Pearl - ＂She Wouldn't Take Back Her Past＂ Pearl Reacts To Michael Knowles' Interview With 'Retired' OF Model

00:00:00.000 I lose zero sleep at night over what this chick does.

00:00:03.720 I do not care.

00:00:05.960 What I don't like, and this has been a trend that I have seen the last 50 years.

00:00:10.900 I don't like people using God as a brand.

00:00:18.280 I've always said I felt like faith is more of a private thing for me.

00:00:22.360 I never wanted to be a preacher.

00:00:24.120 I never was here to preach.

00:00:25.340 because I think you need to have a certain level of credibility in order to do that.

00:00:32.900 And I think a lot of times influencers get a little clout and they think they can just play

00:00:37.040 God. And it leads to a lot of people misinterpreting scripture and OnlyFans preachers.

00:00:46.760 Okay, but I am going to react to Michael Knowles' interview. I took notes. I think I'm going to

00:00:53.460 start 30 minutes in because I was listening to this earlier and I want to show you the red flags

00:00:59.040 that I see from this interview. So let's and we talked about some of them already but let me pull

00:01:04.540 these up and I'm probably going to add Donovan to the end of it but okay you ready? Can you pull it

00:01:16.500 you know I wouldn't take any of it back because it still ended up shaping me into the person I am

00:01:29.440 here we go go back like all right so we went over this she knows it hurt her family she has brothers

00:01:38.000 she has sisters and yet as your free will absolutely and if you're not educated well on

00:01:42.540 the topic or which who is at any age you're not educated on everything but

00:01:47.160 you back up on things that you were kind of influenced by you know like if you

00:01:54.160 don't actively have a knowledge about it you kind of kick in with well this is

00:01:58.260 what I know you know this is what I've experienced that's how I kind of feel

00:02:02.220 about it and again it's not blaming my parents in any manner I'm very thankful

00:02:06.720 my parents but okay but something went really okay

00:02:12.720 michael and michael why sorry why do you co-sign this freaking a

00:02:20.000 it's not blaming my parents but and then michael adds in but

00:02:24.160 something went wrong why is it the parents sometimes you just

00:02:28.560 have a rebellious child wrecked me you know in a weird way for

00:02:33.200 sure i i really do believe that um i'm really happy that you know i wouldn't take any of it back

00:02:41.760 because it still ended up shaping me into the okay that's selfish s-e-l-f-i-s-h selfish

00:02:49.680 that's completely selfish when you know something that you did

00:02:54.080 harmed your family that you love you not taking it back or saying you would not take it back

00:03:00.240 is because you are selfish and you value what you got out of it over the hurt that you caused

00:03:08.400 if i'm truly sorry about something and i know it hurts somebody i would take it back

00:03:13.360 there's no why on earth would you not and i am now no matter what like hurt it's

00:03:21.760 it's a beautiful thing you wouldn't take what back your actions or the way you were raised

00:03:26.160 both actually the um my actions leading up to only my actions on only of course i'm ashamed of

00:03:32.240 it i do want to be very clear about that in no way shape or form should anyone go through that

00:03:36.800 and be like oh i'll just get saved later and do you know what do you know what that would require

00:03:41.440 to say you regret doing something humility humility but i'm the bad guy or it i'll just

00:03:46.400 get off after that or who cares about what my reputation is later you should absolutely care

00:03:51.040 about who you are who you're going to be and I don't think people now being influenced by it

00:03:57.040 understand the direct harm it will do to your mind your body and your soul so it sounds like

00:04:04.800 you're saying you do regret it you just for the actions absolutely would I take it back

00:04:11.680 no and this is s-e-l-f-i-s-h i'm selfish

00:04:24.560 am i you're a pastor blessing am i crazy

00:04:28.960 am i crazy for for saying maybe she should want to take back only fans is this insane no

00:04:36.240 It's, I mean, it's the reasoning,

00:04:41.000 because I feel like my testimony is very strong now.

00:04:45.480 You know, in Paul in the Bible,

00:04:47.060 or Saul who turned to Paul in the Bible

00:04:49.040 was absolutely persecuting and killing Christians.

00:04:52.040 Okay, again, this goes back to the narcissism things.

00:04:55.640 She thinks she's Paul.

00:05:04.160 You're not Paul.

00:05:06.240 you know and holding the coat for people stoning the apostles right so he got radically changed

00:05:17.380 on the road to damascus completely changed you know was blinded even and regained his sight but

00:05:24.480 then radically got saved by god himself and changed and became a living walking testimony

00:05:33.320 to people who were just like him or so many others you know he started writing letters to the

00:05:40.700 churches you know bluntly calling them out or praising them for what they're doing in the

00:05:45.960 community of Christ and I thought that was so bold but why I say I wouldn't take it back is

00:05:50.500 because God could absolutely use me if I never would have gotten on all I don't need to have

00:05:55.900 that testimony to be able to all right all you were doing and you know she watched my last video

00:06:03.280 Maybe she's watching this one.

00:06:05.340 If you really want to be genuine,

00:06:07.360 get off the internet,

00:06:09.160 return the money,

00:06:12.140 actually delete the OF

00:06:13.760 in any existing groups that you have,

00:06:16.880 take off the Caked On Makeup,

00:06:19.120 change the name,

00:06:20.540 go make up with your family.

00:06:27.640 People.

00:06:28.640 But if you were a young girl

00:06:30.840 thinking about

00:06:33.180 Starting an only, being influenced by this current generation to start an only.

00:06:38.260 Would you listen to the person that's never been on only,

00:06:41.260 never had any direct connection to it saying, don't do it, don't do it.

00:06:44.580 Or would you listen to the person at the top of the hill who's saying,

00:06:48.300 there's a cliff after this.

00:06:49.940 Right.

00:06:50.720 You might.

00:06:55.700 I'd prefer to listen to the one that didn't do it.

00:07:01.220 You know, it's funny, guys.

00:07:03.180 I had a friend.

00:07:04.660 Okay, Blassie, you might find this funny.

00:07:06.820 I had a friend who told me that he was in D.A.R.E. as a kid.

00:07:15.640 Do you know who sold him drugs?

00:07:20.140 The ex-drug addicts that they brought to tell the kids not to do drugs.

00:07:27.000 They didn't think it was a bad idea to bring ex-drug addicts around children.

00:07:33.180 look at one of my favorite guests that i've ever had on was the transformed wife on x

00:07:40.960 she exuded like just everything i'd want to be as a woman i would much rather see the woman

00:07:49.260 that did it right and won the women that got the men that other women want to get with

00:07:55.840 that did everything right okay that's that you might listen to both you could absolutely

00:08:01.280 depending on so many different things but i'm stubborn so and i can't i'm one of those hands-on

00:08:07.440 people that kind of want to figure it out for myself i personally would listen to the person

00:08:13.680 at the top of the hill being like do not come up here yeah please you this is fatal you know other

00:08:20.000 than someone who really doesn't have a whole bunch of knowledge on it and hasn't even might not even

00:08:25.600 be experiencing the feelings and whatever that person's going through you

00:08:30.640 know a lot of insecurities I say insecurities because that's exactly how

00:08:33.880 I was feeling in my life when I decided to join all about my looks about how

00:08:39.520 blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah I'm sorry guys I don't have

00:08:48.820 the patience I just don't you did it because you enjoyed OnlyFans that's it

00:08:55.420 it wasn't because you were insecure it wasn't because of your parents it wasn't

00:09:00.520 because of your friends and you know I might believe any of this bullshit if

00:09:05.200 there was a sec like two seconds of accountability just like two seconds

00:09:11.620 people perceived me being someone online like there was a lot of pressure so you

00:09:17.420 weren't when you say you have insecurities about your looks or had

00:09:20.200 them then it's not that you joined because you thought I'm hot and I can

00:09:24.100 make a buck you're saying I think I'm ugly or something I needed to notice

00:09:28.960 yeah and a lot of people want to point that out about me like oh you just want

00:09:32.440 attention even now I just want attention um I want God to have the attention full

00:09:37.480 and foremost about anything that I say now it's about him and not me anymore

00:09:41.840 and I love that I'm so happy to have him take center stage and me be in the back

00:09:47.500 with a clipboard you know so um but then i was in such a horrible place in my mental again not

00:09:59.580 feeling much wasn't crying i went through quite a few really hard relationships that made me feel

00:10:06.620 even worse about myself and i i understand that it was my choice this is before before it was her

00:10:12.620 choice but she let's see if she says that she contributed to the bad

00:10:18.400 relationship maybe it was just the men right it was just obviously I mean right

00:10:24.860 who's all them yes um so I went through quite a few relationships I didn't have

00:10:31.820 good friends at all I wasn't in contact with my parents like that um so you

00:10:36.440 already had okay wait um take the screen off i just want one second so receipts receipts receipts i

00:10:44.600 love receipts i love receipts receipts receipts receipts um okay so she says she wasn't in contact

00:10:57.000 with her parents and hold on and remember she said the toxic boyfriend remember so

00:11:10.640 what is your current relationship status um so this is 10 months ago she likes to

00:11:16.900 cheat on her boyfriend unhinged you have a friends with benefits are you in the

00:11:20.320 talking stage do you have a situationship relationship Beyonce marriage so I'm

00:11:26.380 actually super single right now i've been single for like 10 months very very happy with my current

00:11:31.360 life situation um and i'm really not looking for anybody so okay and if i do find someone it has

00:11:37.680 to be a regular person cannot be anyone famous i don't know about status has to be regular regular

00:11:44.720 normal regular person because i'm so not normal i need someone to equalize me if they're crazy

00:11:49.180 and i'm crazy it just doesn't work so yeah how are you crazy i'm dominant your dominance

00:11:54.720 yes like you want to daddy your daddy whoa wait show the tattoo to the the camera right here

00:12:02.720 it just says daddy yeah i love one to ten if you had to put your where where do you fall

00:12:08.320 in terms of craziness crazy oh my goodness like i said it's more of a controlled crazy so i feel

00:12:12.320 like i'm probably a seven eight on the definitely not uncapped yet okay um so and you said you need

00:12:20.080 a normal person to balance out your yes i need a reg a regular yeah okay so you uh does that mean

00:12:26.240 that you don't date for example other content creators other people i did one okay so here's

00:12:32.000 another one she doesn't date other content creators she's not married to another content creators

00:12:37.040 all right there's another i'm trying to get to the part where she talks about cheating um it really

00:12:42.400 interfered in our relationship personally and you know i could pull out a camera any time and film

00:12:49.600 and it doesn't like affect my uh relationship he's i think he's talking about kiki don't worry

00:12:56.320 about him oh it's okay i've been called psycho okay i'm not but you know okay no and i really

00:13:04.000 don't think i should go to the doctor to be like yeah you're probably told i'm something

00:13:09.760 fair point um and you said you like you're dominant that's that's one of the ways in which you're

00:13:14.400 not normal I guess or that you say you're not normal um and when you say

00:13:19.440 you're dominant do you mean what are we talking to you alpha female and I'm so

00:13:28.800 like competitive so if I have a partner who's even an alpha male I'm competing

00:13:34.680 against you guys this doesn't go away overnight this is where did she talk

00:13:39.900 about the cheating it must be here let me see oh you do basically just these like amazon giant like

00:13:47.580 muscular women just like would crush the pelvis it's okay well listen i'm not trying to hurt

00:13:52.780 anybody okay i just you and you i'm sorry lay you and lay you until you know like you're like oh my

00:14:00.380 god i have no more inside my body anymore the is wrong with this lady like you'll never want

00:14:05.660 to cheat on me you'll be drained like there's nothing left in you to cheat but i will cheat

00:14:10.060 because i'm bored wait so wait wow okay here we go what about you oh my god so this actually okay

00:14:19.660 so i was on another podcast and this clip went viral with me saying that i love cheating it's

00:14:23.580 actually my biggest fantasy so yeah okay that's all we really needed thank you but now she's gonna

00:14:30.460 play victim we're going to go back to that falling out with your parents before oh wait my other

00:14:37.260 receipt sorry one more blessing because then she's going to talk about her family i just want to show

00:14:41.820 you guys two minutes 23 seconds i think um you do only fans as well do your parents know because you

00:14:51.740 know i have it and they're still part of my family like i care about them we're going to go back

00:14:55.580 Kids who have kids and like my nieces and nephew need like things sometimes. So I love to give money now again

00:15:02.940 This is four months ago

00:15:12.820 Can less and maybe the originals earlier, but I don't want to lose this time stamps

00:15:16.640 I'm gonna go my family because you know I have it and they're so part of my family like I care about them. So

00:15:22.260 So even if I didn't speak to them, I wouldn't care.

00:15:26.300 Like, I made the decisions I made, and I'm being very smart about it.

00:15:30.020 And obviously, I know that OnlyFans is not the end result.

00:15:33.420 I went to college to be a dental hygienist, and I worked in an orthopedic office scheduling surgeries and stuff.

00:15:39.400 I had big girl jobs with big girl benefits that didn't pay the bills.

00:15:42.760 So I'm like, listen, I have huge pursuits, like snowboarding.

00:15:46.500 Snowboarding's fucking expensive.

00:15:48.280 I want to be tutored in Japanese.

00:15:50.460 That's expensive.

00:15:51.320 like i wanted things that i couldn't achieve with a normal okay we're at the three minute mark i

00:15:57.680 just want to see the time stamp okay yeah this is streamed four months ago so she's talking like this

00:16:05.400 after this is after baptism guys let me go back to three minutes

00:16:10.360 men think that i should be doing you know so me pursuing this only fans career gave me

00:16:19.160 so much freedom to expand as a human being and i was like wow like this is what i want to do

00:16:26.660 and again this won't last forever just just get a curiosity you couldn't have gone snowboarding

00:16:32.720 and learned japanese without doing only fans i what i'm telling you is that it costs money that

00:16:38.580 i didn't have doing things like being a surgery scheduler working like i like i said i went to

00:16:44.200 college like i got my little degree and everything and that got me nowhere especially with this

00:16:48.600 economy right now it's so bad i could not live in california doing what i did absolutely not

00:16:53.800 it's so bad and then i was like i have to get a second job as a female who doesn't have a boyfriend

00:16:59.480 to you know i wasn't being supported by anyone so i was like okay you know what i think i'm really

00:17:04.680 good at a present having a presence online and i pursued so much i don't just do only fans and

00:17:11.880 only fans is really cut like my content for only fans is slowed down so that i could pursue bigger

00:17:17.800 things that led me down different financial routes so oh i need to clip that my only fans

00:17:29.560 has slowed down so i could pursue bigger things that lead me down bigger financial routes

00:17:39.960 again this was a starter not an ender can i ask one question about to all the girls that

00:17:44.840 do only fans because where does it say the dad part i'm so bad with these time stamps

00:17:50.120 so as y'all make a lot of money and i'm gonna be honest sometimes i make jokes at work and i'm like

00:17:54.440 i work obscene amount of hours to not make anywhere but you know for a job is entry-level

00:18:02.280 stuff and then also like fast food work found out and everything very just supportive of me oh wait

00:18:08.440 there i must have skipped it before maybe three minutes um my dad found out and everything very

00:18:14.280 just supportive of me he is still a christian he loves me me and my dad have had a really good

00:18:20.120 relationship throughout the years i financially support my family because they're retired now

00:18:25.320 and have like kids who have kids and okay so that's not really matching up michael

00:18:32.760 michael why don't you ask any of these questions michael

Pearl - April 12, 2024

＂She Wouldn't Take Back Her Past＂ Pearl Reacts To Michael Knowles' Interview With 'Retired' OF Model

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