117： Crossing the Abyss w⧸ The Occult Rejects
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On this episode of the Nedealim Death Squad, we are joined by Top Lobster, aka the Father of Disinformation, to discuss his new book, "Too retarded to stop" and much much more.
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Welcome back, ladies and gentlemen, to another episode of Nephilim Death Squad.
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That is Top Lobster, the father of disinformation.
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Joining us today is Nick of the Occult Rejects Podcast.
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He said I was too stiff, so I had to fucking do a button press.
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Nick, if you could, for the audience who might not be familiar with you,
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I have the Occult Rejects Podcast that is available on BitChute, Rumble, YouTube,
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And I also have occultresearchinstitute.org, which is all stuff about the occultism and
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tons of different topics and tons of different contributors.
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Yeah, I'm definitely going to comb through this website.
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I did take a peek at it when we were talking, and I was like, oh, this seems like a good
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So definitely a useful tool for what we're going to be.
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Because in the show here, the show is basically us stumbling through things that we're interested,
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but also creating this weird little roadmap as we figure out whatever existence and plane
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So this website, it looks like it could be a pretty useful tool.
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You know, I want to say on that note, Top is somebody who really enjoys web design and
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And he always, and you know, if he doesn't like your, this is, guys, go back and listen
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If he doesn't like it, he won't say, he'll just say, hey, go there and support it.
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It's like, if you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all.
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I know what you mean, too, because I do the same thing.
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And in your mind, you're like, this is fucking poorly laid out, homie.
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That's what he starts doing as soon as he sees their website.
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Nick, we were having a fascinating conversation.
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Well, I didn't want to have it before the show started because whenever people start saying
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interesting things, I'm like, hold on, please save it for the show.
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But you were in the OTO for how long did you say, Nick?
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I was thinking that since you have that, where are you right now?
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I was originally in New York when I first started podcasting.
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So, we do a semi-annual event called Brohemian Grove.
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I think you need to launch a semi-annual event called the Bro-TO.
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I'm down for, it doesn't have to be a mock sacrifice.
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He makes a lot of weird videos about our content.
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But he's like 80 years old and he wears no shirt.
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It's amazing the people that, you know, you kind of cultivate.
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So, Nick, I don't know how to start this conversation.
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I mean, there's so much that I want to know about the OTO.
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I mean, as simple as it was, I was, you know, again, I started off with conspiracies.
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And I listened to, like, a lot of people that kind of were heavy into occultism, like Michael Tesari and David Icke, Jordan Maxwell.
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Like, I started off in 2010 with people like that.
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So, like, I kind of got into that when I was kind of getting into conspiracies and stuff.
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And at one point, I was just like, just for me, not for nothing.
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Like, I'm learning all this stuff about these orders and shit, but I still don't know what magic is.
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So I literally just, like, Googled, like, gold.
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First, I looked up Golden Dawn because, honestly, my OTO wasn't the first choice.
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And literally, there was one 20 minutes away from me.
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When I was living in Queens, there was one in Sunnyside.
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And I was in the, God, where was, I forgot the, wow, I already forgot the town I was in.
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So I was, like, ah, I was, like, all right, I guess, I mean, this is convenient.
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And these places, believe it or not, if you look for them, they are not hard to find.
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You will find, like, either they'll have a website or the OTO has, like, you know, its own actual website.
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It will give you websites, if they have any, so you can check out their calendar.
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And that's what I did with Tahiti Lodge in New York.
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I checked, I went, I saw that they were near me.
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I think they have one, like, fucking every weekend.
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But there was one coming up in a few weeks that I was, like, oh, I'll be around for that.
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And I emailed them and told them that I was interested in coming to the Gnostic Mass.
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And they said, on that day, just email us again and we'll let you know what's up.
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Come here, we'll give you directions and everything.
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And they, you know, they gave me directions from all these different points, wherever I could be coming from, the address.
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And I was there five to six years after the fact.
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So, whatever happened in that first instance, that hooked you for the next five to six years.
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And, you know, we just kind of jokingly pointed out, like, oh, there's a Masonic Lodge, like, as you pass by.
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Admittedly, I don't think I've ever passed by anything other than a Masonic Lodge that caught my eye.
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I never even realized if they are out and about.
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Then I started noticing them, I guess, because I was looking for them, maybe.
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Ah, that's like when you drive the red Kia, then you see the red Kia.
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I never really noticed any of that stuff until I started getting into it.
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So, what happens then when they, because this is a Gnostic mass.
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There is one, I think, on Vimeo that's a little bit more on par because it will show the nudity of what happens because there is nudity in it.
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But it's basically like the OTO's version of church, I guess, in a sense.
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And it kind of shows you, I guess, the magician crossing the abyss and coming back and telling people the experience.
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It's basically kind of what, in my opinion, what it shows.
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I also think it gets into, like, deep symbolism.
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I think it even explains, like, how the eyeball works and all that.
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Well, that's something, actually, I should maybe make this, preface this now just to get it over with because I do like to try to put this out there.
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If people are really interested in the occult and some of the deepest secrets of secrets, learn exactly how the eyeball works.
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Look at the eyeball and start looking at certain parts of it, especially the zonules, the zin, the optic nerve, the hyaluronic canal, and the lens, and you'll start to see sigils and occult symbolism.
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And another opinion of mine, some of the deepest secrets of secrets in occultism is the experience of death, feelings and the visions you will see when it happens.
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Those are some of the deepest things I think is in the occult.
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So, and I do think in the diagnostic mass, and I think in their initiations, I was shown a lot of eyeballs.
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What I understand about the eyeball, I mean, I'm not an ophthalmologist or anything, but I did have LASIK surgery.
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So, I have a cursory understanding of why my vision was bad.
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Like, there's a material built up in my eyeball, somewhere around my eyeball, and the light coming in is not able to refract and output correctly, which is why I saw a blurry.
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And after they did the LASIK surgery, obviously, they removed that, like, plaque or whatever kind of decay that's on my eye, and now I have 20, 30 vision or whatever it is.
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I'm wondering if that was, like, your Aura's erotics.
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I don't know about that stuff, but I'm just thinking.
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Is there any aspect of, like, light coming in and light being reflected as, like, a, is that, like, a Gnostic process?
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I would even say if you were to go look at how light starts to reflect off your eyeball, you'll see the sigil of Lucifer.
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That's exactly how light reflects off of your lens in your eyeball.
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With the six feet thing now, I mean, we're all from New York, so we're familiar with the stay six feet apart.
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Listen, when they sit six feet apart and they started making people wear masks and, like, I don't know.
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I was wearing a hood without a mouthpiece on it.
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Just to me, I was like, this seems very occult and ritualistic.
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I mean, it's kind of expected to have a six to nine feet circle when you're doing ritual work.
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So, Shanae, you're telling me to cover my mouth like I would regularly with my hood and not have somebody within six feet of me?
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And, Nick, if you could tell me if this is what you were talking about right here.
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I love that you even picked up the other picture with it.
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But, I mean, this is something that, as a retard, this is well beyond my grasp of understanding.
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The pineal gland is, in my opinion, what you've got to crack open to have a magical experience.
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On this show, we believe in much of the biblical narrative, but I don't discount Gnosticism and much of the New Age movement, although that's kind of a misnomer, right?
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It's really these ancient teachings that are being rehashed probably, you know, in the 2000s.
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But when I see what these teachings have to offer, I recognize a lot of it as being valid.
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But there are a lot of people within the space that then use these things—and maybe this is a bit of a hard-hitting question for you—but there are a lot of people within the space that use these things to discount much of the biblical narrative.
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I see that it's fractal in nature and that these elements, they repeat themselves, you know, within our own biology, but they also repeat themselves on a microscopic level all the way up to the macro.
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If God is a part of us, I mean, it's going to be reflected within us.
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So I do think that's all part of the beauty of showing.
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When it comes to these teachings, my contention with them is they're valid.
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They're incredibly powerful because they have to do with understanding the very makeup of this realm that we inhabit.
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And by nature of understanding the realm that we inhabit, it then gives us the ability potentially to manipulate the realm that we inhabit, which becomes problematic because of the corruptive or corrosive nature of power on an individual.
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And so it seems to me that these teachings themselves aren't inherently bad.
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Number one, where did these teachings come from?
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It often seems that the methodologies that we receive in regards to the Gnostic teachings or the, you know, hermetic principles and things like that were given.
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They can often be attributed to having been taught by a spirit, channeling some sort of entity, you know, revealed this thing to somebody in a ceremony.
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And then the other part of it is that absolute power corrupts absolutely.
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So what ends up happening is these people recognize this as being powerful.
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And then they go on to utilize it to their own benefit or to the detriment of other people.
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My experience after I finally had a magical experience, I will say for me, that's when the judgment really comes in for me.
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Like, you know how they say, like, oh, you know, you get judged by God or whatever.
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Like, for me, if I've had literally had an experience with God, which is what I believe I did, I'll be totally honest with you.
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Whenever I've had a magical experience, and this is something that is probably, for me, it was one of the reasons why I continued to do it.
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And I'm sure it's why pieces of shit continue to do it.
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When you open up your eyes, you're going to know shit you never knew before.
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It's very much like the Matrix, but you're not actually going to know Kung Fu.
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But, you know, Neo would wake up and be like, I know Kung Fu now.
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It's very much like you will understand things you did not understand before.
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And in my opinion, like, if I take that gift from God and then start fucking manipulating people to better myself and make other people fucking dumb and just suck money out of their pockets, that is black magic.
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And in my opinion, I'm not doing what I'm supposed to be doing with the gift I was just given.
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You know, I should be inspiring other people to have their own experience.
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Tell people my experience and say, you can have this experience and you can take off the handcuffs as well.
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Like there's some sci-fi stories and fucking whatever fairy tales.
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Let's get into your experience because now I'm interested to hear, like, what happened, how long it started off, man.
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You know, this was near the ending of my experience with, I guess, like the OTO as well.
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But for the most part, you know, to try to, like, just get through this whole time and have to get specific, I will say there was a lot of different reasons or beliefs that I had about magic or why I was even practicing it.
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It was never really to actually ever do anything bad to anybody else.
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It was always really just to help change myself or kind of have like a GPS to get where I want to go and stay out of the matrix as much as I can.
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At some point, I did start to have kind of like, this is just my opinion.
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My belief is that, like, if you're trying to change anything in this world to fit where you want to go, it's technically kind of black magic because I'm going to have to go against someone's will or something's will to make that happen.
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I'm going to have to start bending things to my will in this reality, this world.
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And I started getting much more deeper into kind of working on myself and just having an experience with God and started doing a lot more like shadow work or like self-inventory, a lot of theurgy, like praying and just invoking God, asking God for help.
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Just doing a lot of prayer and meditation and like mantras, kind of.
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And once that started, I started doing that, I will have to say, I started having kind of like breakthroughs in magic and where I just felt like there's something there.
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I guess just something that's created everything.
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I really, I, it's kind of hard for me to really put any words on God.
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Have you ever had any imagery associated with him?
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No, I mean, sometimes I, I guess I can say like some of my visions that I have that are always repeating whenever I cross the abyss.
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I mean, I, I consider the eclipse kind of like an, an image of beauty before I see God.
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But no, I wouldn't say that there's an actual image specifically for God.
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And have you heard of this, uh, sort of lion headed serpent that the Gnostics will often call like some aspect of God.
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And even that gets a little bit confusing because it's not like the end all be all, but it is a form that they attribute to God.
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Well, we've talked to somebody in specific on this show.
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Um, it was a gentleman who in his twenties was diagnosed with bipolar schizophrenia and then he, he overcame it by treating the hallucinations.
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I'm using quotes for the listening audience as, uh, external to himself, not hallucinations, but actually that he's being beset upon by, by something adversarial.
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But one of the experiences that he has at some point during the height of this, you know, what is medically diagnosed as schizophrenia, uh, he sees, uh, this, this snake bodied lion headed entity emerge out of a portal, um, in his, in his room.
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Um, and, uh, it was interesting because he didn't have any grounding for that experience later on, he would find that this is what the Gnostics call God, or at least they claim that this is what God looks like in some aspect or another, which was to him really sort of groundbreaking.
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And, uh, and we've even read recently from our show, NDS Chronicles, somebody having a drug induced experience where they fell, uh, essentially into some sort of like a dark void.
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And the only entity that was there was this lion who kind of said, oh, looks like you're, uh, far from home and then essentially sends him back.
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And so there's this, the reason that I ask is because this lion faced entity makes several appearances.
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And if you're looking at the Bible, it's like, well, there's a lot of, um, angelic or, or Elohim, uh, that also have the attributes of a lion one way or another, whether it's multiple heads, like the cherubim or one of the faces, I believe is a lion, or there's, there's other species that are often described as that way.
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So this, this, uh, symbol of the lion seems pretty heavy in the spiritual realm.
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Um, yeah, I mean, to me, uh, I, I've kind of made like a logo of my own version of that myself.
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I've even mentioned that on the, uh, the occult rejects.
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I mean, I do, I have pumped out a lot of occult art recently and, uh, I'm trying to just give people ideas of like what certain art can look like for certain things that you're trying to get across.
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Um, that image to me can very much explain a magical experience in itself.
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It's just, I've never seen anything like that in my magical experience, but I could see that being something that you could use to describe in a sense, a change that went on within oneself.
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Even the snake, I think the snake is hugely used for eyeball stuff.
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Your pupil does screw closed, screws closed, like spins closed.
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And I think a lot of snake symbolism is used like on the hermit card.
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A lot of times there's snakes like underneath the hermit, whatever, like wrapping around the orphic egg.
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You know, again, the egg with the snake spinning around it, your pupil's going to spin closed and your scolera is white.
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You know, you're getting the whole symbolism of, of the white and the black, but, uh, I forgot where I was going with that.
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Well, I mean, you touched on something there that that's been, uh, a large part of the conversation we've been having, but I actually do kind of want to put a pin in that orphic egg and return to it in a minute.
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I was talking about the, this, this, the lion and the snake.
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Uh, for me, I've never seen that, but I do think it's again, like I've even tried to spoof off that image to get it, you know, to get a point across.
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So you mentioned earlier that, um, part of this process for you was a lot of like self auditing, I believe might have been the expression that you used.
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Well, I called it shadow work or like self inventory.
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Now that to me seems reminiscent of even like a Scientology has like.
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When you said auditing, it was like, oh, I'm sorry.
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So, um, I recognize that in a lot of spiritual work, there is this self auditing.
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I mean, within Christianity, there's the admission of sin and the repentance of sin, which is a sort of a form of self auditing, or at least you could liken it to it.
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Even when you have psychedelic experiences, oftentimes the insights that you gleam are really about yourself.
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Uh, I've, I've taken quite a bit of mushrooms before, and it was the, the entire experience was more or less like, why do I behave the way that I behave?
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And, and it was able to kind of track things down to the root, which in a way felt like, you know, it was a deeper understanding of self.
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But in that way, it's kind of a self audit, is it not?
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So, um, I find it fascinating that regardless of the, maybe the, um, what, what would these, these secret schools, is that, is that what they're called?
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Uh, uh, uh, secret societies or, or if you're in a shamanistic kind of experience where you're utilizing drugs to, to this, this self auditing, this understanding of self comes up quite a bit.
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I imagine this is an important component to this process.
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I think it is, uh, in my opinion, in order to have a magical experience, you're going to have to let go of like a lot of fears, guilt, and, uh, ties to this world in order to have that.
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And, and, and like, let's say even if you're just not, you know, totally balanced and you still somehow across the abyss, my opinion, when you come back, you're going to have to be really well balanced.
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I've been lied to about the reality that I'm living.
00:33:00.820
And you can see the ways in which that's sort of a...
00:45:44.640
because my brain is going everywhere right now.
01:22:25.920
further away from the source of it and and light
01:22:42.700
west have a detachment from the spiritual realm he
01:22:45.400
thinks it's it's malicious or it's on purpose i
01:23:11.000
the way to like i just got to send my son because
01:23:13.280
so you can see the perceived distance of if this is
01:23:17.880
the light and you know many other religions will
01:23:20.260
will call this uh the sun god or the ultimate god
01:23:27.220
overarching god that is the sun and i i don't think
01:23:30.400
that they're completely wrong i think that you know
01:23:33.420
there's a lot of truth in what these people are
01:23:34.960
saying because there is something about that this
01:23:37.540
light that is on the earth but has it gotten further
01:23:40.280
away well i think so there's many stories that say
01:23:43.060
that it has gotten has gotten further away even
01:23:45.220
science will tell you this that uh constitutionally
01:23:48.280
we're made up of where we're constitutionally less
01:23:52.200
because of the distance between this thing this light
01:23:56.840
this source of light and our bodies and that's just kind
01:24:01.460
of it's it's interesting to think about it that way so
01:24:03.400
yeah if if that is true um it would make it a lot harder for
01:24:08.980
the interdimensional the spiritual realm to access us or
01:24:13.440
to even uh reproduce with us which i think that they were doing
01:24:23.100
a little bit hardier ed mabry likes to say they would they would be able to
01:24:27.680
take a pounding a little more readily and then then you get you know your uh
01:24:31.520
ancient beings that we like to talk about on this show
01:24:37.180
seems like we're doing it with ai i like that you brought up the idea of ai
01:24:41.100
because we are right we are this you can think about how like we get
01:24:46.300
your parents pop us out and programmers yeah yeah dude what the fuck like half
01:24:51.140
of us are here because somebody wanted a toy for fuck's sake
01:24:53.220
it's irresponsible i mean when you when you're thinking about like such a such a
01:24:58.120
tremendous creation that like what what we are we can grow out of just a spark
01:25:02.600
of light basically into full-grown human beings making horrible decisions like
01:25:07.160
um it's yeah it really gets you to think about um
01:25:13.880
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dot com i i think what what we think the alien agenda is which is uh like some sort of a
01:26:19.980
breeding program that they can't seem to nail i don't know how deep you go on
01:26:24.360
aliens or what you even think about this stuff aliens uh i think for the most part just my
01:26:32.400
experience i could see a the alien story being a really good way to sell a magical experience
01:26:41.580
i mean i'm sure some people have had experiences where they do believe that's what happened
01:26:47.100
and i couldn't explain that but some people i do i just think some like even look at crowley i mean
01:26:52.300
the first idea that we had of a gray was from fucking him right you know who knows what he was
01:26:57.060
trying to depict and symbolism with that well what's your idea on on aliens like as far as uh
01:27:02.960
your magical experiences have gone uh for me i have a hard time believing all right put it this way i
01:27:08.920
don't believe what we even see out in the skies is true you know i find that hard to believe like
01:27:15.680
what we've been told about that i mean even just real quick just to even just bring it up
01:27:19.680
the first model that we had before the one that we have now the last two models of our ideas of
01:27:24.980
what's going on out there was given to us by occultists but they were alchemists and occultists
01:27:29.880
so i don't know if i can take what they're saying to me out there word for word right so i so just the
01:27:36.300
whole thing even with me in my opinion it doesn't sound crazy i think a lot of what's out there is
01:27:40.480
just a reflection of the inside of arrival so like how do i even explain planets and aliens thinking
01:27:46.100
that way i can't really well that's interesting because those principles of like as above so
01:27:51.380
below or as within so without like those kind of things and that does just speak to the fractal
01:27:56.740
nature of reality which you know even if you're looking at like quantum physicists and such
01:28:01.200
they're confirming to whatever degree that yeah whatever happens on the micro is also happening on
01:28:07.140
the macro and as far as you can zoom in and as far as you can zoom out you'll find the patterns
01:28:11.140
repeating i agree with you nick i think like what we're seeing out there um as far as outer space
01:28:16.960
i don't believe it and i don't believe in uh aliens per se but it's just a nice you know it's a nice
01:28:22.940
word to give when we're talking to people so that we we so much an archetype in itself yeah it's an
01:28:29.540
it's an archetype it's a way to understand what what i'm trying to convey and express but i like that
01:28:34.060
idea of like you're looking out there and you're saying when i look at the sky the night sky and you're
01:28:38.960
seeing the stars in the dark it's the same thing you see when you close your eyes it's like well
01:28:43.140
maybe like as as we look at the night sky it is like we're looking into the interdimensional i don't
01:28:49.220
think that they come from other planets i don't think that this is this earth is necessarily even
01:28:53.600
round i i don't know what shape it is but i know we can't get off of it i'm pretty sure of that i've
01:28:59.880
yeah because i keep watching this asshole smashes rockets into the firmament yeah he flies yeah right
01:29:04.380
just dings him off the dude i'm sorry every every time i see that it just looks like something like
01:29:10.380
it even behaves as if it's moving through water and then the way that it like there's moments where
01:29:14.680
it looks like it splashes against some sort of unperceivable but still physical yeah it's all
01:29:20.580
weird um can you show images on your show yeah yeah yeah you got something you want to share yeah
01:29:25.800
yeah i'll try to find another one too i don't know if next time people actually watch uh what's his face
01:29:31.120
oh there you go that so this is what you were talking about before and i i didn't know if i
01:29:35.120
should go there yet but the way that the eye seems to mimic this enclosed system that we're allegedly in
01:29:40.840
besides that if you were to ever watch elon musk launch off his rockets and when they show you the
01:29:45.540
whole bottom screen with all those little numbers going and all that shit this is exactly what the
01:29:50.220
fuck you're looking at yeah it's always curved by the way the trajectory is always fucking you know
01:29:56.580
it's oh it's you're like that's not going up dog that's going fucking across like every time i'm
01:30:01.320
like am i retarded i just can't perceive things the right way once they're too high in the sky
01:30:05.500
up looks like a cross that that's it's strange to me there's a lot of shit that they just kind of lean
01:30:10.700
on um our gullibility i feel like they're like yeah i don't believe what your eyes are saying i know
01:30:16.680
that your eyes are saying this thing's traveling uh horizontally across the horizon but trust me it's going up
01:30:21.800
yeah but i do find it interesting whenever you show elon musk like showing his like blast off
01:30:27.060
platform this is the exact design that he has on the bottom of the screen showing everything
01:30:31.880
that is the eyeball yeah i think a lot of his stuff is actually eyeball symbolism that's just my opinion
01:30:38.200
so before nick you were talking about um this orphic egg and right now we're talking a little bit
01:30:44.840
about lamb right and how he was uh kind of the archetype for the alien gray and there's there's a quote
01:30:50.820
that was attributed to so so crowley does like the amelantra workings and and one way or another ends
01:30:56.660
up communing with this entity he draws a picture of it it looks like a fucking alien gray and and
01:31:01.840
allegedly there's a um a quote attributed to lamb that says something to the effect of it's all in the
01:31:08.640
egg which is like some sort of cryptic revelation and i don't know i can't confirm that that's what
01:31:13.320
you know something that this thing said to him but we are in the middle of i don't know like
01:31:20.160
this egg event right so we were talking about the orphic egg and within the uap disclosure
01:31:26.620
kind of realm all sudden eggs have popped up on the the radar and hi i'm darren marler host of the
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dot com there's even this moment recently we showed it on this on a show where this guy is pointing to
01:32:37.380
this orb in the sky and when you zoom in on it it is an egg-shaped glowing orb with what looks like a
01:32:43.880
snake coiled around it right so um this is something that i'm not terribly familiar with i i do a little
01:32:49.680
bit of a deep dive and find out maybe i should be uh uh you know informed about this thing because it's at
01:32:55.500
the the center of the creation mythos of a shit ton of different um sort of ancient religions
01:33:03.220
and i mean from egyptian i think even norse mythology has a version the vedics have uh you
01:33:10.260
know an egg in the beginning of their mythos it's literally their creation mythos the egg cracks open
01:33:14.680
the top half becomes the firmament the lower half becomes the earth and this is like a little bit
01:33:20.560
different there's some nuances from one to another but basically either the egg itself cracks open and
01:33:27.920
creates earth and the realm that we inhabit or the egg cracks open and a creator deity comes out of
01:33:33.160
it and they create the earth or the creator deity comes out births another deity and that deity creates
01:33:39.820
the earth but it's it's all of it is is seemingly um wrapped up in this creation mythos but from what
01:33:46.460
you're talking about nick this thing seems to bear uh not not a resemblance but um it has a connection
01:33:52.740
to the human eye once again yes that's what i think even in your eye uh when you your hyaloid
01:34:00.040
canal your pupil and the zonules is in how to explain this your lens actually is held by the
01:34:05.900
zonules is in and they will either bending it back or just pushing it forward will either make your pupil
01:34:11.380
big or small when you pull it back and make it small it spirals closed and sucks light into your eye
01:34:19.120
that way and i do think again it spirals closed and it pulls open like a cross which is something i
01:34:27.860
do even want to bring up and this is just a theory of mine and i'm going to throw it out there these
01:34:31.800
rituals a lot of these rituals i'm doing i'm in a black robe with that hood on and i'm going to the
01:34:37.520
four corners and destroying these things they're doing whatever i'm doing but spinning in a circle at
01:34:42.260
the same time i honestly think the black hood and the black robe is the pupil spinning closed
01:34:48.320
and i'm destroying the four corners that are pulling it open and now i'm closing the pupil
01:34:53.220
and i'm sucking because when you now i'm going to invoke right i'm pulling the light in that's
01:34:59.000
exactly what i'm doing with the pupil i'm pulling it closed and sucking light into the back of my head
01:35:03.060
that's interesting yeah i knew top was going to do this he's pulling up but but this is worth
01:35:08.560
mentioning too shout out matthew lane says year of the snake is it interesting that as soon as the
01:35:13.200
year of the snake kicks off we start getting this egg symbolism the orphic egg i think so these are
01:35:18.740
what this is what we do in black robes uh at brohemian grove yeah these people are ridiculous yeah
01:35:24.060
annual semi-annual events the audience is dressed up in nephilim death squad cloaks and uh and i don't
01:35:31.000
know what the fuck we're doing i don't even have this uh this guy out there now i think i think he was
01:35:35.900
talking about there was some dude i saw talking about some experience that he had i think with
01:35:39.820
like you know aliens or whatever and there's like some video too where it's like showing like this
01:35:43.640
this tether looking thing and it looks like it's a sphere but if you look at it closely it's like an
01:35:49.280
egg actually and somebody is it's going around saying it's a ufo and i was like yeah zoom in on
01:35:54.980
that it's an egg it's not a circle it's an egg no it's 100 an egg and there's a second it's hanging
01:35:59.600
from like a rope so now just roll that up and you got the fucking orphic egg again roll yeah they're
01:36:03.820
they're airlifting it this is the the i i don't know if i want to call it a psychological operation
01:36:08.400
because that seems dismissive i don't think that all psychological operations are hollow sometimes i
01:36:14.140
think they're priming us for a series of events that's about to unfold and right now it seems like
01:36:18.980
it's this egg situation so you have this moment where the steven greer's and uh louise alizandos of
01:36:27.000
the world kind of like the the um the the federal arm of the mascots for for fucking uap disclosure so
01:36:36.000
so these guys are saying watch out something's gonna happen today and i go surely it's gonna be
01:36:40.100
gay but i'll keep an eye out for it and sure enough we do get like all of a sudden this video emerges of
01:36:45.140
them airlifting this fucking egg out of a out of a mountainscape and then what ends up happening is
01:36:50.140
somebody uh a whistleblower online on 4chan very trustworthy comes out and says yeah you know uh oh
01:36:56.900
here's another egg video yeah yeah uh here's another egg video and also uh i am a a whistleblower
01:37:04.060
of sorts military intelligence clearance yada yada yada but the two things that were birthed out of his
01:37:10.260
video that are very fascinating is one when you zoom in on the egg it is covered in what was the
01:37:17.580
language it was hierarchical um uh something or another but it was basically a language that would
01:37:23.500
only have been used by the priest class of greece and egypt um and there are these symbols sure
01:37:30.060
enough all imprinted all over the surface of this egg and the other thing that was found with the egg
01:37:35.500
allegedly according to this very trustworthy whistleblower from 4chan is that there was a
01:37:40.920
entity in a stasis bed basically like a med bed sort of situation and you know they woke him up and um
01:37:48.560
he's a tall nord you know how that's like one of the fucking genres of aliens that were he's a tall
01:37:54.080
nord and he's got a lot to say and interestingly enough one of the things that he said was um that
01:37:59.380
the closest we ever had to understanding god was when we were adhering to like the hermetic text or
01:38:04.640
something like that more or less these things that are the the the foundations for much of gnosticism as
01:38:11.500
it exists today so i don't know what what's coming but this egg thing does i mean yeah it's somebody said
01:38:17.380
in the chat that eggs uh snakes also lay eggs so these things are tied together also your your eyeball
01:38:24.260
is not a perfect sphere right it does have a pointed tip when it comes to your lens uh on your on your
01:38:31.460
eyeball it makes an egg so yeah i i think you're really uh onto something here nick when when you come
01:38:38.800
to this this correlation between the eye the egg lucifer the serpent and all of these things they're all
01:38:45.640
seemingly uh you know orbiting one another yeah if you want real quick i just want to so i can give
01:38:51.280
people an example if you want to pull up this piece of art i could show you now this is the birth of
01:39:03.740
mm-hmm and and venus by the way is is the planet associated with lucifer is it not well she she's
01:39:10.320
standing in this sort of shell so what are you representing with that eyeball there what's that
01:39:14.160
uh you can see it's virtually the same thing i mean she would be representative of the optic nerve
01:39:20.060
and then uh the what is that called the source would be like the uh shell and then she's standing
01:39:28.280
on the lens and this is the same thing front of the lens is where you have the water and that little
01:39:33.320
area in front of the lens is where they have the oculus humor and then the vitreous humor in the back is
01:39:38.140
where the blood is interesting this is very reminiscent of of um what's that famous painting
01:39:43.980
where the the fingers are are reaching towards each other and oh yes yo you know the vatican i went to
01:39:49.880
the vatican within the last year i went to italy like they they actually do accept that as being
01:39:56.360
the brain now i mean it's it's pretty uncanny and and where is when they said that on the tour i was
01:40:02.300
like what the fuck wow you're actually acknowledging that physiology is part of this shit this is the thing
01:40:07.460
that that um i think a lot of christianity is is dropping the ball because they they basically
01:40:13.360
tell you not to don't don't look at this don't worry about this and it's all heretical or or one
01:40:19.020
thing or another and it's like well you got a real problem if if any of this is is true and the problem
01:40:24.960
isn't that it diminishes christianity the problem is that you're not helping to unpack this and and that
01:40:32.460
is causing uh certainly a distrust for these religious institutions or towards these religious
01:40:39.400
institutions but i look at that and i i can't deny that i see that and then it's like well what do you
01:40:44.700
make of it because the church not going to help you understand that so you have the very organizations
01:40:49.660
that you've been uh you know accusing of of just being satanic or luciferian it's like well not good
01:40:55.900
all right i guess you don't get to learn about it then you don't get to know what this is and that
01:40:59.460
that that's a problem from like the 1200s to the 1600s to the 1700s i don't even yeah push the 1600s
01:41:04.540
in the catholic church the people who made some of the biggest breakthroughs and stuff or
01:41:08.260
applying physiology yeah they're applying anatomy to uh you know to understanding well and what i want
01:41:16.160
to say about that too is i don't think that it has to be reductive in other words i don't think that
01:41:19.880
you have to look at this and say oh all spirituality is just an anagram or or rather a metaphor
01:41:26.080
for the anatomy of human beings it's like no i don't think it's just that it is that and it's
01:41:33.540
also many other things so so like top says it's like this realm is is multiple realms layered over
01:41:38.760
one another um it's like slices yes you don't have to look at this and be like oh no um even even for
01:41:46.580
me it's like i believe that lucifer is an actual entity but also is there some correlation between the
01:41:52.640
the the celestial body of venus um and there is there also some correlation uh with our eyeball
01:41:58.820
and our and our own anatomy it's like yeah yeah all those things i think all those things are are true
01:42:04.040
and they're all layered on top of one another but i think much of what christianity does is it looks at
01:42:09.160
these concepts and it sees them as pulling away um the actual not the how do i put this it it removes a
01:42:17.800
layer of of reality and makes it so that it's all just um analogous and i don't think that that is
01:42:24.320
the case at all i think that this realm is rich with layers it's like um you know we've talked about
01:42:31.580
it a lot where there's this idea that you can take this oil that's producing your in your spine
01:42:37.600
you have 33 vertebrae in the spine that's why christ lived 33 years and and there's a oil in your
01:42:42.840
spine called christos if you can migrate this to your pineal gland through a through meditation then you
01:42:47.260
can achieve some sort of like ascended masterhood or even that the sun is representative of christ
01:42:52.820
and the sun rests on the celestial crux for three days before the days become longer uh you know
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during the winter solstice or after the winter solstice and that is reminiscent of or or at least
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metaphorical for the resurrection of christ and it's like jesus christ doesn't have to be the sun in the
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this very important story all the way throughout it wherever you're willing to look and just because
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you lock on to one does not dismiss all of the other instances of that and so that's the thing that
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that has been driving me nuts and i fear that in a time where i don't know if you agree with this nick
01:44:33.980
it feels like spiritually things are getting heightened oh yeah yeah i agree with that for
01:44:38.660
sure and a lot of people are not going to have a roadmap and that's going to cause what i would say
01:44:45.760
like is is a hasty falling away you know like i don't think you should there are many ways in which
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the church has dropped the ball but i don't think that you should throw the baby out with the bath water
01:44:56.800
so if something happens in the near future that uproots your understanding of the spiritual realm
01:45:01.880
then you might just feel like you need to you know detach yourself and get and and spiral and
01:45:07.720
freak out and grab on to the first thing that makes sense to you which is what a lot of people do when
01:45:11.500
they first wake up when you first wake up you tend to fall for a bunch of dumb shit that's not true
01:45:15.900
because oh it's happened to me yeah oh dude it's happened to me so much it had i'm fucking so wrong
01:45:21.400
all the time all the time dude so i that's that's my big fear right now is that these things are
01:45:28.940
ancient and have stuck around for a reason and we're gonna go through some shit soon i think that
01:45:34.040
a lot of people are just gonna start tossing things in the trash yeah no i definitely think i just think
01:45:39.560
even from the idolization of politicians right now and just people in general that shows you that people
01:45:45.840
are lost you know we're going the wrong way we're looking you know we're looking for fixes of our fear
01:45:51.640
and man instead of ourselves or god you know trump is going to fix everything for me or kamala harris is
01:45:59.220
going to fix everything get the fuck out of here that's how it goes you know that's everything that
01:46:04.520
we've been inundated with right we started oh yeah i believe that shit too you know at some point
01:46:08.480
you know oh no yeah well i was uh balls deep into the queue thing oh so i was like i'm trying to tell
01:46:14.840
all my friends they're fucking drinking babies dude and nobody wants to listen to me at all
01:46:19.120
yeah then i was like you know too much of this shit seems like i just started a lot of stuff
01:46:23.320
with occultism started popping up and i was like yeah yes yeah and then he had that whole what did
01:46:29.060
he he had the the the kingmaker ritual i think is that it or the or the king the kill king ritual or
01:46:34.540
something like that right when he takes the kingmaker i think i remember that yeah yeah that's
01:46:38.600
basically the assassination attempt where it's like he has blood on his right ear blood on his right
01:46:43.160
hand and blood on his right foot because his shoe is off mysteriously like he's got no shoe on so
01:46:48.920
he's going through a ritual right before our eyes but you know we're looking at it as as uh
01:46:54.060
an assassination attempt i don't know it's all well that was the king kill ritual and the king
01:46:59.020
kill ritual thank you some would say that the king that was killed there would would have been joe biden
01:47:03.340
because right after that he steps down it's all really weird symbolic esoteric stuff if you're
01:47:09.300
looking closer we were we were some of the first people to call it out and we were like that didn't
01:47:13.780
look real at all we and i still don't think his ear looks fine now it's weird yeah his ear looks
01:47:19.920
better than fine his skin looks great by the way when they fucking zoom in on that guy for the
01:47:24.200
inauguration photo i'm like oh yeah it didn't look like an orange man as much no he didn't look like
01:47:28.260
an orange man he looked healthy and hydrated and i'm like this guy's got great skin for being
01:47:31.920
fucking really old but yeah his ear looks perfectly fine go figure it's weird because it's not even like
01:47:38.040
they're trying to hide that right it's like they like even in the picture his other ear is covered
01:47:43.760
and that ear is favoring the camera so you can like really put that bitch in 4k and zoom in on it and
01:47:49.080
be like there's no fucking discernible wound here nope that was a magical act right there
01:47:54.520
very strange very strange that's that's my fear though is that we've been stripped of our understanding
01:48:01.100
of the spiritual realm and we've been inundated by fear or with fear by this propaganda machine
01:48:06.060
right because it's like we're all pretty comfortable with if it bleeds it leads so what
01:48:11.040
have we been doing we've just been basking in just fucking like this trauma cycle from the media oh
01:48:16.280
yeah mk ultra mk ultra right right right well if you could fear if you could fear somebody it'll
01:48:24.000
probably make it easier for you to love them and then you you had mentioned that that uh the host or
01:48:30.600
the uh yeah the host would need would need to love its parasite in order for these rituals
01:48:35.840
to be successful seems like that's where we're at here yeah it would be forced feared and then
01:48:41.820
it's like you force fed fear and it's like well here's here's your savior i'm just gonna use trump
01:48:46.160
as an example because it's just an easy thing to pick i think both sides suck uh you know and then
01:48:51.200
you fall in love with him because you think he's gonna make everything better you fall in love with
01:48:54.560
his jokes you fall in love with his trolling you fall in love with the stupid shit he says you think
01:48:57.740
he's fucking funny you know you people fall in love with fucking newscasters they think they they know
01:49:02.500
who they are it's like you just know the 30 minutes a day that they show you right no tech
01:49:07.240
shit who the hell they are this is a strong one too we we've been beating the drum on trump i i really
01:49:12.540
i like trump uh but a lot of the things here that you're gonna see him do uh within it's been two
01:49:19.900
weeks right and he's used just basically executive orders to sort of turn around and write the country
01:49:25.320
in a certain i mean it's it's an obvious kind of way he's like i just signed executive order
01:49:30.600
there's only two genders is like there always was um but now it it's just like it seems like
01:49:36.740
these are problems that are created that now are going to be attributed to somebody uh that did very
01:49:42.600
little to fix them the economic problems the problems i mean that with the border like these
01:49:48.240
are simple things but i'm very suspect i'm glad that he did it because it's getting fucking out of
01:49:53.340
control it was out of control you know and it was to the point where we're like yo we need somebody
01:49:58.580
to actually come in and stop the bleeding and he came in and it's like yeah signed a couple of
01:50:03.460
papers stop the bleeding this is obvious shit you know what's interesting the when kobe crashed in
01:50:09.540
his helicopter trump was trying to shut down the border for health reasons and now we just had a
01:50:15.360
helicopter crash and shutting the border dude did you see i mean the helicopter we got fucking the
01:50:20.940
kansas city chiefs versus the philadelphia eagles this fucking plane takes off from kansas city and then
01:50:26.400
nosedives into philadelphia like what the fuck what are we doing here i don't fucking believe that
01:50:32.960
i mean i obviously know some shit crash landed whatever the fuck it was i don't even know if it was a
01:50:37.100
plane um but but i look at that and i'm like i just yeah it's it's uh the plane of the black
01:50:43.500
hawk the plane was going to runway 33 for fuck's sakes i know so ridiculous and then by the way who
01:50:48.760
who uh the kansas city no no the philadelphia eagles made a tweet like a couple of days right before it
01:50:54.560
about a helicopter like it was a helicopter they they made what you know how you could take like
01:50:58.420
some some uh symbols off your keyboard and fucking keep i don't know how people do that but they make
01:51:02.800
a post and somehow all the symbols on their keyboard they make a whole fucking helicopter it was like
01:51:07.220
that something like that and um and then sure enough right after that this helicopter crashes
01:51:11.900
and by the way we just watch this helicopter fucking it's the most slow motion like like you know
01:51:18.320
a horrific moment in the world it's like here's the plane and fucking just here comes the fucking
01:51:23.700
helicopter and it's like five minutes and this fucking helicopter is still coming and it's not
01:51:28.000
turning nobody's making any fucking effort whatsoever and how that happened like that
01:51:32.160
unless it was suicide or done on purpose it would be very hard to do it like honestly if you think about
01:51:37.360
flying in three-dimensional like space not space but three-dimensional space to to cut off an airplane
01:51:44.340
it's not easy to do you that's that's got to be intentional you don't do it by accident when they
01:51:49.800
were like they were doing like a public announcement about it i think maybe last night or the night
01:51:53.080
before they even said that uh the drill that they were doing required them to wear night vision
01:51:57.780
yeah well technically they should have been wearing those too and it's like how the fuck did you not
01:52:01.840
see this and weird thing is is the plane i think is at 325 feet and the helicopter is at 200 during the
01:52:09.160
collision so where's the 125 feet that doesn't make sense i didn't know that another thing another thing
01:52:16.060
that i threw in there yesterday at uh uh shout out to great pilled podcast with uh jewel oh nice
01:52:21.160
nice yeah um i was on there because i was just i'm binging uh uh breaking bad again and i'm up to
01:52:27.860
the season i don't know if you guys have seen it but spoiler alert there's a season where jesse's
01:52:31.800
girlfriend ods oh yeah yeah her father's an air traffic controller and the that season culminates
01:52:38.680
where uh the beginning of every episode of that season they're showing walt's pool and he has like
01:52:43.800
different debris in his pool or in his yard and and people you know they're collecting evidence and
01:52:48.660
you're assuming that it's going to be part of the drug trade that he's doing but no it's it's this
01:52:53.580
event that happens the father that's an air traffic controller is distracted or distraught and he
01:52:59.340
accidentally directs two planes into each other and they crash midair and i like it's just funny that
01:53:05.980
like i was like oh i want to watch this this is a great show and i watched it and like two days before
01:53:10.480
i watched this completely i haven't i didn't remember the show at all i was like oh my god
01:53:15.820
it was like is this predictive programming in like 2016 because that's when this yeah too i thought
01:53:21.020
that was whole weird that whole time coming back out too i was like what the fuck and it wasn't just
01:53:26.180
tanya harding either apparently there was like a couple of others so yeah silent g says tanya
01:53:29.900
harding made a twitter uh a tweet the morning of the crash after 10 years of that's even fucking
01:53:34.960
unheard of 10 years of no social media and then the most famous uh uh figure skater in the world
01:53:40.560
tweets on the morning that a bunch of figure skating children fucking die in this helicopter
01:53:45.580
this is why this is why it's like so now we're talking about ice ice skating and now i feel like
01:53:50.460
yeah dude but the breaking bad thing has it's directly dealing with the cartel and mexico so we're
01:53:57.160
talking about ice ice skating breaking bad with the cartel i'm like oh what the fuck dude it's just
01:54:01.880
information oh and ice is even on a rampage in our country right now too that's it that's it man
01:54:08.480
that's what i'm saying so so whatever's going on with trump to me it feels like i mean this is coming
01:54:13.020
from the a guy who wrote the art of the deal or the art of the comeback right was it the art of the
01:54:17.560
comeback or something like that or was it the art of the deal might have written both yeah i don't
01:54:22.640
know if you see that look that up but what but what i see is like this theatrical comeback story
01:54:26.840
right where like you have this guy he gets in he does pretty good but he gets um wrongly accused
01:54:32.680
and criticized for all kinds of shit that's paper thin anybody with a critical thinking you know or
01:54:37.240
the ability to critically think sees that they're just levying a bunch of paper thin shit at him and
01:54:41.900
it all falls apart over and over again but it still ruins his reputation and then he gets kicked out and
01:54:48.160
the fucking dude that takes his place just nosedives the entire country into philadelphia and everybody is
01:54:53.320
watching this shit show he's a corpse he's shitting his pants we're all going oh my god this is so bad
01:54:57.500
then we finally get the guy back and he just goes on a rampage and starts doing all the shit that we
01:55:02.460
want him to do i'm like this is fucking theater he wrote this is theater wrote both books so he did i
01:55:07.100
have the art of the deal here but he wrote the art of the comeback as well talking about you know how
01:55:10.560
he's gone into into debt and bankruptcy so many times and came back from it yeah well he's fucking right
01:55:16.340
now is performing the ultimate version of the art of the comeback and to me it's old theater and it goes back
01:55:20.640
to that apparently this is a big um misnomer as well but i don't give a shit i'm going to continue
01:55:26.460
spreading this fake quote uh but it was what albert pike and morals and dogma that said when the people
01:55:31.500
need a hero we shall provide one for them apparently that's that's oversimplifying the the the the the
01:55:38.160
quote from albert pike but i think still um that's what we're being subjected to it's like they create
01:55:44.080
it's a hegelian dialect kind of a deal like they'll create this scenario they'll wait for this big
01:55:48.860
reaction and then they'll slide this character in for us to to clamor around and right now i think
01:55:54.580
we're seeing in a guy who i like who's very entertaining who i do think is funny and i do
01:56:00.340
like his his policies and his legislation um we're seeing the ultimate version of that uh unfolding
01:56:06.580
right now and i don't know where this goes i mean i got a bunch of ideas but i don't think it's
01:56:10.680
anywhere good and i think we probably do go to a golden age um but it's more like a blavatsky
01:56:17.000
you know alice bailey golden age and i think it's only temporary until some shit happens it's like
01:56:22.760
what what does the bible say when they say uh peace and and prosperity or peace and uh and safety
01:56:28.520
sudden uh uh destruction shall fall upon them i think that's kind of probably what we're going to be
01:56:33.720
uh uh subjected to soon i could agree i think i think things are going to get weird for sure in
01:56:40.700
the next four years oh well look we're at the hour and 45 minute mark this is a great conversation
01:56:48.020
nick i would love to have you back in the future yeah man uh it went to places i wasn't i didn't
01:56:54.520
know we were going to end up going uh but very fascinating stuff so for the people uh one more
01:56:59.640
time let everybody know where they can find you nick uh the occult rejects and that is on bitch
01:57:03.680
you rumble and youtube and all major podcasts and then we do have the occult research institute you
01:57:09.220
can check out there and uh yeah that's where you can find all the stuff thank you
01:57:14.240
hell yeah man all right uh again it was a pleasure talking to you thank you for coming on we're going
01:57:20.040
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the greatest hypnotist on planet earth is a oblong box in the corner of the room it is constantly
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