Pearl - Dating Divorced Men

00:00:00.000 making my way downtown walking fast and I'm homebound hold on guys one second

00:00:13.880 welcome to another episode of Pearl Daily here on the Audacity Network guess what guess what hold

00:00:21.240 on it is christmas eve and i'm in texas this year and in chicago it's freezing but in texas

00:00:35.480 it is warm i hope all of you midwesterners are having a terrible time because i moved to texas

00:00:44.680 and I was miserable in the summers. But right now it's 80. It's 80. I hope you guys are having

00:00:52.420 a terrible day. I was just, I'm in a tank top. I'm in a tank top because I'm warm.

00:01:02.720 I forgot to turn on my piano before the stream.

00:01:08.520 Hold on, hold on, hold on. Here we go.

00:01:15.040 I hope you're having the worst day ever.

00:01:18.360 And I know, I think as your host, I should be telling you to have a great day, right?

00:01:24.020 I mean, you guys are my supporters, my followers.

00:01:26.140 I should want what's best for you.

00:01:28.200 But today, I just want to brag.

00:01:30.280 I was like, you know what?

00:01:31.460 I'm in a tank top right now.

00:01:34.160 And I want to rub it in somewhere.

00:01:35.800 So I went live and I decided I'm going to rub it in.

00:01:41.620 You said, did I get rid of the bangs?

00:01:43.180 do you know what's so crazy

00:01:44.720 I have never gotten more comments on anything

00:01:47.660 I used to have hair extensions

00:01:49.700 down to here

00:01:50.560 and the bangs have been more

00:01:53.200 like people commenting

00:01:54.480 they're still there

00:01:56.700 it's just sometimes I brush them to the side

00:01:58.700 if like

00:01:59.260 I hope you're having a

00:02:03.200 terrible

00:02:04.460 day

00:02:06.480 cause I'm warm in Texas

00:02:11.320 today

00:02:12.200 i hope you're having a terrible day because i'm pretty warm in texas today oh

00:02:25.100 thank you thank you did i um the scale went up actually the scale kind of did go up

00:02:35.560 thanks for rubbing it in. Well, it went down from yesterday. I don't know how.

00:02:41.440 So I did kind of an extreme fast like two weeks ago.

00:02:46.080 A little too extreme, but I was like, I was kind of experimenting here.

00:02:58.760 And then the weight went up because I told you I drank. And then yesterday I went to order,

00:03:04.240 I ordered like takeout from a restaurant and I accidentally ordered it from like a really

00:03:10.140 expensive restaurant I was like I got a huge bill because I called and I didn't look and I was like

00:03:16.120 oh wow but it was it was a pretty good steak so um so I thought I was going to be fat today

00:03:27.140 because I ate a lot of the bread that it came with it was so good and I'm at 162 this morning

00:03:33.680 so i'm like i'm really trying to get to 155 that's my goal but i i kind of messed it up this

00:03:41.200 week a little bit do any other ladies in the chat like check your weight every day you know 1.00

00:03:46.000 men think about money and sex every day women think about our weight every day you think 0.94

00:03:51.600 you're it's kind of surprising considering the obesity in america

00:03:55.520 but we do think about it a lot and i'm really tired stop telling me not to lose any more weight

00:04:04.800 i'm gonna lose more weight like i'm gonna get to 145 whether it's the last thing i do

00:04:11.480 whether it's the last um thing i do and then do you know what i'll do

00:04:17.660 there's no way i'm 162 do you think i'm fatter or thinner

00:04:25.520 Are you saying I'm fatter or thinner? I have a very athletic background. Like I think I have muscle, right? I mean, I've been working out since I was 16. But I want to get to, I should tone up. All right. All right. Do you know what? This is why, this is why I don't want to include you guys in my journey. I'm doing the best I can.

00:04:47.580 um but I want to get to 145 um I'm six feet I want to get to 145 just to see what I look like

00:04:57.420 and then if I fat like I used to be 200 plus pounds

00:05:02.140 so like I can just gain it back it's like not that bad do you know what I mean I'm just I'm

00:05:11.040 tired of people telling me not to lose weight it's like oh I'm gonna lose I'm gonna lose it

00:05:15.980 so hard it just takes me i'm one of those people it takes me forever i mean this took me

00:05:23.820 years to get this thin i started this like five years ago and i was like 10 pounds a year

00:05:29.980 this is the most on um

00:05:36.780 this is the most

00:05:37.580 this is the most un um

00:05:47.660 ineffective way to do it like i would not i could tell you how i did it

00:05:53.180 but you guys are men and i think men would want a faster way

00:05:59.420 50 super william you shouldn't have is this because i'm thin do 150 and call it good

00:06:06.220 i don't think i'll look sick at 145 my aunt's 145 and she looks good

00:06:11.020 oh i hope you're having a bad day

00:06:20.380 because i'm here in texas and i'm tanning today i hope that you are cool wait i hope i hope that

00:06:34.540 you are cold because I am gonna be that bold every oh my god that was bad everything is better in

00:06:57.220 Texas is that good or bad was that bad sometimes I really try to go for it

00:07:02.680 i need a vocal coach i guess you guys could be my coach you know everything is better in texas

00:07:14.920 too bad i got one or two x's

00:07:32.680 look i've only been here six months but i do like it

00:07:46.880 give me a song we're gonna freestyle today

00:07:51.360 you want me to play the dad song you know it's crazy my dad still hasn't heard it

00:08:02.680 you taught me to shoot my first basket you made us fifth grade conference champions

00:08:13.380 i never cared about the fans i just loved seeing you in the stands long walks on the ride home

00:08:21.840 wait no long talks on the ride home i miss them when we're on the phone

00:08:27.620 Cause not all girls get a dad like you 0.64

00:08:32.980 And I'm so lucky that I have you

00:08:37.240 Oh, there's no way I can never thank you

00:08:42.820 For all of the things you helped me to do

00:08:46.920 I'm so happy blood's thicker than water 0.97

00:08:52.660 Cause damn it, I'm so proud to be your daughter 0.97

00:08:56.220 i used to hate green eyes i wanted blue but now i love them cause i look like you 0.98

00:09:05.640 they say i ain't pretty but i don't care cause i got your smile and red hair when i look in the

00:09:13.800 mirror i see you oh not all girls get a dad like you and i'm so lucky that i have you

00:09:25.580 Oh, there's no way I could ever thank you

00:09:31.160 For all of the things you helped me to do

00:09:35.320 I'm so happy blood's thicker than water 0.97

00:09:40.080 Cause damn it, I'm so proud to be your daughter 0.98

00:09:44.920 I'm so happy blood's thicker than water 1.00

00:09:50.880 But damn it, I'm so proud to be your daughter 0.99

00:09:54.660 whoo you know stop it stop the applause is crazy 0.99

00:10:03.580 stop if you guys put up a song in the chat i can freestyle though to it

00:10:14.720 and i actually have a song if one day i get married probably not right i don't know if

00:10:22.960 in the cards for me with this choppedness but you never know the the idea would be

00:10:31.200 i always loved my last name davis it gives me part of the fame

00:10:40.880 cause it reminds me of you like something this is

00:10:44.720 i'm this is rough but i i think the storyline first and then i think of like um

00:10:52.960 Um, then I kind of, I get the lyrics better, but the idea would be, I always loved my last name.

00:11:04.540 It kind of brought something about fame, small town in our small town. Yeah, it's kind of famous.

00:11:13.740 And then it would be, the idea would be, and I never, like, I never thought I would give up my

00:11:19.560 last name. But you make me want to take yours. And it's like a romance. You see the love.

00:11:32.320 Do you see what I'm saying? I always loved my last name.

00:11:42.240 But sometimes you, I don't know. I don't know. This is just a song idea I have. But I'm like,

00:11:48.880 I want it to be, the first verses would be, I love being a Davis. Something about how we're,

00:11:57.420 we chase the world, like.

00:11:59.680 and then the like before would say, and I never wanted to give up my last name

00:12:24.300 until I heard yours and then it would be a love song. I haven't really, I haven't put it together

00:12:33.220 yet. I'm, this is going to be a music studio in the next few months. So it's going to be kind of

00:12:36.860 exciting because when you think about it, marriage is a bad investment. I know. I think the most

00:12:45.980 romantic thing that's why i like the song i wrote that's like i always thought i always i always

00:12:57.580 thought i couldn't i always thought i couldn't be bought at least that's what i was taught

00:13:07.340 i make my own money i do my own thing i never wanted ring ring

00:13:15.980 strong and independent i don't need no man jet set lifestyle instagram

00:13:25.100 but then i met you things started to change maybe i don't need my last name

00:13:34.060 now i'm back in the kitchen

00:13:37.700 Making his favorite blueberry pie

00:13:44.160 Back in the kitchen

00:13:46.180 Thinking one day maybe I'll be his wife

00:13:52.340 And I never wanted the white picket fence

00:13:57.380 But baby with you it makes sense

00:14:00.580 I'm back in the kitchen

00:14:02.420 so i like this song because it's more romantic if you don't go into a relationship wanting

00:14:16.740 anything you know i'm saying like like it's i actually think it's more romantic

00:14:21.560 to put a modern woman back in the kitchen like a liberal like i a guy told me a story about how he

00:14:29.300 took a a vegan girl on a date and got her to drink bone broth the first date that's kind of romantic

00:14:37.700 you know but saying like intentional dating that's not really romantic that's saying i

00:14:41.860 want to get something out of this i'm gonna hold on i wrote the lyrics on my phone let me

00:14:50.260 let me do the rest you said you got tears well that's kind of simpy i mean it's not that good

00:14:59.300 I'm going to be streaming more and it's going to be, oh, here we go. Here's the chorus.

00:15:09.840 I used to have my own dreams and things that I wanted. Ever since I met you, my life's been

00:15:17.640 haunted. Two kids on the back porch with you and me. Loving you is my wildest dream.

00:15:25.140 Now I'm back in, back in the kitchen

00:15:30.340 Baking his favorite blueberry pie

00:15:35.660 Back in the kitchen

00:15:37.580 Thinking one day maybe I'll be his wife

00:15:43.700 And I never wanted the white picket fence

00:15:48.480 Maybe with you it makes sense

00:15:51.360 I'm back in the kitchen

00:15:53.240 i thought that was cute

00:16:01.720 piano volume's got to be higher i don't know if it goes higher

00:16:09.880 i don't know if it's like here

00:16:15.680 i thought that was cute

00:16:19.840 this one

00:16:22.360 is another one I wrote

00:16:25.820 I can't believe you guys are listening to me

00:16:28.460 and just imagine I was a better piano player

00:16:32.660 through these I understand my piano is not good

00:16:34.880 how does the beginning go it goes

00:16:47.280 Oh, do you know what's another good one? Hold on.

00:17:06.960 I wonder if this is still on YouTube anywhere. Oh, here we go.

00:17:09.940 what the heck okay can someone explain this is not my youtube channel

00:17:18.820 um i don't know who made this but this is songs that i've put on spotify

00:17:28.540 which is kind of crazy okay i'll show you my thought why not f it today's kind of like a

00:17:36.900 today's kind of just a mess around day

00:17:45.680 i'm gonna

00:17:49.960 i've been shaking every day since i had to leave

00:18:01.500 it's not what i wanted but sure and hope good for me

00:18:06.780 But it's 2am, and I'm missing you

00:18:12.320 And I find myself calling you

00:18:17.820 Saying, babe, come over, let's do this over 0.65

00:18:21.620 Come beat my shoulder to cry on

00:18:24.260 Life really ain't been the same since you've been gone 1.00

00:18:29.200 Cause you're a dick still 0.99

00:18:31.140 Side effects include missing you 1.00

00:18:34.920 loss of appetite sleepless nights and trust issues you're high risk i'm a love addict

00:18:45.720 this feeling is fatal mentally unstable you should have come with a warning label

00:18:57.980 Okay. That is so clever. And we just need, this is too long of a song. If I had to do it,

00:19:07.920 I wish I made it shorter. I did this a few years ago.

00:19:13.100 Cause you're addictive side effects include missing you loss of appetite, sleepless nights

00:19:19.660 and trust issues. That is so clever. You're high risk. And I'm a love addict. This feeling is

00:19:27.800 fatal, mentally unstable, you should have come with a warning label. That's so clever. 1.00

00:19:37.480 Addictive warning label. Oh my God. Like this was one of the most clever things I ever made.

00:19:43.740 It was after a break. I won't lie. I won't lie. It was after I took an L. I wrote this song.

00:19:51.560 I wrote, am I going to show you guys my whole album today? Fuck it. Fuck it. Fuck it. You know 1.00

00:19:57.000 what i mean this is my stuff i'm actually most excited about but i understand i'm like a subpar

00:20:04.040 musician so i get a little nervous to show people because i am very proud of the things i made

00:20:10.800 and i don't want to be roasted for eternity do you know what i mean that's the tough thing

00:20:15.140 we're wrapping for christmas

00:20:16.960 I can't remember if this is the one Savo's on.

00:20:27.180 Savo added a verse.

00:20:46.960 love is expired but i still desire a refill a refill and by the way that was i wish i'm

00:20:58.160 gonna rewrite if i ever rerecord this and make it better i will rewrite that lyric that's not my

00:21:04.000 favorite it's not my favorite because you're addictive side effects include missing you

00:21:12.640 loss of appetite sleepless nights and trust issues you're high risk thank you for the

00:21:22.540 thank you for the supers guys i don't know i feel like i should pay you for listening to my mixtape

00:21:28.700 today that's how i feel i'm like if you guys are nice enough to listen to this stuff i love

00:21:34.080 i i'm so proud of this um yeah so

00:21:38.840 a love addict this feeling is fatal mentally unstable you should have come 0.89

00:21:49.080 with a warning label you should have come with a warning label you should have come

00:22:00.420 With a warning label

00:22:04.380 You should have come

00:22:06.100 With a warning label

00:22:10.060 Alright, now I ain't been addicted like this

00:22:12.260 Since I was alone and broken

00:22:13.560 Had a woman holding me down like she was my only hope 1.00

00:22:16.260 Like how we do in difficult times ensue

00:22:18.200 We can only cope

00:22:19.100 To say this was my lifeline

00:22:20.340 I'm tugging on, that's a lonely rope

00:22:21.920 Addicted like Klonopin

00:22:23.220 Praying, asking, has God a thing

00:22:24.700 When taking L's with women 1.00

00:22:25.840 So Rolo tells me that's not a win

00:22:27.520 Now maybe there's a path that we walk in passing

00:22:29.640 withholding passion frightened of addiction to one another withhold attraction you don't let

00:22:33.840 yourself fall you fight your feelings like southpaw and even the words we share with each

00:22:37.440 other don't ever sound wrong and maybe repeat the cycle like this ain't my only feature recovery

00:22:41.940 time and meetings don't make me the only speaker put my best foot forward always gave you my best

00:22:46.640 first you could be the reason i'm forever buried in step work and that's a risk i'm down to take

00:22:51.220 because i've taken it many times you could read me this warning label is fatal for either side 0.83

00:22:55.500 is that a sucker okay was that not clever his his verse hit so hard it hits so hard

00:23:07.260 that's savo i'm like i think this could be such a good song if i had the right tools

00:23:15.020 um i would need to shorten it i think i think i need to shorten it

00:23:18.460 years now and i'm married with a diamond ring you're with some random girl but still in love

00:23:26.420 with me i won't admit it but i see you in my dreams i wonder are you the one who's supposed

00:23:37.060 to be next to me you should have come with the warning label you should have come with

00:23:47.900 I mean, look, I know some people are saying they enjoy this more than my normal podcasts.

00:24:12.080 The viewership is not going to say that.

00:24:13.680 I'm going to be honest.

00:24:15.900 And I understand it.

00:24:17.220 I mean, I, again, I think I should be paying you to listen to this, but I'm very proud of these.

00:24:22.740 So, but it's hard, you know, sometimes you show something to the internet you're proud of and

00:24:27.600 they just make fun of you forever. And it's like, oh, I was kind of proud of it. I got an album,

00:24:33.580 actually, this, this ex wrote an album about me and I, um, it's too bad. It got, I think he took

00:24:41.840 it down it's like you know it's over but we should let the art be art you know sing the commandment

00:24:48.080 song by miss bashful i i'm actually okay so the other songs i did this one i did with bryson gray

00:24:58.320 and the thought process behind it um was my my war with the church right because i always felt like

00:25:09.200 i've always felt like i could be a religious person but yeah i mean i don't think there's

00:25:16.000 a lot of money in music so i don't know if that'll um and so i wanted to talk about how i felt about

00:25:25.920 like god because i do pray and i do believe in god but i don't really think i'm that good of a person

00:25:33.280 right so okay i'll show you this one

00:25:38.320 You found God at the bottom of a bottle You were out, living life full throttle

00:25:47.180 I found God at the end of a heartbreak I didn't think there was much more I could take

00:25:58.500 I'm a sinner, this I know The Bible thumpers tell me so 1.00

00:26:03.380 Life has got me feeling kinda low

00:26:06.860 I'm a sinner, this I know

00:26:10.700 The Bible thumpers tell me so 1.00

00:26:13.160 Life has got me feeling kinda low

00:26:16.440 But that's why I pray

00:26:18.960 So there'll be better days

00:26:22.640 Maybe I won't be a sinner always

00:26:26.160 That's why I pray

00:26:28.900 God lead the way

00:26:32.260 Maybe one day I won't be so afraid

00:26:35.960 that's why my favorite part the doo-doo-doo

00:26:45.280 never did fit in with the Jesus phone they don't listen they just like two-toe but I believe in 0.69

00:27:01.460 better days I believe that Jesus saves God please show me the way that's why I

00:27:09.440 pray so there'll be better days maybe I won't be a sinner always that's why I

00:27:19.220 That's why I pray. God lead the way. Maybe one day I won't be so afraid. That's why I pray.

00:27:40.220 Say you looking for better days. You need to change from the old you to better ways.

00:27:44.220 Cause God was calling your name, but you ran away

00:27:46.860 Then decided to blame the church cause you was led astray

00:27:49.280 I cannot walk in the council of the wicked

00:27:51.660 Psalm 1-1, but they'll close their eyes to miss it 0.99

00:27:54.160 Cause I'm being tricked by all these feminist witches 1.00

00:27:56.440 I guess they don't get it 0.98

00:27:57.760 And that's why I pray

00:27:59.380 So there'll be better days

00:28:02.960 Maybe I won't be asking my always

00:28:07.060 That's why I pray

00:28:09.480 God lead the way

00:28:12.840 baby one day i won't be so afraid i'm a sinner this i know the bible thumpers tell me so 0.92

00:28:23.180 life has got me feeling kind of low

00:28:26.300 all right

00:28:29.560 i wonder who made this youtube channel because i did not make this one i mean i appreciate it

00:28:38.280 you know what I mean? Okay, this one I wrote about, I'm going to send you guys like a dollar

00:28:44.460 on Cash App for listening to me. This one I wrote about how I did not grow up, I grew up when social

00:28:55.200 media happened. So I remember in eighth grade, I got my first smartphone. And when I was in eighth

00:29:00.240 grade, I realized that people were hanging out without me. I couldn't believe it. I had these

00:29:04.820 two best friends, or I thought we were best friends, and it turns out they hated me.

00:29:08.500 But I didn't know before because, you know, I didn't know I wasn't invited to all this stuff.

00:29:17.780 So I always wondered, ever since I've been alive, I've always, when I go to a party or something,

00:29:25.340 I've always had to have that thought in the back of my head that someone can record me. Like,

00:29:29.940 no keg stands for pearl no twerking for pearl um no getting i mean i'll still get you know

00:29:40.900 occasionally i do get you know but even like this sunday i told you guys i got pretty drunk

00:29:45.940 the first time in a while and i had to think well if there's a video that comes out of me

00:29:52.740 doing god knows what or someone says they saw me or i don't know i just wanted to kind of say hey

00:30:00.880 um i did get lit i did it it happened i did it

00:30:05.820 um and i wouldn't in the old days there would be no phone so i wouldn't have to do that

00:30:13.440 and so i've always wondered what would life be like if you could party

00:30:17.860 like um in 1992 which is before i was born i bet it was really fun

00:30:23.480 women getting drunk is gross not if you're the one getting drunk with us 1.00

00:30:27.960 it's pretty fun 0.97

00:30:29.240 yeah um so here we go party like we used to take me back to 1992

00:30:39.140 everybody's acting brand new we're not looking across the room

00:30:46.200 Everybody is looking down

00:30:49.520 On their phones, no one's around

00:30:52.800 Yeah, we used to tear up the town

00:30:56.080 Now I don't hear a sound

00:30:59.520 People don't dance cause somebody's watching

00:31:04.340 Drink too much, everybody's talking

00:31:07.500 We used to rage like there was no stopping

00:31:10.760 So put your hands up, everybody's walking

00:31:14.080 Put your phone down and get on the dance floor

00:31:17.520 Shake that booty like you never did before 0.91

00:31:20.700 Look real steely, yeah, raise your hands

00:31:23.760 Let's get together and baby, just dance 0.95

00:31:39.240 We used to snap a Polaroid

00:31:41.700 now the whole night's on record i used to know who my neighbor was now we really don't do that

00:31:51.060 stuff we used to go out and ding dong ditch now that ring cam is the biggest snitch now okay that

00:31:59.700 was so clever and i wrote that myself we used to go out and ding dong ditch now that ring cam is

00:32:07.940 the biggest snitch. If I don't know what's clever, if I, that is clever. That is clever.

00:32:37.940 so put your hands up everybody's walking put your phone down and get on the dance floor 0.99

00:32:44.980 shake that booty like you never did before look real silly yeah raise your hands 0.99

00:32:51.220 let's get together baby just dance 0.99

00:32:55.340 take that shot baby get your move on be like stella and get your groove on

00:33:07.940 Take a shot and get your move on.

00:33:10.960 Be like, I don't know.

00:33:13.140 I think I play chestnut checkers.

00:33:15.920 They, 15, I don't know how I'm getting super chatted today.

00:33:18.660 This is, I, again, I think I should be paying you guys.

00:33:25.880 Andrew, I mean, I don't know what the LP is.

00:33:29.460 I don't know anything about music.

00:33:32.880 I love the, I love making music.

00:33:34.860 This is my favorite thing to do.

00:33:36.280 um but i am aware that it's a very competitive industry and um conservative media is less

00:33:41.540 competitive i won't lie to you but um this one i think is on spotify if you look it up if you're

00:33:50.320 really i mean some of these are on i think all of these are on spotify if you look up like

00:33:56.300 either hannah pearl davis or i mean just put it in spotify it's on there

00:34:00.500 I get like five views a month on it.

00:34:30.500 the room yeah so those are my songs that one i got done in england i'm trying to think so there

00:34:38.200 is another song that i wrote and i wish i still had blessing here blessing i miss you blessing

00:34:45.500 who remembers blessing one in the chat if you remember blessing i remember blessing we love you

00:34:51.520 we miss you but i had another song i think i think i'm just gonna force you to listen to my

00:34:59.700 mixtape today. Yep. And I will do my monologue about divorced men. That is going to happen.

00:35:08.100 That is, I do have some funny things to say about dating divorced men.

00:35:15.280 But, you know, since we're on the topic, I might as well.

00:35:22.480 Let me find it. Let me find it. So I had a different song that was

00:35:27.440 what was it about you ever okay ladies in the chat you ever go on a date with a guy and you think

00:35:38.260 holy shit this guy has got everything like this guy is perfect this is everything i want

00:35:49.680 and if it doesn't I don't almost want to fall for him because if I fall like I am going to not 0.99

00:35:58.280 recover like I'm just not gonna you know it's just gonna be really really bad

00:36:06.540 chicks date divorced men for the same reason they dig felons we both got out of prison no 1.00

00:36:15.980 No, no, that's not going to be, my monologue's going to come later after I force you to listen

00:36:20.700 to my mixtape. Yep. I mean, you guys don't, sorry, you don't get the luxury of forcing me

00:36:26.400 to stick to the topic. You don't. I am going to make you listen to all of it. So

00:36:33.200 I'm trying to hold back for now. Cause I never felt like this before. I wish I could remember

00:36:41.960 how to play it on the piano but i'll give you a i'll give you an idea i remember blessing used

00:36:48.360 to play this i'm trying to hold back for now because i've never felt like this before

00:36:58.680 you're too good for me that's for sure

00:37:04.560 You've got the upper hand and I can't hide it

00:37:13.280 I'm falling for you but trying to deny it

00:37:18.900 Deny it, oh deny it

00:37:25.160 Cause that's a lot of pop to give someone

00:37:29.100 And I'm afraid you'll up and run

00:37:31.980 i feel like i'm drunk but i'm so sober if i fall in love with you it's over

00:37:41.580 you're the one i'll never get over

00:37:47.420 if i do you see how clever that is i'm trying to hold back for now because i've never felt

00:37:55.020 like this before you're too good for me that's for sure

00:38:01.980 you've got the upper hand and I can't hide it.

00:38:06.660 I'm falling for you, but I'm trying to deny it.

00:38:09.660 Because that's a lot of power to give someone.

00:38:12.900 And I'm afraid you'll up and run.

00:38:14.700 I feel like I'm drunk, but I'm so sober.

00:38:17.220 Because if I fall in love with you, it's over.

00:38:20.420 You're the one I'll never get over.

00:38:23.620 I mean, if that's not poetry, I don't know what is.

00:38:28.500 I got to remember, I wrote these lyrics in my phone.

00:38:31.980 It's tough because when women feel this way about you, we will crash out. 0.99

00:38:48.100 So it's like men want a chill girl, but the chill girl doesn't like you that much.

00:38:56.100 But if you want a girl that really likes you, there will be a crash out if it goes bad. 0.99

00:39:01.980 Let me see.

00:39:06.080 I gotta, let me look up the lyrics in my phone.

00:39:08.240 Cause I've never felt like this before.

00:39:11.220 You're too good for me.

00:39:13.140 That's for sure.

00:39:14.260 oh here it is okay did i write the chords that i wrote this to

00:39:39.260 I'm trying to hold back for now

00:39:43.460 Cause I've never felt like this before

00:39:49.580 You're too good for, you're too good for me

00:39:56.820 That's for sure

00:39:58.340 Oh, this love is so divine

00:40:07.740 You make me want to take my time

00:40:14.680 A guy like you is hard to find

00:40:21.040 You got the upper hand and I can't hide it

00:40:27.340 I'm falling for you but trying to deny it

00:40:33.700 Oh, deny it

00:40:37.380 Cause that's a lot of power to give someone

00:40:41.840 And I'm afraid you'll up and run

00:40:45.000 I feel like I'm drunk when I'm so sober

00:40:49.320 If I fall in love with you, it's over

00:40:55.940 You're the one I'll never get over

00:41:02.060 Okay, ready?

00:41:04.400 Oh, this was a good lyric 0.69

00:41:05.600 i could fall in love but damn i shouldn't i'd give you my heart but i wish i wouldn't 0.67

00:41:16.400 and maybe i am too closed off 0.97

00:41:21.160 maybe i am too close wait what did i do but is the risk worth the cost

00:41:29.360 you've got the upper hand and i can't fight it

00:41:33.900 i wish i could play these better but i just want you guys to see the vision i can't really i'm like

00:41:40.840 an amateur pianist because that's a lot of power to give someone i'm afraid you'll up and run i

00:41:51.280 feel like i'm drunk but i'm so sober if i fall in love with you it's over

00:42:01.040 You're the one I'll never get over

00:42:06.800 Do you see the vision?

00:42:08.660 Okay, I look.

00:42:10.480 I understand the vocal, like whatever.

00:42:13.300 I wish I could have.

00:42:15.280 Alright, if you guys want to leave.

00:42:20.920 It's totally cool.

00:42:22.220 I think I really want to pay the people to be here, to be honest.

00:42:31.040 thank you guys thank you do you know what i mean i mean i think some of these are clever

00:42:52.880 i'm trying to see what else i had i've had a lot of clever ones over the years to be honest

00:43:01.820 Aw, you guys are so nice.

00:43:06.440 Let's see what else I got.

00:43:14.500 Oh, my Bruno Mars cover.

00:43:16.700 I could do that.

00:43:18.660 I rewrote Bruno Mars.

00:43:22.540 I am going to get a prime rib that's going to be here soon.

00:43:25.660 So I might have to take a second.

00:43:27.840 I'll play my divorce documentary while I go.

00:43:31.040 Let's see.

00:44:01.760 now here's the women nagging me in the chat they say pearl you're no better than other woman i know 1.00

00:44:10.480 i wanted to drop the n-word but i fell in love with that too 1.00

00:44:17.920 you know i mean look there's women in all of us women okay let's see what else do i got

00:44:27.600 i think that's most of my like

00:44:31.040 Oh, there's one I wrote about hate being closer to love, where it's like, we both know, let

00:44:38.340 me see what chord for you.

00:44:39.700 We both know that hate's closer to love.

00:44:44.040 No.

00:44:44.420 We both know that hate's closer to love.

00:44:48.580 We both know that hate's closer to love.

00:44:54.220 And I hate the way you know you can mess me up.

00:45:01.040 I shouldn't chase after you, you don't care. 0.94

00:45:07.000 But damn it, I miss you when you're not there. 1.00

00:45:13.000 Damn it, damn it, you got me again. 1.00

00:45:17.960 I wish that me and you could be different. 1.00

00:45:23.460 I shouldn't get so emotional.

00:45:26.780 but when i'm with you i lose control

00:45:31.900 something like that you see because i was thinking about how if you hate them that's

00:45:39.060 that's who's dangerous whoever the heck you hate oh i gotta take off my headphones in case they get

00:45:48.980 yeah so what i want to do is upstairs i have the this is my streaming station and i want to turn

00:45:57.460 this into a music studio which will be pretty cool um and then i can like easily i'd ideally

00:46:04.660 it'd be really cool to get someone who i could pay to help me like produce and stuff that has

00:46:09.860 like experience in this kind of stuff. Brianna wants to nag me today. Nagging her boyfriend 1.00

00:46:20.140 was not enough. So do you know what that gets you? Banned. Banned. Look, you don't have

00:46:32.920 to be here, I promise. Yeah, you know, it's like the black woman comes in here and is a bitch. 1.00

00:46:58.860 it's like shocker she says pearl why don't you tell us how you really feel about black people 1.00

00:47:04.560 i did i'm fatigued i love black people if i'm being honest i think they're fun i i like i think

00:47:12.080 i could go to a cookout and fit in i always talk to black people but i just wish they would just 0.94

00:47:18.820 stop doing certain things you know what i mean that's how i feel i'm very honest about this

00:47:24.840 i wish they would stop calling you racist whenever they could you know that would be amazing

00:47:32.240 i mean i can even freestyle can i freestyle for you guys should i freestyle

00:47:40.960 all right one in the chat if you want to hear me freestyle two of two in the chat if and then you

00:47:48.420 guys could put words in the chat and i'll freestyle to a beat who wants to hear me one if you want to

00:47:54.360 hear it too. If you want me to shut the fuck up. Oh, I mean, hell no. I understand if you, 0.99

00:48:10.380 if you want me to shut up, I do understand that my address is confusing. How is it confusing?

00:48:16.260 oh my gosh it's really not confusing at all

00:48:21.300 um it's just crazy sometimes uber like delivery drivers it's like

00:48:28.580 it's like i know it's not confusing because there's been 10 other

00:48:34.060 delivery drivers and none have this problem you see what i'm saying like i'm like the problem it

00:48:39.300 might be you. What? Okay. What is confusing? But I think it would be cool. Like imagine

00:48:52.400 if I could start my shows with you guys and I could record a song easily every single

00:48:57.500 day, even a rap and just put it on Spotify easily. Like I just want, I don't know if

00:49:02.760 I need to learn this stuff if it's easy or what, but there is a prime rib here. Oh, I'm at your

00:49:09.760 door. Okay. I don't want you guys seeing how short this dress is. I'm going to be honest.

00:49:17.160 So we're going to play a commercial. This is, it was warm out. It was just today.

00:49:25.200 So we're not, yeah.

00:49:26.680 this clip going viral online of a dozen women being asked the following question 0.99

00:49:34.100 do we need men most answered very quickly no because men are useless

00:49:40.980 this headline from the hill it caught my eye most young men are single most young women are not 0.61

00:49:48.500 young men have fallen faster than any demographic in america over the last 40 years it's a different

00:49:53.580 world now like we don't need men the way that they used to the future is female men and women 1.00

00:50:01.820 are drifting further apart and society is crumbling because of it a fascinating debate

00:50:08.560 has broken out about the value of marriage you've kind of got the trad con versus red pill thing

00:50:12.980 this men's rights crowd that sometimes just goes too far the other way you need to stop acting like 0.91

00:50:18.140 grown boys and infants and actually become men marriage is a bond and it's a sacred bond it's a

00:50:23.780 machine designed to extract resources from you now many of the red-pilled have taken the position 0.98

00:50:28.460 that it's bad for men to get married hannah pearl davis or just pearly things one of the most

00:50:35.560 controversial faces in all of the internet she goes on to say that marriage is a terrible deal

00:50:41.080 for men because if me and you were in a business contract you would never sign a contract where i

00:50:45.660 am paid to leave. Gee, what could go wrong there? 74% or something of divorces are initiated by

00:50:51.840 women. Men have everything to lose, primarily their own children. Men get killed by the courts

00:50:57.100 and by divorce laws. I had no idea that courts of family law were courts of equity, not courts of

00:51:02.440 law. Because in family court, you don't need evidence to accuse someone of abuse. You need

00:51:06.440 no evidence. When you guys say get married young, a lot of these men don't know what they're signing

00:51:10.360 up for, and you're not going to be there when their entire life falls apart. I interviewed them

00:51:15.100 on the other side i didn't meet my son until he was 15 months old how much did you spend trying

00:51:20.480 to get him back on legal fees alone was about 200 000 before you know it you're homeless you're

00:51:25.240 literally just thrown out onto the street we absolutely reinforce bad behavior from women 1.00

00:51:29.240 wives are taught to leave their husbands and then daughters grow up without their fathers 0.71

00:51:33.440 family is a foundation of society every problem in society comes from single mother homes a lot 1.00

00:51:38.820 of women will just chase this negative rabbit hole of happiness endless happiness feminism's 1.00

00:51:43.340 biggest failures is it lies to women we tell women to date as many guys as possible we tell

00:51:46.920 them to put off family into marriage you are allowed to leave your perfect husband you are

00:51:51.480 allowed to end a relationship with a really great boyfriend oh freeze your ex have an abortion 0.90

00:51:56.920 what you're evil i don't think there's anything else in life that we actually ever go into

00:52:01.220 preparing to fail right like if you have the mentality of this is going to go wrong and be

00:52:05.620 pessimistic naturally the outcome is going to be that it's going to fail anyway it's self-sabotage

00:52:10.260 And that's the thing, like women are so willing to leave marriages because they're not happy. 1.00

00:52:14.100 This is not about happiness.

00:52:15.900 The most important thing is the children.

00:52:18.220 And the problem is we have a modern society where it's me, me, me, my feelings, leave

00:52:22.880 when I feel like it, instead of doing what's best for the kids.

00:52:26.800 This myth that we live in an age of male privilege, where's my male privilege?

00:52:30.520 They think, well, men have all the rights. 0.95

00:52:32.060 They have all the power.

00:52:33.380 Privilege, patriarchal system that we have.

00:52:35.620 Why doesn't our society care about men's rights? 0.99

00:52:37.900 I have no friends.

00:52:39.580 No way.

00:52:40.260 and no social life.

00:52:41.480 Men are alone in this situation.

00:52:43.400 Men are homeless.

00:52:44.380 Men are thinking about eating guns.

00:52:46.140 I've seen so many men on the brink of suicide

00:52:48.720 and they didn't do anything wrong.

00:52:50.580 How are you equal if the men are the ones 0.99

00:52:53.500 that have to fight and die to defend the country?

00:52:56.000 The men are the ones that build 1.00

00:52:57.700 and maintain all the infrastructure.

00:52:59.880 Women are helplessly dependent upon men. 0.99

00:53:02.500 The so-called deaths of despair

00:53:03.940 from suicide, overdose to alcohol,

00:53:06.500 three times higher among men than among women.

00:53:09.560 Culture is telling men, you are no good.

00:53:11.420 You got to get your act together.

00:53:12.640 I think men have failed themselves.

00:53:14.260 What kind of a man are you?

00:53:15.500 What kind of a woman are you going to attract? 1.00

00:53:17.460 If men are in trouble, so are women. 0.66

00:53:20.120 Everybody knows this is a huge problem, but nobody wants to admit it.

00:53:23.800 Every single woman at the table said they wanted a man. 1.00

00:53:26.180 500K.

00:53:26.720 500K.

00:53:27.640 300K.

00:53:28.100 200K.

00:53:28.540 Am I crazy?

00:53:29.260 Everything is really set up against you to fail as a man.

00:53:31.320 If men make less than women, women don't want to marry them. 1.00

00:53:35.160 So you know who wants more economically and emotionally viable men?

00:53:38.360 women I don't want to be an independent woman anymore I don't want to be a strong independent 1.00

00:53:44.400 woman I'm over it when is it going to be my turn where are we meeting the men that don't stop I

00:53:49.340 can't keep having these same conversations the only simp here is you Pearl you simp for men 1.00

00:53:53.800 I think I think you simp for women she's a provocateur she says stupid stuff but Pearl 1.00

00:53:57.780 is right about this it's already happening it's just not out in the open yet now it's just hook 0.99

00:54:02.120 up culture is going to be our fairy tale ending because men don't want a wife and women can't 1.00

00:54:06.220 husband the future if everybody follows your path is there is no future going to population decline

00:54:12.540 and our economy goes into decline civilization will crumble the american story does not end

00:54:18.940 well this is an existential crisis failing young men what up guys all right so if anyone feels like

00:54:32.700 donating um the link to that is at the gofundme in the description i just need like 200k to finish it

00:54:42.220 um so yeah if you have that feel free to just skirt you know what i mean like

00:54:48.940 feel free you know what i mean okay freestyling we're gonna freestyle huh

00:54:57.260 freestyle beat and you guys can put words in the chat i haven't done it in a while um

00:55:05.500 i think there's more people that want me to embarrass myself

00:55:09.300 um no it's 250k so i did raise 50k

00:55:14.260 so i mean i don't know what to tell you guys there's expenses here you know it's like i was

00:55:22.360 monetize for two years i know exactly where the money will go if i get it but i just can't and

00:55:30.840 i understand you you guys have real jobs you don't want to donate i mean i i get it it's just uh um

00:55:38.920 it's just tough like it's kind of just a tough situation you know because

00:55:43.720 i even have really big distribution places like um uh like i talked i was in talks with tucker's

00:55:50.840 team but about distributing it on his platform the challenge is um the challenge is um that

00:56:03.240 like a lot of people just don't want to fund to get it like made and it's expensive

00:56:07.320 um and i like i have expenses that um yeah so like you know the editors and whatnot

00:56:20.840 okay but let's go to freestyling um freestyle be chill maybe okay let's see

00:56:30.200 all right put in a thing in the chat i'll see how good i can do

00:56:37.740 Put a word in the chat and I'll see what I can make.

00:57:07.740 Do we have to do a word generator?

00:57:15.620 I think I need more of a, hold on, rap.

00:57:22.340 Let me do, because it's chill rap.

00:57:26.400 Sing a version of Everyone Has AIDS from Team America.

00:57:29.420 All right, we'll do about AIDS.

00:57:33.020 BBL.

00:57:34.380 Okay, now we got some good words.

00:57:37.740 all right

00:57:44.120 I'm a huge sensation

00:57:47.700 I don't know

00:57:53.560 I don't

00:57:55.520 I know you

00:57:57.780 Well, you guys know how that is coming home.

00:58:13.200 But all these dishes are good to be home.

00:58:16.120 I'm trying to do it.

00:58:18.880 You guys know what I can do.

00:58:21.260 I've been texting for the girls, you know, so I see a lot of folks saying those, you

00:58:27.760 I know how it is, I know what is meant to be, I know it and I love it, I'm know it and I love it, I shouldn't have such a struggle, it's too loud, I got that yell in a brand new nation, yell, it's too loud, alright, what do you want me to do?

00:58:57.760 Um, all right, let's see can you hear me now is it better you still can't hear it.

00:59:22.760 How about now, better?

00:59:28.880 All right, do the words again.

00:59:31.780 I'll try to be confident.

00:59:33.620 I'm not very confident in my rapping, but I know I'm okay for a girl.

00:59:40.000 We'll start over.

00:59:48.760 Just make sure you put words in the beginning.

00:59:52.760 turn it up a little bit okay

00:59:56.240 for one second all right let's see

01:00:04.680 i talk a lot about red pill i talk a lot about prescription pills i talk a lot about dr phil

01:00:26.600 in the YouTube nation

01:00:29.220 just at the train station.

01:00:33.500 Alienation.

01:00:34.480 Sharks.

01:00:35.800 Oh my God, I can't do it.

01:00:37.560 I'm getting nervous.

01:00:40.680 I'm getting nervous.

01:00:43.480 Please don't clip me.

01:00:46.080 Hold on.

01:00:50.000 I'm kind of afraid of sharks.

01:00:51.860 And I know that...

01:00:53.220 Hold on.

01:00:56.600 Let me try again.

01:01:00.820 I'm kind of afraid of sharks, and I know that that's kind of dark, but it's not just a walk

01:01:06.920 in the park, trying to swim it makes me feel dark, and look it. 0.93

01:01:11.820 Shark juice, calibration, the best in the whole damn nation. 0.86

01:01:16.920 We're talking about red pill and blue pill. 0.97

01:01:19.560 We're talking about red pill and Dr. Phil, he's got a blue pill, and I don't like it,

01:01:24.460 But I'm a white chick, and I don't really understand how we keep riding, and I don't

01:01:28.740 really understand what we are driving.

01:01:31.020 Now, baby reindeer is just something your mama tells you when you live in fear.

01:01:37.640 Shark juice, corset, I'm talking about today.

01:01:42.600 Now we got Zubia on the chat.

01:01:49.600 I'm getting nervous.

01:01:54.600 Hold on, hold on.

01:02:01.600 Now I come from a place that there's not a lot of violence, but we feed the momentum.

01:02:11.600 I come from a place that there's not a lot of violence, but we go speedy into the island.

01:02:17.660 I know that I'm talking with a lot of momentum.

01:02:20.260 I know that I'm talking with a lot of pretend-im.

01:02:22.800 I don't really understand why I keep rapping.

01:02:25.180 I'm a white girl from the suburbs.

01:02:27.280 It's happening.

01:02:28.380 What's lay, nay, hold, pick it today.

01:02:33.140 Willy Wonka's in the chocolate factory.

01:02:35.760 He's the type of guy that talks to me.

01:02:38.100 I'm divorced and I want to date.

01:02:39.700 well what is your rate freestyle rappers I asked my parents for a lot of

01:03:00.660 presence but all i wanted was their presence that's kind of clever right

01:03:09.060 i asked my parents for a lot of presents but all i really wanted was their presence

01:03:14.420 please come home and stay with me that's really how i feel now it's all love not hate i'm the best

01:03:23.780 in the gate he's talking how he's gonna take me off the market you got to stop him and bark it

01:03:40.580 okay let's see the next one i'll do one more and then i might monologue in the topic 0.98

01:03:53.780 Chat says I'm dumb because I like to rap, but I don't bitch about how you like to throw 0.98

01:04:17.560 it back that says i'm dumb because i got black fatigue and it's the woman in me yeah i'm kind 1.00

01:04:25.540 of tired of this ghetto shit but i still love um yeah i'm kind of tired of this ghetto shit 1.00

01:04:33.520 but all these bitches come at me and they want to get hit i know that this is kind of weird and 1.00

01:04:39.480 slowly i know that this is kind of weird and silly uh uh okay okay let's talk about how these 0.99

01:04:51.000 have weed please leave 0.94

01:04:54.760 Ooh, how dare we got black fatigue, whoa.

01:05:13.340 Now, Santa Claus had an evil elf.

01:05:17.520 It's the elf that's on yourself.

01:05:19.960 And everybody thought that he was good.

01:05:22.220 but really that man was really from the hood got a gingerbread snowman and i don't really get it but

01:05:29.460 i'm the type of girl where you can't forget it uh maybe this ain't great but i'm the type of girl

01:05:36.720 that's gonna roller skate and i keep on going i guess i got it like all these girls they keep on 1.00

01:05:44.020 bottom don't stay obey doctor dls disrespect okay i know that i'm not second best i know i'm 0.88

01:05:55.420 different than the rest because i'm the best youtuber in the whole damn nation i went to 0.55

01:06:01.120 chicago and took a vacation i talk about parental alienation and talk about satan i know that i 0.64

01:06:10.360 can't keep going like this i'm in the rap game and i'm talking about this this is left right

01:06:17.640 not bad for a white girl not bad for a right girl not bad for a white girl now they're saying it i'm

01:06:28.780 getting better and i think i am baby can you hold my hand lol go go go i guess i'm gonna put on a

01:06:39.320 show hey tic-tac-toe row row row I get kind of nervous and I'm sorry about that but I'm over

01:06:50.280 here just spitting these facts and maybe I got talent maybe I don't but I'll tell you what I 0.99

01:06:57.300 ain't gonna do this black shit ghetto shit no I can't do it any more I can't deal with these 1.00

01:07:07.040 weeds and all these fat bitches that really believe they're 10 and they're not. They're just 1.00

01:07:14.660 a bunch of fat thoughts and I just can't get it and I don't understand. But there's always going

01:07:21.760 to be a man that's going to hit her from behind and we know what they're going to do. And I'm

01:07:27.300 tired of pew, pew, pew on the South side of Chicago. They keep on fighting. And I tell you,

01:07:33.800 Why don't you keep on whiten and it would be better than you manifest it. 0.99

01:07:41.080 Why are these women keep coming in my chat? 1.00

01:07:43.700 This is way too many women. 1.00

01:07:46.520 All right.

01:07:47.620 Keep going.

01:07:48.700 I'm going to, maybe I'll freestyle.

01:07:50.600 I'll keep going.

01:07:53.940 They want to know if I'm okay.

01:07:56.240 No.

01:07:59.160 Am I okay?

01:08:03.800 no I'm not higher I need an easier one I don't

01:08:15.800 On the monopoeia, O-N-O-M-A-T-O-P-O-E-I-A, on the monopoeia, that's what my second grade

01:08:39.040 spelling teacher told me to spell, and to this day I still can't spell it.

01:08:43.340 I know I'm going to tell you my audience and tell it.

01:08:47.100 Oh, my God.

01:08:48.900 Apparently, women are watching my show. 1.00

01:08:50.860 Bitches, I don't want you here. 1.00

01:08:52.140 Please go, go, go. 1.00

01:08:53.820 Please keep it on the low, low, low, because these women will come and nag me to death. 1.00

01:08:58.720 And I really, I wish you the best.

01:09:00.880 Please go.

01:09:02.480 Go.

01:09:03.940 Keep it on the low.

01:09:06.380 Keep it on the low.

01:09:07.880 I already know you come here to nag when I'm just here trying to get this bag. 1.00

01:09:13.780 I keep talking and I'm walking and you're over here stalking.

01:09:21.440 You say I'm an inspiration, but I'm not.

01:09:29.060 I got past just like these other thoughts.

01:09:33.360 Pearl is tall

01:09:35.860 And I got red hair in the fall

01:09:38.740 I keep on speaking

01:09:40.760 I keep on speaking

01:09:43.260 I don't want you ho here 1.00

01:09:46.460 And maybe I'm in tears

01:09:48.940 Maybe that's what is my worst fear

01:09:51.500 But I really admire you

01:09:55.840 I want to be with you

01:09:58.380 I really admire you

01:10:01.000 now they say i'm dumb because i like the freestyle and i do it every once in a while

01:10:09.120 and i didn't mean to do it like this i didn't mean to be that i didn't mean to be that chick 0.75

01:10:16.800 I don't want you here

01:10:31.860 Lindsay says go see a doctor

01:10:37.040 She says you're sick 1.00

01:10:38.960 Bitch 1.00

01:10:41.460 Do you want to get hit 1.00

01:10:43.880 I feel fine

01:10:45.900 I can drink wine, and I can show up to my show on time, but you're here in my chat.

01:10:52.360 Make me want to change all that.

01:10:54.860 I don't want to go to jail fighting you.

01:10:57.460 I don't want to do that.

01:11:00.200 But you women, keep coming at me. 1.00

01:11:10.360 Mmm.

01:11:11.340 Mmm.

01:11:12.540 Mmm.

01:11:13.100 Mmm.

01:11:16.860 a two-hour jam session

01:11:25.580 do i keep going are you guys bored all right we're gonna i'll let you guys decide one in

01:11:31.260 the chat if i keep going two if you're bored and i can go into my monologue

01:11:35.340 All right. We got one, one, two, one. Lindsay, no one cares. You're a woman. No, you're about 1.00

01:11:53.640 we're 50 50 lindsey doesn't two one okay 0.98

01:12:04.840 i'll do one more i'll do one more half it and then and then i'll move on

01:12:09.080 They say- wait, hold on, hold on, let me- I want this one, actually.

01:12:24.680 Okay

01:12:35.240 They say I'm racist but I'm not

01:12:39.660 I just really hate thoughts

01:12:42.240 I can freestyle better

01:12:44.080 And a lot

01:12:46.140 And maybe I gotta stop talking

01:12:49.940 And maybe I gotta stop walking

01:12:52.480 and maybe I gotta keep going

01:12:55.040 but Merry Christmas is showing

01:12:57.520 Pearl

01:12:59.060 I need a hug from you

01:13:00.940 that's kind of weird

01:13:03.340 but I guess maybe

01:13:05.400 one day it'll be true

01:13:06.420 Merry Christmas, thank God

01:13:09.100 thank your high school heartthrob

01:13:11.640 1, 2

01:13:13.540 3, 4 1.00

01:13:14.740 all these bitches coming through the door 1.00

01:13:17.040 Acoustic. Oh, everybody has AIDS. Everybody has AIDS. Everybody gets paid. I'm in the 1.00

01:13:33.420 gayborhood and everybody really has AIDS. There's signs everywhere talking about the medications 0.93

01:13:41.800 fair i guess they can live a long time but if i had aids i'd drink wine and i'm not judging you 0.87

01:13:49.400 know i mean gay people are kind of hosed but you see what they do one two three me 1.00

01:14:00.440 okay i think that's all the freestyle i got today i don't i'll look that up for next show 0.97

01:14:05.480 but thank you for the supers lindsey says she'll pray for my soul well then i'm gonna

01:14:12.200 pray that i never speak to you again because your personality is so bad see band forever

01:14:22.120 band forever i mean it's it's so great because i really don't have to listen

01:14:30.680 i mean let's never talk again

01:14:35.480 let's never talk again not great

01:14:49.720 i mean it's just so easy to not nag i get it i understand 0.97

01:15:05.480 So, all right, all right, all right, all right, let's talk, everybody.

01:15:31.220 let's talk about dating divorced men

01:15:36.820 now the last time i was in the dating market

01:15:43.220 i had noticed a trend with divorced men and i want to talk about the pros and cons of dating

01:15:55.540 divorced men for the women in the chat because there's some women that i think have have it in 0.99

01:16:01.780 them to date a divorced guy and there's some women that don't now what i found in particular is men

01:16:10.740 that were once divorced very much wanted to believe that it's not all women are like that

01:16:16.660 and they just picked the wrong woman i mean that was kind of the phrase that you would hear from 0.91

01:16:22.180 especially Christian divorced guys, they really want to believe it was just I picked the wrong

01:16:27.800 woman. And they're very willing to do it again. You would think that getting robbed and your kids

01:16:34.160 stolen from you would make men not want to get married anymore. And maybe it doesn't. I don't

01:16:38.880 know. I can just speak to my experience. Those are the guys that want to marry you immediately. 0.79

01:16:46.580 So for the ladies, dating divorced men, if they're dumb enough to do it once, 1.00

01:16:51.460 they're dumb enough to do it again. They are dumb enough to do it twice. 1.00

01:16:59.820 I'm going to eat these chips and it's going to be annoying and I don't care. I don't. 1.00

01:17:06.320 I'm a little hungry.

01:17:14.540 I think after the second divorce, men are debilitated and have given up on love. But

01:17:19.160 if anything, I found that divorced men were actually very hopeful. They're very hopeful

01:17:26.080 that love is in the air and that it wasn't their, it was just a bad wife. And they're

01:17:33.040 very hopeful for you to be better. The other great thing about dating divorced men is that

01:17:43.120 But generally speaking, it's very easy to exceed their expectations.

01:17:50.940 Like imagine you go into a job and you say, I'm applying for this job.

01:17:55.800 There's an open position and they say, well, my last employee robbed me.

01:18:01.420 My last employee actually robbed me, stole from me for years, and made my life hell. 0.99

01:18:14.980 If all you have to do, if all you have to do is show up, not be fat, and have sex, like 0.99

01:18:24.860 really. Divorced men, the bar is like here. It's so easy to exceed their expectations. 0.99

01:18:44.800 They're really willing to do it again. They'll marry you. I mean, I can't remember what percent

01:18:49.760 to men, remarry, but it's a very high percentage. The majority are dumb enough to do it twice. 0.99

01:19:02.780 And so what happens is, this previous employee was terrible, god awful. And you come in and 1.00

01:19:14.080 You're just not fat, has sex, maybe cooks every once in a while. 0.65

01:19:18.780 They're so grateful. 0.71

01:19:23.000 You're always going to be hotter than the ex because you're probably 10 years younger.

01:19:38.920 Let me pull up my other notes.

01:19:44.080 the other great thing about dating divorced men is there's something fun about a guy that

01:19:56.320 has nothing to lose men with a lot to lose just are not fun you ever wonder how do these bouncers 0.78

01:20:02.020 these club promoters um how do they get these hot bitches how do you get like the hottest 1.00

01:20:11.600 bitches around like you'll see these men and they have nothing they're sleeping like you know they 1.00

01:20:17.520 say women care about money and i just don't think that's true if anything i think fathers care about 0.98

01:20:24.000 money but if women um women might try to take your money but when it comes to love i mean every 1.00

01:20:36.560 romantic story ever is women picking hot guy over love i mean think of titanic right

01:20:48.880 i mean jack had nothing he's at the bottom of the ship and he's talking rose out of her knickers

01:20:57.620 she's cheating with jack the guy who was nothing and her family saying go with the rich guy

01:21:01.580 I think dads care more about, fathers care more about money than daughters. 0.98

01:21:10.720 And come on, ladies in the chat, how many times has your father said, why are you dating

01:21:17.040 that guy?

01:21:22.880 Why don't you go for a richer guy? 0.99

01:21:24.560 because when women date rich men it's more of a transaction it's not like

01:21:33.720 those aren't the men we'll crawl through broken glass for and do anything for right

01:21:39.620 i mean you know the notebook it's the same thing she has the rich husband and cheats with the broke 1.00

01:21:44.180 um i don't think he was broke with the broker guy from high school

01:21:49.180 Zubia knows what I'm talking about. She knows. Now, how does this relate to rich men? Sorry,

01:21:55.760 not rich men, divorced men. Well, divorced men usually have nothing. They're broke.

01:22:02.700 They might be, a lot of times, they're really smart and really intelligent because women only 1.00

01:22:06.320 rob intelligent smart men. I mean, you know, you're going to rob, I don't remember the other

01:22:13.180 guy but not jack obviously the other guy you rob but there's something about having nothing to

01:22:28.740 lose and i think you guys have kind of seen this transition for me i think i'm a little bit more

01:22:32.840 fun now i lost everything when it comes to my youtube career i mean i have hit pieces completely

01:22:40.540 disparaging to disparaging me. I mean, I became all the things that I talked about, right? I'm

01:22:47.740 not that feminine. I'm obviously not married. I don't have kids. And it's embarrassing, right? 0.87

01:22:58.680 It's very embarrassing to become the thing that you never thought you would be. And I think a lot

01:23:03.160 of divorced men are in this situation because married men are extremely arrogant. Like there 0.54

01:23:07.500 was a guy yesterday that came on my show telling me that he his his wife was special and different

01:23:13.360 and you guys saw Crowder before he got divorced he was very arrogant that he found this Christian

01:23:18.280 trad wife and whatever and then you go through humiliation a failed relationship

01:23:37.500 and divorced men have gone through usually the ringer a very failed relationship where a lot of

01:23:45.200 times they were very arrogant about that it was going to work out and so when they go through

01:23:53.480 the divorce their ego is gone and there's something I think you can feel it when somebody's

01:23:59.140 ego is gone when somebody's been through the ringer and it was kind of similar to me you know

01:24:03.740 the hit pieces came. They took my channel. My friends turned on me. And in a way, I got zeroed

01:24:10.120 out. I mean, not like men do, right? I'm not trying to compare. Obviously, I suck. And I would

01:24:17.440 say after I lost everything, you become a lot more grateful for the things you do have, and you

01:24:24.840 become a happier person. When you're on the top, there's a lot of pressure. There's a lot of stress.

01:24:31.560 and I would say that's the same thing with a marriage right when you're responsible for a 0.83

01:24:36.740 whole household that's a lot of pressure and stress a lot of times they had a good job during

01:24:40.860 the marriage which a lot of times you know they they might lose it or get a demotion because

01:24:45.460 they're just so um held back by the stress of it

01:24:48.960 and so when you date a divorced man you almost get the same vibe as the bartender

01:25:03.220 the bout like the reason women love bartenders bouncers athletes whatever 1.00

01:25:12.560 um partially the status right but also because they're men that got nothing to lose when men

01:25:18.220 have nothing they don't act like they have things to lose you know you ever been around a really

01:25:24.860 high stress guy you know 20 my dad actually had a lot to lose but he wasn't like this you know he

01:25:31.460 might as an exception where he he really is a fun guy and even though he he had 10 kids a big

01:25:38.120 business etc he never really acted like he had a lot to lose um

01:25:42.320 so to be fair you know

01:25:50.060 to be fair this isn't all of them but a lot of men i mean they almost have to learn to be fun

01:25:59.680 because they're very serious when they're young and they take everything seriously like you go

01:26:04.120 on a date and you feel like you're on an interview with a guy looking for his first wife what are

01:26:09.660 your politics? What are they? What are that? And you're like, I'm just trying to drink and have

01:26:13.360 fun. The divorced man, they already found their special someone and it didn't work out. Now

01:26:20.900 they're here to just have fun. They don't have anything to lose anymore. And that's the best

01:26:28.780 version of a man. Men with a lot to lose, they're always afraid you're going to take stuff from

01:26:35.780 them and they treat you as a terrorist as they should right I mean I think I've covered for years

01:26:40.780 how I've covered for years how women are terrorists I don't necessarily blame them 0.96

01:26:46.340 but there's something I envy a little bit about men um that just have no fear in them and I think

01:26:52.920 everybody sort of um envies this and I think that's why like they become the main characters

01:26:59.820 You know, there's something about the people in the spotlight or the people may, I don't know how to describe, I'm trying to describe it in a different way.

01:27:11.400 You know, Leonardo DiCaprio is the main character, right?

01:27:15.680 He keeps banging 19 year olds.

01:27:17.260 Nobody can shame him out of it.

01:27:19.180 And you could just tell he has no fear.

01:27:21.980 He does not fear these women. 0.99

01:27:24.040 He's going to bang. 1.00

01:27:25.000 I mean, I've heard he like puts music on to have sex with them. 0.99

01:27:27.840 does not care and there's something about you know the person that approaches the girl with

01:27:33.960 no fear the person that goes for the promotion with no fear I think we envy people or we look

01:27:40.920 up to people that can just go through life with no fear Trump right I mean that's a guy that lived

01:27:47.180 life he got he got married and divorced three times he lived it he ran for president he like

01:27:57.720 you could just tell what like even scott adams scott adams right now is dying he is he is literally

01:28:03.460 facing death at his door and every day this gangster guy i mean i think he's gangster every

01:28:08.900 day he comes up and says i don't care i am gonna do my show i love my show

01:28:13.160 there's something about the guy um you know that everybody says you have to apologize for this and

01:28:24.500 that. And he says, fuck them. You know, there's just something about, that's why people love Nick 1.00

01:28:29.020 F, right? Nick F has no fear. He says the N word. He goes up against conservative media.

01:28:33.960 There's something about a person that lives life with no fear. And divorced men,

01:28:42.380 they they can live life with zero fear because the worst already happened

01:28:53.520 there's a sense of peace that comes when the worst and you know i kind of felt like that which by the

01:28:58.720 way i'm not comparing my i'm only gonna say this story because i relate to it in a way

01:29:07.420 but my story is nowhere near men's men have it way worse but there's a situation that i could

01:29:15.820 relate to you know when i lost my youtube channel for two years what what can i fear i am now

01:29:22.360 unemployed i have now ruined my reputation online because i i'm unhirable

01:29:27.860 this is a lot of drama in any any guy I date's life

01:29:39.280 and I thought to myself I thought this the worst just happened like the worst I mean

01:29:48.360 in my head right obviously Sneeko got his channel deleted there's

01:29:52.080 i nick f was on the no fly list but in my head the worst happened i had to move home this is

01:29:57.920 all humiliating i'm kind of fat now like i've gained all this weight because i didn't have

01:30:03.920 time the last few years and to me it felt like the worst happened and sometimes when

01:30:14.480 the worst happens you have a sense of peace because nobody can do anything to you anymore

01:30:22.080 and you start moving differently you don't care

01:30:28.260 you know and it's why i came on here now and i think you guys can feel it a little bit

01:30:36.060 on on sunday i came on i said look guys i got hammered i did

01:30:40.840 do you know what i failed in a lot of ways i did

01:30:52.080 A lot of things I thought I was going to do, I didn't do.

01:30:59.780 A lot of things I thought were going to work out, didn't.

01:31:03.880 And I'm happier now.

01:31:05.780 i don't have the same fear of my reputation as i used to

01:31:23.120 because i really used to it was almost dehubility like it was almost um when you're debating a lot

01:31:34.040 of these topics people think they kind of put you on a pedestal that you can't live up to

01:31:38.000 and I hated being on that pedestal I felt like I was enslaved to the pedestal

01:31:42.780 and my fear is gone I got nothing left

01:31:48.540 and I think that is what divorced men feel like they put marriage up on a pedestal and it's gone 0.98

01:31:58.760 A lot of them are still dumb enough to do it again. I won't lie. I mean, they'll just keep 0.98

01:32:04.400 letting women rob them. It's like they just want to make money for women to take it. I don't really 0.98

01:32:08.440 get it, but it's fine. But divorced men have a sense of freedom that's fun and women love

01:32:30.240 it. They're the guys with the mattress on the floor. They have no money. And the only thing

01:32:39.420 they have is who they are as a person. And it's usually smart, intelligent, competent men.

01:32:45.380 And now that all of their accomplishments are taken from them, their money's taken,

01:32:49.940 their house is taken, raising good kids, that's taken. Everything's gone.

01:32:54.180 it's almost like they can just be who they are

01:32:59.760 the nagging is gone they no longer are being henpecked by their wife and they feel this new

01:33:08.160 sense of freedom where they can just say and do whatever they want a freedom a lot of them never

01:33:13.120 experienced a lot of men were in their mom's house till they were 18 and a few years later found

01:33:17.800 their wife. And, and you, men speak differently when they're free from women. It's kind of like 0.98

01:33:26.840 how you know, like Pierce Morgan, the way he speaks, you just know he's being nagged and his

01:33:31.960 wife is in his ear. Because the men, it's like they almost just talk in this way that's, it's

01:33:37.520 such wife guy talk. And you guys know what I'm talking about. And the wife stops nagging and

01:33:48.560 now they can live in with no fear. Like imagine if she took, imagine if she ruined his reputation,

01:33:56.240 if Pierce Morgan, let's, let's God forbid, but let's imagine he's a wife guy. Let's say she robs 1.00

01:34:02.520 him, steals his kids, ruins his reputation, whatever. And I think it happened to him once,

01:34:08.600 but some men, they just need to learn like three times, two, three times, whatever.

01:34:15.540 There's a sense of freedom that comes.

01:34:17.420 Imagine if he had nothing to lose

01:34:32.800 Pierce talks like a guy with a lot to lose

01:34:35.300 You can tell

01:34:38.720 He doesn't want to lose his reputation

01:34:40.660 He doesn't want to lose his show

01:34:41.940 He doesn't want to lose his marriage

01:34:44.040 You can tell

01:34:44.780 you could men pierce would not be a fun person to date you can just tell

01:34:49.100 crowder 2.0 that would be a fun person to date

01:34:53.600 and crowder might need two but you guys see the difference right crowder lost everything

01:35:03.500 his reputation his money his wife his kids he lost everything

01:35:11.820 and you can see his ego dying in a way he does not have the same ego he had before

01:35:18.300 um he's still blue-pilled yeah i know still blue-pilled but

01:35:24.420 do you see what i'm saying though there's like an ego that's gone

01:35:41.820 and that's what's great about dating divorced men they got nothing to lose

01:35:57.020 a lot of times they're really smart and intelligent because women don't 1.00

01:36:04.400 tend to marry dumb men will sleep with them 1.00

01:36:06.540 and they have a lot of relationship skills they know how to live with a woman 1.00

01:36:17.880 they're you know a lot of times if you're an older woman they're easier to date because

01:36:25.100 they don't they have more of a normal life they don't really want to go to bars

01:36:28.640 and so in a way you can out compete the younger women because the younger women just have a 1.00

01:36:34.420 lifestyle. That's just not, like if a guy has kids, it's just a lot more difficult to date a

01:36:39.780 woman without kids that's under a certain age because they just want to go out and party. 1.00

01:36:56.520 If you're a woman with kids, they're more likely to accept that because you at least understand

01:37:01.400 the lifestyle i know a divorced guy that looked for a single mother because he felt like a single

01:37:06.520 mother was the only one who would give up her career to watch the kids his or his kids he 1.00

01:37:11.160 already had and they didn't even have more kids she just he married her and she watched all four

01:37:16.920 the woman can hate the ex-wife instead of you 1.00

01:37:31.400 They probably don't have a lot of sexual partners in terms of, like, historically.

01:37:40.580 I would say they're probably less likely, anecdotally, to have an STD.

01:37:44.100 They're less likely to, you know.

01:37:49.880 They have the benefits of being a paternal father without the responsibility of the kids a lot of the time because she stole them.

01:37:57.400 So they're really only there every other weekend.

01:38:01.400 this is also the phase in life a lot of these men get into hobbies that they can bring you into

01:38:31.400 um you know this is kind of when the guys rediscover themselves and that's like a fun

01:38:40.980 part of their life you know rebuild you know that's exciting for a woman to be well 1.00

01:38:46.120 be there while you rebuild yourself with knowing that he has the track record of building himself

01:38:51.580 once

01:38:52.000 I think that's all I really got

01:39:21.580 So, I think that's my two cents.

01:39:47.460 There's pros and cons to every group.

01:39:49.920 but divorced men there's a lot of pros ladies so if you're if you got kids 1.00

01:39:54.700 if you're an older woman i really recommend going down that route um

01:39:59.460 um you just got to make sure they want more kids

01:40:06.020 so anyways um

01:40:12.380 make sure you like the video and subscribe to the channel

01:40:19.920 and i will see you guys next time if you guys liked the music let me know i i would love to

01:40:27.500 do that every show but i won't torture you so anyways like the video subscribe and i'll

01:40:35.040 merry christmas i might be able to stream tomorrow we'll see love you and i'll see you next time

Pearl - December 24, 2025

Dating Divorced Men

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