Pearl - October 07, 2025


The Cornstar to Jesus Pipeline That Tradcons Fall For Every Single Time


Episode Stats

Length

16 minutes

Words per Minute

208.19342

Word Count

3,410

Sentence Count

393

Misogynist Sentences

30

Hate Speech Sentences

21


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Transcript

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00:00:00.000 The only reason being is because I keep my personal life private.
00:00:04.980 I want my kids to grow up knowing that it's private.
00:00:07.400 I keep my husband safe by that.
00:00:09.040 My personal life is private.
00:00:10.960 Ma'am, I can see you getting banged on the internet.
00:00:13.200 I've literally, I can Google your vagina.
00:00:15.660 We do the corn star to Jesus pipeline.
00:00:18.300 And what we do is men that are not understanding of female nature,
00:00:21.960 we have a tendency to use them to further our agenda.
00:00:25.280 So you're going to see, remember, these corn stars are not good people.
00:00:28.120 They're experts at manipulating and charming men.
00:00:30.960 They can even charm women.
00:00:32.220 So we're going to watch him criticize like Andrew Wilson from whatever.
00:00:36.080 I don't know if I mentioned.
00:00:37.320 We'll see.
00:00:37.820 I hope I am.
00:00:39.520 That'd be awesome.
00:00:41.620 Now she's going to give her conversion story to the stereotypical Christian soon.
00:00:46.700 Before we do this Nala episode, guys,
00:00:48.780 I just wanted to let you guys know that we are on tour right now.
00:00:51.400 And you guys should definitely come get your tickets at thegeorgejankoshow.com.
00:00:55.280 And I can't wait to see you guys.
00:00:56.440 My OF managers who ran my accounts made me money.
00:01:00.460 Oh, it's the OF manager's fault.
00:01:02.940 Looked up to that man so much.
00:01:05.320 He became like a father to me in such a perverted way.
00:01:09.840 And I was like, I'll do anything.
00:01:11.900 Do you say?
00:01:12.720 And I did.
00:01:13.540 And to be able to do scenes, I drank so much.
00:01:17.160 I was so wasted because it helped me complete what I needed.
00:01:20.800 Yeah, right.
00:01:22.420 Did it complete.
00:01:23.320 And so many people are like, you're making great money.
00:01:24.860 That's what I always wanted.
00:01:26.220 Like, no, you don't.
00:01:27.980 You'll get to the top and realize.
00:01:29.400 It's so easy to say that after you got it.
00:01:32.360 You know what I mean?
00:01:33.580 Like, imagine being a coal miner listening to this.
00:01:36.520 Logger.
00:01:37.240 Doing like manual labor.
00:01:38.540 Having a girl complaining about having to do gang bangs.
00:01:41.620 Screw you, lady.
00:01:42.880 It's just how alone you are.
00:01:44.620 I used to recite that to myself.
00:01:46.260 It's lonely at the top.
00:01:47.600 It's lonely at the top.
00:01:48.860 Because it made me feel better.
00:01:49.900 At the top.
00:01:51.080 Oh, my gosh.
00:01:52.140 It's, it's, I can't believe I'm in a society where OF models are high status.
00:01:57.140 What in the world?
00:01:57.980 Because of why I was so alone.
00:01:59.660 I'm alone, but at least I have money.
00:02:01.600 Naturalists, they'll be like, you don't need caffeine in your diet.
00:02:17.840 It's actually disrupting this and this.
00:02:19.500 And I, I blur out because I'm like, I'm not hearing you right now.
00:02:22.140 Because coffee is literally one of my five main food groups.
00:02:25.300 It's like, I hate when my OGDYN says that to me.
00:02:29.500 No, but you know, I'm pretty sure George Janko allowed his wife to be a part of his brand,
00:02:35.300 which is a bad idea.
00:02:37.060 It's the thing that you're going to hate to hear.
00:02:37.960 I can't believe I said that right.
00:02:41.540 Me too.
00:02:42.200 It sucks, but it's so true though.
00:02:44.200 And you know, I, I so used to be like that.
00:02:45.900 I used to be like, I can't like, I got, I need my coffee.
00:02:48.800 You know, I'd be like really low energy and really low mood until I had my coffee.
00:02:52.120 Right.
00:02:52.380 And then like not too long ago, I was able to kind of balance that out.
00:02:55.540 I feel like God really helped me through like not needing to like rely on coffee in the morning.
00:02:59.740 It can be an addiction for sure.
00:03:00.340 Yeah.
00:03:00.740 Yeah.
00:03:01.380 It really is.
00:03:01.980 Yeah.
00:03:02.140 When people are like, don't talk to me, I haven't had my coffee.
00:03:04.220 I know.
00:03:04.700 That's me.
00:03:05.120 I don't want to talk to you after you have your coffee.
00:03:06.360 That's me.
00:03:07.380 You know what you are before your coffee.
00:03:08.640 Yeah, I think your body just gets addicted to things and then becomes reliant on it when your
00:03:12.360 body naturally supplies enough energy for you throughout the day anyway.
00:03:16.140 And especially if you have like a well-balanced diet, which I don't.
00:03:18.960 Mine is Dairy Queen.
00:03:19.900 That's what I live off of.
00:03:20.780 No, stop.
00:03:21.180 That's my husband.
00:03:21.880 Yeah, every day.
00:03:22.740 I swear.
00:03:23.240 Like I have ice cream all the time.
00:03:26.080 He's nodding.
00:03:27.540 No way.
00:03:28.220 I don't even need to see it.
00:03:29.280 You look like you're having a beautiful, blessed, blossomed life.
00:03:33.520 I mean, I pulled in.
00:03:34.180 I saw a beautiful Jeep with a thousand ducks.
00:03:36.160 Oh, yeah.
00:03:36.460 And I just learned what this means.
00:03:37.980 Duck right on top.
00:03:38.920 Did you see him?
00:03:39.520 He's the biggest duck.
00:03:40.640 Is that what you like?
00:03:42.420 China.
00:03:47.620 Okay.
00:03:48.060 So let's talk, dude.
00:03:48.840 How we met.
00:03:49.720 We were at Equinox.
00:03:50.980 Equinox.
00:03:52.600 Yes.
00:03:53.100 Well, way to go.
00:03:54.220 Now, freaking everybody's going to be hanging out over there.
00:03:57.240 That's fine.
00:03:57.900 I don't go there anymore.
00:03:58.900 I do.
00:03:59.940 Oh, you know.
00:04:01.740 Stop for me.
00:04:02.600 No, it's Hollywood.
00:04:04.480 It's Hollywood.
00:04:05.060 They go to Hollywood.
00:04:05.460 We go to West Hollywood.
00:04:07.100 That's what we're going to say.
00:04:07.620 That was a nice one, though.
00:04:08.200 That is a very nice one.
00:04:09.400 It's too much.
00:04:10.140 No, I'm a piece of meat there.
00:04:11.320 I don't like it.
00:04:11.920 I'm like, please, I'm here to work out, guys.
00:04:13.800 I started going to Equinox because I went to LA Fitness, and I was like, there's too many
00:04:17.560 like regs here, bro, like regular people.
00:04:19.500 That's what I call like regular people regs.
00:04:21.980 Oh, my God.
00:04:22.960 We don't hate influencers enough.
00:04:25.080 We don't.
00:04:26.060 Dated with like questions, people like coming up to me, and I was like, I can't do this.
00:04:29.620 Like, this is living the life I was living.
00:04:31.800 Bright red hair.
00:04:32.620 I'm like a spectacle.
00:04:33.900 So then I started going to Equinox, and I was like, oh, this is much better, more chill
00:04:37.920 crowd.
00:04:38.420 You know, you're paying a pretty hefty like fee just to go there.
00:04:41.680 So I was like, it's so cut out a lot of the weirdos, right?
00:04:43.920 Or the regs.
00:04:44.560 And it didn't.
00:04:45.160 The regs.
00:04:46.140 Sorry.
00:04:47.460 I'm a reg now, too.
00:04:52.220 And so it didn't, so it was still really hectic at Equinox?
00:04:54.980 Not hectic.
00:04:55.760 It was just like there's like specific weirdos now.
00:04:58.100 Well, now they want to collab.
00:04:59.080 Like, these went from like everyday, like fondling people to like serial killer mindset.
00:05:05.120 You know what I'm saying?
00:05:05.760 Like, no, it's not really.
00:05:07.200 But obviously I'm still here.
00:05:09.920 Who have you met in the gym?
00:05:11.100 They're like the sophisticated people who have money, and now they go to a nice gym, and
00:05:16.500 it's just...
00:05:17.020 Can you imagine you pay all this money to get to a nice gym just to be surrounded by hookers
00:05:21.520 who think they're better than regular people?
00:05:25.220 Oh, my God.
00:05:25.780 I would kill myself.
00:05:26.660 You pay all this money to get away just to get hookers.
00:05:30.060 Now have the money to get to your gym.
00:05:32.180 It's just a weirder mindset, I thought.
00:05:34.980 Like, even when Jordan came to the gym with me there, he was like, do you remember this
00:05:38.140 guy that was like following you?
00:05:39.240 I was like, no, I'm completely oblivious.
00:05:41.980 Like...
00:05:42.660 Yeah, that's...
00:05:43.500 Like, I always tell her when she steps out of the house, like head on a swivel.
00:05:47.160 Like, you know what I mean?
00:05:47.520 Like, girls are just always like, I'm in my own world.
00:05:50.380 Nobody knows what I'm here.
00:05:51.260 I'm just a girl in the world.
00:05:53.340 Jordan sings that to me all the time and it makes me so mad.
00:05:57.380 Hey, are we going to get to this?
00:05:58.400 You have the freedom.
00:06:00.560 Yes, you have the luxury of being like, I'm just a girl because he's looking out for me.
00:06:05.000 He's with me.
00:06:05.620 Exactly.
00:06:06.160 And he's aware.
00:06:07.060 You don't have to be.
00:06:07.860 Exactly.
00:06:08.220 That's the luxury.
00:06:09.740 But when I'm on my own, it's a different story.
00:06:11.680 Exactly.
00:06:12.440 But you were on your own.
00:06:13.940 You weren't with me.
00:06:15.000 What?
00:06:15.380 How did you time it?
00:06:16.380 How did you time it then?
00:06:17.620 I just...
00:06:18.240 You don't listen to me.
00:06:19.700 You don't listen to me when you speak.
00:06:20.340 I was listening.
00:06:21.460 Thank you.
00:06:22.440 No, but I'm like agreeing with her.
00:06:24.420 Thank you.
00:06:24.840 Thank you.
00:06:25.640 Thank you.
00:06:26.020 When I find myself it's different.
00:06:27.700 Listen, listen.
00:06:28.420 Back in 2023, I was put on a government watch list for speaking out about men's issues.
00:06:34.380 The government spent who knows how much money trying to shut me up.
00:06:37.880 And honestly, to some extent, it worked.
00:06:40.360 I was demonetized on YouTube.
00:06:41.940 I had three Instagram accounts deleted, seven TikToks accounts wiped out, and I was forced
00:06:46.900 to delete three years worth of work, videos, interviews, everything.
00:06:50.920 The more honest I was, the harder I was punished.
00:06:53.440 And eventually I had to shut down my show, move back home, and completely start over.
00:06:57.420 But I'm not giving up.
00:06:59.100 This time, we're doing things differently.
00:07:01.160 I've created my own app, a space where free speech actually means free speech.
00:07:05.340 On this app, you'll not only get access to all my old content, but you'll also help shape
00:07:09.380 our future documentaries and show topics.
00:07:11.680 For just $10 a month, you're not only supporting me, you're supporting a movement, a network that
00:07:16.540 refuses to be silenced.
00:07:18.280 The link is in the description.
00:07:19.780 Join us and be a part of something that fights back against censorship.
00:07:24.040 Now, let's talk bigger picture.
00:07:26.120 Why don't we have true free speech in America anymore?
00:07:29.780 Welcome to the female economy, where women make 80% of consumer buying decisions.
00:07:34.840 Have you ever wondered why women always seem to get their way?
00:07:37.940 Well, here's the truth.
00:07:39.920 Men tend to care about the free flow of ideas.
00:07:43.260 Men can separate an idea from the person who said it.
00:07:46.300 But women, on the other hand, have learned that they can control what gets said by controlling
00:07:51.020 what gets funded.
00:07:52.500 Platforms like YouTube have one goal.
00:07:54.220 They want to make money, and if that means catering to the majority female audience,
00:07:58.260 they will.
00:07:59.080 That's why being a conservative creator today feels impossible.
00:08:02.700 This isn't just about me.
00:08:03.900 It's about the future of online speech.
00:08:05.940 With the Audacity Network, me and my community will never have to worry about being silenced
00:08:10.320 again.
00:08:10.620 What's the rule in L.A.?
00:08:12.580 Not in Arizona.
00:08:13.340 What's the rule in L.A.?
00:08:14.400 I got to be home when the sun sets.
00:08:15.980 Got to be home when the sun sets.
00:08:16.740 Is that the rule?
00:08:17.340 100% dude.
00:08:17.820 Oh, I broke that rule so many times.
00:08:18.960 100% dude.
00:08:20.000 Listen, nothing happens good at night.
00:08:22.200 If you're a girl who's soaking wet 90 pounds, and there's a guy who's doing crack looking
00:08:26.900 at you, and the sun goes down, go home.
00:08:28.780 Go home.
00:08:30.180 Go home.
00:08:30.620 It's like throwing Michael Jackson.
00:08:31.760 I've always wanted that chance, dude.
00:08:32.840 I've always wanted that chance, because I went through martial arts.
00:08:35.020 Oh, yeah, but that's different, bro.
00:08:36.700 She did ice skating.
00:08:38.840 Hey, man.
00:08:39.580 She ain't gonna skate away from this.
00:08:41.400 I could run fast.
00:08:43.880 I could run fast, okay?
00:08:45.300 No, she can't.
00:08:46.140 She looks like she's in great shape.
00:08:47.380 She could run.
00:08:47.920 She is.
00:08:48.360 And I'm in a crackhead.
00:08:49.280 What's he gonna do?
00:08:50.580 Have you ever seen a man on crack?
00:08:51.980 I'm really strong.
00:08:52.860 That's gone, bro.
00:08:54.440 Bro, there's no elements to this guy.
00:08:56.180 There's no gravity.
00:08:56.980 He's up on the wall.
00:08:57.800 He's hanging.
00:08:58.400 He's looking at him.
00:08:59.300 I'm agile.
00:09:00.340 I digress.
00:09:01.780 Let's get back.
00:09:02.700 Did I use that right?
00:09:03.180 Did I use that?
00:09:04.160 Yeah, yeah.
00:09:04.520 What are we getting back to now?
00:09:06.240 We're going back to you.
00:09:07.180 Let's go get it.
00:09:07.540 This is the best intro that I've ever had.
00:09:09.640 I love this.
00:09:10.560 This is great.
00:09:11.400 So my first thing was we met at Equinox, right?
00:09:14.920 Yeah.
00:09:15.180 We met at Equinox.
00:09:15.920 I can't believe you remember that.
00:09:17.040 I do.
00:09:17.460 You know why?
00:09:18.380 I'll tell you why it meant so much to me.
00:09:20.400 I was with my buddy, AJ.
00:09:21.660 He was training me.
00:09:22.580 Okay.
00:09:22.780 And we walked out.
00:09:23.620 After we were done speaking to you, we were leaving.
00:09:25.300 He goes, hey, do you know who that is?
00:09:26.940 And I was like, no.
00:09:27.840 And then he showed me your content.
00:09:29.460 And I was like, oh.
00:09:30.800 Because we followed on each other on Instagram.
00:09:32.260 And I go, oh, man, I'm going to have to explain this to my wife.
00:09:35.080 I was doing the PS5 giveaway, right?
00:09:35.800 She's like, why are you talking to this girl at the gym?
00:09:37.800 Why not any other girl?
00:09:38.900 Why this girl?
00:09:40.060 So I literally go to Belle.
00:09:41.020 And I go, Belle, like I met my new friend.
00:09:43.440 I go, but, and she'll remember this.
00:09:45.560 I said, I think it was, he explained to me,
00:09:47.960 is it either your father or your grandfather
00:09:49.940 that was really big in his faith?
00:09:54.380 My dad was a pastor.
00:09:55.880 But I wouldn't say like big in his faith.
00:09:58.480 He fell very short.
00:09:59.940 And now he's like in jail.
00:10:01.400 So, okay.
00:10:03.040 So he did say, yeah, I didn't see that other side
00:10:05.520 of the story of things.
00:10:06.660 And at that time, while I was on OnlyFans.
00:10:09.000 Pastor's daughter, so stereotypical.
00:10:10.960 I never spoke about my family.
00:10:12.560 So how did you know about that?
00:10:13.800 What?
00:10:14.080 How did you know that he was a pastor?
00:10:16.440 Just because I didn't speak about it
00:10:17.820 doesn't mean it didn't happen in my personal life.
00:10:19.780 I'm just saying I didn't speak about it on social media
00:10:22.040 while I was on OnlyFans.
00:10:23.500 I wanted to keep my personal life very like secured.
00:10:27.380 Like where it, like nobody knew my name.
00:10:30.500 I still don't go by my real name
00:10:31.820 for a very specific reason.
00:10:33.100 A lot of people are like,
00:10:33.880 oh, she's still using her stage name.
00:10:35.480 The only reason being is because
00:10:37.720 I keep my personal life private.
00:10:40.520 I want my kids to grow up knowing that it's private.
00:10:43.360 I keep my husband safe by that.
00:10:45.400 My.
00:10:46.700 No, you don't.
00:10:49.840 You had your husband on a pod.
00:10:51.600 No, you don't.
00:10:52.700 What are you talking about?
00:10:53.840 I can see my personal life is private, ma'am.
00:10:58.940 I can see you getting banged on the internet.
00:11:01.060 I've literally, I can Google your vagina.
00:11:03.780 Family, my extended family.
00:11:05.440 Like there's no point in knowing my real name.
00:11:07.300 It's social media.
00:11:08.420 All social media is fake most of the time anyway.
00:11:10.760 It's not that there isn't real in social media,
00:11:13.000 but the majority of it is.
00:11:14.620 So she's still using her stage name.
00:11:17.480 Got it.
00:11:18.540 Fake, made up, edited.
00:11:20.520 You know what I'm saying?
00:11:21.260 Do you feel like a secret agent
00:11:22.240 when you walk around like, dude, that must feel safe.
00:11:24.780 Cause I don't even give out my real name.
00:11:26.400 Even to people I know personally,
00:11:27.700 like at church or anything,
00:11:28.820 everybody knows me as Nala.
00:11:30.060 And it makes me feel safe.
00:11:32.400 Even though yes, God could keep me safe like that.
00:11:38.460 They just buy everything these hookers say,
00:11:41.120 but I'm just saying there's people out there
00:11:44.880 with very bad intentions.
00:11:46.000 And I've seen that over the last year
00:11:47.440 and a half of becoming a Christian.
00:11:48.920 Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.
00:11:51.540 People have battered me and my husband online.
00:11:55.180 She wants more attention and fame.
00:11:57.580 That's why she keeps her stage name.
00:12:00.140 With no regret.
00:12:01.700 Absolutely.
00:12:02.360 I have zero regret.
00:12:04.240 None.
00:12:06.060 Zip, nada.
00:12:07.180 Talk about Ayesha Curry too.
00:12:09.840 And thank Pearl.
00:12:10.620 You are a rare gem among venomous.
00:12:12.720 I have met plenty of toxic evil women in my life.
00:12:15.120 Not mom.
00:12:15.960 You are my hero.
00:12:16.860 You are fighting for men.
00:12:18.960 God bless you.
00:12:20.680 So much injustice to men.
00:12:24.380 Thank you.
00:12:25.500 Ayesha Curry.
00:12:29.140 Yeah.
00:12:29.660 I mean, that's a woman who married young, right?
00:12:32.360 There's this idea that, you know,
00:12:34.280 if you marry your high school sweetheart
00:12:35.760 and she stays with you for life
00:12:37.920 that you're in the clear.
00:12:39.020 But even Ayesha Curry is out here
00:12:40.720 embarrassing her husband.
00:12:42.340 And so I'm like,
00:12:43.320 why would I give out something personal
00:12:44.740 when you're just going to take it
00:12:45.820 and literally blow a hole through me with it?
00:12:47.960 Yeah.
00:12:48.260 Like, why would I hand you that bullet?
00:12:50.240 Well, can I be honest?
00:12:51.640 I, hear me out when I say this.
00:12:54.320 I'm really happy that God gave you this journey
00:12:57.260 because not a lot of women would fulfill it.
00:12:59.600 Not a lot that many women finished their race.
00:13:01.980 The first person that told all the disciples
00:13:04.520 that were running away that Jesus was alive
00:13:06.940 was a woman who was a prostitute.
00:13:09.760 A woman that everybody else wrote off.
00:13:12.080 That's true.
00:13:12.740 And during the times,
00:13:13.740 we talk about it now,
00:13:14.820 we give her praise,
00:13:15.640 but dude, back in the day,
00:13:17.320 they really wanted to stone this woman.
00:13:21.200 This woman wasn't somebody
00:13:22.600 that people even wanted in the room
00:13:23.880 were having a conversation,
00:13:24.920 but Jesus says,
00:13:25.580 hey, young lady, come here.
00:13:26.700 I want you to go tell those 11 men.
00:13:28.680 To me, I think that's really powerful
00:13:30.340 because imagine what her heart was like.
00:13:32.720 Imagine what her mind was like.
00:13:34.060 We are always so quick as Christians
00:13:35.660 to look at ourselves
00:13:36.560 and be so grateful for where we're at.
00:13:38.060 And then we quickly look down
00:13:39.680 at another man that God is meeting.
00:13:41.940 And so I'll never forget
00:13:43.520 when the disciple goes,
00:13:44.640 hey, why are we using the perfume?
00:13:46.880 And why are we doing this?
00:13:48.080 And this girl's weeping
00:13:50.220 and washing his fate.
00:13:52.080 We don't know the separation
00:13:53.620 of love.
00:13:54.640 And I really think that people
00:13:56.000 who really love God
00:13:57.240 are somebody who are really deep
00:13:58.820 in a hole
00:13:59.360 and God came and reached them.
00:14:00.920 It's true.
00:14:01.660 Do you know what I'm saying?
00:14:02.360 Well, that's why the Pharisees,
00:14:03.560 they've been studying,
00:14:04.720 you know,
00:14:05.020 The hoed up holy pipeline is real.
00:14:07.060 God and like religion
00:14:07.900 and all these laws
00:14:09.020 that they had like instilled in them
00:14:10.700 from like childhood.
00:14:11.920 So it's like,
00:14:13.060 it's kind of like nowadays
00:14:14.260 when you hear of people
00:14:15.420 who are like,
00:14:15.880 I don't really have a testimony.
00:14:17.080 I've just been saved
00:14:18.060 basically my whole life.
00:14:19.180 I've been baptized
00:14:19.740 when I was a kid
00:14:20.480 and then I live that out.
00:14:21.600 I don't really,
00:14:22.100 I haven't like been tested
00:14:23.300 like that.
00:14:24.560 So we all get tested.
00:14:26.000 All women have guys
00:14:28.180 trying to bang them
00:14:28.980 from the time we're young.
00:14:30.140 And look it,
00:14:30.660 I am not without sin.
00:14:31.780 I am no angel.
00:14:32.760 I'm never going to pretend I am.
00:14:34.760 But I don't think
00:14:37.120 it took much to know
00:14:38.460 to not get gang banged
00:14:39.680 on camera.
00:14:40.580 I don't think that's
00:14:41.700 that high of a threshold.
00:14:42.960 I don't think
00:14:43.400 that's tested that hard.
00:14:45.240 I really don't.
00:14:46.660 I think that more women
00:14:48.040 actually should get
00:14:49.060 gang banged on camera
00:14:50.100 and just go say sorry afterwards.
00:14:52.140 If the Christians,
00:14:52.800 if the Christians keep allowing
00:14:54.720 these women to exploit them,
00:14:56.100 I hope more women do it
00:14:57.280 till they learn.
00:14:58.600 That's,
00:14:58.900 I hope,
00:14:59.200 I hope they get a flood.
00:15:01.760 Because if you guys are,
00:15:03.340 if you guys can't learn
00:15:04.400 any discernment,
00:15:05.460 I mean,
00:15:06.240 you get exactly
00:15:07.880 what you deserve.
00:15:08.880 I don't like that.
00:15:09.540 That's how I see it.
00:15:10.620 Where someone is me,
00:15:11.700 where I cherish my salvation,
00:15:13.280 not that they don't,
00:15:14.080 but I cherish it
00:15:15.140 in such a crazy manner
00:15:16.360 because I knew
00:15:17.020 that this was like
00:15:17.620 my last chance.
00:15:18.940 God gave me one more chance
00:15:20.360 and this was it.
00:15:21.080 I was baptized at seven.
00:15:22.720 Like for me,
00:15:23.260 it was like being
00:15:23.840 in a swimming pool.
00:15:24.640 I didn't know what it meant.
00:15:25.540 You know what I'm saying?
00:15:26.540 And getting saved
00:15:27.700 at such a young age,
00:15:29.020 I don't remember
00:15:29.940 any of it.
00:15:31.380 But now.
00:15:32.220 How convenient.
00:15:33.760 I conveniently forgot it
00:15:35.680 when I wanted to get
00:15:36.480 gang banged on camera.
00:15:37.940 It's like,
00:15:38.600 yeah.
00:15:39.120 Making a conscious decision
00:15:40.400 to serve God
00:15:41.640 and be his child
00:15:42.760 as an adult
00:15:43.760 my parents are not over me.
00:15:45.600 No friends are influencing me.
00:15:47.140 It is my decision
00:15:48.140 whether I want to be
00:15:49.560 in eternity with God
00:15:50.960 or eternity in hell.
00:15:52.820 And that was the most
00:15:53.680 precious thing to me
00:15:54.700 that I made that decision.
00:15:56.600 You know,
00:15:56.900 thankfully my husband
00:15:57.920 brought me to salvation.
00:15:59.180 He brought me to the door,
00:16:00.300 but I had to open it.
00:16:01.620 So I think I cherish it
00:16:03.060 on such a deep level.
00:16:04.260 Whereas other people
00:16:05.360 who are casting stones,
00:16:06.940 they don't.
00:16:08.040 They realize that
00:16:08.660 they've been saved
00:16:09.180 their whole life,
00:16:10.100 that they would never
00:16:10.740 go astray.
00:16:11.340 They would never do
00:16:12.000 the things that I've done.
00:16:12.880 They would never sell
00:16:13.520 their body online.
00:16:14.700 They would never.
00:16:15.180 Like, why can't you just
00:16:16.400 be ashamed
00:16:18.100 and like go pray privately?
00:16:21.220 Why does this have
00:16:21.940 to be a spectacle?