 Bodies

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01:29:08.540 Upon

01:29:08.820 Us

01:29:09.120 I

01:29:09.500 Said

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01:29:10.460 Put

01:29:11.060 That

01:29:11.200 One

01:29:11.320 On

01:29:11.460 Me

01:29:11.740 I

01:29:12.580 Said

01:29:12.700 Take

01:29:12.980 That

01:29:13.120 One

01:29:13.240 To

01:29:13.380 God

01:29:13.700 Because

01:29:13.920 That's

01:29:14.300 Where

01:29:14.420 You

01:29:14.520 Find

01:29:14.740 The

01:29:14.880 Answers

01:29:15.240 The

01:29:16.280 Divine

01:29:16.560 Hand

01:29:16.840 Formed

01:29:17.340 Us

01:29:17.560 Don't

01:29:18.060 Put

01:29:18.380 That

01:29:18.480 One

01:29:18.600 On

01:29:18.720 Me

01:29:18.960 And

01:29:20.280 This

01:29:20.440 Was

01:29:20.580 Interesting

01:29:21.120 Because

01:29:21.540 This

01:29:21.880 Prosecutor

01:29:23.600 Or

01:29:24.080 Accuser

01:29:26.680 Accuser

01:29:27.520 Accuser

01:29:28.040 Is a good

01:29:28.380 Word

01:29:28.680 Adversary

01:29:29.720 I guess

01:29:30.160 This

01:29:30.320 Adversary

01:29:30.860 It

01:29:31.840 Backed

01:29:32.200 Off

01:29:32.420 Right

01:29:32.640 Away

01:29:33.060 Like

01:29:34.380 Most

01:29:34.720 Of

01:29:34.820 These

01:29:34.980 Attacks

01:29:35.400 Went

01:29:35.560 On

01:29:35.680 For

01:29:35.880 A

01:29:36.420 Couple

01:29:37.460 Of

01:29:37.600 Months

01:29:37.840 This

01:29:38.000 One

01:29:38.120 Backed

01:29:38.400 Off

01:29:38.520 In

01:29:38.660 A

01:29:38.780 Couple

01:29:38.980 Of

01:29:39.160 Weeks

01:29:39.660 And

01:29:40.420 I

01:29:40.540 Realized

01:29:41.160 It

01:29:41.740 Was

01:29:41.820 Because

01:29:42.000 My

01:29:42.160 Stance

01:29:42.520 Was

01:29:42.680 Very

01:29:42.880 Strong

01:29:43.460 That

01:29:44.340 They

01:29:44.480 Didn't

01:29:44.620 Have

01:29:44.740 A

01:29:44.860 Case

01:29:45.180 In

01:29:45.760 That

01:29:45.900 Argument

01:29:46.320 And

01:29:46.700 They

01:29:46.920 Backed

01:29:47.240 Off

01:29:47.400 Right

01:29:47.580 Away

01:29:47.780 And

01:29:47.900 I

01:29:47.940 Said

01:29:48.100 Wait

01:29:48.480 A

01:29:48.620 Second

01:29:48.820 I

01:29:49.820 Can

01:29:50.000 Win

01:29:50.200 This

01:29:50.520 If

01:29:51.240 This

01:29:51.440 Occurred

01:29:51.880 There's

01:29:52.200 Something

01:29:52.400 Going

01:29:52.640 On

01:29:52.860 Here

01:29:53.120 So

01:29:54.960 I

01:29:55.060 Started

01:29:55.220 To

01:29:55.340 Stand

01:29:55.520 Up

01:29:55.660 To

01:29:55.780 More

01:29:56.020 And

01:29:56.140 More

01:29:56.340 And

01:29:58.320 There

01:29:58.460 Are

01:29:58.480 Various

01:29:59.060 Stages

01:29:59.540 Different

01:30:00.540 Things

01:30:00.800 That

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01:30:01.040 Being

01:30:01.180 Said

01:30:01.420 And

01:30:01.540 Offered

01:30:01.860 One

01:30:02.200 Time

01:30:02.520 They

01:30:02.680 Would

01:30:02.800 I

01:30:03.520 Remember

01:30:03.640 One

01:30:03.840 Stage

01:30:04.280 And

01:30:04.500 I

01:30:05.280 Seem

01:30:05.420 To

01:30:05.460 Going

01:30:05.640 Through

01:30:05.840 Some

01:30:06.000 Sort

01:30:06.200 Of

01:30:06.280 Managerial

01:30:06.700 Hierarchy

01:30:07.220 Like

01:30:07.500 The

01:30:07.840 Attacks

01:30:09.220 Got

01:30:09.420 Kind

01:30:09.660 Of

01:30:09.780 They

01:30:10.140 Were

01:30:10.320 Different

01:30:10.760 And

01:30:11.540 Seemed

01:30:12.060 To

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01:30:12.700 Up

01:30:12.980 But

01:30:14.620 One

01:30:14.800 Of

01:30:14.900 The

01:30:15.040 Attacks

01:30:15.800 The

01:30:16.500 Torments

01:30:16.980 Or

01:30:17.180 The

01:30:17.660 Adversarial

01:30:18.520 Accusations

01:30:19.380 Was

01:30:20.440 Saying

01:30:20.700 That

01:30:21.020 Humanity

01:30:21.560 Is

01:30:21.660 Worthless

01:30:22.340 You'll

01:30:22.760 Never

01:30:22.960 Grow

01:30:23.400 They

01:30:24.560 Don't

01:30:24.980 Deserve

01:30:25.280 To

01:30:25.420 Continue

01:30:25.660 Their

01:30:25.840 Existence

01:30:26.420 See

01:30:28.440 How

01:30:28.580 Violent

01:30:28.920 They

01:30:29.060 Are

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01:30:30.440 It

01:30:31.620 Started

01:30:31.860 To

01:30:32.020 Show

01:30:32.180 Me

01:30:32.340 It

01:30:32.780 Would

01:30:32.880 Go

01:30:33.000 To

01:30:33.100 My

01:30:33.220 Memories

01:30:33.460 And

01:30:33.640 Pull

01:30:33.780 Up

01:30:33.900 All

01:30:34.220 The

01:30:34.460 Violence

01:30:34.920 That

01:30:35.060 I

01:30:35.160 Was

01:30:35.280 Aware

01:30:35.420 Of

01:30:35.520 Humanity

01:30:35.920 But

01:30:36.160 It

01:30:36.280 Started

01:30:36.520 Like

01:30:36.740 Flashing

01:30:37.320 Scenes

01:30:37.800 Of

01:30:37.920 Wars

01:30:38.520 And

01:30:38.760 Battles

01:30:39.180 And

01:30:39.340 Violence

01:30:39.700 And

01:30:39.840 Destruction

01:30:40.340 It

01:30:41.220 Was

01:30:41.320 Almost

01:30:41.500 Like

01:30:41.660 A

01:30:41.800 Cinematographic

01:30:42.520 Theater

01:30:43.900 Going

01:30:44.340 Through

01:30:44.540 My

01:30:44.740 Head

01:30:45.300 I

01:30:45.400 Was

01:30:45.540 Having

01:30:45.880 Visual

01:30:46.220 Hallucinations

01:30:46.740 Inside

01:30:47.000 My

01:30:47.200 Mind

01:30:47.540 Of

01:30:48.080 All

01:30:48.280 The

01:30:48.440 Various

01:30:48.780 Scenes

01:30:49.560 Of

01:30:50.000 The

01:30:50.600 Violence

01:30:50.900 Of

01:30:51.040 Humanity

01:30:51.500 And

01:30:53.220 I

01:30:53.460 Would

01:30:53.660 I

01:30:54.300 Would

01:30:54.420 Defend

01:30:54.840 Humanity

01:30:55.300 Against

01:30:55.640 These

01:30:55.960 Adversaries

01:30:56.480 I

01:30:56.640 Would

01:30:56.780 Say

01:30:56.980 Them

01:30:57.140 Look

01:30:57.380 Okay

01:30:57.740 Yes

01:30:58.600 Some

01:30:59.320 Humans

01:30:59.500 Are

01:30:59.640 Full

01:30:59.800 Of

01:30:59.920 Hatred

01:31:00.360 Violence

01:31:01.080 Ill

01:31:02.400 Will

01:31:02.720 I

01:31:03.980 Said

01:31:04.100 But

01:31:04.220 Some

01:31:04.520 Are

01:31:05.180 Good

01:31:05.560 Kind

01:31:06.540 Loving

01:31:07.580 So

01:31:08.860 You

01:31:08.980 Don't

01:31:09.120 Condem

01:31:09.360 An

01:31:09.480 Entire

01:31:09.860 Species

01:31:10.380 Because

01:31:10.680 Of

01:31:10.780 The

01:31:10.880 Actions

01:31:11.200 Of

01:31:11.340 A

01:31:11.460 Few

01:31:11.740 And

01:31:14.420 They

01:31:15.540 Would

01:31:15.660 Keep

01:31:15.780 Arguing

01:31:16.260 That

01:31:16.600 No

01:31:16.860 Humanity

01:31:17.140 Is

01:31:17.240 Horrible

01:31:17.600 They

01:31:18.340 Don't

01:31:18.500 Deserve

01:31:18.740 To

01:31:18.880 Exist

01:31:19.180 I

01:31:19.480 Would

01:31:19.660 Keep

01:31:20.040 Defending

01:31:20.500 So

01:31:21.620 At

01:31:21.760 Times

01:31:22.000 I

01:31:22.120 Felt

01:31:22.260 Like

01:31:22.360 I

01:31:22.400 Was

01:31:22.480 Defending

01:31:22.800 My

01:31:23.180 Own

01:31:23.340 Existence

01:31:23.880 But

01:31:24.260 Also

01:31:24.500 Like

01:31:24.660 I

01:31:24.700 Was

01:31:24.800 Acting

01:31:25.140 As

01:31:25.380 An

01:31:25.500 Advocate

01:31:25.860 For

01:31:26.060 All

01:31:26.180 Humanity

01:31:26.680 With

01:31:26.860 These

01:31:27.220 Attacks

01:31:27.740 It's

01:31:28.340 Almost

01:31:28.500 Like

01:31:28.680 You're

01:31:28.860 In

01:31:28.980 A

01:31:29.220 Like

01:31:30.440 A

01:31:30.560 Legal

01:31:30.800 Situation

01:31:31.280 Not

01:31:31.480 A

01:31:31.580 Legal

01:31:31.760 But

01:31:32.040 Exactly

01:31:32.660 No

01:31:32.920 No

01:31:33.060 Actually

01:31:33.400 It

01:31:33.940 Was

01:31:34.120 Like

01:31:34.440 A

01:31:34.620 Legal

01:31:34.860 Court

01:31:35.300 A

01:31:37.760 Tribunal

01:31:38.260 Definitely

01:31:40.060 And

01:31:41.540 There

01:31:41.660 Are

01:31:41.680 A

01:31:41.760 A

01:31:41.900 Series

01:31:42.400 These

01:31:42.940 That

01:31:43.060 Went

01:31:43.160 On

01:31:43.320 Over

01:31:43.620 The

01:31:44.120 Month

01:31:44.420 Various

01:31:45.860 Ways

01:31:46.320 Different

01:31:47.160 Accusations

01:31:47.760 Different

01:31:48.160 Things

01:31:48.560 Were

01:31:48.720 Being

01:31:48.900 Said

01:31:49.220 So

01:31:51.300 Finally

01:31:51.540 I'm

01:31:51.660 Approaching

01:31:52.100 Summer

01:31:52.440 Fall

01:31:52.780 Of

01:31:52.960 1991

01:31:53.500 And

01:31:54.860 I'm

01:31:55.120 I'm

01:31:56.340 Exhausted

01:31:56.760 From

01:31:56.960 All

01:31:57.080 These

01:31:57.240 Attacks

01:31:57.800 That

01:31:57.920 I've

01:31:58.020 Gone

01:31:58.240 Through

01:31:58.480 I'm

01:31:59.520 Dealing

01:31:59.820 With

01:32:00.000 The

01:32:00.220 Diagnosis

01:32:00.960 And

01:32:01.280 Stigma

01:32:01.760 Of

01:32:02.080 Having

01:32:02.600 Schizoaffective

01:32:05.320 Disorder

01:32:05.720 Effective

01:32:06.120 Schizophrenic

01:32:06.800 Disorder

01:32:07.060 However

01:32:07.320 You

01:32:12.400 I

01:32:13.360 Felt

01:32:13.540 I

01:32:13.680 Had

01:32:13.780 No

01:32:13.920 Hope

01:32:14.080 Of

01:32:14.200 A

01:32:14.300 Future

01:32:14.680 I

01:32:17.120 Was

01:32:17.160 Rather

01:32:17.400 Destitute

01:32:18.020 Feeling

01:32:19.440 Suicidal

01:32:21.200 And

01:32:21.340 The

01:32:25.520 Final

01:32:25.820 Stage

01:32:26.480 Or

01:32:26.600 Attack

01:32:26.940 Started

01:32:27.320 To

01:32:27.460 Tell

01:32:27.620 Me

01:32:27.840 That

01:32:28.900 God

01:32:29.160 Does

01:32:29.340 Not

01:32:29.480 Exist

01:32:30.000 Give

01:32:31.440 It

01:32:31.560 Up

01:32:31.800 God

01:32:33.400 Is

01:32:33.500 A

01:32:33.600 Fairy

01:32:33.820 Tale

01:32:34.140 Your

01:32:35.540 Faith

01:32:35.780 Is

01:32:36.920 Nonsense

01:32:37.880 It

01:32:38.260 Means

01:32:38.440 Nothing

01:32:38.820 It's

01:32:40.340 Almost

01:32:40.560 Like

01:32:40.840 This

01:32:41.400 Final

01:32:41.660 Attack

01:32:42.040 Our

01:32:42.200 Stage

01:32:42.500 It

01:32:42.620 Was

01:32:42.700 Trying

01:32:42.900 To

01:32:43.040 Take

01:32:43.280 Away

01:32:43.460 Any

01:32:43.780 Faith

01:32:44.080 I

01:32:44.220 Had

01:32:44.460 In

01:32:44.600 A

01:32:44.720 Higher

01:32:44.940 Power

01:32:45.340 Or

01:32:45.600 An

01:32:45.680 Ultimate

01:32:45.900 God

01:32:46.300 And

01:32:47.880 You

01:32:47.980 Had

01:32:48.100 Mentioned

01:32:48.420 Earlier

01:32:48.840 About

01:32:49.060 These

01:32:49.280 Entities

01:32:49.760 Wanting

01:32:50.660 To

01:32:50.740 Be

01:32:50.860 Worshipped

01:32:51.360 And

01:32:52.420 If

01:32:52.560 You

01:32:52.640 Think

01:32:52.780 About

01:32:52.980 An

01:32:53.380 Ultimate

01:32:53.640 True

01:32:53.940 God

01:32:54.280 Wouldn't

01:32:55.380 Need

01:32:55.580 To

01:32:55.660 Be

01:32:55.780 Worshipped

01:32:56.180 You

01:32:57.540 Know

01:32:57.660 It

01:32:57.800 Wouldn't

01:32:58.400 Need

01:32:58.580 That

01:32:58.720 To

01:32:58.880 Satisfy

01:32:59.480 It's

01:33:00.060 It's

01:33:00.080 It's

01:33:00.300 It's

01:33:00.320 It's

01:33:00.340 It's

01:33:00.920 It's

01:33:01.100 It's

01:33:01.160 Insecurities

01:33:01.640 I

01:33:01.880 Mean

01:33:01.980 If

01:33:12.040 Maybe

01:33:12.120 This

01:33:12.300 Is

01:33:12.420 What

01:33:12.580 Kept

01:33:13.100 Me

01:33:13.240 Going

01:33:13.500 Throughout

01:33:13.700 This

01:33:13.880 Ordeal

01:33:14.320 Was

01:33:14.520 The

01:33:14.620 Fact

01:33:14.800 I

01:33:14.900 Was

01:33:15.000 Treating

01:33:15.200 This

01:33:15.320 As

01:33:15.400 A

01:33:15.500 Religious

01:33:15.700 Spiritual

01:33:16.040 Battle

01:33:16.400 I

01:33:17.700 Was

01:33:17.840 Drawing

01:33:18.200 Upon

01:33:18.500 The

01:33:19.460 Better

01:33:19.680 Aspects

01:33:20.360 Of

01:33:20.540 Both

01:33:20.780 Christian

01:33:21.240 And

01:33:21.480 Judaic

01:33:21.980 Texts

01:33:22.580 And

01:33:22.720 Scriptures

01:33:22.960 That

01:33:23.200 I

01:33:23.280 Was

01:33:23.380 Aware

01:33:23.640 Of

01:33:23.880 To

01:33:24.480 Kind

01:33:24.860 Of

01:33:24.940 Deal

01:33:25.100 With

01:33:25.240 This

01:33:25.380 Stuff

01:33:25.700 And

01:33:27.180 It's

01:33:27.720 Basically

01:33:27.980 Trying

01:33:28.240 To

01:33:28.420 Turn

01:33:28.920 Me

01:33:29.040 Into

01:33:29.160 A

01:33:29.280 Bad

01:33:29.460 Person

01:33:29.820 Is

01:33:29.980 Really

01:33:30.160 What

01:33:30.340 This

01:33:30.660 Stuff

01:33:30.840 Was

01:33:30.960 Trying

01:33:31.360 To

01:33:31.500 Do

01:33:31.760 So

01:33:35.120 I

01:33:35.320 Started

01:33:35.600 Praying

01:33:36.180 To

01:33:36.340 God

01:33:36.780 Or

01:33:38.000 What

01:33:38.160 I

01:33:38.280 Felt

01:33:38.540 Was

01:33:38.680 The

01:33:38.800 Ultimate

01:33:39.140 Essence

01:33:40.220 Of

01:33:40.380 God

01:33:40.780 I

01:33:41.140 Said

01:33:41.380 God

01:33:42.040 I

01:33:42.500 Can't

01:33:42.900 Deal

01:33:43.020 With

01:33:43.120 This

01:33:43.240 Anymore

01:33:43.520 I

01:33:43.740 Don't

01:33:43.840 Know

01:33:43.920 If

01:33:44.000 This

01:33:44.120 Is

01:33:44.220 Mental

01:33:44.440 Illness

01:33:44.860 I

01:33:45.220 Don't

01:33:45.340 Know

01:33:45.460 If

01:33:45.540 This

01:33:45.680 Is

01:33:45.820 Totally

01:33:46.260 I'm

01:33:47.300 A

01:33:47.420 Lunatic

01:33:47.700 Or

01:33:48.380 If

01:33:48.480 There

01:33:48.640 Is

01:33:48.960 Really

01:33:49.180 Something

01:33:49.480 Spiritual

01:33:49.940 Religious

01:33:50.260 Going

01:33:50.520 On

01:33:50.760 Here

01:33:51.000 But

01:33:51.280 I

01:33:51.360 Said

01:33:51.460 I

01:33:51.680 Need

01:33:51.840 A

01:33:52.020 Sign

01:33:52.340 I

01:33:53.840 Don't

01:33:53.980 Care

01:33:54.140 What

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01:33:54.340 Sign

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01:33:54.920 In

01:33:55.540 The

01:33:55.640 Heat

01:34:05.120 That

01:34:05.340 Won't

01:34:05.540 Quit

01:34:05.820 Push

01:34:06.320 Your

01:34:06.480 Gameplay

01:34:06.840 Beyond

01:34:07.140 Performance

01:34:07.580 With

01:34:07.800 Intel

01:34:08.120 Core

01:34:08.400 Ultra

01:34:08.720 Processors

01:34:09.460 For

01:34:09.680 The

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01:34:10.040 Era

01:34:10.360 Of

01:34:10.560 Gaming

01:34:10.880 Upgrade

01:34:11.460 To

01:34:11.640 Smooth

01:34:11.940 High

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01:34:13.420 Wi-Fi

01:34:13.840 6E

01:34:14.380 And

01:34:14.600 Maximize

01:34:15.120 Game

01:34:15.320 Performance

01:34:15.740 With

01:34:15.920 Enhanced

01:34:16.360 Overclocking

01:34:17.100 Win

01:34:17.580 The

01:34:17.740 Tech

01:34:17.940 Search

01:34:18.260 Power

01:34:18.720 Up

01:34:18.940 Lenovo

01:34:19.400 Dot

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01:34:19.920 Lenovo

01:34:21.340 Lenovo

01:34:22.540 I

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01:34:26.460 You

01:34:26.560 Decide

01:34:26.920 That

01:34:27.220 But

01:34:27.600 If

01:34:27.720 You

01:34:27.820 Want

01:34:27.960 Me

01:34:28.040 To

01:34:28.120 Continue

01:34:28.360 Going

01:34:28.580 On

01:34:28.720 With

01:34:28.800 These

01:34:28.920 Battles

01:34:29.420 I

01:34:31.680 Need

01:34:31.820 A

01:34:31.940 Sign

01:34:35.120 Spiritual

01:34:35.540 Experience

01:34:36.200 I

01:34:37.840 Prayed

01:34:38.220 So

01:34:38.560 Intensely

01:34:39.620 For

01:34:39.940 This

01:34:40.140 About

01:34:40.340 Two

01:34:40.500 Weeks

01:34:40.620 The

01:34:40.700 Most

01:34:40.840 Intense

01:34:41.180 Praying

01:34:41.580 I

01:34:43.560 Didn't

01:34:43.680 Care

01:34:43.800 What

01:34:43.880 The

01:34:43.980 Sign

01:34:44.200 Was

01:34:44.540 You

01:34:44.700 Know

01:34:44.820 If

01:34:45.160 A

01:34:45.300 Bible

01:34:45.560 Had

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01:34:46.060 In

01:34:46.140 The

01:34:46.220 Mail

01:34:46.340 By

01:34:46.460 Mistake

01:34:46.960 I

01:34:47.740 Would

01:34:47.880 Have

01:34:47.980 Accepted

01:34:48.300 That

01:34:48.640 If

01:34:49.700 I

01:34:49.780 Happened

01:34:49.960 To

01:34:50.060 See

01:34:50.220 A

01:34:50.460 Rabbi

01:34:50.720 Walking

01:34:51.020 Down

01:34:51.140 The

01:34:51.240 Street

01:34:51.400 In

01:34:51.500 My

01:34:51.620 Small

01:34:51.860 Town

01:34:52.160 That

01:34:52.320 I

01:34:52.360 Was

01:34:52.440 Growing

01:34:52.640 Up

01:34:52.840 In

01:34:53.000 I

01:34:53.880 Would

01:34:54.000 Accepted

01:34:54.440 That

01:34:54.760 But

01:34:56.800 What

01:34:56.980 Happened

01:34:57.440 Was

01:34:58.800 I

01:34:59.120 Encountered

01:35:00.820 A

01:35:01.000 Vision

01:35:01.320 Something

01:35:03.000 Called

01:35:03.200 A

01:35:03.300 Hallucination

01:35:03.880 But

01:35:06.380 After

01:35:06.520 About

01:35:06.700 Two

01:35:06.860 Weeks

01:35:07.020 Of

01:35:07.080 Those

01:35:07.200 Intense

01:35:07.560 Praying

01:35:08.020 For

01:35:09.680 God

01:35:09.900 To

01:35:09.980 Give

01:35:10.060 Me

01:35:10.140 A

01:35:10.280 Sign

01:35:10.560 I

01:35:13.240 Woke

01:35:13.460 Up

01:35:13.620 About

01:35:13.820 Two

01:35:14.040 O'clock

01:35:14.340 One

01:35:14.500 Morning

01:35:14.780 With

01:35:15.840 An

01:35:16.060 Intense

01:35:16.740 Feeling

01:35:17.160 That

01:35:17.300 There

01:35:17.380 Was

01:35:17.440 A

01:35:17.560 Presence

01:35:17.900 In

01:35:18.040 My

01:35:18.180 Room

01:35:18.520 I

01:35:19.080 Didn't

01:35:19.280 Know

01:35:19.420 What

01:35:19.620 It

01:35:19.780 Was

01:35:20.360 Now

01:35:21.960 I

01:35:23.040 Can

01:35:23.160 Show

01:35:23.380 You

01:35:23.740 And

01:35:24.120 Your

01:35:24.300 Audience

01:35:24.720 Exactly

01:35:25.320 What

01:35:25.840 It

01:35:25.940 Was

01:35:26.140 That

01:35:26.320 I

01:35:26.440 Saw

01:35:26.720 What

01:35:27.000 A

01:35:27.240 Schizophrenic

01:35:28.220 Encountered

01:35:28.920 Okay

01:35:31.880 I

01:35:32.120 Have

01:35:32.300 Your

01:35:32.520 I

01:35:32.880 Have

01:35:33.040 Your

01:35:33.180 Screen

01:35:33.620 Pulled

01:35:34.380 Up

01:35:34.620 Okay

01:35:36.820 Do

01:35:39.600 You

01:35:39.720 See

01:35:39.880 A

01:35:40.040 Slide

01:35:40.320 Of

01:35:40.540 A

01:35:40.700 Room

01:35:41.200 There

01:35:41.500 Yes

01:35:42.320 Yeah

01:35:42.580 Okay

01:35:43.360 So

01:35:43.840 I

01:35:44.560 Mentioned

01:35:45.020 That

01:35:45.320 I

01:35:46.440 Had

01:35:46.640 Been

01:35:46.880 Praying

01:35:47.100 To

01:35:47.240 God

01:35:47.440 To

01:35:47.560 Give

01:35:47.680 Me

01:35:47.760 A

01:35:47.920 Sign

01:35:48.220 That

01:35:49.920 I

01:35:50.060 Need

01:35:50.240 To

01:35:50.360 Know

01:35:50.480 That

01:35:50.620 You're

01:35:50.780 There

01:35:51.120 I

01:35:52.340 Was

01:35:52.420 Starting

01:35:52.580 To

01:35:52.680 Lose

01:35:52.780 My

01:35:52.960 Faith

01:35:53.300 Because

01:35:53.540 I

01:35:53.680 Was

01:35:53.700 Being

01:35:53.860 Attack

01:35:54.200 By

01:35:54.360 These

01:35:54.520 Voices

01:35:54.860 And

01:35:55.060 Very

01:35:55.300 Strong

01:35:55.580 Thought

01:35:55.880 Telling

01:35:56.240 Me

01:35:56.340 That

01:35:56.500 God

01:35:56.740 Doesn't

01:35:56.980 Exist

01:35:57.400 Give

01:35:57.700 It

01:35:57.800 Up

01:35:57.980 Your

01:35:58.360 Faith

01:35:58.760 Is

01:35:58.920 Stupid

01:35:59.240 I

01:36:02.180 Was

01:36:02.340 Dealing

01:36:02.600 With

01:36:02.800 The

01:36:02.960 Diagnosis

01:36:03.460 Of

01:36:04.360 Having

01:36:04.540 A

01:36:04.620 Schizophrenic

01:36:05.400 Disorder

01:36:05.880 I

01:36:07.840 Was

01:36:07.960 Kind

01:36:08.120 In

01:36:08.200 A

01:36:08.280 Very

01:36:08.440 Dark

01:36:08.700 Place

01:36:09.140 And

01:36:11.020 I

01:36:11.100 Woke

01:36:11.280 Up

01:36:11.420 With

01:36:11.520 The

01:36:11.620 Feeling

01:36:11.820 There's

01:36:12.040 A

01:36:12.140 Presence

01:36:12.440 In

01:36:12.580 My

01:36:12.720 Room

01:36:13.020 I

01:36:13.740 Just

01:36:14.500 Felt

01:36:14.720 Like

01:36:14.880 Something

01:36:15.060 Was

01:36:15.260 There

01:36:15.560 So

01:36:17.720 Can

01:36:17.840 You

01:36:17.940 See

01:36:18.100 A

01:36:18.260 Square

01:36:18.580 Ceiling

01:36:19.060 Light

01:36:19.260 Now

01:36:19.580 No

01:36:20.900 Right

01:36:21.100 Now

01:36:21.220 We're

01:36:21.340 Looking

01:36:21.540 At

01:36:21.700 Two

01:36:21.900 Doors

01:36:22.280 What

01:36:22.460 Looks

01:36:22.660 To

01:36:22.800 Be

01:36:23.040 A

01:36:23.340 Double

01:36:23.620 Light

01:36:23.860 Switch

01:36:24.220 In

01:36:24.760 The

01:36:24.880 Corner

01:36:25.080 Of

01:36:25.240 A

01:36:25.340 Room

01:36:25.540 Okay

01:36:26.280 I'm

01:36:27.560 Changing

01:36:27.780 Slides

01:36:28.160 Right

01:36:28.280 Now

01:36:28.380 I'm

01:36:28.480 Not

01:36:28.620 Sure

01:36:28.760 If

01:36:28.840 It's

01:36:28.940 Keeping

01:36:29.140 Up

01:36:29.320 With

01:36:29.460 You

01:36:29.540 There

01:36:29.780 No

01:36:30.960 For

01:36:31.140 Some

01:36:31.340 Reason

01:36:31.600 We've

01:36:31.880 Not

01:36:32.140 Still

01:36:32.480 The

01:36:32.660 First

01:36:32.900 One

01:36:33.160 There

01:36:33.680 It

01:36:33.780 Is

01:36:33.920 I'll

01:36:35.220 Display

01:36:35.560 The

01:36:35.760 Presentation

01:36:36.240 This

01:36:36.420 Way

01:36:36.580 That

01:36:36.700 Way

01:36:36.800 You'll

01:36:36.920 See

01:36:37.100 It

01:36:37.280 So

01:36:39.280 I'm

01:36:39.820 Lying

01:36:40.020 On

01:36:40.100 My

01:36:40.240 Bed

01:36:40.580 Looking

01:36:41.100 Up

01:36:41.440 I see

01:36:42.640 The

01:36:42.780 Square

01:36:42.960 Ceiling

01:36:43.280 Light

01:36:43.480 Fixtures

01:36:43.800 There

01:36:44.100 And

01:36:44.400 There's

01:36:44.560 This

01:36:44.880 Very

01:36:45.180 Strong

01:36:45.540 Feeling

01:36:45.960 Something

01:36:46.540 Is

01:36:46.700 In

01:36:46.960 The

01:36:47.140 Room

01:36:47.380 With

01:36:47.760 Me

01:36:48.000 Didn't

01:36:49.260 Know

01:36:49.380 What

01:36:49.500 It

01:36:49.620 Was

01:36:49.960 Then

01:36:51.380 All

01:36:51.620 Of

01:36:51.740 A

01:36:51.860 Sudden

01:36:52.000 I

01:36:52.120 Start

01:36:52.260 To

01:36:52.380 See

01:36:52.520 This

01:36:52.720 Kind

01:36:53.040 Of

01:36:53.160 Grayish

01:36:54.100 Silverish

01:36:55.640 Smokish

01:36:57.280 Substance

01:36:57.800 Pouring

01:36:59.420 Out

01:36:59.740 Starting

01:37:00.320 To

01:37:00.420 Come

01:37:00.560 Into

01:37:00.700 The

01:37:00.860 Room

01:37:01.100 Pouring

01:37:01.620 Out

01:37:01.880 From

01:37:02.440 About

01:37:03.240 A

01:37:04.240 Foot

01:37:04.400 Below

01:37:04.580 The

01:37:04.780 Ceiling

01:37:05.120 It

01:37:06.540 Wasn't

01:37:06.840 Coming

01:37:07.040 Out

01:37:07.180 Of

01:37:07.200 The

01:37:07.320 Ceiling

01:37:07.540 It

01:37:07.760 Was

01:37:08.480 Coming

01:37:08.720 Out

01:37:08.960 Of

01:37:09.160 A

01:37:09.440 Plane

01:37:10.560 That

01:37:11.040 Was

01:37:11.100 About

01:37:11.240 Six

01:37:11.520 Inches

01:37:11.720 Or

01:37:11.840 A

01:37:11.920 Foot

01:37:12.040 Below

01:37:12.300 The

01:37:12.500 Ceiling

01:37:12.800 And

01:37:14.820 I

01:37:14.900 Remember

01:37:15.060 Thinking

01:37:15.320 Oh

01:37:15.600 Great

01:37:15.900 There's

01:37:16.460 A

01:37:16.580 Fire

01:37:16.860 In

01:37:17.020 My

01:37:17.120 Room

01:37:17.340 The

01:37:17.720 Wires

01:37:18.640 In

01:37:18.780 The

01:37:18.840 Light

01:37:19.740 Fixture

01:37:20.060 Are

01:37:20.360 Short

01:37:20.600 Circuiting

01:37:21.080 Are

01:37:21.580 You

01:37:21.680 Describing

01:37:22.060 Like

01:37:22.280 A

01:37:22.400 Portal

01:37:22.680 I'll

01:37:24.260 Get

01:37:24.380 To

01:37:24.500 That

01:37:24.740 So

01:37:26.720 The

01:37:27.260 Smoke

01:37:27.440 Started

01:37:27.620 To

01:37:27.720 Come

01:37:27.820 Into

01:37:27.960 The

01:37:28.060 Room

01:37:28.260 I

01:37:29.800 Realized

01:37:30.140 There's

01:37:30.780 No

01:37:31.020 Fire

01:37:31.460 Because

01:37:31.960 It

01:37:32.240 Wasn't

01:37:32.440 Moving

01:37:32.600 My

01:37:32.780 Smoke

01:37:33.080 Like

01:37:33.440 Smoke

01:37:33.880 And

01:37:35.000 It

01:37:35.120 Wasn't

01:37:35.340 Occurring

01:37:35.780 Where

01:37:35.940 The

01:37:36.060 Wires

01:37:36.560 Went

01:37:36.740 Into

01:37:37.000 The

01:37:37.160 Light

01:37:37.340 Fixture

01:37:37.720 And

01:37:39.120 Then

01:37:39.220 It

01:37:39.320 Dawned

01:37:39.600 On

01:37:39.720 Me

01:37:39.900 Oh

01:37:40.940 Great

01:37:41.240 I'm

01:37:41.920 Having

01:37:42.080 A

01:37:42.200 Visual

01:37:42.420 Hallucination

01:37:43.080 I

01:37:44.500 Was

01:37:44.640 Diagnosed

01:37:45.060 With

01:37:45.380 Effective

01:37:45.740 Schizophrenic

01:37:46.260 Disorder

01:37:46.680 I'm

01:37:48.120 Thinking

01:37:48.260 My

01:37:48.420 Condition

01:37:48.700 Is

01:37:48.800 Getting

01:37:48.980 Worse

01:37:49.380 This

01:37:51.160 Is

01:37:51.360 Some

01:37:51.660 Sort

01:37:51.840 Of

01:37:51.900 Visual

01:37:52.100 Hallucination

01:37:52.960 That's

01:37:53.180 Occurring

01:37:53.660 And

01:37:54.800 This

01:37:54.940 Is

01:37:55.060 Really

01:37:55.280 Highlighting

01:37:55.980 Then

01:37:56.340 If

01:37:56.480 You're

01:37:56.620 Thinking

01:37:56.900 With

01:37:57.140 This

01:37:57.420 If

01:37:58.040 You've

01:37:58.200 Got

01:37:58.300 This

01:37:58.500 Kind

01:37:58.680 Of

01:37:58.760 Mental

01:37:59.120 Acuity

01:37:59.620 It

01:38:00.980 Almost

01:38:01.540 Seem

01:38:02.520 You're

01:38:02.680 Certainly

01:38:02.980 Awake

01:38:03.380 Then

01:38:03.740 Because

01:38:04.220 Typically

01:38:05.100 In

01:38:09.120 The

01:38:09.380 Way

01:38:09.820 That

01:38:10.060 Your

01:38:10.160 Mind

01:38:10.420 Works

01:38:10.680 Is

01:38:10.880 Scattered

01:38:11.520 And

01:38:11.840 Only

01:38:12.320 The

01:38:12.740 Hindsight

01:38:13.160 Of

01:38:13.300 Waking

01:38:13.560 Up

01:38:13.760 Makes

01:38:13.960 You

01:38:14.060 Realize

01:38:14.300 Like

01:38:14.460 None

01:38:14.580 Of

01:38:14.660 That

01:38:14.760 Made

01:38:14.960 Sense

01:38:15.240 But

01:38:15.380 If

01:38:15.480 You're

01:38:15.600 Diagnosing

01:38:16.140 This

01:38:16.420 In

01:38:16.580 Real

01:38:16.760 Time

01:38:17.120 And

01:38:17.600 You're

01:38:17.740 Thinking

01:38:18.020 That

01:38:18.460 This

01:38:18.620 Is

01:38:18.740 Potentially

01:38:19.080 Either

01:38:19.320 An

01:38:19.440 Electrical

01:38:19.820 Fire

01:38:20.220 No

01:38:20.740 Wait

01:38:20.960 It's

01:38:21.140 Not

01:38:21.320 That

01:38:21.560 This

01:38:21.760 Is

01:38:21.880 A

01:38:22.540 Visible

01:38:22.860 Hallucination

01:38:23.720 From

01:38:23.960 My

01:38:24.240 Schizophrenic

01:38:25.100 Disorder

01:38:25.460 This

01:38:25.860 Would

01:38:26.020 Definitely

01:38:26.360 Lend

01:38:26.620 Itself

01:38:26.900 To

01:38:27.040 You

01:38:27.140 Being

01:38:27.340 Awake

01:38:27.840 Absolutely

01:38:29.480 And

01:38:29.680 I

01:38:29.840 Could

01:38:30.020 See

01:38:30.200 The

01:38:30.340 Square

01:38:30.520 Ceiling

01:38:31.960 Light

01:38:32.160 Picture

01:38:32.440 That

01:38:32.680 Was

01:38:32.860 My

01:38:33.480 Datum

01:38:33.920 That

01:38:34.040 Was

01:38:34.120 My

01:38:34.280 Constant

01:38:34.660 Throughout

01:38:34.920 This

01:38:35.100 Whole

01:38:35.280 Ordeal

01:38:35.760 So

01:38:37.840 Part

01:38:38.120 Of

01:38:38.200 Me

01:38:38.300 Is

01:38:38.440 Thinking

01:38:38.780 Oh

01:38:39.100 Great

01:38:39.320 My

01:38:39.580 Condition

01:38:40.080 Is

01:38:40.160 Getting

01:38:40.320 Worse

01:38:40.720 The

01:38:41.720 Other

01:38:41.860 Part

01:38:42.120 Of

01:38:42.180 Me

01:38:42.240 The

01:38:42.400 Scientist

01:38:43.100 Inside

01:38:43.420 Me

01:38:43.560 Is

01:38:43.680 Saying

01:38:43.840 Okay

01:38:44.180 Let's

01:38:44.940 See

01:38:45.060 What

01:38:45.220 My

01:38:45.360 Crazy

01:38:45.700 Schizophrenic

01:38:46.260 Brain

01:38:46.440 Is

01:38:46.520 Going

01:38:46.640 To

01:38:46.720 Show

01:38:46.940 Me

01:38:47.140 What

01:38:48.380 Type

01:38:48.540 Of

01:38:48.600 Hallucination

01:38:49.000 Am

01:38:49.140 I

01:38:49.200 Going

01:38:49.320 To

01:38:49.380 Have

01:38:49.640 Here

01:38:49.900 So

01:38:51.340 I

01:38:51.500 Now

01:38:54.600 I

01:38:54.780 Was

01:38:54.980 On

01:38:55.160 A

01:38:55.300 Low

01:38:55.460 Dose

01:38:55.660 Of

01:38:55.800 Klonopin

01:38:56.240 At

01:38:56.360 This

01:38:56.520 Time

01:38:56.880 As

01:38:58.100 A

01:38:58.200 Mood

01:38:58.380 Stabilizer

01:39:00.300 But

01:39:02.560 Again

01:39:02.860 I

01:39:02.960 Was

01:39:03.080 Staying

01:39:03.300 Away

01:39:03.460 From

01:39:03.600 Any

01:39:03.860 Other

01:39:04.060 Type

01:39:04.560 Of

01:39:04.660 Drug

01:39:05.080 Recreational

01:39:05.960 Anything

01:39:06.220 Like

01:39:06.400 That

01:39:06.600 During

01:39:06.800 This

01:39:06.940 Whole

01:39:07.160 Time

01:39:07.680 Period

01:39:07.860 I

01:39:08.120 Need

01:39:08.880 To

01:39:09.000 Face

01:39:09.220 This

01:39:09.380 Stuff

01:39:09.580 Head

01:39:09.760 On

01:39:10.020 I

01:39:11.860 Didn't

01:39:11.980 Want

01:39:12.100 To

01:39:12.140 Be

01:39:12.240 Under

01:39:12.360 The

01:39:12.520 Influence

01:39:12.800 Of

01:39:13.060 Anything

01:39:13.580 Excuse

01:39:17.380 Me

01:39:17.620 So

01:39:18.300 More

01:39:18.500 More

01:39:18.660 This

01:39:18.940 Smoke

01:39:19.640 Fog

01:39:20.100 Cloud

01:39:20.420 Like

01:39:20.600 Substance

01:39:20.920 Is

01:39:21.100 Pouring

01:39:21.380 Into

01:39:21.540 The

01:39:21.660 Room

01:39:21.940 It

01:39:23.360 Looked

01:39:23.560 Like

01:39:23.760 It

01:39:23.920 Could

01:39:24.220 Have

01:39:24.320 Had

01:39:24.440 Sentience

01:39:24.860 Itself

01:39:25.320 I

01:39:25.500 Couldn't

01:39:25.780 Tell

01:39:26.080 But

01:39:27.540 It

01:39:27.620 Didn't

01:39:27.780 Move

01:39:27.940 Like

01:39:28.160 Smoke

01:39:28.600 And

01:39:29.880 Move

01:39:30.180 More

01:39:30.460 The

01:39:30.620 Way

01:39:30.860 Food

01:39:31.360 Coloring

01:39:31.660 Would

01:39:31.820 Move

01:39:32.080 If

01:39:32.220 You

01:39:32.300 Dropped

01:39:32.580 In

01:39:32.700 A

01:39:32.800 Glass

01:39:33.040 Of

01:39:33.220 Water

01:39:33.620 And

01:39:35.580 Kind

01:39:35.900 Of

01:39:36.020 A

01:39:36.360 Liquid

01:39:36.560 Fluid

01:39:37.060 Movement

01:39:37.380 And

01:39:38.400 I

01:39:38.460 Watching

01:39:38.820 This

01:39:39.020 And

01:39:39.120 It

01:39:39.140 Getting

01:39:39.300 Bigger

01:39:39.620 And

01:39:39.760 Bigger

01:39:40.080 And

01:39:41.100 You

01:39:41.200 Mentioned

01:39:41.420 The

01:39:41.620 Portal

01:39:42.000 Almost

01:39:42.780 Sounds

01:39:42.980 Like

01:39:43.160 Plasma

01:39:43.600 Then

01:39:45.580 I

01:39:45.680 Started

01:39:45.940 To

01:39:46.100 See

01:39:46.460 A

01:39:47.040 Portal

01:39:47.320 Or

01:39:47.520 Gateway

01:39:47.800 Open

01:39:48.160 Up

01:39:48.280 In

01:39:48.380 The

01:39:48.480 Center

01:39:48.660 Of

01:39:48.800 This

01:39:48.960 Fog

01:39:49.400 Or

01:39:49.540 Cloud

01:39:49.820 That

01:39:49.960 Was

01:39:50.100 Forming

01:39:50.540 And

01:39:53.180 The

01:39:53.300 Portal

01:39:53.540 Got

01:39:53.740 Larger

01:39:54.120 And

01:39:54.300 Larger

01:39:54.660 It

01:39:55.080 Was

01:39:55.200 Kind

01:39:55.380 Of

01:39:55.500 Oblong

01:39:56.100 Oval

01:39:56.460 Shaped

01:39:56.800 And

01:39:58.240 I

01:39:58.340 Could

01:39:58.440 See

01:39:58.700 The

01:39:59.080 Cloud

01:40:00.700 Or

01:40:00.900 Fog

01:40:01.180 Or

01:40:01.320 Smoke

01:40:01.520 Like

01:40:01.700 Substance

01:40:02.200 Pouring

01:40:02.720 Out

01:40:02.960 From

01:40:03.140 The

01:40:03.240 Inside

01:40:03.520 Periphery

01:40:04.000 Of

01:40:04.100 This

01:40:04.220 Opening

01:40:04.600 I

01:40:06.040 Looking

01:40:06.300 Into

01:40:06.560 It

01:40:06.660 It

01:40:06.700 It's

01:40:06.760 Very

01:40:06.960 Dark

01:40:07.320 I

01:40:07.480 Really

01:40:07.660 Can't

01:40:07.920 See

01:40:08.080 That

01:40:08.200 Much

01:40:08.380 Into

01:40:08.660 It

01:40:08.920 And

01:40:09.640 Yeah

01:40:09.900 Part

01:40:10.600 Of

01:40:10.640 Me

01:40:10.700 Is

01:40:10.780 Very

01:40:10.980 Frightened

01:40:11.480 This

01:40:11.780 Is

01:40:11.900 Not

01:40:12.040 Normal

01:40:12.260 Reality

01:40:12.660 What's

01:40:12.940 Going

01:40:13.140 On

01:40:13.360 Here

01:40:13.580 The

01:40:14.940 Other

01:40:15.060 Part

01:40:15.280 Of

01:40:15.380 Me

01:40:15.440 Is

01:40:15.560 Saying

01:40:15.800 Okay

01:40:16.280 Well

01:40:16.520 Let

01:40:16.620 Me

01:40:16.720 See

01:40:16.940 What's

01:40:17.140 Going

01:40:17.360 On

01:40:17.580 Here

01:40:17.840 In

01:40:18.960 Hindsight

01:40:19.500 Would

01:40:20.440 You

01:40:20.720 Would

01:40:21.320 You

01:40:21.440 Say

01:40:21.640 That

01:40:21.820 You

01:40:21.980 Had

01:40:22.260 Full

01:40:22.720 Bodily

01:40:23.480 Autonomy

01:40:23.960 Or

01:40:24.240 Were

01:40:24.400 You

01:40:24.520 In

01:40:24.620 A

01:40:24.700 State

01:40:25.100 Of

01:40:25.240 Paralysis

01:40:25.720 That's

01:40:27.760 A

01:40:27.840 Good

01:40:27.940 Question

01:40:28.260 I

01:40:30.080 Felt

01:40:30.380 Like

01:40:30.640 I

01:40:30.940 Did

01:40:31.140 Still

01:40:31.380 Have

01:40:31.640 Full

01:40:32.060 Body

01:40:32.760 Control

01:40:33.260 But

01:40:33.480 I

01:40:33.960 Feel

01:40:34.200 Curiosity

01:40:34.860 Is

01:40:35.020 What

01:40:35.140 Locked

01:40:35.420 Me

01:40:35.520 In

01:40:35.660 Place

01:40:36.000 I

01:40:37.500 Felt

01:40:37.640 Like

01:40:37.720 I

01:40:37.820 Want

01:40:37.940 To

01:40:38.040 See

01:40:38.200 What's

01:40:38.420 Going

01:40:38.620 On

01:40:38.840 Here

01:40:39.080 Because

01:40:40.280 There's

01:40:40.560 A

01:40:40.860 Time

01:40:41.140 Later

01:40:41.340 On

01:40:41.620 In

01:40:41.980 This

01:40:42.140 Occurrence

01:40:42.540 Where

01:40:42.880 I

01:40:43.040 Wanted

01:40:43.280 To

01:40:43.340 Run

01:40:43.460 Out

01:40:43.600 Of

01:40:43.660 The

01:40:43.760 Room

01:40:44.000 But

01:40:45.660 I

01:40:45.760 Decided

01:40:46.100 To

01:40:46.260 Stay

01:40:46.640 Because

01:40:47.020 I

01:40:47.240 Said

01:40:47.360 This

01:40:47.580 Is

01:40:47.720 Not

01:40:48.220 Normal

01:40:48.440 Reality

01:40:48.720 I

01:40:48.820 Want

01:40:48.900 To

01:40:48.940 See

01:40:49.040 Where

01:40:49.160 This

01:40:49.300 All

01:40:49.640 Goes

01:40:50.060 Are

01:40:51.120 There

01:40:51.420 Any

01:40:51.600 Sounds

01:40:52.140 Correlating

01:40:53.520 With

01:40:53.720 This

01:40:53.960 If

01:40:54.720 There

01:40:54.920 Were

01:40:55.220 I

01:40:55.580 Don't

01:40:55.820 Remember

01:40:56.220 I

01:40:57.600 Don't

01:40:57.940 I

01:40:58.060 Don't

01:40:58.200 Want

01:40:58.300 To

01:40:58.420 Kind

01:40:58.800 Of

01:40:58.860 Make

01:40:59.040 Things

01:40:59.700 Up

01:40:59.880 But

01:40:59.980 I

01:41:00.040 Don't

01:41:02.440 Remember

01:41:02.720 If

01:41:02.920 There

01:41:03.040 Were

01:41:03.160 Sounds

01:41:03.620 I

01:41:03.780 Don't

01:41:03.900 Remember

01:41:04.060 If

01:41:04.160 There

01:41:04.260 Were

01:41:04.380 Smells

01:41:04.740 I

01:41:05.040 Can't

01:41:05.840 Really

01:41:06.120 Remember

01:41:06.440 This

01:41:06.800 That

01:41:07.340 Precisely

01:41:08.200 Because

01:41:08.800 This

01:41:08.940 Happened

01:41:09.280 About

01:41:09.620 This

01:41:10.800 Was

01:41:10.980 I

01:41:11.320 Say

01:41:11.600 Autumn

01:41:11.960 Of

01:41:12.120 1991

01:41:12.760 Maybe

01:41:13.160 September

01:41:13.600 October

01:41:13.980 Of

01:41:14.140 1991

01:41:14.580 When

01:41:14.860 This

01:41:14.980 All

01:41:15.660 Occurred

01:41:16.120 And

01:41:18.280 The

01:41:18.420 Years

01:41:18.620 After

01:41:18.860 This

01:41:18.960 I

01:41:19.200 Was

01:41:19.280 Trying

01:41:19.400 To

01:41:19.480 Put

01:41:19.580 This

01:41:19.720 Past

01:41:20.120 All

01:41:20.560 This

01:41:20.700 Past

01:41:21.180 Me

01:41:21.420 But

01:41:22.360 There

01:41:26.220 So

01:41:27.720 I'm

01:41:27.800 Lying

01:41:27.980 On

01:41:28.080 My

01:41:28.220 Back

01:41:28.620 Watching

01:41:29.560 All

01:41:29.740 This

01:41:30.000 It's

01:41:30.380 Very

01:41:30.560 Dark

01:41:30.820 In

01:41:30.920 The

01:41:31.020 Portal

01:41:31.340 Then

01:41:32.240 All

01:41:32.420 Of

01:41:32.520 Sudden

01:41:32.780 Whoosh

01:41:33.580 I

01:41:35.140 See

01:41:35.280 These

01:41:35.440 Two

01:41:35.780 Serpentine

01:41:36.340 Movements

01:41:36.820 Move

01:41:37.600 From

01:41:37.800 Bottom

01:41:38.140 To

01:41:38.340 Top

01:41:38.740 In

01:41:38.960 The

01:41:39.100 Portal

01:41:39.420 It

01:41:41.200 Looked

01:41:41.360 Like

01:41:41.540 Two

01:41:41.780 Tails

01:41:42.220 And

01:41:45.140 Then

01:41:45.240 They

01:41:45.360 Seem

01:41:45.480 To

01:41:45.580 Merge

01:41:46.200 Into

01:41:46.760 One

01:41:47.100 And

01:41:49.660 I'm

01:41:49.780 Like

01:41:49.980 Whoa

01:41:50.980 Whatever

01:41:52.820 This

01:41:53.060 Thing

01:41:53.220 Is

01:41:53.560 At

01:41:55.160 Least

01:41:55.280 It's

01:41:55.400 Not

01:41:55.520 In

01:41:55.600 My

01:41:55.700 Room

01:41:55.900 Yet

01:41:56.160 It's

01:41:57.420 In

01:41:57.520 The

01:41:57.620 Portal

01:41:57.920 But

01:42:00.220 I

01:42:01.140 Spoke

01:42:01.420 Too

01:42:01.700 Soon

01:42:01.920 On

01:42:02.040 That

01:42:02.200 One

01:42:02.440 So

01:42:04.140 More

01:42:04.340 And

01:42:04.420 More

01:42:04.500 Of

01:42:04.600 This

01:42:04.720 Cloud

01:42:05.040 Is

01:42:05.180 Coming

01:42:05.380 Into

01:42:05.540 The

01:42:05.660 Room

01:42:05.860 It's

01:42:06.640 Filling

01:42:06.860 Up

01:42:07.160 Coming

01:42:08.220 In

01:42:08.520 From

01:42:09.120 The

01:42:09.260 Gateway

01:42:09.460 Portal

01:42:09.920 It

01:42:11.680 Reached

01:42:11.860 A

01:42:11.980 Point

01:42:12.180 Where

01:42:12.400 I

01:42:12.540 Couldn't

01:42:12.720 Really

01:42:12.880 See

01:42:13.040 The

01:42:13.180 Portal

01:42:13.460 Anymore

01:42:13.820 Because

01:42:14.000 The

01:42:14.120 Cloud

01:42:14.360 Was

01:42:14.520 Getting

01:42:14.720 So

01:42:15.060 Thick

01:42:15.500 And

01:42:15.600 Intense

01:42:16.040 And

01:42:17.520 Then

01:42:17.620 All

01:42:17.860 Of

01:42:17.960 A

01:42:18.060 Sudden

01:42:18.180 I

01:42:18.320 Saw

01:42:18.520 The

01:42:18.680 Serpentine

01:42:19.060 Move

01:42:19.300 Within

01:42:19.760 The

01:42:19.960 Cloud

01:42:20.360 That

01:42:21.200 Forward

01:42:26.160 Whatever

01:42:26.340 It

01:42:26.540 Is

01:42:26.820 And

01:42:27.760 Again

01:42:28.040 I'm

01:42:28.560 On

01:42:28.680 The

01:42:28.840 Fence

01:42:29.200 Am

01:42:29.880 I

01:42:30.040 Having

01:42:30.300 A

01:42:30.440 Visual

01:42:30.980 Hallucination

01:42:31.660 Or

01:42:32.980 Is

01:42:33.100 This

01:42:33.260 Thing

01:42:33.580 Really

01:42:34.140 Materializing

01:42:34.800 Within

01:42:35.000 My

01:42:35.220 Room

01:42:35.540 How

01:42:37.180 Long

01:42:37.400 Of

01:42:37.500 A

01:42:37.600 Time

01:42:37.780 Period

01:42:38.060 Is

01:42:38.240 This

01:42:38.360 Taking

01:42:38.620 Place

01:42:38.940 Right

01:42:41.240 Now

01:42:41.480 I

01:42:41.700 If

01:42:42.360 I

01:42:42.460 Was

01:42:42.560 To

01:42:42.660 Guess

01:42:42.840 What

01:42:42.960 Occurred

01:42:43.260 With

01:42:43.600 All

01:42:43.720 This

01:42:43.860 I

01:42:44.020 Say

01:42:44.180 This

01:42:44.320 Was

01:42:44.440 No

01:42:44.600 More

01:42:44.760 Than

01:42:44.980 Five

01:42:45.800 To

01:42:45.920 Ten

01:42:46.080 Minutes

01:42:46.320 At

01:42:46.440 This

01:42:46.560 Point

01:42:46.820 Now

01:42:50.780 Time

01:42:51.180 Felt

01:42:51.360 Like

01:42:51.500 It

01:42:51.580 Was

01:42:51.700 Distorted

01:42:52.200 So

01:42:53.760 Things

01:42:54.900 Could

01:42:55.120 Have

01:42:55.200 Been

01:42:55.300 Going

01:42:55.560 On

01:42:55.760 Elsewhere

01:42:56.140 I'm

01:42:56.480 Based

01:42:56.720 On

01:42:56.920 What

01:42:57.060 I

01:42:57.160 Remember

01:42:57.540 As

01:42:59.460 Far

01:42:59.600 As

01:42:59.680 The

01:42:59.780 Occurrence

01:43:00.100 Itself

01:43:00.600 So

01:43:03.660 I'm

01:43:03.760 Seeing

01:43:03.940 These

01:43:04.100 Serpentine

01:43:04.680 Serpentine

01:43:05.280 Movements

01:43:05.540 Within

01:43:05.740 This

01:43:05.920 Cloud

01:43:06.360 I'm

01:43:09.560 Not

01:43:09.680 Sure

01:43:09.800 What's

01:43:09.940 Going

01:43:10.040 To

01:43:10.120 Happen

01:43:10.380 Next

01:43:10.740 And

01:43:16.240 Then

01:43:16.560 It

01:43:17.620 Pops

01:43:17.940 Out

01:43:18.120 Of

01:43:18.200 The

01:43:18.300 Cloud

01:43:18.660 And

01:43:21.640 I

01:43:21.800 Remember

01:43:22.180 I

01:43:23.340 Was

01:43:23.440 Expecting

01:43:23.880 For

01:43:24.600 It

01:43:24.700 To

01:43:24.740 Have

01:43:24.860 A

01:43:24.940 Rattillion

01:43:25.360 Or

01:43:25.500 Snake

01:43:25.720 Like

01:43:25.980 Head

01:43:26.960 Or

01:43:27.080 Face

01:43:27.360 On

01:43:27.560 It

01:43:27.720 Because

01:43:29.440 Hey

01:43:29.780 It

01:43:29.880 Was

01:43:29.960 A

01:43:30.280 Serpentine

01:43:30.720 Entity

01:43:30.960 Whatever

01:43:31.180 It

01:43:31.340 Was

01:43:31.600 It

01:43:31.940 Didn't

01:43:32.300 It

01:43:32.940 Had

01:43:33.080 A

01:43:33.200 Mammillion

01:43:33.600 Face

01:43:34.080 I

01:43:35.140 Remember

01:43:35.360 Very

01:43:35.600 Distinctly

01:43:36.000 It

01:43:36.080 Had

01:43:36.180 A

01:43:36.320 Mane

01:43:36.680 It

01:43:37.240 Had

01:43:37.380 Whiskers

01:43:37.960 It

01:43:39.160 Looked

01:43:39.440 Lion

01:43:39.800 Or

01:43:39.940 Dog

01:43:40.160 Like

01:43:40.360 From

01:43:40.520 The

01:43:40.680 Side

01:43:41.040 Now

01:43:42.860 To

01:43:43.020 The

01:43:43.140 Right

01:43:43.380 Are

01:43:43.720 Some

01:43:43.940 Images

01:43:44.280 That

01:43:44.560 I

01:43:44.660 Found

01:43:44.920 Within

01:43:45.060 The

01:43:45.140 Last

01:43:45.320 Couple

01:43:45.600 Of

01:43:45.740 Years

01:43:46.120 And

01:43:48.320 Keep

01:43:48.540 In

01:43:48.660 Mind

01:43:54.700 And

01:43:56.840 Here

01:43:57.480 It

01:43:57.620 Is

01:43:57.860 Some

01:43:58.900 Things

01:43:59.100 I

01:43:59.220 Found

01:43:59.460 More

01:43:59.740 Recently

01:44:00.060 Because

01:44:00.400 We

01:44:00.620 Have

01:44:00.740 The

01:44:00.860 Internet

01:44:01.080 Nowadays

01:44:01.560 And

01:44:01.820 There

01:44:01.920 Was

01:44:02.020 No

01:44:02.140 Internet

01:44:02.420 Back

01:44:02.640 In

01:44:02.740 1991

01:44:03.180 But

01:44:05.160 This

01:44:05.400 Entity

01:44:05.900 Goes

01:44:07.060 With

01:44:07.180 Many

01:44:07.340 Different

01:44:07.640 Names

01:44:08.180 It's

01:44:09.640 Referred

01:44:09.920 To

01:44:10.060 As

01:44:10.200 Chinubus

01:44:10.880 In

01:44:11.640 Ancient

01:44:11.940 Egypt

01:44:12.420 So

01:44:13.700 That's

01:44:14.000 Going

01:44:14.260 Back

01:44:14.660 About

01:44:14.880 4,000

01:44:15.440 Years

01:44:15.680 Ago

01:44:16.020 And

01:44:18.100 Blow

01:44:18.760 Is

01:44:18.960 Like

01:44:19.080 An

01:44:19.200 Amulet

01:44:19.740 With

01:44:20.700 Chinubus

01:44:21.080 On

01:44:21.300 It

01:44:21.460 The

01:44:23.860 Gnostics

01:44:24.300 Were

01:44:24.440 Refer

01:44:24.620 To

01:44:24.740 This

01:44:24.840 Entity

01:44:25.160 As

01:44:25.380 Yaldabaoth

01:44:26.180 Or

01:44:27.200 Braxis

01:44:27.800 The

01:44:29.280 Lower

01:44:29.800 It's

01:44:30.600 Like

01:44:30.740 A

01:44:30.840 Lower

01:44:31.000 Evil

01:44:31.320 God

01:44:31.740 And

01:44:33.560 I

01:44:33.720 Had

01:44:33.880 No

01:44:34.040 Knowledge

01:44:34.320 Of

01:44:34.440 Gnosticism

01:44:35.000 Back

01:44:35.260 Then

01:44:35.560 And

01:44:36.660 I

01:44:36.820 Wasn't

01:44:37.080 Into

01:44:37.220 The

01:44:37.360 Occult

01:44:37.660 Or

01:44:37.760 Anything

01:44:37.900 Like

01:44:38.060 That

01:44:38.260 At

01:44:38.380 The

01:44:38.500 Time

01:44:38.820 So

01:44:41.760 Here

01:44:42.040 It

01:44:42.160 Is

01:44:42.280 I'm

01:44:42.480 Having

01:44:42.840 Visual

01:44:43.120 Hallucination

01:44:43.820 Or

01:44:44.040 Seeing

01:44:44.220 A

01:44:44.320 Vision

01:44:44.480 Of

01:44:44.620 Something

01:44:44.920 That

01:44:46.220 Our

01:44:46.360 Ancestors

01:44:46.880 Were

01:44:47.080 Very

01:44:47.280 Much

01:44:47.480 Aware

01:44:47.760 Of

01:44:48.080 Can

01:44:49.620 I

01:44:49.720 Just

01:44:49.900 Say

01:44:50.100 For

01:44:50.280 A

01:44:50.420 Moment

01:44:50.620 That

01:44:50.940 It's

01:44:51.520 Fascinating

01:44:52.000 Earlier

01:44:52.880 On

01:44:53.140 In

01:44:53.220 This

01:44:53.380 Show

01:44:53.700 I

01:44:54.160 Described

01:44:54.840 How

01:44:55.040 People

01:44:55.340 Who

01:44:55.660 Are

01:44:56.240 Being

01:44:56.580 Subjected

01:44:57.060 To

01:44:57.160 These

01:44:57.320 Experiences

01:44:57.920 Will

01:44:58.220 Often

01:44:58.580 In

01:44:59.300 The

01:44:59.460 Pursuit

01:44:59.920 Of

01:45:00.220 Information

01:45:00.900 Come

01:45:01.280 Across

01:45:01.780 New

01:45:02.760 Age

01:45:03.120 Or

01:45:03.320 Gnostic

01:45:03.720 Ideas

01:45:05.060 That

01:45:05.500 Resonate

01:45:06.100 And

01:45:06.340 Boom

01:45:07.120 Here

01:45:07.500 We

01:45:07.660 Go

01:45:07.860 Exactly

01:45:08.360 That

01:45:08.640 Let

01:45:09.060 Me

01:45:09.120 Ask

01:45:09.280 You

01:45:09.360 This

01:45:09.600 What

01:45:12.200 Was

01:45:12.360 It

01:45:12.480 Like

01:45:12.680 To

01:45:12.840 Stumble

01:45:13.160 Upon

01:45:13.600 This

01:45:14.020 And

01:45:14.520 Find

01:45:14.920 That

01:45:15.200 It

01:45:15.440 So

01:45:16.440 Strikingly

01:45:17.140 Bared

01:45:17.380 Resemblance

01:45:17.920 To

01:45:18.080 The

01:45:18.200 Thing

01:45:18.360 That

01:45:18.480 You

01:45:18.600 Saw

01:45:18.880 Well

01:45:20.460 I

01:45:20.560 Think

01:45:20.680 One

01:45:20.820 The

01:45:20.920 Reasons

01:45:21.140 It

01:45:21.400 Took

01:45:21.620 So

01:45:21.780 Long

01:45:21.920 For

01:45:22.020 To

01:45:22.040 Find

01:45:22.360 This

01:45:22.500 Stuff

01:45:22.640 There

01:45:22.760 Was

01:45:22.860 A

01:45:22.940 Reason

01:45:23.140 For

01:45:23.320 That

01:45:23.600 Because

01:45:23.900 I

01:45:24.020 Think

01:45:24.160 If

01:45:24.300 I

01:45:24.400 Discovered

01:45:25.060 This

01:45:25.280 Stuff

01:45:25.640 In

01:45:26.140 My

01:45:26.240 Early

01:45:26.460 20s

01:45:27.060 I

01:45:27.740 Might

01:45:27.920 Have

01:45:28.000 Gone

01:45:28.200 Even

01:45:28.840 More

01:45:29.040 Mad

01:45:29.400 I

01:45:29.820 Mean

01:45:30.040 There's

01:45:30.460 An

01:45:30.540 Emotional

01:45:30.820 Intensity

01:45:31.320 Associated

01:45:32.300 With

01:45:32.460 That

01:45:32.620 Being

01:45:32.820 That

01:45:33.000 Relatively

01:45:33.920 Young

01:45:34.120 In

01:45:34.240 Life

01:45:34.540 I'm

01:45:35.360 Now

01:45:35.560 In

01:45:35.680 My

01:45:35.800 Mid

01:45:35.960 To

01:45:36.060 Upper

01:45:36.220 50s

01:45:36.860 I'm

01:45:37.980 Carrying

01:45:38.160 This

01:45:38.320 Stuff

01:45:38.520 Now

01:45:38.840 I'm

01:45:39.040 Able

01:45:39.140 To

01:45:39.280 Push

01:45:39.540 Much

01:45:39.940 More

01:45:40.080 Ration

01:45:40.380 Just

01:45:40.600 Kind

01:45:40.780 Of

01:45:40.820 Go

01:45:41.000 Huh

01:45:41.820 That's

01:45:42.500 Kind

01:45:42.660 Of

01:45:42.760 Cool

01:45:43.020 So

01:45:45.640 Oh

01:45:46.140 Yeah

01:45:46.220 When I

01:45:46.440 Found

01:45:46.640 There

01:45:46.920 Was

01:45:47.120 It

01:45:47.400 Took

01:45:47.600 It

01:45:47.820 Was

01:45:47.960 Disbelief

01:45:48.520 At

01:45:48.660 First

01:45:49.000 To

01:45:49.660 Realize

01:45:50.260 That

01:45:51.020 This

01:45:52.000 Entity

01:45:52.920 Was

01:45:53.320 Not

01:45:53.460 Just

01:45:53.580 Something

01:45:53.700 That

01:45:53.820 My

01:45:53.920 Mind

01:45:54.100 Had

01:45:54.220 Made

01:45:54.360 Up

01:45:54.620 That

01:45:55.040 It

01:45:55.420 Had

01:45:55.740 Been

01:45:55.860 Talked

01:45:56.160 About

01:45:56.480 In

01:45:57.420 Prior

01:45:57.940 Scriptures

01:45:58.380 And

01:45:59.360 By

01:45:59.840 Various

01:46:00.420 Religious

01:46:00.960 groups

01:46:01.240 Throughout

01:46:01.580 The

01:46:01.740 Millennium

01:46:02.100 Now

01:46:04.100 There

01:46:04.500 Was

01:46:04.620 Something

01:46:05.040 That

01:46:05.240 I

01:46:05.320 Distinctly

01:46:05.660 Remember

01:46:05.920 Too

01:46:06.260 Like

01:46:06.460 It

01:46:06.580 Appeared

01:46:06.940 That

01:46:07.040 This

01:46:07.200 Entity

01:46:07.660 It

01:46:09.740 Had

01:46:10.040 It

01:46:10.340 Appeared

01:46:10.680 To

01:46:10.740 Have

01:46:10.840 Two

01:46:11.060 Tails

01:46:11.600 That

01:46:11.880 Could

01:46:12.220 Merge

01:46:13.340 Together

01:46:13.720 And

01:46:14.060 Act

01:46:14.340 As

01:46:14.520 One

01:46:14.900 One

01:46:15.560 Member

01:46:15.860 And

01:46:16.940 I

01:46:17.020 Remember

01:46:17.300 Very

01:46:17.580 Distinctively

01:46:18.180 That

01:46:18.340 There

01:46:18.460 Was

01:46:18.560 A

01:46:18.780 Seam

01:46:19.180 Running

01:46:19.520 Down

01:46:19.780 On

01:46:19.900 Its

01:46:20.060 Side

01:46:20.560 Like

01:46:21.780 Its

01:46:21.920 Vertebrae

01:46:22.460 Were

01:46:22.620 Snake

01:46:22.980 Like

01:46:23.260 But

01:46:23.680 It

01:46:23.760 Was

01:46:23.880 A

01:46:23.960 Little

01:46:24.020 Different

01:46:24.280 Than

01:46:24.620 A

01:46:24.800 Snake

01:46:25.080 I

01:46:25.260 Do

01:46:25.400 Remember

01:46:25.600 This

01:46:25.800 Seam

01:46:26.160 Running

01:46:26.620 Down

01:46:26.780 The

01:46:26.920 Side

01:46:27.100 Of

01:46:27.180 Its

01:46:27.280 Body

01:46:27.620 And

01:46:28.640 Look

01:46:28.800 At

01:46:28.880 The

01:46:28.980 Images

01:46:29.280 That

01:46:29.460 You

01:46:29.560 Know

01:46:29.660 On

01:46:29.860 The

01:46:29.940 Right

01:46:30.220 It

01:46:30.640 It's

01:46:30.680 Got

01:46:30.800 That

01:46:30.940 Same

01:46:31.240 Seam

01:46:31.980 It's

01:46:32.220 Incredible

01:46:32.560 Because

01:46:32.980 One

01:46:33.620 Is

01:46:33.800 Depicting

01:46:34.220 A

01:46:34.420 Seam

01:46:34.760 And

01:46:35.000 The

01:46:35.160 Other

01:46:35.340 One

01:46:35.540 Is

01:46:35.660 Depicting

01:46:36.100 What

01:46:36.320 Looks

01:46:36.580 To

01:46:36.720 Be

01:46:36.880 Two

01:46:37.400 Different

01:46:38.060 Parts

01:46:39.300 Coiled

01:46:39.620 Within

01:46:39.860 Each

01:46:40.100 Other

01:46:40.280 That

01:46:40.480 Spiral

01:46:40.980 Gives

01:46:41.260 The

01:46:41.400 Sensation

01:46:41.820 That

01:46:42.060 It's

01:46:42.240 It's

01:46:43.080 It's

01:46:43.100 Two

01:46:43.680 Of

01:46:43.820 Them

01:46:43.940 Intertwined

01:46:44.740 And

01:46:45.760 So

01:46:45.960 Maybe

01:46:46.220 It's

01:46:46.440 This

01:46:46.580 Thing

01:46:46.760 Where

01:46:56.620 Your

01:46:56.760 Shoes

01:46:57.320 The

01:46:57.520 Imagery

01:46:57.800 Of

01:46:57.900 The

01:46:58.000 Stars

01:46:58.260 Is

01:46:58.500 Fascinating

01:46:59.240 Around

01:46:59.480 It

01:46:59.620 Too

01:46:59.880 But

01:47:00.680 This

01:47:01.420 Just

01:47:02.900 This

01:47:03.100 Sort

01:47:03.680 Of

01:47:03.780 Revelation

01:47:04.200 Right

01:47:04.520 All

01:47:04.760 These

01:47:05.000 Years

01:47:05.240 Later

01:47:05.600 What

01:47:06.580 Would

01:47:06.740 Have

01:47:06.880 Been

01:47:07.200 You

01:47:07.560 Know

01:47:07.680 What

01:47:08.040 30

01:47:08.300 Years

01:47:08.580 Later

01:47:08.880 Somewhere

01:47:09.420 That

01:47:09.660 You

01:47:10.720 Come

01:47:10.920 Across

01:47:11.240 This

01:47:11.480 Imagery

01:47:11.920 That

01:47:12.280 So

01:47:12.840 Accurately

01:47:13.340 Depicts

01:47:13.840 This

01:47:14.040 Thing

01:47:15.160 That

01:47:15.360 Seemingly

01:47:15.760 Comes

01:47:16.040 Out

01:47:16.180 Of

01:47:16.240 A

01:47:16.380 Portal

01:47:16.600 In

01:47:16.760 Your

01:47:16.900 Room

01:47:17.240 I

01:47:17.480 Mean

01:47:17.760 You

01:47:20.260 Know

01:47:20.460 I

01:47:20.820 Would

01:47:20.980 Imagine

01:47:21.360 That

01:47:21.620 This

01:47:21.840 Moment

01:47:22.200 Served

01:47:22.920 As

01:47:23.280 This

01:47:23.740 This

01:47:24.440 Mystery

01:47:25.480 For

01:47:26.120 So

01:47:26.540 Many

01:47:26.720 Years

01:47:27.060 Of

01:47:27.180 Your

01:47:27.300 Life

01:47:27.640 Right

01:47:28.100 Impactful

01:47:29.080 But

01:47:29.420 Hard

01:47:30.300 To

01:47:30.460 Categorize

01:47:31.140 Hard

01:47:31.360 To

01:47:31.520 Place

01:47:32.040 But

01:47:32.260 Certainly

01:47:32.540 That's

01:47:32.820 Something

01:47:33.040 You'll

01:47:33.240 Ever

01:47:33.380 Forget

01:47:33.680 And

01:47:33.900 Then

01:47:34.140 God

01:47:35.760 Sees

01:47:36.000 Fit

01:47:36.240 30

01:47:36.540 Years

01:47:36.780 Later

01:47:37.000 To

01:47:37.140 Say

01:47:37.280 Hey

01:47:37.440 Why

01:47:37.580 Don't

01:47:37.680 You

01:47:37.780 Check

01:47:37.920 This

01:47:38.120 Out

01:47:38.360 Well

01:47:39.540 Pardon me

01:47:39.880 I

01:47:39.900 Want to

01:47:40.040 Put

01:47:40.160 All

01:47:40.260 The

01:47:40.380 Stuff

01:47:40.520 Behind

01:47:40.880 Me

01:47:41.100 But

01:47:41.420 I

01:47:41.520 Was

01:47:42.380 Working

01:47:42.660 On

01:47:42.840 A

01:47:42.960 Book

01:47:43.140 On

01:47:43.280 Spirituality

01:47:43.920 And

01:47:44.040 Religion

01:47:44.340 Because

01:47:44.760 I

01:47:45.000 Wanted

01:47:45.220 To

01:47:45.440 Figure

01:47:45.800 There

01:47:46.620 Was

01:47:53.740 I

01:47:54.100 Never

01:47:54.240 Knew

01:47:54.380 It

01:47:54.500 Even

01:47:54.680 Existed

01:47:55.040 What

01:47:55.180 It

01:47:55.240 Was

01:47:55.340 All

01:47:55.480 About

01:47:55.840 And

01:47:56.740 Then

01:47:56.920 Oh

01:47:57.280 It

01:47:57.540 Definitely

01:47:57.740 Started

01:47:57.960 Resonating

01:47:58.520 With

01:47:58.720 Some

01:47:58.840 Experiences

01:47:59.300 That

01:47:59.760 I

01:48:00.040 Went

01:48:00.220 Through

01:48:00.420 So

01:48:02.860 The

01:48:04.820 Entity

01:48:06.120 Comes

01:48:06.380 Into

01:48:06.500 The

01:48:06.620 Room

01:48:06.800 And

01:48:07.000 Then

01:48:07.100 It

01:48:07.200 Turns

01:48:07.400 And

01:48:07.560 Faces

01:48:07.820 Me

01:48:08.120 Now

01:48:10.260 I

01:48:10.580 Think

01:48:10.880 I

01:48:11.300 Was

01:48:11.420 More

01:48:11.560 Curious

01:48:12.080 Than

01:48:12.280 Frightened

01:48:12.660 At

01:48:12.800 This

01:48:13.000 Point

01:48:13.300 But

01:48:13.840 I

01:48:13.940 Remember

01:48:14.140 Face

01:48:14.560 On

01:48:14.840 It

01:48:16.060 Was

01:48:16.200 Lion

01:48:16.600 Like

01:48:17.080 I

01:48:18.480 Wouldn't

01:48:18.600 Say

01:48:18.720 Specifically

01:48:19.120 A

01:48:19.300 Lion

01:48:19.540 Face

01:48:19.820 But

01:48:19.940 It

01:48:20.020 Definitely

01:48:20.220 Lion

01:48:20.540 Like

01:48:20.840 It

01:48:21.240 Had

01:48:21.360 A

01:48:21.500 Mane

01:48:21.840 I

01:48:22.740 Had

01:48:22.860 A

01:48:22.940 Large

01:48:23.340 Plump

01:48:23.700 Muzzle

01:48:24.140 I

01:48:25.060 Could

01:48:25.200 See

01:48:25.360 Whiskers

01:48:26.040 I

01:48:26.460 Could

01:48:26.600 See

01:48:26.860 Imperfection

01:48:27.640 On

01:48:27.760 Its

01:48:27.900 Face

01:48:28.300 And

01:48:29.900 I

01:48:30.020 Recall

01:48:30.440 That

01:48:30.600 Its

01:48:30.840 Left

01:48:32.260 Eye

01:48:32.820 Looked

01:48:33.480 Like

01:48:33.660 It

01:48:33.760 Was

01:48:33.920 Scratched

01:48:34.540 Almost

01:48:34.840 Like

01:48:34.980 In

01:48:35.340 A

01:48:35.680 Cat

01:48:35.980 Fight

01:48:36.240 Like

01:48:36.620 A

01:48:36.760 Mangled

01:48:37.240 A

01:48:37.340 Mangy

01:48:37.620 Cat

01:48:38.340 It

01:48:39.540 Might

01:48:39.680 Have

01:48:39.780 Even

01:48:39.960 Been

01:48:40.180 Blind

01:48:40.560 In

01:48:40.700 Its

01:48:40.820 Left

01:48:41.060 Eye

01:48:41.380 But

01:48:42.020 I

01:48:42.100 Remember

01:48:42.300 The

01:48:42.440 Left

01:48:42.640 Eye

01:48:42.880 Seemed

01:48:43.140 Like

01:48:43.280 It

01:48:43.400 Was

01:48:43.700 A

01:48:43.800 Scratched

01:48:50.220 So

01:48:54.360 At

01:48:54.540 This

01:48:54.720 Point

01:48:54.920 I

01:48:55.040 Am

01:48:55.100 More

01:48:55.280 Curious

01:48:55.980 Than

01:48:56.420 Frightened

01:48:56.920 Because

01:48:57.520 To

01:48:57.880 Me

01:48:58.040 This

01:48:58.260 Wasn't

01:48:58.620 As

01:48:58.980 Ominous

01:49:00.700 If

01:49:01.400 It

01:49:01.480 Came

01:49:01.640 Out

01:49:01.740 With

01:49:01.820 A

01:49:01.900 Reptilian

01:49:02.460 Face

01:49:03.160 On

01:49:03.380 It

01:49:03.520 Or

01:49:03.920 A

01:49:04.460 Snake

01:49:05.400 Like

01:49:05.600 Head

01:49:05.860 I

01:49:07.060 Think

01:49:07.220 I

01:49:07.300 Would

01:49:07.380 Have

01:49:07.400 Been

01:49:07.480 A

01:49:07.640 Lot

01:49:07.840 More

01:49:08.480 Scared

01:49:08.980 But

01:49:09.260 Because

01:49:09.540 It

01:49:09.700 Was

01:49:09.780 Mammillion

01:49:10.140 Or

01:49:10.280 Lion

01:49:10.480 Like

01:49:10.620 I

01:49:10.780 Wasn't

01:49:11.040 As

01:49:11.400 Scared

01:49:11.840 But

01:49:14.900 Then

01:49:15.040 All

01:49:15.240 Of

01:49:15.320 A

01:49:15.420 Sudden

01:49:15.640 The

01:49:15.980 Face

01:49:16.180 Comes

01:49:16.440 Towards

01:49:16.800 Me

01:49:17.040 And

01:49:18.160 It

01:49:18.280 Changes

01:49:18.660 The

01:49:20.220 Think

01:49:20.480 Of

01:49:20.720 It

01:49:22.440 Became

01:49:23.000 Like

01:49:23.820 An

01:49:23.940 Old

01:49:24.360 Man

01:49:24.660 Or

01:49:24.800 Old

01:49:25.020 Hag

01:49:25.320 Of

01:49:25.480 Decay

01:49:26.060 Looking

01:49:26.500 I

01:49:27.560 Remember

01:49:27.760 It

01:49:27.860 Was

01:49:27.900 Very

01:49:28.200 Prune

01:49:29.040 Like

01:49:29.340 And

01:49:29.620 Wrinkled

01:49:30.080 It

01:49:31.320 Could

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01:49:31.700 Been

01:49:31.780 A

01:49:31.940 Combination

01:49:32.560 Of

01:49:32.780 Some

01:49:33.440 Reptilian

01:49:34.420 Aspects

01:49:34.920 To

01:49:35.100 It

01:49:35.320 But

01:49:36.420 It

01:49:36.540 Looked

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01:49:38.780 A

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01:49:39.160 Corpse

01:49:39.580 For

01:49:39.840 Lack

01:49:40.240 Of

01:49:40.360 A

01:49:40.800 Better

01:49:41.000 Word

01:49:41.320 Like

01:49:41.780 This

01:49:41.920 Thing

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01:49:42.260 To

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01:49:42.760 Me

01:49:43.000 And

01:49:44.140 I

01:49:44.200 Remember

01:49:44.320 It

01:49:44.440 Open

01:49:44.600 Its

01:49:44.800 Mouth

01:49:45.160 Almost

01:49:45.480 Like

01:49:50.220 Every

01:49:51.120 Cell

01:49:51.420 In

01:49:51.520 My

01:49:51.640 Body

01:49:51.940 Was

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01:49:52.240 A

01:49:52.320 Moment

01:49:52.520 Of

01:49:52.760 Extreme

01:49:53.120 Fright

01:49:53.580 And

01:49:54.000 Horror

01:49:54.380 At

01:49:54.820 This

01:49:54.980 Point

01:49:55.180 In

01:49:55.340 Time

01:49:55.660 I

01:49:56.580 Think

01:49:56.740 I

01:49:56.840 Had

01:49:56.940 Goosebumps

01:49:57.280 All

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01:49:57.700 My

01:49:57.840 Body

01:49:58.100 When

01:49:58.220 This

01:49:58.340 Occurred

01:49:58.860 Because

01:49:59.240 I'm

01:49:59.800 Very

01:50:00.040 Aware

01:50:00.440 This

01:50:00.700 Is

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01:50:00.940 A

01:50:01.060 Dream

01:50:01.400 And

01:50:02.400 This

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01:50:02.760 Normal

01:50:03.000 Reality

01:50:20.220 To

01:50:20.500 Smooth

01:50:20.800 High

01:50:21.040 Quality

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01:50:21.840 With

01:50:22.000 Intel

01:50:22.300 Wi-Fi

01:50:22.720 6E

01:50:23.240 And

01:50:23.500 Maximize

01:50:24.000 Game

01:50:24.220 Performance

01:50:24.600 With

01:50:24.800 Enhanced

01:50:25.240 Overclocking

01:50:25.980 Win

01:50:26.460 The

01:50:26.620 Tech

01:50:26.820 Search

01:50:27.160 Power

01:50:27.620 Up

01:50:27.820 Lenovo

01:50:28.300 Dot

01:50:28.500 Com

01:50:28.800 Lenovo

01:50:30.220 Lenovo

01:50:31.420 This

01:50:35.220 Thing

01:50:35.420 It

01:50:35.640 Felt

01:50:35.920 Evil

01:50:36.380 Or

01:50:37.660 I

01:50:37.720 Was

01:50:37.820 Interpreting

01:50:38.260 It

01:50:38.340 As

01:50:38.420 Being

01:50:38.600 Evil

01:50:39.000 And

01:50:42.120 I

01:50:42.480 Remember

01:50:42.860 I

01:50:44.120 Felt

01:50:44.280 Like

01:50:44.400 I

01:50:44.440 Was

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01:50:44.640 To

01:50:44.740 Die

01:50:45.020 Like

01:50:45.200 This

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01:50:45.460 The

01:50:45.560 End

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01:50:45.740 My

01:50:45.840 Existence

01:50:46.340 Because

01:50:47.560 Part

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01:50:47.900 Me

01:50:47.980 Is

01:50:48.120 Thinking

01:50:48.540 This

01:50:48.720 Thing

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01:50:50.220 Coming

01:50:51.300 To

01:50:51.420 Devour

01:50:51.700 Me

01:50:52.000 Or

01:50:52.160 My

01:50:52.340 Soul

01:50:52.700 I

01:50:53.340 About

01:50:53.540 To

01:50:53.740 Die

01:50:54.000 Here

01:50:54.320 And

01:50:56.500 I

01:50:56.640 Said

01:50:56.860 I

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01:50:57.320 To

01:50:57.380 Myself

01:50:57.580 I

01:50:57.760 Don't

01:50:57.880 Want

01:50:58.000 To

01:50:58.400 Die

01:50:58.720 That's

01:50:58.920 Not

01:50:59.040 The

01:50:59.140 Way

01:50:59.200 I

01:50:59.260 Want

01:50:59.360 To

01:50:59.460 Feel

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01:51:00.040 My

01:51:00.200 Moment

01:51:00.420 Of

01:51:00.580 Death

01:51:00.920 So

01:51:03.960 Rather

01:51:04.300 Than

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01:51:04.680 In

01:51:04.800 That

01:51:04.980 State

01:51:05.860 Of

01:51:06.060 Fright

01:51:06.480 I

01:51:08.100 Did

01:51:08.260 Something

01:51:08.700 Kind

01:51:09.840 Of

01:51:20.220 Just

01:51:20.420 Projected

01:51:20.800 Love

01:51:21.120 On

01:51:21.300 To

01:51:21.460 It

01:51:21.700 I

01:51:22.980 Just

01:51:23.160 Said

01:51:23.320 Okay

01:51:23.540 You

01:51:23.740 Seem

01:51:24.140 Extremely

01:51:24.420 Evil

01:51:24.660 You

01:51:24.800 Come

01:51:25.020 To

01:51:25.160 Get

01:51:25.300 Me

01:51:25.400 Or

01:51:25.520 Take

01:51:25.680 Me

01:51:25.800 Away

01:51:26.060 I

01:51:26.760 I'm

01:51:26.780 Not

01:51:26.900 Gonna

01:51:27.020 Let

01:51:27.500 You

01:51:27.620 Make

01:51:29.080 Me

01:51:29.180 Feel

01:51:29.380 Like

01:51:29.540 This

01:51:29.840 I

01:51:31.060 Just

01:51:31.220 Projected

01:51:31.560 Love

01:51:31.820 On

01:51:32.040 To

01:51:32.160 It

01:51:32.340 Now

01:51:33.760 I

01:51:33.920 Don't

01:51:34.080 Know

01:51:34.220 If

01:51:34.340 That

01:51:34.460 Thought

01:51:34.740 To

01:51:34.840 Project

01:51:35.060 Love

01:51:35.360 Into

01:51:35.560 It

01:51:35.700 Was

01:51:35.800 My

01:51:35.940 Own

01:51:36.180 Thought

01:51:36.520 Or

01:51:37.960 If

01:51:38.040 That

01:51:38.160 Came

01:51:38.340 In

01:51:38.460 For

01:51:38.580 Something

01:51:38.820 Higher

01:51:39.180 Up

01:51:39.480 To

01:51:39.840 Do

01:51:40.240 That

01:51:40.540 But

01:51:42.600 I

01:51:42.700 Remember

01:51:50.220 Or

01:51:50.640 Disappear

01:51:51.400 It

01:51:52.540 Was

01:51:52.640 Like

01:51:52.720 It

01:51:52.820 Came

01:51:53.000 At

01:51:53.140 Me

01:51:53.220 Just

01:51:53.460 It

01:51:53.560 Was

01:51:53.660 Just

01:51:53.780 Gone

01:51:54.200 And

01:51:55.720 I

01:51:55.820 Remember

01:51:56.040 Realizing

01:51:57.220 My

01:51:57.720 Gosh

01:51:57.920 I'm

01:51:58.060 Still

01:51:58.240 Here

01:51:58.580 I

01:51:59.980 Didn't

01:52:00.140 Expect

01:52:00.360 To

01:52:00.520 Survive

01:52:00.920 Its

01:52:01.060 Attack

01:52:01.480 I

01:52:01.620 Really

01:52:01.760 Thought

01:52:01.900 That

01:52:02.040 Was

01:52:02.140 Going

01:52:02.240 To

01:52:02.260 Be

01:52:02.300 The

01:52:02.380 End

01:52:02.500 Of

01:52:02.560 My

01:52:02.680 Existence

01:52:03.220 And

01:52:05.000 I

01:52:05.060 Thinking

01:52:05.280 Am

01:52:05.400 I

01:52:05.460 Still

01:52:05.620 Alive

01:52:06.000 Am

01:52:06.120 I

01:52:06.200 Still

01:52:06.400 Here

01:52:06.700 And

01:52:08.860 I

01:52:08.940 Look

01:52:09.140 Up

01:52:09.280 The

01:52:09.380 Next

01:52:09.520 Thing

01:52:09.640 I

01:52:09.720 Know

01:52:09.840 There's

01:52:10.020 A

01:52:10.200 Different

01:52:10.640 Entity

01:52:11.000 Now

01:52:11.260 Hover

01:52:11.540 Over

01:52:20.220 Further

01:52:20.420 There's

01:52:20.800 Two

01:52:21.200 Things

01:52:21.560 That

01:52:22.220 I

01:52:22.320 Wanted

01:52:22.500 To

01:52:22.560 Ask

01:52:22.720 You

01:52:22.800 One

01:52:22.920 Of

01:52:23.000 Them

01:52:23.100 Was

01:52:23.300 When

01:52:23.820 You

01:52:23.980 Said

01:52:24.240 You

01:52:24.380 Felt

01:52:24.720 Like

01:52:24.940 You

01:52:25.080 Were

01:52:25.280 Going

01:52:25.760 To

01:52:25.960 Die

01:52:26.240 Or

01:52:26.420 I

01:52:26.680 Believe

01:52:26.920 You

01:52:27.080 Used

01:52:27.400 An

01:52:27.480 Expression

01:52:27.880 That

01:52:28.180 Insinuated

01:52:29.000 This

01:52:29.220 Is

01:52:29.320 The

01:52:29.420 Most

01:52:29.600 Fear

01:52:29.800 You

01:52:29.920 Ever

01:52:30.100 Felt

01:52:30.400 Was

01:52:32.220 That

01:52:32.560 This

01:52:32.900 Is

01:52:33.080 Something

01:52:33.420 That

01:52:33.820 We

01:52:34.060 Hear

01:52:34.400 Very

01:52:34.820 Often

01:52:35.400 I'm

01:52:36.020 Not

01:52:36.180 Suggesting

01:52:36.660 That

01:52:36.820 You

01:52:37.020 Were

01:52:37.160 Within

01:52:37.460 A

01:52:37.600 State

01:52:37.780 Of

01:52:37.900 Sleep

01:52:38.120 Paralysis

01:52:38.560 But

01:52:38.760 What

01:52:38.900 I

01:52:39.020 Am

01:52:39.220 Saying

01:52:39.640 Is

01:52:50.220 Is

01:52:51.040 Often

01:52:51.440 The

01:52:52.360 Most

01:52:52.580 They

01:52:52.700 Ever

01:52:52.900 Felt

01:52:53.220 A

01:52:53.660 Feeling

01:52:54.000 Of

01:52:54.500 Mortal

01:52:55.160 Doom

01:52:55.940 But

01:52:56.860 It's

01:52:57.020 Also

01:52:57.340 One

01:52:57.860 And

01:52:57.960 I

01:52:58.060 Believe

01:52:58.240 There

01:52:58.400 Was

01:52:58.520 Even

01:52:58.700 A

01:52:58.920 Verse

01:52:59.360 In

01:52:59.500 The

01:52:59.600 Bible

01:52:59.840 Top

01:53:00.160 That

01:53:00.320 We

01:53:00.460 We've

01:53:00.920 Discussed

01:53:01.480 On

01:53:01.700 The

01:53:01.840 Show

01:53:02.040 Previously

01:53:02.720 Where

01:53:03.840 It's

01:53:05.520 Escaping

01:53:05.860 Me

01:53:06.000 Now

01:53:06.160 I

01:53:06.260 Try

01:53:06.400 To

01:53:06.500 Do

01:53:06.600 A

01:53:06.700 Quick

01:53:06.840 Google

01:53:07.080 Search

01:53:07.320 And

01:53:07.420 I

01:53:07.480 Couldn't

01:53:07.700 Find

01:53:07.940 It

01:53:08.080 But

01:53:08.280 Whoever

01:53:09.400 Is

01:53:09.540 Experiencing

01:53:10.260 It

01:53:10.500 Is

01:53:10.780 Talking

01:53:11.260 About

01:53:11.660 This

01:53:12.200 Fear

01:53:12.820 That

01:53:13.100 Job

01:53:13.960 Job

01:53:14.840 Rattles

01:53:15.640 Their

01:53:15.840 Bones

01:53:16.300 Right

01:53:16.660 That

01:53:17.540 There's

01:53:17.820 This

01:53:18.020 Intense

01:53:18.520 Vibrational

01:53:19.440 Almost

01:53:20.640 Electrocuting

01:53:21.740 Feeling

01:53:22.480 That

01:53:23.140 You

01:53:23.260 Can

01:53:23.400 Feel

01:53:23.640 Throughout

01:53:23.940 Your

01:53:24.100 Entire

01:53:24.480 Body

01:53:24.860 Sometimes

01:53:26.140 That

01:53:27.040 Terminology

01:53:27.840 Doesn't

01:53:28.120 Resonate

01:53:28.460 With

01:53:28.600 People

01:53:28.800 What

01:53:28.980 Does

01:53:29.180 Resonate

01:53:29.620 Is

01:53:29.840 Just

01:53:30.140 An

01:53:30.820 Intense

01:53:31.420 Trembling

01:53:32.280 That

01:53:32.700 Seems

01:53:32.940 To

01:53:33.100 Permeate

01:53:33.560 All

01:53:33.760 The

01:53:33.860 To

01:53:34.140 The

01:53:34.280 Bone

01:53:34.640 Of

01:53:35.500 A

01:53:35.600 Person

01:53:35.920 I

01:53:36.140 Wonder

01:53:36.380 When

01:53:36.640 You

01:53:36.840 Describe

01:53:37.280 This

01:53:37.480 Fear

01:53:37.680 That

01:53:37.840 You

01:53:37.980 Felt

01:53:38.260 Was

01:53:38.840 Yeah

01:53:39.100 So

01:53:39.280 Any

01:53:39.500 Of

01:53:39.620 That

01:53:39.760 Resonate

01:53:40.120 Oh

01:53:40.280 Go

01:53:40.380 A

01:53:40.460 Chapter

01:53:40.960 4

01:53:41.360 Verse

01:53:41.660 13

01:53:42.100 Through

01:53:42.280 16

01:53:42.680 Job

01:53:43.020 Describes

01:53:43.500 A

01:53:43.660 Frightening

01:53:44.020 Vision

01:53:44.400 In

01:53:44.900 Which

01:53:45.140 A

01:53:45.300 Formless

01:53:45.660 Figure

01:53:45.960 Speaks

01:53:46.440 To

01:53:46.620 Him

01:53:46.860 In

01:53:47.460 The

01:53:47.580 Dark

01:53:47.820 Of

01:53:47.960 Night

01:53:48.200 And

01:53:48.740 It

01:53:48.860 Causes

01:53:49.140 Him

01:53:49.300 To

01:53:49.420 Tremble

01:53:49.740 With

01:53:49.900 Fear

01:53:50.120 He

01:53:50.260 Can't

01:53:50.480 Move

01:53:50.660 So

01:53:50.800 He's

01:53:51.020 Experiencing

01:53:51.760 A

01:53:52.560 Sleep

01:53:52.800 Paralysis

01:53:53.440 Where

01:53:54.140 I

01:53:54.280 Guess

01:53:54.480 You're

01:53:54.960 Looking

01:53:55.180 Up

01:53:55.460 And

01:53:55.640 This

01:53:56.660 Thing

01:53:56.860 Is

01:53:56.980 Just

01:53:57.140 Happening

01:53:57.540 To

01:53:57.700 You

01:53:57.820 There

01:53:58.020 But

01:53:58.220 It

01:53:58.340 Seems

01:53:58.780 Like

01:53:59.020 A

01:53:59.340 Seems

01:54:00.200 Like

01:54:00.320 A

01:54:00.420 Way

01:54:00.580 For

01:54:00.740 Them

01:54:00.860 To

01:54:01.000 Communicate

01:54:01.440 With

01:54:01.660 You

01:54:01.760 Keep

01:54:01.980 You

01:54:02.120 In

01:54:02.260 Place

01:54:02.560 Whenever

01:54:02.820 They're

01:54:03.080 Doing

01:54:03.260 Their

01:54:03.620 Glamor

01:54:04.880 Well

01:54:05.340 I

01:54:05.440 Began

01:54:05.720 To

01:54:05.900 Experience

01:54:06.320 That

01:54:06.720 The

01:54:06.980 Last

01:54:07.240 Ten

01:54:07.500 Years

01:54:07.740 Working

01:54:08.080 In

01:54:08.300 The

01:54:08.420 Emergency

01:54:08.840 Rooms

01:54:09.300 With

01:54:10.260 Schizophrenics

01:54:12.460 That

01:54:12.820 Only

01:54:13.020 Happened

01:54:13.420 In

01:54:13.560 The

01:54:13.680 Emergency

01:54:14.080 Rooms

01:54:14.500 Except

01:54:14.760 For

01:54:14.960 Once

01:54:15.260 And

01:54:15.580 It

01:54:15.720 Felt

01:54:15.960 Like

01:54:16.240 A

01:54:16.520 Icky

01:54:17.060 Electrical

01:54:17.800 Feeling

01:54:18.320 There's

01:54:18.880 No

01:54:19.020 Other

01:54:19.200 Feeling

01:54:19.540 Like

01:54:19.880 It

01:54:20.040 And

01:54:21.220 The

01:54:21.740 More

01:54:21.920 Intense

01:54:22.420 It

01:54:22.720 Was

01:54:23.080 The

01:54:23.760 Angrier

01:54:24.820 The

01:54:25.020 Voices

01:54:25.340 Were

01:54:25.700 So

01:54:27.020 I

01:54:28.160 Could

01:54:28.340 Feel

01:54:28.700 Them

01:54:28.880 I

01:54:29.020 Couldn't

01:54:29.260 See

01:54:29.500 Them

01:54:29.620 I

01:54:29.760 Couldn't

01:54:29.980 Hear

01:54:30.180 Them

01:54:30.280 But

01:54:30.420 I

01:54:30.540 Could

01:54:30.700 Feel

01:54:31.120 Them

01:54:31.320 And

01:54:32.000 It

01:54:32.380 Was

01:54:32.600 So

01:54:33.120 Reliable

01:54:33.740 That

01:54:34.160 I

01:54:34.320 Would

01:54:34.460 Ask

01:54:34.680 Some

01:54:34.880 Of

01:54:34.960 The

01:54:35.060 Patients

01:54:35.420 Are

01:54:35.600 You

01:54:35.720 Hearing

01:54:35.940 Voices

01:54:36.360 And

01:54:36.640 They'd

01:54:36.840 Say

01:54:36.980 No

01:54:37.220 And

01:54:37.360 I

01:54:37.500 Said

01:54:37.660 Oh

01:54:38.140 Yeah

01:54:38.300 You

01:54:38.500 Are

01:54:38.720 And

01:54:38.840 This

01:54:39.000 Is

01:54:39.140 How

01:54:39.300 Strong

01:54:39.640 They

01:54:39.840 Are

01:54:40.020 And

01:54:40.600 They

01:54:40.700 Would

01:54:40.840 Go

01:54:41.000 How

01:54:41.400 Do

01:54:41.500 You

01:54:41.600 Know

01:54:41.780 Are

01:54:41.920 Are

01:54:41.940 You

01:54:42.040 Are

01:54:42.820 You

01:54:42.940 Schizophrenic

01:54:43.580 Too

01:54:43.780 You

01:54:55.020 I

01:54:55.220 Think

01:54:55.440 I

01:54:55.600 Developed

01:54:56.160 It

01:54:56.240 I

01:54:56.340 Don't

01:54:56.480 Think

01:54:56.720 Anybody

01:54:57.060 Else

01:54:57.360 Felt

01:54:57.640 It

01:54:57.840 And

01:54:58.080 I

01:54:58.420 Certainly

01:54:58.740 Wasn't

01:54:59.020 Going

01:54:59.180 To

01:54:59.240 Go

01:54:59.360 Tell

01:54:59.620 Anybody

01:54:59.920 About

01:55:00.300 It

01:55:00.480 So

01:55:05.280 Getting

01:55:05.920 Back

01:55:06.120 You

01:55:06.280 Said

01:55:06.400 It

01:55:06.640 Was

01:55:06.720 Fear

01:55:06.900 Of

01:55:07.000 The

01:55:07.080 Bones

01:55:07.460 No

01:55:07.860 Doubt

01:55:08.140 About

01:55:08.400 It

01:55:08.580 Now

01:55:09.220 I

01:55:09.800 Have

01:55:09.940 To

01:55:10.060 Keep

01:55:10.660 An

01:55:10.760 Open

01:55:10.860 Mind

01:55:11.140 And

01:55:11.400 Take

01:55:11.620 The

01:55:11.760 Approach

01:55:12.080 Okay

01:55:12.400 Was

01:55:13.700 I

01:55:13.800 Supposed

01:55:14.080 To

01:55:14.220 Fear

01:55:14.380 This

01:55:14.600 Thing

01:55:14.920 Or

01:55:16.040 Was

01:55:16.200 That

01:55:16.360 My

01:55:16.720 Mammalian

01:55:17.860 Ape

01:55:18.180 Like

01:55:18.340 Reaction

01:55:18.820 To

01:55:19.100 It

01:55:19.340 And

01:55:19.760 I

01:55:20.280 Can't

01:55:20.720 Really

01:55:20.860 Answer

01:55:21.060 That

01:55:21.260 Question

01:55:21.680 But

01:55:21.940 I

01:55:22.040 Just

01:55:22.200 Remember

01:55:22.480 That

01:55:22.860 It

01:55:23.100 Was

01:55:23.200 An

01:55:23.300 Intense

01:55:23.700 Fear

01:55:23.980 Fear

01:55:24.320 To

01:55:24.460 The

01:55:24.540 Bone

01:55:24.760 It

01:55:24.920 Was

01:55:25.040 The

01:55:25.160 Most

01:55:25.380 Terror

01:55:25.880 Horror

01:55:26.460 Fear

01:55:26.720 I

01:55:26.880 Ever

01:55:27.020 Felt

01:55:27.280 In

01:55:27.440 My

01:55:27.820 Life

01:55:28.160 And

01:55:29.280 As

01:55:29.400 Far

01:55:29.520 As

01:55:29.600 The

01:55:29.680 Sleep

01:55:29.860 Paralysis

01:55:30.260 Go

01:55:30.620 I

01:55:32.500 Might

01:55:32.800 Have

01:55:32.900 Been

01:55:33.000 In

01:55:33.100 A

01:55:33.200 State

01:55:33.320 Of

01:55:33.420 Sleep

01:55:33.600 Paralysis

01:55:34.120 Where

01:55:34.400 I

01:55:34.500 Could

01:55:34.640 Not

01:55:35.060 Move

01:55:35.420 But

01:55:35.640 I

01:55:35.760 Was

01:55:36.880 Never

01:55:37.040 Trying

01:55:37.460 To

01:55:37.620 Move

01:55:37.780 And

01:55:37.880 Get

01:55:38.040 Up

01:55:38.240 Because

01:55:38.600 I

01:55:39.140 Wanted

01:55:39.380 To

01:55:39.500 See

01:55:39.720 Where

01:55:39.920 This

01:55:40.100 Was

01:55:40.220 Going

01:55:40.400 To

01:55:40.500 Go

01:55:40.800 So

01:55:41.960 It

01:55:42.120 Wasn't

01:55:42.360 Like

01:55:42.560 I

01:55:42.700 Was

01:55:42.880 I

01:55:43.520 Got

01:55:43.640 To

01:55:43.660 Get

01:55:43.760 Out

01:55:43.860 Of

01:55:43.940 Bed

01:55:44.060 And

01:55:44.140 I

01:55:44.240 Can't

01:55:44.480 Move

01:55:44.720 I

01:55:44.840 Trapped

01:55:45.160 Here

01:55:45.360 I

01:55:45.940 Never

01:55:46.120 Felt

01:55:46.420 That

01:55:46.740 Because

01:55:47.320 I

01:55:47.480 Wasn't

01:55:47.700 Trying

01:55:48.060 To

01:55:48.260 Escape

01:55:48.620 Or

01:55:48.920 Get

01:55:49.260 Away

01:55:49.420 From

01:55:49.580 This

01:55:49.760 Because

01:55:50.100 I

01:55:50.360 Wanted

01:55:52.480 To

01:55:52.560 Witness

01:55:52.740 What

01:55:52.880 This

01:55:53.000 Paranormal

01:55:53.400 Experience

01:55:53.760 Was

01:55:54.120 I

01:55:55.000 Wanted

01:55:55.220 To

01:55:55.320 See

01:55:55.480 Where

01:55:55.620 This

01:55:55.780 Goes

01:55:56.180 Can

01:55:57.040 I

01:55:57.180 Just

01:55:57.640 Say

01:55:57.820 I

01:55:58.020 Think

01:55:58.220 You

01:55:58.400 Were

01:55:58.600 Supposed

01:55:59.660 To

01:55:59.780 Be

01:55:59.900 Afraid

01:56:00.220 Of

01:56:00.340 This

01:56:00.580 Seems

01:56:01.240 Like

01:56:01.420 The

01:56:01.860 Description

01:56:02.260 Of

01:56:02.500 This

01:56:02.720 Type

01:56:03.060 Of

01:56:03.340 Entity

01:56:03.860 Is

01:56:04.380 Similar

01:56:05.160 To

01:56:05.420 A

01:56:05.620 Seraphim

01:56:06.060 Or

01:56:06.760 Seraphim

01:56:07.240 Angel

01:56:07.520 Which

01:56:07.720 Would

01:56:07.800 Be

01:56:07.880 A

01:56:08.000 Fallen

01:56:08.360 So

01:56:08.580 You

01:56:08.820 Have

01:56:09.280 Either

01:56:09.480 Like

01:56:09.720 A

01:56:09.860 Lizard

01:56:10.180 Like

01:56:10.380 Description

01:56:10.880 Some

01:56:11.220 Of

01:56:11.320 Them

01:56:11.400 Have

01:56:11.660 Mammalian

01:56:12.520 Faces

01:56:12.840 Like

01:56:13.040 A

01:56:13.180 Lion

01:56:13.480 Some

01:56:14.080 Of

01:56:14.200 Them

01:56:14.300 Have

01:56:14.440 Faces

01:56:14.680 Like

01:56:14.900 An

01:56:15.020 Eagle

01:56:15.340 And

01:56:16.220 Some

01:56:16.540 Of

01:56:16.640 Them

01:56:16.740 Have

01:56:17.000 Faces

01:56:17.340 Like

01:56:17.540 A

01:56:17.660 Cow

01:56:17.940 I

01:56:18.180 Think

01:56:18.300 There's

01:56:18.460 Like

01:56:18.580 Four

01:56:18.860 Different

01:56:19.200 Faces

01:56:19.580 That

01:56:19.780 They

01:56:19.900 Can

01:56:20.040 Represent

01:56:20.380 But

01:56:20.920 Then

01:56:21.020 They

01:56:21.120 Can

01:56:21.240 Also

01:56:21.480 Like

01:56:21.820 Come

01:56:22.380 As

01:56:22.500 An

01:56:22.600 Angel

01:56:22.800 Of

01:56:22.960 Light

01:56:23.180 So

01:56:23.920 If

01:56:24.020 They're

01:56:24.140 Presenting

01:56:24.580 You

01:56:24.820 With

01:56:25.200 This

01:56:25.400 Sort

01:56:25.660 Of

01:56:25.780 Form

01:56:26.140 It's

01:56:26.520 To

01:56:26.680 Scare

01:56:27.040 You

01:56:27.320 For

01:56:27.820 Whatever

01:56:28.580 Reason

01:56:28.960 And

01:56:29.780 The

01:56:30.120 Other

01:56:30.280 Thing

01:56:30.460 That

01:56:30.560 I'd

01:56:30.680 Like

01:56:30.820 To

01:56:30.940 Know

01:56:31.100 And

01:56:31.320 Right

01:56:32.340 After

01:56:32.500 This

01:56:32.800 Please

01:56:33.500 Take

01:56:33.700 It

01:56:33.780 Away

01:56:33.920 Anan

01:56:34.180 But

01:56:34.440 It

01:56:34.960 Appears

01:56:35.420 To

01:56:35.520 Me

01:56:35.600 That

01:56:35.720 There's

01:56:35.940 Two

01:56:36.320 Different

01:56:36.840 Distinct

01:56:37.940 Colors

01:56:38.320 Going

01:56:38.580 On

01:56:38.800 Here

01:56:38.940 Which

01:56:39.160 Suggested

01:56:40.140 At

01:56:40.260 This

01:56:40.460 Point

01:56:40.760 This

01:56:41.680 Is

01:56:49.900 But

01:56:50.400 Now

01:56:50.600 We've

01:56:50.860 Moved

01:56:51.060 On

01:56:51.260 To

01:56:51.380 Something

01:56:51.720 That

01:56:51.980 Has

01:56:52.320 Gold

01:56:53.040 Elements

01:56:53.560 In

01:56:53.780 It

01:56:53.940 And

01:56:54.200 So

01:56:54.600 This

01:56:55.960 This

01:56:56.540 I'm

01:56:57.740 Sure

01:56:57.860 With

01:56:57.960 The

01:56:58.040 Medical

01:56:58.260 Institution

01:56:59.160 Would

01:56:59.340 Call

01:56:59.560 A

01:56:59.740 Hallucination

01:57:00.320 Is

01:57:01.160 Incredibly

01:57:01.840 Vivid

01:57:02.180 To

01:57:02.440 The

01:57:02.540 Point

01:57:02.700 Where

01:57:02.820 There's

01:57:02.980 Color

01:57:03.200 Differentiation

01:57:03.980 Oh

01:57:04.760 Absolutely

01:57:05.120 And

01:57:05.340 The

01:57:05.780 Stake

01:57:06.180 Like

01:57:06.300 Entity

01:57:06.540 That

01:57:06.700 Came

01:57:06.900 Out

01:57:07.140 I

01:57:07.380 Remember

01:57:07.700 Very

01:57:07.900 Distinctly

01:57:08.340 The

01:57:08.740 Scales

01:57:09.140 Were

01:57:09.360 Glossy

01:57:10.660 Black

01:57:11.100 On

01:57:11.680 The

01:57:11.800 Sides

01:57:12.200 And

01:57:12.880 It

01:57:12.960 Had

01:57:13.060 A

01:57:13.220 Grayish

01:57:13.660 Under

01:57:14.000 Belly

01:57:14.360 That

01:57:19.900 And

01:57:20.760 I

01:57:21.720 Mentioned

01:57:22.100 That

01:57:22.280 The

01:57:22.440 Gnostics

01:57:22.720 Refer

01:57:23.000 To

01:57:23.260 As

01:57:23.480 Abraxas

01:57:24.480 Or

01:57:25.000 Yaldabel

01:57:25.700 But

01:57:26.640 It's

01:57:26.760 Also

01:57:26.920 Referred

01:57:27.280 To

01:57:27.420 As

01:57:27.580 The

01:57:28.220 Head

01:57:28.440 Archon

01:57:28.880 The

01:57:29.020 Chief

01:57:29.260 Archon

01:57:29.780 The

01:57:30.020 Number

01:57:31.400 One

01:57:31.660 Of

01:57:31.780 All

01:57:31.960 The

01:57:32.240 Evil

01:57:32.460 Ones

01:57:32.900 Too

01:57:33.280 In

01:57:33.460 Various

01:57:33.740 Gnostic

01:57:34.040 Scriptures

01:57:34.440 I

01:57:49.900 Anyhow

01:57:50.380 I

01:57:50.740 Remember

01:57:51.120 This

01:57:52.060 New

01:57:52.260 Entity

01:57:52.480 Is

01:57:52.580 Hovering

01:57:52.840 Over

01:57:53.000 Head

01:57:53.300 And

01:57:53.700 I'm

01:57:53.840 Thinking

01:57:54.000 To

01:57:54.100 Myself

01:57:54.360 This

01:57:54.640 Ordeal

01:57:55.180 Is

01:57:55.300 Not

01:57:55.480 Over

01:57:55.780 Yet

01:57:56.100 Now

01:57:57.440 I

01:57:57.740 Tried

01:57:58.160 To

01:57:59.020 Draw

01:57:59.300 This

01:57:59.500 I'm

01:57:59.900 Not

01:58:00.020 An

01:58:00.120 Artist

01:58:00.380 I'm

01:58:00.680 An

01:58:00.760 Engineer

01:58:01.020 So

01:58:01.500 I

01:58:02.300 Drew

01:58:02.440 It

01:58:02.560 Kind

01:58:02.660 As a

01:58:02.840 White

01:58:03.080 Mask

01:58:03.600 Looking

01:58:03.980 Face

01:58:04.360 But

01:58:04.580 This

01:58:04.840 Face

01:58:05.240 It

01:58:06.280 Was

01:58:06.460 Beauty

01:58:07.040 Beyond

01:58:07.900 Description

01:58:08.520 It

01:58:10.280 Was

01:58:10.440 The

01:58:10.560 Most

01:58:10.680 Beautiful

01:58:10.940 Face

01:58:11.260 I

01:58:11.400 Ever

01:58:11.580 Saw

01:58:11.920 In

01:58:12.140 My

01:58:12.260 Life

01:58:12.560 It

01:58:13.640 Seemed

01:58:14.140 To

01:58:14.260 Have

01:58:14.500 Either

01:58:14.700 Three

01:58:14.940 Or

01:58:15.080 Four

01:58:15.240 Pairs

01:58:15.620 Of

01:58:16.020 Wings

01:58:16.460 Or

01:58:16.680 Goldish

01:58:17.320 Discharge

01:58:19.720 But

01:58:20.740 I

01:58:20.800 Remember

01:58:20.980 That

01:58:21.220 The

01:58:21.340 Wings

01:58:21.580 Were

01:58:21.740 Kind

01:58:21.920 Of

01:58:22.020 Fluttering

01:58:22.380 Or

01:58:22.560 The

01:58:22.700 Discharge

01:58:23.060 Of

01:58:23.220 Energies

01:58:23.940 Coming

01:58:24.940 From

01:58:25.120 It

01:58:25.260 Were

01:58:25.400 Fluttering

01:58:25.740 Or

01:58:25.860 Moving

01:58:26.040 Around

01:58:26.380 It

01:58:26.580 And

01:58:28.360 This

01:58:28.520 Face

01:58:28.720 Was

01:58:28.860 So

01:58:29.080 Beautiful

01:58:29.520 I

01:58:29.840 Remember

01:58:30.100 Thinking

01:58:30.380 To

01:58:30.500 Myself

01:58:30.800 I'm

01:58:31.280 Immortal

01:58:31.660 I

01:58:32.260 Shouldn't

01:58:32.880 Be

01:58:33.000 Looking

01:58:33.220 At

01:58:33.360 This

01:58:33.500 Stuff

01:58:33.820 It

01:58:34.080 Was

01:58:34.160 Almost

01:58:34.360 Out

01:58:34.500 Of

01:58:34.580 Respect

01:58:35.100 That

01:58:35.320 I

01:58:35.400 Felt

01:58:35.540 Like

01:58:35.700 I

01:58:35.820 Need

01:58:36.000 To

01:58:36.140 Leave

01:58:36.340 The

01:58:36.500 Room

01:58:36.780 And

01:58:37.760 This

01:58:37.880 Is

01:58:37.980 The

01:58:38.020 Only

01:58:38.120 Point

01:58:38.320 In

01:58:38.420 Time

01:58:38.640 Where

01:58:38.760 I

01:58:39.460 Wanted

01:58:40.320 To

01:58:40.400 Leave

01:58:40.560 The

01:58:40.680 Room

01:58:40.800 Or

01:58:40.900 Climb

01:58:41.120 Out

01:58:41.220 Of

01:58:41.320 Bed

01:58:41.460 And

01:58:41.680 Run

01:58:41.860 Out

01:58:42.000 Of

01:58:42.040 The

01:58:42.160 Room

01:58:42.420 But

01:58:42.840 I

01:58:43.860 Think

01:58:44.000 Curiosity

01:58:44.500 Held

01:58:44.820 Me

01:58:44.940 There

01:58:45.220 And

01:58:45.940 I

01:58:46.000 Think

01:58:46.120 The

01:58:46.280 Reason

01:58:46.520 I

01:58:46.700 Did

01:58:46.880 Not

01:58:47.140 Choose

01:58:47.640 To

01:58:47.700 Run

01:58:47.800 Out

01:58:47.900 Of

01:58:47.920 The

01:58:48.020 Room

01:58:48.180 Was

01:58:48.360 Just

01:58:48.680 I

01:58:50.920 Wanted

01:58:51.120 To

01:58:51.140 See

01:58:51.240 Where

01:58:51.380 This

01:58:51.700 All

01:58:51.840 Went

01:58:52.100 And

01:58:53.120 Again

01:58:53.320 It

01:58:53.420 Was

01:58:53.480 More

01:58:53.640 Out

01:58:53.760 Of

01:58:53.820 Respect

01:58:54.260 That

01:58:54.460 I

01:58:54.540 Wanted

01:58:54.720 To

01:58:54.780 Leave

01:58:54.900 The

01:58:55.000 Room

01:58:55.120 Because

01:58:55.300 This

01:58:55.460 Was

01:58:55.600 Such

01:58:55.840 Beauty

01:58:56.300 That

01:58:56.500 I

01:58:56.640 Could

01:58:57.040 Not

01:58:57.140 Describe

01:58:57.580 How

01:58:57.800 Beautiful

01:58:58.100 It

01:58:58.300 Was

01:58:58.580 So

01:59:00.040 This

01:59:00.220 Thing

01:59:00.360 Is

01:59:00.440 Hovering

01:59:00.940 There

01:59:01.240 On

01:59:01.440 The

01:59:01.520 Right

01:59:01.660 Hand

01:59:01.840 Side

01:59:02.240 And

01:59:04.860 The

01:59:05.240 Next

01:59:05.420 Slide

01:59:05.640 Just

01:59:05.880 More

01:59:06.780 Visualization

01:59:07.380 What

01:59:07.560 It

01:59:07.660 Could

01:59:09.100 Have

01:59:09.160 Been

01:59:09.260 A

01:59:09.760 Seraphim

01:59:10.400 Could

01:59:11.900 Have

01:59:11.980 Been

01:59:12.060 An

01:59:12.240 Angel

01:59:12.640 Even

01:59:14.020 Down

01:59:14.220 To

01:59:14.380 The

01:59:14.500 Number

01:59:14.740 Of

01:59:14.920 Wings

01:59:15.300 Yeah

01:59:16.380 Yeah

01:59:16.940 Now

01:59:17.200 It

01:59:17.380 Might

01:59:17.500 Have

01:59:17.540 Been

01:59:17.620 Three

01:59:17.760 Or

01:59:17.880 Four

01:59:18.060 Wings

01:59:18.340 It

01:59:18.740 Was

01:59:18.880 Either

01:59:19.200 Three

01:59:19.480 Pairs

01:59:20.080 Or

01:59:20.260 Four

01:59:20.420 Pairs

01:59:20.620 I

01:59:20.840 Don't

01:59:21.180 Remember

01:59:21.600 Distinctly

01:59:22.000 The

01:59:22.100 Exact

01:59:22.340 Number

01:59:22.680 And

01:59:25.540 They

01:59:27.400 Were

01:59:27.600 Energetic

01:59:28.020 Discharges

01:59:28.680 But

01:59:28.820 They

01:59:28.920 Could

01:59:29.040 Deathly

01:59:29.360 Interpret

01:59:29.780 As

01:59:29.980 Wing

01:59:30.220 Like

01:59:30.520 The

01:59:30.760 Way

01:59:30.860 They

01:59:30.960 Were

01:59:31.080 Moving

01:59:31.320 Around

01:59:31.760 But

01:59:34.500 I

01:59:34.580 Just

01:59:34.680 Remember

01:59:34.920 It

01:59:35.220 Was

01:59:35.360 Undescribable

01:59:36.240 Beauty

01:59:36.660 And

01:59:38.960 It

01:59:39.280 Might

01:59:39.460 Be

01:59:39.700 The

01:59:39.980 What

01:59:40.660 The

01:59:40.780 Gnostics

01:59:41.100 Refer

01:59:41.380 To

01:59:41.540 As

01:59:41.660 The

01:59:41.780 Aeon

01:59:42.180 Sophia

01:59:42.680 For

01:59:43.720 Those

01:59:43.900 Familiar

01:59:44.460 With

01:59:44.600 Gnosticism

01:59:45.280 It

01:59:46.660 Could

01:59:46.840 Have

01:59:46.900 Been

01:59:46.980 My

01:59:47.160 Holy

01:59:47.380 Guardian

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02:22:22.220 Peace

Nephilim Death Squad - July 11, 2024

045： Surviving the Entities of Schizophrenia w⧸ Dr. Jerry Marzinsky & Anon

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