176: Creating Conscious Entities: Tulpas, Egregores & Ritual Magic w⧸ Greypilled Podcast
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2 hours and 3 minutes
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Summary
Jules of the Gray Pilled Podcast joins us to talk about his new book, "The Devil Next Door" and how the government is trying to brainwash us all with lies and propaganda. Join us in this episode of the Nedelyim Death Squad!
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All right, anyway, joining us today, after too long of a hiatus, we tried to make it happen sooner.
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Things kind of didn't work out one way or another, but we finally got them here.
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We are back once again with Jules of the Gray Pilled Podcast.
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Jules, before we get into the conversation, let everybody know where they can find you and what it is that you focus on.
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I am the Elohim etymologist as well as the sound scientist I do with Paranoid American.
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It's usually where I spend most of my time lately, but we do a lot of cool things over there.
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We're on season two, I believe, and we're kind of unpacking that, trying to dive into that,
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and find all the occult symbolism and esoteric undertones throughout the show.
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Well, I produce, let's say that, every Tuesday.
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I also do a show every other Sunday called Sunday Chaos with Conspiracy Extremist, Not Nice Guy,
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Dude, I thought that that was Alex the red-coated Jew from the joke joint.
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You know, Jules, we've been watching you develop.
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You've been one of my favorite shows to watch your development.
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We're very surface level here on Nephilim Death Squad.
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I found that I'm simply too retarded to watch Twin Peaks.
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I can't even focus long enough to get through the first two episodes.
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You're already on the second season, so I think that speaks volumes as to your ability to-
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You know, you have Isaac Weissip who rants and raves about it, and I want to give it a chance,
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What the hell is worth watching three times over?
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We actually talked over the DMs this past weekend.
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He's going to be- I really don't think he's talked about Twin Peaks publicly much.
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He's thrown little hints here and there, but he does something on his Patreon, I think,
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called the Gray Lodge, which is funny that it's named that.
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But I think we have a show planned here in a couple months that we are going to be diving
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I think he's done it behind the scenes a whole bunch with people that are subscribed to him,
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I'm a big fan of David Lynch, so everything from the cinematography to the color to the outfits
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I think it's part of a giant ritual in itself, maybe.
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Well, I mean, now I got all the people on the Patreon.
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Some, most of them, who are y'all's viewers as well, kind of obsessed with it, too.
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But, man, when you get into it and, like, you figure out that this place that, you know,
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the setting of the show, which is in Twin Peaks up in Washington, it's just a very, like,
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You realize that there's more than what meets the eye.
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There's these different lodges that this FBI agent is trying to find.
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And it all has to do with this girl that died in the very first episode.
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And, like, dude, when you get into the lore of the show and all these other shows that
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are newer, that are based off of, like, the main ideal of Twin Peaks, it's, but, I mean,
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And, like, you get into the Black Lodge, you get into Crowley.
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And, apparently, the guys who created Gravity Falls went and got David Lynch's blessing to
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It's a cartoon for children, but it's basically Twin Peaks for children, is my understanding.
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And so, yeah, there's, like, this cabin that's in the woods, and there's actually a place
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And there is, inside this area, yeah, Gravity Falls is a wild, wild show.
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Because, you know, Jules, you have kids, and, you know, they...
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So, it's an interesting line to walk, because it's made for children.
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But I found conspiracy pretty organically when I was very young.
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And to be perfectly honest, they're injecting all of this symbolism and all of these subversive
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messages, especially in children's entertainment, just beneath the surface, not in such an overt
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But unlike, you know, me, my child actually has a schizo father to help guide him through
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these things and explain to him, you know, what they are and things of that nature.
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There's so much wild symbolism, so many wild themes and ideas that just go right over his
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But it's my understanding that it was loosely based off of Twin Peaks in some way, shape,
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So, that is a form of Twin Peaks I can digest, is a child's cartoon version of Twin Peaks.
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And like you said, at the surface level, it just looks like a cartoon.
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When you watch Twin Peaks at a surface level, if you're not familiar with the occult or anything
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that's supernatural, because the X-Files, I mean, it's a lot of the same actors that were
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But it just looks like a 90s soap opera, basically.
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Like, I told my mom that I was watching Twin Peaks on Patreon, and she kind of laughed at
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She was like, oh, I didn't know that you would be into that show.
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And then when you watch it again, and you find these other things in it, you're like,
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But the craziest thing to me is how at the end of the second season, there's something
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And 25 years later, he comes out with Twin Peaks season three, The Return.
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When you put it all together, and if you are a member of the Patreon, you get to do that.
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It's also a place where you can come and learn about this kind of knowledge.
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You don't have to go join some lodge and jerk off in a coffin.
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I said jerking off in the coffin is kind of half the fun, isn't it?
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You know, my inability to watch Twin Peaks is partially due because it's just me in a vacuum
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I think joining your Patreon and hanging out with you and all of the guys in the chat and
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everything, all the fans there, might make it a more fun experience.
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Because I keep hearing, there's a lot of shows like this.
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But a guy that decides to pick up season three 25 years after he says that he's going to do
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We used to have a $2 tier, but that was a Mandela effect.
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I don't know what the fuck these people are talking about.
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And is it also the X-Files people in the remake 25 years later or the third season?
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Like, there's a lot of people that make cameos in it.
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Like, fucking Dave, I think it was David Bowie was in Fire Walk With Me, which was the movie
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I think Lynch wanted to make, like, a chain of movies after the second season of Twin
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Peaks, so he made Fire Walk With Me, which is a cult classic now, but at the time, it
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But fucking Dave, I'm pretty sure it was David Bowie.
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So, like, people wanted to be a part of this thing, and then 25 years later, there's tons
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of, like, A, B-list celebrities in the third season.
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But the storyline is great, and it picks up, like, right where you thought it would.
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But Lynch was big into, like, fucking a lot of Buddhist mysticism and stuff, so he was
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so, like, he talks about tulpas a bunch and uses them a lot in his show.
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Yeah, this is something that you and I discussed, you know, what are we going to talk about on
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And you said, how do you feel about talking about tulpas?
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Because that's how I felt like it should be pronounced.
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When I read it, and then I said, never heard of it at all.
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So, I don't know a damn thing about tulpas, tulpas.
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Give me a crash course for retards in what that is.
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Well, I'd say, think of it as your imaginary friend, right?
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This comes from Eastern Buddhism, Buddhist mysticism.
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And so, that was kind of brought into Western esotericism through theosophy, Blavatsky, stuff
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But these concepts exist, and I think were later used, like, in our culture, in pop
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But a tulpa is basically a meditative thought form that you create mentally, right?
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Because in the esoteric traditions, you have your physical body, you have your etheric
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But then, the highest of all is your mental plane, right?
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Like, everything is mental, which is actually pretty interesting when you think about it.
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And then, over time, especially, I guess, if you're practicing what you would call tulpamancy,
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which makes it sound a little more sinister, right?
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And that very well may be the case, because, like, these things can manifest physically, I believe.
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Now, there's also a chance that a demon or an entity could possess this tulpa that you
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Because it is said that if you don't have enough control of this tulpa that you create, it does
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develop its own kind of, like, consciousness and starts to be kind of mischievous, I guess
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you could say, kind of, like, play pranks on you and stuff.
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So, already, I've got, like, there's two branches of thought that I have going on when
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One is the obvious one when it comes to, like, manifestation, right?
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I believe that a lot of people are, when they're talking about manifesting the things that they
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want in reality, they're really just mincing manifestation with prayer.
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And then, the problem is, if you're manifesting, you're, like, you're addressing the universe,
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It's worshiping or praying to or appealing to the creation instead of the creator.
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But, you know, I think that a lot of the time, you'll find you'll get similar results if
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you pray to God the Father instead of just trying to do this manifestation.
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You're working more through the body than through your spirit, like, through your connection
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And the other thing that it brings to mind is when people will have something that resembles
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a demonic encounter, but this thing will take the form of something, like, kind of goofy.
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For example, for children, sometimes you'll hear these stories of waking up in, like, a
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sleep paralysis state, but their favorite action figure is now life-size and standing in the
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And I'd have heard a very similar thing with the film 27 and a half hours or something
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He ends up in this tragedy where he—and he gets pinned in a canal.
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And what he ends up doing is he goes to an experience where he ends up seeing Scooby-Doo.
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A lot of people see weird shit, like, in—yeah.
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Hey, oh, can you warn somebody before you bring up that tulpa, that fucking tulpa on the screen like that?
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So, so, what I'm—what I'm getting at here is, like, if you should—I'm not saying he saw a demon in 127 hours, but I've heard enough stories of people seeing strange things.
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I wonder if you can create a fleshed-out enough image of a thing in your mind, like children will do with their favorite toys or something like that, if some familiar spirit, whether malicious or otherwise, whatever, can take the form of that because it's unique to you.
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Well, I was just going to say, this has been talked about, where astral elementals can enter these thought forms and basically become that of what you think, you know?
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What—because, you know, like I said, think of, like, an imaginary friend, if a kid really believes that this thing exists and believes it for a number of years and puts a lot of, you know, energy and thought into it.
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Like, does it—I've seen—I talked about this recently on—I don't know what episode, but there's a picture in one of these many, like, paranormal, you know, top 10 videos or whatever.
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And it's in this, like, playpen, and it's up, like, in the playpen.
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She's, like, taking pictures of her kid, and in the window next to her kid is this face of, like, this Muppet-looking creature.
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But it doesn't look like a—it doesn't look like a puppet.
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It looks like something, like, like, something's off with it.
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And then it, like, took another picture, and it was gone or something, and it's, like, you know, is that that kid's imaginary friend?
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Yeah, he shaved his head and called it Shaved Ham.
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I try not to watch it anymore because I think you kind of open yourself to that sort of thing, and I always end up doing that.
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Me and my wife, dude, we quit watching Paranormal caught on camera before bed because we were, like, you know, we're falling asleep with the show playing.
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Especially, well, especially, like, you know, we pray, you know, a whole lot, and we're pretty spiritually in tune with Christ.
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And so, it's, you know, if you weren't—if you didn't have that protection, right?
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It's, like, what could creep through your TV, like, literally the ring?
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Dude, I used to fall asleep to ESPN, and, like, during basketball season, I had, like, a bad wigger streak for a little while there.
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What do they call Puerto Rican that try to act black?
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There was a time where I was watching Nukes Top 5, and I always remember this one video in particular where it's these two little girls, these toddlers, they're sitting at a kid's table in a kitchen, and the one little girl, she's turned, and she's looked into the next room, and she's freaking out, and she's crying about something.
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She's pointing, she's pointing, she's pointing.
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Her little sister, or her sister, they're very young, could have been, like, five or something, is mocking her, laughing at the fact that her sister is scared of something because there's nothing there.
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So, over and over again, she turns, and she sees nothing, and she's laughing, and the mom is recording, going, why is this happening?
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And then, all of a sudden, the little girl takes, like, a third or fourth take, looks into that room where her sister is afraid to look, and then there's still nothing there on camera, but the little girl locks up.
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Like, she sees something, and she starts fucking screaming, dude.
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Screaming to the point where her mom, like, you know, the camera goes off, and whatever happens, happens.
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That little girl, it was like she didn't see it the first three times, and on the fourth one, she saw it.
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Every once in a while, those videos, a hundred of them are trash.
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And that one is the one that creeps in and ruins your night.
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But, Jules, you're talking about these thought forms.
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I've heard a lot of people dismiss what Christians will call demonic encounters, or any other spiritual person will say, yeah, trickster spirit, I ran into this, I ran into that.
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And they'll use this terminology thought form almost as a dismissal.
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Like, it doesn't exist on any plane of reality whatsoever.
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Um, well, in, okay, so when you talk about that, if you look at an egregore, and you get into, like, the occult traditions of creating an egregore, or, like, these thought forms, how they're, my voice is cracked, how they're manifested.
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They have to exist in, you create them in these other realms before they can manifest physically.
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So, they exist in a celestial realm, an astral realm, and then, finally, the physical realm, if you were, and that's, that's going on with, and I'm sure we were going to get into it.
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I mean, I mean, it's basically chaos magic, right?
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Uh, creating these, what you would call a servitor, which it is, what it sounds like, something that serves a purpose, um, that you would create.
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Dude, yeah, it gets into the homunculus, the homunculus being, like, a smaller, kind of, uh, representation of yourself, maybe, in something smaller, right?
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Um, or that could also be inhabited by some other spirit.
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Is, is this, like, uh, uh, Frankenstein's monster, is that, or at least the original?
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Yeah, like the golem, like the Jewish golem as well.
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Um, but an example of a tulpa, and we talked about this, I think, on Horseshoes the other night, um, would be Slenderman.
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You know, this, this guy was, kind of, talked about, and, uh, you know, these, all these stories were spread about him, and then, you know, all of a sudden you have two small girls that are sacrificing their friend to him, right?
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Yeah, yeah, so for people who are unfamiliar with that, I mean, you know, you could be peripherally aware of Slenderman because of its popularity over the past, I would say, like, decade, really.
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But, um, it seems to have sprung exclusively out of what are called creepypastas, which are fictional stories written by relatively talented, you know, anonymous people on the internet.
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And, um, but to Jules' point, it does kind of come to a head, this, this, uh, obsession with Slenderman, uh, with two girls murdering a third one, right?
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And, you know, I've been looking at that, Jules, for a while, and I go, is that something that was entirely fabricated, or is it a nothing is new under the sun sort of a situation?
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And those people who made those creepypastas were inspired by something that, that did exist in some realm, some point.
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Yeah, that's, that's kind of where I lean. What do you think?
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Uh, that could very well be a possibility. Um, however, like, the, the physical, kind of, the physical manifestation of the Slenderman, I've, I've seen hundreds of videos that could be Slenderman, it could be early AI, I, I, I don't know what it could be.
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Uh, it could be a fucking sock puppet. Uh, it could be that.
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Gotta warn people. I see how it feels. I'm sorry. That's not nice.
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But that would be the Tulpa. Um, I do think it probably goes further back to an ancient spirit.
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Um, that takes the form of this thought form that was kind of, you know, thought about, especially when you have multiple people thinking up this same idea, this same, uh, creature, whatever it may be.
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It's way more likely to, you know, start to exist on a much more physical level.
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Uh, you know, then, but like I said, this goes into meditation.
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Um, you know, and that's what, that's where it comes from in, you know, Tibetan mysticism.
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Um, I guess you could say more Tibetan than Buddhist, uh, than just like regular Buddhism.
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But, um, there's, there's a, uh, theosophist named, uh, what's her name?
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Alexandra David Neal, who wrote a book called Magic and Mystery in Tibet.
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Tulpa, it took her six months to meditate every day and create this tulpa.
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And at first she was just seeing him in her mind's eye and stuff.
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And she would, she thought that someone was in the room with her, but really wasn't.
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But then she would have guests at her home and they were, and they were like, who's, who's
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that Friar Tuck looking guy that's in the corner?
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And she, I don't think she had a name for him, but he started to manifest physically.
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Because, uh, in my, uh, my, my mom used to live in a place in an apartment that her sister
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got, she, well, she got the apartment, uh, rented by her brother after, and then after
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So it was like in the family for like 30 years, this apartment.
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And they, they all described this guy, I forget what they call him.
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It's like Frank, was it Frank or no, um, I remember you telling, yeah, I remember you
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telling me about this, but yeah, the guy would just like stand by the kitchen and they all
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They never like told anyone about it until it kind of came up.
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And then they all said, yeah, I've seen this guy.
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But, uh, that's a powerful move by the way, naming, name it when you give it a name.
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I think, uh, she, her instincts were probably correct to name it, to control it, but she
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had no intention to cast any of this stuff out.
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As a matter of fact, like most of her actions brought more, more things in, like she's bringing
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And they had like, uh, they were buying VHS tapes.
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I mean, like wall to wall of horror movies from blockbusters.
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This is back in the day, you know, it's like, yeah, just real stupid shit she was doing,
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I would think creates a toll play, but it's funny how, how you said, uh, tries to control
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it because like you, you, that's, that's kind of the purpose of, of these things, but
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That's, I mean, it's such a slippery slope, right?
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That's why you probably just shouldn't practice it.
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Cause my mother was there before and my mother wasn't practicing, but this entity was there.
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Like he would, he would stick in the corner of the kitchen and watch them when they cook
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And he'd just be kind of at ease, like a smiling.
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And she like, she's like, if I don't pay attention to it, he kind of just stays there
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She's crazy, but I think it's a fear mechanism.
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Like she's scared, but doesn't want to admit she's scared.
00:31:27.160
It doesn't mean they're practicing magic, but there, there are people who intentionally
00:31:32.120
I'm saying like that lady that, that did the, yeah, there she is.
00:31:37.520
There's a younger picture that you can find where she kind of doesn't look human.
00:31:42.100
Why, why, why is it, why is it the, dude, she hung out with, uh, so was the other chick
00:31:47.580
who, who, who, who I brought up, uh, hanging out with, uh, Helena Blavatsky and all, all
00:31:55.520
And so, you know, reading, uh, just reading about these people, you find some of this stuff
00:32:01.180
out, but she eventually, his name was Ruben to Ruben.
00:32:15.820
I think your, your aunt may have created a tulpa unknowingly.
00:32:22.220
It was before, like, before my mother moved in.
00:32:30.000
She sees Ruben, doesn't name it, tries to like not acknowledge it.
00:32:33.840
As a matter of fact, my cousin Andre, he was at Brogrove.
00:32:41.440
Never mentioned until years and years later when my next aunt moved in and she's just talking
00:32:52.120
So it was there way before somebody put it there or they thought it was a ghost, but I'm
00:32:58.380
Like the spirits of human beings kind of like being left over.
00:33:01.200
I'm thinking more what you're talking about, but somebody might've just put this thing in
00:33:09.100
I'm pretty sure there's a portal in a certain doorway that goes to basement because I've seen
00:33:16.660
You know, like the idea that there's like a little girl who died in this place, right?
00:33:21.380
So let's say some spirit can at least plant that thought in you to some degree.
00:33:30.860
You're walking around and you go, I'm picking up on the, what does he say?
00:33:35.440
Ruben sandwiches ain't bad, but your aunt named a demon after a Jew coincidence.
00:33:39.760
I think not high level noticers, high level notices.
00:33:47.820
All it's got to do is just say like, it's got to make you feel even for a brief moment.
00:33:52.900
If you're sensitive to this sort of thing, little girl.
00:33:55.900
Now, all of a sudden you're in your mind and you're going, I think it's the spirit of a
00:34:00.720
Did you just give that thing consent, a scaffolding that it's now allowed to build on?
00:34:16.720
Thanks for the fucking skeleton on which to build my, my, you know, my spiritual creature,
00:34:25.680
You're, you're, you're a hundred percent hitting on something, man.
00:34:29.340
Cause I just pulled that straight out of my ass.
00:34:31.420
Well, I, I definitely think that has something to do with it.
00:34:37.580
When, when you get into, uh, some of the soup, like deeper supernatural stuff, uh, that ties
00:34:42.560
into the occult, there's like these kind of different types of ghosts.
00:34:49.900
Um, but it's, it's almost as if some of these ghosts, uh, I don't know, man.
00:34:58.120
Maybe some type of, uh, energy that we leave behind.
00:35:05.560
I think that physical objects can, so, so if, if everything, if all emotion, let's say
00:35:13.620
is energy and frequency, um, and you have a high emotional moment, like the death or,
00:35:21.580
or, or a murder, let's say a murder, for example, right?
00:35:24.440
You're spilling out into these physical objects, immense emotional energy.
00:35:33.540
It interacts with, with physical objects to what extent.
00:35:37.300
I don't know, because we can't measure it yet, or we don't, we lack the technology to
00:35:41.380
But assuming that that energy, which we have proven exists, right?
00:35:45.360
If you look at speaking positive or negative affirmations to water, that obviously has
00:35:50.380
When it freezes, it's got different crystalline structures, organized structures for positivity,
00:35:58.240
So if it affects water, it probably has some effect on physical objects.
00:36:03.280
If it's that powerful, that energy, and it's spilling all over the walls of a building,
00:36:08.880
do the walls retain that in any way, shape or form?
00:36:17.920
You know, these are things that I think are probably pretty reasonable questions to ask
00:36:21.680
if you're dealing with energy and frequency and things of that nature.
00:36:25.200
Well, I mean, there's biblical precedent, and there's also kind of things that we know
00:36:31.160
So when Cain killed Abel, I think it says that the ground opened up and swallowed the blood
00:36:37.740
It tells you don't put blood on the ground, like as if it's like an elemental that will
00:36:46.160
Then you think about places like Gettysburg, and you're like, you know, people say it feels
00:36:52.120
It's like, well, there's a ton of blood that's spilled there of a lot of, there's like, and
00:36:56.720
Is there memories stored in this blood that can like manifest?
00:37:01.480
And then I think you guys are definitely touching on something.
00:37:03.620
Even in Israel, like we had Andrew Meyer, a Jew, we had him on and he was, he goes,
00:37:10.340
when you're a Jew, I'm just going to be up front with the people.
00:37:18.120
Yeah, he's the guy that made Alex Jones' 2D side-scroller video game, which is awesome.
00:37:26.560
He's going to, we're going to bring him back on.
00:37:30.120
So he's like, oh, you want to know about the demons?
00:37:31.820
I was like, I want to know about all of the stuff.
00:37:38.180
So he says, when you go to Israel and you go to the wall, he's like, I don't care who you
00:37:44.560
And it's like, yeah, people go there, they hump the wall, they fucking know all this
00:37:48.800
And it might not, I don't know how I'd feel, but-
00:37:55.280
But also there was like a sack, there was a sack of Jerusalem.
00:37:57.940
You know, Jesus said, not one of these stones will be left on another.
00:38:00.640
There's people, there's bloodshed, major bloodshed going on there.
00:38:07.700
And, you know, I'm sure that that trauma stays there.
00:38:10.000
Also, when you're talking about Israel, you're like, why are they fighting over it?
00:38:13.360
And, you know, some people go, well, Israel's the chosen place and the people and the Jews
00:38:27.140
His blood was shed on Golgotha, the hill of the skull, and swallowed up in that ground.
00:38:38.040
It opens up portals or perhaps makes them thinner for these things to come through.
00:38:51.620
I mean, yeah, it's the same thing when you go to Mecca with the cube.
00:38:57.400
You know, you had these people circling around this cube over and over.
00:39:11.480
I've never partook in any of that kind of stuff.
00:39:20.720
I mean, you don't just—I think there's a reason you're kissing a meteorite, right?
00:39:25.160
I mean, I don't know the lore behind that, but—
00:39:29.020
Well, let me give you something that I've been kicking around, but, you know, I'm retarded.
00:39:34.400
So, with this idea of, like, frequency and energy, sometimes you look at these rituals and ceremonies that the elite are doing.
00:39:43.960
And I've become very comfortable with this idea that God has used certain elements and systems to create the realm that we inhabit.
00:39:55.120
And there are ways, if you understand the fundamental building blocks of those systems, in which you can bend it a bit.
00:40:03.100
And I think that's what they're constantly trying to do.
00:40:05.040
So, now, if you look at water or liquid in general as a great conductor of energy, then it stands to reason so would be blood.
00:40:18.080
And blood maybe even being more significant because it's such a—it carries within it life force, right?
00:40:24.160
Right. So, there's also this observation of the realm that we inhabit that it seems geometry plays a crucial role in building up this place to the extent that people—
00:40:37.640
Also, our blood has a connection with the elementals as well as the water in our body, too.
00:40:43.120
Right. So, it's much more dynamic than water. In other words, we could say it that way, right?
00:40:48.220
And then you have this whole field of study, sacred geometry, where it's like people are—and you're also getting this from quantum physicists, in a sense, where geometry and—it's basically numbers taking shape in a geometrical fashion, right?
00:41:04.820
I mean, that sounds retarded. It sounds almost profound, but totally retarded.
00:41:08.000
So, you have quantum physicists who have deduced that numbers are the backdrop to everything.
00:41:14.720
You have sacred geometry studiers who go, well, it's geometry, but huge overlap there, right?
00:41:20.200
And then you look at these rituals, and what do they always involve?
00:41:23.520
They involve blood, the spilling of this life force, in a highly traumatic, energetically charged circumstance, right, where you're sacrificing something.
00:41:33.940
So, the energy, the emotional energy that's pouring off of that something is huge.
00:41:38.460
You have the chanting, right, which creates a resonance, a frequency element, and if you look around, it's like everything is fucking frequency.
00:41:47.140
You have a geometrical shape on the ground as well, and then you have a certain, you know, number of participants.
00:41:54.540
It's like they are using all of those elements that we just talked about—energy, frequency, geometry, numerology—and they are mashing it all together in one moment, trying to bend the building blocks of this realm.
00:42:09.020
And I think that you could even see that in Jesus Christ, right?
00:42:12.920
Because if you look at what supposedly makes the most apt sacrifice for a ritual, the more innocent, the better.
00:42:21.300
Jesus Christ lives a perfect life, but it seems like what God does in that moment is he nails it.
00:42:27.060
He knows exactly how to bend the rules of the realm that he created.
00:42:32.300
And so, we have perfect innocence in Jesus Christ.
00:42:39.640
You know, it's not like these guys, the bad guys, have invented ritual and ceremony.
00:42:44.560
They're just bending God's rules, God's elements, God's building blocks for the realm that he created, but he just did it a lot better.
00:42:57.980
You know, folks hear the word ritual and they automatically think, you know, altar, sacrifice, child, dagger, you know, all this stuff.
00:43:06.580
And it's like, no, we partake in rituals every day.
00:43:09.180
You know, prayer is a ritual and would also be considered white magic.
00:43:15.120
Anything that's countering any form of black magic would be considered white magic.
00:43:22.880
And that's just, you know, generally speaking in occultic terms.
00:43:29.140
But, yeah, man, no, this stuff all ties together.
00:43:34.280
And what you're talking about, about like a certain energy of a place, like especially a place that has, you know, that you said has had a lot of bloodshed or a lot of things have happened there.
00:43:58.120
And the, uh, I would look at this as a genius Loki.
00:44:04.020
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So, so a genius Loki, explain that to, to someone who is a retarded, uh, David.
00:44:55.800
It's like, it's like, uh, I mean, do you have to say it twice?
00:45:01.160
The spirit of the place, which I would interpret maybe as like a happy place or something.
00:45:07.060
Just speaking, like you said, and just layman's terms, uh, kind of like the imaginary friend
00:45:13.380
would be a tulpa, but this would, could be brought about.
00:45:19.120
Um, let's say there, there's an energy of a certain place, uh, that you've created, right?
00:45:26.060
Your home or, um, I don't know if you own a business or something.
00:45:32.460
But, uh, the, the fact that you can create a G, a genius or a guardian to look after this
00:45:42.840
And it's kind of like an aura in, in a way it, it sounds weird, but these can be manifested
00:45:54.040
It's just like, instead of a thing, it's a place.
00:46:03.320
Like if you build something that's beautiful, like you build a family for your home and there's
00:46:07.160
love and there's joy, um, in the process, there's dedication and positivity, then you
00:46:13.000
could feasibly create something that's very positive.
00:46:16.260
And, uh, and that goes to say like this guardian and I, I've briefly kind of read about it,
00:46:21.620
but this, this, this guardian that you create along with this place to kind of, uh,
00:46:27.180
protect against anything, uh, any non, non-physical entity that tries to invade your quote unquote
00:46:36.640
Um, it's like, are you creating an, an angel, you know, like in, in a way I, you know, I
00:46:44.480
know that sounds weird and we probably couldn't create such a, uh, celestial being, but, um,
00:46:51.900
I don't know, man, just the whole concept of it just kind of made me think about it.
00:46:56.240
Well, are you creating or just calling it in, right?
00:47:02.600
That's, that's also what I was going to say could, could be happening as well.
00:47:06.520
Um, because you know, when, when you look into magic, demons can be created multiple ways.
00:47:16.280
Uh, but like the Crowley, like, did he create, um, I was, you know what I mean?
00:47:24.280
Uh, or did this entity exist as some other name long ago?
00:47:31.720
Um, I don't know, just some, some questions that I've been asking lately that I've been
00:47:37.700
Um, well, we've seen this idea that, um, the angels were, I guess, I suppose, I don't
00:47:45.140
know if it's all of them or some of them had the ability to shapeshift.
00:47:48.340
And then I guess you could ask yourself, are they limited to shifting into what is only
00:47:56.060
perceivable in the natural world or God, Jesus, man.
00:48:02.960
Like if that, I wonder, so, so, um, you know, you have the idea of, let's say Zeus, for example,
00:48:10.120
who I believe is a fallen, he takes the form of a goose, uh, but also an eagle, but in the
00:48:16.180
form of a goose, he actually, uh, impregnates a woman and she gives birth to, uh, uh, what
00:48:27.480
That's all he does is just like, Oh, these women look hot.
00:48:37.360
So are there abilities to shapeshift limited to geese and snakes and things like that?
00:48:44.200
Or, um, can they take the form of something that is, I wouldn't say new because I don't
00:48:51.080
know if we're doing any new shit, but could they take the form of something that you think
00:49:02.720
If that thought form is powerful enough, like, like what we were talking about earlier,
00:49:08.280
more on a, uh, mass conscious scale, like multiple people thinking of the same thing
00:49:19.180
And that goes to like, uh, you know, you have your football teams with their, uh, you know,
00:49:25.780
with their mascots, like that mascot probably exists somewhere in the ether as a non-physical
00:49:34.180
You have your captain crunch and all those little guys from the cereal boxes.
00:49:39.320
You have like these, like, and to back to what you were saying, yes, I think these, these
00:49:45.560
forms can be, uh, I guess you, for a better word, uh, possessed and used to, uh, you know,
00:49:59.160
that kind of brings me back to what I said at the top of the show where you have these instances of
00:50:04.780
children seeing like their favorite toy or something like that, like standing at the foot
00:50:11.820
It also makes me wonder about sort of the hat man because the hat man is similar to the slender
00:50:22.240
man in that it's not like there is, um, not as far as I've seen tremendous amounts of deep
00:50:34.060
He, he seems there was a time where, where if you were reading about it, they would dismiss
00:50:38.780
the hat man as something that only existed because Western culture had given us that visage
00:50:52.280
But then what ended up happening is I found instances of the hat man existing in like, let's
00:51:02.980
I don't know if you could pull this up, but if you type in PlayStation one dream hat man,
00:51:12.760
Um, and effectively it's a dude who is from Japan.
00:51:17.600
He sets out to create a different type of video game experience.
00:51:28.160
So, um, and what ends up happening is he decides that he's going to make these dreamscapes and
00:51:35.020
that they're going to be based off of his own dream.
00:51:36.800
Um, so they're very jarring and it's hard to, you know, kind of figure out the, the path
00:51:42.880
Um, it, but it does behave very much like a dream.
00:51:45.840
And to get to the next sequence, you've got to do something really random, like touch a
00:51:49.400
painting or some weird shit like that, but it's nonlinear.
00:51:55.820
You might actually see it popping up for the viewers who are watching.
00:52:08.360
I think it was, it was definitely that first one, but I wish they would have shown us,
00:52:12.120
but yeah, it's, it's a, it's a dream emulator more or less.
00:52:15.920
And he just drops the hat, but that one right there, you saw that with that, the back, that,
00:52:20.100
that image right there with this guy that keeps showing us his face.
00:52:22.860
And I wish he wouldn't, um, but that was a game for years.
00:52:30.120
Is it's a man in a duster coat with this, this brimmed hat.
00:52:33.540
And, uh, and basically he just tells you like, oh yeah, that's just some dude that I see
00:52:38.920
And so it's this example where it's outside of Western culture.
00:52:43.220
And if you look at, um, Freddy Krueger, Wes Craven was inspired to design his hat wearing
00:52:51.620
nightmare creature after, uh, one of his buddy's stories.
00:52:55.100
He grew up with a kid, I guess, who was telling him, you know, these horrific stories about
00:52:59.280
this man with a brim cap that would come for him in his nightmares.
00:53:02.600
So much like Slenderman enters kind of pop culture, even the hat man enters pop culture
00:53:14.980
I talked to somebody once named, um, uh, Heidi Braun, I believe her name was.
00:53:19.680
And she claimed to, to know, um, the identity of the hat man.
00:53:23.980
And more or less what she said was that hat man is the number one guy is like Satan, the
00:53:31.360
And having the information that I have now, I'm not so sure that that really vibes with
00:53:39.080
He seems more significant than these other characters.
00:53:41.600
And, but he's still dressed like this kind of Western visage of a man in a duster coat,
00:53:49.260
but he feels to me very similar to, to Slenderman.
00:53:52.680
He, he feels to me like maybe once upon a time, somebody did grab onto those elements, the hat,
00:54:01.680
the duster coat, the, the shadow, maybe even sometimes the red eyes and something latched
00:54:07.320
And then that's just, it's jam now for, for years and years and years.
00:54:14.660
Um, I mean, it's, it's the same thing with, uh, this kind of image that we see that the
00:54:22.880
church kind of brought about of the devil, this red devil with horns, a tail, which is
00:54:29.680
all esoteric symbolism, the horns, the tail, all that stuff goes into deeper symbolism.
00:54:36.140
Um, but I mean, did it create this entity in, uh, cause then, you know, what was that
00:54:44.740
A cow and chicken had the little red devil guy in it.
00:54:48.140
With the butt cheeks, they always gave them, uh, yeah, yeah.
00:54:56.440
Like it was drawn up, you know, it was talked about probably in some cases worshiped.
00:55:04.320
Like there's been sightings of goat men or there's been, you know, uh, that it could
00:55:12.080
Um, yeah, it could be the same situation with all these characters that, that we see.
00:55:21.220
I'm thinking about when Jesus tells Judas, uh, that, uh, it says like the spirit of Satan
00:55:27.400
entered him and he recognized it and he says, you belong to him now.
00:55:39.080
Like, how did, how did you, how is that so easily recognized?
00:55:42.620
I guess Jesus, Jesus recognized it, but what does that look like to us?
00:55:46.120
Is it the hat man or is that something else, you know?
00:55:49.180
Was it something that they thought up back in antiquity that doesn't exist anymore?
00:55:57.240
You know, uh, especially if someone makes a lot of idols of it or something and those
00:56:08.820
And then like in Rome, you know, they had the eagle and all that.
00:56:12.900
And like the destruction of Rome, you know, they were doing away with the old gods and
00:56:18.120
they were, uh, you know, kind of destroying the city, right?
00:56:23.640
Destroying the architecture of the city and all the statues, all the idols.
00:56:28.020
And that along with the worship of these gods, these, these, you know, lesser deities, um,
00:56:36.480
it destroys this idea of this larger egregore, um, in Sumeria, it's, it's that, uh, composite
00:56:45.960
It's like a fucking guy with wings and a, and the body of like a lion or something.
00:57:02.980
You can make your own, uh, that looks like the Jaguar from, um, Elena of Avalor.
00:57:12.260
I, he, he likes to make these, uh, sculptures and he was like, Hey, look at this one.
00:57:26.880
If you get into Gnosticism, the first, you know, conscious form was Sophia or whatever.
00:57:41.980
Do you, do you see the, do you see the flying Jaguar top?
00:57:51.360
Basically a griffin just in a different culture.
00:57:59.160
But get out of this top and find the big statue.
00:58:03.360
If you just type in winged Jaguar and it's a alarm.
00:58:15.040
It looks like, uh, I mean, uh, they're in, they're in Coco as well.
00:58:29.220
It's, it's like, it's like the real underworld that they believe in.
00:58:35.740
I had Thomas on to talk about, uh, fucking Disney a few, few weeks back.
00:58:56.580
I'm not Mexican, but it's just something about it.
00:59:01.700
So this is, uh, at the United Nations headquarters.
00:59:06.660
That would be, that could exist in another realm.
00:59:11.920
Well, there's a, there's another movie that my kids like.
00:59:15.160
It's called, uh, to the, something to the moon or something like that.
00:59:19.020
The girl, the girl that sings in, uh, Hamilton.
00:59:25.620
And when this little girl is getting to the moon, these, uh,
00:59:34.760
They help her guide her rocket to the, to the moon, man.
00:59:39.440
It's like, it's just called like to over the moon or some shit like that.
00:59:42.980
And I'm just like, I'm watching it and my kids love it.
00:59:44.960
I'm just like, there's so much esotericism in these children's movies.
00:59:49.620
Perhaps that's why he, maybe that's why he made this.
00:59:52.840
It could have been, he could have been inspired by something he saw.
00:59:56.280
Well, those two worlds right there are linked together.
00:59:59.360
Um, we were talking about earlier with the twin peaks and the X files.
01:00:04.840
Twin peaks is tied to the OA and a few other shows as well.
01:00:13.460
There's, uh, apparently the creators were big, big fans of twin peaks.
01:00:26.740
Cause that was like a really wild movie or show rather.
01:00:33.980
It's like, they basically discover a series of, uh, breathing techniques and symbols that
01:00:42.880
And movements that will shift a timeline for them more or less.
01:00:55.320
You had really cringe shit happen in like IRL people doing the movements on Tik TOK.
01:01:09.800
And why would you give it like these blue purple wings?
01:01:12.600
Cause now those other guys, I could see him having wings, but this one is almost like a one
01:01:41.760
Going back to this, like, if you create an image, you can give this thing a scaffolding
01:01:48.020
upon which, especially if you flesh it out enough, to inhabit it.
01:01:52.300
And then you look at, like, Exodus 24, where it says, thou shalt not make unto thee any
01:01:58.040
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And it's like, you know, even in Islam, there's like this real crazy idea that you're not supposed
01:03:45.860
And then there becomes a real issue in, not a real issue, but within Christianity, it's
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like, it's very hard to perceive God, you can only perceive them from the back, right?
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And it's like, I'm thinking about how that applies to, if you see it and you recreate
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it, can then something else take its form that isn't real?
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And then the other thing is too, like, what is sight?
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Because we get hung up on that idea sometimes that like, God, well, I'm gonna, I wish it
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was removed from me, the ability to see, don't do that anymore, dude.
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But, but so you think about the sigil of Lucifer and how it aligns so closely to the diagram
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And I don't know, it's like, to me, I feel like there's some sort of connection there.
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If you can see it, and you can recreate it, then some spiritual entity can inhabit it.
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And then the sigil of Lucifer seems to be a symbol for the visual cortex of a human being.
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Oh, that's, that's the nine angles symbol, isn't it?
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So, so there's something that like, I'm retarded.
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It's going right over my head, but it feels like it's right there.
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It's like human beings' ability to see a thing.
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What if we create it, manifest it, put it in clay, put it on a sculpture, draw it on paper?
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When you see it out in front of you, it's also seeing it in your mind.
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So that's what I, when I was kind of referring to the, the, the mental plane being the highest
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Well, that's why it's like in every case, you know, blessed are those who believe without
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It's almost like this picture almost feels to me like, uh, they're describing the matrix.
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Nick from Occult Rejects, he's, he's talked about this a bunch, uh, with, with the eyes
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and how it's our ability to see a whole lot more than we know.
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Um, and it's like the, uh, you know, the eyes are the window to the soul, right?
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But, uh, my, my, my wife, dude, pretty clairvoyant, but she gives it all to Christ.
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You know, she calls it a seeing in the spirit base.
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And, and so, um, and I mean, dude, it's, it's, there's, there's stuff that she'll predict
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or stuff that will just, that will come to her.
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And then like a week later it happens in someone else's life who we know, but we're not like
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Um, well, Christ, you know, like this is, uh, I mean, it's just what she's come to realize
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in the past year, you know, that she has this, that I think a lot of people would have this
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clear, this kind of clear, clairvoyancy if they were to, uh, have a spiritual relationship
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with the Holy spirit, but it's not for everybody.
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Um, yeah, I mean, I mean, I, I think it, I think it can be for everybody, but we, we've
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been so inundated with, um, a big spiritual mess, you know what I mean?
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Like spirituality, understanding the spiritual realm has become very, very, very muddied.
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And I think people of old used to, it used to be a lot more obvious, but they were still
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choosing, you know, but at least they were making like a concise choice to worship another
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Now it's like, we might be a little bit, we might be a little bit smarter in some ways
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Um, but in a way, dude, when, when you do something and you're giving what you would
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call your worship to someone or something, some entity, you know, you're in your gut that
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Now, when you can come in and you can admit it and ask for forgiveness and talk about it,
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you know, you know, you've grown in a way, right.
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Where you can have some, some kind of accountability towards it.
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I mean, if you think about that worship and what it looks like, it's like even, even my
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He has like a poster of a super Mario, you know, he's got a poster of, but, but, but effectively
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And this place is surrounded by these characters.
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Well, if he is creating anything in his mind or he will one day destroy that.
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And I mean, with you as his father, I mean, he has a pretty good head on his shoulders.
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So we have discussions that, um, it's actually pretty easy to point out.
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So it's like with him, he'll play a game or he'll, he'll watch a show.
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And you go, okay, well that relatively tracks, but it's telling you that the supernatural
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But the real kicker is that they're like, yeah, the bad guys are demons.
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When I was a kid, my, one of my favorite games was devil may cry.
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Your son is a, your, your father is, is a demon.
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If you can convince them to jerk off, it's like all of your opponents, you have to get
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You got to convince them and you got to convince them it's their idea and stuff, you know?
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If you can convince them, it's their idea to jerk off.
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Um, but, but, uh, you know, you're playing these characters.
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So it's like, all of them will always tell you that demons are real.
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You're going to shoot them with double guns and have a big sword and all this crazy shit.
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It's through your own power that you're doing this.
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And that's the seed that they plant in your head.
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So like when you're a kid, you know, you have these dreams of like fucking up demons,
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riding a skateboard, carrying a sword, you know, fucking turn to a guitar, but it's
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And that's like the, so they, that's, you want to talk about the deception.
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Or they've, they've omitted that from the narrative and they're like, yeah, this is dope.
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And you could do it all through your power, which is the exact opposite of, of, you know,
01:10:55.660
So, um, but he sees that because it's like, you know, why are they telling you that one
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side of the coin exists, but not the other one?
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So yeah, you can guide them through it, but you can see the trap.
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Isn't that a crazy, like a distance to fall for these guys?
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Like it, you go from like the beginning of time where your name is out there and it's
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I guess India is still, still is like this, but like now it's to the point where we're
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like, well, we have three main religions and they all worship the same God.
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So they say, but like they are deviating slightly.
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Like you can't even, they're, they're not even out there with their, their likeness only
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in India, but India is the shithole at most streets.
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That's the only people that you can get are telemarketers that shit in the streets and
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And those are the ones that are willing to worship you.
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But the rest of the world is like, it's God and Jesus Christ.
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And then the other two religions are kind of like deviating from it.
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So it's like anything, but what is true, but I can know, like they're not even good enough
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And if you're a Satanist, it's kind of like people know what it's like Satanists.
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Like a Satanist can't run for office, but, but a person who is in, uh, you know, who's,
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who's, who believes in Judaism can that's like, uh, but it's, do you see what I mean?
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It's, it's just like anything, but the actual truth is like an omission rather than
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they used to worship Dagon or they used to worship Molech.
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They were, they were, there were entire civilizations that were engaging in cannibalism and necromancy
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Now it happens, you know, behind, it was like, it used to happen behind city walls.
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But yeah, it's a, oh, how the, the mighty have fallen in a way, because now it's just
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like, they'll get you to worship them, but they have to like, kind of pretend to be super
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Like that's, it's like, I'm fucking Fred Flintstone at your bed.
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You have satanists in the highest ranks of the military.
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Aquino, uh, you know, is up there and he's doing his damn thing, but it's like, it's a
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I was talking to my wife about that, how like, there's this high ranking satanists in
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the military, uh, in, you know, intelligence and, um, and they're all satanists, but they're
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like, right, it's, this guy's just their high priest.
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And, but he, he, I guess that dude was like sort of out there.
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I think they all are, but they use part of the church of Satan beforehand.
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And so I, I'm going to go start the temple of set and, uh, you know, sacrifice to this
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deity who, you know, set as an archetype or whatever.
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I mean, the stories have said he's a complete piece of shit, kills his brother.
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Um, kills his nephew, but, um, back to what I was going to say about the genius loci or
01:14:00.700
Before I derail the fuck out of you, the back rooms is a good example of this.
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Or did someone, uh, you know, create this program, uh, this place, and now it exists
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somewhere because enough people played it enough people, you know, got it, watch videos of
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How many, you know, how many people have to do that before it starts to exist?
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Uh, this is basically this concept of like a never ending maze of hallways that are kind
01:14:45.180
Um, but it's, it's like this idea that you enter the, the background of reality and it's
01:14:56.100
But, but it's inhabited by, by creatures, you know, which a lot of them are Shrek weird.
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And, um, and yeah, and, and, but it's like a yellow kind of a hallway.
01:15:10.940
It looks like it could be the hallway of a, of a hotel.
01:15:18.880
Also don't get eaten by Shrek or one of the many fucking Slender Man often is in there
01:15:23.540
And, uh, sounds like you're describing like the game doom, like just kind of rolling
01:15:35.420
It enters like every single, that goes to say, if enough people play the new Grand Theft
01:15:45.340
These, these, you know, what happens in these video games and then what happens in reality?
01:15:50.240
Like, well, that's the concept of like manifestation.
01:15:53.180
If enough people are thinking it and, and really fixated on it, and then enough people are also
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geared at fleshing it out, making it look more realistic, giving it more life and more
01:16:22.080
It means when things are like super duper dynamic, dude.
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Like a dynamicy would be like a, like a CY at the end.
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Sounds like the name of a young, young black woman.
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If you give it more dynamicy, you know what I mean?
01:17:00.860
So here's where I think, I don't even want to say that, like say it too loud because I
01:17:23.740
But when it comes to the back rooms, I think that one of the problems is because of the
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maze nature and the horror character nature, it becomes a real bad place for the dreamscape
01:17:37.100
to get trapped in there in this repetitive nightmare.
01:17:40.340
He's not had these, but I can see how this could play out over and over again.
01:17:44.980
You're trying to escape and trick, you know, whatever.
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This, this, this monstrosity in there with you, chasing you, chasing you, chasing you.
01:17:53.840
I think it becomes a place where these things can torment you in the astral.
01:18:04.360
That's not an egregore, but it's something like that because it's a lot of dynamics.
01:18:10.940
They're just getting creative with how to do the same shit.
01:18:13.480
It's really like, it's like AI or the Ouija board, right?
01:18:17.320
Well, then you have the simulacrum, which is the imitation of something real, which I consider
01:18:26.440
I've, I've heard stories, real encounters of people with doppelgangers, maybe bullshit,
01:18:33.460
I think that maybe the shadow self of some people eventually maybe physically manifest
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I don't know, but I think it has something to do with thought forms.
01:18:46.780
I mean, Austin Picard and Donut are doppelgangers.
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I saw them side by side in that picture and I was like, wait a minute, Austin's there twice?
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I was like, what the fuck did he pull that off?
01:19:10.520
Austin parapolitical donut, you know, supernatural ceremonial ritualistic kind of focus.
01:19:17.640
And it's just two, two sides of the exact same coin.
01:19:22.640
But when you flip it over, it's got the same dude's face on it each time.
01:19:28.100
And then to be at, like, some weird niche event in the middle of nowhere, Florida.
01:19:36.040
Somebody said, Dave's son grows up thinking his father is a deep-minded philosopher until
01:19:41.360
Look, look, these guys had the nerve to wear the same hat, too.
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There's a third one rolling around somewhere that we haven't seen.
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I'll bring Adrian to fucking Brogrove with his books, and we'll do a whole grape hill
01:20:36.600
We have to think about a way to do it because I want to do, like all of you guys, all the
01:20:44.680
conspiracy guys, there's a way to do it and make it really fun.
01:20:49.540
And we have to figure out the formula to this live thing, but it'll happen.
01:20:56.920
I mean, if me and Thomas are there, we could do a sound science thing together or something.
01:21:01.840
I mean, I have a bunch of shows I do, so there's lots that we could talk about, but
01:21:06.920
dude, I promise you guys, try my damnedest to make this next one because I have-
01:21:19.360
I think that, you know, when it comes to these thought forms, it's one thing for dreaming
01:21:26.620
up a character, but it's another thing dreaming up a place.
01:21:31.700
And the maze has always held, like, spiritual significance.
01:21:37.060
You know, you see it in Homer's Odyssey, right?
01:21:42.260
But this is something, I think, when it comes to, like, this- I don't even want to say the
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I just don't want them to hear me on the other side of the wall.
01:21:52.640
When it comes to the BR situation, I think they've created an astral maze in which to
01:22:02.060
Because you ever get caught in this sort of looping dream?
01:22:08.480
We're on stage with Sam Tripoli, and we said the N-word maybe 30 times in the first 20 minutes,
01:22:16.840
Well, because, you know, it's just because he's on the other side of the wall, and I
01:22:20.620
don't want him fucking thinking about all this weird shit.
01:22:26.880
But listen, he's probably listening under the door right now.
01:22:29.080
But, you know, you've had those nightmares where you can't get out of it.
01:22:36.420
You keep thinking you're waking up, and then all of a sudden, like, you're still in the
01:22:43.300
I'm sure everybody knows what it's like to have a nightmare, and then to wake up from
01:22:47.180
it and feel the release, as well as the relief, of being out of it.
01:22:53.220
And you realize in that moment, like, the stress that this put you under.
01:23:02.660
There are negative entities that feed off of negative energy.
01:23:05.580
So if they can keep you trapped in some astral realm where it's fear, fear, panic, anxiety,
01:23:12.300
fear, fear, panic, anxiety, and you're just on a fucking loop, these things are at a buffet.
01:23:18.880
So if they can create something that ends up being part of pop culture for children,
01:23:27.100
and now how many children are subjected to this idea of the BRs, right?
01:23:34.820
So how many children are getting fucking locked in some astral bullshit hotel maze
01:23:41.320
and getting tormented by Shrek, who was supposed to be love and light?
01:23:51.920
Just getting molested by Michael Myers in an astral realm?
01:24:03.920
I thought Keisha was a black girl's name, but I know Keisha is not a black girl.
01:24:11.940
I just think that that is maybe more nefarious than parents are giving credit to right now.
01:24:21.760
Because there's a lot of parents that are listening to this and going,
01:24:23.880
oh, my little retard talks about the back rooms all the time.
01:24:32.820
I, uh, I, my son has heard about him, but he doesn't watch, uh, he don't watch the videos.
01:24:45.740
But, um, but yeah, man, no, I think, uh, there may be a chance that a lot of these things
01:24:54.520
that exist in the ether that end up physically man, like physically manifesting, we somehow
01:25:01.380
help create, maybe not all by ourselves, but definitely maybe a part of that, you know,
01:25:09.200
that force, that driving force that does create something, um, good or bad.
01:25:17.160
I think we're seeing it with the slender man or we saw it with the slender man.
01:25:20.300
I think we're seeing the same things right now with the BRs.
01:25:24.240
And I wonder, I wonder what, I wonder what that's going to come to it.
01:25:28.760
Cause you know how the slender man situation ended.
01:25:30.860
I, I not saying anything has to happen here, but I wonder if we'll be sitting in a, in a,
01:25:36.100
at a show, you know, a year from now being like, yeah, remember when it was in the news,
01:25:40.160
the kid was talking about, you know, I did this because I was in the, the BRs with them.
01:25:45.800
I don't know who, who the hell knows where it goes, but it seems sometimes like, um, I'm not
01:25:50.100
saying there's a concerted effort by anybody in the physical to do it.
01:25:52.860
I think these spiritual things, they nudge us and sometimes they get so good at nudging us that
01:25:57.960
next thing, you know, they're in your fucking Xbox, you know, maybe we'll listen through your
01:26:08.700
Uh, guys, this is, uh, this has been a fascinating conversation.
01:26:18.760
egregores aren't just some thing that only exists because you made it exist.
01:26:23.660
I think these things nudge you one way or another.
01:26:26.340
And if you happen to do the work of fleshing out a character or an idea well enough,
01:26:34.480
And they can embody that thing and they can use it to fucking, to torment you.
01:26:41.280
Um, but listen, Jules, uh, where can everybody find you?
01:26:46.000
Cause I know you've got a lot of shows that you do and, uh, and I want people to be able
01:26:49.600
to go and find those shows and, uh, and subscribe to your work.
01:26:52.600
Uh, at great pilled pod on Twitter, great pilled underscore podcast on Instagram guys.
01:26:58.400
I'm on rumble, YouTube, Spotify, Apple podcast, Patreon.
01:27:02.360
Again, you come over there, uh, my Elohim etymology shows.
01:27:07.320
They stream there for about a week before we, um, put them out to the public.
01:27:12.600
Uh, we do our own twin peaks, watch parties over there, as well as esoteric book reviews
01:27:18.720
with subliminal messenger that we do on Saturday mornings.
01:27:25.720
So my, my Patreon has its own like whole list of episodes that the public will never have
01:27:33.420
Um, got a few tiers over there as well as locals.
01:27:36.520
I post all the, all the stream links on locals.
01:27:43.820
We'll be doing another one of those this next weekend.
01:28:03.120
Y'all go to paranoidamerican.com slash discount slash gray pilled for 10% off your purchase.
01:28:13.460
Uh, it's eight 30 central and, uh, yeah, uh, not, not really anything going on right now.
01:28:21.520
Uh, I've been doing a lot of stuff with the occult rejects as well.
01:28:30.120
I could, you could consider me, uh, one of them.
01:28:37.640
Nick always just sends me the link every stream.
01:28:39.820
And it's like, Hey, I think you'd like this conversation.
01:28:46.220
We were like, Jules is a guy that knows his shit.
01:28:49.860
So like picking you up for that kind of a conversation.
01:28:57.640
And, uh, guys, also, if you go to my Patreon, I had stickers that I printed.
01:29:09.840
Shout out to all of the, uh, probably doesn't need any more stickers.
01:29:15.340
Somebody stuck a sticker on my back for like the entire Bohemian Grove.
01:29:26.720
Shout out to all of the Grapis out there, which banger name for a fan base.
01:29:34.160
They, uh, my wife's not the biggest fan of it, but they named themselves.
01:29:38.400
My wife was at Bohemian Grove while we were, uh, we were saying some pretty aggressive things.
01:29:43.240
Was she there when you were all oiled up getting?
01:29:53.100
Um, but I think I drew the line at an appropriate place because they wanted me to wear a ball gag.
01:30:02.800
Don't that fucking picture of, of you or, uh, I think it's top and Cole or no, I don't know.
01:30:09.660
I think it's you and top kissing Cole is on my wife's laptop and she just came in my, like the room one day and was like, what the fuck is this?
01:30:19.920
Oh man, I wish, uh, I wish I could have been there, but you guys killed it, man.
01:30:39.200
As long as, as long as we don't die in world war three, it's going to be just fine.
01:30:45.380
As long as there is an earth that's not scorched upon which to put a stage, uh, bro grow four
01:30:57.880
And, uh, we'll see you guys in a couple of minutes for our next guest.
01:31:08.040
Uh, we're done with the show, but, uh, stick around because we're going to give you a little,
01:31:22.520
The greatest hypnotist on planet earth is a oblong box in the corner of the room.
01:31:29.480
It is constantly telling us what to believe is real.
01:31:33.300
You can persuade us that what they see with their eyes is what there is to see.
01:31:39.480
Because they don't think facts are an explanation that portrays the bigger picture of us.
01:32:08.660
Top took so long to get to the stage in, in, uh, during the intro, but, um, I felt really
01:32:18.060
It's like, I've done a couple of live things, but not, not in any real meaningful way.
01:32:21.740
So you never know exactly how the thing is going to Jesus Christ.
01:32:25.320
So Ty Bob, he's the one that went to the sex store and bought the ball gags.
01:32:32.180
Um, you never know really how it's going to go.
01:32:40.860
As far as, uh, Nephilim Death Squad goes, and our, and then of course, you know, we were
01:32:44.660
on stage, uh, Top was on stage with Elijah, um, Toad and Cole were there as well.
01:33:05.180
I think Top and I realize we do have, we, we, we have the chops for stage performances,
01:33:14.760
Because you don't know that fucking podcasting is ever going to translate to stage presence.
01:33:27.480
We're actually going to have, uh, Lauren Witsky was going to show up and she was going to
01:33:35.920
Luckily, Doc was there and we were able to pop him in as a, in a state, uh, you know,
01:33:44.040
Um, but he did a great job and, uh, he had a Bigfoot story, a Lilith story.
01:33:55.260
Speaking of stand up, Cashman ended up doing a five minute set, excuse me, reading his own
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He did an excellent job as far as like laughs per minute, which I know like some comedians
01:34:11.160
Some comedians will do a long story and a buildup and then they'll, uh, what's the word here?
01:34:18.160
They'll subvert expectations at the last second and then get a big laugh.
01:34:21.700
And then there's other comedians like a Mitch Hedberg, right?
01:34:24.140
Who do it's kind of like just shooting from that, not shooting from the hip, but there's
01:34:37.380
Cashman, I think he could be a stand up comedian.
01:34:42.200
The cult of conspiracy guys, Jacob and Jonathan and, uh, and, and, and Doc Brown.
01:34:49.940
I believe, uh, this gentleman's name is Tom in the really, really dope Hawaiian t-shirt.
01:34:54.620
You got Brad Lale, uh, the, uh, Awaken podcast, Sam Tripoli and Doc Brown again.
01:35:05.320
Look at Donut and look at fucking Austin Picard and tell me that they are not the same person.
01:35:25.080
Uh, Perp Kraut said, incredible event, unprecedentedly stacked lineup, electric energy.
01:35:37.440
Because, of course, I'm going to think it was a good time.
01:35:52.080
Um, her terrible interaction with Laura Loomer.
01:35:54.900
Um, Lauren Witski, she, she went out of her way to help Laura Loomer.
01:36:00.700
It seems Laura Loomer just fucking stabbed her in the back.
01:36:03.760
Um, really disappointing because Lauren Witski has been one of our biggest supporters since
01:36:11.400
I mean, like, she saw, um, what Nephilim Death Squad was way earlier than most people.
01:36:25.760
She looks for sponsors for, she's a fucking killer.
01:36:29.780
So I know, based off of her character, that she probably extended that same generosity
01:36:38.640
And it seems that, uh, you know, a bad investment, a bad investment.
01:36:46.060
Donut and Austin were long lost brothers, dude.
01:36:55.640
Um, that guy in the flag jacket was on cocaine.
01:37:03.500
He's just fucking, just looks like he's, uh, he is cocaine.
01:37:07.400
He's the, if cocaine was disguised as a man, it would be Alex Soto.
01:37:15.280
Eamon is the Dungeons and Dragons version of Austin and Donut.
01:37:21.360
I was so happy to see him for a multitude of reasons.
01:37:25.220
One, because Eamon Rat has been around for so long.
01:37:28.120
And number two, uh, you know, supporting us and everything.
01:37:30.760
And number two, he was having such a blast, man.
01:37:37.300
It's like you put this event on and you're worried about how everything's going to go.
01:37:51.080
And as, as somebody who's just trying to put on something good for you guys, um, when you see that kind of reaction, it's excellent.
01:38:00.760
So every time I walked over and I, I, I, number one, had the pleasure of front row seats to Owen Benjamin's performance, which he fucking crushed.
01:38:13.720
Me and Eamon were shoulder to shoulder enjoying fucking Owen Benjamin's, uh, performance.
01:38:19.100
And I was like, this is the motherfucker that I want to sit next to because his energy is so good.
01:38:36.180
Xerox says we could hear Eamon laughing over everyone on the stream.
01:38:44.900
Uh, uh, really grateful to have Eamon Rat there.
01:38:51.320
Uh, Doomsday Cracker says I should have sat on his lap.
01:38:55.960
And then he shows me a message where Connie says, rub his, rub his back and see how he reacts.
01:39:03.060
I didn't even register that he was rubbing my back.
01:39:10.460
I'm, I'm enjoying hanging with the homies and I'm enjoying Owen Benjamin's performance.
01:39:18.200
And then he's like, he's doing it for so long and I'm not reacting that I think he felt like it was necessary to show me the text message.
01:39:25.100
And then I put it all together and I was like, oh, this nigga's been.
01:39:30.180
This nigga's been rubbing my back for like five minutes.
01:39:37.320
And I was like, fuck yeah, Eamon Rat, you're right.
01:39:42.720
Yeah, let's, let's fucking get through a little bit more of this.
01:40:03.420
Man, I mean, what we did at the end of the night, fucking no, what Toad and Owen did at
01:40:12.680
the end of the night of day two was so incredible.
01:40:18.140
Throw the Jew down the well, throw the Jew down the well.
01:40:26.380
And, and Toad really got his moment in the sun, which is dangerous because he's supposed
01:40:34.040
He really should be in cool, moist, not cool, but like, you know, moist climates, but instead
01:40:39.400
He was in the sun and he really got to feel it.
01:40:45.000
And I, I think Toad realized that it's one thing to go through to go viral on the internet,
01:40:51.560
but when you turn the internet off, you're sitting in your fucking house in Massachusetts
01:40:55.800
or whatever, and you don't know if this is even real.
01:41:01.480
And by the end of this man, everybody is screaming, Toad, Toad, Toad, Toad, Toad.
01:41:17.060
Without Toad, Toad was the, the cherry on top of what was already a successful event.
01:41:27.020
It's really funny because apparently Owen was trying to get into place somewhere over
01:41:30.120
the rainbow, but throw the Jew down the well is even better.
01:41:45.760
I love this picture that needs to get framed and it needs to be up in Toad's house, up
01:41:54.880
That's the fight back podcast where we got on there.
01:42:01.280
It's, it's, we're a lot of, there's a lot of touching.
01:42:11.860
I had a pocket full of them and I didn't even understand how it happened.
01:42:13.840
I think he was just sliding them into my pocket.
01:42:18.140
Schizo Friend had a banger shirt on, by the way.
01:42:30.120
I told her people like her are worth their weight in gold.
01:42:38.580
And it's like people that give a shit about what we do, that want to help, that want to contribute, that want to support us.
01:42:44.840
There's no way to downplay or overplay, rather, how important those people are.
01:42:50.740
Top Lobster had a good time despite the stress.
01:42:57.200
Elijah Schaefer, who also unbuttoned his shirt for the very homosexual bodybuilding competition.
01:43:14.560
I don't like the way those things feel, by the way.
01:43:18.640
I don't put anything on my face, which is why I look like I'm probably 10 years older than I really am.
01:43:24.980
My body felt disgusting for the next few hours after that.
01:43:49.340
He was there when we needed him on day two to read that tweet.
01:43:56.320
There's Alex, the red-coated Jew, literally in his red coat.
01:44:08.800
I just want to see if we can get this real ride or die just looking like a blurry Bigfoot.
01:44:17.160
I always remember where I was when you broke the World War III news to Shane Cashman, 9-11 style.
01:44:22.420
Thanks for bringing these legends to Central Florida.
01:44:26.100
This is the moment you can see fat Trump impersonator off to the side.
01:44:36.540
Some people are probably saying, yeah, there we go.
01:44:41.060
This is the worst thing I've ever been a part of in my entire life.
01:45:04.640
As gay as it was, though, I know a lot of people did have a lot of fun.
01:45:31.880
He stayed up late and wrote this thing overnight.
01:46:36.440
Gave Agnes clap that should be cleared up by June.
01:46:52.620
Some people claim that I'm too old to want to bang.
01:47:08.840
I see Xerox said, yeah, Owen said he was done doing shows, but I think he'll go again.
01:47:15.980
And it was so clear to me that he was having so much fun.
01:47:21.380
I think there's a chance of getting him out again.
01:47:23.700
It's like real long, and I'm not going to stop.
01:47:31.120
No, like even these guys are going to be like, dude, still?
01:47:40.760
Because I've never seen anything like this in my life.
01:47:45.440
Just so you know, he's talking about the villages, which is just filled with old people who are fucking all the time.
01:47:53.120
They dance and they fuck and they dance and they fuck and they drink and they eat and they dance and they fuck.
01:49:03.260
Some people claim it's their shit father to blame.
01:49:40.440
I bought my first house when I was making minimum wage.
01:49:50.980
Him and Toad releasing an album would be incredible.
01:50:02.960
Told them if they didn't they'd have no hope at all.
01:50:32.960
Some people claim that it's my greed that's the blame.
01:50:55.060
I just want you guys to know I was in the front row for this.
01:50:59.560
I'm literally I could reach out and touch Owen's feet.
01:51:01.640
I mean, this was such an amazing experience, man.
01:52:12.000
If you send me that, that would be a lot of fun.
01:52:19.420
And maybe we'll bring some more stuff up later on.
01:52:26.900
So I found out that there was actually quite a few people
01:52:51.280
And it's like, there was so many great people there.
01:53:24.320
This is all self-congratulatory moment, by the way.
01:54:09.760
And then we'll do Nephilim Death Squad later on.
01:54:28.760
We're going to play throw the Jew down the well.
01:54:30.120
So I'm going to show off some of the gifts that we got.
01:54:32.440
And then we're going to throw the Jew down the well.
01:54:44.940
We're going to play that throw the Jew down the well.
01:55:05.380
And then if you look at the little details there, it says full retard instead of full auto.
01:55:20.580
It says, blessed be the Lord, my strength, which teacheth my hands for war and my fingers for battle.
01:55:42.560
A shout out to, I think his name was Costa Rica Tom.
01:55:50.780
I don't know because it was just given to me by, you know how many big bald dudes with beards there was?
01:56:04.560
I'm just looking up at them and they're giving me stuff.
01:56:07.640
Didn't know that that many big bald dudes with beards liked us.
01:56:24.240
But either way, dude came all the way from Costa Rica.
01:56:26.780
Turns out a lot of people came from a lot of different places.
01:56:35.020
I think there was even somebody from the Netherlands that was there.
01:56:42.640
Ohio, Arizona, California, you know, Massachusetts.
01:56:48.440
Really, really crazy that people came that far.
01:56:51.080
So Costa Rica Tom, number one, thank you so much for the gift.
01:57:04.200
But he bought me a, he bought, Top and I, a big cardboard box.
01:57:30.780
One drink at the end of the second night at Mojo's with all the VIP people.
01:57:50.380
And then I had one celebratory shot with some of the homies at the end of the night.
01:58:19.160
It was wild to have all those fucking psychotic dangerous retards in one place on that patio.
01:58:39.740
I'm saying that as like, it was pretty obvious.
01:58:46.240
So first day, we get off stage after doing Nephilim Death Squad.
01:58:49.940
And what's great is I feel like we did a good job.
01:58:55.160
Very meaningful to me that we did a good job because I want you guys to have a good experience.
01:58:59.740
All the people who paid money, all the people who traveled, I want to put on a good performance for you.
01:59:09.160
You know what a pleasure it was to meet Nancy, by the way?
01:59:38.680
We get off after nailing what I think is a successful performance.
01:59:43.580
And he walks up to me and he says, I want you to have this.
02:00:15.600
And he's got some Japanese lettering going down his back.
02:00:21.720
At the bottom, it says, Foka Larga, Spotted Seal.
02:00:28.440
So it says it in Japanese and then it says it in English.
02:00:37.920
And to date is the only seal to be police chief for a day.
02:00:52.080
That's so cool that he would do that and that he would make this.
02:00:58.000
And he spent the time to draw and he gave it to me.
02:01:01.580
And then what was cool is I got the pleasure of talking with that same kid.
02:01:11.600
And he said, I have this dream I want to tell you about.
02:01:22.660
And he tells me this dream that he has about a black dog with red eyes.
02:01:33.080
And he tells me his theories on what he thinks it is.
02:01:35.820
And I go, well, interestingly enough, I had a dream.
02:01:43.940
Everybody knows the dog dream where I fucking stabbed the dog and the dog died.
02:01:52.280
I said, my son also has had a dream about a black dog with red eyes.
02:01:55.840
And I told him to rebuke it in the name of Christ because it talked English to him.
02:02:00.220
I don't know if it moved its mouth or it was just in his head.
02:02:05.460
But like I got to sit there and talk with this kid.
02:02:09.560
You know, he and I held court for like, you know, 10 minutes.
02:02:13.680
What I was doing, where I was going, stopped paying attention to the sets.
02:02:25.540
It's just something you obviously you don't get through the camera.
02:02:31.220
You get to connect with people in a really crazy way.
02:02:35.640
Top doesn't know his blood type or how old he is.
02:02:58.680
We're not really sure where things are going to settle legally.
02:03:04.560
And we're also not sure if we even have to pursue a legal route.
02:03:08.860
I know, you know, you want to do things in good faith.
02:03:15.060
And you want to think that there doesn't have to be legal action brought into it.